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diff --git a/53650-0.txt b/53650-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..f16f406 --- /dev/null +++ b/53650-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7866 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 53650 *** + +MOTHERS TO MEN + +[Illustration: Logo] + +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY + +NEW YORK · BOSTON · CHICAGO +SAN FRANCISCO + +MACMILLAN & CO., LIMITED + +LONDON · BOMBAY · CALCUTTA +MELBOURNE + +THE MACMILLAN CO. OF CANADA, LTD. + +TORONTO + + + + +MOTHERS TO MEN + +BY + +ZONA GALE + +AUTHOR OF "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE," "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE +LOVE STORIES," "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS +AND ETARRE," ETC. + +New York +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY +1911 + +_All Rights Reserved_ + + +COPYRIGHT, 1911, BY THE BUTTERICK PUBLISHING COMPANY, THE RIDGEWAY +COMPANY, THE CROWELL PUBLISHING COMPANY, AND THE STANDARD +FASHION COMPANY. + +COPYRIGHT, 1911, + +BY THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + +Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1911. + +Norwood Press +J. S. Cushing Co.--Berwick & Smith Co. +Norwood, Mass., U.S.A. + + + + +MOTHERS TO MEN + + +"Daddy!" + +The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was +drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of +the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man +took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding +ahead. + +"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right +through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful." + +The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely +distinguishable back. + +"Climb up," he commanded. + +The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and +cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two +steps or three, past the man. + +"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could--yet. +I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I _had_ to talk about it." + +The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and +got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the +shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help. + +After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's +voice was less like a drowned butterfly. + +"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?" + +"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?" + +"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of +nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes--but it sounds like a +coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing." + +This, the man understood swiftly, was because _her_ coffin had been +black velvet--the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for +his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the +poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing +you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly. + +"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein' +warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...." + +"My God!" said the man. + +The child looked up expectantly. + +"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly. + +"Not a word," said the man in his throat. + +"Lemme try," said the child. "God--oh, God--_God dear_!" he called into +the night. + +From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that +minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive, +the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one +side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone +the lights of a house set alone on its hill. + +"Oh, daddy, daddy--look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say +nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em." + +The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy +broke into uneven running. + +"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked. + +"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for +the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour +and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly +bear the longing. + +But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man +had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they +entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in +the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be +faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the +child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed, +their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those +of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he +thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found +in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected +complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair +start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence--someway she +wouldn't have liked him to be there; _she_ always liked things nice. He +had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said +to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with +a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too, +was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody +came--no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the +little fellow," thought the man. + +"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child suddenly. + +He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane +of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were +a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a +tall, covered jar of shelled nuts. + +"Hustle up--you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again. + +"I was comin'," said the little boy. + +Why not leave the child at the bakery? No--a house. It must be a house, +with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of +money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he +were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously +discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false +two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a +dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the +tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the +spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along--hurry along!" he +bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but +first he must find the right place for the boy. + +Vaguely he was seeking for that section of the village which it would +call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the +term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all. +But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First +Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the +prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it. + +She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did +good--it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not +there? Why not leave the child there? + +He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing +the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned +sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was +light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish +forehead. + +"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly. + +"You bet you did," said his father absently. + +Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in +that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery. +Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of +the continual quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed, +irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had +died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where +they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the +boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had +been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious. +But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind +of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a +trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had +waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He +had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power +of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that +there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember +nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and +there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition. +He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him +adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some +near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be +more likely to take him in. "They have more time--an' more room--an' +more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and +the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find +a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps, +"outside the meetin'?" + +"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly. + +"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. _What_ are they, daddy?" + +"Eye-lids." + +"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled--the sleepy +smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the +curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy. + +The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled. +In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the +boy, had first performed for him little personal offices--sewed on a +button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time, +too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions. +"Where _is_ my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going +to be my daddy till you die, an' _then_ who'll be?" "What is the biggest +thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"... Also, in these three +months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a +barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his +reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was +going to end all this. + +"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like +this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim +dissenter. + +The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his +face. "Will--will there be any supper till morning?" he asked. + +You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still +looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps. +Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck--why should he not keep +the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him +into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not +accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to +give. Hunger and cold and darkness.... + +"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man. + +"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded. + +"A minute. You stay still here--right where you are," said the man, and +went into the darkness. + +The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the +walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the +church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account +of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its +fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose +he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go +to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with +cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook +molasses candy for him.... + +All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot, +and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" _him_. He fumbled +at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden, +and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed +when he was gone, and how _different_ the night was. And when the lady +had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the +window and they would cut it in squares.... + +As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness. + +"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag. +And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs +and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of +food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but--fifteen cents' +worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket, +wrapped in paper. + +"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set +there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out. +An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket--see? It's a paper. +Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there--an' ask +you anything--you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that." + +In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling, +throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was +strange to the man, as he listened-- + + + "Break thou the bread of life + To me, to me--" + + +but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him--I can't. All +I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you +break it to him--" + +"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child. "You!" + +Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter +charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The +man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to +look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it +to him--break it to him--God!" the father muttered, as he might have +used a charm. + +Again the child looked out expectantly. + +"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly. + +"Not a word--not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed, +nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled +superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the +paper--an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not +get back for--quite a while...." + +The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered +and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the +murmur of voices beyond the doors. + +"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the +child thought, when he heard the people moving about within. + + + + +I + + +"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the +Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one +of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two +kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the +rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin' +the men to have all they wanted. + +"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband, +persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it +up.' + +"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my +food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.' + +"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me, +"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy, +can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could +starve.' + +"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of +been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap +where I am.' + +"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled +waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them. + +"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a +witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.' + +"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my +feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift--I know the +feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take +off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.' + +"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I +wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a +maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the +streets runnin' rivers.' + +"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em +on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I +declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.' + +"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes +off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in +good, hot water an' go to bed. I wouldn't of come out to-night at all +if it hadn't of been for the professor.' + +"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he +hates it.' + +"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only +professor I ever knew.' + +"'Me either,' I says--and I knew how she felt. + +"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him +that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though +over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is +one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters, +same as some. + +"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I +don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm +just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr. +do?' + +"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving, +and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking +to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months +before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction +from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes, that is an alderman +and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said +that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be +doing. + +"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up +saloons an' like that?' + +"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.' + +"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks. + +"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there +some organization that's doing things here?' + +"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But +the word 'organization' helped him out. + +"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,' +says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.' + +"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things +and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church +parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just +getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to +talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over +too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you +felt like you'd always known him or, for the time you hadn't, that +you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that +seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new +day--the best day yet. + +"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking +whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very +much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of +something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up. +You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a +core. + +"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of +pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality +make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.' + +("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate, +without the _the_, an' everybody's got to doing it.) + +"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was +less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a +celebration that would _be_ a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser +for the town. + +"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give +you a dime to get you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a +dime entertainment, never.' + +"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for +'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat +Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he +claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either +living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it. + +"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet. +Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something +vital. + +"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand, +Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead +coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything +in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we +was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt, +we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we +kept Sodality real alive. + +"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains +it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals +to pay for last year. Or I might say, one an' a half, one corpse +contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.' + +"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his +tone, like he does: + +"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they +die?' he asks. + +"I guess we all looked kind of blank--like when you get asked _why_ +Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the +date he done so on. + +"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?' + +"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's +everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks. + +"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you +mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band--' + +"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.' + +"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said. + +"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee +of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.' + +"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as +anybody heard him but me. + +"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are +things that all of us Living might do together--for the sake, say, of +earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would +there?' + +"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to +_that_. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.' + +"Insley looked at us all kind of shy--at one and another and another of +us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's +eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and +Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But +the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't +show no true pattern. + +"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he +was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are +alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their +graves?' + +"'_Folks_,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of +members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks. + +"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For +instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to +do evenings--get them to help earn the money for Cemetery, if you want +to,' he adds, laughing a little. + +"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks +of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim. + +"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the +town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to +you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong +to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now +I'm really more fond of folks--speaking by and large--than I am of +tombstones.' + +"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world +outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never +knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it +was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he +waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it +would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first. + +"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't +go meddling in the village affairs--petitionin' the council and +protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.' + +"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. 'Meetin', singin' songs, servin' +lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps +on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things--' +Timothy shook his head. + +"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms +will take care of themselves.' + +"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas, +'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.' + +"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove +to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round +the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for +the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing +done.' + +"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a +great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes +away.' + +"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else, +not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece, +till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since +long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was +expecting an unknown niece of my own in a week or so, and your unknown +relatives is quite likely to be glass houses. + +"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any +doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has +just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting +in Tom, Dick, and Harry.' + +"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's +sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we +quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual, +promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.' + +"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything, +'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real +Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.' + +"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good +morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang +on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and +I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world; +but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing. + +"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad +taste; and we conversed around in groups, and done our best to make +'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor +Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in. + +"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the +present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her +name. + +"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use +his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in +front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian +name as soon as his back was turned, _I_ call it,' said some. 'My land, +I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. _My_ +opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.' + +"But I guess Insley had more confidence. + +"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons. + +"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job +you're talking about, you know.' + +"'It's _the_ big job,' says Insley, quiet. + +"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her +back. + +"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me--I'll always do for +chinkin' in. I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be +up till day _after_ to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.' + +"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to +it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady +stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger, +much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a +stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church +was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a +travelling man. + +"Here, though, was a stranger--and such a stranger. She was so +unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a +star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside--a star, +so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with +peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark +cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud +clinging about that brightness--a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy +hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet +umbrella at arm's length out in the entry. + +"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked. + +"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her. + +"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.' + +"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in. +I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.' + +"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please, +Robin, and meet these people.' + +"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule, +where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there +against the big, black background of the night and the village, while +Mis' Emmons presented her. + +"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me +to-day--for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?' + +"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss +Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I +was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be +like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us. +She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned +a little inside the frame of the doorway and put out her hand to us +all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain, +was warm. + +"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But +I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.' + +"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change +smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good +high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again--a sweet grave, not +a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from +each other as soup from hot water. + +"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she +adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of +a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.' + +"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us? +'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone +from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough. + +"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and +we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the +shining lamp path was setting a child--a little boy, with a paper bag in +his arms. + + + + +II + + +"Who on earth was he, we wondered to ourselves, and we all jostled +forward, trying to see down to him, us women lifting up our skirts from +the entry wet. He was like a little wad of clothes, bunched up on the +top step, but inside them the little fellow was all curled up, sleeping. +And we knew he hadn't come for any of us, and he didn't look like he was +waiting for anybody in particular. + +"Silas fixed up an explanation, ready-done:-- + +"'He must belong down on the flats,' says Silas. 'The idear of his +sleepin' here. I said we'd oughter hev a gate acrost the vestibule.' + +"'Roust him up an' start him home,' says Timothy Toplady, adviceful. + +"'I will,' says Silas, that always thinks it's his share to do any +unclaimed managing; and he brought down his hand towards the child's +shoulder. But his hand didn't get that far. + +"'Let me wake him up,' says Robin Sidney. + +"She laid her umbrella in the wet of the steps and, Silas being +surprised into giving way, she stooped over the child. She woke him up +neither by speaking to him nor grasping his arm, but she just slipped +her hands along his cheeks till her hands met under his chin, and she +lifted up his chin, gentle. + +"'Wake up and look at me,' she says. + +"The child opened his eyes, with no starting or bewildering, and looked +straight up into her face. There was light enough for us all to see that +he smiled bright, like one that's real glad some waiting is done. And +she spoke to him, not making a point of it and bringing it out like +she'd aimed it at him, but just matter-of-fact gentle and commonplace +tender. + +"'Whose little boy are you?' she ask' him. + +"'I'm goin' with whoever wants me to go with 'em,' says the child. + +"'But who are you--where do you live?' she says to him. 'You live, don't +you--in this town?' + +"The child shook his head positive. + +"'I lived far,' he told her, 'in that other place. I come up here with +my daddy. He says he might not come back to-night.' + +"Robin Sidney knelt right down before him on the wet steps. + +"'Truly,' she said, 'haven't you any place to go to-night?' + +"'Oh, yes,' says the child, 'he says I must go with whoever wants me to +go with 'em. Do--do you?' + +"At that Miss Sidney looked up at us, swift, and down again. The wind +had took hold of a strand of her hair and blew it across her eyes, and +she was pushing it away as she got up. And by then Insley was standing +before her, back of the little boy, that he suddenly stooped down and +picked up in his arms. + +"'Let's get inside, shall we?' he says, commanding. 'Let's all go back +in and see about him.' + +"We went back into the church, even Silas taking orders, though of +course that was part curiosity; and Insley sat down with the child on +his knee, and held out the child's feet in his hand. + +"'He's wet as a rat,' he says. 'Look at his shoes.' + +"'Well-a, make him tell his name, why don't you?' says Mis' Sykes, +sharp. '_I_ think we'd ought to find out who he is. What's your name, +Boy?' she adds, brisk. + +"Insley dropped the boy's feet and took a-hold of one of his hands. +'Yes,' he says, hasty, 'we must try to do that.' But he looked right +straight over Mis' Sykes's shoulder to where, beyond the others, Robin +Sidney was standing. 'He was your friend first,' he said to her. 'You +found him.' + +"She come and knelt down beside the child where, on Insley's knee, he +sat staring round, all wondering and questioning, to the rest of us. But +she seemed to forget all about the rest of us, and I loved the way she +was with that little strange boy. She kind of put her hands on him, +wiping the raindrops off his face, unbuttoning his wet coat, doing a +little something to his collar; and every touch was a kind of a little +stroke that some women's hands give almost without their knowing it. I +loved to watch her, because I'm always as stiff as a board with a +child--unless I'm alone with them. Then I ain't. + +"'My name's Robin,' she says to the little fellow. 'What's yours, dear?' + +"'Christopher,' he says right off. 'First, Christopher. An' then John. +An' then Bartlett. Have you only got one name?' he asked her. + +"'Yes, I've got two,' she says. 'The rest of mine is Sidney. Where--' + +"'Only two?' says the child. 'Why, I've got three.' + +"'Only two,' she answers. 'Where did your father go--don't you know +that, Christopher?' + +"That seemed to make him think of something, and he looked down at his +paper bag. + +"'First he bringed me these,' he says, and his face lighted up and he +held out his bag to her. 'You can have one my cream-puffs,' he offers +her, magnificent. I held my breath for fear she wouldn't take it, but +she did. 'What fat ones!' she says admiring, and held it in her hand +while she asked him more. It was real strange how we stood around, us +older women and all, waiting for her to see what she could get out of +him. But there wasn't any use. He was to go with whoever asked him to +go--that was all he knew. + +"Silas Sykes snaps his watch. 'It's gettin' late,' he gives out, with a +backward look at nothing in particular. 'Hadn't we best just leave him +at the police station? Threat Hubbelthwait and me go right past there.' + +"Mis' Toplady, she sweeps round on him, pulling her shawl over her +shoulders--one of them gestures of some women that makes it seem like +even them that works hard and don't get out much of anywhere has motions +left in them that used to be motioned in courts and castles and like +that. 'Police station! Silas Sykes,' says she, queenly, 'you put me in +mind of a stone wall, you're that sympathizin'.' + +"'Well, _we_ can't take him, Amandy,' Timothy Toplady reminds her, +hurried. 'We live too far. 'Twouldn't do to walk him 'way there.' +Timothy will give, but he wants to give to his own selected poor that he +knows about; an' he won't never allow himself no luxuries in givin' here +an' there, when something just happens to come up. + +"'Land, he may of come from where there's disease--you can't tell,' says +Mis' Uppers. 'I think we'd ought to go slow.' + +"'Yes,' says two-three others, 'we'd best go slow. Why, his father may +be looking for him.' + +"Mis' Eleanor Emmons spoke up serene. + +"'While we're going slow,' she says, 'I think I'll just take him home +and get his feet dry. I live the nearest. Mr. Sykes, you might report +him at the police station as you go by, in case someone is looking for +him. And if nobody inquires, he can sleep on my couch beside my grate +fire to-night. Can't he, Robin?' + +"'I'd love it,' says the girl. + +"'Excellent,' says Insley, and set the little boy on his feet. + +"But when he done that, the child suddenly swung round and caught Miss +Sidney's arm and looked up in her face; and his little nose was screwed +up alarming. + +"'What _is_ it--what's the matter, Christopher?' she ask' him. And the +rest of us that had begun moving to go, stopped to listen. And in that +little stillness Christopher told us:-- + +"'Oh,' he says, 'it's that hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went +right through that hole. And it's _chokin'_ me.' + +"Just exactly as if a hand had kind of touched us all, a nice little +stir went round among us women. And with that, Insley, who had been +standing there so big and strong and able and willing, and waiting for a +chance to take hold, he just simply put his hands on his knees and +stooped over and made his back right for the little fellow to climb up +on. The child knew what it was for, soon enough--we see somebody +somewheres must of been doing it for him before, for he scrambled right +up, laughing, and Miss Sidney helping him. And a kind of a little +ripple, that wan't no true words, run round among us all. Most women and +some men is strong on ripples of this sort, but when it comes right down +to doing something in consequence, we ain't so handy. + +"'Leave me come along and help take care of him a little while,' I says; +and I thought it was because I was ashamed of myself and trying to make +up for not offering before. But I think really what was the matter with +me was that I just plain wanted to go along with that little boy. + +"'I'm your automobile,' says Insley to the little fellow, and he laughed +out, delighted, hanging onto his paper sack. + +"'If you'll give me the big umbrella, Aunt Eleanor,' says Miss Sidney on +the church steps, 'I'll try to keep the rain off the automobile and the +passenger.' + +"The rain had just about stopped when we four started down Daphne +Street. The elms and maples along the sidewalk was dripping soft, and +everybody's gardens was laying still, like something new had happened to +them. It smelled good, and like everything outdoors was going to start +all over again and be something else, sweeter. + +"When we got most to Mis' Emmon's gate, I stopped stock still, looking +at something shining on the hill. It was Proudfit House, lit up from top +to bottom--the big house on the hill that had stood there, blind and +dark, for months on end. + +"'Why, some of the Proudfits must of come home,' I says out loud. + +"Mis' Emmons answered up, all unexpected to me, for I never knew she +knew the Proudfits. 'Mr. Alex Proudfit is coming on to-morrow,' she +says. And I sort of resented her that was so near a stranger in the +village hearing this about Alex Proudfit before I did, that had known +him since he was in knickerbockers. + +"'Am I keeping the rain off you two people?' Miss Sidney asks as, at the +corner, we all turned our backs on Proudfit House. + +"'Nobody,' Insley says--and his voice was always as smooth and round as +wheels running along under his words, 'nobody ever kept the rain off as +you are keeping it off, Miss Sidney.' + +"And, 'I did walked all that way--in that rain,' says Christopher, +sleepy, in his automobile's collar. + + + + +III + + +"If it was anyways damp or chilly, Mis' Emmons always had a little blaze +in the grate--not a heat blaze, but just a Come-here blaze. And going +into her little what-she-called living-room at night, I always thought +was like pushing open some door of the dark to find a sort of +cubby-corner hollowed out from the bigger dark for tending the homey +fire. That rainy night we went in from the street almost right onto the +hearth. And it was as pleasant as taking the first mouthful of +something. + +"Insley, with Christopher still on his back, stood on the rug in front +of the door and looked round him. + +"'How jolly it always looks here, Mrs. Emmons,' he says. 'I never saw +such a hearty place.' + +"I donno whether you've ever noticed the difference in the way women +bustle around? Most nice women do bustle when something comes up that +needs it. Some does it light and lifty, like fairies going around on +missions; and some does it kind of crackling and nervous, like goblins +on business. Mis' Emmons was the first kind, and it was real +contagious. You caught it yourself and begun pulling chairs around and +seeing to windows and sort of settling away down deep into the minute. +She begun doing that way now, seeing to the fire and the lamp-shade and +the sofa, and wanting everybody to be dry and comfortable, instant. + +"'You are so good-natured to like my room,' she says. 'I furnished it +for ten cents--yes, not much more. The whole effect is just colour,' she +says. 'What I have to do without in quality I go and wheedle out of the +spectrum. What _should_ we do without the rainbow? And what in the world +am I going to put on that child?' + +"Insley let Christopher down on the rug by the door, and there he stood, +dripping, patient, holding his paper bag, and not looking up and around +him, same as a child will in a strange room, but just looking hard at +the nice, red, warm blaze. Miss Sidney come and stooped over him, with +that same little way of touching him, like loving. + +"'Let's go and be dry now,' she says, 'and then let's see what we can +find in the pantry.' + +"The little fellow, he just laughed out, soft and delicious, with his +head turned away and without saying anything. + +"'I never said such a successful thing,' says Miss Sidney, and led him +upstairs where we could hear Mis' Emmons bustling around cosey. + +"Mr. Insley and I sat down by the fire. I remember I looked over towards +him and felt sort of nervous, he was so good looking and so silent. A +good-looking _talking_ man I ain't afraid of, because I can either +admire or despise him immediate, and either way it gives me something to +do answering back. But one that's still, it takes longer to make out, +and it don't give you no occupation for your impressions. And Insley, +besides being still, was so good looking that it surprised me every new +time I see him. I always wanted to say: Have you been looking like that +all the time since I last saw you, and how _do_ you keep it up? + +"He had a face and a body that showed a good many men looking out of 'em +at you, and all of 'em was men you'd like to of known. There was +scholars that understood a lot, and gentlemen that acted easy, and +outdoor men that had pioneered through hard things and had took their +joy of the open. All of them had worked hard at him--and had give him +his strength and his merriness and his big, broad shoulders and his +nice, friendly boyishness, and his eyes that could see considerably +more than was set before them. By his own care he had knit his body +close to life, and I know he had knit his spirit close to it, too. As I +looked over at him that night, my being nervous sort of swelled up into +a lump in my throat and I wanted to say inside me: O God, ain't it nice, +ain't it nice that you've got some folks like him? + +"He glanced over to me, kind of whimsical. + +"'Are you in favour of folks or tombstones?' he asks, with his eyebrows +flickering up. + +"'Me?' I says. 'Well, I don't want to be clannish, but I do lean a good +deal towards folks.' + +"'You knew what I meant to-night?' he says. + +"'Yes,' I answered, 'I knew.' + +"'I thought you did,' he says grave. + +"Then he lapsed into keeping still again and so did I, me through not +quite knowing what to say, and him--well, I wasn't sure, but I thought +he acted a good deal as if he had something nice to think about. I've +seen that look on people's faces sometimes, and it always makes me feel +a little surer that I'm a human being. I wondered if it was his new work +he was turning over, or his liking the child's being cared for, or the +mere nice minute, there by the grate fire. Then a door upstairs shut, +and somebody come down and into the room, and when he got up, his look +sort of centred in that new minute. + +"It was Miss Sidney that come in, and she set down by the fire like +something pleased her. + +"'Aunt Eleanor is going to decorate Christopher herself,' she says. 'She +believes that she alone can do whatever comes up in this life to be +done, and usually she's right.' + +"Insley stood looking at her for a minute before he set down again. She +had her big black cloak off by then, and she was wearing a +dress-for-in-the-house that was all rosy. She wasn't anything of the +star any longer. She was something more than a star. I always think one +of the nicest commonplace minutes in a woman's everyday is when she +comes back from somewheres outside the house where she's been, and sets +down by the fire, or by a window, or just plain in the middle of the +room. They always talk about pigeons 'homing'; I wish't they kept that +word for women. It seems like it's so exactly what they _do_ do. + +"'I love the people,' Miss Sidney went on, 'that always feel that +way--that if something they're interested in is going to be really well +done, then they must do it themselves.' + +"Insley always knew just what anybody meant--I'd noticed that about +him. His mind never left what you'd said floating round, loose ends in +the room, without your knowing whether it was going to be caught and +tied; but he just nipped right onto your remark and _tied it in the +right place_. + +"'I love them, too,' he says now. 'I love anybody who can really feel +responsibility, from a collie with her pups up. But then I'm nothing to +go by. I find I'm rather strong for a good many people that can't feel +it, too--that are just folks, going along.' + +"I suppose he expected from her the nice, ladylike agreeing, same as +most women give to this sort of thing, just like they'd admit they're +fond of verbenas or thin soles. But instead of that, she caught fire. +Her look jumped up the way a look will and went acrost to his. I always +think I'd rather have folks say 'I know' to me, understanding, than to +just pour me out information, and that was what she said to him. + +"'I know,' she says, 'on the train to-day--if you could have seen them. +Such dreadful-looking people, and underneath--the _giving-up-ness_. I +believe in them,' she added simple. + +"When a thing you believe gets spoke by somebody that believes it, too, +it's like the earth moved round a little faster, and I donno but it +does. Insley looked for a minute like he thought so. + +"'I believe in them,' he says; 'not the way I used to, and just because +I thought they must be, somehow, fundamentally decent, but because it's +true.' + +"'I know just when I first knew that,' Miss Sidney says. 'It come to me, +of all places, in a subway train, when I was looking at a row of faces +across the car. Nobody, _nobody_ can look interesting in that row along +the side of a subway car. And then I saw....' + +"She thought for a minute and shook her head. + +"'I can't tell you,' she says, 'it sounds so little and--no account. It +was a little thing, just something that happened to a homely woman with +a homely man, in a hat like a pirate's. But it almost--let me in. I can +do it ever since--look into people, into, or through, or with ...' she +tries to explain it. Then her eyes hurried up to his face, like she was +afraid he might not be understanding. He just nodded, without looking at +her, but she knew that he knew what she meant, and that he meant it, +too. + +" ... I thought it was wonderful to hear them. I felt like an old +mountain, or anything natural and real ancient, listening to the Song of +Believing, sung by two that's young and just beginning. We all sing it +sometime in our lives--or Lord grieve for them that never do--and I +might as well own up that I catch myself humming that same song a good +deal of the time, to keep myself a-going. But I love to hear it when +it's just begun. + +"They was still talking when Mis' Emmons come downstairs with +Christopher. Land, land but the little chap looked dear, dragging along, +holding up a long-skirted lounging dress of Mis' Emmons's. I never had +one of them lounging dresses. There's a lot of common things that it +never seems to me I can buy for myself: a nice dressing-gown, a block of +black pins, a fancy-headed hat pin, and a lemon-squeezer. I always use a +loose print, and common pins, and penny black-headed hat pins, and go +around squeezing my lemons by hand. I donno why it is, I'm sure. + +"'I'm--I'm--I'm--a little boy king!' Christopher stutters, all excited +and satisfied, while Insley was a-packing him in the Morris chair. + +"'Rained on!' says Mis' Emmons, in that kind of dismay that's as pure +feminine as if it had on skirts. 'Water isn't a circumstance to what +that dear child was. He was saturated--bless him. He must have been out +for perfect hours.' + +"Christopher, thinking back into the rain, mebbe, from the pleasantness +of that minute, smiled and took a long breath. + +"'I walked from that other place,' he explains, important. + +"Mis' Emmons knew he was hungry, and she took Miss Sidney and Insley off +to the kitchen to find something to eat, and left me with the little +fellow, me spreading out his clothes in front of the fire to dry. He set +real still, like being dry and being with somebody was all he wanted. +And of course that is a good deal. + +"I don't always quite know how to start talking to a child. I'm always +crazy to talk with them, but I'm so afraid of that shy, grave, +criticizin' look they have. I feel right off like apologizing for the +silly question I've just asked them. I felt that way now when +Christopher looked at me, real dignified and wondering. 'What you going +to be when you grow up to be a man?' was what I had just asked him. And +yet I don't know what better question I could of asked him, either. + +"'I'm goin' to have a cream-puff store, an' make it all light in the +window,' he answers ready. + +"'All light in the window?' I says puzzled. + +"'And I'm going to keep a church,' he goes on, 'and I'm going to make +nice, black velvet for their coffings.' + +"I didn't know quite what to make of that, not being able to think back +very far into his mind. So I kept still a few minutes. + +"'What was you doin' in the church?' he says to me, all at once. + +"'I don't really know. Waiting for you to come, I guess, Christopher,' I +says. + +"'_Was_ you?' he cried, delighted. 'Pretty soon I came!' He looked in +the fire, sort of troubled. 'Is God outdoors nights?' he says. + +"I said a little something. + +"'Well,' he says, 'I thought he was in the house by the bed when you say +your prayer. An' I thought he was in church. But I don't think he stays +in the dark, much.' + +"'Mebbe you don't,' I says, 'but you wait for him in the dark, and mebbe +all of a sudden some night you can tell that something is there. And +just you wait for that night to come.' + +"'That's a nice game,' says Christopher, bright. 'What game is that?' + +"'I donno,' I says. 'Game of Life, I guess.' + +"He liked the sound; and he set there--little waif, full of no supper, +saying it over like a chant:-- + +"'Game o' life--game o' life--game o' l-i-f-e--' + +"Just at that minute I was turning his little pockets wrong side out to +dry them, and in one of them I see a piece of paper, all crumpled up and +wrinkled. I spread it out, and I see it had writing on. And I held it up +to the light and read it, read it through twice. + +"'Christopher,' I says then, 'where did you get this piece of paper? It +was in your pocket.' + +"He looked at it, blank, and then he remembered. + +"'My daddy,' he says. 'My daddy told me to give it to folks. I forgot.' + +"'To folks?' I says. 'To what folks?' + +"'To whoever ask' me anything,' he answers. 'Is it a letter?' he ask'. + +"'Yes,' I says, thoughtful, 'it's a letter.' + +"'To tell me what to do?' he ask' me. + +"'Yes,' I says, 'but more, I guess, to tell us what to do.' + +"I talked with him a little longer, so's to get his mind off the paper; +and then I told him to set still a minute, and I slipped out to where +the rest was. + +"The pantry had a close, spicey, foody smell of a pantry at night, when +every tin chest and glass jar may be full up with nice things to eat +that you'd forgot about--cocoanut and citron and cinnamon bark. In +grown-up folks one of the things that is the last to grow up is the +things a pantry in the evening promises. You may get over really liking +raisins and sweet chocolate; you may get to wanting to eat in the +evening things that you didn't use' to even know the names of and don't +know them now, and yet it never gets over being nice and eventive to go +out in somebody's pantry at night, especially a pantry that ain't your +own. + +"'Put everything on a tray,' Mis' Emmons was directing them, 'and find +the chafing-dish and let's make it in there by Christopher. Mr. Insley, +can you make toast? Don't equivocate,' she says; '_can_ you make toast? +People fib no end over what they can make. I'm always bragging about my +omelettes, and yet one out of every three I make goes flat, and I know +it. And yet I brag on. Beans, buckwheat, rice--what do you want to +cream, Robin? Well, look in the store-room. There may be something +there. We must tell Miss Sidney about Grandma Sellers' store-room, Mr. +Insley,' she says, and then tells it herself, laughing like a girl, how +Grandma Sellers, down at the other end of Daphne Street, has got a +store-room she keeps full of staples and won't let her son's wife use a +thing out. 'I've been hungry,' Grandma Sellers says, 'and I ain't +ashamed of that. But if you knew how good it feels to have a still-room +stocked full, you wouldn't ask me to disturb a can of nothing. I want +them all there, so if I should want them.' 'She's like me,' Mis' Emmons +ends, 'I always want to keep my living-room table tidy, to have a place +in case I should want to lay anything down. And if I put anything on it, +I snatch it up, so as to have a place in case I want to lay anything +down.' + +"They was all laughing when I went out into the kitchen, and I went up +to Mis' Emmons with the paper. + +"'Read that,' I says. + +"She done so, out loud--the scrawlin', downhill message:-- + + + "'Keep him will you,' the paper said, 'I don't chuck him to get rid + of but hes only got me since my wifes dead and the drinks got me + again. Ive stood it quite awhile but its got me again so keep him + and oblidge. will send money to him to the P O here what I can + spare I aint chuckin him but the drinks got me again. + + "'resp, his father. + + "'P S his name is Christopher Bartlett he is a good boy his throat + gets sore awful easy.' + + +"When Mis' Emmons had got through reading, I remember Miss Sidney's face +best. It was so full of a sort of a leaping-up pity and wistfulness that +it went to your heart, like words. I knew that with her the minute +wasn't no mere thrill nor twitter nor pucker, the way sad things is to +some, but it was just a straight sounding of a voice from a place of +pain. And so it was to Insley. But Mis' Emmons, she never give herself +time to be swamped by anything without trying to climb out right while +the swamping was going on. + +"'What'll we do?' she says, rapid. 'What in this world shall we do? Did +you ever hear of anything--well, I wish somebody would tell me what +we're going to do.' + +"'Let's be glad for one thing,' says Allen Insley, 'that he's here with +you people to-night. Let's be glad of that first--that he's here with +you.' + +"Miss Sidney looked away to the dark window. + +"'That poor man,' she says. 'That poor father....' + +"We talked about it a little, kind of loose ends and nothing to fasten +to, like you will. Mis' Emmons was the first to get back inside the +minute. + +"'Well,' she says, brisk, 'do let's go in and feed the child while we +have him. Nobody knows when he's had anything to eat but those unholy +cream-puffs. Let's heat him some broth and let's carry in the things.' + +"Back by the fire Christopher set doing nothing, but just looking in the +blaze like his very eyesight had been chilly and damp and needed seeing +to. He cried out jolly when he see all the pretty harness of the +chafing-dish and the tray full of promises. + +"'Oh,' he cries, '_Robin!_' + +"She went over to him, and she nestled him now like she couldn't think +of enough to do for him nor enough things to say to keep him company. I +see Insley watching her, and I wondered if it didn't come to him like it +come to me, that for the pure art of doing nothing so that it seems like +it couldn't be got along without, a woman--some women--can be commended +by heaven to a world that always needs that kind of doing nothing. + +"'Children have a genius for getting rid of the things that don't +count,' Miss Sidney says. 'I love his calling me "Robin." Mustn't there +be some place where we don't build walls around our names?' + +"Insley thought for a minute. 'You oughtn't to be called "Miss," and +you oughtn't to wear a hat,' he concluded, sober. 'Both of them make +you--too much _there_. They draw a line around you.' + +"'I don't feel like Miss to myself,' she says, grave. 'I feel like +Robin. I believe I _am_ Robin!' + +"And I made up my mind right then and there that, to myself anyway, I +was always going to call her Robin. It's funny about first names. Some +of them fit right down and snuggle up close to their person so that you +can't think of them apart. And some of them slip loose and dangle along +after their person, quite a ways back, so that you're always surprised +when now and then they catch up and get themselves spoke by someone. But +the name Robin just seemed to wrap Miss Sidney up in itself so that, as +she said, she _was_ Robin. I like to call her so. + +"It was her that engineered the chafing-dish. A chafing-dish is a thing +I've always looked on a little askant. I couldn't cook with folks +looking at me no more than I could wash my face in company. I remember +one hot July day when there was a breeze in my front door, I took my +ironing-board in the parlor and tried to iron there. But land, I felt +all left-handed; and I know it would be that way if I ever tried to +cook in there, on my good rug. Robin though, she done it wonderful. And +pretty soon she put the hot cream gravy on some crumbled-up bread and +took it to Christopher, with a cup of broth that smelled like when they +used to say, 'Dinner's ready,' when you was twelve years old. + +"He looked up at her eager. 'Can you cut it in squares?' he asked. + +"'In what?' she asks him over. + +"'Squares. And play it's molasses candy--white molasses candy?' he says. + +"'Oh,' says Robin, 'no, not in squares. But let's play it's hot +ice-cream.' + +"'_Hot ice-cream_,' he says, real slow, his eyes getting wide. To play +Little Boy King and have hot ice-cream was about as much as he could +take care of, in joy. Sometimes I get to wondering how we ever do +anything else except collect children together and give them nice little +simple fairylands. But while, on the sly, we was all watching to see +Christopher sink deep in the delight of that hot toothsome supper, he +suddenly lays down his spoon and stares over to us with wide eyes, eyes +that there wasn't no tears gathering in, though his little mouth was +quivering. + +"'What is it--what, dear?' Robin asks, from her stool near his feet. + +"'My daddy,' says the little boy. 'I was thinking if he could have some +this.' + +"Robin touched her cheek down on his arm. + +"'Blessed,' she says, 'think how glad he'd be to have you have some. +He'd want you to eat it--wouldn't he?' + +"The child nodded and took up his spoon, but he sighed some. 'I wish't +he'd hurry,' he says, and ate, obedient. + +"Robin looked up at us--I don't think a woman is ever so lovely as when +she's sympathizing, and it don't make much difference what it's over, a +sore finger or a sore heart, it's equally becoming. + +"'I know,' she says to us, 'I know just the _place_ where that hurts. I +remember, when I was little, being in a house that a band passed, and +because mother wasn't there, I ran inside and wouldn't listen. It's such +a special kind of hurt....' + +"From the end of the settle that was some in the shadow, Insley set +watching her, and he looked as if he was thinking just what I was +thinking: that she was the kind that would most always know just the +place things hurt. And I bet she'd know what to do--and a thousand kinds +of things that she'd go and do it. + +"'O ...' Christopher says. 'I like this most next better than molasses +candy, cutted in squares. I do, Robin!' He looked down at her, his spoon +waiting. 'Is you that Robin Redbreast?' he inquired. + +"'I'm any Robin you want me to be,' she told him. 'To-morrow we'll play +that, shall we?' + +"'Am I here to-morrow? Don't I have to walk to-morrow?' he ask' her. + +"'No, you won't have to walk to-morrow,' she told him. + +"Christopher leaned back, altogether nearer to luxury than I guess he'd +ever been. + +"'I'm a little boy king, and it's hot ice-cream, and I love _you_,' he +tops it off to Robin. + +"She smiled at him, leaning on his chair. + +"'Isn't it a miracle,' she says to us, 'the way we can call out--being +liked? We don't do something, and people don't pay any attention and +don't know the difference. Then some little thing happens, and there +they are--liking us, doing a real thing.' + +"'I know it,' I says, fervent. 'Sometimes,' I says, 'it seems to me +wonderful cosey to be alive! I'm glad I'm it.' + +"'So am I,' says Insley, and leaned forward. 'There's never been such a +time to be alive,' he says. 'Mrs. Emmons, why don't we ask Miss Sidney +for some plans for our plan?' + +"Do you know how sometimes you'll have a number of floating ideas in +your mind--wanting to do this, thinking that would be nice, dreaming of +something else--and yet afraid to say much about it, because it seems +like the ideas or the dreams is much too wild for anybody else to have, +too? And then mebbe after a while, you'll find that somebody had the +same idea and dreamed it out, and died with it? Or somebody else tried +to make it go a little? Well, that was what begun to happen to me that +night while I heard Insley talk, only I see that my floating ideas, that +wan't properly attached to the sides of my head, was actually being +worked out here and there, and that Insley knew about them. + +"I donno how to tell what my ideas was. I'd had them from time to time, +and a good many of us ladies had, only we didn't know what to do with +them. And an idea that you don't know what to do with is like a wild +animal out of its cage: there ain't no performance till it's adjusted. +For instance, when we'd wanted to pave Daphne Street and the whole town +council had got up and swung its arms over its head and said that having +an economical administration was better than paving--why, then us ladies +had all had the same idee about that. + +"'Is the town run for the sake of being the town, with money in its +treasury, or is the town run for the folks in it?' I remember Mis' +Toplady asking, puzzled. 'Ain't the folks the town really?' she ask'. +'And if they are, why can't they pave themselves with their own money? +Don't that make sense?' she ask' us, and we thought it did. + +"Us ladies had got Daphne Street paved, or at least it was through us +they made the beginning, but there was things we hadn't done. We was all +taking milk of Rob Henney that we knew his cow barns wasn't at all +eatable, but he was the only milk wagon, nobody else in town delivering, +so we kept on taking, but squeamish, squeamish. Then there was the +grocery stores, leaving their food all over the sidewalk, dust-peppered +and dirt-salted. But nobody liked to say anything to Silas Sykes that +keeps the post-office store, nor to Joe Betts, that his father before +him kept the meat market, being we all felt delicate, like at asking a +church member to come out to church. Then us ladies had bought a zinc +wagon and started it around to pick up the garbage to folks' doors, but +the second summer the council wouldn't help pay for the team, because it +was a saving council, and so the wagon was setting in a shed, with its +hands folded. Then there was Black Hollow, that we'd wanted filled up +with dirt instead of scummy water, arranging for typhoid fever and other +things, but the council having got started paving, was engaged in paving +the swamp out for miles, Silas Sykes's cousin being in the wooden block +business. And, too, us ladies was just then hopping mad over the doings +they was planning for the Fourth of July, that wasn't no more than +making a cash register of the day to earn money into. All these things +had been disturbing us, and more; but though we talked it over +considerable, none of us knew what to do, or whether anything could be. +It seemed as though every way we moved a hand, it hit out at the council +or else went into some business man's pocket. And not having anybody to +tell us what other towns were doing, we just set still and wished, +passive. + +"Well, and that night, while I heard Insley talking, was the first I +knew that other towns had thought about these things, too, and was +beginning to stir and to stir things. Insley talked about it light +enough, laughing, taking it all casual on the outside, but underneath +with a splendid earnestness that was like the warp to his words. He +talked like we could pick Friendship Village up, same as a strand if we +wanted, and make it fine and right for weaving in a big pattern that +his eyes seemed to see. He talked like our village, and everybody's +village and everybody's city wasn't just a lot of streets laid down and +walls set up, and little families and little clubs and little separate +groups of folks organized by themselves. But he spoke like the whole +town was just one street and _no_ walls, and like every town was a piece +of the Big Family that lives on the same street, all around the world +and back again. And he seemed to feel that the chief thing all of us was +up to was thinking about this family and doing for it and being it, and +getting it to be the way it can be when we all know how. And he seemed +to think the things us ladies had wanted to do was some of the things +that would help it to be the way it can. + +"When he stopped, Robin looked up at him from the hearth-rug: '"The +world is beginning,"' she quotes to him from somewheres; "'I must go and +help the king."' + +"He nodded, looking down at her and seeing, as he must have seen, that +her face was all kindled into the same kind of a glory that was in his. +It was a nice minute for them, but I was so excited I piped right up in +the middle of it:-- + +"'Oh,' I says, '_them_ things! Was it them kind of things you meant +about in Sodality to-night that we'd ought to do? Why, us ladies has +wanted to do things like that, but we felt sort of sneaking about it and +like we was working against the council and putting our interests before +the town treasury--' + +"'And of the cemetery,' he says. + +"'Is _that_,' I ask' him, 'what you're professor of, over to Indian +Mound college?' + +"'Something like that,' he says. + +"'Nothing in a book, with long words and italics?' I ask' him. + +"'Well,' he says, 'it's getting in books now, a little. But it doesn't +need any long words.' + +"'Why,' I says, 'it's just being professor of human beings, then?' + +"'Trying to be, perhaps,' he says, grave. + +"'Professor of Human Beings,' I said over to myself; 'professor of being +human....' + +"On this nice minute, the front door, without no bell or knock, opened +to let in Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, with a shawl over her head +and a tin can in her hand. + +"'No, I won't set any, thanks,' she says. 'I just got to +thinking--mercy, no. Don't give me any kind of anything to eat any such +time of night as this. I should be up till midnight taking soda. That's +what ails folks' stomachs, my notion--these late lunches on nobody +knows what. No, I got to bed and I was just dropping off when I happened +to sense how wringing wet that child was, and that I betted he'd take +cold and have the croup in the night, and you wouldn't have no +remedy--not having any children, so. It rousted me right up wide awake, +and I dressed me and run over here with this. Here. Put some on a rag +and clap it on his chest if he coughs croupy. I donno's it would hurt +him to clap it on him, anyway, so's to be sure. No, I can't stop. It's +'way past my bed-time....' + +"'There's lots of professors of being human, Miss Marsh,' Insley says to +me, low. + +"Mis' Holcomb stood thinking a minute, brushing her lips with the fringe +of her shawl. + +"'Mebbe somebody up to the Proudfits' would do something for him,' she +says. 'I see they're lit up. Who's coming?' + +"'Mr. Alex Proudfit will be here to-morrow,' Mis' Emmons told her. 'He +has some people coming to him in a day or two, for a house party over +the Fourth.' + +"'Will he be here so soon?' says Insley. 'I've been looking forward to +meeting him--I've a letter to him from Indian Mound.' + +"'Whatever happens,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'I'll get up attic first thing +in the morning and find some old clothes for this dear child. I may be +weak in the pocket-book, but I'm strong on old duds.' + +"Insley and I both said good night, so's to walk home with Mis' Holcomb, +and Christopher kissed us both, simple as belonging to us. + +"'We had that hot ice-cream,' he announced to Mis' Holcomb. + +"'The lamb!' says she, and turns her back, hasty. + +"I wondered a little at Mis' Emmons not saying anything to her about the +letter we'd found, that made us know somebody would have to do +something. But just as we was starting out, Mis' Emmons says to me low, +'Don't let's say anything about his father yet. I have a plan--I want to +think it over first.' And I liked knowing that already she had a plan, +and I betted it was a plan that would be born four-square to its own +future. + +"Insley stood holding the door open. The rain had stopped altogether +now, and the night was full of little things sticking their heads up in +deep grasses and beginning to sing about it. I donno about what, but +about something nice. And Insley was looking toward Robin, and I see +that all the ancestors he'd ever had was lingering around in his face, +like they knew about something he was just beginning to know about. +Something nice--nicer than the little outdoor voices. + +"'Good night, Miss Sidney,' he says. 'And what a good night for +Christopher!' And he looked as if he wanted to add: 'And for me.' + +"'Good night, Mis' Emmons,' I says. 'It's been an evening like a full +meal.' + + + + +IV + + +"By messenger the next day noon come a letter for me that made me laugh +a little and that made me a little bit mad, too. This was it:-- + + + "'Dear Calliope: + + "'Come up and help straighten things out, do. This place breathes + desolation. Everything is everywhere except everything which + everyone wants, which is lost. Come at once, Calliope, pray, and + dine with me to-night and give me as much time as you can for a + fortnight. I'm having some people here next week--twenty or so for + over the Fourth--and a party. A company, you know! I need you. + + "'ALEX PROUDFIT.' + + +"It was so exactly like Alex to send for me just plain because he wanted +me. Never a word about if I was able or if I wasn't putting up berries +or didn't have company or wasn't dead. I hadn't heard a sound from him +in the two years or more that he'd been gone, and yet now it was just +'Come,' like a lord. And for that matter like he used to do when he was +in knickerbockers and coming to my house for fresh cookies, whether I +had any baked or not. But I remember actually baking a batch for him one +day while he galloped his pony up and down the Plank Road waiting for +them. And I done the same way now. I got my work out of the way and went +right up there, like I'd always done for that family in the forty years +I could think back to knowing them, when I was a girl. I guessed that +Alex had lit down sudden, a day or so behind his telegram to the +servants; and I found that was what he had done. + +"Proudfit House stands on a hill, and it looks like the hill had +billowed up gentle from underneath and had let some of the house flow +down the sides. It was built ambitious, of the good cream brick that +gives to a lot of our Middle West towns their colour of natural flax in +among the green; it had been big in the beginning, and to it had been +added a good many afterthoughts and postscripts of conservatory and +entrance porch and sun room and screened veranda, till the hill couldn't +hold them all. The house was one of them that was built fifty years ago +and that has since been pecked and patted to suit modern uses, pinched +off here and pulled off there to fit notions refining themselves +gradual. And all the time the house was let to keep some nice, ugly +things that after a while, by mere age and use-to-ness, were finally +accepted wholesale as dignified and desirable. The great brown mansard +roof, niched and glassed in two places for statues--and having them, +too, inside my memory and until Mr. Alex pulled them down; the scalloped +tower on a wing; the round red glass window on a stairway--these we all +sort of come to agree to as qualities of the place that couldn't be +changed no more'n the railroad track. Tapestries and water-colours and +Persian carpets went on inside the house, but outside was all the little +twists of a taste that had started in naked and was getting dressed up +by degrees. + +"Since the marriage of her daughter Clementina, Madame Proudfit had +spent a good deal of time abroad, and the house had been shut up. This +shutting up of people's houses always surprises me. When I shut up my +house to go away for a couple of months or so, I just make sure the +kitchen fire is out, and I carry the bird down to Mis' Holcomb's, and I +turn the key in the front door and start off. But land, land when +Proudfit House is going to be shut, the servants work days on end. Rugs +up, curtains down, furniture covered and setting around out of place, +pictures and ornaments wrapped up in blue paper--I always wonder _why_. +Closing my house is like putting it to sleep for a little while, but +closing Proudfit House is some like seeing it through a spasm and into a +trance. They done that to the house most every summer, and I used to +think they acted like spring was a sort of contagion, or a +seventeen-year locust, or something to be fumigated for. I supposed that +was the way the house looked when Alex got home to it, and of course a +man must hate it worse than a woman does, because he doesn't know which +end to tell them to take hold of to unravel. So I went right up there +when he sent for me--and then it was a little fun, too, to be on the +inside of what was happening there, that all the village was so curious +about. + +"He'd gone off when I got there, gone off on horseback on some business, +but he'd left word that he'd be back in a little while, and would I help +him out in the library. I knew what that meant. The books was all out of +the shelves and packed in paper, and he wanted me to see that they got +back into their right places, like I'd done many and many a time for his +mother. So I worked there the whole afternoon, with a couple of men to +help me, and the portrait of Linda Proudfit on the wall watching me like +it wanted to tell me something, maybe about the way she went off and +died, away from home; and a little after four o'clock a servant let +somebody into the room. + +"I looked up expecting to see Alex, and it surprised me some to see +Insley instead. But I guessed how it was: that Alex Proudfit being a +logical one to talk over Friendship Village with, Insley couldn't lose a +day in bringing him his letter. + +"'Well, Miss Marsh,' says he, 'and do you live everywhere, like a good +fairy?' + +"I thought afterwards that I might have said to him: 'No, Mr. Insley. +And do you appear everywhere, like a god?' But at the time I didn't +think of anything to say, and I just smiled. I'm like that,--if I like +anybody, I can't think of a thing to say back; but to Silas Sykes I +could talk back all day. + +"We'd got the room part in order by then, and Insley sat down and looked +around him, enjoyable. It was a beautiful room. I always think that that +library ain't no amateur at its regular business of being a vital part +of the home. Some rooms are awful amateurs at it, and some ain't no more +than apprentices, and some are downright enemies to the house they're +in. But that library I always like to look around. It seems to me, if I +really knew about such things, and how they ought to be, I couldn't +like that room any better. Colour, proportion, window, shadow--they was +all lined up in a kind of an enjoyable professionalism of doing their +best. The room was awake now, too--I had the windows open and I'd +started the clock. Insley set looking around as if there was sighs +inside him. I knew how, down in New England, his father's home sort of +behaved itself like this home. But after college, he had had to choose +his way, and he had faced about to the new west, the new world, where +big ways of living seemed to him to be sweeping as a wind sweeps. He had +chose as he had chose, and I suppose he was glad of that; but I knew the +room he had when he was in town, at Threat Hubbelthwait's hotel, must be +a good deal like being homesick, and that this library was like coming +home. + +"'Mr. Proudfit had just returned and would be down at once,' the man +come back and told him. And while he waited Insley says to me: + +"'Have you seen anything of the little boy to-day, Miss Marsh?' + +"I was dying to answer back: 'Yes, I see Miss Sidney early this +morning,' but you can't answer back all you die to. So I told him yes, +I'd seen all three of them and they was to be up in the city all day to +buy some things for Christopher. Mis' Emmons and Robin was both to come +up to Proudfit House to Alex's house party--seems they'd met abroad +somewheres a year or more back; and they was going to bring Christopher, +who Mis' Emmons didn't show any sign of giving up while her plan, +whatever it was, was getting itself thought over. So they'd whisked the +child off to the city that day to get him the things he needed. And +there wasn't time to say anything more, for in come Alex Proudfit. + +"He was in his riding clothes--horseback dress we always call it in the +village, which I s'pose isn't city talk, proper. He was long and thin +and brown, and sort of slow-moving in his motions, but quick and nervous +in his talk; and I don't know what there was about him--his clothes, or +his odd, old-country looking ring, or the high white thing wound twice +around his neck, or his way of pronouncing his words--but he seemed a +good deal like a picture of a title or a noted man. The minute you +looked at him, you turned proud of being with him, and you pretty near +felt distinguished yourself, in a nice way, because you was in his +company. Alex was like that. + +"'I don't like having kept you waiting,' he says to Insley. 'I'm just +in. By Jove, I've left Topping's letter somewhere--Insley, is it? thank +you. Of course. Well, Calliope, blessings! I knew I could count on you. +How are you--you look it. No, don't run away. Keep straight on--Mr. +Insley will pardon us getting settled under his nose. Now what can I get +you, Mr. Insley? If you've walked up, you're warm. No? As you will. It's +mighty jolly getting back--for a minute, you know. I couldn't stop here. +How the devil do you stop here all the time--or do you stop here all the +time?...' All this he poured out in a breath. He always had talked fast, +but now I see that he talked more than fast--he talked foreign. + +"'I'm here some of the time,' says Insley; 'I hoped that you were going +to be, too.' + +"'I?' Alex said. 'Oh, no--no. I feel like this: while I'm in the world, +I want it at its best. I want it at its latest moment. I want to be +living _now_. Friendship Village--why, man, it's living half a century +ago--anyway, a quarter. It doesn't know about A.D. nineteen-anything. I +love the town, you know, for what it is. But confound it, I'm living +_now_.' + +"Insley leaned forward. I was dusting away on an encyclopædia, but I see +his face and I knew what it meant. This was just what he'd been hoping +for. Alex Proudfit was a man who understood that the village hadn't +caught up. So he would want to help it--naturally he would. + +"'I'm amazed at the point of view,' Alex went on. 'I never saw such +self-sufficiency as the little towns have. In England, on the continent, +the villages know their place and keep it, look up to the towns and all +that--play the peasant, as they are. Know their betters. Here? Bless +you. Not a man down town here but will tell you that the village has got +everything that is admirable. They believe it, too. Electric light, +water, main street paved, cemetery kept up, "nice residences," +telephones, library open two nights a week, fresh lettuce all +winter--fine, up-to-date little place! And, Lord, but it's a back-water. +With all its improvements the whole _idea_ of modern life somehow +escapes it--music and art, drama, letters, manners, as integral parts of +everyday living--what does it know of them? It thinks these things are +luxuries, outside the scheme of real life, like monoplanes. Jove, it's +delicious!' + +"He leaned back, laughing. Insley must have felt his charm. Alex always +was fascinating. His eyes were gray and sort of hobnobbed with your +own; his square chin just kind of threatened a dimple without breaking +into one; his dark hair done clusters like a statue; and then there was +a lot of just plain charm pouring off him. But of course more than with +this, Insley was filled with his own hope: if Alex Proudfit understood +some things about the village that ought to be made right, it looked to +him as though they might do everything together. + +"'Why,' Insley says, 'you don't know--you don't know how glad I am to +hear you say this. It's exactly the thing my head has been full of....' + +"'Of course your head is full of it,' says Alex. 'How can it help but be +when you're fast here some of the time? If you don't mind--what is it +that keeps you here at all? I don't think I read Topping's letter +properly....' + +"Insley looked out from all over his face. + +"'I stay,' he says, 'just because all this _is_ so. It needs somebody to +stay, don't you think?' + +"'Ah, yes, I see,' says Alex, rapid and foreign. 'How do you mean, +though? Surely you don't mean renouncing--and that sort of thing?' + +"'Renouncing--no!' says Insley. 'Getting into the game.' + +"He got his enthusiasm down into still places and outlined what he +meant. It was all at the ends of his fingers--what there was to do if +the town was to live up to itself, to find ways to express the everyday +human fellowship that Insley see underneath everything. And Alex +Proudfit listened, giving that nice, careful, pacifying attention of +his. He was always so polite that his listening was like answering. When +Insley got through, Alex's very disagreeing with him was sympathizing. + +"'My dear man,' says he--I remember every word because it was something +I'd wondered sometimes too, only I'd done my wondering vague, like you +do--'My dear man, but are you not, after all, anticipating? This is just +the way Nature works--beating these things into the heads and hearts of +generations. Aren't you trying to do it all at once?' + +"'I'm trying to help nature, to be a part of nature--exactly,' says +Insley, 'and to do it here in Friendship Village.' + +"'Why,' says Alex, 'you'll be talking about facilitating God's plan +next--helping him along, by Jove.' + +"Insley looks at him level. 'I mean that now,' he says, 'if you want to +put it that way.' + +"'Good Lord,' says Alex, 'but how do you know what--what he wants?' + +"'Don't you?' says Insley, even. + +"Alex Proudfit turned and touched a bell. 'Look here,' he says, 'you +stay and dine, won't you? I'm alone to-night--Calliope and I are. Stay. +I always enjoy threshing this out.' + +"To the man-servant who just about breathed with a well-trained stoop of +being deferential, his master give the order about the table. 'And, +Bayless, have them hunt out some of those tea-roses they had in bloom +the other day--you should see them, Calliope. Oh, and, Bayless, hurry +dinner a bit. I'm as hungry as lions,' he added to us, and he made me +think of the little boy in knickerbockers, asking me for fresh cookies. + +"He slipped back to their topic, ranking it right in with tea-roses. In +the hour before dinner they went on 'threshing it out' there in that +nice luxurious room, and through the dinner, too--a simple, perfect +dinner where I didn't know which to eat, the plates or the food, they +was both so complete. Up to Proudfit House I can hardly ever make out +whether I'm chewing flavours or colours or shapes, but I donno as I +care. Flavours, thank my stars, aren't the only things in life I know +how to digest. + +"First eager, then patient, Insley went over his ground, setting forth +by line and by line, by vision and by vision, the faith that was in +him--faith in human nature to come into its own, faith in the life of a +town to work into human life at its best. And always down the same road +they went, they come a-canterin' back with Alex Proudfit's 'Precisely. +It is precisely what is happening. You can't force it. You mustn't force +it. To do the best we can with ourselves and to help up an under dog or +two--if he deserves it--that's the most Nature lets us in for. Otherwise +she says: "Don't meddle. I'm doing this." And she's right. We'd bungle +everything. Believe me, my dear fellow, our spurts of civic +righteousness and national reform never get us anywhere in the long run. +In the long run, things go along and go along. You can't stop them. If +you're wise, you won't rush them.' + +"At this I couldn't keep still no longer. We was at the table then, and +I looked over to Alex between the candlesticks and felt as if he was +back in knickerbockers again, telling me God had made enough ponies so +he could gallop his all day on the Plank Road if he wanted to. + +"'You and Silas Sykes, Alex,' I says, 'have come to the same motto. +Silas says Nature is real handy about taking her course so be you don't +yank open cocoons and buds and like that.' + +"'Old Silas,' says Alex. 'Lord, is he still going on about everything? +Old Silas....' + +"'Yes,' I says, 'he is. And so am I. Out by my woodshed I've got a +Greening apple tree. When it was about a year old a cow I used to keep +browst it down. It laid over on the ground, broke clean off all but one +little side of bark that kept right on doing business with sap, like it +didn't know its universe was sat on. I didn't get time for a week or two +to grub it up, and when I did go to it, I see it was still living, +through that little pinch of bark. I liked the pluck, and I straightened +it up and tied it to the shed. I used to fuss with it some. Once in a +storm I went out and propped a dry-goods box over it. I kept the earth +rich and drove the bugs off. I kind of got interested in seeing what it +would do next. What it done was to grow like all possessed. It was +twenty years ago and more that the cow come by it, and this year I've +had seven bushels of Greenings off that one tree. Suppose I hadn't tied +it up?' + +"'You'd have saved yourself no end of trouble, dear Calliope,' says +Alex, 'to say nothing of sparing the feelings of the cow.' + +"'I ain't so anxious any more,' says I, 'about sparing folks' feelings +as I am about sparing folks. Nor I ain't so crazy as I used to be about +saving myself trouble, either.' + +"'Dear Calliope,' says Alex, 'what an advocate you are. Won't you be my +advocate?' + +"He wouldn't argue serious with me now no more than he would when he was +in knickerbockers. But yet he was adorable. When we got back to the +library, I went on finishing up the books and I could hear him being +adorable. He dipped down into the past and brought up rich things--off +down old ways of life in the village that he'd had a part in and then +off on the new ways where his life had led him. Java--had Insley ever +been in Java? He must show him the moonstone he got there and tell him +the story they told him about it. But the queerest moonstone story was +one he'd got in Lucknow--so he goes on, and sends Bayless for a cabinet, +and from one precious stone and another he just naturally drew out +romances and adventures, as if he was ravelling the stones out into +them. And then he begun taking down some of his old books. And when it +come to books, the appeal to Insley was like an appeal of friends, and +he burrowed into them musty parchments abundant. + +"'By George,' Insley says once, 'I didn't dream there were such things +in Friendship Village.' + +"'Next thing you'll forget they're in the world,' says Alex, +significant. 'Believe me, a man like you ought not to be down here, or +over to Indian Mound, either. It's an economic waste. Nature has fitted +you for her glorious present and you're living along about four decades +ago. Don't you think of that?...' + +"Then the telephone on the library table rang and he answered a call +from the city. 'Oh, buy it in, buy it in, by all means,' he directs. +'Yes, cable to-night and buy it in. That,' he says, as he hung up, 'just +reminds me. There's a first night in London to-night that I've been +promising myself to see.... What a dog's life a business man leads. By +the way,' he goes on, 'I've about decided to put in one of our plants +around here somewhere--a tannery, you know. I've been off to-day looking +over sites. I wonder if you can't give me some information I'm after +about land around Indian Mound. I'm not saying anything yet, +naturally--they'll give other people a bonus to establish in their +midst, but the smell of leather is too much for them. We always have to +surprise them into it. But talk about the ultimate good of a town ... if +a tannery isn't that, what is it?' + +"It was after nine o'clock when I got the books set right--I loved to +handle them, and there was some I always looked in before I put them up +because some of the pictures give me feelings I remembered, same as +tasting some things will--spearmint and caraway and coriander. Insley, +of course, walked down with me. Alex wanted to send us in the +automobile, but I'm kind of afraid of them in the dark. I can't get it +out of my head that every bump we go over may be bones. And then I guess +we both sort of wanted the walk. + +"Insley was like another man from the one that had come into the library +that afternoon, or had been talking to us at Mis' Emmons's the night +before. Down in the village, on Mis' Emmons's hearth, with Robin sitting +opposite, it had seemed so easy to know ways to do, and to do them. +Everything seemed possible, as if the whole stiff-muscled universe could +be done things to if only everybody would once say to it: _Our_ +universe. But now, after his time with Alex, I knew how everything had +kind of _tightened_, closed in around him, shot up into high walls. +Money, tanneries, big deals by cable, moonstones from Java, they almost +made me slimpse too, and think, What's the use of believing Alex +Proudfit and me belong to the same universe? So I guessed how Insley was +feeling, ready to believe that he had got showed up to himself in his +true light, as a young, emotioning creature who dreams of getting +everybody to belong together, and yet can't find no good way. And Alex +Proudfit's parting words must of followed him down the drive and out on +to the Plank Road:-- + +"'Take my advice. Don't spend yourself on this blessed little hole. It's +dear to me, but it _is_ a hole ... eh? You won't get any thanks for it. +Ten to one they'll turn on you if you try to be one of them. Get out of +here as soon as possible, and be in the real world! This is just +make-believing--and really, you know, you're too fine a sort to throw +yourself away like this. Old Nature will take care of the town in good +time without you. Trust her!' + +"Sometimes something happens to make the world seem different from what +we thought it was. Them times catch all of us--when we feel like we'd +been let down gentle from some high foot-path where we'd been going +along, and instead had been set to walk a hard road in a silence that +pointed its finger at us. If we get really knocked down sudden from a +high foot-path, we can most generally pick ourselves up and rally. But +when we've been let down gentle by arguments that seem convincing, and +by folks that seem to know the world better than we do, then's the time +when there ain't much of any rally to us. If we're any good, I s'pose we +can climb back without rallying. Rallying gives some spring to the +climb, but just straight dog-climbing will get us there, too. + +"It was a lovely July night, with June not quite out of the world yet. +There was that after-dark light in the sky that makes you feel that the +sky is going to stay lit up behind and shining through all night, as if +the time was so beautiful that celestial beings must be staying awake to +watch it, and to keep the sky lit and turned down low.... We walked +along the Plank Road pretty still, because I guessed how Insley's own +thoughts was conversation enough for him; but when we got a ways down, +he kind of reached out with his mind for something and me being near by, +his mind clutched at me. + +"'What if it _is_ so, Miss Marsh?' he says. 'What if the only thing for +us to do is to tend to personal morality and an occasional lift to an +under dog or two--"if he deserves it." What if that's all--they meant us +to do?' + +"It's awful hard giving a reason for your chief notions. It's like +describing a rose by the tape-measure. + +"'Shucks!' I says only. 'Look up at the stars. I don't believe it.' + +"He laughed a little, and he did look up at them, but still I knew how +he felt. And even the stars that night looked awful detached and able to +take care of themselves. And they were a-shining down on the Plank Road +that would get to be Daphne Street and go about its business of leading +to private homes--_private_ homes. The village, that little cluster of +lights ahead there, seemed just shutting anybody else out, going its own +way, kind of mocking anybody for any idea of getting really inside it. +It was plain enough that Insley had nothing to hope for from Alex +Proudfit. And Alex's serene sureness that Nature needed nobody to help, +his real self-satisfied looking on at processes which no man could +really hurry up--my, but they made you feel cheap, and too many of +yourself, and like none of you had a license to take a-hold. For a +second I caught myself wondering. Maybe Nature--stars and streets and +processes--_could_ work it out without us. + +"Something come against my foot. I pushed at it, and then bent over and +touched it. It was warm and yieldy, and I lifted it up. And it was a +puppy that wriggled its body unbelievable and flopped on to my arm its +inch and a quarter of tail. + +"'Look at,' I says to Insley, which, of course, he couldn't do; but I +put the little thing over into his hands. + +"'Well, little brother,' says he. 'Running away?' + +"We was just in front of the Cadozas', a tumble-down house halfway +between Proudfit House and the village. It looked like the puppy might +belong there, so we turned in there with it. I'd always sort of dreaded +the house, setting in back among lilacs and locusts and never lit up. +When I stopped to think of it, I never seemed to remember much about +those lilacs and locusts blooming--I suppose they did, but nobody caught +them at it often. Some houses you always think of with their lilacs and +locusts and wisteria and hollyhocks going all the time; and some you +never seem to connect up with being in bloom at all. Some houses you +always seem to think of as being lit up to most of their windows, and +some you can't call to mind as showing any way but dark. The Cadozas' +was one of the unblossoming, dark kind, and awful ramshackle, besides. +I always use' to think it looked like it was waiting for some kind of +happening, I didn't know what. And sometimes when I come by there in the +dark, I used to think: It ain't happened yet. + +"We went around to the back door to rap, and Mis' Cadoza opened it--a +slovenly looking woman she is, with no teeth much, and looking like what +hair she's got is a burden to her. I remember how she stood there +against a background of mussy kitchen that made you feel as if you'd +turned something away wrong side out to where it wasn't meant to be +looked at. + +"'Is it yours, Mis' Cadoza?' I says, Insley holding out the puppy. + +"'Murder, it's Patsy,' says Mis' Cadoza. 'Give 'm here--he must of +followed Spudge off. Oh, it's you, Miss Marsh.' + +"Over by the cook stove in the corner I see past her to something that +made me bound to go inside a minute. It was a bed, all frowzy and +tumbled, and in it was laying a little boy. + +"'Why,' I says, 'I heard Eph was in bed. What's the matter with him?' +And I went right in, past his mother, like I was a born guest. She drew +off, sort of grudging--she never liked any of us to go there, except +when some of them died, which they was always doing. 'Come in and see +Eph, Mr. Insley,' I says, and introduced him. + +"The little boy wasn't above eight years old and he wasn't above six +years big.... He was laying real still, with his arms out of bed, and +his little thin hands flat down on the dark covers. His eyes, looking up +at us, watching, made me think of some trapped thing. + +"'Well, little brother,' says Insley, 'what's the trouble?' + +"Mis' Cadoza come and stood at the foot of the bed and jerked at the top +covers. + +"'I've put him in the bed,' she says, 'because I'm wore out lifting him +around. An' I've got the bed out here because I can't trapse back an' +forth waitin' on him.' + +"'Is he a cripple?' asks Insley, low. I liked so much to hear his +voice--it was as if it lifted and lowered itself in his throat without +his bothering to tell it which kind it was time to do. And I never heard +his voice make a mistake. + +"'Cripple?' says Mis' Cadoza, in her kind of undressed voice. 'No. He +fell in a tub of hot water years ago, and his left leg is witherin' up.' + +"'Let me see it,' says Insley, and pulled the covers back without +waiting. + +"There ain't nothing more wonderful than a strong, capable, quick human +hand doing something it knows how to do. Insley's hands touched over the +poor little leg of the child until I expected to see it get well right +there under his fingers. He felt the cords of the knee and then looked +up at the mother. + +"'Haven't they told you,' he says, 'that if he has an operation on his +knee, you can have a chance at saving the leg? I knew a case very like +this where the leg was saved.' + +"'I ain't been to see nobody about it,' says Mis' Cadoza, leaving her +mouth open afterwards, like she does. 'What's the good? I can't pay for +no operation on him. I got all I can do to keep 'm alive.' + +"Eph moved a little, and something fell down on the floor. Mis' Cadoza +pounced on it. + +"'Ain't I forbid you?' she says, angry, and held out to us what she'd +picked up--a little dab of wet earth. 'He digs up all my house plants,' +she scolds, like some sort of machinery grating down on one place +continual, 'an' he hauls the dirt out and lays there an' makes +_figgers_. The idear! Gettin' the sheets a sight....' + +"The child looked over at us, defiant. He spoke for the first time, and +I was surprised to hear how kind of grown-up his voice was. + +"'I can get 'em to look like faces,' he says. 'I don't care what _she_ +says.' + +"'Show us,' commands Insley. + +"He got back the bit of earth from Mis' Cadoza, and found a paper for +the crumbs, and pillowed the boy up and sat beside him. The thin, dirty +little hands went to work as eager as birds pecking, and on the earth +that he packed in his palm he made, with his thumb nail and a pen handle +from under his pillow, a face--a boy's face, that had in it something +that looked at you. 'But I can never get 'em to look the same way two +times,' he says to us, shy. + +"'He's most killed my Lady Washington geranium draggin' the clay out +from under the roots,' Mis' Cadoza put in, resentful. + +"Insley sort of sweeps around and looks acrost at her, deep and gentle, +and like he understood about her boy and her geranium considerable +better than she did. + +"'He won't do it any more,' he says. 'He'll have something better.' + +"The boy looked up at him. 'What?' he asks. + +"'Clay,' says Insley, 'in a box. With things for you to make the clay +like. Do you want that?' + +"The boy kind of curled down in his pillow and come as near to shuffling +as he could in the bed, and he hadn't an idea what to say. But I tell +you, his eyes, they wasn't like any trapped thing any more; they was +regular _boy's_ eyes, lit up about something. + +"'Mrs. Cadoza,' Insley says, 'will you do something for me? We're trying +to get together a little shrubbery, over at the college. May I come in +and get some lilac roots from you some day?' + +"Mis' Cadoza looked at him--and looked. I don't s'pose it had ever come +to her before that anybody would want anything she had or anything she +could do. + +"'Why, sure,' she says, only. 'Sure, you can, Mr. What's-name.' + +"And then Insley put out his hand, and she took it, I noted special. I +donno as I ever see anybody shake hands with her before, excep' when +somebody was gettin' buried out of her house. + +"When we got out on the road again, I noticed that Insley went swinging +along so's I could hardly keep up with him; and he done it sort of +automatic, and like it was natural to him. I didn't say anything. If +I've learned one thing living out and in among human beings, it's that +if you don't do your own keeping still at the right time, nobody else is +going to do it for you. He spoke up after a minute like I thought he +would; and he spoke up buoyant--kind of a reverent buoyant:-- + +"'I don't believe we're discharged from the universe, after all,' he +says, and laughed a little. 'I believe we've still got our job.' + +"I looked 'way down the Plank Road, on its way to its business of being +Daphne Street, and it come to me that neither the one nor the other +stopped in Friendship Village. But they led on out, down past the wood +lots and the Pump pasture and across the tracks and up the hill, and +right off into that sky that somebody was keeping lit up and turned down +low. And I said something that I'd thought before: + +"'Ain't it,' I says, 'like sometimes everybody in the world come and +stood right close up beside of you, and spoke through the walls of you +for something inside of you to come out and be there with them?' + +"'That's it,' he says, only. 'That's it.' But I see his mind nipped onto +what mine meant, and tied it in the right place. + +"When we got to Mis' Emmons's corner, I turned off from Daphne Street +to go that way, because I'd told her I'd look in that night and see what +they'd bought in town. It was late, for the village, but Mis' Emmons +never minded that. The living-room light was showing through the +curtains, and Insley, saying good night to me, looked towards the +windows awful wistful. I guessed why. It was part because he felt as if +he must see Robin Sidney and they must talk over together what Alex +Proudfit had said to him. And part it was just plain because he wanted +to see her again. + +"'Why don't you come in a minute,' I says, 'and ask after Christopher? +Then you can see me home.' + +"'Wouldn't they mind it being late?' he asks. + +"I couldn't help smiling at that. Once Mis' Emmons had called us all up +by telephone at ten o'clock at night to invite us to her house two days +later. She explained afterwards that she hadn't looked at the clock for +a week, but if she had, she might have called us just the same. 'For my +life,' she says, 'I _can't_ be afraid of ten o'clock. Indeed, I rather +like it.' I told him this, while we was walking in from her gate. + +"'Mrs. Emmons,' he says, when she come to the door, 'I've come because I +hear that you like ten o'clock, and so do I. I wanted to ask if you've +ever been able to make it last?' + +"'No,' she says. 'I prefer a new one every night--and this one to-night +is an exceptionally good one.' + +"She always answered back so pretty. I feel glad when folks can. It's +like they had an extra brain to 'em. + +"Insley went in, and he sort of filled up the whole room, the way some +men do. He wasn't so awful big, either. But he was pervading. +Christopher had gone to bed, and Robin Sidney was sitting there near a +big crock of hollyhocks--she could make the centre and life of a room a +crock full of flowers just as you can make it a fireplace. + +"'Come in,' she says, 'and see what we bought Christopher. I wanted to +put him in black velvet knickerbockers or silver armour, but Aunt +Eleanor has bought chiefly khaki middies. She's such a sensible +relative.' + +"'What are we going to do with him?' Insley asks. I loved the way he +always said 'we' about everything. Not 'they' or 'you,' but always, +'What are _we_ going to do.' + +"'I'll keep him awhile,' Mis' Emmons says, 'and see what develops. If I +weren't going to Europe this fall--but something may happen. Things do. +Calliope,' she says to me, 'did I buy what I ought to have bought?' + +"I went over to see the things spread out on the table, and Insley +turned round to where Robin was. I don't really believe he had been very +far away from where she was since the night before, when Christopher +come. And he got right into what he had to say, like he was impatient +for the sympathy in her eyes and in her voice. + +"'I must tell you,' he says. 'I could hardly wait to tell you. Isn't it +great to be knocked down and picked up again, without having to get back +on your own feet. I--wanted to tell you.' + +"'Tell me,' she says. And she looked at him in her nice, girl way that +lent him her eyes in good faith for just a minute and then took them +back again. + +"'I've been to see Alex Proudfit,' he said. 'I've dined with him.' + +"I don't think she said anything at all, but Insley went on, absorbed in +what he was saying. + +"'I talked with him,' he says, 'about what we talked of last night--the +things to do, here in the village. I thought he might care--I was +foolish enough for that. Have you ever tried to open a door in a solid +wall? When I left there, I felt as if I'd tried just that. Seriously, +have you ever tried to talk about the way things are going to be and to +talk about it to a perfectly satisfied man?' + +"Robin leaned forward, but I guess he thought that was because of her +sympathy. He went right on:-- + +"'I want never to speak of this to anyone else, but I can't help telling +you. You--understand. You know what I'm driving at. Alex Proudfit is a +good man--as men are counted good. And he's a perfect host, a +fascinating companion. But he's a type of the most dangerous selfishness +that walks the world--' + +"Robin suddenly laid her hand, just for a flash, on Insley's arm. + +"'You mustn't tell me,' she says. 'I ought to have told you before. Alex +Proudfit--I'm going to be Alex Proudfit's wife.' + + + + +V + + +"In the next days things happened that none of us Friendship Village +ladies is likely ever to forget. Some of the things was nice and some +was exciting, and some was the kind that's nice after you've got the +introduction wore off; but all of them was memorable. And most all of +them was the kind that when you're on the train looking out the car +window, or when you're home sitting in the dusk before it's time to +light the lamp, you fall to thinking about and smiling over, and you +have them always around with you, same as heirlooms you've got ready for +yourself. + +"One of these was the Fourth of July that year. It fell a few days after +Alex Proudfit come, and the last of the days was full of his guests +arriving to the house party. The two Proudfit cars was racking back and +forth to the station all day long, and Jimmy Sturgis, he went near crazy +with getting the baggage up. I never see such a lot of baggage. 'Land, +land,' says Mis' Toplady, peeking out her window at it, 'you'd think +they was all trees and they'd come bringing extra sets of branches, +regular forest size.' Mis' Emmons and Robin and Christopher went up the +night before the Fourth--Mis' Emmons was going to do the chaperoning, +and Alex had asked me to be up there all I could to help him. He knows +how I love to have a hand in things. However, I couldn't be there right +at first, because getting ready for the Fourth of July was just then in +full swing. + +"Do you know what it is to want to do over again something that you +ain't done for years and years? I don't care what it is--whether it's +wanting to be back sitting around the dinner table of your home when you +was twelve, and them that was there aren't there now; or whether it's +rocking in the cool of the day on the front porch of some old house that +got tore down long ago; or whether it's walking along a road you use' to +know every fence post of; or fishing from a stream that's dried up or +damned these twenty years; or eating spice' currants or pickle' peaches +that there aren't none put up like them now; or hearing a voice in a +glee club that don't sing no more, or milking a dead cow that _wasn't_ +dead on the spring mornings you mean about--no, sir, I don't care what +one of them all it happens to be, if you know what it is to want to do +it again and can't, 'count of death and distance and long-ago-ness, +then I tell you you know one of the lonesomest, hurtingest feelings the +human heart can, sole outside of the awful things. And that was what had +got the matter with me awhile ago. + +"It had come on me in the meeting of townspeople called by Silas Sykes a +few weeks before, to discuss how Friendship Village should celebrate the +Fourth. We hadn't had a Fourth in the village in years. Seeing the +Fourth and the Cemetery was so closely connected, late years, Sodality +had took a hand in the matter and had got fire-crackers and pistols +voted out of town, part by having family fingers blowed off and clothes +scorched full of holes, and part through Silas and the other dealers +admitting they wan't no money in the stuff and they'd be glad to be +prevented by law from having to sell it. So we shut down on it the year +after little Spudge Cadoza bit down on a cap to see if it'd go off, and +it done so. But we see we'd made the mistake of not hatching up +something to take the place of the noise, because the boys and girls all +went off to the next-town Fourths and come home blowed up and scorched +off, anyway. And some of the towns, especially Red Barns, that we can +see from Friendship Village when it's clear, was feeling awful touchy +and chip-shouldered towards us, and their two weekly papers was saying +we borrowed our year's supply of patriotism off the county, and sponged +on public spirit, and like that. So the general Friendship feeling was +that we'd ought to have a doings this year, and Postmaster Sykes, that +ain't so much public spirited as he is professional leading +citizen,--platform introducer of all visiting orators and so on,--he +called a mass-meeting to decide what to do. + +"Mis' Sykes, she was awful interested, too, through being a born leader +and up in arms most of the time to do something new. And this year she +was anxious to get up something fancy to impress her niece with--the new +niece that was coming to visit her, and that none of us had ever see, +and that the Sykes's themselves had only just developed. Seems she was +looking for her family tree and she wrote to Mis' Sykes about being +connect'. And the letter seemed so swell, and the address so +mouth-melting and stylish that Mis' Sykes up and invited her to +Friendship Village to look herself up in their Bible, Born and Died +part. + +"The very night of that public mass-meeting Miss Beryl Sessions--such +was the niece's name--come in on the Through, and Mis' Sykes, she +snapped her up from the supper table to bring her to the meeting and +show her off, all brimming with the blood-is-thicker-than-water +sentiments due to a niece that looked like that. For I never see +sweller. And being in the Glee Club I set where I got a good view when +Mis' Sykes rustled into the meeting, last minute, in her best black +cashmere, though it was an occasion when the rest of us would wear our +serges and alapacas, and Mis' Sykes knew it. All us ladies see them both +and took in every stitch they had on without letting on to unpack a +glance, and we see that the niece was wearing the kind of a dress that +was to ours what mince-pie is to dried apple, and I couldn't blame Mis' +Sykes for showing her off, human. + +"Silas had had Dr. June open the meeting with prayer, and I can't feel +that this was so much reverence in Silas as that he isn't real +parliamentary nor yet real knowledgeable about what to do with his +hands, and prayer sort of broke the ice for him. That's the way Silas +is. + +"'Folks,' says he, 'we're here to consider the advisability of bein' +patriotic this year. Of having a doings that'll shame the other towns +around for their half-an'-half way of giving things. Of making the +glorious Fourth a real business bringer. Of having a speech that'll +bring in the country trade--the Honourable Thaddeus Hyslop has been +named by some. And of getting our city put in the class of the wide +awake and the hustlers and the up-to-date and doing. It's a grand chance +we've passed up for years. What are we going to do for ourselves this +year? To decide it is the purpose of this mass-meetin'. Sentiments are +now in order.' + +"Silas set down with a kitterin' glance to his new niece that he was +host and uncle of and pleased to be put in a good light before, first +thing so. + +"Several men hopped up--Timothy Toplady saying that Friendship Village +was a city in all but name and numbers, and why not prove it to the +other towns? Jimmy Sturgis that takes tintypes, besides running the 'bus +and was all primed for a day full of both--'A glorious Fourth,' says he, +'would be money in our pockets.' And the farm machinery and furniture +dealers, and Gekerjeck, that has the drug store and the ice-cream +fountain, and others, they spoke the same. Insley had to be to the +college that night, or I don't believe the meeting would have gone the +way it did go. For the first line and chorus of everything that all the +men present said never varied:-- + +"'The Fourth for a business bringer.' + +"It was Threat Hubbelthwait that finally made the motion, and he wasn't +real sober, like he usually ain't, but he wound up on the key-note:-- + +"'I sold two hundred and four lunches the last Fourth we hed in +Friendship Village,' says he, pounding his palm with his fist, 'an' I +move you that we celebrate this comin' Fourth like the blazes.' + +"And though Silas softened it down some in putting it, still that was +substantially the sentiment that went through at that mass-meeting, that +was real pleased with itself because of. + +"Well, us ladies hadn't taken no part. It ain't our custom to appear +much on our feet at public gatherings, unless to read reports of a +year's work, and so that night we never moved a motion. But we looked at +each other, and us ladies has got so we understand each other's +eyebrows. And we knew, one and all, that we was ashamed of the men and +ashamed of their sentiments. But the rest didn't like to speak out, +'count of being married to them. And I didn't like to, 'count of not +being. + +"But when they got to discussing ways and means of celebrating, a woman +did get onto her feet, and a little lilt of interest run round the room +like wind. It was Miss Beryl Sessions, the niece, that stood up like +you'd unwrapped your new fashion magazine and unrolled her off'n the +front page. + +"'I wonder,' says she--and her voice went all sweet and chirpy and +interested, 'whether it would amuse you to know some ways we took to +celebrate the Fourth of July last year at home ...' and while the men +set paying attention to her appearance and thinking they was paying +attention to her words alone, she went on to tell them how 'at home' the +whole town had joined in a great, Fourth of July garden party on the +village 'common,' with a band and lanterns and fireworks at night, and a +big marquee in the middle, full of ice-cream. 'We made it,' she wound +up, 'a real social occasion, a town party with everybody invited. And +the business houses said that it paid them over and over.' + +"Well, of course that went with the men. Land, but men is easy tamed, so +be the tameress is somebody they ain't used to and is gifted with a good +dress and a kind of a 'scalloped air. But when she also has some idea of +business they go down and don't know it. 'Why, I should think that'd +take here like a warm meal,' says Timothy Toplady, instant--and I see +Mis' Amanda Toplady's chin come home to place like she'd heard Timothy +making love to another woman. 'Novel as the dickens,' says Simon +Gekerjeck. 'Move we adopt it.' And so they done. + +"While they was appointing committees I set up there in the Glee Club +feeling blacker and blacker. Coming down to the meeting that night, I +recollect I'd been extra gentle in my mind over the whole celebration +idea. Walking along in the seven-o'clock light, with the sun shining +east on Daphne Street and folks all streaming to the town-meeting, and +me sensing what it was going to be for, I'd got all worked up to 'most a +Declaration of Independence lump in my throat. When I went in the door +to the meeting, little Spudge Cadoza and some other children was hanging +around the steps and Silas Sykes was driving them away; and it come to +me how deathly ridiculous that was, to be driving _children_ away from a +meeting like that, when children is what such meetings is for; and I'd +got to thinking of all the things Insley was hoping for us, and I'd been +real lifted up on to places for glory. And here down had come the men +with their talk about a _paying_ Fourth, and here was Miss Beryl +Sessions showing us how to celebrate in a way that seemed to me real +sweet but not so very patriotic. It was then that all of a sudden it +seemed to me I'd die, because I wanted so much to feel the way I'd use +to feel when it was going to be the Fourth o' July. And when they sung +'Star Spangled Banner' to go home on and all stood up to the sentiment, +I couldn't open my mouth. I can't go folks that stands up and carols +national tunes and then talks about having a Fourth that'll be a real +business bringer. + +"'What'd you think of the meeting?' says Mis' Toplady, low, to me on the +way out. + +"'I think,' says I, frank, 'it was darn.' + +"'There's just exactly what we all think,' says Mis' Toplady, in a +whisper. + +"But all the same, preparations was gone into head first. Most of us was +put on to from one to five committees--I mean most of them that works. +The rest of the town was setting by, watching it be done for them, +serene or snarling, according to their lights. Of course us ladies +worked, not being them that goes to a meeting an' sets with their mouths +shut and then comes out and kicks at what the meetin' done. Yet, though +we wan't made out of that kind of meal, we spoke our minds to each +other, private. + +"'What under the canopy _is_ a marquee?' asks Mis' Amanda Toplady, when +we met at her house to plan about refreshments. + +"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke right up. + +"'Why, it's a finger ring,' she says. 'One of them with stones running +the long way. The minister's wife's got a blue stone one....' + +"'Finger ring!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, scornful. 'It's a title. That's +what it is. From England.' + +"We looked at them both, perplexish. Mis' Holcomb is always up on +things--it was her that went into short sleeves when the rest of us was +still crocheting cuff turnovers, unconscious as the dead. But Mis' +Uppers had been the Mayor's wife, and though he'd run away, 'count o' +some money matter, still a title is a title, an' we thought Mis' Uppers +had ought to know. + +"Then Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, she spoke up timid. 'I +see,' she says, 'in the _Caterer's Gazette_ a picture called "Marquee +Decorated for Fête." The picture wan't nothing but a striped tent. Could +a tent have anything to do with it?' + +"'Pity sakes, no,' says Mis' Uppers. 'This is somethin' real city done, +Abagail.' + +"We worked on what we could, but we all felt kind of lost and left out +of it, and like we was tinkering with tools we didn't know the names of +and a-making something we wasn't going to know how to use. And when the +article about our Fourth flared out in the _Friendship Daily_ and Red +Barns and Indian Mound weeklies, we felt worse than we had before: +'Garden Party.' 'All Day Fête.' '_Al Fresco_ Celebration,' the editors +had wrote it up. + +"'All _what_?' says Mis' Uppers, listening irritable to the last one. 'I +can't catch that word no more'n a rabbit.' + +"'It's a French word,' Mis' Holcomb told her, superior. 'Seems to me +I've heard it means a failure. It's a funny way to put it, ain't it? I +bet, though, that's what it'll be.' + +"But the men, my, the men thought they was doing things right. The +Committee on Orator, with Silas for rudder, had voted itself Fifty +Dollars to squander on the speech, and they had engaged the Honourable +Thaddeus Hyslop, that they'd hoped to, and that was formerly in our +legislature, to be the orator of the day; they put up a platform and +seats on the 'common'--that wan't nothing but the market where loads of +wood stood to be sold; they was a-going to cut evergreens and plant them +there for the day; the Committee on Fireworks was a-going to buy set +pieces for the evening; they was a-going to raise Ned. Somebody that was +on one of the committees wanted to have some sort of historic scenes, +but the men wouldn't hear to it, because that would take away them that +had to do the business in the stores; no caluthumpians, no grand basket +dinner--just the garden party, real sweet, with Miss Beryl Sessions and +a marquee full of ice-cream that the ladies was to make. + +"'It sounds sort of sacrilegious to me,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'connectin' +the Fourth up with society and secular doin's. When I was young, my +understandin' of a garden party would of been somethin' worldly. Now it +seems it's patriotic. Well, I wonder how it's believed to be in the +sight of the Lord?' + +"But whether it was right or whether it was wrong, none of it rung like +it had ought to of rang. They wan't no _glow_ to it. We all went around +like getting supper on wash-day, and not like getting up a meal for +folks that meant a lot to us. It wan't going to be any such Fourth as +I'd meant about and wanted to have come back. The day come on a pacing, +and the nearer it come, the worse all us ladies felt. And by a few days +before it, when our final committee meeting come off in Abagail Arnold's +home bakery, back room, 'count of being central, we was all blue as the +grave, and I donno but bluer. We set waiting for Silas that was having +a long-distance call, and Abagail was putting in the time frosting dark +cakes in the same room. We was most all there but the niece Miss Beryl +Sessions. She had gone home, but she was coming back on the Fourth in an +automobile full o' city folks. + +"'The _marquee's_ come,' says Mis' Holcomb, throwing out the word +clickish. + +"Nobody said anything. Seems it _was_ a tent all along. + +"'Silas has got in an extra boy for the day,' says Mis' Sykes, +complacent. 'It's the littlest Cadoza boy, Spudge. He's goin' to walk up +an' down Daphne Street all day, with a Prize Coffee board on his back.' + +"'Where's Spudge's Fourth comin' in?' I couldn't help askin'. + +"Mis' Sykes stared. She always could look you down, but she's got a much +flatter, thicker stare since her niece come. 'What's them kind o' folks +_for_ but such work?' says she, puckering. + +"'Oh, I donno, I donno,' says I. 'I thought mebbe they was partly made +to thank the Lord for bein' born free.' + +"'How unpractical you talk, Calliope,' she says. + +"'I donno that word,' says I, reckless from being pent up. 'But it +seems like a liberty-lovin' people had ought to hev _one_ day to love +liberty on an' not tote groceries and boards and such.' + +"'_Don't it!_' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, explosive. + +"'What you talking?' says Mis' Sykes, cold. 'Don't you know the Fourth +of July can be made one of the best days of the year for your own town's +good? What's that if it ain't patriotic?' + +"'It's Yankee shrewd,' says I, snapping some, 'that's what it is. It +ain't Yankee spirited, by a long shot.' + +"'"_By a long shot_,"' quotes Mis' Sykes, withering. She always was +death on wording, and she was far more death after her niece come. But I +always thought, and I think now, that correcting your advisary's grammar +is like telling him there's a smooch on his nose, and they ain't either +of them parliamental _or_ decent. + +"Mis' Uppers sighed. 'The whole thing,' says she, candid, 'sounds to me +like Fourth o' July in Europe or somewheres. No get-up-an'-get anywheres +to it. What do they do in Europe on the Fourth o' July, anyway?' she +wondered. 'I donno's I ever read.' + +"'I donno, either,' says Mis' Holcomb, dark, 'but I bet you it's one of +these All Frost celebrations--or whatever it is they say.' + +"Mis' Toplady set drying her feet by Abagail's stove, and she looked +regular down in the mouth. 'Well, sir,' she said, 'a Fourth o' July all +rosettes an' ribbins so don't sound to me one bit like the regular +Fourth at all. It don't sound to me no more'n the third--or the fifth.' + +"I was getting that same homesick feeling that I'd had off and on all +through the getting ready, that hankering for the old kinds of Fourths +of Julys when I was a little girl. When us girls had a quarter apiece to +spend, and father'd cover the quarter with his hands on the gate-post +for us to guess them; and when the boys picked up scrap-iron and sold +old rubbers to get their Fourth money. It wan't so much what we used to +do that I wanted back as it was the _feeling_. Why, none of our spines +use' to be laid down good and flat in our backs once all day long. And I +wisht what I'd wisht more than once since the mass-meeting, that some of +us ladies had of took hold of that Fourth and had run it so's 'twould of +been like you mean 'way inside when you say 'The Fourth of July'--and +that death and distance and long-ago-ness is awful in the way of. + +"'We'd ought to of had a grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods,' I +says, restless. + +"'An' a p'rade,' says Mis' Toplady. 'I donno nothin' that makes me feel +more patriotic than the minute before the p'rade comes by.' + +"'An' children in the Fourth somehow,' Mis' Uppers says. 'Land, children +is who it's for, anyhow,' she says, like I'd been thinking; 'an' all +we've ever done for 'em about it is to leave 'em kill 'emselves with +it.' + +"Well, it was there, just there, and before Mis' Sykes could dicker a +reply that in come tearing her husband from his long-distance +telephoning, and raced into the room like he hadn't a manner in his kit. + +"'We're all over with,' Silas shouts. 'It's all done for! Thaddeus +Hyslop is smashed an' bleedin'. He can't come. We ain't got no speech. +His automobile's turned over on top of his last speakin' place. +Everybody else that ain't one-horse is sure to be got for somewheres +else. Our Fourth of July is rooned. We're done for. The editor's gettin' +it in the _Weekly_ so's to warn the county. We'll be the Laughing Stock. +Dang the luck!' says Silas; 'why don't some o' you say somethin'?' + +"But it wasn't all because Silas was doing it all that the men didn't +talk, because when he'd stopped, they all stood there with their mouths +open and never said a word. Seems to me I did hear Timothy Toplady bring +out, 'Blisterin' Benson,' but nobody offered nothing more fertile. That +is, nobody of the men did. But 'most before I got my thoughts together I +heard two feet of a chair come down onto the floor, and Mis' Amanda +Toplady stood up there by Abagail's cook stove, and she took the griddle +lifter and struck light on the side of the pipe. + +"'Hurrah!' she says. 'Now we can have a real Fourth. A Fourth that does +as a Fourth is.' + +"'What you talkin', Amanda Toplady?' says Silas, crisp; and ''Mandy, +what the blazes do you mean?' says Timothy, her lawful lord. But Mis' +Toplady didn't mind them, nor mind Mis' Sykes, that was staring at her +flat and thick. + +"'I mean,' says Mis' Toplady, reckless, 'I been sick to death of the +idea of a Fourth with no spirit to it. I mean I been sick to death of a +Fourth that's all starched white dresses an' company manners an' no +hurrahs anywheres about it. An' us ladies, most all of us, feels the +same. We didn't like to press in, bein' you men done the original +plannin', an' so not one of us has said "P'rade," nor nothin' else to +you. But now that your orator has fell through on himself, you men just +leave us ladies in on this thing to do more'n take orders, an' you +needn't be the Laughin' Stock o' nothin' an' nobody. I guess you'll all +stand by me. What say, ladies?' + +"Well, sir, you'd ought to of heard us. We joined in like a patch of +grasshoppers singing. They wasn't one of us that hadn't been dying to +get our hands on that Fourth and make it a Fourth full of unction and +oil of joy, like the Bible said, and must of meant what we meant. + +"'Oh, ladies,' I remember I says, fervent, 'I feel like we could make a +Fourth o' July just like stirrin' up a white cake, so be we was let.' + +"'What d' you know about managin' a Fourth?' snarls Silas. 'You'll have +us all in the hole. You'll have us shellin' out of our own pockets to +make up--' + +"Mis' Toplady whirled on him. 'Would you druther have Red Barns an' +Indian Mound a-jumpin' on you through the weekly press for bein' +bluffers, an' callin' us cheap an' like that, or would you druther not?' +she put it to him. + +"'Dang it,' says Silas, 'I never tried to do a thing for this town that +it didn't lay down an' roll all over me. I wish I was dead.' + +"'You wan't tryin' to do this thing for this town,' says Mis' Toplady +back at him, like the wind. 'You was tryin' to do it for the _stores_ +of this town, an' you know it. You was tryin' to ride the Fourth for a +horse to the waterin' trough o' good business, an' you know it, Silas +Sykes,' says she, 'an' so was Jimmy and Threat an' all of you. The hull +country tries to get behind the Fourth of July an' make money over its +back like a counter. It ain't what was meant, an' us ladies felt it all +along. An' neither was it meant for a garden party day alone, though +_that_,' says Mis' Toplady, gracious, 'is a real sweet side idea. An' +Mis' Sykes an' Mis' Sessions had ought to go on an' run that part of it, +bein' the--tent's here,' she could _not_ bring herself to use that other +word. 'But,' she says, 'that ain't all of a real Fourth, nor yet a +speech ain't, though he did use to be in the legislature. Them things +alone don't make a real flag, liberty-praisin' Fourth, to me nor to none +of us.' + +"'Well,' says Silas, sour, 'what you goin' to _do_ if the men decides to +let you try this?' + +"'That ain't the way,' says Mis' Toplady, like a flash; 'it ain't for +the men to _let us do_ nothin'. It's for us all to do it together, yoke +to yoke, just like everything else ought to be done by us both, an' no +talk o' "_runnin_'" by either side.' + +"'But what's the idee--what's the idee?' says Silas. 'Dang it all, +somebody's got to hev an idee.' + +"'Us ladies has got 'em,' says Mis' Toplady, calm. 'An',' says she, 'one +o' the first of 'em is that if we have anything to do with runnin' the +Fourth of our forefathers, then after 10 A.M., all day on that day, +every business house in town has got to shut down.' + +"'What?' says Silas, his voice slippin'. 'Gone crazy-headed, hev ye?' + +"'No, Silas,' says Mis' Toplady, 'nor yet hev we gone so graspin' that +we can't give up a day's trade to take notice of our country.' + +"'Lord Harry,' says Silas, 'you can't get a dealer in town to do it, an' +you know it.' + +"'Oh, yes, you can, Silas,' says somebody, brisk. And it was Abagail, +frosting dark cakes over by the side of the room. 'I was goin' to shut +up shop, anyway, all day on the Fourth,' Abagail says. + +"'An' lose the country trade in lunches?' yells Silas. 'Why, woman, +you'd be Ten Dollars out o' pocket.' + +"'I wan't never one to spend the mornin' thankin' God an' the afternoon +dippin' oysters,' says Abagail. And Silas scrunched. He done that one +year when his Thanksgiving oysters come late, and he knew he done it. + +"Well, they went over it and over it and tried to think of some other +way, and tried to hatch up some other speaker without eating up the +whole Fifty Dollars in telephone tolls, and tried most other things. And +then we told them what we'd thought of different times, amongst us as +being features fit for a Fourth in the sight of the Lord and the sight +of men. And they hemmed and they hawed and they give in about as +graceful as a clothes-line winds up when you've left it out in the +sleet, but they did give in and see reason. Timothy last--that's quite +vain of being firm. + +"'If we come out with a one-horse doin's, seems like it'd be worse than +sittin' down flat-foot failed,' he mourns, grieving. + +"Amanda, his wife, give him one of her looks. 'Timothy,' says she, +'when, since you was married to me, did I ever fail to stodge up a +company dinner or a spare bed or a shroud when it was needed sudden? +When did any of us ladies ever fail that's here? Do you sp'ose we're any +more scant of idees about our own nation?' + +"And Timothy had to keep his silence. He knew what she said was the Old +Testament truth. But I think what really swung them all round was the +thought of Red Barns and Indian Mound. Imagination of what them two +weekly papers would say, so be we petered out on our speech and didn't +offer nothing else, was too much for flesh and blood to bear. And the +men ended by agreeing to seeing to shutting every business house in +Friendship Village and they went off to do it,--resolved, but groaning +some, like men will. + +"Mis' Sykes, she made some excuse and went, too. 'I'll run the garden +party part,' says she. 'My niece an' I'll do that, an' try our best to +get some novelty into your Fourth. An' we'll preside on the marquee, +like we'd agreed. More I don't say.' + +"But the rest of us, we stayed on there at Abagail's, and we planned +like mad. + +"We didn't look in no journal nor on no woman's page for something new. +We didn't rush to our City relations for novelties. We didn't try for +this and that nor grasp at no agony whatever. We just went down deep +into the inside of our understanding and thought what the Fourth was and +how them that made it would of wanted it kept. No fingers blowed off nor +clothes scorched up, no houses burned down, no ear-drums busted +out--none of them would of been in _their_ programme, and they wan't in +ours. Some of the things that was in ours we'd got by hearing Insley +tell what they was doin' other places. Some o' the things he suggested +to us. Some o' the things we got by just going back and back down the +years an' _remembering_--not so much what we'd done as the way we use' +to feel, long ago, when the Fourth was the Fourth and acted like it knew +it. Some of the things we got by just reaching forward and forward, and +seeing what the Fourth is going to mean to them a hundred years from +now--so be we do our part. And some of the things we got through sheer +make-shift woman intelligence, that put its heads together and used +everything it had, that had anything to do with the nation, or the town, +or with really living at all the way that first Fourth of July meant +about, 'way down inside. + +"Before it was light on the morning of the Fourth, I woke up, feeling +all happy and like I wanted to hurry. I was up and dressed before the +sun was up, and when I opened my front door, I declare it was just like +the glory of the Lord was out there waiting for me. The street was +laying all still and simple, like it was ready and waiting for the +light. Early as it was, Mis' Holcomb was just shaking her breakfast +table-cloth on her side stoop, and she waved it to me, big and billowy +and white, like a banner. And I offs with my apron and waved it back, +and it couldn't of meant no more to either of us if we had been shaking +out the folds of flags. It was too early for the country wagons to be +rattling in yet, and they wan't no other sounds--except a little bit of +a pop now and then over to where Bennie Uppers and little Nick Toplady +was up and out, throwing torpedoes onto the bricks; and then the birds +that was trilling an' shouting like mad, till every tree all up and down +Daphne Street and all up and down the town and the valley was just one +living singing. And all over everything, like a kind of a weave to it, +was that something that makes a Sunday morning and some holiday mornings +better and sweeter and _goldener_ than any other day. I ain't got much +of a garden, not having any real time to fuss in it, but I walked out +into the middle of the little patch of pinks and parsley that I have +got, and I says 'way deep in me, deeper than thinking: 'It don't make no +manner of differ'nce how much of a fizzle the day ends up with, this, +here and now, is the way it had ought to start.' + +"Never, not if I live till beyond always, will I forget how us ladies' +hearts was in our mouths when, along about 'leven o'clock, we heard the +Friendship Village Stonehenge band coming fifing along, and we knew the +parade was begun. We was all on the market square--hundreds of us, seems +though. Red Barns and Indian Mound had turned out from side to side of +themselves, mingling the same as though ploughshares was +pruning-hooks--or whatever that quotation time is--both towns looking +for flaws in the day, like enough, but both shutting up about it, +biblical. Even the marquee, with its red and white stripes, showing +through the trees, made me feel good. 'Land, land,' Mis' Toplady says, +'it looks kind of homey and old-fashioned, after all, don't it? I mean +the--tent,' she says--she would _not_ say the other word; but then I +guess it made her kind of mad seeing Mis' Sykes bobbing around in there +in white duck an' white shoes--her that ain't a grandmother sole because +of Nature and not at all through any lack of her own years. Everything +was all seeming light and confident--but I tell you we didn't feel so +confident as we'd meant to when we heard the band a-coming to the tune +o' 'Hail, Columbia! Happy Land.' And yet now, when I look back on that +Independence Day procession, it seems like regular floats is no more +than toy doings beside of it. + +"What do you guess us ladies had thought up for our procession,--with +Insley back of us, letting us think we thought it up alone? Mebbe you'll +laugh, because it wan't expensive to do; but oh; I think it was nice. +We'd took everything in the town that done the town's work, and we'd run +them all together. We headed off with the fire-engine, 'count of the +glitter--and we'd loaded it down with flags and flowers, and the hook +and ladder and hose-carts the same, wheels and sides; and flags in the +rubber caps of the firemen up top. Then we had the two big sprinkling +carts, wound with bunting, and five-foot flags flying from the seats. +Then come all the city teams drawn by the city horses--nice, plump +horses they was, and rosettes on them, and each man had decorated his +wagon and was driving it in his best clothes. Then come the steam roller +that Friendship Village and Red Barns and Indian Mound owns together and +scraps over some, though that didn't appear in its appearance, puffing +along, with posies on it. Then there was the city electric light repair +wagon, with a big paper globe for an umbrella, and the electric men +riding with their leggings on and their spurs, like they climb the +poles; and behind them the telephone men was riding--because the town +owns its own telephone, too--and then the four Centrals, in pretty +shirtwaists, in a double-seated buggy loaded with flowers--the telephone +office we'd see to it was closed down, too, to have its Fourth, like a +human being. And marching behind them was the city waterworks men, best +bib and tucker apiece. And then we hed out the galvanized garbage wagon +that us ladies hed bought ourselves a year ago, and that wasn't being +used this year count of the city pleading too poison poor; and it was +all scrubbed up and garnished and filled with ferns and drove by its own +driver and the boy that had use' to go along to empty the cans. And then +of course they was more things--some of them with day fireworks shooting +up from them--but not the hearse, though we had all we could do to keep +Timothy Toplady from having it in, 'count of its common public office. + +"Well, and then we'd done an innovation--an' this was all Insley's idea, +and it was him that made us believe we could do it. Coming next, in +carriages and on foot, was the mayor and the city council and every last +man or woman that had anything to do with running the city life. They +was all there--city treasurer, clerk of the court, register of deeds, +sheriffs, marshals, night-watchmen, health officer, postmaster, janitor +of the city hall, clerks, secretaries, stenographers, school board, city +teachers, and every one of the rest--they was all there, just like they +had belonged in the p'rade the way them framers of the first Fourth of +July had meant they should fit in: Conscience and all. But some of them +servants of the town had made money off'n its good roads, and some off'n +its saloons, and some off'n getting ordinances repealed, and some off'n +inspecting buildings and sidewalks that they didn't know nothing about, +and some was making it even then by paving out into the marsh; and some +in yet other ways that wasn't either real elbow work nor clean head +work. What else could they do? We'd ask' them to march because they +represented the town, and rather'n own they _didn't_ represent the town, +there they was marching; but if some of them didn't step down Daphne +Street feeling green and sick and sore and right down schoolboy ashamed +of themselves, then they ain't got the human thrill in them that somehow +I _cannot_ believe ever dies clear out of nobody. They was a lump in my +throat for them that had sold themselves, and they was a lump for them +that hadn't--but oh, the differ'nce in the lumps. + +"'Land, land,' I says to Mis' Toplady, 'if we ain't done another thing, +we've made 'em remember they're servants to Friendship Village--like +they often forget.' + +"'Ain't we?' she says, solemn. 'Ain't we?' + +"And then next behind begun the farm things: the threshin' machines and +reapers and binders and mowers and like that, all drawn by the farm +horses and drove by their owners and decorated by them, jolly and gay; +and, too, all the farm horses for miles around--we was going to give a +donated surprise prize for the best kep' and fed amongst them. And last, +except for the other two bands sprinkled along, come the leading +citizens, and who do you guess _they_ was? Not Silas nor Timothy nor +Eppleby nor even Doctor June, nor our other leading business men and our +three or four professionals--no, not them; but the real, true, leading +citizens of Friendship Village and Indian Mound and Red Barns and other +towns and the farms between--the _children_, over two hundred of them, +dressed in white if they had it and in dark if they didn't, with or +without shoes, in rags or out of them, village-tough descended or with +pew-renting fathers, all the same and together, and carrying a flag and +singing to the tops of their voices 'Hail, Columbia,' that the bands +kept a-playing, some out of plumb as to time, but all fervent and +joyous. It was us women alone that got up that part. My, I like to think +about it. + +"They swung the length of Daphne Street and twice around the market +square, and they come to a halt in front of the platform. And Doctor +June stood up before them all, and he prayed like this:-- + +"'Lord God, that let us start free an' think we was equal, give us to +help one another to be free an' to get equal, in deed an' in truth.' + +"And who do you s'pose we hed to read the Declaration of Independence? +Little Spudge Cadoza, that Silas had been a-going to hev walk up and +down Daphne Street with a board on his back--Insley thought of him, and +we picked him out a-purpose. And though he didn't read it so thrilling +as Silas would of, it made me feel the way no reading of it has ever +made me feel before--oh, because it was kind of like we'd snapped up the +little kid and set him free all over again, even though he wasn't it but +one day in the year. And it sort of seemed to me that all inside the +words he read was trumpets and horns telling how much them words was +_going_ to mean to him and his kind before he'd had time to die. And +then the Glee Club struck into 'America,' and the whole crowd joined in +without being expected, and the three bands that was laying over in the +shade hopped up and struck in, too--and I bet they could of heard us to +Indian Mound. Leastways to Red Barns, that we can see from Friendship +Village when it's clear. + +"The grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods stays in my head as one +picture, all full of veal loaf and 'scalloped potato and fruit salad and +nut-bread and deviled eggs and bake' beans and pickle' peaches and layer +cake and drop sponge-cake and hot coffee--the kind of a dinner that +comes crowding to your thought whenever you think 'Dinner' at your +hungriest. And after we'd took care of everybody's baskets and set them +under a tree for a lunch towards six, us ladies went back to the market +square. And over by the marquee we see the men gathered--all but Insley, +that had slipped away as quick as we begun telling him how much of it +was due to him. Miss Beryl Sessions had just arrived, in a automobile, +covered with veils, and she was introducing the other men to her City +friends. Us ladies sort of kittered around back of them, not wanting to +press ourselves forward none, and we went up to the door of the marquee +where, behind the refreshment table, Mis' Sykes was a-standing in her +white duck. + +"'My,' says Mis' Holcomb to her, 'it's all going off nice so far, ain't +it?' + +"'They ain't a great deal the matter with it,' says Mis' Sykes, snappy. + +"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Uppers, grieving, 'the parade an' the +basket dinner seemed to me both just perfect.' + +"'The parade done well enough,' says Mis' Sykes, not looking at her. 'I +donno much about the dinner.' + +"And all of a sudden we recollected that she hadn't been over to the +grand basket dinner at all. + +"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Toplady, blank, 'ain't you et nothin'?' + +"'My niece,' says Mis' Sykes, dignified, 'didn't get here till now. Who +was I to leave in the _tent_? I've et,' says she, cold, 'two dishes of +ice-cream an' two chocolate nut-cakes.' + +"Mis' Toplady just swoops over towards her. 'Why, my land,' she says, +hearty, 'they's stuff an' to spare packed over there under the trees. +You go right on over and get your dinner. Poke right into any of our +baskets--ours is grouped around mine that's tied with a red bandanna to +the handle. And leave us tend the marquee. What say, ladies?' + +"And I don't think she even sensed she used that name. + +"When she'd gone, I stood a minute in the marquee door looking off +acrost the market square, hearing Miss Beryl Sessions and the men +congratulating each other on the glorious Fourth they was a-having, and +the City folks praising them both sky high. + +"'Real nice idee it was,' says Silas, with his hands under his best coat +tails. 'Nice, tastey, up-to-date Fourth. And cheap to do.' + +"'Yes, we all hung out for a good Fourth this year,' says Timothy, +complacent. + +"'It's a simply lovely idea,' says Miss Beryl Sessions, all sweet and +chirpy and interested, 'this making the Fourth a county party and +getting everybody in town, so. But tell me: Whatever made you close your +shops? I thought the Fourth could always be made to pay for itself over +and over, if the business houses went about it right.' + +"'Oh, well,' says Silas, lame but genial, 'we closed up to-day. We kind +o' thought we would.' + +"But I stood looking off acrost the market square, where the children +was playing, and quoits was being pitched, and the ball game was going +to commence, and the calathumpians was capering, and most of Red Barns +and Indian Mound and Friendship Village was mingling, lion and lamb; and +I looked on along Daphne Street, where little Spudge Cadoza wasn't +walking with a Prize Coffee board on his back,--and all of a sudden I +felt just the way I'd wanted to feel, in spite of all the distance and +long-ago-ness. And I turned and says to the other women inside the +marquee:-- + +"'Seems to me,' I says, 'as if the Fourth of July _had_ paid for itself, +over and over. Oh, don't it to you?' + + + + +VI + + +"The new editor of the _Friendship Village Evening Daily_ give a fine +write-up of the celebration. He printed it on the night after the +Fourth, not getting out any paper at all on the day that was the day; +but on the night after that, the news columns of his paper fell flat and +dead. In a village the day following a holiday is like the hush after a +noise. The whole town seems like it was either asleep or on tiptoe. And +in Friendship Village this hush was worse than the hush of other years. +Other years they'd usually been accidents to keep track of, and mebbe +even an amputation or two to report. But this Fourth there was no +misfortunes whatever, nor nothing to make good reading for the night of +July 6. + +"So the editor thought over his friends and run right down the news +column, telling what there _wasn't_. Like this:-- + + + "'SUPPER TABLE JOTTINGS + + "'Postmaster Silas Sykes is well. + + "'Timothy Toplady has not had a cold since before Christmas. + Prudent Timothy. + + "'Jimmy Sturgis has not broken his leg yet this year as he did + last. Keep it up, Jimmy. + + "'Eppleby Holcomb has not been out of town for quite a while. + + "'None of the Friendship ladies has given a party all season. + + "'The First Church is not burnt down nor damaged nor repaired. + Insurance $750. + + "'Nothing local is in much of any trouble. + + "'Nobody is dead here to-day except the usual ones. + + "'Nobody that's got a telephone in has any company at the present + writing. Where is the old-time hospitality? + + "'Subscriptions payable in advance. + + "'Subscriptions payable in advance. + + "'Subscriptions payable in advance.' + + +"It made quite some fun for us, two or three of us happening in the +post-office store when the paper come out--Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady +and me. But we took it some to heart, too, because to live in a town +where they ain't nothing active happening all the time is a kind of +running account of everybody that's in the town. And us ladies wan't +that kind. + +"All them locals done to Silas Sykes, though, was to set him fussing +over nothing ever happening to him. Silas is real particular about his +life, and I guess he gets to thinking how life ain't so over-particular +about him. + +"'My dum,' he says that night, 'that's just the way with this town. I +always calculated my life was goin' to be quite some pleasure to me. But +I don't see as it is. If I thought I was going to get sold in my death +like I've been in my life, I swan I'd lose my interest in dyin'.' + +"Mis' Timothy Toplady was over in behind the counter picking out her +butter, and she whirled around from sampling the jars, and she says to +Mis' Sykes and me:-- + +"'Ladies,' she says, 'le's us propose it to the editor that seems to +have such a hard job, that us members of Sodality take a hold of his +paper for a day and get it out for him and put some news in it, and sell +it to everybody, subscribers and all, that one night, for ten cents.' + +"Mis' Silas Sykes looks up and stopped winking and breathing, in a way +she has when she sights some distant money for Sodality. + +"'Land, land,' she says, 'I bet they'd go like hot cakes.' + +"But Silas he snorts, scorching. + +"'Will you ladies tell me,' he says, 'where you going to _get_ your news +to put in your paper? The Fourth don't come along every day. Or less you +commit murder and arson and runaways, there won't be any more in your +paper than they is in its editor's.' + +"That hit a tender town-point, and I couldn't stand it no longer. I +spoke right up. + +"'Oh, I donno, I donno, Silas,' I says. 'They's those in this town +that's doin' the murderin' for us, neat an' nice, right along,' I told +him. + +"'Mean to say?' snapped Silas. + +"'Mean to say,' says I, 'most every grocery store in this town an' most +every milkman an' the meat market as well is doin' their best to drag +the health out o' people's systems for 'em. Us ladies is more or less +well read an' knowledgeable of what is goin' on in the world outside,' I +says to Silas that ain't, 'an' we know a thing or two about what ought +to be clean.' + +"Since Insley come, we had talked a good deal more about these things +and what was and what shouldn't be; and especially we had talked it in +Sodality, on account of our town stores and social ways and such being +so inviting to disease and death. But we hadn't talked it official, +'count of Sodality being for Cemetery use, and talking it scattering we +hadn't been able to make the other men even listen to us. + +"'Pack o' women!' says Silas, now, and went off to find black molasses +for somebody. + +"Mis' Toplady sampled her butter, dreamy. + +"'Rob Henny's butter here,' she says, 'is made out of cow sheds that I +can't bear to think about. An' Silas knows it. Honest,' she says, 'I'm +gettin' so I spleen against the flowers in the fields for fear Rob +Henny's cows'll get holt of 'em. I should think the _Daily_ could write +about that.' + +"I remember how us three women looked at each other then, like our +brains was experimenting with our ideas. And when Mis' Toplady got her +butter, we slipped out and spoke together for a few minutes up past the +Town Pump. And it was there the plan come to a head and legs and arms. +And we see that we had a way of picking purses right off of every day, +so be the editor would leave us go ahead--and of doing other things. + +"The very next morning we three went to see the editor and get his +consent. + +"'What's your circulation, same as City papers print to the top of the +page?' Mis' Toplady asks him, practical. + +"'Paid circulation or got-out circulation?' says the editor. + +"'Paid,' says Mis' Toplady, in silver-dollar tones. + +"'Ah, well, _paid for_ or subscribed for?' asks the editor. + +"'Paid for,' says Mis' Toplady, still more financial. + +"'Six hundred and eighty paid for,' the editor says, 'an' fifty-two +that--mean to pay.' + +"'My!' says Mis' Toplady, shuddering. 'What business is! Well, us ladies +of the Sodality want to run your paper for one day and charge all your +subscribers ten cents extra for that day's paper. Will you?' + +"The editor, he laughed quite a little, and then he looked thoughtful. +He was new and from the City and young and real nervous--he used to pop +onto his feet whenever a woman so much as come in the room. + +"'Who would collect the ten cents?' says he. + +"'Sodality,' says Mis' Toplady, firm. 'Ourself, cash an' _in advance_.' + +"The editor nodded, still smiling. + +"'Jove,' he said, 'this fits in remarkably well with the fishing I've +been thinking about. I confess I need a day. I suppose you wouldn't want +to do it this week?' + +"Mis' Toplady looked at me with her eyebrows. But I nodded. I always +rather hurry up than not. + +"'So be we had a couple o' hours to get the news to happenin',' says +she, 'that had ought to do us.' + +"The editor looked startled. + +"'News!' said he. 'Oh, I say now, you mustn't expect too much. I ought +to warn you that running a paper in this town is like trying to raise +cream on a cistern.' + +"Mis' Toplady smiled at him motherly. + +"'You ain't ever tried pouring the cream into the cistern, I guess,' she +says. + +"So we settled it into a bargain, except that, after we had planned it +all out with him and just as we was going out the door, Mis' Toplady +thought to say to him:-- + +"'You know, Sodality don't know anything about it yet, so you'd best not +mention it out around till this afternoon when we vote to do it. We'll +be up at eight o'clock Thursday morning, rain or shine.' + +"There wasn't ever any doubt about Sodality when it see Sixty Dollars +ahead--which we would get if everybody bought a paper, and we was +determined that everybody should buy. Sodality members scraps among +themselves personal, but when it comes to raising money we unite yoke to +yoke, and all differences forgot. It's funny sometimes at the meetings, +funny and disgraceful, to hear how we object to each other, especially +when we're tired, and then how we all unite together on something for +the good of the town. I tell you, it makes me feel sometimes that the +way ain't so much to try to love each other,--which other folks' +peculiarities is awful in the way of,--but for us all to pitch in and +love something altogether, your town or your young folks, or your +cemetery or keeping something clean or making somethin' look nice--and +before you know it you're loving the folks you work with, no matter how +peculiar, or even more so. It's been so nice since we've been working +for Cemetery. Folks that make each other mad every time they try to talk +can sell side by side at the same bazaar and count the money mutual. +There's quite a few disagreements in Sodality, so we have to be real +careful who sets next to who to church suppers. But when we pitch in to +work for something, we sew rags and 'scallop oysters in the same pan +with our enemies. Don't it seem as if that must mean something? +Something big? + +"Sodality voted to publish the paper, all right, and elected the +officers for the day: Editor, Mis' Postmaster Sykes, 'count of her +always expecting to take the lead in everything; assistant editor, me, +'count of being well and able to work like a dog; business manager and +circulation man, Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, 'count of no dime +ever getting away from her unexpected. And the reporters was to be most +of the rest of the Sodality: Mis' Timothy Toplady, the three Liberty +girls, Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, Mis' Threat +Hubbelthwait, an' Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery. It was +hard for Abagail to get away from her cook stove and her counter, so we +fixed it that she was to be let off any other literary work along of her +furnishing us our sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs that day noon. It was +quite a little for Abagail to do, but she's always real willing, and we +didn't ask coffee of her. Mis' Sturgis, her that is the village invalid, +we arranged should have charge of the Woman's Column, and bring down her +rocking chair and make her beef broth right there on the office +wood-stove. + +"I guess we was all glad to go down early in the morning that day, +'count of not meeting the men. One and all and with one voice the +Friendship men had railed at us hearty. + +"'Pack o' women!' says Silas Sykes, over and over. + +"'You act like bein' a woman an' a wife was some kind o' nonsense,' says +Mis' Sykes back at him, majestic. 'Well, I guess bein' yours is.' + +"'Land, Amandy,' says Timothy Toplady, 'you women earn money so +_nervous_. Why don't you do it regular an' manly?' + +"Only Eppleby Holcomb had kept his silence. Eppleby sees things that the +run of men don't see, or, if they did see them, they would be bound to +stick them in their ledgers where they would never, never belong. +Eppleby was our friend, and Sodality never had truer. + +"So though we went ahead, the men had made us real anxious. And most of +us slipped down to the office by half past seven so's not to meet too +many. The editor had had a column in the paper about what we was goin' +to do--'Loyal to our Local Dead' he headed it, and of course full half +the town was kicking at the extra ten cents, like full half of any town +can and will kick when it's asked to pay out for its own good, dead or +alive. But we was leaving all that to Mis' Holcomb, that knows a thing +or two about the human in us, and similar. + +"Extra-paper morning, when we all come in, Mis' Sykes she was sitting at +the editor's desk with her big apron on and a green shade to cover up +her crimping kids, and her list that her and Mis' Toplady and I had made +out, in front of her. + +"'Now then, let's get right to work,' she says brisk. 'We ain't any too +much time, I can tell you. It ain't like bakin' bread or gettin' the +vegetables ready. We've all got to use muscles this day we ain't used to +usin',' she says, 'an' we'd best be spry.' + +"So then she begun giving out who was to do what--assignments, the +editor named it when he told us what to do. And I skipped back an' hung +over the files, well knowing what was to come. + +"Mis' Sykes stood up in her most society way, an'-- + +"'Anybody want to back out?' says she, gracious. + +"'Land!' says everyone in a No-I-don't tone. + +"'Very well,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Mis' Toplady, you go out to Rob Henney's +place, an' you go through his cow sheds from one end to the other an' +take down notes so's he sees you doin' it. You go into his kitchen an' +don't you let a can get by you. Open his churn. Rub your finger round +the inside of his pans. An' if he won't tell you, the neighbours will. +Explain to him you're goin' to give him a nice, full printed description +in to-night's _Daily_, just the way things are. If he wants it changed +any, he can clean all up, an' we'll write up the clean-up like a +compliment.' + +"Just for one second them assembled women was dumb. But it hardly took +them that instant to sense what was what. And all of a sudden, Mame +Holcomb, I guess it was, bursted out in a little understanding giggle, +and after a minute everybody joined in, too. For we'd got the whole +world of Friendship Village where we wanted it, and every one of them +women see we had, so be we wasn't scared. + +"'Mis' Uppers,' Mis' Sykes was going on, 'you go down to Betts's meat +market. You poke right through into the back room. An' you tell Joe +Betts that you're goin' to do a write-up of that room an' the alley back +of it for the paper to-night, showin' just what's what. If so be he +wants to turn in an' red it up this mornin', tell him you'll wait till +noon an' describe it then, _providin'_ he keeps it that way. An' you +might let him know you're goin' to run over to his slaughterhouse an' +look around while you're waitin', an' put that in your write-up, too.' + +"'Miss Hubbelthwait,' Mis' Sykes went on, 'you go over to the Calaboose. +They won't anybody be in the office--Dick's saloon is that. Skip right +through in the back part, an' turn down the blankets on both beds an' +give a thorough look. If it's true they's no sheets an' pillow-cases on +the calaboose beds, an' that the blankets is only washed three times a +year so's to save launderin', we can make a real interestin' column +about that.' + +"'Miss Merriman,' says Mis' Sykes to Mis' Fire Chief, 'I've give you a +real hard thing because you do things so delicate. Will you take a walk +along the residence part of town an' go into every house an' ask 'em to +let you see their back door an' their garbage pail. Tell 'em you're +goin' to write a couple of columns on how folks manage this. Ask 'em +their idees on the best way. Give 'em to understand if there's a real +good way they're thinkin' of tryin' that you'll put that in, providin' +they begin tryin' right off. An' tell 'em they can get it carted off for +ten cents a week if enough go in on it. An' be your most delicate, Mis' +Fire Chief, for we don't want to offend a soul.' + +"Libby an' Viney Liberty Mis' Sykes sent round to take a straw vote in +every business house in town to see how much they'd give towards +starting a shelf library in the corner of the post-office store, a full +list to be printed in order with the amount or else 'Not a cent' after +each name. And the rest of Sodality she give urrants similar or even +more so. + +"'An' all o' you,' says Mis' Sykes, 'pick up what you can on the way. +And if anybody starts in to object, you tell 'em you have instructions +to make an interview out of any of the interestin' things they say. And +you might tell 'em you don't want they should be buried in a nice +cemetery if they don't want to be.' + +"Well, sir, they started off--some scairt, but some real brave, too. And +the way they went, we see every one of them meant business. + +"'But oh,' says Mis' Sturgis, fixing her medicine bottles outside on the +window-sill, '_supposin'_ they can't do it. _Supposin'_ folks ain't nice +to 'em. What'll we put in the paper then?' + +"Mis' Sykes drew herself up like she does sometimes in society. + +"'Well,' she says, 'supposin'. Are we runnin' this paper or ain't we? +There's nothin' to prevent our writin' editorials about these things, as +I see. Our husbands can't very well sue us for libel, because they'd hev +to pay it themselves. Nor they can't put us in prison for debt, because +who'd get their three meals? I can't see but we're sure of an +interestin' paper, anyway.' + +"Then she looked over at me sort of sad. + +"'Go on, Calliope,' says she, 'you know what you've got to do. Do it,' +she says, 'to the bitter end.' + +"I knew, and I started out, and I made straight for Silas Sykes, and the +post-office store. Silas wan't in the store, it was so early; but he had +the floor all sprinkled nice, and the vegetables set out, all uncovered, +close to the sidewalk; and everything real tasty and according to +grocery-store etiquette. The boy was gone that day. And Silas himself +was in the back room, sortin' over prunes. + +"'Hello, Calliope,' s'he. 'How's literchoor?' + +"'Honest as ever,' I says. 'Same with food?' + +"'Who says I ain't honest?' says Silas, straightening up, an' holding +all his fingers stiff 'count of being sticky. + +"'Why, I donno who,' says I. 'Had anybody ought to? How's business, +Silas?' + +"'Well,' says he, 'for us that keeps ourselves up with the modern +business methods, it's pretty good, I guess.' + +"'Do you mean pretty good, Silas, or do you mean pretty paying?' I ask' +him. + +"Silas put on his best official manner. 'Look at here,' s'e, 'what can I +do for you? Did you want to buy somethin' or did you want your mail?' + +"'Oh, neither,' I says. 'I want some help from you, Silas, about the +paper to-day.' + +"My, that give Silas a nice minute. He fairly weltered in satisfaction. + +"'Huh,' he says, elegant, 'didn't I tell you you was bitin' off more'n +you could chew? Want some assistance from me, do you, in editin' this +paper o' yours? Well, I suppose I can help you out a little. What is it +you want me to do for you?' + +"'We thought we'd like to write you up,' I told him. + +"Silas just swelled. For a man in public office, Silas Sykes feels about +as presidential as anybody I ever see. If they was to come out from the +City and put him on the front page of the morning paper, he's the kind +that would wonder why they hadn't done it before. + +"'Sketch of my life?' s'e, genial. 'Little outline of my boyhood? Main +points in my career?' + +"'Well,' I says, 'no. We thought the present'd be about all we'd hev +room for. We want to write up your business, Silas,' I says, 'in an +advertising way.' + +"'Oh!' says Silas, snappy. 'You want me to pay to be wrote up, is that +it?' + +"'Well,' I says, 'no; not if you don't want to. Of course everybody'll +be buried in the Cemetery whether they give anything towards the fund +for keeping it kep' up or not.' + +"'Lord Heavens,' says Silas, 'I've had that Cemetery fund rammed down my +throat till I'm sick o' the thought o' dyin'.' + +"That almost made me mad, seeing we was having the disadvantage of doing +the work and Silas going to get all the advantages of burial. + +"'Feel the same way about some of the Ten Commandments, don't you, +Silas?' I says, before I knew it. + +"Silas just rared. + +"'The Ten Commandments!' says he, 'the Ten Commandments! Who can show me +one I ain't a-keepin' like an old sheep. Didn't I honour my father an' +mother as long as I had 'em? Did they ever buy anything of me at more +than cost? Didn't I give 'em new clothes an' send 'em boxes of oranges +an' keep up their life insurance? Do I ever come down to the store on +the Sabbath Day? Do I ever distribute the mail then, even if I'm +expectin' a letter myself? The Sabbath I locked the cat in, didn't I +send the boy down to let it out, for fear I'd be misjudged if I done it? +Who do I ever bear false witness against unless I know they've done what +I say they've done? I can't kill a fly--an' I'm that tender-hearted +that I make the hired girl take the mice out o' the trap because I can't +bring myself to do it. So you might go through the whole list an' just +find me workin' at 'em an' a-keepin' 'em. What do you mean about the Ten +Commandments?' he ends up, ready to burst. + +"'Don't ask me,' I says. 'I ain't that familiar with 'em. I didn't know +anybody was. Go on about 'em. Take stealing--you hadn't got to that +one.' + +"'_Stealing_,' says Silas, pompous. 'I don't know what it is.' + +"And with that I was up on my feet. + +"'I thought you didn't,' says I. 'Us ladies of Sodality have all thought +it over an' over again: That you don't know stealing when you see it. +No, nor not even when you've done it. Come here, Silas Sykes!' I says. + +"I whipped by him into the store, and he followed me, sheer through +being dazed, and keeping still through being knocked dumb. + +"'Look here,' I says, 'here's your counter of bakery stuff--put in to +take from Abagail, but no matter about that now. Where do you get it? +From the City, with the label stuck on. What's the bakery like where you +buy it? It's under a sidewalk and dust dirty, and I happen to know you +know it. And look at the bread--not a thing over it, flies promenadin' +on the crust, and you counting out change on an apple-pie the other +day--I see you do it. Look at your dates, all uncovered and dirt from +the street sticking to them like the pattern. Look at your fly-paper, +hugged up against your dried-fruit box that's standing wide open. Look +at you keeping fish and preserved fruit and canned stuff that you know +is against the law--going to start keeping the law quick as you get +these sold out, ain't you, Silas? Look at your stuff out there in front, +full of street dirt and flies and ready to feed folks. And you keepin' +the Ten Commandments like an old sheep--and being a church elder, and +you might better climb porches and bust open safes. I s'pose you wonder +what I'm sayin' all this to you for?' + +"'No, ma'am,' says Silas, like the edge o' something, 'I don't wonder at +your sayin' _anything_ to anybody.' + +"'I've got more to say,' I says, dry. 'I've only give you a sample. An' +the place I'm goin' to say it is _The Friendship Village Evening Daily_, +_Extra_, to-night, in a descriptive write-up of you and your store. I +thought it might interest you to know.' + +"'It's libel--it's libel!' says Silas, arms waving. + +"'All right,' says I, liberating a fly accidentally caught on a date. +'Who you going to sue? Your wife, that's the editor? And everybody +else's wife, that's doing the same thing to every behind-the-times +dealer in town?' + +"Silas hung on to that straw. + +"'Be they doin' it to the others, too?' he asks. + +"Then I told him. + +"'Yes,' I says, 'Silas, only--they ain't goin' to start writing up the +descriptions till noon. And if you--and they all--want to clean up the +temples where you do business and make them fit for the Lord to look +down on and a human being to come into, you've got your chance. And +seeing your boy is gone to-day, if you'll do it, I'll stay and help you +with it--and mebbe make room for some of the main points in your career +as well,' says I, sly. + +"Silas looked out the door, his arms folded and his beard almost +pointing up, he'd made his chin so firm. And just in that minute when I +was feeling that all the law and the prophets, and the health of +Friendship Village, and the life of people not born, was hanging around +that man's neck--or the principle of them, anyway--Silas's eye and mine +fell on a strange sight. Across the street, from out Joe Betts's meat +market come Joe Betts, and behind him his boy. And Joe begun pointing, +and the boy begun taking down quarters of beef hung over the sidewalk. +Joe pointed consid'able. And then he clim' up on his meat wagon that +stood by the door, and out of the shop I see Mis' Mayor Uppers come, +looking ready to drop. And she clim' up to the seat beside him--he +reaching down real gentlemanly to help her up. And he headed his horse +around on what I guessed was a bee-line for the slaughterhouse. + +"Well, sir, at that, Silas Sykes put his hands on his knees and bent +over and begun laughing. And he laughed like I ain't seen him since he's +got old and begun to believe that life ain't cut after his own plan that +he made. And I laughed a little, too, out of sheer being glad that a +laugh can settle so many things right in the world. And when he sobered +down a little, I says gentle:-- + +"'Silas, I'll throw out the dates and the dusty lettuce. And we'll hev +it done in no time. I'll be glad to get an early start on the write-up. +I don't compose very ready,' I told him. + +"He was awful funny while we done the work. He was awful still, too. +Once when I lit on a piece of salt pork that I knew, first look, was +rusty, 'Them folks down on the flats buys it,' he says. 'They like it +just as good as new-killed.' 'All right,' s'I, careless, 'I'll make a +note of that to shine in my article. It needs humour some,' s'I. Then +Silas swore, soft and under his breath, as an elder should, but quite +vital. And he took the pork out to the alley barrel, an' I sprinkled +ashes on it so's he shouldn't slip out and save it afterwards. + +"It was 'leven o'clock when we got done, me having swept out behind the +counters myself, and Silas he mopped his face and stood hauling at his +collar. + +"'I'll get on my white kids now,' s'e, dry. 'I can't go pourin' kerosene +an' slicin' cheese in this place barehanded any more. Gosh,' he says, 'I +bet when they see it, they'll want to have church in here this comin' +Sunday.' + +"'No need to be sacrilegious, as I know of, Silas,' s'I, sharp. + +"'No need to be livin' at all, as I see,' says Silas, morbid; 'just lay +low an' other folks'll step in an' do it for you, real capable.' + +"I give him the last word. I thought it was his man's due. + +"When I got back to the office, Libby Liberty an' Mis' Toplady was there +before me. They was both setting on high stools up to the file shelf, +with their feet tucked up, an' the reason was that Viney Liberty was +mopping the floor. She had a big pail of suds and her skirt pinned up, +and she was just lathering them boards. Mis' Sykes at the main desk was +still labouring over her editorials, breathing hard, the boards steaming +soap all around her. + +"'I couldn't stand it,' Viney says. 'How a man can mould public opinion +in a place where the floor is pot-black gets me. My land, my ash house +is a dinin' room side of this room, an' the window was a regular gray +frost with dust. Ain't men the funniest lot of folks?' she says. + +"'Funny,' says I, 'but awful amiable if you kind of sing their key-note +to 'em.' + +"Mis' Sykes pulled my skirt. + +"'How was he?' she asks in a pale voice. + +"'He was crusty,' says I, triumphant, 'but he's beat.' + +"She never smiled. 'Calliope Marsh,' says she, cold, 'if you've sassed +my husband, I'll never forgive you.' + +"I tell you, men may be some funny, and often are. But women is odd as +Dick's hatband and I don't know but odder. + +"'How'd you get on?' I says to Mis' Toplady and the Libertys. The +Libertys they handed out a list on two sheets, both sides with sums +ranging from ten to fifty cents towards a shelf library for public use; +but Mis' Toplady, the tears was near streaming down her cheeks. + +"'Rob Henney,' she says, mournful, 'gimme to understand he'd see me +in--some place he hadn't ought to of spoke of to me, nor to no +one--before I could get in his milk sheds.' + +"'What did you say to him?' I ask', sympathetic. + +"'I t-told him,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that lookin' for me wouldn't be the +only reason he'd hev for goin' there. And then he said some more. He +said he'd be in here this afternoon to stop his subscription off.' + +"'So you didn't get a thing?' I says, grieving for her, but Mis' +Toplady, she bridled through her tears. + +"'I got a column!' she flashed out. 'I put in about the sheds, that the +whole town knows, anyway, an' I put in what he said to me. An' I'm goin' +to read it to him when he comes in. An' after that he can take his pick +about havin' it published, or else cleanin' up an' allowin' Sodality to +inspect him reg'lar.' + +"By just before twelve o'clock we was all back in the office, Mis' Fire +Chief, Mis' Uppers, fresh from the slaughterhouse, and so on, all but +Mame Holcomb that was out seeing to the circulation. And I tell you we +set to work in earnest, some of us to the desks, and some of us working +on their laps, and everybody hurrying hectic. The office was awful +hot--Mis' Sturgis had built up a little light fire to heat up her beef +broth, and she was stirring it, her shawl folded about her, in between +writing receipts. But it made it real confusing, all of us doing our +best so hard, and wanting to tell each other what had happened, and +seeing about spelling and all. + +"'Land, land,' says Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'you'd ought to _see_ the +Carters' back door. They wan't nobody to home there, so I just took a +look, anyway, bein' it was for Sodality, so. They ain't no real garbage +pail--' + +"'Who said, "Give me Liberty or give me Death?"' ask' Mis' Sykes, +looking up kind o' glassy. 'Was it Daniel Webster or Daniel Boone?' + +"'Ladies,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, when we'd settled down on Daniel +Boone, 'if I ever do a crime, I won't stop short at stealin' somebody's +cow an' goin' to calaboose. I'll do a whole beef corner, or some real +United States sin, an' get put in a place that's clean. Why over to the +calaboose--' + +"'Ugh!' says Mis' Uppers, 'don't say "beef" when I'm where I can hear. +I donno what I'll do without my steak, but do it I will. Ladies, the +cleanest of us is soundin' brass an' tinklin' cannibals. Why do they +call 'em _tinklin'_ cannibals?' she wondered to us all. + +"'Oh--,' wailed Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair, 'some of you ladies +give me your salad dressing receipt. Mine is real good on salad, but on +paper it don't sound fit to eat. I don't seem to have no book-style +about me to-day.' + +"'How do you spell _embarrass_?' asked Libby Liberty. 'Is it an _r_ an' +two _s_'s or two _r_'s and an _s_?' + +"'It's two _s_'s at the end, so it must be one _r_,' volunteers Mis' +Sykes. 'That used to mix me up some, too.' + +"Just then up come Abagail Arnold bringing the noon lunch, and she had +the sandwiches and the eggs not only, but a pot of hot coffee thrown in, +and a basket of doughnuts, sugared. She set them out on Mis' Sykes's +desk, and we all laid down our pencils and drew up on our high stools +and swing chairs, Mis' Sturgis and all, and nothing in the line of food +had ever looked so welcoming. + +"'Oh, the eatableness of nice refreshments!' says Mis' Toplady, sighing. + +"'This is when it ain't victuals, its viands,' says Mis' Sykes, showing +pleased. + +"But well do I remember, we wasn't started to eat, and Abagail still +doing the pouring, when the composing room door opened--I donno _why_ +they called it that, for we done the composing in the office, and they +only got out the paper in there--and in come the foreman, with an apron +of bed-ticking. He was Riddy Styles, that we all knew him. + +"'Excuse me,' he says, hesitating, 'but us fellows thought we'd ought to +mention that we can't get no paper out by quittin' time if we don't get +a-hold of some copy pretty quick.' + +"'Copy o' what?' says Mis' Sykes, our editor. + +"'Why, copy,' says Riddy. 'Stuff for the paper.' + +"Mis' Sykes looked at him, majestic. + +"'_Stuff_,' she says. 'You will please to speak,' she says, 'more +respectfully than that to us ladies, Mr. Styles.' + +"'It was meant right,' says Riddy, stubborn. 'It's the word we always +use.' + +"'It ain't the word you use, not with us,' says Mis' Sykes, womanly. + +"'Well,' says Riddy, 'we'd ought to get to settin' up _somethin'_ by +half past twelve, if we start in on the dictionary.' + +"Then he went off to his dinner, and the other men with him, and Mis' +Sykes leaned back limp. + +"'I been writin' steady,' she says, 'since half past eight o'clock this +mornin', an' I've only got one page an' one-half composed.' + +"We ask' each other around, and none of us was no more then started, let +be it was Mis' Toplady, that had got in first. + +"'Le's us leave our lunch,' says Mis' Sykes, then. 'Le's us leave it +un-et. Abagail, you put it back in the basket an' pour the coffee into +the pot. An' le's us _write_. Wouldn't we all rather hev one of our sick +headaches,' she says, firm, 'than mebbe make ourselves the Laughing +Stock? Ladies, I ask you.' + +"An' we woulded, one and all. Sick headaches don't last long, but +laughed-at has regular right down eternal life. + +"Ain't it strange how slow the writing muscles and such is, that you +don't use often? Pitting cherries, splitting squash, peeling potatoes, +slicing apples, making change at church suppers,--us ladies is lightning +at 'em all. But getting idees down on paper--I declare if it ain't more +like waiting around for your bread to raise on a cold morning. Still +when you're worried, you can press forward more than normal, and among +us we had quite some material ready for Riddy and the men when they came +back. But not Mis' Sykes. She wan't getting on at all. + +"'If I could only _talk_ it,' she says, grieving, 'or I donno if I could +even do that. What I want to say is in me, rarin' around my head like +life, an' yet I can't get it out no more'n money out of a tin bank. I +shall disgrace Sodality,' she says, wild. + +"'Cheer up,' says Libby Liberty, soothing. 'Nobody ever reads the +editorials, anyway. I ain't read one in years.' + +"'You tend to your article,' snaps Mis' Sykes. + +"I had got my write-up of Silas all turned in to Riddy, and I was +looking longing at Abagail's basket, when, banging the door, in come +somebody breathing like raging, and it was Rob Henney, that I guess we'd +all forgot about except it was Mis' Toplady that was waiting for him. + +"Rob Henney always talks like he was long distance. + +"'I come in,' he says, blustering, 'I come in to quit off my +subscription to this fool paper, that a lot o' fool women--' + +"Mis' Sykes looks up at him out from under her hand that her head was +resting on. + +"'Go on out o' here, Mr. Henney,' she says sharp to him, 'an' quit your +subscription quiet. Can't you see you're disturbing us?' she says. + +"With that Mis' Toplady wheeled around on her high stool and looked at +him, calm as a clock. + +"'Rob Henney,' says she, 'you come over here. I'll read you what I've +wrote about you,' she told him. + +"The piece begun like this:-- + +"'Rob Henney, our esteemed fellow-townsman and milkman, was talked with +this morning on his cow sheds. The reporter said to same that what was +wanting would be visiting the stables, churn, cans, pans, and like that, +being death is milked out of most cows if they are not kept clean and +inspected regular for signs of consumption. Mr. Henney replied as +follows: + +"'First: That his cows had never been inspected because nothing of that +kind had ever been necessary. + +"'Second: That he was in the milk business for a living, and did the +town expect him to keep it in milk for its health? + +"'Third: That folks had been drinking milk since milk begun, and if the +Lord saw fit to call them home, why not through milk, or even through +consumption, as well as through pneumonia and others? + +"'Fourth: That he would see the reporter--a lady--in the +lake-that-burneth-with-fire before his sheds and churn and pans and cans +should be put in the paper. + +"'Below is how the sheds, churn, pans, and cans look to-day....' And I +tell you, Mis' Toplady, she didn't spare no words. When she meant What, +she said What, elaborate. + +"I didn't know for a minute but we'd hev to mop Rob up off the clean +floor. But Mis' Toplady she never forgot who she was. + +"'Either that goes in the paper to-night,' she says, 'or you'll clean up +your milk surroundin's--pick your choice. An' Sodality's through with +you if you don't, besides.' + +"'Put it in print! Put it in print, if you dast!' yells Rob, +wind-milling his arms some. + +"'No need to make an earthquake o' yourself,' Mis' Toplady points out to +him, serene. + +"And at that Rob adds a word intending to express a cussing idee, and he +outs and down the stairs. And Mis' Toplady starts to take her article +right in to Riddy. But in the door she met Riddy, hurrying into the +office again. I never see anybody before that looked both red and +haggard, but Riddy did. He come right to the point:-- + +"'Some of you ladies has got to quit handing in--news,' he says, +scrabbling for a word to please Mis' Sykes. 'We're up to our eyes in +here now. An' there ain't enough room in the paper, either, not without +you get out eight pages or else run a supplement or else throw away the +whole patent inside. An' those ways, we ain't got enough type even if we +had time to burn.' + +"Mis' Sykes pushed back her green shade, looking just _chased_. + +"'What does he mean?' she says. 'Can't he tend to his type and things +with us doing all the work?' + +"Riddy took this real nettlish. + +"'I mean,' s'he, clear but brutal, 'you got to cut your stuff somewheres +to the tune of a couple o' columns.' + +"Well, it's hard to pick out which colour you'll take when you have a +new dress only once in every so seldom; or which of your hens you'll +kill when you know your chickens like you know your own mind; but these +are nothing to the time we had deciding on what to omit out of the paper +that night. And the decision hurt us even more than the deciding, for +what we left out was Mis' Sturgis's two women's columns. + +"'We _can't_ leave out meat nor milk nor cleanliness nor the library,' +says Mis' Toplady, reasonable, 'because them are the things we live by. +An' so with the other write-ups we got planned. But receipts and +patterns an' moth balls is only kind o' decorations, seems though. +Besides, we all know about 'em, an' it's time we stopped talkin' about +'em, anyway.' + +"Mis' Sturgis she cried a little on the corner of her shawl. + +"'The receipts an' patterns an' moth balls is so w-womanly,' she says. + +"Mis' Toplady whirled round at her. + +"'If you know anything more womanly than conquerin' dirt an' disease an' +the-dead-that-needn't-die,' s'she, 'I'll roll up my sleeves an' be into +it. But it won't be eyelet embroidery nor yet boiled frostin'!' + +"After that they wrote in hasty peace, though four o'clock come racing +across the day like a runaway horse, and us not out of its way. And a +few minutes past, when Riddy was waiting in the door for Mis' Sykes's +last page, somebody most knocked him over, and there come Mis' Holcomb, +our circulation editor, purple and white, like a ghost. + +"'Lock the door--lock it!' she says. 'I've bolted the one to the foot of +the stairs. Lock both outside ones an' lay yourselves low!' s'she. + +"Riddy an' I done the locking, me well knowing Mis' Holcomb couldn't +give a false alarm no more than a map could. + +"'What is it?' we says, pressing Mis' Holcomb to speak, that couldn't +even breathe. + +"'Oh, ladies,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'they've rejoined us, or whatever it +is they do. I mean they're going to rejoin us from gettin' out +to-night's paper. The sheriff or the coroner or whoever it is they have, +is comin' with injunctions--_is_ that like handcuffs, do you know? An' +it's Rob Henney's doin'. Eppleby told me. An' I run down the alley an' +beat 'em to it. They're most here. Let's us slap into print what's wrote +an' be ready with the papers the livin' minute we can.' + +"Mis' Sykes had shoved her green shade onto the back of her head, and +her crimping pins was all showing forth. + +"'What good'll it do us to get the paper _out_?' says she, in a numb +voice. 'We can't distribute 'em around to no one with the sheriff to the +front door with them things to put on us.' + +"Then Mis' Holcomb smiled, with her eyes shut, where she sat, breathing +so hard it showed through. + +"'I come in the coal door, at the alley,' s'she. 'They'll never think o' +that. Besides, the crowd'll be in front an' the carrier boys too, an' +they'll want to show off out there. An' Eppleby knows--he told me to +come in that way--an' he'll keep 'em interested out in front. Le's us +each take the papers, an' out the coal door, an' distribute 'em around, +ourselves, without the boys, an' collect in the money same time.' + +"And that was how we done. For when they come to the door and found it +locked, they pounded a little to show who was who and who wan't and then +they waited out there calm enough, thinking to stop us when the papers +come down would be plenty time. They waited out there, calm and sure, +while upstairs Bedlam went on, but noiseless. And after us ladies was +done with our part, we sat huddled up in the office, soothing Mis' +Sturgis and each other. + +"'In one sentence,' Mis' Holcomb says, 'Eppleby says Rob Henney was +going to _put_ injunctions on us. An' in the next he says he was goin' +to _serve_ 'em. What did he mean by that, do you s'pose?' + +"'I donno what he meant,' says Mis' Toplady, 'but I wouldn't have +anything to do with _anything_ Rob Henney served.' + +"That made us think of Abagail's lunch, laying un-et in the basket. They +wasn't none of us felt like eating, but Mis' Sturgis says she bet if we +didn't eat it, Abagail would feel she hadn't had no part in writing the +paper like us, and so we broke off a little something once around; but +food didn't have much fun for us, not then. And nothing did up to the +minute the paper was done, and we was all ready to sly out the alley +door. + +"With Sodality and Riddy Styles and the composing-room men we had above +twenty carriers. Riddy and the men helped us, one and all, because of +course the paper was a little theirs, too, and they was interested and +liked the lark. Land, land, I ain't felt so young or so wicked as I done +getting out that alley door. There's them I wish could see that there's +just as much fun keeping secret about something that may be good as in +being sly about something regular bad. + +"When we finally got outside it was suppertime and summer seeming, and +the hour was all sweet and frank, and the whole village was buried in +its evening fried mush and potatoes, or else sprinkling their front +yards. I donno how it was with the others, but I know I went along the +streets seeing through them little houses like they was glass, and +seeing the young folks eating their suppers and growing up and getting +ready to live and to _be_. And in us ladies' arms, in them heavy papers, +it seemed to me we was carrying new life to them, in little ways--in +little ways, but ways that was going to be big with meaning. And I felt +as if something in me kind of snuggled up closer to the way things was +meant to be. + +"Us that went west got clear the whole length of Daphne Street without +anybody seeing what we was doing, or else believing that we was doing it +orderly and legitimate. And away out by the Pump pasture, we started in +distributing, and we come working down town, handing out papers to the +residence part like mad and taking in dimes like wild. They was so many +of us, and the _Evening Daily_ office was so located, that by the time +Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I come around the corner where the men +and Rob Henney and the rejoiners and the carriers was loafing, waiting, +smoking, and secure, we didn't have many papers left. And we three was +the first ones back. + +"'Evenin' paper?' says Mis' Toplady, casual. '_Friendship Village +Evenin' Daily, Extra?_ All the news for a dime?' + +"Never have I see a man so truly flabbergasted as Rob Henney, and he did +look like death. + +"'You're rejoined!' he yelled, or whatever it is they say--'you're +rejoined by law from printin' your papers or from deestributin' the +same.' + +"'Why, Rob Henney,' says Mis' Toplady, 'no call to show fight like that. +Half the town is readin' its papers by now. They've been out for +three-quarters of an hour,' she says. + +"Then soft and faint and acrost the street, we heard somebody laugh, and +then kind of spat hands; and we all looked up. And there in the open +upstairs window of the building opposite, we see leaning out Eppleby +Holcomb and Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes. And when we crossed eyes, +they all made a little cheer like a theatre; and then they come clumping +down stairs and acrost to where we was. + +"'Won out, didn't you, by heck!' says Silas, that can only see that far. + +"'Blisterin' Benson,' says Timothy, gleeful. '_I_ say we ain't got no +cause to regret our wifes' brains.' + +"But Eppleby, he never said a word. He just smiled slow and a-looking +past us. And we knew that from the beginning he had seen our whole plan, +face to face. + +"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and me, seeing how Rob Henney stood +muttering and beat, and seeing how the day had gone, and seeing what was +what in the world and in all outside of it, we looked at each other, +dead tired, and real happy, and then we just dragged along home to our +kitchens and went to cooking supper. But oh, it wasn't our same old +kitchens nor it wasn't our same old Friendship Village. We was in places +newer and better and up higher, where we see how things are, and how +life would get more particular about us if we'd get particular about +some more of life. + + + + +VII + + +"Well, of course then we had Sixty Dollars or so to spend, and Sodality +never could rest a minute when it had money to do with if it wasn't +doing it, any more than it could rest when it had something to do and no +money to do with. It made a nice, active circle. Wishing for dreams to +come true, and then, when they do come true, making the true things +sprout more dreams, is another of them circles. I always think they're +what keeps us a-going, not only immortal but busy. + +"And then with us there's another reason for voting our money prompt. As +soon as we've made any and the news has got out around, it's happened +two-three times that somebody has put in an application for a headstone +for somebody dead that can't afford one. The first time that was done +the application was made by the wife of a harness maker that had a +little shop in the back street and had been saving up his money for a +good tombstone. 'I ain't had much of a position here in life,' he used +to say. 'I never was pointed out as a leading citizen. But I'm goin' to +fix it so's when I'm buried and folks come to the Cemetery, nobody'll +get by my grave without noticin' my tombstone.' And then he took sick +with inflammatory rheumatism, and if it didn't last him three years and +et up his whole tombstone fund. He use' to worry about it considerable +as the rheumatism kept reducing the granite inch after inch, and he +died, thinking he wasn't going to have nothing but markers to him. So +his old wife come and told Sodality, crying to think he wasn't going to +seem no real true inhabitant of Cemetery, any more than he had of the +village. And we felt so sorry for her we took part of the Thirty Dollars +we'd made at the rummage sale and bought him a nice cement stone, and +put the verse on to attract attention that he'd wrote himself:-- + + + "'STOP. LOOK. LISTEN. + HERE LAYS ME. + MY GRAVE IS JUST AS BIG + AS YOURS WILL BE.' + + +"Some was inclined to criticise Jeb for being so ambitious in death, and +stopping to think how good a showing he could make. But I donno, I +always sort of understood him. He wanted to be somebody. He'd used to +try to have a voice in public affairs, but somehow what he proposed +wasn't ever practical and never could get itself adopted. His judgment +wasn't much, and time and again he'd voted against the town's good, and +he see it afterward. He missed being a real citizen of his town, and he +knew it, and he hankered to be a citizen of his Cemetery. And wherever +he is now, I bet that healthy hankering is strained and purified and +helping him ahead. + +"But our buying that stone for Jeb's widow's husband's grave let us in +for perpetual applications for monuments; and so when we had any money +we always went right to work and voted it for general Cemetery +improvement, so there wasn't ever any money in the treasury for the +applications. Anyway, we felt we'd ought to encourage self-made graves +and not pauperize our corpses. + +"So the very next afternoon after we got our paper out, we met at Mis' +Sykes's; and the day being mild and gold, almost all of Sodality turned +out, and Mis' Sykes used both her parlours. It was funny; but such times +there fell on them that sat Front Parlour a sort of +what-you-might-call-distinction over them that sat Back Parlour. It's +the same to our parties. Them that are set down to the dining-room table +always seem a little more company than them that are served to the +little sewing tables around in the open rooms, and we all feel it, +though we all pretend not, as well-bred as we know how. I donno but +there's something to it, too. Mis' Sykes, for instance, she always gets +put to a dining table. Nobody would ever think of setting her down to a +small one, no more than they would a Proudfit. But me, I generally get +tucked down to a sewing table and in a rocking-chair, if there ain't +enough cane seats to go around. Things often divide themselves true to +themselves in this life, after all. + +"This was the last regular meeting before our Annual. The Annual, at +Insley's suggestion, was going to be in the schoolhouse, and it was +going to be an open evening meeting, with the whole town invited in and +ice-cream served after. Regular meetings Sodality gives just tea; +special meetings we give hot chocolate or ice-lemonade, or both if the +weather is unsettled; for entertainments we have cut-up fruit and little +bakery cakes; but to our Annual we mount up to ice-cream and some of our +best cake makers' layer cake. And us ladies always dress according: +afternoon home dresses to regular meetings; second best to specials; +Sunday silks to entertainments; and straight going-out clothes for the +Annual. It makes it real nice. Nobody need to come dressed wrong, and +nobody can go away disappointed at what they've been fed. + +"The meeting that day all ought to have gone smooth enough, it being so +nice that our paper had sold well and all, but I guess the most of us +was too tired out to have tried to have a meeting so soon. Anyhow, we +didn't seem to come together slippery and light-running, like we do some +days; but instead I see the minute we begun to collect that we was all +inclined to be heavy and, though not cross, yet frictionish. + +"For instance: Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss had come in a new red +waist with black raspberry buttons. And it was too much for Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman that's been turning her black poplin ever since the Fire +Chief died. + +"'Dear me, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'I never see anybody have more +dressy clothes. Did you put that on just for us?' + +"Mis' Holcomb shut her lips tight. + +"'This is for home wear,' she says short, when she opened them. + +"'Mean to say you get a cooked supper in that rig?' says Mis' Merriman. +'Fry meat in it, do you?' + +"'We don't eat as hearty as some,' says Mame. 'We don't insist on warm +suppers. We feel at our house we have to keep our bills down.' + +"Mis' Merriman straightened up, real brittle. + +"'My gracious,' she says, 'I guess I live as cheap as the best does.' + +"'I see you buying _shelled_ nuts, just the same,' says Mis' Holcomb, +'when shellin' 'em with your fingers cost twenty cents off.' + +"'I ain't never had my store-buyin' criticised before,' says Mis' +Merriman, elbows back. + +"'Nor,' says Mis' Holcomb, bitter, 'have I ever before, in my twenty-six +years of married life, ever been called _dressy_.' + +"Then Mis' Toplady, she sort of shouldered into the minute, big and +placid and nice-feeling. + +"'Mame,' she says, 'set over here where you can use the lead-pencil on +my watch chain, and put down that crochet pattern I wanted, will you?' + +"Mame come over by her and took the pencil, Mis' Toplady leaning over +so's she could use it; but before she put the crochet pattern down, Mame +made one, experimental, on the stiff bottom of her work-bag, and Libby +Liberty thought she'd make a little joking. + +"'S-sh-h,' says Libby, 'the authoress is takin' down notes.' + +"Mis' Holcomb has had two-three poems in the _Friendship Daily_, and +she's real sensitive over it. + +"'I'd be polite if I couldn't be pleasant, Libby,' says Mame, acid. + +"'I'm pleasant enough to pleasant folks,' snaps Libby, up in arms in a +minute. Nothing whatever makes anybody so mad as to have what was meant +playful took plain. + +"'I,' says Mis' Holcomb, majestic, 'would pay some attention to my +company manners, no matter what I was in the home.' + +"'That makes me think,' puts in Mis' Toplady, hasty, 'speaking of +company so, who's heard anything about the evenin' company up to +Proudfits'?' + +"It was something all our heads was full of, being half the village had +just been invited in to the big evening affair that was to end up the +house party, and we'd all of pitched in and talked fast anyhow to take +our minds off the spat. + +"'Elbert's comin' home to go to it an' to stay Sunday an' as much as he +can spare,' says Mis' Sykes. Elbert is her son and all Silas Sykes ought +to of been, Elbert is. + +"'Letty Ames is home for the party, too,' says Libby Liberty, speaking +up in defence of their block, that Letty lives in. She's just graduated +at Indian Mound and has been visiting up the state. + +"My niece that had come on for a few days would be gone before the party +come off, so she didn't seem worth mentioning for real news value at a +time when everything was centring in an evening company at Proudfit +House. No doubt about it, Proudfit House does give distinction to +Friendship Village, kind of like a finishing school would, or a circus +wintering in us. + +"'I heard,' says Mis' Jimmy Sturgis, 'that the hired help set up all +night long cleanin' the silver. I shouldn't think _that_ would of been +necessary, with any kind of management behind 'em.' + +"'You don't get much management now'-days,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, +sighing. 'Things slap along awful haphazard.' + +"'I know I ain't the system to myself that I use' to have,' says Abagail +Arnold. 'Why, the other day I found my soda in one butt'ry an' my bakin' +powder in the other.' + +"'An' I heard,' says Mame Holcomb--that's one thing about Mame, you +can't keep her mad. She'll flare up and be a tongue of flame one minute, +and the next she's actin' like a friendly open fire on a family hearth. +And I always trust that kind--I can't help it--'I heard,' she said, +'that for the party that night the ice-cream is coming in forms, +calla-lilies an' dogs an' like that.' + +"'I heard,' says Mis' Uppers, 'that Emerel Daniel was invited up to help +an' she set up nights and got her a new dress for helpin' in, and now +little Otie's sick and she likely can't go near.' + +"Mis' Toplady looks over her glasses. + +"'Is Otie sick again?' says she. 'Well, if Emerel don't move out of +Black Hollow, she'll lose him just like she done Abe. Can't she sell?' + +"Black Hollow is the town's pet breeding place for typhoid, that the +ladies has been at the council to clean up for a year now. And nobody +will buy there, so Emerel's had to live in her house to save rent. + +"'She's made her a nice dress an' she was so excited and pleased,' says +Mis' Uppers, grieving. 'I do hope it was a dark shade so if bereavement +follows--' + +"'I suppose you'll have a new cloth, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' +Hubbelthwait, 'you're so up-to-date.' It's always one trouble with Mis' +Hubbelthwait: she will flatter the flatterable. But that time it didn't +work. Mis' Sykes was up on a chair fixing a window-shade that had flew +up, and I guess she must have pinched her finger, she was so crispy. + +"'I thought I _had_ things that was full stylish enough to wear,' she +says stiff. + +"'I didn't mean harm,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, humble. + +"Just then we all got up to see out the window, for the Proudfit +automobile drew up to Mis' Sykes's gate. They was several folks in it, +like they had been most of the time during the house party, with +everybody flying hither and yon; and they was letting Mis' Emmons out. +It was just exactly like her to remember to come right out of the midst +of a house party to a meeting of Sodality. That woman was pure gold. +When they was a lot of things to choose about, she always seemed to let +the pleasant and the light and the easy-to-do slip right through her +fingers, that would close up by and by on the big real thing that most +folks would pretend to try to catch _after_ it had slipped through, and +yet would be awful glad to see disappearing. + +"We didn't talk clothes any more after Mis' Emmons come in. Some way her +clothes was so professional seeming, in colour and cut, that beside of +her the rest of us never said much about ours; though I will say Mis' +Emmons always wore her clothes like she was no more thinking about them +than she would be thinking about morning housework togs. + +"'Well-said, how's the little boy, Mis' Emmons?' asks Mis' Toplady, +hearty. 'I declare I couldn't go to sleep a night or two ago for +thinkin' about the little soul. Heard any sound out of his folks?' + +"'I'm going to tell you about that pretty soon,' Mis' Emmons +answered--and it made my heart beat a little with wondering if she'd got +her plans thought out, not only four-square, but tower-high. 'He is +well--he wanted to come to the meeting. "I like ladies," he said, "when +they look at me like loving, but not when they touch me much." Mr. +Insley has him out walking.' + +"'Little soul,' says Mis' Toplady, again. + +"Out in the back parlour, some of us had been talking about Christopher +already. + +"'I heard,' Mis' Merriman says, that wasn't to the church the night +Christopher come, 'I heard that he didn't have much of any clothes on. +An' that nobody could understand what he said. An' that nobody could get +him to speak a word.' + +"'Pshaw,' Mis' Sturgis puts in, 'he was a nice-dressed little boy, +though wet; an' quite conversational.' + +"'Well, I think it's a great problem,' says Mis' Uppers. 'He's too young +for the poorhouse and too old for the babies' home. Seems like they +wasn't anything _to_ do with him.' + +"There come a lull when Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in a ruffled lawn that +had shrunk too short for anything but house wear, stood up by the piano +and called the meeting to order. And when we'd got on down to new +business, the purpose of the meeting and a hint of the pleasure was +stated formal by Mis' Sykes herself. 'One thing why I like to preside at +Sodality,' I heard her tell once, 'is, you do get your say whenever you +want it, and nobody can interrupt you when you're in the chair.' + +"'Ladies,' she says, 'we've seen from the treasurer's report we've got +some Sixty-odd Dollars on hand. The question is, where shall we vote it +to. Let the discussion be free.' + +"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke first, with a kind of a bright +manner of having thought it all out over her dish pan and her bread pan. +There is this about belonging to Sodality: We just live Sodality every +day, around our work. We don't forget it except to meetings, same as +some. + +"'Well, I just tell you what,' Mame says, 'I think now is our time to +get a big monument for the middle of Cemetery that'll do some credit to +the Dead. All our little local headstones is quite tasty and shows our +interest in them that's gone before; but not one of them is real +up-to-date. Let's buy a nice monument that'll show from the railroad +track.' + +"I spoke up short off from the back parlour, where I set 'scallopin' a +bedspread about as big as the carpet. + +"'Who to?' I says. + +"'Oh, I donno's it makes much differ'nce,' Mis' Holcomb says, warming to +her theme, 'so's it was some leadin' citizen. We might take a town vote +on it.' + +"Mis' Sturgis set up straight, eyebrows up. I donno how it is, but Mis' +Sturgis's pompadour always seems so much higher as soon as she gets +interested. + +"'Why, my gracious,' she says, 'we might earn quite a lot o' money that +way. We might have a regular votin' contest on who that's dead should +get the monument--so much a vote an' the names of the successful ones +run every night in the _Daily_--' + +"'Well-a, why do it for anybody dead?' says Libby Liberty. 'Why not get +the monument here and have it on view an' then have folks kind of bid on +it for their own, real votin' style. In the cities now everybody picks +out their own monuments ahead of time. That would be doing for the +Living, the way Mr. Insley said.' + +"'Oh, there'd be hard feelin' that way,' spoke up Mis' Uppers, decided. +'Whoever got it, an' got buried under it, never could feel it was his +own stone. Everybody that had bought votes for themselves could come out +walking in the Cemetery Sunday afternoons and could point out the +monument and tell how much of a money interest they had in it. Oh, no, I +don't think that'd do at all.' + +"'Well, stick to havin' it for the Dead, then,' Libby gives in. 'We've +got to remember our constitution.' + +"Mis' Amanda Toplady was always going down after something in the bottom +of her pocket, set low in her full black skirt. She done this now, for a +spool or a lozenger. And she says, meantime: 'Seems like that'd be awful +irreverent, connectin' up the Dead with votes that way.' + +"'_My_ notion,' says Mis' Sykes, with her way of throwin' up one corner +of her head, 'it ain't one-tenth part as irreverent as forgettin' all +about 'em.' + +"'Of course it ain't,' agreed Mis' Hubbelthwait. 'Real, true irreverence +is made up of buryin' folks and leavin' 'em go their way. Why, I bet +you there ain't any one of 'em that wouldn't be cheered up by bein' +voted for.' + +"I couldn't help piping up again from the back parlour. 'What about them +that don't get no votes?' I asks. 'What about them that is beat in death +like they may of been in life? What's there to cheer them up? If I was +them,' says I, 'I'd ha'nt the whole Sodality.' + +"'No need to be so sacrilegious in speakin' of the Dead as I know of, +Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes that was in the chair and could rebuke at +will. + +"That made me kind o' mad, and I answered back, chair or no chair: 'A +thing is sacrilegious,' says I, 'according to which side of the fence +you're on. But the fence it don't change none.' + +"Mis' Toplady looked over her glasses and out the window and like she +see far away. + +"'Land, land,' she says, 'I'd like to take that Sixty Dollars and hire +some place to invite the young folks into evenings, that don't have no +place to go on earth for fun. Friendship Village,' says she, 'is about +as lively as Cemetery is for the young folks.' + +"'Well, but, Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes, reprovin', 'the young folks +is alive and able to see to themselves. They don't come in Sodality's +scope. Everything we do has got to be connect' with Cemetery.' + +"'I can't help it,' Mis' Toplady answers, 'if it is. I'd like to invite +'em in for some good safe evenin's somewheres instead of leaving 'em +trapse the streets. And if I had to have Cemetery in it somehow, I donno +but I'd make it a lawn party and give it in Cemetery and have done with +it.' + +"We all laughed, but I knew that underneath, Mis' Toplady was kind of +half-and-half in earnest. + +"'The young folks,' says Mis' Sykes, mysterious, 'is going to be took +care of by the proper means, very, very soon.' + +"'I donno,' says Mis' Holcomb, obstinate. 'I think the monument is a +real nice idea. Grandfather Holcomb, now, him that helped draft the +town, or whatever it is they do, I bet he'd be real pleased to be voted +for.' + +"But Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, seems she couldn't forget the little way +Mame had spoke to her before, and she leaned forward and cut her way +into the talking. + +"'Why, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'of course your Grandfather Holcomb can +be voted on if he wants to and if he thinks he could get it. But dead +though he is, what he done can't hold a candle to what Grandfather +Merriman done. That man just about run this town for years on end.' + +"'I heard he did,' said Mame, short. 'Those was the days before things +was called by their true names in politics and in graft and like that.' + +"'I'm sure,' says Mis' Merriman, her voice slipping, 'Grandfather +Merriman was an angel in heaven to his family. And he started the very +Cemetery by bein' buried in it first himself, and he took a front lot--' + +"'Ladies, ladies,' says Mis' Sykes, stern, 'we ain't votin' _yet_. Has +anybody got anything else to offer? Let the discussion be free.' + +"'What do we get a monument for, anyway?' says Mis' Toplady, hemming +peaceful. 'Why don't we stick the money onto the new iron fence for +Cemetery, same as we've been trying to do for years?' + +"'That's what I was thinking,' says Abagail Arnold, smiling. 'Whenever I +make one of my layer cakes for Sodality Annual, and frost it white and +make mounds of frosted nuts on top, I always wish Cemetery had a fence +around so's I could make a frosting one on the edge of the cake, +appropriate.' + +"'Why, but my land, Abagail,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'can't you see the +differ'nce between workin' for a dead iron fence and working for the +real, right down Dead that once was the living? Where's your humanity, +I'd like to know, and your loyalty to Friendship Village inhabitants +that was, that you set the old iron fence over against 'em. What's a +fence beside folks?' + +"All this time Mis' Emmons, there in the front parlour, had just sat +still, stitching away on some little garment or other, but now she +looked up quick, as if she was going to speak. She even begun to speak +with a 'Madame President' that covered up several excited beginnings. +But as she done so, I looked through the folding doors and see her catch +sight of somebody out in the street. And I looked out the bay-window in +the back parlour and I see who it was: it was a man, carefully guiding a +little bit of a man who was walking on the flat board top of the Sykes's +fence. So, instead of speaking formal, all Mis' Emmons done was to make +a little motion towards the window, so that her contribution to the +debating was nothing but-- + +"'Madame President--look.' + +"We all looked, them in the out-of-range corners of the room getting up +and holding their work in their aprons, and peering past; and us in the +back parlour tried for glimpses out the side bay-window, past Mis' +Sykes's big sword fern. And so the most of us see Insley walking with +Christopher, who was footing it very delicate and grave, picking out his +places to step as if a real lot depended on it. + +"'That's Chris,' says Mis' Emmons, simple, 'that's come to us.' And +you'd of said she hardly spoke the 'us' real conscious of herself. She +looked round at us all. 'Let's have him in for a minute,' she says. + +"'The little soul! Let's so do,' Mis' Amanda Toplady says, hearty. + +"It was Mis' Emmons that went to the door and called them, and I guess +Insley, when he see her, must of wondered what made her face seem like +that. He went on up town, and the little chap come trotting up the walk. + +"When Chris come in Mis' Sykes's front parlour among all the women, +there run round that little murmuring sound that a crowd of women uses +to greet the coming in their midst of any child. And I s'pose it was a +little more so than ever for Chris, that they hadn't all seen +yet--'count of so few being out the night he come and 'count of his +having been up to Proudfit House 'most ever since. Us in the back +parlour went crowding in the front, and some come down to the hall door +to be the nearer. Mis' Amanda Toplady, hunting in her deep pocket, this +time for a lozenger, says fervent above the rest:-- + +"'The little soul.' + +"And he did resemble one, standing there so shy and manly in his new +little brown clothes. + +"Mis' Emmons's eyes was bright, and I thought I see a kind of challenge +in her way of drawing the child towards her. + +"'Chris,' she says, 'tell them what you had in your paper bag when you +came to the church the other night.' + +"Chris remembered: Sugar rolls and cream-puffs and fruit-cake, he +recites it grand. 'My supper,' he adds, no less grand. 'But that was +'cause I didn't have my dinner nor my breakfast,' he explains, so's we +wouldn't think he'd had too much at once. + +"'What was the matter with your foot?' Mis' Emmons goes on. + +"Christopher had a little smile that just about won you--a sort of +abashed little smile, that begun over by one side of his mouth, and when +he was going to smile that way he always started in by turning away his +head. He done this now; but we could all hear what he said. It was:-- + +"'My biggest toe went right through a hole, an' it choked me awful.' + +"About a child's foot hurting, or a little sore heel, there is something +that makes mothers out of everybody, for a minute or two. The women all +twittered into a little ripple of understanding. Probably to every woman +there come the picture of the little cold, wet foot and the choked toe. +I know I could see it, and I can see it yet. + +"'Lambin',' says Mis' Toplady, in more than two syllables, 'come here +for a peppermint.' + +"Chris went right over to her. 'I been thirsty for a drink of water +since all day,' he says confidential. 'Have you got one?' + +"Mis' Toplady went with the child, and then Mis' Emmons took something +from her bag and held it up. It was Christopher's father's letter that +he'd brought with him that night. + +"She read the letter out loud, in everybody's perfectly breathless +silence that was broken only by Christopher laughing out in the kitchen. +'My friends,' Mis' Emmons says when she'd got through, 'doesn't it seem +to you as if our work had come to us? And that if it isn't Chris +himself, at least it ought to be people, live people--and not an iron +fence or even a monument that will show from the railroad track?' + +"And with that, standing in the doorway with my arms full of bedspread, +I piped right up, just like I'd been longing to pipe up ever since that +night at Mis' Emmons's when I'd talked with Insley:-- + +"'Yes, sir,' I says emphatic, 'it does. Without meaning to be +sacrilegious in the least,' I says toward Mis' Sykes, 'I believe that +the Dead is a lot better prepared to take care of themselves than a good +many of the Living is.' + +"There was a kind of a little pause at this, all but Mis' Sykes. Mis' +Sykes don't pause easy. She spoke right back, sort of elevating one +temple:-- + +"'The object of this meeting as the chair understands it,' says she, 'is +to discuss money spending, _not_ idees.' + +"But I didn't pay no more attention than as if I'd been a speaker in +public life. And Mis' Toplady and Christopher, coming back to the room +just then, I spoke to him and took a-hold of his little shoulder. + +"'Chris,' I says, 'tell 'em what you're going to be when you grow up.' + +"The little boy stood up with his back against the door-casing, and he +spoke back between peppermints:-- + +"'I'm going to drive the loads of hay,' he declares himself. + +"'A little bit ago,' I says to 'em, 'he was going to be a cream-puff +man, and keep a church and manufacture black velvet for people's +coffins. Think of all them futures--not to spend time on other +possibilities. Don't it seem like we'd ought to keep him around here +somewheres and help him decide? Don't it seem like what he's going to be +is resting with us?' + +"But now Mis' Sykes spoke out in her most presidential tone. + +"'It would be perfectly impossible,' she says, 'for Sodality to spend +its money on the child or on anybody else that's living. Our +constitution says we shall work for Cemetery.' + +"'Well,' says I, rebellish, 'then let's rip up our old constitution and +buy ourselves a new pattern.' + +"Mis' Sykes was getting to verge on mad. + +"'But Sodality ain't an orphan asylum, Calliope,' says she, 'nor none of +us is that.' + +"'Ain't we--ain't we, Mis' Sykes?' I says. 'Sometimes I donno what we're +for if we ain't that.' + +"And then I just clear forgot myself, in one of them times that don't +let you get to sleep that night for thinking about, and that when you +wake up is right there by the bed waiting for you, and that makes you +feel sore when you think of afterwards--sore, but glad, too. + +"'That's it,' I says, 'that's it. I've been thinking about that a good +deal lately. I s'pose it's because I ain't any children of my own to be +so busy for that I can't think about their real good. Seems to me there +ain't a child living no matter how saucy or soiled or similar, but could +look us each one in the face and say, "What you doing for me and the +rest of us?" And what could we say to them? We could say: "I'm buying +some of you ginghams that won't shrink nor fade. Some of you I'm cooking +food for, and some of you I'm letting go without it. And some of you I'm +buying school books and playthings and some of you I'm leaving without +'em. I'm making up some of your beds and teaching you your manners and +I'm loving you--some of you. And the rest of you I'm leaving walk in +town after dark with a hole in your stocking." _Where's the +line--where's the line?_ How do we know which is the ones to do for? I +tell you I'm the orphan asylum to the whole lot of 'em. And so are you. +And I move the Cemetery Improvement Sodality do something for this +little boy. We'd adopt him if he was dead--an' keep his grave as nice +and neat as wax. Let's us adopt him instead of his grave!' + +"My bedspread had slipped down onto the floor, but I never knew when nor +did I see it go. All I see was that some of them agreed with me--Mis' +Emmons and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Hubbelthwait and Libby and even Mame +that had proposed the monument. But some of the others was waiting as +usual to see how Mis' Sykes was going to believe, and Mis' Sykes she was +just standing there by the piano, her cheeks getting pinker and pinker +up high on her face. + +"'Calliope,' she said, making a gesture. 'Ladies! this is every bit of +it out of order. This ain't the subject that we come together to +discuss.' + +"'It kind of seems to me,' says I, 'that it's a subject we was born to +discuss.' + +"Mis' Toplady sort of rolled over in her chair and looked across her +glasses to Mis' Sykes. + +"'Madame President,' says she, 'as I understand it this fits in all +right. What we're proposing is to spend Sodality's money on this little +boy just the same as though he was dead. I move we do so.' + +"Two-three of 'em seconded it, but scairt and scattering. + +"'Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Ladies! This is a good deal too +headlong. A committee'd ought--' + +"'Question--question,' demands Mis' Emmons, serene, and she met my eye +and smiled some, in that little _we_-understand look that can pierce +through a roomful of people like the wind. + +"'Mis' Emmons,' says Mis' Sykes, wildish. 'Ladies! Sodality has been +organized over twenty years, doing the same thing. You can't change so +offhand--' You can't help admiring Mis' Sykes, for she simply don't know +when she's beat. But this time she had a point with her, too. 'If we +want to vote to amend the constitution,' she said, 'you've got to lay +down your wishes on the table for one week.' + +"'I daresay you have,' says Mis' Emmons, looking grave. 'Well, I move +that we amend the constitution of this society, and I move that we do it +next week at the open annual meeting of the Sodality.' + +"'Second the motion,' says I, with my feet on my white bedspread. + +"And somehow the phrase caught Christopher's ear, like a tune might to +march by. + +"'Second a motion--second a motion!' he chants to himself, standing by +Mis' Toplady's knee. + + + + +VIII + + +"I had promised Insley to run in the Cadozas' after the meeting, and see +the little boy; and Mis' Emmons having to go home before she started +back to the Proudfits', Christopher walked along with me. When we got +out to the end of Daphne Street, Insley overtook us on his way out to +the Cadozas', too. + +"His shoes were some muddy, and I guessed that he had been where of late +he'd spent as much time as he could spare, both when he was in the +village and when he was over to Indian Mound. Without digging down into +his eyes, the same as some do to folks that's in trouble, I had sensed +that there had come down on him everybody's hour of cutting something +out of life, which is as elemental a thing to do as dying is, and I +donno but it's the same kind as dying is besides. And he had been taking +his hour in the elemental way, wanting to be alone and to kind of get +near to the earth. I mean tramping the hills, ploughing along the narrow +paths close to the barb' wire fences, plunging into the little groves. +The little groves have such an' I-know look of understanding all about +any difficulty till you walk inside of them, when all to once they stop +seeming to know about your special trouble and begin another kind of +slow soothing, same as summing things up will soothe you, now and then. + +"Chris chattered to him, lovable. + +"'I had some peppermenges,' he says, 'and I like hot ice-cream, too. +Don't you? Can you make that?' he inquires, slipping his hand in +Insley's. + +"Of course this made a pang--when you're hurt, 'most everything makes a +pang. And this must of brought back that one evening with Robin that he +would have to remember, and all the little stupid jokes they'd had that +night must of rose up and hit at him, with the awful power of the little +things that don't matter one bit and yet that matter everything. + +"'What can _you_ make, Chris?' Insley says to him. 'Can you make candy? +And pull it--like this?' + +"'Once a lady stirred me some an' cut it up in squares,' Chris +explained, 'but I never did make any. My mama couldn't make candy, I +guess, but she could make all other things--pancakes an' mittens an' +nice stove fires my mama could make. The bag we got the salt in--she +made me two handkerchiefs out of that bag,' he ended proudly. + +"'Did she--did she?' Insley tempted him on. + +"'Yes,' Chris went on, hopping beside him, 'but now I've got to hurry +an' be a man, 'cause litty boys ain't very good things. Can you make +po'try?' he wound up. + +"'Why, Chris--can you?' Insley asked. + +"'Well, when I was comin' along with my daddy that night I made one,' +the child says. And when Insley questions him a little he got this much +more out of him. 'It started, "Look at the trees so green an' fair,"' he +says, 'but I forget the rest.' + +"'Do you want to be a poet when you grow up?' Insley ask' him. + +"'Yes, I do,' the child says ready. 'I think I'll be that first an' then +I'll be the President, too. But what I'd rather be is the sprinkler-cart +man, wouldn't you?' + +"'Conceivably,' Insley says, and by the look on his face I bet his hand +tightened up on the child's hand. + +"'At Sodality,' I says, 'he just told them he was going to drive loads +of hay. He's made several selections.' + +"He looked at me over the child's head, and I guess we was both +thinking the same thing: Trust nature to work this out alone? +'Conceivably,' again. But all of a sudden I know we both burned to help +to do it. And as Insley talked to the child, I think some touch of his +enterprise come back and breathed on him. In them few last days I +shouldn't wonder if his work hadn't stopped soaring to the meaning of +spirit and sunk down again to be just body drudgery. He couldn't ever +help having his old possessing love of men, and his man's strong +resolution to keep a-going, but I shouldn't wonder if the wings of the +thing he meant to do had got folded up. And Christopher, here, was sort +of releasing them out again. + +"'How's the little Cadoza boy?' I ask' him pretty soon. + +"'He's getting on,' he says. 'Dr. Barrows was down yesterday--he wants +him for a fortnight or so at the hospital in town, where he can have +good care and food. His mother doesn't want him to go. I hoped you'd +talk with her.' + +"Before we got to the Cadoza house Insley looked over to me, enigmatish. +'Want to see something?' he says, and he handed me a letter. I read it, +and some of it I knew what it meant and some of it I didn't. It was +from Alex Proudfit, asking him up to Proudfit House to the house party. + +" ... Ain't it astonishing how awful festive the word 'house party' +sounds. 'Party' sounds festive, though not much more so than 'company' +or 'gathering' that we use more common. 'Ball,' of course, is real +glittering, and paints the inside of your head into pictures, +instantaneous. But a house party--maybe it's because I never was to one; +maybe it's because I never heard of one till late in life; maybe it's +because nobody ever had one before in Friendship Village--but that word +give me all the sensation that 'her golden coach' and 'his silver +armour' and 'good fairy' used to have for me when I was a little girl. +'House party!' Anything shiny might happen to one of them. It's like +you'd took something vanishin', like a party, and just seized onto it +and made it stay longer than Time and the World ever intended. It's like +making a business of the short-lived. + +"Well, some of Alex's letter went about like this:-- + +"'Join us for the whole time, do,' it says, and it went on about there +being rather an interesting group,--'a jolly individualist,' I recollect +he says, 'for your special benefit. He'll convert you where I couldn't, +because he's kept his love for men and I haven't. And of course I've +some women--pretty, bless them, and thank the Lord not one of them +troubling whether she loves mankind or not, so long as men love her. And +there you have Nature uncovered at her task! I shall expect you for +every moment that you can spare....' I remember the wording because it +struck me it was all so like Alex that I could pretty near talk to it +and have it answer back. + +"'Tell me,' Insley says, when I handed the letter back to him, 'you +know--him. Alex Proudfit. Does he put all that on? Is it his mask? Does +he feel differently and do differently when folks don't know?' + +"'Well,' I says, slow, 'I donno. He gives the Cadozas their rent, but +when Mis' Cadoza went to thank him, once, he sent down word for her to +go and see his agent.' + +"He nodded, and I'd never heard him speak bitter before. 'That's it,' he +says, 'that's it. That's the way we bungle things....' + +"We'd got almost to the Cadozas' when we heard an automobile coming +behind us, and as we stood aside to let it go by, Robin's face flashed +past us at the window. Mis' Emmons was with her, that Robin had come +down after. Right off the car stopped and Robin jumped out and come +hurrying back towards us. I'll never forget the minute. We met right in +front of the old tumble-down Cadoza house with the lilacs so high in the +front yard that the place looked pretty near nice, like the rest of the +world. It was a splendid afternoon, one that had got it's gold persuaded +to burst through a gray morning, like colour from a bunch of silver +buds; and now the air was all full of lovely things, light and little +wind and late sun and I donno but things we didn't know about. And +everyone of them seemed in Robin's face as she came towards us, and +more, too, that we couldn't name or place. + +"I think the mere exquisite girlishness of her come home to Insley as +even her strength and her womanliness, that night he talked with her, +had not moved him. I donno but in the big field of his man's dream, he +had pretty near forgot how obvious her charm was. I'm pretty sure that +in those days when he was tramping the hills alone, the thing that he +was fighting with was that he was going to lose her companioning in the +life they both dreamed. But now her hurrying so and her little faint +agitation made her appeal a new thing, fifty times as lovely, fifty +times as feminine, and sort of filling in the picture of herself with +all the different kinds of women she was in one. + +"So now, as he stood there with her, looking down in her face, touching +her friendly hand, I think that was the first real, overhauling minute +when he was just swept by the understanding that his loss was so many +times what he'd thought it was going to be. For it was her that he +wanted, it was her that he would miss for herself and not for any dear +plans of work-fellowship alone. She understood his dream, but there was +other things she understood about, too. A man can love a woman for a +whole collection of little dear things--and he can lose her and grieve; +he can love her for her big way of looking at things, and he can lose +her and grieve; he can love her because she is his work-fellow, and he +can lose her and grieve. But if, on top of one of these, he loves her +because she is she, the woman that knows about life and is capable of +sharing all of life with him and of being tender about it, why then if +he loses her, his grieving is going to be something that there ain't +rightly no name for. And I think it was that minute there in the road +that it first come to Insley that Robin was Robin, that of all the many +women that she was, first and most she was the woman that was capable +of sharing with him all sides of living. + +"'I wanted ...' she says to him, uncertain. 'Oh, I wish very much that +you would accept the invitation to some of the house party. I wanted to +tell you.' + +"'I can't do that,' he answers, short and almost gruff. 'Really I can't +do that.' + +"But it seemed there was even a sort of nice childishness about her that +you wouldn't have guessed. I always think it's a wonderful moment when a +woman knows a man well enough to show some of her childishness to him. +But a woman that shows right off, close on the heels of an introduction, +how childish she can be, it always sort o' makes me mad--like she'd told +her first name without being asked about it. + +"'Please,' Robin says, 'I'm asking it because I wish it very much. I +want those people up there to know you. I want--' + +"He shook his head, looking at her, eyes, mouth, and fresh cheeks, like +he wished he was able to look at her face _all at once_. + +"'At least, at least,' she says to him rapid, then, 'you must come to +the party at the end. You know I want to keep you for my friend--I want +to make you our friend. That night Aunt Eleanor is going to announce my +engagement, and I want my friends to be there.' + +"That surprised me as much as it did him. Nobody in the village knew +about the engagement yet except us two that knew it from that night at +Mis' Emmons's. I wondered what on earth Insley was going to say and I +remember how I hoped, pretty near fierce, that he wasn't going to smile +and bow and wish her happiness and do the thing the world would have +wanted of him. It may make things run smoother to do that way, but +smoothness isn't the only thing the love of folks for folks knows about. +I do like a man that now and then speaks out with the breath in his +lungs and not just with the breath of his nostrils. And that's what +Insley done--that's what he done, only I'm bound to say that I do think +he spoke out before he knew he was going to. + +"'That would be precisely why I couldn't come,' he said. 'Thank you, you +know--but please don't ask me.' + +"As for Robin, at this her eyes widened, and beautiful colour swept her +face. And she didn't at once turn away from him, but I see how she stood +looking at him with a kind of a sharp intentness, less of wonder than of +stopping short. + +"Christopher had run to the automobile and now he come a-hopping back. + +"'Robin!' he called. 'Aunt Eleanor says you haf to be in a dress by +dinner, and it's _now_.' + +"'Do come for dinner, Mr. Insley,' Mis' Emmons calls, as Robin and +Christopher went to join him. 'We've got up a tableau or two for +afterward. Come and help me be a tableau.' + +"He smiled and shook his head and answered her. And that reminded me +that I'd got to hurry like wild, as usual. It was most six o'clock +then,--it always _is_ either most six o'clock or most noon when I get +nearest to being interested,--and that night great things was going to +be going on. Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and the School Board and I was +going to have a tableau of our own. + +"But for all that I couldn't help standing still a minute and looking +after the automobile. It seemed as bad as some kind of a planet, +carrying Robin off for forever and ever. And I wasn't so clear that I +fancied its orbit. + +"'I've got a whole string of minds not to go to that party myself,' I +says, meditative. + +"But Insley never answered. He just come on around the Cadozas' house. + + + + +IX + + +"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I +did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take +their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of +their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just +like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no +ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say. + +"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a +bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in +my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and +tapped me on the arm. + +"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds--the School Board +an' some o' the leadin' citizens has--to appoint a Women's Evenin' +Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' +Sykes should be it.' + +"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin' +of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it +meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.' + +"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got: +'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when +you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you +women should do it.' + +"'Notice _what_?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be +up to an' ain't?' + +"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some +folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the +afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the +store and talk it over. + +"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's +somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.' + +"'_Public_ decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my +letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read. + +"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that +letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every +spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from--my +cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva, +her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she +spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I +done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter +looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess! +It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it. + +"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her +to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to +the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come +to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers +was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was +staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole +section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper +little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture +and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the +parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting. + +"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was +leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless +and patient. + +"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin' +pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?' + +"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he +says, simple,--'sick enough to bust the camera.' + +"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne +Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how +on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There +was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough--what was there to +_like_ about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business? +Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there +registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,--what was +there about any of it to _like_ doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly +real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down +the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head +through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly. + +"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge--' +and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him +hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I +could sense their lives like I could sense my own--level and even and +_darn_. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad +that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back +the feeling. + +"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It +was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun +outlining the situation that he meant about. + +"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work +they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best--I mean +it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's--you know we've all +talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see +they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.' + +"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of +offending some?' + +"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's, +Calliope? Women can do these things better than men. This is somethin' +delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the +authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the +mothers--it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing. + +"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off +on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt--because young folks had +been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no +Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it. + +"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing +that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it--they've +used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit +peelin's--every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the +archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early +mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all +empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the +schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help +us out.' + +"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little +slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt +kind of an interest--though of course the School Board seemed to own it +special. + +"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we +should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full +o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.' + +"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. _I_ think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas +Sykes. + +"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to +stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.' + +"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled. + +"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?' + +"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.' + +"'_What?_' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?' + +"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?' +I says. + +"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says +Silas. + +"'However that is, you _didn't_ set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither +will young folks set there now, I don't believe.' + +"'Well,' says Silas, '_anyhow_, they've got to get off'n the streets. +We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in +stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got +to look out for public decency.' + +"'_Public_ decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's +public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?' + +"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin' +our best to start 'em right?' + +"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around +don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.' + +"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the +first time--ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is +this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've +vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em +_to_?' + +"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas. + +"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '_Ain't it?_' She set thinking for a +minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us +ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do. +But we'll do it, I guess.' + +"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and +look around and see what we see. We all knew--every woman in Friendship +Village knew--how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud +talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other, +helpless, that we _wisht_ something could be done, but that was as far +as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in +a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have +Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to +the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I +guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive _at_. + +"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the +middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store. + +"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet +her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like +her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good +deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin' +to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young +and some pretty and excited. Excited about life and new things and +moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me +to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.' + +"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed +to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and +looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing +it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part +of the house and went and set in the parlour. + +"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a +plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the +_parlour_, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little +while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures +in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to +_do_ in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed +something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked +kind of aimless to the window. + +"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'. + +"I told her, real proud. + +"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says. + +"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid, +Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale +coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.' + +"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well--is they many young people?' + +"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more--but +just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the +parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when +we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought, +'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a +sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.' + +"'Oh, _let's_,' she says, like a little girl. + +"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch--she +done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and +joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and _used_, and we had +a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the +side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph +man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could. + +"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some +time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more +pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He +was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when +to do it. He see the funny in things--he see that the post-office looked +like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like +it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too--he +showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the +fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks +like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was +a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his +pictures. + +"But Minerva--I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in +the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor +the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the +way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little +jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought +it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and +quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny +how just being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they +cousin, more themselves than they was before!' + +"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone +that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I +was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the +night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting +with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour, +and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis' +Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by +the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and +quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I +stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon +happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what +it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like +I never felt in my parlour in my life--all kind of young and free and +springy. + +"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady. +'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.' + +"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've +all three done that again and again. We know how it is down there +evenings.' + +"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway. +I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to +get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around. +To-night let's _look_.' + +"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges. +In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a +place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their +folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge +and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys--little young +things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty +ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the +sheer fun of _hanging around_ on a spring night. + +"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '_what_ is their mothers thinkin' of?' + +"But something else was coming home to me. + +"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the +invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go +and hang over a tombstone with 'em!' + +"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis' Toplady, she kind of +chuckled. And the crowd jostled us--more young folks, talking and +laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more +till we got up in the next block. + +"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or +two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about. +Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the +world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple, +sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in +a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that. + +"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!' + +"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and +I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew +Abe Luck's answering--but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I +betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was +after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of +the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air, +and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little +feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer _fun_, that Em'ly thought +she was having and that she had the right to. + +"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady, +soothin'. + +"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a +good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper, +but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to +her 'good taste' is both of them. + +"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set +down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis' +Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of +a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us +little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch +of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was +young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them--the _young_ humans that +would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all +day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and +when night come, and summer come, and the moon come--land, land! they +_wanted_ something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted. + +"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every +direction, each house with its parlour--four-piece plush set, mebbe, and +ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of +the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even +with somebody to set and talk to them--what was the parlour, compared to +the _magic_ they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and +free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to +do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh +with--no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they +took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza +of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no +automobiles--no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us +all together. No wonder they took it for their own. + +"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with +these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to +unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and +dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As +it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us +all. And yet it come from their same longing for fun, for joy--and +where was they to get it? + +"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if +only we had some place to invite 'em to!' + +"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final. + +"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe +dancin'? Not come!' + +"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go +that far.' + +"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went +so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of +what is.' + +"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes. + +"'Ain't we--_ain't we?_' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how +much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?' + +"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she +says. + +"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask +them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night +for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they +ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks--' + +"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four +sides of my head at once. + +"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every +night out of the year and _built_ for the young folks!' + +"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never +allow 'em to use the schoolhouse _that_ way. The Board wouldn't think of +it!' + +"'_Whose_ Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine +and Friendship Village's? Come on--come on and put it to 'em,' I says, +kind o' wild. + +"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me +talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes +holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself. +But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt. + +"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that +before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out +right under their noses, an' not sense it?' + +"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I +could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we +hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes not convinced but +keeping still because us two talked it so hard. + +"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of +the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried +right up to them. + +"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.' + +"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the +doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says, +'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was +eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like _shieldin'_ her from +somethin' as I feel to-night.' + +"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to +get some law goin', that's all.' + +"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I +donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.' + +"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets. +Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em _to_?' + +"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em +off somewheres. _Where to?_ What say, Silas?' + +"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us +harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more +parents. Leave 'em use 'em.' + +"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief. +'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.' + +"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she +snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis' +Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.' + +"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct +themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way. + +"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady, +frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the +same.' + +"'Me, too,' I says, fervent. + +"'What you goin' to _do_?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and +bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee +for this thing, same as the curfew is.' + +"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got--that's what we've +got. Them poor young things wants a good time--same as you and all of +us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be +together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for +'em?' + +"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to _get_ a +place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?' + +"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em +the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things +doin'.' + +"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't +no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope +Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'--why, woman alive, who's goin' to +donate the light an' the coal? _You?_' + +"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was _for_ the +good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp. + +"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their _good_. It ain't for their +foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?' + +"'Is arithmetic good an' morals _not_, Silas Sykes?' I says. + +"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope', +s'he,--'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they +would a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the +United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops +an' hearin' dance tunes?' + +"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the +United States _go_. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme +the cough drops.' + +"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse. + +"Timothy groans. '_Dancin!_' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you +ain't sunk so low as Calliope?' + +"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself. +'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in +for _somethin'_.' + +"'_I_ ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '_I_ believe +the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good +as enforcin' the dignity of the law.' + +"'Oh, _rot_!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a +word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he +wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does--it wasn't a real +elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your +pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in +enforcin' the law as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round +accordin' to your cloth--an' your pattern. An' your pattern.' + +"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you +an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.' + +"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to +either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting +broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on +anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as +mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street, +wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings +in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for +yourself to use it. + +"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard +somebody laugh--a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a +woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of +singing. I was right onto them before they see me. + +"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it +ain't.' + +"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the +evergreens, was Minerva Beach, my own cousin, and the little, tired +photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to +sense where the minute really belonged--that's always a good thing to +do, ain't it?--and then I says, cool as you please: + +"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't +stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my +lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and +let's have it, and make a little lemonade.' + +"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the +evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a +party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals +than ordinary, too. + +"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There +had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome +to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird +wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in +Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of +housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd +never once thought of this, that's as big as them all. + +"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced towns! He never puts in a Silas +Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what +the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and +I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and +there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand. + +"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I +are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily +accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set +on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along. +He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten +o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get +in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night--you an' Mis' Toplady.' + +"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression. + +"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm +leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks +like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual, +and went off down the path. + +"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand. +And then, 'Eppleby,' I sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel +just like I was going to _crow_!' + +"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have +hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I +left my breakfast dishes standing--a thing I do for the very few--and I +went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left +_her_ dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew +we could depend on--Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to +be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she +wasn't in her mourning grief--we told 'em the whole thing. And we one +and all got together and we see that here was something that could be +done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big +enough and unafraid. + +"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the +notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to +the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice +everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone +too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes--all but Abagail, that +had pitched in to making the cakes--and we told her what we'd done, so +she shouldn't have any of the blame. + +"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because +calm is grand lady. + +"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women +run things.' + +"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the +land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an' +women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see +that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four +families.' + +"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal. + +"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in +my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.' + +"We went off and left her--it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes +into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations. +And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring. + +"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree +looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call +for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come downstairs in a little +white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of +anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a +little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves. + +"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers. + +"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this +town!' + +"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was +awful lonesome here, but I guess--' + +"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant. + +"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man. + +"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and +forth careless, and--'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you +ever travelled anywheres?' + +"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when--' + +"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one +place, unless,' she added, 'it's _awful_ nice.' + +"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the +door. I see it like I never see it before--_They was living_. Them two +young things out there on my porch, and all the young folks of +Friendship Village, they was just living--trying to find a future and a +life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted +was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But +here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together +wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that +knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just +letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers +to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them +live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of +Friendship Village. + +"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if +I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way. + +"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of +different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up. +Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick +building looked _conscious_, and like it had just opened its eyes and +turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks +that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the +recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates for the candy making, and +Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other +ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the +cakes. + +"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls +nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls, +shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody--they come +from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like. + +"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law +and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time +they had that first night. + +"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time, +and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one +couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the +sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out +of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see +what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in +five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the +house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending +eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly houses or doing I donno +what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good +time and having it--_and having it_. + +"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door. + +"'_Dancin'!_' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my +conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.' + +"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting +on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for +years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe +an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.' + +"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but _my_ marrow +might get use' to it.' + +"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody +had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the +tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse +entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle, +and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that +they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh. +Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there. + +"And so he done. Almost before I knew it they stepped out onto us, +setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from +being brave, but from intending to jump _first_. + +"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences +ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed +yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it +works.' + +"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you? +Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you? +Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light +for this night's performance?' + +"'Real surprised,' I says, dry. + +"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?' + +"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things +to row, Timothy.' + +"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here +for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're +ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.' + +"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window, +whirled around. + +"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But +what you going to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that +ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I +knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the +schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.' + +"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the +schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on +before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:-- + +"'The town's nothin' but _roots_, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin' +up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some +kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great, +expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year, +an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for +all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built +it _for_ chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy +the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but +don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort +o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your +iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops +there! Open the buildin' in the name of public decency, but in the name +of public decency, don't shut it up!' + +"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up, +quiet, on the bottom step. + +"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was +keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin' +school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh +ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the +schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I +remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them +young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin +an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!' + +"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music +struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing, +the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking +on. + +"'_Dancin'!_' says Timothy, shuddering--but looking, too. + +"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots +prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?' + +"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says. +'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.' + +"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you +want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!' + +"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.' + +"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a +minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a +march on by the women!' + +"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push +them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't +anything more to worry over. But me--I waited out there in the entry +till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down +there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils. + + + + +X + + +"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday +living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left +behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green, +but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a +family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the +conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was +let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine +for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and +like both belonged to the household. + +"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting +with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to +help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap +quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to +do--it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a +drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex +Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to go, but Robin says to +me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're +doing--if you don't mind.' + +"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young +ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day, +she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it +without seeming to.' + +"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like +that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all +the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace +time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a +woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be +when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his +day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual +arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off, +seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But +somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door +before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at +him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her. + +"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with +magnificent macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by +ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells +her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting +up for from nine to ten hours preceding.' + +"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly--this green +room.' + +"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the +room--the house?' + +"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?' + +"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you +know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the +feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very +decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really +wanted has failed us.' + +"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says. + +"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not +because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about +throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't +come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of +mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do +you think you would like to live? Not to settle down, you know, but for +the Eternal Place To Come Back To?' + +"'To come back to?' Robin repeated. + +"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained. +'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make +home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away +for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I +think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is +everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in +a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home +is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off, +it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd +like to be. We are becoming nomadic again--only this time we own the +world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin +Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.' + +"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the +whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in +and stay in spoke from her to Alex. + +"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says. + +"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank. + +"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I +know where things are going to come up.' + +"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too. + +"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and +somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do +you?' + +"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she +explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.' + +"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll +plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them +bloom. No?' + +"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both +laughed. + +"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We +want what the whole world can give.' + +"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says. + +"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair. + +"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in +this life: that's you and I. The world has got to teach us a number of +things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old +world.' + +"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But +she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess +past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out, +without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact +bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting +there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own, +Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the +Proudfits' conservatory. + +"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found +him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as +hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how +eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native +instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon +God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in +peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to +believing that destruction was a part of the process. + +"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?' + +"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.' + +"'What are they for?' I ask' him. + +"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out _slickery_.' + +"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works, +destroying what comes out _slickery_ and leaving that alone that resists +her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none. + +"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy +puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little +tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces +with Chris in it:-- + +"'Supper, supper--here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels +goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d--' says he, some louder than saying and +almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant: +'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for +nothing. + +"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?' + +"'It isn't _by_, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet, +did it?' + +"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.' + +"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops, +then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?' +he says. + +"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing +to-day?' she asks. + +"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its +party. An' I'm to it.' + +"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked. + +"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it--it talks wiv its lights. I +saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at +her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would +come,' he says, patient. + +"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most +tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long +out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody +coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand, +and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face +bright with whatever she was thinking about. + +"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow--a dear little fellow. And +all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?' + +"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a minute. 'How ours?' he asks. +'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.' + +"'No, no,' she says. '_Ours._ To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let +him be really ours.' + +"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative. + +"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle +that way with somebody's life.' + +"She looked at him, not understanding. + +"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely +into the office of destiny--keeping, bringing-up, making, as you +say--meddling with, I call it--anybody's life.' + +"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put +him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled. + +"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my +dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads +you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?' + +"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out +whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain. + +"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible, +as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort. +She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what +you are saving?' + +"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?' + +"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends. + +"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought +her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment. + +"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And +for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims +him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.' + +"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love +with her--unless he is the special kind--he begins thinking how much +sweeter and softer and _womaner_ she is when she's just plain gentle. +And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he +remembers her being--that is, unless he's special, unless he's special. +Like Alex got uneasy now. + +"'My heavens, dear,' he says--and I judged Alex had got to be one of +them men that lays a lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so +solemnly believes they're keeping their temper--'My heavens, dear, don't +misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and +abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated +wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The +personal contact is going it a little too strong.' + +"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin. + +"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental--in an age when everybody +can do things better than one can do them oneself.' + +"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was +watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as +though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was +watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet +amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he +was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and +in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy; +he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world +was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of +vague--commendably again; and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein +silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be +firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn +firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to +embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a +sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done +then with a serious, settled look of Woman--the Woman everlasting, +wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child.... + +"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it +didn't have no card. + +"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless. +'It's Mr. Insley.' + +"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was +gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little +festivities.' + +"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why _poor_?' she asks. + +"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world, +instead of wearing the world like a garment--when it would fit him.' + +"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I +almost jumped: + +"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at +all,' was what she said. + +"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of +indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a +good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set +fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard +Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us.... + +"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked. +Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for, +and he put it blunt. + +"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour +ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking +ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I +got to him. He was little--I picked him up quite easily and got him back +into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor +came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He +asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who +belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.' + +"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows +rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered. + +"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought +to go at once. I'll take him down now.' + +"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father--is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly +is he off?' + +"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a +street brawl in the City--it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of +blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought +it would be, at most.' + +"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a +take-for-granted thing. + +"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there +with him.' + +"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he. +'Impossible.' + +"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that +was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris +spied Insley, and come running to him. + +"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself +all over him. + +"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me +think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her +way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever +since. + +"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something. +Something about daddy--your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and +he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear +heart--will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you +that?' + +"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a +sudden, terrible grown-up-ness. + +"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he _go out_, +like my mama?' + +"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her. + +"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!' + +"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look. + +"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me--needs me. Why, how could I +do anything else?' + +"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much +less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about +him. + +"'May I venture to remind you,' he says--like a little thin edge of +something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and +deep if you let it--'May I venture to remind you that your aunt is +announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your +mind.' + +"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind +except this poor little thing here. Alex--it's early. He'll sleep after +a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked +Insley, quiet. + +"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris +clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and +only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join +him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at +once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks +was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went +into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I +thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the +world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley +begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there +with Chris and him and me--he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't. +Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and +let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath, but that reaches +down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to +leave. + +"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The +whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way +she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to +it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow +down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris. + +"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me. +I've got to be here--but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you. +Get back as soon as you can, Robin.' + +"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done +everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the +little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped +her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a +hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come +back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess, +Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on +him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a +real dignity so that Robin said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness, +as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that. +For, after all, she _was_ going--there was no getting back of that. And +when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not +the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going +off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant. + +"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the +two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing +over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The +time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the +day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have +slipped into it, with shut sails--so still that Robin spoke of it with +surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that +can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish +she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music +or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say +would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's +life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless +it's when I first wake up in the morning; then any talking always seems +like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains. + +"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was +thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with +her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have +found him. + +"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped +being, except some great thing.' + +"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she +seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense--though never in the +consciousness--that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and +to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which +she was moving along, assentin'. + +"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was. +I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then, +with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her +being near him seemed. + +"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.' + +"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.' + +"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice--well, I tell you, +his voice looked. + +"'What do you mean?' he says--just said it a little and like he didn't +dare trust it to say itself any more. + +"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says. + +"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had +been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off +across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each +side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted +to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun, +without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds +of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out +just the way it was _a-purpose_. There wasn't any unintentional +assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of +his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just +the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful +when he answered. + +"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting +up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll have +no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have +rest before to-night.' + +"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes +dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I +use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about, +but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a +trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a +person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then. +The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was +the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note +of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And +while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off +toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what +might have been in his voice. + +"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random, +'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.' + +"'The village?' she asked. + +"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in +are so--dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.' + +"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile. +And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between +clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment. + +"Chris looked up in Insley's face. + +"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on +this new brown middie.' + +"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty--and that +time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped +at the cottage gate. + + + + +XI + + +"The lonesome little parlour at Mis' Cadoza's was so far past knowing +how to act with folks in it, that it never changed expression when we +threw open the shutters. Rooms that are used to folks always sort of +look up when the shutters are opened; some rooms smile back at you; some +say something that you just lose, through not turning round from the +window quite quick enough. But Mis' Cadoza's parlour was such a poor +folkless thing that it didn't make us any reply at all nor let on to +notice the light. It just set there, kind of numb, merely enduring +itself. + +"'You poor thing,' I thought, 'nobody come in time, did they?' + +"Insley picked out a cane-seat rocker that had once known how to behave +in company, and drew it to the window. Ain't it nice, no matter what +kind of a dumb room you've got into, you can open its window and fit the +sky onto the sill, and feel right at home.... + +"Robin sat there with Chris in her arms, waiting for any stir in the +front bedroom. I went in the bedroom, while Dr. Heron told me about the +medicine, and it seemed to me the bare floor and bare walls and +dark-coloured bedcovers was got together to suit the haggardy unshaven +face on the pillow. Christopher's father never moved. I set in the +doorway, so as to watch him, and Insley went with the doctor to the +village to bring back some things that was needed. And I felt like we +was all the first settlers of somewheres. + +"Chris was laying so still in Robin's arms that several times she looked +down to see if he was awake. But every time his eyes was wide and dark +with that mysterious child look that seems so much like thought. It kind +of hurt me to see him doing nothing--that's one of the parts about +sickness and dying and some kinds of trouble that always twists +something up in my throat: The folks that was so eager and able and +flying round the house just being struck still and not able to go on +with everyday doings. I know when Lyddy Ember, the dressmaker, died and +I looked at her laying there, it seemed to me so surprising that she +couldn't hem and fell and cut out with her thumb crooked like she +done--and that she didn't know a dart from a gore; her hands looked so +much like she knew how yet. It's like being inactive made death or grief +double. And it's like working or playing around was a kind of life.... +The whole house seemed inactive and silence-struck, even to the kitchen +where Mis' Cadoza and the little lame boy was. + +"Robin set staring into the lilacs that never seemed to bloom, and I +wondered what she was thinking and mebbe facing. But when she spoke, it +was about the Cadoza kitchen. + +"'Miss Marsh,' she says, 'what kind of people must they be that can stay +alive in a kitchen like that?' + +"'Pioneers,' I says. 'They's a lot of 'em pioneerin' away and not +knowing it's time to stop.' + +"'But the dirt--' she says. + +"'What do you expect?' I says. 'They're emergin' out of dirt. But they +_are_ emergin'.' + +"'Don't it seem hopeless?' says she. + +"'Oh, I donno,' I says; 'dirt gets to be apples--so be you plant 'em.' + +"But the Cadoza kitchen _was_ fearful. When we come through it, Mis' +Cadoza was getting supper, and she'd woke up nameless smells of greasy +things. There the bare table was piled with the inevitable mix-up of +unwashed dishes that go along with the Mis' Cadozas of this world, so +that you wonder how they ever got so much crockery together. There the +floor wasn't swept, clothes was drying on a line over the stove, Spudge +was eating his supper on the window-sill, and in his bed in the corner +lay little Eph, so white and frail and queer-coloured that you felt you +was looking on something bound not to last till much after you'd stopped +looking. And there was Mis' Cadoza. When we had come through the +kitchen, little Eph had said something glad at seeing Insley and hung +hold of his hand and told him how he meant to model a clay Patsy, +because it was Patsy, the dog, that had gone out in the dark and first +brought Insley in to see him. + +"'An' when I'm big,' the child says, 'I'm going to make a clay _you_, +Mr. Insley.' + +"Mis' Cadoza had turned round and bared up her crooked teeth. + +"'Don't you be impident!' she had said, raspish, throwing her hand out +angular. + +"Mis' Cadoza was like somebody that hadn't got outside into the daylight +of _Yet_. She was ignorant, blind to life, with some little bit of a +corner of her brain working while the rest lay stock-still in her skull; +unclean of person, the mother to no end of nameless horrors of +habit--and her blood and the blood of some creature like her had been +poured into that poor little boy, sickly, bloodless, not ready for the +struggle. + +"'_Is_ there any use trying to do anything with anybody like that?' +says Robin. + +"'_Is_ there?' says I, but I looked right straight at Christopher. If +there wasn't no use trying to do anything with little Eph, with his +mother out there in the kitchen, then what was the use of trying to do +anything with Chris, with his father here in the front bedroom? Sick +will, tainted blood, ruined body--to what were we all saving Chris? +Maybe to misery and final defeat and some awful going out. + +"'I don't know,' she says, restless. 'Maybe Alex is right....' + +"She looked out towards the lilac bushes again, and I knew how all of a +sudden they probably dissolved away to be the fine green in the +conservatory at Proudfit House, and how she was seeing herself back in +the bright room, with its summer of leaves, and before the tea wagon, +making tea for Alex lounging in his low chair, begging her not, in +heaven's name, to try to teach the wise old world.... + +" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows. +In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging +passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex +would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure of long +days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little +happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks, +of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do +and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the +last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the +plain _safety_ of the unchanging, of going along and going along and +leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work +themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was +wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to +do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in +Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could +and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of +the material that is cheap and abundant--like Chris.... + +"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I +says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way _is_ best. Mebbe she knows best when to +let them die off.' + +"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up. + +"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered. + +"She nodded at him. + +"'What for?' he asks. + +"'Just loving,' she answered. + +"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the +medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled +and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light, +and then he stopped beside Robin--as gentle as a woman over a plant--and +asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several +times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as +children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he +had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little +something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he +was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence. + +"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to +hear--the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards +Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found +Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the +sagging Brussels couch. + +"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority +that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was +just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take +him in at the least change--but you must go back at once.' + +"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly +willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them +wanted to stay with Chris. + +"Insley picked up some little belongings of hers, seeming to know them +without being told, and because the time was so queer, and mebbe because +death was in the next room, and mebbe for another reason or two, I could +guess how, all the while he was answering her friendly questions about +the little Cadoza boy--all that while the Personal, the _Personal_, like +a living thing, hovered just beyond his words. And at last it just +naturally came in and possessed what he was saying. + +"'I can't thank you enough for coming down here,' he says. 'It's meant +everything to Chris--and to me.' + +"She glanced up at him with her pretty near boyish frankness, that had +in it that night some new element of confidence and charm and just being +dear. + +"'Don't thank me,' she says, 'it was mine to do, too. And besides, I +haven't done anything. And I'm running away!' + +"He looked off up the road towards where, on its hill, Proudfit House +was a-setting, a-glowing in all its windows, a-waiting for her to come, +and to have her engagement to another man announced in it, and then to +belong up there for ever and ever. He started to say something--I donno +whether he knew what or whether he didn't; but anyhow he changed his +mind and just opened the door for her, the parlour door that I bet was +as surprised to be used as if it had cackled. + +"The Proudfit motor had stood waiting at the gate all this while, and as +they got out to it, Dr. Heron drove up, and with him was Mis' +Hubbelthwait come to enquire. So Robin waited outside to see what Dr. +Heron should say when he had seen Chris's father again, and I went to +the door to speak to Mis' Hubbelthwait. + +"'Liquor's what ails him fast enough,' Mis' Hubbelthwait whispers--Mis' +Hubbelthwait would of whispered in the middle of a forty-acre field if +somebody had said either birth or death to her. 'Liquor's what ails him. +I know 'em. I remember the nice, well-behaved gentleman that come to the +hotel and only lived one night after. "Mr. Elder," I says to him, +severe, "you needn't to tell me your stomach ain't one livin' pickle, +for I know it is!" An' he proved it by dyin' that very night. If he +didn't prove it, I don't know what he did prove. "Alcoholism," Dr. Heron +called it, but I know it was liquor killed him. No use dressin' up +words. An' I miss my guess if this here poor soul ain't the self-same +river to cross.' + +"She would have come in, but there's no call for the whole town to nurse +a sick-bed, I always think--and so she sort of hung around a minute, +sympathetic and mum, and then slimpsed off with very little starch to +her motions, like when you walk for sick folks. I looked out to where +Robin and Insley was waiting by the big Proudfit planet that was going +to take her on an orbit of its own; and all of a sudden, with them in +front of me and with what was behind me, the awful _good-byness_ of +things sort of shut down on me, and I wanted to do something or tell +somebody something, I didn't know what, before it was too late; and I +run right down to them two. + +"'Oh,' I says, scrabblin' some for my words, 'I want to tell you +something, both of you. If it means anything to either of you to know +that there's a little more to me, for having met both of you--then I +want you to know it. And it's true. You both--oh, I donno,' I says, +'what it is--but you both kind of act like life was a person, and like +it wasn't just your dinner to be et.... And I kind of know the person, +too....' + +"I knew what I meant, but meant things and said things don't often match +close. And yet I donno but they understood me. Anyway, they both took +hold of a hand of mine, and said some little broke-off thing that I +didn't rightly get. But I guess that we all knew that we all knew. And +in a minute I went back in the house, feeling like I'd got the best of +some time when I might of wished, like we all do, that I'd let somebody +know something while then was then. + +"When I got inside the door, I see right off by Dr. Heron's face that +there'd been some change. And sure enough there was. Chris's father had +opened his eyes and had spoke. And I done what I knew Robin would have +wanted; I wheeled round and went to the door and told her so. + +"'He's come to,' I says, 'and he's just asked for Chris.' + +"Sharp off, Robin turned to say something to the man waiting in the +automobile. Insley tried to stop her, but she put him by. They come back +into the cottage together, and the Proudfit automobile started steaming +back to Proudfit House without her. + +"Once again Robin roused Chris, as she had roused him on the night when +he slept on the church porch; she just slipped her hands round his +throat and lifted his face, and this time she kissed him. + +"'Come with Robin,' she said. + +"Chris opened his eyes and for a minute his little senses come +struggling through his sleep, and then with them come dread. He looked +up in Robin's face, piteous. + +"'Did my daddy _go out_?' he asks, shrill, 'like my mama did?' + +"'No, no, dear,' Robin said. 'He wants you to say good-by to him first, +you know. Be still and brave, for Robin.' + +"There wasn't no way to spare him, because the poor little figure on the +bed was saying his name, restless, to restless movements. I was in there +by him, fixing him a little something to take. + +"'Where's Chris?' the sick man begged. 'Look on the church steps--' + +"They took Chris in the room, and Insley lifted him up to Robin's knee +on the chair beside the bed. + +"'Hello--my nice daddy,' Chris says, in his little high voice, and +smiles adorable. 'I--I--I was waitin' for you all this while.' + +"His father put out his hand, awful awkward, and took the child's arm +about the elbow. I'll never forget the way the man's face looked. It +didn't looked _used_, somehow--it looked all sort of bare and barren, +and like it hadn't been occupied. I remember once seeing a brand-new +house that had burned down before anybody had ever lived in it, and some +of it stuck up in the street, nice new doors, nice hardwood stairway, +new brick chimney, and everything else all blackened and spoiled and +done for, before ever it had been lived in. That was what Chris's +father's face made me think of. The outline was young, and the eyes was +young--young and burning--but there was the man's face, all spoiled and +done for, without ever having been used for a face at all. + +"'Hello, sonny,' he says, weak. 'Got a good home?' + +"'He's in a good home, with good people, Mr. Bartlett,' Insley told him. + +"'For keeps?' Chris's father asks, his eyes burning at Insley's over the +boy's head. + +"'We shall look after him somehow, among us,' Robin says. 'Don't worry +about him, Mr. Bartlett. He's all right.' + +"The father's look turned toward her and it sort of lingered there a +minute. And then it lit up a little--he didn't smile or change +expression, but his look lit up some. + +"'You're the kind of a one I meant,' he says. 'I wanted he should have a +good home. I--I done pretty good for you, didn't I, Chris?' he says. + +"Chris leaned way over and pulled at his sleeve. 'You--you--you come in +our house, too,' he says. + +"'No, sonny, no,' says the man. 'I guess mebbe I'm--goin' somewheres +else. But I done well by you, didn't I? Your ma and I always meant you +should hev a good home. I'm glad--if you've got it. It's nicer than +bein' with me--ain't it? Ain't it?' + +"Chris, on Robin's knee, was leaning forward on the bed, his hand +patting and pulling at his father's hand. + +"'If you was here, then it is,' the child says. + +"At that his father smiled--and that was the first real, real look that +had come into his face. And he looked around slow to the rest of us. + +"'I wasn't never the kind to hev a kid,' he says. 'The drink had me--had +me hard. I knew I'd got to find somebody to show him--about growin' up. +I'm glad you're goin' to.' + +"He shut his eyes and Chris threw himself forward and patted his face. + +"'Daddy!' he cried, 'I wanted to tell you--I had that hot ice-cream +an'--an'--an' tea on a litty wagon....' + +"Robin drew him back, hushed him, looked up questioning to Insley. And +while we all set there, not knowing whether to leave or to stay, the man +opened his eyes, wide and dark. + +"'I wish't it had been different,' he said. 'Oh--_God_....' + +"Chris leans right over, eager, towards him. + +"'Didn't he say anything back?' he says. + +"'I guess so,' the man says, thick. 'I guess if you're a good boy, he +did.' Then he turned his head and looked straight at Robin. 'Don't you +forget about his throat, will you?' he says. +'It--gets--sore--awful--easy....' + +"He stopped talking, with a funny upsetting sound in his voice. It +struck me then, like it has since, how frightful it was that neither him +nor Chris thought of kissing each other--like neither one had brought +the other up to know how. And yet Chris kissed all of us when we asked +him--just like something away back in him knew how, without being +brought up to know. + +"He knew how to cry, though, without no bringing up, like folks do. As +Robin come with him out of the room, Chris hid his face in her skirts, +crying miserable. She set down by the window with him in her arms, and +Insley went and stood side of them, not saying anything. I see them so, +while Dr. Heron and I was busy for a minute in the bedroom. Then we come +out and shut the door--ain't it strange, how one minute it takes so many +people around the bed, and next minute, there's the one that was the one +left in there all alone, able to take care of itself. + +"Dr. Heron went away, and Robin still set there, holding Chris. All of a +sudden he put up his face. + +"'Robin,' he says, 'did--did my daddy leave me a letter?' + +"'A letter?' she repeated. + +"'To tell me what to do,' says the child. 'Like before. On the church +steps.' + +"'No--why, no, Chris,' she answers him. 'He didn't have to do that, you +know.' + +"His eyes was holding hers, like he wanted so much to understand. + +"'Then how'll I know?' he asks, simple. + +"It seemed to me it was like a glass, magnifying living, had suddenly +been laid on life. Here he was, in the world, with no 'letter' to tell +him what to do. + +"All she done was just to lay her cheek right close to his cheek. + +"'Robin is going to tell you what to do,' she says, 'till you are big +enough to know.' + +"Insley stood there looking at her, and his face was like something had +just uncovered it. And the minute seemed real and simple and almost +old--as if it had begun to be long, long before. It was kind of as if +Robin's will was the will of all women, away back for ever and ever in +time, to pour into the world their power of life and of spirit, through +a child. + + +"Insley went out in the kitchen to see Mis' Cadoza about some +arrangements--if 'Arrangements' means funerals, it always seems like the +word was spelt different and stiffer--and we was setting there in that +sudden, awful idleness that comes on after, when there was the noise of +an automobile on the Plank Road, and it stopped to the cottage and Alex +Proudfit come springing up to the front door. He pushed it open and come +in the room, and he seemed to put the minute in capitals, with his voice +and his looks and his clothes. I never see clothes so black and so white +and so just-so as Alex Proudfit's could be, and that night they was more +just-so than usual. That night, his hands, with their thick, strange +ring, and his dark, kind of _even_ face was like some fancy picture of a +knight and a lover. But his face never seemed to me to be made very much +a-purpose and just for him. It was rather like a good sample of a good +brand, and like a good sample of any other good brand would have done +him just as well. His face didn't fit him inevitable, like a cork to a +bottle. It was laid on more arbitrary, like a window on a landscape, and +you could have seen the landscape through any other window just as well, +or better. + +"'Robin!' he said, 'why did you let the car come back without you? We've +been frantic with anxiety.' + +"She told him in a word or two what had happened, and he received it +with his impressions just about half-and-half: one-half relief that the +matter was well over and one-half anxiety for her to hurry up. Everyone +was at the house, everyone was wondering. Mrs. Emmons was anxious.... +'My poor Robin, you've overtaxed your strength,' he ends. 'You'll look +worn and not yourself to-night. It's too bad of it. Come, for heaven's +sake, let's be out of this. Come, Calliope....' + +He asked her if she had anything to bring, and he gathered up what she +told him was hers. I got ready, too, so's to go up to Proudfit House to +put Chris to bed and set by him awhile. And just as I was going out to +let Insley know we was leaving, the door to the other room opened and +there stood Mis' Cadoza. I see she'd twisted her hair over fresh and +she'd put on a collar. I remember now the way I felt when she spoke. + +"'I've got the coffee pot on and some batter stirred up,' says she, kind +of shame-faced. 'I thought mebbe some hot pan-cakes and somethin' hot to +drink'd go good--with Mr. Insley an' all of you.' + +"Alex started to say something--heaven knows what--but Robin went right +straight up to Mis' Cadoza--and afterwards I thought back to how Robin +didn't make the mistake of being too grateful. + +"'How I'd like them!' she says, matter-of-fact. 'But I've got a lot of +people waiting for me, and I oughtn't to keep them....' + +"Insley spoke up from where he was over on the edge of little Eph's bed, +and I noticed Mis' Cadoza had tried to neaten up the kitchen some, and +she'd set the table with oil-cloth and some clean dishes. + +"'I was afraid you'd all stay,' he says, 'and I do want all the +pan-cakes. Hurry on--you're keeping back our supper.' + +"He nodded to Alex, smiled with us, and come and saw us out the door. +Mis' Cadoza come too, and Robin and I shook hands with her for +goodnight. And as Mis' Cadoza stood there in her own door, seeing us +off, and going to be hostess out in her own kitchen, I wondered to +myself if it was having a collar on, or what it was, that give her a +kind of pretty near dignity. + +"I got in the front seat of the car. Chris was back in the tonneau +between Robin and Alex, and as we started he tried to tell Alex what had +happened. + +"'My--my--my daddy----' he says. + +"'Poor little cuss,' says Alex. 'But how extremely well for the child, +Robin, that the beggar died. Heavens, how I hate your going in these +ghastly places. My poor Robin, what an experience for _to-night_! For +our to-night....' + +"She made a sudden move, abrupt as a bird springing free of something +that's holding it. She spoke low, but I heard every word of it. + +"'Alex,' she said, 'we've made a mistake, you and I. But it isn't too +late to mend it now.' + + + + +XII + + +"'I hope, Calliope,' said Postmaster Silas Sykes to me, 'that you ain't +in favour of women suffrage.' + +"'No, Silas,' says I, 'I ain't.' + +"And I felt all over me a kind of a nice wild joy at saying a thing that +I knew a male creature would approve of. + +"Silas was delivering the groceries himself that day, and accepting of a +glass of milk in my kitchen doorway. And on my kitchen stoop Letty +Ames--that had come home in time for the Proudfit party--was a-sitting, +a-stitching away on a violet muslin breakfast-cap. It was the next day +after the party and my regular wash-day and I was glad to be back in my +own house, washing quiet, with Emerel Daniel to help me. + +"'At school,' says Letty, 'everybody was for it.' + +"'I know it,' says Silas, gloomy. 'The schools is goin' to the dogs, +hot-foot. Women suffrage, tinkerin' pupils' teeth, cremation--I don't +know what-all their holdin' out for. In my day they stuck to 'rithmetic +and toed the crack.' + +"'That isn't up to date, Mr. Sykes,' says Letty, to get Silas riled. + +"It done it. He waved his left arm, angular. + +"'Bein' up to date is bein' up to the devil,' he begun, raspish, when I +cut in, hasty and peaceful. + +"'By the way, Silas,' I says, 'speaking of dates, it ain't more'n a +_year_ past the time you aldermen was going to clear out Black Hollow, +is it? Ain't you going to get it done _this_ spring?' + +"'Oh, dum it, no,' Silas says. 'They're all after us now to get to +pavin' that new street.' + +"'That street off there in the marsh. I know they are,' I says innocent. +'Your cousin's makin' the blocks, ain't he, Silas?' + +"Just then, in from the shed where she was doing my washing come Emerel +Daniel--a poor little thing that looked like nothing but breath with the +skin drawn over it--and she was crying. + +"'Oh, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'I guess you'll have to leave me go home. I +left little Otie so sick--I hadn't ought to of left him--only I did want +the fifty cents....' + +"'Otie!' I says. 'I thought Otie was getting better.' + +"'I've kept sayin' so because I was ashamed to let folks know,' Emerel +says, 'an' me leavin' him to work. But I had to have the money--' + +"'Land,' I says, 'of course you did. Go on home. Silas'll take you in +the delivery wagon, won't you, Silas? You're going right that way, ain't +you?' + +"'I wasn't,' says Silas, 'but I can go round that way to oblige.' That's +just exactly how Silas is. + +"'Emerel,' I says, 'when you go by the Hollow, you tell Silas what you +was tellin' me--about the smells from there into your house. Silas,' I +says, 'that hole could be filled up with sand-bar sand dirt cheap, now +while the river's low, and you know it.' + +"'Woman--' Silas begins excitable. + +"'Of course you can't,' I saved him the trouble, 'not while the council +is running pavement halfway acrost the swamp to graft off'n the Wooden +Block folks. That's all, Silas. I know you, head and heart,' I says, +some direct. + +"'You don't understand city dealin's no more'n--Who-a!' Silas yells, +pretending his delivery horse needed him, and lit down the walk, Emerel +following. Silas reminds me of the place in the atmosphere where a +citizen ought to be, and ain't. + +"Emerel had left the clothes in the bluing water, so I stood and talked +with Letty a minute, stitching away on her muslin breakfast-cap. + +"'I'd be for women voting just because Silas isn't,' she says, feminine. + +"'In them words,' says I to her, 'is some of why women shouldn't do it. +The most of 'em reason,' I says, 'like rabbits!' + +"Letty sort of straightened up and looked at me, gentle. She just +graduated from the Indian Mound School and, in spite of yourself, you +notice what she says. 'You're mistaken, Miss Marsh,' says she, 'I +believe in women voting because we're folks and mothers, and we can't +bring up our children with men taking things away from 'em that we know +they'd ought to have. I want to bring up my children by my votes as well +as by my prayers,' says she. + +"'_Your_ children!' says I. + +"I donno if you've ever noticed that look come in a girl's face when she +speaks of her children that are going to be sometime? Up to that minute +I'd 'a' thought Letty's words was brazen. But when I see how she looked +when she said it, I sort of turned my eyes away, kind of half reverent. +We didn't speak so when I was a girl. The most we ever heard mentioned +like that was when our mothers showed us our first baby dress and told +us that was for _our_ baby--and then we always looked away, squeamish. + +"'That's kind of nice,' I says, slow, 'your owning up, out loud that +way, that maybe you might possibly have--have one, sometime.' + +"'My mother has talked to me about it since I began to +know--everything,' Letty said. + +"That struck awful near home. + +"'I always wisht,' I says, 'I'd talked with my mother--like that. I +always wisht I'd had her tell me about the night I was born. I think +everybody ought to know about that. But I remember when she begun to +speak about it, I always kind of shied off. I should think it would of +hurt her. But then,' I says, 'I never had any of my own. So it don't +matter.' + +"'Oh, yes, you have, Miss Marsh,' says Letty. + +"I looked at her, blank. + +"'Every child that's born belongs to you,' says Letty to me, solemn. + +"'Go on,' says I, to draw her out. 'I wouldn't own most of the little +jackanapesses.' + +"'But you _do_,' says Letty, 'and so do I! So does every woman, mother +or not.' + +"She set the little violet muslin cap on her head to try it, and swept +up and made me a little bow. Pretty as a picture she looked, and ready +for loving.... I always wonder if things ain't sometimes arranged to +happen in patterns, same as crystals. For why else should it be that at +that instant minute young Elbert Sykes, Silas's son, that was home for +the party and a little longer, come up to my door with a note from his +mother--and see Letty in the violet cap, bowing like a rose? + +"While they was a-talking easy, like young folks knows how to do +nowdays, I read the note; and it was about what had started Silas to +talking suffrage. Mis' Sykes had opened her house to a suffrage meeting +that evening, and Mis' Martin Lacy from the City was a-going to talk, +and would I go over? + +"'Land, yes,' I says to Elbert. 'Tell her I'll come, just for something +to do. I wonder if I can bring Letty, too?' + +"'Mother'd be proud, I know,' says Elbert, looking at her like words, +and them words a-praising. They had used to play together when they was +little, but school had come in and kind of made them over. + +"'_So_,' says he to Letty, bantering, 'you're in favour of women voting, +are you?' + +"She broke off her thread and looked up at him. + +"'Of course I am,' she says, giving a cunning little kitten nod that run +all down her shoulders. + +"'So you think,' says Elbert, 'that you're just as strong as I am--to +carry things along? Mind you, I don't say as clever. You're easily that. +But put it at just _strong_.' + +"She done the little nod again, nicer than the first time. + +"'You talk like folks voted with their muscles,' says she. 'Well, I +guess some men do, judging by the results.' + +"He laughed, but he went on. + +"'And you think,' he says, 'that you would be just as wonderful in +public life as you would be in your home--your very own home?' + +"Letty put the last stitch in her muslin cap and she set it on her +head--all cloudy and rose-budded, and land, land, she was lovely when +she looked up. + +"'Surely,' she says from under the ruffle, with a little one-cornered +smile. + +"He laughed right into her eyes. 'I don't believe you think so,' he +says, triumphant. And all of a sudden there come a-sticking up its head +in his face the regular man look--I can't rightly name it, but every +woman in the world knows it when she sees it--a kind of an _I'm the one +of us two but don't let's stop pretending it's you_ look. + +"When she see it, what do you suppose Letty done? First she looked +down. Then she blushed. Then she shrugged up one shoulder and laughed, +sort of little and low and soft. _And she kept still._ She was about as +much like the dignified woman that had just been talking to me about +women's duty as a bow of blue ribbon is like my work apron. And as plain +as the blue on the sky, I see that _she liked the minute when she let +Elbert beat her--liked it_, with a sort of a glow and a quiver. + +"He laughed again, and, 'You stay just the the way you are,' he says, +and he contrived to make them common words sort of flow all over her +like petting. + +"That evening, when we marched into the Sykes's house to the meeting, he +spoke to her like that again. The men was invited to the meeting, too, +but Mis' Sykes let it be known that they needn't to come till the coffee +and sandwiches, thus escaping the speech. Mis' Sykes ain't in favour of +suffrage, but she does love a new thing in town, and Mis' Martin Lacy +was so well dressed and so soft-spoken that Mis' Sykes would of left her +preach foot-binding in her parlour if she'd wanted to. Mis' Sykes is +like that. Letty was about the youngest there, and she was about the +prettiest I 'most ever saw; and when he'd got them all seated, young +Elbert Sykes, that was the only man there, just naturally gravitated +over and set down by her, like the Lord meant. I love to see them little +things happen, and I never smile at them, same as some. Because it's +like I got a peek in behind the curtain and see the eternal purpose +working away, quiet and still. + +"Well, Mis' Lacy, she talked, and she put things real sane and plain, +barring I didn't believe any of what she said. And pretty soon I stopped +trying to listen and I begun thinking about Emerel Daniel. I'd been down +to see her just before supper, and I hadn't had her out of my head much +of the time since. Emerel's cottage wasn't half a block from Black +Hollow, the great low place beyond the river road that the town used as +a dump. It was full of things without names, and take it on a day with +the wind just right, Emerel had to keep her window shut on that side of +her house. Water was standing in the hollow all the whole time. Flies +and mosquitoes come from it by the flock and the herd. And when I'd held +my nose and scud past it that afternoon to get to Emerel's, I'd almost +run into Dr. Heron, just coming out from seeing Otie, and I burst right +out with my thoughts all over him, and asked him if Black Hollow wasn't +what was the matter with Otie and if it wasn't all that was the matter +with him. + +"'Unquestionably,' says Dr. Heron. 'I told Mrs. Daniel six months ago +that she must move.' + +"'Well,' says I, 'not having any of her other country homes open this +year, Emerel had to stay where she was. And Otie with her. But what did +you say to the council about filling in the hole?' + +"'The council,' says Dr. Heron, 'is paving the county swamp. There's a +good crop of wooden blocks this year.' + +"'True enough,' says I, grim, 'and Otie is a-paying for it.' + +"That was exactly how the matter stood. And all the while Mis' Lacy was +a-talking her women suffrage, I set there grieving for Emerel, and +wondering how it was that Silas Sykes and Timothy Toplady and Jimmy +Sturgis and even Eppleby Holcomb, that belonged to the common council, +_could_ set by and see Otie die, and more or less of the rest of us in +the same kind of danger. + +"Next I knew, Mis' Lacy, that was all silky movements and a sweet voice, +had got through her own talk and was asking us ladies to express +ourselves. Everybody felt kind of delicate at first, and then Libby +Liberty starts up and spoke her mind:-- + +"'_I_ believe all you've been a-saying,' she says, 'and I hev for +twenty years. I never kill a hen without I realize how good the women +can do a human being's work if they're put to it.' + +"'I always think of that, too,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, quick, 'about +the hotel....' She kind of stopped, but we all knew what she meant. +Threat is seldom if ever sober, especially on election day; but he +votes, and she only runs the hotel and keeps them both out of the +poorhouse. + +"'Well, look at me,' says Abagail Arnold, 'doin' work to oven and to +counter, an' can't get my nose near nothin' public but my taxes.' + +"'Of course,' says Mis' Uppers, rocking, 'I've almost _been_ the mayor +of Friendship Village, bein' his wife, so. An' I must say he never done +a thing I didn't think I could do. Or less it was the junketin' trips. +I'd 'a' been down with one o' my sick headaches on every one o' them.' + +"'Men _know_ more,' admitted Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'but I donno as +they can _do_ any more than us. When the Fire Chief was alive an' +holdin' office an' entertaining politicians, I use' often to think o' +that, when I had their hot dinner to get.' + +"'I s'pose men do know more than we do,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, reflective. 'I know Eppleby is lightnin' +at figures, an' he can tell about time-tables, an' he sees sense to fine +print parts o' the newspapers that looks like so many doctors' +prescriptions to me. An' yet honestly, when it comes to some questions +of sense, I've known Eppleby not to have any.' + +"'Jimmy, either,' says Mis' Sturgis, confidential. 'I donno. I've +thought about that a good deal. It seems as if, if we got the chance, us +women might not vote brilliant at first, but we would vote with our +sense. The sense that can pick out a pattern and split a receipt, an' +dress the children out o' the house money. I bet there's a lot o' that +kind o' sense among women that don't get used up, by a long shot.' + +"Mis' Timothy Toplady drew her shawl up her back, like she does. + +"'Well-a,' she says, 'Timothy's an awful good husband, but when I see +some of the things he buys for the house, an' the way he gets took in on +real estate, I often wonder if he's such a good citizen as he lets on.' + +"I kep' a-wondering why Letty didn't say something, and by and by I +nudged her. + +"'Go on, speak up,' I intimated. + +"And, same time, I heard Elbert Sykes, on the other side, say something +to her, low. 'I could tell them,' he says to her, 'that to look like +you do is better than being elected!' + +"And Letty--what do you s'spose?--she just glanced up at him, and made a +little kind of a commenting wrinkle with her nose, and looked down and +kept her silence. Just like he'd set there with a little fine chain to +her wrist. + +"We talked some more and asked some questions and heard Mis' Lacy read +some, and then it was time for the men. They come in together--six or +eight of them, and most of them, as it happened, members of the common +council. And when Mis' Sykes had set them down on the edge of the room, +and before anybody had thought of any remark to pass, Mis' Lacy she +spoke up and ask' the men to join in the discussion, and called on Mis' +Sykes, that hadn't said nothing yet, to start the ball a-rolling. + +"'_Well_,' says Mis' Sykes, with her little society pucker, 'I must say +the home and bring-up my children seems far, far more womanly to me than +the tobacco smoke and whiskey of public life.' + +"She glanced over to the men, kind of with a way of arching her neck and +they all gave her a sort of a little ripple, approving. And with this +Mis' Toplady kind of tossed her head up. + +"'Oh, well, I don't want the responsibility,' she says. 'Land, if I was +a votin' woman, I should feel as if I'd got bread in the pan and cake in +the oven and clothes in the bluin' water all the whole time.' + +"'He, he, he!' says Timothy, her lawful lord. And Silas and Jimmy +Sturgis and the rest joined in, tuneful. + +"Then Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, she vied in, and done a small, +careless laugh. + +"'Oh, well, me, too,' she says, 'I declare, as I get older an' wake up +some mornin's I feel like life was one big breakfast to get an' me the +hired girl. If I had to vote besides, I donno what I _would_ do.' + +"'An',' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'I always feel as if a politician was a +disgrace to be, same as an actor, _unless_ you got to be a big one. An' +can us women ever be big ones even if we want? Which I'm sure I don't +want,' she says, sidling a look towards the men's row. + +"'Oh, not only that,' says Abagail Arnold, 'but you'd feel so kind of +sheepish votin' for the President, away off there in Washington. I +always feel terrible sheepish even prayin' for him, let alone +votin'--an' like it _couldn't_ make no real difference.' + +"'Oh, an' _ladies_!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, 'really it's bad enough to +have been the wife of a mayor. If I had to vote an' was in danger of +coming down with a nomination for somethin' myself, I couldn't get to +sleep nights.' + +"'Mercy,' said Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'a mayor is nothin' but a baby +in public life compared to a fire chief. A mayor gets his night's rest. +Could a woman ever chase to fires at three o'clock in the mornin'? An' +if she votes, what's to prevent her bein' elected to some such job by +main strength?' + +"'Or like enough get put on a jury settin' on a murderer, an' hev to +look at dug-up bones an' orgins,' says Mis' Sturgis--her that's an +invalid and gloomy by complexion. + +"And one and all, as they spoke, they looked sidewise to the men for +their approval. And they got it. + +"'That's the ticket!' says Timothy Toplady, slapping his knee. 'I tell +you, gentlemen, we've got a nice set of women folks here in this town. +They don't prostitute their brains to no fool notions.' + +"There was a little hush, owing to that word that Timothy had used kind +of uncalled for, and then a little quick buzz of talk to try to cover +it. And in the buzz I heard Elbert saying to Letty: + +"'You _know_ you think of yourself in a home afterward--and not around +at polls and things, Letty.' + +"'You don't have to board at the polls because you vote there, you +know,' Letty said; but she says it with a way, with a way. She said it +like a pretty woman talking to a man that's looking in her eyes and +thinking how pretty she is, and she knows he's thinking so. And you +can't never get much real arguing done that way. + +"It always kind of scares me to see myself showed up--and now it was +like I had ripped a veil off the whole sex, and off me, too. I see us +face to face. Why was it that before them men had come in, the women had +all talked kind of doubtful and suffrage-leaning, and then had veered +like the wind the minute the men had come on the scene? Mis' Toplady had +defied Timothy time after time, both public and private; Mis' +Hubbelthwait bosses her husband not only drunk but sober; Mis' Sturgis +don't do a thing Jimmy wants without she happens to want it too--and so +on. Yet at the mention of this one thing, these women that had been +talking intelligent and wondering open-minded had all stopped being the +way they was and had begun to say things sole to please the men. Even +Libby Liberty had kept still--her that has a regular tongue in her head. +And Letty, that believed in it all, and had talked to me so womanly +that morning, she was listening and blushing for Elbert and holding her +peace. And then I remembered, like a piece of guilt, sensing that nice, +wild feeling I myself had felt that morning a-denying woman suffrage in +the presence of Postmaster Silas Sykes. What in creation ailed us all? + +"_What in creation...._ Them words sort of steadied me. It looked to me +like it was creation itself that ailed us yet. Creation is a thing that +it takes most folks a good while to recover from.... + +" ... I remembered seeing Silas's delivery boy go whistling along the +street one night, and pass a cat. The cat wasn't doing nothing active. +It was merely idle. But the boy brought up a big shingle he was carrying +and swished it through the air and says 'Z-t-t-t-t,' to the cat's heels, +to see the cat take to them--which it done--like the cat immemorial has +done for immemorial boys, delivery and other. And once, at dusk, a big, +strange man with a gun on his shoulder passed me on Daphne Street, and +when he done so, he says to me 'Z-t-t-t,' under his breath, just like +the boy to the cat, and just like the untamed man immemorial has said +when he got the chance. It seemed to me like men was created with, so +to say, a shingle and a gun, for the hunting, and just as there is joy +in their hunting, so there is a palpitatin' delight in being hunted and +flattered by being caught and bound, hand and foot and mind. + +"'We like it--why, I tell you, we like it,' I says to myself, 'and us +here in Mis' Sykes's parlour are burning with the old original, +left-over fire, breathed at creation into women's breasts!' + +"And it seemed like I kind of touched hands with all the women that used +to be. And I looked over to that row of grinning, tired men, not so very +much dressed up, and I thought:-- + +"'Why, you're the men of this world and we're the women, and there ain't +no more thrilling fact in this universe. And why don't we all reco'nize +it and shut up?' + +"That was what I was thinking over in my mind while Mis' Martin Lacy +said good night to us and rushed off to catch her train for the City, +hoping she had made us see some light. That was what I was still going +over when Mis' Sykes called me to help with the refreshments. And then, +just as I started out to the kitchen, the outside door that was part +open was pushed in and somebody come in the room. It was Emerel Daniel, +in calico and no hat. And as soon as we see her face, everybody stopped +talking and stared. She was white as the table-cloth and shaking. + +"'Oh, ladies,' she says, 'won't one of you come down to the house? +Otie's worse--I donno what it is. I donno what to do to take care of +him.' + +"She broke down, poor, nervous little thing, and sort of swallowed her +whole throat. And Mis' Toplady and we all rushed right over to her. + +"'Why, Emerel,' Mis' Toplady says, 'I thought Otie was getting ever so +much better. Is it the real typhoid, do you s'pose?' she ask' her. + +"Emerel looked over to me. 'Isn't it?' she says. And then I spoke right +up with all there is to me. + +"'Yes, sir,' I says, 'it is the real typhoid. And if you want to know +what's giving it to him, ladies and gentlemen, ask the common council +that's setting over there by the wall. Dr. Heron says that Black Hollow, +that's a sink for the whole town, give it to him, and that nothing else +did--piled full of diseases right in back of Emerel's house. And if you +want to know who's responsible for his dying if he dies,' I says right +out, 'look over in the same direction to the men that wouldn't vote to +fill in the Black Hollow with sand because they needed the money so bad +for paving up half the county swamp.' + +"It was most as still in the room as when Timothy had said 'prostitute.' +All but me. I went right on--nothing could of kept me still then. + +"'Us ladies,' I says, 'has tried for two years to get the Council to +fill in that hole. We've said and said what would happen to some of us, +what with our pumps so near the place, and what with flies from it +visiting our dinner-table dishes, sociable and continual. What did you +say to us? You said women hadn't no idee of town finances. Mebbe we +ain't--mebbe we ain't. But we have got some idea of town humanity, if I +do say it, that share in it. And this poor little boy has gone to work +and proved it.' + +"With that, Emerel, who had been holding in--her that's afraid even to +ask for starch if you forget to give it to her--she broke right down and +leaned her head on her arm on the clock shelf:-- + +"'Oh,' she says, 'all the years I been giving him his victuals and his +bath and sewing his clothes up, I never meant it to come to this--for no +reason. If Otie dies, I guess he needn't of--that's the worst. He +needn't of.' + +"Mis' Toplady put her arm right around Emerel and kind of poored her +shoulder in that big, mother way she's got--and it was her that went +with her, like it's always Mis' Toplady that does everything. And us +ladies turned around and all begun to talk at once. + +"'Let's plan out right here about taking things in to Emerel,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I've got some fresh bread out of the oven. +I'll carry her a couple of loaves, and another couple next baking or +two.' + +"'I'll take her in a hen,' says Libby Liberty, 'so be she'll kill it +herself.' + +"Somebody else said a ham, and somebody some butter, and Libby threw in +some fresh eggs, if she got any. Mis' Hubbelthwait didn't have much to +do with, but she said she would take turns setting up with Otie. Mis' +Sykes give a quarter--she don't like to bake for folks, but she's real +generous with money. And Silas pipes in:-- + +"'Emerel can have credit to the store till Otie begins to get better,' +he said. 'I ain't been lettin' her have it. She's looked so peaked I +been afraid she wan't a-goin' to be able to work, an' I didn't want she +should be all stacked up with debts.' + +"But me, I set there a-thinking. And all of a sudden I says out what I +thought: 'Ladies,' I says, 'and all of you: What to Emerel is hens and +hams and credit? They ain't,' I says, 'nothing but patches and poultices +on what's the trouble up to her house.' + +"Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying much, spoke up:-- + +"'I know,' he says, 'I know. You mean what good do they do to the boy.' + +"'I mean just that,' I says. 'What good is all that to Otie that's lying +over by Black Hollow? And how does it keep the rest of the town safe?' + +"'Well,' says Silas, eager, 'let's us get out the zinc wagon you ladies +bought, and let's us go to collectin' the garbage again so that won't +all be dumped in Black Hollow. And leave the ladies keep on payin' for +it. It's real ladies' work, I think, bein' as it's no more'n a general +scrapin' up of ladies' kitchens.' + +"Then Letty Ames, that hadn't been saying anything, spoke up, to nobody +in particular:-- + +"'Otie's a dear little soul,' she said, 'a dear little soul!' + +"'Ain't he?' says Marne Holcomb. 'Eppleby 'most always has a nut or +somethin' in his pocket to give him as he goes by. He takes it like a +little squirrel an' like a little gentleman.' + +"'He's awful nice when he comes in the shop,' said Abagail. 'He looks at +the penny-apiece kind and then buys the two-for-a-cent, so's to give +his mother one.' + +"'He knows how to behave in a store,' Silas admitted. 'I 'most always +give him a coffee-berry, just to see him thank me.' + +"'He come into the hotel one day,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'an' stood by +me when I was bakin'. I give him a little wad of dough to roll.' + +"'I let him drive the 'bus one day, settin' on my knee,' says Jimmy +Sturgis. 'He was a nice, careful, complete little cuss.' + +"Eppleby Holcomb nodded with his eyes shut. + +"'We don't like folks to swing on our front gate,' he says. 'He done it, +but he marched right in and told us he'd done it. I give him a +doughnut--an' he's kep' right on swingin' an' ownin' up an' eatin' +doughnuts.' + +"'Even when he chased my chickens,' says Libby Liberty, 'he chased 'em +like a little gentleman--_towards_ the coop an' not down the road. I +always noticed that about him.' + +"'Yes,' says Letty, again, 'he's a dear little soul. _What makes us let +him die?_' + +"She said it so calm that it caught even my breath--and my breath, in +these things, ain't easy caught. But I got it right back again, and I +says:-- + +"'Yes, sir. He was on the way to being somebody that Friendship Village +could have had for the right kind of an inmate. And now he'll be nothing +but a grave, that's no good to anybody. And Sodality,' I couldn't help +adding, 'will likely pitch right in and take care of his grave, +tasteful.' + +"And when I said that, it come over me how Emerel had dressed him and +bathed him and made his clothes, and done washings, tireless, to get the +fifty cents--besides bringing him into the world, tedious. And now it +was all going for nothing, all for nothing--when we could of helped it. +And I plumped out with what I'd said that morning to Silas:-- + +"'Why don't you fill up Black Hollow with sand-bar sand out of the +river, now it's so low? Then, even if it's too late for Otie, mebbe we +can keep ourselves from murderin' anybody else.' + +"Them half a dozen men of the common council set still a minute, looking +down at Mis' Sykes's parlour ingrain. And I looked over at them, and my +heart come up in my throat and both of them ached like the toothache. +Because all of a sudden it seemed to me it wasn't just Timothy and +Eppleby and Silas and some more of the council setting there by the +wall--but it was like, in them few men, tired and not so very well +dressed, was setting the lawmakers of the whole world; and there in +front of them, wasn't only Mis' Holcomb and Libby and Letty and me, but +Emerel Daniel, too, and all the women there is--saying to them: 'My +land, we've dressed 'em an' bathed 'em an' sewed for 'em an' brought 'em +into the world, tedious. Let 'em live--fix things so's they can live an' +so's it needn't all go for nothin'.' And I sort of bubbled up and +spilled over, as if everything we was all of us _for_ had come up in my +throat. + +"'Oh, folks,' I says, 'just look what us in this room could have done +for Otie--so be we'd begun in time.' + +"Right like a dash of cold water into my face, Mis' Sykes spoke up, cold +as some kind of death:-- + +"'Well, ladies,' she says, 'I guess we've got our eyes open now. _I_ say +that's what we'd ought to hev been doin' instead o' talkin' women +votin',' she says, triumphant. + +"Then somebody spoke again, in a soft, new, not-used-to-it little voice, +and in her chair over beside Elbert, Letty Ames leaned forward, and her +eyes was like the sunny places in water. + +"'Don't you see,' she says, 'don't you see, Mis' Sykes, that's what Mis' +Lacy meant?' + +"'How so?' says Mis' Sykes, short. + +"I'll never forget how sweet and shy and unexpected and young Letty +looked, but she answered, as brave as brave:-- + +"'Otie Daniel is sick,' she said, 'and all us women can do is to carry +him broth and bread and nurse him. It's only the men that can bring +about the things to make him well. And they haven't done it. It's been +the women who have been urging it--and not getting it done. Wasn't it +our work to do, too?' + +"I see Elbert looking at her--like he just couldn't bear to have her +speak so, like some men can't. And I guess he spoke out in answer before +he meant to:-- + +"'But let them do it womanly, Letty,' he said, 'like your mother did and +my mother did.' + +"Letty turned and looked Elbert Sykes straight in the face:-- + +"'_Womanly!_' she says. 'What is there womanly about my bathing and +feeding a child inside four clean walls, if dirt and bad food and +neglect are outside for him? Will you tell me if there is anything more +womanly than my right to help make the world as decent for my children +as I would make my own home?' + +"I looked at Letty, and looked; and I see with a thrill I can't tell you +about how Letty seemed. For she seemed the way she had that morning on +my kitchen stoop, when she spoke of her children and when I felt like +I'd ought to turn away--the way I'd used to when my mother showed me my +baby dress and told me who it would be for. Only now--only now, somehow, +I didn't want to turn away. Somehow I wanted to keep right on looking at +Letty, like Elbert was looking. And I see what he see. How Letty was +what she'd said that morning that she was--and that I was--and that we +all was: A mother, then and there, whether she ever had any children or +not. And she was next door to owning up to it right there before them +all and before Elbert. We didn't speak so when I was a girl. We didn't +own up, out loud, that we ever thought anything about what we was for. +But now, when I heard Letty do it.... + +" ... Now, when I heard Letty do it, all to once, I looked into a window +of the world. And instead of touching hands like I had with the women +that use' to be, I looked off and off down all the time there's going to +be, and for a minute I touched, tip-fingers, the hands of the other +women that's coming towards me; and out of places inside of me that I +didn't know before had eyes, I see them, mothers to the whole world, +_inside their four walls and out_. And they wasn't coming with poultices +and bread and broth in their hands, to patch up what had been left +undone; nor with the keys to schoolhouses that they'd got open by +scheming; nor with newspapers full of health that they'd had to run down +back alleys to sell; nor national holidays that they'd got a-hold of +through sheer accident; nor yet with nice new headstones for cemetery +improvements on the dead and gone--no, sir, their hands wasn't occupied +with any of these ways of serving that they'd schemed for and stole. But +their hands--was in men's hands, closer and nearer than they'd ever been +before. And their eyes was lit up with a look that was a new look, and +that give new life to the old original left-over blaze. And I looked +across to that row of tired men, not so very much dressed up, and I +thought:-- + +"'You're the men of this world and we're the women. And there ain't no +more thrilling fact in this universe, save one, _save one_: And that's +that we're all human beings. That your job and ours is to make the world +ready for the folks that are to come, and to make the folks that come +fit to live in that new world. And yet over there by Black Hollow one of +our children is dying from something that was your job _and_ ours to do, +and we didn't take hold of hands and do it!' + +"'Oh, Letty!' I says out. 'And Silas and all of you! Let's pretend, +just for a minute, that we was all citizens and equal. And let's figure +out things for Otie, just like we had the right!' + + +"I'd asked Letty to spend the night with me, and Elbert walked home with +us. And just as we got there, he says to her again:-- + +"'Oh, Letty--you ain't _strong_ enough to help carry things along!' + +"'You've got more strength,' she says to him, 'and more brains. But it +isn't so much the strength or the brains in women that is going to help +when the time comes. It's the--mother in them.' + +"And I says to myself:-- + +"'And it's the--_human beingness_ of them.' But Letty didn't know that +yet. + +"Elbert answered, after a minute:-- + +"'You may be right and you may be wrong, but, Letty, Letty, what a woman +you are!' + +"And at that Letty looked up at him, just as she had looked at him that +morning--just for a minute, and then she dipped down the brim of her big +hat. I donno what she answered him. I didn't care. I didn't care. For +what I see was the old wild joy of a woman in being glorified by a male +creature. And I knew then, and I know now, that that won't never die, +no matter what. + +"Elbert put out his hand. + +"'Good night, Letty,' he said. + +"She gave him hers, and he closed over it light with his other hand. + +"'May I see you to-morrow?' he asked her. + +"'Oh, I don't know,' said Letty. 'Come and see if I'll see you--will +you?' + +"He laughed a little, looking in her eyes. + +"'At about eight,' he promised. 'Good night....' + +"I got the key out from under the mat to a tune inside me. Because I'd +heard, and I knew that Letty had heard, that tone in Elbert's voice that +is the human tone--I can't rightly name it, but every woman in the world +knows it when she hears it--a tone that says: _If I have my way, you and +I are going to live out our lives together_. + +"And I knew then, and I know now, that that tone won't ever die, either. +And some day, away off in a new world right here on this earth, I +believe there's going to be a wilder joy in being men and women than all +the men and women up to now have ever lived or dared or dreamed. + + + + +XIII + + +"'Miss Marsh,' says Christopher. + +"Mis' Emmons's living-room was like a cup of something cool, and I set +there in the after-supper light having such a nice rested time drinking +it in that at first I didn't hear him. + +"'Miss Marsh,' he says again, and pulled at my dress. I put out my hand +to him and he took it. Sometimes I donno but hands are a race of beings +by themselves that talk and answer and do all the work and act like +slaves and yet really rule the world. + +"'Is it me telling my feet where to go or do they tell me where I go?' +asked Christopher. + +"'You can have it either way you want,' I told him. 'Some does one way +and some does the other. Which way do you like?' + +"He thought for a minute, twisting on one foot with the other up in his +hand. + +"'I'd like 'em to know how without our sayin' so,' he announces finally. + +"'Well,' I says, 'I left out that way. That's really the best way of +all.' + +"He looked at me eager. + +"'Is it a game?' he says. + +"'Yes,' I told him. + +"'What's its name?' he ask' me. + +"'Game of Life,' I told him again. + +"He thought about it, still twisting. Then he done one of his littlest +laughs, with his head turned away. + +"'My feet heard you,' he says. 'Now they know how to play.' + +"'I hope so, Christopher,' says I, and kissed him on the back of his +neck. That made him mad, like it usually done. + +"'My neck is my neck,' says he, 'and it's shut in my collar. It ain't +home to-day.' + +"'Is your mouth home?' I ask' him. + +"And it was. + +"I could of set there talking with him all evening, but not on the night +of Sodality's Annual. I'd stopped by for Mis' Emmons. She was getting +ready, and while I waited I could hear folks passing on their way to the +schoolhouse where the meeting was. For the town was all het up about +what the meeting was going to do. + +"I'd seen half-dozen or so of us that afternoon when we was putting +plants on the hall platform, and we'd all spoke our minds. + +"'I'm gaspin',' observed Mis' Sturgis, 'to take a straw vote of us on +this amendin' business. Near as I can make out, it's going through.' + +"'Near as I can make out,' says Marne Holcomb, 'a good deal more than +amending is going on here to-night. It looks to me as if Sodality was +just going to get into its own Cemetery and be forgot, and as if +something else was coming to meet us--something big!' + +"Mis' Toplady spoke up, comfortable, down on her knees putting green +paper on the pots. + +"'Well, my land!' she says, 'I've noticed two-three things in my +lifetime. And one is, that do what whoever will, things do change. And +so whenever a new change pops up, I always think: "Oh, I guess you're +comin' along anyway. I donno's I need to help." An' yet somethin' in me +always prances to pitch in, too.' + +"Timothy was there, occupying himself with the high places us ladies +couldn't get up to. + +"'Well,' says he, 'if folks stop dying, like Sodality evidently intends +they shall if it goes out of business, maybe you'll stay home some, +Amandy, and not always be off laying folks out.' + +"'I know it,' Mis' Toplady returns, 'I've laid out most everybody I +know, and of course I'm real glad to do it. But the last dead's hair I +done up, I caught myself thinking how much more interesting it'd be if +they was alive an' could find fault. Doin' for the dead gets kind of +monotonous, _I_ think.' + +"'_I_ don't,' says Timothy, decided. 'The minute you work for the +living, you get all upset with being criticised. I s'pose the dead would +find fault, if they could, over the way you cut the grass for 'em. But +they can't an' so there's an end to it, an' we get along, peaceful. If +they was living folks layin' there, you can bet they'd do some back +talk.' + +"'Well,' says I, 'I've been sick of Sodality for years. But it was about +the most what-you-might-call society I had, and I hated to give it up.' + +"'Me, either,' says Mame Holcomb. + +"'Me, either,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I declare I've often said I wouldn't +know what _to_ do if folks stopped dyin' so's Sodality would have to +close out.' + +"Mis' Sykes was setting watching the rest of us. + +"'Well,' she observes, cold, 'if I was usin' the dead to keep in +society, I donno's I'd own it up.' + +"Silas Sykes had just come over from the store to see if there was +anything he could meddle in. + +"'Heh!' says he, showing his teeth. 'Not many of Sodality, as I can +see, _deserves_ to die and be done for, civilized.' + +"'Don't you worry yourself, Silas Sykes,' says I, 'we're going to be +done things for before we die hereafter, and more civilized than ever +you dreamed of, all up and down your ledger. That's where you do dream, +ain't it, Silas?' I says. And though I said it gay, I meant it frank. + +"I remember I looked off down the room, and all of a sudden I see it as +it would be that night, packed with folks. Somehow, we'd got to saying +less about the Sodality part of the meeting, and more about the _open_ +part. Most of the town would be there. We'd got the School Board to +leave us announce the second party for that night, following the +meeting, and music was coming, and us ladies had froze the ice-cream, +and the whole time reminded me of a big bud, flowered slow and bursting +sudden. + +"'Land, land,' I says, fervent, 'I feel like Friendship Village was a +person that I was going to meet to-night for the first time.' + +"'You express yourself so odd sometimes, Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes, +distant--but Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, they +both looked up and nodded, and they knew. + +"I set holding Christopher in Mis' Emmons's living-room, and thinking +about this and most everything else, when I looked out and see Insley +going along. He hadn't been back in town since Christopher's father's +funeral, two days before, and I'd been wanting to talk over with him a +thing or two that was likely to come up at the meeting, that of course +he was going to be at, and that had to be handled with thimbles on every +finger, or somebody'd get pricked. So I rapped smart on the upper sash +and called to him through the screen, but not before I had seen the look +on his face. I've caught that special look only once or twice in my +life--the look of somebody passing the house that is different to them +from all other houses in the world. The look that wants to be a look and +won't let itself be, that tries to turn the other way and can't start, +that thinks it's unconscious and knows it isn't, and that finally, with +Insley, give it up and looked Mis' Emmons's house straight in the face +for a minute, as if he might anyhow let himself have that much intimacy. + +"I had a little list of things I wanted to see go through that night. +Enough of us was ready to have Sodality perform its last cemetery rite +and bury itself so that that was pretty sure to go through, but I wanted +more than that, and several of us ladies did; and it looked to me like +the schoolhouse and the young folks and the milk and the meat of this +town could be done nice things to, so be we managed the meeting right. I +even had a wild dream that the whole new society might adopt +Christopher. Well, I donno why that's funny. It ain't funny when a club +makes a building or a play or a bazaar or a dinner. Why shouldn't it +make a man? + +"I told some of this to Insley, and he caught fire and lit up into a +torch and had it all thought out beforehand, better than I could of +dreamed it. But he made me feel bad. Haunted folks--folks haunted by +something that was and that isn't--always makes me feel bad. How is it +possible, I see he was asking himself the old, wore-out question, to +drive out of the world something that is the world? + +"While we talked, Christopher went off to sleep in my arms, and even +while I was so interested, I was enjoying the change that comes--the +head growing heavier and heavier on my arm, as if sleep weighed +something. + +"'Poor little kiddie,' I says, stupid. + +"'Rich little kiddie,' Insley says, wistful. + +"'Dear little kiddie,' says somebody else. + +"In the dining room doorway Robin stood--in a doorway as we had first +seen her. + +"'Put him over here on the couch, do,' she says. 'It's much too hot to +hold him, Calliope.' + +"She'd called me that at Mr. Bartlett's funeral, and I recollect how my +throat went all over me when she done so. Ain't it funny about your own +first name? It seems so _you_ when somebody nice says it for the first +time--more you than you ever knew you were. + +"Insley lifted Chris in his arms to do as she said, and then stood +staring at her across the child. + +"'I've been thinking,' he said, blunt--it's like watching the sign of +folks to watch the different kind of things that makes them blunt. 'It's +not my affair, but do you think you ought to let Chris get so--so used +to you? What will he do when you're--when you go away?' + +"At this she said nothing for a moment, then she smiled up at him. + +"'I meant what I told him that night his father died,' she answered. +'I'm going to keep Chris with me, always.' + +"'Always?' He stared at her, saw her face mean what she said. 'How fine +of you! How fine of Mr. Proudfit!' said Insley. + +"She waited just a breath, then she met his eyes, brave. + +"'Not fine of me,' she says--'only fine for me. And not--Mr. Proudfit +at all. I ought to take back what I told you--since I did tell you. That +is not going to be.' + +"I don't think Insley meant for a minute to show any lack of formal +respect for Christopher's sleep. But what Insley did was simply to turn +and sit him down, bolt upright, on my lap. Then he wheeled round, trying +to read her face. + +"'Do you mean you aren't going to marry him?' he demanded, rough--it's +like watching another sign of folks to watch for the one thing that will +make one or another rough. + +"'We are not going to be married,' she said. 'I mean that.' + +"I suppose likely the room went away altogether then, Christopher and me +included, and left Insley there in some place a long ways from +everywhere, with Robin's face looking at him. And he just naturally took +that face between his hands. + +"'Robin,' he said, 'don't make me wait to know.' + +"Insley was the suddenest thing. And land, what it done to her name to +have him say it. Just for a minute it sounded as if her name was the +population of the world,--but with room for everybody else, too. + +"I think she put up her hands to take down his hands, but when she +touched them, I think hers must have closed over his, next door to on +purpose. + +"'Dear,' she says, 'tell me afterward.' + +"In that minute of stillness in which any new heaven is let down on a +suitable new earth, a little voice piped up:-- + +"'Tell it now,' says the voice. 'Is it a story? Tell it now.' + +"And there was Christopher, wide awake where he had been set down rude +on my knee, and looking up at them, patient. + +"'I was dreamin' my dream,' he explained, polite. 'It was about all the +nice things there is: You and you and you and hot ice-cream and the +house's party.... Is they any more?' he asked, anxious. + +"Robin put out her arms for him, and she and Insley and I smiled at one +another over his head. + +"'Ever so many more,' we told him. + + +"I slipped out then and found Mis' Emmons, and I guess I come as near +shining as anything that's like me can. + +"'What's the matter?' she says to me. 'You look as if you'd turned up +the wick.' + +"'I did. They have. I won't tell,' I says. 'Oh, Mis' Emmons, I guess +the meeting to-night won't need to adopt Christopher.' + +"She looked up at me quick, and then she started shining, too. + +"'What a universe it is,' she says, '--what a universe it is.' + +"Then we went off down to the meeting together. And the village was +wonderful to go through, like a home some of us had hollowed out of the +hills and was living in, common. As we went walking to the schoolhouse, +the sidewalks seemed to me no more than ways dickered up to fasten us +together, and to fasten us to them whose feet had wore the road before +us, and to lead us to them that was coming, coming after: Christopher +and Eph and Spudge Cadoza and Otie Daniel, or them like these. Otie +Daniel had died the night before. Dr. Barrows had said Eph would not be +lame, but we see he wan't sure of the value of the boy's physical life. +But even so, even so we had a chance with Chris, and we had a chance +with Spudge, and we had millions more. My feet wanted to run along them +roads to meet the millions and my fingers tingled to get things ready. +And as we went down Daphne Street to that meeting, I see how we all +_was_ getting things ready, and I could of sung out for what I saw:-- + +"For Mame Holcomb, sprinkling clothes on the back porch and hurrying to +get to the hall. + +"For Mis' Uppers, picking her currants before she went, so's to get an +early start on her jam in the morning. + +"For Viny Liberty, setting sponge for her bread loud enough so we heard +her clear out in the street, and for Libby, shutting up her chicken coop +that they earned their own living with. + +"For Mis' Toplady, driving by with Timothy, and her in the brown silk +she'd made herself, like she's made all she's got. + +"For Abagail Arnold, wiping out her window to be filled to-morrow with +the pies of her hand. + +"For little Mis' Sparks, rocking her baby on the front stoop and +couldn't come to the meeting at all, 'count of having nobody to leave +him with. + +"For them that had left cloth bleaching in their side yards and was +saving the price of buying bleached. For them that had done their day's +work, from parlour to wood-shed, and had hurried up the supper dishes +and changed their dress and was on their way to the schoolhouse. For +them that had lived lives like this and had died at it. For all the +little dog-eared, wore-out account books where every one of them women +figured out careful what they couldn't spend. And I looked down the +street till I couldn't see no farther, and yet Daphne Street was going +on, round and round the world, and acrost and acrost it, full of women +doing the same identical way. And I could see away off to the places +that Daphne Street led past, where women has all these things done for +them and where the factories is setting them free, like us here in the +village ain't free just yet, and I felt a wicked envy for them that can +set their hands to the New Work, that us here in Friendship Village is +trying so hard to get in between whiles. And I could see away ahead to +times when sponge and currants and clothes and coops and similar won't +have to be mothered by women 'most as much as children are; but when +women, Away Off Then, will be mothers and workers and general human +beings such as yet we only know how to think about being, scrappy and +wishful. But all the time, in their arms and in ours and nowheres else, +lays all the rest of the world that is ever going to be. And something +in me kind of climbed out of me and run along ahead and looked back at +me over its shoulder and says: 'Keep up, keep up, Calliope.' And before +I knew it, right out loud, I says: 'I will. I will.' + +"An hour later, up in the schoolhouse, Silas Sykes stood arguing, to +the top of his tone, that the first work of the reorganized +society--that was to take in the whole town--had ought to be to buy a +bargain Cupid-and-fish fountain he knew of, for the market square. + +"'It's going to take years and years to do--everything,' says Mis' +Emmons to me, low. + +"But that didn't seem like much of anything to either of us. 'What if it +is,' I says. And she nodded." + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Mothers to Men, by Zona Gale + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 53650 *** diff --git a/53650-h/53650-h.htm b/53650-h/53650-h.htm index 74eaec3..258f598 100644 --- a/53650-h/53650-h.htm +++ b/53650-h/53650-h.htm @@ -1,8406 +1,7985 @@ -<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN"
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-A Table of Contents has been added.<br /></p></div>
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-<div class="center"><a name="cover.jpg" id="cover.jpg"></a><img src="images/cover.jpg" alt="cover" /></div>
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-<hr />
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-<p class="bold2">MOTHERS TO MEN</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<div class="center"><img src="images/logo.jpg" alt="logo" /></div>
-
-<p class="bold">THE MACMILLAN COMPANY<br />
-NEW YORK · BOSTON · CHICAGO<br />SAN FRANCISCO<br /><br />
-MACMILLAN & CO., <span class="smcap">Limited</span><br />
-LONDON · BOMBAY · CALCUTTA<br />MELBOURNE<br /><br />
-THE MACMILLAN CO. OF CANADA, <span class="smcap">Ltd.</span><br />TORONTO</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<h1>MOTHERS TO MEN</h1>
-
-<p class="bold space-above">BY</p>
-
-<p class="bold2">ZONA GALE</p>
-
-<p class="bold">AUTHOR OF "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE," "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE<br />
-LOVE STORIES," "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS<br />
-AND ETARRE," ETC.</p>
-
-<p class="bold space-above">New York<br />
-THE MACMILLAN COMPANY<br />
-1911<br />
-<br />
-<i>All Rights Reserved</i></p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright, 1911, by The Butterick Publishing Company, The Ridgeway<br />
-Company, The Crowell Publishing Company, and The Standard<br />
-Fashion Company.</span></p>
-
-<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1911,<br /><br />
-<span class="smcap">By</span> THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.<br />——<br />
-Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1911.</p>
-
-<p class="center space-above">Norwood Press<br />
-J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.<br />Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p class="bold2">MOTHERS TO MEN</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<h2><span>CONTENTS</span></h2>
-
-<table summary="CONTENTS">
- <tr>
- <td><span class="smaller">CHAPTER</span></td>
- <td> <span class="smaller">PAGE</span></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>MOTHERS TO MEN</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>I</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_13">13</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>II</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_28">28</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>III</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_37">37</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>IV</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_64">64</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>V</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_95">95</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>VI</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_130">130</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>VII</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_169">169</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>VIII</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_195">195</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>IX</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_206">206</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>X</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_242">242</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XI</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_264">264</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XII</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_284">284</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XIII</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_314">314</a></td>
- </tr>
-</table>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>MOTHERS TO MEN</h2>
-
-<p>"Daddy!"</p>
-
-<p>The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was
-drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of
-the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man
-took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding
-ahead.</p>
-
-<p>"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right
-through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful."</p>
-
-<p>The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely
-distinguishable back.</p>
-
-<p>"Climb up," he commanded.</p>
-
-<p>The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and
-cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two
-steps or three, past the man.</p>
-
-<p>"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could—yet.
-I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I <i>had</i> to talk about it."</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span></p><p>The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and
-got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the
-shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help.</p>
-
-<p>After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's
-voice was less like a drowned butterfly.</p>
-
-<p>"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?"</p>
-
-<p>"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?"</p>
-
-<p>"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of
-nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes—but it sounds like a
-coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing."</p>
-
-<p>This, the man understood swiftly, was because <i>her</i> coffin had been
-black velvet—the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for
-his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the
-poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing
-you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly.</p>
-
-<p>"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein'
-warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...."</p>
-
-<p>"My God!" said the man.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p><p>The child looked up expectantly.</p>
-
-<p>"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>"Not a word," said the man in his throat.</p>
-
-<p>"Lemme try," said the child. "God—oh, God—<i>God dear</i>!" he called into
-the night.</p>
-
-<p>From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that
-minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive,
-the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one
-side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone
-the lights of a house set alone on its hill.</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, daddy, daddy—look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say
-nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em."</p>
-
-<p>The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy
-broke into uneven running.</p>
-
-<p>"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for
-the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour
-and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly
-bear the longing.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span></p><p>But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man
-had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they
-entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in
-the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be
-faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the
-child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed,
-their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those
-of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he
-thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found
-in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected
-complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair
-start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence—someway she
-wouldn't have liked him to be there; <i>she</i> always liked things nice. He
-had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said
-to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with
-a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too,
-was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody
-came—no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the
-little fellow," thought the man.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p><p>"Dad-<i>ee</i>!" cried the child suddenly.</p>
-
-<p>He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane
-of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were
-a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a
-tall, covered jar of shelled nuts.</p>
-
-<p>"Hustle up—you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again.</p>
-
-<p>"I was comin'," said the little boy.</p>
-
-<p>Why not leave the child at the bakery? No—a house. It must be a house,
-with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of
-money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he
-were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously
-discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false
-two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a
-dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the
-tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the
-spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along—hurry along!" he
-bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but
-first he must find the right place for the boy.</p>
-
-<p>Vaguely he was seeking for that section of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> the village which it would
-call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the
-term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all.
-But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First
-Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the
-prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it.</p>
-
-<p>She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did
-good—it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not
-there? Why not leave the child there?</p>
-
-<p>He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing
-the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned
-sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was
-light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish
-forehead.</p>
-
-<p>"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly.</p>
-
-<p>"You bet you did," said his father absently.</p>
-
-<p>Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in
-that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery.
-Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of
-the continual<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed,
-irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had
-died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where
-they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the
-boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had
-been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious.
-But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind
-of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a
-trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had
-waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He
-had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power
-of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that
-there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember
-nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and
-there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition.
-He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him
-adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some
-near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span>
-more likely to take him in. "They have more time—an' more room—an'
-more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and
-the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find
-a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps,
-"outside the meetin'?"</p>
-
-<p>"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly.</p>
-
-<p>"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. <i>What</i> are they, daddy?"</p>
-
-<p>"Eye-lids."</p>
-
-<p>"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled—the sleepy
-smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the
-curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy.</p>
-
-<p>The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled.
-In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the
-boy, had first performed for him little personal offices—sewed on a
-button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time,
-too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions.
-"Where <i>is</i> my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going
-to be my daddy till you die, an' <i>then</i> who'll be?" "What is the biggest
-thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span>... Also, in these three
-months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a
-barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his
-reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was
-going to end all this.</p>
-
-<p>"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like
-this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim
-dissenter.</p>
-
-<p>The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his
-face. "Will—will there be any supper till morning?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still
-looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps.
-Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck—why should he not keep
-the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him
-into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not
-accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to
-give. Hunger and cold and darkness....</p>
-
-<p>"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man.</p>
-
-<p>"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded.</p>
-
-<p>"A minute. You stay still here—right<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> where you are," said the man, and
-went into the darkness.</p>
-
-<p>The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the
-walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the
-church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account
-of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its
-fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose
-he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go
-to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with
-cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook
-molasses candy for him....</p>
-
-<p>All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot,
-and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" <i>him</i>. He fumbled
-at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden,
-and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed
-when he was gone, and how <i>different</i> the night was. And when the lady
-had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the
-window and they would cut it in squares....</p>
-
-<p>As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p><p>"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag.
-And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs
-and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of
-food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but—fifteen cents'
-worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket,
-wrapped in paper.</p>
-
-<p>"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set
-there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out.
-An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket—see? It's a paper.
-Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there—an' ask
-you anything—you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that."</p>
-
-<p>In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling,
-throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was
-strange to the man, as he listened—</p>
-
-<div class="center"><div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<div>"Break thou the bread of life</div>
-<div>To me, to me—"</div>
-</div></div></div>
-
-<p>but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him—I can't. All
-I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you
-break it to him—"</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p><p>"Dad-<i>ee</i>!" cried the child. "You!"</p>
-
-<p>Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter
-charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The
-man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to
-look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it
-to him—break it to him—God!" the father muttered, as he might have
-used a charm.</p>
-
-<p>Again the child looked out expectantly.</p>
-
-<p>"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly.</p>
-
-<p>"Not a word—not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed,
-nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled
-superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the
-paper—an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not
-get back for—quite a while...."</p>
-
-<p>The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered
-and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the
-murmur of voices beyond the doors.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the
-child thought, when he heard the people moving about within.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>I</h2>
-
-<p>"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the
-Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one
-of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two
-kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the
-rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin'
-the men to have all they wanted.</p>
-
-<p>"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband,
-persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it
-up.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my
-food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.'</p>
-
-<p>"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me,
-"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy,
-can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could
-starve.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of
-been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap
-where I am.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p><p>"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled
-waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them.</p>
-
-<p>"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a
-witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.'</p>
-
-<p>"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my
-feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift—I know the
-feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take
-off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I
-wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a
-maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the
-streets runnin' rivers.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em
-on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I
-declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes
-off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in
-good, hot water an' go to bed. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> wouldn't of come out to-night at all
-if it hadn't of been for the professor.'</p>
-
-<p>"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he
-hates it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only
-professor I ever knew.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Me either,' I says—and I knew how she felt.</p>
-
-<p>"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him
-that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though
-over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is
-one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters,
-same as some.</p>
-
-<p>"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I
-don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm
-just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr.
-do?'</p>
-
-<p>"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving,
-and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking
-to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months
-before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction
-from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> that is an alderman
-and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said
-that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be
-doing.</p>
-
-<p>"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up
-saloons an' like that?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks.</p>
-
-<p>"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there
-some organization that's doing things here?'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But
-the word 'organization' helped him out.</p>
-
-<p>"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,'
-says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things
-and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church
-parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just
-getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to
-talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over
-too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you
-felt like you'd always known him or, for the time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> you hadn't, that
-you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that
-seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new
-day—the best day yet.</p>
-
-<p>"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking
-whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very
-much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of
-something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up.
-You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a
-core.</p>
-
-<p>"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of
-pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality
-make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.'</p>
-
-<p>("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate,
-without the <i>the</i>, an' everybody's got to doing it.)</p>
-
-<p>"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was
-less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a
-celebration that would <i>be</i> a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser
-for the town.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give
-you a dime to get<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a
-dime entertainment, never.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for
-'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat
-Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he
-claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either
-living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it.</p>
-
-<p>"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet.
-Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something
-vital.</p>
-
-<p>"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand,
-Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead
-coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything
-in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we
-was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt,
-we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we
-kept Sodality real alive.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains
-it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals
-to pay for last year. Or I might say,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> one an' a half, one corpse
-contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.'</p>
-
-<p>"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his
-tone, like he does:</p>
-
-<p>"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they
-die?' he asks.</p>
-
-<p>"I guess we all looked kind of blank—like when you get asked <i>why</i>
-Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the
-date he done so on.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's
-everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you
-mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band—'</p>
-
-<p>"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.'</p>
-
-<p>"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee
-of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as
-anybody heard him but me.</p>
-
-<p>"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are
-things that all of us <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span>Living might do together—for the sake, say, of
-earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would
-there?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to
-<i>that</i>. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley looked at us all kind of shy—at one and another and another of
-us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's
-eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and
-Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But
-the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't
-show no true pattern.</p>
-
-<p>"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he
-was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are
-alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their
-graves?'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Folks</i>,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of
-members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks.</p>
-
-<p>"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For
-instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to
-do evenings—get them to help earn the money for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> Cemetery, if you want
-to,' he adds, laughing a little.</p>
-
-<p>"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks
-of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim.</p>
-
-<p>"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the
-town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to
-you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong
-to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now
-I'm really more fond of folks—speaking by and large—than I am of
-tombstones.'</p>
-
-<p>"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world
-outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never
-knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it
-was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he
-waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it
-would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't
-go meddling in the village affairs—petitionin' the council and
-protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span>'Meetin', singin' songs, servin'
-lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps
-on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things—'
-Timothy shook his head.</p>
-
-<p>"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms
-will take care of themselves.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas,
-'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove
-to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round
-the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for
-the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing
-done.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a
-great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes
-away.'</p>
-
-<p>"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else,
-not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece,
-till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since
-long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was
-expecting an unknown niece of my own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> in a week or so, and your unknown
-relatives is quite likely to be glass houses.</p>
-
-<p>"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any
-doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has
-just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting
-in Tom, Dick, and Harry.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's
-sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we
-quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual,
-promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything,
-'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real
-Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good
-morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang
-on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and
-I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world;
-but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing.</p>
-
-<p>"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad
-taste; and we <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span>conversed around in groups, and done our best to make
-'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor
-Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in.</p>
-
-<p>"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the
-present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her
-name.</p>
-
-<p>"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use
-his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in
-front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian
-name as soon as his back was turned, <i>I</i> call it,' said some. 'My land,
-I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. <i>My</i>
-opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.'</p>
-
-<p>"But I guess Insley had more confidence.</p>
-
-<p>"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons.</p>
-
-<p>"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job
-you're talking about, you know.'</p>
-
-<p>"'It's <i>the</i> big job,' says Insley, quiet.</p>
-
-<p>"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her
-back.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me—I'll always do for
-chinkin' in.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be
-up till day <i>after</i> to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.'</p>
-
-<p>"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to
-it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady
-stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger,
-much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a
-stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church
-was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a
-travelling man.</p>
-
-<p>"Here, though, was a stranger—and such a stranger. She was so
-unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a
-star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside—a star,
-so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with
-peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark
-cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud
-clinging about that brightness—a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy
-hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet
-umbrella at arm's length out in the entry.</p>
-
-<p>"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in.
-I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please,
-Robin, and meet these people.'</p>
-
-<p>"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule,
-where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there
-against the big, black background of the night and the village, while
-Mis' Emmons presented her.</p>
-
-<p>"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me
-to-day—for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?'</p>
-
-<p>"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss
-Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I
-was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be
-like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us.
-She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned
-a little inside the frame of the doorway and put<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> out her hand to us
-all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain,
-was warm.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But
-I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change
-smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good
-high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again—a sweet grave, not
-a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from
-each other as soup from hot water.</p>
-
-<p>"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she
-adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of
-a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.'</p>
-
-<p>"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us?
-'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone
-from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough.</p>
-
-<p>"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and
-we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the
-shining lamp path was setting a child—a little boy, with a paper bag in his arms.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>II</h2>
-
-<p>"Who on earth was he, we wondered to ourselves, and we all jostled
-forward, trying to see down to him, us women lifting up our skirts from
-the entry wet. He was like a little wad of clothes, bunched up on the
-top step, but inside them the little fellow was all curled up, sleeping.
-And we knew he hadn't come for any of us, and he didn't look like he was
-waiting for anybody in particular.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas fixed up an explanation, ready-done:—</p>
-
-<p>"'He must belong down on the flats,' says Silas. 'The idear of his
-sleepin' here. I said we'd oughter hev a gate acrost the vestibule.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Roust him up an' start him home,' says Timothy Toplady, adviceful.</p>
-
-<p>"'I will,' says Silas, that always thinks it's his share to do any
-unclaimed managing; and he brought down his hand towards the child's
-shoulder. But his hand didn't get that far.</p>
-
-<p>"'Let me wake him up,' says Robin Sidney.</p>
-
-<p>"She laid her umbrella in the wet of the steps and, Silas being
-surprised into giving way, she stooped over the child. She woke him up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span>
-neither by speaking to him nor grasping his arm, but she just slipped
-her hands along his cheeks till her hands met under his chin, and she
-lifted up his chin, gentle.</p>
-
-<p>"'Wake up and look at me,' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"The child opened his eyes, with no starting or bewildering, and looked
-straight up into her face. There was light enough for us all to see that
-he smiled bright, like one that's real glad some waiting is done. And
-she spoke to him, not making a point of it and bringing it out like
-she'd aimed it at him, but just matter-of-fact gentle and commonplace
-tender.</p>
-
-<p>"'Whose little boy are you?' she ask' him.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm goin' with whoever wants me to go with 'em,' says the child.</p>
-
-<p>"'But who are you—where do you live?' she says to him. 'You live, don't
-you—in this town?'</p>
-
-<p>"The child shook his head positive.</p>
-
-<p>"'I lived far,' he told her, 'in that other place. I come up here with
-my daddy. He says he might not come back to-night.'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin Sidney knelt right down before him on the wet steps.</p>
-
-<p>"'Truly,' she said, 'haven't you any place to go to-night?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, yes,' says the child, 'he says I must<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> go with whoever wants me to
-go with 'em. Do—do you?'</p>
-
-<p>"At that Miss Sidney looked up at us, swift, and down again. The wind
-had took hold of a strand of her hair and blew it across her eyes, and
-she was pushing it away as she got up. And by then Insley was standing
-before her, back of the little boy, that he suddenly stooped down and
-picked up in his arms.</p>
-
-<p>"'Let's get inside, shall we?' he says, commanding. 'Let's all go back
-in and see about him.'</p>
-
-<p>"We went back into the church, even Silas taking orders, though of
-course that was part curiosity; and Insley sat down with the child on
-his knee, and held out the child's feet in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'He's wet as a rat,' he says. 'Look at his shoes.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a, make him tell his name, why don't you?' says Mis' Sykes,
-sharp. '<i>I</i> think we'd ought to find out who he is. What's your name,
-Boy?' she adds, brisk.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley dropped the boy's feet and took a-hold of one of his hands.
-'Yes,' he says, hasty, 'we must try to do that.' But he looked right
-straight over Mis' Sykes's shoulder to where, beyond the others, Robin
-Sidney was standing.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> 'He was your friend first,' he said to her. 'You
-found him.'</p>
-
-<p>"She come and knelt down beside the child where, on Insley's knee, he
-sat staring round, all wondering and questioning, to the rest of us. But
-she seemed to forget all about the rest of us, and I loved the way she
-was with that little strange boy. She kind of put her hands on him,
-wiping the raindrops off his face, unbuttoning his wet coat, doing a
-little something to his collar; and every touch was a kind of a little
-stroke that some women's hands give almost without their knowing it. I
-loved to watch her, because I'm always as stiff as a board with a
-child—unless I'm alone with them. Then I ain't.</p>
-
-<p>"'My name's Robin,' she says to the little fellow. 'What's yours, dear?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Christopher,' he says right off. 'First, Christopher. An' then John.
-An' then Bartlett. Have you only got one name?' he asked her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, I've got two,' she says. 'The rest of mine is Sidney. Where—'</p>
-
-<p>"'Only two?' says the child. 'Why, I've got three.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Only two,' she answers. 'Where did your father go—don't you know
-that, Christopher?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span></p><p>"That seemed to make him think of something, and he looked down at his
-paper bag.</p>
-
-<p>"'First he bringed me these,' he says, and his face lighted up and he
-held out his bag to her. 'You can have one my cream-puffs,' he offers
-her, magnificent. I held my breath for fear she wouldn't take it, but
-she did. 'What fat ones!' she says admiring, and held it in her hand
-while she asked him more. It was real strange how we stood around, us
-older women and all, waiting for her to see what she could get out of
-him. But there wasn't any use. He was to go with whoever asked him to
-go—that was all he knew.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas Sykes snaps his watch. 'It's gettin' late,' he gives out, with a
-backward look at nothing in particular. 'Hadn't we best just leave him
-at the police station? Threat Hubbelthwait and me go right past there.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady, she sweeps round on him, pulling her shawl over her
-shoulders—one of them gestures of some women that makes it seem like
-even them that works hard and don't get out much of anywhere has motions
-left in them that used to be motioned in courts and castles and like
-that. 'Police station! Silas Sykes,' says she, queenly, 'you put me in
-mind of a stone wall, you're that sympathizin'.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></p><p>"'Well, <i>we</i> can't take him, Amandy,' Timothy Toplady reminds her,
-hurried. 'We live too far. 'Twouldn't do to walk him 'way there.'
-Timothy will give, but he wants to give to his own selected poor that he
-knows about; an' he won't never allow himself no luxuries in givin' here
-an' there, when something just happens to come up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land, he may of come from where there's disease—you can't tell,' says
-Mis' Uppers. 'I think we'd ought to go slow.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' says two-three others, 'we'd best go slow. Why, his father may
-be looking for him.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Eleanor Emmons spoke up serene.</p>
-
-<p>"'While we're going slow,' she says, 'I think I'll just take him home
-and get his feet dry. I live the nearest. Mr. Sykes, you might report
-him at the police station as you go by, in case someone is looking for
-him. And if nobody inquires, he can sleep on my couch beside my grate
-fire to-night. Can't he, Robin?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'd love it,' says the girl.</p>
-
-<p>"'Excellent,' says Insley, and set the little boy on his feet.</p>
-
-<p>"But when he done that, the child suddenly swung round and caught Miss
-Sidney's arm and looked up in her face; and his little nose was screwed
-up alarming.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p><p>"'What <i>is</i> it—what's the matter, Christopher?' she ask' him. And the
-rest of us that had begun moving to go, stopped to listen. And in that
-little stillness Christopher told us:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' he says, 'it's that hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went
-right through that hole. And it's <i>chokin'</i> me.'</p>
-
-<p>"Just exactly as if a hand had kind of touched us all, a nice little
-stir went round among us women. And with that, Insley, who had been
-standing there so big and strong and able and willing, and waiting for a
-chance to take hold, he just simply put his hands on his knees and
-stooped over and made his back right for the little fellow to climb up
-on. The child knew what it was for, soon enough—we see somebody
-somewheres must of been doing it for him before, for he scrambled right
-up, laughing, and Miss Sidney helping him. And a kind of a little
-ripple, that wan't no true words, run round among us all. Most women and
-some men is strong on ripples of this sort, but when it comes right down
-to doing something in consequence, we ain't so handy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Leave me come along and help take care of him a little while,' I says;
-and I thought it was because I was ashamed of myself and trying to make
-up for not offering before. But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> I think really what was the matter with
-me was that I just plain wanted to go along with that little boy.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm your automobile,' says Insley to the little fellow, and he laughed
-out, delighted, hanging onto his paper sack.</p>
-
-<p>"'If you'll give me the big umbrella, Aunt Eleanor,' says Miss Sidney on
-the church steps, 'I'll try to keep the rain off the automobile and the
-passenger.'</p>
-
-<p>"The rain had just about stopped when we four started down Daphne
-Street. The elms and maples along the sidewalk was dripping soft, and
-everybody's gardens was laying still, like something new had happened to
-them. It smelled good, and like everything outdoors was going to start
-all over again and be something else, sweeter.</p>
-
-<p>"When we got most to Mis' Emmon's gate, I stopped stock still, looking
-at something shining on the hill. It was Proudfit House, lit up from top
-to bottom—the big house on the hill that had stood there, blind and
-dark, for months on end.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, some of the Proudfits must of come home,' I says out loud.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Emmons answered up, all unexpected to me, for I never knew she
-knew the Proudfits.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> 'Mr. Alex Proudfit is coming on to-morrow,' she
-says. And I sort of resented her that was so near a stranger in the
-village hearing this about Alex Proudfit before I did, that had known
-him since he was in knickerbockers.</p>
-
-<p>"'Am I keeping the rain off you two people?' Miss Sidney asks as, at the
-corner, we all turned our backs on Proudfit House.</p>
-
-<p>"'Nobody,' Insley says—and his voice was always as smooth and round as
-wheels running along under his words, 'nobody ever kept the rain off as
-you are keeping it off, Miss Sidney.'</p>
-
-<p>"And, 'I did walked all that way—in that rain,' says Christopher,
-sleepy, in his automobile's collar.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>III</h2>
-
-<p>"If it was anyways damp or chilly, Mis' Emmons always had a little blaze
-in the grate—not a heat blaze, but just a Come-here blaze. And going
-into her little what-she-called living-room at night, I always thought
-was like pushing open some door of the dark to find a sort of
-cubby-corner hollowed out from the bigger dark for tending the homey
-fire. That rainy night we went in from the street almost right onto the
-hearth. And it was as pleasant as taking the first mouthful of
-something.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley, with Christopher still on his back, stood on the rug in front
-of the door and looked round him.</p>
-
-<p>"'How jolly it always looks here, Mrs. Emmons,' he says. 'I never saw
-such a hearty place.'</p>
-
-<p>"I donno whether you've ever noticed the difference in the way women
-bustle around? Most nice women do bustle when something comes up that
-needs it. Some does it light and lifty, like fairies going around on
-missions; and some does it kind of crackling and nervous, like goblins
-on business. Mis' Emmons was the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> first kind, and it was real
-contagious. You caught it yourself and begun pulling chairs around and
-seeing to windows and sort of settling away down deep into the minute.
-She begun doing that way now, seeing to the fire and the lamp-shade and
-the sofa, and wanting everybody to be dry and comfortable, instant.</p>
-
-<p>"'You are so good-natured to like my room,' she says. 'I furnished it
-for ten cents—yes, not much more. The whole effect is just colour,' she
-says. 'What I have to do without in quality I go and wheedle out of the
-spectrum. What <i>should</i> we do without the rainbow? And what in the world
-am I going to put on that child?'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley let Christopher down on the rug by the door, and there he stood,
-dripping, patient, holding his paper bag, and not looking up and around
-him, same as a child will in a strange room, but just looking hard at
-the nice, red, warm blaze. Miss Sidney come and stooped over him, with
-that same little way of touching him, like loving.</p>
-
-<p>"'Let's go and be dry now,' she says, 'and then let's see what we can
-find in the pantry.'</p>
-
-<p>"The little fellow, he just laughed out, soft and delicious, with his
-head turned away and without saying anything.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p><p>"'I never said such a successful thing,' says Miss Sidney, and led him
-upstairs where we could hear Mis' Emmons bustling around cosey.</p>
-
-<p>"Mr. Insley and I sat down by the fire. I remember I looked over towards
-him and felt sort of nervous, he was so good looking and so silent. A
-good-looking <i>talking</i> man I ain't afraid of, because I can either
-admire or despise him immediate, and either way it gives me something to
-do answering back. But one that's still, it takes longer to make out,
-and it don't give you no occupation for your impressions. And Insley,
-besides being still, was so good looking that it surprised me every new
-time I see him. I always wanted to say: Have you been looking like that
-all the time since I last saw you, and how <i>do</i> you keep it up?</p>
-
-<p>"He had a face and a body that showed a good many men looking out of 'em
-at you, and all of 'em was men you'd like to of known. There was
-scholars that understood a lot, and gentlemen that acted easy, and
-outdoor men that had pioneered through hard things and had took their
-joy of the open. All of them had worked hard at him—and had give him
-his strength and his merriness and his big, broad shoulders and his
-nice, friendly boyishness, and his eyes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> that could see considerably
-more than was set before them. By his own care he had knit his body
-close to life, and I know he had knit his spirit close to it, too. As I
-looked over at him that night, my being nervous sort of swelled up into
-a lump in my throat and I wanted to say inside me: O God, ain't it nice,
-ain't it nice that you've got some folks like him?</p>
-
-<p>"He glanced over to me, kind of whimsical.</p>
-
-<p>"'Are you in favour of folks or tombstones?' he asks, with his eyebrows
-flickering up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Me?' I says. 'Well, I don't want to be clannish, but I do lean a good
-deal towards folks.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You knew what I meant to-night?' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' I answered, 'I knew.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I thought you did,' he says grave.</p>
-
-<p>"Then he lapsed into keeping still again and so did I, me through not
-quite knowing what to say, and him—well, I wasn't sure, but I thought
-he acted a good deal as if he had something nice to think about. I've
-seen that look on people's faces sometimes, and it always makes me feel
-a little surer that I'm a human being. I wondered if it was his new work
-he was turning over, or his liking the child's being cared for, or the
-mere nice minute, there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> by the grate fire. Then a door upstairs shut,
-and somebody come down and into the room, and when he got up, his look
-sort of centred in that new minute.</p>
-
-<p>"It was Miss Sidney that come in, and she set down by the fire like
-something pleased her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Aunt Eleanor is going to decorate Christopher herself,' she says. 'She
-believes that she alone can do whatever comes up in this life to be
-done, and usually she's right.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley stood looking at her for a minute before he set down again. She
-had her big black cloak off by then, and she was wearing a
-dress-for-in-the-house that was all rosy. She wasn't anything of the
-star any longer. She was something more than a star. I always think one
-of the nicest commonplace minutes in a woman's everyday is when she
-comes back from somewheres outside the house where she's been, and sets
-down by the fire, or by a window, or just plain in the middle of the
-room. They always talk about pigeons 'homing'; I wish't they kept that
-word for women. It seems like it's so exactly what they <i>do</i> do.</p>
-
-<p>"'I love the people,' Miss Sidney went on, 'that always feel that
-way—that if something they're interested in is going to be really well
-done, then they must do it themselves.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span></p><p>"Insley always knew just what anybody meant—I'd noticed that about
-him. His mind never left what you'd said floating round, loose ends in
-the room, without your knowing whether it was going to be caught and
-tied; but he just nipped right onto your remark and <i>tied it in the
-right place</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"'I love them, too,' he says now. 'I love anybody who can really feel
-responsibility, from a collie with her pups up. But then I'm nothing to
-go by. I find I'm rather strong for a good many people that can't feel
-it, too—that are just folks, going along.'</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose he expected from her the nice, ladylike agreeing, same as
-most women give to this sort of thing, just like they'd admit they're
-fond of verbenas or thin soles. But instead of that, she caught fire.
-Her look jumped up the way a look will and went acrost to his. I always
-think I'd rather have folks say 'I know' to me, understanding, than to
-just pour me out information, and that was what she said to him.</p>
-
-<p>"'I know,' she says, 'on the train to-day—if you could have seen them.
-Such dreadful-looking people, and underneath—the <i>giving-up-ness</i>. I
-believe in them,' she added simple.</p>
-
-<p>"When a thing you believe gets spoke by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> somebody that believes it, too,
-it's like the earth moved round a little faster, and I donno but it
-does. Insley looked for a minute like he thought so.</p>
-
-<p>"'I believe in them,' he says; 'not the way I used to, and just because
-I thought they must be, somehow, fundamentally decent, but because it's
-true.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I know just when I first knew that,' Miss Sidney says. 'It come to me,
-of all places, in a subway train, when I was looking at a row of faces
-across the car. Nobody, <i>nobody</i> can look interesting in that row along
-the side of a subway car. And then I saw....'</p>
-
-<p>"She thought for a minute and shook her head.</p>
-
-<p>"'I can't tell you,' she says, 'it sounds so little and—no account. It
-was a little thing, just something that happened to a homely woman with
-a homely man, in a hat like a pirate's. But it almost—let me in. I can
-do it ever since—look into people, into, or through, or with ...' she
-tries to explain it. Then her eyes hurried up to his face, like she was
-afraid he might not be understanding. He just nodded, without looking at
-her, but she knew that he knew what she meant, and that he meant it,
-too.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p><p>" ... I thought it was wonderful to hear them. I felt like an old
-mountain, or anything natural and real ancient, listening to the Song of
-Believing, sung by two that's young and just beginning. We all sing it
-sometime in our lives—or Lord grieve for them that never do—and I
-might as well own up that I catch myself humming that same song a good
-deal of the time, to keep myself a-going. But I love to hear it when
-it's just begun.</p>
-
-<p>"They was still talking when Mis' Emmons come downstairs with
-Christopher. Land, land but the little chap looked dear, dragging along,
-holding up a long-skirted lounging dress of Mis' Emmons's. I never had
-one of them lounging dresses. There's a lot of common things that it
-never seems to me I can buy for myself: a nice dressing-gown, a block of
-black pins, a fancy-headed hat pin, and a lemon-squeezer. I always use a
-loose print, and common pins, and penny black-headed hat pins, and go
-around squeezing my lemons by hand. I donno why it is, I'm sure.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm—I'm—I'm—a little boy king!' Christopher stutters, all excited
-and satisfied, while Insley was a-packing him in the Morris chair.</p>
-
-<p>"'Rained on!' says Mis' Emmons, in that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> kind of dismay that's as pure
-feminine as if it had on skirts. 'Water isn't a circumstance to what
-that dear child was. He was saturated—bless him. He must have been out
-for perfect hours.'</p>
-
-<p>"Christopher, thinking back into the rain, mebbe, from the pleasantness
-of that minute, smiled and took a long breath.</p>
-
-<p>"'I walked from that other place,' he explains, important.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Emmons knew he was hungry, and she took Miss Sidney and Insley off
-to the kitchen to find something to eat, and left me with the little
-fellow, me spreading out his clothes in front of the fire to dry. He set
-real still, like being dry and being with somebody was all he wanted.
-And of course that is a good deal.</p>
-
-<p>"I don't always quite know how to start talking to a child. I'm always
-crazy to talk with them, but I'm so afraid of that shy, grave,
-criticizin' look they have. I feel right off like apologizing for the
-silly question I've just asked them. I felt that way now when
-Christopher looked at me, real dignified and wondering. 'What you going
-to be when you grow up to be a man?' was what I had just asked him. And
-yet I don't know what better question I could of asked him, either.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm goin' to have a cream-puff store, an' make it all light in the
-window,' he answers ready.</p>
-
-<p>"'All light in the window?' I says puzzled.</p>
-
-<p>"'And I'm going to keep a church,' he goes on, 'and I'm going to make
-nice, black velvet for their coffings.'</p>
-
-<p>"I didn't know quite what to make of that, not being able to think back
-very far into his mind. So I kept still a few minutes.</p>
-
-<p>"'What was you doin' in the church?' he says to me, all at once.</p>
-
-<p>"'I don't really know. Waiting for you to come, I guess, Christopher,' I
-says.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Was</i> you?' he cried, delighted. 'Pretty soon I came!' He looked in
-the fire, sort of troubled. 'Is God outdoors nights?' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"I said a little something.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' he says, 'I thought he was in the house by the bed when you say
-your prayer. An' I thought he was in church. But I don't think he stays
-in the dark, much.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Mebbe you don't,' I says, 'but you wait for him in the dark, and mebbe
-all of a sudden some night you can tell that something is there. And
-just you wait for that night to come.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That's a nice game,' says Christopher, bright. 'What game is that?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I donno,' I says. 'Game of Life, I guess.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p><p>"He liked the sound; and he set there—little waif, full of no supper,
-saying it over like a chant:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Game o' life—game o' life—game o' l-i-f-e—'</p>
-
-<p>"Just at that minute I was turning his little pockets wrong side out to
-dry them, and in one of them I see a piece of paper, all crumpled up and
-wrinkled. I spread it out, and I see it had writing on. And I held it up
-to the light and read it, read it through twice.</p>
-
-<p>"'Christopher,' I says then, 'where did you get this piece of paper? It
-was in your pocket.'</p>
-
-<p>"He looked at it, blank, and then he remembered.</p>
-
-<p>"'My daddy,' he says. 'My daddy told me to give it to folks. I forgot.'</p>
-
-<p>"'To folks?' I says. 'To what folks?'</p>
-
-<p>"'To whoever ask' me anything,' he answers. 'Is it a letter?' he ask'.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' I says, thoughtful, 'it's a letter.'</p>
-
-<p>"'To tell me what to do?' he ask' me.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'but more, I guess, to tell us what to do.'</p>
-
-<p>"I talked with him a little longer, so's to get his mind off the paper;
-and then I told him to set still a minute, and I slipped out to where
-the rest was.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p><p>"The pantry had a close, spicey, foody smell of a pantry at night, when
-every tin chest and glass jar may be full up with nice things to eat
-that you'd forgot about—cocoanut and citron and cinnamon bark. In
-grown-up folks one of the things that is the last to grow up is the
-things a pantry in the evening promises. You may get over really liking
-raisins and sweet chocolate; you may get to wanting to eat in the
-evening things that you didn't use' to even know the names of and don't
-know them now, and yet it never gets over being nice and eventive to go
-out in somebody's pantry at night, especially a pantry that ain't your
-own.</p>
-
-<p>"'Put everything on a tray,' Mis' Emmons was directing them, 'and find
-the chafing-dish and let's make it in there by Christopher. Mr. Insley,
-can you make toast? Don't equivocate,' she says; '<i>can</i> you make toast?
-People fib no end over what they can make. I'm always bragging about my
-omelettes, and yet one out of every three I make goes flat, and I know
-it. And yet I brag on. Beans, buckwheat, rice—what do you want to
-cream, Robin? Well, look in the store-room. There may be something
-there. We must tell Miss Sidney about Grandma Sellers' store-room, Mr.
-Insley,' she says, and then tells it herself, laughing like a girl,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> how
-Grandma Sellers, down at the other end of Daphne Street, has got a
-store-room she keeps full of staples and won't let her son's wife use a
-thing out. 'I've been hungry,' Grandma Sellers says, 'and I ain't
-ashamed of that. But if you knew how good it feels to have a still-room
-stocked full, you wouldn't ask me to disturb a can of nothing. I want
-them all there, so if I should want them.' 'She's like me,' Mis' Emmons
-ends, 'I always want to keep my living-room table tidy, to have a place
-in case I should want to lay anything down. And if I put anything on it,
-I snatch it up, so as to have a place in case I want to lay anything
-down.'</p>
-
-<p>"They was all laughing when I went out into the kitchen, and I went up
-to Mis' Emmons with the paper.</p>
-
-<p>"'Read that,' I says.</p>
-
-<p>"She done so, out loud—the scrawlin', downhill message:—</p>
-
-<blockquote><p>"'Keep him will you,' the paper said, 'I don't chuck him to get rid
-of but hes only got me since my wifes dead and the drinks got me
-again. Ive stood it quite awhile but its got me again so keep him
-and oblidge. will send money to him to the P O here what I can
-spare I aint chuckin him but the drinks got me again.</p>
-
-<p class="right">"'resp, his father.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p><p>"'P S his name is Christopher Bartlett he is a good boy his throat
-gets sore awful easy.'</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>"When Mis' Emmons had got through reading, I remember Miss Sidney's face
-best. It was so full of a sort of a leaping-up pity and wistfulness that
-it went to your heart, like words. I knew that with her the minute
-wasn't no mere thrill nor twitter nor pucker, the way sad things is to
-some, but it was just a straight sounding of a voice from a place of
-pain. And so it was to Insley. But Mis' Emmons, she never give herself
-time to be swamped by anything without trying to climb out right while
-the swamping was going on.</p>
-
-<p>"'What'll we do?' she says, rapid. 'What in this world shall we do? Did
-you ever hear of anything—well, I wish somebody would tell me what
-we're going to do.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Let's be glad for one thing,' says Allen Insley, 'that he's here with
-you people to-night. Let's be glad of that first—that he's here with
-you.'</p>
-
-<p>"Miss Sidney looked away to the dark window.</p>
-
-<p>"'That poor man,' she says. 'That poor father....'</p>
-
-<p>"We talked about it a little, kind of loose ends and nothing to fasten
-to, like you will. Mis'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> Emmons was the first to get back inside the
-minute.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' she says, brisk, 'do let's go in and feed the child while we
-have him. Nobody knows when he's had anything to eat but those unholy
-cream-puffs. Let's heat him some broth and let's carry in the things.'</p>
-
-<p>"Back by the fire Christopher set doing nothing, but just looking in the
-blaze like his very eyesight had been chilly and damp and needed seeing
-to. He cried out jolly when he see all the pretty harness of the
-chafing-dish and the tray full of promises.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' he cries, '<i>Robin!</i>'</p>
-
-<p>"She went over to him, and she nestled him now like she couldn't think
-of enough to do for him nor enough things to say to keep him company. I
-see Insley watching her, and I wondered if it didn't come to him like it
-come to me, that for the pure art of doing nothing so that it seems like
-it couldn't be got along without, a woman—some women—can be commended
-by heaven to a world that always needs that kind of doing nothing.</p>
-
-<p>"'Children have a genius for getting rid of the things that don't
-count,' Miss Sidney says. 'I love his calling me "Robin." Mustn't there
-be some place where we don't build walls around our names?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p><p>"Insley thought for a minute. 'You oughtn't to be called "Miss," and
-you oughtn't to wear a hat,' he concluded, sober. 'Both of them make
-you—too much <i>there</i>. They draw a line around you.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I don't feel like Miss to myself,' she says, grave. 'I feel like
-Robin. I believe I <i>am</i> Robin!'</p>
-
-<p>"And I made up my mind right then and there that, to myself anyway, I
-was always going to call her Robin. It's funny about first names. Some
-of them fit right down and snuggle up close to their person so that you
-can't think of them apart. And some of them slip loose and dangle along
-after their person, quite a ways back, so that you're always surprised
-when now and then they catch up and get themselves spoke by someone. But
-the name Robin just seemed to wrap Miss Sidney up in itself so that, as
-she said, she <i>was</i> Robin. I like to call her so.</p>
-
-<p>"It was her that engineered the chafing-dish. A chafing-dish is a thing
-I've always looked on a little askant. I couldn't cook with folks
-looking at me no more than I could wash my face in company. I remember
-one hot July day when there was a breeze in my front door, I took my
-ironing-board in the parlor and tried to iron there. But land, I felt
-all left-handed; and I know it would be that way if I ever tried to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span>
-cook in there, on my good rug. Robin though, she done it wonderful. And
-pretty soon she put the hot cream gravy on some crumbled-up bread and
-took it to Christopher, with a cup of broth that smelled like when they
-used to say, 'Dinner's ready,' when you was twelve years old.</p>
-
-<p>"He looked up at her eager. 'Can you cut it in squares?' he asked.</p>
-
-<p>"'In what?' she asks him over.</p>
-
-<p>"'Squares. And play it's molasses candy—white molasses candy?' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' says Robin, 'no, not in squares. But let's play it's hot
-ice-cream.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Hot ice-cream</i>,' he says, real slow, his eyes getting wide. To play
-Little Boy King and have hot ice-cream was about as much as he could
-take care of, in joy. Sometimes I get to wondering how we ever do
-anything else except collect children together and give them nice little
-simple fairylands. But while, on the sly, we was all watching to see
-Christopher sink deep in the delight of that hot toothsome supper, he
-suddenly lays down his spoon and stares over to us with wide eyes, eyes
-that there wasn't no tears gathering in, though his little mouth was
-quivering.</p>
-
-<p>"'What is it—what, dear?' Robin asks, from her stool near his feet.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p><p>"'My daddy,' says the little boy. 'I was thinking if he could have some
-this.'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin touched her cheek down on his arm.</p>
-
-<p>"'Blessed,' she says, 'think how glad he'd be to have you have some.
-He'd want you to eat it—wouldn't he?'</p>
-
-<p>"The child nodded and took up his spoon, but he sighed some. 'I wish't
-he'd hurry,' he says, and ate, obedient.</p>
-
-<p>"Robin looked up at us—I don't think a woman is ever so lovely as when
-she's sympathizing, and it don't make much difference what it's over, a
-sore finger or a sore heart, it's equally becoming.</p>
-
-<p>"'I know,' she says to us, 'I know just the <i>place</i> where that hurts. I
-remember, when I was little, being in a house that a band passed, and
-because mother wasn't there, I ran inside and wouldn't listen. It's such
-a special kind of hurt....'</p>
-
-<p>"From the end of the settle that was some in the shadow, Insley set
-watching her, and he looked as if he was thinking just what I was
-thinking: that she was the kind that would most always know just the
-place things hurt. And I bet she'd know what to do—and a thousand kinds
-of things that she'd go and do it.</p>
-
-<p>"'O ...' Christopher says. 'I like this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> most next better than molasses
-candy, cutted in squares. I do, Robin!' He looked down at her, his spoon
-waiting. 'Is you that Robin Redbreast?' he inquired.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm any Robin you want me to be,' she told him. 'To-morrow we'll play
-that, shall we?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Am I here to-morrow? Don't I have to walk to-morrow?' he ask' her.</p>
-
-<p>"'No, you won't have to walk to-morrow,' she told him.</p>
-
-<p>"Christopher leaned back, altogether nearer to luxury than I guess he'd
-ever been.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm a little boy king, and it's hot ice-cream, and I love <i>you</i>,' he
-tops it off to Robin.</p>
-
-<p>"She smiled at him, leaning on his chair.</p>
-
-<p>"'Isn't it a miracle,' she says to us, 'the way we can call out—being
-liked? We don't do something, and people don't pay any attention and
-don't know the difference. Then some little thing happens, and there
-they are—liking us, doing a real thing.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I know it,' I says, fervent. 'Sometimes,' I says, 'it seems to me
-wonderful cosey to be alive! I'm glad I'm it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'So am I,' says Insley, and leaned forward. 'There's never been such a
-time to be alive,' he says. 'Mrs. Emmons, why don't we ask Miss Sidney
-for some plans for our plan?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p><p>"Do you know how sometimes you'll have a number of floating ideas in
-your mind—wanting to do this, thinking that would be nice, dreaming of
-something else—and yet afraid to say much about it, because it seems
-like the ideas or the dreams is much too wild for anybody else to have,
-too? And then mebbe after a while, you'll find that somebody had the
-same idea and dreamed it out, and died with it? Or somebody else tried
-to make it go a little? Well, that was what begun to happen to me that
-night while I heard Insley talk, only I see that my floating ideas, that
-wan't properly attached to the sides of my head, was actually being
-worked out here and there, and that Insley knew about them.</p>
-
-<p>"I donno how to tell what my ideas was. I'd had them from time to time,
-and a good many of us ladies had, only we didn't know what to do with
-them. And an idea that you don't know what to do with is like a wild
-animal out of its cage: there ain't no performance till it's adjusted.
-For instance, when we'd wanted to pave Daphne Street and the whole town
-council had got up and swung its arms over its head and said that having
-an economical administration was better than paving—why, then us ladies
-had all had the same idee about that.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p><p>"'Is the town run for the sake of being the town, with money in its
-treasury, or is the town run for the folks in it?' I remember Mis'
-Toplady asking, puzzled. 'Ain't the folks the town really?' she ask'.
-'And if they are, why can't they pave themselves with their own money?
-Don't that make sense?' she ask' us, and we thought it did.</p>
-
-<p>"Us ladies had got Daphne Street paved, or at least it was through us
-they made the beginning, but there was things we hadn't done. We was all
-taking milk of Rob Henney that we knew his cow barns wasn't at all
-eatable, but he was the only milk wagon, nobody else in town delivering,
-so we kept on taking, but squeamish, squeamish. Then there was the
-grocery stores, leaving their food all over the sidewalk, dust-peppered
-and dirt-salted. But nobody liked to say anything to Silas Sykes that
-keeps the post-office store, nor to Joe Betts, that his father before
-him kept the meat market, being we all felt delicate, like at asking a
-church member to come out to church. Then us ladies had bought a zinc
-wagon and started it around to pick up the garbage to folks' doors, but
-the second summer the council wouldn't help pay for the team, because it
-was a saving council, and so the wagon was setting in a shed, with its
-hands<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> folded. Then there was Black Hollow, that we'd wanted filled up
-with dirt instead of scummy water, arranging for typhoid fever and other
-things, but the council having got started paving, was engaged in paving
-the swamp out for miles, Silas Sykes's cousin being in the wooden block
-business. And, too, us ladies was just then hopping mad over the doings
-they was planning for the Fourth of July, that wasn't no more than
-making a cash register of the day to earn money into. All these things
-had been disturbing us, and more; but though we talked it over
-considerable, none of us knew what to do, or whether anything could be.
-It seemed as though every way we moved a hand, it hit out at the council
-or else went into some business man's pocket. And not having anybody to
-tell us what other towns were doing, we just set still and wished,
-passive.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, and that night, while I heard Insley talking, was the first I
-knew that other towns had thought about these things, too, and was
-beginning to stir and to stir things. Insley talked about it light
-enough, laughing, taking it all casual on the outside, but underneath
-with a splendid earnestness that was like the warp to his words. He
-talked like we could pick Friendship Village up, same as a strand if we
-wanted,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> and make it fine and right for weaving in a big pattern that
-his eyes seemed to see. He talked like our village, and everybody's
-village and everybody's city wasn't just a lot of streets laid down and
-walls set up, and little families and little clubs and little separate
-groups of folks organized by themselves. But he spoke like the whole
-town was just one street and <i>no</i> walls, and like every town was a piece
-of the Big Family that lives on the same street, all around the world
-and back again. And he seemed to feel that the chief thing all of us was
-up to was thinking about this family and doing for it and being it, and
-getting it to be the way it can be when we all know how. And he seemed
-to think the things us ladies had wanted to do was some of the things
-that would help it to be the way it can.</p>
-
-<p>"When he stopped, Robin looked up at him from the hearth-rug: '"The
-world is beginning,"' she quotes to him from somewheres; "'I must go and
-help the king."'</p>
-
-<p>"He nodded, looking down at her and seeing, as he must have seen, that
-her face was all kindled into the same kind of a glory that was in his.
-It was a nice minute for them, but I was so excited I piped right up in
-the middle of it:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' I says, '<i>them</i> things! Was it them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> kind of things you meant
-about in Sodality to-night that we'd ought to do? Why, us ladies has
-wanted to do things like that, but we felt sort of sneaking about it and
-like we was working against the council and putting our interests before
-the town treasury—'</p>
-
-<p>"'And of the cemetery,' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Is <i>that</i>,' I ask' him, 'what you're professor of, over to Indian
-Mound college?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Something like that,' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Nothing in a book, with long words and italics?' I ask' him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' he says, 'it's getting in books now, a little. But it doesn't
-need any long words.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why,' I says, 'it's just being professor of human beings, then?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Trying to be, perhaps,' he says, grave.</p>
-
-<p>"'Professor of Human Beings,' I said over to myself; 'professor of being
-human....'</p>
-
-<p>"On this nice minute, the front door, without no bell or knock, opened
-to let in Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, with a shawl over her head
-and a tin can in her hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'No, I won't set any, thanks,' she says. 'I just got to
-thinking—mercy, no. Don't give me any kind of anything to eat any such
-time of night as this. I should be up till midnight taking soda. That's
-what ails folks' stomachs,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> my notion—these late lunches on nobody
-knows what. No, I got to bed and I was just dropping off when I happened
-to sense how wringing wet that child was, and that I betted he'd take
-cold and have the croup in the night, and you wouldn't have no
-remedy—not having any children, so. It rousted me right up wide awake,
-and I dressed me and run over here with this. Here. Put some on a rag
-and clap it on his chest if he coughs croupy. I donno's it would hurt
-him to clap it on him, anyway, so's to be sure. No, I can't stop. It's
-'way past my bed-time....'</p>
-
-<p>"'There's lots of professors of being human, Miss Marsh,' Insley says to
-me, low.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Holcomb stood thinking a minute, brushing her lips with the fringe
-of her shawl.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mebbe somebody up to the Proudfits' would do something for him,' she
-says. 'I see they're lit up. Who's coming?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Mr. Alex Proudfit will be here to-morrow,' Mis' Emmons told her. 'He
-has some people coming to him in a day or two, for a house party over
-the Fourth.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Will he be here so soon?' says Insley. 'I've been looking forward to
-meeting him—I've a letter to him from Indian Mound.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Whatever happens,' says Mis' Holcomb,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> 'I'll get up attic first thing
-in the morning and find some old clothes for this dear child. I may be
-weak in the pocket-book, but I'm strong on old duds.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley and I both said good night, so's to walk home with Mis' Holcomb,
-and Christopher kissed us both, simple as belonging to us.</p>
-
-<p>"'We had that hot ice-cream,' he announced to Mis' Holcomb.</p>
-
-<p>"'The lamb!' says she, and turns her back, hasty.</p>
-
-<p>"I wondered a little at Mis' Emmons not saying anything to her about the
-letter we'd found, that made us know somebody would have to do
-something. But just as we was starting out, Mis' Emmons says to me low,
-'Don't let's say anything about his father yet. I have a plan—I want to
-think it over first.' And I liked knowing that already she had a plan,
-and I betted it was a plan that would be born four-square to its own
-future.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley stood holding the door open. The rain had stopped altogether
-now, and the night was full of little things sticking their heads up in
-deep grasses and beginning to sing about it. I donno about what, but
-about something nice. And Insley was looking toward Robin, and I see
-that all the ancestors he'd ever had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> was lingering around in his face,
-like they knew about something he was just beginning to know about.
-Something nice—nicer than the little outdoor voices.</p>
-
-<p>"'Good night, Miss Sidney,' he says. 'And what a good night for
-Christopher!' And he looked as if he wanted to add: 'And for me.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Good night, Mis' Emmons,' I says. 'It's been an evening like a full meal.'</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>IV</h2>
-
-<p>"By messenger the next day noon come a letter for me that made me laugh
-a little and that made me a little bit mad, too. This was it:—</p>
-
-<blockquote><p>"'Dear Calliope:</p>
-
-<p>"'Come up and help straighten things out, do. This place breathes
-desolation. Everything is everywhere except everything which
-everyone wants, which is lost. Come at once, Calliope, pray, and
-dine with me to-night and give me as much time as you can for a
-fortnight. I'm having some people here next week—twenty or so for
-over the Fourth—and a party. A company, you know! I need you.</p>
-
-<p class="right">"'<span class="smcap">Alex Proudfit.</span>'</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>"It was so exactly like Alex to send for me just plain because he wanted
-me. Never a word about if I was able or if I wasn't putting up berries
-or didn't have company or wasn't dead. I hadn't heard a sound from him
-in the two years or more that he'd been gone, and yet now it was just
-'Come,' like a lord. And for that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> matter like he used to do when he was
-in knickerbockers and coming to my house for fresh cookies, whether I
-had any baked or not. But I remember actually baking a batch for him one
-day while he galloped his pony up and down the Plank Road waiting for
-them. And I done the same way now. I got my work out of the way and went
-right up there, like I'd always done for that family in the forty years
-I could think back to knowing them, when I was a girl. I guessed that
-Alex had lit down sudden, a day or so behind his telegram to the
-servants; and I found that was what he had done.</p>
-
-<p>"Proudfit House stands on a hill, and it looks like the hill had
-billowed up gentle from underneath and had let some of the house flow
-down the sides. It was built ambitious, of the good cream brick that
-gives to a lot of our Middle West towns their colour of natural flax in
-among the green; it had been big in the beginning, and to it had been
-added a good many afterthoughts and postscripts of conservatory and
-entrance porch and sun room and screened veranda, till the hill couldn't
-hold them all. The house was one of them that was built fifty years ago
-and that has since been pecked and patted to suit modern uses, pinched
-off here and pulled off there to fit notions refining themselves
-gradual. And<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> all the time the house was let to keep some nice, ugly
-things that after a while, by mere age and use-to-ness, were finally
-accepted wholesale as dignified and desirable. The great brown mansard
-roof, niched and glassed in two places for statues—and having them,
-too, inside my memory and until Mr. Alex pulled them down; the scalloped
-tower on a wing; the round red glass window on a stairway—these we all
-sort of come to agree to as qualities of the place that couldn't be
-changed no more'n the railroad track. Tapestries and water-colours and
-Persian carpets went on inside the house, but outside was all the little
-twists of a taste that had started in naked and was getting dressed up
-by degrees.</p>
-
-<p>"Since the marriage of her daughter Clementina, Madame Proudfit had
-spent a good deal of time abroad, and the house had been shut up. This
-shutting up of people's houses always surprises me. When I shut up my
-house to go away for a couple of months or so, I just make sure the
-kitchen fire is out, and I carry the bird down to Mis' Holcomb's, and I
-turn the key in the front door and start off. But land, land when
-Proudfit House is going to be shut, the servants work days on end. Rugs
-up, curtains down, furniture covered and setting around out of place,
-pictures and ornaments wrapped up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> in blue paper—I always wonder <i>why</i>.
-Closing my house is like putting it to sleep for a little while, but
-closing Proudfit House is some like seeing it through a spasm and into a
-trance. They done that to the house most every summer, and I used to
-think they acted like spring was a sort of contagion, or a
-seventeen-year locust, or something to be fumigated for. I supposed that
-was the way the house looked when Alex got home to it, and of course a
-man must hate it worse than a woman does, because he doesn't know which
-end to tell them to take hold of to unravel. So I went right up there
-when he sent for me—and then it was a little fun, too, to be on the
-inside of what was happening there, that all the village was so curious
-about.</p>
-
-<p>"He'd gone off when I got there, gone off on horseback on some business,
-but he'd left word that he'd be back in a little while, and would I help
-him out in the library. I knew what that meant. The books was all out of
-the shelves and packed in paper, and he wanted me to see that they got
-back into their right places, like I'd done many and many a time for his
-mother. So I worked there the whole afternoon, with a couple of men to
-help me, and the portrait of Linda Proudfit on the wall watching me like
-it wanted to tell me something, maybe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> about the way she went off and
-died, away from home; and a little after four o'clock a servant let
-somebody into the room.</p>
-
-<p>"I looked up expecting to see Alex, and it surprised me some to see
-Insley instead. But I guessed how it was: that Alex Proudfit being a
-logical one to talk over Friendship Village with, Insley couldn't lose a
-day in bringing him his letter.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, Miss Marsh,' says he, 'and do you live everywhere, like a good
-fairy?'</p>
-
-<p>"I thought afterwards that I might have said to him: 'No, Mr. Insley.
-And do you appear everywhere, like a god?' But at the time I didn't
-think of anything to say, and I just smiled. I'm like that,—if I like
-anybody, I can't think of a thing to say back; but to Silas Sykes I
-could talk back all day.</p>
-
-<p>"We'd got the room part in order by then, and Insley sat down and looked
-around him, enjoyable. It was a beautiful room. I always think that that
-library ain't no amateur at its regular business of being a vital part
-of the home. Some rooms are awful amateurs at it, and some ain't no more
-than apprentices, and some are downright enemies to the house they're
-in. But that library I always like to look around. It seems to me, if I
-really knew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> about such things, and how they ought to be, I couldn't
-like that room any better. Colour, proportion, window, shadow—they was
-all lined up in a kind of an enjoyable professionalism of doing their
-best. The room was awake now, too—I had the windows open and I'd
-started the clock. Insley set looking around as if there was sighs
-inside him. I knew how, down in New England, his father's home sort of
-behaved itself like this home. But after college, he had had to choose
-his way, and he had faced about to the new west, the new world, where
-big ways of living seemed to him to be sweeping as a wind sweeps. He had
-chose as he had chose, and I suppose he was glad of that; but I knew the
-room he had when he was in town, at Threat Hubbelthwait's hotel, must be
-a good deal like being homesick, and that this library was like coming
-home.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mr. Proudfit had just returned and would be down at once,' the man
-come back and told him. And while he waited Insley says to me:</p>
-
-<p>"'Have you seen anything of the little boy to-day, Miss Marsh?'</p>
-
-<p>"I was dying to answer back: 'Yes, I see Miss Sidney early this
-morning,' but you can't answer back all you die to. So I told him yes,
-I'd seen all three of them and they was to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> up in the city all day to
-buy some things for Christopher. Mis' Emmons and Robin was both to come
-up to Proudfit House to Alex's house party—seems they'd met abroad
-somewheres a year or more back; and they was going to bring Christopher,
-who Mis' Emmons didn't show any sign of giving up while her plan,
-whatever it was, was getting itself thought over. So they'd whisked the
-child off to the city that day to get him the things he needed. And
-there wasn't time to say anything more, for in come Alex Proudfit.</p>
-
-<p>"He was in his riding clothes—horseback dress we always call it in the
-village, which I s'pose isn't city talk, proper. He was long and thin
-and brown, and sort of slow-moving in his motions, but quick and nervous
-in his talk; and I don't know what there was about him—his clothes, or
-his odd, old-country looking ring, or the high white thing wound twice
-around his neck, or his way of pronouncing his words—but he seemed a
-good deal like a picture of a title or a noted man. The minute you
-looked at him, you turned proud of being with him, and you pretty near
-felt distinguished yourself, in a nice way, because you was in his
-company. Alex was like that.</p>
-
-<p>"'I don't like having kept you waiting,' he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> says to Insley. 'I'm just
-in. By Jove, I've left Topping's letter somewhere—Insley, is it? thank
-you. Of course. Well, Calliope, blessings! I knew I could count on you.
-How are you—you look it. No, don't run away. Keep straight on—Mr.
-Insley will pardon us getting settled under his nose. Now what can I get
-you, Mr. Insley? If you've walked up, you're warm. No? As you will. It's
-mighty jolly getting back—for a minute, you know. I couldn't stop here.
-How the devil do you stop here all the time—or do you stop here all the
-time?...' All this he poured out in a breath. He always had talked fast,
-but now I see that he talked more than fast—he talked foreign.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm here some of the time,' says Insley; 'I hoped that you were going
-to be, too.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I?' Alex said. 'Oh, no—no. I feel like this: while I'm in the world,
-I want it at its best. I want it at its latest moment. I want to be
-living <i>now</i>. Friendship Village—why, man, it's living half a century
-ago—anyway, a quarter. It doesn't know about <span class="smaller">A.D.</span> nineteen-anything. I
-love the town, you know, for what it is. But confound it, I'm living
-<i>now</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley leaned forward. I was dusting away on an encyclopædia, but I see
-his face and I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> knew what it meant. This was just what he'd been hoping
-for. Alex Proudfit was a man who understood that the village hadn't
-caught up. So he would want to help it—naturally he would.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm amazed at the point of view,' Alex went on. 'I never saw such
-self-sufficiency as the little towns have. In England, on the continent,
-the villages know their place and keep it, look up to the towns and all
-that—play the peasant, as they are. Know their betters. Here? Bless
-you. Not a man down town here but will tell you that the village has got
-everything that is admirable. They believe it, too. Electric light,
-water, main street paved, cemetery kept up, "nice residences,"
-telephones, library open two nights a week, fresh lettuce all
-winter—fine, up-to-date little place! And, Lord, but it's a back-water.
-With all its improvements the whole <i>idea</i> of modern life somehow
-escapes it—music and art, drama, letters, manners, as integral parts of
-everyday living—what does it know of them? It thinks these things are
-luxuries, outside the scheme of real life, like monoplanes. Jove, it's
-delicious!'</p>
-
-<p>"He leaned back, laughing. Insley must have felt his charm. Alex always
-was fascinating. His eyes were gray and sort of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span>hobnobbed with your
-own; his square chin just kind of threatened a dimple without breaking
-into one; his dark hair done clusters like a statue; and then there was
-a lot of just plain charm pouring off him. But of course more than with
-this, Insley was filled with his own hope: if Alex Proudfit understood
-some things about the village that ought to be made right, it looked to
-him as though they might do everything together.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why,' Insley says, 'you don't know—you don't know how glad I am to
-hear you say this. It's exactly the thing my head has been full of....'</p>
-
-<p>"'Of course your head is full of it,' says Alex. 'How can it help but be
-when you're fast here some of the time? If you don't mind—what is it
-that keeps you here at all? I don't think I read Topping's letter
-properly....'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley looked out from all over his face.</p>
-
-<p>"'I stay,' he says, 'just because all this <i>is</i> so. It needs somebody to
-stay, don't you think?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ah, yes, I see,' says Alex, rapid and foreign. 'How do you mean,
-though? Surely you don't mean renouncing—and that sort of thing?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Renouncing—no!' says Insley. 'Getting into the game.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p><p>"He got his enthusiasm down into still places and outlined what he
-meant. It was all at the ends of his fingers—what there was to do if
-the town was to live up to itself, to find ways to express the everyday
-human fellowship that Insley see underneath everything. And Alex
-Proudfit listened, giving that nice, careful, pacifying attention of
-his. He was always so polite that his listening was like answering. When
-Insley got through, Alex's very disagreeing with him was sympathizing.</p>
-
-<p>"'My dear man,' says he—I remember every word because it was something
-I'd wondered sometimes too, only I'd done my wondering vague, like you
-do—'My dear man, but are you not, after all, anticipating? This is just
-the way Nature works—beating these things into the heads and hearts of
-generations. Aren't you trying to do it all at once?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm trying to help nature, to be a part of nature—exactly,' says
-Insley, 'and to do it here in Friendship Village.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why,' says Alex, 'you'll be talking about facilitating God's plan
-next—helping him along, by Jove.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley looks at him level. 'I mean that now,' he says, 'if you want to
-put it that way.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p><p>"'Good Lord,' says Alex, 'but how do you know what—what he wants?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't you?' says Insley, even.</p>
-
-<p>"Alex Proudfit turned and touched a bell. 'Look here,' he says, 'you
-stay and dine, won't you? I'm alone to-night—Calliope and I are. Stay.
-I always enjoy threshing this out.'</p>
-
-<p>"To the man-servant who just about breathed with a well-trained stoop of
-being deferential, his master give the order about the table. 'And,
-Bayless, have them hunt out some of those tea-roses they had in bloom
-the other day—you should see them, Calliope. Oh, and, Bayless, hurry
-dinner a bit. I'm as hungry as lions,' he added to us, and he made me
-think of the little boy in knickerbockers, asking me for fresh cookies.</p>
-
-<p>"He slipped back to their topic, ranking it right in with tea-roses. In
-the hour before dinner they went on 'threshing it out' there in that
-nice luxurious room, and through the dinner, too—a simple, perfect
-dinner where I didn't know which to eat, the plates or the food, they
-was both so complete. Up to Proudfit House I can hardly ever make out
-whether I'm chewing flavours or colours or shapes, but I donno as I
-care. Flavours, thank my stars,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> aren't the only things in life I know
-how to digest.</p>
-
-<p>"First eager, then patient, Insley went over his ground, setting forth
-by line and by line, by vision and by vision, the faith that was in
-him—faith in human nature to come into its own, faith in the life of a
-town to work into human life at its best. And always down the same road
-they went, they come a-canterin' back with Alex Proudfit's 'Precisely.
-It is precisely what is happening. You can't force it. You mustn't force
-it. To do the best we can with ourselves and to help up an under dog or
-two—if he deserves it—that's the most Nature lets us in for. Otherwise
-she says: "Don't meddle. I'm doing this." And she's right. We'd bungle
-everything. Believe me, my dear fellow, our spurts of civic
-righteousness and national reform never get us anywhere in the long run.
-In the long run, things go along and go along. You can't stop them. If
-you're wise, you won't rush them.'</p>
-
-<p>"At this I couldn't keep still no longer. We was at the table then, and
-I looked over to Alex between the candlesticks and felt as if he was
-back in knickerbockers again, telling me God had made enough ponies so
-he could gallop his all day on the Plank Road if he wanted to.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span></p><p>"'You and Silas Sykes, Alex,' I says, 'have come to the same motto.
-Silas says Nature is real handy about taking her course so be you don't
-yank open cocoons and buds and like that.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Old Silas,' says Alex. 'Lord, is he still going on about everything?
-Old Silas....'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'he is. And so am I. Out by my woodshed I've got a
-Greening apple tree. When it was about a year old a cow I used to keep
-browst it down. It laid over on the ground, broke clean off all but one
-little side of bark that kept right on doing business with sap, like it
-didn't know its universe was sat on. I didn't get time for a week or two
-to grub it up, and when I did go to it, I see it was still living,
-through that little pinch of bark. I liked the pluck, and I straightened
-it up and tied it to the shed. I used to fuss with it some. Once in a
-storm I went out and propped a dry-goods box over it. I kept the earth
-rich and drove the bugs off. I kind of got interested in seeing what it
-would do next. What it done was to grow like all possessed. It was
-twenty years ago and more that the cow come by it, and this year I've
-had seven bushels of Greenings off that one tree. Suppose I hadn't tied
-it up?'</p>
-
-<p>"'You'd have saved yourself no end of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> trouble, dear Calliope,' says
-Alex, 'to say nothing of sparing the feelings of the cow.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I ain't so anxious any more,' says I, 'about sparing folks' feelings
-as I am about sparing folks. Nor I ain't so crazy as I used to be about
-saving myself trouble, either.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Dear Calliope,' says Alex, 'what an advocate you are. Won't you be my
-advocate?'</p>
-
-<p>"He wouldn't argue serious with me now no more than he would when he was
-in knickerbockers. But yet he was adorable. When we got back to the
-library, I went on finishing up the books and I could hear him being
-adorable. He dipped down into the past and brought up rich things—off
-down old ways of life in the village that he'd had a part in and then
-off on the new ways where his life had led him. Java—had Insley ever
-been in Java? He must show him the moonstone he got there and tell him
-the story they told him about it. But the queerest moonstone story was
-one he'd got in Lucknow—so he goes on, and sends Bayless for a cabinet,
-and from one precious stone and another he just naturally drew out
-romances and adventures, as if he was ravelling the stones out into
-them. And then he begun taking down some of his old books. And when it
-come to books, the appeal to Insley was like<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> an appeal of friends, and
-he burrowed into them musty parchments abundant.</p>
-
-<p>"'By George,' Insley says once, 'I didn't dream there were such things
-in Friendship Village.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Next thing you'll forget they're in the world,' says Alex,
-significant. 'Believe me, a man like you ought not to be down here, or
-over to Indian Mound, either. It's an economic waste. Nature has fitted
-you for her glorious present and you're living along about four decades
-ago. Don't you think of that?...'</p>
-
-<p>"Then the telephone on the library table rang and he answered a call
-from the city. 'Oh, buy it in, buy it in, by all means,' he directs.
-'Yes, cable to-night and buy it in. That,' he says, as he hung up, 'just
-reminds me. There's a first night in London to-night that I've been
-promising myself to see.... What a dog's life a business man leads. By
-the way,' he goes on, 'I've about decided to put in one of our plants
-around here somewhere—a tannery, you know. I've been off to-day looking
-over sites. I wonder if you can't give me some information I'm after
-about land around Indian Mound. I'm not saying anything yet,
-naturally—they'll give other people a bonus to establish in their
-midst, but the smell of leather is too much for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> them. We always have to
-surprise them into it. But talk about the ultimate good of a town ... if
-a tannery isn't that, what is it?'</p>
-
-<p>"It was after nine o'clock when I got the books set right—I loved to
-handle them, and there was some I always looked in before I put them up
-because some of the pictures give me feelings I remembered, same as
-tasting some things will—spearmint and caraway and coriander. Insley,
-of course, walked down with me. Alex wanted to send us in the
-automobile, but I'm kind of afraid of them in the dark. I can't get it
-out of my head that every bump we go over may be bones. And then I guess
-we both sort of wanted the walk.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley was like another man from the one that had come into the library
-that afternoon, or had been talking to us at Mis' Emmons's the night
-before. Down in the village, on Mis' Emmons's hearth, with Robin sitting
-opposite, it had seemed so easy to know ways to do, and to do them.
-Everything seemed possible, as if the whole stiff-muscled universe could
-be done things to if only everybody would once say to it: <i>Our</i>
-universe. But now, after his time with Alex, I knew how everything had
-kind of <i>tightened</i>, closed in around him, shot up into high walls.
-Money, tanneries, big deals by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> cable, moonstones from Java, they almost
-made me slimpse too, and think, What's the use of believing Alex
-Proudfit and me belong to the same universe? So I guessed how Insley was
-feeling, ready to believe that he had got showed up to himself in his
-true light, as a young, emotioning creature who dreams of getting
-everybody to belong together, and yet can't find no good way. And Alex
-Proudfit's parting words must of followed him down the drive and out on
-to the Plank Road:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Take my advice. Don't spend yourself on this blessed little hole. It's
-dear to me, but it <i>is</i> a hole ... eh? You won't get any thanks for it.
-Ten to one they'll turn on you if you try to be one of them. Get out of
-here as soon as possible, and be in the real world! This is just
-make-believing—and really, you know, you're too fine a sort to throw
-yourself away like this. Old Nature will take care of the town in good
-time without you. Trust her!'</p>
-
-<p>"Sometimes something happens to make the world seem different from what
-we thought it was. Them times catch all of us—when we feel like we'd
-been let down gentle from some high foot-path where we'd been going
-along, and instead had been set to walk a hard road in a silence that
-pointed its finger at us. If we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> get really knocked down sudden from a
-high foot-path, we can most generally pick ourselves up and rally. But
-when we've been let down gentle by arguments that seem convincing, and
-by folks that seem to know the world better than we do, then's the time
-when there ain't much of any rally to us. If we're any good, I s'pose we
-can climb back without rallying. Rallying gives some spring to the
-climb, but just straight dog-climbing will get us there, too.</p>
-
-<p>"It was a lovely July night, with June not quite out of the world yet.
-There was that after-dark light in the sky that makes you feel that the
-sky is going to stay lit up behind and shining through all night, as if
-the time was so beautiful that celestial beings must be staying awake to
-watch it, and to keep the sky lit and turned down low.... We walked
-along the Plank Road pretty still, because I guessed how Insley's own
-thoughts was conversation enough for him; but when we got a ways down,
-he kind of reached out with his mind for something and me being near by,
-his mind clutched at me.</p>
-
-<p>"'What if it <i>is</i> so, Miss Marsh?' he says. 'What if the only thing for
-us to do is to tend to personal morality and an occasional lift to an
-under dog or two—"if he deserves it." What if that's all—they meant us
-to do?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p><p>"It's awful hard giving a reason for your chief notions. It's like
-describing a rose by the tape-measure.</p>
-
-<p>"'Shucks!' I says only. 'Look up at the stars. I don't believe it.'</p>
-
-<p>"He laughed a little, and he did look up at them, but still I knew how
-he felt. And even the stars that night looked awful detached and able to
-take care of themselves. And they were a-shining down on the Plank Road
-that would get to be Daphne Street and go about its business of leading
-to private homes—<i>private</i> homes. The village, that little cluster of
-lights ahead there, seemed just shutting anybody else out, going its own
-way, kind of mocking anybody for any idea of getting really inside it.
-It was plain enough that Insley had nothing to hope for from Alex
-Proudfit. And Alex's serene sureness that Nature needed nobody to help,
-his real self-satisfied looking on at processes which no man could
-really hurry up—my, but they made you feel cheap, and too many of
-yourself, and like none of you had a license to take a-hold. For a
-second I caught myself wondering. Maybe Nature—stars and streets and
-processes—<i>could</i> work it out without us.</p>
-
-<p>"Something come against my foot. I pushed at it, and then bent over and
-touched it. It<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> was warm and yieldy, and I lifted it up. And it was a
-puppy that wriggled its body unbelievable and flopped on to my arm its
-inch and a quarter of tail.</p>
-
-<p>"'Look at,' I says to Insley, which, of course, he couldn't do; but I
-put the little thing over into his hands.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, little brother,' says he. 'Running away?'</p>
-
-<p>"We was just in front of the Cadozas', a tumble-down house halfway
-between Proudfit House and the village. It looked like the puppy might
-belong there, so we turned in there with it. I'd always sort of dreaded
-the house, setting in back among lilacs and locusts and never lit up.
-When I stopped to think of it, I never seemed to remember much about
-those lilacs and locusts blooming—I suppose they did, but nobody caught
-them at it often. Some houses you always think of with their lilacs and
-locusts and wisteria and hollyhocks going all the time; and some you
-never seem to connect up with being in bloom at all. Some houses you
-always seem to think of as being lit up to most of their windows, and
-some you can't call to mind as showing any way but dark. The Cadozas'
-was one of the unblossoming, dark kind, and awful ramshackle, besides.
-I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> always use' to think it looked like it was waiting for some kind of
-happening, I didn't know what. And sometimes when I come by there in the
-dark, I used to think: It ain't happened yet.</p>
-
-<p>"We went around to the back door to rap, and Mis' Cadoza opened it—a
-slovenly looking woman she is, with no teeth much, and looking like what
-hair she's got is a burden to her. I remember how she stood there
-against a background of mussy kitchen that made you feel as if you'd
-turned something away wrong side out to where it wasn't meant to be
-looked at.</p>
-
-<p>"'Is it yours, Mis' Cadoza?' I says, Insley holding out the puppy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Murder, it's Patsy,' says Mis' Cadoza. 'Give 'm here—he must of
-followed Spudge off. Oh, it's you, Miss Marsh.'</p>
-
-<p>"Over by the cook stove in the corner I see past her to something that
-made me bound to go inside a minute. It was a bed, all frowzy and
-tumbled, and in it was laying a little boy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why,' I says, 'I heard Eph was in bed. What's the matter with him?'
-And I went right in, past his mother, like I was a born guest. She drew
-off, sort of grudging—she never liked any of us to go there, except
-when some of them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> died, which they was always doing. 'Come in and see
-Eph, Mr. Insley,' I says, and introduced him.</p>
-
-<p>"The little boy wasn't above eight years old and he wasn't above six
-years big.... He was laying real still, with his arms out of bed, and
-his little thin hands flat down on the dark covers. His eyes, looking up
-at us, watching, made me think of some trapped thing.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, little brother,' says Insley, 'what's the trouble?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Cadoza come and stood at the foot of the bed and jerked at the top
-covers.</p>
-
-<p>"'I've put him in the bed,' she says, 'because I'm wore out lifting him
-around. An' I've got the bed out here because I can't trapse back an'
-forth waitin' on him.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Is he a cripple?' asks Insley, low. I liked so much to hear his
-voice—it was as if it lifted and lowered itself in his throat without
-his bothering to tell it which kind it was time to do. And I never heard
-his voice make a mistake.</p>
-
-<p>"'Cripple?' says Mis' Cadoza, in her kind of undressed voice. 'No. He
-fell in a tub of hot water years ago, and his left leg is witherin' up.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Let me see it,' says Insley, and pulled the covers back without
-waiting.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p><p>"There ain't nothing more wonderful than a strong, capable, quick human
-hand doing something it knows how to do. Insley's hands touched over the
-poor little leg of the child until I expected to see it get well right
-there under his fingers. He felt the cords of the knee and then looked
-up at the mother.</p>
-
-<p>"'Haven't they told you,' he says, 'that if he has an operation on his
-knee, you can have a chance at saving the leg? I knew a case very like
-this where the leg was saved.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I ain't been to see nobody about it,' says Mis' Cadoza, leaving her
-mouth open afterwards, like she does. 'What's the good? I can't pay for
-no operation on him. I got all I can do to keep 'm alive.'</p>
-
-<p>"Eph moved a little, and something fell down on the floor. Mis' Cadoza
-pounced on it.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't I forbid you?' she says, angry, and held out to us what she'd
-picked up—a little dab of wet earth. 'He digs up all my house plants,'
-she scolds, like some sort of machinery grating down on one place
-continual, 'an' he hauls the dirt out and lays there an' makes
-<i>figgers</i>. The idear! Gettin' the sheets a sight....'</p>
-
-<p>"The child looked over at us, defiant. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> spoke for the first time, and
-I was surprised to hear how kind of grown-up his voice was.</p>
-
-<p>"'I can get 'em to look like faces,' he says. 'I don't care what <i>she</i> says.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Show us,' commands Insley.</p>
-
-<p>"He got back the bit of earth from Mis' Cadoza, and found a paper for
-the crumbs, and pillowed the boy up and sat beside him. The thin, dirty
-little hands went to work as eager as birds pecking, and on the earth
-that he packed in his palm he made, with his thumb nail and a pen handle
-from under his pillow, a face—a boy's face, that had in it something
-that looked at you. 'But I can never get 'em to look the same way two
-times,' he says to us, shy.</p>
-
-<p>"'He's most killed my Lady Washington geranium draggin' the clay out
-from under the roots,' Mis' Cadoza put in, resentful.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley sort of sweeps around and looks acrost at her, deep and gentle,
-and like he understood about her boy and her geranium considerable
-better than she did.</p>
-
-<p>"'He won't do it any more,' he says. 'He'll have something better.'</p>
-
-<p>"The boy looked up at him. 'What?' he asks.</p>
-
-<p>"'Clay,' says Insley, 'in a box. With things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> for you to make the clay
-like. Do you want that?'</p>
-
-<p>"The boy kind of curled down in his pillow and come as near to shuffling
-as he could in the bed, and he hadn't an idea what to say. But I tell
-you, his eyes, they wasn't like any trapped thing any more; they was
-regular <i>boy's</i> eyes, lit up about something.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mrs. Cadoza,' Insley says, 'will you do something for me? We're trying
-to get together a little shrubbery, over at the college. May I come in
-and get some lilac roots from you some day?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Cadoza looked at him—and looked. I don't s'pose it had ever come
-to her before that anybody would want anything she had or anything she
-could do.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, sure,' she says, only. 'Sure, you can, Mr. What's-name.'</p>
-
-<p>"And then Insley put out his hand, and she took it, I noted special. I
-donno as I ever see anybody shake hands with her before, excep' when
-somebody was gettin' buried out of her house.</p>
-
-<p>"When we got out on the road again, I noticed that Insley went swinging
-along so's I could hardly keep up with him; and he done it sort of
-automatic, and like it was natural<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> to him. I didn't say anything. If
-I've learned one thing living out and in among human beings, it's that
-if you don't do your own keeping still at the right time, nobody else is
-going to do it for you. He spoke up after a minute like I thought he
-would; and he spoke up buoyant—kind of a reverent buoyant:—</p>
-
-<p>"'I don't believe we're discharged from the universe, after all,' he
-says, and laughed a little. 'I believe we've still got our job.'</p>
-
-<p>"I looked 'way down the Plank Road, on its way to its business of being
-Daphne Street, and it come to me that neither the one nor the other
-stopped in Friendship Village. But they led on out, down past the wood
-lots and the Pump pasture and across the tracks and up the hill, and
-right off into that sky that somebody was keeping lit up and turned down
-low. And I said something that I'd thought before:</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't it,' I says, 'like sometimes everybody in the world come and
-stood right close up beside of you, and spoke through the walls of you
-for something inside of you to come out and be there with them?'</p>
-
-<p>"'That's it,' he says, only. 'That's it.' But I see his mind nipped onto
-what mine meant, and tied it in the right place.</p>
-
-<p>"When we got to Mis' Emmons's corner, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> turned off from Daphne Street
-to go that way, because I'd told her I'd look in that night and see what
-they'd bought in town. It was late, for the village, but Mis' Emmons
-never minded that. The living-room light was showing through the
-curtains, and Insley, saying good night to me, looked towards the
-windows awful wistful. I guessed why. It was part because he felt as if
-he must see Robin Sidney and they must talk over together what Alex
-Proudfit had said to him. And part it was just plain because he wanted
-to see her again.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why don't you come in a minute,' I says, 'and ask after Christopher?
-Then you can see me home.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Wouldn't they mind it being late?' he asks.</p>
-
-<p>"I couldn't help smiling at that. Once Mis' Emmons had called us all up
-by telephone at ten o'clock at night to invite us to her house two days
-later. She explained afterwards that she hadn't looked at the clock for
-a week, but if she had, she might have called us just the same. 'For my
-life,' she says, 'I <i>can't</i> be afraid of ten o'clock. Indeed, I rather
-like it.' I told him this, while we was walking in from her gate.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mrs. Emmons,' he says, when she come to the door, 'I've come because I
-hear that you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> like ten o'clock, and so do I. I wanted to ask if you've
-ever been able to make it last?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No,' she says. 'I prefer a new one every night—and this one to-night
-is an exceptionally good one.'</p>
-
-<p>"She always answered back so pretty. I feel glad when folks can. It's
-like they had an extra brain to 'em.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley went in, and he sort of filled up the whole room, the way some
-men do. He wasn't so awful big, either. But he was pervading.
-Christopher had gone to bed, and Robin Sidney was sitting there near a
-big crock of hollyhocks—she could make the centre and life of a room a
-crock full of flowers just as you can make it a fireplace.</p>
-
-<p>"'Come in,' she says, 'and see what we bought Christopher. I wanted to
-put him in black velvet knickerbockers or silver armour, but Aunt
-Eleanor has bought chiefly khaki middies. She's such a sensible
-relative.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What are we going to do with him?' Insley asks. I loved the way he
-always said 'we' about everything. Not 'they' or 'you,' but always,
-'What are <i>we</i> going to do.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'll keep him awhile,' Mis' Emmons says, 'and see what develops. If I
-weren't going to Europe this fall—but something may happen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> Things do.
-Calliope,' she says to me, 'did I buy what I ought to have bought?'</p>
-
-<p>"I went over to see the things spread out on the table, and Insley
-turned round to where Robin was. I don't really believe he had been very
-far away from where she was since the night before, when Christopher
-come. And he got right into what he had to say, like he was impatient
-for the sympathy in her eyes and in her voice.</p>
-
-<p>"'I must tell you,' he says. 'I could hardly wait to tell you. Isn't it
-great to be knocked down and picked up again, without having to get back
-on your own feet. I—wanted to tell you.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Tell me,' she says. And she looked at him in her nice, girl way that
-lent him her eyes in good faith for just a minute and then took them
-back again.</p>
-
-<p>"'I've been to see Alex Proudfit,' he said. 'I've dined with him.'</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think she said anything at all, but Insley went on, absorbed in
-what he was saying.</p>
-
-<p>"'I talked with him,' he says, 'about what we talked of last night—the
-things to do, here in the village. I thought he might care—I was
-foolish enough for that. Have you ever tried to open a door in a solid
-wall? When<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> I left there, I felt as if I'd tried just that. Seriously,
-have you ever tried to talk about the way things are going to be and to
-talk about it to a perfectly satisfied man?'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin leaned forward, but I guess he thought that was because of her
-sympathy. He went right on:—</p>
-
-<p>"'I want never to speak of this to anyone else, but I can't help telling
-you. You—understand. You know what I'm driving at. Alex Proudfit is a
-good man—as men are counted good. And he's a perfect host, a
-fascinating companion. But he's a type of the most dangerous selfishness
-that walks the world—'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin suddenly laid her hand, just for a flash, on Insley's arm.</p>
-
-<p>"'You mustn't tell me,' she says. 'I ought to have told you before. Alex
-Proudfit—I'm going to be Alex Proudfit's wife.'</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>V</h2>
-
-<p>"In the next days things happened that none of us Friendship Village
-ladies is likely ever to forget. Some of the things was nice and some
-was exciting, and some was the kind that's nice after you've got the
-introduction wore off; but all of them was memorable. And most all of
-them was the kind that when you're on the train looking out the car
-window, or when you're home sitting in the dusk before it's time to
-light the lamp, you fall to thinking about and smiling over, and you
-have them always around with you, same as heirlooms you've got ready for
-yourself.</p>
-
-<p>"One of these was the Fourth of July that year. It fell a few days after
-Alex Proudfit come, and the last of the days was full of his guests
-arriving to the house party. The two Proudfit cars was racking back and
-forth to the station all day long, and Jimmy Sturgis, he went near crazy
-with getting the baggage up. I never see such a lot of baggage. 'Land,
-land,' says Mis' Toplady, peeking out her window at it, 'you'd think
-they was all trees and they'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> come bringing extra sets of branches,
-regular forest size.' Mis' Emmons and Robin and Christopher went up the
-night before the Fourth—Mis' Emmons was going to do the chaperoning,
-and Alex had asked me to be up there all I could to help him. He knows
-how I love to have a hand in things. However, I couldn't be there right
-at first, because getting ready for the Fourth of July was just then in
-full swing.</p>
-
-<p>"Do you know what it is to want to do over again something that you
-ain't done for years and years? I don't care what it is—whether it's
-wanting to be back sitting around the dinner table of your home when you
-was twelve, and them that was there aren't there now; or whether it's
-rocking in the cool of the day on the front porch of some old house that
-got tore down long ago; or whether it's walking along a road you use' to
-know every fence post of; or fishing from a stream that's dried up or
-damned these twenty years; or eating spice' currants or pickle' peaches
-that there aren't none put up like them now; or hearing a voice in a
-glee club that don't sing no more, or milking a dead cow that <i>wasn't</i>
-dead on the spring mornings you mean about—no, sir, I don't care what
-one of them all it happens to be, if you know what it is to want to do
-it again and can't, 'count of death and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span>distance and long-ago-ness,
-then I tell you you know one of the lonesomest, hurtingest feelings the
-human heart can, sole outside of the awful things. And that was what had
-got the matter with me awhile ago.</p>
-
-<p>"It had come on me in the meeting of townspeople called by Silas Sykes a
-few weeks before, to discuss how Friendship Village should celebrate the
-Fourth. We hadn't had a Fourth in the village in years. Seeing the
-Fourth and the Cemetery was so closely connected, late years, Sodality
-had took a hand in the matter and had got fire-crackers and pistols
-voted out of town, part by having family fingers blowed off and clothes
-scorched full of holes, and part through Silas and the other dealers
-admitting they wan't no money in the stuff and they'd be glad to be
-prevented by law from having to sell it. So we shut down on it the year
-after little Spudge Cadoza bit down on a cap to see if it'd go off, and
-it done so. But we see we'd made the mistake of not hatching up
-something to take the place of the noise, because the boys and girls all
-went off to the next-town Fourths and come home blowed up and scorched
-off, anyway. And some of the towns, especially Red Barns, that we can
-see from Friendship Village when it's clear, was feeling awful touchy
-and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span>chip-shouldered towards us, and their two weekly papers was saying
-we borrowed our year's supply of patriotism off the county, and sponged
-on public spirit, and like that. So the general Friendship feeling was
-that we'd ought to have a doings this year, and Postmaster Sykes, that
-ain't so much public spirited as he is professional leading
-citizen,—platform introducer of all visiting orators and so on,—he
-called a mass-meeting to decide what to do.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes, she was awful interested, too, through being a born leader
-and up in arms most of the time to do something new. And this year she
-was anxious to get up something fancy to impress her niece with—the new
-niece that was coming to visit her, and that none of us had ever see,
-and that the Sykes's themselves had only just developed. Seems she was
-looking for her family tree and she wrote to Mis' Sykes about being
-connect'. And the letter seemed so swell, and the address so
-mouth-melting and stylish that Mis' Sykes up and invited her to
-Friendship Village to look herself up in their Bible, Born and Died
-part.</p>
-
-<p>"The very night of that public mass-meeting Miss Beryl Sessions—such
-was the niece's name—come in on the Through, and Mis' Sykes, she
-snapped her up from the supper table to bring<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> her to the meeting and
-show her off, all brimming with the blood-is-thicker-than-water
-sentiments due to a niece that looked like that. For I never see
-sweller. And being in the Glee Club I set where I got a good view when
-Mis' Sykes rustled into the meeting, last minute, in her best black
-cashmere, though it was an occasion when the rest of us would wear our
-serges and alapacas, and Mis' Sykes knew it. All us ladies see them both
-and took in every stitch they had on without letting on to unpack a
-glance, and we see that the niece was wearing the kind of a dress that
-was to ours what mince-pie is to dried apple, and I couldn't blame Mis'
-Sykes for showing her off, human.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas had had Dr. June open the meeting with prayer, and I can't feel
-that this was so much reverence in Silas as that he isn't real
-parliamentary nor yet real knowledgeable about what to do with his
-hands, and prayer sort of broke the ice for him. That's the way Silas
-is.</p>
-
-<p>"'Folks,' says he, 'we're here to consider the advisability of bein'
-patriotic this year. Of having a doings that'll shame the other towns
-around for their half-an'-half way of giving things. Of making the
-glorious Fourth a real business bringer. Of having a speech that'll
-bring in the country trade—the Honourable<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> Thaddeus Hyslop has been
-named by some. And of getting our city put in the class of the wide
-awake and the hustlers and the up-to-date and doing. It's a grand chance
-we've passed up for years. What are we going to do for ourselves this
-year? To decide it is the purpose of this mass-meetin'. Sentiments are
-now in order.'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas set down with a kitterin' glance to his new niece that he was
-host and uncle of and pleased to be put in a good light before, first
-thing so.</p>
-
-<p>"Several men hopped up—Timothy Toplady saying that Friendship Village
-was a city in all but name and numbers, and why not prove it to the
-other towns? Jimmy Sturgis that takes tintypes, besides running the 'bus
-and was all primed for a day full of both—'A glorious Fourth,' says he,
-'would be money in our pockets.' And the farm machinery and furniture
-dealers, and Gekerjeck, that has the drug store and the ice-cream
-fountain, and others, they spoke the same. Insley had to be to the
-college that night, or I don't believe the meeting would have gone the
-way it did go. For the first line and chorus of everything that all the
-men present said never varied:—</p>
-
-<p>"'The Fourth for a business bringer.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p><p>"It was Threat Hubbelthwait that finally made the motion, and he wasn't
-real sober, like he usually ain't, but he wound up on the key-note:—</p>
-
-<p>"'I sold two hundred and four lunches the last Fourth we hed in
-Friendship Village,' says he, pounding his palm with his fist, 'an' I
-move you that we celebrate this comin' Fourth like the blazes.'</p>
-
-<p>"And though Silas softened it down some in putting it, still that was
-substantially the sentiment that went through at that mass-meeting, that
-was real pleased with itself because of.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, us ladies hadn't taken no part. It ain't our custom to appear
-much on our feet at public gatherings, unless to read reports of a
-year's work, and so that night we never moved a motion. But we looked at
-each other, and us ladies has got so we understand each other's
-eyebrows. And we knew, one and all, that we was ashamed of the men and
-ashamed of their sentiments. But the rest didn't like to speak out,
-'count of being married to them. And I didn't like to, 'count of not
-being.</p>
-
-<p>"But when they got to discussing ways and means of celebrating, a woman
-did get onto her feet, and a little lilt of interest run round the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> room
-like wind. It was Miss Beryl Sessions, the niece, that stood up like
-you'd unwrapped your new fashion magazine and unrolled her off'n the
-front page.</p>
-
-<p>"'I wonder,' says she—and her voice went all sweet and chirpy and
-interested, 'whether it would amuse you to know some ways we took to
-celebrate the Fourth of July last year at home ...' and while the men
-set paying attention to her appearance and thinking they was paying
-attention to her words alone, she went on to tell them how 'at home' the
-whole town had joined in a great, Fourth of July garden party on the
-village 'common,' with a band and lanterns and fireworks at night, and a
-big marquee in the middle, full of ice-cream. 'We made it,' she wound
-up, 'a real social occasion, a town party with everybody invited. And
-the business houses said that it paid them over and over.'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, of course that went with the men. Land, but men is easy tamed, so
-be the tameress is somebody they ain't used to and is gifted with a good
-dress and a kind of a 'scalloped air. But when she also has some idea of
-business they go down and don't know it. 'Why, I should think that'd
-take here like a warm meal,' says Timothy Toplady, instant—and I see
-Mis' Amanda Toplady's chin come home to place like she'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> heard Timothy
-making love to another woman. 'Novel as the dickens,' says Simon
-Gekerjeck. 'Move we adopt it.' And so they done.</p>
-
-<p>"While they was appointing committees I set up there in the Glee Club
-feeling blacker and blacker. Coming down to the meeting that night, I
-recollect I'd been extra gentle in my mind over the whole celebration
-idea. Walking along in the seven-o'clock light, with the sun shining
-east on Daphne Street and folks all streaming to the town-meeting, and
-me sensing what it was going to be for, I'd got all worked up to 'most a
-Declaration of Independence lump in my throat. When I went in the door
-to the meeting, little Spudge Cadoza and some other children was hanging
-around the steps and Silas Sykes was driving them away; and it come to
-me how deathly ridiculous that was, to be driving <i>children</i> away from a
-meeting like that, when children is what such meetings is for; and I'd
-got to thinking of all the things Insley was hoping for us, and I'd been
-real lifted up on to places for glory. And here down had come the men
-with their talk about a <i>paying</i> Fourth, and here was Miss Beryl
-Sessions showing us how to celebrate in a way that seemed to me real
-sweet but not so very patriotic. It was then that all of a sudden it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span>
-seemed to me I'd die, because I wanted so much to feel the way I'd use
-to feel when it was going to be the Fourth o' July. And when they sung
-'Star Spangled Banner' to go home on and all stood up to the sentiment,
-I couldn't open my mouth. I can't go folks that stands up and carols
-national tunes and then talks about having a Fourth that'll be a real
-business bringer.</p>
-
-<p>"'What'd you think of the meeting?' says Mis' Toplady, low, to me on the
-way out.</p>
-
-<p>"'I think,' says I, frank, 'it was darn.'</p>
-
-<p>"'There's just exactly what we all think,' says Mis' Toplady, in a
-whisper.</p>
-
-<p>"But all the same, preparations was gone into head first. Most of us was
-put on to from one to five committees—I mean most of them that works.
-The rest of the town was setting by, watching it be done for them,
-serene or snarling, according to their lights. Of course us ladies
-worked, not being them that goes to a meeting an' sets with their mouths
-shut and then comes out and kicks at what the meetin' done. Yet, though
-we wan't made out of that kind of meal, we spoke our minds to each
-other, private.</p>
-
-<p>"'What under the canopy <i>is</i> a marquee?' asks Mis' Amanda Toplady, when
-we met at her house to plan about refreshments.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke right up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, it's a finger ring,' she says. 'One of them with stones running
-the long way. The minister's wife's got a blue stone one....'</p>
-
-<p>"'Finger ring!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, scornful. 'It's a title. That's
-what it is. From England.'</p>
-
-<p>"We looked at them both, perplexish. Mis' Holcomb is always up on
-things—it was her that went into short sleeves when the rest of us was
-still crocheting cuff turnovers, unconscious as the dead. But Mis'
-Uppers had been the Mayor's wife, and though he'd run away, 'count o'
-some money matter, still a title is a title, an' we thought Mis' Uppers
-had ought to know.</p>
-
-<p>"Then Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, she spoke up timid. 'I
-see,' she says, 'in the <i>Caterer's Gazette</i> a picture called "Marquee
-Decorated for Fête." The picture wan't nothing but a striped tent. Could
-a tent have anything to do with it?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Pity sakes, no,' says Mis' Uppers. 'This is somethin' real city done,
-Abagail.'</p>
-
-<p>"We worked on what we could, but we all felt kind of lost and left out
-of it, and like we was tinkering with tools we didn't know the names<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> of
-and a-making something we wasn't going to know how to use. And when the
-article about our Fourth flared out in the <i>Friendship Daily</i> and Red
-Barns and Indian Mound weeklies, we felt worse than we had before:
-'Garden Party.' 'All Day Fête.' '<i>Al Fresco</i> Celebration,' the editors
-had wrote it up.</p>
-
-<p>"'All <i>what</i>?' says Mis' Uppers, listening irritable to the last one. 'I
-can't catch that word no more'n a rabbit.'</p>
-
-<p>"'It's a French word,' Mis' Holcomb told her, superior. 'Seems to me
-I've heard it means a failure. It's a funny way to put it, ain't it? I
-bet, though, that's what it'll be.'</p>
-
-<p>"But the men, my, the men thought they was doing things right. The
-Committee on Orator, with Silas for rudder, had voted itself Fifty
-Dollars to squander on the speech, and they had engaged the Honourable
-Thaddeus Hyslop, that they'd hoped to, and that was formerly in our
-legislature, to be the orator of the day; they put up a platform and
-seats on the 'common'—that wan't nothing but the market where loads of
-wood stood to be sold; they was a-going to cut evergreens and plant them
-there for the day; the Committee on Fireworks was a-going to buy set
-pieces for the evening; they was a-going to raise Ned. Somebody that was
-on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> one of the committees wanted to have some sort of historic scenes,
-but the men wouldn't hear to it, because that would take away them that
-had to do the business in the stores; no caluthumpians, no grand basket
-dinner—just the garden party, real sweet, with Miss Beryl Sessions and
-a marquee full of ice-cream that the ladies was to make.</p>
-
-<p>"'It sounds sort of sacrilegious to me,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'connectin'
-the Fourth up with society and secular doin's. When I was young, my
-understandin' of a garden party would of been somethin' worldly. Now it
-seems it's patriotic. Well, I wonder how it's believed to be in the
-sight of the Lord?'</p>
-
-<p>"But whether it was right or whether it was wrong, none of it rung like
-it had ought to of rang. They wan't no <i>glow</i> to it. We all went around
-like getting supper on wash-day, and not like getting up a meal for
-folks that meant a lot to us. It wan't going to be any such Fourth as
-I'd meant about and wanted to have come back. The day come on a pacing,
-and the nearer it come, the worse all us ladies felt. And by a few days
-before it, when our final committee meeting come off in Abagail Arnold's
-home bakery, back room, 'count of being central, we was all blue as the
-grave, and I donno but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> bluer. We set waiting for Silas that was having
-a long-distance call, and Abagail was putting in the time frosting dark
-cakes in the same room. We was most all there but the niece Miss Beryl
-Sessions. She had gone home, but she was coming back on the Fourth in an
-automobile full o' city folks.</p>
-
-<p>"'The <i>marquee's</i> come,' says Mis' Holcomb, throwing out the word
-clickish.</p>
-
-<p>"Nobody said anything. Seems it <i>was</i> a tent all along.</p>
-
-<p>"'Silas has got in an extra boy for the day,' says Mis' Sykes,
-complacent. 'It's the littlest Cadoza boy, Spudge. He's goin' to walk up
-an' down Daphne Street all day, with a Prize Coffee board on his back.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Where's Spudge's Fourth comin' in?' I couldn't help askin'.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes stared. She always could look you down, but she's got a much
-flatter, thicker stare since her niece come. 'What's them kind o' folks
-<i>for</i> but such work?' says she, puckering.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, I donno, I donno,' says I. 'I thought mebbe they was partly made
-to thank the Lord for bein' born free.'</p>
-
-<p>"'How unpractical you talk, Calliope,' she says.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno that word,' says I, reckless from being pent up. 'But it
-seems like a liberty-lovin' people had ought to hev <i>one</i> day to love
-liberty on an' not tote groceries and boards and such.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Don't it!</i>' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, explosive.</p>
-
-<p>"'What you talking?' says Mis' Sykes, cold. 'Don't you know the Fourth
-of July can be made one of the best days of the year for your own town's
-good? What's that if it ain't patriotic?'</p>
-
-<p>"'It's Yankee shrewd,' says I, snapping some, 'that's what it is. It
-ain't Yankee spirited, by a long shot.'</p>
-
-<p>"'"<i>By a long shot</i>,"' quotes Mis' Sykes, withering. She always was
-death on wording, and she was far more death after her niece come. But I
-always thought, and I think now, that correcting your advisary's grammar
-is like telling him there's a smooch on his nose, and they ain't either
-of them parliamental <i>or</i> decent.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Uppers sighed. 'The whole thing,' says she, candid, 'sounds to me
-like Fourth o' July in Europe or somewheres. No get-up-an'-get anywheres
-to it. What do they do in Europe on the Fourth o' July, anyway?' she
-wondered. 'I donno's I ever read.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno, either,' says Mis' Holcomb, dark, 'but I bet you it's one of
-these All Frost celebrations—or whatever it is they say.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady set drying her feet by Abagail's stove, and she looked
-regular down in the mouth. 'Well, sir,' she said, 'a Fourth o' July all
-rosettes an' ribbins so don't sound to me one bit like the regular
-Fourth at all. It don't sound to me no more'n the third—or the fifth.'</p>
-
-<p>"I was getting that same homesick feeling that I'd had off and on all
-through the getting ready, that hankering for the old kinds of Fourths
-of Julys when I was a little girl. When us girls had a quarter apiece to
-spend, and father'd cover the quarter with his hands on the gate-post
-for us to guess them; and when the boys picked up scrap-iron and sold
-old rubbers to get their Fourth money. It wan't so much what we used to
-do that I wanted back as it was the <i>feeling</i>. Why, none of our spines
-use' to be laid down good and flat in our backs once all day long. And I
-wisht what I'd wisht more than once since the mass-meeting, that some of
-us ladies had of took hold of that Fourth and had run it so's 'twould of
-been like you mean 'way inside when you say 'The Fourth of July'—and
-that death and distance and long-ago-ness is awful in the way of.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p><p>"'We'd ought to of had a grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods,' I
-says, restless.</p>
-
-<p>"'An' a p'rade,' says Mis' Toplady. 'I donno nothin' that makes me feel
-more patriotic than the minute before the p'rade comes by.'</p>
-
-<p>"'An' children in the Fourth somehow,' Mis' Uppers says. 'Land, children
-is who it's for, anyhow,' she says, like I'd been thinking; 'an' all
-we've ever done for 'em about it is to leave 'em kill 'emselves with
-it.'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, it was there, just there, and before Mis' Sykes could dicker a
-reply that in come tearing her husband from his long-distance
-telephoning, and raced into the room like he hadn't a manner in his kit.</p>
-
-<p>"'We're all over with,' Silas shouts. 'It's all done for! Thaddeus
-Hyslop is smashed an' bleedin'. He can't come. We ain't got no speech.
-His automobile's turned over on top of his last speakin' place.
-Everybody else that ain't one-horse is sure to be got for somewheres
-else. Our Fourth of July is rooned. We're done for. The editor's gettin'
-it in the <i>Weekly</i> so's to warn the county. We'll be the Laughing Stock.
-Dang the luck!' says Silas; 'why don't some o' you say somethin'?'</p>
-
-<p>"But it wasn't all because Silas was doing it all that the men didn't
-talk, because when he'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> stopped, they all stood there with their mouths
-open and never said a word. Seems to me I did hear Timothy Toplady bring
-out, 'Blisterin' Benson,' but nobody offered nothing more fertile. That
-is, nobody of the men did. But 'most before I got my thoughts together I
-heard two feet of a chair come down onto the floor, and Mis' Amanda
-Toplady stood up there by Abagail's cook stove, and she took the griddle
-lifter and struck light on the side of the pipe.</p>
-
-<p>"'Hurrah!' she says. 'Now we can have a real Fourth. A Fourth that does
-as a Fourth is.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What you talkin', Amanda Toplady?' says Silas, crisp; and ''Mandy,
-what the blazes do you mean?' says Timothy, her lawful lord. But Mis'
-Toplady didn't mind them, nor mind Mis' Sykes, that was staring at her
-flat and thick.</p>
-
-<p>"'I mean,' says Mis' Toplady, reckless, 'I been sick to death of the
-idea of a Fourth with no spirit to it. I mean I been sick to death of a
-Fourth that's all starched white dresses an' company manners an' no
-hurrahs anywheres about it. An' us ladies, most all of us, feels the
-same. We didn't like to press in, bein' you men done the original
-plannin', an' so not one of us has said "P'rade," nor nothin' else to
-you. But now that your orator has fell through on himself, you men just
-leave us ladies in on this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> thing to do more'n take orders, an' you
-needn't be the Laughin' Stock o' nothin' an' nobody. I guess you'll all
-stand by me. What say, ladies?'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, sir, you'd ought to of heard us. We joined in like a patch of
-grasshoppers singing. They wasn't one of us that hadn't been dying to
-get our hands on that Fourth and make it a Fourth full of unction and
-oil of joy, like the Bible said, and must of meant what we meant.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, ladies,' I remember I says, fervent, 'I feel like we could make a
-Fourth o' July just like stirrin' up a white cake, so be we was let.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What d' you know about managin' a Fourth?' snarls Silas. 'You'll have
-us all in the hole. You'll have us shellin' out of our own pockets to
-make up—'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady whirled on him. 'Would you druther have Red Barns an'
-Indian Mound a-jumpin' on you through the weekly press for bein'
-bluffers, an' callin' us cheap an' like that, or would you druther not?'
-she put it to him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Dang it,' says Silas, 'I never tried to do a thing for this town that
-it didn't lay down an' roll all over me. I wish I was dead.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You wan't tryin' to do this thing for this town,' says Mis' Toplady
-back at him, like the wind. 'You was tryin' to do it for the <i>stores</i>
-of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> this town, an' you know it. You was tryin' to ride the Fourth for a
-horse to the waterin' trough o' good business, an' you know it, Silas
-Sykes,' says she, 'an' so was Jimmy and Threat an' all of you. The hull
-country tries to get behind the Fourth of July an' make money over its
-back like a counter. It ain't what was meant, an' us ladies felt it all
-along. An' neither was it meant for a garden party day alone, though
-<i>that</i>,' says Mis' Toplady, gracious, 'is a real sweet side idea. An'
-Mis' Sykes an' Mis' Sessions had ought to go on an' run that part of it,
-bein' the—tent's here,' she could <i>not</i> bring herself to use that other
-word. 'But,' she says, 'that ain't all of a real Fourth, nor yet a
-speech ain't, though he did use to be in the legislature. Them things
-alone don't make a real flag, liberty-praisin' Fourth, to me nor to none
-of us.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Silas, sour, 'what you goin' to <i>do</i> if the men decides to
-let you try this?'</p>
-
-<p>"'That ain't the way,' says Mis' Toplady, like a flash; 'it ain't for
-the men to <i>let us do</i> nothin'. It's for us all to do it together, yoke
-to yoke, just like everything else ought to be done by us both, an' no
-talk o' "<i>runnin</i>'" by either side.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But what's the idee—what's the idee?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> says Silas. 'Dang it all,
-somebody's got to hev an idee.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Us ladies has got 'em,' says Mis' Toplady, calm. 'An',' says she, 'one
-o' the first of 'em is that if we have anything to do with runnin' the
-Fourth of our forefathers, then after 10 <span class="smaller">A.M.</span>, all day on that day,
-every business house in town has got to shut down.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What?' says Silas, his voice slippin'. 'Gone crazy-headed, hev ye?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, Silas,' says Mis' Toplady, 'nor yet hev we gone so graspin' that
-we can't give up a day's trade to take notice of our country.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Lord Harry,' says Silas, 'you can't get a dealer in town to do it, an'
-you know it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, yes, you can, Silas,' says somebody, brisk. And it was Abagail,
-frosting dark cakes over by the side of the room. 'I was goin' to shut
-up shop, anyway, all day on the Fourth,' Abagail says.</p>
-
-<p>"'An' lose the country trade in lunches?' yells Silas. 'Why, woman,
-you'd be Ten Dollars out o' pocket.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I wan't never one to spend the mornin' thankin' God an' the afternoon
-dippin' oysters,' says Abagail. And Silas scrunched. He done that one
-year when his Thanksgiving oysters come late, and he knew he done it.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p><p>"Well, they went over it and over it and tried to think of some other
-way, and tried to hatch up some other speaker without eating up the
-whole Fifty Dollars in telephone tolls, and tried most other things. And
-then we told them what we'd thought of different times, amongst us as
-being features fit for a Fourth in the sight of the Lord and the sight
-of men. And they hemmed and they hawed and they give in about as
-graceful as a clothes-line winds up when you've left it out in the
-sleet, but they did give in and see reason. Timothy last—that's quite
-vain of being firm.</p>
-
-<p>"'If we come out with a one-horse doin's, seems like it'd be worse than
-sittin' down flat-foot failed,' he mourns, grieving.</p>
-
-<p>"Amanda, his wife, give him one of her looks. 'Timothy,' says she,
-'when, since you was married to me, did I ever fail to stodge up a
-company dinner or a spare bed or a shroud when it was needed sudden?
-When did any of us ladies ever fail that's here? Do you sp'ose we're any
-more scant of idees about our own nation?'</p>
-
-<p>"And Timothy had to keep his silence. He knew what she said was the Old
-Testament truth. But I think what really swung them all round was the
-thought of Red Barns and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> Indian Mound. Imagination of what them two
-weekly papers would say, so be we petered out on our speech and didn't
-offer nothing else, was too much for flesh and blood to bear. And the
-men ended by agreeing to seeing to shutting every business house in
-Friendship Village and they went off to do it,—resolved, but groaning
-some, like men will.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes, she made some excuse and went, too. 'I'll run the garden
-party part,' says she. 'My niece an' I'll do that, an' try our best to
-get some novelty into your Fourth. An' we'll preside on the marquee,
-like we'd agreed. More I don't say.'</p>
-
-<p>"But the rest of us, we stayed on there at Abagail's, and we planned
-like mad.</p>
-
-<p>"We didn't look in no journal nor on no woman's page for something new.
-We didn't rush to our City relations for novelties. We didn't try for
-this and that nor grasp at no agony whatever. We just went down deep
-into the inside of our understanding and thought what the Fourth was and
-how them that made it would of wanted it kept. No fingers blowed off nor
-clothes scorched up, no houses burned down, no ear-drums busted
-out—none of them would of been in <i>their</i> programme, and they wan't in
-ours. Some of the things that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> was in ours we'd got by hearing Insley
-tell what they was doin' other places. Some o' the things he suggested
-to us. Some o' the things we got by just going back and back down the
-years an' <i>remembering</i>—not so much what we'd done as the way we use'
-to feel, long ago, when the Fourth was the Fourth and acted like it knew
-it. Some of the things we got by just reaching forward and forward, and
-seeing what the Fourth is going to mean to them a hundred years from
-now—so be we do our part. And some of the things we got through sheer
-make-shift woman intelligence, that put its heads together and used
-everything it had, that had anything to do with the nation, or the town,
-or with really living at all the way that first Fourth of July meant
-about, 'way down inside.</p>
-
-<p>"Before it was light on the morning of the Fourth, I woke up, feeling
-all happy and like I wanted to hurry. I was up and dressed before the
-sun was up, and when I opened my front door, I declare it was just like
-the glory of the Lord was out there waiting for me. The street was
-laying all still and simple, like it was ready and waiting for the
-light. Early as it was, Mis' Holcomb was just shaking her breakfast
-table-cloth on her side stoop, and she waved it to me, big and billowy
-and white,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> like a banner. And I offs with my apron and waved it back,
-and it couldn't of meant no more to either of us if we had been shaking
-out the folds of flags. It was too early for the country wagons to be
-rattling in yet, and they wan't no other sounds—except a little bit of
-a pop now and then over to where Bennie Uppers and little Nick Toplady
-was up and out, throwing torpedoes onto the bricks; and then the birds
-that was trilling an' shouting like mad, till every tree all up and down
-Daphne Street and all up and down the town and the valley was just one
-living singing. And all over everything, like a kind of a weave to it,
-was that something that makes a Sunday morning and some holiday mornings
-better and sweeter and <i>goldener</i> than any other day. I ain't got much
-of a garden, not having any real time to fuss in it, but I walked out
-into the middle of the little patch of pinks and parsley that I have
-got, and I says 'way deep in me, deeper than thinking: 'It don't make no
-manner of differ'nce how much of a fizzle the day ends up with, this,
-here and now, is the way it had ought to start.'</p>
-
-<p>"Never, not if I live till beyond always, will I forget how us ladies'
-hearts was in our mouths when, along about 'leven o'clock, we heard the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span>
-Friendship Village Stonehenge band coming fifing along, and we knew the
-parade was begun. We was all on the market square—hundreds of us, seems
-though. Red Barns and Indian Mound had turned out from side to side of
-themselves, mingling the same as though ploughshares was
-pruning-hooks—or whatever that quotation time is—both towns looking
-for flaws in the day, like enough, but both shutting up about it,
-biblical. Even the marquee, with its red and white stripes, showing
-through the trees, made me feel good. 'Land, land,' Mis' Toplady says,
-'it looks kind of homey and old-fashioned, after all, don't it? I mean
-the—tent,' she says—she would <i>not</i> say the other word; but then I
-guess it made her kind of mad seeing Mis' Sykes bobbing around in there
-in white duck an' white shoes—her that ain't a grandmother sole because
-of Nature and not at all through any lack of her own years. Everything
-was all seeming light and confident—but I tell you we didn't feel so
-confident as we'd meant to when we heard the band a-coming to the tune
-o' 'Hail, Columbia! Happy Land.' And yet now, when I look back on that
-Independence Day procession, it seems like regular floats is no more
-than toy doings beside of it.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span></p><p>"What do you guess us ladies had thought up for our procession,—with
-Insley back of us, letting us think we thought it up alone? Mebbe you'll
-laugh, because it wan't expensive to do; but oh; I think it was nice.
-We'd took everything in the town that done the town's work, and we'd run
-them all together. We headed off with the fire-engine, 'count of the
-glitter—and we'd loaded it down with flags and flowers, and the hook
-and ladder and hose-carts the same, wheels and sides; and flags in the
-rubber caps of the firemen up top. Then we had the two big sprinkling
-carts, wound with bunting, and five-foot flags flying from the seats.
-Then come all the city teams drawn by the city horses—nice, plump
-horses they was, and rosettes on them, and each man had decorated his
-wagon and was driving it in his best clothes. Then come the steam roller
-that Friendship Village and Red Barns and Indian Mound owns together and
-scraps over some, though that didn't appear in its appearance, puffing
-along, with posies on it. Then there was the city electric light repair
-wagon, with a big paper globe for an umbrella, and the electric men
-riding with their leggings on and their spurs, like they climb the
-poles; and behind them the telephone men was riding<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>—because the town
-owns its own telephone, too—and then the four Centrals, in pretty
-shirtwaists, in a double-seated buggy loaded with flowers—the telephone
-office we'd see to it was closed down, too, to have its Fourth, like a
-human being. And marching behind them was the city waterworks men, best
-bib and tucker apiece. And then we hed out the galvanized garbage wagon
-that us ladies hed bought ourselves a year ago, and that wasn't being
-used this year count of the city pleading too poison poor; and it was
-all scrubbed up and garnished and filled with ferns and drove by its own
-driver and the boy that had use' to go along to empty the cans. And then
-of course they was more things—some of them with day fireworks shooting
-up from them—but not the hearse, though we had all we could do to keep
-Timothy Toplady from having it in, 'count of its common public office.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, and then we'd done an innovation—an' this was all Insley's idea,
-and it was him that made us believe we could do it. Coming next, in
-carriages and on foot, was the mayor and the city council and every last
-man or woman that had anything to do with running the city life. They
-was all there—city treasurer, clerk of the court, register of deeds,
-sheriffs, marshals,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> night-watchmen, health officer, postmaster, janitor
-of the city hall, clerks, secretaries, stenographers, school board, city
-teachers, and every one of the rest—they was all there, just like they
-had belonged in the p'rade the way them framers of the first Fourth of
-July had meant they should fit in: Conscience and all. But some of them
-servants of the town had made money off'n its good roads, and some off'n
-its saloons, and some off'n getting ordinances repealed, and some off'n
-inspecting buildings and sidewalks that they didn't know nothing about,
-and some was making it even then by paving out into the marsh; and some
-in yet other ways that wasn't either real elbow work nor clean head
-work. What else could they do? We'd ask' them to march because they
-represented the town, and rather'n own they <i>didn't</i> represent the town,
-there they was marching; but if some of them didn't step down Daphne
-Street feeling green and sick and sore and right down schoolboy ashamed
-of themselves, then they ain't got the human thrill in them that somehow
-I <i>cannot</i> believe ever dies clear out of nobody. They was a lump in my
-throat for them that had sold themselves, and they was a lump for them
-that hadn't—but oh, the differ'nce in the lumps.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, land,' I says to Mis' Toplady, 'if we ain't done another thing,
-we've made 'em remember they're servants to Friendship Village—like
-they often forget.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't we?' she says, solemn. 'Ain't we?'</p>
-
-<p>"And then next behind begun the farm things: the threshin' machines and
-reapers and binders and mowers and like that, all drawn by the farm
-horses and drove by their owners and decorated by them, jolly and gay;
-and, too, all the farm horses for miles around—we was going to give a
-donated surprise prize for the best kep' and fed amongst them. And last,
-except for the other two bands sprinkled along, come the leading
-citizens, and who do you guess <i>they</i> was? Not Silas nor Timothy nor
-Eppleby nor even Doctor June, nor our other leading business men and our
-three or four professionals—no, not them; but the real, true, leading
-citizens of Friendship Village and Indian Mound and Red Barns and other
-towns and the farms between—the <i>children</i>, over two hundred of them,
-dressed in white if they had it and in dark if they didn't, with or
-without shoes, in rags or out of them, village-tough descended or with
-pew-renting fathers, all the same and together, and carrying a flag and
-singing to the tops of their voices 'Hail, Columbia,'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> that the bands
-kept a-playing, some out of plumb as to time, but all fervent and
-joyous. It was us women alone that got up that part. My, I like to think
-about it.</p>
-
-<p>"They swung the length of Daphne Street and twice around the market
-square, and they come to a halt in front of the platform. And Doctor
-June stood up before them all, and he prayed like this:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Lord God, that let us start free an' think we was equal, give us to
-help one another to be free an' to get equal, in deed an' in truth.'</p>
-
-<p>"And who do you s'pose we hed to read the Declaration of Independence?
-Little Spudge Cadoza, that Silas had been a-going to hev walk up and
-down Daphne Street with a board on his back—Insley thought of him, and
-we picked him out a-purpose. And though he didn't read it so thrilling
-as Silas would of, it made me feel the way no reading of it has ever
-made me feel before—oh, because it was kind of like we'd snapped up the
-little kid and set him free all over again, even though he wasn't it but
-one day in the year. And it sort of seemed to me that all inside the
-words he read was trumpets and horns telling how much them words was
-<i>going</i> to mean to him and his kind before he'd had time to die. And
-then the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> Glee Club struck into 'America,' and the whole crowd joined in
-without being expected, and the three bands that was laying over in the
-shade hopped up and struck in, too—and I bet they could of heard us to
-Indian Mound. Leastways to Red Barns, that we can see from Friendship
-Village when it's clear.</p>
-
-<p>"The grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods stays in my head as one
-picture, all full of veal loaf and 'scalloped potato and fruit salad and
-nut-bread and deviled eggs and bake' beans and pickle' peaches and layer
-cake and drop sponge-cake and hot coffee—the kind of a dinner that
-comes crowding to your thought whenever you think 'Dinner' at your
-hungriest. And after we'd took care of everybody's baskets and set them
-under a tree for a lunch towards six, us ladies went back to the market
-square. And over by the marquee we see the men gathered—all but Insley,
-that had slipped away as quick as we begun telling him how much of it
-was due to him. Miss Beryl Sessions had just arrived, in a automobile,
-covered with veils, and she was introducing the other men to her City
-friends. Us ladies sort of kittered around back of them, not wanting to
-press ourselves forward none, and we went up to the door of the marquee
-where, behind the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> refreshment table, Mis' Sykes was a-standing in her
-white duck.</p>
-
-<p>"'My,' says Mis' Holcomb to her, 'it's all going off nice so far, ain't
-it?'</p>
-
-<p>"'They ain't a great deal the matter with it,' says Mis' Sykes, snappy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Uppers, grieving, 'the parade an' the
-basket dinner seemed to me both just perfect.'</p>
-
-<p>"'The parade done well enough,' says Mis' Sykes, not looking at her. 'I
-donno much about the dinner.'</p>
-
-<p>"And all of a sudden we recollected that she hadn't been over to the
-grand basket dinner at all.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Toplady, blank, 'ain't you et nothin'?'</p>
-
-<p>"'My niece,' says Mis' Sykes, dignified, 'didn't get here till now. Who
-was I to leave in the <i>tent</i>? I've et,' says she, cold, 'two dishes of
-ice-cream an' two chocolate nut-cakes.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady just swoops over towards her. 'Why, my land,' she says,
-hearty, 'they's stuff an' to spare packed over there under the trees.
-You go right on over and get your dinner. Poke right into any of our
-baskets—ours is grouped around mine that's tied with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> a red bandanna to
-the handle. And leave us tend the marquee. What say, ladies?'</p>
-
-<p>"And I don't think she even sensed she used that name.</p>
-
-<p>"When she'd gone, I stood a minute in the marquee door looking off
-acrost the market square, hearing Miss Beryl Sessions and the men
-congratulating each other on the glorious Fourth they was a-having, and
-the City folks praising them both sky high.</p>
-
-<p>"'Real nice idee it was,' says Silas, with his hands under his best coat
-tails. 'Nice, tastey, up-to-date Fourth. And cheap to do.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, we all hung out for a good Fourth this year,' says Timothy,
-complacent.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's a simply lovely idea,' says Miss Beryl Sessions, all sweet and
-chirpy and interested, 'this making the Fourth a county party and
-getting everybody in town, so. But tell me: Whatever made you close your
-shops? I thought the Fourth could always be made to pay for itself over
-and over, if the business houses went about it right.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, well,' says Silas, lame but genial, 'we closed up to-day. We kind
-o' thought we would.'</p>
-
-<p>"But I stood looking off acrost the market square, where the children
-was playing, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> quoits was being pitched, and the ball game was going
-to commence, and the calathumpians was capering, and most of Red Barns
-and Indian Mound and Friendship Village was mingling, lion and lamb; and
-I looked on along Daphne Street, where little Spudge Cadoza wasn't
-walking with a Prize Coffee board on his back,—and all of a sudden I
-felt just the way I'd wanted to feel, in spite of all the distance and
-long-ago-ness. And I turned and says to the other women inside the
-marquee:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Seems to me,' I says, 'as if the Fourth of July <i>had</i> paid for itself,
-over and over. Oh, don't it to you?'</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>VI</h2>
-
-<p>"The new editor of the <i>Friendship Village Evening Daily</i> give a fine
-write-up of the celebration. He printed it on the night after the
-Fourth, not getting out any paper at all on the day that was the day;
-but on the night after that, the news columns of his paper fell flat and
-dead. In a village the day following a holiday is like the hush after a
-noise. The whole town seems like it was either asleep or on tiptoe. And
-in Friendship Village this hush was worse than the hush of other years.
-Other years they'd usually been accidents to keep track of, and mebbe
-even an amputation or two to report. But this Fourth there was no
-misfortunes whatever, nor nothing to make good reading for the night of July 6.</p>
-
-<p>"So the editor thought over his friends and run right down the news
-column, telling what there <i>wasn't</i>. Like this:—</p>
-
-<blockquote><p class="center">"'<span class="smcap">Supper Table Jottings</span></p>
-
-<p>"'Postmaster Silas Sykes is well.</p>
-
-<p>"'Timothy Toplady has not had a cold since before Christmas.
-Prudent Timothy.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p><p>"'Jimmy Sturgis has not broken his leg yet this year as he did
-last. Keep it up, Jimmy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Eppleby Holcomb has not been out of town for quite a while.</p>
-
-<p>"'None of the Friendship ladies has given a party all season.</p>
-
-<p>"'The First Church is not burnt down nor damaged nor repaired.
-Insurance $750.</p>
-
-<p>"'Nothing local is in much of any trouble.</p>
-
-<p>"'Nobody is dead here to-day except the usual ones.</p>
-
-<p>"'Nobody that's got a telephone in has any company at the present
-writing. Where is the old-time hospitality?</p>
-
-<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.</p>
-
-<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.</p>
-
-<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.'</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>"It made quite some fun for us, two or three of us happening in the
-post-office store when the paper come out—Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady
-and me. But we took it some to heart, too, because to live in a town
-where they ain't nothing active happening all the time is a kind of
-running account of everybody that's in the town. And us ladies wan't
-that kind.</p>
-
-<p>"All them locals done to Silas Sykes, though, was to set him fussing
-over nothing ever happening to him. Silas is real particular about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> his
-life, and I guess he gets to thinking how life ain't so over-particular
-about him.</p>
-
-<p>"'My dum,' he says that night, 'that's just the way with this town. I
-always calculated my life was goin' to be quite some pleasure to me. But
-I don't see as it is. If I thought I was going to get sold in my death
-like I've been in my life, I swan I'd lose my interest in dyin'.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Timothy Toplady was over in behind the counter picking out her
-butter, and she whirled around from sampling the jars, and she says to
-Mis' Sykes and me:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Ladies,' she says, 'le's us propose it to the editor that seems to
-have such a hard job, that us members of Sodality take a hold of his
-paper for a day and get it out for him and put some news in it, and sell
-it to everybody, subscribers and all, that one night, for ten cents.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Silas Sykes looks up and stopped winking and breathing, in a way
-she has when she sights some distant money for Sodality.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land, land,' she says, 'I bet they'd go like hot cakes.'</p>
-
-<p>"But Silas he snorts, scorching.</p>
-
-<p>"'Will you ladies tell me,' he says, 'where you going to <i>get</i> your news
-to put in your paper? The Fourth don't come along every day. Or less you
-commit murder and arson and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span>runaways, there won't be any more in your
-paper than they is in its editor's.'</p>
-
-<p>"That hit a tender town-point, and I couldn't stand it no longer. I
-spoke right up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, I donno, I donno, Silas,' I says. 'They's those in this town
-that's doin' the murderin' for us, neat an' nice, right along,' I told
-him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mean to say?' snapped Silas.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mean to say,' says I, 'most every grocery store in this town an' most
-every milkman an' the meat market as well is doin' their best to drag
-the health out o' people's systems for 'em. Us ladies is more or less
-well read an' knowledgeable of what is goin' on in the world outside,' I
-says to Silas that ain't, 'an' we know a thing or two about what ought
-to be clean.'</p>
-
-<p>"Since Insley come, we had talked a good deal more about these things
-and what was and what shouldn't be; and especially we had talked it in
-Sodality, on account of our town stores and social ways and such being
-so inviting to disease and death. But we hadn't talked it official,
-'count of Sodality being for Cemetery use, and talking it scattering we
-hadn't been able to make the other men even listen to us.</p>
-
-<p>"'Pack o' women!' says Silas, now, and went off to find black molasses
-for somebody.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Toplady sampled her butter, dreamy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Rob Henny's butter here,' she says, 'is made out of cow sheds that I
-can't bear to think about. An' Silas knows it. Honest,' she says, 'I'm
-gettin' so I spleen against the flowers in the fields for fear Rob
-Henny's cows'll get holt of 'em. I should think the <i>Daily</i> could write
-about that.'</p>
-
-<p>"I remember how us three women looked at each other then, like our
-brains was experimenting with our ideas. And when Mis' Toplady got her
-butter, we slipped out and spoke together for a few minutes up past the
-Town Pump. And it was there the plan come to a head and legs and arms.
-And we see that we had a way of picking purses right off of every day,
-so be the editor would leave us go ahead—and of doing other things.</p>
-
-<p>"The very next morning we three went to see the editor and get his
-consent.</p>
-
-<p>"'What's your circulation, same as City papers print to the top of the
-page?' Mis' Toplady asks him, practical.</p>
-
-<p>"'Paid circulation or got-out circulation?' says the editor.</p>
-
-<p>"'Paid,' says Mis' Toplady, in silver-dollar tones.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ah, well, <i>paid for</i> or subscribed for?' asks the editor.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p><p>"'Paid for,' says Mis' Toplady, still more financial.</p>
-
-<p>"'Six hundred and eighty paid for,' the editor says, 'an' fifty-two
-that—mean to pay.'</p>
-
-<p>"'My!' says Mis' Toplady, shuddering. 'What business is! Well, us ladies
-of the Sodality want to run your paper for one day and charge all your
-subscribers ten cents extra for that day's paper. Will you?'</p>
-
-<p>"The editor, he laughed quite a little, and then he looked thoughtful.
-He was new and from the City and young and real nervous—he used to pop
-onto his feet whenever a woman so much as come in the room.</p>
-
-<p>"'Who would collect the ten cents?' says he.</p>
-
-<p>"'Sodality,' says Mis' Toplady, firm. 'Ourself, cash an' <i>in advance</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"The editor nodded, still smiling.</p>
-
-<p>"'Jove,' he said, 'this fits in remarkably well with the fishing I've
-been thinking about. I confess I need a day. I suppose you wouldn't want
-to do it this week?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady looked at me with her eyebrows. But I nodded. I always
-rather hurry up than not.</p>
-
-<p>"'So be we had a couple o' hours to get the news to happenin',' says
-she, 'that had ought to do us.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span></p><p>"The editor looked startled.</p>
-
-<p>"'News!' said he. 'Oh, I say now, you mustn't expect too much. I ought
-to warn you that running a paper in this town is like trying to raise
-cream on a cistern.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady smiled at him motherly.</p>
-
-<p>"'You ain't ever tried pouring the cream into the cistern, I guess,' she
-says.</p>
-
-<p>"So we settled it into a bargain, except that, after we had planned it
-all out with him and just as we was going out the door, Mis' Toplady
-thought to say to him:—</p>
-
-<p>"'You know, Sodality don't know anything about it yet, so you'd best not
-mention it out around till this afternoon when we vote to do it. We'll
-be up at eight o'clock Thursday morning, rain or shine.'</p>
-
-<p>"There wasn't ever any doubt about Sodality when it see Sixty Dollars
-ahead—which we would get if everybody bought a paper, and we was
-determined that everybody should buy. Sodality members scraps among
-themselves personal, but when it comes to raising money we unite yoke to
-yoke, and all differences forgot. It's funny sometimes at the meetings,
-funny and disgraceful, to hear how we object to each other, especially
-when we're tired, and then how we all unite together on something for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span>
-the good of the town. I tell you, it makes me feel sometimes that the
-way ain't so much to try to love each other,—which other folks'
-peculiarities is awful in the way of,—but for us all to pitch in and
-love something altogether, your town or your young folks, or your
-cemetery or keeping something clean or making somethin' look nice—and
-before you know it you're loving the folks you work with, no matter how
-peculiar, or even more so. It's been so nice since we've been working
-for Cemetery. Folks that make each other mad every time they try to talk
-can sell side by side at the same bazaar and count the money mutual.
-There's quite a few disagreements in Sodality, so we have to be real
-careful who sets next to who to church suppers. But when we pitch in to
-work for something, we sew rags and 'scallop oysters in the same pan
-with our enemies. Don't it seem as if that must mean something?
-Something big?</p>
-
-<p>"Sodality voted to publish the paper, all right, and elected the
-officers for the day: Editor, Mis' Postmaster Sykes, 'count of her
-always expecting to take the lead in everything; assistant editor, me,
-'count of being well and able to work like a dog; business manager and
-circulation man, Mis' <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, 'count of no dime
-ever getting away from her unexpected. And the reporters was to be most
-of the rest of the Sodality: Mis' Timothy Toplady, the three Liberty
-girls, Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, Mis' Threat
-Hubbelthwait, an' Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery. It was
-hard for Abagail to get away from her cook stove and her counter, so we
-fixed it that she was to be let off any other literary work along of her
-furnishing us our sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs that day noon. It was
-quite a little for Abagail to do, but she's always real willing, and we
-didn't ask coffee of her. Mis' Sturgis, her that is the village invalid,
-we arranged should have charge of the Woman's Column, and bring down her
-rocking chair and make her beef broth right there on the office
-wood-stove.</p>
-
-<p>"I guess we was all glad to go down early in the morning that day,
-'count of not meeting the men. One and all and with one voice the
-Friendship men had railed at us hearty.</p>
-
-<p>"'Pack o' women!' says Silas Sykes, over and over.</p>
-
-<p>"'You act like bein' a woman an' a wife was some kind o' nonsense,' says
-Mis' Sykes back at him, majestic. 'Well, I guess bein' yours is.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, Amandy,' says Timothy Toplady, 'you women earn money so
-<i>nervous</i>. Why don't you do it regular an' manly?'</p>
-
-<p>"Only Eppleby Holcomb had kept his silence. Eppleby sees things that the
-run of men don't see, or, if they did see them, they would be bound to
-stick them in their ledgers where they would never, never belong.
-Eppleby was our friend, and Sodality never had truer.</p>
-
-<p>"So though we went ahead, the men had made us real anxious. And most of
-us slipped down to the office by half past seven so's not to meet too
-many. The editor had had a column in the paper about what we was goin'
-to do—'Loyal to our Local Dead' he headed it, and of course full half
-the town was kicking at the extra ten cents, like full half of any town
-can and will kick when it's asked to pay out for its own good, dead or
-alive. But we was leaving all that to Mis' Holcomb, that knows a thing
-or two about the human in us, and similar.</p>
-
-<p>"Extra-paper morning, when we all come in, Mis' Sykes she was sitting at
-the editor's desk with her big apron on and a green shade to cover up
-her crimping kids, and her list that her and Mis' Toplady and I had made
-out, in front of her.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p><p>"'Now then, let's get right to work,' she says brisk. 'We ain't any too
-much time, I can tell you. It ain't like bakin' bread or gettin' the
-vegetables ready. We've all got to use muscles this day we ain't used to
-usin',' she says, 'an' we'd best be spry.'</p>
-
-<p>"So then she begun giving out who was to do what—assignments, the
-editor named it when he told us what to do. And I skipped back an' hung
-over the files, well knowing what was to come.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes stood up in her most society way, an'—</p>
-
-<p>"'Anybody want to back out?' says she, gracious.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land!' says everyone in a No-I-don't tone.</p>
-
-<p>"'Very well,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Mis' Toplady, you go out to Rob Henney's
-place, an' you go through his cow sheds from one end to the other an'
-take down notes so's he sees you doin' it. You go into his kitchen an'
-don't you let a can get by you. Open his churn. Rub your finger round
-the inside of his pans. An' if he won't tell you, the neighbours will.
-Explain to him you're goin' to give him a nice, full printed description
-in to-night's <i>Daily</i>, just the way things are. If he wants it changed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span>
-any, he can clean all up, an' we'll write up the clean-up like a
-compliment.'</p>
-
-<p>"Just for one second them assembled women was dumb. But it hardly took
-them that instant to sense what was what. And all of a sudden, Mame
-Holcomb, I guess it was, bursted out in a little understanding giggle,
-and after a minute everybody joined in, too. For we'd got the whole
-world of Friendship Village where we wanted it, and every one of them
-women see we had, so be we wasn't scared.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mis' Uppers,' Mis' Sykes was going on, 'you go down to Betts's meat
-market. You poke right through into the back room. An' you tell Joe
-Betts that you're goin' to do a write-up of that room an' the alley back
-of it for the paper to-night, showin' just what's what. If so be he
-wants to turn in an' red it up this mornin', tell him you'll wait till
-noon an' describe it then, <i>providin'</i> he keeps it that way. An' you
-might let him know you're goin' to run over to his slaughterhouse an'
-look around while you're waitin', an' put that in your write-up, too.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Miss Hubbelthwait,' Mis' Sykes went on, 'you go over to the Calaboose.
-They won't anybody be in the office—Dick's saloon is that. Skip right
-through in the back part, an' turn<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> down the blankets on both beds an'
-give a thorough look. If it's true they's no sheets an' pillow-cases on
-the calaboose beds, an' that the blankets is only washed three times a
-year so's to save launderin', we can make a real interestin' column
-about that.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Miss Merriman,' says Mis' Sykes to Mis' Fire Chief, 'I've give you a
-real hard thing because you do things so delicate. Will you take a walk
-along the residence part of town an' go into every house an' ask 'em to
-let you see their back door an' their garbage pail. Tell 'em you're
-goin' to write a couple of columns on how folks manage this. Ask 'em
-their idees on the best way. Give 'em to understand if there's a real
-good way they're thinkin' of tryin' that you'll put that in, providin'
-they begin tryin' right off. An' tell 'em they can get it carted off for
-ten cents a week if enough go in on it. An' be your most delicate, Mis'
-Fire Chief, for we don't want to offend a soul.'</p>
-
-<p>"Libby an' Viney Liberty Mis' Sykes sent round to take a straw vote in
-every business house in town to see how much they'd give towards
-starting a shelf library in the corner of the post-office store, a full
-list to be printed in order with the amount or else 'Not a cent'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> after
-each name. And the rest of Sodality she give urrants similar or even
-more so.</p>
-
-<p>"'An' all o' you,' says Mis' Sykes, 'pick up what you can on the way.
-And if anybody starts in to object, you tell 'em you have instructions
-to make an interview out of any of the interestin' things they say. And
-you might tell 'em you don't want they should be buried in a nice
-cemetery if they don't want to be.'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, sir, they started off—some scairt, but some real brave, too. And
-the way they went, we see every one of them meant business.</p>
-
-<p>"'But oh,' says Mis' Sturgis, fixing her medicine bottles outside on the
-window-sill, '<i>supposin'</i> they can't do it. <i>Supposin'</i> folks ain't nice
-to 'em. What'll we put in the paper then?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes drew herself up like she does sometimes in society.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' she says, 'supposin'. Are we runnin' this paper or ain't we?
-There's nothin' to prevent our writin' editorials about these things, as
-I see. Our husbands can't very well sue us for libel, because they'd hev
-to pay it themselves. Nor they can't put us in prison for debt, because
-who'd get their three meals? I can't see but we're sure of an
-interestin' paper, anyway.'</p>
-
-<p>"Then she looked over at me sort of sad.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span></p><p>"'Go on, Calliope,' says she, 'you know what you've got to do. Do it,'
-she says, 'to the bitter end.'</p>
-
-<p>"I knew, and I started out, and I made straight for Silas Sykes, and the
-post-office store. Silas wan't in the store, it was so early; but he had
-the floor all sprinkled nice, and the vegetables set out, all uncovered,
-close to the sidewalk; and everything real tasty and according to
-grocery-store etiquette. The boy was gone that day. And Silas himself
-was in the back room, sortin' over prunes.</p>
-
-<p>"'Hello, Calliope,' s'he. 'How's literchoor?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Honest as ever,' I says. 'Same with food?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Who says I ain't honest?' says Silas, straightening up, an' holding
-all his fingers stiff 'count of being sticky.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, I donno who,' says I. 'Had anybody ought to? How's business,
-Silas?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says he, 'for us that keeps ourselves up with the modern
-business methods, it's pretty good, I guess.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Do you mean pretty good, Silas, or do you mean pretty paying?' I ask'
-him.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas put on his best official manner. 'Look at here,' s'e, 'what can I
-do for you? Did you want to buy somethin' or did you want your mail?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p><p>"'Oh, neither,' I says. 'I want some help from you, Silas, about the
-paper to-day.'</p>
-
-<p>"My, that give Silas a nice minute. He fairly weltered in satisfaction.</p>
-
-<p>"'Huh,' he says, elegant, 'didn't I tell you you was bitin' off more'n
-you could chew? Want some assistance from me, do you, in editin' this
-paper o' yours? Well, I suppose I can help you out a little. What is it
-you want me to do for you?'</p>
-
-<p>"'We thought we'd like to write you up,' I told him.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas just swelled. For a man in public office, Silas Sykes feels about
-as presidential as anybody I ever see. If they was to come out from the
-City and put him on the front page of the morning paper, he's the kind
-that would wonder why they hadn't done it before.</p>
-
-<p>"'Sketch of my life?' s'e, genial. 'Little outline of my boyhood? Main
-points in my career?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' I says, 'no. We thought the present'd be about all we'd hev
-room for. We want to write up your business, Silas,' I says, 'in an
-advertising way.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh!' says Silas, snappy. 'You want me to pay to be wrote up, is that
-it?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' I says, 'no; not if you don't want to.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> Of course everybody'll
-be buried in the Cemetery whether they give anything towards the fund
-for keeping it kep' up or not.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Lord Heavens,' says Silas, 'I've had that Cemetery fund rammed down my
-throat till I'm sick o' the thought o' dyin'.'</p>
-
-<p>"That almost made me mad, seeing we was having the disadvantage of doing
-the work and Silas going to get all the advantages of burial.</p>
-
-<p>"'Feel the same way about some of the Ten Commandments, don't you,
-Silas?' I says, before I knew it.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas just rared.</p>
-
-<p>"'The Ten Commandments!' says he, 'the Ten Commandments! Who can show me
-one I ain't a-keepin' like an old sheep. Didn't I honour my father an'
-mother as long as I had 'em? Did they ever buy anything of me at more
-than cost? Didn't I give 'em new clothes an' send 'em boxes of oranges
-an' keep up their life insurance? Do I ever come down to the store on
-the Sabbath Day? Do I ever distribute the mail then, even if I'm
-expectin' a letter myself? The Sabbath I locked the cat in, didn't I
-send the boy down to let it out, for fear I'd be misjudged if I done it?
-Who do I ever bear false witness against unless I know they've done what
-I say they've done? I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> can't kill a fly—an' I'm that tender-hearted
-that I make the hired girl take the mice out o' the trap because I can't
-bring myself to do it. So you might go through the whole list an' just
-find me workin' at 'em an' a-keepin' 'em. What do you mean about the Ten
-Commandments?' he ends up, ready to burst.</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't ask me,' I says. 'I ain't that familiar with 'em. I didn't know
-anybody was. Go on about 'em. Take stealing—you hadn't got to that
-one.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Stealing</i>,' says Silas, pompous. 'I don't know what it is.'</p>
-
-<p>"And with that I was up on my feet.</p>
-
-<p>"'I thought you didn't,' says I. 'Us ladies of Sodality have all thought
-it over an' over again: That you don't know stealing when you see it.
-No, nor not even when you've done it. Come here, Silas Sykes!' I says.</p>
-
-<p>"I whipped by him into the store, and he followed me, sheer through
-being dazed, and keeping still through being knocked dumb.</p>
-
-<p>"'Look here,' I says, 'here's your counter of bakery stuff—put in to
-take from Abagail, but no matter about that now. Where do you get it?
-From the City, with the label stuck on. What's the bakery like where you
-buy it? It's under a sidewalk and dust dirty, and I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> happen to know you
-know it. And look at the bread—not a thing over it, flies promenadin'
-on the crust, and you counting out change on an apple-pie the other
-day—I see you do it. Look at your dates, all uncovered and dirt from
-the street sticking to them like the pattern. Look at your fly-paper,
-hugged up against your dried-fruit box that's standing wide open. Look
-at you keeping fish and preserved fruit and canned stuff that you know
-is against the law—going to start keeping the law quick as you get
-these sold out, ain't you, Silas? Look at your stuff out there in front,
-full of street dirt and flies and ready to feed folks. And you keepin'
-the Ten Commandments like an old sheep—and being a church elder, and
-you might better climb porches and bust open safes. I s'pose you wonder
-what I'm sayin' all this to you for?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, ma'am,' says Silas, like the edge o' something, 'I don't wonder at
-your sayin' <i>anything</i> to anybody.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I've got more to say,' I says, dry. 'I've only give you a sample. An'
-the place I'm goin' to say it is <i>The Friendship Village Evening Daily</i>,
-<i>Extra</i>, to-night, in a descriptive write-up of you and your store. I
-thought it might interest you to know.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p><p>"'It's libel—it's libel!' says Silas, arms waving.</p>
-
-<p>"'All right,' says I, liberating a fly accidentally caught on a date.
-'Who you going to sue? Your wife, that's the editor? And everybody
-else's wife, that's doing the same thing to every behind-the-times
-dealer in town?'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas hung on to that straw.</p>
-
-<p>"'Be they doin' it to the others, too?' he asks.</p>
-
-<p>"Then I told him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'Silas, only—they ain't goin' to start writing up the
-descriptions till noon. And if you—and they all—want to clean up the
-temples where you do business and make them fit for the Lord to look
-down on and a human being to come into, you've got your chance. And
-seeing your boy is gone to-day, if you'll do it, I'll stay and help you
-with it—and mebbe make room for some of the main points in your career
-as well,' says I, sly.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas looked out the door, his arms folded and his beard almost
-pointing up, he'd made his chin so firm. And just in that minute when I
-was feeling that all the law and the prophets, and the health of
-Friendship Village, and the life of people not born, was hanging around
-that man's neck—or the principle of them, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span>anyway—Silas's eye and mine
-fell on a strange sight. Across the street, from out Joe Betts's meat
-market come Joe Betts, and behind him his boy. And Joe begun pointing,
-and the boy begun taking down quarters of beef hung over the sidewalk.
-Joe pointed consid'able. And then he clim' up on his meat wagon that
-stood by the door, and out of the shop I see Mis' Mayor Uppers come,
-looking ready to drop. And she clim' up to the seat beside him—he
-reaching down real gentlemanly to help her up. And he headed his horse
-around on what I guessed was a bee-line for the slaughterhouse.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, sir, at that, Silas Sykes put his hands on his knees and bent
-over and begun laughing. And he laughed like I ain't seen him since he's
-got old and begun to believe that life ain't cut after his own plan that
-he made. And I laughed a little, too, out of sheer being glad that a
-laugh can settle so many things right in the world. And when he sobered
-down a little, I says gentle:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Silas, I'll throw out the dates and the dusty lettuce. And we'll hev
-it done in no time. I'll be glad to get an early start on the write-up.
-I don't compose very ready,' I told him.</p>
-
-<p>"He was awful funny while we done the work. He was awful still, too.
-Once when I lit on a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> piece of salt pork that I knew, first look, was
-rusty, 'Them folks down on the flats buys it,' he says. 'They like it
-just as good as new-killed.' 'All right,' s'I, careless, 'I'll make a
-note of that to shine in my article. It needs humour some,' s'I. Then
-Silas swore, soft and under his breath, as an elder should, but quite
-vital. And he took the pork out to the alley barrel, an' I sprinkled
-ashes on it so's he shouldn't slip out and save it afterwards.</p>
-
-<p>"It was 'leven o'clock when we got done, me having swept out behind the
-counters myself, and Silas he mopped his face and stood hauling at his
-collar.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'll get on my white kids now,' s'e, dry. 'I can't go pourin' kerosene
-an' slicin' cheese in this place barehanded any more. Gosh,' he says, 'I
-bet when they see it, they'll want to have church in here this comin'
-Sunday.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No need to be sacrilegious, as I know of, Silas,' s'I, sharp.</p>
-
-<p>"'No need to be livin' at all, as I see,' says Silas, morbid; 'just lay
-low an' other folks'll step in an' do it for you, real capable.'</p>
-
-<p>"I give him the last word. I thought it was his man's due.</p>
-
-<p>"When I got back to the office, Libby Liberty an' Mis' Toplady was there
-before me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> They was both setting on high stools up to the file shelf,
-with their feet tucked up, an' the reason was that Viney Liberty was
-mopping the floor. She had a big pail of suds and her skirt pinned up,
-and she was just lathering them boards. Mis' Sykes at the main desk was
-still labouring over her editorials, breathing hard, the boards steaming
-soap all around her.</p>
-
-<p>"'I couldn't stand it,' Viney says. 'How a man can mould public opinion
-in a place where the floor is pot-black gets me. My land, my ash house
-is a dinin' room side of this room, an' the window was a regular gray
-frost with dust. Ain't men the funniest lot of folks?' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Funny,' says I, 'but awful amiable if you kind of sing their key-note
-to 'em.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes pulled my skirt.</p>
-
-<p>"'How was he?' she asks in a pale voice.</p>
-
-<p>"'He was crusty,' says I, triumphant, 'but he's beat.'</p>
-
-<p>"She never smiled. 'Calliope Marsh,' says she, cold, 'if you've sassed
-my husband, I'll never forgive you.'</p>
-
-<p>"I tell you, men may be some funny, and often are. But women is odd as
-Dick's hatband and I don't know but odder.</p>
-
-<p>"'How'd you get on?' I says to Mis' Toplady and the Libertys. The
-Libertys they handed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> out a list on two sheets, both sides with sums
-ranging from ten to fifty cents towards a shelf library for public use;
-but Mis' Toplady, the tears was near streaming down her cheeks.</p>
-
-<p>"'Rob Henney,' she says, mournful, 'gimme to understand he'd see me
-in—some place he hadn't ought to of spoke of to me, nor to no
-one—before I could get in his milk sheds.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What did you say to him?' I ask', sympathetic.</p>
-
-<p>"'I t-told him,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that lookin' for me wouldn't be the
-only reason he'd hev for goin' there. And then he said some more. He
-said he'd be in here this afternoon to stop his subscription off.'</p>
-
-<p>"'So you didn't get a thing?' I says, grieving for her, but Mis'
-Toplady, she bridled through her tears.</p>
-
-<p>"'I got a column!' she flashed out. 'I put in about the sheds, that the
-whole town knows, anyway, an' I put in what he said to me. An' I'm goin'
-to read it to him when he comes in. An' after that he can take his pick
-about havin' it published, or else cleanin' up an' allowin' Sodality to
-inspect him reg'lar.'</p>
-
-<p>"By just before twelve o'clock we was all back in the office, Mis' Fire
-Chief, Mis' Uppers, fresh from the slaughterhouse, and so on, all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> but
-Mame Holcomb that was out seeing to the circulation. And I tell you we
-set to work in earnest, some of us to the desks, and some of us working
-on their laps, and everybody hurrying hectic. The office was awful
-hot—Mis' Sturgis had built up a little light fire to heat up her beef
-broth, and she was stirring it, her shawl folded about her, in between
-writing receipts. But it made it real confusing, all of us doing our
-best so hard, and wanting to tell each other what had happened, and
-seeing about spelling and all.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land, land,' says Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'you'd ought to <i>see</i> the
-Carters' back door. They wan't nobody to home there, so I just took a
-look, anyway, bein' it was for Sodality, so. They ain't no real garbage
-pail—'</p>
-
-<p>"'Who said, "Give me Liberty or give me Death?"' ask' Mis' Sykes,
-looking up kind o' glassy. 'Was it Daniel Webster or Daniel Boone?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ladies,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, when we'd settled down on Daniel
-Boone, 'if I ever do a crime, I won't stop short at stealin' somebody's
-cow an' goin' to calaboose. I'll do a whole beef corner, or some real
-United States sin, an' get put in a place that's clean. Why over to the
-calaboose—'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p><p>"'Ugh!' says Mis' Uppers, 'don't say "beef" when I'm where I can hear.
-I donno what I'll do without my steak, but do it I will. Ladies, the
-cleanest of us is soundin' brass an' tinklin' cannibals. Why do they
-call 'em <i>tinklin'</i> cannibals?' she wondered to us all.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh—,' wailed Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair, 'some of you ladies
-give me your salad dressing receipt. Mine is real good on salad, but on
-paper it don't sound fit to eat. I don't seem to have no book-style
-about me to-day.'</p>
-
-<p>"'How do you spell <i>embarrass</i>?' asked Libby Liberty. 'Is it an <i>r</i> an'
-two <i>s</i>'s or two <i>r</i>'s and an <i>s</i>?'</p>
-
-<p>"'It's two <i>s</i>'s at the end, so it must be one <i>r</i>,' volunteers Mis'
-Sykes. 'That used to mix me up some, too.'</p>
-
-<p>"Just then up come Abagail Arnold bringing the noon lunch, and she had
-the sandwiches and the eggs not only, but a pot of hot coffee thrown in,
-and a basket of doughnuts, sugared. She set them out on Mis' Sykes's
-desk, and we all laid down our pencils and drew up on our high stools
-and swing chairs, Mis' Sturgis and all, and nothing in the line of food
-had ever looked so welcoming.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, the eatableness of nice refreshments!' says Mis' Toplady, sighing.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span></p><p>"'This is when it ain't victuals, its viands,' says Mis' Sykes, showing
-pleased.</p>
-
-<p>"But well do I remember, we wasn't started to eat, and Abagail still
-doing the pouring, when the composing room door opened—I donno <i>why</i>
-they called it that, for we done the composing in the office, and they
-only got out the paper in there—and in come the foreman, with an apron
-of bed-ticking. He was Riddy Styles, that we all knew him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Excuse me,' he says, hesitating, 'but us fellows thought we'd ought to
-mention that we can't get no paper out by quittin' time if we don't get
-a-hold of some copy pretty quick.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Copy o' what?' says Mis' Sykes, our editor.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, copy,' says Riddy. 'Stuff for the paper.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes looked at him, majestic.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Stuff</i>,' she says. 'You will please to speak,' she says, 'more
-respectfully than that to us ladies, Mr. Styles.'</p>
-
-<p>"'It was meant right,' says Riddy, stubborn. 'It's the word we always
-use.'</p>
-
-<p>"'It ain't the word you use, not with us,' says Mis' Sykes, womanly.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Riddy, 'we'd ought to get to settin' up <i>somethin'</i> by
-half past twelve, if we start in on the dictionary.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p><p>"Then he went off to his dinner, and the other men with him, and Mis'
-Sykes leaned back limp.</p>
-
-<p>"'I been writin' steady,' she says, 'since half past eight o'clock this
-mornin', an' I've only got one page an' one-half composed.'</p>
-
-<p>"We ask' each other around, and none of us was no more then started, let
-be it was Mis' Toplady, that had got in first.</p>
-
-<p>"'Le's us leave our lunch,' says Mis' Sykes, then. 'Le's us leave it
-un-et. Abagail, you put it back in the basket an' pour the coffee into
-the pot. An' le's us <i>write</i>. Wouldn't we all rather hev one of our sick
-headaches,' she says, firm, 'than mebbe make ourselves the Laughing
-Stock? Ladies, I ask you.'</p>
-
-<p>"An' we woulded, one and all. Sick headaches don't last long, but
-laughed-at has regular right down eternal life.</p>
-
-<p>"Ain't it strange how slow the writing muscles and such is, that you
-don't use often? Pitting cherries, splitting squash, peeling potatoes,
-slicing apples, making change at church suppers,—us ladies is lightning
-at 'em all. But getting idees down on paper—I declare if it ain't more
-like waiting around for your bread to raise on a cold morning. Still
-when you're worried, you can press forward more than normal, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> among
-us we had quite some material ready for Riddy and the men when they came
-back. But not Mis' Sykes. She wan't getting on at all.</p>
-
-<p>"'If I could only <i>talk</i> it,' she says, grieving, 'or I donno if I could
-even do that. What I want to say is in me, rarin' around my head like
-life, an' yet I can't get it out no more'n money out of a tin bank. I
-shall disgrace Sodality,' she says, wild.</p>
-
-<p>"'Cheer up,' says Libby Liberty, soothing. 'Nobody ever reads the
-editorials, anyway. I ain't read one in years.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You tend to your article,' snaps Mis' Sykes.</p>
-
-<p>"I had got my write-up of Silas all turned in to Riddy, and I was
-looking longing at Abagail's basket, when, banging the door, in come
-somebody breathing like raging, and it was Rob Henney, that I guess we'd
-all forgot about except it was Mis' Toplady that was waiting for him.</p>
-
-<p>"Rob Henney always talks like he was long distance.</p>
-
-<p>"'I come in,' he says, blustering, 'I come in to quit off my
-subscription to this fool paper, that a lot o' fool women—'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes looks up at him out from under her hand that her head was
-resting on.</p>
-
-<p>"'Go on out o' here, Mr. Henney,' she says<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> sharp to him, 'an' quit your
-subscription quiet. Can't you see you're disturbing us?' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"With that Mis' Toplady wheeled around on her high stool and looked at
-him, calm as a clock.</p>
-
-<p>"'Rob Henney,' says she, 'you come over here. I'll read you what I've
-wrote about you,' she told him.</p>
-
-<p>"The piece begun like this:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Rob Henney, our esteemed fellow-townsman and milkman, was talked with
-this morning on his cow sheds. The reporter said to same that what was
-wanting would be visiting the stables, churn, cans, pans, and like that,
-being death is milked out of most cows if they are not kept clean and
-inspected regular for signs of consumption. Mr. Henney replied as
-follows:</p>
-
-<p>"'First: That his cows had never been inspected because nothing of that
-kind had ever been necessary.</p>
-
-<p>"'Second: That he was in the milk business for a living, and did the
-town expect him to keep it in milk for its health?</p>
-
-<p>"'Third: That folks had been drinking milk since milk begun, and if the
-Lord saw fit to call them home, why not through milk, or even through
-consumption, as well as through pneumonia and others?</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p><p>"'Fourth: That he would see the reporter—a lady—in the
-lake-that-burneth-with-fire before his sheds and churn and pans and cans
-should be put in the paper.</p>
-
-<p>"'Below is how the sheds, churn, pans, and cans look to-day....' And I
-tell you, Mis' Toplady, she didn't spare no words. When she meant What,
-she said What, elaborate.</p>
-
-<p>"I didn't know for a minute but we'd hev to mop Rob up off the clean
-floor. But Mis' Toplady she never forgot who she was.</p>
-
-<p>"'Either that goes in the paper to-night,' she says, 'or you'll clean up
-your milk surroundin's—pick your choice. An' Sodality's through with
-you if you don't, besides.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Put it in print! Put it in print, if you dast!' yells Rob,
-wind-milling his arms some.</p>
-
-<p>"'No need to make an earthquake o' yourself,' Mis' Toplady points out to
-him, serene.</p>
-
-<p>"And at that Rob adds a word intending to express a cussing idee, and he
-outs and down the stairs. And Mis' Toplady starts to take her article
-right in to Riddy. But in the door she met Riddy, hurrying into the
-office again. I never see anybody before that looked both red and
-haggard, but Riddy did. He come right to the point:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Some of you ladies has got to quit handing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> in—news,' he says,
-scrabbling for a word to please Mis' Sykes. 'We're up to our eyes in
-here now. An' there ain't enough room in the paper, either, not without
-you get out eight pages or else run a supplement or else throw away the
-whole patent inside. An' those ways, we ain't got enough type even if we
-had time to burn.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes pushed back her green shade, looking just <i>chased</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"'What does he mean?' she says. 'Can't he tend to his type and things
-with us doing all the work?'</p>
-
-<p>"Riddy took this real nettlish.</p>
-
-<p>"'I mean,' s'he, clear but brutal, 'you got to cut your stuff somewheres
-to the tune of a couple o' columns.'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, it's hard to pick out which colour you'll take when you have a
-new dress only once in every so seldom; or which of your hens you'll
-kill when you know your chickens like you know your own mind; but these
-are nothing to the time we had deciding on what to omit out of the paper
-that night. And the decision hurt us even more than the deciding, for
-what we left out was Mis' Sturgis's two women's columns.</p>
-
-<p>"'We <i>can't</i> leave out meat nor milk nor cleanliness nor the library,'
-says Mis' Toplady, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span>reasonable, 'because them are the things we live by.
-An' so with the other write-ups we got planned. But receipts and
-patterns an' moth balls is only kind o' decorations, seems though.
-Besides, we all know about 'em, an' it's time we stopped talkin' about
-'em, anyway.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sturgis she cried a little on the corner of her shawl.</p>
-
-<p>"'The receipts an' patterns an' moth balls is so w-womanly,' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady whirled round at her.</p>
-
-<p>"'If you know anything more womanly than conquerin' dirt an' disease an'
-the-dead-that-needn't-die,' s'she, 'I'll roll up my sleeves an' be into
-it. But it won't be eyelet embroidery nor yet boiled frostin'!'</p>
-
-<p>"After that they wrote in hasty peace, though four o'clock come racing
-across the day like a runaway horse, and us not out of its way. And a
-few minutes past, when Riddy was waiting in the door for Mis' Sykes's
-last page, somebody most knocked him over, and there come Mis' Holcomb,
-our circulation editor, purple and white, like a ghost.</p>
-
-<p>"'Lock the door—lock it!' she says. 'I've bolted the one to the foot of
-the stairs. Lock both outside ones an' lay yourselves low!' s'she.</p>
-
-<p>"Riddy an' I done the locking, me well <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span>knowing Mis' Holcomb couldn't
-give a false alarm no more than a map could.</p>
-
-<p>"'What is it?' we says, pressing Mis' Holcomb to speak, that couldn't
-even breathe.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, ladies,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'they've rejoined us, or whatever it
-is they do. I mean they're going to rejoin us from gettin' out
-to-night's paper. The sheriff or the coroner or whoever it is they have,
-is comin' with injunctions—<i>is</i> that like handcuffs, do you know? An'
-it's Rob Henney's doin'. Eppleby told me. An' I run down the alley an'
-beat 'em to it. They're most here. Let's us slap into print what's wrote
-an' be ready with the papers the livin' minute we can.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes had shoved her green shade onto the back of her head, and
-her crimping pins was all showing forth.</p>
-
-<p>"'What good'll it do us to get the paper <i>out</i>?' says she, in a numb
-voice. 'We can't distribute 'em around to no one with the sheriff to the
-front door with them things to put on us.'</p>
-
-<p>"Then Mis' Holcomb smiled, with her eyes shut, where she sat, breathing
-so hard it showed through.</p>
-
-<p>"'I come in the coal door, at the alley,' s'she. 'They'll never think o'
-that. Besides, the crowd'll be in front an' the carrier boys too, an'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span>
-they'll want to show off out there. An' Eppleby knows—he told me to
-come in that way—an' he'll keep 'em interested out in front. Le's us
-each take the papers, an' out the coal door, an' distribute 'em around,
-ourselves, without the boys, an' collect in the money same time.'</p>
-
-<p>"And that was how we done. For when they come to the door and found it
-locked, they pounded a little to show who was who and who wan't and then
-they waited out there calm enough, thinking to stop us when the papers
-come down would be plenty time. They waited out there, calm and sure,
-while upstairs Bedlam went on, but noiseless. And after us ladies was
-done with our part, we sat huddled up in the office, soothing Mis'
-Sturgis and each other.</p>
-
-<p>"'In one sentence,' Mis' Holcomb says, 'Eppleby says Rob Henney was
-going to <i>put</i> injunctions on us. An' in the next he says he was goin'
-to <i>serve</i> 'em. What did he mean by that, do you s'pose?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I donno what he meant,' says Mis' Toplady, 'but I wouldn't have
-anything to do with <i>anything</i> Rob Henney served.'</p>
-
-<p>"That made us think of Abagail's lunch, laying un-et in the basket. They
-wasn't none of us felt like eating, but Mis' Sturgis says she bet if we
-didn't eat it, Abagail would feel she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> hadn't had no part in writing the
-paper like us, and so we broke off a little something once around; but
-food didn't have much fun for us, not then. And nothing did up to the
-minute the paper was done, and we was all ready to sly out the alley
-door.</p>
-
-<p>"With Sodality and Riddy Styles and the composing-room men we had above
-twenty carriers. Riddy and the men helped us, one and all, because of
-course the paper was a little theirs, too, and they was interested and
-liked the lark. Land, land, I ain't felt so young or so wicked as I done
-getting out that alley door. There's them I wish could see that there's
-just as much fun keeping secret about something that may be good as in
-being sly about something regular bad.</p>
-
-<p>"When we finally got outside it was suppertime and summer seeming, and
-the hour was all sweet and frank, and the whole village was buried in
-its evening fried mush and potatoes, or else sprinkling their front
-yards. I donno how it was with the others, but I know I went along the
-streets seeing through them little houses like they was glass, and
-seeing the young folks eating their suppers and growing up and getting
-ready to live and to <i>be</i>. And in us ladies' arms, in them heavy papers,
-it seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> to me we was carrying new life to them, in little ways—in
-little ways, but ways that was going to be big with meaning. And I felt
-as if something in me kind of snuggled up closer to the way things was
-meant to be.</p>
-
-<p>"Us that went west got clear the whole length of Daphne Street without
-anybody seeing what we was doing, or else believing that we was doing it
-orderly and legitimate. And away out by the Pump pasture, we started in
-distributing, and we come working down town, handing out papers to the
-residence part like mad and taking in dimes like wild. They was so many
-of us, and the <i>Evening Daily</i> office was so located, that by the time
-Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I come around the corner where the men
-and Rob Henney and the rejoiners and the carriers was loafing, waiting,
-smoking, and secure, we didn't have many papers left. And we three was
-the first ones back.</p>
-
-<p>"'Evenin' paper?' says Mis' Toplady, casual. '<i>Friendship Village
-Evenin' Daily, Extra?</i> All the news for a dime?'</p>
-
-<p>"Never have I see a man so truly flabbergasted as Rob Henney, and he did
-look like death.</p>
-
-<p>"'You're rejoined!' he yelled, or whatever it is they say—'you're
-rejoined by law from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> printin' your papers or from deestributin' the
-same.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, Rob Henney,' says Mis' Toplady, 'no call to show fight like that.
-Half the town is readin' its papers by now. They've been out for
-three-quarters of an hour,' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"Then soft and faint and acrost the street, we heard somebody laugh, and
-then kind of spat hands; and we all looked up. And there in the open
-upstairs window of the building opposite, we see leaning out Eppleby
-Holcomb and Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes. And when we crossed eyes,
-they all made a little cheer like a theatre; and then they come clumping
-down stairs and acrost to where we was.</p>
-
-<p>"'Won out, didn't you, by heck!' says Silas, that can only see that far.</p>
-
-<p>"'Blisterin' Benson,' says Timothy, gleeful. '<i>I</i> say we ain't got no
-cause to regret our wifes' brains.'</p>
-
-<p>"But Eppleby, he never said a word. He just smiled slow and a-looking
-past us. And we knew that from the beginning he had seen our whole plan,
-face to face.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and me, seeing how Rob Henney stood
-muttering and beat, and seeing how the day had gone, and seeing what was
-what in the world and in all outside<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> of it, we looked at each other,
-dead tired, and real happy, and then we just dragged along home to our
-kitchens and went to cooking supper. But oh, it wasn't our same old
-kitchens nor it wasn't our same old Friendship Village. We was in places
-newer and better and up higher, where we see how things are, and how
-life would get more particular about us if we'd get particular about
-some more of life.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>VII</h2>
-
-<p>"Well, of course then we had Sixty Dollars or so to spend, and Sodality
-never could rest a minute when it had money to do with if it wasn't
-doing it, any more than it could rest when it had something to do and no
-money to do with. It made a nice, active circle. Wishing for dreams to
-come true, and then, when they do come true, making the true things
-sprout more dreams, is another of them circles. I always think they're
-what keeps us a-going, not only immortal but busy.</p>
-
-<p>"And then with us there's another reason for voting our money prompt. As
-soon as we've made any and the news has got out around, it's happened
-two-three times that somebody has put in an application for a headstone
-for somebody dead that can't afford one. The first time that was done
-the application was made by the wife of a harness maker that had a
-little shop in the back street and had been saving up his money for a
-good tombstone. 'I ain't had much of a position here in life,' he used
-to say. 'I never was pointed out as a leading citizen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> But I'm goin' to
-fix it so's when I'm buried and folks come to the Cemetery, nobody'll
-get by my grave without noticin' my tombstone.' And then he took sick
-with inflammatory rheumatism, and if it didn't last him three years and
-et up his whole tombstone fund. He use' to worry about it considerable
-as the rheumatism kept reducing the granite inch after inch, and he
-died, thinking he wasn't going to have nothing but markers to him. So
-his old wife come and told Sodality, crying to think he wasn't going to
-seem no real true inhabitant of Cemetery, any more than he had of the
-village. And we felt so sorry for her we took part of the Thirty Dollars
-we'd made at the rummage sale and bought him a nice cement stone, and
-put the verse on to attract attention that he'd wrote himself:—</p>
-
-<p class="center">"'<span class="smaller">STOP. LOOK. LISTEN.</span><br /><br />
-<span class="smaller">HERE LAYS ME.</span><br /><br />
-<span class="smaller">MY GRAVE IS JUST AS BIG</span><br /><br />
-<span class="smaller">AS YOURS WILL BE.</span>'</p>
-
-<p>"Some was inclined to criticise Jeb for being so ambitious in death, and
-stopping to think how good a showing he could make. But I donno, I
-always sort of understood him. He wanted to be somebody. He'd used to
-try to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> have a voice in public affairs, but somehow what he proposed
-wasn't ever practical and never could get itself adopted. His judgment
-wasn't much, and time and again he'd voted against the town's good, and
-he see it afterward. He missed being a real citizen of his town, and he
-knew it, and he hankered to be a citizen of his Cemetery. And wherever
-he is now, I bet that healthy hankering is strained and purified and
-helping him ahead.</p>
-
-<p>"But our buying that stone for Jeb's widow's husband's grave let us in
-for perpetual applications for monuments; and so when we had any money
-we always went right to work and voted it for general Cemetery
-improvement, so there wasn't ever any money in the treasury for the
-applications. Anyway, we felt we'd ought to encourage self-made graves
-and not pauperize our corpses.</p>
-
-<p>"So the very next afternoon after we got our paper out, we met at Mis'
-Sykes's; and the day being mild and gold, almost all of Sodality turned
-out, and Mis' Sykes used both her parlours. It was funny; but such times
-there fell on them that sat Front Parlour a sort of
-what-you-might-call-distinction over them that sat Back Parlour. It's
-the same to our parties. Them that are set down to the dining-room table
-always seem a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> little more company than them that are served to the
-little sewing tables around in the open rooms, and we all feel it,
-though we all pretend not, as well-bred as we know how. I donno but
-there's something to it, too. Mis' Sykes, for instance, she always gets
-put to a dining table. Nobody would ever think of setting her down to a
-small one, no more than they would a Proudfit. But me, I generally get
-tucked down to a sewing table and in a rocking-chair, if there ain't
-enough cane seats to go around. Things often divide themselves true to
-themselves in this life, after all.</p>
-
-<p>"This was the last regular meeting before our Annual. The Annual, at
-Insley's suggestion, was going to be in the schoolhouse, and it was
-going to be an open evening meeting, with the whole town invited in and
-ice-cream served after. Regular meetings Sodality gives just tea;
-special meetings we give hot chocolate or ice-lemonade, or both if the
-weather is unsettled; for entertainments we have cut-up fruit and little
-bakery cakes; but to our Annual we mount up to ice-cream and some of our
-best cake makers' layer cake. And us ladies always dress according:
-afternoon home dresses to regular meetings; second best to specials;
-Sunday silks to entertainments; and straight going-out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> clothes for the
-Annual. It makes it real nice. Nobody need to come dressed wrong, and
-nobody can go away disappointed at what they've been fed.</p>
-
-<p>"The meeting that day all ought to have gone smooth enough, it being so
-nice that our paper had sold well and all, but I guess the most of us
-was too tired out to have tried to have a meeting so soon. Anyhow, we
-didn't seem to come together slippery and light-running, like we do some
-days; but instead I see the minute we begun to collect that we was all
-inclined to be heavy and, though not cross, yet frictionish.</p>
-
-<p>"For instance: Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss had come in a new red
-waist with black raspberry buttons. And it was too much for Mis' Fire
-Chief Merriman that's been turning her black poplin ever since the Fire
-Chief died.</p>
-
-<p>"'Dear me, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'I never see anybody have more
-dressy clothes. Did you put that on just for us?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Holcomb shut her lips tight.</p>
-
-<p>"'This is for home wear,' she says short, when she opened them.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mean to say you get a cooked supper in that rig?' says Mis' Merriman.
-'Fry meat in it, do you?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p><p>"'We don't eat as hearty as some,' says Mame. 'We don't insist on warm
-suppers. We feel at our house we have to keep our bills down.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Merriman straightened up, real brittle.</p>
-
-<p>"'My gracious,' she says, 'I guess I live as cheap as the best does.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I see you buying <i>shelled</i> nuts, just the same,' says Mis' Holcomb,
-'when shellin' 'em with your fingers cost twenty cents off.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I ain't never had my store-buyin' criticised before,' says Mis'
-Merriman, elbows back.</p>
-
-<p>"'Nor,' says Mis' Holcomb, bitter, 'have I ever before, in my twenty-six
-years of married life, ever been called <i>dressy</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"Then Mis' Toplady, she sort of shouldered into the minute, big and
-placid and nice-feeling.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mame,' she says, 'set over here where you can use the lead-pencil on
-my watch chain, and put down that crochet pattern I wanted, will you?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mame come over by her and took the pencil, Mis' Toplady leaning over
-so's she could use it; but before she put the crochet pattern down, Mame
-made one, experimental, on the stiff bottom of her work-bag, and Libby
-Liberty thought she'd make a little joking.</p>
-
-<p>"'S-sh-h,' says Libby, 'the authoress is takin' down notes.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Holcomb has had two-three poems in the <i>Friendship Daily</i>, and
-she's real sensitive over it.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'd be polite if I couldn't be pleasant, Libby,' says Mame, acid.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm pleasant enough to pleasant folks,' snaps Libby, up in arms in a
-minute. Nothing whatever makes anybody so mad as to have what was meant
-playful took plain.</p>
-
-<p>"'I,' says Mis' Holcomb, majestic, 'would pay some attention to my
-company manners, no matter what I was in the home.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That makes me think,' puts in Mis' Toplady, hasty, 'speaking of
-company so, who's heard anything about the evenin' company up to
-Proudfits'?'</p>
-
-<p>"It was something all our heads was full of, being half the village had
-just been invited in to the big evening affair that was to end up the
-house party, and we'd all of pitched in and talked fast anyhow to take
-our minds off the spat.</p>
-
-<p>"'Elbert's comin' home to go to it an' to stay Sunday an' as much as he
-can spare,' says Mis' Sykes. Elbert is her son and all Silas Sykes ought
-to of been, Elbert is.</p>
-
-<p>"'Letty Ames is home for the party, too,' says Libby Liberty, speaking
-up in defence of their block, that Letty lives in. She's just <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>graduated
-at Indian Mound and has been visiting up the state.</p>
-
-<p>"My niece that had come on for a few days would be gone before the party
-come off, so she didn't seem worth mentioning for real news value at a
-time when everything was centring in an evening company at Proudfit
-House. No doubt about it, Proudfit House does give distinction to
-Friendship Village, kind of like a finishing school would, or a circus
-wintering in us.</p>
-
-<p>"'I heard,' says Mis' Jimmy Sturgis, 'that the hired help set up all
-night long cleanin' the silver. I shouldn't think <i>that</i> would of been
-necessary, with any kind of management behind 'em.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You don't get much management now'-days,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait,
-sighing. 'Things slap along awful haphazard.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I know I ain't the system to myself that I use' to have,' says Abagail
-Arnold. 'Why, the other day I found my soda in one butt'ry an' my bakin'
-powder in the other.'</p>
-
-<p>"'An' I heard,' says Mame Holcomb—that's one thing about Mame, you
-can't keep her mad. She'll flare up and be a tongue of flame one minute,
-and the next she's actin' like a friendly open fire on a family hearth.
-And I always trust that kind—I can't help it—'I heard,' she said,
-'that for the party that night the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span>ice-cream is coming in forms,
-calla-lilies an' dogs an' like that.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I heard,' says Mis' Uppers, 'that Emerel Daniel was invited up to help
-an' she set up nights and got her a new dress for helpin' in, and now
-little Otie's sick and she likely can't go near.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady looks over her glasses.</p>
-
-<p>"'Is Otie sick again?' says she. 'Well, if Emerel don't move out of
-Black Hollow, she'll lose him just like she done Abe. Can't she sell?'</p>
-
-<p>"Black Hollow is the town's pet breeding place for typhoid, that the
-ladies has been at the council to clean up for a year now. And nobody
-will buy there, so Emerel's had to live in her house to save rent.</p>
-
-<p>"'She's made her a nice dress an' she was so excited and pleased,' says
-Mis' Uppers, grieving. 'I do hope it was a dark shade so if bereavement
-follows—'</p>
-
-<p>"'I suppose you'll have a new cloth, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis'
-Hubbelthwait, 'you're so up-to-date.' It's always one trouble with Mis'
-Hubbelthwait: she will flatter the flatterable. But that time it didn't
-work. Mis' Sykes was up on a chair fixing a window-shade that had flew
-up, and I guess she must have pinched her finger, she was so crispy.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span></p><p>"'I thought I <i>had</i> things that was full stylish enough to wear,' she
-says stiff.</p>
-
-<p>"'I didn't mean harm,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, humble.</p>
-
-<p>"Just then we all got up to see out the window, for the Proudfit
-automobile drew up to Mis' Sykes's gate. They was several folks in it,
-like they had been most of the time during the house party, with
-everybody flying hither and yon; and they was letting Mis' Emmons out.
-It was just exactly like her to remember to come right out of the midst
-of a house party to a meeting of Sodality. That woman was pure gold.
-When they was a lot of things to choose about, she always seemed to let
-the pleasant and the light and the easy-to-do slip right through her
-fingers, that would close up by and by on the big real thing that most
-folks would pretend to try to catch <i>after</i> it had slipped through, and
-yet would be awful glad to see disappearing.</p>
-
-<p>"We didn't talk clothes any more after Mis' Emmons come in. Some way her
-clothes was so professional seeming, in colour and cut, that beside of
-her the rest of us never said much about ours; though I will say Mis'
-Emmons always wore her clothes like she was no more thinking about them
-than she would be thinking about morning housework togs.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>"'Well-said, how's the little boy, Mis' Emmons?' asks Mis' Toplady,
-hearty. 'I declare I couldn't go to sleep a night or two ago for
-thinkin' about the little soul. Heard any sound out of his folks?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm going to tell you about that pretty soon,' Mis' Emmons
-answered—and it made my heart beat a little with wondering if she'd got
-her plans thought out, not only four-square, but tower-high. 'He is
-well—he wanted to come to the meeting. "I like ladies," he said, "when
-they look at me like loving, but not when they touch me much." Mr.
-Insley has him out walking.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Little soul,' says Mis' Toplady, again.</p>
-
-<p>"Out in the back parlour, some of us had been talking about Christopher
-already.</p>
-
-<p>"'I heard,' Mis' Merriman says, that wasn't to the church the night
-Christopher come, 'I heard that he didn't have much of any clothes on.
-An' that nobody could understand what he said. An' that nobody could get
-him to speak a word.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Pshaw,' Mis' Sturgis puts in, 'he was a nice-dressed little boy,
-though wet; an' quite conversational.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, I think it's a great problem,' says Mis' Uppers. 'He's too young
-for the poorhouse and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> too old for the babies' home. Seems like they
-wasn't anything <i>to</i> do with him.'</p>
-
-<p>"There come a lull when Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in a ruffled lawn that
-had shrunk too short for anything but house wear, stood up by the piano
-and called the meeting to order. And when we'd got on down to new
-business, the purpose of the meeting and a hint of the pleasure was
-stated formal by Mis' Sykes herself. 'One thing why I like to preside at
-Sodality,' I heard her tell once, 'is, you do get your say whenever you
-want it, and nobody can interrupt you when you're in the chair.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ladies,' she says, 'we've seen from the treasurer's report we've got
-some Sixty-odd Dollars on hand. The question is, where shall we vote it
-to. Let the discussion be free.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke first, with a kind of a bright
-manner of having thought it all out over her dish pan and her bread pan.
-There is this about belonging to Sodality: We just live Sodality every
-day, around our work. We don't forget it except to meetings, same as
-some.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, I just tell you what,' Mame says, 'I think now is our time to
-get a big monument for the middle of Cemetery that'll do some credit to
-the Dead. All our little local <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span>headstones is quite tasty and shows our
-interest in them that's gone before; but not one of them is real
-up-to-date. Let's buy a nice monument that'll show from the railroad
-track.'</p>
-
-<p>"I spoke up short off from the back parlour, where I set 'scallopin' a
-bedspread about as big as the carpet.</p>
-
-<p>"'Who to?' I says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, I donno's it makes much differ'nce,' Mis' Holcomb says, warming to
-her theme, 'so's it was some leadin' citizen. We might take a town vote
-on it.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sturgis set up straight, eyebrows up. I donno how it is, but Mis'
-Sturgis's pompadour always seems so much higher as soon as she gets
-interested.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, my gracious,' she says, 'we might earn quite a lot o' money that
-way. We might have a regular votin' contest on who that's dead should
-get the monument—so much a vote an' the names of the successful ones
-run every night in the <i>Daily</i>—'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a, why do it for anybody dead?' says Libby Liberty. 'Why not get
-the monument here and have it on view an' then have folks kind of bid on
-it for their own, real votin' style. In the cities now everybody picks
-out their own monuments ahead of time. That would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> be doing for the
-Living, the way Mr. Insley said.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, there'd be hard feelin' that way,' spoke up Mis' Uppers, decided.
-'Whoever got it, an' got buried under it, never could feel it was his
-own stone. Everybody that had bought votes for themselves could come out
-walking in the Cemetery Sunday afternoons and could point out the
-monument and tell how much of a money interest they had in it. Oh, no, I
-don't think that'd do at all.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, stick to havin' it for the Dead, then,' Libby gives in. 'We've
-got to remember our constitution.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Amanda Toplady was always going down after something in the bottom
-of her pocket, set low in her full black skirt. She done this now, for a
-spool or a lozenger. And she says, meantime: 'Seems like that'd be awful
-irreverent, connectin' up the Dead with votes that way.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>My</i> notion,' says Mis' Sykes, with her way of throwin' up one corner
-of her head, 'it ain't one-tenth part as irreverent as forgettin' all
-about 'em.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Of course it ain't,' agreed Mis' Hubbelthwait. 'Real, true irreverence
-is made up of buryin' folks and leavin' 'em go their way.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> Why, I bet
-you there ain't any one of 'em that wouldn't be cheered up by bein'
-voted for.'</p>
-
-<p>"I couldn't help piping up again from the back parlour. 'What about them
-that don't get no votes?' I asks. 'What about them that is beat in death
-like they may of been in life? What's there to cheer them up? If I was
-them,' says I, 'I'd ha'nt the whole Sodality.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No need to be so sacrilegious in speakin' of the Dead as I know of,
-Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes that was in the chair and could rebuke at
-will.</p>
-
-<p>"That made me kind o' mad, and I answered back, chair or no chair: 'A
-thing is sacrilegious,' says I, 'according to which side of the fence
-you're on. But the fence it don't change none.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady looked over her glasses and out the window and like she
-see far away.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land, land,' she says, 'I'd like to take that Sixty Dollars and hire
-some place to invite the young folks into evenings, that don't have no
-place to go on earth for fun. Friendship Village,' says she, 'is about
-as lively as Cemetery is for the young folks.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, but, Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes, reprovin', 'the young folks
-is alive and able to see to themselves. They don't come in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> Sodality's
-scope. Everything we do has got to be connect' with Cemetery.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I can't help it,' Mis' Toplady answers, 'if it is. I'd like to invite
-'em in for some good safe evenin's somewheres instead of leaving 'em
-trapse the streets. And if I had to have Cemetery in it somehow, I donno
-but I'd make it a lawn party and give it in Cemetery and have done with
-it.'</p>
-
-<p>"We all laughed, but I knew that underneath, Mis' Toplady was kind of
-half-and-half in earnest.</p>
-
-<p>"'The young folks,' says Mis' Sykes, mysterious, 'is going to be took
-care of by the proper means, very, very soon.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I donno,' says Mis' Holcomb, obstinate. 'I think the monument is a
-real nice idea. Grandfather Holcomb, now, him that helped draft the
-town, or whatever it is they do, I bet he'd be real pleased to be voted
-for.'</p>
-
-<p>"But Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, seems she couldn't forget the little way
-Mame had spoke to her before, and she leaned forward and cut her way
-into the talking.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'of course your Grandfather Holcomb can
-be voted on if he wants to and if he thinks he could get it. But dead
-though he is, what he done can't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> hold a candle to what Grandfather
-Merriman done. That man just about run this town for years on end.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I heard he did,' said Mame, short. 'Those was the days before things
-was called by their true names in politics and in graft and like that.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm sure,' says Mis' Merriman, her voice slipping, 'Grandfather
-Merriman was an angel in heaven to his family. And he started the very
-Cemetery by bein' buried in it first himself, and he took a front lot—'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ladies, ladies,' says Mis' Sykes, stern, 'we ain't votin' <i>yet</i>. Has
-anybody got anything else to offer? Let the discussion be free.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What do we get a monument for, anyway?' says Mis' Toplady, hemming
-peaceful. 'Why don't we stick the money onto the new iron fence for
-Cemetery, same as we've been trying to do for years?'</p>
-
-<p>"'That's what I was thinking,' says Abagail Arnold, smiling. 'Whenever I
-make one of my layer cakes for Sodality Annual, and frost it white and
-make mounds of frosted nuts on top, I always wish Cemetery had a fence
-around so's I could make a frosting one on the edge of the cake,
-appropriate.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, but my land, Abagail,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'can't you see the
-differ'nce between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> workin' for a dead iron fence and working for the
-real, right down Dead that once was the living? Where's your humanity,
-I'd like to know, and your loyalty to Friendship Village inhabitants
-that was, that you set the old iron fence over against 'em. What's a
-fence beside folks?'</p>
-
-<p>"All this time Mis' Emmons, there in the front parlour, had just sat
-still, stitching away on some little garment or other, but now she
-looked up quick, as if she was going to speak. She even begun to speak
-with a 'Madame President' that covered up several excited beginnings.
-But as she done so, I looked through the folding doors and see her catch
-sight of somebody out in the street. And I looked out the bay-window in
-the back parlour and I see who it was: it was a man, carefully guiding a
-little bit of a man who was walking on the flat board top of the Sykes's
-fence. So, instead of speaking formal, all Mis' Emmons done was to make
-a little motion towards the window, so that her contribution to the
-debating was nothing but—</p>
-
-<p>"'Madame President—look.'</p>
-
-<p>"We all looked, them in the out-of-range corners of the room getting up
-and holding their work in their aprons, and peering past;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> and us in the
-back parlour tried for glimpses out the side bay-window, past Mis'
-Sykes's big sword fern. And so the most of us see Insley walking with
-Christopher, who was footing it very delicate and grave, picking out his
-places to step as if a real lot depended on it.</p>
-
-<p>"'That's Chris,' says Mis' Emmons, simple, 'that's come to us.' And
-you'd of said she hardly spoke the 'us' real conscious of herself. She
-looked round at us all. 'Let's have him in for a minute,' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"'The little soul! Let's so do,' Mis' Amanda Toplady says, hearty.</p>
-
-<p>"It was Mis' Emmons that went to the door and called them, and I guess
-Insley, when he see her, must of wondered what made her face seem like
-that. He went on up town, and the little chap come trotting up the walk.</p>
-
-<p>"When Chris come in Mis' Sykes's front parlour among all the women,
-there run round that little murmuring sound that a crowd of women uses
-to greet the coming in their midst of any child. And I s'pose it was a
-little more so than ever for Chris, that they hadn't all seen
-yet—'count of so few being out the night he come and 'count of his
-having been up to Proudfit House 'most ever since. Us in the back
-parlour went crowding in the front, and some<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> come down to the hall door
-to be the nearer. Mis' Amanda Toplady, hunting in her deep pocket, this
-time for a lozenger, says fervent above the rest:—</p>
-
-<p>"'The little soul.'</p>
-
-<p>"And he did resemble one, standing there so shy and manly in his new
-little brown clothes.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Emmons's eyes was bright, and I thought I see a kind of challenge
-in her way of drawing the child towards her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Chris,' she says, 'tell them what you had in your paper bag when you
-came to the church the other night.'</p>
-
-<p>"Chris remembered: Sugar rolls and cream-puffs and fruit-cake, he
-recites it grand. 'My supper,' he adds, no less grand. 'But that was
-'cause I didn't have my dinner nor my breakfast,' he explains, so's we
-wouldn't think he'd had too much at once.</p>
-
-<p>"'What was the matter with your foot?' Mis' Emmons goes on.</p>
-
-<p>"Christopher had a little smile that just about won you—a sort of
-abashed little smile, that begun over by one side of his mouth, and when
-he was going to smile that way he always started in by turning away his
-head. He done this now; but we could all hear what he said. It was:—</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p><p>"'My biggest toe went right through a hole, an' it choked me awful.'</p>
-
-<p>"About a child's foot hurting, or a little sore heel, there is something
-that makes mothers out of everybody, for a minute or two. The women all
-twittered into a little ripple of understanding. Probably to every woman
-there come the picture of the little cold, wet foot and the choked toe.
-I know I could see it, and I can see it yet.</p>
-
-<p>"'Lambin',' says Mis' Toplady, in more than two syllables, 'come here
-for a peppermint.'</p>
-
-<p>"Chris went right over to her. 'I been thirsty for a drink of water
-since all day,' he says confidential. 'Have you got one?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady went with the child, and then Mis' Emmons took something
-from her bag and held it up. It was Christopher's father's letter that
-he'd brought with him that night.</p>
-
-<p>"She read the letter out loud, in everybody's perfectly breathless
-silence that was broken only by Christopher laughing out in the kitchen.
-'My friends,' Mis' Emmons says when she'd got through, 'doesn't it seem
-to you as if our work had come to us? And that if it isn't Chris
-himself, at least it ought to be people, live people—and not an iron
-fence or even a monument that will show from the railroad track?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span></p><p>"And with that, standing in the doorway with my arms full of bedspread,
-I piped right up, just like I'd been longing to pipe up ever since that
-night at Mis' Emmons's when I'd talked with Insley:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, sir,' I says emphatic, 'it does. Without meaning to be
-sacrilegious in the least,' I says toward Mis' Sykes, 'I believe that
-the Dead is a lot better prepared to take care of themselves than a good
-many of the Living is.'</p>
-
-<p>"There was a kind of a little pause at this, all but Mis' Sykes. Mis'
-Sykes don't pause easy. She spoke right back, sort of elevating one
-temple:—</p>
-
-<p>"'The object of this meeting as the chair understands it,' says she, 'is
-to discuss money spending, <i>not</i> idees.'</p>
-
-<p>"But I didn't pay no more attention than as if I'd been a speaker in
-public life. And Mis' Toplady and Christopher, coming back to the room
-just then, I spoke to him and took a-hold of his little shoulder.</p>
-
-<p>"'Chris,' I says, 'tell 'em what you're going to be when you grow up.'</p>
-
-<p>"The little boy stood up with his back against the door-casing, and he
-spoke back between peppermints:—</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm going to drive the loads of hay,' he declares himself.</p>
-
-<p>"'A little bit ago,' I says to 'em, 'he was going to be a cream-puff
-man, and keep a church and manufacture black velvet for people's
-coffins. Think of all them futures—not to spend time on other
-possibilities. Don't it seem like we'd ought to keep him around here
-somewheres and help him decide? Don't it seem like what he's going to be
-is resting with us?'</p>
-
-<p>"But now Mis' Sykes spoke out in her most presidential tone.</p>
-
-<p>"'It would be perfectly impossible,' she says, 'for Sodality to spend
-its money on the child or on anybody else that's living. Our
-constitution says we shall work for Cemetery.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says I, rebellish, 'then let's rip up our old constitution and
-buy ourselves a new pattern.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes was getting to verge on mad.</p>
-
-<p>"'But Sodality ain't an orphan asylum, Calliope,' says she, 'nor none of
-us is that.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't we—ain't we, Mis' Sykes?' I says. 'Sometimes I donno what we're
-for if we ain't that.'</p>
-
-<p>"And then I just clear forgot myself, in one of them times that don't
-let you get to sleep<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> that night for thinking about, and that when you
-wake up is right there by the bed waiting for you, and that makes you
-feel sore when you think of afterwards—sore, but glad, too.</p>
-
-<p>"'That's it,' I says, 'that's it. I've been thinking about that a good
-deal lately. I s'pose it's because I ain't any children of my own to be
-so busy for that I can't think about their real good. Seems to me there
-ain't a child living no matter how saucy or soiled or similar, but could
-look us each one in the face and say, "What you doing for me and the
-rest of us?" And what could we say to them? We could say: "I'm buying
-some of you ginghams that won't shrink nor fade. Some of you I'm cooking
-food for, and some of you I'm letting go without it. And some of you I'm
-buying school books and playthings and some of you I'm leaving without
-'em. I'm making up some of your beds and teaching you your manners and
-I'm loving you—some of you. And the rest of you I'm leaving walk in
-town after dark with a hole in your stocking." <i>Where's the
-line—where's the line?</i> How do we know which is the ones to do for? I
-tell you I'm the orphan asylum to the whole lot of 'em. And so are you.
-And I move the Cemetery Improvement Sodality do something for this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span>
-little boy. We'd adopt him if he was dead—an' keep his grave as nice
-and neat as wax. Let's us adopt him instead of his grave!'</p>
-
-<p>"My bedspread had slipped down onto the floor, but I never knew when nor
-did I see it go. All I see was that some of them agreed with me—Mis'
-Emmons and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Hubbelthwait and Libby and even Mame
-that had proposed the monument. But some of the others was waiting as
-usual to see how Mis' Sykes was going to believe, and Mis' Sykes she was
-just standing there by the piano, her cheeks getting pinker and pinker
-up high on her face.</p>
-
-<p>"'Calliope,' she said, making a gesture. 'Ladies! this is every bit of
-it out of order. This ain't the subject that we come together to
-discuss.'</p>
-
-<p>"'It kind of seems to me,' says I, 'that it's a subject we was born to
-discuss.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady sort of rolled over in her chair and looked across her
-glasses to Mis' Sykes.</p>
-
-<p>"'Madame President,' says she, 'as I understand it this fits in all
-right. What we're proposing is to spend Sodality's money on this little
-boy just the same as though he was dead. I move we do so.'</p>
-
-<p>"Two-three of 'em seconded it, but scairt and scattering.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span></p><p>"'Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Ladies! This is a good deal too
-headlong. A committee'd ought—'</p>
-
-<p>"'Question—question,' demands Mis' Emmons, serene, and she met my eye
-and smiled some, in that little <i>we</i>-understand look that can pierce
-through a roomful of people like the wind.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mis' Emmons,' says Mis' Sykes, wildish. 'Ladies! Sodality has been
-organized over twenty years, doing the same thing. You can't change so
-offhand—' You can't help admiring Mis' Sykes, for she simply don't know
-when she's beat. But this time she had a point with her, too. 'If we
-want to vote to amend the constitution,' she said, 'you've got to lay
-down your wishes on the table for one week.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I daresay you have,' says Mis' Emmons, looking grave. 'Well, I move
-that we amend the constitution of this society, and I move that we do it
-next week at the open annual meeting of the Sodality.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Second the motion,' says I, with my feet on my white bedspread.</p>
-
-<p>"And somehow the phrase caught Christopher's ear, like a tune might to
-march by.</p>
-
-<p>"'Second a motion—second a motion!' he chants to himself, standing by
-Mis' Toplady's knee.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>VIII</h2>
-
-<p>"I had promised Insley to run in the Cadozas' after the meeting, and see
-the little boy; and Mis' Emmons having to go home before she started
-back to the Proudfits', Christopher walked along with me. When we got
-out to the end of Daphne Street, Insley overtook us on his way out to
-the Cadozas', too.</p>
-
-<p>"His shoes were some muddy, and I guessed that he had been where of late
-he'd spent as much time as he could spare, both when he was in the
-village and when he was over to Indian Mound. Without digging down into
-his eyes, the same as some do to folks that's in trouble, I had sensed
-that there had come down on him everybody's hour of cutting something
-out of life, which is as elemental a thing to do as dying is, and I
-donno but it's the same kind as dying is besides. And he had been taking
-his hour in the elemental way, wanting to be alone and to kind of get
-near to the earth. I mean tramping the hills, ploughing along the narrow
-paths close to the barb' wire fences, plunging into the little groves.
-The little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> groves have such an' I-know look of understanding all about
-any difficulty till you walk inside of them, when all to once they stop
-seeming to know about your special trouble and begin another kind of
-slow soothing, same as summing things up will soothe you, now and then.</p>
-
-<p>"Chris chattered to him, lovable.</p>
-
-<p>"'I had some peppermenges,' he says, 'and I like hot ice-cream, too.
-Don't you? Can you make that?' he inquires, slipping his hand in
-Insley's.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course this made a pang—when you're hurt, 'most everything makes a
-pang. And this must of brought back that one evening with Robin that he
-would have to remember, and all the little stupid jokes they'd had that
-night must of rose up and hit at him, with the awful power of the little
-things that don't matter one bit and yet that matter everything.</p>
-
-<p>"'What can <i>you</i> make, Chris?' Insley says to him. 'Can you make candy?
-And pull it—like this?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Once a lady stirred me some an' cut it up in squares,' Chris
-explained, 'but I never did make any. My mama couldn't make candy, I
-guess, but she could make all other things—pancakes an' mittens an'
-nice stove fires my mama could make. The bag we got the salt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> in—she
-made me two handkerchiefs out of that bag,' he ended proudly.</p>
-
-<p>"'Did she—did she?' Insley tempted him on.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' Chris went on, hopping beside him, 'but now I've got to hurry
-an' be a man, 'cause litty boys ain't very good things. Can you make
-po'try?' he wound up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, Chris—can you?' Insley asked.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, when I was comin' along with my daddy that night I made one,'
-the child says. And when Insley questions him a little he got this much
-more out of him. 'It started, "Look at the trees so green an' fair,"' he
-says, 'but I forget the rest.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Do you want to be a poet when you grow up?' Insley ask' him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, I do,' the child says ready. 'I think I'll be that first an' then
-I'll be the President, too. But what I'd rather be is the sprinkler-cart
-man, wouldn't you?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Conceivably,' Insley says, and by the look on his face I bet his hand
-tightened up on the child's hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'At Sodality,' I says, 'he just told them he was going to drive loads
-of hay. He's made several selections.'</p>
-
-<p>"He looked at me over the child's head, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> I guess we was both
-thinking the same thing: Trust nature to work this out alone?
-'Conceivably,' again. But all of a sudden I know we both burned to help
-to do it. And as Insley talked to the child, I think some touch of his
-enterprise come back and breathed on him. In them few last days I
-shouldn't wonder if his work hadn't stopped soaring to the meaning of
-spirit and sunk down again to be just body drudgery. He couldn't ever
-help having his old possessing love of men, and his man's strong
-resolution to keep a-going, but I shouldn't wonder if the wings of the
-thing he meant to do had got folded up. And Christopher, here, was sort
-of releasing them out again.</p>
-
-<p>"'How's the little Cadoza boy?' I ask' him pretty soon.</p>
-
-<p>"'He's getting on,' he says. 'Dr. Barrows was down yesterday—he wants
-him for a fortnight or so at the hospital in town, where he can have
-good care and food. His mother doesn't want him to go. I hoped you'd
-talk with her.'</p>
-
-<p>"Before we got to the Cadoza house Insley looked over to me, enigmatish.
-'Want to see something?' he says, and he handed me a letter. I read it,
-and some of it I knew what it meant and some of it I didn't. It was
-from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> Alex Proudfit, asking him up to Proudfit House to the house party.</p>
-
-<p>" ... Ain't it astonishing how awful festive the word 'house party'
-sounds. 'Party' sounds festive, though not much more so than 'company'
-or 'gathering' that we use more common. 'Ball,' of course, is real
-glittering, and paints the inside of your head into pictures,
-instantaneous. But a house party—maybe it's because I never was to one;
-maybe it's because I never heard of one till late in life; maybe it's
-because nobody ever had one before in Friendship Village—but that word
-give me all the sensation that 'her golden coach' and 'his silver
-armour' and 'good fairy' used to have for me when I was a little girl.
-'House party!' Anything shiny might happen to one of them. It's like
-you'd took something vanishin', like a party, and just seized onto it
-and made it stay longer than Time and the World ever intended. It's like
-making a business of the short-lived.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, some of Alex's letter went about like this:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Join us for the whole time, do,' it says, and it went on about there
-being rather an interesting group,—'a jolly individualist,' I recollect
-he says, 'for your special benefit.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> He'll convert you where I couldn't,
-because he's kept his love for men and I haven't. And of course I've
-some women—pretty, bless them, and thank the Lord not one of them
-troubling whether she loves mankind or not, so long as men love her. And
-there you have Nature uncovered at her task! I shall expect you for
-every moment that you can spare....' I remember the wording because it
-struck me it was all so like Alex that I could pretty near talk to it
-and have it answer back.</p>
-
-<p>"'Tell me,' Insley says, when I handed the letter back to him, 'you
-know—him. Alex Proudfit. Does he put all that on? Is it his mask? Does
-he feel differently and do differently when folks don't know?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' I says, slow, 'I donno. He gives the Cadozas their rent, but
-when Mis' Cadoza went to thank him, once, he sent down word for her to
-go and see his agent.'</p>
-
-<p>"He nodded, and I'd never heard him speak bitter before. 'That's it,' he
-says, 'that's it. That's the way we bungle things....'</p>
-
-<p>"We'd got almost to the Cadozas' when we heard an automobile coming
-behind us, and as we stood aside to let it go by, Robin's face flashed
-past us at the window. Mis' Emmons<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> was with her, that Robin had come
-down after. Right off the car stopped and Robin jumped out and come
-hurrying back towards us. I'll never forget the minute. We met right in
-front of the old tumble-down Cadoza house with the lilacs so high in the
-front yard that the place looked pretty near nice, like the rest of the
-world. It was a splendid afternoon, one that had got it's gold persuaded
-to burst through a gray morning, like colour from a bunch of silver
-buds; and now the air was all full of lovely things, light and little
-wind and late sun and I donno but things we didn't know about. And
-everyone of them seemed in Robin's face as she came towards us, and
-more, too, that we couldn't name or place.</p>
-
-<p>"I think the mere exquisite girlishness of her come home to Insley as
-even her strength and her womanliness, that night he talked with her,
-had not moved him. I donno but in the big field of his man's dream, he
-had pretty near forgot how obvious her charm was. I'm pretty sure that
-in those days when he was tramping the hills alone, the thing that he
-was fighting with was that he was going to lose her companioning in the
-life they both dreamed. But now her hurrying so and her little faint
-agitation made her appeal a new thing, fifty times as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> lovely, fifty
-times as feminine, and sort of filling in the picture of herself with
-all the different kinds of women she was in one.</p>
-
-<p>"So now, as he stood there with her, looking down in her face, touching
-her friendly hand, I think that was the first real, overhauling minute
-when he was just swept by the understanding that his loss was so many
-times what he'd thought it was going to be. For it was her that he
-wanted, it was her that he would miss for herself and not for any dear
-plans of work-fellowship alone. She understood his dream, but there was
-other things she understood about, too. A man can love a woman for a
-whole collection of little dear things—and he can lose her and grieve;
-he can love her for her big way of looking at things, and he can lose
-her and grieve; he can love her because she is his work-fellow, and he
-can lose her and grieve. But if, on top of one of these, he loves her
-because she is she, the woman that knows about life and is capable of
-sharing all of life with him and of being tender about it, why then if
-he loses her, his grieving is going to be something that there ain't
-rightly no name for. And I think it was that minute there in the road
-that it first come to Insley that Robin was Robin, that of all the many
-women that she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> was, first and most she was the woman that was capable
-of sharing with him all sides of living.</p>
-
-<p>"'I wanted ...' she says to him, uncertain. 'Oh, I wish very much that
-you would accept the invitation to some of the house party. I wanted to
-tell you.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I can't do that,' he answers, short and almost gruff. 'Really I can't
-do that.'</p>
-
-<p>"But it seemed there was even a sort of nice childishness about her that
-you wouldn't have guessed. I always think it's a wonderful moment when a
-woman knows a man well enough to show some of her childishness to him.
-But a woman that shows right off, close on the heels of an introduction,
-how childish she can be, it always sort o' makes me mad—like she'd told
-her first name without being asked about it.</p>
-
-<p>"'Please,' Robin says, 'I'm asking it because I wish it very much. I
-want those people up there to know you. I want—'</p>
-
-<p>"He shook his head, looking at her, eyes, mouth, and fresh cheeks, like
-he wished he was able to look at her face <i>all at once</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"'At least, at least,' she says to him rapid, then, 'you must come to
-the party at the end. You know I want to keep you for my friend<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span>—I want
-to make you our friend. That night Aunt Eleanor is going to announce my
-engagement, and I want my friends to be there.'</p>
-
-<p>"That surprised me as much as it did him. Nobody in the village knew
-about the engagement yet except us two that knew it from that night at
-Mis' Emmons's. I wondered what on earth Insley was going to say and I
-remember how I hoped, pretty near fierce, that he wasn't going to smile
-and bow and wish her happiness and do the thing the world would have
-wanted of him. It may make things run smoother to do that way, but
-smoothness isn't the only thing the love of folks for folks knows about.
-I do like a man that now and then speaks out with the breath in his
-lungs and not just with the breath of his nostrils. And that's what
-Insley done—that's what he done, only I'm bound to say that I do think
-he spoke out before he knew he was going to.</p>
-
-<p>"'That would be precisely why I couldn't come,' he said. 'Thank you, you
-know—but please don't ask me.'</p>
-
-<p>"As for Robin, at this her eyes widened, and beautiful colour swept her
-face. And she didn't at once turn away from him, but I see how she stood
-looking at him with a kind of a sharp intentness, less of wonder than of
-stopping short.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span></p><p>"Christopher had run to the automobile and now he come a-hopping back.</p>
-
-<p>"'Robin!' he called. 'Aunt Eleanor says you haf to be in a dress by
-dinner, and it's <i>now</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Do come for dinner, Mr. Insley,' Mis' Emmons calls, as Robin and
-Christopher went to join him. 'We've got up a tableau or two for
-afterward. Come and help me be a tableau.'</p>
-
-<p>"He smiled and shook his head and answered her. And that reminded me
-that I'd got to hurry like wild, as usual. It was most six o'clock
-then,—it always <i>is</i> either most six o'clock or most noon when I get
-nearest to being interested,—and that night great things was going to
-be going on. Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and the School Board and I was
-going to have a tableau of our own.</p>
-
-<p>"But for all that I couldn't help standing still a minute and looking
-after the automobile. It seemed as bad as some kind of a planet,
-carrying Robin off for forever and ever. And I wasn't so clear that I
-fancied its orbit.</p>
-
-<p>"'I've got a whole string of minds not to go to that party myself,' I
-says, meditative.</p>
-
-<p>"But Insley never answered. He just come on around the Cadozas' house.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>IX</h2>
-
-<p>"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I
-did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take
-their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of
-their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just
-like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no
-ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say.</p>
-
-<p>"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a
-bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in
-my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and
-tapped me on the arm.</p>
-
-<p>"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds—the School Board
-an' some o' the leadin' citizens has—to appoint a Women's Evenin'
-Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis'
-Sykes should be it.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p><p>"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin'
-of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it
-meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got:
-'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when
-you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you
-women should do it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Notice <i>what</i>?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be
-up to an' ain't?'</p>
-
-<p>"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some
-folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the
-afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the
-store and talk it over.</p>
-
-<p>"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's
-somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Public</i> decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my
-letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read.</p>
-
-<p>"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that
-letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span>
-spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from—my
-cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva,
-her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she
-spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I
-done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter
-looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess!
-It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it.</p>
-
-<p>"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her
-to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to
-the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come
-to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers
-was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was
-staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole
-section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper
-little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture
-and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the
-parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p><p>"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was
-leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless
-and patient.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin'
-pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?'</p>
-
-<p>"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he
-says, simple,—'sick enough to bust the camera.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne
-Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how
-on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There
-was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough—what was there to
-<i>like</i> about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business?
-Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there
-registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,—what was
-there about any of it to <i>like</i> doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly
-real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down
-the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head
-through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span></p><p>"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge—'
-and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him
-hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I
-could sense their lives like I could sense my own—level and even and
-<i>darn</i>. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad
-that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back
-the feeling.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It
-was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun
-outlining the situation that he meant about.</p>
-
-<p>"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work
-they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best—I mean
-it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's—you know we've all
-talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see
-they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of
-offending some?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's,
-Calliope? Women can do these things better than men.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> This is somethin'
-delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the
-authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the
-mothers—it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing.</p>
-
-<p>"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off
-on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt—because young folks had
-been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no
-Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing
-that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it—they've
-used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit
-peelin's—every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the
-archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early
-mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all
-empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the
-schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help
-us out.'</p>
-
-<p>"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little
-slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt
-kind of an interest—though<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> of course the School Board seemed to own it
-special.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we
-should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full
-o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.'</p>
-
-<p>"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. <i>I</i> think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas
-Sykes.</p>
-
-<p>"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to
-stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.'</p>
-
-<p>"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>What?</i>' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?'</p>
-
-<p>"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?'
-I says.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says
-Silas.</p>
-
-<p>"'However that is, you <i>didn't</i> set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither
-will young folks set there now, I don't believe.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Silas, '<i>anyhow</i>, they've got to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> get off'n the streets.
-We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in
-stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got
-to look out for public decency.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Public</i> decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's
-public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin'
-our best to start 'em right?'</p>
-
-<p>"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around
-don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the
-first time—ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is
-this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've
-vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em
-<i>to</i>?'</p>
-
-<p>"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '<i>Ain't it?</i>' She set thinking for a
-minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us
-ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do.
-But we'll do it, I guess.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p><p>"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and
-look around and see what we see. We all knew—every woman in Friendship
-Village knew—how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud
-talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other,
-helpless, that we <i>wisht</i> something could be done, but that was as far
-as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in
-a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have
-Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to
-the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I
-guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive <i>at</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the
-middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store.</p>
-
-<p>"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet
-her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like
-her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good
-deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin'
-to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young
-and some pretty and excited. Excited about life<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> and new things and
-moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me
-to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.'</p>
-
-<p>"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed
-to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and
-looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing
-it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part
-of the house and went and set in the parlour.</p>
-
-<p>"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a
-plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the
-<i>parlour</i>, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little
-while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures
-in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to
-<i>do</i> in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed
-something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked
-kind of aimless to the window.</p>
-
-<p>"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'.</p>
-
-<p>"I told her, real proud.</p>
-
-<p>"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid,
-Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale
-coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well—is they many young people?'</p>
-
-<p>"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more—but
-just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the
-parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when
-we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought,
-'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a
-sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, <i>let's</i>,' she says, like a little girl.</p>
-
-<p>"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch—she
-done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and
-joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and <i>used</i>, and we had
-a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the
-side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph
-man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p><p>"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some
-time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more
-pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He
-was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when
-to do it. He see the funny in things—he see that the post-office looked
-like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like
-it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too—he
-showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the
-fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks
-like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was
-a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his
-pictures.</p>
-
-<p>"But Minerva—I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in
-the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor
-the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the
-way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little
-jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought
-it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and
-quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny
-how just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they
-cousin, more themselves than they was before!'</p>
-
-<p>"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone
-that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I
-was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the
-night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting
-with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour,
-and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis'
-Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by
-the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and
-quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I
-stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon
-happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what
-it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like
-I never felt in my parlour in my life—all kind of young and free and
-springy.</p>
-
-<p>"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady.
-'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've
-all three done that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> again and again. We know how it is down there
-evenings.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway.
-I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to
-get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around.
-To-night let's <i>look</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges.
-In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a
-place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their
-folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge
-and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys—little young
-things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty
-ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the
-sheer fun of <i>hanging around</i> on a spring night.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '<i>what</i> is their mothers thinkin' of?'</p>
-
-<p>"But something else was coming home to me.</p>
-
-<p>"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the
-invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go
-and hang over a tombstone with 'em!'</p>
-
-<p>"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> Toplady, she kind of
-chuckled. And the crowd jostled us—more young folks, talking and
-laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more
-till we got up in the next block.</p>
-
-<p>"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or
-two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about.
-Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the
-world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple,
-sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in
-a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that.</p>
-
-<p>"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!'</p>
-
-<p>"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and
-I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew
-Abe Luck's answering—but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I
-betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was
-after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of
-the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air,
-and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little
-feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer <i>fun</i>, that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> Em'ly thought
-she was having and that she had the right to.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady,
-soothin'.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a
-good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper,
-but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to
-her 'good taste' is both of them.</p>
-
-<p>"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set
-down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis'
-Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of
-a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us
-little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch
-of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was
-young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them—the <i>young</i> humans that
-would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all
-day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and
-when night come, and summer come, and the moon come—land, land! they
-<i>wanted</i> something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span></p><p>"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every
-direction, each house with its parlour—four-piece plush set, mebbe, and
-ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of
-the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even
-with somebody to set and talk to them—what was the parlour, compared to
-the <i>magic</i> they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and
-free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to
-do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh
-with—no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they
-took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza
-of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no
-automobiles—no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us
-all together. No wonder they took it for their own.</p>
-
-<p>"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with
-these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to
-unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and
-dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As
-it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us
-all. And yet it come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> from their same longing for fun, for joy—and
-where was they to get it?</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if
-only we had some place to invite 'em to!'</p>
-
-<p>"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final.</p>
-
-<p>"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe
-dancin'? Not come!'</p>
-
-<p>"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go
-that far.'</p>
-
-<p>"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went
-so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of
-what is.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't we—<i>ain't we?</i>' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how
-much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she
-says.</p>
-
-<p>"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask
-them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night
-for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they
-ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks—'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p><p>"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four
-sides of my head at once.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every
-night out of the year and <i>built</i> for the young folks!'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never
-allow 'em to use the schoolhouse <i>that</i> way. The Board wouldn't think of
-it!'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Whose</i> Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine
-and Friendship Village's? Come on—come on and put it to 'em,' I says,
-kind o' wild.</p>
-
-<p>"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me
-talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes
-holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself.
-But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt.</p>
-
-<p>"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that
-before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out
-right under their noses, an' not sense it?'</p>
-
-<p>"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I
-could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we
-hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> not convinced but
-keeping still because us two talked it so hard.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of
-the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried
-right up to them.</p>
-
-<p>"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.'</p>
-
-<p>"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the
-doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says,
-'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was
-eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like <i>shieldin'</i> her from
-somethin' as I feel to-night.'</p>
-
-<p>"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to
-get some law goin', that's all.'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I
-donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets.
-Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em <i>to</i>?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em
-off somewheres. <i>Where to?</i> What say, Silas?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p><p>"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us
-harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more
-parents. Leave 'em use 'em.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief.
-'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she
-snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis'
-Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct
-themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way.</p>
-
-<p>"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady,
-frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the
-same.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Me, too,' I says, fervent.</p>
-
-<p>"'What you goin' to <i>do</i>?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and
-bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee
-for this thing, same as the curfew is.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got—that's what we've
-got. Them poor young things wants a good time—same as you and all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> of
-us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be
-together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for
-'em?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to <i>get</i> a
-place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em
-the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things
-doin'.'</p>
-
-<p>"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't
-no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope
-Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'—why, woman alive, who's goin' to
-donate the light an' the coal? <i>You?</i>'</p>
-
-<p>"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was <i>for</i> the
-good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp.</p>
-
-<p>"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their <i>good</i>. It ain't for their
-foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Is arithmetic good an' morals <i>not</i>, Silas Sykes?' I says.</p>
-
-<p>"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope',
-s'he,—'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they
-would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the
-United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops
-an' hearin' dance tunes?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the
-United States <i>go</i>. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme
-the cough drops.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse.</p>
-
-<p>"Timothy groans. '<i>Dancin!</i>' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you
-ain't sunk so low as Calliope?'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself.
-'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in
-for <i>somethin'</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>I</i> ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '<i>I</i> believe
-the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good
-as enforcin' the dignity of the law.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, <i>rot</i>!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a
-word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he
-wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does—it wasn't a real
-elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your
-pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in
-enforcin' the law<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round
-accordin' to your cloth—an' your pattern. An' your pattern.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you
-an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.'</p>
-
-<p>"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to
-either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting
-broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on
-anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as
-mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street,
-wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings
-in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for
-yourself to use it.</p>
-
-<p>"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard
-somebody laugh—a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a
-woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of
-singing. I was right onto them before they see me.</p>
-
-<p>"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it
-ain't.'</p>
-
-<p>"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the
-evergreens, was Minerva Beach,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> my own cousin, and the little, tired
-photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to
-sense where the minute really belonged—that's always a good thing to
-do, ain't it?—and then I says, cool as you please:</p>
-
-<p>"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't
-stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my
-lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and
-let's have it, and make a little lemonade.'</p>
-
-<p>"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the
-evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a
-party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals
-than ordinary, too.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There
-had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome
-to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird
-wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in
-Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of
-housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd
-never once thought of this, that's as big as them all.</p>
-
-<p>"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> towns! He never puts in a Silas
-Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what
-the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and
-I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and
-there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I
-are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily
-accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set
-on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along.
-He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten
-o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get
-in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night—you an' Mis' Toplady.'</p>
-
-<p>"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression.</p>
-
-<p>"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm
-leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks
-like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual,
-and went off down the path.</p>
-
-<p>"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand.
-And then, 'Eppleby,' I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel
-just like I was going to <i>crow</i>!'</p>
-
-<p>"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have
-hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I
-left my breakfast dishes standing—a thing I do for the very few—and I
-went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left
-<i>her</i> dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew
-we could depend on—Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to
-be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she
-wasn't in her mourning grief—we told 'em the whole thing. And we one
-and all got together and we see that here was something that could be
-done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big
-enough and unafraid.</p>
-
-<p>"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the
-notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to
-the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice
-everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone
-too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes—all but Abagail, that
-had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> pitched in to making the cakes—and we told her what we'd done, so
-she shouldn't have any of the blame.</p>
-
-<p>"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because
-calm is grand lady.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women
-run things.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the
-land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an'
-women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see
-that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four
-families.'</p>
-
-<p>"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal.</p>
-
-<p>"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in
-my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.'</p>
-
-<p>"We went off and left her—it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes
-into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations.
-And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring.</p>
-
-<p>"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree
-looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call
-for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> downstairs in a little
-white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of
-anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a
-little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this
-town!'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was
-awful lonesome here, but I guess—'</p>
-
-<p>"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant.</p>
-
-<p>"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man.</p>
-
-<p>"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and
-forth careless, and—'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you
-ever travelled anywheres?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when—'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one
-place, unless,' she added, 'it's <i>awful</i> nice.'</p>
-
-<p>"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the
-door. I see it like I never see it before—<i>They was living</i>. Them two
-young things out there on my porch, and all the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> young folks of
-Friendship Village, they was just living—trying to find a future and a
-life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted
-was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But
-here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together
-wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that
-knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just
-letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers
-to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them
-live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of
-Friendship Village.</p>
-
-<p>"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if
-I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way.</p>
-
-<p>"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of
-different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up.
-Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick
-building looked <i>conscious</i>, and like it had just opened its eyes and
-turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks
-that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the
-recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> for the candy making, and
-Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other
-ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the
-cakes.</p>
-
-<p>"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls
-nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls,
-shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody—they come
-from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like.</p>
-
-<p>"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law
-and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time
-they had that first night.</p>
-
-<p>"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time,
-and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one
-couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the
-sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out
-of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see
-what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in
-five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the
-house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending
-eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> houses or doing I donno
-what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good
-time and having it—<i>and having it</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Dancin'!</i>' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my
-conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting
-on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for
-years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe
-an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but <i>my</i> marrow
-might get use' to it.'</p>
-
-<p>"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody
-had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the
-tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse
-entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle,
-and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that
-they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh.
-Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there.</p>
-
-<p>"And so he done. Almost before I knew it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> they stepped out onto us,
-setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from
-being brave, but from intending to jump <i>first</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences
-ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed
-yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it
-works.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you?
-Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you?
-Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light
-for this night's performance?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Real surprised,' I says, dry.</p>
-
-<p>"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things
-to row, Timothy.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here
-for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're
-ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.'</p>
-
-<p>"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window,
-whirled around.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But
-what you going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that
-ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I
-knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the
-schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.'</p>
-
-<p>"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the
-schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on
-before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:—</p>
-
-<p>"'The town's nothin' but <i>roots</i>, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin'
-up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some
-kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great,
-expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year,
-an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for
-all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built
-it <i>for</i> chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy
-the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but
-don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort
-o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your
-iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops
-there! Open the buildin' in the name<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> of public decency, but in the name
-of public decency, don't shut it up!'</p>
-
-<p>"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up,
-quiet, on the bottom step.</p>
-
-<p>"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was
-keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin'
-school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh
-ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the
-schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I
-remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them
-young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin
-an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!'</p>
-
-<p>"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music
-struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing,
-the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking
-on.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Dancin'!</i>' says Timothy, shuddering—but looking, too.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots
-prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span></p><p>"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says.
-'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you
-want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!'</p>
-
-<p>"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.'</p>
-
-<p>"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a
-minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a
-march on by the women!'</p>
-
-<p>"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push
-them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't
-anything more to worry over. But me—I waited out there in the entry
-till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down
-there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>X</h2>
-
-<p>"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday
-living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left
-behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green,
-but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a
-family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the
-conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was
-let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine
-for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and
-like both belonged to the household.</p>
-
-<p>"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting
-with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to
-help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap
-quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to
-do—it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a
-drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex
-Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> go, but Robin says to
-me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're
-doing—if you don't mind.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young
-ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day,
-she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it
-without seeming to.'</p>
-
-<p>"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like
-that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all
-the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace
-time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a
-woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be
-when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his
-day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual
-arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off,
-seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But
-somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door
-before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at
-him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with
-magnificent <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span>macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by
-ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells
-her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting
-up for from nine to ten hours preceding.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly—this green
-room.'</p>
-
-<p>"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the
-room—the house?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you
-know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the
-feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very
-decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really
-wanted has failed us.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not
-because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about
-throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't
-come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of
-mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do
-you think you would like to live? Not to settle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> down, you know, but for
-the Eternal Place To Come Back To?'</p>
-
-<p>"'To come back to?' Robin repeated.</p>
-
-<p>"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained.
-'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make
-home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away
-for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I
-think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is
-everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in
-a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home
-is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off,
-it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd
-like to be. We are becoming nomadic again—only this time we own the
-world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin
-Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the
-whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in
-and stay in spoke from her to Alex.</p>
-
-<p>"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p><p>"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I
-know where things are going to come up.'</p>
-
-<p>"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too.</p>
-
-<p>"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and
-somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do
-you?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she
-explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll
-plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them
-bloom. No?'</p>
-
-<p>"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both
-laughed.</p>
-
-<p>"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We
-want what the whole world can give.'</p>
-
-<p>"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair.</p>
-
-<p>"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in
-this life: that's you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> and I. The world has got to teach us a number of
-things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old
-world.'</p>
-
-<p>"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But
-she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess
-past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out,
-without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact
-bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting
-there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own,
-Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the
-Proudfits' conservatory.</p>
-
-<p>"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found
-him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as
-hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how
-eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native
-instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon
-God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in
-peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to
-believing that destruction was a part of the process.</p>
-
-<p>"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.'</p>
-
-<p>"'What are they for?' I ask' him.</p>
-
-<p>"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out <i>slickery</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works,
-destroying what comes out <i>slickery</i> and leaving that alone that resists
-her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none.</p>
-
-<p>"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy
-puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little
-tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces
-with Chris in it:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Supper, supper—here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels
-goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d—' says he, some louder than saying and
-almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant:
-'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for
-nothing.</p>
-
-<p>"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?'</p>
-
-<p>"'It isn't <i>by</i>, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet,
-did it?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span></p><p>"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops,
-then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?'
-he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing
-to-day?' she asks.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its
-party. An' I'm to it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it—it talks wiv its lights. I
-saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at
-her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would
-come,' he says, patient.</p>
-
-<p>"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most
-tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long
-out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody
-coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand,
-and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face
-bright with whatever she was thinking about.</p>
-
-<p>"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow—a dear little fellow. And
-all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?'</p>
-
-<p>"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> minute. 'How ours?' he asks.
-'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, no,' she says. '<i>Ours.</i> To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let
-him be really ours.'</p>
-
-<p>"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative.</p>
-
-<p>"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle
-that way with somebody's life.'</p>
-
-<p>"She looked at him, not understanding.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely
-into the office of destiny—keeping, bringing-up, making, as you
-say—meddling with, I call it—anybody's life.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put
-him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled.</p>
-
-<p>"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my
-dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads
-you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?'</p>
-
-<p>"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out
-whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span></p><p>"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible,
-as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort.
-She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what
-you are saving?'</p>
-
-<p>"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends.</p>
-
-<p>"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought
-her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment.</p>
-
-<p>"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And
-for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims
-him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.'</p>
-
-<p>"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love
-with her—unless he is the special kind—he begins thinking how much
-sweeter and softer and <i>womaner</i> she is when she's just plain gentle.
-And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he
-remembers her being—that is, unless he's special, unless he's special.
-Like Alex got uneasy now.</p>
-
-<p>"'My heavens, dear,' he says—and I judged Alex had got to be one of
-them men that lays a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so
-solemnly believes they're keeping their temper—'My heavens, dear, don't
-misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and
-abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated
-wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The
-personal contact is going it a little too strong.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin.</p>
-
-<p>"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental—in an age when everybody
-can do things better than one can do them oneself.'</p>
-
-<p>"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was
-watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as
-though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was
-watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet
-amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he
-was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and
-in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy;
-he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world
-was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of
-vague—commendably again;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein
-silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be
-firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn
-firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to
-embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a
-sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done
-then with a serious, settled look of Woman—the Woman everlasting,
-wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child....</p>
-
-<p>"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it
-didn't have no card.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless.
-'It's Mr. Insley.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was
-gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little
-festivities.'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why <i>poor</i>?' she asks.</p>
-
-<p>"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world,
-instead of wearing the world like a garment—when it would fit him.'</p>
-
-<p>"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I
-almost jumped:</p>
-
-<p>"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at
-all,' was what she said.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p><p>"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of
-indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a
-good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set
-fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard
-Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us....</p>
-
-<p>"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked.
-Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for,
-and he put it blunt.</p>
-
-<p>"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour
-ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking
-ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I
-got to him. He was little—I picked him up quite easily and got him back
-into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor
-came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He
-asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who
-belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.'</p>
-
-<p>"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows
-rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought
-to go at once. I'll take him down now.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father—is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly
-is he off?'</p>
-
-<p>"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a
-street brawl in the City—it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of
-blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought
-it would be, at most.'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a
-take-for-granted thing.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there
-with him.'</p>
-
-<p>"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he.
-'Impossible.'</p>
-
-<p>"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that
-was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris
-spied Insley, and come running to him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself
-all over him.</p>
-
-<p>"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me
-think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her
-way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever
-since.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p><p>"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something.
-Something about daddy—your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and
-he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear
-heart—will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you
-that?'</p>
-
-<p>"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a
-sudden, terrible grown-up-ness.</p>
-
-<p>"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he <i>go out</i>,
-like my mama?'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her.</p>
-
-<p>"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!'</p>
-
-<p>"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look.</p>
-
-<p>"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me—needs me. Why, how could I
-do anything else?'</p>
-
-<p>"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much
-less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about
-him.</p>
-
-<p>"'May I venture to remind you,' he says—like a little thin edge of
-something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and
-deep if you let it—'May I venture to remind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> you that your aunt is
-announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your
-mind.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind
-except this poor little thing here. Alex—it's early. He'll sleep after
-a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked
-Insley, quiet.</p>
-
-<p>"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris
-clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and
-only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join
-him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at
-once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks
-was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went
-into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I
-thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the
-world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley
-begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there
-with Chris and him and me—he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't.
-Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and
-let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> but that reaches
-down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to
-leave.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The
-whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way
-she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to
-it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow
-down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris.</p>
-
-<p>"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me.
-I've got to be here—but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you.
-Get back as soon as you can, Robin.'</p>
-
-<p>"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done
-everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the
-little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped
-her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a
-hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come
-back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess,
-Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on
-him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a
-real dignity so that Robin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness,
-as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that.
-For, after all, she <i>was</i> going—there was no getting back of that. And
-when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not
-the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going
-off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant.</p>
-
-<p>"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the
-two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing
-over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The
-time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the
-day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have
-slipped into it, with shut sails—so still that Robin spoke of it with
-surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that
-can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish
-she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music
-or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say
-would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's
-life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless
-it's when I first wake up in the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span>morning; then any talking always seems
-like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains.</p>
-
-<p>"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was
-thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with
-her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have
-found him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped
-being, except some great thing.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she
-seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense—though never in the
-consciousness—that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and
-to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which
-she was moving along, assentin'.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was.
-I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then,
-with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her
-being near him seemed.</p>
-
-<p>"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span></p><p>"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice—well, I tell you,
-his voice looked.</p>
-
-<p>"'What do you mean?' he says—just said it a little and like he didn't
-dare trust it to say itself any more.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had
-been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off
-across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each
-side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted
-to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun,
-without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds
-of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out
-just the way it was <i>a-purpose</i>. There wasn't any unintentional
-assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of
-his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just
-the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful
-when he answered.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting
-up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> have
-no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have
-rest before to-night.'</p>
-
-<p>"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes
-dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I
-use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about,
-but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a
-trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a
-person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then.
-The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was
-the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note
-of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And
-while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off
-toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what
-might have been in his voice.</p>
-
-<p>"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random,
-'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.'</p>
-
-<p>"'The village?' she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in
-are so—dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p><p>"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile.
-And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between
-clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment.</p>
-
-<p>"Chris looked up in Insley's face.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on
-this new brown middie.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty—and that
-time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped
-at the cottage gate.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>XI</h2>
-
-<p>"The lonesome little parlour at Mis' Cadoza's was so far past knowing
-how to act with folks in it, that it never changed expression when we
-threw open the shutters. Rooms that are used to folks always sort of
-look up when the shutters are opened; some rooms smile back at you; some
-say something that you just lose, through not turning round from the
-window quite quick enough. But Mis' Cadoza's parlour was such a poor
-folkless thing that it didn't make us any reply at all nor let on to
-notice the light. It just set there, kind of numb, merely enduring
-itself.</p>
-
-<p>"'You poor thing,' I thought, 'nobody come in time, did they?'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley picked out a cane-seat rocker that had once known how to behave
-in company, and drew it to the window. Ain't it nice, no matter what
-kind of a dumb room you've got into, you can open its window and fit the
-sky onto the sill, and feel right at home....</p>
-
-<p>"Robin sat there with Chris in her arms, waiting for any stir in the
-front bedroom. I went in the bedroom, while Dr. Heron told me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> about the
-medicine, and it seemed to me the bare floor and bare walls and
-dark-coloured bedcovers was got together to suit the haggardy unshaven
-face on the pillow. Christopher's father never moved. I set in the
-doorway, so as to watch him, and Insley went with the doctor to the
-village to bring back some things that was needed. And I felt like we
-was all the first settlers of somewheres.</p>
-
-<p>"Chris was laying so still in Robin's arms that several times she looked
-down to see if he was awake. But every time his eyes was wide and dark
-with that mysterious child look that seems so much like thought. It kind
-of hurt me to see him doing nothing—that's one of the parts about
-sickness and dying and some kinds of trouble that always twists
-something up in my throat: The folks that was so eager and able and
-flying round the house just being struck still and not able to go on
-with everyday doings. I know when Lyddy Ember, the dressmaker, died and
-I looked at her laying there, it seemed to me so surprising that she
-couldn't hem and fell and cut out with her thumb crooked like she
-done—and that she didn't know a dart from a gore; her hands looked so
-much like she knew how yet. It's like being inactive made death or grief
-double. And it's like <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span>working or playing around was a kind of life....
-The whole house seemed inactive and silence-struck, even to the kitchen
-where Mis' Cadoza and the little lame boy was.</p>
-
-<p>"Robin set staring into the lilacs that never seemed to bloom, and I
-wondered what she was thinking and mebbe facing. But when she spoke, it
-was about the Cadoza kitchen.</p>
-
-<p>"'Miss Marsh,' she says, 'what kind of people must they be that can stay
-alive in a kitchen like that?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Pioneers,' I says. 'They's a lot of 'em pioneerin' away and not
-knowing it's time to stop.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But the dirt—' she says.</p>
-
-<p>"'What do you expect?' I says. 'They're emergin' out of dirt. But they
-<i>are</i> emergin'.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't it seem hopeless?' says she.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, I donno,' I says; 'dirt gets to be apples—so be you plant 'em.'</p>
-
-<p>"But the Cadoza kitchen <i>was</i> fearful. When we come through it, Mis'
-Cadoza was getting supper, and she'd woke up nameless smells of greasy
-things. There the bare table was piled with the inevitable mix-up of
-unwashed dishes that go along with the Mis' Cadozas of this world, so
-that you wonder how they ever got so much crockery together. There the
-floor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> wasn't swept, clothes was drying on a line over the stove, Spudge
-was eating his supper on the window-sill, and in his bed in the corner
-lay little Eph, so white and frail and queer-coloured that you felt you
-was looking on something bound not to last till much after you'd stopped
-looking. And there was Mis' Cadoza. When we had come through the
-kitchen, little Eph had said something glad at seeing Insley and hung
-hold of his hand and told him how he meant to model a clay Patsy,
-because it was Patsy, the dog, that had gone out in the dark and first
-brought Insley in to see him.</p>
-
-<p>"'An' when I'm big,' the child says, 'I'm going to make a clay <i>you</i>,
-Mr. Insley.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Cadoza had turned round and bared up her crooked teeth.</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't you be impident!' she had said, raspish, throwing her hand out
-angular.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Cadoza was like somebody that hadn't got outside into the daylight
-of <i>Yet</i>. She was ignorant, blind to life, with some little bit of a
-corner of her brain working while the rest lay stock-still in her skull;
-unclean of person, the mother to no end of nameless horrors of
-habit—and her blood and the blood of some creature like her had been
-poured into that poor little boy, sickly, bloodless, not ready for the
-struggle.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span></p><p>"'<i>Is</i> there any use trying to do anything with anybody like that?'
-says Robin.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Is</i> there?' says I, but I looked right straight at Christopher. If
-there wasn't no use trying to do anything with little Eph, with his
-mother out there in the kitchen, then what was the use of trying to do
-anything with Chris, with his father here in the front bedroom? Sick
-will, tainted blood, ruined body—to what were we all saving Chris?
-Maybe to misery and final defeat and some awful going out.</p>
-
-<p>"'I don't know,' she says, restless. 'Maybe Alex is right....'</p>
-
-<p>"She looked out towards the lilac bushes again, and I knew how all of a
-sudden they probably dissolved away to be the fine green in the
-conservatory at Proudfit House, and how she was seeing herself back in
-the bright room, with its summer of leaves, and before the tea wagon,
-making tea for Alex lounging in his low chair, begging her not, in
-heaven's name, to try to teach the wise old world....</p>
-
-<p>" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows.
-In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging
-passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex
-would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> of long
-days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little
-happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks,
-of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do
-and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the
-last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the
-plain <i>safety</i> of the unchanging, of going along and going along and
-leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work
-themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was
-wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to
-do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in
-Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could
-and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of
-the material that is cheap and abundant—like Chris....</p>
-
-<p>"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I
-says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way <i>is</i> best. Mebbe she knows best when to
-let them die off.'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span></p><p>"She nodded at him.</p>
-
-<p>"'What for?' he asks.</p>
-
-<p>"'Just loving,' she answered.</p>
-
-<p>"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the
-medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled
-and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light,
-and then he stopped beside Robin—as gentle as a woman over a plant—and
-asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several
-times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as
-children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he
-had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little
-something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he
-was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence.</p>
-
-<p>"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to
-hear—the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards
-Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found
-Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the
-sagging Brussels couch.</p>
-
-<p>"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority
-that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span>
-just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take
-him in at the least change—but you must go back at once.'</p>
-
-<p>"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly
-willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them
-wanted to stay with Chris.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley picked up some little belongings of hers, seeming to know them
-without being told, and because the time was so queer, and mebbe because
-death was in the next room, and mebbe for another reason or two, I could
-guess how, all the while he was answering her friendly questions about
-the little Cadoza boy—all that while the Personal, the <i>Personal</i>, like
-a living thing, hovered just beyond his words. And at last it just
-naturally came in and possessed what he was saying.</p>
-
-<p>"'I can't thank you enough for coming down here,' he says. 'It's meant
-everything to Chris—and to me.'</p>
-
-<p>"She glanced up at him with her pretty near boyish frankness, that had
-in it that night some new element of confidence and charm and just being
-dear.</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't thank me,' she says, 'it was mine to do, too. And besides, I
-haven't done anything. And I'm running away!'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p><p>"He looked off up the road towards where, on its hill, Proudfit House
-was a-setting, a-glowing in all its windows, a-waiting for her to come,
-and to have her engagement to another man announced in it, and then to
-belong up there for ever and ever. He started to say something—I donno
-whether he knew what or whether he didn't; but anyhow he changed his
-mind and just opened the door for her, the parlour door that I bet was
-as surprised to be used as if it had cackled.</p>
-
-<p>"The Proudfit motor had stood waiting at the gate all this while, and as
-they got out to it, Dr. Heron drove up, and with him was Mis'
-Hubbelthwait come to enquire. So Robin waited outside to see what Dr.
-Heron should say when he had seen Chris's father again, and I went to
-the door to speak to Mis' Hubbelthwait.</p>
-
-<p>"'Liquor's what ails him fast enough,' Mis' Hubbelthwait whispers—Mis'
-Hubbelthwait would of whispered in the middle of a forty-acre field if
-somebody had said either birth or death to her. 'Liquor's what ails him.
-I know 'em. I remember the nice, well-behaved gentleman that come to the
-hotel and only lived one night after. "Mr. Elder," I says to him,
-severe, "you needn't to tell me your stomach ain't one livin'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> pickle,
-for I know it is!" An' he proved it by dyin' that very night. If he
-didn't prove it, I don't know what he did prove. "Alcoholism," Dr. Heron
-called it, but I know it was liquor killed him. No use dressin' up
-words. An' I miss my guess if this here poor soul ain't the self-same
-river to cross.'</p>
-
-<p>"She would have come in, but there's no call for the whole town to nurse
-a sick-bed, I always think—and so she sort of hung around a minute,
-sympathetic and mum, and then slimpsed off with very little starch to
-her motions, like when you walk for sick folks. I looked out to where
-Robin and Insley was waiting by the big Proudfit planet that was going
-to take her on an orbit of its own; and all of a sudden, with them in
-front of me and with what was behind me, the awful <i>good-byness</i> of
-things sort of shut down on me, and I wanted to do something or tell
-somebody something, I didn't know what, before it was too late; and I
-run right down to them two.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' I says, scrabblin' some for my words, 'I want to tell you
-something, both of you. If it means anything to either of you to know
-that there's a little more to me, for having met both of you—then I
-want you to know it. And it's true. You both—oh, I donno,' I says,
-'what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> it is—but you both kind of act like life was a person, and like
-it wasn't just your dinner to be et.... And I kind of know the person,
-too....'</p>
-
-<p>"I knew what I meant, but meant things and said things don't often match
-close. And yet I donno but they understood me. Anyway, they both took
-hold of a hand of mine, and said some little broke-off thing that I
-didn't rightly get. But I guess that we all knew that we all knew. And
-in a minute I went back in the house, feeling like I'd got the best of
-some time when I might of wished, like we all do, that I'd let somebody
-know something while then was then.</p>
-
-<p>"When I got inside the door, I see right off by Dr. Heron's face that
-there'd been some change. And sure enough there was. Chris's father had
-opened his eyes and had spoke. And I done what I knew Robin would have
-wanted; I wheeled round and went to the door and told her so.</p>
-
-<p>"'He's come to,' I says, 'and he's just asked for Chris.'</p>
-
-<p>"Sharp off, Robin turned to say something to the man waiting in the
-automobile. Insley tried to stop her, but she put him by. They come back
-into the cottage together, and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> Proudfit automobile started steaming
-back to Proudfit House without her.</p>
-
-<p>"Once again Robin roused Chris, as she had roused him on the night when
-he slept on the church porch; she just slipped her hands round his
-throat and lifted his face, and this time she kissed him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Come with Robin,' she said.</p>
-
-<p>"Chris opened his eyes and for a minute his little senses come
-struggling through his sleep, and then with them come dread. He looked
-up in Robin's face, piteous.</p>
-
-<p>"'Did my daddy <i>go out</i>?' he asks, shrill, 'like my mama did?'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, no, dear,' Robin said. 'He wants you to say good-by to him first,
-you know. Be still and brave, for Robin.'</p>
-
-<p>"There wasn't no way to spare him, because the poor little figure on the
-bed was saying his name, restless, to restless movements. I was in there
-by him, fixing him a little something to take.</p>
-
-<p>"'Where's Chris?' the sick man begged. 'Look on the church steps—'</p>
-
-<p>"They took Chris in the room, and Insley lifted him up to Robin's knee
-on the chair beside the bed.</p>
-
-<p>"'Hello—my nice daddy,' Chris says, in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> his little high voice, and
-smiles adorable. 'I—I—I was waitin' for you all this while.'</p>
-
-<p>"His father put out his hand, awful awkward, and took the child's arm
-about the elbow. I'll never forget the way the man's face looked. It
-didn't looked <i>used</i>, somehow—it looked all sort of bare and barren,
-and like it hadn't been occupied. I remember once seeing a brand-new
-house that had burned down before anybody had ever lived in it, and some
-of it stuck up in the street, nice new doors, nice hardwood stairway,
-new brick chimney, and everything else all blackened and spoiled and
-done for, before ever it had been lived in. That was what Chris's
-father's face made me think of. The outline was young, and the eyes was
-young—young and burning—but there was the man's face, all spoiled and
-done for, without ever having been used for a face at all.</p>
-
-<p>"'Hello, sonny,' he says, weak. 'Got a good home?'</p>
-
-<p>"'He's in a good home, with good people, Mr. Bartlett,' Insley told him.</p>
-
-<p>"'For keeps?' Chris's father asks, his eyes burning at Insley's over the
-boy's head.</p>
-
-<p>"'We shall look after him somehow, among us,' Robin says. 'Don't worry
-about him, Mr. Bartlett. He's all right.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span></p><p>"The father's look turned toward her and it sort of lingered there a
-minute. And then it lit up a little—he didn't smile or change
-expression, but his look lit up some.</p>
-
-<p>"'You're the kind of a one I meant,' he says. 'I wanted he should have a
-good home. I—I done pretty good for you, didn't I, Chris?' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"Chris leaned way over and pulled at his sleeve. 'You—you—you come in
-our house, too,' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'No, sonny, no,' says the man. 'I guess mebbe I'm—goin' somewheres
-else. But I done well by you, didn't I? Your ma and I always meant you
-should hev a good home. I'm glad—if you've got it. It's nicer than
-bein' with me—ain't it? Ain't it?'</p>
-
-<p>"Chris, on Robin's knee, was leaning forward on the bed, his hand
-patting and pulling at his father's hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'If you was here, then it is,' the child says.</p>
-
-<p>"At that his father smiled—and that was the first real, real look that
-had come into his face. And he looked around slow to the rest of us.</p>
-
-<p>"'I wasn't never the kind to hev a kid,' he says. 'The drink had me—had
-me hard. I knew I'd got to find somebody to show him—about growin' up.
-I'm glad you're goin' to.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span></p><p>"He shut his eyes and Chris threw himself forward and patted his face.</p>
-
-<p>"'Daddy!' he cried, 'I wanted to tell you—I had that hot ice-cream
-an'—an'—an' tea on a litty wagon....'</p>
-
-<p>"Robin drew him back, hushed him, looked up questioning to Insley. And
-while we all set there, not knowing whether to leave or to stay, the man
-opened his eyes, wide and dark.</p>
-
-<p>"'I wish't it had been different,' he said. 'Oh—<i>God</i>....'</p>
-
-<p>"Chris leans right over, eager, towards him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Didn't he say anything back?' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'I guess so,' the man says, thick. 'I guess if you're a good boy, he
-did.' Then he turned his head and looked straight at Robin. 'Don't you
-forget about his throat, will you?' he says.
-'It—gets—sore—awful—easy....'</p>
-
-<p>"He stopped talking, with a funny upsetting sound in his voice. It
-struck me then, like it has since, how frightful it was that neither him
-nor Chris thought of kissing each other—like neither one had brought
-the other up to know how. And yet Chris kissed all of us when we asked
-him—just like something away back in him knew how, without being
-brought up to know.</p>
-
-<p>"He knew how to cry, though, without no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> bringing up, like folks do. As
-Robin come with him out of the room, Chris hid his face in her skirts,
-crying miserable. She set down by the window with him in her arms, and
-Insley went and stood side of them, not saying anything. I see them so,
-while Dr. Heron and I was busy for a minute in the bedroom. Then we come
-out and shut the door—ain't it strange, how one minute it takes so many
-people around the bed, and next minute, there's the one that was the one
-left in there all alone, able to take care of itself.</p>
-
-<p>"Dr. Heron went away, and Robin still set there, holding Chris. All of a
-sudden he put up his face.</p>
-
-<p>"'Robin,' he says, 'did—did my daddy leave me a letter?'</p>
-
-<p>"'A letter?' she repeated.</p>
-
-<p>"'To tell me what to do,' says the child. 'Like before. On the church
-steps.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No—why, no, Chris,' she answers him. 'He didn't have to do that, you
-know.'</p>
-
-<p>"His eyes was holding hers, like he wanted so much to understand.</p>
-
-<p>"'Then how'll I know?' he asks, simple.</p>
-
-<p>"It seemed to me it was like a glass, magnifying living, had suddenly
-been laid on life. Here he was, in the world, with no 'letter' to tell
-him what to do.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p><p>"All she done was just to lay her cheek right close to his cheek.</p>
-
-<p>"'Robin is going to tell you what to do,' she says, 'till you are big
-enough to know.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley stood there looking at her, and his face was like something had
-just uncovered it. And the minute seemed real and simple and almost
-old—as if it had begun to be long, long before. It was kind of as if
-Robin's will was the will of all women, away back for ever and ever in
-time, to pour into the world their power of life and of spirit, through a child.</p>
-
-<p class="space-above">"Insley went out in the kitchen to see Mis' Cadoza about some
-arrangements—if 'Arrangements' means funerals, it always seems like the
-word was spelt different and stiffer—and we was setting there in that
-sudden, awful idleness that comes on after, when there was the noise of
-an automobile on the Plank Road, and it stopped to the cottage and Alex
-Proudfit come springing up to the front door. He pushed it open and come
-in the room, and he seemed to put the minute in capitals, with his voice
-and his looks and his clothes. I never see clothes so black and so white
-and so just-so as Alex Proudfit's could be, and that night they was more
-just-so than usual. That night, his hands, with their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> thick, strange
-ring, and his dark, kind of <i>even</i> face was like some fancy picture of a
-knight and a lover. But his face never seemed to me to be made very much
-a-purpose and just for him. It was rather like a good sample of a good
-brand, and like a good sample of any other good brand would have done
-him just as well. His face didn't fit him inevitable, like a cork to a
-bottle. It was laid on more arbitrary, like a window on a landscape, and
-you could have seen the landscape through any other window just as well,
-or better.</p>
-
-<p>"'Robin!' he said, 'why did you let the car come back without you? We've
-been frantic with anxiety.'</p>
-
-<p>"She told him in a word or two what had happened, and he received it
-with his impressions just about half-and-half: one-half relief that the
-matter was well over and one-half anxiety for her to hurry up. Everyone
-was at the house, everyone was wondering. Mrs. Emmons was anxious....
-'My poor Robin, you've overtaxed your strength,' he ends. 'You'll look
-worn and not yourself to-night. It's too bad of it. Come, for heaven's
-sake, let's be out of this. Come, Calliope....'</p>
-
-<p>He asked her if she had anything to bring, and he gathered up what she
-told him was hers. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> got ready, too, so's to go up to Proudfit House to
-put Chris to bed and set by him awhile. And just as I was going out to
-let Insley know we was leaving, the door to the other room opened and
-there stood Mis' Cadoza. I see she'd twisted her hair over fresh and
-she'd put on a collar. I remember now the way I felt when she spoke.</p>
-
-<p>"'I've got the coffee pot on and some batter stirred up,' says she, kind
-of shame-faced. 'I thought mebbe some hot pan-cakes and somethin' hot to
-drink'd go good—with Mr. Insley an' all of you.'</p>
-
-<p>"Alex started to say something—heaven knows what—but Robin went right
-straight up to Mis' Cadoza—and afterwards I thought back to how Robin
-didn't make the mistake of being too grateful.</p>
-
-<p>"'How I'd like them!' she says, matter-of-fact. 'But I've got a lot of
-people waiting for me, and I oughtn't to keep them....'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley spoke up from where he was over on the edge of little Eph's bed,
-and I noticed Mis' Cadoza had tried to neaten up the kitchen some, and
-she'd set the table with oil-cloth and some clean dishes.</p>
-
-<p>"'I was afraid you'd all stay,' he says, 'and I do want all the
-pan-cakes. Hurry on—you're keeping back our supper.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p><p>"He nodded to Alex, smiled with us, and come and saw us out the door.
-Mis' Cadoza come too, and Robin and I shook hands with her for
-goodnight. And as Mis' Cadoza stood there in her own door, seeing us
-off, and going to be hostess out in her own kitchen, I wondered to
-myself if it was having a collar on, or what it was, that give her a
-kind of pretty near dignity.</p>
-
-<p>"I got in the front seat of the car. Chris was back in the tonneau
-between Robin and Alex, and as we started he tried to tell Alex what had
-happened.</p>
-
-<p>"'My—my—my daddy——' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Poor little cuss,' says Alex. 'But how extremely well for the child,
-Robin, that the beggar died. Heavens, how I hate your going in these
-ghastly places. My poor Robin, what an experience for <i>to-night</i>! For
-our to-night....'</p>
-
-<p>"She made a sudden move, abrupt as a bird springing free of something
-that's holding it. She spoke low, but I heard every word of it.</p>
-
-<p>"'Alex,' she said, 'we've made a mistake, you and I. But it isn't too
-late to mend it now.'</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>XII</h2>
-
-<p>"'I hope, Calliope,' said Postmaster Silas Sykes to me, 'that you ain't
-in favour of women suffrage.'</p>
-
-<p>"'No, Silas,' says I, 'I ain't.'</p>
-
-<p>"And I felt all over me a kind of a nice wild joy at saying a thing that
-I knew a male creature would approve of.</p>
-
-<p>"Silas was delivering the groceries himself that day, and accepting of a
-glass of milk in my kitchen doorway. And on my kitchen stoop Letty
-Ames—that had come home in time for the Proudfit party—was a-sitting,
-a-stitching away on a violet muslin breakfast-cap. It was the next day
-after the party and my regular wash-day and I was glad to be back in my
-own house, washing quiet, with Emerel Daniel to help me.</p>
-
-<p>"'At school,' says Letty, 'everybody was for it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I know it,' says Silas, gloomy. 'The schools is goin' to the dogs,
-hot-foot. Women suffrage, tinkerin' pupils' teeth, cremation—I don't
-know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> what-all their holdin' out for. In my day they stuck to 'rithmetic
-and toed the crack.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That isn't up to date, Mr. Sykes,' says Letty, to get Silas riled.</p>
-
-<p>"It done it. He waved his left arm, angular.</p>
-
-<p>"'Bein' up to date is bein' up to the devil,' he begun, raspish, when I
-cut in, hasty and peaceful.</p>
-
-<p>"'By the way, Silas,' I says, 'speaking of dates, it ain't more'n a
-<i>year</i> past the time you aldermen was going to clear out Black Hollow,
-is it? Ain't you going to get it done <i>this</i> spring?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, dum it, no,' Silas says. 'They're all after us now to get to
-pavin' that new street.'</p>
-
-<p>"'That street off there in the marsh. I know they are,' I says innocent.
-'Your cousin's makin' the blocks, ain't he, Silas?'</p>
-
-<p>"Just then, in from the shed where she was doing my washing come Emerel
-Daniel—a poor little thing that looked like nothing but breath with the
-skin drawn over it—and she was crying.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'I guess you'll have to leave me go home. I
-left little Otie so sick—I hadn't ought to of left him—only I did want
-the fifty cents....'</p>
-
-<p>"'Otie!' I says. 'I thought Otie was getting better.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span></p><p>"'I've kept sayin' so because I was ashamed to let folks know,' Emerel
-says, 'an' me leavin' him to work. But I had to have the money—'</p>
-
-<p>"'Land,' I says, 'of course you did. Go on home. Silas'll take you in
-the delivery wagon, won't you, Silas? You're going right that way, ain't
-you?'</p>
-
-<p>"'I wasn't,' says Silas, 'but I can go round that way to oblige.' That's
-just exactly how Silas is.</p>
-
-<p>"'Emerel,' I says, 'when you go by the Hollow, you tell Silas what you
-was tellin' me—about the smells from there into your house. Silas,' I
-says, 'that hole could be filled up with sand-bar sand dirt cheap, now
-while the river's low, and you know it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Woman—' Silas begins excitable.</p>
-
-<p>"'Of course you can't,' I saved him the trouble, 'not while the council
-is running pavement halfway acrost the swamp to graft off'n the Wooden
-Block folks. That's all, Silas. I know you, head and heart,' I says,
-some direct.</p>
-
-<p>"'You don't understand city dealin's no more'n—Who-a!' Silas yells,
-pretending his delivery horse needed him, and lit down the walk, Emerel
-following. Silas reminds me of the place in the atmosphere where a
-citizen ought to be, and ain't.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span></p><p>"Emerel had left the clothes in the bluing water, so I stood and talked
-with Letty a minute, stitching away on her muslin breakfast-cap.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'd be for women voting just because Silas isn't,' she says, feminine.</p>
-
-<p>"'In them words,' says I to her, 'is some of why women shouldn't do it.
-The most of 'em reason,' I says, 'like rabbits!'</p>
-
-<p>"Letty sort of straightened up and looked at me, gentle. She just
-graduated from the Indian Mound School and, in spite of yourself, you
-notice what she says. 'You're mistaken, Miss Marsh,' says she, 'I
-believe in women voting because we're folks and mothers, and we can't
-bring up our children with men taking things away from 'em that we know
-they'd ought to have. I want to bring up my children by my votes as well
-as by my prayers,' says she.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Your</i> children!' says I.</p>
-
-<p>"I donno if you've ever noticed that look come in a girl's face when she
-speaks of her children that are going to be sometime? Up to that minute
-I'd 'a' thought Letty's words was brazen. But when I see how she looked
-when she said it, I sort of turned my eyes away, kind of half reverent.
-We didn't speak so when I was a girl. The most we ever heard mentioned
-like that was when our mothers showed us our first baby dress<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> and told
-us that was for <i>our</i> baby—and then we always looked away, squeamish.</p>
-
-<p>"'That's kind of nice,' I says, slow, 'your owning up, out loud that
-way, that maybe you might possibly have—have one, sometime.'</p>
-
-<p>"'My mother has talked to me about it since I began to
-know—everything,' Letty said.</p>
-
-<p>"That struck awful near home.</p>
-
-<p>"'I always wisht,' I says, 'I'd talked with my mother—like that. I
-always wisht I'd had her tell me about the night I was born. I think
-everybody ought to know about that. But I remember when she begun to
-speak about it, I always kind of shied off. I should think it would of
-hurt her. But then,' I says, 'I never had any of my own. So it don't
-matter.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, yes, you have, Miss Marsh,' says Letty.</p>
-
-<p>"I looked at her, blank.</p>
-
-<p>"'Every child that's born belongs to you,' says Letty to me, solemn.</p>
-
-<p>"'Go on,' says I, to draw her out. 'I wouldn't own most of the little
-jackanapesses.'</p>
-
-<p>"'But you <i>do</i>,' says Letty, 'and so do I! So does every woman, mother
-or not.'</p>
-
-<p>"She set the little violet muslin cap on her head to try it, and swept
-up and made me a little bow. Pretty as a picture she looked, and ready
-for loving.... I always wonder if things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> ain't sometimes arranged to
-happen in patterns, same as crystals. For why else should it be that at
-that instant minute young Elbert Sykes, Silas's son, that was home for
-the party and a little longer, come up to my door with a note from his
-mother—and see Letty in the violet cap, bowing like a rose?</p>
-
-<p>"While they was a-talking easy, like young folks knows how to do
-nowdays, I read the note; and it was about what had started Silas to
-talking suffrage. Mis' Sykes had opened her house to a suffrage meeting
-that evening, and Mis' Martin Lacy from the City was a-going to talk,
-and would I go over?</p>
-
-<p>"'Land, yes,' I says to Elbert. 'Tell her I'll come, just for something
-to do. I wonder if I can bring Letty, too?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Mother'd be proud, I know,' says Elbert, looking at her like words,
-and them words a-praising. They had used to play together when they was
-little, but school had come in and kind of made them over.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>So</i>,' says he to Letty, bantering, 'you're in favour of women voting,
-are you?'</p>
-
-<p>"She broke off her thread and looked up at him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Of course I am,' she says, giving a cunning little kitten nod that run
-all down her shoulders.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p><p>"'So you think,' says Elbert, 'that you're just as strong as I am—to
-carry things along? Mind you, I don't say as clever. You're easily that.
-But put it at just <i>strong</i>.'</p>
-
-<p>"She done the little nod again, nicer than the first time.</p>
-
-<p>"'You talk like folks voted with their muscles,' says she. 'Well, I
-guess some men do, judging by the results.'</p>
-
-<p>"He laughed, but he went on.</p>
-
-<p>"'And you think,' he says, 'that you would be just as wonderful in
-public life as you would be in your home—your very own home?'</p>
-
-<p>"Letty put the last stitch in her muslin cap and she set it on her
-head—all cloudy and rose-budded, and land, land, she was lovely when
-she looked up.</p>
-
-<p>"'Surely,' she says from under the ruffle, with a little one-cornered
-smile.</p>
-
-<p>"He laughed right into her eyes. 'I don't believe you think so,' he
-says, triumphant. And all of a sudden there come a-sticking up its head
-in his face the regular man look—I can't rightly name it, but every
-woman in the world knows it when she sees it—a kind of an <i>I'm the one
-of us two but don't let's stop pretending it's you</i> look.</p>
-
-<p>"When she see it, what do you suppose Letty<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> done? First she looked
-down. Then she blushed. Then she shrugged up one shoulder and laughed,
-sort of little and low and soft. <i>And she kept still.</i> She was about as
-much like the dignified woman that had just been talking to me about
-women's duty as a bow of blue ribbon is like my work apron. And as plain
-as the blue on the sky, I see that <i>she liked the minute when she let
-Elbert beat her—liked it</i>, with a sort of a glow and a quiver.</p>
-
-<p>"He laughed again, and, 'You stay just the the way you are,' he says,
-and he contrived to make them common words sort of flow all over her
-like petting.</p>
-
-<p>"That evening, when we marched into the Sykes's house to the meeting, he
-spoke to her like that again. The men was invited to the meeting, too,
-but Mis' Sykes let it be known that they needn't to come till the coffee
-and sandwiches, thus escaping the speech. Mis' Sykes ain't in favour of
-suffrage, but she does love a new thing in town, and Mis' Martin Lacy
-was so well dressed and so soft-spoken that Mis' Sykes would of left her
-preach foot-binding in her parlour if she'd wanted to. Mis' Sykes is
-like that. Letty was about the youngest there, and she was about the
-prettiest I 'most ever saw; and when he'd got them all seated,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> young
-Elbert Sykes, that was the only man there, just naturally gravitated
-over and set down by her, like the Lord meant. I love to see them little
-things happen, and I never smile at them, same as some. Because it's
-like I got a peek in behind the curtain and see the eternal purpose
-working away, quiet and still.</p>
-
-<p>"Well, Mis' Lacy, she talked, and she put things real sane and plain,
-barring I didn't believe any of what she said. And pretty soon I stopped
-trying to listen and I begun thinking about Emerel Daniel. I'd been down
-to see her just before supper, and I hadn't had her out of my head much
-of the time since. Emerel's cottage wasn't half a block from Black
-Hollow, the great low place beyond the river road that the town used as
-a dump. It was full of things without names, and take it on a day with
-the wind just right, Emerel had to keep her window shut on that side of
-her house. Water was standing in the hollow all the whole time. Flies
-and mosquitoes come from it by the flock and the herd. And when I'd held
-my nose and scud past it that afternoon to get to Emerel's, I'd almost
-run into Dr. Heron, just coming out from seeing Otie, and I burst right
-out with my thoughts all over him, and asked him if Black Hollow wasn't
-what was the matter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> with Otie and if it wasn't all that was the matter
-with him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Unquestionably,' says Dr. Heron. 'I told Mrs. Daniel six months ago
-that she must move.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says I, 'not having any of her other country homes open this
-year, Emerel had to stay where she was. And Otie with her. But what did
-you say to the council about filling in the hole?'</p>
-
-<p>"'The council,' says Dr. Heron, 'is paving the county swamp. There's a
-good crop of wooden blocks this year.'</p>
-
-<p>"'True enough,' says I, grim, 'and Otie is a-paying for it.'</p>
-
-<p>"That was exactly how the matter stood. And all the while Mis' Lacy was
-a-talking her women suffrage, I set there grieving for Emerel, and
-wondering how it was that Silas Sykes and Timothy Toplady and Jimmy
-Sturgis and even Eppleby Holcomb, that belonged to the common council,
-<i>could</i> set by and see Otie die, and more or less of the rest of us in
-the same kind of danger.</p>
-
-<p>"Next I knew, Mis' Lacy, that was all silky movements and a sweet voice,
-had got through her own talk and was asking us ladies to express
-ourselves. Everybody felt kind of delicate at first, and then Libby
-Liberty starts up and spoke her mind:—</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span></p><p>"'<i>I</i> believe all you've been a-saying,' she says, 'and I hev for
-twenty years. I never kill a hen without I realize how good the women
-can do a human being's work if they're put to it.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I always think of that, too,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, quick, 'about
-the hotel....' She kind of stopped, but we all knew what she meant.
-Threat is seldom if ever sober, especially on election day; but he
-votes, and she only runs the hotel and keeps them both out of the
-poorhouse.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, look at me,' says Abagail Arnold, 'doin' work to oven and to
-counter, an' can't get my nose near nothin' public but my taxes.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Of course,' says Mis' Uppers, rocking, 'I've almost <i>been</i> the mayor
-of Friendship Village, bein' his wife, so. An' I must say he never done
-a thing I didn't think I could do. Or less it was the junketin' trips.
-I'd 'a' been down with one o' my sick headaches on every one o' them.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Men <i>know</i> more,' admitted Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'but I donno as
-they can <i>do</i> any more than us. When the Fire Chief was alive an'
-holdin' office an' entertaining politicians, I use' often to think o'
-that, when I had their hot dinner to get.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I s'pose men do know more than we do,' says Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span>reflective. 'I know Eppleby is lightnin'
-at figures, an' he can tell about time-tables, an' he sees sense to fine
-print parts o' the newspapers that looks like so many doctors'
-prescriptions to me. An' yet honestly, when it comes to some questions
-of sense, I've known Eppleby not to have any.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Jimmy, either,' says Mis' Sturgis, confidential. 'I donno. I've
-thought about that a good deal. It seems as if, if we got the chance, us
-women might not vote brilliant at first, but we would vote with our
-sense. The sense that can pick out a pattern and split a receipt, an'
-dress the children out o' the house money. I bet there's a lot o' that
-kind o' sense among women that don't get used up, by a long shot.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Timothy Toplady drew her shawl up her back, like she does.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well-a,' she says, 'Timothy's an awful good husband, but when I see
-some of the things he buys for the house, an' the way he gets took in on
-real estate, I often wonder if he's such a good citizen as he lets on.'</p>
-
-<p>"I kep' a-wondering why Letty didn't say something, and by and by I
-nudged her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Go on, speak up,' I intimated.</p>
-
-<p>"And, same time, I heard Elbert Sykes, on the other side, say something
-to her, low. 'I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> could tell them,' he says to her, 'that to look like
-you do is better than being elected!'</p>
-
-<p>"And Letty—what do you s'spose?—she just glanced up at him, and made a
-little kind of a commenting wrinkle with her nose, and looked down and
-kept her silence. Just like he'd set there with a little fine chain to
-her wrist.</p>
-
-<p>"We talked some more and asked some questions and heard Mis' Lacy read
-some, and then it was time for the men. They come in together—six or
-eight of them, and most of them, as it happened, members of the common
-council. And when Mis' Sykes had set them down on the edge of the room,
-and before anybody had thought of any remark to pass, Mis' Lacy she
-spoke up and ask' the men to join in the discussion, and called on Mis'
-Sykes, that hadn't said nothing yet, to start the ball a-rolling.</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Well</i>,' says Mis' Sykes, with her little society pucker, 'I must say
-the home and bring-up my children seems far, far more womanly to me than
-the tobacco smoke and whiskey of public life.'</p>
-
-<p>"She glanced over to the men, kind of with a way of arching her neck and
-they all gave her a sort of a little ripple, approving. And with this
-Mis' Toplady kind of tossed her head up.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span></p><p>"'Oh, well, I don't want the responsibility,' she says. 'Land, if I was
-a votin' woman, I should feel as if I'd got bread in the pan and cake in
-the oven and clothes in the bluin' water all the whole time.'</p>
-
-<p>"'He, he, he!' says Timothy, her lawful lord. And Silas and Jimmy
-Sturgis and the rest joined in, tuneful.</p>
-
-<p>"Then Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, she vied in, and done a small,
-careless laugh.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, well, me, too,' she says, 'I declare, as I get older an' wake up
-some mornin's I feel like life was one big breakfast to get an' me the
-hired girl. If I had to vote besides, I donno what I <i>would</i> do.'</p>
-
-<p>"'An',' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'I always feel as if a politician was a
-disgrace to be, same as an actor, <i>unless</i> you got to be a big one. An'
-can us women ever be big ones even if we want? Which I'm sure I don't
-want,' she says, sidling a look towards the men's row.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, not only that,' says Abagail Arnold, 'but you'd feel so kind of
-sheepish votin' for the President, away off there in Washington. I
-always feel terrible sheepish even prayin' for him, let alone
-votin'—an' like it <i>couldn't</i> make no real difference.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, an' <i>ladies</i>!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> 'really it's bad enough to
-have been the wife of a mayor. If I had to vote an' was in danger of
-coming down with a nomination for somethin' myself, I couldn't get to
-sleep nights.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Mercy,' said Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'a mayor is nothin' but a baby
-in public life compared to a fire chief. A mayor gets his night's rest.
-Could a woman ever chase to fires at three o'clock in the mornin'? An'
-if she votes, what's to prevent her bein' elected to some such job by
-main strength?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Or like enough get put on a jury settin' on a murderer, an' hev to
-look at dug-up bones an' orgins,' says Mis' Sturgis—her that's an
-invalid and gloomy by complexion.</p>
-
-<p>"And one and all, as they spoke, they looked sidewise to the men for
-their approval. And they got it.</p>
-
-<p>"'That's the ticket!' says Timothy Toplady, slapping his knee. 'I tell
-you, gentlemen, we've got a nice set of women folks here in this town.
-They don't prostitute their brains to no fool notions.'</p>
-
-<p>"There was a little hush, owing to that word that Timothy had used kind
-of uncalled for, and then a little quick buzz of talk to try to cover
-it. And in the buzz I heard Elbert saying to Letty:</p>
-
-<p>"'You <i>know</i> you think of yourself in a home<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> afterward—and not around
-at polls and things, Letty.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You don't have to board at the polls because you vote there, you
-know,' Letty said; but she says it with a way, with a way. She said it
-like a pretty woman talking to a man that's looking in her eyes and
-thinking how pretty she is, and she knows he's thinking so. And you
-can't never get much real arguing done that way.</p>
-
-<p>"It always kind of scares me to see myself showed up—and now it was
-like I had ripped a veil off the whole sex, and off me, too. I see us
-face to face. Why was it that before them men had come in, the women had
-all talked kind of doubtful and suffrage-leaning, and then had veered
-like the wind the minute the men had come on the scene? Mis' Toplady had
-defied Timothy time after time, both public and private; Mis'
-Hubbelthwait bosses her husband not only drunk but sober; Mis' Sturgis
-don't do a thing Jimmy wants without she happens to want it too—and so
-on. Yet at the mention of this one thing, these women that had been
-talking intelligent and wondering open-minded had all stopped being the
-way they was and had begun to say things sole to please the men. Even
-Libby Liberty had kept still—her that has a regular tongue in her head.
-And Letty, that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> believed in it all, and had talked to me so womanly
-that morning, she was listening and blushing for Elbert and holding her
-peace. And then I remembered, like a piece of guilt, sensing that nice,
-wild feeling I myself had felt that morning a-denying woman suffrage in
-the presence of Postmaster Silas Sykes. What in creation ailed us all?</p>
-
-<p>"<i>What in creation....</i> Them words sort of steadied me. It looked to me
-like it was creation itself that ailed us yet. Creation is a thing that
-it takes most folks a good while to recover from....</p>
-
-<p>" ... I remembered seeing Silas's delivery boy go whistling along the
-street one night, and pass a cat. The cat wasn't doing nothing active.
-It was merely idle. But the boy brought up a big shingle he was carrying
-and swished it through the air and says 'Z-t-t-t-t,' to the cat's heels,
-to see the cat take to them—which it done—like the cat immemorial has
-done for immemorial boys, delivery and other. And once, at dusk, a big,
-strange man with a gun on his shoulder passed me on Daphne Street, and
-when he done so, he says to me 'Z-t-t-t,' under his breath, just like
-the boy to the cat, and just like the untamed man immemorial has said
-when he got the chance. It seemed to me like men was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> created with, so
-to say, a shingle and a gun, for the hunting, and just as there is joy
-in their hunting, so there is a palpitatin' delight in being hunted and
-flattered by being caught and bound, hand and foot and mind.</p>
-
-<p>"'We like it—why, I tell you, we like it,' I says to myself, 'and us
-here in Mis' Sykes's parlour are burning with the old original,
-left-over fire, breathed at creation into women's breasts!'</p>
-
-<p>"And it seemed like I kind of touched hands with all the women that used
-to be. And I looked over to that row of grinning, tired men, not so very
-much dressed up, and I thought:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, you're the men of this world and we're the women, and there ain't
-no more thrilling fact in this universe. And why don't we all reco'nize
-it and shut up?'</p>
-
-<p>"That was what I was thinking over in my mind while Mis' Martin Lacy
-said good night to us and rushed off to catch her train for the City,
-hoping she had made us see some light. That was what I was still going
-over when Mis' Sykes called me to help with the refreshments. And then,
-just as I started out to the kitchen, the outside door that was part
-open was pushed in and somebody come in the room. It was Emerel Daniel,
-in calico and no hat. And as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> soon as we see her face, everybody stopped
-talking and stared. She was white as the table-cloth and shaking.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, ladies,' she says, 'won't one of you come down to the house?
-Otie's worse—I donno what it is. I donno what to do to take care of
-him.'</p>
-
-<p>"She broke down, poor, nervous little thing, and sort of swallowed her
-whole throat. And Mis' Toplady and we all rushed right over to her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Why, Emerel,' Mis' Toplady says, 'I thought Otie was getting ever so
-much better. Is it the real typhoid, do you s'pose?' she ask' her.</p>
-
-<p>"Emerel looked over to me. 'Isn't it?' she says. And then I spoke right
-up with all there is to me.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, sir,' I says, 'it is the real typhoid. And if you want to know
-what's giving it to him, ladies and gentlemen, ask the common council
-that's setting over there by the wall. Dr. Heron says that Black Hollow,
-that's a sink for the whole town, give it to him, and that nothing else
-did—piled full of diseases right in back of Emerel's house. And if you
-want to know who's responsible for his dying if he dies,' I says right
-out, 'look over in the same direction to the men that wouldn't vote to
-fill in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> Black Hollow with sand because they needed the money so bad
-for paving up half the county swamp.'</p>
-
-<p>"It was most as still in the room as when Timothy had said 'prostitute.'
-All but me. I went right on—nothing could of kept me still then.</p>
-
-<p>"'Us ladies,' I says, 'has tried for two years to get the Council to
-fill in that hole. We've said and said what would happen to some of us,
-what with our pumps so near the place, and what with flies from it
-visiting our dinner-table dishes, sociable and continual. What did you
-say to us? You said women hadn't no idee of town finances. Mebbe we
-ain't—mebbe we ain't. But we have got some idea of town humanity, if I
-do say it, that share in it. And this poor little boy has gone to work
-and proved it.'</p>
-
-<p>"With that, Emerel, who had been holding in—her that's afraid even to
-ask for starch if you forget to give it to her—she broke right down and
-leaned her head on her arm on the clock shelf:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'all the years I been giving him his victuals and his
-bath and sewing his clothes up, I never meant it to come to this—for no
-reason. If Otie dies, I guess he needn't of—that's the worst. He
-needn't of.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Toplady put her arm right around Emerel and kind of poored her
-shoulder in that big, mother way she's got—and it was her that went
-with her, like it's always Mis' Toplady that does everything. And us
-ladies turned around and all begun to talk at once.</p>
-
-<p>"'Let's plan out right here about taking things in to Emerel,' says Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I've got some fresh bread out of the oven.
-I'll carry her a couple of loaves, and another couple next baking or
-two.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I'll take her in a hen,' says Libby Liberty, 'so be she'll kill it
-herself.'</p>
-
-<p>"Somebody else said a ham, and somebody some butter, and Libby threw in
-some fresh eggs, if she got any. Mis' Hubbelthwait didn't have much to
-do with, but she said she would take turns setting up with Otie. Mis'
-Sykes give a quarter—she don't like to bake for folks, but she's real
-generous with money. And Silas pipes in:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Emerel can have credit to the store till Otie begins to get better,'
-he said. 'I ain't been lettin' her have it. She's looked so peaked I
-been afraid she wan't a-goin' to be able to work, an' I didn't want she
-should be all stacked up with debts.'</p>
-
-<p>"But me, I set there a-thinking. And all of a sudden I says out what I
-thought: 'Ladies,' I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> says, 'and all of you: What to Emerel is hens and
-hams and credit? They ain't,' I says, 'nothing but patches and poultices
-on what's the trouble up to her house.'</p>
-
-<p>"Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying much, spoke up:—</p>
-
-<p>"'I know,' he says, 'I know. You mean what good do they do to the boy.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I mean just that,' I says. 'What good is all that to Otie that's lying
-over by Black Hollow? And how does it keep the rest of the town safe?'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says Silas, eager, 'let's us get out the zinc wagon you ladies
-bought, and let's us go to collectin' the garbage again so that won't
-all be dumped in Black Hollow. And leave the ladies keep on payin' for
-it. It's real ladies' work, I think, bein' as it's no more'n a general
-scrapin' up of ladies' kitchens.'</p>
-
-<p>"Then Letty Ames, that hadn't been saying anything, spoke up, to nobody
-in particular:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Otie's a dear little soul,' she said, 'a dear little soul!'</p>
-
-<p>"'Ain't he?' says Marne Holcomb. 'Eppleby 'most always has a nut or
-somethin' in his pocket to give him as he goes by. He takes it like a
-little squirrel an' like a little gentleman.'</p>
-
-<p>"'He's awful nice when he comes in the shop,' said Abagail. 'He looks at
-the penny-apiece kind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> and then buys the two-for-a-cent, so's to give
-his mother one.'</p>
-
-<p>"'He knows how to behave in a store,' Silas admitted. 'I 'most always
-give him a coffee-berry, just to see him thank me.'</p>
-
-<p>"'He come into the hotel one day,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'an' stood by
-me when I was bakin'. I give him a little wad of dough to roll.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I let him drive the 'bus one day, settin' on my knee,' says Jimmy
-Sturgis. 'He was a nice, careful, complete little cuss.'</p>
-
-<p>"Eppleby Holcomb nodded with his eyes shut.</p>
-
-<p>"'We don't like folks to swing on our front gate,' he says. 'He done it,
-but he marched right in and told us he'd done it. I give him a
-doughnut—an' he's kep' right on swingin' an' ownin' up an' eatin'
-doughnuts.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Even when he chased my chickens,' says Libby Liberty, 'he chased 'em
-like a little gentleman—<i>towards</i> the coop an' not down the road. I
-always noticed that about him.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' says Letty, again, 'he's a dear little soul. <i>What makes us let
-him die?</i>'</p>
-
-<p>"She said it so calm that it caught even my breath—and my breath, in
-these things, ain't easy caught. But I got it right back again, and I
-says:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes, sir. He was on the way to being<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> somebody that Friendship Village
-could have had for the right kind of an inmate. And now he'll be nothing
-but a grave, that's no good to anybody. And Sodality,' I couldn't help
-adding, 'will likely pitch right in and take care of his grave,
-tasteful.'</p>
-
-<p>"And when I said that, it come over me how Emerel had dressed him and
-bathed him and made his clothes, and done washings, tireless, to get the
-fifty cents—besides bringing him into the world, tedious. And now it
-was all going for nothing, all for nothing—when we could of helped it.
-And I plumped out with what I'd said that morning to Silas:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Why don't you fill up Black Hollow with sand-bar sand out of the
-river, now it's so low? Then, even if it's too late for Otie, mebbe we
-can keep ourselves from murderin' anybody else.'</p>
-
-<p>"Them half a dozen men of the common council set still a minute, looking
-down at Mis' Sykes's parlour ingrain. And I looked over at them, and my
-heart come up in my throat and both of them ached like the toothache.
-Because all of a sudden it seemed to me it wasn't just Timothy and
-Eppleby and Silas and some more of the council setting there by the
-wall—but it was like, in them few men, tired and not so very well
-dressed, was setting the lawmakers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> of the whole world; and there in
-front of them, wasn't only Mis' Holcomb and Libby and Letty and me, but
-Emerel Daniel, too, and all the women there is—saying to them: 'My
-land, we've dressed 'em an' bathed 'em an' sewed for 'em an' brought 'em
-into the world, tedious. Let 'em live—fix things so's they can live an'
-so's it needn't all go for nothin'.' And I sort of bubbled up and
-spilled over, as if everything we was all of us <i>for</i> had come up in my
-throat.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, folks,' I says, 'just look what us in this room could have done
-for Otie—so be we'd begun in time.'</p>
-
-<p>"Right like a dash of cold water into my face, Mis' Sykes spoke up, cold
-as some kind of death:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, ladies,' she says, 'I guess we've got our eyes open now. <i>I</i> say
-that's what we'd ought to hev been doin' instead o' talkin' women
-votin',' she says, triumphant.</p>
-
-<p>"Then somebody spoke again, in a soft, new, not-used-to-it little voice,
-and in her chair over beside Elbert, Letty Ames leaned forward, and her
-eyes was like the sunny places in water.</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't you see,' she says, 'don't you see, Mis' Sykes, that's what Mis'
-Lacy meant?'</p>
-
-<p>"'How so?' says Mis' Sykes, short.</p>
-
-<p>"I'll never forget how sweet and shy and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span>unexpected and young Letty
-looked, but she answered, as brave as brave:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Otie Daniel is sick,' she said, 'and all us women can do is to carry
-him broth and bread and nurse him. It's only the men that can bring
-about the things to make him well. And they haven't done it. It's been
-the women who have been urging it—and not getting it done. Wasn't it
-our work to do, too?'</p>
-
-<p>"I see Elbert looking at her—like he just couldn't bear to have her
-speak so, like some men can't. And I guess he spoke out in answer before
-he meant to:—</p>
-
-<p>"'But let them do it womanly, Letty,' he said, 'like your mother did and
-my mother did.'</p>
-
-<p>"Letty turned and looked Elbert Sykes straight in the face:—</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>Womanly!</i>' she says. 'What is there womanly about my bathing and
-feeding a child inside four clean walls, if dirt and bad food and
-neglect are outside for him? Will you tell me if there is anything more
-womanly than my right to help make the world as decent for my children
-as I would make my own home?'</p>
-
-<p>"I looked at Letty, and looked; and I see with a thrill I can't tell you
-about how Letty seemed. For she seemed the way she had that morning on
-my kitchen stoop, when she spoke<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span> of her children and when I felt like
-I'd ought to turn away—the way I'd used to when my mother showed me my
-baby dress and told me who it would be for. Only now—only now, somehow,
-I didn't want to turn away. Somehow I wanted to keep right on looking at
-Letty, like Elbert was looking. And I see what he see. How Letty was
-what she'd said that morning that she was—and that I was—and that we
-all was: A mother, then and there, whether she ever had any children or
-not. And she was next door to owning up to it right there before them
-all and before Elbert. We didn't speak so when I was a girl. We didn't
-own up, out loud, that we ever thought anything about what we was for.
-But now, when I heard Letty do it....</p>
-
-<p>" ... Now, when I heard Letty do it, all to once, I looked into a window
-of the world. And instead of touching hands like I had with the women
-that use' to be, I looked off and off down all the time there's going to
-be, and for a minute I touched, tip-fingers, the hands of the other
-women that's coming towards me; and out of places inside of me that I
-didn't know before had eyes, I see them, mothers to the whole world,
-<i>inside their four walls and out</i>. And they wasn't coming with poultices
-and bread and broth in their hands, to patch up what had been left<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span>
-undone; nor with the keys to schoolhouses that they'd got open by
-scheming; nor with newspapers full of health that they'd had to run down
-back alleys to sell; nor national holidays that they'd got a-hold of
-through sheer accident; nor yet with nice new headstones for cemetery
-improvements on the dead and gone—no, sir, their hands wasn't occupied
-with any of these ways of serving that they'd schemed for and stole. But
-their hands—was in men's hands, closer and nearer than they'd ever been
-before. And their eyes was lit up with a look that was a new look, and
-that give new life to the old original left-over blaze. And I looked
-across to that row of tired men, not so very much dressed up, and I
-thought:—</p>
-
-<p>"'You're the men of this world and we're the women. And there ain't no
-more thrilling fact in this universe, save one, <i>save one</i>: And that's
-that we're all human beings. That your job and ours is to make the world
-ready for the folks that are to come, and to make the folks that come
-fit to live in that new world. And yet over there by Black Hollow one of
-our children is dying from something that was your job <i>and</i> ours to do,
-and we didn't take hold of hands and do it!'</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, Letty!' I says out. 'And Silas and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> all of you! Let's pretend,
-just for a minute, that we was all citizens and equal. And let's figure
-out things for Otie, just like we had the right!'</p>
-
-<p class="space-above">"I'd asked Letty to spend the night with me, and Elbert walked home with
-us. And just as we got there, he says to her again:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, Letty—you ain't <i>strong</i> enough to help carry things along!'</p>
-
-<p>"'You've got more strength,' she says to him, 'and more brains. But it
-isn't so much the strength or the brains in women that is going to help
-when the time comes. It's the—mother in them.'</p>
-
-<p>"And I says to myself:—</p>
-
-<p>"'And it's the—<i>human beingness</i> of them.' But Letty didn't know that
-yet.</p>
-
-<p>"Elbert answered, after a minute:—</p>
-
-<p>"'You may be right and you may be wrong, but, Letty, Letty, what a woman
-you are!'</p>
-
-<p>"And at that Letty looked up at him, just as she had looked at him that
-morning—just for a minute, and then she dipped down the brim of her big
-hat. I donno what she answered him. I didn't care. I didn't care. For
-what I see was the old wild joy of a woman in being glorified by a male
-creature. And I knew then,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> and I know now, that that won't never die,
-no matter what.</p>
-
-<p>"Elbert put out his hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'Good night, Letty,' he said.</p>
-
-<p>"She gave him hers, and he closed over it light with his other hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'May I see you to-morrow?' he asked her.</p>
-
-<p>"'Oh, I don't know,' said Letty. 'Come and see if I'll see you—will
-you?'</p>
-
-<p>"He laughed a little, looking in her eyes.</p>
-
-<p>"'At about eight,' he promised. 'Good night....'</p>
-
-<p>"I got the key out from under the mat to a tune inside me. Because I'd
-heard, and I knew that Letty had heard, that tone in Elbert's voice that
-is the human tone—I can't rightly name it, but every woman in the world
-knows it when she hears it—a tone that says: <i>If I have my way, you and
-I are going to live out our lives together</i>.</p>
-
-<p>"And I knew then, and I know now, that that tone won't ever die, either.
-And some day, away off in a new world right here on this earth, I
-believe there's going to be a wilder joy in being men and women than all
-the men and women up to now have ever lived or dared or dreamed.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>XIII</h2>
-
-<p>"'Miss Marsh,' says Christopher.</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Emmons's living-room was like a cup of something cool, and I set
-there in the after-supper light having such a nice rested time drinking
-it in that at first I didn't hear him.</p>
-
-<p>"'Miss Marsh,' he says again, and pulled at my dress. I put out my hand
-to him and he took it. Sometimes I donno but hands are a race of beings
-by themselves that talk and answer and do all the work and act like
-slaves and yet really rule the world.</p>
-
-<p>"'Is it me telling my feet where to go or do they tell me where I go?'
-asked Christopher.</p>
-
-<p>"'You can have it either way you want,' I told him. 'Some does one way
-and some does the other. Which way do you like?'</p>
-
-<p>"He thought for a minute, twisting on one foot with the other up in his
-hand.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'd like 'em to know how without our sayin' so,' he announces finally.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' I says, 'I left out that way. That's really the best way of
-all.'</p>
-
-<p>"He looked at me eager.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span></p><p>"'Is it a game?' he says.</p>
-
-<p>"'Yes,' I told him.</p>
-
-<p>"'What's its name?' he ask' me.</p>
-
-<p>"'Game of Life,' I told him again.</p>
-
-<p>"He thought about it, still twisting. Then he done one of his littlest
-laughs, with his head turned away.</p>
-
-<p>"'My feet heard you,' he says. 'Now they know how to play.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I hope so, Christopher,' says I, and kissed him on the back of his
-neck. That made him mad, like it usually done.</p>
-
-<p>"'My neck is my neck,' says he, 'and it's shut in my collar. It ain't
-home to-day.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Is your mouth home?' I ask' him.</p>
-
-<p>"And it was.</p>
-
-<p>"I could of set there talking with him all evening, but not on the night
-of Sodality's Annual. I'd stopped by for Mis' Emmons. She was getting
-ready, and while I waited I could hear folks passing on their way to the
-schoolhouse where the meeting was. For the town was all het up about
-what the meeting was going to do.</p>
-
-<p>"I'd seen half-dozen or so of us that afternoon when we was putting
-plants on the hall platform, and we'd all spoke our minds.</p>
-
-<p>"'I'm gaspin',' observed Mis' Sturgis, 'to take a straw vote of us on
-this amendin' <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span>business. Near as I can make out, it's going through.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Near as I can make out,' says Marne Holcomb, 'a good deal more than
-amending is going on here to-night. It looks to me as if Sodality was
-just going to get into its own Cemetery and be forgot, and as if
-something else was coming to meet us—something big!'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Toplady spoke up, comfortable, down on her knees putting green
-paper on the pots.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well, my land!' she says, 'I've noticed two-three things in my
-lifetime. And one is, that do what whoever will, things do change. And
-so whenever a new change pops up, I always think: "Oh, I guess you're
-comin' along anyway. I donno's I need to help." An' yet somethin' in me
-always prances to pitch in, too.'</p>
-
-<p>"Timothy was there, occupying himself with the high places us ladies
-couldn't get up to.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says he, 'if folks stop dying, like Sodality evidently intends
-they shall if it goes out of business, maybe you'll stay home some,
-Amandy, and not always be off laying folks out.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I know it,' Mis' Toplady returns, 'I've laid out most everybody I
-know, and of course I'm real glad to do it. But the last dead's hair I
-done up, I caught myself thinking how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> much more interesting it'd be if
-they was alive an' could find fault. Doin' for the dead gets kind of
-monotonous, <i>I</i> think.'</p>
-
-<p>"'<i>I</i> don't,' says Timothy, decided. 'The minute you work for the
-living, you get all upset with being criticised. I s'pose the dead would
-find fault, if they could, over the way you cut the grass for 'em. But
-they can't an' so there's an end to it, an' we get along, peaceful. If
-they was living folks layin' there, you can bet they'd do some back
-talk.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' says I, 'I've been sick of Sodality for years. But it was about
-the most what-you-might-call society I had, and I hated to give it up.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Me, either,' says Mame Holcomb.</p>
-
-<p>"'Me, either,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I declare I've often said I wouldn't
-know what <i>to</i> do if folks stopped dyin' so's Sodality would have to
-close out.'</p>
-
-<p>"Mis' Sykes was setting watching the rest of us.</p>
-
-<p>"'Well,' she observes, cold, 'if I was usin' the dead to keep in
-society, I donno's I'd own it up.'</p>
-
-<p>"Silas Sykes had just come over from the store to see if there was
-anything he could meddle in.</p>
-
-<p>"'Heh!' says he, showing his teeth. 'Not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> many of Sodality, as I can
-see, <i>deserves</i> to die and be done for, civilized.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Don't you worry yourself, Silas Sykes,' says I, 'we're going to be
-done things for before we die hereafter, and more civilized than ever
-you dreamed of, all up and down your ledger. That's where you do dream,
-ain't it, Silas?' I says. And though I said it gay, I meant it frank.</p>
-
-<p>"I remember I looked off down the room, and all of a sudden I see it as
-it would be that night, packed with folks. Somehow, we'd got to saying
-less about the Sodality part of the meeting, and more about the <i>open</i>
-part. Most of the town would be there. We'd got the School Board to
-leave us announce the second party for that night, following the
-meeting, and music was coming, and us ladies had froze the ice-cream,
-and the whole time reminded me of a big bud, flowered slow and bursting
-sudden.</p>
-
-<p>"'Land, land,' I says, fervent, 'I feel like Friendship Village was a
-person that I was going to meet to-night for the first time.'</p>
-
-<p>"'You express yourself so odd sometimes, Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes,
-distant—but Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, they
-both looked up and nodded, and they knew.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span></p><p>"I set holding Christopher in Mis' Emmons's living-room, and thinking
-about this and most everything else, when I looked out and see Insley
-going along. He hadn't been back in town since Christopher's father's
-funeral, two days before, and I'd been wanting to talk over with him a
-thing or two that was likely to come up at the meeting, that of course
-he was going to be at, and that had to be handled with thimbles on every
-finger, or somebody'd get pricked. So I rapped smart on the upper sash
-and called to him through the screen, but not before I had seen the look
-on his face. I've caught that special look only once or twice in my
-life—the look of somebody passing the house that is different to them
-from all other houses in the world. The look that wants to be a look and
-won't let itself be, that tries to turn the other way and can't start,
-that thinks it's unconscious and knows it isn't, and that finally, with
-Insley, give it up and looked Mis' Emmons's house straight in the face
-for a minute, as if he might anyhow let himself have that much intimacy.</p>
-
-<p>"I had a little list of things I wanted to see go through that night.
-Enough of us was ready to have Sodality perform its last cemetery rite
-and bury itself so that that was pretty sure to go through, but I wanted
-more than that,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> and several of us ladies did; and it looked to me like
-the schoolhouse and the young folks and the milk and the meat of this
-town could be done nice things to, so be we managed the meeting right. I
-even had a wild dream that the whole new society might adopt
-Christopher. Well, I donno why that's funny. It ain't funny when a club
-makes a building or a play or a bazaar or a dinner. Why shouldn't it
-make a man?</p>
-
-<p>"I told some of this to Insley, and he caught fire and lit up into a
-torch and had it all thought out beforehand, better than I could of
-dreamed it. But he made me feel bad. Haunted folks—folks haunted by
-something that was and that isn't—always makes me feel bad. How is it
-possible, I see he was asking himself the old, wore-out question, to
-drive out of the world something that is the world?</p>
-
-<p>"While we talked, Christopher went off to sleep in my arms, and even
-while I was so interested, I was enjoying the change that comes—the
-head growing heavier and heavier on my arm, as if sleep weighed
-something.</p>
-
-<p>"'Poor little kiddie,' I says, stupid.</p>
-
-<p>"'Rich little kiddie,' Insley says, wistful.</p>
-
-<p>"'Dear little kiddie,' says somebody else.</p>
-
-<p>"In the dining room doorway Robin stood—in a doorway as we had first
-seen her.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span></p><p>"'Put him over here on the couch, do,' she says. 'It's much too hot to
-hold him, Calliope.'</p>
-
-<p>"She'd called me that at Mr. Bartlett's funeral, and I recollect how my
-throat went all over me when she done so. Ain't it funny about your own
-first name? It seems so <i>you</i> when somebody nice says it for the first
-time—more you than you ever knew you were.</p>
-
-<p>"Insley lifted Chris in his arms to do as she said, and then stood
-staring at her across the child.</p>
-
-<p>"'I've been thinking,' he said, blunt—it's like watching the sign of
-folks to watch the different kind of things that makes them blunt. 'It's
-not my affair, but do you think you ought to let Chris get so—so used
-to you? What will he do when you're—when you go away?'</p>
-
-<p>"At this she said nothing for a moment, then she smiled up at him.</p>
-
-<p>"'I meant what I told him that night his father died,' she answered.
-'I'm going to keep Chris with me, always.'</p>
-
-<p>"'Always?' He stared at her, saw her face mean what she said. 'How fine
-of you! How fine of Mr. Proudfit!' said Insley.</p>
-
-<p>"She waited just a breath, then she met his eyes, brave.</p>
-
-<p>"'Not fine of me,' she says—'only fine for me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> And not—Mr. Proudfit
-at all. I ought to take back what I told you—since I did tell you. That
-is not going to be.'</p>
-
-<p>"I don't think Insley meant for a minute to show any lack of formal
-respect for Christopher's sleep. But what Insley did was simply to turn
-and sit him down, bolt upright, on my lap. Then he wheeled round, trying
-to read her face.</p>
-
-<p>"'Do you mean you aren't going to marry him?' he demanded, rough—it's
-like watching another sign of folks to watch for the one thing that will
-make one or another rough.</p>
-
-<p>"'We are not going to be married,' she said. 'I mean that.'</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose likely the room went away altogether then, Christopher and me
-included, and left Insley there in some place a long ways from
-everywhere, with Robin's face looking at him. And he just naturally took
-that face between his hands.</p>
-
-<p>"'Robin,' he said, 'don't make me wait to know.'</p>
-
-<p>"Insley was the suddenest thing. And land, what it done to her name to
-have him say it. Just for a minute it sounded as if her name was the
-population of the world,—but with room for everybody else, too.</p>
-
-<p>"I think she put up her hands to take down<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> his hands, but when she
-touched them, I think hers must have closed over his, next door to on
-purpose.</p>
-
-<p>"'Dear,' she says, 'tell me afterward.'</p>
-
-<p>"In that minute of stillness in which any new heaven is let down on a
-suitable new earth, a little voice piped up:—</p>
-
-<p>"'Tell it now,' says the voice. 'Is it a story? Tell it now.'</p>
-
-<p>"And there was Christopher, wide awake where he had been set down rude
-on my knee, and looking up at them, patient.</p>
-
-<p>"'I was dreamin' my dream,' he explained, polite. 'It was about all the
-nice things there is: You and you and you and hot ice-cream and the
-house's party.... Is they any more?' he asked, anxious.</p>
-
-<p>"Robin put out her arms for him, and she and Insley and I smiled at one
-another over his head.</p>
-
-<p>"'Ever so many more,' we told him.</p>
-
-<p class="space-above">"I slipped out then and found Mis' Emmons, and I guess I come as near
-shining as anything that's like me can.</p>
-
-<p>"'What's the matter?' she says to me. 'You look as if you'd turned up
-the wick.'</p>
-
-<p>"'I did. They have. I won't tell,' I says.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> 'Oh, Mis' Emmons, I guess
-the meeting to-night won't need to adopt Christopher.'</p>
-
-<p>"She looked up at me quick, and then she started shining, too.</p>
-
-<p>"'What a universe it is,' she says, '—what a universe it is.'</p>
-
-<p>"Then we went off down to the meeting together. And the village was
-wonderful to go through, like a home some of us had hollowed out of the
-hills and was living in, common. As we went walking to the schoolhouse,
-the sidewalks seemed to me no more than ways dickered up to fasten us
-together, and to fasten us to them whose feet had wore the road before
-us, and to lead us to them that was coming, coming after: Christopher
-and Eph and Spudge Cadoza and Otie Daniel, or them like these. Otie
-Daniel had died the night before. Dr. Barrows had said Eph would not be
-lame, but we see he wan't sure of the value of the boy's physical life.
-But even so, even so we had a chance with Chris, and we had a chance
-with Spudge, and we had millions more. My feet wanted to run along them
-roads to meet the millions and my fingers tingled to get things ready.
-And as we went down Daphne Street to that meeting, I see how we all
-<i>was</i> getting things ready, and I could of sung out for what I saw:—</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span></p><p>"For Mame Holcomb, sprinkling clothes on the back porch and hurrying to
-get to the hall.</p>
-
-<p>"For Mis' Uppers, picking her currants before she went, so's to get an
-early start on her jam in the morning.</p>
-
-<p>"For Viny Liberty, setting sponge for her bread loud enough so we heard
-her clear out in the street, and for Libby, shutting up her chicken coop
-that they earned their own living with.</p>
-
-<p>"For Mis' Toplady, driving by with Timothy, and her in the brown silk
-she'd made herself, like she's made all she's got.</p>
-
-<p>"For Abagail Arnold, wiping out her window to be filled to-morrow with
-the pies of her hand.</p>
-
-<p>"For little Mis' Sparks, rocking her baby on the front stoop and
-couldn't come to the meeting at all, 'count of having nobody to leave
-him with.</p>
-
-<p>"For them that had left cloth bleaching in their side yards and was
-saving the price of buying bleached. For them that had done their day's
-work, from parlour to wood-shed, and had hurried up the supper dishes
-and changed their dress and was on their way to the schoolhouse. For
-them that had lived lives like this and had died at it. For all the
-little dog-eared, wore-out account books where every one of them women<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span>
-figured out careful what they couldn't spend. And I looked down the
-street till I couldn't see no farther, and yet Daphne Street was going
-on, round and round the world, and acrost and acrost it, full of women
-doing the same identical way. And I could see away off to the places
-that Daphne Street led past, where women has all these things done for
-them and where the factories is setting them free, like us here in the
-village ain't free just yet, and I felt a wicked envy for them that can
-set their hands to the New Work, that us here in Friendship Village is
-trying so hard to get in between whiles. And I could see away ahead to
-times when sponge and currants and clothes and coops and similar won't
-have to be mothered by women 'most as much as children are; but when
-women, Away Off Then, will be mothers and workers and general human
-beings such as yet we only know how to think about being, scrappy and
-wishful. But all the time, in their arms and in ours and nowheres else,
-lays all the rest of the world that is ever going to be. And something
-in me kind of climbed out of me and run along ahead and looked back at
-me over its shoulder and says: 'Keep up, keep up, Calliope.' And before
-I knew it, right out loud, I says: 'I will. I will.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span></p><p>"An hour later, up in the schoolhouse, Silas Sykes stood arguing, to
-the top of his tone, that the first work of the reorganized
-society—that was to take in the whole town—had ought to be to buy a
-bargain Cupid-and-fish fountain he knew of, for the market square.</p>
-
-<p>"'It's going to take years and years to do—everything,' says Mis'
-Emmons to me, low.</p>
-
-<p>"But that didn't seem like much of anything to either of us. 'What if it
-is,' I says. And she nodded."</p>
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-<pre>
-
-
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OF CANADA, <span class="smcap">Ltd.</span><br />TORONTO</p> + +<hr /> + +<h1>MOTHERS TO MEN</h1> + +<p class="bold space-above">BY</p> + +<p class="bold2">ZONA GALE</p> + +<p class="bold">AUTHOR OF "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE," "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE<br /> +LOVE STORIES," "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS<br /> +AND ETARRE," ETC.</p> + +<p class="bold space-above">New York<br /> +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY<br /> +1911<br /> +<br /> +<i>All Rights Reserved</i></p> + +<hr /> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright, 1911, by The Butterick Publishing Company, The Ridgeway<br /> +Company, The Crowell Publishing Company, and The Standard<br /> +Fashion Company.</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1911,<br /><br /> +<span class="smcap">By</span> THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.<br />——<br /> +Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1911.</p> + +<p class="center space-above">Norwood Press<br /> +J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.<br />Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p class="bold2">MOTHERS TO MEN</p> + +<hr /> + +<h2><span>CONTENTS</span></h2> + +<table summary="CONTENTS"> + <tr> + <td><span class="smaller">CHAPTER</span></td> + <td> <span class="smaller">PAGE</span></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>MOTHERS TO MEN</td> + <td><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>I</td> + <td><a href="#Page_13">13</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>II</td> + <td><a href="#Page_28">28</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>III</td> + <td><a href="#Page_37">37</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>IV</td> + <td><a href="#Page_64">64</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>V</td> + <td><a href="#Page_95">95</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>VI</td> + <td><a href="#Page_130">130</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>VII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_169">169</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>VIII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_195">195</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>IX</td> + <td><a href="#Page_206">206</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>X</td> + <td><a href="#Page_242">242</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>XI</td> + <td><a href="#Page_264">264</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>XII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_284">284</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>XIII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_314">314</a></td> + </tr> +</table> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> + +<h2>MOTHERS TO MEN</h2> + +<p>"Daddy!"</p> + +<p>The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was +drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of +the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man +took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding +ahead.</p> + +<p>"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right +through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful."</p> + +<p>The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely +distinguishable back.</p> + +<p>"Climb up," he commanded.</p> + +<p>The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and +cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two +steps or three, past the man.</p> + +<p>"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could—yet. +I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I <i>had</i> to talk about it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span></p><p>The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and +got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the +shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help.</p> + +<p>After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's +voice was less like a drowned butterfly.</p> + +<p>"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?"</p> + +<p>"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?"</p> + +<p>"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of +nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes—but it sounds like a +coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing."</p> + +<p>This, the man understood swiftly, was because <i>her</i> coffin had been +black velvet—the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for +his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the +poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing +you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein' +warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...."</p> + +<p>"My God!" said the man.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p><p>The child looked up expectantly.</p> + +<p>"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Not a word," said the man in his throat.</p> + +<p>"Lemme try," said the child. "God—oh, God—<i>God dear</i>!" he called into +the night.</p> + +<p>From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that +minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive, +the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one +side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone +the lights of a house set alone on its hill.</p> + +<p>"Oh, daddy, daddy—look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say +nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em."</p> + +<p>The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy +broke into uneven running.</p> + +<p>"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for +the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour +and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly +bear the longing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span></p><p>But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man +had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they +entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in +the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be +faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the +child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed, +their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those +of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he +thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found +in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected +complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair +start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence—someway she +wouldn't have liked him to be there; <i>she</i> always liked things nice. He +had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said +to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with +a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too, +was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody +came—no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the +little fellow," thought the man.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p><p>"Dad-<i>ee</i>!" cried the child suddenly.</p> + +<p>He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane +of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were +a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a +tall, covered jar of shelled nuts.</p> + +<p>"Hustle up—you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again.</p> + +<p>"I was comin'," said the little boy.</p> + +<p>Why not leave the child at the bakery? No—a house. It must be a house, +with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of +money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he +were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously +discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false +two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a +dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the +tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the +spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along—hurry along!" he +bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but +first he must find the right place for the boy.</p> + +<p>Vaguely he was seeking for that section of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> the village which it would +call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the +term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all. +But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First +Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the +prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it.</p> + +<p>She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did +good—it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not +there? Why not leave the child there?</p> + +<p>He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing +the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned +sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was +light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish +forehead.</p> + +<p>"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly.</p> + +<p>"You bet you did," said his father absently.</p> + +<p>Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in +that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery. +Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of +the continual<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed, +irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had +died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where +they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the +boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had +been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious. +But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind +of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a +trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had +waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He +had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power +of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that +there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember +nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and +there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition. +He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him +adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some +near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> +more likely to take him in. "They have more time—an' more room—an' +more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and +the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find +a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps, +"outside the meetin'?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly.</p> + +<p>"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. <i>What</i> are they, daddy?"</p> + +<p>"Eye-lids."</p> + +<p>"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled—the sleepy +smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the +curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy.</p> + +<p>The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled. +In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the +boy, had first performed for him little personal offices—sewed on a +button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time, +too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions. +"Where <i>is</i> my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going +to be my daddy till you die, an' <i>then</i> who'll be?" "What is the biggest +thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span>... Also, in these three +months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a +barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his +reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was +going to end all this.</p> + +<p>"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like +this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim +dissenter.</p> + +<p>The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his +face. "Will—will there be any supper till morning?" he asked.</p> + +<p>You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still +looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps. +Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck—why should he not keep +the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him +into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not +accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to +give. Hunger and cold and darkness....</p> + +<p>"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man.</p> + +<p>"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded.</p> + +<p>"A minute. You stay still here—right<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> where you are," said the man, and +went into the darkness.</p> + +<p>The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the +walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the +church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account +of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its +fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose +he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go +to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with +cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook +molasses candy for him....</p> + +<p>All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot, +and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" <i>him</i>. He fumbled +at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden, +and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed +when he was gone, and how <i>different</i> the night was. And when the lady +had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the +window and they would cut it in squares....</p> + +<p>As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p><p>"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag. +And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs +and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of +food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but—fifteen cents' +worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket, +wrapped in paper.</p> + +<p>"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set +there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out. +An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket—see? It's a paper. +Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there—an' ask +you anything—you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that."</p> + +<p>In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling, +throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was +strange to the man, as he listened—</p> + +<div class="center"><div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Break thou the bread of life</div> +<div>To me, to me—"</div> +</div></div></div> + +<p>but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him—I can't. All +I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you +break it to him—"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p><p>"Dad-<i>ee</i>!" cried the child. "You!"</p> + +<p>Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter +charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The +man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to +look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it +to him—break it to him—God!" the father muttered, as he might have +used a charm.</p> + +<p>Again the child looked out expectantly.</p> + +<p>"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Not a word—not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed, +nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled +superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the +paper—an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not +get back for—quite a while...."</p> + +<p>The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered +and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the +murmur of voices beyond the doors.</p> + +<p>"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the +child thought, when he heard the people moving about within.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + +<h2>I</h2> + +<p>"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the +Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one +of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two +kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the +rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin' +the men to have all they wanted.</p> + +<p>"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband, +persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it +up.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my +food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.'</p> + +<p>"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me, +"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy, +can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could +starve.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of +been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap +where I am.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p><p>"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled +waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them.</p> + +<p>"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a +witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.'</p> + +<p>"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my +feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift—I know the +feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take +off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I +wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a +maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the +streets runnin' rivers.'</p> + +<p>"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em +on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I +declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.'</p> + +<p>"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes +off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in +good, hot water an' go to bed. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> wouldn't of come out to-night at all +if it hadn't of been for the professor.'</p> + +<p>"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he +hates it.'</p> + +<p>"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only +professor I ever knew.'</p> + +<p>"'Me either,' I says—and I knew how she felt.</p> + +<p>"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him +that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though +over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is +one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters, +same as some.</p> + +<p>"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I +don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm +just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr. +do?'</p> + +<p>"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving, +and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking +to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months +before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction +from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> that is an alderman +and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said +that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be +doing.</p> + +<p>"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up +saloons an' like that?'</p> + +<p>"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks.</p> + +<p>"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there +some organization that's doing things here?'</p> + +<p>"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But +the word 'organization' helped him out.</p> + +<p>"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,' +says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.'</p> + +<p>"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things +and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church +parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just +getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to +talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over +too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you +felt like you'd always known him or, for the time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> you hadn't, that +you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that +seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new +day—the best day yet.</p> + +<p>"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking +whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very +much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of +something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up. +You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a +core.</p> + +<p>"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of +pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality +make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.'</p> + +<p>("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate, +without the <i>the</i>, an' everybody's got to doing it.)</p> + +<p>"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was +less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a +celebration that would <i>be</i> a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser +for the town.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give +you a dime to get<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a +dime entertainment, never.'</p> + +<p>"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for +'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat +Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he +claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either +living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it.</p> + +<p>"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet. +Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something +vital.</p> + +<p>"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand, +Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead +coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything +in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we +was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt, +we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we +kept Sodality real alive.</p> + +<p>"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains +it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals +to pay for last year. Or I might say,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> one an' a half, one corpse +contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.'</p> + +<p>"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his +tone, like he does:</p> + +<p>"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they +die?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"I guess we all looked kind of blank—like when you get asked <i>why</i> +Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the +date he done so on.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?'</p> + +<p>"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's +everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you +mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band—'</p> + +<p>"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.'</p> + +<p>"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee +of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.'</p> + +<p>"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as +anybody heard him but me.</p> + +<p>"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are +things that all of us <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span>Living might do together—for the sake, say, of +earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would +there?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to +<i>that</i>. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.'</p> + +<p>"Insley looked at us all kind of shy—at one and another and another of +us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's +eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and +Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But +the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't +show no true pattern.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he +was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are +alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their +graves?'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Folks</i>,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of +members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For +instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to +do evenings—get them to help earn the money for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> Cemetery, if you want +to,' he adds, laughing a little.</p> + +<p>"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks +of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim.</p> + +<p>"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the +town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to +you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong +to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now +I'm really more fond of folks—speaking by and large—than I am of +tombstones.'</p> + +<p>"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world +outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never +knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it +was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he +waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it +would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first.</p> + +<p>"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't +go meddling in the village affairs—petitionin' the council and +protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.'</p> + +<p>"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span>'Meetin', singin' songs, servin' +lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps +on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things—' +Timothy shook his head.</p> + +<p>"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms +will take care of themselves.'</p> + +<p>"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas, +'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove +to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round +the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for +the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing +done.'</p> + +<p>"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a +great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes +away.'</p> + +<p>"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else, +not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece, +till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since +long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was +expecting an unknown niece of my own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> in a week or so, and your unknown +relatives is quite likely to be glass houses.</p> + +<p>"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any +doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has +just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting +in Tom, Dick, and Harry.'</p> + +<p>"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's +sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we +quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual, +promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything, +'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real +Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.'</p> + +<p>"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good +morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang +on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and +I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world; +but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing.</p> + +<p>"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad +taste; and we <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span>conversed around in groups, and done our best to make +'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor +Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in.</p> + +<p>"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the +present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her +name.</p> + +<p>"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use +his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in +front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian +name as soon as his back was turned, <i>I</i> call it,' said some. 'My land, +I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. <i>My</i> +opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.'</p> + +<p>"But I guess Insley had more confidence.</p> + +<p>"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons.</p> + +<p>"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job +you're talking about, you know.'</p> + +<p>"'It's <i>the</i> big job,' says Insley, quiet.</p> + +<p>"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her +back.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me—I'll always do for +chinkin' in.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be +up till day <i>after</i> to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.'</p> + +<p>"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to +it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady +stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger, +much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a +stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church +was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a +travelling man.</p> + +<p>"Here, though, was a stranger—and such a stranger. She was so +unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a +star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside—a star, +so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with +peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark +cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud +clinging about that brightness—a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy +hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet +umbrella at arm's length out in the entry.</p> + +<p>"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her.</p> + +<p>"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in. +I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.'</p> + +<p>"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please, +Robin, and meet these people.'</p> + +<p>"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule, +where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there +against the big, black background of the night and the village, while +Mis' Emmons presented her.</p> + +<p>"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me +to-day—for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?'</p> + +<p>"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss +Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I +was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be +like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us. +She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned +a little inside the frame of the doorway and put<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> out her hand to us +all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain, +was warm.</p> + +<p>"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But +I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.'</p> + +<p>"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change +smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good +high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again—a sweet grave, not +a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from +each other as soup from hot water.</p> + +<p>"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she +adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of +a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.'</p> + +<p>"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us? +'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone +from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough.</p> + +<p>"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and +we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the +shining lamp path was setting a child—a little boy, with a paper bag in his arms.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p>"Who on earth was he, we wondered to ourselves, and we all jostled +forward, trying to see down to him, us women lifting up our skirts from +the entry wet. He was like a little wad of clothes, bunched up on the +top step, but inside them the little fellow was all curled up, sleeping. +And we knew he hadn't come for any of us, and he didn't look like he was +waiting for anybody in particular.</p> + +<p>"Silas fixed up an explanation, ready-done:—</p> + +<p>"'He must belong down on the flats,' says Silas. 'The idear of his +sleepin' here. I said we'd oughter hev a gate acrost the vestibule.'</p> + +<p>"'Roust him up an' start him home,' says Timothy Toplady, adviceful.</p> + +<p>"'I will,' says Silas, that always thinks it's his share to do any +unclaimed managing; and he brought down his hand towards the child's +shoulder. But his hand didn't get that far.</p> + +<p>"'Let me wake him up,' says Robin Sidney.</p> + +<p>"She laid her umbrella in the wet of the steps and, Silas being +surprised into giving way, she stooped over the child. She woke him up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> +neither by speaking to him nor grasping his arm, but she just slipped +her hands along his cheeks till her hands met under his chin, and she +lifted up his chin, gentle.</p> + +<p>"'Wake up and look at me,' she says.</p> + +<p>"The child opened his eyes, with no starting or bewildering, and looked +straight up into her face. There was light enough for us all to see that +he smiled bright, like one that's real glad some waiting is done. And +she spoke to him, not making a point of it and bringing it out like +she'd aimed it at him, but just matter-of-fact gentle and commonplace +tender.</p> + +<p>"'Whose little boy are you?' she ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'I'm goin' with whoever wants me to go with 'em,' says the child.</p> + +<p>"'But who are you—where do you live?' she says to him. 'You live, don't +you—in this town?'</p> + +<p>"The child shook his head positive.</p> + +<p>"'I lived far,' he told her, 'in that other place. I come up here with +my daddy. He says he might not come back to-night.'</p> + +<p>"Robin Sidney knelt right down before him on the wet steps.</p> + +<p>"'Truly,' she said, 'haven't you any place to go to-night?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, yes,' says the child, 'he says I must<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> go with whoever wants me to +go with 'em. Do—do you?'</p> + +<p>"At that Miss Sidney looked up at us, swift, and down again. The wind +had took hold of a strand of her hair and blew it across her eyes, and +she was pushing it away as she got up. And by then Insley was standing +before her, back of the little boy, that he suddenly stooped down and +picked up in his arms.</p> + +<p>"'Let's get inside, shall we?' he says, commanding. 'Let's all go back +in and see about him.'</p> + +<p>"We went back into the church, even Silas taking orders, though of +course that was part curiosity; and Insley sat down with the child on +his knee, and held out the child's feet in his hand.</p> + +<p>"'He's wet as a rat,' he says. 'Look at his shoes.'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, make him tell his name, why don't you?' says Mis' Sykes, +sharp. '<i>I</i> think we'd ought to find out who he is. What's your name, +Boy?' she adds, brisk.</p> + +<p>"Insley dropped the boy's feet and took a-hold of one of his hands. +'Yes,' he says, hasty, 'we must try to do that.' But he looked right +straight over Mis' Sykes's shoulder to where, beyond the others, Robin +Sidney was standing.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> 'He was your friend first,' he said to her. 'You +found him.'</p> + +<p>"She come and knelt down beside the child where, on Insley's knee, he +sat staring round, all wondering and questioning, to the rest of us. But +she seemed to forget all about the rest of us, and I loved the way she +was with that little strange boy. She kind of put her hands on him, +wiping the raindrops off his face, unbuttoning his wet coat, doing a +little something to his collar; and every touch was a kind of a little +stroke that some women's hands give almost without their knowing it. I +loved to watch her, because I'm always as stiff as a board with a +child—unless I'm alone with them. Then I ain't.</p> + +<p>"'My name's Robin,' she says to the little fellow. 'What's yours, dear?'</p> + +<p>"'Christopher,' he says right off. 'First, Christopher. An' then John. +An' then Bartlett. Have you only got one name?' he asked her.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, I've got two,' she says. 'The rest of mine is Sidney. Where—'</p> + +<p>"'Only two?' says the child. 'Why, I've got three.'</p> + +<p>"'Only two,' she answers. 'Where did your father go—don't you know +that, Christopher?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span></p><p>"That seemed to make him think of something, and he looked down at his +paper bag.</p> + +<p>"'First he bringed me these,' he says, and his face lighted up and he +held out his bag to her. 'You can have one my cream-puffs,' he offers +her, magnificent. I held my breath for fear she wouldn't take it, but +she did. 'What fat ones!' she says admiring, and held it in her hand +while she asked him more. It was real strange how we stood around, us +older women and all, waiting for her to see what she could get out of +him. But there wasn't any use. He was to go with whoever asked him to +go—that was all he knew.</p> + +<p>"Silas Sykes snaps his watch. 'It's gettin' late,' he gives out, with a +backward look at nothing in particular. 'Hadn't we best just leave him +at the police station? Threat Hubbelthwait and me go right past there.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady, she sweeps round on him, pulling her shawl over her +shoulders—one of them gestures of some women that makes it seem like +even them that works hard and don't get out much of anywhere has motions +left in them that used to be motioned in courts and castles and like +that. 'Police station! Silas Sykes,' says she, queenly, 'you put me in +mind of a stone wall, you're that sympathizin'.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></p><p>"'Well, <i>we</i> can't take him, Amandy,' Timothy Toplady reminds her, +hurried. 'We live too far. 'Twouldn't do to walk him 'way there.' +Timothy will give, but he wants to give to his own selected poor that he +knows about; an' he won't never allow himself no luxuries in givin' here +an' there, when something just happens to come up.</p> + +<p>"'Land, he may of come from where there's disease—you can't tell,' says +Mis' Uppers. 'I think we'd ought to go slow.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says two-three others, 'we'd best go slow. Why, his father may +be looking for him.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Eleanor Emmons spoke up serene.</p> + +<p>"'While we're going slow,' she says, 'I think I'll just take him home +and get his feet dry. I live the nearest. Mr. Sykes, you might report +him at the police station as you go by, in case someone is looking for +him. And if nobody inquires, he can sleep on my couch beside my grate +fire to-night. Can't he, Robin?'</p> + +<p>"'I'd love it,' says the girl.</p> + +<p>"'Excellent,' says Insley, and set the little boy on his feet.</p> + +<p>"But when he done that, the child suddenly swung round and caught Miss +Sidney's arm and looked up in her face; and his little nose was screwed +up alarming.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p><p>"'What <i>is</i> it—what's the matter, Christopher?' she ask' him. And the +rest of us that had begun moving to go, stopped to listen. And in that +little stillness Christopher told us:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' he says, 'it's that hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went +right through that hole. And it's <i>chokin'</i> me.'</p> + +<p>"Just exactly as if a hand had kind of touched us all, a nice little +stir went round among us women. And with that, Insley, who had been +standing there so big and strong and able and willing, and waiting for a +chance to take hold, he just simply put his hands on his knees and +stooped over and made his back right for the little fellow to climb up +on. The child knew what it was for, soon enough—we see somebody +somewheres must of been doing it for him before, for he scrambled right +up, laughing, and Miss Sidney helping him. And a kind of a little +ripple, that wan't no true words, run round among us all. Most women and +some men is strong on ripples of this sort, but when it comes right down +to doing something in consequence, we ain't so handy.</p> + +<p>"'Leave me come along and help take care of him a little while,' I says; +and I thought it was because I was ashamed of myself and trying to make +up for not offering before. But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> I think really what was the matter with +me was that I just plain wanted to go along with that little boy.</p> + +<p>"'I'm your automobile,' says Insley to the little fellow, and he laughed +out, delighted, hanging onto his paper sack.</p> + +<p>"'If you'll give me the big umbrella, Aunt Eleanor,' says Miss Sidney on +the church steps, 'I'll try to keep the rain off the automobile and the +passenger.'</p> + +<p>"The rain had just about stopped when we four started down Daphne +Street. The elms and maples along the sidewalk was dripping soft, and +everybody's gardens was laying still, like something new had happened to +them. It smelled good, and like everything outdoors was going to start +all over again and be something else, sweeter.</p> + +<p>"When we got most to Mis' Emmon's gate, I stopped stock still, looking +at something shining on the hill. It was Proudfit House, lit up from top +to bottom—the big house on the hill that had stood there, blind and +dark, for months on end.</p> + +<p>"'Why, some of the Proudfits must of come home,' I says out loud.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons answered up, all unexpected to me, for I never knew she +knew the Proudfits.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> 'Mr. Alex Proudfit is coming on to-morrow,' she +says. And I sort of resented her that was so near a stranger in the +village hearing this about Alex Proudfit before I did, that had known +him since he was in knickerbockers.</p> + +<p>"'Am I keeping the rain off you two people?' Miss Sidney asks as, at the +corner, we all turned our backs on Proudfit House.</p> + +<p>"'Nobody,' Insley says—and his voice was always as smooth and round as +wheels running along under his words, 'nobody ever kept the rain off as +you are keeping it off, Miss Sidney.'</p> + +<p>"And, 'I did walked all that way—in that rain,' says Christopher, +sleepy, in his automobile's collar.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p>"If it was anyways damp or chilly, Mis' Emmons always had a little blaze +in the grate—not a heat blaze, but just a Come-here blaze. And going +into her little what-she-called living-room at night, I always thought +was like pushing open some door of the dark to find a sort of +cubby-corner hollowed out from the bigger dark for tending the homey +fire. That rainy night we went in from the street almost right onto the +hearth. And it was as pleasant as taking the first mouthful of +something.</p> + +<p>"Insley, with Christopher still on his back, stood on the rug in front +of the door and looked round him.</p> + +<p>"'How jolly it always looks here, Mrs. Emmons,' he says. 'I never saw +such a hearty place.'</p> + +<p>"I donno whether you've ever noticed the difference in the way women +bustle around? Most nice women do bustle when something comes up that +needs it. Some does it light and lifty, like fairies going around on +missions; and some does it kind of crackling and nervous, like goblins +on business. Mis' Emmons was the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> first kind, and it was real +contagious. You caught it yourself and begun pulling chairs around and +seeing to windows and sort of settling away down deep into the minute. +She begun doing that way now, seeing to the fire and the lamp-shade and +the sofa, and wanting everybody to be dry and comfortable, instant.</p> + +<p>"'You are so good-natured to like my room,' she says. 'I furnished it +for ten cents—yes, not much more. The whole effect is just colour,' she +says. 'What I have to do without in quality I go and wheedle out of the +spectrum. What <i>should</i> we do without the rainbow? And what in the world +am I going to put on that child?'</p> + +<p>"Insley let Christopher down on the rug by the door, and there he stood, +dripping, patient, holding his paper bag, and not looking up and around +him, same as a child will in a strange room, but just looking hard at +the nice, red, warm blaze. Miss Sidney come and stooped over him, with +that same little way of touching him, like loving.</p> + +<p>"'Let's go and be dry now,' she says, 'and then let's see what we can +find in the pantry.'</p> + +<p>"The little fellow, he just laughed out, soft and delicious, with his +head turned away and without saying anything.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p><p>"'I never said such a successful thing,' says Miss Sidney, and led him +upstairs where we could hear Mis' Emmons bustling around cosey.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Insley and I sat down by the fire. I remember I looked over towards +him and felt sort of nervous, he was so good looking and so silent. A +good-looking <i>talking</i> man I ain't afraid of, because I can either +admire or despise him immediate, and either way it gives me something to +do answering back. But one that's still, it takes longer to make out, +and it don't give you no occupation for your impressions. And Insley, +besides being still, was so good looking that it surprised me every new +time I see him. I always wanted to say: Have you been looking like that +all the time since I last saw you, and how <i>do</i> you keep it up?</p> + +<p>"He had a face and a body that showed a good many men looking out of 'em +at you, and all of 'em was men you'd like to of known. There was +scholars that understood a lot, and gentlemen that acted easy, and +outdoor men that had pioneered through hard things and had took their +joy of the open. All of them had worked hard at him—and had give him +his strength and his merriness and his big, broad shoulders and his +nice, friendly boyishness, and his eyes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> that could see considerably +more than was set before them. By his own care he had knit his body +close to life, and I know he had knit his spirit close to it, too. As I +looked over at him that night, my being nervous sort of swelled up into +a lump in my throat and I wanted to say inside me: O God, ain't it nice, +ain't it nice that you've got some folks like him?</p> + +<p>"He glanced over to me, kind of whimsical.</p> + +<p>"'Are you in favour of folks or tombstones?' he asks, with his eyebrows +flickering up.</p> + +<p>"'Me?' I says. 'Well, I don't want to be clannish, but I do lean a good +deal towards folks.'</p> + +<p>"'You knew what I meant to-night?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I answered, 'I knew.'</p> + +<p>"'I thought you did,' he says grave.</p> + +<p>"Then he lapsed into keeping still again and so did I, me through not +quite knowing what to say, and him—well, I wasn't sure, but I thought +he acted a good deal as if he had something nice to think about. I've +seen that look on people's faces sometimes, and it always makes me feel +a little surer that I'm a human being. I wondered if it was his new work +he was turning over, or his liking the child's being cared for, or the +mere nice minute, there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> by the grate fire. Then a door upstairs shut, +and somebody come down and into the room, and when he got up, his look +sort of centred in that new minute.</p> + +<p>"It was Miss Sidney that come in, and she set down by the fire like +something pleased her.</p> + +<p>"'Aunt Eleanor is going to decorate Christopher herself,' she says. 'She +believes that she alone can do whatever comes up in this life to be +done, and usually she's right.'</p> + +<p>"Insley stood looking at her for a minute before he set down again. She +had her big black cloak off by then, and she was wearing a +dress-for-in-the-house that was all rosy. She wasn't anything of the +star any longer. She was something more than a star. I always think one +of the nicest commonplace minutes in a woman's everyday is when she +comes back from somewheres outside the house where she's been, and sets +down by the fire, or by a window, or just plain in the middle of the +room. They always talk about pigeons 'homing'; I wish't they kept that +word for women. It seems like it's so exactly what they <i>do</i> do.</p> + +<p>"'I love the people,' Miss Sidney went on, 'that always feel that +way—that if something they're interested in is going to be really well +done, then they must do it themselves.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span></p><p>"Insley always knew just what anybody meant—I'd noticed that about +him. His mind never left what you'd said floating round, loose ends in +the room, without your knowing whether it was going to be caught and +tied; but he just nipped right onto your remark and <i>tied it in the +right place</i>.</p> + +<p>"'I love them, too,' he says now. 'I love anybody who can really feel +responsibility, from a collie with her pups up. But then I'm nothing to +go by. I find I'm rather strong for a good many people that can't feel +it, too—that are just folks, going along.'</p> + +<p>"I suppose he expected from her the nice, ladylike agreeing, same as +most women give to this sort of thing, just like they'd admit they're +fond of verbenas or thin soles. But instead of that, she caught fire. +Her look jumped up the way a look will and went acrost to his. I always +think I'd rather have folks say 'I know' to me, understanding, than to +just pour me out information, and that was what she said to him.</p> + +<p>"'I know,' she says, 'on the train to-day—if you could have seen them. +Such dreadful-looking people, and underneath—the <i>giving-up-ness</i>. I +believe in them,' she added simple.</p> + +<p>"When a thing you believe gets spoke by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> somebody that believes it, too, +it's like the earth moved round a little faster, and I donno but it +does. Insley looked for a minute like he thought so.</p> + +<p>"'I believe in them,' he says; 'not the way I used to, and just because +I thought they must be, somehow, fundamentally decent, but because it's +true.'</p> + +<p>"'I know just when I first knew that,' Miss Sidney says. 'It come to me, +of all places, in a subway train, when I was looking at a row of faces +across the car. Nobody, <i>nobody</i> can look interesting in that row along +the side of a subway car. And then I saw....'</p> + +<p>"She thought for a minute and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"'I can't tell you,' she says, 'it sounds so little and—no account. It +was a little thing, just something that happened to a homely woman with +a homely man, in a hat like a pirate's. But it almost—let me in. I can +do it ever since—look into people, into, or through, or with ...' she +tries to explain it. Then her eyes hurried up to his face, like she was +afraid he might not be understanding. He just nodded, without looking at +her, but she knew that he knew what she meant, and that he meant it, +too.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p><p>" ... I thought it was wonderful to hear them. I felt like an old +mountain, or anything natural and real ancient, listening to the Song of +Believing, sung by two that's young and just beginning. We all sing it +sometime in our lives—or Lord grieve for them that never do—and I +might as well own up that I catch myself humming that same song a good +deal of the time, to keep myself a-going. But I love to hear it when +it's just begun.</p> + +<p>"They was still talking when Mis' Emmons come downstairs with +Christopher. Land, land but the little chap looked dear, dragging along, +holding up a long-skirted lounging dress of Mis' Emmons's. I never had +one of them lounging dresses. There's a lot of common things that it +never seems to me I can buy for myself: a nice dressing-gown, a block of +black pins, a fancy-headed hat pin, and a lemon-squeezer. I always use a +loose print, and common pins, and penny black-headed hat pins, and go +around squeezing my lemons by hand. I donno why it is, I'm sure.</p> + +<p>"'I'm—I'm—I'm—a little boy king!' Christopher stutters, all excited +and satisfied, while Insley was a-packing him in the Morris chair.</p> + +<p>"'Rained on!' says Mis' Emmons, in that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> kind of dismay that's as pure +feminine as if it had on skirts. 'Water isn't a circumstance to what +that dear child was. He was saturated—bless him. He must have been out +for perfect hours.'</p> + +<p>"Christopher, thinking back into the rain, mebbe, from the pleasantness +of that minute, smiled and took a long breath.</p> + +<p>"'I walked from that other place,' he explains, important.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons knew he was hungry, and she took Miss Sidney and Insley off +to the kitchen to find something to eat, and left me with the little +fellow, me spreading out his clothes in front of the fire to dry. He set +real still, like being dry and being with somebody was all he wanted. +And of course that is a good deal.</p> + +<p>"I don't always quite know how to start talking to a child. I'm always +crazy to talk with them, but I'm so afraid of that shy, grave, +criticizin' look they have. I feel right off like apologizing for the +silly question I've just asked them. I felt that way now when +Christopher looked at me, real dignified and wondering. 'What you going +to be when you grow up to be a man?' was what I had just asked him. And +yet I don't know what better question I could of asked him, either.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm goin' to have a cream-puff store, an' make it all light in the +window,' he answers ready.</p> + +<p>"'All light in the window?' I says puzzled.</p> + +<p>"'And I'm going to keep a church,' he goes on, 'and I'm going to make +nice, black velvet for their coffings.'</p> + +<p>"I didn't know quite what to make of that, not being able to think back +very far into his mind. So I kept still a few minutes.</p> + +<p>"'What was you doin' in the church?' he says to me, all at once.</p> + +<p>"'I don't really know. Waiting for you to come, I guess, Christopher,' I +says.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Was</i> you?' he cried, delighted. 'Pretty soon I came!' He looked in +the fire, sort of troubled. 'Is God outdoors nights?' he says.</p> + +<p>"I said a little something.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' he says, 'I thought he was in the house by the bed when you say +your prayer. An' I thought he was in church. But I don't think he stays +in the dark, much.'</p> + +<p>"'Mebbe you don't,' I says, 'but you wait for him in the dark, and mebbe +all of a sudden some night you can tell that something is there. And +just you wait for that night to come.'</p> + +<p>"'That's a nice game,' says Christopher, bright. 'What game is that?'</p> + +<p>"'I donno,' I says. 'Game of Life, I guess.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p><p>"He liked the sound; and he set there—little waif, full of no supper, +saying it over like a chant:—</p> + +<p>"'Game o' life—game o' life—game o' l-i-f-e—'</p> + +<p>"Just at that minute I was turning his little pockets wrong side out to +dry them, and in one of them I see a piece of paper, all crumpled up and +wrinkled. I spread it out, and I see it had writing on. And I held it up +to the light and read it, read it through twice.</p> + +<p>"'Christopher,' I says then, 'where did you get this piece of paper? It +was in your pocket.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at it, blank, and then he remembered.</p> + +<p>"'My daddy,' he says. 'My daddy told me to give it to folks. I forgot.'</p> + +<p>"'To folks?' I says. 'To what folks?'</p> + +<p>"'To whoever ask' me anything,' he answers. 'Is it a letter?' he ask'.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, thoughtful, 'it's a letter.'</p> + +<p>"'To tell me what to do?' he ask' me.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'but more, I guess, to tell us what to do.'</p> + +<p>"I talked with him a little longer, so's to get his mind off the paper; +and then I told him to set still a minute, and I slipped out to where +the rest was.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p><p>"The pantry had a close, spicey, foody smell of a pantry at night, when +every tin chest and glass jar may be full up with nice things to eat +that you'd forgot about—cocoanut and citron and cinnamon bark. In +grown-up folks one of the things that is the last to grow up is the +things a pantry in the evening promises. You may get over really liking +raisins and sweet chocolate; you may get to wanting to eat in the +evening things that you didn't use' to even know the names of and don't +know them now, and yet it never gets over being nice and eventive to go +out in somebody's pantry at night, especially a pantry that ain't your +own.</p> + +<p>"'Put everything on a tray,' Mis' Emmons was directing them, 'and find +the chafing-dish and let's make it in there by Christopher. Mr. Insley, +can you make toast? Don't equivocate,' she says; '<i>can</i> you make toast? +People fib no end over what they can make. I'm always bragging about my +omelettes, and yet one out of every three I make goes flat, and I know +it. And yet I brag on. Beans, buckwheat, rice—what do you want to +cream, Robin? Well, look in the store-room. There may be something +there. We must tell Miss Sidney about Grandma Sellers' store-room, Mr. +Insley,' she says, and then tells it herself, laughing like a girl,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> how +Grandma Sellers, down at the other end of Daphne Street, has got a +store-room she keeps full of staples and won't let her son's wife use a +thing out. 'I've been hungry,' Grandma Sellers says, 'and I ain't +ashamed of that. But if you knew how good it feels to have a still-room +stocked full, you wouldn't ask me to disturb a can of nothing. I want +them all there, so if I should want them.' 'She's like me,' Mis' Emmons +ends, 'I always want to keep my living-room table tidy, to have a place +in case I should want to lay anything down. And if I put anything on it, +I snatch it up, so as to have a place in case I want to lay anything +down.'</p> + +<p>"They was all laughing when I went out into the kitchen, and I went up +to Mis' Emmons with the paper.</p> + +<p>"'Read that,' I says.</p> + +<p>"She done so, out loud—the scrawlin', downhill message:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"'Keep him will you,' the paper said, 'I don't chuck him to get rid +of but hes only got me since my wifes dead and the drinks got me +again. Ive stood it quite awhile but its got me again so keep him +and oblidge. will send money to him to the P O here what I can +spare I aint chuckin him but the drinks got me again.</p> + +<p class="right">"'resp, his father.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p><p>"'P S his name is Christopher Bartlett he is a good boy his throat +gets sore awful easy.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>"When Mis' Emmons had got through reading, I remember Miss Sidney's face +best. It was so full of a sort of a leaping-up pity and wistfulness that +it went to your heart, like words. I knew that with her the minute +wasn't no mere thrill nor twitter nor pucker, the way sad things is to +some, but it was just a straight sounding of a voice from a place of +pain. And so it was to Insley. But Mis' Emmons, she never give herself +time to be swamped by anything without trying to climb out right while +the swamping was going on.</p> + +<p>"'What'll we do?' she says, rapid. 'What in this world shall we do? Did +you ever hear of anything—well, I wish somebody would tell me what +we're going to do.'</p> + +<p>"'Let's be glad for one thing,' says Allen Insley, 'that he's here with +you people to-night. Let's be glad of that first—that he's here with +you.'</p> + +<p>"Miss Sidney looked away to the dark window.</p> + +<p>"'That poor man,' she says. 'That poor father....'</p> + +<p>"We talked about it a little, kind of loose ends and nothing to fasten +to, like you will. Mis'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> Emmons was the first to get back inside the +minute.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she says, brisk, 'do let's go in and feed the child while we +have him. Nobody knows when he's had anything to eat but those unholy +cream-puffs. Let's heat him some broth and let's carry in the things.'</p> + +<p>"Back by the fire Christopher set doing nothing, but just looking in the +blaze like his very eyesight had been chilly and damp and needed seeing +to. He cried out jolly when he see all the pretty harness of the +chafing-dish and the tray full of promises.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' he cries, '<i>Robin!</i>'</p> + +<p>"She went over to him, and she nestled him now like she couldn't think +of enough to do for him nor enough things to say to keep him company. I +see Insley watching her, and I wondered if it didn't come to him like it +come to me, that for the pure art of doing nothing so that it seems like +it couldn't be got along without, a woman—some women—can be commended +by heaven to a world that always needs that kind of doing nothing.</p> + +<p>"'Children have a genius for getting rid of the things that don't +count,' Miss Sidney says. 'I love his calling me "Robin." Mustn't there +be some place where we don't build walls around our names?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p><p>"Insley thought for a minute. 'You oughtn't to be called "Miss," and +you oughtn't to wear a hat,' he concluded, sober. 'Both of them make +you—too much <i>there</i>. They draw a line around you.'</p> + +<p>"'I don't feel like Miss to myself,' she says, grave. 'I feel like +Robin. I believe I <i>am</i> Robin!'</p> + +<p>"And I made up my mind right then and there that, to myself anyway, I +was always going to call her Robin. It's funny about first names. Some +of them fit right down and snuggle up close to their person so that you +can't think of them apart. And some of them slip loose and dangle along +after their person, quite a ways back, so that you're always surprised +when now and then they catch up and get themselves spoke by someone. But +the name Robin just seemed to wrap Miss Sidney up in itself so that, as +she said, she <i>was</i> Robin. I like to call her so.</p> + +<p>"It was her that engineered the chafing-dish. A chafing-dish is a thing +I've always looked on a little askant. I couldn't cook with folks +looking at me no more than I could wash my face in company. I remember +one hot July day when there was a breeze in my front door, I took my +ironing-board in the parlor and tried to iron there. But land, I felt +all left-handed; and I know it would be that way if I ever tried to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> +cook in there, on my good rug. Robin though, she done it wonderful. And +pretty soon she put the hot cream gravy on some crumbled-up bread and +took it to Christopher, with a cup of broth that smelled like when they +used to say, 'Dinner's ready,' when you was twelve years old.</p> + +<p>"He looked up at her eager. 'Can you cut it in squares?' he asked.</p> + +<p>"'In what?' she asks him over.</p> + +<p>"'Squares. And play it's molasses candy—white molasses candy?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' says Robin, 'no, not in squares. But let's play it's hot +ice-cream.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Hot ice-cream</i>,' he says, real slow, his eyes getting wide. To play +Little Boy King and have hot ice-cream was about as much as he could +take care of, in joy. Sometimes I get to wondering how we ever do +anything else except collect children together and give them nice little +simple fairylands. But while, on the sly, we was all watching to see +Christopher sink deep in the delight of that hot toothsome supper, he +suddenly lays down his spoon and stares over to us with wide eyes, eyes +that there wasn't no tears gathering in, though his little mouth was +quivering.</p> + +<p>"'What is it—what, dear?' Robin asks, from her stool near his feet.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p><p>"'My daddy,' says the little boy. 'I was thinking if he could have some +this.'</p> + +<p>"Robin touched her cheek down on his arm.</p> + +<p>"'Blessed,' she says, 'think how glad he'd be to have you have some. +He'd want you to eat it—wouldn't he?'</p> + +<p>"The child nodded and took up his spoon, but he sighed some. 'I wish't +he'd hurry,' he says, and ate, obedient.</p> + +<p>"Robin looked up at us—I don't think a woman is ever so lovely as when +she's sympathizing, and it don't make much difference what it's over, a +sore finger or a sore heart, it's equally becoming.</p> + +<p>"'I know,' she says to us, 'I know just the <i>place</i> where that hurts. I +remember, when I was little, being in a house that a band passed, and +because mother wasn't there, I ran inside and wouldn't listen. It's such +a special kind of hurt....'</p> + +<p>"From the end of the settle that was some in the shadow, Insley set +watching her, and he looked as if he was thinking just what I was +thinking: that she was the kind that would most always know just the +place things hurt. And I bet she'd know what to do—and a thousand kinds +of things that she'd go and do it.</p> + +<p>"'O ...' Christopher says. 'I like this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> most next better than molasses +candy, cutted in squares. I do, Robin!' He looked down at her, his spoon +waiting. 'Is you that Robin Redbreast?' he inquired.</p> + +<p>"'I'm any Robin you want me to be,' she told him. 'To-morrow we'll play +that, shall we?'</p> + +<p>"'Am I here to-morrow? Don't I have to walk to-morrow?' he ask' her.</p> + +<p>"'No, you won't have to walk to-morrow,' she told him.</p> + +<p>"Christopher leaned back, altogether nearer to luxury than I guess he'd +ever been.</p> + +<p>"'I'm a little boy king, and it's hot ice-cream, and I love <i>you</i>,' he +tops it off to Robin.</p> + +<p>"She smiled at him, leaning on his chair.</p> + +<p>"'Isn't it a miracle,' she says to us, 'the way we can call out—being +liked? We don't do something, and people don't pay any attention and +don't know the difference. Then some little thing happens, and there +they are—liking us, doing a real thing.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' I says, fervent. 'Sometimes,' I says, 'it seems to me +wonderful cosey to be alive! I'm glad I'm it.'</p> + +<p>"'So am I,' says Insley, and leaned forward. 'There's never been such a +time to be alive,' he says. 'Mrs. Emmons, why don't we ask Miss Sidney +for some plans for our plan?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p><p>"Do you know how sometimes you'll have a number of floating ideas in +your mind—wanting to do this, thinking that would be nice, dreaming of +something else—and yet afraid to say much about it, because it seems +like the ideas or the dreams is much too wild for anybody else to have, +too? And then mebbe after a while, you'll find that somebody had the +same idea and dreamed it out, and died with it? Or somebody else tried +to make it go a little? Well, that was what begun to happen to me that +night while I heard Insley talk, only I see that my floating ideas, that +wan't properly attached to the sides of my head, was actually being +worked out here and there, and that Insley knew about them.</p> + +<p>"I donno how to tell what my ideas was. I'd had them from time to time, +and a good many of us ladies had, only we didn't know what to do with +them. And an idea that you don't know what to do with is like a wild +animal out of its cage: there ain't no performance till it's adjusted. +For instance, when we'd wanted to pave Daphne Street and the whole town +council had got up and swung its arms over its head and said that having +an economical administration was better than paving—why, then us ladies +had all had the same idee about that.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p><p>"'Is the town run for the sake of being the town, with money in its +treasury, or is the town run for the folks in it?' I remember Mis' +Toplady asking, puzzled. 'Ain't the folks the town really?' she ask'. +'And if they are, why can't they pave themselves with their own money? +Don't that make sense?' she ask' us, and we thought it did.</p> + +<p>"Us ladies had got Daphne Street paved, or at least it was through us +they made the beginning, but there was things we hadn't done. We was all +taking milk of Rob Henney that we knew his cow barns wasn't at all +eatable, but he was the only milk wagon, nobody else in town delivering, +so we kept on taking, but squeamish, squeamish. Then there was the +grocery stores, leaving their food all over the sidewalk, dust-peppered +and dirt-salted. But nobody liked to say anything to Silas Sykes that +keeps the post-office store, nor to Joe Betts, that his father before +him kept the meat market, being we all felt delicate, like at asking a +church member to come out to church. Then us ladies had bought a zinc +wagon and started it around to pick up the garbage to folks' doors, but +the second summer the council wouldn't help pay for the team, because it +was a saving council, and so the wagon was setting in a shed, with its +hands<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> folded. Then there was Black Hollow, that we'd wanted filled up +with dirt instead of scummy water, arranging for typhoid fever and other +things, but the council having got started paving, was engaged in paving +the swamp out for miles, Silas Sykes's cousin being in the wooden block +business. And, too, us ladies was just then hopping mad over the doings +they was planning for the Fourth of July, that wasn't no more than +making a cash register of the day to earn money into. All these things +had been disturbing us, and more; but though we talked it over +considerable, none of us knew what to do, or whether anything could be. +It seemed as though every way we moved a hand, it hit out at the council +or else went into some business man's pocket. And not having anybody to +tell us what other towns were doing, we just set still and wished, +passive.</p> + +<p>"Well, and that night, while I heard Insley talking, was the first I +knew that other towns had thought about these things, too, and was +beginning to stir and to stir things. Insley talked about it light +enough, laughing, taking it all casual on the outside, but underneath +with a splendid earnestness that was like the warp to his words. He +talked like we could pick Friendship Village up, same as a strand if we +wanted,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> and make it fine and right for weaving in a big pattern that +his eyes seemed to see. He talked like our village, and everybody's +village and everybody's city wasn't just a lot of streets laid down and +walls set up, and little families and little clubs and little separate +groups of folks organized by themselves. But he spoke like the whole +town was just one street and <i>no</i> walls, and like every town was a piece +of the Big Family that lives on the same street, all around the world +and back again. And he seemed to feel that the chief thing all of us was +up to was thinking about this family and doing for it and being it, and +getting it to be the way it can be when we all know how. And he seemed +to think the things us ladies had wanted to do was some of the things +that would help it to be the way it can.</p> + +<p>"When he stopped, Robin looked up at him from the hearth-rug: '"The +world is beginning,"' she quotes to him from somewheres; "'I must go and +help the king."'</p> + +<p>"He nodded, looking down at her and seeing, as he must have seen, that +her face was all kindled into the same kind of a glory that was in his. +It was a nice minute for them, but I was so excited I piped right up in +the middle of it:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' I says, '<i>them</i> things! Was it them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> kind of things you meant +about in Sodality to-night that we'd ought to do? Why, us ladies has +wanted to do things like that, but we felt sort of sneaking about it and +like we was working against the council and putting our interests before +the town treasury—'</p> + +<p>"'And of the cemetery,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Is <i>that</i>,' I ask' him, 'what you're professor of, over to Indian +Mound college?'</p> + +<p>"'Something like that,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Nothing in a book, with long words and italics?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' he says, 'it's getting in books now, a little. But it doesn't +need any long words.'</p> + +<p>"'Why,' I says, 'it's just being professor of human beings, then?'</p> + +<p>"'Trying to be, perhaps,' he says, grave.</p> + +<p>"'Professor of Human Beings,' I said over to myself; 'professor of being +human....'</p> + +<p>"On this nice minute, the front door, without no bell or knock, opened +to let in Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, with a shawl over her head +and a tin can in her hand.</p> + +<p>"'No, I won't set any, thanks,' she says. 'I just got to +thinking—mercy, no. Don't give me any kind of anything to eat any such +time of night as this. I should be up till midnight taking soda. That's +what ails folks' stomachs,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> my notion—these late lunches on nobody +knows what. No, I got to bed and I was just dropping off when I happened +to sense how wringing wet that child was, and that I betted he'd take +cold and have the croup in the night, and you wouldn't have no +remedy—not having any children, so. It rousted me right up wide awake, +and I dressed me and run over here with this. Here. Put some on a rag +and clap it on his chest if he coughs croupy. I donno's it would hurt +him to clap it on him, anyway, so's to be sure. No, I can't stop. It's +'way past my bed-time....'</p> + +<p>"'There's lots of professors of being human, Miss Marsh,' Insley says to +me, low.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb stood thinking a minute, brushing her lips with the fringe +of her shawl.</p> + +<p>"'Mebbe somebody up to the Proudfits' would do something for him,' she +says. 'I see they're lit up. Who's coming?'</p> + +<p>"'Mr. Alex Proudfit will be here to-morrow,' Mis' Emmons told her. 'He +has some people coming to him in a day or two, for a house party over +the Fourth.'</p> + +<p>"'Will he be here so soon?' says Insley. 'I've been looking forward to +meeting him—I've a letter to him from Indian Mound.'</p> + +<p>"'Whatever happens,' says Mis' Holcomb,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> 'I'll get up attic first thing +in the morning and find some old clothes for this dear child. I may be +weak in the pocket-book, but I'm strong on old duds.'</p> + +<p>"Insley and I both said good night, so's to walk home with Mis' Holcomb, +and Christopher kissed us both, simple as belonging to us.</p> + +<p>"'We had that hot ice-cream,' he announced to Mis' Holcomb.</p> + +<p>"'The lamb!' says she, and turns her back, hasty.</p> + +<p>"I wondered a little at Mis' Emmons not saying anything to her about the +letter we'd found, that made us know somebody would have to do +something. But just as we was starting out, Mis' Emmons says to me low, +'Don't let's say anything about his father yet. I have a plan—I want to +think it over first.' And I liked knowing that already she had a plan, +and I betted it was a plan that would be born four-square to its own +future.</p> + +<p>"Insley stood holding the door open. The rain had stopped altogether +now, and the night was full of little things sticking their heads up in +deep grasses and beginning to sing about it. I donno about what, but +about something nice. And Insley was looking toward Robin, and I see +that all the ancestors he'd ever had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> was lingering around in his face, +like they knew about something he was just beginning to know about. +Something nice—nicer than the little outdoor voices.</p> + +<p>"'Good night, Miss Sidney,' he says. 'And what a good night for +Christopher!' And he looked as if he wanted to add: 'And for me.'</p> + +<p>"'Good night, Mis' Emmons,' I says. 'It's been an evening like a full meal.'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p>"By messenger the next day noon come a letter for me that made me laugh +a little and that made me a little bit mad, too. This was it:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"'Dear Calliope:</p> + +<p>"'Come up and help straighten things out, do. This place breathes +desolation. Everything is everywhere except everything which +everyone wants, which is lost. Come at once, Calliope, pray, and +dine with me to-night and give me as much time as you can for a +fortnight. I'm having some people here next week—twenty or so for +over the Fourth—and a party. A company, you know! I need you.</p> + +<p class="right">"'<span class="smcap">Alex Proudfit.</span>'</p></blockquote> + +<p>"It was so exactly like Alex to send for me just plain because he wanted +me. Never a word about if I was able or if I wasn't putting up berries +or didn't have company or wasn't dead. I hadn't heard a sound from him +in the two years or more that he'd been gone, and yet now it was just +'Come,' like a lord. And for that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> matter like he used to do when he was +in knickerbockers and coming to my house for fresh cookies, whether I +had any baked or not. But I remember actually baking a batch for him one +day while he galloped his pony up and down the Plank Road waiting for +them. And I done the same way now. I got my work out of the way and went +right up there, like I'd always done for that family in the forty years +I could think back to knowing them, when I was a girl. I guessed that +Alex had lit down sudden, a day or so behind his telegram to the +servants; and I found that was what he had done.</p> + +<p>"Proudfit House stands on a hill, and it looks like the hill had +billowed up gentle from underneath and had let some of the house flow +down the sides. It was built ambitious, of the good cream brick that +gives to a lot of our Middle West towns their colour of natural flax in +among the green; it had been big in the beginning, and to it had been +added a good many afterthoughts and postscripts of conservatory and +entrance porch and sun room and screened veranda, till the hill couldn't +hold them all. The house was one of them that was built fifty years ago +and that has since been pecked and patted to suit modern uses, pinched +off here and pulled off there to fit notions refining themselves +gradual. And<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> all the time the house was let to keep some nice, ugly +things that after a while, by mere age and use-to-ness, were finally +accepted wholesale as dignified and desirable. The great brown mansard +roof, niched and glassed in two places for statues—and having them, +too, inside my memory and until Mr. Alex pulled them down; the scalloped +tower on a wing; the round red glass window on a stairway—these we all +sort of come to agree to as qualities of the place that couldn't be +changed no more'n the railroad track. Tapestries and water-colours and +Persian carpets went on inside the house, but outside was all the little +twists of a taste that had started in naked and was getting dressed up +by degrees.</p> + +<p>"Since the marriage of her daughter Clementina, Madame Proudfit had +spent a good deal of time abroad, and the house had been shut up. This +shutting up of people's houses always surprises me. When I shut up my +house to go away for a couple of months or so, I just make sure the +kitchen fire is out, and I carry the bird down to Mis' Holcomb's, and I +turn the key in the front door and start off. But land, land when +Proudfit House is going to be shut, the servants work days on end. Rugs +up, curtains down, furniture covered and setting around out of place, +pictures and ornaments wrapped up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> in blue paper—I always wonder <i>why</i>. +Closing my house is like putting it to sleep for a little while, but +closing Proudfit House is some like seeing it through a spasm and into a +trance. They done that to the house most every summer, and I used to +think they acted like spring was a sort of contagion, or a +seventeen-year locust, or something to be fumigated for. I supposed that +was the way the house looked when Alex got home to it, and of course a +man must hate it worse than a woman does, because he doesn't know which +end to tell them to take hold of to unravel. So I went right up there +when he sent for me—and then it was a little fun, too, to be on the +inside of what was happening there, that all the village was so curious +about.</p> + +<p>"He'd gone off when I got there, gone off on horseback on some business, +but he'd left word that he'd be back in a little while, and would I help +him out in the library. I knew what that meant. The books was all out of +the shelves and packed in paper, and he wanted me to see that they got +back into their right places, like I'd done many and many a time for his +mother. So I worked there the whole afternoon, with a couple of men to +help me, and the portrait of Linda Proudfit on the wall watching me like +it wanted to tell me something, maybe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> about the way she went off and +died, away from home; and a little after four o'clock a servant let +somebody into the room.</p> + +<p>"I looked up expecting to see Alex, and it surprised me some to see +Insley instead. But I guessed how it was: that Alex Proudfit being a +logical one to talk over Friendship Village with, Insley couldn't lose a +day in bringing him his letter.</p> + +<p>"'Well, Miss Marsh,' says he, 'and do you live everywhere, like a good +fairy?'</p> + +<p>"I thought afterwards that I might have said to him: 'No, Mr. Insley. +And do you appear everywhere, like a god?' But at the time I didn't +think of anything to say, and I just smiled. I'm like that,—if I like +anybody, I can't think of a thing to say back; but to Silas Sykes I +could talk back all day.</p> + +<p>"We'd got the room part in order by then, and Insley sat down and looked +around him, enjoyable. It was a beautiful room. I always think that that +library ain't no amateur at its regular business of being a vital part +of the home. Some rooms are awful amateurs at it, and some ain't no more +than apprentices, and some are downright enemies to the house they're +in. But that library I always like to look around. It seems to me, if I +really knew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> about such things, and how they ought to be, I couldn't +like that room any better. Colour, proportion, window, shadow—they was +all lined up in a kind of an enjoyable professionalism of doing their +best. The room was awake now, too—I had the windows open and I'd +started the clock. Insley set looking around as if there was sighs +inside him. I knew how, down in New England, his father's home sort of +behaved itself like this home. But after college, he had had to choose +his way, and he had faced about to the new west, the new world, where +big ways of living seemed to him to be sweeping as a wind sweeps. He had +chose as he had chose, and I suppose he was glad of that; but I knew the +room he had when he was in town, at Threat Hubbelthwait's hotel, must be +a good deal like being homesick, and that this library was like coming +home.</p> + +<p>"'Mr. Proudfit had just returned and would be down at once,' the man +come back and told him. And while he waited Insley says to me:</p> + +<p>"'Have you seen anything of the little boy to-day, Miss Marsh?'</p> + +<p>"I was dying to answer back: 'Yes, I see Miss Sidney early this +morning,' but you can't answer back all you die to. So I told him yes, +I'd seen all three of them and they was to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> up in the city all day to +buy some things for Christopher. Mis' Emmons and Robin was both to come +up to Proudfit House to Alex's house party—seems they'd met abroad +somewheres a year or more back; and they was going to bring Christopher, +who Mis' Emmons didn't show any sign of giving up while her plan, +whatever it was, was getting itself thought over. So they'd whisked the +child off to the city that day to get him the things he needed. And +there wasn't time to say anything more, for in come Alex Proudfit.</p> + +<p>"He was in his riding clothes—horseback dress we always call it in the +village, which I s'pose isn't city talk, proper. He was long and thin +and brown, and sort of slow-moving in his motions, but quick and nervous +in his talk; and I don't know what there was about him—his clothes, or +his odd, old-country looking ring, or the high white thing wound twice +around his neck, or his way of pronouncing his words—but he seemed a +good deal like a picture of a title or a noted man. The minute you +looked at him, you turned proud of being with him, and you pretty near +felt distinguished yourself, in a nice way, because you was in his +company. Alex was like that.</p> + +<p>"'I don't like having kept you waiting,' he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> says to Insley. 'I'm just +in. By Jove, I've left Topping's letter somewhere—Insley, is it? thank +you. Of course. Well, Calliope, blessings! I knew I could count on you. +How are you—you look it. No, don't run away. Keep straight on—Mr. +Insley will pardon us getting settled under his nose. Now what can I get +you, Mr. Insley? If you've walked up, you're warm. No? As you will. It's +mighty jolly getting back—for a minute, you know. I couldn't stop here. +How the devil do you stop here all the time—or do you stop here all the +time?...' All this he poured out in a breath. He always had talked fast, +but now I see that he talked more than fast—he talked foreign.</p> + +<p>"'I'm here some of the time,' says Insley; 'I hoped that you were going +to be, too.'</p> + +<p>"'I?' Alex said. 'Oh, no—no. I feel like this: while I'm in the world, +I want it at its best. I want it at its latest moment. I want to be +living <i>now</i>. Friendship Village—why, man, it's living half a century +ago—anyway, a quarter. It doesn't know about <span class="smaller">A.D.</span> nineteen-anything. I +love the town, you know, for what it is. But confound it, I'm living +<i>now</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Insley leaned forward. I was dusting away on an encyclopædia, but I see +his face and I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> knew what it meant. This was just what he'd been hoping +for. Alex Proudfit was a man who understood that the village hadn't +caught up. So he would want to help it—naturally he would.</p> + +<p>"'I'm amazed at the point of view,' Alex went on. 'I never saw such +self-sufficiency as the little towns have. In England, on the continent, +the villages know their place and keep it, look up to the towns and all +that—play the peasant, as they are. Know their betters. Here? Bless +you. Not a man down town here but will tell you that the village has got +everything that is admirable. They believe it, too. Electric light, +water, main street paved, cemetery kept up, "nice residences," +telephones, library open two nights a week, fresh lettuce all +winter—fine, up-to-date little place! And, Lord, but it's a back-water. +With all its improvements the whole <i>idea</i> of modern life somehow +escapes it—music and art, drama, letters, manners, as integral parts of +everyday living—what does it know of them? It thinks these things are +luxuries, outside the scheme of real life, like monoplanes. Jove, it's +delicious!'</p> + +<p>"He leaned back, laughing. Insley must have felt his charm. Alex always +was fascinating. His eyes were gray and sort of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span>hobnobbed with your +own; his square chin just kind of threatened a dimple without breaking +into one; his dark hair done clusters like a statue; and then there was +a lot of just plain charm pouring off him. But of course more than with +this, Insley was filled with his own hope: if Alex Proudfit understood +some things about the village that ought to be made right, it looked to +him as though they might do everything together.</p> + +<p>"'Why,' Insley says, 'you don't know—you don't know how glad I am to +hear you say this. It's exactly the thing my head has been full of....'</p> + +<p>"'Of course your head is full of it,' says Alex. 'How can it help but be +when you're fast here some of the time? If you don't mind—what is it +that keeps you here at all? I don't think I read Topping's letter +properly....'</p> + +<p>"Insley looked out from all over his face.</p> + +<p>"'I stay,' he says, 'just because all this <i>is</i> so. It needs somebody to +stay, don't you think?'</p> + +<p>"'Ah, yes, I see,' says Alex, rapid and foreign. 'How do you mean, +though? Surely you don't mean renouncing—and that sort of thing?'</p> + +<p>"'Renouncing—no!' says Insley. 'Getting into the game.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p><p>"He got his enthusiasm down into still places and outlined what he +meant. It was all at the ends of his fingers—what there was to do if +the town was to live up to itself, to find ways to express the everyday +human fellowship that Insley see underneath everything. And Alex +Proudfit listened, giving that nice, careful, pacifying attention of +his. He was always so polite that his listening was like answering. When +Insley got through, Alex's very disagreeing with him was sympathizing.</p> + +<p>"'My dear man,' says he—I remember every word because it was something +I'd wondered sometimes too, only I'd done my wondering vague, like you +do—'My dear man, but are you not, after all, anticipating? This is just +the way Nature works—beating these things into the heads and hearts of +generations. Aren't you trying to do it all at once?'</p> + +<p>"'I'm trying to help nature, to be a part of nature—exactly,' says +Insley, 'and to do it here in Friendship Village.'</p> + +<p>"'Why,' says Alex, 'you'll be talking about facilitating God's plan +next—helping him along, by Jove.'</p> + +<p>"Insley looks at him level. 'I mean that now,' he says, 'if you want to +put it that way.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p><p>"'Good Lord,' says Alex, 'but how do you know what—what he wants?'</p> + +<p>"'Don't you?' says Insley, even.</p> + +<p>"Alex Proudfit turned and touched a bell. 'Look here,' he says, 'you +stay and dine, won't you? I'm alone to-night—Calliope and I are. Stay. +I always enjoy threshing this out.'</p> + +<p>"To the man-servant who just about breathed with a well-trained stoop of +being deferential, his master give the order about the table. 'And, +Bayless, have them hunt out some of those tea-roses they had in bloom +the other day—you should see them, Calliope. Oh, and, Bayless, hurry +dinner a bit. I'm as hungry as lions,' he added to us, and he made me +think of the little boy in knickerbockers, asking me for fresh cookies.</p> + +<p>"He slipped back to their topic, ranking it right in with tea-roses. In +the hour before dinner they went on 'threshing it out' there in that +nice luxurious room, and through the dinner, too—a simple, perfect +dinner where I didn't know which to eat, the plates or the food, they +was both so complete. Up to Proudfit House I can hardly ever make out +whether I'm chewing flavours or colours or shapes, but I donno as I +care. Flavours, thank my stars,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> aren't the only things in life I know +how to digest.</p> + +<p>"First eager, then patient, Insley went over his ground, setting forth +by line and by line, by vision and by vision, the faith that was in +him—faith in human nature to come into its own, faith in the life of a +town to work into human life at its best. And always down the same road +they went, they come a-canterin' back with Alex Proudfit's 'Precisely. +It is precisely what is happening. You can't force it. You mustn't force +it. To do the best we can with ourselves and to help up an under dog or +two—if he deserves it—that's the most Nature lets us in for. Otherwise +she says: "Don't meddle. I'm doing this." And she's right. We'd bungle +everything. Believe me, my dear fellow, our spurts of civic +righteousness and national reform never get us anywhere in the long run. +In the long run, things go along and go along. You can't stop them. If +you're wise, you won't rush them.'</p> + +<p>"At this I couldn't keep still no longer. We was at the table then, and +I looked over to Alex between the candlesticks and felt as if he was +back in knickerbockers again, telling me God had made enough ponies so +he could gallop his all day on the Plank Road if he wanted to.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span></p><p>"'You and Silas Sykes, Alex,' I says, 'have come to the same motto. +Silas says Nature is real handy about taking her course so be you don't +yank open cocoons and buds and like that.'</p> + +<p>"'Old Silas,' says Alex. 'Lord, is he still going on about everything? +Old Silas....'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'he is. And so am I. Out by my woodshed I've got a +Greening apple tree. When it was about a year old a cow I used to keep +browst it down. It laid over on the ground, broke clean off all but one +little side of bark that kept right on doing business with sap, like it +didn't know its universe was sat on. I didn't get time for a week or two +to grub it up, and when I did go to it, I see it was still living, +through that little pinch of bark. I liked the pluck, and I straightened +it up and tied it to the shed. I used to fuss with it some. Once in a +storm I went out and propped a dry-goods box over it. I kept the earth +rich and drove the bugs off. I kind of got interested in seeing what it +would do next. What it done was to grow like all possessed. It was +twenty years ago and more that the cow come by it, and this year I've +had seven bushels of Greenings off that one tree. Suppose I hadn't tied +it up?'</p> + +<p>"'You'd have saved yourself no end of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> trouble, dear Calliope,' says +Alex, 'to say nothing of sparing the feelings of the cow.'</p> + +<p>"'I ain't so anxious any more,' says I, 'about sparing folks' feelings +as I am about sparing folks. Nor I ain't so crazy as I used to be about +saving myself trouble, either.'</p> + +<p>"'Dear Calliope,' says Alex, 'what an advocate you are. Won't you be my +advocate?'</p> + +<p>"He wouldn't argue serious with me now no more than he would when he was +in knickerbockers. But yet he was adorable. When we got back to the +library, I went on finishing up the books and I could hear him being +adorable. He dipped down into the past and brought up rich things—off +down old ways of life in the village that he'd had a part in and then +off on the new ways where his life had led him. Java—had Insley ever +been in Java? He must show him the moonstone he got there and tell him +the story they told him about it. But the queerest moonstone story was +one he'd got in Lucknow—so he goes on, and sends Bayless for a cabinet, +and from one precious stone and another he just naturally drew out +romances and adventures, as if he was ravelling the stones out into +them. And then he begun taking down some of his old books. And when it +come to books, the appeal to Insley was like<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> an appeal of friends, and +he burrowed into them musty parchments abundant.</p> + +<p>"'By George,' Insley says once, 'I didn't dream there were such things +in Friendship Village.'</p> + +<p>"'Next thing you'll forget they're in the world,' says Alex, +significant. 'Believe me, a man like you ought not to be down here, or +over to Indian Mound, either. It's an economic waste. Nature has fitted +you for her glorious present and you're living along about four decades +ago. Don't you think of that?...'</p> + +<p>"Then the telephone on the library table rang and he answered a call +from the city. 'Oh, buy it in, buy it in, by all means,' he directs. +'Yes, cable to-night and buy it in. That,' he says, as he hung up, 'just +reminds me. There's a first night in London to-night that I've been +promising myself to see.... What a dog's life a business man leads. By +the way,' he goes on, 'I've about decided to put in one of our plants +around here somewhere—a tannery, you know. I've been off to-day looking +over sites. I wonder if you can't give me some information I'm after +about land around Indian Mound. I'm not saying anything yet, +naturally—they'll give other people a bonus to establish in their +midst, but the smell of leather is too much for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> them. We always have to +surprise them into it. But talk about the ultimate good of a town ... if +a tannery isn't that, what is it?'</p> + +<p>"It was after nine o'clock when I got the books set right—I loved to +handle them, and there was some I always looked in before I put them up +because some of the pictures give me feelings I remembered, same as +tasting some things will—spearmint and caraway and coriander. Insley, +of course, walked down with me. Alex wanted to send us in the +automobile, but I'm kind of afraid of them in the dark. I can't get it +out of my head that every bump we go over may be bones. And then I guess +we both sort of wanted the walk.</p> + +<p>"Insley was like another man from the one that had come into the library +that afternoon, or had been talking to us at Mis' Emmons's the night +before. Down in the village, on Mis' Emmons's hearth, with Robin sitting +opposite, it had seemed so easy to know ways to do, and to do them. +Everything seemed possible, as if the whole stiff-muscled universe could +be done things to if only everybody would once say to it: <i>Our</i> +universe. But now, after his time with Alex, I knew how everything had +kind of <i>tightened</i>, closed in around him, shot up into high walls. +Money, tanneries, big deals by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> cable, moonstones from Java, they almost +made me slimpse too, and think, What's the use of believing Alex +Proudfit and me belong to the same universe? So I guessed how Insley was +feeling, ready to believe that he had got showed up to himself in his +true light, as a young, emotioning creature who dreams of getting +everybody to belong together, and yet can't find no good way. And Alex +Proudfit's parting words must of followed him down the drive and out on +to the Plank Road:—</p> + +<p>"'Take my advice. Don't spend yourself on this blessed little hole. It's +dear to me, but it <i>is</i> a hole ... eh? You won't get any thanks for it. +Ten to one they'll turn on you if you try to be one of them. Get out of +here as soon as possible, and be in the real world! This is just +make-believing—and really, you know, you're too fine a sort to throw +yourself away like this. Old Nature will take care of the town in good +time without you. Trust her!'</p> + +<p>"Sometimes something happens to make the world seem different from what +we thought it was. Them times catch all of us—when we feel like we'd +been let down gentle from some high foot-path where we'd been going +along, and instead had been set to walk a hard road in a silence that +pointed its finger at us. If we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> get really knocked down sudden from a +high foot-path, we can most generally pick ourselves up and rally. But +when we've been let down gentle by arguments that seem convincing, and +by folks that seem to know the world better than we do, then's the time +when there ain't much of any rally to us. If we're any good, I s'pose we +can climb back without rallying. Rallying gives some spring to the +climb, but just straight dog-climbing will get us there, too.</p> + +<p>"It was a lovely July night, with June not quite out of the world yet. +There was that after-dark light in the sky that makes you feel that the +sky is going to stay lit up behind and shining through all night, as if +the time was so beautiful that celestial beings must be staying awake to +watch it, and to keep the sky lit and turned down low.... We walked +along the Plank Road pretty still, because I guessed how Insley's own +thoughts was conversation enough for him; but when we got a ways down, +he kind of reached out with his mind for something and me being near by, +his mind clutched at me.</p> + +<p>"'What if it <i>is</i> so, Miss Marsh?' he says. 'What if the only thing for +us to do is to tend to personal morality and an occasional lift to an +under dog or two—"if he deserves it." What if that's all—they meant us +to do?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p><p>"It's awful hard giving a reason for your chief notions. It's like +describing a rose by the tape-measure.</p> + +<p>"'Shucks!' I says only. 'Look up at the stars. I don't believe it.'</p> + +<p>"He laughed a little, and he did look up at them, but still I knew how +he felt. And even the stars that night looked awful detached and able to +take care of themselves. And they were a-shining down on the Plank Road +that would get to be Daphne Street and go about its business of leading +to private homes—<i>private</i> homes. The village, that little cluster of +lights ahead there, seemed just shutting anybody else out, going its own +way, kind of mocking anybody for any idea of getting really inside it. +It was plain enough that Insley had nothing to hope for from Alex +Proudfit. And Alex's serene sureness that Nature needed nobody to help, +his real self-satisfied looking on at processes which no man could +really hurry up—my, but they made you feel cheap, and too many of +yourself, and like none of you had a license to take a-hold. For a +second I caught myself wondering. Maybe Nature—stars and streets and +processes—<i>could</i> work it out without us.</p> + +<p>"Something come against my foot. I pushed at it, and then bent over and +touched it. It<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> was warm and yieldy, and I lifted it up. And it was a +puppy that wriggled its body unbelievable and flopped on to my arm its +inch and a quarter of tail.</p> + +<p>"'Look at,' I says to Insley, which, of course, he couldn't do; but I +put the little thing over into his hands.</p> + +<p>"'Well, little brother,' says he. 'Running away?'</p> + +<p>"We was just in front of the Cadozas', a tumble-down house halfway +between Proudfit House and the village. It looked like the puppy might +belong there, so we turned in there with it. I'd always sort of dreaded +the house, setting in back among lilacs and locusts and never lit up. +When I stopped to think of it, I never seemed to remember much about +those lilacs and locusts blooming—I suppose they did, but nobody caught +them at it often. Some houses you always think of with their lilacs and +locusts and wisteria and hollyhocks going all the time; and some you +never seem to connect up with being in bloom at all. Some houses you +always seem to think of as being lit up to most of their windows, and +some you can't call to mind as showing any way but dark. The Cadozas' +was one of the unblossoming, dark kind, and awful ramshackle, besides. +I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> always use' to think it looked like it was waiting for some kind of +happening, I didn't know what. And sometimes when I come by there in the +dark, I used to think: It ain't happened yet.</p> + +<p>"We went around to the back door to rap, and Mis' Cadoza opened it—a +slovenly looking woman she is, with no teeth much, and looking like what +hair she's got is a burden to her. I remember how she stood there +against a background of mussy kitchen that made you feel as if you'd +turned something away wrong side out to where it wasn't meant to be +looked at.</p> + +<p>"'Is it yours, Mis' Cadoza?' I says, Insley holding out the puppy.</p> + +<p>"'Murder, it's Patsy,' says Mis' Cadoza. 'Give 'm here—he must of +followed Spudge off. Oh, it's you, Miss Marsh.'</p> + +<p>"Over by the cook stove in the corner I see past her to something that +made me bound to go inside a minute. It was a bed, all frowzy and +tumbled, and in it was laying a little boy.</p> + +<p>"'Why,' I says, 'I heard Eph was in bed. What's the matter with him?' +And I went right in, past his mother, like I was a born guest. She drew +off, sort of grudging—she never liked any of us to go there, except +when some of them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> died, which they was always doing. 'Come in and see +Eph, Mr. Insley,' I says, and introduced him.</p> + +<p>"The little boy wasn't above eight years old and he wasn't above six +years big.... He was laying real still, with his arms out of bed, and +his little thin hands flat down on the dark covers. His eyes, looking up +at us, watching, made me think of some trapped thing.</p> + +<p>"'Well, little brother,' says Insley, 'what's the trouble?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza come and stood at the foot of the bed and jerked at the top +covers.</p> + +<p>"'I've put him in the bed,' she says, 'because I'm wore out lifting him +around. An' I've got the bed out here because I can't trapse back an' +forth waitin' on him.'</p> + +<p>"'Is he a cripple?' asks Insley, low. I liked so much to hear his +voice—it was as if it lifted and lowered itself in his throat without +his bothering to tell it which kind it was time to do. And I never heard +his voice make a mistake.</p> + +<p>"'Cripple?' says Mis' Cadoza, in her kind of undressed voice. 'No. He +fell in a tub of hot water years ago, and his left leg is witherin' up.'</p> + +<p>"'Let me see it,' says Insley, and pulled the covers back without +waiting.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p><p>"There ain't nothing more wonderful than a strong, capable, quick human +hand doing something it knows how to do. Insley's hands touched over the +poor little leg of the child until I expected to see it get well right +there under his fingers. He felt the cords of the knee and then looked +up at the mother.</p> + +<p>"'Haven't they told you,' he says, 'that if he has an operation on his +knee, you can have a chance at saving the leg? I knew a case very like +this where the leg was saved.'</p> + +<p>"'I ain't been to see nobody about it,' says Mis' Cadoza, leaving her +mouth open afterwards, like she does. 'What's the good? I can't pay for +no operation on him. I got all I can do to keep 'm alive.'</p> + +<p>"Eph moved a little, and something fell down on the floor. Mis' Cadoza +pounced on it.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't I forbid you?' she says, angry, and held out to us what she'd +picked up—a little dab of wet earth. 'He digs up all my house plants,' +she scolds, like some sort of machinery grating down on one place +continual, 'an' he hauls the dirt out and lays there an' makes +<i>figgers</i>. The idear! Gettin' the sheets a sight....'</p> + +<p>"The child looked over at us, defiant. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> spoke for the first time, and +I was surprised to hear how kind of grown-up his voice was.</p> + +<p>"'I can get 'em to look like faces,' he says. 'I don't care what <i>she</i> says.'</p> + +<p>"'Show us,' commands Insley.</p> + +<p>"He got back the bit of earth from Mis' Cadoza, and found a paper for +the crumbs, and pillowed the boy up and sat beside him. The thin, dirty +little hands went to work as eager as birds pecking, and on the earth +that he packed in his palm he made, with his thumb nail and a pen handle +from under his pillow, a face—a boy's face, that had in it something +that looked at you. 'But I can never get 'em to look the same way two +times,' he says to us, shy.</p> + +<p>"'He's most killed my Lady Washington geranium draggin' the clay out +from under the roots,' Mis' Cadoza put in, resentful.</p> + +<p>"Insley sort of sweeps around and looks acrost at her, deep and gentle, +and like he understood about her boy and her geranium considerable +better than she did.</p> + +<p>"'He won't do it any more,' he says. 'He'll have something better.'</p> + +<p>"The boy looked up at him. 'What?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"'Clay,' says Insley, 'in a box. With things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> for you to make the clay +like. Do you want that?'</p> + +<p>"The boy kind of curled down in his pillow and come as near to shuffling +as he could in the bed, and he hadn't an idea what to say. But I tell +you, his eyes, they wasn't like any trapped thing any more; they was +regular <i>boy's</i> eyes, lit up about something.</p> + +<p>"'Mrs. Cadoza,' Insley says, 'will you do something for me? We're trying +to get together a little shrubbery, over at the college. May I come in +and get some lilac roots from you some day?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza looked at him—and looked. I don't s'pose it had ever come +to her before that anybody would want anything she had or anything she +could do.</p> + +<p>"'Why, sure,' she says, only. 'Sure, you can, Mr. What's-name.'</p> + +<p>"And then Insley put out his hand, and she took it, I noted special. I +donno as I ever see anybody shake hands with her before, excep' when +somebody was gettin' buried out of her house.</p> + +<p>"When we got out on the road again, I noticed that Insley went swinging +along so's I could hardly keep up with him; and he done it sort of +automatic, and like it was natural<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> to him. I didn't say anything. If +I've learned one thing living out and in among human beings, it's that +if you don't do your own keeping still at the right time, nobody else is +going to do it for you. He spoke up after a minute like I thought he +would; and he spoke up buoyant—kind of a reverent buoyant:—</p> + +<p>"'I don't believe we're discharged from the universe, after all,' he +says, and laughed a little. 'I believe we've still got our job.'</p> + +<p>"I looked 'way down the Plank Road, on its way to its business of being +Daphne Street, and it come to me that neither the one nor the other +stopped in Friendship Village. But they led on out, down past the wood +lots and the Pump pasture and across the tracks and up the hill, and +right off into that sky that somebody was keeping lit up and turned down +low. And I said something that I'd thought before:</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it,' I says, 'like sometimes everybody in the world come and +stood right close up beside of you, and spoke through the walls of you +for something inside of you to come out and be there with them?'</p> + +<p>"'That's it,' he says, only. 'That's it.' But I see his mind nipped onto +what mine meant, and tied it in the right place.</p> + +<p>"When we got to Mis' Emmons's corner, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> turned off from Daphne Street +to go that way, because I'd told her I'd look in that night and see what +they'd bought in town. It was late, for the village, but Mis' Emmons +never minded that. The living-room light was showing through the +curtains, and Insley, saying good night to me, looked towards the +windows awful wistful. I guessed why. It was part because he felt as if +he must see Robin Sidney and they must talk over together what Alex +Proudfit had said to him. And part it was just plain because he wanted +to see her again.</p> + +<p>"'Why don't you come in a minute,' I says, 'and ask after Christopher? +Then you can see me home.'</p> + +<p>"'Wouldn't they mind it being late?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"I couldn't help smiling at that. Once Mis' Emmons had called us all up +by telephone at ten o'clock at night to invite us to her house two days +later. She explained afterwards that she hadn't looked at the clock for +a week, but if she had, she might have called us just the same. 'For my +life,' she says, 'I <i>can't</i> be afraid of ten o'clock. Indeed, I rather +like it.' I told him this, while we was walking in from her gate.</p> + +<p>"'Mrs. Emmons,' he says, when she come to the door, 'I've come because I +hear that you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> like ten o'clock, and so do I. I wanted to ask if you've +ever been able to make it last?'</p> + +<p>"'No,' she says. 'I prefer a new one every night—and this one to-night +is an exceptionally good one.'</p> + +<p>"She always answered back so pretty. I feel glad when folks can. It's +like they had an extra brain to 'em.</p> + +<p>"Insley went in, and he sort of filled up the whole room, the way some +men do. He wasn't so awful big, either. But he was pervading. +Christopher had gone to bed, and Robin Sidney was sitting there near a +big crock of hollyhocks—she could make the centre and life of a room a +crock full of flowers just as you can make it a fireplace.</p> + +<p>"'Come in,' she says, 'and see what we bought Christopher. I wanted to +put him in black velvet knickerbockers or silver armour, but Aunt +Eleanor has bought chiefly khaki middies. She's such a sensible +relative.'</p> + +<p>"'What are we going to do with him?' Insley asks. I loved the way he +always said 'we' about everything. Not 'they' or 'you,' but always, +'What are <i>we</i> going to do.'</p> + +<p>"'I'll keep him awhile,' Mis' Emmons says, 'and see what develops. If I +weren't going to Europe this fall—but something may happen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> Things do. +Calliope,' she says to me, 'did I buy what I ought to have bought?'</p> + +<p>"I went over to see the things spread out on the table, and Insley +turned round to where Robin was. I don't really believe he had been very +far away from where she was since the night before, when Christopher +come. And he got right into what he had to say, like he was impatient +for the sympathy in her eyes and in her voice.</p> + +<p>"'I must tell you,' he says. 'I could hardly wait to tell you. Isn't it +great to be knocked down and picked up again, without having to get back +on your own feet. I—wanted to tell you.'</p> + +<p>"'Tell me,' she says. And she looked at him in her nice, girl way that +lent him her eyes in good faith for just a minute and then took them +back again.</p> + +<p>"'I've been to see Alex Proudfit,' he said. 'I've dined with him.'</p> + +<p>"I don't think she said anything at all, but Insley went on, absorbed in +what he was saying.</p> + +<p>"'I talked with him,' he says, 'about what we talked of last night—the +things to do, here in the village. I thought he might care—I was +foolish enough for that. Have you ever tried to open a door in a solid +wall? When<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> I left there, I felt as if I'd tried just that. Seriously, +have you ever tried to talk about the way things are going to be and to +talk about it to a perfectly satisfied man?'</p> + +<p>"Robin leaned forward, but I guess he thought that was because of her +sympathy. He went right on:—</p> + +<p>"'I want never to speak of this to anyone else, but I can't help telling +you. You—understand. You know what I'm driving at. Alex Proudfit is a +good man—as men are counted good. And he's a perfect host, a +fascinating companion. But he's a type of the most dangerous selfishness +that walks the world—'</p> + +<p>"Robin suddenly laid her hand, just for a flash, on Insley's arm.</p> + +<p>"'You mustn't tell me,' she says. 'I ought to have told you before. Alex +Proudfit—I'm going to be Alex Proudfit's wife.'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span></p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p>"In the next days things happened that none of us Friendship Village +ladies is likely ever to forget. Some of the things was nice and some +was exciting, and some was the kind that's nice after you've got the +introduction wore off; but all of them was memorable. And most all of +them was the kind that when you're on the train looking out the car +window, or when you're home sitting in the dusk before it's time to +light the lamp, you fall to thinking about and smiling over, and you +have them always around with you, same as heirlooms you've got ready for +yourself.</p> + +<p>"One of these was the Fourth of July that year. It fell a few days after +Alex Proudfit come, and the last of the days was full of his guests +arriving to the house party. The two Proudfit cars was racking back and +forth to the station all day long, and Jimmy Sturgis, he went near crazy +with getting the baggage up. I never see such a lot of baggage. 'Land, +land,' says Mis' Toplady, peeking out her window at it, 'you'd think +they was all trees and they'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> come bringing extra sets of branches, +regular forest size.' Mis' Emmons and Robin and Christopher went up the +night before the Fourth—Mis' Emmons was going to do the chaperoning, +and Alex had asked me to be up there all I could to help him. He knows +how I love to have a hand in things. However, I couldn't be there right +at first, because getting ready for the Fourth of July was just then in +full swing.</p> + +<p>"Do you know what it is to want to do over again something that you +ain't done for years and years? I don't care what it is—whether it's +wanting to be back sitting around the dinner table of your home when you +was twelve, and them that was there aren't there now; or whether it's +rocking in the cool of the day on the front porch of some old house that +got tore down long ago; or whether it's walking along a road you use' to +know every fence post of; or fishing from a stream that's dried up or +damned these twenty years; or eating spice' currants or pickle' peaches +that there aren't none put up like them now; or hearing a voice in a +glee club that don't sing no more, or milking a dead cow that <i>wasn't</i> +dead on the spring mornings you mean about—no, sir, I don't care what +one of them all it happens to be, if you know what it is to want to do +it again and can't, 'count of death and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span>distance and long-ago-ness, +then I tell you you know one of the lonesomest, hurtingest feelings the +human heart can, sole outside of the awful things. And that was what had +got the matter with me awhile ago.</p> + +<p>"It had come on me in the meeting of townspeople called by Silas Sykes a +few weeks before, to discuss how Friendship Village should celebrate the +Fourth. We hadn't had a Fourth in the village in years. Seeing the +Fourth and the Cemetery was so closely connected, late years, Sodality +had took a hand in the matter and had got fire-crackers and pistols +voted out of town, part by having family fingers blowed off and clothes +scorched full of holes, and part through Silas and the other dealers +admitting they wan't no money in the stuff and they'd be glad to be +prevented by law from having to sell it. So we shut down on it the year +after little Spudge Cadoza bit down on a cap to see if it'd go off, and +it done so. But we see we'd made the mistake of not hatching up +something to take the place of the noise, because the boys and girls all +went off to the next-town Fourths and come home blowed up and scorched +off, anyway. And some of the towns, especially Red Barns, that we can +see from Friendship Village when it's clear, was feeling awful touchy +and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span>chip-shouldered towards us, and their two weekly papers was saying +we borrowed our year's supply of patriotism off the county, and sponged +on public spirit, and like that. So the general Friendship feeling was +that we'd ought to have a doings this year, and Postmaster Sykes, that +ain't so much public spirited as he is professional leading +citizen,—platform introducer of all visiting orators and so on,—he +called a mass-meeting to decide what to do.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes, she was awful interested, too, through being a born leader +and up in arms most of the time to do something new. And this year she +was anxious to get up something fancy to impress her niece with—the new +niece that was coming to visit her, and that none of us had ever see, +and that the Sykes's themselves had only just developed. Seems she was +looking for her family tree and she wrote to Mis' Sykes about being +connect'. And the letter seemed so swell, and the address so +mouth-melting and stylish that Mis' Sykes up and invited her to +Friendship Village to look herself up in their Bible, Born and Died +part.</p> + +<p>"The very night of that public mass-meeting Miss Beryl Sessions—such +was the niece's name—come in on the Through, and Mis' Sykes, she +snapped her up from the supper table to bring<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> her to the meeting and +show her off, all brimming with the blood-is-thicker-than-water +sentiments due to a niece that looked like that. For I never see +sweller. And being in the Glee Club I set where I got a good view when +Mis' Sykes rustled into the meeting, last minute, in her best black +cashmere, though it was an occasion when the rest of us would wear our +serges and alapacas, and Mis' Sykes knew it. All us ladies see them both +and took in every stitch they had on without letting on to unpack a +glance, and we see that the niece was wearing the kind of a dress that +was to ours what mince-pie is to dried apple, and I couldn't blame Mis' +Sykes for showing her off, human.</p> + +<p>"Silas had had Dr. June open the meeting with prayer, and I can't feel +that this was so much reverence in Silas as that he isn't real +parliamentary nor yet real knowledgeable about what to do with his +hands, and prayer sort of broke the ice for him. That's the way Silas +is.</p> + +<p>"'Folks,' says he, 'we're here to consider the advisability of bein' +patriotic this year. Of having a doings that'll shame the other towns +around for their half-an'-half way of giving things. Of making the +glorious Fourth a real business bringer. Of having a speech that'll +bring in the country trade—the Honourable<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> Thaddeus Hyslop has been +named by some. And of getting our city put in the class of the wide +awake and the hustlers and the up-to-date and doing. It's a grand chance +we've passed up for years. What are we going to do for ourselves this +year? To decide it is the purpose of this mass-meetin'. Sentiments are +now in order.'</p> + +<p>"Silas set down with a kitterin' glance to his new niece that he was +host and uncle of and pleased to be put in a good light before, first +thing so.</p> + +<p>"Several men hopped up—Timothy Toplady saying that Friendship Village +was a city in all but name and numbers, and why not prove it to the +other towns? Jimmy Sturgis that takes tintypes, besides running the 'bus +and was all primed for a day full of both—'A glorious Fourth,' says he, +'would be money in our pockets.' And the farm machinery and furniture +dealers, and Gekerjeck, that has the drug store and the ice-cream +fountain, and others, they spoke the same. Insley had to be to the +college that night, or I don't believe the meeting would have gone the +way it did go. For the first line and chorus of everything that all the +men present said never varied:—</p> + +<p>"'The Fourth for a business bringer.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p><p>"It was Threat Hubbelthwait that finally made the motion, and he wasn't +real sober, like he usually ain't, but he wound up on the key-note:—</p> + +<p>"'I sold two hundred and four lunches the last Fourth we hed in +Friendship Village,' says he, pounding his palm with his fist, 'an' I +move you that we celebrate this comin' Fourth like the blazes.'</p> + +<p>"And though Silas softened it down some in putting it, still that was +substantially the sentiment that went through at that mass-meeting, that +was real pleased with itself because of.</p> + +<p>"Well, us ladies hadn't taken no part. It ain't our custom to appear +much on our feet at public gatherings, unless to read reports of a +year's work, and so that night we never moved a motion. But we looked at +each other, and us ladies has got so we understand each other's +eyebrows. And we knew, one and all, that we was ashamed of the men and +ashamed of their sentiments. But the rest didn't like to speak out, +'count of being married to them. And I didn't like to, 'count of not +being.</p> + +<p>"But when they got to discussing ways and means of celebrating, a woman +did get onto her feet, and a little lilt of interest run round the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> room +like wind. It was Miss Beryl Sessions, the niece, that stood up like +you'd unwrapped your new fashion magazine and unrolled her off'n the +front page.</p> + +<p>"'I wonder,' says she—and her voice went all sweet and chirpy and +interested, 'whether it would amuse you to know some ways we took to +celebrate the Fourth of July last year at home ...' and while the men +set paying attention to her appearance and thinking they was paying +attention to her words alone, she went on to tell them how 'at home' the +whole town had joined in a great, Fourth of July garden party on the +village 'common,' with a band and lanterns and fireworks at night, and a +big marquee in the middle, full of ice-cream. 'We made it,' she wound +up, 'a real social occasion, a town party with everybody invited. And +the business houses said that it paid them over and over.'</p> + +<p>"Well, of course that went with the men. Land, but men is easy tamed, so +be the tameress is somebody they ain't used to and is gifted with a good +dress and a kind of a 'scalloped air. But when she also has some idea of +business they go down and don't know it. 'Why, I should think that'd +take here like a warm meal,' says Timothy Toplady, instant—and I see +Mis' Amanda Toplady's chin come home to place like she'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> heard Timothy +making love to another woman. 'Novel as the dickens,' says Simon +Gekerjeck. 'Move we adopt it.' And so they done.</p> + +<p>"While they was appointing committees I set up there in the Glee Club +feeling blacker and blacker. Coming down to the meeting that night, I +recollect I'd been extra gentle in my mind over the whole celebration +idea. Walking along in the seven-o'clock light, with the sun shining +east on Daphne Street and folks all streaming to the town-meeting, and +me sensing what it was going to be for, I'd got all worked up to 'most a +Declaration of Independence lump in my throat. When I went in the door +to the meeting, little Spudge Cadoza and some other children was hanging +around the steps and Silas Sykes was driving them away; and it come to +me how deathly ridiculous that was, to be driving <i>children</i> away from a +meeting like that, when children is what such meetings is for; and I'd +got to thinking of all the things Insley was hoping for us, and I'd been +real lifted up on to places for glory. And here down had come the men +with their talk about a <i>paying</i> Fourth, and here was Miss Beryl +Sessions showing us how to celebrate in a way that seemed to me real +sweet but not so very patriotic. It was then that all of a sudden it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> +seemed to me I'd die, because I wanted so much to feel the way I'd use +to feel when it was going to be the Fourth o' July. And when they sung +'Star Spangled Banner' to go home on and all stood up to the sentiment, +I couldn't open my mouth. I can't go folks that stands up and carols +national tunes and then talks about having a Fourth that'll be a real +business bringer.</p> + +<p>"'What'd you think of the meeting?' says Mis' Toplady, low, to me on the +way out.</p> + +<p>"'I think,' says I, frank, 'it was darn.'</p> + +<p>"'There's just exactly what we all think,' says Mis' Toplady, in a +whisper.</p> + +<p>"But all the same, preparations was gone into head first. Most of us was +put on to from one to five committees—I mean most of them that works. +The rest of the town was setting by, watching it be done for them, +serene or snarling, according to their lights. Of course us ladies +worked, not being them that goes to a meeting an' sets with their mouths +shut and then comes out and kicks at what the meetin' done. Yet, though +we wan't made out of that kind of meal, we spoke our minds to each +other, private.</p> + +<p>"'What under the canopy <i>is</i> a marquee?' asks Mis' Amanda Toplady, when +we met at her house to plan about refreshments.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke right up.</p> + +<p>"'Why, it's a finger ring,' she says. 'One of them with stones running +the long way. The minister's wife's got a blue stone one....'</p> + +<p>"'Finger ring!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, scornful. 'It's a title. That's +what it is. From England.'</p> + +<p>"We looked at them both, perplexish. Mis' Holcomb is always up on +things—it was her that went into short sleeves when the rest of us was +still crocheting cuff turnovers, unconscious as the dead. But Mis' +Uppers had been the Mayor's wife, and though he'd run away, 'count o' +some money matter, still a title is a title, an' we thought Mis' Uppers +had ought to know.</p> + +<p>"Then Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, she spoke up timid. 'I +see,' she says, 'in the <i>Caterer's Gazette</i> a picture called "Marquee +Decorated for Fête." The picture wan't nothing but a striped tent. Could +a tent have anything to do with it?'</p> + +<p>"'Pity sakes, no,' says Mis' Uppers. 'This is somethin' real city done, +Abagail.'</p> + +<p>"We worked on what we could, but we all felt kind of lost and left out +of it, and like we was tinkering with tools we didn't know the names<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> of +and a-making something we wasn't going to know how to use. And when the +article about our Fourth flared out in the <i>Friendship Daily</i> and Red +Barns and Indian Mound weeklies, we felt worse than we had before: +'Garden Party.' 'All Day Fête.' '<i>Al Fresco</i> Celebration,' the editors +had wrote it up.</p> + +<p>"'All <i>what</i>?' says Mis' Uppers, listening irritable to the last one. 'I +can't catch that word no more'n a rabbit.'</p> + +<p>"'It's a French word,' Mis' Holcomb told her, superior. 'Seems to me +I've heard it means a failure. It's a funny way to put it, ain't it? I +bet, though, that's what it'll be.'</p> + +<p>"But the men, my, the men thought they was doing things right. The +Committee on Orator, with Silas for rudder, had voted itself Fifty +Dollars to squander on the speech, and they had engaged the Honourable +Thaddeus Hyslop, that they'd hoped to, and that was formerly in our +legislature, to be the orator of the day; they put up a platform and +seats on the 'common'—that wan't nothing but the market where loads of +wood stood to be sold; they was a-going to cut evergreens and plant them +there for the day; the Committee on Fireworks was a-going to buy set +pieces for the evening; they was a-going to raise Ned. Somebody that was +on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> one of the committees wanted to have some sort of historic scenes, +but the men wouldn't hear to it, because that would take away them that +had to do the business in the stores; no caluthumpians, no grand basket +dinner—just the garden party, real sweet, with Miss Beryl Sessions and +a marquee full of ice-cream that the ladies was to make.</p> + +<p>"'It sounds sort of sacrilegious to me,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'connectin' +the Fourth up with society and secular doin's. When I was young, my +understandin' of a garden party would of been somethin' worldly. Now it +seems it's patriotic. Well, I wonder how it's believed to be in the +sight of the Lord?'</p> + +<p>"But whether it was right or whether it was wrong, none of it rung like +it had ought to of rang. They wan't no <i>glow</i> to it. We all went around +like getting supper on wash-day, and not like getting up a meal for +folks that meant a lot to us. It wan't going to be any such Fourth as +I'd meant about and wanted to have come back. The day come on a pacing, +and the nearer it come, the worse all us ladies felt. And by a few days +before it, when our final committee meeting come off in Abagail Arnold's +home bakery, back room, 'count of being central, we was all blue as the +grave, and I donno but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> bluer. We set waiting for Silas that was having +a long-distance call, and Abagail was putting in the time frosting dark +cakes in the same room. We was most all there but the niece Miss Beryl +Sessions. She had gone home, but she was coming back on the Fourth in an +automobile full o' city folks.</p> + +<p>"'The <i>marquee's</i> come,' says Mis' Holcomb, throwing out the word +clickish.</p> + +<p>"Nobody said anything. Seems it <i>was</i> a tent all along.</p> + +<p>"'Silas has got in an extra boy for the day,' says Mis' Sykes, +complacent. 'It's the littlest Cadoza boy, Spudge. He's goin' to walk up +an' down Daphne Street all day, with a Prize Coffee board on his back.'</p> + +<p>"'Where's Spudge's Fourth comin' in?' I couldn't help askin'.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes stared. She always could look you down, but she's got a much +flatter, thicker stare since her niece come. 'What's them kind o' folks +<i>for</i> but such work?' says she, puckering.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno, I donno,' says I. 'I thought mebbe they was partly made +to thank the Lord for bein' born free.'</p> + +<p>"'How unpractical you talk, Calliope,' she says.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno that word,' says I, reckless from being pent up. 'But it +seems like a liberty-lovin' people had ought to hev <i>one</i> day to love +liberty on an' not tote groceries and boards and such.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Don't it!</i>' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, explosive.</p> + +<p>"'What you talking?' says Mis' Sykes, cold. 'Don't you know the Fourth +of July can be made one of the best days of the year for your own town's +good? What's that if it ain't patriotic?'</p> + +<p>"'It's Yankee shrewd,' says I, snapping some, 'that's what it is. It +ain't Yankee spirited, by a long shot.'</p> + +<p>"'"<i>By a long shot</i>,"' quotes Mis' Sykes, withering. She always was +death on wording, and she was far more death after her niece come. But I +always thought, and I think now, that correcting your advisary's grammar +is like telling him there's a smooch on his nose, and they ain't either +of them parliamental <i>or</i> decent.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Uppers sighed. 'The whole thing,' says she, candid, 'sounds to me +like Fourth o' July in Europe or somewheres. No get-up-an'-get anywheres +to it. What do they do in Europe on the Fourth o' July, anyway?' she +wondered. 'I donno's I ever read.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno, either,' says Mis' Holcomb, dark, 'but I bet you it's one of +these All Frost celebrations—or whatever it is they say.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady set drying her feet by Abagail's stove, and she looked +regular down in the mouth. 'Well, sir,' she said, 'a Fourth o' July all +rosettes an' ribbins so don't sound to me one bit like the regular +Fourth at all. It don't sound to me no more'n the third—or the fifth.'</p> + +<p>"I was getting that same homesick feeling that I'd had off and on all +through the getting ready, that hankering for the old kinds of Fourths +of Julys when I was a little girl. When us girls had a quarter apiece to +spend, and father'd cover the quarter with his hands on the gate-post +for us to guess them; and when the boys picked up scrap-iron and sold +old rubbers to get their Fourth money. It wan't so much what we used to +do that I wanted back as it was the <i>feeling</i>. Why, none of our spines +use' to be laid down good and flat in our backs once all day long. And I +wisht what I'd wisht more than once since the mass-meeting, that some of +us ladies had of took hold of that Fourth and had run it so's 'twould of +been like you mean 'way inside when you say 'The Fourth of July'—and +that death and distance and long-ago-ness is awful in the way of.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p><p>"'We'd ought to of had a grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods,' I +says, restless.</p> + +<p>"'An' a p'rade,' says Mis' Toplady. 'I donno nothin' that makes me feel +more patriotic than the minute before the p'rade comes by.'</p> + +<p>"'An' children in the Fourth somehow,' Mis' Uppers says. 'Land, children +is who it's for, anyhow,' she says, like I'd been thinking; 'an' all +we've ever done for 'em about it is to leave 'em kill 'emselves with +it.'</p> + +<p>"Well, it was there, just there, and before Mis' Sykes could dicker a +reply that in come tearing her husband from his long-distance +telephoning, and raced into the room like he hadn't a manner in his kit.</p> + +<p>"'We're all over with,' Silas shouts. 'It's all done for! Thaddeus +Hyslop is smashed an' bleedin'. He can't come. We ain't got no speech. +His automobile's turned over on top of his last speakin' place. +Everybody else that ain't one-horse is sure to be got for somewheres +else. Our Fourth of July is rooned. We're done for. The editor's gettin' +it in the <i>Weekly</i> so's to warn the county. We'll be the Laughing Stock. +Dang the luck!' says Silas; 'why don't some o' you say somethin'?'</p> + +<p>"But it wasn't all because Silas was doing it all that the men didn't +talk, because when he'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> stopped, they all stood there with their mouths +open and never said a word. Seems to me I did hear Timothy Toplady bring +out, 'Blisterin' Benson,' but nobody offered nothing more fertile. That +is, nobody of the men did. But 'most before I got my thoughts together I +heard two feet of a chair come down onto the floor, and Mis' Amanda +Toplady stood up there by Abagail's cook stove, and she took the griddle +lifter and struck light on the side of the pipe.</p> + +<p>"'Hurrah!' she says. 'Now we can have a real Fourth. A Fourth that does +as a Fourth is.'</p> + +<p>"'What you talkin', Amanda Toplady?' says Silas, crisp; and ''Mandy, +what the blazes do you mean?' says Timothy, her lawful lord. But Mis' +Toplady didn't mind them, nor mind Mis' Sykes, that was staring at her +flat and thick.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' says Mis' Toplady, reckless, 'I been sick to death of the +idea of a Fourth with no spirit to it. I mean I been sick to death of a +Fourth that's all starched white dresses an' company manners an' no +hurrahs anywheres about it. An' us ladies, most all of us, feels the +same. We didn't like to press in, bein' you men done the original +plannin', an' so not one of us has said "P'rade," nor nothin' else to +you. But now that your orator has fell through on himself, you men just +leave us ladies in on this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> thing to do more'n take orders, an' you +needn't be the Laughin' Stock o' nothin' an' nobody. I guess you'll all +stand by me. What say, ladies?'</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, you'd ought to of heard us. We joined in like a patch of +grasshoppers singing. They wasn't one of us that hadn't been dying to +get our hands on that Fourth and make it a Fourth full of unction and +oil of joy, like the Bible said, and must of meant what we meant.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies,' I remember I says, fervent, 'I feel like we could make a +Fourth o' July just like stirrin' up a white cake, so be we was let.'</p> + +<p>"'What d' you know about managin' a Fourth?' snarls Silas. 'You'll have +us all in the hole. You'll have us shellin' out of our own pockets to +make up—'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady whirled on him. 'Would you druther have Red Barns an' +Indian Mound a-jumpin' on you through the weekly press for bein' +bluffers, an' callin' us cheap an' like that, or would you druther not?' +she put it to him.</p> + +<p>"'Dang it,' says Silas, 'I never tried to do a thing for this town that +it didn't lay down an' roll all over me. I wish I was dead.'</p> + +<p>"'You wan't tryin' to do this thing for this town,' says Mis' Toplady +back at him, like the wind. 'You was tryin' to do it for the <i>stores</i> +of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> this town, an' you know it. You was tryin' to ride the Fourth for a +horse to the waterin' trough o' good business, an' you know it, Silas +Sykes,' says she, 'an' so was Jimmy and Threat an' all of you. The hull +country tries to get behind the Fourth of July an' make money over its +back like a counter. It ain't what was meant, an' us ladies felt it all +along. An' neither was it meant for a garden party day alone, though +<i>that</i>,' says Mis' Toplady, gracious, 'is a real sweet side idea. An' +Mis' Sykes an' Mis' Sessions had ought to go on an' run that part of it, +bein' the—tent's here,' she could <i>not</i> bring herself to use that other +word. 'But,' she says, 'that ain't all of a real Fourth, nor yet a +speech ain't, though he did use to be in the legislature. Them things +alone don't make a real flag, liberty-praisin' Fourth, to me nor to none +of us.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, sour, 'what you goin' to <i>do</i> if the men decides to +let you try this?'</p> + +<p>"'That ain't the way,' says Mis' Toplady, like a flash; 'it ain't for +the men to <i>let us do</i> nothin'. It's for us all to do it together, yoke +to yoke, just like everything else ought to be done by us both, an' no +talk o' "<i>runnin</i>'" by either side.'</p> + +<p>"'But what's the idee—what's the idee?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> says Silas. 'Dang it all, +somebody's got to hev an idee.'</p> + +<p>"'Us ladies has got 'em,' says Mis' Toplady, calm. 'An',' says she, 'one +o' the first of 'em is that if we have anything to do with runnin' the +Fourth of our forefathers, then after 10 <span class="smaller">A.M.</span>, all day on that day, +every business house in town has got to shut down.'</p> + +<p>"'What?' says Silas, his voice slippin'. 'Gone crazy-headed, hev ye?'</p> + +<p>"'No, Silas,' says Mis' Toplady, 'nor yet hev we gone so graspin' that +we can't give up a day's trade to take notice of our country.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord Harry,' says Silas, 'you can't get a dealer in town to do it, an' +you know it.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, yes, you can, Silas,' says somebody, brisk. And it was Abagail, +frosting dark cakes over by the side of the room. 'I was goin' to shut +up shop, anyway, all day on the Fourth,' Abagail says.</p> + +<p>"'An' lose the country trade in lunches?' yells Silas. 'Why, woman, +you'd be Ten Dollars out o' pocket.'</p> + +<p>"'I wan't never one to spend the mornin' thankin' God an' the afternoon +dippin' oysters,' says Abagail. And Silas scrunched. He done that one +year when his Thanksgiving oysters come late, and he knew he done it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p><p>"Well, they went over it and over it and tried to think of some other +way, and tried to hatch up some other speaker without eating up the +whole Fifty Dollars in telephone tolls, and tried most other things. And +then we told them what we'd thought of different times, amongst us as +being features fit for a Fourth in the sight of the Lord and the sight +of men. And they hemmed and they hawed and they give in about as +graceful as a clothes-line winds up when you've left it out in the +sleet, but they did give in and see reason. Timothy last—that's quite +vain of being firm.</p> + +<p>"'If we come out with a one-horse doin's, seems like it'd be worse than +sittin' down flat-foot failed,' he mourns, grieving.</p> + +<p>"Amanda, his wife, give him one of her looks. 'Timothy,' says she, +'when, since you was married to me, did I ever fail to stodge up a +company dinner or a spare bed or a shroud when it was needed sudden? +When did any of us ladies ever fail that's here? Do you sp'ose we're any +more scant of idees about our own nation?'</p> + +<p>"And Timothy had to keep his silence. He knew what she said was the Old +Testament truth. But I think what really swung them all round was the +thought of Red Barns and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> Indian Mound. Imagination of what them two +weekly papers would say, so be we petered out on our speech and didn't +offer nothing else, was too much for flesh and blood to bear. And the +men ended by agreeing to seeing to shutting every business house in +Friendship Village and they went off to do it,—resolved, but groaning +some, like men will.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes, she made some excuse and went, too. 'I'll run the garden +party part,' says she. 'My niece an' I'll do that, an' try our best to +get some novelty into your Fourth. An' we'll preside on the marquee, +like we'd agreed. More I don't say.'</p> + +<p>"But the rest of us, we stayed on there at Abagail's, and we planned +like mad.</p> + +<p>"We didn't look in no journal nor on no woman's page for something new. +We didn't rush to our City relations for novelties. We didn't try for +this and that nor grasp at no agony whatever. We just went down deep +into the inside of our understanding and thought what the Fourth was and +how them that made it would of wanted it kept. No fingers blowed off nor +clothes scorched up, no houses burned down, no ear-drums busted +out—none of them would of been in <i>their</i> programme, and they wan't in +ours. Some of the things that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> was in ours we'd got by hearing Insley +tell what they was doin' other places. Some o' the things he suggested +to us. Some o' the things we got by just going back and back down the +years an' <i>remembering</i>—not so much what we'd done as the way we use' +to feel, long ago, when the Fourth was the Fourth and acted like it knew +it. Some of the things we got by just reaching forward and forward, and +seeing what the Fourth is going to mean to them a hundred years from +now—so be we do our part. And some of the things we got through sheer +make-shift woman intelligence, that put its heads together and used +everything it had, that had anything to do with the nation, or the town, +or with really living at all the way that first Fourth of July meant +about, 'way down inside.</p> + +<p>"Before it was light on the morning of the Fourth, I woke up, feeling +all happy and like I wanted to hurry. I was up and dressed before the +sun was up, and when I opened my front door, I declare it was just like +the glory of the Lord was out there waiting for me. The street was +laying all still and simple, like it was ready and waiting for the +light. Early as it was, Mis' Holcomb was just shaking her breakfast +table-cloth on her side stoop, and she waved it to me, big and billowy +and white,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> like a banner. And I offs with my apron and waved it back, +and it couldn't of meant no more to either of us if we had been shaking +out the folds of flags. It was too early for the country wagons to be +rattling in yet, and they wan't no other sounds—except a little bit of +a pop now and then over to where Bennie Uppers and little Nick Toplady +was up and out, throwing torpedoes onto the bricks; and then the birds +that was trilling an' shouting like mad, till every tree all up and down +Daphne Street and all up and down the town and the valley was just one +living singing. And all over everything, like a kind of a weave to it, +was that something that makes a Sunday morning and some holiday mornings +better and sweeter and <i>goldener</i> than any other day. I ain't got much +of a garden, not having any real time to fuss in it, but I walked out +into the middle of the little patch of pinks and parsley that I have +got, and I says 'way deep in me, deeper than thinking: 'It don't make no +manner of differ'nce how much of a fizzle the day ends up with, this, +here and now, is the way it had ought to start.'</p> + +<p>"Never, not if I live till beyond always, will I forget how us ladies' +hearts was in our mouths when, along about 'leven o'clock, we heard the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> +Friendship Village Stonehenge band coming fifing along, and we knew the +parade was begun. We was all on the market square—hundreds of us, seems +though. Red Barns and Indian Mound had turned out from side to side of +themselves, mingling the same as though ploughshares was +pruning-hooks—or whatever that quotation time is—both towns looking +for flaws in the day, like enough, but both shutting up about it, +biblical. Even the marquee, with its red and white stripes, showing +through the trees, made me feel good. 'Land, land,' Mis' Toplady says, +'it looks kind of homey and old-fashioned, after all, don't it? I mean +the—tent,' she says—she would <i>not</i> say the other word; but then I +guess it made her kind of mad seeing Mis' Sykes bobbing around in there +in white duck an' white shoes—her that ain't a grandmother sole because +of Nature and not at all through any lack of her own years. Everything +was all seeming light and confident—but I tell you we didn't feel so +confident as we'd meant to when we heard the band a-coming to the tune +o' 'Hail, Columbia! Happy Land.' And yet now, when I look back on that +Independence Day procession, it seems like regular floats is no more +than toy doings beside of it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span></p><p>"What do you guess us ladies had thought up for our procession,—with +Insley back of us, letting us think we thought it up alone? Mebbe you'll +laugh, because it wan't expensive to do; but oh; I think it was nice. +We'd took everything in the town that done the town's work, and we'd run +them all together. We headed off with the fire-engine, 'count of the +glitter—and we'd loaded it down with flags and flowers, and the hook +and ladder and hose-carts the same, wheels and sides; and flags in the +rubber caps of the firemen up top. Then we had the two big sprinkling +carts, wound with bunting, and five-foot flags flying from the seats. +Then come all the city teams drawn by the city horses—nice, plump +horses they was, and rosettes on them, and each man had decorated his +wagon and was driving it in his best clothes. Then come the steam roller +that Friendship Village and Red Barns and Indian Mound owns together and +scraps over some, though that didn't appear in its appearance, puffing +along, with posies on it. Then there was the city electric light repair +wagon, with a big paper globe for an umbrella, and the electric men +riding with their leggings on and their spurs, like they climb the +poles; and behind them the telephone men was riding<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>—because the town +owns its own telephone, too—and then the four Centrals, in pretty +shirtwaists, in a double-seated buggy loaded with flowers—the telephone +office we'd see to it was closed down, too, to have its Fourth, like a +human being. And marching behind them was the city waterworks men, best +bib and tucker apiece. And then we hed out the galvanized garbage wagon +that us ladies hed bought ourselves a year ago, and that wasn't being +used this year count of the city pleading too poison poor; and it was +all scrubbed up and garnished and filled with ferns and drove by its own +driver and the boy that had use' to go along to empty the cans. And then +of course they was more things—some of them with day fireworks shooting +up from them—but not the hearse, though we had all we could do to keep +Timothy Toplady from having it in, 'count of its common public office.</p> + +<p>"Well, and then we'd done an innovation—an' this was all Insley's idea, +and it was him that made us believe we could do it. Coming next, in +carriages and on foot, was the mayor and the city council and every last +man or woman that had anything to do with running the city life. They +was all there—city treasurer, clerk of the court, register of deeds, +sheriffs, marshals,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> night-watchmen, health officer, postmaster, janitor +of the city hall, clerks, secretaries, stenographers, school board, city +teachers, and every one of the rest—they was all there, just like they +had belonged in the p'rade the way them framers of the first Fourth of +July had meant they should fit in: Conscience and all. But some of them +servants of the town had made money off'n its good roads, and some off'n +its saloons, and some off'n getting ordinances repealed, and some off'n +inspecting buildings and sidewalks that they didn't know nothing about, +and some was making it even then by paving out into the marsh; and some +in yet other ways that wasn't either real elbow work nor clean head +work. What else could they do? We'd ask' them to march because they +represented the town, and rather'n own they <i>didn't</i> represent the town, +there they was marching; but if some of them didn't step down Daphne +Street feeling green and sick and sore and right down schoolboy ashamed +of themselves, then they ain't got the human thrill in them that somehow +I <i>cannot</i> believe ever dies clear out of nobody. They was a lump in my +throat for them that had sold themselves, and they was a lump for them +that hadn't—but oh, the differ'nce in the lumps.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, land,' I says to Mis' Toplady, 'if we ain't done another thing, +we've made 'em remember they're servants to Friendship Village—like +they often forget.'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't we?' she says, solemn. 'Ain't we?'</p> + +<p>"And then next behind begun the farm things: the threshin' machines and +reapers and binders and mowers and like that, all drawn by the farm +horses and drove by their owners and decorated by them, jolly and gay; +and, too, all the farm horses for miles around—we was going to give a +donated surprise prize for the best kep' and fed amongst them. And last, +except for the other two bands sprinkled along, come the leading +citizens, and who do you guess <i>they</i> was? Not Silas nor Timothy nor +Eppleby nor even Doctor June, nor our other leading business men and our +three or four professionals—no, not them; but the real, true, leading +citizens of Friendship Village and Indian Mound and Red Barns and other +towns and the farms between—the <i>children</i>, over two hundred of them, +dressed in white if they had it and in dark if they didn't, with or +without shoes, in rags or out of them, village-tough descended or with +pew-renting fathers, all the same and together, and carrying a flag and +singing to the tops of their voices 'Hail, Columbia,'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> that the bands +kept a-playing, some out of plumb as to time, but all fervent and +joyous. It was us women alone that got up that part. My, I like to think +about it.</p> + +<p>"They swung the length of Daphne Street and twice around the market +square, and they come to a halt in front of the platform. And Doctor +June stood up before them all, and he prayed like this:—</p> + +<p>"'Lord God, that let us start free an' think we was equal, give us to +help one another to be free an' to get equal, in deed an' in truth.'</p> + +<p>"And who do you s'pose we hed to read the Declaration of Independence? +Little Spudge Cadoza, that Silas had been a-going to hev walk up and +down Daphne Street with a board on his back—Insley thought of him, and +we picked him out a-purpose. And though he didn't read it so thrilling +as Silas would of, it made me feel the way no reading of it has ever +made me feel before—oh, because it was kind of like we'd snapped up the +little kid and set him free all over again, even though he wasn't it but +one day in the year. And it sort of seemed to me that all inside the +words he read was trumpets and horns telling how much them words was +<i>going</i> to mean to him and his kind before he'd had time to die. And +then the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> Glee Club struck into 'America,' and the whole crowd joined in +without being expected, and the three bands that was laying over in the +shade hopped up and struck in, too—and I bet they could of heard us to +Indian Mound. Leastways to Red Barns, that we can see from Friendship +Village when it's clear.</p> + +<p>"The grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods stays in my head as one +picture, all full of veal loaf and 'scalloped potato and fruit salad and +nut-bread and deviled eggs and bake' beans and pickle' peaches and layer +cake and drop sponge-cake and hot coffee—the kind of a dinner that +comes crowding to your thought whenever you think 'Dinner' at your +hungriest. And after we'd took care of everybody's baskets and set them +under a tree for a lunch towards six, us ladies went back to the market +square. And over by the marquee we see the men gathered—all but Insley, +that had slipped away as quick as we begun telling him how much of it +was due to him. Miss Beryl Sessions had just arrived, in a automobile, +covered with veils, and she was introducing the other men to her City +friends. Us ladies sort of kittered around back of them, not wanting to +press ourselves forward none, and we went up to the door of the marquee +where, behind the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> refreshment table, Mis' Sykes was a-standing in her +white duck.</p> + +<p>"'My,' says Mis' Holcomb to her, 'it's all going off nice so far, ain't +it?'</p> + +<p>"'They ain't a great deal the matter with it,' says Mis' Sykes, snappy.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Uppers, grieving, 'the parade an' the +basket dinner seemed to me both just perfect.'</p> + +<p>"'The parade done well enough,' says Mis' Sykes, not looking at her. 'I +donno much about the dinner.'</p> + +<p>"And all of a sudden we recollected that she hadn't been over to the +grand basket dinner at all.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Toplady, blank, 'ain't you et nothin'?'</p> + +<p>"'My niece,' says Mis' Sykes, dignified, 'didn't get here till now. Who +was I to leave in the <i>tent</i>? I've et,' says she, cold, 'two dishes of +ice-cream an' two chocolate nut-cakes.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady just swoops over towards her. 'Why, my land,' she says, +hearty, 'they's stuff an' to spare packed over there under the trees. +You go right on over and get your dinner. Poke right into any of our +baskets—ours is grouped around mine that's tied with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> a red bandanna to +the handle. And leave us tend the marquee. What say, ladies?'</p> + +<p>"And I don't think she even sensed she used that name.</p> + +<p>"When she'd gone, I stood a minute in the marquee door looking off +acrost the market square, hearing Miss Beryl Sessions and the men +congratulating each other on the glorious Fourth they was a-having, and +the City folks praising them both sky high.</p> + +<p>"'Real nice idee it was,' says Silas, with his hands under his best coat +tails. 'Nice, tastey, up-to-date Fourth. And cheap to do.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes, we all hung out for a good Fourth this year,' says Timothy, +complacent.</p> + +<p>"'It's a simply lovely idea,' says Miss Beryl Sessions, all sweet and +chirpy and interested, 'this making the Fourth a county party and +getting everybody in town, so. But tell me: Whatever made you close your +shops? I thought the Fourth could always be made to pay for itself over +and over, if the business houses went about it right.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well,' says Silas, lame but genial, 'we closed up to-day. We kind +o' thought we would.'</p> + +<p>"But I stood looking off acrost the market square, where the children +was playing, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> quoits was being pitched, and the ball game was going +to commence, and the calathumpians was capering, and most of Red Barns +and Indian Mound and Friendship Village was mingling, lion and lamb; and +I looked on along Daphne Street, where little Spudge Cadoza wasn't +walking with a Prize Coffee board on his back,—and all of a sudden I +felt just the way I'd wanted to feel, in spite of all the distance and +long-ago-ness. And I turned and says to the other women inside the +marquee:—</p> + +<p>"'Seems to me,' I says, 'as if the Fourth of July <i>had</i> paid for itself, +over and over. Oh, don't it to you?'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p>"The new editor of the <i>Friendship Village Evening Daily</i> give a fine +write-up of the celebration. He printed it on the night after the +Fourth, not getting out any paper at all on the day that was the day; +but on the night after that, the news columns of his paper fell flat and +dead. In a village the day following a holiday is like the hush after a +noise. The whole town seems like it was either asleep or on tiptoe. And +in Friendship Village this hush was worse than the hush of other years. +Other years they'd usually been accidents to keep track of, and mebbe +even an amputation or two to report. But this Fourth there was no +misfortunes whatever, nor nothing to make good reading for the night of July 6.</p> + +<p>"So the editor thought over his friends and run right down the news +column, telling what there <i>wasn't</i>. Like this:—</p> + +<blockquote><p class="center">"'<span class="smcap">Supper Table Jottings</span></p> + +<p>"'Postmaster Silas Sykes is well.</p> + +<p>"'Timothy Toplady has not had a cold since before Christmas. +Prudent Timothy.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p><p>"'Jimmy Sturgis has not broken his leg yet this year as he did +last. Keep it up, Jimmy.</p> + +<p>"'Eppleby Holcomb has not been out of town for quite a while.</p> + +<p>"'None of the Friendship ladies has given a party all season.</p> + +<p>"'The First Church is not burnt down nor damaged nor repaired. +Insurance $750.</p> + +<p>"'Nothing local is in much of any trouble.</p> + +<p>"'Nobody is dead here to-day except the usual ones.</p> + +<p>"'Nobody that's got a telephone in has any company at the present +writing. Where is the old-time hospitality?</p> + +<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.</p> + +<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.</p> + +<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>"It made quite some fun for us, two or three of us happening in the +post-office store when the paper come out—Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady +and me. But we took it some to heart, too, because to live in a town +where they ain't nothing active happening all the time is a kind of +running account of everybody that's in the town. And us ladies wan't +that kind.</p> + +<p>"All them locals done to Silas Sykes, though, was to set him fussing +over nothing ever happening to him. Silas is real particular about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> his +life, and I guess he gets to thinking how life ain't so over-particular +about him.</p> + +<p>"'My dum,' he says that night, 'that's just the way with this town. I +always calculated my life was goin' to be quite some pleasure to me. But +I don't see as it is. If I thought I was going to get sold in my death +like I've been in my life, I swan I'd lose my interest in dyin'.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Timothy Toplady was over in behind the counter picking out her +butter, and she whirled around from sampling the jars, and she says to +Mis' Sykes and me:—</p> + +<p>"'Ladies,' she says, 'le's us propose it to the editor that seems to +have such a hard job, that us members of Sodality take a hold of his +paper for a day and get it out for him and put some news in it, and sell +it to everybody, subscribers and all, that one night, for ten cents.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Silas Sykes looks up and stopped winking and breathing, in a way +she has when she sights some distant money for Sodality.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' she says, 'I bet they'd go like hot cakes.'</p> + +<p>"But Silas he snorts, scorching.</p> + +<p>"'Will you ladies tell me,' he says, 'where you going to <i>get</i> your news +to put in your paper? The Fourth don't come along every day. Or less you +commit murder and arson and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span>runaways, there won't be any more in your +paper than they is in its editor's.'</p> + +<p>"That hit a tender town-point, and I couldn't stand it no longer. I +spoke right up.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno, I donno, Silas,' I says. 'They's those in this town +that's doin' the murderin' for us, neat an' nice, right along,' I told +him.</p> + +<p>"'Mean to say?' snapped Silas.</p> + +<p>"'Mean to say,' says I, 'most every grocery store in this town an' most +every milkman an' the meat market as well is doin' their best to drag +the health out o' people's systems for 'em. Us ladies is more or less +well read an' knowledgeable of what is goin' on in the world outside,' I +says to Silas that ain't, 'an' we know a thing or two about what ought +to be clean.'</p> + +<p>"Since Insley come, we had talked a good deal more about these things +and what was and what shouldn't be; and especially we had talked it in +Sodality, on account of our town stores and social ways and such being +so inviting to disease and death. But we hadn't talked it official, +'count of Sodality being for Cemetery use, and talking it scattering we +hadn't been able to make the other men even listen to us.</p> + +<p>"'Pack o' women!' says Silas, now, and went off to find black molasses +for somebody.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Toplady sampled her butter, dreamy.</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henny's butter here,' she says, 'is made out of cow sheds that I +can't bear to think about. An' Silas knows it. Honest,' she says, 'I'm +gettin' so I spleen against the flowers in the fields for fear Rob +Henny's cows'll get holt of 'em. I should think the <i>Daily</i> could write +about that.'</p> + +<p>"I remember how us three women looked at each other then, like our +brains was experimenting with our ideas. And when Mis' Toplady got her +butter, we slipped out and spoke together for a few minutes up past the +Town Pump. And it was there the plan come to a head and legs and arms. +And we see that we had a way of picking purses right off of every day, +so be the editor would leave us go ahead—and of doing other things.</p> + +<p>"The very next morning we three went to see the editor and get his +consent.</p> + +<p>"'What's your circulation, same as City papers print to the top of the +page?' Mis' Toplady asks him, practical.</p> + +<p>"'Paid circulation or got-out circulation?' says the editor.</p> + +<p>"'Paid,' says Mis' Toplady, in silver-dollar tones.</p> + +<p>"'Ah, well, <i>paid for</i> or subscribed for?' asks the editor.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p><p>"'Paid for,' says Mis' Toplady, still more financial.</p> + +<p>"'Six hundred and eighty paid for,' the editor says, 'an' fifty-two +that—mean to pay.'</p> + +<p>"'My!' says Mis' Toplady, shuddering. 'What business is! Well, us ladies +of the Sodality want to run your paper for one day and charge all your +subscribers ten cents extra for that day's paper. Will you?'</p> + +<p>"The editor, he laughed quite a little, and then he looked thoughtful. +He was new and from the City and young and real nervous—he used to pop +onto his feet whenever a woman so much as come in the room.</p> + +<p>"'Who would collect the ten cents?' says he.</p> + +<p>"'Sodality,' says Mis' Toplady, firm. 'Ourself, cash an' <i>in advance</i>.'</p> + +<p>"The editor nodded, still smiling.</p> + +<p>"'Jove,' he said, 'this fits in remarkably well with the fishing I've +been thinking about. I confess I need a day. I suppose you wouldn't want +to do it this week?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looked at me with her eyebrows. But I nodded. I always +rather hurry up than not.</p> + +<p>"'So be we had a couple o' hours to get the news to happenin',' says +she, 'that had ought to do us.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span></p><p>"The editor looked startled.</p> + +<p>"'News!' said he. 'Oh, I say now, you mustn't expect too much. I ought +to warn you that running a paper in this town is like trying to raise +cream on a cistern.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady smiled at him motherly.</p> + +<p>"'You ain't ever tried pouring the cream into the cistern, I guess,' she +says.</p> + +<p>"So we settled it into a bargain, except that, after we had planned it +all out with him and just as we was going out the door, Mis' Toplady +thought to say to him:—</p> + +<p>"'You know, Sodality don't know anything about it yet, so you'd best not +mention it out around till this afternoon when we vote to do it. We'll +be up at eight o'clock Thursday morning, rain or shine.'</p> + +<p>"There wasn't ever any doubt about Sodality when it see Sixty Dollars +ahead—which we would get if everybody bought a paper, and we was +determined that everybody should buy. Sodality members scraps among +themselves personal, but when it comes to raising money we unite yoke to +yoke, and all differences forgot. It's funny sometimes at the meetings, +funny and disgraceful, to hear how we object to each other, especially +when we're tired, and then how we all unite together on something for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> +the good of the town. I tell you, it makes me feel sometimes that the +way ain't so much to try to love each other,—which other folks' +peculiarities is awful in the way of,—but for us all to pitch in and +love something altogether, your town or your young folks, or your +cemetery or keeping something clean or making somethin' look nice—and +before you know it you're loving the folks you work with, no matter how +peculiar, or even more so. It's been so nice since we've been working +for Cemetery. Folks that make each other mad every time they try to talk +can sell side by side at the same bazaar and count the money mutual. +There's quite a few disagreements in Sodality, so we have to be real +careful who sets next to who to church suppers. But when we pitch in to +work for something, we sew rags and 'scallop oysters in the same pan +with our enemies. Don't it seem as if that must mean something? +Something big?</p> + +<p>"Sodality voted to publish the paper, all right, and elected the +officers for the day: Editor, Mis' Postmaster Sykes, 'count of her +always expecting to take the lead in everything; assistant editor, me, +'count of being well and able to work like a dog; business manager and +circulation man, Mis' <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, 'count of no dime +ever getting away from her unexpected. And the reporters was to be most +of the rest of the Sodality: Mis' Timothy Toplady, the three Liberty +girls, Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, Mis' Threat +Hubbelthwait, an' Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery. It was +hard for Abagail to get away from her cook stove and her counter, so we +fixed it that she was to be let off any other literary work along of her +furnishing us our sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs that day noon. It was +quite a little for Abagail to do, but she's always real willing, and we +didn't ask coffee of her. Mis' Sturgis, her that is the village invalid, +we arranged should have charge of the Woman's Column, and bring down her +rocking chair and make her beef broth right there on the office +wood-stove.</p> + +<p>"I guess we was all glad to go down early in the morning that day, +'count of not meeting the men. One and all and with one voice the +Friendship men had railed at us hearty.</p> + +<p>"'Pack o' women!' says Silas Sykes, over and over.</p> + +<p>"'You act like bein' a woman an' a wife was some kind o' nonsense,' says +Mis' Sykes back at him, majestic. 'Well, I guess bein' yours is.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, Amandy,' says Timothy Toplady, 'you women earn money so +<i>nervous</i>. Why don't you do it regular an' manly?'</p> + +<p>"Only Eppleby Holcomb had kept his silence. Eppleby sees things that the +run of men don't see, or, if they did see them, they would be bound to +stick them in their ledgers where they would never, never belong. +Eppleby was our friend, and Sodality never had truer.</p> + +<p>"So though we went ahead, the men had made us real anxious. And most of +us slipped down to the office by half past seven so's not to meet too +many. The editor had had a column in the paper about what we was goin' +to do—'Loyal to our Local Dead' he headed it, and of course full half +the town was kicking at the extra ten cents, like full half of any town +can and will kick when it's asked to pay out for its own good, dead or +alive. But we was leaving all that to Mis' Holcomb, that knows a thing +or two about the human in us, and similar.</p> + +<p>"Extra-paper morning, when we all come in, Mis' Sykes she was sitting at +the editor's desk with her big apron on and a green shade to cover up +her crimping kids, and her list that her and Mis' Toplady and I had made +out, in front of her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p><p>"'Now then, let's get right to work,' she says brisk. 'We ain't any too +much time, I can tell you. It ain't like bakin' bread or gettin' the +vegetables ready. We've all got to use muscles this day we ain't used to +usin',' she says, 'an' we'd best be spry.'</p> + +<p>"So then she begun giving out who was to do what—assignments, the +editor named it when he told us what to do. And I skipped back an' hung +over the files, well knowing what was to come.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes stood up in her most society way, an'—</p> + +<p>"'Anybody want to back out?' says she, gracious.</p> + +<p>"'Land!' says everyone in a No-I-don't tone.</p> + +<p>"'Very well,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Mis' Toplady, you go out to Rob Henney's +place, an' you go through his cow sheds from one end to the other an' +take down notes so's he sees you doin' it. You go into his kitchen an' +don't you let a can get by you. Open his churn. Rub your finger round +the inside of his pans. An' if he won't tell you, the neighbours will. +Explain to him you're goin' to give him a nice, full printed description +in to-night's <i>Daily</i>, just the way things are. If he wants it changed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> +any, he can clean all up, an' we'll write up the clean-up like a +compliment.'</p> + +<p>"Just for one second them assembled women was dumb. But it hardly took +them that instant to sense what was what. And all of a sudden, Mame +Holcomb, I guess it was, bursted out in a little understanding giggle, +and after a minute everybody joined in, too. For we'd got the whole +world of Friendship Village where we wanted it, and every one of them +women see we had, so be we wasn't scared.</p> + +<p>"'Mis' Uppers,' Mis' Sykes was going on, 'you go down to Betts's meat +market. You poke right through into the back room. An' you tell Joe +Betts that you're goin' to do a write-up of that room an' the alley back +of it for the paper to-night, showin' just what's what. If so be he +wants to turn in an' red it up this mornin', tell him you'll wait till +noon an' describe it then, <i>providin'</i> he keeps it that way. An' you +might let him know you're goin' to run over to his slaughterhouse an' +look around while you're waitin', an' put that in your write-up, too.'</p> + +<p>"'Miss Hubbelthwait,' Mis' Sykes went on, 'you go over to the Calaboose. +They won't anybody be in the office—Dick's saloon is that. Skip right +through in the back part, an' turn<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> down the blankets on both beds an' +give a thorough look. If it's true they's no sheets an' pillow-cases on +the calaboose beds, an' that the blankets is only washed three times a +year so's to save launderin', we can make a real interestin' column +about that.'</p> + +<p>"'Miss Merriman,' says Mis' Sykes to Mis' Fire Chief, 'I've give you a +real hard thing because you do things so delicate. Will you take a walk +along the residence part of town an' go into every house an' ask 'em to +let you see their back door an' their garbage pail. Tell 'em you're +goin' to write a couple of columns on how folks manage this. Ask 'em +their idees on the best way. Give 'em to understand if there's a real +good way they're thinkin' of tryin' that you'll put that in, providin' +they begin tryin' right off. An' tell 'em they can get it carted off for +ten cents a week if enough go in on it. An' be your most delicate, Mis' +Fire Chief, for we don't want to offend a soul.'</p> + +<p>"Libby an' Viney Liberty Mis' Sykes sent round to take a straw vote in +every business house in town to see how much they'd give towards +starting a shelf library in the corner of the post-office store, a full +list to be printed in order with the amount or else 'Not a cent'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> after +each name. And the rest of Sodality she give urrants similar or even +more so.</p> + +<p>"'An' all o' you,' says Mis' Sykes, 'pick up what you can on the way. +And if anybody starts in to object, you tell 'em you have instructions +to make an interview out of any of the interestin' things they say. And +you might tell 'em you don't want they should be buried in a nice +cemetery if they don't want to be.'</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, they started off—some scairt, but some real brave, too. And +the way they went, we see every one of them meant business.</p> + +<p>"'But oh,' says Mis' Sturgis, fixing her medicine bottles outside on the +window-sill, '<i>supposin'</i> they can't do it. <i>Supposin'</i> folks ain't nice +to 'em. What'll we put in the paper then?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes drew herself up like she does sometimes in society.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she says, 'supposin'. Are we runnin' this paper or ain't we? +There's nothin' to prevent our writin' editorials about these things, as +I see. Our husbands can't very well sue us for libel, because they'd hev +to pay it themselves. Nor they can't put us in prison for debt, because +who'd get their three meals? I can't see but we're sure of an +interestin' paper, anyway.'</p> + +<p>"Then she looked over at me sort of sad.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span></p><p>"'Go on, Calliope,' says she, 'you know what you've got to do. Do it,' +she says, 'to the bitter end.'</p> + +<p>"I knew, and I started out, and I made straight for Silas Sykes, and the +post-office store. Silas wan't in the store, it was so early; but he had +the floor all sprinkled nice, and the vegetables set out, all uncovered, +close to the sidewalk; and everything real tasty and according to +grocery-store etiquette. The boy was gone that day. And Silas himself +was in the back room, sortin' over prunes.</p> + +<p>"'Hello, Calliope,' s'he. 'How's literchoor?'</p> + +<p>"'Honest as ever,' I says. 'Same with food?'</p> + +<p>"'Who says I ain't honest?' says Silas, straightening up, an' holding +all his fingers stiff 'count of being sticky.</p> + +<p>"'Why, I donno who,' says I. 'Had anybody ought to? How's business, +Silas?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says he, 'for us that keeps ourselves up with the modern +business methods, it's pretty good, I guess.'</p> + +<p>"'Do you mean pretty good, Silas, or do you mean pretty paying?' I ask' +him.</p> + +<p>"Silas put on his best official manner. 'Look at here,' s'e, 'what can I +do for you? Did you want to buy somethin' or did you want your mail?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p><p>"'Oh, neither,' I says. 'I want some help from you, Silas, about the +paper to-day.'</p> + +<p>"My, that give Silas a nice minute. He fairly weltered in satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"'Huh,' he says, elegant, 'didn't I tell you you was bitin' off more'n +you could chew? Want some assistance from me, do you, in editin' this +paper o' yours? Well, I suppose I can help you out a little. What is it +you want me to do for you?'</p> + +<p>"'We thought we'd like to write you up,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"Silas just swelled. For a man in public office, Silas Sykes feels about +as presidential as anybody I ever see. If they was to come out from the +City and put him on the front page of the morning paper, he's the kind +that would wonder why they hadn't done it before.</p> + +<p>"'Sketch of my life?' s'e, genial. 'Little outline of my boyhood? Main +points in my career?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, 'no. We thought the present'd be about all we'd hev +room for. We want to write up your business, Silas,' I says, 'in an +advertising way.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh!' says Silas, snappy. 'You want me to pay to be wrote up, is that +it?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, 'no; not if you don't want to.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> Of course everybody'll +be buried in the Cemetery whether they give anything towards the fund +for keeping it kep' up or not.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord Heavens,' says Silas, 'I've had that Cemetery fund rammed down my +throat till I'm sick o' the thought o' dyin'.'</p> + +<p>"That almost made me mad, seeing we was having the disadvantage of doing +the work and Silas going to get all the advantages of burial.</p> + +<p>"'Feel the same way about some of the Ten Commandments, don't you, +Silas?' I says, before I knew it.</p> + +<p>"Silas just rared.</p> + +<p>"'The Ten Commandments!' says he, 'the Ten Commandments! Who can show me +one I ain't a-keepin' like an old sheep. Didn't I honour my father an' +mother as long as I had 'em? Did they ever buy anything of me at more +than cost? Didn't I give 'em new clothes an' send 'em boxes of oranges +an' keep up their life insurance? Do I ever come down to the store on +the Sabbath Day? Do I ever distribute the mail then, even if I'm +expectin' a letter myself? The Sabbath I locked the cat in, didn't I +send the boy down to let it out, for fear I'd be misjudged if I done it? +Who do I ever bear false witness against unless I know they've done what +I say they've done? I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> can't kill a fly—an' I'm that tender-hearted +that I make the hired girl take the mice out o' the trap because I can't +bring myself to do it. So you might go through the whole list an' just +find me workin' at 'em an' a-keepin' 'em. What do you mean about the Ten +Commandments?' he ends up, ready to burst.</p> + +<p>"'Don't ask me,' I says. 'I ain't that familiar with 'em. I didn't know +anybody was. Go on about 'em. Take stealing—you hadn't got to that +one.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Stealing</i>,' says Silas, pompous. 'I don't know what it is.'</p> + +<p>"And with that I was up on my feet.</p> + +<p>"'I thought you didn't,' says I. 'Us ladies of Sodality have all thought +it over an' over again: That you don't know stealing when you see it. +No, nor not even when you've done it. Come here, Silas Sykes!' I says.</p> + +<p>"I whipped by him into the store, and he followed me, sheer through +being dazed, and keeping still through being knocked dumb.</p> + +<p>"'Look here,' I says, 'here's your counter of bakery stuff—put in to +take from Abagail, but no matter about that now. Where do you get it? +From the City, with the label stuck on. What's the bakery like where you +buy it? It's under a sidewalk and dust dirty, and I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> happen to know you +know it. And look at the bread—not a thing over it, flies promenadin' +on the crust, and you counting out change on an apple-pie the other +day—I see you do it. Look at your dates, all uncovered and dirt from +the street sticking to them like the pattern. Look at your fly-paper, +hugged up against your dried-fruit box that's standing wide open. Look +at you keeping fish and preserved fruit and canned stuff that you know +is against the law—going to start keeping the law quick as you get +these sold out, ain't you, Silas? Look at your stuff out there in front, +full of street dirt and flies and ready to feed folks. And you keepin' +the Ten Commandments like an old sheep—and being a church elder, and +you might better climb porches and bust open safes. I s'pose you wonder +what I'm sayin' all this to you for?'</p> + +<p>"'No, ma'am,' says Silas, like the edge o' something, 'I don't wonder at +your sayin' <i>anything</i> to anybody.'</p> + +<p>"'I've got more to say,' I says, dry. 'I've only give you a sample. An' +the place I'm goin' to say it is <i>The Friendship Village Evening Daily</i>, +<i>Extra</i>, to-night, in a descriptive write-up of you and your store. I +thought it might interest you to know.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p><p>"'It's libel—it's libel!' says Silas, arms waving.</p> + +<p>"'All right,' says I, liberating a fly accidentally caught on a date. +'Who you going to sue? Your wife, that's the editor? And everybody +else's wife, that's doing the same thing to every behind-the-times +dealer in town?'</p> + +<p>"Silas hung on to that straw.</p> + +<p>"'Be they doin' it to the others, too?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"Then I told him.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'Silas, only—they ain't goin' to start writing up the +descriptions till noon. And if you—and they all—want to clean up the +temples where you do business and make them fit for the Lord to look +down on and a human being to come into, you've got your chance. And +seeing your boy is gone to-day, if you'll do it, I'll stay and help you +with it—and mebbe make room for some of the main points in your career +as well,' says I, sly.</p> + +<p>"Silas looked out the door, his arms folded and his beard almost +pointing up, he'd made his chin so firm. And just in that minute when I +was feeling that all the law and the prophets, and the health of +Friendship Village, and the life of people not born, was hanging around +that man's neck—or the principle of them, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span>anyway—Silas's eye and mine +fell on a strange sight. Across the street, from out Joe Betts's meat +market come Joe Betts, and behind him his boy. And Joe begun pointing, +and the boy begun taking down quarters of beef hung over the sidewalk. +Joe pointed consid'able. And then he clim' up on his meat wagon that +stood by the door, and out of the shop I see Mis' Mayor Uppers come, +looking ready to drop. And she clim' up to the seat beside him—he +reaching down real gentlemanly to help her up. And he headed his horse +around on what I guessed was a bee-line for the slaughterhouse.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, at that, Silas Sykes put his hands on his knees and bent +over and begun laughing. And he laughed like I ain't seen him since he's +got old and begun to believe that life ain't cut after his own plan that +he made. And I laughed a little, too, out of sheer being glad that a +laugh can settle so many things right in the world. And when he sobered +down a little, I says gentle:—</p> + +<p>"'Silas, I'll throw out the dates and the dusty lettuce. And we'll hev +it done in no time. I'll be glad to get an early start on the write-up. +I don't compose very ready,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"He was awful funny while we done the work. He was awful still, too. +Once when I lit on a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> piece of salt pork that I knew, first look, was +rusty, 'Them folks down on the flats buys it,' he says. 'They like it +just as good as new-killed.' 'All right,' s'I, careless, 'I'll make a +note of that to shine in my article. It needs humour some,' s'I. Then +Silas swore, soft and under his breath, as an elder should, but quite +vital. And he took the pork out to the alley barrel, an' I sprinkled +ashes on it so's he shouldn't slip out and save it afterwards.</p> + +<p>"It was 'leven o'clock when we got done, me having swept out behind the +counters myself, and Silas he mopped his face and stood hauling at his +collar.</p> + +<p>"'I'll get on my white kids now,' s'e, dry. 'I can't go pourin' kerosene +an' slicin' cheese in this place barehanded any more. Gosh,' he says, 'I +bet when they see it, they'll want to have church in here this comin' +Sunday.'</p> + +<p>"'No need to be sacrilegious, as I know of, Silas,' s'I, sharp.</p> + +<p>"'No need to be livin' at all, as I see,' says Silas, morbid; 'just lay +low an' other folks'll step in an' do it for you, real capable.'</p> + +<p>"I give him the last word. I thought it was his man's due.</p> + +<p>"When I got back to the office, Libby Liberty an' Mis' Toplady was there +before me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> They was both setting on high stools up to the file shelf, +with their feet tucked up, an' the reason was that Viney Liberty was +mopping the floor. She had a big pail of suds and her skirt pinned up, +and she was just lathering them boards. Mis' Sykes at the main desk was +still labouring over her editorials, breathing hard, the boards steaming +soap all around her.</p> + +<p>"'I couldn't stand it,' Viney says. 'How a man can mould public opinion +in a place where the floor is pot-black gets me. My land, my ash house +is a dinin' room side of this room, an' the window was a regular gray +frost with dust. Ain't men the funniest lot of folks?' she says.</p> + +<p>"'Funny,' says I, 'but awful amiable if you kind of sing their key-note +to 'em.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes pulled my skirt.</p> + +<p>"'How was he?' she asks in a pale voice.</p> + +<p>"'He was crusty,' says I, triumphant, 'but he's beat.'</p> + +<p>"She never smiled. 'Calliope Marsh,' says she, cold, 'if you've sassed +my husband, I'll never forgive you.'</p> + +<p>"I tell you, men may be some funny, and often are. But women is odd as +Dick's hatband and I don't know but odder.</p> + +<p>"'How'd you get on?' I says to Mis' Toplady and the Libertys. The +Libertys they handed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> out a list on two sheets, both sides with sums +ranging from ten to fifty cents towards a shelf library for public use; +but Mis' Toplady, the tears was near streaming down her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henney,' she says, mournful, 'gimme to understand he'd see me +in—some place he hadn't ought to of spoke of to me, nor to no +one—before I could get in his milk sheds.'</p> + +<p>"'What did you say to him?' I ask', sympathetic.</p> + +<p>"'I t-told him,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that lookin' for me wouldn't be the +only reason he'd hev for goin' there. And then he said some more. He +said he'd be in here this afternoon to stop his subscription off.'</p> + +<p>"'So you didn't get a thing?' I says, grieving for her, but Mis' +Toplady, she bridled through her tears.</p> + +<p>"'I got a column!' she flashed out. 'I put in about the sheds, that the +whole town knows, anyway, an' I put in what he said to me. An' I'm goin' +to read it to him when he comes in. An' after that he can take his pick +about havin' it published, or else cleanin' up an' allowin' Sodality to +inspect him reg'lar.'</p> + +<p>"By just before twelve o'clock we was all back in the office, Mis' Fire +Chief, Mis' Uppers, fresh from the slaughterhouse, and so on, all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> but +Mame Holcomb that was out seeing to the circulation. And I tell you we +set to work in earnest, some of us to the desks, and some of us working +on their laps, and everybody hurrying hectic. The office was awful +hot—Mis' Sturgis had built up a little light fire to heat up her beef +broth, and she was stirring it, her shawl folded about her, in between +writing receipts. But it made it real confusing, all of us doing our +best so hard, and wanting to tell each other what had happened, and +seeing about spelling and all.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' says Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'you'd ought to <i>see</i> the +Carters' back door. They wan't nobody to home there, so I just took a +look, anyway, bein' it was for Sodality, so. They ain't no real garbage +pail—'</p> + +<p>"'Who said, "Give me Liberty or give me Death?"' ask' Mis' Sykes, +looking up kind o' glassy. 'Was it Daniel Webster or Daniel Boone?'</p> + +<p>"'Ladies,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, when we'd settled down on Daniel +Boone, 'if I ever do a crime, I won't stop short at stealin' somebody's +cow an' goin' to calaboose. I'll do a whole beef corner, or some real +United States sin, an' get put in a place that's clean. Why over to the +calaboose—'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p><p>"'Ugh!' says Mis' Uppers, 'don't say "beef" when I'm where I can hear. +I donno what I'll do without my steak, but do it I will. Ladies, the +cleanest of us is soundin' brass an' tinklin' cannibals. Why do they +call 'em <i>tinklin'</i> cannibals?' she wondered to us all.</p> + +<p>"'Oh—,' wailed Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair, 'some of you ladies +give me your salad dressing receipt. Mine is real good on salad, but on +paper it don't sound fit to eat. I don't seem to have no book-style +about me to-day.'</p> + +<p>"'How do you spell <i>embarrass</i>?' asked Libby Liberty. 'Is it an <i>r</i> an' +two <i>s</i>'s or two <i>r</i>'s and an <i>s</i>?'</p> + +<p>"'It's two <i>s</i>'s at the end, so it must be one <i>r</i>,' volunteers Mis' +Sykes. 'That used to mix me up some, too.'</p> + +<p>"Just then up come Abagail Arnold bringing the noon lunch, and she had +the sandwiches and the eggs not only, but a pot of hot coffee thrown in, +and a basket of doughnuts, sugared. She set them out on Mis' Sykes's +desk, and we all laid down our pencils and drew up on our high stools +and swing chairs, Mis' Sturgis and all, and nothing in the line of food +had ever looked so welcoming.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, the eatableness of nice refreshments!' says Mis' Toplady, sighing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span></p><p>"'This is when it ain't victuals, its viands,' says Mis' Sykes, showing +pleased.</p> + +<p>"But well do I remember, we wasn't started to eat, and Abagail still +doing the pouring, when the composing room door opened—I donno <i>why</i> +they called it that, for we done the composing in the office, and they +only got out the paper in there—and in come the foreman, with an apron +of bed-ticking. He was Riddy Styles, that we all knew him.</p> + +<p>"'Excuse me,' he says, hesitating, 'but us fellows thought we'd ought to +mention that we can't get no paper out by quittin' time if we don't get +a-hold of some copy pretty quick.'</p> + +<p>"'Copy o' what?' says Mis' Sykes, our editor.</p> + +<p>"'Why, copy,' says Riddy. 'Stuff for the paper.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes looked at him, majestic.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Stuff</i>,' she says. 'You will please to speak,' she says, 'more +respectfully than that to us ladies, Mr. Styles.'</p> + +<p>"'It was meant right,' says Riddy, stubborn. 'It's the word we always +use.'</p> + +<p>"'It ain't the word you use, not with us,' says Mis' Sykes, womanly.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Riddy, 'we'd ought to get to settin' up <i>somethin'</i> by +half past twelve, if we start in on the dictionary.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p><p>"Then he went off to his dinner, and the other men with him, and Mis' +Sykes leaned back limp.</p> + +<p>"'I been writin' steady,' she says, 'since half past eight o'clock this +mornin', an' I've only got one page an' one-half composed.'</p> + +<p>"We ask' each other around, and none of us was no more then started, let +be it was Mis' Toplady, that had got in first.</p> + +<p>"'Le's us leave our lunch,' says Mis' Sykes, then. 'Le's us leave it +un-et. Abagail, you put it back in the basket an' pour the coffee into +the pot. An' le's us <i>write</i>. Wouldn't we all rather hev one of our sick +headaches,' she says, firm, 'than mebbe make ourselves the Laughing +Stock? Ladies, I ask you.'</p> + +<p>"An' we woulded, one and all. Sick headaches don't last long, but +laughed-at has regular right down eternal life.</p> + +<p>"Ain't it strange how slow the writing muscles and such is, that you +don't use often? Pitting cherries, splitting squash, peeling potatoes, +slicing apples, making change at church suppers,—us ladies is lightning +at 'em all. But getting idees down on paper—I declare if it ain't more +like waiting around for your bread to raise on a cold morning. Still +when you're worried, you can press forward more than normal, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> among +us we had quite some material ready for Riddy and the men when they came +back. But not Mis' Sykes. She wan't getting on at all.</p> + +<p>"'If I could only <i>talk</i> it,' she says, grieving, 'or I donno if I could +even do that. What I want to say is in me, rarin' around my head like +life, an' yet I can't get it out no more'n money out of a tin bank. I +shall disgrace Sodality,' she says, wild.</p> + +<p>"'Cheer up,' says Libby Liberty, soothing. 'Nobody ever reads the +editorials, anyway. I ain't read one in years.'</p> + +<p>"'You tend to your article,' snaps Mis' Sykes.</p> + +<p>"I had got my write-up of Silas all turned in to Riddy, and I was +looking longing at Abagail's basket, when, banging the door, in come +somebody breathing like raging, and it was Rob Henney, that I guess we'd +all forgot about except it was Mis' Toplady that was waiting for him.</p> + +<p>"Rob Henney always talks like he was long distance.</p> + +<p>"'I come in,' he says, blustering, 'I come in to quit off my +subscription to this fool paper, that a lot o' fool women—'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes looks up at him out from under her hand that her head was +resting on.</p> + +<p>"'Go on out o' here, Mr. Henney,' she says<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> sharp to him, 'an' quit your +subscription quiet. Can't you see you're disturbing us?' she says.</p> + +<p>"With that Mis' Toplady wheeled around on her high stool and looked at +him, calm as a clock.</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henney,' says she, 'you come over here. I'll read you what I've +wrote about you,' she told him.</p> + +<p>"The piece begun like this:—</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henney, our esteemed fellow-townsman and milkman, was talked with +this morning on his cow sheds. The reporter said to same that what was +wanting would be visiting the stables, churn, cans, pans, and like that, +being death is milked out of most cows if they are not kept clean and +inspected regular for signs of consumption. Mr. Henney replied as +follows:</p> + +<p>"'First: That his cows had never been inspected because nothing of that +kind had ever been necessary.</p> + +<p>"'Second: That he was in the milk business for a living, and did the +town expect him to keep it in milk for its health?</p> + +<p>"'Third: That folks had been drinking milk since milk begun, and if the +Lord saw fit to call them home, why not through milk, or even through +consumption, as well as through pneumonia and others?</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p><p>"'Fourth: That he would see the reporter—a lady—in the +lake-that-burneth-with-fire before his sheds and churn and pans and cans +should be put in the paper.</p> + +<p>"'Below is how the sheds, churn, pans, and cans look to-day....' And I +tell you, Mis' Toplady, she didn't spare no words. When she meant What, +she said What, elaborate.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know for a minute but we'd hev to mop Rob up off the clean +floor. But Mis' Toplady she never forgot who she was.</p> + +<p>"'Either that goes in the paper to-night,' she says, 'or you'll clean up +your milk surroundin's—pick your choice. An' Sodality's through with +you if you don't, besides.'</p> + +<p>"'Put it in print! Put it in print, if you dast!' yells Rob, +wind-milling his arms some.</p> + +<p>"'No need to make an earthquake o' yourself,' Mis' Toplady points out to +him, serene.</p> + +<p>"And at that Rob adds a word intending to express a cussing idee, and he +outs and down the stairs. And Mis' Toplady starts to take her article +right in to Riddy. But in the door she met Riddy, hurrying into the +office again. I never see anybody before that looked both red and +haggard, but Riddy did. He come right to the point:—</p> + +<p>"'Some of you ladies has got to quit handing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> in—news,' he says, +scrabbling for a word to please Mis' Sykes. 'We're up to our eyes in +here now. An' there ain't enough room in the paper, either, not without +you get out eight pages or else run a supplement or else throw away the +whole patent inside. An' those ways, we ain't got enough type even if we +had time to burn.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes pushed back her green shade, looking just <i>chased</i>.</p> + +<p>"'What does he mean?' she says. 'Can't he tend to his type and things +with us doing all the work?'</p> + +<p>"Riddy took this real nettlish.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' s'he, clear but brutal, 'you got to cut your stuff somewheres +to the tune of a couple o' columns.'</p> + +<p>"Well, it's hard to pick out which colour you'll take when you have a +new dress only once in every so seldom; or which of your hens you'll +kill when you know your chickens like you know your own mind; but these +are nothing to the time we had deciding on what to omit out of the paper +that night. And the decision hurt us even more than the deciding, for +what we left out was Mis' Sturgis's two women's columns.</p> + +<p>"'We <i>can't</i> leave out meat nor milk nor cleanliness nor the library,' +says Mis' Toplady, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span>reasonable, 'because them are the things we live by. +An' so with the other write-ups we got planned. But receipts and +patterns an' moth balls is only kind o' decorations, seems though. +Besides, we all know about 'em, an' it's time we stopped talkin' about +'em, anyway.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sturgis she cried a little on the corner of her shawl.</p> + +<p>"'The receipts an' patterns an' moth balls is so w-womanly,' she says.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady whirled round at her.</p> + +<p>"'If you know anything more womanly than conquerin' dirt an' disease an' +the-dead-that-needn't-die,' s'she, 'I'll roll up my sleeves an' be into +it. But it won't be eyelet embroidery nor yet boiled frostin'!'</p> + +<p>"After that they wrote in hasty peace, though four o'clock come racing +across the day like a runaway horse, and us not out of its way. And a +few minutes past, when Riddy was waiting in the door for Mis' Sykes's +last page, somebody most knocked him over, and there come Mis' Holcomb, +our circulation editor, purple and white, like a ghost.</p> + +<p>"'Lock the door—lock it!' she says. 'I've bolted the one to the foot of +the stairs. Lock both outside ones an' lay yourselves low!' s'she.</p> + +<p>"Riddy an' I done the locking, me well <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span>knowing Mis' Holcomb couldn't +give a false alarm no more than a map could.</p> + +<p>"'What is it?' we says, pressing Mis' Holcomb to speak, that couldn't +even breathe.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'they've rejoined us, or whatever it +is they do. I mean they're going to rejoin us from gettin' out +to-night's paper. The sheriff or the coroner or whoever it is they have, +is comin' with injunctions—<i>is</i> that like handcuffs, do you know? An' +it's Rob Henney's doin'. Eppleby told me. An' I run down the alley an' +beat 'em to it. They're most here. Let's us slap into print what's wrote +an' be ready with the papers the livin' minute we can.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes had shoved her green shade onto the back of her head, and +her crimping pins was all showing forth.</p> + +<p>"'What good'll it do us to get the paper <i>out</i>?' says she, in a numb +voice. 'We can't distribute 'em around to no one with the sheriff to the +front door with them things to put on us.'</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Holcomb smiled, with her eyes shut, where she sat, breathing +so hard it showed through.</p> + +<p>"'I come in the coal door, at the alley,' s'she. 'They'll never think o' +that. Besides, the crowd'll be in front an' the carrier boys too, an'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> +they'll want to show off out there. An' Eppleby knows—he told me to +come in that way—an' he'll keep 'em interested out in front. Le's us +each take the papers, an' out the coal door, an' distribute 'em around, +ourselves, without the boys, an' collect in the money same time.'</p> + +<p>"And that was how we done. For when they come to the door and found it +locked, they pounded a little to show who was who and who wan't and then +they waited out there calm enough, thinking to stop us when the papers +come down would be plenty time. They waited out there, calm and sure, +while upstairs Bedlam went on, but noiseless. And after us ladies was +done with our part, we sat huddled up in the office, soothing Mis' +Sturgis and each other.</p> + +<p>"'In one sentence,' Mis' Holcomb says, 'Eppleby says Rob Henney was +going to <i>put</i> injunctions on us. An' in the next he says he was goin' +to <i>serve</i> 'em. What did he mean by that, do you s'pose?'</p> + +<p>"'I donno what he meant,' says Mis' Toplady, 'but I wouldn't have +anything to do with <i>anything</i> Rob Henney served.'</p> + +<p>"That made us think of Abagail's lunch, laying un-et in the basket. They +wasn't none of us felt like eating, but Mis' Sturgis says she bet if we +didn't eat it, Abagail would feel she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> hadn't had no part in writing the +paper like us, and so we broke off a little something once around; but +food didn't have much fun for us, not then. And nothing did up to the +minute the paper was done, and we was all ready to sly out the alley +door.</p> + +<p>"With Sodality and Riddy Styles and the composing-room men we had above +twenty carriers. Riddy and the men helped us, one and all, because of +course the paper was a little theirs, too, and they was interested and +liked the lark. Land, land, I ain't felt so young or so wicked as I done +getting out that alley door. There's them I wish could see that there's +just as much fun keeping secret about something that may be good as in +being sly about something regular bad.</p> + +<p>"When we finally got outside it was suppertime and summer seeming, and +the hour was all sweet and frank, and the whole village was buried in +its evening fried mush and potatoes, or else sprinkling their front +yards. I donno how it was with the others, but I know I went along the +streets seeing through them little houses like they was glass, and +seeing the young folks eating their suppers and growing up and getting +ready to live and to <i>be</i>. And in us ladies' arms, in them heavy papers, +it seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> to me we was carrying new life to them, in little ways—in +little ways, but ways that was going to be big with meaning. And I felt +as if something in me kind of snuggled up closer to the way things was +meant to be.</p> + +<p>"Us that went west got clear the whole length of Daphne Street without +anybody seeing what we was doing, or else believing that we was doing it +orderly and legitimate. And away out by the Pump pasture, we started in +distributing, and we come working down town, handing out papers to the +residence part like mad and taking in dimes like wild. They was so many +of us, and the <i>Evening Daily</i> office was so located, that by the time +Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I come around the corner where the men +and Rob Henney and the rejoiners and the carriers was loafing, waiting, +smoking, and secure, we didn't have many papers left. And we three was +the first ones back.</p> + +<p>"'Evenin' paper?' says Mis' Toplady, casual. '<i>Friendship Village +Evenin' Daily, Extra?</i> All the news for a dime?'</p> + +<p>"Never have I see a man so truly flabbergasted as Rob Henney, and he did +look like death.</p> + +<p>"'You're rejoined!' he yelled, or whatever it is they say—'you're +rejoined by law from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> printin' your papers or from deestributin' the +same.'</p> + +<p>"'Why, Rob Henney,' says Mis' Toplady, 'no call to show fight like that. +Half the town is readin' its papers by now. They've been out for +three-quarters of an hour,' she says.</p> + +<p>"Then soft and faint and acrost the street, we heard somebody laugh, and +then kind of spat hands; and we all looked up. And there in the open +upstairs window of the building opposite, we see leaning out Eppleby +Holcomb and Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes. And when we crossed eyes, +they all made a little cheer like a theatre; and then they come clumping +down stairs and acrost to where we was.</p> + +<p>"'Won out, didn't you, by heck!' says Silas, that can only see that far.</p> + +<p>"'Blisterin' Benson,' says Timothy, gleeful. '<i>I</i> say we ain't got no +cause to regret our wifes' brains.'</p> + +<p>"But Eppleby, he never said a word. He just smiled slow and a-looking +past us. And we knew that from the beginning he had seen our whole plan, +face to face.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and me, seeing how Rob Henney stood +muttering and beat, and seeing how the day had gone, and seeing what was +what in the world and in all outside<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> of it, we looked at each other, +dead tired, and real happy, and then we just dragged along home to our +kitchens and went to cooking supper. But oh, it wasn't our same old +kitchens nor it wasn't our same old Friendship Village. We was in places +newer and better and up higher, where we see how things are, and how +life would get more particular about us if we'd get particular about +some more of life.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p>"Well, of course then we had Sixty Dollars or so to spend, and Sodality +never could rest a minute when it had money to do with if it wasn't +doing it, any more than it could rest when it had something to do and no +money to do with. It made a nice, active circle. Wishing for dreams to +come true, and then, when they do come true, making the true things +sprout more dreams, is another of them circles. I always think they're +what keeps us a-going, not only immortal but busy.</p> + +<p>"And then with us there's another reason for voting our money prompt. As +soon as we've made any and the news has got out around, it's happened +two-three times that somebody has put in an application for a headstone +for somebody dead that can't afford one. The first time that was done +the application was made by the wife of a harness maker that had a +little shop in the back street and had been saving up his money for a +good tombstone. 'I ain't had much of a position here in life,' he used +to say. 'I never was pointed out as a leading citizen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> But I'm goin' to +fix it so's when I'm buried and folks come to the Cemetery, nobody'll +get by my grave without noticin' my tombstone.' And then he took sick +with inflammatory rheumatism, and if it didn't last him three years and +et up his whole tombstone fund. He use' to worry about it considerable +as the rheumatism kept reducing the granite inch after inch, and he +died, thinking he wasn't going to have nothing but markers to him. So +his old wife come and told Sodality, crying to think he wasn't going to +seem no real true inhabitant of Cemetery, any more than he had of the +village. And we felt so sorry for her we took part of the Thirty Dollars +we'd made at the rummage sale and bought him a nice cement stone, and +put the verse on to attract attention that he'd wrote himself:—</p> + +<p class="center">"'<span class="smaller">STOP. LOOK. LISTEN.</span><br /><br /> +<span class="smaller">HERE LAYS ME.</span><br /><br /> +<span class="smaller">MY GRAVE IS JUST AS BIG</span><br /><br /> +<span class="smaller">AS YOURS WILL BE.</span>'</p> + +<p>"Some was inclined to criticise Jeb for being so ambitious in death, and +stopping to think how good a showing he could make. But I donno, I +always sort of understood him. He wanted to be somebody. He'd used to +try to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> have a voice in public affairs, but somehow what he proposed +wasn't ever practical and never could get itself adopted. His judgment +wasn't much, and time and again he'd voted against the town's good, and +he see it afterward. He missed being a real citizen of his town, and he +knew it, and he hankered to be a citizen of his Cemetery. And wherever +he is now, I bet that healthy hankering is strained and purified and +helping him ahead.</p> + +<p>"But our buying that stone for Jeb's widow's husband's grave let us in +for perpetual applications for monuments; and so when we had any money +we always went right to work and voted it for general Cemetery +improvement, so there wasn't ever any money in the treasury for the +applications. Anyway, we felt we'd ought to encourage self-made graves +and not pauperize our corpses.</p> + +<p>"So the very next afternoon after we got our paper out, we met at Mis' +Sykes's; and the day being mild and gold, almost all of Sodality turned +out, and Mis' Sykes used both her parlours. It was funny; but such times +there fell on them that sat Front Parlour a sort of +what-you-might-call-distinction over them that sat Back Parlour. It's +the same to our parties. Them that are set down to the dining-room table +always seem a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> little more company than them that are served to the +little sewing tables around in the open rooms, and we all feel it, +though we all pretend not, as well-bred as we know how. I donno but +there's something to it, too. Mis' Sykes, for instance, she always gets +put to a dining table. Nobody would ever think of setting her down to a +small one, no more than they would a Proudfit. But me, I generally get +tucked down to a sewing table and in a rocking-chair, if there ain't +enough cane seats to go around. Things often divide themselves true to +themselves in this life, after all.</p> + +<p>"This was the last regular meeting before our Annual. The Annual, at +Insley's suggestion, was going to be in the schoolhouse, and it was +going to be an open evening meeting, with the whole town invited in and +ice-cream served after. Regular meetings Sodality gives just tea; +special meetings we give hot chocolate or ice-lemonade, or both if the +weather is unsettled; for entertainments we have cut-up fruit and little +bakery cakes; but to our Annual we mount up to ice-cream and some of our +best cake makers' layer cake. And us ladies always dress according: +afternoon home dresses to regular meetings; second best to specials; +Sunday silks to entertainments; and straight going-out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> clothes for the +Annual. It makes it real nice. Nobody need to come dressed wrong, and +nobody can go away disappointed at what they've been fed.</p> + +<p>"The meeting that day all ought to have gone smooth enough, it being so +nice that our paper had sold well and all, but I guess the most of us +was too tired out to have tried to have a meeting so soon. Anyhow, we +didn't seem to come together slippery and light-running, like we do some +days; but instead I see the minute we begun to collect that we was all +inclined to be heavy and, though not cross, yet frictionish.</p> + +<p>"For instance: Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss had come in a new red +waist with black raspberry buttons. And it was too much for Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman that's been turning her black poplin ever since the Fire +Chief died.</p> + +<p>"'Dear me, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'I never see anybody have more +dressy clothes. Did you put that on just for us?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb shut her lips tight.</p> + +<p>"'This is for home wear,' she says short, when she opened them.</p> + +<p>"'Mean to say you get a cooked supper in that rig?' says Mis' Merriman. +'Fry meat in it, do you?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p><p>"'We don't eat as hearty as some,' says Mame. 'We don't insist on warm +suppers. We feel at our house we have to keep our bills down.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Merriman straightened up, real brittle.</p> + +<p>"'My gracious,' she says, 'I guess I live as cheap as the best does.'</p> + +<p>"'I see you buying <i>shelled</i> nuts, just the same,' says Mis' Holcomb, +'when shellin' 'em with your fingers cost twenty cents off.'</p> + +<p>"'I ain't never had my store-buyin' criticised before,' says Mis' +Merriman, elbows back.</p> + +<p>"'Nor,' says Mis' Holcomb, bitter, 'have I ever before, in my twenty-six +years of married life, ever been called <i>dressy</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Toplady, she sort of shouldered into the minute, big and +placid and nice-feeling.</p> + +<p>"'Mame,' she says, 'set over here where you can use the lead-pencil on +my watch chain, and put down that crochet pattern I wanted, will you?'</p> + +<p>"Mame come over by her and took the pencil, Mis' Toplady leaning over +so's she could use it; but before she put the crochet pattern down, Mame +made one, experimental, on the stiff bottom of her work-bag, and Libby +Liberty thought she'd make a little joking.</p> + +<p>"'S-sh-h,' says Libby, 'the authoress is takin' down notes.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Holcomb has had two-three poems in the <i>Friendship Daily</i>, and +she's real sensitive over it.</p> + +<p>"'I'd be polite if I couldn't be pleasant, Libby,' says Mame, acid.</p> + +<p>"'I'm pleasant enough to pleasant folks,' snaps Libby, up in arms in a +minute. Nothing whatever makes anybody so mad as to have what was meant +playful took plain.</p> + +<p>"'I,' says Mis' Holcomb, majestic, 'would pay some attention to my +company manners, no matter what I was in the home.'</p> + +<p>"'That makes me think,' puts in Mis' Toplady, hasty, 'speaking of +company so, who's heard anything about the evenin' company up to +Proudfits'?'</p> + +<p>"It was something all our heads was full of, being half the village had +just been invited in to the big evening affair that was to end up the +house party, and we'd all of pitched in and talked fast anyhow to take +our minds off the spat.</p> + +<p>"'Elbert's comin' home to go to it an' to stay Sunday an' as much as he +can spare,' says Mis' Sykes. Elbert is her son and all Silas Sykes ought +to of been, Elbert is.</p> + +<p>"'Letty Ames is home for the party, too,' says Libby Liberty, speaking +up in defence of their block, that Letty lives in. She's just <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>graduated +at Indian Mound and has been visiting up the state.</p> + +<p>"My niece that had come on for a few days would be gone before the party +come off, so she didn't seem worth mentioning for real news value at a +time when everything was centring in an evening company at Proudfit +House. No doubt about it, Proudfit House does give distinction to +Friendship Village, kind of like a finishing school would, or a circus +wintering in us.</p> + +<p>"'I heard,' says Mis' Jimmy Sturgis, 'that the hired help set up all +night long cleanin' the silver. I shouldn't think <i>that</i> would of been +necessary, with any kind of management behind 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'You don't get much management now'-days,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, +sighing. 'Things slap along awful haphazard.'</p> + +<p>"'I know I ain't the system to myself that I use' to have,' says Abagail +Arnold. 'Why, the other day I found my soda in one butt'ry an' my bakin' +powder in the other.'</p> + +<p>"'An' I heard,' says Mame Holcomb—that's one thing about Mame, you +can't keep her mad. She'll flare up and be a tongue of flame one minute, +and the next she's actin' like a friendly open fire on a family hearth. +And I always trust that kind—I can't help it—'I heard,' she said, +'that for the party that night the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span>ice-cream is coming in forms, +calla-lilies an' dogs an' like that.'</p> + +<p>"'I heard,' says Mis' Uppers, 'that Emerel Daniel was invited up to help +an' she set up nights and got her a new dress for helpin' in, and now +little Otie's sick and she likely can't go near.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looks over her glasses.</p> + +<p>"'Is Otie sick again?' says she. 'Well, if Emerel don't move out of +Black Hollow, she'll lose him just like she done Abe. Can't she sell?'</p> + +<p>"Black Hollow is the town's pet breeding place for typhoid, that the +ladies has been at the council to clean up for a year now. And nobody +will buy there, so Emerel's had to live in her house to save rent.</p> + +<p>"'She's made her a nice dress an' she was so excited and pleased,' says +Mis' Uppers, grieving. 'I do hope it was a dark shade so if bereavement +follows—'</p> + +<p>"'I suppose you'll have a new cloth, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' +Hubbelthwait, 'you're so up-to-date.' It's always one trouble with Mis' +Hubbelthwait: she will flatter the flatterable. But that time it didn't +work. Mis' Sykes was up on a chair fixing a window-shade that had flew +up, and I guess she must have pinched her finger, she was so crispy.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span></p><p>"'I thought I <i>had</i> things that was full stylish enough to wear,' she +says stiff.</p> + +<p>"'I didn't mean harm,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, humble.</p> + +<p>"Just then we all got up to see out the window, for the Proudfit +automobile drew up to Mis' Sykes's gate. They was several folks in it, +like they had been most of the time during the house party, with +everybody flying hither and yon; and they was letting Mis' Emmons out. +It was just exactly like her to remember to come right out of the midst +of a house party to a meeting of Sodality. That woman was pure gold. +When they was a lot of things to choose about, she always seemed to let +the pleasant and the light and the easy-to-do slip right through her +fingers, that would close up by and by on the big real thing that most +folks would pretend to try to catch <i>after</i> it had slipped through, and +yet would be awful glad to see disappearing.</p> + +<p>"We didn't talk clothes any more after Mis' Emmons come in. Some way her +clothes was so professional seeming, in colour and cut, that beside of +her the rest of us never said much about ours; though I will say Mis' +Emmons always wore her clothes like she was no more thinking about them +than she would be thinking about morning housework togs.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>"'Well-said, how's the little boy, Mis' Emmons?' asks Mis' Toplady, +hearty. 'I declare I couldn't go to sleep a night or two ago for +thinkin' about the little soul. Heard any sound out of his folks?'</p> + +<p>"'I'm going to tell you about that pretty soon,' Mis' Emmons +answered—and it made my heart beat a little with wondering if she'd got +her plans thought out, not only four-square, but tower-high. 'He is +well—he wanted to come to the meeting. "I like ladies," he said, "when +they look at me like loving, but not when they touch me much." Mr. +Insley has him out walking.'</p> + +<p>"'Little soul,' says Mis' Toplady, again.</p> + +<p>"Out in the back parlour, some of us had been talking about Christopher +already.</p> + +<p>"'I heard,' Mis' Merriman says, that wasn't to the church the night +Christopher come, 'I heard that he didn't have much of any clothes on. +An' that nobody could understand what he said. An' that nobody could get +him to speak a word.'</p> + +<p>"'Pshaw,' Mis' Sturgis puts in, 'he was a nice-dressed little boy, +though wet; an' quite conversational.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I think it's a great problem,' says Mis' Uppers. 'He's too young +for the poorhouse and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> too old for the babies' home. Seems like they +wasn't anything <i>to</i> do with him.'</p> + +<p>"There come a lull when Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in a ruffled lawn that +had shrunk too short for anything but house wear, stood up by the piano +and called the meeting to order. And when we'd got on down to new +business, the purpose of the meeting and a hint of the pleasure was +stated formal by Mis' Sykes herself. 'One thing why I like to preside at +Sodality,' I heard her tell once, 'is, you do get your say whenever you +want it, and nobody can interrupt you when you're in the chair.'</p> + +<p>"'Ladies,' she says, 'we've seen from the treasurer's report we've got +some Sixty-odd Dollars on hand. The question is, where shall we vote it +to. Let the discussion be free.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke first, with a kind of a bright +manner of having thought it all out over her dish pan and her bread pan. +There is this about belonging to Sodality: We just live Sodality every +day, around our work. We don't forget it except to meetings, same as +some.</p> + +<p>"'Well, I just tell you what,' Mame says, 'I think now is our time to +get a big monument for the middle of Cemetery that'll do some credit to +the Dead. All our little local <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span>headstones is quite tasty and shows our +interest in them that's gone before; but not one of them is real +up-to-date. Let's buy a nice monument that'll show from the railroad +track.'</p> + +<p>"I spoke up short off from the back parlour, where I set 'scallopin' a +bedspread about as big as the carpet.</p> + +<p>"'Who to?' I says.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno's it makes much differ'nce,' Mis' Holcomb says, warming to +her theme, 'so's it was some leadin' citizen. We might take a town vote +on it.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sturgis set up straight, eyebrows up. I donno how it is, but Mis' +Sturgis's pompadour always seems so much higher as soon as she gets +interested.</p> + +<p>"'Why, my gracious,' she says, 'we might earn quite a lot o' money that +way. We might have a regular votin' contest on who that's dead should +get the monument—so much a vote an' the names of the successful ones +run every night in the <i>Daily</i>—'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, why do it for anybody dead?' says Libby Liberty. 'Why not get +the monument here and have it on view an' then have folks kind of bid on +it for their own, real votin' style. In the cities now everybody picks +out their own monuments ahead of time. That would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> be doing for the +Living, the way Mr. Insley said.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, there'd be hard feelin' that way,' spoke up Mis' Uppers, decided. +'Whoever got it, an' got buried under it, never could feel it was his +own stone. Everybody that had bought votes for themselves could come out +walking in the Cemetery Sunday afternoons and could point out the +monument and tell how much of a money interest they had in it. Oh, no, I +don't think that'd do at all.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, stick to havin' it for the Dead, then,' Libby gives in. 'We've +got to remember our constitution.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Amanda Toplady was always going down after something in the bottom +of her pocket, set low in her full black skirt. She done this now, for a +spool or a lozenger. And she says, meantime: 'Seems like that'd be awful +irreverent, connectin' up the Dead with votes that way.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>My</i> notion,' says Mis' Sykes, with her way of throwin' up one corner +of her head, 'it ain't one-tenth part as irreverent as forgettin' all +about 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'Of course it ain't,' agreed Mis' Hubbelthwait. 'Real, true irreverence +is made up of buryin' folks and leavin' 'em go their way.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> Why, I bet +you there ain't any one of 'em that wouldn't be cheered up by bein' +voted for.'</p> + +<p>"I couldn't help piping up again from the back parlour. 'What about them +that don't get no votes?' I asks. 'What about them that is beat in death +like they may of been in life? What's there to cheer them up? If I was +them,' says I, 'I'd ha'nt the whole Sodality.'</p> + +<p>"'No need to be so sacrilegious in speakin' of the Dead as I know of, +Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes that was in the chair and could rebuke at +will.</p> + +<p>"That made me kind o' mad, and I answered back, chair or no chair: 'A +thing is sacrilegious,' says I, 'according to which side of the fence +you're on. But the fence it don't change none.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looked over her glasses and out the window and like she +see far away.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' she says, 'I'd like to take that Sixty Dollars and hire +some place to invite the young folks into evenings, that don't have no +place to go on earth for fun. Friendship Village,' says she, 'is about +as lively as Cemetery is for the young folks.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, but, Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes, reprovin', 'the young folks +is alive and able to see to themselves. They don't come in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> Sodality's +scope. Everything we do has got to be connect' with Cemetery.'</p> + +<p>"'I can't help it,' Mis' Toplady answers, 'if it is. I'd like to invite +'em in for some good safe evenin's somewheres instead of leaving 'em +trapse the streets. And if I had to have Cemetery in it somehow, I donno +but I'd make it a lawn party and give it in Cemetery and have done with +it.'</p> + +<p>"We all laughed, but I knew that underneath, Mis' Toplady was kind of +half-and-half in earnest.</p> + +<p>"'The young folks,' says Mis' Sykes, mysterious, 'is going to be took +care of by the proper means, very, very soon.'</p> + +<p>"'I donno,' says Mis' Holcomb, obstinate. 'I think the monument is a +real nice idea. Grandfather Holcomb, now, him that helped draft the +town, or whatever it is they do, I bet he'd be real pleased to be voted +for.'</p> + +<p>"But Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, seems she couldn't forget the little way +Mame had spoke to her before, and she leaned forward and cut her way +into the talking.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'of course your Grandfather Holcomb can +be voted on if he wants to and if he thinks he could get it. But dead +though he is, what he done can't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> hold a candle to what Grandfather +Merriman done. That man just about run this town for years on end.'</p> + +<p>"'I heard he did,' said Mame, short. 'Those was the days before things +was called by their true names in politics and in graft and like that.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm sure,' says Mis' Merriman, her voice slipping, 'Grandfather +Merriman was an angel in heaven to his family. And he started the very +Cemetery by bein' buried in it first himself, and he took a front lot—'</p> + +<p>"'Ladies, ladies,' says Mis' Sykes, stern, 'we ain't votin' <i>yet</i>. Has +anybody got anything else to offer? Let the discussion be free.'</p> + +<p>"'What do we get a monument for, anyway?' says Mis' Toplady, hemming +peaceful. 'Why don't we stick the money onto the new iron fence for +Cemetery, same as we've been trying to do for years?'</p> + +<p>"'That's what I was thinking,' says Abagail Arnold, smiling. 'Whenever I +make one of my layer cakes for Sodality Annual, and frost it white and +make mounds of frosted nuts on top, I always wish Cemetery had a fence +around so's I could make a frosting one on the edge of the cake, +appropriate.'</p> + +<p>"'Why, but my land, Abagail,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'can't you see the +differ'nce between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> workin' for a dead iron fence and working for the +real, right down Dead that once was the living? Where's your humanity, +I'd like to know, and your loyalty to Friendship Village inhabitants +that was, that you set the old iron fence over against 'em. What's a +fence beside folks?'</p> + +<p>"All this time Mis' Emmons, there in the front parlour, had just sat +still, stitching away on some little garment or other, but now she +looked up quick, as if she was going to speak. She even begun to speak +with a 'Madame President' that covered up several excited beginnings. +But as she done so, I looked through the folding doors and see her catch +sight of somebody out in the street. And I looked out the bay-window in +the back parlour and I see who it was: it was a man, carefully guiding a +little bit of a man who was walking on the flat board top of the Sykes's +fence. So, instead of speaking formal, all Mis' Emmons done was to make +a little motion towards the window, so that her contribution to the +debating was nothing but—</p> + +<p>"'Madame President—look.'</p> + +<p>"We all looked, them in the out-of-range corners of the room getting up +and holding their work in their aprons, and peering past;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> and us in the +back parlour tried for glimpses out the side bay-window, past Mis' +Sykes's big sword fern. And so the most of us see Insley walking with +Christopher, who was footing it very delicate and grave, picking out his +places to step as if a real lot depended on it.</p> + +<p>"'That's Chris,' says Mis' Emmons, simple, 'that's come to us.' And +you'd of said she hardly spoke the 'us' real conscious of herself. She +looked round at us all. 'Let's have him in for a minute,' she says.</p> + +<p>"'The little soul! Let's so do,' Mis' Amanda Toplady says, hearty.</p> + +<p>"It was Mis' Emmons that went to the door and called them, and I guess +Insley, when he see her, must of wondered what made her face seem like +that. He went on up town, and the little chap come trotting up the walk.</p> + +<p>"When Chris come in Mis' Sykes's front parlour among all the women, +there run round that little murmuring sound that a crowd of women uses +to greet the coming in their midst of any child. And I s'pose it was a +little more so than ever for Chris, that they hadn't all seen +yet—'count of so few being out the night he come and 'count of his +having been up to Proudfit House 'most ever since. Us in the back +parlour went crowding in the front, and some<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> come down to the hall door +to be the nearer. Mis' Amanda Toplady, hunting in her deep pocket, this +time for a lozenger, says fervent above the rest:—</p> + +<p>"'The little soul.'</p> + +<p>"And he did resemble one, standing there so shy and manly in his new +little brown clothes.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons's eyes was bright, and I thought I see a kind of challenge +in her way of drawing the child towards her.</p> + +<p>"'Chris,' she says, 'tell them what you had in your paper bag when you +came to the church the other night.'</p> + +<p>"Chris remembered: Sugar rolls and cream-puffs and fruit-cake, he +recites it grand. 'My supper,' he adds, no less grand. 'But that was +'cause I didn't have my dinner nor my breakfast,' he explains, so's we +wouldn't think he'd had too much at once.</p> + +<p>"'What was the matter with your foot?' Mis' Emmons goes on.</p> + +<p>"Christopher had a little smile that just about won you—a sort of +abashed little smile, that begun over by one side of his mouth, and when +he was going to smile that way he always started in by turning away his +head. He done this now; but we could all hear what he said. It was:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p><p>"'My biggest toe went right through a hole, an' it choked me awful.'</p> + +<p>"About a child's foot hurting, or a little sore heel, there is something +that makes mothers out of everybody, for a minute or two. The women all +twittered into a little ripple of understanding. Probably to every woman +there come the picture of the little cold, wet foot and the choked toe. +I know I could see it, and I can see it yet.</p> + +<p>"'Lambin',' says Mis' Toplady, in more than two syllables, 'come here +for a peppermint.'</p> + +<p>"Chris went right over to her. 'I been thirsty for a drink of water +since all day,' he says confidential. 'Have you got one?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady went with the child, and then Mis' Emmons took something +from her bag and held it up. It was Christopher's father's letter that +he'd brought with him that night.</p> + +<p>"She read the letter out loud, in everybody's perfectly breathless +silence that was broken only by Christopher laughing out in the kitchen. +'My friends,' Mis' Emmons says when she'd got through, 'doesn't it seem +to you as if our work had come to us? And that if it isn't Chris +himself, at least it ought to be people, live people—and not an iron +fence or even a monument that will show from the railroad track?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span></p><p>"And with that, standing in the doorway with my arms full of bedspread, +I piped right up, just like I'd been longing to pipe up ever since that +night at Mis' Emmons's when I'd talked with Insley:—</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir,' I says emphatic, 'it does. Without meaning to be +sacrilegious in the least,' I says toward Mis' Sykes, 'I believe that +the Dead is a lot better prepared to take care of themselves than a good +many of the Living is.'</p> + +<p>"There was a kind of a little pause at this, all but Mis' Sykes. Mis' +Sykes don't pause easy. She spoke right back, sort of elevating one +temple:—</p> + +<p>"'The object of this meeting as the chair understands it,' says she, 'is +to discuss money spending, <i>not</i> idees.'</p> + +<p>"But I didn't pay no more attention than as if I'd been a speaker in +public life. And Mis' Toplady and Christopher, coming back to the room +just then, I spoke to him and took a-hold of his little shoulder.</p> + +<p>"'Chris,' I says, 'tell 'em what you're going to be when you grow up.'</p> + +<p>"The little boy stood up with his back against the door-casing, and he +spoke back between peppermints:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm going to drive the loads of hay,' he declares himself.</p> + +<p>"'A little bit ago,' I says to 'em, 'he was going to be a cream-puff +man, and keep a church and manufacture black velvet for people's +coffins. Think of all them futures—not to spend time on other +possibilities. Don't it seem like we'd ought to keep him around here +somewheres and help him decide? Don't it seem like what he's going to be +is resting with us?'</p> + +<p>"But now Mis' Sykes spoke out in her most presidential tone.</p> + +<p>"'It would be perfectly impossible,' she says, 'for Sodality to spend +its money on the child or on anybody else that's living. Our +constitution says we shall work for Cemetery.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, rebellish, 'then let's rip up our old constitution and +buy ourselves a new pattern.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes was getting to verge on mad.</p> + +<p>"'But Sodality ain't an orphan asylum, Calliope,' says she, 'nor none of +us is that.'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't we—ain't we, Mis' Sykes?' I says. 'Sometimes I donno what we're +for if we ain't that.'</p> + +<p>"And then I just clear forgot myself, in one of them times that don't +let you get to sleep<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> that night for thinking about, and that when you +wake up is right there by the bed waiting for you, and that makes you +feel sore when you think of afterwards—sore, but glad, too.</p> + +<p>"'That's it,' I says, 'that's it. I've been thinking about that a good +deal lately. I s'pose it's because I ain't any children of my own to be +so busy for that I can't think about their real good. Seems to me there +ain't a child living no matter how saucy or soiled or similar, but could +look us each one in the face and say, "What you doing for me and the +rest of us?" And what could we say to them? We could say: "I'm buying +some of you ginghams that won't shrink nor fade. Some of you I'm cooking +food for, and some of you I'm letting go without it. And some of you I'm +buying school books and playthings and some of you I'm leaving without +'em. I'm making up some of your beds and teaching you your manners and +I'm loving you—some of you. And the rest of you I'm leaving walk in +town after dark with a hole in your stocking." <i>Where's the +line—where's the line?</i> How do we know which is the ones to do for? I +tell you I'm the orphan asylum to the whole lot of 'em. And so are you. +And I move the Cemetery Improvement Sodality do something for this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> +little boy. We'd adopt him if he was dead—an' keep his grave as nice +and neat as wax. Let's us adopt him instead of his grave!'</p> + +<p>"My bedspread had slipped down onto the floor, but I never knew when nor +did I see it go. All I see was that some of them agreed with me—Mis' +Emmons and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Hubbelthwait and Libby and even Mame +that had proposed the monument. But some of the others was waiting as +usual to see how Mis' Sykes was going to believe, and Mis' Sykes she was +just standing there by the piano, her cheeks getting pinker and pinker +up high on her face.</p> + +<p>"'Calliope,' she said, making a gesture. 'Ladies! this is every bit of +it out of order. This ain't the subject that we come together to +discuss.'</p> + +<p>"'It kind of seems to me,' says I, 'that it's a subject we was born to +discuss.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady sort of rolled over in her chair and looked across her +glasses to Mis' Sykes.</p> + +<p>"'Madame President,' says she, 'as I understand it this fits in all +right. What we're proposing is to spend Sodality's money on this little +boy just the same as though he was dead. I move we do so.'</p> + +<p>"Two-three of 'em seconded it, but scairt and scattering.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span></p><p>"'Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Ladies! This is a good deal too +headlong. A committee'd ought—'</p> + +<p>"'Question—question,' demands Mis' Emmons, serene, and she met my eye +and smiled some, in that little <i>we</i>-understand look that can pierce +through a roomful of people like the wind.</p> + +<p>"'Mis' Emmons,' says Mis' Sykes, wildish. 'Ladies! Sodality has been +organized over twenty years, doing the same thing. You can't change so +offhand—' You can't help admiring Mis' Sykes, for she simply don't know +when she's beat. But this time she had a point with her, too. 'If we +want to vote to amend the constitution,' she said, 'you've got to lay +down your wishes on the table for one week.'</p> + +<p>"'I daresay you have,' says Mis' Emmons, looking grave. 'Well, I move +that we amend the constitution of this society, and I move that we do it +next week at the open annual meeting of the Sodality.'</p> + +<p>"'Second the motion,' says I, with my feet on my white bedspread.</p> + +<p>"And somehow the phrase caught Christopher's ear, like a tune might to +march by.</p> + +<p>"'Second a motion—second a motion!' he chants to himself, standing by +Mis' Toplady's knee.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p>"I had promised Insley to run in the Cadozas' after the meeting, and see +the little boy; and Mis' Emmons having to go home before she started +back to the Proudfits', Christopher walked along with me. When we got +out to the end of Daphne Street, Insley overtook us on his way out to +the Cadozas', too.</p> + +<p>"His shoes were some muddy, and I guessed that he had been where of late +he'd spent as much time as he could spare, both when he was in the +village and when he was over to Indian Mound. Without digging down into +his eyes, the same as some do to folks that's in trouble, I had sensed +that there had come down on him everybody's hour of cutting something +out of life, which is as elemental a thing to do as dying is, and I +donno but it's the same kind as dying is besides. And he had been taking +his hour in the elemental way, wanting to be alone and to kind of get +near to the earth. I mean tramping the hills, ploughing along the narrow +paths close to the barb' wire fences, plunging into the little groves. +The little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> groves have such an' I-know look of understanding all about +any difficulty till you walk inside of them, when all to once they stop +seeming to know about your special trouble and begin another kind of +slow soothing, same as summing things up will soothe you, now and then.</p> + +<p>"Chris chattered to him, lovable.</p> + +<p>"'I had some peppermenges,' he says, 'and I like hot ice-cream, too. +Don't you? Can you make that?' he inquires, slipping his hand in +Insley's.</p> + +<p>"Of course this made a pang—when you're hurt, 'most everything makes a +pang. And this must of brought back that one evening with Robin that he +would have to remember, and all the little stupid jokes they'd had that +night must of rose up and hit at him, with the awful power of the little +things that don't matter one bit and yet that matter everything.</p> + +<p>"'What can <i>you</i> make, Chris?' Insley says to him. 'Can you make candy? +And pull it—like this?'</p> + +<p>"'Once a lady stirred me some an' cut it up in squares,' Chris +explained, 'but I never did make any. My mama couldn't make candy, I +guess, but she could make all other things—pancakes an' mittens an' +nice stove fires my mama could make. The bag we got the salt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> in—she +made me two handkerchiefs out of that bag,' he ended proudly.</p> + +<p>"'Did she—did she?' Insley tempted him on.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' Chris went on, hopping beside him, 'but now I've got to hurry +an' be a man, 'cause litty boys ain't very good things. Can you make +po'try?' he wound up.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Chris—can you?' Insley asked.</p> + +<p>"'Well, when I was comin' along with my daddy that night I made one,' +the child says. And when Insley questions him a little he got this much +more out of him. 'It started, "Look at the trees so green an' fair,"' he +says, 'but I forget the rest.'</p> + +<p>"'Do you want to be a poet when you grow up?' Insley ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, I do,' the child says ready. 'I think I'll be that first an' then +I'll be the President, too. But what I'd rather be is the sprinkler-cart +man, wouldn't you?'</p> + +<p>"'Conceivably,' Insley says, and by the look on his face I bet his hand +tightened up on the child's hand.</p> + +<p>"'At Sodality,' I says, 'he just told them he was going to drive loads +of hay. He's made several selections.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at me over the child's head, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> I guess we was both +thinking the same thing: Trust nature to work this out alone? +'Conceivably,' again. But all of a sudden I know we both burned to help +to do it. And as Insley talked to the child, I think some touch of his +enterprise come back and breathed on him. In them few last days I +shouldn't wonder if his work hadn't stopped soaring to the meaning of +spirit and sunk down again to be just body drudgery. He couldn't ever +help having his old possessing love of men, and his man's strong +resolution to keep a-going, but I shouldn't wonder if the wings of the +thing he meant to do had got folded up. And Christopher, here, was sort +of releasing them out again.</p> + +<p>"'How's the little Cadoza boy?' I ask' him pretty soon.</p> + +<p>"'He's getting on,' he says. 'Dr. Barrows was down yesterday—he wants +him for a fortnight or so at the hospital in town, where he can have +good care and food. His mother doesn't want him to go. I hoped you'd +talk with her.'</p> + +<p>"Before we got to the Cadoza house Insley looked over to me, enigmatish. +'Want to see something?' he says, and he handed me a letter. I read it, +and some of it I knew what it meant and some of it I didn't. It was +from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> Alex Proudfit, asking him up to Proudfit House to the house party.</p> + +<p>" ... Ain't it astonishing how awful festive the word 'house party' +sounds. 'Party' sounds festive, though not much more so than 'company' +or 'gathering' that we use more common. 'Ball,' of course, is real +glittering, and paints the inside of your head into pictures, +instantaneous. But a house party—maybe it's because I never was to one; +maybe it's because I never heard of one till late in life; maybe it's +because nobody ever had one before in Friendship Village—but that word +give me all the sensation that 'her golden coach' and 'his silver +armour' and 'good fairy' used to have for me when I was a little girl. +'House party!' Anything shiny might happen to one of them. It's like +you'd took something vanishin', like a party, and just seized onto it +and made it stay longer than Time and the World ever intended. It's like +making a business of the short-lived.</p> + +<p>"Well, some of Alex's letter went about like this:—</p> + +<p>"'Join us for the whole time, do,' it says, and it went on about there +being rather an interesting group,—'a jolly individualist,' I recollect +he says, 'for your special benefit.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> He'll convert you where I couldn't, +because he's kept his love for men and I haven't. And of course I've +some women—pretty, bless them, and thank the Lord not one of them +troubling whether she loves mankind or not, so long as men love her. And +there you have Nature uncovered at her task! I shall expect you for +every moment that you can spare....' I remember the wording because it +struck me it was all so like Alex that I could pretty near talk to it +and have it answer back.</p> + +<p>"'Tell me,' Insley says, when I handed the letter back to him, 'you +know—him. Alex Proudfit. Does he put all that on? Is it his mask? Does +he feel differently and do differently when folks don't know?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, slow, 'I donno. He gives the Cadozas their rent, but +when Mis' Cadoza went to thank him, once, he sent down word for her to +go and see his agent.'</p> + +<p>"He nodded, and I'd never heard him speak bitter before. 'That's it,' he +says, 'that's it. That's the way we bungle things....'</p> + +<p>"We'd got almost to the Cadozas' when we heard an automobile coming +behind us, and as we stood aside to let it go by, Robin's face flashed +past us at the window. Mis' Emmons<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> was with her, that Robin had come +down after. Right off the car stopped and Robin jumped out and come +hurrying back towards us. I'll never forget the minute. We met right in +front of the old tumble-down Cadoza house with the lilacs so high in the +front yard that the place looked pretty near nice, like the rest of the +world. It was a splendid afternoon, one that had got it's gold persuaded +to burst through a gray morning, like colour from a bunch of silver +buds; and now the air was all full of lovely things, light and little +wind and late sun and I donno but things we didn't know about. And +everyone of them seemed in Robin's face as she came towards us, and +more, too, that we couldn't name or place.</p> + +<p>"I think the mere exquisite girlishness of her come home to Insley as +even her strength and her womanliness, that night he talked with her, +had not moved him. I donno but in the big field of his man's dream, he +had pretty near forgot how obvious her charm was. I'm pretty sure that +in those days when he was tramping the hills alone, the thing that he +was fighting with was that he was going to lose her companioning in the +life they both dreamed. But now her hurrying so and her little faint +agitation made her appeal a new thing, fifty times as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> lovely, fifty +times as feminine, and sort of filling in the picture of herself with +all the different kinds of women she was in one.</p> + +<p>"So now, as he stood there with her, looking down in her face, touching +her friendly hand, I think that was the first real, overhauling minute +when he was just swept by the understanding that his loss was so many +times what he'd thought it was going to be. For it was her that he +wanted, it was her that he would miss for herself and not for any dear +plans of work-fellowship alone. She understood his dream, but there was +other things she understood about, too. A man can love a woman for a +whole collection of little dear things—and he can lose her and grieve; +he can love her for her big way of looking at things, and he can lose +her and grieve; he can love her because she is his work-fellow, and he +can lose her and grieve. But if, on top of one of these, he loves her +because she is she, the woman that knows about life and is capable of +sharing all of life with him and of being tender about it, why then if +he loses her, his grieving is going to be something that there ain't +rightly no name for. And I think it was that minute there in the road +that it first come to Insley that Robin was Robin, that of all the many +women that she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> was, first and most she was the woman that was capable +of sharing with him all sides of living.</p> + +<p>"'I wanted ...' she says to him, uncertain. 'Oh, I wish very much that +you would accept the invitation to some of the house party. I wanted to +tell you.'</p> + +<p>"'I can't do that,' he answers, short and almost gruff. 'Really I can't +do that.'</p> + +<p>"But it seemed there was even a sort of nice childishness about her that +you wouldn't have guessed. I always think it's a wonderful moment when a +woman knows a man well enough to show some of her childishness to him. +But a woman that shows right off, close on the heels of an introduction, +how childish she can be, it always sort o' makes me mad—like she'd told +her first name without being asked about it.</p> + +<p>"'Please,' Robin says, 'I'm asking it because I wish it very much. I +want those people up there to know you. I want—'</p> + +<p>"He shook his head, looking at her, eyes, mouth, and fresh cheeks, like +he wished he was able to look at her face <i>all at once</i>.</p> + +<p>"'At least, at least,' she says to him rapid, then, 'you must come to +the party at the end. You know I want to keep you for my friend<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span>—I want +to make you our friend. That night Aunt Eleanor is going to announce my +engagement, and I want my friends to be there.'</p> + +<p>"That surprised me as much as it did him. Nobody in the village knew +about the engagement yet except us two that knew it from that night at +Mis' Emmons's. I wondered what on earth Insley was going to say and I +remember how I hoped, pretty near fierce, that he wasn't going to smile +and bow and wish her happiness and do the thing the world would have +wanted of him. It may make things run smoother to do that way, but +smoothness isn't the only thing the love of folks for folks knows about. +I do like a man that now and then speaks out with the breath in his +lungs and not just with the breath of his nostrils. And that's what +Insley done—that's what he done, only I'm bound to say that I do think +he spoke out before he knew he was going to.</p> + +<p>"'That would be precisely why I couldn't come,' he said. 'Thank you, you +know—but please don't ask me.'</p> + +<p>"As for Robin, at this her eyes widened, and beautiful colour swept her +face. And she didn't at once turn away from him, but I see how she stood +looking at him with a kind of a sharp intentness, less of wonder than of +stopping short.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span></p><p>"Christopher had run to the automobile and now he come a-hopping back.</p> + +<p>"'Robin!' he called. 'Aunt Eleanor says you haf to be in a dress by +dinner, and it's <i>now</i>.'</p> + +<p>"'Do come for dinner, Mr. Insley,' Mis' Emmons calls, as Robin and +Christopher went to join him. 'We've got up a tableau or two for +afterward. Come and help me be a tableau.'</p> + +<p>"He smiled and shook his head and answered her. And that reminded me +that I'd got to hurry like wild, as usual. It was most six o'clock +then,—it always <i>is</i> either most six o'clock or most noon when I get +nearest to being interested,—and that night great things was going to +be going on. Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and the School Board and I was +going to have a tableau of our own.</p> + +<p>"But for all that I couldn't help standing still a minute and looking +after the automobile. It seemed as bad as some kind of a planet, +carrying Robin off for forever and ever. And I wasn't so clear that I +fancied its orbit.</p> + +<p>"'I've got a whole string of minds not to go to that party myself,' I +says, meditative.</p> + +<p>"But Insley never answered. He just come on around the Cadozas' house.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p>"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I +did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take +their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of +their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just +like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no +ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say.</p> + +<p>"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a +bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in +my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and +tapped me on the arm.</p> + +<p>"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds—the School Board +an' some o' the leadin' citizens has—to appoint a Women's Evenin' +Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' +Sykes should be it.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p><p>"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin' +of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it +meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.'</p> + +<p>"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got: +'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when +you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you +women should do it.'</p> + +<p>"'Notice <i>what</i>?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be +up to an' ain't?'</p> + +<p>"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some +folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the +afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the +store and talk it over.</p> + +<p>"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's +somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Public</i> decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my +letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read.</p> + +<p>"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that +letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> +spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from—my +cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva, +her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she +spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I +done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter +looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess! +It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it.</p> + +<p>"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her +to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to +the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come +to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers +was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was +staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole +section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper +little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture +and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the +parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p><p>"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was +leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless +and patient.</p> + +<p>"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin' +pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?'</p> + +<p>"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he +says, simple,—'sick enough to bust the camera.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne +Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how +on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There +was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough—what was there to +<i>like</i> about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business? +Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there +registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,—what was +there about any of it to <i>like</i> doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly +real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down +the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head +through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span></p><p>"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge—' +and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him +hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I +could sense their lives like I could sense my own—level and even and +<i>darn</i>. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad +that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back +the feeling.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It +was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun +outlining the situation that he meant about.</p> + +<p>"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work +they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best—I mean +it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's—you know we've all +talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see +they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.'</p> + +<p>"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of +offending some?'</p> + +<p>"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's, +Calliope? Women can do these things better than men.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> This is somethin' +delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the +authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the +mothers—it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing.</p> + +<p>"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off +on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt—because young folks had +been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no +Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing +that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it—they've +used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit +peelin's—every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the +archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early +mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all +empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the +schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help +us out.'</p> + +<p>"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little +slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt +kind of an interest—though<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> of course the School Board seemed to own it +special.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we +should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full +o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.'</p> + +<p>"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. <i>I</i> think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas +Sykes.</p> + +<p>"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to +stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.'</p> + +<p>"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?'</p> + +<p>"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>What?</i>' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?'</p> + +<p>"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?' +I says.</p> + +<p>"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says +Silas.</p> + +<p>"'However that is, you <i>didn't</i> set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither +will young folks set there now, I don't believe.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, '<i>anyhow</i>, they've got to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> get off'n the streets. +We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in +stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got +to look out for public decency.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Public</i> decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's +public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?'</p> + +<p>"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin' +our best to start 'em right?'</p> + +<p>"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around +don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the +first time—ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is +this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've +vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em +<i>to</i>?'</p> + +<p>"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '<i>Ain't it?</i>' She set thinking for a +minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us +ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do. +But we'll do it, I guess.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p><p>"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and +look around and see what we see. We all knew—every woman in Friendship +Village knew—how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud +talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other, +helpless, that we <i>wisht</i> something could be done, but that was as far +as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in +a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have +Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to +the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I +guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive <i>at</i>.</p> + +<p>"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the +middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store.</p> + +<p>"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet +her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like +her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good +deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin' +to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young +and some pretty and excited. Excited about life<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> and new things and +moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me +to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.'</p> + +<p>"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed +to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and +looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing +it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part +of the house and went and set in the parlour.</p> + +<p>"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a +plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the +<i>parlour</i>, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little +while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures +in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to +<i>do</i> in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed +something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked +kind of aimless to the window.</p> + +<p>"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'.</p> + +<p>"I told her, real proud.</p> + +<p>"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid, +Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale +coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well—is they many young people?'</p> + +<p>"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more—but +just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the +parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when +we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought, +'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a +sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, <i>let's</i>,' she says, like a little girl.</p> + +<p>"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch—she +done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and +joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and <i>used</i>, and we had +a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the +side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph +man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p><p>"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some +time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more +pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He +was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when +to do it. He see the funny in things—he see that the post-office looked +like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like +it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too—he +showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the +fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks +like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was +a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his +pictures.</p> + +<p>"But Minerva—I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in +the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor +the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the +way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little +jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought +it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and +quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny +how just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they +cousin, more themselves than they was before!'</p> + +<p>"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone +that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I +was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the +night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting +with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour, +and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis' +Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by +the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and +quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I +stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon +happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what +it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like +I never felt in my parlour in my life—all kind of young and free and +springy.</p> + +<p>"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady. +'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've +all three done that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> again and again. We know how it is down there +evenings.'</p> + +<p>"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway. +I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to +get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around. +To-night let's <i>look</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges. +In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a +place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their +folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge +and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys—little young +things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty +ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the +sheer fun of <i>hanging around</i> on a spring night.</p> + +<p>"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '<i>what</i> is their mothers thinkin' of?'</p> + +<p>"But something else was coming home to me.</p> + +<p>"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the +invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go +and hang over a tombstone with 'em!'</p> + +<p>"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> Toplady, she kind of +chuckled. And the crowd jostled us—more young folks, talking and +laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more +till we got up in the next block.</p> + +<p>"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or +two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about. +Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the +world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple, +sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in +a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that.</p> + +<p>"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!'</p> + +<p>"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and +I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew +Abe Luck's answering—but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I +betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was +after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of +the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air, +and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little +feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer <i>fun</i>, that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> Em'ly thought +she was having and that she had the right to.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady, +soothin'.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a +good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper, +but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to +her 'good taste' is both of them.</p> + +<p>"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set +down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis' +Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of +a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us +little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch +of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was +young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them—the <i>young</i> humans that +would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all +day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and +when night come, and summer come, and the moon come—land, land! they +<i>wanted</i> something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span></p><p>"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every +direction, each house with its parlour—four-piece plush set, mebbe, and +ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of +the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even +with somebody to set and talk to them—what was the parlour, compared to +the <i>magic</i> they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and +free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to +do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh +with—no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they +took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza +of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no +automobiles—no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us +all together. No wonder they took it for their own.</p> + +<p>"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with +these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to +unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and +dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As +it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us +all. And yet it come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> from their same longing for fun, for joy—and +where was they to get it?</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if +only we had some place to invite 'em to!'</p> + +<p>"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final.</p> + +<p>"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe +dancin'? Not come!'</p> + +<p>"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go +that far.'</p> + +<p>"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went +so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of +what is.'</p> + +<p>"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't we—<i>ain't we?</i>' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how +much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?'</p> + +<p>"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she +says.</p> + +<p>"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask +them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night +for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they +ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks—'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p><p>"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four +sides of my head at once.</p> + +<p>"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every +night out of the year and <i>built</i> for the young folks!'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never +allow 'em to use the schoolhouse <i>that</i> way. The Board wouldn't think of +it!'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Whose</i> Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine +and Friendship Village's? Come on—come on and put it to 'em,' I says, +kind o' wild.</p> + +<p>"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me +talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes +holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself. +But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt.</p> + +<p>"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that +before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out +right under their noses, an' not sense it?'</p> + +<p>"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I +could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we +hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> not convinced but +keeping still because us two talked it so hard.</p> + +<p>"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of +the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried +right up to them.</p> + +<p>"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.'</p> + +<p>"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the +doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says, +'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was +eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like <i>shieldin'</i> her from +somethin' as I feel to-night.'</p> + +<p>"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to +get some law goin', that's all.'</p> + +<p>"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I +donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets. +Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em <i>to</i>?'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em +off somewheres. <i>Where to?</i> What say, Silas?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p><p>"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us +harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more +parents. Leave 'em use 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief. +'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she +snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis' +Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct +themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way.</p> + +<p>"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady, +frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the +same.'</p> + +<p>"'Me, too,' I says, fervent.</p> + +<p>"'What you goin' to <i>do</i>?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and +bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee +for this thing, same as the curfew is.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got—that's what we've +got. Them poor young things wants a good time—same as you and all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> of +us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be +together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for +'em?'</p> + +<p>"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to <i>get</i> a +place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?'</p> + +<p>"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em +the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things +doin'.'</p> + +<p>"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't +no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope +Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'—why, woman alive, who's goin' to +donate the light an' the coal? <i>You?</i>'</p> + +<p>"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was <i>for</i> the +good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp.</p> + +<p>"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their <i>good</i>. It ain't for their +foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?'</p> + +<p>"'Is arithmetic good an' morals <i>not</i>, Silas Sykes?' I says.</p> + +<p>"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope', +s'he,—'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they +would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the +United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops +an' hearin' dance tunes?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the +United States <i>go</i>. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme +the cough drops.'</p> + +<p>"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse.</p> + +<p>"Timothy groans. '<i>Dancin!</i>' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you +ain't sunk so low as Calliope?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself. +'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in +for <i>somethin'</i>.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>I</i> ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '<i>I</i> believe +the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good +as enforcin' the dignity of the law.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, <i>rot</i>!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a +word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he +wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does—it wasn't a real +elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your +pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in +enforcin' the law<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round +accordin' to your cloth—an' your pattern. An' your pattern.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you +an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.'</p> + +<p>"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to +either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting +broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on +anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as +mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street, +wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings +in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for +yourself to use it.</p> + +<p>"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard +somebody laugh—a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a +woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of +singing. I was right onto them before they see me.</p> + +<p>"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it +ain't.'</p> + +<p>"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the +evergreens, was Minerva Beach,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> my own cousin, and the little, tired +photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to +sense where the minute really belonged—that's always a good thing to +do, ain't it?—and then I says, cool as you please:</p> + +<p>"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't +stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my +lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and +let's have it, and make a little lemonade.'</p> + +<p>"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the +evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a +party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals +than ordinary, too.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There +had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome +to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird +wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in +Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of +housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd +never once thought of this, that's as big as them all.</p> + +<p>"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> towns! He never puts in a Silas +Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what +the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and +I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and +there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand.</p> + +<p>"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I +are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily +accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set +on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along. +He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten +o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get +in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night—you an' Mis' Toplady.'</p> + +<p>"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression.</p> + +<p>"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm +leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks +like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual, +and went off down the path.</p> + +<p>"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand. +And then, 'Eppleby,' I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel +just like I was going to <i>crow</i>!'</p> + +<p>"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have +hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I +left my breakfast dishes standing—a thing I do for the very few—and I +went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left +<i>her</i> dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew +we could depend on—Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to +be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she +wasn't in her mourning grief—we told 'em the whole thing. And we one +and all got together and we see that here was something that could be +done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big +enough and unafraid.</p> + +<p>"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the +notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to +the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice +everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone +too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes—all but Abagail, that +had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> pitched in to making the cakes—and we told her what we'd done, so +she shouldn't have any of the blame.</p> + +<p>"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because +calm is grand lady.</p> + +<p>"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women +run things.'</p> + +<p>"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the +land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an' +women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see +that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four +families.'</p> + +<p>"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal.</p> + +<p>"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in +my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.'</p> + +<p>"We went off and left her—it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes +into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations. +And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring.</p> + +<p>"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree +looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call +for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> downstairs in a little +white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of +anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a +little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this +town!'</p> + +<p>"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was +awful lonesome here, but I guess—'</p> + +<p>"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant.</p> + +<p>"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man.</p> + +<p>"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and +forth careless, and—'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you +ever travelled anywheres?'</p> + +<p>"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when—'</p> + +<p>"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one +place, unless,' she added, 'it's <i>awful</i> nice.'</p> + +<p>"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the +door. I see it like I never see it before—<i>They was living</i>. Them two +young things out there on my porch, and all the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> young folks of +Friendship Village, they was just living—trying to find a future and a +life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted +was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But +here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together +wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that +knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just +letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers +to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them +live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of +Friendship Village.</p> + +<p>"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if +I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way.</p> + +<p>"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of +different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up. +Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick +building looked <i>conscious</i>, and like it had just opened its eyes and +turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks +that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the +recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> for the candy making, and +Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other +ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the +cakes.</p> + +<p>"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls +nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls, +shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody—they come +from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like.</p> + +<p>"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law +and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time +they had that first night.</p> + +<p>"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time, +and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one +couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the +sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out +of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see +what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in +five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the +house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending +eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> houses or doing I donno +what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good +time and having it—<i>and having it</i>.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Dancin'!</i>' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my +conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting +on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for +years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe +an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.'</p> + +<p>"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but <i>my</i> marrow +might get use' to it.'</p> + +<p>"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody +had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the +tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse +entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle, +and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that +they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh. +Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there.</p> + +<p>"And so he done. Almost before I knew it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> they stepped out onto us, +setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from +being brave, but from intending to jump <i>first</i>.</p> + +<p>"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences +ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed +yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it +works.'</p> + +<p>"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you? +Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you? +Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light +for this night's performance?'</p> + +<p>"'Real surprised,' I says, dry.</p> + +<p>"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things +to row, Timothy.'</p> + +<p>"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here +for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're +ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.'</p> + +<p>"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window, +whirled around.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But +what you going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that +ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I +knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the +schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.'</p> + +<p>"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the +schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on +before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:—</p> + +<p>"'The town's nothin' but <i>roots</i>, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin' +up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some +kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great, +expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year, +an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for +all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built +it <i>for</i> chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy +the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but +don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort +o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your +iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops +there! Open the buildin' in the name<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> of public decency, but in the name +of public decency, don't shut it up!'</p> + +<p>"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up, +quiet, on the bottom step.</p> + +<p>"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was +keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin' +school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh +ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the +schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I +remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them +young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin +an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!'</p> + +<p>"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music +struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing, +the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking +on.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Dancin'!</i>' says Timothy, shuddering—but looking, too.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots +prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span></p><p>"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says. +'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.'</p> + +<p>"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you +want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!'</p> + +<p>"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.'</p> + +<p>"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a +minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a +march on by the women!'</p> + +<p>"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push +them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't +anything more to worry over. But me—I waited out there in the entry +till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down +there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span></p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p>"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday +living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left +behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green, +but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a +family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the +conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was +let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine +for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and +like both belonged to the household.</p> + +<p>"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting +with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to +help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap +quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to +do—it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a +drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex +Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> go, but Robin says to +me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're +doing—if you don't mind.'</p> + +<p>"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young +ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day, +she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it +without seeming to.'</p> + +<p>"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like +that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all +the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace +time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a +woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be +when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his +day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual +arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off, +seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But +somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door +before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at +him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her.</p> + +<p>"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with +magnificent <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span>macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by +ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells +her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting +up for from nine to ten hours preceding.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly—this green +room.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the +room—the house?'</p> + +<p>"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?'</p> + +<p>"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you +know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the +feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very +decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really +wanted has failed us.'</p> + +<p>"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says.</p> + +<p>"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not +because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about +throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't +come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of +mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do +you think you would like to live? Not to settle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> down, you know, but for +the Eternal Place To Come Back To?'</p> + +<p>"'To come back to?' Robin repeated.</p> + +<p>"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained. +'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make +home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away +for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I +think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is +everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in +a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home +is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off, +it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd +like to be. We are becoming nomadic again—only this time we own the +world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin +Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.'</p> + +<p>"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the +whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in +and stay in spoke from her to Alex.</p> + +<p>"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p><p>"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank.</p> + +<p>"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I +know where things are going to come up.'</p> + +<p>"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too.</p> + +<p>"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and +somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do +you?'</p> + +<p>"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she +explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.'</p> + +<p>"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll +plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them +bloom. No?'</p> + +<p>"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both +laughed.</p> + +<p>"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We +want what the whole world can give.'</p> + +<p>"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says.</p> + +<p>"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair.</p> + +<p>"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in +this life: that's you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> and I. The world has got to teach us a number of +things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old +world.'</p> + +<p>"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But +she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess +past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out, +without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact +bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting +there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own, +Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the +Proudfits' conservatory.</p> + +<p>"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found +him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as +hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how +eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native +instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon +God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in +peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to +believing that destruction was a part of the process.</p> + +<p>"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.'</p> + +<p>"'What are they for?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out <i>slickery</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works, +destroying what comes out <i>slickery</i> and leaving that alone that resists +her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none.</p> + +<p>"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy +puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little +tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces +with Chris in it:—</p> + +<p>"'Supper, supper—here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels +goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d—' says he, some louder than saying and +almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant: +'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for +nothing.</p> + +<p>"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?'</p> + +<p>"'It isn't <i>by</i>, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet, +did it?'</p> + +<p>"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span></p><p>"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops, +then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?' +he says.</p> + +<p>"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing +to-day?' she asks.</p> + +<p>"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its +party. An' I'm to it.'</p> + +<p>"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked.</p> + +<p>"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it—it talks wiv its lights. I +saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at +her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would +come,' he says, patient.</p> + +<p>"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most +tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long +out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody +coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand, +and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face +bright with whatever she was thinking about.</p> + +<p>"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow—a dear little fellow. And +all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?'</p> + +<p>"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> minute. 'How ours?' he asks. +'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.'</p> + +<p>"'No, no,' she says. '<i>Ours.</i> To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let +him be really ours.'</p> + +<p>"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative.</p> + +<p>"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle +that way with somebody's life.'</p> + +<p>"She looked at him, not understanding.</p> + +<p>"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely +into the office of destiny—keeping, bringing-up, making, as you +say—meddling with, I call it—anybody's life.'</p> + +<p>"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put +him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled.</p> + +<p>"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my +dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads +you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?'</p> + +<p>"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out +whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span></p><p>"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible, +as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort. +She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what +you are saving?'</p> + +<p>"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?'</p> + +<p>"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends.</p> + +<p>"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought +her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment.</p> + +<p>"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And +for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims +him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.'</p> + +<p>"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love +with her—unless he is the special kind—he begins thinking how much +sweeter and softer and <i>womaner</i> she is when she's just plain gentle. +And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he +remembers her being—that is, unless he's special, unless he's special. +Like Alex got uneasy now.</p> + +<p>"'My heavens, dear,' he says—and I judged Alex had got to be one of +them men that lays a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so +solemnly believes they're keeping their temper—'My heavens, dear, don't +misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and +abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated +wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The +personal contact is going it a little too strong.'</p> + +<p>"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin.</p> + +<p>"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental—in an age when everybody +can do things better than one can do them oneself.'</p> + +<p>"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was +watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as +though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was +watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet +amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he +was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and +in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy; +he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world +was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of +vague—commendably again;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein +silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be +firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn +firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to +embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a +sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done +then with a serious, settled look of Woman—the Woman everlasting, +wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child....</p> + +<p>"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it +didn't have no card.</p> + +<p>"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless. +'It's Mr. Insley.'</p> + +<p>"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was +gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little +festivities.'</p> + +<p>"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why <i>poor</i>?' she asks.</p> + +<p>"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world, +instead of wearing the world like a garment—when it would fit him.'</p> + +<p>"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I +almost jumped:</p> + +<p>"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at +all,' was what she said.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p><p>"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of +indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a +good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set +fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard +Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us....</p> + +<p>"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked. +Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for, +and he put it blunt.</p> + +<p>"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour +ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking +ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I +got to him. He was little—I picked him up quite easily and got him back +into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor +came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He +asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who +belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.'</p> + +<p>"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows +rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought +to go at once. I'll take him down now.'</p> + +<p>"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father—is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly +is he off?'</p> + +<p>"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a +street brawl in the City—it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of +blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought +it would be, at most.'</p> + +<p>"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a +take-for-granted thing.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there +with him.'</p> + +<p>"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he. +'Impossible.'</p> + +<p>"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that +was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris +spied Insley, and come running to him.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself +all over him.</p> + +<p>"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me +think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her +way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever +since.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p><p>"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something. +Something about daddy—your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and +he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear +heart—will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you +that?'</p> + +<p>"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a +sudden, terrible grown-up-ness.</p> + +<p>"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he <i>go out</i>, +like my mama?'</p> + +<p>"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her.</p> + +<p>"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!'</p> + +<p>"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look.</p> + +<p>"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me—needs me. Why, how could I +do anything else?'</p> + +<p>"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much +less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about +him.</p> + +<p>"'May I venture to remind you,' he says—like a little thin edge of +something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and +deep if you let it—'May I venture to remind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> you that your aunt is +announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your +mind.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind +except this poor little thing here. Alex—it's early. He'll sleep after +a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked +Insley, quiet.</p> + +<p>"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris +clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and +only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join +him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at +once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks +was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went +into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I +thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the +world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley +begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there +with Chris and him and me—he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't. +Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and +let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> but that reaches +down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to +leave.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The +whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way +she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to +it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow +down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris.</p> + +<p>"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me. +I've got to be here—but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you. +Get back as soon as you can, Robin.'</p> + +<p>"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done +everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the +little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped +her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a +hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come +back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess, +Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on +him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a +real dignity so that Robin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness, +as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that. +For, after all, she <i>was</i> going—there was no getting back of that. And +when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not +the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going +off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant.</p> + +<p>"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the +two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing +over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The +time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the +day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have +slipped into it, with shut sails—so still that Robin spoke of it with +surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that +can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish +she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music +or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say +would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's +life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless +it's when I first wake up in the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span>morning; then any talking always seems +like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains.</p> + +<p>"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was +thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with +her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have +found him.</p> + +<p>"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped +being, except some great thing.'</p> + +<p>"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she +seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense—though never in the +consciousness—that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and +to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which +she was moving along, assentin'.</p> + +<p>"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was. +I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then, +with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her +being near him seemed.</p> + +<p>"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.'</p> + +<p>"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span></p><p>"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice—well, I tell you, +his voice looked.</p> + +<p>"'What do you mean?' he says—just said it a little and like he didn't +dare trust it to say itself any more.</p> + +<p>"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says.</p> + +<p>"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had +been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off +across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each +side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted +to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun, +without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds +of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out +just the way it was <i>a-purpose</i>. There wasn't any unintentional +assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of +his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just +the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful +when he answered.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting +up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> have +no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have +rest before to-night.'</p> + +<p>"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes +dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I +use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about, +but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a +trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a +person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then. +The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was +the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note +of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And +while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off +toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what +might have been in his voice.</p> + +<p>"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random, +'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.'</p> + +<p>"'The village?' she asked.</p> + +<p>"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in +are so—dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p><p>"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile. +And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between +clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment.</p> + +<p>"Chris looked up in Insley's face.</p> + +<p>"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on +this new brown middie.'</p> + +<p>"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty—and that +time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped +at the cottage gate.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p>"The lonesome little parlour at Mis' Cadoza's was so far past knowing +how to act with folks in it, that it never changed expression when we +threw open the shutters. Rooms that are used to folks always sort of +look up when the shutters are opened; some rooms smile back at you; some +say something that you just lose, through not turning round from the +window quite quick enough. But Mis' Cadoza's parlour was such a poor +folkless thing that it didn't make us any reply at all nor let on to +notice the light. It just set there, kind of numb, merely enduring +itself.</p> + +<p>"'You poor thing,' I thought, 'nobody come in time, did they?'</p> + +<p>"Insley picked out a cane-seat rocker that had once known how to behave +in company, and drew it to the window. Ain't it nice, no matter what +kind of a dumb room you've got into, you can open its window and fit the +sky onto the sill, and feel right at home....</p> + +<p>"Robin sat there with Chris in her arms, waiting for any stir in the +front bedroom. I went in the bedroom, while Dr. Heron told me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> about the +medicine, and it seemed to me the bare floor and bare walls and +dark-coloured bedcovers was got together to suit the haggardy unshaven +face on the pillow. Christopher's father never moved. I set in the +doorway, so as to watch him, and Insley went with the doctor to the +village to bring back some things that was needed. And I felt like we +was all the first settlers of somewheres.</p> + +<p>"Chris was laying so still in Robin's arms that several times she looked +down to see if he was awake. But every time his eyes was wide and dark +with that mysterious child look that seems so much like thought. It kind +of hurt me to see him doing nothing—that's one of the parts about +sickness and dying and some kinds of trouble that always twists +something up in my throat: The folks that was so eager and able and +flying round the house just being struck still and not able to go on +with everyday doings. I know when Lyddy Ember, the dressmaker, died and +I looked at her laying there, it seemed to me so surprising that she +couldn't hem and fell and cut out with her thumb crooked like she +done—and that she didn't know a dart from a gore; her hands looked so +much like she knew how yet. It's like being inactive made death or grief +double. And it's like <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span>working or playing around was a kind of life.... +The whole house seemed inactive and silence-struck, even to the kitchen +where Mis' Cadoza and the little lame boy was.</p> + +<p>"Robin set staring into the lilacs that never seemed to bloom, and I +wondered what she was thinking and mebbe facing. But when she spoke, it +was about the Cadoza kitchen.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Marsh,' she says, 'what kind of people must they be that can stay +alive in a kitchen like that?'</p> + +<p>"'Pioneers,' I says. 'They's a lot of 'em pioneerin' away and not +knowing it's time to stop.'</p> + +<p>"'But the dirt—' she says.</p> + +<p>"'What do you expect?' I says. 'They're emergin' out of dirt. But they +<i>are</i> emergin'.'</p> + +<p>"'Don't it seem hopeless?' says she.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno,' I says; 'dirt gets to be apples—so be you plant 'em.'</p> + +<p>"But the Cadoza kitchen <i>was</i> fearful. When we come through it, Mis' +Cadoza was getting supper, and she'd woke up nameless smells of greasy +things. There the bare table was piled with the inevitable mix-up of +unwashed dishes that go along with the Mis' Cadozas of this world, so +that you wonder how they ever got so much crockery together. There the +floor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> wasn't swept, clothes was drying on a line over the stove, Spudge +was eating his supper on the window-sill, and in his bed in the corner +lay little Eph, so white and frail and queer-coloured that you felt you +was looking on something bound not to last till much after you'd stopped +looking. And there was Mis' Cadoza. When we had come through the +kitchen, little Eph had said something glad at seeing Insley and hung +hold of his hand and told him how he meant to model a clay Patsy, +because it was Patsy, the dog, that had gone out in the dark and first +brought Insley in to see him.</p> + +<p>"'An' when I'm big,' the child says, 'I'm going to make a clay <i>you</i>, +Mr. Insley.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza had turned round and bared up her crooked teeth.</p> + +<p>"'Don't you be impident!' she had said, raspish, throwing her hand out +angular.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza was like somebody that hadn't got outside into the daylight +of <i>Yet</i>. She was ignorant, blind to life, with some little bit of a +corner of her brain working while the rest lay stock-still in her skull; +unclean of person, the mother to no end of nameless horrors of +habit—and her blood and the blood of some creature like her had been +poured into that poor little boy, sickly, bloodless, not ready for the +struggle.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span></p><p>"'<i>Is</i> there any use trying to do anything with anybody like that?' +says Robin.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Is</i> there?' says I, but I looked right straight at Christopher. If +there wasn't no use trying to do anything with little Eph, with his +mother out there in the kitchen, then what was the use of trying to do +anything with Chris, with his father here in the front bedroom? Sick +will, tainted blood, ruined body—to what were we all saving Chris? +Maybe to misery and final defeat and some awful going out.</p> + +<p>"'I don't know,' she says, restless. 'Maybe Alex is right....'</p> + +<p>"She looked out towards the lilac bushes again, and I knew how all of a +sudden they probably dissolved away to be the fine green in the +conservatory at Proudfit House, and how she was seeing herself back in +the bright room, with its summer of leaves, and before the tea wagon, +making tea for Alex lounging in his low chair, begging her not, in +heaven's name, to try to teach the wise old world....</p> + +<p>" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows. +In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging +passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex +would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> of long +days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little +happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks, +of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do +and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the +last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the +plain <i>safety</i> of the unchanging, of going along and going along and +leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work +themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was +wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to +do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in +Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could +and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of +the material that is cheap and abundant—like Chris....</p> + +<p>"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I +says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way <i>is</i> best. Mebbe she knows best when to +let them die off.'</p> + +<p>"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up.</p> + +<p>"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span></p><p>"She nodded at him.</p> + +<p>"'What for?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"'Just loving,' she answered.</p> + +<p>"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the +medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled +and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light, +and then he stopped beside Robin—as gentle as a woman over a plant—and +asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several +times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as +children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he +had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little +something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he +was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence.</p> + +<p>"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to +hear—the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards +Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found +Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the +sagging Brussels couch.</p> + +<p>"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority +that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> +just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take +him in at the least change—but you must go back at once.'</p> + +<p>"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly +willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them +wanted to stay with Chris.</p> + +<p>"Insley picked up some little belongings of hers, seeming to know them +without being told, and because the time was so queer, and mebbe because +death was in the next room, and mebbe for another reason or two, I could +guess how, all the while he was answering her friendly questions about +the little Cadoza boy—all that while the Personal, the <i>Personal</i>, like +a living thing, hovered just beyond his words. And at last it just +naturally came in and possessed what he was saying.</p> + +<p>"'I can't thank you enough for coming down here,' he says. 'It's meant +everything to Chris—and to me.'</p> + +<p>"She glanced up at him with her pretty near boyish frankness, that had +in it that night some new element of confidence and charm and just being +dear.</p> + +<p>"'Don't thank me,' she says, 'it was mine to do, too. And besides, I +haven't done anything. And I'm running away!'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p><p>"He looked off up the road towards where, on its hill, Proudfit House +was a-setting, a-glowing in all its windows, a-waiting for her to come, +and to have her engagement to another man announced in it, and then to +belong up there for ever and ever. He started to say something—I donno +whether he knew what or whether he didn't; but anyhow he changed his +mind and just opened the door for her, the parlour door that I bet was +as surprised to be used as if it had cackled.</p> + +<p>"The Proudfit motor had stood waiting at the gate all this while, and as +they got out to it, Dr. Heron drove up, and with him was Mis' +Hubbelthwait come to enquire. So Robin waited outside to see what Dr. +Heron should say when he had seen Chris's father again, and I went to +the door to speak to Mis' Hubbelthwait.</p> + +<p>"'Liquor's what ails him fast enough,' Mis' Hubbelthwait whispers—Mis' +Hubbelthwait would of whispered in the middle of a forty-acre field if +somebody had said either birth or death to her. 'Liquor's what ails him. +I know 'em. I remember the nice, well-behaved gentleman that come to the +hotel and only lived one night after. "Mr. Elder," I says to him, +severe, "you needn't to tell me your stomach ain't one livin'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> pickle, +for I know it is!" An' he proved it by dyin' that very night. If he +didn't prove it, I don't know what he did prove. "Alcoholism," Dr. Heron +called it, but I know it was liquor killed him. No use dressin' up +words. An' I miss my guess if this here poor soul ain't the self-same +river to cross.'</p> + +<p>"She would have come in, but there's no call for the whole town to nurse +a sick-bed, I always think—and so she sort of hung around a minute, +sympathetic and mum, and then slimpsed off with very little starch to +her motions, like when you walk for sick folks. I looked out to where +Robin and Insley was waiting by the big Proudfit planet that was going +to take her on an orbit of its own; and all of a sudden, with them in +front of me and with what was behind me, the awful <i>good-byness</i> of +things sort of shut down on me, and I wanted to do something or tell +somebody something, I didn't know what, before it was too late; and I +run right down to them two.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' I says, scrabblin' some for my words, 'I want to tell you +something, both of you. If it means anything to either of you to know +that there's a little more to me, for having met both of you—then I +want you to know it. And it's true. You both—oh, I donno,' I says, +'what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> it is—but you both kind of act like life was a person, and like +it wasn't just your dinner to be et.... And I kind of know the person, +too....'</p> + +<p>"I knew what I meant, but meant things and said things don't often match +close. And yet I donno but they understood me. Anyway, they both took +hold of a hand of mine, and said some little broke-off thing that I +didn't rightly get. But I guess that we all knew that we all knew. And +in a minute I went back in the house, feeling like I'd got the best of +some time when I might of wished, like we all do, that I'd let somebody +know something while then was then.</p> + +<p>"When I got inside the door, I see right off by Dr. Heron's face that +there'd been some change. And sure enough there was. Chris's father had +opened his eyes and had spoke. And I done what I knew Robin would have +wanted; I wheeled round and went to the door and told her so.</p> + +<p>"'He's come to,' I says, 'and he's just asked for Chris.'</p> + +<p>"Sharp off, Robin turned to say something to the man waiting in the +automobile. Insley tried to stop her, but she put him by. They come back +into the cottage together, and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> Proudfit automobile started steaming +back to Proudfit House without her.</p> + +<p>"Once again Robin roused Chris, as she had roused him on the night when +he slept on the church porch; she just slipped her hands round his +throat and lifted his face, and this time she kissed him.</p> + +<p>"'Come with Robin,' she said.</p> + +<p>"Chris opened his eyes and for a minute his little senses come +struggling through his sleep, and then with them come dread. He looked +up in Robin's face, piteous.</p> + +<p>"'Did my daddy <i>go out</i>?' he asks, shrill, 'like my mama did?'</p> + +<p>"'No, no, dear,' Robin said. 'He wants you to say good-by to him first, +you know. Be still and brave, for Robin.'</p> + +<p>"There wasn't no way to spare him, because the poor little figure on the +bed was saying his name, restless, to restless movements. I was in there +by him, fixing him a little something to take.</p> + +<p>"'Where's Chris?' the sick man begged. 'Look on the church steps—'</p> + +<p>"They took Chris in the room, and Insley lifted him up to Robin's knee +on the chair beside the bed.</p> + +<p>"'Hello—my nice daddy,' Chris says, in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> his little high voice, and +smiles adorable. 'I—I—I was waitin' for you all this while.'</p> + +<p>"His father put out his hand, awful awkward, and took the child's arm +about the elbow. I'll never forget the way the man's face looked. It +didn't looked <i>used</i>, somehow—it looked all sort of bare and barren, +and like it hadn't been occupied. I remember once seeing a brand-new +house that had burned down before anybody had ever lived in it, and some +of it stuck up in the street, nice new doors, nice hardwood stairway, +new brick chimney, and everything else all blackened and spoiled and +done for, before ever it had been lived in. That was what Chris's +father's face made me think of. The outline was young, and the eyes was +young—young and burning—but there was the man's face, all spoiled and +done for, without ever having been used for a face at all.</p> + +<p>"'Hello, sonny,' he says, weak. 'Got a good home?'</p> + +<p>"'He's in a good home, with good people, Mr. Bartlett,' Insley told him.</p> + +<p>"'For keeps?' Chris's father asks, his eyes burning at Insley's over the +boy's head.</p> + +<p>"'We shall look after him somehow, among us,' Robin says. 'Don't worry +about him, Mr. Bartlett. He's all right.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span></p><p>"The father's look turned toward her and it sort of lingered there a +minute. And then it lit up a little—he didn't smile or change +expression, but his look lit up some.</p> + +<p>"'You're the kind of a one I meant,' he says. 'I wanted he should have a +good home. I—I done pretty good for you, didn't I, Chris?' he says.</p> + +<p>"Chris leaned way over and pulled at his sleeve. 'You—you—you come in +our house, too,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'No, sonny, no,' says the man. 'I guess mebbe I'm—goin' somewheres +else. But I done well by you, didn't I? Your ma and I always meant you +should hev a good home. I'm glad—if you've got it. It's nicer than +bein' with me—ain't it? Ain't it?'</p> + +<p>"Chris, on Robin's knee, was leaning forward on the bed, his hand +patting and pulling at his father's hand.</p> + +<p>"'If you was here, then it is,' the child says.</p> + +<p>"At that his father smiled—and that was the first real, real look that +had come into his face. And he looked around slow to the rest of us.</p> + +<p>"'I wasn't never the kind to hev a kid,' he says. 'The drink had me—had +me hard. I knew I'd got to find somebody to show him—about growin' up. +I'm glad you're goin' to.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span></p><p>"He shut his eyes and Chris threw himself forward and patted his face.</p> + +<p>"'Daddy!' he cried, 'I wanted to tell you—I had that hot ice-cream +an'—an'—an' tea on a litty wagon....'</p> + +<p>"Robin drew him back, hushed him, looked up questioning to Insley. And +while we all set there, not knowing whether to leave or to stay, the man +opened his eyes, wide and dark.</p> + +<p>"'I wish't it had been different,' he said. 'Oh—<i>God</i>....'</p> + +<p>"Chris leans right over, eager, towards him.</p> + +<p>"'Didn't he say anything back?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'I guess so,' the man says, thick. 'I guess if you're a good boy, he +did.' Then he turned his head and looked straight at Robin. 'Don't you +forget about his throat, will you?' he says. +'It—gets—sore—awful—easy....'</p> + +<p>"He stopped talking, with a funny upsetting sound in his voice. It +struck me then, like it has since, how frightful it was that neither him +nor Chris thought of kissing each other—like neither one had brought +the other up to know how. And yet Chris kissed all of us when we asked +him—just like something away back in him knew how, without being +brought up to know.</p> + +<p>"He knew how to cry, though, without no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> bringing up, like folks do. As +Robin come with him out of the room, Chris hid his face in her skirts, +crying miserable. She set down by the window with him in her arms, and +Insley went and stood side of them, not saying anything. I see them so, +while Dr. Heron and I was busy for a minute in the bedroom. Then we come +out and shut the door—ain't it strange, how one minute it takes so many +people around the bed, and next minute, there's the one that was the one +left in there all alone, able to take care of itself.</p> + +<p>"Dr. Heron went away, and Robin still set there, holding Chris. All of a +sudden he put up his face.</p> + +<p>"'Robin,' he says, 'did—did my daddy leave me a letter?'</p> + +<p>"'A letter?' she repeated.</p> + +<p>"'To tell me what to do,' says the child. 'Like before. On the church +steps.'</p> + +<p>"'No—why, no, Chris,' she answers him. 'He didn't have to do that, you +know.'</p> + +<p>"His eyes was holding hers, like he wanted so much to understand.</p> + +<p>"'Then how'll I know?' he asks, simple.</p> + +<p>"It seemed to me it was like a glass, magnifying living, had suddenly +been laid on life. Here he was, in the world, with no 'letter' to tell +him what to do.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p><p>"All she done was just to lay her cheek right close to his cheek.</p> + +<p>"'Robin is going to tell you what to do,' she says, 'till you are big +enough to know.'</p> + +<p>"Insley stood there looking at her, and his face was like something had +just uncovered it. And the minute seemed real and simple and almost +old—as if it had begun to be long, long before. It was kind of as if +Robin's will was the will of all women, away back for ever and ever in +time, to pour into the world their power of life and of spirit, through a child.</p> + +<p class="space-above">"Insley went out in the kitchen to see Mis' Cadoza about some +arrangements—if 'Arrangements' means funerals, it always seems like the +word was spelt different and stiffer—and we was setting there in that +sudden, awful idleness that comes on after, when there was the noise of +an automobile on the Plank Road, and it stopped to the cottage and Alex +Proudfit come springing up to the front door. He pushed it open and come +in the room, and he seemed to put the minute in capitals, with his voice +and his looks and his clothes. I never see clothes so black and so white +and so just-so as Alex Proudfit's could be, and that night they was more +just-so than usual. That night, his hands, with their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> thick, strange +ring, and his dark, kind of <i>even</i> face was like some fancy picture of a +knight and a lover. But his face never seemed to me to be made very much +a-purpose and just for him. It was rather like a good sample of a good +brand, and like a good sample of any other good brand would have done +him just as well. His face didn't fit him inevitable, like a cork to a +bottle. It was laid on more arbitrary, like a window on a landscape, and +you could have seen the landscape through any other window just as well, +or better.</p> + +<p>"'Robin!' he said, 'why did you let the car come back without you? We've +been frantic with anxiety.'</p> + +<p>"She told him in a word or two what had happened, and he received it +with his impressions just about half-and-half: one-half relief that the +matter was well over and one-half anxiety for her to hurry up. Everyone +was at the house, everyone was wondering. Mrs. Emmons was anxious.... +'My poor Robin, you've overtaxed your strength,' he ends. 'You'll look +worn and not yourself to-night. It's too bad of it. Come, for heaven's +sake, let's be out of this. Come, Calliope....'</p> + +<p>He asked her if she had anything to bring, and he gathered up what she +told him was hers. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> got ready, too, so's to go up to Proudfit House to +put Chris to bed and set by him awhile. And just as I was going out to +let Insley know we was leaving, the door to the other room opened and +there stood Mis' Cadoza. I see she'd twisted her hair over fresh and +she'd put on a collar. I remember now the way I felt when she spoke.</p> + +<p>"'I've got the coffee pot on and some batter stirred up,' says she, kind +of shame-faced. 'I thought mebbe some hot pan-cakes and somethin' hot to +drink'd go good—with Mr. Insley an' all of you.'</p> + +<p>"Alex started to say something—heaven knows what—but Robin went right +straight up to Mis' Cadoza—and afterwards I thought back to how Robin +didn't make the mistake of being too grateful.</p> + +<p>"'How I'd like them!' she says, matter-of-fact. 'But I've got a lot of +people waiting for me, and I oughtn't to keep them....'</p> + +<p>"Insley spoke up from where he was over on the edge of little Eph's bed, +and I noticed Mis' Cadoza had tried to neaten up the kitchen some, and +she'd set the table with oil-cloth and some clean dishes.</p> + +<p>"'I was afraid you'd all stay,' he says, 'and I do want all the +pan-cakes. Hurry on—you're keeping back our supper.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p><p>"He nodded to Alex, smiled with us, and come and saw us out the door. +Mis' Cadoza come too, and Robin and I shook hands with her for +goodnight. And as Mis' Cadoza stood there in her own door, seeing us +off, and going to be hostess out in her own kitchen, I wondered to +myself if it was having a collar on, or what it was, that give her a +kind of pretty near dignity.</p> + +<p>"I got in the front seat of the car. Chris was back in the tonneau +between Robin and Alex, and as we started he tried to tell Alex what had +happened.</p> + +<p>"'My—my—my daddy——' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Poor little cuss,' says Alex. 'But how extremely well for the child, +Robin, that the beggar died. Heavens, how I hate your going in these +ghastly places. My poor Robin, what an experience for <i>to-night</i>! For +our to-night....'</p> + +<p>"She made a sudden move, abrupt as a bird springing free of something +that's holding it. She spoke low, but I heard every word of it.</p> + +<p>"'Alex,' she said, 'we've made a mistake, you and I. But it isn't too +late to mend it now.'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p>"'I hope, Calliope,' said Postmaster Silas Sykes to me, 'that you ain't +in favour of women suffrage.'</p> + +<p>"'No, Silas,' says I, 'I ain't.'</p> + +<p>"And I felt all over me a kind of a nice wild joy at saying a thing that +I knew a male creature would approve of.</p> + +<p>"Silas was delivering the groceries himself that day, and accepting of a +glass of milk in my kitchen doorway. And on my kitchen stoop Letty +Ames—that had come home in time for the Proudfit party—was a-sitting, +a-stitching away on a violet muslin breakfast-cap. It was the next day +after the party and my regular wash-day and I was glad to be back in my +own house, washing quiet, with Emerel Daniel to help me.</p> + +<p>"'At school,' says Letty, 'everybody was for it.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' says Silas, gloomy. 'The schools is goin' to the dogs, +hot-foot. Women suffrage, tinkerin' pupils' teeth, cremation—I don't +know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> what-all their holdin' out for. In my day they stuck to 'rithmetic +and toed the crack.'</p> + +<p>"'That isn't up to date, Mr. Sykes,' says Letty, to get Silas riled.</p> + +<p>"It done it. He waved his left arm, angular.</p> + +<p>"'Bein' up to date is bein' up to the devil,' he begun, raspish, when I +cut in, hasty and peaceful.</p> + +<p>"'By the way, Silas,' I says, 'speaking of dates, it ain't more'n a +<i>year</i> past the time you aldermen was going to clear out Black Hollow, +is it? Ain't you going to get it done <i>this</i> spring?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, dum it, no,' Silas says. 'They're all after us now to get to +pavin' that new street.'</p> + +<p>"'That street off there in the marsh. I know they are,' I says innocent. +'Your cousin's makin' the blocks, ain't he, Silas?'</p> + +<p>"Just then, in from the shed where she was doing my washing come Emerel +Daniel—a poor little thing that looked like nothing but breath with the +skin drawn over it—and she was crying.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'I guess you'll have to leave me go home. I +left little Otie so sick—I hadn't ought to of left him—only I did want +the fifty cents....'</p> + +<p>"'Otie!' I says. 'I thought Otie was getting better.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span></p><p>"'I've kept sayin' so because I was ashamed to let folks know,' Emerel +says, 'an' me leavin' him to work. But I had to have the money—'</p> + +<p>"'Land,' I says, 'of course you did. Go on home. Silas'll take you in +the delivery wagon, won't you, Silas? You're going right that way, ain't +you?'</p> + +<p>"'I wasn't,' says Silas, 'but I can go round that way to oblige.' That's +just exactly how Silas is.</p> + +<p>"'Emerel,' I says, 'when you go by the Hollow, you tell Silas what you +was tellin' me—about the smells from there into your house. Silas,' I +says, 'that hole could be filled up with sand-bar sand dirt cheap, now +while the river's low, and you know it.'</p> + +<p>"'Woman—' Silas begins excitable.</p> + +<p>"'Of course you can't,' I saved him the trouble, 'not while the council +is running pavement halfway acrost the swamp to graft off'n the Wooden +Block folks. That's all, Silas. I know you, head and heart,' I says, +some direct.</p> + +<p>"'You don't understand city dealin's no more'n—Who-a!' Silas yells, +pretending his delivery horse needed him, and lit down the walk, Emerel +following. Silas reminds me of the place in the atmosphere where a +citizen ought to be, and ain't.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span></p><p>"Emerel had left the clothes in the bluing water, so I stood and talked +with Letty a minute, stitching away on her muslin breakfast-cap.</p> + +<p>"'I'd be for women voting just because Silas isn't,' she says, feminine.</p> + +<p>"'In them words,' says I to her, 'is some of why women shouldn't do it. +The most of 'em reason,' I says, 'like rabbits!'</p> + +<p>"Letty sort of straightened up and looked at me, gentle. She just +graduated from the Indian Mound School and, in spite of yourself, you +notice what she says. 'You're mistaken, Miss Marsh,' says she, 'I +believe in women voting because we're folks and mothers, and we can't +bring up our children with men taking things away from 'em that we know +they'd ought to have. I want to bring up my children by my votes as well +as by my prayers,' says she.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Your</i> children!' says I.</p> + +<p>"I donno if you've ever noticed that look come in a girl's face when she +speaks of her children that are going to be sometime? Up to that minute +I'd 'a' thought Letty's words was brazen. But when I see how she looked +when she said it, I sort of turned my eyes away, kind of half reverent. +We didn't speak so when I was a girl. The most we ever heard mentioned +like that was when our mothers showed us our first baby dress<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> and told +us that was for <i>our</i> baby—and then we always looked away, squeamish.</p> + +<p>"'That's kind of nice,' I says, slow, 'your owning up, out loud that +way, that maybe you might possibly have—have one, sometime.'</p> + +<p>"'My mother has talked to me about it since I began to +know—everything,' Letty said.</p> + +<p>"That struck awful near home.</p> + +<p>"'I always wisht,' I says, 'I'd talked with my mother—like that. I +always wisht I'd had her tell me about the night I was born. I think +everybody ought to know about that. But I remember when she begun to +speak about it, I always kind of shied off. I should think it would of +hurt her. But then,' I says, 'I never had any of my own. So it don't +matter.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, yes, you have, Miss Marsh,' says Letty.</p> + +<p>"I looked at her, blank.</p> + +<p>"'Every child that's born belongs to you,' says Letty to me, solemn.</p> + +<p>"'Go on,' says I, to draw her out. 'I wouldn't own most of the little +jackanapesses.'</p> + +<p>"'But you <i>do</i>,' says Letty, 'and so do I! So does every woman, mother +or not.'</p> + +<p>"She set the little violet muslin cap on her head to try it, and swept +up and made me a little bow. Pretty as a picture she looked, and ready +for loving.... I always wonder if things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> ain't sometimes arranged to +happen in patterns, same as crystals. For why else should it be that at +that instant minute young Elbert Sykes, Silas's son, that was home for +the party and a little longer, come up to my door with a note from his +mother—and see Letty in the violet cap, bowing like a rose?</p> + +<p>"While they was a-talking easy, like young folks knows how to do +nowdays, I read the note; and it was about what had started Silas to +talking suffrage. Mis' Sykes had opened her house to a suffrage meeting +that evening, and Mis' Martin Lacy from the City was a-going to talk, +and would I go over?</p> + +<p>"'Land, yes,' I says to Elbert. 'Tell her I'll come, just for something +to do. I wonder if I can bring Letty, too?'</p> + +<p>"'Mother'd be proud, I know,' says Elbert, looking at her like words, +and them words a-praising. They had used to play together when they was +little, but school had come in and kind of made them over.</p> + +<p>"'<i>So</i>,' says he to Letty, bantering, 'you're in favour of women voting, +are you?'</p> + +<p>"She broke off her thread and looked up at him.</p> + +<p>"'Of course I am,' she says, giving a cunning little kitten nod that run +all down her shoulders.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p><p>"'So you think,' says Elbert, 'that you're just as strong as I am—to +carry things along? Mind you, I don't say as clever. You're easily that. +But put it at just <i>strong</i>.'</p> + +<p>"She done the little nod again, nicer than the first time.</p> + +<p>"'You talk like folks voted with their muscles,' says she. 'Well, I +guess some men do, judging by the results.'</p> + +<p>"He laughed, but he went on.</p> + +<p>"'And you think,' he says, 'that you would be just as wonderful in +public life as you would be in your home—your very own home?'</p> + +<p>"Letty put the last stitch in her muslin cap and she set it on her +head—all cloudy and rose-budded, and land, land, she was lovely when +she looked up.</p> + +<p>"'Surely,' she says from under the ruffle, with a little one-cornered +smile.</p> + +<p>"He laughed right into her eyes. 'I don't believe you think so,' he +says, triumphant. And all of a sudden there come a-sticking up its head +in his face the regular man look—I can't rightly name it, but every +woman in the world knows it when she sees it—a kind of an <i>I'm the one +of us two but don't let's stop pretending it's you</i> look.</p> + +<p>"When she see it, what do you suppose Letty<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> done? First she looked +down. Then she blushed. Then she shrugged up one shoulder and laughed, +sort of little and low and soft. <i>And she kept still.</i> She was about as +much like the dignified woman that had just been talking to me about +women's duty as a bow of blue ribbon is like my work apron. And as plain +as the blue on the sky, I see that <i>she liked the minute when she let +Elbert beat her—liked it</i>, with a sort of a glow and a quiver.</p> + +<p>"He laughed again, and, 'You stay just the the way you are,' he says, +and he contrived to make them common words sort of flow all over her +like petting.</p> + +<p>"That evening, when we marched into the Sykes's house to the meeting, he +spoke to her like that again. The men was invited to the meeting, too, +but Mis' Sykes let it be known that they needn't to come till the coffee +and sandwiches, thus escaping the speech. Mis' Sykes ain't in favour of +suffrage, but she does love a new thing in town, and Mis' Martin Lacy +was so well dressed and so soft-spoken that Mis' Sykes would of left her +preach foot-binding in her parlour if she'd wanted to. Mis' Sykes is +like that. Letty was about the youngest there, and she was about the +prettiest I 'most ever saw; and when he'd got them all seated,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> young +Elbert Sykes, that was the only man there, just naturally gravitated +over and set down by her, like the Lord meant. I love to see them little +things happen, and I never smile at them, same as some. Because it's +like I got a peek in behind the curtain and see the eternal purpose +working away, quiet and still.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mis' Lacy, she talked, and she put things real sane and plain, +barring I didn't believe any of what she said. And pretty soon I stopped +trying to listen and I begun thinking about Emerel Daniel. I'd been down +to see her just before supper, and I hadn't had her out of my head much +of the time since. Emerel's cottage wasn't half a block from Black +Hollow, the great low place beyond the river road that the town used as +a dump. It was full of things without names, and take it on a day with +the wind just right, Emerel had to keep her window shut on that side of +her house. Water was standing in the hollow all the whole time. Flies +and mosquitoes come from it by the flock and the herd. And when I'd held +my nose and scud past it that afternoon to get to Emerel's, I'd almost +run into Dr. Heron, just coming out from seeing Otie, and I burst right +out with my thoughts all over him, and asked him if Black Hollow wasn't +what was the matter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> with Otie and if it wasn't all that was the matter +with him.</p> + +<p>"'Unquestionably,' says Dr. Heron. 'I told Mrs. Daniel six months ago +that she must move.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, 'not having any of her other country homes open this +year, Emerel had to stay where she was. And Otie with her. But what did +you say to the council about filling in the hole?'</p> + +<p>"'The council,' says Dr. Heron, 'is paving the county swamp. There's a +good crop of wooden blocks this year.'</p> + +<p>"'True enough,' says I, grim, 'and Otie is a-paying for it.'</p> + +<p>"That was exactly how the matter stood. And all the while Mis' Lacy was +a-talking her women suffrage, I set there grieving for Emerel, and +wondering how it was that Silas Sykes and Timothy Toplady and Jimmy +Sturgis and even Eppleby Holcomb, that belonged to the common council, +<i>could</i> set by and see Otie die, and more or less of the rest of us in +the same kind of danger.</p> + +<p>"Next I knew, Mis' Lacy, that was all silky movements and a sweet voice, +had got through her own talk and was asking us ladies to express +ourselves. Everybody felt kind of delicate at first, and then Libby +Liberty starts up and spoke her mind:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span></p><p>"'<i>I</i> believe all you've been a-saying,' she says, 'and I hev for +twenty years. I never kill a hen without I realize how good the women +can do a human being's work if they're put to it.'</p> + +<p>"'I always think of that, too,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, quick, 'about +the hotel....' She kind of stopped, but we all knew what she meant. +Threat is seldom if ever sober, especially on election day; but he +votes, and she only runs the hotel and keeps them both out of the +poorhouse.</p> + +<p>"'Well, look at me,' says Abagail Arnold, 'doin' work to oven and to +counter, an' can't get my nose near nothin' public but my taxes.'</p> + +<p>"'Of course,' says Mis' Uppers, rocking, 'I've almost <i>been</i> the mayor +of Friendship Village, bein' his wife, so. An' I must say he never done +a thing I didn't think I could do. Or less it was the junketin' trips. +I'd 'a' been down with one o' my sick headaches on every one o' them.'</p> + +<p>"'Men <i>know</i> more,' admitted Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'but I donno as +they can <i>do</i> any more than us. When the Fire Chief was alive an' +holdin' office an' entertaining politicians, I use' often to think o' +that, when I had their hot dinner to get.'</p> + +<p>"'I s'pose men do know more than we do,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span>reflective. 'I know Eppleby is lightnin' +at figures, an' he can tell about time-tables, an' he sees sense to fine +print parts o' the newspapers that looks like so many doctors' +prescriptions to me. An' yet honestly, when it comes to some questions +of sense, I've known Eppleby not to have any.'</p> + +<p>"'Jimmy, either,' says Mis' Sturgis, confidential. 'I donno. I've +thought about that a good deal. It seems as if, if we got the chance, us +women might not vote brilliant at first, but we would vote with our +sense. The sense that can pick out a pattern and split a receipt, an' +dress the children out o' the house money. I bet there's a lot o' that +kind o' sense among women that don't get used up, by a long shot.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Timothy Toplady drew her shawl up her back, like she does.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a,' she says, 'Timothy's an awful good husband, but when I see +some of the things he buys for the house, an' the way he gets took in on +real estate, I often wonder if he's such a good citizen as he lets on.'</p> + +<p>"I kep' a-wondering why Letty didn't say something, and by and by I +nudged her.</p> + +<p>"'Go on, speak up,' I intimated.</p> + +<p>"And, same time, I heard Elbert Sykes, on the other side, say something +to her, low. 'I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> could tell them,' he says to her, 'that to look like +you do is better than being elected!'</p> + +<p>"And Letty—what do you s'spose?—she just glanced up at him, and made a +little kind of a commenting wrinkle with her nose, and looked down and +kept her silence. Just like he'd set there with a little fine chain to +her wrist.</p> + +<p>"We talked some more and asked some questions and heard Mis' Lacy read +some, and then it was time for the men. They come in together—six or +eight of them, and most of them, as it happened, members of the common +council. And when Mis' Sykes had set them down on the edge of the room, +and before anybody had thought of any remark to pass, Mis' Lacy she +spoke up and ask' the men to join in the discussion, and called on Mis' +Sykes, that hadn't said nothing yet, to start the ball a-rolling.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Well</i>,' says Mis' Sykes, with her little society pucker, 'I must say +the home and bring-up my children seems far, far more womanly to me than +the tobacco smoke and whiskey of public life.'</p> + +<p>"She glanced over to the men, kind of with a way of arching her neck and +they all gave her a sort of a little ripple, approving. And with this +Mis' Toplady kind of tossed her head up.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span></p><p>"'Oh, well, I don't want the responsibility,' she says. 'Land, if I was +a votin' woman, I should feel as if I'd got bread in the pan and cake in +the oven and clothes in the bluin' water all the whole time.'</p> + +<p>"'He, he, he!' says Timothy, her lawful lord. And Silas and Jimmy +Sturgis and the rest joined in, tuneful.</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, she vied in, and done a small, +careless laugh.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well, me, too,' she says, 'I declare, as I get older an' wake up +some mornin's I feel like life was one big breakfast to get an' me the +hired girl. If I had to vote besides, I donno what I <i>would</i> do.'</p> + +<p>"'An',' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'I always feel as if a politician was a +disgrace to be, same as an actor, <i>unless</i> you got to be a big one. An' +can us women ever be big ones even if we want? Which I'm sure I don't +want,' she says, sidling a look towards the men's row.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, not only that,' says Abagail Arnold, 'but you'd feel so kind of +sheepish votin' for the President, away off there in Washington. I +always feel terrible sheepish even prayin' for him, let alone +votin'—an' like it <i>couldn't</i> make no real difference.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, an' <i>ladies</i>!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> 'really it's bad enough to +have been the wife of a mayor. If I had to vote an' was in danger of +coming down with a nomination for somethin' myself, I couldn't get to +sleep nights.'</p> + +<p>"'Mercy,' said Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'a mayor is nothin' but a baby +in public life compared to a fire chief. A mayor gets his night's rest. +Could a woman ever chase to fires at three o'clock in the mornin'? An' +if she votes, what's to prevent her bein' elected to some such job by +main strength?'</p> + +<p>"'Or like enough get put on a jury settin' on a murderer, an' hev to +look at dug-up bones an' orgins,' says Mis' Sturgis—her that's an +invalid and gloomy by complexion.</p> + +<p>"And one and all, as they spoke, they looked sidewise to the men for +their approval. And they got it.</p> + +<p>"'That's the ticket!' says Timothy Toplady, slapping his knee. 'I tell +you, gentlemen, we've got a nice set of women folks here in this town. +They don't prostitute their brains to no fool notions.'</p> + +<p>"There was a little hush, owing to that word that Timothy had used kind +of uncalled for, and then a little quick buzz of talk to try to cover +it. And in the buzz I heard Elbert saying to Letty:</p> + +<p>"'You <i>know</i> you think of yourself in a home<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> afterward—and not around +at polls and things, Letty.'</p> + +<p>"'You don't have to board at the polls because you vote there, you +know,' Letty said; but she says it with a way, with a way. She said it +like a pretty woman talking to a man that's looking in her eyes and +thinking how pretty she is, and she knows he's thinking so. And you +can't never get much real arguing done that way.</p> + +<p>"It always kind of scares me to see myself showed up—and now it was +like I had ripped a veil off the whole sex, and off me, too. I see us +face to face. Why was it that before them men had come in, the women had +all talked kind of doubtful and suffrage-leaning, and then had veered +like the wind the minute the men had come on the scene? Mis' Toplady had +defied Timothy time after time, both public and private; Mis' +Hubbelthwait bosses her husband not only drunk but sober; Mis' Sturgis +don't do a thing Jimmy wants without she happens to want it too—and so +on. Yet at the mention of this one thing, these women that had been +talking intelligent and wondering open-minded had all stopped being the +way they was and had begun to say things sole to please the men. Even +Libby Liberty had kept still—her that has a regular tongue in her head. +And Letty, that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> believed in it all, and had talked to me so womanly +that morning, she was listening and blushing for Elbert and holding her +peace. And then I remembered, like a piece of guilt, sensing that nice, +wild feeling I myself had felt that morning a-denying woman suffrage in +the presence of Postmaster Silas Sykes. What in creation ailed us all?</p> + +<p>"<i>What in creation....</i> Them words sort of steadied me. It looked to me +like it was creation itself that ailed us yet. Creation is a thing that +it takes most folks a good while to recover from....</p> + +<p>" ... I remembered seeing Silas's delivery boy go whistling along the +street one night, and pass a cat. The cat wasn't doing nothing active. +It was merely idle. But the boy brought up a big shingle he was carrying +and swished it through the air and says 'Z-t-t-t-t,' to the cat's heels, +to see the cat take to them—which it done—like the cat immemorial has +done for immemorial boys, delivery and other. And once, at dusk, a big, +strange man with a gun on his shoulder passed me on Daphne Street, and +when he done so, he says to me 'Z-t-t-t,' under his breath, just like +the boy to the cat, and just like the untamed man immemorial has said +when he got the chance. It seemed to me like men was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> created with, so +to say, a shingle and a gun, for the hunting, and just as there is joy +in their hunting, so there is a palpitatin' delight in being hunted and +flattered by being caught and bound, hand and foot and mind.</p> + +<p>"'We like it—why, I tell you, we like it,' I says to myself, 'and us +here in Mis' Sykes's parlour are burning with the old original, +left-over fire, breathed at creation into women's breasts!'</p> + +<p>"And it seemed like I kind of touched hands with all the women that used +to be. And I looked over to that row of grinning, tired men, not so very +much dressed up, and I thought:—</p> + +<p>"'Why, you're the men of this world and we're the women, and there ain't +no more thrilling fact in this universe. And why don't we all reco'nize +it and shut up?'</p> + +<p>"That was what I was thinking over in my mind while Mis' Martin Lacy +said good night to us and rushed off to catch her train for the City, +hoping she had made us see some light. That was what I was still going +over when Mis' Sykes called me to help with the refreshments. And then, +just as I started out to the kitchen, the outside door that was part +open was pushed in and somebody come in the room. It was Emerel Daniel, +in calico and no hat. And as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> soon as we see her face, everybody stopped +talking and stared. She was white as the table-cloth and shaking.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies,' she says, 'won't one of you come down to the house? +Otie's worse—I donno what it is. I donno what to do to take care of +him.'</p> + +<p>"She broke down, poor, nervous little thing, and sort of swallowed her +whole throat. And Mis' Toplady and we all rushed right over to her.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Emerel,' Mis' Toplady says, 'I thought Otie was getting ever so +much better. Is it the real typhoid, do you s'pose?' she ask' her.</p> + +<p>"Emerel looked over to me. 'Isn't it?' she says. And then I spoke right +up with all there is to me.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir,' I says, 'it is the real typhoid. And if you want to know +what's giving it to him, ladies and gentlemen, ask the common council +that's setting over there by the wall. Dr. Heron says that Black Hollow, +that's a sink for the whole town, give it to him, and that nothing else +did—piled full of diseases right in back of Emerel's house. And if you +want to know who's responsible for his dying if he dies,' I says right +out, 'look over in the same direction to the men that wouldn't vote to +fill in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> Black Hollow with sand because they needed the money so bad +for paving up half the county swamp.'</p> + +<p>"It was most as still in the room as when Timothy had said 'prostitute.' +All but me. I went right on—nothing could of kept me still then.</p> + +<p>"'Us ladies,' I says, 'has tried for two years to get the Council to +fill in that hole. We've said and said what would happen to some of us, +what with our pumps so near the place, and what with flies from it +visiting our dinner-table dishes, sociable and continual. What did you +say to us? You said women hadn't no idee of town finances. Mebbe we +ain't—mebbe we ain't. But we have got some idea of town humanity, if I +do say it, that share in it. And this poor little boy has gone to work +and proved it.'</p> + +<p>"With that, Emerel, who had been holding in—her that's afraid even to +ask for starch if you forget to give it to her—she broke right down and +leaned her head on her arm on the clock shelf:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'all the years I been giving him his victuals and his +bath and sewing his clothes up, I never meant it to come to this—for no +reason. If Otie dies, I guess he needn't of—that's the worst. He +needn't of.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Toplady put her arm right around Emerel and kind of poored her +shoulder in that big, mother way she's got—and it was her that went +with her, like it's always Mis' Toplady that does everything. And us +ladies turned around and all begun to talk at once.</p> + +<p>"'Let's plan out right here about taking things in to Emerel,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I've got some fresh bread out of the oven. +I'll carry her a couple of loaves, and another couple next baking or +two.'</p> + +<p>"'I'll take her in a hen,' says Libby Liberty, 'so be she'll kill it +herself.'</p> + +<p>"Somebody else said a ham, and somebody some butter, and Libby threw in +some fresh eggs, if she got any. Mis' Hubbelthwait didn't have much to +do with, but she said she would take turns setting up with Otie. Mis' +Sykes give a quarter—she don't like to bake for folks, but she's real +generous with money. And Silas pipes in:—</p> + +<p>"'Emerel can have credit to the store till Otie begins to get better,' +he said. 'I ain't been lettin' her have it. She's looked so peaked I +been afraid she wan't a-goin' to be able to work, an' I didn't want she +should be all stacked up with debts.'</p> + +<p>"But me, I set there a-thinking. And all of a sudden I says out what I +thought: 'Ladies,' I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> says, 'and all of you: What to Emerel is hens and +hams and credit? They ain't,' I says, 'nothing but patches and poultices +on what's the trouble up to her house.'</p> + +<p>"Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying much, spoke up:—</p> + +<p>"'I know,' he says, 'I know. You mean what good do they do to the boy.'</p> + +<p>"'I mean just that,' I says. 'What good is all that to Otie that's lying +over by Black Hollow? And how does it keep the rest of the town safe?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, eager, 'let's us get out the zinc wagon you ladies +bought, and let's us go to collectin' the garbage again so that won't +all be dumped in Black Hollow. And leave the ladies keep on payin' for +it. It's real ladies' work, I think, bein' as it's no more'n a general +scrapin' up of ladies' kitchens.'</p> + +<p>"Then Letty Ames, that hadn't been saying anything, spoke up, to nobody +in particular:—</p> + +<p>"'Otie's a dear little soul,' she said, 'a dear little soul!'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't he?' says Marne Holcomb. 'Eppleby 'most always has a nut or +somethin' in his pocket to give him as he goes by. He takes it like a +little squirrel an' like a little gentleman.'</p> + +<p>"'He's awful nice when he comes in the shop,' said Abagail. 'He looks at +the penny-apiece kind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> and then buys the two-for-a-cent, so's to give +his mother one.'</p> + +<p>"'He knows how to behave in a store,' Silas admitted. 'I 'most always +give him a coffee-berry, just to see him thank me.'</p> + +<p>"'He come into the hotel one day,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'an' stood by +me when I was bakin'. I give him a little wad of dough to roll.'</p> + +<p>"'I let him drive the 'bus one day, settin' on my knee,' says Jimmy +Sturgis. 'He was a nice, careful, complete little cuss.'</p> + +<p>"Eppleby Holcomb nodded with his eyes shut.</p> + +<p>"'We don't like folks to swing on our front gate,' he says. 'He done it, +but he marched right in and told us he'd done it. I give him a +doughnut—an' he's kep' right on swingin' an' ownin' up an' eatin' +doughnuts.'</p> + +<p>"'Even when he chased my chickens,' says Libby Liberty, 'he chased 'em +like a little gentleman—<i>towards</i> the coop an' not down the road. I +always noticed that about him.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Letty, again, 'he's a dear little soul. <i>What makes us let +him die?</i>'</p> + +<p>"She said it so calm that it caught even my breath—and my breath, in +these things, ain't easy caught. But I got it right back again, and I +says:—</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir. He was on the way to being<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> somebody that Friendship Village +could have had for the right kind of an inmate. And now he'll be nothing +but a grave, that's no good to anybody. And Sodality,' I couldn't help +adding, 'will likely pitch right in and take care of his grave, +tasteful.'</p> + +<p>"And when I said that, it come over me how Emerel had dressed him and +bathed him and made his clothes, and done washings, tireless, to get the +fifty cents—besides bringing him into the world, tedious. And now it +was all going for nothing, all for nothing—when we could of helped it. +And I plumped out with what I'd said that morning to Silas:—</p> + +<p>"'Why don't you fill up Black Hollow with sand-bar sand out of the +river, now it's so low? Then, even if it's too late for Otie, mebbe we +can keep ourselves from murderin' anybody else.'</p> + +<p>"Them half a dozen men of the common council set still a minute, looking +down at Mis' Sykes's parlour ingrain. And I looked over at them, and my +heart come up in my throat and both of them ached like the toothache. +Because all of a sudden it seemed to me it wasn't just Timothy and +Eppleby and Silas and some more of the council setting there by the +wall—but it was like, in them few men, tired and not so very well +dressed, was setting the lawmakers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> of the whole world; and there in +front of them, wasn't only Mis' Holcomb and Libby and Letty and me, but +Emerel Daniel, too, and all the women there is—saying to them: 'My +land, we've dressed 'em an' bathed 'em an' sewed for 'em an' brought 'em +into the world, tedious. Let 'em live—fix things so's they can live an' +so's it needn't all go for nothin'.' And I sort of bubbled up and +spilled over, as if everything we was all of us <i>for</i> had come up in my +throat.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, folks,' I says, 'just look what us in this room could have done +for Otie—so be we'd begun in time.'</p> + +<p>"Right like a dash of cold water into my face, Mis' Sykes spoke up, cold +as some kind of death:—</p> + +<p>"'Well, ladies,' she says, 'I guess we've got our eyes open now. <i>I</i> say +that's what we'd ought to hev been doin' instead o' talkin' women +votin',' she says, triumphant.</p> + +<p>"Then somebody spoke again, in a soft, new, not-used-to-it little voice, +and in her chair over beside Elbert, Letty Ames leaned forward, and her +eyes was like the sunny places in water.</p> + +<p>"'Don't you see,' she says, 'don't you see, Mis' Sykes, that's what Mis' +Lacy meant?'</p> + +<p>"'How so?' says Mis' Sykes, short.</p> + +<p>"I'll never forget how sweet and shy and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span>unexpected and young Letty +looked, but she answered, as brave as brave:—</p> + +<p>"'Otie Daniel is sick,' she said, 'and all us women can do is to carry +him broth and bread and nurse him. It's only the men that can bring +about the things to make him well. And they haven't done it. It's been +the women who have been urging it—and not getting it done. Wasn't it +our work to do, too?'</p> + +<p>"I see Elbert looking at her—like he just couldn't bear to have her +speak so, like some men can't. And I guess he spoke out in answer before +he meant to:—</p> + +<p>"'But let them do it womanly, Letty,' he said, 'like your mother did and +my mother did.'</p> + +<p>"Letty turned and looked Elbert Sykes straight in the face:—</p> + +<p>"'<i>Womanly!</i>' she says. 'What is there womanly about my bathing and +feeding a child inside four clean walls, if dirt and bad food and +neglect are outside for him? Will you tell me if there is anything more +womanly than my right to help make the world as decent for my children +as I would make my own home?'</p> + +<p>"I looked at Letty, and looked; and I see with a thrill I can't tell you +about how Letty seemed. For she seemed the way she had that morning on +my kitchen stoop, when she spoke<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span> of her children and when I felt like +I'd ought to turn away—the way I'd used to when my mother showed me my +baby dress and told me who it would be for. Only now—only now, somehow, +I didn't want to turn away. Somehow I wanted to keep right on looking at +Letty, like Elbert was looking. And I see what he see. How Letty was +what she'd said that morning that she was—and that I was—and that we +all was: A mother, then and there, whether she ever had any children or +not. And she was next door to owning up to it right there before them +all and before Elbert. We didn't speak so when I was a girl. We didn't +own up, out loud, that we ever thought anything about what we was for. +But now, when I heard Letty do it....</p> + +<p>" ... Now, when I heard Letty do it, all to once, I looked into a window +of the world. And instead of touching hands like I had with the women +that use' to be, I looked off and off down all the time there's going to +be, and for a minute I touched, tip-fingers, the hands of the other +women that's coming towards me; and out of places inside of me that I +didn't know before had eyes, I see them, mothers to the whole world, +<i>inside their four walls and out</i>. And they wasn't coming with poultices +and bread and broth in their hands, to patch up what had been left<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> +undone; nor with the keys to schoolhouses that they'd got open by +scheming; nor with newspapers full of health that they'd had to run down +back alleys to sell; nor national holidays that they'd got a-hold of +through sheer accident; nor yet with nice new headstones for cemetery +improvements on the dead and gone—no, sir, their hands wasn't occupied +with any of these ways of serving that they'd schemed for and stole. But +their hands—was in men's hands, closer and nearer than they'd ever been +before. And their eyes was lit up with a look that was a new look, and +that give new life to the old original left-over blaze. And I looked +across to that row of tired men, not so very much dressed up, and I +thought:—</p> + +<p>"'You're the men of this world and we're the women. And there ain't no +more thrilling fact in this universe, save one, <i>save one</i>: And that's +that we're all human beings. That your job and ours is to make the world +ready for the folks that are to come, and to make the folks that come +fit to live in that new world. And yet over there by Black Hollow one of +our children is dying from something that was your job <i>and</i> ours to do, +and we didn't take hold of hands and do it!'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Letty!' I says out. 'And Silas and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> all of you! Let's pretend, +just for a minute, that we was all citizens and equal. And let's figure +out things for Otie, just like we had the right!'</p> + +<p class="space-above">"I'd asked Letty to spend the night with me, and Elbert walked home with +us. And just as we got there, he says to her again:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Letty—you ain't <i>strong</i> enough to help carry things along!'</p> + +<p>"'You've got more strength,' she says to him, 'and more brains. But it +isn't so much the strength or the brains in women that is going to help +when the time comes. It's the—mother in them.'</p> + +<p>"And I says to myself:—</p> + +<p>"'And it's the—<i>human beingness</i> of them.' But Letty didn't know that +yet.</p> + +<p>"Elbert answered, after a minute:—</p> + +<p>"'You may be right and you may be wrong, but, Letty, Letty, what a woman +you are!'</p> + +<p>"And at that Letty looked up at him, just as she had looked at him that +morning—just for a minute, and then she dipped down the brim of her big +hat. I donno what she answered him. I didn't care. I didn't care. For +what I see was the old wild joy of a woman in being glorified by a male +creature. And I knew then,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> and I know now, that that won't never die, +no matter what.</p> + +<p>"Elbert put out his hand.</p> + +<p>"'Good night, Letty,' he said.</p> + +<p>"She gave him hers, and he closed over it light with his other hand.</p> + +<p>"'May I see you to-morrow?' he asked her.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I don't know,' said Letty. 'Come and see if I'll see you—will +you?'</p> + +<p>"He laughed a little, looking in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"'At about eight,' he promised. 'Good night....'</p> + +<p>"I got the key out from under the mat to a tune inside me. Because I'd +heard, and I knew that Letty had heard, that tone in Elbert's voice that +is the human tone—I can't rightly name it, but every woman in the world +knows it when she hears it—a tone that says: <i>If I have my way, you and +I are going to live out our lives together</i>.</p> + +<p>"And I knew then, and I know now, that that tone won't ever die, either. +And some day, away off in a new world right here on this earth, I +believe there's going to be a wilder joy in being men and women than all +the men and women up to now have ever lived or dared or dreamed.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XIII</h2> + +<p>"'Miss Marsh,' says Christopher.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons's living-room was like a cup of something cool, and I set +there in the after-supper light having such a nice rested time drinking +it in that at first I didn't hear him.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Marsh,' he says again, and pulled at my dress. I put out my hand +to him and he took it. Sometimes I donno but hands are a race of beings +by themselves that talk and answer and do all the work and act like +slaves and yet really rule the world.</p> + +<p>"'Is it me telling my feet where to go or do they tell me where I go?' +asked Christopher.</p> + +<p>"'You can have it either way you want,' I told him. 'Some does one way +and some does the other. Which way do you like?'</p> + +<p>"He thought for a minute, twisting on one foot with the other up in his +hand.</p> + +<p>"'I'd like 'em to know how without our sayin' so,' he announces finally.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, 'I left out that way. That's really the best way of +all.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at me eager.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span></p><p>"'Is it a game?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"'What's its name?' he ask' me.</p> + +<p>"'Game of Life,' I told him again.</p> + +<p>"He thought about it, still twisting. Then he done one of his littlest +laughs, with his head turned away.</p> + +<p>"'My feet heard you,' he says. 'Now they know how to play.'</p> + +<p>"'I hope so, Christopher,' says I, and kissed him on the back of his +neck. That made him mad, like it usually done.</p> + +<p>"'My neck is my neck,' says he, 'and it's shut in my collar. It ain't +home to-day.'</p> + +<p>"'Is your mouth home?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"And it was.</p> + +<p>"I could of set there talking with him all evening, but not on the night +of Sodality's Annual. I'd stopped by for Mis' Emmons. She was getting +ready, and while I waited I could hear folks passing on their way to the +schoolhouse where the meeting was. For the town was all het up about +what the meeting was going to do.</p> + +<p>"I'd seen half-dozen or so of us that afternoon when we was putting +plants on the hall platform, and we'd all spoke our minds.</p> + +<p>"'I'm gaspin',' observed Mis' Sturgis, 'to take a straw vote of us on +this amendin' <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span>business. Near as I can make out, it's going through.'</p> + +<p>"'Near as I can make out,' says Marne Holcomb, 'a good deal more than +amending is going on here to-night. It looks to me as if Sodality was +just going to get into its own Cemetery and be forgot, and as if +something else was coming to meet us—something big!'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady spoke up, comfortable, down on her knees putting green +paper on the pots.</p> + +<p>"'Well, my land!' she says, 'I've noticed two-three things in my +lifetime. And one is, that do what whoever will, things do change. And +so whenever a new change pops up, I always think: "Oh, I guess you're +comin' along anyway. I donno's I need to help." An' yet somethin' in me +always prances to pitch in, too.'</p> + +<p>"Timothy was there, occupying himself with the high places us ladies +couldn't get up to.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says he, 'if folks stop dying, like Sodality evidently intends +they shall if it goes out of business, maybe you'll stay home some, +Amandy, and not always be off laying folks out.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' Mis' Toplady returns, 'I've laid out most everybody I +know, and of course I'm real glad to do it. But the last dead's hair I +done up, I caught myself thinking how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> much more interesting it'd be if +they was alive an' could find fault. Doin' for the dead gets kind of +monotonous, <i>I</i> think.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>I</i> don't,' says Timothy, decided. 'The minute you work for the +living, you get all upset with being criticised. I s'pose the dead would +find fault, if they could, over the way you cut the grass for 'em. But +they can't an' so there's an end to it, an' we get along, peaceful. If +they was living folks layin' there, you can bet they'd do some back +talk.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, 'I've been sick of Sodality for years. But it was about +the most what-you-might-call society I had, and I hated to give it up.'</p> + +<p>"'Me, either,' says Mame Holcomb.</p> + +<p>"'Me, either,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I declare I've often said I wouldn't +know what <i>to</i> do if folks stopped dyin' so's Sodality would have to +close out.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes was setting watching the rest of us.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she observes, cold, 'if I was usin' the dead to keep in +society, I donno's I'd own it up.'</p> + +<p>"Silas Sykes had just come over from the store to see if there was +anything he could meddle in.</p> + +<p>"'Heh!' says he, showing his teeth. 'Not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> many of Sodality, as I can +see, <i>deserves</i> to die and be done for, civilized.'</p> + +<p>"'Don't you worry yourself, Silas Sykes,' says I, 'we're going to be +done things for before we die hereafter, and more civilized than ever +you dreamed of, all up and down your ledger. That's where you do dream, +ain't it, Silas?' I says. And though I said it gay, I meant it frank.</p> + +<p>"I remember I looked off down the room, and all of a sudden I see it as +it would be that night, packed with folks. Somehow, we'd got to saying +less about the Sodality part of the meeting, and more about the <i>open</i> +part. Most of the town would be there. We'd got the School Board to +leave us announce the second party for that night, following the +meeting, and music was coming, and us ladies had froze the ice-cream, +and the whole time reminded me of a big bud, flowered slow and bursting +sudden.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' I says, fervent, 'I feel like Friendship Village was a +person that I was going to meet to-night for the first time.'</p> + +<p>"'You express yourself so odd sometimes, Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes, +distant—but Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, they +both looked up and nodded, and they knew.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span></p><p>"I set holding Christopher in Mis' Emmons's living-room, and thinking +about this and most everything else, when I looked out and see Insley +going along. He hadn't been back in town since Christopher's father's +funeral, two days before, and I'd been wanting to talk over with him a +thing or two that was likely to come up at the meeting, that of course +he was going to be at, and that had to be handled with thimbles on every +finger, or somebody'd get pricked. So I rapped smart on the upper sash +and called to him through the screen, but not before I had seen the look +on his face. I've caught that special look only once or twice in my +life—the look of somebody passing the house that is different to them +from all other houses in the world. The look that wants to be a look and +won't let itself be, that tries to turn the other way and can't start, +that thinks it's unconscious and knows it isn't, and that finally, with +Insley, give it up and looked Mis' Emmons's house straight in the face +for a minute, as if he might anyhow let himself have that much intimacy.</p> + +<p>"I had a little list of things I wanted to see go through that night. +Enough of us was ready to have Sodality perform its last cemetery rite +and bury itself so that that was pretty sure to go through, but I wanted +more than that,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> and several of us ladies did; and it looked to me like +the schoolhouse and the young folks and the milk and the meat of this +town could be done nice things to, so be we managed the meeting right. I +even had a wild dream that the whole new society might adopt +Christopher. Well, I donno why that's funny. It ain't funny when a club +makes a building or a play or a bazaar or a dinner. Why shouldn't it +make a man?</p> + +<p>"I told some of this to Insley, and he caught fire and lit up into a +torch and had it all thought out beforehand, better than I could of +dreamed it. But he made me feel bad. Haunted folks—folks haunted by +something that was and that isn't—always makes me feel bad. How is it +possible, I see he was asking himself the old, wore-out question, to +drive out of the world something that is the world?</p> + +<p>"While we talked, Christopher went off to sleep in my arms, and even +while I was so interested, I was enjoying the change that comes—the +head growing heavier and heavier on my arm, as if sleep weighed +something.</p> + +<p>"'Poor little kiddie,' I says, stupid.</p> + +<p>"'Rich little kiddie,' Insley says, wistful.</p> + +<p>"'Dear little kiddie,' says somebody else.</p> + +<p>"In the dining room doorway Robin stood—in a doorway as we had first +seen her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span></p><p>"'Put him over here on the couch, do,' she says. 'It's much too hot to +hold him, Calliope.'</p> + +<p>"She'd called me that at Mr. Bartlett's funeral, and I recollect how my +throat went all over me when she done so. Ain't it funny about your own +first name? It seems so <i>you</i> when somebody nice says it for the first +time—more you than you ever knew you were.</p> + +<p>"Insley lifted Chris in his arms to do as she said, and then stood +staring at her across the child.</p> + +<p>"'I've been thinking,' he said, blunt—it's like watching the sign of +folks to watch the different kind of things that makes them blunt. 'It's +not my affair, but do you think you ought to let Chris get so—so used +to you? What will he do when you're—when you go away?'</p> + +<p>"At this she said nothing for a moment, then she smiled up at him.</p> + +<p>"'I meant what I told him that night his father died,' she answered. +'I'm going to keep Chris with me, always.'</p> + +<p>"'Always?' He stared at her, saw her face mean what she said. 'How fine +of you! How fine of Mr. Proudfit!' said Insley.</p> + +<p>"She waited just a breath, then she met his eyes, brave.</p> + +<p>"'Not fine of me,' she says—'only fine for me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> And not—Mr. Proudfit +at all. I ought to take back what I told you—since I did tell you. That +is not going to be.'</p> + +<p>"I don't think Insley meant for a minute to show any lack of formal +respect for Christopher's sleep. But what Insley did was simply to turn +and sit him down, bolt upright, on my lap. Then he wheeled round, trying +to read her face.</p> + +<p>"'Do you mean you aren't going to marry him?' he demanded, rough—it's +like watching another sign of folks to watch for the one thing that will +make one or another rough.</p> + +<p>"'We are not going to be married,' she said. 'I mean that.'</p> + +<p>"I suppose likely the room went away altogether then, Christopher and me +included, and left Insley there in some place a long ways from +everywhere, with Robin's face looking at him. And he just naturally took +that face between his hands.</p> + +<p>"'Robin,' he said, 'don't make me wait to know.'</p> + +<p>"Insley was the suddenest thing. And land, what it done to her name to +have him say it. Just for a minute it sounded as if her name was the +population of the world,—but with room for everybody else, too.</p> + +<p>"I think she put up her hands to take down<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> his hands, but when she +touched them, I think hers must have closed over his, next door to on +purpose.</p> + +<p>"'Dear,' she says, 'tell me afterward.'</p> + +<p>"In that minute of stillness in which any new heaven is let down on a +suitable new earth, a little voice piped up:—</p> + +<p>"'Tell it now,' says the voice. 'Is it a story? Tell it now.'</p> + +<p>"And there was Christopher, wide awake where he had been set down rude +on my knee, and looking up at them, patient.</p> + +<p>"'I was dreamin' my dream,' he explained, polite. 'It was about all the +nice things there is: You and you and you and hot ice-cream and the +house's party.... Is they any more?' he asked, anxious.</p> + +<p>"Robin put out her arms for him, and she and Insley and I smiled at one +another over his head.</p> + +<p>"'Ever so many more,' we told him.</p> + +<p class="space-above">"I slipped out then and found Mis' Emmons, and I guess I come as near +shining as anything that's like me can.</p> + +<p>"'What's the matter?' she says to me. 'You look as if you'd turned up +the wick.'</p> + +<p>"'I did. They have. I won't tell,' I says.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> 'Oh, Mis' Emmons, I guess +the meeting to-night won't need to adopt Christopher.'</p> + +<p>"She looked up at me quick, and then she started shining, too.</p> + +<p>"'What a universe it is,' she says, '—what a universe it is.'</p> + +<p>"Then we went off down to the meeting together. And the village was +wonderful to go through, like a home some of us had hollowed out of the +hills and was living in, common. As we went walking to the schoolhouse, +the sidewalks seemed to me no more than ways dickered up to fasten us +together, and to fasten us to them whose feet had wore the road before +us, and to lead us to them that was coming, coming after: Christopher +and Eph and Spudge Cadoza and Otie Daniel, or them like these. Otie +Daniel had died the night before. Dr. Barrows had said Eph would not be +lame, but we see he wan't sure of the value of the boy's physical life. +But even so, even so we had a chance with Chris, and we had a chance +with Spudge, and we had millions more. My feet wanted to run along them +roads to meet the millions and my fingers tingled to get things ready. +And as we went down Daphne Street to that meeting, I see how we all +<i>was</i> getting things ready, and I could of sung out for what I saw:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span></p><p>"For Mame Holcomb, sprinkling clothes on the back porch and hurrying to +get to the hall.</p> + +<p>"For Mis' Uppers, picking her currants before she went, so's to get an +early start on her jam in the morning.</p> + +<p>"For Viny Liberty, setting sponge for her bread loud enough so we heard +her clear out in the street, and for Libby, shutting up her chicken coop +that they earned their own living with.</p> + +<p>"For Mis' Toplady, driving by with Timothy, and her in the brown silk +she'd made herself, like she's made all she's got.</p> + +<p>"For Abagail Arnold, wiping out her window to be filled to-morrow with +the pies of her hand.</p> + +<p>"For little Mis' Sparks, rocking her baby on the front stoop and +couldn't come to the meeting at all, 'count of having nobody to leave +him with.</p> + +<p>"For them that had left cloth bleaching in their side yards and was +saving the price of buying bleached. For them that had done their day's +work, from parlour to wood-shed, and had hurried up the supper dishes +and changed their dress and was on their way to the schoolhouse. For +them that had lived lives like this and had died at it. For all the +little dog-eared, wore-out account books where every one of them women<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> +figured out careful what they couldn't spend. And I looked down the +street till I couldn't see no farther, and yet Daphne Street was going +on, round and round the world, and acrost and acrost it, full of women +doing the same identical way. And I could see away off to the places +that Daphne Street led past, where women has all these things done for +them and where the factories is setting them free, like us here in the +village ain't free just yet, and I felt a wicked envy for them that can +set their hands to the New Work, that us here in Friendship Village is +trying so hard to get in between whiles. And I could see away ahead to +times when sponge and currants and clothes and coops and similar won't +have to be mothered by women 'most as much as children are; but when +women, Away Off Then, will be mothers and workers and general human +beings such as yet we only know how to think about being, scrappy and +wishful. But all the time, in their arms and in ours and nowheres else, +lays all the rest of the world that is ever going to be. And something +in me kind of climbed out of me and run along ahead and looked back at +me over its shoulder and says: 'Keep up, keep up, Calliope.' And before +I knew it, right out loud, I says: 'I will. I will.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span></p><p>"An hour later, up in the schoolhouse, Silas Sykes stood arguing, to +the top of his tone, that the first work of the reorganized +society—that was to take in the whole town—had ought to be to buy a +bargain Cupid-and-fish fountain he knew of, for the market square.</p> + +<p>"'It's going to take years and years to do—everything,' says Mis' +Emmons to me, low.</p> + +<p>"But that didn't seem like much of anything to either of us. 'What if it +is,' I says. And she nodded."</p> + +<div>*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 53650 ***</div> +</body> +</html> diff --git a/53650-8.txt b/old/53650-8.txt index 4647d5f..db99932 100644 --- a/53650-8.txt +++ b/old/53650-8.txt @@ -1,8261 +1,8261 @@ -The Project Gutenberg EBook of Mothers to Men, by Zona Gale
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-THE MACMILLAN COMPANY
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-NEW YORK · BOSTON · CHICAGO
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-MOTHERS TO MEN
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-BY
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-ZONA GALE
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-AUTHOR OF "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE," "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE
-LOVE STORIES," "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS
-AND ETARRE," ETC.
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-New York
-THE MACMILLAN COMPANY
-1911
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-_All Rights Reserved_
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-COPYRIGHT, 1911, BY THE BUTTERICK PUBLISHING COMPANY, THE RIDGEWAY
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-COPYRIGHT, 1911,
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-J. S. Cushing Co.--Berwick & Smith Co.
-Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.
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-MOTHERS TO MEN
-
-
-"Daddy!"
-
-The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was
-drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of
-the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man
-took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding
-ahead.
-
-"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right
-through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful."
-
-The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely
-distinguishable back.
-
-"Climb up," he commanded.
-
-The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and
-cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two
-steps or three, past the man.
-
-"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could--yet.
-I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I _had_ to talk about it."
-
-The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and
-got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the
-shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help.
-
-After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's
-voice was less like a drowned butterfly.
-
-"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?"
-
-"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?"
-
-"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of
-nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes--but it sounds like a
-coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing."
-
-This, the man understood swiftly, was because _her_ coffin had been
-black velvet--the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for
-his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the
-poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing
-you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly.
-
-"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein'
-warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...."
-
-"My God!" said the man.
-
-The child looked up expectantly.
-
-"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly.
-
-"Not a word," said the man in his throat.
-
-"Lemme try," said the child. "God--oh, God--_God dear_!" he called into
-the night.
-
-From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that
-minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive,
-the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one
-side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone
-the lights of a house set alone on its hill.
-
-"Oh, daddy, daddy--look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say
-nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em."
-
-The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy
-broke into uneven running.
-
-"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked.
-
-"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for
-the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour
-and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly
-bear the longing.
-
-But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man
-had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they
-entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in
-the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be
-faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the
-child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed,
-their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those
-of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he
-thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found
-in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected
-complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair
-start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence--someway she
-wouldn't have liked him to be there; _she_ always liked things nice. He
-had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said
-to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with
-a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too,
-was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody
-came--no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the
-little fellow," thought the man.
-
-"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child suddenly.
-
-He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane
-of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were
-a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a
-tall, covered jar of shelled nuts.
-
-"Hustle up--you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again.
-
-"I was comin'," said the little boy.
-
-Why not leave the child at the bakery? No--a house. It must be a house,
-with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of
-money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he
-were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously
-discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false
-two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a
-dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the
-tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the
-spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along--hurry along!" he
-bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but
-first he must find the right place for the boy.
-
-Vaguely he was seeking for that section of the village which it would
-call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the
-term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all.
-But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First
-Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the
-prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it.
-
-She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did
-good--it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not
-there? Why not leave the child there?
-
-He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing
-the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned
-sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was
-light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish
-forehead.
-
-"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly.
-
-"You bet you did," said his father absently.
-
-Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in
-that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery.
-Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of
-the continual quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed,
-irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had
-died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where
-they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the
-boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had
-been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious.
-But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind
-of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a
-trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had
-waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He
-had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power
-of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that
-there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember
-nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and
-there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition.
-He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him
-adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some
-near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be
-more likely to take him in. "They have more time--an' more room--an'
-more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and
-the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find
-a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps,
-"outside the meetin'?"
-
-"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly.
-
-"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. _What_ are they, daddy?"
-
-"Eye-lids."
-
-"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled--the sleepy
-smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the
-curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy.
-
-The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled.
-In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the
-boy, had first performed for him little personal offices--sewed on a
-button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time,
-too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions.
-"Where _is_ my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going
-to be my daddy till you die, an' _then_ who'll be?" "What is the biggest
-thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"... Also, in these three
-months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a
-barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his
-reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was
-going to end all this.
-
-"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like
-this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim
-dissenter.
-
-The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his
-face. "Will--will there be any supper till morning?" he asked.
-
-You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still
-looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps.
-Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck--why should he not keep
-the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him
-into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not
-accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to
-give. Hunger and cold and darkness....
-
-"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man.
-
-"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded.
-
-"A minute. You stay still here--right where you are," said the man, and
-went into the darkness.
-
-The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the
-walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the
-church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account
-of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its
-fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose
-he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go
-to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with
-cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook
-molasses candy for him....
-
-All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot,
-and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" _him_. He fumbled
-at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden,
-and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed
-when he was gone, and how _different_ the night was. And when the lady
-had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the
-window and they would cut it in squares....
-
-As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness.
-
-"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag.
-And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs
-and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of
-food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but--fifteen cents'
-worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket,
-wrapped in paper.
-
-"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set
-there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out.
-An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket--see? It's a paper.
-Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there--an' ask
-you anything--you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that."
-
-In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling,
-throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was
-strange to the man, as he listened--
-
-
- "Break thou the bread of life
- To me, to me--"
-
-
-but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him--I can't. All
-I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you
-break it to him--"
-
-"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child. "You!"
-
-Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter
-charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The
-man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to
-look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it
-to him--break it to him--God!" the father muttered, as he might have
-used a charm.
-
-Again the child looked out expectantly.
-
-"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly.
-
-"Not a word--not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed,
-nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled
-superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the
-paper--an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not
-get back for--quite a while...."
-
-The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered
-and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the
-murmur of voices beyond the doors.
-
-"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the
-child thought, when he heard the people moving about within.
-
-
-
-
-I
-
-
-"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the
-Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one
-of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two
-kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the
-rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin'
-the men to have all they wanted.
-
-"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband,
-persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it
-up.'
-
-"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my
-food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.'
-
-"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me,
-"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy,
-can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could
-starve.'
-
-"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of
-been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap
-where I am.'
-
-"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled
-waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them.
-
-"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a
-witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.'
-
-"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my
-feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift--I know the
-feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take
-off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.'
-
-"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I
-wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a
-maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the
-streets runnin' rivers.'
-
-"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em
-on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I
-declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.'
-
-"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes
-off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in
-good, hot water an' go to bed. I wouldn't of come out to-night at all
-if it hadn't of been for the professor.'
-
-"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he
-hates it.'
-
-"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only
-professor I ever knew.'
-
-"'Me either,' I says--and I knew how she felt.
-
-"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him
-that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though
-over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is
-one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters,
-same as some.
-
-"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I
-don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm
-just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr.
-do?'
-
-"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving,
-and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking
-to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months
-before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction
-from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes, that is an alderman
-and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said
-that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be
-doing.
-
-"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up
-saloons an' like that?'
-
-"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.'
-
-"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks.
-
-"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there
-some organization that's doing things here?'
-
-"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But
-the word 'organization' helped him out.
-
-"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,'
-says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.'
-
-"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things
-and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church
-parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just
-getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to
-talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over
-too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you
-felt like you'd always known him or, for the time you hadn't, that
-you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that
-seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new
-day--the best day yet.
-
-"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking
-whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very
-much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of
-something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up.
-You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a
-core.
-
-"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of
-pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality
-make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.'
-
-("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate,
-without the _the_, an' everybody's got to doing it.)
-
-"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was
-less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a
-celebration that would _be_ a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser
-for the town.
-
-"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give
-you a dime to get you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a
-dime entertainment, never.'
-
-"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for
-'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat
-Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he
-claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either
-living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it.
-
-"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet.
-Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something
-vital.
-
-"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand,
-Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead
-coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything
-in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we
-was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt,
-we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we
-kept Sodality real alive.
-
-"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains
-it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals
-to pay for last year. Or I might say, one an' a half, one corpse
-contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.'
-
-"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his
-tone, like he does:
-
-"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they
-die?' he asks.
-
-"I guess we all looked kind of blank--like when you get asked _why_
-Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the
-date he done so on.
-
-"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?'
-
-"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's
-everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks.
-
-"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you
-mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band--'
-
-"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.'
-
-"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said.
-
-"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee
-of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.'
-
-"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as
-anybody heard him but me.
-
-"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are
-things that all of us Living might do together--for the sake, say, of
-earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would
-there?'
-
-"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to
-_that_. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.'
-
-"Insley looked at us all kind of shy--at one and another and another of
-us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's
-eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and
-Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But
-the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't
-show no true pattern.
-
-"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he
-was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are
-alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their
-graves?'
-
-"'_Folks_,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of
-members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks.
-
-"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For
-instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to
-do evenings--get them to help earn the money for Cemetery, if you want
-to,' he adds, laughing a little.
-
-"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks
-of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim.
-
-"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the
-town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to
-you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong
-to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now
-I'm really more fond of folks--speaking by and large--than I am of
-tombstones.'
-
-"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world
-outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never
-knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it
-was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he
-waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it
-would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first.
-
-"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't
-go meddling in the village affairs--petitionin' the council and
-protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.'
-
-"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. 'Meetin', singin' songs, servin'
-lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps
-on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things--'
-Timothy shook his head.
-
-"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms
-will take care of themselves.'
-
-"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas,
-'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.'
-
-"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove
-to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round
-the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for
-the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing
-done.'
-
-"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a
-great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes
-away.'
-
-"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else,
-not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece,
-till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since
-long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was
-expecting an unknown niece of my own in a week or so, and your unknown
-relatives is quite likely to be glass houses.
-
-"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any
-doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has
-just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting
-in Tom, Dick, and Harry.'
-
-"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's
-sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we
-quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual,
-promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.'
-
-"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything,
-'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real
-Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.'
-
-"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good
-morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang
-on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and
-I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world;
-but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing.
-
-"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad
-taste; and we conversed around in groups, and done our best to make
-'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor
-Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in.
-
-"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the
-present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her
-name.
-
-"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use
-his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in
-front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian
-name as soon as his back was turned, _I_ call it,' said some. 'My land,
-I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. _My_
-opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.'
-
-"But I guess Insley had more confidence.
-
-"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons.
-
-"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job
-you're talking about, you know.'
-
-"'It's _the_ big job,' says Insley, quiet.
-
-"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her
-back.
-
-"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me--I'll always do for
-chinkin' in. I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be
-up till day _after_ to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.'
-
-"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to
-it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady
-stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger,
-much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a
-stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church
-was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a
-travelling man.
-
-"Here, though, was a stranger--and such a stranger. She was so
-unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a
-star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside--a star,
-so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with
-peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark
-cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud
-clinging about that brightness--a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy
-hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet
-umbrella at arm's length out in the entry.
-
-"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked.
-
-"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her.
-
-"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.'
-
-"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in.
-I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.'
-
-"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please,
-Robin, and meet these people.'
-
-"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule,
-where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there
-against the big, black background of the night and the village, while
-Mis' Emmons presented her.
-
-"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me
-to-day--for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?'
-
-"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss
-Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I
-was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be
-like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us.
-She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned
-a little inside the frame of the doorway and put out her hand to us
-all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain,
-was warm.
-
-"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But
-I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.'
-
-"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change
-smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good
-high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again--a sweet grave, not
-a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from
-each other as soup from hot water.
-
-"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she
-adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of
-a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.'
-
-"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us?
-'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone
-from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough.
-
-"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and
-we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the
-shining lamp path was setting a child--a little boy, with a paper bag in
-his arms.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-"Who on earth was he, we wondered to ourselves, and we all jostled
-forward, trying to see down to him, us women lifting up our skirts from
-the entry wet. He was like a little wad of clothes, bunched up on the
-top step, but inside them the little fellow was all curled up, sleeping.
-And we knew he hadn't come for any of us, and he didn't look like he was
-waiting for anybody in particular.
-
-"Silas fixed up an explanation, ready-done:--
-
-"'He must belong down on the flats,' says Silas. 'The idear of his
-sleepin' here. I said we'd oughter hev a gate acrost the vestibule.'
-
-"'Roust him up an' start him home,' says Timothy Toplady, adviceful.
-
-"'I will,' says Silas, that always thinks it's his share to do any
-unclaimed managing; and he brought down his hand towards the child's
-shoulder. But his hand didn't get that far.
-
-"'Let me wake him up,' says Robin Sidney.
-
-"She laid her umbrella in the wet of the steps and, Silas being
-surprised into giving way, she stooped over the child. She woke him up
-neither by speaking to him nor grasping his arm, but she just slipped
-her hands along his cheeks till her hands met under his chin, and she
-lifted up his chin, gentle.
-
-"'Wake up and look at me,' she says.
-
-"The child opened his eyes, with no starting or bewildering, and looked
-straight up into her face. There was light enough for us all to see that
-he smiled bright, like one that's real glad some waiting is done. And
-she spoke to him, not making a point of it and bringing it out like
-she'd aimed it at him, but just matter-of-fact gentle and commonplace
-tender.
-
-"'Whose little boy are you?' she ask' him.
-
-"'I'm goin' with whoever wants me to go with 'em,' says the child.
-
-"'But who are you--where do you live?' she says to him. 'You live, don't
-you--in this town?'
-
-"The child shook his head positive.
-
-"'I lived far,' he told her, 'in that other place. I come up here with
-my daddy. He says he might not come back to-night.'
-
-"Robin Sidney knelt right down before him on the wet steps.
-
-"'Truly,' she said, 'haven't you any place to go to-night?'
-
-"'Oh, yes,' says the child, 'he says I must go with whoever wants me to
-go with 'em. Do--do you?'
-
-"At that Miss Sidney looked up at us, swift, and down again. The wind
-had took hold of a strand of her hair and blew it across her eyes, and
-she was pushing it away as she got up. And by then Insley was standing
-before her, back of the little boy, that he suddenly stooped down and
-picked up in his arms.
-
-"'Let's get inside, shall we?' he says, commanding. 'Let's all go back
-in and see about him.'
-
-"We went back into the church, even Silas taking orders, though of
-course that was part curiosity; and Insley sat down with the child on
-his knee, and held out the child's feet in his hand.
-
-"'He's wet as a rat,' he says. 'Look at his shoes.'
-
-"'Well-a, make him tell his name, why don't you?' says Mis' Sykes,
-sharp. '_I_ think we'd ought to find out who he is. What's your name,
-Boy?' she adds, brisk.
-
-"Insley dropped the boy's feet and took a-hold of one of his hands.
-'Yes,' he says, hasty, 'we must try to do that.' But he looked right
-straight over Mis' Sykes's shoulder to where, beyond the others, Robin
-Sidney was standing. 'He was your friend first,' he said to her. 'You
-found him.'
-
-"She come and knelt down beside the child where, on Insley's knee, he
-sat staring round, all wondering and questioning, to the rest of us. But
-she seemed to forget all about the rest of us, and I loved the way she
-was with that little strange boy. She kind of put her hands on him,
-wiping the raindrops off his face, unbuttoning his wet coat, doing a
-little something to his collar; and every touch was a kind of a little
-stroke that some women's hands give almost without their knowing it. I
-loved to watch her, because I'm always as stiff as a board with a
-child--unless I'm alone with them. Then I ain't.
-
-"'My name's Robin,' she says to the little fellow. 'What's yours, dear?'
-
-"'Christopher,' he says right off. 'First, Christopher. An' then John.
-An' then Bartlett. Have you only got one name?' he asked her.
-
-"'Yes, I've got two,' she says. 'The rest of mine is Sidney. Where--'
-
-"'Only two?' says the child. 'Why, I've got three.'
-
-"'Only two,' she answers. 'Where did your father go--don't you know
-that, Christopher?'
-
-"That seemed to make him think of something, and he looked down at his
-paper bag.
-
-"'First he bringed me these,' he says, and his face lighted up and he
-held out his bag to her. 'You can have one my cream-puffs,' he offers
-her, magnificent. I held my breath for fear she wouldn't take it, but
-she did. 'What fat ones!' she says admiring, and held it in her hand
-while she asked him more. It was real strange how we stood around, us
-older women and all, waiting for her to see what she could get out of
-him. But there wasn't any use. He was to go with whoever asked him to
-go--that was all he knew.
-
-"Silas Sykes snaps his watch. 'It's gettin' late,' he gives out, with a
-backward look at nothing in particular. 'Hadn't we best just leave him
-at the police station? Threat Hubbelthwait and me go right past there.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady, she sweeps round on him, pulling her shawl over her
-shoulders--one of them gestures of some women that makes it seem like
-even them that works hard and don't get out much of anywhere has motions
-left in them that used to be motioned in courts and castles and like
-that. 'Police station! Silas Sykes,' says she, queenly, 'you put me in
-mind of a stone wall, you're that sympathizin'.'
-
-"'Well, _we_ can't take him, Amandy,' Timothy Toplady reminds her,
-hurried. 'We live too far. 'Twouldn't do to walk him 'way there.'
-Timothy will give, but he wants to give to his own selected poor that he
-knows about; an' he won't never allow himself no luxuries in givin' here
-an' there, when something just happens to come up.
-
-"'Land, he may of come from where there's disease--you can't tell,' says
-Mis' Uppers. 'I think we'd ought to go slow.'
-
-"'Yes,' says two-three others, 'we'd best go slow. Why, his father may
-be looking for him.'
-
-"Mis' Eleanor Emmons spoke up serene.
-
-"'While we're going slow,' she says, 'I think I'll just take him home
-and get his feet dry. I live the nearest. Mr. Sykes, you might report
-him at the police station as you go by, in case someone is looking for
-him. And if nobody inquires, he can sleep on my couch beside my grate
-fire to-night. Can't he, Robin?'
-
-"'I'd love it,' says the girl.
-
-"'Excellent,' says Insley, and set the little boy on his feet.
-
-"But when he done that, the child suddenly swung round and caught Miss
-Sidney's arm and looked up in her face; and his little nose was screwed
-up alarming.
-
-"'What _is_ it--what's the matter, Christopher?' she ask' him. And the
-rest of us that had begun moving to go, stopped to listen. And in that
-little stillness Christopher told us:--
-
-"'Oh,' he says, 'it's that hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went
-right through that hole. And it's _chokin'_ me.'
-
-"Just exactly as if a hand had kind of touched us all, a nice little
-stir went round among us women. And with that, Insley, who had been
-standing there so big and strong and able and willing, and waiting for a
-chance to take hold, he just simply put his hands on his knees and
-stooped over and made his back right for the little fellow to climb up
-on. The child knew what it was for, soon enough--we see somebody
-somewheres must of been doing it for him before, for he scrambled right
-up, laughing, and Miss Sidney helping him. And a kind of a little
-ripple, that wan't no true words, run round among us all. Most women and
-some men is strong on ripples of this sort, but when it comes right down
-to doing something in consequence, we ain't so handy.
-
-"'Leave me come along and help take care of him a little while,' I says;
-and I thought it was because I was ashamed of myself and trying to make
-up for not offering before. But I think really what was the matter with
-me was that I just plain wanted to go along with that little boy.
-
-"'I'm your automobile,' says Insley to the little fellow, and he laughed
-out, delighted, hanging onto his paper sack.
-
-"'If you'll give me the big umbrella, Aunt Eleanor,' says Miss Sidney on
-the church steps, 'I'll try to keep the rain off the automobile and the
-passenger.'
-
-"The rain had just about stopped when we four started down Daphne
-Street. The elms and maples along the sidewalk was dripping soft, and
-everybody's gardens was laying still, like something new had happened to
-them. It smelled good, and like everything outdoors was going to start
-all over again and be something else, sweeter.
-
-"When we got most to Mis' Emmon's gate, I stopped stock still, looking
-at something shining on the hill. It was Proudfit House, lit up from top
-to bottom--the big house on the hill that had stood there, blind and
-dark, for months on end.
-
-"'Why, some of the Proudfits must of come home,' I says out loud.
-
-"Mis' Emmons answered up, all unexpected to me, for I never knew she
-knew the Proudfits. 'Mr. Alex Proudfit is coming on to-morrow,' she
-says. And I sort of resented her that was so near a stranger in the
-village hearing this about Alex Proudfit before I did, that had known
-him since he was in knickerbockers.
-
-"'Am I keeping the rain off you two people?' Miss Sidney asks as, at the
-corner, we all turned our backs on Proudfit House.
-
-"'Nobody,' Insley says--and his voice was always as smooth and round as
-wheels running along under his words, 'nobody ever kept the rain off as
-you are keeping it off, Miss Sidney.'
-
-"And, 'I did walked all that way--in that rain,' says Christopher,
-sleepy, in his automobile's collar.
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-"If it was anyways damp or chilly, Mis' Emmons always had a little blaze
-in the grate--not a heat blaze, but just a Come-here blaze. And going
-into her little what-she-called living-room at night, I always thought
-was like pushing open some door of the dark to find a sort of
-cubby-corner hollowed out from the bigger dark for tending the homey
-fire. That rainy night we went in from the street almost right onto the
-hearth. And it was as pleasant as taking the first mouthful of
-something.
-
-"Insley, with Christopher still on his back, stood on the rug in front
-of the door and looked round him.
-
-"'How jolly it always looks here, Mrs. Emmons,' he says. 'I never saw
-such a hearty place.'
-
-"I donno whether you've ever noticed the difference in the way women
-bustle around? Most nice women do bustle when something comes up that
-needs it. Some does it light and lifty, like fairies going around on
-missions; and some does it kind of crackling and nervous, like goblins
-on business. Mis' Emmons was the first kind, and it was real
-contagious. You caught it yourself and begun pulling chairs around and
-seeing to windows and sort of settling away down deep into the minute.
-She begun doing that way now, seeing to the fire and the lamp-shade and
-the sofa, and wanting everybody to be dry and comfortable, instant.
-
-"'You are so good-natured to like my room,' she says. 'I furnished it
-for ten cents--yes, not much more. The whole effect is just colour,' she
-says. 'What I have to do without in quality I go and wheedle out of the
-spectrum. What _should_ we do without the rainbow? And what in the world
-am I going to put on that child?'
-
-"Insley let Christopher down on the rug by the door, and there he stood,
-dripping, patient, holding his paper bag, and not looking up and around
-him, same as a child will in a strange room, but just looking hard at
-the nice, red, warm blaze. Miss Sidney come and stooped over him, with
-that same little way of touching him, like loving.
-
-"'Let's go and be dry now,' she says, 'and then let's see what we can
-find in the pantry.'
-
-"The little fellow, he just laughed out, soft and delicious, with his
-head turned away and without saying anything.
-
-"'I never said such a successful thing,' says Miss Sidney, and led him
-upstairs where we could hear Mis' Emmons bustling around cosey.
-
-"Mr. Insley and I sat down by the fire. I remember I looked over towards
-him and felt sort of nervous, he was so good looking and so silent. A
-good-looking _talking_ man I ain't afraid of, because I can either
-admire or despise him immediate, and either way it gives me something to
-do answering back. But one that's still, it takes longer to make out,
-and it don't give you no occupation for your impressions. And Insley,
-besides being still, was so good looking that it surprised me every new
-time I see him. I always wanted to say: Have you been looking like that
-all the time since I last saw you, and how _do_ you keep it up?
-
-"He had a face and a body that showed a good many men looking out of 'em
-at you, and all of 'em was men you'd like to of known. There was
-scholars that understood a lot, and gentlemen that acted easy, and
-outdoor men that had pioneered through hard things and had took their
-joy of the open. All of them had worked hard at him--and had give him
-his strength and his merriness and his big, broad shoulders and his
-nice, friendly boyishness, and his eyes that could see considerably
-more than was set before them. By his own care he had knit his body
-close to life, and I know he had knit his spirit close to it, too. As I
-looked over at him that night, my being nervous sort of swelled up into
-a lump in my throat and I wanted to say inside me: O God, ain't it nice,
-ain't it nice that you've got some folks like him?
-
-"He glanced over to me, kind of whimsical.
-
-"'Are you in favour of folks or tombstones?' he asks, with his eyebrows
-flickering up.
-
-"'Me?' I says. 'Well, I don't want to be clannish, but I do lean a good
-deal towards folks.'
-
-"'You knew what I meant to-night?' he says.
-
-"'Yes,' I answered, 'I knew.'
-
-"'I thought you did,' he says grave.
-
-"Then he lapsed into keeping still again and so did I, me through not
-quite knowing what to say, and him--well, I wasn't sure, but I thought
-he acted a good deal as if he had something nice to think about. I've
-seen that look on people's faces sometimes, and it always makes me feel
-a little surer that I'm a human being. I wondered if it was his new work
-he was turning over, or his liking the child's being cared for, or the
-mere nice minute, there by the grate fire. Then a door upstairs shut,
-and somebody come down and into the room, and when he got up, his look
-sort of centred in that new minute.
-
-"It was Miss Sidney that come in, and she set down by the fire like
-something pleased her.
-
-"'Aunt Eleanor is going to decorate Christopher herself,' she says. 'She
-believes that she alone can do whatever comes up in this life to be
-done, and usually she's right.'
-
-"Insley stood looking at her for a minute before he set down again. She
-had her big black cloak off by then, and she was wearing a
-dress-for-in-the-house that was all rosy. She wasn't anything of the
-star any longer. She was something more than a star. I always think one
-of the nicest commonplace minutes in a woman's everyday is when she
-comes back from somewheres outside the house where she's been, and sets
-down by the fire, or by a window, or just plain in the middle of the
-room. They always talk about pigeons 'homing'; I wish't they kept that
-word for women. It seems like it's so exactly what they _do_ do.
-
-"'I love the people,' Miss Sidney went on, 'that always feel that
-way--that if something they're interested in is going to be really well
-done, then they must do it themselves.'
-
-"Insley always knew just what anybody meant--I'd noticed that about
-him. His mind never left what you'd said floating round, loose ends in
-the room, without your knowing whether it was going to be caught and
-tied; but he just nipped right onto your remark and _tied it in the
-right place_.
-
-"'I love them, too,' he says now. 'I love anybody who can really feel
-responsibility, from a collie with her pups up. But then I'm nothing to
-go by. I find I'm rather strong for a good many people that can't feel
-it, too--that are just folks, going along.'
-
-"I suppose he expected from her the nice, ladylike agreeing, same as
-most women give to this sort of thing, just like they'd admit they're
-fond of verbenas or thin soles. But instead of that, she caught fire.
-Her look jumped up the way a look will and went acrost to his. I always
-think I'd rather have folks say 'I know' to me, understanding, than to
-just pour me out information, and that was what she said to him.
-
-"'I know,' she says, 'on the train to-day--if you could have seen them.
-Such dreadful-looking people, and underneath--the _giving-up-ness_. I
-believe in them,' she added simple.
-
-"When a thing you believe gets spoke by somebody that believes it, too,
-it's like the earth moved round a little faster, and I donno but it
-does. Insley looked for a minute like he thought so.
-
-"'I believe in them,' he says; 'not the way I used to, and just because
-I thought they must be, somehow, fundamentally decent, but because it's
-true.'
-
-"'I know just when I first knew that,' Miss Sidney says. 'It come to me,
-of all places, in a subway train, when I was looking at a row of faces
-across the car. Nobody, _nobody_ can look interesting in that row along
-the side of a subway car. And then I saw....'
-
-"She thought for a minute and shook her head.
-
-"'I can't tell you,' she says, 'it sounds so little and--no account. It
-was a little thing, just something that happened to a homely woman with
-a homely man, in a hat like a pirate's. But it almost--let me in. I can
-do it ever since--look into people, into, or through, or with ...' she
-tries to explain it. Then her eyes hurried up to his face, like she was
-afraid he might not be understanding. He just nodded, without looking at
-her, but she knew that he knew what she meant, and that he meant it,
-too.
-
-" ... I thought it was wonderful to hear them. I felt like an old
-mountain, or anything natural and real ancient, listening to the Song of
-Believing, sung by two that's young and just beginning. We all sing it
-sometime in our lives--or Lord grieve for them that never do--and I
-might as well own up that I catch myself humming that same song a good
-deal of the time, to keep myself a-going. But I love to hear it when
-it's just begun.
-
-"They was still talking when Mis' Emmons come downstairs with
-Christopher. Land, land but the little chap looked dear, dragging along,
-holding up a long-skirted lounging dress of Mis' Emmons's. I never had
-one of them lounging dresses. There's a lot of common things that it
-never seems to me I can buy for myself: a nice dressing-gown, a block of
-black pins, a fancy-headed hat pin, and a lemon-squeezer. I always use a
-loose print, and common pins, and penny black-headed hat pins, and go
-around squeezing my lemons by hand. I donno why it is, I'm sure.
-
-"'I'm--I'm--I'm--a little boy king!' Christopher stutters, all excited
-and satisfied, while Insley was a-packing him in the Morris chair.
-
-"'Rained on!' says Mis' Emmons, in that kind of dismay that's as pure
-feminine as if it had on skirts. 'Water isn't a circumstance to what
-that dear child was. He was saturated--bless him. He must have been out
-for perfect hours.'
-
-"Christopher, thinking back into the rain, mebbe, from the pleasantness
-of that minute, smiled and took a long breath.
-
-"'I walked from that other place,' he explains, important.
-
-"Mis' Emmons knew he was hungry, and she took Miss Sidney and Insley off
-to the kitchen to find something to eat, and left me with the little
-fellow, me spreading out his clothes in front of the fire to dry. He set
-real still, like being dry and being with somebody was all he wanted.
-And of course that is a good deal.
-
-"I don't always quite know how to start talking to a child. I'm always
-crazy to talk with them, but I'm so afraid of that shy, grave,
-criticizin' look they have. I feel right off like apologizing for the
-silly question I've just asked them. I felt that way now when
-Christopher looked at me, real dignified and wondering. 'What you going
-to be when you grow up to be a man?' was what I had just asked him. And
-yet I don't know what better question I could of asked him, either.
-
-"'I'm goin' to have a cream-puff store, an' make it all light in the
-window,' he answers ready.
-
-"'All light in the window?' I says puzzled.
-
-"'And I'm going to keep a church,' he goes on, 'and I'm going to make
-nice, black velvet for their coffings.'
-
-"I didn't know quite what to make of that, not being able to think back
-very far into his mind. So I kept still a few minutes.
-
-"'What was you doin' in the church?' he says to me, all at once.
-
-"'I don't really know. Waiting for you to come, I guess, Christopher,' I
-says.
-
-"'_Was_ you?' he cried, delighted. 'Pretty soon I came!' He looked in
-the fire, sort of troubled. 'Is God outdoors nights?' he says.
-
-"I said a little something.
-
-"'Well,' he says, 'I thought he was in the house by the bed when you say
-your prayer. An' I thought he was in church. But I don't think he stays
-in the dark, much.'
-
-"'Mebbe you don't,' I says, 'but you wait for him in the dark, and mebbe
-all of a sudden some night you can tell that something is there. And
-just you wait for that night to come.'
-
-"'That's a nice game,' says Christopher, bright. 'What game is that?'
-
-"'I donno,' I says. 'Game of Life, I guess.'
-
-"He liked the sound; and he set there--little waif, full of no supper,
-saying it over like a chant:--
-
-"'Game o' life--game o' life--game o' l-i-f-e--'
-
-"Just at that minute I was turning his little pockets wrong side out to
-dry them, and in one of them I see a piece of paper, all crumpled up and
-wrinkled. I spread it out, and I see it had writing on. And I held it up
-to the light and read it, read it through twice.
-
-"'Christopher,' I says then, 'where did you get this piece of paper? It
-was in your pocket.'
-
-"He looked at it, blank, and then he remembered.
-
-"'My daddy,' he says. 'My daddy told me to give it to folks. I forgot.'
-
-"'To folks?' I says. 'To what folks?'
-
-"'To whoever ask' me anything,' he answers. 'Is it a letter?' he ask'.
-
-"'Yes,' I says, thoughtful, 'it's a letter.'
-
-"'To tell me what to do?' he ask' me.
-
-"'Yes,' I says, 'but more, I guess, to tell us what to do.'
-
-"I talked with him a little longer, so's to get his mind off the paper;
-and then I told him to set still a minute, and I slipped out to where
-the rest was.
-
-"The pantry had a close, spicey, foody smell of a pantry at night, when
-every tin chest and glass jar may be full up with nice things to eat
-that you'd forgot about--cocoanut and citron and cinnamon bark. In
-grown-up folks one of the things that is the last to grow up is the
-things a pantry in the evening promises. You may get over really liking
-raisins and sweet chocolate; you may get to wanting to eat in the
-evening things that you didn't use' to even know the names of and don't
-know them now, and yet it never gets over being nice and eventive to go
-out in somebody's pantry at night, especially a pantry that ain't your
-own.
-
-"'Put everything on a tray,' Mis' Emmons was directing them, 'and find
-the chafing-dish and let's make it in there by Christopher. Mr. Insley,
-can you make toast? Don't equivocate,' she says; '_can_ you make toast?
-People fib no end over what they can make. I'm always bragging about my
-omelettes, and yet one out of every three I make goes flat, and I know
-it. And yet I brag on. Beans, buckwheat, rice--what do you want to
-cream, Robin? Well, look in the store-room. There may be something
-there. We must tell Miss Sidney about Grandma Sellers' store-room, Mr.
-Insley,' she says, and then tells it herself, laughing like a girl, how
-Grandma Sellers, down at the other end of Daphne Street, has got a
-store-room she keeps full of staples and won't let her son's wife use a
-thing out. 'I've been hungry,' Grandma Sellers says, 'and I ain't
-ashamed of that. But if you knew how good it feels to have a still-room
-stocked full, you wouldn't ask me to disturb a can of nothing. I want
-them all there, so if I should want them.' 'She's like me,' Mis' Emmons
-ends, 'I always want to keep my living-room table tidy, to have a place
-in case I should want to lay anything down. And if I put anything on it,
-I snatch it up, so as to have a place in case I want to lay anything
-down.'
-
-"They was all laughing when I went out into the kitchen, and I went up
-to Mis' Emmons with the paper.
-
-"'Read that,' I says.
-
-"She done so, out loud--the scrawlin', downhill message:--
-
-
- "'Keep him will you,' the paper said, 'I don't chuck him to get rid
- of but hes only got me since my wifes dead and the drinks got me
- again. Ive stood it quite awhile but its got me again so keep him
- and oblidge. will send money to him to the P O here what I can
- spare I aint chuckin him but the drinks got me again.
-
- "'resp, his father.
-
- "'P S his name is Christopher Bartlett he is a good boy his throat
- gets sore awful easy.'
-
-
-"When Mis' Emmons had got through reading, I remember Miss Sidney's face
-best. It was so full of a sort of a leaping-up pity and wistfulness that
-it went to your heart, like words. I knew that with her the minute
-wasn't no mere thrill nor twitter nor pucker, the way sad things is to
-some, but it was just a straight sounding of a voice from a place of
-pain. And so it was to Insley. But Mis' Emmons, she never give herself
-time to be swamped by anything without trying to climb out right while
-the swamping was going on.
-
-"'What'll we do?' she says, rapid. 'What in this world shall we do? Did
-you ever hear of anything--well, I wish somebody would tell me what
-we're going to do.'
-
-"'Let's be glad for one thing,' says Allen Insley, 'that he's here with
-you people to-night. Let's be glad of that first--that he's here with
-you.'
-
-"Miss Sidney looked away to the dark window.
-
-"'That poor man,' she says. 'That poor father....'
-
-"We talked about it a little, kind of loose ends and nothing to fasten
-to, like you will. Mis' Emmons was the first to get back inside the
-minute.
-
-"'Well,' she says, brisk, 'do let's go in and feed the child while we
-have him. Nobody knows when he's had anything to eat but those unholy
-cream-puffs. Let's heat him some broth and let's carry in the things.'
-
-"Back by the fire Christopher set doing nothing, but just looking in the
-blaze like his very eyesight had been chilly and damp and needed seeing
-to. He cried out jolly when he see all the pretty harness of the
-chafing-dish and the tray full of promises.
-
-"'Oh,' he cries, '_Robin!_'
-
-"She went over to him, and she nestled him now like she couldn't think
-of enough to do for him nor enough things to say to keep him company. I
-see Insley watching her, and I wondered if it didn't come to him like it
-come to me, that for the pure art of doing nothing so that it seems like
-it couldn't be got along without, a woman--some women--can be commended
-by heaven to a world that always needs that kind of doing nothing.
-
-"'Children have a genius for getting rid of the things that don't
-count,' Miss Sidney says. 'I love his calling me "Robin." Mustn't there
-be some place where we don't build walls around our names?'
-
-"Insley thought for a minute. 'You oughtn't to be called "Miss," and
-you oughtn't to wear a hat,' he concluded, sober. 'Both of them make
-you--too much _there_. They draw a line around you.'
-
-"'I don't feel like Miss to myself,' she says, grave. 'I feel like
-Robin. I believe I _am_ Robin!'
-
-"And I made up my mind right then and there that, to myself anyway, I
-was always going to call her Robin. It's funny about first names. Some
-of them fit right down and snuggle up close to their person so that you
-can't think of them apart. And some of them slip loose and dangle along
-after their person, quite a ways back, so that you're always surprised
-when now and then they catch up and get themselves spoke by someone. But
-the name Robin just seemed to wrap Miss Sidney up in itself so that, as
-she said, she _was_ Robin. I like to call her so.
-
-"It was her that engineered the chafing-dish. A chafing-dish is a thing
-I've always looked on a little askant. I couldn't cook with folks
-looking at me no more than I could wash my face in company. I remember
-one hot July day when there was a breeze in my front door, I took my
-ironing-board in the parlor and tried to iron there. But land, I felt
-all left-handed; and I know it would be that way if I ever tried to
-cook in there, on my good rug. Robin though, she done it wonderful. And
-pretty soon she put the hot cream gravy on some crumbled-up bread and
-took it to Christopher, with a cup of broth that smelled like when they
-used to say, 'Dinner's ready,' when you was twelve years old.
-
-"He looked up at her eager. 'Can you cut it in squares?' he asked.
-
-"'In what?' she asks him over.
-
-"'Squares. And play it's molasses candy--white molasses candy?' he says.
-
-"'Oh,' says Robin, 'no, not in squares. But let's play it's hot
-ice-cream.'
-
-"'_Hot ice-cream_,' he says, real slow, his eyes getting wide. To play
-Little Boy King and have hot ice-cream was about as much as he could
-take care of, in joy. Sometimes I get to wondering how we ever do
-anything else except collect children together and give them nice little
-simple fairylands. But while, on the sly, we was all watching to see
-Christopher sink deep in the delight of that hot toothsome supper, he
-suddenly lays down his spoon and stares over to us with wide eyes, eyes
-that there wasn't no tears gathering in, though his little mouth was
-quivering.
-
-"'What is it--what, dear?' Robin asks, from her stool near his feet.
-
-"'My daddy,' says the little boy. 'I was thinking if he could have some
-this.'
-
-"Robin touched her cheek down on his arm.
-
-"'Blessed,' she says, 'think how glad he'd be to have you have some.
-He'd want you to eat it--wouldn't he?'
-
-"The child nodded and took up his spoon, but he sighed some. 'I wish't
-he'd hurry,' he says, and ate, obedient.
-
-"Robin looked up at us--I don't think a woman is ever so lovely as when
-she's sympathizing, and it don't make much difference what it's over, a
-sore finger or a sore heart, it's equally becoming.
-
-"'I know,' she says to us, 'I know just the _place_ where that hurts. I
-remember, when I was little, being in a house that a band passed, and
-because mother wasn't there, I ran inside and wouldn't listen. It's such
-a special kind of hurt....'
-
-"From the end of the settle that was some in the shadow, Insley set
-watching her, and he looked as if he was thinking just what I was
-thinking: that she was the kind that would most always know just the
-place things hurt. And I bet she'd know what to do--and a thousand kinds
-of things that she'd go and do it.
-
-"'O ...' Christopher says. 'I like this most next better than molasses
-candy, cutted in squares. I do, Robin!' He looked down at her, his spoon
-waiting. 'Is you that Robin Redbreast?' he inquired.
-
-"'I'm any Robin you want me to be,' she told him. 'To-morrow we'll play
-that, shall we?'
-
-"'Am I here to-morrow? Don't I have to walk to-morrow?' he ask' her.
-
-"'No, you won't have to walk to-morrow,' she told him.
-
-"Christopher leaned back, altogether nearer to luxury than I guess he'd
-ever been.
-
-"'I'm a little boy king, and it's hot ice-cream, and I love _you_,' he
-tops it off to Robin.
-
-"She smiled at him, leaning on his chair.
-
-"'Isn't it a miracle,' she says to us, 'the way we can call out--being
-liked? We don't do something, and people don't pay any attention and
-don't know the difference. Then some little thing happens, and there
-they are--liking us, doing a real thing.'
-
-"'I know it,' I says, fervent. 'Sometimes,' I says, 'it seems to me
-wonderful cosey to be alive! I'm glad I'm it.'
-
-"'So am I,' says Insley, and leaned forward. 'There's never been such a
-time to be alive,' he says. 'Mrs. Emmons, why don't we ask Miss Sidney
-for some plans for our plan?'
-
-"Do you know how sometimes you'll have a number of floating ideas in
-your mind--wanting to do this, thinking that would be nice, dreaming of
-something else--and yet afraid to say much about it, because it seems
-like the ideas or the dreams is much too wild for anybody else to have,
-too? And then mebbe after a while, you'll find that somebody had the
-same idea and dreamed it out, and died with it? Or somebody else tried
-to make it go a little? Well, that was what begun to happen to me that
-night while I heard Insley talk, only I see that my floating ideas, that
-wan't properly attached to the sides of my head, was actually being
-worked out here and there, and that Insley knew about them.
-
-"I donno how to tell what my ideas was. I'd had them from time to time,
-and a good many of us ladies had, only we didn't know what to do with
-them. And an idea that you don't know what to do with is like a wild
-animal out of its cage: there ain't no performance till it's adjusted.
-For instance, when we'd wanted to pave Daphne Street and the whole town
-council had got up and swung its arms over its head and said that having
-an economical administration was better than paving--why, then us ladies
-had all had the same idee about that.
-
-"'Is the town run for the sake of being the town, with money in its
-treasury, or is the town run for the folks in it?' I remember Mis'
-Toplady asking, puzzled. 'Ain't the folks the town really?' she ask'.
-'And if they are, why can't they pave themselves with their own money?
-Don't that make sense?' she ask' us, and we thought it did.
-
-"Us ladies had got Daphne Street paved, or at least it was through us
-they made the beginning, but there was things we hadn't done. We was all
-taking milk of Rob Henney that we knew his cow barns wasn't at all
-eatable, but he was the only milk wagon, nobody else in town delivering,
-so we kept on taking, but squeamish, squeamish. Then there was the
-grocery stores, leaving their food all over the sidewalk, dust-peppered
-and dirt-salted. But nobody liked to say anything to Silas Sykes that
-keeps the post-office store, nor to Joe Betts, that his father before
-him kept the meat market, being we all felt delicate, like at asking a
-church member to come out to church. Then us ladies had bought a zinc
-wagon and started it around to pick up the garbage to folks' doors, but
-the second summer the council wouldn't help pay for the team, because it
-was a saving council, and so the wagon was setting in a shed, with its
-hands folded. Then there was Black Hollow, that we'd wanted filled up
-with dirt instead of scummy water, arranging for typhoid fever and other
-things, but the council having got started paving, was engaged in paving
-the swamp out for miles, Silas Sykes's cousin being in the wooden block
-business. And, too, us ladies was just then hopping mad over the doings
-they was planning for the Fourth of July, that wasn't no more than
-making a cash register of the day to earn money into. All these things
-had been disturbing us, and more; but though we talked it over
-considerable, none of us knew what to do, or whether anything could be.
-It seemed as though every way we moved a hand, it hit out at the council
-or else went into some business man's pocket. And not having anybody to
-tell us what other towns were doing, we just set still and wished,
-passive.
-
-"Well, and that night, while I heard Insley talking, was the first I
-knew that other towns had thought about these things, too, and was
-beginning to stir and to stir things. Insley talked about it light
-enough, laughing, taking it all casual on the outside, but underneath
-with a splendid earnestness that was like the warp to his words. He
-talked like we could pick Friendship Village up, same as a strand if we
-wanted, and make it fine and right for weaving in a big pattern that
-his eyes seemed to see. He talked like our village, and everybody's
-village and everybody's city wasn't just a lot of streets laid down and
-walls set up, and little families and little clubs and little separate
-groups of folks organized by themselves. But he spoke like the whole
-town was just one street and _no_ walls, and like every town was a piece
-of the Big Family that lives on the same street, all around the world
-and back again. And he seemed to feel that the chief thing all of us was
-up to was thinking about this family and doing for it and being it, and
-getting it to be the way it can be when we all know how. And he seemed
-to think the things us ladies had wanted to do was some of the things
-that would help it to be the way it can.
-
-"When he stopped, Robin looked up at him from the hearth-rug: '"The
-world is beginning,"' she quotes to him from somewheres; "'I must go and
-help the king."'
-
-"He nodded, looking down at her and seeing, as he must have seen, that
-her face was all kindled into the same kind of a glory that was in his.
-It was a nice minute for them, but I was so excited I piped right up in
-the middle of it:--
-
-"'Oh,' I says, '_them_ things! Was it them kind of things you meant
-about in Sodality to-night that we'd ought to do? Why, us ladies has
-wanted to do things like that, but we felt sort of sneaking about it and
-like we was working against the council and putting our interests before
-the town treasury--'
-
-"'And of the cemetery,' he says.
-
-"'Is _that_,' I ask' him, 'what you're professor of, over to Indian
-Mound college?'
-
-"'Something like that,' he says.
-
-"'Nothing in a book, with long words and italics?' I ask' him.
-
-"'Well,' he says, 'it's getting in books now, a little. But it doesn't
-need any long words.'
-
-"'Why,' I says, 'it's just being professor of human beings, then?'
-
-"'Trying to be, perhaps,' he says, grave.
-
-"'Professor of Human Beings,' I said over to myself; 'professor of being
-human....'
-
-"On this nice minute, the front door, without no bell or knock, opened
-to let in Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, with a shawl over her head
-and a tin can in her hand.
-
-"'No, I won't set any, thanks,' she says. 'I just got to
-thinking--mercy, no. Don't give me any kind of anything to eat any such
-time of night as this. I should be up till midnight taking soda. That's
-what ails folks' stomachs, my notion--these late lunches on nobody
-knows what. No, I got to bed and I was just dropping off when I happened
-to sense how wringing wet that child was, and that I betted he'd take
-cold and have the croup in the night, and you wouldn't have no
-remedy--not having any children, so. It rousted me right up wide awake,
-and I dressed me and run over here with this. Here. Put some on a rag
-and clap it on his chest if he coughs croupy. I donno's it would hurt
-him to clap it on him, anyway, so's to be sure. No, I can't stop. It's
-'way past my bed-time....'
-
-"'There's lots of professors of being human, Miss Marsh,' Insley says to
-me, low.
-
-"Mis' Holcomb stood thinking a minute, brushing her lips with the fringe
-of her shawl.
-
-"'Mebbe somebody up to the Proudfits' would do something for him,' she
-says. 'I see they're lit up. Who's coming?'
-
-"'Mr. Alex Proudfit will be here to-morrow,' Mis' Emmons told her. 'He
-has some people coming to him in a day or two, for a house party over
-the Fourth.'
-
-"'Will he be here so soon?' says Insley. 'I've been looking forward to
-meeting him--I've a letter to him from Indian Mound.'
-
-"'Whatever happens,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'I'll get up attic first thing
-in the morning and find some old clothes for this dear child. I may be
-weak in the pocket-book, but I'm strong on old duds.'
-
-"Insley and I both said good night, so's to walk home with Mis' Holcomb,
-and Christopher kissed us both, simple as belonging to us.
-
-"'We had that hot ice-cream,' he announced to Mis' Holcomb.
-
-"'The lamb!' says she, and turns her back, hasty.
-
-"I wondered a little at Mis' Emmons not saying anything to her about the
-letter we'd found, that made us know somebody would have to do
-something. But just as we was starting out, Mis' Emmons says to me low,
-'Don't let's say anything about his father yet. I have a plan--I want to
-think it over first.' And I liked knowing that already she had a plan,
-and I betted it was a plan that would be born four-square to its own
-future.
-
-"Insley stood holding the door open. The rain had stopped altogether
-now, and the night was full of little things sticking their heads up in
-deep grasses and beginning to sing about it. I donno about what, but
-about something nice. And Insley was looking toward Robin, and I see
-that all the ancestors he'd ever had was lingering around in his face,
-like they knew about something he was just beginning to know about.
-Something nice--nicer than the little outdoor voices.
-
-"'Good night, Miss Sidney,' he says. 'And what a good night for
-Christopher!' And he looked as if he wanted to add: 'And for me.'
-
-"'Good night, Mis' Emmons,' I says. 'It's been an evening like a full
-meal.'
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-"By messenger the next day noon come a letter for me that made me laugh
-a little and that made me a little bit mad, too. This was it:--
-
-
- "'Dear Calliope:
-
- "'Come up and help straighten things out, do. This place breathes
- desolation. Everything is everywhere except everything which
- everyone wants, which is lost. Come at once, Calliope, pray, and
- dine with me to-night and give me as much time as you can for a
- fortnight. I'm having some people here next week--twenty or so for
- over the Fourth--and a party. A company, you know! I need you.
-
- "'ALEX PROUDFIT.'
-
-
-"It was so exactly like Alex to send for me just plain because he wanted
-me. Never a word about if I was able or if I wasn't putting up berries
-or didn't have company or wasn't dead. I hadn't heard a sound from him
-in the two years or more that he'd been gone, and yet now it was just
-'Come,' like a lord. And for that matter like he used to do when he was
-in knickerbockers and coming to my house for fresh cookies, whether I
-had any baked or not. But I remember actually baking a batch for him one
-day while he galloped his pony up and down the Plank Road waiting for
-them. And I done the same way now. I got my work out of the way and went
-right up there, like I'd always done for that family in the forty years
-I could think back to knowing them, when I was a girl. I guessed that
-Alex had lit down sudden, a day or so behind his telegram to the
-servants; and I found that was what he had done.
-
-"Proudfit House stands on a hill, and it looks like the hill had
-billowed up gentle from underneath and had let some of the house flow
-down the sides. It was built ambitious, of the good cream brick that
-gives to a lot of our Middle West towns their colour of natural flax in
-among the green; it had been big in the beginning, and to it had been
-added a good many afterthoughts and postscripts of conservatory and
-entrance porch and sun room and screened veranda, till the hill couldn't
-hold them all. The house was one of them that was built fifty years ago
-and that has since been pecked and patted to suit modern uses, pinched
-off here and pulled off there to fit notions refining themselves
-gradual. And all the time the house was let to keep some nice, ugly
-things that after a while, by mere age and use-to-ness, were finally
-accepted wholesale as dignified and desirable. The great brown mansard
-roof, niched and glassed in two places for statues--and having them,
-too, inside my memory and until Mr. Alex pulled them down; the scalloped
-tower on a wing; the round red glass window on a stairway--these we all
-sort of come to agree to as qualities of the place that couldn't be
-changed no more'n the railroad track. Tapestries and water-colours and
-Persian carpets went on inside the house, but outside was all the little
-twists of a taste that had started in naked and was getting dressed up
-by degrees.
-
-"Since the marriage of her daughter Clementina, Madame Proudfit had
-spent a good deal of time abroad, and the house had been shut up. This
-shutting up of people's houses always surprises me. When I shut up my
-house to go away for a couple of months or so, I just make sure the
-kitchen fire is out, and I carry the bird down to Mis' Holcomb's, and I
-turn the key in the front door and start off. But land, land when
-Proudfit House is going to be shut, the servants work days on end. Rugs
-up, curtains down, furniture covered and setting around out of place,
-pictures and ornaments wrapped up in blue paper--I always wonder _why_.
-Closing my house is like putting it to sleep for a little while, but
-closing Proudfit House is some like seeing it through a spasm and into a
-trance. They done that to the house most every summer, and I used to
-think they acted like spring was a sort of contagion, or a
-seventeen-year locust, or something to be fumigated for. I supposed that
-was the way the house looked when Alex got home to it, and of course a
-man must hate it worse than a woman does, because he doesn't know which
-end to tell them to take hold of to unravel. So I went right up there
-when he sent for me--and then it was a little fun, too, to be on the
-inside of what was happening there, that all the village was so curious
-about.
-
-"He'd gone off when I got there, gone off on horseback on some business,
-but he'd left word that he'd be back in a little while, and would I help
-him out in the library. I knew what that meant. The books was all out of
-the shelves and packed in paper, and he wanted me to see that they got
-back into their right places, like I'd done many and many a time for his
-mother. So I worked there the whole afternoon, with a couple of men to
-help me, and the portrait of Linda Proudfit on the wall watching me like
-it wanted to tell me something, maybe about the way she went off and
-died, away from home; and a little after four o'clock a servant let
-somebody into the room.
-
-"I looked up expecting to see Alex, and it surprised me some to see
-Insley instead. But I guessed how it was: that Alex Proudfit being a
-logical one to talk over Friendship Village with, Insley couldn't lose a
-day in bringing him his letter.
-
-"'Well, Miss Marsh,' says he, 'and do you live everywhere, like a good
-fairy?'
-
-"I thought afterwards that I might have said to him: 'No, Mr. Insley.
-And do you appear everywhere, like a god?' But at the time I didn't
-think of anything to say, and I just smiled. I'm like that,--if I like
-anybody, I can't think of a thing to say back; but to Silas Sykes I
-could talk back all day.
-
-"We'd got the room part in order by then, and Insley sat down and looked
-around him, enjoyable. It was a beautiful room. I always think that that
-library ain't no amateur at its regular business of being a vital part
-of the home. Some rooms are awful amateurs at it, and some ain't no more
-than apprentices, and some are downright enemies to the house they're
-in. But that library I always like to look around. It seems to me, if I
-really knew about such things, and how they ought to be, I couldn't
-like that room any better. Colour, proportion, window, shadow--they was
-all lined up in a kind of an enjoyable professionalism of doing their
-best. The room was awake now, too--I had the windows open and I'd
-started the clock. Insley set looking around as if there was sighs
-inside him. I knew how, down in New England, his father's home sort of
-behaved itself like this home. But after college, he had had to choose
-his way, and he had faced about to the new west, the new world, where
-big ways of living seemed to him to be sweeping as a wind sweeps. He had
-chose as he had chose, and I suppose he was glad of that; but I knew the
-room he had when he was in town, at Threat Hubbelthwait's hotel, must be
-a good deal like being homesick, and that this library was like coming
-home.
-
-"'Mr. Proudfit had just returned and would be down at once,' the man
-come back and told him. And while he waited Insley says to me:
-
-"'Have you seen anything of the little boy to-day, Miss Marsh?'
-
-"I was dying to answer back: 'Yes, I see Miss Sidney early this
-morning,' but you can't answer back all you die to. So I told him yes,
-I'd seen all three of them and they was to be up in the city all day to
-buy some things for Christopher. Mis' Emmons and Robin was both to come
-up to Proudfit House to Alex's house party--seems they'd met abroad
-somewheres a year or more back; and they was going to bring Christopher,
-who Mis' Emmons didn't show any sign of giving up while her plan,
-whatever it was, was getting itself thought over. So they'd whisked the
-child off to the city that day to get him the things he needed. And
-there wasn't time to say anything more, for in come Alex Proudfit.
-
-"He was in his riding clothes--horseback dress we always call it in the
-village, which I s'pose isn't city talk, proper. He was long and thin
-and brown, and sort of slow-moving in his motions, but quick and nervous
-in his talk; and I don't know what there was about him--his clothes, or
-his odd, old-country looking ring, or the high white thing wound twice
-around his neck, or his way of pronouncing his words--but he seemed a
-good deal like a picture of a title or a noted man. The minute you
-looked at him, you turned proud of being with him, and you pretty near
-felt distinguished yourself, in a nice way, because you was in his
-company. Alex was like that.
-
-"'I don't like having kept you waiting,' he says to Insley. 'I'm just
-in. By Jove, I've left Topping's letter somewhere--Insley, is it? thank
-you. Of course. Well, Calliope, blessings! I knew I could count on you.
-How are you--you look it. No, don't run away. Keep straight on--Mr.
-Insley will pardon us getting settled under his nose. Now what can I get
-you, Mr. Insley? If you've walked up, you're warm. No? As you will. It's
-mighty jolly getting back--for a minute, you know. I couldn't stop here.
-How the devil do you stop here all the time--or do you stop here all the
-time?...' All this he poured out in a breath. He always had talked fast,
-but now I see that he talked more than fast--he talked foreign.
-
-"'I'm here some of the time,' says Insley; 'I hoped that you were going
-to be, too.'
-
-"'I?' Alex said. 'Oh, no--no. I feel like this: while I'm in the world,
-I want it at its best. I want it at its latest moment. I want to be
-living _now_. Friendship Village--why, man, it's living half a century
-ago--anyway, a quarter. It doesn't know about A.D. nineteen-anything. I
-love the town, you know, for what it is. But confound it, I'm living
-_now_.'
-
-"Insley leaned forward. I was dusting away on an encyclopædia, but I see
-his face and I knew what it meant. This was just what he'd been hoping
-for. Alex Proudfit was a man who understood that the village hadn't
-caught up. So he would want to help it--naturally he would.
-
-"'I'm amazed at the point of view,' Alex went on. 'I never saw such
-self-sufficiency as the little towns have. In England, on the continent,
-the villages know their place and keep it, look up to the towns and all
-that--play the peasant, as they are. Know their betters. Here? Bless
-you. Not a man down town here but will tell you that the village has got
-everything that is admirable. They believe it, too. Electric light,
-water, main street paved, cemetery kept up, "nice residences,"
-telephones, library open two nights a week, fresh lettuce all
-winter--fine, up-to-date little place! And, Lord, but it's a back-water.
-With all its improvements the whole _idea_ of modern life somehow
-escapes it--music and art, drama, letters, manners, as integral parts of
-everyday living--what does it know of them? It thinks these things are
-luxuries, outside the scheme of real life, like monoplanes. Jove, it's
-delicious!'
-
-"He leaned back, laughing. Insley must have felt his charm. Alex always
-was fascinating. His eyes were gray and sort of hobnobbed with your
-own; his square chin just kind of threatened a dimple without breaking
-into one; his dark hair done clusters like a statue; and then there was
-a lot of just plain charm pouring off him. But of course more than with
-this, Insley was filled with his own hope: if Alex Proudfit understood
-some things about the village that ought to be made right, it looked to
-him as though they might do everything together.
-
-"'Why,' Insley says, 'you don't know--you don't know how glad I am to
-hear you say this. It's exactly the thing my head has been full of....'
-
-"'Of course your head is full of it,' says Alex. 'How can it help but be
-when you're fast here some of the time? If you don't mind--what is it
-that keeps you here at all? I don't think I read Topping's letter
-properly....'
-
-"Insley looked out from all over his face.
-
-"'I stay,' he says, 'just because all this _is_ so. It needs somebody to
-stay, don't you think?'
-
-"'Ah, yes, I see,' says Alex, rapid and foreign. 'How do you mean,
-though? Surely you don't mean renouncing--and that sort of thing?'
-
-"'Renouncing--no!' says Insley. 'Getting into the game.'
-
-"He got his enthusiasm down into still places and outlined what he
-meant. It was all at the ends of his fingers--what there was to do if
-the town was to live up to itself, to find ways to express the everyday
-human fellowship that Insley see underneath everything. And Alex
-Proudfit listened, giving that nice, careful, pacifying attention of
-his. He was always so polite that his listening was like answering. When
-Insley got through, Alex's very disagreeing with him was sympathizing.
-
-"'My dear man,' says he--I remember every word because it was something
-I'd wondered sometimes too, only I'd done my wondering vague, like you
-do--'My dear man, but are you not, after all, anticipating? This is just
-the way Nature works--beating these things into the heads and hearts of
-generations. Aren't you trying to do it all at once?'
-
-"'I'm trying to help nature, to be a part of nature--exactly,' says
-Insley, 'and to do it here in Friendship Village.'
-
-"'Why,' says Alex, 'you'll be talking about facilitating God's plan
-next--helping him along, by Jove.'
-
-"Insley looks at him level. 'I mean that now,' he says, 'if you want to
-put it that way.'
-
-"'Good Lord,' says Alex, 'but how do you know what--what he wants?'
-
-"'Don't you?' says Insley, even.
-
-"Alex Proudfit turned and touched a bell. 'Look here,' he says, 'you
-stay and dine, won't you? I'm alone to-night--Calliope and I are. Stay.
-I always enjoy threshing this out.'
-
-"To the man-servant who just about breathed with a well-trained stoop of
-being deferential, his master give the order about the table. 'And,
-Bayless, have them hunt out some of those tea-roses they had in bloom
-the other day--you should see them, Calliope. Oh, and, Bayless, hurry
-dinner a bit. I'm as hungry as lions,' he added to us, and he made me
-think of the little boy in knickerbockers, asking me for fresh cookies.
-
-"He slipped back to their topic, ranking it right in with tea-roses. In
-the hour before dinner they went on 'threshing it out' there in that
-nice luxurious room, and through the dinner, too--a simple, perfect
-dinner where I didn't know which to eat, the plates or the food, they
-was both so complete. Up to Proudfit House I can hardly ever make out
-whether I'm chewing flavours or colours or shapes, but I donno as I
-care. Flavours, thank my stars, aren't the only things in life I know
-how to digest.
-
-"First eager, then patient, Insley went over his ground, setting forth
-by line and by line, by vision and by vision, the faith that was in
-him--faith in human nature to come into its own, faith in the life of a
-town to work into human life at its best. And always down the same road
-they went, they come a-canterin' back with Alex Proudfit's 'Precisely.
-It is precisely what is happening. You can't force it. You mustn't force
-it. To do the best we can with ourselves and to help up an under dog or
-two--if he deserves it--that's the most Nature lets us in for. Otherwise
-she says: "Don't meddle. I'm doing this." And she's right. We'd bungle
-everything. Believe me, my dear fellow, our spurts of civic
-righteousness and national reform never get us anywhere in the long run.
-In the long run, things go along and go along. You can't stop them. If
-you're wise, you won't rush them.'
-
-"At this I couldn't keep still no longer. We was at the table then, and
-I looked over to Alex between the candlesticks and felt as if he was
-back in knickerbockers again, telling me God had made enough ponies so
-he could gallop his all day on the Plank Road if he wanted to.
-
-"'You and Silas Sykes, Alex,' I says, 'have come to the same motto.
-Silas says Nature is real handy about taking her course so be you don't
-yank open cocoons and buds and like that.'
-
-"'Old Silas,' says Alex. 'Lord, is he still going on about everything?
-Old Silas....'
-
-"'Yes,' I says, 'he is. And so am I. Out by my woodshed I've got a
-Greening apple tree. When it was about a year old a cow I used to keep
-browst it down. It laid over on the ground, broke clean off all but one
-little side of bark that kept right on doing business with sap, like it
-didn't know its universe was sat on. I didn't get time for a week or two
-to grub it up, and when I did go to it, I see it was still living,
-through that little pinch of bark. I liked the pluck, and I straightened
-it up and tied it to the shed. I used to fuss with it some. Once in a
-storm I went out and propped a dry-goods box over it. I kept the earth
-rich and drove the bugs off. I kind of got interested in seeing what it
-would do next. What it done was to grow like all possessed. It was
-twenty years ago and more that the cow come by it, and this year I've
-had seven bushels of Greenings off that one tree. Suppose I hadn't tied
-it up?'
-
-"'You'd have saved yourself no end of trouble, dear Calliope,' says
-Alex, 'to say nothing of sparing the feelings of the cow.'
-
-"'I ain't so anxious any more,' says I, 'about sparing folks' feelings
-as I am about sparing folks. Nor I ain't so crazy as I used to be about
-saving myself trouble, either.'
-
-"'Dear Calliope,' says Alex, 'what an advocate you are. Won't you be my
-advocate?'
-
-"He wouldn't argue serious with me now no more than he would when he was
-in knickerbockers. But yet he was adorable. When we got back to the
-library, I went on finishing up the books and I could hear him being
-adorable. He dipped down into the past and brought up rich things--off
-down old ways of life in the village that he'd had a part in and then
-off on the new ways where his life had led him. Java--had Insley ever
-been in Java? He must show him the moonstone he got there and tell him
-the story they told him about it. But the queerest moonstone story was
-one he'd got in Lucknow--so he goes on, and sends Bayless for a cabinet,
-and from one precious stone and another he just naturally drew out
-romances and adventures, as if he was ravelling the stones out into
-them. And then he begun taking down some of his old books. And when it
-come to books, the appeal to Insley was like an appeal of friends, and
-he burrowed into them musty parchments abundant.
-
-"'By George,' Insley says once, 'I didn't dream there were such things
-in Friendship Village.'
-
-"'Next thing you'll forget they're in the world,' says Alex,
-significant. 'Believe me, a man like you ought not to be down here, or
-over to Indian Mound, either. It's an economic waste. Nature has fitted
-you for her glorious present and you're living along about four decades
-ago. Don't you think of that?...'
-
-"Then the telephone on the library table rang and he answered a call
-from the city. 'Oh, buy it in, buy it in, by all means,' he directs.
-'Yes, cable to-night and buy it in. That,' he says, as he hung up, 'just
-reminds me. There's a first night in London to-night that I've been
-promising myself to see.... What a dog's life a business man leads. By
-the way,' he goes on, 'I've about decided to put in one of our plants
-around here somewhere--a tannery, you know. I've been off to-day looking
-over sites. I wonder if you can't give me some information I'm after
-about land around Indian Mound. I'm not saying anything yet,
-naturally--they'll give other people a bonus to establish in their
-midst, but the smell of leather is too much for them. We always have to
-surprise them into it. But talk about the ultimate good of a town ... if
-a tannery isn't that, what is it?'
-
-"It was after nine o'clock when I got the books set right--I loved to
-handle them, and there was some I always looked in before I put them up
-because some of the pictures give me feelings I remembered, same as
-tasting some things will--spearmint and caraway and coriander. Insley,
-of course, walked down with me. Alex wanted to send us in the
-automobile, but I'm kind of afraid of them in the dark. I can't get it
-out of my head that every bump we go over may be bones. And then I guess
-we both sort of wanted the walk.
-
-"Insley was like another man from the one that had come into the library
-that afternoon, or had been talking to us at Mis' Emmons's the night
-before. Down in the village, on Mis' Emmons's hearth, with Robin sitting
-opposite, it had seemed so easy to know ways to do, and to do them.
-Everything seemed possible, as if the whole stiff-muscled universe could
-be done things to if only everybody would once say to it: _Our_
-universe. But now, after his time with Alex, I knew how everything had
-kind of _tightened_, closed in around him, shot up into high walls.
-Money, tanneries, big deals by cable, moonstones from Java, they almost
-made me slimpse too, and think, What's the use of believing Alex
-Proudfit and me belong to the same universe? So I guessed how Insley was
-feeling, ready to believe that he had got showed up to himself in his
-true light, as a young, emotioning creature who dreams of getting
-everybody to belong together, and yet can't find no good way. And Alex
-Proudfit's parting words must of followed him down the drive and out on
-to the Plank Road:--
-
-"'Take my advice. Don't spend yourself on this blessed little hole. It's
-dear to me, but it _is_ a hole ... eh? You won't get any thanks for it.
-Ten to one they'll turn on you if you try to be one of them. Get out of
-here as soon as possible, and be in the real world! This is just
-make-believing--and really, you know, you're too fine a sort to throw
-yourself away like this. Old Nature will take care of the town in good
-time without you. Trust her!'
-
-"Sometimes something happens to make the world seem different from what
-we thought it was. Them times catch all of us--when we feel like we'd
-been let down gentle from some high foot-path where we'd been going
-along, and instead had been set to walk a hard road in a silence that
-pointed its finger at us. If we get really knocked down sudden from a
-high foot-path, we can most generally pick ourselves up and rally. But
-when we've been let down gentle by arguments that seem convincing, and
-by folks that seem to know the world better than we do, then's the time
-when there ain't much of any rally to us. If we're any good, I s'pose we
-can climb back without rallying. Rallying gives some spring to the
-climb, but just straight dog-climbing will get us there, too.
-
-"It was a lovely July night, with June not quite out of the world yet.
-There was that after-dark light in the sky that makes you feel that the
-sky is going to stay lit up behind and shining through all night, as if
-the time was so beautiful that celestial beings must be staying awake to
-watch it, and to keep the sky lit and turned down low.... We walked
-along the Plank Road pretty still, because I guessed how Insley's own
-thoughts was conversation enough for him; but when we got a ways down,
-he kind of reached out with his mind for something and me being near by,
-his mind clutched at me.
-
-"'What if it _is_ so, Miss Marsh?' he says. 'What if the only thing for
-us to do is to tend to personal morality and an occasional lift to an
-under dog or two--"if he deserves it." What if that's all--they meant us
-to do?'
-
-"It's awful hard giving a reason for your chief notions. It's like
-describing a rose by the tape-measure.
-
-"'Shucks!' I says only. 'Look up at the stars. I don't believe it.'
-
-"He laughed a little, and he did look up at them, but still I knew how
-he felt. And even the stars that night looked awful detached and able to
-take care of themselves. And they were a-shining down on the Plank Road
-that would get to be Daphne Street and go about its business of leading
-to private homes--_private_ homes. The village, that little cluster of
-lights ahead there, seemed just shutting anybody else out, going its own
-way, kind of mocking anybody for any idea of getting really inside it.
-It was plain enough that Insley had nothing to hope for from Alex
-Proudfit. And Alex's serene sureness that Nature needed nobody to help,
-his real self-satisfied looking on at processes which no man could
-really hurry up--my, but they made you feel cheap, and too many of
-yourself, and like none of you had a license to take a-hold. For a
-second I caught myself wondering. Maybe Nature--stars and streets and
-processes--_could_ work it out without us.
-
-"Something come against my foot. I pushed at it, and then bent over and
-touched it. It was warm and yieldy, and I lifted it up. And it was a
-puppy that wriggled its body unbelievable and flopped on to my arm its
-inch and a quarter of tail.
-
-"'Look at,' I says to Insley, which, of course, he couldn't do; but I
-put the little thing over into his hands.
-
-"'Well, little brother,' says he. 'Running away?'
-
-"We was just in front of the Cadozas', a tumble-down house halfway
-between Proudfit House and the village. It looked like the puppy might
-belong there, so we turned in there with it. I'd always sort of dreaded
-the house, setting in back among lilacs and locusts and never lit up.
-When I stopped to think of it, I never seemed to remember much about
-those lilacs and locusts blooming--I suppose they did, but nobody caught
-them at it often. Some houses you always think of with their lilacs and
-locusts and wisteria and hollyhocks going all the time; and some you
-never seem to connect up with being in bloom at all. Some houses you
-always seem to think of as being lit up to most of their windows, and
-some you can't call to mind as showing any way but dark. The Cadozas'
-was one of the unblossoming, dark kind, and awful ramshackle, besides.
-I always use' to think it looked like it was waiting for some kind of
-happening, I didn't know what. And sometimes when I come by there in the
-dark, I used to think: It ain't happened yet.
-
-"We went around to the back door to rap, and Mis' Cadoza opened it--a
-slovenly looking woman she is, with no teeth much, and looking like what
-hair she's got is a burden to her. I remember how she stood there
-against a background of mussy kitchen that made you feel as if you'd
-turned something away wrong side out to where it wasn't meant to be
-looked at.
-
-"'Is it yours, Mis' Cadoza?' I says, Insley holding out the puppy.
-
-"'Murder, it's Patsy,' says Mis' Cadoza. 'Give 'm here--he must of
-followed Spudge off. Oh, it's you, Miss Marsh.'
-
-"Over by the cook stove in the corner I see past her to something that
-made me bound to go inside a minute. It was a bed, all frowzy and
-tumbled, and in it was laying a little boy.
-
-"'Why,' I says, 'I heard Eph was in bed. What's the matter with him?'
-And I went right in, past his mother, like I was a born guest. She drew
-off, sort of grudging--she never liked any of us to go there, except
-when some of them died, which they was always doing. 'Come in and see
-Eph, Mr. Insley,' I says, and introduced him.
-
-"The little boy wasn't above eight years old and he wasn't above six
-years big.... He was laying real still, with his arms out of bed, and
-his little thin hands flat down on the dark covers. His eyes, looking up
-at us, watching, made me think of some trapped thing.
-
-"'Well, little brother,' says Insley, 'what's the trouble?'
-
-"Mis' Cadoza come and stood at the foot of the bed and jerked at the top
-covers.
-
-"'I've put him in the bed,' she says, 'because I'm wore out lifting him
-around. An' I've got the bed out here because I can't trapse back an'
-forth waitin' on him.'
-
-"'Is he a cripple?' asks Insley, low. I liked so much to hear his
-voice--it was as if it lifted and lowered itself in his throat without
-his bothering to tell it which kind it was time to do. And I never heard
-his voice make a mistake.
-
-"'Cripple?' says Mis' Cadoza, in her kind of undressed voice. 'No. He
-fell in a tub of hot water years ago, and his left leg is witherin' up.'
-
-"'Let me see it,' says Insley, and pulled the covers back without
-waiting.
-
-"There ain't nothing more wonderful than a strong, capable, quick human
-hand doing something it knows how to do. Insley's hands touched over the
-poor little leg of the child until I expected to see it get well right
-there under his fingers. He felt the cords of the knee and then looked
-up at the mother.
-
-"'Haven't they told you,' he says, 'that if he has an operation on his
-knee, you can have a chance at saving the leg? I knew a case very like
-this where the leg was saved.'
-
-"'I ain't been to see nobody about it,' says Mis' Cadoza, leaving her
-mouth open afterwards, like she does. 'What's the good? I can't pay for
-no operation on him. I got all I can do to keep 'm alive.'
-
-"Eph moved a little, and something fell down on the floor. Mis' Cadoza
-pounced on it.
-
-"'Ain't I forbid you?' she says, angry, and held out to us what she'd
-picked up--a little dab of wet earth. 'He digs up all my house plants,'
-she scolds, like some sort of machinery grating down on one place
-continual, 'an' he hauls the dirt out and lays there an' makes
-_figgers_. The idear! Gettin' the sheets a sight....'
-
-"The child looked over at us, defiant. He spoke for the first time, and
-I was surprised to hear how kind of grown-up his voice was.
-
-"'I can get 'em to look like faces,' he says. 'I don't care what _she_
-says.'
-
-"'Show us,' commands Insley.
-
-"He got back the bit of earth from Mis' Cadoza, and found a paper for
-the crumbs, and pillowed the boy up and sat beside him. The thin, dirty
-little hands went to work as eager as birds pecking, and on the earth
-that he packed in his palm he made, with his thumb nail and a pen handle
-from under his pillow, a face--a boy's face, that had in it something
-that looked at you. 'But I can never get 'em to look the same way two
-times,' he says to us, shy.
-
-"'He's most killed my Lady Washington geranium draggin' the clay out
-from under the roots,' Mis' Cadoza put in, resentful.
-
-"Insley sort of sweeps around and looks acrost at her, deep and gentle,
-and like he understood about her boy and her geranium considerable
-better than she did.
-
-"'He won't do it any more,' he says. 'He'll have something better.'
-
-"The boy looked up at him. 'What?' he asks.
-
-"'Clay,' says Insley, 'in a box. With things for you to make the clay
-like. Do you want that?'
-
-"The boy kind of curled down in his pillow and come as near to shuffling
-as he could in the bed, and he hadn't an idea what to say. But I tell
-you, his eyes, they wasn't like any trapped thing any more; they was
-regular _boy's_ eyes, lit up about something.
-
-"'Mrs. Cadoza,' Insley says, 'will you do something for me? We're trying
-to get together a little shrubbery, over at the college. May I come in
-and get some lilac roots from you some day?'
-
-"Mis' Cadoza looked at him--and looked. I don't s'pose it had ever come
-to her before that anybody would want anything she had or anything she
-could do.
-
-"'Why, sure,' she says, only. 'Sure, you can, Mr. What's-name.'
-
-"And then Insley put out his hand, and she took it, I noted special. I
-donno as I ever see anybody shake hands with her before, excep' when
-somebody was gettin' buried out of her house.
-
-"When we got out on the road again, I noticed that Insley went swinging
-along so's I could hardly keep up with him; and he done it sort of
-automatic, and like it was natural to him. I didn't say anything. If
-I've learned one thing living out and in among human beings, it's that
-if you don't do your own keeping still at the right time, nobody else is
-going to do it for you. He spoke up after a minute like I thought he
-would; and he spoke up buoyant--kind of a reverent buoyant:--
-
-"'I don't believe we're discharged from the universe, after all,' he
-says, and laughed a little. 'I believe we've still got our job.'
-
-"I looked 'way down the Plank Road, on its way to its business of being
-Daphne Street, and it come to me that neither the one nor the other
-stopped in Friendship Village. But they led on out, down past the wood
-lots and the Pump pasture and across the tracks and up the hill, and
-right off into that sky that somebody was keeping lit up and turned down
-low. And I said something that I'd thought before:
-
-"'Ain't it,' I says, 'like sometimes everybody in the world come and
-stood right close up beside of you, and spoke through the walls of you
-for something inside of you to come out and be there with them?'
-
-"'That's it,' he says, only. 'That's it.' But I see his mind nipped onto
-what mine meant, and tied it in the right place.
-
-"When we got to Mis' Emmons's corner, I turned off from Daphne Street
-to go that way, because I'd told her I'd look in that night and see what
-they'd bought in town. It was late, for the village, but Mis' Emmons
-never minded that. The living-room light was showing through the
-curtains, and Insley, saying good night to me, looked towards the
-windows awful wistful. I guessed why. It was part because he felt as if
-he must see Robin Sidney and they must talk over together what Alex
-Proudfit had said to him. And part it was just plain because he wanted
-to see her again.
-
-"'Why don't you come in a minute,' I says, 'and ask after Christopher?
-Then you can see me home.'
-
-"'Wouldn't they mind it being late?' he asks.
-
-"I couldn't help smiling at that. Once Mis' Emmons had called us all up
-by telephone at ten o'clock at night to invite us to her house two days
-later. She explained afterwards that she hadn't looked at the clock for
-a week, but if she had, she might have called us just the same. 'For my
-life,' she says, 'I _can't_ be afraid of ten o'clock. Indeed, I rather
-like it.' I told him this, while we was walking in from her gate.
-
-"'Mrs. Emmons,' he says, when she come to the door, 'I've come because I
-hear that you like ten o'clock, and so do I. I wanted to ask if you've
-ever been able to make it last?'
-
-"'No,' she says. 'I prefer a new one every night--and this one to-night
-is an exceptionally good one.'
-
-"She always answered back so pretty. I feel glad when folks can. It's
-like they had an extra brain to 'em.
-
-"Insley went in, and he sort of filled up the whole room, the way some
-men do. He wasn't so awful big, either. But he was pervading.
-Christopher had gone to bed, and Robin Sidney was sitting there near a
-big crock of hollyhocks--she could make the centre and life of a room a
-crock full of flowers just as you can make it a fireplace.
-
-"'Come in,' she says, 'and see what we bought Christopher. I wanted to
-put him in black velvet knickerbockers or silver armour, but Aunt
-Eleanor has bought chiefly khaki middies. She's such a sensible
-relative.'
-
-"'What are we going to do with him?' Insley asks. I loved the way he
-always said 'we' about everything. Not 'they' or 'you,' but always,
-'What are _we_ going to do.'
-
-"'I'll keep him awhile,' Mis' Emmons says, 'and see what develops. If I
-weren't going to Europe this fall--but something may happen. Things do.
-Calliope,' she says to me, 'did I buy what I ought to have bought?'
-
-"I went over to see the things spread out on the table, and Insley
-turned round to where Robin was. I don't really believe he had been very
-far away from where she was since the night before, when Christopher
-come. And he got right into what he had to say, like he was impatient
-for the sympathy in her eyes and in her voice.
-
-"'I must tell you,' he says. 'I could hardly wait to tell you. Isn't it
-great to be knocked down and picked up again, without having to get back
-on your own feet. I--wanted to tell you.'
-
-"'Tell me,' she says. And she looked at him in her nice, girl way that
-lent him her eyes in good faith for just a minute and then took them
-back again.
-
-"'I've been to see Alex Proudfit,' he said. 'I've dined with him.'
-
-"I don't think she said anything at all, but Insley went on, absorbed in
-what he was saying.
-
-"'I talked with him,' he says, 'about what we talked of last night--the
-things to do, here in the village. I thought he might care--I was
-foolish enough for that. Have you ever tried to open a door in a solid
-wall? When I left there, I felt as if I'd tried just that. Seriously,
-have you ever tried to talk about the way things are going to be and to
-talk about it to a perfectly satisfied man?'
-
-"Robin leaned forward, but I guess he thought that was because of her
-sympathy. He went right on:--
-
-"'I want never to speak of this to anyone else, but I can't help telling
-you. You--understand. You know what I'm driving at. Alex Proudfit is a
-good man--as men are counted good. And he's a perfect host, a
-fascinating companion. But he's a type of the most dangerous selfishness
-that walks the world--'
-
-"Robin suddenly laid her hand, just for a flash, on Insley's arm.
-
-"'You mustn't tell me,' she says. 'I ought to have told you before. Alex
-Proudfit--I'm going to be Alex Proudfit's wife.'
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-
-"In the next days things happened that none of us Friendship Village
-ladies is likely ever to forget. Some of the things was nice and some
-was exciting, and some was the kind that's nice after you've got the
-introduction wore off; but all of them was memorable. And most all of
-them was the kind that when you're on the train looking out the car
-window, or when you're home sitting in the dusk before it's time to
-light the lamp, you fall to thinking about and smiling over, and you
-have them always around with you, same as heirlooms you've got ready for
-yourself.
-
-"One of these was the Fourth of July that year. It fell a few days after
-Alex Proudfit come, and the last of the days was full of his guests
-arriving to the house party. The two Proudfit cars was racking back and
-forth to the station all day long, and Jimmy Sturgis, he went near crazy
-with getting the baggage up. I never see such a lot of baggage. 'Land,
-land,' says Mis' Toplady, peeking out her window at it, 'you'd think
-they was all trees and they'd come bringing extra sets of branches,
-regular forest size.' Mis' Emmons and Robin and Christopher went up the
-night before the Fourth--Mis' Emmons was going to do the chaperoning,
-and Alex had asked me to be up there all I could to help him. He knows
-how I love to have a hand in things. However, I couldn't be there right
-at first, because getting ready for the Fourth of July was just then in
-full swing.
-
-"Do you know what it is to want to do over again something that you
-ain't done for years and years? I don't care what it is--whether it's
-wanting to be back sitting around the dinner table of your home when you
-was twelve, and them that was there aren't there now; or whether it's
-rocking in the cool of the day on the front porch of some old house that
-got tore down long ago; or whether it's walking along a road you use' to
-know every fence post of; or fishing from a stream that's dried up or
-damned these twenty years; or eating spice' currants or pickle' peaches
-that there aren't none put up like them now; or hearing a voice in a
-glee club that don't sing no more, or milking a dead cow that _wasn't_
-dead on the spring mornings you mean about--no, sir, I don't care what
-one of them all it happens to be, if you know what it is to want to do
-it again and can't, 'count of death and distance and long-ago-ness,
-then I tell you you know one of the lonesomest, hurtingest feelings the
-human heart can, sole outside of the awful things. And that was what had
-got the matter with me awhile ago.
-
-"It had come on me in the meeting of townspeople called by Silas Sykes a
-few weeks before, to discuss how Friendship Village should celebrate the
-Fourth. We hadn't had a Fourth in the village in years. Seeing the
-Fourth and the Cemetery was so closely connected, late years, Sodality
-had took a hand in the matter and had got fire-crackers and pistols
-voted out of town, part by having family fingers blowed off and clothes
-scorched full of holes, and part through Silas and the other dealers
-admitting they wan't no money in the stuff and they'd be glad to be
-prevented by law from having to sell it. So we shut down on it the year
-after little Spudge Cadoza bit down on a cap to see if it'd go off, and
-it done so. But we see we'd made the mistake of not hatching up
-something to take the place of the noise, because the boys and girls all
-went off to the next-town Fourths and come home blowed up and scorched
-off, anyway. And some of the towns, especially Red Barns, that we can
-see from Friendship Village when it's clear, was feeling awful touchy
-and chip-shouldered towards us, and their two weekly papers was saying
-we borrowed our year's supply of patriotism off the county, and sponged
-on public spirit, and like that. So the general Friendship feeling was
-that we'd ought to have a doings this year, and Postmaster Sykes, that
-ain't so much public spirited as he is professional leading
-citizen,--platform introducer of all visiting orators and so on,--he
-called a mass-meeting to decide what to do.
-
-"Mis' Sykes, she was awful interested, too, through being a born leader
-and up in arms most of the time to do something new. And this year she
-was anxious to get up something fancy to impress her niece with--the new
-niece that was coming to visit her, and that none of us had ever see,
-and that the Sykes's themselves had only just developed. Seems she was
-looking for her family tree and she wrote to Mis' Sykes about being
-connect'. And the letter seemed so swell, and the address so
-mouth-melting and stylish that Mis' Sykes up and invited her to
-Friendship Village to look herself up in their Bible, Born and Died
-part.
-
-"The very night of that public mass-meeting Miss Beryl Sessions--such
-was the niece's name--come in on the Through, and Mis' Sykes, she
-snapped her up from the supper table to bring her to the meeting and
-show her off, all brimming with the blood-is-thicker-than-water
-sentiments due to a niece that looked like that. For I never see
-sweller. And being in the Glee Club I set where I got a good view when
-Mis' Sykes rustled into the meeting, last minute, in her best black
-cashmere, though it was an occasion when the rest of us would wear our
-serges and alapacas, and Mis' Sykes knew it. All us ladies see them both
-and took in every stitch they had on without letting on to unpack a
-glance, and we see that the niece was wearing the kind of a dress that
-was to ours what mince-pie is to dried apple, and I couldn't blame Mis'
-Sykes for showing her off, human.
-
-"Silas had had Dr. June open the meeting with prayer, and I can't feel
-that this was so much reverence in Silas as that he isn't real
-parliamentary nor yet real knowledgeable about what to do with his
-hands, and prayer sort of broke the ice for him. That's the way Silas
-is.
-
-"'Folks,' says he, 'we're here to consider the advisability of bein'
-patriotic this year. Of having a doings that'll shame the other towns
-around for their half-an'-half way of giving things. Of making the
-glorious Fourth a real business bringer. Of having a speech that'll
-bring in the country trade--the Honourable Thaddeus Hyslop has been
-named by some. And of getting our city put in the class of the wide
-awake and the hustlers and the up-to-date and doing. It's a grand chance
-we've passed up for years. What are we going to do for ourselves this
-year? To decide it is the purpose of this mass-meetin'. Sentiments are
-now in order.'
-
-"Silas set down with a kitterin' glance to his new niece that he was
-host and uncle of and pleased to be put in a good light before, first
-thing so.
-
-"Several men hopped up--Timothy Toplady saying that Friendship Village
-was a city in all but name and numbers, and why not prove it to the
-other towns? Jimmy Sturgis that takes tintypes, besides running the 'bus
-and was all primed for a day full of both--'A glorious Fourth,' says he,
-'would be money in our pockets.' And the farm machinery and furniture
-dealers, and Gekerjeck, that has the drug store and the ice-cream
-fountain, and others, they spoke the same. Insley had to be to the
-college that night, or I don't believe the meeting would have gone the
-way it did go. For the first line and chorus of everything that all the
-men present said never varied:--
-
-"'The Fourth for a business bringer.'
-
-"It was Threat Hubbelthwait that finally made the motion, and he wasn't
-real sober, like he usually ain't, but he wound up on the key-note:--
-
-"'I sold two hundred and four lunches the last Fourth we hed in
-Friendship Village,' says he, pounding his palm with his fist, 'an' I
-move you that we celebrate this comin' Fourth like the blazes.'
-
-"And though Silas softened it down some in putting it, still that was
-substantially the sentiment that went through at that mass-meeting, that
-was real pleased with itself because of.
-
-"Well, us ladies hadn't taken no part. It ain't our custom to appear
-much on our feet at public gatherings, unless to read reports of a
-year's work, and so that night we never moved a motion. But we looked at
-each other, and us ladies has got so we understand each other's
-eyebrows. And we knew, one and all, that we was ashamed of the men and
-ashamed of their sentiments. But the rest didn't like to speak out,
-'count of being married to them. And I didn't like to, 'count of not
-being.
-
-"But when they got to discussing ways and means of celebrating, a woman
-did get onto her feet, and a little lilt of interest run round the room
-like wind. It was Miss Beryl Sessions, the niece, that stood up like
-you'd unwrapped your new fashion magazine and unrolled her off'n the
-front page.
-
-"'I wonder,' says she--and her voice went all sweet and chirpy and
-interested, 'whether it would amuse you to know some ways we took to
-celebrate the Fourth of July last year at home ...' and while the men
-set paying attention to her appearance and thinking they was paying
-attention to her words alone, she went on to tell them how 'at home' the
-whole town had joined in a great, Fourth of July garden party on the
-village 'common,' with a band and lanterns and fireworks at night, and a
-big marquee in the middle, full of ice-cream. 'We made it,' she wound
-up, 'a real social occasion, a town party with everybody invited. And
-the business houses said that it paid them over and over.'
-
-"Well, of course that went with the men. Land, but men is easy tamed, so
-be the tameress is somebody they ain't used to and is gifted with a good
-dress and a kind of a 'scalloped air. But when she also has some idea of
-business they go down and don't know it. 'Why, I should think that'd
-take here like a warm meal,' says Timothy Toplady, instant--and I see
-Mis' Amanda Toplady's chin come home to place like she'd heard Timothy
-making love to another woman. 'Novel as the dickens,' says Simon
-Gekerjeck. 'Move we adopt it.' And so they done.
-
-"While they was appointing committees I set up there in the Glee Club
-feeling blacker and blacker. Coming down to the meeting that night, I
-recollect I'd been extra gentle in my mind over the whole celebration
-idea. Walking along in the seven-o'clock light, with the sun shining
-east on Daphne Street and folks all streaming to the town-meeting, and
-me sensing what it was going to be for, I'd got all worked up to 'most a
-Declaration of Independence lump in my throat. When I went in the door
-to the meeting, little Spudge Cadoza and some other children was hanging
-around the steps and Silas Sykes was driving them away; and it come to
-me how deathly ridiculous that was, to be driving _children_ away from a
-meeting like that, when children is what such meetings is for; and I'd
-got to thinking of all the things Insley was hoping for us, and I'd been
-real lifted up on to places for glory. And here down had come the men
-with their talk about a _paying_ Fourth, and here was Miss Beryl
-Sessions showing us how to celebrate in a way that seemed to me real
-sweet but not so very patriotic. It was then that all of a sudden it
-seemed to me I'd die, because I wanted so much to feel the way I'd use
-to feel when it was going to be the Fourth o' July. And when they sung
-'Star Spangled Banner' to go home on and all stood up to the sentiment,
-I couldn't open my mouth. I can't go folks that stands up and carols
-national tunes and then talks about having a Fourth that'll be a real
-business bringer.
-
-"'What'd you think of the meeting?' says Mis' Toplady, low, to me on the
-way out.
-
-"'I think,' says I, frank, 'it was darn.'
-
-"'There's just exactly what we all think,' says Mis' Toplady, in a
-whisper.
-
-"But all the same, preparations was gone into head first. Most of us was
-put on to from one to five committees--I mean most of them that works.
-The rest of the town was setting by, watching it be done for them,
-serene or snarling, according to their lights. Of course us ladies
-worked, not being them that goes to a meeting an' sets with their mouths
-shut and then comes out and kicks at what the meetin' done. Yet, though
-we wan't made out of that kind of meal, we spoke our minds to each
-other, private.
-
-"'What under the canopy _is_ a marquee?' asks Mis' Amanda Toplady, when
-we met at her house to plan about refreshments.
-
-"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke right up.
-
-"'Why, it's a finger ring,' she says. 'One of them with stones running
-the long way. The minister's wife's got a blue stone one....'
-
-"'Finger ring!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, scornful. 'It's a title. That's
-what it is. From England.'
-
-"We looked at them both, perplexish. Mis' Holcomb is always up on
-things--it was her that went into short sleeves when the rest of us was
-still crocheting cuff turnovers, unconscious as the dead. But Mis'
-Uppers had been the Mayor's wife, and though he'd run away, 'count o'
-some money matter, still a title is a title, an' we thought Mis' Uppers
-had ought to know.
-
-"Then Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, she spoke up timid. 'I
-see,' she says, 'in the _Caterer's Gazette_ a picture called "Marquee
-Decorated for Fête." The picture wan't nothing but a striped tent. Could
-a tent have anything to do with it?'
-
-"'Pity sakes, no,' says Mis' Uppers. 'This is somethin' real city done,
-Abagail.'
-
-"We worked on what we could, but we all felt kind of lost and left out
-of it, and like we was tinkering with tools we didn't know the names of
-and a-making something we wasn't going to know how to use. And when the
-article about our Fourth flared out in the _Friendship Daily_ and Red
-Barns and Indian Mound weeklies, we felt worse than we had before:
-'Garden Party.' 'All Day Fête.' '_Al Fresco_ Celebration,' the editors
-had wrote it up.
-
-"'All _what_?' says Mis' Uppers, listening irritable to the last one. 'I
-can't catch that word no more'n a rabbit.'
-
-"'It's a French word,' Mis' Holcomb told her, superior. 'Seems to me
-I've heard it means a failure. It's a funny way to put it, ain't it? I
-bet, though, that's what it'll be.'
-
-"But the men, my, the men thought they was doing things right. The
-Committee on Orator, with Silas for rudder, had voted itself Fifty
-Dollars to squander on the speech, and they had engaged the Honourable
-Thaddeus Hyslop, that they'd hoped to, and that was formerly in our
-legislature, to be the orator of the day; they put up a platform and
-seats on the 'common'--that wan't nothing but the market where loads of
-wood stood to be sold; they was a-going to cut evergreens and plant them
-there for the day; the Committee on Fireworks was a-going to buy set
-pieces for the evening; they was a-going to raise Ned. Somebody that was
-on one of the committees wanted to have some sort of historic scenes,
-but the men wouldn't hear to it, because that would take away them that
-had to do the business in the stores; no caluthumpians, no grand basket
-dinner--just the garden party, real sweet, with Miss Beryl Sessions and
-a marquee full of ice-cream that the ladies was to make.
-
-"'It sounds sort of sacrilegious to me,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'connectin'
-the Fourth up with society and secular doin's. When I was young, my
-understandin' of a garden party would of been somethin' worldly. Now it
-seems it's patriotic. Well, I wonder how it's believed to be in the
-sight of the Lord?'
-
-"But whether it was right or whether it was wrong, none of it rung like
-it had ought to of rang. They wan't no _glow_ to it. We all went around
-like getting supper on wash-day, and not like getting up a meal for
-folks that meant a lot to us. It wan't going to be any such Fourth as
-I'd meant about and wanted to have come back. The day come on a pacing,
-and the nearer it come, the worse all us ladies felt. And by a few days
-before it, when our final committee meeting come off in Abagail Arnold's
-home bakery, back room, 'count of being central, we was all blue as the
-grave, and I donno but bluer. We set waiting for Silas that was having
-a long-distance call, and Abagail was putting in the time frosting dark
-cakes in the same room. We was most all there but the niece Miss Beryl
-Sessions. She had gone home, but she was coming back on the Fourth in an
-automobile full o' city folks.
-
-"'The _marquee's_ come,' says Mis' Holcomb, throwing out the word
-clickish.
-
-"Nobody said anything. Seems it _was_ a tent all along.
-
-"'Silas has got in an extra boy for the day,' says Mis' Sykes,
-complacent. 'It's the littlest Cadoza boy, Spudge. He's goin' to walk up
-an' down Daphne Street all day, with a Prize Coffee board on his back.'
-
-"'Where's Spudge's Fourth comin' in?' I couldn't help askin'.
-
-"Mis' Sykes stared. She always could look you down, but she's got a much
-flatter, thicker stare since her niece come. 'What's them kind o' folks
-_for_ but such work?' says she, puckering.
-
-"'Oh, I donno, I donno,' says I. 'I thought mebbe they was partly made
-to thank the Lord for bein' born free.'
-
-"'How unpractical you talk, Calliope,' she says.
-
-"'I donno that word,' says I, reckless from being pent up. 'But it
-seems like a liberty-lovin' people had ought to hev _one_ day to love
-liberty on an' not tote groceries and boards and such.'
-
-"'_Don't it!_' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, explosive.
-
-"'What you talking?' says Mis' Sykes, cold. 'Don't you know the Fourth
-of July can be made one of the best days of the year for your own town's
-good? What's that if it ain't patriotic?'
-
-"'It's Yankee shrewd,' says I, snapping some, 'that's what it is. It
-ain't Yankee spirited, by a long shot.'
-
-"'"_By a long shot_,"' quotes Mis' Sykes, withering. She always was
-death on wording, and she was far more death after her niece come. But I
-always thought, and I think now, that correcting your advisary's grammar
-is like telling him there's a smooch on his nose, and they ain't either
-of them parliamental _or_ decent.
-
-"Mis' Uppers sighed. 'The whole thing,' says she, candid, 'sounds to me
-like Fourth o' July in Europe or somewheres. No get-up-an'-get anywheres
-to it. What do they do in Europe on the Fourth o' July, anyway?' she
-wondered. 'I donno's I ever read.'
-
-"'I donno, either,' says Mis' Holcomb, dark, 'but I bet you it's one of
-these All Frost celebrations--or whatever it is they say.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady set drying her feet by Abagail's stove, and she looked
-regular down in the mouth. 'Well, sir,' she said, 'a Fourth o' July all
-rosettes an' ribbins so don't sound to me one bit like the regular
-Fourth at all. It don't sound to me no more'n the third--or the fifth.'
-
-"I was getting that same homesick feeling that I'd had off and on all
-through the getting ready, that hankering for the old kinds of Fourths
-of Julys when I was a little girl. When us girls had a quarter apiece to
-spend, and father'd cover the quarter with his hands on the gate-post
-for us to guess them; and when the boys picked up scrap-iron and sold
-old rubbers to get their Fourth money. It wan't so much what we used to
-do that I wanted back as it was the _feeling_. Why, none of our spines
-use' to be laid down good and flat in our backs once all day long. And I
-wisht what I'd wisht more than once since the mass-meeting, that some of
-us ladies had of took hold of that Fourth and had run it so's 'twould of
-been like you mean 'way inside when you say 'The Fourth of July'--and
-that death and distance and long-ago-ness is awful in the way of.
-
-"'We'd ought to of had a grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods,' I
-says, restless.
-
-"'An' a p'rade,' says Mis' Toplady. 'I donno nothin' that makes me feel
-more patriotic than the minute before the p'rade comes by.'
-
-"'An' children in the Fourth somehow,' Mis' Uppers says. 'Land, children
-is who it's for, anyhow,' she says, like I'd been thinking; 'an' all
-we've ever done for 'em about it is to leave 'em kill 'emselves with
-it.'
-
-"Well, it was there, just there, and before Mis' Sykes could dicker a
-reply that in come tearing her husband from his long-distance
-telephoning, and raced into the room like he hadn't a manner in his kit.
-
-"'We're all over with,' Silas shouts. 'It's all done for! Thaddeus
-Hyslop is smashed an' bleedin'. He can't come. We ain't got no speech.
-His automobile's turned over on top of his last speakin' place.
-Everybody else that ain't one-horse is sure to be got for somewheres
-else. Our Fourth of July is rooned. We're done for. The editor's gettin'
-it in the _Weekly_ so's to warn the county. We'll be the Laughing Stock.
-Dang the luck!' says Silas; 'why don't some o' you say somethin'?'
-
-"But it wasn't all because Silas was doing it all that the men didn't
-talk, because when he'd stopped, they all stood there with their mouths
-open and never said a word. Seems to me I did hear Timothy Toplady bring
-out, 'Blisterin' Benson,' but nobody offered nothing more fertile. That
-is, nobody of the men did. But 'most before I got my thoughts together I
-heard two feet of a chair come down onto the floor, and Mis' Amanda
-Toplady stood up there by Abagail's cook stove, and she took the griddle
-lifter and struck light on the side of the pipe.
-
-"'Hurrah!' she says. 'Now we can have a real Fourth. A Fourth that does
-as a Fourth is.'
-
-"'What you talkin', Amanda Toplady?' says Silas, crisp; and ''Mandy,
-what the blazes do you mean?' says Timothy, her lawful lord. But Mis'
-Toplady didn't mind them, nor mind Mis' Sykes, that was staring at her
-flat and thick.
-
-"'I mean,' says Mis' Toplady, reckless, 'I been sick to death of the
-idea of a Fourth with no spirit to it. I mean I been sick to death of a
-Fourth that's all starched white dresses an' company manners an' no
-hurrahs anywheres about it. An' us ladies, most all of us, feels the
-same. We didn't like to press in, bein' you men done the original
-plannin', an' so not one of us has said "P'rade," nor nothin' else to
-you. But now that your orator has fell through on himself, you men just
-leave us ladies in on this thing to do more'n take orders, an' you
-needn't be the Laughin' Stock o' nothin' an' nobody. I guess you'll all
-stand by me. What say, ladies?'
-
-"Well, sir, you'd ought to of heard us. We joined in like a patch of
-grasshoppers singing. They wasn't one of us that hadn't been dying to
-get our hands on that Fourth and make it a Fourth full of unction and
-oil of joy, like the Bible said, and must of meant what we meant.
-
-"'Oh, ladies,' I remember I says, fervent, 'I feel like we could make a
-Fourth o' July just like stirrin' up a white cake, so be we was let.'
-
-"'What d' you know about managin' a Fourth?' snarls Silas. 'You'll have
-us all in the hole. You'll have us shellin' out of our own pockets to
-make up--'
-
-"Mis' Toplady whirled on him. 'Would you druther have Red Barns an'
-Indian Mound a-jumpin' on you through the weekly press for bein'
-bluffers, an' callin' us cheap an' like that, or would you druther not?'
-she put it to him.
-
-"'Dang it,' says Silas, 'I never tried to do a thing for this town that
-it didn't lay down an' roll all over me. I wish I was dead.'
-
-"'You wan't tryin' to do this thing for this town,' says Mis' Toplady
-back at him, like the wind. 'You was tryin' to do it for the _stores_
-of this town, an' you know it. You was tryin' to ride the Fourth for a
-horse to the waterin' trough o' good business, an' you know it, Silas
-Sykes,' says she, 'an' so was Jimmy and Threat an' all of you. The hull
-country tries to get behind the Fourth of July an' make money over its
-back like a counter. It ain't what was meant, an' us ladies felt it all
-along. An' neither was it meant for a garden party day alone, though
-_that_,' says Mis' Toplady, gracious, 'is a real sweet side idea. An'
-Mis' Sykes an' Mis' Sessions had ought to go on an' run that part of it,
-bein' the--tent's here,' she could _not_ bring herself to use that other
-word. 'But,' she says, 'that ain't all of a real Fourth, nor yet a
-speech ain't, though he did use to be in the legislature. Them things
-alone don't make a real flag, liberty-praisin' Fourth, to me nor to none
-of us.'
-
-"'Well,' says Silas, sour, 'what you goin' to _do_ if the men decides to
-let you try this?'
-
-"'That ain't the way,' says Mis' Toplady, like a flash; 'it ain't for
-the men to _let us do_ nothin'. It's for us all to do it together, yoke
-to yoke, just like everything else ought to be done by us both, an' no
-talk o' "_runnin_'" by either side.'
-
-"'But what's the idee--what's the idee?' says Silas. 'Dang it all,
-somebody's got to hev an idee.'
-
-"'Us ladies has got 'em,' says Mis' Toplady, calm. 'An',' says she, 'one
-o' the first of 'em is that if we have anything to do with runnin' the
-Fourth of our forefathers, then after 10 A.M., all day on that day,
-every business house in town has got to shut down.'
-
-"'What?' says Silas, his voice slippin'. 'Gone crazy-headed, hev ye?'
-
-"'No, Silas,' says Mis' Toplady, 'nor yet hev we gone so graspin' that
-we can't give up a day's trade to take notice of our country.'
-
-"'Lord Harry,' says Silas, 'you can't get a dealer in town to do it, an'
-you know it.'
-
-"'Oh, yes, you can, Silas,' says somebody, brisk. And it was Abagail,
-frosting dark cakes over by the side of the room. 'I was goin' to shut
-up shop, anyway, all day on the Fourth,' Abagail says.
-
-"'An' lose the country trade in lunches?' yells Silas. 'Why, woman,
-you'd be Ten Dollars out o' pocket.'
-
-"'I wan't never one to spend the mornin' thankin' God an' the afternoon
-dippin' oysters,' says Abagail. And Silas scrunched. He done that one
-year when his Thanksgiving oysters come late, and he knew he done it.
-
-"Well, they went over it and over it and tried to think of some other
-way, and tried to hatch up some other speaker without eating up the
-whole Fifty Dollars in telephone tolls, and tried most other things. And
-then we told them what we'd thought of different times, amongst us as
-being features fit for a Fourth in the sight of the Lord and the sight
-of men. And they hemmed and they hawed and they give in about as
-graceful as a clothes-line winds up when you've left it out in the
-sleet, but they did give in and see reason. Timothy last--that's quite
-vain of being firm.
-
-"'If we come out with a one-horse doin's, seems like it'd be worse than
-sittin' down flat-foot failed,' he mourns, grieving.
-
-"Amanda, his wife, give him one of her looks. 'Timothy,' says she,
-'when, since you was married to me, did I ever fail to stodge up a
-company dinner or a spare bed or a shroud when it was needed sudden?
-When did any of us ladies ever fail that's here? Do you sp'ose we're any
-more scant of idees about our own nation?'
-
-"And Timothy had to keep his silence. He knew what she said was the Old
-Testament truth. But I think what really swung them all round was the
-thought of Red Barns and Indian Mound. Imagination of what them two
-weekly papers would say, so be we petered out on our speech and didn't
-offer nothing else, was too much for flesh and blood to bear. And the
-men ended by agreeing to seeing to shutting every business house in
-Friendship Village and they went off to do it,--resolved, but groaning
-some, like men will.
-
-"Mis' Sykes, she made some excuse and went, too. 'I'll run the garden
-party part,' says she. 'My niece an' I'll do that, an' try our best to
-get some novelty into your Fourth. An' we'll preside on the marquee,
-like we'd agreed. More I don't say.'
-
-"But the rest of us, we stayed on there at Abagail's, and we planned
-like mad.
-
-"We didn't look in no journal nor on no woman's page for something new.
-We didn't rush to our City relations for novelties. We didn't try for
-this and that nor grasp at no agony whatever. We just went down deep
-into the inside of our understanding and thought what the Fourth was and
-how them that made it would of wanted it kept. No fingers blowed off nor
-clothes scorched up, no houses burned down, no ear-drums busted
-out--none of them would of been in _their_ programme, and they wan't in
-ours. Some of the things that was in ours we'd got by hearing Insley
-tell what they was doin' other places. Some o' the things he suggested
-to us. Some o' the things we got by just going back and back down the
-years an' _remembering_--not so much what we'd done as the way we use'
-to feel, long ago, when the Fourth was the Fourth and acted like it knew
-it. Some of the things we got by just reaching forward and forward, and
-seeing what the Fourth is going to mean to them a hundred years from
-now--so be we do our part. And some of the things we got through sheer
-make-shift woman intelligence, that put its heads together and used
-everything it had, that had anything to do with the nation, or the town,
-or with really living at all the way that first Fourth of July meant
-about, 'way down inside.
-
-"Before it was light on the morning of the Fourth, I woke up, feeling
-all happy and like I wanted to hurry. I was up and dressed before the
-sun was up, and when I opened my front door, I declare it was just like
-the glory of the Lord was out there waiting for me. The street was
-laying all still and simple, like it was ready and waiting for the
-light. Early as it was, Mis' Holcomb was just shaking her breakfast
-table-cloth on her side stoop, and she waved it to me, big and billowy
-and white, like a banner. And I offs with my apron and waved it back,
-and it couldn't of meant no more to either of us if we had been shaking
-out the folds of flags. It was too early for the country wagons to be
-rattling in yet, and they wan't no other sounds--except a little bit of
-a pop now and then over to where Bennie Uppers and little Nick Toplady
-was up and out, throwing torpedoes onto the bricks; and then the birds
-that was trilling an' shouting like mad, till every tree all up and down
-Daphne Street and all up and down the town and the valley was just one
-living singing. And all over everything, like a kind of a weave to it,
-was that something that makes a Sunday morning and some holiday mornings
-better and sweeter and _goldener_ than any other day. I ain't got much
-of a garden, not having any real time to fuss in it, but I walked out
-into the middle of the little patch of pinks and parsley that I have
-got, and I says 'way deep in me, deeper than thinking: 'It don't make no
-manner of differ'nce how much of a fizzle the day ends up with, this,
-here and now, is the way it had ought to start.'
-
-"Never, not if I live till beyond always, will I forget how us ladies'
-hearts was in our mouths when, along about 'leven o'clock, we heard the
-Friendship Village Stonehenge band coming fifing along, and we knew the
-parade was begun. We was all on the market square--hundreds of us, seems
-though. Red Barns and Indian Mound had turned out from side to side of
-themselves, mingling the same as though ploughshares was
-pruning-hooks--or whatever that quotation time is--both towns looking
-for flaws in the day, like enough, but both shutting up about it,
-biblical. Even the marquee, with its red and white stripes, showing
-through the trees, made me feel good. 'Land, land,' Mis' Toplady says,
-'it looks kind of homey and old-fashioned, after all, don't it? I mean
-the--tent,' she says--she would _not_ say the other word; but then I
-guess it made her kind of mad seeing Mis' Sykes bobbing around in there
-in white duck an' white shoes--her that ain't a grandmother sole because
-of Nature and not at all through any lack of her own years. Everything
-was all seeming light and confident--but I tell you we didn't feel so
-confident as we'd meant to when we heard the band a-coming to the tune
-o' 'Hail, Columbia! Happy Land.' And yet now, when I look back on that
-Independence Day procession, it seems like regular floats is no more
-than toy doings beside of it.
-
-"What do you guess us ladies had thought up for our procession,--with
-Insley back of us, letting us think we thought it up alone? Mebbe you'll
-laugh, because it wan't expensive to do; but oh; I think it was nice.
-We'd took everything in the town that done the town's work, and we'd run
-them all together. We headed off with the fire-engine, 'count of the
-glitter--and we'd loaded it down with flags and flowers, and the hook
-and ladder and hose-carts the same, wheels and sides; and flags in the
-rubber caps of the firemen up top. Then we had the two big sprinkling
-carts, wound with bunting, and five-foot flags flying from the seats.
-Then come all the city teams drawn by the city horses--nice, plump
-horses they was, and rosettes on them, and each man had decorated his
-wagon and was driving it in his best clothes. Then come the steam roller
-that Friendship Village and Red Barns and Indian Mound owns together and
-scraps over some, though that didn't appear in its appearance, puffing
-along, with posies on it. Then there was the city electric light repair
-wagon, with a big paper globe for an umbrella, and the electric men
-riding with their leggings on and their spurs, like they climb the
-poles; and behind them the telephone men was riding--because the town
-owns its own telephone, too--and then the four Centrals, in pretty
-shirtwaists, in a double-seated buggy loaded with flowers--the telephone
-office we'd see to it was closed down, too, to have its Fourth, like a
-human being. And marching behind them was the city waterworks men, best
-bib and tucker apiece. And then we hed out the galvanized garbage wagon
-that us ladies hed bought ourselves a year ago, and that wasn't being
-used this year count of the city pleading too poison poor; and it was
-all scrubbed up and garnished and filled with ferns and drove by its own
-driver and the boy that had use' to go along to empty the cans. And then
-of course they was more things--some of them with day fireworks shooting
-up from them--but not the hearse, though we had all we could do to keep
-Timothy Toplady from having it in, 'count of its common public office.
-
-"Well, and then we'd done an innovation--an' this was all Insley's idea,
-and it was him that made us believe we could do it. Coming next, in
-carriages and on foot, was the mayor and the city council and every last
-man or woman that had anything to do with running the city life. They
-was all there--city treasurer, clerk of the court, register of deeds,
-sheriffs, marshals, night-watchmen, health officer, postmaster, janitor
-of the city hall, clerks, secretaries, stenographers, school board, city
-teachers, and every one of the rest--they was all there, just like they
-had belonged in the p'rade the way them framers of the first Fourth of
-July had meant they should fit in: Conscience and all. But some of them
-servants of the town had made money off'n its good roads, and some off'n
-its saloons, and some off'n getting ordinances repealed, and some off'n
-inspecting buildings and sidewalks that they didn't know nothing about,
-and some was making it even then by paving out into the marsh; and some
-in yet other ways that wasn't either real elbow work nor clean head
-work. What else could they do? We'd ask' them to march because they
-represented the town, and rather'n own they _didn't_ represent the town,
-there they was marching; but if some of them didn't step down Daphne
-Street feeling green and sick and sore and right down schoolboy ashamed
-of themselves, then they ain't got the human thrill in them that somehow
-I _cannot_ believe ever dies clear out of nobody. They was a lump in my
-throat for them that had sold themselves, and they was a lump for them
-that hadn't--but oh, the differ'nce in the lumps.
-
-"'Land, land,' I says to Mis' Toplady, 'if we ain't done another thing,
-we've made 'em remember they're servants to Friendship Village--like
-they often forget.'
-
-"'Ain't we?' she says, solemn. 'Ain't we?'
-
-"And then next behind begun the farm things: the threshin' machines and
-reapers and binders and mowers and like that, all drawn by the farm
-horses and drove by their owners and decorated by them, jolly and gay;
-and, too, all the farm horses for miles around--we was going to give a
-donated surprise prize for the best kep' and fed amongst them. And last,
-except for the other two bands sprinkled along, come the leading
-citizens, and who do you guess _they_ was? Not Silas nor Timothy nor
-Eppleby nor even Doctor June, nor our other leading business men and our
-three or four professionals--no, not them; but the real, true, leading
-citizens of Friendship Village and Indian Mound and Red Barns and other
-towns and the farms between--the _children_, over two hundred of them,
-dressed in white if they had it and in dark if they didn't, with or
-without shoes, in rags or out of them, village-tough descended or with
-pew-renting fathers, all the same and together, and carrying a flag and
-singing to the tops of their voices 'Hail, Columbia,' that the bands
-kept a-playing, some out of plumb as to time, but all fervent and
-joyous. It was us women alone that got up that part. My, I like to think
-about it.
-
-"They swung the length of Daphne Street and twice around the market
-square, and they come to a halt in front of the platform. And Doctor
-June stood up before them all, and he prayed like this:--
-
-"'Lord God, that let us start free an' think we was equal, give us to
-help one another to be free an' to get equal, in deed an' in truth.'
-
-"And who do you s'pose we hed to read the Declaration of Independence?
-Little Spudge Cadoza, that Silas had been a-going to hev walk up and
-down Daphne Street with a board on his back--Insley thought of him, and
-we picked him out a-purpose. And though he didn't read it so thrilling
-as Silas would of, it made me feel the way no reading of it has ever
-made me feel before--oh, because it was kind of like we'd snapped up the
-little kid and set him free all over again, even though he wasn't it but
-one day in the year. And it sort of seemed to me that all inside the
-words he read was trumpets and horns telling how much them words was
-_going_ to mean to him and his kind before he'd had time to die. And
-then the Glee Club struck into 'America,' and the whole crowd joined in
-without being expected, and the three bands that was laying over in the
-shade hopped up and struck in, too--and I bet they could of heard us to
-Indian Mound. Leastways to Red Barns, that we can see from Friendship
-Village when it's clear.
-
-"The grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods stays in my head as one
-picture, all full of veal loaf and 'scalloped potato and fruit salad and
-nut-bread and deviled eggs and bake' beans and pickle' peaches and layer
-cake and drop sponge-cake and hot coffee--the kind of a dinner that
-comes crowding to your thought whenever you think 'Dinner' at your
-hungriest. And after we'd took care of everybody's baskets and set them
-under a tree for a lunch towards six, us ladies went back to the market
-square. And over by the marquee we see the men gathered--all but Insley,
-that had slipped away as quick as we begun telling him how much of it
-was due to him. Miss Beryl Sessions had just arrived, in a automobile,
-covered with veils, and she was introducing the other men to her City
-friends. Us ladies sort of kittered around back of them, not wanting to
-press ourselves forward none, and we went up to the door of the marquee
-where, behind the refreshment table, Mis' Sykes was a-standing in her
-white duck.
-
-"'My,' says Mis' Holcomb to her, 'it's all going off nice so far, ain't
-it?'
-
-"'They ain't a great deal the matter with it,' says Mis' Sykes, snappy.
-
-"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Uppers, grieving, 'the parade an' the
-basket dinner seemed to me both just perfect.'
-
-"'The parade done well enough,' says Mis' Sykes, not looking at her. 'I
-donno much about the dinner.'
-
-"And all of a sudden we recollected that she hadn't been over to the
-grand basket dinner at all.
-
-"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Toplady, blank, 'ain't you et nothin'?'
-
-"'My niece,' says Mis' Sykes, dignified, 'didn't get here till now. Who
-was I to leave in the _tent_? I've et,' says she, cold, 'two dishes of
-ice-cream an' two chocolate nut-cakes.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady just swoops over towards her. 'Why, my land,' she says,
-hearty, 'they's stuff an' to spare packed over there under the trees.
-You go right on over and get your dinner. Poke right into any of our
-baskets--ours is grouped around mine that's tied with a red bandanna to
-the handle. And leave us tend the marquee. What say, ladies?'
-
-"And I don't think she even sensed she used that name.
-
-"When she'd gone, I stood a minute in the marquee door looking off
-acrost the market square, hearing Miss Beryl Sessions and the men
-congratulating each other on the glorious Fourth they was a-having, and
-the City folks praising them both sky high.
-
-"'Real nice idee it was,' says Silas, with his hands under his best coat
-tails. 'Nice, tastey, up-to-date Fourth. And cheap to do.'
-
-"'Yes, we all hung out for a good Fourth this year,' says Timothy,
-complacent.
-
-"'It's a simply lovely idea,' says Miss Beryl Sessions, all sweet and
-chirpy and interested, 'this making the Fourth a county party and
-getting everybody in town, so. But tell me: Whatever made you close your
-shops? I thought the Fourth could always be made to pay for itself over
-and over, if the business houses went about it right.'
-
-"'Oh, well,' says Silas, lame but genial, 'we closed up to-day. We kind
-o' thought we would.'
-
-"But I stood looking off acrost the market square, where the children
-was playing, and quoits was being pitched, and the ball game was going
-to commence, and the calathumpians was capering, and most of Red Barns
-and Indian Mound and Friendship Village was mingling, lion and lamb; and
-I looked on along Daphne Street, where little Spudge Cadoza wasn't
-walking with a Prize Coffee board on his back,--and all of a sudden I
-felt just the way I'd wanted to feel, in spite of all the distance and
-long-ago-ness. And I turned and says to the other women inside the
-marquee:--
-
-"'Seems to me,' I says, 'as if the Fourth of July _had_ paid for itself,
-over and over. Oh, don't it to you?'
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-
-"The new editor of the _Friendship Village Evening Daily_ give a fine
-write-up of the celebration. He printed it on the night after the
-Fourth, not getting out any paper at all on the day that was the day;
-but on the night after that, the news columns of his paper fell flat and
-dead. In a village the day following a holiday is like the hush after a
-noise. The whole town seems like it was either asleep or on tiptoe. And
-in Friendship Village this hush was worse than the hush of other years.
-Other years they'd usually been accidents to keep track of, and mebbe
-even an amputation or two to report. But this Fourth there was no
-misfortunes whatever, nor nothing to make good reading for the night of
-July 6.
-
-"So the editor thought over his friends and run right down the news
-column, telling what there _wasn't_. Like this:--
-
-
- "'SUPPER TABLE JOTTINGS
-
- "'Postmaster Silas Sykes is well.
-
- "'Timothy Toplady has not had a cold since before Christmas.
- Prudent Timothy.
-
- "'Jimmy Sturgis has not broken his leg yet this year as he did
- last. Keep it up, Jimmy.
-
- "'Eppleby Holcomb has not been out of town for quite a while.
-
- "'None of the Friendship ladies has given a party all season.
-
- "'The First Church is not burnt down nor damaged nor repaired.
- Insurance $750.
-
- "'Nothing local is in much of any trouble.
-
- "'Nobody is dead here to-day except the usual ones.
-
- "'Nobody that's got a telephone in has any company at the present
- writing. Where is the old-time hospitality?
-
- "'Subscriptions payable in advance.
-
- "'Subscriptions payable in advance.
-
- "'Subscriptions payable in advance.'
-
-
-"It made quite some fun for us, two or three of us happening in the
-post-office store when the paper come out--Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady
-and me. But we took it some to heart, too, because to live in a town
-where they ain't nothing active happening all the time is a kind of
-running account of everybody that's in the town. And us ladies wan't
-that kind.
-
-"All them locals done to Silas Sykes, though, was to set him fussing
-over nothing ever happening to him. Silas is real particular about his
-life, and I guess he gets to thinking how life ain't so over-particular
-about him.
-
-"'My dum,' he says that night, 'that's just the way with this town. I
-always calculated my life was goin' to be quite some pleasure to me. But
-I don't see as it is. If I thought I was going to get sold in my death
-like I've been in my life, I swan I'd lose my interest in dyin'.'
-
-"Mis' Timothy Toplady was over in behind the counter picking out her
-butter, and she whirled around from sampling the jars, and she says to
-Mis' Sykes and me:--
-
-"'Ladies,' she says, 'le's us propose it to the editor that seems to
-have such a hard job, that us members of Sodality take a hold of his
-paper for a day and get it out for him and put some news in it, and sell
-it to everybody, subscribers and all, that one night, for ten cents.'
-
-"Mis' Silas Sykes looks up and stopped winking and breathing, in a way
-she has when she sights some distant money for Sodality.
-
-"'Land, land,' she says, 'I bet they'd go like hot cakes.'
-
-"But Silas he snorts, scorching.
-
-"'Will you ladies tell me,' he says, 'where you going to _get_ your news
-to put in your paper? The Fourth don't come along every day. Or less you
-commit murder and arson and runaways, there won't be any more in your
-paper than they is in its editor's.'
-
-"That hit a tender town-point, and I couldn't stand it no longer. I
-spoke right up.
-
-"'Oh, I donno, I donno, Silas,' I says. 'They's those in this town
-that's doin' the murderin' for us, neat an' nice, right along,' I told
-him.
-
-"'Mean to say?' snapped Silas.
-
-"'Mean to say,' says I, 'most every grocery store in this town an' most
-every milkman an' the meat market as well is doin' their best to drag
-the health out o' people's systems for 'em. Us ladies is more or less
-well read an' knowledgeable of what is goin' on in the world outside,' I
-says to Silas that ain't, 'an' we know a thing or two about what ought
-to be clean.'
-
-"Since Insley come, we had talked a good deal more about these things
-and what was and what shouldn't be; and especially we had talked it in
-Sodality, on account of our town stores and social ways and such being
-so inviting to disease and death. But we hadn't talked it official,
-'count of Sodality being for Cemetery use, and talking it scattering we
-hadn't been able to make the other men even listen to us.
-
-"'Pack o' women!' says Silas, now, and went off to find black molasses
-for somebody.
-
-"Mis' Toplady sampled her butter, dreamy.
-
-"'Rob Henny's butter here,' she says, 'is made out of cow sheds that I
-can't bear to think about. An' Silas knows it. Honest,' she says, 'I'm
-gettin' so I spleen against the flowers in the fields for fear Rob
-Henny's cows'll get holt of 'em. I should think the _Daily_ could write
-about that.'
-
-"I remember how us three women looked at each other then, like our
-brains was experimenting with our ideas. And when Mis' Toplady got her
-butter, we slipped out and spoke together for a few minutes up past the
-Town Pump. And it was there the plan come to a head and legs and arms.
-And we see that we had a way of picking purses right off of every day,
-so be the editor would leave us go ahead--and of doing other things.
-
-"The very next morning we three went to see the editor and get his
-consent.
-
-"'What's your circulation, same as City papers print to the top of the
-page?' Mis' Toplady asks him, practical.
-
-"'Paid circulation or got-out circulation?' says the editor.
-
-"'Paid,' says Mis' Toplady, in silver-dollar tones.
-
-"'Ah, well, _paid for_ or subscribed for?' asks the editor.
-
-"'Paid for,' says Mis' Toplady, still more financial.
-
-"'Six hundred and eighty paid for,' the editor says, 'an' fifty-two
-that--mean to pay.'
-
-"'My!' says Mis' Toplady, shuddering. 'What business is! Well, us ladies
-of the Sodality want to run your paper for one day and charge all your
-subscribers ten cents extra for that day's paper. Will you?'
-
-"The editor, he laughed quite a little, and then he looked thoughtful.
-He was new and from the City and young and real nervous--he used to pop
-onto his feet whenever a woman so much as come in the room.
-
-"'Who would collect the ten cents?' says he.
-
-"'Sodality,' says Mis' Toplady, firm. 'Ourself, cash an' _in advance_.'
-
-"The editor nodded, still smiling.
-
-"'Jove,' he said, 'this fits in remarkably well with the fishing I've
-been thinking about. I confess I need a day. I suppose you wouldn't want
-to do it this week?'
-
-"Mis' Toplady looked at me with her eyebrows. But I nodded. I always
-rather hurry up than not.
-
-"'So be we had a couple o' hours to get the news to happenin',' says
-she, 'that had ought to do us.'
-
-"The editor looked startled.
-
-"'News!' said he. 'Oh, I say now, you mustn't expect too much. I ought
-to warn you that running a paper in this town is like trying to raise
-cream on a cistern.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady smiled at him motherly.
-
-"'You ain't ever tried pouring the cream into the cistern, I guess,' she
-says.
-
-"So we settled it into a bargain, except that, after we had planned it
-all out with him and just as we was going out the door, Mis' Toplady
-thought to say to him:--
-
-"'You know, Sodality don't know anything about it yet, so you'd best not
-mention it out around till this afternoon when we vote to do it. We'll
-be up at eight o'clock Thursday morning, rain or shine.'
-
-"There wasn't ever any doubt about Sodality when it see Sixty Dollars
-ahead--which we would get if everybody bought a paper, and we was
-determined that everybody should buy. Sodality members scraps among
-themselves personal, but when it comes to raising money we unite yoke to
-yoke, and all differences forgot. It's funny sometimes at the meetings,
-funny and disgraceful, to hear how we object to each other, especially
-when we're tired, and then how we all unite together on something for
-the good of the town. I tell you, it makes me feel sometimes that the
-way ain't so much to try to love each other,--which other folks'
-peculiarities is awful in the way of,--but for us all to pitch in and
-love something altogether, your town or your young folks, or your
-cemetery or keeping something clean or making somethin' look nice--and
-before you know it you're loving the folks you work with, no matter how
-peculiar, or even more so. It's been so nice since we've been working
-for Cemetery. Folks that make each other mad every time they try to talk
-can sell side by side at the same bazaar and count the money mutual.
-There's quite a few disagreements in Sodality, so we have to be real
-careful who sets next to who to church suppers. But when we pitch in to
-work for something, we sew rags and 'scallop oysters in the same pan
-with our enemies. Don't it seem as if that must mean something?
-Something big?
-
-"Sodality voted to publish the paper, all right, and elected the
-officers for the day: Editor, Mis' Postmaster Sykes, 'count of her
-always expecting to take the lead in everything; assistant editor, me,
-'count of being well and able to work like a dog; business manager and
-circulation man, Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, 'count of no dime
-ever getting away from her unexpected. And the reporters was to be most
-of the rest of the Sodality: Mis' Timothy Toplady, the three Liberty
-girls, Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, Mis' Threat
-Hubbelthwait, an' Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery. It was
-hard for Abagail to get away from her cook stove and her counter, so we
-fixed it that she was to be let off any other literary work along of her
-furnishing us our sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs that day noon. It was
-quite a little for Abagail to do, but she's always real willing, and we
-didn't ask coffee of her. Mis' Sturgis, her that is the village invalid,
-we arranged should have charge of the Woman's Column, and bring down her
-rocking chair and make her beef broth right there on the office
-wood-stove.
-
-"I guess we was all glad to go down early in the morning that day,
-'count of not meeting the men. One and all and with one voice the
-Friendship men had railed at us hearty.
-
-"'Pack o' women!' says Silas Sykes, over and over.
-
-"'You act like bein' a woman an' a wife was some kind o' nonsense,' says
-Mis' Sykes back at him, majestic. 'Well, I guess bein' yours is.'
-
-"'Land, Amandy,' says Timothy Toplady, 'you women earn money so
-_nervous_. Why don't you do it regular an' manly?'
-
-"Only Eppleby Holcomb had kept his silence. Eppleby sees things that the
-run of men don't see, or, if they did see them, they would be bound to
-stick them in their ledgers where they would never, never belong.
-Eppleby was our friend, and Sodality never had truer.
-
-"So though we went ahead, the men had made us real anxious. And most of
-us slipped down to the office by half past seven so's not to meet too
-many. The editor had had a column in the paper about what we was goin'
-to do--'Loyal to our Local Dead' he headed it, and of course full half
-the town was kicking at the extra ten cents, like full half of any town
-can and will kick when it's asked to pay out for its own good, dead or
-alive. But we was leaving all that to Mis' Holcomb, that knows a thing
-or two about the human in us, and similar.
-
-"Extra-paper morning, when we all come in, Mis' Sykes she was sitting at
-the editor's desk with her big apron on and a green shade to cover up
-her crimping kids, and her list that her and Mis' Toplady and I had made
-out, in front of her.
-
-"'Now then, let's get right to work,' she says brisk. 'We ain't any too
-much time, I can tell you. It ain't like bakin' bread or gettin' the
-vegetables ready. We've all got to use muscles this day we ain't used to
-usin',' she says, 'an' we'd best be spry.'
-
-"So then she begun giving out who was to do what--assignments, the
-editor named it when he told us what to do. And I skipped back an' hung
-over the files, well knowing what was to come.
-
-"Mis' Sykes stood up in her most society way, an'--
-
-"'Anybody want to back out?' says she, gracious.
-
-"'Land!' says everyone in a No-I-don't tone.
-
-"'Very well,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Mis' Toplady, you go out to Rob Henney's
-place, an' you go through his cow sheds from one end to the other an'
-take down notes so's he sees you doin' it. You go into his kitchen an'
-don't you let a can get by you. Open his churn. Rub your finger round
-the inside of his pans. An' if he won't tell you, the neighbours will.
-Explain to him you're goin' to give him a nice, full printed description
-in to-night's _Daily_, just the way things are. If he wants it changed
-any, he can clean all up, an' we'll write up the clean-up like a
-compliment.'
-
-"Just for one second them assembled women was dumb. But it hardly took
-them that instant to sense what was what. And all of a sudden, Mame
-Holcomb, I guess it was, bursted out in a little understanding giggle,
-and after a minute everybody joined in, too. For we'd got the whole
-world of Friendship Village where we wanted it, and every one of them
-women see we had, so be we wasn't scared.
-
-"'Mis' Uppers,' Mis' Sykes was going on, 'you go down to Betts's meat
-market. You poke right through into the back room. An' you tell Joe
-Betts that you're goin' to do a write-up of that room an' the alley back
-of it for the paper to-night, showin' just what's what. If so be he
-wants to turn in an' red it up this mornin', tell him you'll wait till
-noon an' describe it then, _providin'_ he keeps it that way. An' you
-might let him know you're goin' to run over to his slaughterhouse an'
-look around while you're waitin', an' put that in your write-up, too.'
-
-"'Miss Hubbelthwait,' Mis' Sykes went on, 'you go over to the Calaboose.
-They won't anybody be in the office--Dick's saloon is that. Skip right
-through in the back part, an' turn down the blankets on both beds an'
-give a thorough look. If it's true they's no sheets an' pillow-cases on
-the calaboose beds, an' that the blankets is only washed three times a
-year so's to save launderin', we can make a real interestin' column
-about that.'
-
-"'Miss Merriman,' says Mis' Sykes to Mis' Fire Chief, 'I've give you a
-real hard thing because you do things so delicate. Will you take a walk
-along the residence part of town an' go into every house an' ask 'em to
-let you see their back door an' their garbage pail. Tell 'em you're
-goin' to write a couple of columns on how folks manage this. Ask 'em
-their idees on the best way. Give 'em to understand if there's a real
-good way they're thinkin' of tryin' that you'll put that in, providin'
-they begin tryin' right off. An' tell 'em they can get it carted off for
-ten cents a week if enough go in on it. An' be your most delicate, Mis'
-Fire Chief, for we don't want to offend a soul.'
-
-"Libby an' Viney Liberty Mis' Sykes sent round to take a straw vote in
-every business house in town to see how much they'd give towards
-starting a shelf library in the corner of the post-office store, a full
-list to be printed in order with the amount or else 'Not a cent' after
-each name. And the rest of Sodality she give urrants similar or even
-more so.
-
-"'An' all o' you,' says Mis' Sykes, 'pick up what you can on the way.
-And if anybody starts in to object, you tell 'em you have instructions
-to make an interview out of any of the interestin' things they say. And
-you might tell 'em you don't want they should be buried in a nice
-cemetery if they don't want to be.'
-
-"Well, sir, they started off--some scairt, but some real brave, too. And
-the way they went, we see every one of them meant business.
-
-"'But oh,' says Mis' Sturgis, fixing her medicine bottles outside on the
-window-sill, '_supposin'_ they can't do it. _Supposin'_ folks ain't nice
-to 'em. What'll we put in the paper then?'
-
-"Mis' Sykes drew herself up like she does sometimes in society.
-
-"'Well,' she says, 'supposin'. Are we runnin' this paper or ain't we?
-There's nothin' to prevent our writin' editorials about these things, as
-I see. Our husbands can't very well sue us for libel, because they'd hev
-to pay it themselves. Nor they can't put us in prison for debt, because
-who'd get their three meals? I can't see but we're sure of an
-interestin' paper, anyway.'
-
-"Then she looked over at me sort of sad.
-
-"'Go on, Calliope,' says she, 'you know what you've got to do. Do it,'
-she says, 'to the bitter end.'
-
-"I knew, and I started out, and I made straight for Silas Sykes, and the
-post-office store. Silas wan't in the store, it was so early; but he had
-the floor all sprinkled nice, and the vegetables set out, all uncovered,
-close to the sidewalk; and everything real tasty and according to
-grocery-store etiquette. The boy was gone that day. And Silas himself
-was in the back room, sortin' over prunes.
-
-"'Hello, Calliope,' s'he. 'How's literchoor?'
-
-"'Honest as ever,' I says. 'Same with food?'
-
-"'Who says I ain't honest?' says Silas, straightening up, an' holding
-all his fingers stiff 'count of being sticky.
-
-"'Why, I donno who,' says I. 'Had anybody ought to? How's business,
-Silas?'
-
-"'Well,' says he, 'for us that keeps ourselves up with the modern
-business methods, it's pretty good, I guess.'
-
-"'Do you mean pretty good, Silas, or do you mean pretty paying?' I ask'
-him.
-
-"Silas put on his best official manner. 'Look at here,' s'e, 'what can I
-do for you? Did you want to buy somethin' or did you want your mail?'
-
-"'Oh, neither,' I says. 'I want some help from you, Silas, about the
-paper to-day.'
-
-"My, that give Silas a nice minute. He fairly weltered in satisfaction.
-
-"'Huh,' he says, elegant, 'didn't I tell you you was bitin' off more'n
-you could chew? Want some assistance from me, do you, in editin' this
-paper o' yours? Well, I suppose I can help you out a little. What is it
-you want me to do for you?'
-
-"'We thought we'd like to write you up,' I told him.
-
-"Silas just swelled. For a man in public office, Silas Sykes feels about
-as presidential as anybody I ever see. If they was to come out from the
-City and put him on the front page of the morning paper, he's the kind
-that would wonder why they hadn't done it before.
-
-"'Sketch of my life?' s'e, genial. 'Little outline of my boyhood? Main
-points in my career?'
-
-"'Well,' I says, 'no. We thought the present'd be about all we'd hev
-room for. We want to write up your business, Silas,' I says, 'in an
-advertising way.'
-
-"'Oh!' says Silas, snappy. 'You want me to pay to be wrote up, is that
-it?'
-
-"'Well,' I says, 'no; not if you don't want to. Of course everybody'll
-be buried in the Cemetery whether they give anything towards the fund
-for keeping it kep' up or not.'
-
-"'Lord Heavens,' says Silas, 'I've had that Cemetery fund rammed down my
-throat till I'm sick o' the thought o' dyin'.'
-
-"That almost made me mad, seeing we was having the disadvantage of doing
-the work and Silas going to get all the advantages of burial.
-
-"'Feel the same way about some of the Ten Commandments, don't you,
-Silas?' I says, before I knew it.
-
-"Silas just rared.
-
-"'The Ten Commandments!' says he, 'the Ten Commandments! Who can show me
-one I ain't a-keepin' like an old sheep. Didn't I honour my father an'
-mother as long as I had 'em? Did they ever buy anything of me at more
-than cost? Didn't I give 'em new clothes an' send 'em boxes of oranges
-an' keep up their life insurance? Do I ever come down to the store on
-the Sabbath Day? Do I ever distribute the mail then, even if I'm
-expectin' a letter myself? The Sabbath I locked the cat in, didn't I
-send the boy down to let it out, for fear I'd be misjudged if I done it?
-Who do I ever bear false witness against unless I know they've done what
-I say they've done? I can't kill a fly--an' I'm that tender-hearted
-that I make the hired girl take the mice out o' the trap because I can't
-bring myself to do it. So you might go through the whole list an' just
-find me workin' at 'em an' a-keepin' 'em. What do you mean about the Ten
-Commandments?' he ends up, ready to burst.
-
-"'Don't ask me,' I says. 'I ain't that familiar with 'em. I didn't know
-anybody was. Go on about 'em. Take stealing--you hadn't got to that
-one.'
-
-"'_Stealing_,' says Silas, pompous. 'I don't know what it is.'
-
-"And with that I was up on my feet.
-
-"'I thought you didn't,' says I. 'Us ladies of Sodality have all thought
-it over an' over again: That you don't know stealing when you see it.
-No, nor not even when you've done it. Come here, Silas Sykes!' I says.
-
-"I whipped by him into the store, and he followed me, sheer through
-being dazed, and keeping still through being knocked dumb.
-
-"'Look here,' I says, 'here's your counter of bakery stuff--put in to
-take from Abagail, but no matter about that now. Where do you get it?
-From the City, with the label stuck on. What's the bakery like where you
-buy it? It's under a sidewalk and dust dirty, and I happen to know you
-know it. And look at the bread--not a thing over it, flies promenadin'
-on the crust, and you counting out change on an apple-pie the other
-day--I see you do it. Look at your dates, all uncovered and dirt from
-the street sticking to them like the pattern. Look at your fly-paper,
-hugged up against your dried-fruit box that's standing wide open. Look
-at you keeping fish and preserved fruit and canned stuff that you know
-is against the law--going to start keeping the law quick as you get
-these sold out, ain't you, Silas? Look at your stuff out there in front,
-full of street dirt and flies and ready to feed folks. And you keepin'
-the Ten Commandments like an old sheep--and being a church elder, and
-you might better climb porches and bust open safes. I s'pose you wonder
-what I'm sayin' all this to you for?'
-
-"'No, ma'am,' says Silas, like the edge o' something, 'I don't wonder at
-your sayin' _anything_ to anybody.'
-
-"'I've got more to say,' I says, dry. 'I've only give you a sample. An'
-the place I'm goin' to say it is _The Friendship Village Evening Daily_,
-_Extra_, to-night, in a descriptive write-up of you and your store. I
-thought it might interest you to know.'
-
-"'It's libel--it's libel!' says Silas, arms waving.
-
-"'All right,' says I, liberating a fly accidentally caught on a date.
-'Who you going to sue? Your wife, that's the editor? And everybody
-else's wife, that's doing the same thing to every behind-the-times
-dealer in town?'
-
-"Silas hung on to that straw.
-
-"'Be they doin' it to the others, too?' he asks.
-
-"Then I told him.
-
-"'Yes,' I says, 'Silas, only--they ain't goin' to start writing up the
-descriptions till noon. And if you--and they all--want to clean up the
-temples where you do business and make them fit for the Lord to look
-down on and a human being to come into, you've got your chance. And
-seeing your boy is gone to-day, if you'll do it, I'll stay and help you
-with it--and mebbe make room for some of the main points in your career
-as well,' says I, sly.
-
-"Silas looked out the door, his arms folded and his beard almost
-pointing up, he'd made his chin so firm. And just in that minute when I
-was feeling that all the law and the prophets, and the health of
-Friendship Village, and the life of people not born, was hanging around
-that man's neck--or the principle of them, anyway--Silas's eye and mine
-fell on a strange sight. Across the street, from out Joe Betts's meat
-market come Joe Betts, and behind him his boy. And Joe begun pointing,
-and the boy begun taking down quarters of beef hung over the sidewalk.
-Joe pointed consid'able. And then he clim' up on his meat wagon that
-stood by the door, and out of the shop I see Mis' Mayor Uppers come,
-looking ready to drop. And she clim' up to the seat beside him--he
-reaching down real gentlemanly to help her up. And he headed his horse
-around on what I guessed was a bee-line for the slaughterhouse.
-
-"Well, sir, at that, Silas Sykes put his hands on his knees and bent
-over and begun laughing. And he laughed like I ain't seen him since he's
-got old and begun to believe that life ain't cut after his own plan that
-he made. And I laughed a little, too, out of sheer being glad that a
-laugh can settle so many things right in the world. And when he sobered
-down a little, I says gentle:--
-
-"'Silas, I'll throw out the dates and the dusty lettuce. And we'll hev
-it done in no time. I'll be glad to get an early start on the write-up.
-I don't compose very ready,' I told him.
-
-"He was awful funny while we done the work. He was awful still, too.
-Once when I lit on a piece of salt pork that I knew, first look, was
-rusty, 'Them folks down on the flats buys it,' he says. 'They like it
-just as good as new-killed.' 'All right,' s'I, careless, 'I'll make a
-note of that to shine in my article. It needs humour some,' s'I. Then
-Silas swore, soft and under his breath, as an elder should, but quite
-vital. And he took the pork out to the alley barrel, an' I sprinkled
-ashes on it so's he shouldn't slip out and save it afterwards.
-
-"It was 'leven o'clock when we got done, me having swept out behind the
-counters myself, and Silas he mopped his face and stood hauling at his
-collar.
-
-"'I'll get on my white kids now,' s'e, dry. 'I can't go pourin' kerosene
-an' slicin' cheese in this place barehanded any more. Gosh,' he says, 'I
-bet when they see it, they'll want to have church in here this comin'
-Sunday.'
-
-"'No need to be sacrilegious, as I know of, Silas,' s'I, sharp.
-
-"'No need to be livin' at all, as I see,' says Silas, morbid; 'just lay
-low an' other folks'll step in an' do it for you, real capable.'
-
-"I give him the last word. I thought it was his man's due.
-
-"When I got back to the office, Libby Liberty an' Mis' Toplady was there
-before me. They was both setting on high stools up to the file shelf,
-with their feet tucked up, an' the reason was that Viney Liberty was
-mopping the floor. She had a big pail of suds and her skirt pinned up,
-and she was just lathering them boards. Mis' Sykes at the main desk was
-still labouring over her editorials, breathing hard, the boards steaming
-soap all around her.
-
-"'I couldn't stand it,' Viney says. 'How a man can mould public opinion
-in a place where the floor is pot-black gets me. My land, my ash house
-is a dinin' room side of this room, an' the window was a regular gray
-frost with dust. Ain't men the funniest lot of folks?' she says.
-
-"'Funny,' says I, 'but awful amiable if you kind of sing their key-note
-to 'em.'
-
-"Mis' Sykes pulled my skirt.
-
-"'How was he?' she asks in a pale voice.
-
-"'He was crusty,' says I, triumphant, 'but he's beat.'
-
-"She never smiled. 'Calliope Marsh,' says she, cold, 'if you've sassed
-my husband, I'll never forgive you.'
-
-"I tell you, men may be some funny, and often are. But women is odd as
-Dick's hatband and I don't know but odder.
-
-"'How'd you get on?' I says to Mis' Toplady and the Libertys. The
-Libertys they handed out a list on two sheets, both sides with sums
-ranging from ten to fifty cents towards a shelf library for public use;
-but Mis' Toplady, the tears was near streaming down her cheeks.
-
-"'Rob Henney,' she says, mournful, 'gimme to understand he'd see me
-in--some place he hadn't ought to of spoke of to me, nor to no
-one--before I could get in his milk sheds.'
-
-"'What did you say to him?' I ask', sympathetic.
-
-"'I t-told him,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that lookin' for me wouldn't be the
-only reason he'd hev for goin' there. And then he said some more. He
-said he'd be in here this afternoon to stop his subscription off.'
-
-"'So you didn't get a thing?' I says, grieving for her, but Mis'
-Toplady, she bridled through her tears.
-
-"'I got a column!' she flashed out. 'I put in about the sheds, that the
-whole town knows, anyway, an' I put in what he said to me. An' I'm goin'
-to read it to him when he comes in. An' after that he can take his pick
-about havin' it published, or else cleanin' up an' allowin' Sodality to
-inspect him reg'lar.'
-
-"By just before twelve o'clock we was all back in the office, Mis' Fire
-Chief, Mis' Uppers, fresh from the slaughterhouse, and so on, all but
-Mame Holcomb that was out seeing to the circulation. And I tell you we
-set to work in earnest, some of us to the desks, and some of us working
-on their laps, and everybody hurrying hectic. The office was awful
-hot--Mis' Sturgis had built up a little light fire to heat up her beef
-broth, and she was stirring it, her shawl folded about her, in between
-writing receipts. But it made it real confusing, all of us doing our
-best so hard, and wanting to tell each other what had happened, and
-seeing about spelling and all.
-
-"'Land, land,' says Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'you'd ought to _see_ the
-Carters' back door. They wan't nobody to home there, so I just took a
-look, anyway, bein' it was for Sodality, so. They ain't no real garbage
-pail--'
-
-"'Who said, "Give me Liberty or give me Death?"' ask' Mis' Sykes,
-looking up kind o' glassy. 'Was it Daniel Webster or Daniel Boone?'
-
-"'Ladies,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, when we'd settled down on Daniel
-Boone, 'if I ever do a crime, I won't stop short at stealin' somebody's
-cow an' goin' to calaboose. I'll do a whole beef corner, or some real
-United States sin, an' get put in a place that's clean. Why over to the
-calaboose--'
-
-"'Ugh!' says Mis' Uppers, 'don't say "beef" when I'm where I can hear.
-I donno what I'll do without my steak, but do it I will. Ladies, the
-cleanest of us is soundin' brass an' tinklin' cannibals. Why do they
-call 'em _tinklin'_ cannibals?' she wondered to us all.
-
-"'Oh--,' wailed Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair, 'some of you ladies
-give me your salad dressing receipt. Mine is real good on salad, but on
-paper it don't sound fit to eat. I don't seem to have no book-style
-about me to-day.'
-
-"'How do you spell _embarrass_?' asked Libby Liberty. 'Is it an _r_ an'
-two _s_'s or two _r_'s and an _s_?'
-
-"'It's two _s_'s at the end, so it must be one _r_,' volunteers Mis'
-Sykes. 'That used to mix me up some, too.'
-
-"Just then up come Abagail Arnold bringing the noon lunch, and she had
-the sandwiches and the eggs not only, but a pot of hot coffee thrown in,
-and a basket of doughnuts, sugared. She set them out on Mis' Sykes's
-desk, and we all laid down our pencils and drew up on our high stools
-and swing chairs, Mis' Sturgis and all, and nothing in the line of food
-had ever looked so welcoming.
-
-"'Oh, the eatableness of nice refreshments!' says Mis' Toplady, sighing.
-
-"'This is when it ain't victuals, its viands,' says Mis' Sykes, showing
-pleased.
-
-"But well do I remember, we wasn't started to eat, and Abagail still
-doing the pouring, when the composing room door opened--I donno _why_
-they called it that, for we done the composing in the office, and they
-only got out the paper in there--and in come the foreman, with an apron
-of bed-ticking. He was Riddy Styles, that we all knew him.
-
-"'Excuse me,' he says, hesitating, 'but us fellows thought we'd ought to
-mention that we can't get no paper out by quittin' time if we don't get
-a-hold of some copy pretty quick.'
-
-"'Copy o' what?' says Mis' Sykes, our editor.
-
-"'Why, copy,' says Riddy. 'Stuff for the paper.'
-
-"Mis' Sykes looked at him, majestic.
-
-"'_Stuff_,' she says. 'You will please to speak,' she says, 'more
-respectfully than that to us ladies, Mr. Styles.'
-
-"'It was meant right,' says Riddy, stubborn. 'It's the word we always
-use.'
-
-"'It ain't the word you use, not with us,' says Mis' Sykes, womanly.
-
-"'Well,' says Riddy, 'we'd ought to get to settin' up _somethin'_ by
-half past twelve, if we start in on the dictionary.'
-
-"Then he went off to his dinner, and the other men with him, and Mis'
-Sykes leaned back limp.
-
-"'I been writin' steady,' she says, 'since half past eight o'clock this
-mornin', an' I've only got one page an' one-half composed.'
-
-"We ask' each other around, and none of us was no more then started, let
-be it was Mis' Toplady, that had got in first.
-
-"'Le's us leave our lunch,' says Mis' Sykes, then. 'Le's us leave it
-un-et. Abagail, you put it back in the basket an' pour the coffee into
-the pot. An' le's us _write_. Wouldn't we all rather hev one of our sick
-headaches,' she says, firm, 'than mebbe make ourselves the Laughing
-Stock? Ladies, I ask you.'
-
-"An' we woulded, one and all. Sick headaches don't last long, but
-laughed-at has regular right down eternal life.
-
-"Ain't it strange how slow the writing muscles and such is, that you
-don't use often? Pitting cherries, splitting squash, peeling potatoes,
-slicing apples, making change at church suppers,--us ladies is lightning
-at 'em all. But getting idees down on paper--I declare if it ain't more
-like waiting around for your bread to raise on a cold morning. Still
-when you're worried, you can press forward more than normal, and among
-us we had quite some material ready for Riddy and the men when they came
-back. But not Mis' Sykes. She wan't getting on at all.
-
-"'If I could only _talk_ it,' she says, grieving, 'or I donno if I could
-even do that. What I want to say is in me, rarin' around my head like
-life, an' yet I can't get it out no more'n money out of a tin bank. I
-shall disgrace Sodality,' she says, wild.
-
-"'Cheer up,' says Libby Liberty, soothing. 'Nobody ever reads the
-editorials, anyway. I ain't read one in years.'
-
-"'You tend to your article,' snaps Mis' Sykes.
-
-"I had got my write-up of Silas all turned in to Riddy, and I was
-looking longing at Abagail's basket, when, banging the door, in come
-somebody breathing like raging, and it was Rob Henney, that I guess we'd
-all forgot about except it was Mis' Toplady that was waiting for him.
-
-"Rob Henney always talks like he was long distance.
-
-"'I come in,' he says, blustering, 'I come in to quit off my
-subscription to this fool paper, that a lot o' fool women--'
-
-"Mis' Sykes looks up at him out from under her hand that her head was
-resting on.
-
-"'Go on out o' here, Mr. Henney,' she says sharp to him, 'an' quit your
-subscription quiet. Can't you see you're disturbing us?' she says.
-
-"With that Mis' Toplady wheeled around on her high stool and looked at
-him, calm as a clock.
-
-"'Rob Henney,' says she, 'you come over here. I'll read you what I've
-wrote about you,' she told him.
-
-"The piece begun like this:--
-
-"'Rob Henney, our esteemed fellow-townsman and milkman, was talked with
-this morning on his cow sheds. The reporter said to same that what was
-wanting would be visiting the stables, churn, cans, pans, and like that,
-being death is milked out of most cows if they are not kept clean and
-inspected regular for signs of consumption. Mr. Henney replied as
-follows:
-
-"'First: That his cows had never been inspected because nothing of that
-kind had ever been necessary.
-
-"'Second: That he was in the milk business for a living, and did the
-town expect him to keep it in milk for its health?
-
-"'Third: That folks had been drinking milk since milk begun, and if the
-Lord saw fit to call them home, why not through milk, or even through
-consumption, as well as through pneumonia and others?
-
-"'Fourth: That he would see the reporter--a lady--in the
-lake-that-burneth-with-fire before his sheds and churn and pans and cans
-should be put in the paper.
-
-"'Below is how the sheds, churn, pans, and cans look to-day....' And I
-tell you, Mis' Toplady, she didn't spare no words. When she meant What,
-she said What, elaborate.
-
-"I didn't know for a minute but we'd hev to mop Rob up off the clean
-floor. But Mis' Toplady she never forgot who she was.
-
-"'Either that goes in the paper to-night,' she says, 'or you'll clean up
-your milk surroundin's--pick your choice. An' Sodality's through with
-you if you don't, besides.'
-
-"'Put it in print! Put it in print, if you dast!' yells Rob,
-wind-milling his arms some.
-
-"'No need to make an earthquake o' yourself,' Mis' Toplady points out to
-him, serene.
-
-"And at that Rob adds a word intending to express a cussing idee, and he
-outs and down the stairs. And Mis' Toplady starts to take her article
-right in to Riddy. But in the door she met Riddy, hurrying into the
-office again. I never see anybody before that looked both red and
-haggard, but Riddy did. He come right to the point:--
-
-"'Some of you ladies has got to quit handing in--news,' he says,
-scrabbling for a word to please Mis' Sykes. 'We're up to our eyes in
-here now. An' there ain't enough room in the paper, either, not without
-you get out eight pages or else run a supplement or else throw away the
-whole patent inside. An' those ways, we ain't got enough type even if we
-had time to burn.'
-
-"Mis' Sykes pushed back her green shade, looking just _chased_.
-
-"'What does he mean?' she says. 'Can't he tend to his type and things
-with us doing all the work?'
-
-"Riddy took this real nettlish.
-
-"'I mean,' s'he, clear but brutal, 'you got to cut your stuff somewheres
-to the tune of a couple o' columns.'
-
-"Well, it's hard to pick out which colour you'll take when you have a
-new dress only once in every so seldom; or which of your hens you'll
-kill when you know your chickens like you know your own mind; but these
-are nothing to the time we had deciding on what to omit out of the paper
-that night. And the decision hurt us even more than the deciding, for
-what we left out was Mis' Sturgis's two women's columns.
-
-"'We _can't_ leave out meat nor milk nor cleanliness nor the library,'
-says Mis' Toplady, reasonable, 'because them are the things we live by.
-An' so with the other write-ups we got planned. But receipts and
-patterns an' moth balls is only kind o' decorations, seems though.
-Besides, we all know about 'em, an' it's time we stopped talkin' about
-'em, anyway.'
-
-"Mis' Sturgis she cried a little on the corner of her shawl.
-
-"'The receipts an' patterns an' moth balls is so w-womanly,' she says.
-
-"Mis' Toplady whirled round at her.
-
-"'If you know anything more womanly than conquerin' dirt an' disease an'
-the-dead-that-needn't-die,' s'she, 'I'll roll up my sleeves an' be into
-it. But it won't be eyelet embroidery nor yet boiled frostin'!'
-
-"After that they wrote in hasty peace, though four o'clock come racing
-across the day like a runaway horse, and us not out of its way. And a
-few minutes past, when Riddy was waiting in the door for Mis' Sykes's
-last page, somebody most knocked him over, and there come Mis' Holcomb,
-our circulation editor, purple and white, like a ghost.
-
-"'Lock the door--lock it!' she says. 'I've bolted the one to the foot of
-the stairs. Lock both outside ones an' lay yourselves low!' s'she.
-
-"Riddy an' I done the locking, me well knowing Mis' Holcomb couldn't
-give a false alarm no more than a map could.
-
-"'What is it?' we says, pressing Mis' Holcomb to speak, that couldn't
-even breathe.
-
-"'Oh, ladies,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'they've rejoined us, or whatever it
-is they do. I mean they're going to rejoin us from gettin' out
-to-night's paper. The sheriff or the coroner or whoever it is they have,
-is comin' with injunctions--_is_ that like handcuffs, do you know? An'
-it's Rob Henney's doin'. Eppleby told me. An' I run down the alley an'
-beat 'em to it. They're most here. Let's us slap into print what's wrote
-an' be ready with the papers the livin' minute we can.'
-
-"Mis' Sykes had shoved her green shade onto the back of her head, and
-her crimping pins was all showing forth.
-
-"'What good'll it do us to get the paper _out_?' says she, in a numb
-voice. 'We can't distribute 'em around to no one with the sheriff to the
-front door with them things to put on us.'
-
-"Then Mis' Holcomb smiled, with her eyes shut, where she sat, breathing
-so hard it showed through.
-
-"'I come in the coal door, at the alley,' s'she. 'They'll never think o'
-that. Besides, the crowd'll be in front an' the carrier boys too, an'
-they'll want to show off out there. An' Eppleby knows--he told me to
-come in that way--an' he'll keep 'em interested out in front. Le's us
-each take the papers, an' out the coal door, an' distribute 'em around,
-ourselves, without the boys, an' collect in the money same time.'
-
-"And that was how we done. For when they come to the door and found it
-locked, they pounded a little to show who was who and who wan't and then
-they waited out there calm enough, thinking to stop us when the papers
-come down would be plenty time. They waited out there, calm and sure,
-while upstairs Bedlam went on, but noiseless. And after us ladies was
-done with our part, we sat huddled up in the office, soothing Mis'
-Sturgis and each other.
-
-"'In one sentence,' Mis' Holcomb says, 'Eppleby says Rob Henney was
-going to _put_ injunctions on us. An' in the next he says he was goin'
-to _serve_ 'em. What did he mean by that, do you s'pose?'
-
-"'I donno what he meant,' says Mis' Toplady, 'but I wouldn't have
-anything to do with _anything_ Rob Henney served.'
-
-"That made us think of Abagail's lunch, laying un-et in the basket. They
-wasn't none of us felt like eating, but Mis' Sturgis says she bet if we
-didn't eat it, Abagail would feel she hadn't had no part in writing the
-paper like us, and so we broke off a little something once around; but
-food didn't have much fun for us, not then. And nothing did up to the
-minute the paper was done, and we was all ready to sly out the alley
-door.
-
-"With Sodality and Riddy Styles and the composing-room men we had above
-twenty carriers. Riddy and the men helped us, one and all, because of
-course the paper was a little theirs, too, and they was interested and
-liked the lark. Land, land, I ain't felt so young or so wicked as I done
-getting out that alley door. There's them I wish could see that there's
-just as much fun keeping secret about something that may be good as in
-being sly about something regular bad.
-
-"When we finally got outside it was suppertime and summer seeming, and
-the hour was all sweet and frank, and the whole village was buried in
-its evening fried mush and potatoes, or else sprinkling their front
-yards. I donno how it was with the others, but I know I went along the
-streets seeing through them little houses like they was glass, and
-seeing the young folks eating their suppers and growing up and getting
-ready to live and to _be_. And in us ladies' arms, in them heavy papers,
-it seemed to me we was carrying new life to them, in little ways--in
-little ways, but ways that was going to be big with meaning. And I felt
-as if something in me kind of snuggled up closer to the way things was
-meant to be.
-
-"Us that went west got clear the whole length of Daphne Street without
-anybody seeing what we was doing, or else believing that we was doing it
-orderly and legitimate. And away out by the Pump pasture, we started in
-distributing, and we come working down town, handing out papers to the
-residence part like mad and taking in dimes like wild. They was so many
-of us, and the _Evening Daily_ office was so located, that by the time
-Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I come around the corner where the men
-and Rob Henney and the rejoiners and the carriers was loafing, waiting,
-smoking, and secure, we didn't have many papers left. And we three was
-the first ones back.
-
-"'Evenin' paper?' says Mis' Toplady, casual. '_Friendship Village
-Evenin' Daily, Extra?_ All the news for a dime?'
-
-"Never have I see a man so truly flabbergasted as Rob Henney, and he did
-look like death.
-
-"'You're rejoined!' he yelled, or whatever it is they say--'you're
-rejoined by law from printin' your papers or from deestributin' the
-same.'
-
-"'Why, Rob Henney,' says Mis' Toplady, 'no call to show fight like that.
-Half the town is readin' its papers by now. They've been out for
-three-quarters of an hour,' she says.
-
-"Then soft and faint and acrost the street, we heard somebody laugh, and
-then kind of spat hands; and we all looked up. And there in the open
-upstairs window of the building opposite, we see leaning out Eppleby
-Holcomb and Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes. And when we crossed eyes,
-they all made a little cheer like a theatre; and then they come clumping
-down stairs and acrost to where we was.
-
-"'Won out, didn't you, by heck!' says Silas, that can only see that far.
-
-"'Blisterin' Benson,' says Timothy, gleeful. '_I_ say we ain't got no
-cause to regret our wifes' brains.'
-
-"But Eppleby, he never said a word. He just smiled slow and a-looking
-past us. And we knew that from the beginning he had seen our whole plan,
-face to face.
-
-"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and me, seeing how Rob Henney stood
-muttering and beat, and seeing how the day had gone, and seeing what was
-what in the world and in all outside of it, we looked at each other,
-dead tired, and real happy, and then we just dragged along home to our
-kitchens and went to cooking supper. But oh, it wasn't our same old
-kitchens nor it wasn't our same old Friendship Village. We was in places
-newer and better and up higher, where we see how things are, and how
-life would get more particular about us if we'd get particular about
-some more of life.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-
-"Well, of course then we had Sixty Dollars or so to spend, and Sodality
-never could rest a minute when it had money to do with if it wasn't
-doing it, any more than it could rest when it had something to do and no
-money to do with. It made a nice, active circle. Wishing for dreams to
-come true, and then, when they do come true, making the true things
-sprout more dreams, is another of them circles. I always think they're
-what keeps us a-going, not only immortal but busy.
-
-"And then with us there's another reason for voting our money prompt. As
-soon as we've made any and the news has got out around, it's happened
-two-three times that somebody has put in an application for a headstone
-for somebody dead that can't afford one. The first time that was done
-the application was made by the wife of a harness maker that had a
-little shop in the back street and had been saving up his money for a
-good tombstone. 'I ain't had much of a position here in life,' he used
-to say. 'I never was pointed out as a leading citizen. But I'm goin' to
-fix it so's when I'm buried and folks come to the Cemetery, nobody'll
-get by my grave without noticin' my tombstone.' And then he took sick
-with inflammatory rheumatism, and if it didn't last him three years and
-et up his whole tombstone fund. He use' to worry about it considerable
-as the rheumatism kept reducing the granite inch after inch, and he
-died, thinking he wasn't going to have nothing but markers to him. So
-his old wife come and told Sodality, crying to think he wasn't going to
-seem no real true inhabitant of Cemetery, any more than he had of the
-village. And we felt so sorry for her we took part of the Thirty Dollars
-we'd made at the rummage sale and bought him a nice cement stone, and
-put the verse on to attract attention that he'd wrote himself:--
-
-
- "'STOP. LOOK. LISTEN.
- HERE LAYS ME.
- MY GRAVE IS JUST AS BIG
- AS YOURS WILL BE.'
-
-
-"Some was inclined to criticise Jeb for being so ambitious in death, and
-stopping to think how good a showing he could make. But I donno, I
-always sort of understood him. He wanted to be somebody. He'd used to
-try to have a voice in public affairs, but somehow what he proposed
-wasn't ever practical and never could get itself adopted. His judgment
-wasn't much, and time and again he'd voted against the town's good, and
-he see it afterward. He missed being a real citizen of his town, and he
-knew it, and he hankered to be a citizen of his Cemetery. And wherever
-he is now, I bet that healthy hankering is strained and purified and
-helping him ahead.
-
-"But our buying that stone for Jeb's widow's husband's grave let us in
-for perpetual applications for monuments; and so when we had any money
-we always went right to work and voted it for general Cemetery
-improvement, so there wasn't ever any money in the treasury for the
-applications. Anyway, we felt we'd ought to encourage self-made graves
-and not pauperize our corpses.
-
-"So the very next afternoon after we got our paper out, we met at Mis'
-Sykes's; and the day being mild and gold, almost all of Sodality turned
-out, and Mis' Sykes used both her parlours. It was funny; but such times
-there fell on them that sat Front Parlour a sort of
-what-you-might-call-distinction over them that sat Back Parlour. It's
-the same to our parties. Them that are set down to the dining-room table
-always seem a little more company than them that are served to the
-little sewing tables around in the open rooms, and we all feel it,
-though we all pretend not, as well-bred as we know how. I donno but
-there's something to it, too. Mis' Sykes, for instance, she always gets
-put to a dining table. Nobody would ever think of setting her down to a
-small one, no more than they would a Proudfit. But me, I generally get
-tucked down to a sewing table and in a rocking-chair, if there ain't
-enough cane seats to go around. Things often divide themselves true to
-themselves in this life, after all.
-
-"This was the last regular meeting before our Annual. The Annual, at
-Insley's suggestion, was going to be in the schoolhouse, and it was
-going to be an open evening meeting, with the whole town invited in and
-ice-cream served after. Regular meetings Sodality gives just tea;
-special meetings we give hot chocolate or ice-lemonade, or both if the
-weather is unsettled; for entertainments we have cut-up fruit and little
-bakery cakes; but to our Annual we mount up to ice-cream and some of our
-best cake makers' layer cake. And us ladies always dress according:
-afternoon home dresses to regular meetings; second best to specials;
-Sunday silks to entertainments; and straight going-out clothes for the
-Annual. It makes it real nice. Nobody need to come dressed wrong, and
-nobody can go away disappointed at what they've been fed.
-
-"The meeting that day all ought to have gone smooth enough, it being so
-nice that our paper had sold well and all, but I guess the most of us
-was too tired out to have tried to have a meeting so soon. Anyhow, we
-didn't seem to come together slippery and light-running, like we do some
-days; but instead I see the minute we begun to collect that we was all
-inclined to be heavy and, though not cross, yet frictionish.
-
-"For instance: Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss had come in a new red
-waist with black raspberry buttons. And it was too much for Mis' Fire
-Chief Merriman that's been turning her black poplin ever since the Fire
-Chief died.
-
-"'Dear me, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'I never see anybody have more
-dressy clothes. Did you put that on just for us?'
-
-"Mis' Holcomb shut her lips tight.
-
-"'This is for home wear,' she says short, when she opened them.
-
-"'Mean to say you get a cooked supper in that rig?' says Mis' Merriman.
-'Fry meat in it, do you?'
-
-"'We don't eat as hearty as some,' says Mame. 'We don't insist on warm
-suppers. We feel at our house we have to keep our bills down.'
-
-"Mis' Merriman straightened up, real brittle.
-
-"'My gracious,' she says, 'I guess I live as cheap as the best does.'
-
-"'I see you buying _shelled_ nuts, just the same,' says Mis' Holcomb,
-'when shellin' 'em with your fingers cost twenty cents off.'
-
-"'I ain't never had my store-buyin' criticised before,' says Mis'
-Merriman, elbows back.
-
-"'Nor,' says Mis' Holcomb, bitter, 'have I ever before, in my twenty-six
-years of married life, ever been called _dressy_.'
-
-"Then Mis' Toplady, she sort of shouldered into the minute, big and
-placid and nice-feeling.
-
-"'Mame,' she says, 'set over here where you can use the lead-pencil on
-my watch chain, and put down that crochet pattern I wanted, will you?'
-
-"Mame come over by her and took the pencil, Mis' Toplady leaning over
-so's she could use it; but before she put the crochet pattern down, Mame
-made one, experimental, on the stiff bottom of her work-bag, and Libby
-Liberty thought she'd make a little joking.
-
-"'S-sh-h,' says Libby, 'the authoress is takin' down notes.'
-
-"Mis' Holcomb has had two-three poems in the _Friendship Daily_, and
-she's real sensitive over it.
-
-"'I'd be polite if I couldn't be pleasant, Libby,' says Mame, acid.
-
-"'I'm pleasant enough to pleasant folks,' snaps Libby, up in arms in a
-minute. Nothing whatever makes anybody so mad as to have what was meant
-playful took plain.
-
-"'I,' says Mis' Holcomb, majestic, 'would pay some attention to my
-company manners, no matter what I was in the home.'
-
-"'That makes me think,' puts in Mis' Toplady, hasty, 'speaking of
-company so, who's heard anything about the evenin' company up to
-Proudfits'?'
-
-"It was something all our heads was full of, being half the village had
-just been invited in to the big evening affair that was to end up the
-house party, and we'd all of pitched in and talked fast anyhow to take
-our minds off the spat.
-
-"'Elbert's comin' home to go to it an' to stay Sunday an' as much as he
-can spare,' says Mis' Sykes. Elbert is her son and all Silas Sykes ought
-to of been, Elbert is.
-
-"'Letty Ames is home for the party, too,' says Libby Liberty, speaking
-up in defence of their block, that Letty lives in. She's just graduated
-at Indian Mound and has been visiting up the state.
-
-"My niece that had come on for a few days would be gone before the party
-come off, so she didn't seem worth mentioning for real news value at a
-time when everything was centring in an evening company at Proudfit
-House. No doubt about it, Proudfit House does give distinction to
-Friendship Village, kind of like a finishing school would, or a circus
-wintering in us.
-
-"'I heard,' says Mis' Jimmy Sturgis, 'that the hired help set up all
-night long cleanin' the silver. I shouldn't think _that_ would of been
-necessary, with any kind of management behind 'em.'
-
-"'You don't get much management now'-days,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait,
-sighing. 'Things slap along awful haphazard.'
-
-"'I know I ain't the system to myself that I use' to have,' says Abagail
-Arnold. 'Why, the other day I found my soda in one butt'ry an' my bakin'
-powder in the other.'
-
-"'An' I heard,' says Mame Holcomb--that's one thing about Mame, you
-can't keep her mad. She'll flare up and be a tongue of flame one minute,
-and the next she's actin' like a friendly open fire on a family hearth.
-And I always trust that kind--I can't help it--'I heard,' she said,
-'that for the party that night the ice-cream is coming in forms,
-calla-lilies an' dogs an' like that.'
-
-"'I heard,' says Mis' Uppers, 'that Emerel Daniel was invited up to help
-an' she set up nights and got her a new dress for helpin' in, and now
-little Otie's sick and she likely can't go near.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady looks over her glasses.
-
-"'Is Otie sick again?' says she. 'Well, if Emerel don't move out of
-Black Hollow, she'll lose him just like she done Abe. Can't she sell?'
-
-"Black Hollow is the town's pet breeding place for typhoid, that the
-ladies has been at the council to clean up for a year now. And nobody
-will buy there, so Emerel's had to live in her house to save rent.
-
-"'She's made her a nice dress an' she was so excited and pleased,' says
-Mis' Uppers, grieving. 'I do hope it was a dark shade so if bereavement
-follows--'
-
-"'I suppose you'll have a new cloth, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis'
-Hubbelthwait, 'you're so up-to-date.' It's always one trouble with Mis'
-Hubbelthwait: she will flatter the flatterable. But that time it didn't
-work. Mis' Sykes was up on a chair fixing a window-shade that had flew
-up, and I guess she must have pinched her finger, she was so crispy.
-
-"'I thought I _had_ things that was full stylish enough to wear,' she
-says stiff.
-
-"'I didn't mean harm,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, humble.
-
-"Just then we all got up to see out the window, for the Proudfit
-automobile drew up to Mis' Sykes's gate. They was several folks in it,
-like they had been most of the time during the house party, with
-everybody flying hither and yon; and they was letting Mis' Emmons out.
-It was just exactly like her to remember to come right out of the midst
-of a house party to a meeting of Sodality. That woman was pure gold.
-When they was a lot of things to choose about, she always seemed to let
-the pleasant and the light and the easy-to-do slip right through her
-fingers, that would close up by and by on the big real thing that most
-folks would pretend to try to catch _after_ it had slipped through, and
-yet would be awful glad to see disappearing.
-
-"We didn't talk clothes any more after Mis' Emmons come in. Some way her
-clothes was so professional seeming, in colour and cut, that beside of
-her the rest of us never said much about ours; though I will say Mis'
-Emmons always wore her clothes like she was no more thinking about them
-than she would be thinking about morning housework togs.
-
-"'Well-said, how's the little boy, Mis' Emmons?' asks Mis' Toplady,
-hearty. 'I declare I couldn't go to sleep a night or two ago for
-thinkin' about the little soul. Heard any sound out of his folks?'
-
-"'I'm going to tell you about that pretty soon,' Mis' Emmons
-answered--and it made my heart beat a little with wondering if she'd got
-her plans thought out, not only four-square, but tower-high. 'He is
-well--he wanted to come to the meeting. "I like ladies," he said, "when
-they look at me like loving, but not when they touch me much." Mr.
-Insley has him out walking.'
-
-"'Little soul,' says Mis' Toplady, again.
-
-"Out in the back parlour, some of us had been talking about Christopher
-already.
-
-"'I heard,' Mis' Merriman says, that wasn't to the church the night
-Christopher come, 'I heard that he didn't have much of any clothes on.
-An' that nobody could understand what he said. An' that nobody could get
-him to speak a word.'
-
-"'Pshaw,' Mis' Sturgis puts in, 'he was a nice-dressed little boy,
-though wet; an' quite conversational.'
-
-"'Well, I think it's a great problem,' says Mis' Uppers. 'He's too young
-for the poorhouse and too old for the babies' home. Seems like they
-wasn't anything _to_ do with him.'
-
-"There come a lull when Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in a ruffled lawn that
-had shrunk too short for anything but house wear, stood up by the piano
-and called the meeting to order. And when we'd got on down to new
-business, the purpose of the meeting and a hint of the pleasure was
-stated formal by Mis' Sykes herself. 'One thing why I like to preside at
-Sodality,' I heard her tell once, 'is, you do get your say whenever you
-want it, and nobody can interrupt you when you're in the chair.'
-
-"'Ladies,' she says, 'we've seen from the treasurer's report we've got
-some Sixty-odd Dollars on hand. The question is, where shall we vote it
-to. Let the discussion be free.'
-
-"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke first, with a kind of a bright
-manner of having thought it all out over her dish pan and her bread pan.
-There is this about belonging to Sodality: We just live Sodality every
-day, around our work. We don't forget it except to meetings, same as
-some.
-
-"'Well, I just tell you what,' Mame says, 'I think now is our time to
-get a big monument for the middle of Cemetery that'll do some credit to
-the Dead. All our little local headstones is quite tasty and shows our
-interest in them that's gone before; but not one of them is real
-up-to-date. Let's buy a nice monument that'll show from the railroad
-track.'
-
-"I spoke up short off from the back parlour, where I set 'scallopin' a
-bedspread about as big as the carpet.
-
-"'Who to?' I says.
-
-"'Oh, I donno's it makes much differ'nce,' Mis' Holcomb says, warming to
-her theme, 'so's it was some leadin' citizen. We might take a town vote
-on it.'
-
-"Mis' Sturgis set up straight, eyebrows up. I donno how it is, but Mis'
-Sturgis's pompadour always seems so much higher as soon as she gets
-interested.
-
-"'Why, my gracious,' she says, 'we might earn quite a lot o' money that
-way. We might have a regular votin' contest on who that's dead should
-get the monument--so much a vote an' the names of the successful ones
-run every night in the _Daily_--'
-
-"'Well-a, why do it for anybody dead?' says Libby Liberty. 'Why not get
-the monument here and have it on view an' then have folks kind of bid on
-it for their own, real votin' style. In the cities now everybody picks
-out their own monuments ahead of time. That would be doing for the
-Living, the way Mr. Insley said.'
-
-"'Oh, there'd be hard feelin' that way,' spoke up Mis' Uppers, decided.
-'Whoever got it, an' got buried under it, never could feel it was his
-own stone. Everybody that had bought votes for themselves could come out
-walking in the Cemetery Sunday afternoons and could point out the
-monument and tell how much of a money interest they had in it. Oh, no, I
-don't think that'd do at all.'
-
-"'Well, stick to havin' it for the Dead, then,' Libby gives in. 'We've
-got to remember our constitution.'
-
-"Mis' Amanda Toplady was always going down after something in the bottom
-of her pocket, set low in her full black skirt. She done this now, for a
-spool or a lozenger. And she says, meantime: 'Seems like that'd be awful
-irreverent, connectin' up the Dead with votes that way.'
-
-"'_My_ notion,' says Mis' Sykes, with her way of throwin' up one corner
-of her head, 'it ain't one-tenth part as irreverent as forgettin' all
-about 'em.'
-
-"'Of course it ain't,' agreed Mis' Hubbelthwait. 'Real, true irreverence
-is made up of buryin' folks and leavin' 'em go their way. Why, I bet
-you there ain't any one of 'em that wouldn't be cheered up by bein'
-voted for.'
-
-"I couldn't help piping up again from the back parlour. 'What about them
-that don't get no votes?' I asks. 'What about them that is beat in death
-like they may of been in life? What's there to cheer them up? If I was
-them,' says I, 'I'd ha'nt the whole Sodality.'
-
-"'No need to be so sacrilegious in speakin' of the Dead as I know of,
-Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes that was in the chair and could rebuke at
-will.
-
-"That made me kind o' mad, and I answered back, chair or no chair: 'A
-thing is sacrilegious,' says I, 'according to which side of the fence
-you're on. But the fence it don't change none.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady looked over her glasses and out the window and like she
-see far away.
-
-"'Land, land,' she says, 'I'd like to take that Sixty Dollars and hire
-some place to invite the young folks into evenings, that don't have no
-place to go on earth for fun. Friendship Village,' says she, 'is about
-as lively as Cemetery is for the young folks.'
-
-"'Well, but, Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes, reprovin', 'the young folks
-is alive and able to see to themselves. They don't come in Sodality's
-scope. Everything we do has got to be connect' with Cemetery.'
-
-"'I can't help it,' Mis' Toplady answers, 'if it is. I'd like to invite
-'em in for some good safe evenin's somewheres instead of leaving 'em
-trapse the streets. And if I had to have Cemetery in it somehow, I donno
-but I'd make it a lawn party and give it in Cemetery and have done with
-it.'
-
-"We all laughed, but I knew that underneath, Mis' Toplady was kind of
-half-and-half in earnest.
-
-"'The young folks,' says Mis' Sykes, mysterious, 'is going to be took
-care of by the proper means, very, very soon.'
-
-"'I donno,' says Mis' Holcomb, obstinate. 'I think the monument is a
-real nice idea. Grandfather Holcomb, now, him that helped draft the
-town, or whatever it is they do, I bet he'd be real pleased to be voted
-for.'
-
-"But Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, seems she couldn't forget the little way
-Mame had spoke to her before, and she leaned forward and cut her way
-into the talking.
-
-"'Why, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'of course your Grandfather Holcomb can
-be voted on if he wants to and if he thinks he could get it. But dead
-though he is, what he done can't hold a candle to what Grandfather
-Merriman done. That man just about run this town for years on end.'
-
-"'I heard he did,' said Mame, short. 'Those was the days before things
-was called by their true names in politics and in graft and like that.'
-
-"'I'm sure,' says Mis' Merriman, her voice slipping, 'Grandfather
-Merriman was an angel in heaven to his family. And he started the very
-Cemetery by bein' buried in it first himself, and he took a front lot--'
-
-"'Ladies, ladies,' says Mis' Sykes, stern, 'we ain't votin' _yet_. Has
-anybody got anything else to offer? Let the discussion be free.'
-
-"'What do we get a monument for, anyway?' says Mis' Toplady, hemming
-peaceful. 'Why don't we stick the money onto the new iron fence for
-Cemetery, same as we've been trying to do for years?'
-
-"'That's what I was thinking,' says Abagail Arnold, smiling. 'Whenever I
-make one of my layer cakes for Sodality Annual, and frost it white and
-make mounds of frosted nuts on top, I always wish Cemetery had a fence
-around so's I could make a frosting one on the edge of the cake,
-appropriate.'
-
-"'Why, but my land, Abagail,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'can't you see the
-differ'nce between workin' for a dead iron fence and working for the
-real, right down Dead that once was the living? Where's your humanity,
-I'd like to know, and your loyalty to Friendship Village inhabitants
-that was, that you set the old iron fence over against 'em. What's a
-fence beside folks?'
-
-"All this time Mis' Emmons, there in the front parlour, had just sat
-still, stitching away on some little garment or other, but now she
-looked up quick, as if she was going to speak. She even begun to speak
-with a 'Madame President' that covered up several excited beginnings.
-But as she done so, I looked through the folding doors and see her catch
-sight of somebody out in the street. And I looked out the bay-window in
-the back parlour and I see who it was: it was a man, carefully guiding a
-little bit of a man who was walking on the flat board top of the Sykes's
-fence. So, instead of speaking formal, all Mis' Emmons done was to make
-a little motion towards the window, so that her contribution to the
-debating was nothing but--
-
-"'Madame President--look.'
-
-"We all looked, them in the out-of-range corners of the room getting up
-and holding their work in their aprons, and peering past; and us in the
-back parlour tried for glimpses out the side bay-window, past Mis'
-Sykes's big sword fern. And so the most of us see Insley walking with
-Christopher, who was footing it very delicate and grave, picking out his
-places to step as if a real lot depended on it.
-
-"'That's Chris,' says Mis' Emmons, simple, 'that's come to us.' And
-you'd of said she hardly spoke the 'us' real conscious of herself. She
-looked round at us all. 'Let's have him in for a minute,' she says.
-
-"'The little soul! Let's so do,' Mis' Amanda Toplady says, hearty.
-
-"It was Mis' Emmons that went to the door and called them, and I guess
-Insley, when he see her, must of wondered what made her face seem like
-that. He went on up town, and the little chap come trotting up the walk.
-
-"When Chris come in Mis' Sykes's front parlour among all the women,
-there run round that little murmuring sound that a crowd of women uses
-to greet the coming in their midst of any child. And I s'pose it was a
-little more so than ever for Chris, that they hadn't all seen
-yet--'count of so few being out the night he come and 'count of his
-having been up to Proudfit House 'most ever since. Us in the back
-parlour went crowding in the front, and some come down to the hall door
-to be the nearer. Mis' Amanda Toplady, hunting in her deep pocket, this
-time for a lozenger, says fervent above the rest:--
-
-"'The little soul.'
-
-"And he did resemble one, standing there so shy and manly in his new
-little brown clothes.
-
-"Mis' Emmons's eyes was bright, and I thought I see a kind of challenge
-in her way of drawing the child towards her.
-
-"'Chris,' she says, 'tell them what you had in your paper bag when you
-came to the church the other night.'
-
-"Chris remembered: Sugar rolls and cream-puffs and fruit-cake, he
-recites it grand. 'My supper,' he adds, no less grand. 'But that was
-'cause I didn't have my dinner nor my breakfast,' he explains, so's we
-wouldn't think he'd had too much at once.
-
-"'What was the matter with your foot?' Mis' Emmons goes on.
-
-"Christopher had a little smile that just about won you--a sort of
-abashed little smile, that begun over by one side of his mouth, and when
-he was going to smile that way he always started in by turning away his
-head. He done this now; but we could all hear what he said. It was:--
-
-"'My biggest toe went right through a hole, an' it choked me awful.'
-
-"About a child's foot hurting, or a little sore heel, there is something
-that makes mothers out of everybody, for a minute or two. The women all
-twittered into a little ripple of understanding. Probably to every woman
-there come the picture of the little cold, wet foot and the choked toe.
-I know I could see it, and I can see it yet.
-
-"'Lambin',' says Mis' Toplady, in more than two syllables, 'come here
-for a peppermint.'
-
-"Chris went right over to her. 'I been thirsty for a drink of water
-since all day,' he says confidential. 'Have you got one?'
-
-"Mis' Toplady went with the child, and then Mis' Emmons took something
-from her bag and held it up. It was Christopher's father's letter that
-he'd brought with him that night.
-
-"She read the letter out loud, in everybody's perfectly breathless
-silence that was broken only by Christopher laughing out in the kitchen.
-'My friends,' Mis' Emmons says when she'd got through, 'doesn't it seem
-to you as if our work had come to us? And that if it isn't Chris
-himself, at least it ought to be people, live people--and not an iron
-fence or even a monument that will show from the railroad track?'
-
-"And with that, standing in the doorway with my arms full of bedspread,
-I piped right up, just like I'd been longing to pipe up ever since that
-night at Mis' Emmons's when I'd talked with Insley:--
-
-"'Yes, sir,' I says emphatic, 'it does. Without meaning to be
-sacrilegious in the least,' I says toward Mis' Sykes, 'I believe that
-the Dead is a lot better prepared to take care of themselves than a good
-many of the Living is.'
-
-"There was a kind of a little pause at this, all but Mis' Sykes. Mis'
-Sykes don't pause easy. She spoke right back, sort of elevating one
-temple:--
-
-"'The object of this meeting as the chair understands it,' says she, 'is
-to discuss money spending, _not_ idees.'
-
-"But I didn't pay no more attention than as if I'd been a speaker in
-public life. And Mis' Toplady and Christopher, coming back to the room
-just then, I spoke to him and took a-hold of his little shoulder.
-
-"'Chris,' I says, 'tell 'em what you're going to be when you grow up.'
-
-"The little boy stood up with his back against the door-casing, and he
-spoke back between peppermints:--
-
-"'I'm going to drive the loads of hay,' he declares himself.
-
-"'A little bit ago,' I says to 'em, 'he was going to be a cream-puff
-man, and keep a church and manufacture black velvet for people's
-coffins. Think of all them futures--not to spend time on other
-possibilities. Don't it seem like we'd ought to keep him around here
-somewheres and help him decide? Don't it seem like what he's going to be
-is resting with us?'
-
-"But now Mis' Sykes spoke out in her most presidential tone.
-
-"'It would be perfectly impossible,' she says, 'for Sodality to spend
-its money on the child or on anybody else that's living. Our
-constitution says we shall work for Cemetery.'
-
-"'Well,' says I, rebellish, 'then let's rip up our old constitution and
-buy ourselves a new pattern.'
-
-"Mis' Sykes was getting to verge on mad.
-
-"'But Sodality ain't an orphan asylum, Calliope,' says she, 'nor none of
-us is that.'
-
-"'Ain't we--ain't we, Mis' Sykes?' I says. 'Sometimes I donno what we're
-for if we ain't that.'
-
-"And then I just clear forgot myself, in one of them times that don't
-let you get to sleep that night for thinking about, and that when you
-wake up is right there by the bed waiting for you, and that makes you
-feel sore when you think of afterwards--sore, but glad, too.
-
-"'That's it,' I says, 'that's it. I've been thinking about that a good
-deal lately. I s'pose it's because I ain't any children of my own to be
-so busy for that I can't think about their real good. Seems to me there
-ain't a child living no matter how saucy or soiled or similar, but could
-look us each one in the face and say, "What you doing for me and the
-rest of us?" And what could we say to them? We could say: "I'm buying
-some of you ginghams that won't shrink nor fade. Some of you I'm cooking
-food for, and some of you I'm letting go without it. And some of you I'm
-buying school books and playthings and some of you I'm leaving without
-'em. I'm making up some of your beds and teaching you your manners and
-I'm loving you--some of you. And the rest of you I'm leaving walk in
-town after dark with a hole in your stocking." _Where's the
-line--where's the line?_ How do we know which is the ones to do for? I
-tell you I'm the orphan asylum to the whole lot of 'em. And so are you.
-And I move the Cemetery Improvement Sodality do something for this
-little boy. We'd adopt him if he was dead--an' keep his grave as nice
-and neat as wax. Let's us adopt him instead of his grave!'
-
-"My bedspread had slipped down onto the floor, but I never knew when nor
-did I see it go. All I see was that some of them agreed with me--Mis'
-Emmons and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Hubbelthwait and Libby and even Mame
-that had proposed the monument. But some of the others was waiting as
-usual to see how Mis' Sykes was going to believe, and Mis' Sykes she was
-just standing there by the piano, her cheeks getting pinker and pinker
-up high on her face.
-
-"'Calliope,' she said, making a gesture. 'Ladies! this is every bit of
-it out of order. This ain't the subject that we come together to
-discuss.'
-
-"'It kind of seems to me,' says I, 'that it's a subject we was born to
-discuss.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady sort of rolled over in her chair and looked across her
-glasses to Mis' Sykes.
-
-"'Madame President,' says she, 'as I understand it this fits in all
-right. What we're proposing is to spend Sodality's money on this little
-boy just the same as though he was dead. I move we do so.'
-
-"Two-three of 'em seconded it, but scairt and scattering.
-
-"'Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Ladies! This is a good deal too
-headlong. A committee'd ought--'
-
-"'Question--question,' demands Mis' Emmons, serene, and she met my eye
-and smiled some, in that little _we_-understand look that can pierce
-through a roomful of people like the wind.
-
-"'Mis' Emmons,' says Mis' Sykes, wildish. 'Ladies! Sodality has been
-organized over twenty years, doing the same thing. You can't change so
-offhand--' You can't help admiring Mis' Sykes, for she simply don't know
-when she's beat. But this time she had a point with her, too. 'If we
-want to vote to amend the constitution,' she said, 'you've got to lay
-down your wishes on the table for one week.'
-
-"'I daresay you have,' says Mis' Emmons, looking grave. 'Well, I move
-that we amend the constitution of this society, and I move that we do it
-next week at the open annual meeting of the Sodality.'
-
-"'Second the motion,' says I, with my feet on my white bedspread.
-
-"And somehow the phrase caught Christopher's ear, like a tune might to
-march by.
-
-"'Second a motion--second a motion!' he chants to himself, standing by
-Mis' Toplady's knee.
-
-
-
-
-VIII
-
-
-"I had promised Insley to run in the Cadozas' after the meeting, and see
-the little boy; and Mis' Emmons having to go home before she started
-back to the Proudfits', Christopher walked along with me. When we got
-out to the end of Daphne Street, Insley overtook us on his way out to
-the Cadozas', too.
-
-"His shoes were some muddy, and I guessed that he had been where of late
-he'd spent as much time as he could spare, both when he was in the
-village and when he was over to Indian Mound. Without digging down into
-his eyes, the same as some do to folks that's in trouble, I had sensed
-that there had come down on him everybody's hour of cutting something
-out of life, which is as elemental a thing to do as dying is, and I
-donno but it's the same kind as dying is besides. And he had been taking
-his hour in the elemental way, wanting to be alone and to kind of get
-near to the earth. I mean tramping the hills, ploughing along the narrow
-paths close to the barb' wire fences, plunging into the little groves.
-The little groves have such an' I-know look of understanding all about
-any difficulty till you walk inside of them, when all to once they stop
-seeming to know about your special trouble and begin another kind of
-slow soothing, same as summing things up will soothe you, now and then.
-
-"Chris chattered to him, lovable.
-
-"'I had some peppermenges,' he says, 'and I like hot ice-cream, too.
-Don't you? Can you make that?' he inquires, slipping his hand in
-Insley's.
-
-"Of course this made a pang--when you're hurt, 'most everything makes a
-pang. And this must of brought back that one evening with Robin that he
-would have to remember, and all the little stupid jokes they'd had that
-night must of rose up and hit at him, with the awful power of the little
-things that don't matter one bit and yet that matter everything.
-
-"'What can _you_ make, Chris?' Insley says to him. 'Can you make candy?
-And pull it--like this?'
-
-"'Once a lady stirred me some an' cut it up in squares,' Chris
-explained, 'but I never did make any. My mama couldn't make candy, I
-guess, but she could make all other things--pancakes an' mittens an'
-nice stove fires my mama could make. The bag we got the salt in--she
-made me two handkerchiefs out of that bag,' he ended proudly.
-
-"'Did she--did she?' Insley tempted him on.
-
-"'Yes,' Chris went on, hopping beside him, 'but now I've got to hurry
-an' be a man, 'cause litty boys ain't very good things. Can you make
-po'try?' he wound up.
-
-"'Why, Chris--can you?' Insley asked.
-
-"'Well, when I was comin' along with my daddy that night I made one,'
-the child says. And when Insley questions him a little he got this much
-more out of him. 'It started, "Look at the trees so green an' fair,"' he
-says, 'but I forget the rest.'
-
-"'Do you want to be a poet when you grow up?' Insley ask' him.
-
-"'Yes, I do,' the child says ready. 'I think I'll be that first an' then
-I'll be the President, too. But what I'd rather be is the sprinkler-cart
-man, wouldn't you?'
-
-"'Conceivably,' Insley says, and by the look on his face I bet his hand
-tightened up on the child's hand.
-
-"'At Sodality,' I says, 'he just told them he was going to drive loads
-of hay. He's made several selections.'
-
-"He looked at me over the child's head, and I guess we was both
-thinking the same thing: Trust nature to work this out alone?
-'Conceivably,' again. But all of a sudden I know we both burned to help
-to do it. And as Insley talked to the child, I think some touch of his
-enterprise come back and breathed on him. In them few last days I
-shouldn't wonder if his work hadn't stopped soaring to the meaning of
-spirit and sunk down again to be just body drudgery. He couldn't ever
-help having his old possessing love of men, and his man's strong
-resolution to keep a-going, but I shouldn't wonder if the wings of the
-thing he meant to do had got folded up. And Christopher, here, was sort
-of releasing them out again.
-
-"'How's the little Cadoza boy?' I ask' him pretty soon.
-
-"'He's getting on,' he says. 'Dr. Barrows was down yesterday--he wants
-him for a fortnight or so at the hospital in town, where he can have
-good care and food. His mother doesn't want him to go. I hoped you'd
-talk with her.'
-
-"Before we got to the Cadoza house Insley looked over to me, enigmatish.
-'Want to see something?' he says, and he handed me a letter. I read it,
-and some of it I knew what it meant and some of it I didn't. It was
-from Alex Proudfit, asking him up to Proudfit House to the house party.
-
-" ... Ain't it astonishing how awful festive the word 'house party'
-sounds. 'Party' sounds festive, though not much more so than 'company'
-or 'gathering' that we use more common. 'Ball,' of course, is real
-glittering, and paints the inside of your head into pictures,
-instantaneous. But a house party--maybe it's because I never was to one;
-maybe it's because I never heard of one till late in life; maybe it's
-because nobody ever had one before in Friendship Village--but that word
-give me all the sensation that 'her golden coach' and 'his silver
-armour' and 'good fairy' used to have for me when I was a little girl.
-'House party!' Anything shiny might happen to one of them. It's like
-you'd took something vanishin', like a party, and just seized onto it
-and made it stay longer than Time and the World ever intended. It's like
-making a business of the short-lived.
-
-"Well, some of Alex's letter went about like this:--
-
-"'Join us for the whole time, do,' it says, and it went on about there
-being rather an interesting group,--'a jolly individualist,' I recollect
-he says, 'for your special benefit. He'll convert you where I couldn't,
-because he's kept his love for men and I haven't. And of course I've
-some women--pretty, bless them, and thank the Lord not one of them
-troubling whether she loves mankind or not, so long as men love her. And
-there you have Nature uncovered at her task! I shall expect you for
-every moment that you can spare....' I remember the wording because it
-struck me it was all so like Alex that I could pretty near talk to it
-and have it answer back.
-
-"'Tell me,' Insley says, when I handed the letter back to him, 'you
-know--him. Alex Proudfit. Does he put all that on? Is it his mask? Does
-he feel differently and do differently when folks don't know?'
-
-"'Well,' I says, slow, 'I donno. He gives the Cadozas their rent, but
-when Mis' Cadoza went to thank him, once, he sent down word for her to
-go and see his agent.'
-
-"He nodded, and I'd never heard him speak bitter before. 'That's it,' he
-says, 'that's it. That's the way we bungle things....'
-
-"We'd got almost to the Cadozas' when we heard an automobile coming
-behind us, and as we stood aside to let it go by, Robin's face flashed
-past us at the window. Mis' Emmons was with her, that Robin had come
-down after. Right off the car stopped and Robin jumped out and come
-hurrying back towards us. I'll never forget the minute. We met right in
-front of the old tumble-down Cadoza house with the lilacs so high in the
-front yard that the place looked pretty near nice, like the rest of the
-world. It was a splendid afternoon, one that had got it's gold persuaded
-to burst through a gray morning, like colour from a bunch of silver
-buds; and now the air was all full of lovely things, light and little
-wind and late sun and I donno but things we didn't know about. And
-everyone of them seemed in Robin's face as she came towards us, and
-more, too, that we couldn't name or place.
-
-"I think the mere exquisite girlishness of her come home to Insley as
-even her strength and her womanliness, that night he talked with her,
-had not moved him. I donno but in the big field of his man's dream, he
-had pretty near forgot how obvious her charm was. I'm pretty sure that
-in those days when he was tramping the hills alone, the thing that he
-was fighting with was that he was going to lose her companioning in the
-life they both dreamed. But now her hurrying so and her little faint
-agitation made her appeal a new thing, fifty times as lovely, fifty
-times as feminine, and sort of filling in the picture of herself with
-all the different kinds of women she was in one.
-
-"So now, as he stood there with her, looking down in her face, touching
-her friendly hand, I think that was the first real, overhauling minute
-when he was just swept by the understanding that his loss was so many
-times what he'd thought it was going to be. For it was her that he
-wanted, it was her that he would miss for herself and not for any dear
-plans of work-fellowship alone. She understood his dream, but there was
-other things she understood about, too. A man can love a woman for a
-whole collection of little dear things--and he can lose her and grieve;
-he can love her for her big way of looking at things, and he can lose
-her and grieve; he can love her because she is his work-fellow, and he
-can lose her and grieve. But if, on top of one of these, he loves her
-because she is she, the woman that knows about life and is capable of
-sharing all of life with him and of being tender about it, why then if
-he loses her, his grieving is going to be something that there ain't
-rightly no name for. And I think it was that minute there in the road
-that it first come to Insley that Robin was Robin, that of all the many
-women that she was, first and most she was the woman that was capable
-of sharing with him all sides of living.
-
-"'I wanted ...' she says to him, uncertain. 'Oh, I wish very much that
-you would accept the invitation to some of the house party. I wanted to
-tell you.'
-
-"'I can't do that,' he answers, short and almost gruff. 'Really I can't
-do that.'
-
-"But it seemed there was even a sort of nice childishness about her that
-you wouldn't have guessed. I always think it's a wonderful moment when a
-woman knows a man well enough to show some of her childishness to him.
-But a woman that shows right off, close on the heels of an introduction,
-how childish she can be, it always sort o' makes me mad--like she'd told
-her first name without being asked about it.
-
-"'Please,' Robin says, 'I'm asking it because I wish it very much. I
-want those people up there to know you. I want--'
-
-"He shook his head, looking at her, eyes, mouth, and fresh cheeks, like
-he wished he was able to look at her face _all at once_.
-
-"'At least, at least,' she says to him rapid, then, 'you must come to
-the party at the end. You know I want to keep you for my friend--I want
-to make you our friend. That night Aunt Eleanor is going to announce my
-engagement, and I want my friends to be there.'
-
-"That surprised me as much as it did him. Nobody in the village knew
-about the engagement yet except us two that knew it from that night at
-Mis' Emmons's. I wondered what on earth Insley was going to say and I
-remember how I hoped, pretty near fierce, that he wasn't going to smile
-and bow and wish her happiness and do the thing the world would have
-wanted of him. It may make things run smoother to do that way, but
-smoothness isn't the only thing the love of folks for folks knows about.
-I do like a man that now and then speaks out with the breath in his
-lungs and not just with the breath of his nostrils. And that's what
-Insley done--that's what he done, only I'm bound to say that I do think
-he spoke out before he knew he was going to.
-
-"'That would be precisely why I couldn't come,' he said. 'Thank you, you
-know--but please don't ask me.'
-
-"As for Robin, at this her eyes widened, and beautiful colour swept her
-face. And she didn't at once turn away from him, but I see how she stood
-looking at him with a kind of a sharp intentness, less of wonder than of
-stopping short.
-
-"Christopher had run to the automobile and now he come a-hopping back.
-
-"'Robin!' he called. 'Aunt Eleanor says you haf to be in a dress by
-dinner, and it's _now_.'
-
-"'Do come for dinner, Mr. Insley,' Mis' Emmons calls, as Robin and
-Christopher went to join him. 'We've got up a tableau or two for
-afterward. Come and help me be a tableau.'
-
-"He smiled and shook his head and answered her. And that reminded me
-that I'd got to hurry like wild, as usual. It was most six o'clock
-then,--it always _is_ either most six o'clock or most noon when I get
-nearest to being interested,--and that night great things was going to
-be going on. Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and the School Board and I was
-going to have a tableau of our own.
-
-"But for all that I couldn't help standing still a minute and looking
-after the automobile. It seemed as bad as some kind of a planet,
-carrying Robin off for forever and ever. And I wasn't so clear that I
-fancied its orbit.
-
-"'I've got a whole string of minds not to go to that party myself,' I
-says, meditative.
-
-"But Insley never answered. He just come on around the Cadozas' house.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-
-"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I
-did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take
-their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of
-their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just
-like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no
-ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say.
-
-"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a
-bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in
-my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and
-tapped me on the arm.
-
-"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds--the School Board
-an' some o' the leadin' citizens has--to appoint a Women's Evenin'
-Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis'
-Sykes should be it.'
-
-"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin'
-of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it
-meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.'
-
-"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got:
-'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when
-you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you
-women should do it.'
-
-"'Notice _what_?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be
-up to an' ain't?'
-
-"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some
-folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the
-afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the
-store and talk it over.
-
-"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's
-somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.'
-
-"'_Public_ decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my
-letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read.
-
-"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that
-letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every
-spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from--my
-cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva,
-her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she
-spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I
-done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter
-looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess!
-It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it.
-
-"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her
-to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to
-the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come
-to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers
-was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was
-staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole
-section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper
-little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture
-and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the
-parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting.
-
-"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was
-leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless
-and patient.
-
-"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin'
-pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?'
-
-"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he
-says, simple,--'sick enough to bust the camera.'
-
-"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne
-Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how
-on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There
-was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough--what was there to
-_like_ about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business?
-Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there
-registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,--what was
-there about any of it to _like_ doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly
-real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down
-the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head
-through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly.
-
-"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge--'
-and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him
-hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I
-could sense their lives like I could sense my own--level and even and
-_darn_. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad
-that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back
-the feeling.
-
-"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It
-was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun
-outlining the situation that he meant about.
-
-"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work
-they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best--I mean
-it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's--you know we've all
-talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see
-they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.'
-
-"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of
-offending some?'
-
-"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's,
-Calliope? Women can do these things better than men. This is somethin'
-delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the
-authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the
-mothers--it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing.
-
-"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off
-on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt--because young folks had
-been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no
-Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it.
-
-"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing
-that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it--they've
-used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit
-peelin's--every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the
-archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early
-mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all
-empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the
-schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help
-us out.'
-
-"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little
-slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt
-kind of an interest--though of course the School Board seemed to own it
-special.
-
-"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we
-should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full
-o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.'
-
-"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. _I_ think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas
-Sykes.
-
-"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to
-stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.'
-
-"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled.
-
-"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?'
-
-"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.'
-
-"'_What?_' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?'
-
-"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?'
-I says.
-
-"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says
-Silas.
-
-"'However that is, you _didn't_ set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither
-will young folks set there now, I don't believe.'
-
-"'Well,' says Silas, '_anyhow_, they've got to get off'n the streets.
-We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in
-stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got
-to look out for public decency.'
-
-"'_Public_ decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's
-public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?'
-
-"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin'
-our best to start 'em right?'
-
-"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around
-don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.'
-
-"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the
-first time--ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is
-this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've
-vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em
-_to_?'
-
-"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas.
-
-"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '_Ain't it?_' She set thinking for a
-minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us
-ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do.
-But we'll do it, I guess.'
-
-"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and
-look around and see what we see. We all knew--every woman in Friendship
-Village knew--how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud
-talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other,
-helpless, that we _wisht_ something could be done, but that was as far
-as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in
-a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have
-Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to
-the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I
-guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive _at_.
-
-"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the
-middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store.
-
-"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet
-her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like
-her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good
-deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin'
-to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young
-and some pretty and excited. Excited about life and new things and
-moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me
-to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.'
-
-"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed
-to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and
-looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing
-it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part
-of the house and went and set in the parlour.
-
-"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a
-plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the
-_parlour_, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little
-while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures
-in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to
-_do_ in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed
-something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked
-kind of aimless to the window.
-
-"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'.
-
-"I told her, real proud.
-
-"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says.
-
-"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid,
-Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale
-coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.'
-
-"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well--is they many young people?'
-
-"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more--but
-just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the
-parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when
-we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought,
-'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a
-sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.'
-
-"'Oh, _let's_,' she says, like a little girl.
-
-"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch--she
-done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and
-joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and _used_, and we had
-a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the
-side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph
-man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could.
-
-"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some
-time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more
-pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He
-was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when
-to do it. He see the funny in things--he see that the post-office looked
-like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like
-it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too--he
-showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the
-fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks
-like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was
-a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his
-pictures.
-
-"But Minerva--I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in
-the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor
-the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the
-way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little
-jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought
-it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and
-quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny
-how just being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they
-cousin, more themselves than they was before!'
-
-"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone
-that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I
-was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the
-night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting
-with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour,
-and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis'
-Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by
-the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and
-quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I
-stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon
-happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what
-it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like
-I never felt in my parlour in my life--all kind of young and free and
-springy.
-
-"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady.
-'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.'
-
-"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've
-all three done that again and again. We know how it is down there
-evenings.'
-
-"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway.
-I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to
-get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around.
-To-night let's _look_.'
-
-"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges.
-In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a
-place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their
-folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge
-and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys--little young
-things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty
-ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the
-sheer fun of _hanging around_ on a spring night.
-
-"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '_what_ is their mothers thinkin' of?'
-
-"But something else was coming home to me.
-
-"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the
-invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go
-and hang over a tombstone with 'em!'
-
-"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis' Toplady, she kind of
-chuckled. And the crowd jostled us--more young folks, talking and
-laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more
-till we got up in the next block.
-
-"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or
-two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about.
-Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the
-world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple,
-sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in
-a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that.
-
-"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!'
-
-"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and
-I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew
-Abe Luck's answering--but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I
-betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was
-after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of
-the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air,
-and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little
-feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer _fun_, that Em'ly thought
-she was having and that she had the right to.
-
-"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady,
-soothin'.
-
-"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a
-good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper,
-but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to
-her 'good taste' is both of them.
-
-"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set
-down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis'
-Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of
-a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us
-little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch
-of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was
-young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them--the _young_ humans that
-would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all
-day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and
-when night come, and summer come, and the moon come--land, land! they
-_wanted_ something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted.
-
-"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every
-direction, each house with its parlour--four-piece plush set, mebbe, and
-ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of
-the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even
-with somebody to set and talk to them--what was the parlour, compared to
-the _magic_ they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and
-free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to
-do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh
-with--no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they
-took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza
-of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no
-automobiles--no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us
-all together. No wonder they took it for their own.
-
-"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with
-these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to
-unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and
-dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As
-it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us
-all. And yet it come from their same longing for fun, for joy--and
-where was they to get it?
-
-"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if
-only we had some place to invite 'em to!'
-
-"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final.
-
-"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe
-dancin'? Not come!'
-
-"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go
-that far.'
-
-"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went
-so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of
-what is.'
-
-"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes.
-
-"'Ain't we--_ain't we?_' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how
-much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?'
-
-"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she
-says.
-
-"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask
-them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night
-for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they
-ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks--'
-
-"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four
-sides of my head at once.
-
-"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every
-night out of the year and _built_ for the young folks!'
-
-"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never
-allow 'em to use the schoolhouse _that_ way. The Board wouldn't think of
-it!'
-
-"'_Whose_ Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine
-and Friendship Village's? Come on--come on and put it to 'em,' I says,
-kind o' wild.
-
-"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me
-talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes
-holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself.
-But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt.
-
-"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that
-before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out
-right under their noses, an' not sense it?'
-
-"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I
-could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we
-hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes not convinced but
-keeping still because us two talked it so hard.
-
-"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of
-the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried
-right up to them.
-
-"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.'
-
-"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the
-doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says,
-'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was
-eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like _shieldin'_ her from
-somethin' as I feel to-night.'
-
-"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to
-get some law goin', that's all.'
-
-"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I
-donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.'
-
-"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets.
-Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em _to_?'
-
-"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em
-off somewheres. _Where to?_ What say, Silas?'
-
-"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us
-harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more
-parents. Leave 'em use 'em.'
-
-"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief.
-'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she
-snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis'
-Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.'
-
-"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct
-themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way.
-
-"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady,
-frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the
-same.'
-
-"'Me, too,' I says, fervent.
-
-"'What you goin' to _do_?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and
-bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee
-for this thing, same as the curfew is.'
-
-"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got--that's what we've
-got. Them poor young things wants a good time--same as you and all of
-us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be
-together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for
-'em?'
-
-"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to _get_ a
-place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?'
-
-"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em
-the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things
-doin'.'
-
-"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't
-no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope
-Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'--why, woman alive, who's goin' to
-donate the light an' the coal? _You?_'
-
-"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was _for_ the
-good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp.
-
-"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their _good_. It ain't for their
-foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?'
-
-"'Is arithmetic good an' morals _not_, Silas Sykes?' I says.
-
-"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope',
-s'he,--'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they
-would a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the
-United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops
-an' hearin' dance tunes?'
-
-"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the
-United States _go_. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme
-the cough drops.'
-
-"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse.
-
-"Timothy groans. '_Dancin!_' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you
-ain't sunk so low as Calliope?'
-
-"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself.
-'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in
-for _somethin'_.'
-
-"'_I_ ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '_I_ believe
-the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good
-as enforcin' the dignity of the law.'
-
-"'Oh, _rot_!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a
-word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he
-wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does--it wasn't a real
-elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your
-pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in
-enforcin' the law as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round
-accordin' to your cloth--an' your pattern. An' your pattern.'
-
-"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you
-an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.'
-
-"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to
-either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting
-broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on
-anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as
-mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street,
-wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings
-in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for
-yourself to use it.
-
-"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard
-somebody laugh--a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a
-woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of
-singing. I was right onto them before they see me.
-
-"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it
-ain't.'
-
-"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the
-evergreens, was Minerva Beach, my own cousin, and the little, tired
-photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to
-sense where the minute really belonged--that's always a good thing to
-do, ain't it?--and then I says, cool as you please:
-
-"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't
-stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my
-lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and
-let's have it, and make a little lemonade.'
-
-"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the
-evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a
-party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals
-than ordinary, too.
-
-"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There
-had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome
-to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird
-wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in
-Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of
-housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd
-never once thought of this, that's as big as them all.
-
-"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced towns! He never puts in a Silas
-Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what
-the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and
-I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and
-there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand.
-
-"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I
-are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily
-accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set
-on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along.
-He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten
-o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get
-in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night--you an' Mis' Toplady.'
-
-"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression.
-
-"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm
-leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks
-like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual,
-and went off down the path.
-
-"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand.
-And then, 'Eppleby,' I sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel
-just like I was going to _crow_!'
-
-"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have
-hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I
-left my breakfast dishes standing--a thing I do for the very few--and I
-went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left
-_her_ dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew
-we could depend on--Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to
-be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she
-wasn't in her mourning grief--we told 'em the whole thing. And we one
-and all got together and we see that here was something that could be
-done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big
-enough and unafraid.
-
-"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the
-notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to
-the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice
-everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone
-too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes--all but Abagail, that
-had pitched in to making the cakes--and we told her what we'd done, so
-she shouldn't have any of the blame.
-
-"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because
-calm is grand lady.
-
-"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women
-run things.'
-
-"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the
-land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an'
-women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see
-that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four
-families.'
-
-"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal.
-
-"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in
-my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.'
-
-"We went off and left her--it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes
-into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations.
-And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring.
-
-"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree
-looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call
-for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come downstairs in a little
-white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of
-anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a
-little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves.
-
-"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers.
-
-"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this
-town!'
-
-"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was
-awful lonesome here, but I guess--'
-
-"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant.
-
-"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man.
-
-"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and
-forth careless, and--'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you
-ever travelled anywheres?'
-
-"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when--'
-
-"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one
-place, unless,' she added, 'it's _awful_ nice.'
-
-"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the
-door. I see it like I never see it before--_They was living_. Them two
-young things out there on my porch, and all the young folks of
-Friendship Village, they was just living--trying to find a future and a
-life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted
-was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But
-here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together
-wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that
-knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just
-letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers
-to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them
-live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of
-Friendship Village.
-
-"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if
-I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way.
-
-"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of
-different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up.
-Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick
-building looked _conscious_, and like it had just opened its eyes and
-turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks
-that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the
-recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates for the candy making, and
-Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other
-ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the
-cakes.
-
-"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls
-nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls,
-shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody--they come
-from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like.
-
-"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law
-and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time
-they had that first night.
-
-"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time,
-and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one
-couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the
-sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out
-of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see
-what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in
-five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the
-house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending
-eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly houses or doing I donno
-what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good
-time and having it--_and having it_.
-
-"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door.
-
-"'_Dancin'!_' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my
-conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.'
-
-"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting
-on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for
-years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe
-an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.'
-
-"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but _my_ marrow
-might get use' to it.'
-
-"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody
-had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the
-tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse
-entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle,
-and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that
-they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh.
-Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there.
-
-"And so he done. Almost before I knew it they stepped out onto us,
-setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from
-being brave, but from intending to jump _first_.
-
-"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences
-ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed
-yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it
-works.'
-
-"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you?
-Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you?
-Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light
-for this night's performance?'
-
-"'Real surprised,' I says, dry.
-
-"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?'
-
-"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things
-to row, Timothy.'
-
-"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here
-for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're
-ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.'
-
-"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window,
-whirled around.
-
-"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But
-what you going to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that
-ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I
-knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the
-schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.'
-
-"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the
-schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on
-before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:--
-
-"'The town's nothin' but _roots_, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin'
-up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some
-kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great,
-expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year,
-an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for
-all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built
-it _for_ chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy
-the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but
-don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort
-o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your
-iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops
-there! Open the buildin' in the name of public decency, but in the name
-of public decency, don't shut it up!'
-
-"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up,
-quiet, on the bottom step.
-
-"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was
-keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin'
-school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh
-ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the
-schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I
-remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them
-young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin
-an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!'
-
-"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music
-struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing,
-the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking
-on.
-
-"'_Dancin'!_' says Timothy, shuddering--but looking, too.
-
-"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots
-prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?'
-
-"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says.
-'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.'
-
-"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you
-want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!'
-
-"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.'
-
-"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a
-minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a
-march on by the women!'
-
-"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push
-them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't
-anything more to worry over. But me--I waited out there in the entry
-till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down
-there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-
-"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday
-living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left
-behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green,
-but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a
-family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the
-conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was
-let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine
-for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and
-like both belonged to the household.
-
-"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting
-with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to
-help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap
-quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to
-do--it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a
-drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex
-Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to go, but Robin says to
-me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're
-doing--if you don't mind.'
-
-"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young
-ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day,
-she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it
-without seeming to.'
-
-"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like
-that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all
-the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace
-time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a
-woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be
-when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his
-day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual
-arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off,
-seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But
-somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door
-before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at
-him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her.
-
-"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with
-magnificent macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by
-ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells
-her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting
-up for from nine to ten hours preceding.'
-
-"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly--this green
-room.'
-
-"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the
-room--the house?'
-
-"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?'
-
-"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you
-know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the
-feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very
-decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really
-wanted has failed us.'
-
-"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says.
-
-"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not
-because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about
-throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't
-come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of
-mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do
-you think you would like to live? Not to settle down, you know, but for
-the Eternal Place To Come Back To?'
-
-"'To come back to?' Robin repeated.
-
-"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained.
-'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make
-home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away
-for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I
-think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is
-everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in
-a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home
-is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off,
-it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd
-like to be. We are becoming nomadic again--only this time we own the
-world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin
-Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.'
-
-"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the
-whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in
-and stay in spoke from her to Alex.
-
-"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says.
-
-"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank.
-
-"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I
-know where things are going to come up.'
-
-"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too.
-
-"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and
-somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do
-you?'
-
-"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she
-explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.'
-
-"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll
-plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them
-bloom. No?'
-
-"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both
-laughed.
-
-"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We
-want what the whole world can give.'
-
-"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says.
-
-"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair.
-
-"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in
-this life: that's you and I. The world has got to teach us a number of
-things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old
-world.'
-
-"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But
-she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess
-past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out,
-without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact
-bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting
-there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own,
-Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the
-Proudfits' conservatory.
-
-"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found
-him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as
-hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how
-eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native
-instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon
-God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in
-peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to
-believing that destruction was a part of the process.
-
-"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?'
-
-"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.'
-
-"'What are they for?' I ask' him.
-
-"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out _slickery_.'
-
-"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works,
-destroying what comes out _slickery_ and leaving that alone that resists
-her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none.
-
-"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy
-puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little
-tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces
-with Chris in it:--
-
-"'Supper, supper--here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels
-goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d--' says he, some louder than saying and
-almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant:
-'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for
-nothing.
-
-"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?'
-
-"'It isn't _by_, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet,
-did it?'
-
-"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.'
-
-"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops,
-then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?'
-he says.
-
-"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing
-to-day?' she asks.
-
-"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its
-party. An' I'm to it.'
-
-"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked.
-
-"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it--it talks wiv its lights. I
-saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at
-her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would
-come,' he says, patient.
-
-"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most
-tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long
-out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody
-coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand,
-and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face
-bright with whatever she was thinking about.
-
-"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow--a dear little fellow. And
-all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?'
-
-"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a minute. 'How ours?' he asks.
-'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.'
-
-"'No, no,' she says. '_Ours._ To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let
-him be really ours.'
-
-"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative.
-
-"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle
-that way with somebody's life.'
-
-"She looked at him, not understanding.
-
-"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely
-into the office of destiny--keeping, bringing-up, making, as you
-say--meddling with, I call it--anybody's life.'
-
-"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put
-him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled.
-
-"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my
-dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads
-you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?'
-
-"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out
-whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain.
-
-"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible,
-as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort.
-She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what
-you are saving?'
-
-"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?'
-
-"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends.
-
-"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought
-her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment.
-
-"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And
-for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims
-him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.'
-
-"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love
-with her--unless he is the special kind--he begins thinking how much
-sweeter and softer and _womaner_ she is when she's just plain gentle.
-And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he
-remembers her being--that is, unless he's special, unless he's special.
-Like Alex got uneasy now.
-
-"'My heavens, dear,' he says--and I judged Alex had got to be one of
-them men that lays a lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so
-solemnly believes they're keeping their temper--'My heavens, dear, don't
-misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and
-abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated
-wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The
-personal contact is going it a little too strong.'
-
-"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin.
-
-"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental--in an age when everybody
-can do things better than one can do them oneself.'
-
-"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was
-watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as
-though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was
-watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet
-amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he
-was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and
-in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy;
-he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world
-was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of
-vague--commendably again; and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein
-silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be
-firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn
-firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to
-embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a
-sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done
-then with a serious, settled look of Woman--the Woman everlasting,
-wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child....
-
-"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it
-didn't have no card.
-
-"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless.
-'It's Mr. Insley.'
-
-"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was
-gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little
-festivities.'
-
-"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why _poor_?' she asks.
-
-"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world,
-instead of wearing the world like a garment--when it would fit him.'
-
-"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I
-almost jumped:
-
-"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at
-all,' was what she said.
-
-"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of
-indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a
-good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set
-fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard
-Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us....
-
-"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked.
-Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for,
-and he put it blunt.
-
-"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour
-ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking
-ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I
-got to him. He was little--I picked him up quite easily and got him back
-into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor
-came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He
-asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who
-belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.'
-
-"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows
-rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered.
-
-"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought
-to go at once. I'll take him down now.'
-
-"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father--is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly
-is he off?'
-
-"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a
-street brawl in the City--it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of
-blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought
-it would be, at most.'
-
-"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a
-take-for-granted thing.
-
-"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there
-with him.'
-
-"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he.
-'Impossible.'
-
-"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that
-was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris
-spied Insley, and come running to him.
-
-"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself
-all over him.
-
-"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me
-think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her
-way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever
-since.
-
-"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something.
-Something about daddy--your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and
-he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear
-heart--will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you
-that?'
-
-"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a
-sudden, terrible grown-up-ness.
-
-"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he _go out_,
-like my mama?'
-
-"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her.
-
-"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!'
-
-"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look.
-
-"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me--needs me. Why, how could I
-do anything else?'
-
-"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much
-less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about
-him.
-
-"'May I venture to remind you,' he says--like a little thin edge of
-something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and
-deep if you let it--'May I venture to remind you that your aunt is
-announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your
-mind.'
-
-"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind
-except this poor little thing here. Alex--it's early. He'll sleep after
-a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked
-Insley, quiet.
-
-"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris
-clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and
-only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join
-him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at
-once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks
-was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went
-into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I
-thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the
-world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley
-begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there
-with Chris and him and me--he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't.
-Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and
-let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath, but that reaches
-down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to
-leave.
-
-"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The
-whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way
-she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to
-it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow
-down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris.
-
-"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me.
-I've got to be here--but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you.
-Get back as soon as you can, Robin.'
-
-"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done
-everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the
-little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped
-her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a
-hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come
-back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess,
-Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on
-him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a
-real dignity so that Robin said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness,
-as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that.
-For, after all, she _was_ going--there was no getting back of that. And
-when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not
-the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going
-off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant.
-
-"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the
-two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing
-over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The
-time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the
-day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have
-slipped into it, with shut sails--so still that Robin spoke of it with
-surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that
-can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish
-she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music
-or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say
-would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's
-life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless
-it's when I first wake up in the morning; then any talking always seems
-like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains.
-
-"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was
-thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with
-her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have
-found him.
-
-"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped
-being, except some great thing.'
-
-"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she
-seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense--though never in the
-consciousness--that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and
-to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which
-she was moving along, assentin'.
-
-"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was.
-I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then,
-with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her
-being near him seemed.
-
-"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.'
-
-"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.'
-
-"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice--well, I tell you,
-his voice looked.
-
-"'What do you mean?' he says--just said it a little and like he didn't
-dare trust it to say itself any more.
-
-"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says.
-
-"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had
-been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off
-across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each
-side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted
-to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun,
-without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds
-of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out
-just the way it was _a-purpose_. There wasn't any unintentional
-assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of
-his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just
-the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful
-when he answered.
-
-"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting
-up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll have
-no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have
-rest before to-night.'
-
-"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes
-dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I
-use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about,
-but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a
-trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a
-person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then.
-The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was
-the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note
-of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And
-while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off
-toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what
-might have been in his voice.
-
-"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random,
-'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.'
-
-"'The village?' she asked.
-
-"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in
-are so--dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.'
-
-"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile.
-And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between
-clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment.
-
-"Chris looked up in Insley's face.
-
-"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on
-this new brown middie.'
-
-"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty--and that
-time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped
-at the cottage gate.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-
-"The lonesome little parlour at Mis' Cadoza's was so far past knowing
-how to act with folks in it, that it never changed expression when we
-threw open the shutters. Rooms that are used to folks always sort of
-look up when the shutters are opened; some rooms smile back at you; some
-say something that you just lose, through not turning round from the
-window quite quick enough. But Mis' Cadoza's parlour was such a poor
-folkless thing that it didn't make us any reply at all nor let on to
-notice the light. It just set there, kind of numb, merely enduring
-itself.
-
-"'You poor thing,' I thought, 'nobody come in time, did they?'
-
-"Insley picked out a cane-seat rocker that had once known how to behave
-in company, and drew it to the window. Ain't it nice, no matter what
-kind of a dumb room you've got into, you can open its window and fit the
-sky onto the sill, and feel right at home....
-
-"Robin sat there with Chris in her arms, waiting for any stir in the
-front bedroom. I went in the bedroom, while Dr. Heron told me about the
-medicine, and it seemed to me the bare floor and bare walls and
-dark-coloured bedcovers was got together to suit the haggardy unshaven
-face on the pillow. Christopher's father never moved. I set in the
-doorway, so as to watch him, and Insley went with the doctor to the
-village to bring back some things that was needed. And I felt like we
-was all the first settlers of somewheres.
-
-"Chris was laying so still in Robin's arms that several times she looked
-down to see if he was awake. But every time his eyes was wide and dark
-with that mysterious child look that seems so much like thought. It kind
-of hurt me to see him doing nothing--that's one of the parts about
-sickness and dying and some kinds of trouble that always twists
-something up in my throat: The folks that was so eager and able and
-flying round the house just being struck still and not able to go on
-with everyday doings. I know when Lyddy Ember, the dressmaker, died and
-I looked at her laying there, it seemed to me so surprising that she
-couldn't hem and fell and cut out with her thumb crooked like she
-done--and that she didn't know a dart from a gore; her hands looked so
-much like she knew how yet. It's like being inactive made death or grief
-double. And it's like working or playing around was a kind of life....
-The whole house seemed inactive and silence-struck, even to the kitchen
-where Mis' Cadoza and the little lame boy was.
-
-"Robin set staring into the lilacs that never seemed to bloom, and I
-wondered what she was thinking and mebbe facing. But when she spoke, it
-was about the Cadoza kitchen.
-
-"'Miss Marsh,' she says, 'what kind of people must they be that can stay
-alive in a kitchen like that?'
-
-"'Pioneers,' I says. 'They's a lot of 'em pioneerin' away and not
-knowing it's time to stop.'
-
-"'But the dirt--' she says.
-
-"'What do you expect?' I says. 'They're emergin' out of dirt. But they
-_are_ emergin'.'
-
-"'Don't it seem hopeless?' says she.
-
-"'Oh, I donno,' I says; 'dirt gets to be apples--so be you plant 'em.'
-
-"But the Cadoza kitchen _was_ fearful. When we come through it, Mis'
-Cadoza was getting supper, and she'd woke up nameless smells of greasy
-things. There the bare table was piled with the inevitable mix-up of
-unwashed dishes that go along with the Mis' Cadozas of this world, so
-that you wonder how they ever got so much crockery together. There the
-floor wasn't swept, clothes was drying on a line over the stove, Spudge
-was eating his supper on the window-sill, and in his bed in the corner
-lay little Eph, so white and frail and queer-coloured that you felt you
-was looking on something bound not to last till much after you'd stopped
-looking. And there was Mis' Cadoza. When we had come through the
-kitchen, little Eph had said something glad at seeing Insley and hung
-hold of his hand and told him how he meant to model a clay Patsy,
-because it was Patsy, the dog, that had gone out in the dark and first
-brought Insley in to see him.
-
-"'An' when I'm big,' the child says, 'I'm going to make a clay _you_,
-Mr. Insley.'
-
-"Mis' Cadoza had turned round and bared up her crooked teeth.
-
-"'Don't you be impident!' she had said, raspish, throwing her hand out
-angular.
-
-"Mis' Cadoza was like somebody that hadn't got outside into the daylight
-of _Yet_. She was ignorant, blind to life, with some little bit of a
-corner of her brain working while the rest lay stock-still in her skull;
-unclean of person, the mother to no end of nameless horrors of
-habit--and her blood and the blood of some creature like her had been
-poured into that poor little boy, sickly, bloodless, not ready for the
-struggle.
-
-"'_Is_ there any use trying to do anything with anybody like that?'
-says Robin.
-
-"'_Is_ there?' says I, but I looked right straight at Christopher. If
-there wasn't no use trying to do anything with little Eph, with his
-mother out there in the kitchen, then what was the use of trying to do
-anything with Chris, with his father here in the front bedroom? Sick
-will, tainted blood, ruined body--to what were we all saving Chris?
-Maybe to misery and final defeat and some awful going out.
-
-"'I don't know,' she says, restless. 'Maybe Alex is right....'
-
-"She looked out towards the lilac bushes again, and I knew how all of a
-sudden they probably dissolved away to be the fine green in the
-conservatory at Proudfit House, and how she was seeing herself back in
-the bright room, with its summer of leaves, and before the tea wagon,
-making tea for Alex lounging in his low chair, begging her not, in
-heaven's name, to try to teach the wise old world....
-
-" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows.
-In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging
-passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex
-would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure of long
-days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little
-happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks,
-of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do
-and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the
-last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the
-plain _safety_ of the unchanging, of going along and going along and
-leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work
-themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was
-wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to
-do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in
-Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could
-and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of
-the material that is cheap and abundant--like Chris....
-
-"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I
-says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way _is_ best. Mebbe she knows best when to
-let them die off.'
-
-"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up.
-
-"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered.
-
-"She nodded at him.
-
-"'What for?' he asks.
-
-"'Just loving,' she answered.
-
-"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the
-medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled
-and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light,
-and then he stopped beside Robin--as gentle as a woman over a plant--and
-asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several
-times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as
-children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he
-had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little
-something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he
-was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence.
-
-"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to
-hear--the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards
-Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found
-Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the
-sagging Brussels couch.
-
-"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority
-that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was
-just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take
-him in at the least change--but you must go back at once.'
-
-"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly
-willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them
-wanted to stay with Chris.
-
-"Insley picked up some little belongings of hers, seeming to know them
-without being told, and because the time was so queer, and mebbe because
-death was in the next room, and mebbe for another reason or two, I could
-guess how, all the while he was answering her friendly questions about
-the little Cadoza boy--all that while the Personal, the _Personal_, like
-a living thing, hovered just beyond his words. And at last it just
-naturally came in and possessed what he was saying.
-
-"'I can't thank you enough for coming down here,' he says. 'It's meant
-everything to Chris--and to me.'
-
-"She glanced up at him with her pretty near boyish frankness, that had
-in it that night some new element of confidence and charm and just being
-dear.
-
-"'Don't thank me,' she says, 'it was mine to do, too. And besides, I
-haven't done anything. And I'm running away!'
-
-"He looked off up the road towards where, on its hill, Proudfit House
-was a-setting, a-glowing in all its windows, a-waiting for her to come,
-and to have her engagement to another man announced in it, and then to
-belong up there for ever and ever. He started to say something--I donno
-whether he knew what or whether he didn't; but anyhow he changed his
-mind and just opened the door for her, the parlour door that I bet was
-as surprised to be used as if it had cackled.
-
-"The Proudfit motor had stood waiting at the gate all this while, and as
-they got out to it, Dr. Heron drove up, and with him was Mis'
-Hubbelthwait come to enquire. So Robin waited outside to see what Dr.
-Heron should say when he had seen Chris's father again, and I went to
-the door to speak to Mis' Hubbelthwait.
-
-"'Liquor's what ails him fast enough,' Mis' Hubbelthwait whispers--Mis'
-Hubbelthwait would of whispered in the middle of a forty-acre field if
-somebody had said either birth or death to her. 'Liquor's what ails him.
-I know 'em. I remember the nice, well-behaved gentleman that come to the
-hotel and only lived one night after. "Mr. Elder," I says to him,
-severe, "you needn't to tell me your stomach ain't one livin' pickle,
-for I know it is!" An' he proved it by dyin' that very night. If he
-didn't prove it, I don't know what he did prove. "Alcoholism," Dr. Heron
-called it, but I know it was liquor killed him. No use dressin' up
-words. An' I miss my guess if this here poor soul ain't the self-same
-river to cross.'
-
-"She would have come in, but there's no call for the whole town to nurse
-a sick-bed, I always think--and so she sort of hung around a minute,
-sympathetic and mum, and then slimpsed off with very little starch to
-her motions, like when you walk for sick folks. I looked out to where
-Robin and Insley was waiting by the big Proudfit planet that was going
-to take her on an orbit of its own; and all of a sudden, with them in
-front of me and with what was behind me, the awful _good-byness_ of
-things sort of shut down on me, and I wanted to do something or tell
-somebody something, I didn't know what, before it was too late; and I
-run right down to them two.
-
-"'Oh,' I says, scrabblin' some for my words, 'I want to tell you
-something, both of you. If it means anything to either of you to know
-that there's a little more to me, for having met both of you--then I
-want you to know it. And it's true. You both--oh, I donno,' I says,
-'what it is--but you both kind of act like life was a person, and like
-it wasn't just your dinner to be et.... And I kind of know the person,
-too....'
-
-"I knew what I meant, but meant things and said things don't often match
-close. And yet I donno but they understood me. Anyway, they both took
-hold of a hand of mine, and said some little broke-off thing that I
-didn't rightly get. But I guess that we all knew that we all knew. And
-in a minute I went back in the house, feeling like I'd got the best of
-some time when I might of wished, like we all do, that I'd let somebody
-know something while then was then.
-
-"When I got inside the door, I see right off by Dr. Heron's face that
-there'd been some change. And sure enough there was. Chris's father had
-opened his eyes and had spoke. And I done what I knew Robin would have
-wanted; I wheeled round and went to the door and told her so.
-
-"'He's come to,' I says, 'and he's just asked for Chris.'
-
-"Sharp off, Robin turned to say something to the man waiting in the
-automobile. Insley tried to stop her, but she put him by. They come back
-into the cottage together, and the Proudfit automobile started steaming
-back to Proudfit House without her.
-
-"Once again Robin roused Chris, as she had roused him on the night when
-he slept on the church porch; she just slipped her hands round his
-throat and lifted his face, and this time she kissed him.
-
-"'Come with Robin,' she said.
-
-"Chris opened his eyes and for a minute his little senses come
-struggling through his sleep, and then with them come dread. He looked
-up in Robin's face, piteous.
-
-"'Did my daddy _go out_?' he asks, shrill, 'like my mama did?'
-
-"'No, no, dear,' Robin said. 'He wants you to say good-by to him first,
-you know. Be still and brave, for Robin.'
-
-"There wasn't no way to spare him, because the poor little figure on the
-bed was saying his name, restless, to restless movements. I was in there
-by him, fixing him a little something to take.
-
-"'Where's Chris?' the sick man begged. 'Look on the church steps--'
-
-"They took Chris in the room, and Insley lifted him up to Robin's knee
-on the chair beside the bed.
-
-"'Hello--my nice daddy,' Chris says, in his little high voice, and
-smiles adorable. 'I--I--I was waitin' for you all this while.'
-
-"His father put out his hand, awful awkward, and took the child's arm
-about the elbow. I'll never forget the way the man's face looked. It
-didn't looked _used_, somehow--it looked all sort of bare and barren,
-and like it hadn't been occupied. I remember once seeing a brand-new
-house that had burned down before anybody had ever lived in it, and some
-of it stuck up in the street, nice new doors, nice hardwood stairway,
-new brick chimney, and everything else all blackened and spoiled and
-done for, before ever it had been lived in. That was what Chris's
-father's face made me think of. The outline was young, and the eyes was
-young--young and burning--but there was the man's face, all spoiled and
-done for, without ever having been used for a face at all.
-
-"'Hello, sonny,' he says, weak. 'Got a good home?'
-
-"'He's in a good home, with good people, Mr. Bartlett,' Insley told him.
-
-"'For keeps?' Chris's father asks, his eyes burning at Insley's over the
-boy's head.
-
-"'We shall look after him somehow, among us,' Robin says. 'Don't worry
-about him, Mr. Bartlett. He's all right.'
-
-"The father's look turned toward her and it sort of lingered there a
-minute. And then it lit up a little--he didn't smile or change
-expression, but his look lit up some.
-
-"'You're the kind of a one I meant,' he says. 'I wanted he should have a
-good home. I--I done pretty good for you, didn't I, Chris?' he says.
-
-"Chris leaned way over and pulled at his sleeve. 'You--you--you come in
-our house, too,' he says.
-
-"'No, sonny, no,' says the man. 'I guess mebbe I'm--goin' somewheres
-else. But I done well by you, didn't I? Your ma and I always meant you
-should hev a good home. I'm glad--if you've got it. It's nicer than
-bein' with me--ain't it? Ain't it?'
-
-"Chris, on Robin's knee, was leaning forward on the bed, his hand
-patting and pulling at his father's hand.
-
-"'If you was here, then it is,' the child says.
-
-"At that his father smiled--and that was the first real, real look that
-had come into his face. And he looked around slow to the rest of us.
-
-"'I wasn't never the kind to hev a kid,' he says. 'The drink had me--had
-me hard. I knew I'd got to find somebody to show him--about growin' up.
-I'm glad you're goin' to.'
-
-"He shut his eyes and Chris threw himself forward and patted his face.
-
-"'Daddy!' he cried, 'I wanted to tell you--I had that hot ice-cream
-an'--an'--an' tea on a litty wagon....'
-
-"Robin drew him back, hushed him, looked up questioning to Insley. And
-while we all set there, not knowing whether to leave or to stay, the man
-opened his eyes, wide and dark.
-
-"'I wish't it had been different,' he said. 'Oh--_God_....'
-
-"Chris leans right over, eager, towards him.
-
-"'Didn't he say anything back?' he says.
-
-"'I guess so,' the man says, thick. 'I guess if you're a good boy, he
-did.' Then he turned his head and looked straight at Robin. 'Don't you
-forget about his throat, will you?' he says.
-'It--gets--sore--awful--easy....'
-
-"He stopped talking, with a funny upsetting sound in his voice. It
-struck me then, like it has since, how frightful it was that neither him
-nor Chris thought of kissing each other--like neither one had brought
-the other up to know how. And yet Chris kissed all of us when we asked
-him--just like something away back in him knew how, without being
-brought up to know.
-
-"He knew how to cry, though, without no bringing up, like folks do. As
-Robin come with him out of the room, Chris hid his face in her skirts,
-crying miserable. She set down by the window with him in her arms, and
-Insley went and stood side of them, not saying anything. I see them so,
-while Dr. Heron and I was busy for a minute in the bedroom. Then we come
-out and shut the door--ain't it strange, how one minute it takes so many
-people around the bed, and next minute, there's the one that was the one
-left in there all alone, able to take care of itself.
-
-"Dr. Heron went away, and Robin still set there, holding Chris. All of a
-sudden he put up his face.
-
-"'Robin,' he says, 'did--did my daddy leave me a letter?'
-
-"'A letter?' she repeated.
-
-"'To tell me what to do,' says the child. 'Like before. On the church
-steps.'
-
-"'No--why, no, Chris,' she answers him. 'He didn't have to do that, you
-know.'
-
-"His eyes was holding hers, like he wanted so much to understand.
-
-"'Then how'll I know?' he asks, simple.
-
-"It seemed to me it was like a glass, magnifying living, had suddenly
-been laid on life. Here he was, in the world, with no 'letter' to tell
-him what to do.
-
-"All she done was just to lay her cheek right close to his cheek.
-
-"'Robin is going to tell you what to do,' she says, 'till you are big
-enough to know.'
-
-"Insley stood there looking at her, and his face was like something had
-just uncovered it. And the minute seemed real and simple and almost
-old--as if it had begun to be long, long before. It was kind of as if
-Robin's will was the will of all women, away back for ever and ever in
-time, to pour into the world their power of life and of spirit, through
-a child.
-
-
-"Insley went out in the kitchen to see Mis' Cadoza about some
-arrangements--if 'Arrangements' means funerals, it always seems like the
-word was spelt different and stiffer--and we was setting there in that
-sudden, awful idleness that comes on after, when there was the noise of
-an automobile on the Plank Road, and it stopped to the cottage and Alex
-Proudfit come springing up to the front door. He pushed it open and come
-in the room, and he seemed to put the minute in capitals, with his voice
-and his looks and his clothes. I never see clothes so black and so white
-and so just-so as Alex Proudfit's could be, and that night they was more
-just-so than usual. That night, his hands, with their thick, strange
-ring, and his dark, kind of _even_ face was like some fancy picture of a
-knight and a lover. But his face never seemed to me to be made very much
-a-purpose and just for him. It was rather like a good sample of a good
-brand, and like a good sample of any other good brand would have done
-him just as well. His face didn't fit him inevitable, like a cork to a
-bottle. It was laid on more arbitrary, like a window on a landscape, and
-you could have seen the landscape through any other window just as well,
-or better.
-
-"'Robin!' he said, 'why did you let the car come back without you? We've
-been frantic with anxiety.'
-
-"She told him in a word or two what had happened, and he received it
-with his impressions just about half-and-half: one-half relief that the
-matter was well over and one-half anxiety for her to hurry up. Everyone
-was at the house, everyone was wondering. Mrs. Emmons was anxious....
-'My poor Robin, you've overtaxed your strength,' he ends. 'You'll look
-worn and not yourself to-night. It's too bad of it. Come, for heaven's
-sake, let's be out of this. Come, Calliope....'
-
-He asked her if she had anything to bring, and he gathered up what she
-told him was hers. I got ready, too, so's to go up to Proudfit House to
-put Chris to bed and set by him awhile. And just as I was going out to
-let Insley know we was leaving, the door to the other room opened and
-there stood Mis' Cadoza. I see she'd twisted her hair over fresh and
-she'd put on a collar. I remember now the way I felt when she spoke.
-
-"'I've got the coffee pot on and some batter stirred up,' says she, kind
-of shame-faced. 'I thought mebbe some hot pan-cakes and somethin' hot to
-drink'd go good--with Mr. Insley an' all of you.'
-
-"Alex started to say something--heaven knows what--but Robin went right
-straight up to Mis' Cadoza--and afterwards I thought back to how Robin
-didn't make the mistake of being too grateful.
-
-"'How I'd like them!' she says, matter-of-fact. 'But I've got a lot of
-people waiting for me, and I oughtn't to keep them....'
-
-"Insley spoke up from where he was over on the edge of little Eph's bed,
-and I noticed Mis' Cadoza had tried to neaten up the kitchen some, and
-she'd set the table with oil-cloth and some clean dishes.
-
-"'I was afraid you'd all stay,' he says, 'and I do want all the
-pan-cakes. Hurry on--you're keeping back our supper.'
-
-"He nodded to Alex, smiled with us, and come and saw us out the door.
-Mis' Cadoza come too, and Robin and I shook hands with her for
-goodnight. And as Mis' Cadoza stood there in her own door, seeing us
-off, and going to be hostess out in her own kitchen, I wondered to
-myself if it was having a collar on, or what it was, that give her a
-kind of pretty near dignity.
-
-"I got in the front seat of the car. Chris was back in the tonneau
-between Robin and Alex, and as we started he tried to tell Alex what had
-happened.
-
-"'My--my--my daddy----' he says.
-
-"'Poor little cuss,' says Alex. 'But how extremely well for the child,
-Robin, that the beggar died. Heavens, how I hate your going in these
-ghastly places. My poor Robin, what an experience for _to-night_! For
-our to-night....'
-
-"She made a sudden move, abrupt as a bird springing free of something
-that's holding it. She spoke low, but I heard every word of it.
-
-"'Alex,' she said, 'we've made a mistake, you and I. But it isn't too
-late to mend it now.'
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-
-"'I hope, Calliope,' said Postmaster Silas Sykes to me, 'that you ain't
-in favour of women suffrage.'
-
-"'No, Silas,' says I, 'I ain't.'
-
-"And I felt all over me a kind of a nice wild joy at saying a thing that
-I knew a male creature would approve of.
-
-"Silas was delivering the groceries himself that day, and accepting of a
-glass of milk in my kitchen doorway. And on my kitchen stoop Letty
-Ames--that had come home in time for the Proudfit party--was a-sitting,
-a-stitching away on a violet muslin breakfast-cap. It was the next day
-after the party and my regular wash-day and I was glad to be back in my
-own house, washing quiet, with Emerel Daniel to help me.
-
-"'At school,' says Letty, 'everybody was for it.'
-
-"'I know it,' says Silas, gloomy. 'The schools is goin' to the dogs,
-hot-foot. Women suffrage, tinkerin' pupils' teeth, cremation--I don't
-know what-all their holdin' out for. In my day they stuck to 'rithmetic
-and toed the crack.'
-
-"'That isn't up to date, Mr. Sykes,' says Letty, to get Silas riled.
-
-"It done it. He waved his left arm, angular.
-
-"'Bein' up to date is bein' up to the devil,' he begun, raspish, when I
-cut in, hasty and peaceful.
-
-"'By the way, Silas,' I says, 'speaking of dates, it ain't more'n a
-_year_ past the time you aldermen was going to clear out Black Hollow,
-is it? Ain't you going to get it done _this_ spring?'
-
-"'Oh, dum it, no,' Silas says. 'They're all after us now to get to
-pavin' that new street.'
-
-"'That street off there in the marsh. I know they are,' I says innocent.
-'Your cousin's makin' the blocks, ain't he, Silas?'
-
-"Just then, in from the shed where she was doing my washing come Emerel
-Daniel--a poor little thing that looked like nothing but breath with the
-skin drawn over it--and she was crying.
-
-"'Oh, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'I guess you'll have to leave me go home. I
-left little Otie so sick--I hadn't ought to of left him--only I did want
-the fifty cents....'
-
-"'Otie!' I says. 'I thought Otie was getting better.'
-
-"'I've kept sayin' so because I was ashamed to let folks know,' Emerel
-says, 'an' me leavin' him to work. But I had to have the money--'
-
-"'Land,' I says, 'of course you did. Go on home. Silas'll take you in
-the delivery wagon, won't you, Silas? You're going right that way, ain't
-you?'
-
-"'I wasn't,' says Silas, 'but I can go round that way to oblige.' That's
-just exactly how Silas is.
-
-"'Emerel,' I says, 'when you go by the Hollow, you tell Silas what you
-was tellin' me--about the smells from there into your house. Silas,' I
-says, 'that hole could be filled up with sand-bar sand dirt cheap, now
-while the river's low, and you know it.'
-
-"'Woman--' Silas begins excitable.
-
-"'Of course you can't,' I saved him the trouble, 'not while the council
-is running pavement halfway acrost the swamp to graft off'n the Wooden
-Block folks. That's all, Silas. I know you, head and heart,' I says,
-some direct.
-
-"'You don't understand city dealin's no more'n--Who-a!' Silas yells,
-pretending his delivery horse needed him, and lit down the walk, Emerel
-following. Silas reminds me of the place in the atmosphere where a
-citizen ought to be, and ain't.
-
-"Emerel had left the clothes in the bluing water, so I stood and talked
-with Letty a minute, stitching away on her muslin breakfast-cap.
-
-"'I'd be for women voting just because Silas isn't,' she says, feminine.
-
-"'In them words,' says I to her, 'is some of why women shouldn't do it.
-The most of 'em reason,' I says, 'like rabbits!'
-
-"Letty sort of straightened up and looked at me, gentle. She just
-graduated from the Indian Mound School and, in spite of yourself, you
-notice what she says. 'You're mistaken, Miss Marsh,' says she, 'I
-believe in women voting because we're folks and mothers, and we can't
-bring up our children with men taking things away from 'em that we know
-they'd ought to have. I want to bring up my children by my votes as well
-as by my prayers,' says she.
-
-"'_Your_ children!' says I.
-
-"I donno if you've ever noticed that look come in a girl's face when she
-speaks of her children that are going to be sometime? Up to that minute
-I'd 'a' thought Letty's words was brazen. But when I see how she looked
-when she said it, I sort of turned my eyes away, kind of half reverent.
-We didn't speak so when I was a girl. The most we ever heard mentioned
-like that was when our mothers showed us our first baby dress and told
-us that was for _our_ baby--and then we always looked away, squeamish.
-
-"'That's kind of nice,' I says, slow, 'your owning up, out loud that
-way, that maybe you might possibly have--have one, sometime.'
-
-"'My mother has talked to me about it since I began to
-know--everything,' Letty said.
-
-"That struck awful near home.
-
-"'I always wisht,' I says, 'I'd talked with my mother--like that. I
-always wisht I'd had her tell me about the night I was born. I think
-everybody ought to know about that. But I remember when she begun to
-speak about it, I always kind of shied off. I should think it would of
-hurt her. But then,' I says, 'I never had any of my own. So it don't
-matter.'
-
-"'Oh, yes, you have, Miss Marsh,' says Letty.
-
-"I looked at her, blank.
-
-"'Every child that's born belongs to you,' says Letty to me, solemn.
-
-"'Go on,' says I, to draw her out. 'I wouldn't own most of the little
-jackanapesses.'
-
-"'But you _do_,' says Letty, 'and so do I! So does every woman, mother
-or not.'
-
-"She set the little violet muslin cap on her head to try it, and swept
-up and made me a little bow. Pretty as a picture she looked, and ready
-for loving.... I always wonder if things ain't sometimes arranged to
-happen in patterns, same as crystals. For why else should it be that at
-that instant minute young Elbert Sykes, Silas's son, that was home for
-the party and a little longer, come up to my door with a note from his
-mother--and see Letty in the violet cap, bowing like a rose?
-
-"While they was a-talking easy, like young folks knows how to do
-nowdays, I read the note; and it was about what had started Silas to
-talking suffrage. Mis' Sykes had opened her house to a suffrage meeting
-that evening, and Mis' Martin Lacy from the City was a-going to talk,
-and would I go over?
-
-"'Land, yes,' I says to Elbert. 'Tell her I'll come, just for something
-to do. I wonder if I can bring Letty, too?'
-
-"'Mother'd be proud, I know,' says Elbert, looking at her like words,
-and them words a-praising. They had used to play together when they was
-little, but school had come in and kind of made them over.
-
-"'_So_,' says he to Letty, bantering, 'you're in favour of women voting,
-are you?'
-
-"She broke off her thread and looked up at him.
-
-"'Of course I am,' she says, giving a cunning little kitten nod that run
-all down her shoulders.
-
-"'So you think,' says Elbert, 'that you're just as strong as I am--to
-carry things along? Mind you, I don't say as clever. You're easily that.
-But put it at just _strong_.'
-
-"She done the little nod again, nicer than the first time.
-
-"'You talk like folks voted with their muscles,' says she. 'Well, I
-guess some men do, judging by the results.'
-
-"He laughed, but he went on.
-
-"'And you think,' he says, 'that you would be just as wonderful in
-public life as you would be in your home--your very own home?'
-
-"Letty put the last stitch in her muslin cap and she set it on her
-head--all cloudy and rose-budded, and land, land, she was lovely when
-she looked up.
-
-"'Surely,' she says from under the ruffle, with a little one-cornered
-smile.
-
-"He laughed right into her eyes. 'I don't believe you think so,' he
-says, triumphant. And all of a sudden there come a-sticking up its head
-in his face the regular man look--I can't rightly name it, but every
-woman in the world knows it when she sees it--a kind of an _I'm the one
-of us two but don't let's stop pretending it's you_ look.
-
-"When she see it, what do you suppose Letty done? First she looked
-down. Then she blushed. Then she shrugged up one shoulder and laughed,
-sort of little and low and soft. _And she kept still._ She was about as
-much like the dignified woman that had just been talking to me about
-women's duty as a bow of blue ribbon is like my work apron. And as plain
-as the blue on the sky, I see that _she liked the minute when she let
-Elbert beat her--liked it_, with a sort of a glow and a quiver.
-
-"He laughed again, and, 'You stay just the the way you are,' he says,
-and he contrived to make them common words sort of flow all over her
-like petting.
-
-"That evening, when we marched into the Sykes's house to the meeting, he
-spoke to her like that again. The men was invited to the meeting, too,
-but Mis' Sykes let it be known that they needn't to come till the coffee
-and sandwiches, thus escaping the speech. Mis' Sykes ain't in favour of
-suffrage, but she does love a new thing in town, and Mis' Martin Lacy
-was so well dressed and so soft-spoken that Mis' Sykes would of left her
-preach foot-binding in her parlour if she'd wanted to. Mis' Sykes is
-like that. Letty was about the youngest there, and she was about the
-prettiest I 'most ever saw; and when he'd got them all seated, young
-Elbert Sykes, that was the only man there, just naturally gravitated
-over and set down by her, like the Lord meant. I love to see them little
-things happen, and I never smile at them, same as some. Because it's
-like I got a peek in behind the curtain and see the eternal purpose
-working away, quiet and still.
-
-"Well, Mis' Lacy, she talked, and she put things real sane and plain,
-barring I didn't believe any of what she said. And pretty soon I stopped
-trying to listen and I begun thinking about Emerel Daniel. I'd been down
-to see her just before supper, and I hadn't had her out of my head much
-of the time since. Emerel's cottage wasn't half a block from Black
-Hollow, the great low place beyond the river road that the town used as
-a dump. It was full of things without names, and take it on a day with
-the wind just right, Emerel had to keep her window shut on that side of
-her house. Water was standing in the hollow all the whole time. Flies
-and mosquitoes come from it by the flock and the herd. And when I'd held
-my nose and scud past it that afternoon to get to Emerel's, I'd almost
-run into Dr. Heron, just coming out from seeing Otie, and I burst right
-out with my thoughts all over him, and asked him if Black Hollow wasn't
-what was the matter with Otie and if it wasn't all that was the matter
-with him.
-
-"'Unquestionably,' says Dr. Heron. 'I told Mrs. Daniel six months ago
-that she must move.'
-
-"'Well,' says I, 'not having any of her other country homes open this
-year, Emerel had to stay where she was. And Otie with her. But what did
-you say to the council about filling in the hole?'
-
-"'The council,' says Dr. Heron, 'is paving the county swamp. There's a
-good crop of wooden blocks this year.'
-
-"'True enough,' says I, grim, 'and Otie is a-paying for it.'
-
-"That was exactly how the matter stood. And all the while Mis' Lacy was
-a-talking her women suffrage, I set there grieving for Emerel, and
-wondering how it was that Silas Sykes and Timothy Toplady and Jimmy
-Sturgis and even Eppleby Holcomb, that belonged to the common council,
-_could_ set by and see Otie die, and more or less of the rest of us in
-the same kind of danger.
-
-"Next I knew, Mis' Lacy, that was all silky movements and a sweet voice,
-had got through her own talk and was asking us ladies to express
-ourselves. Everybody felt kind of delicate at first, and then Libby
-Liberty starts up and spoke her mind:--
-
-"'_I_ believe all you've been a-saying,' she says, 'and I hev for
-twenty years. I never kill a hen without I realize how good the women
-can do a human being's work if they're put to it.'
-
-"'I always think of that, too,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, quick, 'about
-the hotel....' She kind of stopped, but we all knew what she meant.
-Threat is seldom if ever sober, especially on election day; but he
-votes, and she only runs the hotel and keeps them both out of the
-poorhouse.
-
-"'Well, look at me,' says Abagail Arnold, 'doin' work to oven and to
-counter, an' can't get my nose near nothin' public but my taxes.'
-
-"'Of course,' says Mis' Uppers, rocking, 'I've almost _been_ the mayor
-of Friendship Village, bein' his wife, so. An' I must say he never done
-a thing I didn't think I could do. Or less it was the junketin' trips.
-I'd 'a' been down with one o' my sick headaches on every one o' them.'
-
-"'Men _know_ more,' admitted Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'but I donno as
-they can _do_ any more than us. When the Fire Chief was alive an'
-holdin' office an' entertaining politicians, I use' often to think o'
-that, when I had their hot dinner to get.'
-
-"'I s'pose men do know more than we do,' says Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, reflective. 'I know Eppleby is lightnin'
-at figures, an' he can tell about time-tables, an' he sees sense to fine
-print parts o' the newspapers that looks like so many doctors'
-prescriptions to me. An' yet honestly, when it comes to some questions
-of sense, I've known Eppleby not to have any.'
-
-"'Jimmy, either,' says Mis' Sturgis, confidential. 'I donno. I've
-thought about that a good deal. It seems as if, if we got the chance, us
-women might not vote brilliant at first, but we would vote with our
-sense. The sense that can pick out a pattern and split a receipt, an'
-dress the children out o' the house money. I bet there's a lot o' that
-kind o' sense among women that don't get used up, by a long shot.'
-
-"Mis' Timothy Toplady drew her shawl up her back, like she does.
-
-"'Well-a,' she says, 'Timothy's an awful good husband, but when I see
-some of the things he buys for the house, an' the way he gets took in on
-real estate, I often wonder if he's such a good citizen as he lets on.'
-
-"I kep' a-wondering why Letty didn't say something, and by and by I
-nudged her.
-
-"'Go on, speak up,' I intimated.
-
-"And, same time, I heard Elbert Sykes, on the other side, say something
-to her, low. 'I could tell them,' he says to her, 'that to look like
-you do is better than being elected!'
-
-"And Letty--what do you s'spose?--she just glanced up at him, and made a
-little kind of a commenting wrinkle with her nose, and looked down and
-kept her silence. Just like he'd set there with a little fine chain to
-her wrist.
-
-"We talked some more and asked some questions and heard Mis' Lacy read
-some, and then it was time for the men. They come in together--six or
-eight of them, and most of them, as it happened, members of the common
-council. And when Mis' Sykes had set them down on the edge of the room,
-and before anybody had thought of any remark to pass, Mis' Lacy she
-spoke up and ask' the men to join in the discussion, and called on Mis'
-Sykes, that hadn't said nothing yet, to start the ball a-rolling.
-
-"'_Well_,' says Mis' Sykes, with her little society pucker, 'I must say
-the home and bring-up my children seems far, far more womanly to me than
-the tobacco smoke and whiskey of public life.'
-
-"She glanced over to the men, kind of with a way of arching her neck and
-they all gave her a sort of a little ripple, approving. And with this
-Mis' Toplady kind of tossed her head up.
-
-"'Oh, well, I don't want the responsibility,' she says. 'Land, if I was
-a votin' woman, I should feel as if I'd got bread in the pan and cake in
-the oven and clothes in the bluin' water all the whole time.'
-
-"'He, he, he!' says Timothy, her lawful lord. And Silas and Jimmy
-Sturgis and the rest joined in, tuneful.
-
-"Then Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, she vied in, and done a small,
-careless laugh.
-
-"'Oh, well, me, too,' she says, 'I declare, as I get older an' wake up
-some mornin's I feel like life was one big breakfast to get an' me the
-hired girl. If I had to vote besides, I donno what I _would_ do.'
-
-"'An',' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'I always feel as if a politician was a
-disgrace to be, same as an actor, _unless_ you got to be a big one. An'
-can us women ever be big ones even if we want? Which I'm sure I don't
-want,' she says, sidling a look towards the men's row.
-
-"'Oh, not only that,' says Abagail Arnold, 'but you'd feel so kind of
-sheepish votin' for the President, away off there in Washington. I
-always feel terrible sheepish even prayin' for him, let alone
-votin'--an' like it _couldn't_ make no real difference.'
-
-"'Oh, an' _ladies_!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, 'really it's bad enough to
-have been the wife of a mayor. If I had to vote an' was in danger of
-coming down with a nomination for somethin' myself, I couldn't get to
-sleep nights.'
-
-"'Mercy,' said Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'a mayor is nothin' but a baby
-in public life compared to a fire chief. A mayor gets his night's rest.
-Could a woman ever chase to fires at three o'clock in the mornin'? An'
-if she votes, what's to prevent her bein' elected to some such job by
-main strength?'
-
-"'Or like enough get put on a jury settin' on a murderer, an' hev to
-look at dug-up bones an' orgins,' says Mis' Sturgis--her that's an
-invalid and gloomy by complexion.
-
-"And one and all, as they spoke, they looked sidewise to the men for
-their approval. And they got it.
-
-"'That's the ticket!' says Timothy Toplady, slapping his knee. 'I tell
-you, gentlemen, we've got a nice set of women folks here in this town.
-They don't prostitute their brains to no fool notions.'
-
-"There was a little hush, owing to that word that Timothy had used kind
-of uncalled for, and then a little quick buzz of talk to try to cover
-it. And in the buzz I heard Elbert saying to Letty:
-
-"'You _know_ you think of yourself in a home afterward--and not around
-at polls and things, Letty.'
-
-"'You don't have to board at the polls because you vote there, you
-know,' Letty said; but she says it with a way, with a way. She said it
-like a pretty woman talking to a man that's looking in her eyes and
-thinking how pretty she is, and she knows he's thinking so. And you
-can't never get much real arguing done that way.
-
-"It always kind of scares me to see myself showed up--and now it was
-like I had ripped a veil off the whole sex, and off me, too. I see us
-face to face. Why was it that before them men had come in, the women had
-all talked kind of doubtful and suffrage-leaning, and then had veered
-like the wind the minute the men had come on the scene? Mis' Toplady had
-defied Timothy time after time, both public and private; Mis'
-Hubbelthwait bosses her husband not only drunk but sober; Mis' Sturgis
-don't do a thing Jimmy wants without she happens to want it too--and so
-on. Yet at the mention of this one thing, these women that had been
-talking intelligent and wondering open-minded had all stopped being the
-way they was and had begun to say things sole to please the men. Even
-Libby Liberty had kept still--her that has a regular tongue in her head.
-And Letty, that believed in it all, and had talked to me so womanly
-that morning, she was listening and blushing for Elbert and holding her
-peace. And then I remembered, like a piece of guilt, sensing that nice,
-wild feeling I myself had felt that morning a-denying woman suffrage in
-the presence of Postmaster Silas Sykes. What in creation ailed us all?
-
-"_What in creation...._ Them words sort of steadied me. It looked to me
-like it was creation itself that ailed us yet. Creation is a thing that
-it takes most folks a good while to recover from....
-
-" ... I remembered seeing Silas's delivery boy go whistling along the
-street one night, and pass a cat. The cat wasn't doing nothing active.
-It was merely idle. But the boy brought up a big shingle he was carrying
-and swished it through the air and says 'Z-t-t-t-t,' to the cat's heels,
-to see the cat take to them--which it done--like the cat immemorial has
-done for immemorial boys, delivery and other. And once, at dusk, a big,
-strange man with a gun on his shoulder passed me on Daphne Street, and
-when he done so, he says to me 'Z-t-t-t,' under his breath, just like
-the boy to the cat, and just like the untamed man immemorial has said
-when he got the chance. It seemed to me like men was created with, so
-to say, a shingle and a gun, for the hunting, and just as there is joy
-in their hunting, so there is a palpitatin' delight in being hunted and
-flattered by being caught and bound, hand and foot and mind.
-
-"'We like it--why, I tell you, we like it,' I says to myself, 'and us
-here in Mis' Sykes's parlour are burning with the old original,
-left-over fire, breathed at creation into women's breasts!'
-
-"And it seemed like I kind of touched hands with all the women that used
-to be. And I looked over to that row of grinning, tired men, not so very
-much dressed up, and I thought:--
-
-"'Why, you're the men of this world and we're the women, and there ain't
-no more thrilling fact in this universe. And why don't we all reco'nize
-it and shut up?'
-
-"That was what I was thinking over in my mind while Mis' Martin Lacy
-said good night to us and rushed off to catch her train for the City,
-hoping she had made us see some light. That was what I was still going
-over when Mis' Sykes called me to help with the refreshments. And then,
-just as I started out to the kitchen, the outside door that was part
-open was pushed in and somebody come in the room. It was Emerel Daniel,
-in calico and no hat. And as soon as we see her face, everybody stopped
-talking and stared. She was white as the table-cloth and shaking.
-
-"'Oh, ladies,' she says, 'won't one of you come down to the house?
-Otie's worse--I donno what it is. I donno what to do to take care of
-him.'
-
-"She broke down, poor, nervous little thing, and sort of swallowed her
-whole throat. And Mis' Toplady and we all rushed right over to her.
-
-"'Why, Emerel,' Mis' Toplady says, 'I thought Otie was getting ever so
-much better. Is it the real typhoid, do you s'pose?' she ask' her.
-
-"Emerel looked over to me. 'Isn't it?' she says. And then I spoke right
-up with all there is to me.
-
-"'Yes, sir,' I says, 'it is the real typhoid. And if you want to know
-what's giving it to him, ladies and gentlemen, ask the common council
-that's setting over there by the wall. Dr. Heron says that Black Hollow,
-that's a sink for the whole town, give it to him, and that nothing else
-did--piled full of diseases right in back of Emerel's house. And if you
-want to know who's responsible for his dying if he dies,' I says right
-out, 'look over in the same direction to the men that wouldn't vote to
-fill in the Black Hollow with sand because they needed the money so bad
-for paving up half the county swamp.'
-
-"It was most as still in the room as when Timothy had said 'prostitute.'
-All but me. I went right on--nothing could of kept me still then.
-
-"'Us ladies,' I says, 'has tried for two years to get the Council to
-fill in that hole. We've said and said what would happen to some of us,
-what with our pumps so near the place, and what with flies from it
-visiting our dinner-table dishes, sociable and continual. What did you
-say to us? You said women hadn't no idee of town finances. Mebbe we
-ain't--mebbe we ain't. But we have got some idea of town humanity, if I
-do say it, that share in it. And this poor little boy has gone to work
-and proved it.'
-
-"With that, Emerel, who had been holding in--her that's afraid even to
-ask for starch if you forget to give it to her--she broke right down and
-leaned her head on her arm on the clock shelf:--
-
-"'Oh,' she says, 'all the years I been giving him his victuals and his
-bath and sewing his clothes up, I never meant it to come to this--for no
-reason. If Otie dies, I guess he needn't of--that's the worst. He
-needn't of.'
-
-"Mis' Toplady put her arm right around Emerel and kind of poored her
-shoulder in that big, mother way she's got--and it was her that went
-with her, like it's always Mis' Toplady that does everything. And us
-ladies turned around and all begun to talk at once.
-
-"'Let's plan out right here about taking things in to Emerel,' says Mis'
-Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I've got some fresh bread out of the oven.
-I'll carry her a couple of loaves, and another couple next baking or
-two.'
-
-"'I'll take her in a hen,' says Libby Liberty, 'so be she'll kill it
-herself.'
-
-"Somebody else said a ham, and somebody some butter, and Libby threw in
-some fresh eggs, if she got any. Mis' Hubbelthwait didn't have much to
-do with, but she said she would take turns setting up with Otie. Mis'
-Sykes give a quarter--she don't like to bake for folks, but she's real
-generous with money. And Silas pipes in:--
-
-"'Emerel can have credit to the store till Otie begins to get better,'
-he said. 'I ain't been lettin' her have it. She's looked so peaked I
-been afraid she wan't a-goin' to be able to work, an' I didn't want she
-should be all stacked up with debts.'
-
-"But me, I set there a-thinking. And all of a sudden I says out what I
-thought: 'Ladies,' I says, 'and all of you: What to Emerel is hens and
-hams and credit? They ain't,' I says, 'nothing but patches and poultices
-on what's the trouble up to her house.'
-
-"Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying much, spoke up:--
-
-"'I know,' he says, 'I know. You mean what good do they do to the boy.'
-
-"'I mean just that,' I says. 'What good is all that to Otie that's lying
-over by Black Hollow? And how does it keep the rest of the town safe?'
-
-"'Well,' says Silas, eager, 'let's us get out the zinc wagon you ladies
-bought, and let's us go to collectin' the garbage again so that won't
-all be dumped in Black Hollow. And leave the ladies keep on payin' for
-it. It's real ladies' work, I think, bein' as it's no more'n a general
-scrapin' up of ladies' kitchens.'
-
-"Then Letty Ames, that hadn't been saying anything, spoke up, to nobody
-in particular:--
-
-"'Otie's a dear little soul,' she said, 'a dear little soul!'
-
-"'Ain't he?' says Marne Holcomb. 'Eppleby 'most always has a nut or
-somethin' in his pocket to give him as he goes by. He takes it like a
-little squirrel an' like a little gentleman.'
-
-"'He's awful nice when he comes in the shop,' said Abagail. 'He looks at
-the penny-apiece kind and then buys the two-for-a-cent, so's to give
-his mother one.'
-
-"'He knows how to behave in a store,' Silas admitted. 'I 'most always
-give him a coffee-berry, just to see him thank me.'
-
-"'He come into the hotel one day,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'an' stood by
-me when I was bakin'. I give him a little wad of dough to roll.'
-
-"'I let him drive the 'bus one day, settin' on my knee,' says Jimmy
-Sturgis. 'He was a nice, careful, complete little cuss.'
-
-"Eppleby Holcomb nodded with his eyes shut.
-
-"'We don't like folks to swing on our front gate,' he says. 'He done it,
-but he marched right in and told us he'd done it. I give him a
-doughnut--an' he's kep' right on swingin' an' ownin' up an' eatin'
-doughnuts.'
-
-"'Even when he chased my chickens,' says Libby Liberty, 'he chased 'em
-like a little gentleman--_towards_ the coop an' not down the road. I
-always noticed that about him.'
-
-"'Yes,' says Letty, again, 'he's a dear little soul. _What makes us let
-him die?_'
-
-"She said it so calm that it caught even my breath--and my breath, in
-these things, ain't easy caught. But I got it right back again, and I
-says:--
-
-"'Yes, sir. He was on the way to being somebody that Friendship Village
-could have had for the right kind of an inmate. And now he'll be nothing
-but a grave, that's no good to anybody. And Sodality,' I couldn't help
-adding, 'will likely pitch right in and take care of his grave,
-tasteful.'
-
-"And when I said that, it come over me how Emerel had dressed him and
-bathed him and made his clothes, and done washings, tireless, to get the
-fifty cents--besides bringing him into the world, tedious. And now it
-was all going for nothing, all for nothing--when we could of helped it.
-And I plumped out with what I'd said that morning to Silas:--
-
-"'Why don't you fill up Black Hollow with sand-bar sand out of the
-river, now it's so low? Then, even if it's too late for Otie, mebbe we
-can keep ourselves from murderin' anybody else.'
-
-"Them half a dozen men of the common council set still a minute, looking
-down at Mis' Sykes's parlour ingrain. And I looked over at them, and my
-heart come up in my throat and both of them ached like the toothache.
-Because all of a sudden it seemed to me it wasn't just Timothy and
-Eppleby and Silas and some more of the council setting there by the
-wall--but it was like, in them few men, tired and not so very well
-dressed, was setting the lawmakers of the whole world; and there in
-front of them, wasn't only Mis' Holcomb and Libby and Letty and me, but
-Emerel Daniel, too, and all the women there is--saying to them: 'My
-land, we've dressed 'em an' bathed 'em an' sewed for 'em an' brought 'em
-into the world, tedious. Let 'em live--fix things so's they can live an'
-so's it needn't all go for nothin'.' And I sort of bubbled up and
-spilled over, as if everything we was all of us _for_ had come up in my
-throat.
-
-"'Oh, folks,' I says, 'just look what us in this room could have done
-for Otie--so be we'd begun in time.'
-
-"Right like a dash of cold water into my face, Mis' Sykes spoke up, cold
-as some kind of death:--
-
-"'Well, ladies,' she says, 'I guess we've got our eyes open now. _I_ say
-that's what we'd ought to hev been doin' instead o' talkin' women
-votin',' she says, triumphant.
-
-"Then somebody spoke again, in a soft, new, not-used-to-it little voice,
-and in her chair over beside Elbert, Letty Ames leaned forward, and her
-eyes was like the sunny places in water.
-
-"'Don't you see,' she says, 'don't you see, Mis' Sykes, that's what Mis'
-Lacy meant?'
-
-"'How so?' says Mis' Sykes, short.
-
-"I'll never forget how sweet and shy and unexpected and young Letty
-looked, but she answered, as brave as brave:--
-
-"'Otie Daniel is sick,' she said, 'and all us women can do is to carry
-him broth and bread and nurse him. It's only the men that can bring
-about the things to make him well. And they haven't done it. It's been
-the women who have been urging it--and not getting it done. Wasn't it
-our work to do, too?'
-
-"I see Elbert looking at her--like he just couldn't bear to have her
-speak so, like some men can't. And I guess he spoke out in answer before
-he meant to:--
-
-"'But let them do it womanly, Letty,' he said, 'like your mother did and
-my mother did.'
-
-"Letty turned and looked Elbert Sykes straight in the face:--
-
-"'_Womanly!_' she says. 'What is there womanly about my bathing and
-feeding a child inside four clean walls, if dirt and bad food and
-neglect are outside for him? Will you tell me if there is anything more
-womanly than my right to help make the world as decent for my children
-as I would make my own home?'
-
-"I looked at Letty, and looked; and I see with a thrill I can't tell you
-about how Letty seemed. For she seemed the way she had that morning on
-my kitchen stoop, when she spoke of her children and when I felt like
-I'd ought to turn away--the way I'd used to when my mother showed me my
-baby dress and told me who it would be for. Only now--only now, somehow,
-I didn't want to turn away. Somehow I wanted to keep right on looking at
-Letty, like Elbert was looking. And I see what he see. How Letty was
-what she'd said that morning that she was--and that I was--and that we
-all was: A mother, then and there, whether she ever had any children or
-not. And she was next door to owning up to it right there before them
-all and before Elbert. We didn't speak so when I was a girl. We didn't
-own up, out loud, that we ever thought anything about what we was for.
-But now, when I heard Letty do it....
-
-" ... Now, when I heard Letty do it, all to once, I looked into a window
-of the world. And instead of touching hands like I had with the women
-that use' to be, I looked off and off down all the time there's going to
-be, and for a minute I touched, tip-fingers, the hands of the other
-women that's coming towards me; and out of places inside of me that I
-didn't know before had eyes, I see them, mothers to the whole world,
-_inside their four walls and out_. And they wasn't coming with poultices
-and bread and broth in their hands, to patch up what had been left
-undone; nor with the keys to schoolhouses that they'd got open by
-scheming; nor with newspapers full of health that they'd had to run down
-back alleys to sell; nor national holidays that they'd got a-hold of
-through sheer accident; nor yet with nice new headstones for cemetery
-improvements on the dead and gone--no, sir, their hands wasn't occupied
-with any of these ways of serving that they'd schemed for and stole. But
-their hands--was in men's hands, closer and nearer than they'd ever been
-before. And their eyes was lit up with a look that was a new look, and
-that give new life to the old original left-over blaze. And I looked
-across to that row of tired men, not so very much dressed up, and I
-thought:--
-
-"'You're the men of this world and we're the women. And there ain't no
-more thrilling fact in this universe, save one, _save one_: And that's
-that we're all human beings. That your job and ours is to make the world
-ready for the folks that are to come, and to make the folks that come
-fit to live in that new world. And yet over there by Black Hollow one of
-our children is dying from something that was your job _and_ ours to do,
-and we didn't take hold of hands and do it!'
-
-"'Oh, Letty!' I says out. 'And Silas and all of you! Let's pretend,
-just for a minute, that we was all citizens and equal. And let's figure
-out things for Otie, just like we had the right!'
-
-
-"I'd asked Letty to spend the night with me, and Elbert walked home with
-us. And just as we got there, he says to her again:--
-
-"'Oh, Letty--you ain't _strong_ enough to help carry things along!'
-
-"'You've got more strength,' she says to him, 'and more brains. But it
-isn't so much the strength or the brains in women that is going to help
-when the time comes. It's the--mother in them.'
-
-"And I says to myself:--
-
-"'And it's the--_human beingness_ of them.' But Letty didn't know that
-yet.
-
-"Elbert answered, after a minute:--
-
-"'You may be right and you may be wrong, but, Letty, Letty, what a woman
-you are!'
-
-"And at that Letty looked up at him, just as she had looked at him that
-morning--just for a minute, and then she dipped down the brim of her big
-hat. I donno what she answered him. I didn't care. I didn't care. For
-what I see was the old wild joy of a woman in being glorified by a male
-creature. And I knew then, and I know now, that that won't never die,
-no matter what.
-
-"Elbert put out his hand.
-
-"'Good night, Letty,' he said.
-
-"She gave him hers, and he closed over it light with his other hand.
-
-"'May I see you to-morrow?' he asked her.
-
-"'Oh, I don't know,' said Letty. 'Come and see if I'll see you--will
-you?'
-
-"He laughed a little, looking in her eyes.
-
-"'At about eight,' he promised. 'Good night....'
-
-"I got the key out from under the mat to a tune inside me. Because I'd
-heard, and I knew that Letty had heard, that tone in Elbert's voice that
-is the human tone--I can't rightly name it, but every woman in the world
-knows it when she hears it--a tone that says: _If I have my way, you and
-I are going to live out our lives together_.
-
-"And I knew then, and I know now, that that tone won't ever die, either.
-And some day, away off in a new world right here on this earth, I
-believe there's going to be a wilder joy in being men and women than all
-the men and women up to now have ever lived or dared or dreamed.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-
-"'Miss Marsh,' says Christopher.
-
-"Mis' Emmons's living-room was like a cup of something cool, and I set
-there in the after-supper light having such a nice rested time drinking
-it in that at first I didn't hear him.
-
-"'Miss Marsh,' he says again, and pulled at my dress. I put out my hand
-to him and he took it. Sometimes I donno but hands are a race of beings
-by themselves that talk and answer and do all the work and act like
-slaves and yet really rule the world.
-
-"'Is it me telling my feet where to go or do they tell me where I go?'
-asked Christopher.
-
-"'You can have it either way you want,' I told him. 'Some does one way
-and some does the other. Which way do you like?'
-
-"He thought for a minute, twisting on one foot with the other up in his
-hand.
-
-"'I'd like 'em to know how without our sayin' so,' he announces finally.
-
-"'Well,' I says, 'I left out that way. That's really the best way of
-all.'
-
-"He looked at me eager.
-
-"'Is it a game?' he says.
-
-"'Yes,' I told him.
-
-"'What's its name?' he ask' me.
-
-"'Game of Life,' I told him again.
-
-"He thought about it, still twisting. Then he done one of his littlest
-laughs, with his head turned away.
-
-"'My feet heard you,' he says. 'Now they know how to play.'
-
-"'I hope so, Christopher,' says I, and kissed him on the back of his
-neck. That made him mad, like it usually done.
-
-"'My neck is my neck,' says he, 'and it's shut in my collar. It ain't
-home to-day.'
-
-"'Is your mouth home?' I ask' him.
-
-"And it was.
-
-"I could of set there talking with him all evening, but not on the night
-of Sodality's Annual. I'd stopped by for Mis' Emmons. She was getting
-ready, and while I waited I could hear folks passing on their way to the
-schoolhouse where the meeting was. For the town was all het up about
-what the meeting was going to do.
-
-"I'd seen half-dozen or so of us that afternoon when we was putting
-plants on the hall platform, and we'd all spoke our minds.
-
-"'I'm gaspin',' observed Mis' Sturgis, 'to take a straw vote of us on
-this amendin' business. Near as I can make out, it's going through.'
-
-"'Near as I can make out,' says Marne Holcomb, 'a good deal more than
-amending is going on here to-night. It looks to me as if Sodality was
-just going to get into its own Cemetery and be forgot, and as if
-something else was coming to meet us--something big!'
-
-"Mis' Toplady spoke up, comfortable, down on her knees putting green
-paper on the pots.
-
-"'Well, my land!' she says, 'I've noticed two-three things in my
-lifetime. And one is, that do what whoever will, things do change. And
-so whenever a new change pops up, I always think: "Oh, I guess you're
-comin' along anyway. I donno's I need to help." An' yet somethin' in me
-always prances to pitch in, too.'
-
-"Timothy was there, occupying himself with the high places us ladies
-couldn't get up to.
-
-"'Well,' says he, 'if folks stop dying, like Sodality evidently intends
-they shall if it goes out of business, maybe you'll stay home some,
-Amandy, and not always be off laying folks out.'
-
-"'I know it,' Mis' Toplady returns, 'I've laid out most everybody I
-know, and of course I'm real glad to do it. But the last dead's hair I
-done up, I caught myself thinking how much more interesting it'd be if
-they was alive an' could find fault. Doin' for the dead gets kind of
-monotonous, _I_ think.'
-
-"'_I_ don't,' says Timothy, decided. 'The minute you work for the
-living, you get all upset with being criticised. I s'pose the dead would
-find fault, if they could, over the way you cut the grass for 'em. But
-they can't an' so there's an end to it, an' we get along, peaceful. If
-they was living folks layin' there, you can bet they'd do some back
-talk.'
-
-"'Well,' says I, 'I've been sick of Sodality for years. But it was about
-the most what-you-might-call society I had, and I hated to give it up.'
-
-"'Me, either,' says Mame Holcomb.
-
-"'Me, either,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I declare I've often said I wouldn't
-know what _to_ do if folks stopped dyin' so's Sodality would have to
-close out.'
-
-"Mis' Sykes was setting watching the rest of us.
-
-"'Well,' she observes, cold, 'if I was usin' the dead to keep in
-society, I donno's I'd own it up.'
-
-"Silas Sykes had just come over from the store to see if there was
-anything he could meddle in.
-
-"'Heh!' says he, showing his teeth. 'Not many of Sodality, as I can
-see, _deserves_ to die and be done for, civilized.'
-
-"'Don't you worry yourself, Silas Sykes,' says I, 'we're going to be
-done things for before we die hereafter, and more civilized than ever
-you dreamed of, all up and down your ledger. That's where you do dream,
-ain't it, Silas?' I says. And though I said it gay, I meant it frank.
-
-"I remember I looked off down the room, and all of a sudden I see it as
-it would be that night, packed with folks. Somehow, we'd got to saying
-less about the Sodality part of the meeting, and more about the _open_
-part. Most of the town would be there. We'd got the School Board to
-leave us announce the second party for that night, following the
-meeting, and music was coming, and us ladies had froze the ice-cream,
-and the whole time reminded me of a big bud, flowered slow and bursting
-sudden.
-
-"'Land, land,' I says, fervent, 'I feel like Friendship Village was a
-person that I was going to meet to-night for the first time.'
-
-"'You express yourself so odd sometimes, Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes,
-distant--but Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, they
-both looked up and nodded, and they knew.
-
-"I set holding Christopher in Mis' Emmons's living-room, and thinking
-about this and most everything else, when I looked out and see Insley
-going along. He hadn't been back in town since Christopher's father's
-funeral, two days before, and I'd been wanting to talk over with him a
-thing or two that was likely to come up at the meeting, that of course
-he was going to be at, and that had to be handled with thimbles on every
-finger, or somebody'd get pricked. So I rapped smart on the upper sash
-and called to him through the screen, but not before I had seen the look
-on his face. I've caught that special look only once or twice in my
-life--the look of somebody passing the house that is different to them
-from all other houses in the world. The look that wants to be a look and
-won't let itself be, that tries to turn the other way and can't start,
-that thinks it's unconscious and knows it isn't, and that finally, with
-Insley, give it up and looked Mis' Emmons's house straight in the face
-for a minute, as if he might anyhow let himself have that much intimacy.
-
-"I had a little list of things I wanted to see go through that night.
-Enough of us was ready to have Sodality perform its last cemetery rite
-and bury itself so that that was pretty sure to go through, but I wanted
-more than that, and several of us ladies did; and it looked to me like
-the schoolhouse and the young folks and the milk and the meat of this
-town could be done nice things to, so be we managed the meeting right. I
-even had a wild dream that the whole new society might adopt
-Christopher. Well, I donno why that's funny. It ain't funny when a club
-makes a building or a play or a bazaar or a dinner. Why shouldn't it
-make a man?
-
-"I told some of this to Insley, and he caught fire and lit up into a
-torch and had it all thought out beforehand, better than I could of
-dreamed it. But he made me feel bad. Haunted folks--folks haunted by
-something that was and that isn't--always makes me feel bad. How is it
-possible, I see he was asking himself the old, wore-out question, to
-drive out of the world something that is the world?
-
-"While we talked, Christopher went off to sleep in my arms, and even
-while I was so interested, I was enjoying the change that comes--the
-head growing heavier and heavier on my arm, as if sleep weighed
-something.
-
-"'Poor little kiddie,' I says, stupid.
-
-"'Rich little kiddie,' Insley says, wistful.
-
-"'Dear little kiddie,' says somebody else.
-
-"In the dining room doorway Robin stood--in a doorway as we had first
-seen her.
-
-"'Put him over here on the couch, do,' she says. 'It's much too hot to
-hold him, Calliope.'
-
-"She'd called me that at Mr. Bartlett's funeral, and I recollect how my
-throat went all over me when she done so. Ain't it funny about your own
-first name? It seems so _you_ when somebody nice says it for the first
-time--more you than you ever knew you were.
-
-"Insley lifted Chris in his arms to do as she said, and then stood
-staring at her across the child.
-
-"'I've been thinking,' he said, blunt--it's like watching the sign of
-folks to watch the different kind of things that makes them blunt. 'It's
-not my affair, but do you think you ought to let Chris get so--so used
-to you? What will he do when you're--when you go away?'
-
-"At this she said nothing for a moment, then she smiled up at him.
-
-"'I meant what I told him that night his father died,' she answered.
-'I'm going to keep Chris with me, always.'
-
-"'Always?' He stared at her, saw her face mean what she said. 'How fine
-of you! How fine of Mr. Proudfit!' said Insley.
-
-"She waited just a breath, then she met his eyes, brave.
-
-"'Not fine of me,' she says--'only fine for me. And not--Mr. Proudfit
-at all. I ought to take back what I told you--since I did tell you. That
-is not going to be.'
-
-"I don't think Insley meant for a minute to show any lack of formal
-respect for Christopher's sleep. But what Insley did was simply to turn
-and sit him down, bolt upright, on my lap. Then he wheeled round, trying
-to read her face.
-
-"'Do you mean you aren't going to marry him?' he demanded, rough--it's
-like watching another sign of folks to watch for the one thing that will
-make one or another rough.
-
-"'We are not going to be married,' she said. 'I mean that.'
-
-"I suppose likely the room went away altogether then, Christopher and me
-included, and left Insley there in some place a long ways from
-everywhere, with Robin's face looking at him. And he just naturally took
-that face between his hands.
-
-"'Robin,' he said, 'don't make me wait to know.'
-
-"Insley was the suddenest thing. And land, what it done to her name to
-have him say it. Just for a minute it sounded as if her name was the
-population of the world,--but with room for everybody else, too.
-
-"I think she put up her hands to take down his hands, but when she
-touched them, I think hers must have closed over his, next door to on
-purpose.
-
-"'Dear,' she says, 'tell me afterward.'
-
-"In that minute of stillness in which any new heaven is let down on a
-suitable new earth, a little voice piped up:--
-
-"'Tell it now,' says the voice. 'Is it a story? Tell it now.'
-
-"And there was Christopher, wide awake where he had been set down rude
-on my knee, and looking up at them, patient.
-
-"'I was dreamin' my dream,' he explained, polite. 'It was about all the
-nice things there is: You and you and you and hot ice-cream and the
-house's party.... Is they any more?' he asked, anxious.
-
-"Robin put out her arms for him, and she and Insley and I smiled at one
-another over his head.
-
-"'Ever so many more,' we told him.
-
-
-"I slipped out then and found Mis' Emmons, and I guess I come as near
-shining as anything that's like me can.
-
-"'What's the matter?' she says to me. 'You look as if you'd turned up
-the wick.'
-
-"'I did. They have. I won't tell,' I says. 'Oh, Mis' Emmons, I guess
-the meeting to-night won't need to adopt Christopher.'
-
-"She looked up at me quick, and then she started shining, too.
-
-"'What a universe it is,' she says, '--what a universe it is.'
-
-"Then we went off down to the meeting together. And the village was
-wonderful to go through, like a home some of us had hollowed out of the
-hills and was living in, common. As we went walking to the schoolhouse,
-the sidewalks seemed to me no more than ways dickered up to fasten us
-together, and to fasten us to them whose feet had wore the road before
-us, and to lead us to them that was coming, coming after: Christopher
-and Eph and Spudge Cadoza and Otie Daniel, or them like these. Otie
-Daniel had died the night before. Dr. Barrows had said Eph would not be
-lame, but we see he wan't sure of the value of the boy's physical life.
-But even so, even so we had a chance with Chris, and we had a chance
-with Spudge, and we had millions more. My feet wanted to run along them
-roads to meet the millions and my fingers tingled to get things ready.
-And as we went down Daphne Street to that meeting, I see how we all
-_was_ getting things ready, and I could of sung out for what I saw:--
-
-"For Mame Holcomb, sprinkling clothes on the back porch and hurrying to
-get to the hall.
-
-"For Mis' Uppers, picking her currants before she went, so's to get an
-early start on her jam in the morning.
-
-"For Viny Liberty, setting sponge for her bread loud enough so we heard
-her clear out in the street, and for Libby, shutting up her chicken coop
-that they earned their own living with.
-
-"For Mis' Toplady, driving by with Timothy, and her in the brown silk
-she'd made herself, like she's made all she's got.
-
-"For Abagail Arnold, wiping out her window to be filled to-morrow with
-the pies of her hand.
-
-"For little Mis' Sparks, rocking her baby on the front stoop and
-couldn't come to the meeting at all, 'count of having nobody to leave
-him with.
-
-"For them that had left cloth bleaching in their side yards and was
-saving the price of buying bleached. For them that had done their day's
-work, from parlour to wood-shed, and had hurried up the supper dishes
-and changed their dress and was on their way to the schoolhouse. For
-them that had lived lives like this and had died at it. For all the
-little dog-eared, wore-out account books where every one of them women
-figured out careful what they couldn't spend. And I looked down the
-street till I couldn't see no farther, and yet Daphne Street was going
-on, round and round the world, and acrost and acrost it, full of women
-doing the same identical way. And I could see away off to the places
-that Daphne Street led past, where women has all these things done for
-them and where the factories is setting them free, like us here in the
-village ain't free just yet, and I felt a wicked envy for them that can
-set their hands to the New Work, that us here in Friendship Village is
-trying so hard to get in between whiles. And I could see away ahead to
-times when sponge and currants and clothes and coops and similar won't
-have to be mothered by women 'most as much as children are; but when
-women, Away Off Then, will be mothers and workers and general human
-beings such as yet we only know how to think about being, scrappy and
-wishful. But all the time, in their arms and in ours and nowheres else,
-lays all the rest of the world that is ever going to be. And something
-in me kind of climbed out of me and run along ahead and looked back at
-me over its shoulder and says: 'Keep up, keep up, Calliope.' And before
-I knew it, right out loud, I says: 'I will. I will.'
-
-"An hour later, up in the schoolhouse, Silas Sykes stood arguing, to
-the top of his tone, that the first work of the reorganized
-society--that was to take in the whole town--had ought to be to buy a
-bargain Cupid-and-fish fountain he knew of, for the market square.
-
-"'It's going to take years and years to do--everything,' says Mis'
-Emmons to me, low.
-
-"But that didn't seem like much of anything to either of us. 'What if it
-is,' I says. And she nodded."
-
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OF CANADA, LTD. + +TORONTO + + + + +MOTHERS TO MEN + +BY + +ZONA GALE + +AUTHOR OF "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE," "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE +LOVE STORIES," "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS +AND ETARRE," ETC. + +New York +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY +1911 + +_All Rights Reserved_ + + +COPYRIGHT, 1911, BY THE BUTTERICK PUBLISHING COMPANY, THE RIDGEWAY +COMPANY, THE CROWELL PUBLISHING COMPANY, AND THE STANDARD +FASHION COMPANY. + +COPYRIGHT, 1911, + +BY THE MACMILLAN COMPANY. + +Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1911. + +Norwood Press +J. S. Cushing Co.--Berwick & Smith Co. +Norwood, Mass., U.S.A. + + + + +MOTHERS TO MEN + + +"Daddy!" + +The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was +drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of +the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man +took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding +ahead. + +"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right +through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful." + +The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely +distinguishable back. + +"Climb up," he commanded. + +The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and +cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two +steps or three, past the man. + +"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could--yet. +I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I _had_ to talk about it." + +The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and +got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the +shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help. + +After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's +voice was less like a drowned butterfly. + +"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?" + +"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?" + +"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of +nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes--but it sounds like a +coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing." + +This, the man understood swiftly, was because _her_ coffin had been +black velvet--the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for +his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the +poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing +you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly. + +"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein' +warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...." + +"My God!" said the man. + +The child looked up expectantly. + +"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly. + +"Not a word," said the man in his throat. + +"Lemme try," said the child. "God--oh, God--_God dear_!" he called into +the night. + +From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that +minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive, +the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one +side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone +the lights of a house set alone on its hill. + +"Oh, daddy, daddy--look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say +nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em." + +The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy +broke into uneven running. + +"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked. + +"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for +the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour +and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly +bear the longing. + +But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man +had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they +entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in +the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be +faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the +child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed, +their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those +of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he +thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found +in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected +complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair +start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence--someway she +wouldn't have liked him to be there; _she_ always liked things nice. He +had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said +to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with +a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too, +was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody +came--no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the +little fellow," thought the man. + +"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child suddenly. + +He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane +of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were +a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a +tall, covered jar of shelled nuts. + +"Hustle up--you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again. + +"I was comin'," said the little boy. + +Why not leave the child at the bakery? No--a house. It must be a house, +with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of +money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he +were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously +discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false +two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a +dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the +tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the +spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along--hurry along!" he +bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but +first he must find the right place for the boy. + +Vaguely he was seeking for that section of the village which it would +call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the +term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all. +But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First +Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the +prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it. + +She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did +good--it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not +there? Why not leave the child there? + +He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing +the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned +sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was +light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish +forehead. + +"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly. + +"You bet you did," said his father absently. + +Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in +that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery. +Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of +the continual quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed, +irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had +died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where +they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the +boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had +been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious. +But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind +of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a +trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had +waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He +had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power +of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that +there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember +nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and +there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition. +He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him +adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some +near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be +more likely to take him in. "They have more time--an' more room--an' +more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and +the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find +a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps, +"outside the meetin'?" + +"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly. + +"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. _What_ are they, daddy?" + +"Eye-lids." + +"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled--the sleepy +smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the +curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy. + +The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled. +In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the +boy, had first performed for him little personal offices--sewed on a +button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time, +too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions. +"Where _is_ my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going +to be my daddy till you die, an' _then_ who'll be?" "What is the biggest +thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"... Also, in these three +months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a +barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his +reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was +going to end all this. + +"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like +this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim +dissenter. + +The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his +face. "Will--will there be any supper till morning?" he asked. + +You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still +looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps. +Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck--why should he not keep +the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him +into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not +accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to +give. Hunger and cold and darkness.... + +"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man. + +"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded. + +"A minute. You stay still here--right where you are," said the man, and +went into the darkness. + +The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the +walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the +church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account +of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its +fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose +he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go +to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with +cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook +molasses candy for him.... + +All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot, +and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" _him_. He fumbled +at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden, +and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed +when he was gone, and how _different_ the night was. And when the lady +had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the +window and they would cut it in squares.... + +As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness. + +"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag. +And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs +and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of +food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but--fifteen cents' +worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket, +wrapped in paper. + +"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set +there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out. +An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket--see? It's a paper. +Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there--an' ask +you anything--you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that." + +In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling, +throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was +strange to the man, as he listened-- + + + "Break thou the bread of life + To me, to me--" + + +but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him--I can't. All +I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you +break it to him--" + +"Dad-_ee_!" cried the child. "You!" + +Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter +charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The +man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to +look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it +to him--break it to him--God!" the father muttered, as he might have +used a charm. + +Again the child looked out expectantly. + +"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly. + +"Not a word--not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed, +nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled +superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the +paper--an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not +get back for--quite a while...." + +The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered +and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the +murmur of voices beyond the doors. + +"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the +child thought, when he heard the people moving about within. + + + + +I + + +"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the +Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one +of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two +kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the +rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin' +the men to have all they wanted. + +"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband, +persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it +up.' + +"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my +food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.' + +"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me, +"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy, +can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could +starve.' + +"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of +been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap +where I am.' + +"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled +waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them. + +"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a +witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.' + +"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my +feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift--I know the +feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take +off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.' + +"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I +wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a +maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the +streets runnin' rivers.' + +"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em +on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I +declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.' + +"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes +off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in +good, hot water an' go to bed. I wouldn't of come out to-night at all +if it hadn't of been for the professor.' + +"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he +hates it.' + +"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only +professor I ever knew.' + +"'Me either,' I says--and I knew how she felt. + +"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him +that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though +over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is +one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters, +same as some. + +"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I +don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm +just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr. +do?' + +"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving, +and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking +to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months +before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction +from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes, that is an alderman +and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said +that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be +doing. + +"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up +saloons an' like that?' + +"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.' + +"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks. + +"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there +some organization that's doing things here?' + +"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But +the word 'organization' helped him out. + +"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,' +says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.' + +"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things +and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church +parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just +getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to +talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over +too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you +felt like you'd always known him or, for the time you hadn't, that +you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that +seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new +day--the best day yet. + +"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking +whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very +much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of +something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up. +You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a +core. + +"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of +pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality +make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.' + +("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate, +without the _the_, an' everybody's got to doing it.) + +"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was +less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a +celebration that would _be_ a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser +for the town. + +"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give +you a dime to get you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a +dime entertainment, never.' + +"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for +'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat +Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he +claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either +living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it. + +"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet. +Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something +vital. + +"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand, +Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead +coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything +in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we +was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt, +we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we +kept Sodality real alive. + +"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains +it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals +to pay for last year. Or I might say, one an' a half, one corpse +contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.' + +"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his +tone, like he does: + +"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they +die?' he asks. + +"I guess we all looked kind of blank--like when you get asked _why_ +Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the +date he done so on. + +"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?' + +"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's +everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks. + +"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you +mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band--' + +"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.' + +"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said. + +"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee +of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.' + +"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as +anybody heard him but me. + +"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are +things that all of us Living might do together--for the sake, say, of +earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would +there?' + +"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to +_that_. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.' + +"Insley looked at us all kind of shy--at one and another and another of +us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's +eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and +Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But +the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't +show no true pattern. + +"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he +was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are +alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their +graves?' + +"'_Folks_,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of +members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks. + +"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For +instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to +do evenings--get them to help earn the money for Cemetery, if you want +to,' he adds, laughing a little. + +"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks +of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim. + +"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the +town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to +you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong +to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now +I'm really more fond of folks--speaking by and large--than I am of +tombstones.' + +"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world +outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never +knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it +was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he +waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it +would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first. + +"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't +go meddling in the village affairs--petitionin' the council and +protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.' + +"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. 'Meetin', singin' songs, servin' +lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps +on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things--' +Timothy shook his head. + +"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms +will take care of themselves.' + +"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas, +'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.' + +"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove +to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round +the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for +the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing +done.' + +"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a +great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes +away.' + +"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else, +not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece, +till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since +long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was +expecting an unknown niece of my own in a week or so, and your unknown +relatives is quite likely to be glass houses. + +"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any +doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has +just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting +in Tom, Dick, and Harry.' + +"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's +sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we +quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual, +promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.' + +"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything, +'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real +Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.' + +"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good +morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang +on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and +I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world; +but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing. + +"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad +taste; and we conversed around in groups, and done our best to make +'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor +Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in. + +"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the +present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her +name. + +"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use +his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in +front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian +name as soon as his back was turned, _I_ call it,' said some. 'My land, +I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. _My_ +opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.' + +"But I guess Insley had more confidence. + +"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons. + +"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job +you're talking about, you know.' + +"'It's _the_ big job,' says Insley, quiet. + +"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her +back. + +"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me--I'll always do for +chinkin' in. I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be +up till day _after_ to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.' + +"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to +it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady +stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger, +much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a +stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church +was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a +travelling man. + +"Here, though, was a stranger--and such a stranger. She was so +unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a +star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside--a star, +so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with +peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark +cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud +clinging about that brightness--a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy +hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet +umbrella at arm's length out in the entry. + +"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked. + +"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her. + +"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.' + +"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in. +I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.' + +"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please, +Robin, and meet these people.' + +"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule, +where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there +against the big, black background of the night and the village, while +Mis' Emmons presented her. + +"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me +to-day--for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?' + +"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss +Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I +was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be +like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us. +She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned +a little inside the frame of the doorway and put out her hand to us +all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain, +was warm. + +"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But +I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.' + +"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change +smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good +high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again--a sweet grave, not +a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from +each other as soup from hot water. + +"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she +adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of +a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.' + +"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us? +'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone +from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough. + +"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and +we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the +shining lamp path was setting a child--a little boy, with a paper bag in +his arms. + + + + +II + + +"Who on earth was he, we wondered to ourselves, and we all jostled +forward, trying to see down to him, us women lifting up our skirts from +the entry wet. He was like a little wad of clothes, bunched up on the +top step, but inside them the little fellow was all curled up, sleeping. +And we knew he hadn't come for any of us, and he didn't look like he was +waiting for anybody in particular. + +"Silas fixed up an explanation, ready-done:-- + +"'He must belong down on the flats,' says Silas. 'The idear of his +sleepin' here. I said we'd oughter hev a gate acrost the vestibule.' + +"'Roust him up an' start him home,' says Timothy Toplady, adviceful. + +"'I will,' says Silas, that always thinks it's his share to do any +unclaimed managing; and he brought down his hand towards the child's +shoulder. But his hand didn't get that far. + +"'Let me wake him up,' says Robin Sidney. + +"She laid her umbrella in the wet of the steps and, Silas being +surprised into giving way, she stooped over the child. She woke him up +neither by speaking to him nor grasping his arm, but she just slipped +her hands along his cheeks till her hands met under his chin, and she +lifted up his chin, gentle. + +"'Wake up and look at me,' she says. + +"The child opened his eyes, with no starting or bewildering, and looked +straight up into her face. There was light enough for us all to see that +he smiled bright, like one that's real glad some waiting is done. And +she spoke to him, not making a point of it and bringing it out like +she'd aimed it at him, but just matter-of-fact gentle and commonplace +tender. + +"'Whose little boy are you?' she ask' him. + +"'I'm goin' with whoever wants me to go with 'em,' says the child. + +"'But who are you--where do you live?' she says to him. 'You live, don't +you--in this town?' + +"The child shook his head positive. + +"'I lived far,' he told her, 'in that other place. I come up here with +my daddy. He says he might not come back to-night.' + +"Robin Sidney knelt right down before him on the wet steps. + +"'Truly,' she said, 'haven't you any place to go to-night?' + +"'Oh, yes,' says the child, 'he says I must go with whoever wants me to +go with 'em. Do--do you?' + +"At that Miss Sidney looked up at us, swift, and down again. The wind +had took hold of a strand of her hair and blew it across her eyes, and +she was pushing it away as she got up. And by then Insley was standing +before her, back of the little boy, that he suddenly stooped down and +picked up in his arms. + +"'Let's get inside, shall we?' he says, commanding. 'Let's all go back +in and see about him.' + +"We went back into the church, even Silas taking orders, though of +course that was part curiosity; and Insley sat down with the child on +his knee, and held out the child's feet in his hand. + +"'He's wet as a rat,' he says. 'Look at his shoes.' + +"'Well-a, make him tell his name, why don't you?' says Mis' Sykes, +sharp. '_I_ think we'd ought to find out who he is. What's your name, +Boy?' she adds, brisk. + +"Insley dropped the boy's feet and took a-hold of one of his hands. +'Yes,' he says, hasty, 'we must try to do that.' But he looked right +straight over Mis' Sykes's shoulder to where, beyond the others, Robin +Sidney was standing. 'He was your friend first,' he said to her. 'You +found him.' + +"She come and knelt down beside the child where, on Insley's knee, he +sat staring round, all wondering and questioning, to the rest of us. But +she seemed to forget all about the rest of us, and I loved the way she +was with that little strange boy. She kind of put her hands on him, +wiping the raindrops off his face, unbuttoning his wet coat, doing a +little something to his collar; and every touch was a kind of a little +stroke that some women's hands give almost without their knowing it. I +loved to watch her, because I'm always as stiff as a board with a +child--unless I'm alone with them. Then I ain't. + +"'My name's Robin,' she says to the little fellow. 'What's yours, dear?' + +"'Christopher,' he says right off. 'First, Christopher. An' then John. +An' then Bartlett. Have you only got one name?' he asked her. + +"'Yes, I've got two,' she says. 'The rest of mine is Sidney. Where--' + +"'Only two?' says the child. 'Why, I've got three.' + +"'Only two,' she answers. 'Where did your father go--don't you know +that, Christopher?' + +"That seemed to make him think of something, and he looked down at his +paper bag. + +"'First he bringed me these,' he says, and his face lighted up and he +held out his bag to her. 'You can have one my cream-puffs,' he offers +her, magnificent. I held my breath for fear she wouldn't take it, but +she did. 'What fat ones!' she says admiring, and held it in her hand +while she asked him more. It was real strange how we stood around, us +older women and all, waiting for her to see what she could get out of +him. But there wasn't any use. He was to go with whoever asked him to +go--that was all he knew. + +"Silas Sykes snaps his watch. 'It's gettin' late,' he gives out, with a +backward look at nothing in particular. 'Hadn't we best just leave him +at the police station? Threat Hubbelthwait and me go right past there.' + +"Mis' Toplady, she sweeps round on him, pulling her shawl over her +shoulders--one of them gestures of some women that makes it seem like +even them that works hard and don't get out much of anywhere has motions +left in them that used to be motioned in courts and castles and like +that. 'Police station! Silas Sykes,' says she, queenly, 'you put me in +mind of a stone wall, you're that sympathizin'.' + +"'Well, _we_ can't take him, Amandy,' Timothy Toplady reminds her, +hurried. 'We live too far. 'Twouldn't do to walk him 'way there.' +Timothy will give, but he wants to give to his own selected poor that he +knows about; an' he won't never allow himself no luxuries in givin' here +an' there, when something just happens to come up. + +"'Land, he may of come from where there's disease--you can't tell,' says +Mis' Uppers. 'I think we'd ought to go slow.' + +"'Yes,' says two-three others, 'we'd best go slow. Why, his father may +be looking for him.' + +"Mis' Eleanor Emmons spoke up serene. + +"'While we're going slow,' she says, 'I think I'll just take him home +and get his feet dry. I live the nearest. Mr. Sykes, you might report +him at the police station as you go by, in case someone is looking for +him. And if nobody inquires, he can sleep on my couch beside my grate +fire to-night. Can't he, Robin?' + +"'I'd love it,' says the girl. + +"'Excellent,' says Insley, and set the little boy on his feet. + +"But when he done that, the child suddenly swung round and caught Miss +Sidney's arm and looked up in her face; and his little nose was screwed +up alarming. + +"'What _is_ it--what's the matter, Christopher?' she ask' him. And the +rest of us that had begun moving to go, stopped to listen. And in that +little stillness Christopher told us:-- + +"'Oh,' he says, 'it's that hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went +right through that hole. And it's _chokin'_ me.' + +"Just exactly as if a hand had kind of touched us all, a nice little +stir went round among us women. And with that, Insley, who had been +standing there so big and strong and able and willing, and waiting for a +chance to take hold, he just simply put his hands on his knees and +stooped over and made his back right for the little fellow to climb up +on. The child knew what it was for, soon enough--we see somebody +somewheres must of been doing it for him before, for he scrambled right +up, laughing, and Miss Sidney helping him. And a kind of a little +ripple, that wan't no true words, run round among us all. Most women and +some men is strong on ripples of this sort, but when it comes right down +to doing something in consequence, we ain't so handy. + +"'Leave me come along and help take care of him a little while,' I says; +and I thought it was because I was ashamed of myself and trying to make +up for not offering before. But I think really what was the matter with +me was that I just plain wanted to go along with that little boy. + +"'I'm your automobile,' says Insley to the little fellow, and he laughed +out, delighted, hanging onto his paper sack. + +"'If you'll give me the big umbrella, Aunt Eleanor,' says Miss Sidney on +the church steps, 'I'll try to keep the rain off the automobile and the +passenger.' + +"The rain had just about stopped when we four started down Daphne +Street. The elms and maples along the sidewalk was dripping soft, and +everybody's gardens was laying still, like something new had happened to +them. It smelled good, and like everything outdoors was going to start +all over again and be something else, sweeter. + +"When we got most to Mis' Emmon's gate, I stopped stock still, looking +at something shining on the hill. It was Proudfit House, lit up from top +to bottom--the big house on the hill that had stood there, blind and +dark, for months on end. + +"'Why, some of the Proudfits must of come home,' I says out loud. + +"Mis' Emmons answered up, all unexpected to me, for I never knew she +knew the Proudfits. 'Mr. Alex Proudfit is coming on to-morrow,' she +says. And I sort of resented her that was so near a stranger in the +village hearing this about Alex Proudfit before I did, that had known +him since he was in knickerbockers. + +"'Am I keeping the rain off you two people?' Miss Sidney asks as, at the +corner, we all turned our backs on Proudfit House. + +"'Nobody,' Insley says--and his voice was always as smooth and round as +wheels running along under his words, 'nobody ever kept the rain off as +you are keeping it off, Miss Sidney.' + +"And, 'I did walked all that way--in that rain,' says Christopher, +sleepy, in his automobile's collar. + + + + +III + + +"If it was anyways damp or chilly, Mis' Emmons always had a little blaze +in the grate--not a heat blaze, but just a Come-here blaze. And going +into her little what-she-called living-room at night, I always thought +was like pushing open some door of the dark to find a sort of +cubby-corner hollowed out from the bigger dark for tending the homey +fire. That rainy night we went in from the street almost right onto the +hearth. And it was as pleasant as taking the first mouthful of +something. + +"Insley, with Christopher still on his back, stood on the rug in front +of the door and looked round him. + +"'How jolly it always looks here, Mrs. Emmons,' he says. 'I never saw +such a hearty place.' + +"I donno whether you've ever noticed the difference in the way women +bustle around? Most nice women do bustle when something comes up that +needs it. Some does it light and lifty, like fairies going around on +missions; and some does it kind of crackling and nervous, like goblins +on business. Mis' Emmons was the first kind, and it was real +contagious. You caught it yourself and begun pulling chairs around and +seeing to windows and sort of settling away down deep into the minute. +She begun doing that way now, seeing to the fire and the lamp-shade and +the sofa, and wanting everybody to be dry and comfortable, instant. + +"'You are so good-natured to like my room,' she says. 'I furnished it +for ten cents--yes, not much more. The whole effect is just colour,' she +says. 'What I have to do without in quality I go and wheedle out of the +spectrum. What _should_ we do without the rainbow? And what in the world +am I going to put on that child?' + +"Insley let Christopher down on the rug by the door, and there he stood, +dripping, patient, holding his paper bag, and not looking up and around +him, same as a child will in a strange room, but just looking hard at +the nice, red, warm blaze. Miss Sidney come and stooped over him, with +that same little way of touching him, like loving. + +"'Let's go and be dry now,' she says, 'and then let's see what we can +find in the pantry.' + +"The little fellow, he just laughed out, soft and delicious, with his +head turned away and without saying anything. + +"'I never said such a successful thing,' says Miss Sidney, and led him +upstairs where we could hear Mis' Emmons bustling around cosey. + +"Mr. Insley and I sat down by the fire. I remember I looked over towards +him and felt sort of nervous, he was so good looking and so silent. A +good-looking _talking_ man I ain't afraid of, because I can either +admire or despise him immediate, and either way it gives me something to +do answering back. But one that's still, it takes longer to make out, +and it don't give you no occupation for your impressions. And Insley, +besides being still, was so good looking that it surprised me every new +time I see him. I always wanted to say: Have you been looking like that +all the time since I last saw you, and how _do_ you keep it up? + +"He had a face and a body that showed a good many men looking out of 'em +at you, and all of 'em was men you'd like to of known. There was +scholars that understood a lot, and gentlemen that acted easy, and +outdoor men that had pioneered through hard things and had took their +joy of the open. All of them had worked hard at him--and had give him +his strength and his merriness and his big, broad shoulders and his +nice, friendly boyishness, and his eyes that could see considerably +more than was set before them. By his own care he had knit his body +close to life, and I know he had knit his spirit close to it, too. As I +looked over at him that night, my being nervous sort of swelled up into +a lump in my throat and I wanted to say inside me: O God, ain't it nice, +ain't it nice that you've got some folks like him? + +"He glanced over to me, kind of whimsical. + +"'Are you in favour of folks or tombstones?' he asks, with his eyebrows +flickering up. + +"'Me?' I says. 'Well, I don't want to be clannish, but I do lean a good +deal towards folks.' + +"'You knew what I meant to-night?' he says. + +"'Yes,' I answered, 'I knew.' + +"'I thought you did,' he says grave. + +"Then he lapsed into keeping still again and so did I, me through not +quite knowing what to say, and him--well, I wasn't sure, but I thought +he acted a good deal as if he had something nice to think about. I've +seen that look on people's faces sometimes, and it always makes me feel +a little surer that I'm a human being. I wondered if it was his new work +he was turning over, or his liking the child's being cared for, or the +mere nice minute, there by the grate fire. Then a door upstairs shut, +and somebody come down and into the room, and when he got up, his look +sort of centred in that new minute. + +"It was Miss Sidney that come in, and she set down by the fire like +something pleased her. + +"'Aunt Eleanor is going to decorate Christopher herself,' she says. 'She +believes that she alone can do whatever comes up in this life to be +done, and usually she's right.' + +"Insley stood looking at her for a minute before he set down again. She +had her big black cloak off by then, and she was wearing a +dress-for-in-the-house that was all rosy. She wasn't anything of the +star any longer. She was something more than a star. I always think one +of the nicest commonplace minutes in a woman's everyday is when she +comes back from somewheres outside the house where she's been, and sets +down by the fire, or by a window, or just plain in the middle of the +room. They always talk about pigeons 'homing'; I wish't they kept that +word for women. It seems like it's so exactly what they _do_ do. + +"'I love the people,' Miss Sidney went on, 'that always feel that +way--that if something they're interested in is going to be really well +done, then they must do it themselves.' + +"Insley always knew just what anybody meant--I'd noticed that about +him. His mind never left what you'd said floating round, loose ends in +the room, without your knowing whether it was going to be caught and +tied; but he just nipped right onto your remark and _tied it in the +right place_. + +"'I love them, too,' he says now. 'I love anybody who can really feel +responsibility, from a collie with her pups up. But then I'm nothing to +go by. I find I'm rather strong for a good many people that can't feel +it, too--that are just folks, going along.' + +"I suppose he expected from her the nice, ladylike agreeing, same as +most women give to this sort of thing, just like they'd admit they're +fond of verbenas or thin soles. But instead of that, she caught fire. +Her look jumped up the way a look will and went acrost to his. I always +think I'd rather have folks say 'I know' to me, understanding, than to +just pour me out information, and that was what she said to him. + +"'I know,' she says, 'on the train to-day--if you could have seen them. +Such dreadful-looking people, and underneath--the _giving-up-ness_. I +believe in them,' she added simple. + +"When a thing you believe gets spoke by somebody that believes it, too, +it's like the earth moved round a little faster, and I donno but it +does. Insley looked for a minute like he thought so. + +"'I believe in them,' he says; 'not the way I used to, and just because +I thought they must be, somehow, fundamentally decent, but because it's +true.' + +"'I know just when I first knew that,' Miss Sidney says. 'It come to me, +of all places, in a subway train, when I was looking at a row of faces +across the car. Nobody, _nobody_ can look interesting in that row along +the side of a subway car. And then I saw....' + +"She thought for a minute and shook her head. + +"'I can't tell you,' she says, 'it sounds so little and--no account. It +was a little thing, just something that happened to a homely woman with +a homely man, in a hat like a pirate's. But it almost--let me in. I can +do it ever since--look into people, into, or through, or with ...' she +tries to explain it. Then her eyes hurried up to his face, like she was +afraid he might not be understanding. He just nodded, without looking at +her, but she knew that he knew what she meant, and that he meant it, +too. + +" ... I thought it was wonderful to hear them. I felt like an old +mountain, or anything natural and real ancient, listening to the Song of +Believing, sung by two that's young and just beginning. We all sing it +sometime in our lives--or Lord grieve for them that never do--and I +might as well own up that I catch myself humming that same song a good +deal of the time, to keep myself a-going. But I love to hear it when +it's just begun. + +"They was still talking when Mis' Emmons come downstairs with +Christopher. Land, land but the little chap looked dear, dragging along, +holding up a long-skirted lounging dress of Mis' Emmons's. I never had +one of them lounging dresses. There's a lot of common things that it +never seems to me I can buy for myself: a nice dressing-gown, a block of +black pins, a fancy-headed hat pin, and a lemon-squeezer. I always use a +loose print, and common pins, and penny black-headed hat pins, and go +around squeezing my lemons by hand. I donno why it is, I'm sure. + +"'I'm--I'm--I'm--a little boy king!' Christopher stutters, all excited +and satisfied, while Insley was a-packing him in the Morris chair. + +"'Rained on!' says Mis' Emmons, in that kind of dismay that's as pure +feminine as if it had on skirts. 'Water isn't a circumstance to what +that dear child was. He was saturated--bless him. He must have been out +for perfect hours.' + +"Christopher, thinking back into the rain, mebbe, from the pleasantness +of that minute, smiled and took a long breath. + +"'I walked from that other place,' he explains, important. + +"Mis' Emmons knew he was hungry, and she took Miss Sidney and Insley off +to the kitchen to find something to eat, and left me with the little +fellow, me spreading out his clothes in front of the fire to dry. He set +real still, like being dry and being with somebody was all he wanted. +And of course that is a good deal. + +"I don't always quite know how to start talking to a child. I'm always +crazy to talk with them, but I'm so afraid of that shy, grave, +criticizin' look they have. I feel right off like apologizing for the +silly question I've just asked them. I felt that way now when +Christopher looked at me, real dignified and wondering. 'What you going +to be when you grow up to be a man?' was what I had just asked him. And +yet I don't know what better question I could of asked him, either. + +"'I'm goin' to have a cream-puff store, an' make it all light in the +window,' he answers ready. + +"'All light in the window?' I says puzzled. + +"'And I'm going to keep a church,' he goes on, 'and I'm going to make +nice, black velvet for their coffings.' + +"I didn't know quite what to make of that, not being able to think back +very far into his mind. So I kept still a few minutes. + +"'What was you doin' in the church?' he says to me, all at once. + +"'I don't really know. Waiting for you to come, I guess, Christopher,' I +says. + +"'_Was_ you?' he cried, delighted. 'Pretty soon I came!' He looked in +the fire, sort of troubled. 'Is God outdoors nights?' he says. + +"I said a little something. + +"'Well,' he says, 'I thought he was in the house by the bed when you say +your prayer. An' I thought he was in church. But I don't think he stays +in the dark, much.' + +"'Mebbe you don't,' I says, 'but you wait for him in the dark, and mebbe +all of a sudden some night you can tell that something is there. And +just you wait for that night to come.' + +"'That's a nice game,' says Christopher, bright. 'What game is that?' + +"'I donno,' I says. 'Game of Life, I guess.' + +"He liked the sound; and he set there--little waif, full of no supper, +saying it over like a chant:-- + +"'Game o' life--game o' life--game o' l-i-f-e--' + +"Just at that minute I was turning his little pockets wrong side out to +dry them, and in one of them I see a piece of paper, all crumpled up and +wrinkled. I spread it out, and I see it had writing on. And I held it up +to the light and read it, read it through twice. + +"'Christopher,' I says then, 'where did you get this piece of paper? It +was in your pocket.' + +"He looked at it, blank, and then he remembered. + +"'My daddy,' he says. 'My daddy told me to give it to folks. I forgot.' + +"'To folks?' I says. 'To what folks?' + +"'To whoever ask' me anything,' he answers. 'Is it a letter?' he ask'. + +"'Yes,' I says, thoughtful, 'it's a letter.' + +"'To tell me what to do?' he ask' me. + +"'Yes,' I says, 'but more, I guess, to tell us what to do.' + +"I talked with him a little longer, so's to get his mind off the paper; +and then I told him to set still a minute, and I slipped out to where +the rest was. + +"The pantry had a close, spicey, foody smell of a pantry at night, when +every tin chest and glass jar may be full up with nice things to eat +that you'd forgot about--cocoanut and citron and cinnamon bark. In +grown-up folks one of the things that is the last to grow up is the +things a pantry in the evening promises. You may get over really liking +raisins and sweet chocolate; you may get to wanting to eat in the +evening things that you didn't use' to even know the names of and don't +know them now, and yet it never gets over being nice and eventive to go +out in somebody's pantry at night, especially a pantry that ain't your +own. + +"'Put everything on a tray,' Mis' Emmons was directing them, 'and find +the chafing-dish and let's make it in there by Christopher. Mr. Insley, +can you make toast? Don't equivocate,' she says; '_can_ you make toast? +People fib no end over what they can make. I'm always bragging about my +omelettes, and yet one out of every three I make goes flat, and I know +it. And yet I brag on. Beans, buckwheat, rice--what do you want to +cream, Robin? Well, look in the store-room. There may be something +there. We must tell Miss Sidney about Grandma Sellers' store-room, Mr. +Insley,' she says, and then tells it herself, laughing like a girl, how +Grandma Sellers, down at the other end of Daphne Street, has got a +store-room she keeps full of staples and won't let her son's wife use a +thing out. 'I've been hungry,' Grandma Sellers says, 'and I ain't +ashamed of that. But if you knew how good it feels to have a still-room +stocked full, you wouldn't ask me to disturb a can of nothing. I want +them all there, so if I should want them.' 'She's like me,' Mis' Emmons +ends, 'I always want to keep my living-room table tidy, to have a place +in case I should want to lay anything down. And if I put anything on it, +I snatch it up, so as to have a place in case I want to lay anything +down.' + +"They was all laughing when I went out into the kitchen, and I went up +to Mis' Emmons with the paper. + +"'Read that,' I says. + +"She done so, out loud--the scrawlin', downhill message:-- + + + "'Keep him will you,' the paper said, 'I don't chuck him to get rid + of but hes only got me since my wifes dead and the drinks got me + again. Ive stood it quite awhile but its got me again so keep him + and oblidge. will send money to him to the P O here what I can + spare I aint chuckin him but the drinks got me again. + + "'resp, his father. + + "'P S his name is Christopher Bartlett he is a good boy his throat + gets sore awful easy.' + + +"When Mis' Emmons had got through reading, I remember Miss Sidney's face +best. It was so full of a sort of a leaping-up pity and wistfulness that +it went to your heart, like words. I knew that with her the minute +wasn't no mere thrill nor twitter nor pucker, the way sad things is to +some, but it was just a straight sounding of a voice from a place of +pain. And so it was to Insley. But Mis' Emmons, she never give herself +time to be swamped by anything without trying to climb out right while +the swamping was going on. + +"'What'll we do?' she says, rapid. 'What in this world shall we do? Did +you ever hear of anything--well, I wish somebody would tell me what +we're going to do.' + +"'Let's be glad for one thing,' says Allen Insley, 'that he's here with +you people to-night. Let's be glad of that first--that he's here with +you.' + +"Miss Sidney looked away to the dark window. + +"'That poor man,' she says. 'That poor father....' + +"We talked about it a little, kind of loose ends and nothing to fasten +to, like you will. Mis' Emmons was the first to get back inside the +minute. + +"'Well,' she says, brisk, 'do let's go in and feed the child while we +have him. Nobody knows when he's had anything to eat but those unholy +cream-puffs. Let's heat him some broth and let's carry in the things.' + +"Back by the fire Christopher set doing nothing, but just looking in the +blaze like his very eyesight had been chilly and damp and needed seeing +to. He cried out jolly when he see all the pretty harness of the +chafing-dish and the tray full of promises. + +"'Oh,' he cries, '_Robin!_' + +"She went over to him, and she nestled him now like she couldn't think +of enough to do for him nor enough things to say to keep him company. I +see Insley watching her, and I wondered if it didn't come to him like it +come to me, that for the pure art of doing nothing so that it seems like +it couldn't be got along without, a woman--some women--can be commended +by heaven to a world that always needs that kind of doing nothing. + +"'Children have a genius for getting rid of the things that don't +count,' Miss Sidney says. 'I love his calling me "Robin." Mustn't there +be some place where we don't build walls around our names?' + +"Insley thought for a minute. 'You oughtn't to be called "Miss," and +you oughtn't to wear a hat,' he concluded, sober. 'Both of them make +you--too much _there_. They draw a line around you.' + +"'I don't feel like Miss to myself,' she says, grave. 'I feel like +Robin. I believe I _am_ Robin!' + +"And I made up my mind right then and there that, to myself anyway, I +was always going to call her Robin. It's funny about first names. Some +of them fit right down and snuggle up close to their person so that you +can't think of them apart. And some of them slip loose and dangle along +after their person, quite a ways back, so that you're always surprised +when now and then they catch up and get themselves spoke by someone. But +the name Robin just seemed to wrap Miss Sidney up in itself so that, as +she said, she _was_ Robin. I like to call her so. + +"It was her that engineered the chafing-dish. A chafing-dish is a thing +I've always looked on a little askant. I couldn't cook with folks +looking at me no more than I could wash my face in company. I remember +one hot July day when there was a breeze in my front door, I took my +ironing-board in the parlor and tried to iron there. But land, I felt +all left-handed; and I know it would be that way if I ever tried to +cook in there, on my good rug. Robin though, she done it wonderful. And +pretty soon she put the hot cream gravy on some crumbled-up bread and +took it to Christopher, with a cup of broth that smelled like when they +used to say, 'Dinner's ready,' when you was twelve years old. + +"He looked up at her eager. 'Can you cut it in squares?' he asked. + +"'In what?' she asks him over. + +"'Squares. And play it's molasses candy--white molasses candy?' he says. + +"'Oh,' says Robin, 'no, not in squares. But let's play it's hot +ice-cream.' + +"'_Hot ice-cream_,' he says, real slow, his eyes getting wide. To play +Little Boy King and have hot ice-cream was about as much as he could +take care of, in joy. Sometimes I get to wondering how we ever do +anything else except collect children together and give them nice little +simple fairylands. But while, on the sly, we was all watching to see +Christopher sink deep in the delight of that hot toothsome supper, he +suddenly lays down his spoon and stares over to us with wide eyes, eyes +that there wasn't no tears gathering in, though his little mouth was +quivering. + +"'What is it--what, dear?' Robin asks, from her stool near his feet. + +"'My daddy,' says the little boy. 'I was thinking if he could have some +this.' + +"Robin touched her cheek down on his arm. + +"'Blessed,' she says, 'think how glad he'd be to have you have some. +He'd want you to eat it--wouldn't he?' + +"The child nodded and took up his spoon, but he sighed some. 'I wish't +he'd hurry,' he says, and ate, obedient. + +"Robin looked up at us--I don't think a woman is ever so lovely as when +she's sympathizing, and it don't make much difference what it's over, a +sore finger or a sore heart, it's equally becoming. + +"'I know,' she says to us, 'I know just the _place_ where that hurts. I +remember, when I was little, being in a house that a band passed, and +because mother wasn't there, I ran inside and wouldn't listen. It's such +a special kind of hurt....' + +"From the end of the settle that was some in the shadow, Insley set +watching her, and he looked as if he was thinking just what I was +thinking: that she was the kind that would most always know just the +place things hurt. And I bet she'd know what to do--and a thousand kinds +of things that she'd go and do it. + +"'O ...' Christopher says. 'I like this most next better than molasses +candy, cutted in squares. I do, Robin!' He looked down at her, his spoon +waiting. 'Is you that Robin Redbreast?' he inquired. + +"'I'm any Robin you want me to be,' she told him. 'To-morrow we'll play +that, shall we?' + +"'Am I here to-morrow? Don't I have to walk to-morrow?' he ask' her. + +"'No, you won't have to walk to-morrow,' she told him. + +"Christopher leaned back, altogether nearer to luxury than I guess he'd +ever been. + +"'I'm a little boy king, and it's hot ice-cream, and I love _you_,' he +tops it off to Robin. + +"She smiled at him, leaning on his chair. + +"'Isn't it a miracle,' she says to us, 'the way we can call out--being +liked? We don't do something, and people don't pay any attention and +don't know the difference. Then some little thing happens, and there +they are--liking us, doing a real thing.' + +"'I know it,' I says, fervent. 'Sometimes,' I says, 'it seems to me +wonderful cosey to be alive! I'm glad I'm it.' + +"'So am I,' says Insley, and leaned forward. 'There's never been such a +time to be alive,' he says. 'Mrs. Emmons, why don't we ask Miss Sidney +for some plans for our plan?' + +"Do you know how sometimes you'll have a number of floating ideas in +your mind--wanting to do this, thinking that would be nice, dreaming of +something else--and yet afraid to say much about it, because it seems +like the ideas or the dreams is much too wild for anybody else to have, +too? And then mebbe after a while, you'll find that somebody had the +same idea and dreamed it out, and died with it? Or somebody else tried +to make it go a little? Well, that was what begun to happen to me that +night while I heard Insley talk, only I see that my floating ideas, that +wan't properly attached to the sides of my head, was actually being +worked out here and there, and that Insley knew about them. + +"I donno how to tell what my ideas was. I'd had them from time to time, +and a good many of us ladies had, only we didn't know what to do with +them. And an idea that you don't know what to do with is like a wild +animal out of its cage: there ain't no performance till it's adjusted. +For instance, when we'd wanted to pave Daphne Street and the whole town +council had got up and swung its arms over its head and said that having +an economical administration was better than paving--why, then us ladies +had all had the same idee about that. + +"'Is the town run for the sake of being the town, with money in its +treasury, or is the town run for the folks in it?' I remember Mis' +Toplady asking, puzzled. 'Ain't the folks the town really?' she ask'. +'And if they are, why can't they pave themselves with their own money? +Don't that make sense?' she ask' us, and we thought it did. + +"Us ladies had got Daphne Street paved, or at least it was through us +they made the beginning, but there was things we hadn't done. We was all +taking milk of Rob Henney that we knew his cow barns wasn't at all +eatable, but he was the only milk wagon, nobody else in town delivering, +so we kept on taking, but squeamish, squeamish. Then there was the +grocery stores, leaving their food all over the sidewalk, dust-peppered +and dirt-salted. But nobody liked to say anything to Silas Sykes that +keeps the post-office store, nor to Joe Betts, that his father before +him kept the meat market, being we all felt delicate, like at asking a +church member to come out to church. Then us ladies had bought a zinc +wagon and started it around to pick up the garbage to folks' doors, but +the second summer the council wouldn't help pay for the team, because it +was a saving council, and so the wagon was setting in a shed, with its +hands folded. Then there was Black Hollow, that we'd wanted filled up +with dirt instead of scummy water, arranging for typhoid fever and other +things, but the council having got started paving, was engaged in paving +the swamp out for miles, Silas Sykes's cousin being in the wooden block +business. And, too, us ladies was just then hopping mad over the doings +they was planning for the Fourth of July, that wasn't no more than +making a cash register of the day to earn money into. All these things +had been disturbing us, and more; but though we talked it over +considerable, none of us knew what to do, or whether anything could be. +It seemed as though every way we moved a hand, it hit out at the council +or else went into some business man's pocket. And not having anybody to +tell us what other towns were doing, we just set still and wished, +passive. + +"Well, and that night, while I heard Insley talking, was the first I +knew that other towns had thought about these things, too, and was +beginning to stir and to stir things. Insley talked about it light +enough, laughing, taking it all casual on the outside, but underneath +with a splendid earnestness that was like the warp to his words. He +talked like we could pick Friendship Village up, same as a strand if we +wanted, and make it fine and right for weaving in a big pattern that +his eyes seemed to see. He talked like our village, and everybody's +village and everybody's city wasn't just a lot of streets laid down and +walls set up, and little families and little clubs and little separate +groups of folks organized by themselves. But he spoke like the whole +town was just one street and _no_ walls, and like every town was a piece +of the Big Family that lives on the same street, all around the world +and back again. And he seemed to feel that the chief thing all of us was +up to was thinking about this family and doing for it and being it, and +getting it to be the way it can be when we all know how. And he seemed +to think the things us ladies had wanted to do was some of the things +that would help it to be the way it can. + +"When he stopped, Robin looked up at him from the hearth-rug: '"The +world is beginning,"' she quotes to him from somewheres; "'I must go and +help the king."' + +"He nodded, looking down at her and seeing, as he must have seen, that +her face was all kindled into the same kind of a glory that was in his. +It was a nice minute for them, but I was so excited I piped right up in +the middle of it:-- + +"'Oh,' I says, '_them_ things! Was it them kind of things you meant +about in Sodality to-night that we'd ought to do? Why, us ladies has +wanted to do things like that, but we felt sort of sneaking about it and +like we was working against the council and putting our interests before +the town treasury--' + +"'And of the cemetery,' he says. + +"'Is _that_,' I ask' him, 'what you're professor of, over to Indian +Mound college?' + +"'Something like that,' he says. + +"'Nothing in a book, with long words and italics?' I ask' him. + +"'Well,' he says, 'it's getting in books now, a little. But it doesn't +need any long words.' + +"'Why,' I says, 'it's just being professor of human beings, then?' + +"'Trying to be, perhaps,' he says, grave. + +"'Professor of Human Beings,' I said over to myself; 'professor of being +human....' + +"On this nice minute, the front door, without no bell or knock, opened +to let in Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, with a shawl over her head +and a tin can in her hand. + +"'No, I won't set any, thanks,' she says. 'I just got to +thinking--mercy, no. Don't give me any kind of anything to eat any such +time of night as this. I should be up till midnight taking soda. That's +what ails folks' stomachs, my notion--these late lunches on nobody +knows what. No, I got to bed and I was just dropping off when I happened +to sense how wringing wet that child was, and that I betted he'd take +cold and have the croup in the night, and you wouldn't have no +remedy--not having any children, so. It rousted me right up wide awake, +and I dressed me and run over here with this. Here. Put some on a rag +and clap it on his chest if he coughs croupy. I donno's it would hurt +him to clap it on him, anyway, so's to be sure. No, I can't stop. It's +'way past my bed-time....' + +"'There's lots of professors of being human, Miss Marsh,' Insley says to +me, low. + +"Mis' Holcomb stood thinking a minute, brushing her lips with the fringe +of her shawl. + +"'Mebbe somebody up to the Proudfits' would do something for him,' she +says. 'I see they're lit up. Who's coming?' + +"'Mr. Alex Proudfit will be here to-morrow,' Mis' Emmons told her. 'He +has some people coming to him in a day or two, for a house party over +the Fourth.' + +"'Will he be here so soon?' says Insley. 'I've been looking forward to +meeting him--I've a letter to him from Indian Mound.' + +"'Whatever happens,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'I'll get up attic first thing +in the morning and find some old clothes for this dear child. I may be +weak in the pocket-book, but I'm strong on old duds.' + +"Insley and I both said good night, so's to walk home with Mis' Holcomb, +and Christopher kissed us both, simple as belonging to us. + +"'We had that hot ice-cream,' he announced to Mis' Holcomb. + +"'The lamb!' says she, and turns her back, hasty. + +"I wondered a little at Mis' Emmons not saying anything to her about the +letter we'd found, that made us know somebody would have to do +something. But just as we was starting out, Mis' Emmons says to me low, +'Don't let's say anything about his father yet. I have a plan--I want to +think it over first.' And I liked knowing that already she had a plan, +and I betted it was a plan that would be born four-square to its own +future. + +"Insley stood holding the door open. The rain had stopped altogether +now, and the night was full of little things sticking their heads up in +deep grasses and beginning to sing about it. I donno about what, but +about something nice. And Insley was looking toward Robin, and I see +that all the ancestors he'd ever had was lingering around in his face, +like they knew about something he was just beginning to know about. +Something nice--nicer than the little outdoor voices. + +"'Good night, Miss Sidney,' he says. 'And what a good night for +Christopher!' And he looked as if he wanted to add: 'And for me.' + +"'Good night, Mis' Emmons,' I says. 'It's been an evening like a full +meal.' + + + + +IV + + +"By messenger the next day noon come a letter for me that made me laugh +a little and that made me a little bit mad, too. This was it:-- + + + "'Dear Calliope: + + "'Come up and help straighten things out, do. This place breathes + desolation. Everything is everywhere except everything which + everyone wants, which is lost. Come at once, Calliope, pray, and + dine with me to-night and give me as much time as you can for a + fortnight. I'm having some people here next week--twenty or so for + over the Fourth--and a party. A company, you know! I need you. + + "'ALEX PROUDFIT.' + + +"It was so exactly like Alex to send for me just plain because he wanted +me. Never a word about if I was able or if I wasn't putting up berries +or didn't have company or wasn't dead. I hadn't heard a sound from him +in the two years or more that he'd been gone, and yet now it was just +'Come,' like a lord. And for that matter like he used to do when he was +in knickerbockers and coming to my house for fresh cookies, whether I +had any baked or not. But I remember actually baking a batch for him one +day while he galloped his pony up and down the Plank Road waiting for +them. And I done the same way now. I got my work out of the way and went +right up there, like I'd always done for that family in the forty years +I could think back to knowing them, when I was a girl. I guessed that +Alex had lit down sudden, a day or so behind his telegram to the +servants; and I found that was what he had done. + +"Proudfit House stands on a hill, and it looks like the hill had +billowed up gentle from underneath and had let some of the house flow +down the sides. It was built ambitious, of the good cream brick that +gives to a lot of our Middle West towns their colour of natural flax in +among the green; it had been big in the beginning, and to it had been +added a good many afterthoughts and postscripts of conservatory and +entrance porch and sun room and screened veranda, till the hill couldn't +hold them all. The house was one of them that was built fifty years ago +and that has since been pecked and patted to suit modern uses, pinched +off here and pulled off there to fit notions refining themselves +gradual. And all the time the house was let to keep some nice, ugly +things that after a while, by mere age and use-to-ness, were finally +accepted wholesale as dignified and desirable. The great brown mansard +roof, niched and glassed in two places for statues--and having them, +too, inside my memory and until Mr. Alex pulled them down; the scalloped +tower on a wing; the round red glass window on a stairway--these we all +sort of come to agree to as qualities of the place that couldn't be +changed no more'n the railroad track. Tapestries and water-colours and +Persian carpets went on inside the house, but outside was all the little +twists of a taste that had started in naked and was getting dressed up +by degrees. + +"Since the marriage of her daughter Clementina, Madame Proudfit had +spent a good deal of time abroad, and the house had been shut up. This +shutting up of people's houses always surprises me. When I shut up my +house to go away for a couple of months or so, I just make sure the +kitchen fire is out, and I carry the bird down to Mis' Holcomb's, and I +turn the key in the front door and start off. But land, land when +Proudfit House is going to be shut, the servants work days on end. Rugs +up, curtains down, furniture covered and setting around out of place, +pictures and ornaments wrapped up in blue paper--I always wonder _why_. +Closing my house is like putting it to sleep for a little while, but +closing Proudfit House is some like seeing it through a spasm and into a +trance. They done that to the house most every summer, and I used to +think they acted like spring was a sort of contagion, or a +seventeen-year locust, or something to be fumigated for. I supposed that +was the way the house looked when Alex got home to it, and of course a +man must hate it worse than a woman does, because he doesn't know which +end to tell them to take hold of to unravel. So I went right up there +when he sent for me--and then it was a little fun, too, to be on the +inside of what was happening there, that all the village was so curious +about. + +"He'd gone off when I got there, gone off on horseback on some business, +but he'd left word that he'd be back in a little while, and would I help +him out in the library. I knew what that meant. The books was all out of +the shelves and packed in paper, and he wanted me to see that they got +back into their right places, like I'd done many and many a time for his +mother. So I worked there the whole afternoon, with a couple of men to +help me, and the portrait of Linda Proudfit on the wall watching me like +it wanted to tell me something, maybe about the way she went off and +died, away from home; and a little after four o'clock a servant let +somebody into the room. + +"I looked up expecting to see Alex, and it surprised me some to see +Insley instead. But I guessed how it was: that Alex Proudfit being a +logical one to talk over Friendship Village with, Insley couldn't lose a +day in bringing him his letter. + +"'Well, Miss Marsh,' says he, 'and do you live everywhere, like a good +fairy?' + +"I thought afterwards that I might have said to him: 'No, Mr. Insley. +And do you appear everywhere, like a god?' But at the time I didn't +think of anything to say, and I just smiled. I'm like that,--if I like +anybody, I can't think of a thing to say back; but to Silas Sykes I +could talk back all day. + +"We'd got the room part in order by then, and Insley sat down and looked +around him, enjoyable. It was a beautiful room. I always think that that +library ain't no amateur at its regular business of being a vital part +of the home. Some rooms are awful amateurs at it, and some ain't no more +than apprentices, and some are downright enemies to the house they're +in. But that library I always like to look around. It seems to me, if I +really knew about such things, and how they ought to be, I couldn't +like that room any better. Colour, proportion, window, shadow--they was +all lined up in a kind of an enjoyable professionalism of doing their +best. The room was awake now, too--I had the windows open and I'd +started the clock. Insley set looking around as if there was sighs +inside him. I knew how, down in New England, his father's home sort of +behaved itself like this home. But after college, he had had to choose +his way, and he had faced about to the new west, the new world, where +big ways of living seemed to him to be sweeping as a wind sweeps. He had +chose as he had chose, and I suppose he was glad of that; but I knew the +room he had when he was in town, at Threat Hubbelthwait's hotel, must be +a good deal like being homesick, and that this library was like coming +home. + +"'Mr. Proudfit had just returned and would be down at once,' the man +come back and told him. And while he waited Insley says to me: + +"'Have you seen anything of the little boy to-day, Miss Marsh?' + +"I was dying to answer back: 'Yes, I see Miss Sidney early this +morning,' but you can't answer back all you die to. So I told him yes, +I'd seen all three of them and they was to be up in the city all day to +buy some things for Christopher. Mis' Emmons and Robin was both to come +up to Proudfit House to Alex's house party--seems they'd met abroad +somewheres a year or more back; and they was going to bring Christopher, +who Mis' Emmons didn't show any sign of giving up while her plan, +whatever it was, was getting itself thought over. So they'd whisked the +child off to the city that day to get him the things he needed. And +there wasn't time to say anything more, for in come Alex Proudfit. + +"He was in his riding clothes--horseback dress we always call it in the +village, which I s'pose isn't city talk, proper. He was long and thin +and brown, and sort of slow-moving in his motions, but quick and nervous +in his talk; and I don't know what there was about him--his clothes, or +his odd, old-country looking ring, or the high white thing wound twice +around his neck, or his way of pronouncing his words--but he seemed a +good deal like a picture of a title or a noted man. The minute you +looked at him, you turned proud of being with him, and you pretty near +felt distinguished yourself, in a nice way, because you was in his +company. Alex was like that. + +"'I don't like having kept you waiting,' he says to Insley. 'I'm just +in. By Jove, I've left Topping's letter somewhere--Insley, is it? thank +you. Of course. Well, Calliope, blessings! I knew I could count on you. +How are you--you look it. No, don't run away. Keep straight on--Mr. +Insley will pardon us getting settled under his nose. Now what can I get +you, Mr. Insley? If you've walked up, you're warm. No? As you will. It's +mighty jolly getting back--for a minute, you know. I couldn't stop here. +How the devil do you stop here all the time--or do you stop here all the +time?...' All this he poured out in a breath. He always had talked fast, +but now I see that he talked more than fast--he talked foreign. + +"'I'm here some of the time,' says Insley; 'I hoped that you were going +to be, too.' + +"'I?' Alex said. 'Oh, no--no. I feel like this: while I'm in the world, +I want it at its best. I want it at its latest moment. I want to be +living _now_. Friendship Village--why, man, it's living half a century +ago--anyway, a quarter. It doesn't know about A.D. nineteen-anything. I +love the town, you know, for what it is. But confound it, I'm living +_now_.' + +"Insley leaned forward. I was dusting away on an encyclopædia, but I see +his face and I knew what it meant. This was just what he'd been hoping +for. Alex Proudfit was a man who understood that the village hadn't +caught up. So he would want to help it--naturally he would. + +"'I'm amazed at the point of view,' Alex went on. 'I never saw such +self-sufficiency as the little towns have. In England, on the continent, +the villages know their place and keep it, look up to the towns and all +that--play the peasant, as they are. Know their betters. Here? Bless +you. Not a man down town here but will tell you that the village has got +everything that is admirable. They believe it, too. Electric light, +water, main street paved, cemetery kept up, "nice residences," +telephones, library open two nights a week, fresh lettuce all +winter--fine, up-to-date little place! And, Lord, but it's a back-water. +With all its improvements the whole _idea_ of modern life somehow +escapes it--music and art, drama, letters, manners, as integral parts of +everyday living--what does it know of them? It thinks these things are +luxuries, outside the scheme of real life, like monoplanes. Jove, it's +delicious!' + +"He leaned back, laughing. Insley must have felt his charm. Alex always +was fascinating. His eyes were gray and sort of hobnobbed with your +own; his square chin just kind of threatened a dimple without breaking +into one; his dark hair done clusters like a statue; and then there was +a lot of just plain charm pouring off him. But of course more than with +this, Insley was filled with his own hope: if Alex Proudfit understood +some things about the village that ought to be made right, it looked to +him as though they might do everything together. + +"'Why,' Insley says, 'you don't know--you don't know how glad I am to +hear you say this. It's exactly the thing my head has been full of....' + +"'Of course your head is full of it,' says Alex. 'How can it help but be +when you're fast here some of the time? If you don't mind--what is it +that keeps you here at all? I don't think I read Topping's letter +properly....' + +"Insley looked out from all over his face. + +"'I stay,' he says, 'just because all this _is_ so. It needs somebody to +stay, don't you think?' + +"'Ah, yes, I see,' says Alex, rapid and foreign. 'How do you mean, +though? Surely you don't mean renouncing--and that sort of thing?' + +"'Renouncing--no!' says Insley. 'Getting into the game.' + +"He got his enthusiasm down into still places and outlined what he +meant. It was all at the ends of his fingers--what there was to do if +the town was to live up to itself, to find ways to express the everyday +human fellowship that Insley see underneath everything. And Alex +Proudfit listened, giving that nice, careful, pacifying attention of +his. He was always so polite that his listening was like answering. When +Insley got through, Alex's very disagreeing with him was sympathizing. + +"'My dear man,' says he--I remember every word because it was something +I'd wondered sometimes too, only I'd done my wondering vague, like you +do--'My dear man, but are you not, after all, anticipating? This is just +the way Nature works--beating these things into the heads and hearts of +generations. Aren't you trying to do it all at once?' + +"'I'm trying to help nature, to be a part of nature--exactly,' says +Insley, 'and to do it here in Friendship Village.' + +"'Why,' says Alex, 'you'll be talking about facilitating God's plan +next--helping him along, by Jove.' + +"Insley looks at him level. 'I mean that now,' he says, 'if you want to +put it that way.' + +"'Good Lord,' says Alex, 'but how do you know what--what he wants?' + +"'Don't you?' says Insley, even. + +"Alex Proudfit turned and touched a bell. 'Look here,' he says, 'you +stay and dine, won't you? I'm alone to-night--Calliope and I are. Stay. +I always enjoy threshing this out.' + +"To the man-servant who just about breathed with a well-trained stoop of +being deferential, his master give the order about the table. 'And, +Bayless, have them hunt out some of those tea-roses they had in bloom +the other day--you should see them, Calliope. Oh, and, Bayless, hurry +dinner a bit. I'm as hungry as lions,' he added to us, and he made me +think of the little boy in knickerbockers, asking me for fresh cookies. + +"He slipped back to their topic, ranking it right in with tea-roses. In +the hour before dinner they went on 'threshing it out' there in that +nice luxurious room, and through the dinner, too--a simple, perfect +dinner where I didn't know which to eat, the plates or the food, they +was both so complete. Up to Proudfit House I can hardly ever make out +whether I'm chewing flavours or colours or shapes, but I donno as I +care. Flavours, thank my stars, aren't the only things in life I know +how to digest. + +"First eager, then patient, Insley went over his ground, setting forth +by line and by line, by vision and by vision, the faith that was in +him--faith in human nature to come into its own, faith in the life of a +town to work into human life at its best. And always down the same road +they went, they come a-canterin' back with Alex Proudfit's 'Precisely. +It is precisely what is happening. You can't force it. You mustn't force +it. To do the best we can with ourselves and to help up an under dog or +two--if he deserves it--that's the most Nature lets us in for. Otherwise +she says: "Don't meddle. I'm doing this." And she's right. We'd bungle +everything. Believe me, my dear fellow, our spurts of civic +righteousness and national reform never get us anywhere in the long run. +In the long run, things go along and go along. You can't stop them. If +you're wise, you won't rush them.' + +"At this I couldn't keep still no longer. We was at the table then, and +I looked over to Alex between the candlesticks and felt as if he was +back in knickerbockers again, telling me God had made enough ponies so +he could gallop his all day on the Plank Road if he wanted to. + +"'You and Silas Sykes, Alex,' I says, 'have come to the same motto. +Silas says Nature is real handy about taking her course so be you don't +yank open cocoons and buds and like that.' + +"'Old Silas,' says Alex. 'Lord, is he still going on about everything? +Old Silas....' + +"'Yes,' I says, 'he is. And so am I. Out by my woodshed I've got a +Greening apple tree. When it was about a year old a cow I used to keep +browst it down. It laid over on the ground, broke clean off all but one +little side of bark that kept right on doing business with sap, like it +didn't know its universe was sat on. I didn't get time for a week or two +to grub it up, and when I did go to it, I see it was still living, +through that little pinch of bark. I liked the pluck, and I straightened +it up and tied it to the shed. I used to fuss with it some. Once in a +storm I went out and propped a dry-goods box over it. I kept the earth +rich and drove the bugs off. I kind of got interested in seeing what it +would do next. What it done was to grow like all possessed. It was +twenty years ago and more that the cow come by it, and this year I've +had seven bushels of Greenings off that one tree. Suppose I hadn't tied +it up?' + +"'You'd have saved yourself no end of trouble, dear Calliope,' says +Alex, 'to say nothing of sparing the feelings of the cow.' + +"'I ain't so anxious any more,' says I, 'about sparing folks' feelings +as I am about sparing folks. Nor I ain't so crazy as I used to be about +saving myself trouble, either.' + +"'Dear Calliope,' says Alex, 'what an advocate you are. Won't you be my +advocate?' + +"He wouldn't argue serious with me now no more than he would when he was +in knickerbockers. But yet he was adorable. When we got back to the +library, I went on finishing up the books and I could hear him being +adorable. He dipped down into the past and brought up rich things--off +down old ways of life in the village that he'd had a part in and then +off on the new ways where his life had led him. Java--had Insley ever +been in Java? He must show him the moonstone he got there and tell him +the story they told him about it. But the queerest moonstone story was +one he'd got in Lucknow--so he goes on, and sends Bayless for a cabinet, +and from one precious stone and another he just naturally drew out +romances and adventures, as if he was ravelling the stones out into +them. And then he begun taking down some of his old books. And when it +come to books, the appeal to Insley was like an appeal of friends, and +he burrowed into them musty parchments abundant. + +"'By George,' Insley says once, 'I didn't dream there were such things +in Friendship Village.' + +"'Next thing you'll forget they're in the world,' says Alex, +significant. 'Believe me, a man like you ought not to be down here, or +over to Indian Mound, either. It's an economic waste. Nature has fitted +you for her glorious present and you're living along about four decades +ago. Don't you think of that?...' + +"Then the telephone on the library table rang and he answered a call +from the city. 'Oh, buy it in, buy it in, by all means,' he directs. +'Yes, cable to-night and buy it in. That,' he says, as he hung up, 'just +reminds me. There's a first night in London to-night that I've been +promising myself to see.... What a dog's life a business man leads. By +the way,' he goes on, 'I've about decided to put in one of our plants +around here somewhere--a tannery, you know. I've been off to-day looking +over sites. I wonder if you can't give me some information I'm after +about land around Indian Mound. I'm not saying anything yet, +naturally--they'll give other people a bonus to establish in their +midst, but the smell of leather is too much for them. We always have to +surprise them into it. But talk about the ultimate good of a town ... if +a tannery isn't that, what is it?' + +"It was after nine o'clock when I got the books set right--I loved to +handle them, and there was some I always looked in before I put them up +because some of the pictures give me feelings I remembered, same as +tasting some things will--spearmint and caraway and coriander. Insley, +of course, walked down with me. Alex wanted to send us in the +automobile, but I'm kind of afraid of them in the dark. I can't get it +out of my head that every bump we go over may be bones. And then I guess +we both sort of wanted the walk. + +"Insley was like another man from the one that had come into the library +that afternoon, or had been talking to us at Mis' Emmons's the night +before. Down in the village, on Mis' Emmons's hearth, with Robin sitting +opposite, it had seemed so easy to know ways to do, and to do them. +Everything seemed possible, as if the whole stiff-muscled universe could +be done things to if only everybody would once say to it: _Our_ +universe. But now, after his time with Alex, I knew how everything had +kind of _tightened_, closed in around him, shot up into high walls. +Money, tanneries, big deals by cable, moonstones from Java, they almost +made me slimpse too, and think, What's the use of believing Alex +Proudfit and me belong to the same universe? So I guessed how Insley was +feeling, ready to believe that he had got showed up to himself in his +true light, as a young, emotioning creature who dreams of getting +everybody to belong together, and yet can't find no good way. And Alex +Proudfit's parting words must of followed him down the drive and out on +to the Plank Road:-- + +"'Take my advice. Don't spend yourself on this blessed little hole. It's +dear to me, but it _is_ a hole ... eh? You won't get any thanks for it. +Ten to one they'll turn on you if you try to be one of them. Get out of +here as soon as possible, and be in the real world! This is just +make-believing--and really, you know, you're too fine a sort to throw +yourself away like this. Old Nature will take care of the town in good +time without you. Trust her!' + +"Sometimes something happens to make the world seem different from what +we thought it was. Them times catch all of us--when we feel like we'd +been let down gentle from some high foot-path where we'd been going +along, and instead had been set to walk a hard road in a silence that +pointed its finger at us. If we get really knocked down sudden from a +high foot-path, we can most generally pick ourselves up and rally. But +when we've been let down gentle by arguments that seem convincing, and +by folks that seem to know the world better than we do, then's the time +when there ain't much of any rally to us. If we're any good, I s'pose we +can climb back without rallying. Rallying gives some spring to the +climb, but just straight dog-climbing will get us there, too. + +"It was a lovely July night, with June not quite out of the world yet. +There was that after-dark light in the sky that makes you feel that the +sky is going to stay lit up behind and shining through all night, as if +the time was so beautiful that celestial beings must be staying awake to +watch it, and to keep the sky lit and turned down low.... We walked +along the Plank Road pretty still, because I guessed how Insley's own +thoughts was conversation enough for him; but when we got a ways down, +he kind of reached out with his mind for something and me being near by, +his mind clutched at me. + +"'What if it _is_ so, Miss Marsh?' he says. 'What if the only thing for +us to do is to tend to personal morality and an occasional lift to an +under dog or two--"if he deserves it." What if that's all--they meant us +to do?' + +"It's awful hard giving a reason for your chief notions. It's like +describing a rose by the tape-measure. + +"'Shucks!' I says only. 'Look up at the stars. I don't believe it.' + +"He laughed a little, and he did look up at them, but still I knew how +he felt. And even the stars that night looked awful detached and able to +take care of themselves. And they were a-shining down on the Plank Road +that would get to be Daphne Street and go about its business of leading +to private homes--_private_ homes. The village, that little cluster of +lights ahead there, seemed just shutting anybody else out, going its own +way, kind of mocking anybody for any idea of getting really inside it. +It was plain enough that Insley had nothing to hope for from Alex +Proudfit. And Alex's serene sureness that Nature needed nobody to help, +his real self-satisfied looking on at processes which no man could +really hurry up--my, but they made you feel cheap, and too many of +yourself, and like none of you had a license to take a-hold. For a +second I caught myself wondering. Maybe Nature--stars and streets and +processes--_could_ work it out without us. + +"Something come against my foot. I pushed at it, and then bent over and +touched it. It was warm and yieldy, and I lifted it up. And it was a +puppy that wriggled its body unbelievable and flopped on to my arm its +inch and a quarter of tail. + +"'Look at,' I says to Insley, which, of course, he couldn't do; but I +put the little thing over into his hands. + +"'Well, little brother,' says he. 'Running away?' + +"We was just in front of the Cadozas', a tumble-down house halfway +between Proudfit House and the village. It looked like the puppy might +belong there, so we turned in there with it. I'd always sort of dreaded +the house, setting in back among lilacs and locusts and never lit up. +When I stopped to think of it, I never seemed to remember much about +those lilacs and locusts blooming--I suppose they did, but nobody caught +them at it often. Some houses you always think of with their lilacs and +locusts and wisteria and hollyhocks going all the time; and some you +never seem to connect up with being in bloom at all. Some houses you +always seem to think of as being lit up to most of their windows, and +some you can't call to mind as showing any way but dark. The Cadozas' +was one of the unblossoming, dark kind, and awful ramshackle, besides. +I always use' to think it looked like it was waiting for some kind of +happening, I didn't know what. And sometimes when I come by there in the +dark, I used to think: It ain't happened yet. + +"We went around to the back door to rap, and Mis' Cadoza opened it--a +slovenly looking woman she is, with no teeth much, and looking like what +hair she's got is a burden to her. I remember how she stood there +against a background of mussy kitchen that made you feel as if you'd +turned something away wrong side out to where it wasn't meant to be +looked at. + +"'Is it yours, Mis' Cadoza?' I says, Insley holding out the puppy. + +"'Murder, it's Patsy,' says Mis' Cadoza. 'Give 'm here--he must of +followed Spudge off. Oh, it's you, Miss Marsh.' + +"Over by the cook stove in the corner I see past her to something that +made me bound to go inside a minute. It was a bed, all frowzy and +tumbled, and in it was laying a little boy. + +"'Why,' I says, 'I heard Eph was in bed. What's the matter with him?' +And I went right in, past his mother, like I was a born guest. She drew +off, sort of grudging--she never liked any of us to go there, except +when some of them died, which they was always doing. 'Come in and see +Eph, Mr. Insley,' I says, and introduced him. + +"The little boy wasn't above eight years old and he wasn't above six +years big.... He was laying real still, with his arms out of bed, and +his little thin hands flat down on the dark covers. His eyes, looking up +at us, watching, made me think of some trapped thing. + +"'Well, little brother,' says Insley, 'what's the trouble?' + +"Mis' Cadoza come and stood at the foot of the bed and jerked at the top +covers. + +"'I've put him in the bed,' she says, 'because I'm wore out lifting him +around. An' I've got the bed out here because I can't trapse back an' +forth waitin' on him.' + +"'Is he a cripple?' asks Insley, low. I liked so much to hear his +voice--it was as if it lifted and lowered itself in his throat without +his bothering to tell it which kind it was time to do. And I never heard +his voice make a mistake. + +"'Cripple?' says Mis' Cadoza, in her kind of undressed voice. 'No. He +fell in a tub of hot water years ago, and his left leg is witherin' up.' + +"'Let me see it,' says Insley, and pulled the covers back without +waiting. + +"There ain't nothing more wonderful than a strong, capable, quick human +hand doing something it knows how to do. Insley's hands touched over the +poor little leg of the child until I expected to see it get well right +there under his fingers. He felt the cords of the knee and then looked +up at the mother. + +"'Haven't they told you,' he says, 'that if he has an operation on his +knee, you can have a chance at saving the leg? I knew a case very like +this where the leg was saved.' + +"'I ain't been to see nobody about it,' says Mis' Cadoza, leaving her +mouth open afterwards, like she does. 'What's the good? I can't pay for +no operation on him. I got all I can do to keep 'm alive.' + +"Eph moved a little, and something fell down on the floor. Mis' Cadoza +pounced on it. + +"'Ain't I forbid you?' she says, angry, and held out to us what she'd +picked up--a little dab of wet earth. 'He digs up all my house plants,' +she scolds, like some sort of machinery grating down on one place +continual, 'an' he hauls the dirt out and lays there an' makes +_figgers_. The idear! Gettin' the sheets a sight....' + +"The child looked over at us, defiant. He spoke for the first time, and +I was surprised to hear how kind of grown-up his voice was. + +"'I can get 'em to look like faces,' he says. 'I don't care what _she_ +says.' + +"'Show us,' commands Insley. + +"He got back the bit of earth from Mis' Cadoza, and found a paper for +the crumbs, and pillowed the boy up and sat beside him. The thin, dirty +little hands went to work as eager as birds pecking, and on the earth +that he packed in his palm he made, with his thumb nail and a pen handle +from under his pillow, a face--a boy's face, that had in it something +that looked at you. 'But I can never get 'em to look the same way two +times,' he says to us, shy. + +"'He's most killed my Lady Washington geranium draggin' the clay out +from under the roots,' Mis' Cadoza put in, resentful. + +"Insley sort of sweeps around and looks acrost at her, deep and gentle, +and like he understood about her boy and her geranium considerable +better than she did. + +"'He won't do it any more,' he says. 'He'll have something better.' + +"The boy looked up at him. 'What?' he asks. + +"'Clay,' says Insley, 'in a box. With things for you to make the clay +like. Do you want that?' + +"The boy kind of curled down in his pillow and come as near to shuffling +as he could in the bed, and he hadn't an idea what to say. But I tell +you, his eyes, they wasn't like any trapped thing any more; they was +regular _boy's_ eyes, lit up about something. + +"'Mrs. Cadoza,' Insley says, 'will you do something for me? We're trying +to get together a little shrubbery, over at the college. May I come in +and get some lilac roots from you some day?' + +"Mis' Cadoza looked at him--and looked. I don't s'pose it had ever come +to her before that anybody would want anything she had or anything she +could do. + +"'Why, sure,' she says, only. 'Sure, you can, Mr. What's-name.' + +"And then Insley put out his hand, and she took it, I noted special. I +donno as I ever see anybody shake hands with her before, excep' when +somebody was gettin' buried out of her house. + +"When we got out on the road again, I noticed that Insley went swinging +along so's I could hardly keep up with him; and he done it sort of +automatic, and like it was natural to him. I didn't say anything. If +I've learned one thing living out and in among human beings, it's that +if you don't do your own keeping still at the right time, nobody else is +going to do it for you. He spoke up after a minute like I thought he +would; and he spoke up buoyant--kind of a reverent buoyant:-- + +"'I don't believe we're discharged from the universe, after all,' he +says, and laughed a little. 'I believe we've still got our job.' + +"I looked 'way down the Plank Road, on its way to its business of being +Daphne Street, and it come to me that neither the one nor the other +stopped in Friendship Village. But they led on out, down past the wood +lots and the Pump pasture and across the tracks and up the hill, and +right off into that sky that somebody was keeping lit up and turned down +low. And I said something that I'd thought before: + +"'Ain't it,' I says, 'like sometimes everybody in the world come and +stood right close up beside of you, and spoke through the walls of you +for something inside of you to come out and be there with them?' + +"'That's it,' he says, only. 'That's it.' But I see his mind nipped onto +what mine meant, and tied it in the right place. + +"When we got to Mis' Emmons's corner, I turned off from Daphne Street +to go that way, because I'd told her I'd look in that night and see what +they'd bought in town. It was late, for the village, but Mis' Emmons +never minded that. The living-room light was showing through the +curtains, and Insley, saying good night to me, looked towards the +windows awful wistful. I guessed why. It was part because he felt as if +he must see Robin Sidney and they must talk over together what Alex +Proudfit had said to him. And part it was just plain because he wanted +to see her again. + +"'Why don't you come in a minute,' I says, 'and ask after Christopher? +Then you can see me home.' + +"'Wouldn't they mind it being late?' he asks. + +"I couldn't help smiling at that. Once Mis' Emmons had called us all up +by telephone at ten o'clock at night to invite us to her house two days +later. She explained afterwards that she hadn't looked at the clock for +a week, but if she had, she might have called us just the same. 'For my +life,' she says, 'I _can't_ be afraid of ten o'clock. Indeed, I rather +like it.' I told him this, while we was walking in from her gate. + +"'Mrs. Emmons,' he says, when she come to the door, 'I've come because I +hear that you like ten o'clock, and so do I. I wanted to ask if you've +ever been able to make it last?' + +"'No,' she says. 'I prefer a new one every night--and this one to-night +is an exceptionally good one.' + +"She always answered back so pretty. I feel glad when folks can. It's +like they had an extra brain to 'em. + +"Insley went in, and he sort of filled up the whole room, the way some +men do. He wasn't so awful big, either. But he was pervading. +Christopher had gone to bed, and Robin Sidney was sitting there near a +big crock of hollyhocks--she could make the centre and life of a room a +crock full of flowers just as you can make it a fireplace. + +"'Come in,' she says, 'and see what we bought Christopher. I wanted to +put him in black velvet knickerbockers or silver armour, but Aunt +Eleanor has bought chiefly khaki middies. She's such a sensible +relative.' + +"'What are we going to do with him?' Insley asks. I loved the way he +always said 'we' about everything. Not 'they' or 'you,' but always, +'What are _we_ going to do.' + +"'I'll keep him awhile,' Mis' Emmons says, 'and see what develops. If I +weren't going to Europe this fall--but something may happen. Things do. +Calliope,' she says to me, 'did I buy what I ought to have bought?' + +"I went over to see the things spread out on the table, and Insley +turned round to where Robin was. I don't really believe he had been very +far away from where she was since the night before, when Christopher +come. And he got right into what he had to say, like he was impatient +for the sympathy in her eyes and in her voice. + +"'I must tell you,' he says. 'I could hardly wait to tell you. Isn't it +great to be knocked down and picked up again, without having to get back +on your own feet. I--wanted to tell you.' + +"'Tell me,' she says. And she looked at him in her nice, girl way that +lent him her eyes in good faith for just a minute and then took them +back again. + +"'I've been to see Alex Proudfit,' he said. 'I've dined with him.' + +"I don't think she said anything at all, but Insley went on, absorbed in +what he was saying. + +"'I talked with him,' he says, 'about what we talked of last night--the +things to do, here in the village. I thought he might care--I was +foolish enough for that. Have you ever tried to open a door in a solid +wall? When I left there, I felt as if I'd tried just that. Seriously, +have you ever tried to talk about the way things are going to be and to +talk about it to a perfectly satisfied man?' + +"Robin leaned forward, but I guess he thought that was because of her +sympathy. He went right on:-- + +"'I want never to speak of this to anyone else, but I can't help telling +you. You--understand. You know what I'm driving at. Alex Proudfit is a +good man--as men are counted good. And he's a perfect host, a +fascinating companion. But he's a type of the most dangerous selfishness +that walks the world--' + +"Robin suddenly laid her hand, just for a flash, on Insley's arm. + +"'You mustn't tell me,' she says. 'I ought to have told you before. Alex +Proudfit--I'm going to be Alex Proudfit's wife.' + + + + +V + + +"In the next days things happened that none of us Friendship Village +ladies is likely ever to forget. Some of the things was nice and some +was exciting, and some was the kind that's nice after you've got the +introduction wore off; but all of them was memorable. And most all of +them was the kind that when you're on the train looking out the car +window, or when you're home sitting in the dusk before it's time to +light the lamp, you fall to thinking about and smiling over, and you +have them always around with you, same as heirlooms you've got ready for +yourself. + +"One of these was the Fourth of July that year. It fell a few days after +Alex Proudfit come, and the last of the days was full of his guests +arriving to the house party. The two Proudfit cars was racking back and +forth to the station all day long, and Jimmy Sturgis, he went near crazy +with getting the baggage up. I never see such a lot of baggage. 'Land, +land,' says Mis' Toplady, peeking out her window at it, 'you'd think +they was all trees and they'd come bringing extra sets of branches, +regular forest size.' Mis' Emmons and Robin and Christopher went up the +night before the Fourth--Mis' Emmons was going to do the chaperoning, +and Alex had asked me to be up there all I could to help him. He knows +how I love to have a hand in things. However, I couldn't be there right +at first, because getting ready for the Fourth of July was just then in +full swing. + +"Do you know what it is to want to do over again something that you +ain't done for years and years? I don't care what it is--whether it's +wanting to be back sitting around the dinner table of your home when you +was twelve, and them that was there aren't there now; or whether it's +rocking in the cool of the day on the front porch of some old house that +got tore down long ago; or whether it's walking along a road you use' to +know every fence post of; or fishing from a stream that's dried up or +damned these twenty years; or eating spice' currants or pickle' peaches +that there aren't none put up like them now; or hearing a voice in a +glee club that don't sing no more, or milking a dead cow that _wasn't_ +dead on the spring mornings you mean about--no, sir, I don't care what +one of them all it happens to be, if you know what it is to want to do +it again and can't, 'count of death and distance and long-ago-ness, +then I tell you you know one of the lonesomest, hurtingest feelings the +human heart can, sole outside of the awful things. And that was what had +got the matter with me awhile ago. + +"It had come on me in the meeting of townspeople called by Silas Sykes a +few weeks before, to discuss how Friendship Village should celebrate the +Fourth. We hadn't had a Fourth in the village in years. Seeing the +Fourth and the Cemetery was so closely connected, late years, Sodality +had took a hand in the matter and had got fire-crackers and pistols +voted out of town, part by having family fingers blowed off and clothes +scorched full of holes, and part through Silas and the other dealers +admitting they wan't no money in the stuff and they'd be glad to be +prevented by law from having to sell it. So we shut down on it the year +after little Spudge Cadoza bit down on a cap to see if it'd go off, and +it done so. But we see we'd made the mistake of not hatching up +something to take the place of the noise, because the boys and girls all +went off to the next-town Fourths and come home blowed up and scorched +off, anyway. And some of the towns, especially Red Barns, that we can +see from Friendship Village when it's clear, was feeling awful touchy +and chip-shouldered towards us, and their two weekly papers was saying +we borrowed our year's supply of patriotism off the county, and sponged +on public spirit, and like that. So the general Friendship feeling was +that we'd ought to have a doings this year, and Postmaster Sykes, that +ain't so much public spirited as he is professional leading +citizen,--platform introducer of all visiting orators and so on,--he +called a mass-meeting to decide what to do. + +"Mis' Sykes, she was awful interested, too, through being a born leader +and up in arms most of the time to do something new. And this year she +was anxious to get up something fancy to impress her niece with--the new +niece that was coming to visit her, and that none of us had ever see, +and that the Sykes's themselves had only just developed. Seems she was +looking for her family tree and she wrote to Mis' Sykes about being +connect'. And the letter seemed so swell, and the address so +mouth-melting and stylish that Mis' Sykes up and invited her to +Friendship Village to look herself up in their Bible, Born and Died +part. + +"The very night of that public mass-meeting Miss Beryl Sessions--such +was the niece's name--come in on the Through, and Mis' Sykes, she +snapped her up from the supper table to bring her to the meeting and +show her off, all brimming with the blood-is-thicker-than-water +sentiments due to a niece that looked like that. For I never see +sweller. And being in the Glee Club I set where I got a good view when +Mis' Sykes rustled into the meeting, last minute, in her best black +cashmere, though it was an occasion when the rest of us would wear our +serges and alapacas, and Mis' Sykes knew it. All us ladies see them both +and took in every stitch they had on without letting on to unpack a +glance, and we see that the niece was wearing the kind of a dress that +was to ours what mince-pie is to dried apple, and I couldn't blame Mis' +Sykes for showing her off, human. + +"Silas had had Dr. June open the meeting with prayer, and I can't feel +that this was so much reverence in Silas as that he isn't real +parliamentary nor yet real knowledgeable about what to do with his +hands, and prayer sort of broke the ice for him. That's the way Silas +is. + +"'Folks,' says he, 'we're here to consider the advisability of bein' +patriotic this year. Of having a doings that'll shame the other towns +around for their half-an'-half way of giving things. Of making the +glorious Fourth a real business bringer. Of having a speech that'll +bring in the country trade--the Honourable Thaddeus Hyslop has been +named by some. And of getting our city put in the class of the wide +awake and the hustlers and the up-to-date and doing. It's a grand chance +we've passed up for years. What are we going to do for ourselves this +year? To decide it is the purpose of this mass-meetin'. Sentiments are +now in order.' + +"Silas set down with a kitterin' glance to his new niece that he was +host and uncle of and pleased to be put in a good light before, first +thing so. + +"Several men hopped up--Timothy Toplady saying that Friendship Village +was a city in all but name and numbers, and why not prove it to the +other towns? Jimmy Sturgis that takes tintypes, besides running the 'bus +and was all primed for a day full of both--'A glorious Fourth,' says he, +'would be money in our pockets.' And the farm machinery and furniture +dealers, and Gekerjeck, that has the drug store and the ice-cream +fountain, and others, they spoke the same. Insley had to be to the +college that night, or I don't believe the meeting would have gone the +way it did go. For the first line and chorus of everything that all the +men present said never varied:-- + +"'The Fourth for a business bringer.' + +"It was Threat Hubbelthwait that finally made the motion, and he wasn't +real sober, like he usually ain't, but he wound up on the key-note:-- + +"'I sold two hundred and four lunches the last Fourth we hed in +Friendship Village,' says he, pounding his palm with his fist, 'an' I +move you that we celebrate this comin' Fourth like the blazes.' + +"And though Silas softened it down some in putting it, still that was +substantially the sentiment that went through at that mass-meeting, that +was real pleased with itself because of. + +"Well, us ladies hadn't taken no part. It ain't our custom to appear +much on our feet at public gatherings, unless to read reports of a +year's work, and so that night we never moved a motion. But we looked at +each other, and us ladies has got so we understand each other's +eyebrows. And we knew, one and all, that we was ashamed of the men and +ashamed of their sentiments. But the rest didn't like to speak out, +'count of being married to them. And I didn't like to, 'count of not +being. + +"But when they got to discussing ways and means of celebrating, a woman +did get onto her feet, and a little lilt of interest run round the room +like wind. It was Miss Beryl Sessions, the niece, that stood up like +you'd unwrapped your new fashion magazine and unrolled her off'n the +front page. + +"'I wonder,' says she--and her voice went all sweet and chirpy and +interested, 'whether it would amuse you to know some ways we took to +celebrate the Fourth of July last year at home ...' and while the men +set paying attention to her appearance and thinking they was paying +attention to her words alone, she went on to tell them how 'at home' the +whole town had joined in a great, Fourth of July garden party on the +village 'common,' with a band and lanterns and fireworks at night, and a +big marquee in the middle, full of ice-cream. 'We made it,' she wound +up, 'a real social occasion, a town party with everybody invited. And +the business houses said that it paid them over and over.' + +"Well, of course that went with the men. Land, but men is easy tamed, so +be the tameress is somebody they ain't used to and is gifted with a good +dress and a kind of a 'scalloped air. But when she also has some idea of +business they go down and don't know it. 'Why, I should think that'd +take here like a warm meal,' says Timothy Toplady, instant--and I see +Mis' Amanda Toplady's chin come home to place like she'd heard Timothy +making love to another woman. 'Novel as the dickens,' says Simon +Gekerjeck. 'Move we adopt it.' And so they done. + +"While they was appointing committees I set up there in the Glee Club +feeling blacker and blacker. Coming down to the meeting that night, I +recollect I'd been extra gentle in my mind over the whole celebration +idea. Walking along in the seven-o'clock light, with the sun shining +east on Daphne Street and folks all streaming to the town-meeting, and +me sensing what it was going to be for, I'd got all worked up to 'most a +Declaration of Independence lump in my throat. When I went in the door +to the meeting, little Spudge Cadoza and some other children was hanging +around the steps and Silas Sykes was driving them away; and it come to +me how deathly ridiculous that was, to be driving _children_ away from a +meeting like that, when children is what such meetings is for; and I'd +got to thinking of all the things Insley was hoping for us, and I'd been +real lifted up on to places for glory. And here down had come the men +with their talk about a _paying_ Fourth, and here was Miss Beryl +Sessions showing us how to celebrate in a way that seemed to me real +sweet but not so very patriotic. It was then that all of a sudden it +seemed to me I'd die, because I wanted so much to feel the way I'd use +to feel when it was going to be the Fourth o' July. And when they sung +'Star Spangled Banner' to go home on and all stood up to the sentiment, +I couldn't open my mouth. I can't go folks that stands up and carols +national tunes and then talks about having a Fourth that'll be a real +business bringer. + +"'What'd you think of the meeting?' says Mis' Toplady, low, to me on the +way out. + +"'I think,' says I, frank, 'it was darn.' + +"'There's just exactly what we all think,' says Mis' Toplady, in a +whisper. + +"But all the same, preparations was gone into head first. Most of us was +put on to from one to five committees--I mean most of them that works. +The rest of the town was setting by, watching it be done for them, +serene or snarling, according to their lights. Of course us ladies +worked, not being them that goes to a meeting an' sets with their mouths +shut and then comes out and kicks at what the meetin' done. Yet, though +we wan't made out of that kind of meal, we spoke our minds to each +other, private. + +"'What under the canopy _is_ a marquee?' asks Mis' Amanda Toplady, when +we met at her house to plan about refreshments. + +"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke right up. + +"'Why, it's a finger ring,' she says. 'One of them with stones running +the long way. The minister's wife's got a blue stone one....' + +"'Finger ring!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, scornful. 'It's a title. That's +what it is. From England.' + +"We looked at them both, perplexish. Mis' Holcomb is always up on +things--it was her that went into short sleeves when the rest of us was +still crocheting cuff turnovers, unconscious as the dead. But Mis' +Uppers had been the Mayor's wife, and though he'd run away, 'count o' +some money matter, still a title is a title, an' we thought Mis' Uppers +had ought to know. + +"Then Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, she spoke up timid. 'I +see,' she says, 'in the _Caterer's Gazette_ a picture called "Marquee +Decorated for Fête." The picture wan't nothing but a striped tent. Could +a tent have anything to do with it?' + +"'Pity sakes, no,' says Mis' Uppers. 'This is somethin' real city done, +Abagail.' + +"We worked on what we could, but we all felt kind of lost and left out +of it, and like we was tinkering with tools we didn't know the names of +and a-making something we wasn't going to know how to use. And when the +article about our Fourth flared out in the _Friendship Daily_ and Red +Barns and Indian Mound weeklies, we felt worse than we had before: +'Garden Party.' 'All Day Fête.' '_Al Fresco_ Celebration,' the editors +had wrote it up. + +"'All _what_?' says Mis' Uppers, listening irritable to the last one. 'I +can't catch that word no more'n a rabbit.' + +"'It's a French word,' Mis' Holcomb told her, superior. 'Seems to me +I've heard it means a failure. It's a funny way to put it, ain't it? I +bet, though, that's what it'll be.' + +"But the men, my, the men thought they was doing things right. The +Committee on Orator, with Silas for rudder, had voted itself Fifty +Dollars to squander on the speech, and they had engaged the Honourable +Thaddeus Hyslop, that they'd hoped to, and that was formerly in our +legislature, to be the orator of the day; they put up a platform and +seats on the 'common'--that wan't nothing but the market where loads of +wood stood to be sold; they was a-going to cut evergreens and plant them +there for the day; the Committee on Fireworks was a-going to buy set +pieces for the evening; they was a-going to raise Ned. Somebody that was +on one of the committees wanted to have some sort of historic scenes, +but the men wouldn't hear to it, because that would take away them that +had to do the business in the stores; no caluthumpians, no grand basket +dinner--just the garden party, real sweet, with Miss Beryl Sessions and +a marquee full of ice-cream that the ladies was to make. + +"'It sounds sort of sacrilegious to me,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'connectin' +the Fourth up with society and secular doin's. When I was young, my +understandin' of a garden party would of been somethin' worldly. Now it +seems it's patriotic. Well, I wonder how it's believed to be in the +sight of the Lord?' + +"But whether it was right or whether it was wrong, none of it rung like +it had ought to of rang. They wan't no _glow_ to it. We all went around +like getting supper on wash-day, and not like getting up a meal for +folks that meant a lot to us. It wan't going to be any such Fourth as +I'd meant about and wanted to have come back. The day come on a pacing, +and the nearer it come, the worse all us ladies felt. And by a few days +before it, when our final committee meeting come off in Abagail Arnold's +home bakery, back room, 'count of being central, we was all blue as the +grave, and I donno but bluer. We set waiting for Silas that was having +a long-distance call, and Abagail was putting in the time frosting dark +cakes in the same room. We was most all there but the niece Miss Beryl +Sessions. She had gone home, but she was coming back on the Fourth in an +automobile full o' city folks. + +"'The _marquee's_ come,' says Mis' Holcomb, throwing out the word +clickish. + +"Nobody said anything. Seems it _was_ a tent all along. + +"'Silas has got in an extra boy for the day,' says Mis' Sykes, +complacent. 'It's the littlest Cadoza boy, Spudge. He's goin' to walk up +an' down Daphne Street all day, with a Prize Coffee board on his back.' + +"'Where's Spudge's Fourth comin' in?' I couldn't help askin'. + +"Mis' Sykes stared. She always could look you down, but she's got a much +flatter, thicker stare since her niece come. 'What's them kind o' folks +_for_ but such work?' says she, puckering. + +"'Oh, I donno, I donno,' says I. 'I thought mebbe they was partly made +to thank the Lord for bein' born free.' + +"'How unpractical you talk, Calliope,' she says. + +"'I donno that word,' says I, reckless from being pent up. 'But it +seems like a liberty-lovin' people had ought to hev _one_ day to love +liberty on an' not tote groceries and boards and such.' + +"'_Don't it!_' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, explosive. + +"'What you talking?' says Mis' Sykes, cold. 'Don't you know the Fourth +of July can be made one of the best days of the year for your own town's +good? What's that if it ain't patriotic?' + +"'It's Yankee shrewd,' says I, snapping some, 'that's what it is. It +ain't Yankee spirited, by a long shot.' + +"'"_By a long shot_,"' quotes Mis' Sykes, withering. She always was +death on wording, and she was far more death after her niece come. But I +always thought, and I think now, that correcting your advisary's grammar +is like telling him there's a smooch on his nose, and they ain't either +of them parliamental _or_ decent. + +"Mis' Uppers sighed. 'The whole thing,' says she, candid, 'sounds to me +like Fourth o' July in Europe or somewheres. No get-up-an'-get anywheres +to it. What do they do in Europe on the Fourth o' July, anyway?' she +wondered. 'I donno's I ever read.' + +"'I donno, either,' says Mis' Holcomb, dark, 'but I bet you it's one of +these All Frost celebrations--or whatever it is they say.' + +"Mis' Toplady set drying her feet by Abagail's stove, and she looked +regular down in the mouth. 'Well, sir,' she said, 'a Fourth o' July all +rosettes an' ribbins so don't sound to me one bit like the regular +Fourth at all. It don't sound to me no more'n the third--or the fifth.' + +"I was getting that same homesick feeling that I'd had off and on all +through the getting ready, that hankering for the old kinds of Fourths +of Julys when I was a little girl. When us girls had a quarter apiece to +spend, and father'd cover the quarter with his hands on the gate-post +for us to guess them; and when the boys picked up scrap-iron and sold +old rubbers to get their Fourth money. It wan't so much what we used to +do that I wanted back as it was the _feeling_. Why, none of our spines +use' to be laid down good and flat in our backs once all day long. And I +wisht what I'd wisht more than once since the mass-meeting, that some of +us ladies had of took hold of that Fourth and had run it so's 'twould of +been like you mean 'way inside when you say 'The Fourth of July'--and +that death and distance and long-ago-ness is awful in the way of. + +"'We'd ought to of had a grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods,' I +says, restless. + +"'An' a p'rade,' says Mis' Toplady. 'I donno nothin' that makes me feel +more patriotic than the minute before the p'rade comes by.' + +"'An' children in the Fourth somehow,' Mis' Uppers says. 'Land, children +is who it's for, anyhow,' she says, like I'd been thinking; 'an' all +we've ever done for 'em about it is to leave 'em kill 'emselves with +it.' + +"Well, it was there, just there, and before Mis' Sykes could dicker a +reply that in come tearing her husband from his long-distance +telephoning, and raced into the room like he hadn't a manner in his kit. + +"'We're all over with,' Silas shouts. 'It's all done for! Thaddeus +Hyslop is smashed an' bleedin'. He can't come. We ain't got no speech. +His automobile's turned over on top of his last speakin' place. +Everybody else that ain't one-horse is sure to be got for somewheres +else. Our Fourth of July is rooned. We're done for. The editor's gettin' +it in the _Weekly_ so's to warn the county. We'll be the Laughing Stock. +Dang the luck!' says Silas; 'why don't some o' you say somethin'?' + +"But it wasn't all because Silas was doing it all that the men didn't +talk, because when he'd stopped, they all stood there with their mouths +open and never said a word. Seems to me I did hear Timothy Toplady bring +out, 'Blisterin' Benson,' but nobody offered nothing more fertile. That +is, nobody of the men did. But 'most before I got my thoughts together I +heard two feet of a chair come down onto the floor, and Mis' Amanda +Toplady stood up there by Abagail's cook stove, and she took the griddle +lifter and struck light on the side of the pipe. + +"'Hurrah!' she says. 'Now we can have a real Fourth. A Fourth that does +as a Fourth is.' + +"'What you talkin', Amanda Toplady?' says Silas, crisp; and ''Mandy, +what the blazes do you mean?' says Timothy, her lawful lord. But Mis' +Toplady didn't mind them, nor mind Mis' Sykes, that was staring at her +flat and thick. + +"'I mean,' says Mis' Toplady, reckless, 'I been sick to death of the +idea of a Fourth with no spirit to it. I mean I been sick to death of a +Fourth that's all starched white dresses an' company manners an' no +hurrahs anywheres about it. An' us ladies, most all of us, feels the +same. We didn't like to press in, bein' you men done the original +plannin', an' so not one of us has said "P'rade," nor nothin' else to +you. But now that your orator has fell through on himself, you men just +leave us ladies in on this thing to do more'n take orders, an' you +needn't be the Laughin' Stock o' nothin' an' nobody. I guess you'll all +stand by me. What say, ladies?' + +"Well, sir, you'd ought to of heard us. We joined in like a patch of +grasshoppers singing. They wasn't one of us that hadn't been dying to +get our hands on that Fourth and make it a Fourth full of unction and +oil of joy, like the Bible said, and must of meant what we meant. + +"'Oh, ladies,' I remember I says, fervent, 'I feel like we could make a +Fourth o' July just like stirrin' up a white cake, so be we was let.' + +"'What d' you know about managin' a Fourth?' snarls Silas. 'You'll have +us all in the hole. You'll have us shellin' out of our own pockets to +make up--' + +"Mis' Toplady whirled on him. 'Would you druther have Red Barns an' +Indian Mound a-jumpin' on you through the weekly press for bein' +bluffers, an' callin' us cheap an' like that, or would you druther not?' +she put it to him. + +"'Dang it,' says Silas, 'I never tried to do a thing for this town that +it didn't lay down an' roll all over me. I wish I was dead.' + +"'You wan't tryin' to do this thing for this town,' says Mis' Toplady +back at him, like the wind. 'You was tryin' to do it for the _stores_ +of this town, an' you know it. You was tryin' to ride the Fourth for a +horse to the waterin' trough o' good business, an' you know it, Silas +Sykes,' says she, 'an' so was Jimmy and Threat an' all of you. The hull +country tries to get behind the Fourth of July an' make money over its +back like a counter. It ain't what was meant, an' us ladies felt it all +along. An' neither was it meant for a garden party day alone, though +_that_,' says Mis' Toplady, gracious, 'is a real sweet side idea. An' +Mis' Sykes an' Mis' Sessions had ought to go on an' run that part of it, +bein' the--tent's here,' she could _not_ bring herself to use that other +word. 'But,' she says, 'that ain't all of a real Fourth, nor yet a +speech ain't, though he did use to be in the legislature. Them things +alone don't make a real flag, liberty-praisin' Fourth, to me nor to none +of us.' + +"'Well,' says Silas, sour, 'what you goin' to _do_ if the men decides to +let you try this?' + +"'That ain't the way,' says Mis' Toplady, like a flash; 'it ain't for +the men to _let us do_ nothin'. It's for us all to do it together, yoke +to yoke, just like everything else ought to be done by us both, an' no +talk o' "_runnin_'" by either side.' + +"'But what's the idee--what's the idee?' says Silas. 'Dang it all, +somebody's got to hev an idee.' + +"'Us ladies has got 'em,' says Mis' Toplady, calm. 'An',' says she, 'one +o' the first of 'em is that if we have anything to do with runnin' the +Fourth of our forefathers, then after 10 A.M., all day on that day, +every business house in town has got to shut down.' + +"'What?' says Silas, his voice slippin'. 'Gone crazy-headed, hev ye?' + +"'No, Silas,' says Mis' Toplady, 'nor yet hev we gone so graspin' that +we can't give up a day's trade to take notice of our country.' + +"'Lord Harry,' says Silas, 'you can't get a dealer in town to do it, an' +you know it.' + +"'Oh, yes, you can, Silas,' says somebody, brisk. And it was Abagail, +frosting dark cakes over by the side of the room. 'I was goin' to shut +up shop, anyway, all day on the Fourth,' Abagail says. + +"'An' lose the country trade in lunches?' yells Silas. 'Why, woman, +you'd be Ten Dollars out o' pocket.' + +"'I wan't never one to spend the mornin' thankin' God an' the afternoon +dippin' oysters,' says Abagail. And Silas scrunched. He done that one +year when his Thanksgiving oysters come late, and he knew he done it. + +"Well, they went over it and over it and tried to think of some other +way, and tried to hatch up some other speaker without eating up the +whole Fifty Dollars in telephone tolls, and tried most other things. And +then we told them what we'd thought of different times, amongst us as +being features fit for a Fourth in the sight of the Lord and the sight +of men. And they hemmed and they hawed and they give in about as +graceful as a clothes-line winds up when you've left it out in the +sleet, but they did give in and see reason. Timothy last--that's quite +vain of being firm. + +"'If we come out with a one-horse doin's, seems like it'd be worse than +sittin' down flat-foot failed,' he mourns, grieving. + +"Amanda, his wife, give him one of her looks. 'Timothy,' says she, +'when, since you was married to me, did I ever fail to stodge up a +company dinner or a spare bed or a shroud when it was needed sudden? +When did any of us ladies ever fail that's here? Do you sp'ose we're any +more scant of idees about our own nation?' + +"And Timothy had to keep his silence. He knew what she said was the Old +Testament truth. But I think what really swung them all round was the +thought of Red Barns and Indian Mound. Imagination of what them two +weekly papers would say, so be we petered out on our speech and didn't +offer nothing else, was too much for flesh and blood to bear. And the +men ended by agreeing to seeing to shutting every business house in +Friendship Village and they went off to do it,--resolved, but groaning +some, like men will. + +"Mis' Sykes, she made some excuse and went, too. 'I'll run the garden +party part,' says she. 'My niece an' I'll do that, an' try our best to +get some novelty into your Fourth. An' we'll preside on the marquee, +like we'd agreed. More I don't say.' + +"But the rest of us, we stayed on there at Abagail's, and we planned +like mad. + +"We didn't look in no journal nor on no woman's page for something new. +We didn't rush to our City relations for novelties. We didn't try for +this and that nor grasp at no agony whatever. We just went down deep +into the inside of our understanding and thought what the Fourth was and +how them that made it would of wanted it kept. No fingers blowed off nor +clothes scorched up, no houses burned down, no ear-drums busted +out--none of them would of been in _their_ programme, and they wan't in +ours. Some of the things that was in ours we'd got by hearing Insley +tell what they was doin' other places. Some o' the things he suggested +to us. Some o' the things we got by just going back and back down the +years an' _remembering_--not so much what we'd done as the way we use' +to feel, long ago, when the Fourth was the Fourth and acted like it knew +it. Some of the things we got by just reaching forward and forward, and +seeing what the Fourth is going to mean to them a hundred years from +now--so be we do our part. And some of the things we got through sheer +make-shift woman intelligence, that put its heads together and used +everything it had, that had anything to do with the nation, or the town, +or with really living at all the way that first Fourth of July meant +about, 'way down inside. + +"Before it was light on the morning of the Fourth, I woke up, feeling +all happy and like I wanted to hurry. I was up and dressed before the +sun was up, and when I opened my front door, I declare it was just like +the glory of the Lord was out there waiting for me. The street was +laying all still and simple, like it was ready and waiting for the +light. Early as it was, Mis' Holcomb was just shaking her breakfast +table-cloth on her side stoop, and she waved it to me, big and billowy +and white, like a banner. And I offs with my apron and waved it back, +and it couldn't of meant no more to either of us if we had been shaking +out the folds of flags. It was too early for the country wagons to be +rattling in yet, and they wan't no other sounds--except a little bit of +a pop now and then over to where Bennie Uppers and little Nick Toplady +was up and out, throwing torpedoes onto the bricks; and then the birds +that was trilling an' shouting like mad, till every tree all up and down +Daphne Street and all up and down the town and the valley was just one +living singing. And all over everything, like a kind of a weave to it, +was that something that makes a Sunday morning and some holiday mornings +better and sweeter and _goldener_ than any other day. I ain't got much +of a garden, not having any real time to fuss in it, but I walked out +into the middle of the little patch of pinks and parsley that I have +got, and I says 'way deep in me, deeper than thinking: 'It don't make no +manner of differ'nce how much of a fizzle the day ends up with, this, +here and now, is the way it had ought to start.' + +"Never, not if I live till beyond always, will I forget how us ladies' +hearts was in our mouths when, along about 'leven o'clock, we heard the +Friendship Village Stonehenge band coming fifing along, and we knew the +parade was begun. We was all on the market square--hundreds of us, seems +though. Red Barns and Indian Mound had turned out from side to side of +themselves, mingling the same as though ploughshares was +pruning-hooks--or whatever that quotation time is--both towns looking +for flaws in the day, like enough, but both shutting up about it, +biblical. Even the marquee, with its red and white stripes, showing +through the trees, made me feel good. 'Land, land,' Mis' Toplady says, +'it looks kind of homey and old-fashioned, after all, don't it? I mean +the--tent,' she says--she would _not_ say the other word; but then I +guess it made her kind of mad seeing Mis' Sykes bobbing around in there +in white duck an' white shoes--her that ain't a grandmother sole because +of Nature and not at all through any lack of her own years. Everything +was all seeming light and confident--but I tell you we didn't feel so +confident as we'd meant to when we heard the band a-coming to the tune +o' 'Hail, Columbia! Happy Land.' And yet now, when I look back on that +Independence Day procession, it seems like regular floats is no more +than toy doings beside of it. + +"What do you guess us ladies had thought up for our procession,--with +Insley back of us, letting us think we thought it up alone? Mebbe you'll +laugh, because it wan't expensive to do; but oh; I think it was nice. +We'd took everything in the town that done the town's work, and we'd run +them all together. We headed off with the fire-engine, 'count of the +glitter--and we'd loaded it down with flags and flowers, and the hook +and ladder and hose-carts the same, wheels and sides; and flags in the +rubber caps of the firemen up top. Then we had the two big sprinkling +carts, wound with bunting, and five-foot flags flying from the seats. +Then come all the city teams drawn by the city horses--nice, plump +horses they was, and rosettes on them, and each man had decorated his +wagon and was driving it in his best clothes. Then come the steam roller +that Friendship Village and Red Barns and Indian Mound owns together and +scraps over some, though that didn't appear in its appearance, puffing +along, with posies on it. Then there was the city electric light repair +wagon, with a big paper globe for an umbrella, and the electric men +riding with their leggings on and their spurs, like they climb the +poles; and behind them the telephone men was riding--because the town +owns its own telephone, too--and then the four Centrals, in pretty +shirtwaists, in a double-seated buggy loaded with flowers--the telephone +office we'd see to it was closed down, too, to have its Fourth, like a +human being. And marching behind them was the city waterworks men, best +bib and tucker apiece. And then we hed out the galvanized garbage wagon +that us ladies hed bought ourselves a year ago, and that wasn't being +used this year count of the city pleading too poison poor; and it was +all scrubbed up and garnished and filled with ferns and drove by its own +driver and the boy that had use' to go along to empty the cans. And then +of course they was more things--some of them with day fireworks shooting +up from them--but not the hearse, though we had all we could do to keep +Timothy Toplady from having it in, 'count of its common public office. + +"Well, and then we'd done an innovation--an' this was all Insley's idea, +and it was him that made us believe we could do it. Coming next, in +carriages and on foot, was the mayor and the city council and every last +man or woman that had anything to do with running the city life. They +was all there--city treasurer, clerk of the court, register of deeds, +sheriffs, marshals, night-watchmen, health officer, postmaster, janitor +of the city hall, clerks, secretaries, stenographers, school board, city +teachers, and every one of the rest--they was all there, just like they +had belonged in the p'rade the way them framers of the first Fourth of +July had meant they should fit in: Conscience and all. But some of them +servants of the town had made money off'n its good roads, and some off'n +its saloons, and some off'n getting ordinances repealed, and some off'n +inspecting buildings and sidewalks that they didn't know nothing about, +and some was making it even then by paving out into the marsh; and some +in yet other ways that wasn't either real elbow work nor clean head +work. What else could they do? We'd ask' them to march because they +represented the town, and rather'n own they _didn't_ represent the town, +there they was marching; but if some of them didn't step down Daphne +Street feeling green and sick and sore and right down schoolboy ashamed +of themselves, then they ain't got the human thrill in them that somehow +I _cannot_ believe ever dies clear out of nobody. They was a lump in my +throat for them that had sold themselves, and they was a lump for them +that hadn't--but oh, the differ'nce in the lumps. + +"'Land, land,' I says to Mis' Toplady, 'if we ain't done another thing, +we've made 'em remember they're servants to Friendship Village--like +they often forget.' + +"'Ain't we?' she says, solemn. 'Ain't we?' + +"And then next behind begun the farm things: the threshin' machines and +reapers and binders and mowers and like that, all drawn by the farm +horses and drove by their owners and decorated by them, jolly and gay; +and, too, all the farm horses for miles around--we was going to give a +donated surprise prize for the best kep' and fed amongst them. And last, +except for the other two bands sprinkled along, come the leading +citizens, and who do you guess _they_ was? Not Silas nor Timothy nor +Eppleby nor even Doctor June, nor our other leading business men and our +three or four professionals--no, not them; but the real, true, leading +citizens of Friendship Village and Indian Mound and Red Barns and other +towns and the farms between--the _children_, over two hundred of them, +dressed in white if they had it and in dark if they didn't, with or +without shoes, in rags or out of them, village-tough descended or with +pew-renting fathers, all the same and together, and carrying a flag and +singing to the tops of their voices 'Hail, Columbia,' that the bands +kept a-playing, some out of plumb as to time, but all fervent and +joyous. It was us women alone that got up that part. My, I like to think +about it. + +"They swung the length of Daphne Street and twice around the market +square, and they come to a halt in front of the platform. And Doctor +June stood up before them all, and he prayed like this:-- + +"'Lord God, that let us start free an' think we was equal, give us to +help one another to be free an' to get equal, in deed an' in truth.' + +"And who do you s'pose we hed to read the Declaration of Independence? +Little Spudge Cadoza, that Silas had been a-going to hev walk up and +down Daphne Street with a board on his back--Insley thought of him, and +we picked him out a-purpose. And though he didn't read it so thrilling +as Silas would of, it made me feel the way no reading of it has ever +made me feel before--oh, because it was kind of like we'd snapped up the +little kid and set him free all over again, even though he wasn't it but +one day in the year. And it sort of seemed to me that all inside the +words he read was trumpets and horns telling how much them words was +_going_ to mean to him and his kind before he'd had time to die. And +then the Glee Club struck into 'America,' and the whole crowd joined in +without being expected, and the three bands that was laying over in the +shade hopped up and struck in, too--and I bet they could of heard us to +Indian Mound. Leastways to Red Barns, that we can see from Friendship +Village when it's clear. + +"The grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods stays in my head as one +picture, all full of veal loaf and 'scalloped potato and fruit salad and +nut-bread and deviled eggs and bake' beans and pickle' peaches and layer +cake and drop sponge-cake and hot coffee--the kind of a dinner that +comes crowding to your thought whenever you think 'Dinner' at your +hungriest. And after we'd took care of everybody's baskets and set them +under a tree for a lunch towards six, us ladies went back to the market +square. And over by the marquee we see the men gathered--all but Insley, +that had slipped away as quick as we begun telling him how much of it +was due to him. Miss Beryl Sessions had just arrived, in a automobile, +covered with veils, and she was introducing the other men to her City +friends. Us ladies sort of kittered around back of them, not wanting to +press ourselves forward none, and we went up to the door of the marquee +where, behind the refreshment table, Mis' Sykes was a-standing in her +white duck. + +"'My,' says Mis' Holcomb to her, 'it's all going off nice so far, ain't +it?' + +"'They ain't a great deal the matter with it,' says Mis' Sykes, snappy. + +"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Uppers, grieving, 'the parade an' the +basket dinner seemed to me both just perfect.' + +"'The parade done well enough,' says Mis' Sykes, not looking at her. 'I +donno much about the dinner.' + +"And all of a sudden we recollected that she hadn't been over to the +grand basket dinner at all. + +"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Toplady, blank, 'ain't you et nothin'?' + +"'My niece,' says Mis' Sykes, dignified, 'didn't get here till now. Who +was I to leave in the _tent_? I've et,' says she, cold, 'two dishes of +ice-cream an' two chocolate nut-cakes.' + +"Mis' Toplady just swoops over towards her. 'Why, my land,' she says, +hearty, 'they's stuff an' to spare packed over there under the trees. +You go right on over and get your dinner. Poke right into any of our +baskets--ours is grouped around mine that's tied with a red bandanna to +the handle. And leave us tend the marquee. What say, ladies?' + +"And I don't think she even sensed she used that name. + +"When she'd gone, I stood a minute in the marquee door looking off +acrost the market square, hearing Miss Beryl Sessions and the men +congratulating each other on the glorious Fourth they was a-having, and +the City folks praising them both sky high. + +"'Real nice idee it was,' says Silas, with his hands under his best coat +tails. 'Nice, tastey, up-to-date Fourth. And cheap to do.' + +"'Yes, we all hung out for a good Fourth this year,' says Timothy, +complacent. + +"'It's a simply lovely idea,' says Miss Beryl Sessions, all sweet and +chirpy and interested, 'this making the Fourth a county party and +getting everybody in town, so. But tell me: Whatever made you close your +shops? I thought the Fourth could always be made to pay for itself over +and over, if the business houses went about it right.' + +"'Oh, well,' says Silas, lame but genial, 'we closed up to-day. We kind +o' thought we would.' + +"But I stood looking off acrost the market square, where the children +was playing, and quoits was being pitched, and the ball game was going +to commence, and the calathumpians was capering, and most of Red Barns +and Indian Mound and Friendship Village was mingling, lion and lamb; and +I looked on along Daphne Street, where little Spudge Cadoza wasn't +walking with a Prize Coffee board on his back,--and all of a sudden I +felt just the way I'd wanted to feel, in spite of all the distance and +long-ago-ness. And I turned and says to the other women inside the +marquee:-- + +"'Seems to me,' I says, 'as if the Fourth of July _had_ paid for itself, +over and over. Oh, don't it to you?' + + + + +VI + + +"The new editor of the _Friendship Village Evening Daily_ give a fine +write-up of the celebration. He printed it on the night after the +Fourth, not getting out any paper at all on the day that was the day; +but on the night after that, the news columns of his paper fell flat and +dead. In a village the day following a holiday is like the hush after a +noise. The whole town seems like it was either asleep or on tiptoe. And +in Friendship Village this hush was worse than the hush of other years. +Other years they'd usually been accidents to keep track of, and mebbe +even an amputation or two to report. But this Fourth there was no +misfortunes whatever, nor nothing to make good reading for the night of +July 6. + +"So the editor thought over his friends and run right down the news +column, telling what there _wasn't_. Like this:-- + + + "'SUPPER TABLE JOTTINGS + + "'Postmaster Silas Sykes is well. + + "'Timothy Toplady has not had a cold since before Christmas. + Prudent Timothy. + + "'Jimmy Sturgis has not broken his leg yet this year as he did + last. Keep it up, Jimmy. + + "'Eppleby Holcomb has not been out of town for quite a while. + + "'None of the Friendship ladies has given a party all season. + + "'The First Church is not burnt down nor damaged nor repaired. + Insurance $750. + + "'Nothing local is in much of any trouble. + + "'Nobody is dead here to-day except the usual ones. + + "'Nobody that's got a telephone in has any company at the present + writing. Where is the old-time hospitality? + + "'Subscriptions payable in advance. + + "'Subscriptions payable in advance. + + "'Subscriptions payable in advance.' + + +"It made quite some fun for us, two or three of us happening in the +post-office store when the paper come out--Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady +and me. But we took it some to heart, too, because to live in a town +where they ain't nothing active happening all the time is a kind of +running account of everybody that's in the town. And us ladies wan't +that kind. + +"All them locals done to Silas Sykes, though, was to set him fussing +over nothing ever happening to him. Silas is real particular about his +life, and I guess he gets to thinking how life ain't so over-particular +about him. + +"'My dum,' he says that night, 'that's just the way with this town. I +always calculated my life was goin' to be quite some pleasure to me. But +I don't see as it is. If I thought I was going to get sold in my death +like I've been in my life, I swan I'd lose my interest in dyin'.' + +"Mis' Timothy Toplady was over in behind the counter picking out her +butter, and she whirled around from sampling the jars, and she says to +Mis' Sykes and me:-- + +"'Ladies,' she says, 'le's us propose it to the editor that seems to +have such a hard job, that us members of Sodality take a hold of his +paper for a day and get it out for him and put some news in it, and sell +it to everybody, subscribers and all, that one night, for ten cents.' + +"Mis' Silas Sykes looks up and stopped winking and breathing, in a way +she has when she sights some distant money for Sodality. + +"'Land, land,' she says, 'I bet they'd go like hot cakes.' + +"But Silas he snorts, scorching. + +"'Will you ladies tell me,' he says, 'where you going to _get_ your news +to put in your paper? The Fourth don't come along every day. Or less you +commit murder and arson and runaways, there won't be any more in your +paper than they is in its editor's.' + +"That hit a tender town-point, and I couldn't stand it no longer. I +spoke right up. + +"'Oh, I donno, I donno, Silas,' I says. 'They's those in this town +that's doin' the murderin' for us, neat an' nice, right along,' I told +him. + +"'Mean to say?' snapped Silas. + +"'Mean to say,' says I, 'most every grocery store in this town an' most +every milkman an' the meat market as well is doin' their best to drag +the health out o' people's systems for 'em. Us ladies is more or less +well read an' knowledgeable of what is goin' on in the world outside,' I +says to Silas that ain't, 'an' we know a thing or two about what ought +to be clean.' + +"Since Insley come, we had talked a good deal more about these things +and what was and what shouldn't be; and especially we had talked it in +Sodality, on account of our town stores and social ways and such being +so inviting to disease and death. But we hadn't talked it official, +'count of Sodality being for Cemetery use, and talking it scattering we +hadn't been able to make the other men even listen to us. + +"'Pack o' women!' says Silas, now, and went off to find black molasses +for somebody. + +"Mis' Toplady sampled her butter, dreamy. + +"'Rob Henny's butter here,' she says, 'is made out of cow sheds that I +can't bear to think about. An' Silas knows it. Honest,' she says, 'I'm +gettin' so I spleen against the flowers in the fields for fear Rob +Henny's cows'll get holt of 'em. I should think the _Daily_ could write +about that.' + +"I remember how us three women looked at each other then, like our +brains was experimenting with our ideas. And when Mis' Toplady got her +butter, we slipped out and spoke together for a few minutes up past the +Town Pump. And it was there the plan come to a head and legs and arms. +And we see that we had a way of picking purses right off of every day, +so be the editor would leave us go ahead--and of doing other things. + +"The very next morning we three went to see the editor and get his +consent. + +"'What's your circulation, same as City papers print to the top of the +page?' Mis' Toplady asks him, practical. + +"'Paid circulation or got-out circulation?' says the editor. + +"'Paid,' says Mis' Toplady, in silver-dollar tones. + +"'Ah, well, _paid for_ or subscribed for?' asks the editor. + +"'Paid for,' says Mis' Toplady, still more financial. + +"'Six hundred and eighty paid for,' the editor says, 'an' fifty-two +that--mean to pay.' + +"'My!' says Mis' Toplady, shuddering. 'What business is! Well, us ladies +of the Sodality want to run your paper for one day and charge all your +subscribers ten cents extra for that day's paper. Will you?' + +"The editor, he laughed quite a little, and then he looked thoughtful. +He was new and from the City and young and real nervous--he used to pop +onto his feet whenever a woman so much as come in the room. + +"'Who would collect the ten cents?' says he. + +"'Sodality,' says Mis' Toplady, firm. 'Ourself, cash an' _in advance_.' + +"The editor nodded, still smiling. + +"'Jove,' he said, 'this fits in remarkably well with the fishing I've +been thinking about. I confess I need a day. I suppose you wouldn't want +to do it this week?' + +"Mis' Toplady looked at me with her eyebrows. But I nodded. I always +rather hurry up than not. + +"'So be we had a couple o' hours to get the news to happenin',' says +she, 'that had ought to do us.' + +"The editor looked startled. + +"'News!' said he. 'Oh, I say now, you mustn't expect too much. I ought +to warn you that running a paper in this town is like trying to raise +cream on a cistern.' + +"Mis' Toplady smiled at him motherly. + +"'You ain't ever tried pouring the cream into the cistern, I guess,' she +says. + +"So we settled it into a bargain, except that, after we had planned it +all out with him and just as we was going out the door, Mis' Toplady +thought to say to him:-- + +"'You know, Sodality don't know anything about it yet, so you'd best not +mention it out around till this afternoon when we vote to do it. We'll +be up at eight o'clock Thursday morning, rain or shine.' + +"There wasn't ever any doubt about Sodality when it see Sixty Dollars +ahead--which we would get if everybody bought a paper, and we was +determined that everybody should buy. Sodality members scraps among +themselves personal, but when it comes to raising money we unite yoke to +yoke, and all differences forgot. It's funny sometimes at the meetings, +funny and disgraceful, to hear how we object to each other, especially +when we're tired, and then how we all unite together on something for +the good of the town. I tell you, it makes me feel sometimes that the +way ain't so much to try to love each other,--which other folks' +peculiarities is awful in the way of,--but for us all to pitch in and +love something altogether, your town or your young folks, or your +cemetery or keeping something clean or making somethin' look nice--and +before you know it you're loving the folks you work with, no matter how +peculiar, or even more so. It's been so nice since we've been working +for Cemetery. Folks that make each other mad every time they try to talk +can sell side by side at the same bazaar and count the money mutual. +There's quite a few disagreements in Sodality, so we have to be real +careful who sets next to who to church suppers. But when we pitch in to +work for something, we sew rags and 'scallop oysters in the same pan +with our enemies. Don't it seem as if that must mean something? +Something big? + +"Sodality voted to publish the paper, all right, and elected the +officers for the day: Editor, Mis' Postmaster Sykes, 'count of her +always expecting to take the lead in everything; assistant editor, me, +'count of being well and able to work like a dog; business manager and +circulation man, Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, 'count of no dime +ever getting away from her unexpected. And the reporters was to be most +of the rest of the Sodality: Mis' Timothy Toplady, the three Liberty +girls, Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, Mis' Threat +Hubbelthwait, an' Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery. It was +hard for Abagail to get away from her cook stove and her counter, so we +fixed it that she was to be let off any other literary work along of her +furnishing us our sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs that day noon. It was +quite a little for Abagail to do, but she's always real willing, and we +didn't ask coffee of her. Mis' Sturgis, her that is the village invalid, +we arranged should have charge of the Woman's Column, and bring down her +rocking chair and make her beef broth right there on the office +wood-stove. + +"I guess we was all glad to go down early in the morning that day, +'count of not meeting the men. One and all and with one voice the +Friendship men had railed at us hearty. + +"'Pack o' women!' says Silas Sykes, over and over. + +"'You act like bein' a woman an' a wife was some kind o' nonsense,' says +Mis' Sykes back at him, majestic. 'Well, I guess bein' yours is.' + +"'Land, Amandy,' says Timothy Toplady, 'you women earn money so +_nervous_. Why don't you do it regular an' manly?' + +"Only Eppleby Holcomb had kept his silence. Eppleby sees things that the +run of men don't see, or, if they did see them, they would be bound to +stick them in their ledgers where they would never, never belong. +Eppleby was our friend, and Sodality never had truer. + +"So though we went ahead, the men had made us real anxious. And most of +us slipped down to the office by half past seven so's not to meet too +many. The editor had had a column in the paper about what we was goin' +to do--'Loyal to our Local Dead' he headed it, and of course full half +the town was kicking at the extra ten cents, like full half of any town +can and will kick when it's asked to pay out for its own good, dead or +alive. But we was leaving all that to Mis' Holcomb, that knows a thing +or two about the human in us, and similar. + +"Extra-paper morning, when we all come in, Mis' Sykes she was sitting at +the editor's desk with her big apron on and a green shade to cover up +her crimping kids, and her list that her and Mis' Toplady and I had made +out, in front of her. + +"'Now then, let's get right to work,' she says brisk. 'We ain't any too +much time, I can tell you. It ain't like bakin' bread or gettin' the +vegetables ready. We've all got to use muscles this day we ain't used to +usin',' she says, 'an' we'd best be spry.' + +"So then she begun giving out who was to do what--assignments, the +editor named it when he told us what to do. And I skipped back an' hung +over the files, well knowing what was to come. + +"Mis' Sykes stood up in her most society way, an'-- + +"'Anybody want to back out?' says she, gracious. + +"'Land!' says everyone in a No-I-don't tone. + +"'Very well,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Mis' Toplady, you go out to Rob Henney's +place, an' you go through his cow sheds from one end to the other an' +take down notes so's he sees you doin' it. You go into his kitchen an' +don't you let a can get by you. Open his churn. Rub your finger round +the inside of his pans. An' if he won't tell you, the neighbours will. +Explain to him you're goin' to give him a nice, full printed description +in to-night's _Daily_, just the way things are. If he wants it changed +any, he can clean all up, an' we'll write up the clean-up like a +compliment.' + +"Just for one second them assembled women was dumb. But it hardly took +them that instant to sense what was what. And all of a sudden, Mame +Holcomb, I guess it was, bursted out in a little understanding giggle, +and after a minute everybody joined in, too. For we'd got the whole +world of Friendship Village where we wanted it, and every one of them +women see we had, so be we wasn't scared. + +"'Mis' Uppers,' Mis' Sykes was going on, 'you go down to Betts's meat +market. You poke right through into the back room. An' you tell Joe +Betts that you're goin' to do a write-up of that room an' the alley back +of it for the paper to-night, showin' just what's what. If so be he +wants to turn in an' red it up this mornin', tell him you'll wait till +noon an' describe it then, _providin'_ he keeps it that way. An' you +might let him know you're goin' to run over to his slaughterhouse an' +look around while you're waitin', an' put that in your write-up, too.' + +"'Miss Hubbelthwait,' Mis' Sykes went on, 'you go over to the Calaboose. +They won't anybody be in the office--Dick's saloon is that. Skip right +through in the back part, an' turn down the blankets on both beds an' +give a thorough look. If it's true they's no sheets an' pillow-cases on +the calaboose beds, an' that the blankets is only washed three times a +year so's to save launderin', we can make a real interestin' column +about that.' + +"'Miss Merriman,' says Mis' Sykes to Mis' Fire Chief, 'I've give you a +real hard thing because you do things so delicate. Will you take a walk +along the residence part of town an' go into every house an' ask 'em to +let you see their back door an' their garbage pail. Tell 'em you're +goin' to write a couple of columns on how folks manage this. Ask 'em +their idees on the best way. Give 'em to understand if there's a real +good way they're thinkin' of tryin' that you'll put that in, providin' +they begin tryin' right off. An' tell 'em they can get it carted off for +ten cents a week if enough go in on it. An' be your most delicate, Mis' +Fire Chief, for we don't want to offend a soul.' + +"Libby an' Viney Liberty Mis' Sykes sent round to take a straw vote in +every business house in town to see how much they'd give towards +starting a shelf library in the corner of the post-office store, a full +list to be printed in order with the amount or else 'Not a cent' after +each name. And the rest of Sodality she give urrants similar or even +more so. + +"'An' all o' you,' says Mis' Sykes, 'pick up what you can on the way. +And if anybody starts in to object, you tell 'em you have instructions +to make an interview out of any of the interestin' things they say. And +you might tell 'em you don't want they should be buried in a nice +cemetery if they don't want to be.' + +"Well, sir, they started off--some scairt, but some real brave, too. And +the way they went, we see every one of them meant business. + +"'But oh,' says Mis' Sturgis, fixing her medicine bottles outside on the +window-sill, '_supposin'_ they can't do it. _Supposin'_ folks ain't nice +to 'em. What'll we put in the paper then?' + +"Mis' Sykes drew herself up like she does sometimes in society. + +"'Well,' she says, 'supposin'. Are we runnin' this paper or ain't we? +There's nothin' to prevent our writin' editorials about these things, as +I see. Our husbands can't very well sue us for libel, because they'd hev +to pay it themselves. Nor they can't put us in prison for debt, because +who'd get their three meals? I can't see but we're sure of an +interestin' paper, anyway.' + +"Then she looked over at me sort of sad. + +"'Go on, Calliope,' says she, 'you know what you've got to do. Do it,' +she says, 'to the bitter end.' + +"I knew, and I started out, and I made straight for Silas Sykes, and the +post-office store. Silas wan't in the store, it was so early; but he had +the floor all sprinkled nice, and the vegetables set out, all uncovered, +close to the sidewalk; and everything real tasty and according to +grocery-store etiquette. The boy was gone that day. And Silas himself +was in the back room, sortin' over prunes. + +"'Hello, Calliope,' s'he. 'How's literchoor?' + +"'Honest as ever,' I says. 'Same with food?' + +"'Who says I ain't honest?' says Silas, straightening up, an' holding +all his fingers stiff 'count of being sticky. + +"'Why, I donno who,' says I. 'Had anybody ought to? How's business, +Silas?' + +"'Well,' says he, 'for us that keeps ourselves up with the modern +business methods, it's pretty good, I guess.' + +"'Do you mean pretty good, Silas, or do you mean pretty paying?' I ask' +him. + +"Silas put on his best official manner. 'Look at here,' s'e, 'what can I +do for you? Did you want to buy somethin' or did you want your mail?' + +"'Oh, neither,' I says. 'I want some help from you, Silas, about the +paper to-day.' + +"My, that give Silas a nice minute. He fairly weltered in satisfaction. + +"'Huh,' he says, elegant, 'didn't I tell you you was bitin' off more'n +you could chew? Want some assistance from me, do you, in editin' this +paper o' yours? Well, I suppose I can help you out a little. What is it +you want me to do for you?' + +"'We thought we'd like to write you up,' I told him. + +"Silas just swelled. For a man in public office, Silas Sykes feels about +as presidential as anybody I ever see. If they was to come out from the +City and put him on the front page of the morning paper, he's the kind +that would wonder why they hadn't done it before. + +"'Sketch of my life?' s'e, genial. 'Little outline of my boyhood? Main +points in my career?' + +"'Well,' I says, 'no. We thought the present'd be about all we'd hev +room for. We want to write up your business, Silas,' I says, 'in an +advertising way.' + +"'Oh!' says Silas, snappy. 'You want me to pay to be wrote up, is that +it?' + +"'Well,' I says, 'no; not if you don't want to. Of course everybody'll +be buried in the Cemetery whether they give anything towards the fund +for keeping it kep' up or not.' + +"'Lord Heavens,' says Silas, 'I've had that Cemetery fund rammed down my +throat till I'm sick o' the thought o' dyin'.' + +"That almost made me mad, seeing we was having the disadvantage of doing +the work and Silas going to get all the advantages of burial. + +"'Feel the same way about some of the Ten Commandments, don't you, +Silas?' I says, before I knew it. + +"Silas just rared. + +"'The Ten Commandments!' says he, 'the Ten Commandments! Who can show me +one I ain't a-keepin' like an old sheep. Didn't I honour my father an' +mother as long as I had 'em? Did they ever buy anything of me at more +than cost? Didn't I give 'em new clothes an' send 'em boxes of oranges +an' keep up their life insurance? Do I ever come down to the store on +the Sabbath Day? Do I ever distribute the mail then, even if I'm +expectin' a letter myself? The Sabbath I locked the cat in, didn't I +send the boy down to let it out, for fear I'd be misjudged if I done it? +Who do I ever bear false witness against unless I know they've done what +I say they've done? I can't kill a fly--an' I'm that tender-hearted +that I make the hired girl take the mice out o' the trap because I can't +bring myself to do it. So you might go through the whole list an' just +find me workin' at 'em an' a-keepin' 'em. What do you mean about the Ten +Commandments?' he ends up, ready to burst. + +"'Don't ask me,' I says. 'I ain't that familiar with 'em. I didn't know +anybody was. Go on about 'em. Take stealing--you hadn't got to that +one.' + +"'_Stealing_,' says Silas, pompous. 'I don't know what it is.' + +"And with that I was up on my feet. + +"'I thought you didn't,' says I. 'Us ladies of Sodality have all thought +it over an' over again: That you don't know stealing when you see it. +No, nor not even when you've done it. Come here, Silas Sykes!' I says. + +"I whipped by him into the store, and he followed me, sheer through +being dazed, and keeping still through being knocked dumb. + +"'Look here,' I says, 'here's your counter of bakery stuff--put in to +take from Abagail, but no matter about that now. Where do you get it? +From the City, with the label stuck on. What's the bakery like where you +buy it? It's under a sidewalk and dust dirty, and I happen to know you +know it. And look at the bread--not a thing over it, flies promenadin' +on the crust, and you counting out change on an apple-pie the other +day--I see you do it. Look at your dates, all uncovered and dirt from +the street sticking to them like the pattern. Look at your fly-paper, +hugged up against your dried-fruit box that's standing wide open. Look +at you keeping fish and preserved fruit and canned stuff that you know +is against the law--going to start keeping the law quick as you get +these sold out, ain't you, Silas? Look at your stuff out there in front, +full of street dirt and flies and ready to feed folks. And you keepin' +the Ten Commandments like an old sheep--and being a church elder, and +you might better climb porches and bust open safes. I s'pose you wonder +what I'm sayin' all this to you for?' + +"'No, ma'am,' says Silas, like the edge o' something, 'I don't wonder at +your sayin' _anything_ to anybody.' + +"'I've got more to say,' I says, dry. 'I've only give you a sample. An' +the place I'm goin' to say it is _The Friendship Village Evening Daily_, +_Extra_, to-night, in a descriptive write-up of you and your store. I +thought it might interest you to know.' + +"'It's libel--it's libel!' says Silas, arms waving. + +"'All right,' says I, liberating a fly accidentally caught on a date. +'Who you going to sue? Your wife, that's the editor? And everybody +else's wife, that's doing the same thing to every behind-the-times +dealer in town?' + +"Silas hung on to that straw. + +"'Be they doin' it to the others, too?' he asks. + +"Then I told him. + +"'Yes,' I says, 'Silas, only--they ain't goin' to start writing up the +descriptions till noon. And if you--and they all--want to clean up the +temples where you do business and make them fit for the Lord to look +down on and a human being to come into, you've got your chance. And +seeing your boy is gone to-day, if you'll do it, I'll stay and help you +with it--and mebbe make room for some of the main points in your career +as well,' says I, sly. + +"Silas looked out the door, his arms folded and his beard almost +pointing up, he'd made his chin so firm. And just in that minute when I +was feeling that all the law and the prophets, and the health of +Friendship Village, and the life of people not born, was hanging around +that man's neck--or the principle of them, anyway--Silas's eye and mine +fell on a strange sight. Across the street, from out Joe Betts's meat +market come Joe Betts, and behind him his boy. And Joe begun pointing, +and the boy begun taking down quarters of beef hung over the sidewalk. +Joe pointed consid'able. And then he clim' up on his meat wagon that +stood by the door, and out of the shop I see Mis' Mayor Uppers come, +looking ready to drop. And she clim' up to the seat beside him--he +reaching down real gentlemanly to help her up. And he headed his horse +around on what I guessed was a bee-line for the slaughterhouse. + +"Well, sir, at that, Silas Sykes put his hands on his knees and bent +over and begun laughing. And he laughed like I ain't seen him since he's +got old and begun to believe that life ain't cut after his own plan that +he made. And I laughed a little, too, out of sheer being glad that a +laugh can settle so many things right in the world. And when he sobered +down a little, I says gentle:-- + +"'Silas, I'll throw out the dates and the dusty lettuce. And we'll hev +it done in no time. I'll be glad to get an early start on the write-up. +I don't compose very ready,' I told him. + +"He was awful funny while we done the work. He was awful still, too. +Once when I lit on a piece of salt pork that I knew, first look, was +rusty, 'Them folks down on the flats buys it,' he says. 'They like it +just as good as new-killed.' 'All right,' s'I, careless, 'I'll make a +note of that to shine in my article. It needs humour some,' s'I. Then +Silas swore, soft and under his breath, as an elder should, but quite +vital. And he took the pork out to the alley barrel, an' I sprinkled +ashes on it so's he shouldn't slip out and save it afterwards. + +"It was 'leven o'clock when we got done, me having swept out behind the +counters myself, and Silas he mopped his face and stood hauling at his +collar. + +"'I'll get on my white kids now,' s'e, dry. 'I can't go pourin' kerosene +an' slicin' cheese in this place barehanded any more. Gosh,' he says, 'I +bet when they see it, they'll want to have church in here this comin' +Sunday.' + +"'No need to be sacrilegious, as I know of, Silas,' s'I, sharp. + +"'No need to be livin' at all, as I see,' says Silas, morbid; 'just lay +low an' other folks'll step in an' do it for you, real capable.' + +"I give him the last word. I thought it was his man's due. + +"When I got back to the office, Libby Liberty an' Mis' Toplady was there +before me. They was both setting on high stools up to the file shelf, +with their feet tucked up, an' the reason was that Viney Liberty was +mopping the floor. She had a big pail of suds and her skirt pinned up, +and she was just lathering them boards. Mis' Sykes at the main desk was +still labouring over her editorials, breathing hard, the boards steaming +soap all around her. + +"'I couldn't stand it,' Viney says. 'How a man can mould public opinion +in a place where the floor is pot-black gets me. My land, my ash house +is a dinin' room side of this room, an' the window was a regular gray +frost with dust. Ain't men the funniest lot of folks?' she says. + +"'Funny,' says I, 'but awful amiable if you kind of sing their key-note +to 'em.' + +"Mis' Sykes pulled my skirt. + +"'How was he?' she asks in a pale voice. + +"'He was crusty,' says I, triumphant, 'but he's beat.' + +"She never smiled. 'Calliope Marsh,' says she, cold, 'if you've sassed +my husband, I'll never forgive you.' + +"I tell you, men may be some funny, and often are. But women is odd as +Dick's hatband and I don't know but odder. + +"'How'd you get on?' I says to Mis' Toplady and the Libertys. The +Libertys they handed out a list on two sheets, both sides with sums +ranging from ten to fifty cents towards a shelf library for public use; +but Mis' Toplady, the tears was near streaming down her cheeks. + +"'Rob Henney,' she says, mournful, 'gimme to understand he'd see me +in--some place he hadn't ought to of spoke of to me, nor to no +one--before I could get in his milk sheds.' + +"'What did you say to him?' I ask', sympathetic. + +"'I t-told him,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that lookin' for me wouldn't be the +only reason he'd hev for goin' there. And then he said some more. He +said he'd be in here this afternoon to stop his subscription off.' + +"'So you didn't get a thing?' I says, grieving for her, but Mis' +Toplady, she bridled through her tears. + +"'I got a column!' she flashed out. 'I put in about the sheds, that the +whole town knows, anyway, an' I put in what he said to me. An' I'm goin' +to read it to him when he comes in. An' after that he can take his pick +about havin' it published, or else cleanin' up an' allowin' Sodality to +inspect him reg'lar.' + +"By just before twelve o'clock we was all back in the office, Mis' Fire +Chief, Mis' Uppers, fresh from the slaughterhouse, and so on, all but +Mame Holcomb that was out seeing to the circulation. And I tell you we +set to work in earnest, some of us to the desks, and some of us working +on their laps, and everybody hurrying hectic. The office was awful +hot--Mis' Sturgis had built up a little light fire to heat up her beef +broth, and she was stirring it, her shawl folded about her, in between +writing receipts. But it made it real confusing, all of us doing our +best so hard, and wanting to tell each other what had happened, and +seeing about spelling and all. + +"'Land, land,' says Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'you'd ought to _see_ the +Carters' back door. They wan't nobody to home there, so I just took a +look, anyway, bein' it was for Sodality, so. They ain't no real garbage +pail--' + +"'Who said, "Give me Liberty or give me Death?"' ask' Mis' Sykes, +looking up kind o' glassy. 'Was it Daniel Webster or Daniel Boone?' + +"'Ladies,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, when we'd settled down on Daniel +Boone, 'if I ever do a crime, I won't stop short at stealin' somebody's +cow an' goin' to calaboose. I'll do a whole beef corner, or some real +United States sin, an' get put in a place that's clean. Why over to the +calaboose--' + +"'Ugh!' says Mis' Uppers, 'don't say "beef" when I'm where I can hear. +I donno what I'll do without my steak, but do it I will. Ladies, the +cleanest of us is soundin' brass an' tinklin' cannibals. Why do they +call 'em _tinklin'_ cannibals?' she wondered to us all. + +"'Oh--,' wailed Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair, 'some of you ladies +give me your salad dressing receipt. Mine is real good on salad, but on +paper it don't sound fit to eat. I don't seem to have no book-style +about me to-day.' + +"'How do you spell _embarrass_?' asked Libby Liberty. 'Is it an _r_ an' +two _s_'s or two _r_'s and an _s_?' + +"'It's two _s_'s at the end, so it must be one _r_,' volunteers Mis' +Sykes. 'That used to mix me up some, too.' + +"Just then up come Abagail Arnold bringing the noon lunch, and she had +the sandwiches and the eggs not only, but a pot of hot coffee thrown in, +and a basket of doughnuts, sugared. She set them out on Mis' Sykes's +desk, and we all laid down our pencils and drew up on our high stools +and swing chairs, Mis' Sturgis and all, and nothing in the line of food +had ever looked so welcoming. + +"'Oh, the eatableness of nice refreshments!' says Mis' Toplady, sighing. + +"'This is when it ain't victuals, its viands,' says Mis' Sykes, showing +pleased. + +"But well do I remember, we wasn't started to eat, and Abagail still +doing the pouring, when the composing room door opened--I donno _why_ +they called it that, for we done the composing in the office, and they +only got out the paper in there--and in come the foreman, with an apron +of bed-ticking. He was Riddy Styles, that we all knew him. + +"'Excuse me,' he says, hesitating, 'but us fellows thought we'd ought to +mention that we can't get no paper out by quittin' time if we don't get +a-hold of some copy pretty quick.' + +"'Copy o' what?' says Mis' Sykes, our editor. + +"'Why, copy,' says Riddy. 'Stuff for the paper.' + +"Mis' Sykes looked at him, majestic. + +"'_Stuff_,' she says. 'You will please to speak,' she says, 'more +respectfully than that to us ladies, Mr. Styles.' + +"'It was meant right,' says Riddy, stubborn. 'It's the word we always +use.' + +"'It ain't the word you use, not with us,' says Mis' Sykes, womanly. + +"'Well,' says Riddy, 'we'd ought to get to settin' up _somethin'_ by +half past twelve, if we start in on the dictionary.' + +"Then he went off to his dinner, and the other men with him, and Mis' +Sykes leaned back limp. + +"'I been writin' steady,' she says, 'since half past eight o'clock this +mornin', an' I've only got one page an' one-half composed.' + +"We ask' each other around, and none of us was no more then started, let +be it was Mis' Toplady, that had got in first. + +"'Le's us leave our lunch,' says Mis' Sykes, then. 'Le's us leave it +un-et. Abagail, you put it back in the basket an' pour the coffee into +the pot. An' le's us _write_. Wouldn't we all rather hev one of our sick +headaches,' she says, firm, 'than mebbe make ourselves the Laughing +Stock? Ladies, I ask you.' + +"An' we woulded, one and all. Sick headaches don't last long, but +laughed-at has regular right down eternal life. + +"Ain't it strange how slow the writing muscles and such is, that you +don't use often? Pitting cherries, splitting squash, peeling potatoes, +slicing apples, making change at church suppers,--us ladies is lightning +at 'em all. But getting idees down on paper--I declare if it ain't more +like waiting around for your bread to raise on a cold morning. Still +when you're worried, you can press forward more than normal, and among +us we had quite some material ready for Riddy and the men when they came +back. But not Mis' Sykes. She wan't getting on at all. + +"'If I could only _talk_ it,' she says, grieving, 'or I donno if I could +even do that. What I want to say is in me, rarin' around my head like +life, an' yet I can't get it out no more'n money out of a tin bank. I +shall disgrace Sodality,' she says, wild. + +"'Cheer up,' says Libby Liberty, soothing. 'Nobody ever reads the +editorials, anyway. I ain't read one in years.' + +"'You tend to your article,' snaps Mis' Sykes. + +"I had got my write-up of Silas all turned in to Riddy, and I was +looking longing at Abagail's basket, when, banging the door, in come +somebody breathing like raging, and it was Rob Henney, that I guess we'd +all forgot about except it was Mis' Toplady that was waiting for him. + +"Rob Henney always talks like he was long distance. + +"'I come in,' he says, blustering, 'I come in to quit off my +subscription to this fool paper, that a lot o' fool women--' + +"Mis' Sykes looks up at him out from under her hand that her head was +resting on. + +"'Go on out o' here, Mr. Henney,' she says sharp to him, 'an' quit your +subscription quiet. Can't you see you're disturbing us?' she says. + +"With that Mis' Toplady wheeled around on her high stool and looked at +him, calm as a clock. + +"'Rob Henney,' says she, 'you come over here. I'll read you what I've +wrote about you,' she told him. + +"The piece begun like this:-- + +"'Rob Henney, our esteemed fellow-townsman and milkman, was talked with +this morning on his cow sheds. The reporter said to same that what was +wanting would be visiting the stables, churn, cans, pans, and like that, +being death is milked out of most cows if they are not kept clean and +inspected regular for signs of consumption. Mr. Henney replied as +follows: + +"'First: That his cows had never been inspected because nothing of that +kind had ever been necessary. + +"'Second: That he was in the milk business for a living, and did the +town expect him to keep it in milk for its health? + +"'Third: That folks had been drinking milk since milk begun, and if the +Lord saw fit to call them home, why not through milk, or even through +consumption, as well as through pneumonia and others? + +"'Fourth: That he would see the reporter--a lady--in the +lake-that-burneth-with-fire before his sheds and churn and pans and cans +should be put in the paper. + +"'Below is how the sheds, churn, pans, and cans look to-day....' And I +tell you, Mis' Toplady, she didn't spare no words. When she meant What, +she said What, elaborate. + +"I didn't know for a minute but we'd hev to mop Rob up off the clean +floor. But Mis' Toplady she never forgot who she was. + +"'Either that goes in the paper to-night,' she says, 'or you'll clean up +your milk surroundin's--pick your choice. An' Sodality's through with +you if you don't, besides.' + +"'Put it in print! Put it in print, if you dast!' yells Rob, +wind-milling his arms some. + +"'No need to make an earthquake o' yourself,' Mis' Toplady points out to +him, serene. + +"And at that Rob adds a word intending to express a cussing idee, and he +outs and down the stairs. And Mis' Toplady starts to take her article +right in to Riddy. But in the door she met Riddy, hurrying into the +office again. I never see anybody before that looked both red and +haggard, but Riddy did. He come right to the point:-- + +"'Some of you ladies has got to quit handing in--news,' he says, +scrabbling for a word to please Mis' Sykes. 'We're up to our eyes in +here now. An' there ain't enough room in the paper, either, not without +you get out eight pages or else run a supplement or else throw away the +whole patent inside. An' those ways, we ain't got enough type even if we +had time to burn.' + +"Mis' Sykes pushed back her green shade, looking just _chased_. + +"'What does he mean?' she says. 'Can't he tend to his type and things +with us doing all the work?' + +"Riddy took this real nettlish. + +"'I mean,' s'he, clear but brutal, 'you got to cut your stuff somewheres +to the tune of a couple o' columns.' + +"Well, it's hard to pick out which colour you'll take when you have a +new dress only once in every so seldom; or which of your hens you'll +kill when you know your chickens like you know your own mind; but these +are nothing to the time we had deciding on what to omit out of the paper +that night. And the decision hurt us even more than the deciding, for +what we left out was Mis' Sturgis's two women's columns. + +"'We _can't_ leave out meat nor milk nor cleanliness nor the library,' +says Mis' Toplady, reasonable, 'because them are the things we live by. +An' so with the other write-ups we got planned. But receipts and +patterns an' moth balls is only kind o' decorations, seems though. +Besides, we all know about 'em, an' it's time we stopped talkin' about +'em, anyway.' + +"Mis' Sturgis she cried a little on the corner of her shawl. + +"'The receipts an' patterns an' moth balls is so w-womanly,' she says. + +"Mis' Toplady whirled round at her. + +"'If you know anything more womanly than conquerin' dirt an' disease an' +the-dead-that-needn't-die,' s'she, 'I'll roll up my sleeves an' be into +it. But it won't be eyelet embroidery nor yet boiled frostin'!' + +"After that they wrote in hasty peace, though four o'clock come racing +across the day like a runaway horse, and us not out of its way. And a +few minutes past, when Riddy was waiting in the door for Mis' Sykes's +last page, somebody most knocked him over, and there come Mis' Holcomb, +our circulation editor, purple and white, like a ghost. + +"'Lock the door--lock it!' she says. 'I've bolted the one to the foot of +the stairs. Lock both outside ones an' lay yourselves low!' s'she. + +"Riddy an' I done the locking, me well knowing Mis' Holcomb couldn't +give a false alarm no more than a map could. + +"'What is it?' we says, pressing Mis' Holcomb to speak, that couldn't +even breathe. + +"'Oh, ladies,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'they've rejoined us, or whatever it +is they do. I mean they're going to rejoin us from gettin' out +to-night's paper. The sheriff or the coroner or whoever it is they have, +is comin' with injunctions--_is_ that like handcuffs, do you know? An' +it's Rob Henney's doin'. Eppleby told me. An' I run down the alley an' +beat 'em to it. They're most here. Let's us slap into print what's wrote +an' be ready with the papers the livin' minute we can.' + +"Mis' Sykes had shoved her green shade onto the back of her head, and +her crimping pins was all showing forth. + +"'What good'll it do us to get the paper _out_?' says she, in a numb +voice. 'We can't distribute 'em around to no one with the sheriff to the +front door with them things to put on us.' + +"Then Mis' Holcomb smiled, with her eyes shut, where she sat, breathing +so hard it showed through. + +"'I come in the coal door, at the alley,' s'she. 'They'll never think o' +that. Besides, the crowd'll be in front an' the carrier boys too, an' +they'll want to show off out there. An' Eppleby knows--he told me to +come in that way--an' he'll keep 'em interested out in front. Le's us +each take the papers, an' out the coal door, an' distribute 'em around, +ourselves, without the boys, an' collect in the money same time.' + +"And that was how we done. For when they come to the door and found it +locked, they pounded a little to show who was who and who wan't and then +they waited out there calm enough, thinking to stop us when the papers +come down would be plenty time. They waited out there, calm and sure, +while upstairs Bedlam went on, but noiseless. And after us ladies was +done with our part, we sat huddled up in the office, soothing Mis' +Sturgis and each other. + +"'In one sentence,' Mis' Holcomb says, 'Eppleby says Rob Henney was +going to _put_ injunctions on us. An' in the next he says he was goin' +to _serve_ 'em. What did he mean by that, do you s'pose?' + +"'I donno what he meant,' says Mis' Toplady, 'but I wouldn't have +anything to do with _anything_ Rob Henney served.' + +"That made us think of Abagail's lunch, laying un-et in the basket. They +wasn't none of us felt like eating, but Mis' Sturgis says she bet if we +didn't eat it, Abagail would feel she hadn't had no part in writing the +paper like us, and so we broke off a little something once around; but +food didn't have much fun for us, not then. And nothing did up to the +minute the paper was done, and we was all ready to sly out the alley +door. + +"With Sodality and Riddy Styles and the composing-room men we had above +twenty carriers. Riddy and the men helped us, one and all, because of +course the paper was a little theirs, too, and they was interested and +liked the lark. Land, land, I ain't felt so young or so wicked as I done +getting out that alley door. There's them I wish could see that there's +just as much fun keeping secret about something that may be good as in +being sly about something regular bad. + +"When we finally got outside it was suppertime and summer seeming, and +the hour was all sweet and frank, and the whole village was buried in +its evening fried mush and potatoes, or else sprinkling their front +yards. I donno how it was with the others, but I know I went along the +streets seeing through them little houses like they was glass, and +seeing the young folks eating their suppers and growing up and getting +ready to live and to _be_. And in us ladies' arms, in them heavy papers, +it seemed to me we was carrying new life to them, in little ways--in +little ways, but ways that was going to be big with meaning. And I felt +as if something in me kind of snuggled up closer to the way things was +meant to be. + +"Us that went west got clear the whole length of Daphne Street without +anybody seeing what we was doing, or else believing that we was doing it +orderly and legitimate. And away out by the Pump pasture, we started in +distributing, and we come working down town, handing out papers to the +residence part like mad and taking in dimes like wild. They was so many +of us, and the _Evening Daily_ office was so located, that by the time +Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I come around the corner where the men +and Rob Henney and the rejoiners and the carriers was loafing, waiting, +smoking, and secure, we didn't have many papers left. And we three was +the first ones back. + +"'Evenin' paper?' says Mis' Toplady, casual. '_Friendship Village +Evenin' Daily, Extra?_ All the news for a dime?' + +"Never have I see a man so truly flabbergasted as Rob Henney, and he did +look like death. + +"'You're rejoined!' he yelled, or whatever it is they say--'you're +rejoined by law from printin' your papers or from deestributin' the +same.' + +"'Why, Rob Henney,' says Mis' Toplady, 'no call to show fight like that. +Half the town is readin' its papers by now. They've been out for +three-quarters of an hour,' she says. + +"Then soft and faint and acrost the street, we heard somebody laugh, and +then kind of spat hands; and we all looked up. And there in the open +upstairs window of the building opposite, we see leaning out Eppleby +Holcomb and Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes. And when we crossed eyes, +they all made a little cheer like a theatre; and then they come clumping +down stairs and acrost to where we was. + +"'Won out, didn't you, by heck!' says Silas, that can only see that far. + +"'Blisterin' Benson,' says Timothy, gleeful. '_I_ say we ain't got no +cause to regret our wifes' brains.' + +"But Eppleby, he never said a word. He just smiled slow and a-looking +past us. And we knew that from the beginning he had seen our whole plan, +face to face. + +"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and me, seeing how Rob Henney stood +muttering and beat, and seeing how the day had gone, and seeing what was +what in the world and in all outside of it, we looked at each other, +dead tired, and real happy, and then we just dragged along home to our +kitchens and went to cooking supper. But oh, it wasn't our same old +kitchens nor it wasn't our same old Friendship Village. We was in places +newer and better and up higher, where we see how things are, and how +life would get more particular about us if we'd get particular about +some more of life. + + + + +VII + + +"Well, of course then we had Sixty Dollars or so to spend, and Sodality +never could rest a minute when it had money to do with if it wasn't +doing it, any more than it could rest when it had something to do and no +money to do with. It made a nice, active circle. Wishing for dreams to +come true, and then, when they do come true, making the true things +sprout more dreams, is another of them circles. I always think they're +what keeps us a-going, not only immortal but busy. + +"And then with us there's another reason for voting our money prompt. As +soon as we've made any and the news has got out around, it's happened +two-three times that somebody has put in an application for a headstone +for somebody dead that can't afford one. The first time that was done +the application was made by the wife of a harness maker that had a +little shop in the back street and had been saving up his money for a +good tombstone. 'I ain't had much of a position here in life,' he used +to say. 'I never was pointed out as a leading citizen. But I'm goin' to +fix it so's when I'm buried and folks come to the Cemetery, nobody'll +get by my grave without noticin' my tombstone.' And then he took sick +with inflammatory rheumatism, and if it didn't last him three years and +et up his whole tombstone fund. He use' to worry about it considerable +as the rheumatism kept reducing the granite inch after inch, and he +died, thinking he wasn't going to have nothing but markers to him. So +his old wife come and told Sodality, crying to think he wasn't going to +seem no real true inhabitant of Cemetery, any more than he had of the +village. And we felt so sorry for her we took part of the Thirty Dollars +we'd made at the rummage sale and bought him a nice cement stone, and +put the verse on to attract attention that he'd wrote himself:-- + + + "'STOP. LOOK. LISTEN. + HERE LAYS ME. + MY GRAVE IS JUST AS BIG + AS YOURS WILL BE.' + + +"Some was inclined to criticise Jeb for being so ambitious in death, and +stopping to think how good a showing he could make. But I donno, I +always sort of understood him. He wanted to be somebody. He'd used to +try to have a voice in public affairs, but somehow what he proposed +wasn't ever practical and never could get itself adopted. His judgment +wasn't much, and time and again he'd voted against the town's good, and +he see it afterward. He missed being a real citizen of his town, and he +knew it, and he hankered to be a citizen of his Cemetery. And wherever +he is now, I bet that healthy hankering is strained and purified and +helping him ahead. + +"But our buying that stone for Jeb's widow's husband's grave let us in +for perpetual applications for monuments; and so when we had any money +we always went right to work and voted it for general Cemetery +improvement, so there wasn't ever any money in the treasury for the +applications. Anyway, we felt we'd ought to encourage self-made graves +and not pauperize our corpses. + +"So the very next afternoon after we got our paper out, we met at Mis' +Sykes's; and the day being mild and gold, almost all of Sodality turned +out, and Mis' Sykes used both her parlours. It was funny; but such times +there fell on them that sat Front Parlour a sort of +what-you-might-call-distinction over them that sat Back Parlour. It's +the same to our parties. Them that are set down to the dining-room table +always seem a little more company than them that are served to the +little sewing tables around in the open rooms, and we all feel it, +though we all pretend not, as well-bred as we know how. I donno but +there's something to it, too. Mis' Sykes, for instance, she always gets +put to a dining table. Nobody would ever think of setting her down to a +small one, no more than they would a Proudfit. But me, I generally get +tucked down to a sewing table and in a rocking-chair, if there ain't +enough cane seats to go around. Things often divide themselves true to +themselves in this life, after all. + +"This was the last regular meeting before our Annual. The Annual, at +Insley's suggestion, was going to be in the schoolhouse, and it was +going to be an open evening meeting, with the whole town invited in and +ice-cream served after. Regular meetings Sodality gives just tea; +special meetings we give hot chocolate or ice-lemonade, or both if the +weather is unsettled; for entertainments we have cut-up fruit and little +bakery cakes; but to our Annual we mount up to ice-cream and some of our +best cake makers' layer cake. And us ladies always dress according: +afternoon home dresses to regular meetings; second best to specials; +Sunday silks to entertainments; and straight going-out clothes for the +Annual. It makes it real nice. Nobody need to come dressed wrong, and +nobody can go away disappointed at what they've been fed. + +"The meeting that day all ought to have gone smooth enough, it being so +nice that our paper had sold well and all, but I guess the most of us +was too tired out to have tried to have a meeting so soon. Anyhow, we +didn't seem to come together slippery and light-running, like we do some +days; but instead I see the minute we begun to collect that we was all +inclined to be heavy and, though not cross, yet frictionish. + +"For instance: Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss had come in a new red +waist with black raspberry buttons. And it was too much for Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman that's been turning her black poplin ever since the Fire +Chief died. + +"'Dear me, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'I never see anybody have more +dressy clothes. Did you put that on just for us?' + +"Mis' Holcomb shut her lips tight. + +"'This is for home wear,' she says short, when she opened them. + +"'Mean to say you get a cooked supper in that rig?' says Mis' Merriman. +'Fry meat in it, do you?' + +"'We don't eat as hearty as some,' says Mame. 'We don't insist on warm +suppers. We feel at our house we have to keep our bills down.' + +"Mis' Merriman straightened up, real brittle. + +"'My gracious,' she says, 'I guess I live as cheap as the best does.' + +"'I see you buying _shelled_ nuts, just the same,' says Mis' Holcomb, +'when shellin' 'em with your fingers cost twenty cents off.' + +"'I ain't never had my store-buyin' criticised before,' says Mis' +Merriman, elbows back. + +"'Nor,' says Mis' Holcomb, bitter, 'have I ever before, in my twenty-six +years of married life, ever been called _dressy_.' + +"Then Mis' Toplady, she sort of shouldered into the minute, big and +placid and nice-feeling. + +"'Mame,' she says, 'set over here where you can use the lead-pencil on +my watch chain, and put down that crochet pattern I wanted, will you?' + +"Mame come over by her and took the pencil, Mis' Toplady leaning over +so's she could use it; but before she put the crochet pattern down, Mame +made one, experimental, on the stiff bottom of her work-bag, and Libby +Liberty thought she'd make a little joking. + +"'S-sh-h,' says Libby, 'the authoress is takin' down notes.' + +"Mis' Holcomb has had two-three poems in the _Friendship Daily_, and +she's real sensitive over it. + +"'I'd be polite if I couldn't be pleasant, Libby,' says Mame, acid. + +"'I'm pleasant enough to pleasant folks,' snaps Libby, up in arms in a +minute. Nothing whatever makes anybody so mad as to have what was meant +playful took plain. + +"'I,' says Mis' Holcomb, majestic, 'would pay some attention to my +company manners, no matter what I was in the home.' + +"'That makes me think,' puts in Mis' Toplady, hasty, 'speaking of +company so, who's heard anything about the evenin' company up to +Proudfits'?' + +"It was something all our heads was full of, being half the village had +just been invited in to the big evening affair that was to end up the +house party, and we'd all of pitched in and talked fast anyhow to take +our minds off the spat. + +"'Elbert's comin' home to go to it an' to stay Sunday an' as much as he +can spare,' says Mis' Sykes. Elbert is her son and all Silas Sykes ought +to of been, Elbert is. + +"'Letty Ames is home for the party, too,' says Libby Liberty, speaking +up in defence of their block, that Letty lives in. She's just graduated +at Indian Mound and has been visiting up the state. + +"My niece that had come on for a few days would be gone before the party +come off, so she didn't seem worth mentioning for real news value at a +time when everything was centring in an evening company at Proudfit +House. No doubt about it, Proudfit House does give distinction to +Friendship Village, kind of like a finishing school would, or a circus +wintering in us. + +"'I heard,' says Mis' Jimmy Sturgis, 'that the hired help set up all +night long cleanin' the silver. I shouldn't think _that_ would of been +necessary, with any kind of management behind 'em.' + +"'You don't get much management now'-days,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, +sighing. 'Things slap along awful haphazard.' + +"'I know I ain't the system to myself that I use' to have,' says Abagail +Arnold. 'Why, the other day I found my soda in one butt'ry an' my bakin' +powder in the other.' + +"'An' I heard,' says Mame Holcomb--that's one thing about Mame, you +can't keep her mad. She'll flare up and be a tongue of flame one minute, +and the next she's actin' like a friendly open fire on a family hearth. +And I always trust that kind--I can't help it--'I heard,' she said, +'that for the party that night the ice-cream is coming in forms, +calla-lilies an' dogs an' like that.' + +"'I heard,' says Mis' Uppers, 'that Emerel Daniel was invited up to help +an' she set up nights and got her a new dress for helpin' in, and now +little Otie's sick and she likely can't go near.' + +"Mis' Toplady looks over her glasses. + +"'Is Otie sick again?' says she. 'Well, if Emerel don't move out of +Black Hollow, she'll lose him just like she done Abe. Can't she sell?' + +"Black Hollow is the town's pet breeding place for typhoid, that the +ladies has been at the council to clean up for a year now. And nobody +will buy there, so Emerel's had to live in her house to save rent. + +"'She's made her a nice dress an' she was so excited and pleased,' says +Mis' Uppers, grieving. 'I do hope it was a dark shade so if bereavement +follows--' + +"'I suppose you'll have a new cloth, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' +Hubbelthwait, 'you're so up-to-date.' It's always one trouble with Mis' +Hubbelthwait: she will flatter the flatterable. But that time it didn't +work. Mis' Sykes was up on a chair fixing a window-shade that had flew +up, and I guess she must have pinched her finger, she was so crispy. + +"'I thought I _had_ things that was full stylish enough to wear,' she +says stiff. + +"'I didn't mean harm,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, humble. + +"Just then we all got up to see out the window, for the Proudfit +automobile drew up to Mis' Sykes's gate. They was several folks in it, +like they had been most of the time during the house party, with +everybody flying hither and yon; and they was letting Mis' Emmons out. +It was just exactly like her to remember to come right out of the midst +of a house party to a meeting of Sodality. That woman was pure gold. +When they was a lot of things to choose about, she always seemed to let +the pleasant and the light and the easy-to-do slip right through her +fingers, that would close up by and by on the big real thing that most +folks would pretend to try to catch _after_ it had slipped through, and +yet would be awful glad to see disappearing. + +"We didn't talk clothes any more after Mis' Emmons come in. Some way her +clothes was so professional seeming, in colour and cut, that beside of +her the rest of us never said much about ours; though I will say Mis' +Emmons always wore her clothes like she was no more thinking about them +than she would be thinking about morning housework togs. + +"'Well-said, how's the little boy, Mis' Emmons?' asks Mis' Toplady, +hearty. 'I declare I couldn't go to sleep a night or two ago for +thinkin' about the little soul. Heard any sound out of his folks?' + +"'I'm going to tell you about that pretty soon,' Mis' Emmons +answered--and it made my heart beat a little with wondering if she'd got +her plans thought out, not only four-square, but tower-high. 'He is +well--he wanted to come to the meeting. "I like ladies," he said, "when +they look at me like loving, but not when they touch me much." Mr. +Insley has him out walking.' + +"'Little soul,' says Mis' Toplady, again. + +"Out in the back parlour, some of us had been talking about Christopher +already. + +"'I heard,' Mis' Merriman says, that wasn't to the church the night +Christopher come, 'I heard that he didn't have much of any clothes on. +An' that nobody could understand what he said. An' that nobody could get +him to speak a word.' + +"'Pshaw,' Mis' Sturgis puts in, 'he was a nice-dressed little boy, +though wet; an' quite conversational.' + +"'Well, I think it's a great problem,' says Mis' Uppers. 'He's too young +for the poorhouse and too old for the babies' home. Seems like they +wasn't anything _to_ do with him.' + +"There come a lull when Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in a ruffled lawn that +had shrunk too short for anything but house wear, stood up by the piano +and called the meeting to order. And when we'd got on down to new +business, the purpose of the meeting and a hint of the pleasure was +stated formal by Mis' Sykes herself. 'One thing why I like to preside at +Sodality,' I heard her tell once, 'is, you do get your say whenever you +want it, and nobody can interrupt you when you're in the chair.' + +"'Ladies,' she says, 'we've seen from the treasurer's report we've got +some Sixty-odd Dollars on hand. The question is, where shall we vote it +to. Let the discussion be free.' + +"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke first, with a kind of a bright +manner of having thought it all out over her dish pan and her bread pan. +There is this about belonging to Sodality: We just live Sodality every +day, around our work. We don't forget it except to meetings, same as +some. + +"'Well, I just tell you what,' Mame says, 'I think now is our time to +get a big monument for the middle of Cemetery that'll do some credit to +the Dead. All our little local headstones is quite tasty and shows our +interest in them that's gone before; but not one of them is real +up-to-date. Let's buy a nice monument that'll show from the railroad +track.' + +"I spoke up short off from the back parlour, where I set 'scallopin' a +bedspread about as big as the carpet. + +"'Who to?' I says. + +"'Oh, I donno's it makes much differ'nce,' Mis' Holcomb says, warming to +her theme, 'so's it was some leadin' citizen. We might take a town vote +on it.' + +"Mis' Sturgis set up straight, eyebrows up. I donno how it is, but Mis' +Sturgis's pompadour always seems so much higher as soon as she gets +interested. + +"'Why, my gracious,' she says, 'we might earn quite a lot o' money that +way. We might have a regular votin' contest on who that's dead should +get the monument--so much a vote an' the names of the successful ones +run every night in the _Daily_--' + +"'Well-a, why do it for anybody dead?' says Libby Liberty. 'Why not get +the monument here and have it on view an' then have folks kind of bid on +it for their own, real votin' style. In the cities now everybody picks +out their own monuments ahead of time. That would be doing for the +Living, the way Mr. Insley said.' + +"'Oh, there'd be hard feelin' that way,' spoke up Mis' Uppers, decided. +'Whoever got it, an' got buried under it, never could feel it was his +own stone. Everybody that had bought votes for themselves could come out +walking in the Cemetery Sunday afternoons and could point out the +monument and tell how much of a money interest they had in it. Oh, no, I +don't think that'd do at all.' + +"'Well, stick to havin' it for the Dead, then,' Libby gives in. 'We've +got to remember our constitution.' + +"Mis' Amanda Toplady was always going down after something in the bottom +of her pocket, set low in her full black skirt. She done this now, for a +spool or a lozenger. And she says, meantime: 'Seems like that'd be awful +irreverent, connectin' up the Dead with votes that way.' + +"'_My_ notion,' says Mis' Sykes, with her way of throwin' up one corner +of her head, 'it ain't one-tenth part as irreverent as forgettin' all +about 'em.' + +"'Of course it ain't,' agreed Mis' Hubbelthwait. 'Real, true irreverence +is made up of buryin' folks and leavin' 'em go their way. Why, I bet +you there ain't any one of 'em that wouldn't be cheered up by bein' +voted for.' + +"I couldn't help piping up again from the back parlour. 'What about them +that don't get no votes?' I asks. 'What about them that is beat in death +like they may of been in life? What's there to cheer them up? If I was +them,' says I, 'I'd ha'nt the whole Sodality.' + +"'No need to be so sacrilegious in speakin' of the Dead as I know of, +Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes that was in the chair and could rebuke at +will. + +"That made me kind o' mad, and I answered back, chair or no chair: 'A +thing is sacrilegious,' says I, 'according to which side of the fence +you're on. But the fence it don't change none.' + +"Mis' Toplady looked over her glasses and out the window and like she +see far away. + +"'Land, land,' she says, 'I'd like to take that Sixty Dollars and hire +some place to invite the young folks into evenings, that don't have no +place to go on earth for fun. Friendship Village,' says she, 'is about +as lively as Cemetery is for the young folks.' + +"'Well, but, Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes, reprovin', 'the young folks +is alive and able to see to themselves. They don't come in Sodality's +scope. Everything we do has got to be connect' with Cemetery.' + +"'I can't help it,' Mis' Toplady answers, 'if it is. I'd like to invite +'em in for some good safe evenin's somewheres instead of leaving 'em +trapse the streets. And if I had to have Cemetery in it somehow, I donno +but I'd make it a lawn party and give it in Cemetery and have done with +it.' + +"We all laughed, but I knew that underneath, Mis' Toplady was kind of +half-and-half in earnest. + +"'The young folks,' says Mis' Sykes, mysterious, 'is going to be took +care of by the proper means, very, very soon.' + +"'I donno,' says Mis' Holcomb, obstinate. 'I think the monument is a +real nice idea. Grandfather Holcomb, now, him that helped draft the +town, or whatever it is they do, I bet he'd be real pleased to be voted +for.' + +"But Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, seems she couldn't forget the little way +Mame had spoke to her before, and she leaned forward and cut her way +into the talking. + +"'Why, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'of course your Grandfather Holcomb can +be voted on if he wants to and if he thinks he could get it. But dead +though he is, what he done can't hold a candle to what Grandfather +Merriman done. That man just about run this town for years on end.' + +"'I heard he did,' said Mame, short. 'Those was the days before things +was called by their true names in politics and in graft and like that.' + +"'I'm sure,' says Mis' Merriman, her voice slipping, 'Grandfather +Merriman was an angel in heaven to his family. And he started the very +Cemetery by bein' buried in it first himself, and he took a front lot--' + +"'Ladies, ladies,' says Mis' Sykes, stern, 'we ain't votin' _yet_. Has +anybody got anything else to offer? Let the discussion be free.' + +"'What do we get a monument for, anyway?' says Mis' Toplady, hemming +peaceful. 'Why don't we stick the money onto the new iron fence for +Cemetery, same as we've been trying to do for years?' + +"'That's what I was thinking,' says Abagail Arnold, smiling. 'Whenever I +make one of my layer cakes for Sodality Annual, and frost it white and +make mounds of frosted nuts on top, I always wish Cemetery had a fence +around so's I could make a frosting one on the edge of the cake, +appropriate.' + +"'Why, but my land, Abagail,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'can't you see the +differ'nce between workin' for a dead iron fence and working for the +real, right down Dead that once was the living? Where's your humanity, +I'd like to know, and your loyalty to Friendship Village inhabitants +that was, that you set the old iron fence over against 'em. What's a +fence beside folks?' + +"All this time Mis' Emmons, there in the front parlour, had just sat +still, stitching away on some little garment or other, but now she +looked up quick, as if she was going to speak. She even begun to speak +with a 'Madame President' that covered up several excited beginnings. +But as she done so, I looked through the folding doors and see her catch +sight of somebody out in the street. And I looked out the bay-window in +the back parlour and I see who it was: it was a man, carefully guiding a +little bit of a man who was walking on the flat board top of the Sykes's +fence. So, instead of speaking formal, all Mis' Emmons done was to make +a little motion towards the window, so that her contribution to the +debating was nothing but-- + +"'Madame President--look.' + +"We all looked, them in the out-of-range corners of the room getting up +and holding their work in their aprons, and peering past; and us in the +back parlour tried for glimpses out the side bay-window, past Mis' +Sykes's big sword fern. And so the most of us see Insley walking with +Christopher, who was footing it very delicate and grave, picking out his +places to step as if a real lot depended on it. + +"'That's Chris,' says Mis' Emmons, simple, 'that's come to us.' And +you'd of said she hardly spoke the 'us' real conscious of herself. She +looked round at us all. 'Let's have him in for a minute,' she says. + +"'The little soul! Let's so do,' Mis' Amanda Toplady says, hearty. + +"It was Mis' Emmons that went to the door and called them, and I guess +Insley, when he see her, must of wondered what made her face seem like +that. He went on up town, and the little chap come trotting up the walk. + +"When Chris come in Mis' Sykes's front parlour among all the women, +there run round that little murmuring sound that a crowd of women uses +to greet the coming in their midst of any child. And I s'pose it was a +little more so than ever for Chris, that they hadn't all seen +yet--'count of so few being out the night he come and 'count of his +having been up to Proudfit House 'most ever since. Us in the back +parlour went crowding in the front, and some come down to the hall door +to be the nearer. Mis' Amanda Toplady, hunting in her deep pocket, this +time for a lozenger, says fervent above the rest:-- + +"'The little soul.' + +"And he did resemble one, standing there so shy and manly in his new +little brown clothes. + +"Mis' Emmons's eyes was bright, and I thought I see a kind of challenge +in her way of drawing the child towards her. + +"'Chris,' she says, 'tell them what you had in your paper bag when you +came to the church the other night.' + +"Chris remembered: Sugar rolls and cream-puffs and fruit-cake, he +recites it grand. 'My supper,' he adds, no less grand. 'But that was +'cause I didn't have my dinner nor my breakfast,' he explains, so's we +wouldn't think he'd had too much at once. + +"'What was the matter with your foot?' Mis' Emmons goes on. + +"Christopher had a little smile that just about won you--a sort of +abashed little smile, that begun over by one side of his mouth, and when +he was going to smile that way he always started in by turning away his +head. He done this now; but we could all hear what he said. It was:-- + +"'My biggest toe went right through a hole, an' it choked me awful.' + +"About a child's foot hurting, or a little sore heel, there is something +that makes mothers out of everybody, for a minute or two. The women all +twittered into a little ripple of understanding. Probably to every woman +there come the picture of the little cold, wet foot and the choked toe. +I know I could see it, and I can see it yet. + +"'Lambin',' says Mis' Toplady, in more than two syllables, 'come here +for a peppermint.' + +"Chris went right over to her. 'I been thirsty for a drink of water +since all day,' he says confidential. 'Have you got one?' + +"Mis' Toplady went with the child, and then Mis' Emmons took something +from her bag and held it up. It was Christopher's father's letter that +he'd brought with him that night. + +"She read the letter out loud, in everybody's perfectly breathless +silence that was broken only by Christopher laughing out in the kitchen. +'My friends,' Mis' Emmons says when she'd got through, 'doesn't it seem +to you as if our work had come to us? And that if it isn't Chris +himself, at least it ought to be people, live people--and not an iron +fence or even a monument that will show from the railroad track?' + +"And with that, standing in the doorway with my arms full of bedspread, +I piped right up, just like I'd been longing to pipe up ever since that +night at Mis' Emmons's when I'd talked with Insley:-- + +"'Yes, sir,' I says emphatic, 'it does. Without meaning to be +sacrilegious in the least,' I says toward Mis' Sykes, 'I believe that +the Dead is a lot better prepared to take care of themselves than a good +many of the Living is.' + +"There was a kind of a little pause at this, all but Mis' Sykes. Mis' +Sykes don't pause easy. She spoke right back, sort of elevating one +temple:-- + +"'The object of this meeting as the chair understands it,' says she, 'is +to discuss money spending, _not_ idees.' + +"But I didn't pay no more attention than as if I'd been a speaker in +public life. And Mis' Toplady and Christopher, coming back to the room +just then, I spoke to him and took a-hold of his little shoulder. + +"'Chris,' I says, 'tell 'em what you're going to be when you grow up.' + +"The little boy stood up with his back against the door-casing, and he +spoke back between peppermints:-- + +"'I'm going to drive the loads of hay,' he declares himself. + +"'A little bit ago,' I says to 'em, 'he was going to be a cream-puff +man, and keep a church and manufacture black velvet for people's +coffins. Think of all them futures--not to spend time on other +possibilities. Don't it seem like we'd ought to keep him around here +somewheres and help him decide? Don't it seem like what he's going to be +is resting with us?' + +"But now Mis' Sykes spoke out in her most presidential tone. + +"'It would be perfectly impossible,' she says, 'for Sodality to spend +its money on the child or on anybody else that's living. Our +constitution says we shall work for Cemetery.' + +"'Well,' says I, rebellish, 'then let's rip up our old constitution and +buy ourselves a new pattern.' + +"Mis' Sykes was getting to verge on mad. + +"'But Sodality ain't an orphan asylum, Calliope,' says she, 'nor none of +us is that.' + +"'Ain't we--ain't we, Mis' Sykes?' I says. 'Sometimes I donno what we're +for if we ain't that.' + +"And then I just clear forgot myself, in one of them times that don't +let you get to sleep that night for thinking about, and that when you +wake up is right there by the bed waiting for you, and that makes you +feel sore when you think of afterwards--sore, but glad, too. + +"'That's it,' I says, 'that's it. I've been thinking about that a good +deal lately. I s'pose it's because I ain't any children of my own to be +so busy for that I can't think about their real good. Seems to me there +ain't a child living no matter how saucy or soiled or similar, but could +look us each one in the face and say, "What you doing for me and the +rest of us?" And what could we say to them? We could say: "I'm buying +some of you ginghams that won't shrink nor fade. Some of you I'm cooking +food for, and some of you I'm letting go without it. And some of you I'm +buying school books and playthings and some of you I'm leaving without +'em. I'm making up some of your beds and teaching you your manners and +I'm loving you--some of you. And the rest of you I'm leaving walk in +town after dark with a hole in your stocking." _Where's the +line--where's the line?_ How do we know which is the ones to do for? I +tell you I'm the orphan asylum to the whole lot of 'em. And so are you. +And I move the Cemetery Improvement Sodality do something for this +little boy. We'd adopt him if he was dead--an' keep his grave as nice +and neat as wax. Let's us adopt him instead of his grave!' + +"My bedspread had slipped down onto the floor, but I never knew when nor +did I see it go. All I see was that some of them agreed with me--Mis' +Emmons and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Hubbelthwait and Libby and even Mame +that had proposed the monument. But some of the others was waiting as +usual to see how Mis' Sykes was going to believe, and Mis' Sykes she was +just standing there by the piano, her cheeks getting pinker and pinker +up high on her face. + +"'Calliope,' she said, making a gesture. 'Ladies! this is every bit of +it out of order. This ain't the subject that we come together to +discuss.' + +"'It kind of seems to me,' says I, 'that it's a subject we was born to +discuss.' + +"Mis' Toplady sort of rolled over in her chair and looked across her +glasses to Mis' Sykes. + +"'Madame President,' says she, 'as I understand it this fits in all +right. What we're proposing is to spend Sodality's money on this little +boy just the same as though he was dead. I move we do so.' + +"Two-three of 'em seconded it, but scairt and scattering. + +"'Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Ladies! This is a good deal too +headlong. A committee'd ought--' + +"'Question--question,' demands Mis' Emmons, serene, and she met my eye +and smiled some, in that little _we_-understand look that can pierce +through a roomful of people like the wind. + +"'Mis' Emmons,' says Mis' Sykes, wildish. 'Ladies! Sodality has been +organized over twenty years, doing the same thing. You can't change so +offhand--' You can't help admiring Mis' Sykes, for she simply don't know +when she's beat. But this time she had a point with her, too. 'If we +want to vote to amend the constitution,' she said, 'you've got to lay +down your wishes on the table for one week.' + +"'I daresay you have,' says Mis' Emmons, looking grave. 'Well, I move +that we amend the constitution of this society, and I move that we do it +next week at the open annual meeting of the Sodality.' + +"'Second the motion,' says I, with my feet on my white bedspread. + +"And somehow the phrase caught Christopher's ear, like a tune might to +march by. + +"'Second a motion--second a motion!' he chants to himself, standing by +Mis' Toplady's knee. + + + + +VIII + + +"I had promised Insley to run in the Cadozas' after the meeting, and see +the little boy; and Mis' Emmons having to go home before she started +back to the Proudfits', Christopher walked along with me. When we got +out to the end of Daphne Street, Insley overtook us on his way out to +the Cadozas', too. + +"His shoes were some muddy, and I guessed that he had been where of late +he'd spent as much time as he could spare, both when he was in the +village and when he was over to Indian Mound. Without digging down into +his eyes, the same as some do to folks that's in trouble, I had sensed +that there had come down on him everybody's hour of cutting something +out of life, which is as elemental a thing to do as dying is, and I +donno but it's the same kind as dying is besides. And he had been taking +his hour in the elemental way, wanting to be alone and to kind of get +near to the earth. I mean tramping the hills, ploughing along the narrow +paths close to the barb' wire fences, plunging into the little groves. +The little groves have such an' I-know look of understanding all about +any difficulty till you walk inside of them, when all to once they stop +seeming to know about your special trouble and begin another kind of +slow soothing, same as summing things up will soothe you, now and then. + +"Chris chattered to him, lovable. + +"'I had some peppermenges,' he says, 'and I like hot ice-cream, too. +Don't you? Can you make that?' he inquires, slipping his hand in +Insley's. + +"Of course this made a pang--when you're hurt, 'most everything makes a +pang. And this must of brought back that one evening with Robin that he +would have to remember, and all the little stupid jokes they'd had that +night must of rose up and hit at him, with the awful power of the little +things that don't matter one bit and yet that matter everything. + +"'What can _you_ make, Chris?' Insley says to him. 'Can you make candy? +And pull it--like this?' + +"'Once a lady stirred me some an' cut it up in squares,' Chris +explained, 'but I never did make any. My mama couldn't make candy, I +guess, but she could make all other things--pancakes an' mittens an' +nice stove fires my mama could make. The bag we got the salt in--she +made me two handkerchiefs out of that bag,' he ended proudly. + +"'Did she--did she?' Insley tempted him on. + +"'Yes,' Chris went on, hopping beside him, 'but now I've got to hurry +an' be a man, 'cause litty boys ain't very good things. Can you make +po'try?' he wound up. + +"'Why, Chris--can you?' Insley asked. + +"'Well, when I was comin' along with my daddy that night I made one,' +the child says. And when Insley questions him a little he got this much +more out of him. 'It started, "Look at the trees so green an' fair,"' he +says, 'but I forget the rest.' + +"'Do you want to be a poet when you grow up?' Insley ask' him. + +"'Yes, I do,' the child says ready. 'I think I'll be that first an' then +I'll be the President, too. But what I'd rather be is the sprinkler-cart +man, wouldn't you?' + +"'Conceivably,' Insley says, and by the look on his face I bet his hand +tightened up on the child's hand. + +"'At Sodality,' I says, 'he just told them he was going to drive loads +of hay. He's made several selections.' + +"He looked at me over the child's head, and I guess we was both +thinking the same thing: Trust nature to work this out alone? +'Conceivably,' again. But all of a sudden I know we both burned to help +to do it. And as Insley talked to the child, I think some touch of his +enterprise come back and breathed on him. In them few last days I +shouldn't wonder if his work hadn't stopped soaring to the meaning of +spirit and sunk down again to be just body drudgery. He couldn't ever +help having his old possessing love of men, and his man's strong +resolution to keep a-going, but I shouldn't wonder if the wings of the +thing he meant to do had got folded up. And Christopher, here, was sort +of releasing them out again. + +"'How's the little Cadoza boy?' I ask' him pretty soon. + +"'He's getting on,' he says. 'Dr. Barrows was down yesterday--he wants +him for a fortnight or so at the hospital in town, where he can have +good care and food. His mother doesn't want him to go. I hoped you'd +talk with her.' + +"Before we got to the Cadoza house Insley looked over to me, enigmatish. +'Want to see something?' he says, and he handed me a letter. I read it, +and some of it I knew what it meant and some of it I didn't. It was +from Alex Proudfit, asking him up to Proudfit House to the house party. + +" ... Ain't it astonishing how awful festive the word 'house party' +sounds. 'Party' sounds festive, though not much more so than 'company' +or 'gathering' that we use more common. 'Ball,' of course, is real +glittering, and paints the inside of your head into pictures, +instantaneous. But a house party--maybe it's because I never was to one; +maybe it's because I never heard of one till late in life; maybe it's +because nobody ever had one before in Friendship Village--but that word +give me all the sensation that 'her golden coach' and 'his silver +armour' and 'good fairy' used to have for me when I was a little girl. +'House party!' Anything shiny might happen to one of them. It's like +you'd took something vanishin', like a party, and just seized onto it +and made it stay longer than Time and the World ever intended. It's like +making a business of the short-lived. + +"Well, some of Alex's letter went about like this:-- + +"'Join us for the whole time, do,' it says, and it went on about there +being rather an interesting group,--'a jolly individualist,' I recollect +he says, 'for your special benefit. He'll convert you where I couldn't, +because he's kept his love for men and I haven't. And of course I've +some women--pretty, bless them, and thank the Lord not one of them +troubling whether she loves mankind or not, so long as men love her. And +there you have Nature uncovered at her task! I shall expect you for +every moment that you can spare....' I remember the wording because it +struck me it was all so like Alex that I could pretty near talk to it +and have it answer back. + +"'Tell me,' Insley says, when I handed the letter back to him, 'you +know--him. Alex Proudfit. Does he put all that on? Is it his mask? Does +he feel differently and do differently when folks don't know?' + +"'Well,' I says, slow, 'I donno. He gives the Cadozas their rent, but +when Mis' Cadoza went to thank him, once, he sent down word for her to +go and see his agent.' + +"He nodded, and I'd never heard him speak bitter before. 'That's it,' he +says, 'that's it. That's the way we bungle things....' + +"We'd got almost to the Cadozas' when we heard an automobile coming +behind us, and as we stood aside to let it go by, Robin's face flashed +past us at the window. Mis' Emmons was with her, that Robin had come +down after. Right off the car stopped and Robin jumped out and come +hurrying back towards us. I'll never forget the minute. We met right in +front of the old tumble-down Cadoza house with the lilacs so high in the +front yard that the place looked pretty near nice, like the rest of the +world. It was a splendid afternoon, one that had got it's gold persuaded +to burst through a gray morning, like colour from a bunch of silver +buds; and now the air was all full of lovely things, light and little +wind and late sun and I donno but things we didn't know about. And +everyone of them seemed in Robin's face as she came towards us, and +more, too, that we couldn't name or place. + +"I think the mere exquisite girlishness of her come home to Insley as +even her strength and her womanliness, that night he talked with her, +had not moved him. I donno but in the big field of his man's dream, he +had pretty near forgot how obvious her charm was. I'm pretty sure that +in those days when he was tramping the hills alone, the thing that he +was fighting with was that he was going to lose her companioning in the +life they both dreamed. But now her hurrying so and her little faint +agitation made her appeal a new thing, fifty times as lovely, fifty +times as feminine, and sort of filling in the picture of herself with +all the different kinds of women she was in one. + +"So now, as he stood there with her, looking down in her face, touching +her friendly hand, I think that was the first real, overhauling minute +when he was just swept by the understanding that his loss was so many +times what he'd thought it was going to be. For it was her that he +wanted, it was her that he would miss for herself and not for any dear +plans of work-fellowship alone. She understood his dream, but there was +other things she understood about, too. A man can love a woman for a +whole collection of little dear things--and he can lose her and grieve; +he can love her for her big way of looking at things, and he can lose +her and grieve; he can love her because she is his work-fellow, and he +can lose her and grieve. But if, on top of one of these, he loves her +because she is she, the woman that knows about life and is capable of +sharing all of life with him and of being tender about it, why then if +he loses her, his grieving is going to be something that there ain't +rightly no name for. And I think it was that minute there in the road +that it first come to Insley that Robin was Robin, that of all the many +women that she was, first and most she was the woman that was capable +of sharing with him all sides of living. + +"'I wanted ...' she says to him, uncertain. 'Oh, I wish very much that +you would accept the invitation to some of the house party. I wanted to +tell you.' + +"'I can't do that,' he answers, short and almost gruff. 'Really I can't +do that.' + +"But it seemed there was even a sort of nice childishness about her that +you wouldn't have guessed. I always think it's a wonderful moment when a +woman knows a man well enough to show some of her childishness to him. +But a woman that shows right off, close on the heels of an introduction, +how childish she can be, it always sort o' makes me mad--like she'd told +her first name without being asked about it. + +"'Please,' Robin says, 'I'm asking it because I wish it very much. I +want those people up there to know you. I want--' + +"He shook his head, looking at her, eyes, mouth, and fresh cheeks, like +he wished he was able to look at her face _all at once_. + +"'At least, at least,' she says to him rapid, then, 'you must come to +the party at the end. You know I want to keep you for my friend--I want +to make you our friend. That night Aunt Eleanor is going to announce my +engagement, and I want my friends to be there.' + +"That surprised me as much as it did him. Nobody in the village knew +about the engagement yet except us two that knew it from that night at +Mis' Emmons's. I wondered what on earth Insley was going to say and I +remember how I hoped, pretty near fierce, that he wasn't going to smile +and bow and wish her happiness and do the thing the world would have +wanted of him. It may make things run smoother to do that way, but +smoothness isn't the only thing the love of folks for folks knows about. +I do like a man that now and then speaks out with the breath in his +lungs and not just with the breath of his nostrils. And that's what +Insley done--that's what he done, only I'm bound to say that I do think +he spoke out before he knew he was going to. + +"'That would be precisely why I couldn't come,' he said. 'Thank you, you +know--but please don't ask me.' + +"As for Robin, at this her eyes widened, and beautiful colour swept her +face. And she didn't at once turn away from him, but I see how she stood +looking at him with a kind of a sharp intentness, less of wonder than of +stopping short. + +"Christopher had run to the automobile and now he come a-hopping back. + +"'Robin!' he called. 'Aunt Eleanor says you haf to be in a dress by +dinner, and it's _now_.' + +"'Do come for dinner, Mr. Insley,' Mis' Emmons calls, as Robin and +Christopher went to join him. 'We've got up a tableau or two for +afterward. Come and help me be a tableau.' + +"He smiled and shook his head and answered her. And that reminded me +that I'd got to hurry like wild, as usual. It was most six o'clock +then,--it always _is_ either most six o'clock or most noon when I get +nearest to being interested,--and that night great things was going to +be going on. Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and the School Board and I was +going to have a tableau of our own. + +"But for all that I couldn't help standing still a minute and looking +after the automobile. It seemed as bad as some kind of a planet, +carrying Robin off for forever and ever. And I wasn't so clear that I +fancied its orbit. + +"'I've got a whole string of minds not to go to that party myself,' I +says, meditative. + +"But Insley never answered. He just come on around the Cadozas' house. + + + + +IX + + +"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I +did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take +their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of +their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just +like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no +ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say. + +"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a +bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in +my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and +tapped me on the arm. + +"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds--the School Board +an' some o' the leadin' citizens has--to appoint a Women's Evenin' +Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' +Sykes should be it.' + +"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin' +of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it +meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.' + +"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got: +'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when +you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you +women should do it.' + +"'Notice _what_?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be +up to an' ain't?' + +"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some +folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the +afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the +store and talk it over. + +"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's +somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.' + +"'_Public_ decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my +letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read. + +"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that +letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every +spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from--my +cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva, +her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she +spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I +done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter +looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess! +It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it. + +"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her +to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to +the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come +to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers +was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was +staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole +section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper +little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture +and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the +parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting. + +"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was +leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless +and patient. + +"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin' +pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?' + +"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he +says, simple,--'sick enough to bust the camera.' + +"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne +Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how +on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There +was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough--what was there to +_like_ about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business? +Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there +registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,--what was +there about any of it to _like_ doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly +real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down +the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head +through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly. + +"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge--' +and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him +hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I +could sense their lives like I could sense my own--level and even and +_darn_. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad +that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back +the feeling. + +"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It +was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun +outlining the situation that he meant about. + +"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work +they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best--I mean +it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's--you know we've all +talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see +they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.' + +"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of +offending some?' + +"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's, +Calliope? Women can do these things better than men. This is somethin' +delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the +authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the +mothers--it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing. + +"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off +on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt--because young folks had +been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no +Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it. + +"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing +that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it--they've +used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit +peelin's--every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the +archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early +mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all +empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the +schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help +us out.' + +"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little +slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt +kind of an interest--though of course the School Board seemed to own it +special. + +"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we +should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full +o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.' + +"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. _I_ think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas +Sykes. + +"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to +stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.' + +"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled. + +"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?' + +"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.' + +"'_What?_' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?' + +"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?' +I says. + +"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says +Silas. + +"'However that is, you _didn't_ set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither +will young folks set there now, I don't believe.' + +"'Well,' says Silas, '_anyhow_, they've got to get off'n the streets. +We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in +stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got +to look out for public decency.' + +"'_Public_ decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's +public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?' + +"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin' +our best to start 'em right?' + +"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around +don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.' + +"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the +first time--ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is +this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've +vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em +_to_?' + +"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas. + +"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '_Ain't it?_' She set thinking for a +minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us +ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do. +But we'll do it, I guess.' + +"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and +look around and see what we see. We all knew--every woman in Friendship +Village knew--how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud +talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other, +helpless, that we _wisht_ something could be done, but that was as far +as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in +a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have +Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to +the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I +guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive _at_. + +"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the +middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store. + +"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet +her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like +her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good +deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin' +to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young +and some pretty and excited. Excited about life and new things and +moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me +to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.' + +"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed +to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and +looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing +it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part +of the house and went and set in the parlour. + +"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a +plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the +_parlour_, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little +while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures +in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to +_do_ in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed +something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked +kind of aimless to the window. + +"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'. + +"I told her, real proud. + +"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says. + +"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid, +Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale +coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.' + +"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well--is they many young people?' + +"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more--but +just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the +parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when +we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought, +'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a +sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.' + +"'Oh, _let's_,' she says, like a little girl. + +"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch--she +done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and +joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and _used_, and we had +a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the +side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph +man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could. + +"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some +time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more +pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He +was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when +to do it. He see the funny in things--he see that the post-office looked +like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like +it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too--he +showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the +fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks +like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was +a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his +pictures. + +"But Minerva--I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in +the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor +the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the +way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little +jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought +it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and +quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny +how just being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they +cousin, more themselves than they was before!' + +"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone +that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I +was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the +night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting +with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour, +and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis' +Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by +the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and +quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I +stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon +happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what +it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like +I never felt in my parlour in my life--all kind of young and free and +springy. + +"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady. +'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.' + +"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've +all three done that again and again. We know how it is down there +evenings.' + +"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway. +I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to +get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around. +To-night let's _look_.' + +"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges. +In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a +place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their +folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge +and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys--little young +things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty +ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the +sheer fun of _hanging around_ on a spring night. + +"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '_what_ is their mothers thinkin' of?' + +"But something else was coming home to me. + +"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the +invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go +and hang over a tombstone with 'em!' + +"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis' Toplady, she kind of +chuckled. And the crowd jostled us--more young folks, talking and +laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more +till we got up in the next block. + +"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or +two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about. +Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the +world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple, +sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in +a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that. + +"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!' + +"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and +I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew +Abe Luck's answering--but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I +betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was +after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of +the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air, +and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little +feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer _fun_, that Em'ly thought +she was having and that she had the right to. + +"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady, +soothin'. + +"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a +good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper, +but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to +her 'good taste' is both of them. + +"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set +down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis' +Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of +a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us +little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch +of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was +young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them--the _young_ humans that +would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all +day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and +when night come, and summer come, and the moon come--land, land! they +_wanted_ something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted. + +"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every +direction, each house with its parlour--four-piece plush set, mebbe, and +ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of +the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even +with somebody to set and talk to them--what was the parlour, compared to +the _magic_ they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and +free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to +do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh +with--no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they +took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza +of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no +automobiles--no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us +all together. No wonder they took it for their own. + +"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with +these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to +unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and +dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As +it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us +all. And yet it come from their same longing for fun, for joy--and +where was they to get it? + +"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if +only we had some place to invite 'em to!' + +"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final. + +"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe +dancin'? Not come!' + +"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go +that far.' + +"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went +so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of +what is.' + +"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes. + +"'Ain't we--_ain't we?_' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how +much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?' + +"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she +says. + +"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask +them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night +for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they +ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks--' + +"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four +sides of my head at once. + +"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every +night out of the year and _built_ for the young folks!' + +"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never +allow 'em to use the schoolhouse _that_ way. The Board wouldn't think of +it!' + +"'_Whose_ Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine +and Friendship Village's? Come on--come on and put it to 'em,' I says, +kind o' wild. + +"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me +talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes +holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself. +But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt. + +"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that +before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out +right under their noses, an' not sense it?' + +"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I +could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we +hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes not convinced but +keeping still because us two talked it so hard. + +"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of +the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried +right up to them. + +"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.' + +"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the +doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says, +'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was +eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like _shieldin'_ her from +somethin' as I feel to-night.' + +"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to +get some law goin', that's all.' + +"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I +donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.' + +"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets. +Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em _to_?' + +"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em +off somewheres. _Where to?_ What say, Silas?' + +"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us +harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more +parents. Leave 'em use 'em.' + +"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief. +'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.' + +"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she +snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis' +Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.' + +"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct +themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way. + +"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady, +frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the +same.' + +"'Me, too,' I says, fervent. + +"'What you goin' to _do_?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and +bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee +for this thing, same as the curfew is.' + +"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got--that's what we've +got. Them poor young things wants a good time--same as you and all of +us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be +together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for +'em?' + +"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to _get_ a +place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?' + +"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em +the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things +doin'.' + +"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't +no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope +Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'--why, woman alive, who's goin' to +donate the light an' the coal? _You?_' + +"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was _for_ the +good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp. + +"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their _good_. It ain't for their +foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?' + +"'Is arithmetic good an' morals _not_, Silas Sykes?' I says. + +"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope', +s'he,--'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they +would a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the +United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops +an' hearin' dance tunes?' + +"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the +United States _go_. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme +the cough drops.' + +"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse. + +"Timothy groans. '_Dancin!_' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you +ain't sunk so low as Calliope?' + +"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself. +'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in +for _somethin'_.' + +"'_I_ ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '_I_ believe +the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good +as enforcin' the dignity of the law.' + +"'Oh, _rot_!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a +word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he +wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does--it wasn't a real +elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your +pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in +enforcin' the law as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round +accordin' to your cloth--an' your pattern. An' your pattern.' + +"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you +an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.' + +"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to +either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting +broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on +anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as +mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street, +wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings +in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for +yourself to use it. + +"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard +somebody laugh--a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a +woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of +singing. I was right onto them before they see me. + +"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it +ain't.' + +"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the +evergreens, was Minerva Beach, my own cousin, and the little, tired +photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to +sense where the minute really belonged--that's always a good thing to +do, ain't it?--and then I says, cool as you please: + +"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't +stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my +lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and +let's have it, and make a little lemonade.' + +"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the +evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a +party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals +than ordinary, too. + +"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There +had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome +to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird +wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in +Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of +housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd +never once thought of this, that's as big as them all. + +"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced towns! He never puts in a Silas +Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what +the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and +I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and +there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand. + +"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I +are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily +accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set +on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along. +He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten +o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get +in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night--you an' Mis' Toplady.' + +"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression. + +"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm +leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks +like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual, +and went off down the path. + +"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand. +And then, 'Eppleby,' I sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel +just like I was going to _crow_!' + +"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have +hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I +left my breakfast dishes standing--a thing I do for the very few--and I +went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left +_her_ dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew +we could depend on--Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to +be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she +wasn't in her mourning grief--we told 'em the whole thing. And we one +and all got together and we see that here was something that could be +done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big +enough and unafraid. + +"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the +notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to +the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice +everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone +too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes--all but Abagail, that +had pitched in to making the cakes--and we told her what we'd done, so +she shouldn't have any of the blame. + +"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because +calm is grand lady. + +"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women +run things.' + +"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the +land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an' +women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see +that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four +families.' + +"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal. + +"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in +my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.' + +"We went off and left her--it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes +into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations. +And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring. + +"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree +looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call +for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come downstairs in a little +white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of +anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a +little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves. + +"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers. + +"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this +town!' + +"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was +awful lonesome here, but I guess--' + +"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant. + +"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man. + +"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and +forth careless, and--'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you +ever travelled anywheres?' + +"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when--' + +"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one +place, unless,' she added, 'it's _awful_ nice.' + +"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the +door. I see it like I never see it before--_They was living_. Them two +young things out there on my porch, and all the young folks of +Friendship Village, they was just living--trying to find a future and a +life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted +was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But +here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together +wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that +knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just +letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers +to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them +live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of +Friendship Village. + +"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if +I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way. + +"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of +different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up. +Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick +building looked _conscious_, and like it had just opened its eyes and +turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks +that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the +recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates for the candy making, and +Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other +ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the +cakes. + +"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls +nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls, +shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody--they come +from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like. + +"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law +and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time +they had that first night. + +"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time, +and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one +couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the +sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out +of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see +what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in +five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the +house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending +eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly houses or doing I donno +what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good +time and having it--_and having it_. + +"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door. + +"'_Dancin'!_' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my +conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.' + +"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting +on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for +years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe +an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.' + +"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but _my_ marrow +might get use' to it.' + +"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody +had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the +tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse +entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle, +and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that +they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh. +Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there. + +"And so he done. Almost before I knew it they stepped out onto us, +setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from +being brave, but from intending to jump _first_. + +"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences +ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed +yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it +works.' + +"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you? +Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you? +Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light +for this night's performance?' + +"'Real surprised,' I says, dry. + +"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?' + +"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things +to row, Timothy.' + +"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here +for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're +ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.' + +"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window, +whirled around. + +"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But +what you going to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that +ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I +knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the +schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.' + +"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the +schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on +before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:-- + +"'The town's nothin' but _roots_, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin' +up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some +kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great, +expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year, +an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for +all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built +it _for_ chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy +the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but +don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort +o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your +iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops +there! Open the buildin' in the name of public decency, but in the name +of public decency, don't shut it up!' + +"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up, +quiet, on the bottom step. + +"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was +keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin' +school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh +ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the +schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I +remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them +young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin +an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!' + +"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music +struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing, +the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking +on. + +"'_Dancin'!_' says Timothy, shuddering--but looking, too. + +"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots +prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?' + +"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says. +'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.' + +"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you +want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!' + +"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.' + +"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a +minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a +march on by the women!' + +"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push +them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't +anything more to worry over. But me--I waited out there in the entry +till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down +there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils. + + + + +X + + +"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday +living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left +behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green, +but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a +family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the +conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was +let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine +for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and +like both belonged to the household. + +"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting +with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to +help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap +quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to +do--it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a +drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex +Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to go, but Robin says to +me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're +doing--if you don't mind.' + +"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young +ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day, +she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it +without seeming to.' + +"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like +that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all +the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace +time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a +woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be +when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his +day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual +arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off, +seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But +somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door +before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at +him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her. + +"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with +magnificent macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by +ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells +her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting +up for from nine to ten hours preceding.' + +"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly--this green +room.' + +"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the +room--the house?' + +"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?' + +"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you +know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the +feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very +decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really +wanted has failed us.' + +"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says. + +"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not +because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about +throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't +come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of +mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do +you think you would like to live? Not to settle down, you know, but for +the Eternal Place To Come Back To?' + +"'To come back to?' Robin repeated. + +"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained. +'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make +home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away +for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I +think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is +everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in +a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home +is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off, +it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd +like to be. We are becoming nomadic again--only this time we own the +world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin +Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.' + +"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the +whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in +and stay in spoke from her to Alex. + +"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says. + +"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank. + +"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I +know where things are going to come up.' + +"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too. + +"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and +somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do +you?' + +"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she +explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.' + +"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll +plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them +bloom. No?' + +"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both +laughed. + +"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We +want what the whole world can give.' + +"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says. + +"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair. + +"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in +this life: that's you and I. The world has got to teach us a number of +things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old +world.' + +"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But +she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess +past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out, +without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact +bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting +there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own, +Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the +Proudfits' conservatory. + +"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found +him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as +hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how +eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native +instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon +God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in +peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to +believing that destruction was a part of the process. + +"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?' + +"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.' + +"'What are they for?' I ask' him. + +"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out _slickery_.' + +"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works, +destroying what comes out _slickery_ and leaving that alone that resists +her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none. + +"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy +puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little +tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces +with Chris in it:-- + +"'Supper, supper--here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels +goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d--' says he, some louder than saying and +almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant: +'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for +nothing. + +"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?' + +"'It isn't _by_, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet, +did it?' + +"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.' + +"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops, +then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?' +he says. + +"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing +to-day?' she asks. + +"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its +party. An' I'm to it.' + +"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked. + +"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it--it talks wiv its lights. I +saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at +her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would +come,' he says, patient. + +"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most +tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long +out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody +coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand, +and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face +bright with whatever she was thinking about. + +"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow--a dear little fellow. And +all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?' + +"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a minute. 'How ours?' he asks. +'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.' + +"'No, no,' she says. '_Ours._ To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let +him be really ours.' + +"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative. + +"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle +that way with somebody's life.' + +"She looked at him, not understanding. + +"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely +into the office of destiny--keeping, bringing-up, making, as you +say--meddling with, I call it--anybody's life.' + +"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put +him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled. + +"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my +dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads +you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?' + +"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out +whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain. + +"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible, +as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort. +She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what +you are saving?' + +"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?' + +"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends. + +"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought +her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment. + +"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And +for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims +him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.' + +"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love +with her--unless he is the special kind--he begins thinking how much +sweeter and softer and _womaner_ she is when she's just plain gentle. +And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he +remembers her being--that is, unless he's special, unless he's special. +Like Alex got uneasy now. + +"'My heavens, dear,' he says--and I judged Alex had got to be one of +them men that lays a lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so +solemnly believes they're keeping their temper--'My heavens, dear, don't +misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and +abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated +wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The +personal contact is going it a little too strong.' + +"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin. + +"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental--in an age when everybody +can do things better than one can do them oneself.' + +"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was +watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as +though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was +watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet +amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he +was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and +in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy; +he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world +was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of +vague--commendably again; and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein +silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be +firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn +firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to +embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a +sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done +then with a serious, settled look of Woman--the Woman everlasting, +wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child.... + +"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it +didn't have no card. + +"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless. +'It's Mr. Insley.' + +"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was +gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little +festivities.' + +"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why _poor_?' she asks. + +"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world, +instead of wearing the world like a garment--when it would fit him.' + +"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I +almost jumped: + +"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at +all,' was what she said. + +"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of +indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a +good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set +fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard +Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us.... + +"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked. +Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for, +and he put it blunt. + +"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour +ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking +ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I +got to him. He was little--I picked him up quite easily and got him back +into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor +came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He +asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who +belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.' + +"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows +rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered. + +"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought +to go at once. I'll take him down now.' + +"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father--is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly +is he off?' + +"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a +street brawl in the City--it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of +blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought +it would be, at most.' + +"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a +take-for-granted thing. + +"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there +with him.' + +"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he. +'Impossible.' + +"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that +was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris +spied Insley, and come running to him. + +"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself +all over him. + +"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me +think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her +way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever +since. + +"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something. +Something about daddy--your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and +he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear +heart--will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you +that?' + +"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a +sudden, terrible grown-up-ness. + +"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he _go out_, +like my mama?' + +"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her. + +"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!' + +"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look. + +"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me--needs me. Why, how could I +do anything else?' + +"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much +less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about +him. + +"'May I venture to remind you,' he says--like a little thin edge of +something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and +deep if you let it--'May I venture to remind you that your aunt is +announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your +mind.' + +"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind +except this poor little thing here. Alex--it's early. He'll sleep after +a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked +Insley, quiet. + +"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris +clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and +only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join +him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at +once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks +was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went +into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I +thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the +world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley +begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there +with Chris and him and me--he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't. +Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and +let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath, but that reaches +down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to +leave. + +"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The +whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way +she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to +it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow +down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris. + +"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me. +I've got to be here--but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you. +Get back as soon as you can, Robin.' + +"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done +everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the +little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped +her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a +hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come +back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess, +Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on +him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a +real dignity so that Robin said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness, +as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that. +For, after all, she _was_ going--there was no getting back of that. And +when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not +the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going +off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant. + +"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the +two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing +over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The +time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the +day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have +slipped into it, with shut sails--so still that Robin spoke of it with +surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that +can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish +she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music +or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say +would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's +life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless +it's when I first wake up in the morning; then any talking always seems +like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains. + +"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was +thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with +her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have +found him. + +"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped +being, except some great thing.' + +"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she +seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense--though never in the +consciousness--that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and +to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which +she was moving along, assentin'. + +"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was. +I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then, +with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her +being near him seemed. + +"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.' + +"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.' + +"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice--well, I tell you, +his voice looked. + +"'What do you mean?' he says--just said it a little and like he didn't +dare trust it to say itself any more. + +"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says. + +"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had +been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off +across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each +side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted +to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun, +without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds +of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out +just the way it was _a-purpose_. There wasn't any unintentional +assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of +his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just +the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful +when he answered. + +"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting +up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll have +no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have +rest before to-night.' + +"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes +dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I +use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about, +but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a +trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a +person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then. +The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was +the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note +of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And +while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off +toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what +might have been in his voice. + +"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random, +'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.' + +"'The village?' she asked. + +"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in +are so--dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.' + +"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile. +And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between +clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment. + +"Chris looked up in Insley's face. + +"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on +this new brown middie.' + +"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty--and that +time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped +at the cottage gate. + + + + +XI + + +"The lonesome little parlour at Mis' Cadoza's was so far past knowing +how to act with folks in it, that it never changed expression when we +threw open the shutters. Rooms that are used to folks always sort of +look up when the shutters are opened; some rooms smile back at you; some +say something that you just lose, through not turning round from the +window quite quick enough. But Mis' Cadoza's parlour was such a poor +folkless thing that it didn't make us any reply at all nor let on to +notice the light. It just set there, kind of numb, merely enduring +itself. + +"'You poor thing,' I thought, 'nobody come in time, did they?' + +"Insley picked out a cane-seat rocker that had once known how to behave +in company, and drew it to the window. Ain't it nice, no matter what +kind of a dumb room you've got into, you can open its window and fit the +sky onto the sill, and feel right at home.... + +"Robin sat there with Chris in her arms, waiting for any stir in the +front bedroom. I went in the bedroom, while Dr. Heron told me about the +medicine, and it seemed to me the bare floor and bare walls and +dark-coloured bedcovers was got together to suit the haggardy unshaven +face on the pillow. Christopher's father never moved. I set in the +doorway, so as to watch him, and Insley went with the doctor to the +village to bring back some things that was needed. And I felt like we +was all the first settlers of somewheres. + +"Chris was laying so still in Robin's arms that several times she looked +down to see if he was awake. But every time his eyes was wide and dark +with that mysterious child look that seems so much like thought. It kind +of hurt me to see him doing nothing--that's one of the parts about +sickness and dying and some kinds of trouble that always twists +something up in my throat: The folks that was so eager and able and +flying round the house just being struck still and not able to go on +with everyday doings. I know when Lyddy Ember, the dressmaker, died and +I looked at her laying there, it seemed to me so surprising that she +couldn't hem and fell and cut out with her thumb crooked like she +done--and that she didn't know a dart from a gore; her hands looked so +much like she knew how yet. It's like being inactive made death or grief +double. And it's like working or playing around was a kind of life.... +The whole house seemed inactive and silence-struck, even to the kitchen +where Mis' Cadoza and the little lame boy was. + +"Robin set staring into the lilacs that never seemed to bloom, and I +wondered what she was thinking and mebbe facing. But when she spoke, it +was about the Cadoza kitchen. + +"'Miss Marsh,' she says, 'what kind of people must they be that can stay +alive in a kitchen like that?' + +"'Pioneers,' I says. 'They's a lot of 'em pioneerin' away and not +knowing it's time to stop.' + +"'But the dirt--' she says. + +"'What do you expect?' I says. 'They're emergin' out of dirt. But they +_are_ emergin'.' + +"'Don't it seem hopeless?' says she. + +"'Oh, I donno,' I says; 'dirt gets to be apples--so be you plant 'em.' + +"But the Cadoza kitchen _was_ fearful. When we come through it, Mis' +Cadoza was getting supper, and she'd woke up nameless smells of greasy +things. There the bare table was piled with the inevitable mix-up of +unwashed dishes that go along with the Mis' Cadozas of this world, so +that you wonder how they ever got so much crockery together. There the +floor wasn't swept, clothes was drying on a line over the stove, Spudge +was eating his supper on the window-sill, and in his bed in the corner +lay little Eph, so white and frail and queer-coloured that you felt you +was looking on something bound not to last till much after you'd stopped +looking. And there was Mis' Cadoza. When we had come through the +kitchen, little Eph had said something glad at seeing Insley and hung +hold of his hand and told him how he meant to model a clay Patsy, +because it was Patsy, the dog, that had gone out in the dark and first +brought Insley in to see him. + +"'An' when I'm big,' the child says, 'I'm going to make a clay _you_, +Mr. Insley.' + +"Mis' Cadoza had turned round and bared up her crooked teeth. + +"'Don't you be impident!' she had said, raspish, throwing her hand out +angular. + +"Mis' Cadoza was like somebody that hadn't got outside into the daylight +of _Yet_. She was ignorant, blind to life, with some little bit of a +corner of her brain working while the rest lay stock-still in her skull; +unclean of person, the mother to no end of nameless horrors of +habit--and her blood and the blood of some creature like her had been +poured into that poor little boy, sickly, bloodless, not ready for the +struggle. + +"'_Is_ there any use trying to do anything with anybody like that?' +says Robin. + +"'_Is_ there?' says I, but I looked right straight at Christopher. If +there wasn't no use trying to do anything with little Eph, with his +mother out there in the kitchen, then what was the use of trying to do +anything with Chris, with his father here in the front bedroom? Sick +will, tainted blood, ruined body--to what were we all saving Chris? +Maybe to misery and final defeat and some awful going out. + +"'I don't know,' she says, restless. 'Maybe Alex is right....' + +"She looked out towards the lilac bushes again, and I knew how all of a +sudden they probably dissolved away to be the fine green in the +conservatory at Proudfit House, and how she was seeing herself back in +the bright room, with its summer of leaves, and before the tea wagon, +making tea for Alex lounging in his low chair, begging her not, in +heaven's name, to try to teach the wise old world.... + +" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows. +In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging +passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex +would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure of long +days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little +happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks, +of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do +and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the +last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the +plain _safety_ of the unchanging, of going along and going along and +leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work +themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was +wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to +do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in +Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could +and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of +the material that is cheap and abundant--like Chris.... + +"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I +says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way _is_ best. Mebbe she knows best when to +let them die off.' + +"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up. + +"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered. + +"She nodded at him. + +"'What for?' he asks. + +"'Just loving,' she answered. + +"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the +medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled +and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light, +and then he stopped beside Robin--as gentle as a woman over a plant--and +asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several +times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as +children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he +had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little +something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he +was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence. + +"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to +hear--the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards +Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found +Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the +sagging Brussels couch. + +"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority +that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was +just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take +him in at the least change--but you must go back at once.' + +"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly +willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them +wanted to stay with Chris. + +"Insley picked up some little belongings of hers, seeming to know them +without being told, and because the time was so queer, and mebbe because +death was in the next room, and mebbe for another reason or two, I could +guess how, all the while he was answering her friendly questions about +the little Cadoza boy--all that while the Personal, the _Personal_, like +a living thing, hovered just beyond his words. And at last it just +naturally came in and possessed what he was saying. + +"'I can't thank you enough for coming down here,' he says. 'It's meant +everything to Chris--and to me.' + +"She glanced up at him with her pretty near boyish frankness, that had +in it that night some new element of confidence and charm and just being +dear. + +"'Don't thank me,' she says, 'it was mine to do, too. And besides, I +haven't done anything. And I'm running away!' + +"He looked off up the road towards where, on its hill, Proudfit House +was a-setting, a-glowing in all its windows, a-waiting for her to come, +and to have her engagement to another man announced in it, and then to +belong up there for ever and ever. He started to say something--I donno +whether he knew what or whether he didn't; but anyhow he changed his +mind and just opened the door for her, the parlour door that I bet was +as surprised to be used as if it had cackled. + +"The Proudfit motor had stood waiting at the gate all this while, and as +they got out to it, Dr. Heron drove up, and with him was Mis' +Hubbelthwait come to enquire. So Robin waited outside to see what Dr. +Heron should say when he had seen Chris's father again, and I went to +the door to speak to Mis' Hubbelthwait. + +"'Liquor's what ails him fast enough,' Mis' Hubbelthwait whispers--Mis' +Hubbelthwait would of whispered in the middle of a forty-acre field if +somebody had said either birth or death to her. 'Liquor's what ails him. +I know 'em. I remember the nice, well-behaved gentleman that come to the +hotel and only lived one night after. "Mr. Elder," I says to him, +severe, "you needn't to tell me your stomach ain't one livin' pickle, +for I know it is!" An' he proved it by dyin' that very night. If he +didn't prove it, I don't know what he did prove. "Alcoholism," Dr. Heron +called it, but I know it was liquor killed him. No use dressin' up +words. An' I miss my guess if this here poor soul ain't the self-same +river to cross.' + +"She would have come in, but there's no call for the whole town to nurse +a sick-bed, I always think--and so she sort of hung around a minute, +sympathetic and mum, and then slimpsed off with very little starch to +her motions, like when you walk for sick folks. I looked out to where +Robin and Insley was waiting by the big Proudfit planet that was going +to take her on an orbit of its own; and all of a sudden, with them in +front of me and with what was behind me, the awful _good-byness_ of +things sort of shut down on me, and I wanted to do something or tell +somebody something, I didn't know what, before it was too late; and I +run right down to them two. + +"'Oh,' I says, scrabblin' some for my words, 'I want to tell you +something, both of you. If it means anything to either of you to know +that there's a little more to me, for having met both of you--then I +want you to know it. And it's true. You both--oh, I donno,' I says, +'what it is--but you both kind of act like life was a person, and like +it wasn't just your dinner to be et.... And I kind of know the person, +too....' + +"I knew what I meant, but meant things and said things don't often match +close. And yet I donno but they understood me. Anyway, they both took +hold of a hand of mine, and said some little broke-off thing that I +didn't rightly get. But I guess that we all knew that we all knew. And +in a minute I went back in the house, feeling like I'd got the best of +some time when I might of wished, like we all do, that I'd let somebody +know something while then was then. + +"When I got inside the door, I see right off by Dr. Heron's face that +there'd been some change. And sure enough there was. Chris's father had +opened his eyes and had spoke. And I done what I knew Robin would have +wanted; I wheeled round and went to the door and told her so. + +"'He's come to,' I says, 'and he's just asked for Chris.' + +"Sharp off, Robin turned to say something to the man waiting in the +automobile. Insley tried to stop her, but she put him by. They come back +into the cottage together, and the Proudfit automobile started steaming +back to Proudfit House without her. + +"Once again Robin roused Chris, as she had roused him on the night when +he slept on the church porch; she just slipped her hands round his +throat and lifted his face, and this time she kissed him. + +"'Come with Robin,' she said. + +"Chris opened his eyes and for a minute his little senses come +struggling through his sleep, and then with them come dread. He looked +up in Robin's face, piteous. + +"'Did my daddy _go out_?' he asks, shrill, 'like my mama did?' + +"'No, no, dear,' Robin said. 'He wants you to say good-by to him first, +you know. Be still and brave, for Robin.' + +"There wasn't no way to spare him, because the poor little figure on the +bed was saying his name, restless, to restless movements. I was in there +by him, fixing him a little something to take. + +"'Where's Chris?' the sick man begged. 'Look on the church steps--' + +"They took Chris in the room, and Insley lifted him up to Robin's knee +on the chair beside the bed. + +"'Hello--my nice daddy,' Chris says, in his little high voice, and +smiles adorable. 'I--I--I was waitin' for you all this while.' + +"His father put out his hand, awful awkward, and took the child's arm +about the elbow. I'll never forget the way the man's face looked. It +didn't looked _used_, somehow--it looked all sort of bare and barren, +and like it hadn't been occupied. I remember once seeing a brand-new +house that had burned down before anybody had ever lived in it, and some +of it stuck up in the street, nice new doors, nice hardwood stairway, +new brick chimney, and everything else all blackened and spoiled and +done for, before ever it had been lived in. That was what Chris's +father's face made me think of. The outline was young, and the eyes was +young--young and burning--but there was the man's face, all spoiled and +done for, without ever having been used for a face at all. + +"'Hello, sonny,' he says, weak. 'Got a good home?' + +"'He's in a good home, with good people, Mr. Bartlett,' Insley told him. + +"'For keeps?' Chris's father asks, his eyes burning at Insley's over the +boy's head. + +"'We shall look after him somehow, among us,' Robin says. 'Don't worry +about him, Mr. Bartlett. He's all right.' + +"The father's look turned toward her and it sort of lingered there a +minute. And then it lit up a little--he didn't smile or change +expression, but his look lit up some. + +"'You're the kind of a one I meant,' he says. 'I wanted he should have a +good home. I--I done pretty good for you, didn't I, Chris?' he says. + +"Chris leaned way over and pulled at his sleeve. 'You--you--you come in +our house, too,' he says. + +"'No, sonny, no,' says the man. 'I guess mebbe I'm--goin' somewheres +else. But I done well by you, didn't I? Your ma and I always meant you +should hev a good home. I'm glad--if you've got it. It's nicer than +bein' with me--ain't it? Ain't it?' + +"Chris, on Robin's knee, was leaning forward on the bed, his hand +patting and pulling at his father's hand. + +"'If you was here, then it is,' the child says. + +"At that his father smiled--and that was the first real, real look that +had come into his face. And he looked around slow to the rest of us. + +"'I wasn't never the kind to hev a kid,' he says. 'The drink had me--had +me hard. I knew I'd got to find somebody to show him--about growin' up. +I'm glad you're goin' to.' + +"He shut his eyes and Chris threw himself forward and patted his face. + +"'Daddy!' he cried, 'I wanted to tell you--I had that hot ice-cream +an'--an'--an' tea on a litty wagon....' + +"Robin drew him back, hushed him, looked up questioning to Insley. And +while we all set there, not knowing whether to leave or to stay, the man +opened his eyes, wide and dark. + +"'I wish't it had been different,' he said. 'Oh--_God_....' + +"Chris leans right over, eager, towards him. + +"'Didn't he say anything back?' he says. + +"'I guess so,' the man says, thick. 'I guess if you're a good boy, he +did.' Then he turned his head and looked straight at Robin. 'Don't you +forget about his throat, will you?' he says. +'It--gets--sore--awful--easy....' + +"He stopped talking, with a funny upsetting sound in his voice. It +struck me then, like it has since, how frightful it was that neither him +nor Chris thought of kissing each other--like neither one had brought +the other up to know how. And yet Chris kissed all of us when we asked +him--just like something away back in him knew how, without being +brought up to know. + +"He knew how to cry, though, without no bringing up, like folks do. As +Robin come with him out of the room, Chris hid his face in her skirts, +crying miserable. She set down by the window with him in her arms, and +Insley went and stood side of them, not saying anything. I see them so, +while Dr. Heron and I was busy for a minute in the bedroom. Then we come +out and shut the door--ain't it strange, how one minute it takes so many +people around the bed, and next minute, there's the one that was the one +left in there all alone, able to take care of itself. + +"Dr. Heron went away, and Robin still set there, holding Chris. All of a +sudden he put up his face. + +"'Robin,' he says, 'did--did my daddy leave me a letter?' + +"'A letter?' she repeated. + +"'To tell me what to do,' says the child. 'Like before. On the church +steps.' + +"'No--why, no, Chris,' she answers him. 'He didn't have to do that, you +know.' + +"His eyes was holding hers, like he wanted so much to understand. + +"'Then how'll I know?' he asks, simple. + +"It seemed to me it was like a glass, magnifying living, had suddenly +been laid on life. Here he was, in the world, with no 'letter' to tell +him what to do. + +"All she done was just to lay her cheek right close to his cheek. + +"'Robin is going to tell you what to do,' she says, 'till you are big +enough to know.' + +"Insley stood there looking at her, and his face was like something had +just uncovered it. And the minute seemed real and simple and almost +old--as if it had begun to be long, long before. It was kind of as if +Robin's will was the will of all women, away back for ever and ever in +time, to pour into the world their power of life and of spirit, through +a child. + + +"Insley went out in the kitchen to see Mis' Cadoza about some +arrangements--if 'Arrangements' means funerals, it always seems like the +word was spelt different and stiffer--and we was setting there in that +sudden, awful idleness that comes on after, when there was the noise of +an automobile on the Plank Road, and it stopped to the cottage and Alex +Proudfit come springing up to the front door. He pushed it open and come +in the room, and he seemed to put the minute in capitals, with his voice +and his looks and his clothes. I never see clothes so black and so white +and so just-so as Alex Proudfit's could be, and that night they was more +just-so than usual. That night, his hands, with their thick, strange +ring, and his dark, kind of _even_ face was like some fancy picture of a +knight and a lover. But his face never seemed to me to be made very much +a-purpose and just for him. It was rather like a good sample of a good +brand, and like a good sample of any other good brand would have done +him just as well. His face didn't fit him inevitable, like a cork to a +bottle. It was laid on more arbitrary, like a window on a landscape, and +you could have seen the landscape through any other window just as well, +or better. + +"'Robin!' he said, 'why did you let the car come back without you? We've +been frantic with anxiety.' + +"She told him in a word or two what had happened, and he received it +with his impressions just about half-and-half: one-half relief that the +matter was well over and one-half anxiety for her to hurry up. Everyone +was at the house, everyone was wondering. Mrs. Emmons was anxious.... +'My poor Robin, you've overtaxed your strength,' he ends. 'You'll look +worn and not yourself to-night. It's too bad of it. Come, for heaven's +sake, let's be out of this. Come, Calliope....' + +He asked her if she had anything to bring, and he gathered up what she +told him was hers. I got ready, too, so's to go up to Proudfit House to +put Chris to bed and set by him awhile. And just as I was going out to +let Insley know we was leaving, the door to the other room opened and +there stood Mis' Cadoza. I see she'd twisted her hair over fresh and +she'd put on a collar. I remember now the way I felt when she spoke. + +"'I've got the coffee pot on and some batter stirred up,' says she, kind +of shame-faced. 'I thought mebbe some hot pan-cakes and somethin' hot to +drink'd go good--with Mr. Insley an' all of you.' + +"Alex started to say something--heaven knows what--but Robin went right +straight up to Mis' Cadoza--and afterwards I thought back to how Robin +didn't make the mistake of being too grateful. + +"'How I'd like them!' she says, matter-of-fact. 'But I've got a lot of +people waiting for me, and I oughtn't to keep them....' + +"Insley spoke up from where he was over on the edge of little Eph's bed, +and I noticed Mis' Cadoza had tried to neaten up the kitchen some, and +she'd set the table with oil-cloth and some clean dishes. + +"'I was afraid you'd all stay,' he says, 'and I do want all the +pan-cakes. Hurry on--you're keeping back our supper.' + +"He nodded to Alex, smiled with us, and come and saw us out the door. +Mis' Cadoza come too, and Robin and I shook hands with her for +goodnight. And as Mis' Cadoza stood there in her own door, seeing us +off, and going to be hostess out in her own kitchen, I wondered to +myself if it was having a collar on, or what it was, that give her a +kind of pretty near dignity. + +"I got in the front seat of the car. Chris was back in the tonneau +between Robin and Alex, and as we started he tried to tell Alex what had +happened. + +"'My--my--my daddy----' he says. + +"'Poor little cuss,' says Alex. 'But how extremely well for the child, +Robin, that the beggar died. Heavens, how I hate your going in these +ghastly places. My poor Robin, what an experience for _to-night_! For +our to-night....' + +"She made a sudden move, abrupt as a bird springing free of something +that's holding it. She spoke low, but I heard every word of it. + +"'Alex,' she said, 'we've made a mistake, you and I. But it isn't too +late to mend it now.' + + + + +XII + + +"'I hope, Calliope,' said Postmaster Silas Sykes to me, 'that you ain't +in favour of women suffrage.' + +"'No, Silas,' says I, 'I ain't.' + +"And I felt all over me a kind of a nice wild joy at saying a thing that +I knew a male creature would approve of. + +"Silas was delivering the groceries himself that day, and accepting of a +glass of milk in my kitchen doorway. And on my kitchen stoop Letty +Ames--that had come home in time for the Proudfit party--was a-sitting, +a-stitching away on a violet muslin breakfast-cap. It was the next day +after the party and my regular wash-day and I was glad to be back in my +own house, washing quiet, with Emerel Daniel to help me. + +"'At school,' says Letty, 'everybody was for it.' + +"'I know it,' says Silas, gloomy. 'The schools is goin' to the dogs, +hot-foot. Women suffrage, tinkerin' pupils' teeth, cremation--I don't +know what-all their holdin' out for. In my day they stuck to 'rithmetic +and toed the crack.' + +"'That isn't up to date, Mr. Sykes,' says Letty, to get Silas riled. + +"It done it. He waved his left arm, angular. + +"'Bein' up to date is bein' up to the devil,' he begun, raspish, when I +cut in, hasty and peaceful. + +"'By the way, Silas,' I says, 'speaking of dates, it ain't more'n a +_year_ past the time you aldermen was going to clear out Black Hollow, +is it? Ain't you going to get it done _this_ spring?' + +"'Oh, dum it, no,' Silas says. 'They're all after us now to get to +pavin' that new street.' + +"'That street off there in the marsh. I know they are,' I says innocent. +'Your cousin's makin' the blocks, ain't he, Silas?' + +"Just then, in from the shed where she was doing my washing come Emerel +Daniel--a poor little thing that looked like nothing but breath with the +skin drawn over it--and she was crying. + +"'Oh, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'I guess you'll have to leave me go home. I +left little Otie so sick--I hadn't ought to of left him--only I did want +the fifty cents....' + +"'Otie!' I says. 'I thought Otie was getting better.' + +"'I've kept sayin' so because I was ashamed to let folks know,' Emerel +says, 'an' me leavin' him to work. But I had to have the money--' + +"'Land,' I says, 'of course you did. Go on home. Silas'll take you in +the delivery wagon, won't you, Silas? You're going right that way, ain't +you?' + +"'I wasn't,' says Silas, 'but I can go round that way to oblige.' That's +just exactly how Silas is. + +"'Emerel,' I says, 'when you go by the Hollow, you tell Silas what you +was tellin' me--about the smells from there into your house. Silas,' I +says, 'that hole could be filled up with sand-bar sand dirt cheap, now +while the river's low, and you know it.' + +"'Woman--' Silas begins excitable. + +"'Of course you can't,' I saved him the trouble, 'not while the council +is running pavement halfway acrost the swamp to graft off'n the Wooden +Block folks. That's all, Silas. I know you, head and heart,' I says, +some direct. + +"'You don't understand city dealin's no more'n--Who-a!' Silas yells, +pretending his delivery horse needed him, and lit down the walk, Emerel +following. Silas reminds me of the place in the atmosphere where a +citizen ought to be, and ain't. + +"Emerel had left the clothes in the bluing water, so I stood and talked +with Letty a minute, stitching away on her muslin breakfast-cap. + +"'I'd be for women voting just because Silas isn't,' she says, feminine. + +"'In them words,' says I to her, 'is some of why women shouldn't do it. +The most of 'em reason,' I says, 'like rabbits!' + +"Letty sort of straightened up and looked at me, gentle. She just +graduated from the Indian Mound School and, in spite of yourself, you +notice what she says. 'You're mistaken, Miss Marsh,' says she, 'I +believe in women voting because we're folks and mothers, and we can't +bring up our children with men taking things away from 'em that we know +they'd ought to have. I want to bring up my children by my votes as well +as by my prayers,' says she. + +"'_Your_ children!' says I. + +"I donno if you've ever noticed that look come in a girl's face when she +speaks of her children that are going to be sometime? Up to that minute +I'd 'a' thought Letty's words was brazen. But when I see how she looked +when she said it, I sort of turned my eyes away, kind of half reverent. +We didn't speak so when I was a girl. The most we ever heard mentioned +like that was when our mothers showed us our first baby dress and told +us that was for _our_ baby--and then we always looked away, squeamish. + +"'That's kind of nice,' I says, slow, 'your owning up, out loud that +way, that maybe you might possibly have--have one, sometime.' + +"'My mother has talked to me about it since I began to +know--everything,' Letty said. + +"That struck awful near home. + +"'I always wisht,' I says, 'I'd talked with my mother--like that. I +always wisht I'd had her tell me about the night I was born. I think +everybody ought to know about that. But I remember when she begun to +speak about it, I always kind of shied off. I should think it would of +hurt her. But then,' I says, 'I never had any of my own. So it don't +matter.' + +"'Oh, yes, you have, Miss Marsh,' says Letty. + +"I looked at her, blank. + +"'Every child that's born belongs to you,' says Letty to me, solemn. + +"'Go on,' says I, to draw her out. 'I wouldn't own most of the little +jackanapesses.' + +"'But you _do_,' says Letty, 'and so do I! So does every woman, mother +or not.' + +"She set the little violet muslin cap on her head to try it, and swept +up and made me a little bow. Pretty as a picture she looked, and ready +for loving.... I always wonder if things ain't sometimes arranged to +happen in patterns, same as crystals. For why else should it be that at +that instant minute young Elbert Sykes, Silas's son, that was home for +the party and a little longer, come up to my door with a note from his +mother--and see Letty in the violet cap, bowing like a rose? + +"While they was a-talking easy, like young folks knows how to do +nowdays, I read the note; and it was about what had started Silas to +talking suffrage. Mis' Sykes had opened her house to a suffrage meeting +that evening, and Mis' Martin Lacy from the City was a-going to talk, +and would I go over? + +"'Land, yes,' I says to Elbert. 'Tell her I'll come, just for something +to do. I wonder if I can bring Letty, too?' + +"'Mother'd be proud, I know,' says Elbert, looking at her like words, +and them words a-praising. They had used to play together when they was +little, but school had come in and kind of made them over. + +"'_So_,' says he to Letty, bantering, 'you're in favour of women voting, +are you?' + +"She broke off her thread and looked up at him. + +"'Of course I am,' she says, giving a cunning little kitten nod that run +all down her shoulders. + +"'So you think,' says Elbert, 'that you're just as strong as I am--to +carry things along? Mind you, I don't say as clever. You're easily that. +But put it at just _strong_.' + +"She done the little nod again, nicer than the first time. + +"'You talk like folks voted with their muscles,' says she. 'Well, I +guess some men do, judging by the results.' + +"He laughed, but he went on. + +"'And you think,' he says, 'that you would be just as wonderful in +public life as you would be in your home--your very own home?' + +"Letty put the last stitch in her muslin cap and she set it on her +head--all cloudy and rose-budded, and land, land, she was lovely when +she looked up. + +"'Surely,' she says from under the ruffle, with a little one-cornered +smile. + +"He laughed right into her eyes. 'I don't believe you think so,' he +says, triumphant. And all of a sudden there come a-sticking up its head +in his face the regular man look--I can't rightly name it, but every +woman in the world knows it when she sees it--a kind of an _I'm the one +of us two but don't let's stop pretending it's you_ look. + +"When she see it, what do you suppose Letty done? First she looked +down. Then she blushed. Then she shrugged up one shoulder and laughed, +sort of little and low and soft. _And she kept still._ She was about as +much like the dignified woman that had just been talking to me about +women's duty as a bow of blue ribbon is like my work apron. And as plain +as the blue on the sky, I see that _she liked the minute when she let +Elbert beat her--liked it_, with a sort of a glow and a quiver. + +"He laughed again, and, 'You stay just the the way you are,' he says, +and he contrived to make them common words sort of flow all over her +like petting. + +"That evening, when we marched into the Sykes's house to the meeting, he +spoke to her like that again. The men was invited to the meeting, too, +but Mis' Sykes let it be known that they needn't to come till the coffee +and sandwiches, thus escaping the speech. Mis' Sykes ain't in favour of +suffrage, but she does love a new thing in town, and Mis' Martin Lacy +was so well dressed and so soft-spoken that Mis' Sykes would of left her +preach foot-binding in her parlour if she'd wanted to. Mis' Sykes is +like that. Letty was about the youngest there, and she was about the +prettiest I 'most ever saw; and when he'd got them all seated, young +Elbert Sykes, that was the only man there, just naturally gravitated +over and set down by her, like the Lord meant. I love to see them little +things happen, and I never smile at them, same as some. Because it's +like I got a peek in behind the curtain and see the eternal purpose +working away, quiet and still. + +"Well, Mis' Lacy, she talked, and she put things real sane and plain, +barring I didn't believe any of what she said. And pretty soon I stopped +trying to listen and I begun thinking about Emerel Daniel. I'd been down +to see her just before supper, and I hadn't had her out of my head much +of the time since. Emerel's cottage wasn't half a block from Black +Hollow, the great low place beyond the river road that the town used as +a dump. It was full of things without names, and take it on a day with +the wind just right, Emerel had to keep her window shut on that side of +her house. Water was standing in the hollow all the whole time. Flies +and mosquitoes come from it by the flock and the herd. And when I'd held +my nose and scud past it that afternoon to get to Emerel's, I'd almost +run into Dr. Heron, just coming out from seeing Otie, and I burst right +out with my thoughts all over him, and asked him if Black Hollow wasn't +what was the matter with Otie and if it wasn't all that was the matter +with him. + +"'Unquestionably,' says Dr. Heron. 'I told Mrs. Daniel six months ago +that she must move.' + +"'Well,' says I, 'not having any of her other country homes open this +year, Emerel had to stay where she was. And Otie with her. But what did +you say to the council about filling in the hole?' + +"'The council,' says Dr. Heron, 'is paving the county swamp. There's a +good crop of wooden blocks this year.' + +"'True enough,' says I, grim, 'and Otie is a-paying for it.' + +"That was exactly how the matter stood. And all the while Mis' Lacy was +a-talking her women suffrage, I set there grieving for Emerel, and +wondering how it was that Silas Sykes and Timothy Toplady and Jimmy +Sturgis and even Eppleby Holcomb, that belonged to the common council, +_could_ set by and see Otie die, and more or less of the rest of us in +the same kind of danger. + +"Next I knew, Mis' Lacy, that was all silky movements and a sweet voice, +had got through her own talk and was asking us ladies to express +ourselves. Everybody felt kind of delicate at first, and then Libby +Liberty starts up and spoke her mind:-- + +"'_I_ believe all you've been a-saying,' she says, 'and I hev for +twenty years. I never kill a hen without I realize how good the women +can do a human being's work if they're put to it.' + +"'I always think of that, too,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, quick, 'about +the hotel....' She kind of stopped, but we all knew what she meant. +Threat is seldom if ever sober, especially on election day; but he +votes, and she only runs the hotel and keeps them both out of the +poorhouse. + +"'Well, look at me,' says Abagail Arnold, 'doin' work to oven and to +counter, an' can't get my nose near nothin' public but my taxes.' + +"'Of course,' says Mis' Uppers, rocking, 'I've almost _been_ the mayor +of Friendship Village, bein' his wife, so. An' I must say he never done +a thing I didn't think I could do. Or less it was the junketin' trips. +I'd 'a' been down with one o' my sick headaches on every one o' them.' + +"'Men _know_ more,' admitted Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'but I donno as +they can _do_ any more than us. When the Fire Chief was alive an' +holdin' office an' entertaining politicians, I use' often to think o' +that, when I had their hot dinner to get.' + +"'I s'pose men do know more than we do,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, reflective. 'I know Eppleby is lightnin' +at figures, an' he can tell about time-tables, an' he sees sense to fine +print parts o' the newspapers that looks like so many doctors' +prescriptions to me. An' yet honestly, when it comes to some questions +of sense, I've known Eppleby not to have any.' + +"'Jimmy, either,' says Mis' Sturgis, confidential. 'I donno. I've +thought about that a good deal. It seems as if, if we got the chance, us +women might not vote brilliant at first, but we would vote with our +sense. The sense that can pick out a pattern and split a receipt, an' +dress the children out o' the house money. I bet there's a lot o' that +kind o' sense among women that don't get used up, by a long shot.' + +"Mis' Timothy Toplady drew her shawl up her back, like she does. + +"'Well-a,' she says, 'Timothy's an awful good husband, but when I see +some of the things he buys for the house, an' the way he gets took in on +real estate, I often wonder if he's such a good citizen as he lets on.' + +"I kep' a-wondering why Letty didn't say something, and by and by I +nudged her. + +"'Go on, speak up,' I intimated. + +"And, same time, I heard Elbert Sykes, on the other side, say something +to her, low. 'I could tell them,' he says to her, 'that to look like +you do is better than being elected!' + +"And Letty--what do you s'spose?--she just glanced up at him, and made a +little kind of a commenting wrinkle with her nose, and looked down and +kept her silence. Just like he'd set there with a little fine chain to +her wrist. + +"We talked some more and asked some questions and heard Mis' Lacy read +some, and then it was time for the men. They come in together--six or +eight of them, and most of them, as it happened, members of the common +council. And when Mis' Sykes had set them down on the edge of the room, +and before anybody had thought of any remark to pass, Mis' Lacy she +spoke up and ask' the men to join in the discussion, and called on Mis' +Sykes, that hadn't said nothing yet, to start the ball a-rolling. + +"'_Well_,' says Mis' Sykes, with her little society pucker, 'I must say +the home and bring-up my children seems far, far more womanly to me than +the tobacco smoke and whiskey of public life.' + +"She glanced over to the men, kind of with a way of arching her neck and +they all gave her a sort of a little ripple, approving. And with this +Mis' Toplady kind of tossed her head up. + +"'Oh, well, I don't want the responsibility,' she says. 'Land, if I was +a votin' woman, I should feel as if I'd got bread in the pan and cake in +the oven and clothes in the bluin' water all the whole time.' + +"'He, he, he!' says Timothy, her lawful lord. And Silas and Jimmy +Sturgis and the rest joined in, tuneful. + +"Then Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, she vied in, and done a small, +careless laugh. + +"'Oh, well, me, too,' she says, 'I declare, as I get older an' wake up +some mornin's I feel like life was one big breakfast to get an' me the +hired girl. If I had to vote besides, I donno what I _would_ do.' + +"'An',' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'I always feel as if a politician was a +disgrace to be, same as an actor, _unless_ you got to be a big one. An' +can us women ever be big ones even if we want? Which I'm sure I don't +want,' she says, sidling a look towards the men's row. + +"'Oh, not only that,' says Abagail Arnold, 'but you'd feel so kind of +sheepish votin' for the President, away off there in Washington. I +always feel terrible sheepish even prayin' for him, let alone +votin'--an' like it _couldn't_ make no real difference.' + +"'Oh, an' _ladies_!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, 'really it's bad enough to +have been the wife of a mayor. If I had to vote an' was in danger of +coming down with a nomination for somethin' myself, I couldn't get to +sleep nights.' + +"'Mercy,' said Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'a mayor is nothin' but a baby +in public life compared to a fire chief. A mayor gets his night's rest. +Could a woman ever chase to fires at three o'clock in the mornin'? An' +if she votes, what's to prevent her bein' elected to some such job by +main strength?' + +"'Or like enough get put on a jury settin' on a murderer, an' hev to +look at dug-up bones an' orgins,' says Mis' Sturgis--her that's an +invalid and gloomy by complexion. + +"And one and all, as they spoke, they looked sidewise to the men for +their approval. And they got it. + +"'That's the ticket!' says Timothy Toplady, slapping his knee. 'I tell +you, gentlemen, we've got a nice set of women folks here in this town. +They don't prostitute their brains to no fool notions.' + +"There was a little hush, owing to that word that Timothy had used kind +of uncalled for, and then a little quick buzz of talk to try to cover +it. And in the buzz I heard Elbert saying to Letty: + +"'You _know_ you think of yourself in a home afterward--and not around +at polls and things, Letty.' + +"'You don't have to board at the polls because you vote there, you +know,' Letty said; but she says it with a way, with a way. She said it +like a pretty woman talking to a man that's looking in her eyes and +thinking how pretty she is, and she knows he's thinking so. And you +can't never get much real arguing done that way. + +"It always kind of scares me to see myself showed up--and now it was +like I had ripped a veil off the whole sex, and off me, too. I see us +face to face. Why was it that before them men had come in, the women had +all talked kind of doubtful and suffrage-leaning, and then had veered +like the wind the minute the men had come on the scene? Mis' Toplady had +defied Timothy time after time, both public and private; Mis' +Hubbelthwait bosses her husband not only drunk but sober; Mis' Sturgis +don't do a thing Jimmy wants without she happens to want it too--and so +on. Yet at the mention of this one thing, these women that had been +talking intelligent and wondering open-minded had all stopped being the +way they was and had begun to say things sole to please the men. Even +Libby Liberty had kept still--her that has a regular tongue in her head. +And Letty, that believed in it all, and had talked to me so womanly +that morning, she was listening and blushing for Elbert and holding her +peace. And then I remembered, like a piece of guilt, sensing that nice, +wild feeling I myself had felt that morning a-denying woman suffrage in +the presence of Postmaster Silas Sykes. What in creation ailed us all? + +"_What in creation...._ Them words sort of steadied me. It looked to me +like it was creation itself that ailed us yet. Creation is a thing that +it takes most folks a good while to recover from.... + +" ... I remembered seeing Silas's delivery boy go whistling along the +street one night, and pass a cat. The cat wasn't doing nothing active. +It was merely idle. But the boy brought up a big shingle he was carrying +and swished it through the air and says 'Z-t-t-t-t,' to the cat's heels, +to see the cat take to them--which it done--like the cat immemorial has +done for immemorial boys, delivery and other. And once, at dusk, a big, +strange man with a gun on his shoulder passed me on Daphne Street, and +when he done so, he says to me 'Z-t-t-t,' under his breath, just like +the boy to the cat, and just like the untamed man immemorial has said +when he got the chance. It seemed to me like men was created with, so +to say, a shingle and a gun, for the hunting, and just as there is joy +in their hunting, so there is a palpitatin' delight in being hunted and +flattered by being caught and bound, hand and foot and mind. + +"'We like it--why, I tell you, we like it,' I says to myself, 'and us +here in Mis' Sykes's parlour are burning with the old original, +left-over fire, breathed at creation into women's breasts!' + +"And it seemed like I kind of touched hands with all the women that used +to be. And I looked over to that row of grinning, tired men, not so very +much dressed up, and I thought:-- + +"'Why, you're the men of this world and we're the women, and there ain't +no more thrilling fact in this universe. And why don't we all reco'nize +it and shut up?' + +"That was what I was thinking over in my mind while Mis' Martin Lacy +said good night to us and rushed off to catch her train for the City, +hoping she had made us see some light. That was what I was still going +over when Mis' Sykes called me to help with the refreshments. And then, +just as I started out to the kitchen, the outside door that was part +open was pushed in and somebody come in the room. It was Emerel Daniel, +in calico and no hat. And as soon as we see her face, everybody stopped +talking and stared. She was white as the table-cloth and shaking. + +"'Oh, ladies,' she says, 'won't one of you come down to the house? +Otie's worse--I donno what it is. I donno what to do to take care of +him.' + +"She broke down, poor, nervous little thing, and sort of swallowed her +whole throat. And Mis' Toplady and we all rushed right over to her. + +"'Why, Emerel,' Mis' Toplady says, 'I thought Otie was getting ever so +much better. Is it the real typhoid, do you s'pose?' she ask' her. + +"Emerel looked over to me. 'Isn't it?' she says. And then I spoke right +up with all there is to me. + +"'Yes, sir,' I says, 'it is the real typhoid. And if you want to know +what's giving it to him, ladies and gentlemen, ask the common council +that's setting over there by the wall. Dr. Heron says that Black Hollow, +that's a sink for the whole town, give it to him, and that nothing else +did--piled full of diseases right in back of Emerel's house. And if you +want to know who's responsible for his dying if he dies,' I says right +out, 'look over in the same direction to the men that wouldn't vote to +fill in the Black Hollow with sand because they needed the money so bad +for paving up half the county swamp.' + +"It was most as still in the room as when Timothy had said 'prostitute.' +All but me. I went right on--nothing could of kept me still then. + +"'Us ladies,' I says, 'has tried for two years to get the Council to +fill in that hole. We've said and said what would happen to some of us, +what with our pumps so near the place, and what with flies from it +visiting our dinner-table dishes, sociable and continual. What did you +say to us? You said women hadn't no idee of town finances. Mebbe we +ain't--mebbe we ain't. But we have got some idea of town humanity, if I +do say it, that share in it. And this poor little boy has gone to work +and proved it.' + +"With that, Emerel, who had been holding in--her that's afraid even to +ask for starch if you forget to give it to her--she broke right down and +leaned her head on her arm on the clock shelf:-- + +"'Oh,' she says, 'all the years I been giving him his victuals and his +bath and sewing his clothes up, I never meant it to come to this--for no +reason. If Otie dies, I guess he needn't of--that's the worst. He +needn't of.' + +"Mis' Toplady put her arm right around Emerel and kind of poored her +shoulder in that big, mother way she's got--and it was her that went +with her, like it's always Mis' Toplady that does everything. And us +ladies turned around and all begun to talk at once. + +"'Let's plan out right here about taking things in to Emerel,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I've got some fresh bread out of the oven. +I'll carry her a couple of loaves, and another couple next baking or +two.' + +"'I'll take her in a hen,' says Libby Liberty, 'so be she'll kill it +herself.' + +"Somebody else said a ham, and somebody some butter, and Libby threw in +some fresh eggs, if she got any. Mis' Hubbelthwait didn't have much to +do with, but she said she would take turns setting up with Otie. Mis' +Sykes give a quarter--she don't like to bake for folks, but she's real +generous with money. And Silas pipes in:-- + +"'Emerel can have credit to the store till Otie begins to get better,' +he said. 'I ain't been lettin' her have it. She's looked so peaked I +been afraid she wan't a-goin' to be able to work, an' I didn't want she +should be all stacked up with debts.' + +"But me, I set there a-thinking. And all of a sudden I says out what I +thought: 'Ladies,' I says, 'and all of you: What to Emerel is hens and +hams and credit? They ain't,' I says, 'nothing but patches and poultices +on what's the trouble up to her house.' + +"Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying much, spoke up:-- + +"'I know,' he says, 'I know. You mean what good do they do to the boy.' + +"'I mean just that,' I says. 'What good is all that to Otie that's lying +over by Black Hollow? And how does it keep the rest of the town safe?' + +"'Well,' says Silas, eager, 'let's us get out the zinc wagon you ladies +bought, and let's us go to collectin' the garbage again so that won't +all be dumped in Black Hollow. And leave the ladies keep on payin' for +it. It's real ladies' work, I think, bein' as it's no more'n a general +scrapin' up of ladies' kitchens.' + +"Then Letty Ames, that hadn't been saying anything, spoke up, to nobody +in particular:-- + +"'Otie's a dear little soul,' she said, 'a dear little soul!' + +"'Ain't he?' says Marne Holcomb. 'Eppleby 'most always has a nut or +somethin' in his pocket to give him as he goes by. He takes it like a +little squirrel an' like a little gentleman.' + +"'He's awful nice when he comes in the shop,' said Abagail. 'He looks at +the penny-apiece kind and then buys the two-for-a-cent, so's to give +his mother one.' + +"'He knows how to behave in a store,' Silas admitted. 'I 'most always +give him a coffee-berry, just to see him thank me.' + +"'He come into the hotel one day,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'an' stood by +me when I was bakin'. I give him a little wad of dough to roll.' + +"'I let him drive the 'bus one day, settin' on my knee,' says Jimmy +Sturgis. 'He was a nice, careful, complete little cuss.' + +"Eppleby Holcomb nodded with his eyes shut. + +"'We don't like folks to swing on our front gate,' he says. 'He done it, +but he marched right in and told us he'd done it. I give him a +doughnut--an' he's kep' right on swingin' an' ownin' up an' eatin' +doughnuts.' + +"'Even when he chased my chickens,' says Libby Liberty, 'he chased 'em +like a little gentleman--_towards_ the coop an' not down the road. I +always noticed that about him.' + +"'Yes,' says Letty, again, 'he's a dear little soul. _What makes us let +him die?_' + +"She said it so calm that it caught even my breath--and my breath, in +these things, ain't easy caught. But I got it right back again, and I +says:-- + +"'Yes, sir. He was on the way to being somebody that Friendship Village +could have had for the right kind of an inmate. And now he'll be nothing +but a grave, that's no good to anybody. And Sodality,' I couldn't help +adding, 'will likely pitch right in and take care of his grave, +tasteful.' + +"And when I said that, it come over me how Emerel had dressed him and +bathed him and made his clothes, and done washings, tireless, to get the +fifty cents--besides bringing him into the world, tedious. And now it +was all going for nothing, all for nothing--when we could of helped it. +And I plumped out with what I'd said that morning to Silas:-- + +"'Why don't you fill up Black Hollow with sand-bar sand out of the +river, now it's so low? Then, even if it's too late for Otie, mebbe we +can keep ourselves from murderin' anybody else.' + +"Them half a dozen men of the common council set still a minute, looking +down at Mis' Sykes's parlour ingrain. And I looked over at them, and my +heart come up in my throat and both of them ached like the toothache. +Because all of a sudden it seemed to me it wasn't just Timothy and +Eppleby and Silas and some more of the council setting there by the +wall--but it was like, in them few men, tired and not so very well +dressed, was setting the lawmakers of the whole world; and there in +front of them, wasn't only Mis' Holcomb and Libby and Letty and me, but +Emerel Daniel, too, and all the women there is--saying to them: 'My +land, we've dressed 'em an' bathed 'em an' sewed for 'em an' brought 'em +into the world, tedious. Let 'em live--fix things so's they can live an' +so's it needn't all go for nothin'.' And I sort of bubbled up and +spilled over, as if everything we was all of us _for_ had come up in my +throat. + +"'Oh, folks,' I says, 'just look what us in this room could have done +for Otie--so be we'd begun in time.' + +"Right like a dash of cold water into my face, Mis' Sykes spoke up, cold +as some kind of death:-- + +"'Well, ladies,' she says, 'I guess we've got our eyes open now. _I_ say +that's what we'd ought to hev been doin' instead o' talkin' women +votin',' she says, triumphant. + +"Then somebody spoke again, in a soft, new, not-used-to-it little voice, +and in her chair over beside Elbert, Letty Ames leaned forward, and her +eyes was like the sunny places in water. + +"'Don't you see,' she says, 'don't you see, Mis' Sykes, that's what Mis' +Lacy meant?' + +"'How so?' says Mis' Sykes, short. + +"I'll never forget how sweet and shy and unexpected and young Letty +looked, but she answered, as brave as brave:-- + +"'Otie Daniel is sick,' she said, 'and all us women can do is to carry +him broth and bread and nurse him. It's only the men that can bring +about the things to make him well. And they haven't done it. It's been +the women who have been urging it--and not getting it done. Wasn't it +our work to do, too?' + +"I see Elbert looking at her--like he just couldn't bear to have her +speak so, like some men can't. And I guess he spoke out in answer before +he meant to:-- + +"'But let them do it womanly, Letty,' he said, 'like your mother did and +my mother did.' + +"Letty turned and looked Elbert Sykes straight in the face:-- + +"'_Womanly!_' she says. 'What is there womanly about my bathing and +feeding a child inside four clean walls, if dirt and bad food and +neglect are outside for him? Will you tell me if there is anything more +womanly than my right to help make the world as decent for my children +as I would make my own home?' + +"I looked at Letty, and looked; and I see with a thrill I can't tell you +about how Letty seemed. For she seemed the way she had that morning on +my kitchen stoop, when she spoke of her children and when I felt like +I'd ought to turn away--the way I'd used to when my mother showed me my +baby dress and told me who it would be for. Only now--only now, somehow, +I didn't want to turn away. Somehow I wanted to keep right on looking at +Letty, like Elbert was looking. And I see what he see. How Letty was +what she'd said that morning that she was--and that I was--and that we +all was: A mother, then and there, whether she ever had any children or +not. And she was next door to owning up to it right there before them +all and before Elbert. We didn't speak so when I was a girl. We didn't +own up, out loud, that we ever thought anything about what we was for. +But now, when I heard Letty do it.... + +" ... Now, when I heard Letty do it, all to once, I looked into a window +of the world. And instead of touching hands like I had with the women +that use' to be, I looked off and off down all the time there's going to +be, and for a minute I touched, tip-fingers, the hands of the other +women that's coming towards me; and out of places inside of me that I +didn't know before had eyes, I see them, mothers to the whole world, +_inside their four walls and out_. And they wasn't coming with poultices +and bread and broth in their hands, to patch up what had been left +undone; nor with the keys to schoolhouses that they'd got open by +scheming; nor with newspapers full of health that they'd had to run down +back alleys to sell; nor national holidays that they'd got a-hold of +through sheer accident; nor yet with nice new headstones for cemetery +improvements on the dead and gone--no, sir, their hands wasn't occupied +with any of these ways of serving that they'd schemed for and stole. But +their hands--was in men's hands, closer and nearer than they'd ever been +before. And their eyes was lit up with a look that was a new look, and +that give new life to the old original left-over blaze. And I looked +across to that row of tired men, not so very much dressed up, and I +thought:-- + +"'You're the men of this world and we're the women. And there ain't no +more thrilling fact in this universe, save one, _save one_: And that's +that we're all human beings. That your job and ours is to make the world +ready for the folks that are to come, and to make the folks that come +fit to live in that new world. And yet over there by Black Hollow one of +our children is dying from something that was your job _and_ ours to do, +and we didn't take hold of hands and do it!' + +"'Oh, Letty!' I says out. 'And Silas and all of you! Let's pretend, +just for a minute, that we was all citizens and equal. And let's figure +out things for Otie, just like we had the right!' + + +"I'd asked Letty to spend the night with me, and Elbert walked home with +us. And just as we got there, he says to her again:-- + +"'Oh, Letty--you ain't _strong_ enough to help carry things along!' + +"'You've got more strength,' she says to him, 'and more brains. But it +isn't so much the strength or the brains in women that is going to help +when the time comes. It's the--mother in them.' + +"And I says to myself:-- + +"'And it's the--_human beingness_ of them.' But Letty didn't know that +yet. + +"Elbert answered, after a minute:-- + +"'You may be right and you may be wrong, but, Letty, Letty, what a woman +you are!' + +"And at that Letty looked up at him, just as she had looked at him that +morning--just for a minute, and then she dipped down the brim of her big +hat. I donno what she answered him. I didn't care. I didn't care. For +what I see was the old wild joy of a woman in being glorified by a male +creature. And I knew then, and I know now, that that won't never die, +no matter what. + +"Elbert put out his hand. + +"'Good night, Letty,' he said. + +"She gave him hers, and he closed over it light with his other hand. + +"'May I see you to-morrow?' he asked her. + +"'Oh, I don't know,' said Letty. 'Come and see if I'll see you--will +you?' + +"He laughed a little, looking in her eyes. + +"'At about eight,' he promised. 'Good night....' + +"I got the key out from under the mat to a tune inside me. Because I'd +heard, and I knew that Letty had heard, that tone in Elbert's voice that +is the human tone--I can't rightly name it, but every woman in the world +knows it when she hears it--a tone that says: _If I have my way, you and +I are going to live out our lives together_. + +"And I knew then, and I know now, that that tone won't ever die, either. +And some day, away off in a new world right here on this earth, I +believe there's going to be a wilder joy in being men and women than all +the men and women up to now have ever lived or dared or dreamed. + + + + +XIII + + +"'Miss Marsh,' says Christopher. + +"Mis' Emmons's living-room was like a cup of something cool, and I set +there in the after-supper light having such a nice rested time drinking +it in that at first I didn't hear him. + +"'Miss Marsh,' he says again, and pulled at my dress. I put out my hand +to him and he took it. Sometimes I donno but hands are a race of beings +by themselves that talk and answer and do all the work and act like +slaves and yet really rule the world. + +"'Is it me telling my feet where to go or do they tell me where I go?' +asked Christopher. + +"'You can have it either way you want,' I told him. 'Some does one way +and some does the other. Which way do you like?' + +"He thought for a minute, twisting on one foot with the other up in his +hand. + +"'I'd like 'em to know how without our sayin' so,' he announces finally. + +"'Well,' I says, 'I left out that way. That's really the best way of +all.' + +"He looked at me eager. + +"'Is it a game?' he says. + +"'Yes,' I told him. + +"'What's its name?' he ask' me. + +"'Game of Life,' I told him again. + +"He thought about it, still twisting. Then he done one of his littlest +laughs, with his head turned away. + +"'My feet heard you,' he says. 'Now they know how to play.' + +"'I hope so, Christopher,' says I, and kissed him on the back of his +neck. That made him mad, like it usually done. + +"'My neck is my neck,' says he, 'and it's shut in my collar. It ain't +home to-day.' + +"'Is your mouth home?' I ask' him. + +"And it was. + +"I could of set there talking with him all evening, but not on the night +of Sodality's Annual. I'd stopped by for Mis' Emmons. She was getting +ready, and while I waited I could hear folks passing on their way to the +schoolhouse where the meeting was. For the town was all het up about +what the meeting was going to do. + +"I'd seen half-dozen or so of us that afternoon when we was putting +plants on the hall platform, and we'd all spoke our minds. + +"'I'm gaspin',' observed Mis' Sturgis, 'to take a straw vote of us on +this amendin' business. Near as I can make out, it's going through.' + +"'Near as I can make out,' says Marne Holcomb, 'a good deal more than +amending is going on here to-night. It looks to me as if Sodality was +just going to get into its own Cemetery and be forgot, and as if +something else was coming to meet us--something big!' + +"Mis' Toplady spoke up, comfortable, down on her knees putting green +paper on the pots. + +"'Well, my land!' she says, 'I've noticed two-three things in my +lifetime. And one is, that do what whoever will, things do change. And +so whenever a new change pops up, I always think: "Oh, I guess you're +comin' along anyway. I donno's I need to help." An' yet somethin' in me +always prances to pitch in, too.' + +"Timothy was there, occupying himself with the high places us ladies +couldn't get up to. + +"'Well,' says he, 'if folks stop dying, like Sodality evidently intends +they shall if it goes out of business, maybe you'll stay home some, +Amandy, and not always be off laying folks out.' + +"'I know it,' Mis' Toplady returns, 'I've laid out most everybody I +know, and of course I'm real glad to do it. But the last dead's hair I +done up, I caught myself thinking how much more interesting it'd be if +they was alive an' could find fault. Doin' for the dead gets kind of +monotonous, _I_ think.' + +"'_I_ don't,' says Timothy, decided. 'The minute you work for the +living, you get all upset with being criticised. I s'pose the dead would +find fault, if they could, over the way you cut the grass for 'em. But +they can't an' so there's an end to it, an' we get along, peaceful. If +they was living folks layin' there, you can bet they'd do some back +talk.' + +"'Well,' says I, 'I've been sick of Sodality for years. But it was about +the most what-you-might-call society I had, and I hated to give it up.' + +"'Me, either,' says Mame Holcomb. + +"'Me, either,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I declare I've often said I wouldn't +know what _to_ do if folks stopped dyin' so's Sodality would have to +close out.' + +"Mis' Sykes was setting watching the rest of us. + +"'Well,' she observes, cold, 'if I was usin' the dead to keep in +society, I donno's I'd own it up.' + +"Silas Sykes had just come over from the store to see if there was +anything he could meddle in. + +"'Heh!' says he, showing his teeth. 'Not many of Sodality, as I can +see, _deserves_ to die and be done for, civilized.' + +"'Don't you worry yourself, Silas Sykes,' says I, 'we're going to be +done things for before we die hereafter, and more civilized than ever +you dreamed of, all up and down your ledger. That's where you do dream, +ain't it, Silas?' I says. And though I said it gay, I meant it frank. + +"I remember I looked off down the room, and all of a sudden I see it as +it would be that night, packed with folks. Somehow, we'd got to saying +less about the Sodality part of the meeting, and more about the _open_ +part. Most of the town would be there. We'd got the School Board to +leave us announce the second party for that night, following the +meeting, and music was coming, and us ladies had froze the ice-cream, +and the whole time reminded me of a big bud, flowered slow and bursting +sudden. + +"'Land, land,' I says, fervent, 'I feel like Friendship Village was a +person that I was going to meet to-night for the first time.' + +"'You express yourself so odd sometimes, Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes, +distant--but Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, they +both looked up and nodded, and they knew. + +"I set holding Christopher in Mis' Emmons's living-room, and thinking +about this and most everything else, when I looked out and see Insley +going along. He hadn't been back in town since Christopher's father's +funeral, two days before, and I'd been wanting to talk over with him a +thing or two that was likely to come up at the meeting, that of course +he was going to be at, and that had to be handled with thimbles on every +finger, or somebody'd get pricked. So I rapped smart on the upper sash +and called to him through the screen, but not before I had seen the look +on his face. I've caught that special look only once or twice in my +life--the look of somebody passing the house that is different to them +from all other houses in the world. The look that wants to be a look and +won't let itself be, that tries to turn the other way and can't start, +that thinks it's unconscious and knows it isn't, and that finally, with +Insley, give it up and looked Mis' Emmons's house straight in the face +for a minute, as if he might anyhow let himself have that much intimacy. + +"I had a little list of things I wanted to see go through that night. +Enough of us was ready to have Sodality perform its last cemetery rite +and bury itself so that that was pretty sure to go through, but I wanted +more than that, and several of us ladies did; and it looked to me like +the schoolhouse and the young folks and the milk and the meat of this +town could be done nice things to, so be we managed the meeting right. I +even had a wild dream that the whole new society might adopt +Christopher. Well, I donno why that's funny. It ain't funny when a club +makes a building or a play or a bazaar or a dinner. Why shouldn't it +make a man? + +"I told some of this to Insley, and he caught fire and lit up into a +torch and had it all thought out beforehand, better than I could of +dreamed it. But he made me feel bad. Haunted folks--folks haunted by +something that was and that isn't--always makes me feel bad. How is it +possible, I see he was asking himself the old, wore-out question, to +drive out of the world something that is the world? + +"While we talked, Christopher went off to sleep in my arms, and even +while I was so interested, I was enjoying the change that comes--the +head growing heavier and heavier on my arm, as if sleep weighed +something. + +"'Poor little kiddie,' I says, stupid. + +"'Rich little kiddie,' Insley says, wistful. + +"'Dear little kiddie,' says somebody else. + +"In the dining room doorway Robin stood--in a doorway as we had first +seen her. + +"'Put him over here on the couch, do,' she says. 'It's much too hot to +hold him, Calliope.' + +"She'd called me that at Mr. Bartlett's funeral, and I recollect how my +throat went all over me when she done so. Ain't it funny about your own +first name? It seems so _you_ when somebody nice says it for the first +time--more you than you ever knew you were. + +"Insley lifted Chris in his arms to do as she said, and then stood +staring at her across the child. + +"'I've been thinking,' he said, blunt--it's like watching the sign of +folks to watch the different kind of things that makes them blunt. 'It's +not my affair, but do you think you ought to let Chris get so--so used +to you? What will he do when you're--when you go away?' + +"At this she said nothing for a moment, then she smiled up at him. + +"'I meant what I told him that night his father died,' she answered. +'I'm going to keep Chris with me, always.' + +"'Always?' He stared at her, saw her face mean what she said. 'How fine +of you! How fine of Mr. Proudfit!' said Insley. + +"She waited just a breath, then she met his eyes, brave. + +"'Not fine of me,' she says--'only fine for me. And not--Mr. Proudfit +at all. I ought to take back what I told you--since I did tell you. That +is not going to be.' + +"I don't think Insley meant for a minute to show any lack of formal +respect for Christopher's sleep. But what Insley did was simply to turn +and sit him down, bolt upright, on my lap. Then he wheeled round, trying +to read her face. + +"'Do you mean you aren't going to marry him?' he demanded, rough--it's +like watching another sign of folks to watch for the one thing that will +make one or another rough. + +"'We are not going to be married,' she said. 'I mean that.' + +"I suppose likely the room went away altogether then, Christopher and me +included, and left Insley there in some place a long ways from +everywhere, with Robin's face looking at him. And he just naturally took +that face between his hands. + +"'Robin,' he said, 'don't make me wait to know.' + +"Insley was the suddenest thing. And land, what it done to her name to +have him say it. Just for a minute it sounded as if her name was the +population of the world,--but with room for everybody else, too. + +"I think she put up her hands to take down his hands, but when she +touched them, I think hers must have closed over his, next door to on +purpose. + +"'Dear,' she says, 'tell me afterward.' + +"In that minute of stillness in which any new heaven is let down on a +suitable new earth, a little voice piped up:-- + +"'Tell it now,' says the voice. 'Is it a story? Tell it now.' + +"And there was Christopher, wide awake where he had been set down rude +on my knee, and looking up at them, patient. + +"'I was dreamin' my dream,' he explained, polite. 'It was about all the +nice things there is: You and you and you and hot ice-cream and the +house's party.... Is they any more?' he asked, anxious. + +"Robin put out her arms for him, and she and Insley and I smiled at one +another over his head. + +"'Ever so many more,' we told him. + + +"I slipped out then and found Mis' Emmons, and I guess I come as near +shining as anything that's like me can. + +"'What's the matter?' she says to me. 'You look as if you'd turned up +the wick.' + +"'I did. They have. I won't tell,' I says. 'Oh, Mis' Emmons, I guess +the meeting to-night won't need to adopt Christopher.' + +"She looked up at me quick, and then she started shining, too. + +"'What a universe it is,' she says, '--what a universe it is.' + +"Then we went off down to the meeting together. And the village was +wonderful to go through, like a home some of us had hollowed out of the +hills and was living in, common. As we went walking to the schoolhouse, +the sidewalks seemed to me no more than ways dickered up to fasten us +together, and to fasten us to them whose feet had wore the road before +us, and to lead us to them that was coming, coming after: Christopher +and Eph and Spudge Cadoza and Otie Daniel, or them like these. Otie +Daniel had died the night before. Dr. Barrows had said Eph would not be +lame, but we see he wan't sure of the value of the boy's physical life. +But even so, even so we had a chance with Chris, and we had a chance +with Spudge, and we had millions more. My feet wanted to run along them +roads to meet the millions and my fingers tingled to get things ready. +And as we went down Daphne Street to that meeting, I see how we all +_was_ getting things ready, and I could of sung out for what I saw:-- + +"For Mame Holcomb, sprinkling clothes on the back porch and hurrying to +get to the hall. + +"For Mis' Uppers, picking her currants before she went, so's to get an +early start on her jam in the morning. + +"For Viny Liberty, setting sponge for her bread loud enough so we heard +her clear out in the street, and for Libby, shutting up her chicken coop +that they earned their own living with. + +"For Mis' Toplady, driving by with Timothy, and her in the brown silk +she'd made herself, like she's made all she's got. + +"For Abagail Arnold, wiping out her window to be filled to-morrow with +the pies of her hand. + +"For little Mis' Sparks, rocking her baby on the front stoop and +couldn't come to the meeting at all, 'count of having nobody to leave +him with. + +"For them that had left cloth bleaching in their side yards and was +saving the price of buying bleached. For them that had done their day's +work, from parlour to wood-shed, and had hurried up the supper dishes +and changed their dress and was on their way to the schoolhouse. For +them that had lived lives like this and had died at it. For all the +little dog-eared, wore-out account books where every one of them women +figured out careful what they couldn't spend. And I looked down the +street till I couldn't see no farther, and yet Daphne Street was going +on, round and round the world, and acrost and acrost it, full of women +doing the same identical way. And I could see away off to the places +that Daphne Street led past, where women has all these things done for +them and where the factories is setting them free, like us here in the +village ain't free just yet, and I felt a wicked envy for them that can +set their hands to the New Work, that us here in Friendship Village is +trying so hard to get in between whiles. And I could see away ahead to +times when sponge and currants and clothes and coops and similar won't +have to be mothered by women 'most as much as children are; but when +women, Away Off Then, will be mothers and workers and general human +beings such as yet we only know how to think about being, scrappy and +wishful. But all the time, in their arms and in ours and nowheres else, +lays all the rest of the world that is ever going to be. And something +in me kind of climbed out of me and run along ahead and looked back at +me over its shoulder and says: 'Keep up, keep up, Calliope.' And before +I knew it, right out loud, I says: 'I will. I will.' + +"An hour later, up in the schoolhouse, Silas Sykes stood arguing, to +the top of his tone, that the first work of the reorganized +society--that was to take in the whole town--had ought to be to buy a +bargain Cupid-and-fish fountain he knew of, for the market square. + +"'It's going to take years and years to do--everything,' says Mis' +Emmons to me, low. + +"But that didn't seem like much of anything to either of us. 'What if it +is,' I says. 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OF CANADA, <span class="smcap">Ltd.</span><br />TORONTO</p> + +<hr /> + +<h1>MOTHERS TO MEN</h1> + +<p class="bold space-above">BY</p> + +<p class="bold2">ZONA GALE</p> + +<p class="bold">AUTHOR OF "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE," "FRIENDSHIP VILLAGE<br /> +LOVE STORIES," "THE LOVES OF PELLEAS<br /> +AND ETARRE," ETC.</p> + +<p class="bold space-above">New York<br /> +THE MACMILLAN COMPANY<br /> +1911<br /> +<br /> +<i>All Rights Reserved</i></p> + +<hr /> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright, 1911, by The Butterick Publishing Company, The Ridgeway<br /> +Company, The Crowell Publishing Company, and The Standard<br /> +Fashion Company.</span></p> + +<p class="center"><span class="smcap">Copyright</span>, 1911,<br /><br /> +<span class="smcap">By</span> THE MACMILLAN COMPANY.<br />——<br /> +Set up and electrotyped. Published September, 1911.</p> + +<p class="center space-above">Norwood Press<br /> +J. S. Cushing Co.—Berwick & Smith Co.<br />Norwood, Mass., U.S.A.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p class="bold2">MOTHERS TO MEN</p> + +<hr /> + +<h2><span>CONTENTS</span></h2> + +<table summary="CONTENTS"> + <tr> + <td><span class="smaller">CHAPTER</span></td> + <td> <span class="smaller">PAGE</span></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>MOTHERS TO MEN</td> + <td><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>I</td> + <td><a href="#Page_13">13</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>II</td> + <td><a href="#Page_28">28</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>III</td> + <td><a href="#Page_37">37</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>IV</td> + <td><a href="#Page_64">64</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>V</td> + <td><a href="#Page_95">95</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>VI</td> + <td><a href="#Page_130">130</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>VII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_169">169</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>VIII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_195">195</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>IX</td> + <td><a href="#Page_206">206</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>X</td> + <td><a href="#Page_242">242</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>XI</td> + <td><a href="#Page_264">264</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>XII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_284">284</a></td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td>XIII</td> + <td><a href="#Page_314">314</a></td> + </tr> +</table> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p> + +<h2>MOTHERS TO MEN</h2> + +<p>"Daddy!"</p> + +<p>The dark was so thick with hurrying rain that the child's voice was +drowned. So he splashed forward a few steps in the mud and puddles of +the highway and plucked at the coat of the man tramping before. The man +took a hand from a pocket and stooped somewhat to listen, still plodding +ahead.</p> + +<p>"Daddy! It's the hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went right +through that hole an' it chokes my toe awful."</p> + +<p>The man suddenly squatted in the mud, presenting a broad, scarcely +distinguishable back.</p> + +<p>"Climb up," he commanded.</p> + +<p>The boy wavered. His body ached with weariness, his feet were sore and +cold, something in his head was numb. But in a moment he ran on, two +steps or three, past the man.</p> + +<p>"Nope," he said, "I'm seeing if I could walk all the way. I could—yet. +I just told you 'bout my toe, daddy, 'cause I <i>had</i> to talk about it."</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span></p><p>The man said nothing, but he rose and groped for the child's arm and +got it about the armpit, and, now and then as they walked, he pulled the +shoulder awkwardly upward, trying to help.</p> + +<p>After a time of silence the rain subsided a little, so that the child's +voice was less like a drowned butterfly.</p> + +<p>"Daddy," he said, "what's velvet?"</p> + +<p>"I dunno, sonny. Some kind of black cloth, I guess. Why?"</p> + +<p>"It came in my head," the child explained. "I was tryin' to think of +nice things. Velvet sounds like a king's clothes—but it sounds like a +coffin too. I didn't know if it's a nice thing."</p> + +<p>This, the man understood swiftly, was because <i>her</i> coffin had been +black velvet—the coffin which he had had no money to buy for her, for +his wife and the boy's mother, the coffin which had been bought with the +poor fund of a church which he had never entered. "What other nice thing +you been thinkin' of?" he asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Circus. An' angels. An' ice-cream. An' a barrel o' marbles. An' bein' +warm an' clean stockin's an' rocked...."</p> + +<p>"My God!" said the man.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p><p>The child looked up expectantly.</p> + +<p>"Did he say anything back?" he inquired eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Not a word," said the man in his throat.</p> + +<p>"Lemme try," said the child. "God—oh, God—<i>God dear</i>!" he called into +the night.</p> + +<p>From the top of the hill on the edge of the Pump pasture which in that +minute they had reached, they suddenly saw, cheery and yellow and alive, +the lamps of Friendship Village, shining in the valley; and away at one +side, less in serene contemplation than in deliberate withdrawal, shone +the lights of a house set alone on its hill.</p> + +<p>"Oh, daddy, daddy—look at the lights!" the child cried. "God didn't say +nothin' with words. Maybe he talks with lights instead of 'em."</p> + +<p>The man quickened his steps until, to keep pace with him, the little boy +broke into uneven running.</p> + +<p>"Is those lights where we're goin', daddy?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"That's where," said the man. He put his hand in his pocket and felt for +the fifteen cents that lay there, wrapped in paper. The fancied odour +and warmth of something to drink caught at him until he could hardly +bear the longing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span></p><p>But before he could get to the drink he must do something else. The man +had been fighting away the thought of what he meant to do. But when they +entered the village and were actually upon its main street, lonely in +the rainy, eight o'clock summer dusk, what he meant to do had to be +faced. So he began looking this way and that for a place to leave the +child. There was a wagon shop. Old wagons stood under the open shed, +their thills and tongues hanging, not expectant of journeys like those +of new wagons, but idle, like the worn arms of beaten men. Some men, he +thought, would leave the boy there, to sleep under a seat and be found +in the morning; but he was no such father as that, he reflected +complacently. He meant to leave the boy in a home, give him a fair +start. There was a little house with a broken picket fence—someway she +wouldn't have liked him to be there; <i>she</i> always liked things nice. He +had never been able to give the boy much that was nice, but now, he said +to himself, he would take nothing second rate. There was a grocery with +a light above stairs where very likely the family lived, and there, too, +was a dry stairway where the child could sit and wait until somebody +came—no, not there either.... "The best ain't none too good for the +little fellow," thought the man.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p><p>"Dad-<i>ee</i>!" cried the child suddenly.</p> + +<p>He had run a few steps on and stood with his nose against the misty pane +of Abagail Arnold's Home Bakery. Covered with pink mosquito-netting were +a plate of sugar rolls, a fruit cake, a platter of cream puffs, and a +tall, covered jar of shelled nuts.</p> + +<p>"Hustle up—you!" said the man roughly, and took him by the arm again.</p> + +<p>"I was comin'," said the little boy.</p> + +<p>Why not leave the child at the bakery? No—a house. It must be a house, +with a porch and a front stair and big upstairs rooms and a look of +money-in-the-bank. He was giving care to the selection. It was as if he +were exercising some natural paternal office, to be scrupulously +discharged. Music issued from the wooden saloon building with the false +two-story front and the coloured windows; from a protesting piano a +dance tune was being furiously forced, and, as the door swung open, the +tap and thud of feet, the swell of voices and laughter, the odour of the +spirits caught at the cold and weary man. "Hurry along—hurry along!" he +bade the boy roughly. That was where he would come back afterward, but +first he must find the right place for the boy.</p> + +<p>Vaguely he was seeking for that section of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> the village which it would +call "the residence part," with that ugly and naked appropriation of the +term which excludes all the humbler homes from residence-hood at all. +But when he had turned aside from the main street he came upon the First +Church, with lights streaming from the ground-glass windows of the +prayer-meeting room, and he stood still, staring up at it.</p> + +<p>She had cared a good deal about that sort of thing. Churches did +good—it was a church that had buried her when he could not. Why not +there? Why not leave the child there?</p> + +<p>He turned aside and mounted the three wooden steps and sat down, drawing +the boy beside him. Grateful for a chance to rest, the child turned +sidewise and dropped his head heavily on his father's arm. There was +light enough for the father to see the thick, wet hair on the babyish +forehead.</p> + +<p>"I did walked all the way, didn't I?" the child said triumphantly.</p> + +<p>"You bet you did," said his father absently.</p> + +<p>Since the boy's mother had died only three months had passed, but in +that time had been crowded for the child a lifetime of physical misery. +Before that time, too, there had been hunger and cold and the torture of +the continual<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> quarreling between that mother, sickly, half-fed, +irritable, and this father, out of work and drunken. Then the mother had +died, and the man had started out with the boy, seeking new work where +they would not know his old vice. And in these three months, for the +boy's sake, that old vice had been kept bound. For the boy's sake he had +been sober and, if the chance had come, he would have been industrious. +But, save for odd jobs, the chance never came; there seemed to be a kind +of ineffectualness in the way he asked for work which forbade him a +trial. Then one day, after almost three months of the struggle, he had +waked to the old craving, to the need, the instant need, for liquor. He +had faced the situation honestly. He knew, or thought he knew, his power +of endurance. He knew that in a day or two he would be worsted, and that +there would follow a period of which, afterward, he would remember +nothing. Meanwhile, what of the boy? He had a fondness for the boy, and +there remained to the man some shreds of decency and even of tradition. +He would not turn him over to the "authorities." He would not cast him +adrift in the city. He resolved to carry him to the country, to some +near little town where, dimly it seemed to him, the people would be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> +more likely to take him in. "They have more time—an' more room—an' +more to eat," he sought to explain it to himself. So he had walked, and +the child had walked, from the City to Friendship Village. He must find +a place to leave him: why not leave him here on the church steps, +"outside the meetin'?"</p> + +<p>"Don't you go to sleep, kiddie," he said, and shook him lightly.</p> + +<p>"I was jus' restin' my eye-flaps. Eye-things. <i>What</i> are they, daddy?"</p> + +<p>"Eye-lids."</p> + +<p>"Yes. Them. They're tired, too," said the child, and smiled—the sleepy +smile which gave his face a baby winsomeness. Then he snuggled in the +curve of arm, like a drowsy, nosing puppy.</p> + +<p>The father sat looking down on him, and in his breast something pulled. +In these three months he had first become really acquainted with the +boy, had first performed for him little personal offices—sewed on a +button or two, bought him shoes, bound up a hurt finger. In this time, +too, he had first talked with him alone, tried to answer his questions. +"Where <i>is</i> my mamma, an' will she rock somebody else?" "Are you going +to be my daddy till you die, an' <i>then</i> who'll be?" "What is the biggest +thing everybody knows? Can I know it too?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span>... Also, in these three +months, at night he had gone to sleep, sometimes in a bed, oftener in a +barn, now and again under the stars, with the child breathing within his +reach, and had waked to keep him covered with his own coat. Now he was +going to end all this.</p> + +<p>"It ain't fair to the kid not to. It ain't fair to cart him around like +this," he said over and over, defending himself before some dim +dissenter.</p> + +<p>The boy suddenly swung back from his father's arm and looked up in his +face. "Will—will there be any supper till morning?" he asked.</p> + +<p>You might have thought that the man did not hear, he sat so still +looking down the wet road-ruts shining under the infrequent lamps. +Hunger and cold, darkness and wet and ill-luck—why should he not keep +the boy from these? It was not deserting his child; it was giving him +into better hands. It did not occur to him that the village might not +accept the charge. Anything would be better than what he himself had to +give. Hunger and cold and darkness....</p> + +<p>"You stay still here a minute, sonny," said the man.</p> + +<p>"You goin' 'way?" the child demanded.</p> + +<p>"A minute. You stay still here—right<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> where you are," said the man, and +went into the darkness.</p> + +<p>The little boy sat still. He was wide awake now that he was alone; the +walls of the dark seemed suddenly to recede, and instead of merely the +church steps there was the whole black, listening world to take account +of. He sat alert, trying to warm each hand on the cold wrist of its +fellow. Where had his father gone? To find them a place to stay? Suppose +he came back and said that he had found them a home; and they should go +to it; and it would have a coal stove and a bedstead, and a pantry with +cookies and brown sugar in the jars. And a lady would come and cook +molasses candy for him....</p> + +<p>All this time something was hurting him intolerably. It was the foot, +and the biggest toe, and the hole that was "choking" <i>him</i>. He fumbled +at his shoe laces, but they were wet and the shoes were wet and sodden, +and he gave it up. Where had his father gone? How big the world seemed +when he was gone, and how <i>different</i> the night was. And when the lady +had the molasses candy cooked, like in a story, she would cool it at the +window and they would cut it in squares....</p> + +<p>As suddenly as he had gone, his father reappeared from the darkness.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p><p>"Here," he said roughly, and thrust in the child's hands a paper bag. +And when he had opened it eagerly there were sugar rolls and cream puffs +and a piece of fruit cake and some shelled nuts. Fifteen cents' worth of +food, badly enough selected, in all conscience, but—fifteen cents' +worth. The fifteen cents which the man had been carrying in his pocket, +wrapped in paper.</p> + +<p>"Now set there," said his father, "an' eat 'em up. An' listen, son. Set +there till folks come out from in there. Set there till they come out. +An' here's somethin' I'm puttin' in your coat pocket—see? It's a paper. +Don't you look at it. But when the folks come out from in there—an' ask +you anything—you show 'em that. Remember. Show 'em that."</p> + +<p>In the prayer-meeting room the reed organ sent out some trembling, +throaty chords, and the little group in there sang an old melody. It was +strange to the man, as he listened—</p> + +<div class="center"><div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<div>"Break thou the bread of life</div> +<div>To me, to me—"</div> +</div></div></div> + +<p>but, "That's it," he thought, "that's it. Break it to him—I can't. All +I can give him is stuff in a paper bag, an' not always that. Now you +break it to him—"</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p><p>"Dad-<i>ee</i>!" cried the child. "You!"</p> + +<p>Startled, the man looked down at him. It was almost like a counter +charge. But the child was merely holding out to him half his store. The +man shook his head and went down the steps to the sidewalk and turned to +look back at the child munching happily from the paper sack. "Break it +to him—break it to him—God!" the father muttered, as he might have +used a charm.</p> + +<p>Again the child looked out expectantly.</p> + +<p>"Did he say anything back?" he asked eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Not a word—not a word," said the man again. This time he laughed, +nervously and foolishly. "But mebbe he will," he mumbled +superstitiously. "I dunno. Now, you set there. An' then you give 'em the +paper—an' go with anybody out o' the church that asks you. Dad may not +get back for—quite a while...."</p> + +<p>The man went. The child, deep in the delight of a cream puff, wondered +and looked after him troublously, and was vaguely comforted by the +murmur of voices beyond the doors.</p> + +<p>"Why, God didn't answer back because he was to the church meeting," the +child thought, when he heard the people moving about within.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span></p> + +<h2>I</h2> + +<p>"Inside the church that night," Calliope Marsh is wont to tell it, "the +Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality was having one +of our special meetings, with hot chocolate and ice lemonade and two +kinds of wafers. There wasn't a very big attendance, account of the +rain, and there was so much refreshments ready that us ladies was urgin' +the men to have all they wanted.</p> + +<p>"'Drink both kinds, Timothy,' Mis Toplady says to her husband, +persuadin'; 'it'll have to be throwed away if somebody don't drink it +up.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord, Amandy,' says Timothy, testy, 'I do hate to be sicked on to my +food like that. It takes away my appetite, same as poison would.'</p> + +<p>"'They always do it,' says Jimmy Sturgis, morose. 'My wife'll say to me, +"Jimmy, eat up them cold peas. They'll spoil if you don't," and, "Jimmy, +can't you make 'way with them cold pancakes?" Till I wish't I could +starve.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, if you hadn't et up things,' says Mis' Sturgis, mild, 'we'd of +been scrappin' in the poor-house by now. I dunno but I'd ruther scrap +where I am.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span></p><p>"'Sure!' says Postmaster Silas Sykes, that always pours oil on troubled +waters except when the trouble is his own; and then he churns them.</p> + +<p>"'I dunno what ailed me in business meeting to-night,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I declare, I was full as nervous as a +witch. I couldn't keep my feet still anywheres.'</p> + +<p>"'The fidgets,' comprehends Mis' Uppers, sympathetic. 'I get 'em in my +feet 'long toward night sometimes. Turn an' twist an' shift—I know the +feeling. Whenever my feet begin that, I always give right up an' take +off my shoes an' get into my rubbers.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I wish't I had some rubbers now,' says Mis' Mayor Uppers. 'I +wore my best shoes out to tea an' come right from tea here, like a +maniac. An' now look at me, in my Three Dollar-and-a-half kids an' the +streets runnin' rivers.'</p> + +<p>"'You take my rubbers,' Mis' Timothy Toplady offered. 'I've set with 'em +on all evening because I always get 'em mixed up at Sodality, an' I +declare the water'll feel good to my poor feet.'</p> + +<p>"'No, no, don't you trouble,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I'll just slip my shoes +off an' track that one block in my stocking feet. Then I'll put 'em in +good, hot water an' go to bed. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> wouldn't of come out to-night at all +if it hadn't of been for the professor.'</p> + +<p>"'For goodness' sakes,' I says, 'don't call him that. You know how he +hates it.'</p> + +<p>"'But I do like to say it,' Mis' Uppers insists, wistful. 'He's the only +professor I ever knew.'</p> + +<p>"'Me either,' I says—and I knew how she felt.</p> + +<p>"Just the same, we was getting to like Mr. Insley too much to call him +that if he didn't want it, or even 'doctor' that was more common, though +over to Indian Mound College, half way between us and the City, he is +one or both, and I dunno but his name tapers off with capital letters, +same as some.</p> + +<p>"'I just came over here to work,' he told us when we first see him. 'I +don't profess anything. And "doctor" means teacher, you know, and I'm +just learning things. Must you have a formal title for me? Won't Mr. +do?'</p> + +<p>"Most of the College called him just 'Insley,' friendly and approving, +and dating back to his foot-ball days, and except when we was speaking +to him, we commonly got to calling him that too. A couple of months +before he'd come over from the College with a letter of introduction +from one of the faculty to Postmaster Silas Sykes,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> that is an alderman +and our professional leading citizen. The letter from the College said +that we could use Mr. Insley in any local civic work we happened to be +doing.</p> + +<p>"'Civic work?' Silas says to him, thoughtful. 'You mean shuttin' up +saloons an' like that?'</p> + +<p>"'Not necessarily,' he told him. 'Just work with folks, you know.'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, settin' out bushes?' Silas asks.</p> + +<p>"'Whatever you're most interested in, Mr. Sykes,' says he. 'Isn't there +some organization that's doing things here?'</p> + +<p>"Silas wasn't interested in so very much of anything except Silas. But +the word 'organization' helped him out.</p> + +<p>"'There's the Friendship Married Ladies Cemetery Improvement Sodality,' +says he. 'That must be the very kind of a thing you mean.'</p> + +<p>"Insley laughed a little, but he let Mis' Sykes, that loves new things +and new people, bring him to our next evening meeting in the church +parlors, and he'd been back several times, not saying much, but just +getting acquainted. And that rainy night, when the men met with us to +talk over some money raising for Sodality, we'd asked him to come over +too. We all liked him. He had a kind of a used-to-things way, and you +felt like you'd always known him or, for the time<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> you hadn't, that +you'd both missed something out; and he had a nice look too, a look that +seemed to be saying 'good morning' and to be beginning a fine, new +day—the best day yet.</p> + +<p>"He'd set there kind of broodin' the most of that evening, drinking +whatever anybody brought him, but not putting his mind to it so very +much; but it was a bright broodin', an' one that made you think of +something that's going to open and not just of something that's shut up. +You can brood both ways, but the effect is as different as a bud from a +core.</p> + +<p>"'Speakin' of money raisin' for Sodality,' says Silas Sykes, kind of +pretend hearty and pretend casual, like he does, 'why don't Sodality +make some money off'n the Fourth of July? Everybody else is.'</p> + +<p>("Sodality always speaks of itself and of the Cemetery real intimate, +without the <i>the</i>, an' everybody's got to doing it.)</p> + +<p>"Us ladies all set still and kept still. The Fourth of July, that was +less than a week off, was a sore point with us, being we'd wanted a +celebration that would <i>be</i> a celebration, and not merely a money-raiser +for the town.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I say canvass, house to house,' says Timothy. 'Folks would give +you a dime to get<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> you off'n the front porch that wouldn't come out to a +dime entertainment, never.'</p> + +<p>"'Why not ask them that's got Dead in their own families, to pay out for +'em, an' leave them alone that's got livin' mouths to feed?' says Threat +Hubbelthwait, querulous. Threat ain't no relations but his wife, and he +claims to have no Dead of his own. I always say they must be either +living or dead, or else where's Threat come in? But he won't admit it.</p> + +<p>"'What you raisin' money for anyhow?' asks Eppleby Holcomb, quiet. +Eppleby always keeps still a long time, and then lets out something +vital.</p> + +<p>"As a matter of fact, Sodality didn't have no real work on hand, +Cemetery lookin' real neat and tasty for Cemetery, and no immediate dead +coming on as far as we could know; but we didn't have much of anything +in the treasury, either. And when we didn't have any work on hand, we +was in the habit of raising money, and when we'd got some money earnt, +we was in the habit of devising some nice way to spend it. And so we +kept Sodality real alive.</p> + +<p>"'Well, there may not be any active dead just now,' Mis' Sykes explains +it, 'but they are sure to die and need us. We had two country funerals +to pay for last year. Or I might say,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> one an' a half, one corpse +contributing half enough for his own support in Cemetery.'</p> + +<p>"With that Insley spoke up, kind of firm and nice, with muscles in his +tone, like he does:</p> + +<p>"'What's the matter with doing something with these folks before they +die?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"I guess we all looked kind of blank—like when you get asked <i>why</i> +Columbus discovered America and all you know how to answer is just the +date he done so on.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'do what?'</p> + +<p>"'Mustn't there be something to do with them, living, if there's +everything to be done for them, dead?' Insley asks.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a' says Mis' Sykes, 'I don't know that I understand just how you +mean that. Perhaps the Mission Band—'</p> + +<p>"'No,' says Insley. 'You. Us.'</p> + +<p>"I never knew a man to say so little and yet to get so much said.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a,' says Mis' Sykes, 'of course Sodality was formed with the idee +of caring for Cemetery. You see that lets in the Dead only.'</p> + +<p>"'Gosh,' says Eppleby Holcomb, 'how exclusive.' But I don't know as +anybody heard him but me.</p> + +<p>"'I know,' says Insley, slow. 'Well, at any rate, perhaps there are +things that all of us <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span>Living might do together—for the sake, say, of +earning some money for the Dead. There'd be no objection to that, would +there?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, no,' says Mis' Sykes. 'I'm sure nobody could take exception to +<i>that</i>. Of course you always have to earn money out of the living.'</p> + +<p>"Insley looked at us all kind of shy—at one and another and another of +us, like he thought he might find some different answer in somebody's +eyes. I smiled at him, and so did Mis' Toplady, and so did Eppleby; and +Mis' Eleanor Emmons, the widow-lady, lately moved in, she nodded. But +the rest set there like their faces was on wrong side out and didn't +show no true pattern.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' he says, not quite knowing how to make us understand what he +was driving at, 'I mean, let's get to know these folks while they are +alive. Aren't we all more interested in folks, than we are in their +graves?'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Folks</i>,' Timothy Toplady says over, meditative, like he'd heard of +members, customers, clients, murderers and the like, but never of folks.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' Insley says again, 'oh, any one of a dozen things. For +instance, do something jolly that'll give your young people something to +do evenings—get them to help earn the money for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> Cemetery, if you want +to,' he adds, laughing a little.</p> + +<p>"'There's goin' to be a Vigilance Committee to see after the young folks +of Friendship Village, nights,' says Silas Sykes, grim.</p> + +<p>"'You might have town parties, have the parties in schools and in the +town hall,' Insley goes on, 'and talk over the Cemetery that belongs to +you all, and talk over the other things besides the Cemetery that belong +to you all. Maybe I could help,' he adds, 'though I own up to you now +I'm really more fond of folks—speaking by and large—than I am of +tombstones.'</p> + +<p>"He said a little more to us, about how folks was doing in the world +outside the village, and he was so humorous about it that they never +knew how something inside him was hopping with hope, like I betted it +was, with his young, divine enthusiasm. And when he'd got done he +waited, all grave and eager, for somebody to peep up. And it was, as it +would be, Silas Sykes who spoke first.</p> + +<p>"'It's all right, it's all right,' says he, 'so long as Sodality don't +go meddling in the village affairs—petitionin' the council and +protestin' an' so on. That gets any community all upset.'</p> + +<p>"'That's so,' says Timothy, nodding. <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span>'Meetin', singin' songs, servin' +lemonade an' plantin' things in the ground is all right enough. It helps +on the fellow feelin' amazin'. But pitchin' in for reforms and things—' +Timothy shook his head.</p> + +<p>"'As to reforms,' says Insley, 'give me the fellowship, and the reforms +will take care of themselves.'</p> + +<p>"'Things is quite handy about takin' their course, though,' says Silas, +'so be we don't yank open the cocoons an' buds an' others.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Mis' Uppers, 'I can't do much more, Professor. I'm drove +to death, as it is. I don't even get time to do my own improvin' round +the place.' Mis' Uppers always makes that her final argument. 'Sew for +the poor?' I've heard her say. 'Why, I can't even get my own fall sewing +done.'</p> + +<p>"'Me, too,' and, 'Me, either,' went round the circle. And, 'I can't do a +great deal myself,' says Mis' Sykes, 'not till after my niece goes +away.'</p> + +<p>"I thought, 'I shouldn't think you could tend to much of anything else, +not with Miss Beryl Sessions in the house.' That was the Sykes's niece, +till then unknown to them, that we'd all of us heard nothing but, since +long before she come. But of course I kept still, part because I was +expecting an unknown niece of my own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> in a week or so, and your unknown +relatives is quite likely to be glass houses.</p> + +<p>"'Another thing,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'don't let's us hold any +doin's in this church, kicking up the new cork that the Ladies' Aid has +just put down on the floor. It'll all be tracked up in no time, letting +in Tom, Dick, and Harry.'</p> + +<p>"'Don't let's get the church mixed up in anything outside, for pity's +sakes,' says Silas. 'The trustees'll object to our meeting here, if we +quit working for a dignified object and go to making things mutual, +promiscuous. Churches has got to be church-like.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, Silas,' says Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying anything, +'I donno as some of us could bring ourselves to think of Christ as real +Christ-like, if he come back the way he use' to be.'</p> + +<p>"Insley sat looking round on them all, still with his way of saying good +morning on a good day. I wondered if he wasn't wishing that they'd hang +on that way to something worth hanging to. For I've always thought, and +I think now, that they's a-plenty of stick-to-itiveness in the world; +but the trouble is, it's stuck to the wrong thing.</p> + +<p>"The talk broke up after that, like somebody had said something in bad +taste; and we <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span>conversed around in groups, and done our best to make +'way with the refreshments. And Insley set talking to Mis' Eleanor +Emmons, the new widow, lately moved in.</p> + +<p>"About Mis' Emmons the social judgment of Friendship Village was for the +present hanging loose. This was partly because we didn't understand her +name.</p> + +<p>"'My land, was her husband a felon or a thief or what that she don't use +his name?' everybody asked everybody. 'What's she stick her own name in +front of his last name like that for? Sneaked out of usin' his Christian +name as soon as his back was turned, <i>I</i> call it,' said some. 'My land, +I'd use my dead husband's forename if it was Nebuchadnezzar. <i>My</i> +opinion, we'd best go slow till she explains herself.'</p> + +<p>"But I guess Insley had more confidence.</p> + +<p>"'You'll help, I know?' I heard him say to Mis' Emmons.</p> + +<p>"'My friend,' she says back, 'whatever I can do I'll do. It's a big job +you're talking about, you know.'</p> + +<p>"'It's <i>the</i> big job,' says Insley, quiet.</p> + +<p>"Pretty soon Mis' Toplady got up on her feet, drawing her shawl up her +back.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she says, 'whatever you decide, count on me—I'll always do for +chinkin' in.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> I've got to get home now and set my bread or it won't be +up till day <i>after</i> to-morrow. Ready, Timothy? Good night all.'</p> + +<p>"She went towards the door, Timothy following. But before they got to +it, it opened, and somebody come in, at the sight of who Mis' Toplady +stopped short and the talk of the rest of us fell away. No stranger, +much, comes to Friendship Village without our knowing it, and to have a +stranger walk unbeknownst into the very lecture-room of the First Church +was a thing we never heard of, without he was a book agent or a +travelling man.</p> + +<p>"Here, though, was a stranger—and such a stranger. She was so +unexpected and so dazzling that it shot through my head she was like a +star, taking refuge from all the roughness and the rain outside—a star, +so it come in my head, using up its leisure on a cloudy night with +peepin' in here and there to give out brightness anyway. The rough, dark +cheviot that the girl wore was sort of like a piece of storm-cloud +clinging about that brightness—a brightness of wind-rosy face and blowy +hair, all uncovered. She stood on the threshold, holding her wet +umbrella at arm's length out in the entry.</p> + +<p>"'I beg your pardon. Are you ready, Aunt Eleanor?' she asked.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Eleanor Emmons turned and looked at her.</p> + +<p>"'Robin!' she says. 'Why, you must be wet through.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm pretty wet,' says the girl, serene, 'I'm so messy I won't come in. +I'll just stop out here on the steps. Don't hurry.'</p> + +<p>"'Wait a minute,' Mis' Emmons says. 'Stay where you are then, please, +Robin, and meet these people.'</p> + +<p>"The girl threw the door wide, and she stepped back into the vestibule, +where her umbrella had been trailing little puddles; and she stood there +against the big, black background of the night and the village, while +Mis' Emmons presented her.</p> + +<p>"'This is my niece, Miss Sidney,' she told us. 'She has just come to me +to-day—for as long as I can keep her. Will you all come to see her?'</p> + +<p>"It wasn't much the way Mis' Sykes had done, singing praises of Miss +Beryl Sessions for weeks on end before she'd got there; nor the way I +was doing, wondering secret about my unknown niece, and what she'd be +like. Mis' Emmons introduced her niece like she'd always been one of us. +She said our names over, and we went towards her; and Miss Sidney leaned +a little inside the frame of the doorway and put<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> out her hand to us +all, a hand that didn't have any glove on and that in spite of the rain, +was warm.</p> + +<p>"'I'm so sorry,' she says, 'I'm afraid I'm disgracing Aunt Eleanor. But +I couldn't help it. I love to walk in the rain.'</p> + +<p>"'That's what rain is for,' Insley says to her; and I see the two change +smiles before Mis' Hubbelthwait's 'Well, I do hope you've got some good +high rubbers on your feet' made the girl grave again—a sweet grave, not +a stiff grave. You can be grave both ways, and they're as different from +each other as soup from hot water.</p> + +<p>"'I have, thank you,' she says, 'big storm boots. Did you know,' she +adds, 'that somebody else is waiting out here? Somebody's little bit of +a beau? And I'm afraid he's gone to sleep.'</p> + +<p>"We looked at one another, wondering. Who was waiting for any of us? +'Not me,' one after another says, positive. 'We've all raced home alone +from this church since we was born,' Mis' Uppers adds, true enough.</p> + +<p>"We was curious, with that curiosity that it's kind of fun to have, and +we all crowded forward into the entry. And a little to one side of the +shining lamp path was setting a child—a little boy, with a paper bag in his arms.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p> + +<h2>II</h2> + +<p>"Who on earth was he, we wondered to ourselves, and we all jostled +forward, trying to see down to him, us women lifting up our skirts from +the entry wet. He was like a little wad of clothes, bunched up on the +top step, but inside them the little fellow was all curled up, sleeping. +And we knew he hadn't come for any of us, and he didn't look like he was +waiting for anybody in particular.</p> + +<p>"Silas fixed up an explanation, ready-done:—</p> + +<p>"'He must belong down on the flats,' says Silas. 'The idear of his +sleepin' here. I said we'd oughter hev a gate acrost the vestibule.'</p> + +<p>"'Roust him up an' start him home,' says Timothy Toplady, adviceful.</p> + +<p>"'I will,' says Silas, that always thinks it's his share to do any +unclaimed managing; and he brought down his hand towards the child's +shoulder. But his hand didn't get that far.</p> + +<p>"'Let me wake him up,' says Robin Sidney.</p> + +<p>"She laid her umbrella in the wet of the steps and, Silas being +surprised into giving way, she stooped over the child. She woke him up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> +neither by speaking to him nor grasping his arm, but she just slipped +her hands along his cheeks till her hands met under his chin, and she +lifted up his chin, gentle.</p> + +<p>"'Wake up and look at me,' she says.</p> + +<p>"The child opened his eyes, with no starting or bewildering, and looked +straight up into her face. There was light enough for us all to see that +he smiled bright, like one that's real glad some waiting is done. And +she spoke to him, not making a point of it and bringing it out like +she'd aimed it at him, but just matter-of-fact gentle and commonplace +tender.</p> + +<p>"'Whose little boy are you?' she ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'I'm goin' with whoever wants me to go with 'em,' says the child.</p> + +<p>"'But who are you—where do you live?' she says to him. 'You live, don't +you—in this town?'</p> + +<p>"The child shook his head positive.</p> + +<p>"'I lived far,' he told her, 'in that other place. I come up here with +my daddy. He says he might not come back to-night.'</p> + +<p>"Robin Sidney knelt right down before him on the wet steps.</p> + +<p>"'Truly,' she said, 'haven't you any place to go to-night?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, yes,' says the child, 'he says I must<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> go with whoever wants me to +go with 'em. Do—do you?'</p> + +<p>"At that Miss Sidney looked up at us, swift, and down again. The wind +had took hold of a strand of her hair and blew it across her eyes, and +she was pushing it away as she got up. And by then Insley was standing +before her, back of the little boy, that he suddenly stooped down and +picked up in his arms.</p> + +<p>"'Let's get inside, shall we?' he says, commanding. 'Let's all go back +in and see about him.'</p> + +<p>"We went back into the church, even Silas taking orders, though of +course that was part curiosity; and Insley sat down with the child on +his knee, and held out the child's feet in his hand.</p> + +<p>"'He's wet as a rat,' he says. 'Look at his shoes.'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, make him tell his name, why don't you?' says Mis' Sykes, +sharp. '<i>I</i> think we'd ought to find out who he is. What's your name, +Boy?' she adds, brisk.</p> + +<p>"Insley dropped the boy's feet and took a-hold of one of his hands. +'Yes,' he says, hasty, 'we must try to do that.' But he looked right +straight over Mis' Sykes's shoulder to where, beyond the others, Robin +Sidney was standing.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> 'He was your friend first,' he said to her. 'You +found him.'</p> + +<p>"She come and knelt down beside the child where, on Insley's knee, he +sat staring round, all wondering and questioning, to the rest of us. But +she seemed to forget all about the rest of us, and I loved the way she +was with that little strange boy. She kind of put her hands on him, +wiping the raindrops off his face, unbuttoning his wet coat, doing a +little something to his collar; and every touch was a kind of a little +stroke that some women's hands give almost without their knowing it. I +loved to watch her, because I'm always as stiff as a board with a +child—unless I'm alone with them. Then I ain't.</p> + +<p>"'My name's Robin,' she says to the little fellow. 'What's yours, dear?'</p> + +<p>"'Christopher,' he says right off. 'First, Christopher. An' then John. +An' then Bartlett. Have you only got one name?' he asked her.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, I've got two,' she says. 'The rest of mine is Sidney. Where—'</p> + +<p>"'Only two?' says the child. 'Why, I've got three.'</p> + +<p>"'Only two,' she answers. 'Where did your father go—don't you know +that, Christopher?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span></p><p>"That seemed to make him think of something, and he looked down at his +paper bag.</p> + +<p>"'First he bringed me these,' he says, and his face lighted up and he +held out his bag to her. 'You can have one my cream-puffs,' he offers +her, magnificent. I held my breath for fear she wouldn't take it, but +she did. 'What fat ones!' she says admiring, and held it in her hand +while she asked him more. It was real strange how we stood around, us +older women and all, waiting for her to see what she could get out of +him. But there wasn't any use. He was to go with whoever asked him to +go—that was all he knew.</p> + +<p>"Silas Sykes snaps his watch. 'It's gettin' late,' he gives out, with a +backward look at nothing in particular. 'Hadn't we best just leave him +at the police station? Threat Hubbelthwait and me go right past there.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady, she sweeps round on him, pulling her shawl over her +shoulders—one of them gestures of some women that makes it seem like +even them that works hard and don't get out much of anywhere has motions +left in them that used to be motioned in courts and castles and like +that. 'Police station! Silas Sykes,' says she, queenly, 'you put me in +mind of a stone wall, you're that sympathizin'.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></p><p>"'Well, <i>we</i> can't take him, Amandy,' Timothy Toplady reminds her, +hurried. 'We live too far. 'Twouldn't do to walk him 'way there.' +Timothy will give, but he wants to give to his own selected poor that he +knows about; an' he won't never allow himself no luxuries in givin' here +an' there, when something just happens to come up.</p> + +<p>"'Land, he may of come from where there's disease—you can't tell,' says +Mis' Uppers. 'I think we'd ought to go slow.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says two-three others, 'we'd best go slow. Why, his father may +be looking for him.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Eleanor Emmons spoke up serene.</p> + +<p>"'While we're going slow,' she says, 'I think I'll just take him home +and get his feet dry. I live the nearest. Mr. Sykes, you might report +him at the police station as you go by, in case someone is looking for +him. And if nobody inquires, he can sleep on my couch beside my grate +fire to-night. Can't he, Robin?'</p> + +<p>"'I'd love it,' says the girl.</p> + +<p>"'Excellent,' says Insley, and set the little boy on his feet.</p> + +<p>"But when he done that, the child suddenly swung round and caught Miss +Sidney's arm and looked up in her face; and his little nose was screwed +up alarming.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span></p><p>"'What <i>is</i> it—what's the matter, Christopher?' she ask' him. And the +rest of us that had begun moving to go, stopped to listen. And in that +little stillness Christopher told us:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' he says, 'it's that hole near my biggest toe. My biggest toe went +right through that hole. And it's <i>chokin'</i> me.'</p> + +<p>"Just exactly as if a hand had kind of touched us all, a nice little +stir went round among us women. And with that, Insley, who had been +standing there so big and strong and able and willing, and waiting for a +chance to take hold, he just simply put his hands on his knees and +stooped over and made his back right for the little fellow to climb up +on. The child knew what it was for, soon enough—we see somebody +somewheres must of been doing it for him before, for he scrambled right +up, laughing, and Miss Sidney helping him. And a kind of a little +ripple, that wan't no true words, run round among us all. Most women and +some men is strong on ripples of this sort, but when it comes right down +to doing something in consequence, we ain't so handy.</p> + +<p>"'Leave me come along and help take care of him a little while,' I says; +and I thought it was because I was ashamed of myself and trying to make +up for not offering before. But<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> I think really what was the matter with +me was that I just plain wanted to go along with that little boy.</p> + +<p>"'I'm your automobile,' says Insley to the little fellow, and he laughed +out, delighted, hanging onto his paper sack.</p> + +<p>"'If you'll give me the big umbrella, Aunt Eleanor,' says Miss Sidney on +the church steps, 'I'll try to keep the rain off the automobile and the +passenger.'</p> + +<p>"The rain had just about stopped when we four started down Daphne +Street. The elms and maples along the sidewalk was dripping soft, and +everybody's gardens was laying still, like something new had happened to +them. It smelled good, and like everything outdoors was going to start +all over again and be something else, sweeter.</p> + +<p>"When we got most to Mis' Emmon's gate, I stopped stock still, looking +at something shining on the hill. It was Proudfit House, lit up from top +to bottom—the big house on the hill that had stood there, blind and +dark, for months on end.</p> + +<p>"'Why, some of the Proudfits must of come home,' I says out loud.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons answered up, all unexpected to me, for I never knew she +knew the Proudfits.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> 'Mr. Alex Proudfit is coming on to-morrow,' she +says. And I sort of resented her that was so near a stranger in the +village hearing this about Alex Proudfit before I did, that had known +him since he was in knickerbockers.</p> + +<p>"'Am I keeping the rain off you two people?' Miss Sidney asks as, at the +corner, we all turned our backs on Proudfit House.</p> + +<p>"'Nobody,' Insley says—and his voice was always as smooth and round as +wheels running along under his words, 'nobody ever kept the rain off as +you are keeping it off, Miss Sidney.'</p> + +<p>"And, 'I did walked all that way—in that rain,' says Christopher, +sleepy, in his automobile's collar.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span></p> + +<h2>III</h2> + +<p>"If it was anyways damp or chilly, Mis' Emmons always had a little blaze +in the grate—not a heat blaze, but just a Come-here blaze. And going +into her little what-she-called living-room at night, I always thought +was like pushing open some door of the dark to find a sort of +cubby-corner hollowed out from the bigger dark for tending the homey +fire. That rainy night we went in from the street almost right onto the +hearth. And it was as pleasant as taking the first mouthful of +something.</p> + +<p>"Insley, with Christopher still on his back, stood on the rug in front +of the door and looked round him.</p> + +<p>"'How jolly it always looks here, Mrs. Emmons,' he says. 'I never saw +such a hearty place.'</p> + +<p>"I donno whether you've ever noticed the difference in the way women +bustle around? Most nice women do bustle when something comes up that +needs it. Some does it light and lifty, like fairies going around on +missions; and some does it kind of crackling and nervous, like goblins +on business. Mis' Emmons was the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> first kind, and it was real +contagious. You caught it yourself and begun pulling chairs around and +seeing to windows and sort of settling away down deep into the minute. +She begun doing that way now, seeing to the fire and the lamp-shade and +the sofa, and wanting everybody to be dry and comfortable, instant.</p> + +<p>"'You are so good-natured to like my room,' she says. 'I furnished it +for ten cents—yes, not much more. The whole effect is just colour,' she +says. 'What I have to do without in quality I go and wheedle out of the +spectrum. What <i>should</i> we do without the rainbow? And what in the world +am I going to put on that child?'</p> + +<p>"Insley let Christopher down on the rug by the door, and there he stood, +dripping, patient, holding his paper bag, and not looking up and around +him, same as a child will in a strange room, but just looking hard at +the nice, red, warm blaze. Miss Sidney come and stooped over him, with +that same little way of touching him, like loving.</p> + +<p>"'Let's go and be dry now,' she says, 'and then let's see what we can +find in the pantry.'</p> + +<p>"The little fellow, he just laughed out, soft and delicious, with his +head turned away and without saying anything.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p><p>"'I never said such a successful thing,' says Miss Sidney, and led him +upstairs where we could hear Mis' Emmons bustling around cosey.</p> + +<p>"Mr. Insley and I sat down by the fire. I remember I looked over towards +him and felt sort of nervous, he was so good looking and so silent. A +good-looking <i>talking</i> man I ain't afraid of, because I can either +admire or despise him immediate, and either way it gives me something to +do answering back. But one that's still, it takes longer to make out, +and it don't give you no occupation for your impressions. And Insley, +besides being still, was so good looking that it surprised me every new +time I see him. I always wanted to say: Have you been looking like that +all the time since I last saw you, and how <i>do</i> you keep it up?</p> + +<p>"He had a face and a body that showed a good many men looking out of 'em +at you, and all of 'em was men you'd like to of known. There was +scholars that understood a lot, and gentlemen that acted easy, and +outdoor men that had pioneered through hard things and had took their +joy of the open. All of them had worked hard at him—and had give him +his strength and his merriness and his big, broad shoulders and his +nice, friendly boyishness, and his eyes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> that could see considerably +more than was set before them. By his own care he had knit his body +close to life, and I know he had knit his spirit close to it, too. As I +looked over at him that night, my being nervous sort of swelled up into +a lump in my throat and I wanted to say inside me: O God, ain't it nice, +ain't it nice that you've got some folks like him?</p> + +<p>"He glanced over to me, kind of whimsical.</p> + +<p>"'Are you in favour of folks or tombstones?' he asks, with his eyebrows +flickering up.</p> + +<p>"'Me?' I says. 'Well, I don't want to be clannish, but I do lean a good +deal towards folks.'</p> + +<p>"'You knew what I meant to-night?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I answered, 'I knew.'</p> + +<p>"'I thought you did,' he says grave.</p> + +<p>"Then he lapsed into keeping still again and so did I, me through not +quite knowing what to say, and him—well, I wasn't sure, but I thought +he acted a good deal as if he had something nice to think about. I've +seen that look on people's faces sometimes, and it always makes me feel +a little surer that I'm a human being. I wondered if it was his new work +he was turning over, or his liking the child's being cared for, or the +mere nice minute, there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> by the grate fire. Then a door upstairs shut, +and somebody come down and into the room, and when he got up, his look +sort of centred in that new minute.</p> + +<p>"It was Miss Sidney that come in, and she set down by the fire like +something pleased her.</p> + +<p>"'Aunt Eleanor is going to decorate Christopher herself,' she says. 'She +believes that she alone can do whatever comes up in this life to be +done, and usually she's right.'</p> + +<p>"Insley stood looking at her for a minute before he set down again. She +had her big black cloak off by then, and she was wearing a +dress-for-in-the-house that was all rosy. She wasn't anything of the +star any longer. She was something more than a star. I always think one +of the nicest commonplace minutes in a woman's everyday is when she +comes back from somewheres outside the house where she's been, and sets +down by the fire, or by a window, or just plain in the middle of the +room. They always talk about pigeons 'homing'; I wish't they kept that +word for women. It seems like it's so exactly what they <i>do</i> do.</p> + +<p>"'I love the people,' Miss Sidney went on, 'that always feel that +way—that if something they're interested in is going to be really well +done, then they must do it themselves.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span></p><p>"Insley always knew just what anybody meant—I'd noticed that about +him. His mind never left what you'd said floating round, loose ends in +the room, without your knowing whether it was going to be caught and +tied; but he just nipped right onto your remark and <i>tied it in the +right place</i>.</p> + +<p>"'I love them, too,' he says now. 'I love anybody who can really feel +responsibility, from a collie with her pups up. But then I'm nothing to +go by. I find I'm rather strong for a good many people that can't feel +it, too—that are just folks, going along.'</p> + +<p>"I suppose he expected from her the nice, ladylike agreeing, same as +most women give to this sort of thing, just like they'd admit they're +fond of verbenas or thin soles. But instead of that, she caught fire. +Her look jumped up the way a look will and went acrost to his. I always +think I'd rather have folks say 'I know' to me, understanding, than to +just pour me out information, and that was what she said to him.</p> + +<p>"'I know,' she says, 'on the train to-day—if you could have seen them. +Such dreadful-looking people, and underneath—the <i>giving-up-ness</i>. I +believe in them,' she added simple.</p> + +<p>"When a thing you believe gets spoke by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> somebody that believes it, too, +it's like the earth moved round a little faster, and I donno but it +does. Insley looked for a minute like he thought so.</p> + +<p>"'I believe in them,' he says; 'not the way I used to, and just because +I thought they must be, somehow, fundamentally decent, but because it's +true.'</p> + +<p>"'I know just when I first knew that,' Miss Sidney says. 'It come to me, +of all places, in a subway train, when I was looking at a row of faces +across the car. Nobody, <i>nobody</i> can look interesting in that row along +the side of a subway car. And then I saw....'</p> + +<p>"She thought for a minute and shook her head.</p> + +<p>"'I can't tell you,' she says, 'it sounds so little and—no account. It +was a little thing, just something that happened to a homely woman with +a homely man, in a hat like a pirate's. But it almost—let me in. I can +do it ever since—look into people, into, or through, or with ...' she +tries to explain it. Then her eyes hurried up to his face, like she was +afraid he might not be understanding. He just nodded, without looking at +her, but she knew that he knew what she meant, and that he meant it, +too.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p><p>" ... I thought it was wonderful to hear them. I felt like an old +mountain, or anything natural and real ancient, listening to the Song of +Believing, sung by two that's young and just beginning. We all sing it +sometime in our lives—or Lord grieve for them that never do—and I +might as well own up that I catch myself humming that same song a good +deal of the time, to keep myself a-going. But I love to hear it when +it's just begun.</p> + +<p>"They was still talking when Mis' Emmons come downstairs with +Christopher. Land, land but the little chap looked dear, dragging along, +holding up a long-skirted lounging dress of Mis' Emmons's. I never had +one of them lounging dresses. There's a lot of common things that it +never seems to me I can buy for myself: a nice dressing-gown, a block of +black pins, a fancy-headed hat pin, and a lemon-squeezer. I always use a +loose print, and common pins, and penny black-headed hat pins, and go +around squeezing my lemons by hand. I donno why it is, I'm sure.</p> + +<p>"'I'm—I'm—I'm—a little boy king!' Christopher stutters, all excited +and satisfied, while Insley was a-packing him in the Morris chair.</p> + +<p>"'Rained on!' says Mis' Emmons, in that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> kind of dismay that's as pure +feminine as if it had on skirts. 'Water isn't a circumstance to what +that dear child was. He was saturated—bless him. He must have been out +for perfect hours.'</p> + +<p>"Christopher, thinking back into the rain, mebbe, from the pleasantness +of that minute, smiled and took a long breath.</p> + +<p>"'I walked from that other place,' he explains, important.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons knew he was hungry, and she took Miss Sidney and Insley off +to the kitchen to find something to eat, and left me with the little +fellow, me spreading out his clothes in front of the fire to dry. He set +real still, like being dry and being with somebody was all he wanted. +And of course that is a good deal.</p> + +<p>"I don't always quite know how to start talking to a child. I'm always +crazy to talk with them, but I'm so afraid of that shy, grave, +criticizin' look they have. I feel right off like apologizing for the +silly question I've just asked them. I felt that way now when +Christopher looked at me, real dignified and wondering. 'What you going +to be when you grow up to be a man?' was what I had just asked him. And +yet I don't know what better question I could of asked him, either.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm goin' to have a cream-puff store, an' make it all light in the +window,' he answers ready.</p> + +<p>"'All light in the window?' I says puzzled.</p> + +<p>"'And I'm going to keep a church,' he goes on, 'and I'm going to make +nice, black velvet for their coffings.'</p> + +<p>"I didn't know quite what to make of that, not being able to think back +very far into his mind. So I kept still a few minutes.</p> + +<p>"'What was you doin' in the church?' he says to me, all at once.</p> + +<p>"'I don't really know. Waiting for you to come, I guess, Christopher,' I +says.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Was</i> you?' he cried, delighted. 'Pretty soon I came!' He looked in +the fire, sort of troubled. 'Is God outdoors nights?' he says.</p> + +<p>"I said a little something.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' he says, 'I thought he was in the house by the bed when you say +your prayer. An' I thought he was in church. But I don't think he stays +in the dark, much.'</p> + +<p>"'Mebbe you don't,' I says, 'but you wait for him in the dark, and mebbe +all of a sudden some night you can tell that something is there. And +just you wait for that night to come.'</p> + +<p>"'That's a nice game,' says Christopher, bright. 'What game is that?'</p> + +<p>"'I donno,' I says. 'Game of Life, I guess.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span></p><p>"He liked the sound; and he set there—little waif, full of no supper, +saying it over like a chant:—</p> + +<p>"'Game o' life—game o' life—game o' l-i-f-e—'</p> + +<p>"Just at that minute I was turning his little pockets wrong side out to +dry them, and in one of them I see a piece of paper, all crumpled up and +wrinkled. I spread it out, and I see it had writing on. And I held it up +to the light and read it, read it through twice.</p> + +<p>"'Christopher,' I says then, 'where did you get this piece of paper? It +was in your pocket.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at it, blank, and then he remembered.</p> + +<p>"'My daddy,' he says. 'My daddy told me to give it to folks. I forgot.'</p> + +<p>"'To folks?' I says. 'To what folks?'</p> + +<p>"'To whoever ask' me anything,' he answers. 'Is it a letter?' he ask'.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, thoughtful, 'it's a letter.'</p> + +<p>"'To tell me what to do?' he ask' me.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'but more, I guess, to tell us what to do.'</p> + +<p>"I talked with him a little longer, so's to get his mind off the paper; +and then I told him to set still a minute, and I slipped out to where +the rest was.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span></p><p>"The pantry had a close, spicey, foody smell of a pantry at night, when +every tin chest and glass jar may be full up with nice things to eat +that you'd forgot about—cocoanut and citron and cinnamon bark. In +grown-up folks one of the things that is the last to grow up is the +things a pantry in the evening promises. You may get over really liking +raisins and sweet chocolate; you may get to wanting to eat in the +evening things that you didn't use' to even know the names of and don't +know them now, and yet it never gets over being nice and eventive to go +out in somebody's pantry at night, especially a pantry that ain't your +own.</p> + +<p>"'Put everything on a tray,' Mis' Emmons was directing them, 'and find +the chafing-dish and let's make it in there by Christopher. Mr. Insley, +can you make toast? Don't equivocate,' she says; '<i>can</i> you make toast? +People fib no end over what they can make. I'm always bragging about my +omelettes, and yet one out of every three I make goes flat, and I know +it. And yet I brag on. Beans, buckwheat, rice—what do you want to +cream, Robin? Well, look in the store-room. There may be something +there. We must tell Miss Sidney about Grandma Sellers' store-room, Mr. +Insley,' she says, and then tells it herself, laughing like a girl,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> how +Grandma Sellers, down at the other end of Daphne Street, has got a +store-room she keeps full of staples and won't let her son's wife use a +thing out. 'I've been hungry,' Grandma Sellers says, 'and I ain't +ashamed of that. But if you knew how good it feels to have a still-room +stocked full, you wouldn't ask me to disturb a can of nothing. I want +them all there, so if I should want them.' 'She's like me,' Mis' Emmons +ends, 'I always want to keep my living-room table tidy, to have a place +in case I should want to lay anything down. And if I put anything on it, +I snatch it up, so as to have a place in case I want to lay anything +down.'</p> + +<p>"They was all laughing when I went out into the kitchen, and I went up +to Mis' Emmons with the paper.</p> + +<p>"'Read that,' I says.</p> + +<p>"She done so, out loud—the scrawlin', downhill message:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"'Keep him will you,' the paper said, 'I don't chuck him to get rid +of but hes only got me since my wifes dead and the drinks got me +again. Ive stood it quite awhile but its got me again so keep him +and oblidge. will send money to him to the P O here what I can +spare I aint chuckin him but the drinks got me again.</p> + +<p class="right">"'resp, his father.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p><p>"'P S his name is Christopher Bartlett he is a good boy his throat +gets sore awful easy.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>"When Mis' Emmons had got through reading, I remember Miss Sidney's face +best. It was so full of a sort of a leaping-up pity and wistfulness that +it went to your heart, like words. I knew that with her the minute +wasn't no mere thrill nor twitter nor pucker, the way sad things is to +some, but it was just a straight sounding of a voice from a place of +pain. And so it was to Insley. But Mis' Emmons, she never give herself +time to be swamped by anything without trying to climb out right while +the swamping was going on.</p> + +<p>"'What'll we do?' she says, rapid. 'What in this world shall we do? Did +you ever hear of anything—well, I wish somebody would tell me what +we're going to do.'</p> + +<p>"'Let's be glad for one thing,' says Allen Insley, 'that he's here with +you people to-night. Let's be glad of that first—that he's here with +you.'</p> + +<p>"Miss Sidney looked away to the dark window.</p> + +<p>"'That poor man,' she says. 'That poor father....'</p> + +<p>"We talked about it a little, kind of loose ends and nothing to fasten +to, like you will. Mis'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> Emmons was the first to get back inside the +minute.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she says, brisk, 'do let's go in and feed the child while we +have him. Nobody knows when he's had anything to eat but those unholy +cream-puffs. Let's heat him some broth and let's carry in the things.'</p> + +<p>"Back by the fire Christopher set doing nothing, but just looking in the +blaze like his very eyesight had been chilly and damp and needed seeing +to. He cried out jolly when he see all the pretty harness of the +chafing-dish and the tray full of promises.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' he cries, '<i>Robin!</i>'</p> + +<p>"She went over to him, and she nestled him now like she couldn't think +of enough to do for him nor enough things to say to keep him company. I +see Insley watching her, and I wondered if it didn't come to him like it +come to me, that for the pure art of doing nothing so that it seems like +it couldn't be got along without, a woman—some women—can be commended +by heaven to a world that always needs that kind of doing nothing.</p> + +<p>"'Children have a genius for getting rid of the things that don't +count,' Miss Sidney says. 'I love his calling me "Robin." Mustn't there +be some place where we don't build walls around our names?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span></p><p>"Insley thought for a minute. 'You oughtn't to be called "Miss," and +you oughtn't to wear a hat,' he concluded, sober. 'Both of them make +you—too much <i>there</i>. They draw a line around you.'</p> + +<p>"'I don't feel like Miss to myself,' she says, grave. 'I feel like +Robin. I believe I <i>am</i> Robin!'</p> + +<p>"And I made up my mind right then and there that, to myself anyway, I +was always going to call her Robin. It's funny about first names. Some +of them fit right down and snuggle up close to their person so that you +can't think of them apart. And some of them slip loose and dangle along +after their person, quite a ways back, so that you're always surprised +when now and then they catch up and get themselves spoke by someone. But +the name Robin just seemed to wrap Miss Sidney up in itself so that, as +she said, she <i>was</i> Robin. I like to call her so.</p> + +<p>"It was her that engineered the chafing-dish. A chafing-dish is a thing +I've always looked on a little askant. I couldn't cook with folks +looking at me no more than I could wash my face in company. I remember +one hot July day when there was a breeze in my front door, I took my +ironing-board in the parlor and tried to iron there. But land, I felt +all left-handed; and I know it would be that way if I ever tried to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> +cook in there, on my good rug. Robin though, she done it wonderful. And +pretty soon she put the hot cream gravy on some crumbled-up bread and +took it to Christopher, with a cup of broth that smelled like when they +used to say, 'Dinner's ready,' when you was twelve years old.</p> + +<p>"He looked up at her eager. 'Can you cut it in squares?' he asked.</p> + +<p>"'In what?' she asks him over.</p> + +<p>"'Squares. And play it's molasses candy—white molasses candy?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' says Robin, 'no, not in squares. But let's play it's hot +ice-cream.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Hot ice-cream</i>,' he says, real slow, his eyes getting wide. To play +Little Boy King and have hot ice-cream was about as much as he could +take care of, in joy. Sometimes I get to wondering how we ever do +anything else except collect children together and give them nice little +simple fairylands. But while, on the sly, we was all watching to see +Christopher sink deep in the delight of that hot toothsome supper, he +suddenly lays down his spoon and stares over to us with wide eyes, eyes +that there wasn't no tears gathering in, though his little mouth was +quivering.</p> + +<p>"'What is it—what, dear?' Robin asks, from her stool near his feet.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p><p>"'My daddy,' says the little boy. 'I was thinking if he could have some +this.'</p> + +<p>"Robin touched her cheek down on his arm.</p> + +<p>"'Blessed,' she says, 'think how glad he'd be to have you have some. +He'd want you to eat it—wouldn't he?'</p> + +<p>"The child nodded and took up his spoon, but he sighed some. 'I wish't +he'd hurry,' he says, and ate, obedient.</p> + +<p>"Robin looked up at us—I don't think a woman is ever so lovely as when +she's sympathizing, and it don't make much difference what it's over, a +sore finger or a sore heart, it's equally becoming.</p> + +<p>"'I know,' she says to us, 'I know just the <i>place</i> where that hurts. I +remember, when I was little, being in a house that a band passed, and +because mother wasn't there, I ran inside and wouldn't listen. It's such +a special kind of hurt....'</p> + +<p>"From the end of the settle that was some in the shadow, Insley set +watching her, and he looked as if he was thinking just what I was +thinking: that she was the kind that would most always know just the +place things hurt. And I bet she'd know what to do—and a thousand kinds +of things that she'd go and do it.</p> + +<p>"'O ...' Christopher says. 'I like this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> most next better than molasses +candy, cutted in squares. I do, Robin!' He looked down at her, his spoon +waiting. 'Is you that Robin Redbreast?' he inquired.</p> + +<p>"'I'm any Robin you want me to be,' she told him. 'To-morrow we'll play +that, shall we?'</p> + +<p>"'Am I here to-morrow? Don't I have to walk to-morrow?' he ask' her.</p> + +<p>"'No, you won't have to walk to-morrow,' she told him.</p> + +<p>"Christopher leaned back, altogether nearer to luxury than I guess he'd +ever been.</p> + +<p>"'I'm a little boy king, and it's hot ice-cream, and I love <i>you</i>,' he +tops it off to Robin.</p> + +<p>"She smiled at him, leaning on his chair.</p> + +<p>"'Isn't it a miracle,' she says to us, 'the way we can call out—being +liked? We don't do something, and people don't pay any attention and +don't know the difference. Then some little thing happens, and there +they are—liking us, doing a real thing.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' I says, fervent. 'Sometimes,' I says, 'it seems to me +wonderful cosey to be alive! I'm glad I'm it.'</p> + +<p>"'So am I,' says Insley, and leaned forward. 'There's never been such a +time to be alive,' he says. 'Mrs. Emmons, why don't we ask Miss Sidney +for some plans for our plan?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p><p>"Do you know how sometimes you'll have a number of floating ideas in +your mind—wanting to do this, thinking that would be nice, dreaming of +something else—and yet afraid to say much about it, because it seems +like the ideas or the dreams is much too wild for anybody else to have, +too? And then mebbe after a while, you'll find that somebody had the +same idea and dreamed it out, and died with it? Or somebody else tried +to make it go a little? Well, that was what begun to happen to me that +night while I heard Insley talk, only I see that my floating ideas, that +wan't properly attached to the sides of my head, was actually being +worked out here and there, and that Insley knew about them.</p> + +<p>"I donno how to tell what my ideas was. I'd had them from time to time, +and a good many of us ladies had, only we didn't know what to do with +them. And an idea that you don't know what to do with is like a wild +animal out of its cage: there ain't no performance till it's adjusted. +For instance, when we'd wanted to pave Daphne Street and the whole town +council had got up and swung its arms over its head and said that having +an economical administration was better than paving—why, then us ladies +had all had the same idee about that.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p><p>"'Is the town run for the sake of being the town, with money in its +treasury, or is the town run for the folks in it?' I remember Mis' +Toplady asking, puzzled. 'Ain't the folks the town really?' she ask'. +'And if they are, why can't they pave themselves with their own money? +Don't that make sense?' she ask' us, and we thought it did.</p> + +<p>"Us ladies had got Daphne Street paved, or at least it was through us +they made the beginning, but there was things we hadn't done. We was all +taking milk of Rob Henney that we knew his cow barns wasn't at all +eatable, but he was the only milk wagon, nobody else in town delivering, +so we kept on taking, but squeamish, squeamish. Then there was the +grocery stores, leaving their food all over the sidewalk, dust-peppered +and dirt-salted. But nobody liked to say anything to Silas Sykes that +keeps the post-office store, nor to Joe Betts, that his father before +him kept the meat market, being we all felt delicate, like at asking a +church member to come out to church. Then us ladies had bought a zinc +wagon and started it around to pick up the garbage to folks' doors, but +the second summer the council wouldn't help pay for the team, because it +was a saving council, and so the wagon was setting in a shed, with its +hands<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> folded. Then there was Black Hollow, that we'd wanted filled up +with dirt instead of scummy water, arranging for typhoid fever and other +things, but the council having got started paving, was engaged in paving +the swamp out for miles, Silas Sykes's cousin being in the wooden block +business. And, too, us ladies was just then hopping mad over the doings +they was planning for the Fourth of July, that wasn't no more than +making a cash register of the day to earn money into. All these things +had been disturbing us, and more; but though we talked it over +considerable, none of us knew what to do, or whether anything could be. +It seemed as though every way we moved a hand, it hit out at the council +or else went into some business man's pocket. And not having anybody to +tell us what other towns were doing, we just set still and wished, +passive.</p> + +<p>"Well, and that night, while I heard Insley talking, was the first I +knew that other towns had thought about these things, too, and was +beginning to stir and to stir things. Insley talked about it light +enough, laughing, taking it all casual on the outside, but underneath +with a splendid earnestness that was like the warp to his words. He +talked like we could pick Friendship Village up, same as a strand if we +wanted,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> and make it fine and right for weaving in a big pattern that +his eyes seemed to see. He talked like our village, and everybody's +village and everybody's city wasn't just a lot of streets laid down and +walls set up, and little families and little clubs and little separate +groups of folks organized by themselves. But he spoke like the whole +town was just one street and <i>no</i> walls, and like every town was a piece +of the Big Family that lives on the same street, all around the world +and back again. And he seemed to feel that the chief thing all of us was +up to was thinking about this family and doing for it and being it, and +getting it to be the way it can be when we all know how. And he seemed +to think the things us ladies had wanted to do was some of the things +that would help it to be the way it can.</p> + +<p>"When he stopped, Robin looked up at him from the hearth-rug: '"The +world is beginning,"' she quotes to him from somewheres; "'I must go and +help the king."'</p> + +<p>"He nodded, looking down at her and seeing, as he must have seen, that +her face was all kindled into the same kind of a glory that was in his. +It was a nice minute for them, but I was so excited I piped right up in +the middle of it:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' I says, '<i>them</i> things! Was it them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> kind of things you meant +about in Sodality to-night that we'd ought to do? Why, us ladies has +wanted to do things like that, but we felt sort of sneaking about it and +like we was working against the council and putting our interests before +the town treasury—'</p> + +<p>"'And of the cemetery,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Is <i>that</i>,' I ask' him, 'what you're professor of, over to Indian +Mound college?'</p> + +<p>"'Something like that,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Nothing in a book, with long words and italics?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' he says, 'it's getting in books now, a little. But it doesn't +need any long words.'</p> + +<p>"'Why,' I says, 'it's just being professor of human beings, then?'</p> + +<p>"'Trying to be, perhaps,' he says, grave.</p> + +<p>"'Professor of Human Beings,' I said over to myself; 'professor of being +human....'</p> + +<p>"On this nice minute, the front door, without no bell or knock, opened +to let in Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, with a shawl over her head +and a tin can in her hand.</p> + +<p>"'No, I won't set any, thanks,' she says. 'I just got to +thinking—mercy, no. Don't give me any kind of anything to eat any such +time of night as this. I should be up till midnight taking soda. That's +what ails folks' stomachs,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> my notion—these late lunches on nobody +knows what. No, I got to bed and I was just dropping off when I happened +to sense how wringing wet that child was, and that I betted he'd take +cold and have the croup in the night, and you wouldn't have no +remedy—not having any children, so. It rousted me right up wide awake, +and I dressed me and run over here with this. Here. Put some on a rag +and clap it on his chest if he coughs croupy. I donno's it would hurt +him to clap it on him, anyway, so's to be sure. No, I can't stop. It's +'way past my bed-time....'</p> + +<p>"'There's lots of professors of being human, Miss Marsh,' Insley says to +me, low.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb stood thinking a minute, brushing her lips with the fringe +of her shawl.</p> + +<p>"'Mebbe somebody up to the Proudfits' would do something for him,' she +says. 'I see they're lit up. Who's coming?'</p> + +<p>"'Mr. Alex Proudfit will be here to-morrow,' Mis' Emmons told her. 'He +has some people coming to him in a day or two, for a house party over +the Fourth.'</p> + +<p>"'Will he be here so soon?' says Insley. 'I've been looking forward to +meeting him—I've a letter to him from Indian Mound.'</p> + +<p>"'Whatever happens,' says Mis' Holcomb,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> 'I'll get up attic first thing +in the morning and find some old clothes for this dear child. I may be +weak in the pocket-book, but I'm strong on old duds.'</p> + +<p>"Insley and I both said good night, so's to walk home with Mis' Holcomb, +and Christopher kissed us both, simple as belonging to us.</p> + +<p>"'We had that hot ice-cream,' he announced to Mis' Holcomb.</p> + +<p>"'The lamb!' says she, and turns her back, hasty.</p> + +<p>"I wondered a little at Mis' Emmons not saying anything to her about the +letter we'd found, that made us know somebody would have to do +something. But just as we was starting out, Mis' Emmons says to me low, +'Don't let's say anything about his father yet. I have a plan—I want to +think it over first.' And I liked knowing that already she had a plan, +and I betted it was a plan that would be born four-square to its own +future.</p> + +<p>"Insley stood holding the door open. The rain had stopped altogether +now, and the night was full of little things sticking their heads up in +deep grasses and beginning to sing about it. I donno about what, but +about something nice. And Insley was looking toward Robin, and I see +that all the ancestors he'd ever had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span> was lingering around in his face, +like they knew about something he was just beginning to know about. +Something nice—nicer than the little outdoor voices.</p> + +<p>"'Good night, Miss Sidney,' he says. 'And what a good night for +Christopher!' And he looked as if he wanted to add: 'And for me.'</p> + +<p>"'Good night, Mis' Emmons,' I says. 'It's been an evening like a full meal.'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span></p> + +<h2>IV</h2> + +<p>"By messenger the next day noon come a letter for me that made me laugh +a little and that made me a little bit mad, too. This was it:—</p> + +<blockquote><p>"'Dear Calliope:</p> + +<p>"'Come up and help straighten things out, do. This place breathes +desolation. Everything is everywhere except everything which +everyone wants, which is lost. Come at once, Calliope, pray, and +dine with me to-night and give me as much time as you can for a +fortnight. I'm having some people here next week—twenty or so for +over the Fourth—and a party. A company, you know! I need you.</p> + +<p class="right">"'<span class="smcap">Alex Proudfit.</span>'</p></blockquote> + +<p>"It was so exactly like Alex to send for me just plain because he wanted +me. Never a word about if I was able or if I wasn't putting up berries +or didn't have company or wasn't dead. I hadn't heard a sound from him +in the two years or more that he'd been gone, and yet now it was just +'Come,' like a lord. And for that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> matter like he used to do when he was +in knickerbockers and coming to my house for fresh cookies, whether I +had any baked or not. But I remember actually baking a batch for him one +day while he galloped his pony up and down the Plank Road waiting for +them. And I done the same way now. I got my work out of the way and went +right up there, like I'd always done for that family in the forty years +I could think back to knowing them, when I was a girl. I guessed that +Alex had lit down sudden, a day or so behind his telegram to the +servants; and I found that was what he had done.</p> + +<p>"Proudfit House stands on a hill, and it looks like the hill had +billowed up gentle from underneath and had let some of the house flow +down the sides. It was built ambitious, of the good cream brick that +gives to a lot of our Middle West towns their colour of natural flax in +among the green; it had been big in the beginning, and to it had been +added a good many afterthoughts and postscripts of conservatory and +entrance porch and sun room and screened veranda, till the hill couldn't +hold them all. The house was one of them that was built fifty years ago +and that has since been pecked and patted to suit modern uses, pinched +off here and pulled off there to fit notions refining themselves +gradual. And<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> all the time the house was let to keep some nice, ugly +things that after a while, by mere age and use-to-ness, were finally +accepted wholesale as dignified and desirable. The great brown mansard +roof, niched and glassed in two places for statues—and having them, +too, inside my memory and until Mr. Alex pulled them down; the scalloped +tower on a wing; the round red glass window on a stairway—these we all +sort of come to agree to as qualities of the place that couldn't be +changed no more'n the railroad track. Tapestries and water-colours and +Persian carpets went on inside the house, but outside was all the little +twists of a taste that had started in naked and was getting dressed up +by degrees.</p> + +<p>"Since the marriage of her daughter Clementina, Madame Proudfit had +spent a good deal of time abroad, and the house had been shut up. This +shutting up of people's houses always surprises me. When I shut up my +house to go away for a couple of months or so, I just make sure the +kitchen fire is out, and I carry the bird down to Mis' Holcomb's, and I +turn the key in the front door and start off. But land, land when +Proudfit House is going to be shut, the servants work days on end. Rugs +up, curtains down, furniture covered and setting around out of place, +pictures and ornaments wrapped up<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> in blue paper—I always wonder <i>why</i>. +Closing my house is like putting it to sleep for a little while, but +closing Proudfit House is some like seeing it through a spasm and into a +trance. They done that to the house most every summer, and I used to +think they acted like spring was a sort of contagion, or a +seventeen-year locust, or something to be fumigated for. I supposed that +was the way the house looked when Alex got home to it, and of course a +man must hate it worse than a woman does, because he doesn't know which +end to tell them to take hold of to unravel. So I went right up there +when he sent for me—and then it was a little fun, too, to be on the +inside of what was happening there, that all the village was so curious +about.</p> + +<p>"He'd gone off when I got there, gone off on horseback on some business, +but he'd left word that he'd be back in a little while, and would I help +him out in the library. I knew what that meant. The books was all out of +the shelves and packed in paper, and he wanted me to see that they got +back into their right places, like I'd done many and many a time for his +mother. So I worked there the whole afternoon, with a couple of men to +help me, and the portrait of Linda Proudfit on the wall watching me like +it wanted to tell me something, maybe<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> about the way she went off and +died, away from home; and a little after four o'clock a servant let +somebody into the room.</p> + +<p>"I looked up expecting to see Alex, and it surprised me some to see +Insley instead. But I guessed how it was: that Alex Proudfit being a +logical one to talk over Friendship Village with, Insley couldn't lose a +day in bringing him his letter.</p> + +<p>"'Well, Miss Marsh,' says he, 'and do you live everywhere, like a good +fairy?'</p> + +<p>"I thought afterwards that I might have said to him: 'No, Mr. Insley. +And do you appear everywhere, like a god?' But at the time I didn't +think of anything to say, and I just smiled. I'm like that,—if I like +anybody, I can't think of a thing to say back; but to Silas Sykes I +could talk back all day.</p> + +<p>"We'd got the room part in order by then, and Insley sat down and looked +around him, enjoyable. It was a beautiful room. I always think that that +library ain't no amateur at its regular business of being a vital part +of the home. Some rooms are awful amateurs at it, and some ain't no more +than apprentices, and some are downright enemies to the house they're +in. But that library I always like to look around. It seems to me, if I +really knew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> about such things, and how they ought to be, I couldn't +like that room any better. Colour, proportion, window, shadow—they was +all lined up in a kind of an enjoyable professionalism of doing their +best. The room was awake now, too—I had the windows open and I'd +started the clock. Insley set looking around as if there was sighs +inside him. I knew how, down in New England, his father's home sort of +behaved itself like this home. But after college, he had had to choose +his way, and he had faced about to the new west, the new world, where +big ways of living seemed to him to be sweeping as a wind sweeps. He had +chose as he had chose, and I suppose he was glad of that; but I knew the +room he had when he was in town, at Threat Hubbelthwait's hotel, must be +a good deal like being homesick, and that this library was like coming +home.</p> + +<p>"'Mr. Proudfit had just returned and would be down at once,' the man +come back and told him. And while he waited Insley says to me:</p> + +<p>"'Have you seen anything of the little boy to-day, Miss Marsh?'</p> + +<p>"I was dying to answer back: 'Yes, I see Miss Sidney early this +morning,' but you can't answer back all you die to. So I told him yes, +I'd seen all three of them and they was to be<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> up in the city all day to +buy some things for Christopher. Mis' Emmons and Robin was both to come +up to Proudfit House to Alex's house party—seems they'd met abroad +somewheres a year or more back; and they was going to bring Christopher, +who Mis' Emmons didn't show any sign of giving up while her plan, +whatever it was, was getting itself thought over. So they'd whisked the +child off to the city that day to get him the things he needed. And +there wasn't time to say anything more, for in come Alex Proudfit.</p> + +<p>"He was in his riding clothes—horseback dress we always call it in the +village, which I s'pose isn't city talk, proper. He was long and thin +and brown, and sort of slow-moving in his motions, but quick and nervous +in his talk; and I don't know what there was about him—his clothes, or +his odd, old-country looking ring, or the high white thing wound twice +around his neck, or his way of pronouncing his words—but he seemed a +good deal like a picture of a title or a noted man. The minute you +looked at him, you turned proud of being with him, and you pretty near +felt distinguished yourself, in a nice way, because you was in his +company. Alex was like that.</p> + +<p>"'I don't like having kept you waiting,' he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> says to Insley. 'I'm just +in. By Jove, I've left Topping's letter somewhere—Insley, is it? thank +you. Of course. Well, Calliope, blessings! I knew I could count on you. +How are you—you look it. No, don't run away. Keep straight on—Mr. +Insley will pardon us getting settled under his nose. Now what can I get +you, Mr. Insley? If you've walked up, you're warm. No? As you will. It's +mighty jolly getting back—for a minute, you know. I couldn't stop here. +How the devil do you stop here all the time—or do you stop here all the +time?...' All this he poured out in a breath. He always had talked fast, +but now I see that he talked more than fast—he talked foreign.</p> + +<p>"'I'm here some of the time,' says Insley; 'I hoped that you were going +to be, too.'</p> + +<p>"'I?' Alex said. 'Oh, no—no. I feel like this: while I'm in the world, +I want it at its best. I want it at its latest moment. I want to be +living <i>now</i>. Friendship Village—why, man, it's living half a century +ago—anyway, a quarter. It doesn't know about <span class="smaller">A.D.</span> nineteen-anything. I +love the town, you know, for what it is. But confound it, I'm living +<i>now</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Insley leaned forward. I was dusting away on an encyclopædia, but I see +his face and I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> knew what it meant. This was just what he'd been hoping +for. Alex Proudfit was a man who understood that the village hadn't +caught up. So he would want to help it—naturally he would.</p> + +<p>"'I'm amazed at the point of view,' Alex went on. 'I never saw such +self-sufficiency as the little towns have. In England, on the continent, +the villages know their place and keep it, look up to the towns and all +that—play the peasant, as they are. Know their betters. Here? Bless +you. Not a man down town here but will tell you that the village has got +everything that is admirable. They believe it, too. Electric light, +water, main street paved, cemetery kept up, "nice residences," +telephones, library open two nights a week, fresh lettuce all +winter—fine, up-to-date little place! And, Lord, but it's a back-water. +With all its improvements the whole <i>idea</i> of modern life somehow +escapes it—music and art, drama, letters, manners, as integral parts of +everyday living—what does it know of them? It thinks these things are +luxuries, outside the scheme of real life, like monoplanes. Jove, it's +delicious!'</p> + +<p>"He leaned back, laughing. Insley must have felt his charm. Alex always +was fascinating. His eyes were gray and sort of <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span>hobnobbed with your +own; his square chin just kind of threatened a dimple without breaking +into one; his dark hair done clusters like a statue; and then there was +a lot of just plain charm pouring off him. But of course more than with +this, Insley was filled with his own hope: if Alex Proudfit understood +some things about the village that ought to be made right, it looked to +him as though they might do everything together.</p> + +<p>"'Why,' Insley says, 'you don't know—you don't know how glad I am to +hear you say this. It's exactly the thing my head has been full of....'</p> + +<p>"'Of course your head is full of it,' says Alex. 'How can it help but be +when you're fast here some of the time? If you don't mind—what is it +that keeps you here at all? I don't think I read Topping's letter +properly....'</p> + +<p>"Insley looked out from all over his face.</p> + +<p>"'I stay,' he says, 'just because all this <i>is</i> so. It needs somebody to +stay, don't you think?'</p> + +<p>"'Ah, yes, I see,' says Alex, rapid and foreign. 'How do you mean, +though? Surely you don't mean renouncing—and that sort of thing?'</p> + +<p>"'Renouncing—no!' says Insley. 'Getting into the game.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span></p><p>"He got his enthusiasm down into still places and outlined what he +meant. It was all at the ends of his fingers—what there was to do if +the town was to live up to itself, to find ways to express the everyday +human fellowship that Insley see underneath everything. And Alex +Proudfit listened, giving that nice, careful, pacifying attention of +his. He was always so polite that his listening was like answering. When +Insley got through, Alex's very disagreeing with him was sympathizing.</p> + +<p>"'My dear man,' says he—I remember every word because it was something +I'd wondered sometimes too, only I'd done my wondering vague, like you +do—'My dear man, but are you not, after all, anticipating? This is just +the way Nature works—beating these things into the heads and hearts of +generations. Aren't you trying to do it all at once?'</p> + +<p>"'I'm trying to help nature, to be a part of nature—exactly,' says +Insley, 'and to do it here in Friendship Village.'</p> + +<p>"'Why,' says Alex, 'you'll be talking about facilitating God's plan +next—helping him along, by Jove.'</p> + +<p>"Insley looks at him level. 'I mean that now,' he says, 'if you want to +put it that way.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span></p><p>"'Good Lord,' says Alex, 'but how do you know what—what he wants?'</p> + +<p>"'Don't you?' says Insley, even.</p> + +<p>"Alex Proudfit turned and touched a bell. 'Look here,' he says, 'you +stay and dine, won't you? I'm alone to-night—Calliope and I are. Stay. +I always enjoy threshing this out.'</p> + +<p>"To the man-servant who just about breathed with a well-trained stoop of +being deferential, his master give the order about the table. 'And, +Bayless, have them hunt out some of those tea-roses they had in bloom +the other day—you should see them, Calliope. Oh, and, Bayless, hurry +dinner a bit. I'm as hungry as lions,' he added to us, and he made me +think of the little boy in knickerbockers, asking me for fresh cookies.</p> + +<p>"He slipped back to their topic, ranking it right in with tea-roses. In +the hour before dinner they went on 'threshing it out' there in that +nice luxurious room, and through the dinner, too—a simple, perfect +dinner where I didn't know which to eat, the plates or the food, they +was both so complete. Up to Proudfit House I can hardly ever make out +whether I'm chewing flavours or colours or shapes, but I donno as I +care. Flavours, thank my stars,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> aren't the only things in life I know +how to digest.</p> + +<p>"First eager, then patient, Insley went over his ground, setting forth +by line and by line, by vision and by vision, the faith that was in +him—faith in human nature to come into its own, faith in the life of a +town to work into human life at its best. And always down the same road +they went, they come a-canterin' back with Alex Proudfit's 'Precisely. +It is precisely what is happening. You can't force it. You mustn't force +it. To do the best we can with ourselves and to help up an under dog or +two—if he deserves it—that's the most Nature lets us in for. Otherwise +she says: "Don't meddle. I'm doing this." And she's right. We'd bungle +everything. Believe me, my dear fellow, our spurts of civic +righteousness and national reform never get us anywhere in the long run. +In the long run, things go along and go along. You can't stop them. If +you're wise, you won't rush them.'</p> + +<p>"At this I couldn't keep still no longer. We was at the table then, and +I looked over to Alex between the candlesticks and felt as if he was +back in knickerbockers again, telling me God had made enough ponies so +he could gallop his all day on the Plank Road if he wanted to.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span></p><p>"'You and Silas Sykes, Alex,' I says, 'have come to the same motto. +Silas says Nature is real handy about taking her course so be you don't +yank open cocoons and buds and like that.'</p> + +<p>"'Old Silas,' says Alex. 'Lord, is he still going on about everything? +Old Silas....'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'he is. And so am I. Out by my woodshed I've got a +Greening apple tree. When it was about a year old a cow I used to keep +browst it down. It laid over on the ground, broke clean off all but one +little side of bark that kept right on doing business with sap, like it +didn't know its universe was sat on. I didn't get time for a week or two +to grub it up, and when I did go to it, I see it was still living, +through that little pinch of bark. I liked the pluck, and I straightened +it up and tied it to the shed. I used to fuss with it some. Once in a +storm I went out and propped a dry-goods box over it. I kept the earth +rich and drove the bugs off. I kind of got interested in seeing what it +would do next. What it done was to grow like all possessed. It was +twenty years ago and more that the cow come by it, and this year I've +had seven bushels of Greenings off that one tree. Suppose I hadn't tied +it up?'</p> + +<p>"'You'd have saved yourself no end of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> trouble, dear Calliope,' says +Alex, 'to say nothing of sparing the feelings of the cow.'</p> + +<p>"'I ain't so anxious any more,' says I, 'about sparing folks' feelings +as I am about sparing folks. Nor I ain't so crazy as I used to be about +saving myself trouble, either.'</p> + +<p>"'Dear Calliope,' says Alex, 'what an advocate you are. Won't you be my +advocate?'</p> + +<p>"He wouldn't argue serious with me now no more than he would when he was +in knickerbockers. But yet he was adorable. When we got back to the +library, I went on finishing up the books and I could hear him being +adorable. He dipped down into the past and brought up rich things—off +down old ways of life in the village that he'd had a part in and then +off on the new ways where his life had led him. Java—had Insley ever +been in Java? He must show him the moonstone he got there and tell him +the story they told him about it. But the queerest moonstone story was +one he'd got in Lucknow—so he goes on, and sends Bayless for a cabinet, +and from one precious stone and another he just naturally drew out +romances and adventures, as if he was ravelling the stones out into +them. And then he begun taking down some of his old books. And when it +come to books, the appeal to Insley was like<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> an appeal of friends, and +he burrowed into them musty parchments abundant.</p> + +<p>"'By George,' Insley says once, 'I didn't dream there were such things +in Friendship Village.'</p> + +<p>"'Next thing you'll forget they're in the world,' says Alex, +significant. 'Believe me, a man like you ought not to be down here, or +over to Indian Mound, either. It's an economic waste. Nature has fitted +you for her glorious present and you're living along about four decades +ago. Don't you think of that?...'</p> + +<p>"Then the telephone on the library table rang and he answered a call +from the city. 'Oh, buy it in, buy it in, by all means,' he directs. +'Yes, cable to-night and buy it in. That,' he says, as he hung up, 'just +reminds me. There's a first night in London to-night that I've been +promising myself to see.... What a dog's life a business man leads. By +the way,' he goes on, 'I've about decided to put in one of our plants +around here somewhere—a tannery, you know. I've been off to-day looking +over sites. I wonder if you can't give me some information I'm after +about land around Indian Mound. I'm not saying anything yet, +naturally—they'll give other people a bonus to establish in their +midst, but the smell of leather is too much for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> them. We always have to +surprise them into it. But talk about the ultimate good of a town ... if +a tannery isn't that, what is it?'</p> + +<p>"It was after nine o'clock when I got the books set right—I loved to +handle them, and there was some I always looked in before I put them up +because some of the pictures give me feelings I remembered, same as +tasting some things will—spearmint and caraway and coriander. Insley, +of course, walked down with me. Alex wanted to send us in the +automobile, but I'm kind of afraid of them in the dark. I can't get it +out of my head that every bump we go over may be bones. And then I guess +we both sort of wanted the walk.</p> + +<p>"Insley was like another man from the one that had come into the library +that afternoon, or had been talking to us at Mis' Emmons's the night +before. Down in the village, on Mis' Emmons's hearth, with Robin sitting +opposite, it had seemed so easy to know ways to do, and to do them. +Everything seemed possible, as if the whole stiff-muscled universe could +be done things to if only everybody would once say to it: <i>Our</i> +universe. But now, after his time with Alex, I knew how everything had +kind of <i>tightened</i>, closed in around him, shot up into high walls. +Money, tanneries, big deals by<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> cable, moonstones from Java, they almost +made me slimpse too, and think, What's the use of believing Alex +Proudfit and me belong to the same universe? So I guessed how Insley was +feeling, ready to believe that he had got showed up to himself in his +true light, as a young, emotioning creature who dreams of getting +everybody to belong together, and yet can't find no good way. And Alex +Proudfit's parting words must of followed him down the drive and out on +to the Plank Road:—</p> + +<p>"'Take my advice. Don't spend yourself on this blessed little hole. It's +dear to me, but it <i>is</i> a hole ... eh? You won't get any thanks for it. +Ten to one they'll turn on you if you try to be one of them. Get out of +here as soon as possible, and be in the real world! This is just +make-believing—and really, you know, you're too fine a sort to throw +yourself away like this. Old Nature will take care of the town in good +time without you. Trust her!'</p> + +<p>"Sometimes something happens to make the world seem different from what +we thought it was. Them times catch all of us—when we feel like we'd +been let down gentle from some high foot-path where we'd been going +along, and instead had been set to walk a hard road in a silence that +pointed its finger at us. If we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> get really knocked down sudden from a +high foot-path, we can most generally pick ourselves up and rally. But +when we've been let down gentle by arguments that seem convincing, and +by folks that seem to know the world better than we do, then's the time +when there ain't much of any rally to us. If we're any good, I s'pose we +can climb back without rallying. Rallying gives some spring to the +climb, but just straight dog-climbing will get us there, too.</p> + +<p>"It was a lovely July night, with June not quite out of the world yet. +There was that after-dark light in the sky that makes you feel that the +sky is going to stay lit up behind and shining through all night, as if +the time was so beautiful that celestial beings must be staying awake to +watch it, and to keep the sky lit and turned down low.... We walked +along the Plank Road pretty still, because I guessed how Insley's own +thoughts was conversation enough for him; but when we got a ways down, +he kind of reached out with his mind for something and me being near by, +his mind clutched at me.</p> + +<p>"'What if it <i>is</i> so, Miss Marsh?' he says. 'What if the only thing for +us to do is to tend to personal morality and an occasional lift to an +under dog or two—"if he deserves it." What if that's all—they meant us +to do?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p><p>"It's awful hard giving a reason for your chief notions. It's like +describing a rose by the tape-measure.</p> + +<p>"'Shucks!' I says only. 'Look up at the stars. I don't believe it.'</p> + +<p>"He laughed a little, and he did look up at them, but still I knew how +he felt. And even the stars that night looked awful detached and able to +take care of themselves. And they were a-shining down on the Plank Road +that would get to be Daphne Street and go about its business of leading +to private homes—<i>private</i> homes. The village, that little cluster of +lights ahead there, seemed just shutting anybody else out, going its own +way, kind of mocking anybody for any idea of getting really inside it. +It was plain enough that Insley had nothing to hope for from Alex +Proudfit. And Alex's serene sureness that Nature needed nobody to help, +his real self-satisfied looking on at processes which no man could +really hurry up—my, but they made you feel cheap, and too many of +yourself, and like none of you had a license to take a-hold. For a +second I caught myself wondering. Maybe Nature—stars and streets and +processes—<i>could</i> work it out without us.</p> + +<p>"Something come against my foot. I pushed at it, and then bent over and +touched it. It<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> was warm and yieldy, and I lifted it up. And it was a +puppy that wriggled its body unbelievable and flopped on to my arm its +inch and a quarter of tail.</p> + +<p>"'Look at,' I says to Insley, which, of course, he couldn't do; but I +put the little thing over into his hands.</p> + +<p>"'Well, little brother,' says he. 'Running away?'</p> + +<p>"We was just in front of the Cadozas', a tumble-down house halfway +between Proudfit House and the village. It looked like the puppy might +belong there, so we turned in there with it. I'd always sort of dreaded +the house, setting in back among lilacs and locusts and never lit up. +When I stopped to think of it, I never seemed to remember much about +those lilacs and locusts blooming—I suppose they did, but nobody caught +them at it often. Some houses you always think of with their lilacs and +locusts and wisteria and hollyhocks going all the time; and some you +never seem to connect up with being in bloom at all. Some houses you +always seem to think of as being lit up to most of their windows, and +some you can't call to mind as showing any way but dark. The Cadozas' +was one of the unblossoming, dark kind, and awful ramshackle, besides. +I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> always use' to think it looked like it was waiting for some kind of +happening, I didn't know what. And sometimes when I come by there in the +dark, I used to think: It ain't happened yet.</p> + +<p>"We went around to the back door to rap, and Mis' Cadoza opened it—a +slovenly looking woman she is, with no teeth much, and looking like what +hair she's got is a burden to her. I remember how she stood there +against a background of mussy kitchen that made you feel as if you'd +turned something away wrong side out to where it wasn't meant to be +looked at.</p> + +<p>"'Is it yours, Mis' Cadoza?' I says, Insley holding out the puppy.</p> + +<p>"'Murder, it's Patsy,' says Mis' Cadoza. 'Give 'm here—he must of +followed Spudge off. Oh, it's you, Miss Marsh.'</p> + +<p>"Over by the cook stove in the corner I see past her to something that +made me bound to go inside a minute. It was a bed, all frowzy and +tumbled, and in it was laying a little boy.</p> + +<p>"'Why,' I says, 'I heard Eph was in bed. What's the matter with him?' +And I went right in, past his mother, like I was a born guest. She drew +off, sort of grudging—she never liked any of us to go there, except +when some of them<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> died, which they was always doing. 'Come in and see +Eph, Mr. Insley,' I says, and introduced him.</p> + +<p>"The little boy wasn't above eight years old and he wasn't above six +years big.... He was laying real still, with his arms out of bed, and +his little thin hands flat down on the dark covers. His eyes, looking up +at us, watching, made me think of some trapped thing.</p> + +<p>"'Well, little brother,' says Insley, 'what's the trouble?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza come and stood at the foot of the bed and jerked at the top +covers.</p> + +<p>"'I've put him in the bed,' she says, 'because I'm wore out lifting him +around. An' I've got the bed out here because I can't trapse back an' +forth waitin' on him.'</p> + +<p>"'Is he a cripple?' asks Insley, low. I liked so much to hear his +voice—it was as if it lifted and lowered itself in his throat without +his bothering to tell it which kind it was time to do. And I never heard +his voice make a mistake.</p> + +<p>"'Cripple?' says Mis' Cadoza, in her kind of undressed voice. 'No. He +fell in a tub of hot water years ago, and his left leg is witherin' up.'</p> + +<p>"'Let me see it,' says Insley, and pulled the covers back without +waiting.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p><p>"There ain't nothing more wonderful than a strong, capable, quick human +hand doing something it knows how to do. Insley's hands touched over the +poor little leg of the child until I expected to see it get well right +there under his fingers. He felt the cords of the knee and then looked +up at the mother.</p> + +<p>"'Haven't they told you,' he says, 'that if he has an operation on his +knee, you can have a chance at saving the leg? I knew a case very like +this where the leg was saved.'</p> + +<p>"'I ain't been to see nobody about it,' says Mis' Cadoza, leaving her +mouth open afterwards, like she does. 'What's the good? I can't pay for +no operation on him. I got all I can do to keep 'm alive.'</p> + +<p>"Eph moved a little, and something fell down on the floor. Mis' Cadoza +pounced on it.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't I forbid you?' she says, angry, and held out to us what she'd +picked up—a little dab of wet earth. 'He digs up all my house plants,' +she scolds, like some sort of machinery grating down on one place +continual, 'an' he hauls the dirt out and lays there an' makes +<i>figgers</i>. The idear! Gettin' the sheets a sight....'</p> + +<p>"The child looked over at us, defiant. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> spoke for the first time, and +I was surprised to hear how kind of grown-up his voice was.</p> + +<p>"'I can get 'em to look like faces,' he says. 'I don't care what <i>she</i> says.'</p> + +<p>"'Show us,' commands Insley.</p> + +<p>"He got back the bit of earth from Mis' Cadoza, and found a paper for +the crumbs, and pillowed the boy up and sat beside him. The thin, dirty +little hands went to work as eager as birds pecking, and on the earth +that he packed in his palm he made, with his thumb nail and a pen handle +from under his pillow, a face—a boy's face, that had in it something +that looked at you. 'But I can never get 'em to look the same way two +times,' he says to us, shy.</p> + +<p>"'He's most killed my Lady Washington geranium draggin' the clay out +from under the roots,' Mis' Cadoza put in, resentful.</p> + +<p>"Insley sort of sweeps around and looks acrost at her, deep and gentle, +and like he understood about her boy and her geranium considerable +better than she did.</p> + +<p>"'He won't do it any more,' he says. 'He'll have something better.'</p> + +<p>"The boy looked up at him. 'What?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"'Clay,' says Insley, 'in a box. With things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> for you to make the clay +like. Do you want that?'</p> + +<p>"The boy kind of curled down in his pillow and come as near to shuffling +as he could in the bed, and he hadn't an idea what to say. But I tell +you, his eyes, they wasn't like any trapped thing any more; they was +regular <i>boy's</i> eyes, lit up about something.</p> + +<p>"'Mrs. Cadoza,' Insley says, 'will you do something for me? We're trying +to get together a little shrubbery, over at the college. May I come in +and get some lilac roots from you some day?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza looked at him—and looked. I don't s'pose it had ever come +to her before that anybody would want anything she had or anything she +could do.</p> + +<p>"'Why, sure,' she says, only. 'Sure, you can, Mr. What's-name.'</p> + +<p>"And then Insley put out his hand, and she took it, I noted special. I +donno as I ever see anybody shake hands with her before, excep' when +somebody was gettin' buried out of her house.</p> + +<p>"When we got out on the road again, I noticed that Insley went swinging +along so's I could hardly keep up with him; and he done it sort of +automatic, and like it was natural<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> to him. I didn't say anything. If +I've learned one thing living out and in among human beings, it's that +if you don't do your own keeping still at the right time, nobody else is +going to do it for you. He spoke up after a minute like I thought he +would; and he spoke up buoyant—kind of a reverent buoyant:—</p> + +<p>"'I don't believe we're discharged from the universe, after all,' he +says, and laughed a little. 'I believe we've still got our job.'</p> + +<p>"I looked 'way down the Plank Road, on its way to its business of being +Daphne Street, and it come to me that neither the one nor the other +stopped in Friendship Village. But they led on out, down past the wood +lots and the Pump pasture and across the tracks and up the hill, and +right off into that sky that somebody was keeping lit up and turned down +low. And I said something that I'd thought before:</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it,' I says, 'like sometimes everybody in the world come and +stood right close up beside of you, and spoke through the walls of you +for something inside of you to come out and be there with them?'</p> + +<p>"'That's it,' he says, only. 'That's it.' But I see his mind nipped onto +what mine meant, and tied it in the right place.</p> + +<p>"When we got to Mis' Emmons's corner, I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> turned off from Daphne Street +to go that way, because I'd told her I'd look in that night and see what +they'd bought in town. It was late, for the village, but Mis' Emmons +never minded that. The living-room light was showing through the +curtains, and Insley, saying good night to me, looked towards the +windows awful wistful. I guessed why. It was part because he felt as if +he must see Robin Sidney and they must talk over together what Alex +Proudfit had said to him. And part it was just plain because he wanted +to see her again.</p> + +<p>"'Why don't you come in a minute,' I says, 'and ask after Christopher? +Then you can see me home.'</p> + +<p>"'Wouldn't they mind it being late?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"I couldn't help smiling at that. Once Mis' Emmons had called us all up +by telephone at ten o'clock at night to invite us to her house two days +later. She explained afterwards that she hadn't looked at the clock for +a week, but if she had, she might have called us just the same. 'For my +life,' she says, 'I <i>can't</i> be afraid of ten o'clock. Indeed, I rather +like it.' I told him this, while we was walking in from her gate.</p> + +<p>"'Mrs. Emmons,' he says, when she come to the door, 'I've come because I +hear that you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> like ten o'clock, and so do I. I wanted to ask if you've +ever been able to make it last?'</p> + +<p>"'No,' she says. 'I prefer a new one every night—and this one to-night +is an exceptionally good one.'</p> + +<p>"She always answered back so pretty. I feel glad when folks can. It's +like they had an extra brain to 'em.</p> + +<p>"Insley went in, and he sort of filled up the whole room, the way some +men do. He wasn't so awful big, either. But he was pervading. +Christopher had gone to bed, and Robin Sidney was sitting there near a +big crock of hollyhocks—she could make the centre and life of a room a +crock full of flowers just as you can make it a fireplace.</p> + +<p>"'Come in,' she says, 'and see what we bought Christopher. I wanted to +put him in black velvet knickerbockers or silver armour, but Aunt +Eleanor has bought chiefly khaki middies. She's such a sensible +relative.'</p> + +<p>"'What are we going to do with him?' Insley asks. I loved the way he +always said 'we' about everything. Not 'they' or 'you,' but always, +'What are <i>we</i> going to do.'</p> + +<p>"'I'll keep him awhile,' Mis' Emmons says, 'and see what develops. If I +weren't going to Europe this fall—but something may happen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> Things do. +Calliope,' she says to me, 'did I buy what I ought to have bought?'</p> + +<p>"I went over to see the things spread out on the table, and Insley +turned round to where Robin was. I don't really believe he had been very +far away from where she was since the night before, when Christopher +come. And he got right into what he had to say, like he was impatient +for the sympathy in her eyes and in her voice.</p> + +<p>"'I must tell you,' he says. 'I could hardly wait to tell you. Isn't it +great to be knocked down and picked up again, without having to get back +on your own feet. I—wanted to tell you.'</p> + +<p>"'Tell me,' she says. And she looked at him in her nice, girl way that +lent him her eyes in good faith for just a minute and then took them +back again.</p> + +<p>"'I've been to see Alex Proudfit,' he said. 'I've dined with him.'</p> + +<p>"I don't think she said anything at all, but Insley went on, absorbed in +what he was saying.</p> + +<p>"'I talked with him,' he says, 'about what we talked of last night—the +things to do, here in the village. I thought he might care—I was +foolish enough for that. Have you ever tried to open a door in a solid +wall? When<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> I left there, I felt as if I'd tried just that. Seriously, +have you ever tried to talk about the way things are going to be and to +talk about it to a perfectly satisfied man?'</p> + +<p>"Robin leaned forward, but I guess he thought that was because of her +sympathy. He went right on:—</p> + +<p>"'I want never to speak of this to anyone else, but I can't help telling +you. You—understand. You know what I'm driving at. Alex Proudfit is a +good man—as men are counted good. And he's a perfect host, a +fascinating companion. But he's a type of the most dangerous selfishness +that walks the world—'</p> + +<p>"Robin suddenly laid her hand, just for a flash, on Insley's arm.</p> + +<p>"'You mustn't tell me,' she says. 'I ought to have told you before. Alex +Proudfit—I'm going to be Alex Proudfit's wife.'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span></p> + +<h2>V</h2> + +<p>"In the next days things happened that none of us Friendship Village +ladies is likely ever to forget. Some of the things was nice and some +was exciting, and some was the kind that's nice after you've got the +introduction wore off; but all of them was memorable. And most all of +them was the kind that when you're on the train looking out the car +window, or when you're home sitting in the dusk before it's time to +light the lamp, you fall to thinking about and smiling over, and you +have them always around with you, same as heirlooms you've got ready for +yourself.</p> + +<p>"One of these was the Fourth of July that year. It fell a few days after +Alex Proudfit come, and the last of the days was full of his guests +arriving to the house party. The two Proudfit cars was racking back and +forth to the station all day long, and Jimmy Sturgis, he went near crazy +with getting the baggage up. I never see such a lot of baggage. 'Land, +land,' says Mis' Toplady, peeking out her window at it, 'you'd think +they was all trees and they'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> come bringing extra sets of branches, +regular forest size.' Mis' Emmons and Robin and Christopher went up the +night before the Fourth—Mis' Emmons was going to do the chaperoning, +and Alex had asked me to be up there all I could to help him. He knows +how I love to have a hand in things. However, I couldn't be there right +at first, because getting ready for the Fourth of July was just then in +full swing.</p> + +<p>"Do you know what it is to want to do over again something that you +ain't done for years and years? I don't care what it is—whether it's +wanting to be back sitting around the dinner table of your home when you +was twelve, and them that was there aren't there now; or whether it's +rocking in the cool of the day on the front porch of some old house that +got tore down long ago; or whether it's walking along a road you use' to +know every fence post of; or fishing from a stream that's dried up or +damned these twenty years; or eating spice' currants or pickle' peaches +that there aren't none put up like them now; or hearing a voice in a +glee club that don't sing no more, or milking a dead cow that <i>wasn't</i> +dead on the spring mornings you mean about—no, sir, I don't care what +one of them all it happens to be, if you know what it is to want to do +it again and can't, 'count of death and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span>distance and long-ago-ness, +then I tell you you know one of the lonesomest, hurtingest feelings the +human heart can, sole outside of the awful things. And that was what had +got the matter with me awhile ago.</p> + +<p>"It had come on me in the meeting of townspeople called by Silas Sykes a +few weeks before, to discuss how Friendship Village should celebrate the +Fourth. We hadn't had a Fourth in the village in years. Seeing the +Fourth and the Cemetery was so closely connected, late years, Sodality +had took a hand in the matter and had got fire-crackers and pistols +voted out of town, part by having family fingers blowed off and clothes +scorched full of holes, and part through Silas and the other dealers +admitting they wan't no money in the stuff and they'd be glad to be +prevented by law from having to sell it. So we shut down on it the year +after little Spudge Cadoza bit down on a cap to see if it'd go off, and +it done so. But we see we'd made the mistake of not hatching up +something to take the place of the noise, because the boys and girls all +went off to the next-town Fourths and come home blowed up and scorched +off, anyway. And some of the towns, especially Red Barns, that we can +see from Friendship Village when it's clear, was feeling awful touchy +and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span>chip-shouldered towards us, and their two weekly papers was saying +we borrowed our year's supply of patriotism off the county, and sponged +on public spirit, and like that. So the general Friendship feeling was +that we'd ought to have a doings this year, and Postmaster Sykes, that +ain't so much public spirited as he is professional leading +citizen,—platform introducer of all visiting orators and so on,—he +called a mass-meeting to decide what to do.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes, she was awful interested, too, through being a born leader +and up in arms most of the time to do something new. And this year she +was anxious to get up something fancy to impress her niece with—the new +niece that was coming to visit her, and that none of us had ever see, +and that the Sykes's themselves had only just developed. Seems she was +looking for her family tree and she wrote to Mis' Sykes about being +connect'. And the letter seemed so swell, and the address so +mouth-melting and stylish that Mis' Sykes up and invited her to +Friendship Village to look herself up in their Bible, Born and Died +part.</p> + +<p>"The very night of that public mass-meeting Miss Beryl Sessions—such +was the niece's name—come in on the Through, and Mis' Sykes, she +snapped her up from the supper table to bring<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> her to the meeting and +show her off, all brimming with the blood-is-thicker-than-water +sentiments due to a niece that looked like that. For I never see +sweller. And being in the Glee Club I set where I got a good view when +Mis' Sykes rustled into the meeting, last minute, in her best black +cashmere, though it was an occasion when the rest of us would wear our +serges and alapacas, and Mis' Sykes knew it. All us ladies see them both +and took in every stitch they had on without letting on to unpack a +glance, and we see that the niece was wearing the kind of a dress that +was to ours what mince-pie is to dried apple, and I couldn't blame Mis' +Sykes for showing her off, human.</p> + +<p>"Silas had had Dr. June open the meeting with prayer, and I can't feel +that this was so much reverence in Silas as that he isn't real +parliamentary nor yet real knowledgeable about what to do with his +hands, and prayer sort of broke the ice for him. That's the way Silas +is.</p> + +<p>"'Folks,' says he, 'we're here to consider the advisability of bein' +patriotic this year. Of having a doings that'll shame the other towns +around for their half-an'-half way of giving things. Of making the +glorious Fourth a real business bringer. Of having a speech that'll +bring in the country trade—the Honourable<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> Thaddeus Hyslop has been +named by some. And of getting our city put in the class of the wide +awake and the hustlers and the up-to-date and doing. It's a grand chance +we've passed up for years. What are we going to do for ourselves this +year? To decide it is the purpose of this mass-meetin'. Sentiments are +now in order.'</p> + +<p>"Silas set down with a kitterin' glance to his new niece that he was +host and uncle of and pleased to be put in a good light before, first +thing so.</p> + +<p>"Several men hopped up—Timothy Toplady saying that Friendship Village +was a city in all but name and numbers, and why not prove it to the +other towns? Jimmy Sturgis that takes tintypes, besides running the 'bus +and was all primed for a day full of both—'A glorious Fourth,' says he, +'would be money in our pockets.' And the farm machinery and furniture +dealers, and Gekerjeck, that has the drug store and the ice-cream +fountain, and others, they spoke the same. Insley had to be to the +college that night, or I don't believe the meeting would have gone the +way it did go. For the first line and chorus of everything that all the +men present said never varied:—</p> + +<p>"'The Fourth for a business bringer.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span></p><p>"It was Threat Hubbelthwait that finally made the motion, and he wasn't +real sober, like he usually ain't, but he wound up on the key-note:—</p> + +<p>"'I sold two hundred and four lunches the last Fourth we hed in +Friendship Village,' says he, pounding his palm with his fist, 'an' I +move you that we celebrate this comin' Fourth like the blazes.'</p> + +<p>"And though Silas softened it down some in putting it, still that was +substantially the sentiment that went through at that mass-meeting, that +was real pleased with itself because of.</p> + +<p>"Well, us ladies hadn't taken no part. It ain't our custom to appear +much on our feet at public gatherings, unless to read reports of a +year's work, and so that night we never moved a motion. But we looked at +each other, and us ladies has got so we understand each other's +eyebrows. And we knew, one and all, that we was ashamed of the men and +ashamed of their sentiments. But the rest didn't like to speak out, +'count of being married to them. And I didn't like to, 'count of not +being.</p> + +<p>"But when they got to discussing ways and means of celebrating, a woman +did get onto her feet, and a little lilt of interest run round the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> room +like wind. It was Miss Beryl Sessions, the niece, that stood up like +you'd unwrapped your new fashion magazine and unrolled her off'n the +front page.</p> + +<p>"'I wonder,' says she—and her voice went all sweet and chirpy and +interested, 'whether it would amuse you to know some ways we took to +celebrate the Fourth of July last year at home ...' and while the men +set paying attention to her appearance and thinking they was paying +attention to her words alone, she went on to tell them how 'at home' the +whole town had joined in a great, Fourth of July garden party on the +village 'common,' with a band and lanterns and fireworks at night, and a +big marquee in the middle, full of ice-cream. 'We made it,' she wound +up, 'a real social occasion, a town party with everybody invited. And +the business houses said that it paid them over and over.'</p> + +<p>"Well, of course that went with the men. Land, but men is easy tamed, so +be the tameress is somebody they ain't used to and is gifted with a good +dress and a kind of a 'scalloped air. But when she also has some idea of +business they go down and don't know it. 'Why, I should think that'd +take here like a warm meal,' says Timothy Toplady, instant—and I see +Mis' Amanda Toplady's chin come home to place like she'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> heard Timothy +making love to another woman. 'Novel as the dickens,' says Simon +Gekerjeck. 'Move we adopt it.' And so they done.</p> + +<p>"While they was appointing committees I set up there in the Glee Club +feeling blacker and blacker. Coming down to the meeting that night, I +recollect I'd been extra gentle in my mind over the whole celebration +idea. Walking along in the seven-o'clock light, with the sun shining +east on Daphne Street and folks all streaming to the town-meeting, and +me sensing what it was going to be for, I'd got all worked up to 'most a +Declaration of Independence lump in my throat. When I went in the door +to the meeting, little Spudge Cadoza and some other children was hanging +around the steps and Silas Sykes was driving them away; and it come to +me how deathly ridiculous that was, to be driving <i>children</i> away from a +meeting like that, when children is what such meetings is for; and I'd +got to thinking of all the things Insley was hoping for us, and I'd been +real lifted up on to places for glory. And here down had come the men +with their talk about a <i>paying</i> Fourth, and here was Miss Beryl +Sessions showing us how to celebrate in a way that seemed to me real +sweet but not so very patriotic. It was then that all of a sudden it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> +seemed to me I'd die, because I wanted so much to feel the way I'd use +to feel when it was going to be the Fourth o' July. And when they sung +'Star Spangled Banner' to go home on and all stood up to the sentiment, +I couldn't open my mouth. I can't go folks that stands up and carols +national tunes and then talks about having a Fourth that'll be a real +business bringer.</p> + +<p>"'What'd you think of the meeting?' says Mis' Toplady, low, to me on the +way out.</p> + +<p>"'I think,' says I, frank, 'it was darn.'</p> + +<p>"'There's just exactly what we all think,' says Mis' Toplady, in a +whisper.</p> + +<p>"But all the same, preparations was gone into head first. Most of us was +put on to from one to five committees—I mean most of them that works. +The rest of the town was setting by, watching it be done for them, +serene or snarling, according to their lights. Of course us ladies +worked, not being them that goes to a meeting an' sets with their mouths +shut and then comes out and kicks at what the meetin' done. Yet, though +we wan't made out of that kind of meal, we spoke our minds to each +other, private.</p> + +<p>"'What under the canopy <i>is</i> a marquee?' asks Mis' Amanda Toplady, when +we met at her house to plan about refreshments.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke right up.</p> + +<p>"'Why, it's a finger ring,' she says. 'One of them with stones running +the long way. The minister's wife's got a blue stone one....'</p> + +<p>"'Finger ring!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers, scornful. 'It's a title. That's +what it is. From England.'</p> + +<p>"We looked at them both, perplexish. Mis' Holcomb is always up on +things—it was her that went into short sleeves when the rest of us was +still crocheting cuff turnovers, unconscious as the dead. But Mis' +Uppers had been the Mayor's wife, and though he'd run away, 'count o' +some money matter, still a title is a title, an' we thought Mis' Uppers +had ought to know.</p> + +<p>"Then Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, she spoke up timid. 'I +see,' she says, 'in the <i>Caterer's Gazette</i> a picture called "Marquee +Decorated for Fête." The picture wan't nothing but a striped tent. Could +a tent have anything to do with it?'</p> + +<p>"'Pity sakes, no,' says Mis' Uppers. 'This is somethin' real city done, +Abagail.'</p> + +<p>"We worked on what we could, but we all felt kind of lost and left out +of it, and like we was tinkering with tools we didn't know the names<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> of +and a-making something we wasn't going to know how to use. And when the +article about our Fourth flared out in the <i>Friendship Daily</i> and Red +Barns and Indian Mound weeklies, we felt worse than we had before: +'Garden Party.' 'All Day Fête.' '<i>Al Fresco</i> Celebration,' the editors +had wrote it up.</p> + +<p>"'All <i>what</i>?' says Mis' Uppers, listening irritable to the last one. 'I +can't catch that word no more'n a rabbit.'</p> + +<p>"'It's a French word,' Mis' Holcomb told her, superior. 'Seems to me +I've heard it means a failure. It's a funny way to put it, ain't it? I +bet, though, that's what it'll be.'</p> + +<p>"But the men, my, the men thought they was doing things right. The +Committee on Orator, with Silas for rudder, had voted itself Fifty +Dollars to squander on the speech, and they had engaged the Honourable +Thaddeus Hyslop, that they'd hoped to, and that was formerly in our +legislature, to be the orator of the day; they put up a platform and +seats on the 'common'—that wan't nothing but the market where loads of +wood stood to be sold; they was a-going to cut evergreens and plant them +there for the day; the Committee on Fireworks was a-going to buy set +pieces for the evening; they was a-going to raise Ned. Somebody that was +on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span> one of the committees wanted to have some sort of historic scenes, +but the men wouldn't hear to it, because that would take away them that +had to do the business in the stores; no caluthumpians, no grand basket +dinner—just the garden party, real sweet, with Miss Beryl Sessions and +a marquee full of ice-cream that the ladies was to make.</p> + +<p>"'It sounds sort of sacrilegious to me,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'connectin' +the Fourth up with society and secular doin's. When I was young, my +understandin' of a garden party would of been somethin' worldly. Now it +seems it's patriotic. Well, I wonder how it's believed to be in the +sight of the Lord?'</p> + +<p>"But whether it was right or whether it was wrong, none of it rung like +it had ought to of rang. They wan't no <i>glow</i> to it. We all went around +like getting supper on wash-day, and not like getting up a meal for +folks that meant a lot to us. It wan't going to be any such Fourth as +I'd meant about and wanted to have come back. The day come on a pacing, +and the nearer it come, the worse all us ladies felt. And by a few days +before it, when our final committee meeting come off in Abagail Arnold's +home bakery, back room, 'count of being central, we was all blue as the +grave, and I donno but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> bluer. We set waiting for Silas that was having +a long-distance call, and Abagail was putting in the time frosting dark +cakes in the same room. We was most all there but the niece Miss Beryl +Sessions. She had gone home, but she was coming back on the Fourth in an +automobile full o' city folks.</p> + +<p>"'The <i>marquee's</i> come,' says Mis' Holcomb, throwing out the word +clickish.</p> + +<p>"Nobody said anything. Seems it <i>was</i> a tent all along.</p> + +<p>"'Silas has got in an extra boy for the day,' says Mis' Sykes, +complacent. 'It's the littlest Cadoza boy, Spudge. He's goin' to walk up +an' down Daphne Street all day, with a Prize Coffee board on his back.'</p> + +<p>"'Where's Spudge's Fourth comin' in?' I couldn't help askin'.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes stared. She always could look you down, but she's got a much +flatter, thicker stare since her niece come. 'What's them kind o' folks +<i>for</i> but such work?' says she, puckering.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno, I donno,' says I. 'I thought mebbe they was partly made +to thank the Lord for bein' born free.'</p> + +<p>"'How unpractical you talk, Calliope,' she says.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno that word,' says I, reckless from being pent up. 'But it +seems like a liberty-lovin' people had ought to hev <i>one</i> day to love +liberty on an' not tote groceries and boards and such.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Don't it!</i>' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, explosive.</p> + +<p>"'What you talking?' says Mis' Sykes, cold. 'Don't you know the Fourth +of July can be made one of the best days of the year for your own town's +good? What's that if it ain't patriotic?'</p> + +<p>"'It's Yankee shrewd,' says I, snapping some, 'that's what it is. It +ain't Yankee spirited, by a long shot.'</p> + +<p>"'"<i>By a long shot</i>,"' quotes Mis' Sykes, withering. She always was +death on wording, and she was far more death after her niece come. But I +always thought, and I think now, that correcting your advisary's grammar +is like telling him there's a smooch on his nose, and they ain't either +of them parliamental <i>or</i> decent.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Uppers sighed. 'The whole thing,' says she, candid, 'sounds to me +like Fourth o' July in Europe or somewheres. No get-up-an'-get anywheres +to it. What do they do in Europe on the Fourth o' July, anyway?' she +wondered. 'I donno's I ever read.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno, either,' says Mis' Holcomb, dark, 'but I bet you it's one of +these All Frost celebrations—or whatever it is they say.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady set drying her feet by Abagail's stove, and she looked +regular down in the mouth. 'Well, sir,' she said, 'a Fourth o' July all +rosettes an' ribbins so don't sound to me one bit like the regular +Fourth at all. It don't sound to me no more'n the third—or the fifth.'</p> + +<p>"I was getting that same homesick feeling that I'd had off and on all +through the getting ready, that hankering for the old kinds of Fourths +of Julys when I was a little girl. When us girls had a quarter apiece to +spend, and father'd cover the quarter with his hands on the gate-post +for us to guess them; and when the boys picked up scrap-iron and sold +old rubbers to get their Fourth money. It wan't so much what we used to +do that I wanted back as it was the <i>feeling</i>. Why, none of our spines +use' to be laid down good and flat in our backs once all day long. And I +wisht what I'd wisht more than once since the mass-meeting, that some of +us ladies had of took hold of that Fourth and had run it so's 'twould of +been like you mean 'way inside when you say 'The Fourth of July'—and +that death and distance and long-ago-ness is awful in the way of.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span></p><p>"'We'd ought to of had a grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods,' I +says, restless.</p> + +<p>"'An' a p'rade,' says Mis' Toplady. 'I donno nothin' that makes me feel +more patriotic than the minute before the p'rade comes by.'</p> + +<p>"'An' children in the Fourth somehow,' Mis' Uppers says. 'Land, children +is who it's for, anyhow,' she says, like I'd been thinking; 'an' all +we've ever done for 'em about it is to leave 'em kill 'emselves with +it.'</p> + +<p>"Well, it was there, just there, and before Mis' Sykes could dicker a +reply that in come tearing her husband from his long-distance +telephoning, and raced into the room like he hadn't a manner in his kit.</p> + +<p>"'We're all over with,' Silas shouts. 'It's all done for! Thaddeus +Hyslop is smashed an' bleedin'. He can't come. We ain't got no speech. +His automobile's turned over on top of his last speakin' place. +Everybody else that ain't one-horse is sure to be got for somewheres +else. Our Fourth of July is rooned. We're done for. The editor's gettin' +it in the <i>Weekly</i> so's to warn the county. We'll be the Laughing Stock. +Dang the luck!' says Silas; 'why don't some o' you say somethin'?'</p> + +<p>"But it wasn't all because Silas was doing it all that the men didn't +talk, because when he'd<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> stopped, they all stood there with their mouths +open and never said a word. Seems to me I did hear Timothy Toplady bring +out, 'Blisterin' Benson,' but nobody offered nothing more fertile. That +is, nobody of the men did. But 'most before I got my thoughts together I +heard two feet of a chair come down onto the floor, and Mis' Amanda +Toplady stood up there by Abagail's cook stove, and she took the griddle +lifter and struck light on the side of the pipe.</p> + +<p>"'Hurrah!' she says. 'Now we can have a real Fourth. A Fourth that does +as a Fourth is.'</p> + +<p>"'What you talkin', Amanda Toplady?' says Silas, crisp; and ''Mandy, +what the blazes do you mean?' says Timothy, her lawful lord. But Mis' +Toplady didn't mind them, nor mind Mis' Sykes, that was staring at her +flat and thick.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' says Mis' Toplady, reckless, 'I been sick to death of the +idea of a Fourth with no spirit to it. I mean I been sick to death of a +Fourth that's all starched white dresses an' company manners an' no +hurrahs anywheres about it. An' us ladies, most all of us, feels the +same. We didn't like to press in, bein' you men done the original +plannin', an' so not one of us has said "P'rade," nor nothin' else to +you. But now that your orator has fell through on himself, you men just +leave us ladies in on this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> thing to do more'n take orders, an' you +needn't be the Laughin' Stock o' nothin' an' nobody. I guess you'll all +stand by me. What say, ladies?'</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, you'd ought to of heard us. We joined in like a patch of +grasshoppers singing. They wasn't one of us that hadn't been dying to +get our hands on that Fourth and make it a Fourth full of unction and +oil of joy, like the Bible said, and must of meant what we meant.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies,' I remember I says, fervent, 'I feel like we could make a +Fourth o' July just like stirrin' up a white cake, so be we was let.'</p> + +<p>"'What d' you know about managin' a Fourth?' snarls Silas. 'You'll have +us all in the hole. You'll have us shellin' out of our own pockets to +make up—'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady whirled on him. 'Would you druther have Red Barns an' +Indian Mound a-jumpin' on you through the weekly press for bein' +bluffers, an' callin' us cheap an' like that, or would you druther not?' +she put it to him.</p> + +<p>"'Dang it,' says Silas, 'I never tried to do a thing for this town that +it didn't lay down an' roll all over me. I wish I was dead.'</p> + +<p>"'You wan't tryin' to do this thing for this town,' says Mis' Toplady +back at him, like the wind. 'You was tryin' to do it for the <i>stores</i> +of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> this town, an' you know it. You was tryin' to ride the Fourth for a +horse to the waterin' trough o' good business, an' you know it, Silas +Sykes,' says she, 'an' so was Jimmy and Threat an' all of you. The hull +country tries to get behind the Fourth of July an' make money over its +back like a counter. It ain't what was meant, an' us ladies felt it all +along. An' neither was it meant for a garden party day alone, though +<i>that</i>,' says Mis' Toplady, gracious, 'is a real sweet side idea. An' +Mis' Sykes an' Mis' Sessions had ought to go on an' run that part of it, +bein' the—tent's here,' she could <i>not</i> bring herself to use that other +word. 'But,' she says, 'that ain't all of a real Fourth, nor yet a +speech ain't, though he did use to be in the legislature. Them things +alone don't make a real flag, liberty-praisin' Fourth, to me nor to none +of us.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, sour, 'what you goin' to <i>do</i> if the men decides to +let you try this?'</p> + +<p>"'That ain't the way,' says Mis' Toplady, like a flash; 'it ain't for +the men to <i>let us do</i> nothin'. It's for us all to do it together, yoke +to yoke, just like everything else ought to be done by us both, an' no +talk o' "<i>runnin</i>'" by either side.'</p> + +<p>"'But what's the idee—what's the idee?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> says Silas. 'Dang it all, +somebody's got to hev an idee.'</p> + +<p>"'Us ladies has got 'em,' says Mis' Toplady, calm. 'An',' says she, 'one +o' the first of 'em is that if we have anything to do with runnin' the +Fourth of our forefathers, then after 10 <span class="smaller">A.M.</span>, all day on that day, +every business house in town has got to shut down.'</p> + +<p>"'What?' says Silas, his voice slippin'. 'Gone crazy-headed, hev ye?'</p> + +<p>"'No, Silas,' says Mis' Toplady, 'nor yet hev we gone so graspin' that +we can't give up a day's trade to take notice of our country.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord Harry,' says Silas, 'you can't get a dealer in town to do it, an' +you know it.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, yes, you can, Silas,' says somebody, brisk. And it was Abagail, +frosting dark cakes over by the side of the room. 'I was goin' to shut +up shop, anyway, all day on the Fourth,' Abagail says.</p> + +<p>"'An' lose the country trade in lunches?' yells Silas. 'Why, woman, +you'd be Ten Dollars out o' pocket.'</p> + +<p>"'I wan't never one to spend the mornin' thankin' God an' the afternoon +dippin' oysters,' says Abagail. And Silas scrunched. He done that one +year when his Thanksgiving oysters come late, and he knew he done it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span></p><p>"Well, they went over it and over it and tried to think of some other +way, and tried to hatch up some other speaker without eating up the +whole Fifty Dollars in telephone tolls, and tried most other things. And +then we told them what we'd thought of different times, amongst us as +being features fit for a Fourth in the sight of the Lord and the sight +of men. And they hemmed and they hawed and they give in about as +graceful as a clothes-line winds up when you've left it out in the +sleet, but they did give in and see reason. Timothy last—that's quite +vain of being firm.</p> + +<p>"'If we come out with a one-horse doin's, seems like it'd be worse than +sittin' down flat-foot failed,' he mourns, grieving.</p> + +<p>"Amanda, his wife, give him one of her looks. 'Timothy,' says she, +'when, since you was married to me, did I ever fail to stodge up a +company dinner or a spare bed or a shroud when it was needed sudden? +When did any of us ladies ever fail that's here? Do you sp'ose we're any +more scant of idees about our own nation?'</p> + +<p>"And Timothy had to keep his silence. He knew what she said was the Old +Testament truth. But I think what really swung them all round was the +thought of Red Barns and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> Indian Mound. Imagination of what them two +weekly papers would say, so be we petered out on our speech and didn't +offer nothing else, was too much for flesh and blood to bear. And the +men ended by agreeing to seeing to shutting every business house in +Friendship Village and they went off to do it,—resolved, but groaning +some, like men will.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes, she made some excuse and went, too. 'I'll run the garden +party part,' says she. 'My niece an' I'll do that, an' try our best to +get some novelty into your Fourth. An' we'll preside on the marquee, +like we'd agreed. More I don't say.'</p> + +<p>"But the rest of us, we stayed on there at Abagail's, and we planned +like mad.</p> + +<p>"We didn't look in no journal nor on no woman's page for something new. +We didn't rush to our City relations for novelties. We didn't try for +this and that nor grasp at no agony whatever. We just went down deep +into the inside of our understanding and thought what the Fourth was and +how them that made it would of wanted it kept. No fingers blowed off nor +clothes scorched up, no houses burned down, no ear-drums busted +out—none of them would of been in <i>their</i> programme, and they wan't in +ours. Some of the things that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> was in ours we'd got by hearing Insley +tell what they was doin' other places. Some o' the things he suggested +to us. Some o' the things we got by just going back and back down the +years an' <i>remembering</i>—not so much what we'd done as the way we use' +to feel, long ago, when the Fourth was the Fourth and acted like it knew +it. Some of the things we got by just reaching forward and forward, and +seeing what the Fourth is going to mean to them a hundred years from +now—so be we do our part. And some of the things we got through sheer +make-shift woman intelligence, that put its heads together and used +everything it had, that had anything to do with the nation, or the town, +or with really living at all the way that first Fourth of July meant +about, 'way down inside.</p> + +<p>"Before it was light on the morning of the Fourth, I woke up, feeling +all happy and like I wanted to hurry. I was up and dressed before the +sun was up, and when I opened my front door, I declare it was just like +the glory of the Lord was out there waiting for me. The street was +laying all still and simple, like it was ready and waiting for the +light. Early as it was, Mis' Holcomb was just shaking her breakfast +table-cloth on her side stoop, and she waved it to me, big and billowy +and white,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> like a banner. And I offs with my apron and waved it back, +and it couldn't of meant no more to either of us if we had been shaking +out the folds of flags. It was too early for the country wagons to be +rattling in yet, and they wan't no other sounds—except a little bit of +a pop now and then over to where Bennie Uppers and little Nick Toplady +was up and out, throwing torpedoes onto the bricks; and then the birds +that was trilling an' shouting like mad, till every tree all up and down +Daphne Street and all up and down the town and the valley was just one +living singing. And all over everything, like a kind of a weave to it, +was that something that makes a Sunday morning and some holiday mornings +better and sweeter and <i>goldener</i> than any other day. I ain't got much +of a garden, not having any real time to fuss in it, but I walked out +into the middle of the little patch of pinks and parsley that I have +got, and I says 'way deep in me, deeper than thinking: 'It don't make no +manner of differ'nce how much of a fizzle the day ends up with, this, +here and now, is the way it had ought to start.'</p> + +<p>"Never, not if I live till beyond always, will I forget how us ladies' +hearts was in our mouths when, along about 'leven o'clock, we heard the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> +Friendship Village Stonehenge band coming fifing along, and we knew the +parade was begun. We was all on the market square—hundreds of us, seems +though. Red Barns and Indian Mound had turned out from side to side of +themselves, mingling the same as though ploughshares was +pruning-hooks—or whatever that quotation time is—both towns looking +for flaws in the day, like enough, but both shutting up about it, +biblical. Even the marquee, with its red and white stripes, showing +through the trees, made me feel good. 'Land, land,' Mis' Toplady says, +'it looks kind of homey and old-fashioned, after all, don't it? I mean +the—tent,' she says—she would <i>not</i> say the other word; but then I +guess it made her kind of mad seeing Mis' Sykes bobbing around in there +in white duck an' white shoes—her that ain't a grandmother sole because +of Nature and not at all through any lack of her own years. Everything +was all seeming light and confident—but I tell you we didn't feel so +confident as we'd meant to when we heard the band a-coming to the tune +o' 'Hail, Columbia! Happy Land.' And yet now, when I look back on that +Independence Day procession, it seems like regular floats is no more +than toy doings beside of it.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span></p><p>"What do you guess us ladies had thought up for our procession,—with +Insley back of us, letting us think we thought it up alone? Mebbe you'll +laugh, because it wan't expensive to do; but oh; I think it was nice. +We'd took everything in the town that done the town's work, and we'd run +them all together. We headed off with the fire-engine, 'count of the +glitter—and we'd loaded it down with flags and flowers, and the hook +and ladder and hose-carts the same, wheels and sides; and flags in the +rubber caps of the firemen up top. Then we had the two big sprinkling +carts, wound with bunting, and five-foot flags flying from the seats. +Then come all the city teams drawn by the city horses—nice, plump +horses they was, and rosettes on them, and each man had decorated his +wagon and was driving it in his best clothes. Then come the steam roller +that Friendship Village and Red Barns and Indian Mound owns together and +scraps over some, though that didn't appear in its appearance, puffing +along, with posies on it. Then there was the city electric light repair +wagon, with a big paper globe for an umbrella, and the electric men +riding with their leggings on and their spurs, like they climb the +poles; and behind them the telephone men was riding<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span>—because the town +owns its own telephone, too—and then the four Centrals, in pretty +shirtwaists, in a double-seated buggy loaded with flowers—the telephone +office we'd see to it was closed down, too, to have its Fourth, like a +human being. And marching behind them was the city waterworks men, best +bib and tucker apiece. And then we hed out the galvanized garbage wagon +that us ladies hed bought ourselves a year ago, and that wasn't being +used this year count of the city pleading too poison poor; and it was +all scrubbed up and garnished and filled with ferns and drove by its own +driver and the boy that had use' to go along to empty the cans. And then +of course they was more things—some of them with day fireworks shooting +up from them—but not the hearse, though we had all we could do to keep +Timothy Toplady from having it in, 'count of its common public office.</p> + +<p>"Well, and then we'd done an innovation—an' this was all Insley's idea, +and it was him that made us believe we could do it. Coming next, in +carriages and on foot, was the mayor and the city council and every last +man or woman that had anything to do with running the city life. They +was all there—city treasurer, clerk of the court, register of deeds, +sheriffs, marshals,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> night-watchmen, health officer, postmaster, janitor +of the city hall, clerks, secretaries, stenographers, school board, city +teachers, and every one of the rest—they was all there, just like they +had belonged in the p'rade the way them framers of the first Fourth of +July had meant they should fit in: Conscience and all. But some of them +servants of the town had made money off'n its good roads, and some off'n +its saloons, and some off'n getting ordinances repealed, and some off'n +inspecting buildings and sidewalks that they didn't know nothing about, +and some was making it even then by paving out into the marsh; and some +in yet other ways that wasn't either real elbow work nor clean head +work. What else could they do? We'd ask' them to march because they +represented the town, and rather'n own they <i>didn't</i> represent the town, +there they was marching; but if some of them didn't step down Daphne +Street feeling green and sick and sore and right down schoolboy ashamed +of themselves, then they ain't got the human thrill in them that somehow +I <i>cannot</i> believe ever dies clear out of nobody. They was a lump in my +throat for them that had sold themselves, and they was a lump for them +that hadn't—but oh, the differ'nce in the lumps.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, land,' I says to Mis' Toplady, 'if we ain't done another thing, +we've made 'em remember they're servants to Friendship Village—like +they often forget.'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't we?' she says, solemn. 'Ain't we?'</p> + +<p>"And then next behind begun the farm things: the threshin' machines and +reapers and binders and mowers and like that, all drawn by the farm +horses and drove by their owners and decorated by them, jolly and gay; +and, too, all the farm horses for miles around—we was going to give a +donated surprise prize for the best kep' and fed amongst them. And last, +except for the other two bands sprinkled along, come the leading +citizens, and who do you guess <i>they</i> was? Not Silas nor Timothy nor +Eppleby nor even Doctor June, nor our other leading business men and our +three or four professionals—no, not them; but the real, true, leading +citizens of Friendship Village and Indian Mound and Red Barns and other +towns and the farms between—the <i>children</i>, over two hundred of them, +dressed in white if they had it and in dark if they didn't, with or +without shoes, in rags or out of them, village-tough descended or with +pew-renting fathers, all the same and together, and carrying a flag and +singing to the tops of their voices 'Hail, Columbia,'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> that the bands +kept a-playing, some out of plumb as to time, but all fervent and +joyous. It was us women alone that got up that part. My, I like to think +about it.</p> + +<p>"They swung the length of Daphne Street and twice around the market +square, and they come to a halt in front of the platform. And Doctor +June stood up before them all, and he prayed like this:—</p> + +<p>"'Lord God, that let us start free an' think we was equal, give us to +help one another to be free an' to get equal, in deed an' in truth.'</p> + +<p>"And who do you s'pose we hed to read the Declaration of Independence? +Little Spudge Cadoza, that Silas had been a-going to hev walk up and +down Daphne Street with a board on his back—Insley thought of him, and +we picked him out a-purpose. And though he didn't read it so thrilling +as Silas would of, it made me feel the way no reading of it has ever +made me feel before—oh, because it was kind of like we'd snapped up the +little kid and set him free all over again, even though he wasn't it but +one day in the year. And it sort of seemed to me that all inside the +words he read was trumpets and horns telling how much them words was +<i>going</i> to mean to him and his kind before he'd had time to die. And +then the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> Glee Club struck into 'America,' and the whole crowd joined in +without being expected, and the three bands that was laying over in the +shade hopped up and struck in, too—and I bet they could of heard us to +Indian Mound. Leastways to Red Barns, that we can see from Friendship +Village when it's clear.</p> + +<p>"The grand basket dinner in the Depot Woods stays in my head as one +picture, all full of veal loaf and 'scalloped potato and fruit salad and +nut-bread and deviled eggs and bake' beans and pickle' peaches and layer +cake and drop sponge-cake and hot coffee—the kind of a dinner that +comes crowding to your thought whenever you think 'Dinner' at your +hungriest. And after we'd took care of everybody's baskets and set them +under a tree for a lunch towards six, us ladies went back to the market +square. And over by the marquee we see the men gathered—all but Insley, +that had slipped away as quick as we begun telling him how much of it +was due to him. Miss Beryl Sessions had just arrived, in a automobile, +covered with veils, and she was introducing the other men to her City +friends. Us ladies sort of kittered around back of them, not wanting to +press ourselves forward none, and we went up to the door of the marquee +where, behind the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> refreshment table, Mis' Sykes was a-standing in her +white duck.</p> + +<p>"'My,' says Mis' Holcomb to her, 'it's all going off nice so far, ain't +it?'</p> + +<p>"'They ain't a great deal the matter with it,' says Mis' Sykes, snappy.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Uppers, grieving, 'the parade an' the +basket dinner seemed to me both just perfect.'</p> + +<p>"'The parade done well enough,' says Mis' Sykes, not looking at her. 'I +donno much about the dinner.'</p> + +<p>"And all of a sudden we recollected that she hadn't been over to the +grand basket dinner at all.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' Toplady, blank, 'ain't you et nothin'?'</p> + +<p>"'My niece,' says Mis' Sykes, dignified, 'didn't get here till now. Who +was I to leave in the <i>tent</i>? I've et,' says she, cold, 'two dishes of +ice-cream an' two chocolate nut-cakes.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady just swoops over towards her. 'Why, my land,' she says, +hearty, 'they's stuff an' to spare packed over there under the trees. +You go right on over and get your dinner. Poke right into any of our +baskets—ours is grouped around mine that's tied with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> a red bandanna to +the handle. And leave us tend the marquee. What say, ladies?'</p> + +<p>"And I don't think she even sensed she used that name.</p> + +<p>"When she'd gone, I stood a minute in the marquee door looking off +acrost the market square, hearing Miss Beryl Sessions and the men +congratulating each other on the glorious Fourth they was a-having, and +the City folks praising them both sky high.</p> + +<p>"'Real nice idee it was,' says Silas, with his hands under his best coat +tails. 'Nice, tastey, up-to-date Fourth. And cheap to do.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes, we all hung out for a good Fourth this year,' says Timothy, +complacent.</p> + +<p>"'It's a simply lovely idea,' says Miss Beryl Sessions, all sweet and +chirpy and interested, 'this making the Fourth a county party and +getting everybody in town, so. But tell me: Whatever made you close your +shops? I thought the Fourth could always be made to pay for itself over +and over, if the business houses went about it right.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well,' says Silas, lame but genial, 'we closed up to-day. We kind +o' thought we would.'</p> + +<p>"But I stood looking off acrost the market square, where the children +was playing, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> quoits was being pitched, and the ball game was going +to commence, and the calathumpians was capering, and most of Red Barns +and Indian Mound and Friendship Village was mingling, lion and lamb; and +I looked on along Daphne Street, where little Spudge Cadoza wasn't +walking with a Prize Coffee board on his back,—and all of a sudden I +felt just the way I'd wanted to feel, in spite of all the distance and +long-ago-ness. And I turned and says to the other women inside the +marquee:—</p> + +<p>"'Seems to me,' I says, 'as if the Fourth of July <i>had</i> paid for itself, +over and over. Oh, don't it to you?'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VI</h2> + +<p>"The new editor of the <i>Friendship Village Evening Daily</i> give a fine +write-up of the celebration. He printed it on the night after the +Fourth, not getting out any paper at all on the day that was the day; +but on the night after that, the news columns of his paper fell flat and +dead. In a village the day following a holiday is like the hush after a +noise. The whole town seems like it was either asleep or on tiptoe. And +in Friendship Village this hush was worse than the hush of other years. +Other years they'd usually been accidents to keep track of, and mebbe +even an amputation or two to report. But this Fourth there was no +misfortunes whatever, nor nothing to make good reading for the night of July 6.</p> + +<p>"So the editor thought over his friends and run right down the news +column, telling what there <i>wasn't</i>. Like this:—</p> + +<blockquote><p class="center">"'<span class="smcap">Supper Table Jottings</span></p> + +<p>"'Postmaster Silas Sykes is well.</p> + +<p>"'Timothy Toplady has not had a cold since before Christmas. +Prudent Timothy.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span></p><p>"'Jimmy Sturgis has not broken his leg yet this year as he did +last. Keep it up, Jimmy.</p> + +<p>"'Eppleby Holcomb has not been out of town for quite a while.</p> + +<p>"'None of the Friendship ladies has given a party all season.</p> + +<p>"'The First Church is not burnt down nor damaged nor repaired. +Insurance $750.</p> + +<p>"'Nothing local is in much of any trouble.</p> + +<p>"'Nobody is dead here to-day except the usual ones.</p> + +<p>"'Nobody that's got a telephone in has any company at the present +writing. Where is the old-time hospitality?</p> + +<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.</p> + +<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.</p> + +<p>"'Subscriptions payable in advance.'</p></blockquote> + +<p>"It made quite some fun for us, two or three of us happening in the +post-office store when the paper come out—Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady +and me. But we took it some to heart, too, because to live in a town +where they ain't nothing active happening all the time is a kind of +running account of everybody that's in the town. And us ladies wan't +that kind.</p> + +<p>"All them locals done to Silas Sykes, though, was to set him fussing +over nothing ever happening to him. Silas is real particular about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> his +life, and I guess he gets to thinking how life ain't so over-particular +about him.</p> + +<p>"'My dum,' he says that night, 'that's just the way with this town. I +always calculated my life was goin' to be quite some pleasure to me. But +I don't see as it is. If I thought I was going to get sold in my death +like I've been in my life, I swan I'd lose my interest in dyin'.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Timothy Toplady was over in behind the counter picking out her +butter, and she whirled around from sampling the jars, and she says to +Mis' Sykes and me:—</p> + +<p>"'Ladies,' she says, 'le's us propose it to the editor that seems to +have such a hard job, that us members of Sodality take a hold of his +paper for a day and get it out for him and put some news in it, and sell +it to everybody, subscribers and all, that one night, for ten cents.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Silas Sykes looks up and stopped winking and breathing, in a way +she has when she sights some distant money for Sodality.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' she says, 'I bet they'd go like hot cakes.'</p> + +<p>"But Silas he snorts, scorching.</p> + +<p>"'Will you ladies tell me,' he says, 'where you going to <i>get</i> your news +to put in your paper? The Fourth don't come along every day. Or less you +commit murder and arson and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span>runaways, there won't be any more in your +paper than they is in its editor's.'</p> + +<p>"That hit a tender town-point, and I couldn't stand it no longer. I +spoke right up.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno, I donno, Silas,' I says. 'They's those in this town +that's doin' the murderin' for us, neat an' nice, right along,' I told +him.</p> + +<p>"'Mean to say?' snapped Silas.</p> + +<p>"'Mean to say,' says I, 'most every grocery store in this town an' most +every milkman an' the meat market as well is doin' their best to drag +the health out o' people's systems for 'em. Us ladies is more or less +well read an' knowledgeable of what is goin' on in the world outside,' I +says to Silas that ain't, 'an' we know a thing or two about what ought +to be clean.'</p> + +<p>"Since Insley come, we had talked a good deal more about these things +and what was and what shouldn't be; and especially we had talked it in +Sodality, on account of our town stores and social ways and such being +so inviting to disease and death. But we hadn't talked it official, +'count of Sodality being for Cemetery use, and talking it scattering we +hadn't been able to make the other men even listen to us.</p> + +<p>"'Pack o' women!' says Silas, now, and went off to find black molasses +for somebody.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Toplady sampled her butter, dreamy.</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henny's butter here,' she says, 'is made out of cow sheds that I +can't bear to think about. An' Silas knows it. Honest,' she says, 'I'm +gettin' so I spleen against the flowers in the fields for fear Rob +Henny's cows'll get holt of 'em. I should think the <i>Daily</i> could write +about that.'</p> + +<p>"I remember how us three women looked at each other then, like our +brains was experimenting with our ideas. And when Mis' Toplady got her +butter, we slipped out and spoke together for a few minutes up past the +Town Pump. And it was there the plan come to a head and legs and arms. +And we see that we had a way of picking purses right off of every day, +so be the editor would leave us go ahead—and of doing other things.</p> + +<p>"The very next morning we three went to see the editor and get his +consent.</p> + +<p>"'What's your circulation, same as City papers print to the top of the +page?' Mis' Toplady asks him, practical.</p> + +<p>"'Paid circulation or got-out circulation?' says the editor.</p> + +<p>"'Paid,' says Mis' Toplady, in silver-dollar tones.</p> + +<p>"'Ah, well, <i>paid for</i> or subscribed for?' asks the editor.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span></p><p>"'Paid for,' says Mis' Toplady, still more financial.</p> + +<p>"'Six hundred and eighty paid for,' the editor says, 'an' fifty-two +that—mean to pay.'</p> + +<p>"'My!' says Mis' Toplady, shuddering. 'What business is! Well, us ladies +of the Sodality want to run your paper for one day and charge all your +subscribers ten cents extra for that day's paper. Will you?'</p> + +<p>"The editor, he laughed quite a little, and then he looked thoughtful. +He was new and from the City and young and real nervous—he used to pop +onto his feet whenever a woman so much as come in the room.</p> + +<p>"'Who would collect the ten cents?' says he.</p> + +<p>"'Sodality,' says Mis' Toplady, firm. 'Ourself, cash an' <i>in advance</i>.'</p> + +<p>"The editor nodded, still smiling.</p> + +<p>"'Jove,' he said, 'this fits in remarkably well with the fishing I've +been thinking about. I confess I need a day. I suppose you wouldn't want +to do it this week?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looked at me with her eyebrows. But I nodded. I always +rather hurry up than not.</p> + +<p>"'So be we had a couple o' hours to get the news to happenin',' says +she, 'that had ought to do us.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span></p><p>"The editor looked startled.</p> + +<p>"'News!' said he. 'Oh, I say now, you mustn't expect too much. I ought +to warn you that running a paper in this town is like trying to raise +cream on a cistern.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady smiled at him motherly.</p> + +<p>"'You ain't ever tried pouring the cream into the cistern, I guess,' she +says.</p> + +<p>"So we settled it into a bargain, except that, after we had planned it +all out with him and just as we was going out the door, Mis' Toplady +thought to say to him:—</p> + +<p>"'You know, Sodality don't know anything about it yet, so you'd best not +mention it out around till this afternoon when we vote to do it. We'll +be up at eight o'clock Thursday morning, rain or shine.'</p> + +<p>"There wasn't ever any doubt about Sodality when it see Sixty Dollars +ahead—which we would get if everybody bought a paper, and we was +determined that everybody should buy. Sodality members scraps among +themselves personal, but when it comes to raising money we unite yoke to +yoke, and all differences forgot. It's funny sometimes at the meetings, +funny and disgraceful, to hear how we object to each other, especially +when we're tired, and then how we all unite together on something for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> +the good of the town. I tell you, it makes me feel sometimes that the +way ain't so much to try to love each other,—which other folks' +peculiarities is awful in the way of,—but for us all to pitch in and +love something altogether, your town or your young folks, or your +cemetery or keeping something clean or making somethin' look nice—and +before you know it you're loving the folks you work with, no matter how +peculiar, or even more so. It's been so nice since we've been working +for Cemetery. Folks that make each other mad every time they try to talk +can sell side by side at the same bazaar and count the money mutual. +There's quite a few disagreements in Sodality, so we have to be real +careful who sets next to who to church suppers. But when we pitch in to +work for something, we sew rags and 'scallop oysters in the same pan +with our enemies. Don't it seem as if that must mean something? +Something big?</p> + +<p>"Sodality voted to publish the paper, all right, and elected the +officers for the day: Editor, Mis' Postmaster Sykes, 'count of her +always expecting to take the lead in everything; assistant editor, me, +'count of being well and able to work like a dog; business manager and +circulation man, Mis' <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, 'count of no dime +ever getting away from her unexpected. And the reporters was to be most +of the rest of the Sodality: Mis' Timothy Toplady, the three Liberty +girls, Mis' Mayor Uppers, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, Mis' Threat +Hubbelthwait, an' Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery. It was +hard for Abagail to get away from her cook stove and her counter, so we +fixed it that she was to be let off any other literary work along of her +furnishing us our sandwiches and hard-boiled eggs that day noon. It was +quite a little for Abagail to do, but she's always real willing, and we +didn't ask coffee of her. Mis' Sturgis, her that is the village invalid, +we arranged should have charge of the Woman's Column, and bring down her +rocking chair and make her beef broth right there on the office +wood-stove.</p> + +<p>"I guess we was all glad to go down early in the morning that day, +'count of not meeting the men. One and all and with one voice the +Friendship men had railed at us hearty.</p> + +<p>"'Pack o' women!' says Silas Sykes, over and over.</p> + +<p>"'You act like bein' a woman an' a wife was some kind o' nonsense,' says +Mis' Sykes back at him, majestic. 'Well, I guess bein' yours is.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, Amandy,' says Timothy Toplady, 'you women earn money so +<i>nervous</i>. Why don't you do it regular an' manly?'</p> + +<p>"Only Eppleby Holcomb had kept his silence. Eppleby sees things that the +run of men don't see, or, if they did see them, they would be bound to +stick them in their ledgers where they would never, never belong. +Eppleby was our friend, and Sodality never had truer.</p> + +<p>"So though we went ahead, the men had made us real anxious. And most of +us slipped down to the office by half past seven so's not to meet too +many. The editor had had a column in the paper about what we was goin' +to do—'Loyal to our Local Dead' he headed it, and of course full half +the town was kicking at the extra ten cents, like full half of any town +can and will kick when it's asked to pay out for its own good, dead or +alive. But we was leaving all that to Mis' Holcomb, that knows a thing +or two about the human in us, and similar.</p> + +<p>"Extra-paper morning, when we all come in, Mis' Sykes she was sitting at +the editor's desk with her big apron on and a green shade to cover up +her crimping kids, and her list that her and Mis' Toplady and I had made +out, in front of her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p><p>"'Now then, let's get right to work,' she says brisk. 'We ain't any too +much time, I can tell you. It ain't like bakin' bread or gettin' the +vegetables ready. We've all got to use muscles this day we ain't used to +usin',' she says, 'an' we'd best be spry.'</p> + +<p>"So then she begun giving out who was to do what—assignments, the +editor named it when he told us what to do. And I skipped back an' hung +over the files, well knowing what was to come.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes stood up in her most society way, an'—</p> + +<p>"'Anybody want to back out?' says she, gracious.</p> + +<p>"'Land!' says everyone in a No-I-don't tone.</p> + +<p>"'Very well,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Mis' Toplady, you go out to Rob Henney's +place, an' you go through his cow sheds from one end to the other an' +take down notes so's he sees you doin' it. You go into his kitchen an' +don't you let a can get by you. Open his churn. Rub your finger round +the inside of his pans. An' if he won't tell you, the neighbours will. +Explain to him you're goin' to give him a nice, full printed description +in to-night's <i>Daily</i>, just the way things are. If he wants it changed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> +any, he can clean all up, an' we'll write up the clean-up like a +compliment.'</p> + +<p>"Just for one second them assembled women was dumb. But it hardly took +them that instant to sense what was what. And all of a sudden, Mame +Holcomb, I guess it was, bursted out in a little understanding giggle, +and after a minute everybody joined in, too. For we'd got the whole +world of Friendship Village where we wanted it, and every one of them +women see we had, so be we wasn't scared.</p> + +<p>"'Mis' Uppers,' Mis' Sykes was going on, 'you go down to Betts's meat +market. You poke right through into the back room. An' you tell Joe +Betts that you're goin' to do a write-up of that room an' the alley back +of it for the paper to-night, showin' just what's what. If so be he +wants to turn in an' red it up this mornin', tell him you'll wait till +noon an' describe it then, <i>providin'</i> he keeps it that way. An' you +might let him know you're goin' to run over to his slaughterhouse an' +look around while you're waitin', an' put that in your write-up, too.'</p> + +<p>"'Miss Hubbelthwait,' Mis' Sykes went on, 'you go over to the Calaboose. +They won't anybody be in the office—Dick's saloon is that. Skip right +through in the back part, an' turn<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> down the blankets on both beds an' +give a thorough look. If it's true they's no sheets an' pillow-cases on +the calaboose beds, an' that the blankets is only washed three times a +year so's to save launderin', we can make a real interestin' column +about that.'</p> + +<p>"'Miss Merriman,' says Mis' Sykes to Mis' Fire Chief, 'I've give you a +real hard thing because you do things so delicate. Will you take a walk +along the residence part of town an' go into every house an' ask 'em to +let you see their back door an' their garbage pail. Tell 'em you're +goin' to write a couple of columns on how folks manage this. Ask 'em +their idees on the best way. Give 'em to understand if there's a real +good way they're thinkin' of tryin' that you'll put that in, providin' +they begin tryin' right off. An' tell 'em they can get it carted off for +ten cents a week if enough go in on it. An' be your most delicate, Mis' +Fire Chief, for we don't want to offend a soul.'</p> + +<p>"Libby an' Viney Liberty Mis' Sykes sent round to take a straw vote in +every business house in town to see how much they'd give towards +starting a shelf library in the corner of the post-office store, a full +list to be printed in order with the amount or else 'Not a cent'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> after +each name. And the rest of Sodality she give urrants similar or even +more so.</p> + +<p>"'An' all o' you,' says Mis' Sykes, 'pick up what you can on the way. +And if anybody starts in to object, you tell 'em you have instructions +to make an interview out of any of the interestin' things they say. And +you might tell 'em you don't want they should be buried in a nice +cemetery if they don't want to be.'</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, they started off—some scairt, but some real brave, too. And +the way they went, we see every one of them meant business.</p> + +<p>"'But oh,' says Mis' Sturgis, fixing her medicine bottles outside on the +window-sill, '<i>supposin'</i> they can't do it. <i>Supposin'</i> folks ain't nice +to 'em. What'll we put in the paper then?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes drew herself up like she does sometimes in society.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she says, 'supposin'. Are we runnin' this paper or ain't we? +There's nothin' to prevent our writin' editorials about these things, as +I see. Our husbands can't very well sue us for libel, because they'd hev +to pay it themselves. Nor they can't put us in prison for debt, because +who'd get their three meals? I can't see but we're sure of an +interestin' paper, anyway.'</p> + +<p>"Then she looked over at me sort of sad.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span></p><p>"'Go on, Calliope,' says she, 'you know what you've got to do. Do it,' +she says, 'to the bitter end.'</p> + +<p>"I knew, and I started out, and I made straight for Silas Sykes, and the +post-office store. Silas wan't in the store, it was so early; but he had +the floor all sprinkled nice, and the vegetables set out, all uncovered, +close to the sidewalk; and everything real tasty and according to +grocery-store etiquette. The boy was gone that day. And Silas himself +was in the back room, sortin' over prunes.</p> + +<p>"'Hello, Calliope,' s'he. 'How's literchoor?'</p> + +<p>"'Honest as ever,' I says. 'Same with food?'</p> + +<p>"'Who says I ain't honest?' says Silas, straightening up, an' holding +all his fingers stiff 'count of being sticky.</p> + +<p>"'Why, I donno who,' says I. 'Had anybody ought to? How's business, +Silas?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says he, 'for us that keeps ourselves up with the modern +business methods, it's pretty good, I guess.'</p> + +<p>"'Do you mean pretty good, Silas, or do you mean pretty paying?' I ask' +him.</p> + +<p>"Silas put on his best official manner. 'Look at here,' s'e, 'what can I +do for you? Did you want to buy somethin' or did you want your mail?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span></p><p>"'Oh, neither,' I says. 'I want some help from you, Silas, about the +paper to-day.'</p> + +<p>"My, that give Silas a nice minute. He fairly weltered in satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"'Huh,' he says, elegant, 'didn't I tell you you was bitin' off more'n +you could chew? Want some assistance from me, do you, in editin' this +paper o' yours? Well, I suppose I can help you out a little. What is it +you want me to do for you?'</p> + +<p>"'We thought we'd like to write you up,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"Silas just swelled. For a man in public office, Silas Sykes feels about +as presidential as anybody I ever see. If they was to come out from the +City and put him on the front page of the morning paper, he's the kind +that would wonder why they hadn't done it before.</p> + +<p>"'Sketch of my life?' s'e, genial. 'Little outline of my boyhood? Main +points in my career?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, 'no. We thought the present'd be about all we'd hev +room for. We want to write up your business, Silas,' I says, 'in an +advertising way.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh!' says Silas, snappy. 'You want me to pay to be wrote up, is that +it?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, 'no; not if you don't want to.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> Of course everybody'll +be buried in the Cemetery whether they give anything towards the fund +for keeping it kep' up or not.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord Heavens,' says Silas, 'I've had that Cemetery fund rammed down my +throat till I'm sick o' the thought o' dyin'.'</p> + +<p>"That almost made me mad, seeing we was having the disadvantage of doing +the work and Silas going to get all the advantages of burial.</p> + +<p>"'Feel the same way about some of the Ten Commandments, don't you, +Silas?' I says, before I knew it.</p> + +<p>"Silas just rared.</p> + +<p>"'The Ten Commandments!' says he, 'the Ten Commandments! Who can show me +one I ain't a-keepin' like an old sheep. Didn't I honour my father an' +mother as long as I had 'em? Did they ever buy anything of me at more +than cost? Didn't I give 'em new clothes an' send 'em boxes of oranges +an' keep up their life insurance? Do I ever come down to the store on +the Sabbath Day? Do I ever distribute the mail then, even if I'm +expectin' a letter myself? The Sabbath I locked the cat in, didn't I +send the boy down to let it out, for fear I'd be misjudged if I done it? +Who do I ever bear false witness against unless I know they've done what +I say they've done? I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> can't kill a fly—an' I'm that tender-hearted +that I make the hired girl take the mice out o' the trap because I can't +bring myself to do it. So you might go through the whole list an' just +find me workin' at 'em an' a-keepin' 'em. What do you mean about the Ten +Commandments?' he ends up, ready to burst.</p> + +<p>"'Don't ask me,' I says. 'I ain't that familiar with 'em. I didn't know +anybody was. Go on about 'em. Take stealing—you hadn't got to that +one.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Stealing</i>,' says Silas, pompous. 'I don't know what it is.'</p> + +<p>"And with that I was up on my feet.</p> + +<p>"'I thought you didn't,' says I. 'Us ladies of Sodality have all thought +it over an' over again: That you don't know stealing when you see it. +No, nor not even when you've done it. Come here, Silas Sykes!' I says.</p> + +<p>"I whipped by him into the store, and he followed me, sheer through +being dazed, and keeping still through being knocked dumb.</p> + +<p>"'Look here,' I says, 'here's your counter of bakery stuff—put in to +take from Abagail, but no matter about that now. Where do you get it? +From the City, with the label stuck on. What's the bakery like where you +buy it? It's under a sidewalk and dust dirty, and I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> happen to know you +know it. And look at the bread—not a thing over it, flies promenadin' +on the crust, and you counting out change on an apple-pie the other +day—I see you do it. Look at your dates, all uncovered and dirt from +the street sticking to them like the pattern. Look at your fly-paper, +hugged up against your dried-fruit box that's standing wide open. Look +at you keeping fish and preserved fruit and canned stuff that you know +is against the law—going to start keeping the law quick as you get +these sold out, ain't you, Silas? Look at your stuff out there in front, +full of street dirt and flies and ready to feed folks. And you keepin' +the Ten Commandments like an old sheep—and being a church elder, and +you might better climb porches and bust open safes. I s'pose you wonder +what I'm sayin' all this to you for?'</p> + +<p>"'No, ma'am,' says Silas, like the edge o' something, 'I don't wonder at +your sayin' <i>anything</i> to anybody.'</p> + +<p>"'I've got more to say,' I says, dry. 'I've only give you a sample. An' +the place I'm goin' to say it is <i>The Friendship Village Evening Daily</i>, +<i>Extra</i>, to-night, in a descriptive write-up of you and your store. I +thought it might interest you to know.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p><p>"'It's libel—it's libel!' says Silas, arms waving.</p> + +<p>"'All right,' says I, liberating a fly accidentally caught on a date. +'Who you going to sue? Your wife, that's the editor? And everybody +else's wife, that's doing the same thing to every behind-the-times +dealer in town?'</p> + +<p>"Silas hung on to that straw.</p> + +<p>"'Be they doin' it to the others, too?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"Then I told him.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I says, 'Silas, only—they ain't goin' to start writing up the +descriptions till noon. And if you—and they all—want to clean up the +temples where you do business and make them fit for the Lord to look +down on and a human being to come into, you've got your chance. And +seeing your boy is gone to-day, if you'll do it, I'll stay and help you +with it—and mebbe make room for some of the main points in your career +as well,' says I, sly.</p> + +<p>"Silas looked out the door, his arms folded and his beard almost +pointing up, he'd made his chin so firm. And just in that minute when I +was feeling that all the law and the prophets, and the health of +Friendship Village, and the life of people not born, was hanging around +that man's neck—or the principle of them, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span>anyway—Silas's eye and mine +fell on a strange sight. Across the street, from out Joe Betts's meat +market come Joe Betts, and behind him his boy. And Joe begun pointing, +and the boy begun taking down quarters of beef hung over the sidewalk. +Joe pointed consid'able. And then he clim' up on his meat wagon that +stood by the door, and out of the shop I see Mis' Mayor Uppers come, +looking ready to drop. And she clim' up to the seat beside him—he +reaching down real gentlemanly to help her up. And he headed his horse +around on what I guessed was a bee-line for the slaughterhouse.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, at that, Silas Sykes put his hands on his knees and bent +over and begun laughing. And he laughed like I ain't seen him since he's +got old and begun to believe that life ain't cut after his own plan that +he made. And I laughed a little, too, out of sheer being glad that a +laugh can settle so many things right in the world. And when he sobered +down a little, I says gentle:—</p> + +<p>"'Silas, I'll throw out the dates and the dusty lettuce. And we'll hev +it done in no time. I'll be glad to get an early start on the write-up. +I don't compose very ready,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"He was awful funny while we done the work. He was awful still, too. +Once when I lit on a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> piece of salt pork that I knew, first look, was +rusty, 'Them folks down on the flats buys it,' he says. 'They like it +just as good as new-killed.' 'All right,' s'I, careless, 'I'll make a +note of that to shine in my article. It needs humour some,' s'I. Then +Silas swore, soft and under his breath, as an elder should, but quite +vital. And he took the pork out to the alley barrel, an' I sprinkled +ashes on it so's he shouldn't slip out and save it afterwards.</p> + +<p>"It was 'leven o'clock when we got done, me having swept out behind the +counters myself, and Silas he mopped his face and stood hauling at his +collar.</p> + +<p>"'I'll get on my white kids now,' s'e, dry. 'I can't go pourin' kerosene +an' slicin' cheese in this place barehanded any more. Gosh,' he says, 'I +bet when they see it, they'll want to have church in here this comin' +Sunday.'</p> + +<p>"'No need to be sacrilegious, as I know of, Silas,' s'I, sharp.</p> + +<p>"'No need to be livin' at all, as I see,' says Silas, morbid; 'just lay +low an' other folks'll step in an' do it for you, real capable.'</p> + +<p>"I give him the last word. I thought it was his man's due.</p> + +<p>"When I got back to the office, Libby Liberty an' Mis' Toplady was there +before me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> They was both setting on high stools up to the file shelf, +with their feet tucked up, an' the reason was that Viney Liberty was +mopping the floor. She had a big pail of suds and her skirt pinned up, +and she was just lathering them boards. Mis' Sykes at the main desk was +still labouring over her editorials, breathing hard, the boards steaming +soap all around her.</p> + +<p>"'I couldn't stand it,' Viney says. 'How a man can mould public opinion +in a place where the floor is pot-black gets me. My land, my ash house +is a dinin' room side of this room, an' the window was a regular gray +frost with dust. Ain't men the funniest lot of folks?' she says.</p> + +<p>"'Funny,' says I, 'but awful amiable if you kind of sing their key-note +to 'em.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes pulled my skirt.</p> + +<p>"'How was he?' she asks in a pale voice.</p> + +<p>"'He was crusty,' says I, triumphant, 'but he's beat.'</p> + +<p>"She never smiled. 'Calliope Marsh,' says she, cold, 'if you've sassed +my husband, I'll never forgive you.'</p> + +<p>"I tell you, men may be some funny, and often are. But women is odd as +Dick's hatband and I don't know but odder.</p> + +<p>"'How'd you get on?' I says to Mis' Toplady and the Libertys. The +Libertys they handed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> out a list on two sheets, both sides with sums +ranging from ten to fifty cents towards a shelf library for public use; +but Mis' Toplady, the tears was near streaming down her cheeks.</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henney,' she says, mournful, 'gimme to understand he'd see me +in—some place he hadn't ought to of spoke of to me, nor to no +one—before I could get in his milk sheds.'</p> + +<p>"'What did you say to him?' I ask', sympathetic.</p> + +<p>"'I t-told him,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that lookin' for me wouldn't be the +only reason he'd hev for goin' there. And then he said some more. He +said he'd be in here this afternoon to stop his subscription off.'</p> + +<p>"'So you didn't get a thing?' I says, grieving for her, but Mis' +Toplady, she bridled through her tears.</p> + +<p>"'I got a column!' she flashed out. 'I put in about the sheds, that the +whole town knows, anyway, an' I put in what he said to me. An' I'm goin' +to read it to him when he comes in. An' after that he can take his pick +about havin' it published, or else cleanin' up an' allowin' Sodality to +inspect him reg'lar.'</p> + +<p>"By just before twelve o'clock we was all back in the office, Mis' Fire +Chief, Mis' Uppers, fresh from the slaughterhouse, and so on, all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> but +Mame Holcomb that was out seeing to the circulation. And I tell you we +set to work in earnest, some of us to the desks, and some of us working +on their laps, and everybody hurrying hectic. The office was awful +hot—Mis' Sturgis had built up a little light fire to heat up her beef +broth, and she was stirring it, her shawl folded about her, in between +writing receipts. But it made it real confusing, all of us doing our +best so hard, and wanting to tell each other what had happened, and +seeing about spelling and all.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' says Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'you'd ought to <i>see</i> the +Carters' back door. They wan't nobody to home there, so I just took a +look, anyway, bein' it was for Sodality, so. They ain't no real garbage +pail—'</p> + +<p>"'Who said, "Give me Liberty or give me Death?"' ask' Mis' Sykes, +looking up kind o' glassy. 'Was it Daniel Webster or Daniel Boone?'</p> + +<p>"'Ladies,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, when we'd settled down on Daniel +Boone, 'if I ever do a crime, I won't stop short at stealin' somebody's +cow an' goin' to calaboose. I'll do a whole beef corner, or some real +United States sin, an' get put in a place that's clean. Why over to the +calaboose—'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p><p>"'Ugh!' says Mis' Uppers, 'don't say "beef" when I'm where I can hear. +I donno what I'll do without my steak, but do it I will. Ladies, the +cleanest of us is soundin' brass an' tinklin' cannibals. Why do they +call 'em <i>tinklin'</i> cannibals?' she wondered to us all.</p> + +<p>"'Oh—,' wailed Mis' Sturgis in the rocking-chair, 'some of you ladies +give me your salad dressing receipt. Mine is real good on salad, but on +paper it don't sound fit to eat. I don't seem to have no book-style +about me to-day.'</p> + +<p>"'How do you spell <i>embarrass</i>?' asked Libby Liberty. 'Is it an <i>r</i> an' +two <i>s</i>'s or two <i>r</i>'s and an <i>s</i>?'</p> + +<p>"'It's two <i>s</i>'s at the end, so it must be one <i>r</i>,' volunteers Mis' +Sykes. 'That used to mix me up some, too.'</p> + +<p>"Just then up come Abagail Arnold bringing the noon lunch, and she had +the sandwiches and the eggs not only, but a pot of hot coffee thrown in, +and a basket of doughnuts, sugared. She set them out on Mis' Sykes's +desk, and we all laid down our pencils and drew up on our high stools +and swing chairs, Mis' Sturgis and all, and nothing in the line of food +had ever looked so welcoming.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, the eatableness of nice refreshments!' says Mis' Toplady, sighing.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span></p><p>"'This is when it ain't victuals, its viands,' says Mis' Sykes, showing +pleased.</p> + +<p>"But well do I remember, we wasn't started to eat, and Abagail still +doing the pouring, when the composing room door opened—I donno <i>why</i> +they called it that, for we done the composing in the office, and they +only got out the paper in there—and in come the foreman, with an apron +of bed-ticking. He was Riddy Styles, that we all knew him.</p> + +<p>"'Excuse me,' he says, hesitating, 'but us fellows thought we'd ought to +mention that we can't get no paper out by quittin' time if we don't get +a-hold of some copy pretty quick.'</p> + +<p>"'Copy o' what?' says Mis' Sykes, our editor.</p> + +<p>"'Why, copy,' says Riddy. 'Stuff for the paper.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes looked at him, majestic.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Stuff</i>,' she says. 'You will please to speak,' she says, 'more +respectfully than that to us ladies, Mr. Styles.'</p> + +<p>"'It was meant right,' says Riddy, stubborn. 'It's the word we always +use.'</p> + +<p>"'It ain't the word you use, not with us,' says Mis' Sykes, womanly.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Riddy, 'we'd ought to get to settin' up <i>somethin'</i> by +half past twelve, if we start in on the dictionary.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span></p><p>"Then he went off to his dinner, and the other men with him, and Mis' +Sykes leaned back limp.</p> + +<p>"'I been writin' steady,' she says, 'since half past eight o'clock this +mornin', an' I've only got one page an' one-half composed.'</p> + +<p>"We ask' each other around, and none of us was no more then started, let +be it was Mis' Toplady, that had got in first.</p> + +<p>"'Le's us leave our lunch,' says Mis' Sykes, then. 'Le's us leave it +un-et. Abagail, you put it back in the basket an' pour the coffee into +the pot. An' le's us <i>write</i>. Wouldn't we all rather hev one of our sick +headaches,' she says, firm, 'than mebbe make ourselves the Laughing +Stock? Ladies, I ask you.'</p> + +<p>"An' we woulded, one and all. Sick headaches don't last long, but +laughed-at has regular right down eternal life.</p> + +<p>"Ain't it strange how slow the writing muscles and such is, that you +don't use often? Pitting cherries, splitting squash, peeling potatoes, +slicing apples, making change at church suppers,—us ladies is lightning +at 'em all. But getting idees down on paper—I declare if it ain't more +like waiting around for your bread to raise on a cold morning. Still +when you're worried, you can press forward more than normal, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> among +us we had quite some material ready for Riddy and the men when they came +back. But not Mis' Sykes. She wan't getting on at all.</p> + +<p>"'If I could only <i>talk</i> it,' she says, grieving, 'or I donno if I could +even do that. What I want to say is in me, rarin' around my head like +life, an' yet I can't get it out no more'n money out of a tin bank. I +shall disgrace Sodality,' she says, wild.</p> + +<p>"'Cheer up,' says Libby Liberty, soothing. 'Nobody ever reads the +editorials, anyway. I ain't read one in years.'</p> + +<p>"'You tend to your article,' snaps Mis' Sykes.</p> + +<p>"I had got my write-up of Silas all turned in to Riddy, and I was +looking longing at Abagail's basket, when, banging the door, in come +somebody breathing like raging, and it was Rob Henney, that I guess we'd +all forgot about except it was Mis' Toplady that was waiting for him.</p> + +<p>"Rob Henney always talks like he was long distance.</p> + +<p>"'I come in,' he says, blustering, 'I come in to quit off my +subscription to this fool paper, that a lot o' fool women—'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes looks up at him out from under her hand that her head was +resting on.</p> + +<p>"'Go on out o' here, Mr. Henney,' she says<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> sharp to him, 'an' quit your +subscription quiet. Can't you see you're disturbing us?' she says.</p> + +<p>"With that Mis' Toplady wheeled around on her high stool and looked at +him, calm as a clock.</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henney,' says she, 'you come over here. I'll read you what I've +wrote about you,' she told him.</p> + +<p>"The piece begun like this:—</p> + +<p>"'Rob Henney, our esteemed fellow-townsman and milkman, was talked with +this morning on his cow sheds. The reporter said to same that what was +wanting would be visiting the stables, churn, cans, pans, and like that, +being death is milked out of most cows if they are not kept clean and +inspected regular for signs of consumption. Mr. Henney replied as +follows:</p> + +<p>"'First: That his cows had never been inspected because nothing of that +kind had ever been necessary.</p> + +<p>"'Second: That he was in the milk business for a living, and did the +town expect him to keep it in milk for its health?</p> + +<p>"'Third: That folks had been drinking milk since milk begun, and if the +Lord saw fit to call them home, why not through milk, or even through +consumption, as well as through pneumonia and others?</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p><p>"'Fourth: That he would see the reporter—a lady—in the +lake-that-burneth-with-fire before his sheds and churn and pans and cans +should be put in the paper.</p> + +<p>"'Below is how the sheds, churn, pans, and cans look to-day....' And I +tell you, Mis' Toplady, she didn't spare no words. When she meant What, +she said What, elaborate.</p> + +<p>"I didn't know for a minute but we'd hev to mop Rob up off the clean +floor. But Mis' Toplady she never forgot who she was.</p> + +<p>"'Either that goes in the paper to-night,' she says, 'or you'll clean up +your milk surroundin's—pick your choice. An' Sodality's through with +you if you don't, besides.'</p> + +<p>"'Put it in print! Put it in print, if you dast!' yells Rob, +wind-milling his arms some.</p> + +<p>"'No need to make an earthquake o' yourself,' Mis' Toplady points out to +him, serene.</p> + +<p>"And at that Rob adds a word intending to express a cussing idee, and he +outs and down the stairs. And Mis' Toplady starts to take her article +right in to Riddy. But in the door she met Riddy, hurrying into the +office again. I never see anybody before that looked both red and +haggard, but Riddy did. He come right to the point:—</p> + +<p>"'Some of you ladies has got to quit handing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> in—news,' he says, +scrabbling for a word to please Mis' Sykes. 'We're up to our eyes in +here now. An' there ain't enough room in the paper, either, not without +you get out eight pages or else run a supplement or else throw away the +whole patent inside. An' those ways, we ain't got enough type even if we +had time to burn.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes pushed back her green shade, looking just <i>chased</i>.</p> + +<p>"'What does he mean?' she says. 'Can't he tend to his type and things +with us doing all the work?'</p> + +<p>"Riddy took this real nettlish.</p> + +<p>"'I mean,' s'he, clear but brutal, 'you got to cut your stuff somewheres +to the tune of a couple o' columns.'</p> + +<p>"Well, it's hard to pick out which colour you'll take when you have a +new dress only once in every so seldom; or which of your hens you'll +kill when you know your chickens like you know your own mind; but these +are nothing to the time we had deciding on what to omit out of the paper +that night. And the decision hurt us even more than the deciding, for +what we left out was Mis' Sturgis's two women's columns.</p> + +<p>"'We <i>can't</i> leave out meat nor milk nor cleanliness nor the library,' +says Mis' Toplady, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span>reasonable, 'because them are the things we live by. +An' so with the other write-ups we got planned. But receipts and +patterns an' moth balls is only kind o' decorations, seems though. +Besides, we all know about 'em, an' it's time we stopped talkin' about +'em, anyway.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sturgis she cried a little on the corner of her shawl.</p> + +<p>"'The receipts an' patterns an' moth balls is so w-womanly,' she says.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady whirled round at her.</p> + +<p>"'If you know anything more womanly than conquerin' dirt an' disease an' +the-dead-that-needn't-die,' s'she, 'I'll roll up my sleeves an' be into +it. But it won't be eyelet embroidery nor yet boiled frostin'!'</p> + +<p>"After that they wrote in hasty peace, though four o'clock come racing +across the day like a runaway horse, and us not out of its way. And a +few minutes past, when Riddy was waiting in the door for Mis' Sykes's +last page, somebody most knocked him over, and there come Mis' Holcomb, +our circulation editor, purple and white, like a ghost.</p> + +<p>"'Lock the door—lock it!' she says. 'I've bolted the one to the foot of +the stairs. Lock both outside ones an' lay yourselves low!' s'she.</p> + +<p>"Riddy an' I done the locking, me well <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span>knowing Mis' Holcomb couldn't +give a false alarm no more than a map could.</p> + +<p>"'What is it?' we says, pressing Mis' Holcomb to speak, that couldn't +even breathe.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'they've rejoined us, or whatever it +is they do. I mean they're going to rejoin us from gettin' out +to-night's paper. The sheriff or the coroner or whoever it is they have, +is comin' with injunctions—<i>is</i> that like handcuffs, do you know? An' +it's Rob Henney's doin'. Eppleby told me. An' I run down the alley an' +beat 'em to it. They're most here. Let's us slap into print what's wrote +an' be ready with the papers the livin' minute we can.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes had shoved her green shade onto the back of her head, and +her crimping pins was all showing forth.</p> + +<p>"'What good'll it do us to get the paper <i>out</i>?' says she, in a numb +voice. 'We can't distribute 'em around to no one with the sheriff to the +front door with them things to put on us.'</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Holcomb smiled, with her eyes shut, where she sat, breathing +so hard it showed through.</p> + +<p>"'I come in the coal door, at the alley,' s'she. 'They'll never think o' +that. Besides, the crowd'll be in front an' the carrier boys too, an'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> +they'll want to show off out there. An' Eppleby knows—he told me to +come in that way—an' he'll keep 'em interested out in front. Le's us +each take the papers, an' out the coal door, an' distribute 'em around, +ourselves, without the boys, an' collect in the money same time.'</p> + +<p>"And that was how we done. For when they come to the door and found it +locked, they pounded a little to show who was who and who wan't and then +they waited out there calm enough, thinking to stop us when the papers +come down would be plenty time. They waited out there, calm and sure, +while upstairs Bedlam went on, but noiseless. And after us ladies was +done with our part, we sat huddled up in the office, soothing Mis' +Sturgis and each other.</p> + +<p>"'In one sentence,' Mis' Holcomb says, 'Eppleby says Rob Henney was +going to <i>put</i> injunctions on us. An' in the next he says he was goin' +to <i>serve</i> 'em. What did he mean by that, do you s'pose?'</p> + +<p>"'I donno what he meant,' says Mis' Toplady, 'but I wouldn't have +anything to do with <i>anything</i> Rob Henney served.'</p> + +<p>"That made us think of Abagail's lunch, laying un-et in the basket. They +wasn't none of us felt like eating, but Mis' Sturgis says she bet if we +didn't eat it, Abagail would feel she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> hadn't had no part in writing the +paper like us, and so we broke off a little something once around; but +food didn't have much fun for us, not then. And nothing did up to the +minute the paper was done, and we was all ready to sly out the alley +door.</p> + +<p>"With Sodality and Riddy Styles and the composing-room men we had above +twenty carriers. Riddy and the men helped us, one and all, because of +course the paper was a little theirs, too, and they was interested and +liked the lark. Land, land, I ain't felt so young or so wicked as I done +getting out that alley door. There's them I wish could see that there's +just as much fun keeping secret about something that may be good as in +being sly about something regular bad.</p> + +<p>"When we finally got outside it was suppertime and summer seeming, and +the hour was all sweet and frank, and the whole village was buried in +its evening fried mush and potatoes, or else sprinkling their front +yards. I donno how it was with the others, but I know I went along the +streets seeing through them little houses like they was glass, and +seeing the young folks eating their suppers and growing up and getting +ready to live and to <i>be</i>. And in us ladies' arms, in them heavy papers, +it seemed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> to me we was carrying new life to them, in little ways—in +little ways, but ways that was going to be big with meaning. And I felt +as if something in me kind of snuggled up closer to the way things was +meant to be.</p> + +<p>"Us that went west got clear the whole length of Daphne Street without +anybody seeing what we was doing, or else believing that we was doing it +orderly and legitimate. And away out by the Pump pasture, we started in +distributing, and we come working down town, handing out papers to the +residence part like mad and taking in dimes like wild. They was so many +of us, and the <i>Evening Daily</i> office was so located, that by the time +Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I come around the corner where the men +and Rob Henney and the rejoiners and the carriers was loafing, waiting, +smoking, and secure, we didn't have many papers left. And we three was +the first ones back.</p> + +<p>"'Evenin' paper?' says Mis' Toplady, casual. '<i>Friendship Village +Evenin' Daily, Extra?</i> All the news for a dime?'</p> + +<p>"Never have I see a man so truly flabbergasted as Rob Henney, and he did +look like death.</p> + +<p>"'You're rejoined!' he yelled, or whatever it is they say—'you're +rejoined by law from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> printin' your papers or from deestributin' the +same.'</p> + +<p>"'Why, Rob Henney,' says Mis' Toplady, 'no call to show fight like that. +Half the town is readin' its papers by now. They've been out for +three-quarters of an hour,' she says.</p> + +<p>"Then soft and faint and acrost the street, we heard somebody laugh, and +then kind of spat hands; and we all looked up. And there in the open +upstairs window of the building opposite, we see leaning out Eppleby +Holcomb and Timothy Toplady and Silas Sykes. And when we crossed eyes, +they all made a little cheer like a theatre; and then they come clumping +down stairs and acrost to where we was.</p> + +<p>"'Won out, didn't you, by heck!' says Silas, that can only see that far.</p> + +<p>"'Blisterin' Benson,' says Timothy, gleeful. '<i>I</i> say we ain't got no +cause to regret our wifes' brains.'</p> + +<p>"But Eppleby, he never said a word. He just smiled slow and a-looking +past us. And we knew that from the beginning he had seen our whole plan, +face to face.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and me, seeing how Rob Henney stood +muttering and beat, and seeing how the day had gone, and seeing what was +what in the world and in all outside<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> of it, we looked at each other, +dead tired, and real happy, and then we just dragged along home to our +kitchens and went to cooking supper. But oh, it wasn't our same old +kitchens nor it wasn't our same old Friendship Village. We was in places +newer and better and up higher, where we see how things are, and how +life would get more particular about us if we'd get particular about +some more of life.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VII</h2> + +<p>"Well, of course then we had Sixty Dollars or so to spend, and Sodality +never could rest a minute when it had money to do with if it wasn't +doing it, any more than it could rest when it had something to do and no +money to do with. It made a nice, active circle. Wishing for dreams to +come true, and then, when they do come true, making the true things +sprout more dreams, is another of them circles. I always think they're +what keeps us a-going, not only immortal but busy.</p> + +<p>"And then with us there's another reason for voting our money prompt. As +soon as we've made any and the news has got out around, it's happened +two-three times that somebody has put in an application for a headstone +for somebody dead that can't afford one. The first time that was done +the application was made by the wife of a harness maker that had a +little shop in the back street and had been saving up his money for a +good tombstone. 'I ain't had much of a position here in life,' he used +to say. 'I never was pointed out as a leading citizen.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> But I'm goin' to +fix it so's when I'm buried and folks come to the Cemetery, nobody'll +get by my grave without noticin' my tombstone.' And then he took sick +with inflammatory rheumatism, and if it didn't last him three years and +et up his whole tombstone fund. He use' to worry about it considerable +as the rheumatism kept reducing the granite inch after inch, and he +died, thinking he wasn't going to have nothing but markers to him. So +his old wife come and told Sodality, crying to think he wasn't going to +seem no real true inhabitant of Cemetery, any more than he had of the +village. And we felt so sorry for her we took part of the Thirty Dollars +we'd made at the rummage sale and bought him a nice cement stone, and +put the verse on to attract attention that he'd wrote himself:—</p> + +<p class="center">"'<span class="smaller">STOP. LOOK. LISTEN.</span><br /><br /> +<span class="smaller">HERE LAYS ME.</span><br /><br /> +<span class="smaller">MY GRAVE IS JUST AS BIG</span><br /><br /> +<span class="smaller">AS YOURS WILL BE.</span>'</p> + +<p>"Some was inclined to criticise Jeb for being so ambitious in death, and +stopping to think how good a showing he could make. But I donno, I +always sort of understood him. He wanted to be somebody. He'd used to +try to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> have a voice in public affairs, but somehow what he proposed +wasn't ever practical and never could get itself adopted. His judgment +wasn't much, and time and again he'd voted against the town's good, and +he see it afterward. He missed being a real citizen of his town, and he +knew it, and he hankered to be a citizen of his Cemetery. And wherever +he is now, I bet that healthy hankering is strained and purified and +helping him ahead.</p> + +<p>"But our buying that stone for Jeb's widow's husband's grave let us in +for perpetual applications for monuments; and so when we had any money +we always went right to work and voted it for general Cemetery +improvement, so there wasn't ever any money in the treasury for the +applications. Anyway, we felt we'd ought to encourage self-made graves +and not pauperize our corpses.</p> + +<p>"So the very next afternoon after we got our paper out, we met at Mis' +Sykes's; and the day being mild and gold, almost all of Sodality turned +out, and Mis' Sykes used both her parlours. It was funny; but such times +there fell on them that sat Front Parlour a sort of +what-you-might-call-distinction over them that sat Back Parlour. It's +the same to our parties. Them that are set down to the dining-room table +always seem a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> little more company than them that are served to the +little sewing tables around in the open rooms, and we all feel it, +though we all pretend not, as well-bred as we know how. I donno but +there's something to it, too. Mis' Sykes, for instance, she always gets +put to a dining table. Nobody would ever think of setting her down to a +small one, no more than they would a Proudfit. But me, I generally get +tucked down to a sewing table and in a rocking-chair, if there ain't +enough cane seats to go around. Things often divide themselves true to +themselves in this life, after all.</p> + +<p>"This was the last regular meeting before our Annual. The Annual, at +Insley's suggestion, was going to be in the schoolhouse, and it was +going to be an open evening meeting, with the whole town invited in and +ice-cream served after. Regular meetings Sodality gives just tea; +special meetings we give hot chocolate or ice-lemonade, or both if the +weather is unsettled; for entertainments we have cut-up fruit and little +bakery cakes; but to our Annual we mount up to ice-cream and some of our +best cake makers' layer cake. And us ladies always dress according: +afternoon home dresses to regular meetings; second best to specials; +Sunday silks to entertainments; and straight going-out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> clothes for the +Annual. It makes it real nice. Nobody need to come dressed wrong, and +nobody can go away disappointed at what they've been fed.</p> + +<p>"The meeting that day all ought to have gone smooth enough, it being so +nice that our paper had sold well and all, but I guess the most of us +was too tired out to have tried to have a meeting so soon. Anyhow, we +didn't seem to come together slippery and light-running, like we do some +days; but instead I see the minute we begun to collect that we was all +inclined to be heavy and, though not cross, yet frictionish.</p> + +<p>"For instance: Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss had come in a new red +waist with black raspberry buttons. And it was too much for Mis' Fire +Chief Merriman that's been turning her black poplin ever since the Fire +Chief died.</p> + +<p>"'Dear me, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'I never see anybody have more +dressy clothes. Did you put that on just for us?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb shut her lips tight.</p> + +<p>"'This is for home wear,' she says short, when she opened them.</p> + +<p>"'Mean to say you get a cooked supper in that rig?' says Mis' Merriman. +'Fry meat in it, do you?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span></p><p>"'We don't eat as hearty as some,' says Mame. 'We don't insist on warm +suppers. We feel at our house we have to keep our bills down.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Merriman straightened up, real brittle.</p> + +<p>"'My gracious,' she says, 'I guess I live as cheap as the best does.'</p> + +<p>"'I see you buying <i>shelled</i> nuts, just the same,' says Mis' Holcomb, +'when shellin' 'em with your fingers cost twenty cents off.'</p> + +<p>"'I ain't never had my store-buyin' criticised before,' says Mis' +Merriman, elbows back.</p> + +<p>"'Nor,' says Mis' Holcomb, bitter, 'have I ever before, in my twenty-six +years of married life, ever been called <i>dressy</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Toplady, she sort of shouldered into the minute, big and +placid and nice-feeling.</p> + +<p>"'Mame,' she says, 'set over here where you can use the lead-pencil on +my watch chain, and put down that crochet pattern I wanted, will you?'</p> + +<p>"Mame come over by her and took the pencil, Mis' Toplady leaning over +so's she could use it; but before she put the crochet pattern down, Mame +made one, experimental, on the stiff bottom of her work-bag, and Libby +Liberty thought she'd make a little joking.</p> + +<p>"'S-sh-h,' says Libby, 'the authoress is takin' down notes.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Holcomb has had two-three poems in the <i>Friendship Daily</i>, and +she's real sensitive over it.</p> + +<p>"'I'd be polite if I couldn't be pleasant, Libby,' says Mame, acid.</p> + +<p>"'I'm pleasant enough to pleasant folks,' snaps Libby, up in arms in a +minute. Nothing whatever makes anybody so mad as to have what was meant +playful took plain.</p> + +<p>"'I,' says Mis' Holcomb, majestic, 'would pay some attention to my +company manners, no matter what I was in the home.'</p> + +<p>"'That makes me think,' puts in Mis' Toplady, hasty, 'speaking of +company so, who's heard anything about the evenin' company up to +Proudfits'?'</p> + +<p>"It was something all our heads was full of, being half the village had +just been invited in to the big evening affair that was to end up the +house party, and we'd all of pitched in and talked fast anyhow to take +our minds off the spat.</p> + +<p>"'Elbert's comin' home to go to it an' to stay Sunday an' as much as he +can spare,' says Mis' Sykes. Elbert is her son and all Silas Sykes ought +to of been, Elbert is.</p> + +<p>"'Letty Ames is home for the party, too,' says Libby Liberty, speaking +up in defence of their block, that Letty lives in. She's just <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span>graduated +at Indian Mound and has been visiting up the state.</p> + +<p>"My niece that had come on for a few days would be gone before the party +come off, so she didn't seem worth mentioning for real news value at a +time when everything was centring in an evening company at Proudfit +House. No doubt about it, Proudfit House does give distinction to +Friendship Village, kind of like a finishing school would, or a circus +wintering in us.</p> + +<p>"'I heard,' says Mis' Jimmy Sturgis, 'that the hired help set up all +night long cleanin' the silver. I shouldn't think <i>that</i> would of been +necessary, with any kind of management behind 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'You don't get much management now'-days,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, +sighing. 'Things slap along awful haphazard.'</p> + +<p>"'I know I ain't the system to myself that I use' to have,' says Abagail +Arnold. 'Why, the other day I found my soda in one butt'ry an' my bakin' +powder in the other.'</p> + +<p>"'An' I heard,' says Mame Holcomb—that's one thing about Mame, you +can't keep her mad. She'll flare up and be a tongue of flame one minute, +and the next she's actin' like a friendly open fire on a family hearth. +And I always trust that kind—I can't help it—'I heard,' she said, +'that for the party that night the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span>ice-cream is coming in forms, +calla-lilies an' dogs an' like that.'</p> + +<p>"'I heard,' says Mis' Uppers, 'that Emerel Daniel was invited up to help +an' she set up nights and got her a new dress for helpin' in, and now +little Otie's sick and she likely can't go near.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looks over her glasses.</p> + +<p>"'Is Otie sick again?' says she. 'Well, if Emerel don't move out of +Black Hollow, she'll lose him just like she done Abe. Can't she sell?'</p> + +<p>"Black Hollow is the town's pet breeding place for typhoid, that the +ladies has been at the council to clean up for a year now. And nobody +will buy there, so Emerel's had to live in her house to save rent.</p> + +<p>"'She's made her a nice dress an' she was so excited and pleased,' says +Mis' Uppers, grieving. 'I do hope it was a dark shade so if bereavement +follows—'</p> + +<p>"'I suppose you'll have a new cloth, Mis' Sykes,' says Mis' +Hubbelthwait, 'you're so up-to-date.' It's always one trouble with Mis' +Hubbelthwait: she will flatter the flatterable. But that time it didn't +work. Mis' Sykes was up on a chair fixing a window-shade that had flew +up, and I guess she must have pinched her finger, she was so crispy.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span></p><p>"'I thought I <i>had</i> things that was full stylish enough to wear,' she +says stiff.</p> + +<p>"'I didn't mean harm,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, humble.</p> + +<p>"Just then we all got up to see out the window, for the Proudfit +automobile drew up to Mis' Sykes's gate. They was several folks in it, +like they had been most of the time during the house party, with +everybody flying hither and yon; and they was letting Mis' Emmons out. +It was just exactly like her to remember to come right out of the midst +of a house party to a meeting of Sodality. That woman was pure gold. +When they was a lot of things to choose about, she always seemed to let +the pleasant and the light and the easy-to-do slip right through her +fingers, that would close up by and by on the big real thing that most +folks would pretend to try to catch <i>after</i> it had slipped through, and +yet would be awful glad to see disappearing.</p> + +<p>"We didn't talk clothes any more after Mis' Emmons come in. Some way her +clothes was so professional seeming, in colour and cut, that beside of +her the rest of us never said much about ours; though I will say Mis' +Emmons always wore her clothes like she was no more thinking about them +than she would be thinking about morning housework togs.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span></p><p>"'Well-said, how's the little boy, Mis' Emmons?' asks Mis' Toplady, +hearty. 'I declare I couldn't go to sleep a night or two ago for +thinkin' about the little soul. Heard any sound out of his folks?'</p> + +<p>"'I'm going to tell you about that pretty soon,' Mis' Emmons +answered—and it made my heart beat a little with wondering if she'd got +her plans thought out, not only four-square, but tower-high. 'He is +well—he wanted to come to the meeting. "I like ladies," he said, "when +they look at me like loving, but not when they touch me much." Mr. +Insley has him out walking.'</p> + +<p>"'Little soul,' says Mis' Toplady, again.</p> + +<p>"Out in the back parlour, some of us had been talking about Christopher +already.</p> + +<p>"'I heard,' Mis' Merriman says, that wasn't to the church the night +Christopher come, 'I heard that he didn't have much of any clothes on. +An' that nobody could understand what he said. An' that nobody could get +him to speak a word.'</p> + +<p>"'Pshaw,' Mis' Sturgis puts in, 'he was a nice-dressed little boy, +though wet; an' quite conversational.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I think it's a great problem,' says Mis' Uppers. 'He's too young +for the poorhouse and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> too old for the babies' home. Seems like they +wasn't anything <i>to</i> do with him.'</p> + +<p>"There come a lull when Mis' Postmaster Sykes, in a ruffled lawn that +had shrunk too short for anything but house wear, stood up by the piano +and called the meeting to order. And when we'd got on down to new +business, the purpose of the meeting and a hint of the pleasure was +stated formal by Mis' Sykes herself. 'One thing why I like to preside at +Sodality,' I heard her tell once, 'is, you do get your say whenever you +want it, and nobody can interrupt you when you're in the chair.'</p> + +<p>"'Ladies,' she says, 'we've seen from the treasurer's report we've got +some Sixty-odd Dollars on hand. The question is, where shall we vote it +to. Let the discussion be free.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss spoke first, with a kind of a bright +manner of having thought it all out over her dish pan and her bread pan. +There is this about belonging to Sodality: We just live Sodality every +day, around our work. We don't forget it except to meetings, same as +some.</p> + +<p>"'Well, I just tell you what,' Mame says, 'I think now is our time to +get a big monument for the middle of Cemetery that'll do some credit to +the Dead. All our little local <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span>headstones is quite tasty and shows our +interest in them that's gone before; but not one of them is real +up-to-date. Let's buy a nice monument that'll show from the railroad +track.'</p> + +<p>"I spoke up short off from the back parlour, where I set 'scallopin' a +bedspread about as big as the carpet.</p> + +<p>"'Who to?' I says.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno's it makes much differ'nce,' Mis' Holcomb says, warming to +her theme, 'so's it was some leadin' citizen. We might take a town vote +on it.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sturgis set up straight, eyebrows up. I donno how it is, but Mis' +Sturgis's pompadour always seems so much higher as soon as she gets +interested.</p> + +<p>"'Why, my gracious,' she says, 'we might earn quite a lot o' money that +way. We might have a regular votin' contest on who that's dead should +get the monument—so much a vote an' the names of the successful ones +run every night in the <i>Daily</i>—'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, why do it for anybody dead?' says Libby Liberty. 'Why not get +the monument here and have it on view an' then have folks kind of bid on +it for their own, real votin' style. In the cities now everybody picks +out their own monuments ahead of time. That would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> be doing for the +Living, the way Mr. Insley said.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, there'd be hard feelin' that way,' spoke up Mis' Uppers, decided. +'Whoever got it, an' got buried under it, never could feel it was his +own stone. Everybody that had bought votes for themselves could come out +walking in the Cemetery Sunday afternoons and could point out the +monument and tell how much of a money interest they had in it. Oh, no, I +don't think that'd do at all.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, stick to havin' it for the Dead, then,' Libby gives in. 'We've +got to remember our constitution.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Amanda Toplady was always going down after something in the bottom +of her pocket, set low in her full black skirt. She done this now, for a +spool or a lozenger. And she says, meantime: 'Seems like that'd be awful +irreverent, connectin' up the Dead with votes that way.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>My</i> notion,' says Mis' Sykes, with her way of throwin' up one corner +of her head, 'it ain't one-tenth part as irreverent as forgettin' all +about 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'Of course it ain't,' agreed Mis' Hubbelthwait. 'Real, true irreverence +is made up of buryin' folks and leavin' 'em go their way.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> Why, I bet +you there ain't any one of 'em that wouldn't be cheered up by bein' +voted for.'</p> + +<p>"I couldn't help piping up again from the back parlour. 'What about them +that don't get no votes?' I asks. 'What about them that is beat in death +like they may of been in life? What's there to cheer them up? If I was +them,' says I, 'I'd ha'nt the whole Sodality.'</p> + +<p>"'No need to be so sacrilegious in speakin' of the Dead as I know of, +Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes that was in the chair and could rebuke at +will.</p> + +<p>"That made me kind o' mad, and I answered back, chair or no chair: 'A +thing is sacrilegious,' says I, 'according to which side of the fence +you're on. But the fence it don't change none.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looked over her glasses and out the window and like she +see far away.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' she says, 'I'd like to take that Sixty Dollars and hire +some place to invite the young folks into evenings, that don't have no +place to go on earth for fun. Friendship Village,' says she, 'is about +as lively as Cemetery is for the young folks.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, but, Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes, reprovin', 'the young folks +is alive and able to see to themselves. They don't come in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> Sodality's +scope. Everything we do has got to be connect' with Cemetery.'</p> + +<p>"'I can't help it,' Mis' Toplady answers, 'if it is. I'd like to invite +'em in for some good safe evenin's somewheres instead of leaving 'em +trapse the streets. And if I had to have Cemetery in it somehow, I donno +but I'd make it a lawn party and give it in Cemetery and have done with +it.'</p> + +<p>"We all laughed, but I knew that underneath, Mis' Toplady was kind of +half-and-half in earnest.</p> + +<p>"'The young folks,' says Mis' Sykes, mysterious, 'is going to be took +care of by the proper means, very, very soon.'</p> + +<p>"'I donno,' says Mis' Holcomb, obstinate. 'I think the monument is a +real nice idea. Grandfather Holcomb, now, him that helped draft the +town, or whatever it is they do, I bet he'd be real pleased to be voted +for.'</p> + +<p>"But Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, seems she couldn't forget the little way +Mame had spoke to her before, and she leaned forward and cut her way +into the talking.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Mis' Holcomb,' she says, 'of course your Grandfather Holcomb can +be voted on if he wants to and if he thinks he could get it. But dead +though he is, what he done can't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> hold a candle to what Grandfather +Merriman done. That man just about run this town for years on end.'</p> + +<p>"'I heard he did,' said Mame, short. 'Those was the days before things +was called by their true names in politics and in graft and like that.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm sure,' says Mis' Merriman, her voice slipping, 'Grandfather +Merriman was an angel in heaven to his family. And he started the very +Cemetery by bein' buried in it first himself, and he took a front lot—'</p> + +<p>"'Ladies, ladies,' says Mis' Sykes, stern, 'we ain't votin' <i>yet</i>. Has +anybody got anything else to offer? Let the discussion be free.'</p> + +<p>"'What do we get a monument for, anyway?' says Mis' Toplady, hemming +peaceful. 'Why don't we stick the money onto the new iron fence for +Cemetery, same as we've been trying to do for years?'</p> + +<p>"'That's what I was thinking,' says Abagail Arnold, smiling. 'Whenever I +make one of my layer cakes for Sodality Annual, and frost it white and +make mounds of frosted nuts on top, I always wish Cemetery had a fence +around so's I could make a frosting one on the edge of the cake, +appropriate.'</p> + +<p>"'Why, but my land, Abagail,' says Mis' Holcomb, 'can't you see the +differ'nce between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> workin' for a dead iron fence and working for the +real, right down Dead that once was the living? Where's your humanity, +I'd like to know, and your loyalty to Friendship Village inhabitants +that was, that you set the old iron fence over against 'em. What's a +fence beside folks?'</p> + +<p>"All this time Mis' Emmons, there in the front parlour, had just sat +still, stitching away on some little garment or other, but now she +looked up quick, as if she was going to speak. She even begun to speak +with a 'Madame President' that covered up several excited beginnings. +But as she done so, I looked through the folding doors and see her catch +sight of somebody out in the street. And I looked out the bay-window in +the back parlour and I see who it was: it was a man, carefully guiding a +little bit of a man who was walking on the flat board top of the Sykes's +fence. So, instead of speaking formal, all Mis' Emmons done was to make +a little motion towards the window, so that her contribution to the +debating was nothing but—</p> + +<p>"'Madame President—look.'</p> + +<p>"We all looked, them in the out-of-range corners of the room getting up +and holding their work in their aprons, and peering past;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> and us in the +back parlour tried for glimpses out the side bay-window, past Mis' +Sykes's big sword fern. And so the most of us see Insley walking with +Christopher, who was footing it very delicate and grave, picking out his +places to step as if a real lot depended on it.</p> + +<p>"'That's Chris,' says Mis' Emmons, simple, 'that's come to us.' And +you'd of said she hardly spoke the 'us' real conscious of herself. She +looked round at us all. 'Let's have him in for a minute,' she says.</p> + +<p>"'The little soul! Let's so do,' Mis' Amanda Toplady says, hearty.</p> + +<p>"It was Mis' Emmons that went to the door and called them, and I guess +Insley, when he see her, must of wondered what made her face seem like +that. He went on up town, and the little chap come trotting up the walk.</p> + +<p>"When Chris come in Mis' Sykes's front parlour among all the women, +there run round that little murmuring sound that a crowd of women uses +to greet the coming in their midst of any child. And I s'pose it was a +little more so than ever for Chris, that they hadn't all seen +yet—'count of so few being out the night he come and 'count of his +having been up to Proudfit House 'most ever since. Us in the back +parlour went crowding in the front, and some<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> come down to the hall door +to be the nearer. Mis' Amanda Toplady, hunting in her deep pocket, this +time for a lozenger, says fervent above the rest:—</p> + +<p>"'The little soul.'</p> + +<p>"And he did resemble one, standing there so shy and manly in his new +little brown clothes.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons's eyes was bright, and I thought I see a kind of challenge +in her way of drawing the child towards her.</p> + +<p>"'Chris,' she says, 'tell them what you had in your paper bag when you +came to the church the other night.'</p> + +<p>"Chris remembered: Sugar rolls and cream-puffs and fruit-cake, he +recites it grand. 'My supper,' he adds, no less grand. 'But that was +'cause I didn't have my dinner nor my breakfast,' he explains, so's we +wouldn't think he'd had too much at once.</p> + +<p>"'What was the matter with your foot?' Mis' Emmons goes on.</p> + +<p>"Christopher had a little smile that just about won you—a sort of +abashed little smile, that begun over by one side of his mouth, and when +he was going to smile that way he always started in by turning away his +head. He done this now; but we could all hear what he said. It was:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span></p><p>"'My biggest toe went right through a hole, an' it choked me awful.'</p> + +<p>"About a child's foot hurting, or a little sore heel, there is something +that makes mothers out of everybody, for a minute or two. The women all +twittered into a little ripple of understanding. Probably to every woman +there come the picture of the little cold, wet foot and the choked toe. +I know I could see it, and I can see it yet.</p> + +<p>"'Lambin',' says Mis' Toplady, in more than two syllables, 'come here +for a peppermint.'</p> + +<p>"Chris went right over to her. 'I been thirsty for a drink of water +since all day,' he says confidential. 'Have you got one?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady went with the child, and then Mis' Emmons took something +from her bag and held it up. It was Christopher's father's letter that +he'd brought with him that night.</p> + +<p>"She read the letter out loud, in everybody's perfectly breathless +silence that was broken only by Christopher laughing out in the kitchen. +'My friends,' Mis' Emmons says when she'd got through, 'doesn't it seem +to you as if our work had come to us? And that if it isn't Chris +himself, at least it ought to be people, live people—and not an iron +fence or even a monument that will show from the railroad track?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span></p><p>"And with that, standing in the doorway with my arms full of bedspread, +I piped right up, just like I'd been longing to pipe up ever since that +night at Mis' Emmons's when I'd talked with Insley:—</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir,' I says emphatic, 'it does. Without meaning to be +sacrilegious in the least,' I says toward Mis' Sykes, 'I believe that +the Dead is a lot better prepared to take care of themselves than a good +many of the Living is.'</p> + +<p>"There was a kind of a little pause at this, all but Mis' Sykes. Mis' +Sykes don't pause easy. She spoke right back, sort of elevating one +temple:—</p> + +<p>"'The object of this meeting as the chair understands it,' says she, 'is +to discuss money spending, <i>not</i> idees.'</p> + +<p>"But I didn't pay no more attention than as if I'd been a speaker in +public life. And Mis' Toplady and Christopher, coming back to the room +just then, I spoke to him and took a-hold of his little shoulder.</p> + +<p>"'Chris,' I says, 'tell 'em what you're going to be when you grow up.'</p> + +<p>"The little boy stood up with his back against the door-casing, and he +spoke back between peppermints:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm going to drive the loads of hay,' he declares himself.</p> + +<p>"'A little bit ago,' I says to 'em, 'he was going to be a cream-puff +man, and keep a church and manufacture black velvet for people's +coffins. Think of all them futures—not to spend time on other +possibilities. Don't it seem like we'd ought to keep him around here +somewheres and help him decide? Don't it seem like what he's going to be +is resting with us?'</p> + +<p>"But now Mis' Sykes spoke out in her most presidential tone.</p> + +<p>"'It would be perfectly impossible,' she says, 'for Sodality to spend +its money on the child or on anybody else that's living. Our +constitution says we shall work for Cemetery.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, rebellish, 'then let's rip up our old constitution and +buy ourselves a new pattern.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes was getting to verge on mad.</p> + +<p>"'But Sodality ain't an orphan asylum, Calliope,' says she, 'nor none of +us is that.'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't we—ain't we, Mis' Sykes?' I says. 'Sometimes I donno what we're +for if we ain't that.'</p> + +<p>"And then I just clear forgot myself, in one of them times that don't +let you get to sleep<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> that night for thinking about, and that when you +wake up is right there by the bed waiting for you, and that makes you +feel sore when you think of afterwards—sore, but glad, too.</p> + +<p>"'That's it,' I says, 'that's it. I've been thinking about that a good +deal lately. I s'pose it's because I ain't any children of my own to be +so busy for that I can't think about their real good. Seems to me there +ain't a child living no matter how saucy or soiled or similar, but could +look us each one in the face and say, "What you doing for me and the +rest of us?" And what could we say to them? We could say: "I'm buying +some of you ginghams that won't shrink nor fade. Some of you I'm cooking +food for, and some of you I'm letting go without it. And some of you I'm +buying school books and playthings and some of you I'm leaving without +'em. I'm making up some of your beds and teaching you your manners and +I'm loving you—some of you. And the rest of you I'm leaving walk in +town after dark with a hole in your stocking." <i>Where's the +line—where's the line?</i> How do we know which is the ones to do for? I +tell you I'm the orphan asylum to the whole lot of 'em. And so are you. +And I move the Cemetery Improvement Sodality do something for this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> +little boy. We'd adopt him if he was dead—an' keep his grave as nice +and neat as wax. Let's us adopt him instead of his grave!'</p> + +<p>"My bedspread had slipped down onto the floor, but I never knew when nor +did I see it go. All I see was that some of them agreed with me—Mis' +Emmons and Mis' Toplady and Mis' Hubbelthwait and Libby and even Mame +that had proposed the monument. But some of the others was waiting as +usual to see how Mis' Sykes was going to believe, and Mis' Sykes she was +just standing there by the piano, her cheeks getting pinker and pinker +up high on her face.</p> + +<p>"'Calliope,' she said, making a gesture. 'Ladies! this is every bit of +it out of order. This ain't the subject that we come together to +discuss.'</p> + +<p>"'It kind of seems to me,' says I, 'that it's a subject we was born to +discuss.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady sort of rolled over in her chair and looked across her +glasses to Mis' Sykes.</p> + +<p>"'Madame President,' says she, 'as I understand it this fits in all +right. What we're proposing is to spend Sodality's money on this little +boy just the same as though he was dead. I move we do so.'</p> + +<p>"Two-three of 'em seconded it, but scairt and scattering.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span></p><p>"'Mis' Toplady,' says Mis' Sykes. 'Ladies! This is a good deal too +headlong. A committee'd ought—'</p> + +<p>"'Question—question,' demands Mis' Emmons, serene, and she met my eye +and smiled some, in that little <i>we</i>-understand look that can pierce +through a roomful of people like the wind.</p> + +<p>"'Mis' Emmons,' says Mis' Sykes, wildish. 'Ladies! Sodality has been +organized over twenty years, doing the same thing. You can't change so +offhand—' You can't help admiring Mis' Sykes, for she simply don't know +when she's beat. But this time she had a point with her, too. 'If we +want to vote to amend the constitution,' she said, 'you've got to lay +down your wishes on the table for one week.'</p> + +<p>"'I daresay you have,' says Mis' Emmons, looking grave. 'Well, I move +that we amend the constitution of this society, and I move that we do it +next week at the open annual meeting of the Sodality.'</p> + +<p>"'Second the motion,' says I, with my feet on my white bedspread.</p> + +<p>"And somehow the phrase caught Christopher's ear, like a tune might to +march by.</p> + +<p>"'Second a motion—second a motion!' he chants to himself, standing by +Mis' Toplady's knee.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span></p> + +<h2>VIII</h2> + +<p>"I had promised Insley to run in the Cadozas' after the meeting, and see +the little boy; and Mis' Emmons having to go home before she started +back to the Proudfits', Christopher walked along with me. When we got +out to the end of Daphne Street, Insley overtook us on his way out to +the Cadozas', too.</p> + +<p>"His shoes were some muddy, and I guessed that he had been where of late +he'd spent as much time as he could spare, both when he was in the +village and when he was over to Indian Mound. Without digging down into +his eyes, the same as some do to folks that's in trouble, I had sensed +that there had come down on him everybody's hour of cutting something +out of life, which is as elemental a thing to do as dying is, and I +donno but it's the same kind as dying is besides. And he had been taking +his hour in the elemental way, wanting to be alone and to kind of get +near to the earth. I mean tramping the hills, ploughing along the narrow +paths close to the barb' wire fences, plunging into the little groves. +The little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> groves have such an' I-know look of understanding all about +any difficulty till you walk inside of them, when all to once they stop +seeming to know about your special trouble and begin another kind of +slow soothing, same as summing things up will soothe you, now and then.</p> + +<p>"Chris chattered to him, lovable.</p> + +<p>"'I had some peppermenges,' he says, 'and I like hot ice-cream, too. +Don't you? Can you make that?' he inquires, slipping his hand in +Insley's.</p> + +<p>"Of course this made a pang—when you're hurt, 'most everything makes a +pang. And this must of brought back that one evening with Robin that he +would have to remember, and all the little stupid jokes they'd had that +night must of rose up and hit at him, with the awful power of the little +things that don't matter one bit and yet that matter everything.</p> + +<p>"'What can <i>you</i> make, Chris?' Insley says to him. 'Can you make candy? +And pull it—like this?'</p> + +<p>"'Once a lady stirred me some an' cut it up in squares,' Chris +explained, 'but I never did make any. My mama couldn't make candy, I +guess, but she could make all other things—pancakes an' mittens an' +nice stove fires my mama could make. The bag we got the salt<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> in—she +made me two handkerchiefs out of that bag,' he ended proudly.</p> + +<p>"'Did she—did she?' Insley tempted him on.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' Chris went on, hopping beside him, 'but now I've got to hurry +an' be a man, 'cause litty boys ain't very good things. Can you make +po'try?' he wound up.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Chris—can you?' Insley asked.</p> + +<p>"'Well, when I was comin' along with my daddy that night I made one,' +the child says. And when Insley questions him a little he got this much +more out of him. 'It started, "Look at the trees so green an' fair,"' he +says, 'but I forget the rest.'</p> + +<p>"'Do you want to be a poet when you grow up?' Insley ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, I do,' the child says ready. 'I think I'll be that first an' then +I'll be the President, too. But what I'd rather be is the sprinkler-cart +man, wouldn't you?'</p> + +<p>"'Conceivably,' Insley says, and by the look on his face I bet his hand +tightened up on the child's hand.</p> + +<p>"'At Sodality,' I says, 'he just told them he was going to drive loads +of hay. He's made several selections.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at me over the child's head, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span> I guess we was both +thinking the same thing: Trust nature to work this out alone? +'Conceivably,' again. But all of a sudden I know we both burned to help +to do it. And as Insley talked to the child, I think some touch of his +enterprise come back and breathed on him. In them few last days I +shouldn't wonder if his work hadn't stopped soaring to the meaning of +spirit and sunk down again to be just body drudgery. He couldn't ever +help having his old possessing love of men, and his man's strong +resolution to keep a-going, but I shouldn't wonder if the wings of the +thing he meant to do had got folded up. And Christopher, here, was sort +of releasing them out again.</p> + +<p>"'How's the little Cadoza boy?' I ask' him pretty soon.</p> + +<p>"'He's getting on,' he says. 'Dr. Barrows was down yesterday—he wants +him for a fortnight or so at the hospital in town, where he can have +good care and food. His mother doesn't want him to go. I hoped you'd +talk with her.'</p> + +<p>"Before we got to the Cadoza house Insley looked over to me, enigmatish. +'Want to see something?' he says, and he handed me a letter. I read it, +and some of it I knew what it meant and some of it I didn't. It was +from<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> Alex Proudfit, asking him up to Proudfit House to the house party.</p> + +<p>" ... Ain't it astonishing how awful festive the word 'house party' +sounds. 'Party' sounds festive, though not much more so than 'company' +or 'gathering' that we use more common. 'Ball,' of course, is real +glittering, and paints the inside of your head into pictures, +instantaneous. But a house party—maybe it's because I never was to one; +maybe it's because I never heard of one till late in life; maybe it's +because nobody ever had one before in Friendship Village—but that word +give me all the sensation that 'her golden coach' and 'his silver +armour' and 'good fairy' used to have for me when I was a little girl. +'House party!' Anything shiny might happen to one of them. It's like +you'd took something vanishin', like a party, and just seized onto it +and made it stay longer than Time and the World ever intended. It's like +making a business of the short-lived.</p> + +<p>"Well, some of Alex's letter went about like this:—</p> + +<p>"'Join us for the whole time, do,' it says, and it went on about there +being rather an interesting group,—'a jolly individualist,' I recollect +he says, 'for your special benefit.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> He'll convert you where I couldn't, +because he's kept his love for men and I haven't. And of course I've +some women—pretty, bless them, and thank the Lord not one of them +troubling whether she loves mankind or not, so long as men love her. And +there you have Nature uncovered at her task! I shall expect you for +every moment that you can spare....' I remember the wording because it +struck me it was all so like Alex that I could pretty near talk to it +and have it answer back.</p> + +<p>"'Tell me,' Insley says, when I handed the letter back to him, 'you +know—him. Alex Proudfit. Does he put all that on? Is it his mask? Does +he feel differently and do differently when folks don't know?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, slow, 'I donno. He gives the Cadozas their rent, but +when Mis' Cadoza went to thank him, once, he sent down word for her to +go and see his agent.'</p> + +<p>"He nodded, and I'd never heard him speak bitter before. 'That's it,' he +says, 'that's it. That's the way we bungle things....'</p> + +<p>"We'd got almost to the Cadozas' when we heard an automobile coming +behind us, and as we stood aside to let it go by, Robin's face flashed +past us at the window. Mis' Emmons<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span> was with her, that Robin had come +down after. Right off the car stopped and Robin jumped out and come +hurrying back towards us. I'll never forget the minute. We met right in +front of the old tumble-down Cadoza house with the lilacs so high in the +front yard that the place looked pretty near nice, like the rest of the +world. It was a splendid afternoon, one that had got it's gold persuaded +to burst through a gray morning, like colour from a bunch of silver +buds; and now the air was all full of lovely things, light and little +wind and late sun and I donno but things we didn't know about. And +everyone of them seemed in Robin's face as she came towards us, and +more, too, that we couldn't name or place.</p> + +<p>"I think the mere exquisite girlishness of her come home to Insley as +even her strength and her womanliness, that night he talked with her, +had not moved him. I donno but in the big field of his man's dream, he +had pretty near forgot how obvious her charm was. I'm pretty sure that +in those days when he was tramping the hills alone, the thing that he +was fighting with was that he was going to lose her companioning in the +life they both dreamed. But now her hurrying so and her little faint +agitation made her appeal a new thing, fifty times as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> lovely, fifty +times as feminine, and sort of filling in the picture of herself with +all the different kinds of women she was in one.</p> + +<p>"So now, as he stood there with her, looking down in her face, touching +her friendly hand, I think that was the first real, overhauling minute +when he was just swept by the understanding that his loss was so many +times what he'd thought it was going to be. For it was her that he +wanted, it was her that he would miss for herself and not for any dear +plans of work-fellowship alone. She understood his dream, but there was +other things she understood about, too. A man can love a woman for a +whole collection of little dear things—and he can lose her and grieve; +he can love her for her big way of looking at things, and he can lose +her and grieve; he can love her because she is his work-fellow, and he +can lose her and grieve. But if, on top of one of these, he loves her +because she is she, the woman that knows about life and is capable of +sharing all of life with him and of being tender about it, why then if +he loses her, his grieving is going to be something that there ain't +rightly no name for. And I think it was that minute there in the road +that it first come to Insley that Robin was Robin, that of all the many +women that she<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span> was, first and most she was the woman that was capable +of sharing with him all sides of living.</p> + +<p>"'I wanted ...' she says to him, uncertain. 'Oh, I wish very much that +you would accept the invitation to some of the house party. I wanted to +tell you.'</p> + +<p>"'I can't do that,' he answers, short and almost gruff. 'Really I can't +do that.'</p> + +<p>"But it seemed there was even a sort of nice childishness about her that +you wouldn't have guessed. I always think it's a wonderful moment when a +woman knows a man well enough to show some of her childishness to him. +But a woman that shows right off, close on the heels of an introduction, +how childish she can be, it always sort o' makes me mad—like she'd told +her first name without being asked about it.</p> + +<p>"'Please,' Robin says, 'I'm asking it because I wish it very much. I +want those people up there to know you. I want—'</p> + +<p>"He shook his head, looking at her, eyes, mouth, and fresh cheeks, like +he wished he was able to look at her face <i>all at once</i>.</p> + +<p>"'At least, at least,' she says to him rapid, then, 'you must come to +the party at the end. You know I want to keep you for my friend<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span>—I want +to make you our friend. That night Aunt Eleanor is going to announce my +engagement, and I want my friends to be there.'</p> + +<p>"That surprised me as much as it did him. Nobody in the village knew +about the engagement yet except us two that knew it from that night at +Mis' Emmons's. I wondered what on earth Insley was going to say and I +remember how I hoped, pretty near fierce, that he wasn't going to smile +and bow and wish her happiness and do the thing the world would have +wanted of him. It may make things run smoother to do that way, but +smoothness isn't the only thing the love of folks for folks knows about. +I do like a man that now and then speaks out with the breath in his +lungs and not just with the breath of his nostrils. And that's what +Insley done—that's what he done, only I'm bound to say that I do think +he spoke out before he knew he was going to.</p> + +<p>"'That would be precisely why I couldn't come,' he said. 'Thank you, you +know—but please don't ask me.'</p> + +<p>"As for Robin, at this her eyes widened, and beautiful colour swept her +face. And she didn't at once turn away from him, but I see how she stood +looking at him with a kind of a sharp intentness, less of wonder than of +stopping short.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span></p><p>"Christopher had run to the automobile and now he come a-hopping back.</p> + +<p>"'Robin!' he called. 'Aunt Eleanor says you haf to be in a dress by +dinner, and it's <i>now</i>.'</p> + +<p>"'Do come for dinner, Mr. Insley,' Mis' Emmons calls, as Robin and +Christopher went to join him. 'We've got up a tableau or two for +afterward. Come and help me be a tableau.'</p> + +<p>"He smiled and shook his head and answered her. And that reminded me +that I'd got to hurry like wild, as usual. It was most six o'clock +then,—it always <i>is</i> either most six o'clock or most noon when I get +nearest to being interested,—and that night great things was going to +be going on. Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and the School Board and I was +going to have a tableau of our own.</p> + +<p>"But for all that I couldn't help standing still a minute and looking +after the automobile. It seemed as bad as some kind of a planet, +carrying Robin off for forever and ever. And I wasn't so clear that I +fancied its orbit.</p> + +<p>"'I've got a whole string of minds not to go to that party myself,' I +says, meditative.</p> + +<p>"But Insley never answered. He just come on around the Cadozas' house.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span></p> + +<h2>IX</h2> + +<p>"I never speak much about my relations, because I haven't got many. If I +did have, I suppose I should be telling about how peculiar they take +their tea and coffee, and what they died of, and showing samples of +their clothes and acting like my own immediate family made up life, just +like most folks does. But I haven't got much of any relatives, nor no +ancestors to brag about. 'Nothing for kin but the world,' I always say.</p> + +<p>"But back in the middle of June I had got a letter from a cousin, like a +bow from the blue. And the morning I got it, and with it yet unopened in +my hand, Silas Sykes come out from behind the post-office window and +tapped me on the arm.</p> + +<p>"'Calliope,' he says, 'we've about made up our minds—the School Board +an' some o' the leadin' citizens has—to appoint a Women's Evenin' +Vigilance Committee, secret. An' we want you an' Mis' Toplady an' Mis' +Sykes should be it.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span></p><p>"'Vigilance,' I says, thoughtful. 'I recollect missin' on the meanin' +of that word in school. I recollect I called it "viligance" an' said it +meant a 'bus. I donno if I rightly know what it means now, Silas.'</p> + +<p>"Silas cleared his throat an' whispered hoarse, in a way he's got: +'Women don't have no call, much for the word,' he says. 'It means when +you sic your notice onto some one thing. We want a committee of you +women should do it.'</p> + +<p>"'Notice <i>what</i>?' I says, some mystified. 'What the men had ought to be +up to an' ain't?'</p> + +<p>"But customers come streaming into the post-office store then, and some +folks for their mail, and Silas set a time a couple o' days later in the +afternoon for Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and me to come down to the +store and talk it over.</p> + +<p>"'An' you be here,' says Silas, beatin' it off with his finger. 'It's +somethin' we got to do to protect our own public decency.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Public</i> decency,' I says over, thoughtful, and went out fingerin' my +letter that was in a strange handwriting and that I was dying to read.</p> + +<p>"It was a couple of days later that I what-you-might-say finished that +letter, and between times I had it on the clock-shelf and give every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> +spare minute to making it out. Minerva Beach the letter was from—my +cousin Minnie Beach's girl. Minnie had died awhile before, and Minerva, +her daughter, was on her way West to look for a position, and should she +spend a few days with me? That was what I made out, though I donno how I +done it, for her writing was so big and so up-and-down that every letter +looked like it had on corsets and high heels. I never see such a mess! +It was like picking out a crochet pattern to try to read it.</p> + +<p>"I recollect that I was just finishing composing my letter telling her +to come along, and hurrying so's to take it to mail as I went down to +the Vigilance Committee meeting, when the new photographer in town come +to my door, with his horse and buggy tied to the gate. J. Horace Myers +was his name, and he said he was a friend of the Topladys, and he was +staying with them while he made choice art photographs of the whole +section; and he wanted to take a picture of my house. He was a dapper +little man, but awful tired-seeming, so I told him to take the picture +and welcome, and I put the stone dog on the front porch and looped the +parlour curtains over again and started off for the meeting.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span></p><p>"'I'll be up to show you the proofs in a few days,' he says as I was +leaving. He was fixing the black cloth over his head, kind of listless +and patient.</p> + +<p>"'Land!' I says, before I knew it, 'don't you get awful sick of takin' +pictures of humbly houses you don't care nothin' about?'</p> + +<p>"He peeked out from under the black cloth sort of grateful. 'I do,' he +says, simple,—'sick enough to bust the camera.'</p> + +<p>"'Well, I should think you would,' I says hearty; and I went down Daphne +Street with the afternoon kind of feeling tarnished. I was wondering how +on earth folks go on at all that dislikes their work like that. There +was Abe Luck, just fixing the Sykes's eaves-trough—what was there to +<i>like</i> about fixing eaves-troughs and about the whole hardware business? +Jimmy Sturgis coming driving the 'bus, Eppleby Holcomb over there +registering deeds, Mis' Sykes's girl Em'ly washing windows,—what was +there about any of it to <i>like</i> doing? I looked at Mis' Sykes's Em'ly +real pitying, polishing panes outside, when Abe Luck come climbing down +the ladder from the roof; and all of a sudden I see Abe stick his head +through the rungs, and quick as a flash kiss Mis' Sykes's Em'ly.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span></p><p>"'My land!' I started to think, 'Mis' Sykes had ought to discharge—' +and then I just stopped short off, sudden. Her hating windows, and him +hating eaves-troughs, and what else did either of them have? Nothing. I +could sense their lives like I could sense my own—level and even and +<i>darn</i>. And all at once I had all I could do to keep from being glad +that Abe Luck had kissed Em'ly. And I walked like lightning to keep back +the feeling.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady was to the post-office store before me. It +was a slack time of day, and Silas set down on a mail-bag and begun +outlining the situation that he meant about.</p> + +<p>"'The School Board,' says Silas, important, 'has got some women's work +they want done. It's a thing,' s'he, 'that women can do the best—I mean +it's the girls an' boys, hangin' round evenin's—you know we've all +talked about it. But somebody's got to get after 'em in earnest, an' see +they don't disgrace us with their carryin' on in the streets, evenin's.'</p> + +<p>"'Why don't the men do it?' I ask' him, wonderin', 'or is it 'count of +offending some?'</p> + +<p>"'No such thing!' says Silas, touchy. 'Where's your delicate feelin's, +Calliope? Women can do these things better than men.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span> This is somethin' +delicate, that had ought to be seen to quiet. It ain't a matter for the +authorities. It's women's work,' says he. 'It's women that's the +mothers—it ain't the men,' says Silas, convincing.</p> + +<p>"But still I looked at him, real meditative. 'What started you men off +on that tack at this time?' I ask' him, blunt—because young folks had +been flooding the streets evenings since I could remember, and no +Friendship Village man had ever acted like this about it.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, 'don't you women tell it out around. But the thing +that's got us desperate is the schoolhouse. The entry to it—they've +used it shameful. Peanut shucks, down-trod popcorn, paper bags, fruit +peelin's—every mornin' the stone to the top o' the steps, under the +archway, is full of 'em. An' last week the Board went up there early +mornin' to do a little tinkerin', an' there set three beer bottles, all +empty. So we've figgered on puttin' some iron gates up to the +schoolhouse entry an' appointin' you women a Vigilance Committee to help +us out.'</p> + +<p>"We felt real indignant about the schoolhouse. It stands up a little +slope, and you can see it from 'most anywheres daytimes, and we all felt +kind of an interest—though<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> of course the School Board seemed to own it +special.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady looked warm and worried. 'But what is it you want we +should do, Silas?' she ask', some irritable. 'I've got my hands so full +o' my own family it don't seem as if I could vigilance for nobody.'</p> + +<p>"'S-h-h, Mis' Toplady. <i>I</i> think it's a great trust,' says Mis' Silas +Sykes.</p> + +<p>"'It is a great trust,' says Silas, warm, 'to get these young folks to +stop gallivantin' an' set home where they belong.'</p> + +<p>"'How you going to get them to set home, Silas?' I ask', some puzzled.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, 'that's where they ought to be, ain't it?'</p> + +<p>"'Why,' I says thoughtful, 'I donno's they had.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>What?</i>' says Silas, with horns on the word. 'What say, Calliope?'</p> + +<p>"'How much settin' home evenings did you do when you was young, Silas?' +I says.</p> + +<p>"'I'd 'a' been a long sight better off if I'd 'a' done more of it,' says +Silas.</p> + +<p>"'However that is, you <i>didn't</i> set home,' I says back at him. 'Neither +will young folks set there now, I don't believe.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, '<i>anyhow</i>, they've got to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> get off'n the streets. +We've made up our minds to that. They can't set on steps nor in +stairways down town, nor in entries, nor to the schoolhouse. We've got +to look out for public decency.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Public</i> decency,' says I, again. 'They can do what they like, so's +public decency ain't injured, I s'pose, Silas?'</p> + +<p>"'No such thing!' shouts Silas. 'Calliope, take shame! Ain't we doin' +our best to start 'em right?'</p> + +<p>"'That's what I donno,' I answers him, troubled. 'Driving folks around +don't never seem to me to be a real good start towards nowheres.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Amanda Toplady hitched forward in her chair and spoke for the +first time—ponderous and decided, but real sweet, too. 'What I think is +this,' she says. 'They won't set home, as Calliope says. And when we've +vigilanced 'em off the streets, where are we goin' to vigilance 'em +<i>to</i>?'</p> + +<p>"'That ain't our lookout,' says Silas.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it?' says Mis' Toplady. '<i>Ain't it?</i>' She set thinking for a +minute and then her face smoothed. 'Anyhow,' she says, comfortable, 'us +ladies'll vigilance awhile. It ain't clear in my mind yet what to do. +But we'll do it, I guess.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p><p>"We made up that we three should come down town one night that week and +look around and see what we see. We all knew—every woman in Friendship +Village knew—how evenings, the streets was full of young folks, loud +talking and loud laughing and carrying on. We'd all said to each other, +helpless, that we <i>wisht</i> something could be done, but that was as far +as anybody'd got. So we made it up that we three should be down town in +a night or two, so's to get our ideas started, and Silas was to have +Timothy Toplady and Eppleby Holcomb, that's on the School Board, down to +the store so we could all talk it over together afterwards. But still I +guess we all felt sort of vague as to what we was to drive <i>at</i>.</p> + +<p>"'It seems like Silas wanted us to unwind a ball o' string from the +middle out,' says Mis' Toplady, uneasy, when we'd left the store.</p> + +<p>"A few days after that Minerva come. I went down to the depot to meet +her, and I would of reco'nized her anywheres, she looked so much like +her handwriting. She was dressed sort of tawdry swell. She had on a good +deal. But out from under her big hat with its cheap plume that was goin' +to shed itself all over the house, I see her face was little and young +and some pretty and excited. Excited about life<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span> and new things and +moving around. I liked her right off. 'Land!' thinks I, 'you'll try me +to death. But, you poor, nice little thing, you can if you want to.'</p> + +<p>"I took her home to supper. She talked along natural enough, and seemed +to like everything she et, and then she wiped the dishes for me, and +looked at herself in the clock looking-glass all the while she was doing +it. Then, when I'd put out the milk bottles, we locked up the back part +of the house and went and set in the parlour.</p> + +<p>"I'd always thought pretty well of my parlour. It hasn't anything but a +plush four-piece set and an ingrain and Nottinghams, but it's the +<i>parlour</i>, and I'd liked it. But when we'd been setting there a little +while, and I'd asked her about everybody, and showed her their pictures +in the album, all of a sudden it seemed as if they wasn't anything to +<i>do</i> in the parlour. Setting there and talking was nice, but I missed +something. And I thought of this first when Minerva got up and walked +kind of aimless to the window.</p> + +<p>"'How big is Friendship Village?' she ask'.</p> + +<p>"I told her, real proud.</p> + +<p>"'They can't be a great deal goin' on here, is they?' she says.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span></p><p>"'Land, yes!' I says. 'We're so busy we're nearly dead. Ladies' Aid, +Ladies' Missionary, Cemetery Improvement Sodality, the rummage sale +coming on, the bazaar, and I donno what all.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, vague. 'Well—is they many young people?'</p> + +<p>"And when I'd told her, 'Quite a few,' she didn't say anything more—but +just stood looking down the street. And pretty soon I says, 'Land! the +parlour's kind o' stuffy to-night. Let's go out in the yard.' And when +we'd walked around out there a minute, smelling in my pinks, I thought, +'Land! it's kind o' dreary doin' this,' an' I says to her all of a +sudden, 'Let's go in the house and make some candy.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, <i>let's</i>,' she says, like a little girl.</p> + +<p>"We went back in and lit the kitchen fire, and made butter-scotch—she +done it, being real handy at it. She livened up and flew around and +joked some, and the kitchen looked nice and messy and <i>used</i>, and we had +a real good time. And right in the midst of it there come a rap at the +side door and there stood the dapper, tired-looking little photograph +man, J. Horace Myers, seeming as discouraged as he could.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span></p><p>"We spread out the proofs of the pictures of my house and spent some +time deciding. And while we was deciding, he showed us some more +pictures that he'd made of the town, and talked a little about them. He +was a real pleasant, soft-spoken man, and he knew how to laugh and when +to do it. He see the funny in things—he see that the post-office looked +like a rabbit with its ears up; he see that the engine-house looked like +it was lifting its eyebrows; and he see the pretty in things, too—he +showed us a view or two he'd took around Friendship Village just for the +fun of it. One was Daphne Street, by the turn, and he says: 'It looks +like a deep tunnel, don't it? An' like you wanted to go down it?' He was +a wonderful nice, neutral little man, and I enjoyed looking at his +pictures.</p> + +<p>"But Minerva—I couldn't help watching her. She wasn't so interested in +the pictures, and she wasn't so quick at seeing the funny in things, nor +the pretty, either; but even the candy making hadn't livened her up the +way that little talking done. She acted real easy and told some little +jokes; and when the candy was cool, she passed him some; and I thought +it was all right to do. And he sort of spruced up and took notice and +quit being so down-in-the-mouth. And I thought, 'Land! ain't it funny +how just<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> being together makes human beings, be they agent or be they +cousin, more themselves than they was before!'</p> + +<p>"Her liking company made me all the more sorry to leave Minerva alone +that next evening, that was the night Mis' Sykes and Mis' Toplady and I +was due to a tableau of our own in the post-office store. It was the +night when the Vigilance Committee was to have its first real meeting +with the School Board. But I lit the lamp for Minerva in the parlour, +and give her the day's paper, and she had her sewing, and when Mis' +Toplady and Mis' Sykes come for me, I went off and left her setting by +the table. My parlour had been swept that day, and it was real tidy and +quiet and lamp-lit; and yet when Mis' Toplady and Mis' Sykes and I +stepped out into the night, all smelling of pinks and a new moon +happening, and us going on that mission we wasn't none of us sure what +it was, the dark and the excitement sort of picked me up and I felt like +I never felt in my parlour in my life—all kind of young and free and +springy.</p> + +<p>"'Let's us walk right down through town first,' says Mis' Toplady. +'That's where the young folks gets to, seems though.'</p> + +<p>"'Well-a, I don't see the necessity of that,' says Mis' Sykes. 'We've +all three done that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> again and again. We know how it is down there +evenings.'</p> + +<p>"'But,' says Mis' Toplady, in her nice, stubborn way, 'let's us, anyway. +I know, when I walk through town nights, I'm 'most always hurrying to +get my yeast before the store shuts, an' I never half look around. +To-night let's <i>look</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Well, we looked. Along by the library windows in some low stone ledges. +In front of a store or two they was some more. Around the corner was a +place where they was some new tombstones piled up, waiting for their +folks. And half a block down was the canal bridge. And ledges and bridge +and tombstones and streets was alive with girls and boys—little young +things, the girls with their heads tied in bright veils and pretty +ribbons on them, and their laughs just shrilling and thrilling with the +sheer fun of <i>hanging around</i> on a spring night.</p> + +<p>"'Land!' says Mis' Sykes, '<i>what</i> is their mothers thinkin' of?'</p> + +<p>"But something else was coming home to me.</p> + +<p>"'I dunno,' I says, kind of scairt at the way I felt, 'if I had the +invite, this spring night, all pinks and new moons, I donno but I'd go +and hang over a tombstone with 'em!'</p> + +<p>"'Calliope!' says Mis' Sykes, sharp. But Mis'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> Toplady, she kind of +chuckled. And the crowd jostled us—more young folks, talking and +laughing and calling each other by nicknames, and we didn't say no more +till we got up in the next block.</p> + +<p>"There's a vacant store there up towards the wagon shop, and a house or +two, and that's where the open stairways was that Silas meant about. +Everything had been shut up at six o'clock, and there, sure as the +world, 'most every set of steps and every stairway had its couple, +sitting and laughing and talking, like the place was differ'nt sofas in +a big drawing-room, or rocks on a seashore, or like that.</p> + +<p>"'Mercy!' says Mis' Sykes. 'Such goin'-ons! Such bringin'-ups!'</p> + +<p>"Just then I recollect I heard a girl laugh out, pretty and pleased, and +I thought I recognized Mis' Sykes's Em'ly's voice, and I thought I knew +Abe Luck's answering—but I never said a word to Mis' Sykes, because I +betted she wouldn't get a step farther than discharging Em'ly, and I was +after more steps than that. And besides, same minute, I got the scent of +the Bouncing Bet growing by the wagon shop; and right out of thin air, +and acrost more years than I like to talk about, come the quick little +feeling that made me know the fun, the sheer <i>fun</i>, that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> Em'ly thought +she was having and that she had the right to.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well, whoever it is, maybe they're engaged,' says Mis' Toplady, +soothin'.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, but the bad taste!' says Mis' Sykes, shuddering. Mis' Sykes is a +good cook and a good enough mother, and a fair-to-middling housekeeper, +but she looks hard on the fringes and the borders of this life, and to +her 'good taste' is both of them.</p> + +<p>"They wasn't nobody on the wagon shop steps, for a wonder, and we set +down there for a minute to talk it over. And while Mis' Toplady and Mis' +Sykes was having it out between them, I set there a-thinking. And all of +a sudden the night sort of stretched out and up, and I almost felt us +little humans crawling around on the bottom of it. And one little bunch +of us was Friendship Village, and in Friendship Village some of us was +young. I kind of saw the whole throng of them—the <i>young</i> humans that +would some day be the village. There they was, bottled up in school all +day, or else boxed in a store or a factory or somebody's kitchen, and +when night come, and summer come, and the moon come—land, land! they +<i>wanted</i> something, all of them, and they didn't know what they wanted.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span></p><p>"And what had they got? There was the streets stretching out in every +direction, each house with its parlour—four-piece plush set, mebbe, and +ingrain and Nottinghams, and mebbe not even that, and mebbe the rest of +the family flooding the room, anyway. And what was the parlour, even +with somebody to set and talk to them—what was the parlour, compared to +the <i>magic</i> they was craving and couldn't name? The feeling young and +free and springy, and the wanting somehow to express it? Something to +do, somewheres to go, something to see, somebody to be with and laugh +with—no wonder they swept out into the dark in numbers, no wonder they +took the night as they could find it. They didn't have no hotel piazza +of their own, no boat-rides, no seashore, no fine parties, no +automobiles—no nothing but the big, exciting dark that belongs to us +all together. No wonder they took it for their own.</p> + +<p>"Why, Friendship Village was no more than a great big ball-room with +these young folks leaving the main floor and setting in the alcoves, to +unseen music. If the alcoves had been all palms and expense and +dressed-up chaperons on the edges, everything would of seemed right. As +it was, it was all a danger that made my heart ache for them, and for us +all. And yet it come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> from their same longing for fun, for joy—and +where was they to get it?</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies!' I says, out of the fulness of the lump in my throat, 'if +only we had some place to invite 'em to!'</p> + +<p>"'They wouldn't come if we had,' says Mis' Sykes, final.</p> + +<p>"'Not come!' I says. 'With candy making and pictures and music and mebbe +dancin'? Not come!'</p> + +<p>"'Dancin'!' says Mis' Toplady, low. 'Oh, Calliope, I donno as I'd go +that far.'</p> + +<p>"'We've went farther than that long ago,' I says, reckless. 'We've went +so far that the dangers of dancin' would be safe beside the dangers of +what is.'</p> + +<p>"'But we ain't responsible for that,' says Mis' Sykes.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't we—<i>ain't we?</i>' I says, like Mis' Toplady had. 'Mis' Sykes, how +much does Silas rent the post-office hall for, a night?'</p> + +<p>"'Ten dollars, if he makes something; and five dollars at cost,' she +says.</p> + +<p>"'That's it,' I says, groaning. 'We never could afford that, even to ask +them in once a week. Oh, we'd ought to have some place open every night +for them, and us ladies take turns doing the refreshments; but they +ain't no place in town that belongs to young folks—'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span></p><p>"And all of a sudden I stopped, like an idee had took me from all four +sides of my head at once.</p> + +<p>"'Why, ladies,' I says, 'look at the schoolhouse, doing nothing every +night out of the year and <i>built</i> for the young folks!'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well,' says Mis' Sykes, superior, 'you know the Board'd never +allow 'em to use the schoolhouse <i>that</i> way. The Board wouldn't think of +it!'</p> + +<p>"'<i>Whose</i> Board?' says I, stern. 'Ain't they our Board? Yours and mine +and Friendship Village's? Come on—come on and put it to 'em,' I says, +kind o' wild.</p> + +<p>"I was climbing down the steps while I spoke. And we all went down, me +talking on, and Mis' Toplady catching fire on the minute, an' Mis' Sykes +holding out like she does unless so be she's thought of an idea herself. +But oh, Mis' Toplady, she's differ'nt.</p> + +<p>"'Goodness alive!' she said, 'why ain't some of us thought o' that +before? Ain't it the funniest thing, the way folks can have a way out +right under their noses, an' not sense it?'</p> + +<p>"I had never had a new-born notion come into my head so ready-made. I +could hardly talk it fast enough, and Mis' Toplady same way, and we +hurried back to the post-office store, Mis' Sykes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> not convinced but +keeping still because us two talked it so hard.</p> + +<p>"Silas and Timothy and Eppleby Holcomb was setting in the back part of +the post-office store waiting for us, and Mis' Toplady and I hurried +right up to them.</p> + +<p>"'You tell, Calliope,' says Mis' Toplady. 'It's your idee.'</p> + +<p>"But first we both told, even Mis' Sykes joining in, shocked, about the +doorway carryin' ons and all the rest. 'Land, land!' Mis' Toplady says, +'I never had a little girl. I lost my little girl baby when she was +eleven months. But I ain't never felt so like <i>shieldin'</i> her from +somethin' as I feel to-night.'</p> + +<p>"'It's awful, awful!' says Timothy Toplady, decided. 'We've just got to +get some law goin', that's all.'</p> + +<p>"Silas agreed, scowling judicial. 'We been talkin' curfew,' he says. 'I +donno but we'll hev to get the curfew on 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'Curfew!' says I. 'So you're thinking of curfewin' 'em off the streets. +Will you tell me, Silas Sykes, where you're going to curfew 'em <i>to</i>?'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Mis' Toplady, 'that's what I meant about vigilancin' 'em +off somewheres. <i>Where to?</i> What say, Silas?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span></p><p>"'That ain't our concern, woman!' shouts Silas, exasperated by us +harping on the one string. 'Them young folks has all got one or more +parents. Leave 'em use 'em.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes, indeed,' says Mis' Sykes, nodding once, with her eyes shut brief. +'An' young people had ought to be encouraged to do evening studyin'.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady jerked her head sideways. 'Evenin' fiddlestick!' she +snaps, direct. 'If you've got a young bone left in your body, Mis' +Sykes,' says she, 'you know you're talkin' nonsense.'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't you no idees about how well-bred young ladies should conduct +themselves?' says Mis' Sykes, in her most society way.</p> + +<p>"'I donno so much about well-bred young ladies,' says Mis' Toplady, +frank. 'I was thinkin' about just girls. Human girls. An' boys the +same.'</p> + +<p>"'Me, too,' I says, fervent.</p> + +<p>"'What you goin' to <i>do</i>?' says Silas, spreading out his hands stiff and +bowing his knees. 'What's your idee? You've got to have a workin' idee +for this thing, same as the curfew is.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Silas,' I says then, 'that's what we've got—that's what we've +got. Them poor young things wants a good time—same as you and all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> of +us did, and same as we do yet. Why not give 'em a place to meet and be +together, normal and nice, and some of us there to make it pleasant for +'em?'</p> + +<p>"'Heh!' says Silas. 'You talk like a dook. Where you goin' to <i>get</i> a +place for 'em? Hire the opery-house, air ye?'</p> + +<p>"'No, sir,' I says to him. 'Give 'em the place that's theirs. Give 'em +the schoolhouse, open evenings, an' all lit up an' music an' things +doin'.'</p> + +<p>"'My Lord heavens!' says Silas, that's an elder in the church and ain't +no more control of his tongue than a hen. 'Air you crazy, Calliope +Marsh? Plump, stark, starin' ravin'—why, woman alive, who's goin' to +donate the light an' the coal? <i>You?</i>'</p> + +<p>"'I thought mebbe the building and the School Board, too, was <i>for</i> the +good o' the young folks,' I says to him, sharp.</p> + +<p>"'So it is,' says Silas, 'it's for their <i>good</i>. It ain't for their +foolishness. Can't you see daylight, Calliope?'</p> + +<p>"'Is arithmetic good an' morals <i>not</i>, Silas Sykes?' I says.</p> + +<p>"Then Timothy Toplady let loose: 'A school-buildin', Calliope', +s'he,—'why, it's a dignified place. They must respect it, same as they +would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> a church. Could you learn youngsters the Constitution of the +United States in a room where they'd just been cookin' up cough drops +an' hearin' dance tunes?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, calm, 'if you can't, I'd leave the Constitution of the +United States <i>go</i>. If it's that delicate,' I says back at him, 'gimme +the cough drops.'</p> + +<p>"'You're talkin' treason,' says Silas, hoarse.</p> + +<p>"Timothy groans. '<i>Dancin!</i>' he says. 'Amanda,' he says, 'I hope you +ain't sunk so low as Calliope?'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady wavered a little. She's kind of down on dancing herself. +'Well,' she says, 'anyhow, I'd fling some place open and invite 'em in +for <i>somethin'</i>.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>I</i> ain't for this, Silas,' says Mis' Sykes, righteous. '<i>I</i> believe +the law is the law, and we'd best use it. Nothin' we can do is as good +as enforcin' the dignity of the law.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, <i>rot</i>!' says Eppleby Holcomb, abrupt. Eppleby hadn't been saying a +word. But he looked up from the wood-box where he was setting, and he +wrinkled up his eyes at the corners the way he does—it wasn't a real +elegant word he picked, but I loved Eppleby for that 'rot.' 'Asking your +pardon, Mis' Sykes,' he says, 'I ain't got so much confidence in +enforcin' the law<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> as I've got in edgin' round an' edgin' round +accordin' to your cloth—an' your pattern. An' your pattern.'</p> + +<p>"'Lord heavens!' says Silas, looking glassy, 'if this was Roosia, you +an' Calliope'd both be hoofin' it hot-foot for Siberia.'</p> + +<p>"Well, it was like arguing with two trees. They wasn't no use talking to +either Silas or Timothy. I forget who said what last, but the meeting +broke up, after a little, some strained, and we hadn't decided on +anything. Us ladies had vigilanced one night to about as much purpose as +mosquitoes humming. And I said good night to them and went on up street, +wondering why God lets a beautiful, burning plan come waving its wings +in your head and your heart if he don't intend you to make a way for +yourself to use it.</p> + +<p>"Then, by the big evergreens a block or so from my house, I heard +somebody laugh—a little, low, nice, soft, sort of foolish laugh, a +woman's laugh, and a man's voice joined in with it, pleasant and sort of +singing. I was right onto them before they see me.</p> + +<p>"'I thought it was a lonesome town,' says somebody, 'but I guess it +ain't.'</p> + +<p>"And there, beside of me, sitting on the rail fence under the +evergreens, was Minerva Beach,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> my own cousin, and the little, tired +photograph-taking man. I had just bare time to catch my breath and to +sense where the minute really belonged—that's always a good thing to +do, ain't it?—and then I says, cool as you please:</p> + +<p>"'Hello, Minerva! My! ain't the night grand? I don't wonder you couldn't +stay in the house. How do, Mr. Myers? I was just remembering my +lemon-pie that won't be good if it sets till to-morrow. Come on in and +let's have it, and make a little lemonade.'</p> + +<p>"Ordinarily, I think it's next door to immoral to eat lemon-pie in the +evening; but I had to think quick, and it was the only thing like a +party that I had in the butt'ry. Anyhow, I was planning bigger morals +than ordinary, too.</p> + +<p>"Well, sir, I'd been sure before, but that made me certain sure. There +had been my parlour and my porch, and them two young people was welcome +to them both; but they wanted to go somewheres, natural as a bird +wanting to fly or a lamb to caper. And there I'd been living in +Friendship Village for sixty years or so, and I'd reco'nized the laws of +housekeeping and debt paying and grave digging and digestion, and I'd +never once thought of this, that's as big as them all.</p> + +<p>"Ain't it nice the way God has balanced<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span> towns! He never puts in a Silas +Sykes that he don't drop in an Eppleby Holcomb somewheres to undo what +the Silases does. It wasn't much after six o'clock the next morning, and +I was out after kindling, when they come a shadow in the shed door, and +there was Eppleby. He had a big key in his hand.</p> + +<p>"'I'm a-goin' to the City, Calliope,' says he. 'Silas an' Timothy an' I +are a-goin' up to the City on the Dick Dasher' (that's our daily +accommodation train, named for the engineer). 'Silas and Timothy is set +on buying the iron gates for the schoolhouse entry, an' I'm goin' along. +He put the key in my hand, meditative. 'We won't be back till the ten +o'clock Through,' he says, 'an' I didn't know but you might want to get +in the schoolhouse for somethin' to-night—you an' Mis' Toplady.'</p> + +<p>"I must of stood staring at him, but he never changed expression.</p> + +<p>"'The key had ought to be left with some one, you know,' he says. 'I'm +leavin' it with you. You go ahead. I'll go snooks on the blame. Looks +like it was goin' to be another nice day, don't it?' he says, casual, +and went off down the path.</p> + +<p>"For a minute I just stood there, staring down at the key in my hand. +And then, 'Eppleby,' I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> sings after him, 'oh, Eppleby,' I says, 'I feel +just like I was going to <i>crow</i>!'</p> + +<p>"I don't s'pose I hesitated above a minute. That is, my head may have +hesitated some, like your head will, but my heart went right on ahead. I +left my breakfast dishes standing—a thing I do for the very few—and I +went straight for Mis' Toplady. And she whips off her big apron and left +<i>her</i> dishes standing, an' off we went to the half a dozen that we knew +we could depend on—Abagail Arnold, that keeps the home bakery, Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, that's going to +be married again and has got real human towards other folks, like she +wasn't in her mourning grief—we told 'em the whole thing. And we one +and all got together and we see that here was something that could be +done, right there and then, so be we was willing to make the effort, big +enough and unafraid.</p> + +<p>"When I remember back, that day is all of a whirl to me. We got the +notice in the daily paper bold as a lion, that there would be a party to +the schoolhouse that night, free to everybody. We posted the notice +everywheres, and sent it out around by word of mouth. And when we'd gone +too far to go back, we walked in on Mis' Sykes—all but Abagail, that +had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> pitched in to making the cakes—and we told her what we'd done, so +she shouldn't have any of the blame.</p> + +<p>"She took it calm, not because calm is Christian, I bet, but because +calm is grand lady.</p> + +<p>"'It's what I always said,' says she, 'would be the way, if the women +run things.'</p> + +<p>"'Women don't run things,' says Mis' Toplady, placid, 'an' I hope to the +land they never will. But I believe the time'll come when men an' +women'll run 'em together, like the Lord meant, an' when women can see +that they're mothers to all men an' not just to their little two-by-four +families.'</p> + +<p>"'My duty to men is in my own home,' says Mis' Sykes, regal.</p> + +<p>"'So is mine,' says Mis' Toplady, 'for a beginning. But it don't stop in +my wood box nor my clothes-basket nor yet in my mixin'-bowl.'</p> + +<p>"We went off and left her—it's almost impossible to federate Mis' Sykes +into anything. And we went up to the building and made our preparations. +And then we laid low for the evening, to see what it would bring.</p> + +<p>"I was putting on my hat that night in front of the hall-tree +looking-glass when J. Horace Myers come up on the front porch to call +for Minerva. He was all dressed up, and she come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> downstairs in a little +white dimity she had, trimmed with lace that didn't cost much of +anything, and looking like a picture. They sat down on the porch for a +little, and I heard them talking while I was hunting one o' my gloves.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it the dandiest night!' says J. Horace Myers.</p> + +<p>"'Ain't it!' says Minerva. 'I should say. My! I'm glad I come to this +town!'</p> + +<p>"'I'm awful glad you did, too,' says J. Horace. 'I thought first it was +awful lonesome here, but I guess—'</p> + +<p>"'They're goin' to have music to-night,' says Minerva, irrelevant.</p> + +<p>"'Cricky!' says the little photograph man.</p> + +<p>"Minerva had her arm around a porch post and she sort of swung back and +forth careless, and—'My!' she said, 'I just do love to go. Have you +ever travelled anywheres?'</p> + +<p>"'Texas an' through there,' he says. 'I'm goin' again some day, when—'</p> + +<p>"'I'm goin' West now,' says Minerva. 'I just can't stand it long in one +place, unless,' she added, 'it's <i>awful</i> nice.'</p> + +<p>"I'd found my glove, but I recollect I stood still, staring out the +door. I see it like I never see it before—<i>They was living</i>. Them two +young things out there on my porch, and all the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span> young folks of +Friendship Village, they was just living—trying to find a future and a +life of their own. They didn't know it. They thought what they wanted +was a good time, like the pioneers thought they wanted adventure. But +here they were, young pioneers of new villages, flocking together +wherever they could, seeking each other out, just living. And us that +knew, us that had had life, too, or else had missed it, we was just +letting them live, haphazard. And us that had ought to of been mothers +to the town young, no less than to our own young, had been leaving them +live alone, on the streets and stairways and school entries of +Friendship Village.</p> + +<p>"I know I fair run along the street to the schoolhouse. It seemed as if +I couldn't get there quick enough to begin the new way.</p> + +<p>"The schoolhouse was lit up from cellar to garret and it looked sort of +different and surprised at itself, and like it was sticking its head up. +Maybe it sounds funny, but it sort of seemed to me the old brick +building looked <i>conscious</i>, and like it had just opened its eyes and +turned its face to something. Inside, the music was tuning up, the desks +that was only part screwed down had been moved back; in one of the +recitation-rooms we'd got the gas plates<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> for the candy making, and +Abagail was in there stirring up lemonade in a big crock, and the other +ladies, with white aprons on, was bustling round seeing to cutting the +cakes.</p> + +<p>"It wasn't a good seven-thirty before they begun coming in, the girls +nipping in pretty dresses, the boys awkward and grinning, school-girls, +shop-girls, Mis' Sykes's Em'ly an' Abe Luck and everybody—they come +from all directions that night, I guess, just to see what it was like.</p> + +<p>"And when they got set down, I realized for the first time that the law +and some of the prophets of time to come hung on what kind of a time +they had that first night.</p> + +<p>"While I was thinking that, the music struck into a tune, hurry-up time, +and before anybody could think it, there they were on their feet, one +couple after another. And when the lilty sound of the dance and the +sliding of feet got to going, like magic and as if they had dropped out +of the walls, in come them that had been waiting around outside to see +what we was really going to do. They come in, and they joined in and in +five minutes the floor was full of them. And after being boxed in the +house all day, or bottled in shops or polishing windows or mending +eaves-troughs or taking photographs of humbly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> houses or doing I donno +what-all that they didn't like, here they were, come after their good +time and having it—<i>and having it</i>.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady was peeking through a crack in the recitation-room door.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Dancin'!</i>' she says, with a little groan. 'I donno what my +conscience'll say to me about this when it gets me alone.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, seeing to the frosting +on the ends of her fingers, 'I feel like they'd been pipin' to me for +years an' I'd never let 'em dance. An' now they're dancin' up here safe +an' light an' with us. An' I'm glad of it, to my marrow.'</p> + +<p>"'I know,' says Mis' Toplady, wiping her eyes. 'I donno but <i>my</i> marrow +might get use' to it.'</p> + +<p>"Long about ten o'clock, when we'd passed the refreshments and everybody +had carried their own plates back and was taking the candy out of the +tins, I nudged Mis' Toplady and we slipped out into the schoolhouse +entry and set down on the steps. We'd just heard the Through whistle, +and we knew the School Board Iron Gate Committee was on it, and that +they must of seen the schoolhouse lit from 'way acrost the marsh. +Besides, I was counting on Eppleby to march them straight up there.</p> + +<p>"And so he done. Almost before I knew it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> they stepped out onto us, +setting there in the starlight. I stood up and faced them, not from +being brave, but from intending to jump <i>first</i>.</p> + +<p>"'Silas and Timothy,' I says, 'what's done is done, but the consequences +ain't. The Women's Evening Vigilance Committee that you appointed +yourself has tried this thing, and now it's for us all to judge if it +works.'</p> + +<p>"'Heh!' says Silas, showing his teeth. 'Hed a little party, did you? +Thought you'd get up a little party an' charge it to the Board, did you? +Be su'prised, won't you, when you women get a bill for rent an' light +for this night's performance?'</p> + +<p>"'Real surprised,' I says, dry.</p> + +<p>"'Amanda,' pipes up Timothy, 'air you a fool party to this fool doin's?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, shucks!' says Mis' Toplady, tired. 'I been doin' too real things +to row, Timothy.'</p> + +<p>"'Nev' mind,' says Silas, pacific. 'When the new iron gates gets here +for this here entry, we won't have no more such doin's as this. They're +ordered,' says Silas, like a bombshell, 'to keep out the hoodlums.'</p> + +<p>"Then Eppleby, that had been peeking through the schoolhouse window, +whirled around.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says he. 'Let's put up the gates to keep out the hoodlums. But +what you going<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span> to do for the girls and boys of Friendship Village that +ain't hoodlums? What you goin' to do for them? I want to tell you that I +knew all about what was goin' on here to-night, and I give over the +schoolhouse key myself. And now you look down there.'</p> + +<p>"It was Friendship Village he pointed to, laying all around the +schoolhouse slope, little lights shining for homes. And Eppleby went on +before Silas and Timothy could get the breath to reply:—</p> + +<p>"'The town's nothin' but <i>roots</i>, is it?' Eppleby says. 'Roots, sendin' +up green shoots to the top o' this hill to be trained up here into some +kind of shape to meet life. What you doin' to 'em? Buildin' 'em a great, +expensive schoolhouse that they use a few hours a day, part o' the year, +an' the rest of the time it might as well be a hole in the ground for +all the good it does anybody. An' here's the young folks, that you built +it <i>for</i> chasin' the streets to let off the mere flesh-an'-blood energy +the Lord has give to 'em. Put up your iron gates if you want to, but +don't put 'em up till the evenin's over an' till there's been some sort +o' doin's here like this to give 'em what's their right. Put up your +iron gates, but shame on the schoolhouse that puts 'em up an' stops +there! Open the buildin' in the name<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> of public decency, but in the name +of public decency, don't shut it up!'</p> + +<p>"Timothy was starting to wave his arms when Mis' Toplady stood up, +quiet, on the bottom step.</p> + +<p>"'Timothy,' she says, 'thirty-five years ago this winter you an' I was +keepin' company. Do you remember how we done it? Do you remember singin' +school? Do you remember spellin' school? Did our straw ridin' an' sleigh +ridin' to the Caledonia district schoolhouse for our fun ever hurt the +schoolhouse, or do you s'pose we ever learnt any the less in it? Well, I +remember; an' we both remember; an' answer me this: Do you s'pose them +young things in there is any differ'nt than we was? An' what's the sin +an' the crime of what they're doin' now? Look at 'em!'</p> + +<p>"She pushed open the door. But just while we was looking, the music +struck up the 'Home Sweet Home' waltz, and they all melted into dancing, +the ladies in white aprons standing by the recitation-room doors looking +on.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Dancin'!</i>' says Timothy, shuddering—but looking, too.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Amanda, brave as you please, 'ain't it pretty? Lots +prettier than chasin' up an' down Daphne Street. What say, Timothy?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span></p><p>"Eppleby give Silas a little nudge. 'Le's give it a trial,' he says. +'This is the Vigilance Committee's idee. Le's give it a trial.'</p> + +<p>"Silas stood bitin' the tail of his beard. 'Go on to destruction if you +want to!' he says. 'I wash my hands of you!'</p> + +<p>"'So do I,' says Timothy, echoish, 'wash mine.'</p> + +<p>"Eppleby took them both by the shoulders. 'Well, then, go on inside a +minute,' he says to 'em. 'Don't let's leave 'em all think we got stole a +march on by the women!'</p> + +<p>"And though it was that argument that made them both let Eppleby push +them inside, still, when the door shut behind them, I knew there wasn't +anything more to worry over. But me—I waited out there in the entry +till the waltz was through. And it was kind of like the village down +there to the foot of the hill was listening, quiet, to great councils.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span></p> + +<h2>X</h2> + +<p>"Up to Proudfit House the conservatory wasn't set aside from everyday +living for just a place to be walked through and looked at and left +behind for something better. It was a glass regular room, full of green, +but not so full that it left you out of account. Willow chairs and a +family of books and open windows into the other rooms made the +conservatory all of a piece with the house, and at one end the tile was +let go up in a big You-and-me looking fireplace, like a sort of shrine +for fire, I use' to think, in the middle of a temple to flowers, and +like both belonged to the household.</p> + +<p>"On the day of the evening company at Proudfit House Robin was sitting +with a book in this room. I'd gone up that day to do what I could to +help out, and to see to Christopher some. Him I'd put to taking his nap +quite awhile before, and I was fussing with the plants like I love to +do—it seems as if while I pick off dead leaves and give the roots a +drink I was kind of doing their thinking for them. When I heard Alex +Proudfit coming acrost the library, I started to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> go, but Robin says to +me, 'Don't go, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'stay here and do what you're +doing—if you don't mind.'</p> + +<p>"'Land,' thinks I, turning back to the ferns, 'never tell me that young +ladies are getting more up-to-date in love than they use' to be. My day, +she would of liked that they should be alone, so be she could manage it +without seeming to.'</p> + +<p>"I donno but I'm foolish, but it always seems to me that a minute like +that had ought to catch fire and leap up, like a time by itself. In all +the relationships of men and women, it seems like no little commonplace +time is so vital as the minute when the man comes into a room where a +woman is a-waiting for him. There is about it something of time to be +when he'll come, not to gloat over his day's kill, or to forget his +day's care, but to talk with her about their day of hardy work. Habitual +arriving in a room again and again for ever can never quite take off, +seems though, the edge of that coming back to where she is.... But +somehow, that day, Alex Proudfit must have stepped through the door +before the minute had quite caught fire, and Robin merely smiled up at +him, calm and idle, from her low chair as he come to a chair beside her.</p> + +<p>"'Tea, Robin Redbreast,' says he, 'is going to be here in a minute, with +magnificent <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span>macaroons. But I think that you and I will have it by +ourselves. Everybody is either asleep or pretending. I'm glad,' he tells +her, 'you're the sort that can do things in the evening without resting +up for from nine to ten hours preceding.'</p> + +<p>"'I'm resting now,' Robin said; 'this is quite heavenly—this green +room.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at her, eager. 'Do you like it?' he asked. 'I mean the +room—the house?'</p> + +<p>"'Enormously,' she told him. 'How could I help it?'</p> + +<p>"'I wanted you to like it,' he says. 'We shall not be here much, you +know, but we shall be here sometimes, and I'm glad if you feel the +feeling of home, even with all these people about. It's all going very +decently for to-night, thanks to Mrs. Emmons. Not a soul that we really +wanted has failed us.'</p> + +<p>"'Except Mr. Insley,' Robin says.</p> + +<p>"'Except Insley,' Alex concedes, 'and I own I can't make him out. Not +because he didn't come here. But because he seems so enthusiastic about +throwing his life away. Very likely,' he goes on, placid, 'he didn't +come simply because he wanted to come. Those people get some sort of +mediæval renunciation mania, I believe. Robin,' he went on, 'where do +you think you would like to live? Not to settle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> down, you know, but for +the Eternal Place To Come Back To?'</p> + +<p>"'To come back to?' Robin repeated.</p> + +<p>"'The twentieth century home is merely that, you know,' Alex explained. +'We're just beginning to solve the home problem. We've tried to make +home mean one place, and then we were either always wanting to get away +for a while, or else we stayed dreadfully put, which was worse. But I +think now we begin to see the truth: Home is nowhere. Rather, it is +everywhere. The thing to do is to live for two months, three months, in +a place, and to get back to each place at not too long intervals. Home +is where you like to be for the first two weeks. When that wears off, +it's home no more. Then home is some other place where you think you'd +like to be. We are becoming nomadic again—only this time we own the +world instead of being at its feet for a bare living. You and I, Robin +Redbreast, are going to be citizens of the whole world.'</p> + +<p>"Robin looked over at him, reflective. And it seemed to me as if the +whole race of women that have always liked one place to get in and be in +and stay in spoke from her to Alex.</p> + +<p>"'But I've always had a little garden,' she says.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span></p><p>"'A little what?' Alex asks, blank.</p> + +<p>"'Why, a garden,' she explains, 'to plant from year to year so that I +know where things are going to come up.'</p> + +<p>"She was laughing, but I knew she meant what she said, too.</p> + +<p>"'My word,' Alex says, 'why, every place we take shall have a garden and +somebody to grub about in it. Won't those and the conservatories do +you?'</p> + +<p>"'I like to get out and stick my hands in the spring-smelly ground,' she +explains, 'and to remember where my bulbs are.'</p> + +<p>"'But I've no objection to bulbs,' Alex says. 'None in the world. We'll +plant the bulbs and take a run round the world and come back to see them +bloom. No?'</p> + +<p>"'And not watch them come up?' Robin says, so serious that they both +laughed.</p> + +<p>"'We want more than a garden can give,' Alex says then, indulgent. 'We +want what the whole world can give.'</p> + +<p>"She nodded. 'And what we can give back?' she says.</p> + +<p>"He leaned toward her, touched along her hair.</p> + +<p>"'My dear,' he said, 'we've got two of us to make the most of we can in +this life: that's you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span> and I. The world has got to teach us a number of +things. Don't, in heaven's name, let's be trying to teach the wise old +world.'</p> + +<p>"He leaned toward her and, elbow on his knee, he set looking at her. But +she was looking a little by him, into the green of the room, and I guess +past that, into the green of all outdoors. I got up and slipped out, +without their noticing me, and I went through the house with one fact +bulging out of the air and occupying my brain. And it was that sitting +there beside him, with him owning her future like he owned his own, +Robin's world was as different from Alex's as the world is from the +Proudfits' conservatory.</p> + +<p>"I went up to Chris, in the pretty, pinky room next to Robin's and found +him sitting up in bed and pulling the ties out of the down comforter, as +hard as he could. I just stood still and looked at him, thinking how +eating and drinking and creating and destroying seems to be the native +instincts of everybody born. Destroying, as I look at it, was the weapon +God give us so that we could eat and drink and create the world in +peace, but we got some mixed up during getting born and we got to +believing that destruction was a part of the process.</p> + +<p>"'Chris,' I says, 'what you pulling out?'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span></p><p>"'I donno those names of those,' he says. 'I call 'em little pulls.'</p> + +<p>"'What are they for?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"'I donno what those are for,' he says, 'but they come out <i>slickery</i>.'</p> + +<p>"Ain't it funny? And ain't it for all the world the way Nature works, +destroying what comes out <i>slickery</i> and leaving that alone that resists +her? I was so struck by it I didn't scold him none.</p> + +<p>"After a while I took him down for tea. On the way he picked up a sleepy +puppy, and in the conservatory door we met the footman with the little +tea wagon and the nice, drowsy quiet of the house went all to pieces +with Chris in it:—</p> + +<p>"'Supper, supper—here comes supper on a wagon, runnin' on litty wheels +goin' wound an a-w-o-u-n-d—' says he, some louder than saying and +almost to shouting. He sat down on the floor and looked up expectant: +'Five lumps,' he orders, not having belonged to the house party for +nothing.</p> + +<p>"'Tell us about your day, Chris,' Robin asks. 'What did you do?'</p> + +<p>"'It isn't <i>by</i>, is it?' Chris says, anxious. 'To-day didn't stop yet, +did it?'</p> + +<p>"'Not yet,' she reassures him. 'Now is still now.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span></p><p>"'I want to-day to keep being now,' Chris said, 'because when it stops, +then the bed is right there. It don't be anywhere near to-night, is it?' +he says.</p> + +<p>"'Not very near,' Robin told him. 'Well, then, what are you doing +to-day?' she asks.</p> + +<p>"'I'm to the house's party,' he explained. 'The house is having its +party. An' I'm to it.'</p> + +<p>"'Do you like this house, dear?' Robin asked.</p> + +<p>"'It's nice,' he affirmed. 'In the night it—it talks wiv its lights. I +saw it. With my daddy. When I was off on a big road.' Chris looked at +her intent, from way in his eyes. 'I was thinkin' if my daddy would +come,' he says, patient.</p> + +<p>"Robin stoops over to him, quick, and he let her. He'd took a most +tremendous fancy to her, the little fellow had, and didn't want her long +out of his sight. 'Is that Robin?' he always said, when he heard anybody +coming from any direction. She give him a macaroon, now, for each hand, +and he run away with the puppy. And then she turned to Alex, her face +bright with whatever she was thinking about.</p> + +<p>"'Alex,' she says, 'he's a dear little fellow—a dear little fellow. And +all alone. I've wanted so much to ask you: Can't we have him for ours?'</p> + +<p>"Alex looks at her, all bewildered up in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> minute. 'How ours?' he asks. +'Do you mean have him educated? That, of course, if you really want it.'</p> + +<p>"'No, no,' she says. '<i>Ours.</i> To keep with us, bring up, make. Let's let +him be really ours.'</p> + +<p>"He just leaned back in the big chair, smiling at her, meditative.</p> + +<p>"'My dear Robin,' he says, 'it's a terrible responsibility to meddle +that way with somebody's life.'</p> + +<p>"She looked at him, not understanding.</p> + +<p>"'It's such an almighty assumption,' he went on, 'this jumping blithely +into the office of destiny—keeping, bringing-up, making, as you +say—meddling with, I call it—anybody's life.'</p> + +<p>"'Isn't it really meddling to let him be in a bad way when we can put +him in a better one?' she asked, puzzled.</p> + +<p>"'I love you, Robin,' says he, light, 'but not for your logic. No, my +dear girl. Assuredly we will not take this child for ours. What leads +you to suppose that Nature really wants him to live, anyway?'</p> + +<p>"I looked at him over my tea-cup, and for my life I couldn't make out +whether he was speaking mocking or speaking plain.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span></p><p>"'If Chris is to be inebriate, criminal, vicious, even irresponsible, +as his father must be,' Alex says, 'Nature wants nothing of the sort. +She wants to be rid of him as quickly as possible. How do you know what +you are saving?'</p> + +<p>"'How do you know,' Robin says, 'what you are letting go?'</p> + +<p>"'I can take the risk if Nature can,' he contends.</p> + +<p>"She sat up in her chair, her eyes bright as the daylight, and I thought +her eagerness and earnestness was on her like a garment.</p> + +<p>"'You have nobody to refer the risk to,' Robin says, 'Nature has us. And +for one, I take it. So far as Chris is concerned, Alex, if no one claims +him, I want him never to be out of touch with me.'</p> + +<p>"But when a woman begins to wear that garment, the man that's in love +with her—unless he is the special kind—he begins thinking how much +sweeter and softer and <i>womaner</i> she is when she's just plain gentle. +And he always gets uneasy and wants her to be the gentle way he +remembers her being—that is, unless he's special, unless he's special. +Like Alex got uneasy now.</p> + +<p>"'My heavens, dear,' he says—and I judged Alex had got to be one of +them men that lays a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> lace 'dear' over a haircloth tone of voice, and so +solemnly believes they're keeping their temper—'My heavens, dear, don't +misunderstand me. Experiment as much as you like. Material is cheap and +abundant. If you don't feel the responsibility, have him educated +wherever you want to. But don't expect me to play father to him. The +personal contact is going it a little too strong.'</p> + +<p>"'That is exactly what he most needs,' says Robin.</p> + +<p>"'Come, dear,' says Alex, 'that's elemental—in an age when everybody +can do things better than one can do them oneself.'</p> + +<p>"She didn't say nothing, and just set there, with her tea. Alex was +watching her, and I knew just about as sure what he was thinking as +though I had been his own thought, oozing out of his mind. He was +watching her with satisfaction, patterned off with a kind of quiet +amusement and jabbed into by a kind of worryin' wonder. How exactly, he +was thinking, she was the type everlasting of Wife. She was girlish, and +in little things she was all I'll-do-as-you-say, and she was even shy; +he believed that he was marrying a girl whose experience of the world +was commendably slight, whose ideas about it was kind of +vague—commendably again;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> and whose ways was easy-handled, like skein +silk. By her little firmnesses, he see that she had it in her to be +firm, but what he meant was that she should adopt his ideas and turn +firm about them. He had it all planned out that he was going to +embroider her brain with his notions of what was what. But all of a +sudden, now and then, there she was confronting him as she had just done +then with a serious, settled look of Woman—the Woman everlasting, +wanting a garden, wanting to work, wanting a child....</p> + +<p>"In the doorway back of Alex, Bayless come in, carrying a tray, but it +didn't have no card.</p> + +<p>"'It's somebody to speak with you a minute, Mr. Proudfit,' says Bayless. +'It's Mr. Insley.'</p> + +<p>"'Have him come here,' Alex says. 'I hope,' he says, when the man was +gone, 'that the poor fellow has changed his mind about our little +festivities.'</p> + +<p>"Robin sort of tipped up her forehead. 'Why <i>poor</i>?' she asks.</p> + +<p>"'Poor,' says Alex, absent, 'because he lives in a pocket of the world, +instead of wearing the world like a garment—when it would fit him.'</p> + +<p>"I was just setting my tea-cup down when she answered, and I recollect I +almost jumped:</p> + +<p>"'He knows something better to do with the world than to wear it at +all,' was what she said.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span></p><p>"I looked over at her. And maybe it was because she was sort of +indignant, and maybe it was because she thought she had dared quite a +good deal, but all of a sudden something sort of seemed to me to set +fire to the minute, and it leaped up like a time by itself as we heard +Insley's step crossing the library and coming towards us....</p> + +<p>"When he come out where we were, I see right off how pale he looked. +Almost with his greeting, he turned to Alex with what he had come for, +and he put it blunt.</p> + +<p>"'I was leaving the Cadozas' cottage on the Plank Road half an hour +ago,' he said. 'A little way along I saw a man, who had been walking +ahead of me, stagger and sprawl in the mud. He wasn't conscious when I +got to him. He was little—I picked him up quite easily and got him back +into the Cadozas' cottage. He still wasn't conscious when the doctor +came. He gave him things. We got him in bed there. And then he spoke. He +asked us to hunt up a little boy somewhere in Friendship Village, who +belonged to him. And he said the boy's name was Chris.'</p> + +<p>"It seemed like it was to Alex Proudfit's interested lifting of eyebrows +rather than to Robin's exclamation of pity that Insley answered.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span></p><p>"'I'm sorry it was necessary to trouble you,' he says, 'but Chris ought +to go at once. I'll take him down now.'</p> + +<p>"'That man,' Robin says, 'the father—is he ill? Is he hurt? How badly +is he off?'</p> + +<p>"'He's very badly off,' says Insley, 'done for, I'm afraid. It was in a +street brawl in the City—it's his side, and he's lost a good deal of +blood. He walked all the way back here. A few hours, the doctor thought +it would be, at most.'</p> + +<p>"Robin stood up and spoke like what she was saying was a +take-for-granted thing.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'poor, poor little Chris. Alex, I must go down there +with him.'</p> + +<p>"Alex looks over at her, incredulous, and spoke so: 'You?' says he. +'Impossible.'</p> + +<p>"I was just getting ready to say that of course I'd go with him, if that +was anything, when from somewheres that he'd gone with the puppy, Chris +spied Insley, and come running to him.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, you are to the house's party, too!' Chris cried, and threw himself +all over him.</p> + +<p>"Robin knelt down beside the child, and the way she was with him made me +think of that first night when she see him at the church, and when her +way with him made him turn to her and talk with her and love her ever +since.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p><p>"'Listen, dear,' she said. 'Mr. Insley came here to tell you something. +Something about daddy—your daddy. Mr. Insley knows where he is, and +he's going to take you to him. But he's very, very sick, dear +heart—will you remember that when you see him? Remember Robin told you +that?'</p> + +<p>"There come on his little face a look of being afraid that give it a +sudden, terrible grown-up-ness.</p> + +<p>"'Sick like my mama was?' he asked in a whisper. 'And will he <i>go out</i>, +like my mama?'</p> + +<p>"Robin put her arm about him, and he turned to her, clung to her.</p> + +<p>"'You come, too, Robin,' he said. 'You come, too!'</p> + +<p>"She got up, meeting Alex's eyes with her straight look.</p> + +<p>"'I must go, Alex,' she said. 'He wants me—needs me. Why, how could I +do anything else?'</p> + +<p>"Alex smiles down at her, with his way that always seemed to me so much +less that of living every minute than of watching it live itself about +him.</p> + +<p>"'May I venture to remind you,' he says—like a little thin edge of +something, paper, maybe, that's smooth as silk, but that'll cut neat and +deep if you let it—'May I venture to remind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> you that your aunt is +announcing our engagement to-night? I think that will have escaped your +mind.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' Robin says, simple, 'it had. Everything had escaped my mind +except this poor little thing here. Alex—it's early. He'll sleep after +a little. But I must go down with him. What did you come in?' she asked +Insley, quiet.</p> + +<p>"I told her I'd go down, and she nodded that I was to go, but Chris +clung to her hand and it was her that he wanted, poor little soul, and +only her. Insley had come up in the doctor's rig. She and I would join +him with the child, she told him, at the side entrance and almost at +once. There was voices in the house by then, and some of the young folks +was coming downstairs and up from the tennis-court for tea. She went +into the house with Chris. And I wondered if she thought of the thing I +thought of and that made me glad and glad that there are such men in the +world: Not once, not once, out of some felt-he-must courtesy, had Insley +begged her not to go with him. He knew that she was needed down there +with Chris and him and me—he knew, and he wouldn't say she wasn't. +Land, land I love a man that don't talk with the outside of his head and +let what he means lay cramped somewheres underneath,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> but that reaches +down and gets up what he means, and holds it out, for you to take or to +leave.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons was overseeing the decorations in the dining room. The +whole evening party she had got right over onto her shoulders the way +she does everything, and down to counting the plates she was seeing to +it all. We found her and told her, and her pity went to the poor fellow +down there at the Cadozas' almost before it went to Chris.</p> + +<p>"'Go, of course,' she said. 'I suppose Alex minds, but leave him to me. +I've got to be here—but it's not I Chris wants in any case. It's you. +Get back as soon as you can, Robin.'</p> + +<p>"I must say Alex done that last minute right, the way he done +everything, light and glossy. When Robin come down, I was up in the +little seat behind the doctor's cart, and Alex stood beside and helped +her. A servant, he said, would come on after us in the automobile with a +hamper, and would wait at the Cadozas' gate until she was ready to come +back. Somehow, it hadn't entered anybody's head, least of all, I guess, +Alex's own, that he should come, too. He see us off with his manners on +him like a thick, thick veil, and he even managed to give to himself a +real dignity so that Robin<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> said her good-by with a kind of wistfulness, +as if she wanted to be reassured. And I liked her the better for that. +For, after all, she <i>was</i> going—there was no getting back of that. And +when a woman is doing the right thing against somebody's will, I'm not +the one to mind if she hangs little bells on herself instead of going +off with no tinkle to leave herself be reminded of, pleasant.</p> + +<p>"We swung out onto the open road, with Chris sitting still between the +two of them, and me on the little seat behind. The sunset was flowing +over the village and glittering in unfamiliar fires on the windows. The +time was as still as still, in that hour 'long towards night when the +day seems to have found its harbour it has been looking for and to have +slipped into it, with shut sails—so still that Robin spoke of it with +surprise. I forget just what she said. She was one of them women that +can say a thing so harmonious with a certain minute that you never wish +she'd kept still. I believe if she spoke to me when I was hearing music +or feeling lifted up all by myself, I wouldn't mind it. What she'd say +would be sure to fit what was being. They ain't many folks in anybody's +life like that. I believe she could talk to me any time, sole unless +it's when I first wake up in the <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span>morning; then any talking always seems +like somebody stumbling in, busy, among my sleeping brains.</p> + +<p>"For a minute Insley didn't say anything. I was almost sure he was +thinking how unbelievable it was that he should be there, alone with +her, where an hour ago not even one of his forbidden dreams could have +found him.</p> + +<p>"'Beautifully still,' he answered, 'as if all the things had stopped +being, except some great thing.'</p> + +<p>"'I wonder,' she says, absent, 'what great thing.' And all the time she +seemed sort of relaxed, and resting in the sense—though never in the +consciousness—that the need to talk and to be talked to, to suggest and +to question, had found some sort of quiet, levelling process with which +she was moving along, assentin'.</p> + +<p>"Insley stooped down, better to shield her dress from the mud there was. +I see him look down at her uncovered hands laying on the robe, and then, +with a kind of surprise, up at her face; and I knew how surprising her +being near him seemed.</p> + +<p>"'That would be one thing for you,' he answered, 'and another for me.'</p> + +<p>"'No,' she says, 'I think it's the same thing for us both.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span></p><p>"He didn't let himself look at her, but his voice—well, I tell you, +his voice looked.</p> + +<p>"'What do you mean?' he says—just said it a little and like he didn't +dare trust it to say itself any more.</p> + +<p>"'Why, being able to help in this, surely,' she says.</p> + +<p>"I could no more of helped watching the two of them than if they had +been angels and me nothing but me. I tried once or twice to look off +across the fields that was smiling at each other, same as faces, each +side of the road; but my eyes come back like they was folks and wanted +to; and I set there looking at her brown hair, shining in the sun, +without any hat on it, and at his still face that was yet so many kinds +of alive. He had one of the faces that looked like it had been cut out +just the way it was <i>a-purpose</i>. There wasn't any unintentional +assembling of features there, part make-shift and part rank growth of +his race. No, sir. His face had come to life by being meant to be just +the way it was, and it couldn't have been better.... It lit up wonderful +when he answered.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' he said, 'a job is a kind of creation. It's next best to getting +up a sunrise. Look here,' he remembered, late in the day, 'you'll<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> have +no dinner. You can't eat with them in that place. And you ought to have +rest before to-night.'</p> + +<p>"Ain't it funny how your voice gets away from you sometimes and goes +dilly-nipping around, pretty near saying things on its own account? I +use' to think that mebbe my voice didn't belong to the me I know about, +but was some of the real me, inside, speaking out with my mouth for a +trumpet. I donno but I think so yet. For sometimes your voice is a +person and it says things all alone by itself. So his voice done then. +The tender concern of it was pretty near a second set of words. It was +the first time he had struck for her the great and simple note, the note +of the caring of the man for the physical comfort of the woman. And +while she was pretending not to need it, he turned away and looked off +toward the village, and I was certain sure he was terrified at what +might have been in his voice.</p> + +<p>"'I like to think of it down there,' he said, pretty near at random, +'waiting to be clothed in a new meaning.'</p> + +<p>"'The village?' she asked.</p> + +<p>"'Everywhere,' he answered. 'Some of the meanings we dress things up in +are so—dowdy. We wouldn't think of wearing them ourselves.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p><p>"She understood him so well that she didn't have to bother to smile. +And I hoped she was setting down a comparison in her head: Between +clothing the world in a new meaning, and wearing it for a garment.</p> + +<p>"Chris looked up in Insley's face.</p> + +<p>"'I'm new,' he contributes, 'I'm new on the outside of me. I've got on +this new brown middie.'</p> + +<p>"'I've been admiring it the whole way,' says Insley, hearty—and that +time his eyes and Robin's met, over the little boy's head, as we stopped +at the cottage gate.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XI</h2> + +<p>"The lonesome little parlour at Mis' Cadoza's was so far past knowing +how to act with folks in it, that it never changed expression when we +threw open the shutters. Rooms that are used to folks always sort of +look up when the shutters are opened; some rooms smile back at you; some +say something that you just lose, through not turning round from the +window quite quick enough. But Mis' Cadoza's parlour was such a poor +folkless thing that it didn't make us any reply at all nor let on to +notice the light. It just set there, kind of numb, merely enduring +itself.</p> + +<p>"'You poor thing,' I thought, 'nobody come in time, did they?'</p> + +<p>"Insley picked out a cane-seat rocker that had once known how to behave +in company, and drew it to the window. Ain't it nice, no matter what +kind of a dumb room you've got into, you can open its window and fit the +sky onto the sill, and feel right at home....</p> + +<p>"Robin sat there with Chris in her arms, waiting for any stir in the +front bedroom. I went in the bedroom, while Dr. Heron told me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> about the +medicine, and it seemed to me the bare floor and bare walls and +dark-coloured bedcovers was got together to suit the haggardy unshaven +face on the pillow. Christopher's father never moved. I set in the +doorway, so as to watch him, and Insley went with the doctor to the +village to bring back some things that was needed. And I felt like we +was all the first settlers of somewheres.</p> + +<p>"Chris was laying so still in Robin's arms that several times she looked +down to see if he was awake. But every time his eyes was wide and dark +with that mysterious child look that seems so much like thought. It kind +of hurt me to see him doing nothing—that's one of the parts about +sickness and dying and some kinds of trouble that always twists +something up in my throat: The folks that was so eager and able and +flying round the house just being struck still and not able to go on +with everyday doings. I know when Lyddy Ember, the dressmaker, died and +I looked at her laying there, it seemed to me so surprising that she +couldn't hem and fell and cut out with her thumb crooked like she +done—and that she didn't know a dart from a gore; her hands looked so +much like she knew how yet. It's like being inactive made death or grief +double. And it's like <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span>working or playing around was a kind of life.... +The whole house seemed inactive and silence-struck, even to the kitchen +where Mis' Cadoza and the little lame boy was.</p> + +<p>"Robin set staring into the lilacs that never seemed to bloom, and I +wondered what she was thinking and mebbe facing. But when she spoke, it +was about the Cadoza kitchen.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Marsh,' she says, 'what kind of people must they be that can stay +alive in a kitchen like that?'</p> + +<p>"'Pioneers,' I says. 'They's a lot of 'em pioneerin' away and not +knowing it's time to stop.'</p> + +<p>"'But the dirt—' she says.</p> + +<p>"'What do you expect?' I says. 'They're emergin' out of dirt. But they +<i>are</i> emergin'.'</p> + +<p>"'Don't it seem hopeless?' says she.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I donno,' I says; 'dirt gets to be apples—so be you plant 'em.'</p> + +<p>"But the Cadoza kitchen <i>was</i> fearful. When we come through it, Mis' +Cadoza was getting supper, and she'd woke up nameless smells of greasy +things. There the bare table was piled with the inevitable mix-up of +unwashed dishes that go along with the Mis' Cadozas of this world, so +that you wonder how they ever got so much crockery together. There the +floor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> wasn't swept, clothes was drying on a line over the stove, Spudge +was eating his supper on the window-sill, and in his bed in the corner +lay little Eph, so white and frail and queer-coloured that you felt you +was looking on something bound not to last till much after you'd stopped +looking. And there was Mis' Cadoza. When we had come through the +kitchen, little Eph had said something glad at seeing Insley and hung +hold of his hand and told him how he meant to model a clay Patsy, +because it was Patsy, the dog, that had gone out in the dark and first +brought Insley in to see him.</p> + +<p>"'An' when I'm big,' the child says, 'I'm going to make a clay <i>you</i>, +Mr. Insley.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza had turned round and bared up her crooked teeth.</p> + +<p>"'Don't you be impident!' she had said, raspish, throwing her hand out +angular.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Cadoza was like somebody that hadn't got outside into the daylight +of <i>Yet</i>. She was ignorant, blind to life, with some little bit of a +corner of her brain working while the rest lay stock-still in her skull; +unclean of person, the mother to no end of nameless horrors of +habit—and her blood and the blood of some creature like her had been +poured into that poor little boy, sickly, bloodless, not ready for the +struggle.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span></p><p>"'<i>Is</i> there any use trying to do anything with anybody like that?' +says Robin.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Is</i> there?' says I, but I looked right straight at Christopher. If +there wasn't no use trying to do anything with little Eph, with his +mother out there in the kitchen, then what was the use of trying to do +anything with Chris, with his father here in the front bedroom? Sick +will, tainted blood, ruined body—to what were we all saving Chris? +Maybe to misery and final defeat and some awful going out.</p> + +<p>"'I don't know,' she says, restless. 'Maybe Alex is right....'</p> + +<p>"She looked out towards the lilac bushes again, and I knew how all of a +sudden they probably dissolved away to be the fine green in the +conservatory at Proudfit House, and how she was seeing herself back in +the bright room, with its summer of leaves, and before the tea wagon, +making tea for Alex lounging in his low chair, begging her not, in +heaven's name, to try to teach the wise old world....</p> + +<p>" ... I knew well enough how she felt. Every woman in the world knows. +In that minute, or I missed my guess, she was finding herself clinging +passionate and rebellious to the mere ordered quiet of the life Alex +would make for her; to the mere outworn routine, the leisure<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> of long +days in pretty rooms, of guests and house parties and all the little +happy flummery of hospitality, the doing-nothingness, or the nice tasks, +of travelling; the joy of sinking down quiet into the easy ways to do +and be. Something of the sheer, clear, mere self-indulgence of the +last-notch conservative was sweeping over her, the quiet, the order, the +plain <i>safety</i> of the unchanging, of going along and going along and +leaving things pretty much as they are, expecting them to work +themselves out ... the lure of all keeping-stillness. And I knew she was +wondering, like women do when they're tired or blue or get a big job to +do or see a house like the Cadozas', why, after all, she shouldn't, in +Alex's way, make herself as dainty in morals and intellect as she could +and if she wanted to 'meddle,' to do so at arm's length, with some of +the material that is cheap and abundant—like Chris....</p> + +<p>"'Maybe there isn't any use trying to do anything with Chris, either,' I +says brutal. 'Mebbe Nature's way <i>is</i> best. Mebbe she knows best when to +let them die off.'</p> + +<p>"Robin's arms kind of shut up on the little kiddie. He looked up.</p> + +<p>"'Did you squeeze me on purpose?' he whispered.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span></p><p>"She nodded at him.</p> + +<p>"'What for?' he asks.</p> + +<p>"'Just loving,' she answered.</p> + +<p>"After that, we sat still for a long time. Insley came back with the +medicine, and told me what to do if the sick man came to. Then he filled +and lit the bracket lamp that seemed to make more shadows than light, +and then he stopped beside Robin—as gentle as a woman over a plant—and +asked her if she wanted anything. He come through the room several +times, and once him and her smiled, for a still greeting, almost as +children do. After a while he come with a little basket of food that he +had had Abagail put up to the bakery, and we tried to eat a little +something, all of us. And all the while the man on the bed lay like he +was locked up in some new, thick kind of silence.</p> + +<p>"When eight o'clock had gone, we heard what I had been expecting to +hear—the first wheels and footsteps on the Plank Road directed towards +Proudfit House. And Insley come in, and went over to Robin, and found +Chris asleep in her arms, and he took him from her and laid him on the +sagging Brussels couch.</p> + +<p>"'You must go now,' he says to Robin, with his kind of still authority +that wan't ordering nor schoolmastery, nor you-do-as-I-say, but was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> +just something that made you want to mind him. 'I'll wake Chris and take +him in at the least change—but you must go back at once.'</p> + +<p>"And of course I was going to stay. Some of my minds was perfectly +willing not to be at the party in any case, and anyhow the rest of them +wanted to stay with Chris.</p> + +<p>"Insley picked up some little belongings of hers, seeming to know them +without being told, and because the time was so queer, and mebbe because +death was in the next room, and mebbe for another reason or two, I could +guess how, all the while he was answering her friendly questions about +the little Cadoza boy—all that while the Personal, the <i>Personal</i>, like +a living thing, hovered just beyond his words. And at last it just +naturally came in and possessed what he was saying.</p> + +<p>"'I can't thank you enough for coming down here,' he says. 'It's meant +everything to Chris—and to me.'</p> + +<p>"She glanced up at him with her pretty near boyish frankness, that had +in it that night some new element of confidence and charm and just being +dear.</p> + +<p>"'Don't thank me,' she says, 'it was mine to do, too. And besides, I +haven't done anything. And I'm running away!'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p><p>"He looked off up the road towards where, on its hill, Proudfit House +was a-setting, a-glowing in all its windows, a-waiting for her to come, +and to have her engagement to another man announced in it, and then to +belong up there for ever and ever. He started to say something—I donno +whether he knew what or whether he didn't; but anyhow he changed his +mind and just opened the door for her, the parlour door that I bet was +as surprised to be used as if it had cackled.</p> + +<p>"The Proudfit motor had stood waiting at the gate all this while, and as +they got out to it, Dr. Heron drove up, and with him was Mis' +Hubbelthwait come to enquire. So Robin waited outside to see what Dr. +Heron should say when he had seen Chris's father again, and I went to +the door to speak to Mis' Hubbelthwait.</p> + +<p>"'Liquor's what ails him fast enough,' Mis' Hubbelthwait whispers—Mis' +Hubbelthwait would of whispered in the middle of a forty-acre field if +somebody had said either birth or death to her. 'Liquor's what ails him. +I know 'em. I remember the nice, well-behaved gentleman that come to the +hotel and only lived one night after. "Mr. Elder," I says to him, +severe, "you needn't to tell me your stomach ain't one livin'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_273" id="Page_273">[Pg 273]</a></span> pickle, +for I know it is!" An' he proved it by dyin' that very night. If he +didn't prove it, I don't know what he did prove. "Alcoholism," Dr. Heron +called it, but I know it was liquor killed him. No use dressin' up +words. An' I miss my guess if this here poor soul ain't the self-same +river to cross.'</p> + +<p>"She would have come in, but there's no call for the whole town to nurse +a sick-bed, I always think—and so she sort of hung around a minute, +sympathetic and mum, and then slimpsed off with very little starch to +her motions, like when you walk for sick folks. I looked out to where +Robin and Insley was waiting by the big Proudfit planet that was going +to take her on an orbit of its own; and all of a sudden, with them in +front of me and with what was behind me, the awful <i>good-byness</i> of +things sort of shut down on me, and I wanted to do something or tell +somebody something, I didn't know what, before it was too late; and I +run right down to them two.</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' I says, scrabblin' some for my words, 'I want to tell you +something, both of you. If it means anything to either of you to know +that there's a little more to me, for having met both of you—then I +want you to know it. And it's true. You both—oh, I donno,' I says, +'what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_274" id="Page_274">[Pg 274]</a></span> it is—but you both kind of act like life was a person, and like +it wasn't just your dinner to be et.... And I kind of know the person, +too....'</p> + +<p>"I knew what I meant, but meant things and said things don't often match +close. And yet I donno but they understood me. Anyway, they both took +hold of a hand of mine, and said some little broke-off thing that I +didn't rightly get. But I guess that we all knew that we all knew. And +in a minute I went back in the house, feeling like I'd got the best of +some time when I might of wished, like we all do, that I'd let somebody +know something while then was then.</p> + +<p>"When I got inside the door, I see right off by Dr. Heron's face that +there'd been some change. And sure enough there was. Chris's father had +opened his eyes and had spoke. And I done what I knew Robin would have +wanted; I wheeled round and went to the door and told her so.</p> + +<p>"'He's come to,' I says, 'and he's just asked for Chris.'</p> + +<p>"Sharp off, Robin turned to say something to the man waiting in the +automobile. Insley tried to stop her, but she put him by. They come back +into the cottage together, and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_275" id="Page_275">[Pg 275]</a></span> Proudfit automobile started steaming +back to Proudfit House without her.</p> + +<p>"Once again Robin roused Chris, as she had roused him on the night when +he slept on the church porch; she just slipped her hands round his +throat and lifted his face, and this time she kissed him.</p> + +<p>"'Come with Robin,' she said.</p> + +<p>"Chris opened his eyes and for a minute his little senses come +struggling through his sleep, and then with them come dread. He looked +up in Robin's face, piteous.</p> + +<p>"'Did my daddy <i>go out</i>?' he asks, shrill, 'like my mama did?'</p> + +<p>"'No, no, dear,' Robin said. 'He wants you to say good-by to him first, +you know. Be still and brave, for Robin.'</p> + +<p>"There wasn't no way to spare him, because the poor little figure on the +bed was saying his name, restless, to restless movements. I was in there +by him, fixing him a little something to take.</p> + +<p>"'Where's Chris?' the sick man begged. 'Look on the church steps—'</p> + +<p>"They took Chris in the room, and Insley lifted him up to Robin's knee +on the chair beside the bed.</p> + +<p>"'Hello—my nice daddy,' Chris says, in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_276" id="Page_276">[Pg 276]</a></span> his little high voice, and +smiles adorable. 'I—I—I was waitin' for you all this while.'</p> + +<p>"His father put out his hand, awful awkward, and took the child's arm +about the elbow. I'll never forget the way the man's face looked. It +didn't looked <i>used</i>, somehow—it looked all sort of bare and barren, +and like it hadn't been occupied. I remember once seeing a brand-new +house that had burned down before anybody had ever lived in it, and some +of it stuck up in the street, nice new doors, nice hardwood stairway, +new brick chimney, and everything else all blackened and spoiled and +done for, before ever it had been lived in. That was what Chris's +father's face made me think of. The outline was young, and the eyes was +young—young and burning—but there was the man's face, all spoiled and +done for, without ever having been used for a face at all.</p> + +<p>"'Hello, sonny,' he says, weak. 'Got a good home?'</p> + +<p>"'He's in a good home, with good people, Mr. Bartlett,' Insley told him.</p> + +<p>"'For keeps?' Chris's father asks, his eyes burning at Insley's over the +boy's head.</p> + +<p>"'We shall look after him somehow, among us,' Robin says. 'Don't worry +about him, Mr. Bartlett. He's all right.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_277" id="Page_277">[Pg 277]</a></span></p><p>"The father's look turned toward her and it sort of lingered there a +minute. And then it lit up a little—he didn't smile or change +expression, but his look lit up some.</p> + +<p>"'You're the kind of a one I meant,' he says. 'I wanted he should have a +good home. I—I done pretty good for you, didn't I, Chris?' he says.</p> + +<p>"Chris leaned way over and pulled at his sleeve. 'You—you—you come in +our house, too,' he says.</p> + +<p>"'No, sonny, no,' says the man. 'I guess mebbe I'm—goin' somewheres +else. But I done well by you, didn't I? Your ma and I always meant you +should hev a good home. I'm glad—if you've got it. It's nicer than +bein' with me—ain't it? Ain't it?'</p> + +<p>"Chris, on Robin's knee, was leaning forward on the bed, his hand +patting and pulling at his father's hand.</p> + +<p>"'If you was here, then it is,' the child says.</p> + +<p>"At that his father smiled—and that was the first real, real look that +had come into his face. And he looked around slow to the rest of us.</p> + +<p>"'I wasn't never the kind to hev a kid,' he says. 'The drink had me—had +me hard. I knew I'd got to find somebody to show him—about growin' up. +I'm glad you're goin' to.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_278" id="Page_278">[Pg 278]</a></span></p><p>"He shut his eyes and Chris threw himself forward and patted his face.</p> + +<p>"'Daddy!' he cried, 'I wanted to tell you—I had that hot ice-cream +an'—an'—an' tea on a litty wagon....'</p> + +<p>"Robin drew him back, hushed him, looked up questioning to Insley. And +while we all set there, not knowing whether to leave or to stay, the man +opened his eyes, wide and dark.</p> + +<p>"'I wish't it had been different,' he said. 'Oh—<i>God</i>....'</p> + +<p>"Chris leans right over, eager, towards him.</p> + +<p>"'Didn't he say anything back?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'I guess so,' the man says, thick. 'I guess if you're a good boy, he +did.' Then he turned his head and looked straight at Robin. 'Don't you +forget about his throat, will you?' he says. +'It—gets—sore—awful—easy....'</p> + +<p>"He stopped talking, with a funny upsetting sound in his voice. It +struck me then, like it has since, how frightful it was that neither him +nor Chris thought of kissing each other—like neither one had brought +the other up to know how. And yet Chris kissed all of us when we asked +him—just like something away back in him knew how, without being +brought up to know.</p> + +<p>"He knew how to cry, though, without no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_279" id="Page_279">[Pg 279]</a></span> bringing up, like folks do. As +Robin come with him out of the room, Chris hid his face in her skirts, +crying miserable. She set down by the window with him in her arms, and +Insley went and stood side of them, not saying anything. I see them so, +while Dr. Heron and I was busy for a minute in the bedroom. Then we come +out and shut the door—ain't it strange, how one minute it takes so many +people around the bed, and next minute, there's the one that was the one +left in there all alone, able to take care of itself.</p> + +<p>"Dr. Heron went away, and Robin still set there, holding Chris. All of a +sudden he put up his face.</p> + +<p>"'Robin,' he says, 'did—did my daddy leave me a letter?'</p> + +<p>"'A letter?' she repeated.</p> + +<p>"'To tell me what to do,' says the child. 'Like before. On the church +steps.'</p> + +<p>"'No—why, no, Chris,' she answers him. 'He didn't have to do that, you +know.'</p> + +<p>"His eyes was holding hers, like he wanted so much to understand.</p> + +<p>"'Then how'll I know?' he asks, simple.</p> + +<p>"It seemed to me it was like a glass, magnifying living, had suddenly +been laid on life. Here he was, in the world, with no 'letter' to tell +him what to do.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_280" id="Page_280">[Pg 280]</a></span></p><p>"All she done was just to lay her cheek right close to his cheek.</p> + +<p>"'Robin is going to tell you what to do,' she says, 'till you are big +enough to know.'</p> + +<p>"Insley stood there looking at her, and his face was like something had +just uncovered it. And the minute seemed real and simple and almost +old—as if it had begun to be long, long before. It was kind of as if +Robin's will was the will of all women, away back for ever and ever in +time, to pour into the world their power of life and of spirit, through a child.</p> + +<p class="space-above">"Insley went out in the kitchen to see Mis' Cadoza about some +arrangements—if 'Arrangements' means funerals, it always seems like the +word was spelt different and stiffer—and we was setting there in that +sudden, awful idleness that comes on after, when there was the noise of +an automobile on the Plank Road, and it stopped to the cottage and Alex +Proudfit come springing up to the front door. He pushed it open and come +in the room, and he seemed to put the minute in capitals, with his voice +and his looks and his clothes. I never see clothes so black and so white +and so just-so as Alex Proudfit's could be, and that night they was more +just-so than usual. That night, his hands, with their<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_281" id="Page_281">[Pg 281]</a></span> thick, strange +ring, and his dark, kind of <i>even</i> face was like some fancy picture of a +knight and a lover. But his face never seemed to me to be made very much +a-purpose and just for him. It was rather like a good sample of a good +brand, and like a good sample of any other good brand would have done +him just as well. His face didn't fit him inevitable, like a cork to a +bottle. It was laid on more arbitrary, like a window on a landscape, and +you could have seen the landscape through any other window just as well, +or better.</p> + +<p>"'Robin!' he said, 'why did you let the car come back without you? We've +been frantic with anxiety.'</p> + +<p>"She told him in a word or two what had happened, and he received it +with his impressions just about half-and-half: one-half relief that the +matter was well over and one-half anxiety for her to hurry up. Everyone +was at the house, everyone was wondering. Mrs. Emmons was anxious.... +'My poor Robin, you've overtaxed your strength,' he ends. 'You'll look +worn and not yourself to-night. It's too bad of it. Come, for heaven's +sake, let's be out of this. Come, Calliope....'</p> + +<p>He asked her if she had anything to bring, and he gathered up what she +told him was hers. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_282" id="Page_282">[Pg 282]</a></span> got ready, too, so's to go up to Proudfit House to +put Chris to bed and set by him awhile. And just as I was going out to +let Insley know we was leaving, the door to the other room opened and +there stood Mis' Cadoza. I see she'd twisted her hair over fresh and +she'd put on a collar. I remember now the way I felt when she spoke.</p> + +<p>"'I've got the coffee pot on and some batter stirred up,' says she, kind +of shame-faced. 'I thought mebbe some hot pan-cakes and somethin' hot to +drink'd go good—with Mr. Insley an' all of you.'</p> + +<p>"Alex started to say something—heaven knows what—but Robin went right +straight up to Mis' Cadoza—and afterwards I thought back to how Robin +didn't make the mistake of being too grateful.</p> + +<p>"'How I'd like them!' she says, matter-of-fact. 'But I've got a lot of +people waiting for me, and I oughtn't to keep them....'</p> + +<p>"Insley spoke up from where he was over on the edge of little Eph's bed, +and I noticed Mis' Cadoza had tried to neaten up the kitchen some, and +she'd set the table with oil-cloth and some clean dishes.</p> + +<p>"'I was afraid you'd all stay,' he says, 'and I do want all the +pan-cakes. Hurry on—you're keeping back our supper.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_283" id="Page_283">[Pg 283]</a></span></p><p>"He nodded to Alex, smiled with us, and come and saw us out the door. +Mis' Cadoza come too, and Robin and I shook hands with her for +goodnight. And as Mis' Cadoza stood there in her own door, seeing us +off, and going to be hostess out in her own kitchen, I wondered to +myself if it was having a collar on, or what it was, that give her a +kind of pretty near dignity.</p> + +<p>"I got in the front seat of the car. Chris was back in the tonneau +between Robin and Alex, and as we started he tried to tell Alex what had +happened.</p> + +<p>"'My—my—my daddy——' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Poor little cuss,' says Alex. 'But how extremely well for the child, +Robin, that the beggar died. Heavens, how I hate your going in these +ghastly places. My poor Robin, what an experience for <i>to-night</i>! For +our to-night....'</p> + +<p>"She made a sudden move, abrupt as a bird springing free of something +that's holding it. She spoke low, but I heard every word of it.</p> + +<p>"'Alex,' she said, 'we've made a mistake, you and I. But it isn't too +late to mend it now.'</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_284" id="Page_284">[Pg 284]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XII</h2> + +<p>"'I hope, Calliope,' said Postmaster Silas Sykes to me, 'that you ain't +in favour of women suffrage.'</p> + +<p>"'No, Silas,' says I, 'I ain't.'</p> + +<p>"And I felt all over me a kind of a nice wild joy at saying a thing that +I knew a male creature would approve of.</p> + +<p>"Silas was delivering the groceries himself that day, and accepting of a +glass of milk in my kitchen doorway. And on my kitchen stoop Letty +Ames—that had come home in time for the Proudfit party—was a-sitting, +a-stitching away on a violet muslin breakfast-cap. It was the next day +after the party and my regular wash-day and I was glad to be back in my +own house, washing quiet, with Emerel Daniel to help me.</p> + +<p>"'At school,' says Letty, 'everybody was for it.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' says Silas, gloomy. 'The schools is goin' to the dogs, +hot-foot. Women suffrage, tinkerin' pupils' teeth, cremation—I don't +know<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_285" id="Page_285">[Pg 285]</a></span> what-all their holdin' out for. In my day they stuck to 'rithmetic +and toed the crack.'</p> + +<p>"'That isn't up to date, Mr. Sykes,' says Letty, to get Silas riled.</p> + +<p>"It done it. He waved his left arm, angular.</p> + +<p>"'Bein' up to date is bein' up to the devil,' he begun, raspish, when I +cut in, hasty and peaceful.</p> + +<p>"'By the way, Silas,' I says, 'speaking of dates, it ain't more'n a +<i>year</i> past the time you aldermen was going to clear out Black Hollow, +is it? Ain't you going to get it done <i>this</i> spring?'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, dum it, no,' Silas says. 'They're all after us now to get to +pavin' that new street.'</p> + +<p>"'That street off there in the marsh. I know they are,' I says innocent. +'Your cousin's makin' the blocks, ain't he, Silas?'</p> + +<p>"Just then, in from the shed where she was doing my washing come Emerel +Daniel—a poor little thing that looked like nothing but breath with the +skin drawn over it—and she was crying.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Miss Marsh,' she says, 'I guess you'll have to leave me go home. I +left little Otie so sick—I hadn't ought to of left him—only I did want +the fifty cents....'</p> + +<p>"'Otie!' I says. 'I thought Otie was getting better.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_286" id="Page_286">[Pg 286]</a></span></p><p>"'I've kept sayin' so because I was ashamed to let folks know,' Emerel +says, 'an' me leavin' him to work. But I had to have the money—'</p> + +<p>"'Land,' I says, 'of course you did. Go on home. Silas'll take you in +the delivery wagon, won't you, Silas? You're going right that way, ain't +you?'</p> + +<p>"'I wasn't,' says Silas, 'but I can go round that way to oblige.' That's +just exactly how Silas is.</p> + +<p>"'Emerel,' I says, 'when you go by the Hollow, you tell Silas what you +was tellin' me—about the smells from there into your house. Silas,' I +says, 'that hole could be filled up with sand-bar sand dirt cheap, now +while the river's low, and you know it.'</p> + +<p>"'Woman—' Silas begins excitable.</p> + +<p>"'Of course you can't,' I saved him the trouble, 'not while the council +is running pavement halfway acrost the swamp to graft off'n the Wooden +Block folks. That's all, Silas. I know you, head and heart,' I says, +some direct.</p> + +<p>"'You don't understand city dealin's no more'n—Who-a!' Silas yells, +pretending his delivery horse needed him, and lit down the walk, Emerel +following. Silas reminds me of the place in the atmosphere where a +citizen ought to be, and ain't.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_287" id="Page_287">[Pg 287]</a></span></p><p>"Emerel had left the clothes in the bluing water, so I stood and talked +with Letty a minute, stitching away on her muslin breakfast-cap.</p> + +<p>"'I'd be for women voting just because Silas isn't,' she says, feminine.</p> + +<p>"'In them words,' says I to her, 'is some of why women shouldn't do it. +The most of 'em reason,' I says, 'like rabbits!'</p> + +<p>"Letty sort of straightened up and looked at me, gentle. She just +graduated from the Indian Mound School and, in spite of yourself, you +notice what she says. 'You're mistaken, Miss Marsh,' says she, 'I +believe in women voting because we're folks and mothers, and we can't +bring up our children with men taking things away from 'em that we know +they'd ought to have. I want to bring up my children by my votes as well +as by my prayers,' says she.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Your</i> children!' says I.</p> + +<p>"I donno if you've ever noticed that look come in a girl's face when she +speaks of her children that are going to be sometime? Up to that minute +I'd 'a' thought Letty's words was brazen. But when I see how she looked +when she said it, I sort of turned my eyes away, kind of half reverent. +We didn't speak so when I was a girl. The most we ever heard mentioned +like that was when our mothers showed us our first baby dress<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_288" id="Page_288">[Pg 288]</a></span> and told +us that was for <i>our</i> baby—and then we always looked away, squeamish.</p> + +<p>"'That's kind of nice,' I says, slow, 'your owning up, out loud that +way, that maybe you might possibly have—have one, sometime.'</p> + +<p>"'My mother has talked to me about it since I began to +know—everything,' Letty said.</p> + +<p>"That struck awful near home.</p> + +<p>"'I always wisht,' I says, 'I'd talked with my mother—like that. I +always wisht I'd had her tell me about the night I was born. I think +everybody ought to know about that. But I remember when she begun to +speak about it, I always kind of shied off. I should think it would of +hurt her. But then,' I says, 'I never had any of my own. So it don't +matter.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, yes, you have, Miss Marsh,' says Letty.</p> + +<p>"I looked at her, blank.</p> + +<p>"'Every child that's born belongs to you,' says Letty to me, solemn.</p> + +<p>"'Go on,' says I, to draw her out. 'I wouldn't own most of the little +jackanapesses.'</p> + +<p>"'But you <i>do</i>,' says Letty, 'and so do I! So does every woman, mother +or not.'</p> + +<p>"She set the little violet muslin cap on her head to try it, and swept +up and made me a little bow. Pretty as a picture she looked, and ready +for loving.... I always wonder if things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_289" id="Page_289">[Pg 289]</a></span> ain't sometimes arranged to +happen in patterns, same as crystals. For why else should it be that at +that instant minute young Elbert Sykes, Silas's son, that was home for +the party and a little longer, come up to my door with a note from his +mother—and see Letty in the violet cap, bowing like a rose?</p> + +<p>"While they was a-talking easy, like young folks knows how to do +nowdays, I read the note; and it was about what had started Silas to +talking suffrage. Mis' Sykes had opened her house to a suffrage meeting +that evening, and Mis' Martin Lacy from the City was a-going to talk, +and would I go over?</p> + +<p>"'Land, yes,' I says to Elbert. 'Tell her I'll come, just for something +to do. I wonder if I can bring Letty, too?'</p> + +<p>"'Mother'd be proud, I know,' says Elbert, looking at her like words, +and them words a-praising. They had used to play together when they was +little, but school had come in and kind of made them over.</p> + +<p>"'<i>So</i>,' says he to Letty, bantering, 'you're in favour of women voting, +are you?'</p> + +<p>"She broke off her thread and looked up at him.</p> + +<p>"'Of course I am,' she says, giving a cunning little kitten nod that run +all down her shoulders.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_290" id="Page_290">[Pg 290]</a></span></p><p>"'So you think,' says Elbert, 'that you're just as strong as I am—to +carry things along? Mind you, I don't say as clever. You're easily that. +But put it at just <i>strong</i>.'</p> + +<p>"She done the little nod again, nicer than the first time.</p> + +<p>"'You talk like folks voted with their muscles,' says she. 'Well, I +guess some men do, judging by the results.'</p> + +<p>"He laughed, but he went on.</p> + +<p>"'And you think,' he says, 'that you would be just as wonderful in +public life as you would be in your home—your very own home?'</p> + +<p>"Letty put the last stitch in her muslin cap and she set it on her +head—all cloudy and rose-budded, and land, land, she was lovely when +she looked up.</p> + +<p>"'Surely,' she says from under the ruffle, with a little one-cornered +smile.</p> + +<p>"He laughed right into her eyes. 'I don't believe you think so,' he +says, triumphant. And all of a sudden there come a-sticking up its head +in his face the regular man look—I can't rightly name it, but every +woman in the world knows it when she sees it—a kind of an <i>I'm the one +of us two but don't let's stop pretending it's you</i> look.</p> + +<p>"When she see it, what do you suppose Letty<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_291" id="Page_291">[Pg 291]</a></span> done? First she looked +down. Then she blushed. Then she shrugged up one shoulder and laughed, +sort of little and low and soft. <i>And she kept still.</i> She was about as +much like the dignified woman that had just been talking to me about +women's duty as a bow of blue ribbon is like my work apron. And as plain +as the blue on the sky, I see that <i>she liked the minute when she let +Elbert beat her—liked it</i>, with a sort of a glow and a quiver.</p> + +<p>"He laughed again, and, 'You stay just the the way you are,' he says, +and he contrived to make them common words sort of flow all over her +like petting.</p> + +<p>"That evening, when we marched into the Sykes's house to the meeting, he +spoke to her like that again. The men was invited to the meeting, too, +but Mis' Sykes let it be known that they needn't to come till the coffee +and sandwiches, thus escaping the speech. Mis' Sykes ain't in favour of +suffrage, but she does love a new thing in town, and Mis' Martin Lacy +was so well dressed and so soft-spoken that Mis' Sykes would of left her +preach foot-binding in her parlour if she'd wanted to. Mis' Sykes is +like that. Letty was about the youngest there, and she was about the +prettiest I 'most ever saw; and when he'd got them all seated,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_292" id="Page_292">[Pg 292]</a></span> young +Elbert Sykes, that was the only man there, just naturally gravitated +over and set down by her, like the Lord meant. I love to see them little +things happen, and I never smile at them, same as some. Because it's +like I got a peek in behind the curtain and see the eternal purpose +working away, quiet and still.</p> + +<p>"Well, Mis' Lacy, she talked, and she put things real sane and plain, +barring I didn't believe any of what she said. And pretty soon I stopped +trying to listen and I begun thinking about Emerel Daniel. I'd been down +to see her just before supper, and I hadn't had her out of my head much +of the time since. Emerel's cottage wasn't half a block from Black +Hollow, the great low place beyond the river road that the town used as +a dump. It was full of things without names, and take it on a day with +the wind just right, Emerel had to keep her window shut on that side of +her house. Water was standing in the hollow all the whole time. Flies +and mosquitoes come from it by the flock and the herd. And when I'd held +my nose and scud past it that afternoon to get to Emerel's, I'd almost +run into Dr. Heron, just coming out from seeing Otie, and I burst right +out with my thoughts all over him, and asked him if Black Hollow wasn't +what was the matter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_293" id="Page_293">[Pg 293]</a></span> with Otie and if it wasn't all that was the matter +with him.</p> + +<p>"'Unquestionably,' says Dr. Heron. 'I told Mrs. Daniel six months ago +that she must move.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, 'not having any of her other country homes open this +year, Emerel had to stay where she was. And Otie with her. But what did +you say to the council about filling in the hole?'</p> + +<p>"'The council,' says Dr. Heron, 'is paving the county swamp. There's a +good crop of wooden blocks this year.'</p> + +<p>"'True enough,' says I, grim, 'and Otie is a-paying for it.'</p> + +<p>"That was exactly how the matter stood. And all the while Mis' Lacy was +a-talking her women suffrage, I set there grieving for Emerel, and +wondering how it was that Silas Sykes and Timothy Toplady and Jimmy +Sturgis and even Eppleby Holcomb, that belonged to the common council, +<i>could</i> set by and see Otie die, and more or less of the rest of us in +the same kind of danger.</p> + +<p>"Next I knew, Mis' Lacy, that was all silky movements and a sweet voice, +had got through her own talk and was asking us ladies to express +ourselves. Everybody felt kind of delicate at first, and then Libby +Liberty starts up and spoke her mind:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_294" id="Page_294">[Pg 294]</a></span></p><p>"'<i>I</i> believe all you've been a-saying,' she says, 'and I hev for +twenty years. I never kill a hen without I realize how good the women +can do a human being's work if they're put to it.'</p> + +<p>"'I always think of that, too,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, quick, 'about +the hotel....' She kind of stopped, but we all knew what she meant. +Threat is seldom if ever sober, especially on election day; but he +votes, and she only runs the hotel and keeps them both out of the +poorhouse.</p> + +<p>"'Well, look at me,' says Abagail Arnold, 'doin' work to oven and to +counter, an' can't get my nose near nothin' public but my taxes.'</p> + +<p>"'Of course,' says Mis' Uppers, rocking, 'I've almost <i>been</i> the mayor +of Friendship Village, bein' his wife, so. An' I must say he never done +a thing I didn't think I could do. Or less it was the junketin' trips. +I'd 'a' been down with one o' my sick headaches on every one o' them.'</p> + +<p>"'Men <i>know</i> more,' admitted Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'but I donno as +they can <i>do</i> any more than us. When the Fire Chief was alive an' +holdin' office an' entertaining politicians, I use' often to think o' +that, when I had their hot dinner to get.'</p> + +<p>"'I s'pose men do know more than we do,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_295" id="Page_295">[Pg 295]</a></span>reflective. 'I know Eppleby is lightnin' +at figures, an' he can tell about time-tables, an' he sees sense to fine +print parts o' the newspapers that looks like so many doctors' +prescriptions to me. An' yet honestly, when it comes to some questions +of sense, I've known Eppleby not to have any.'</p> + +<p>"'Jimmy, either,' says Mis' Sturgis, confidential. 'I donno. I've +thought about that a good deal. It seems as if, if we got the chance, us +women might not vote brilliant at first, but we would vote with our +sense. The sense that can pick out a pattern and split a receipt, an' +dress the children out o' the house money. I bet there's a lot o' that +kind o' sense among women that don't get used up, by a long shot.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Timothy Toplady drew her shawl up her back, like she does.</p> + +<p>"'Well-a,' she says, 'Timothy's an awful good husband, but when I see +some of the things he buys for the house, an' the way he gets took in on +real estate, I often wonder if he's such a good citizen as he lets on.'</p> + +<p>"I kep' a-wondering why Letty didn't say something, and by and by I +nudged her.</p> + +<p>"'Go on, speak up,' I intimated.</p> + +<p>"And, same time, I heard Elbert Sykes, on the other side, say something +to her, low. 'I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_296" id="Page_296">[Pg 296]</a></span> could tell them,' he says to her, 'that to look like +you do is better than being elected!'</p> + +<p>"And Letty—what do you s'spose?—she just glanced up at him, and made a +little kind of a commenting wrinkle with her nose, and looked down and +kept her silence. Just like he'd set there with a little fine chain to +her wrist.</p> + +<p>"We talked some more and asked some questions and heard Mis' Lacy read +some, and then it was time for the men. They come in together—six or +eight of them, and most of them, as it happened, members of the common +council. And when Mis' Sykes had set them down on the edge of the room, +and before anybody had thought of any remark to pass, Mis' Lacy she +spoke up and ask' the men to join in the discussion, and called on Mis' +Sykes, that hadn't said nothing yet, to start the ball a-rolling.</p> + +<p>"'<i>Well</i>,' says Mis' Sykes, with her little society pucker, 'I must say +the home and bring-up my children seems far, far more womanly to me than +the tobacco smoke and whiskey of public life.'</p> + +<p>"She glanced over to the men, kind of with a way of arching her neck and +they all gave her a sort of a little ripple, approving. And with this +Mis' Toplady kind of tossed her head up.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_297" id="Page_297">[Pg 297]</a></span></p><p>"'Oh, well, I don't want the responsibility,' she says. 'Land, if I was +a votin' woman, I should feel as if I'd got bread in the pan and cake in +the oven and clothes in the bluin' water all the whole time.'</p> + +<p>"'He, he, he!' says Timothy, her lawful lord. And Silas and Jimmy +Sturgis and the rest joined in, tuneful.</p> + +<p>"Then Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, she vied in, and done a small, +careless laugh.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, well, me, too,' she says, 'I declare, as I get older an' wake up +some mornin's I feel like life was one big breakfast to get an' me the +hired girl. If I had to vote besides, I donno what I <i>would</i> do.'</p> + +<p>"'An',' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'I always feel as if a politician was a +disgrace to be, same as an actor, <i>unless</i> you got to be a big one. An' +can us women ever be big ones even if we want? Which I'm sure I don't +want,' she says, sidling a look towards the men's row.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, not only that,' says Abagail Arnold, 'but you'd feel so kind of +sheepish votin' for the President, away off there in Washington. I +always feel terrible sheepish even prayin' for him, let alone +votin'—an' like it <i>couldn't</i> make no real difference.'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, an' <i>ladies</i>!' says Mis' Mayor Uppers,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_298" id="Page_298">[Pg 298]</a></span> 'really it's bad enough to +have been the wife of a mayor. If I had to vote an' was in danger of +coming down with a nomination for somethin' myself, I couldn't get to +sleep nights.'</p> + +<p>"'Mercy,' said Mis' Fire Chief Merriman, 'a mayor is nothin' but a baby +in public life compared to a fire chief. A mayor gets his night's rest. +Could a woman ever chase to fires at three o'clock in the mornin'? An' +if she votes, what's to prevent her bein' elected to some such job by +main strength?'</p> + +<p>"'Or like enough get put on a jury settin' on a murderer, an' hev to +look at dug-up bones an' orgins,' says Mis' Sturgis—her that's an +invalid and gloomy by complexion.</p> + +<p>"And one and all, as they spoke, they looked sidewise to the men for +their approval. And they got it.</p> + +<p>"'That's the ticket!' says Timothy Toplady, slapping his knee. 'I tell +you, gentlemen, we've got a nice set of women folks here in this town. +They don't prostitute their brains to no fool notions.'</p> + +<p>"There was a little hush, owing to that word that Timothy had used kind +of uncalled for, and then a little quick buzz of talk to try to cover +it. And in the buzz I heard Elbert saying to Letty:</p> + +<p>"'You <i>know</i> you think of yourself in a home<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_299" id="Page_299">[Pg 299]</a></span> afterward—and not around +at polls and things, Letty.'</p> + +<p>"'You don't have to board at the polls because you vote there, you +know,' Letty said; but she says it with a way, with a way. She said it +like a pretty woman talking to a man that's looking in her eyes and +thinking how pretty she is, and she knows he's thinking so. And you +can't never get much real arguing done that way.</p> + +<p>"It always kind of scares me to see myself showed up—and now it was +like I had ripped a veil off the whole sex, and off me, too. I see us +face to face. Why was it that before them men had come in, the women had +all talked kind of doubtful and suffrage-leaning, and then had veered +like the wind the minute the men had come on the scene? Mis' Toplady had +defied Timothy time after time, both public and private; Mis' +Hubbelthwait bosses her husband not only drunk but sober; Mis' Sturgis +don't do a thing Jimmy wants without she happens to want it too—and so +on. Yet at the mention of this one thing, these women that had been +talking intelligent and wondering open-minded had all stopped being the +way they was and had begun to say things sole to please the men. Even +Libby Liberty had kept still—her that has a regular tongue in her head. +And Letty, that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_300" id="Page_300">[Pg 300]</a></span> believed in it all, and had talked to me so womanly +that morning, she was listening and blushing for Elbert and holding her +peace. And then I remembered, like a piece of guilt, sensing that nice, +wild feeling I myself had felt that morning a-denying woman suffrage in +the presence of Postmaster Silas Sykes. What in creation ailed us all?</p> + +<p>"<i>What in creation....</i> Them words sort of steadied me. It looked to me +like it was creation itself that ailed us yet. Creation is a thing that +it takes most folks a good while to recover from....</p> + +<p>" ... I remembered seeing Silas's delivery boy go whistling along the +street one night, and pass a cat. The cat wasn't doing nothing active. +It was merely idle. But the boy brought up a big shingle he was carrying +and swished it through the air and says 'Z-t-t-t-t,' to the cat's heels, +to see the cat take to them—which it done—like the cat immemorial has +done for immemorial boys, delivery and other. And once, at dusk, a big, +strange man with a gun on his shoulder passed me on Daphne Street, and +when he done so, he says to me 'Z-t-t-t,' under his breath, just like +the boy to the cat, and just like the untamed man immemorial has said +when he got the chance. It seemed to me like men was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_301" id="Page_301">[Pg 301]</a></span> created with, so +to say, a shingle and a gun, for the hunting, and just as there is joy +in their hunting, so there is a palpitatin' delight in being hunted and +flattered by being caught and bound, hand and foot and mind.</p> + +<p>"'We like it—why, I tell you, we like it,' I says to myself, 'and us +here in Mis' Sykes's parlour are burning with the old original, +left-over fire, breathed at creation into women's breasts!'</p> + +<p>"And it seemed like I kind of touched hands with all the women that used +to be. And I looked over to that row of grinning, tired men, not so very +much dressed up, and I thought:—</p> + +<p>"'Why, you're the men of this world and we're the women, and there ain't +no more thrilling fact in this universe. And why don't we all reco'nize +it and shut up?'</p> + +<p>"That was what I was thinking over in my mind while Mis' Martin Lacy +said good night to us and rushed off to catch her train for the City, +hoping she had made us see some light. That was what I was still going +over when Mis' Sykes called me to help with the refreshments. And then, +just as I started out to the kitchen, the outside door that was part +open was pushed in and somebody come in the room. It was Emerel Daniel, +in calico and no hat. And as<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_302" id="Page_302">[Pg 302]</a></span> soon as we see her face, everybody stopped +talking and stared. She was white as the table-cloth and shaking.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, ladies,' she says, 'won't one of you come down to the house? +Otie's worse—I donno what it is. I donno what to do to take care of +him.'</p> + +<p>"She broke down, poor, nervous little thing, and sort of swallowed her +whole throat. And Mis' Toplady and we all rushed right over to her.</p> + +<p>"'Why, Emerel,' Mis' Toplady says, 'I thought Otie was getting ever so +much better. Is it the real typhoid, do you s'pose?' she ask' her.</p> + +<p>"Emerel looked over to me. 'Isn't it?' she says. And then I spoke right +up with all there is to me.</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir,' I says, 'it is the real typhoid. And if you want to know +what's giving it to him, ladies and gentlemen, ask the common council +that's setting over there by the wall. Dr. Heron says that Black Hollow, +that's a sink for the whole town, give it to him, and that nothing else +did—piled full of diseases right in back of Emerel's house. And if you +want to know who's responsible for his dying if he dies,' I says right +out, 'look over in the same direction to the men that wouldn't vote to +fill in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_303" id="Page_303">[Pg 303]</a></span> Black Hollow with sand because they needed the money so bad +for paving up half the county swamp.'</p> + +<p>"It was most as still in the room as when Timothy had said 'prostitute.' +All but me. I went right on—nothing could of kept me still then.</p> + +<p>"'Us ladies,' I says, 'has tried for two years to get the Council to +fill in that hole. We've said and said what would happen to some of us, +what with our pumps so near the place, and what with flies from it +visiting our dinner-table dishes, sociable and continual. What did you +say to us? You said women hadn't no idee of town finances. Mebbe we +ain't—mebbe we ain't. But we have got some idea of town humanity, if I +do say it, that share in it. And this poor little boy has gone to work +and proved it.'</p> + +<p>"With that, Emerel, who had been holding in—her that's afraid even to +ask for starch if you forget to give it to her—she broke right down and +leaned her head on her arm on the clock shelf:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh,' she says, 'all the years I been giving him his victuals and his +bath and sewing his clothes up, I never meant it to come to this—for no +reason. If Otie dies, I guess he needn't of—that's the worst. He +needn't of.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_304" id="Page_304">[Pg 304]</a></span></p><p>"Mis' Toplady put her arm right around Emerel and kind of poored her +shoulder in that big, mother way she's got—and it was her that went +with her, like it's always Mis' Toplady that does everything. And us +ladies turned around and all begun to talk at once.</p> + +<p>"'Let's plan out right here about taking things in to Emerel,' says Mis' +Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss. 'I've got some fresh bread out of the oven. +I'll carry her a couple of loaves, and another couple next baking or +two.'</p> + +<p>"'I'll take her in a hen,' says Libby Liberty, 'so be she'll kill it +herself.'</p> + +<p>"Somebody else said a ham, and somebody some butter, and Libby threw in +some fresh eggs, if she got any. Mis' Hubbelthwait didn't have much to +do with, but she said she would take turns setting up with Otie. Mis' +Sykes give a quarter—she don't like to bake for folks, but she's real +generous with money. And Silas pipes in:—</p> + +<p>"'Emerel can have credit to the store till Otie begins to get better,' +he said. 'I ain't been lettin' her have it. She's looked so peaked I +been afraid she wan't a-goin' to be able to work, an' I didn't want she +should be all stacked up with debts.'</p> + +<p>"But me, I set there a-thinking. And all of a sudden I says out what I +thought: 'Ladies,' I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_305" id="Page_305">[Pg 305]</a></span> says, 'and all of you: What to Emerel is hens and +hams and credit? They ain't,' I says, 'nothing but patches and poultices +on what's the trouble up to her house.'</p> + +<p>"Eppleby Holcomb, that hadn't been saying much, spoke up:—</p> + +<p>"'I know,' he says, 'I know. You mean what good do they do to the boy.'</p> + +<p>"'I mean just that,' I says. 'What good is all that to Otie that's lying +over by Black Hollow? And how does it keep the rest of the town safe?'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says Silas, eager, 'let's us get out the zinc wagon you ladies +bought, and let's us go to collectin' the garbage again so that won't +all be dumped in Black Hollow. And leave the ladies keep on payin' for +it. It's real ladies' work, I think, bein' as it's no more'n a general +scrapin' up of ladies' kitchens.'</p> + +<p>"Then Letty Ames, that hadn't been saying anything, spoke up, to nobody +in particular:—</p> + +<p>"'Otie's a dear little soul,' she said, 'a dear little soul!'</p> + +<p>"'Ain't he?' says Marne Holcomb. 'Eppleby 'most always has a nut or +somethin' in his pocket to give him as he goes by. He takes it like a +little squirrel an' like a little gentleman.'</p> + +<p>"'He's awful nice when he comes in the shop,' said Abagail. 'He looks at +the penny-apiece kind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_306" id="Page_306">[Pg 306]</a></span> and then buys the two-for-a-cent, so's to give +his mother one.'</p> + +<p>"'He knows how to behave in a store,' Silas admitted. 'I 'most always +give him a coffee-berry, just to see him thank me.'</p> + +<p>"'He come into the hotel one day,' says Mis' Hubbelthwait, 'an' stood by +me when I was bakin'. I give him a little wad of dough to roll.'</p> + +<p>"'I let him drive the 'bus one day, settin' on my knee,' says Jimmy +Sturgis. 'He was a nice, careful, complete little cuss.'</p> + +<p>"Eppleby Holcomb nodded with his eyes shut.</p> + +<p>"'We don't like folks to swing on our front gate,' he says. 'He done it, +but he marched right in and told us he'd done it. I give him a +doughnut—an' he's kep' right on swingin' an' ownin' up an' eatin' +doughnuts.'</p> + +<p>"'Even when he chased my chickens,' says Libby Liberty, 'he chased 'em +like a little gentleman—<i>towards</i> the coop an' not down the road. I +always noticed that about him.'</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' says Letty, again, 'he's a dear little soul. <i>What makes us let +him die?</i>'</p> + +<p>"She said it so calm that it caught even my breath—and my breath, in +these things, ain't easy caught. But I got it right back again, and I +says:—</p> + +<p>"'Yes, sir. He was on the way to being<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_307" id="Page_307">[Pg 307]</a></span> somebody that Friendship Village +could have had for the right kind of an inmate. And now he'll be nothing +but a grave, that's no good to anybody. And Sodality,' I couldn't help +adding, 'will likely pitch right in and take care of his grave, +tasteful.'</p> + +<p>"And when I said that, it come over me how Emerel had dressed him and +bathed him and made his clothes, and done washings, tireless, to get the +fifty cents—besides bringing him into the world, tedious. And now it +was all going for nothing, all for nothing—when we could of helped it. +And I plumped out with what I'd said that morning to Silas:—</p> + +<p>"'Why don't you fill up Black Hollow with sand-bar sand out of the +river, now it's so low? Then, even if it's too late for Otie, mebbe we +can keep ourselves from murderin' anybody else.'</p> + +<p>"Them half a dozen men of the common council set still a minute, looking +down at Mis' Sykes's parlour ingrain. And I looked over at them, and my +heart come up in my throat and both of them ached like the toothache. +Because all of a sudden it seemed to me it wasn't just Timothy and +Eppleby and Silas and some more of the council setting there by the +wall—but it was like, in them few men, tired and not so very well +dressed, was setting the lawmakers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_308" id="Page_308">[Pg 308]</a></span> of the whole world; and there in +front of them, wasn't only Mis' Holcomb and Libby and Letty and me, but +Emerel Daniel, too, and all the women there is—saying to them: 'My +land, we've dressed 'em an' bathed 'em an' sewed for 'em an' brought 'em +into the world, tedious. Let 'em live—fix things so's they can live an' +so's it needn't all go for nothin'.' And I sort of bubbled up and +spilled over, as if everything we was all of us <i>for</i> had come up in my +throat.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, folks,' I says, 'just look what us in this room could have done +for Otie—so be we'd begun in time.'</p> + +<p>"Right like a dash of cold water into my face, Mis' Sykes spoke up, cold +as some kind of death:—</p> + +<p>"'Well, ladies,' she says, 'I guess we've got our eyes open now. <i>I</i> say +that's what we'd ought to hev been doin' instead o' talkin' women +votin',' she says, triumphant.</p> + +<p>"Then somebody spoke again, in a soft, new, not-used-to-it little voice, +and in her chair over beside Elbert, Letty Ames leaned forward, and her +eyes was like the sunny places in water.</p> + +<p>"'Don't you see,' she says, 'don't you see, Mis' Sykes, that's what Mis' +Lacy meant?'</p> + +<p>"'How so?' says Mis' Sykes, short.</p> + +<p>"I'll never forget how sweet and shy and <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_309" id="Page_309">[Pg 309]</a></span>unexpected and young Letty +looked, but she answered, as brave as brave:—</p> + +<p>"'Otie Daniel is sick,' she said, 'and all us women can do is to carry +him broth and bread and nurse him. It's only the men that can bring +about the things to make him well. And they haven't done it. It's been +the women who have been urging it—and not getting it done. Wasn't it +our work to do, too?'</p> + +<p>"I see Elbert looking at her—like he just couldn't bear to have her +speak so, like some men can't. And I guess he spoke out in answer before +he meant to:—</p> + +<p>"'But let them do it womanly, Letty,' he said, 'like your mother did and +my mother did.'</p> + +<p>"Letty turned and looked Elbert Sykes straight in the face:—</p> + +<p>"'<i>Womanly!</i>' she says. 'What is there womanly about my bathing and +feeding a child inside four clean walls, if dirt and bad food and +neglect are outside for him? Will you tell me if there is anything more +womanly than my right to help make the world as decent for my children +as I would make my own home?'</p> + +<p>"I looked at Letty, and looked; and I see with a thrill I can't tell you +about how Letty seemed. For she seemed the way she had that morning on +my kitchen stoop, when she spoke<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_310" id="Page_310">[Pg 310]</a></span> of her children and when I felt like +I'd ought to turn away—the way I'd used to when my mother showed me my +baby dress and told me who it would be for. Only now—only now, somehow, +I didn't want to turn away. Somehow I wanted to keep right on looking at +Letty, like Elbert was looking. And I see what he see. How Letty was +what she'd said that morning that she was—and that I was—and that we +all was: A mother, then and there, whether she ever had any children or +not. And she was next door to owning up to it right there before them +all and before Elbert. We didn't speak so when I was a girl. We didn't +own up, out loud, that we ever thought anything about what we was for. +But now, when I heard Letty do it....</p> + +<p>" ... Now, when I heard Letty do it, all to once, I looked into a window +of the world. And instead of touching hands like I had with the women +that use' to be, I looked off and off down all the time there's going to +be, and for a minute I touched, tip-fingers, the hands of the other +women that's coming towards me; and out of places inside of me that I +didn't know before had eyes, I see them, mothers to the whole world, +<i>inside their four walls and out</i>. And they wasn't coming with poultices +and bread and broth in their hands, to patch up what had been left<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_311" id="Page_311">[Pg 311]</a></span> +undone; nor with the keys to schoolhouses that they'd got open by +scheming; nor with newspapers full of health that they'd had to run down +back alleys to sell; nor national holidays that they'd got a-hold of +through sheer accident; nor yet with nice new headstones for cemetery +improvements on the dead and gone—no, sir, their hands wasn't occupied +with any of these ways of serving that they'd schemed for and stole. But +their hands—was in men's hands, closer and nearer than they'd ever been +before. And their eyes was lit up with a look that was a new look, and +that give new life to the old original left-over blaze. And I looked +across to that row of tired men, not so very much dressed up, and I +thought:—</p> + +<p>"'You're the men of this world and we're the women. And there ain't no +more thrilling fact in this universe, save one, <i>save one</i>: And that's +that we're all human beings. That your job and ours is to make the world +ready for the folks that are to come, and to make the folks that come +fit to live in that new world. And yet over there by Black Hollow one of +our children is dying from something that was your job <i>and</i> ours to do, +and we didn't take hold of hands and do it!'</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Letty!' I says out. 'And Silas and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_312" id="Page_312">[Pg 312]</a></span> all of you! Let's pretend, +just for a minute, that we was all citizens and equal. And let's figure +out things for Otie, just like we had the right!'</p> + +<p class="space-above">"I'd asked Letty to spend the night with me, and Elbert walked home with +us. And just as we got there, he says to her again:—</p> + +<p>"'Oh, Letty—you ain't <i>strong</i> enough to help carry things along!'</p> + +<p>"'You've got more strength,' she says to him, 'and more brains. But it +isn't so much the strength or the brains in women that is going to help +when the time comes. It's the—mother in them.'</p> + +<p>"And I says to myself:—</p> + +<p>"'And it's the—<i>human beingness</i> of them.' But Letty didn't know that +yet.</p> + +<p>"Elbert answered, after a minute:—</p> + +<p>"'You may be right and you may be wrong, but, Letty, Letty, what a woman +you are!'</p> + +<p>"And at that Letty looked up at him, just as she had looked at him that +morning—just for a minute, and then she dipped down the brim of her big +hat. I donno what she answered him. I didn't care. I didn't care. For +what I see was the old wild joy of a woman in being glorified by a male +creature. And I knew then,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_313" id="Page_313">[Pg 313]</a></span> and I know now, that that won't never die, +no matter what.</p> + +<p>"Elbert put out his hand.</p> + +<p>"'Good night, Letty,' he said.</p> + +<p>"She gave him hers, and he closed over it light with his other hand.</p> + +<p>"'May I see you to-morrow?' he asked her.</p> + +<p>"'Oh, I don't know,' said Letty. 'Come and see if I'll see you—will +you?'</p> + +<p>"He laughed a little, looking in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"'At about eight,' he promised. 'Good night....'</p> + +<p>"I got the key out from under the mat to a tune inside me. Because I'd +heard, and I knew that Letty had heard, that tone in Elbert's voice that +is the human tone—I can't rightly name it, but every woman in the world +knows it when she hears it—a tone that says: <i>If I have my way, you and +I are going to live out our lives together</i>.</p> + +<p>"And I knew then, and I know now, that that tone won't ever die, either. +And some day, away off in a new world right here on this earth, I +believe there's going to be a wilder joy in being men and women than all +the men and women up to now have ever lived or dared or dreamed.</p> + +<hr /> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_314" id="Page_314">[Pg 314]</a></span></p> + +<h2>XIII</h2> + +<p>"'Miss Marsh,' says Christopher.</p> + +<p>"Mis' Emmons's living-room was like a cup of something cool, and I set +there in the after-supper light having such a nice rested time drinking +it in that at first I didn't hear him.</p> + +<p>"'Miss Marsh,' he says again, and pulled at my dress. I put out my hand +to him and he took it. Sometimes I donno but hands are a race of beings +by themselves that talk and answer and do all the work and act like +slaves and yet really rule the world.</p> + +<p>"'Is it me telling my feet where to go or do they tell me where I go?' +asked Christopher.</p> + +<p>"'You can have it either way you want,' I told him. 'Some does one way +and some does the other. Which way do you like?'</p> + +<p>"He thought for a minute, twisting on one foot with the other up in his +hand.</p> + +<p>"'I'd like 'em to know how without our sayin' so,' he announces finally.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' I says, 'I left out that way. That's really the best way of +all.'</p> + +<p>"He looked at me eager.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_315" id="Page_315">[Pg 315]</a></span></p><p>"'Is it a game?' he says.</p> + +<p>"'Yes,' I told him.</p> + +<p>"'What's its name?' he ask' me.</p> + +<p>"'Game of Life,' I told him again.</p> + +<p>"He thought about it, still twisting. Then he done one of his littlest +laughs, with his head turned away.</p> + +<p>"'My feet heard you,' he says. 'Now they know how to play.'</p> + +<p>"'I hope so, Christopher,' says I, and kissed him on the back of his +neck. That made him mad, like it usually done.</p> + +<p>"'My neck is my neck,' says he, 'and it's shut in my collar. It ain't +home to-day.'</p> + +<p>"'Is your mouth home?' I ask' him.</p> + +<p>"And it was.</p> + +<p>"I could of set there talking with him all evening, but not on the night +of Sodality's Annual. I'd stopped by for Mis' Emmons. She was getting +ready, and while I waited I could hear folks passing on their way to the +schoolhouse where the meeting was. For the town was all het up about +what the meeting was going to do.</p> + +<p>"I'd seen half-dozen or so of us that afternoon when we was putting +plants on the hall platform, and we'd all spoke our minds.</p> + +<p>"'I'm gaspin',' observed Mis' Sturgis, 'to take a straw vote of us on +this amendin' <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_316" id="Page_316">[Pg 316]</a></span>business. Near as I can make out, it's going through.'</p> + +<p>"'Near as I can make out,' says Marne Holcomb, 'a good deal more than +amending is going on here to-night. It looks to me as if Sodality was +just going to get into its own Cemetery and be forgot, and as if +something else was coming to meet us—something big!'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Toplady spoke up, comfortable, down on her knees putting green +paper on the pots.</p> + +<p>"'Well, my land!' she says, 'I've noticed two-three things in my +lifetime. And one is, that do what whoever will, things do change. And +so whenever a new change pops up, I always think: "Oh, I guess you're +comin' along anyway. I donno's I need to help." An' yet somethin' in me +always prances to pitch in, too.'</p> + +<p>"Timothy was there, occupying himself with the high places us ladies +couldn't get up to.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says he, 'if folks stop dying, like Sodality evidently intends +they shall if it goes out of business, maybe you'll stay home some, +Amandy, and not always be off laying folks out.'</p> + +<p>"'I know it,' Mis' Toplady returns, 'I've laid out most everybody I +know, and of course I'm real glad to do it. But the last dead's hair I +done up, I caught myself thinking how<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_317" id="Page_317">[Pg 317]</a></span> much more interesting it'd be if +they was alive an' could find fault. Doin' for the dead gets kind of +monotonous, <i>I</i> think.'</p> + +<p>"'<i>I</i> don't,' says Timothy, decided. 'The minute you work for the +living, you get all upset with being criticised. I s'pose the dead would +find fault, if they could, over the way you cut the grass for 'em. But +they can't an' so there's an end to it, an' we get along, peaceful. If +they was living folks layin' there, you can bet they'd do some back +talk.'</p> + +<p>"'Well,' says I, 'I've been sick of Sodality for years. But it was about +the most what-you-might-call society I had, and I hated to give it up.'</p> + +<p>"'Me, either,' says Mame Holcomb.</p> + +<p>"'Me, either,' says Mis' Uppers. 'I declare I've often said I wouldn't +know what <i>to</i> do if folks stopped dyin' so's Sodality would have to +close out.'</p> + +<p>"Mis' Sykes was setting watching the rest of us.</p> + +<p>"'Well,' she observes, cold, 'if I was usin' the dead to keep in +society, I donno's I'd own it up.'</p> + +<p>"Silas Sykes had just come over from the store to see if there was +anything he could meddle in.</p> + +<p>"'Heh!' says he, showing his teeth. 'Not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_318" id="Page_318">[Pg 318]</a></span> many of Sodality, as I can +see, <i>deserves</i> to die and be done for, civilized.'</p> + +<p>"'Don't you worry yourself, Silas Sykes,' says I, 'we're going to be +done things for before we die hereafter, and more civilized than ever +you dreamed of, all up and down your ledger. That's where you do dream, +ain't it, Silas?' I says. And though I said it gay, I meant it frank.</p> + +<p>"I remember I looked off down the room, and all of a sudden I see it as +it would be that night, packed with folks. Somehow, we'd got to saying +less about the Sodality part of the meeting, and more about the <i>open</i> +part. Most of the town would be there. We'd got the School Board to +leave us announce the second party for that night, following the +meeting, and music was coming, and us ladies had froze the ice-cream, +and the whole time reminded me of a big bud, flowered slow and bursting +sudden.</p> + +<p>"'Land, land,' I says, fervent, 'I feel like Friendship Village was a +person that I was going to meet to-night for the first time.'</p> + +<p>"'You express yourself so odd sometimes, Calliope,' says Mis' Sykes, +distant—but Mis' Toplady and Mis' Holcomb-that-was-Mame-Bliss, they +both looked up and nodded, and they knew.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_319" id="Page_319">[Pg 319]</a></span></p><p>"I set holding Christopher in Mis' Emmons's living-room, and thinking +about this and most everything else, when I looked out and see Insley +going along. He hadn't been back in town since Christopher's father's +funeral, two days before, and I'd been wanting to talk over with him a +thing or two that was likely to come up at the meeting, that of course +he was going to be at, and that had to be handled with thimbles on every +finger, or somebody'd get pricked. So I rapped smart on the upper sash +and called to him through the screen, but not before I had seen the look +on his face. I've caught that special look only once or twice in my +life—the look of somebody passing the house that is different to them +from all other houses in the world. The look that wants to be a look and +won't let itself be, that tries to turn the other way and can't start, +that thinks it's unconscious and knows it isn't, and that finally, with +Insley, give it up and looked Mis' Emmons's house straight in the face +for a minute, as if he might anyhow let himself have that much intimacy.</p> + +<p>"I had a little list of things I wanted to see go through that night. +Enough of us was ready to have Sodality perform its last cemetery rite +and bury itself so that that was pretty sure to go through, but I wanted +more than that,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_320" id="Page_320">[Pg 320]</a></span> and several of us ladies did; and it looked to me like +the schoolhouse and the young folks and the milk and the meat of this +town could be done nice things to, so be we managed the meeting right. I +even had a wild dream that the whole new society might adopt +Christopher. Well, I donno why that's funny. It ain't funny when a club +makes a building or a play or a bazaar or a dinner. Why shouldn't it +make a man?</p> + +<p>"I told some of this to Insley, and he caught fire and lit up into a +torch and had it all thought out beforehand, better than I could of +dreamed it. But he made me feel bad. Haunted folks—folks haunted by +something that was and that isn't—always makes me feel bad. How is it +possible, I see he was asking himself the old, wore-out question, to +drive out of the world something that is the world?</p> + +<p>"While we talked, Christopher went off to sleep in my arms, and even +while I was so interested, I was enjoying the change that comes—the +head growing heavier and heavier on my arm, as if sleep weighed +something.</p> + +<p>"'Poor little kiddie,' I says, stupid.</p> + +<p>"'Rich little kiddie,' Insley says, wistful.</p> + +<p>"'Dear little kiddie,' says somebody else.</p> + +<p>"In the dining room doorway Robin stood—in a doorway as we had first +seen her.</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_321" id="Page_321">[Pg 321]</a></span></p><p>"'Put him over here on the couch, do,' she says. 'It's much too hot to +hold him, Calliope.'</p> + +<p>"She'd called me that at Mr. Bartlett's funeral, and I recollect how my +throat went all over me when she done so. Ain't it funny about your own +first name? It seems so <i>you</i> when somebody nice says it for the first +time—more you than you ever knew you were.</p> + +<p>"Insley lifted Chris in his arms to do as she said, and then stood +staring at her across the child.</p> + +<p>"'I've been thinking,' he said, blunt—it's like watching the sign of +folks to watch the different kind of things that makes them blunt. 'It's +not my affair, but do you think you ought to let Chris get so—so used +to you? What will he do when you're—when you go away?'</p> + +<p>"At this she said nothing for a moment, then she smiled up at him.</p> + +<p>"'I meant what I told him that night his father died,' she answered. +'I'm going to keep Chris with me, always.'</p> + +<p>"'Always?' He stared at her, saw her face mean what she said. 'How fine +of you! How fine of Mr. Proudfit!' said Insley.</p> + +<p>"She waited just a breath, then she met his eyes, brave.</p> + +<p>"'Not fine of me,' she says—'only fine for me.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_322" id="Page_322">[Pg 322]</a></span> And not—Mr. Proudfit +at all. I ought to take back what I told you—since I did tell you. That +is not going to be.'</p> + +<p>"I don't think Insley meant for a minute to show any lack of formal +respect for Christopher's sleep. But what Insley did was simply to turn +and sit him down, bolt upright, on my lap. Then he wheeled round, trying +to read her face.</p> + +<p>"'Do you mean you aren't going to marry him?' he demanded, rough—it's +like watching another sign of folks to watch for the one thing that will +make one or another rough.</p> + +<p>"'We are not going to be married,' she said. 'I mean that.'</p> + +<p>"I suppose likely the room went away altogether then, Christopher and me +included, and left Insley there in some place a long ways from +everywhere, with Robin's face looking at him. And he just naturally took +that face between his hands.</p> + +<p>"'Robin,' he said, 'don't make me wait to know.'</p> + +<p>"Insley was the suddenest thing. And land, what it done to her name to +have him say it. Just for a minute it sounded as if her name was the +population of the world,—but with room for everybody else, too.</p> + +<p>"I think she put up her hands to take down<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_323" id="Page_323">[Pg 323]</a></span> his hands, but when she +touched them, I think hers must have closed over his, next door to on +purpose.</p> + +<p>"'Dear,' she says, 'tell me afterward.'</p> + +<p>"In that minute of stillness in which any new heaven is let down on a +suitable new earth, a little voice piped up:—</p> + +<p>"'Tell it now,' says the voice. 'Is it a story? Tell it now.'</p> + +<p>"And there was Christopher, wide awake where he had been set down rude +on my knee, and looking up at them, patient.</p> + +<p>"'I was dreamin' my dream,' he explained, polite. 'It was about all the +nice things there is: You and you and you and hot ice-cream and the +house's party.... Is they any more?' he asked, anxious.</p> + +<p>"Robin put out her arms for him, and she and Insley and I smiled at one +another over his head.</p> + +<p>"'Ever so many more,' we told him.</p> + +<p class="space-above">"I slipped out then and found Mis' Emmons, and I guess I come as near +shining as anything that's like me can.</p> + +<p>"'What's the matter?' she says to me. 'You look as if you'd turned up +the wick.'</p> + +<p>"'I did. They have. I won't tell,' I says.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_324" id="Page_324">[Pg 324]</a></span> 'Oh, Mis' Emmons, I guess +the meeting to-night won't need to adopt Christopher.'</p> + +<p>"She looked up at me quick, and then she started shining, too.</p> + +<p>"'What a universe it is,' she says, '—what a universe it is.'</p> + +<p>"Then we went off down to the meeting together. And the village was +wonderful to go through, like a home some of us had hollowed out of the +hills and was living in, common. As we went walking to the schoolhouse, +the sidewalks seemed to me no more than ways dickered up to fasten us +together, and to fasten us to them whose feet had wore the road before +us, and to lead us to them that was coming, coming after: Christopher +and Eph and Spudge Cadoza and Otie Daniel, or them like these. Otie +Daniel had died the night before. Dr. Barrows had said Eph would not be +lame, but we see he wan't sure of the value of the boy's physical life. +But even so, even so we had a chance with Chris, and we had a chance +with Spudge, and we had millions more. My feet wanted to run along them +roads to meet the millions and my fingers tingled to get things ready. +And as we went down Daphne Street to that meeting, I see how we all +<i>was</i> getting things ready, and I could of sung out for what I saw:—</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_325" id="Page_325">[Pg 325]</a></span></p><p>"For Mame Holcomb, sprinkling clothes on the back porch and hurrying to +get to the hall.</p> + +<p>"For Mis' Uppers, picking her currants before she went, so's to get an +early start on her jam in the morning.</p> + +<p>"For Viny Liberty, setting sponge for her bread loud enough so we heard +her clear out in the street, and for Libby, shutting up her chicken coop +that they earned their own living with.</p> + +<p>"For Mis' Toplady, driving by with Timothy, and her in the brown silk +she'd made herself, like she's made all she's got.</p> + +<p>"For Abagail Arnold, wiping out her window to be filled to-morrow with +the pies of her hand.</p> + +<p>"For little Mis' Sparks, rocking her baby on the front stoop and +couldn't come to the meeting at all, 'count of having nobody to leave +him with.</p> + +<p>"For them that had left cloth bleaching in their side yards and was +saving the price of buying bleached. For them that had done their day's +work, from parlour to wood-shed, and had hurried up the supper dishes +and changed their dress and was on their way to the schoolhouse. For +them that had lived lives like this and had died at it. For all the +little dog-eared, wore-out account books where every one of them women<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_326" id="Page_326">[Pg 326]</a></span> +figured out careful what they couldn't spend. And I looked down the +street till I couldn't see no farther, and yet Daphne Street was going +on, round and round the world, and acrost and acrost it, full of women +doing the same identical way. And I could see away off to the places +that Daphne Street led past, where women has all these things done for +them and where the factories is setting them free, like us here in the +village ain't free just yet, and I felt a wicked envy for them that can +set their hands to the New Work, that us here in Friendship Village is +trying so hard to get in between whiles. And I could see away ahead to +times when sponge and currants and clothes and coops and similar won't +have to be mothered by women 'most as much as children are; but when +women, Away Off Then, will be mothers and workers and general human +beings such as yet we only know how to think about being, scrappy and +wishful. But all the time, in their arms and in ours and nowheres else, +lays all the rest of the world that is ever going to be. And something +in me kind of climbed out of me and run along ahead and looked back at +me over its shoulder and says: 'Keep up, keep up, Calliope.' And before +I knew it, right out loud, I says: 'I will. I will.'</p> + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_327" id="Page_327">[Pg 327]</a></span></p><p>"An hour later, up in the schoolhouse, Silas Sykes stood arguing, to +the top of his tone, that the first work of the reorganized +society—that was to take in the whole town—had ought to be to buy a +bargain Cupid-and-fish fountain he knew of, for the market square.</p> + +<p>"'It's going to take years and years to do—everything,' says Mis' +Emmons to me, low.</p> + +<p>"But that didn't seem like much of anything to either of us. 'What if it +is,' I says. 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