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-THE GOLDEN AGE
-
-
-[Illustration: “ONCE MORE WERE DAMSELS RESCUED, DRAGONS
-DISEMBOWELLED.....”]
-
-
-THE GOLDEN AGE
-
-by
-
-KENNETH GRAHAME
-
-With Illustrations in Colour by R. J. E. Moony
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-New York: John Lane Company
-London: John Lane, the Bodley Head
-Toronto: Bell & Cockburn: MCMXIV
-
-Copyright, 1899,
-By John Lane
-
-Copyright, 1904,
-By John Lane
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
- PAGE
- PROLOGUE: THE OLYMPIANS 3
- A HOLIDAY 13
- A WHITE-WASHED UNCLE 29
- ALARUMS AND EXCURSIONS 39
- THE FINDING OF THE PRINCESS 53
- SAWDUST AND SIN 67
- ‘YOUNG ADAM CUPID’ 79
- THE BURGLARS 93
- A HARVESTING 107
- SNOWBOUND 121
- WHAT THEY TALKED ABOUT 133
- THE ARGONAUTS 143
- THE ROMAN ROAD 161
- THE SECRET DRAWER 179
- ‘EXIT TYRANNUS’ 193
- THE BLUE ROOM 205
- A FALLING OUT 225
- ‘LUSISTI SATIS’ 239
-
-
-
-
-ILLUSTRATIONS
-
-
- “Once more were damsels rescued, dragons
- disembowelled....” _Frontispiece_
-
- FACING PAGE
-
- “... He was always ready to constitute himself a hostile
- army or a band of marauding Indians” 6
-
- “‘Where’s Harold?’ I asked presently. ‘Oh, he’s just
- playin’ muffin-man as usual’” 16
-
- “When at last the atmosphere was clear of his depressing
- influence, we met despondently in the potato-cellar” 34
-
- “Instead of active ‘pretence,’ with its shouts and its
- perspiration, how much better—I held—to lie at ease
- and pretend to one’s self, in green and golden fancies” 40
-
- “... And then, my cheek on the cool marble, lulled by the
- trickle of water, I slipped into dreamland out of real
- and magic world alike” 64
-
- “‘Now we’ll go on,’ began Charlotte once more” 70
-
- “Edward led the race home at a speed which one of
- Ballantyne’s heroes might have equalled but never
- surpassed” 88
-
- “This overland route had been revealed to us one day by the
- domestic cat, when hard pressed in the course of an
- otter-hunt” 104
-
- “A straight flagged walk led up to the cool-looking old
- house, and my host, lingering in his progress at this
- rose-tree and that, forgot all about me at least twice” 112
-
- “Meanwhile Charlotte and I crouched in the window-seat,...” 124
-
- “‘She’s off with those vicarage girls again,’ said Edward” 136
-
- “We put the Argo’s head upstream, since that led away from
- the Larkin province” 148
-
- “Then he stood up, and he was very straight and tall, and
- the sunset was in his hair and beard as he stood there,
- high over me” 174
-
- “Westward the clouds were massing themselves in a low
- violet bank; below them, to north and south, as far
- round as the eye could reach, a narrow streak of gold
- ran out ... I turned for a last effort” 186
-
- “‘I’ve been chopping up wood,’ he explained, in a guilty
- sort of way” 200
-
- “We entered in noiseless file, the room being plunged in
- darkness, except for a bright strip of moonlight on
- the floor” 214
-
- “Shops came first, of course,...” 230
-
- “... Selina and Charlotte were busy stuffing Edward’s
- rabbits with unwonted forage, bilious and green” 250
-
-
-
-
-PROLOGUE: THE OLYMPIANS
-
-
-LOOKING back to those days of old, ere the gate shut to behind me, I
-can see now that to children with a proper equipment of parents these
-things would have worn a different aspect. But to those whose nearest
-were aunts and uncles, a special attitude of mind may be allowed. They
-treated us, indeed, with kindness enough as to the needs of the flesh,
-but after that with indifference (an indifference, as I recognise,
-the result of a certain stupidity), and therewith the commonplace
-conviction that your child is merely animal. At a very early age I
-remember realising in a quite impersonal and kindly way the existence
-of that stupidity, and its tremendous influence in the world; while
-there grew up in me, as in the parallel case of Caliban upon Setebos, a
-vague sense of a ruling power, wilful, and freakish, and prone to the
-practice of vagaries—‘just choosing so’: as, for instance, the giving
-of authority over us to these hopeless and incapable creatures, when
-it might far more reasonably have been given to ourselves over them.
-These elders, our betters by a trick of chance, commanded no respect,
-but only a certain blend of envy—of their good luck—and pity—for their
-inability to make use of it. Indeed, it was one of the most hopeless
-features in their character (when we troubled ourselves to waste a
-thought on them: which wasn’t often) that, having absolute licence to
-indulge in the pleasures of life, they could get no good of it. They
-might dabble in the pond all day, hunt the chickens, climb trees in
-the most uncompromising Sunday clothes; they were free to issue forth
-and buy gunpowder in the full eye of the sun—free to fire cannons and
-explode mines on the lawn: yet they never did any one of these things.
-No irresistible Energy haled them to church o’ Sundays; yet they went
-there regularly of their own accord, though they betrayed no greater
-delight in the experience than ourselves.
-
-On the whole, the existence of these Olympians seemed to be entirely
-void of interests, even as their movements were confined and slow, and
-their habits stereotyped and senseless. To anything but appearances
-they were blind. For them the orchard (a place elf-haunted, wonderful!)
-simply produced so many apples and cherries: or it didn’t—when the
-failures of Nature were not infrequently ascribed to us. They never
-set foot within fir-wood or hazel-copse, nor dreamt of the marvels hid
-therein. The mysterious sources, sources as of old Nile, that fed the
-duck-pond had no magic for them. They were unaware of Indians, nor
-recked they anything of bisons or of pirates (with pistols!), though
-the whole place swarmed with such portents. They cared not to explore
-for robbers’ caves, nor dig for hidden treasure. Perhaps, indeed, it
-was one of their best qualities that they spent the greater part of
-their time stuffily indoors.
-
-To be sure there was an exception in the curate, who would receive,
-unblenching, the information that the meadow beyond the orchard was
-a prairie studded with herds of buffalo, which it was our delight,
-moccasined and tomahawked, to ride down with those whoops that announce
-the scenting of blood. He neither laughed nor sneered, as the Olympians
-would have done; but, possessed of a serious idiosyncrasy, he would
-contribute such lots of valuable suggestion as to the pursuit of this
-particular sort of big game that, as it seemed to us, his mature
-age and eminent position could scarce have been attained without a
-practical knowledge of the creature in its native lair. Then, too,
-he was always ready to constitute himself a hostile army or a band
-of marauding Indians on the shortest possible notice: in brief, a
-distinctly able man, with talents, so far as we could judge, immensely
-above the majority. I trust he is a bishop by this time. He had all the
-necessary qualifications, as we knew.
-
-These strange folk had visitors sometimes—stiff and colourless
-Olympians like themselves, equally without vital interests and
-intelligent pursuits: emerging out of the clouds, and passing away
-again to drag on an aimless existence somewhere beyond our ken. Then
-brute force was pitilessly applied. We were captured, washed, and
-forced into clean collars: silently submitting as was our wont, with
-more contempt than anger. Anon, with unctuous hair and faces stiffened
-in a conventional grin, we sat and listened to the usual platitudes.
-How could reasonable people spend their precious time so? That was ever
-our wonder as we bounded forth at last: to the old clay-pit to make
-pots, or to hunt bears among the hazels.
-
-[Illustration: “... HE WAS ALWAYS READY TO CONSTITUTE HIMSELF A HOSTILE
-ARMY OR A BAND OF MARAUDING INDIANS”]
-
-It was perennial matter for amazement how these Olympians would talk
-over our heads—during meals, for instance—of this or the other social
-or political inanity, under the delusion that these pale phantasms of
-reality were among the importances of life. We _illuminati_, eating
-silently, our heads full of plans and conspiracies, could have told
-them what real life was. We had just left it outside, and were all on
-fire to get back to it. Of course we didn’t waste the revelation on
-them, the futility of imparting our ideas had long been demonstrated.
-One in thought and purpose, linked by the necessity of combating one
-hostile fate, a power antagonistic ever—a power we lived to evade—we
-had no confidants save ourselves. This strange anæmic order of beings
-was further removed from us, in fact, than the kindly beasts who shared
-our natural existence in the sun. The estrangement was fortified by an
-abiding sense of injustice, arising from the refusal of the Olympians
-ever to defend, to retract, to admit themselves in the wrong, or to
-accept similar concessions on our part. For instance, when I flung the
-cat out of an upper window (though I did it from no ill-feeling, and
-it didn’t hurt the cat), I was ready, after a moment’s reflection, to
-own I was wrong, as a gentleman should. But was the matter allowed to
-end there? I trow not. Again, when Harold was locked up in his room
-all day, for assault and battery upon a neighbour’s pig—an action he
-would have scorned: being indeed on the friendliest terms with the
-porker in question—there was no handsome expression of regret on the
-discovery of the real culprit. What Harold had felt was not so much
-the imprisonment—indeed, he had very soon escaped by the window,
-with assistance from his allies, and had only gone back in time for his
-release—as the Olympian habit. A word would have set all right; but of
-course that word was never spoken.
-
-Well! The Olympians are all past and gone. Somehow the sun does not
-seem to shine so brightly as it used; the trackless meadows of old time
-have shrunk and dwindled away to a few poor acres. A saddening doubt,
-a dull suspicion, creeps over me. _Et in Arcadia ego_—I certainly did
-once inhabit Arcady. Can it be that I also have become an Olympian?
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-A HOLIDAY
-
-
-THE masterful wind was up and out, shouting and chasing, the lord of
-the morning. Poplars swayed and tossed with a roaring swish; dead
-leaves sprang aloft, and whirled into space; and all the clear-swept
-heaven seemed to thrill with sound like a great harp. It was one
-of the first awakenings of the year. The earth stretched herself,
-smiling in her sleep; and everything leapt and pulsed to the stir of
-the giant’s movement. With us it was a whole holiday; the occasion a
-birthday—it matters not whose. Some one of us had had presents, and
-pretty conventional speeches, and had glowed with that sense of heroism
-which is no less sweet that nothing has been done to deserve it. But
-the holiday was for all, the rapture of awakening Nature for all, the
-various outdoor joys of puddles and sun and hedge-breaking for all.
-Colt-like I ran through the meadows, frisking happy heels in the face
-of Nature laughing responsive. Above, the sky was bluest of the blue;
-wide pools left by the winter’s floods flashed the colour back, true
-and brilliant; and the soft air thrilled with the germinating touch
-that seems to kindle something in my own small person as well as in
-the rash primrose already lurking in sheltered haunts. Out into the
-brimming sun-bathed world I sped, free of lessons, free of discipline
-and correction, for one day at least. My legs ran of themselves, and
-though I heard my name called faint and shrill behind, there was no
-stopping for me. It was only Harold, I concluded, and his legs, though
-shorter than mine, were good for a longer spurt than this. Then I heard
-it called again, but this time more faintly, with a pathetic break in
-the middle; and I pulled up short, recognising Charlotte’s plaintive
-note.
-
-She panted up anon, and dropped on the turf beside me. Neither had any
-desire for talk; the glow and the glory of existing on this perfect
-morning were satisfaction full and sufficient.
-
-‘Where’s Harold?’ I asked presently.
-
-‘Oh, he’s just playin’ muffin-man, as usual,’ said Charlotte with
-petulance. ‘Fancy wanting to be a muffin-man on a whole holiday!’
-
-It was a strange craze, certainly; but Harold, who invented his own
-games and played them without assistance, always stuck staunchly to
-a new fad, till he had worn it quite out. Just at present he was a
-muffin-man, and day and night he went through passages and up and down
-staircases, ringing a noiseless bell and offering phantom muffins to
-invisible wayfarers. It sounds a poor sort of sport; and yet—to pass
-along busy streets of your own building, for ever ringing an imaginary
-bell and offering airy muffins of your own make to a bustling thronging
-crowd of your own creation—there were points about the game, it cannot
-be denied, though it seemed scarce in harmony with this radiant
-wind-swept morning!
-
-‘And Edward, where is he?’ I questioned again.
-
-‘He’s coming along by the road,’ said Charlotte. ‘He’ll be crouching in
-the ditch when we get there, and he’s going to be a grizzly bear and
-spring out on us, only you mustn’t say I told you, ’cos it’s to be a
-surprise.’
-
-[Illustration: “‘WHERE’S HAROLD?’ I ASKED PRESENTLY. ‘OH, HE’S JUST
-PLAYIN’ MUFFIN-MAN AS USUAL.’”]
-
-‘All right,’ I said magnanimously. ‘Come on and let’s be surprised.’
-But I could not help feeling that on this day of days even a grizzly
-felt misplaced and common.
-
-Sure enough an undeniable bear sprang out on us as we dropped into the
-road; then ensued shrieks, growlings, revolver-shots, and unrecorded
-heroisms, till Edward condescended at last to roll over and die,
-bulking large and grim, an unmitigated grizzly. It was an understood
-thing, that whoever took upon himself to be a bear must eventually die,
-sooner or later, even if he were the eldest born; else, life would have
-been all strife and carnage, and the Age of Acorns have displaced our
-hard-won civilisation. This little affair concluded with satisfaction
-to all parties concerned, we rambled along the road, picking up the
-defaulting Harold by the way, muffinless now and in his right and
-social mind.
-
-‘What would you do?’ asked Charlotte presently—the book of the moment
-always dominating her thoughts until it was sucked dry and cast
-aside,—‘What would you do if you saw two lions in the road, one on each
-side, and you didn’t know if they was loose or if they was chained up?’
-
-‘Do?’ shouted Edward valiantly, ‘I should—I should—I should—’ His
-boastful accents died away into a mumble: ‘Dunno what I should do.’
-
-‘Shouldn’t do anything,’ I observed after consideration; and, really,
-it would be difficult to arrive at a wiser conclusion.
-
-‘If it came to _doing_,’ remarked Harold reflectively, ‘the lions would
-do all the doing there was to do, wouldn’t they?’
-
-‘But if they was _good_ lions,’ rejoined Charlotte, ‘they would do as
-they would be done by.’
-
-‘Ah, but how are you to know a good lion from a bad one?’ said Edward.
-‘The books don’t tell you at all, and the lions ain’t marked any
-different.’
-
-‘Why, there aren’t any good lions,’ said Harold hastily.
-
-‘O yes, there are, heaps and heaps,’ contradicted Edward. ‘Nearly all
-the lions in the story-books are good lions. There was Androcles’ lion,
-and St. Jerome’s lion, and—and—and the Lion and the Unicorn——’
-
-‘He beat the Unicorn,’ observed Harold dubiously, ‘all round the town.’
-
-‘That _proves_ he was a good lion,’ cried Edward triumphantly. ‘But the
-question is, how are you to tell ’em when you see ’em?’
-
-‘_I_ should ask Martha,’ said Harold of the simple creed.
-
-Edward snorted contemptuously, then turned to Charlotte. ‘Look here,’
-he said; ‘let’s play at lions, anyhow, and I’ll run on to that corner
-and be a lion,—I’ll be two lions, one on each side of the road,—and
-you’ll come along, and you won’t know whether I’m chained up or not,
-and that’ll be the fun!’
-
-‘No, thank you,’ said Charlotte firmly; ‘you’ll be chained up till I’m
-quite close to you, and then you’ll be loose, and you’ll tear me in
-pieces, and make my frock all dirty, and p’raps you’ll hurt me as well.
-_I_ know your lions!’
-
-‘No, I won’t, I swear I won’t,’ protested Edward. ‘I’ll be quite a new
-lion this time—something you can’t even imagine.’ And he raced off to
-his post. Charlotte hesitated—then she went timidly on, at each step
-growing less Charlotte, the mummer of a minute, and more the anxious
-Pilgrim of all time. The lion’s wrath waxed terrible at her approach;
-his roaring filled the startled air. I waited until they were both
-thoroughly absorbed, and then I slipped through the hedge out of the
-trodden highway, into the vacant meadow spaces. It was not that I was
-unsociable, nor that I knew Edward’s lions to the point of satiety;
-but the passion and the call of the divine morning were high in my
-blood. Earth to earth! That was the frank note, the joyous summons of
-the day; and they could not but jar and seem artificial, these human
-discussions and pretences, when boon nature, reticent no more, was
-singing that full-throated song of hers that thrills and claims control
-of every fibre. The air was wine, the moist earth-smell wine, the
-lark’s song, the wafts from the cow-shed at top of the field, the pant
-and smoke of a distant train—all were wine—or song, was it? or odour,
-this unity they all blent into? I had no words then to describe it,
-that earth-effluence of which I was so conscious; nor, indeed, have I
-found words since. I ran sideways, shouting; I dug glad heels into the
-squelching soil; I splashed diamond showers from puddles with a stick;
-I hurled clods skywards at random, and presently I somehow found myself
-singing. The words were mere nonsense—irresponsible babble; the tune
-was an improvisation, a weary, unrhythmic thing of rise and fall: and
-yet it seemed to me a genuine utterance, and just at that moment the
-one thing fitting and right and perfect. Humanity would have rejected
-it with scorn. Nature, everywhere singing in the same key, recognised
-and accepted it without a flicker of dissent.
-
-All the time the hearty wind was calling to me companionably from where
-he swung and bellowed in the tree-tops. ‘Take me for guide to-day,’ he
-seemed to plead. ‘Other holidays you have tramped it in the track of
-the stolid, unswerving sun; a belated truant, you have dragged a weary
-foot homeward with only a pale, expressionless moon for company. To-day
-why not I, the trickster, the hypocrite? I who whip round corners and
-bluster, relapse and evade, then rally and pursue! I can lead you the
-best and rarest dance of any; for I am the strong capricious one,
-the lord of misrule, and I alone am irresponsible and unprincipled,
-and obey no law.’ And for me, I was ready enough to fall in with the
-fellow’s humour; was not this a whole holiday? So we sheered off
-together, arm-in-arm, so to speak; and with fullest confidence I took
-the jigging, thwartwise course my chainless pilot laid for me.
-
-A whimsical comrade I found him, ere he had done with me. Was it in
-jest, or with some serious purpose of his own, that he brought me plump
-upon a pair of lovers, silent, face to face o’er a discreet unwinking
-stile? As a rule this sort of thing struck me as the most pitiful
-tomfoolery. Two calves rubbing noses through a gate were natural and
-right and within the order of things; but that human beings, with
-salient interests and active pursuits beckoning them on from every
-side, could thus—! Well, it was a thing to hurry past, shamed of face,
-and think on no more. But this morning everything I met seemed to be
-accounted for and set in tune by that same magical touch in the air;
-and it was with a certain surprise that I found myself regarding these
-fatuous ones with kindliness instead of contempt, as I rambled by,
-unheeded of them. There was indeed some reconciling influence abroad,
-which could bring the like antics into harmony with bud and growth and
-the frolic air.
-
-A puff on the right cheek from my wilful companion sent me off at a
-fresh angle, and presently I came in sight of the village church,
-sitting solitary within its circle of elms. From forth the vestry
-window projected two small legs, gyrating, hungry for foothold, with
-larceny—not to say sacrilege—in their every wriggle: a godless sight
-for a supporter of the Establishment. Though the rest was hidden, I
-knew the legs well enough; they were usually attached to the body of
-Bill Saunders, the peerless bad boy of the village. Bill’s coveted
-booty, too, I could easily guess at that; it came from the Vicar’s
-store of biscuits, kept (as I knew) in a cupboard along with his
-official trappings. For a moment I hesitated; then I passed on my way.
-I protest I was not on Bill’s side; but then, neither was I on the
-Vicar’s, and there was something in this immoral morning which seemed
-to say that perhaps, after all, Bill had as much right to the biscuits
-as the Vicar, and would certainly enjoy them better; and anyhow it was
-a disputable point, and no business of mine. Nature, who had accepted
-me for ally, cared little who had the world’s biscuits, and assuredly
-was not going to let any friend of hers waste his time in playing
-policeman for Society.
-
-He was tugging at me anew, my insistent guide; and I felt sure, as
-I rambled off in his wake, that he had more holiday matter to show
-me. And so, indeed, he had; and all of it was to the same lawless
-tune. Like a black pirate flag on the blue ocean of air, a hawk hung
-ominous; then, plummet-wise, dropped to the hedgerow, whence there
-rose, thin and shrill, a piteous voice of squealing. By the time I got
-there a whisk of feathers on the turf—like scattered playbills—was all
-that remained to tell of the tragedy just enacted. Yet Nature smiled
-and sang on, pitiless, gay, impartial. To her, who took no sides, there
-was every bit as much to be said for the hawk as for the chaffinch.
-Both were her children, and she would show no preferences.
-
-Further on, a hedgehog lay dead athwart the path—nay, more than dead;
-decadent, distinctly; a sorry sight for one that had known the fellow
-in more bustling circumstances Nature might at least have paused to
-shed one tear over this rough-jacketed little son of hers, for his
-wasted aims, his cancelled ambitions, his whole career of usefulness
-cut suddenly short. But not a bit of it! Jubilant as ever, her song
-went bubbling on, and ‘Death-in-Life’—and again, ‘Life-in-Death,’ were
-its alternate burdens. And looking round, and seeing the sheep-nibbled
-heels of turnips that dotted the ground, their hearts eaten out of
-them in frost-bound days now over and done, I seemed to discern,
-faintly, a something of the stern meaning in her valorous chant.
-
-My invisible companion was singing also, and seemed at times to be
-chuckling softly to himself,—doubtless at thought of the strange
-new lessons he was teaching me; perhaps, too, at a special bit of
-waggishness he had still in store. For when at last he grew weary of
-such insignificant earth-bound company, he deserted me at a certain
-spot I knew; then dropped, subsided, and slunk away into nothingness.
-I raised my eyes, and before me, grim and lichened, stood the ancient
-whipping-post of the village; its sides fretted with the initials of
-a generation that scorned its mute lesson, but still clipped by the
-stout rusty shackles that had tethered the wrists of such of that
-generation’s ancestors as had dared to mock at order and law. Had I
-been an infant Sterne, here was a grand chance for sentimental output!
-As things were, I could only hurry homewards, my moral tail well
-between my legs, with an uneasy feeling, as I glanced back over my
-shoulder, that there was more in this chance than met the eye.
-
-And outside our gate I found Charlotte, alone and crying. Edward, it
-seemed, had persuaded her to hide, in the full expectation of being
-duly found and ecstatically pounced upon; then he had caught sight of
-the butcher’s cart, and, forgetting his obligations, had rushed off for
-a ride. Harold, it further appeared, greatly coveting tadpoles, and
-top-heavy with the eagerness of possession, had fallen into the pond.
-This, in itself, was nothing; but on attempting to sneak in by the
-back-door, he had rendered up his duckweed-bedabbled person into the
-hands of an aunt, and had been promptly sent off to bed; and this, on
-a holiday, was very much. The moral of the whipping-post was working
-itself out; and I was not in the least surprised when, on reaching
-home, I was seized upon and accused of doing something I had never even
-thought of. And my frame of mind was such, that I could only wish most
-heartily that I had done it.
-
-
-
-
-A WHITE-WASHED UNCLE
-
-
-IN our small lives that day was eventful when another uncle was to
-come down from town, and submit his character and qualifications
-(albeit unconsciously) to our careful criticism. Earlier uncles had
-been weighed in the balance, and—alas!—found grievously wanting. There
-was Uncle Thomas—a failure from the first. Not that his disposition
-was malevolent, nor were his habits such as to unfit him for decent
-society; but his rooted conviction seemed to be that the reason
-of a child’s existence was to serve as a butt for senseless adult
-jokes—or what, from the accompanying guffaws of laughter, appeared
-to be intended for jokes. Now, we were anxious that he should have
-a perfectly fair trial; so in the tool-house, between breakfast and
-lessons, we discussed and examined all his witticisms one by one,
-calmly, critically, dispassionately. It was no good: we could not
-discover any salt in them. And as only a genuine gift of humour could
-have saved Uncle Thomas—for he pretended to naught besides—he was
-reluctantly writ down a hopeless impostor.
-
-Uncle George—the youngest—was distinctly more promising. He accompanied
-us cheerily round the establishment—suffered himself to be introduced
-to each of the cows—held out the right hand of fellowship to the
-pig—and even hinted that a pair of pink-eyed Himalayan rabbits might
-arrive—unexpectedly—from town some day. We were just considering
-whether in this fertile soil an apparently accidental remark on the
-solid qualities of guinea-pigs or ferrets might haply blossom and
-bring forth fruit, when our governess appeared on the scene. Uncle
-George’s manner at once underwent a complete and contemptible change.
-His interest in rational topics seemed, ‘like a fountain’s sickening
-pulse,’ to flag and ebb away; and though Miss Smedley’s ostensible
-purpose was to take Selina for her usual walk, I can vouch for it that
-Selina spent her morning ratting, along with the keeper’s boy and me;
-while if Miss Smedley walked with any one, it would appear to have been
-with Uncle George.
-
-But, despicable as his conduct had been, he underwent no hasty
-condemnation. The defection was discussed in all its bearings, but
-it seemed sadly clear at last that this uncle must possess some
-innate badness of character and fondness for low company. We who
-from daily experience knew Miss Smedley like a book—were we not only
-too well aware that she had neither accomplishments nor charms—no
-characteristic, in fact, but an inbred viciousness of temper and
-disposition? True, she knew the dates of the English kings by heart;
-but how could that profit Uncle George, who, having passed into the
-army, had ascended beyond the need of useful information? Our bows and
-arrows, on the other hand, had been freely placed at his disposal;
-and a soldier should not have hesitated in his choice a moment. No:
-Uncle George had fallen from grace, and was unanimously damned. And
-the non-arrival of the Himalayan rabbits was only another nail in his
-coffin. Uncles, therefore, were just then a heavy and lifeless market,
-and there was little inclination to deal. Still it was agreed that
-Uncle William, who had just returned from India, should have as fair a
-trial as the others; more especially as romantic possibilities might
-well be embodied in one who had held the gorgeous East in fee.
-
-Selina had kicked my shins—like the girl she is!—during a scuffle in
-the passage, and I was still rubbing them with one hand when I found
-that the uncle-on-approbation was half-heartedly shaking the other. A
-florid, elderly man, quite unmistakably nervous, he let drop one grimy
-paw after another, and, turning very red, with an awkward simulation
-of heartiness, ‘Well, h’are y’all?’ he said, ‘Glad to see me, eh?’ As
-we could hardly, in justice, be expected to have formed an opinion on
-him at that early stage, we could but look at each other in silence;
-which scarce served to relieve the tension of the situation. Indeed,
-the cloud never really lifted during his stay. In talking things over
-later, some one put forward the suggestion that he must at some time or
-other have committed a stupendous crime. But I could not bring myself
-to believe that the man, though evidently unhappy, was really guilty
-of anything; and I caught him once or twice looking at us with evident
-kindliness, though, seeing himself observed, he blushed and turned away
-his head.
-
-When at last the atmosphere was clear of his depressing influence, we
-met despondently in the potato-cellar—all of us, that is, but Harold,
-who had been told off to accompany his relative to the station; and the
-feeling was unanimous, that, as an uncle, William could not be allowed
-to pass. Selina roundly declared him a beast, pointing out that he
-had not even got us a half-holiday; and, indeed, there seemed little
-to do but to pass sentence. We were about to put it to the vote, when
-Harold appeared on the scene; his red face, round eyes, and mysterious
-demeanour, hinting at awful portents. Speechless he stood a space:
-then, slowly drawing his hand from the pocket of his knickerbockers,
-he displayed on a dirty palm one—two—three—four half-crowns! We could
-but gaze—tranced, breathless, mute. Never had any of us seen, in the
-aggregate, so much bullion before. Then Harold told his tale.
-
-[Illustration: “WHEN AT LAST THE ATMOSPHERE WAS CLEAR OF HIS DEPRESSING
-INFLUENCE, WE MET DESPONDENTLY IN THE POTATO-CELLAR”]
-
-‘I took the old fellow to the station,’ he said, ‘and as we went
-along I told him all about the stationmaster’s family, and how I had
-seen the porter kissing our housemaid, and what a nice fellow he was,
-with no airs or affectation about him, and anything I thought would
-be of interest; but he didn’t seem to pay much attention, but walked
-along puffing his cigar, and once I thought—I’m not certain, but I
-_thought_—I heard him say, “Well, thank God, that’s over!” When we
-got to the station he stopped suddenly, and said, “Hold on a minute!”
-Then he shoved these into my hand in a frightened sort of way, and
-said, “Look here, youngster! These are for you and the other kids. Buy
-what you like—make little beasts of yourselves—only don’t tell the old
-people, mind! Now cut away home!” So I cut.’
-
-A solemn hush fell on the assembly, broken first by the small
-Charlotte. ‘I didn’t know,’ she observed dreamily, ‘that there were
-such good men anywhere in the world. I hope he’ll die to-night, for
-then he’ll go straight to heaven!’ But the repentant Selina bewailed
-herself with tears and sobs, refusing to be comforted; for that in her
-haste she had called this white-souled relative a beast.
-
-‘I’ll tell you what we’ll do,’ said Edward, the master-mind, rising—as
-he always did—to the situation: ‘We’ll christen the piebald pig after
-him—the one that hasn’t got a name yet. And that’ll show we’re sorry
-for our mistake!’
-
-‘I—I christened that pig this morning,’ Harold guiltily confessed; ‘I
-christened it after the curate. I’m very sorry—but he came and bowled
-to me last night, after you others had all been sent to bed early—and
-somehow I felt I _had_ to do it!’
-
-‘Oh, but that doesn’t count,’ said Edward hastily; ‘because we weren’t
-all there. We’ll take that christening off, and call it Uncle William.
-And you can save up the curate for the next litter!’
-
-And the motion being agreed to without a division, the House went into
-Committee of Supply.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-ALARUMS AND EXCURSIONS
-
-
-‘LET’S pretend,’ suggested Harold, ‘that we’re Cavaliers and
-Roundheads; and _you_ be a Roundhead!’
-
-‘O bother,’ I replied drowsily, ‘we pretended that yesterday; and it’s
-not my turn to be a Roundhead, anyhow.’ The fact is, I was lazy, and
-the call to arms fell on indifferent ears. We three younger ones were
-stretched at length in the orchard. The sun was hot, the season merry
-June, and never (I thought) had there been such wealth and riot of
-buttercups throughout the lush grass. Green-and-gold was the dominant
-key that day. Instead of active ‘pretence’ with its shouts and its
-perspiration, how much better—I held—to lie at ease and pretend to
-one’s self, in green and golden fancies, slipping the husk and passing,
-a careless lounger, through a sleepy imaginary world all gold and
-green! But the persistent Harold was not to be fobbed off.
-
-[Illustration: “INSTEAD OF ACTIVE ‘PRETENCE’ WITH ITS SHOUTS AND ITS
-PERSPIRATION, HOW MUCH BETTER—I HELD—TO LIE AT EASE AND PRETEND TO
-ONE’S SELF, IN GREEN AND GOLDEN FANCIES”]
-
-‘Well then,’ he began afresh, ‘let’s pretend we’re Knights of the Round
-Table; and (with a rush) _I’ll_ be Lancelot!’
-
-‘I won’t play unless I’m Lancelot,’ I said. I didn’t mean it really,
-but the game of Knights always began with this particular contest.
-
-‘O _please_,’ implored Harold. ‘You know when Edward’s here I never get
-a chance of being Lancelot. I haven’t been Lancelot for weeks!’
-
-Then I yielded gracefully. ‘All right,’ I said. ‘I’ll be Tristram.’
-
-‘O, but you can’t,’ cried Harold again. ‘Charlotte has always been
-Tristram. She won’t play unless she’s allowed to be Tristram! Be
-somebody else this time.’
-
-Charlotte said nothing, but breathed hard, looking straight before her.
-The peerless hunter and harper was her special hero of romance, and
-rather than see the part in less appreciative hands, she would have
-gone back in tears to the stuffy schoolroom.
-
-‘I don’t care,’ I said: ‘I’ll be anything. I’ll be Sir Kay. Come on!’
-
-Then once more in this country’s story the mail-clad knights paced
-through the greenwood shaw, questing adventure, redressing wrong; and
-bandits, five to one, broke and fled discomfited to their caves. Once
-more were damsels rescued, dragons disembowelled, and giants, in every
-corner of the orchard, deprived of their already superfluous number of
-heads; while Palomides the Saracen waited for us by the well, and Sir
-Breuse Saunce Pité vanished in craven flight before the skilled spear
-that was his terror and his bane. Once more the lists were dight in
-Camelot, and all was gay with shimmer of silk and gold; the earth shook
-with thunder of hooves, ash-staves flew in splinters, and the firmament
-rang to the clash of sword on helm. The varying fortune of the day
-swung doubtful—now on this side, now on that; till at last Lancelot,
-grim and great, thrusting through the press, unhorsed Sir Tristram
-(an easy task), and bestrode her, threatening doom; while the Cornish
-knight, forgetting hard-won fame of old, cried piteously, ‘You’re
-hurting me, I tell you! and you’re tearing my frock!’ Then it happed
-that Sir Kay, hurtling to the rescue, stopped short in his stride,
-catching sight suddenly, through apple-boughs, of a gleam of scarlet
-afar off; while the confused tramp of many horses, mingled with talk
-and laughter, was borne to the ears of his fellow-champions and himself.
-
-‘What is it?’ inquired Tristram, sitting up and shaking out her curls;
-while Lancelot forsook the clanging lists and trotted nimbly to the
-boundary-hedge.
-
-I stood spell-bound for a moment longer, and then, with a cry of
-‘Soldiers!’ I was off to the hedge, Sir Tristram picking herself up and
-scurrying after us.
-
-Down the road they came, two and two, at an easy walk; scarlet flamed
-in the eye, bits jingled and saddles squeaked delightfully; while the
-men, in a halo of dust, smoked their short clays like the heroes they
-were. In a swirl of intoxicating glory the troop clinked and clattered
-by, while we shouted and waved, jumping up and down, and the big jolly
-horsemen acknowledged the salute with easy condescension. The moment
-they were past we were through the hedge and after them. Soldiers were
-not the common stuff of everyday life. There had been nothing like
-this since the winter before last, when on a certain afternoon—bare
-of leaf and monochromatic in its hue of sodden fallow and frost-nipt
-copse—suddenly the hounds had burst through the fence with their mellow
-cry, and all the paddock was for the minute reverberant of thudding
-hoof and dotted with glancing red. But this was better, since it could
-only mean that blows and bloodshed were in the air.
-
-‘Is there going to be a battle?’ panted Harold, hardly able to keep up
-for excitement.
-
-‘Of course there is,’ I replied. ‘We’re just in time. Come on!’
-
-Perhaps I ought to have known better; and yet——? The pigs and poultry,
-with whom we chiefly consorted, could instruct us little concerning
-the peace that lapped in these latter days our seagirt realm. In the
-schoolroom we were just now dallying with the Wars of the Roses;
-and did not legends of the country-side inform us how cavaliers had
-once galloped up and down these very lanes from their quarters in the
-village? Here, now, were soldiers unmistakable; and if their business
-was not fighting, what was it? Sniffing the joy of battle, we followed
-hard in their tracks.
-
-‘Won’t Edward be sorry,’ puffed Harold, ‘that he’s begun that beastly
-Latin?’
-
-It did, indeed, seem hard. Edward, the most martial spirit of us all,
-was drearily conjugating _amo_ (of all verbs!) between four walls,
-while Selina, who ever thrilled ecstatic to a red coat, was struggling
-with the uncouth German tongue. ‘Age,’ I reflected, ‘carries its
-penalties.’
-
-It was a grievous disappointment to us that the troop passed through
-the village unmolested. Every cottage, I pointed out to my companions,
-ought to have been loopholed, and strongly held. But no opposition
-was offered to the soldiers who, indeed, conducted themselves with a
-recklessness and a want of precaution that seemed simply criminal.
-
-At the last cottage a transitory gleam of common sense flickered
-across me, and, turning on Charlotte, I sternly ordered her back. The
-small maiden, docile but exceedingly dolorous, dragged reluctant feet
-homewards, heavy at heart that she was to behold no stout fellows slain
-that day; but Harold and I held steadily on, expecting every instant to
-see the environing hedges crackle and spit forth the leaden death.
-
-‘Will they be Indians?’ asked my brother (meaning the enemy) ‘or
-Roundheads, or what?’
-
-I reflected. Harold always required direct straightforward answers—not
-faltering suppositions.
-
-‘They won’t be Indians,’ I replied at last; ‘nor yet Roundheads. There
-haven’t been any Roundheads seen about here for a long time. They’ll be
-Frenchmen.’
-
-Harold’s face fell. ‘All right,’ he said: ‘Frenchmen’ll do; but I did
-hope they’d be Indians.’
-
-‘If they were going to be Indians,’ I explained, ‘I—I don’t think I’d
-go on. Because when Indians take you prisoner they scalp you first,
-and then burn you at the stake. But Frenchmen don’t do that sort of
-thing.’
-
-‘Are you quite sure?’ asked Harold doubtfully.
-
-‘Quite,’ I replied. ‘Frenchmen only shut you up in a thing called the
-Bastille; and then you get a file sent in to you in a loaf of bread,
-and saw the bars through, and slide down a rope, and they all fire at
-you—but they don’t hit you—and you run down to the seashore as hard as
-you can, and swim off to a British frigate, and there you are!’
-
-Harold brightened up again. The programme was rather attractive. ‘If
-they try to take us prisoner,’ he said, ‘we—we won’t run, will we?’
-
-Meanwhile, the craven foe was a long time showing himself; and we were
-reaching strange outland country, uncivilised, wherein lions might be
-expected to prowl at nightfall. I had a stitch in my side, and both
-Harold’s stockings had come down. Just as I was beginning to have
-gloomy doubts of the proverbial courage of Frenchmen, the officer
-called out something, the men closed up, and, breaking into a trot, the
-troops—already far ahead—vanished out of our sight. With a sinking at
-the heart, I began to suspect we had been fooled.
-
-‘Are they charging?’ cried Harold, very weary, but rallying gamely.
-
-‘I think not,’ I replied doubtfully. ‘When there’s going to be a
-charge, the officer always makes a speech, and then they draw their
-swords and the trumpets blow, and——but let’s try a short cut. We may
-catch them up yet.’
-
-So we struck across the fields and into another road, and pounded down
-that, and then over more fields, panting, down-hearted, yet hoping for
-the best. The sun went in, and a thin drizzle began to fall; we were
-muddy, breathless, almost dead-beat; but we blundered on, till at last
-we struck a road more brutally, more callously unfamiliar than any
-road I ever looked upon. Not a hint nor a sign of friendly direction
-or assistance on the dogged white face of it! There was no longer any
-disguising it: we were hopelessly lost. The small rain continued
-steadily, the evening began to come on. Really there are moments when
-a fellow is justified in crying; and I would have cried too, if Harold
-had not been there. That right-minded child regarded an elder brother
-as a veritable god; and I could see that he felt himself as secure
-as if a whole Brigade of Guards had hedged him round with protecting
-bayonets. But I dreaded sore lest he should begin again with his
-questions.
-
-As I gazed in dumb appeal on the face of unresponsive nature, the sound
-of nearing wheels sent a pulse of hope through my being: increasing
-to rapture as I recognised in the approaching vehicle the familiar
-carriage of the old doctor. If ever a god emerged from a machine, it
-was when this heaven-sent friend, recognising us, stopped and jumped
-out with a cheery hail. Harold rushed up to him at once. ‘Have you been
-there?’ he cried. ‘Was it a jolly fight? who beat? were there many
-people killed?’
-
-The doctor appeared puzzled. I briefly explained the situation.
-
-‘I see,’ said the doctor, looking grave and twisting his face this
-way and that. ‘Well, the fact is, there isn’t going to be any battle
-to-day. It’s been put off, on account of the change in the weather.
-You will have due notice of the renewal of hostilities. And now you’d
-better jump in and I’ll drive you home. You’ve been running a fine rig!
-Why, you might have both been taken and shot as spies!’
-
-This special danger had never even occurred to us. The thrill of it
-accentuated the cosy homelike feeling of the cushions we nestled
-into as we rolled homewards. The doctor beguiled the journey with
-blood-curdling narratives of personal adventure in the tented field, he
-having followed the profession of arms (so it seemed) in every quarter
-of the globe. Time, the destroyer of all things beautiful, subsequently
-revealed the baselessness of these legends; but what of that? There
-are higher things than truth; and we were almost reconciled, by the
-time we were put down at our gate, to the fact that the battle had been
-postponed.
-
-
-
-
-THE FINDING OF THE PRINCESS
-
-
-IT was the day I was promoted to a toothbrush. The girls, irrespective
-of age, had been thus distinguished some time before; why, we boys
-could never rightly understand, except that it was part and parcel of
-a system of studied favouritism on behalf of creatures both physically
-inferior and (as was shown by a fondness for tale-bearing) of weaker
-mental fibre to us boys. It was not that we yearned after these
-strange instruments in themselves. Edward, indeed, applied his to the
-scrubbing-out of his squirrel’s cage, and for personal use, when a
-superior eye was grim on him, borrowed Harold’s or mine, indifferently.
-But the nimbus of distinction that clung to them—that we coveted
-exceedingly. What more, indeed, was there to ascend to, before the
-remote, but still possible, razor and strop?
-
-Perhaps the exaltation had mounted to my head; or nature and the
-perfect morning joined to hint at disaffection. Anyhow, having
-breakfasted, and triumphantly repeated the collect I had broken down
-in the last Sunday—’twas one without rhythm or alliteration: a most
-objectionable collect—having achieved thus much, the small natural
-man in me rebelled, and I vowed, as I straddled and spat about the
-stable-yard in feeble imitation of the coachman, that lessons might go
-to the Inventor of them. It was only geography that morning, any way:
-and the practical thing was worth any quantity of bookish theoric. As
-for me, I was going on my travels, and imports and exports, populations
-and capitals, might very well wait while I explored the breathing
-coloured world outside.
-
-True, a fellow-rebel was wanted; and Harold might, as a rule, have
-been counted on with certainty. But just then Harold was very proud.
-The week before he had ‘gone into tables,’ and had been endowed with
-a new slate, having a miniature sponge attached wherewith we washed
-the faces of Charlotte’s dolls, thereby producing an unhealthy
-pallor which struck terror into the child’s heart, always timorous
-regarding epidemic visitations. As to ‘tables,’ nobody knew exactly
-what they were, least of all Harold; but it was a step over the heads
-of the rest, and therefore a subject for self-adulation and—generally
-speaking—airs; so that Harold, hugging his slate and his chains, was
-out of the question now. In such a matter, girls were worse than
-useless, as wanting the necessary tenacity of will and contempt for
-self-constituted authority. So eventually I slipped through the hedge a
-solitary protestant, and issued forth on the lane what time the rest of
-the civilised world was sitting down to lessons.
-
-The scene was familiar enough; and yet, this morning, how different
-it all seemed! The act, with its daring, tinted everything with new
-strange hues; affecting the individual with a sort of bruised feeling
-just below the pit of the stomach, that was intensified whenever his
-thoughts flew back to the ink-stained smelly schoolroom. And could
-this be really me? or was I only contemplating, from the schoolroom
-aforesaid, some other jolly young mutineer, faring forth under the
-genial sun? Anyhow, here was the friendly well, in its old place,
-half-way up the lane. Hither the yoke-shouldering village-folk were
-wont to come to fill their clinking buckets; when the drippings made
-worms of wet in the thick dust of the road. They had flat wooden
-crosses inside each pail, which floated on the top and (we were
-instructed) served to prevent the water from slopping over. We used
-to wonder by what magic this strange principle worked, and who first
-invented the crosses, and whether he got a peerage for it. But indeed
-the well was a centre of mystery, for a hornet’s nest was somewhere
-hard by, and the very thought was fearsome. Wasps we knew well
-and disdained, storming them in their fastnesses. But these great
-Beasts, vestured in angry orange, three stings from which—so ’twas
-averred—would kill a horse, these were of a different kidney, and
-their dreadful drone suggested prudence and retreat. At this time
-neither villagers nor hornets encroached on the stillness: lessons,
-apparently, pervaded all nature. So, after dabbling awhile in the
-well—what boy has ever passed a bit of water without messing in it?—I
-scrambled through the hedge, shunning the hornet-haunted side, and
-struck into the silence of the copse.
-
-If the lane had been deserted, this was loneliness become personal.
-Here mystery lurked and peeped; here brambles caught and held you
-with a purpose of their own; here saplings whipped your face with
-human spite. The copse, too, proved vaster in extent, more direfully
-drawn out, than one would ever have guessed from its frontage on the
-lane: and I was really glad when at last the wood opened and sloped
-down to a streamlet brawling forth into the sunlight. By this cheery
-companion I wandered along, conscious of little but that Nature, in
-providing store of water-rats, had thoughtfully furnished provender
-of right-sized stones. Rapids, also, there were, telling of canoes
-and portages—crinkling bays and inlets—caves for pirates and hidden
-treasures—the wise Dame had forgotten nothing—till at last, after what
-lapse of time I know not, my further course, though not the stream’s,
-was barred by some six feet of stout wire netting, stretched from side
-to side just where a thick hedge, arching till it touched, forbade all
-further view.
-
-The excitement of the thing was becoming thrilling. A Black Flag must
-surely be fluttering close by? Here was most plainly a malignant
-contrivance of the Pirates, designed to baffle our gun-boats when we
-dashed up-stream to shell them from their lair! A gun-boat, indeed,
-might well have hesitated, so stout was the netting, so close the
-hedge. But I spied where a rabbit was wont to pass, close down by the
-water’s edge; where a rabbit could go a boy could follow, howbeit
-stomach-wise and with one leg in the stream; so the passage was
-achieved, and I stood inside, safe but breathless at the sight.
-
-Gone was the brambled waste, gone the flickering tangle of woodland.
-Instead, terrace after terrace of shaven sward, stone-edged,
-urn-cornered, stepped delicately down to where the stream, now tamed
-and educated, passed from one to another marble basin, in which on
-occasion gleams of red hinted at gold-fish poised among the spreading
-water-lilies. The scene lay silent and slumbrous in the brooding
-noon-day sun: the drowsing peacock squatted humped on the lawn, no fish
-leaped in the pools, no bird declared himself from the trim secluding
-hedges. Self-confessed it was here, then, at last, the Garden of Sleep!
-
-Two things, in those old days, I held in especial distrust: gamekeepers
-and gardeners. Seeing, however, no baleful apparitions of either
-quality, I pursued my way between rich flower-beds, in search of the
-necessary Princess. Conditions declared her presence patently as
-trumpets; without this centre such surroundings could not exist. A
-pavilion, gold-topped, wreathed with lush jessamine, beckoned with
-a special significance over close-set shrubs. There, if anywhere,
-She should be enshrined. Instinct, and some knowledge of the habits
-of princesses, triumphed; for (indeed) there She was! In no tranced
-repose, however, but laughingly, struggling to disengage her hand from
-the grasp of a grown-up man who occupied the marble bench with her.
-(As to age, I suppose now that the two swung in respective scales that
-pivoted on twenty. But children heed no minor distinctions. To them,
-the inhabited world is composed of the two main divisions: children
-and upgrown people; the latter in no way superior to the former—only
-hopelessly different. These two, then, belonged to the grown-up
-section.) I paused, thinking it strange they should prefer seclusion
-when there were fish to be caught, and butterflies to hunt in the sun
-outside; and as I cogitated thus, the grown-up man caught sight of me.
-
-‘Hallo, sprat!’ he said with some abruptness; ‘Where do you spring
-from?’
-
-‘I came up the stream,’ I explained politely and comprehensively, ‘and
-I was only looking for the Princess.’
-
-‘Then you are a water-baby,’ he replied. ‘And what do you think of the
-Princess, now you’ve found her?’
-
-‘I think she is lovely,’ I said (and doubtless I was right, having
-never learned to flatter). ‘But she’s wide-awake, so I suppose somebody
-has kissed her!’
-
-This very natural deduction moved the grown-up man to laughter; but the
-Princess, turning red and jumping up, declared that it was time for
-lunch.
-
-‘Come along, then,’ said the grown-up man; ‘and you too, water-baby.
-Come and have something solid. You must want it.’
-
-I accompanied them without any feeling of false delicacy. The world,
-as known to me, was spread with food each several mid-day, and the
-particular table one sat at seemed a matter of no importance. The
-palace was very sumptuous and beautiful, just what a palace ought
-to be; and we were met by a stately lady, rather more grown-up than
-the Princess—apparently her mother. My friend the Man was very kind,
-and introduced me as the Captain, saying I had just run down from
-Aldershot. I didn’t know where Aldershot was, but I had no manner of
-doubt that he was perfectly right. As a rule, indeed, grown-up people
-are fairly correct on matters of fact; it is in the higher gift of
-imagination that they are so sadly to seek.
-
-The lunch was excellent and varied. Another gentleman in beautiful
-clothes—a lord presumably—lifted me into a high carved chair, and stood
-behind it, brooding over me like a Providence. I endeavoured to explain
-who I was and where I had come from, and to impress the company with
-my own toothbrush and Harold’s tables; but either they were stupid—or
-is it a characteristic of Fairyland that every one laughs at the
-most ordinary remarks? My friend the Man said good-naturedly, ‘All
-right, Water-baby; you came up the stream, and that’s good enough for
-us.’ The lord—a reserved sort of man, I thought—took no share in the
-conversation.
-
-After lunch I walked on the terrace with the Princess and my friend the
-Man, and was very proud. And I told him what I was going to be, and
-he told me what he was going to be; and then I remarked, ‘I suppose
-you two are going to get married?’ He only laughed, after the Fairy
-fashion. ‘Because if you aren’t,’ I added, ‘you really ought to’:
-meaning only that a man who discovered a Princess, living in the right
-sort of Palace like this, and didn’t marry her there and then, was
-false to all recognised tradition.
-
-They laughed again, and my friend suggested I should go down to the
-pond and look at the gold-fish, while they went for a stroll. I was
-sleepy, and assented; but before they left me, the grown-up man
-put two half-crowns in my hand, for the purpose, he explained, of
-treating the other water-babies. I was so touched by this crowning
-mark of friendship that I nearly cried; and I thought much more of his
-generosity than of the fact that the Princess, ere she moved away,
-stooped down and kissed me.
-
-I watched them disappear down the path—how naturally arms seem to go
-round waists in Fairyland!—and then, my cheek on the cool marble,
-lulled by the trickle of water, I slipped into dreamland out of real
-and magic world alike. When I woke, the sun had gone in, a chill wind
-set all the leaves a-whispering, and the peacock on the lawn was
-harshly calling up the rain. A wild unreasoning panic possessed me,
-and I sped out of the garden like a guilty thing, wriggled through
-the rabbit-run, and threaded my doubtful way homewards, hounded by
-nameless terrors. The half-crowns happily remained solid and real to
-the touch; but could I hope to bear such treasure safely through the
-brigand-haunted wood? It was a dirty, weary little object that entered
-its home, at nightfall, by the unassuming aid of the scullery-window:
-and only to be sent tealess to bed seemed infinite mercy to him.
-Officially tealess, that is; for, as was usual after such escapades,
-a sympathetic housemaid, coming delicately by back-stairs, stayed him
-with chunks of cold pudding and condolence, till his small skin was
-tight as any drum. Then, nature asserting herself, I passed into the
-comforting kingdom of sleep, where, a golden carp of fattest build, I
-oared it in translucent waters with a new half-crown snug under right
-fin and left; and thrust up a nose through water-lily leaves to be
-kissed by a rose-flushed Princess.
-
-[Illustration: “... AND THEN, MY CHEEK ON THE COOL MARBLE, LULLED BY
-THE TRICKLE OF WATER, I SLIPPED INTO DREAMLAND OUT OF REAL AND MAGIC
-WORLD ALIKE”]
-
-
-
-
-SAWDUST AND SIN
-
-
-A BELT of rhododendrons grew close down to one side of our pond; and
-along the edge of it many things flourished rankly. If you crept
-through the undergrowth and crouched by the water’s rim, it was easy—if
-your imagination were in healthy working order—to transport yourself
-in a trice to the heart of a tropical forest. Overhead the monkeys
-chattered, parrots flashed from bough to bough, strange large blossoms
-shone all round you, and the push and rustle of great beasts moving
-unseen thrilled you deliciously. And if you lay down with your nose
-an inch or two from the water, it was not long ere the old sense of
-proportion vanished clean away. The glittering insects that darted to
-and fro on its surface became sea-monsters dire, the gnats that hung
-above them swelled to albatrosses, and the pond itself stretched out
-into a vast inland sea, whereon a navy might ride secure, and whence at
-any moment the hairy scalp of a sea-serpent might be seen to emerge.
-
-It is impossible, however, to play at tropical forests properly, when
-homely accents of the human voice intrude; and all my hopes of seeing
-a tiger seized by a crocodile while drinking (_vide_ picture-books,
-_passim_) vanished abruptly, and earth resumed her old dimensions,
-when the sound of Charlotte’s prattle somewhere hard by broke in on my
-primæval seclusion. Looking out from the bushes, I saw her trotting
-towards an open space of lawn the other side the pond, chattering to
-herself in her accustomed fashion, a doll tucked under either arm,
-and her brow knit with care. Propping up her double burthen against a
-friendly stump, she sat down in front of them, as full of worry and
-anxiety as a Chancellor on a Budget night.
-
-Her victims, who stared resignedly in front of them, were recognisable
-as Jerry and Rosa. Jerry hailed from far Japan: his hair was straight
-and black, his one garment cotton of a simple blue; and his reputation
-was distinctly bad. Jerome was his proper name, from his supposed
-likeness to the holy man who hung in a print on the staircase; though
-a shaven crown was the only thing in common ’twixt Western saint and
-Eastern sinner. Rosa was typical British, from her flaxen poll to the
-stout calves she displayed so liberally; and in character she was of
-the blameless order of those who have not yet been found out.
-
-I suspected Jerry from the first. There was a latent devilry in his
-slant eyes as he sat there moodily; and knowing what he was capable of,
-I scented trouble in store for Charlotte. Rosa I was not so sure about;
-she sat demurely and upright, and looked far away into the tree-tops in
-a visionary, world-forgetting sort of way; yet the prim purse of her
-mouth was somewhat overdone, and her eyes glittered unnaturally.
-
-‘Now, I’m going to begin where I left off,’ said Charlotte, regardless
-of stops, and thumping the turf with her fist excitedly: ‘and you must
-pay attention, ’cos this is a treat, to have a story told you before
-you’re put to bed. Well, so the White Rabbit scuttled off down the
-passage and Alice hoped he’d come back ’cos he had a waistcoat on and
-her flamingo flew up a tree—but we haven’t got to that part yet, you
-must wait a minute, and—where had I got to?’
-
-[Illustration: “‘NOW WE’LL GO ON,’ BEGAN CHARLOTTE ONCE MORE”]
-
-Jerry only remained passive until Charlotte had got well under way, and
-then began to heel over quietly in Rosa’s direction. His head fell on
-her plump shoulder, causing her to start nervously.
-
-Charlotte seized and shook him with vigour. ‘O Jerry,’ she cried
-piteously, ‘if you’re not going to be good, how ever shall I tell you
-my story?’
-
-Jerry’s face was injured innocence itself. ‘Blame if you like, Madam,’
-he seemed to say, ‘the eternal laws of gravitation, but not a helpless
-puppet, who is also an orphan and a stranger in the land.’
-
-‘Now we’ll go on,’ began Charlotte once more. ‘So she got into the
-garden at last—I’ve left out a lot but you won’t care, I’ll tell you
-some other time—and they were all playing croquet, and that’s where the
-flamingo comes in, and the Queen shouted out, “Off with her head!”’
-
-At this point Jerry collapsed forward, suddenly and completely, his
-bald pate between his knees. Charlotte was not very angry this time.
-The sudden development of tragedy in the story had evidently been too
-much for the poor fellow. She straightened him out, wiped his nose,
-and, after trying him in various positions, to which he refused to
-adapt himself, she propped him against the shoulder of the (apparently)
-unconscious Rosa. Then my eyes were opened, and the full measure of
-Jerry’s infamy became apparent. This, then, was what he had been
-playing up for! The rascal had designs, had he? I resolved to keep him
-under close observation.
-
-‘If you’d been in the garden,’ went on Charlotte reproachfully, ‘and
-flopped down like that when the Queen said “Off with his head!” she’d
-have offed with your head; but Alice wasn’t that sort of girl at all.
-She just said, “I’m not afraid of you, you’re nothing but a pack of
-cards”—O dear! I’ve got to the end already, and I hadn’t begun hardly!
-I never can make my stories last out! Never mind, I’ll tell you another
-one.’
-
-Jerry didn’t seem to care, now he had gained his end, whether the
-stories lasted out or not. He was nestling against Rosa’s plump form
-with a look of satisfaction that was simply idiotic; and one arm had
-disappeared from view—was it round her waist? Rosa’s natural blush
-seemed deeper than usual, her head inclined shyly—it must have been
-round her waist.
-
-‘If it wasn’t so near your bedtime,’ continued Charlotte reflectively,
-‘I’d tell you a nice story with a bogy in it. But you’d be frightened,
-and you’d dream of bogies all night. So I’ll tell you one about a White
-Bear, only you mustn’t scream when the bear says ‘Wow,’ like I used to,
-’cos he’s a good bear really——’
-
-Here Rosa fell flat on her back in the deadest of faints. Her limbs
-were rigid, her eyes glassy. What had Jerry been doing? It must have
-been something very bad, for her to take on like that. I scrutinised
-him carefully, while Charlotte ran to comfort the damsel. He appeared
-to be whistling a tune and regarding the scenery. If I only possessed
-Jerry’s command of feature, I thought to myself, half regretfully, I
-would never be found out in anything.
-
-‘It’s all your fault, Jerry,’ said Charlotte reproachfully, when the
-lady had been restored to consciousness: ‘Rosa’s as good as gold except
-when you make her wicked. I’d put you in the corner, only a stump
-hasn’t got a corner—wonder why that is? Thought everything had corners.
-Never mind, you’ll have to sit with your face to the wall—_so_. Now you
-can sulk if you like!’
-
-Jerry seemed to hesitate a moment between the bliss of indulgence in
-sulks with a sense of injury, and the imperious summons of beauty
-waiting to be wooed at his elbow; then, overmastered by his passion, he
-fell sideways across Rosa’s lap. One arm stuck stiffly upwards, as in
-passionate protestation; his amorous countenance was full of entreaty.
-Rosa hesitated—wavered—yielded, crushing his slight frame under the
-weight of her full-bodied surrender.
-
-Charlotte had stood a good deal, but it was possible to abuse even her
-patience. Snatching Jerry from his lawless embraces, she reversed him
-across her knee, and then—the outrage offered to the whole superior
-sex in Jerry’s hapless person was too painful to witness; but though
-I turned my head away the sound of brisk slaps continued to reach my
-tingling ears. When I dared to look again, Jerry was sitting up as
-before; his garment, somewhat crumpled, was restored to its original
-position; but his pallid countenance was set hard. Knowing as I did,
-only too well, what a volcano of passion and shame must be seething
-under that impassive exterior, for the moment I felt sorry for him.
-
-Rosa’s face was still buried in her frock; it might have been shame, it
-might have been grief for Jerry’s sufferings. But the callous Japanese
-never even looked her way. His heart was exceeding bitter within him.
-In merely following up his natural impulses he had run his head against
-convention, and learned how hard a thing it was; and the sunshiny world
-was all black to him. Even Charlotte softened somewhat at the sight of
-his rigid misery. ‘If you’ll say you’re sorry, Jerome,’ she said, ‘I’ll
-say I’m sorry, too.’
-
-Jerry only dropped his shoulders against the stump and stared out in
-the direction of his dear native Japan, where love was no sin, and
-smacking had not been introduced. Why had he ever left it? He would
-go back to-morrow! And yet there were obstacles: another grievance.
-Nature, in endowing Jerry with every grace of form and feature, along
-with a sensitive soul, had somehow forgotten the gift of locomotion.
-
-There was a crackling in the bushes behind me, with sharp short pants
-as of a small steam-engine, and Rollo, the black retriever, just
-released from his chain by some friendly hand, burst through the
-underwood, seeking congenial company. I joyfully hailed him to stop and
-be a panther, but he sped away round the pond, upset Charlotte with a
-boisterous caress, and seizing Jerry by the middle, disappeared with
-him down the drive. Charlotte panting, raved behind the swift-footed
-avenger of crime; Rosa lay dishevelled, bereft of consciousness; Jerry
-himself spread helpless arms to heaven, and I almost thought I heard a
-cry for mercy, a tardy promise of amendment. But it was too late. The
-Black Man had got Jerry at last; and though the tear of sensibility
-might bedew an eye or two for his lost sake, no one who really knew him
-could deny the justice of his fate.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-‘YOUNG ADAM CUPID’
-
-
-NOBODY would have suspected Edward of being in love, had it not been
-that after breakfast, with an overacted carelessness, ‘Anybody who
-likes,’ he said, ‘can feed my rabbits,’ and he disappeared, with a
-jauntiness that deceived nobody, in the direction of the orchard. Now
-kingdoms might totter and reel, and convulsions play skittles with
-the map of Europe; but the iron unwritten law prevailed, that each
-boy severely fed his own rabbits. There was good ground, then, for
-suspicion and alarm; and while the lettuce leaves were being drawn
-through the wires, Harold and I conferred seriously on the situation.
-
-It may be thought that the affair was none of our business; and indeed
-we cared little as individuals. We were only concerned as members of a
-corporation, for each of whom the mental or physical ailment of one of
-his fellows might have far-reaching effects. It was thought best that
-Harold, as least open to suspicion of motive, should be despatched to
-probe and peer. His instructions were, to proceed by a report on the
-health of our rabbits in particular; to glide gently into a discussion
-concerning rabbits in general, their customs, practices, and vices;
-and to pass thence, by a natural transition, to the female sex, the
-inherent flaws in its composition, and the reasons for regarding it
-(speaking broadly) as dirt. He was especially to be very diplomatic,
-and then to return and report progress. He departed on his mission
-gaily; but his absence was short, and his return, discomfited and in
-tears, seemed to betoken some want of parts for diplomacy. He had found
-Edward, it appeared, pacing the orchard, with the sort of set smile
-that mountebanks wear in their precarious antics, fixed painfully on
-his face, as with pins. Harold had opened well, on the rabbit subject,
-but, with a fatal confusion between the abstract and the concrete, had
-then gone on to remark that Edward’s lop-eared doe, with her long
-hindlegs and contemptuous twitch of the nose, always reminded him of
-Sabina Larkin (a nine-year-old damsel, child of a neighbouring farmer):
-at which point Edward, it would seem, had turned upon and savagely
-maltreated him, twisting his arm and punching him in the short ribs.
-So that Harold returned to the rabbit-hutches preceded by long-drawn
-wails: anon wishing, with tears and sobs, that he were a man, to kick
-his love-lorn brother; anon lamenting that ever he had been born.
-
-I was not big enough to stand up to Edward personally, so I had to
-console the sufferer by allowing him to grease the wheels of the
-donkey-cart—a luscious treat that had been specially reserved for me,
-a week past, by the gardener’s boy, for putting in a good word on
-his behalf with the new kitchen-maid. Harold was soon all smiles and
-grease; and I was not, on the whole, dissatisfied with the significant
-hint that had been gained as to the _fons et origo mali_.
-
-Fortunately, means were at hand for resolving any doubts on the
-subject, since the morning was Sunday, and already the bells were
-ringing for church. Lest the connexion may not be evident at first
-sight, I should explain that the gloomy period of church-time, with its
-enforced inaction and its lack of real interest—passed, too, within
-sight of all that the village held of fairest—was just the one when a
-young man’s fancies lightly turned to thoughts of love. The rest of
-the week afforded no leisure for such trifling; but in church—well,
-there was really nothing else to do! True, noughts-and-crosses might be
-indulged in on flyleaves of prayer-books while the Litany dragged its
-slow length along; but what balm or what solace could be found for the
-Sermon? Naturally the eye, wandering here and there among the serried
-ranks, made bold untrammelled choice among our fair fellow-supplicants.
-It was in this way that, some months earlier, under the exceptional
-strain of the Athanasian Creed, my roving fancy had settled upon the
-baker’s wife as a fit object for a life-long devotion. Her riper charms
-had conquered a heart which none of her be-muslined tittering juniors
-had been able to subdue; and that she was already wedded had never
-occurred to me as any bar to my affection. Edward’s general demeanour,
-then, during morning service was safe to convict him; but there was
-also a special test for the particular case. It happened that we sat in
-a transept, and, the Larkins being behind us, Edward’s only chance of
-feasting on Sabina’s charms was in the all-too fleeting interval when
-we swung round eastwards. I was not mistaken. During the singing of the
-Benedictus the impatient one made several false starts, and at last he
-slewed fairly round before ‘As it was in the beginning, is now, and
-ever shall be’ was half finished. The evidence was conclusive: a court
-of law could have desired no better.
-
-The fact being patent, the next thing was to grapple with it; and my
-mind was fully occupied during the sermon. There was really nothing
-unfair or unbrotherly in my attitude. A philosophic affection such as
-mine own, which clashed with nothing, was (I held) permissible; but the
-volcanic passions in which Edward indulged about once a quarter were a
-serious interference with business. To make matters worse, next week
-there was a circus coming to the neighbourhood, to which we had all
-been strictly forbidden to go; and without Edward no visit in contempt
-of law and orders could be successfully brought off. I had sounded
-him as to the circus on our way to church, and he had replied briefly
-that the very thought of a clown made him sick. Morbidity could no
-further go. But the sermon came to an end without any line of conduct
-having suggested itself; and I walked home in some depression, feeling
-sadly that Venus was in the ascendant and in direful opposition, while
-Auriga—the circus star—drooped declinant, perilously near the horizon.
-
-By the irony of fate, Aunt Eliza, of all people, turned out to be the
-_Dea ex machinâ_. The thing fell out in this wise. It was that lady’s
-obnoxious practice to issue forth, of a Sunday afternoon, on a visit of
-state to such farmers and cottagers as dwelt at hand; on which occasion
-she was wont to hale a reluctant boy along with her, from the mixed
-motives of propriety and his soul’s health. Much cudgelling of brains,
-I suppose, had on that particular day made me torpid and unwary.
-Anyhow, when a victim came to be sought for, I fell an easy prey, while
-the others fled scatheless and whooping. Our first visit was to the
-Larkins. Here ceremonial might be viewed in its finest flower, and we
-conducted ourselves, like Queen Elizabeth when she trod the measure,
-‘high and disposedly.’ In the low oak-panelled parlour cake and currant
-wine were set forth, and, after courtesies and compliments exchanged,
-Aunt Eliza, greatly condescending, talked the fashions with Mrs.
-Larkin; while the farmer and I, perspiring with the unusual effort,
-exchanged remarks on the mutability of the weather and the steady fall
-in the price of corn. (Who would have thought, to hear us, that only
-two short days ago we had confronted each other on either side of a
-hedge? I triumphant, provocative, derisive? He flushed, wroth, cracking
-his whip, and volleying forth profanity? So powerful is all-subduing
-ceremony!) Sabina the while, demurely seated with a _Pilgrim’s
-Progress_ on her knee, and apparently absorbed in a brightly-coloured
-presentment of ‘Apollyon Straddling Right across the Way,’ eyed me at
-times with shy interest; but repelled all Aunt Eliza’s advances with a
-frigid politeness for which I could not sufficiently admire her.
-
-‘It’s surprising to me,’ I heard my aunt remark presently, ‘how
-my eldest nephew, Edward, despises little girls. I heard him tell
-Charlotte the other day that he wished he could exchange her for a
-pair of Japanese guinea-pigs. It made the poor child cry. Boys are so
-heartless!’ (I saw Sabina stiffen as she sat, and her tip-tilted nose
-twitched scornfully.) ‘Now this boy here——’ (my soul descended into my
-very boots. Could the woman have intercepted any of my amorous glances
-at the baker’s wife?) ‘Now this boy,’ my aunt went on, ‘is more human
-altogether. Only yesterday he took his sister to the baker’s shop, and
-spent his only penny buying her sweets. I thought it showed such a nice
-disposition. I wish Edward were more like him!’
-
-I breathed again. It was unnecessary to explain my real motives
-for that visit to the baker’s. Sabina’s face softened, and her
-contemptuous nose descended from its altitude of scorn; she gave me one
-shy glance of kindness, and then concentrated her attention upon Mercy
-knocking at the Wicket Gate. I felt awfully mean as regarded Edward;
-but what could I do? I was in Gaza, gagged and bound; the Philistines
-hemmed me in.
-
-The same evening the storm burst, the bolt fell, and—to continue the
-metaphor—the atmosphere grew serene and clear once more. The evening
-service was shorter than usual, the vicar, as he ascended the pulpit
-steps, having dropped two pages out of his sermon-case—unperceived by
-any but ourselves, either at the moment or subsequently when the hiatus
-was reached; so, as we joyfully shuffled out I whispered Edward that
-by racing home at top speed we should make time to assume our bows and
-arrows (laid aside for the day) and play at Indians and buffaloes with
-Aunt Eliza’s fowls—already strolling roostwards, regardless of their
-doom—before that sedately stepping lady could return. Edward hung at
-the door, wavering; the suggestion had unhallowed charms. At that
-moment Sabina issued primly forth, and, seeing Edward, put out her
-tongue at him in the most exasperating manner conceivable; then passed
-on her way, her shoulders rigid, her dainty head held high. A man can
-stand very much in the cause of love: poverty, aunts, rivals, barriers
-of every sort, all these only serve to fan the flame. But personal
-ridicule is a shaft that reaches the very vitals. Edward led the race
-home at a speed which one of Ballantyne’s heroes might have equalled
-but never surpassed; and that evening the Indians dispersed Aunt
-Eliza’s fowls over several square miles of country, so that the tale
-of them remaineth incomplete unto this day. Edward himself, cheering
-wildly, pursued the big Cochin-China cock till the bird sank gasping
-under the drawing-room window, whereat its mistress stood petrified;
-and after supper, in the shrubbery, smoked a half-consumed cigar he had
-picked up in the road, and declared to an awe-stricken audience his
-final, his immitigable resolve to go into the army.
-
-[Illustration: “EDWARD LED THE RACE HOME AT A SPEED WHICH ONE OF
-BALLANTYNE’S HEROES MIGHT HAVE EQUALLED BUT NEVER SURPASSED”]
-
-The crisis was past, and Edward was saved!... And yet ... _sunt
-lachrymæ rerum_ ... to me watching the cigar-stump alternately
-pale and glow against the dark background of laurel, a vision of a
-tip-tilted nose, of a small head poised scornfully, seemed to hover
-on the gathering gloom—seemed to grow and fade and grow again, like
-the grin of the Cheshire cat—pathetically, reproachfully even; and the
-charms of the baker’s wife slipped from my memory like snow-wreaths in
-thaw. After all, Sabina was nowise to blame: why should the child be
-punished? To-morrow I would give them the slip, and stroll round by
-her garden promiscuous-like, at a time when the farmer was safe in the
-rick-yard. If nothing came of it, there was no harm done; and if on the
-contrary...!
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-THE BURGLARS
-
-
-IT was much too fine a night to think of going to bed at once, and
-so, although the witching hour of nine P.M. had struck, Edward and
-I were still leaning out of the open window in our nightshirts,
-watching the play of the cedar-branch shadows on the moonlit lawn, and
-planning schemes of fresh devilry for the sunshiny morrow. From below,
-strains of the jocund piano declared that the Olympians were enjoying
-themselves in their listless impotent way; for the new curate had
-been bidden to dinner that night, and was at the moment unclerically
-proclaiming to all the world that he feared no foe. His discordant
-vociferations doubtless started a train of thought in Edward’s mind,
-for he presently remarked, _à propos_ of nothing whatever that had been
-said before, ‘I believe the new curate’s rather gone on Aunt Maria.’
-
-I scouted the notion; ‘Why, she’s quite old,’ I said. (She must have
-seen some five-and-twenty summers.)
-
-‘Of course she is,’ replied Edward scornfully. ‘It’s not her, it’s her
-money he’s after, you bet!’
-
-‘Didn’t know she had any money,’ I observed timidly.
-
-‘Sure to have,’ said my brother with confidence. ‘Heaps and heaps.’
-
-Silence ensued, both our minds being busy with the new situation thus
-presented: mine, in wonderment at this flaw that so often declared
-itself in enviable natures of fullest endowment,—in a grown-up man
-and a good cricketer, for instance, even as this curate; Edward’s
-(apparently) in the consideration of how such a state of things,
-supposing it existed, could be best turned to his own advantage.
-
-‘Bobby Ferris told me,’ began Edward in due course, ‘that there was a
-fellow spooning his sister once——’
-
-‘What’s spooning?’ I asked meekly.
-
-‘O _I_ dunno,’ said Edward indifferently. ‘It’s—it’s—it’s just a thing
-they do, you know. And he used to carry notes and messages and things
-between ’em, and he got a shilling almost every time.’
-
-‘What, from each of ’em?’ I innocently inquired.
-
-Edward looked at me with scornful pity. ‘Girls never have any money,’
-he briefly explained. ‘But she did his exercises, and got him out of
-rows, and told stories for him when he needed it—and much better ones
-than he could have made up for himself. Girls are useful in some ways.
-So he was living in clover, when unfortunately they went and quarrelled
-about something.’
-
-‘Don’t see what that’s got to do with it,’ I said.
-
-‘Nor don’t I,’ rejoined Edward. ‘But any how the notes and things
-stopped, and so did the shillings. Bobby was fairly cornered, for he
-had bought two ferrets on tick, and promised to pay a shilling a week,
-thinking the shillings were going on for ever, the silly young ass. So
-when the week was up, and he was being dunned for the shilling, he
-went off to the fellow and said: “Your broken-hearted Bella implores
-you to meet her at sundown. By the hollow oak as of old, be it only for
-a moment. Do not fail!” He got all that out of some rotten book, of
-course. The fellow looked puzzled and said:
-
-‘“What hollow oak? I don’t know any hollow oak.”
-
-‘“Perhaps it was the Royal Oak?” said Bobby promptly, ’cos he saw he
-had made a slip, through trusting too much to the rotten book; but this
-didn’t seem to make the fellow any happier.’
-
-‘Should think not,’ I said, ‘the Royal Oak’s an awful low sort of pub.’
-
-‘I know,’ said Edward. ‘Well, at last the fellow said, “I think I know
-what she means: the hollow tree in your father’s paddock. It happens to
-be an elm, but she wouldn’t know the difference. All right: say I’ll be
-there.” Bobby hung about a bit, for he hadn’t got his money. “She was
-crying awfully,” he said. Then he got his shilling.
-
-‘And wasn’t the fellow riled,’ I inquired, ‘when he got to the place
-and found nothing?’
-
-‘He found Bobby,’ said Edward indignantly. ‘Young Ferris was a
-gentleman, every inch of him. He brought the fellow another message
-from Bella: “I dare not leave the house. My cruel parents immure me
-closely. If you only knew what I suffer. Your broken-hearted Bella.”
-Out of the same rotten book. This made the fellow a little suspicious,
-’cos it was the old Ferrises who had been keen about the thing all
-through. The fellow, you see, had tin.’
-
-‘But what’s that got to——’ I began again.
-
-‘O _I_ dunno,’ said Edward impatiently. ‘I’m telling you just what
-Bobby told me. He got suspicious, anyhow, but he couldn’t exactly call
-Bella’s brother a liar, so Bobby escaped for the time. But when he
-was in a hole next week, over a stiff French exercise, and tried the
-same sort of game on his sister, she was too sharp for him, and he got
-caught out. Somehow women seem more mistrustful than men. They’re so
-beastly suspicious by nature, you know.’
-
-‘_I_ know,’ said I. ‘But did the two—the fellow and the sister—make it
-up afterwards?’
-
-‘I don’t remember about that,’ replied Edward indifferently; ‘but Bobby
-got packed off to school a whole year earlier than his people meant to
-send him. Which was just what he wanted. So you see it all came right
-in the end!’
-
-I was trying to puzzle out the moral of this story—it was evidently
-meant to contain one somewhere—when a flood of golden lamplight
-mingled with the moon-rays on the lawn, and Aunt Maria and the new
-curate strolled out on the grass below us, and took the direction of a
-garden-seat which was backed by a dense laurel shrubbery reaching round
-in a half-circle to the house. Edward meditated moodily. ‘If we only
-knew what they were talking about,’ said he, ‘you’d soon see whether I
-was right or not. Look here! Let’s send the kid down by the porch to
-reconnoitre!’
-
-‘Harold’s asleep,’ I said; ‘it seems rather a shame——’
-
-‘O rot!’ said my brother; ‘he’s the youngest, and he’s got to do as
-he’s told!’
-
-So the luckless Harold was hauled out of bed and given his
-sailing-orders. He was naturally rather vexed at being stood up
-suddenly on the cold floor, and the job had no particular interest for
-him; but he was both staunch and well disciplined. The means of exit
-were simple enough. A porch of iron trellis came up to within easy
-reach of the window, and was habitually used by all three of us, when
-modestly anxious to avoid public notice. Harold climbed deftly down the
-porch like a white rat, and his night-gown glimmered a moment on the
-gravel walk ere he was lost to sight in the darkness of the shrubbery.
-A brief interval of silence ensued; broken suddenly by a sound of
-scuffle, and then a shrill long-drawn squeal, as of metallic surfaces
-in friction. Our scout had fallen into the hands of the enemy!
-
-Indolence alone had made us devolve the task of investigation on
-our younger brother. Now that danger had declared itself, there
-was no hesitation. In a second we were down the side of the porch,
-and crawling Cherokee-wise through the laurels to the back of the
-garden-seat. Piteous was the sight that greeted us. Aunt Maria was on
-the seat, in a white evening frock, looking—for an aunt—really quite
-nice. On the lawn stood an incensed curate, grasping our small brother
-by a large ear, which—judging from the row he was making—seemed on the
-point of parting company with the head it completed and adorned. The
-gruesome noise he was emitting did not really affect us otherwise than
-æsthetically. To one who has tried both, the wail of genuine physical
-anguish is easily distinguishable from the pumped-up _ad misericordiam_
-blubber. Harold’s could clearly be recognised as belonging to the
-latter class. ‘Now you young—’ (whelp, _I_ think it was, but Edward
-stoutly maintains it was devil), said the curate sternly; ‘tell us what
-you mean by it!’
-
-‘Well leggo of my ear then!’ shrilled Harold, ‘and I’ll tell you the
-solemn truth!’
-
-‘Very well,’ agreed the curate, releasing him, ‘now go ahead, and don’t
-lie more than you can help.’
-
-We abode the promised disclosure without the least misgiving; but even
-we had hardly given Harold due credit for his fertility of resource
-and powers of imagination.
-
-‘I had just finished saying my prayers,’ began that young gentleman
-slowly, ‘when I happened to look out of the window, and on the lawn
-I saw a sight which froze the marrow in my veins! A burglar was
-approaching the house with snake-like tread! He had a scowl and a dark
-lantern, and he was armed to the teeth!’
-
-We listened with interest. The style, though unlike Harold’s native
-notes, seemed strangely familiar.
-
-‘Go on,’ said the curate grimly.
-
-‘Pausing in his stealthy career,’ continued Harold, ‘he gave a low
-whistle. Instantly the signal was responded to, and from the adjacent
-shadows two more figures glided forth. The miscreants were both armed
-to the teeth.’
-
-‘Excellent,’ said the curate; ‘proceed.’
-
-‘The robber chief,’ pursued Harold, warming to his work, ‘joined his
-nefarious comrades, and conversed with them in silent tones. His
-expression was truly ferocious, and I ought to have said that he was
-armed to the t——’
-
-‘There, never mind his teeth,’ interrupted the curate rudely; ‘there’s
-too much jaw about you altogether. Hurry up and have done.’
-
-‘I was in a frightful funk,’ continued the narrator, warily guarding
-his ear with his hand, ‘but just then the drawing-room window opened,
-and you and Aunt Maria came out—I mean emerged. The burglars vanished
-silently into the laurels, with horrid implications!’
-
-The curate looked slightly puzzled. The tale was well sustained, and
-certainly circumstantial. After all, the boy might really have seen
-something. How was the poor man to know—though the chaste and lofty
-diction might have supplied a hint—that the whole yarn was a free
-adaptation from the last Penny Dreadful lent us by the knife-and-boot
-boy?
-
-‘Why did you not alarm the house?’ he asked.
-
-‘Cos I was afraid,’ said Harold sweetly, ‘that p’raps they mightn’t
-believe me!’
-
-‘But how did you get down here, you naughty little boy?’ put in Aunt
-Maria.
-
-Harold was hard pressed—by his own flesh and blood, too!
-
-At that moment Edward touched me on the shoulder and glided off through
-the laurels. When some ten yards away he gave a low whistle. I replied
-with another. The effect was magical. Aunt Maria started up with a
-shriek. Harold gave one startled glance around, and then fled like a
-hare, made straight for the back-door, burst in upon the servants at
-supper, and buried himself in the broad bosom of the cook, his special
-ally. The curate faced the laurels—hesitatingly. But Aunt Maria flung
-herself on him. ‘O Mr. Hodgitts!’ I heard her cry, ‘you are brave! for
-my sake do not be rash!’ He was not rash. When I peeped out a second
-later, the coast was entirely clear.
-
-By this time there were sounds of a household timidly emerging; and
-Edward remarked to me that perhaps we had better be off. Retreat
-was an easy matter. A stunted laurel gave a leg-up on to the garden
-wall, which led in its turn to the roof of an out-house, up which,
-at a dubious angle, we could crawl to the window of the box-room.
-This overland route had been revealed to us one day by the domestic
-cat, when hard pressed in the course of an otter-hunt, in which the
-cat—somewhat unwillingly—was filling the title _rôle_; and it had
-proved distinctly useful on occasions like the present. We were snug
-in bed—minus some cuticle from knees and elbows—and Harold, sleepily
-chewing something sticky, had been carried up in the arms of the
-friendly cook, ere the clamour of the burglar-hunters had died away.
-
-[Illustration: “THIS OVERLAND ROUTE HAD BEEN REVEALED TO US ONE DAY BY
-THE DOMESTIC CAT, WHEN HARD PRESSED IN THE COURSE OF AN OTTER-HUNT”]
-
-The curate’s undaunted demeanour, as reported by Aunt Maria, was
-generally supposed to have terrified the burglars into flight, and
-much kudos accrued to him thereby. Some days later, however, when he
-had dropped in to afternoon tea, and was making a mild curatorial
-joke about the moral courage required for taking the last piece of
-bread-and-butter, I felt constrained to remark dreamily, and as it were
-to the universe at large: ‘Mr. Hodgitts! you are brave! for my sake, do
-not be rash!’
-
-Fortunately for me, the vicar also was a caller on that day; and it was
-always a comparatively easy matter to dodge my long-coated friend in
-the open.
-
-
-
-
-A HARVESTING
-
-
-THE year was in its yellowing time, and the face of Nature a study
-in old gold. ‘A field _or_, _semée_ with garbs of the same:’ it may
-be false Heraldry—Nature’s generally is—but it correctly blazons the
-display that Edward and I considered from the rickyard gate. Harold
-was not on in this scene, being stretched upon the couch of pain: the
-special disorder stomachic, as usual. The evening before, Edward, in
-a fit of unwonted amiability, had deigned to carve me out a turnip
-lantern, an art-and-craft he was peculiarly deft in; and Harold, as
-the interior of the turnip flew out in scented fragments under the
-hollowing knife, had eaten largely thereof: regarding all such jetsam
-as his special perquisite. Now he was dreeing his weird, with such
-assistance as the chemist could afford. But Edward and I, knowing that
-this particular field was to be carried to-day, were revelling in the
-privilege of riding in the empty waggons from the rickyard back to the
-sheaves, whence we returned toilfully on foot, to career it again over
-the billowy acres in these great galleys of a stubble sea. It was the
-nearest approach to sailing that we inland urchins might compass: and
-hence it ensued, that such stirring scenes as Sir Richard Grenville on
-the _Revenge_, the smoke-wreathed Battle of the Nile, and the Death of
-Nelson, had all been enacted in turn on these dusty quarter-decks, as
-they swayed and bumped afield.
-
-Another waggon had shot its load, and was jolting out through the
-rickyard gate, as we swung ourselves in, shouting, over its tail.
-Edward was the first up, and, as I gained my feet, he clutched me in a
-death-grapple. I was a privateersman, he proclaimed, and he the captain
-of the British frigate _Terpsichore_, of—I forget the precise number
-of guns. Edward always collared the best parts to himself; but I was
-holding my own gallantly, when I suddenly discovered that the floor we
-battled on was swarming with earwigs. Shrieking, I hurled free of him,
-and rolled over the tail-board on to the stubble. Edward executed a
-war-dance of triumph on the deck of the retreating galleon; but I cared
-little for that. I knew _he_ knew that I wasn’t afraid of him, but that
-I was—and terribly—of earwigs: ‘those mortal bugs o’ the field.’ So I
-let him disappear, shouting lustily for all hands to repel boarders,
-while I strolled inland, down the village.
-
-There was a touch of adventure in the expedition. This was not our
-own village, but a foreign one, distant at least a mile. One felt
-that sense of mingled distinction and insecurity which is familiar to
-the traveller: distinction, in that folk turned the head to note you
-curiously; insecurity, by reason of the ever-present possibility of
-missiles on the part of the younger inhabitants, a class eternally
-Conservative. Elated with isolation, I went even more nose-in-air than
-usual: and ‘even so,’ I mused, ‘might Mungo Park have threaded the
-trackless African forest and....’ Here I plumped against a soft, but
-resisting body.
-
-Recalled to my senses by the shock, I fell back in the attitude every
-boy under these circumstances instinctively adopts—both elbows well up
-over your ears. I found myself facing a tall elderly man, clean-shaven,
-clad in well-worn black—a clergyman evidently; and I noted at once
-a far-away look in his eyes, as if they were used to another plane
-of vision, and could not instantly focus things terrestrial, being
-suddenly recalled thereto. His figure was bent in apologetic protest.
-‘I ask a thousand pardons, sir,’ he said; ‘I am really so very
-absent-minded. I trust you will forgive me.’
-
-Now most boys would have suspected chaff under this courtly style of
-address. I take infinite credit to myself for recognising at once the
-natural attitude of a man to whom his fellows were gentlemen all,
-neither Jew nor Gentile, clean nor unclean. Of course, I took the blame
-on myself; adding, that I was very absent-minded too. Which was indeed
-the case.
-
-‘I perceive,’ he said pleasantly, ‘that we have something in common.
-I, an old man, dream dreams; you, a young one, see visions. Your lot
-is the happier. And now—’ his hand had been resting all this time on
-a wicket-gate—‘you are hot, it is easily seen;—the day is advanced,
-_Virgo_ is the Zodiacal sign. Perhaps I may offer you some poor
-refreshment, if your engagements will permit?’
-
-My only engagement that afternoon was an arithmetic lesson, and I had
-not intended to keep it in any case; so I passed in, while he held
-the gate open politely, murmuring, ‘_Venit Hesperus, ite capellæ_:
-come, little kid!’ and then apologising abjectly for a familiarity
-which (he said) was less his than the Roman poet’s. A straight flagged
-walk led up to the cool-looking old house, and my host, lingering in
-his progress at this rose-tree and that, forgot all about me at least
-twice, waking up and apologising humbly after each lapse. During
-these intervals I put two and two together, and identified him as the
-Rector: a bachelor, eccentric, learned exceedingly, round whom the
-crust of legend was already beginning to form; to myself an object of
-special awe, in that he was alleged to have written a real book. ‘Heaps
-o’ books,’ Martha, my informant, said; but I knew the exact rate of
-discount applicable to Martha’s statements.
-
-[Illustration: “A STRAIGHT FLAGGED WALK LED UP TO THE COOL-LOOKING OLD
-HOUSE, AND MY HOST, LINGERING IN HIS PROGRESS AT THIS ROSE-TREE AND
-THAT, FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME AT LEAST TWICE”]
-
-We passed eventually through a dark hall into a room which struck me
-at once as the ideal I had dreamed but failed to find. None of your
-feminine fripperies here! None of your chair-backs and tidies! This
-man, it was seen, groaned under no aunts. Stout volumes in calf and
-vellum lined three sides; books sprawled or hunched themselves on
-chairs and tables; books diffused the pleasant odour of printers’
-ink and bindings; topping all, a faint aroma of tobacco cheered and
-heartened exceedingly, as under foreign skies the flap and rustle over
-the wayfarer’s head of the Union Jack—the old flag of emancipation! And
-in one corner, book-piled like the rest of the furniture, stood a piano.
-
-This I hailed with a squeal of delight. ‘Want to strum?’ inquired
-my friend, as if it was the most natural wish in the world—his
-eyes were already straying towards another corner, where bits of
-writing-table peeped out from under a sort of Alpine system of book and
-foolscap.
-
-‘O but may I?’ I asked in doubt. ‘At home I’m not allowed to—only
-beastly exercises!’
-
-‘Well, you can strum here, at all events,’ he replied; and murmuring
-absently, ‘_Age, dic Latinum, barbite, carmen_,’ he made his way,
-mechanically guided as it seemed, to the irresistible writing-table.
-In ten seconds he was out of sight and call. A great book open on his
-knee, another propped up in front, a score or so disposed within easy
-reach, he read and jotted with an absorption almost passionate. I might
-have been in Bœotia, for any consciousness he had of me. So with a
-light heart I turned to and strummed.
-
-Those who painfully and with bleeding feet have scaled the crags of
-mastery over musical instruments have yet their loss in this: that the
-wild joy of strumming has become a vanished sense. Their happiness
-comes from the concord and the relative value of the notes they handle:
-the pure, absolute quality and nature of each note in itself are only
-appreciated by the strummer. For some notes have all the sea in them,
-and some cathedral bells; others a woodland joyance and a smell of
-greenery; in some fauns dance to the merry reed, and even the grave
-centaurs peep out from their caves. Some bring moonlight, and some
-the deep crimson of a rose’s heart; some are blue, some red, while
-others will tell of an army with silken standards and march-music. And
-throughout all the sequence of suggestion, up above the little white
-men leap and peep, and strive against the imprisoning wires; and all
-the big rosewood box hums as it were full of hiving bees.
-
-Spent with the rapture, I paused a moment and caught my friend’s
-eye over the edge of a folio. ‘But as for these Germans,’ he began
-abruptly, as if we had been in the middle of a discussion, ‘the
-scholarship is there, I grant you; but the spark, the fine perception,
-the happy intuition, where is it? They get it all from us!’
-
-‘They get nothing whatever from _us_,’ I said decidedly: the word
-German only suggesting Bands, to which Aunt Eliza was bitterly hostile.
-
-‘You think not?’ he rejoined doubtfully, getting up and walking about
-the room. ‘Well, I applaud such fairness and temperance in so young a
-critic. They are qualities—in youth—as rare as they are pleasing. But
-just look at Schrumpffius, for instance—how he struggles and wrestles
-with a simple γἁρ in this very passage here!’
-
-I peeped fearfully through the open door, half-dreading to see some
-sinuous and snark-like conflict in progress on the mat; but all was
-still. I saw no trouble at all in the passage, and I said so.
-
-‘Precisely,’ he cried, delighted. ‘To you, who possess the natural
-scholar’s faculty in so happy a degree, there is no difficulty at all.
-But to this Schrumpffius——’ But here, luckily for me, in came the
-housekeeper, a clean-looking woman of staid aspect.
-
-‘Your tea is in the garden,’ she said severely, as if she were
-correcting a faulty emendation. ‘I’ve put some cakes and things for the
-little gentleman; and you’d better drink it before it gets cold.’
-
-He waved her off and continued his stride, brandishing an aorist over
-my devoted head. The housekeeper waited unmoved till there fell a
-moment’s break in his descant; and then, ‘You’d better drink it before
-it gets cold,’ she observed again, impassively. The wretched man cast a
-deprecating look at me. ‘Perhaps a little tea would be rather nice,’ he
-observed feebly; and to my great relief he led the way into the garden.
-I looked about for the little gentleman, but, failing to discover him,
-I concluded he was absent-minded too, and attacked the ‘cakes and
-things’ with no misgivings.
-
-After a most successful and most learned tea a something happened
-which, small as I was, never quite shook itself out of my memory. To
-us at parley in an arbour over the high road, there entered, slouching
-into view, a dingy tramp, satellited by a frowsy woman and a pariah
-dog; and, catching sight of us, he set up his professional whine; and I
-looked at my friend with the heartiest compassion, for I knew well from
-Martha—it was common talk—that at this time of day he was certainly
-and surely penniless. Morn by morn he started forth with pockets
-lined; and each returning evening found him with never a sou. All this
-he proceeded to explain at length to the tramp, courteously and even
-shamefacedly, as one who was in the wrong; and at last the gentleman
-of the road, realising the hopelessness of his case, set to and cursed
-him with gusto, vocabulary, and abandonment. He reviled his eyes, his
-features, his limbs, his profession, his relatives and surroundings;
-and then slouched off, still oozing malice and filth. We watched the
-party to a turn in the road, where the woman, plainly weary, came to a
-stop. Her lord, after some conventional expletives demanded of him by
-his position, relieved her of her bundle, and caused her to hang on his
-arm with a certain rough kindness of tone, and in action even a dim
-approach to tenderness; and the dingy dog crept up for one lick at her
-hand.
-
-‘See,’ said my friend, bearing somewhat on my shoulder, ‘how this
-strange thing, this love of ours, lives and shines out in the
-unlikeliest of places! You have been in the fields in early morning?
-Barren acres, all! But only stoop—catch the light thwartwise—and all is
-a silver network of gossamer! So the fairy filaments of this strange
-thing underrun and link together the whole world. Yet it is not the old
-imperious god of the fatal bow—ἑρως ανἱκατε μἁχαν—not that—nor even the
-placid respectable στοργἡ—but something still unnamed, perhaps more
-mysterious, more divine! Only one must stoop to see it, old fellow, one
-must stoop!’
-
-The dew was falling, the dusk closing, as I trotted briskly homewards
-down the road. Lonely spaces everywhere, above and around. Only
-Hesperus hung in the sky, solitary, pure, ineffably far-drawn
-and remote; yet infinitely heartening, somehow, in his valorous
-isolation.
-
-
-
-
-SNOWBOUND
-
-
-TWELFTH-NIGHT had come and gone, and life next morning seemed a trifle
-flat and purposeless. But yester-eve, and the mummers were here! They
-had come striding into the old kitchen, powdering the red brick floor
-with snow from their barbaric bedizenments; and stamping, and crossing,
-and declaiming, till all was whirl and riot and shout. Harold was
-frankly afraid: unabashed, he buried himself in the cook’s ample bosom.
-Edward feigned a manly superiority to illusion, and greeted these awful
-apparitions familiarly, as Dick and Harry and Joe. As for me, I was
-too big to run, too rapt to resist the magic and surprise. Whence came
-these outlanders, breaking in on us with song and ordered masque and
-a terrible clashing of wooden swords? And after these, what strange
-visitants might we not look for any quiet night, when the chestnuts
-popped in the ashes, and the old ghost stories drew the awe-stricken
-circle close? Old Merlin, perhaps, ‘all furred in black sheep-skins,
-and a russet gown, with a bow and arrows, and bearing wild geese in his
-hand!’ Or stately Ogier the Dane, recalled from Faëry, asking his way
-to the land that once had need of him! Or even, on some white night,
-the Snow-Queen herself, with a chime of sleigh-bells and the patter
-of reindeer’s feet, halting of a sudden at the door flung wide, while
-aloft the Northern Lights went shaking attendant spears among the quiet
-stars!
-
-This morning, house-bound by the relentless indefatigable snow, I
-was feeling the reaction. Edward, on the contrary, being violently
-stage-struck on this his first introduction to the real Drama, was
-striding up and down the floor, proclaiming ‘Here be I, King Gearge
-the Third,’ in a strong Berkshire accent. Harold, accustomed, as the
-youngest, to lonely antics and to sports that asked no sympathy, was
-absorbed in ‘clubmen’: a performance consisting in a measured progress
-round the room arm-in-arm with an imaginary companion of reverend
-years, with occasional halts at imaginary clubs, where—imaginary
-steps being leisurely ascended—imaginary papers were glanced at,
-imaginary scandal was discussed with elderly shakings of the head,
-and—regrettable to say—imaginary glasses were lifted lipwards. Heaven
-only knows how the germ of this dreary pastime first found way
-into his small-boyish being. It was his own invention, and he was
-proportionately proud of it. Meanwhile Charlotte and I, crouched in
-the window-seat, watched, spell-stricken, the whirl and eddy and drive
-of the innumerable snow-flakes, wrapping our cheery little world in an
-uncanny uniform, ghastly in line and hue.
-
-Charlotte was sadly out of spirits. Having ‘countered’ Miss Smedley at
-breakfast, during some argument or other, by an apt quotation from her
-favourite classic (the _Fairy Book_), she had been gently but firmly
-informed that no such things as fairies ever really existed. ‘Do you
-mean to say it’s all lies?’ asked Charlotte bluntly. Miss Smedley
-deprecated the use of any such unladylike words in any connexion at
-all. ‘These stories had their origin, my dear,’ she explained, ‘in a
-mistaken anthropomorphism in the interpretation of nature. But though
-we are now too well informed to fall into similar errors, there are
-still many beautiful lessons to be learned from these myths——’
-
-[Illustration: “MEANWHILE CHARLOTTE AND I CROUCHED IN THE
-WINDOW-SEAT....”]
-
-‘But how can you learn anything,’ persisted Charlotte, ‘from what
-doesn’t exist?’ And she left the table defiant, howbeit depressed.
-
-‘Don’t you mind _her_,’ I said consolingly; ‘how can she know anything
-about it? Why, she can’t even throw a stone properly!’
-
-‘Edward says they’re all rot, too,’ replied Charlotte doubtfully.
-
-‘Edward says everything’s rot,’ I explained, ‘now he thinks he’s going
-into the Army. If a thing’s in a book it _must_ be true, so that
-settles it!’
-
-Charlotte looked almost reassured. The room was quieter now, for
-Edward had got the dragon down and was boring holes in him with a
-purring sound; Harold was ascending the steps of the Athenæum with
-a jaunty air—suggestive rather of the Junior Carlton. Outside, the
-tall elm-tops were hardly to be seen through the feathery storm. ‘The
-sky’s a-falling,’ quoted Charlotte softly; ‘I must go and tell the
-king.’ The quotation suggested a fairy story, and I offered to read to
-her, reaching out for the book. But the Wee Folk were under a cloud;
-sceptical hints had embittered the chalice. So I was fain to fetch
-_Arthur_—second favourite with Charlotte for his dames riding errant,
-and an easy first with us boys for his spear-splintering crash of
-tourney and hurtle against hopeless odds. Here again, however, I proved
-unfortunate; what ill-luck made the book open at the sorrowful history
-of Balin and Balan? ‘And he vanished anon,’ I read: ‘and so he heard
-an horne blow, as it had been the death of a beast. “That blast,” said
-Balin, “is blowen for me, for I am the prize, and yet am I not dead.”’
-Charlotte began to cry: she knew the rest too well. I shut the book in
-despair. Harold emerged from behind the arm-chair. He was sucking his
-thumb (a thing which members of the Reform are seldom seen to do),
-and he stared wide-eyed at his tear-stained sister. Edward put off his
-histrionics, and rushed up to her as the consoler—a new part for him.
-
-‘I know a jolly story,’ he began. ‘Aunt Eliza told it me. It was when
-she was somewhere over in that beastly abroad’—(he had once spent a
-black month of misery at Dinan)—‘and there was a fellow there who had
-got two storks. And one stork died—it was the she-stork.’—(‘What did
-it die of?’ put in Harold.)—‘And the other stork was quite sorry, and
-moped, and went on, and got very miserable. So they looked about and
-found a duck, and introduced it to the stork. The duck was a drake,
-but the stork didn’t mind, and they loved each other and were as jolly
-as could be. By and by another duck came along—a real she-duck this
-time—and when the drake saw her he fell in love, and left the stork,
-and went and proposed to the duck: for she was very beautiful. But the
-poor stork who was left, he said nothing at all to anybody, but just
-pined and pined and pined away, till one morning he was found quite
-dead! But the ducks lived happily ever afterwards!’
-
-This was Edward’s idea of a jolly story! Down again went the corners
-of poor Charlotte’s mouth. Really Edward’s stupid inability to see the
-real point in anything was _too_ annoying! It was always so. Years
-before, it being necessary to prepare his youthful mind for a domestic
-event that might lead to awkward questionings at a time when there
-was little leisure to invent appropriate answers, it was delicately
-inquired of him whether he would like to have a little brother, or
-perhaps a little sister? He considered the matter carefully in all its
-bearings, and finally declared for a Newfoundland pup. Any boy more
-‘gleg at the uptak’ would have met his parents half-way, and eased
-their burden. As it was, the matter had to be approached all over
-again from a fresh standpoint. And now, while Charlotte turned away
-sniffingly, with a hiccup that told of an overwrought soul, Edward,
-unconscious (like Sir Isaac’s Diamond) of the mischief he had done,
-wheeled round on Harold with a shout.
-
-‘I want a live dragon,’ he announced: ‘You’ve got to be my dragon!’
-
-‘Leave me go, will you?’ squealed Harold, struggling stoutly. ‘I’m
-playin’ at something else. How can I be a dragon and belong to all the
-clubs?’
-
-‘But wouldn’t you like to be a nice scaly dragon, all green,’ said
-Edward, trying persuasion, ‘with a curly tail and red eyes, and
-breathing real smoke and fire?’
-
-Harold wavered an instant: Pall-Mall was still strong in him. The next
-he was grovelling on the floor. No saurian ever swung a tail so scaly
-and so curly as his. Clubland was a thousand years away. With horrific
-pants he emitted smokiest smoke and fiercest fire.
-
-‘Now I want a Princess,’ cried Edward, clutching Charlotte
-ecstatically; ‘and _you_ can be the Doctor, and heal me from the
-dragon’s deadly wound.’
-
-Of all professions I held the sacred art of healing in worst horror
-and contempt. Cataclysmal memories of purge and draught crowded thick
-on me, and with Charlotte—who courted no barren honours—I made a
-break for the door. Edward did likewise, and the hostile forces
-clashed together on the mat, and for a brief space things were mixed
-and chaotic and Arthurian. The silvery sound of the luncheon-bell
-restored an instant peace, even in the teeth of clenched antagonisms
-like ours. The Holy Grail itself, ‘sliding athwart a sunbeam,’ never
-so effectually stilled a riot of warring passions into sweet and quiet
-accord.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-WHAT THEY TALKED ABOUT
-
-
-EDWARD was standing ginger-beer like a gentleman, happening, as the one
-that had last passed under the dentist’s hands, to be the capitalist of
-the flying hour. As in all well-regulated families, the usual tariff
-obtained in ours: half-a-crown a tooth; one shilling only if the
-molar were a loose one. This one, unfortunately—in spite of Edward’s
-interested affectation of agony—had been shakiness undisguised; but the
-event was good enough to run to ginger-beer. As financier, however,
-Edward had claimed exemption from any servile duties of procurement,
-and had swaggered about the garden while I fetched from the village
-post-office, and Harold stole a tumbler from the pantry. Our
-preparations complete, we were sprawling on the lawn; the staidest and
-most self-respecting of the rabbits had been let loose to grace the
-feast, and was lopping demurely about the grass, selecting the juiciest
-plantains; while Selina, as the eldest lady present, was toying, in her
-affected feminine way, with the first full tumbler, daintily fishing
-for bits of broken cork.
-
-‘Hurry up, can’t you?’ growled our host; ‘what are you girls always so
-beastly particular for?’
-
-‘Martha says,’ explained Harold (thirsty too, but still just), ‘that
-if you swallow a bit of cork, it swells, and it swells, and it swells
-inside you, till you——’
-
-‘O bosh!’ said Edward, draining the glass with a fine pretence of
-indifference to consequences, but all the same (as I noticed) dodging
-the floating cork-fragments with skill and judgment.
-
-‘O, it’s all very well to say bosh,’ replied Harold nettled: ‘but every
-one knows it’s true but you. Why, when Uncle Thomas was here last, and
-they got up a bottle of wine for him, he took just one tiny sip out of
-his glass, and then he said, “Poo, my goodness, that’s corked!” And
-he wouldn’t touch it. And they had to get a fresh bottle up. The funny
-part was, though, I looked in his glass afterwards, when it was brought
-out into the passage, and there wasn’t any cork in it at all! So I
-drank it all off, and it was very good!’
-
-‘You’d better be careful, young man!’ said his elder brother, regarding
-him severely: ‘D’you remember that night when the Mummers were here,
-and they had mulled port, and you went round and emptied all the
-glasses after they had gone away?’
-
-‘Ow! I did feel funny that night,’ chuckled Harold. ‘Thought the house
-was comin’ down, it jumped about so: and Martha had to carry me up to
-bed, ’cos the stairs was goin’ all waggity!’
-
-We gazed searchingly at our graceless junior; but it was clear that
-he viewed the matter in the light of a phenomenon rather than of a
-delinquency.
-
-A third bottle was by this time circling; and Selina, who had evidently
-waited for it to reach her, took a most unfairly long pull, and then,
-jumping up and shaking out her frock, announced that she was going
-for a walk. Then she fled like a hare; for it was the custom of our
-Family to meet with physical coercion any independence of action in
-individuals.
-
-[Illustration: “‘SHE’S OFF WITH THOSE VICARAGE GIRLS AGAIN,’ SAID
-EDWARD”]
-
-‘She’s off with those Vicarage girls again,’ said Edward, regarding
-Selina’s long black legs twinkling down the path. ‘She goes out with
-them every day now; and as soon as ever they start, all their heads go
-together and they chatter, chatter, chatter the whole blessèd time!
-I can’t make out what they find to talk about. They never stop; it’s
-gabble, gabble, gabble right along, like a nest of young rooks!’
-
-‘P’raps they talk about birds’-eggs,’ I suggested sleepily (the sun
-was hot, the turf soft, the ginger-beer potent); ‘and about ships, and
-buffaloes, and desert islands; and why rabbits have white tails; and
-whether they’d sooner have a schooner or a cutter; and what they’ll be
-when they’re men—at least, I mean there’s lots of things to talk about,
-if you _want_ to talk.’
-
-‘Yes; but they don’t talk about those sort of things at all,’
-persisted Edward. ‘How _can_ they? They don’t _know_ anything; they
-can’t _do_ anything—except play the piano, and nobody would want
-to talk about _that_; and they don’t care about anything—anything
-sensible, I mean. So what _do_ they talk about?’
-
-‘I asked Martha once,’ put in Harold; ‘and she said, “Never _you_ mind;
-young ladies has lots of things to talk about that young gentlemen
-can’t understand.”’
-
-‘I don’t believe it,’ Edward growled.
-
-‘Well, that’s what she _said_, anyway,’ rejoined Harold indifferently.
-The subject did not seem to him of first-class importance, and it was
-hindering the circulation of the ginger-beer.
-
-We heard the click of the front-gate. Through a gap in the hedge we
-could see the party setting off down the road. Selina was in the
-middle; a Vicarage girl had her by either arm; their heads were
-together, as Edward had described; and the clack of their tongues came
-down the breeze like the busy pipe of starlings on a bright March
-morning.
-
-‘What _do_ they talk about, Charlotte?’ I inquired, wishing to pacify
-Edward. ‘You go out with them sometimes.’
-
-‘I don’t know,’ said poor Charlotte dolefully. ‘They make me walk
-behind, ’cos they say I’m too little, and mustn’t hear. And I _do_ want
-to so,’ she added.
-
-‘When any lady comes to see Aunt Eliza,’ said Harold, ‘they both talk
-at once all the time. And yet each of ’em seems to hear what the other
-one’s saying. I can’t make out how they do it. Grown-up people are so
-clever!’
-
-‘The Curate’s the funniest man,’ I remarked. ‘He’s always saying things
-that have no sense in them at all, and then laughing at them as if
-they were jokes. Yesterday, when they asked him if he’d have some more
-tea, he said, “Once more unto the breach, dear friends, once more,”
-and then sniggered all over. I didn’t see anything funny in that. And
-then somebody asked him about his button-hole, and he said, “’Tis but a
-little faded flower,” and exploded again. I thought it very stupid.’
-
-‘O _him_,’ said Edward contemptuously: ‘he can’t help it, you know;
-it’s a sort of way he’s got. But it’s these girls I can’t make out.
-If they’ve anything really sensible to talk about, how is it nobody
-knows what it is? And if they haven’t—and we know they _can’t_ have,
-naturally—why don’t they shut up their jaw? This old rabbit here—_he_
-doesn’t want to talk. He’s got something better to do.’ And Edward
-aimed a ginger-beer cork at the unruffled beast, who never budged.
-
-‘O but rabbits _do_ talk,’ interposed Harold. ‘I’ve watched them often
-in their hutch. They put their heads together and their noses go up
-and down, just like Selina’s and the Vicarage girls’. Only of course I
-can’t hear what they’re saying.’
-
-‘Well, if they do,’ said Edward unwillingly, ‘I’ll bet they don’t talk
-such rot as those girls do!’ Which was ungenerous, as well as unfair;
-for it had not yet transpired—nor has it to this day—_what_ Selina and
-her friends talked about.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-THE ARGONAUTS
-
-
-THE advent of strangers, of whatever sort, into our circle had always
-been a matter of grave dubiety and suspicion. Indeed, it was generally
-a signal for retreat into caves and fastnesses of the earth, into
-unthreaded copses or remote outlying cowsheds, whence we were only to
-be extricated by wily nursemaids, rendered familiar by experience with
-our secret runs and refuges. It was not surprising, therefore, that
-the heroes of classic legend, when first we made their acquaintance,
-failed to win our entire sympathy at once. ‘Confidence,’ says somebody,
-‘is a plant of slow growth’; and these stately dark-haired demi-gods,
-with names hard to master and strange accoutrements, had to win a
-citadel already strongly garrisoned with a more familiar soldiery.
-Their chill foreign goddesses had no such direct appeal for us as
-the mocking malicious fairies and witches of the North. We missed the
-pleasant alliance of the animal—the fox who spread the bushiest of
-tails to convey us to the enchanted castle, the frog in the well, the
-raven who croaked advice from the tree; and—to Harold especially—it
-seemed entirely wrong that the hero should ever be other than the
-youngest brother of three. This belief, indeed, in the special fortune
-that ever awaited the youngest brother, as such,—the ‘Borough-English’
-of Faery,—had been of baleful effect on Harold, producing a certain
-self-conceit and perkiness that called for physical correction. But
-even in our admonishment we were on his side; and as we distrustfully
-eyed these new arrivals, old Saturn himself seemed something of a
-_parvenu_.
-
-Even strangers, however, if they be good fellows at heart, may develop
-into sworn comrades; and these gay swordsmen, after all, were of the
-right stuff. Perseus, with his cap of darkness and his wonderful
-sandals, was not long in winging his way to our hearts. Apollo knocked
-at Admetus’ gate in something of the right fairy fashion. Psyche
-brought with her an orthodox palace of magic, as well as helpful birds
-and friendly ants. Ulysses, with his captivating shifts and strategies,
-broke down the final barrier, and henceforth the band was adopted and
-admitted into our freemasonry.
-
-I had been engaged in chasing Farmer Larkin’s calves—his special
-pride—round the field, just to show the man we hadn’t forgotten him,
-and was returning through the kitchen-garden with a conscience at
-peace with all men, when I happened upon Edward, grubbing for worms
-in the dung-heap. Edward put his worms into his hat, and we strolled
-along together, discussing high matters of state. As we reached the
-tool-shed, strange noises arrested our steps; looking in, we perceived
-Harold, alone, rapt, absorbed, immersed in the special game of the
-moment. He was squatting in an old pig-trough that had been brought in
-to be tinkered; and as he rhapsodised, anon he waved a shovel over his
-head, anon dug it into the ground with the action of those who would
-urge Canadian canoes. Edward strode in upon him.
-
-‘What rot are you playing at now?’ he demanded sternly.
-
-Harold flushed up, but stuck to his pig-trough like a man. ‘I’m Jason,’
-he replied defiantly; ‘and this is the Argo. The other fellows are
-here too, only you can’t see them; and we’re just going through the
-Hellespont, so don’t you come bothering.’ And once more he plied the
-wine-dark sea.
-
-Edward kicked the pig-trough contemptuously. ‘Pretty sort of Argo
-you’ve got!’ said he.
-
-Harold began to get annoyed. ‘I can’t help it,’ he retorted. ‘It’s the
-best sort of Argo I can manage, and it’s all right if you only pretend
-enough. But _you_ never could pretend one bit.’
-
-Edward reflected. ‘Look here,’ he said presently. ‘Why shouldn’t we get
-hold of Farmer Larkin’s boat, and go right away up the river in a real
-Argo, and look for Medea, and the Golden Fleece, and everything? And
-I’ll tell you what, I don’t mind your being Jason, as you thought of it
-first.’
-
-Harold tumbled out of the trough in the excess of his emotion. ‘But we
-aren’t allowed to go on the water by ourselves,’ he cried.
-
-‘No,’ said Edward, with fine scorn: ‘we aren’t allowed; and Jason
-wasn’t allowed either, I daresay. But he _went_!’
-
-Harold’s protest had been merely conventional: he only wanted to be
-convinced by sound argument. The next question was, How about the
-girls? Selina was distinctly handy in a boat: the difficulty about her
-was, that if she disapproved of the expedition—and, morally considered,
-it was not exactly a Pilgrim’s Progress—she might go and tell; she
-having just reached that disagreeable age when one begins to develop a
-conscience. Charlotte, for her part, had a habit of day-dreams, and was
-as likely as not to fall overboard in one of her rapt musings. To be
-sure, she would dissolve in tears when she found herself left out; but
-even that was better than a watery tomb. In fine, the public voice—and
-rightly, perhaps—was against the admission of the skirted animal:
-despite the precedent of Atalanta, who was one of the original crew.
-
-[Illustration: “WE PUT THE ARGO’S HEAD UPSTREAM, SINCE THAT LED AWAY
-FROM THE LARKIN PROVINCE”]
-
-‘And now,’ said Edward, ‘who’s to ask Farmer Larkin? _I_ can’t; last
-time I saw him he said when he caught me again he’d smack my head.
-_You’ll_ have to.’
-
-I hesitated, for good reasons. ‘You know those precious calves of his?’
-I began.
-
-Edward understood at once. ‘All right,’ he said; ‘then we won’t ask him
-at all. It doesn’t much matter. He’d only be annoyed, and that would be
-a pity. Now let’s set off.’
-
-We made our way down to the stream, and captured the farmer’s boat
-without let or hindrance, the enemy being engaged in the hay-fields.
-This ‘river,’ so called, could never be discovered by us in any atlas;
-indeed our Argo could hardly turn in it without risk of shipwreck. But
-to us ’twas Orinoco, and the cities of the world dotted its shores.
-We put the Argo’s head upstream, since that led away from the Larkin
-province; Harold was faithfully permitted to be Jason, and we shared
-the rest of the heroes among us. Then, quitting Thessaly, we threaded
-the Hellespont with shouts, breathlessly dodged the Clashing Rocks,
-and coasted under the lee of the Siren-haunted isles. Lemnos was
-fringed with meadow-sweet, dog-roses dotted the Mysian shore, and the
-cheery call of the haymaking folk sounded along the coast of Thrace.
-
-After some hour or two’s seafaring, the prow of the Argo embedded
-itself in the mud of a landing-place, plashy with the tread of cows and
-giving on to a lane that led towards the smoke of human habitations.
-Edward jumped ashore, alert for exploration, and strode off without
-waiting to see if we followed; but I lingered behind, having caught
-sight of a moss-grown water-gate hard by, leading into a garden that,
-from the brooding quiet lapping it round, appeared to portend magical
-possibilities.
-
-Indeed the very air within seemed stiller, as we circumspectly passed
-through the gate; and Harold hung back shamefaced, as if we were
-crossing the threshold of some private chamber, and ghosts of old days
-were hustling past us. Flowers there were, everywhere; but they drooped
-and sprawled in an overgrowth hinting at indifference; the scent of
-heliotrope possessed the place as if actually hung in solid festoons
-from tall untrimmed hedge to hedge. No basket-chairs, shawls, or novels
-dotted the lawn with colour; and on the garden-front of the house
-behind, the blinds were mostly drawn. A grey old sun-dial dominated the
-central sward, and we moved towards it instinctively, as the most human
-thing in sight. An antick motto ran round it, and with eyes and fingers
-we struggled at the decipherment.
-
-TIME: TRYETH: TROTHE: spelt out Harold at last. ‘I wonder what that
-means?’
-
-I could not enlighten him, nor meet his further questions as to the
-inner mechanism of the thing, and where you wound it up. I had seen
-these instruments before, of course; but had never fully understood
-their manner of working.
-
-We were still puzzling our heads over the contrivance, when I became
-aware that Medea herself was moving down the path from the house.
-Dark-haired, supple, of a figure lightly poised and swayed, but pale
-and listless—I knew her at once, and having come out to find her,
-naturally felt no surprise at all. But Harold, who was trying to climb
-on to the top of the sun-dial, having a cat-like fondness for the
-summit of things, started and fell prone, barking his chin and filling
-the pleasance with lamentation.
-
-Medea skimmed the ground swallow-like, and in a moment was on her knees
-comforting him, wiping the dirt out of his chin with her own dainty
-handkerchief, and vocal with soft murmur of consolation.
-
-‘You needn’t take on so about him,’ I observed politely. ‘He’ll cry for
-just one minute, and then he’ll be all right.’
-
-My estimate was justified. At the end of his regulation time Harold
-stopped crying suddenly, like a clock that had struck its hour; and
-with a serene and cheerful countenance wriggled out of Medea’s embrace,
-and ran for a stone to throw at an intrusive blackbird.
-
-‘O you boys!’ cried Medea, throwing wide her arms with abandonment.
-‘Where have you dropped from? How dirty you are! I’ve been shut up here
-for a thousand years, and all that time I’ve never seen any one under
-a hundred and fifty! Let’s play at something, at once!’
-
-‘Rounders is a good game,’ I suggested. ‘Girls can play at rounders.
-And we could serve up to the sun-dial here. But you want a bat and a
-ball, and some more people.’
-
-She struck her hands together tragically. ‘I haven’t a bat,’ she cried,
-‘or a ball, or more people, or anything sensible whatever. Never mind;
-let’s play at hide-and-seek in the kitchen-garden. And we’ll race
-there, up to that walnut-tree; I haven’t run for a century!’
-
-She was so easy a victor, nevertheless, that I began to doubt, as
-I panted behind, whether she had not exaggerated her age by a year
-or two. She flung herself into hide-and-seek with all the gusto and
-abandonment of the true artist; and as she flitted away and reappeared,
-flushed and laughing divinely, the pale witch-maiden seemed to fall
-away from her, and she moved rather as that other girl I had read
-about, snatched from fields of daffodil to reign in shadow below, yet
-permitted now and again to revisit earth and light and the frank,
-caressing air.
-
-Tired at last, we strolled back to the old sun-dial, and Harold, who
-never relinquished a problem unsolved, began afresh, rubbing his finger
-along the faint incisions. ‘_Time tryeth trothe._ Please, I want to
-know what that means?’
-
-Medea’s face drooped low over the sun-dial, till it was almost hidden
-in her fingers. ‘That’s what I’m here for,’ she said presently in quite
-a changed, low voice. ‘They shut me up here—they think I’ll forget—but
-I never will—never, never! And he, too—but I don’t know—it is so long—I
-don’t know!’
-
-Her face was quite hidden now. There was silence again in the old
-garden. I felt clumsily helpless and awkward. Beyond a vague idea of
-kicking Harold, nothing remedial seemed to suggest itself.
-
-None of us had noticed the approach of another she-creature—one of the
-angular and rigid class—how different from our dear comrade! The years
-Medea had claimed might well have belonged to her; she wore mittens,
-too—a trick I detested in woman. ‘Lucy!’ she said sharply, in a tone
-with _aunt_ writ large over it; and Medea started up guiltily.
-
-‘You’ve been crying,’ said the newcomer, grimly regarding her through
-spectacles. ‘And pray who are these exceedingly dirty little boys?’
-
-‘Friends of mine, aunt,’ said Medea promptly, with forced cheerfulness.
-‘I—I’ve known them a long time. I asked them to come.’
-
-The aunt sniffed suspiciously. ‘You must come indoors, dear,’ she said,
-‘and lie down. The sun will give you a headache. And you little boys
-had better run away home to your tea. Remember, you should not come to
-pay visits without your nursemaid.’
-
-Harold had been tugging nervously at my jacket for some time, and I
-only waited till Medea turned and kissed a white hand to us as she was
-led away. Then I ran. We gained the boat in safety; and ‘What an old
-dragon!’ said Harold.
-
-‘Wasn’t she a beast!’ I replied. ‘Fancy the sun giving any one a
-headache! But Medea was a real brick. Couldn’t we carry her off?’
-
-‘We could if Edward was here,’ said Harold confidently.
-
-The question was, What had become of that defaulting hero? We were not
-left long in doubt. First, there came down the lane the shrill and
-wrathful clamour of a female tongue; then Edward, running his best;
-and then an excited woman hard on his heel. Edward tumbled into the
-bottom of the boat, gasping ‘Shove her off!’ And shove her off we did,
-mightily, while the dame abused us from the bank in the self-same
-accents in which Alfred hurled defiance at the marauding Dane.
-
-‘That was just like a bit out of _Westward Ho!_’ I remarked
-approvingly, as we sculled down the stream. ‘But what had you been
-doing to her?’
-
-‘Hadn’t been doing anything,’ panted Edward, still breathless. ‘I went
-up into the village and explored, and it was a very nice one, and the
-people were very polite. And there was a blacksmith’s forge there, and
-they were shoeing horses, and the hoofs fizzled and smoked, and smelt
-so jolly! I stayed there quite a long time Then I got thirsty, so I
-asked that old woman for some water, and while she was getting it her
-cat came out of the cottage, and looked at me in a nasty sort of way,
-and said something I didn’t like. So I went up to it just to—to teach
-it manners, and somehow or other, next minute it was up an apple-tree,
-spitting, and I was running down the lane with that old thing after me.’
-
-Edward was so full of his personal injuries that there was no
-interesting him in Medea at all. Moreover, the evening was closing
-in, and it was evident that this cutting-out expedition must be kept
-for another day. As we neared home, it gradually occurred to us that
-perhaps the greatest danger was yet to come; for the farmer must
-have missed his boat ere now, and would probably be lying in wait
-for us near the landing-place. There was no other spot admitting of
-debarcation on the home side; if we got out on the other, and made
-for the bridge, we should certainly be seen and cut off. Then it was
-that I blessed my stars that our elder brother was with us that day.
-He might be little good at pretending, but in grappling with the stern
-facts of life he had no equal. Enjoining silence, he waited till we
-were but a little way from the fated landing-place, and then brought
-us in to the opposite bank. We scrambled out noiselessly and—the
-gathering darkness favouring us—crouched behind a willow, while Edward
-pushed off the empty boat with his foot. The old Argo, borne down by
-the gentle current, slid and grazed along the rushy bank; and when she
-came opposite the suspected ambush, a stream of imprecation told us
-that our precaution had not been wasted. We wondered, as we listened,
-where Farmer Larkin, who was bucolically bred and reared, had acquired
-such range and wealth of vocabulary. Fully realising at last that his
-boat was derelict, abandoned, at the mercy of wind and wave—as well as
-out of his reach—he strode away to the bridge, about a quarter of a
-mile further down; and as soon as we heard his boots clumping on the
-planks we nipped out, recovered the craft, pulled across, and made
-the faithful vessel fast to her proper moorings. Edward was anxious
-to wait and exchange courtesies and compliments with the disappointed
-farmer, when he should confront us on the opposite bank; but wiser
-counsels prevailed. It was possible that the piracy was not yet laid
-at our particular door: Ulysses, I reminded him, had reason to regret
-a similar act of bravado, and—were he here—would certainly advise a
-timely retreat. Edward held but a low opinion of me as a counsellor;
-but he had a very solid respect for Ulysses.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-THE ROMAN ROAD
-
-
-ALL the roads of our neighbourhood were cheerful and friendly, having
-each of them pleasant qualities of their own; but this one seemed
-different from the others in its masterful suggestion of a serious
-purpose, speeding you along with a strange uplifting of the heart.
-The others tempted chiefly with their treasures of hedge and ditch;
-the rapt surprise of the first lords-and-ladies, the rustle of a
-field-mouse, the splash of a frog; while cool noses of brother-beasts
-were pushed at you through gate or gap. A loiterer you had need to be,
-did you choose one of them; so many were the tiny hands thrust out to
-detain you, from this side and that. But this one was of a sterner
-sort, and even in its shedding off of bank and hedgerow as it marched
-straight and full for the open downs, it seemed to declare its contempt
-for adventitious trappings to catch the shallow-pated. When the sense
-of injustice or disappointment was heavy on me, and things were very
-black within, as on this particular day, the road of character was my
-choice for that solitary ramble when I turned my back for an afternoon
-on a world that had unaccountably declared itself against me.
-
-‘The Knights’ Road’ we children had named it, from a sort of feeling
-that, if from any quarter at all, it would be down this track we
-might some day see Lancelot and his peers come pacing on their great
-war-horses; supposing that any of the stout band still survived, in
-nooks and unexplored places. Grown-up people sometimes spoke of it
-as the ‘Pilgrims’ Way’; but I didn’t know much about pilgrims—except
-Walter in the Horselberg story. Him I sometimes saw, breaking with
-haggard eyes out of yonder copse, and calling to the pilgrims as
-they hurried along on their desperate march to the Holy City, where
-peace and pardon were awaiting them. ‘All roads lead to Rome,’ I had
-once heard somebody say; and I had taken the remark very seriously,
-of course, and puzzled over it many days. There must have been some
-mistake, I concluded at last; but of one road at least I intuitively
-felt it to be true. And my belief was clinched by something that fell
-from Miss Smedley during a history-lesson, about a strange road that
-ran right down the middle of England till it reached the coast, and
-then began again in France, just opposite, and so on undeviating,
-through city and vineyard, right from the misty Highlands to the
-Eternal City. Uncorroborated, any statement of Miss Smedley’s usually
-fell on incredulous ears; but here, with the road itself in evidence,
-she seemed, once in a way, to have strayed into truth.
-
-Rome! It was fascinating to think that it lay at the other end of this
-white ribbon that rolled itself off from my feet over the distant
-downs. I was not quite so uninstructed as to imagine I could reach it
-that afternoon; but some day, I thought, if things went on being as
-unpleasant as they were now—some day, when Aunt Eliza had gone on a
-visit,—some day, we would see.
-
-I tried to imagine what it would be like when I got there. The Coliseum
-I knew, of course, from a woodcut in the history-book: so to begin with
-I plumped that down in the middle. The rest had to be patched up from
-the little grey market-town where twice a year we went to have our hair
-cut; hence, in the result, Vespasian’s amphitheatre was approached by
-muddy little streets, wherein the Red Lion and the Blue Boar, with
-Somebody’s Entire along their front, and ‘Commercial Room’ on their
-windows; the doctor’s house, of substantial red-brick; and the façade
-of the New Wesleyan chapel, which we thought very fine, were the chief
-architectural ornaments: while the Roman populace pottered about in
-smocks and corduroys, twisting the tails of Roman calves and inviting
-each other to beer in musical Wessex. From Rome I drifted on to other
-cities, faintly heard of—Damascus, Brighton (Aunt Eliza’s ideal),
-Athens, and Glasgow, whose glories the gardener sang; but there was a
-certain sameness in my conception of all of them: that Wesleyan chapel
-would keep cropping up everywhere. It was easier to go a-building
-among those dream-cities where no limitations were imposed, and one
-was sole architect, with a free hand. Down a delectable street of
-cloud-built palaces I was mentally pacing, when I happened upon the
-Artist.
-
-He was seated at work by the roadside, at a point whence the cool
-large spaces of the downs, juniper-studded, swept grandly westwards.
-His attributes proclaimed him of the artist tribe: besides, he wore
-knickerbockers like myself,—a garb confined, I was aware, to boys
-and artists. I knew I was not to bother him with questions, nor look
-over his shoulder and breathe in his ear—they didn’t like it, this
-_genus irritabile_. But there was nothing about staring in my code of
-instructions, the point having somehow been overlooked: so, squatting
-down on the grass, I devoted myself to the passionate absorbing of
-every detail. At the end of five minutes there was not a button on him
-that I could not have passed an examination in; and the wearer himself
-of that homespun suit was probably less familiar with its pattern and
-texture than I was. Once he looked up, nodded, half held out his
-tobacco pouch, mechanically as it were, then, returning it to his
-pocket, resumed his work, and I my mental photography.
-
-After another five minutes or so had passed, he remarked, without
-looking my way: ‘Fine afternoon we’re having: going far to-day?’
-
-‘No, I’m not going any farther than this,’ I replied; ‘I _was_ thinking
-of going on to Rome: but I’ve put it off.’
-
-‘Pleasant place, Rome,’ he murmured: ‘you’ll like it.’ It was some
-minutes later that he added: ‘But I wouldn’t go just now, if I were
-you: too jolly hot.’
-
-‘_You_ haven’t been to Rome, have you?’ I inquired.
-
-‘Rather,’ he replied briefly: ‘I live there.’
-
-This was too much, and my jaw dropped as I struggled to grasp the fact
-that I was sitting there talking to a fellow who lived in Rome. Speech
-was out of the question: besides I had other things to do. Ten solid
-minutes had I already spent in an examination of him as a mere stranger
-and artist; and now the whole thing had to be done over again, from
-the changed point of view. So I began afresh, at the crown of his soft
-hat, and worked down to his solid British shoes, this time investing
-everything with the new Roman halo; and at last I managed to get out:
-‘But you don’t really live there, do you?’ never doubting the fact, but
-wanting to hear it repeated.
-
-‘Well,’ he said, good-naturedly overlooking the slight rudeness of my
-query, ‘I live there as much as I live anywhere. About half the year
-sometimes. I’ve got a sort of a shanty there. You must come and see it
-some day.’
-
-‘But do you live anywhere else as well?’ I went on, feeling the
-forbidden tide of questions surging up within me.
-
-‘O yes, all over the place,’ was his vague reply. ‘And I’ve got a
-diggings somewhere off Piccadilly.’
-
-‘Where’s that?’ I inquired.
-
-‘Where’s what?’ said he. ‘O, Piccadilly! It’s in London.’
-
-‘Have you a large garden?’ I asked; ‘and how many pigs have you got?’
-
-‘I’ve no garden at all,’ he replied sadly, and they don’t allow me to
-keep pigs, though I’d like to, awfully. It’s very hard.’
-
-‘But what do you do all day, then,’ I cried, ‘and where do you go and
-play, without any garden, or pigs, or things?’
-
-‘When I want to play,’ he said gravely, ‘I have to go and play in the
-street; but it’s poor fun, I grant you. There’s a goat, though, not far
-off, and sometimes I talk to him when I’m feeling lonely; but he’s very
-proud.’
-
-‘Goats _are_ proud,’ I admitted. ‘There’s one lives near here, and if
-you say anything to him at all, he hits you in the wind with his head.
-You know what it feels like when a fellow hits you in the wind?’
-
-‘I do, well,’ he replied, in a tone of proper melancholy, and painted
-on.
-
-‘And have you been to any other places,’ I began again presently,
-‘besides Rome and Piccy-what’s-his-name?’
-
-‘Heaps,’ he said. ‘I’m a sort of Ulysses—seen men and cities, you know.
-In fact, about the only place I never got to was the Fortunate Island.’
-
-I began to like this man. He answered your questions briefly and to the
-point, and never tried to be funny. I felt I could be confidential with
-him.
-
-‘Wouldn’t you like,’ I inquired, ‘to find a city without any people in
-it at all?’
-
-He looked puzzled. ‘I’m afraid I don’t quite understand,’ said he.
-
-‘I mean,’ I went on eagerly, ‘a city where you walk in at the gates,
-and the shops are all full of beautiful things, and the houses
-furnished as grand as can be, and there isn’t anybody there whatever!
-And you go into the shops, and take anything you want—chocolates and
-magic-lanterns and injirubber balls—and there’s nothing to pay; and you
-choose your own house and live there and do just as you like, and never
-go to bed unless you want to!’
-
-The artist laid down his brush. ‘That _would_ be a nice city,’ he
-said. ‘Better than Rome. You can’t do that sort of thing in Rome—or in
-Piccadilly either. But I fear it’s one of the places I’ve never been
-to.’
-
-‘And you’d ask your friends,’ I went on, warming to my subject;
-‘only those you really like, of course; and they’d each have a house
-to themselves—there’d be lots of houses,—and there wouldn’t be any
-relations at all, unless they promised they’d be pleasant; and if they
-weren’t they’d have to go.’
-
-‘So you wouldn’t have any relations?’ said the artist. ‘Well, perhaps
-you’re right. We have tastes in common, I see.’
-
-‘I’d have Harold,’ I said reflectively, ‘and Charlotte. They’d like it
-awfully. The others are getting too old. O, and Martha—I’d have Martha
-to cook and wash up and do things. You’d like Martha. She’s ever so
-much nicer than Aunt Eliza. She’s my idea of a real lady.’
-
-‘Then I’m sure I should like her,’ he replied heartily, ‘and when I
-come to—what do you call this city of yours? Nephelo—something, did you
-say?’
-
-‘I—I don’t know,’ I replied timidly. ‘I’m afraid it hasn’t got a
-name—yet.’
-
-The artist gazed out over the downs. ‘“The poet says, dear city of
-Cecrops,”’ he said softly to himself, ‘“and wilt not thou say, dear
-city of Zeus?” That’s from Marcus Aurelius,’ he went on, turning again
-to his work. ‘You don’t know him, I suppose; you will some day.’
-
-‘Who’s he?’ I inquired.
-
-‘O, just another fellow who lived in Rome,’ he replied, dabbing away.
-
-‘O dear!’ I cried disconsolately. ‘What a lot of people seem to live at
-Rome, and I’ve never even been there! But I think I’d like _my_ city
-best.’
-
-‘And so would I,’ he replied with unction. ‘But Marcus Aurelius
-wouldn’t, you know.’
-
-‘Then we won’t invite him,’ I said; ‘will we?’
-
-‘_I_ won’t if you won’t,’ said he. And that point being settled, we
-were silent for a while.
-
-‘Do you know,’ he said presently, ‘I’ve met one or two fellows from
-time to time, who have been to a city like yours—perhaps it was the
-same one. They won’t talk much about it—only broken hints, now and
-then; but they’ve been there sure enough. They don’t seem to care about
-anything in particular—and everything’s the same to them, rough or
-smooth; and sooner or later they slip off and disappear; and you never
-see them again. Gone back, I suppose.’
-
-‘Of course,’ said I. ‘Don’t see what they ever came away for; _I_
-wouldn’t. To be told you’ve broken things when you haven’t, and stopped
-having tea with the servants in the kitchen, and not allowed to have a
-dog to sleep with you. But _I’ve_ known people, too, who’ve gone there.’
-
-The artist stared, but without incivility.
-
-‘Well, there’s Lancelot,’ I went on. ‘The book says he died, but it
-never seemed to read right, somehow. He just went away, like Arthur.
-And Crusoe, when he got tired of wearing clothes and being respectable.
-And all the nice men in the stories who don’t marry the Princess, ’cos
-only one man ever gets married in a book, you know. They’ll be there!’
-
-‘And the men who never come off,’ he said, ‘who try like the rest, but
-get knocked out, or somehow miss—or break down or get bowled over in
-the melée—and get no Princess, nor even a second-class kingdom—some of
-them’ll be there, I hope?’
-
-‘Yes, if you like,’ I replied, not quite understanding him; ‘if they’re
-friends of yours, we’ll ask ’em, of course.’
-
-‘What a time we shall have!’ said the artist reflectively; ‘and how
-shocked old Marcus Aurelius will be!’
-
-The shadows had lengthened uncannily, a tide of golden haze was
-flooding the grey-green surface of the downs, and the artist began
-to put his traps together, preparatory to a move. I felt very low:
-we would have to part, it seemed, just as we were getting on so well
-together. Then he stood up, and he was very straight and tall, and the
-sunset was in his hair and beard as he stood there, high over me. He
-took my hand like an equal. ‘I’ve enjoyed our conversation very much,’
-he said. ‘That was an interesting subject you started, and we haven’t
-half exhausted it. We shall meet again, I hope?’
-
-‘Of course we shall,’ I replied, surprised that there should be any
-doubt about it.
-
-[Illustration: “THEN HE STOOD UP, AND HE WAS VERY STRAIGHT AND TALL,
-AND THE SUNSET WAS IN HIS HAIR AND BEARD AS HE STOOD THERE, HIGH OVER
-ME”]
-
-‘In Rome perhaps?’ said he.
-
-‘Yes, in Rome,’ I answered; ‘or Piccy-the-other-place, or somewhere.’
-
-‘Or else,’ said he, ‘in that other city—when we’ve found the way there.
-And I’ll look out for you, and you’ll sing out as soon as you see me.
-And we’ll go down the street arm-in-arm, and into all the shops, and
-then I’ll choose my house, and you’ll choose your house, and we’ll live
-there like princes and good fellows.’
-
-‘O, but you’ll stay in my house, won’t you?’ I cried; ‘I wouldn’t ask
-everybody; but I’ll ask _you_.’
-
-He affected to consider a moment; then ‘Right!’ he said: ‘I believe you
-mean it, and I _will_ come and stay with you. I won’t go to anybody
-else, if they ask me ever so much. And I’ll stay quite a long time,
-too, and I won’t be any trouble.’
-
-Upon this compact we parted, and I went down-heartedly from the man who
-understood me, back to the house where I never could do anything right.
-How was it that everything seemed natural and sensible to him, which
-these uncles, vicars, and other grown-up men took for the merest
-tomfoolery? Well, he would explain this, and many another thing, when
-we met again. The Knights’ Road! How it always brought consolation! Was
-he possibly one of those vanished knights I had been looking for so
-long? Perhaps he would be in armour next time—why not? He would look
-well in armour, I thought. And I would take care to get there first,
-and see the sunlight flash and play on his helmet and shield, as he
-rode up the High Street of the Golden City.
-
-Meantime, there only remained the finding it. An easy matter.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-THE SECRET DRAWER
-
-
-IT must surely have served as a boudoir for the ladies of old time,
-this little used, rarely entered chamber where the neglected old bureau
-stood. There was something very feminine in the faint hues of its faded
-brocades, in the rose and blue of such bits of china as yet remained,
-and in the delicate old-world fragrance of pot-pourri from the great
-bowl,—blue and white, with funny holes in its cover,—that stood on
-the bureau’s flat top. Modern aunts disdained this out-of-the-way,
-backwater, upstairs room, preferring to do their accounts and grapple
-with their correspondence in some central position more in the whirl
-of things, whence one eye could be kept on the carriage-drive, while
-the other was alert for malingering servants and marauding children.
-Those aunts of a former generation—I sometimes felt—would have suited
-our habits better. But even by us children, to whom few places were
-private or reserved, the room was visited but rarely. To be sure,
-there was nothing particular in it that we coveted or required. Only a
-few spindle-legged, gilt-backed chairs,—an old harp on which, so the
-legend ran, Aunt Eliza herself used once to play, in years remote,
-unchronicled; a corner-cupboard with a few pieces of china; and the old
-bureau. But one other thing the room possessed, peculiar to itself; a
-certain sense of privacy—a power of making the intruder feel that he
-_was_ intruding—perhaps even a faculty of hinting that some one might
-have been sitting on those chairs, writing at the bureau, or fingering
-the china, just a second before one entered. No such violent word as
-‘haunted’ could possibly apply to this pleasant old-fashioned chamber,
-which indeed we all rather liked; but there was no doubt it was
-reserved and stand-offish, keeping itself to itself.
-
-Uncle Thomas was the first to draw my attention to the possibilities
-of the old bureau. He was pottering about the house one afternoon,
-having ordered me to keep at his heels for company—he was a man who
-hated to be left one minute alone,—when his eye fell on it. ‘H’m!
-Sheraton!’ he remarked. (He had a smattering of most things, this
-uncle, especially the vocabularies.) Then he let down the flap, and
-examined the empty pigeon-holes and dusty panelling. ‘Fine bit of
-inlay,’ he went on: ‘good work, all of it. I know the sort. There’s a
-secret drawer in there somewhere.’ Then as I breathlessly drew near, he
-suddenly exclaimed: ‘By Jove, I do want to smoke!’ And, wheeling round,
-he abruptly fled for the garden, leaving me with the cup dashed from my
-lips. What a strange thing, I mused, was this smoking, that takes a man
-suddenly, be he in the court, the camp, or the grove, grips him like
-an Afreet, and whirls him off to do its imperious behests! Would it be
-even so with myself, I wondered, in those unknown grown-up years to
-come?
-
-But I had no time to waste in vain speculations. My whole being was
-still vibrating to those magic syllables ‘secret drawer’; and that
-particular chord had been touched that never fails to thrill responsive
-to such words as _cave_, _trap-door_, _sliding-panel_, _bullion_,
-_ingots_, or _Spanish dollars_. For, besides its own special bliss,
-who ever heard of a secret drawer with nothing in it? And O I did want
-money so badly! I mentally ran over the list of demands which were
-pressing me the most imperiously.
-
-First, there was the pipe I wanted to give George Jannaway. George,
-who was Martha’s young man, was a shepherd, and a great ally of mine;
-and the last fair he was at, when he bought his sweetheart fairings,
-as a right-minded shepherd should, he had purchased a lovely snake
-expressly for me; one of the wooden sort, with joints, waggling
-deliciously in the hand; with yellow spots on a green ground, sticky
-and strong-smelling, as a fresh-painted snake ought to be; and with a
-red-flannel tongue pasted cunningly into its jaws. I loved it much, and
-took it to bed with me every night, till what time its spinal cord was
-loosed and it fell apart, and went the way of all mortal joys. _I_
-thought it very nice of George to think of me at the fair, and that’s
-why I wanted to give him a pipe. When the young year was chill and
-lambing-time was on, George inhabited a little wooden house on wheels,
-far out on the wintry downs, and saw no faces but such as were sheepish
-and woolly and mute; and when he and Martha were married, she was going
-to carry his dinner out to him every day, two miles; and after it,
-perhaps he would smoke my pipe. It seemed an idyllic sort of existence,
-for both the parties concerned; but a pipe of quality, a pipe fitted
-to be part of a life such as this, could not be procured (so Martha
-informed me) for a smaller sum than eighteenpence. And meantime——!
-
-Then there was the fourpence I owed Edward; not that he was bothering
-me for it, but I knew he was in need of it himself, to pay back Selina,
-who wanted it to make up a sum of two shillings, to buy Harold an
-ironclad for his approaching birthday,—H.M.S. _Majestic_, now lying
-uselessly careened in the toyshop window, just when her country had
-such sore need of her.
-
-And then there was that boy in the village who had caught a young
-squirrel, and I had never yet possessed one, and he wanted a shilling
-for it, but I knew that for ninepence in cash—but what was the good of
-these sorry threadbare reflections? I had wants enough to exhaust any
-possible find of bullion, even if it amounted to half a sovereign. My
-only hope now lay in the magic drawer, and here I was, standing and
-letting the precious minutes slip by! Whether ‘findings’ of this sort
-could, morally speaking, be considered ‘keepings,’ was a point that did
-not occur to me.
-
-The room was very still as I approached the bureau; possessed, it
-seemed to be, by a sort of hush of expectation. The faint odour of
-orris-root that floated forth as I let down the flap, seemed to
-identify itself with the yellows and browns of the old wood, till hue
-and scent were of one quality and interchangeable. Even so, ere this,
-the pot-pourri had mixed itself with the tints of the old brocade,
-and brocade and pot-pourri had long been one. With expectant fingers
-I explored the empty pigeon-holes and sounded the depths of the
-softly-sliding drawers. No books that I knew of gave any general recipe
-for a quest like this; but the glory, should I succeed unaided, would
-be all the greater.
-
-To him who is destined to arrive, the fates never fail to afford, on
-the way, their small encouragements. In less than two minutes, I had
-come across a rusty button-hook. This was truly magnificent. In the
-nursery there existed, indeed, a general button-hook, common to either
-sex; but none of us possessed a private and special button-hook, to
-lend or to refuse as suited the high humour of the moment. I pocketed
-the treasure carefully, and proceeded. At the back of another drawer,
-three old foreign stamps told me I was surely on the highroad to
-fortune.
-
-Following on these bracing incentives, came a dull blank period of
-unrewarded search. In vain I removed all the drawers and felt over
-every inch of the smooth surfaces, from front to back. Never a knob,
-spring or projection met the thrilling finger-tips; unyielding the
-old bureau stood, stoutly guarding its secret, if secret it really
-had. I began to grow weary and disheartened. This was not the first
-time that Uncle Thomas had proved shallow, uninformed, a guide into
-blind alleys where the echoes mocked you. Was it any good persisting
-longer? Was anything any good whatever? In my mind I began to review
-past disappointments, and life seemed one long record of failure and
-of non-arrival. Disillusioned and depressed, I left my work and went
-to the window. The light was ebbing from the room, and seemed outside
-to be collecting itself on the horizon for its concentrated effort of
-sunset. Far down the garden, Uncle Thomas was holding Edward in the air
-reversed, and smacking him. Edward, gurgling hysterically, was striking
-blind fists in the direction where he judged his uncle’s stomach should
-rightly be; the contents of his pockets—a motley show—were strewing
-the lawn. Somehow, though I had been put through a similar performance
-myself an hour or two ago, it all seemed very far away and cut off from
-me.
-
-[Illustration: “WESTWARD THE CLOUDS WERE MASSING THEMSELVES IN A LOW
-VIOLET BANK; BELOW THEM, TO NORTH AND SOUTH, AS FAR ROUND AS THE EYE
-COULD REACH, A NARROW STREAK OF GOLD RAN OUT ..... I TURNED FOR A LAST
-EFFORT”]
-
-Westwards the clouds were massing themselves in a low violet bank;
-below them, to north and south, as far round as eye could reach, a
-narrow streak of gold ran out and stretched away, straight along the
-horizon. Somewhere very far off, a horn was blowing, clear and thin;
-it sounded like the golden streak grown audible, while the gold seemed
-the visible sound. It pricked my ebbing courage, this blended strain of
-music and colour. I turned for a last effort; and Fortune thereupon,
-as if half-ashamed of the unworthy game she had been playing with me,
-relented, opening her clenched fist. Hardly had I put my hand once more
-to the obdurate wood, when with a sort of small sigh, almost a sob—as
-it were—of relief, the secret drawer sprang open.
-
-I drew it out and carried it to the window, to examine it in the
-failing light. Too hopeless had I gradually grown, in my dispiriting
-search, to expect very much; and yet at a glance I saw that my basket
-of glass lay in shivers at my feet. No ingots nor dollars were here,
-to crown me the little Monte Cristo of a week. Outside, the distant
-horn had ceased its gnat-song, the gold was paling to primrose, and
-everything was lonely and still. Within, my confident little castles
-were tumbling down like so many card-houses, leaving me stripped
-of estate, both real and personal, and dominated by the depressing
-reaction.
-
-And yet,—as I looked again at the small collection that lay within
-that drawer of disillusions, some warmth crept back to my heart as
-I recognised that a kindred spirit to my own had been at the making
-of it. Two tarnished gilt buttons—naval, apparently—a portrait of a
-monarch unknown to me, cut from some antique print and deftly coloured
-by hand in just my own bold style of brush-work—some foreign copper
-coins, thicker and clumsier of make than those I hoarded myself—and
-a list of birds’-eggs, with names of the places where they had been
-found. Also, a ferret’s muzzle, and a twist of tarry string, still
-faintly aromatic! It was a real boy’s hoard, then, that I had happened
-upon. He too had found out the secret drawer, this happy-starred young
-person; and here he had stowed away his treasures, one by one, and had
-cherished them secretly awhile, and then—what? Well, one would never
-know now the reason why these priceless possessions still lay here
-unreclaimed; but across the void stretch of years I seemed to touch
-hands a moment with my little comrade of seasons—how many seasons?—long
-since dead.
-
-I restored the drawer, with its contents, to the trusty bureau, and
-heard the spring click with a certain satisfaction. Some other boy,
-perhaps, would some day release that spring again. I trusted he
-would be equally appreciative. As I opened the door to go, I could
-hear, from the nursery at the end of the passage, shouts and yells,
-telling that the hunt was up. Bears, apparently, or bandits, were on
-the evening bill of fare, judging by the character of the noises. In
-another minute I would be in the thick of it, in all the warmth and
-light and laughter. And yet—what a long way off it all seemed, both in
-space and time, to me yet lingering on the threshold of that old-world
-chamber!
-
-
-
-
-‘EXIT TYRANNUS’
-
-
-THE eventful day had arrived at last, the day which, when first
-named, had seemed—like all golden dates that promise anything
-definite—so immeasurably remote. When it was first announced, a
-fortnight before, that Miss Smedley was really going, the resultant
-ecstasies had occupied a full week, during which we blindly revelled
-in the contemplation and discussion of her past tyrannies, crimes,
-malignities; in recalling to each other this or that insult, dishonour,
-or physical assault, sullenly endured at a time when deliverance was
-not even a small star on the horizon: and in mapping out the shining
-days to come, with special new troubles of their own, no doubt—since
-this is but a work-a-day world!—but at least free from one familiar
-scourge. The time that remained had been taken up by the planning
-of practical expressions of the popular sentiment. Under Edward’s
-masterly direction, arrangements had been made for a flag to be run up
-over the hen-house at the very moment when the fly, with Miss Smedley’s
-boxes on top and the grim oppressor herself inside, began to move off
-down the drive. Three brass cannons, set on the brow of the sunk-fence,
-were to proclaim our deathless sentiments in the ears of the retreating
-foe; the dogs were to wear ribbons; and later—but this depended on our
-powers of evasiveness and dissimulation—there might be a small bonfire,
-with a cracker or two if the public funds could bear the unwonted
-strain.
-
-I was awakened by Harold digging me in the ribs, and ‘She’s going
-to-day!’ was the morning hymn that scattered the clouds of sleep.
-Strange to say, it was with no corresponding jubilation of spirits that
-I slowly realised the momentous fact. Indeed, as I dressed, a dull
-disagreeable feeling that I could not define grew up in me—something
-like a physical bruise. Harold was evidently feeling it too, for after
-repeating ‘She’s going to-day!’ in a tone more befitting the Litany, he
-looked hard in my face for direction as to how the situation was to be
-taken. But I crossly bade him look sharp and say his prayers and not
-bother me. What could this gloom portend, that on a day of days like
-the present seemed to hang my heavens with black?
-
-Down at last and out in the sun, we found Edward before us, swinging on
-a gate and chanting a farm-yard ditty in which all the beasts appear in
-due order, jargoning in their several tongues, and every verse begins
-with the couplet:
-
- ‘Now, my lads, come with me,
- Out in the morning early!’
-
-The fateful exodus of the day had evidently slipped his memory
-entirely. I touched him on the shoulder. ‘She’s going to-day!’ I said.
-Edward’s carol subsided like a water-tap turned off. ‘So she is!’ he
-replied, and got down at once off the gate. And we returned to the
-house without another word.
-
-At breakfast Miss Smedley behaved in a most mean and uncalled-for
-manner. The right divine of governesses to govern wrong includes no
-right to cry. In thus usurping the prerogative of their victims they
-ignore the rules of the ring, and hit below the belt. Charlotte was
-crying, of course; but that counted for nothing. Charlotte even cried
-when the pigs’ noses were ringed in due season; thereby evoking the
-cheery contempt of the operators, who asserted they liked it, and
-doubtless knew. But when the cloud-compeller, her bolts laid aside,
-resorted to tears, mutinous humanity had a right to feel aggrieved, and
-think itself placed in a false and difficult position. What would the
-Romans have done, supposing Hannibal had cried? History has not even
-considered the possibility. Rules and precedents should be strictly
-observed on both sides. When they are violated, the other party is
-justified in feeling injured.
-
-There were no lessons that morning, naturally—another grievance! The
-fitness of things required that we should have struggled to the last
-in a confused medley of moods and tenses, and parted for ever, flushed
-with hatred, over the dismembered corpse of the multiplication-table.
-But this thing was not to be; and I was free to stroll by myself
-through the garden, and combat, as best I might, this growing feeling
-of depression. It was a wrong system altogether, I thought, this going
-of people one had got used to. Things ought always to continue as they
-had been. Change there must be, of course; pigs, for instance, came and
-went with disturbing frequency—
-
- ‘Fired their ringing shot and passed,
- Hotly charged and sank at last’—
-
-but Nature had ordered it so, and in requital had provided for rapid
-successors. Did you come to love a pig, and he was taken from you,
-grief was quickly assuaged in the delight of selection from the new
-litter. But now, when it was no question of a peerless pig, but only
-of a governess, Nature seemed helpless, and the future held no litter
-of oblivion. Things might be better, or they might be worse, but they
-would never be the same; and the innate conservatism of youth asks
-neither poverty nor riches, but only immunity from change.
-
-Edward slouched up alongside of me presently, with a hangdog look on
-him, as if he had been caught stealing jam. ‘What a lark it’ll be when
-she’s really gone!’ he observed, with a swagger obviously assumed.
-
-‘Grand fun!’ I replied dolorously; and conversation flagged.
-
-We reached the hen-house, and contemplated the banner of freedom lying
-ready to flaunt the breezes at the supreme moment.
-
-‘Shall you run it up,’ I asked, ‘when the fly starts, or—or wait a
-little till it’s out of sight?’
-
-Edward gazed round him dubiously. ‘We’re going to have some rain, I
-think,’ he said; ‘and—and it’s a new flag. It would be a pity to spoil
-it. P’raps I won’t run it up at all.’
-
-Harold came round the corner like a bison pursued by Indians. ‘I’ve
-polished up the cannons,’ he cried, ‘and they look grand! Mayn’t I load
-’em now?’
-
-‘You leave ’em alone,’ said Edward severely, ‘or you’ll be blowing
-yourself up’ (consideration for others was not usually Edward’s strong
-point). ‘Don’t touch the gunpowder till you’re told, or you’ll get your
-head smacked.’
-
-Harold fell behind, limp, squashed, obedient. ‘She wants me to write to
-her,’ he began presently. ‘Says she doesn’t mind the spelling, if I’ll
-only write. Fancy her saying that!’
-
-‘O, shut up, will you?’ said Edward savagely; and once more we were
-silent, with only our thoughts for sorry company.
-
-‘Let’s go off to the copse,’ I suggested timidly, feeling that
-something had to be done to relieve the tension, ‘and cut more new bows
-and arrows.’
-
-‘She gave me a knife my last birthday,’ said Edward moodily, never
-budging. ‘It wasn’t much of a knife—but I wish I hadn’t lost it!’
-
-‘When my legs used to ache,’ I said, ‘she sat up half the night,
-rubbing stuff on them. I forgot all about that till this morning.’
-
-‘There’s the fly!’ cried Harold suddenly. ‘I can hear it scrunching on
-the gravel.’
-
-Then for the first time we turned and stared each other in the face.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The fly and its contents had finally disappeared through the gate, the
-rumble of its wheels had died away. Yet no flag floated defiantly in
-the sun, no cannons proclaimed the passing of a dynasty. From out the
-frosted cake of our existence Fate had cut an irreplaceable segment:
-turn which way we would, the void was present. We sneaked off in
-different directions, mutually undesirous of company; and it seemed
-borne in upon me that I ought to go and dig my garden right over, from
-end to end. It didn’t actually want digging; on the other hand no
-amount of digging could affect it, for good or for evil; so I worked
-steadily, strenuously, under the hot sun, stifling thought in action.
-At the end of an hour or so, I was joined by Edward.
-
-[Illustration: “‘I’VE BEEN CHOPPING UP WOOD,’ HE EXPLAINED, IN A GUILTY
-SORT OF WAY”]
-
-‘I’ve been chopping up wood,’ he explained, in a guilty sort of way,
-though nobody had called on him to account for his doings.
-
-‘What for?’ I inquired stupidly. ‘There’s piles and piles of it chopped
-up already.’
-
-‘I know,’ said Edward, ‘but there’s no harm in having a bit over. You
-never can tell what may happen. But what have you been doing all
-this digging for?’
-
-‘You said it was going to rain,’ I explained hastily. ‘So I thought I’d
-get the digging done before it came. Good gardeners always tell you
-that’s the right thing to do.’
-
-‘It did look like rain at one time,’ Edward admitted; ‘but it’s passed
-off now. Very queer weather we’re having. I suppose that’s why I’ve
-felt so funny all day.’
-
-‘Yes, I suppose it’s the weather,’ I replied. ‘_I’ve_ been feeling
-funny too.’
-
-The weather had nothing to do with it, as we well knew. But we would
-both have died rather than admit the real reason.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-THE BLUE ROOM
-
-
-THAT nature has her moments of sympathy with man has been noted
-often enough,—and generally as a new discovery. To us, who had never
-known any other condition of things, it seemed entirely right and
-fitting that the wind sang and sobbed in the poplar tops, and, in
-the lulls of it, sudden spirts of rain spattered the already dusty
-roads, on that blusterous March day when Edward and I awaited, on the
-station platform, the arrival of the new tutor. Needless to say, this
-arrangement had been planned by an aunt, from some fond idea that our
-shy, innocent young natures would unfold themselves during the walk
-from the station, and that, on the revelation of each other’s more
-solid qualities that must inevitably ensue, an enduring friendship,
-springing from mutual respect, might be firmly based. A pretty
-dream,—nothing more. For Edward, who foresaw that the brunt of tutorial
-oppression would have to be borne by him, was sulky, monosyllabic,
-and determined to be as negatively disagreeable as good manners would
-permit. It was therefore evident that I would have to be spokesman
-and purveyor of hollow civilities, and I was none the more amiable
-on that account; all courtesies, welcomes, explanations, and other
-court-chamberlain kind of business, being my special aversion. There
-was much of the tempestuous March weather in the hearts of both of us,
-as we sullenly glowered along the carriage-windows of the slackening
-train.
-
-One is apt, however, to misjudge the special difficulties of
-a situation; and the reception proved, after all, an easy and
-informal matter. In a trainful so uniformly bucolic, a tutor was
-readily recognisable; and his portmanteau had been consigned to the
-luggage-cart, and his person conveyed into the lane, before I had
-discharged one of my carefully considered sentences. I breathed more
-easily, and looking up at our new friend as we stepped out together,
-remembered that we had been counting on something altogether more
-arid, scholastic, and severe. A boyish eager face and a petulant
-_pince-nez_—untidy hair—a head of constant quick turns like a robin’s,
-and a voice that kept breaking into alto—these were all very strange
-and new, but not in the least terrible.
-
-He proceeded jerkily through the village, with glances on this side and
-that; and ‘Charming,’ he broke out presently; ‘quite too charming and
-delightful!’
-
-I had not counted on this sort of thing, and glanced for help to
-Edward, who, hands in pockets, looked grimly down his nose. He had
-taken his line, and meant to stick to it.
-
-Meantime our friend had made an imaginary spy-glass out of his fist,
-and was squinting through it at something I could not perceive. ‘What
-an exquisite bit!’ he burst out. ‘Fifteenth century—no—yes it is!’
-
-I began to feel puzzled, not to say alarmed. It reminded me of the
-butcher in the _Arabian Nights_, whose common joints, displayed on the
-shop-front, took to a startled public the appearance of dismembered
-humanity. This man seemed to see the strangest things in our dull,
-familiar surroundings.
-
-‘Ah!’ he broke out again, as we jogged on between hedgerows: ‘and
-that field now—backed by the downs—with the rain-cloud brooding over
-it,—that’s all David Cox—every bit of it!’
-
-‘That field belongs to Farmer Larkin,’ I explained politely; for of
-course he could not be expected to know. ‘I’ll take you over to Farmer
-Cox’s to-morrow, if he’s a friend of yours; but there‘s nothing to see
-there.’
-
-Edward, who was hanging sullenly behind, made a face at me, as if to
-say, ‘What sort of lunatic have we got here?’
-
-‘It has the true pastoral character, this country of yours,’ went on
-our enthusiast: ‘with just that added touch in cottage and farmstead,
-relics of a bygone art, which makes our English landscape so divine, so
-unique!’
-
-Really this grasshopper was becoming a burden! These familiar fields
-and farms, of which we knew every blade and stick, had done nothing
-that I knew of to be bespattered with adjectives in this way. I had
-never thought of them as divine, unique, or anything else. They
-were—well, they were just themselves, and there was an end of it.
-Despairingly I jogged Edward in the ribs, as a sign to start rational
-conversation, but he only grinned and continued obdurate.
-
-‘You can see the house now,’ I remarked presently; ‘and that’s Selina,
-chasing the donkey in the paddock. Or is it the donkey chasing Selina?
-I can’t quite make out; but it’s _them_, anyhow.’
-
-Needless to say, he exploded with a full charge of adjectives.
-‘Exquisite!’ he rapped out; ‘so mellow and harmonious! and so entirely
-in keeping!’ (I could see from Edward’s face that he was thinking who
-ought to be in keeping.) ‘Such possibilities of romance, now, in those
-old gables!’
-
-‘If you mean the garrets,’ I said, ‘there’s a lot of old furniture
-in them; and one is generally full of apples; and the bats get in
-sometimes, under the eaves, and flop about till we go up with
-hair-brushes and things and drive ’em out; but there’s nothing else in
-them that I know of.’
-
-‘O, but there must be more than bats,’ he cried. ‘Don’t tell me there
-are no ghosts. I shall be deeply disappointed if there aren’t any
-ghosts.’
-
-I did not think it worth while to reply, feeling really unequal to this
-sort of conversation. Besides, we were nearing the house, when my task
-would be ended. Aunt Eliza met us at the door, and in the cross-fire of
-adjectives that ensued—both of them talking at once, as grown-up folk
-have a habit of doing—we two slipped round to the back of the house,
-and speedily put several broad acres between us and civilisation, for
-fear of being ordered in to tea in the drawing-room. By the time we
-returned, our new importation had gone up to dress for dinner, so till
-the morrow at least we were free of him.
-
-Meanwhile the March wind, after dropping a while at sundown, had been
-steadily increasing in volume; and although I fell asleep at my
-usual hour, about midnight I was wakened by the stress and the cry of
-it. In the bright moonlight, wind-swung branches tossed and swayed
-eerily across the blinds; there was rumbling in chimneys, whistling in
-keyholes, and everywhere a clamour and a call. Sleep was out of the
-question, and, sitting up in bed, I looked round. Edward sat up too.
-‘I was wondering when you were going to wake,’ he said. ‘It’s no good
-trying to sleep through this. I vote we get up and do something.’
-
-‘I’m game,’ I replied. ‘Let’s play at being in a ship at sea’ (the
-plaint of the old house under the buffeting wind suggested this,
-naturally); ‘and we can be wrecked on an island, or left on a raft,
-whichever you choose; but I like an island best myself, because there’s
-more things on it.’
-
-Edward on reflection negatived the idea. ‘It would make too much
-noise,’ he pointed out. ‘There’s no fun playing at ships, unless you
-can make a jolly good row.’
-
-The door creaked, and a small figure in white slipped cautiously in.
-‘Thought I heard you talking,’ said Charlotte. ‘We don’t like it;
-we’re afraid—Selina too! She’ll be here in a minute. She’s putting on
-her new dressing-gown she’s so proud of.’
-
-His arms round his knees, Edward cogitated deeply until Selina
-appeared, barefooted, and looking slim and tall in the new
-dressing-gown. Then, ‘Look here,’ he exclaimed; ‘now we’re all
-together, I vote we go and explore!’
-
-‘You’re always wanting to explore,’ I said. ‘What on earth is there to
-explore for in this house?’
-
-‘Biscuits!’ said the inspired Edward.
-
-‘Hooray! Come on!’ chimed in Harold, sitting up suddenly. He had been
-awake all the time, but had been shamming asleep, lest he should be
-fagged to do anything.
-
-It was indeed a fact, as Edward had remembered, that our thoughtless
-elders occasionally left the biscuits out, a prize for the
-night-walking adventurer with nerves of steel.
-
-Edward tumbled out of bed, and pulled a baggy old pair of
-knickerbockers over his bare shanks. Then he girt himself with a
-belt, into which he thrust, on the one side a large wooden pistol,
-on the other an old single-stick; and finally he donned a big
-slouch-hat—once an uncle’s—that we used for playing Guy Fawkes and
-Charles-the-Second-up-a-tree in. Whatever the audience, Edward, if
-possible, always dressed for his parts with care and conscientiousness;
-while Harold and I, true Elizabethans, cared little about the mounting
-of the piece, so long as the real dramatic heart of it beat sound.
-
-Our commander now enjoined on us a silence deep as the grave, reminding
-us that Aunt Eliza usually slept with an open door, past which we had
-to file.
-
-‘But we’ll take the short cut through the Blue Room,’ said the wary
-Selina.
-
-‘Of course,’ said Edward approvingly. ‘I forgot about that. Now then!
-You lead the way!’
-
-The Blue Room had in prehistoric times been added to by taking in a
-superfluous passage, and so not only had the advantage of two doors,
-but also enabled us to get to the head of the stairs without passing
-the chamber wherein our dragon-aunt lay couched. It was rarely
-occupied, except when a casual uncle came down for the night. We
-entered in noiseless file, the room being plunged in darkness, except
-for a bright strip of moonlight on the floor, across which we must
-pass for our exit. On this our leading lady chose to pause, seizing
-the opportunity to study the hang of her new dressing-gown. Greatly
-satisfied thereat, she proceeded, after the feminine fashion, to
-peacock and to pose, pacing a minuet down the moonlit patch with an
-imaginary partner. This was too much for Edward’s histrionic instincts,
-and after a moment’s pause he drew his single-stick, and, with
-flourishes meet for the occasion, strode on to the stage. A struggle
-ensued on approved lines, at the end of which Selina was stabbed slowly
-and with unction, and her corpse borne from the chamber by the ruthless
-cavalier. The rest of us rushed after in a clump, with capers and
-gesticulations of delight; the special charm of the performance lying
-in the necessity for its being carried out with the dumbest of dumb
-shows.
-
-[Illustration: “WE ENTERED IN NOISELESS FILE, THE ROOM BEING PLUNGED IN
-DARKNESS, EXCEPT FOR A BRIGHT STRIP OF MOONLIGHT ON THE FLOOR”]
-
-Once out on the dark landing, the noise of the storm without told
-us that we had exaggerated the necessity for silence; so, grasping
-the tails of each other’s nightgowns, even as Alpine climbers rope
-themselves together in perilous places, we fared stoutly down the
-staircase-moraine, and across the grim glacier of the hall, to where a
-faint glimmer from the half-open door of the drawing-room beckoned to
-us like friendly hostel-lights. Entering, we found that our thriftless
-seniors had left the sound red heart of a fire, easily coaxed into a
-cheerful blaze; and biscuits—a plateful—smiled at us in an encouraging
-sort of way, together with the halves of a lemon, already squeezed,
-but still suckable. The biscuits were righteously shared, the lemon
-segments passed from mouth to mouth; and as we squatted round the fire,
-its genial warmth consoling our unclad limbs, we realised that so many
-nocturnal perils had not been braved in vain.
-
-‘It’s a funny thing,’ said Edward, as we chatted, ‘how I hate this room
-in the daytime. It always means having your face washed, and your hair
-brushed, and talking silly company talk. But to-night it’s really quite
-jolly. Looks different, somehow.’
-
-‘I never can make out,’ I said, ‘what people come here to tea for.
-They can have their own tea at home if they like—they’re not poor
-people—with jam and things, and drink out of their saucer, and suck
-their fingers and enjoy themselves; but they come here from a long way
-off, and sit up straight with their feet off the bars of their chairs,
-and have one cup, and talk the same sort of stuff every time.’
-
-Selina sniffed disdainfully. ‘You don’t know anything about it,’ she
-said. ‘In society you have to call on each other. It’s the proper thing
-to do.’
-
-‘Pooh! _you’re_ not in society,’ said Edward politely; ‘and, what’s
-more, you never will be.’
-
-‘Yes, I shall, some day,’ retorted Selina; ‘but I shan’t ask you to
-come and see me, so there!’
-
-‘Wouldn’t come if you did,’ growled Edward.
-
-‘Well you won’t get the chance,’ rejoined our sister, claiming
-her right of the last word. There was no heat about these little
-amenities, which made up—as understood by us—the art of polite
-conversation.
-
-‘I don’t like society people,’ put in Harold from the sofa, where he
-was sprawling at full length—a sight the daylight hours would have
-blushed to witness. ‘There were some of ’em here this afternoon, when
-you two had gone off to the station. O, and I found a dead mouse on
-the lawn, and I wanted to skin it, but I wasn’t sure I knew how, by
-myself; and they came out into the garden, and patted my head—I wish
-people wouldn’t do that—and one of ’em asked me to pick her a flower.
-Don’t know why she couldn’t pick it herself; but I said, “All right,
-I will if you’ll hold my mouse.” But she screamed, and threw it away;
-and Augustus (the cat) got it, and ran away with it. I believe it was
-really his mouse all the time, ’cos he’d been looking about as if he
-had lost something, so I wasn’t angry with _him_. But what did _she_
-want to throw away my mouse for?’
-
-‘You have to be careful with mice,’ reflected Edward; ‘they’re such
-slippery things. Do you remember we were playing with a dead mouse once
-on the piano, and the mouse was Robinson Crusoe, and the piano was the
-island, and somehow Crusoe slipped down inside the island, into its
-works, and we couldn’t get him out, though we tried rakes and all sorts
-of things, till the tuner came. And that wasn’t till a week after, and
-then——’
-
-Here Charlotte, who had been nodding solemnly, fell over into the
-fender; and we realised that the wind had dropped at last, and the
-house was lapped in a great stillness. Our vacant beds seemed to be
-calling to us imperiously; and we were all glad when Edward gave the
-signal for retreat. At the top of the staircase Harold unexpectedly
-turned mutinous, insisting on his right to slide down the banisters in
-a free country. Circumstances did not allow of argument; I suggested
-frog’s-marching instead, and accordingly frog’s-marched he was, the
-procession passing solemnly across the moon-lit Blue Room, with Harold
-horizontal and limply submissive. Snug in bed at last, I was just
-slipping off into slumber when I heard Edward explode, with chuckle
-and snort.
-
-‘By Jove!’ he said; ‘I forgot all about it. The new tutor’s sleeping in
-the Blue Room!’
-
-‘Lucky he didn’t wake up and catch us,’ I grunted drowsily; and,
-without another thought on the matter, we both sank into well-earned
-repose.
-
-Next morning, coming down to breakfast braced to grapple with fresh
-adversity, we were surprised to find our garrulous friend of the
-previous day—he was late in making his appearance—strangely silent and
-(apparently) pre-occupied. Having polished off our porridge, we ran out
-to feed the rabbits, explaining to them that a beast of a tutor would
-prevent their enjoying so much of our society as formerly.
-
-On returning to the house at the fated hour appointed for study, we
-were thunderstruck to see the station-cart disappearing down the
-drive, freighted with our new acquaintance. Aunt Eliza was brutally
-uncommunicative; but she was overheard to remark casually that she
-thought the man must be a lunatic. In this theory we were only too
-ready to concur, dismissing thereafter the whole matter from our minds.
-
-Some weeks later it happened that Uncle Thomas, while paying us a
-flying visit, produced from his pocket a copy of the latest weekly,
-_Psyche: a Journal of the Unseen_; and proceeded laboriously to rid
-himself of much incomprehensible humour, apparently at our expense. We
-bore it patiently, with the forced grin demanded by convention, anxious
-to get at the source of inspiration, which it presently appeared lay
-in a paragraph circumstantially describing our modest and humdrum
-habitation. ‘Case III.,’ it began. ‘The following particulars were
-communicated by a young member of the Society, of undoubted probity and
-earnestness, and are a chronicle of actual and recent experience.’ A
-fairly accurate description of the house followed, with details that
-were unmistakable; but to this there succeeded a flood of meaningless
-drivel about apparitions, nightly visitants, and the like, writ in a
-manner betokening a disordered mind, coupled with a feeble imagination.
-The fellow was not even original. All the old material was there—the
-storm at night, the haunted chamber, the white lady, the murder
-re-enacted, and so on—already worn threadbare in many a Christmas
-Number. No one was able to make head or tail of the stuff, or of its
-connexion with our quiet mansion; and yet Edward, who had always
-suspected the fellow, persisted in maintaining that our tutor of a
-brief span was, somehow or other, at the bottom of it.
-
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-
-
-
-
-A FALLING OUT
-
-
-HAROLD told me the main facts of this episode some time later,—in bits
-and with reluctance. It was not a recollection he cared to talk about.
-The crude blank misery of a moment is apt to leave a dull bruise which
-is slow to depart, if it ever do so entirely; and Harold confesses to
-a twinge or two, still, at times, like the veteran who brings home a
-bullet inside him from martial plains over sea.
-
-He knew he was a brute the moment he had done it. Selina had not
-meant to worry, only to comfort and assist. But his soul was one raw
-sore within him, when he found himself shut up in the schoolroom
-after hours, merely for insisting that 7 times 7 amounted to 47. The
-injustice of it seemed so flagrant. Why not 47 as much as 49! One
-number was no prettier than the other to look at, and it was evidently
-only a matter of arbitrary taste and preference, and, anyhow, it
-had always been 47 to him, and would be to the end of time. So when
-Selina came in out of the sun, leaving the Trappers of the Far West
-behind her, and putting off the glory of being an Apache squaw in
-order to hear him his tables and win his release, Harold turned on her
-venomously, rejected her kindly overtures, and even drove his elbow
-into her sympathetic ribs, in his determination to be left alone in the
-glory of sulks. The fit passed directly, his eyes were opened, and his
-soul sat in the dust as he sorrowfully began to cast about for some
-atonement heroic enough to salve the wrong.
-
-Of course poor Selina looked for no sacrifice nor heroics whatever; she
-didn’t even want him to say he was sorry. If he would only make it up,
-she would have done the apologising part herself. But that was not a
-boy’s way. Something solid, Harold felt, was due from him; and until
-that was achieved, making-up must not be thought of, in order that the
-final effect might not be spoilt. Accordingly, when his release came,
-and Selina hung about trying to catch his eye, Harold, possessed by
-the demon of a distorted motive, avoided her steadily—though he was
-bleeding inwardly at every minute of delay—and came to me instead.
-Needless to say, I warmly approved his plan. It was so much more
-high-toned than just going and making-up tamely, which any one could
-do; and a girl who had been jobbed in the ribs by a hostile elbow could
-not be expected for a moment to overlook it, without the liniment of an
-offering to soothe her injured feelings.
-
-‘I know what she wants most,’ said Harold. ‘She wants that set of
-tea-things in the toy-shop window, with the red and blue flowers on
-’em; she’s wanted it for months, ’cos her dolls are getting big enough
-to have real afternoon tea; and she wants it so badly that she won’t
-walk that side of the street when we go into the town. But it costs
-five shillings!’
-
-Then we set to work seriously, and devoted the afternoon to a
-realisation of assets and the composition of a Budget that might have
-been dated without shame from Whitehall. The result worked out as
-follows:—
-
- _s._ _d._
-
- By one uncle, unspent through having been lost
- for nearly a week—turned up at last in the
- straw of the dog-kennel 2 6
-
- By advance from me on security of next uncle,
- and failing that, to be called in at Christmas 1 0
-
- By shaken out of missionary-box with the help
- of a knife-blade. (They were our own pennies
- and a forced levy) 0 4
-
- By bet due from Edward, for walking across the
- field where Farmer Larkin’s bull was, and
- Edward bet him twopence he wouldn’t—called
- in with difficulty 0 2
-
- By advance from Martha, on no security at all,
- only you mustn’t tell your aunt 1 0
- ------
- Total 5 0
-
-and at last we breathed again.
-
-The rest promised to be easy. Selina had a tea-party at five on the
-morrow, with the chipped old wooden tea-things that had served her
-successive dolls from babyhood. Harold would slip off directly after
-dinner, going alone, so as not to arouse suspicion, as we were not
-allowed to go into the town by ourselves. It was nearly two miles to
-our small metropolis, but there would be plenty of time for him to go
-and return, even laden with the olive-branch neatly packed in shavings.
-Besides, he might meet the butcher, who was his friend and would give
-him a lift. Then, finally, at five, the rapture of the new tea-service,
-descended from the skies; and, retribution made, making-up at last,
-without loss of dignity. With the event before us, we thought it a
-small thing that twenty-four hours more of alienation and pretended
-sulks must be kept up on Harold’s part; but Selina, who naturally
-knew nothing of the treat in store for her, moped for the rest of the
-evening, and took a very heavy heart to bed.
-
-Next day when the hour for action arrived, Harold evaded Olympian
-attention with an easy modesty born of long practice, and made off for
-the front gate. Selina, who had been keeping her eye upon him, thought
-he was going down to the pond to catch frogs, a joy they had planned
-to share together, and made after him. But Harold, though he heard her
-footsteps, continued sternly on his high mission, without even looking
-back; and Selina was left to wander disconsolately among flower-beds
-that had lost—for her—all scent and colour. I saw it all, and, although
-cold reason approved our line of action, instinct told me we were
-brutes.
-
-[Illustration: “SHOPS CAME FIRST, OF COURSE.....”]
-
-Harold reached the town—so he recounted afterwards—in record time,
-having run most of the way for fear the tea-things, which had
-reposed six months in the window, should be snapped up by some other
-conscience-stricken lacerator of a sister’s feelings; and it seemed
-hardly credible to find them still there, and their owner willing to
-part with them for the price marked on the ticket. He paid his money
-down at once, that there should be no drawing back from the bargain;
-and then, as the things had to be taken out of the window and packed,
-and the afternoon was yet young, he thought he might treat himself to
-a taste of urban joys and the _vie de Bohême_. Shops came first, of
-course, and he flattened his nose successively against the window with
-the indiarubber balls in it, and the clock-work locomotive; and against
-the barber’s window, with wigs on blocks, reminding him of uncles,
-and shaving-cream that looked so good to eat; and the grocer’s
-window, displaying more currants than the whole British population
-could possibly consume without a special effort; and the window of the
-bank, wherein gold was thought so little of that it was dealt about in
-shovels. Next there was the market-place, with all its clamorous joys;
-and when a runaway calf came down the street like a cannon-ball, Harold
-felt that he had not lived in vain. The whole place was so brimful of
-excitement that he had quite forgotten the why and the wherefore of
-his being there, when a sight of the church clock recalled him to his
-better self, and sent him flying out of the town, as he realised he
-had only just time enough left to get back in. If he were after his
-appointed hour, he would not only miss his high triumph, but probably
-would be detected as a transgressor of bounds—a crime before which a
-private opinion on multiplication sank to nothingness. So he jogged
-along on his homeward way, thinking of many things, and probably
-talking to himself a good deal, as his habit was. He had covered
-nearly half the distance, when suddenly—a deadly sinking in the pit
-of his stomach—a paralysis of every limb—around him a world extinct
-of light and music—a black sun and a reeling sky—he had forgotten the
-tea-things!
-
-It was useless, it was hopeless, all was over and nothing could now
-be done. Nevertheless he turned and ran back wildly, blindly, choking
-with the big sobs that evoked neither pity nor comfort from a merciless
-mocking world around; a stitch in his side, dust in his eyes, and black
-despair clutching at his heart. So he stumbled on, with leaden legs
-and bursting sides, till—as if Fate had not yet dealt him her last
-worst buffet of all—on turning a corner in the road he almost ran under
-the wheels of a dog-cart, in which, as it pulled up, was apparent the
-portly form of Farmer Larkin, the arch-enemy, at whose ducks he had
-been shying stones that very morning!
-
-Had Harold been in his right and unclouded senses, he would have
-vanished through the hedge some seconds earlier, rather than pain
-the farmer by any unpleasant reminiscences which his appearance
-might recall; but, as things were, he could only stand and blubber
-hopelessly, caring, indeed, little now what further misery might befall
-him. The farmer, for his part, surveyed the desolate figure with some
-astonishment, calling out in no unfriendly accents, ‘Why, Master
-Harold! whatever be the matter? Baint runnin’ away, be ee?’
-
-Then Harold, with the unnatural courage born of desperation, flung
-himself on the step, and, climbing into the cart, fell in the straw
-at the bottom of it, sobbing out that he wanted to go back, go back!
-The situation had a vagueness; but the farmer, a man of action rather
-than of words, swung his horse round smartly, and they were in the
-town again by the time Harold had recovered himself sufficiently to
-furnish details. As they drove up to the shop, the woman was waiting at
-the door with the parcel; and hardly a minute seemed to have elapsed
-since the black crisis, ere they were bowling along swiftly home, the
-precious parcel hugged in a close embrace.
-
-And now the farmer came out in quite a new and unexpected light.
-Never a word did he say of broken fences and hurdles, of trampled
-crops and harried flocks and herds. One would have thought the man
-had never possessed a head of live stock in his life. Instead, he was
-deeply interested in the whole dolorous quest of the tea-things, and
-sympathised with Harold on the disputed point in mathematics as if he
-had been himself at the same stage of education. As they neared home,
-Harold found himself, to his surprise, sitting up and chatting to his
-new friend like man to man; and before he was set down at a convenient
-gap in the garden hedge, he had promised that when Selina gave her
-first public tea-party, little Miss Larkin should be invited to come
-and bring her whole sawdust family along with her; and the farmer
-appeared as pleased and proud as if he had won a gold medal at the
-Agricultural Show, and really, when I heard the story, it began to dawn
-upon me that those Olympians must have certain good points, far down in
-them, and that I should have to leave off abusing them some day.
-
-At the hour of five, Selina, having spent the afternoon searching for
-Harold in all his accustomed haunts, sat down disconsolately to tea
-with her dolls, who ungenerously refused to wait beyond the appointed
-hour. The wooden tea-things seemed more chipped than usual; and the
-dolls themselves had more of wax and sawdust, and less of human colour
-and intelligence about them, than she ever remembered before. It was
-then that Harold burst in, very dusty, his stockings at his heels, and
-the channels ploughed by tears still showing on his grimy cheeks; and
-Selina was at last permitted to know that he had been thinking of her
-ever since his ill-judged exhibition of temper, and that his sulks had
-not been the genuine article, nor had he gone frogging by himself. It
-was a very happy hostess who dispensed hospitality that evening to a
-glassy-eyed stiff-kneed circle; and many a dollish _gaucherie_, that
-would have been severely checked on ordinary occasions, was as much
-overlooked as if it had been a birthday.
-
-But Harold and I, in what I was afterwards given to understand was our
-stupid masculine way, thought all her happiness sprang from possession
-of the long-coveted tea-service.
-
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-
-
-
-
-‘LUSISTI SATIS’
-
-
-AMONG the many fatuous ideas that possessed the Olympian noddle, this
-one was pre-eminent; that, being Olympians, they could talk quite
-freely in our presence on subjects of the closest import to us, so long
-as names, dates, and other landmarks were ignored. We were supposed to
-be denied the faculty for putting two and two together, and like the
-monkeys, who very sensibly refrain from speech lest they should be set
-to earn their livings, we were careful to conceal our capabilities for
-a simple syllogism. Thus we were rarely taken by surprise, and so were
-considered by our disappointed elders to be apathetic and to lack the
-divine capacity for wonder.
-
-Now the daily output of the letter-bag, with the mysterious discussions
-that ensued thereon, had speedily informed us that Uncle Thomas was
-intrusted with a mission—a mission, too, affecting ourselves. Uncle
-Thomas’s missions were many and various. A self-important man, one
-liking the business while protesting that he sank under the burden, he
-was the missionary, so to speak, of our remote habitation. The matching
-a ribbon, the running down to the stores, the interviewing a cook—these
-and similar duties lent constant colour and variety to his vacant
-life in London, and helped to keep down his figure. When the matter,
-however, had in our presence to be referred to with nods and pronouns,
-with significant hiatuses and interpolations in the French tongue,
-then the red flag was flown, the storm-cone hoisted, and by a studious
-pretence of inattention we were not long in plucking out the heart of
-the mystery.
-
-To clinch our conclusion, we descended suddenly and together on Martha;
-proceeding, however, not by simple inquiry as to facts—that would never
-have done; but by informing her that the air was full of school and
-that we knew all about it, and then challenging denial. Martha was a
-trusty soul, but a bad witness for the defence, and we soon had it all
-out of her. The word had gone forth, the school had been selected; the
-necessary sheets were hemming even now, and Edward was the designated
-and appointed victim.
-
-It had always been before us as an inevitable bourne, this
-strange unknown thing called school; and yet—perhaps I should say
-consequently—we had never seriously set ourselves to consider what it
-really meant. But now that the grim spectre loomed imminent, stretching
-lean hands for one of our flock, it behoved us to face the situation,
-to take soundings in this uncharted sea and find out whither we were
-drifting. Unfortunately the data in our possession were absolutely
-insufficient, and we knew not whither to turn for exact information.
-Uncle Thomas could have told us all about it, of course; he had been
-there himself, once, in the dim and misty past. But an unfortunate
-conviction, that nature had intended him for a humorist, tainted all
-his evidence, besides making it wearisome to hear. Again, of such
-among our contemporaries as we had approached, the trumpets gave
-forth an uncertain sound. According to some it meant larks, revels,
-emancipation, and a foretaste of the bliss of manhood. According to
-others—the majority, alas!—it was a private and peculiar Hades, that
-could give the original institution points and a beating. When Edward
-was observed to be swaggering round with a jaunty air and his chest
-stuck out, I knew that he was contemplating his future from the one
-point of view. When, on the contrary, he was subdued and unaggressive,
-and sought the society of his sisters, I recognised that the other
-aspect was in the ascendant. ‘You can always run away, you know,’ I
-used to remark consolingly on these latter occasions; and Edward would
-brighten up wonderfully at the suggestion, while Charlotte melted into
-tears before her vision of a brother with blistered feet and an empty
-belly, passing nights of frost ’neath the lee of windy haystacks.
-
-It was to Edward, of course, that the situation was chiefly productive
-of anxiety; and yet the ensuing change in my own circumstances and
-position furnished me also with food for grave reflexion. Hitherto I
-had acted mostly to orders. Even when I had devised and counselled any
-particular devilry, it had been carried out on Edward’s approbation,
-and—as eldest—at his special risk. Henceforward I began to be anxious
-of the bugbear Responsibility, and to realise what a soul-throttling
-thing it is. True, my new position would have its compensations. Edward
-had been masterful exceedingly, imperious, perhaps a little narrow;
-impassioned for hard facts, and with scant sympathy for make-believe. I
-should now be free and untrammelled; in the conception and the carrying
-out of a scheme, I could accept and reject to better artistic purpose.
-
-It would, moreover, be needless to be a Radical any more. Radical I
-never was, really, by nature or by sympathy. The part had been thrust
-on me one day, when Edward proposed to foist the House of Lords on our
-small republic. The principles of the thing he set forth learnedly and
-well, and it all sounded promising enough, till he went on to explain
-that, for the present at least, he proposed to be the House of Lords
-himself. We others were to be the Commons. There would be promotions,
-of course, he added, dependent on service and on fitness, and open
-to both sexes; and to me in especial he held out hopes of speedy
-advancement. But in its initial stages the thing wouldn’t work properly
-unless he were first and only Lord. Then I put my foot down promptly,
-and said it was all rot, and I didn’t see the good of any House of
-Lords at all. ‘Then you must be a low Radical!’ said Edward, with fine
-contempt. The inference seemed hardly necessary, but what could I do? I
-accepted the situation, and said firmly, Yes, I was a low Radical. In
-this monstrous character I had been obliged to masquerade ever since;
-but now I could throw it off, and look the world in the face again.
-
-And yet, did this and other gains really outbalance my losses?
-Henceforth I should, it was true, be leader and chief; but I should
-also be the buffer between the Olympians and my little clan. To Edward
-this had been nothing; he had withstood the impact of Olympus without
-flinching, like Teneriffe or Atlas unremoved. But was I equal to the
-task? And was there not rather a danger that for the sake of peace and
-quietness I might be tempted to compromise, compound, and make terms?
-sinking thus, by successive lapses, into the Blameless Prig? I don’t
-mean, of course, that I thought out my thoughts to the exact point here
-set down. In those fortunate days of old one was free from the hard
-necessity of transmuting the vague idea into the mechanical inadequate
-medium of words. But the feeling was there, that I might not possess
-the qualities of character for so delicate a position.
-
-The unnatural halo round Edward got more pronounced, his own demeanour
-more responsible and dignified, with the arrival of his new clothes.
-When his trunk and play-box were sent in, the approaching cleavage
-between our brother, who now belonged to the future, and ourselves,
-still claimed by the past, was accentuated indeed. His name was
-painted on each of them, in large letters, and after their arrival
-their owner used to disappear mysteriously, and be found eventually
-wandering round his luggage, murmuring to himself, ‘Edward ——,’ in a
-rapt remote sort of way. It was a weakness, of course, and pointed to a
-soft spot in his character; but those who can remember the sensation of
-first seeing their names in print will not think hardly of him.
-
-As the short days sped by and the grim event cast its shadow longer and
-longer across our threshold, an unnatural politeness, a civility scarce
-canny, began to pervade the air. In those latter hours Edward himself
-was frequently heard to say ‘Please,’ and also ‘Would you mind fetchin’
-that ball?’ while Harold and I would sometimes actually find ourselves
-trying to anticipate his wishes. As for the girls, they simply
-grovelled. The Olympians, too, in their uncouth way, by gift of carnal
-delicacies and such-like indulgence, seemed anxious to demonstrate that
-they had hitherto misjudged this one of us. Altogether the situation
-grew strained and false, and I think a general relief was felt when
-the end came.
-
-We all trooped down to the station, of course; it is only in later
-years that the farce of ‘seeing people off’ is seen in its true
-colours. Edward was the life and soul of the party; and if his gaiety
-struck one at times as being a trifle overdone, it was not a moment to
-be critical. As we tramped along, I promised him I would ask Farmer
-Larkin not to kill any more pigs till he came back for the holidays,
-and he said he would send me a proper catapult,—the real lethal
-article, not a kid’s plaything. Then suddenly, when we were about
-half-way down, one of the girls fell a-snivelling.
-
-The happy few who dare to laugh at the woes of sea-sickness will
-perhaps remember how, on occasion, the sudden collapse of a
-fellow-voyager before their very eyes has caused them hastily to revise
-their self-confidence and resolve to walk more humbly for the future.
-Even so it was with Edward, who turned his head aside, feigning an
-interest in the landscape. It was but for a moment; then he recollected
-the hat he was wearing—a hard bowler, the first of that sort he had
-ever owned. He took it off, examined it, and felt it over. Something
-about it seemed to give him strength, and he was a man once more.
-
-At the station, Edward’s first care was to dispose his boxes on the
-platform so that every one might see the labels and the lettering
-thereon. One did not go to school for the first time every day! Then
-he read both sides of his ticket carefully; shifted it to every one
-of his pockets in turn; and finally fell to chinking of his money, to
-keep his courage up. We were all dry of conversation by this time, and
-could only stand round and stare in silence at the victim decked for
-the altar. And, as I looked at Edward, in new clothes of a manly cut,
-with a hard hat upon his head, a railway ticket in one pocket and money
-of his own in the other—money to spend as he liked and no questions
-asked!—I began to feel dimly how great was the gulf already yawning
-betwixt us. Fortunately I was not old enough to realise, further, that
-here on this little platform the old order lay at its last gasp, and
-that Edward might come back to us, but it would not be the Edward of
-yore, nor could things ever be the same again.
-
-When the train steamed up at last, we all boarded it impetuously
-with the view of selecting the one peerless carriage to which Edward
-might be intrusted with the greatest comfort and honour; and as each
-one found the ideal compartment at the same moment, and vociferously
-maintained its merits, he stood some chance for a time of being left
-behind. A porter settled the matter by heaving him through the nearest
-door; and as the train moved off, Edward’s head was thrust out of the
-window, wearing on it an unmistakable first-quality grin that he had
-been saving up somewhere for the supreme moment. Very small and white
-his face looked, on the long side of the retreating train. But the
-grin was visible, undeniable, stoutly maintained; till a curve swept
-him from our sight, and he was borne away in the dying rumble, out of
-our placid backwater, out into the busy world of rubs and knocks and
-competition, out into the New Life.
-
-[Illustration: “....SELINA AND CHARLOTTE WERE BUSY STUFFING EDWARD’S
-RABBITS WITH UNWONTED FORAGE, BILIOUS AND GREEN”]
-
-When a crab has lost a leg, his gait is still more awkward than
-his wont, till Time and healing Nature make him _totus teres atque
-rotundus_ once more. We straggled back from the station disjointedly;
-Harold, who was very silent, sticking close to me, his last slender
-prop, while the girls in front, their heads together, were already
-reckoning up the weeks to the holidays. Home at last, Harold suggested
-one or two occupations of a spicy and contraband flavour, but though
-we did our manful best there was no knocking any interest out of them.
-Then I suggested others, with the same want of success. Finally we
-found ourselves sitting silent on an upturned wheelbarrow, our chins on
-our fists, staring haggardly into the raw new conditions of our changed
-life, the ruins of a past behind our backs.
-
-And all the while Selina and Charlotte were busy stuffing Edward’s
-rabbits with unwonted forage, bilious and green; polishing up the
-cage of his mice till the occupants raved and swore like householders
-in spring-time; and collecting materials for new bows and arrows,
-whips, boats, guns, and four-in-hand harness, against the return of
-Ulysses. Little did they dream that the hero, once back from Troy and
-all its onsets, would scornfully condemn their clumsy but laborious
-armoury as rot and humbug and only fit for kids! This, with many
-another like awakening, was mercifully hidden from them. Could the
-veil have been lifted, and the girls permitted to see Edward as he
-would appear a short three months hence, ragged of attire and lawless
-of tongue, a scorner of tradition and an adept in strange new physical
-tortures, one who would in the same half-hour dismember a doll and
-shatter a hallowed belief,—in fine, a sort of swaggering Captain, fresh
-from the Spanish Main,—could they have had the least hint of this,
-well, then perhaps——. But which of us is of mental fibre to stand the
-test of a glimpse into futurity? Let us only hope that, even with
-certain disillusionment ahead, the girls would have acted precisely as
-they did.
-
-And perhaps we have reason to be very grateful that, both as children
-and long afterwards, we are never allowed to guess how the absorbing
-pursuit of the moment will appear not only to others but to ourselves,
-a very short time hence. So we pass, with a gusto and a heartiness that
-to an onlooker would seem almost pathetic, from one droll devotion to
-another misshapen passion; and who shall dare to play Rhadamanthus, to
-appraise the record, and to decide how much of it is solid achievement,
-and how much the merest child’s play?
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-
-
-_BOOKS BY KENNETH GRAHAME_
-
-
-THE GOLDEN AGE
-
-16mo. $1.00 net. Twenty-third Edition.
-
-
-THE GOLDEN AGE
-
-An Illustrated Edition, set in old-faced type, with 18 full-page
-Photogravures, Title-page, Tail-pieces, and Cover-design by Maxfield
-Parrish. Sq. 8vo. $2.50 net.
-
- _New York Times Saturday Review._—‘The new illustrated
- edition of “The Golden Age” is published now because
- the ordinary half-tone process applied to Maxfield
- Parrish’s charming drawings, when the book was first
- illustrated, did not do justice to the artist’s work.
- The original drawings, which had been sold to many
- purchasers, were hunted up, and they have here been
- reproduced by photogravure. No artist ever caught the
- spirit of an author more surely than Maxfield Parrish
- has caught that of the staid Secretary of the Old Lady
- of Threadneedle Street, who in his leisure hours writes
- these exquisite memories of childhood.’
-
- _Chicago Evening Post._—‘One of the most exquisite
- pieces of illustration that has been done in America
- for some time. A more felicitous expression of the
- spirit of Mr. Grahame’s classic could not be conceived.
- In this case it is difficult to say, if indeed it were
- not invidious to say, which were the more charming, the
- more lasting in subtle beauty,—the work of brush or
- pen. Together they have made a gem for any library.’
-
- _New York Evening Post._—‘The publisher, at no little
- expense and labor, has sought out the original
- pictures. The result is delightful.’
-
- _Brooklyn Daily Eagle._—‘Decidedly it was a good
- thought, this new edition.’
-
- _Boston Evening Transcript._—‘In point of
- attractiveness and beauty this new edition stands by
- itself.’
-
-
-DREAM DAYS
-
-16mo. $1.00 net. Fourth Edition.
-
-
-DREAM DAYS
-
-An Illustrated Edition, set in old-faced type, with 10 full-page
-Photogravures, Title-page, Tail-pieces, and Cover-design by Maxfield
-Parrish. Sq. 8vo. $2.50 net.
-
- _Dial._—‘One of the most delightful holiday books of
- a season or two ago was the edition of Mr. Kenneth
- Grahame’s “The Golden Age,” with illustrations by Mr.
- Maxfield Parrish. Even more delightful is the companion
- volume now issued containing the same author’s
- “Dream Days.” It is hardly necessary to speak of Mr.
- Grahame’s text. His two books hold a place apart in
- the literature of childhood, and we can well envy the
- reader who has yet to make their acquaintance.’
-
- DR. GUY CARLETON LEE, _Baltimore Sun_.—‘Very few more
- delightful books than “Dream Days” have ever seen the
- light. If we were forced to make out a list of the
- works of literature published during the last two
- decades, that are, in our judgment, likely to be alive
- two decades hence, in the very brief list we should
- certainly include “Dream Days.”’
-
- _Churchman._—‘To put yourself in a child’s place, to
- think a boy’s thoughts about the happenings of everyday
- life, is a rare quality in any writer. Still more rare
- is it, perhaps, to dream the child’s dreams in literary
- form, to preserve the evanescent glow of juvenile
- fancy. In that art, as it seems to us, Kenneth Grahame
- has no present rival.’
-
- _Boston Evening Transcript._—‘Hardly since Robert Louis
- Stevenson’s “A Child’s Garden of Verses” have we had
- such imaginative presentation of the juvenile point of
- view.’
-
- _Brooklyn Eagle._—‘Mr. Grahame is one of those wizards
- whose magic has created pictures of childlife exquisite
- in humour, quaint in fancy, subtle in charm. In Mr.
- Maxfield Parrish the author has an ideal illustrator.’
-
- _New York Tribune._—‘Mr. Parrish is one of the most
- original and effective draughtsmen that we have, and in
- this series of illustrations he is at his best. A more
- exquisitely decorated Christmas book than this it has
- not been our fortune to see.’
-
-
-PAGAN PAPERS
-
-16mo. $1.00 net. Second Edition.
-
- _Academy._—‘Rarely does one meet with an author whose
- wit is so apt, whose touches of sentiment are so
- genuine. His paper on tobacco is good reading, though
- one remembers Calverley and the Arcadian mixture; the
- eulogy on the loafer is second only to Mr. Stevenson’s
- praise of “The Idler.” There is too a distinct flavour
- of poetry in much of Mr. Grahame’s works. One could
- have wished “White Poppies” had been written in verse,
- were not the prose of it so delicate and adequate.’
-
- _Daily Chronicle._—‘Mr. Kenneth Grahame’s
- accomplishment is astounding.... His style is a
- delight, so high is its vitality, or cool its colours,
- so nimble and various its rhythms. He has read and
- assimilated Browne Burton. He has a pretty poetic
- fancy and is apt at a quaint analogy. Many forms of
- beauty—existent and non-existent—he loves with a deep
- and discriminating love.’
-
-
-THE HEADSWOMAN
-
-16mo. 50 cents net. New Edition.
-
- _Bookman._—‘Mr. Grahame’s cleverness does not forsake
- him when he attempts satire. “The Headswoman” is a
- pretty bit of foolery.’
-
- _Literary World._—‘A delightful little tale with a
- tinge of satire in it. For gracefulness of style and
- charm in the telling of a story it is in the front
- rank, and that is saying a great deal.’
-
- _Dundee Advertiser._—‘Humour is not dead amongst us,
- for Kenneth Grahame’s witty little romance of “The
- Headswoman” brims over with it.’
-
- MR. W. L. COURTNEY in _Daily Telegraph_.—‘Well we are
- more than a trifle dull, _nous autres_; and we should
- be grateful to Mr. Kenneth Grahame for throwing in a
- story or two of his own, as often as he can. Happy Mr.
- Grahame, who can weave romances as well.’
-
- _Scotsman._—‘Mr. Grahame has written a most charming
- book, which cannot fail to delight all who were once
- children.’
-
- JOHN LANE COMPANY, _The Bodley Head_, NEW YORK
-
-
-
-
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-
-
-Transcriber’s note:
-
-Obvious punctuation errors were corrected.
-
-Repeated chapter titles were deleted to avoid redundancy.
-
-Page 97, “supicious” changed to “suspicious” (beastly suspicious by)
-
-Page 101, “stealthly” changed to “stealthy” (his stealthy career)
-
-Page 102, “frighful” changed to “frightful” (a frightful funk)
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-<div class="maintitle">THE<br />
-GOLDEN AGE</div>
-
-<div class="center"><br /><br />
-BY<br />
-<span class="author">KENNETH GRAHAME</span><br />
-WITH ILLUSTRATIONS IN<br />
-<span class="u">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;COLOUR BY R. J. E. MOONY&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><br /><br /></div>
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-<img src="images/illus005.jpg" width="113" height="68" alt="emblem" />
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-<div class="center">
-<br /><br /><br />
-———————————————————<br />
-NEW YORK: JOHN LANE COMPANY<br />
-LONDON: JOHN LANE, THE BODLEY HEAD<br />
-TORONTO: BELL &amp; COCKBURN: MCMXIV<br />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-
-<p class="copyright">
-Copyright, 1899,<br />
-By JOHN LANE<br />
-<br />
-Copyright, 1904,<br />
-By JOHN LANE<br />
-</p>
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<h2>CONTENTS</h2>
-
-
-
-<div class="center">
-<table border="0" cellpadding="1" cellspacing="0" summary="Contents">
-<tr>
-<td align="left">&nbsp;</td>
-<td align="right"><small>PAGE</small></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">PROLOGUE: THE OLYMPIANS</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_1">3</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">A HOLIDAY</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_10">13</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">A WHITE-WASHED UNCLE</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_27">29</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">ALARUMS AND EXCURSIONS</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_37">39</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">THE FINDING OF THE PRINCESS</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_50">53</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">SAWDUST AND SIN</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_65">67</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">‘YOUNG ADAM CUPID’</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_77">79</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">THE BURGLARS</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_90">93</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">A HARVESTING</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_105">107</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">SNOWBOUND</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_119">121</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">WHAT THEY TALKED ABOUT</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_130">133</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">THE ARGONAUTS</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_140">143</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">THE ROMAN ROAD</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_159">161</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">THE SECRET DRAWER</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_176">179</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">‘EXIT TYRANNUS’</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_190">193</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">THE BLUE ROOM</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_202">205</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">A FALLING OUT</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_222">225</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">‘LUSISTI SATIS’</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_237">239</a></td>
-</tr>
-</table>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-
-<h2>ILLUSTRATIONS</h2>
-
-
-
-<div class="center">
-<table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" summary="Illustrations">
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Once more were damsels rescued, dragons disembowelled.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.”</td>
-<td align="left"><i>Frontispiece</i></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">&nbsp;</td>
-<td align="right"><small>FACING PAGE</small></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. He was always ready to constitute himself a hostile army or a band of marauding Indians”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_7">6</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“‘Where’s Harold?’ I asked presently. ‘Oh, he’s just playin’ muffin-man as usual’”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_16">16</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“When at last the atmosphere was clear of his depressing influence, we met despondently in the potato-cellar”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_34">34</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Instead of active ‘pretence,’ with its shouts and its perspiration, how much better—I held—to lie at ease and pretend to one’s self, in green and golden fancies”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_40">40</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. And then, my cheek on the cool marble, lulled by the trickle of water, I slipped into dreamland out of real and magic world alike”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_64">64</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“‘Now we’ll go on,’ began Charlotte once more”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_70">70</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Edward led the race home at a speed which one of Ballantyne’s heroes might have equalled but never surpassed”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_88">88</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“This overland route had been revealed to us one day by the domestic cat, when hard pressed in the course of an otter-hunt”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_104">104</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“A straight flagged walk led up to the cool-looking old house, and my host, lingering in his progress at this rose-tree and that, forgot all about me at least twice”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_112">112</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Meanwhile Charlotte and I crouched in the window-seat,&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_124">124</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“‘She’s off with those vicarage girls again,’ said Edward”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_136">136</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“We put the Argo’s head upstream, since that led away from the Larkin province”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_148">148</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Then he stood up, and he was very straight and tall, and the sunset was in his hair and beard as he stood there, high over me”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_174">174</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Westward the clouds were massing themselves in a low violet bank; below them, to north and south, as far round as the eye could reach, a narrow streak of gold ran out ... I turned for a last effort”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_186">186</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“‘I’ve been chopping up wood,’ he explained, in a guilty sort of way”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_200">200</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“We entered in noiseless file, the room being plunged in darkness, except for a bright strip of moonlight on the floor”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_214">214</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“Shops came first, of course,&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_230">230</a></td>
-</tr>
-
-<tr>
-<td align="left">“.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. Selina and Charlotte were busy stuffing Edward’s rabbits with unwonted forage, bilious and green”</td>
-<td align="right"><a href="#Page_250">250</a></td>
-</tr>
-</table>
-</div>
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[1]</a><br /><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[2]</a><br /><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[3]</a></span></p>
-<h2>PROLOGUE: THE OLYMPIANS</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">LOOKING back to those days of old, ere
-the gate shut to behind me, I can see
-now that to children with a proper equipment
-of parents these things would have worn a different
-aspect. But to those whose nearest were
-aunts and uncles, a special attitude of mind may
-be allowed. They treated us, indeed, with kindness
-enough as to the needs of the flesh, but
-after that with indifference (an indifference, as
-I recognise, the result of a certain stupidity),
-and therewith the commonplace conviction that
-your child is merely animal. At a very early
-age I remember realising in a quite impersonal
-and kindly way the existence of that stupidity,
-and its tremendous influence in the world; while
-there grew up in me, as in the parallel case of
-Caliban upon Setebos, a vague sense of a ruling
-power, wilful, and freakish, and prone to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[4]</a></span>
-practice of vagaries—‘just choosing so’: as,
-for instance, the giving of authority over us to
-these hopeless and incapable creatures, when
-it might far more reasonably have been given
-to ourselves over them. These elders, our betters
-by a trick of chance, commanded no respect,
-but only a certain blend of envy—of their good
-luck—and pity—for their inability to make
-use of it. Indeed, it was one of the most
-hopeless features in their character (when we
-troubled ourselves to waste a thought on them:
-which wasn’t often) that, having absolute licence
-to indulge in the pleasures of life, they could
-get no good of it. They might dabble in the
-pond all day, hunt the chickens, climb trees in
-the most uncompromising Sunday clothes; they
-were free to issue forth and buy gunpowder in
-the full eye of the sun—free to fire cannons and
-explode mines on the lawn: yet they never did
-any one of these things. No irresistible Energy
-haled them to church o’ Sundays; yet they
-went there regularly of their own accord, though
-they betrayed no greater delight in the experience
-than ourselves.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[5]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>On the whole, the existence of these Olympians
-seemed to be entirely void of interests,
-even as their movements were confined and
-slow, and their habits stereotyped and senseless.
-To anything but appearances they were blind.
-For them the orchard (a place elf-haunted,
-wonderful!) simply produced so many apples
-and cherries: or it didn’t—when the failures of
-Nature were not infrequently ascribed to us.
-They never set foot within fir-wood or hazel-copse,
-nor dreamt of the marvels hid therein.
-The mysterious sources, sources as of old Nile,
-that fed the duck-pond had no magic for them.
-They were unaware of Indians, nor recked they
-anything of bisons or of pirates (with pistols!),
-though the whole place swarmed with such
-portents. They cared not to explore for robbers’
-caves, nor dig for hidden treasure. Perhaps,
-indeed, it was one of their best qualities
-that they spent the greater part of their time
-stuffily indoors.</p>
-
-<p>To be sure there was an exception in the
-curate, who would receive, unblenching, the information
-that the meadow beyond the orchard<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[6]</a></span>
-was a prairie studded with herds of buffalo, which
-it was our delight, moccasined and tomahawked,
-to ride down with those whoops that announce
-the scenting of blood. He neither laughed nor
-sneered, as the Olympians would have done;
-but, possessed of a serious idiosyncrasy, he
-would contribute such lots of valuable suggestion
-as to the pursuit of this particular sort of
-big game that, as it seemed to us, his mature
-age and eminent position could scarce have been
-attained without a practical knowledge of the
-creature in its native lair. Then, too, he was
-always ready to constitute himself a hostile army
-or a band of marauding Indians on the shortest
-possible notice: in brief, a distinctly able man,
-with talents, so far as we could judge, immensely
-above the majority. I trust he is a bishop by
-this time. He had all the necessary qualifications,
-as we knew.</p>
-
-<p>These strange folk had visitors sometimes—stiff
-and colourless Olympians like themselves,
-equally without vital interests and intelligent
-pursuits: emerging out of the clouds, and
-passing away again to drag on an aimless<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[7]</a></span>
-existence somewhere beyond our ken. Then
-brute force was pitilessly applied. We were
-captured, washed, and forced into clean collars:
-silently submitting as was our wont, with more
-contempt than anger. Anon, with unctuous hair
-and faces stiffened in a conventional grin, we
-sat and listened to the usual platitudes. How
-could reasonable people spend their precious
-time so? That was ever our wonder as we
-bounded forth at last: to the old clay-pit to
-make pots, or to hunt bears among the hazels.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;">
-<img src="images/illus019.jpg" width="500" height="707" alt="choldren hiding ih forest" />
-<div class="caption">“.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. HE WAS ALWAYS READY TO CONSTITUTE HIMSELF<br />
-A HOSTILE ARMY OR A BAND OF MARAUDING INDIANS”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>It was perennial matter for amazement how
-these Olympians would talk over our heads—during
-meals, for instance—of this or the other
-social or political inanity, under the delusion
-that these pale phantasms of reality were
-among the importances of life. We <i>illuminati</i>,
-eating silently, our heads full of plans and conspiracies,
-could have told them what real life
-was. We had just left it outside, and were all
-on fire to get back to it. Of course we didn’t
-waste the revelation on them, the futility of
-imparting our ideas had long been demonstrated.
-One in thought and purpose, linked<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[8]</a></span>
-by the necessity of combating one hostile fate,
-a power antagonistic ever—a power we lived to
-evade—we had no confidants save ourselves.
-This strange anæmic order of beings was further
-removed from us, in fact, than the kindly beasts
-who shared our natural existence in the sun.
-The estrangement was fortified by an abiding
-sense of injustice, arising from the refusal of the
-Olympians ever to defend, to retract, to admit
-themselves in the wrong, or to accept similar
-concessions on our part. For instance, when I
-flung the cat out of an upper window (though I
-did it from no ill-feeling, and it didn’t hurt the
-cat), I was ready, after a moment’s reflection,
-to own I was wrong, as a gentleman should.
-But was the matter allowed to end there? I
-trow not. Again, when Harold was locked up
-in his room all day, for assault and battery
-upon a neighbour’s pig—an action he would
-have scorned: being indeed on the friendliest
-terms with the porker in question—there was
-no handsome expression of regret on the discovery
-of the real culprit. What Harold had
-felt was not so much the imprisonment—indeed,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[9]</a></span>
-he had very soon escaped by the window, with
-assistance from his allies, and had only gone
-back in time for his release—as the Olympian
-habit. A word would have set all right; but of
-course that word was never spoken.</p>
-
-<p>Well! The Olympians are all past and gone.
-Somehow the sun does not seem to shine so
-brightly as it used; the trackless meadows of
-old time have shrunk and dwindled away to a
-few poor acres. A saddening doubt, a dull
-suspicion, creeps over me. <i>Et in Arcadia ego</i>—I
-certainly did once inhabit Arcady. Can it
-be that I also have become an Olympian?</p>
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 305px;">
-<img src="images/illus021.jpg" width="305" height="103" alt="three bandits" />
-</div>
-
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[10]</a><br /><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[11]</a><br /><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[12]</a><br /><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[13]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>A HOLIDAY</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">THE masterful wind was up and out, shouting
-and chasing, the lord of the morning.
-Poplars swayed and tossed with a roaring
-swish; dead leaves sprang aloft, and whirled
-into space; and all the clear-swept heaven
-seemed to thrill with sound like a great harp.
-It was one of the first awakenings of the year.
-The earth stretched herself, smiling in her
-sleep; and everything leapt and pulsed to the
-stir of the giant’s movement. With us it was
-a whole holiday; the occasion a birthday—it
-matters not whose. Some one of us had had
-presents, and pretty conventional speeches, and
-had glowed with that sense of heroism which
-is no less sweet that nothing has been done to
-deserve it. But the holiday was for all, the
-rapture of awakening Nature for all, the various
-outdoor joys of puddles and sun and hedge-breaking<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[14]</a></span>
-for all. Colt-like I ran through the
-meadows, frisking happy heels in the face of
-Nature laughing responsive. Above, the sky
-was bluest of the blue; wide pools left by the
-winter’s floods flashed the colour back, true and
-brilliant; and the soft air thrilled with the germinating
-touch that seems to kindle something
-in my own small person as well as in the rash
-primrose already lurking in sheltered haunts.
-Out into the brimming sun-bathed world I sped,
-free of lessons, free of discipline and correction,
-for one day at least. My legs ran of themselves,
-and though I heard my name called faint and
-shrill behind, there was no stopping for me. It
-was only Harold, I concluded, and his legs,
-though shorter than mine, were good for a
-longer spurt than this. Then I heard it called
-again, but this time more faintly, with a pathetic
-break in the middle; and I pulled up short,
-recognising Charlotte’s plaintive note.</p>
-
-<p>She panted up anon, and dropped on the turf
-beside me. Neither had any desire for talk;
-the glow and the glory of existing on this perfect
-morning were satisfaction full and sufficient.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[15]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘Where’s Harold?’ I asked presently.</p>
-
-<p>‘Oh, he’s just playin’ muffin-man, as usual,’
-said Charlotte with petulance. ‘Fancy wanting
-to be a muffin-man on a whole holiday!’</p>
-
-<p>It was a strange craze, certainly; but Harold,
-who invented his own games and played them
-without assistance, always stuck staunchly to a
-new fad, till he had worn it quite out. Just at
-present he was a muffin-man, and day and night
-he went through passages and up and down
-staircases, ringing a noiseless bell and offering
-phantom muffins to invisible wayfarers. It
-sounds a poor sort of sport; and yet—to pass
-along busy streets of your own building, for
-ever ringing an imaginary bell and offering
-airy muffins of your own make to a bustling
-thronging crowd of your own creation—there
-were points about the game, it cannot be denied,
-though it seemed scarce in harmony with this
-radiant wind-swept morning!</p>
-
-<p>‘And Edward, where is he?’ I questioned
-again.</p>
-
-<p>‘He’s coming along by the road,’ said Charlotte.
-‘He’ll be crouching in the ditch when<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[16]</a></span>
-we get there, and he’s going to be a grizzly
-bear and spring out on us, only you mustn’t
-say I told you, ’cos it’s to be a surprise.’</p>
-
-<div class="figleft" style="width: 499px;">
-<img src="images/illus029.jpg" width="499" height="701" alt="boy outside garden walking with board on his head" />
-<div class="caption">“‘WHERE’S HAROLD?’ I ASKED PRESENTLY. ‘OH,<br />
-HE’S JUST PLAYIN’ MUFFIN-MAN AS USUAL.’”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘All right,’ I said magnanimously. ‘Come
-on and let’s be surprised.’ But I could not
-help feeling that on this day of days even a
-grizzly felt misplaced and common.</p>
-
-<p>Sure enough an undeniable bear sprang out
-on us as we dropped into the road; then
-ensued shrieks, growlings, revolver-shots, and
-unrecorded heroisms, till Edward condescended
-at last to roll over and die, bulking large and
-grim, an unmitigated grizzly. It was an understood
-thing, that whoever took upon himself to
-be a bear must eventually die, sooner or later,
-even if he were the eldest born; else, life would
-have been all strife and carnage, and the Age of
-Acorns have displaced our hard-won civilisation.
-This little affair concluded with satisfaction to all
-parties concerned, we rambled along the road,
-picking up the defaulting Harold by the way,
-muffinless now and in his right and social mind.</p>
-
-<p>‘What would you do?’ asked Charlotte
-presently—the book of the moment always<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[17]</a></span>
-dominating her thoughts until it was sucked
-dry and cast aside,—‘What would you do if
-you saw two lions in the road, one on each
-side, and you didn’t know if they was loose
-or if they was chained up?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Do?’ shouted Edward valiantly, ‘I should—I
-should—I should—’ His boastful accents
-died away into a mumble: ‘Dunno what I
-should do.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Shouldn’t do anything,’ I observed after
-consideration; and, really, it would be difficult
-to arrive at a wiser conclusion.</p>
-
-<p>‘If it came to <i>doing</i>,’ remarked Harold reflectively,
-‘the lions would do all the doing there
-was to do, wouldn’t they?’</p>
-
-<p>‘But if they was <i>good</i> lions,’ rejoined Charlotte,
-‘they would do as they would be done by.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Ah, but how are you to know a good lion
-from a bad one?’ said Edward. ‘The books
-don’t tell you at all, and the lions ain’t marked
-any different.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Why, there aren’t any good lions,’ said
-Harold hastily.</p>
-
-<p>‘O yes, there are, heaps and heaps,’ contradicted<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[18]</a></span>
-Edward. ‘Nearly all the lions in
-the story-books are good lions. There was
-Androcles’ lion, and St. Jerome’s lion, and—and—and
-the Lion and the Unicorn——’</p>
-
-<p>‘He beat the Unicorn,’ observed Harold
-dubiously, ‘all round the town.’</p>
-
-<p>‘That <i>proves</i> he was a good lion,’ cried
-Edward triumphantly. ‘But the question is,
-how are you to tell ’em when you see ’em?’</p>
-
-<p>‘<i>I</i> should ask Martha,’ said Harold of the
-simple creed.</p>
-
-<p>Edward snorted contemptuously, then turned
-to Charlotte. ‘Look here,’ he said; ‘let’s play
-at lions, anyhow, and I’ll run on to that corner
-and be a lion,—I’ll be two lions, one on each
-side of the road,—and you’ll come along, and
-you won’t know whether I’m chained up or not,
-and that’ll be the fun!’</p>
-
-<p>‘No, thank you,’ said Charlotte firmly;
-‘you’ll be chained up till I’m quite close to
-you, and then you’ll be loose, and you’ll tear
-me in pieces, and make my frock all dirty, and
-p’raps you’ll hurt me as well. <i>I</i> know your
-lions!’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[19]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘No, I won’t, I swear I won’t,’ protested
-Edward. ‘I’ll be quite a new lion this time—something
-you can’t even imagine.’ And he
-raced off to his post. Charlotte hesitated—then
-she went timidly on, at each step growing
-less Charlotte, the mummer of a minute,
-and more the anxious Pilgrim of all time. The
-lion’s wrath waxed terrible at her approach;
-his roaring filled the startled air. I waited
-until they were both thoroughly absorbed, and
-then I slipped through the hedge out of the
-trodden highway, into the vacant meadow
-spaces. It was not that I was unsociable, nor
-that I knew Edward’s lions to the point of
-satiety; but the passion and the call of the
-divine morning were high in my blood. Earth
-to earth! That was the frank note, the joyous
-summons of the day; and they could not but jar
-and seem artificial, these human discussions and
-pretences, when boon nature, reticent no more,
-was singing that full-throated song of hers that
-thrills and claims control of every fibre. The
-air was wine, the moist earth-smell wine, the
-lark’s song, the wafts from the cow-shed at top<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[20]</a></span>
-of the field, the pant and smoke of a distant train—all
-were wine—or song, was it? or odour,
-this unity they all blent into? I had no words
-then to describe it, that earth-effluence of which
-I was so conscious; nor, indeed, have I found
-words since. I ran sideways, shouting; I dug
-glad heels into the squelching soil; I splashed
-diamond showers from puddles with a stick; I
-hurled clods skywards at random, and presently
-I somehow found myself singing. The words
-were mere nonsense—irresponsible babble; the
-tune was an improvisation, a weary, unrhythmic
-thing of rise and fall: and yet it seemed to me
-a genuine utterance, and just at that moment
-the one thing fitting and right and perfect.
-Humanity would have rejected it with scorn.
-Nature, everywhere singing in the same key,
-recognised and accepted it without a flicker of
-dissent.</p>
-
-<p>All the time the hearty wind was calling to
-me companionably from where he swung and
-bellowed in the tree-tops. ‘Take me for guide
-to-day,’ he seemed to plead. ‘Other holidays
-you have tramped it in the track of the stolid,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[21]</a></span>
-unswerving sun; a belated truant, you have
-dragged a weary foot homeward with only a
-pale, expressionless moon for company. To-day
-why not I, the trickster, the hypocrite? I
-who whip round corners and bluster, relapse
-and evade, then rally and pursue! I can lead
-you the best and rarest dance of any; for I
-am the strong capricious one, the lord of misrule,
-and I alone am irresponsible and unprincipled,
-and obey no law.’ And for me, I was
-ready enough to fall in with the fellow’s humour;
-was not this a whole holiday? So we
-sheered off together, arm-in-arm, so to speak;
-and with fullest confidence I took the jigging,
-thwartwise course my chainless pilot laid for
-me.</p>
-
-<p>A whimsical comrade I found him, ere he had
-done with me. Was it in jest, or with some
-serious purpose of his own, that he brought me
-plump upon a pair of lovers, silent, face to face
-o’er a discreet unwinking stile? As a rule this
-sort of thing struck me as the most pitiful tomfoolery.
-Two calves rubbing noses through a
-gate were natural and right and within the order<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[22]</a></span>
-of things; but that human beings, with salient
-interests and active pursuits beckoning them on
-from every side, could thus—! Well, it was a
-thing to hurry past, shamed of face, and think
-on no more. But this morning everything I met
-seemed to be accounted for and set in tune by
-that same magical touch in the air; and it was
-with a certain surprise that I found myself regarding
-these fatuous ones with kindliness instead
-of contempt, as I rambled by, unheeded of
-them. There was indeed some reconciling influence
-abroad, which could bring the like antics
-into harmony with bud and growth and the frolic
-air.</p>
-
-<p>A puff on the right cheek from my wilful companion
-sent me off at a fresh angle, and presently
-I came in sight of the village church,
-sitting solitary within its circle of elms. From
-forth the vestry window projected two small
-legs, gyrating, hungry for foothold, with larceny—not
-to say sacrilege—in their every wriggle:
-a godless sight for a supporter of the Establishment.
-Though the rest was hidden, I knew the
-legs well enough; they were usually attached<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[23]</a></span>
-to the body of Bill Saunders, the peerless bad
-boy of the village. Bill’s coveted booty, too,
-I could easily guess at that; it came from the
-Vicar’s store of biscuits, kept (as I knew) in
-a cupboard along with his official trappings.
-For a moment I hesitated; then I passed on
-my way. I protest I was not on Bill’s side;
-but then, neither was I on the Vicar’s, and
-there was something in this immoral morning
-which seemed to say that perhaps, after all,
-Bill had as much right to the biscuits as the
-Vicar, and would certainly enjoy them better;
-and anyhow it was a disputable point, and no
-business of mine. Nature, who had accepted
-me for ally, cared little who had the world’s
-biscuits, and assuredly was not going to let
-any friend of hers waste his time in playing
-policeman for Society.</p>
-
-<p>He was tugging at me anew, my insistent
-guide; and I felt sure, as I rambled off in his
-wake, that he had more holiday matter to show
-me. And so, indeed, he had; and all of it
-was to the same lawless tune. Like a black
-pirate flag on the blue ocean of air, a hawk<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[24]</a></span>
-hung ominous; then, plummet-wise, dropped to
-the hedgerow, whence there rose, thin and shrill,
-a piteous voice of squealing. By the time I got
-there a whisk of feathers on the turf—like
-scattered playbills—was all that remained to
-tell of the tragedy just enacted. Yet Nature
-smiled and sang on, pitiless, gay, impartial. To
-her, who took no sides, there was every bit as
-much to be said for the hawk as for the chaffinch.
-Both were her children, and she would
-show no preferences.</p>
-
-<p>Further on, a hedgehog lay dead athwart
-the path—nay, more than dead; decadent, distinctly;
-a sorry sight for one that had known
-the fellow in more bustling circumstances
-Nature might at least have paused to shed one
-tear over this rough-jacketed little son of hers,
-for his wasted aims, his cancelled ambitions,
-his whole career of usefulness cut suddenly
-short. But not a bit of it! Jubilant as ever,
-her song went bubbling on, and ‘Death-in-Life’—and
-again, ‘Life-in-Death,’ were its
-alternate burdens. And looking round, and
-seeing the sheep-nibbled heels of turnips that<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[25]</a></span>
-dotted the ground, their hearts eaten out of
-them in frost-bound days now over and done, I
-seemed to discern, faintly, a something of the
-stern meaning in her valorous chant.</p>
-
-<p>My invisible companion was singing also, and
-seemed at times to be chuckling softly to himself,—doubtless
-at thought of the strange new
-lessons he was teaching me; perhaps, too, at a
-special bit of waggishness he had still in store.
-For when at last he grew weary of such insignificant
-earth-bound company, he deserted me at
-a certain spot I knew; then dropped, subsided,
-and slunk away into nothingness. I raised my
-eyes, and before me, grim and lichened, stood
-the ancient whipping-post of the village; its
-sides fretted with the initials of a generation
-that scorned its mute lesson, but still clipped
-by the stout rusty shackles that had tethered
-the wrists of such of that generation’s ancestors
-as had dared to mock at order and law. Had I
-been an infant Sterne, here was a grand chance
-for sentimental output! As things were, I could
-only hurry homewards, my moral tail well between
-my legs, with an uneasy feeling, as I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[26]</a></span>
-glanced back over my shoulder, that there was
-more in this chance than met the eye.</p>
-
-<p>And outside our gate I found Charlotte,
-alone and crying. Edward, it seemed, had
-persuaded her to hide, in the full expectation
-of being duly found and ecstatically pounced
-upon; then he had caught sight of the butcher’s
-cart, and, forgetting his obligations, had rushed
-off for a ride. Harold, it further appeared,
-greatly coveting tadpoles, and top-heavy with
-the eagerness of possession, had fallen into the
-pond. This, in itself, was nothing; but on
-attempting to sneak in by the back-door, he
-had rendered up his duckweed-bedabbled person
-into the hands of an aunt, and had been promptly
-sent off to bed; and this, on a holiday, was very
-much. The moral of the whipping-post was
-working itself out; and I was not in the least
-surprised when, on reaching home, I was seized
-upon and accused of doing something I had
-never even thought of. And my frame of mind
-was such, that I could only wish most heartily
-that I had done it.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[27]</a><br /><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[28]</a><br /><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[29]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>A WHITE-WASHED UNCLE</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">IN our small lives that day was eventful when
-another uncle was to come down from town,
-and submit his character and qualifications (albeit
-unconsciously) to our careful criticism.
-Earlier uncles had been weighed in the balance,
-and—alas!—found grievously wanting.
-There was Uncle Thomas—a failure from the
-first. Not that his disposition was malevolent,
-nor were his habits such as to unfit him for
-decent society; but his rooted conviction seemed
-to be that the reason of a child’s existence was
-to serve as a butt for senseless adult jokes—or
-what, from the accompanying guffaws of laughter,
-appeared to be intended for jokes. Now,
-we were anxious that he should have a perfectly
-fair trial; so in the tool-house, between breakfast
-and lessons, we discussed and examined all
-his witticisms one by one, calmly, critically,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[30]</a></span>
-dispassionately. It was no good: we could not
-discover any salt in them. And as only a genuine
-gift of humour could have saved Uncle
-Thomas—for he pretended to naught besides—he
-was reluctantly writ down a hopeless
-impostor.</p>
-
-<p>Uncle George—the youngest—was distinctly
-more promising. He accompanied us cheerily
-round the establishment—suffered himself to be
-introduced to each of the cows—held out the
-right hand of fellowship to the pig—and even
-hinted that a pair of pink-eyed Himalayan
-rabbits might arrive—unexpectedly—from
-town some day. We were just considering
-whether in this fertile soil an apparently accidental
-remark on the solid qualities of guinea-pigs
-or ferrets might haply blossom and bring
-forth fruit, when our governess appeared on
-the scene. Uncle George’s manner at once
-underwent a complete and contemptible change.
-His interest in rational topics seemed, ‘like a
-fountain’s sickening pulse,’ to flag and ebb
-away; and though Miss Smedley’s ostensible
-purpose was to take Selina for her usual walk,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[31]</a></span>
-I can vouch for it that Selina spent her morning
-ratting, along with the keeper’s boy and me;
-while if Miss Smedley walked with any one,
-it would appear to have been with Uncle
-George.</p>
-
-<p>But, despicable as his conduct had been, he
-underwent no hasty condemnation. The defection
-was discussed in all its bearings, but it
-seemed sadly clear at last that this uncle must
-possess some innate badness of character and
-fondness for low company. We who from daily
-experience knew Miss Smedley like a book—were
-we not only too well aware that she had
-neither accomplishments nor charms—no characteristic,
-in fact, but an inbred viciousness of
-temper and disposition? True, she knew the
-dates of the English kings by heart; but how
-could that profit Uncle George, who, having
-passed into the army, had ascended beyond the
-need of useful information? Our bows and
-arrows, on the other hand, had been freely
-placed at his disposal; and a soldier should not
-have hesitated in his choice a moment. No:
-Uncle George had fallen from grace, and was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[32]</a></span>
-unanimously damned. And the non-arrival of
-the Himalayan rabbits was only another nail
-in his coffin. Uncles, therefore, were just then
-a heavy and lifeless market, and there was little
-inclination to deal. Still it was agreed that
-Uncle William, who had just returned from
-India, should have as fair a trial as the others;
-more especially as romantic possibilities might
-well be embodied in one who had held the
-gorgeous East in fee.</p>
-
-<p>Selina had kicked my shins—like the girl
-she is!—during a scuffle in the passage, and I
-was still rubbing them with one hand when I
-found that the uncle-on-approbation was half-heartedly
-shaking the other. A florid, elderly
-man, quite unmistakably nervous, he let drop
-one grimy paw after another, and, turning very
-red, with an awkward simulation of heartiness,
-‘Well, h’are y’all?’ he said, ‘Glad to see me,
-eh?’ As we could hardly, in justice, be expected
-to have formed an opinion on him at that
-early stage, we could but look at each other in
-silence; which scarce served to relieve the tension
-of the situation. Indeed, the cloud never<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[33]</a></span>
-really lifted during his stay. In talking things
-over later, some one put forward the suggestion
-that he must at some time or other have committed
-a stupendous crime. But I could not
-bring myself to believe that the man, though
-evidently unhappy, was really guilty of anything;
-and I caught him once or twice looking
-at us with evident kindliness, though, seeing
-himself observed, he blushed and turned away
-his head.</p>
-
-<p>When at last the atmosphere was clear of
-his depressing influence, we met despondently
-in the potato-cellar—all of us, that is, but
-Harold, who had been told off to accompany
-his relative to the station; and the feeling was
-unanimous, that, as an uncle, William could not
-be allowed to pass. Selina roundly declared
-him a beast, pointing out that he had not even
-got us a half-holiday; and, indeed, there seemed
-little to do but to pass sentence. We were
-about to put it to the vote, when Harold
-appeared on the scene; his red face, round eyes,
-and mysterious demeanour, hinting at awful
-portents. Speechless he stood a space: then,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[34]</a></span>
-slowly drawing his hand from the pocket of his
-knickerbockers, he displayed on a dirty palm
-one—two—three—four half-crowns! We
-could but gaze—tranced, breathless, mute.
-Never had any of us seen, in the aggregate, so
-much bullion before. Then Harold told his tale.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 499px;">
-<img src="images/illus049.jpg" width="499" height="698" alt="children outside brick wall with arched doorway" />
-<div class="caption">“WHEN AT LAST THE ATMOSPHERE WAS CLEAR OF HIS DEPRESSING<br />
-INFLUENCE, WE MET DESPONDENTLY IN THE POTATO-CELLAR”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘I took the old fellow to the station,’ he said,
-‘and as we went along I told him all about the
-stationmaster’s family, and how I had seen the
-porter kissing our housemaid, and what a nice
-fellow he was, with no airs or affectation about
-him, and anything I thought would be of
-interest; but he didn’t seem to pay much
-attention, but walked along puffing his cigar,
-and once I thought—I’m not certain, but I
-<i>thought</i>—I heard him say, “Well, thank God,
-that’s over!” When we got to the station he
-stopped suddenly, and said, “Hold on a minute!”
-Then he shoved these into my hand in
-a frightened sort of way, and said, “Look here,
-youngster! These are for you and the other
-kids. Buy what you like—make little beasts
-of yourselves—only don’t tell the old people,
-mind! Now cut away home!” So I cut.’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[35]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>A solemn hush fell on the assembly, broken
-first by the small Charlotte. ‘I didn’t know,’
-she observed dreamily, ‘that there were such
-good men anywhere in the world. I hope he’ll
-die to-night, for then he’ll go straight to heaven!’
-But the repentant Selina bewailed herself with
-tears and sobs, refusing to be comforted; for
-that in her haste she had called this white-souled
-relative a beast.</p>
-
-<p>‘I’ll tell you what we’ll do,’ said Edward,
-the master-mind, rising—as he always did—to
-the situation: ‘We’ll christen the piebald pig
-after him—the one that hasn’t got a name
-yet. And that’ll show we’re sorry for our
-mistake!’</p>
-
-<p>‘I—I christened that pig this morning,’
-Harold guiltily confessed; ‘I christened it after
-the curate. I’m very sorry—but he came and
-bowled to me last night, after you others had
-all been sent to bed early—and somehow I felt
-I <i>had</i> to do it!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Oh, but that doesn’t count,’ said Edward
-hastily; ‘because we weren’t all there. We’ll
-take that christening off, and call it Uncle<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[36]</a></span>
-William. And you can save up the curate for
-the next litter!’</p>
-
-<p>And the motion being agreed to without a
-division, the House went into Committee of
-Supply.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 312px;">
-<img src="images/illus052.jpg" width="312" height="122" alt="pig" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[37]</a><br /><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[38]</a><br /><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[39]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>ALARUMS AND EXCURSIONS</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">‘LET’S pretend,’ suggested Harold, ‘that
-we’re Cavaliers and Roundheads; and
-<i>you</i> be a Roundhead!’</p>
-
-<p>‘O bother,’ I replied drowsily, ‘we pretended
-that yesterday; and it’s not my turn to be a
-Roundhead, anyhow.’ The fact is, I was lazy,
-and the call to arms fell on indifferent ears.
-We three younger ones were stretched at
-length in the orchard. The sun was hot, the
-season merry June, and never (I thought) had
-there been such wealth and riot of buttercups
-throughout the lush grass. Green-and-gold was
-the dominant key that day. Instead of active
-‘pretence’ with its shouts and its perspiration,
-how much better—I held—to lie at ease and
-pretend to one’s self, in green and golden
-fancies, slipping the husk and passing, a careless
-lounger, through a sleepy imaginary world all<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[40]</a></span>
-gold and green! But the persistent Harold
-was not to be fobbed off.</p>
-
-<div class="figright" style="width: 498px;">
-<img src="images/illus057.jpg" width="498" height="699" alt="childrfen in woods by stream" />
-<div class="caption">“INSTEAD OF ACTIVE ‘PRETENCE’ WITH ITS SHOUTS AND ITS<br />
-PERSPIRATION, HOW MUCH BETTER—I HELD—TO LIE AT EASE<br />
-AND PRETEND TO ONE’S SELF, IN GREEN AND GOLDEN FANCIES”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘Well then,’ he began afresh, ‘let’s pretend
-we’re Knights of the Round Table; and (with
-a rush) <i>I’ll</i> be Lancelot!’</p>
-
-<p>‘I won’t play unless I’m Lancelot,’ I said.
-I didn’t mean it really, but the game of Knights
-always began with this particular contest.</p>
-
-<p>‘O <i>please</i>,’ implored Harold. ‘You know
-when Edward’s here I never get a chance of
-being Lancelot. I haven’t been Lancelot for
-weeks!’</p>
-
-<p>Then I yielded gracefully. ‘All right,’ I
-said. ‘I’ll be Tristram.’</p>
-
-<p>‘O, but you can’t,’ cried Harold again.
-‘Charlotte has always been Tristram. She
-won’t play unless she’s allowed to be Tristram!
-Be somebody else this time.’</p>
-
-<p>Charlotte said nothing, but breathed hard,
-looking straight before her. The peerless
-hunter and harper was her special hero of
-romance, and rather than see the part in less
-appreciative hands, she would have gone back
-in tears to the stuffy schoolroom.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[41]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘I don’t care,’ I said: ‘I’ll be anything. I’ll
-be Sir Kay. Come on!’</p>
-
-<p>Then once more in this country’s story the
-mail-clad knights paced through the greenwood
-shaw, questing adventure, redressing wrong;
-and bandits, five to one, broke and fled discomfited
-to their caves. Once more were
-damsels rescued, dragons disembowelled, and
-giants, in every corner of the orchard, deprived
-of their already superfluous number of heads;
-while Palomides the Saracen waited for us by
-the well, and Sir Breuse Saunce Pité vanished
-in craven flight before the skilled spear that
-was his terror and his bane. Once more the
-lists were dight in Camelot, and all was gay
-with shimmer of silk and gold; the earth shook
-with thunder of hooves, ash-staves flew in
-splinters, and the firmament rang to the clash
-of sword on helm. The varying fortune of the
-day swung doubtful—now on this side, now
-on that; till at last Lancelot, grim and great,
-thrusting through the press, unhorsed Sir Tristram
-(an easy task), and bestrode her, threatening
-doom; while the Cornish knight, forgetting<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[42]</a></span>
-hard-won fame of old, cried piteously, ‘You’re
-hurting me, I tell you! and you’re tearing my
-frock!’ Then it happed that Sir Kay, hurtling
-to the rescue, stopped short in his stride, catching
-sight suddenly, through apple-boughs, of a
-gleam of scarlet afar off; while the confused
-tramp of many horses, mingled with talk and
-laughter, was borne to the ears of his fellow-champions
-and himself.</p>
-
-<p>‘What is it?’ inquired Tristram, sitting up
-and shaking out her curls; while Lancelot forsook
-the clanging lists and trotted nimbly to
-the boundary-hedge.</p>
-
-<p>I stood spell-bound for a moment longer, and
-then, with a cry of ‘Soldiers!’ I was off to the
-hedge, Sir Tristram picking herself up and
-scurrying after us.</p>
-
-<p>Down the road they came, two and two, at an
-easy walk; scarlet flamed in the eye, bits jingled
-and saddles squeaked delightfully; while the
-men, in a halo of dust, smoked their short
-clays like the heroes they were. In a swirl of
-intoxicating glory the troop clinked and clattered
-by, while we shouted and waved, jumping<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[43]</a></span>
-up and down, and the big jolly horsemen
-acknowledged the salute with easy condescension.
-The moment they were past we were
-through the hedge and after them. Soldiers
-were not the common stuff of everyday life.
-There had been nothing like this since the
-winter before last, when on a certain afternoon—bare
-of leaf and monochromatic in its hue
-of sodden fallow and frost-nipt copse—suddenly
-the hounds had burst through the fence with
-their mellow cry, and all the paddock was for
-the minute reverberant of thudding hoof and
-dotted with glancing red. But this was better,
-since it could only mean that blows and bloodshed
-were in the air.</p>
-
-<p>‘Is there going to be a battle?’ panted Harold,
-hardly able to keep up for excitement.</p>
-
-<p>‘Of course there is,’ I replied. ‘We’re just
-in time. Come on!’</p>
-
-<p>Perhaps I ought to have known better; and
-yet——? The pigs and poultry, with whom we
-chiefly consorted, could instruct us little concerning
-the peace that lapped in these latter
-days our seagirt realm. In the schoolroom<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[44]</a></span>
-we were just now dallying with the Wars of the
-Roses; and did not legends of the country-side
-inform us how cavaliers had once galloped up
-and down these very lanes from their quarters
-in the village? Here, now, were soldiers unmistakable;
-and if their business was not fighting,
-what was it? Sniffing the joy of battle, we
-followed hard in their tracks.</p>
-
-<p>‘Won’t Edward be sorry,’ puffed Harold,
-‘that he’s begun that beastly Latin?’</p>
-
-<p>It did, indeed, seem hard. Edward, the most
-martial spirit of us all, was drearily conjugating
-<i>amo</i> (of all verbs!) between four walls, while
-Selina, who ever thrilled ecstatic to a red coat,
-was struggling with the uncouth German tongue.
-‘Age,’ I reflected, ‘carries its penalties.’</p>
-
-<p>It was a grievous disappointment to us that
-the troop passed through the village unmolested.
-Every cottage, I pointed out to my companions,
-ought to have been loopholed, and strongly held.
-But no opposition was offered to the soldiers
-who, indeed, conducted themselves with a recklessness
-and a want of precaution that seemed
-simply criminal.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[45]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At the last cottage a transitory gleam of
-common sense flickered across me, and, turning
-on Charlotte, I sternly ordered her back. The
-small maiden, docile but exceedingly dolorous,
-dragged reluctant feet homewards, heavy at
-heart that she was to behold no stout fellows
-slain that day; but Harold and I held steadily
-on, expecting every instant to see the environing
-hedges crackle and spit forth the leaden death.</p>
-
-<p>‘Will they be Indians?’ asked my brother
-(meaning the enemy) ‘or Roundheads, or
-what?’</p>
-
-<p>I reflected. Harold always required direct
-straightforward answers—not faltering suppositions.</p>
-
-<p>‘They won’t be Indians,’ I replied at last;
-‘nor yet Roundheads. There haven’t been
-any Roundheads seen about here for a long
-time. They’ll be Frenchmen.’</p>
-
-<p>Harold’s face fell. ‘All right,’ he said:
-‘Frenchmen’ll do; but I did hope they’d
-be Indians.’</p>
-
-<p>‘If they were going to be Indians,’ I explained,
-‘I—I don’t think I’d go on. Because<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[46]</a></span>
-when Indians take you prisoner they scalp
-you first, and then burn you at the stake. But
-Frenchmen don’t do that sort of thing.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Are you quite sure?’ asked Harold doubtfully.</p>
-
-<p>‘Quite,’ I replied. ‘Frenchmen only shut
-you up in a thing called the Bastille; and then
-you get a file sent in to you in a loaf of bread,
-and saw the bars through, and slide down a
-rope, and they all fire at you—but they don’t
-hit you—and you run down to the seashore as
-hard as you can, and swim off to a British
-frigate, and there you are!’</p>
-
-<p>Harold brightened up again. The programme
-was rather attractive. ‘If they try to take us
-prisoner,’ he said, ‘we—we won’t run, will
-we?’</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile, the craven foe was a long time
-showing himself; and we were reaching strange
-outland country, uncivilised, wherein lions might
-be expected to prowl at nightfall. I had a
-stitch in my side, and both Harold’s stockings
-had come down. Just as I was beginning to
-have gloomy doubts of the proverbial courage<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[47]</a></span>
-of Frenchmen, the officer called out something,
-the men closed up, and, breaking into a trot,
-the troops—already far ahead—vanished out
-of our sight. With a sinking at the heart, I
-began to suspect we had been fooled.</p>
-
-<p>‘Are they charging?’ cried Harold, very
-weary, but rallying gamely.</p>
-
-<p>‘I think not,’ I replied doubtfully. ‘When
-there’s going to be a charge, the officer always
-makes a speech, and then they draw their swords
-and the trumpets blow, and——but let’s try a
-short cut. We may catch them up yet.’</p>
-
-<p>So we struck across the fields and into
-another road, and pounded down that, and
-then over more fields, panting, down-hearted,
-yet hoping for the best. The sun went in, and
-a thin drizzle began to fall; we were muddy,
-breathless, almost dead-beat; but we blundered
-on, till at last we struck a road more brutally,
-more callously unfamiliar than any road I ever
-looked upon. Not a hint nor a sign of friendly
-direction or assistance on the dogged white face
-of it! There was no longer any disguising it:
-we were hopelessly lost. The small rain continued<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[48]</a></span>
-steadily, the evening began to come
-on. Really there are moments when a fellow
-is justified in crying; and I would have cried
-too, if Harold had not been there. That right-minded
-child regarded an elder brother as a
-veritable god; and I could see that he felt
-himself as secure as if a whole Brigade of
-Guards had hedged him round with protecting
-bayonets. But I dreaded sore lest he should
-begin again with his questions.</p>
-
-<p>As I gazed in dumb appeal on the face
-of unresponsive nature, the sound of nearing
-wheels sent a pulse of hope through my being:
-increasing to rapture as I recognised in the
-approaching vehicle the familiar carriage of the
-old doctor. If ever a god emerged from a
-machine, it was when this heaven-sent friend,
-recognising us, stopped and jumped out with a
-cheery hail. Harold rushed up to him at once.
-‘Have you been there?’ he cried. ‘Was it a
-jolly fight? who beat? were there many people
-killed?’</p>
-
-<p>The doctor appeared puzzled. I briefly explained
-the situation.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[49]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘I see,’ said the doctor, looking grave and
-twisting his face this way and that. ‘Well,
-the fact is, there isn’t going to be any battle
-to-day. It’s been put off, on account of the
-change in the weather. You will have due
-notice of the renewal of hostilities. And now
-you’d better jump in and I’ll drive you home.
-You’ve been running a fine rig! Why, you
-might have both been taken and shot as spies!’</p>
-
-<p>This special danger had never even occurred
-to us. The thrill of it accentuated the cosy
-homelike feeling of the cushions we nestled into
-as we rolled homewards. The doctor beguiled
-the journey with blood-curdling narratives of
-personal adventure in the tented field, he having
-followed the profession of arms (so it seemed)
-in every quarter of the globe. Time, the destroyer
-of all things beautiful, subsequently
-revealed the baselessness of these legends; but
-what of that? There are higher things than
-truth; and we were almost reconciled, by the
-time we were put down at our gate, to the fact
-that the battle had been postponed.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[50]</a><br /><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[51]</a><br /><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[52]</a><br /><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[53]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE FINDING OF THE PRINCESS</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">IT was the day I was promoted to a toothbrush.
-The girls, irrespective of age, had
-been thus distinguished some time before; why,
-we boys could never rightly understand, except
-that it was part and parcel of a system of
-studied favouritism on behalf of creatures both
-physically inferior and (as was shown by a
-fondness for tale-bearing) of weaker mental
-fibre to us boys. It was not that we yearned
-after these strange instruments in themselves.
-Edward, indeed, applied his to the scrubbing-out
-of his squirrel’s cage, and for personal use,
-when a superior eye was grim on him, borrowed
-Harold’s or mine, indifferently. But the nimbus
-of distinction that clung to them—that we
-coveted exceedingly. What more, indeed, was
-there to ascend to, before the remote, but still
-possible, razor and strop?</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[54]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Perhaps the exaltation had mounted to my
-head; or nature and the perfect morning joined
-to hint at disaffection. Anyhow, having breakfasted,
-and triumphantly repeated the collect
-I had broken down in the last Sunday—’twas
-one without rhythm or alliteration: a most
-objectionable collect—having achieved thus
-much, the small natural man in me rebelled,
-and I vowed, as I straddled and spat about the
-stable-yard in feeble imitation of the coachman,
-that lessons might go to the Inventor of them.
-It was only geography that morning, any way:
-and the practical thing was worth any quantity
-of bookish theoric. As for me, I was going on
-my travels, and imports and exports, populations
-and capitals, might very well wait while I explored
-the breathing coloured world outside.</p>
-
-<p>True, a fellow-rebel was wanted; and Harold
-might, as a rule, have been counted on with
-certainty. But just then Harold was very
-proud. The week before he had ‘gone into
-tables,’ and had been endowed with a new slate,
-having a miniature sponge attached wherewith
-we washed the faces of Charlotte’s dolls, thereby<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[55]</a></span>
-producing an unhealthy pallor which struck
-terror into the child’s heart, always timorous
-regarding epidemic visitations. As to ‘tables,’
-nobody knew exactly what they were, least of
-all Harold; but it was a step over the heads
-of the rest, and therefore a subject for self-adulation
-and—generally speaking—airs; so
-that Harold, hugging his slate and his chains,
-was out of the question now. In such a matter,
-girls were worse than useless, as wanting the
-necessary tenacity of will and contempt for self-constituted
-authority. So eventually I slipped
-through the hedge a solitary protestant, and
-issued forth on the lane what time the rest of the
-civilised world was sitting down to lessons.</p>
-
-<p>The scene was familiar enough; and yet, this
-morning, how different it all seemed! The act,
-with its daring, tinted everything with new
-strange hues; affecting the individual with a
-sort of bruised feeling just below the pit of the
-stomach, that was intensified whenever his
-thoughts flew back to the ink-stained smelly
-schoolroom. And could this be really me? or
-was I only contemplating, from the schoolroom<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[56]</a></span>
-aforesaid, some other jolly young mutineer,
-faring forth under the genial sun? Anyhow,
-here was the friendly well, in its old place, half-way
-up the lane. Hither the yoke-shouldering
-village-folk were wont to come to fill their
-clinking buckets; when the drippings made
-worms of wet in the thick dust of the road.
-They had flat wooden crosses inside each pail,
-which floated on the top and (we were instructed)
-served to prevent the water from
-slopping over. We used to wonder by what
-magic this strange principle worked, and who
-first invented the crosses, and whether he got
-a peerage for it. But indeed the well was a
-centre of mystery, for a hornet’s nest was
-somewhere hard by, and the very thought was
-fearsome. Wasps we knew well and disdained,
-storming them in their fastnesses. But these
-great Beasts, vestured in angry orange, three
-stings from which—so ’twas averred—would
-kill a horse, these were of a different kidney,
-and their dreadful drone suggested prudence
-and retreat. At this time neither villagers nor
-hornets encroached on the stillness: lessons,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[57]</a></span>
-apparently, pervaded all nature. So, after
-dabbling awhile in the well—what boy has
-ever passed a bit of water without messing in
-it?—I scrambled through the hedge, shunning
-the hornet-haunted side, and struck into the
-silence of the copse.</p>
-
-<p>If the lane had been deserted, this was loneliness
-become personal. Here mystery lurked
-and peeped; here brambles caught and held
-you with a purpose of their own; here saplings
-whipped your face with human spite. The
-copse, too, proved vaster in extent, more direfully
-drawn out, than one would ever have
-guessed from its frontage on the lane: and I
-was really glad when at last the wood opened
-and sloped down to a streamlet brawling forth
-into the sunlight. By this cheery companion
-I wandered along, conscious of little but that
-Nature, in providing store of water-rats, had
-thoughtfully furnished provender of right-sized
-stones. Rapids, also, there were, telling of
-canoes and portages—crinkling bays and inlets—caves
-for pirates and hidden treasures—the
-wise Dame had forgotten nothing—till at last,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[58]</a></span>
-after what lapse of time I know not, my further
-course, though not the stream’s, was barred by
-some six feet of stout wire netting, stretched
-from side to side just where a thick hedge,
-arching till it touched, forbade all further
-view.</p>
-
-<p>The excitement of the thing was becoming
-thrilling. A Black Flag must surely be fluttering
-close by? Here was most plainly a malignant
-contrivance of the Pirates, designed to
-baffle our gun-boats when we dashed up-stream
-to shell them from their lair! A gun-boat,
-indeed, might well have hesitated, so stout was
-the netting, so close the hedge. But I spied
-where a rabbit was wont to pass, close down
-by the water’s edge; where a rabbit could go
-a boy could follow, howbeit stomach-wise and
-with one leg in the stream; so the passage was
-achieved, and I stood inside, safe but breathless
-at the sight.</p>
-
-<p>Gone was the brambled waste, gone the
-flickering tangle of woodland. Instead, terrace
-after terrace of shaven sward, stone-edged, urn-cornered,
-stepped delicately down to where the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[59]</a></span>
-stream, now tamed and educated, passed from
-one to another marble basin, in which on occasion
-gleams of red hinted at gold-fish poised
-among the spreading water-lilies. The scene
-lay silent and slumbrous in the brooding noon-day
-sun: the drowsing peacock squatted humped
-on the lawn, no fish leaped in the pools, no bird
-declared himself from the trim secluding hedges.
-Self-confessed it was here, then, at last, the
-Garden of Sleep!</p>
-
-<p>Two things, in those old days, I held in
-especial distrust: gamekeepers and gardeners.
-Seeing, however, no baleful apparitions of
-either quality, I pursued my way between rich
-flower-beds, in search of the necessary Princess.
-Conditions declared her presence patently as
-trumpets; without this centre such surroundings
-could not exist. A pavilion, gold-topped,
-wreathed with lush jessamine, beckoned with
-a special significance over close-set shrubs.
-There, if anywhere, She should be enshrined.
-Instinct, and some knowledge of the habits of
-princesses, triumphed; for (indeed) there She
-was! In no tranced repose, however, but<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[60]</a></span>
-laughingly, struggling to disengage her hand
-from the grasp of a grown-up man who occupied
-the marble bench with her. (As to age,
-I suppose now that the two swung in respective
-scales that pivoted on twenty. But children
-heed no minor distinctions. To them, the
-inhabited world is composed of the two main
-divisions: children and upgrown people; the
-latter in no way superior to the former—only
-hopelessly different. These two, then, belonged
-to the grown-up section.) I paused, thinking it
-strange they should prefer seclusion when there
-were fish to be caught, and butterflies to hunt
-in the sun outside; and as I cogitated thus,
-the grown-up man caught sight of me.</p>
-
-<p>‘Hallo, sprat!’ he said with some abruptness;
-‘Where do you spring from?’</p>
-
-<p>‘I came up the stream,’ I explained politely
-and comprehensively, ‘and I was only looking
-for the Princess.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Then you are a water-baby,’ he replied.
-‘And what do you think of the Princess, now
-you’ve found her?’</p>
-
-<p>‘I think she is lovely,’ I said (and doubtless<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[61]</a></span>
-I was right, having never learned to flatter).
-‘But she’s wide-awake, so I suppose somebody
-has kissed her!’</p>
-
-<p>This very natural deduction moved the
-grown-up man to laughter; but the Princess,
-turning red and jumping up, declared that it
-was time for lunch.</p>
-
-<p>‘Come along, then,’ said the grown-up man;
-‘and you too, water-baby. Come and have
-something solid. You must want it.’</p>
-
-<p>I accompanied them without any feeling of
-false delicacy. The world, as known to me,
-was spread with food each several mid-day,
-and the particular table one sat at seemed a
-matter of no importance. The palace was very
-sumptuous and beautiful, just what a palace
-ought to be; and we were met by a stately lady,
-rather more grown-up than the Princess—apparently
-her mother. My friend the Man was
-very kind, and introduced me as the Captain,
-saying I had just run down from Aldershot. I
-didn’t know where Aldershot was, but I had no
-manner of doubt that he was perfectly right.
-As a rule, indeed, grown-up people are fairly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[62]</a></span>
-correct on matters of fact; it is in the higher
-gift of imagination that they are so sadly to
-seek.</p>
-
-<p>The lunch was excellent and varied. Another
-gentleman in beautiful clothes—a lord
-presumably—lifted me into a high carved
-chair, and stood behind it, brooding over me
-like a Providence. I endeavoured to explain
-who I was and where I had come from, and
-to impress the company with my own toothbrush
-and Harold’s tables; but either they
-were stupid—or is it a characteristic of Fairyland
-that every one laughs at the most ordinary
-remarks? My friend the Man said good-naturedly,
-‘All right, Water-baby; you came up
-the stream, and that’s good enough for us.’
-The lord—a reserved sort of man, I thought—took
-no share in the conversation.</p>
-
-<p>After lunch I walked on the terrace with
-the Princess and my friend the Man, and was
-very proud. And I told him what I was going
-to be, and he told me what he was going to be;
-and then I remarked, ‘I suppose you two are
-going to get married?’ He only laughed, after<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[63]</a></span>
-the Fairy fashion. ‘Because if you aren’t,’ I
-added, ‘you really ought to’: meaning only
-that a man who discovered a Princess, living
-in the right sort of Palace like this, and didn’t
-marry her there and then, was false to all
-recognised tradition.</p>
-
-<p>They laughed again, and my friend suggested
-I should go down to the pond and look at the
-gold-fish, while they went for a stroll. I was
-sleepy, and assented; but before they left me,
-the grown-up man put two half-crowns in my
-hand, for the purpose, he explained, of treating
-the other water-babies. I was so touched by
-this crowning mark of friendship that I nearly
-cried; and I thought much more of his generosity
-than of the fact that the Princess, ere she
-moved away, stooped down and kissed me.</p>
-
-<p>I watched them disappear down the path—how
-naturally arms seem to go round waists in
-Fairyland!—and then, my cheek on the cool
-marble, lulled by the trickle of water, I slipped
-into dreamland out of real and magic world
-alike. When I woke, the sun had gone in, a
-chill wind set all the leaves a-whispering, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[64]</a></span>
-the peacock on the lawn was harshly calling up
-the rain. A wild unreasoning panic possessed
-me, and I sped out of the garden like a guilty
-thing, wriggled through the rabbit-run, and
-threaded my doubtful way homewards, hounded
-by nameless terrors. The half-crowns happily
-remained solid and real to the touch; but could
-I hope to bear such treasure safely through the
-brigand-haunted wood? It was a dirty, weary
-little object that entered its home, at nightfall,
-by the unassuming aid of the scullery-window:
-and only to be sent tealess to bed seemed infinite
-mercy to him. Officially tealess, that is;
-for, as was usual after such escapades, a sympathetic
-housemaid, coming delicately by back-stairs,
-stayed him with chunks of cold pudding
-and condolence, till his small skin was tight as
-any drum. Then, nature asserting herself, I
-passed into the comforting kingdom of sleep,
-where, a golden carp of fattest build, I oared
-it in translucent waters with a new half-crown
-snug under right fin and left; and thrust up a
-nose through water-lily leaves to be kissed by
-a rose-flushed Princess.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 499px;">
-<img src="images/illus083.jpg" width="499" height="679" alt="boy lying asleep next to fountain" />
-<div class="caption">“.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. AND THEN, MY CHEEK ON THE COOL MARBLE,<br />
-LULLED BY THE TRICKLE OF WATER, I SLIPPED INTO<br />
-DREAMLAND OUT OF REAL AND MAGIC WORLD ALIKE”</div>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[65]</a><br /><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[66]</a><br /><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[67]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>SAWDUST AND SIN</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">A BELT of rhododendrons grew close down
-to one side of our pond; and along the
-edge of it many things flourished rankly. If you
-crept through the undergrowth and crouched by
-the water’s rim, it was easy—if your imagination
-were in healthy working order—to transport
-yourself in a trice to the heart of a tropical
-forest. Overhead the monkeys chattered, parrots
-flashed from bough to bough, strange large
-blossoms shone all round you, and the push and
-rustle of great beasts moving unseen thrilled
-you deliciously. And if you lay down with
-your nose an inch or two from the water, it
-was not long ere the old sense of proportion
-vanished clean away. The glittering insects
-that darted to and fro on its surface became
-sea-monsters dire, the gnats that hung above
-them swelled to albatrosses, and the pond itself<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[68]</a></span>
-stretched out into a vast inland sea, whereon a
-navy might ride secure, and whence at any
-moment the hairy scalp of a sea-serpent might
-be seen to emerge.</p>
-
-<p>It is impossible, however, to play at tropical
-forests properly, when homely accents of the
-human voice intrude; and all my hopes of
-seeing a tiger seized by a crocodile while
-drinking (<i>vide</i> picture-books, <i>passim</i>) vanished
-abruptly, and earth resumed her old dimensions,
-when the sound of Charlotte’s prattle somewhere
-hard by broke in on my primæval seclusion.
-Looking out from the bushes, I saw her trotting
-towards an open space of lawn the other side
-the pond, chattering to herself in her accustomed
-fashion, a doll tucked under either arm, and her
-brow knit with care. Propping up her double
-burthen against a friendly stump, she sat down
-in front of them, as full of worry and anxiety as
-a Chancellor on a Budget night.</p>
-
-<p>Her victims, who stared resignedly in front
-of them, were recognisable as Jerry and Rosa.
-Jerry hailed from far Japan: his hair was
-straight and black, his one garment cotton of<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[69]</a></span>
-a simple blue; and his reputation was distinctly
-bad. Jerome was his proper name, from his
-supposed likeness to the holy man who hung in
-a print on the staircase; though a shaven crown
-was the only thing in common ’twixt Western
-saint and Eastern sinner. Rosa was typical
-British, from her flaxen poll to the stout calves
-she displayed so liberally; and in character she
-was of the blameless order of those who have
-not yet been found out.</p>
-
-<p>I suspected Jerry from the first. There was
-a latent devilry in his slant eyes as he sat there
-moodily; and knowing what he was capable of,
-I scented trouble in store for Charlotte. Rosa
-I was not so sure about; she sat demurely and
-upright, and looked far away into the tree-tops
-in a visionary, world-forgetting sort of way; yet
-the prim purse of her mouth was somewhat
-overdone, and her eyes glittered unnaturally.</p>
-
-<p>‘Now, I’m going to begin where I left off,’
-said Charlotte, regardless of stops, and thumping
-the turf with her fist excitedly: ‘and you
-must pay attention, ’cos this is a treat, to have a
-story told you before you’re put to bed. Well,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[70]</a></span>
-so the White Rabbit scuttled off down the
-passage and Alice hoped he’d come back ’cos
-he had a waistcoat on and her flamingo flew up
-a tree—but we haven’t got to that part yet, you
-must wait a minute, and—where had I got to?’</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;">
-<img src="images/illus091.jpg" width="500" height="707" alt="girl crouched down by water" />
-<div class="caption">“‘NOW WE’LL GO ON,’ BEGAN CHARLOTTE ONCE MORE”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Jerry only remained passive until Charlotte
-had got well under way, and then began to
-heel over quietly in Rosa’s direction. His
-head fell on her plump shoulder, causing her
-to start nervously.</p>
-
-<p>Charlotte seized and shook him with vigour.
-‘O Jerry,’ she cried piteously, ‘if you’re not
-going to be good, how ever shall I tell you my
-story?’</p>
-
-<p>Jerry’s face was injured innocence itself.
-‘Blame if you like, Madam,’ he seemed to
-say, ‘the eternal laws of gravitation, but not a
-helpless puppet, who is also an orphan and a
-stranger in the land.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Now we’ll go on,’ began Charlotte once
-more. ‘So she got into the garden at last—I’ve
-left out a lot but you won’t care, I’ll tell
-you some other time—and they were all playing
-croquet, and that’s where the flamingo comes<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[71]</a></span>
-in, and the Queen shouted out, “Off with her
-head!”’</p>
-
-<p>At this point Jerry collapsed forward, suddenly
-and completely, his bald pate between
-his knees. Charlotte was not very angry this
-time. The sudden development of tragedy in
-the story had evidently been too much for the
-poor fellow. She straightened him out, wiped
-his nose, and, after trying him in various positions,
-to which he refused to adapt himself,
-she propped him against the shoulder of the
-(apparently) unconscious Rosa. Then my eyes
-were opened, and the full measure of Jerry’s
-infamy became apparent. This, then, was what
-he had been playing up for! The rascal had
-designs, had he? I resolved to keep him under
-close observation.</p>
-
-<p>‘If you’d been in the garden,’ went on
-Charlotte reproachfully, ‘and flopped down
-like that when the Queen said “Off with his
-head!” she’d have offed with your head; but
-Alice wasn’t that sort of girl at all. She just
-said, “I’m not afraid of you, you’re nothing
-but a pack of cards”—O dear! I’ve got to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[72]</a></span>
-the end already, and I hadn’t begun hardly! I
-never can make my stories last out! Never
-mind, I’ll tell you another one.’</p>
-
-<p>Jerry didn’t seem to care, now he had gained
-his end, whether the stories lasted out or not.
-He was nestling against Rosa’s plump form
-with a look of satisfaction that was simply
-idiotic; and one arm had disappeared from
-view—was it round her waist? Rosa’s natural
-blush seemed deeper than usual, her head inclined
-shyly—it must have been round her
-waist.</p>
-
-<p>‘If it wasn’t so near your bedtime,’ continued
-Charlotte reflectively, ‘I’d tell you a nice story
-with a bogy in it. But you’d be frightened,
-and you’d dream of bogies all night. So I’ll
-tell you one about a White Bear, only you
-mustn’t scream when the bear says ‘Wow,’ like
-I used to, ’cos he’s a good bear really——’</p>
-
-<p>Here Rosa fell flat on her back in the deadest
-of faints. Her limbs were rigid, her eyes glassy.
-What had Jerry been doing? It must have
-been something very bad, for her to take on
-like that. I scrutinised him carefully, while<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[73]</a></span>
-Charlotte ran to comfort the damsel. He appeared
-to be whistling a tune and regarding the
-scenery. If I only possessed Jerry’s command
-of feature, I thought to myself, half regretfully,
-I would never be found out in anything.</p>
-
-<p>‘It’s all your fault, Jerry,’ said Charlotte
-reproachfully, when the lady had been restored
-to consciousness: ‘Rosa’s as good as gold
-except when you make her wicked. I’d put
-you in the corner, only a stump hasn’t got a
-corner—wonder why that is? Thought everything
-had corners. Never mind, you’ll have to
-sit with your face to the wall—<i>so</i>. Now you
-can sulk if you like!’</p>
-
-<p>Jerry seemed to hesitate a moment between
-the bliss of indulgence in sulks with a sense of
-injury, and the imperious summons of beauty
-waiting to be wooed at his elbow; then, overmastered
-by his passion, he fell sideways across
-Rosa’s lap. One arm stuck stiffly upwards, as
-in passionate protestation; his amorous countenance
-was full of entreaty. Rosa hesitated—wavered—yielded,
-crushing his slight frame
-under the weight of her full-bodied surrender.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[74]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Charlotte had stood a good deal, but it was
-possible to abuse even her patience. Snatching
-Jerry from his lawless embraces, she reversed
-him across her knee, and then—the outrage
-offered to the whole superior sex in Jerry’s
-hapless person was too painful to witness; but
-though I turned my head away the sound of
-brisk slaps continued to reach my tingling ears.
-When I dared to look again, Jerry was sitting
-up as before; his garment, somewhat crumpled,
-was restored to its original position; but his
-pallid countenance was set hard. Knowing as
-I did, only too well, what a volcano of passion
-and shame must be seething under that impassive
-exterior, for the moment I felt sorry for him.</p>
-
-<p>Rosa’s face was still buried in her frock; it
-might have been shame, it might have been
-grief for Jerry’s sufferings. But the callous
-Japanese never even looked her way. His
-heart was exceeding bitter within him. In
-merely following up his natural impulses he had
-run his head against convention, and learned
-how hard a thing it was; and the sunshiny
-world was all black to him. Even Charlotte<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[75]</a></span>
-softened somewhat at the sight of his rigid
-misery. ‘If you’ll say you’re sorry, Jerome,’
-she said, ‘I’ll say I’m sorry, too.’</p>
-
-<p>Jerry only dropped his shoulders against the
-stump and stared out in the direction of his dear
-native Japan, where love was no sin, and smacking
-had not been introduced. Why had he ever
-left it? He would go back to-morrow! And
-yet there were obstacles: another grievance.
-Nature, in endowing Jerry with every grace of
-form and feature, along with a sensitive soul,
-had somehow forgotten the gift of locomotion.</p>
-
-<p>There was a crackling in the bushes behind
-me, with sharp short pants as of a small steam-engine,
-and Rollo, the black retriever, just
-released from his chain by some friendly hand,
-burst through the underwood, seeking congenial
-company. I joyfully hailed him to stop and be
-a panther, but he sped away round the pond,
-upset Charlotte with a boisterous caress, and
-seizing Jerry by the middle, disappeared with
-him down the drive. Charlotte panting, raved
-behind the swift-footed avenger of crime; Rosa
-lay dishevelled, bereft of consciousness; Jerry<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[76]</a></span>
-himself spread helpless arms to heaven, and I
-almost thought I heard a cry for mercy, a tardy
-promise of amendment. But it was too late.
-The Black Man had got Jerry at last; and
-though the tear of sensibility might bedew an
-eye or two for his lost sake, no one who really
-knew him could deny the justice of his fate.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 311px;">
-<img src="images/illus098.jpg" width="311" height="126" alt="two dolls" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[77]</a><br /><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[78]</a><br /><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[79]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>‘YOUNG ADAM CUPID’</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">NOBODY would have suspected Edward
-of being in love, had it not been that
-after breakfast, with an overacted carelessness,
-‘Anybody who likes,’ he said, ‘can feed my
-rabbits,’ and he disappeared, with a jauntiness
-that deceived nobody, in the direction of the
-orchard. Now kingdoms might totter and reel,
-and convulsions play skittles with the map of
-Europe; but the iron unwritten law prevailed,
-that each boy severely fed his own rabbits.
-There was good ground, then, for suspicion and
-alarm; and while the lettuce leaves were being
-drawn through the wires, Harold and I conferred
-seriously on the situation.</p>
-
-<p>It may be thought that the affair was none
-of our business; and indeed we cared little
-as individuals. We were only concerned as
-members of a corporation, for each of whom<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[80]</a></span>
-the mental or physical ailment of one of his
-fellows might have far-reaching effects. It was
-thought best that Harold, as least open to suspicion
-of motive, should be despatched to probe
-and peer. His instructions were, to proceed by
-a report on the health of our rabbits in particular;
-to glide gently into a discussion concerning
-rabbits in general, their customs, practices, and
-vices; and to pass thence, by a natural transition,
-to the female sex, the inherent flaws in its
-composition, and the reasons for regarding it
-(speaking broadly) as dirt. He was especially
-to be very diplomatic, and then to return and
-report progress. He departed on his mission
-gaily; but his absence was short, and his return,
-discomfited and in tears, seemed to betoken
-some want of parts for diplomacy. He had
-found Edward, it appeared, pacing the orchard,
-with the sort of set smile that mountebanks
-wear in their precarious antics, fixed painfully
-on his face, as with pins. Harold had opened
-well, on the rabbit subject, but, with a fatal
-confusion between the abstract and the concrete,
-had then gone on to remark that Edward’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[81]</a></span>
-lop-eared doe, with her long hindlegs and contemptuous
-twitch of the nose, always reminded
-him of Sabina Larkin (a nine-year-old damsel,
-child of a neighbouring farmer): at which point
-Edward, it would seem, had turned upon and
-savagely maltreated him, twisting his arm and
-punching him in the short ribs. So that Harold
-returned to the rabbit-hutches preceded by long-drawn
-wails: anon wishing, with tears and sobs,
-that he were a man, to kick his love-lorn
-brother; anon lamenting that ever he had been
-born.</p>
-
-<p>I was not big enough to stand up to Edward
-personally, so I had to console the sufferer by
-allowing him to grease the wheels of the donkey-cart—a
-luscious treat that had been specially
-reserved for me, a week past, by the gardener’s
-boy, for putting in a good word on his behalf
-with the new kitchen-maid. Harold was soon
-all smiles and grease; and I was not, on the
-whole, dissatisfied with the significant hint that
-had been gained as to the <i>fons et origo mali</i>.</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately, means were at hand for resolving
-any doubts on the subject, since the morning<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[82]</a></span>
-was Sunday, and already the bells were ringing
-for church. Lest the connexion may not be
-evident at first sight, I should explain that
-the gloomy period of church-time, with its
-enforced inaction and its lack of real interest—passed,
-too, within sight of all that the village
-held of fairest—was just the one when a young
-man’s fancies lightly turned to thoughts of love.
-The rest of the week afforded no leisure for
-such trifling; but in church—well, there was
-really nothing else to do! True, noughts-and-crosses
-might be indulged in on flyleaves of
-prayer-books while the Litany dragged its slow
-length along; but what balm or what solace
-could be found for the Sermon? Naturally the
-eye, wandering here and there among the serried
-ranks, made bold untrammelled choice among
-our fair fellow-supplicants. It was in this way
-that, some months earlier, under the exceptional
-strain of the Athanasian Creed, my roving fancy
-had settled upon the baker’s wife as a fit object
-for a life-long devotion. Her riper charms had
-conquered a heart which none of her be-muslined
-tittering juniors had been able to subdue; and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[83]</a></span>
-that she was already wedded had never occurred
-to me as any bar to my affection. Edward’s
-general demeanour, then, during morning service
-was safe to convict him; but there was also a
-special test for the particular case. It happened
-that we sat in a transept, and, the Larkins being
-behind us, Edward’s only chance of feasting on
-Sabina’s charms was in the all-too fleeting interval
-when we swung round eastwards. I was not
-mistaken. During the singing of the Benedictus
-the impatient one made several false starts, and
-at last he slewed fairly round before ‘As it was
-in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be’ was
-half finished. The evidence was conclusive: a
-court of law could have desired no better.</p>
-
-<p>The fact being patent, the next thing was
-to grapple with it; and my mind was fully
-occupied during the sermon. There was really
-nothing unfair or unbrotherly in my attitude.
-A philosophic affection such as mine own, which
-clashed with nothing, was (I held) permissible;
-but the volcanic passions in which Edward
-indulged about once a quarter were a serious
-interference with business. To make matters<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[84]</a></span>
-worse, next week there was a circus coming to
-the neighbourhood, to which we had all been
-strictly forbidden to go; and without Edward
-no visit in contempt of law and orders could be
-successfully brought off. I had sounded him
-as to the circus on our way to church, and he
-had replied briefly that the very thought of a
-clown made him sick. Morbidity could no
-further go. But the sermon came to an end
-without any line of conduct having suggested
-itself; and I walked home in some depression,
-feeling sadly that Venus was in the ascendant
-and in direful opposition, while Auriga—the
-circus star—drooped declinant, perilously near
-the horizon.</p>
-
-<p>By the irony of fate, Aunt Eliza, of all
-people, turned out to be the <i>Dea ex machinâ</i>.
-The thing fell out in this wise. It was that
-lady’s obnoxious practice to issue forth, of a
-Sunday afternoon, on a visit of state to such
-farmers and cottagers as dwelt at hand; on
-which occasion she was wont to hale a reluctant
-boy along with her, from the mixed motives of
-propriety and his soul’s health. Much cudgelling<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[85]</a></span>
-of brains, I suppose, had on that particular
-day made me torpid and unwary. Anyhow,
-when a victim came to be sought for, I fell an
-easy prey, while the others fled scatheless and
-whooping. Our first visit was to the Larkins.
-Here ceremonial might be viewed in its finest
-flower, and we conducted ourselves, like Queen
-Elizabeth when she trod the measure, ‘high and
-disposedly.’ In the low oak-panelled parlour
-cake and currant wine were set forth, and, after
-courtesies and compliments exchanged, Aunt
-Eliza, greatly condescending, talked the fashions
-with Mrs. Larkin; while the farmer and I,
-perspiring with the unusual effort, exchanged
-remarks on the mutability of the weather and
-the steady fall in the price of corn. (Who
-would have thought, to hear us, that only two
-short days ago we had confronted each other on
-either side of a hedge? I triumphant, provocative,
-derisive? He flushed, wroth, cracking his
-whip, and volleying forth profanity? So powerful
-is all-subduing ceremony!) Sabina the
-while, demurely seated with a <i>Pilgrim’s
-Progress</i> on her knee, and apparently absorbed<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[86]</a></span>
-in a brightly-coloured presentment of ‘Apollyon
-Straddling Right across the Way,’ eyed me at
-times with shy interest; but repelled all Aunt
-Eliza’s advances with a frigid politeness for
-which I could not sufficiently admire her.</p>
-
-<p>‘It’s surprising to me,’ I heard my aunt
-remark presently, ‘how my eldest nephew,
-Edward, despises little girls. I heard him tell
-Charlotte the other day that he wished he could
-exchange her for a pair of Japanese guinea-pigs.
-It made the poor child cry. Boys are so
-heartless!’ (I saw Sabina stiffen as she sat,
-and her tip-tilted nose twitched scornfully.)
-‘Now this boy here——’ (my soul descended
-into my very boots. Could the woman have
-intercepted any of my amorous glances at the
-baker’s wife?) ‘Now this boy,’ my aunt went
-on, ‘is more human altogether. Only yesterday
-he took his sister to the baker’s shop, and spent
-his only penny buying her sweets. I thought
-it showed such a nice disposition. I wish
-Edward were more like him!’</p>
-
-<p>I breathed again. It was unnecessary to
-explain my real motives for that visit to the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[87]</a></span>
-baker’s. Sabina’s face softened, and her contemptuous
-nose descended from its altitude of
-scorn; she gave me one shy glance of kindness,
-and then concentrated her attention upon Mercy
-knocking at the Wicket Gate. I felt awfully
-mean as regarded Edward; but what could I
-do? I was in Gaza, gagged and bound; the
-Philistines hemmed me in.</p>
-
-<p>The same evening the storm burst, the bolt
-fell, and—to continue the metaphor—the
-atmosphere grew serene and clear once more.
-The evening service was shorter than usual, the
-vicar, as he ascended the pulpit steps, having
-dropped two pages out of his sermon-case—unperceived
-by any but ourselves, either at the
-moment or subsequently when the hiatus was
-reached; so, as we joyfully shuffled out I
-whispered Edward that by racing home at top
-speed we should make time to assume our
-bows and arrows (laid aside for the day) and
-play at Indians and buffaloes with Aunt Eliza’s
-fowls—already strolling roostwards, regardless
-of their doom—before that sedately stepping
-lady could return. Edward hung at the door,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[88]</a></span>
-wavering; the suggestion had unhallowed
-charms. At that moment Sabina issued primly
-forth, and, seeing Edward, put out her tongue
-at him in the most exasperating manner conceivable;
-then passed on her way, her shoulders
-rigid, her dainty head held high. A man can
-stand very much in the cause of love: poverty,
-aunts, rivals, barriers of every sort, all these
-only serve to fan the flame. But personal
-ridicule is a shaft that reaches the very vitals.
-Edward led the race home at a speed which
-one of Ballantyne’s heroes might have equalled
-but never surpassed; and that evening the
-Indians dispersed Aunt Eliza’s fowls over
-several square miles of country, so that the
-tale of them remaineth incomplete unto this
-day. Edward himself, cheering wildly, pursued
-the big Cochin-China cock till the bird sank
-gasping under the drawing-room window,
-whereat its mistress stood petrified; and after
-supper, in the shrubbery, smoked a half-consumed
-cigar he had picked up in the road, and
-declared to an awe-stricken audience his final,
-his immitigable resolve to go into the army.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 499px;">
-<img src="images/illus111.jpg" width="499" height="705" alt="boy running on path, chicken and rooster in front" />
-<div class="caption">“EDWARD LED THE RACE HOME AT A SPEED WHICH ONE OF BALLANTYNE’S<br />
-HEROES MIGHT HAVE EQUALLED BUT NEVER SURPASSED”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[89]</a></span>The crisis was past, and Edward was saved!&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.
-And yet .&nbsp;.&nbsp;. <i>sunt lachrymæ rerum</i> .&nbsp;.&nbsp;. to
-me watching the cigar-stump alternately pale
-and glow against the dark background of laurel,
-a vision of a tip-tilted nose, of a small head poised
-scornfully, seemed to hover on the gathering
-gloom—seemed to grow and fade and grow
-again, like the grin of the Cheshire cat—pathetically,
-reproachfully even; and the charms of
-the baker’s wife slipped from my memory like
-snow-wreaths in thaw. After all, Sabina was
-nowise to blame: why should the child be
-punished? To-morrow I would give them the
-slip, and stroll round by her garden promiscuous-like,
-at a time when the farmer was safe in
-the rick-yard. If nothing came of it, there was
-no harm done; and if on the contrary.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;!</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 314px;">
-<img src="images/illus113.jpg" width="314" height="114" alt="rooster" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[90]</a><br /><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[91]</a><br /><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[92]</a><br /><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[93]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE BURGLARS</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">IT was much too fine a night to think of going
-to bed at once, and so, although the witching
-hour of nine <small>P.M.</small> had struck, Edward and I
-were still leaning out of the open window in
-our nightshirts, watching the play of the cedar-branch
-shadows on the moonlit lawn, and
-planning schemes of fresh devilry for the sunshiny
-morrow. From below, strains of the
-jocund piano declared that the Olympians were
-enjoying themselves in their listless impotent
-way; for the new curate had been bidden to
-dinner that night, and was at the moment
-unclerically proclaiming to all the world that
-he feared no foe. His discordant vociferations
-doubtless started a train of thought in Edward’s
-mind, for he presently remarked, <i>à propos</i> of
-nothing whatever that had been said before, ‘I
-believe the new curate’s rather gone on Aunt
-Maria.’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[94]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>I scouted the notion; ‘Why, she’s quite old,’
-I said. (She must have seen some five-and-twenty
-summers.)</p>
-
-<p>‘Of course she is,’ replied Edward scornfully.
-‘It’s not her, it’s her money he’s after, you
-bet!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Didn’t know she had any money,’ I observed
-timidly.</p>
-
-<p>‘Sure to have,’ said my brother with confidence.
-‘Heaps and heaps.’</p>
-
-<p>Silence ensued, both our minds being busy
-with the new situation thus presented: mine,
-in wonderment at this flaw that so often
-declared itself in enviable natures of fullest
-endowment,—in a grown-up man and a good
-cricketer, for instance, even as this curate;
-Edward’s (apparently) in the consideration of
-how such a state of things, supposing it existed,
-could be best turned to his own advantage.</p>
-
-<p>‘Bobby Ferris told me,’ began Edward in
-due course, ‘that there was a fellow spooning
-his sister once——’</p>
-
-<p>‘What’s spooning?’ I asked meekly.</p>
-
-<p>‘O <i>I</i> dunno,’ said Edward indifferently.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[95]</a></span>
-‘It’s—it’s—it’s just a thing they do, you
-know. And he used to carry notes and messages
-and things between ’em, and he got a
-shilling almost every time.’</p>
-
-<p>‘What, from each of ’em?’ I innocently
-inquired.</p>
-
-<p>Edward looked at me with scornful pity.
-‘Girls never have any money,’ he briefly explained.
-‘But she did his exercises, and got
-him out of rows, and told stories for him when
-he needed it—and much better ones than he
-could have made up for himself. Girls are
-useful in some ways. So he was living in
-clover, when unfortunately they went and
-quarrelled about something.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Don’t see what that’s got to do with it,’ I
-said.</p>
-
-<p>‘Nor don’t I,’ rejoined Edward. ‘But any
-how the notes and things stopped, and so did
-the shillings. Bobby was fairly cornered, for
-he had bought two ferrets on tick, and promised
-to pay a shilling a week, thinking the shillings
-were going on for ever, the silly young ass.
-So when the week was up, and he was being<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[96]</a></span>
-dunned for the shilling, he went off to the
-fellow and said: “Your broken-hearted Bella
-implores you to meet her at sundown. By the
-hollow oak as of old, be it only for a moment.
-Do not fail!” He got all that out of some
-rotten book, of course. The fellow looked
-puzzled and said:</p>
-
-<p>‘“What hollow oak? I don’t know any
-hollow oak.”</p>
-
-<p>‘“Perhaps it was the Royal Oak?” said
-Bobby promptly, ’cos he saw he had made a
-slip, through trusting too much to the rotten
-book; but this didn’t seem to make the fellow
-any happier.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Should think not,’ I said, ‘the Royal Oak’s
-an awful low sort of pub.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I know,’ said Edward. ‘Well, at last the
-fellow said, “I think I know what she means:
-the hollow tree in your father’s paddock. It
-happens to be an elm, but she wouldn’t know
-the difference. All right: say I’ll be there.”
-Bobby hung about a bit, for he hadn’t got his
-money. “She was crying awfully,” he said.
-Then he got his shilling.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[97]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘And wasn’t the fellow riled,’ I inquired,
-‘when he got to the place and found nothing?’</p>
-
-<p>‘He found Bobby,’ said Edward indignantly.
-‘Young Ferris was a gentleman, every inch of
-him. He brought the fellow another message
-from Bella: “I dare not leave the house. My
-cruel parents immure me closely. If you only
-knew what I suffer. Your broken-hearted
-Bella.” Out of the same rotten book. This
-made the fellow a little suspicious, ’cos it was
-the old Ferrises who had been keen about the
-thing all through. The fellow, you see, had
-tin.’</p>
-
-<p>‘But what’s that got to——’ I began again.</p>
-
-<p>‘O <i>I</i> dunno,’ said Edward impatiently. ‘I’m
-telling you just what Bobby told me. He got
-suspicious, anyhow, but he couldn’t exactly call
-Bella’s brother a liar, so Bobby escaped for the
-time. But when he was in a hole next week,
-over a stiff French exercise, and tried the same
-sort of game on his sister, she was too sharp for
-him, and he got caught out. Somehow women
-seem more mistrustful than men. They’re so
-beastly suspicious by nature, you know.’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[98]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘<i>I</i> know,’ said I. ‘But did the two—the
-fellow and the sister—make it up afterwards?’</p>
-
-<p>‘I don’t remember about that,’ replied Edward
-indifferently; ‘but Bobby got packed off to
-school a whole year earlier than his people meant
-to send him. Which was just what he wanted.
-So you see it all came right in the end!’</p>
-
-<p>I was trying to puzzle out the moral of this
-story—it was evidently meant to contain one
-somewhere—when a flood of golden lamplight
-mingled with the moon-rays on the lawn, and
-Aunt Maria and the new curate strolled out on
-the grass below us, and took the direction of a
-garden-seat which was backed by a dense laurel
-shrubbery reaching round in a half-circle to the
-house. Edward meditated moodily. ‘If we
-only knew what they were talking about,’ said
-he, ‘you’d soon see whether I was right or not.
-Look here! Let’s send the kid down by the
-porch to reconnoitre!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Harold’s asleep,’ I said; ‘it seems rather a
-shame——’</p>
-
-<p>‘O rot!’ said my brother; ‘he’s the youngest,
-and he’s got to do as he’s told!’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[99]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>So the luckless Harold was hauled out of
-bed and given his sailing-orders. He was
-naturally rather vexed at being stood up
-suddenly on the cold floor, and the job had no
-particular interest for him; but he was both
-staunch and well disciplined. The means of
-exit were simple enough. A porch of iron
-trellis came up to within easy reach of the
-window, and was habitually used by all three
-of us, when modestly anxious to avoid public
-notice. Harold climbed deftly down the porch
-like a white rat, and his night-gown glimmered
-a moment on the gravel walk ere he was lost to
-sight in the darkness of the shrubbery. A brief
-interval of silence ensued; broken suddenly by
-a sound of scuffle, and then a shrill long-drawn
-squeal, as of metallic surfaces in friction. Our
-scout had fallen into the hands of the enemy!</p>
-
-<p>Indolence alone had made us devolve the
-task of investigation on our younger brother.
-Now that danger had declared itself, there was
-no hesitation. In a second we were down the
-side of the porch, and crawling Cherokee-wise
-through the laurels to the back of the garden-seat.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[100]</a></span>
-Piteous was the sight that greeted us.
-Aunt Maria was on the seat, in a white evening
-frock, looking—for an aunt—really quite nice.
-On the lawn stood an incensed curate, grasping
-our small brother by a large ear, which—judging
-from the row he was making—seemed on
-the point of parting company with the head it
-completed and adorned. The gruesome noise he
-was emitting did not really affect us otherwise
-than æsthetically. To one who has tried both,
-the wail of genuine physical anguish is easily
-distinguishable from the pumped-up <i>ad misericordiam</i>
-blubber. Harold’s could clearly be
-recognised as belonging to the latter class.
-‘Now you young—’ (whelp, <i>I</i> think it was, but
-Edward stoutly maintains it was devil), said the
-curate sternly; ‘tell us what you mean by it!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Well leggo of my ear then!’ shrilled Harold,
-‘and I’ll tell you the solemn truth!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Very well,’ agreed the curate, releasing him,
-‘now go ahead, and don’t lie more than you can
-help.’</p>
-
-<p>We abode the promised disclosure without
-the least misgiving; but even we had hardly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[101]</a></span>
-given Harold due credit for his fertility of
-resource and powers of imagination.</p>
-
-<p>‘I had just finished saying my prayers,’ began
-that young gentleman slowly, ‘when I happened
-to look out of the window, and on the lawn I
-saw a sight which froze the marrow in my veins!
-A burglar was approaching the house with snake-like
-tread! He had a scowl and a dark lantern,
-and he was armed to the teeth!’</p>
-
-<p>We listened with interest. The style, though
-unlike Harold’s native notes, seemed strangely
-familiar.</p>
-
-<p>‘Go on,’ said the curate grimly.</p>
-
-<p>‘Pausing in his stealthy career,’ continued
-Harold, ‘he gave a low whistle. Instantly the
-signal was responded to, and from the adjacent
-shadows two more figures glided forth. The
-miscreants were both armed to the teeth.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Excellent,’ said the curate; ‘proceed.’</p>
-
-<p>‘The robber chief,’ pursued Harold, warming
-to his work, ‘joined his nefarious comrades, and
-conversed with them in silent tones. His expression
-was truly ferocious, and I ought to
-have said that he was armed to the t——’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[102]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘There, never mind his teeth,’ interrupted the
-curate rudely; ‘there’s too much jaw about
-you altogether. Hurry up and have done.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I was in a frightful funk,’ continued the
-narrator, warily guarding his ear with his hand,
-‘but just then the drawing-room window opened,
-and you and Aunt Maria came out—I mean
-emerged. The burglars vanished silently into
-the laurels, with horrid implications!’</p>
-
-<p>The curate looked slightly puzzled. The
-tale was well sustained, and certainly circumstantial.
-After all, the boy might really have
-seen something. How was the poor man to
-know—though the chaste and lofty diction
-might have supplied a hint—that the whole
-yarn was a free adaptation from the last Penny
-Dreadful lent us by the knife-and-boot boy?</p>
-
-<p>‘Why did you not alarm the house?’ he asked.</p>
-
-<p>‘Cos I was afraid,’ said Harold sweetly,
-‘that p’raps they mightn’t believe me!’</p>
-
-<p>‘But how did you get down here, you
-naughty little boy?’ put in Aunt Maria.</p>
-
-<p>Harold was hard pressed—by his own flesh
-and blood, too!</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[103]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At that moment Edward touched me on the
-shoulder and glided off through the laurels.
-When some ten yards away he gave a low
-whistle. I replied with another. The effect
-was magical. Aunt Maria started up with a
-shriek. Harold gave one startled glance around,
-and then fled like a hare, made straight for the
-back-door, burst in upon the servants at supper,
-and buried himself in the broad bosom of the
-cook, his special ally. The curate faced the
-laurels—hesitatingly. But Aunt Maria flung
-herself on him. ‘O Mr. Hodgitts!’ I heard
-her cry, ‘you are brave! for my sake do not be
-rash!’ He was not rash. When I peeped out
-a second later, the coast was entirely clear.</p>
-
-<p>By this time there were sounds of a household
-timidly emerging; and Edward remarked
-to me that perhaps we had better be off. Retreat
-was an easy matter. A stunted laurel
-gave a leg-up on to the garden wall, which led
-in its turn to the roof of an out-house, up which,
-at a dubious angle, we could crawl to the window
-of the box-room. This overland route had
-been revealed to us one day by the domestic cat,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[104]</a></span>
-when hard pressed in the course of an otter-hunt,
-in which the cat—somewhat unwillingly—was
-filling the title <i>rôle;</i> and it had proved distinctly
-useful on occasions like the present. We were
-snug in bed—minus some cuticle from knees
-and elbows—and Harold, sleepily chewing
-something sticky, had been carried up in the
-arms of the friendly cook, ere the clamour of
-the burglar-hunters had died away.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 497px;">
-<img src="images/illus129.jpg" width="497" height="703" alt="child on roof" />
-<div class="caption">“THIS OVERLAND ROUTE HAD BEEN REVEALED TO<br />
-US ONE DAY BY THE DOMESTIC CAT, WHEN HARD<br />
-PRESSED IN THE COURSE OF AN OTTER-HUNT”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>The curate’s undaunted demeanour, as reported
-by Aunt Maria, was generally supposed
-to have terrified the burglars into flight, and
-much kudos accrued to him thereby. Some
-days later, however, when he had dropped in to
-afternoon tea, and was making a mild curatorial
-joke about the moral courage required for taking
-the last piece of bread-and-butter, I felt
-constrained to remark dreamily, and as it were
-to the universe at large: ‘Mr. Hodgitts! you
-are brave! for my sake, do not be rash!’</p>
-
-<p>Fortunately for me, the vicar also was a caller
-on that day; and it was always a comparatively
-easy matter to dodge my long-coated friend in
-the open.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[105]</a><br /><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[106]</a><br /><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[107]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>A HARVESTING</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">THE year was in its yellowing time, and the
-face of Nature a study in old gold. ‘A
-field <i>or</i>, <i>semée</i> with garbs of the same:’ it may
-be false Heraldry—Nature’s generally is—but
-it correctly blazons the display that Edward and
-I considered from the rickyard gate. Harold
-was not on in this scene, being stretched
-upon the couch of pain: the special disorder
-stomachic, as usual. The evening before,
-Edward, in a fit of unwonted amiability, had
-deigned to carve me out a turnip lantern, an
-art-and-craft he was peculiarly deft in; and
-Harold, as the interior of the turnip flew out in
-scented fragments under the hollowing knife,
-had eaten largely thereof: regarding all such
-jetsam as his special perquisite. Now he was
-dreeing his weird, with such assistance as the
-chemist could afford. But Edward and I,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[108]</a></span>
-knowing that this particular field was to be
-carried to-day, were revelling in the privilege
-of riding in the empty waggons from the rickyard
-back to the sheaves, whence we returned
-toilfully on foot, to career it again over the
-billowy acres in these great galleys of a stubble
-sea. It was the nearest approach to sailing
-that we inland urchins might compass: and
-hence it ensued, that such stirring scenes as
-Sir Richard Grenville on the <i>Revenge</i>, the
-smoke-wreathed Battle of the Nile, and the
-Death of Nelson, had all been enacted in turn
-on these dusty quarter-decks, as they swayed
-and bumped afield.</p>
-
-<p>Another waggon had shot its load, and was
-jolting out through the rickyard gate, as we
-swung ourselves in, shouting, over its tail.
-Edward was the first up, and, as I gained
-my feet, he clutched me in a death-grapple.
-I was a privateersman, he proclaimed, and he
-the captain of the British frigate <i>Terpsichore</i>,
-of—I forget the precise number of guns.
-Edward always collared the best parts to himself;
-but I was holding my own gallantly,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[109]</a></span>
-when I suddenly discovered that the floor
-we battled on was swarming with earwigs.
-Shrieking, I hurled free of him, and rolled
-over the tail-board on to the stubble. Edward
-executed a war-dance of triumph on the deck
-of the retreating galleon; but I cared little
-for that. I knew <i>he</i> knew that I wasn’t afraid
-of him, but that I was—and terribly—of earwigs:
-‘those mortal bugs o’ the field.’ So I
-let him disappear, shouting lustily for all hands
-to repel boarders, while I strolled inland, down
-the village.</p>
-
-<p>There was a touch of adventure in the expedition.
-This was not our own village, but a
-foreign one, distant at least a mile. One felt
-that sense of mingled distinction and insecurity
-which is familiar to the traveller: distinction,
-in that folk turned the head to note you
-curiously; insecurity, by reason of the ever-present
-possibility of missiles on the part
-of the younger inhabitants, a class eternally
-Conservative. Elated with isolation, I went
-even more nose-in-air than usual: and ‘even
-so,’ I mused, ‘might Mungo Park have threaded<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[110]</a></span>
-the trackless African forest and....’ Here
-I plumped against a soft, but resisting body.</p>
-
-<p>Recalled to my senses by the shock, I fell
-back in the attitude every boy under these
-circumstances instinctively adopts—both elbows
-well up over your ears. I found myself facing
-a tall elderly man, clean-shaven, clad in well-worn
-black—a clergyman evidently; and I
-noted at once a far-away look in his eyes, as
-if they were used to another plane of vision,
-and could not instantly focus things terrestrial,
-being suddenly recalled thereto. His figure was
-bent in apologetic protest. ‘I ask a thousand
-pardons, sir,’ he said; ‘I am really so very
-absent-minded. I trust you will forgive me.’</p>
-
-<p>Now most boys would have suspected chaff
-under this courtly style of address. I take
-infinite credit to myself for recognising at once
-the natural attitude of a man to whom his
-fellows were gentlemen all, neither Jew nor
-Gentile, clean nor unclean. Of course, I took
-the blame on myself; adding, that I was very
-absent-minded too. Which was indeed the
-case.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[111]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘I perceive,’ he said pleasantly, ‘that we have
-something in common. I, an old man, dream
-dreams; you, a young one, see visions. Your
-lot is the happier. And now—’ his hand had
-been resting all this time on a wicket-gate—‘you
-are hot, it is easily seen;—the day is
-advanced, <i>Virgo</i> is the Zodiacal sign. Perhaps
-I may offer you some poor refreshment, if your
-engagements will permit?’</p>
-
-<p>My only engagement that afternoon was an
-arithmetic lesson, and I had not intended to
-keep it in any case; so I passed in, while he
-held the gate open politely, murmuring, ‘<i>Venit
-Hesperus, ite capellæ:</i> come, little kid!’ and
-then apologising abjectly for a familiarity which
-(he said) was less his than the Roman poet’s.
-A straight flagged walk led up to the cool-looking
-old house, and my host, lingering in
-his progress at this rose-tree and that, forgot
-all about me at least twice, waking up and
-apologising humbly after each lapse. During
-these intervals I put two and two together,
-and identified him as the Rector: a bachelor,
-eccentric, learned exceedingly, round whom the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[112]</a></span>
-crust of legend was already beginning to form;
-to myself an object of special awe, in that
-he was alleged to have written a real book.
-‘Heaps o’ books,’ Martha, my informant, said;
-but I knew the exact rate of discount applicable
-to Martha’s statements.</p>
-
-<div class="figleft" style="width: 499px;">
-<img src="images/illus139.jpg" width="499" height="707" alt="boy looking at front of house, rose trees in yard" />
-<div class="caption">“A STRAIGHT FLAGGED WALK LED UP TO THE COOL-LOOKING<br />
-OLD HOUSE, AND MY HOST, LINGERING IN HIS PROGRESS AT THIS<br />
-ROSE-TREE AND THAT, FORGOT ALL ABOUT ME AT LEAST TWICE”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>We passed eventually through a dark hall
-into a room which struck me at once as the
-ideal I had dreamed but failed to find. None
-of your feminine fripperies here! None of
-your chair-backs and tidies! This man, it was
-seen, groaned under no aunts. Stout volumes
-in calf and vellum lined three sides; books
-sprawled or hunched themselves on chairs and
-tables; books diffused the pleasant odour of
-printers’ ink and bindings; topping all, a faint
-aroma of tobacco cheered and heartened exceedingly,
-as under foreign skies the flap and
-rustle over the wayfarer’s head of the Union
-Jack—the old flag of emancipation! And in
-one corner, book-piled like the rest of the furniture,
-stood a piano.</p>
-
-<p>This I hailed with a squeal of delight.
-‘Want to strum?’ inquired my friend, as if<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[113]</a></span>
-it was the most natural wish in the world—his
-eyes were already straying towards another
-corner, where bits of writing-table peeped out
-from under a sort of Alpine system of book and
-foolscap.</p>
-
-<p>‘O but may I?’ I asked in doubt. ‘At
-home I’m not allowed to—only beastly exercises!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Well, you can strum here, at all events,’
-he replied; and murmuring absently, ‘<i>Age, dic
-Latinum, barbite, carmen</i>,’ he made his way,
-mechanically guided as it seemed, to the irresistible
-writing-table. In ten seconds he was
-out of sight and call. A great book open on
-his knee, another propped up in front, a score
-or so disposed within easy reach, he read and
-jotted with an absorption almost passionate. I
-might have been in Bœotia, for any consciousness
-he had of me. So with a light heart I
-turned to and strummed.</p>
-
-<p>Those who painfully and with bleeding feet
-have scaled the crags of mastery over musical
-instruments have yet their loss in this: that
-the wild joy of strumming has become a vanished<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[114]</a></span>
-sense. Their happiness comes from the
-concord and the relative value of the notes
-they handle: the pure, absolute quality and
-nature of each note in itself are only appreciated
-by the strummer. For some notes have
-all the sea in them, and some cathedral bells;
-others a woodland joyance and a smell of
-greenery; in some fauns dance to the merry
-reed, and even the grave centaurs peep out
-from their caves. Some bring moonlight, and
-some the deep crimson of a rose’s heart; some
-are blue, some red, while others will tell of an
-army with silken standards and march-music.
-And throughout all the sequence of suggestion,
-up above the little white men leap and peep,
-and strive against the imprisoning wires; and
-all the big rosewood box hums as it were full
-of hiving bees.</p>
-
-<p>Spent with the rapture, I paused a moment
-and caught my friend’s eye over the edge of
-a folio. ‘But as for these Germans,’ he began
-abruptly, as if we had been in the middle of a
-discussion, ‘the scholarship is there, I grant
-you; but the spark, the fine perception, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[115]</a></span>
-happy intuition, where is it? They get it all
-from us!’</p>
-
-<p>‘They get nothing whatever from <i>us</i>,’ I said
-decidedly: the word German only suggesting
-Bands, to which Aunt Eliza was bitterly hostile.</p>
-
-<p>‘You think not?’ he rejoined doubtfully, getting
-up and walking about the room. ‘Well,
-I applaud such fairness and temperance in so
-young a critic. They are qualities—in youth—as
-rare as they are pleasing. But just look
-at Schrumpffius, for instance—how he struggles
-and wrestles with a simple γἁρ in this very
-passage here!’</p>
-
-<p>I peeped fearfully through the open door,
-half-dreading to see some sinuous and snark-like
-conflict in progress on the mat; but all
-was still. I saw no trouble at all in the passage,
-and I said so.</p>
-
-<p>‘Precisely,’ he cried, delighted. ‘To you,
-who possess the natural scholar’s faculty in so
-happy a degree, there is no difficulty at all.
-But to this Schrumpffius——’ But here, luckily
-for me, in came the housekeeper, a clean-looking
-woman of staid aspect.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[116]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘Your tea is in the garden,’ she said severely,
-as if she were correcting a faulty emendation.
-‘I’ve put some cakes and things for the little
-gentleman; and you’d better drink it before it
-gets cold.’</p>
-
-<p>He waved her off and continued his stride,
-brandishing an aorist over my devoted head.
-The housekeeper waited unmoved till there
-fell a moment’s break in his descant; and
-then, ‘You’d better drink it before it gets
-cold,’ she observed again, impassively. The
-wretched man cast a deprecating look at me.
-‘Perhaps a little tea would be rather nice,’ he
-observed feebly; and to my great relief he led
-the way into the garden. I looked about for the
-little gentleman, but, failing to discover him, I
-concluded he was absent-minded too, and
-attacked the ‘cakes and things’ with no
-misgivings.</p>
-
-<p>After a most successful and most learned
-tea a something happened which, small as I
-was, never quite shook itself out of my memory.
-To us at parley in an arbour over the high
-road, there entered, slouching into view, a dingy<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[117]</a></span>
-tramp, satellited by a frowsy woman and a
-pariah dog; and, catching sight of us, he set
-up his professional whine; and I looked at
-my friend with the heartiest compassion, for
-I knew well from Martha—it was common talk—that
-at this time of day he was certainly and
-surely penniless. Morn by morn he started
-forth with pockets lined; and each returning
-evening found him with never a sou. All this
-he proceeded to explain at length to the tramp,
-courteously and even shamefacedly, as one who
-was in the wrong; and at last the gentleman
-of the road, realising the hopelessness of his
-case, set to and cursed him with gusto, vocabulary,
-and abandonment. He reviled his eyes,
-his features, his limbs, his profession, his relatives
-and surroundings; and then slouched off,
-still oozing malice and filth. We watched the
-party to a turn in the road, where the woman,
-plainly weary, came to a stop. Her lord, after
-some conventional expletives demanded of him
-by his position, relieved her of her bundle, and
-caused her to hang on his arm with a certain
-rough kindness of tone, and in action even a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[118]</a></span>
-dim approach to tenderness; and the dingy
-dog crept up for one lick at her hand.</p>
-
-<p>‘See,’ said my friend, bearing somewhat on
-my shoulder, ‘how this strange thing, this love
-of ours, lives and shines out in the unlikeliest
-of places! You have been in the fields in early
-morning? Barren acres, all! But only stoop—catch
-the light thwartwise—and all is a silver
-network of gossamer! So the fairy filaments of
-this strange thing underrun and link together
-the whole world. Yet it is not the old imperious
-god of the fatal bow—ἑρως ανἱκατε μἁχαν—not
-that—nor even the placid respectable στοργἡ—but
-something still unnamed, perhaps more
-mysterious, more divine! Only one must stoop
-to see it, old fellow, one must stoop!’</p>
-
-<p>The dew was falling, the dusk closing, as I
-trotted briskly homewards down the road.
-Lonely spaces everywhere, above and around.
-Only Hesperus hung in the sky, solitary, pure,
-ineffably far-drawn and remote; yet infinitely
-heartening, somehow, in his valorous isolation.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[119]</a><br /><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[120]</a><br /><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[121]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>SNOWBOUND</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">TWELFTH-NIGHT had come and gone,
-and life next morning seemed a trifle flat
-and purposeless. But yester-eve, and the mummers
-were here! They had come striding into
-the old kitchen, powdering the red brick floor
-with snow from their barbaric bedizenments; and
-stamping, and crossing, and declaiming, till all
-was whirl and riot and shout. Harold was
-frankly afraid: unabashed, he buried himself
-in the cook’s ample bosom. Edward feigned a
-manly superiority to illusion, and greeted these
-awful apparitions familiarly, as Dick and Harry
-and Joe. As for me, I was too big to run, too
-rapt to resist the magic and surprise. Whence
-came these outlanders, breaking in on us with
-song and ordered masque and a terrible clashing
-of wooden swords? And after these, what
-strange visitants might we not look for any quiet<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[122]</a></span>
-night, when the chestnuts popped in the ashes,
-and the old ghost stories drew the awe-stricken
-circle close? Old Merlin, perhaps, ‘all furred
-in black sheep-skins, and a russet gown, with
-a bow and arrows, and bearing wild geese in
-his hand!’ Or stately Ogier the Dane, recalled
-from Faëry, asking his way to the land that
-once had need of him! Or even, on some
-white night, the Snow-Queen herself, with a
-chime of sleigh-bells and the patter of reindeer’s
-feet, halting of a sudden at the door flung
-wide, while aloft the Northern Lights went
-shaking attendant spears among the quiet
-stars!</p>
-
-<p>This morning, house-bound by the relentless
-indefatigable snow, I was feeling the reaction.
-Edward, on the contrary, being violently stage-struck
-on this his first introduction to the real
-Drama, was striding up and down the floor,
-proclaiming ‘Here be I, King Gearge the
-Third,’ in a strong Berkshire accent. Harold,
-accustomed, as the youngest, to lonely antics
-and to sports that asked no sympathy, was
-absorbed in ‘clubmen’: a performance consisting<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[123]</a></span>
-in a measured progress round the room arm-in-arm
-with an imaginary companion of reverend
-years, with occasional halts at imaginary clubs,
-where—imaginary steps being leisurely ascended—imaginary
-papers were glanced at,
-imaginary scandal was discussed with elderly
-shakings of the head, and—regrettable to say—imaginary
-glasses were lifted lipwards. Heaven
-only knows how the germ of this dreary pastime
-first found way into his small-boyish being. It
-was his own invention, and he was proportionately
-proud of it. Meanwhile Charlotte and I,
-crouched in the window-seat, watched, spell-stricken,
-the whirl and eddy and drive of the
-innumerable snow-flakes, wrapping our cheery
-little world in an uncanny uniform, ghastly in
-line and hue.</p>
-
-<p>Charlotte was sadly out of spirits. Having
-‘countered’ Miss Smedley at breakfast, during
-some argument or other, by an apt quotation
-from her favourite classic (the <i>Fairy Book</i>), she
-had been gently but firmly informed that no
-such things as fairies ever really existed. ‘Do
-you mean to say it’s all lies?’ asked Charlotte<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[124]</a></span>
-bluntly. Miss Smedley deprecated the use of
-any such unladylike words in any connexion
-at all. ‘These stories had their origin, my
-dear,’ she explained, ‘in a mistaken anthropomorphism
-in the interpretation of nature. But
-though we are now too well informed to fall
-into similar errors, there are still many beautiful
-lessons to be learned from these myths——’</p>
-
-<div class="figright" style="width: 497px;">
-<img src="images/illus153.jpg" width="497" height="697" alt="two children in window seat, two children on carpet, ceiling trim is border of hunters and animals" />
-<div class="caption">“MEANWHILE CHARLOTTE AND I<br />
-CROUCHED IN THE WINDOW-SEAT.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘But how can you learn anything,’ persisted
-Charlotte, ‘from what doesn’t exist?’ And she
-left the table defiant, howbeit depressed.</p>
-
-<p>‘Don’t you mind <i>her</i>,’ I said consolingly;
-‘how can she know anything about it? Why,
-she can’t even throw a stone properly!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Edward says they’re all rot, too,’ replied
-Charlotte doubtfully.</p>
-
-<p>‘Edward says everything’s rot,’ I explained,
-‘now he thinks he’s going into the Army. If
-a thing’s in a book it <i>must</i> be true, so that
-settles it!’</p>
-
-<p>Charlotte looked almost reassured. The room
-was quieter now, for Edward had got the dragon
-down and was boring holes in him with a purring
-sound; Harold was ascending the steps of the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[125]</a></span>
-Athenæum with a jaunty air—suggestive rather
-of the Junior Carlton. Outside, the tall elm-tops
-were hardly to be seen through the feathery
-storm. ‘The sky’s a-falling,’ quoted Charlotte
-softly; ‘I must go and tell the king.’ The quotation
-suggested a fairy story, and I offered to
-read to her, reaching out for the book. But the
-Wee Folk were under a cloud; sceptical hints
-had embittered the chalice. So I was fain to
-fetch <i>Arthur</i>—second favourite with Charlotte
-for his dames riding errant, and an easy first
-with us boys for his spear-splintering crash of
-tourney and hurtle against hopeless odds. Here
-again, however, I proved unfortunate; what ill-luck
-made the book open at the sorrowful history
-of Balin and Balan? ‘And he vanished anon,’
-I read: ‘and so he heard an horne blow, as it
-had been the death of a beast. “That blast,”
-said Balin, “is blowen for me, for I am the
-prize, and yet am I not dead.”’ Charlotte
-began to cry: she knew the rest too well. I
-shut the book in despair. Harold emerged from
-behind the arm-chair. He was sucking his
-thumb (a thing which members of the Reform<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[126]</a></span>
-are seldom seen to do), and he stared wide-eyed
-at his tear-stained sister. Edward put off his
-histrionics, and rushed up to her as the consoler—a
-new part for him.</p>
-
-<p>‘I know a jolly story,’ he began. ‘Aunt
-Eliza told it me. It was when she was somewhere
-over in that beastly abroad’—(he had
-once spent a black month of misery at Dinan)—‘and
-there was a fellow there who had got
-two storks. And one stork died—it was the
-she-stork.’—(‘What did it die of?’ put in
-Harold.)—‘And the other stork was quite
-sorry, and moped, and went on, and got very
-miserable. So they looked about and found a
-duck, and introduced it to the stork. The
-duck was a drake, but the stork didn’t mind,
-and they loved each other and were as jolly as
-could be. By and by another duck came along—a
-real she-duck this time—and when the
-drake saw her he fell in love, and left the stork,
-and went and proposed to the duck: for she
-was very beautiful. But the poor stork who
-was left, he said nothing at all to anybody, but
-just pined and pined and pined away, till one<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[127]</a></span>
-morning he was found quite dead! But the
-ducks lived happily ever afterwards!’</p>
-
-<p>This was Edward’s idea of a jolly story!
-Down again went the corners of poor Charlotte’s
-mouth. Really Edward’s stupid inability to
-see the real point in anything was <i>too</i> annoying!
-It was always so. Years before, it being
-necessary to prepare his youthful mind for a
-domestic event that might lead to awkward
-questionings at a time when there was little
-leisure to invent appropriate answers, it was
-delicately inquired of him whether he would
-like to have a little brother, or perhaps a little
-sister? He considered the matter carefully in
-all its bearings, and finally declared for a Newfoundland
-pup. Any boy more ‘gleg at the
-uptak’ would have met his parents half-way,
-and eased their burden. As it was, the matter
-had to be approached all over again from a
-fresh standpoint. And now, while Charlotte
-turned away sniffingly, with a hiccup that told
-of an overwrought soul, Edward, unconscious
-(like Sir Isaac’s Diamond) of the mischief he had
-done, wheeled round on Harold with a shout.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[128]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘I want a live dragon,’ he announced: ‘You’ve
-got to be my dragon!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Leave me go, will you?’ squealed Harold,
-struggling stoutly. ‘I’m playin’ at something
-else. How can I be a dragon and belong to all
-the clubs?’</p>
-
-<p>‘But wouldn’t you like to be a nice scaly
-dragon, all green,’ said Edward, trying persuasion,
-‘with a curly tail and red eyes, and
-breathing real smoke and fire?’</p>
-
-<p>Harold wavered an instant: Pall-Mall was
-still strong in him. The next he was grovelling
-on the floor. No saurian ever swung a tail so
-scaly and so curly as his. Clubland was a
-thousand years away. With horrific pants he
-emitted smokiest smoke and fiercest fire.</p>
-
-<p>‘Now I want a Princess,’ cried Edward,
-clutching Charlotte ecstatically; ‘and <i>you</i> can
-be the Doctor, and heal me from the dragon’s
-deadly wound.’</p>
-
-<p>Of all professions I held the sacred art of
-healing in worst horror and contempt. Cataclysmal
-memories of purge and draught crowded
-thick on me, and with Charlotte—who courted<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[129]</a></span>
-no barren honours—I made a break for the
-door. Edward did likewise, and the hostile
-forces clashed together on the mat, and for a
-brief space things were mixed and chaotic and
-Arthurian. The silvery sound of the luncheon-bell
-restored an instant peace, even in the teeth
-of clenched antagonisms like ours. The Holy
-Grail itself, ‘sliding athwart a sunbeam,’ never
-so effectually stilled a riot of warring passions
-into sweet and quiet accord.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 319px;">
-<img src="images/illus159.jpg" width="319" height="122" alt="mask with ribbon on either side" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[130]</a><br /><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[131]</a><br /><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[132]</a><br /><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[133]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>WHAT THEY TALKED ABOUT</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">EDWARD was standing ginger-beer like a
-gentleman, happening, as the one that had
-last passed under the dentist’s hands, to be the
-capitalist of the flying hour. As in all well-regulated
-families, the usual tariff obtained in
-ours: half-a-crown a tooth; one shilling only
-if the molar were a loose one. This one,
-unfortunately—in spite of Edward’s interested
-affectation of agony—had been shakiness undisguised;
-but the event was good enough to run
-to ginger-beer. As financier, however, Edward
-had claimed exemption from any servile duties
-of procurement, and had swaggered about the
-garden while I fetched from the village post-office,
-and Harold stole a tumbler from the
-pantry. Our preparations complete, we were
-sprawling on the lawn; the staidest and most
-self-respecting of the rabbits had been let loose<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[134]</a></span>
-to grace the feast, and was lopping demurely
-about the grass, selecting the juiciest plantains;
-while Selina, as the eldest lady present, was
-toying, in her affected feminine way, with the
-first full tumbler, daintily fishing for bits of
-broken cork.</p>
-
-<p>‘Hurry up, can’t you?’ growled our host;
-‘what are you girls always so beastly particular
-for?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Martha says,’ explained Harold (thirsty too,
-but still just), ‘that if you swallow a bit of cork,
-it swells, and it swells, and it swells inside you,
-till you——’</p>
-
-<p>‘O bosh!’ said Edward, draining the glass
-with a fine pretence of indifference to consequences,
-but all the same (as I noticed) dodging
-the floating cork-fragments with skill and
-judgment.</p>
-
-<p>‘O, it’s all very well to say bosh,’ replied
-Harold nettled: ‘but every one knows it’s true
-but you. Why, when Uncle Thomas was here
-last, and they got up a bottle of wine for him,
-he took just one tiny sip out of his glass, and
-then he said, “Poo, my goodness, that’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[135]</a></span>
-corked!” And he wouldn’t touch it. And
-they had to get a fresh bottle up. The funny
-part was, though, I looked in his glass afterwards,
-when it was brought out into the passage,
-and there wasn’t any cork in it at all! So I
-drank it all off, and it was very good!’</p>
-
-<p>‘You’d better be careful, young man!’ said
-his elder brother, regarding him severely:
-‘D’you remember that night when the Mummers
-were here, and they had mulled port, and
-you went round and emptied all the glasses after
-they had gone away?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Ow! I did feel funny that night,’ chuckled
-Harold. ‘Thought the house was comin’ down,
-it jumped about so: and Martha had to carry
-me up to bed, ’cos the stairs was goin’ all
-waggity!’</p>
-
-<p>We gazed searchingly at our graceless junior;
-but it was clear that he viewed the matter in
-the light of a phenomenon rather than of a
-delinquency.</p>
-
-<p>A third bottle was by this time circling; and
-Selina, who had evidently waited for it to reach
-her, took a most unfairly long pull, and then,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[136]</a></span>
-jumping up and shaking out her frock, announced
-that she was going for a walk. Then she fled
-like a hare; for it was the custom of our Family
-to meet with physical coercion any independence
-of action in individuals.</p>
-
-<div class="figleft" style="width: 494px;">
-<img src="images/illus167.jpg" width="494" height="702" alt="girl running toward gate in fence; three other children and bunny sitting on ground" />
-<div class="caption">“‘SHE’S OFF WITH THOSE VICARAGE<br />
-GIRLS AGAIN,’ SAID EDWARD”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘She’s off with those Vicarage girls again,’
-said Edward, regarding Selina’s long black legs
-twinkling down the path. ‘She goes out with
-them every day now; and as soon as ever they
-start, all their heads go together and they
-chatter, chatter, chatter the whole blessèd time!
-I can’t make out what they find to talk about.
-They never stop; it’s gabble, gabble, gabble
-right along, like a nest of young rooks!’</p>
-
-<p>‘P’raps they talk about birds’-eggs,’ I suggested
-sleepily (the sun was hot, the turf soft,
-the ginger-beer potent); ‘and about ships, and
-buffaloes, and desert islands; and why rabbits
-have white tails; and whether they’d sooner
-have a schooner or a cutter; and what they’ll
-be when they’re men—at least, I mean there’s
-lots of things to talk about, if you <i>want</i> to
-talk.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Yes; but they don’t talk about those sort<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[137]</a></span>
-of things at all,’ persisted Edward. ‘How <i>can</i>
-they? They don’t <i>know</i> anything; they can’t
-<i>do</i> anything—except play the piano, and nobody
-would want to talk about <i>that;</i> and they don’t
-care about anything—anything sensible, I mean.
-So what <i>do</i> they talk about?’</p>
-
-<p>‘I asked Martha once,’ put in Harold; ‘and
-she said, “Never <i>you</i> mind; young ladies has
-lots of things to talk about that young gentlemen
-can’t understand.”’</p>
-
-<p>‘I don’t believe it,’ Edward growled.</p>
-
-<p>‘Well, that’s what she <i>said</i>, anyway,’ rejoined
-Harold indifferently. The subject did not seem
-to him of first-class importance, and it was
-hindering the circulation of the ginger-beer.</p>
-
-<p>We heard the click of the front-gate. Through
-a gap in the hedge we could see the party setting
-off down the road. Selina was in the middle; a
-Vicarage girl had her by either arm; their heads
-were together, as Edward had described; and
-the clack of their tongues came down the breeze
-like the busy pipe of starlings on a bright March
-morning.</p>
-
-<p>‘What <i>do</i> they talk about, Charlotte?’ I<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[138]</a></span>
-inquired, wishing to pacify Edward. ‘You go
-out with them sometimes.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I don’t know,’ said poor Charlotte dolefully.
-‘They make me walk behind, ’cos they say I’m
-too little, and mustn’t hear. And I <i>do</i> want to
-so,’ she added.</p>
-
-<p>‘When any lady comes to see Aunt Eliza,’
-said Harold, ‘they both talk at once all the
-time. And yet each of ’em seems to hear what
-the other one’s saying. I can’t make out how
-they do it. Grown-up people are so clever!’</p>
-
-<p>‘The Curate’s the funniest man,’ I remarked.
-‘He’s always saying things that have no sense
-in them at all, and then laughing at them as if
-they were jokes. Yesterday, when they asked
-him if he’d have some more tea, he said, “Once
-more unto the breach, dear friends, once more,”
-and then sniggered all over. I didn’t see anything
-funny in that. And then somebody asked
-him about his button-hole, and he said, “’Tis
-but a little faded flower,” and exploded again.
-I thought it very stupid.’</p>
-
-<p>‘O <i>him</i>,’ said Edward contemptuously: ‘he
-can’t help it, you know; it’s a sort of way he’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[139]</a></span>
-got. But it’s these girls I can’t make out. If
-they’ve anything really sensible to talk about,
-how is it nobody knows what it is? And if
-they haven’t—and we know they <i>can’t</i> have,
-naturally—why don’t they shut up their jaw?
-This old rabbit here—<i>he</i> doesn’t want to talk.
-He’s got something better to do.’ And Edward
-aimed a ginger-beer cork at the unruffled beast,
-who never budged.</p>
-
-<p>‘O but rabbits <i>do</i> talk,’ interposed Harold.
-‘I’ve watched them often in their hutch. They
-put their heads together and their noses go up
-and down, just like Selina’s and the Vicarage
-girls’. Only of course I can’t hear what they’re
-saying.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Well, if they do,’ said Edward unwillingly,
-‘I’ll bet they don’t talk such rot as those girls
-do!’ Which was ungenerous, as well as unfair;
-for it had not yet transpired—nor has it
-to this day—<i>what</i> Selina and her friends talked
-about.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 517px;">
-<img src="images/illus171.jpg" width="517" height="178" alt="thee bottles of ginger beer with ribbon behind" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[140]</a><br /><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[141]</a><br /><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[142]</a><br /><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[143]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE ARGONAUTS</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">THE advent of strangers, of whatever sort,
-into our circle had always been a matter
-of grave dubiety and suspicion. Indeed, it was
-generally a signal for retreat into caves and
-fastnesses of the earth, into unthreaded copses
-or remote outlying cowsheds, whence we were
-only to be extricated by wily nursemaids, rendered
-familiar by experience with our secret runs
-and refuges. It was not surprising, therefore,
-that the heroes of classic legend, when first we
-made their acquaintance, failed to win our entire
-sympathy at once. ‘Confidence,’ says somebody,
-‘is a plant of slow growth’; and these
-stately dark-haired demi-gods, with names hard
-to master and strange accoutrements, had to
-win a citadel already strongly garrisoned with
-a more familiar soldiery. Their chill foreign
-goddesses had no such direct appeal for us as<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[144]</a></span>
-the mocking malicious fairies and witches of
-the North. We missed the pleasant alliance
-of the animal—the fox who spread the bushiest
-of tails to convey us to the enchanted castle, the
-frog in the well, the raven who croaked advice
-from the tree; and—to Harold especially—it
-seemed entirely wrong that the hero should ever
-be other than the youngest brother of three.
-This belief, indeed, in the special fortune that
-ever awaited the youngest brother, as such,—the
-‘Borough-English’ of Faery,—had been
-of baleful effect on Harold, producing a certain
-self-conceit and perkiness that called for physical
-correction. But even in our admonishment we
-were on his side; and as we distrustfully eyed
-these new arrivals, old Saturn himself seemed
-something of a <i>parvenu</i>.</p>
-
-<p>Even strangers, however, if they be good fellows
-at heart, may develop into sworn comrades;
-and these gay swordsmen, after all, were of the
-right stuff. Perseus, with his cap of darkness
-and his wonderful sandals, was not long in
-winging his way to our hearts. Apollo knocked
-at Admetus’ gate in something of the right fairy<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[145]</a></span>
-fashion. Psyche brought with her an orthodox
-palace of magic, as well as helpful birds and
-friendly ants. Ulysses, with his captivating
-shifts and strategies, broke down the final
-barrier, and henceforth the band was adopted
-and admitted into our freemasonry.</p>
-
-<p>I had been engaged in chasing Farmer Larkin’s
-calves—his special pride—round the field,
-just to show the man we hadn’t forgotten him,
-and was returning through the kitchen-garden
-with a conscience at peace with all men, when I
-happened upon Edward, grubbing for worms in
-the dung-heap. Edward put his worms into his
-hat, and we strolled along together, discussing
-high matters of state. As we reached the tool-shed,
-strange noises arrested our steps; looking
-in, we perceived Harold, alone, rapt, absorbed,
-immersed in the special game of the moment.
-He was squatting in an old pig-trough that had
-been brought in to be tinkered; and as he rhapsodised,
-anon he waved a shovel over his head,
-anon dug it into the ground with the action
-of those who would urge Canadian canoes.
-Edward strode in upon him.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[146]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘What rot are you playing at now?’ he
-demanded sternly.</p>
-
-<p>Harold flushed up, but stuck to his pig-trough
-like a man. ‘I’m Jason,’ he replied defiantly;
-‘and this is the Argo. The other fellows are
-here too, only you can’t see them; and we’re
-just going through the Hellespont, so don’t you
-come bothering.’ And once more he plied the
-wine-dark sea.</p>
-
-<p>Edward kicked the pig-trough contemptuously.
-‘Pretty sort of Argo you’ve got!’ said he.</p>
-
-<p>Harold began to get annoyed. ‘I can’t help
-it,’ he retorted. ‘It’s the best sort of Argo I
-can manage, and it’s all right if you only pretend
-enough. But <i>you</i> never could pretend one
-bit.’</p>
-
-<p>Edward reflected. ‘Look here,’ he said
-presently. ‘Why shouldn’t we get hold of
-Farmer Larkin’s boat, and go right away up
-the river in a real Argo, and look for Medea,
-and the Golden Fleece, and everything? And
-I’ll tell you what, I don’t mind your being
-Jason, as you thought of it first.’</p>
-
-<p>Harold tumbled out of the trough in the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[147]</a></span>
-excess of his emotion. ‘But we aren’t allowed
-to go on the water by ourselves,’ he cried.</p>
-
-<p>‘No,’ said Edward, with fine scorn: ‘we
-aren’t allowed; and Jason wasn’t allowed
-either, I daresay. But he <i>went!</i>’</p>
-
-<p>Harold’s protest had been merely conventional:
-he only wanted to be convinced by
-sound argument. The next question was, How
-about the girls? Selina was distinctly handy
-in a boat: the difficulty about her was, that
-if she disapproved of the expedition—and,
-morally considered, it was not exactly a Pilgrim’s
-Progress—she might go and tell; she
-having just reached that disagreeable age when
-one begins to develop a conscience. Charlotte,
-for her part, had a habit of day-dreams, and was
-as likely as not to fall overboard in one of her
-rapt musings. To be sure, she would dissolve
-in tears when she found herself left out; but
-even that was better than a watery tomb. In
-fine, the public voice—and rightly, perhaps—was
-against the admission of the skirted animal:
-despite the precedent of Atalanta, who was one
-of the original crew.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[148]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="figright" style="width: 498px;">
-<img src="images/illus181.jpg" width="498" height="695" alt="two children in dragon sailing ship" />
-<div class="caption">“WE PUT THE ARGO’S HEAD UPSTREAM, SINCE<br />
-THAT LED AWAY FROM THE LARKIN PROVINCE”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘And now,’ said Edward, ‘who’s to ask
-Farmer Larkin? <i>I</i> can’t; last time I saw him
-he said when he caught me again he’d smack
-my head. <i>You’ll</i> have to.’</p>
-
-<p>I hesitated, for good reasons. ‘You know
-those precious calves of his?’ I began.</p>
-
-<p>Edward understood at once. ‘All right,’ he
-said; ‘then we won’t ask him at all. It doesn’t
-much matter. He’d only be annoyed, and that
-would be a pity. Now let’s set off.’</p>
-
-<p>We made our way down to the stream, and
-captured the farmer’s boat without let or hindrance,
-the enemy being engaged in the hay-fields.
-This ‘river,’ so called, could never be
-discovered by us in any atlas; indeed our
-Argo could hardly turn in it without risk of
-shipwreck. But to us ’twas Orinoco, and the
-cities of the world dotted its shores. We put
-the Argo’s head upstream, since that led away
-from the Larkin province; Harold was faithfully
-permitted to be Jason, and we shared the
-rest of the heroes among us. Then, quitting
-Thessaly, we threaded the Hellespont with
-shouts, breathlessly dodged the Clashing Rocks,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[149]</a></span>
-and coasted under the lee of the Siren-haunted
-isles. Lemnos was fringed with meadow-sweet,
-dog-roses dotted the Mysian shore, and the
-cheery call of the haymaking folk sounded
-along the coast of Thrace.</p>
-
-<p>After some hour or two’s seafaring, the prow
-of the Argo embedded itself in the mud of a
-landing-place, plashy with the tread of cows
-and giving on to a lane that led towards the
-smoke of human habitations. Edward jumped
-ashore, alert for exploration, and strode off
-without waiting to see if we followed; but I
-lingered behind, having caught sight of a moss-grown
-water-gate hard by, leading into a garden
-that, from the brooding quiet lapping it round,
-appeared to portend magical possibilities.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed the very air within seemed stiller, as
-we circumspectly passed through the gate; and
-Harold hung back shamefaced, as if we were
-crossing the threshold of some private chamber,
-and ghosts of old days were hustling past us.
-Flowers there were, everywhere; but they
-drooped and sprawled in an overgrowth hinting
-at indifference; the scent of heliotrope<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[150]</a></span>
-possessed the place as if actually hung in solid
-festoons from tall untrimmed hedge to hedge.
-No basket-chairs, shawls, or novels dotted the
-lawn with colour; and on the garden-front of
-the house behind, the blinds were mostly drawn.
-A grey old sun-dial dominated the central
-sward, and we moved towards it instinctively,
-as the most human thing in sight. An antick
-motto ran round it, and with eyes and fingers
-we struggled at the decipherment.</p>
-
-<p><small>TIME: TRYETH: TROTHE</small>: spelt out Harold
-at last. ‘I wonder what that means?’</p>
-
-<p>I could not enlighten him, nor meet his further
-questions as to the inner mechanism of the thing,
-and where you wound it up. I had seen these
-instruments before, of course; but had never
-fully understood their manner of working.</p>
-
-<p>We were still puzzling our heads over the
-contrivance, when I became aware that Medea
-herself was moving down the path from the
-house. Dark-haired, supple, of a figure lightly
-poised and swayed, but pale and listless—I
-knew her at once, and having come out to
-find her, naturally felt no surprise at all. But<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[151]</a></span>
-Harold, who was trying to climb on to the top
-of the sun-dial, having a cat-like fondness for
-the summit of things, started and fell prone,
-barking his chin and filling the pleasance with
-lamentation.</p>
-
-<p>Medea skimmed the ground swallow-like, and
-in a moment was on her knees comforting him,
-wiping the dirt out of his chin with her own
-dainty handkerchief, and vocal with soft murmur
-of consolation.</p>
-
-<p>‘You needn’t take on so about him,’ I
-observed politely. ‘He’ll cry for just one
-minute, and then he’ll be all right.’</p>
-
-<p>My estimate was justified. At the end of his
-regulation time Harold stopped crying suddenly,
-like a clock that had struck its hour; and with
-a serene and cheerful countenance wriggled out
-of Medea’s embrace, and ran for a stone to
-throw at an intrusive blackbird.</p>
-
-<p>‘O you boys!’ cried Medea, throwing wide
-her arms with abandonment. ‘Where have
-you dropped from? How dirty you are! I’ve
-been shut up here for a thousand years, and all
-that time I’ve never seen any one under a<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[152]</a></span>
-hundred and fifty! Let’s play at something, at
-once!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Rounders is a good game,’ I suggested.
-‘Girls can play at rounders. And we could
-serve up to the sun-dial here. But you want a
-bat and a ball, and some more people.’</p>
-
-<p>She struck her hands together tragically.
-‘I haven’t a bat,’ she cried, ‘or a ball, or
-more people, or anything sensible whatever.
-Never mind; let’s play at hide-and-seek in
-the kitchen-garden. And we’ll race there,
-up to that walnut-tree; I haven’t run for a
-century!’</p>
-
-<p>She was so easy a victor, nevertheless, that I
-began to doubt, as I panted behind, whether
-she had not exaggerated her age by a year or
-two. She flung herself into hide-and-seek with
-all the gusto and abandonment of the true
-artist; and as she flitted away and reappeared,
-flushed and laughing divinely, the pale witch-maiden
-seemed to fall away from her, and she
-moved rather as that other girl I had read about,
-snatched from fields of daffodil to reign in
-shadow below, yet permitted now and again<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[153]</a></span>
-to revisit earth and light and the frank, caressing
-air.</p>
-
-<p>Tired at last, we strolled back to the old
-sun-dial, and Harold, who never relinquished
-a problem unsolved, began afresh, rubbing his
-finger along the faint incisions. ‘<i>Time tryeth
-trothe.</i> Please, I want to know what that
-means?’</p>
-
-<p>Medea’s face drooped low over the sun-dial,
-till it was almost hidden in her fingers. ‘That’s
-what I’m here for,’ she said presently in quite a
-changed, low voice. ‘They shut me up here—they
-think I’ll forget—but I never will—never,
-never! And he, too—but I don’t know—it is
-so long—I don’t know!’</p>
-
-<p>Her face was quite hidden now. There was
-silence again in the old garden. I felt clumsily
-helpless and awkward. Beyond a vague idea
-of kicking Harold, nothing remedial seemed to
-suggest itself.</p>
-
-<p>None of us had noticed the approach of
-another she-creature—one of the angular and
-rigid class—how different from our dear comrade!
-The years Medea had claimed might<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[154]</a></span>
-well have belonged to her; she wore mittens,
-too—a trick I detested in woman. ‘Lucy!’
-she said sharply, in a tone with <i>aunt</i> writ large
-over it; and Medea started up guiltily.</p>
-
-<p>‘You’ve been crying,’ said the newcomer,
-grimly regarding her through spectacles. ‘And
-pray who are these exceedingly dirty little
-boys?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Friends of mine, aunt,’ said Medea promptly,
-with forced cheerfulness. ‘I—I’ve known them
-a long time. I asked them to come.’</p>
-
-<p>The aunt sniffed suspiciously. ‘You must
-come indoors, dear,’ she said, ‘and lie down.
-The sun will give you a headache. And you
-little boys had better run away home to your
-tea. Remember, you should not come to pay
-visits without your nursemaid.’</p>
-
-<p>Harold had been tugging nervously at my
-jacket for some time, and I only waited till
-Medea turned and kissed a white hand to us
-as she was led away. Then I ran. We gained
-the boat in safety; and ‘What an old dragon!’
-said Harold.</p>
-
-<p>‘Wasn’t she a beast!’ I replied. ‘Fancy the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[155]</a></span>
-sun giving any one a headache! But Medea
-was a real brick. Couldn’t we carry her off?’</p>
-
-<p>‘We could if Edward was here,’ said Harold
-confidently.</p>
-
-<p>The question was, What had become of that
-defaulting hero? We were not left long in
-doubt. First, there came down the lane the
-shrill and wrathful clamour of a female tongue;
-then Edward, running his best; and then an
-excited woman hard on his heel. Edward
-tumbled into the bottom of the boat, gasping
-‘Shove her off!’ And shove her off we did,
-mightily, while the dame abused us from the
-bank in the self-same accents in which Alfred
-hurled defiance at the marauding Dane.</p>
-
-<p>‘That was just like a bit out of <i>Westward
-Ho!</i>’ I remarked approvingly, as we sculled
-down the stream. ‘But what had you been
-doing to her?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Hadn’t been doing anything,’ panted Edward,
-still breathless. ‘I went up into the village and
-explored, and it was a very nice one, and the
-people were very polite. And there was a
-blacksmith’s forge there, and they were shoeing<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[156]</a></span>
-horses, and the hoofs fizzled and smoked, and
-smelt so jolly! I stayed there quite a long time
-Then I got thirsty, so I asked that old woman
-for some water, and while she was getting it her
-cat came out of the cottage, and looked at me
-in a nasty sort of way, and said something I
-didn’t like. So I went up to it just to—to
-teach it manners, and somehow or other, next
-minute it was up an apple-tree, spitting, and I
-was running down the lane with that old thing
-after me.’</p>
-
-<p>Edward was so full of his personal injuries
-that there was no interesting him in Medea at
-all. Moreover, the evening was closing in, and
-it was evident that this cutting-out expedition
-must be kept for another day. As we neared
-home, it gradually occurred to us that perhaps
-the greatest danger was yet to come; for the
-farmer must have missed his boat ere now, and
-would probably be lying in wait for us near the
-landing-place. There was no other spot admitting
-of debarcation on the home side; if we got
-out on the other, and made for the bridge, we
-should certainly be seen and cut off. Then it<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[157]</a></span>
-was that I blessed my stars that our elder
-brother was with us that day. He might be
-little good at pretending, but in grappling with
-the stern facts of life he had no equal. Enjoining
-silence, he waited till we were but a little
-way from the fated landing-place, and then
-brought us in to the opposite bank. We
-scrambled out noiselessly and—the gathering
-darkness favouring us—crouched behind a willow,
-while Edward pushed off the empty boat
-with his foot. The old Argo, borne down by the
-gentle current, slid and grazed along the rushy
-bank; and when she came opposite the suspected
-ambush, a stream of imprecation told
-us that our precaution had not been wasted.
-We wondered, as we listened, where Farmer
-Larkin, who was bucolically bred and reared,
-had acquired such range and wealth of vocabulary.
-Fully realising at last that his boat was
-derelict, abandoned, at the mercy of wind and
-wave—as well as out of his reach—he strode
-away to the bridge, about a quarter of a mile
-further down; and as soon as we heard his
-boots clumping on the planks we nipped out,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[158]</a></span>
-recovered the craft, pulled across, and made
-the faithful vessel fast to her proper moorings.
-Edward was anxious to wait and exchange
-courtesies and compliments with the disappointed
-farmer, when he should confront us
-on the opposite bank; but wiser counsels
-prevailed. It was possible that the piracy was
-not yet laid at our particular door: Ulysses,
-I reminded him, had reason to regret a similar
-act of bravado, and—were he here—would
-certainly advise a timely retreat. Edward held
-but a low opinion of me as a counsellor; but he
-had a very solid respect for Ulysses.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 311px;">
-<img src="images/illus192.jpg" width="311" height="107" alt="ship in distance" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[159]</a><br /><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[160]</a><br /><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[161]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE ROMAN ROAD</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">ALL the roads of our neighbourhood were
-cheerful and friendly, having each of
-them pleasant qualities of their own; but this
-one seemed different from the others in its masterful
-suggestion of a serious purpose, speeding
-you along with a strange uplifting of the heart.
-The others tempted chiefly with their treasures
-of hedge and ditch; the rapt surprise of the
-first lords-and-ladies, the rustle of a field-mouse,
-the splash of a frog; while cool noses of brother-beasts
-were pushed at you through gate or gap.
-A loiterer you had need to be, did you choose
-one of them; so many were the tiny hands
-thrust out to detain you, from this side and
-that. But this one was of a sterner sort, and
-even in its shedding off of bank and hedgerow
-as it marched straight and full for the open
-downs, it seemed to declare its contempt for<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[162]</a></span>
-adventitious trappings to catch the shallow-pated.
-When the sense of injustice or disappointment
-was heavy on me, and things were
-very black within, as on this particular day, the
-road of character was my choice for that solitary
-ramble when I turned my back for an afternoon
-on a world that had unaccountably declared
-itself against me.</p>
-
-<p>‘The Knights’ Road’ we children had named
-it, from a sort of feeling that, if from any quarter
-at all, it would be down this track we might some
-day see Lancelot and his peers come pacing on
-their great war-horses; supposing that any of
-the stout band still survived, in nooks and unexplored
-places. Grown-up people sometimes
-spoke of it as the ‘Pilgrims’ Way’; but I
-didn’t know much about pilgrims—except
-Walter in the Horselberg story. Him I sometimes
-saw, breaking with haggard eyes out of
-yonder copse, and calling to the pilgrims as they
-hurried along on their desperate march to the
-Holy City, where peace and pardon were
-awaiting them. ‘All roads lead to Rome,’ I
-had once heard somebody say; and I had<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[163]</a></span>
-taken the remark very seriously, of course, and
-puzzled over it many days. There must have
-been some mistake, I concluded at last; but of
-one road at least I intuitively felt it to be true.
-And my belief was clinched by something that
-fell from Miss Smedley during a history-lesson,
-about a strange road that ran right down the
-middle of England till it reached the coast, and
-then began again in France, just opposite, and
-so on undeviating, through city and vineyard,
-right from the misty Highlands to the Eternal
-City. Uncorroborated, any statement of Miss
-Smedley’s usually fell on incredulous ears; but
-here, with the road itself in evidence, she seemed,
-once in a way, to have strayed into truth.</p>
-
-<p>Rome! It was fascinating to think that it
-lay at the other end of this white ribbon that
-rolled itself off from my feet over the distant
-downs. I was not quite so uninstructed as to
-imagine I could reach it that afternoon; but
-some day, I thought, if things went on being as
-unpleasant as they were now—some day, when
-Aunt Eliza had gone on a visit,—some day,
-we would see.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[164]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>I tried to imagine what it would be like when
-I got there. The Coliseum I knew, of course,
-from a woodcut in the history-book: so to
-begin with I plumped that down in the middle.
-The rest had to be patched up from the little
-grey market-town where twice a year we went
-to have our hair cut; hence, in the result,
-Vespasian’s amphitheatre was approached by
-muddy little streets, wherein the Red Lion and
-the Blue Boar, with Somebody’s Entire along
-their front, and ‘Commercial Room’ on their
-windows; the doctor’s house, of substantial
-red-brick; and the façade of the New Wesleyan
-chapel, which we thought very fine, were the
-chief architectural ornaments: while the Roman
-populace pottered about in smocks and corduroys,
-twisting the tails of Roman calves and
-inviting each other to beer in musical Wessex.
-From Rome I drifted on to other cities, faintly
-heard of—Damascus, Brighton (Aunt Eliza’s
-ideal), Athens, and Glasgow, whose glories the
-gardener sang; but there was a certain sameness
-in my conception of all of them: that
-Wesleyan chapel would keep cropping up<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[165]</a></span>
-everywhere. It was easier to go a-building
-among those dream-cities where no limitations
-were imposed, and one was sole architect, with
-a free hand. Down a delectable street of cloud-built
-palaces I was mentally pacing, when I
-happened upon the Artist.</p>
-
-<p>He was seated at work by the roadside, at a
-point whence the cool large spaces of the downs,
-juniper-studded, swept grandly westwards. His
-attributes proclaimed him of the artist tribe:
-besides, he wore knickerbockers like myself,—a
-garb confined, I was aware, to boys and artists.
-I knew I was not to bother him with questions,
-nor look over his shoulder and breathe in his
-ear—they didn’t like it, this <i>genus irritabile</i>.
-But there was nothing about staring in my
-code of instructions, the point having somehow
-been overlooked: so, squatting down on the
-grass, I devoted myself to the passionate absorbing
-of every detail. At the end of five
-minutes there was not a button on him that I
-could not have passed an examination in; and
-the wearer himself of that homespun suit was
-probably less familiar with its pattern and texture<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[166]</a></span>
-than I was. Once he looked up, nodded,
-half held out his tobacco pouch, mechanically as
-it were, then, returning it to his pocket, resumed
-his work, and I my mental photography.</p>
-
-<p>After another five minutes or so had passed,
-he remarked, without looking my way: ‘Fine
-afternoon we’re having: going far to-day?’</p>
-
-<p>‘No, I’m not going any farther than this,’
-I replied; ‘I <i>was</i> thinking of going on to Rome:
-but I’ve put it off.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Pleasant place, Rome,’ he murmured: ‘you’ll
-like it.’ It was some minutes later that he
-added: ‘But I wouldn’t go just now, if I were
-you: too jolly hot.’</p>
-
-<p>‘<i>You</i> haven’t been to Rome, have you?’ I
-inquired.</p>
-
-<p>‘Rather,’ he replied briefly: ‘I live there.’</p>
-
-<p>This was too much, and my jaw dropped as
-I struggled to grasp the fact that I was sitting
-there talking to a fellow who lived in Rome.
-Speech was out of the question: besides I had
-other things to do. Ten solid minutes had I
-already spent in an examination of him as a
-mere stranger and artist; and now the whole<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[167]</a></span>
-thing had to be done over again, from the
-changed point of view. So I began afresh, at
-the crown of his soft hat, and worked down
-to his solid British shoes, this time investing
-everything with the new Roman halo; and at
-last I managed to get out: ‘But you don’t
-really live there, do you?’ never doubting the
-fact, but wanting to hear it repeated.</p>
-
-<p>‘Well,’ he said, good-naturedly overlooking
-the slight rudeness of my query, ‘I live there
-as much as I live anywhere. About half the
-year sometimes. I’ve got a sort of a shanty
-there. You must come and see it some day.’</p>
-
-<p>‘But do you live anywhere else as well?’ I
-went on, feeling the forbidden tide of questions
-surging up within me.</p>
-
-<p>‘O yes, all over the place,’ was his vague
-reply. ‘And I’ve got a diggings somewhere
-off Piccadilly.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Where’s that?’ I inquired.</p>
-
-<p>‘Where’s what?’ said he. ‘O, Piccadilly!
-It’s in London.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Have you a large garden?’ I asked; ‘and
-how many pigs have you got?’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[168]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>‘I’ve no garden at all,’ he replied sadly, and
-they don’t allow me to keep pigs, though I’d
-like to, awfully. It’s very hard.’</p>
-
-<p>‘But what do you do all day, then,’ I cried,
-‘and where do you go and play, without any
-garden, or pigs, or things?’</p>
-
-<p>‘When I want to play,’ he said gravely, ‘I
-have to go and play in the street; but it’s poor
-fun, I grant you. There’s a goat, though, not
-far off, and sometimes I talk to him when I’m
-feeling lonely; but he’s very proud.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Goats <i>are</i> proud,’ I admitted. ‘There’s one
-lives near here, and if you say anything to him
-at all, he hits you in the wind with his head.
-You know what it feels like when a fellow hits
-you in the wind?’</p>
-
-<p>‘I do, well,’ he replied, in a tone of proper
-melancholy, and painted on.</p>
-
-<p>‘And have you been to any other places,’
-I began again presently, ‘besides Rome and
-Piccy-what’s-his-name?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Heaps,’ he said. ‘I’m a sort of Ulysses—seen
-men and cities, you know. In fact, about the
-only place I never got to was the Fortunate Island.’</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[169]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>I began to like this man. He answered your
-questions briefly and to the point, and never
-tried to be funny. I felt I could be confidential
-with him.</p>
-
-<p>‘Wouldn’t you like,’ I inquired, ‘to find a
-city without any people in it at all?’</p>
-
-<p>He looked puzzled. ‘I’m afraid I don’t
-quite understand,’ said he.</p>
-
-<p>‘I mean,’ I went on eagerly, ‘a city where
-you walk in at the gates, and the shops are all
-full of beautiful things, and the houses furnished
-as grand as can be, and there isn’t anybody
-there whatever! And you go into the shops,
-and take anything you want—chocolates and
-magic-lanterns and injirubber balls—and there’s
-nothing to pay; and you choose your own house
-and live there and do just as you like, and never
-go to bed unless you want to!’</p>
-
-<p>The artist laid down his brush. ‘That <i>would</i>
-be a nice city,’ he said. ‘Better than Rome.
-You can’t do that sort of thing in Rome—or in
-Piccadilly either. But I fear it’s one of the
-places I’ve never been to.’</p>
-
-<p>‘And you’d ask your friends,’ I went on,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[170]</a></span>
-warming to my subject; ‘only those you really
-like, of course; and they’d each have a house
-to themselves—there’d be lots of houses,—and
-there wouldn’t be any relations at all, unless
-they promised they’d be pleasant; and if they
-weren’t they’d have to go.’</p>
-
-<p>‘So you wouldn’t have any relations?’ said
-the artist. ‘Well, perhaps you’re right. We
-have tastes in common, I see.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I’d have Harold,’ I said reflectively, ‘and
-Charlotte. They’d like it awfully. The others
-are getting too old. O, and Martha—I’d have
-Martha to cook and wash up and do things.
-You’d like Martha. She’s ever so much nicer
-than Aunt Eliza. She’s my idea of a real
-lady.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Then I’m sure I should like her,’ he replied
-heartily, ‘and when I come to—what do you
-call this city of yours? Nephelo—something,
-did you say?’</p>
-
-<p>‘I—I don’t know,’ I replied timidly. ‘I’m
-afraid it hasn’t got a name—yet.’</p>
-
-<p>The artist gazed out over the downs. ‘“The
-poet says, dear city of Cecrops,”’ he said softly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[171]</a></span>
-to himself, ‘“and wilt not thou say, dear city
-of Zeus?” That’s from Marcus Aurelius,’ he
-went on, turning again to his work. ‘You don’t
-know him, I suppose; you will some day.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Who’s he?’ I inquired.</p>
-
-<p>‘O, just another fellow who lived in Rome,’
-he replied, dabbing away.</p>
-
-<p>‘O dear!’ I cried disconsolately. ‘What a
-lot of people seem to live at Rome, and I’ve
-never even been there! But I think I’d like
-<i>my</i> city best.’</p>
-
-<p>‘And so would I,’ he replied with unction.
-‘But Marcus Aurelius wouldn’t, you know.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Then we won’t invite him,’ I said; ‘will
-we?’</p>
-
-<p>‘<i>I</i> won’t if you won’t,’ said he. And that
-point being settled, we were silent for a while.</p>
-
-<p>‘Do you know,’ he said presently, ‘I’ve met
-one or two fellows from time to time, who have
-been to a city like yours—perhaps it was the
-same one. They won’t talk much about it—only
-broken hints, now and then; but they’ve
-been there sure enough. They don’t seem to
-care about anything in particular—and everything’s<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[172]</a></span>
-the same to them, rough or smooth;
-and sooner or later they slip off and disappear;
-and you never see them again. Gone back, I
-suppose.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Of course,’ said I. ‘Don’t see what they
-ever came away for; <i>I</i> wouldn’t. To be told
-you’ve broken things when you haven’t, and
-stopped having tea with the servants in the
-kitchen, and not allowed to have a dog to sleep
-with you. But <i>I’ve</i> known people, too, who’ve
-gone there.’</p>
-
-<p>The artist stared, but without incivility.</p>
-
-<p>‘Well, there’s Lancelot,’ I went on. ‘The
-book says he died, but it never seemed to read
-right, somehow. He just went away, like
-Arthur. And Crusoe, when he got tired of
-wearing clothes and being respectable. And
-all the nice men in the stories who don’t marry
-the Princess, ’cos only one man ever gets married
-in a book, you know. They’ll be there!’</p>
-
-<p>‘And the men who never come off,’ he said,
-‘who try like the rest, but get knocked out, or
-somehow miss—or break down or get bowled
-over in the melée—and get no Princess, nor<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[173]</a></span>
-even a second-class kingdom—some of them’ll
-be there, I hope?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Yes, if you like,’ I replied, not quite understanding
-him; ‘if they’re friends of yours, we’ll
-ask ’em, of course.’</p>
-
-<p>‘What a time we shall have!’ said the artist
-reflectively; ‘and how shocked old Marcus
-Aurelius will be!’</p>
-
-<p>The shadows had lengthened uncannily, a
-tide of golden haze was flooding the grey-green
-surface of the downs, and the artist began to put
-his traps together, preparatory to a move. I felt
-very low: we would have to part, it seemed,
-just as we were getting on so well together.
-Then he stood up, and he was very straight and
-tall, and the sunset was in his hair and beard
-as he stood there, high over me. He took my
-hand like an equal. ‘I’ve enjoyed our conversation
-very much,’ he said. ‘That was an
-interesting subject you started, and we haven’t
-half exhausted it. We shall meet again, I
-hope?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Of course we shall,’ I replied, surprised that
-there should be any doubt about it.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[174]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 496px;">
-<img src="images/illus209.jpg" width="496" height="702" alt="man talking to boy" />
-<div class="caption">“THEN HE STOOD UP, AND HE WAS VERY STRAIGHT<br />
-AND TALL, AND THE SUNSET WAS IN HIS HAIR AND<br />
-BEARD AS HE STOOD THERE, HIGH OVER ME”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘In Rome perhaps?’ said he.</p>
-
-<p>‘Yes, in Rome,’ I answered; ‘or Piccy-the-other-place,
-or somewhere.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Or else,’ said he, ‘in that other city—when
-we’ve found the way there. And I’ll look out
-for you, and you’ll sing out as soon as you see
-me. And we’ll go down the street arm-in-arm,
-and into all the shops, and then I’ll choose my
-house, and you’ll choose your house, and we’ll
-live there like princes and good fellows.’</p>
-
-<p>‘O, but you’ll stay in my house, won’t
-you?’ I cried; ‘I wouldn’t ask everybody;
-but I’ll ask <i>you</i>.’</p>
-
-<p>He affected to consider a moment; then
-‘Right!’ he said: ‘I believe you mean it, and
-I <i>will</i> come and stay with you. I won’t go to
-anybody else, if they ask me ever so much.
-And I’ll stay quite a long time, too, and I
-won’t be any trouble.’</p>
-
-<p>Upon this compact we parted, and I went
-down-heartedly from the man who understood
-me, back to the house where I never could do
-anything right. How was it that everything
-seemed natural and sensible to him, which these<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[175]</a></span>
-uncles, vicars, and other grown-up men took
-for the merest tomfoolery? Well, he would
-explain this, and many another thing, when
-we met again. The Knights’ Road! How it
-always brought consolation! Was he possibly
-one of those vanished knights I had been looking
-for so long? Perhaps he would be in
-armour next time—why not? He would look
-well in armour, I thought. And I would take
-care to get there first, and see the sunlight flash
-and play on his helmet and shield, as he rode up
-the High Street of the Golden City.</p>
-
-<p>Meantime, there only remained the finding it.
-An easy matter.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 314px;">
-<img src="images/illus211.jpg" width="314" height="112" alt="long straight road" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[176]</a><br /><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[177]</a><br /><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[178]</a><br /><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[179]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE SECRET DRAWER</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">IT must surely have served as a boudoir for
-the ladies of old time, this little used, rarely
-entered chamber where the neglected old bureau
-stood. There was something very feminine in
-the faint hues of its faded brocades, in the rose
-and blue of such bits of china as yet remained,
-and in the delicate old-world fragrance of pot-pourri
-from the great bowl,—blue and white,
-with funny holes in its cover,—that stood on
-the bureau’s flat top. Modern aunts disdained
-this out-of-the-way, backwater, upstairs room,
-preferring to do their accounts and grapple
-with their correspondence in some central position
-more in the whirl of things, whence one
-eye could be kept on the carriage-drive, while
-the other was alert for malingering servants and
-marauding children. Those aunts of a former<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[180]</a></span>
-generation—I sometimes felt—would have
-suited our habits better. But even by us
-children, to whom few places were private or
-reserved, the room was visited but rarely. To
-be sure, there was nothing particular in it that
-we coveted or required. Only a few spindle-legged,
-gilt-backed chairs,—an old harp on
-which, so the legend ran, Aunt Eliza herself
-used once to play, in years remote, unchronicled;
-a corner-cupboard with a few pieces of china;
-and the old bureau. But one other thing the
-room possessed, peculiar to itself; a certain
-sense of privacy—a power of making the
-intruder feel that he <i>was</i> intruding—perhaps
-even a faculty of hinting that some one might
-have been sitting on those chairs, writing at the
-bureau, or fingering the china, just a second
-before one entered. No such violent word as
-‘haunted’ could possibly apply to this pleasant
-old-fashioned chamber, which indeed we all
-rather liked; but there was no doubt it was reserved
-and stand-offish, keeping itself to itself.</p>
-
-<p>Uncle Thomas was the first to draw my
-attention to the possibilities of the old bureau.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[181]</a></span>
-He was pottering about the house one afternoon,
-having ordered me to keep at his heels for
-company—he was a man who hated to be left
-one minute alone,—when his eye fell on it.
-‘H’m! Sheraton!’ he remarked. (He had a
-smattering of most things, this uncle, especially
-the vocabularies.) Then he let down the flap,
-and examined the empty pigeon-holes and
-dusty panelling. ‘Fine bit of inlay,’ he went
-on: ‘good work, all of it. I know the sort.
-There’s a secret drawer in there somewhere.’
-Then as I breathlessly drew near, he suddenly
-exclaimed: ‘By Jove, I do want to smoke!’
-And, wheeling round, he abruptly fled for the
-garden, leaving me with the cup dashed from my
-lips. What a strange thing, I mused, was this
-smoking, that takes a man suddenly, be he in
-the court, the camp, or the grove, grips him like
-an Afreet, and whirls him off to do its imperious
-behests! Would it be even so with myself, I
-wondered, in those unknown grown-up years
-to come?</p>
-
-<p>But I had no time to waste in vain speculations.
-My whole being was still vibrating to<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[182]</a></span>
-those magic syllables ‘secret drawer’; and that
-particular chord had been touched that never
-fails to thrill responsive to such words as <i>cave</i>,
-<i>trap-door</i>, <i>sliding-panel</i>, <i>bullion</i>, <i>ingots</i>, or
-<i>Spanish dollars</i>. For, besides its own special
-bliss, who ever heard of a secret drawer with
-nothing in it? And O I did want money so
-badly! I mentally ran over the list of demands
-which were pressing me the most imperiously.</p>
-
-<p>First, there was the pipe I wanted to give
-George Jannaway. George, who was Martha’s
-young man, was a shepherd, and a great ally of
-mine; and the last fair he was at, when he
-bought his sweetheart fairings, as a right-minded
-shepherd should, he had purchased a lovely
-snake expressly for me; one of the wooden
-sort, with joints, waggling deliciously in the
-hand; with yellow spots on a green ground,
-sticky and strong-smelling, as a fresh-painted
-snake ought to be; and with a red-flannel
-tongue pasted cunningly into its jaws. I loved
-it much, and took it to bed with me every night,
-till what time its spinal cord was loosed and it
-fell apart, and went the way of all mortal joys.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[183]</a></span>
-<i>I</i> thought it very nice of George to think of me
-at the fair, and that’s why I wanted to give him
-a pipe. When the young year was chill and
-lambing-time was on, George inhabited a little
-wooden house on wheels, far out on the wintry
-downs, and saw no faces but such as were
-sheepish and woolly and mute; and when he
-and Martha were married, she was going to
-carry his dinner out to him every day, two
-miles; and after it, perhaps he would smoke my
-pipe. It seemed an idyllic sort of existence, for
-both the parties concerned; but a pipe of quality,
-a pipe fitted to be part of a life such as this,
-could not be procured (so Martha informed me)
-for a smaller sum than eighteenpence. And
-meantime——!</p>
-
-<p>Then there was the fourpence I owed Edward;
-not that he was bothering me for it, but
-I knew he was in need of it himself, to pay back
-Selina, who wanted it to make up a sum of two
-shillings, to buy Harold an ironclad for his
-approaching birthday,—H.M.S. <i>Majestic</i>, now
-lying uselessly careened in the toyshop window,
-just when her country had such sore need of her.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[184]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>And then there was that boy in the village
-who had caught a young squirrel, and I had
-never yet possessed one, and he wanted a shilling
-for it, but I knew that for ninepence in cash—but
-what was the good of these sorry threadbare
-reflections? I had wants enough to exhaust
-any possible find of bullion, even if it amounted
-to half a sovereign. My only hope now lay in
-the magic drawer, and here I was, standing and
-letting the precious minutes slip by! Whether
-‘findings’ of this sort could, morally speaking,
-be considered ‘keepings,’ was a point that did
-not occur to me.</p>
-
-<p>The room was very still as I approached the
-bureau; possessed, it seemed to be, by a sort
-of hush of expectation. The faint odour of
-orris-root that floated forth as I let down the
-flap, seemed to identify itself with the yellows
-and browns of the old wood, till hue and scent
-were of one quality and interchangeable. Even
-so, ere this, the pot-pourri had mixed itself with
-the tints of the old brocade, and brocade and
-pot-pourri had long been one. With expectant
-fingers I explored the empty pigeon-holes and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[185]</a></span>
-sounded the depths of the softly-sliding drawers.
-No books that I knew of gave any general recipe
-for a quest like this; but the glory, should I
-succeed unaided, would be all the greater.</p>
-
-<p>To him who is destined to arrive, the fates
-never fail to afford, on the way, their small
-encouragements. In less than two minutes, I
-had come across a rusty button-hook. This was
-truly magnificent. In the nursery there existed,
-indeed, a general button-hook, common to either
-sex; but none of us possessed a private and
-special button-hook, to lend or to refuse as
-suited the high humour of the moment. I
-pocketed the treasure carefully, and proceeded.
-At the back of another drawer, three old foreign
-stamps told me I was surely on the highroad to
-fortune.</p>
-
-<p>Following on these bracing incentives, came
-a dull blank period of unrewarded search. In
-vain I removed all the drawers and felt over
-every inch of the smooth surfaces, from front
-to back. Never a knob, spring or projection
-met the thrilling finger-tips; unyielding the old
-bureau stood, stoutly guarding its secret, if<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[186]</a></span>
-secret it really had. I began to grow weary
-and disheartened. This was not the first time
-that Uncle Thomas had proved shallow, uninformed,
-a guide into blind alleys where the
-echoes mocked you. Was it any good persisting
-longer? Was anything any good whatever?
-In my mind I began to review past disappointments,
-and life seemed one long record of
-failure and of non-arrival. Disillusioned and
-depressed, I left my work and went to the
-window. The light was ebbing from the room,
-and seemed outside to be collecting itself on
-the horizon for its concentrated effort of sunset.
-Far down the garden, Uncle Thomas was holding
-Edward in the air reversed, and smacking
-him. Edward, gurgling hysterically, was striking
-blind fists in the direction where he judged
-his uncle’s stomach should rightly be; the contents
-of his pockets—a motley show—were
-strewing the lawn. Somehow, though I had
-been put through a similar performance myself
-an hour or two ago, it all seemed very far away
-and cut off from me.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;">
-<img src="images/illus223.jpg" width="500" height="691" alt="boy ooking in desk by open window" />
-<div class="caption">“WESTWARD THE CLOUDS WERE MASSING THEMSELVES IN A LOW<br />
-VIOLET BANK; BELOW THEM, TO NORTH AND SOUTH, AS FAR<br />
-ROUND AS THE EYE COULD REACH, A NARROW STREAK OF<br />
-GOLD RAN OUT .&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;. I TURNED FOR A LAST EFFORT”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Westwards the clouds were massing themselves<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[187]</a></span>
-in a low violet bank; below them, to
-north and south, as far round as eye could
-reach, a narrow streak of gold ran out and
-stretched away, straight along the horizon.
-Somewhere very far off, a horn was blowing,
-clear and thin; it sounded like the golden streak
-grown audible, while the gold seemed the visible
-sound. It pricked my ebbing courage, this
-blended strain of music and colour. I turned
-for a last effort; and Fortune thereupon, as if
-half-ashamed of the unworthy game she had been
-playing with me, relented, opening her clenched
-fist. Hardly had I put my hand once more to
-the obdurate wood, when with a sort of small
-sigh, almost a sob—as it were—of relief, the
-secret drawer sprang open.</p>
-
-<p>I drew it out and carried it to the window,
-to examine it in the failing light. Too hopeless
-had I gradually grown, in my dispiriting search,
-to expect very much; and yet at a glance I saw
-that my basket of glass lay in shivers at my
-feet. No ingots nor dollars were here, to crown
-me the little Monte Cristo of a week. Outside,
-the distant horn had ceased its gnat-song, the<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[188]</a></span>
-gold was paling to primrose, and everything
-was lonely and still. Within, my confident
-little castles were tumbling down like so many
-card-houses, leaving me stripped of estate,
-both real and personal, and dominated by the
-depressing reaction.</p>
-
-<p>And yet,—as I looked again at the small
-collection that lay within that drawer of disillusions,
-some warmth crept back to my heart
-as I recognised that a kindred spirit to my own
-had been at the making of it. Two tarnished
-gilt buttons—naval, apparently—a portrait of a
-monarch unknown to me, cut from some antique
-print and deftly coloured by hand in just my
-own bold style of brush-work—some foreign
-copper coins, thicker and clumsier of make than
-those I hoarded myself—and a list of birds’-eggs,
-with names of the places where they had
-been found. Also, a ferret’s muzzle, and a
-twist of tarry string, still faintly aromatic! It
-was a real boy’s hoard, then, that I had
-happened upon. He too had found out the
-secret drawer, this happy-starred young person;
-and here he had stowed away his treasures, one<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[189]</a></span>
-by one, and had cherished them secretly awhile,
-and then—what? Well, one would never know
-now the reason why these priceless possessions
-still lay here unreclaimed; but across the void
-stretch of years I seemed to touch hands a
-moment with my little comrade of seasons—how
-many seasons?—long since dead.</p>
-
-<p>I restored the drawer, with its contents, to
-the trusty bureau, and heard the spring click
-with a certain satisfaction. Some other boy,
-perhaps, would some day release that spring
-again. I trusted he would be equally appreciative.
-As I opened the door to go, I could
-hear, from the nursery at the end of the passage,
-shouts and yells, telling that the hunt was up.
-Bears, apparently, or bandits, were on the
-evening bill of fare, judging by the character of
-the noises. In another minute I would be in
-the thick of it, in all the warmth and light and
-laughter. And yet—what a long way off it all
-seemed, both in space and time, to me yet
-lingering on the threshold of that old-world
-chamber!</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[190]</a><br /><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[191]</a><br /><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[192]</a><br /><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[193]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>‘EXIT TYRANNUS’</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">THE eventful day had arrived at last, the
-day which, when first named, had seemed—like
-all golden dates that promise anything
-definite—so immeasurably remote. When it
-was first announced, a fortnight before, that
-Miss Smedley was really going, the resultant
-ecstasies had occupied a full week, during which
-we blindly revelled in the contemplation and
-discussion of her past tyrannies, crimes, malignities;
-in recalling to each other this or that
-insult, dishonour, or physical assault, sullenly
-endured at a time when deliverance was not even
-a small star on the horizon: and in mapping out
-the shining days to come, with special new
-troubles of their own, no doubt—since this is
-but a work-a-day world!—but at least free from
-one familiar scourge. The time that remained
-had been taken up by the planning of practical
-expressions of the popular sentiment. Under<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[194]</a></span>
-Edward’s masterly direction, arrangements had
-been made for a flag to be run up over the hen-house
-at the very moment when the fly, with
-Miss Smedley’s boxes on top and the grim
-oppressor herself inside, began to move off
-down the drive. Three brass cannons, set on
-the brow of the sunk-fence, were to proclaim
-our deathless sentiments in the ears of the
-retreating foe; the dogs were to wear ribbons;
-and later—but this depended on our powers of
-evasiveness and dissimulation—there might be
-a small bonfire, with a cracker or two if the
-public funds could bear the unwonted strain.</p>
-
-<p>I was awakened by Harold digging me in
-the ribs, and ‘She’s going to-day!’ was the
-morning hymn that scattered the clouds of
-sleep. Strange to say, it was with no corresponding
-jubilation of spirits that I slowly
-realised the momentous fact. Indeed, as I
-dressed, a dull disagreeable feeling that I could
-not define grew up in me—something like a
-physical bruise. Harold was evidently feeling
-it too, for after repeating ‘She’s going to-day!’
-in a tone more befitting the Litany, he looked<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[195]</a></span>
-hard in my face for direction as to how the
-situation was to be taken. But I crossly bade
-him look sharp and say his prayers and not
-bother me. What could this gloom portend,
-that on a day of days like the present seemed
-to hang my heavens with black?</p>
-
-<p>Down at last and out in the sun, we found
-Edward before us, swinging on a gate and
-chanting a farm-yard ditty in which all the
-beasts appear in due order, jargoning in their
-several tongues, and every verse begins with
-the couplet:</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">‘Now, my lads, come with me,</div>
-<div class="verse">&nbsp;Out in the morning early!’</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">The fateful exodus of the day had evidently
-slipped his memory entirely. I touched him
-on the shoulder. ‘She’s going to-day!’ I said.
-Edward’s carol subsided like a water-tap turned
-off. ‘So she is!’ he replied, and got down
-at once off the gate. And we returned to the
-house without another word.</p>
-
-<p>At breakfast Miss Smedley behaved in a
-most mean and uncalled-for manner. The
-right divine of governesses to govern wrong<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[196]</a></span>
-includes no right to cry. In thus usurping
-the prerogative of their victims they ignore
-the rules of the ring, and hit below the belt.
-Charlotte was crying, of course; but that
-counted for nothing. Charlotte even cried
-when the pigs’ noses were ringed in due season;
-thereby evoking the cheery contempt of the
-operators, who asserted they liked it, and doubtless
-knew. But when the cloud-compeller, her
-bolts laid aside, resorted to tears, mutinous
-humanity had a right to feel aggrieved, and
-think itself placed in a false and difficult
-position. What would the Romans have done,
-supposing Hannibal had cried? History has
-not even considered the possibility. Rules and
-precedents should be strictly observed on both
-sides. When they are violated, the other party
-is justified in feeling injured.</p>
-
-<p>There were no lessons that morning, naturally—another
-grievance! The fitness of things
-required that we should have struggled to the
-last in a confused medley of moods and tenses,
-and parted for ever, flushed with hatred, over
-the dismembered corpse of the multiplication<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[197]</a></span>-table.
-But this thing was not to be; and I
-was free to stroll by myself through the garden,
-and combat, as best I might, this growing
-feeling of depression. It was a wrong system
-altogether, I thought, this going of people one
-had got used to. Things ought always to
-continue as they had been. Change there
-must be, of course; pigs, for instance, came
-and went with disturbing frequency—</p>
-
-<div class="poetry-container">
- <div class="poetry">
-<div class="verse">‘Fired their ringing shot and passed,</div>
-<div class="verse">&nbsp;Hotly charged and sank at last’—</div>
-</div>
-</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">but Nature had ordered it so, and in requital
-had provided for rapid successors. Did you
-come to love a pig, and he was taken from
-you, grief was quickly assuaged in the delight
-of selection from the new litter. But now,
-when it was no question of a peerless pig, but
-only of a governess, Nature seemed helpless, and
-the future held no litter of oblivion. Things
-might be better, or they might be worse, but
-they would never be the same; and the innate
-conservatism of youth asks neither poverty nor
-riches, but only immunity from change.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[198]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>Edward slouched up alongside of me presently,
-with a hangdog look on him, as if he
-had been caught stealing jam. ‘What a lark
-it’ll be when she’s really gone!’ he observed,
-with a swagger obviously assumed.</p>
-
-<p>‘Grand fun!’ I replied dolorously; and conversation
-flagged.</p>
-
-<p>We reached the hen-house, and contemplated
-the banner of freedom lying ready to flaunt the
-breezes at the supreme moment.</p>
-
-<p>‘Shall you run it up,’ I asked, ‘when the fly
-starts, or—or wait a little till it’s out of
-sight?’</p>
-
-<p>Edward gazed round him dubiously. ‘We’re
-going to have some rain, I think,’ he said; ‘and—and
-it’s a new flag. It would be a pity to
-spoil it. P’raps I won’t run it up at all.’</p>
-
-<p>Harold came round the corner like a bison
-pursued by Indians. ‘I’ve polished up the
-cannons,’ he cried, ‘and they look grand!
-Mayn’t I load ’em now?’</p>
-
-<p>‘You leave ’em alone,’ said Edward severely,
-‘or you’ll be blowing yourself up’ (consideration
-for others was not usually Edward’s strong<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[199]</a></span>
-point). ‘Don’t touch the gunpowder till you’re
-told, or you’ll get your head smacked.’</p>
-
-<p>Harold fell behind, limp, squashed, obedient.
-‘She wants me to write to her,’ he began presently.
-‘Says she doesn’t mind the spelling, if
-I’ll only write. Fancy her saying that!’</p>
-
-<p>‘O, shut up, will you?’ said Edward
-savagely; and once more we were silent, with
-only our thoughts for sorry company.</p>
-
-<p>‘Let’s go off to the copse,’ I suggested
-timidly, feeling that something had to be done
-to relieve the tension, ‘and cut more new bows
-and arrows.’</p>
-
-<p>‘She gave me a knife my last birthday,’ said
-Edward moodily, never budging. ‘It wasn’t
-much of a knife—but I wish I hadn’t lost it!’</p>
-
-<p>‘When my legs used to ache,’ I said, ‘she
-sat up half the night, rubbing stuff on them. I
-forgot all about that till this morning.’</p>
-
-<p>‘There’s the fly!’ cried Harold suddenly.
-‘I can hear it scrunching on the gravel.’</p>
-
-<p>Then for the first time we turned and stared
-each other in the face.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[200]</a></span></p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The fly and its contents had finally disappeared
-through the gate, the rumble of its
-wheels had died away. Yet no flag floated
-defiantly in the sun, no cannons proclaimed the
-passing of a dynasty. From out the frosted
-cake of our existence Fate had cut an irreplaceable
-segment: turn which way we would, the
-void was present. We sneaked off in different
-directions, mutually undesirous of company;
-and it seemed borne in upon me that I ought
-to go and dig my garden right over, from end
-to end. It didn’t actually want digging; on
-the other hand no amount of digging could
-affect it, for good or for evil; so I worked
-steadily, strenuously, under the hot sun, stifling
-thought in action. At the end of an hour or
-so, I was joined by Edward.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 500px;">
-<img src="images/illus239.jpg" width="500" height="703" alt="two boys standing by brick wall arch one holding hatchet and the other leaning on a shovel" />
-<div class="caption">“‘I’VE BEEN CHOPPING UP WOOD,’ HE<br />
-EXPLAINED, IN A GUILTY SORT OF WAY”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>‘I’ve been chopping up wood,’ he explained,
-in a guilty sort of way, though nobody had
-called on him to account for his doings.</p>
-
-<p>‘What for?’ I inquired stupidly. ‘There’s
-piles and piles of it chopped up already.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I know,’ said Edward, ‘but there’s no harm
-in having a bit over. You never can tell what<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[201]</a></span>
-may happen. But what have you been doing
-all this digging for?’</p>
-
-<p>‘You said it was going to rain,’ I explained
-hastily. ‘So I thought I’d get the digging
-done before it came. Good gardeners always
-tell you that’s the right thing to do.’</p>
-
-<p>‘It did look like rain at one time,’ Edward
-admitted; ‘but it’s passed off now. Very queer
-weather we’re having. I suppose that’s why
-I’ve felt so funny all day.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Yes, I suppose it’s the weather,’ I replied.
-‘<i>I’ve</i> been feeling funny too.’</p>
-
-<p>The weather had nothing to do with it, as
-we well knew. But we would both have died
-rather than admit the real reason.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 316px;">
-<img src="images/illus241.jpg" width="316" height="111" alt="two cannons iwth ribbon between" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[202]</a><br /><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[203]</a><br /><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[204]</a><br /><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[205]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>THE BLUE ROOM</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">THAT nature has her moments of sympathy
-with man has been noted often enough,—and
-generally as a new discovery. To us,
-who had never known any other condition of
-things, it seemed entirely right and fitting that
-the wind sang and sobbed in the poplar tops,
-and, in the lulls of it, sudden spirts of rain
-spattered the already dusty roads, on that blusterous
-March day when Edward and I awaited,
-on the station platform, the arrival of the new
-tutor. Needless to say, this arrangement had
-been planned by an aunt, from some fond idea
-that our shy, innocent young natures would
-unfold themselves during the walk from the
-station, and that, on the revelation of each
-other’s more solid qualities that must inevitably
-ensue, an enduring friendship, springing from
-mutual respect, might be firmly based. A<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[206]</a></span>
-pretty dream,—nothing more. For Edward,
-who foresaw that the brunt of tutorial oppression
-would have to be borne by him, was sulky,
-monosyllabic, and determined to be as negatively
-disagreeable as good manners would permit. It
-was therefore evident that I would have to be
-spokesman and purveyor of hollow civilities, and
-I was none the more amiable on that account;
-all courtesies, welcomes, explanations, and other
-court-chamberlain kind of business, being my
-special aversion. There was much of the tempestuous
-March weather in the hearts of both of
-us, as we sullenly glowered along the carriage-windows
-of the slackening train.</p>
-
-<p>One is apt, however, to misjudge the special
-difficulties of a situation; and the reception
-proved, after all, an easy and informal matter.
-In a trainful so uniformly bucolic, a tutor was
-readily recognisable; and his portmanteau had
-been consigned to the luggage-cart, and his
-person conveyed into the lane, before I had
-discharged one of my carefully considered
-sentences. I breathed more easily, and looking
-up at our new friend as we stepped out together,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[207]</a></span>
-remembered that we had been counting on
-something altogether more arid, scholastic, and
-severe. A boyish eager face and a petulant
-<i>pince-nez</i>—untidy hair—a head of constant
-quick turns like a robin’s, and a voice that kept
-breaking into alto—these were all very strange
-and new, but not in the least terrible.</p>
-
-<p>He proceeded jerkily through the village, with
-glances on this side and that; and ‘Charming,’
-he broke out presently; ‘quite too charming
-and delightful!’</p>
-
-<p>I had not counted on this sort of thing, and
-glanced for help to Edward, who, hands in
-pockets, looked grimly down his nose. He had
-taken his line, and meant to stick to it.</p>
-
-<p>Meantime our friend had made an imaginary
-spy-glass out of his fist, and was squinting
-through it at something I could not perceive.
-‘What an exquisite bit!’ he burst out. ‘Fifteenth
-century—no—yes it is!’</p>
-
-<p>I began to feel puzzled, not to say alarmed.
-It reminded me of the butcher in the <i>Arabian
-Nights</i>, whose common joints, displayed on the
-shop-front, took to a startled public the appearance<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[208]</a></span>
-of dismembered humanity. This man
-seemed to see the strangest things in our dull,
-familiar surroundings.</p>
-
-<p>‘Ah!’ he broke out again, as we jogged on
-between hedgerows: ‘and that field now—backed
-by the downs—with the rain-cloud
-brooding over it,—that’s all David Cox—every
-bit of it!’</p>
-
-<p>‘That field belongs to Farmer Larkin,’ I
-explained politely; for of course he could not
-be expected to know. ‘I’ll take you over to
-Farmer Cox’s to-morrow, if he’s a friend of
-yours; but there‘s nothing to see there.’</p>
-
-<p>Edward, who was hanging sullenly behind,
-made a face at me, as if to say, ‘What sort of
-lunatic have we got here?’</p>
-
-<p>‘It has the true pastoral character, this
-country of yours,’ went on our enthusiast: ‘with
-just that added touch in cottage and farmstead,
-relics of a bygone art, which makes our English
-landscape so divine, so unique!’</p>
-
-<p>Really this grasshopper was becoming a
-burden! These familiar fields and farms, of
-which we knew every blade and stick, had done<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[209]</a></span>
-nothing that I knew of to be bespattered with
-adjectives in this way. I had never thought of
-them as divine, unique, or anything else. They
-were—well, they were just themselves, and
-there was an end of it. Despairingly I jogged
-Edward in the ribs, as a sign to start rational
-conversation, but he only grinned and continued
-obdurate.</p>
-
-<p>‘You can see the house now,’ I remarked
-presently; ‘and that’s Selina, chasing the
-donkey in the paddock. Or is it the donkey
-chasing Selina? I can’t quite make out; but
-it’s <i>them</i>, anyhow.’</p>
-
-<p>Needless to say, he exploded with a full
-charge of adjectives. ‘Exquisite!’ he rapped
-out; ‘so mellow and harmonious! and so
-entirely in keeping!’ (I could see from Edward’s
-face that he was thinking who ought to
-be in keeping.) ‘Such possibilities of romance,
-now, in those old gables!’</p>
-
-<p>‘If you mean the garrets,’ I said, ‘there’s a
-lot of old furniture in them; and one is generally
-full of apples; and the bats get in sometimes,
-under the eaves, and flop about till we go up<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[210]</a></span>
-with hair-brushes and things and drive ’em
-out; but there’s nothing else in them that I
-know of.’</p>
-
-<p>‘O, but there must be more than bats,’ he
-cried. ‘Don’t tell me there are no ghosts. I
-shall be deeply disappointed if there aren’t any
-ghosts.’</p>
-
-<p>I did not think it worth while to reply, feeling
-really unequal to this sort of conversation.
-Besides, we were nearing the house, when my
-task would be ended. Aunt Eliza met us at
-the door, and in the cross-fire of adjectives that
-ensued—both of them talking at once, as
-grown-up folk have a habit of doing—we two
-slipped round to the back of the house, and
-speedily put several broad acres between us and
-civilisation, for fear of being ordered in to tea in
-the drawing-room. By the time we returned,
-our new importation had gone up to dress for
-dinner, so till the morrow at least we were free
-of him.</p>
-
-<p>Meanwhile the March wind, after dropping a
-while at sundown, had been steadily increasing
-in volume; and although I fell asleep at my<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[211]</a></span>
-usual hour, about midnight I was wakened by
-the stress and the cry of it. In the bright moonlight,
-wind-swung branches tossed and swayed
-eerily across the blinds; there was rumbling in
-chimneys, whistling in keyholes, and everywhere
-a clamour and a call. Sleep was out of
-the question, and, sitting up in bed, I looked
-round. Edward sat up too. ‘I was wondering
-when you were going to wake,’ he said. ‘It’s
-no good trying to sleep through this. I vote
-we get up and do something.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I’m game,’ I replied. ‘Let’s play at being
-in a ship at sea’ (the plaint of the old house
-under the buffeting wind suggested this, naturally);
-‘and we can be wrecked on an island,
-or left on a raft, whichever you choose; but I
-like an island best myself, because there’s more
-things on it.’</p>
-
-<p>Edward on reflection negatived the idea. ‘It
-would make too much noise,’ he pointed out.
-‘There’s no fun playing at ships, unless you
-can make a jolly good row.’</p>
-
-<p>The door creaked, and a small figure in white
-slipped cautiously in. ‘Thought I heard you<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[212]</a></span>
-talking,’ said Charlotte. ‘We don’t like it;
-we’re afraid—Selina too! She’ll be here in a
-minute. She’s putting on her new dressing-gown
-she’s so proud of.’</p>
-
-<p>His arms round his knees, Edward cogitated
-deeply until Selina appeared, barefooted, and
-looking slim and tall in the new dressing-gown.
-Then, ‘Look here,’ he exclaimed; ‘now we’re
-all together, I vote we go and explore!’</p>
-
-<p>‘You’re always wanting to explore,’ I said.
-‘What on earth is there to explore for in this
-house?’</p>
-
-<p>‘Biscuits!’ said the inspired Edward.</p>
-
-<p>‘Hooray! Come on!’ chimed in Harold,
-sitting up suddenly. He had been awake all
-the time, but had been shamming asleep, lest
-he should be fagged to do anything.</p>
-
-<p>It was indeed a fact, as Edward had remembered,
-that our thoughtless elders occasionally
-left the biscuits out, a prize for the night-walking
-adventurer with nerves of steel.</p>
-
-<p>Edward tumbled out of bed, and pulled a
-baggy old pair of knickerbockers over his bare
-shanks. Then he girt himself with a belt, into<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[213]</a></span>
-which he thrust, on the one side a large wooden
-pistol, on the other an old single-stick; and
-finally he donned a big slouch-hat—once an
-uncle’s—that we used for playing Guy Fawkes
-and Charles-the-Second-up-a-tree in. Whatever
-the audience, Edward, if possible, always
-dressed for his parts with care and conscientiousness;
-while Harold and I, true Elizabethans,
-cared little about the mounting of the
-piece, so long as the real dramatic heart of it
-beat sound.</p>
-
-<p>Our commander now enjoined on us a silence
-deep as the grave, reminding us that Aunt Eliza
-usually slept with an open door, past which we
-had to file.</p>
-
-<p>‘But we’ll take the short cut through the
-Blue Room,’ said the wary Selina.</p>
-
-<p>‘Of course,’ said Edward approvingly. ‘I forgot
-about that. Now then! You lead the way!’</p>
-
-<p>The Blue Room had in prehistoric times been
-added to by taking in a superfluous passage, and
-so not only had the advantage of two doors, but
-also enabled us to get to the head of the stairs
-without passing the chamber wherein our dragon-aunt<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[214]</a></span>
-lay couched. It was rarely occupied,
-except when a casual uncle came down for the
-night. We entered in noiseless file, the room
-being plunged in darkness, except for a bright
-strip of moonlight on the floor, across which we
-must pass for our exit. On this our leading
-lady chose to pause, seizing the opportunity
-to study the hang of her new dressing-gown.
-Greatly satisfied thereat, she proceeded, after
-the feminine fashion, to peacock and to pose,
-pacing a minuet down the moonlit patch with
-an imaginary partner. This was too much for
-Edward’s histrionic instincts, and after a
-moment’s pause he drew his single-stick, and,
-with flourishes meet for the occasion, strode on
-to the stage. A struggle ensued on approved
-lines, at the end of which Selina was stabbed
-slowly and with unction, and her corpse borne
-from the chamber by the ruthless cavalier.
-The rest of us rushed after in a clump, with
-capers and gesticulations of delight; the special
-charm of the performance lying in the necessity
-for its being carried out with the dumbest of
-dumb shows.</p>
-
-<div class="figright" style="width: 502px;">
-<img src="images/illus255.jpg" width="502" height="704" alt="child in bed watching others play" />
-<div class="caption">“WE ENTERED IN NOISELESS FILE, THE ROOM<br />
-BEING PLUNGED IN DARKNESS, EXCEPT FOR A<br />
-BRIGHT STRIP OF MOONLIGHT ON THE FLOOR”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[215]</a></span>Once out on the dark landing, the noise of the
-storm without told us that we had exaggerated
-the necessity for silence; so, grasping the tails
-of each other’s nightgowns, even as Alpine
-climbers rope themselves together in perilous
-places, we fared stoutly down the staircase-moraine,
-and across the grim glacier of the
-hall, to where a faint glimmer from the half-open
-door of the drawing-room beckoned to us
-like friendly hostel-lights. Entering, we found
-that our thriftless seniors had left the sound red
-heart of a fire, easily coaxed into a cheerful
-blaze; and biscuits—a plateful—smiled at us
-in an encouraging sort of way, together with the
-halves of a lemon, already squeezed, but still
-suckable. The biscuits were righteously shared,
-the lemon segments passed from mouth to
-mouth; and as we squatted round the fire, its
-genial warmth consoling our unclad limbs, we
-realised that so many nocturnal perils had not
-been braved in vain.</p>
-
-<p>‘It’s a funny thing,’ said Edward, as we
-chatted, ‘how I hate this room in the daytime.
-It always means having your face washed, and<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[216]</a></span>
-your hair brushed, and talking silly company
-talk. But to-night it’s really quite jolly.
-Looks different, somehow.’</p>
-
-<p>‘I never can make out,’ I said, ‘what people
-come here to tea for. They can have their
-own tea at home if they like—they’re not
-poor people—with jam and things, and drink
-out of their saucer, and suck their fingers and
-enjoy themselves; but they come here from a
-long way off, and sit up straight with their feet
-off the bars of their chairs, and have one cup,
-and talk the same sort of stuff every time.’</p>
-
-<p>Selina sniffed disdainfully. ‘You don’t know
-anything about it,’ she said. ‘In society you
-have to call on each other. It’s the proper
-thing to do.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Pooh! <i>you’re</i> not in society,’ said Edward
-politely; ‘and, what’s more, you never will be.’</p>
-
-<p>‘Yes, I shall, some day,’ retorted Selina;
-‘but I shan’t ask you to come and see me, so
-there!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Wouldn’t come if you did,’ growled Edward.</p>
-
-<p>‘Well you won’t get the chance,’ rejoined
-our sister, claiming her right of the last word.<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[217]</a></span>
-There was no heat about these little amenities,
-which made up—as understood by us—the art
-of polite conversation.</p>
-
-<p>‘I don’t like society people,’ put in Harold
-from the sofa, where he was sprawling at full
-length—a sight the daylight hours would have
-blushed to witness. ‘There were some of ’em
-here this afternoon, when you two had gone off
-to the station. O, and I found a dead mouse
-on the lawn, and I wanted to skin it, but I
-wasn’t sure I knew how, by myself; and they
-came out into the garden, and patted my head—I
-wish people wouldn’t do that—and one of
-’em asked me to pick her a flower. Don’t
-know why she couldn’t pick it herself; but I
-said, “All right, I will if you’ll hold my mouse.”
-But she screamed, and threw it away; and
-Augustus (the cat) got it, and ran away with it.
-I believe it was really his mouse all the time,
-’cos he’d been looking about as if he had lost
-something, so I wasn’t angry with <i>him</i>. But
-what did <i>she</i> want to throw away my mouse
-for?’</p>
-
-<p>‘You have to be careful with mice,’ reflected<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[218]</a></span>
-Edward; ‘they’re such slippery things. Do
-you remember we were playing with a dead
-mouse once on the piano, and the mouse was
-Robinson Crusoe, and the piano was the island,
-and somehow Crusoe slipped down inside the
-island, into its works, and we couldn’t get him
-out, though we tried rakes and all sorts of things,
-till the tuner came. And that wasn’t till a
-week after, and then——’</p>
-
-<p>Here Charlotte, who had been nodding solemnly,
-fell over into the fender; and we realised
-that the wind had dropped at last, and the house
-was lapped in a great stillness. Our vacant
-beds seemed to be calling to us imperiously; and
-we were all glad when Edward gave the signal
-for retreat. At the top of the staircase Harold
-unexpectedly turned mutinous, insisting on his
-right to slide down the banisters in a free
-country. Circumstances did not allow of argument;
-I suggested frog’s-marching instead, and
-accordingly frog’s-marched he was, the procession
-passing solemnly across the moon-lit Blue
-Room, with Harold horizontal and limply submissive.
-Snug in bed at last, I was just slipping<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[219]</a></span>
-off into slumber when I heard Edward explode,
-with chuckle and snort.</p>
-
-<p>‘By Jove!’ he said; ‘I forgot all about
-it. The new tutor’s sleeping in the Blue
-Room!’</p>
-
-<p>‘Lucky he didn’t wake up and catch us,’ I
-grunted drowsily; and, without another thought
-on the matter, we both sank into well-earned
-repose.</p>
-
-<p>Next morning, coming down to breakfast
-braced to grapple with fresh adversity, we were
-surprised to find our garrulous friend of the
-previous day—he was late in making his
-appearance—strangely silent and (apparently)
-pre-occupied. Having polished off our porridge,
-we ran out to feed the rabbits, explaining to
-them that a beast of a tutor would prevent
-their enjoying so much of our society as
-formerly.</p>
-
-<p>On returning to the house at the fated hour
-appointed for study, we were thunderstruck to
-see the station-cart disappearing down the drive,
-freighted with our new acquaintance. Aunt
-Eliza was brutally uncommunicative; but she<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[220]</a></span>
-was overheard to remark casually that she
-thought the man must be a lunatic. In this
-theory we were only too ready to concur, dismissing
-thereafter the whole matter from our
-minds.</p>
-
-<p>Some weeks later it happened that Uncle
-Thomas, while paying us a flying visit, produced
-from his pocket a copy of the latest weekly,
-<i>Psyche: a Journal of the Unseen;</i> and proceeded
-laboriously to rid himself of much
-incomprehensible humour, apparently at our
-expense. We bore it patiently, with the forced
-grin demanded by convention, anxious to get
-at the source of inspiration, which it presently
-appeared lay in a paragraph circumstantially
-describing our modest and humdrum habitation.
-‘Case <small>III.</small>,’ it began. ‘The following particulars
-were communicated by a young member of
-the Society, of undoubted probity and earnestness,
-and are a chronicle of actual and recent
-experience.’ A fairly accurate description of
-the house followed, with details that were unmistakable;
-but to this there succeeded a flood
-of meaningless drivel about apparitions, nightly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[221]</a></span>
-visitants, and the like, writ in a manner
-betokening a disordered mind, coupled with a
-feeble imagination. The fellow was not even
-original. All the old material was there—the
-storm at night, the haunted chamber, the white
-lady, the murder re-enacted, and so on—already
-worn threadbare in many a Christmas Number.
-No one was able to make head or tail of the
-stuff, or of its connexion with our quiet mansion;
-and yet Edward, who had always suspected the
-fellow, persisted in maintaining that our tutor
-of a brief span was, somehow or other, at the
-bottom of it.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 312px;">
-<img src="images/illus263.jpg" width="312" height="111" alt="landscape" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[222]</a><br /><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[223]</a><br /><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[224]</a><br /><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[225]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>A FALLING OUT</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">HAROLD told me the main facts of this
-episode some time later,—in bits and
-with reluctance. It was not a recollection he
-cared to talk about. The crude blank misery
-of a moment is apt to leave a dull bruise which
-is slow to depart, if it ever do so entirely; and
-Harold confesses to a twinge or two, still, at
-times, like the veteran who brings home a bullet
-inside him from martial plains over sea.</p>
-
-<p>He knew he was a brute the moment he had
-done it. Selina had not meant to worry, only
-to comfort and assist. But his soul was one
-raw sore within him, when he found himself
-shut up in the schoolroom after hours, merely
-for insisting that 7 times 7 amounted to 47.
-The injustice of it seemed so flagrant. Why
-not 47 as much as 49! One number was no
-prettier than the other to look at, and it was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[226]</a></span>
-evidently only a matter of arbitrary taste and
-preference, and, anyhow, it had always been
-47 to him, and would be to the end of time.
-So when Selina came in out of the sun, leaving
-the Trappers of the Far West behind her, and
-putting off the glory of being an Apache squaw
-in order to hear him his tables and win his
-release, Harold turned on her venomously, rejected
-her kindly overtures, and even drove his
-elbow into her sympathetic ribs, in his determination
-to be left alone in the glory of sulks.
-The fit passed directly, his eyes were opened,
-and his soul sat in the dust as he sorrowfully
-began to cast about for some atonement heroic
-enough to salve the wrong.</p>
-
-<p>Of course poor Selina looked for no sacrifice
-nor heroics whatever; she didn’t even want him
-to say he was sorry. If he would only make it
-up, she would have done the apologising part
-herself. But that was not a boy’s way. Something
-solid, Harold felt, was due from him; and
-until that was achieved, making-up must not
-be thought of, in order that the final effect
-might not be spoilt. Accordingly, when his<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[227]</a></span>
-release came, and Selina hung about trying to
-catch his eye, Harold, possessed by the demon
-of a distorted motive, avoided her steadily—though
-he was bleeding inwardly at every
-minute of delay—and came to me instead.
-Needless to say, I warmly approved his plan.
-It was so much more high-toned than just
-going and making-up tamely, which any one
-could do; and a girl who had been jobbed
-in the ribs by a hostile elbow could not be
-expected for a moment to overlook it, without
-the liniment of an offering to soothe her injured
-feelings.</p>
-
-<p>‘I know what she wants most,’ said Harold.
-‘She wants that set of tea-things in the toy-shop
-window, with the red and blue flowers on ’em;
-she’s wanted it for months, ’cos her dolls are
-getting big enough to have real afternoon tea;
-and she wants it so badly that she won’t walk
-that side of the street when we go into the
-town. But it costs five shillings!’</p>
-
-<p>Then we set to work seriously, and devoted
-the afternoon to a realisation of assets and the
-composition of a Budget that might have been<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[228]</a></span>
-dated without shame from Whitehall. The
-result worked out as follows:—</p>
-
-
-
-<div class="center">
-<table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" summary="budget">
-<tr><td align="left">&nbsp;</td><td align="center">&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>s.</i>&nbsp;&nbsp;</td><td align="center">&nbsp;&nbsp;<i>d.</i>&nbsp;&nbsp;</td></tr>
-<tr><td align="left"><div class="hang1">By one uncle, unspent through having been lost for nearly a week—turned up at last in the straw of the dog-kennel</div></td><td align="center">2</td><td align="center">6</td></tr>
-<tr><td align="left"><div class="hang1">By advance from me on security of next uncle, and failing that, to be called in at Christmas</div></td><td align="center">1</td><td align="center">0</td></tr>
-<tr><td align="left"><div class="hang1">By shaken out of missionary-box with the help of a knife-blade. (They were our own pennies and a forced levy)</div></td><td align="center">0</td><td align="center">4</td></tr>
-<tr><td align="left"><div class="hang1">By bet due from Edward, for walking across the field where Farmer Larkin’s bull was, and Edward bet him twopence he wouldn’t—called in with difficulty</div></td><td align="center">0</td><td align="center">2</td></tr>
-<tr><td align="left"><div class="hang1">By advance from Martha, on no security at all, only you mustn’t tell your aunt</div></td><td align="center"><span class="u">&nbsp;&nbsp;1&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></td><td align="center"><span class="u">&nbsp;&nbsp;0&nbsp;&nbsp;</span></td></tr>
-<tr><td align="right">Total</td><td align="center">5</td><td align="center">0</td></tr>
-</table></div>
-
-<p class="unindent">and at last we breathed again.</p>
-
-<p>The rest promised to be easy. Selina had a
-tea-party at five on the morrow, with the chipped
-old wooden tea-things that had served her successive
-dolls from babyhood. Harold would
-slip off directly after dinner, going alone, so as
-not to arouse suspicion, as we were not allowed
-to go into the town by ourselves. It was nearly
-two miles to our small metropolis, but there<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[229]</a></span>
-would be plenty of time for him to go and
-return, even laden with the olive-branch neatly
-packed in shavings. Besides, he might meet the
-butcher, who was his friend and would give him
-a lift. Then, finally, at five, the rapture of the
-new tea-service, descended from the skies; and,
-retribution made, making-up at last, without
-loss of dignity. With the event before us, we
-thought it a small thing that twenty-four hours
-more of alienation and pretended sulks must
-be kept up on Harold’s part; but Selina, who
-naturally knew nothing of the treat in store for
-her, moped for the rest of the evening, and took
-a very heavy heart to bed.</p>
-
-<p>Next day when the hour for action arrived,
-Harold evaded Olympian attention with an
-easy modesty born of long practice, and made
-off for the front gate. Selina, who had been
-keeping her eye upon him, thought he was
-going down to the pond to catch frogs, a joy
-they had planned to share together, and made
-after him. But Harold, though he heard her
-footsteps, continued sternly on his high mission,
-without even looking back; and Selina was left<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[230]</a></span>
-to wander disconsolately among flower-beds that
-had lost—for her—all scent and colour. I saw
-it all, and, although cold reason approved our
-line of action, instinct told me we were brutes.</p>
-
-<div class="figleft" style="width: 500px;">
-<img src="images/illus273.jpg" width="500" height="695" alt="boy looking in shop window" />
-<div class="caption">“SHOPS CAME FIRST, OF COURSE.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>Harold reached the town—so he recounted
-afterwards—in record time, having run most
-of the way for fear the tea-things, which had
-reposed six months in the window, should be
-snapped up by some other conscience-stricken
-lacerator of a sister’s feelings; and it seemed
-hardly credible to find them still there, and
-their owner willing to part with them for the
-price marked on the ticket. He paid his money
-down at once, that there should be no drawing
-back from the bargain; and then, as the things
-had to be taken out of the window and packed,
-and the afternoon was yet young, he thought
-he might treat himself to a taste of urban joys
-and the <i>vie de Bohême</i>. Shops came first, of
-course, and he flattened his nose successively
-against the window with the indiarubber balls
-in it, and the clock-work locomotive; and
-against the barber’s window, with wigs on
-blocks, reminding him of uncles, and shaving-cream<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[231]</a></span>
-that looked so good to eat; and the
-grocer’s window, displaying more currants than
-the whole British population could possibly
-consume without a special effort; and the
-window of the bank, wherein gold was thought
-so little of that it was dealt about in shovels.
-Next there was the market-place, with all its
-clamorous joys; and when a runaway calf came
-down the street like a cannon-ball, Harold felt
-that he had not lived in vain. The whole place
-was so brimful of excitement that he had quite
-forgotten the why and the wherefore of his
-being there, when a sight of the church clock
-recalled him to his better self, and sent him
-flying out of the town, as he realised he had
-only just time enough left to get back in. If
-he were after his appointed hour, he would not
-only miss his high triumph, but probably would
-be detected as a transgressor of bounds—a
-crime before which a private opinion on multiplication
-sank to nothingness. So he jogged
-along on his homeward way, thinking of many
-things, and probably talking to himself a good
-deal, as his habit was. He had covered nearly<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[232]</a></span>
-half the distance, when suddenly—a deadly
-sinking in the pit of his stomach—a paralysis
-of every limb—around him a world extinct of
-light and music—a black sun and a reeling
-sky—he had forgotten the tea-things!</p>
-
-<p>It was useless, it was hopeless, all was over
-and nothing could now be done. Nevertheless
-he turned and ran back wildly, blindly, choking
-with the big sobs that evoked neither pity nor
-comfort from a merciless mocking world around;
-a stitch in his side, dust in his eyes, and black
-despair clutching at his heart. So he stumbled
-on, with leaden legs and bursting sides, till—as
-if Fate had not yet dealt him her last worst
-buffet of all—on turning a corner in the road
-he almost ran under the wheels of a dog-cart,
-in which, as it pulled up, was apparent the
-portly form of Farmer Larkin, the arch-enemy,
-at whose ducks he had been shying stones that
-very morning!</p>
-
-<p>Had Harold been in his right and unclouded
-senses, he would have vanished through the
-hedge some seconds earlier, rather than pain
-the farmer by any unpleasant reminiscences<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[233]</a></span>
-which his appearance might recall; but, as
-things were, he could only stand and blubber
-hopelessly, caring, indeed, little now what
-further misery might befall him. The farmer,
-for his part, surveyed the desolate figure with
-some astonishment, calling out in no unfriendly
-accents, ‘Why, Master Harold! whatever be
-the matter? Baint runnin’ away, be ee?’</p>
-
-<p>Then Harold, with the unnatural courage
-born of desperation, flung himself on the step,
-and, climbing into the cart, fell in the straw at
-the bottom of it, sobbing out that he wanted to
-go back, go back! The situation had a vagueness;
-but the farmer, a man of action rather
-than of words, swung his horse round smartly,
-and they were in the town again by the time
-Harold had recovered himself sufficiently to
-furnish details. As they drove up to the shop,
-the woman was waiting at the door with the
-parcel; and hardly a minute seemed to have
-elapsed since the black crisis, ere they were
-bowling along swiftly home, the precious parcel
-hugged in a close embrace.</p>
-
-<p>And now the farmer came out in quite a new<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[234]</a></span>
-and unexpected light. Never a word did he
-say of broken fences and hurdles, of trampled
-crops and harried flocks and herds. One would
-have thought the man had never possessed a
-head of live stock in his life. Instead, he was
-deeply interested in the whole dolorous quest
-of the tea-things, and sympathised with Harold
-on the disputed point in mathematics as if he
-had been himself at the same stage of education.
-As they neared home, Harold found
-himself, to his surprise, sitting up and chatting
-to his new friend like man to man; and before
-he was set down at a convenient gap in the
-garden hedge, he had promised that when
-Selina gave her first public tea-party, little Miss
-Larkin should be invited to come and bring
-her whole sawdust family along with her; and
-the farmer appeared as pleased and proud as if
-he had won a gold medal at the Agricultural
-Show, and really, when I heard the story, it
-began to dawn upon me that those Olympians
-must have certain good points, far down in
-them, and that I should have to leave off
-abusing them some day.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[235]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>At the hour of five, Selina, having spent the
-afternoon searching for Harold in all his accustomed
-haunts, sat down disconsolately to tea
-with her dolls, who ungenerously refused to
-wait beyond the appointed hour. The wooden
-tea-things seemed more chipped than usual;
-and the dolls themselves had more of wax and
-sawdust, and less of human colour and intelligence
-about them, than she ever remembered
-before. It was then that Harold burst in, very
-dusty, his stockings at his heels, and the
-channels ploughed by tears still showing on his
-grimy cheeks; and Selina was at last permitted
-to know that he had been thinking of her ever
-since his ill-judged exhibition of temper, and
-that his sulks had not been the genuine article,
-nor had he gone frogging by himself. It was a
-very happy hostess who dispensed hospitality
-that evening to a glassy-eyed stiff-kneed circle;
-and many a dollish <i>gaucherie</i>, that would have
-been severely checked on ordinary occasions,
-was as much overlooked as if it had been a
-birthday.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[236]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>But Harold and I, in what I was afterwards
-given to understand was our stupid masculine
-way, thought all her happiness sprang from
-possession of the long-coveted tea-service.</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 311px;">
-<img src="images/illus280.jpg" width="311" height="116" alt="tea set" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[237]</a><br /><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[238]</a><br /><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[239]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2>‘LUSISTI SATIS’</h2>
-
-
-<p class="drop-cap">AMONG the many fatuous ideas that possessed
-the Olympian noddle, this one was
-pre-eminent; that, being Olympians, they could
-talk quite freely in our presence on subjects of
-the closest import to us, so long as names, dates,
-and other landmarks were ignored. We were
-supposed to be denied the faculty for putting
-two and two together, and like the monkeys,
-who very sensibly refrain from speech lest they
-should be set to earn their livings, we were
-careful to conceal our capabilities for a simple
-syllogism. Thus we were rarely taken by surprise,
-and so were considered by our disappointed
-elders to be apathetic and to lack the divine
-capacity for wonder.</p>
-
-<p>Now the daily output of the letter-bag, with
-the mysterious discussions that ensued thereon,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[240]</a></span>
-had speedily informed us that Uncle Thomas
-was intrusted with a mission—a mission, too,
-affecting ourselves. Uncle Thomas’s missions
-were many and various. A self-important man,
-one liking the business while protesting that he
-sank under the burden, he was the missionary,
-so to speak, of our remote habitation. The
-matching a ribbon, the running down to the
-stores, the interviewing a cook—these and
-similar duties lent constant colour and variety
-to his vacant life in London, and helped to keep
-down his figure. When the matter, however,
-had in our presence to be referred to with nods
-and pronouns, with significant hiatuses and
-interpolations in the French tongue, then the
-red flag was flown, the storm-cone hoisted, and
-by a studious pretence of inattention we were
-not long in plucking out the heart of the
-mystery.</p>
-
-<p>To clinch our conclusion, we descended
-suddenly and together on Martha; proceeding,
-however, not by simple inquiry as to facts—that
-would never have done; but by informing
-her that the air was full of school and that we<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[241]</a></span>
-knew all about it, and then challenging denial.
-Martha was a trusty soul, but a bad witness for
-the defence, and we soon had it all out of her.
-The word had gone forth, the school had been
-selected; the necessary sheets were hemming
-even now, and Edward was the designated and
-appointed victim.</p>
-
-<p>It had always been before us as an inevitable
-bourne, this strange unknown thing called
-school; and yet—perhaps I should say consequently—we
-had never seriously set ourselves
-to consider what it really meant. But now that
-the grim spectre loomed imminent, stretching
-lean hands for one of our flock, it behoved us
-to face the situation, to take soundings in this
-uncharted sea and find out whither we were
-drifting. Unfortunately the data in our possession
-were absolutely insufficient, and we knew
-not whither to turn for exact information.
-Uncle Thomas could have told us all about
-it, of course; he had been there himself, once,
-in the dim and misty past. But an unfortunate
-conviction, that nature had intended him for
-a humorist, tainted all his evidence, besides<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[242]</a></span>
-making it wearisome to hear. Again, of such
-among our contemporaries as we had approached,
-the trumpets gave forth an uncertain
-sound. According to some it meant larks,
-revels, emancipation, and a foretaste of the
-bliss of manhood. According to others—the
-majority, alas!—it was a private and peculiar
-Hades, that could give the original institution
-points and a beating. When Edward was observed
-to be swaggering round with a jaunty air
-and his chest stuck out, I knew that he was contemplating
-his future from the one point of view.
-When, on the contrary, he was subdued and
-unaggressive, and sought the society of his
-sisters, I recognised that the other aspect was
-in the ascendant. ‘You can always run away,
-you know,’ I used to remark consolingly on
-these latter occasions; and Edward would
-brighten up wonderfully at the suggestion,
-while Charlotte melted into tears before her
-vision of a brother with blistered feet and an
-empty belly, passing nights of frost ’neath the
-lee of windy haystacks.</p>
-
-<p>It was to Edward, of course, that the situation<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[243]</a></span>
-was chiefly productive of anxiety; and yet the
-ensuing change in my own circumstances and
-position furnished me also with food for grave
-reflexion. Hitherto I had acted mostly to
-orders. Even when I had devised and counselled
-any particular devilry, it had been carried
-out on Edward’s approbation, and—as eldest—at
-his special risk. Henceforward I began to
-be anxious of the bugbear Responsibility, and
-to realise what a soul-throttling thing it is.
-True, my new position would have its compensations.
-Edward had been masterful exceedingly,
-imperious, perhaps a little narrow;
-impassioned for hard facts, and with scant sympathy
-for make-believe. I should now be free
-and untrammelled; in the conception and the
-carrying out of a scheme, I could accept and
-reject to better artistic purpose.</p>
-
-<p>It would, moreover, be needless to be a Radical
-any more. Radical I never was, really, by
-nature or by sympathy. The part had been
-thrust on me one day, when Edward proposed
-to foist the House of Lords on our small republic.
-The principles of the thing he set forth<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[244]</a></span>
-learnedly and well, and it all sounded promising
-enough, till he went on to explain that, for the
-present at least, he proposed to be the House
-of Lords himself. We others were to be the
-Commons. There would be promotions, of
-course, he added, dependent on service and on
-fitness, and open to both sexes; and to me in
-especial he held out hopes of speedy advancement.
-But in its initial stages the thing
-wouldn’t work properly unless he were first
-and only Lord. Then I put my foot down
-promptly, and said it was all rot, and I didn’t
-see the good of any House of Lords at all.
-‘Then you must be a low Radical!’ said
-Edward, with fine contempt. The inference
-seemed hardly necessary, but what could I do?
-I accepted the situation, and said firmly, Yes, I
-was a low Radical. In this monstrous character
-I had been obliged to masquerade ever
-since; but now I could throw it off, and look
-the world in the face again.</p>
-
-<p>And yet, did this and other gains really
-outbalance my losses? Henceforth I should,
-it was true, be leader and chief; but I should<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[245]</a></span>
-also be the buffer between the Olympians and
-my little clan. To Edward this had been
-nothing; he had withstood the impact of
-Olympus without flinching, like Teneriffe or
-Atlas unremoved. But was I equal to the
-task? And was there not rather a danger that
-for the sake of peace and quietness I might be
-tempted to compromise, compound, and make
-terms? sinking thus, by successive lapses, into
-the Blameless Prig? I don’t mean, of course,
-that I thought out my thoughts to the exact
-point here set down. In those fortunate days
-of old one was free from the hard necessity of
-transmuting the vague idea into the mechanical
-inadequate medium of words. But the feeling
-was there, that I might not possess the qualities
-of character for so delicate a position.</p>
-
-<p>The unnatural halo round Edward got more
-pronounced, his own demeanour more responsible
-and dignified, with the arrival of his new
-clothes. When his trunk and play-box were
-sent in, the approaching cleavage between our
-brother, who now belonged to the future, and
-ourselves, still claimed by the past, was accentuated<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[246]</a></span>
-indeed. His name was painted on each
-of them, in large letters, and after their arrival
-their owner used to disappear mysteriously, and
-be found eventually wandering round his luggage,
-murmuring to himself, ‘Edward ——,’ in a rapt
-remote sort of way. It was a weakness, of
-course, and pointed to a soft spot in his character;
-but those who can remember the sensation
-of first seeing their names in print will not
-think hardly of him.</p>
-
-<p>As the short days sped by and the grim event
-cast its shadow longer and longer across our
-threshold, an unnatural politeness, a civility
-scarce canny, began to pervade the air. In
-those latter hours Edward himself was frequently
-heard to say ‘Please,’ and also ‘Would
-you mind fetchin’ that ball?’ while Harold and
-I would sometimes actually find ourselves trying
-to anticipate his wishes. As for the girls, they
-simply grovelled. The Olympians, too, in their
-uncouth way, by gift of carnal delicacies and
-such-like indulgence, seemed anxious to demonstrate
-that they had hitherto misjudged this one
-of us. Altogether the situation grew strained<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[247]</a></span>
-and false, and I think a general relief was felt
-when the end came.</p>
-
-<p>We all trooped down to the station, of course;
-it is only in later years that the farce of ‘seeing
-people off’ is seen in its true colours. Edward
-was the life and soul of the party; and if his
-gaiety struck one at times as being a trifle
-overdone, it was not a moment to be critical.
-As we tramped along, I promised him I would
-ask Farmer Larkin not to kill any more pigs
-till he came back for the holidays, and he said
-he would send me a proper catapult,—the real
-lethal article, not a kid’s plaything. Then
-suddenly, when we were about half-way down,
-one of the girls fell a-snivelling.</p>
-
-<p>The happy few who dare to laugh at the woes
-of sea-sickness will perhaps remember how, on
-occasion, the sudden collapse of a fellow-voyager
-before their very eyes has caused them hastily to
-revise their self-confidence and resolve to walk
-more humbly for the future. Even so it was
-with Edward, who turned his head aside, feigning
-an interest in the landscape. It was but for
-a moment; then he recollected the hat he was<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[248]</a></span>
-wearing—a hard bowler, the first of that sort
-he had ever owned. He took it off, examined
-it, and felt it over. Something about it seemed
-to give him strength, and he was a man once
-more.</p>
-
-<p>At the station, Edward’s first care was to
-dispose his boxes on the platform so that every
-one might see the labels and the lettering
-thereon. One did not go to school for the first
-time every day! Then he read both sides of
-his ticket carefully; shifted it to every one of
-his pockets in turn; and finally fell to chinking
-of his money, to keep his courage up. We
-were all dry of conversation by this time, and
-could only stand round and stare in silence
-at the victim decked for the altar. And, as I
-looked at Edward, in new clothes of a manly
-cut, with a hard hat upon his head, a railway
-ticket in one pocket and money of his own in
-the other—money to spend as he liked and no
-questions asked!—I began to feel dimly how
-great was the gulf already yawning betwixt us.
-Fortunately I was not old enough to realise,
-further, that here on this little platform the old<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[249]</a></span>
-order lay at its last gasp, and that Edward might
-come back to us, but it would not be the Edward
-of yore, nor could things ever be the same again.</p>
-
-<p>When the train steamed up at last, we all
-boarded it impetuously with the view of selecting
-the one peerless carriage to which Edward
-might be intrusted with the greatest comfort
-and honour; and as each one found the ideal
-compartment at the same moment, and vociferously
-maintained its merits, he stood some
-chance for a time of being left behind. A porter
-settled the matter by heaving him through the
-nearest door; and as the train moved off,
-Edward’s head was thrust out of the window,
-wearing on it an unmistakable first-quality grin
-that he had been saving up somewhere for the
-supreme moment. Very small and white his
-face looked, on the long side of the retreating
-train. But the grin was visible, undeniable,
-stoutly maintained; till a curve swept him from
-our sight, and he was borne away in the dying
-rumble, out of our placid backwater, out into the
-busy world of rubs and knocks and competition,
-out into the New Life.</p>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[250]</a></span></p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 501px;">
-<img src="images/illus295.jpg" width="501" height="706" alt="two boys, one sitting on wheelbarrow; two girls in background feeding rabbits" />
-<div class="caption">“.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;.&nbsp;SELINA AND CHARLOTTE WERE BUSY STUFFING EDWARD’S<br />
-RABBITS WITH UNWONTED FORAGE, BILIOUS AND GREEN”</div>
-</div>
-
-<p>When a crab has lost a leg, his gait is still
-more awkward than his wont, till Time and
-healing Nature make him <i>totus teres atque
-rotundus</i> once more. We straggled back from
-the station disjointedly; Harold, who was very
-silent, sticking close to me, his last slender
-prop, while the girls in front, their heads together,
-were already reckoning up the weeks to
-the holidays. Home at last, Harold suggested
-one or two occupations of a spicy and contraband
-flavour, but though we did our manful best there
-was no knocking any interest out of them. Then
-I suggested others, with the same want of success.
-Finally we found ourselves sitting silent
-on an upturned wheelbarrow, our chins on our
-fists, staring haggardly into the raw new conditions
-of our changed life, the ruins of a past
-behind our backs.</p>
-
-<p>And all the while Selina and Charlotte were
-busy stuffing Edward’s rabbits with unwonted
-forage, bilious and green; polishing up the cage
-of his mice till the occupants raved and swore
-like householders in spring-time; and collecting
-materials for new bows and arrows, whips, boats,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[251]</a></span>
-guns, and four-in-hand harness, against the
-return of Ulysses. Little did they dream that
-the hero, once back from Troy and all its onsets,
-would scornfully condemn their clumsy but
-laborious armoury as rot and humbug and
-only fit for kids! This, with many another
-like awakening, was mercifully hidden from
-them. Could the veil have been lifted, and the
-girls permitted to see Edward as he would
-appear a short three months hence, ragged
-of attire and lawless of tongue, a scorner of
-tradition and an adept in strange new physical
-tortures, one who would in the same half-hour
-dismember a doll and shatter a hallowed belief,—in
-fine, a sort of swaggering Captain, fresh
-from the Spanish Main,—could they have had
-the least hint of this, well, then perhaps——.
-But which of us is of mental fibre to stand the
-test of a glimpse into futurity? Let us only
-hope that, even with certain disillusionment
-ahead, the girls would have acted precisely
-as they did.</p>
-
-<p>And perhaps we have reason to be very grateful
-that, both as children and long afterwards,<span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[252]</a></span>
-we are never allowed to guess how the absorbing
-pursuit of the moment will appear not only to
-others but to ourselves, a very short time hence.
-So we pass, with a gusto and a heartiness that
-to an onlooker would seem almost pathetic, from
-one droll devotion to another misshapen passion;
-and who shall dare to play Rhadamanthus, to
-appraise the record, and to decide how much
-of it is solid achievement, and how much the
-merest child’s play?</p>
-
-<div class="figcenter" style="width: 497px;">
-<img src="images/illus298.jpg" width="497" height="155" alt="monogrammed luggage" />
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-<div class="chapter"></div>
-
-<p><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[253]</a></span></p>
-
-
-
-
-<h2><i>BOOKS BY KENNETH GRAHAME</i></h2>
-
-
-<div class="adtitle2">THE GOLDEN AGE</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">16mo. $1.00 net. Twenty-third Edition.</p>
-
-
-<div class="adtitle2">THE GOLDEN AGE</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">An Illustrated Edition, set in old-faced type, with 18
-full-page Photogravures, Title-page, Tail-pieces, and
-Cover-design by Maxfield Parrish. Sq. 8vo. $2.50 net.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>New York Times Saturday Review.</i>—‘The new illustrated
-edition of “The Golden Age” is published now because the
-ordinary half-tone process applied to Maxfield Parrish’s charming
-drawings, when the book was first illustrated, did not do
-justice to the artist’s work. The original drawings, which
-had been sold to many purchasers, were hunted up, and they
-have here been reproduced by photogravure. No artist ever
-caught the spirit of an author more surely than Maxfield Parrish
-has caught that of the staid Secretary of the Old Lady of Threadneedle
-Street, who in his leisure hours writes these exquisite
-memories of childhood.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Chicago Evening Post.</i>—‘One of the most exquisite pieces of
-illustration that has been done in America for some time. A
-more felicitous expression of the spirit of Mr. Grahame’s classic
-could not be conceived. In this case it is difficult to say, if
-indeed it were not invidious to say, which were the more charming,
-the more lasting in subtle beauty,—the work of brush or
-pen. Together they have made a gem for any library.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>New York Evening Post.</i>—‘The publisher, at no little expense
-and labor, has sought out the original pictures. The
-result is delightful.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Brooklyn Daily Eagle.</i>—‘Decidedly it was a good thought,
-this new edition.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Boston Evening Transcript.</i>—‘In point of attractiveness and
-beauty this new edition stands by itself.’</p></div>
-
-<p class="unindent"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[254]</a></span></p>
-
-
-<div class="adtitle2">DREAM DAYS</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">16mo. $1.00 net. Fourth Edition.</p>
-
-
-<div class="adtitle2">DREAM DAYS</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">An Illustrated Edition, set in old-faced type, with 10 full-page
-Photogravures, Title-page, Tail-pieces, and Cover-design by
-Maxfield Parrish. Sq. 8vo. $2.50 net.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Dial.</i>—‘One of the most delightful holiday books of a season or two
-ago was the edition of Mr. Kenneth Grahame’s “The Golden Age,”
-with illustrations by Mr. Maxfield Parrish. Even more delightful is
-the companion volume now issued containing the same author’s
-“Dream Days.” It is hardly necessary to speak of Mr. Grahame’s
-text. His two books hold a place apart in the literature of childhood,
-and we can well envy the reader who has yet to make their
-acquaintance.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><span class="smcap">Dr. Guy Carleton Lee</span>, <i>Baltimore Sun</i>.—‘Very few more delightful
-books than “Dream Days” have ever seen the light. If
-we were forced to make out a list of the works of literature published
-during the last two decades, that are, in our judgment,
-likely to be alive two decades hence, in the very brief list we
-should certainly include “Dream Days.”’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Churchman.</i>—‘To put yourself in a child’s place, to think a boy’s
-thoughts about the happenings of everyday life, is a rare quality in
-any writer. Still more rare is it, perhaps, to dream the child’s dreams
-in literary form, to preserve the evanescent glow of juvenile fancy.
-In that art, as it seems to us, Kenneth Grahame has no present rival.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Boston Evening Transcript.</i>—‘Hardly since Robert Louis Stevenson’s
-“A Child’s Garden of Verses” have we had such imaginative presentation
-of the juvenile point of view.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Brooklyn Eagle.</i>—‘Mr. Grahame is one of those wizards whose magic
-has created pictures of childlife exquisite in humour, quaint in fancy,
-subtle in charm. In Mr. Maxfield Parrish the author has an ideal
-illustrator.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>New York Tribune.</i>—‘Mr. Parrish is one of the most original and
-effective draughtsmen that we have, and in this series of illustrations
-he is at his best. A more exquisitely decorated Christmas
-book than this it has not been our fortune to see.’</p></div>
-
-<p class="unindent"><span class="pagenum"><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[255]</a></span></p>
-
-
-<div class="adtitle2">PAGAN PAPERS</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">16mo. $1.00 net. Second Edition.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Academy.</i>—‘Rarely does one meet with an author whose wit is so apt,
-whose touches of sentiment are so genuine. His paper on tobacco is
-good reading, though one remembers Calverley and the Arcadian
-mixture; the eulogy on the loafer is second only to Mr. Stevenson’s
-praise of “The Idler.” There is too a distinct flavour of poetry in
-much of Mr. Grahame’s works. One could have wished “White
-Poppies” had been written in verse, were not the prose of it so delicate
-and adequate.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Daily Chronicle.</i>—‘Mr. Kenneth Grahame’s accomplishment is astounding.&nbsp;...
-His style is a delight, so high is its vitality, or cool
-its colours, so nimble and various its rhythms. He has read and
-assimilated Browne Burton. He has a pretty poetic fancy and is apt
-at a quaint analogy. Many forms of beauty—existent and non-existent—he
-loves with a deep and discriminating love.’</p></div>
-
-
-<div class="adtitle2">THE HEADSWOMAN</div>
-
-<p class="unindent">16mo. 50 cents net. New Edition.</p>
-
-<div class="blockquot">
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Bookman.</i>—‘Mr. Grahame’s cleverness does not forsake him when he
-attempts satire. “The Headswoman” is a pretty bit of foolery.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Literary World.</i>—‘A delightful little tale with a tinge of satire in it.
-For gracefulness of style and charm in the telling of a story it is in
-the front rank, and that is saying a great deal.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Dundee Advertiser.</i>—‘Humour is not dead amongst us, for Kenneth
-Grahame’s witty little romance of “The Headswoman” brims over
-with it.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><span class="smcap">Mr. W. L. Courtney</span> in <i>Daily Telegraph</i>.—‘Well we are more
-than a trifle dull, <i>nous autres;</i> and we should be grateful to Mr.
-Kenneth Grahame for throwing in a story or two of his own, as often
-as he can. Happy Mr. Grahame, who can weave romances as well.’</p>
-
-<p class="unindent"><i>Scotsman.</i>—‘Mr. Grahame has written a most charming book, which
-cannot fail to delight all who were once children.’</p></div>
-
-<p class="center">
-JOHN LANE COMPANY, <i>The Bodley Head</i>, <span class="smcap">New York</span><br />
-</p>
-
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-<p>&nbsp;</p>
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-<div class="caption">Transcriber's Note: Original cover</div>
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-<hr class="full" />
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-<p>&nbsp;</p>
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-
-<p>Obvious punctuation errors were corrected.</p>
-
-<p>Repeated chapter titles were deleted to avoid redundancy.</p>
-
-<p>Page 97, “supicious” changed to “suspicious” (beastly suspicious by)</p>
-
-<p>Page 101, “stealthly” changed to “stealthy” (his stealthy career)</p>
-
-<p>Page 102, “frighful” changed to “frightful” (a frightful funk)</p>
-
-<p>The book cover image at the beginning of this e-book was created by the
-transcriber and is placed in the public domain.</p>
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