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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Stories and Sketches, by Various
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- STORIES AND SKETCHES.
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- STORIES AND SKETCHES
-
- BY
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- OUR BEST AUTHORS.
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- [Illustration]
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- BOSTON:
- LEE AND SHEPARD.
- 1867.
-
-
-
-
- Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1867, by
- LEE & SHEPARD,
- In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the District of
- Massachusetts.
-
-
-
-
- CONTENTS.
-
-
- PAGE
-
- THE SKELETON AT THE BANQUET. _Seeley Regester._ 9
-
- LET THOSE LAUGH WHO WIN. _Samuel W. Tuttle._ 37
-
- THE PROPER USE OF GRANDFATHERS. _Fitz Hugh Ludlow._ 61
-
- AT EVE. _Gertrude Brodé._ 77
-
- BROKEN IDOLS. _Richmond Wolcott._ 93
-
- DR. HUGER'S INTENTIONS. _Louise Chandler Moulton._ 105
-
- THE MAN WHOSE LIFE WAS SAVED. * * * * *. 121
-
- THE ROMANCE OF A WESTERN TRIP. _J. L. Lord._ 157
-
- THE TWO GHOSTS OF NEW LONDON TURNPIKE. _Mrs. Galpin._ 185
-
- DOWN BY THE SEA. _Hattie Tyng Griswold._ 229
-
- WHY MRS. RADNOR FAINTED. * * * * *. 249
-
- UNDER A CLOUD. _William Wirt Sikes._ 265
-
- COMING FROM THE FRONT. _Richmond Wolcott._ 281
-
- A NIGHT IN THE SEWERS. _Chas. Dawson Shanly._ 293
-
-
-
-
-THE SKELETON AT THE BANQUET.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-Dr. Graham sat in his office, his book closed on his knee, and his
-eyes fixed upon the street. There was nothing of interest to be seen.
-A light snow was falling, making the pavement dreary; but it was
-Christmas, and his thoughts had gone back to other days, as people's
-thoughts will go on anniversary occasions. He was thinking of the
-young wife he had buried three years and three months ago; of the
-great fireplace in his boyhood's home, and his mother's face lit up
-by the glow; of many things past which were pleasant; and reflecting
-sadly upon the fact that life grew duller, more commonplace, as one
-grew older. Not that he was an elderly man,--he was, in reality,
-but twenty-eight; yet, upon that Christmas day, he felt old, very
-old; his wife dead, his practice slender, his prospects far from
-promising,--even the slow-moving days daily grew heavier, soberer,
-more serious. It was a holiday, but he had not even an invitation for
-dinner, where the happiness of friends and the free flow of thought
-might lend a momentary sparkle to his own stale spirits.
-
-The doctor was not of a melancholy, despondent nature, nor did he rely
-for his pleasures upon others. He was a self-made man, and self-reliant
-to an unusual degree, as self-made men are apt to be. His tussle with
-circumstances had awakened in him a combative and resistant energy,
-which had served him well when means were scant and the rewards of
-merit few. But there is something in the festal character of Christmas
-which, by luring from the shadows of our struggle-life the boy nature
-of us, makes homeless men feel solitary; and, from being forlorn,
-the mood soon grows to one of painful unrest; all from beholding
-happiness from which we are shut out. On this gray afternoon not
-the most fascinating speculations of De Boismont and the hospital
-lectures,--not the consciousness of the originality and importance of
-his own discoveries in the field of Sensation and Nerve Force,--had any
-interest for Dr. Graham.
-
-That he had talent and a good address; that he studied and experimented
-many hours every day; that he as thoroughly understood his profession
-as was consistent with a six years' actual experience as an actual
-practitioner; that there was nothing of the quack or pretender in
-him;--all this did not prevent his rent from being high, his patients
-few, and his means limited. With no influential friends to recommend
-and introduce him, he had resolutely rented a room in a genteel
-locality up town, had dressed well, and had worn the "air" of a man
-of business, ever ready for duty; but success had not attended upon
-his efforts, and the future gave no promise of a change. Of this he
-was thinking, somewhat bitterly; for what proud soul is not stung with
-unmerited neglect? Then a deep sadness stole over him at thoughts
-of the loss which had come upon his early manhood,--a loss like
-which there is none other so abiding in strong, wise hearts. A cloud
-seemed to be sifting down and closing around him, which, with unusual
-passivity, he seemed unable or unwilling to shake off. A carriage
-obstructed his view, by passing in front of his window. It stopped;
-then the footman descended, opened the carriage-door, and turned to
-the office-bell. He was followed by his master, who awaited the answer
-to the bell, and was ushered into the practitioner's presence by the
-single waiting-servant of his modest establishment. The doctor arose
-to receive his guest, who was a man still younger than himself, with
-something of a foreign air, and dressed with a quiet richness in
-keeping with his evident wealth and position.
-
-"Dr. Graham?"
-
-The doctor bowed assent.
-
-"If you are not otherwise engaged, I would like you to go home with me,
-to see my sister, who is not well. There is no great haste about the
-matter, but if you can go now, I shall be glad to take you with me. It
-will save you a walk through the snow."
-
-"He knows," thought the doctor, "that I do not drive a carriage;" and
-that a stranger, of such ability to hire the most noted practitioners,
-should call upon him, was a source of unexpressed surprise and
-suspicion.
-
-"What do you think is the matter with your sister?" he unconcernedly
-asked, taking his overcoat from the wardrobe.
-
-"That is for you to decide. It is a case of no ordinary character--one
-which will require study." He led the way at once to the door, as if
-unwilling to delay, notwithstanding he had at first stated that no
-haste was necessary. "Step in, doctor, and I will give you an inkling
-of the case during the drive, which will occupy some fifteen or twenty
-minutes."
-
-"In the first place," continued the stranger, as they rolled away,
-"I will introduce myself to you as St. Victor Marchand, at present
-a resident of your city, but recently from the island of Madeira.
-My house is upon the Fifth Avenue, not far from Madison Square. My
-household consists only of myself and sister, with our servants. I have
-the means to remunerate you amply for any demands we may make upon your
-time or skill; and I ought to add, one reason for selecting so young
-a physician is, that I think you will be the more able and willing to
-devote more time to the case than more famous practitioners. However,
-you are not unknown to me. I have heard you well-spoken of; and I
-remember that, when you were a student in Paris, you were mentioned
-with honor by the college, for an able paper read before the open
-section upon the very subject to which I now propose to direct your
-attention,--mental disease," he added, after a moment's hesitation.
-
-"A case of insanity?" bluntly asked the doctor.
-
-"Heaven forbid! And yet I must not conceal from you that I fear it."
-
-"Give me some of the symptoms. Insanity in strong development, or
-aberration of faculties, or hallucination?"
-
-"I cannot reply. It is one and all, it seems to me. The fact is,
-doctor, I wish to introduce you to your patient simply as a friend of
-mine, so as to give you an opportunity for studying my sister's case,
-unembarrassed by any suspicion on her part. To excite her suspicions is
-to frustrate all hopes of doing anything for or with her. Can you--will
-you--do me the favor to dine with me this evening? It is now only about
-an hour to six, and if you have no other engagement, I will do my best
-to entertain you, and you can then meet my sister as her brother's
-guest. Shall it be so?"
-
-The young man's tones were almost beseeching, and his manner betrayed
-the most intense solicitude. Quite ready to accede to the request,
-from curiosity as well as from a desire to reässure the young man, Dr.
-Graham did not hesitate to say, "Willingly, sir, if it will assist in a
-professional knowledge of the object of my call."
-
-The change from the office to the home into which the physician was
-introduced was indeed grateful to the doctor's feelings. The light,
-warmth, and splendor of the rooms gave to the home an air of tropical
-sensuousness; and yet an exquisite taste seemed to preside over
-all. Though not unfamiliar with elegance, this home of the brother
-and sister wore, to the visitor, an enchanted look, as well from the
-foreign character of many of its adornments and the rare richness of
-its works of art, as from the gay, friendly, enthusiastic manner of his
-entertainer,--a manner never attained by English or Americans. Sending
-word to Miss Marchand that there would be a guest to dinner, St. Victor
-fell into a sparkling conversation, discoursing most intelligibly
-of Paris, Madeira, the East Indies, and South America, taking his
-guest from room to room to show this or that curious specimen of the
-productions or handicraft of each country. As the articles exhibited
-were rare, and many of them of scientific value, and as the young man's
-knowledge kept pace with his eloquence of discourse, Dr. Graham was
-agreeably absorbed.
-
-An hour passed rapidly. Then the steward announced dinner; but it
-was not until they were about seating themselves at table that _the
-patient_ made her appearance. It was now twilight out of doors. The
-curtains were drawn and the dining-room lit only by wax tapers, under
-whose soft radiance bloomed an abundance of flowers, mostly of exotic
-beauty and fragrance. It was evident that the young master of the house
-brought with him his early tastes.
-
-"We have an extra allowance of light and flowers, and a little feast,
-too, I believe; for neither myself nor my English steward here forget
-that this is Christmas. Don't you think it a beautiful holiday? My
-mother always kept it with plenty of wax candles and flowers."
-
-"It is a sacred day to me," answered the doctor, sadly, thinking of
-his lost wife and of the three times they had kept it together, with
-feasting and love's delights.
-
-At this moment Miss Marchand floated into the room and to her place
-at the head of the table,--a girlish creature, who gave their guest a
-smile when the brother said,--
-
-"Dr. Graham is not entirely a stranger, Edith; he was in Paris when we
-were there. You were a child, then. I was indeed glad to meet him in
-this strange city, and I mean that we shall be friends upon a visiting
-footing, if he will permit it."
-
-It was but natural for the physician to fix a piercing look upon the
-face of her whom he had been given to understand was to be his patient,
-and whose disease was of a character to command his best skill. His
-physician's eye detected no outward tokens of ill health, either of
-body or of mind. A serene brow, sweet, steady, loving eyes, cheeks rosy
-and full with maiden health, a slender though not thin figure, all
-were there before him, giving no indication even of the "nervousness"
-assumed to be so common with young ladies of this generation. Exquisite
-beauty, allied with perfect health, seemed to "blush and bloom" all
-over her; and the medical man would have chosen her, with professional
-enthusiasm, as his ideal of what a young woman _ought_ to be. Her
-pink-silk robe adapted itself to her soft form as naturally as the
-petals of a rose to its curving sweetness. Only to look upon her
-gladdened the sad heart of Dr. Graham, the wifeless and childless. He
-felt younger than he had felt for years, as thirsty grass feels under
-the influence of a June sun after a morning of showers. His spirits
-rose, and he talked well, even wittily,--betraying not only his varied
-learning as a student and his keen powers of observation as a man of
-the world, but also the gentleness and grace which, in his more active,
-worldly life, were too much put aside. It was a little festival, in
-which the dainty dishes, the fruit, and wine played but a subordinate
-part.
-
-Nothing could be more apparent than the pride and affection with which
-Mr. Marchand regarded his sister. Was there, indeed, a skeleton at this
-feast? The doctor shuddered as he asked himself the question. All his
-faculties were on the alert to deny and disprove the possibility of
-the presence of the hideous visitor. His sympathies were too keenly
-enlisted to be willing to acknowledge its existence even in the
-background of that day or the days to come to that household. Yet,
-ever and anon, in the midst of their joyousness, a strange look would
-leap from the quick, dark eyes of St. Victor, as he fixed them upon
-his sister's face, and an expression would flit across his own face
-inscrutable to the watchful physician. With a slight motion of his hand
-or head he would arrest and direct the doctor's attention, who would
-then perceive Miss Marchand's luminous glance changing into a look
-expressive of anxiety and terror, the glow of her cheeks fading into
-a pallor like that of one in a swoon. But, strange! an instant would
-change it all. The pallor, lingering but a moment, would melt away as a
-mist before the sun, and the roses would come back to the cheeks again
-in all their rosiness. The host would divert his companion's startled
-attention by gracefully pressing the viands upon his notice, or by some
-brilliant sally, so scintillating with wit or droll wisdom, as to have
-brought the smile to an anchorite's eyes.
-
-"I pray you watch her! Did you not notice that slight incoherency?" he
-remarked, in a whisper, leaning over toward the doctor.
-
-The doctor had noticed nothing but the playful badinage of a happy girl.
-
-"I am afraid her loveliness blinds my judgment. I _must_ see what there
-is in all this," he answered to himself, deprecatingly.
-
-They sat long at table. Not that any one ate to excess, though
-the pompous English steward served up one delicious dish after
-another, including the time-honored Christmas feast requisite,--the
-plum-pudding,--which was tasted and approved, not to wound the Briton's
-national and professional vanity, but sent off, but slightly shorn of
-its proportions, to grace the servants' table.
-
-The guest noticed that St. Victor partook very sparingly of food,
-although he fully enjoyed the occasion. Save tasting of the wild game
-and its condiment of real Calcutta currie, he ate nothing of the
-leading dishes or _entrées_. Neither did he drink much wine, whose
-quality was of the rarest, being of his own stock drawn from his
-father's rich store in his Madeira cellar. Of the luscious grapes and
-oranges which formed a leading feature of the dessert, he partook more
-freely, as if they cooled his tongue. That there was fever, and nervous
-excitement, in the young man's frame, was evident. Indeed, to the
-doctor's observant eye, the brother appeared more delicate, and of a
-temperament more highly nervous than his sister.
-
-The frankness, the almost childish confidence and open-heartedness
-of the young people formed one of their greatest attractions to the
-usually reticent, thoughtful physician. He felt his own impulses
-expanding under the warmth of their sunny natures until the very
-romance of his boyhood stirred again, and sprouted through the mould
-in which it lay dormant. There was nothing in their past history or
-present prospects which, seemingly, they cared to conceal, so that he
-had become possessed of a pretty fair history of their lives before
-the last course came upon the board. Both were born in the island of
-Madeira. St. Victor was twenty-four, Edith nineteen, years of age.
-Their mother was the daughter of an American merchant, long resident
-on the island; their father was a French gentleman of fortune, who
-had retired to the island for his health, had loved and won the fair
-American girl, and lived with her a life of almost visionary beauty
-and happiness. Their father had joined their grandfather in some of
-his mercantile ventures; hence those voyages to the Indies, to South
-America, to the Mediterranean in which the children were participants.
-They also had spent a couple of years in France, cultivating the
-acquaintance of their relatives there, and adding some finishing
-touches to St. Victor's education, which, having been conducted under
-his father's eye by accomplished tutors, was unusually thorough and
-varied for one so young. This fact the doctor surmised during the
-progress of the banquet, though he did not ascertain the full extent
-of the young man's accomplishments until a future day. Nor was Edith's
-education overlooked. She was in a remarkable degree fitted to be the
-companion and confidante of her brother,--sympathizing in his tastes,
-reading his books, enjoying his pastimes, and sharing his ambitions
-to their utmost. It was a beautiful blending of natures,--such as the
-world too rarely beholds,--such as our received "systems" of education
-and association _cannot_ produce.
-
-Their grandfather had been dead for several years; their father
-for three, their mother for two. "She faded rapidly after father's
-death,--drooped like a frost-blighted flower," said St. Victor. "They
-had been too happy in this world to remain long apart in the next."
-
-"You now see, doctor," the narrator of these family reminiscences at
-length said, "why Edith and myself are so unlike. My sister is her
-mother over again, fair and bright, like your New York ladies,--among
-the most beautiful women, in many respects, I have ever seen. I am
-dark and thin,--a very Frenchman in tastes, temperament, and habits."
-
-He toyed a few moments with an orange; then, again leaning toward the
-physician, he said, in that sharp whisper which once before during the
-evening he had made use of,--
-
-"I will tell you all, doctor. My father died insane. We afterwards
-learned that it was one of the inheritances of his haughty and wealthy
-family. The peace and delight which he had with his wife and children
-long delayed the terrible legacy; but it fell due at last. He died a
-maniac,--a raving maniac. _She_ does not know it. It killed her mother.
-Imagine, doctor, _imagine_, if you can, how I watch over her! how I
-pity! how I dread! O God! to think that I must detect those symptoms,
-as I have done during the last six months. I have seen the virus in
-her eyes to-night. I have not breathed a word to her of my knowledge
-and convictions; but I am as certain of it as that she sits there.
-Look at her now, doctor,--_now_!"--with a stealthy side-glance at the
-beautiful girl who, at the moment, was smiling absently over a flower
-which she had taken from its vase,--smiling only as girls can,--as if
-it interpreted something deeper than a passing thought.
-
-It is impossible to describe the strain of agony in the young man's
-voice; his sudden pallor; the sweat starting from his forehead; or to
-describe the piercing power of his eye, as he turned it from the face
-of his sister to that of his guest. Accustomed as he was to every form
-of suffering, Dr. Graham shrank from the appeal in that searching look,
-which mutely asked him if there were any hope.
-
-The clear whisper in which St. Victor had spoken aroused Edith from her
-revery; she darted a glance at both parties, so full of suspicion and
-dread, so in contrast with her natural sunny expression, that it was as
-if her face had suddenly withered, from that of a child, to the thin
-features of the careworn woman of fifty. She half rose in her chair,
-faltered, sank back, and sat gazing fixedly at the two men; yet silent
-as a statue.
-
-St. Victor was the first to recover himself. He burst into a light
-laugh,--sweet as a shower of flowers,--and, taking up a slender-necked
-decanter of pale wine, passed it to his guest, remarking,--
-
-"We are forgetting that this is Christmas night. Fill your glass,
-my friend, with _this_ wine,--the oldest and rarest of our precious
-store,--and I will fill mine. Then, we will both drink joyously to the
-health of my only darling--my one beloved--my sister."
-
-He said this so prettily, poured out the wine with such arch pleasantry
-of gesture, that the color came back to Edith's cheeks; and when the
-two men bowed to her, before drinking, she gave them a smile, steeped
-in melancholy, but very sweet, and brimming with affection. It thrilled
-Dr. Graham's veins more warmly than the priceless wine.
-
-"After our mother's death," continued St. Victor, in his natural
-voice, "we found ourselves quite alone. We had formed no great
-attachment to our relatives in France; and, as one branch of our
-father's business remained still unsettled in this country, we resolved
-to come hither. Then, too, we had a longing to behold the land which
-was our mother's. When we had arranged and closed up our affairs in
-Madeira, we sailed for France, where we spent one winter only. I
-thought"--with a tender glance at his sister--"that a sea voyage would
-do Edith good. I was not satisfied about her health; so I drew her
-away from Paris, and, last spring, we fulfilled our promise to see our
-mother's land, and came hither. I am afraid the climate here does not
-agree with her. Do you think she looks well?"
-
-The girl moved uneasily, casting a beseeching look at the speaker.
-
-"It is not I who am not strong," she said; "it is you, St. Victor. If
-your friend is a doctor, I wish he would give a little examination
-into the state of your health. You are thin and nervous; you have no
-appetite,--while he can see, at a glance, that nothing in the world
-ails _me_."
-
-Again her brother laughed; not gayly as before, but with a peculiar and
-subtle significance; while he gave the doctor another swift glance,
-saying to him in a low voice,--
-
-"I have heard that persons threatened with certain mental afflictions
-never suspect their own danger."
-
-Dr. Graham did not know if the young lady overheard this remark; he
-glanced toward her, but her eyes again were upon the flowers, which she
-was pulling to pieces. He perceived that her lips trembled; but she
-still smiled, scattering the crimson leaves over the white clothes.
-
-At this period of his novel visit,--just then and there, when St.
-Victor laughed that subtle laugh and his sister vacantly destroyed the
-red flower,--a conviction rushed into the physician's mind, or rather,
-we may say, pierced it through like a ray of light in a darkened room.
-
-Instantly all was clear to him. From that moment he was cool and
-watchful, but so pained with this sudden knowledge of the true state of
-the case that he wished himself well out of that splendid house, back
-in his own dreary office. He wished himself away, because he already
-loved these young people, and his sympathy with them was too keen to
-allow him further to enjoy himself; yet, in all his medical experience,
-he had never been so interested with a professional interest. As a
-physician, he felt a keen pleasure; as a friend, a keen pain. His
-faculties each sprang to its post, awaiting the next development of the
-scene.
-
-While Mr. Marchand was giving some order to his steward, the beautiful
-girl at his other hand leaned toward him, and also whispered
-confidentially in his ear: "Dr. Graham, if you really are my brother's
-friend, I pray you watch him closely, and tell me at some future time
-if you have any fears--any suspicions of--Oh, I implore you, sir, do
-not deceive me!"
-
-Her eyes were filled with tears, her voice choked.
-
-The thing was absurd. Its ludicrous aspect struck the listener,
-almost forcing him to laugh; while the tears, at the same time, arose
-responsive in his own eyes.
-
-A clock on the mantel chimed nine. The steward placed on the board the
-last delicacies of the feast,--Neapolitan creams and orange-water ice.
-
-"Edith chooses luscious things like creams," remarked her brother.
-"Which will you have, doctor? As for me, I prefer ices; they cool my
-warm blood, which is fierce like tropic air. Ah, this is delicious! I
-am feverish, I believe; and the scent of the orange brings back visions
-of our dear island home."
-
-He paused, as if his mind were again on the vine-clad hills of the
-"blessed isle." Then he spoke, suddenly,--
-
-"Edith, have some of this?"
-
-She smiled, shaking her head.
-
-"But you _must_. I insist. You need it. Don't you agree with me,
-doctor, that it is just what she requires?"
-
-He spoke in a rising key, with a rapid accent. Edith reached forth her
-hand, and took the little dish of orange ice. It shook like a lily in
-the wind; but she said, softly and with apparent calmness,--
-
-"Anything to please you, brother. I will choose this every day if you
-think it good for me."
-
-He gave her a satisfied look. Then there was a brief silence, which
-their guest was about to dissipate with a playful remark, when St.
-Victor turned abruptly to the steward,--
-
-"Thompson," he cried, "now bring in the skeleton!"
-
-"What, sir?" stammered the astonished servant.
-
-"Bring in the skeleton, I said. Do you not know that the Egyptians
-always crown their feasts with a death's head? Bring it in, I say, and
-place it--_there_!"
-
-Half-rising in his seat, he pointed to the vacant space behind his
-sister's chair.
-
-The man now smiled, thinking his master jested; but his expression
-grew more questioning and anxious as the bright eyes turned upon him
-glittering in anger.
-
-"Why am I not obeyed? Bring in the skeleton, I repeat, and place
-it behind my sister's chair. It is in the house; you will have no
-difficulty in finding it. It has lurked here long. I have been aware of
-its presence these many months,--always following, following my dear
-Edith,--a shadow in her steps. You see how young and fair she is; but
-it is all hollow--ashes--coffin-dust! She does not know of it; she has
-never even turned her head when it lurked behind her; but to-night she
-must make its acquaintance. It will not longer be put off. Our feast is
-nearly over. Bring it in, Thompson, and we will salute it."
-
-The steward, with a puzzled look, turned from one to another of the
-company. Miss Marchand had risen to her feet, and was regarding her
-brother with terrified eyes, stretching out her hands toward him.
-The doctor, too, arose, not in excitement, but with commingled pain
-and resolution stamped upon his features; while his gaze rested upon
-the face of St. Victor until the eyes of the young man were riveted
-and arrested by the doctor's demeanor. A flush then diffused itself
-gradually over Marchand's pale countenance; his thin nostrils quivered;
-his fingers twitched and trembled and sought his bosom, as if in search
-of something concealed there. Then he laughed once more that short,
-nervous laugh so significant to the physician's ears, and cried, in a
-high tone,--
-
-"So, Edith, you did not know that you were going mad? _I_ did. I've
-watched you night and day this long time. I have all along been afraid
-it would end as it has--on Christmas night. _That_ was the day our
-father tried to murder our mother. An anniversary, then, we have
-to-night celebrated. Ha, ha! And you didn't know the skeleton was
-awaiting admittance to the banquet!"
-
-His eyes gleamed with a light at once of delight and with malice; but
-he quietly added,--
-
-"But _I_ shall not harm you, you demented thing, you beautiful
-insanity. There! doctor, didn't I tell you to watch her--to read
-her--to comprehend the subtle thing? So full of art and duplicity!
-But look at her now--_now_! She is as mad as the serpent which has
-poisoned itself with its own fangs--mad--mad! O God! has it come to
-this? But, I knew it--knew the skeleton was her skeleton--the bones
-without her beautiful flesh. We've had enough of it now. Take it away,
-Thompson,--hurry it away!"
-
-"Appear to obey him. Pretend that you take something from the room,"
-said Dr. Graham, in an undertone, to the servant, while St. Victor's
-eyes were fixed glaring and lurid upon his trembling, agonized,
-speechless sister.
-
-The skeleton had, in truth, appeared at the Christmas feast.
-
-Laying his hand firmly upon the young man's wrist the doctor said,--
-
-"Mr. Marchand, you're not well, to-night. You are over-fatigued. Shall
-we go upstairs?"
-
-St. Victor's quickly flashing gaze was met by that clear, resolute,
-almost fierce response in the physician's eye, before which he
-hesitated, then shrank. The madman had his master before him.
-
-"You are right. I am not very well; my head aches; I'm worn out with
-this trouble about Edith, doctor. _Do_ you think it is hopeless? She
-had better come with us. I don't like to leave her alone with that
-hideous shape at her back."
-
-Obeying the gentle but firm pull upon his wrist, the brother turned
-to leave the room, looking back wistfully upon his sister. She was
-following them with clasped hands, and a face from which all youth and
-color had fled. St. Victor suddenly paused, gave a scream like the cry
-of a panther, wrenched himself quickly from the grasp upon his arm,
-and, in an instant, his teeth were buried in the white shoulder of his
-sister. But only for an instant, for almost as quickly as the madman's
-movement had been the doctor's. One terrible blow of his fist sent the
-maniac to the floor like a clod.
-
-"O doctor! why did you do it?"
-
-"To save your life, Miss Marchand."
-
-"Poor St. Victor! His fate is on him at last."
-
-Her voice was calm in its very despair. She sank down beside the
-senseless man, lifting the worn, white face to her lap and covering it
-with kisses. "I saw it,--yet I did not think it would come so soon. O
-God! be pitiful! Have I not prayed enough?"
-
-The lips of the injured man began to quiver. "We must bind him and get
-him to bed before he fully recovers," said the doctor, lifting Edith to
-her feet. "Here, Thompson, help me to carry him to his bed."
-
-When the maniac recovered consciousness fully, his ravings were
-fearful. It was the malady of frenzy in its most appalling condition.
-The extent of the mental wreck Dr. Graham had, for the last half hour
-of the feast, been trying to fathom. When he dealt that dreadful blow
-he knew the wreck was complete: reason had gone out forever with
-that panther-like shriek. All that could be done was to secure the
-maniac against injury to himself or others, and to administer such
-anti-spasmodics or anæsthetics as, in some degree, would control the
-paroxysms.
-
-Poor St. Victor! So young, so gifted, so blest with worldly goods; his
-fate was upon him, as Edith had said.
-
-From that hour he had but brief respite from torment. Not a gleam of
-sanity came from those fiery eyes; all was fierce, untamable, inhuman,
-as if the life had been one of storm and crime, instead of peace and
-purity. Did there lay upon that racking bed a proof of the natural
-depravity of the creature man, when the creature was uncontrolled by
-a reasoning, responsible will? Or, was it not rather a proof that the
-mental machine was in disorder, by a distention of the blood-vessels
-and their engorgement in the brain,--that cerebral excitement was a
-purely physical phenomenon, dependent upon simple, physical causes,
-which science some day shall define and skill shall counteract?
-
-Happily, the fire in the sufferer's brain scorched and consumed the
-sources of his life, as flames drink up the water that is powerless to
-quench them. Day by day he wasted; and, in less than a month from that
-night,--Christmas evening,--St. Victor Marchand's form was at peace in
-death.
-
-During all that time Dr. Graham never left the sufferer's bedside. Day
-and night he was there at his post, doing all that was possible to
-alleviate the pain. The skill of a physician and the love of a brother
-were exhausted in that battle with death in its most dreaded form.
-
-His care was, too, required for Miss Edith. Her life was so interwoven
-with that of her brother, that the doctor doubted if she could survive
-the shock to her sympathies and affection. When the surprise of the
-tragedy was over, on the day following the first outburst of the
-malady, she told him that for months she had feared the worst. She had
-remarked symptoms so like her father's as to excite her fears; yet,
-with the happiness of youth, the sister persuaded herself that her
-apprehensions were groundless. His sunny nature seemed proof against
-the approach of an evil so blasting; and her momentary fears were
-banished by the very mood of heightened vivacity and excitement which
-had awakened them. Having no intimate friend in whom to confide, none
-to counsel, she had borne the weight of her inward sorrow and dread
-alone.
-
-At intervals, during Christmas day, she had observed an incoherency in
-her brother's speech, and an unwonted nervousness of manner, which had
-inspired her with serious alarm. When he proposed to drive out, she
-encouraged the suggestion, hoping that the cold air might restore him
-to his usual state. Upon his return with Dr. Graham, he had seemed so
-entirely like himself, so happy, so disposed to enjoyment, that she
-once more dismissed every thought of danger, until she overheard the
-sharp whispers in which he addressed his guest.
-
-"And oh, to think," she cried, while the tears rained down her cheeks,
-"that in his love for me, his madness should take the shape of
-beholding the conditions of his own brain reflected in mine! He was so
-afraid harm would come to me,--thoughtful of me so long as even the
-shadow of sanity remained. Dear, dear St. Victor,--so good, so pure,
-so wise! Why was not I the victim, if it was fated that there must be
-one?" Then lifting her tearful eyes,--"Doctor, perhaps the poison lurks
-in my veins, too! Tell me, do you think there is danger that I, too,
-shall one day go mad?"
-
-"No, poor child, most emphatically, I do _not_. You must not permit
-such a fancy to enter your mind. As St. Victor said, you are your
-mother's image and counterpart, in temperament and mental quality,
-while he, doubtless, in all active or positive elements of constitution
-and temperament, was his father's reflex. Is it not true?"
-
-"I believe so. My dear father used, I know, to think St. Victor nearer
-to him than I could be. When together, they looked and acted very much
-alike. Poor, dear brother!" and again the tears coursed down her cheeks.
-
-The doctor was deeply moved; this grief was so inexpressibly deep as
-to stir in his heart every emotion of tenderness and sympathy it was
-possible for a gentle-souled man to feel.
-
-"I loved him," he said, gently, "before I had known him an hour. His
-nature was like a magnet, to draw love. Alas! it is sad, when the
-promise of such a life is blighted. I would have given my life for his,
-could it have averted this terrible blow from this house."
-
-A radiant, soul-full look dwelt in her tear-dimmed eyes. That this
-man--a comparative stranger--should manifest this interest in her
-brother aroused all the gratitude and affection of her warm nature.
-
-"And I love you, Dr. Graham, for loving him," she said, in the pathos
-of the language that never speaks untruthfully,--the pathos of
-irrepressible feeling. Then she added: "Do not leave us, doctor. You
-are all the friend we have here in this great city. If you leave us I
-shall, indeed, be alone."
-
-"I will remain, my dear child, so long as there is need of my services."
-
-He did not tell her, in so many words, that the case was hopeless; but
-her eye was quick to see the wasting form and the growing prostration
-which followed each paroxysm. How those two faithful attendants
-watched and waited for the end! And in the grief for the sister, the
-physician's gentleness found that road to a mutual devotion, which is
-sure to open before those who love and wait upon a common object of
-affection. The doctor and sister became, without a consciousness of
-their real feeling, mutually dependent and trusting.
-
-In less than a month, as we have written, the skeleton which came to
-the feast on Christmas night departed from the house to abide on St.
-Victor Marchand's grave.
-
-At the next meeting of the Institute, Doctor Graham gave a full account
-of the case, remarking upon the singular feature in it of the madness
-assuming an embodiment in the sanity of another. From much that Edith
-told him, as well as from his own observation and knowledge, he was
-convinced that, for months, the young man had detected every minute
-symptom and development of his disease in his sister; and had a
-physician been at hand, he could have traced the insidious progress of
-the malady in the strength of the brother's suspicions regarding his
-sister. The facts cited to the Institute touched the compassion of the
-most practice-hardened physician when Dr. Graham related the strange
-and pitying tenderness with which young Marchand had watched his
-sister, and strove to divert from her mind the madness which tainted
-his blood alone.
-
-"Alone in this great city. If you leave me, I shall be alone indeed."
-The words were like an angel's rap upon the heart's door. In his own
-great trouble,--the loss of his wife,--the physician deemed himself
-afflicted beyond his deserts; but what was his condition compared with
-that of this youthful, tender, dependent woman, whose loss isolated her
-from all others?
-
-No, not all others. After the first black cloud of her sorrow had
-drifted away, she turned to him, whose hand had sustained her, even
-when prayer had left her helpless and hopeless,--turned to him with a
-love that was more than a love, with an adoration, before which the
-physician bent, in wonder and satisfaction. He drew her to his bosom as
-something to be kept with all the truth and tenderness of an abiding
-love.
-
-The dull office has been exchanged for a home that is like a palace of
-dreams; and Edith Graham, never forgetting her great sorrow, yet became
-one of the happiest of all who ever loved.
-
-
-
-
-LET THOSE LAUGH WHO WIN.
-
-
-
-
-LET THOSE LAUGH WHO WIN.
-
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-
-
-Mr. Pontifex Pompadour was a gentleman whose family record testified
-to his having breathed the breath of life sixty years, and yet his
-appearance bore witness to not more than forty. Appearances, however,
-though they are deceitful, result from causes more or less palpable;
-and, in this case, they could be naturally accounted for.
-
-_Ecce testem!_
-
-Mr. Pompadour's complexion was clear and transparent,--but it was not
-his own. His teeth were white and regular,--but they were artificial.
-His hair was black and glossy,--but it was dyed. His whiskers were
-ibid.,--but they were ditto. His dress was the perfection of fashion
-and taste, though rather youthful; and withal he carried himself with
-a jaunty air, and a light and springing step, smiling blandly on all
-he met, as if smiles were dollars and he were dispensing them right
-royally.
-
-He had an only son,--Augustus Fitz Clarence Pompadour,--who was
-heir-apparent to the very considerable property supposed to belong
-to the "said aforesaid." This son was twenty-three, and had graduated
-at college with some knowledge of some things, if not of some others.
-He was a modern Mithridates in his power to withstand strychnine and
-nicotine; and he had devoted much attention to that branch of geometry
-which treats of the angles of balls on a cushion. One beautiful trait
-in his character, however, was his tender affection for his father,
-which showed itself most touchingly--whenever he was in need of money.
-
-In person he was prepossessing, having light-blue eyes, dark-brown
-hair, and a drooping moustache. Nor will I allow that he was a vicious
-lad. Indolent and useless he certainly was,--an insignificant numeral
-in the great sum of humanity, but a _roué_ he certainly was not.
-The worst thing about him was his name, and that he received from a
-weak, silly novel-reading mother, who gave her life for his, and,
-with her dying breath, charged his father to pay this homage to the
-yellow-covered world in which she had lived.
-
-If there was anything wanting in the comfortable mansion, where
-the Pompadours, father and son, kept bachelor's hall, it was the
-refining and softening influence of woman. And this brings us to the
-consideration of the skeleton which abode in the closets of Pompadour
-and son.
-
-The late Mrs. Pompadour had possessed some property which she had
-retained after marriage. Before her death she made a will, leaving
-to Augustus the fee, and to his father the income of the estate. In
-case, however, Augustus should marry before his father _did_, he was
-to enter into full possession of the property. Wives, in dying, do not
-generally offer their husbands a premium for replacing them; and so
-the judges inferred that the real meaning of the testatrix would be
-arrived at by inserting the letter _e_ in the word "_did_;" thus making
-the contingency turn upon Augustus' marrying before his father _died_.
-Moreover, the lawyer who drew the will (his ancestor was limned by Æsop
-in the fable of the Ass in the lion's skin) swore positively to this
-rendering being in accordance with the wish of the deceased, and so the
-courts decided that in the event of Mr. Pompadour's marrying before his
-son, he should retain his interest during life.
-
-Now Mr. Pompadour, aside from mercenary motives, was very uxoriously
-inclined; and would doubtless have married years before, had he not set
-too high an estimate on himself.
-
-His condition of mind at the beginning of this history might be
-expressed logically somewhat as follows:--
-
-First, he must get married.
-
-Second, Augustus must _not_.
-
-And Augustus, by analogous reasoning on identical premises, _mutatis
-mutandis_, had arrived at a dual conclusion.
-
-First, he must get married.
-
-Second, his father must _not_.
-
-A vigorous system of espionage had been instituted by father and son,
-on the actions of each other. Skirmishes had been frequent; and if
-neither gained any decided advantage, neither lost. But the great
-battle of the war was yet to be fought, and it has been reserved for my
-pen to inscribe its history.
-
-In the suburban village where Mr. Pompadour resided was a handsome
-residence; and its owner, "about visiting Europe," offered it for rent.
-The house was elegant, and the grounds especially fine. They were
-flanked by two shady streets and fronted on a third. A widow lady with
-one daughter became the tenant; and, as is usual in such cases, the
-whole village called upon her,--three persons prompted by politeness,
-and three hundred by curiosity. The cards which did duty for the lady
-in returning these calls, announced her to be "Mrs. Telluria Taragon,
-_née_ Trelauney." By the same token her daughter was discovered to be
-"Miss Terpsichore Taragon."
-
-Mrs. Taragon was one of the most bewitching of widows. About forty (she
-acknowledged to thirty-three), she was the very incarnation of matronly
-beauty. She was just tall enough to be graceful, and just plump enough
-not to be unwieldy. Her eyes were black and dangerous. Her hair was
-short, and it clustered over her forehead in little ringlets,--rather
-girlish, but very becoming. Her teeth were white and natural, and she
-had a most fascinating smile, which showed her teeth in a carefully
-unstudied manner, formed a pretty dimple in her chin, and enabled her
-to look archly without apparent intention.
-
-Her daughter, Miss Terpsichore, was twenty, with a slender, graceful
-form, and a pair of rosy cheeks, before whose downy softness the old
-simile of the peach becomes wholly inadequate. She had hazel eyes,
-whose liquid depths reflected the brightest and sunniest of tempers,
-and dark brown hair, with just a suspicion of golden shimmer filtering
-through its wavy folds.
-
-Mrs. Taragon, on the bare charge, could not have escaped conviction
-as a "designing widow." She not only was on the lookout, perpetually,
-for an investment of her daughter, but she was flying continually from
-her cap a white flag of unconditional surrender to the first man bold
-enough to attack herself.
-
-Mr. Pontifex Pompadour "availed himself of an early opportunity" to
-call upon Mrs. Taragon. His fame had preceded him; and that estimable
-lady, who was in her boudoir when he was announced, gave a small
-shriek of dismay at her dishevelled appearance. However, no one need
-be alarmed at such a manifestation on the part of a "lady of fashion."
-It is indicative of perfect satisfaction with her general effect. Mrs.
-Taragon flew to her mirror to shake out another curl--and her flounces;
-smiled bewitchingly by way of rehearsal; bit her lips frantically to
-bring the blood _to_ them, and walked aimlessly about the room for a
-few moments with her hands above her head, to send the blood _out_ of
-them. Then picking up her handkerchief daintily, and going downstairs
-slowly, that her cheeks might not be too much flushed, she acquired
-sudden animation at the parlor-door, and burst into the room with
-an elaborate rustle, and a thousand apologies for having kept Mr.
-Pompadour waiting so long,--and wasn't "the day perfectly lovely?"
-
-If a conversation be interesting, or serve in any way to develop the
-plot of a story, I hold that it should be given at full length; but the
-polite nothings which were repeated at _this_ interview, came under
-neither of these heads. They served only to display Mr. Pompadour's
-false teeth, and Mrs. Taragon's real ones (and the dimple) through the
-medium of Mr. P.'s real smile and Mrs. T.'s false one.
-
-The two parted mutually pleased, and Mrs. Taragon said to herself, as
-she resumed the novel she had dropped at Mr. Pompadour's entrance, "If
-I marry _him_, I will have that set of sables, and those diamonds I saw
-at Tiffany's."
-
-Mr. Pompadour beheaded a moss rose with his cane, as he stepped
-jauntily down the walk, and remarked to his inner self, "A monstrous
-fine woman that, and I may say, without vanity, that she was struck
-with my appearance. Why, ho! who the devil's that?"
-
-The acute reader will perceive a slight incoherence in the latter
-portion of this remark. It was due to a sight which met Mr. Pompadour's
-gaze on stepping into the street from Mrs. Taragon's domain. This was
-nothing else than Augustus Fitz Clarence walking leisurely up the
-street with a young lady whom we know--but the illustrious parent did
-not--to be Miss Terpsichore Taragon.
-
-"Confound the boy!" said the old gentleman, "I wonder who he's got
-there? Just like his father, though! For I may say, without vanity,
-that I was a tremendous fellow among the girls."
-
-Augustus Fitz Clarence was not at all pleased at this chance rencontre.
-The intimacy with the charming widow, which it strongly hinted
-at, brought vividly to his mind its possible results upon his own
-prospects. And, moreover, he was conscious of a peculiar and novel
-sensation in regard to the young lady, which made him rather shamefaced
-under the paternal eye. In short, he was in love. All the symptoms were
-apparent: a rush of blood to the face, and a stammering in the speech,
-whenever proximity to the infecting object induced a spasm. He also had
-the secondary symptoms,--a sensation of the spinal cord, as if molasses
-were being poured down the back, and a general feeling "all over," such
-as little boys call "goose-flesh," and which is ordinarily occasioned
-by a ghost story, or a cold draught from an open door-way.
-
-To the writer, who stands upon the high level of the philosophic
-historian, it is evident that the same feelings warmed the gentle
-breast of Terpsichore that burned in the bosom of Augustus. To furnish
-food, however, for the unextinguishable laughter of the gods, this fact
-is never made clear to the principals themselves till the last moment.
-"And so from hour to hour we ripe and ripe ... and thereby hangs a
-tale."
-
-With the foregoing paragraph, I bridge over an "hiatus, as it were," of
-several months.
-
-Respect for truth obliges me to record the fact, that Mrs. Taragon
-regarded her daughter with that unchristian feeling called jealousy.
-But, if a heartless, she was a shrewd woman, and she meant to dispose
-of Terpsichore advantageously.
-
-There was, at this time, and I believe there is still, in the village
-of which I write, an "order of the garter," under the control of one
-Mrs. Grundy, the motto of which was: "Those are evil of whom we evil
-speak." Its evening meetings were familiarly known as the "nights of
-the sewing-circle;" and it was the duty of each member to attend to
-everybody's business but his own. An agent of this order promptly put
-Mrs. Taragon in possession of everything which had been discovered or
-invented concerning Mr. Pompadour, not forgetting to enlarge upon the
-conditions of the will. Mrs. Taragon thereupon resolved to marry Mr.
-Pompadour; for, in addition to other reasons, she confessed to herself
-that she really liked him. As may be supposed, therefore, she looked
-with much disfavor on the increasing intimacy between the young people;
-but she feared that any violent attempt to rupture it would precipitate
-the very result she would avoid. She sat, one day, in a brown study,
-regarding the subject in all its bearings, with her comely cheek
-resting upon her plump hand, and, at last, arrived at a conclusion.
-
-"I think it would not be wise," she said, consulting the mirror to see
-if her hand had left any mark upon her cheek,--"to interfere just at
-present; at any rate, not till I am _sure_ of Mr. Pompadour; but I will
-keep a close watch upon them."
-
-Not many days afterwards, a picturesque group occupied the bow-window
-of Mrs. Taragon's drawing-room. Mrs. T. herself, quite covered with an
-eruption of worsted measles, was the principal figure. At her feet,
-like Paul at Gamaliel's, sat Augustus; but, unlike Paul, he held a
-skein of worsted. Nestling on an ottoman in the recess of the window
-was Terpsichore, inventing floral phenomena in water-colors, and
-looking very bewitching.
-
-"'Twas a fair scene." As under the shade of some far-spreading oak,
-when noon holds high revel in the heavens, the gentle flock cluster in
-happy security, fearing no dire irruption of lupine enemy, so--
-
-"Mr. Pompadour," announced the servant.
-
-"The devil!" echoed Augustus Fitz Clarence.
-
-Mrs. Taragon's first impulse was to spring up and greet her visitor
-cordially. Her second, to do no such thing. Napoleon said, "An
-opportunity lost is an occasion for misfortune." Here was her
-Austerlitz or her Waterloo! With the rapidity of genius, she laid the
-plot for a little comedy of "The Jealous Lovers," to the success of
-which the actors themselves unwittingly contributed.
-
-Half rising, she acknowledged Mr. Pompadour's elaborate bow, and,
-motioning him gracefully to a seat, sank back into her chair. Then,
-pretending that the worsted was knotted, she bent her curls so near
-Augustus' face, and made a whispered remark with such a conscious air,
-that the blood rushed to that young man's face in an instant.
-
-"I saw you out riding yesterday, Mr. Pompadour," said the cheerful
-widow, pleased that her first shot had taken effect. "And what a
-_beautiful_ horse! and you ride _so_ gracefully!"
-
-"Thank you, madam," said Mr. Pompadour, stiffly; "I think I may say,
-without vanity, that I do ride tolerably well."
-
-"And you," to the son, "now your father is present, I must call you
-_Mr._ Augustus,--may I not?" she said, coaxingly. The "Mr." was
-emphasized, as if when alone she did not use it. But this was, of
-course, unintentional.
-
-Now Augustus, for some time, had endeavored to ingratiate himself with
-Mrs. Taragon, but with little success, and, therefore, he was utterly
-unable to comprehend her sudden benignity. He glanced at his father,
-and met the eyes of that individual glaring on him with the look of an
-ogre deprived of his baby lunch. He glanced at Terpsichore, but that
-young lady was absorbed with a new discovery in botany. He glanced at
-Mrs. Taragon, but she was calmly winding worsted.
-
-"Terpy, dear," said her mother, "_do_ show Mr. Pompadour some of your
-drawings. My dear little girl is _so_ devoted to art!" she exclaimed,
-enthusiastically, as the daughter rose to bring her portfolio. "Take
-care, Mr. Augustus; you know worsted is a dreadful thing to snarl."
-Augustus had involuntarily sprung up to offer his assistance, but he
-sank back in confusion.
-
-"Are you fond of engravings, Mr. Pompadour?" asked the young lady,
-sweetly.
-
-"Ah! yes! I--I think I may say without vanity,"--began Mr. Pompadour,
-but he finished silently to himself,--"D--me, I'll make her jealous!"
-Whose Austerlitz or Waterloo should it be? He put on his eye-glass to
-inspect the volume, and for a little while almost forgot his egotism in
-admiration of the beauty of nature beside him, if not of the beauties
-of art before him.
-
-Augustus was not slow in perceiving that, for some unknown reason, Mrs.
-Taragon's attention was gained, and he tried desperately to improve the
-occasion. Every once in a while, however, his eyes would wander toward
-his father, who played his part with so much skill that the bosom of
-Augustus was soon filled with burnings, and the mind of the widow with
-perplexities. The gentle heart of Terpsichore was grieved also, and
-her mind sorely puzzled at the enigmatical conduct of those about her,
-while she was somewhat annoyed at the pertinacious attentions of the
-elder P.
-
-The distinguished gentleman who wrote so graphically about the "Elbows
-of the Mincio," must confess that _our_ Quadrilateral is only second
-to that which he has helped to embalm in history. The Irishman's
-experience with the large boot and the small one, and the other pair
-similarly mismated, was here reproduced with painful reality. Some evil
-genius had scattered wormwood on the air, and asphyxia, or something
-worse, seemed likely to supervene, when the entrance of another visitor
-broke the charm, and the _téte-à-téte_, and the gentlemen fled.
-
-The thermometer of Mr. Pompadour's temper indicated boiling heat. He
-sputtered and fumed like an irascible old gentleman as he was, and
-managed to work himself into a crazy fit of jealousy, about his son
-and the too fascinating widow; and, oddly enough, this feeling thus
-aroused by the green-eyed monster, for the time being, quite eclipsed
-his mercenary muddle. So, upon poor Augustus, as the available subject,
-fell palpable and uncomfortable demonstrations of paternal displeasure.
-
-For several days Mr. Pompadour stayed away from Mrs. Taragon's, and
-that good lady began to fear lest she had overdrawn her account at the
-bank of his heart, and that further drafts would be dishonored. The
-thought of such a catastrophe was torture of the most refined quality.
-By an illogical system of reasoning, peculiar to the female mind, she
-imagined that Terpsichore was the cause of his desertion, and that
-young lady thereupon became the recipient of an amount of small spite
-and aggravated vindictiveness, which reflected great credit upon Mrs.
-Taragon's inquisitorial capabilities.
-
-She had, it must be obvious, set her heart upon having those diamonds
-from Tiffany's.
-
-At the end of a week, however, Mr. Pompadour called upon Mrs. Taragon,
-and this time he found her alone. His countenance gave proof of some
-desperate resolution. His attire was more than usually elegant. His
-hair and whiskers were a trifle blacker and glossier than ever. He had
-a rose in his button-hole, and yellow kids on his hands. Solomon, in
-all his glory, was not arrayed (I sincerely trust) like unto him! Mrs.
-Taragon rose cordially, and held out to him her plump little hand; it
-lay a moment in his, as if asking to be squeezed. Mr. Pompadour looked
-as if he would like to squeeze it, and perhaps he did.
-
-The lady's cordiality soon gave place to a timid shyness. To use a
-military phrase, she was "feigning a retreat." Mr. Pompadour waxed
-bold and advanced. The conversation skirmished awhile, the widow
-occasionally making a sally, and driving in the enemy's outposts,
-his main body meanwhile steadily approaching. The tone in which they
-conducted hostilities, however, gradually fell, and if one had been
-near enough he might have heard Mr. Pompadour remark, with a kind of
-quiet satisfaction, "For I think I may say, without vanity, I still
-possess some claim to good looks." The widow's reply was so low that
-our reporter failed to catch it, and then--military phraseology
-avaunt!--the old veteran knelt on the carpet, and surrendered at
-discretion.
-
-"Good gracious, Mr. Pompadour!" exclaimed the widow, with well-feigned
-alarm, at the same time picking a thread off her dress, "_Do_ get up,
-somebody may come in!"
-
-"Never!" said the old hero stoutly, seeing his advantage, and
-determined to have its full benefit, "at any rate, not till you promise
-to marry me!"
-
-A form passed the window. This time Mrs. Taragon was really frightened.
-"I will," she said hurriedly; "now get up, and sit down."
-
-Mr. Pompadour leaped to his feet with the agility of a boy--of sixty,
-and imprinted a kiss lovingly upon the lady's nose, there not being
-time to capture the right place on the first assault. What followed we
-will leave to the imagination of the reader.
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was now October, and the trees had adorned themselves in their
-myriad dyes. The maple had put on crimson, the hickory a rich gold, and
-the oak a deep scarlet; while the pine and the hemlock "mingled with
-brighter tints the living green."
-
-To the woods one balmy day Augustus and Terpsichore went together, to
-gather leaves for wreaths and screens. Both were carelessly happy, and
-the pines echoed their merry voices as they laughed and sang. At length
-the basket, which Augustus carried, was filled with gorgeous booty,
-and they sat down upon a fallen log, while Terpsichore wove a garland
-for her hair. No wonder that in the tranquil beauty of the scene their
-noisy mirth should become hushed. No wonder that, as the sun stole
-through the branches, and like Jove of old fell in a shower of gold
-about them, upon both their hearts fell the perfect peace of love! With
-the full tide of this feeling came to Augustus the resolve to know his
-fate; for he felt that upon that answer hung his destiny.
-
-They sat in silence while he tried to teach his tongue the language
-of his heart. Then he glanced timidly at the maiden, but her head was
-drooped low over the wreath, and her cheeks reflected its crimson dye.
-
-"Miss Taragon," he said, at length, abruptly, "were you ever in love?"
-
-She started like a frightened bird. The rich blood fled to her heart,
-and left her face pallid as marble.
-
-"I--I--don't know," she stammered. "Why do you ask me such a question?"
-
-"Because," he said, "then you may know how I feel, and pity me! O
-Terpsichore!" he added passionately, "I love you with my whole soul,
-and if you will but bless me with your love, my whole life shall be
-devoted to your happiness."
-
-And so he talked on in an impetuous strain, of mingled prayer and
-protestation, which was stereotyped long before the invention of
-printing.
-
-Terpsichore's heart beat wildly. The color came and went in her cheeks,
-and she turned her head away to conceal her emotion.
-
-The wreath lay finished in her lap; and at last, with a bright smile,
-she placed it on his forehead; and, clasping his hand in both her own,
-she kissed him on the forehead. And now we might as well leave them
-alone together.
-
-Mrs. Taragon, having made sure of Mr. Pompadour, now proceeded to carry
-out her plan of throwing obstacles in the way of the young people.
-Augustus, of course, was not aware of her complete information in
-regard to his "property qualifications," and attributed her disfavor
-to personal dislike. Whatever her motives, however, her actions were
-unequivocal; and Terpsichore, especially, had a sorry time of it. So
-uncomfortable did matters become, that, upon a review of the situation,
-and an eloquent appeal from Augustus, she consented to take with him
-that irrevocable step, to which Virgil undoubtedly alluded under the
-fine figure of "Descensus Averni." In plain English, they resolved to
-run away and be married.
-
-I will not weary the reader with details of the preliminaries. They
-are unimportant to my narrative. A note, dispatched by Augustus to the
-Rev. Ebenezer Fiscuel, informed that gentleman that about half-past
-ten o'clock of an appointed evening he would be waited on by a couple
-desirous of being united in holy matrimony.
-
-Augustus arranged to have a carriage in waiting under Terpsichore's
-window about ten o'clock, and, with the aid of a ladder and the
-above-mentioned clergyman, he hoped to settle the vexed question of the
-property, and render all further opposition to their union of an _ex
-post facto_ character.
-
-The evening came, and it found Mrs. Taragon and her daughter seated
-together in the parlor. Terpsichore was crocheting a net, which, like
-Penelope's, grew very slowly. She was nervous and fidgety. Her eyes
-wandered restlessly from her mother to the door, and she started at
-the slightest sound. Mrs. Taragon seemed uncommonly suspicious and
-alert. She was reading, but had not turned a leaf for half an hour. She
-glanced furtively and continually about the room.
-
-"She has found us out," thought Terpsichore, and her heart almost
-stopped beating. With a great effort she controlled herself, and had
-recourse to stratagem.
-
-"Mother, dear," she said, dropping the net in her lap, "you look tired;
-why don't you go to bed?"
-
-"Oh, no, darling," said the widow, cheerfully, "I don't feel a bit
-weary. But your eyes look red, and I think _you_ had better retire."
-
-"No, mamma, not yet," she replied. "I want to finish this net. I have
-done so little upon it lately."
-
-A slight shade of vexation crossed the face of the widow.
-
-"If you had devoted yourself to the net," she said, spitefully, "it
-would have been finished."
-
-Terpsichore blushed guiltily. Augustus had spent more than two hours
-with her that day; and she felt a presentiment that impending wrath was
-about to descend on her devoted head.
-
-"I am sure, mother," she said, quietly, "_you_ can't complain of my
-seeing too much company."
-
-This shot told; for Mr. Pompadour had been very attentive of late.
-
-Mrs. Taragon nearly tore a leaf out of her book.
-
-"At any rate," she retorted, "my visitors are respectable."
-
-Terpsichore's lip quivered. The remark was cruel, but it roused her
-spirit.
-
-"If my company is not respectable," she said, with an incipient sob,
-"it is the fault of his bringing up."
-
-Mr. Pompadour was hit this time, right between his eyes. The widow
-blazed.
-
-"You--you--you minx," she said, angrily, "I believe you'd like to see
-me dead, and out of your way!"
-
-The remark was utterly irrelevant; but she saw it in the book, and
-thought it would be dramatic.
-
-Terpsichore burst into tears, and beat a retreat in disorder. As she
-left the room, Mrs. Taragon said to herself, with a sigh of relief,--
-
-"Well, the coast is clear for Pompadour,--and she's safe for to-night,
-any way."
-
-Which was a slight mistake.
-
-Ten o'clock came, and with it the carriage. A man glided silently
-underneath Terpsichore's window, and a ladder was reared against the
-wall. Silently the window opened, and a form descended the ladder, and
-was clasped in an equally silent embrace at the foot. Terpsichore had
-not entirely recovered her spirits, but she stifled her emotions for
-the sake of Augustus. For the same reason she did not scold him for
-rumpling her bonnet. Hurrying into the carriage, they drove rapidly
-away.
-
-As they turned the corner into the principal street, another carriage,
-going in the same direction, came up behind them at a quick trot.
-Augustus sprang to his feet, and peered out into the darkness.
-"Betrayed," was the thought which flashed through his mind, and he
-muttered an eighteen-cornered oath. Terpsichore clung to his coat with
-an energy which indirectly reflected lasting credit upon his tailor.
-
-"Put on more steam," whispered Augustus hoarsely to the driver, and
-the horses dashed onward at a break-neck pace, soon leaving the other
-carriage far behind.
-
-At the rate they were going, it took but a few minutes to reach the
-parsonage. Directing the coachman to drive round the corner and wait,
-Augustus half-led, half-carried the trembling girl into the house.
-The Rev. Fiscuel's family and one or two neighbors were assembled in
-the parlor. The ceremony was soon performed, and an earnest blessing
-invoked upon the married life of the young people. As they were
-receiving the congratulations suited to the occasion, a juvenile
-Fiscuel came in, and whispered something to his father. Mr. Fiscuel,
-with a smile, turned to Augustus, saying, "My son tells me that your
-father is coming in at the gate with a lady."
-
-The newly-married looked at each other in mute surprise. "I'll bet a
-hat," exclaimed Augustus, suddenly, "it's your mother; and they've
-come to get married!"
-
-The Rev. Ebenezer spoke eagerly: "Did you send me two messages this
-morning?"
-
-"No!" said Augustus; "of course I did not."
-
-"Then they have, verily," exclaimed the clergyman, in a tone of
-very unclerical excitement; "for I received two messages from 'Mr.
-Pompadour.' I spoke of the singularity at the time."
-
-"Can you hide us somewhere?" said Augustus, "till you've 'done' the old
-gentleman?"
-
-"Come in here," said Mrs. Fiscuel, who had her share of that leaven of
-unrighteousness which is usually called fun. As she spoke, she opened
-the drawing-room door.
-
-The Rev. Ebenezer sat down to write a certificate for Augustus; and, as
-one door closed upon the young couple, the other opened to admit the
-older one. If not in as great a hurry as their children, they seemed
-equally desirous of making assurance doubly sure. The family and the
-witnesses, who had followed Mrs. Fiscuel out of the apartment, were
-again summoned, and, for a second time that evening, the words were
-spoken which made a Pompadour and a Taragon "one bone and one flesh."
-Watching the proceedings through the crevice of the half-opened door,
-was a couple not counted among the "witnesses," and certainly not
-invited by the principals.
-
-When the ceremony was over, Augustus and Terpsichore entered the
-room. Their appearance created what "Jenkins" would call "a profound
-sensation." Mr. Pompadour looked bowie-knives and six-shooters, Mrs.
-P., darning-needles and stilettoes. Augustus was self-possessed.
-Perhaps he remembered the old saying, "Let those laugh who win."
-
-"We happened here not knowing you were coming," he said, addressing
-both; "wont you accept our congratulations."
-
-Suddenly Mrs. Pompadour _née_ Trelawney, gave a scream, and fell back
-in a chair, with symptoms of hysterics. She had caught sight of the
-_ring_ on her daughter's finger, and comprehended everything in an
-instant,--the carriage which had fled before them as they left the
-house; this "accidental" visit to the minister's; and, worse than all,
-how she had been outwitted!
-
-Terpsichore sprang forward to assist her.
-
-"Go away from me! Go away! Don't let her touch me!" she screamed,
-throwing her arms about like a wind-mill. "I wont have it! I wont! I
-wont!"
-
-Mr. Pompadour, during this outburst, showed signs of exasperation;
-apparently, however, he did not see the point, but was fast concluding
-that he had married a lunatic.
-
-Terpsichore was frightened and began to cry. Augustus, to reässure her,
-put his arm around her waist. At this, the senior Mrs. Pompadour sprang
-up, and seized her husband by the arm, so energetically that it made
-him wince. Pointing to the tell-tale ring with a gesture worthy of
-Ristori, she managed to articulate: "Don't you see it? That undutiful
-girl has married Augustus, and--and he has married _her_!"
-
-Mr. Pompadour "saw it," and uttered some words which were not a
-blessing.
-
-
-
-
-THE PROPER USE OF GRANDFATHERS.
-
-
-
-
-THE PROPER USE OF GRANDFATHERS.
-
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-
-
-If people without grandfathers are in need of any particular solace,
-they may find it in the fact that those cumbrous contingencies of
-existence cannot be continually stuck in their faces. A wise man has
-remarked, that the moderns are pigmies standing upon the shoulders of
-giants. He would have been wiser still, had he observed how frequently
-the giants change places with the pigmies, and ride them to death like
-Old Men of the Sea. If, at sixteen, I have the dyspepsia and a tendency
-to reflect on the problems of my being, I am begged to notice that,
-at a corresponding period old Jones, of the alternate generation, was
-gambolling o'er the dewy meads, a gleesome boy. If my baby cries and
-is puny at teething-time, the oracles, with an intuitive perception
-how my grandfather behaved a hundred years before they were born, tell
-me it was not so in his day; that heaven lay about him in his infancy;
-but that none of the article exists either in that loose condition or
-otherwise for the immature human animal who breaks out of darkness
-and mystery into this day of gum-rings. If the tremendous pace at
-which the modern world is going knocks me up at forty, and compels
-me to keep my stall for a year of valetudinarianism, I am asked to
-remember what a hale old fellow the same inevitable ancestor was at
-ninety; I am inundated with his exuberance of spirits, overwhelmed
-with the statistics of his teeth; and invited in the mind's eye (in my
-own, too, if I know myself!) to take six-mile walks with him before
-breakfast unassisted by a cane. It is not a pleasant state of mind to
-be disgusted with one's forefathers, who would, probably have been
-very jolly fellows to know, and not the least in the world like the
-people who are all the time boring us about them. If there is truth in
-spiritualism, a delegation from those fine old boys will, some of these
-days, take advantage of a sitting, and rap out an indignant disclaimer
-of the bosh that is talked in their name. If my grandfather was not
-a much more unpleasant person than myself, he would scorn to be made
-a boguey of for the annoyance of his own flesh and blood. Any man of
-well-regulated mind must prefer utter oblivion among his descendants to
-such perpetuation as that of Mr. Wilfer.
-
-"Your grandpapa," retorted Mrs. Wilfer, with an awful look, and in
-an awful tone, "was what I describe him to have been, and would have
-struck any of his grandchildren to the earth who presumed to question
-it."
-
-If our ancestors could return to the earth, it is little likely
-that their first inclination would be to goody themselves over the
-excellence of their own period, or pull faces at the degeneracy of
-ours. Sleepers in ill-ventilated, or rather entirely non-ventilated
-apartments, eaters of inordinate late suppers, five-bottle men, and
-for the most part wearers of sadly unphilosophical raiment, those
-sturdy old fox-hunters would acknowledge it just cause for astonishment
-that their children have any constitutions at all. Little motive
-for self-laudation would they find in the fact, that, after drawing
-out their account with Nature to the last dime, they had taken a
-respectable first-cabin passage to the Infinite Boulogne just before
-the great Teller said "No funds," and shoved back their checks through
-the window, leaving to their children the heritage of a spotless name
-and the declaration of physiological bankruptcy.
-
-Nor would they content themselves, I fancy, with the negative ground
-of mere humility. They would have something very decided to say to the
-wiseacres, who taunt our wives in the agony of tic-doloureux with the
-statement that their grandmothers knew nothing of neuralgia. "No!"
-these generous ancients would retort, "that is the residuary legacy
-of a generation to whom we left a nervous system of worn-out fiddle
-strings." To such as talk of that woful novelty diphtheria as a crime
-of the present age, they would point out the impossibility of a race's
-throat descending to it without tenderness, a race's blood flowing to
-it without taint, from ancestors who swaddled their necks in fathoms
-of cravat, and despised the question of sewage. When I had the gout,
-and could not stand up for myself, those brave _vieilles moustaches_
-would stand up for me. "Many a fine old bin of our port," would they
-exclaim, "has been emptied down through the æons into those innocent
-toes of thine. I mind me how I smacked my lips over that very bottle
-whose broken glass now grinds around, red-hot, in the articulation
-of thy metatarsal phalanges. Dancing at thy fair great-grandmother's
-wedding, I slaked the thirst of many vigorous sarabands in that
-identical ruby nectar, which, turned by the alchemy of generations
-into acid blood, now through thy great toe distils in gouts of fiery
-torture. I danced;--thou, poor Serò-natus, dancest not, but dost pay
-the piper."
-
-Suppose that our returning ancestors regarded us in the intellectual
-and spiritual, as well as the physical aspect, they must find still
-less reason to put on airs of superiority. If, in the sphere where they
-have been lately moving, improvement goes on as fast as we believe,
-they may be expected to wonder that the theological and scholastic
-training of their own earthly day has not resulted in a present race
-of imbeciles and fetish-worshippers, or Torquemadas and madmen. With
-thankful astonishment will they revere that nature whose boundless
-elasticity and self-repair has brought bright and self-reliant, even
-though sometimes a trifle too pert and iconoclastic, Young America
-from loins burdened, through all their period of cartilage, with five
-days and a half per week of grammar-grinding, a Saturday afternoon of
-"keeping in for marks," and a seventh day which should have been the
-Lord's, but was conspicuously liker the devil's.
-
-Woman, religion, and the forefathers are all the victims of a false
-quality of reverence. The world has immemorially paid them in the
-coin of lip-service for the privilege of using their sacredness as a
-yoke. They are defrauded of their true power by the hands that waft
-them hypocritical incense; bought off the ground where their influence
-might be precious and permanent, by the compliment of a moment, or the
-ceremony of a day. We pick up the fan of the first, and shoulder her
-out of her partnership in our serious business of living. We build
-temples for the second, that she may not gad about among our shops,
-or trouble the doors of our houses. In the third, we do superstitious
-homage to a mere accident of time, and feel free to neglect the genial
-lesson of humanity which is eternal.
-
-It is impossible not to reverence our forefathers--those grand old
-fellows who, long before we rose, got up to build the fires, and shovel
-the sidewalks of this world. The amount of work which they did was
-immense; great was their poking and their pushing; their thrashing of
-arms, and their blowing of fingers. If they sometimes made a compromise
-with their job; if here and there they left the gutters uncleared, or a
-heavy drift to thaw over under the sun of modern conscience, and flood
-our streets with revolution; if they built some of their fires with
-wet wood, which unto this day smokes the parlors, or even the inmost
-bed-chambers of mankind,--let us remember how frosty the dawn was, how
-poorly made were the tools and mittens of the period. All honor to
-their work, and the will with which they went at it! But when we are
-asked to regret the rising of the sun; to despise a time of day when
-there are no more fires to build, no more walks to shovel; or, if such
-anywhere remain, when there are snow-ploughs and patent-kindling to use
-in their behoof--distinctly No!--a No as everlasting as Mr. Carlyle's,
-and spelt with as big a capital.
-
-The mistake of that great writer and minor disciple of the Belated-Owl
-school to which he belongs, naturally arises, not from the
-over-development of reverence, to which it is generally ascribed, but
-from a constitutional divorce between the poetic imagination and the
-power of analysis. The former faculty, by itself, results in impatience
-with the meaner actualities of life,--a divine impatience in great
-poets, a petulant in small ones. Lacking the latter faculty, such
-persons are in the condition of a near-sighted man placed without chart
-or compass at the helm of a free-going clipper. Making no allowance for
-the fact that the blemished and the trivial disappear with distance,
-and, ignorant of the direction in which humanity must steer, they put
-out with disgust from a shore where every old clam-shell and rotten
-wreck is as conspicuous to those, at least, who look for it as the
-orange-groved cliffs, and the fair retiring stretches of greensward,
-to voyage for some scarce descried Atlantis gemming the horizon ring
-with an empurpled roundness born of vapor, time, and space. To such,
-the future might be a noble course to lay; but that lies beyond the
-horizon, and impatience is not consistent with faith. On, then, on
-to the farthest visible,--but westward, while the grand fleet of
-humanity sails last. Into shadow which drowns the petty details of
-existence,--not toward a shore which shall be reached only by long
-buffeting and weary watching, whose noble scenery, glorious with all
-the temples and trophies of the latest age, shall bear unshamed the
-scrutiny of the full-risen sun.
-
-The application of scientific processes to the study of history has
-revealed the steady amelioration of the race. The mail of chivalric
-giants is brought out of romance's armory to the profane test of a
-vulgar trying on, and, behold, it is too small for the foot-soldier of
-to-day. Population everywhere increases, while the rates of mortality
-diminish. The average longevity of the people of London is greater,
-by something like twenty-five per cent., than it was a century ago.
-The improvement of machinery is more and more lifting the yoke of
-physical labor from the neck of man, leaving his mind freer to cope
-with the higher problems of his own nature and the universe without.
-Not as a matter of platform enthusiasm and optimist poetry, but of
-office statistics, do we know that the world is an easier and better
-place to live in, and that a man is luckier to be born into it,
-than in the day of the fathers. So much has changed, and changed for
-the better. That analysis, which the Carlylists lack, reveals still
-other changes worked by the course of time in the phenomena of the
-race,--such changes as concern the habits of society, the styles of
-literature, the systems of political economy and commercial order, the
-tenets of philosophy, the schools of art, the forms of government and
-religion. This analysis further reveals that, while all these functions
-of life are in their nature endlessly mutable, the organic man, from
-whom, under all variations, they get their _vis viva_, remains from
-age to age eternally the same. While each successive generation has
-its fresh, particular business on the earth,--something to do for
-the race, which succeeding generations will not have the time, even
-as prior generations had not the light, to do,--something which is
-wanted right away,--something for which it was sent and for which
-the whole machine-shop of time had been shaping the material to be
-worked by its special hand,--analysis discloses that the capital upon
-which every business is to be carried on undergoes neither increase
-nor diminution. There is just as much faith, just as much courage,
-just as much power in the world as there ever was. They do not show
-themselves in Runnymedes, because Runnymede has been attended to; nor
-in wondrous Abbot Sampsons, because monkery is mainly cured. They
-are not manifest in martyred Edwardses, because at this day Edwards
-could call a policeman; nor in burning Cranmers, because society has
-made a phenomenal change in her method with martyrs and shuts them
-in a refrigerator, where once she chained them to a stake. They do
-not appear in French Revolutions, because the world has grown through
-a second American Revolution, grander than the first, and a great
-representative native has plucked Liberty out of the fire without one
-scorch of license on her garments. They seek no outlet in crusade, for
-Jerusalem has been made of as little consequence as Barnegat, by the
-fulfilment of the promise,--
-
-"The hour cometh when ye shall neither in this mountain, nor yet in
-Jerusalem, worship the Father, ... when the true worshippers shall
-worship him in spirit and in truth."
-
-I have a little butcher, who is Coeur de Lion in the small. He does not
-split heads nor get imprisoned in castles, but has the same capricious
-force, the same capacity for affront-taking, the same terribleness
-of retribution, and the same power of large, frank forgiveness which
-belonged to the man who broke the skulls of the Saracens and pardoned
-his own assassin. I went to school to Frederick the Great. He did not
-take snuff nor swear in high Dutch, and it was his destiny to be at
-the head, not of an army of men, but of one hundred as unmanageable
-boys as ever played hawkey or "fought pillows" in the dormitory.
-His solution of difficulties was as prompt, his decisions were as
-inexorable, he had as irascible a temper and as admirable a faculty of
-organization as his Prussian prototype's. Calvin and Servetus discuss
-their differences at my dinner-table; the former possesses all his
-old faith in the inscrutable; the latter all his ancient tendency to
-bring everything alleged to the tribunal of science, and I may add that
-Calvin has as little doubt as ever of the propriety of having Servetus
-cooked,--only he postpones the operation, and expects to see it done
-without his help. I am acquainted with Sir Philip Sidney, the courtly
-knight and the melodious poet. The chivalry with which he jousted at
-Kenilworth and fought at Zutphen are hourly needed in the temptations
-and harassments of a broker's office, and many's the hard day through
-which it has borne him with honor. The pen which he devotes to the
-Muses is as facile as in the Arcadian time,--though the sturdy lance he
-used to set in rest is substituted by another pen, of the fat office
-type, consecrated to the back of gold certificates and the support of
-an unmediævally expensive family.
-
-Looking in all directions round the world, I find the old
-nobleness,--the primeval sublimities of love and courage, faith and
-justice, which have always kept humanity moving, and will keep it to
-the end. In no age has the quantity of this nobleness been excessive,
-but so much of it as exists is an imperishable quantity. It is a good
-interred with no man's bones; it is the indispensable preventive of the
-world's annihilation. Carlyle has been praised for the epigrammatic
-assertion that nothing can be kept without either life or salt. This
-is true, but not the whole truth; salt will keep beeves, but as for
-nations and races which have lost their savor, wherewithal shall they
-be salted? The fact that mankind survive at all is the proof that
-ages have not tainted them with putrescence. Things live only by the
-good that there is in them, and the interests to which they appeal;
-the fields which open to man, in our own day, are so much vaster and
-massier than they were in the day of our fathers, that the tax on the
-activities of the race could not be met by our capital of life if we
-had lost one particle of the good which supported them.
-
-When I look at the fathers, I recollect that courage and love, faith
-and justice, have no swallowing horizon, while all that is petty and
-base succumbs in one generation to the laws of perspective. It is
-pleasanter thus. At the grave of the old schoolmaster who flogged us,
-we remember the silver hair and the apple he gave us once,--never the
-rattan. "We had fathers after the flesh who corrected us, and we gave
-them reverence," nothing but reverence, when we leaned with tearful
-eyes over their vacant chairs. If I have ever quarrelled with my
-friend, when he can return to me no more, I make up with his memory
-by canonizing him. The tendency to do thus is among the loveliest and
-divinest things in our nature. But it is a still lovelier and diviner
-thing to anticipate the parallax of time and look upon the present with
-the same loving, teachable, and reverent eyes, which shall be bent upon
-it from the standpoint of coming generations. He to whom the beauty and
-nobleness of his own time are, throughout all that he deplores in it
-and in himself, the conspicuous objects of love and veneration,--who
-extends the allowance of the dead to the faults of the living,--from
-whom no personal disappointments can ever take away his faith in the
-abiding divinity of his kind,--need never fear that his judgment of
-the fathers will be a churlish and disrespectful one. The only object
-which such a man can have in recalling the vices and defects of older
-generations is to establish their kinship with his own, to prove his
-era's legitimacy against philosophers who find only pettiness in the
-present and grandeur in the past. If he cannot make them see the good
-side by which the modern family receives blood from the ancient, there
-shall not be any bend sinister on his escutcheon because he neglects
-to show them the bad one, though he would rather vindicate his lineage
-the other way. To him the organic unity of mankind, throughout all
-generations, is dearer than the individual reputation of any one of
-them.
-
-Having the faith of this organic unity he can look at the errors of
-the forefathers without pain. They lessen neither his love nor his
-respect for them. Who is there that would care to know king David only
-as a very respectable Jew, in a Sunday-school book, who was always
-successful, invariably pious, and passed his time wholly in playing
-hymns on a harp with a golden crown upon his head? To almost all young
-readers, and many an old one, the vindictive psalms seem a shocking
-inexplicability in the sacred canon. The philosopher, however, feels
-with the illiterate preacher, "It is a comfort to us poor erring
-mortals, my brethren, to remember that on one occasion even, David,
-beloved of the Lord, said not only, 'I am mad,' but 'I am fearfully and
-wonderfully mad?'" Not that it would be any comfort to us if that were
-all we possess of him; but we also have the record of his getting over
-it. I once knew a little boy who learned to swear out of the psalms,
-and it must be acknowledged that of good round curses there is in no
-tongue a much fuller armory. Conscientious persons, who want to damn
-their enemies without committing sin, no doubt often sit down and read
-an execratory psalm with considerable relief to their minds. Not in
-this spirit do men skilled in human nature peruse the grand rages of
-the many-sided fighting bard; not because they would cloak their errors
-with the kingly shadow of his own, do they rejoice that he exists for
-us to-day just where the rude, large simplicity of his original Hebrew
-left him, and that tame-handed biography has never been able to pumice
-him down into a demi-god. They are glad because these things prove him
-human and imitable. If his stormy soul triumphed over itself; if he
-could be beloved of the Infinite at a moment when the surges of both
-outer and inner vicissitude seemed conspiring to sweep him away, then
-we cease to hear his swearing or the clamor of his despair; and to us,
-whose modern spirits are not exempt from flood and hurricane, his grand
-voice chants only cheer down the centuries, and we know that there is
-love caring and victory waiting for us also in our struggle, since we
-are not the lonely anomalies of time.
-
-As with David so with all the men of the past,--it gives us no pain
-to find that they were not a whit nearer perfection than ourselves.
-We do not regret their superseded customs, nor wish them restored in
-the living age. He who takes them from the time of which they are
-a congruous part and seeks to import them into a day which has no
-explanatory relevance to them, so far from showing them reverence,
-is like a man who, to compel the recognition of his grandfather's
-tombstone, strips it of its moss, scrubs it with soap and sand, and
-sets it up on Broadway among signs and show-cases. Their opinions
-are not final with us, because every age brings new proofs, and
-every generation is a new court of appeal. Their business methods
-are framed upon a hypothesis which does not include the telegraph
-or the steam-engine. Where a man can persuade his correspondents to
-send their letters by the coach and their goods by the freight-wagon,
-he may adjust himself very comfortably to the good old way by which
-his grandfather made a fortune and preserved his health to a great
-age. Until he gets his mail weekly and answers it all in a batch,
-recuperating from that labor by the sale of merchandise, one box to an
-invoice, he is simply absurd to lament over the rapidity with which
-fortunes are made at this day, and eulogize the "sure and slow" process
-by which a lifetime whose sole principle was the avoiding of risks
-attained the same object. As if the whole problem of life were not how
-to secure, as quick as possible, all the material good necessary for
-living, in order to leave the kind free for all its higher functions of
-self-development and discipline. As if money were not a mere expression
-of the extent to which a man has subordinated the forces of the world
-to his own use,--a thing, therefore, which naturally comes quicker to a
-generation which has taken all the great atmospheric and imponderable
-couriers into its service!
-
-The true use of ancestors is not slavish; we do not want them for
-authority, but for solace. If my grandfather could come back, he
-certainly would be too much of a gentleman to sit down on my hat
-or put his feet on my piano; and how much less would he crush my
-convictions or trample on my opinions! He would be equally too
-much of a business-man to interfere in the responsibilities of any
-practical course I might take, when he had not looked into the
-books of the concern, taken account of its stock, or consulted the
-world's market-list for an entire generation. He would do what any
-man would be proud to have his grandfather do,--take the easiest
-and most distinguished chair at the fireside, and tell us night by
-night, the story of his life. What roars of laughter would applaud
-his recollection of jokes uttered by some playmate of his boyhood.
-They would seem so droll to us at the distance of a hundred years,
-though a contemporary might have uttered them without raising a smile
-on our faces. What mingling of tears and laughter would there be when
-he related some simple little family drama,--its pathos depending on
-incidents as slender as the death of Auld Robin Gray's cows, but like
-the wonderful song, in which those animals have part interest, going
-unerringly to the fountains of the human heart! How would we double
-up our fists, how red would we grow in the face when he told us, in
-the most unadorned, dispassionate way, about the cruel creditor who
-foreclosed a mortgage on him and turned him and our grandmother into
-the street, just after the birth of their first child, our father; and
-when he came to the passage where the kind friend steps in and says,
-"here are five hundred dollars,--pay me when you are able," how many
-girls there would be sobbing, and men violently blowing their noses!
-If we had belonged to the period of the foreclosure and been next-door
-neighbors to the mortgagor, the thing might have impressed us simply
-as the spectacle of a young couple with a baby who couldn't meet their
-quarterly payments, and were obliged to curtail their style of living.
-The thing still happens, and that is the way we look at it. But when
-grandpapa relates it, nothing in the domestic line we ever saw upon the
-stage seems half so touching. The littlest school-boy feels a roseate
-fascination hovering around the dogs that went after squirrels with
-that venerable man when he wore the roundabout of his far-off period;
-there is glamour about the mere fact that then, as now, there were
-dogs, and there were squirrels; and as the grandchild hears of the
-boughs which hung so full, the crisp leaves which crackled so frostily
-those many, many falls ago--a strange delight comes over him, and he
-seems to be going out chestnutting in the morning of the world.
-
-What we want of one, we want of all the grandfathers of the
-race,--their story. Their value is that they take the experience of
-human life, and hold it a sufficient distance from us to be judged
-in its true proportions. That experience in all ages is a solemn and
-a beautiful, a perilous, yet a glorious thing. We are too near the
-picture to appreciate it, as it appears in our own day, though all its
-grand motives are the same. We rub our noses against the nobilities
-and cannot see them. The foreground weed is more conspicuous than the
-background mountain. When the grandfathers carry it from us, and hang
-it on the wall of that calm gallery where no confusing cross-lights
-of selfish interest any longer interfere, the shadows fall into their
-proper places, the symbolisms of the piece are manifest, and above
-all minor hillocks, above all clouds of storm, unconscious of its
-earthquake struggles and its glacier scars, Human Nature stands an
-eternal unity, its peak in a clear heaven full of stars. We recognize
-that unity and all things become possible to us, for thereby even the
-commonest living is glorified.
-
-
-
-
-AT EVE.
-
-
-
-
-AT EVE.
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-
-
-"It is almost time for John to come home, I guess," and the young wife
-rose from her sewing and put the tea-kettle over the bright fire on
-the clean-swept hearth. Then she pulled the table out into the middle
-of the floor, right to the spot where she knew the setting sun would
-soon shine through the latticed window; for John loved to see the light
-play upon the homely cups and saucers, and pewter spoons; he said it
-reminded him of the fairy stories, where they ate off gold dishes. She
-went about her work swiftly, but very quietly. Once there had been a
-time when the little cottage rang early and late with the sound of her
-glad voice. But then a pair of little feet crept over the floor, and a
-tiny figure had raised itself up by the very table whose cloth was now
-so smooth and unruffled by the small awkward hands.
-
-When Margery had put the golden butter, the jug of cream, and the slice
-of sweet honey on the table, she went to the door to look for John. A
-narrow path, skirted on one side by waving corn-fields, on the other
-by pastures and orchards, stretched from the cottage down to the
-broader road that led to the village. The sun was already low in the
-sky, and threw across the path the shadow of the old apple-tree that
-stood beside the house. Margery remembered how full of pink and white
-blossoms the tree had been that spring when she first came here as
-John's bride, and how they showered down like snow, while now a ripe
-apple occasionally dropped from the branches with a heavy plump.
-
-"Here comes John at last," she said in a low voice, as she saw him
-approaching from the village. He was yet a considerable distance off,
-but Margery's bright eyes discerned that he was not alone. Beside
-him walked a girl, whom Margery had known already while they were
-both children. Mary was called handsome by the village lads; but she
-was poor, and she and her father helped to do field work, on the
-neighboring farms, in the busiest seasons of the year.
-
-As she and John advanced, Margery noticed that they seemed engaged in
-earnest conversation. Then John stood still and gave her his hand. The
-girl seized it eagerly and put it to her lips, and looking up at him
-once, turned around and walked back to the village, while John hastened
-on with longer steps.
-
-Margery's lips quivered. She did not wait for John at the door, but
-turned back into the house, and was busied at the hearth when he came
-in.
-
-"Well, wify, how goes it this evening?" he asked in his cheery voice,
-which always reminded Margery of the time when he used to add, "And how
-is my little pet darlint?" and pick the baby up from the floor. The
-tones of his voice had grown almost kinder and more cheerful since, if
-that were possible, though he always gazed around the room with a vague
-kind of look, as if he half-expected to see the baby toddle up to him
-from some corner.
-
-"Thank you, John, all goes as well as usual. You are late to-night."
-
-"Yes, there was something to detain me," he said, as he took down the
-tin-basin and filled it with water, to wash his sunburnt face and
-hands. A shadow flitted over Margery's face, but it was gone again
-when they sat down to table. It was still light enough to see without
-a candle, though the golden sunbeams John loved so much had faded long
-ago. He talked cheerily of the crops, and of harvest-time, and of the
-excellent prospects for the coming winter. There was no occasion for
-Margery to say much, and she was glad of it.
-
-Then she quickly cleared the table, and John sat down by the hearth,
-lighted his pipe, and laid his evening paper across his knee to be read
-afterwards by candle-light. While Margery washed the dishes there was
-no sound in the room but the clatter of the cups and spoons, and the
-monotonous ticking of the old-fashioned clock in the corner. Margery
-sometimes glanced over at John, who sat smoking and looking into the
-fire. At last he got up, lit the candle, and, going up to Margery,
-he asked, "What's the matter, Margery? You are uncommonly silent
-to-night."
-
-She stopped in her work, and hung the towel over her arm.
-
-"John," she said, looking straight at him, with a strange light in her
-brown eyes, and her face rather pale, "I want to go home."
-
-An expression half of pain, half of astonishment, came into John's
-honest face. He too was a shade paler, and the candle trembled a little
-in his hand as he asked,--
-
-"Is the house too lonely again, Margery? You did say you wanted to go
-home for a spell, after, after--but I thought you had got contented
-again."
-
-She had turned away from him as she answered,--
-
-"Yes, John, the house is lonely again. I see the little hands on all
-the chairs, and hear the little feet crawling over the floor;" but
-there was something of coldness in her tone, very unlike the pleading
-voice in which she had once before made the same request.
-
-"Well, Margery," he went on, after a pause, going to the table and
-putting the candle upon it, "if you think it will ease your heart to go
-and see the old folks a little while, I am willing you should."
-
-He never spoke of the utter loneliness that fell upon him at the
-thought of her going away, and how to him, too, the dim room was full
-of the golden hair and the blue eyes of his child.
-
-She said nothing.
-
-"When will you come back, Margery?" he asked, after another pause.
-
-"I don't know, John."
-
-"When do you think of going?"
-
-"On Monday morning, if you can spare the horse to take me over."
-
-"I think I can, Margery; but I shall be sorry to lose my little wify so
-soon," he could not help saying, as he laid his rough hand on her hair,
-with so soft a touch that the tears started to her eyes.
-
-"I shall ask Mary to come here and keep house for you, while I am
-away," she said. "Mary is used to our ways, and can do for you very
-well."
-
-"Mary?" asked John, "I reckon she will be busy enough at harvest-time.
-I need nobody when you are gone. I can live single again," with a half
-smile; "but just as you think, Margery."
-
-Nothing more was said on the subject. Margery took up her sewing, and
-John his paper. But he did not read very attentively that evening, but
-often stopped and looked long and intently at Margery, who kept her
-eyes steadily on the busy needle that was flying to and fro in her
-fingers. It was a Saturday, and John tired with a week's hard labor.
-So the fire was raked for the night, the old clock wound up, and the
-little kitchen soon dark and silent.
-
-Next morning Margery awoke bright and early. So early indeed, that
-through the open window of the bedroom she could see the pink clouds
-floating in the sky, and felt the cool wind that always goes before the
-rising of the sun. The swallows under the roof were just waking up,
-and beginning to twitter half-dreamily. With her hands folded under
-her head, Margery lay musing for a long while. Somehow her whole life
-passed before her on this still, holy Sunday morning. She remembered
-when she used to play barefoot in the little brook or sit on warm
-summer afternoons on the straight-rowed wooden benches of the village
-school. How the years had sped by like a single day, and she was a
-grown young girl. Then John came and courted her, and then--. The sun
-had come up, and played in bright lights over the ceiling, while on the
-floor quivered the shadows of the rose-leaves from outside before the
-window. The church-bell in the village began to ring. Margery listened
-to the sounds, as they came borne on the soft breeze, across the waving
-corn-fields. She looked out at the blue sky and thought of heaven, and
-the blessed angels singing and rejoicing there. She thought of her
-child, and of John, and of herself. A mingled feeling of joy and pain,
-of calm and unrest, crept into her heart. She felt the tears rising
-to her eyes again, but she would not let them. She sprang up, dressed
-hastily, and went softly downstairs, while John slept heavily on.
-
-As Margery entered the kitchen, the cat got up from her rug, stretched
-her legs and yawned, and then came forward to be petted. On the next
-Sunday, Mary would probably be here to give pussy her milk, and stroke
-her soft, glossy back. Margery threw open the door to let in the
-beautiful fresh morning air. The dew lay sparkling on the grass and
-flowers. Down there on the road was the spot where John and Mary had
-parted last night. Margery turned away and shut the door again. Then
-she bestirred herself to get breakfast.
-
-When John came down to it, Margery thought his step sounded heavier
-than she had ever heard it before.
-
-"Will you go to church this morning, Margery?" he asked, when the
-simple meal was over.
-
-"No, John, I guess not."
-
-"Well, Margery, I am going. I will come home as soon as service is
-over; but I think it will do me good."
-
-"John, will you promise me to"----
-
-"What, Margery?"
-
-"This afternoon, after I have got ready to go, will you come once more
-with me to the--the grave?"
-
-"Yes, Margery, yes."
-
-She helped him on with his best coat, brought him the prayer-book, and
-then watched him from the window as he walked down the road with slow
-steps.
-
-Margery wondered what could be the matter with herself that morning.
-She felt so tired that her feet almost refused to carry her. A hundred
-times in her simple household duties, she paused to take breath,
-and sat down to rest so often, that John came home from church and
-to dinner, almost before it was ready. He praised the cookery; but
-the dishes were taken almost untouched off the table again, and when
-everything was cleared away, Margery said,--
-
-"I must go upstairs now, John, to get ready. I want to take some of my
-clothes with me."
-
-He sat on the doorstep, holding his pipe, which had gone out, between
-his fingers, and only nodded his head, and said nothing. Margery went
-up to the bedroom, and began to open closets and drawers, and pack
-articles of clothing into a small trunk. At last she unlocked the great
-old bureau, and took out a pile of tiny dresses and aprons, a tin cup,
-and a few bright marbles, and stowed them carefully away in the trunk.
-A pair of small, worn-out leather shoes, turned up at the toes, stood
-in the drawer yet. Should she carry both these away, too? No, she
-thought, as she brushed away the tears that had fallen upon it, one she
-had better leave John. She put it resolutely back, locked the drawer,
-and laid the key on the top of the bureau. Now there was nothing more
-to be done. She looked around the room. Yes, that was to be readied up
-a little, so that John might not miss her too much for the first day or
-two. So she polished the chairs and the bureau, and carefully dusted
-the mantlepiece, with the red and white china dog and the kneeling
-china angel that stood there. Then she herself was to be dressed; she
-had almost forgotten that altogether. She opened her trunk once more,
-and took out the dress John loved best to see her in.
-
-Several hours had slipped by while she was thus employed, and now the
-village-clock struck five. She hastened down. John still sat on the
-doorstep where she had left him.
-
-"John, dear, I did not think it was so late. It is time to go to the
-graveyard. Are you ready to come?"
-
-He looked up as if he had been dreaming, but rose and said, "Yes,
-Margery."
-
-He shut the house-door, and they turned into a path to the rear of the
-cottage. For some distance this road, too, was skirted on both sides
-by fields of ripened corn. John passed his hand thoughtlessly over the
-heavy ears, and now and then pulled one up, and swung it round in the
-air. Neither of them spoke, and for a long while there was no other
-sound but the rustle of their steps.
-
-The path at length turned aside and led to a high plateau that
-overlooked the valley, in which deep shadows were already beginning to
-fall. Blue mists crept over the foot of the mountains, while their tops
-were yet lit up by the sun. The smoke from the chimneys rose up into
-the air, and the shouts of the village children, playing on the meadow,
-faintly came up from below. There under that great oak, the only tree
-for some distance around, John had first asked Margery to be his wife.
-Involuntarily the steps of both faltered as they drew near the spot,
-but neither stopped. Margery glanced up at John; she could not see his
-face, for his head was turned, and he seemed to be attentively looking
-at something down in the valley.
-
-Another turn in the road, and the small cemetery, with the white stones
-that gleamed between the dark cypress-trees, rose up before them. In
-silence they found their way to the little grave. John seated himself,
-without a word, on a mound opposite, Margery knelt down and pulled
-some dried leaves off the rose-tree she had planted, and bound the ivy
-further up on the white marble cross. She felt that John watched her,
-but did not look up at him. Though she tried hard to keep them back,
-the tears would fill her eyes again and again, so that she could hardly
-see to pluck up the few weeds that had grown among the grass. When
-that was completed, she covered her face with her hands and tried to
-pray. She wanted to ask that John might be happy while she was away,
-and that,--but her head swam round, and she found no words. She raised
-her eyes, and glanced at John through her fingers. He sat with his back
-toward her now, but she saw that his great, strong frame trembled with
-half-suppressed sobs.
-
-"O John!" she cried, bursting into tears. She only noticed yet that he
-suddenly turned around, and then closed her eyes, as he clasped her in
-his arms. For a time she heard nothing but the sound of her own low
-weeping, and the throbbing of John's heart. Suddenly she looked up, and
-said,--
-
-"O John, dear, dear John, please, please forgive me!"
-
-"Margery," he answered, in as firm a tone as he could command, "don't
-talk so."
-
-"Oh, but, John, I did not want to go away only because the house was so
-lonely, but because,--because,"--
-
-"Because what, Margery?" he asked, astonished.
-
-"O John, because I--I thought you loved Mary better than me, because I
-saw you together so many times in the last weeks; and she kissed your
-hand last night."
-
-John's clasp about Margery relaxed, and his arms sank down by his side.
-His tears were dried now, and his earnest blue eyes fixed upon Margery
-with a dumb, half-unconscious expression of surprise and pain. She
-could not bear the look, and covered her face with her hands again.
-
-"No, Margery," he said, slowly, "I only saw Mary because,"--
-
-Margery raised her head.
-
-"John, dear John, don't talk about it! I don't believe it any more! I
-know I was a bad, foolish wife! Only love me again, and forgive me,
-dear, dear John! Oh, I don't believe it any more!" and she took his
-right hand and kissed it, as Mary had done.
-
-"Wont you forgive me, John? I will never, never go away from you," she
-pleaded, while the tears streamed down her face.
-
-He took her in his arms once more, and kissed her lips.
-
-The red evening sunlight had crept away from the little grave, and the
-dusk was fast gathering about it. Margery bent down and kissed the
-white marble cross; then they turned their steps homeward, Margery
-holding John's hand like a child.
-
-"I must unpack my clothes again to-night," she said, after a while. "I
-have all the baby's little things in my trunk, but, John, I was going
-to leave you one of the little shoes."
-
-She felt her hand clasped closer in his.
-
-"Margery," he said then, "I think I had better tell you about Mary."
-
-"John, dear John, didn't I tell you I don't believe that any more," she
-answered, with another pleading look.
-
-"No Margery, it is not that, but I guess you might help us. You never
-knew that Mary's father is getting very bad in the way of drinking.
-Since his house was burnt down, and he lost his property, he has been
-going on in that way. Mary takes it dreadful hard, and wont let the
-news get about, if she can help it. She thinks so much of you, and she
-says you used to like her father so well, that she wouldn't have you
-know for almost any money. So I promised not to tell you. She has come
-to me many and many a time, crying, and begging me to help her. She
-works as hard as she can, but her father takes all she gets; so they
-are very poor. When you saw us yesterday, I had given her money to pay
-their rent. She wants to raise money enough to take him to the Asylum,
-because there he may be cured. I promised her to get him some decent
-clothes."
-
-"O John, I will sew them. Poor Mary! and you needn't tell her who sewed
-them."
-
-"That's right, Margery!"
-
-They had reached the house by this time, and John opened the door. The
-kettle was singing over the hearth, and the bright tin pans against the
-wall shone in the firelight. On the doorstep Margery turned around,
-and, throwing her arms around John's neck, said softly,--
-
-"John, I am glad I am going to stay."
-
-When they had entered, John lit the candle, and while Margery was
-getting supper, took up yesterday's unfinished paper. He read very
-attentively this evening, but suddenly stopped, and Margery saw the
-paper tremble in his hand. Then he rose, gave it to her, and said, in a
-husky voice,--
-
-"Read that, Margery."
-
-Margery read. Then the paper dropped, and with a fresh burst of tears
-she once more threw her arms about John's neck.
-
-In one corner of the paper that lay neglected on the floor was the
-poem:--
-
- "As through the land at eve we went,
- And plucked the ripened ears,
- We fell out, my wife and I,
- Oh, we fell out, I know not why,
- And kissed again with tears.
-
- "For when we came where lies the child
- We lost in other years;
- There above the little grave,
- Oh, there above the little grave,
- We kissed again with tears."
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-
-
-BROKEN IDOLS.
-
-
-
-
-BROKEN IDOLS.
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-
-Not long since, it was my misfortune to be inveigled into attending
-one of the semi-periodical "Exhibitions" of the ---- Institute, a
-seminary for young ladies. I say it was my misfortune, because, to
-please my better half, I abandoned the joys of my fireside, my book,
-and my slippers, to stand for two hours by an open window, with a cold
-draft blowing on my back; hearing, now and then, a few words of the
-sentimental and "goody" platitudes of which the young ladies' essays
-were composed,--the reading of which was interspersed with pyrotechnic
-performances on the piano-forte, which the programme was kind enough to
-inform me were "The Soldiers' Chorus from Faust," "Duette from Norma,"
-etc. I was fortunate in having a programme to enlighten me.
-
-There was nothing remarkable about the "Exhibition," except that, in
-the dozen essays which were read, all the verses of Longfellow's "Psalm
-of Life" were quoted, and that through them all there ran a dismal
-monotone of morbid sentiment. One young lady, who had a beautiful
-healthy bloom on her cheeks and wore quite a quantity of comfortable
-and elegant clothing, uttered a very touching wail over her buried
-hopes, her vanished joys, and the mockery of this hollow-hearted
-world. She stated that all that's brightest must fade,--that "this
-world is all a fleeting show, for man's illusion given,"--that "our
-hearts, though stout and brave, still, like muffled drums, are beating
-funeral marches to the grave;" and much more of the same sort. She was
-impressed with the fact that Time is an iconoclast,--which last word
-seemed to strike her as one of the finest in the dictionary.
-
-This is very true. Time does smash our idols continually; but should we
-lament and sing dirges and make ourselves generally uncomfortable on
-that account? Because the geese that we thought swans have turned out
-to be only geese after all, should we go into mourning for our "buried
-hopes," and "vanished joys"? That we outgrow our youthful fancies is no
-more a cause for sentimental regret than that we outgrow our youthful
-jackets. For myself, I can look upon the ashes of my early loves,--and
-their name was legion,--with as few tears as I bestow upon the ragged
-remnants of my early trousers.
-
-A number of years ago my young heart's fresh affections were lavished
-upon the bright-eyed girl whose father kept a little candy-shop and
-bakery across the way, and who with her own fair hands often gave me
-striped sticks of stomach-ache for my pennies, and sometimes, when I
-was penniless, sweetened my lot with a few peppermint drops, telling
-me to pay for them when I came into my fortune. Many a time have I
-stood by the lighted window of the little shop, heedless of the bell
-that summoned me to my nightly bread and milk, watching her trip about
-among the jars of candy and barrels of nuts, tying up parcels and
-making change with a grace that seemed unsurpassable. But there was a
-red-haired, scorbutic youth who drove the baker's bread-cart, and also
-drove me to distraction. He was always flinging my youth into my face
-and asking if my mother was aware of my whereabouts. At last a grave
-suspicion forced itself upon my mind that Lizzie looked upon him with
-favor and made light of my juvenile demonstrations. Time proved that my
-suspicion was well founded; for one day a carriage stopped in front of
-the little shop, out of which sprang the scorbutic young man, clad in
-unusually fine raiment, including a gorgeous yellow vest and immaculate
-white gloves. He was followed by a solemn-looking person, who wore a
-very black coat and a very white choker. They passed through the shop
-and went up the back stairs. After a while they returned, and with
-them Lizzie, all smiles and blushes and ribbons and a bewitching pink
-bonnet. The carriage was driven away and my idol was smashed.
-
-Straightway I builded me another, which was in turn broken, and
-followed by another and another. Sometimes it was the dashing
-highwayman, whose life and brilliant exploits I furtively made myself
-acquainted with, out in the wood-house, and whose picture, in profuse
-curls, enormous jack-boots, and immense expanse of coat-flap, graced
-the yellow covers of the Claude Duval series of novels. Anon it was
-the great Napoleon seated so proudly,--in cheap lithograph,--upon the
-extreme hind-quarters of his fiery charger, and pointing with aspiring
-hand toward the snowy Alps, that I set up and worshipped.
-
-Nor was I free from relapses of the tender passion. About the time that
-my first love, Lizzie, was putting the third of her red-haired progeny
-into pantaloons, and torturing his fiery elf-locks into an unsightly
-"roach," and when I was a freshman in college, I became convinced that
-the light of my life shone from a certain window in Miss Peesley's
-boarding-school; for behind that window a comely maiden, with golden
-hair and eyes of heavenly blue, slept and studied and ate sweetmeats
-and read Moore's melodies. My heart was hers entirely, as was also
-my spare coin,--for we had specie in those days,--which I converted
-into valentines and assorted candies and "The Language of Flowers,"
-for her especial use and behoof. I worshipped her at church, as she
-sat, with a bevy of other girls, aloft in the gallery, the entrance to
-which was guarded by the ancient and incorruptible damsel who taught
-algebra in Miss Peesley's academy, and who also marshalled the young
-ladies to and from church, keeping them under her eye, and putting to
-rout any audacious youth who endeavored to walk with one of them. It
-was for her that I bought a flute, and with much difficulty so far
-mastered it as to play "Sweet Home" and "What fairy-like music,"--in
-performing which, standing in the snow under her window at midnight's
-witching hour, I caught a terrible cold, besides being threatened
-with arrest by a low-bred policeman for making an unseemly noise in
-the night-time,--as if I were a calliope. It was to bow to her that I
-neglected to split and carry in my Saturday's wood, and stood on the
-street-corner all the afternoon, for which I was soundly rated at night
-by my venerable father, who also improved the occasion by repeating his
-regular lecture upon my inattentions to study and general neglect of
-duty.
-
-So great was my infatuation that I manifested an unheard-of anxiety
-about the details of my dress. I even went so far as to attend the
-Friday evening "Receptions" at the academy, where Miss Peesley
-graciously gave the young gentlemen an opportunity to see and converse
-with the young ladies, under her own supervision. It was a dismal
-business,--sitting bolt upright in a straight-backed, hair-cushioned
-chair, under the gaze of Miss P. and her staff, smiling foolishly at
-some dreary, pointless sally of Miss Van Tuyl's, who taught rhetoric
-and was remarkably sprightly for one of her years,--crossing and
-uncrossing my legs uneasily, and endeavoring to persuade myself that I
-was "enjoying the evening." Nevertheless, I made desperate attempts to
-be happy even under these adverse circumstances.
-
-And what was my reward?
-
-There came to college a young man who was reputed to be a poet. He wore
-his hair long and parted in the middle, was addicted to broad Byronic
-collars, could take very pretty and pensive attitudes, and was an adept
-in the art of leaning his head abstractedly upon his hand. He at once
-became that terrible thing among the ladies, a lion. And he was a very
-impudent lion. Regardless of my claims and feelings, he sent to her,
-whom I had fondly called mine own, an acrostic valentine of his own
-composition, taking care that she should know from whom it came. The
-result was that I was--as we Western people would term it--"flopped!"
-
-And so another idol was smashed.
-
-Then came a reaction. I scorned the sex and sought balm for my wounded
-feelings in the worst pages of Byron.
-
-Having by this time attained the sophomoric dignity, I discovered
-that the end and aim of existence was to be _fast_,--that the divine
-significance of life consisted in drinking villanous whiskey "on the
-sly," and proclaiming the fact by eating cardamom seeds; in stealing
-gates and the clapper of the chapel bell; in devouring half-cooked
-chickens, purloined from professional coops; in hazing freshmen; in
-playing euchre for "ten cents a corner;" and in parading the streets at
-midnight, singing "Landlord, fill the flowing bowl," and vociferously
-urging some one to "rip and slap and set 'em up ag'in, all on a
-summer's day." I smoked vile Scarfalatti tobacco in a huge Dutch pipe,
-wore a blue coat with brass buttons, a shocking hat, and my trousers
-tucked into my boots,--which after my great disappointment befell
-me I ceased to black with any degree of regularity,--and regulated
-my language according to a certain slangy work called "Yale College
-Scrapes."
-
-I am inclined to look upon these youthful pranks not as unpardonable
-sins, though I freely admit their utter folly, but as the vagaries of
-immature _genius_,--if I may say so,--scorning to walk decorously,
-because other people do, struggling to throw off the fetters of
-conventionality, burning to distinguish itself in some new and
-original way, striking out from the beaten paths,--to repent of it
-afterward. For it does not take many years to teach one that the
-beaten paths are the safest; and I have often wished that I had had a
-tithe of the application and assiduity of "Old Sobriety," as we rapid
-youngsters called the Nestor of the class, who plodded on from morn
-till dewy eve and far into the night, and quietly carried off the
-honors from the brilliant geniuses, who wore flash neckties and shone
-at free-and-easys. But what thoughtless college-boy does not prefer
-worshipping at the shrine of the fast goddess to treading the straight
-and safe paths of propriety? It takes time and one or two private
-interviews with a committee of the Faculty to rid him of his delusion.
-
-I have been making these confessions to show that I, too, as well as
-the handsome and healthy young lady whose essay furnishes my text,
-have had some joys that are vanished and some hopes that are buried.
-
-But I do not therefore find that this world is a dark and dreary
-desert. I do not rail at life as a hollow mockery, nor long to lay my
-weary head upon the lap of earth. On the contrary, the longer I live
-in this world, the better I like it. It is a jolly old world, after
-all; and, though Time is an iconoclast and does smash our idols with a
-ruthless hand, it is only to purify our vision; and, as the fragments
-tumble and the dust settles, we see the true, the beautiful, and the
-joyous in life more clearly. I know that life has its disappointments
-and crosses; but I think that it is too short for sentimental
-lamentation over them. In homely phrase, "There is no use in crying
-over spilt milk." If Dame Fortune frowns, laugh her in the face, and,
-with a light heart and brave spirit, woo her again, and you will surely
-win her smile. I am as fully impressed as any one with the fact that
-this world is not our permanent abiding-place; but that is no reason
-why we should underrate, abuse, and malign it. There is such a thing
-as being too other-worldly. The grand truths and beautiful teachings
-of God's gospel do not conflict with the grandeur, the beauty, and the
-mystery of God's handiwork, the world; and we can no more afford to
-despise and dispense with the one than with the other. And it seems to
-me that we cannot better prepare for enjoying the life hereafter than
-by a healthy, hearty, rational enjoyment of the one that is here.
-
-Do not, then, O youth, sit down and grow sentimental over your
-fancied griefs. Do not waste your time in shedding weak tears over
-the fragments of your broken idols. Kick the rubbish aside, and go on
-your way, with head erect and heart open to the sweet influences of
-this bright and beautiful world, and you cannot fail to find it not a
-"Piljin's Projiss of a Wale," but
-
- "A sunshiny world, full of laughter and leisure."
-
-In worthy action and healthy enjoyment you will find a cure for all
-your imaginary woes and all your maudlin fine feelings.
-
-In two little lines lies the clue to an honorable and happy life:--
-
- "Thou shalt find, by _hearty striving_ only
- And _truly loving_, thou canst truly live."
-
-
-
-
-DR. HUGER'S INTENTION.
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-
-
-DR. HUGER'S INTENTION.
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-
-Dr. Huger was thirty years old when he deliberately resolved to be
-in love,--I cannot say "fall in love" of anything so matter-of-fact
-and well-considered. He made up his mind that marriage was a good
-thing,--that he was old enough to marry,--finally, that he _would_
-marry. Then he decided, with equal deliberation, on the qualifications
-necessary in the lady, and began to look about him to find her. She
-must be a blonde. Above all things else, he must have her gentle and
-trustful; and he believed that gentleness and trustfulness inhered in
-the blue-eyed, fair-haired type of womanhood. She must be appreciative,
-but not strong-minded,--well-bred, with a certain lady-like
-perfectness, which could not be criticised, and yet which would always
-save her from being conspicuous. Not for the world would he have any
-new-fangled woman's-rights notions about her.
-
-You might fancy it would be a somewhat difficult matter for him to
-find precisely the realization of this ideal; but here fate befriended
-him,--fate, who seemed to have taken Dr. Huger under her especial
-charge, and had been very kind to him all his life. He looked out of
-his window, after he had come to the resolution heretofore recorded,
-and saw Amy Minturn tripping across the village green.
-
-Amy was eighteen,--blonde, blue-eyed, innocent, well-bred, unpresuming,
-without ambition, and without originality. She was very lovely in her
-own quiet, tea-rose style. Her position was satisfactory; for her
-father, Judge Minturn, was a man of mark in Windham, and one of Dr.
-Huger's warmest friends. So, having decided that here was an embodiment
-of all his "must-haves," the doctor went over that evening to call
-at the Minturn mansion. Not that the call in itself was an unusual
-occurrence. He went there often; but hitherto his conversation had been
-principally directed to the judge, and to-night there was a noticeable
-change.
-
-Amy was looking her loveliest, in her diaphanous muslin robes, with
-blue ribbons at her throat, and in her soft light hair. Dr. Huger
-wondered that he had never before noticed the pearly tints of her
-complexion, the deep lustrous blue of her eyes, the dainty, flower-like
-grace of her words and ways. He talked to her, and watched the changing
-color in her cheeks, and her rippling smiles, until he began to
-think the falling in love, to which he had so deliberately addressed
-himself, the easiest and pleasantest thing in the world. She had the
-prettiest little air of propriety,--half prudish, and half coquettish.
-She received his attentions with a shy grace that was irresistibly
-tempting.
-
-He went often to Judge Minturn's after that--not _too_ often, for he
-did not wish to startle his pretty Amy by attentions too sudden or too
-overpowering; and, indeed, there was nothing in the gentle attraction
-by which she drew him to hurry him into any insane forgetfulness of his
-customary moderation. But he liked and approved her more and more. He
-made up his mind to give her a little longer time in which to become
-familiar with him, and then to ask her to be his wife.
-
-When he had reached this determination, he was sent for, one August
-day, to see a new patient,--a certain Miss Colchester. He was thinking
-about Amy as he went along,--laughing at the foolish old notion
-concerning the course of true love; for what could run any smoother, he
-asked himself, than his had? It seemed to him as simple and pretty as
-an idyl,--the "Miller's Daughter" New Englandized.
-
- "Oh, that I were beside her now!
- Oh, will she answer if I call?
- Oh, would she give me vow for vow,--
- Sweet Amy,--if I told her all?"
-
-he hummed, half unconsciously, as he walked on.
-
-Soon he came in sight of Bock Cottage, the place to which he was going,
-and began thereupon to speculate about Miss Colchester. Of course
-she was one of the summer boarders of whom Rock Cottage was full.
-He wondered whether she were young or old,--whether he should like
-her,--whether she would be good pay;--and by this time, he had rung
-the bell, and was inquiring for her of the tidy girl who answered his
-summons.
-
-He was shown into a little parlor on the first floor, and, pausing a
-moment at the door, he looked at his patient. A very beautiful woman,
-he said to himself, but just such an one as he did not like. She sat
-in a low chair, her back to the window and her face turned toward him.
-She wore a simple white-cambric wrapper. Her beauty had no external
-adornment whatever. It shone upon him startlingly and unexpectedly, as
-if you should open a closet, where you were prepared to find an old
-family portrait of some stiff Puritan grandmother, and be confronted,
-instead, by one of Murillo's Spanish women, passionate and splendid.
-For Miss Colchester was not unlike those Murillo-painted beauties. She
-had a clear, dark skin, through which the changeful color glowed as
-if her cheeks were transparent; dark, heavily-falling hair; low brow;
-great, passionate, slumbrous eyes; proud, straight features. There was
-nothing like a New-England woman about her. That was Dr. Huger's first
-thought; and she read it, either through some subtle clairvoyant power,
-or, a simpler solution, because she knew that every one, who saw her
-under these cool skies of the temperate zone, would naturally think
-that thought first. Her full, ripe lips parted in a singular smile, as
-she said,--
-
-"You are thinking that I am not of the North. You are right. I was born
-in New Orleans. I am a Creole of the Creoles. I don't like the people
-here. I sent for you because you were German, at least by descent."
-
-"How did you know it?"
-
-It was an abrupt question for a man of the doctor's habitual grave
-courtesy; but she seemed to him unique, and it was impossible to
-maintain his old equipoise in her presence. She had read his thought
-like a witch. Was there something uncanny about her?
-
-"How did I know you were German?" She smiled. "Because your name
-suggested the idea, and then I saw you in the street, and your features
-indorsed the hint your name had given me."
-
-"I am glad that anything should have made you think of me."
-
-It was one of the conventional platitudes, of which self-complacent
-men, like Dr. Huger, keep a stock on hand for their lady friends. Miss
-Colchester saw its poverty, and smiled at it, as she answered him,--
-
-"I think of every one with whom I come in contact; and I thought of
-you, especially, because I intended from the first, if there were a
-good physician here, to consult him."
-
-The doctor looked into her radiant face.
-
-"Is it possible that you are ill?"
-
-He had sat down beside her by this time, and taken her hand. It gave
-him a curious sensation as it lay quietly in his. He felt as if there
-were more life, more magnetism, in it than in any hand he had ever
-touched.
-
-"That _you_ must tell me," she said, quietly. "My heart feels
-strangely, sometimes; it beats too rapidly, I think, and sometimes very
-irregularly. I have lived too fast,--suffered and enjoyed too keenly.
-The poor machine is worn out, perhaps. I look to you to inform me
-whether I am in danger."
-
-"I must have my stethoscope. I will go for it. Are you sure you can
-bear the truth?"
-
-She smiled,--a cool smile touched with scorn.
-
-"I have not found life so sweet," she said, "that its loss will trouble
-me. I only want to know how long I am likely to have in which to do
-certain things. If you can tell me, I shall be satisfied."
-
-As Dr. Huger went home, he met Amy. Something in the sight of her
-fresh, blonde beauty, with its fulness of life and health, jarred on
-his mood. He bowed to her with a preoccupied air, and hurried on. When
-he went back to Rock Cottage, Miss Colchester was sitting just as he
-had left her. To sit long at a time in one motionless attitude was a
-peculiarity of hers. Her manner had always a singular composure, though
-her nature was impetuous.
-
-He placed over her heart the instrument he had brought, then listened a
-long time to its beating. He dreaded to tell her the story it revealed
-to him, and at last made up his mind to evade the responsibility. When
-he had come to this conclusion, he raised his head.
-
-"I do not feel willing," he said, "to pronounce an opinion. Let me send
-for a medical man who is older, who has had more experience."
-
-She raised her dark eyes, and looked full in his face.
-
-"You are afraid to tell me, after all I said? Will you not believe that
-I do not care to live? I shall send for no other physician. I look for
-the truth from your lips. You find my heart greatly enlarged?"
-
-"I told you I did not like to trust my own judgment; but that _is_ my
-opinion."
-
-"And if you are right I shall be likely to live--how long?"
-
-"Possibly for years. Probably for a few months. There is no help,--I
-mean, no cure. If you suffer much pain, that can be eased, perhaps."
-
-Miss Colchester was silent a few moments. Dr. Huger could see no change
-in her face, though he watched her closely. The color neither left
-her cheeks or deepened in them. He did not see so much as an eyelash
-quiver. At last she spoke,--
-
-"You have been truly kind, and I thank you. I believe I am glad of
-your tidings. I think I shall stay here in Windham till the last. I
-would like one autumn among these grand old woods and hills. I have
-nothing to call me away. I can do all which I have to do by letter,
-and my most faithful friend on earth is my quadroon maid who is here
-with me. She will be my nurse, if I need nursing. And you will be my
-physician,--will you not?"
-
-"I will when I can help you. At other times, may I not be your friend,
-and as such come to see you as often as I can?"
-
-"Just as often,--the oftener the better," she answered, with that
-smile which thrilled him so strangely every time he met it. "I shall
-always be glad to see you. Your visits will be a real charity; for,
-except Lisette, I am quite solitary."
-
-He understood by her manner that it was time to go, and took his leave.
-
-That night he walked over to Judge Minturn's. Amy was just as pretty as
-ever,--just as graceful and gentle and faultless in dress and manner.
-Why was it that he could not interest himself in her as heretofore?
-Had the salt lost its savor? His judgment endorsed her as it always
-had. She was precisely the kind of woman to make a man happy. That
-pure blonde beauty, with its tints of pearl and pink, was just what he
-wanted, always had wanted. Why was it that he was haunted all the time
-by eyes so different from those calm blue orbs of Amy's? He thought
-it was because his new patient's case had interested him so much in
-a medical point of view. He was tired, and he made it an excuse for
-shortening his call.
-
-He went home to sit and smoke and speculate again about Miss
-Colchester. He seemed to see her wonderful exotic face through the blue
-smoke-wreaths. Her words and ways came back to him. He had discovered
-so soon that _she_ was no gentle, yielding creature. She had power
-enough to make her conspicuous anywhere--piquant moods and manners
-of her own, which a man could find it hard to tame. He was glad,--or
-thought he was,--that such office had not fallen to his share,--that
-the woman he had resolved to marry was so unlike her; yet he could not
-banish the imperious face which haunted his fancy.
-
-The next day found him again at Rock Cottage; but he waited until
-afternoon, when all his other visits had been made. It was a warm day;
-and Miss Colchester was again in white, but in full fleecy robes, whose
-effect was very different from the simple cambric wrapper she had worn
-the day before. Ornaments of barbaric gold were in her ears, at her
-throat, and manacled her wrists. A single scarlet lily drooped low in
-her hair. She looked full of life,--strong, passionate, magnetic life.
-Was it possible that he had judged her case aright? Could death come to
-spoil this wonderful beauty in its prime?
-
-Their talk was not like that of physician and patient. It touched on
-many themes, and she illuminated each one with the quick brilliancy
-of her thought. He grew acquainted with her mind in the two hours he
-spent with her; but her history,--who she was,--whence she came,--why
-she was at Windham,--remained as mysterious as before. Her maid came in
-once or twice, and called her "Miss Pauline," and this one item of her
-first name was all that he knew about her more than he had discovered
-yesterday. He saw her,--a woman utterly different from the gentle,
-communicative, impressible, blue-eyed ideal he had always cherished,--a
-woman with whom, had she been in her full health, his reason would
-have pronounced it madness to fall in love. How much more would
-it be madness now, when he knew that she was going straight to her
-doom,--that when the summer came again, it would shine upon her grave!
-And yet it seemed as if the very hopelessness of any passion for her
-made her power over him more fatal.
-
-He went to see her day after day. He did not consciously neglect Amy
-Minturn, because he did not think about her at all. She was no more to
-him in those days than last year's roses, which had smelled so sweet
-to him in their prime. He was absorbed in Pauline Colchester--lived
-in her life. She accepted his devotion, simply because she did not
-understand it. If she had been in health, she would have known that
-this man loved her; but the knowledge of her coming fate must make all
-that impossible, she thought. So she accepted his friendship with a
-feeling of entire security; and, though she revealed to him no facts of
-her material life, admitted him to such close intimacy with her heart
-and soul as, under other circumstances, he might never have reached in
-a lifetime of acquaintance.
-
-And the nearer he drew to her the more insanely he loved her,--loved
-her, though he knew the fate which waited for her, the heart-break he
-was preparing for himself.
-
-At last he told her. He had meant to keep his secret until she died,
-but in spite of himself it came to his lips.
-
-In September it was,--one of those glorious autumn days when the year
-seems at flood-tide, full of a ripe glory, which thrills an imaginative
-temperament as does no tender verdure of spring, no bravery of summer.
-Pauline Colchester, sensitive to all such influences as few are, was
-electrified by it. Dr. Huger had never seen her so radiant, so full
-of vitality. It seemed to him impossible that she should die. If he
-had her for his own,--if he could make her happy,--could he not guard
-her from every shock or excitement, and keep her in such a charmed
-atmosphere of peace that the worn-out heart might last for many a year?
-
-It was the idlest of lover's dreams, the emptiest and most baseless of
-hopes, which he would have called any other man insane for cherishing.
-But he grasped at it eagerly, and, before he knew what he was doing, he
-had breathed out his longing at the feet of Miss Colchester.
-
-"Is it possible," she said, after a silent space, "that you could
-have loved me so well? That you would have absorbed into your own the
-poor remnant of my life, and cherished it to the end? I ought to be
-sorry for your sake; but how can I, when just such a love is what I
-have starved for all my life? I have no right to it now. I am Mrs.,
-not Miss, Colchester. I was Pauline Angereau before Ralph Colchester
-found me and married me. I had money and, I suppose, beauty; perhaps
-he coveted them both. He made me believe that he loved me with all his
-heart; and then, when I was once his wife, he began torturing me to
-death with his neglect and his cruelty. He was a bad man; and I don't
-believe there is a woman on earth strong enough to have saved him from
-himself. I bore everything, for two years, in silence. Then I found
-that it was killing me, and, in one of his frequent absences, I came
-away to die in peace. When it is all over, Lisette will write to him.
-He will have the fortune he longed for, without the encumbrance of
-which he tired so soon. You must not see me any more. Bound as I am,
-feeling what you feel, there would be sin in our meeting. And yet I
-shall die easier for knowing that, once in my life, I have been loved
-for myself alone."
-
-Then Dr. Huger rose to go. To-morrow, perhaps he could combat those
-scruples of hers; but to-day, there was no more to be said to this
-woman whom another man owned. To-morrow, he could tell better how
-nearly he could return to the quiet ways of friendship,--whether it
-would be possible for him to tend her, brother-like, to the last, as
-he had meant to do before he loved her. He took her hand a moment, and
-said, in a tone which he tried so hard to make quiet that it almost
-sounded cold,--
-
-"I must go now. I dare not stay and talk to you. I will come again
-to-morrow."
-
-"Yes, to-morrow."
-
-Her face kindled, as she spoke, with a strange light as of prophecy.
-What "to-morrow" meant to her he did not know. He turned away suddenly,
-for his heart was sore; and, as he went, he heard her say, speaking
-very low and tenderly,--
-
-"God bless you, Francis Huger."
-
-The next day he went again to Rock Cottage. He had fought his battle
-and conquered. He thought now that he could stay by her to the end,
-and speak no word, look no look, which should wrong her honor or his
-own. He asked for her at the door as usual; and they told him she had
-paid her bill that morning, and left. She had come, they said, no one
-knew from whence; and no one knew where she had gone. She had left no
-messages and given no address.
-
-Dr. Huger understood that this was something she had meant to keep
-secret from him of all others. Was he never to see her again? When she
-had said, "Yes, to-morrow," could she have meant the long to-morrow,
-when the night of death should be over? He turned away, making no sign
-of disappointment,--his sorrow dumb in his heart; and, as he went, her
-voice seemed again to follow him,--
-
-"God bless you, Francis Huger."
-
-For two months afterward, he went the round of his daily duties in
-a strange, absent, divided fashion. He neither forgot nor omitted
-anything; yet he saw as one who saw not, and heard with a hearing
-which conveyed to his inward sense no impression. _She_ was with him
-everywhere. All the time, he was living over the brief four weeks of
-their acquaintance, in which, it seemed to him, he had suffered and
-enjoyed more than in all the rest of his lifetime. Every day, every
-hour, he expected some message from her. He felt a sort of conviction
-that she would not die until he had seen her again. He thought, at
-last, that his summons to her side had come. He opened, one day, a
-letter directed in a hand with which he was not familiar. He read in
-it, with hurrying pulses, only these words:--
-
- "Madame Pauline Angereau Colchester is dead. I obey her wish in
- sending you these tidings."
-
- "LISETTE."
-
-From the letter had dropped, as he unfolded it, a long silky tress
-of dark hair. He picked it up, and it seemed to cling caressingly to
-his fingers. It was all he could ever have in this world of Pauline
-Colchester. Her "to-morrow" had come. His would come, too, by-and-by.
-What then? God alone knew whether his soul would ever find hers, when
-both should be immortal.
-
-Will he go back again some day to Amy Minturn? Who can tell? Men have
-done such things. It will depend on how weary the solitary way shall
-seem,--how much he may long for his own fireside. At any rate, he will
-never tell her the story of Pauline.
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN WHOSE LIFE WAS SAVED.
-
-
-
-
-THE MAN WHOSE LIFE WAS SAVED.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-I.
-
-On a pleasant, sunshiny afternoon of early summer, Mlle. Lisa sat
-knitting in the door-way of a white, shining house, fronting on a
-silent, remote street of a garrisoned town of France, not far distant
-from Paris. The street was narrow and badly paved with sharp, irregular
-stones, sloping gradually down to a point in the centre, which formed
-the gutter, and at night was feebly lighted by an oil-lamp suspended
-to a rope and stretched across the street at the corners. The general
-aspect of the place was not amusing, for the habitations were few
-and the passers-by fewer. Long rows of high, white-washed walls, the
-boundaries of gentlemen's gardens, garnished with broken glass and
-pots of cactus, gave a certain monotony to the Rue Arc en Ciel. The
-very blossoms of the fruit-trees and flowering-shrubs behind the
-white-washed walls, looked sleepily over their barriers, as they
-diffused the contagious languor of their odors along the silent
-white street. These drowsy influences, however, seemed in no ways to
-diminish the carolling propensities of Mlle. Lisa, or to abate in any
-particular the ardor of her knitting.
-
-Lisa Ledru was the daughter of the _proprietaire_ of No. 29,--a worthy
-woman who had toiled to sustain herself and an agreeable, sprightly
-husband, addicted to no vice save that of contented idleness, through
-many long, weary years, and had brought up her only child, Lisa, to
-a point of prettiness and usefulness, which compensated for past
-sacrifices, and promised well for the future.
-
-Madame Ledru's house had been for years the abode of _militaires_. She
-would occasionally condescend to the admission of a bourgeois, but this
-infringement of habit and inclination was but a condescension after
-all, and left her with a certain sense of degradation, when she exposed
-her stair-case, which had creaked so long under the thundering tread
-of martial heel and spur, to the mild, apologetic footstep of a man of
-peace. Mme. Ledru's principles were well-known and properly appreciated
-by the regiments in garrison, and her house never lacked inmates. Her
-reputation for discretion and adroitness, in bringing order out of the
-chaotic love affairs which perpetually entangled the impetuous sons
-of Mars, was established on the firmest basis. No lodger was ever "at
-home" to an importunate creditor, so long as madame's ample person
-could bar the passage to their entrance, and no _tête-à-tête_ of a
-tender nature was ever interrupted by the untimely appearance of a
-cherished mother or aunt, or, still worse, the jealous intrusion of a
-rival queen.
-
-The court-yard of Mme. Ledru's house presented a far more lively
-appearance than the street in which it stood. In the centre of
-the court stood a large, umbrageous tree, drooping over a stone
-watering-trough, which gave drink to the numerous horses in the
-stable-yard as well as to the chickens and barn-yard fowls, who
-cackled and prowled about in its vicinity, as they picked up their
-precarious living. At times their foraging-ground would be enriched
-by a shower of crumbs from a friendly window above, and rumor
-asserted that the gallant Colonel Victor de Villeport, hero of many
-campaigns, with the prestige of a wound or two, and a compensating
-glitter of decorations, had so far abandoned himself to the pastime
-of chicken-feeding as to invent new methods of beguiling the monotony
-of the entertainment,--such as tying morsels of bread to a string
-and dancing it distractedly before the eyes of stupid clucking hens,
-until experience had taught them in a measure how to cope with this
-unexpected phase of their trying existence. The stable-yard, extending
-to the left of the court, was gay with the bright military caps of
-orderlies, who sang snatches of vaudeville airs, as they rubbed down
-their masters' steeds, and polished up their sabres and buckles.
-
-But to return to Mlle. Lisa, who sat knitting and singing in the Porte
-Cochère of No. 29, on a warm summer afternoon. Her joyous refrain
-ceased, for a moment, as she heard the little gate opposite to the
-house, belonging to the Countess d'Hivry's garden, creak on its
-hinges, and the next instant saw protruding the round, red head of
-François, the gardener. This apparition, though not itself enchanting,
-gave Mlle. Lisa, on this occasion, the liveliest satisfaction.
-
-"Good-morning, Monsieur François," she said, with a beaming smile, as
-she glanced furtively at the bouquet of flowers which was in his hand.
-However dull might be the instincts of François in many things, they
-were keen enough where Lisa was concerned; and, recognizing at once the
-advantages of the situation, he advanced with a profusion of bows, and
-a grin of ecstasy, to deposit his tribute of flowers at the feet of his
-_adorata_.
-
-"What beautiful taste you have in flowers, Monsieur François," said
-Lisa, with a perceptible elevation of voice, and with a sidelong glance
-at the stone trough in the court-yard, whereat Ulysse, the orderly
-of Colonel de Villefort, was watering his master's horse. "Mme. la
-Contesse d'Hivry says that she could never give a dinner-party without
-you to arrange flowers for the Jardinières, and to furnish all that
-lovely fruit for dessert, which you grow in the glass-houses."
-
-"As to that," replied François, drawing himself up, and assuming an
-attitude of professional dignity, which had momentarily yielded to the
-all-absorbing power of Lisa's presence, "as to that, mademoiselle, I
-can say, without boasting, that the yellow roses and tulips of the
-Jardin du Roi would never be known for tulips and roses alongside of
-mine; though for red and white roses I will not say so much, and the
-pears--
-
-"O mademoiselle! how lovely you are with those flowers in your hair!"
-cried out the enamored gardener, once more forgetful of his life-long
-enthusiasm, the pears and roses, and only mindful of the unexpected
-form of female seduction offered to his distracted gaze. "I never knew
-that roses could be so beautiful," he added, with a genuineness which
-would have touched any being less merciless than a girl of eighteen,
-bent on piquing a more indifferent admirer into something like jealousy.
-
-"It is your roses," said Lisa, laughing, "that make me, what you call
-lovely. I don't make the roses. But what have you peeping out of
-your pocket?" she inquired, fearing that the conversation was about
-to assume a more tender character than she desired; "a note I should
-think"--
-
-"Ah, yes! I had forgotten," said poor François, with a sigh over his
-own hopeless perturbation. "It is from Mme. la Contesse to the Colonel
-de Villefort, and it was to be given without delay."
-
-"Ulysse, Ulysse," cried Lisa, gladly availing herself of this welcome
-diversion, "here is a note for you."
-
-"Do you not see, mademoiselle," said Ulysse, pettishly, not entirely
-pleased with François and his flowers, "do you not see that I am
-watering the colonel's horse? I should think, too, that the bearer of a
-note might deliver it himself."
-
-François, with a soothing sense of present preferment, was about to
-make a good-natured reply, when the colloquy was terminated by a
-sonorous voice from an upper window shouting, "Ulysse!"
-
-"_Mon colonel._"
-
-"Saddle one of my horses immediately."
-
-"Impossible to use either to-day, _mon colonel_; one limps, and I have
-taken Mars to the blacksmith's, for he cast a shoe this morning."
-
-"_Sapeisti!_ What am I to ride then? There is the horse of Monsieur le
-Baron always at our service. He is a nasty, stumbling thing, but if it
-is very pressing"--
-
-Victor de Villefort looked irresolutely out of the window, and
-twirled his blonde mustache. He was a man between thirty and forty
-perhaps, _distingué_ in manner and bearing, and gifted with a charming
-sympathetic voice.
-
-"Here is a note for you, _mon colonel_," said Lisa, glancing
-reproachfully at Ulysse, as she tripped lightly across the court-yard,
-and passing the corridor of red brick, mounted two flights of narrow
-wooden stairs to the colonel's room.
-
-"Thank you, mademoiselle," said Victor, courteously, as he took the
-note. "Ulysse shall stay with me always if you say so. Do the roses
-worn so gracefully on the left side of the head, indicate consent?"
-
-"I wear the roses for the sake of François, the gardener of Madame la
-Contesse d'Hivry, who brings them to me."
-
-"Ah! I am always allowing myself to be taken by surprise, Lisa," said
-Victor, opening his note and glancing over its contents. "I never keep
-pace with fickleness."
-
-"But is it fickleness, _mon colonel_, to like what belongs to the
-Contesse d'Hivry?" inquired Lisa, lowering her eyes with assumed
-_naïveté_.
-
-"For you, yes. I should say that it was. But I dare say, with your
-little malicious airs, mademoiselle, you mean more than that. But I
-advise you to wear roses on the right side for Ulysse, and then tell
-him that he must never leave me; and he shall not, I give you my word,"
-said Victor, gayly, taking up his hat and gloves and moving to the
-door. "What a lucky thing," he continued to himself as he descended
-the stair-case, "that the charming countess only asks for a pedestrian
-cavalier! If she had asked for a mounted escort, I should have been
-forced to have recourse to this tiresome baron here," and Victor
-brushed lightly against the door of a fellow-lodger, "to have used his
-stumbling horse, and then to have been bored for the rest of my life,
-or of his life, about helping him to the cross of the Legion of Honor."
-
-The baron in question was a retired _militaire_, who, inspired with an
-insatiable thirst for fame, was writing a military history of France.
-His chief claims to notice appeared to be the possession of a stumbling
-horse, and an overwhelming greed of decorations.
-
-As Victor mused over the consequences of an incautious acceptance of
-the baron's steed, and over the base intrigues in which a pursuit of
-the coveted cross might involve him, his brow darkened, and his step
-grew heavier.
-
-
-II.
-
-The drawing-room of the Contesse d'Hivry was a comfortable,
-social-looking apartment, though with too great abandon in the matter
-of furniture and decorations, to claim to be a model of any particular
-epoch. The well-polished floors and numerous mirrors reflected back
-the sun's rays, which sometimes penetrated through the fragrant
-vines shading the windows. Bright oriental rugs were at the feet of
-yellow damask ottomans, and the etagères and tables were covered with
-rare bronzes, costly bits of porcelain, alabaster, and goblets of
-crystal. But the appointments of the room seemed never so complete as
-when the countess herself was seated in the embrasure of one of the
-windows, as she was on this occasion, working at her embroidery or her
-aquarelles. Mathilde d'Hivry enjoyed the deserved reputation of being
-irresistibly charming. She was nothing in excess. She was not very
-young, nor very rich, nor very handsome, nor very clever. But she was
-exactly what every one desired that she should be at the moment. No
-one could precisely define why they left her presence in a complacent
-mood and in a friendly attitude towards the whole human race. Such
-being the case, however, her society was naturally sought for, and
-reluctantly abandoned. As the countess sat this afternoon, listlessly
-and idly before her aquarelles, quite disinclined for work, and
-leaning her little head with its great coils of black braids wearily
-on her hands, her eyes rested mechanically on a miniature likeness
-near her. The miniature was that of a young man, well-featured,
-well dressed, well _frisé_, and well-painted. Under the sober tint
-of the beard and hair was the suggestion of a more fiery hue,--the
-red of the ancient Gaul,--just as in the mild brown eyes lurked the
-possibility of a flash of "_furia Francese_," the savage ferocity which
-centuries of civilization and good manners have only smothered in the
-modern Frenchman, and which shows itself any day in the blouses, as
-it might in the time of Charlemagne, in spite of their surroundings
-of millinery, cookery, hair-dressing, and the art of dancing. These
-reflections, however, were not in the least the source of Mathilde's
-preoccupation. After a prolonged contemplation of the young gentleman's
-miniature, she exclaimed petulantly, "Why should my aunt and uncle
-urge me to marry again, especially Armand?" always regarding the brown
-eyes of the miniature. "He looks mild enough there on ivory. But I can
-imagine him clothed with the authority of a husband, making scenes of
-jealousy, interfering, dictating, and being quite insupportable. I like
-him too well to expose him to such temptations. We are much better
-as we are. There is De Villefort. He is more solid, and more simple
-in character, but terribly in earnest, I should say. And they say he
-will never marry. Some disappointment in the past, or some hope for
-the future will keep him as he is,--so they say, at least;" and she
-fell into another revery, which was finally interrupted by a servant
-announcing the Colonel de Villefort.
-
-"Oh! I am so glad that you could come to-day," said the countess,
-resuming her wonted gayety. "Do you share my wish for a stroll in the
-park this afternoon, whilst the band is playing?"
-
-"I always share your wishes, dear countess, and am too happy when I may
-share your pleasures."
-
-"That is almost a compliment, I should say, and you think yourself
-incapable of paying one. Why do you never pay compliments?"
-
-"I will tell you, if you will, in return, tell me why the portrait of
-Monsieur Armand is always so near your favorite seat."
-
-"The reason is, I suppose," said the countess, laughing, "that I am so
-used to it, that I am quite unconscious whether it is there or not."
-
-"Then I will tell you why I rarely pay you compliments,--because I like
-you too well."
-
-"So you can only compliment those whom you dislike?"
-
-"On the contrary, those to whom I am indifferent."
-
-"But Colonel de Villefort," exclaimed the countess, gravely tying on
-her white bonnet before the mirror and observing, with satisfaction,
-that the soft white lace brought out the lustre of her rich hair and
-her clear gray eyes, "do you know that public opinion decides that you
-will never marry?"
-
-"Public opinion, perhaps, is wise enough to decide, because I never
-have married, that I never shall," replied De Villefort, offering his
-arm to the countess as they passed through the door.
-
-"There is certainly a reason for such a supposition in your case,--for
-you have had inducements to marry." The colonel was grave and
-thoughtful, and, for a few moments, they walked on in silence until the
-sound of music roused him from a revery which Mathilde cared not to
-disturb. "We are in the park now," he said, at last, "and almost in the
-midst of 'public opinion,'" he added laughing; "but, after the music,
-if you are not too tired for a stroll in the Jardin du Roi, I will tell
-you some incidents of my early life, and you shall judge whether I can
-marry."
-
-"Oh! thank you," said the countess, eagerly and gratefully, more with
-her eyes than her voice, for the latter was quite lost in a blast of
-Roland à Roncevaux from the trumpets of one of the imperial bands.
-The afternoon being warm, the band was ranged in a circle under the
-protecting shade of the great, careless old trees; but the sun's rays
-penetrated here and there through their branches, throwing a golden
-light on the curls of rosy children frolicking on the green grass,
-casting an aureole of glory around the heads of gray-haired old men,
-and glittering in the epaulets of flighty young officers. There were
-knots of people grouped about in every direction,--French girls,
-by the side of their chaperons, immersed in needle-work; imperious
-English misses staring haughtily at the officers; ladies of opulent
-financial circles, in striking toilets of the last mode, fresh from
-Paris, and a few relics of the "_Ancienne Noblesse_," plainly attired,
-and looking curiously and, perhaps, disdainfully from their small
-exclusive _coterie_, at all this bourgeois splendor. Old women with
-weather-beaten, parchment faces, under neat frilled caps, were possibly
-retrieving, in their old age, the errors of a stormy youth, by carrying
-on the "_Service des chaises_." Others were plying a brisk trade among
-the children by the sale of cakes, plaisirs, and parlor balloons.
-
-Joining a group of acquaintances, Victor fastidiously placed Mathilde's
-chair in a position sheltered from inconvenient sunlight, in proper
-proximity to the music, and where no dust could tarnish the hem of
-her floating immaculate robe. In these commonplace "_petits soins_,"
-common enough in the life of any woman of society, Mathilde recognized
-a spirit of sincere devotion and protecting affection, which gave
-her, at the same time, a thrill of joy, and an undefined sense of
-apprehension and lingering regret. The Contesse d'Hivry passed, in the
-world's estimation, as a model of happiness, and, in one sense, she
-was happy. Gifted with health, a kindly, joyous nature, a due share of
-worldly advantages, and an easy philosophy which enabled her to accept
-cheerfully all daily cares and petty vexations, she was to be envied.
-But she had, as we all have, her own particular demon, who was fond
-of drawing aside a dark, impenetrable curtain, and showing her, in a
-vision of exceeding loveliness, the might-have-beens, and the might-be,
-of this deceptive life, and just as she would rush forward to seize on
-these delicious illusions, they would straightway vanish, leaving her
-to stare once more hopelessly at the same dark, impenetrable curtain.
-As the countess looked out beyond the great trees at the velvet sward
-of the Tapis Vert, at the orange-shrubs in their green boxes, at the
-rows of antique statues on their solitary perches, leading to the great
-fountain, and then the broad massive steps leading at last to the
-distant château, she wondered whether the little demon of "_le grand
-Monarque_," who had cooked in his majesty's behalf so many pleasant
-scenes, had ever the audacity to drop, unbidden, the dark curtain
-before his royal eyes. Whatever had been done, or left undone, in the
-case of "_le grand Monarque_," the demon had conjured up spectacles for
-some of his successors, which had not been so pleasant. It had not been
-the fate of all to look from their bed of state, with dying eyes, on
-the finer alleys, the shining lake, and the peaceful grandeur of the
-royal grounds. The curtain had been drawn once for a sleeping queen,
-and had revealed so dreadful a picture, that she had fled from her bed
-at midnight to escape it. The demon, wearied with the eternal scene of
-the marquis and marquise, in powder and high heels, bowing and mincing
-before their Great King, had chosen to vary his pleasures by calling up
-the old forgotten Gaul, with his red beard and his ferocious eye, to
-storm and rage at the château gates.
-
-Mathilde had wandered so far away with her demon and his pictures, that
-she was astonished, in turning her eyes, to find Victor gazing at her
-with a look of troubled inquiry. The music had changed its character,
-and the triumphal strains of Roland à Roncevaux had given place to a
-plaintive melody of the Favorita, and Mathilde, glad to know her secret
-thoughts thus interrogated by Victor, threw them aside and became once
-more the gay and talkative Contesse d'Hivry.
-
-"How gay you are now," said Victor, addressing the countess, just
-as the last strains of the Favorita had died away, "when I am quite
-the reverse. I never can listen to that duo without feeling its
-meaning,--from association, perhaps; for it is connected with a happy
-and still painful part of my life. Shall we walk now?" said Victor, as
-the countess made her adieus to her friends, and, taking his arm, they
-sauntered away to the Jardin du Roi.
-
-"You sang that duo once," said Mathilde, half-inquiringly, "and I know
-more than you think of your past life, for I will tell you with whom?"
-
-"You knew her, then?" asked Victor.
-
-"Yes, I knew Pauline D'Arblay, slightly, but I have never seen her
-since her marriage, as Pauline Dusantoy."
-
-"She is quite unchanged, at least she was when I last saw her, some
-years ago, and I think that she can never change," said Victor,
-enthusiastically. "She must always be beautiful, as she is good, and
-her native purity, I believe, must always resist the attacks of the
-world, and leave her unscathed from contamination."
-
-"Where is she now?" asked the countess, after a few moments of silence;
-for in proportion to the warmth evinced by Victor in recalling these
-memories of the past, his companion was chilled into quiet reflections.
-
-"In Algiers, I suppose," replied Victor, "where her husband, General
-Dusantoy, has been for years past."
-
-"My enthusiasm for Pauline is only surpassed by my affection and
-reverence for her husband. I have known Dusantoy and have loved him
-from my earliest childhood, and have received from him more proofs of
-undeviating friendship and unwearied devotion than I can ever repay.
-He has saved my life, too, though he unwittingly took from me, what
-I believed at that time to be all that made life desirable," said
-Victor sadly, as they approached the palings of the Jardin Du Roi,
-through which the red and yellow roses and peonies, confident in their
-gorgeousness, were nodding their heads insolently at the _gens d'arme_,
-who paced listlessly before the gate. The verbenas and pansies, equally
-brilliant but less flaunting, were dotted about in compact groups in
-the parterres and on the lawn. The statue, surmounting the column in
-the centre of the lawn, blackened and defaced by the wear and tear of
-years, looked down grimly from its pedestal, as if to impose silence
-on all beneath. So that the jardin, in its absolute repose, found
-little favor in the eyes of children and nurses, who respectively chose
-for their gambols and their flirtations some more joyous and expansive
-locality. Its sole occupants on this occasion were an elderly priest,
-too much absorbed in his breviary to be conscious of the rustling of
-Mathilde's dress as she passed him, together with a pensive soldier,
-who possibly sought diversion from the pangs of unrequited affection
-by tracing with a penknife, on the stone bench which he occupied, an
-accurate outline of his sword.
-
-"You knew Pauline d'Arblay as a child," said the countess to Victor, as
-they seated themselves on a bench at the extremity of the lawn.
-
-"Yes, we were brought up together,--that is, our families were very
-intimate. She was the only child of her parents, and I was the youngest
-of a large family; but as my brothers and sisters were much older than
-myself, and Pauline was nearer my age, we were always together, and,
-until I was sent to college, she was my constant playmate."
-
-"You must regard her as a sister, then," said Mathilde. "Remembrances
-of childish intimacy and souvenirs of soiled pinafores and soiled
-faces, I should think, would always be destructive of romance."
-
-"It might be so, if the transformation of later years did not suggest
-other sentiments,--sentiments which, unhappily for us, were only
-understood when too late for our mutual happiness. I had scarcely seen
-Pauline since our days of hide-and-seek in the château grounds, until
-I finished my course at St. Cyr, and returned a sub-lieutenant, to
-find that Pauline, the child of the pinafore, as you say, had expanded
-into a lovely and lovable girl. At that age, however, I believe that
-few can experience a serious passion. Curiosity and inexperience of
-life prevent concentration on any one object, and make us incapable of
-estimating things at their proper value. At college, too, I had formed
-a romantic friendship for one of my classmates,--Dusantoy,--and the
-ardor of this sentiment occupied me entirely, to the exclusion of all
-others. Dusantoy had a rich uncle, who had purchased a large estate in
-the vicinity of our châteaux. He came to visit his uncle, but passed
-his time naturally with me. Pauline shared our walks and our drives.
-We read to her as she embroidered or sewed, and she sang to us in the
-summer twilight. We were very gay and _insouciant_ in those days,
-little dreaming that our innocent affection would give place to a mad
-passion, that would one day separate us eternally, and fill our lives
-with unsatisfied longings. It was not until some time after, that a
-winter passed by us both in the gay world of Paris revealed to me the
-nature of my love for Pauline. A jealous fear took possession of me.
-Seeing her the object of universal homage and admiration induced me
-to declare my love. She had already discarded wealthy and brilliant
-suitors; and for my sake. But, alas! I was the cadet of the family,
-with only a good name, my sword, _et voila tout_! Pauline's mamma was
-more prudent than her daughter and myself. Circumstances favored her,
-and separated us. I was ordered to Africa, and Pauline returned to
-the château; but we parted hopefully and confidently, vowing eternal
-constancy. When we next met, she was the wife of another man, and that
-man was my best friend, Dusantoy."
-
-"_Mon pauvre ami_," said Mathilde, almost inaudibly, and her hand
-unconsciously rested on his. He pressed it to his lips, and they were
-both silent. Victor's wound was deep as ever; but the poignancy of
-such a grief is already much diminished when the consoling voice of
-another woman and the pressure of her hand can soothe for an instant
-the anguish of the past.
-
-"You know, dear Mathilde," continued Victor, "the history of
-Pauline's misfortunes,--the sudden death of her parents, her father's
-embarrassments and insolvency, and how on his death-bed he implored
-his only child to save the honor of his name by accepting the hand
-of a man in every way worthy of her, and who, at his uncle's recent
-death, had come into possession of an immense fortune, a portion of a
-Conte d'Arblay's forfeited estate. I was in Africa when the news came
-to me that Pauline was affianced to Dusantoy. But I heard it without
-a murmur; for I heard it from Dusantoy's own lips. He had been sent
-to Algiers on an important mission, and came to confide in me in all
-the rapture and ecstasy of his love. Nothing makes one so selfish
-and inconsiderate as an absorbing happiness. Besides, poor Dusantoy
-believed my love for Pauline to be purely fraternal. In my grief and
-despair, I believed once that I must tell him that he was robbing me
-of my sole treasure and hope in life; but, fortunately for him,--for
-us both, perhaps, for I should never have ceased to repent such an
-act of cowardice,--I was seized with brain fever, and for some time
-my life was despaired of. Meanwhile, Dusantoy, with characteristic
-devotion, postponed his return to France and to Pauline, that he might
-watch over me; and to his untiring assiduity and unceasing care I
-undoubtedly owe my recovery. But that is not all. Another accident
-befell me, which would unquestionably have proved fatal to my existence
-had not the skill and courage of Dusantoy again interposed to save me.
-At the beginning of my convalescence, when I was first able to walk a
-few steps in the open air, I was one day pacing the court-yard of the
-house where I lodged, when a low, suppressed roar struck my ear, and
-turning my head, I saw that a large lion had entered the open door-way,
-and was standing within a few paces of me. My first emotion was not
-that of terror,--not the same which I see on your face at this moment,
-_chère contesse_" said Victor, laughing; "for I recognized the animal
-as a tame, well-conducted lion belonging to a gentleman living in the
-outskirts of the city, and was about to approach him, when the sight of
-blood trickling from a wound in his side, and the menacing look of his
-eye, warned me to retreat. Escape by the outer door was impossible, as
-well as entrance to the house, for the lion barred the passage which
-led to both doors; but I thought of a gate leading to a side street,
-which was now my only means of flight. With feeble, tottering steps
-I had gained this point, and in another instant should have made my
-escape; but, by a singular fatality, the gate was bolted. I had neither
-strength to force it nor agility to scale the wall. The lion, irritated
-by his wound, and excited, as I found afterwards, by previous pursuit,
-followed me with another ominous roar and a look of hostility far from
-encouraging to one in my position.
-
-"Of all that followed I have but a confused idea. I was weak and
-ill,--my brain reeled; but I remember that, as the lion was about to
-spring, a violent blow made him turn with a snarl of rage, and spring
-towards a new adversary,--Dusantoy,--who stood, gun in hand, in the
-centre of the court-yard. Then the report of a fire-arm, and I can
-recall nothing further. Dusantoy was an admirable shot, took cool aim,
-and hit the lion in the heart. Pauline and I fancied that we felt the
-recoil of the weapon in our own hearts for many a long day afterwards.
-But perhaps it was mere fancy," said Victor, lightly, as he watched the
-cheek of the countess growing paler as he spoke.
-
-"To end my long story," continued Victor, "after these experiences I
-took a voyage to reëstablish my health; and, when I returned, I spent
-a week in the same house with General Dusantoy and his wife. It was
-heroic on my part; but I could stay no longer, and I have never seen
-them since. And now you understand, _chère contesse_, why I have never
-married."
-
-"I understand for the past? Yes," said Mathilde, rising from her seat;
-"but the future"--her sentence terminated in a shrug.
-
-The last rays of sunlight were gilding the head of the statue on the
-lawn; the priest had closed his book, and, with the swift, noiseless
-tread of his order, had glided from the garden; the melancholy soldier
-had girded his sword about him, after leaving its dimensions gracefully
-reproduced on the bench where he sat, and had followed the priest; the
-evening air was damp and chill, and Victor drew Mathilde's shawl around
-her with tender care.
-
-"You are tired, dear Mathilde," said Victor. "You are pale; I have
-wearied you with my long stories, _Appuyez vous bien sur moi_," and he
-drew her arm through his, as they turned their steps homeward.
-
-"You have made me so happy to-day!" said Victor, as they approached
-the house of the countess. "Will you give me some souvenir of this
-afternoon,--the ribbon that you wear?"
-
-"We will make an exchange then," said Mathilde, laughingly, as she
-handed the ribbon. "I will give a ribbon for the flowers in your
-button-hole; and we will see who is most true to their colors."
-
-A passionate pressure of the hand and a lingering kiss on Mathilde's
-primrose gloves were the only reply, and they parted. The delicate odor
-of the primrose gloves lingered with Victor, as he sauntered homeward
-in the dim twilight. The earnest, almost appealing, look of Mathilde,
-as he parted from her, haunted him.
-
-"Could I ever forget and be happy?" he asked of himself. The very idea
-seemed to him an unpardonable infidelity,--a culpable forgetfulness of
-past memories, which lowered him in his own estimation. At the corner
-of the Rue Arc en Ciel he encountered Mlle. Lisa, hanging contentedly
-on the arm of Ulysse. Poor François and his flowers were forgotten at
-that moment, and Lisa had abandoned herself to the delights of allaying
-a jealousy successfully roused in the heart of the gallant Ulysse by
-her recent tactics.
-
-"_Mon colonel_," said Ulysse, "a lady has called twice to see you in
-your absence. The last time she waited a long while in your room, and
-finally left a note, which she said was important and must be handed to
-you at once."
-
-"A lady! Who can it be? My venerable maiden aunt, I suppose," said
-Victor, shrugging his shoulders, "who has lost her vicious, snarling
-poodle,--a wretched brute that always bites my legs, when I dare to
-venture them in my aunt's snuff-colored saloon, and that I am expected
-to find for her now, by virtue of my name of Villefort."
-
-"The lady is young, handsome, and in widow's weeds," said Ulysse, half
-in reply to his colonel's muttered soliloquy, as he ran before him and
-vanished into the court-yard of No. 29, in search of the note.
-
-The twilight deepened and thickened on the silent little street. The
-oil lamp, hanging from the rope at the corner, was lighted, but its
-feeble rays only penetrated a short distance, leaving the rest wrapt
-in mystery and gloom, and the gate opening from the Contesse d'Hivry's
-garden, François' portal of happiness, through which he passed into the
-blissful presence of his Lisa, was scarcely discernible. The evening
-was clear and fine, however, the stars were beginning to glimmer in the
-sky, and a faint band of light in the east was growing every moment
-into glistening silver, under the rays of the coming moon.
-
-After parting with Victor, Mathilde entered the _salon_, and, throwing
-herself languidly into a chair, recalled with feminine minuteness the
-events and conversation of the afternoon, until oppressed with the
-light and warmth of the house, she sought refuge in the cool air of the
-_balcon_, and, leaning on the balustrade, looked dreamily through the
-honeysuckle vines at the parterres and lawn beyond. The meditations of
-the countess, however, were not exclusively romantic, in spite of the
-languid grace of her attitude, and the poetic abstraction of her gaze.
-She was fortifying herself against an attack of imprudent tenderness,
-by sternly picturing to herself all the practical disadvantages of
-a marriage of inclination. Could she incur the lasting displeasure
-of her aunt and uncle by marrying any one save her cousin Armand?
-Could she sacrifice the half of her fortune, which was the penalty of
-such a caprice of the heart, and sink into comparative poverty? The
-souvenir of a single phrase, however, in the tender inflection of a
-manly voice,--"_Appuyez vous bien sur moi_," was ever present to her
-memory quickening the beatings of her heart, and bringing the warm
-blood to her cheeks. The moon had risen, pouring a flood of silver
-light over François' roses, and the pots of cactus on the garden-wall.
-The countess strolled into the garden, and, fancying that she heard a
-whispered conversation proceeding from the little gate leading into the
-Rue Arc en Ciel, she turned her footsteps in that direction.
-
-"Is that you, Lisa?" asked the countess, rightly suspecting that the
-muslin dress, fluttering in the moonlight, could belong to none other
-than the daughter of the worthy Mme. Ledru, and that she was about to
-surprise a _tête-à-tête_ between the coquettish Lisa, and her gardener,
-the enamored François.
-
-"Yes, madame," said Lisa, "can I be of any service?"
-
-The countess shared poor François' partiality for Lisa. Her bright
-eyes and shining hair were pleasant to look at, and her quick wit
-and cheerful voice made her a nice companion, and then she enjoyed
-the inestimable privilege of living in the same house with Victor de
-Villefort. Perhaps some bit of intelligence concerning him would escape
-her,--whatever it might be, Mathilde knew that it would be of thrilling
-interest to her. If there was to be a morning-parade the following
-day, Mathilde would go to the _Terrain de Manoeuvre_, to see her hero
-"_en grande tenue_," in the staff of the General.
-
-"What a beautiful moonlight, Lisa! Will you walk with me towards the
-lake? Fetch my shawl first from the house."
-
-"Here it is, madame," said Lisa, quite breathless, as she returned with
-the shawl, and wrapped it around Mathilde. François unbarred the gate
-and they stepped into the street.
-
-"I should like to know, madame, what has befallen the Colonel de
-Villefort this evening," said Lisa, divining with tact the role she was
-destined to play.
-
-"What has happened?" asked Mathilde, with ill-feigned unconcern.
-
-"We cannot imagine, madame. But this afternoon, during the absence of
-Colonel de Villefort, a lady in deep mourning, young and handsome,
-called to see him. Finding that he was not at home, she left a note
-for him, and when the colonel read it, he was wild with excitement,
-and called to Ulysse for his horse. The horse was lame, and not fit
-for use, and the colonel swore, for the first time, I think since he
-has been in our house. That is saying a great deal for a _militaire_,
-madame. Ulysse has never seen the lady before. The colonel never
-receives any lady but his aunt the Marquise de Villefort, and that is
-also saying a great deal for a _militaire_,--is it not, madame?"
-
-"Well, did he get a horse?" asked Mathilde, with a severity which
-astonished Lisa, in the unconsciousness of her childish babble.
-
-"Yes, madame; there is the horse of a queer baron, who lives with us,
-who often puts his horse at the disposal of Monsieur le Colonel. The
-horse stumbles too, but the colonel mounted him and rode off in furious
-haste."
-
-"Who can she be?" asked the countess with an anxiety impossible to
-repress. "Did he take this direction when he rode away?"
-
-"Yes, madame, he rode toward the lake. But take care, take care,
-madame!" shrieked Lisa, as the furious clatter of a horse's hoofs on
-the pavement warned her of danger. They had barely time to take refuge
-in an open door-way, before a riderless horse dashed past them.
-
-"'Tis the baron's horse,--and the colonel, madame. _Mon Dieu! Mon
-Dieu!_ What has become of him? Let me run for Ulysse."
-
-"And I will go on to the lake," said the countess; "perhaps."
-
-"Not alone, madame," exclaimed Lisa.
-
-But the countess had already disappeared under the shadow of the
-houses, and Lisa, equally fleet of foot, vanished in the opposite
-direction, in search of Ulysse. Mathilde hurried on,--whither she knew
-not. A blind instinct stronger than reason warned her that delay would
-be fatal, and that the life, grown to be so precious in her eyes, was
-awaiting her coming, flickering and failing, perhaps, as it hovered
-near death, which was for her to avert. She redoubled her pace, and
-flew through the silent street, where she had passed but a few hours
-before leaning on Victor's arm. She saw the lake before her, calm and
-silvery. There was a hill to descend, and at the foot, by the side of
-the lake, was a loose pile of stones. She sprang forward to pick up
-something in the road. It was a riding-whip which she knew well and had
-handled a hundred times. For an instant she was motionless, her head
-swam, and her eyes closed to shut out the sight of a prostrate form,
-lying at her feet so still and calm in the white moonlight. She knew
-that, too. She knew well the blonde hair stained with blood, trickling
-from a wound near the temple; and with a wild cry for help, Mathilde
-raised the head, half-buried in mud and water, and gazed despairingly
-at the closed eyes and rigid features of Victor de Villefort.
-
-
-III.
-
-The autumn days had come again, and the sun shone on heaps of dried
-brown leaves, which went whirling about in the Rue Arc en Ciel, with
-every gust of wind. Mlle. Lisa was in her accustomed seat in the
-door-way, No. 29, with shining hair and rosy cheeks, absorbed in the
-customary knitting, but still capable of casting sly glances in the
-direction whence François or Ulysse might finally appear. She was not
-fated to languish long in solitude, for the faithful François, never
-sufficiently confident of his personal attractions to present himself
-empty-handed before the object of his admiration, was soon standing by
-her side, fortified with a propitiatory offering of grapes.
-
-"O François," exclaimed Lisa, "how glad I am to see you! Has Mme. la
-Contesse really gone?"
-
-"Yes, she has gone," replied François. "Monsieur Armand and the aunt of
-madame have accompanied her. But you should have seen her pale face,
-all covered with tears. It would have made you weep, too, Mlle. Lisa,
-for it made me. Just think, mademoiselle, she never once tasted of the
-grapes that I picked for her this morning, and placed so neatly in a
-little basket."
-
-And poor François groaned audibly over this conclusive proof of the
-countess's changed and melancholy condition.
-
-"Ah, poor madame, she has been so ill! But why did she go, then?" asked
-Lisa.
-
-"Monsieur Armand and her aunt told her that she would never get well
-here, and that she needed change of air, and so they hurried her
-away,--only giving her time to write a few lines to your colonel, whose
-life is not worth saving, if he cannot love Mme. la Contesse. Here is
-the packet for Colonel de Villefort."
-
-"Yes, it was very brave and good of madame," said Lisa, "to find
-the colonel, and to pull his head out of the water. He must have
-suffocated, so says the doctor, if madame had not found him when
-she did. But there is some mystery about the handsome lady in deep
-mourning. I know who she is. She is the widow of General Dusantoy, who
-lately died in Algiers; and she came every day to inquire for Colonel
-de Villefort, when he was not expected to live; but since he is better,
-I have seen no more of her."
-
-"Well, I will say again," said François, "that if your colonel finds
-the lady handsomer and better than Mme. la Contesse, then madame had
-better left his head in the water."
-
-Whilst Victor and his affairs were thus discussed below-stairs with
-the intelligence and fairness usually developed in such discussions,
-he sat in his room above, pale and thin, the shadow of his former
-self,--twisting his blonde mustache, and gazing moodily through the
-window at distant hills, all brown and yellow with autumn leaves
-and autumn sunlight. His meditations were far from cheerful. People
-were perpetually saving his life. Here was a new dilemma: Pauline
-free once more,--free and true to her early love. Happiness once
-more in his grasp; but Mathilde--was not his honor half-engaged, as
-were his feelings a few weeks since? Could he so readily forget all
-that had passed between them, and all that he owed her? Could he
-repay the debt of his life by vapid excuses or by cold desertion? He
-gazed mechanically at colored prints of Abelard and Heloise, hanging
-side by side on the wall, and hoped that inspiration, or at least
-consolation, might descend on him from these victims of unhappy
-passion. But in Abelard's face he looked in vain for anything beyond
-conceited pedantry, and Heloise was too much absorbed in her own mighty
-resignation to trouble herself concerning the woes of others. A tap at
-the door roused him at last from this unprofitable contemplation, and
-in reply to his "_entrez_," the bright face of Mlle. Lisa appeared at
-the open door.
-
-"_Bon jour_, monsieur; here is a letter from Mme. la Contesse d'Hivry,
-who has gone this morning with her aunt and Monsieur Armand," and Lisa
-paused to notice the effect of her abrupt announcement.
-
-"Gone!" said Victor, with unfeigned astonishment. "Where has she gone?"
-
-But Lisa observed that the hand of the colonel, as he opened the
-packet, was, in spite of recent illness, ominously steady, and that the
-surprise naturally occasioned by the news of the countess's departure
-was quite unmingled with the grief and despair which mademoiselle had
-kindly hoped to evoke. If she had dared, however, to remain until the
-opening of the packet, her curiosity and interest would have been
-rewarded by observing Victor's start of pained surprise as a faded
-flower fell from the open letter, and his sigh of genuine regret as
-the memory of the last happy day passed with Mathilde d'Hivry came to
-him in full force, effacing, for the moment, all trace of his recent
-reflections, and investing the image of Mathilde with all the poetical
-charm of an unattainable dream of happiness. She was no longer an
-obstacle in the fulfilment of his life-long hopes,--hopes persistently
-cherished, yet cruelly baffled. He looked wistfully at the faded
-flower as he crushed it in his hand, and recalled their last parting,
-and though the souvenirs of the day--the flower from his button-hole,
-and the ribbon which she had worn--had been lightly exchanged and
-laughingly given, he knew well that the worthless relic, which he now
-crumbled into dust and threw from the window, would have been tenderly
-kept and treasured in good faith, had his destiny so willed it. Victor
-turned sadly to the letter which lay before him, in Mathilde's delicate
-writing. It began cheerfully enough, however, as her letters were wont
-to do.
-
-"I cannot leave you, dear Victor, without a word of parting, and I fear
-that a personal interview between invalids, like ourselves, might not
-conduce to our mutual recovery. In my own case, absolute change of air
-and scene are ordered, together with perfect quiet and rest. The one is
-easily gained by going to Italy; but do we ever attain the other? or
-would we attain it, if we could? When we next meet, for we must meet
-some day, _mon ami_, we shall know, by looking in each other's eyes,
-how obedient we have been to our physician's advice, and how great
-has been its efficacy. The climate of Paris will heal in your case,
-dear Victor, all that time has left unhealed, and I shall prepare for
-your coming, by making a visit of explanations as well as of adieus.
-Lest you find this enigmatical, I must explain, that certain rumors
-concerning us, so rife in our little town, have reached the ears of
-one who daily awaits you in Paris. I shall see Pauline Dusantoy, and
-dissipate all doubts, by announcing my immediate departure for Italy. I
-send you a faded rose-bud, which you may remember in all its freshness,
-and which I have no heart to throw away. But you know how jealous
-Armand is. Adieu, dear Victor, my hope in the future is, that the life
-which I have just seen trembling on the brink of eternity, may be
-crowned with full and perfect happiness. Adieu."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Colonel de Villefort was still weak and easily moved, and a choking
-sensation in the throat made him quite uncomfortable, as he placed
-carefully in a little drawer the letter which he had just read. He was
-still haunted by a wistful look of soft and winning eyes, and he seemed
-to hear the whispered adieu of a silvery voice, whose pure tones had so
-often charmed and soothed him. Is the adieu eternal? he asked himself.
-I think not, for I want no nobler and truer friend for my Pauline
-than the Contesse d'Hivry, and Pauline will hold sacred as myself the
-debt of gratitude due to the woman who has saved my life. But the
-idea of marrying Monsieur Armand! To be sure he is handsome, rich,
-well-connected, and has a certain charm in conversation, but quite
-incapable of appreciating so noble a being as Mathilde; and then what
-want of taste on her part! Victor's impatience was changing rapidly
-into indignation, at the thought of the Contesse d'Hivry presuming to
-marry, or trying to be happy, when another knock at the door changed
-the current of his thoughts. This time it was Ulysse and not Lisa
-who was the bearer of a letter, covered with armorial bearings, and
-addressed with many flourishes to Colonel de Villefort.
-
-"What does the German baron want now?" said Victor, with an impatient
-shrug as he glanced at the writing, "after breaking my neck with his
-wretched brute of a horse? He sends many compliments of congratulation
-to Monsieur le Colonel for his rapid recovery after the deplorable
-accident, etc., etc., etc. And as he understands that Monsieur le
-Colonel contemplates a visit to Paris, the moment that his health
-permits, may Monsieur le Baron hope for his gracious intercession
-in his behalf, that he may at last receive the reward of merit, the
-much-desired cross of the Legion of Honor. Just as I supposed," said
-Victor, laughing. "It would save me much trouble and mental agony to
-give him mine, only I remember that Pauline has a weakness for these
-baubles."
-
-"_Mon colonel_, may I say a word?" asked Ulysse, awkwardly, turning the
-door-knob to keep himself in countenance. "Mlle. Lisa"--
-
-"Is that the word, my good Ulysse?" said Victor, waiting in vain for
-Ulysse to complete his sentence. "I understand that you should think
-it the only word worth uttering, and I think you quite right. There is
-only poor François, who may object to have his heart broken. Lisa is a
-nice girl, and I have promised her that you should not leave me."
-
-"Thank you, _Mon colonel_," said Ulysse, glowing with exultation and
-triumphant pride.
-
-"Now pack my portmanteau. I shall go to Paris to-morrow in the early
-train."
-
-
-
-
-THE ROMANCE OF A WESTERN TRIP.
-
-
-
-
-THE ROMANCE OF A WESTERN TRIP.
-
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-
-
-The two following letters, received by me in the year 1852, will
-explain themselves.
-
- "MY DEAR W----: When I left you at the depot in Boston, and was
- whirled away westward, I knew not from what point I should address
- you. I promised you, on the last evening that we passed together, that
- from time to time I would, for your delectation, give you an account
- of any adventure I might chance to meet with in my wanderings; as,
- also, to try my hand at pen-and-ink sketches of men and manners.
-
- "Could you appreciate my surroundings, you would give me credit for
- a truthful adherence to my word. As to where I am at this present
- writing, I cannot say. In order to understand why I make so strange
- a statement, I must begin my story some weeks back, and narrate an
- incident that befell me, and led to the penning of this epistle.
-
- "The month of May, in our northern climate, needs no laudation as to
- its charms; and, after a sojourn of many years in your crowded city,
- I was fully prepared to appreciate all the beauty of this spring-time
- among the wilds of Michigan. Therefore, after leaving Detroit for
- the interior, I soon found (as the days were growing much warmer)
- that it would be wisdom for me to discard most of the luggage with
- which I had encumbered myself; as, by so doing, I could, as it were,
- cut loose from dependence upon vehicles of all descriptions; and,
- when my desires pointed that way, or a necessity arose, I could make
- use of those powers of locomotion with which nature has endowed me.
- Therefore, at the termination of the stage-route at H----, I selected
- a few indispensable articles, and, transferring them to a knapsack,
- sent back my trunk to an acquaintance at Detroit, with a request to
- hold it subject to my order, and prepared myself for rough travelling
- in the interior, or, as a New Englander would denominate it, 'the
- backwoods.'
-
- "At the country tavern, in which I abode as a guest from Saturday
- until Monday, I made inquiries of the landlord as to the route I
- was to take, and the nature of the roads between H---- and the town
- of N----, which I desired to visit. My host, a shrewd, bright-eyed
- little man of forty, and a former resident of New Hampshire, lowered
- his brows, and assumed a dubious look as he listened to me; and, on
- my asking for an explanation of this change of countenance, informed
- me that, had I money of any amount about my person, I had better look
- to the availability of my pistols, and pay particular attention to
- the company I might fall in with; for, within the past two years,
- a number of travellers had been relieved of their possessions, and
- two of them murdered on the roads I should be under the necessity of
- passing over. The country being sparsely settled, the officers of the
- law had been unable to trace the perpetrators of these acts of felony.
- I listened to these details with much uneasiness, for, on leaving
- Boston, I had, by an acquaintance, been intrusted with a package of
- three hundred dollars, to deliver to Judge Perry, of N----, to meet
- some payments becoming due on a purchase of pine lands; in addition,
- I had upon my person some means of my own, the loss of which would
- indeed be a calamity of a serious nature, as I was too far away from
- friends to avail myself of their good services. I assumed an air of
- ease, however, which I was far from feeling, and left my loquacious
- friend, laughing defiance at all the dangers of the way. I had been
- unable to obtain a conveyance at anything like a reasonable rate;
- therefore, as the weather was so charming, had determined to undertake
- the journey of seventy miles on foot, trusting to obtain a ride from
- such travellers I might chance now and then to meet going westward.
- For two days, I pressed cheerfully forward, being kindly welcomed to
- a supper and bed in the cabin of the settlers. The roads were rough,
- and at places illy defined, and I was often at fault as to my route;
- this, and want of practice as a pedestrian, made my progress slow.
- As the evening of the third day drew near, I judged I must still be
- some twenty or twenty-five miles from my destination. I was ascending
- a hill over the worst road that I had yet encountered. The dwarf pine
- clothed the whole declivity, and rendered the approaching night more
- gloomy than it would have been in the more open country. I was greatly
- fatigued from my long day's walk, and, coming to a large boulder that
- had evidently rolled from the higher ground above, I seated myself
- to gain strength, and lifted my hat to let the wind cool my heated
- forehead. Down, far away to my right, I could hear the gurgling and
- splashing of a torrent, while the sough of the breeze among the pines
- made a weird music that added somewhat to a depression that had been,
- for the last hour, gradually stealing over me. The romantic visions
- I had formerly entertained of nature in her solitary moments had
- all departed, and I longed for the companionship of man. Some five
- miles back, I had been at fault as to my route; but, trusting to good
- fortune, had taken the road I was now upon. As I sat meditating, I all
- at once recollected that I had been cautioned, by a man of whom I had
- inquired, against taking the way that led to the hills; for, by so
- doing, I should go astray. Undecided as to whether it would be better
- to retrace my steps, or go on, in hopes of finding a lodging for the
- night, I had arisen, and was hesitating which way I should turn, when
- I heard the tramp of horses' hoofs, and down, from the higher ground
- on my left, rode two men.
-
- "The obscurity had become so great while I had lingered, that I could
- form but an indefinite idea as to their characteristics. The foremost,
- mounted on a dark-bay horse, was slightly built, and evidently young.
- His felt hat was so slouched over his face that all I could note was,
- that he wore beard and mustache long, both of intense blackness.
-
- "His companion was a much more powerful man, and sat upon the
- roan mare he bestrode in a careless manner; his face, also, was
- hidden by an equal amount of hair, and, in addition, warm as was
- the weather, his neck was muffled in a large woollen comforter. My
- presence evidently took them by surprise, for they abruptly checked
- their horses, and the younger man pulled sharply upon the bridle,
- half-turning his steed, and seemed about to retrace the way he had
- come, without greeting me. He, however, recovered his self-possession,
- and with a 'Good-evening, stranger,' continued on until he was at my
- side. I was truly thankful at this encounter, for I felt my doubts as
- to my movements would now be solved. In a few words, I stated that
- I had wandered from the road I should have taken, and asked their
- assistance to set me right. The younger man seemed to labor under
- restraint, and spoke but little; the other, however, offered to show
- me the way, and stated they were going in the direction I desired to
- pursue. They spoke in a manner and used language that convinced me
- they were men of superior culture from those one might expect to
- meet in the wild and sparsely settled district in which I was now
- travelling.
-
- "'We have no time to spare, if we would get out of these pine-lands
- and beyond the river-ford before the darkness becomes troublesome,'
- said the larger man, as he urged his horse to a quick walk along the
- road up the hill. 'You had best follow me, while my companion can
- bring up the rear.'
-
- "Without hesitation, I acted upon his suggestion, as I was anxious to
- reach a place of rest. 'You should consider yourself highly honored
- to be so escorted and guarded from the dangers of the road,' said
- my guide, as he half-turned in his saddle, with what I then thought
- a jocular, but have since recalled as a sinister, laugh. 'Have you
- any valuable property about you, that you can feel grateful for the
- convoy?' Without a thought of the wisdom of silence on this point, I
- answered: 'More than I should care or can afford to lose, for I am
- a thousand miles from home, and among strangers.' The next moment
- I felt as if I could have bitten out my tongue for its imprudence;
- for flashing upon me came the remembrance of the landlord's tales
- of robbery and violence. We had turned from the main road to the
- right, into a narrower track, and were descending the hill toward
- the river, as I judged; for each moment the noise of its waters were
- more audible. In a brief time after my last remark, I felt that the
- horseman behind me was pressing closer than was needful, and I partly
- stepped from the path, intending to let him pass; for I instinctively
- felt I would rather have them both in front. As I did so, I almost
- unconsciously placed my hand upon my revolver. The younger man stooped
- from his saddle as he came abreast of me, and, speaking in a cold,
- hard tone, exclaimed, 'My good fellow, we will take charge of your
- watch and money.' He leaned forward as he spoke, as if to grasp my
- collar. At the same moment he who rode in front leaped to the ground,
- and turned toward me. I saw my danger in an instant, and, quickly
- drawing my pistol, fired at the head of my nearest foe. The flash
- of the powder gave me a more distinct view of his face than I had
- yet had. As he recoiled from me, I noticed a peculiar droop of the
- left eyelid, and heard the expression, 'My God, I am hit!' At the
- same moment a crushing blow descended upon my skull, and a thousand
- stars seemed falling around me, and all was blackness. My return to
- consciousness was occasioned by a sudden contact with cold water, and
- I awoke to find myself struggling in the midst of a rushing torrent.
- Instinctively I grasped at a support, comprehending my situation in
- an instant. I had been hurled by my assailants into the stream we had
- been approaching, and they undoubtedly supposed that I was beyond
- the chance of recovery. The moon was not yet up, and I could discern
- nothing except the general outlines of the banks of the stream, which,
- rising high on each side, showed me I was at the bottom of a ravine.
- It was many minutes ere my efforts were crowned with any degree of
- success; at last, as I was hurled along, my hands came in contact
- with the drooping bough of a tree, and, weak as I was from the blow
- I had received and the benumbing effect of my immersion in the icy
- current, the principle of self-preservation enabled me to put forth
- almost superhuman strength, and to retain my hold on this anchor of
- hope.
-
- "After many abortive attempts, I succeeded in dragging myself up, as
- it were out of the jaws of death, upon the rocks which composed the
- banks of the stream. As soon as I felt I was safe from the danger of
- a watery grave, my strength left me, and I fell back almost utterly
- devoid of life. My head felt as if a thousand triphammers were at
- work upon it; a deadly sickness came over me, and I found that I was
- relapsing into insensibility. By a great effort, however, I overcame
- this lethargy, and crawled on my hands and knees up over the piled-up
- rocks and bare roots of trees, until I found myself upon the soft moss
- and dead leaves beyond. Here I lay for a long time, slowly recovering.
- On an examination of my person, I found my watch and purse gone, as
- well as the money-belt containing the three hundred dollars in gold
- with which I had been intrusted. But what I felt to be a more severe
- loss than all else was a valuable diamond ring, that had once been
- my dead mother's, and given to me by her in her last illness. Some
- hundred and fifty dollars in bank-bills and a letter of introduction
- to Judge P----, placed two days before in one of my boots, had escaped
- the search of the highwaymen. None of my bones were broken; but a
- frightful swelling upon my head proved the force of the blow dealt
- me, evidently from the loaded handle of a riding-whip. The pain was
- intense, and, not knowing how serious might be the injury I had
- received, I determined to seek some shelter while I was yet able to do
- so. I cannot describe the agony I endured in the next three or four
- hours. Though weak and suffering, I succeeded in finding by accident
- a narrow by-path, or trail, leading through the forest, and continued
- on, shivering with cold, and frequently obliged to throw myself upon
- the ground, in order to gain strength and rally my wandering senses.
- The moon came up, and my knowledge of the time of its rising proved
- to me that I must have been insensible and in the hands of the two
- ruffians for at least two hours. I was now in a level country once
- more, having left the hills behind me, and, as the moon rose higher in
- the heavens, I could distinguish my surroundings without difficulty.
- I stumbled along the path I was treading, faint and ill, and at last,
- as I began to think I could go no further, came to a clearing, and,
- at my left, beheld a rough log-house among the charred stumps of the
- trees. I reached the door, and, after many efforts, awakened the
- sleepy inmates. A good-natured face greeted my sight, as a bushy head
- was protruded from a narrow window at my right, and a kindly voice
- asked, 'What is wanted?' Each instant growing fainter, I was hardly
- able to articulate; and, before I could explain my position, I sank
- insensible upon the threshold. When I say that it is almost three
- weeks since that occurrence, and that from then until now I have
- not been in the open air, you will understand how desperate was the
- illness that followed. My honest host and his good wife have watched
- over me as if I had been a son instead of a stranger; and to their
- tender nursing I owe my recovery, for no physician has seen me. Far
- away from any settlement, upon one of the least frequented cross-roads
- in the wild section in which they dwell, sometimes weeks would elapse
- without a wayfarer passing their humble abode. Now, once more, I am
- able to arise and sit in the sunshine; and I hope soon to be in a
- condition to seek out the authors of my sufferings. As I have lain on
- my bed, too weak to move, I have thought much, and, strange as it may
- appear, I feel an innate conviction that I shall not only discover the
- two men who endeavored to murder me, but that I shall also recover
- the property I have lost. The reason that I entertain this opinion is
- this: The very fact of my long insensibility after the blow upon my
- head, and the subsequent disposal of my body by casting it into the
- mountain torrent, all go to confirm me in my belief that they thought
- me dead. Consequently, having no fear of my reappearance, they will
- not seek to conceal themselves, or seek refuge from detection by
- flight. The old lady (whom I have found a great gossip), I presume,
- thinks it a 'God-send' my being here; for she can now give vent to her
- loquacity; and, were it not that this letter was already frightfully
- long, I would quote some of her decidedly original remarks for your
- entertainment. I accounted for the plight I was in by stating that I
- had missed my footing in the darkness, and fallen into the stream,
- striking my head upon a projecting rock as I descended. At night when
- my host has returned from his labor, I have gleaned from him a full
- description of the country for miles around, and find that I can reach
- N---- in a day's ride, and that it is one of the most noteworthy
- places this side of Detroit. As soon as I dare, I shall proceed there,
- and my next letter will undoubtedly be mailed from that point. I shall
- not tell you that I wish I had remained in Boston; for to do so would
- be useless and foolish. I am now desirous of going forward to the
- accomplishment of the object I first had in view when I left you, but
- shall remain, however, in this part of the country, both to regain my
- health and strength, and to seek out and punish my assailants." #/
- /# "MY DEAR W----: When I finished my last epistle, I little thought
- I should allow six weeks to elapse before I again took up the thread
- of my story; but, my mind and time have been so fully occupied, that
- I must crave your indulgence. It is now the latter part of July, and
- as you know, at this season of the year one does not feel disposed to
- be loquacious. That you may fully comprehend my position, however, I
- must be somewhat more minute in my descriptions than I could wish to
- be. The sun was near its setting on as lovely a day as I have ever
- seen, when I approached the house of which I am still an inmate. The
- kind-hearted man who had given me shelter and care during my illness,
- brought me to the village of N----, and seemed to regret parting
- from me. I walked up the pretty street towards a large, white house
- standing upon an eminence at its termination, which had been pointed
- out to me as the residence of Judge Perry. As I paused at a gate
- leading into the finely-kept grounds, I could, without an effort of
- the imagination, fancy that I was once more in dear New England, for
- all evidence of newness seemed to have been obliterated. I turned
- and looked back upon the scene; the cottages quietly nestling amid
- a multitude of shade-trees, now clothed in their loveliest garments
- of green; far away the encircling hills, and, a little to my left, a
- pretty stream creeping down the valley, its waters turned to molten
- silver by the glance of the sinking sun. While lost in revery I
- had not noticed the approach of an elderly gentleman, who now came
- forward, and placed his hand upon the latch of the gate at which I
- was standing, at the same time greeting me with the remark of 'A
- delightful ending to as beautiful a day as one need wish for.' I
- responded, eulogizing both the weather and scenery. Whilst speaking, I
- took cognizance of my companion, and felt sure, from the descriptions
- I had received, that I was addressing the owner of the residence;
- and he, in answer to my inquiry, answered in the affirmative, and
- said, 'You are Mr. James H---, I presume. I have been expecting you
- for some time, having received a letter from my friend in Boston,
- advising me of your intention of visiting me. I heartily welcome you,
- and trust that on further acquaintance we shall be mutually pleased
- with each other; but I am keeping you here at the gate, when I should
- show you truer hospitality by inviting you within.' I accepted his
- courtesy and was soon in a pleasant bed-chamber, where I made such
- a toilet as my limited means afforded. As I descended the stairs in
- response to the summons of the supper-bell, I felt the awkwardness
- of my position; placed as I was, without a suitable wardrobe, in a
- family of such evident social standing. Trusting soon to remedy this
- deficiency, I entered a large apartment at the left, and found my
- entertainer ready to lead me to the supper-room. I made some excuses
- as to my appearance, which he turned off with a jest, and, opening
- a door, ushered me to the well-spread table. As we came forward, a
- young lady arose from beside an open window, where she had evidently
- been awaiting us, and I was introduced to my entertainer's only
- daughter. You have frequently bantered me on my stoical indifference
- to female beauty. And now, when I tell you that she whose hand I
- took was one of the most lovely of women, you will not have occasion
- to make allowance for undue enthusiasm. I shall not here attempt to
- describe her, further than to say, she was a blonde, with glorious
- eyes and a wonderful wealth of hair. Her voice was music itself,
- and her every movement denoted the grace of a well-bred lady. As
- we seated ourselves at the table, I regained my self-possession,
- which had been disturbed at this unexpected vision of loveliness. We
- chatted cheerfully as we partook of the tea and toast, and I soon
- felt as if with friends of long standing. When the repast ended, the
- daughter lovingly placed her hand on her father's arm to detain him,
- and my eyes encountered upon it a jewelled ring that flashed like a
- thing of life in the lamplight. Could I be dreaming? For an instant
- my brain whirled and I grew giddy, for I had discovered that which
- I so much prized, and had lost,--the last gift of my dead mother.
- This ring, from the peculiarity of its construction, and the antique
- setting of the stones, I could not mistake, and yet I could in no
- wise account for what I saw. One glance at that lovely face, whose
- every line spoke of innocence, was enough to drive away all suspicions
- as to her complicity with the men who had sought my life. I cannot
- detail to you the incidents of that evening; for, short as has been
- the time since, I have forgotten them. I was as one in a maze, and
- talked mechanically, and only awoke to a recollection of what courtesy
- demanded, when Judge Perry remarked 'that as I was evidently much
- fatigued, and not yet in my usual health, they would allow me to
- retire.' I sat at my chamber window gazing out on the moonlit valley
- until long after midnight, but I could illy appreciate the beauty of
- the scene. I was seeking to arrange some plan of action by which I
- might trace up this first clew to a discovery I now felt most certain.
- At last, wearied with fruitless thought, I determined to await the
- course of events, and to trust to time for additional light.
-
- "The next few days were agreeably occupied in forming a more intimate
- acquaintance with Helen Perry and her father. I put forth what powers
- of pleasing nature has endowed me with, and my success seemed complete.
- Ere long I was on such terms of friendship with them as I desired;
- and then I learned from Helen that she had lost her mother many years
- before,--soon after their emigration from Eastern New York to their
- present home. I had thus far passed the time each day until two or
- three o'clock with the judge in his office, after which I wandered
- with Helen in the tasteful grounds surrounding her home, or upon the
- low-lying hills beyond. Her education had not been neglected, and her
- reading had been extensive. Thus we could converse upon the merits of
- the literature of the day, and in such topics discovered we had kindred
- tastes. She was ever frank and cheerful; and, short as had been our
- acquaintance, my heart was beginning to beat faster at her approach,
- and each morning, as I awoke, I looked eagerly forward to the hour that
- would find her disengaged from household duties, and with leisure to
- devote to me.
-
- "Once or twice the judge spoke of an absent friend, a Doctor Wentworth,
- in a manner which caused me some uneasiness; for, as he did so, he
- cast upon Helen a good-natured, sly glance that meant much, and always
- produced a blush upon her sweet face. It was after dinner on Tuesday,
- that we came out upon the lawn to inspect a rose-bush, which Helen
- wished transplanted, when her father remarked,--
-
- "'By the way, my dear, I received a letter from Edward this morning,
- and he tells me he shall be here to-day; so, as in duty bound, and like
- an ardent lover, I presume he will at once fly to you. I should advise
- that you forego your accustomed ramble, and remain at home to welcome
- him. I have no doubt our guest will be pleased for one day to escape
- the task of following you as an escort.'
-
- "By the terrible sinking of my heart that these words occasioned, I
- knew in an instant that I loved her; and, half-glancing at her as I
- turned away (with difficulty hiding my emotion), thought I saw the
- bright flush upon her animated face dying away, and a deadly pallor
- taking its place. I dared not remain and listen to her reply, and
- therefore wandered on past the summerhouse in which I had passed so
- many pleasant hours with her, until my steps were stayed upon the
- bank of the stream whose waters had now no music to my ears. I had
- heretofore been unconscious of the hopes that had gained access to my
- heart. Day by day I had, as it were, allowed my purposes to slumber.
- Her charms had bound me a willing captive, and all unwittingly I had
- cast aside thoughts of the future, and forgotten that the life of
- inaction in which I was indulging could not last. I had found ample joy
- and occupation in watching the play of her expressive features, and in
- listening to the words that came from her lips. After my first few
- hours of astonishment and wonder at the discovery of my stolen ring
- upon her hand, I had ceased, even when alone, to dwell upon the mystery
- connected with it. Now I was brought back to a remembrance of all I had
- vowed to do as I lay ill and suffering in the rude log cabin of the
- settler. It was long before my calmness returned, and my heart ceased
- to beat wildly. The afternoon had waned as I turned back towards the
- house and friends I had so abruptly left. It was in a more collected
- frame of mind that I ascended the steps, and entered the parlor. I am
- sure that, on encountering those there assembled, not the quiver of a
- muscle betrayed the agitation I felt. Helen was half-reclining upon
- a sofa, and leaning upon its back was the form of a tall and rather
- slightly-built man. She started up as I entered. Could it be that a
- brighter light beamed in her eyes as they encountered mine? I knew not,
- for the judge, who was seated near, was prompt to rise also, and said,--
-
- "'Mr. Palmer, we are glad of your return. Both Helen and myself were
- beginning to fear you had been spirited away. Allow me to make you
- acquainted with Doctor Wentworth. Doctor Wentworth, Mr. Palmer, our
- guest. I trust that you will learn to value the hour that brings you
- together.'
-
- "I looked the physician full in the face, as I took his hand. The sun,
- streaming in through the western windows, fell full upon his features,
- bringing out every line in a marvellous manner, and distinctly exposing
- their play, as he acknowledged my greeting. The countenance was one to
- attract the attention, and yet not pleasant to look upon. His forehead
- was high and fair; hair and mustache black as night, chin smoothly
- shaven and dimpled, and yet the eye repelled me. As I looked at him,
- I had an unaccountable impression that we had met before, but I could
- not tell where, or why it seemed as if the circumstances attending
- it had been of a disagreeable nature. As, after the first words of
- conversational politeness, he turned to Helen, I had a few moments
- for reflection, and suddenly flashed upon me the recollection of the
- scene in the wood,--the man leaning from his horse to grasp my collar,
- the tones of his voice, the momentary glance I had of his face as I
- fired my pistol at him, and the peculiar droop of his right eye that I
- had noticed. Could it be possible? Had I gained one more clew to the
- mystery? Was the man before me the would-be assassin? No! no! I was mad
- to indulge such a thought. This physician, the friend of Judge Perry,
- a gentleman, and evidently, from the judge's own words, the accepted
- suitor of his daughter, could be no vulgar highwayman; and yet, as
- he maintained a brisk conversation with Helen, and allowed me full
- opportunity for close observation, the more convinced did I become that
- he was the man. As she raised her hand, I saw the gleam of the diamond
- upon it. At last the chain of evidence for me was complete. What so
- natural as that her lover should present this to her? I thanked God
- that I was to be made the instrument by which she was to be rescued
- from such a marriage. I forgot my own private desire for vengeance.
- My love for her--this beautiful and innocent girl--was of so true a
- nature, that every other consideration was subordinate to the one for
- the furtherance of her welfare. By a powerful effort I controlled my
- feelings, and assumed an air of ease that I could not feel.
-
- "The doctor was all animation, and talked at a rapid rate, while I
- thought I had never seen Helen so dull. 'By the way, doctor,' remarked
- the judge, after we had left the tea-table and entered the parlor,
- 'have you recovered from the accident you met with a few weeks ago?
- Pistol-shots are anything but pleasant reminders, and you had a narrow
- escape.' I was gazing directly at him while the judge spoke, and for an
- instant, even as a summer breeze would ruffle a placid lake, a frown
- gathered upon his brow, and was gone. 'I am as well as I could wish
- to be,' was the answer, 'and have almost forgotten the occurrence.'
- Pleading a dull headache, I retired to my chamber at an early hour.
- I wished to be alone, that I might take counsel with myself as to
- the course I ought to pursue, in order to bring this scoundrel and
- his associate to justice. The longer I dwelt upon the matter, the
- more convinced I became that my proper course was to make the judge
- my confidant. He was of years' experience and discretion, and also
- a deeply interested party, through his daughter's connection with
- Wentworth.
-
- "I slept but little that night, and was in the grounds, when my host
- came out for a stroll in the morning air. I knew that it would yet be
- an hour before the breakfast-bell would ring; therefore, after speaking
- of the beauties of the morning, I took his arm as if for a promenade,
- and said, 'If you can spare me some thirty or forty minutes, and will
- come where we can by no possibility be overheard, I will tell you
- what I know is of vast importance to you.' He looked surprised, but
- acceded to my request at once, recommending the arbor already in view
- as a desirable place for private conversation. We seated ourselves,
- and, with but few preliminary remarks, I gave him a full account of my
- adventures since leaving Detroit. He did not once interrupt me; but, as
- I proceeded, his face became more and more ashen, until, as I concluded
- by denouncing the doctor as one of my assailants, it was as white as
- that of a corpse.
-
- "For a minute after I had ceased speaking he remained silent; then,
- drawing a long breath, he seemed to regain command over himself, and
- said: 'I can but believe all that you have told me, for there are many
- circumstances, with which you are evidently unacquainted, that go to
- corroborate your story. Can you remember the day of the month upon
- which your murder was attempted?'
-
- "'The twenty-second,' I replied.
-
- "'And on the twenty-fourth,' he said, 'Dr. Wentworth returned home
- after an absence of some days, in charge of Hugh Chapin, an intimate
- friend of his. He could with difficulty sit upon his horse, and was
- apparently suffering severely. He stated that he had been injured by
- the accidental discharge of his pistol, but that, as the ball had
- only inflicted a flesh-wound in the shoulder, it would soon heal. The
- explanation was plausible, and no one doubted his word.'
-
- "'Was there any mark upon the ring by which you could identify it?'
-
- "'On the inner-side, below the centre-stone,' I answered, 'was the
- letter P, in Roman characters, and above it was some fine scroll-work,
- and close observation would show the name of Susie, in minute
- lettering, amidst it; any one gazing upon it in an ordinary manner
- would fail to perceive it. My mother's maiden name was Susan Palmer,
- and this ring was presented to her by my father previous to their
- marriage. I feel sure that an inspection will prove my description to
- be true, although I have not seen the jewel since I lost it except upon
- your daughter's hand.'
-
- "'I am satisfied,' said my companion; 'I have seen the initial P, as
- you describe it, but as it corresponded with my Helen's family name,
- I thought it intended for it. I can readily identify the larger of
- the two men, and the one who inflicted the blow that nearly cost your
- life, in the person of a resident of a farm-house some three miles from
- us, one Hugh Chapin, a bachelor and the almost inseparable companion
- of Dr. Wentworth. I have never been pleased with this intimacy, for I
- have felt an aversion to this man from my first knowledge of him. As
- I could give no reason for it, I have said little to Wentworth on the
- subject. They came here about the same time, four years ago, and Dr.
- W., displaying considerable skill in his profession, soon acquired a
- good practice, and has enjoyed the confidence of the community. This
- Chapin purchased the house and farm he now occupies soon after his
- arrival, and has always seemed to have the command of money, although I
- learn that he is but an indifferent farmer, and often absent from home
- for weeks together. I employed Dr. W. in a severe illness I had some
- two years ago, and after I recovered he was much at my house, and Helen
- saw much of him. He proposed for her hand, and at first she seemed
- inclined to reject his suit, but, thinking the match a desirable one, I
- persuaded her not to do so. I have since often fancied that perhaps I
- did wrong in thus using my influence, as she has since their betrothal
- seemed loth to accord him the privileges of an accepted lover. His
- profession has often called him away, but I now see it may have
- frequently afforded an excuse for an absence in which were performed
- deeds too dark even to contemplate. The sheriff of our county is a
- brave, shrewd man, and I will lay the facts of this case before him,
- and we will devise the best means of bringing these men to justice.
- I need not point out to you the wisdom of silence; we have cunning
- knaves to deal with, and must use care, so they may gain no clew to
- our intentions. Knowing that you had been intrusted with three hundred
- dollars to pay into my hands, I have wondered at your silence on the
- subject; but your explanation has made all plain at last. It will be
- difficult to dissemble in the presence of this scoundrel, Wentworth,
- I know; yet for a brief time we must submit to the infliction of his
- presence, and allow him to visit Helen as heretofore.'
-
- "When we returned to the house, my heart was lighter than it had been
- since my arrival at N----. I will pass over the record of the next
- few days, for nothing of importance took place. The judge and myself
- held frequent consultations with the sheriff in my host's office;
- care being taken that these meetings should attract no attention.
- The doctor was occupied with his patients, as the warm weather was
- developing disease. Once only had his confederate, Hugh Chapin, made
- his appearance in the village. I had seen him as he rode up the street
- to the door of Dr. Wentworth's office, where dismounting, and securing
- his horse, he entered. I would have given much to have been a private
- spectator of their interview, but only remained book in hand in my
- seat at the window. You may be sure I comprehended nothing printed
- upon the page before me. Not many minutes elapsed after Chapin came
- forth and rode away, ere the sheriff dropped in upon us. The moment he
- made his appearance, I saw, by the twinkle in his eye, he had pleasant
- intelligence to communicate. Glancing around to see that we were alone,
- he cast himself into a chair, giving vent to a gratified chuckle. 'We
- have them at last,' said he, 'thanks to the intelligence of the boy
- the doctor employs to wait upon him, and whom I frightened and bribed
- into playing the spy. A nice plot of robbery has just been concocted
- by the two worthies closeted up yonder. Old Seth Jones to-day received
- a payment upon the farm he sold Thompson, and will take it to Pollard
- whose place he has purchased; having to travel some twenty miles of
- bad road, it will be dark before he can reach his destination, and
- Chapin and Wentworth are intent upon relieving him of his money; the
- rocky gully between Harrison's and Thompson's is the point selected for
- operations; and I, with my men, shall take care to be there in time to
- have a hand in the game.'
-
- "That was an anxious evening for me. I sat with Helen and her father
- until after ten, and, despite the efforts we all made, the conversation
- languished. I saw she felt a weight upon her that she could not cast
- off. As I gazed upon her face, while she bent over some feminine
- employment, I could perceive the great change that had been wrought
- in her in the few weeks I had known her. She had grown thin and pale,
- and a look of suffering had taken the place of one of cheerfulness. I
- asked myself if it could be that I had awakened her love, and that she
- had discovered this fact and allowed her betrothment to Wentworth to
- eat like a canker at her heart. I felt an almost irresistible desire to
- tell her how dear she was to me, and that if she returned my affection,
- all would be well with us. By a powerful effort, however, I choked back
- the words that trembled on my lips, and retired to my chamber, where
- I alternately paced the floor and sat by the open window until near
- morning. The night was intensely dark, and I could distinguish only
- the outline of the trees upon the lawn. It was three o'clock, and a
- faint streak of light began to illumine the eastern horizon, when I at
- last heard the tramp of horses upon the bridge that crossed the stream
- down the valley. I could control my impatience no longer, and, opening
- my door, descended the stairs with rapid feet, but the judge fully
- dressed was before me in the hall, proving that he, too, like myself,
- had impatiently awaited news of the result of the sheriff's ambuscade.
- We hurried down the street, and, in the dull light of the dawning day,
- met a party of six men having Hugh Chapin in charge. He was securely
- bound, and riding upon a horse in the midst of his captors. I noted the
- absence of Wentworth at once, and felt the most bitter disappointment,
- but soon learned the occasion of it. In an attempt to escape, he had
- been shot through the head, and was then lying dead at a farm-house
- near the scene of action.
-
- "I can now condense into a few sentences what more I have to relate. On
- being confronted with me, Chapin made a full confession of his own and
- Wentworth's crime. It was he who struck me upon the head as I fired at
- his companion, and, after binding up Wentworth's wound, he robbed and
- then conveyed me to a lonely part of the stream and cast me in; my long
- insensibility had cheated them into the belief of my death.
-
- "Helen made no pretext of regret at the awful judgment that had
- overtaken her betrothed; on the contrary, her face now wears an
- expression of repose which the dullest observer could not fail to
- perceive. Need I add that I had a long conversation with her last
- night during which she acknowledged her affection for me, and promised
- to be my wife provided her father sanctioned our wishes. The judge has
- since listened to my petition with a pleased smile, and answered that
- in due time we should be made happy.
-
- "When our nuptials are performed, then will end my western trip and its
- attending romance."
-
-
-
-
-THE TWO GHOSTS OF NEW LONDON TURNPIKE.
-
-
-
-
-THE TWO GHOSTS
-
-OF
-
-NEW LONDON TURNPIKE.
-
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-
-
-There is a certain ancient and time-honored institution, which,
-in the advancement of recent discoveries and the march of modern
-improvements, seems destined soon to pass from the use, and then, in
-natural sequence, from the memories of mankind. For even the highest
-type of civilization is prone to ingratitude, and drops all thoughts
-of its best agencies as soon as it has outlived its absolute need of
-them. Towards this Lethean current, whose lazy waters glide so silently
-and yet so resistlessly along the borders of the Past, gradually
-undermining and crumbling away the ancient landmarks and the venerable
-institutions known and loved of the former generations, the whale-ships
-are already drifting.
-
-For year by year, as they set sail with their hardy crews, every
-succeeding voyage took them nearer to the court of the Ice King, the
-chill of his breath grew deadlier, and the invasion of his dominions
-more desperate. But, lo! when Jack Tar was almost at his wit's end,
-a cry arose upon the prairie, and the disciples of commerce dropped
-their harpoons and left their nets to follow the guidance of the new
-revelation. Jets of oleaginous wealth sprang and spirted, and blessed
-was he whose dish was right-side-up in this new rain of pecuniary
-porridge. Instead of the old launchings and weighings of anchors,
-came the embarkation of all sorts and sizes of solid and fancy craft
-on the inviting sea of speculation, and men ran hither and thither,
-outrivalling the tales of the bygone voyagers, by stories of vast
-fortunes made in a day, and of shipwrecks as sad as any on the ocean.
-And so, in place of dingy casks and creaking cordage and watery perils,
-there sprang up the reign of pipes and drills, and for the laden ships,
-black and oozy with their slippery cargo, we began to have long trains
-of bright blue tanks speeding over all our western railways; and the
-whaling vessels, with their smooth, tapering sides, and blowsy crews,
-and complicated mysteries of rigging, seem already like forsaken hulks,
-hopelessly stranded upon the shores of antiquity.
-
-But all this belongs to the Present, and any such prophecy uttered in
-the days with which our story has to do would have been regarded as the
-wildest of ravings. For then the whale-ship was a reality and a power,
-the terror of all mothers of wayward boys, and the general resort of
-reckless runaways and prodigals. The thought that it could ever be
-superseded by any undiscovered agency had not yet made its way into the
-heads of even the sage prognosticators who studied the prophets and the
-apocalypse, and were able to dispose of all the beasts and dragons,
-and to assign them appropriate places in the future, with the utmost
-certainty and satisfaction.
-
-It is certain that no such forebodings startled the complacency of two
-young men who sat, in the gathering twilight of a mild spring evening,
-on a fragment of drift-wood in a little cove of New London harbor, with
-the waves sweeping up almost to their feet, and the western sky still
-flushed with the departing glory of sunset.
-
-They were a stout, bronzed, muscular couple, loosely clad in the common
-sailor-suits of the period, and both with the shrewd, resolute cast of
-countenance that distinguished the irrepressible Yankee then no less
-than now. The darker of the two was the more attractive, for he had
-the jolly twinkling eye, and gayly infectious air that goes with the
-high animal temperament, and always carries a bracing tonic with it
-like the sea-breeze. Wherever John Avery came, all the evil spirits of
-dulness and mopes and blues, that conspire so fearfully for the misery
-of mankind, had to give way, and one burst of his spontaneous merriment
-would exorcise the whole uncanny troop. John was a born sailor, with
-all the dashing frankness, and generous, hearty temper characteristic
-of the class, and not deficient in the faculty for getting into scrapes
-that is also an invariable endowment of his prototypes.
-
-The other was a less open face, sharper in its outlines, and with
-more angles than curves. Had it been less kindly, it might have been
-the face of a rascal, and yet an artist could easily have idealized
-it into that of a hero. For all these variations and contrasts of
-characteristic expression, that have such influence among us, are,
-after all, wonderfully slight affairs, and a few touches either way,
-upon the vast majority of faces, would give a seraph or a demon at the
-shortest notice. The bright, plump countenance of Jack was an open
-book, known and read of all men, while that of his cousin Philo was a
-study far more perplexing, and in the end less satisfactory. But the
-conversation of the two was sufficiently plain.
-
-"Sails on Thursday, does she, Phil?" said the cheerful voice of John
-as his practised eye sought out a certain ship from among the crowd of
-vessels in the harbor.
-
-"All hands aboard at nine o'clock's the order," replied Philo, taking
-off his cap, and turning his face to the wind.
-
-"And the Sally Ann don't sail till Saturday. I say Phil, old fellow, I
-wish we were going together," cried John with one of his bursts.
-
-"It's better as 'tis," said Philo, thoughtfully. "There's a better
-chance for one of us to come back, you know, than if we were in the
-same ship."
-
-"'_Come back._' Why, of course we shall come back,--that is, I
-hope so, both of us. That wasn't what I meant. I'd like you for a
-shipmate,--that's all," was the eager response.
-
-"Yes,--I understand," answered Philo. "We shan't both come home, _of
-course_; but there's hopes for both of us, and a pretty strong chance
-for one of us at least."
-
-And then a seriousness fell upon the cousins, and for many minutes they
-sat and watched the tide creeping up to them like the lapping, hungry
-tongue of some slow monster, thinking such thoughts as will sometimes
-come unbidden to the heart of youth, and become more and more intrusive
-and importunate as we grow older.
-
-These boys were offshoots of a sturdy Puritan stock, and the pluck
-and backbone of their ancestry suffered no degeneracy in them. John
-had been an orphan from infancy, and had grown up in an atmosphere
-of loving kindness and tender mercy under the auspices of his Aunt
-Betsy,--Philo's mother. She it was, who, in view of his orphanage,
-had winked at his boyish misdemeanors, indulged his naturally gay
-disposition in every way that her strict and somewhat barren orthodoxy
-allowed, and when his sea-going propensities could no longer be
-controlled by the mild influences of her molasses gingerbread and sweet
-cider, she had made him a liberal outfit of flannel shirts and blue
-mixed hose, and, tucking a Bible into the corner of his chest, bade him
-God-speed on his first voyage.
-
-It was with some surprise that she saw him come back from a three
-months' cruise, with no more serious damage than a scar across his
-forehead; but still she felt reproached at the sight of it, and on
-Jack's next start rectified her previous neglect, by sending Philo
-along with him in the capacity of mentor and protector,--an office
-which she, in the devotion of her heart, would most joyfully have
-undertaken herself if the art and practice of navigation could have
-been adapted so as to admit of the services of an elderly lady. But
-becoming convinced of the utter impracticability of this plan, she
-wisely settled herself down to be comfortable with tea-drinking and
-knitting-work, with great confidence in Philo's sobriety and force of
-character, as applied to preserve her darling Jack from harm; for Aunt
-Betsy, like many other excellent people, was not free from favoritism,
-and her adopted son was the child of her affections, while Philo had
-the secondary place, and was expected to consider it his highest
-happiness to fiddle for Jack's dancing, and otherwise to hold the
-candle in a general way for the benefit and pleasure of that superior
-being. Had Jack been less jolly and generous, or Philo less amiable and
-forbearing, this maternal arrangement would have been a fruitful source
-of jealousy and contention; but the two natures were so fortunately
-balanced that even the one-sided weight of Aunt Betsy's partiality
-worked no such derangement of the family peace, as might have been
-supposed. The boys had made three short voyages together, and were now
-about shipping for their first long absence in different vessels only
-because Philo's superior education and business aptitude qualified him
-for the position of supercargo, which had been offered him on board the
-Skylark.
-
-Philo was already developing the great Yankee trait of penny-catching,
-for even then he had saved quite a pretty sum out of the very moderate
-pay of a foremast man in those times, and this, in addition to his
-patrimonial inheritance of a few hundred dollars, made a nice nest-egg
-for the fortune that he hoped to realize in late life. Jack, too, had
-his property interest, for he had just come to man's estate in the
-eye of the law, and his little property, carefully hoarded, and with
-its due interest had been, only the day previous, paid into his hands
-in good gold, accompanied by much sound advice and the warmest good
-wishes from his benignant guardian, 'Squire Tupper, who, thanks to
-Aunt Betsy's interposition had found him the most dutiful and least
-troublesome of wards.
-
-Philo renewed the conversation by inquiring whether Jack had thought
-of any particular mode of investment, and stating his own intention
-of purchasing an interest in the Skylark, if on his return it should
-appear advisable. But the former topic appeared to push itself uneasily
-uppermost, and he soon came abruptly back to it,--
-
-"I shall do that thing if I live to see home again; and, if anything
-should happen that I don't, I want my money to go to you, Jack, except
-half the income, and that I want to have settled on mother as long as
-she lives."
-
-"You'd better say all the income, and the principal too, for that
-matter, Phil," cried the hearty Jack, with a little break in his voice
-at the last words.
-
-"No," replied the cousin, soberly. "There's enough besides to keep the
-old lady comfortable as long as she lives, and more would only worry
-her. If she gets something to show that I didn't forget her, it'll be
-better than if she had it all to take care of; and she'll be just as
-well suited to have it go to you."
-
-"But think of my getting what Aunt Betsy ought to have," remonstrated
-Jack, sturdily.
-
-"It's best," said Philo.
-
-"And to hear you talk as if you was bound straight for Davy Jones'
-locker," pursued Jack.
-
-"I shan't go any straighter for talking about it, as I know of,"
-answered Philo, looking steadily towards the dim horizon as if his fate
-lay somewhere between the water and the sky.
-
-"Well, then," shouted the impulsive Jack, "if it must be so, I'm glad
-I can match you at the other end of the same rope. You're as likely to
-come home as I am, and, if I'm never heard from, all I've got shall go
-to you."
-
-"Then we'd better make our wills in form, if that's your wish," said
-Philo, rising from the log.
-
-"We'll make all fast to-morrow," remarked Jack, cheerfully; "though it
-makes one feel queer to be doing such business at our age."
-
-"It can't hurt anything; and we're no more likely to meet with bad luck
-for having things in ship-shape," replied Philo, as they walked up
-towards the little town, whose twinkling lights winked like fireflies
-out of the darkness.
-
-"Let's do it to-night, and have it over," exclaimed Jack, who found
-an unpleasant creeping sensation gaining upon him as he dwelt on the
-subject.
-
-"Well," said Philo.
-
-The cousins turned into the main street of the village, now a busy
-mart of business, but in those days broad and grassy, with a row of
-respectable gambrel-roofed houses, each with its liberal garden at
-the side. Pre-eminent in respectability was the abode of 'Squire
-Tupper, with its large, clean yard, small, patchwork-looking windows,
-and ponderous brass knocker, which disclosed the terrific head of
-some nondescript animal in most menacing attitude. Upon this brazen
-effigy Jack sounded a vigorous rap, since 'Squire Tupper was the prime
-magnate and authority of the small town, in all matters requiring legal
-adjustment; and any well-instructed resident would as soon have thought
-of having a funeral without the minister as of making a will without
-the advice of the 'squire.
-
-The summons was answered by a pretty blonde girl, dressed in the nicest
-of blue stuff gowns, the whitest of muslin tuckers, and with her
-pretty feet displayed to advantage by fine clocked stockings and neat
-morocco shoes. All these little matters and her dainty air gave her the
-appearance of a petted kitten, or, rather, of some small, ornamental
-image, made of cream candy, and kept in a Chinese doll-house.
-
-She turned rosy at sight of Jack, who came instantly out of his solemn
-mood, and, in the frank, saucy way habitual to him, swung his arm
-around the neat waist, and, spite of some tiny remonstrances and vain
-struggles, planted a big sailor kiss right in the centre of the demure
-mouth. All this was natural enough; for, besides being the 'squire's
-ward and connected in that sort of cousinhood which extends to the
-forty-ninth degree of consanguinity, Jack had now regularly "kept
-company" with Molly for several months, and all his Sunday nights on
-shore were piously devoted to "settin' up" with her in the prim, sanded
-best parlor, where it is not to be supposed that he abstained totally
-from such "refreshment" as Mr. Sam Weller was accustomed to indulge
-when opportunity offered.
-
-But his demonstrativeness served to discompose Molly's ladyhood on this
-occasion; and the presence of Philo with his business-like face added
-so much scandal that she disengaged herself as quickly as possible from
-Jack's audacious grasp, and, with such dignity as a white kitten might
-assume in the presence of two intrusive pups, ushered them into the
-family "keepin'-room," and withdrew, as if she wished it understood
-that she washed her hands of them and their kind from that time forth.
-But Jack slipped out after her, and probably made peace; for they
-returned together,--he very brisk and shining, and she blushing like
-Aurora.
-
-Philo, however, meant business, and said as much in plain terms, that
-set Miss Molly into a perfect maze of conjecture as she went to call
-the 'squire. Her only solution of the mystery was that Jack had now
-come for the momentous _pop_, toward which events had been tending;
-and that Philo had accompanied him in the character of second. She
-felt a little piqued that she had not been able to bring him to the
-point herself; but then it was certainly very straightforward in him
-to come right to her father in that way; and so the little lady rushed
-out to the wood-pile in a perfect flutter of delicious perplexity, and
-imparted the fact that the two young men had called _on business_, with
-such decided emphasis that the 'squire immediately took the cue, and
-prepared himself to be especially benignant and paternal.
-
-Relieved of Molly's inspiring presence, Jack felt all the solemnity
-of the affair returning upon him, and, as is usual with these strong,
-mercurial natures, it loomed before him more and more grim and ghastly,
-till, by the time that the 'squire made his appearance, he had become
-almost persuaded that his last hour was really approaching. This state
-of mind imparted to his countenance an expression of such touching
-melancholy as made the old gentleman take him for the most despairing
-of lovers, and wrought upon his sympathies amazingly.
-
-'Squire Tupper was the embodiment of magisterial dignity, owlish
-wisdom, and universal benevolence. With a fine, showy person that was
-in itself the guaranty of unimpeachable respectability, he had gone on
-in life, and come to hold the position of an oracle; not on account
-of anything he ever said, but because of a general way that he had of
-looking as if he could on all occasions say a great deal if he chose,
-which is a sure way to attain the distinction of being considered
-remarkably well-informed, though it is one that is greatly neglected
-of late years. The world laughs at witty people, and despises them;
-and 'Squire Tupper was a bright example of the truth that it takes a
-thoroughly dull man to be profoundly respected.
-
-He now saluted the cousins with grave urbanity, and deliberately placed
-his stately form in the arm-chair, taking a fresh cut of tobacco as
-a preliminary to business. If Molly had enough of mother Eve about
-her to cause her to peep and listen behind the door, we don't know
-as it concerns us. We don't say she did; but would be slow to take
-the responsibility of declaring that she didn't. Young ladies, who
-may chance to peruse this veracious history, are at liberty to decide
-this point according to their own estimate of the temptation, and the
-average feminine power of resistance.
-
-Jack plunged desperately into the middle of the subject, and then tried
-to swim out toward the introduction.
-
-"We thought we'd stop in, sir, this evening, as we've made up our minds
-to do a certain thing; and it seemed as if we--I mean I--felt as if I
-should like to have it done, and over with."
-
-"I see, I see," replied the 'squire, with the utmost consideration for
-Jack's embarrassment, and the delicate nature of his errand. "You've
-spoken to Molly about it, I suppose?" he added, encouragingly.
-
-"Why, no. Didn't think it was worth while, as you was at home,"
-answered Jack.
-
-"Ah, I see! Jes' so, jes' so! Very thoughtful in you, Jack,--very,
-indeed." The 'squire paused, and took a pinch of snuff, nodding his
-satisfaction, and proceeded: "It's highly gratifying to me, Jack, to
-see you so thoughtful as to come to me first on this business; though
-it isn't what all young men would do. I'm glad to see that you respect
-the parental relation, and respect my feelings, though you've no
-parents of your own; still you've had an excellent bringing up by your
-Aunt Betsy, and I've tried, in my humble way, to do what I could."
-(Graceful self-abasement was one of the 'squire's strong points.)
-"And now I say you've acted just right, because I am better capable
-of judging what is for Molly's good than she can be herself; and, of
-course, I'm the person to be first consulted; and it's most creditable
-and gratifying"--
-
-"Why, it isn't about Molly, at all!" cried Jack in bewilderment.
-
-O happy, doting pride of fatherhood! What a falling off was there, and
-what blankness, followed by confusion, overspread 'Squire Tupper's
-countenance, as the nature of his blunder and its extreme awkwardness
-became apparent to his puzzled faculties.
-
-"No--no--certainly not--not in the least!" gasped he, catching after
-his dignity, as a man drowning grasps at straws.
-
-"We came to see if you could attend to making out our wills, this
-evening," said Philo.
-
-The 'squire looked from one to the other with such dazed incredulity
-that both the young men applied themselves to explanations which
-brought his senses back into the world of facts.
-
-"Yes, yes, certainly,--very creditable and prudent in you to wish to
-make things all snug before you go. Excellent idea; though you're both
-rather youngish to be doing such business. Still it's highly gratifying
-to see you take it up in this way,--certainly,--just let me get the
-materials." And the 'squire plunged with great eagerness into the
-subject, briskly opening an old-fashioned secretary, and setting out
-upon the table a heavy stone inkstand, a sand-box, some large sheets
-of paper, and a bunch of quills; and then, being quite restored to his
-accustomed equilibrium, begged them in the most impressive magisterial
-manner, to state their wishes, and commenced making his pen, while
-Philo explained the subject-matter of the conversation previously
-recorded.
-
-"I see, I see!" said the 'squire, deliberately, when he had elaborated
-the point of the quill, and tried it repeatedly on his thumb-nail. And,
-without further ado, he drew his chair to the table, and headed the
-page in a large, round hand: "_The Last Will and Testament of Philo
-Avery_;" following it up with the regular formula for such cases made
-and provided.
-
-"_In the name of God, Amen._
-
-"I, Philo Avery, of the town of New London and state of Connecticut,
-being of sound mind and memory, and considering the uncertainty of this
-frail and transitory life, do, therefore, make, advise, publish, and
-declare this to be my last will and testament," etc.
-
-Scratch--scratch, went the 'squire's pen, interrupted only by
-occasional dips into the ink, while the two testators sat and looked
-on in unwinking silence, and the tall candles flared and sputtered
-as their sooty wicks dropped down into the tallow. Hardly had this
-happened when Molly tripped shyly into the room, bringing a pair of
-silver snuffers on a little tray, and with one dexterous nip relieved
-each smoking luminary of its incumbrance, at the same moment casting
-her demure eyes upon the page which her father was now covering with
-sand. If she was not ignorant of the old gentleman's palpable blunder
-(and remember the narrator takes no responsibility on that point), she
-was certainly very innocent and unconscious, and, as Jack looked at
-her, he anathematized his own stupidity in not taking the opportunity
-which the 'squire had so temptingly opened for him, and determined that
-he would rectify the omission speedily.
-
-Meanwhile, the quill travelled over another broad page, and the
-documents were ready for the signatures. And then it was necessary
-that Molly and the hired-man should be called in as witnesses, and the
-former made very wide eyes of wonderment (little budget of deceit!)
-when she learned the nature of the papers, and wrote her name in a
-tiny, cramped hand, with many little quirks like the legs of spiders,
-and this was supplemented by the laborious autograph of Silas Plumb,
-the teamster, a young man of limited education and bushy hair.
-
-And when all this was done, the cousins exchanged the wills, and
-tucked them into their respective side-pockets, feeling greatly
-relieved, and the 'squire, after receiving his fee in a benevolent,
-deprecating manner, as if it was quite a trial to his feelings, but
-must be undergone as a duty, brought out some excellent port wine, and
-pledged them both in liberal glasses, with wishes for their prosperous
-voyage and safe return. And at the mention of this sorrowful topic,
-poor Molly's spirits suffered such charming timid depression, and
-were affected to such a degree that when Philo took leave, it was
-necessary for Jack to lag behind, and finally allow him to go away
-alone, since nothing else would serve to restore the languishing damsel
-to comparative cheerfulness. At this interval of time, and without
-the advantage of being an eye-witness, it would be a vain attempt for
-anybody to undertake a minute account of how, standing in the low
-"stoop," with its little round posts like drumsticks, and huge tubs of
-thrifty, rough-leaved plants, Molly made herself perfectly irresistible
-with her shy regrets, and how, when her grief and apprehension at
-once welled up from her heart to her face, in the midst of bashful
-palpitations and broken sobs, her proud little head wilted weakly
-over on Jack's shoulder, and she begged him not to go sail-ail-ailing
-away, and be drownd-ed-ed--and have that horrid old will-ill-ill for
-his sole memento. Neither would it be easy to portray how Jack soothed
-and petted, with all the little endearments that are such delightful
-realities for the moment, but so silly and absurd to remember, and
-finally, when nothing else would answer, committed himself past all
-remedy, as what man could help doing, with such a dainty little figure
-leaning close, and the sweetest of mournful faces buried in his collar.
-And then, there were more tears and kisses, and at the end a long,
-quiet talk of all that should be realized when that one voyage was
-over, and he should be ready to resign his sea-faring life.
-
-At last Jack tore himself away from all these enchantments, and
-rushed home for a couple of hours of delicious dreamy tumbling about
-in bed before daylight, which seemed to come much sooner than he had
-calculated, and aroused him to complete his preparations for departure.
-
-Everybody knows what a queer, altered aspect certain actions and
-feelings take after one night, and the dawning of the clear, practical
-light of the next day. Ideas that have seemed most urgent and actual
-will at such times appear extremely unreal and visionary, and be
-quite eclipsed in interest by the trifles that come in between and
-demand immediate attention. Jack found it so, in the hurry and bustle
-of the next day, what with the preparations for sailing, and all the
-little matters that such a start involves. The doings of the previous
-night seemed quite distant and foreign to his own personality; and it
-needed the big-folded document, with its formal phraseology and crisp
-rattle, to convince him that the acts of the evening before had not
-been a rather memorable dream. Once, in the course of the day, he
-took out the will, read it hastily over, and then tucked it away in a
-little brass-bound box, that answered for him the same purpose that a
-Herring's Patent does for prudent young men of the present day.
-
-But however it might be about the wills, and the chances that the Great
-Reaper should overtake either of the cousins before the return-voyage,
-Molly was a present and delightful reality; and that very evening Jack
-made her another visit, justified 'Squire Tupper's presumption of the
-former occasion, and amid Molly's tears and kisses, and big sighs and
-little sobs, wished most heartily that the Sally Ann had made her
-cruise, and that the future programme was ready to be carried into
-effect. But then, he might be lucky enough to pay for waiting; and if
-anything should happen to Philo in the interval,--of course, he hoped
-there wouldn't, poor fellow; but accidents will happen, and if anything
-so sad should occur, why, then he would be in a position to keep Molly
-in the style she deserved and was accustomed to; and to buy out a share
-in some nice little craft, that should bring home to them treasures as
-rich, after their kind, as those that the ships of Tarshish brought to
-King Solomon. But all this was mere conjecture, and Jack renounced it
-with a feeling of reproach for having indulged it even for a moment.
-
-The next day the Skylark sailed, Philo starting away from the old
-house with his chest on a wheelbarrow, and leaving Aunt Betsy on the
-doorstep, with her lips pressed very tight, and all the grim fatalism
-of her religious faith making stern struggle against the natural
-motherly instincts of her heart. For she did love Philo; and even the
-reflection that he wasn't going to wait upon Jack, according to his
-established usage, was lost in genuine grief for his departure.
-
-Jack rowed out to the ship with him; and it would be doing both an
-injustice to ask whether the cordial regrets of their separation were
-mingled with any remembrance on the part of either, that in case they
-should never meet again, one of them would be a few hundred dollars
-richer for the death of the other.
-
- * * * * *
-
-On the morning of May 5th, 1805, the Sally Ann sailed out of New London
-harbor. On the evening of September 12th, 1808, she dropped anchor in
-the very spot which she had left three years and four months before.
-
-The first object, aside from the familiar shore, that met Jack's
-recognition, as they sailed up the bay, was the ship Skylark, arrived
-just six weeks previously, and the first man he saw, as he stepped on
-land, was his Cousin Philo. There could hardly have been a more cordial
-greeting than that which the bystanders witnessed; and yet a close
-look into the heart of each might have disclosed a shade of something
-strangely inconsistent with the outward semblance of happiness that
-both wore.
-
-For three years is a long time for some thoughts and impulses to
-mature in, and day after day out at sea, with only the monotony of
-the ever-undulating waves, and the easily exhausted resources of
-variety to be found on shipboard, give great opportunity for brooding,
-and such speculations as come naturally to people who are idle and
-isolated. Seeds of the devil's planting possess a peculiarly vital
-and fructifying property and are sure to come to maturity sooner or
-later. One can easily imagine the thoughts that might have come to
-these two young men in the long, solitary watches, come perhaps like
-suggestions from the world outside, wafted on the wings of the wind,
-or caught up in chance hints and scraps of sailor talk, but coming
-nevertheless straight from the God of mammon, and, with their slow
-canker working a steady and sure corruption. And yet, neither had
-probably ever allowed these thoughts to take any such positive form as
-to be capable of recognition. They were always, even in the moments of
-their strongest domination, veiled in some perfectly innocent mental
-expression, such as _if_ anything should happen, or _supposing_ such
-an affliction,--meditations which the most sensitive conscience could
-not possibly challenge, but which had a way of creeping in upon the
-minds of these two far oftener than they would have done, but for the
-existence of the wills.
-
-Philo had an inborn love of lucre that was strong enough to give spice
-and fascination to these ponderings of possibilities, while Jack was
-constantly under the stimulus of his fondness for Molly, and desire to
-make a handsome provision for her. And by these means, this indefinite
-_if_, acknowledged at first only as a remote and dreaded contingency,
-gradually took to itself substance, and began to figure in the plans
-and projects of each as if it were almost a positive certainty. Always,
-however, with the proviso that it was a very sad possibility, to be
-devoutly deplored and hoped against, but still accepted and treated
-as an actuality. And such an effectual devil-trap did this _if_
-prove to be, that this meeting of the two cousins was, in the hidden
-consciousness of each, in the nature of an unexpected shock that made a
-sudden scattering of many schemes and purposes, all based, to a great
-extent upon that wicked and fallacious _if_. And while all this was
-lurking under the demonstrative warmth and gladness of their greeting,
-probably no greater surprise nor horror could have befallen either
-than to have had the veil of his self-deception for one moment lifted,
-and to have had a single glimpse at the truth within him, or a single
-intimation of the lives that they two should lead through the next half
-century under the evil consciousness of that ever impending _if_.
-
-But nothing of this supernatural character befell them, and after a few
-warm greetings among the crowd on the pier, Jack hastened toward the
-town. There were some changes in the familiar streets; buildings newly
-built or altered, signs changed, and a barber's pole freshly painted.
-All these he observed carefully as he walked on. When he came in sight
-of 'Squire Tupper's, the radiant, blushing face of Molly disclosed
-itself for an instant at the window, and speedily reappeared in a
-flutter of delicious expectancy at the half-open door, for the news
-of the arrival was already all over town. She gave a series of little
-screams as Jack, with such a big black beard, and so very brown, came
-up and saluted her with a strong bearish hug and a general smell of
-whale-oil.
-
-For Jack was considerably altered by reason of a certain manly
-reticence that seemed to have grown on with his whiskers, in place
-of the old boyish dash and frankness. Molly had become steady and
-womanly, too, and now saw with vast pride the dignified way in which
-Jack deported himself, how he met the 'squire's gracious welcome with
-equal ease and affability, and talked of his voyage and its adventures
-in such a quiet, modest way as showed him to be every inch a hero. And
-when, after a short stay, he spoke of Aunt Betsy, and would not prolong
-her waiting, Molly was quite resigned to let him go, contenting herself
-with dwelling upon his improved looks, and indulging in charming little
-maidenly reveries that centred in the anticipated joys and splendors
-of a certain day which she had settled in her own mind as not far
-distant.--Alas, Molly! Indulge your reveries, poor girl. Dream on,
-and let your dreams be sweet. Play over and over in anticipation your
-pretty little drama of white dresses and bridesmaids and wedding-cake,
-and make it all as gay as possible, for little else shall you have by
-way of reward for your many months of constancy to Jack Avery, save
-his occasional attentions and the satisfaction of being for years the
-wonder and mystery of all the gossips in town. Yes; for years. It may
-as well be said now as any other time. The day when Molly's dreams
-should be realized withdrew itself from time to time, and at length
-took up its permanent position in the distant horizon of uncertainty.
-"Colts grew horses, beards turned gray," but Molly Tupper was not
-merged in Molly Avery, and there were no prospects of that consummation
-more than had appeared for the last--well--we wont say how many years.
-For tender and devoted as Jack was for a long time, there was a change
-in him, that brought something of constraint and reserve between them,
-and, with all her delicate feminine tact, she could never lead him
-into any direct avowal of his wishes on the subject. And since Molly
-was the very paragon of maidenly modesty and trusting devotion, she
-came to indulge the conviction that Jack knew best, and had some wise
-though inscrutable reason for delaying matters. And in time, even
-those indefatigables, the village gossips, wearied of wondering and
-surmising, at their perennial tea-parties, and the whole thing settled
-down into a discouraging calm.
-
-And yet Jack had no design of doing an injustice. He was really fond
-of Molly, and fully intended to marry her. But for that ever-present
-_if_, and the complications it involved, the event would have taken
-place in due time. His reflections sometimes took a very painful turn,
-as he pondered the subject. Here was this beautiful, affectionate girl,
-to whom he had long been pledged, waiting his time with all the truth
-and constancy of her loving nature. And here he was, living a dreary
-and almost hopeless bachelor life, and standing in the way of any
-advantageous match which might be otherwise open for her acceptance.
-But, in case of his marriage, the will arrangement must be broken up,
-and he should have the mortification of making that suggestion to
-Philo; which seemed an almost impossible thing to do, for not a word
-with reference to it had ever passed the lips of either since the
-night when the agreement was made, and both had come to regard it with
-something like a superstitious dread, as a theme whose discussion might
-portend some fatal result.
-
-And then, again, thought Jack, life was such an uncertainty, and a few
-months of waiting might make a vast difference. Suppose, in his foolish
-haste, he should throw up the will arrangement, and marry Molly, and
-it should turn out, after all, that a little delay would have improved
-their condition so much. Though life insurance was still unknown, and
-its cool calculations and scientific averages would have been then
-regarded as the extreme of impiety, and its risks as a wicked tempting
-of Providence, Jack had made out in his own mind a tolerably accurate
-table of averages, which showed quite conclusively against his cousin's
-chances for longevity. It is hardly to be supposed that Philo had
-neglected the same satisfactory proceeding, or that his results were
-very different.
-
-And thus this corrupting temptation, that is the root of all evil, had
-crept upon these two noble young hearts distorting and defiling them
-with its slow taint. And even now, either of them might truthfully have
-questioned,--
-
- "What shall I be at fifty,
- If nature keeps me alive,
- If life is so cold and bitter,
- When I am but twenty-five?"
-
-It would be too dreary a task to follow them year by year. Let us make
-leaps and take glimpses at them by intervals.
-
-
-_Twenty-five._ What we have seen.
-
-
-_Thirty._ Aunt Betsy, weak and childish for many months, has gone to
-her long home, with a final admonition to Philo that he must make Jack
-the object of his best watch and care for the entire period of his
-natural life.
-
-Molly is still pretty, though a little thin and with a perceptible
-sharpening of the elbows. Her color is not quite so high, nor her
-figure so plump. She keeps house for the 'squire, with devotion and
-good management that are the admiration of the town; continues to love
-and trust in Jack with unabated fervor, though some young women, whom
-she remembers to have held in her arms when they were babies in long
-clothes, are long since married and have babies of their own. Still
-she receives the sometime visits of her laggard lover with the same
-grace and sweetness, confident that it will all come right in time; has
-dropped the old familiar "Jack" for "John" or "Mr. Avery," which is a
-hint that we ought to do so, too.
-
-That unfathomable individual has been for some time a partner in a
-grocery establishment, carrying on a good business, and realizing
-fair profits; devotes much of his leisure to revising the imaginary
-insurance table, and has brought it down considerably closer; maintains
-a great regard for his Cousin Philo, and has much affectionate
-solicitude for his health; gives occasionally to various benevolent
-objects; is extremely regular in all his habits, and is generally
-regarded as a very nice young man, who has turned out much better than
-was expected of him.
-
-Philo has purchased a farm in an adjoining town, and is improving it
-with great care; is considered rather "near" in his dealings, and is
-generally quite distant and reserved. Suspicions are entertained that
-he has been disappointed in love, though nobody pretends to know the
-particulars; always takes a great interest in his Cousin John, whom
-he suspects of a tendency to dropsy. John, on his part, thinks Philo
-consumptive.
-
-
-_Thirty-five._ No great variation.
-
-Both the farmer and the grocery-man are moderately prosperous; though
-neither ventures much into speculation, because each is mindful of
-possibilities in the future that will give great additional advantages.
-The insurance table has been reduced to one of the exact sciences.
-
-Molly, poor girl, has faded a shade or two. She still keeps house, and
-raises an annual crop of old-maid pinks and pathetic-looking pansies,
-together with sage and rosemary and sweet marjoram, which she dries
-and puts in her closets and drawers, in order that their delicate,
-homelike fragrance may keep out the moths and pervade her apparel.
-But, as she moves so briskly and cheerfully about her little tasks, or
-bends over some bit of sewing or other ladycraft, grave doubts intrude
-themselves; and, if she were one whit less patient and self-forgetful,
-she would sometimes throw aside all these little occupations, and,
-like Jephthah's daughter, bewail her virginity. And, as she sits on
-Sunday mornings in church, alone in the pew except the 'squire,--now
-an old man who takes incredible quantities of snuff and drops the
-hymn-book,--as she sits thus, and watches the happy matrons, no older
-than she, coming in one by one, with their manly husbands and groups
-of rosy children, there comes up, sometimes, a great rising in her
-throat, which she is fain to subdue by taking bits of her own preserved
-flag-root, which she carries always in her pocket. Or, when she sees
-some pretty bride arrayed in the customary fineries, she sighs a
-little, as the thought that she has lost her best bloom comes uneasily
-to the surface; and then she sometimes looks timidly around to see if
-Mr. Avery has come to church. But Mr. Avery isn't often there; the
-insurance table takes up a good deal of his attention on Sundays.
-
-Molly has long ceased to dream about the white dresses and
-orange-blossoms. She would be glad, indeed, to make sure of a plain
-dark silk and only two kinds of cake; and of late even her hopes of
-these have become empty and melancholy as a last-year's birds-nest.
-Yet she clings still to the shadow of her old coquette girlhood, and
-rejuvenates herself with a new bonnet every spring, with as much
-seeming cheerfulness and confidence as if she were fifteen instead of
-thirty-five.
-
-
-_Forty._ Decided changes.
-
-'Squire Tupper rests in a grave marked by the most upright and
-respectable of tombstones. And then all the chattering tongues, that
-had before wagged themselves weary with gossip and conjecture, took a
-renewed impetus, and it was settled in all quarters that Molly would
-now be married as speedily as the proprieties of mourning would permit.
-And John himself, it would seem, thought as much; for, without any
-undue haste, he did make some motions looking that way. He bought a
-new gig, and took Molly out to ride several times, besides sitting
-very regularly in her pew at church. And, having thus evinced the
-earnestness of his intentions, he made himself spruce one Sabbath
-evening, and proceeded to call on her, with the express design of
-asking her to fix the long-deferred day.
-
-But what was his surprise on finding, as he came upon the stoop where
-he and Molly had so often exchanged vows of eternal fidelity (which
-had, indeed, been tolerably tested), the best parlor gayly alight as
-in the days of his early courtship, and to hear a male voice in very
-animated conversation with Molly.
-
-Curiosity and pride alike forbade him to retreat; but how was his
-surprise intensified to dismay when Molly, looking remarkably bright
-and young, ushered him into the presence of Mr. Niles, a most
-respectable gentleman resident in town, whose wife had been now three
-months dead. He was as smiling and interesting as Molly. And presently
-that outrageous damsel spoke up in the easiest way in the world,--
-
-"You dropped in just the right time, _Cousin_ John, for now you shall
-be the first one to be invited to our wedding. It is to come off a week
-from next Wednesday in the evening. We have just settled the time, and
-I shall have to stir around pretty lively to get ready."
-
-It was all true, and there was no help for it. John Avery had presumed
-a trifle too much upon the elastic quality of Molly's love for him, and
-now, at the eleventh hour, her seraphic patience had given way, and let
-him most decidedly and disgracefully down. When her father was dead and
-she left in loneliness, and John still delayed to make direct provision
-for altering the state of things, Molly felt that she had passed the
-limit of forbearance, and with a sudden dash of spirit, in which she
-seemed to concentrate all the unspoken pain and suppressed sense of
-wrong that had struggled in her heart through all these years past, she
-actually set her cap for this forlorn widower with six children, caught
-him, rushed him through a violent courtship, evoked from his stricken
-heart an ardent and desperate declaration, accepted, and married him,
-all in the space of eight weeks.
-
-And this was John's first intimation. Will any woman blame her if she
-_had_ been a little studious to conceal the preliminaries from him,
-till it should be time to acquaint him with the result, or if she
-wasn't especially tender of his nervous sensibilities in making her
-disclosure?
-
-But he was bidden to the wedding, and must needs go,--which he did,
-looking very glum, and kissing the bride with far less gusto than
-he had done in former times. But it was a very festive occasion,
-notwithstanding, for the bridegroom appeared in a blue coat with brass
-buttons, and his hair was greased to preternatural glossiness, while
-all the six children stood in a row, their stature being graduated
-like a flight of steps, and the cake was all that Molly had ever
-pictured it in the wildest flight of her imagination. And Molly herself
-in a perfect cloud of gauze and blaze of blushes renewed her youth
-prodigiously.
-
-It was all over, and John Avery walked slowly homeward with a
-glimmering consciousness that the things of this life in general were
-rather shaky and uncertain,--indulging even a brief doubt as to the
-reliability of his system of averages.
-
-
-_Fifty._ Both of our old bachelors are beginning to grow gray and
-morose. Philo stoops considerably, but is otherwise in excellent
-physical preservation; reads all the medical books about abstinence and
-frugality as the means of promoting long life, and practises rigidly
-upon their principles. John is equally tough and temperate. Neither
-shows the least sign of giving out for fifty years to come. Both have
-increased in substance and have the reputation of being "forehanded."
-The insurance table has been reduced to the very last fraction; but,
-spite of its scientific accuracy, seems to be one of those rules that
-are proved by their exceptions.
-
-Mrs. Niles is the most devoted of wives, the perfection of
-step-mothers, and rejoices, besides, in a chubby little boy of her own.
-All the seven are united in neglecting no opportunity to rise up and
-call her blessed.
-
-
-_Sixty._ Ditto--only more so.
-
-
-_Seventy._ The Ghosts?
-
-
-Yes, indulgent reader, your patience hath had its perfect work, if it
-hath brought you through all these preceding pages, in order that you
-may witness this _denouement_ scene, in which the ghosts appear, with
-such real and startling semblance in the eyes of some of our actors,
-that, in comparison, the fifth act of a sensation drama would have
-seemed mild as milk.
-
-It is to see these supernatural visitants that we have brought you all
-this long road. Let them show themselves but once, and we will then be
-content, nay glad, to drop our curtain, retire from the footlights,
-and whisk our actors back to the serene shades of private life. Grant
-us, for a little time, the gifts of conjurers and "meejums." Let our
-Asmodeus take you in charge, and show you things that are beyond the
-range of mere mortal perception. Ubiquity shall be yours while you
-journey into the land of spirits, and the name of the mischievous
-wizard and terrible practical joker who conducts you thither shall be
-Jack Niles.
-
-For we omitted to mention, in its appropriate connection, that when
-Molly found herself laid under the responsibility of naming her boy,
-she was debarred from bestowing on him that of his father, since it
-had been previously appropriated among the six, and her artistic
-sense revolted from starting the poor, helpless innocent out in the
-world under the honored designation of Zophar Tupper, which his
-grandfather had borne with such eminent respectability. And so, being
-influenced by the tender grace of motherhood, and desirous of showing
-her kind feeling towards the man whom she had once so loved and had
-now so freely forgiven, she felt that she could do it in no more
-expressive way than by calling her baby John Avery. The compliment was
-appreciated, and there may still be seen, among the family treasures of
-the Niles tribe, a silver cup, of punchy form and curious workmanship,
-marked with the inscription "J. A. N. from J. A."
-
-Jack the second grew up a tolerably correct copy of the boyhood of
-his namesake. He was gifted with the same gayety of temperament, and
-facility for getting into scrapes. It had happened more than once that
-heedless pranks of his had been leniently looked upon, and concealed
-or remedied by the considerate care of John the elder, who, spite of
-all the miserable warping and drying up of all his kindlier sympathies
-under the influence of that ever-impending possibility, still seemed
-to find a congenial satisfaction in the society of this frank, jolly
-youth, whose presence brought with it such an echo of his own once
-careless, joyous life.
-
-But, spite of warnings and admonitions, Jack was still a sad boy, and
-his favorite mode of working off his surplus activity was in devising
-and executing practical jokes. His invention and audacity reached their
-culmination in a most unprincipled scheme against the two venerable
-Avery cousins.
-
-Philo was now as sour, dry, and wizened an old man as dwelt in the
-state of Connecticut, and those bleak hills and stony slopes do not
-seem to produce very ripe and mellow old age. But Philo was known as an
-especially hard and grasping old sinner, living a sort of dog's life,
-all by himself, and too stingy to open his eyes wide. And it befell
-once that he and his strange, barren mode of life were touched upon in
-the evening talk of the Niles family, and then the mother, with her
-old, modest sprightliness, went over the story of the two wills made
-so long ago, and which must, in the natural course of human events,
-soon come into effect. She had grown to be an old woman, this blessed
-mother, but none of the loving ones, to whom her presence had been a
-joy and consolation for so many years, ever thought of her gray hairs
-or caps or spectacles, except as the emblems of more abundant peace and
-benediction.
-
-She tells her story now,--about the early days of the two old men,
-whose withered faces, and bent forms, and eager, acquisitive eyes are
-so familiar to them all,--and as she proceeds, Jack lapses from lively
-attention to a mood of profound reflection, which is always a bad sign
-for somebody.
-
-In the evening twilight of the next day, a thin, yellow-haired lad,
-mounted on a large, bony, sorrel horse, presented himself with an
-appearance of great haste and urgency before the door of Philo Avery's
-hermetic dwelling. After a vigorous though fruitless knocking, he made
-his way to the rear of the small, dismal brown house, and spied an aged
-figure advancing from an adjacent piece of woods, bending under the
-weight of a large heap of brush.
-
-"Be you Philo Avery?"
-
-"Yes," answered the ancient, with evident suspicion.
-
-"Then I've got a letter for you," said the thin youth, and, thrusting
-it forth, sprang upon his high horse and clattered away down the road.
-
-A letter! Philo stood and watched the messenger till he disappeared
-from sight, filled with a vague sense that something strange was
-about to break upon him. A letter sent to him was in itself a strange
-occurrence. Who could write to him? and for what? Could it indeed
-be the one thing so long looked for? and, if it were, how sudden!
-Tremulous with excitement, he trotted into the house, and, after many
-minutes of agitated fumbling, succeeded in lighting a candle. Then he
-held the letter close and tried to examine the address, for Philo was
-a victim to that unaccountable oddity, to which the greater portion of
-human nature is prone, of making a close and critical scrutiny of any
-unexpected or mysterious letter, before opening it for the conclusive
-knowledge of its contents. But everything looks misty before his eyes,
-and, after much squinting and peering, it occurs to him that he has
-forgotten his spectacles. And at last, after more delay and fumbling,
-he comes to the subject matter, very brief but comprehensive:--
-
-"John Avery died last night. Funeral at ten o'clock to-morrow morning."
-
-No date, no signature; but what of that? Over and over Philo read the
-two lines, before his mind could really grasp the intelligence they
-conveyed. It would have made a striking picture,--that withered, bent
-figure, in its coarse, well-worn clothes, stooping in the dim, lonely
-room, and the hungry eyes devouring that bit of news. It had happened
-at last, this thing for which he has waited almost half a century. How
-many hundred times he had imagined his own feelings when it should
-come to him, and how different it all was! The old man sinks into a
-chair and gives himself up to revery. And sitting thus, there come
-stealing upon him remembrances of long past scenes. He thinks of the
-time when he and John were boys together, and of all his mother's love
-and care of both; of the parting on the deck of the Skylark, and their
-long voyage. And then came the slow-moving panorama of all the dull,
-dreary, barren years that dragged their slow length onward between his
-present self and all these boyish memories. The hours pass unnoted as
-the poor old man goes through the successive stages of his retrospect,
-and finally arouses himself with a start when the candle, that has been
-burning dim and flickering, gives a dying glare and goes out in the
-socket. And then he arises, cramped and stiff, and creeps trembling
-to bed as the cocks are crowing for midnight. But the newly-made heir
-cannot sleep. Haunting images visit him, as the Furies surrounded
-Orestes. At length he rises and seeks the repository of his valuables.
-He takes out the will, and though he has known it, every word by heart,
-for a whole generation's lifetime, he reads it mechanically over.
-How strange the lines look, and the name of _Zophar Tupper_, written
-with the old magisterial flourish! Here, too, are the signatures of
-the witnesses, and he finds himself wondering why John never married
-Molly after all, and, even now, does not dream that he himself was the
-obstacle, by his disagreeable persistency in living; for our mortality
-is the last and severest lesson that we learn in life.
-
-Philo wonders if it is not almost daylight, and looks out at the east
-window for the first streak of dawn; reflects that he must start early,
-for it is nine miles to the town, and his old horse is not over-active.
-He will have to dress up, too, for the funeral. How strange! To pass
-away the time, he begins to get out his clothes and lay them ready.
-From the depths of a great red chest he brings up a pair of good, new
-pantaloons, that he has not worn for ten years, and then a coat to
-match, and a fine shirt with a ruffled bosom, that Aunt Betsy made for
-him while she was still young enough to do such things. And, lastly, he
-bethinks himself of a pair of black linen gloves that he bought on the
-occasion of the good woman's funeral, and from the darkest corner of
-the chest he fishes them up. A little dingy and rotten they are, to be
-sure, but still in wonderful preservation, though they give way in two
-or three spots when he puts them carefully on.
-
-In these little occupations he wears away the hours till the darkness
-begins to grow gray, and as soon as he can see sufficiently he goes to
-the pasture and leads his astonished old horse to the door. Then comes
-the terrible process of shaving;--and what spectacle is more forlorn
-than that of an old bachelor trying to shave a long, stiff beard by
-a weak light and with cold water? Even this is at length achieved;
-and then, after much brushing and other unaccustomed elaborations of
-toilet, he places the will carefully in his pocket, and, drawing on
-the rusty gloves, takes a final survey of himself before starting. The
-mouldy little mirror reflects a thin, yellow face dried into long,
-fine wrinkles, straggling gray locks, and watery, pale-blue eyes. The
-old-fashioned clothes make the thin, stooping figure more awkward and
-spindling, and a high, tight cravat completes the scarecrow effect
-of the whole. Still Philo has done his best, and is satisfied, as
-he mounts his ancient steed, that he presents the very likeness of
-respectable sorrow.
-
-And jogging decorously onward, as becomes his dismal errand, he ponders
-how different this morning is from all the other mornings of his life.
-In the silver-gray dawn there come back all the strange sentiments that
-had arisen out of the surprise and excitement of the previous midnight.
-A thick mist creeps up from a little stream that runs by the road-side,
-and its damp, clinging chill seems to strike through and saturate his
-very vitals. It occurs to him that the road is very lonely, and the few
-scattered farm-houses very dreary and inhospitable-looking, for it is a
-cloudy morning, and people are not yet stirring.
-
-All the influences and associations of the hour are dreary and
-funereal. He tries to fix his mind upon the inheritance into which he
-is about to step, but no bright, alluring visions rise at his call, and
-his thoughts are either perpetually recurring to the early memories
-that so affected him the night before, or else to the suggestion of his
-own form lying stiff and cold for burial in the place of his cousin's.
-All the well-known landmarks of the familiar way start into new and
-strange aspects; and he recoils in affright from an old guideboard that
-has stood in exactly the same place for forty years, but now appears
-like some spectral gallows that spreads its arms in ghostly invitation.
-He twists and pinches himself as he rides along, to be assured that he
-is in the world of realities; but the night's experiences have unstrung
-his aged nerves, and mind and body quiver helplessly alike.
-
-And now, from the brow of a little eminence, he perceives a gig slowly
-advancing from below, and, as it nears him, he becomes conscious of a
-great familiarity in its appearance. It is certainly very like the one
-that John bought so long ago, before Molly was married, and which he
-has used ever since. Curiously, too, it is drawn by a white horse, and
-John has had a white horse for ages past. This is indeed a coincidence.
-The thing comes noiselessly nearer. Oh, horror of horrors! It is John's
-own self,--his form,--his features,--his old brown hat,--John indeed,
-but deadly pale, and with wide, wild eyes fixed in a terrible stony
-gaze. No natural look, no nod of recognition, but only that hideous,
-glassy stare as he comes silently along, riding up out of the white fog.
-
-Philo can neither move nor cry out. He would turn and escape, but his
-stiffened hand refuses to draw the rein, and his horse has become, like
-himself, rigid and motionless.
-
-Prayers, oaths, and invocations rush, in a confused huddle, through his
-bewildered brain, as he sits and gazes, unable to remove his eyes from
-that horrid sight, and while he is vainly seeking to frame his lips to
-some sort of utterance, the wraith itself breaks the silence.
-
-"Philo." The tone is broken and distant.
-
-Trembling and choked, he tries to answer. The blood rushes to his face
-and almost blinds him, and he stammers out,--
-
-"John Avery,--aren't you dead?"
-
-"Are you?" asks the wraith.
-
-"I--I--I don't know," says Philo, and he didn't.
-
-The ghost rises, steps down from the gig, and extends his hand. It is
-very cold and clammy, but still a sound, fleshly hand, though quite
-hard and shrunken from its early proportions.
-
-"Thank God!" shouts Philo Avery.
-
-"_Thank God!_" responds John Avery, fervently.
-
-"How came you here?" asks Philo, still a little incredulous as to the
-real mortality of his companion.
-
-"On my way to attend your funeral," says John.
-
-"Why, no,--that can't be,--I'm going to yours."
-
-"Heavens!" exclaims John.
-
-"I guess it's a hoax," suggests Philo.
-
-John takes out a letter and reads aloud: "_Philo Avery died last night.
-Funeral at ten o'clock to-morrow morning._"
-
-"Just like mine, except the name," says Philo. "So you thought I was a
-ghost."
-
-"Didn't know what else you could be. You looked queer enough for one,"
-replied John.
-
-"Well, I've lived long enough to see ghosts, but this is the first of
-that kind of gentry that ever showed themselves to me," cried Philo,
-in his high, cracked voice, and actually convulsed with laughter. John
-joined in, and the two ghosts made the whole region alive.
-
-"It must have been somebody that knew about the wills," said John, when
-they had grown calm.
-
-"Yes," replied Philo; "and what cursed things they have been?"
-
-"Cursed--for both of us," said John.
-
-"Have you got it along with you?"
-
-"Yes, of course,--have you?" answered John, reddening faintly.
-
-"Why, yes,--and here it goes," cried Philo, with sudden energy, pulling
-it out, and shredding it in strips. John was not to be outdone. With
-equal eagerness he pulled his out, and, in a few seconds, both the
-wills were fluttering in fragments among the elderberry bushes by the
-road-side.
-
-"What a contemptible old screw I've been!" exclaimed John,
-penitentially, as the insurance table came into his mind.
-
-"No worse than I," said Philo, thinking of all his drudging, grovelling
-years.
-
-"Why, do you know I've wished you dead," burst out John.
-
-"Well, suppose you have,--I've done the same by you," answered Philo.
-
-"May God forgive us both."
-
-"_Amen_," said Philo, solemnly.
-
-"And help us in the future," continued John.
-
-"Amen again," said Philo.
-
-The muffled clatter of a horse's hoofs sounded through the fog, and
-presently the twinkling face of Jack Niles beamed upon the ghostly
-couple. Looking with well simulated astonishment on the group, the
-empty gig, and his venerable namesake standing in the middle of the
-road, Jack paused and begged to know what was the trouble, and whether
-he could be of service.
-
-"I believe it was you," said Philo, looking at the mischievous lad with
-sudden prescience.
-
-"I know 'twas," said John.
-
-And though Jack never owned it, that was a conviction that never
-departed from the minds of the two, and when they died, long after, he
-found himself bound by substantial reasons to remember the Two Ghosts
-of New London Turnpike.
-
-
-
-
-DOWN BY THE SEA.
-
-
-
-
-DOWN BY THE SEA.
-
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-
-
-There is a lonely old house situated close down by the sea, in one
-of the most secluded yet lonely nooks, not far from one of the most
-noted resorts on the seaboard; an old gray stone house, showing the
-marks of the many wild storms which have beat upon it in all the long
-years which have passed over it; a house whose bareness and desolation
-are enlivened but little by the heavy-trailing ivy which creeps over
-a portion of it and in which many wild birds build their nests. Old
-as it is, it seems never to have been finished,--rather to have been
-left without any of the last touches which complete a building, and to
-have thus stood for many years, with the wild winds and storms of the
-coast beating against it. Here and there a shutter is torn from its
-hinges, and lies where it fell under the window. The point is entirely
-gone from cornice and colonnade, and the floor of the latter, which
-had never been painted, is old and worm-eaten. The grounds about it
-are an intricate tangle of brushwood. Flowering shrubs, which had been
-planted here and there, have grown up into wild and unshapely trees.
-Rose-bushes and wild vines choke up the paths, and the gates and fences
-are broken and dilapidated. There is one path, which leads down to
-the beach, which has been kept open, and has, apparently, been often
-trodden; but apart from this there seems to be but little sign of life
-around the old gray house. There is, indeed, one red-curtained window
-upon the side which looks out to sea, and here a bright light is always
-burning at night, and all night, and the sailors have learned to watch
-for it as for a signal; and the place is known to them as the Lone-Star
-House. Let us watch around the house, and perhaps it will have a story
-to tell,--such places often do have, lonely and deserted as they seem;
-stories often full enough of human love and heart-break. "It looks as
-though it might be haunted," say the gay parties who ride by it from
-the fashionable resort a few miles away. Yes, and there is no doubt but
-what it is.
-
- "All houses wherein men have lived and died
- Are haunted houses. Through the open doors
- Phantoms unseen upon their errands glide
- With feet that make no noise upon the floors."
-
-It is growing sunset now, and the sky is blossoming most gloriously
-with many-colored clouds, as out of the door of the old house a woman
-glides and takes the beaten path to the beach. A great rough and
-shaggy dog follows her, and the two together walk thoughtfully along.
-They go down where the great waves are tumbling and tossing upon the
-rocks, and pace rapidly up and down the shore, looking far out over
-the green waters with their fleecy crowns of foam. She is a woman of
-middle-age, verging near upon forty, one would say, tall, and straight
-as an arrow, with large, unfathomable gray eyes and a massive coronal
-of glossy hair, streaked here and there with gray. She wears a cheap,
-dark dress; but she has a handsome scarlet shawl around her shoulders,
-of the most superb tint of which you can conceive; and she looks like a
-woman who would love rich and gorgeous coloring; and, indeed, it is one
-of her passions. In draperies, in articles of dress where such colors
-are admissible, and more than all in flowers and leaves, she loves the
-deepest and richest tints. Every night the sunset is a revelation to
-her. She studies the gorgeous castles and cathedrals of gold, which are
-builded in the western heavens with a glory which the temple of Solomon
-could never attain; and she watches, from her little turret window up
-in the old gray house yonder, every morning for the rising of the great
-high-priest in his garments resplendent. There was, indeed, something
-warm and rich and tropical in her blood, albeit it sprung from the cold
-New England fount. She reminded one, as much as anything, of
-
- "The wondrous valley hidden in the depths of Gloucester woods
- Full of plants which love the summer blooms of warmer latitudes,
- Where the Arctic birch is broided by the tropic's flowery vines,
- And the silver-starred magnolia lights the twilight of the pines."
-
-She walks upon the beach till the sunset has burned low in the red
-west, and then takes the path back to the house. When about half-way
-across the garden, she turns off a little from the main path, and,
-putting back the bushes with her hands, makes her way for a few paces
-and stops at a little grave,--a child's grave,--tufted thick with
-purple pansies, sprinkled with white daisies. She sits down for a
-moment beside it, plucks one or two spires of grass which have sprung
-up among the flowers, then hurriedly leaves it, calling her dog after
-her, and going into the house, where the light soon shines in the
-seaward-looking window. The woman's name is Agnes Wayland, and here she
-has lived alone for now nearly twenty years,--alone, except once in
-a while of a summer she takes a quiet boarder or two, who see little
-of her and know less, and of whom she esteems it a great pleasure to
-be well rid, when the autumnal equinox comes on. Winter and summer,
-in storm and sleet, rain and shine, she stays shut in the dim old
-house all day, and emerges only towards evening for her walk upon the
-beach, and her peep at the little grave, with its coverlet of pansies
-in summer and its white drapery of snow in winter. Upon the night of
-which I have been writing, she made her way back, as I have said,
-into her own room,--a room where her prevailing tastes could quickly
-be discovered. A peculiar depth and brilliancy of coloring pervaded
-everything; carpet and curtains were of the same vivid crimson, and the
-large bay-window filled with plants was gorgeous as a festal-room of
-the fairies. Everything was old and much worn, and had a look of old
-but not faded splendor. A few books occupied a cabinet in one corner,
-and a piano, which was always locked, stood in another. An easy-chair
-was drawn up to a little stand, near the window, and upon it lay an
-open Bible. This was the place where she sat and read hour by hour
-and day by day, always from the Bible, only varying her occupation by
-weary hours over intricate and elaborate pieces of fancy-work,--more
-beautiful and marvellous than such pieces of work ever were made
-before, but always things which required only mechanical kind of
-ingenuity, and needed genius and taste only in the coloring,--and these
-she sold at the nearest town, and so earned her daily bread. After she
-had taken her accustomed seat this evening, she was startled by a ring
-at the door,--a sound so unusual that she trembled like a leaf as she
-took the lamp and started to answer the summons. She had got half-way
-down the stairs, when she stopped, and called lightly to the dog,
-who was beside her in a moment, and together they opened the door. A
-grave-looking elderly gentleman stood there, who inquired if he had the
-honor of addressing Mrs. Wayland.
-
-"That is my name, sir," she answered, not opening the door or bidding
-him enter.
-
-"And mine is Ashly, madam. I am a clergyman, living in Boston, and
-I am seeking a quiet place, near the sea, in which to spend the
-summer. I have been told in the village yonder that you sometimes
-receive a boarder, and I think your place will just suit me. I have
-recommendations, if you wish."
-
-But Mrs. Wayland did not need them. She was too good a judge of
-character, despite her long seclusion, not to see at a glance that he
-was what he asserted, and that, if she must have boarders at all, he
-was just what she wanted. So she invited him in, without relaxing a
-particle in the coldness of her demeanor, and, giving him a seat in a
-cheerless-looking and scantily-furnished dining-room, told him in as
-few words as possible what she would do for him and for how much she
-would do it,--a straightforwardness which raised her very highly in
-the reverend doctor's estimation, although she designed, if she had a
-design in the matter, quite a contrary effect. She had sometimes had
-some trouble in keeping her boarders at a sufficient distance to suit
-her, and she had found it necessary upon their first arrival to have it
-distinctly understood that they were to expect no sort of companionship
-from her; that she gave them a room and their board, such as it was,
-and she never took any pains to make it good or attractive, and that
-that was all she wanted of them. But Dr. Ashly had a great horror of
-a bustling and gossipy landlady, and thought he had found a perfect
-treasure; and when she had shown him the room he could have, if he
-liked, he eagerly agreed to take it, and said if she had no objection
-he would take possession forthwith, and not go back to the village till
-morning. To this she assented indifferently, and soon left him alone,
-calling the one house-maid to get him some supper, and, retiring to
-her own room, was soon buried in her accustomed thoughts, and scarcely
-aware of his existence. And as landlady and lodger were equally pleased
-to let each other alone, there was little intercourse between them for
-several weeks. But one night, when the doctor had been for a long walk
-on the beach, he saw, as he was returning, Mrs. Wayland, in her usual
-evening exercise, pacing up and down the beach, and was struck by her
-appearance as she walked thus, and stood still for a time observing
-her, and followed her at last, at a little distance, while she made her
-visit to the child's grave. His kind heart was very much touched by the
-sight, and he determined to talk with her and give her his sympathy
-and friendship, if she needed them. So he gathered some of the pansies
-off from the grave, and, holding them in his hand, went into tea. Mrs.
-Wayland had laid aside her shawl and was already seated at the table.
-They usually had little conversation at these times, and that of the
-most commonplace character. This evening, as he came through the door
-and she caught sight of the flowers in his hand, she exclaimed, in a
-quick, excited way, "You have been to my grave!"
-
-She spoke as though he had intruded upon her most sacred privacy, and
-he answered, apologetically, "Yes, I have visited the little grave in
-the garden. I hope I have not intruded. I have a little grave in the
-churchyard at home, and such spots are very sacred to me."
-
-Agnes Wayland was a lady, and she would not have been guilty of a
-rudeness for the world, so she hastened to reply,--
-
-"Oh, no, sir, you have not been guilty of intrusion, but you are the
-first one who has ever visited my grave, and I have watched it so
-fondly for so many years that I almost felt jealous that any other eyes
-should ever look upon it."
-
-"And I have not only looked upon it," said the minister, very softly
-and benignantly, "but I have dropped a tear upon it."
-
-"That is something that I have never done."
-
-"Then I pity you with all my heart, my friend. If I had not been able
-to weep over my child's grave, I think my heart would have broken."
-
-"Mine, sir, was broken before the child died," and, as she said this,
-she arose hastily and left the room.
-
-The minister was much interested and full of sympathy for this lonely
-woman, whose lot was so isolated, and as he lay that night and listened
-to the deep, hollow roar of the sea, he thought of the great deeps of
-the human heart, and the fierce passions which were ever tossing it,
-and of the great calm of death.
-
-A few days after he ventured as delicately as he could to return to the
-subject, by referring to the little girl he had lost, and of how her
-mother had followed her, but a short time before, to the better land.
-
-"You seem very cheerful, sir," said Agnes Wayland, in a quick,
-impetuous way, "and yet you have had trouble, it seems."
-
-"Yes, madam, I have had some very severe and dreadful trials; but I am
-very happy and hopeful in spite of them all, for I know that now they
-will soon be ended, and that I shall recover all that I have lost when
-I reach the heavenly land."
-
-"How do you know that? I don't know it. When I buried my only child
-down in the garden there, I thought I had lost him forever. That was
-why, in my stony grief, no tear ever fell upon his grave. I have been
-trying these fifteen years to believe what you say you believe; but
-it has no consolation for me. God took my child away from me in my
-bitterest need, and he took him forever. Was it a good God who did
-that?"
-
-Her voice was cold and rigid, and a pallor as of death was upon her
-face as she paused for a reply.
-
-"A good God, madam! and whom he loveth he chasteneth!"
-
-"No, indeed, sir, I don't believe that. He didn't love me, and I didn't
-love him, and I don't love him now,--hate him, rather. He has tried me
-too sorely."
-
-"My dear friend, you know not what you say. I beseech you, do not
-blaspheme your God."
-
-"I have only said, sir, for once, what I have been thinking all these
-dreadful years. When I buried my child down there, I did not believe in
-any God for years. I thought some vile and fiendish Fate was pursuing
-me. Then you ministers were always saying to me, 'Pray;' and I prayed.
-They said to me 'Study the word of God;' and I studied it. It has been
-my only study for fifteen years, and it has brought me no consolation
-yet."
-
-"But you have found God in it,--have you not? You do not deny a God?"
-
-"I have found a God in it certainly, but only a God who has separated
-me eternally from all I love."
-
-"My dear friend, I assure you, you have not yet found the true God, if
-you believe this."
-
-"I have found I verily believe the God of the Bible, and he has said
-the wicked shall go away into everlasting punishment; and I am the most
-wicked of all God's creatures."
-
-Here Mrs. Wayland left him again standing upon the colonnade, and
-hurried rapidly from him down the path which led to the sea. Her
-conversation had revived in her heart all the strong passions which
-slumbered there, and which she usually held in close repression. As
-she paced wildly up and down the beach, feeling in her nearness to
-the sea a sort of comfort as though the great ocean were her friend,
-she thought over her whole lonely life. She thought of her happy and
-brilliant youth, of its gayeties, its triumphs, and its great hopes;
-she beheld herself the petted darling of a joyous circle of companions
-and friends. She thought of her journeys in distant lands, whither a
-loving father had taken her, and of all the delights of those years
-when they had wandered through all the sunny climes of southern Europe,
-and so away on to the Orient, where she had trodden with pilgrim feet
-all the sacred places of that Holy Land. It was there she had first
-met her husband; and she dwelt with fondness upon every little incident
-which memory recalled of her intercourse with him there, and of how
-they had sailed together upon their return to their native land. It was
-then she had learned to love the ocean. In those long days, when they
-were out upon the trackless deep, they had learned together the sweet
-mystery of loving. Night after night they had paced the deck together,
-gazing out upon the moonlighted expanse, and watching the breakers rise
-and fall. The long voyage had been a season of enchantment. It had
-passed into her being, and become a part of her inmost life forever.
-She had one of those natures to whom such things come but once in a
-lifetime. When they had reached home, they had been married, and, after
-a year or two of pleasant married life, they had built the old gray
-house of which I have told you, designing to pass their summers down
-there within hearing of the grand, eternal anthem of the sea. How well
-she remembered the hurry they were in to get down here,--so great a
-hurry that they could not stop to have the house entirely finished, and
-so in early May they had furnished two or three rooms, and lived here
-in a wild trance of what seems to her now, as she looks back upon it,
-perfect bliss. Here they wandered up and down the beach together hand
-in hand for hours and beheld the waters glowing in the early tints of
-sunrise, and reflecting the gorgeous splendors of sunset, and rippling
-and shimmering in the bewildering moonlight. Then she thinks of how
-gayeties began up at the village yonder, and how they began to see
-much company and to mingle in all the excitements of watering-place
-life. Here they had met the beautiful syren who had stolen her husband
-from her. With what angry hate she dwells upon the soft, bewildering
-beauty of that woman,--her rounded, dimpled form, her golden hair,
-and the languishing blueness of the dreamy eyes! She seemed in all
-her bewitching beauty, to the eye of Agnes Wayland, more hateful and
-hideous than a fiend. She had fascinated Mortimer Wayland almost from
-their first meeting. Of a dreamy, sensuous temperament, and a weak
-will, and with no great power of principle at his back, the artful and
-wicked woman had ensnared him with her wiles, and in the meshes of her
-charms he had forgotten the grand and queenly wife, who to every eye
-was so infinitely the superior of one for whom he was deserting her,
-and the little year-old baby, who was just learning to lisp "father" to
-him as he fondled him.
-
-Of the wild tempest which tossed her soul at this time she dreaded to
-think even now. It had been so near to madness that it was a terror
-to her yet. But pride had always been one of her ruling passions,
-and, instead of pleading with him with a woman's tenderness, as some
-might have done, she had treated him with coldness and disdain, and
-with reproachful scorn had goaded him on to take the last step in the
-dreadful drama.
-
-He had deserted her, and with the blue-eyed woman had sailed for a
-distant land. Never since that time, now nearly twenty years, had
-she left, except for her lonely walks, the old gray house. She shut
-herself up like a hermit, and with wild and bitter grief cursed herself
-and her God. Down into the deepest gloom of despair she went, where
-never a single ray of heavenly light and comfort reached her. Her
-child, indeed, she had left; but although she loved him with all the
-concentrated passion of her nature, he seemed little comfort to her.
-She brooded continually upon the darkness of her fate, and upon the
-fathomless depths of despair into which she was sinking.
-
-Then the child died, and her last human interest went; and she made
-its little grave in the tangled garden, and every year covered it
-thick with flowers. But in her heart no white blossom of hope had ever
-sprung up, no purple pansy of royal magnanimity and forgiveness had yet
-blossomed there. And this night, after so many years, she was living
-it all over again with tragic interest, and no softened feelings of
-relenting or forgiveness entered her stern heart.
-
-"He is very happy," she thought to herself as she wended her way back
-and stood by her little grave; "he is very happy, for he can stand
-by his child's bed and weep; and so could I, if I had his hope. O my
-darling, my darling, darling boy!" and she stooped down, and threw her
-arms caressingly over the little mound.
-
-"Oh, if God would only, only let me meet you once more! O my God, why
-cannot I forgive and be forgiven?"
-
-"My sister," said the kind old man, coming up and hearing her last
-words; and feeling how vain it would be to reason or expostulate with
-this woman,--"let us pray;" and, almost before she knew it, they were
-kneeling by the little one's grave; and before the old minister had
-concluded his simple but touching prayer, the woman, whose heart had
-been stone for so many years, was weeping, weeping with passionate sobs
-like a little child; and when he had concluded, she arose, and without
-a word made her way into the house, and soon the red light shone in the
-little window.
-
-Somehow after this a more gentle feeling crept into the heart of Mrs.
-Wayland. A softer light came into her eye, and a more gentle tremor
-was in her voice as she addressed the old minister, who saw that she
-was touched, but was too wise to meddle farther than was absolutely
-necessary with the good work which he was sure was going on.
-
-It was not many weeks from the evening of which I have spoken, when, as
-she was returning from her evening walk, she beheld a scene of bustle
-around the door of her house; a carriage was driving away, and a trunk
-stood upon the steps, while some figures seemed just entering the door
-whom she could not distinguish in the gathering darkness. "Dr. Ashly
-has some friends come," she thought, with a feeling of impatience;
-"what shall I do with them?" and she walked quickly to the house. As
-she turned into the cheerless dining-room,--the only room which was
-ever used below,--she saw, stretched upon a couch, the figure of a man
-propped up by pillows, which seemed to have been hastily brought, and
-looking pallid and wan. She walked quickly forward, but when she had
-reached the middle of the room, she stopped like one transfixed, and,
-with wild eyes full of eagerness and something like joy, looked about
-her.
-
-"Mortimer Wayland!" she exclaimed at last, grasping the table for
-support. "Why come you here?"
-
-"I have come home to die, Agnes. I could not die anywhere else; I have
-been for years trying to do so,--but God would not let me. I was forced
-to come and seek your forgiveness, and God will not take me until I
-have it; yet I dare not ask you to grant it; it is too much!" At this
-the sick man shut his eyes wearily, and said no more.
-
-"Forgive us our sins as we forgive those who trespass against us,"
-solemnly said the voice of the old minister, who was sitting near the
-couch upon which the man lay.
-
-"Oh, sir, you cannot know what it is for me to ask of her. Most wrongs
-may be forgiven; but mine against her is so great that she cannot
-forgive me, I am sure, unless God helps her. I have been suffering for
-it these twenty years,--trying to expiate it; but I have failed. I have
-suffered, I have struggled, I have almost died many times, sir; but I
-could not atone for my sin, and God could not forgive it, nor can she."
-
-Then the minister's voice was heard again, and it said, "Sister,
-remember the little child's grave in the garden, and forgive and be
-forgiven."
-
-Then Mrs. Wayland, who had stood like a statue all this time, rushed
-forward, and, kneeling by the couch poured forth her whole heart in a
-torrent of passionate words,--
-
-"O my husband, my darling, my only love, forgive me for my coldness and
-my scorn! forgive me for not helping you to withstand temptation,--I,
-who was always the stronger! It was I who drove you away, and for it
-I have suffered and agonized all these years. I have been so hard, so
-wicked and cruel, so unpitying and unforgiving, that I have had no rest
-or peace night or day. It is so blessed to feel that I forgive you! so
-joyful to think that you will forgive me,--that God will forgive us
-both!" and the woman laid her head upon his breast, and rained upon his
-lips a thousand passionate kisses.
-
-Then Dr. Ashly would have left them; but the woman called him back.
-
-"Share in our great joy, dear friend," she said; "for, had it not
-been for you, this would never have been. A few weeks ago I should
-never have received him whom I loved even as I had always loved, but
-whom my pride would have banished from my door in the face of all his
-pleadings; but you have softened my heart, and to you we owe this
-joyful hour. And now you must help me," she continued, with a woman's
-thoughtful care, "to carry him to my own room upstairs, which is the
-only comfortable room I have; and there I can nurse him up, and soon
-have him well again."
-
-And so he was carried up to the room where she had sat alone so many
-years, and was soon as comfortable as womanly care could make him.
-
-"How natural it all looks here!" he said, glancing around the room.
-"It is just as it used to be,--isn't it, darling? And I remember it so
-well,--furnished, to suit you, in crimson, which you still like, as I
-see by your shawl."
-
-"Yes," she said, with a little blush; "I have always worn it for your
-sake. You used to say it was just the color to suit me, and I have worn
-it all these years."
-
-"Darling," said he, looking all about the room, "I see no traces of any
-one but yourself here. Where is our child,--our little baby boy?"
-
-Agnes Wayland went softly up to him, and put her arms around his neck,
-as she said,--
-
-"I thought, a few weeks ago, that he was down in the garden under a bed
-of pansies; but now I know he is in heaven, where you and I will soon
-join him."
-
-
-
-
-WHY MRS. RADNOR FAINTED.
-
-
-
-
-WHY MRS. RADNOR FAINTED.
-
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-
-
-You have seen hazel eyes,--have you not? I don't mean the quiet
-nut-brown ones, you meet every day, but _bona fide_ hazel eyes,
-opaline in their wonderful changes,--that make you wonder, when you
-turn away from them, what color they will have assumed when you next
-look into their depths; for such eyes have depths, sometimes glowing
-emerald-like, with a steady, lambent flame, now gleaming with a soft
-lustre like pearls, or melted into sapphires by tears.
-
-Such eyes had Mrs. Radnor,--cold, beautiful woman that she was;
-insensible, I was about to say, only I remember her fainting at sight
-of a pond-lily. How well I recollect the day! There was a party of us
-passing the midsummer at the old Richmond farm, a few miles from ----;
-Mr. and Mrs. Ferdinand Radnor among the rest. The latter, a haughty
-statuesque woman, with nothing save her wonderful eyes to indicate
-anything approaching a heart,--lovely as a dream, yet with beauty
-that repelled even in its fascination. Such hair, too, as she had,
-rolling in golden ripples down to her slender feet;--fine as silk, it
-was brown in the shade, but glowed and intensified in the light till it
-seemed as if a thousand stray sunbeams were imprisoned in the radiant
-mass. We always called her the "Princess with the golden locks." You
-remember her in the fairy tale,--do you not? That one, I mean, whose
-hair was the wonder and admiration of the whole world, and whose lovers
-delighted to bind themselves with fetters so exquisite; yet when they
-strove playfully to throw them off, they found themselves with gyves
-and manacles of steel, under which they were powerless.
-
-Mr. Radnor was urbane and gentlemanly; but, possessing only half a
-soul, he divided the interest of that equally between admiring his own
-person and annoying Mrs. Radnor by his attentions.
-
-It was a sultry July day, and we were all of us on the rose-terrace
-back of the house, some dozing,--I pretending to read, though all the
-time watching the "Princess" furtively from the shelter of my book.
-
-She had a pile of cushions spread with a scarlet shawl, and, like an
-Eastern beauty, lay languidly upon them. Her dress of palest blue was
-open at the throat, and her hands toyed listlessly with the heavy cord
-that confined her waist. There was a blush-rose tint on her usually
-pale cheek, and her hair, half escaped from its little net, lay like
-flecks of gold on the scarlet cover. I think I never saw repose, utter
-and perfect, before.
-
- "Down through her limbs a drooping languor crept,
- Her head a little bent, and on her mouth
- A doubtful smile dwelt like a clouded moon
- In a still water."
-
-Suddenly the charmed silence was broken, for round the corner of the
-house came Mr. Radnor, with his arms filled with superb water-lilies,
-which he threw in a fragrant shower over his wife. He was saluted with
-exclamations of wonder and delight, and while he was replying, I had
-leisure to observe his wife.
-
-The change was frightful: an ashen pallor had spread itself over her
-face, she was panting violently for breath, and, at the same time,
-attempting to clasp both hands before her eyes. I cried aloud and
-sprang towards her,--but it was too late.
-
-Mrs. Radnor had fainted!
-
-At the same time, Anne Richmond threw herself upon her knees beside
-her, and, hastily gathering the snowy flowers from her dress and bosom,
-where they had fallen, thrust them into Mr. Radnor's arms, saying
-hurriedly, as she did so,--
-
-"Pray, pray, take them away, sir, or your wife will die."
-
-He obeyed blankly, and together Anne and I applied the usual
-restoratives, and, after some minutes, were rewarded by a faint color
-in her lips, then a quivering of the mouth, and I heard her murmur
-faintly,--"I saw him again, Anne. Oh, those dreadful flowers!"
-
-Then her eyes opened,--those wonderful eyes, that were then almost
-startling in their blackness. She looked wildly round her for a
-single second, and, catching sight of me, was herself again,--haughty,
-self-sustained as before, even though lying helpless as a child on Anne
-Richmond's arms.
-
-And, after all, pride is better for a fainting woman than all the sal
-volatile in the world, thought I, receiving her languidly uttered
-thanks, and retreating.
-
-We saw no more of Mrs. Radnor that day. Her husband talked loudly
-of the extreme heat; and no one but the two who had observed the
-expression of her face when the perfume of the lilies first met her
-senses, knew anything to the contrary. As for me, I was restless and
-unquiet. There had been from the first a nameless something about Mrs.
-Radnor which had excited my deepest interest, and now my imagination
-was busy. One thing the painful scene of the morning had convinced me
-of, and that was, that some time in the past she had been quickened
-into life by the breath of love, and the flowers had played a terrible
-part in overwhelming her with memories possibly long buried in the
-deepest recesses of her heart; for--I acknowledged it--Mrs. Radnor had
-a heart. I never doubted it from the moment in which her face changed
-from its quiet repose into that torturing expression of fear that it
-wore when she fainted.
-
-"Anne," I said that evening to Miss Richmond, as I drew her into my
-chamber after the party had separated for the night, "tell me something
-of Mrs. Radnor. I am sure you are in some way concerned in her past."
-
-"Yes," she answered, with a little, fluttering sigh; "there is one page
-of her life that no one living has ever read but myself. Perhaps I do
-wrong in consenting to turn it for you; but it may be a warning to you,
-child. To-morrow we will go down to the lake together, and I will tell
-you what has changed Mrs. Radnor, from the brightest, sunniest girl
-that ever lived, to the breathing statue that she has been for ten
-years."
-
-She sighed again, as she kissed my cheek, and then I heard her
-footsteps die away in the long corridor.
-
-My room was in the second story, and directly over those occupied by
-the Radnors, which opened on a balcony leading down by a little flight
-of steps to the lawn.
-
-The night was sultry and still. All the usual bustle and stir of
-retiring had ceased, and, extinguishing my candle, I curled myself on
-the broad window-seat, watching the stars that seemed to smile in the
-hazy atmosphere. It was late,--nearly midnight, I think; and I drank
-with delight the heavy fragrance which that hour always seems to draw
-from the heliotrope, great masses of which grew under my windows. I do
-not know how long I sat there. Waking dreams, such as flit lightly in
-the tender stillness of summer nights, wooed me with delicious repose.
-I fancied myself beneath Eastern skies, and the faint stir of a bird
-in a neighboring tree seemed to me the pluming of a bulbul's wing;
-and through the gilded lattice of the harem two starry eyes--and they
-were Mrs. Radnor's--glittered and gleamed. The soft running of a brook
-through the grounds was the lapping of waves against Venice stones. I
-heard the twinkle of a guitar, and, framed by carved, gray stone work,
-her rippling golden hair stirred in the night-breeze.
-
-Then everything faded, and I slept a moment or an hour,--I cannot say
-which, so softly had the hours passed in softest sandals,--and it was
-with a start that I sat upright and heard, with a keen thrill of fear,
-a faint click, as of a drawn bolt, and immediately the distant bell of
-St. Michael's pealing out.
-
-One--two; and with the dying of the second stroke there was a rustling
-sound beneath my window, and then a shuddering whisper,--"My God! my
-God! have mercy upon me!"
-
-Shrouded by a half-closed blind, I peered out, and, kneeling on the
-balcony below, I saw a white figure illuminated by the strange, weird
-light of a waning moon. The face was uplifted, and the expression might
-have been that worn by Maria Therese in the solitude of her chamber
-when the Archduchess Josepha died.
-
-I drew back,--it seemed like profanity for any but the God to whom
-she appealed to witness her despair,--for it was Mrs. Radnor. I heard
-a long, deep-drawn sigh, a footstep, and then the silky tones of her
-husband.
-
-"My love,--why will you? The dew is very heavy." Then a stir and the
-sound of a closing door.
-
-I shivered in the ghostly light that had crept into my window, and,
-softly closing my blinds, I laid down to sleep if I could.
-
-The first person I saw, on entering the breakfast-room the next
-morning, was Mrs. Radnor, pale as the muslin wrapper she wore, but as
-coldly self-contained as usual. I felt the passionate sympathy, which
-had taken firm hold on me since the scenes of the previous night,
-almost vanish before her languidly uttered replies to my inquiries for
-her health. It was only in watching the drooping corners of her rarely
-beautiful mouth and the violet circles beneath the wonderful eyes, that
-I could connect the haughty being before me with the utterer of the
-despairing cry of the night before.
-
-The day wore on slowly enough to me, and it was only when the
-lengthened shadows on the terrace, and Miss Richmond, equipped for her
-walk, greeted my eyes, that my impatience subsided.
-
-The path led us through a shady grove of pines, that sighed mournfully
-as one passed through them, then across a sloping interval made green
-by recent rains, and so down through a fringe of alders to a little
-seat close by the margin of a charming lake on which myriads of
-water-lilies were closing their cups of incense.
-
-"Sit here," said Anne, pointing to a place at her side.
-
-"It is not always pleasant to think or speak of the past," she began,
-after a few moments' silence, "although day by day its scenes and
-actors appear to us. There are some memories in every heart that thrill
-us with grief unutterable, and when you know that one person in the
-story which I shall tell you was dear to me as my own soul, you will
-not wonder if my lip falters or I fail to dwell on the more painful
-portions of it."
-
-Then for the first time I was aware of another unwritten heart-history,
-and knew why the soft lips and eyes of the woman beside me had so often
-uttered their fatal no.
-
-"Ten years ago," she said, "our house was full of guests, and among
-them was Eleanor Orne,--the most perfectly beautiful girl I ever
-beheld. Fancy Mrs. Radnor, younger by as many years, with a bewildering
-smile ever ready to play around the lovely mouth, with expressions as
-rapidly following themselves in her eyes as clouds on an April day, and
-you can form a faint idea of her loveliness.
-
-"There was also a young student of divinity, with an eye as clear as a
-star and a soul pure as prayer itself. Proud and calm he was; but it
-was a noble pride that clothed him as with a garment, and a gracious
-calmness resulting from a vaulting intellect, subdued and chastened by
-firmest faith.
-
-"He had been fond of me in a way, but from the night that Eleanor came
-floating down the long piazza, attired in some diaphanous gray that
-streamed around her like mist, I knew how it would be. I marked, with
-one great heart-throb, the perfect delight that flashed in his dark
-eyes as they rested upon her face and form.
-
-"After that they were always together. In the mornings he was reading
-to her as she worked; on afternoons, rocking together in the little
-boat on the lake; and then, in the purple twilight, singing dreamy
-German music, of which they were both passionately fond.
-
-"I soon knew that James Alexander loved her. I read it in every glance,
-in every tone. But Eleanor? I was not sure. Watch her as narrowly as I
-would, I could not see that the rose in her cheek became a deeper pink
-when he approached, or that her eyes were raised more tenderly to him
-than to a dozen others who sought her smiles.
-
-"There had been rumors of Eleanor's engagement and approaching
-marriage, which had drifted to me from her city home; but, when I saw
-her day by day allowing him to become more attached to her,--for she
-could not fail to perceive it all,--I rejected the rumor, and with it
-the impulse which had prompted me to repeat it to James, that he might,
-if not already too late, be upon his guard.
-
-"At last the end came. I dozed one day on a sofa in an inner room,
-and watched with delicious delight my dream of fair woman that a
-dark-velvet lounging-chair brought out in clear relief. Eleanor sat
-there, with downcast eyes and clasped hands. Suddenly a step, hurried
-and joyous in its very lightness, sounded in the hall; the door opened
-and closed again, and Alexander stood before her with an open letter in
-his hand.
-
-"'See,' he said, speaking rapidly, 'it has come at last, and I may
-speak. It is a call to one of the largest parishes in your own city,
-and I may say, what you must have known for weeks past, that I love
-you, Eleanor, deeply, devotedly; that I want you. My darling, tell me
-that you are not indifferent to me,--that you will be my wife.'
-
-"It was too late for me to move; and something--perhaps it was a kind
-of dull despair--kept me motionless, with eyes riveted upon the group.
-
-"'Speak to me, Eleanor,' he said, more eagerly, bending over her as he
-spoke.
-
-"I saw her face flush, and an almost imperceptible shrinking from him,
-that made him quickly draw back.
-
-"'Speak, Miss Orne,--Eleanor, I implore you.'
-
-"'Oh, why have you said this to me?' she answered, faintly. 'I cannot
-hear you, Mr. Alexander. I am to be married next month.'
-
-"I saw him reel for an instant as one would under a heavy blow, and
-heard a deep sigh--almost a groan--burst from him; then a silence so
-long and so profound that I could hear my heart beat. At last he spoke,
-in a voice husky and changed,--
-
-"'Forgive me. I did not mean to offend; but God knows what a mercy it
-would have been if I could have known this before. I may touch your
-hand once,--may I not? And you will look up into my face? No, not that!
-Grant me this, at least then, before our long parting.' And he bent and
-kissed one of the sunny curls that streamed over the chair. Then I saw
-him raise one hand over her as in benediction, and, in another moment,
-he was gone. I looked at Eleanor. She had risen from her seat, and
-moved a step or two towards the door.
-
-"'O James, James, I love you!' she said, piteously; and then I had just
-time to break her fall.
-
- * * * * *
-
-"An hour later, I met him on the doorstep. 'I am glad to have seen
-you,' he said slowly, 'and to thank you for your kindness; for I am
-going away. You will be good to _her_, Anne, for my sake,--will you
-not?'
-
-"He turned from me, and passed down the walk. I watched him until a
-sharp turn hid him from my sight. I never saw him afterwards alive.
-
-"The next day it rained, and the next; and it was not until the third
-day that Eleanor and I took our usual walk. As we left the house, she
-suggested that we shape our way towards the lake. Agreeing, we walked
-on slowly, and I tried to make James Alexander the subject of our talk.
-At first she evaded me; and, when at last she found my persistence was
-not in any other way to be turned aside, said,--
-
-"'It is an unpleasant subject to me, dear Anne. I fear I have much to
-blame myself for. _I_ suffer enough; for, in rejecting his love, I shut
-my eyes on a life that would have been a continual delight, to open
-them on one from which my very soul shrinks abhorrently, and yet to
-which I am solemnly pledged.'
-
-"'But it may not yet be too late,' I said, eagerly; for God knows I
-loved James Alexander with no selfish love.
-
-"'Yes, it is too late,' she replied mournfully. 'I shall never allude
-to it again, Anne; but I tell you now, that I do not and can never
-love Mr. Radnor; but there are family reasons that make the sacrifice
-of my hand a necessity. I never realized, until within the last few
-weeks, that it _was_ such a sacrifice. I have been so happy, that I
-dared not break the spell by telling him the truth. And somehow the
-future seemed very far; and I did not dream that this summer would ever
-end.'
-
-"Then there was silence between us for a space. At last she spoke
-again,--
-
-"'I hope he will not suffer long. Tell him some time, Anne, what I have
-told you. He will not quite hate me, perhaps, then, if he knows that
-I was not drawing him on to gratify a foolish coquetry, but loved and
-suffered like himself.'
-
-"I was about to reply, but she laid her hand on my mouth.
-
-"'No,' she said. 'Let the subject go now forever. And no one will dream
-by-and-by how fair a love lies buried beneath my laces and jewels; or
-that, in the life of the noted man that he will one day surely become,
-is a romance that belongs to a dead past. It will all be the same a
-century hence. What does it matter after all?'
-
-"But her words ended with a sigh that contrasted strangely with the
-forced lightness of her tone.
-
-"Just then we came out of the grove, and could see far off the little
-waves of the lake dancing in the morning sunlight. I paused a moment
-to pick some late wild flowers, while Eleanor walked on quickly and
-disappeared among the alders that fringed the lake. I was following her
-slowly, when suddenly I heard one wild, thrilling cry, and then my name
-three times repeated. I flew almost down to the water, and there I saw
-Eleanor unconscious; and, close to the shore, among the lilies,--white
-and pure as their own petals,--a face upturned to the sky, swaying
-gently with the motion of the water. I need not tell you whose." Anne
-faltered.
-
-"Do not go on," I said, with my own eyes and voice full of tears.
-
-She raised her head quickly.
-
-"I had schooled myself to it, dear, before I came, and I must finish. I
-am telling you of another's life, not mine.
-
-"Then there was a brain fever for Eleanor, that no one believed she
-would ever rally from, in which she was either unconscious, or else
-singing snatches of German songs, with a pathos that was heart-rending.
-
-"It was remarkable that neither to her mother nor to any one who
-watched over her did her words ever betray anything that could connect
-her illness with anything more than the bare horror of the discovery
-she made. She was married the next spring; and when I saw her, a month
-afterward, I should never, save for merest outline and coloring of
-beauty, have recognized her. Until last night, the past has never been
-alluded to by either of us. Then she confessed to me, that during the
-last ten years her life has been haunted by a perpetual remorse. The
-sun has set, dear, we will go home."
-
-It was dusk when we crossed the pine grove, and the branches of the
-trees seemed, to my quickened imagination, to be singing a sad refrain
-to the story I had heard. We walked slowly,--Anne with head uplifted
-and a serene look upon her fair face that made me realize the refiner's
-work.
-
-As we drew near the house there came forth a rolling symphony from the
-parlor organ, and then a voice that I had never heard before, in the
-_Agnus Dei_ of the Twelfth Mass.
-
-We paused, and Anne said quietly,--"She has never sung since he died
-until now."
-
-We waited until the pure, pathetic tones had died away. Silence and the
-spirit of the hour was upon us. Overhead the large, calm stars hung
-low and bright. A gleam of light in Mrs. Radnor's rooms flashed for an
-instant, and disappeared; and a white figure came out upon the balcony
-of her apartment.
-
-"Kyrie Eleison," said Anne, in a hushed voice. "Let us go in."
-
-
-
-
-UNDER A CLOUD.
-
-
-
-
-UNDER A CLOUD.
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-
-One bitter cold day in January, four years ago, I had occasion to wait
-for a street-car in Chicago, on one of those aside lines where the
-cars pass but once in every ten or fifteen minutes. There was a German
-lager-bier saloon close by, and I entered it for shelter. As I stood
-by the stove, enjoying the grateful warmth, I observed near me a young
-man, in very seedy apparel, engaged in reading the _Staats-Zeitung_.
-Something in the air of the young man awakened my curiosity, and led
-me to address him. Although reading a German newspaper, he was not
-a German in appearance, and I put to him the question, "_Sind Sie
-Deutsch?_" by way of experiment.
-
-"No, sir," he replied, "I am not German, but I speak and read the
-language."
-
-I drew a chair near him, as he laid aside the newspaper, with the air
-of one willing to enter into conversation.
-
-"Where did you pick up your German?" I asked.
-
-"I picked it up," said the young man, with an air of some pride in the
-statement, "where I picked up my Latin and Greek,--at college."
-
-At this I ran my eye over him curiously. He had not the appearance of a
-scholar.
-
-"You look surprised," said he. "Despite my present appearance, and the
-place you find me in, I am a graduate; but at present, I am under a
-cloud."
-
-"So I should imagine."
-
-I also imagined that the young man was probably shiftless, and no doubt
-addicted to liquor; but I did not say so. As if he read my thoughts, he
-spoke again:
-
-"People are always ready to think ill of a seedy man, I suppose.
-Probably you think me a good-for-nothing, and would give me some
-valuable advice about hanging around beer-saloons; but the fact is, I
-am an employé of this establishment."
-
-He spoke with a bitter irony, that ill-concealed a sort of shame in the
-confession.
-
-"May I ask in what capacity?" said I.
-
-"You may, sir; and I may answer or not, I suppose. I think I will
-decline to answer. As I said, I am under a cloud. I am not proud of my
-employment, but I do what I do because I can't do better, and idleness
-is synonymous with hunger and cold for me and mine."
-
-"You are married, then?"
-
-"Yes, sir,"--with sudden reserve.
-
-"Don't be offended at my inquisitiveness," said I. "I spoke to you
-first out of mere curiosity, it is true; but I speak now out of
-interest in you. If I could help you, I would. There is my card."
-
-He took it with a respectful inclination of the head.
-
-"I've heard of you," said he, as he glanced at the name. "I can't give
-you my card, sir, because I don't own such a thing." He smiled. "My
-name is Brock St. John."
-
-"I hear the car coming," said I. "I'll see you again, Mr. St. John. I
-don't set up for a philanthropist; but I like to do a good turn when I
-can. Good-morning."
-
-And I went my own way.
-
-Henry Kingsley,--or rather a character of his creation,--in one of his
-novels, remarks that he suspects there is some of the poetical faculty
-about him, because he is accustomed to walk out of nights when anything
-goes wrong.
-
-This is also my case.
-
-To "fetch a walk" about the streets, late in the evening, has long been
-a favorite antidote for trouble with me. When the night is stormy, the
-value of this remedy for fretting cares is tenfold increased. There is
-an exhilarating sense of power in overcoming the opposing forces of the
-elements, and breasting along at a brisk pace against a furious storm
-of sleet or rain. As Leigh Hunt said, you have a feeling of respect
-for your legs under such circumstances; you admire their toughness as
-they propel you along in the teeth of the storm. As your blood begins
-to warm up, and to whirl through your veins with an exhilaration beside
-which that of wine is tame and effeminate, the "blues" that have been
-gibing you vanish like magic. Always, after such a bout, I return home
-and "sleep like a top," no matter what discomforts or sorrows have been
-running their sleep-dispelling race through my head before starting out.
-
-On the night of the day that I met St. John I started out about eleven
-o'clock for such a walk. The winds were holding high carnival that
-night, and a fierce storm of mingled hail and rain swept through the
-almost deserted streets. I forged along (as the sailors say), with my
-head down, block after block, fighting the forces of nature, with the
-same pleasure that Victor Hugo's hero felt, no doubt, in like effort.
-True, my fight was to his as a cock-fight is to an encounter of lions;
-but the limit of power is the limit of delight in overcoming in any
-case. The boy who declaims "the Roman Soldier" at school to the rapture
-of his gaping audience is as happy in his achievement as the tragedian
-who thrills a theatreful. Gilliatt conquered storms, and so did I; he
-was on the high seas, and I was in the streets of Chicago.
-
-Sounds of music and dancing fell on my ear. They came from the
-beer-saloon of the morning. Curiosity impelled me to enter.
-
-The air was reeking with tobacco-smoke and the fumes of lager-bier. The
-seats about the half-dozen tables were crowded with Teutonic guzzlers;
-and, at the lower part of the room there was a cleared space where a
-half-dozen couples were whirling in a waltz with that thorough abandon
-which characterizes your German in his national dance. On a slightly
-raised platform against the wall was a band composed of a violin, a
-clarionet, and a trombone.
-
-The violinist was my acquaintance of the morning.
-
-He caught sight of me as I elbowed my way toward the dancing-floor, and
-blushed violently. Then an expression of angry pride settled on his
-countenance, and he continued his playing with stolid indifference to
-my gaze.
-
-When the dance was over (and St. John kept up the music till the
-surprised Teutons who played the wind-instruments were sheer worn-out
-with their prolonged exertions), I went up to the young man, and shook
-hands with him.
-
-"At work, eh?" I remarked, with a miserable effort to seem cheerful and
-easy.
-
-"Yes, sir. You have found me out. You know now how I keep the wolf from
-my door."
-
-"Yes, Mr. St. John; and I do not forget that it _is_ to keep the wolf
-from your door. Still, I hope you are thoroughly misplaced here,--I
-_hope_ you are!"
-
-He grasped my hand with a quick, strong pressure.
-
-"I must prove to you that I am, that's all," said he; "come to--to
-where I live, to-morrow, and let me tell you the whole story."
-
-He took my pencil and wrote the address in my note-book.
-
-"To-morrow afternoon," said I, "I will call."
-
-The next day I found my way to the wretched tenement house in North
-Clark street, where St. John lived, and climbed three pair of stairs
-to the door of his room. I rapped, and the young man opened the door.
-
-I have seen a good deal of poverty in my day, and I was prepared to
-find it here, as I did. But I was not prepared for the sight of such
-a beautiful young face as that which met my gaze here, and to the
-possessor of which St. John introduced me as his wife. She seemed like
-some little girl that was lost. The unmistakable air of the true lady
-showed itself in every detail of her dress and manner,--in the small,
-white collar at the neck of the calico dress, in the smooth-banded hair
-that matched the brown eyes, in the quiet demeanor that told of natural
-and unconscious self-respect. It showed itself, too, in the perfect
-neatness of the room, in which there was a cheerful, homelike air,
-despite the poor and barren nature of its furnishings. The room was
-kitchen and bedroom, dining-room and sitting-room, in one; but the bed
-was smooth and clean, and the little cooking-stove was without spot.
-
-Mrs. St. John was engaged in the unpoetic occupation of mending her
-husband's only coat. He was in his shirt-sleeves.
-
-"Aggie expected to get the coat done before our guest came," said St.
-John, with a smile. "If you are at all particular, I'll put it on with
-the needle sticking in it, and she can finish it after you are gone.
-But I am accustomed to sitting in my shirt-sleeves."
-
-"So am I," was my reply; and, accordingly, I pulled off my own coat,
-and sat in my shirt-sleeves, too. In the act, my cigar-case fell out of
-my pocket.
-
-"Light a cigar, sir, if you like," said St. John, with a brisk
-assumption of the airs of a genial host; "my wife don't allow me to
-smoke, but my guests always do. She is fond of cigars, is Aggie."
-
-The little wife looked up with a demure and childlike air.
-
-"He never offers to smoke, sir," said she, "because"--
-
-"Because I can't afford it," put in St. John. "I was a great smoker in
-college; but those were my wild days. Thank you."
-
-The last remark was in acknowledgment of an offered cigar. We were soon
-puffing great cloud-wreaths toward the ceiling, and an air of restraint
-that had rested on us at first, despite our efforts to avoid it, was
-speedily vanished. Cigars are social.
-
-"And now, sir," said St. John, "you shall hear the story I promised
-you. I hope it wont bore you."
-
-"If it does I'll cry out," said I.
-
-The little wife laughed quietly.
-
-"I graduated; I married; I came to Chicago," began St. John,
-sententiously.
-
-"_Veni, vidi, vici_," said I.
-
-"Quite the contrary; I _was_ conquered. I had that idea which young men
-from the east, just out of college, are apt to have, that in this great
-western city there was a comparative lack of intellectual culture, and
-that a man of my education must speedily and easily get into a position
-of prominence, where my talents would earn me a fine living. But I very
-soon found where my mistake lay. I had not been bred to work,--real,
-practical, marketable work,--either mental or physical. The professions
-were open to me, as to any other beginner,--nothing more. I could not
-step out of college into a lucrative practice at the bar; but I could
-enter a law-office, and study. So of the other professions. If I had
-any one idea more prominent than another, it was that I could secure
-an editorial situation at once on one of the newspapers here. I was
-surprised to find that there was absolutely no demand for such services
-as I had to offer.
-
-"'Do you know anything about the newspaper business?' was the first
-question put to me, by the first publisher to whom I made application.
-
-"That was the very last question that I had expected to have asked of
-me. Of course I imagined myself competent, or I should not have applied
-for editorial employment; but I knew the publisher meant, Had I had
-actual experience on the press? I felt so sure of myself that I was
-tempted to answer him 'Yes,' but the fact is I was never brought up
-with such a reverence for the truth, as to always keep at a respectful
-distance from it; so I told him I had not, but I could quickly learn.
-
-"'We are in no need of students,' said he; 'and, even if we took you to
-teach you, your pay would not settle your washing-bill.'
-
-"One editor was good enough to let me try my hand at writing a
-political article. I sat down in his sanctum and went to work. At the
-end of two hours I handed him what I had written, quite confident that
-I had settled the question of utility. It was an essay that would have
-brought me honor at college. He read it and smiled.
-
-"'I don't want to hurt your feelings at all," said he, 'but you have
-been two hours about a piece of work that a ready writer would knock
-off in half an hour, and now it is done it is good for nothing.
-You make the mistake so many have made before you, that an editor
-does not need to be bred to his business. _My_ alma mater was a
-printing-office,' said he, proudly, 'and I crept up the ladder round
-by round. When I commenced editorial labor, I dropped type-setting, at
-which I earned two dollars a day, to handle the reporter's pencil at
-seven dollars a week. If you think you could do anything as a reporter,
-I'll show you our Mr. Pyke, the local editor.'
-
-"Mr. Pyke was a rough one.
-
-"'Posted around town,' said he.
-
-"I told him I was a new-comer.
-
-"'Know short-hand?'
-
-"'No, sir.'
-
-"'What line are you strongest in?'
-
-"What line?' said I, not exactly understanding.
-
-"'Yes, what line? Speeches, fancy-work, police, sensations, picking up
-items around town--or what?'
-
-"'I really don't know,' said I; 'I've never had any experience,
-practically, in the newspaper business.'
-
-"At this Mr. Pyke turned round on me with a queer look in his face.
-
-"'Oh, that's it,' said he; 'you want to work at a trade you haven't
-served an apprenticeship to. There! it's the old story. If you'll go up
-in the composing-room, they'll give you a stick and put you to setting
-type, I reckon. You better try it. Go and ask for our foreman, Mr.
-Buckingham, and tell him I sent you,--will you? Why, you couldn't tell
-where the _e_ box is!'
-
-"The man's manner was not so rude as his language, sir. He seemed
-perfectly good-natured, and was scribbling away with a lead-pencil all
-the while he was talking, much as if he were a writing-machine."
-
-"Doubtless he is, to a great degree," said I; "that is just where the
-apprenticeship does its work. I know Pyke, and I've seen him write a
-column of city matter, carrying on conversations with half-a-dozen
-different people who dropped in during the time, without interrupting
-him at all. But I don't mean to interrupt _you_; go on, please."
-
-"Well, sir," St. John continued, "before I had thoroughly learned
-the lesson that I finally learned so well, I was almost literally
-penniless. Such had been my high confidence in the easy and prosperous
-path before me in Chicago, that when I came here I took board at a
-first-class hotel, with my wife. I had very little money, and one day
-I waked up to the consciousness that I had less than five dollars
-remaining of that little, and still no work. Two hideous gulfs yawned
-before me,--starvation and debt. My horror of the one is scarcely
-greater than my horror of the other. Debt converted my father from
-a well-to-do man into a bankrupt, and my mother, who owns the little
-that is left of our old homestead in Massachusetts, was and is in no
-condition to help me. I would beg in the streets, sir, before I would
-look to my poor mother for help, after the long years of self-denial
-she practised to get me through college. My wife is an orphan. You may
-judge the color my future was taking on. I left the Tremont House,
-and, falling at once from the highest to the lowest style of living in
-apartments, came _here_. I had no confidence left, now, in that future
-which had before seemed, so foolish and inexperienced was I, a broad
-and flowery path for talent and education to tread. I never intend to
-whine over anything in this world if I can help it, but I can assure
-you this was a pretty dark old world to Brock St. John about that
-time. The prospect of earning a dollar a day would have cheered me
-wonderfully. I cared more on account of Aggie than myself, of course.
-A man can bear ups and downs, kicks, cold shoulders, and an empty
-stomach, if he is alone; but the thought that I have dragged _her_ down
-to this is almost unbearable at times."
-
-"You have _not_ dragged me, Brock," spoke up the little wife; "I came
-of my own accord!"
-
-"That you did, Aggie," said the husband, his eyes moistening; "I am
-slandering you. But to go on: The day after we moved in here, and set
-up house-keeping in careful preparation for the cold winter coming (I
-had to pawn clothing to get these poor goods," he added, looking about
-the room with a smile), "the German musician, who lives next door,
-came in to ask us if his practising on a trombone annoyed us. We were
-so hungry for a friendly face just then, that we would have let the
-good-natured German blow his trombone through our transom-window after
-that exhibition of fellow-feeling. That afternoon, I dropped in to see
-him, in continuance of the acquaintance. There was a violin hanging on
-the wall, and I took it down and played a tune on it.
-
-"That was my introduction to my first situation in Chicago. Stumm
-got me my place at the beer-saloon; and so, through the knowledge of
-an art which has always been to me nothing more than an amusement, I
-get enough to live, in this time when all the hard-earned culture,
-which cost me so much labor, fails me utterly. I am thankful for this,
-heartily thankful; but I don't need to tell you sir, how it galls me to
-do this work,--to sit three or four hours of every evening in a dense
-and vulgar atmosphere, fiddling for my daily bread. No wonder I am
-seedy; no wonder I get to look like a loafer, listless, without pride,
-spite of Aggie's wifely care. If I knew an honest trade, I should be
-a happy man. I would gladly barter my knowledge of Latin, Greek, and
-German for the knowledge of type-setting."
-
-"So that you could prove to Pyke that you know the _e_ box from the _x_
-box?" queried I.
-
-He laughed.
-
-"But you talk the words of bitterness when you talk in that way, St.
-John. You can barter your knowledge of German for _cash_, and keep it
-too. Have you ever sought for pupils!"
-
-"Only a little. I have no acquaintances, you know. My only way to get
-pupils was to advertise, of course. I tried it three days, and got not
-a solitary reply. There are scores of teachers advertising. It seemed
-useless for me to waste money in that way."
-
-"Well," said I, "I think I can set you in a way of getting up a class.
-My own German is very rusty, and I will be pupil number one. Then I
-know of two or three friends who want to study the language. I think we
-can get you up a class among us."
-
-He made me no protestation of gratitude,--such protestations are
-usually humbug,--but I saw his gladness in his face.
-
-The little wife sat squeezing her fingers for joy.
-
-Before a month had passed, St. John had a large class in German, and
-bade adieu to fiddling. He proved an excellent teacher. Long before I
-left Chicago to resume my residence in this city, he had got nicely
-out from under his cloud, and was living in a snug house in the West
-Division.
-
-There was a little baby playing on the floor at his house last summer
-when I called to see him, on my way to Lake Superior. That baby bears
-my name, I am proud to say.
-
-
-
-
-COMING FROM THE FRONT.
-
-
-
-
-COMING FROM THE FRONT.
-
-[Illustration]
-
- "HEAD-QUARTERS. DEP'T AND ARMY OF THE TENNESSEE.
- "_East Point, Georgia, September 22, 1864._
-
- "SPECIAL ORDERS.
- "No. 214.
-
- [EXTRACT.]
-
- * * * * *
-
- "XI Having tendered his resignation, the following-named officer is
- honorably discharged from the military service of the United States,
- with condition that he shall receive no final payments until he
- satisfies the Pay Department that he is not indebted to the
- Government.
-
- "1st Lieut. ---- ----, Ills. Vol. Inf'try.
- "By order of Maj. Gen'l O. O. Howard.
- "(Signed) W. T. CLARK, _Ass't Adj't Gen'l._"
-
-
-Think of that! After forty-one months of hard-tack and hard marching,
-interspersed with enough fighting to satisfy the stomach of an ordinary
-man; after so long an experience of the beautiful uncertainty of army
-life; after polluting, with the invading heel of my brogan, the sacred
-soil of several of our erring sister States; after passing many breezy
-and rainy nights under the dubious shelter of shelter-tents; after
-sitting through long and weary days in the furnace-heat of narrow
-and dirty trenches;--after all this, I am at last permitted to bid
-farewell to "the front," to go home and doff the honorable blue for the
-more sober garb of the "cit," and drop into my wonted insignificance.
-That little "extract" has a sweeter perfume for me than any triple
-extract for the handkerchief ever elaborated by the renowned M.
-Lubin. It is fragrant with thoughts of home and loved ones far away
-in the Northland, of starry nights and starry eyes, of fluttering
-fans and floating drapery, of morning naps unbroken by the strident
-_ra-tata-ta-ta_ of the bugle. I grow quite sentimental over it,
-notwithstanding the unpleasant condition with which it is qualified,
-and which involves such a fearful amount of writing and figuring on
-mysterious close-ruled blanks, and so much affidavit-making and other
-swearing,--especially at the blundering clerks in the departments at
-Washington.
-
-But this troubles me little now. Time enough to attend to it after I
-get home. That is all I can think of,--_home_, and how to get there.
-
-How I should get there, and whether or not I ever would get there, were
-questions not easily solved. It is the purpose of this sketch to show
-some of the beauties of travelling on railroads that are under military
-control, and especially to set forth the writer's experience in going
-from Atlanta to Nashville.
-
-It was a terribly hot morning when I reached the depot at Atlanta,
-amid a cloud of dust and a maze of wagons and mules and commissary
-stores and frantic teamsters. I threw my valise into the nearest car
-and hastened to the Provost Marshal's office for my pass. There was an
-anxious crowd already in waiting: resigned officers and officers on
-leave; jolly, ragged privates on furlough, eager to see their wives and
-babies; sutlers and "sheap-cloding" men; flaring demireps, seeking new
-fields; mouldy citizens in clothes of antique cut, fawning abjectly
-and addressing every clerk and orderly as "kernel;" dejected darkies,
-shoved aside by everybody, with no "civil rights bill" to help them.
-While I was waiting for my turn, the train kept me constantly worried
-by pulling up and backing down and threatening to leave. At last I
-found an opportunity to exhibit my "Extract," and, after reading it
-as slowly and carefully as if it had been a dispatch in cipher, the
-Provost Marshal very deliberately wrote a pass, read it over two or
-three times, and then, looking at every one in the room but me, asked
-"Who's this for?" as if I had not been standing at his elbow with my
-hand held out for half an hour.
-
-I left the official premises in a highly exasperated state of mind.
-In the mean time the train had been plunging backward and forward in
-a wild and aimless way, and I was unable to find the car my valise
-was in. After much wear and tear of muscle and temper and trousers,
-in climbing over boxes and bales of hay, I discovered it, and found
-that it had been taken possession of by a crowd of roystering blades
-on furlough, whose canteens were full and fragrant, and in whose talk
-and manner appeared the signs of a boisterous night ahead, with the
-possibility of a fight or two by way of special diversion. As I was
-no longer in "the military service of the United States," I was, of
-course, a peaceable citizen, so I took my quarters in a more peaceful
-car. It was a cattle-car and not remarkably clean; but the company was
-good, and through the lattice-work around the upper part of the car one
-could get a view of the surrounding country; though looking through it
-gave one a sensation very much like being in a guard-house.
-
-"Will we never get off?" was the question asked dozens of times,--asked
-of nobody in particular, and answered by a chorus of incoherent growls
-from everybody in general, while some humorous young man suggested
-that if any one wanted to get off, he'd better do it before the train
-started.
-
-"Now we're off!"
-
-"No we're not," said the humorous young man, "but it's more'n likely we
-will be before we get to Chattanooga."
-
-This was not particularly encouraging to timid travellers, in a country
-abounding in guerrilleroes, and where accident insurance companies were
-unknown.
-
-Between Atlanta and Marietta we passed line after line of defensive
-works, protected by _abattis_ and _chevaux-de-frise_,--feed-racks, I
-heard a bronzed veteran of rural antecedents call them,--built by the
-rebels at night, only to be abandoned on the next night to the great
-Flanker. While they wrought line upon line, Sherman and his boys in
-blue gave them precept upon precept, here a little and there a great
-deal. All this rugged country is historic ground. The tall, tufted
-pine-trees stand as monuments of the unrecorded dead, and every knoll
-and tangled ravine bears witness to a bravery and heroic endurance that
-has never been surpassed.
-
-Leaving Marietta,--deserted by its inhabitants and turned into an
-immense hospital,--we approached Kenesaw, so lately crowned with cannon
-and alive with gray coats, now basking in the afternoon sunlight, as
-quiet and harmless as a good-natured giant taking his after-dinner
-nap. We approached it from the inside, to gain which side the compact
-columns of Logan and Stanley and Davis hurled themselves against its
-rugged front so fearlessly, but, alas, so fruitlessly, on that terrible
-27th of June.
-
-Farther on we came to Alatoona Pass, taken at first without a struggle,
-but afterward baptized in blood and made glorious by a successful
-defence against immense odds.
-
-It was sunset when we reached Kingston,--a straggling row of
-dilapidated shanties. As the train was to stop some time, I started
-out in search of supper. There was no hotel, so I had to depend upon
-sutlers, or peripatetic venders of pies. I entered one sutler's store,
-and found a few fly-specked red handkerchiefs and some suspenders.
-Another contained nothing but combs and shoe-blacking. Turning away
-mournfully, I espied an aged colored man limping up the street with
-a basket on his arm. I rushed madly at him, and, finding that he
-had apple-pies, was soon the happy possessor of a brace of them. I
-congratulated myself and gratefully sat down upon a stone to eat,
-and--well, _such pies_! It was utterly impossible to tell what the
-crust was made of. In taste and toughness it resembled a dirty piece of
-towel. The interior--"the bowels of the thing," as some one inelegantly
-called it,--consisted of a few slices of uncooked immature apple and a
-great many flies cooked whole. The cooks were altogether too liberal
-with their flies. I am not particularly well versed in the culinary art
-myself, but I venture boldly to say that the flies that were in those
-two pies would have sufficed, if judiciously distributed, to season two
-dozen pies with the same proportion of apple in them.
-
-And of such was my supper at Kingston. The whistle sounded, and we
-got aboard and were off for Chattanooga. Night fell peacefully upon
-Kingston and its dirty peddlers of unwholesome pies, as a curve in the
-road hid it and them from our reproachful gaze.
-
-As the darkness increased, and we went dashing at break-neck speed
-over a road that had had little or no care bestowed upon it since
-the opening of the campaign, I thought of the humorous young man's
-remark, and of how unpleasant and inconvenient it would be to have
-this long train thrown off and its contents, as Meister Karl hath it,
-"pepperboxically distributed" in the adjacent ditch.
-
-And then to have one of Wheeler's men take advantage of a fellow, as
-he lay there with a broken leg, and rob him of the few dollars he
-had borrowed to go home on! Well, we had been taking our chances for
-the last three years, and it was no new thing to take them now. With
-this comforting reflection, I sat down on my valise, and, wrapped
-in my great-coat, awaited the coming of "the balmy." It was rather
-unsatisfactory waiting. Something in my head kept going rattlety-bang,
-jerkety-jerk, bumpety-bump, in unison with the noise of the cars; and
-when I did get into a doze, I was harassed by the dim shadow of a
-fear that we were about to leave the track and go end-over-end down
-an embankment. At last weariness overcame me, and I slept soundly,
-half-lying on the dirty floor, half-leaning on my valise, coiled up
-in one of those attitudes in which only an old campaigner can sleep
-at all; I woke amid an unearthly whizzing of steam, to find the train
-standing still, and myself mysteriously entangled with various arms
-and legs that didn't belong to me. I extricated myself and looked out.
-Through the thick darkness of the early morning there glared upon me
-the light of what seemed to be innumerable fierce, unwinking eyes.
-I began to think that I had taken the wrong train and brought up in
-the lower regions; but a little reflection and rubbing of the eyes
-disclosed to me that we had reached Chattanooga in safety, and that
-those fierce eyes were the head-lights of the locomotives that had
-arrived during the night, and were now blowing off their superfluous
-steam in that wild, unearthly manner. As soon as it was daylight
-I inquired about trains going North, and learned that there was no
-telling when a train would go, as Forrest was said to be in the
-neighborhood of the road. So there was nothing to do but to go to the
-Crutchfield House and wait. Alas for the man whose purse is slim, under
-any circumstances! Alas and alas for him if he was obliged to wait
-in Chattanooga at Crutchfield prices! It was a dollar that he had to
-pay for each scanty meal, a dollar for the use of a densely populated
-bed, and a dollar must be deposited with the clerk to secure the
-return of the little towel he wiped his face on. Besides the pecuniary
-depletion that he suffered, he was bored to death with weary waiting,
-with nothing to do and nowhere to go. Chattanooga was far from being
-a cheerful place, especially in the rainy season, when nothing was
-visible out of doors except the lonesome sentinels pacing their beats
-in dripping ponchos, and with guns tucked under their arms, and here
-and there a team of steaming mules, struggling to draw a creaking,
-lumbering wagon through the detestable clay.
-
-For amusement, there was a billiard-room, where one had to wait eight
-hours for a chance to play. If he failed to see any fun in this,
-he could step into another room, and squander his currency for,
-and bemuddle his brains with, a sloppy sort of beverage that the
-gentlemanly proprietor would assure him was good, new beer. I would
-rather take his word than his beer. At night, if his tastes ran that
-way, for a small outlay one could witness what was called a dramatic
-exhibition, but which was really more anatomical than dramatic.
-
-In this enlivening village, an ever-increasing crowd of us was
-compelled to wait for five long days. Resigned officers were far from
-being resigned, and officers on leave were vexed and impatient because
-it was impossible to leave.
-
-At length the joyful news spread that a train would leave for Nashville
-at two o'clock in the afternoon. I rushed to the depot, and was just
-fairly aboard a car, when some one, more forcibly than politely, told
-me to "git out o' that car." As he spoke as a man who had authority,
-and knew it, I got out, and learned that I was on the wrong train, and
-in a fair way to have been carried to Knoxville. I forgave the man his
-abruptness of speech, and went in search of the right train. Catching a
-glimpse of Capt. S., whom I knew to be going North, in one of the cars,
-I got in without farther question; and soon a fearful jerk, that piled
-us like dead-wood in one end of the car, started us towards Nashville.
-Rattling along at the usual reckless rate, we found ourselves, soon
-after dark, at Stevenson, Alabama. Here we were to stay all night;
-for the managers of affairs still had the fear of Forrest before
-their eyes, and dared not run trains at night. It was raining, and
-the darkness of Erebus covered the face of the earth. Notwithstanding
-this, Capt. S. and myself plunged out into the night, determined to get
-something to eat, or perish in the attempt. After wandering blindly for
-a while,--tumbling into ditches, and falling over boxes and barrels,
-that turned up where they were least expected,--we finally brought up
-among the ropes of the tent of a sutler. We entered, and found the
-proprietor dozing over a dime novel. We were sorry to disturb him
-in his literary pursuits; but we were hungry, and had to be fed. We
-eagerly demanded various articles of food, which he sleepily informed
-us he hadn't got. Questioning him closely as to the edible part of his
-stock in trade, we learned that it consisted of some Boston crackers
-and a little cheese. We filled our haversacks with these, regardless of
-expense. Having bought so generously, the proprietor became generous
-in turn, and, bringing forth a square black bottle, proffered it to us
-with the remark: "You'll find that a leetle the best gin this side o'
-Louisville. Take hold!" The captain took hold; but the silent, though
-expressive comment, that was written on his countenance when he let
-go, induced me to decline with thanks. A decent regard for the man's
-feelings prevented any audible expression; but, as soon as we were out
-of the tent, the captain solemnly assured me that he was poisoned, and
-that he would utter his last words when he got comfortably fixed in
-the car. Getting back to the car was almost as perilous an undertaking
-as finding the sutler's store; but, fortunately, we were guided by
-the voice of Capt. W. crying, in heart-rending tones, "Lost child!
-lost child!" Capt S. interrupted one of his most pathetic cries by
-striking him in the pit of the stomach with a loaded haversack, and
-demanding to be helped aboard. Once more snugly ensconced in our car,
-we proceeded to sup right royally on our crackers and cheese. S. forgot
-all about his last words until some time near the middle of the night,
-when he woke me to say that he had concluded to postpone them till
-he got home, where he could have them published in the county paper.
-Barring this interruption, I slept soundly all night, having more room
-than on the trip from Atlanta, and not having the thunder of a running
-train sounding in my ears.
-
-At breakfast-time we drew out the fragmentary remainder of our last
-night's repast, and were about to take our morning meal, when we
-discovered that both crackers and cheese had a singularly animated
-appearance. Symptoms of internal commotion manifested themselves in all
-of us except S., who thought that, as the gin had not killed him, he
-was proof against anything. His stoic composure acted soothingly upon
-the rest of us, and we concluded that it was too late to feel bad, and
-consoled each other by repeating the little rhyme,--
-
- "What can't be cured
- Must be endured."
-
-By eight o'clock the fog lifted, and we started on our journey
-northward. Wild and contradictory stories were afloat in regard to
-the whereabouts and doings of the terrible, ubiquitous Forrest.
-Revolvers were brought out and capped and primed afresh, and watches
-and rings were hidden in what were deemed inaccessible parts of the
-clothing. There was considerable anxiety in regard to the bridges over
-Elk and Duck rivers, and when we had passed them both safely, the
-train quickened its speed, every one breathed more freely, and the
-belligerent men put away their fire-arms.
-
-We hastened on without accident and with decreasing fear, though the
-_débris_ of broken and burned cars that lined the road-side, suggesting
-some unpleasant reflections, and at the close of the day entered the
-picket lines at Nashville, and were safe.
-
-Then came a foot-race, from the depot to the hotel, for a prize
-that nobody won, for all the hotels in the city were already full
-from cellar to garret. Capt. S. and I sat down upon the cold, hard
-curb-stone and mingled our weary groans, while W., more plucky and
-better acquainted with the city, went in search of a boarding-house.
-Having returned, with the cheering intelligence that he had found beds
-and supper, we followed him gladly, and, after eating a supper, the
-quantity of which I would not like to confess, retired to our rooms,
-and were soon--to use the captain's elegant language--"wrapped in that
-dreamless, refreshing slumber that only descends upon the pillow of the
-innocent and beautiful."
-
-
-
-
-A NIGHT IN THE SEWERS.
-
-
-
-
-A NIGHT IN THE SEWERS.
-
-[Illustration]
-
-
-Perhaps some of my fair readers will consider me a disagreeable person
-for telling them something I know about kid gloves. Perhaps they will
-not believe me when I tell them that in Paris and elsewhere there
-exists--or did exist not very long ago--an extensive trade in the
-skins of common rats, and that these skins, when dressed and dyed,
-are converted into those delicate coverings for the hands, commonly
-called "kid" gloves, and supposed to be manufactured from the hides of
-immature goats.
-
-I was acquainted with a dog-dealer in Paris, a Dane, whose name was
-Beck. To him I went one day, bent upon obtaining a terrier dog of good
-intellect and agreeable manners, who should be a companion to me in
-my "lodgings for single gentlemen," and whose gambols might serve to
-amuse me in my lighter hours, when, after work, I would make little
-pedestrian excursions in the neighborhood, for the sake of exercise
-and air. Beck's kennel was comprised in a small yard, at the back of a
-rickety house; and, when I entered it, persuasion was hardly needed
-to induce me to stand as near the centre of the enclosure as possible,
-in order to keep at chain's length from what the French call _boule
-dogues_, several of which ill-looking canines formed a portion of
-Beck's stock in trade.
-
-"Here," said Mr. Beck, in reply to a question of mine and in pretty
-good English, "here in this box I have a small dog of a kind quite
-fashionable now. They call him a Skye terrier, and I have given him the
-name of 'Dane,' because he comes from far north, like myself, and has
-long yellow hair."
-
-"With these words, Mr. Beck laid hold of a chain, and drawing it
-sharply, jerked out from among some straw a creature made up,
-apparently, of tow and wire, with a pair of eyes like black beads
-glittering through the shocks of hair that fell over its head. The
-animal seemed cowed, and I did not think much of him at first sight.
-
-"He has had bad usage," said Mr. Beck; "first time I saw him was
-yesterday, when he burst in at my backdoor, with a horseshoe fastened
-to his tail. There, you see I have nailed the shoe over the door of his
-box. He will be a lucky bargain for whoever buys him, you may depend
-upon that."
-
-"Good upon rats?" asked I.
-
-"Know nothing about him," replied Mr. Beck, honestly; "never saw him
-before yesterday. They all take the water kindly though, these Skyes
-do, and if you want to try him at rats, I can put you in the way of
-it."
-
-Somehow I took to the ragged little beast, and so I paid Mr. Beck
-sixty francs for him, and ten more for the little wooden kennel with
-the horseshoe nailed upon it. I have a great regard for horseshoes
-as insurers of luck; because once, when I had picked up one on the
-road, and carried it home in my pocket, I found a letter on my table,
-informing me that I had come in for a small legacy, through the death
-of an aged kinswoman whom I had never seen.
-
-What with good treatment and diet, the frequent bath and the free use
-of the comb, it was not many days before master Dane became a very
-presentable dog, and had quite recovered his pluck and spirits. He
-bullied, and banished forever to the house-top, a large tortoiseshell
-cat, that had hitherto commanded the garrison, and I thought, one day,
-that I should like to try him at rats. So out I sallied with him in
-search of Mr. Beck, who had promised to put me in the way of getting
-some sport of the kind.
-
-That versatile gentleman was not in his kennel when I called, but his
-wife told me that I would find him in the "skinnery" attached to the
-establishment; and, asking me to follow her, she ushered me into a
-long, low apartment, lighted with a row of circular windows. The odor
-of the place was very pungent and disagreeable. There were several
-wooden tanks ranged along one wall of the room, and, on lines stretched
-along by the windows, a number of small skins were hung to dry. Mr.
-Beck, assisted by a couple of tan-colored boys, was busily engaged in
-stirring the contents of the tanks. A dead rat on the floor immediately
-engaged the attention of Dane, who seized it in his teeth, shook it
-savagely for a moment, and then pitched it away from him, apparently in
-disgust at finding it already dead.
-
-"What do you make of the rat-skins?" inquired I, after I had looked on
-for a while.
-
-"Money," rejoined Mr. Beck, curtly; "but the man I dress them for makes
-them into gloves,--ladies' gloves, of the primest quality."
-
-"Ladies have rats about them in more ways than one, then," said I.
-"Where do you get the raw material?"
-
-"The rat-hunters supply me. Their hunting-grounds lie all under the
-streets of Paris. Would you like to have a day in the sewers with your
-terrier? Simonet will be here in a few minutes, and you can go the
-rounds with him if you will."
-
-Just what I wanted, and so I sat upon a bench and waited, and presently
-a man came in. He was a low-sized, squat fellow of about forty,
-with heavy, round shoulders, and bowed legs; and his head and face
-were almost entirely covered with a thatch of tangled red hair, out
-from which there peered a couple of greenish eyes of very sinister
-expression. He had a leathern sack slung over his shoulder, and carried
-in his hand a long wand of birch, brushy, with the twigs left upon it
-at one end.
-
-"On the rounds, eh, Simonet?" said Mr. Beck, addressing this
-agreeable-looking gentleman; "well, here's a monsieur who would like
-to go with you. He wants to try his terrier at the rats. You can make
-your own bargain with him."
-
-Then looking at me, he continued,--
-
-"Better leave your coat with my old woman, who'll give you a clean
-_blouse_ instead."
-
-Madame took my coat, and gave me a strong _blouse_ and a somewhat
-greasy cap; and in this guise I went forth with Simonet, who
-immediately plunged into the thick of the city slums. After having gone
-some distance, we entered a dismal and dirty office, in which a man,
-turning over some piles of documents, after a few whispered words with
-my guide, handed him a bunch of heavy keys, and we again went out into
-the streets. Entering a paved court-yard, a declivity led us down to
-a sort of tunnel, the entrance to which was barred by a heavy, grated
-door, which Simonet opened with one of the keys, locking it again as
-soon as we had got in.
-
-"We are in one of the main sewers now, monsieur," said he, in a
-squeaky, rat-like voice; "you must be careful to keep close by me, and
-not stray away into any of the branches."
-
-It was pitch dark, as I looked before me into the tunnel,--dark, and
-awful, and silent, but for the gliding, oozing sound of slowly-flowing
-water. Simonet produced a lantern, which he lit, and I could see by the
-dim light thrown from it that we were in a vast stone passage, through
-the centre of which there ran a dark, deep stream. Between the wall
-and the stream on either side there was a broad pathway, or ledge, and
-along this the rat-hunter motioned me to follow him. Soon we reached a
-turn in the tunnel, and here Simonet, after searching about upon the
-wall for a moment, found a rusty nail in it, upon which he hung his
-lantern. Then producing a couple of torches from his sack, he lighted
-them, and handed one to me.
-
-"There is a birch wattle hid away somewhere here," said he,--"ah,
-yes!--here it is, take it monsieur, and use it just as you shall see me
-do when we get among the rats. Keep close to me, else you may get lost
-in the drains."
-
-Dane grew very excited, now, and ran ahead of us a good way, and
-presently we heard a great rushing and squeaking, and the suppressed
-snarling of the little dog as he worried the rats. Then we saw many
-rats running hither and thither, some of them so scared by the light
-of the torches, as they came near us, that they leaped into the water,
-while others ran up the wall, from which we quickly knocked them with
-our wattles. Simonet did not put them into his bag, but left them where
-they fell, saying that his custom was to pick them up on his way back.
-
-The dog behaved wonderfully well, fighting and shaking the rats that
-fell in his way with great fierceness and pluck. At last, when we had
-killed about a hundred of them, we thought it time to rest. Simonet
-produced a short, black pipe, and, as I was filling mine, he cast a
-wistful look at my tobacco-pouch, thinking, probably, that the article
-contained in it must be of a quality superior to that of the cheap
-stuff smoked by him; so I poured half the contents of it into his hand,
-and he filled his pipe from it, with a grin of satisfaction on his ugly
-face.
-
-"It will soon be time for us to turn back," said he, after a while;
-"the best place for rats is a little way further on, and it will be too
-late to try it if we don't go forward now."
-
-On we went, slashing right and left at the rats, most of which, I
-noticed, were of a very black color here, as if belonging to a peculiar
-colony that existed in this part of the tunnel. As we rounded a corner,
-however, a very large white rat ran past us, and disappeared down
-a cross-gallery that led away to the left. Wishing to secure this
-animal as a trophy, I hallooed the terrier upon its tracks, and was
-about following the chase, when Simonet laid his hand upon my arm, and
-whispered, in a tone of entreaty,--
-
-"Don't risk your life, monsieur! He who follows the white rat of
-the sewer is likely never to find his way back alive. There's a
-blight about the creature, and old stories are afloat of how it has
-led rat-hunters away into dangerous parts of the sewers, like a
-jack-o'-lantern, and then set upon them with a number of its kind, and
-picked their bones clean!"
-
-Breaking away from the fellow, with a jerk that knocked the pipe out
-of his hand, and sent it spinning into the black water below, I ran
-down the by-sewer after the terrier, whose whimper, as though he
-were yet in full chase, I could hear at a good distance ahead of me.
-When I came up with him, which I did only after having taken several
-turns, he seemed at fault, head up and tail down, and gazing, with a
-very puzzled expression up at the vaulted roof. There was no white rat
-to be seen, nor could I detect any aperture in the walls, into which
-the creature could have made its escape. Then a sort of superstitious
-fear fell upon me, as I thought of Simonet's warning, and, with a word
-of encouragement to the dog, I hastened to retrace my steps, shouting
-loudly every now and then, so as to let the rat-hunter know of my
-whereabouts. But no responsive halloo came to my call. Not a sound was
-to be heard but the hollow beat of my footsteps on the damp, mouldy
-path, and the squeaking, here and there, of the rats, as we disturbed
-them from their feast on some garbage fished up by them from the slimy
-bed of the drain. Excited at the position in which I found myself,
-I now began to make reckless _détours_ hither and thither, until,
-thoroughly exhausted by my exertions, I leaned my back against the
-wall, and tried to remember such marks as might have been observed by
-me in the tunnel since I had parted from Simonet. The only marks of
-the wayside that I could recall, however, were the dead rats left by
-us upon the ledge as we passed, and of these I had seen none while I
-was trying to retrace my steps. Arguing from this, and from the fact
-that Simonet did not respond to my shouts, which I continued to utter
-at intervals, I began to feel an extremely unpleasant nervous shiver
-creeping over me, suggestive of all the horrors about which I had ever
-read or dreamed. The little dog lay cowering at my feet, as if he,
-too, were somewhat dejected at the prospect of being eaten alive by
-avenging rats; and, to crown the situation, just as I had nerved myself
-for another effort to recover the lost clue, my torch went out with a
-malignant flicker, and I found myself in black darkness!
-
-Sinking down at the foot of the wall, I now gave myself up for lost.
-Even had the torch not been quite burnt out, I had no means of
-relighting it, having used my last match when we stopped to smoke, just
-before I broke away from my guide. I think I must have become somewhat
-delirious now; for I have a faint recollection of wild songs chanted,
-and of yells that made the vaulted roof ring again. Then a heavy sleep
-must have fallen upon me, which probably lasted for several hours; and
-then I awoke to a dim consciousness of horror, as I began to realize
-the terrible situation into which I had brought myself by my reckless
-folly. My dog was still nestling close to me; and it may have been
-to his presence, perhaps, that I owed the fact of my not having been
-mangled by rats during my sleep. Rising with difficulty to my feet,
-for I was stiff from lying so long upon the damp, cold ground, I once
-more tried to shout; but my voice was utterly gone, from my previous
-exertion of it, and I could not raise it above a whisper. Then, in
-sheer desperation, I dragged myself along the wall, feeling the way
-with my hands, and had not gone many paces when I felt an angle in the
-masonry, on rounding which a ray of hope dawned upon me, as I discerned
-a faint light, far, far away, at the end of what seemed to be all but,
-an endless shaft of darkness. The prospect of escape infused new vigor
-into my weary limbs, and I kept steering onward for the light, which
-grew larger and larger as I approached it. At last I got near enough
-to see that it came through a small _grille_, or iron door, which
-terminated the branch of the sewer in which I was. When I reached the
-grating, I saw that it looked out upon the river, between which and
-it, however, there lay a deep indentation, or channel, of some fifty
-or sixty yards in length. It was gray morning, and I could see boats
-and steamers and ships, passing and repassing upon the river. Surely
-deliverance was now at hand! but how was I to make my situation known?
-My voice, as I have said, was utterly gone, and I had barely strength
-left to wave my pocket-handkerchief from the grating. There I stood
-for hours,--a prisoner looking wistfully through the bars of a dungeon
-to which no wayfarer came. I had sunk down at the foot of the grating,
-from mere exhaustion, when the whining of my little dog attracted me,
-and I gave him a caressing pat. He licked my face and whined again,
-as much as to say, "Can't I be of some use to you?" This brought a
-bright idea to my mind. Tearing a leaf from my note-book, I wrote the
-following words upon it, with pencil:--
-
- "I have lost my way in the sewers. You will find me at the grating
- just opposite a large buoy marked X. Come quickly."
-
-Placing this inside my india-rubber tobacco-pouch, I bound it tightly,
-with a strip from my pocket-handkerchief, to Dane's collar; and then,
-taking the little fellow gently in my arms, and speaking a word or two
-of dog-talk to him, I dropped him from the grating into the stream
-below, which was running out fast enough to prevent him from trying to
-return; nor was it long before I had the satisfaction of seeing him
-swimming boldly out toward the river, as if he knew perfectly well what
-he was about. I had no fears but that somebody in a boat would pick
-him up before he was exhausted, because this kind of dog can live for
-a great while in the water. Yet he was gone for a long, long time,--at
-least, it seemed a long time to me,--and I saw the distant boats
-passing and repassing, and the steamers and the ships, and heard the
-cheery voices of the mariners, as I held on there by the iron grating,
-half-dead. At last a boat, pulled by two men and steered by a third,
-shot up into the channel; and the boatmen raised a joyful shout as I
-waved my handkerchief to them from my prison-bars. The steersman held
-my little dog upon his knee; but the faithful animal broke away from
-him when he saw me, and would have jumped overboard in his eagerness to
-reach me had he not been caught by one of the men.
-
-When the boat had come quite close under the grating, I saw that it
-was manned by men of the river guard. They told me that one of their
-number had gone round to report the matter to the proper authorities,
-and that assistance would quickly be at hand, and one of them, standing
-on the thwarts of the boat, reached up to me a flask of brandy and a
-biscuit, after having partaken of which I felt sufficiently revived to
-be very thankful for my escape from a horrible death. In less than an
-hour keys were brought by an officer connected with the sewers, and I
-was released from my disagreeable position, much to the joy of Dane,
-who covered me with caresses after his honest doggy fashion; nor,
-half-starved as the little animal must have been, would he touch a
-morsel of biscuit until after he had seen me safe in the boat.
-
-The next thing to be done was to make a search for Simonet, who had not
-made his appearance in the upper regions since we entered the sewers.
-Men were sent after him, and he was found in a half-stupefied condition
-just where I had left him, among the dead rats. He could give little or
-no account of himself, save that his torch had gone out, just as he was
-about starting in search of me, and that a stupor came over him, then,
-and he sat down and fell asleep. This was all accounted for afterwards.
-Having lost his pipe, as I have said, he sought to assuage his craving
-for stimulants by chewing--or rather eating--quantities of the tobacco
-with which I had furnished him, and this proved, on examination, to
-have been taken by me, in mistake, from a jar in which opium had been
-copiously mixed with the milder narcotic for experimental purposes.
-Probably the little I had smoked of it in my pipe had somewhat affected
-me; and Simonet averred that he thought it must have been the smell of
-it that saved us from being eaten by the rats. A few franc pieces, a
-new pipe, and a reasonable stock of the best tobacco, made a happy man
-of that rare old gutter-snipe; but nothing could induce him to make any
-further reference to the white rat, at the very mention of which he
-would scowl horribly, and retire, as it were, behind the mass of red
-hair with which his face was fringed.
-
-As for me, I believe more in horseshoes than ever, since the adventure
-narrated above. I had a small one made in silver, for Dane; and this
-the faithful animal wore suspended from his collar as a charm until he
-went the way of all dogs, full of honors and of years.
-
-
-
-
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-original spelling, punctuation and hyphenation have been left intact.
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