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-The Old Wives' Tale
-
-Arnold Bennett
-
-
-
-
-To W. W. K.
-
-
-
-
-PREFACE TO THIS EDITION
-
-In the autumn of 1903 I used to dine frequently in a restaurant in
-the Rue de Clichy, Paris. Here were, among others, two waitresses
-that attracted my attention. One was a beautiful, pale young girl,
-to whom I never spoke, for she was employed far away from the
-table which I affected. The other, a stout, middle-aged managing
-Breton woman, had sole command over my table and me, and gradually
-she began to assume such a maternal tone towards me that I saw I
-should be compelled to leave that restaurant. If I was absent for
-a couple of nights running she would reproach me sharply: "What!
-you are unfaithful to me?" Once, when I complained about some
-French beans, she informed me roundly that French beans were a
-subject which I did not understand. I then decided to be eternally
-unfaithful to her, and I abandoned the restaurant. A few nights
-before the final parting an old woman came into the restaurant to
-dine. She was fat, shapeless, ugly, and grotesque. She had a
-ridiculous voice, and ridiculous gestures. It was easy to see that
-she lived alone, and that in the long lapse of years she had
-developed the kind of peculiarity which induces guffaws among the
-thoughtless. She was burdened with a lot of small parcels, which
-she kept dropping. She chose one seat; and then, not liking it,
-chose another; and then another. In a few moments she had the
-whole restaurant laughing at her. That my middle-aged Breton
-should laugh was indifferent to me, but I was pained to see a
-coarse grimace of giggling on the pale face of the beautiful young
-waitress to whom I had never spoken.
-
-I reflected, concerning the grotesque diner: "This woman was once
-young, slim, perhaps beautiful; certainly free from these
-ridiculous mannerisms. Very probably she is unconscious of her
-singularities. Her case is a tragedy. One ought to be able to make
-a heartrending novel out of the history of a woman such as she."
-Every stout, ageing woman is not grotesque--far from it!--but
-there is an extreme pathos in the mere fact that every stout
-ageing woman was once a young girl with the unique charm of youth
-in her form and movements and in her mind. And the fact that the
-change from the young girl to the stout ageing woman is made up of
-an infinite number of infinitesimal changes, each unperceived by
-her, only intensifies the pathos.
-
-It was at this instant that I was visited by the idea of writing
-the book which ultimately became "The Old Wives' Tale." Of course
-I felt that the woman who caused the ignoble mirth in the
-restaurant would not serve me as a type of heroine. For she was
-much too old and obviously unsympathetic. It is an absolute rule
-that the principal character of a novel must not be unsympathetic,
-and the whole modern tendency of realistic fiction is against
-oddness in a prominent figure. I knew that I must choose the sort
-of woman who would pass unnoticed in a crowd.
-
-I put the idea aside for a long time, but it was never very
-distant from me. For several reasons it made a special appeal to
-me. I had always been a convinced admirer of Mrs. W. K. Clifford's
-most precious novel, "Aunt Anne," but I wanted to see in the story
-of an old woman many things that Mrs. W. K. Clifford had omitted
-from "Aunt Anne." Moreover, I had always revolted against the
-absurd youthfulness, the unfading youthfulness of the average
-heroine. And as a protest against this fashion, I was already, in
-1903, planning a novel ("Leonora") of which the heroine was aged
-forty, and had daughters old enough to be in love. The reviewers,
-by the way, were staggered by my hardihood in offering a woman of
-forty as a subject of serious interest to the public. But I meant
-to go much farther than forty! Finally as a supreme reason, I had
-the example and the challenge of Guy de Maupassant's "Une Vie." In
-the nineties we used to regard "Une Vie" with mute awe, as being
-the summit of achievement in fiction. And I remember being very
-cross with Mr. Bernard Shaw because, having read "Une Vie" at the
-suggestion (I think) of Mr. William Archer, he failed to see in it
-anything very remarkable. Here I must confess that, in 1908, I
-read "Une Vie" again, and in spite of a natural anxiety to differ
-from Mr. Bernard Shaw, I was gravely disappointed with it. It is a
-fine novel, but decidedly inferior to "Pierre et Jean" or even
-"Fort Comme la Mort." To return to the year 1903. "Une Vie"
-relates the entire life history of a woman. I settled in the
-privacy of my own head that my book about the development of a
-young girl into a stout old lady must be the English "Une Vie." I
-have been accused of every fault except a lack of self-confidence,
-and in a few weeks I settled a further point, namely, that my book
-must "go one better" than "Une Vie," and that to this end it must
-be the life-history of two women instead of only one. Hence, "The
-Old Wives' Tale" has two heroines. Constance was the original;
-Sophia was created out of bravado, just to indicate that I
-declined to consider Guy de Maupassant as the last forerunner of
-the deluge. I was intimidated by the audacity of my project, but I
-had sworn to carry it out. For several years I looked it squarely
-in the face at intervals, and then walked away to write novels of
-smaller scope, of which I produced five or six. But I could not
-dally forever, and in the autumn of 1907 I actually began to write
-it, in a village near Fontainebleau, where I rented half a house
-from a retired railway servant. I calculated that it would be
-200,000 words long (which it exactly proved to be), and I had a
-vague notion that no novel of such dimensions (except
-Richardson's) had ever been written before. So I counted the words
-in several famous Victorian novels, and discovered to my relief
-that the famous Victorian novels average 400,000 words apiece. I
-wrote the first part of the novel in six weeks. It was fairly easy
-to me, because, in the seventies, in the first decade of my life,
-I had lived in the actual draper's shop of the Baines's, and knew
-it as only a child could know it. Then I went to London on a
-visit. I tried to continue the book in a London hotel, but London
-was too distracting, and I put the thing away, and during January
-and February of 1908, I wrote "Buried Alive," which was published
-immediately, and was received with majestic indifference by the
-English public, an indifference which has persisted to this day.
-
-I then returned to the Fontainebleau region and gave "The Old
-Wives' Tale" no rest till I finished it at the end of July, 1908.
-It was published in the autumn of the same year, and for six weeks
-afterward the English public steadily confirmed an opinion
-expressed by a certain person in whose judgment I had confidence,
-to the effect that the work was honest but dull, and that when it
-was not dull it had a regrettable tendency to facetiousness. My
-publishers, though brave fellows, were somewhat disheartened;
-however, the reception of the book gradually became less and less
-frigid.
-
-With regard to the French portion of the story, it was not until I
-had written the first part that I saw from a study of my
-chronological basis that the Siege of Paris might be brought into
-the tale. The idea was seductive; but I hated, and still hate, the
-awful business of research; and I only knew the Paris of the
-Twentieth Century. Now I was aware that my railway servant and his
-wife had been living in Paris at the time of the war. I said to
-the old man, "By the way, you went through the Siege of Paris,
-didn't you?" He turned to his old wife and said, uncertainly, "The
-Siege of Paris? Yes, we did, didn't we?" The Siege of Paris had
-been only one incident among many in their lives. Of course, they
-remembered it well, though not vividly, and I gained much
-information from them. But the most useful thing which I gained
-from them was the perception, startling at first, that ordinary
-people went on living very ordinary lives in Paris during the
-siege, and that to the vast mass of the population the siege was
-not the dramatic, spectacular, thrilling, ecstatic affair that is
-described in history. Encouraged by this perception, I decided to
-include the siege in my scheme. I read Sarcey's diary of the siege
-aloud to my wife, and I looked at the pictures in Jules Claretie's
-popular work on the siege and the commune, and I glanced at the
-printed collection of official documents, and there my research
-ended.
-
-It has been asserted that unless I had actually been present at a
-public execution, I could not have written the chapter in which
-Sophia was at the Auxerre solemnity. I have not been present at a
-public execution, as the whole of my information about public
-executions was derived from a series of articles on them which I
-read in the Paris Matin. Mr. Frank Harris, discussing my book in
-"Vanity Fair," said it was clear that I had not seen an execution,
-(or words to that effect), and he proceeded to give his own
-description of an execution. It was a brief but terribly
-convincing bit of writing, quite characteristic and quite worthy
-of the author of "Montes the Matador" and of a man who has been
-almost everywhere and seen almost everything. I comprehended how
-far short I had fallen of the truth! I wrote to Mr. Frank Harris,
-regretting that his description had not been printed before I
-wrote mine, as I should assuredly have utilized it, and, of
-course, I admitted that I had never witnessed an execution. He
-simply replied: "Neither have I." This detail is worth preserving,
-for it is a reproof to that large body of readers, who, when a
-novelist has really carried conviction to them, assert off hand:
-"O, that must be autobiography!"
-
-ARNOLD BENNETT.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
-BOOK I.
-
-MRS. BAINES
-
- I. THE SQUARE
-
- II. THE TOOTH
-
- III. A BATTLE
-
- IV. ELEPHANT
-
- V. THE TRAVELLER
-
- VI. ESCAPADE
-
- VII. A DEFEAT
-
-
-
-BOOK II.
-
-CONSTANCE
-
- I. REVOLUTION
-
- II. CHRISTMAS AND THE FUTURE
-
- III. CYRIL
-
- IV. CRIME
-
- V. ANOTHER CRIME
-
- VI. THE WIDOW
-
- VII. BRICKS AND MORTAR
-
-VIII. THE PROUDEST MOTHER
-
-
-
-BOOK III.
-
-SOPHIA
-
- I. THE ELOPEMENT
-
- II. SUPPER
-
- III. AN AMBITION SATISFIED
-
- IV. A CRISIS FOR GERALD
-
- V. FEVER
-
- VI. THE SIEGE
-
- VII. SUCCESS
-
-
-
-BOOK IV.
-
-WHAT LIFE IS
-
- I. FRENSHAM'S
-
- II. THE MEETING
-
- III. TOWARDS HOTEL LIFE
-
- IV. END OF SOPHIA
-
- V. END OF CONSTANCE
-
-
-
-
-
-
-BOOK I
-
-MRS. BAINES
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE SQUARE
-
-I
-
-
-Those two girls, Constance and Sophia Baines, paid no heed to the
-manifold interest of their situation, of which, indeed, they had
-never been conscious. They were, for example, established almost
-precisely on the fifty-third parallel of latitude. A little way to
-the north of them, in the creases of a hill famous for its
-religious orgies, rose the river Trent, the calm and
-characteristic stream of middle England. Somewhat further
-northwards, in the near neighbourhood of the highest public-house
-in the realm, rose two lesser rivers, the Dane and the Dove,
-which, quarrelling in early infancy, turned their backs on each
-other, and, the one by favour of the Weaver and the other by
-favour of the Trent, watered between them the whole width of
-England, and poured themselves respectively into the Irish Sea and
-the German Ocean. What a county of modest, unnoticed rivers! What
-a natural, simple county, content to fix its boundaries by these
-tortuous island brooks, with their comfortable names--Trent,
-Mease, Dove, Tern, Dane, Mees, Stour, Tame, and even hasty Severn!
-Not that the Severn is suitable to the county! In the county
-excess is deprecated. The county is happy in not exciting remark.
-It is content that Shropshire should possess that swollen bump,
-the Wrekin, and that the exaggerated wildness of the Peak should
-lie over its border. It does not desire to be a pancake like
-Cheshire. It has everything that England has, including thirty
-miles of Watling Street; and England can show nothing more
-beautiful and nothing uglier than the works of nature and the
-works of man to be seen within the limits of the county. It is
-England in little, lost in the midst of England, unsung by
-searchers after the extreme; perhaps occasionally somewhat sore at
-this neglect, but how proud in the instinctive cognizance of its
-representative features and traits!
-
-Constance and Sophia, busy with the intense preoccupations of
-youth, recked not of such matters. They were surrounded by the
-county. On every side the fields and moors of Staffordshire,
-intersected by roads and lanes, railways, watercourses and
-telegraph-lines, patterned by hedges, ornamented and made
-respectable by halls and genteel parks, enlivened by villages at
-the intersections, and warmly surveyed by the sun, spread out
-undulating. And trains were rushing round curves in deep cuttings,
-and carts and waggons trotting and jingling on the yellow roads,
-and long, narrow boats passing in a leisure majestic and infinite
-over the surface of the stolid canals; the rivers had only
-themselves to support, for Staffordshire rivers have remained
-virgin of keels to this day. One could imagine the messages
-concerning prices, sudden death, and horses, in their flight
-through the wires under the feet of birds. In the inns Utopians
-were shouting the universe into order over beer, and in the halls
-and parks the dignity of England was being preserved in a fitting
-manner. The villages were full of women who did nothing but fight
-against dirt and hunger, and repair the effects of friction on
-clothes. Thousands of labourers were in the fields, but the fields
-were so broad and numerous that this scattered multitude was
-totally lost therein. The cuckoo was much more perceptible than
-man, dominating whole square miles with his resounding call. And
-on the airy moors heath-larks played in the ineffaceable mule-
-tracks that had served centuries before even the Romans thought of
-Watling Street. In short, the usual daily life of the county was
-proceeding with all its immense variety and importance; but though
-Constance and Sophia were in it they were not of it.
-
-The fact is, that while in the county they were also in the
-district; and no person who lives in the district, even if he
-should be old and have nothing to do but reflect upon things in
-general, ever thinks about the county. So far as the county goes,
-the district might almost as well be in the middle of the Sahara.
-It ignores the county, save that it uses it nonchalantly sometimes
-as leg-stretcher on holiday afternoons, as a man may use his back
-garden. It has nothing in common with the county; it is richly
-sufficient to itself. Nevertheless, its self-sufficiency and the
-true salt savour of its life can only be appreciated by picturing
-it hemmed in by county. It lies on the face of the county like an
-insignificant stain, like a dark Pleiades in a green and empty
-sky. And Hanbridge has the shape of a horse and its rider, Bursley
-of half a donkey, Knype of a pair of trousers, Longshaw of an
-octopus, and little Turnhill of a beetle. The Five Towns seem to
-cling together for safety. Yet the idea of clinging together for
-safety would make them laugh. They are unique and indispensable.
-From the north of the county right down to the south they alone
-stand for civilization, applied science, organized manufacture,
-and the century--until you come to Wolverhampton. They are unique
-and indispensable because you cannot drink tea out of a teacup
-without the aid of the Five Towns; because you cannot eat a meal
-in decency without the aid of the Five Towns. For this the
-architecture of the Five Towns is an architecture of ovens and
-chimneys; for this its atmosphere is as black as its mud; for this
-it burns and smokes all night, so that Longshaw has been compared
-to hell; for this it is unlearned in the ways of agriculture,
-never having seen corn except as packing straw and in quartern
-loaves; for this, on the other hand, it comprehends the mysterious
-habits of fire and pure, sterile earth; for this it lives crammed
-together in slippery streets where the housewife must change white
-window-curtains at least once a fortnight if she wishes to remain
-respectable; for this it gets up in the mass at six a.m., winter
-and summer, and goes to bed when the public-houses close; for this
-it exists--that you may drink tea out of a teacup and toy with a
-chop on a plate. All the everyday crockery used in the kingdom is
-made in the Five Towns--all, and much besides. A district capable
-of such gigantic manufacture, of such a perfect monopoly--and
-which finds energy also to produce coal and iron and great men--
-may be an insignificant stain on a county, considered
-geographically, but it is surely well justified in treating the
-county as its back garden once a week, and in blindly ignoring it
-the rest of the time.
-
-Even the majestic thought that whenever and wherever in all
-England a woman washes up, she washes up the product of the
-district; that whenever and wherever in all England a plate is
-broken the fracture means new business for the district--even this
-majestic thought had probably never occurred to either of the
-girls. The fact is, that while in the Five Towns they were also in
-the Square, Bursley and the Square ignored the staple manufacture
-as perfectly as the district ignored the county. Bursley has the
-honours of antiquity in the Five Towns. No industrial development
-can ever rob it of its superiority in age, which makes it
-absolutely sure in its conceit. And the time will never come when
-the other towns--let them swell and bluster as they may--will not
-pronounce the name of Bursley as one pronounces the name of one's
-mother. Add to this that the Square was the centre of Bursley's
-retail trade (which scorned the staple as something wholesale,
-vulgar, and assuredly filthy), and you will comprehend the
-importance and the self-isolation of the Square in the scheme of
-the created universe. There you have it, embedded in the district,
-and the district embedded in the county, and the county lost and
-dreaming in the heart of England!
-
-The Square was named after St. Luke. The Evangelist might have
-been startled by certain phenomena in his square, but, except in
-Wakes Week, when the shocking always happened, St. Luke's Square
-lived in a manner passably saintly--though it contained five
-public-houses. It contained five public-houses, a bank, a
-barber's, a confectioner's, three grocers', two chemists', an
-ironmonger's, a clothier's, and five drapers'. These were all the
-catalogue. St. Luke's Square had no room for minor establishments.
-The aristocracy of the Square undoubtedly consisted of the drapers
-(for the bank was impersonal); and among the five the shop of
-Baines stood supreme. No business establishment could possibly be
-more respected than that of Mr. Baines was respected. And though
-John Baines had been bedridden for a dozen years, he still lived
-on the lips of admiring, ceremonious burgesses as 'our honoured
-fellow-townsman.' He deserved his reputation.
-
-The Baines's shop, to make which three dwellings had at intervals
-been thrown into one, lay at the bottom of the Square. It formed
-about one-third of the south side of the Square, the remainder
-being made up of Critchlow's (chemist), the clothier's, and the
-Hanover Spirit Vaults. ("Vaults" was a favourite synonym of the
-public-house in the Square. Only two of the public-houses were
-crude public-houses: the rest were "vaults.") It was a composite
-building of three storeys, in blackish-crimson brick, with a
-projecting shop-front and, above and behind that, two rows of
-little windows. On the sash of each window was a red cloth roll
-stuffed with sawdust, to prevent draughts; plain white blinds
-descended about six inches from the top of each window. There were
-no curtains to any of the windows save one; this was the window of
-the drawing-room, on the first floor at the corner of the Square
-and King Street. Another window, on the second storey, was
-peculiar, in that it had neither blind nor pad, and was very
-dirty; this was the window of an unused room that had a separate
-staircase to itself, the staircase being barred by a door always
-locked. Constance and Sophia had lived in continual expectation of
-the abnormal issuing from that mysterious room, which was next to
-their own. But they were disappointed. The room had no shameful
-secret except the incompetence of the architect who had made one
-house out of three; it was just an empty, unemployable room. The
-building had also a considerable frontage on King Street, where,
-behind the shop, was sheltered the parlour, with a large window
-and a door that led directly by two steps into the street. A
-strange peculiarity of the shop was that it bore no signboard.
-Once it had had a large signboard which a memorable gale had blown
-into the Square. Mr. Baines had decided not to replace it. He had
-always objected to what he called "puffing," and for this reason
-would never hear of such a thing as a clearance sale. The hatred
-of "puffing" grew on him until he came to regard even a sign as
-"puffing." Uninformed persons who wished to find Baines's must ask
-and learn. For Mr. Baines, to have replaced the sign would have
-been to condone, yea, to participate in, the modern craze for
-unscrupulous self-advertisement. This abstention of Mr. Baines's
-from indulgence in signboards was somehow accepted by the more
-thoughtful members of the community as evidence that the height of
-Mr. Baines's principles was greater even than they had imagined.
-
-Constance and Sophia were the daughters of this credit to human
-nature. He had no other children.
-
-II
-
-They pressed their noses against the window of the show-room, and
-gazed down into the Square as perpendicularly as the projecting
-front of the shop would allow. The show-room was over the
-millinery and silken half of the shop. Over the woollen and
-shirting half were the drawing-room and the chief bedroom. When in
-quest of articles of coquetry, you mounted from the shop by a
-curving stair, and your head gradually rose level with a large
-apartment having a mahogany counter in front of the window and
-along one side, yellow linoleum on the floor, many cardboard
-boxes, a magnificent hinged cheval glass, and two chairs. The
-window-sill being lower than the counter, there was a gulf between
-the panes and the back of the counter, into which important
-articles such as scissors, pencils, chalk, and artificial flowers
-were continually disappearing: another proof of the architect's
-incompetence.
-
-The girls could only press their noses against the window by
-kneeling on the counter, and this they were doing. Constance's
-nose was snub, but agreeably so. Sophia had a fine Roman nose; she
-was a beautiful creature, beautiful and handsome at the same time.
-They were both of them rather like racehorses, quivering with
-delicate, sensitive, and luxuriant life; exquisite, enchanting
-proof of the circulation of the blood; innocent, artful, roguish,
-prim, gushing, ignorant, and miraculously wise. Their ages were
-sixteen and fifteen; it is an epoch when, if one is frank, one
-must admit that one has nothing to learn: one has learnt simply
-everything in the previous six months.
-
-"There she goes!" exclaimed Sophia.
-
-Up the Square, from the corner of King Street, passed a woman in a
-new bonnet with pink strings, and a new blue dress that sloped at
-the shoulders and grew to a vast circumference at the hem. Through
-the silent sunlit solitude of the Square (for it was Thursday
-afternoon, and all the shops shut except the confectioner's and
-one chemist's) this bonnet and this dress floated northwards in
-search of romance, under the relentless eyes of Constance and
-Sophia. Within them, somewhere, was the soul of Maggie, domestic
-servant at Baines's. Maggie had been at the shop since before the
-creation of Constance and Sophia. She lived seventeen hours of
-each day in an underground kitchen and larder, and the other seven
-in an attic, never going out except to chapel on Sunday evenings,
-and once a month on Thursday afternoons. "Followers" were most
-strictly forbidden to her; but on rare occasions an aunt from
-Longshaw was permitted as a tremendous favour to see her in the
-subterranean den. Everybody, including herself, considered that
-she had a good "place," and was well treated. It was undeniable,
-for instance, that she was allowed to fall in love exactly as she
-chose, provided she did not "carry on" in the kitchen or the yard.
-And as a fact, Maggie had fallen in love. In seventeen years she
-had been engaged eleven times. No one could conceive how that ugly
-and powerful organism could softly languish to the undoing of even
-a butty-collier, nor why, having caught a man in her sweet toils,
-she could ever be imbecile enough to set him free. There are,
-however, mysteries in the souls of Maggies. The drudge had
-probably been affianced oftener than any woman in Bursley. Her
-employers were so accustomed to an interesting announcement that
-for years they had taken to saying naught in reply but 'Really,
-Maggie!' Engagements and tragic partings were Maggie's pastime.
-Fixed otherwise, she might have studied the piano instead.
-
-"No gloves, of course!" Sophia criticized.
-
-"Well, you can't expect her to have gloves," said Constance.
-
-Then a pause, as the bonnet and dress neared the top of the
-Square.
-
-"Supposing she turns round and sees us?" Constance suggested.
-
-"I don't care if she does," said Sophia, with a haughtiness almost
-impassioned; and her head trembled slightly.
-
-There were, as usual, several loafers at the top of the Square, in
-the corner between the bank and the "Marquis of Granby." And one
-of these loafers stepped forward and shook hands with an obviously
-willing Maggie. Clearly it was a rendezvous, open, unashamed. The
-twelfth victim had been selected by the virgin of forty, whose
-kiss would not have melted lard! The couple disappeared together
-down Oldcastle Street.
-
-"WELL!" cried Constance. "Did you ever see such a thing?"
-
-While Sophia, short of adequate words, flushed and bit her lip.
-
-With the profound, instinctive cruelty of youth, Constance and
-Sophia had assembled in their favourite haunt, the show-room,
-expressly to deride Maggie in her new clothes. They obscurely
-thought that a woman so ugly and soiled as Maggie was had no right
-to possess new clothes. Even her desire to take the air of a
-Thursday afternoon seemed to them unnatural and somewhat
-reprehensible. Why should she want to stir out of her kitchen? As
-for her tender yearnings, they positively grudged these to Maggie.
-That Maggie should give rein to chaste passion was more than
-grotesque; it was offensive and wicked. But let it not for an
-instant be doubted that they were nice, kind-hearted, well-
-behaved, and delightful girls! Because they were. They were not
-angels.
-
-"It's too ridiculous!" said Sophia, severely. She had youth,
-beauty, and rank in her favour. And to her it really was
-ridiculous.
-
-"Poor old Maggie!" Constance murmured. Constance was foolishly
-good-natured, a perfect manufactory of excuses for other people;
-and her benevolence was eternally rising up and overpowering her
-reason.
-
-"What time did mother say she should be back?" Sophia asked.
-
-"Not until supper."
-
-"Oh! Hallelujah!" Sophia burst out, clasping her hands in joy. And
-they both slid down from the counter just as if they had been
-little boys, and not, as their mother called them, "great girls."
-
-"Let's go and play the Osborne quadrilles," Sophia suggested (the
-Osborne quadrilles being a series of dances arranged to be
-performed on drawing-room pianos by four jewelled hands).
-
-"I couldn't think of it," said Constance, with a precocious
-gesture of seriousness. In that gesture, and in her tone, was
-something which conveyed to Sophia: "Sophia, how can you be so
-utterly blind to the gravity of our fleeting existence as to ask
-me to go and strum the piano with you?" Yet a moment before she
-had been a little boy.
-
-"Why not?" Sophia demanded.
-
-"I shall never have another chance like to-day for getting on with
-this," said Constance, picking up a bag from the counter.
-
-She sat down and took from the bag a piece of loosely woven
-canvas, on which she was embroidering a bunch of roses in coloured
-wools. The canvas had once been stretched on a frame, but now, as
-the delicate labour of the petals and leaves was done, and nothing
-remained to do but the monotonous background, Constance was
-content to pin the stuff to her knee. With the long needle and
-several skeins of mustard-tinted wool, she bent over the canvas
-and resumed the filling-in of the tiny squares. The whole design
-was in squares--the gradations of red and greens, the curves of
-the smallest buds--all was contrived in squares, with a result
-that mimicked a fragment of uncompromising Axminster carpet.
-Still, the fine texture of the wool, the regular and rapid grace
-of those fingers moving incessantly at back and front of the
-canvas, the gentle sound of the wool as it passed through the
-holes, and the intent, youthful earnestness of that lowered gaze,
-excused and invested with charm an activity which, on artistic
-grounds, could not possibly be justified. The canvas was destined
-to adorn a gilt firescreen in the drawing-room, and also to form a
-birthday gift to Mrs. Baines from her elder daughter. But whether
-the enterprise was as secret from Mrs. Baines as Constance hoped,
-none save Mrs. Baines knew.
-
-"Con," murmured Sophia, "you're too sickening sometimes."
-
-"Well," said Constance, blandly, "it's no use pretending that this
-hasn't got to be finished before we go back to school, because it
-has." Sophia wandered about, a prey ripe for the Evil One. "Oh,"
-she exclaimed joyously--even ecstatically--looking behind the
-cheval glass, "here's mother's new skirt! Miss Dunn's been putting
-the gimp on it! Oh, mother, what a proud thing you will be!"
-Constance heard swishings behind the glass. "What are you doing,
-Sophia?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-"You surely aren't putting that skirt on?"
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"You'll catch it finely, I can tell you!"
-
-Without further defence, Sophia sprang out from behind the immense
-glass. She had already shed a notable part of her own costume, and
-the flush of mischief was in her face. She ran across to the other
-side of the room and examined carefully a large coloured print
-that was affixed to the wall.
-
-This print represented fifteen sisters, all of the same height and
-slimness of figure, all of the same age--about twenty-five or so,
-and all with exactly the same haughty and bored beauty. That they
-were in truth sisters was clear from the facial resemblance
-between them; their demeanour indicated that they were princesses,
-offspring of some impossibly prolific king and queen. Those hands
-had never toiled, nor had those features ever relaxed from the
-smile of courts. The princesses moved in a landscape of marble
-steps and verandahs, with a bandstand and strange trees in the
-distance. One was in a riding-habit, another in evening attire,
-another dressed for tea, another for the theatre; another seemed
-to be ready to go to bed. One held a little girl by the hand; it
-could not have been her own little girl, for these princesses were
-far beyond human passions. Where had she obtained the little girl?
-Why was one sister going to the theatre, another to tea, another
-to the stable, and another to bed? Why was one in a heavy mantle,
-and another sheltering from the sun's rays under a parasol? The
-picture was drenched in mystery, and the strangest thing about it
-was that all these highnesses were apparently content with the
-most ridiculous and out-moded fashions. Absurd hats, with veils
-flying behind; absurd bonnets, fitting close to the head, and
-spotted; absurd coiffures that nearly lay on the nape; absurd,
-clumsy sleeves; absurd waists, almost above the elbow's level;
-absurd scolloped jackets! And the skirts! What a sight were those
-skirts! They were nothing but vast decorated pyramids; on the
-summit of each was stuck the upper half of a princess. It was
-astounding that princesses should consent to be so preposterous
-and so uncomfortable. But Sophia perceived nothing uncanny in the
-picture, which bore the legend: "Newest summer fashions from
-Paris. Gratis supplement to Myra's Journal." Sophia had never
-imagined anything more stylish, lovely, and dashing than the
-raiment of the fifteen princesses.
-
-For Constance and Sophia had the disadvantage of living in the
-middle ages. The crinoline had not quite reached its full
-circumference, and the dress-improver had not even been thought
-of. In all the Five Towns there was not a public bath, nor a free
-library, nor a municipal park, nor a telephone, nor yet a board-
-school. People had not understood the vital necessity of going
-away to the seaside every year. Bishop Colenso had just staggered
-Christianity by his shameless notions on the Pentateuch. Half
-Lancashire was starving on account of the American war. Garroting
-was the chief amusement of the homicidal classes. Incredible as it
-may appear, there was nothing but a horse-tram running between
-Bursley and Hanbridge--and that only twice an hour; and between
-the other towns no stage of any kind! One went to Longshaw as one
-now goes to Pekin. It was an era so dark and backward that one
-might wonder how people could sleep in their beds at night for
-thinking about their sad state.
-
-Happily the inhabitants of the Five Towns in that era were
-passably pleased with themselves, and they never even suspected
-that they were not quite modern and quite awake. They thought that
-the intellectual, the industrial, and the social movements had
-gone about as far as these movements could go, and they were
-amazed at their own progress. Instead of being humble and ashamed,
-they actually showed pride in their pitiful achievements. They
-ought to have looked forward meekly to the prodigious feats of
-posterity; but, having too little faith and too much conceit, they
-were content to look behind and make comparisons with the past.
-They did not foresee the miraculous generation which is us. A
-poor, blind, complacent people! The ludicrous horse-car was
-typical of them. The driver rang a huge bell, five minutes before
-starting, that could he heard from the Wesleyan Chapel to the Cock
-Yard, and then after deliberations and hesitations the vehicle
-rolled off on its rails into unknown dangers while passengers
-shouted good-bye. At Bleakridge it had to stop for the turnpike,
-and it was assisted up the mountains of Leveson Place and
-Sutherland Street (towards Hanbridge) by a third horse, on whose
-back was perched a tiny, whip-cracking boy; that boy lived like a
-shuttle on the road between Leveson Place and Sutherland Street,
-and even in wet weather he was the envy of all other boys. After
-half an hour's perilous transit the car drew up solemnly in a
-narrow street by the Signal office in Hanbridge, and the ruddy
-driver, having revolved many times the polished iron handle of his
-sole brake, turned his attention to his passengers in calm
-triumph, dismissing them with a sort of unsung doxology.
-
-And this was regarded as the last word of traction! A whip-
-cracking boy on a tip horse! Oh, blind, blind! You could not
-foresee the hundred and twenty electric cars that now rush madly
-bumping and thundering at twenty miles an hour through all the
-main streets of the district!
-
-So that naturally Sophia, infected with the pride of her period,
-had no misgivings whatever concerning the final elegance of the
-princesses. She studied them as the fifteen apostles of the ne
-plus ultra; then, having taken some flowers and plumes out of a
-box, amid warnings from Constance, she retreated behind the glass,
-and presently emerged as a great lady in the style of the
-princesses. Her mother's tremendous new gown ballooned about her
-in all its fantastic richness and expensiveness. And with the gown
-she had put on her mother's importance--that mien of assured
-authority, of capacity tested in many a crisis, which
-characterized Mrs. Baines, and which Mrs. Baines seemed to impart
-to her dresses even before she had regularly worn them. For it was
-a fact that Mrs. Baines's empty garments inspired respect, as
-though some essence had escaped from her and remained in them.
-
-"Sophia!"
-
-Constance stayed her needle, and, without lifting her head, gazed,
-with eyes raised from the wool-work, motionless at the posturing
-figure of her sister. It was sacrilege that she was witnessing, a
-prodigious irreverence. She was conscious of an expectation that
-punishment would instantly fall on this daring, impious child. But
-she, who never felt these mad, amazing impulses, could
-nevertheless only smile fearfully.
-
-"Sophia!" she breathed, with an intensity of alarm that merged
-into condoning admiration. "Whatever will you do next?"
-
-Sophia's lovely flushed face crowned the extraordinary structure
-like a blossom, scarcely controlling its laughter. She was as tall
-as her mother, and as imperious, as crested, and proud; and in
-spite of the pigtail, the girlish semi-circular comb, and the
-loose foal-like limbs, she could support as well as her mother the
-majesty of the gimp-embroidered dress. Her eyes sparkled with all
-the challenges of the untried virgin as she minced about the
-showroom. Abounding life inspired her movements. The confident and
-fierce joy of youth shone on her brow. "What thing on earth equals
-me?" she seemed to demand with enchanting and yet ruthless
-arrogance. She was the daughter of a respected, bedridden draper
-in an insignificant town, lost in the central labyrinth of
-England, if you like; yet what manner of man, confronted with her,
-would or could have denied her naive claim to dominion? She stood,
-in her mother's hoops, for the desire of the world. And in the
-innocence of her soul she knew it! The heart of a young girl
-mysteriously speaks and tells her of her power long ere she can
-use her power. If she can find nothing else to subdue, you may
-catch her in the early years subduing a gate-post or drawing
-homage from an empty chair. Sophia's experimental victim was
-Constance, with suspended needle and soft glance that shot out
-from the lowered face.
-
-Then Sophia fell, in stepping backwards; the pyramid was
-overbalanced; great distended rings of silk trembled and swayed
-gigantically on the floor, and Sophia's small feet lay like the
-feet of a doll on the rim of the largest circle, which curved and
-arched above them like a cavern's mouth. The abrupt transition of
-her features from assured pride to ludicrous astonishment and
-alarm was comical enough to have sent into wild uncharitable
-laughter any creature less humane than Constance. But Constance
-sprang to her, a single embodied instinct of benevolence, with her
-snub nose, and tried to raise her.
-
-"Oh, Sophia!" she cried compassionately--that voice seemed not to
-know the tones of reproof--"I do hope you've not messed it,
-because mother would be so--"
-
-The words were interrupted by the sound of groans beyond the door
-leading to the bedrooms. The groans, indicating direst physical
-torment, grew louder. The two girls stared, wonder-struck and
-afraid, at the door, Sophia with her dark head raised, and
-Constance with her arms round Sophia's waist. The door opened,
-letting in a much-magnified sound of groans, and there entered a
-youngish, undersized man, who was frantically clutching his head
-in his hands and contorting all the muscles of his face. On
-perceiving the sculptural group of two prone, interlocked girls,
-one enveloped in a crinoline, and the other with a wool-work bunch
-of flowers pinned to her knee, he jumped back, ceased groaning,
-arranged his face, and seriously tried to pretend that it was not
-he who had been vocal in anguish, that, indeed, he was just
-passing as a casual, ordinary wayfarer through the showroom to the
-shop below. He blushed darkly; and the girls also blushed.
-
-"Oh, I beg pardon, I'm sure!" said this youngish man suddenly; and
-with a swift turn he disappeared whence he had come.
-
-He was Mr. Povey, a person universally esteemed, both within and
-without the shop, the surrogate of bedridden Mr. Baines, the
-unfailing comfort and stand-by of Mrs. Baines, the fount and
-radiating centre of order and discipline in the shop; a quiet,
-diffident, secretive, tedious, and obstinate youngish man,
-absolutely faithful, absolutely efficient in his sphere; without
-brilliance, without distinction; perhaps rather little-minded,
-certainly narrow-minded; but what a force in the shop! The shop
-was inconceivable without Mr. Povey. He was under twenty and not
-out of his apprenticeship when Mr. Baines had been struck down,
-and he had at once proved his worth. Of the assistants, he alone
-slept in the house. His bedroom was next to that of his employer;
-there was a door between the two chambers, and the two steps led
-down from the larger to the less.
-
-The girls regained their feet, Sophia with Constance's help. It
-was not easy to right a capsized crinoline. They both began to
-laugh nervously, with a trace of hysteria.
-
-"I thought he'd gone to the dentist's," whispered Constance.
-
-Mr. Povey's toothache had been causing anxiety in the microcosm
-for two days, and it had been clearly understood at dinner that
-Thursday morning that Mr. Povey was to set forth to Oulsnam Bros.,
-the dentists at Hillport, without any delay. Only on Thursdays and
-Sundays did Mr. Povey dine with the family. On other days he dined
-later, by himself, but at the family table, when Mrs. Baines or
-one of the assistants could "relieve" him in the shop. Before
-starting out to visit her elder sister at Axe, Mrs. Baines had
-insisted to Mr. Povey that he had eaten practically nothing but
-"slops" for twenty-four hours, and that if he was not careful she
-would have him on her hands. He had replied in his quietest, most
-sagacious, matter-of-fact tone--the tone that carried weight with
-all who heard it--that he had only been waiting for Thursday
-afternoon, and should of course go instantly to Oulsnams' and have
-the thing attended to in a proper manner. He had even added that
-persons who put off going to the dentist's were simply sowing
-trouble for themselves.
-
-None could possibly have guessed that Mr. Povey was afraid of
-going to the dentist's. But such was the case. He had not dared to
-set forth. The paragon of commonsense, pictured by most people as
-being somehow unliable to human frailties, could not yet screw
-himself up to the point of ringing a dentist's door-bell.
-
-"He did look funny," said Sophia. "I wonder what he thought. I
-couldn't help laughing!"
-
-Constance made no answer; but when Sophia had resumed her own
-clothes, and it was ascertained beyond doubt that the new dress
-had not suffered, and Constance herself was calmly stitching
-again, she said, poising her needle as she had poised it to watch
-Sophia:
-
-"I was just wondering whether something oughtn't to be done for
-Mr. Povey."
-
-"What?" Sophia demanded.
-
-"Has he gone back to his bedroom?"
-
-"Let's go and listen," said Sophia the adventuress.
-
-They went, through the showroom door, past the foot of the stairs
-leading to the second storey, down the long corridor broken in the
-middle by two steps and carpeted with a narrow bordered carpet
-whose parallel lines increased its apparent length. They went on
-tiptoe, sticking close to one another. Mr. Povey's door was
-slightly ajar. They listened; not a sound.
-
-"Mr. Povey!" Constance coughed discreetly.
-
-No reply. It was Sophia who pushed the door open. Constance made
-an elderly prim plucking gesture at Sophia's bare arm, but she
-followed Sophia gingerly into the forbidden room, which was,
-however, empty. The bed had been ruffled, and on it lay a book,
-"The Harvest of a Quiet Eye."
-
-"Harvest of a quiet tooth!" Sophia whispered, giggling very low.
-
-"Hsh!" Constance put her lips forward.
-
-From the next room came a regular, muffled, oratorical sound, as
-though some one had begun many years ago to address a meeting and
-had forgotten to leave off and never would leave off. They were
-familiar with the sound, and they quitted Mr. Povey's chamber in
-fear of disturbing it. At the same moment Mr. Povey reappeared,
-this time in the drawing-room doorway at the other extremity of
-the long corridor. He seemed to be trying ineffectually to flee
-from his tooth as a murderer tries to flee from his conscience.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Povey!" said Constance quickly--for he had surprised them
-coming out of his bedroom; "we were just looking for you."
-
-"To see if we could do anything for you," Sophia added.
-
-"Oh no, thanks!" said Mr. Povey.
-
-Then he began to come down the corridor, slowly.
-
-"You haven't been to the dentist's," said Constance
-sympathetically.
-
-"No, I haven't," said Mr. Povey, as if Constance was indicating a
-fact which had escaped his attention. "The truth is, I thought it
-looked like rain, and if I'd got wet--you see--"
-
-Miserable Mr. Povey!
-
-"Yes," said Constance, "you certainly ought to keep out of
-draughts. Don't you think it would be a good thing if you went and
-sat in the parlour? There's a fire there."
-
-"I shall be all right, thank you," said Mr. Povey. And after a
-pause: "Well, thanks, I will."
-
-III
-
-The girls made way for him to pass them at the head of the
-twisting stairs which led down to the parlour. Constance followed,
-and Sophia followed Constance.
-
-"Have father's chair," said Constance.
-
-There were two rocking-chairs with fluted backs covered by
-antimacassars, one on either side of the hearth. That to the left
-was still entitled "father's chair," though its owner had not sat
-in it since long before the Crimean war, and would never sit in it
-again.
-
-"I think I'd sooner have the other one," said Mr. Povey, "because
-it's on the right side, you see." And he touched his right cheek.
-
-Having taken Mrs. Baines's chair, he bent his face down to the
-fire, seeking comfort from its warmth. Sophia poked the fire,
-whereupon Mr. Povey abruptly withdrew his face. He then felt
-something light on his shoulders. Constance had taken the
-antimacassar from the back of the chair, and protected him with it
-from the draughts. He did not instantly rebel, and therefore was
-permanently barred from rebellion. He was entrapped by the
-antimacassar. It formally constituted him an invalid, and
-Constance and Sophia his nurses. Constance drew the curtain across
-the street door. No draught could come from the window, for the
-window was not 'made to open.' The age of ventilation had not
-arrived. Sophia shut the other two doors. And, each near a door,
-the girls gazed at Mr. Povey behind his back, irresolute, but
-filled with a delicious sense of responsibility.
-
-The situation was on a different plane now. The seriousness of Mr.
-Povey's toothache, which became more and more manifest, had
-already wiped out the ludicrous memory of the encounter in the
-showroom. Looking at these two big girls, with their short-sleeved
-black frocks and black aprons, and their smooth hair, and their
-composed serious faces, one would have judged them incapable of
-the least lapse from an archangelic primness; Sophia especially
-presented a marvellous imitation of saintly innocence. As for the
-toothache, its action on Mr. Povey was apparently periodic; it
-gathered to a crisis like a wave, gradually, the torture
-increasing till the wave broke and left Mr. Povey exhausted, but
-free for a moment from pain. These crises recurred about once a
-minute. And now, accustomed to the presence of the young virgins,
-and having tacitly acknowledged by his acceptance of the
-antimacassar that his state was abnormal, he gave himself up
-frankly to affliction. He concealed nothing of his agony, which
-was fully displayed by sudden contortions of his frame, and
-frantic oscillations of the rocking-chair. Presently, as he lay
-back enfeebled in the wash of a spent wave, he murmured with a
-sick man's voice:
-
-"I suppose you haven't got any laudanum?"
-
-The girls started into life. "Laudanum, Mr. Povey?"
-
-"Yes, to hold in my mouth."
-
-He sat up, tense; another wave was forming. The excellent fellow
-was lost to all self-respect, all decency.
-
-"There's sure to be some in mother's cupboard," said Sophia.
-
-Constance, who bore Mrs. Baines's bunch of keys at her girdle, a
-solemn trust, moved a little fearfully to a corner cupboard which
-was hung in the angle to the right of the projecting fireplace,
-over a shelf on which stood a large copper tea-urn. That corner
-cupboard, of oak inlaid with maple and ebony in a simple border
-pattern, was typical of the room. It was of a piece with the deep
-green "flock" wall paper, and the tea-urn, and the rocking-chairs
-with their antimacassars, and the harmonium in rosewood with a
-Chinese paper-mache tea-caddy on the top of it; even with the
-carpet, certainly the most curious parlour carpet that ever was,
-being made of lengths of the stair-carpet sewn together side by
-side. That corner cupboard was already old in service; it had held
-the medicines of generations. It gleamed darkly with the grave and
-genuine polish which comes from ancient use alone. The key which
-Constance chose from her bunch was like the cupboard, smooth and
-shining with years; it fitted and turned very easily, yet with a
-firm snap. The single wide door opened sedately as a portal.
-
-The girls examined the sacred interior, which had the air of being
-inhabited by an army of diminutive prisoners, each crying aloud
-with the full strength of its label to be set free on a mission.
-
-"There it is!" said Sophia eagerly.
-
-And there it was: a blue bottle, with a saffron label, "Caution.
-POISON. Laudanum. Charles Critchlow, M.P.S. Dispensing Chemist.
-St. Luke's Square, Bursley."
-
-Those large capitals frightened the girls. Constance took the
-bottle as she might have taken a loaded revolver, and she glanced
-at Sophia. Their omnipotent, all-wise mother was not present to
-tell them what to do. They, who had never decided, had to decide
-now. And Constance was the elder. Must this fearsome stuff, whose
-very name was a name of fear, be introduced in spite of printed
-warnings into Mr. Povey's mouth? The responsibility was
-terrifying.
-
-"Perhaps I'd just better ask Mr. Critchlow," Constance faltered.
-
-The expectation of beneficent laudanum had enlivened Mr. Povey,
-had already, indeed, by a sort of suggestion, half cured his
-toothache.
-
-"Oh no!" he said. "No need to ask Mr. Critchlow ... Two or three
-drops in a little water." He showed impatience to be at the
-laudanum.
-
-The girls knew that an antipathy existed between the chemist and
-Mr. Povey.
-
-"It's sure to be all right," said Sophia. "I'll get the water."
-
-With youthful cries and alarms they succeeded in pouring four
-mortal dark drops (one more than Constance intended) into a cup
-containing a little water. And as they handed the cup to Mr. Povey
-their faces were the faces of affrighted comical conspirators.
-They felt so old and they looked so young.
-
-Mr. Povey imbibed eagerly of the potion, put the cup on the
-mantelpiece, and then tilted his head to the right so as to
-submerge the affected tooth. In this posture he remained, awaiting
-the sweet influence of the remedy. The girls, out of a nice
-modesty, turned away, for Mr. Povey must not swallow the medicine,
-and they preferred to leave him unhampered in the solution of a
-delicate problem. When next they examined him, he was leaning back
-in the rocking-chair with his mouth open and his eyes shut.
-
-"Has it done you any good, Mr. Povey?"
-
-"I think I'll lie down on the sofa for a minute," was Mr. Povey's
-strange reply; and forthwith he sprang up and flung himself on to
-the horse-hair sofa between the fireplace and the window, where he
-lay stripped of all his dignity, a mere beaten animal in a grey
-suit with peculiar coat-tails, and a very creased waistcoat, and a
-lapel that was planted with pins, and a paper collar and close-
-fitting paper cuffs.
-
-Constance ran after him with the antimacassar, which she spread
-softly on his shoulders; and Sophia put another one over his thin
-little legs, all drawn up.
-
-They then gazed at their handiwork, with secret self-accusations
-and the most dreadful misgivings.
-
-"He surely never swallowed it!" Constance whispered.
-
-"He's asleep, anyhow," said Sophia, more loudly.
-
-Mr. Povey was certainly asleep, and his mouth was very wide open--
-like a shop-door. The only question was whether his sleep was not
-an eternal sleep; the only question was whether he was not out of
-his pain for ever.
-
-Then he snored--horribly; his snore seemed a portent of disaster.
-
-Sophia approached him as though he were a bomb, and stared,
-growing bolder, into his mouth.
-
-"Oh, Con," she summoned her sister, "do come and look! It's too
-droll!"
-
-In an instant all their four eyes were exploring the singular
-landscape of Mr. Povey's mouth. In a corner, to the right of that
-interior, was one sizeable fragment of a tooth, that was attached
-to Mr. Povey by the slenderest tie, so that at each respiration of
-Mr. Povey, when his body slightly heaved and the gale moaned in
-the cavern, this tooth moved separately, showing that its long
-connection with Mr. Povey was drawing to a close.
-
-"That's the one," said Sophia, pointing. "And it's as loose as
-anything. Did you ever see such a funny thing?"
-
-The extreme funniness of the thing had lulled in Sophia the fear
-of Mr. Povey's sudden death.
-
-"I'll see how much he's taken," said Constance, preoccupied, going
-to the mantelpiece.
-
-"Why, I do believe---" Sophia began, and then stopped, glancing at
-the sewing-machine, which stood next to the sofa.
-
-It was a Howe sewing-machine. It had a little tool-drawer, and in
-the tool-drawer was a small pair of pliers. Constance, engaged in
-sniffing at the lees of the potion in order to estimate its
-probable deadliness, heard the well-known click of the little
-tool-drawer, and then she saw Sophia nearing Mr. Povey's mouth
-with the pliers.
-
-"Sophia!" she exclaimed, aghast. "What in the name of goodness are
-you doing?"
-
-"Nothing," said Sophia.
-
-The next instant Mr. Povey sprang up out of his laudanum dream.
-
-"It jumps!" he muttered; and, after a reflective pause, "but it's
-much better." He had at any rate escaped death.
-
-Sophia's right hand was behind her back.
-
-Just then a hawker passed down King Street, crying mussels and
-cockles.
-
-"Oh!" Sophia almost shrieked. "Do let's have mussels and cockles
-for tea!" And she rushed to the door, and unlocked and opened it,
-regardless of the risk of draughts to Mr. Povey.
-
-In those days people often depended upon the caprices of hawkers
-for the tastiness of their teas; but it was an adventurous age,
-when errant knights of commerce were numerous and enterprising.
-You went on to your doorstep, caught your meal as it passed,
-withdrew, cooked it and ate it, quite in the manner of the early
-Briton.
-
-Constance was obliged to join her sister on the top step. Sophia
-descended to the second step.
-
-"Fresh mussels and cockles all alive oh!" bawled the hawker,
-looking across the road in the April breeze. He was the celebrated
-Hollins, a professional Irish drunkard, aged in iniquity, who
-cheerfully saluted magistrates in the street, and referred to the
-workhouse, which he occasionally visited, as the Bastile.
-
-Sophia was trembling from head to foot.
-
-"What ARE you laughing at, you silly thing?" Constance demanded.
-
-Sophia surreptitiously showed the pliers, which she had partly
-thrust into her pocket. Between their points was a most
-perceptible, and even recognizable, fragment of Mr. Povey.
-
-This was the crown of Sophia's career as a perpetrator of the
-unutterable.
-
-"What!" Constance's face showed the final contortions of that
-horrified incredulity which is forced to believe.
-
-Sophia nudged her violently to remind her that they were in the
-street, and also quite close to Mr. Povey.
-
-"Now, my little missies," said the vile Hollins. "Three pence a
-pint, and how's your honoured mother to-day? Yes, fresh, so help
-me God!"
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-THE TOOTH
-
-I
-
-
-The two girls came up the unlighted stone staircase which led from
-Maggie's cave to the door of the parlour. Sophia, foremost, was
-carrying a large tray, and Constance a small one. Constance, who
-had nothing on her tray but a teapot, a bowl of steaming and
-balmy-scented mussels and cockles, and a plate of hot buttered
-toast, went directly into the parlour on the left. Sophia had in
-her arms the entire material and apparatus of a high tea for two,
-including eggs, jam, and toast (covered with the slop-basin turned
-upside down), but not including mussels and cockles. She turned to
-the right, passed along the corridor by the cutting-out room, up
-two steps into the sheeted and shuttered gloom of the closed shop,
-up the showroom stairs, through the showroom, and so into the
-bedroom corridor. Experience had proved it easier to make this
-long detour than to round the difficult corner of the parlour
-stairs with a large loaded tray. Sophia knocked with the edge of
-the tray at the door of the principal bedroom. The muffled
-oratorical sound from within suddenly ceased, and the door was
-opened by a very tall, very thin, black-bearded man, who looked
-down at Sophia as if to demand what she meant by such an
-interruption.
-
-"I've brought the tea, Mr. Critchlow," said Sophia.
-
-And Mr. Critchlow carefully accepted the tray.
-
-"Is that my little Sophia?" asked a faint voice from the depths of
-the bedroom.
-
-"Yes, father," said Sophia.
-
-But she did not attempt to enter the room. Mr. Critchlow put the
-tray on a white-clad chest of drawers near the door, and then he
-shut the door, with no ceremony. Mr. Critchlow was John Baines's
-oldest and closest friend, though decidedly younger than the
-draper. He frequently "popped in" to have a word with the invalid;
-but Thursday afternoon was his special afternoon, consecrated by
-him to the service of the sick. From two o'clock precisely till
-eight o'clock precisely he took charge of John Baines, reigning
-autocratically over the bedroom. It was known that he would not
-tolerate invasions, nor even ambassadorial visits. No! He gave up
-his weekly holiday to this business of friendship, and he must be
-allowed to conduct the business in his own way. Mrs. Baines
-herself avoided disturbing Mr. Critchlow's ministrations on her
-husband. She was glad to do so; for Mr. Baines was never to be
-left alone under any circumstances, and the convenience of being
-able to rely upon the presence of a staid member of the
-Pharmaceutical Society for six hours of a given day every week
-outweighed the slight affront to her prerogatives as wife and
-house-mistress. Mr. Critchlow was an extremely peculiar man, but
-when he was in the bedroom she could leave the house with an easy
-mind. Moreover, John Baines enjoyed these Thursday afternoons. For
-him, there was 'none like Charles Critchlow.' The two old friends
-experienced a sort of grim, desiccated happiness, cooped up
-together in the bedroom, secure from women and fools generally.
-How they spent the time did not seem to be certainly known, but
-the impression was that politics occupied them. Undoubtedly Mr.
-Critchlow was an extremely peculiar man. He was a man of habits.
-He must always have the same things for his tea. Black-currant
-jam, for instance. (He called it "preserve.") The idea of offering
-Mr. Critchlow a tea which did not comprise black-currant jam was
-inconceivable by the intelligence of St. Luke's Square. Thus for
-years past, in the fruit-preserving season, when all the house and
-all the shop smelt richly of fruit boiling in sugar, Mrs. Baines
-had filled an extra number of jars with black-currant jam,
-'because Mr. Critchlow wouldn't TOUCH any other sort.'
-
-So Sophia, faced with the shut door of the bedroom, went down to
-the parlour by the shorter route. She knew that on going up again,
-after tea, she would find the devastated tray on the doormat.
-
-Constance was helping Mr. Povey to mussels and cockles. And Mr.
-Povey still wore one of the antimacassars. It must have stuck to
-his shoulders when he sprang up from the sofa, woollen
-antimacassars being notoriously parasitic things. Sophia sat down,
-somewhat self-consciously. The serious Constance was also
-perturbed. Mr. Povey did not usually take tea in the house on
-Thursday afternoons; his practice was to go out into the great,
-mysterious world. Never before had he shared a meal with the girls
-alone. The situation was indubitably unexpected, unforeseen; it
-was, too, piquant, and what added to its piquancy was the fact
-that Constance and Sophia were, somehow, responsible for Mr.
-Povey. They felt that they were responsible for him. They had
-offered the practical sympathy of two intelligent and well-trained
-young women, born nurses by reason of their sex, and Mr. Povey had
-accepted; he was now on their hands. Sophia's monstrous, sly
-operation in Mr. Povey's mouth did not cause either of them much
-alarm, Constance having apparently recovered from the first shock
-of it. They had discussed it in the kitchen while preparing the
-teas; Constance's extraordinarily severe and dictatorial tone in
-condemning it had led to a certain heat. But the success of the
-impudent wrench justified it despite any irrefutable argument to
-the contrary. Mr. Povey was better already, and he evidently
-remained in ignorance of his loss.
-
-"Have some?" Constance asked of Sophia, with a large spoon
-hovering over the bowl of shells.
-
-"Yes, PLEASE," said Sophia, positively.
-
-Constance well knew that she would have some, and had only asked
-from sheer nervousness.
-
-"Pass your plate, then."
-
-Now when everybody was served with mussels, cockles, tea, and
-toast, and Mr. Povey had been persuaded to cut the crust off his
-toast, and Constance had, quite unnecessarily, warned Sophia
-against the deadly green stuff in the mussels, and Constance had
-further pointed out that the evenings were getting longer, and Mr.
-Povey had agreed that they were, there remained nothing to say. An
-irksome silence fell on them all, and no one could lift it off.
-Tiny clashes of shell and crockery sounded with the terrible
-clearness of noises heard in the night. Each person avoided the
-eyes of the others. And both Constance and Sophia kept
-straightening their bodies at intervals, and expanding their
-chests, and then looking at their plates; occasionally a prim
-cough was discharged. It was a sad example of the difference
-between young women's dreams of social brilliance and the reality
-of life. These girls got more and more girlish, until, from being
-women at the administering of laudanum, they sank back to about
-eight years of age--perfect children--at the tea-table.
-
-The tension was snapped by Mr. Povey. "My God!" he muttered, moved
-by a startling discovery to this impious and disgraceful oath (he,
-the pattern and exemplar--and in the presence of innocent girlhood
-too!). "I've swallowed it!"
-
-"Swallowed what, Mr. Povey?" Constance inquired.
-
-The tip of Mr. Povey's tongue made a careful voyage of inspection
-all round the right side of his mouth.
-
-"Oh yes!" he said, as if solemnly accepting the inevitable. "I've
-swallowed it!"
-
-Sophia's face was now scarlet; she seemed to be looking for some
-place to hide it. Constance could not think of anything to say.
-
-"That tooth has been loose for two years," said Mr. Povey, "and
-now I've swallowed it with a mussel."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Povey!" Constance cried in confusion, and added, "There's
-one good thing, it can't hurt you any more now."
-
-"Oh!" said Mr. Povey. "It wasn't THAT tooth that was hurting me.
-It's an old stump at the back that's upset me so this last day or
-two. I wish it had been."
-
-Sophia had her teacup close to her red face. At these words of Mr.
-Povey her cheeks seemed to fill out like plump apples. She dashed
-the cup into its saucer, spilling tea recklessly, and then ran
-from the room with stifled snorts.
-
-"Sophia!" Constance protested.
-
-"I must just---" Sophia incoherently spluttered in the doorway. "I
-shall be all right. Don't---"
-
-Constance, who had risen, sat down again.
-
-II
-
-Sophia fled along the passage leading to the shop and took refuge
-in the cutting-out room, a room which the astonishing architect
-had devised upon what must have been a backyard of one of the
-three constituent houses. It was lighted from its roof, and only a
-wooden partition, eight feet high, separated it from the passage.
-Here Sophia gave rein to her feelings; she laughed and cried
-together, weeping generously into her handkerchief and wildly
-giggling, in a hysteria which she could not control. The spectacle
-of Mr. Povey mourning for a tooth which he thought he had
-swallowed, but which in fact lay all the time in her pocket,
-seemed to her to be by far the most ridiculous, side-splitting
-thing that had ever happened or could happen on earth. It utterly
-overcame her. And when she fancied that she had exhausted and
-conquered its surpassing ridiculousness, this ridiculousness
-seized her again and rolled her anew in depths of mad, trembling
-laughter.
-
-Gradually she grew calmer. She heard the parlour door open, and
-Constance descend the kitchen steps with a rattling tray of tea-
-things. Tea, then, was finished, without her! Constance did not
-remain in the kitchen, because the cups and saucers were left for
-Maggie to wash up as a fitting coda to Maggie's monthly holiday.
-The parlour door closed. And the vision of Mr. Povey in his
-antimacassar swept Sophia off into another convulsion of laughter
-and tears. Upon this the parlour door opened again, and Sophia
-choked herself into silence while Constance hastened along the
-passage. In a minute Constance returned with her woolwork, which
-she had got from the showroom, and the parlour received her. Not
-the least curiosity on the part of Constance as to what had become
-of Sophia!
-
-At length Sophia, a faint meditative smile being all that was left
-of the storm in her, ascended slowly to the showroom, through the
-shop. Nothing there of interest! Thence she wandered towards the
-drawing-room, and encountered Mr. Critchlow's tray on the mat. She
-picked it up and carried it by way of the showroom and shop down
-to the kitchen, where she dreamily munched two pieces of toast
-that had cooled to the consistency of leather. She mounted the
-stone steps and listened at the door of the parlour. No sound!
-This seclusion of Mr. Povey and Constance was really very strange.
-She roved right round the house, and descended creepingly by the
-twisted house-stairs, and listened intently at the other door of
-the parlour. She now detected a faint regular snore. Mr. Povey, a
-prey to laudanum and mussels, was sleeping while Constance worked
-at her fire-screen! It was now in the highest degree odd, this
-seclusion of Mr. Povey and Constance; unlike anything in Sophia's
-experience! She wanted to go into the parlour, but she could not
-bring herself to do so. She crept away again, forlorn and puzzled,
-and next discovered herself in the bedroom which she shared with
-Constance at the top of the house; she lay down in the dusk on the
-bed and began to read "The Days of Bruce;" but she read only with
-her eyes.
-
-Later, she heard movements on the house-stairs, and the familiar
-whining creak of the door at the foot thereof. She skipped lightly
-to the door of the bedroom.
-
-"Good-night, Mr. Povey. I hope you'll be able to sleep."
-
-Constance's voice!
-
-"It will probably come on again."
-
-Mr. Povey's voice, pessimistic!
-
-Then the shutting of doors. It was almost dark. She went back to
-the bed, expecting a visit from Constance. But a clock struck
-eight, and all the various phenomena connected with the departure
-of Mr. Critchlow occurred one after another. At the same time
-Maggie came home from the land of romance. Then long silences!
-Constance was now immured with her father, it being her "turn" to
-nurse; Maggie was washing up in her cave, and Mr. Povey was lost
-to sight in his bedroom. Then Sophia heard her mother's lively,
-commanding knock on the King Street door. Dusk had definitely
-yielded to black night in the bedroom. Sophia dozed and dreamed.
-When she awoke, her ear caught the sound of knocking. She jumped
-up, tiptoed to the landing, and looked over the balustrade, whence
-she had a view of all the first-floor corridor. The gas had been
-lighted; through the round aperture at the top of the porcelain
-globe she could see the wavering flame. It was her mother, still
-bonneted, who was knocking at the door of Mr. Povey's room.
-Constance stood in the doorway of her parents' room. Mrs. Baines
-knocked twice with an interval, and then said to Constance, in a
-resonant whisper that vibrated up the corridor---
-
-"He seems to be fast asleep. I'd better not disturb him."
-
-"But suppose he wants something in the night?"
-
-"Well, child, I should hear him moving. Sleep's the best thing for
-him."
-
-Mrs. Baines left Mr. Povey to the effects of laudanum, and came
-along the corridor. She was a stout woman, all black stuff and
-gold chain, and her skirt more than filled the width of the
-corridor. Sophia watched her habitual heavy mounting gesture as
-she climbed the two steps that gave variety to the corridor. At
-the gas-jet she paused, and, putting her hand to the tap, gazed up
-into the globe.
-
-"Where's Sophia?" she demanded, her eyes fixed on the gas as she
-lowered the flame.
-
-"I think she must be in bed, mother," said Constance,
-nonchalantly.
-
-The returned mistress was point by point resuming knowledge and
-control of that complicated machine--her household.
-
-Then Constance and her mother disappeared into the bedroom, and
-the door was shut with a gentle, decisive bang that to the silent
-watcher on the floor above seemed to create a special excluding
-intimacy round about the figures of Constance and her father and
-mother. The watcher wondered, with a little prick of jealousy,
-what they would be discussing in the large bedroom, her father's
-beard wagging feebly and his long arms on the counterpane,
-Constance perched at the foot of the bed, and her mother walking
-to and fro, putting her cameo brooch on the dressing-table or
-stretching creases out of her gloves. Certainly, in some subtle
-way, Constance had a standing with her parents which was more
-confidential than Sophia's.
-
-III
-
-When Constance came to bed, half an hour later, Sophia was already
-in bed. The room was fairly spacious. It had been the girls'
-retreat and fortress since their earliest years. Its features
-seemed to them as natural and unalterable as the features of a
-cave to a cave-dweller. It had been repapered twice in their
-lives, and each papering stood out in their memories like an
-epoch; a third epoch was due to the replacing of a drugget by a
-resplendent old carpet degraded from the drawing-room. There was
-only one bed, the bedstead being of painted iron; they never
-interfered with each other in that bed, sleeping with a detachment
-as perfect as if they had slept on opposite sides of St. Luke's
-Square; yet if Constance had one night lain down on the half near
-the window instead of on the half near the door, the secret nature
-of the universe would have seemed to be altered. The small fire-
-grate was filled with a mass of shavings of silver paper; now the
-rare illnesses which they had suffered were recalled chiefly as
-periods when that silver paper was crammed into a large slipper-
-case which hung by the mantelpiece, and a fire of coals
-unnaturally reigned in its place--the silver paper was part of the
-order of the world. The sash of the window would not work quite
-properly, owing to a slight subsidence in the wall, and even when
-the window was fastened there was always a narrow slit to the left
-hand between the window and its frame; through this slit came
-draughts, and thus very keen frosts were remembered by the nights
-when Mrs. Baines caused the sash to be forced and kept at its full
-height by means of wedges--the slit of exposure was part of the
-order of the world.
-
-They possessed only one bed, one washstand, and one dressing-
-table; but in some other respects they were rather fortunate
-girls, for they had two mahogany wardrobes; this mutual
-independence as regards wardrobes was due partly to Mrs. Baines's
-strong commonsense, and partly to their father's tendency to spoil
-them a little. They had, moreover, a chest of drawers with a
-curved front, of which structure Constance occupied two short
-drawers and one long one, and Sophia two long drawers. On it stood
-two fancy work-boxes, in which each sister kept jewellery, a
-savings-bank book, and other treasures, and these boxes were
-absolutely sacred to their respective owners. They were different,
-but one was not more magnificent than the other. Indeed, a rigid
-equality was the rule in the chamber, the single exception being
-that behind the door were three hooks, of which Constance
-commanded two.
-
-"Well," Sophia began, when Constance appeared. "How's darling Mr.
-Povey?" She was lying on her back, and smiling at her two hands,
-which she held up in front of her.
-
-"Asleep," said Constance. "At least mother thinks so. She says
-sleep is the best thing for him."
-
-"'It will probably come on again,'" said Sophia.
-
-"What's that you say?" Constance asked, undressing.
-
-"'It will probably come on again.'"
-
-These words were a quotation from the utterances of darling Mr.
-Povey on the stairs, and Sophia delivered them with an exact
-imitation of Mr. Povey's vocal mannerism.
-
-"Sophia," said Constance, firmly, approaching the bed, "I wish you
-wouldn't be so silly!" She had benevolently ignored the satirical
-note in Sophia's first remark, but a strong instinct in her rose
-up and objected to further derision. "Surely you've done enough
-for one day!" she added.
-
-For answer Sophia exploded into violent laughter, which she made
-no attempt to control. She laughed too long and too freely while
-Constance stared at her.
-
-"_I_ don't know what's come over you!" said Constance.
-
-"It's only because I can't look at it without simply going off
-into fits!" Sophia gasped out. And she held up a tiny object in
-her left hand.
-
-Constance started, flushing. "You don't mean to say you've kept
-it!" she protested earnestly. "How horrid you are, Sophia! Give it
-me at once and let me throw it away. I never heard of such doings.
-Now give it me!"
-
-"No," Sophia objected, still laughing. "I wouldn't part with it
-for worlds. It's too lovely."
-
-She had laughed away all her secret resentment against Constance
-for having ignored her during the whole evening and for being on
-such intimate terms with their parents. And she was ready to be
-candidly jolly with Constance.
-
-"Give it me," said Constance, doggedly.
-
-Sophia hid her hand under the clothes. "You can have his old
-stump, when it comes out, if you like. But not this. What a pity
-it's the wrong one!"
-
-"Sophia, I'm ashamed of you! Give it me."
-
-Then it was that Sophia first perceived Constance's extreme
-seriousness. She was surprised and a little intimidated by it. For
-the expression of Constance's face, usually so benign and calm,
-was harsh, almost fierce. However, Sophia had a great deal of what
-is called "spirit," and not even ferocity on the face of mild
-Constance could intimidate her for more than a few seconds. Her
-gaiety expired and her teeth were hidden.
-
-"I've said nothing to mother---" Constance proceeded.
-
-"I should hope you haven't," Sophia put in tersely.
-
-"But I certainly shall if you don't throw that away," Constance
-finished.
-
-"You can say what you like," Sophia retorted, adding
-contemptuously a term of opprobrium which has long since passed
-out of use: "Cant!"
-
-"Will you give it me or won't you?"
-
-"No!"
-
-It was a battle suddenly engaged in the bedroom. The atmosphere
-had altered completely with the swiftness of magic. The beauty of
-Sophia, the angelic tenderness of Constance, and the youthful,
-naive, innocent charm of both of them, were transformed into
-something sinister and cruel. Sophia lay back on the pillow amid
-her dark-brown hair, and gazed with relentless defiance into the
-angry eyes of Constance, who stood threatening by the bed. They
-could hear the gas singing over the dressing-table, and their
-hearts beating the blood wildly in their veins. They ceased to be
-young without growing old; the eternal had leapt up in them from
-its sleep.
-
-Constance walked away from the bed to the dressing-table and began
-to loose her hair and brush it, holding back her head, shaking it,
-and bending forward, in the changeless gesture of that rite. She
-was so disturbed that she had unconsciously reversed the customary
-order of the toilette. After a moment Sophia slipped out of bed
-and, stepping with her bare feet to the chest of drawers, opened
-her work-box and deposited the fragment of Mr. Povey therein; she
-dropped the lid with an uncompromising bang, as if to say, "We
-shall see if I am to be trod upon, miss!" Their eyes met again in
-the looking-glass. Then Sophia got back into bed.
-
-Five minutes later, when her hair was quite finished, Constance
-knelt down and said her prayers. Having said her prayers, she went
-straight to Sophia's work-box, opened it, seized the fragment of
-Mr. Povey, ran to the window, and frantically pushed the fragment
-through the slit into the Square.
-
-"There!" she exclaimed nervously.
-
-She had accomplished this inconceivable transgression of the code
-of honour, beyond all undoing, before Sophia could recover from
-the stupefaction of seeing her sacred work-box impudently
-violated. In a single moment one of Sophia's chief ideals had been
-smashed utterly, and that by the sweetest, gentlest creature she
-had ever known. It was a revealing experience for Sophia--and also
-for Constance. And it frightened them equally. Sophia, staring at
-the text, "Thou God seest me," framed in straw over the chest of
-drawers, did not stir. She was defeated, and so profoundly moved
-in her defeat that she did not even reflect upon the obvious
-inefficacy of illuminated texts as a deterrent from evil-doing.
-Not that she eared a fig for the fragment of Mr. Povey! It was the
-moral aspect of the affair, and the astounding, inexplicable
-development in Constance's character, that staggered her into
-silent acceptance of the inevitable.
-
-Constance, trembling, took pains to finish undressing with
-dignified deliberation. Sophia's behaviour under the blow seemed
-too good to be true; but it gave her courage. At length she turned
-out the gas and lay down by Sophia. And there was a little
-shuffling, and then stillness for a while.
-
-"And if you want to know," said Constance in a tone that mingled
-amicableness with righteousness, "mother's decided with Aunt
-Harriet that we are BOTH to leave school next term."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-A BATTLE
-
-I
-
-
-The day sanctioned by custom in the Five Towns for the making of
-pastry is Saturday. But Mrs. Baines made her pastry on Friday,
-because Saturday afternoon was, of course, a busy time in the
-shop. It is true that Mrs. Baines made her pastry in the morning,
-and that Saturday morning in the shop was scarcely different from
-any other morning. Nevertheless, Mrs. Baines made her pastry on
-Friday morning instead of Saturday morning because Saturday
-afternoon was a busy time in the shop. She was thus free to do her
-marketing without breath-taking flurry on Saturday morning.
-
-On the morning after Sophia's first essay in dentistry, therefore,
-Mrs. Baines was making her pastry in the underground kitchen. This
-kitchen, Maggie's cavern-home, had the mystery of a church, and on
-dark days it had the mystery of a crypt. The stone steps leading
-down to it from the level of earth were quite unlighted. You felt
-for them with the feet of faith, and when you arrived in the
-kitchen, the kitchen, by contrast, seemed luminous and gay; the
-architect may have considered and intended this effect of the
-staircase. The kitchen saw day through a wide, shallow window
-whose top touched the ceiling and whose bottom had been out of the
-girls' reach until long after they had begun to go to school. Its
-panes were small, and about half of them were of the "knot" kind,
-through which no object could be distinguished; the other half
-were of a later date, and stood for the march of civilization. The
-view from the window consisted of the vast plate-glass windows of
-the newly built Sun vaults, and of passing legs and skirts. A
-strong wire grating prevented any excess of illumination, and also
-protected the glass from the caprices of wayfarers in King Street.
-Boys had a habit of stopping to kick with their full strength at
-the grating.
-
-Forget-me-nots on a brown field ornamented the walls of the
-kitchen. Its ceiling was irregular and grimy, and a beam ran
-across it; in this beam were two hooks; from these hooks had once
-depended the ropes of a swing, much used by Constance and Sophia
-in the old days before they were grown up. A large range stood out
-from the wall between the stairs and the window. The rest of the
-furniture comprised a table--against the wall opposite the range--
-a cupboard, and two Windsor chairs. Opposite the foot of the steps
-was a doorway, without a door, leading to two larders, dimmer even
-than the kitchen, vague retreats made visible by whitewash, where
-bowls of milk, dishes of cold bones, and remainders of fruit-pies,
-reposed on stillages; in the corner nearest the kitchen was a
-great steen in which the bread was kept. Another doorway on the
-other side of the kitchen led to the first coal-cellar, where was
-also the slopstone and tap, and thence a tunnel took you to the
-second coal-cellar, where coke and ashes were stored; the tunnel
-proceeded to a distant, infinitesimal yard, and from the yard, by
-ways behind Mr. Critchlow's shop, you could finally emerge,
-astonished, upon Brougham Street. The sense of the vast-obscure of
-those regions which began at the top of the kitchen steps and
-ended in black corners of larders or abruptly in the common
-dailiness of Brougham Street, a sense which Constance and Sophia
-had acquired in infancy, remained with them almost unimpaired as
-they grew old.
-
-Mrs. Baines wore black alpaca, shielded by a white apron whose
-string drew attention to the amplitude of her waist. Her sleeves
-were turned up, and her hands, as far as the knuckles, covered
-with damp flour. Her ageless smooth paste-board occupied a corner
-of the table, and near it were her paste-roller, butter, some pie-
-dishes, shredded apples, sugar, and other things. Those rosy hands
-were at work among a sticky substance in a large white bowl.
-
-"Mother, are you there?" she heard a voice from above.
-
-"Yes, my chuck."
-
-Footsteps apparently reluctant and hesitating clinked on the
-stairs, and Sophia entered the kitchen.
-
-"Put this curl straight," said Mrs. Baines, lowering her head
-slightly and holding up her floured hands, which might not touch
-anything but flour. "Thank you. It bothered me. And now stand out
-of my light. I'm in a hurry. I must get into the shop so that I
-can send Mr. Povey off to the dentist's. What is Constance doing?"
-
-"Helping Maggie to make Mr. Povey's bed."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-Though fat, Mrs. Baines was a comely woman, with fine brown hair,
-and confidently calm eyes that indicated her belief in her own
-capacity to accomplish whatever she could be called on to
-accomplish. She looked neither more nor less than her age, which
-was forty-five. She was not a native of the district, having been
-culled by her husband from the moorland town of Axe, twelve miles
-off. Like nearly all women who settle in a strange land upon
-marriage, at the bottom of her heart she had considered herself
-just a trifle superior to the strange land and its ways. This
-feeling, confirmed by long experience, had never left her. It was
-this feeling which induced her to continue making her own pastry--
-with two thoroughly trained "great girls" in the house! Constance
-could make good pastry, but it was not her mother's pastry. In
-pastry-making everything can be taught except the "hand," light
-and firm, which wields the roller. One is born with this hand, or
-without it. And if one is born without it, the highest flights of
-pastry are impossible. Constance was born without it. There were
-days when Sophia seemed to possess it; but there were other days
-when Sophia's pastry was uneatable by any one except Maggie. Thus
-Mrs. Baines, though intensely proud and fond of her daughters, had
-justifiably preserved a certain condescension towards them. She
-honestly doubted whether either of them would develop into the
-equal of their mother.
-
-"Now you little vixen!" she exclaimed. Sophia was stealing and
-eating slices of half-cooked apple. "This comes of having no
-breakfast! And why didn't you come down to supper last night?"
-
-"I don't know. I forgot."
-
-Mrs. Baines scrutinized the child's eyes, which met hers with a
-sort of diffident boldness. She knew everything that a mother can
-know of a daughter, and she was sure that Sophia had no cause to
-be indisposed. Therefore she scrutinized those eyes with a faint
-apprehension.
-
-"If you can't find anything better to do," said she, "butter me
-the inside of this dish. Are your hands clean? No, better not
-touch it."
-
-Mrs. Baines was now at the stage of depositing little pats of
-butter in rows on a large plain of paste. The best fresh butter!
-Cooking butter, to say naught of lard, was unknown in that kitchen
-on Friday mornings. She doubled the expanse of paste on itself and
-rolled the butter in--supreme operation!
-
-"Constance has told you--about leaving school?" said Mrs. Baines,
-in the vein of small-talk, as she trimmed the paste to the shape
-of a pie-dish.
-
-"Yes," Sophia replied shortly. Then she moved away from the table
-to the range. There was a toasting-fork on the rack, and she began
-to play with it.
-
-"Well, are you glad? Your aunt Harriet thinks you are quite old
-enough to leave. And as we'd decided in any case that Constance
-was to leave, it's really much simpler that you should both leave
-together."
-
-"Mother," said Sophia, rattling the toasting-fork, "what am I
-going to do after I've left school?"
-
-"I hope," Mrs. Baines answered with that sententiousness which
-even the cleverest of parents are not always clever enough to deny
-themselves, "I hope that both of you will do what you can to help
-your mother--and father," she added.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia, irritated. "But what am I going to DO?"
-
-"That must be considered. As Constance is to learn the millinery,
-I've been thinking that you might begin to make yourself useful in
-the underwear, gloves, silks, and so on. Then between you, you
-would one day be able to manage quite nicely all that side of the
-shop, and I should be--"
-
-"I don't want to go into the shop, mother."
-
-This interruption was made in a voice apparently cold and
-inimical. But Sophia trembled with nervous excitement as she
-uttered the words. Mrs. Baines gave a brief glance at her,
-unobserved by the child, whose face was towards the fire. She
-deemed herself a finished expert in the reading of Sophia's moods;
-nevertheless, as she looked at that straight back and proud head,
-she had no suspicion that the whole essence and being of Sophia
-was silently but intensely imploring sympathy.
-
-"I wish you would be quiet with that fork," said Mrs. Baines, with
-the curious, grim politeness which often characterized her
-relations with her daughters.
-
-The toasting-fork fell on the brick floor, after having rebounded
-from the ash-tin. Sophia hurriedly replaced it on the rack.
-
-"Then what SHALL you do?" Mrs. Baines proceeded, conquering the
-annoyance caused by the toasting-fork. "I think it's me that
-should ask you instead of you asking me. What shall you do? Your
-father and I were both hoping you would take kindly to the shop
-and try to repay us for all the--"
-
-Mrs. Baines was unfortunate in her phrasing that morning. She
-happened to be, in truth, rather an exceptional parent, but that
-morning she seemed unable to avoid the absurd pretensions which
-parents of those days assumed quite sincerely and which every good
-child with meekness accepted.
-
-Sophia was not a good child, and she obstinately denied in her
-heart the cardinal principle of family life, namely, that the
-parent has conferred on the offspring a supreme favour by bringing
-it into the world. She interrupted her mother again, rudely.
-
-"I don't want to leave school at all," she said passionately.
-
-"But you will have to leave school sooner or later," argued Mrs.
-Baines, with an air of quiet reasoning, of putting herself on a
-level with Sophia. "You can't stay at school for ever, my pet, can
-you? Out of my way!"
-
-She hurried across the kitchen with a pie, which she whipped into
-the oven, shutting the iron door with a careful gesture.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia. "I should like to be a teacher. That's what I
-want to be."
-
-The tap in the coal-cellar, out of repair, could be heard
-distinctly and systematically dropping water into a jar on the
-slopstone.
-
-"A school-teacher?" inquired Mrs. Baines.
-
-"Of course. What other kind is there?" said Sophia, sharply. "With
-Miss Chetwynd."
-
-"I don't think your father would like that," Mrs. Baines replied.
-"I'm sure he wouldn't like it."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"It wouldn't be quite suitable."
-
-"Why not, mother?" the girl demanded with a sort of ferocity. She
-had now quitted the range. A man's feet twinkled past the window.
-
-Mrs. Baines was startled and surprised. Sophia's attitude was
-really very trying; her manners deserved correction. But it was
-not these phenomena which seriously affected Mrs. Baines; she was
-used to them and had come to regard them as somehow the inevitable
-accompaniment of Sophia's beauty, as the penalty of that
-surpassing charm which occasionally emanated from the girl like a
-radiance. What startled and surprised Mrs. Baines was the perfect
-and unthinkable madness of Sophia's infantile scheme. It was a
-revelation to Mrs. Baines. Why in the name of heaven had the girl
-taken such a notion into her head? Orphans, widows, and spinsters
-of a certain age suddenly thrown on the world--these were the
-women who, naturally, became teachers, because they had to become
-something. But that the daughter of comfortable parents,
-surrounded by love and the pleasures of an excellent home, should
-wish to teach in a school was beyond the horizons of Mrs. Baines's
-common sense. Comfortable parents of to-day who have a difficulty
-in sympathizing with Mrs. Baines, should picture what their
-feelings would be if their Sophias showed a rude desire to adopt
-the vocation of chauffeur.
-
-"It would take you too much away from home," said Mrs. Baines,
-achieving a second pie.
-
-She spoke softly. The experience of being Sophia's mother for
-nearly sixteen years had not been lost on Mrs. Baines, and though
-she was now discovering undreamt-of dangers in Sophia's erratic
-temperament, she kept her presence of mind sufficiently well to
-behave with diplomatic smoothness. It was undoubtedly humiliating
-to a mother to be forced to use diplomacy in dealing with a girl
-in short sleeves. In HER day mothers had been autocrats. But
-Sophia was Sophia.
-
-"What if it did?" Sophia curtly demanded.
-
-"And there's no opening in Bursley," said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"Miss Chetwynd would have me, and then after a time I could go to
-her sister."
-
-"Her sister? What sister?"
-
-"Her sister that has a big school in London somewhere."
-
-Mrs. Baines covered her unprecedented emotions by gazing into the
-oven at the first pie. The pie was doing well, under all the
-circumstances. In those few seconds she reflected rapidly and
-decided that to a desperate disease a desperate remedy must be
-applied.
-
-London! She herself had never been further than Manchester.
-London, 'after a time'! No, diplomacy would be misplaced in this
-crisis of Sophia's development!
-
-"Sophia," she said, in a changed and solemn voice, fronting her
-daughter, and holding away from her apron those floured, ringed
-hands, "I don't know what has come over you. Truly I don't! Your
-father and I are prepared to put up with a certain amount, but the
-line must be drawn. The fact is, we've spoilt you, and instead of
-getting better as you grow up, you're getting worse. Now let me
-hear no more of this, please. I wish you would imitate your sister
-a little more. Of course if you won't do your share in the shop,
-no one can make you. If you choose to be an idler about the house,
-we shall have to endure it. We can only advise you for your own
-good. But as for this ..." She stopped, and let silence speak,
-and then finished: "Let me hear no more of it."
-
-It was a powerful and impressive speech, enunciated clearly in
-such a tone as Mrs. Baines had not employed since dismissing a
-young lady assistant five years ago for light conduct.
-
-"But, mother--"
-
-A commotion of pails resounded at the top of the stone steps. It
-was Maggie in descent from the bedrooms. Now, the Baines family
-passed its life in doing its best to keep its affairs to itself,
-the assumption being that Maggie and all the shop-staff (Mr. Povey
-possibly excepted) were obsessed by a ravening appetite for that
-which did not concern them. Therefore the voices of the Baineses
-always died away, or fell to a hushed, mysterious whisper,
-whenever the foot of the eavesdropper was heard.
-
-Mrs. Baines put a floured finger to her double chin. "That will
-do," said she, with finality.
-
-Maggie appeared, and Sophia, with a brusque precipitation of
-herself, vanished upstairs.
-
-II
-
-"Now, really, Mr. Povey, this is not like you," said Mrs. Baines,
-who, on her way into the shop, had discovered the Indispensable in
-the cutting-out room.
-
-It is true that the cutting-out room was almost Mr. Povey's
-sanctum, whither he retired from time to time to cut out suits of
-clothes and odd garments for the tailoring department. It is true
-that the tailoring department flourished with orders, employing
-several tailors who crossed legs in their own homes, and that
-appointments were continually being made with customers for
-trying-on in that room. But these considerations did not affect
-Mrs. Baines's attitude of disapproval.
-
-"I'm just cutting out that suit for the minister," said Mr. Povey.
-
-The Reverend Mr. Murley, superintendent of the Wesleyan Methodist
-circuit, called on Mr. Baines every week. On a recent visit Mr.
-Baines had remarked that the parson's coat was ageing into green,
-and had commanded that a new suit should be built and presented to
-Mr. Murley. Mr. Murley, who had a genuine mediaeval passion for
-souls, and who spent his money and health freely in gratifying the
-passion, had accepted the offer strictly on behalf of Christ, and
-had carefully explained to Mr. Povey Christ's use for multifarious
-pockets.
-
-"I see you are," said Mrs. Baines tartly. "But that's no reason
-why you should be without a coat--and in this cold room too. You
-with toothache!"
-
-The fact was that Mr. Povey always doffed his coat when cutting
-out. Instead of a coat he wore a tape-measure.
-
-"My tooth doesn't hurt me," said he, sheepishly, dropping the
-great scissors and picking up a cake of chalk.
-
-"Fiddlesticks!" said Mrs. Baines.
-
-This exclamation shocked Mr. Povey. It was not unknown on the lips
-of Mrs. Baines, but she usually reserved it for members of her own
-sex. Mr. Povey could not recall that she had ever applied it to
-any statement of his. "What's the matter with the woman?" he
-thought. The redness of her face did not help him to answer the
-question, for her face was always red after the operations of
-Friday in the kitchen.
-
-"You men are all alike," Mrs. Baines continued. "The very thought
-of the dentist's cures you. Why don't you go in at once to Mr.
-Critchlow and have it out--like a man?"
-
-Mr. Critchlow extracted teeth, and his shop sign said "Bone-setter
-and chemist." But Mr. Povey had his views.
-
-"I make no account of Mr. Critchlow as a dentist," said he.
-
-"Then for goodness' sake go up to Oulsnam's."
-
-"When? I can't very well go now, and to-morrow is Saturday."
-
-"Why can't you go now?"
-
-"Well, of course, I COULD go now," he admitted.
-
-"Let me advise you to go, then, and don't come back with that
-tooth in your head. I shall be having you laid up next. Show some
-pluck, do!"
-
-"Oh! pluck--!" he protested, hurt.
-
-At that moment Constance came down the passage singing.
-
-"Constance, my pet!" Mrs. Baines called.
-
-"Yes, mother." She put her head into the room. "Oh!" Mr. Povey was
-assuming his coat.
-
-"Mr. Povey is going to the dentist's."
-
-"Yes, I'm going at once," Mr. Povey confirmed.
-
-"Oh! I'm so GLAD!" Constance exclaimed. Her face expressed a pure
-sympathy, uncomplicated by critical sentiments. Mr. Povey rapidly
-bathed in that sympathy, and then decided that he must show
-himself a man of oak and iron.
-
-"It's always best to get these things done with," said he, with
-stern detachment. "I'll just slip my overcoat on."
-
-"Here it is," said Constance, quickly. Mr. Povey's overcoat and
-hat were hung on a hook immediately outside the room, in the
-passage. She gave him the overcoat, anxious to be of service.
-
-"I didn't call you in here to be Mr. Povey's valet," said Mrs.
-Baines to herself with mild grimness; and aloud: "I can't stay in
-the shop long, Constance, but you can be there, can't you, till
-Mr. Povey comes back? And if anything happens run upstairs and
-tell me."
-
-"Yes, mother," Constance eagerly consented. She hesitated and then
-turned to obey at once.
-
-"I want to speak to you first, my pet," Mrs. Baines stopped her.
-And her tone was peculiar, charged with import, confidential, and
-therefore very flattering to Constance.
-
-"I think I'll go out by the side-door," said Mr. Povey. "It'll be
-nearer."
-
-This was truth. He would save about ten yards, in two miles, by
-going out through the side-door instead of through the shop. Who
-could have guessed that he was ashamed to be seen going to the
-dentist's, afraid lest, if he went through the shop, Mrs. Baines
-might follow him and utter some remark prejudicial to his dignity
-before the assistants? (Mrs. Baines could have guessed, and did.)
-
-"You won't want that tape-measure," said Mrs. Baines, dryly, as
-Mr. Povey dragged open the side-door. The ends of the forgotten
-tape-measure were dangling beneath coat and overcoat.
-
-"Oh!" Mr. Povey scowled at his forgetfulness.
-
-"I'll put it in its place," said Constance, offering to receive
-the tape-measure.
-
-"Thank you," said Mr. Povey, gravely. "I don't suppose they'll be
-long over my bit of a job," he added, with a difficult, miserable
-smile.
-
-Then he went off down King Street, with an exterior of gay
-briskness and dignified joy in the fine May morning. But there was
-no May morning in his cowardly human heart.
-
-"Hi! Povey!" cried a voice from the Square.
-
-But Mr. Povey disregarded all appeals. He had put his hand to the
-plough, and he would not look back.
-
-"Hi! Povey!"
-
-Useless!
-
-Mrs. Baines and Constance were both at the door. A middle-aged man
-was crossing the road from Boulton Terrace, the lofty erection of
-new shops which the envious rest of the Square had decided to call
-"showy." He waved a hand to Mrs. Baines, who kept the door open.
-
-"It's Dr. Harrop," she said to Constance. "I shouldn't be
-surprised if that baby's come at last, and he wanted to tell Mr.
-Povey."
-
-Constance blushed, full of pride. Mrs. Povey, wife of "our Mr.
-Povey's" renowned cousin, the high-class confectioner and baker in
-Boulton Terrace, was a frequent subject of discussion in the
-Baines family,, but this was absolutely the first time that Mrs.
-Baines had acknowledged, in presence of Constance, the marked and
-growing change which had characterized Mrs. Povey's condition
-during recent months. Such frankness on the part of her mother,
-coming after the decision about leaving school, proved indeed that
-Constance had ceased to be a mere girl.
-
-"Good morning, doctor."
-
-The doctor, who carried a little bag and wore riding-breeches (he
-was the last doctor in Bursley to abandon the saddle for the dog-
-cart), saluted and straightened his high, black stock.
-
-"Morning! Morning, missy! Well, it's a boy."
-
-"What? Yonder?" asked Mrs. Baines, indicating the confectioner's.
-
-Dr. Harrop nodded. "I wanted to inform him," said he, jerking his
-shoulder in the direction of the swaggering coward.
-
-"What did I tell you, Constance?" said Mrs. Baines, turning to her
-daughter.
-
-Constance's confusion was equal to her pleasure. The alert doctor
-had halted at the foot of the two steps, and with one hand in the
-pocket of his "full-fall" breeches, he gazed up, smiling out of
-little eyes, at the ample matron and the slender virgin.
-
-"Yes," he said. "Been up most of th' night. Difficult! Difficult!"
-
-"It's all RIGHT, I hope?"
-
-"Oh yes. Fine child! Fine child! But he put his mother to some
-trouble, for all that. Nothing fresh?" This time he lifted his
-eyes to indicate Mr. Baines's bedroom.
-
-"No," said Mrs. Baines, with a different expression.
-
-"Keeps cheerful?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Good! A very good morning to you."
-
-He strode off towards his house, which was lower down the street.
-
-"I hope she'll turn over a new leaf now," observed Mrs. Baines to
-Constance as she closed the door. Constance knew that her mother
-was referring to the confectioner's wife; she gathered that the
-hope was slight in the extreme.
-
-"What did you want to speak to me about, mother?" she asked, as a
-way out of her delicious confusion.
-
-"Shut that door," Mrs. Baines replied, pointing to the door which
-led to the passage; and while Constance obeyed, Mrs. Baines
-herself shut the staircase-door. She then said, in a low, guarded
-voice--
-
-"What's all this about Sophia wanting to be a school-teacher?"
-
-"Wanting to be a school-teacher?" Constance repeated, in tones of
-amazement.
-
-"Yes. Hasn't she said anything to you?"
-
-"Not a word!"
-
-"Well, I never! She wants to keep on with Miss Chetwynd and be a
-teacher." Mrs. Baines had half a mind to add that Sophia had
-mentioned London. But she restrained herself. There are some
-things which one cannot bring one's self to say. She added,
-"Instead of going into the shop!"
-
-"I never heard of such a thing!" Constance murmured brokenly, in
-the excess of her astonishment. She was rolling up Mr. Povey's
-tape-measure.
-
-"Neither did I!" said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"And shall you let her, mother?"
-
-"Neither your father nor I would ever dream of it!" Mrs. Baines
-replied, with calm and yet terrible decision. "I only mentioned it
-to you because I thought Sophia would have told you something."
-
-"No, mother!"
-
-As Constance put Mr. Povey's tape-measure neatly away in its
-drawer under the cutting-out counter, she thought how serious life
-was--what with babies and Sophias. She was very proud of her
-mother's confidence in her; this simple pride filled her ardent
-breast with a most agreeable commotion. And she wanted to help
-everybody, to show in some way how much she sympathized with and
-loved everybody. Even the madness of Sophia did not weaken her
-longing to comfort Sophia.
-
-III
-
-That afternoon there was a search for Sophia, whom no one had seen
-since dinner. She was discovered by her mother, sitting alone and
-unoccupied in the drawing-room. The circumstance was in itself
-sufficiently peculiar, for on weekdays the drawing-room was never
-used, even by the girls during their holidays, except for the
-purpose of playing the piano. However, Mrs. Baines offered no
-comment on Sophia's geographical situation, nor on her idleness.
-
-"My dear," she said, standing at the door, with a self-conscious
-effort to behave as though nothing had happened, "will you come
-and sit with your father a bit?"
-
-"Yes, mother," answered Sophia, with a sort of cold alacrity.
-
-"Sophia is coming, father," said Mrs. Baines at the open door of
-the bedroom, which was at right-angles with, and close to, the
-drawing-room door. Then she surged swishing along the corridor and
-went into the showroom, whither she had been called.
-
-Sophia passed to the bedroom, the eternal prison of John Baines.
-Although, on account of his nervous restlessness, Mr. Baines was
-never left alone, it was not a part of the usual duty of the girls
-to sit with him. The person who undertook the main portion of the
-vigils was a certain Aunt Maria--whom the girls knew to be not a
-real aunt, not a powerful, effective aunt like Aunt Harriet of
-Axe--but a poor second cousin of John Baines; one of those
-necessitous, pitiful relatives who so often make life difficult
-for a great family in a small town. The existence of Aunt Maria,
-after being rather a "trial" to the Baineses, had for twelve years
-past developed into something absolutely "providential" for them.
-(It is to be remembered that in those days Providence was still
-busying himself with everybody's affairs, and foreseeing the
-future in the most extraordinary manner. Thus, having foreseen
-that John Baines would have a "stroke" and need a faithful,
-tireless nurse, he had begun fifty years in advance by creating
-Aunt Maria, and had kept her carefully in misfortune's way, so
-that at the proper moment she would be ready to cope with the
-stroke. Such at least is the only theory which will explain the
-use by the Baineses, and indeed by all thinking Bursley, of the
-word "providential" in connection with Aunt Maria.) She was a
-shrivelled little woman, capable of sitting twelve hours a day in
-a bedroom and thriving on the regime. At nights she went home to
-her little cottage in Brougham Street; she had her Thursday
-afternoons and generally her Sundays, and during the school
-vacations she was supposed to come only when she felt inclined, or
-when the cleaning of her cottage permitted her to come. Hence, in
-holiday seasons, Mr. Baines weighed more heavily on his household
-than at other times, and his nurses relieved each other according
-to the contingencies of the moment rather than by a set programme
-of hours.
-
-The tragedy in ten thousand acts of which that bedroom was the
-scene, almost entirely escaped Sophia's perception, as it did
-Constance's. Sophia went into the bedroom as though it were a mere
-bedroom, with its majestic mahogany furniture, its crimson rep
-curtains (edged with gold), and its white, heavily tasselled
-counterpane. She was aged four when John Baines had suddenly been
-seized with giddiness on the steps of his shop, and had fallen,
-and, without losing consciousness, had been transformed from John
-Baines into a curious and pathetic survival of John Baines. She
-had no notion of the thrill which ran through the town on that
-night when it was known that John Baines had had a stroke, and
-that his left arm and left leg and his right eyelid were
-paralyzed, and that the active member of the Local Board, the
-orator, the religious worker, the very life of the town's life,
-was permanently done for. She had never heard of the crisis
-through which her mother, assisted by Aunt Harriet, had passed,
-and out of which she had triumphantly emerged. She was not yet old
-enough even to suspect it. She possessed only the vaguest memory
-of her father before he had finished with the world. She knew him
-simply as an organism on a bed, whose left side was wasted, whose
-eyes were often inflamed, whose mouth was crooked, who had no
-creases from the nose to the corners of the mouth like other
-people, who experienced difficulty in eating because the food
-would somehow get between his gums and his cheek, who slept a
-great deal but was excessively fidgety while awake, who seemed to
-hear what was said to him a long time after it was uttered, as if
-the sense had to travel miles by labyrinthine passages to his
-brain, and who talked very, very slowly in a weak, trembling
-voice.
-
-And she had an image of that remote brain as something with a red
-spot on it, for once Constance had said: "Mother, why did father
-have a stroke?" and Mrs. Baines had replied: "It was a haemorrhage
-of the brain, my dear, here"--putting a thimbled finger on a
-particular part of Sophia's head.
-
-Not merely had Constance and Sophia never really felt their
-father's tragedy; Mrs. Baines herself had largely lost the sense
-of it--such is the effect of use. Even the ruined organism only
-remembered fitfully and partially that it had once been John
-Baines. And if Mrs. Baines had not, by the habit of years,
-gradually built up a gigantic fiction that the organism remained
-ever the supreme consultative head of the family; if Mr. Critchlow
-had not obstinately continued to treat it as a crony, the mass of
-living and dead nerves on the rich Victorian bedstead would have
-been of no more account than some Aunt Maria in similar case.
-These two persons, his wife and his friend, just managed to keep
-him morally alive by indefatigably feeding his importance and his
-dignity. The feat was a miracle of stubborn self-deceiving,
-splendidly blind devotion, and incorrigible pride.
-
-When Sophia entered the room, the paralytic followed her with his
-nervous gaze until she had sat down on the end of the sofa at the
-foot of the bed. He seemed to study her for a long time, and then
-he murmured in his slow, enfeebled, irregular voice:
-
-"Is that Sophia?"
-
-"Yes, father," she answered cheerfully.
-
-And after another pause, the old man said: "Ay! It's Sophia."
-
-And later: "Your mother said she should send ye."
-
-Sophia saw that this was one of his bad, dull days. He had,
-occasionally, days of comparative nimbleness, when his wits seized
-almost easily the meanings of external phenomena.
-
-Presently his sallow face and long white beard began to slip down
-the steep slant of the pillows, and a troubled look came into his
-left eye. Sophia rose and, putting her hands under his armpits,
-lifted him higher in the bed. He was not heavy, but only a strong
-girl of her years could have done it.
-
-"Ay!" he muttered. "That's it. That's it."
-
-And, with his controllable right hand, he took her hand as she
-stood by the bed. She was so young and fresh, such an incarnation
-of the spirit of health, and he was so far gone in decay and
-corruption, that there seemed in this contact of body with body
-something unnatural and repulsive. But Sophia did not so feel it.
-
-"Sophia," he addressed her, and made preparatory noises in his
-throat while she waited.
-
-He continued after an interval, now clutching her arm, "Your
-mother's been telling me you don't want to go in the shop."
-
-She turned her eyes on him, and his anxious, dim gaze met hers.
-She nodded.
-
-"Nay, Sophia," he mumbled, with the extreme of slowness. "I'm
-surprised at ye. . .Trade's bad, bad! Ye know trade's bad?" He was
-still clutching her arm.
-
-She nodded. She was, in fact, aware of the badness of trade,
-caused by a vague war in the United States. The words "North" and
-"South" had a habit of recurring in the conversation of adult
-persons. That was all she knew, though people were starving in the
-Five Towns as they were starving in Manchester.
-
-"There's your mother," his thought struggled on, like an aged
-horse over a hilly road. "There's your mother!" he repeated, as if
-wishful to direct Sophia's attention to the spectacle of her
-mother. "Working hard! Con--Constance and you must help her. . . .
-Trade's bad! What can I do. . .lying here?"
-
-The heat from his dry fingers was warming her arm. She wanted to
-move, but she could not have withdrawn her arm without appearing
-impatient. For a similar reason she would not avert her glance. A
-deepening flush increased the lustre of her immature loveliness as
-she bent over him. But though it was so close he did not feel that
-radiance. He had long outlived a susceptibility to the strange
-influences of youth and beauty.
-
-"Teaching!" he muttered. "Nay, nay! I canna' allow that."
-
-Then his white beard rose at the tip as he looked up at the
-ceiling above his head, reflectively.
-
-"You understand me?" he questioned finally.
-
-She nodded again; he loosed her arm, and she turned away. She
-could not have spoken. Glittering tears enriched her eyes. She was
-saddened into a profound and sudden grief by the ridiculousness of
-the scene. She had youth, physical perfection; she brimmed with
-energy, with the sense of vital power; all existence lay before
-her; when she put her lips together she felt capable of outvying
-no matter whom in fortitude of resolution. She had always hated
-the shop. She did not understand how her mother and Constance
-could bring themselves to be deferential and flattering to every
-customer that entered. No, she did not understand it; but her
-mother (though a proud woman) and Constance seemed to practise
-such behaviour so naturally, so unquestioningly, that she had
-never imparted to either of them her feelings; she guessed that
-she would not be comprehended. But long ago she had decided that
-she would never "go into the shop." She knew that she would be
-expected to do something, and she had fixed on teaching as the one
-possibility. These decisions had formed part of her inner life for
-years past. She had not mentioned them, being secretive and
-scarcely anxious for unpleasantness. But she had been slowly
-preparing herself to mention them. The extraordinary announcement
-that she was to leave school at the same time as Constance had
-taken her unawares, before the preparations ripening in her mind
-were complete--before, as it were, she had girded up her loins for
-the fray. She had been caught unready, and the opposing forces had
-obtained the advantage of her. But did they suppose she was
-beaten?
-
-No argument from her mother! No hearing, even! Just a curt and
-haughty 'Let me hear no more of this'! And so the great desire of
-her life, nourished year after year in her inmost bosom, was to be
-flouted and sacrificed with a word! Her mother did not appear
-ridiculous in the affair, for her mother was a genuine power,
-commanding by turns genuine love and genuine hate, and always,
-till then, obedience and the respect of reason. It was her father
-who appeared tragically ridiculous; and, in turn, the whole
-movement against her grew grotesque in its absurdity. Here was
-this antique wreck, helpless, useless, powerless--merely pathetic
---actually thinking that he had only to mumble in order to make her
-'understand'! He knew nothing; he perceived nothing; he was a
-ferocious egoist, like most bedridden invalids, out of touch with
-life,--and he thought himself justified in making destinies, and
-capable of making them! Sophia could not, perhaps, define the
-feelings which overwhelmed her; but she was conscious of their
-tendency. They aged her, by years. They aged her so that, in a
-kind of momentary ecstasy of insight, she felt older than her
-father himself.
-
-"You will be a good girl," he said. "I'm sure o' that."
-
-It was too painful. The grotesqueness of her father's complacency
-humiliated her past bearing. She was humiliated, not for herself,
-but for him. Singular creature! She ran out of the room.
-
-Fortunately Constance was passing in the corridor, otherwise
-Sophia had been found guilty of a great breach of duty.
-
-"Go to father," she whispered hysterically to Constance, and fled
-upwards to the second floor.
-
-IV
-
-At supper, with her red, downcast eyes, she had returned to sheer
-girlishness again, overawed by her mother. The meal had an unusual
-aspect. Mr. Povey, safe from the dentist's, but having lost two
-teeth in two days, was being fed on 'slops'--bread and milk, to
-wit; he sat near the fire. The others had cold pork, half a cold
-apple-pie, and cheese; but Sophia only pretended to eat; each time
-she tried to swallow, the tears came into her eyes, and her throat
-shut itself up. Mrs. Baines and Constance had a too careful air of
-eating just as usual. Mrs. Baines's handsome ringlets dominated
-the table under the gas.
-
-"I'm not so set up with my pastry to-day," observed Mrs. Baines,
-critically munching a fragment of pie-crust.
-
-She rang a little hand-bell. Maggie appeared from the cave. She
-wore a plain white bib-less apron, but no cap.
-
-"Maggie, will you have some pie?"
-
-"Yes, if you can spare it, ma'am."
-
-This was Maggie's customary answer to offers of food.
-
-"We can always spare it, Maggie," said her mistress, as usual.
-"Sophia, if you aren't going to use that plate, give it to me."
-
-Maggie disappeared with liberal pie.
-
-Mrs. Baines then talked to Mr. Povey about his condition, and in
-particular as to the need for precautions against taking cold in
-the bereaved gum. She was a brave and determined woman; from start
-to finish she behaved as though nothing whatever in the household
-except her pastry and Mr. Povey had deviated that day from the
-normal. She kissed Constance and Sophia with the most exact
-equality, and called them 'my chucks' when they went up to bed.
-
-Constance, excellent kind heart, tried to imitate her mother's
-tactics as the girls undressed in their room. She thought she
-could not do better than ignore Sophia's deplorable state.
-
-"Mother's new dress is quite finished, and she's going to wear it
-on Sunday," said she, blandly.
-
-"If you say another word I'll scratch your eyes out!" Sophia
-turned on her viciously, with a catch in her voice, and then began
-to sob at intervals. She did not mean this threat, but its
-utterance gave her relief. Constance, faced with the fact that her
-mother's shoes were too big for her, decided to preserve her
-eyesight.
-
-Long after the gas was out, rare sobs from Sophia shook the bed,
-and they both lay awake in silence.
-
-"I suppose you and mother have been talking me over finely to-
-day?" Sophia burst forth, to Constance's surprise, in a wet voice.
-
-"No," said Constance soothingly. "Mother only told me."
-
-"Told you what?"
-
-"That you wanted to be a teacher."
-
-"And I will be, too!" said Sophia, bitterly.
-
-"You don't know mother," thought Constance; but she made no
-audible comment.
-
-There was another detached, hard sob. And then, such is the
-astonishing talent of youth, they both fell asleep.
-
-The next morning, early, Sophia stood gazing out of the window at
-the Square. It was Saturday, and all over the Square little
-stalls, with yellow linen roofs, were being erected for the
-principal market of the week. In those barbaric days Bursley had a
-majestic edifice, black as basalt, for the sale of dead animals by
-the limb and rib--it was entitled 'the Shambles'--but vegetables,
-fruit, cheese, eggs, and pikelets were still sold under canvas.
-Eggs are now offered at five farthings apiece in a palace that
-cost twenty-five thousand pounds. Yet you will find people in
-Bursley ready to assert that things generally are not what they
-were, and that in particular the romance of life has gone. But
-until it has gone it is never romance. To Sophia, though she was
-in a mood which usually stimulates the sense of the romantic,
-there was nothing of romance in this picturesque tented field. It
-was just the market. Holl's, the leading grocer's, was already
-open, at the extremity of the Square, and a boy apprentice was
-sweeping the pavement in front of it. The public-houses were open,
-several of them specializing in hot rum at 5.30 a.m. The town-
-crier, in his blue coat with red facings, crossed the Square,
-carrying his big bell by the tongue. There was the same shocking
-hole in one of Mrs. Povey's (confectioner's) window-curtains--a
-hole which even her recent travail could scarcely excuse. Such
-matters it was that Sophia noticed with dull, smarting eyes.
-
-"Sophia, you'll take your death of cold standing there like that!"
-
-She jumped. The voice was her mother's. That vigorous woman, after
-a calm night by the side of the paralytic, was already up and
-neatly dressed. She carried a bottle and an egg-cup, and a small
-quantity of jam in a table-spoon.
-
-"Get into bed again, do! There's a dear! You're shivering."
-
-White Sophia obeyed. It was true; she was shivering. Constance
-awoke. Mrs. Baines went to the dressing-table and filled the egg-
-cup out of the bottle.
-
-"Who's that for, mother?" Constance asked sleepily.
-
-"It's for Sophia," said Mrs. Baines, with good cheer. "Now,
-Sophia!" and she advanced with the egg-cup in one hand and the
-table-spoon in the other.
-
-"What is it, mother?" asked Sophia, who well knew what it was.
-
-"Castor-oil, my dear," said Mrs. Baines, winningly.
-
-The ludicrousness of attempting to cure obstinacy and yearnings
-for a freer life by means of castor-oil is perhaps less real than
-apparent. The strange interdependence of spirit and body, though
-only understood intelligently in these intelligent days, was
-guessed at by sensible mediaeval mothers. And certainly, at the
-period when Mrs. Baines represented modernity, castor-oil was
-still the remedy of remedies. It had supplanted cupping. And, if
-part of its vogue was due to its extreme unpleasantness, it had at
-least proved its qualities in many a contest with disease. Less
-than two years previously old Dr. Harrop (father of him who told
-Mrs. Baines about Mrs. Povey), being then aged eighty-six, had
-fallen from top to bottom of his staircase. He had scrambled up,
-taken a dose of castor-oil at once, and on the morrow was as well
-as if he had never seen a staircase. This episode was town
-property and had sunk deep into all hearts.
-
-"I don't want any, mother," said Sophia, in dejection. "I'm quite
-well."
-
-"You simply ate nothing all day yesterday," said Mrs. Baines. And
-she added, "Come!" As if to say, "There's always this silly fuss
-with castor-oil. Don't keep me waiting."
-
-"I don't WANT any," said Sophia, irritated and captious.
-
-The two girls lay side by side, on their backs. They seemed very
-thin and fragile in comparison with the solidity of their mother.
-Constance wisely held her peace.
-
-Mrs. Baines put her lips together, meaning: "This is becoming
-tedious. I shall have to be angry in another moment!"
-
-"Come!" said she again.
-
-The girls could hear her foot tapping on the floor.
-
-"I really don't want it, mamma," Sophia fought. "I suppose I ought
-to know whether I need it or not!" This was insolence.
-
-"Sophia, will you take this medicine, or won't you?"
-
-In conflicts with her children, the mother's ultimatum always took
-the formula in which this phrase was cast. The girls knew, when
-things had arrived at the pitch of 'or won't you' spoken in Mrs.
-Baines's firmest tone, that the end was upon them. Never had the
-ultimatum failed.
-
-There was a silence.
-
-"And I'll thank you to mind your manners," Mrs. Baines added.
-
-"I won't take it," said Sophia, sullenly and flatly; and she hid
-her face in the pillow.
-
-It was a historic moment in the family life. Mrs. Baines thought
-the last day had come. But still she held herself in dignity while
-the apocalypse roared in her ears.
-
-"OF COURSE I CAN'T FORCE YOU TO TAKE IT," she said with superb
-evenness, masking anger by compassionate grief. "You're a big girl
-and a naughty girl. And if you will be ill you must."
-
-Upon this immense admission, Mrs. Baines departed.
-
-Constance trembled.
-
-Nor was that all. In the middle of the morning, when Mrs. Baines
-was pricing new potatoes at a stall at the top end of the Square,
-and Constance choosing threepennyworth of flowers at the same
-stall, whom should they both see, walking all alone across the
-empty corner by the Bank, but Sophia Baines! The Square was busy
-and populous, and Sophia was only visible behind a foreground of
-restless, chattering figures. But she was unmistakably seen. She
-had been beyond the Square and was returning. Constance could
-scarcely believe her eyes. Mrs. Baines's heart jumped. For let it
-be said that the girls never under any circumstances went forth
-without permission, and scarcely ever alone. That Sophia should be
-at large in the town, without leave, without notice, exactly as if
-she were her own mistress, was a proposition which a day earlier
-had been inconceivable. Yet there she was, and moving with a
-leisureliness that must be described as effrontery!
-
-Red with apprehension, Constance wondered what would happen. Mrs.
-Baines said nought of her feelings, did not even indicate that she
-had seen the scandalous, the breath-taking sight. And they
-descended the Square laden with the lighter portions of what they
-had bought during an hour of buying. They went into the house by
-the King Street door; and the first thing they heard was the sound
-of the piano upstairs. Nothing happened. Mr. Povey had his dinner
-alone; then the table was laid for them, and the bell rung, and
-Sophia came insolently downstairs to join her mother and sister.
-And nothing happened. The dinner was silently eaten, and Constance
-having rendered thanks to God, Sophia rose abruptly to go.
-
-"Sophia!"
-
-"Yes, mother."
-
-"Constance, stay where you are," said Mrs. Baines suddenly to
-Constance, who had meant to flee. Constance was therefore destined
-to be present at the happening, doubtless in order to emphasize
-its importance and seriousness.
-
-"Sophia," Mrs. Baines resumed to her younger daughter in an
-ominous voice. "No, please shut the door. There is no reason why
-everybody in the house should hear. Come right into the room--
-right in! That's it. Now, what were you doing out in the town this
-morning?"
-
-Sophia was fidgeting nervously with the edge of her little black
-apron, and worrying a seam of the carpet with her toes. She bent
-her head towards her left shoulder, at first smiling vaguely. She
-said nothing, but every limb, every glance, every curve, was
-speaking. Mrs. Baines sat firmly in her own rocking-chair, full of
-the sensation that she had Sophia, as it were, writhing on the end
-of a skewer. Constance was braced into a moveless anguish.
-
-"I will have an answer," pursued Mrs. Baines. "What were you doing
-out in the town this morning?"
-
-"I just went out," answered Sophia at length, still with eyes
-downcast, and in a rather simpering tone.
-
-"Why did you go out? You said nothing to me about going out. I
-heard Constance ask you if you were coming with us to the market,
-and you said, very rudely, that you weren't."
-
-"I didn't say it rudely," Sophia objected.
-
-"Yes you did. And I'll thank you not to answer back."
-
-"I didn't mean to say it rudely, did I, Constance?" Sophia's head
-turned sharply to her sister. Constance knew not where to look.
-
-"Don't answer back," Mrs. Baines repeated sternly. "And don't try
-to drag Constance into this, for I won't have it."
-
-"Oh, of course Constance is always right!" observed Sophia, with
-an irony whose unparalleled impudence shook Mrs. Baines to her
-massive foundations.
-
-"Do you want me to have to smack you, child?"
-
-Her temper flashed out and you could see ringlets vibrating under
-the provocation of Sophia's sauciness. Then Sophia's lower lip
-began to fall and to bulge outwards, and all the muscles of her
-face seemed to slacken.
-
-"You are a very naughty girl," said Mrs. Baines, with restraint.
-("I've got her," said Mrs. Baines to herself. "I may just as well
-keep my temper.")
-
-And a sob broke out of Sophia. She was behaving like a little
-child. She bore no trace of the young maiden sedately crossing the
-Square without leave and without an escort.
-
-("I knew she was going to cry," said Mrs. Baines, breathing
-relief.)
-
-"I'm waiting," said Mrs. Baines aloud.
-
-A second sob. Mrs. Baines manufactured patience to meet the
-demand.
-
-"You tell me not to answer back, and then you say you're waiting,"
-Sophia blubbered thickly.
-
-"What's that you say? How can I tell what you say if you talk like
-that?" (But Mrs. Baines failed to hear out of discretion, which is
-better than valour.)
-
-"It's of no consequence," Sophia blurted forth in a sob. She was
-weeping now, and tears were ricocheting off her lovely crimson
-cheeks on to the carpet; her whole body was trembling.
-
-"Don't be a great baby," Mrs. Baines enjoined, with a touch of
-rough persuasiveness in her voice.
-
-"It's you who make me cry," said Sophia, bitterly. "You make me
-cry and then you call me a great baby!" And sobs ran through her
-frame like waves one after another. She spoke so indistinctly that
-her mother now really had some difficulty in catching her words.
-
-"Sophia," said Mrs. Baines, with god-like calm, "it is not I who
-make you cry. It is your guilty conscience makes you cry. I have
-merely asked you a question, and I intend to have an answer."
-
-"I've told you." Here Sophia checked the sobs with an immense
-effort.
-
-"What have you told me?"
-
-"I just went out."
-
-"I will have no trifling," said Mrs. Baines. "What did you go out
-for, and without telling me? If you had told me afterwards, when I
-came in, of your own accord, it might have been different. But no,
-not a word! It is I who have to ask! Now, quick! I can't wait any
-longer."
-
-("I gave way over the castor-oil, my girl," Mrs. Baines said in
-her own breast. "But not again! Not again.!")
-
-"I don't know," Sophia murmured.
-
-"What do you mean--you don't know?"
-
-The sobbing recommenced tempestuously. "I mean I don't know. I
-just went out." Her voice rose; it was noisy, but scarcely
-articulate. "What if I did go out?"
-
-"Sophia, I am not going to be talked to like this. If you think
-because you're leaving school you can do exactly as you like--"
-
-"Do I want to leave school?" yelled Sophia, stamping. In a moment
-a hurricane of emotion overwhelmed her, as though that stamping of
-the foot had released the demons of the storm. Her face was
-transfigured by uncontrollable passion. "You all want to make me
-miserable!" she shrieked with terrible violence. "And now I can't
-even go out! You are a horrid, cruel woman, and I hate you! And
-you can do what you like! Put me in prison if you like! I know
-you'd be glad if I was dead!"
-
-She dashed from the room, banging the door with a shock that made
-the house rattle. And she had shouted so loud that she might have
-been heard in the shop, and even in the kitchen. It was a
-startling experience for Mrs. Baines. Mrs. Baines, why did you
-saddle yourself with a witness? Why did you so positively say that
-you intended to have an answer?
-
-"Really," she stammered, pulling her dignity about her shoulders
-like a garment that the wind has snatched off. "I never dreamed
-that poor girl had such a dreadful temper! What a pity it is, for
-her OWN sake!" It was the best she could do.
-
-Constance, who could not bear to witness her mother's humiliation,
-vanished very quietly from the room. She got halfway upstairs to
-the second floor, and then, hearing the loud, rapid, painful,
-regular intake of sobbing breaths, she hesitated and crept down
-again.
-
-This was Mrs. Baines's first costly experience of the child
-thankless for having been brought into the world. It robbed her of
-her profound, absolute belief in herself. She had thought she knew
-everything in her house and could do everything there. And lo! she
-had suddenly stumbled against an unsuspected personality at large
-in her house, a sort of hard marble affair that informed her by
-means of bumps that if she did not want to be hurt she must keep
-out of the way.
-
-V
-
-On the Sunday afternoon Mrs. Baines was trying to repose a little
-in the drawing-room, where she had caused a fire to be lighted.
-Constance was in the adjacent bedroom with her father. Sophia lay
-between blankets in the room overhead with a feverish cold. This
-cold and her new dress were Mrs. Baines's sole consolation at the
-moment. She had prophesied a cold for Sophia, refuser of castor-
-oil, and it had come. Sophia had received, for standing in her
-nightdress at a draughty window of a May morning, what Mrs. Baines
-called 'nature's slap in the face.' As for the dress, she had
-worshipped God in it, and prayed for Sophia in it, before dinner;
-and its four double rows of gimp on the skirt had been accounted a
-great success. With her lace-bordered mantle and her low, stringed
-bonnet she had assuredly given a unique lustre to the congregation
-at chapel. She was stout; but the fashions, prescribing vague
-outlines, broad downward slopes, and vast amplitudes, were
-favourable to her shape. It must not be supposed that stout women
-of a certain age never seek to seduce the eye and trouble the
-meditations of man by other than moral charms. Mrs. Baines knew
-that she was comely, natty, imposing, and elegant; and the
-knowledge gave her real pleasure. She would look over her shoulder
-in the glass as anxious as a girl: make no mistake.
-
-She did not repose; she could not. She sat thinking, in exactly
-the same posture as Sophia's two afternoons previously. She would
-have been surprised to hear that her attitude, bearing, and
-expression powerfully recalled those of her reprehensible
-daughter. But it was so. A good angel made her restless, and she
-went idly to the window and glanced upon the empty, shuttered
-Square. She too, majestic matron, had strange, brief yearnings for
-an existence more romantic than this; shootings across her
-spirit's firmament of tailed comets; soft, inexplicable
-melancholies. The good angel, withdrawing her from such a mood,
-directed her gaze to a particular spot at the top of the square.
-
-She passed at once out of the room--not precisely in a hurry, yet
-without wasting time. In a recess under the stairs, immediately
-outside the door, was a box about a foot square and eighteen
-inches deep covered with black American cloth. She bent down and
-unlocked this box, which was padded within and contained the
-Baines silver tea-service. She drew from the box teapot, sugar-
-bowl, milk-jug, sugar-tongs, hot-water jug, and cake-stand (a
-flattish dish with an arching semicircular handle)--chased
-vessels, silver without and silver-gilt within; glittering
-heirlooms that shone in the dark corner like the secret pride of
-respectable families. These she put on a tray that always stood on
-end in the recess. Then she looked upwards through the banisters
-to the second floor.
-
-"Maggie!" she piercingly whispered.
-
-"Yes, mum," came a voice.
-
-"Are you dressed?"
-
-"Yes, mum. I'm just coming."
-
-"Well, put on your muslin." "Apron," Mrs. Baines implied.
-
-Maggie understood.
-
-"Take these for tea," said Mrs. Baines when Maggie descended.
-"Better rub them over. You know where the cake is--that new one.
-The best cups. And the silver spoons."
-
-They both heard a knock at the side-door, far off, below.
-
-"There!" exclaimed Mrs. Baines. "Now take these right down into
-the kitchen before you open."
-
-"Yes, mum," said Maggie, departing.
-
-Mrs. Baines was wearing a black alpaca apron. She removed it and
-put on another one of black satin embroidered with yellow flowers,
-which, by merely inserting her arm into the chamber, she had taken
-from off the chest of drawers in her bedroom. Then she fixed
-herself in the drawing-room.
-
-Maggie returned, rather short of breath, convoying the visitor.
-
-"Ah! Miss Chetwynd," said Mrs. Baines, rising to welcome. "I'm
-sure I'm delighted to see you. I saw you coming down the Square,
-and I said to myself, 'Now, I do hope Miss Chetwynd isn't going to
-forget us.'"
-
-Miss Chetwynd, simpering momentarily, came forward with that self-
-conscious, slightly histrionic air, which is one of the penalties
-of pedagogy. She lived under the eyes of her pupils. Her life was
-one ceaseless effort to avoid doing anything which might influence
-her charges for evil or shock the natural sensitiveness of their
-parents. She had to wind her earthly way through a forest of the
-most delicate susceptibilities--fern-fronds that stretched across
-the path, and that she must not even accidentally disturb with her
-skirt as she passed. No wonder she walked mincingly! No wonder she
-had a habit of keeping her elbows close to her sides, and drawing
-her mantle tight in the streets! Her prospectus talked about 'a
-sound and religious course of training,' 'study embracing the
-usual branches of English, with music by a talented master,
-drawing, dancing, and calisthenics.' Also 'needlework plain and
-ornamental;' also 'moral influence;' and finally about terms,
-'which are very moderate, and every particular, with references to
-parents and others, furnished on application.' (Sometimes, too,
-without application.) As an illustration of the delicacy of fern-
-fronds, that single word 'dancing' had nearly lost her Constance
-and Sophia seven years before!
-
-She was a pinched virgin, aged forty, and not 'well off;' in her
-family the gift of success had been monopolized by her elder
-sister. For these characteristics Mrs. Baines, as a matron in easy
-circumstances, pitied Miss Chetwynd. On the other hand, Miss
-Chetwynd could choose ground from which to look down upon Mrs.
-Baines, who after all was in trade. Miss Chetwynd had no trace of
-the local accent; she spoke with a southern refinement which the
-Five Towns, while making fun of it, envied. All her O's had a
-genteel leaning towards 'ow,' as ritualism leans towards Romanism.
-And she was the fount of etiquette, a wonder of correctness; in
-the eyes of her pupils' parents not so much 'a perfect LADY' as 'a
-PERFECT lady.' So that it was an extremely nice question whether,
-upon the whole, Mrs. Baines secretly condescended to Miss Chetwynd
-or Miss Chetwynd to Mrs. Baines. Perhaps Mrs. Baines, by virtue of
-her wifehood, carried the day.
-
-Miss Chetwynd, carefully and precisely seated, opened the
-conversation by explaining that even if Mrs. Baines had not
-written she should have called in any case, as she made a practice
-of calling at the home of her pupils in vacation time: which was
-true. Mrs. Baines, it should be stated, had on Friday afternoon
-sent to Miss Chetwynd one of her most luxurious notes--lavender-
-coloured paper with scalloped edges, the selectest mode of the
-day--to announce, in her Italian hand, that Constance and Sophia
-would both leave school at the end of the next term, and giving
-reasons in regard to Sophia.
-
-Before the visitor had got very far, Maggie came in with a
-lacquered tea-caddy and the silver teapot and a silver spoon on a
-lacquered tray. Mrs. Baines, while continuing to talk, chose a key
-from her bunch, unlocked the tea-caddy, and transferred four
-teaspoonfuls of tea from it to the teapot and relocked the caddy.
-
-"Strawberry," she mysteriously whispered to Maggie; and Maggie
-disappeared, bearing the tray and its contents.
-
-"And how is your sister? It is quite a long time since she was
-down here," Mrs. Baines went on to Miss Chetwynd, after whispering
-"strawberry."
-
-The remark was merely in the way of small-talk--for the hostess
-felt a certain unwilling hesitation to approach the topic of
-daughters--but it happened to suit the social purpose of Miss
-Chetwynd to a nicety. Miss Chetwynd was a vessel brimming with
-great tidings.
-
-"She is very well, thank you," said Miss Chetwynd, and her
-expression grew exceedingly vivacious. Her face glowed with pride
-as she added, "Of course everything is changed now."
-
-"Indeed?" murmured Mrs. Baines, with polite curiosity.
-
-"Yes," said Miss Chetwynd. "You've not heard?"
-
-"No," said Mrs. Baines. Miss Chetwynd knew that she had not heard.
-
-"About Elizabeth's engagement? To the Reverend Archibald Jones?"
-
-It is the fact that Mrs. Baines was taken aback. She did nothing
-indiscreet; she did not give vent to her excusable amazement that
-the elder Miss Chetwynd should be engaged to any one at all, as
-some women would have done in the stress of the moment. She kept
-her presence of mind.
-
-"This is really MOST interesting!" said she.
-
-It was. For Archibald Jones was one of the idols of the Wesleyan
-Methodist Connexion, a special preacher famous throughout England.
-At 'Anniversaries' and 'Trust sermons,' Archibald Jones had
-probably no rival. His Christian name helped him; it was a
-luscious, resounding mouthful for admirers. He was not an
-itinerant minister, migrating every three years. His function was
-to direct the affairs of the 'Book Room,' the publishing
-department of the Connexion. He lived in London, and shot out into
-the provinces at week-ends, preaching on Sundays and giving a
-lecture, tinctured with bookishness, 'in the chapel' on Monday
-evenings. In every town he visited there was competition for the
-privilege of entertaining him. He had zeal, indefatigable energy,
-and a breezy wit. He was a widower of fifty, and his wife had been
-dead for twenty years. It had seemed as if women were not for this
-bright star. And here Elizabeth Chetwynd, who had left the Five
-Towns a quarter of a century before at the age of twenty, had
-caught him! Austere, moustached, formidable, desiccated, she must
-have done it with her powerful intellect! It must be a union of
-intellects! He had been impressed by hers, and she by his, and
-then their intellects had kissed. Within a week fifty thousand
-women in forty counties had pictured to themselves this osculation
-of intellects, and shrugged their shoulders, and decided once more
-that men were incomprehensible. These great ones in London,
-falling in love like the rest! But no! Love was a ribald and
-voluptuous word to use in such a matter as this. It was generally
-felt that the Reverend Archibald Jones and Miss Chetwynd the elder
-would lift marriage to what would now be termed an astral plane.
-
-After tea had been served, Mrs. Baines gradually recovered her
-position, both in her own private esteem and in the deference of
-Miss Aline Chetwynd.
-
-"Yes," said she. "You can talk about your sister, and you can call
-HIM Archibald, and you can mince up your words. But have you got a
-tea-service like this? Can you conceive more perfect strawberry
-jam than this? Did not my dress cost more than you spend on your
-clothes in a year? Has a man ever looked at you? After all, is
-there not something about my situation ... in short, something
-...?"
-
-She did not say this aloud. She in no way deviated from the
-scrupulous politeness of a hostess. There was nothing in even her
-tone to indicate that Mrs. John Baines was a personage. Yet it
-suddenly occurred to Miss Chetwynd that her pride in being the
-prospective sister-in-law of the Rev. Archibald Jones would be
-better for a while in her pocket. And she inquired after Mr.
-Baines. After this the conversation limped somewhat.
-
-"I suppose you weren't surprised by my letter?" said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"I was and I wasn't," answered Miss Chetwynd, in her professional
-manner and not her manner of a prospective sister-in-law. "Of
-course I am naturally sorry to lose two such good pupils, but we
-can't keep our pupils for ever." She smiled; she was not without
-fortitude--it is easier to lose pupils than to replace them.
-"Still"--a pause--"what you say of Sophia is perfectly true,
-perfectly. She is quite as advanced as Constance. Still"--another
-pause and a more rapid enunciation--"Sophia is by no means an
-ordinary girl."
-
-"I hope she hasn't been a very great trouble to you?"
-
-"Oh NO!" exclaimed Miss Chetwynd. "Sophia and I have got on very
-well together. I have always tried to appeal to her reason. I have
-never FORCED her ... Now, with some girls ... In some ways I look
-on Sophia as the most remarkable girl--not pupil--but the most
-remarkable--what shall I say?--individuality, that I have ever met
-with." And her demeanour added, "And, mind you, this is something
---from me!"
-
-"Indeed!" said Mrs. Baines. She told herself, "I am not your
-common foolish parent. I see my children impartially. I am
-incapable of being flattered concerning them."
-
-Nevertheless she was flattered, and the thought shaped itself that
-really Sophia was no ordinary girl.
-
-"I suppose she has talked to you about becoming a teacher?" asked
-Miss Chetwynd, taking a morsel of the unparalleled jam.
-
-She held the spoon with her thumb and three fingers. Her fourth
-finger, in matters of honest labour, would never associate with
-the other three; delicately curved, it always drew proudly away
-from them.
-
-"Has she mentioned that to you?" Mrs. Baines demanded, startled.
-
-"Oh yes!" said Miss Chetwynd. "Several times. Sophia is a very
-secretive girl, very--but I think I may say I have always had her
-confidence. There have been times when Sophia and I have been very
-near each other. Elizabeth was much struck with her. Indeed, I may
-tell you that in one of her last letters to me she spoke of Sophia
-and said she had mentioned her to Mr. Jones, and Mr. Jones
-remembered her quite well."
-
-Impossible for even a wise, uncommon parent not to be affected by
-such an announcement!
-
-"I dare say your sister will give up her school now," observed
-Mrs. Baines, to divert attention from her self-consciousness.
-
-"Oh NO!" And this time Mrs. Baines had genuinely shocked Miss
-Chetwynd. "Nothing would induce Elizabeth to give up the cause of
-education. Archibald takes the keenest interest in the school. Oh
-no! Not for worlds!"
-
-"THEN YOU THINK SOPHIA WOULD MAKE A GOOD TEACHER?" asked Mrs.
-Baines with apparent inconsequence, and with a smile. But the
-words marked an epoch in her mind. All was over.
-
-"I think she is very much set on it and--"
-
-"That wouldn't affect her father--or me," said Mrs. Baines
-quickly.
-
-"Certainly not! I merely say that she is very much set on it. Yes,
-she would, at any rate, make a teacher far superior to the
-average." ("That girl has got the better of her mother without
-me!" she reflected.) "Ah! Here is dear Constance!"
-
-Constance, tempted beyond her strength by the sounds of the visit
-and the colloquy, had slipped into the room.
-
-"I've left both doors open, mother," she excused herself for
-quitting her father, and kissed Miss Chetwynd.
-
-She blushed, but she blushed happily, and really made a most
-creditable debut as a young lady. Her mother rewarded her by
-taking her into the conversation. And history was soon made.
-
-So Sophia was apprenticed to Miss Aline Chetwynd. Mrs. Baines bore
-herself greatly. It was Miss Chetwynd who had urged, and her
-respect for Miss Chetwynd ... Also somehow the Reverend Archibald
-Jones came into the cause.
-
-Of course the idea of Sophia ever going to London was ridiculous,
-ridiculous! (Mrs. Baines secretly feared that the ridiculous might
-happen; but, with the Reverend Archibald Jones on the spot, the
-worst could be faced.) Sophia must understand that even the
-apprenticeship in Bursley was merely a trial. They would see how
-things went on. She had to thank Miss Chetwynd.
-
-"I made Miss Chetwynd come and talk to mother," said Sophia
-magnificently one night to simple Constance, as if to imply, 'Your
-Miss Chetwynd is my washpot.'
-
-To Constance, Sophia's mere enterprise was just as staggering as
-her success. Fancy her deliberately going out that Saturday
-morning, after her mother's definite decision, to enlist Miss
-Chetwynd in her aid!
-
-There is no need to insist on the tragic grandeur of Mrs. Baines's
-renunciation--a renunciation which implied her acceptance of a
-change in the balance of power in her realm. Part of its tragedy
-was that none, not even Constance, could divine the intensity of
-Mrs. Baines's suffering. She had no confidant; she was incapable
-of showing a wound. But when she lay awake at night by the
-organism which had once been her husband, she dwelt long and
-deeply on the martyrdom of her life. What had she done to deserve
-it? Always had she conscientiously endeavoured to be kind, just,
-patient. And she knew herself to be sagacious and prudent. In the
-frightful and unguessed trials of her existence as a wife, surely
-she might have been granted consolations as a mother! Yet no; it
-had not been! And she felt all the bitterness of age against
-youth--youth egotistic, harsh, cruel, uncompromising; youth that
-is so crude, so ignorant of life, so slow to understand! She had
-Constance. Yes, but it would be twenty years before Constance
-could appreciate the sacrifice of judgment and of pride which her
-mother had made, in a sudden decision, during that rambling,
-starched, simpering interview with Miss Aline Chetwynd. Probably
-Constance thought that she had yielded to Sophia's passionate
-temper! Impossible to explain to Constance that she had yielded to
-nothing but a perception of Sophia's complete inability to hear
-reason and wisdom. Ah! Sometimes as she lay in the dark, she
-would, in fancy, snatch her heart from her bosom and fling it down
-before Sophia, bleeding, and cry: "See what I carry about with me,
-on your account!" Then she would take it back and hide it again,
-and sweeten her bitterness with wise admonitions to herself.
-
-All this because Sophia, aware that if she stayed in the house she
-would be compelled to help in the shop, chose an honourable
-activity which freed her from the danger. Heart, how absurd of you
-to bleed!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-ELEPHANT
-
-I
-
-
-"Sophia, will you come and see the elephant? Do come!" Constance
-entered the drawing-room with this request on her eager lips.
-
-"No," said Sophia, with a touch of condescension. "I'm far too
-busy for elephants."
-
-Only two years had passed; but both girls were grown up now; long
-sleeves, long skirts, hair that had settled down in life; and a
-demeanour immensely serious, as though existence were terrific in
-its responsibilities; yet sometimes childhood surprisingly broke
-through the crust of gravity, as now in Constance, aroused by such
-things as elephants, and proclaimed with vivacious gestures that
-it was not dead after all. The sisters were sharply
-differentiated. Constance wore the black alpaca apron and the
-scissors at the end of a long black elastic, which indicated her
-vocation in the shop. She was proving a considerable success in
-the millinery department. She had learnt how to talk to people,
-and was, in her modest way, very self-possessed. She was getting a
-little stouter. Everybody liked her. Sophia had developed into the
-student. Time had accentuated her reserve. Her sole friend was
-Miss Chetwynd, with whom she was, having regard to the disparity
-of their ages, very intimate. At home she spoke little. She lacked
-amiability; as her mother said, she was 'touchy.' She required
-diplomacy from others, but did not render it again. Her attitude,
-indeed, was one of half-hidden disdain, now gentle, now coldly
-bitter. She would not wear an apron, in an age when aprons were
-almost essential to decency. No! She would not wear an apron, and
-there was an end of it. She was not so tidy as Constance, and if
-Constance's hands had taken on the coarse texture which comes from
-commerce with needles, pins, artificial flowers, and stuffs,
-Sophia's fine hands were seldom innocent of ink. But Sophia was
-splendidly beautiful. And even her mother and Constance had an
-instinctive idea that that face was, at any rate, a partial excuse
-for her asperity.
-
-"Well," said Constance, "if you won't, I do believe I shall ask
-mother if she will."
-
-Sophia, bending over her books, made no answer. But the top of her
-head said: "This has no interest for me whatever."
-
-Constance left the room, and in a moment returned with her mother.
-
-"Sophia," said her mother, with gay excitement, "you might go and
-sit with your father for a bit while Constance and I just run up
-to the playground to see the elephant. You can work just as well
-in there as here. Your father's asleep."
-
-"Oh, very, well!" Sophia agreed haughtily. "Whatever is all this
-fuss about an elephant? Anyhow, it'll be quieter in your room. The
-noise here is splitting." She gave a supercilious glance into the
-Square as she languidly rose.
-
-It was the morning of the third day of Bursley Wakes; not the
-modern finicking and respectable, but an orgiastic carnival, gross
-in all its manifestations of joy. The whole centre of the town was
-given over to the furious pleasures of the people. Most of the
-Square was occupied by Wombwell's Menagerie, in a vast oblong
-tent, whose raging beasts roared and growled day and night. And
-spreading away from this supreme attraction, right up through the
-market-place past the Town Hall to Duck Bank, Duck Square and the
-waste land called the 'playground' were hundreds of booths with
-banners displaying all the delights of the horrible. You could see
-the atrocities of the French Revolution, and of the Fiji Islands,
-and the ravages of unspeakable diseases, and the living flesh of a
-nearly nude human female guaranteed to turn the scale at twenty-
-two stone, and the skeletons of the mysterious phantoscope, and
-the bloody contests of champions naked to the waist (with the
-chance of picking up a red tooth as a relic). You could try your
-strength by hitting an image of a fellow-creature in the stomach,
-and test your aim by knocking off the heads of other images with a
-wooden ball. You could also shoot with rifles at various targets.
-All the streets were lined with stalls loaded with food in heaps,
-chiefly dried fish, the entrails of animals, and gingerbread. All
-the public-houses were crammed, and frenzied jolly drunkards, men
-and women, lunged along the pavements everywhere, their shouts
-vying with the trumpets, horns, and drums of the booths, and the
-shrieking, rattling toys that the children carried.
-
-It was a glorious spectacle, but not a spectacle for the leading
-families. Miss Chetwynd's school was closed, so that the daughters
-of leading families might remain in seclusion till the worst was
-over. The Baineses ignored the Wakes in every possible way,
-choosing that week to have a show of mourning goods in the left-
-hand window, and refusing to let Maggie outside on any pretext.
-Therefore the dazzling social success of the elephant, which was
-quite easily drawing Mrs. Baines into the vortex, cannot
-imaginably be over-estimated.
-
-On the previous night one of the three Wombwell elephants had
-suddenly knelt on a man in the tent; he had then walked out of the
-tent and picked up another man at haphazard from the crowd which
-was staring at the great pictures in front, and tried to put this
-second man into his mouth. Being stopped by his Indian attendant
-with a pitchfork, he placed the man on the ground and stuck his
-tusk through an artery of the victim's arm. He then, amid
-unexampled excitement, suffered himself to be led away. He was
-conducted to the rear of the tent, just in front of Baines's
-shuttered windows, and by means of stakes, pulleys, and ropes
-forced to his knees. His head was whitewashed, and six men of the
-Rifle Corps were engaged to shoot at him at a distance of five
-yards, while constables kept the crowd off with truncheons. He
-died instantly, rolling over with a soft thud. The crowd cheered,
-and, intoxicated by their importance, the Volunteers fired three
-more volleys into the carcase, and were then borne off as heroes
-to different inns. The elephant, by the help of his two
-companions, was got on to a railway lorry and disappeared into the
-night. Such was the greatest sensation that has ever occurred, or
-perhaps will ever occur, in Bursley. The excitement about the
-repeal of the Corn Laws, or about Inkerman, was feeble compared to
-that excitement. Mr. Critchlow, who had been called on to put a
-hasty tourniquet round the arm of the second victim, had popped in
-afterwards to tell John Baines all about it. Mr. Baines's
-interest, however, had been slight. Mr. Critchlow succeeded better
-with the ladies, who, though they had witnessed the shooting from
-the drawing-room, were thirsty for the most trifling details.
-
-The next day it was known that the elephant lay near the
-playground, pending the decision of the Chief Bailiff and the
-Medical Officer as to his burial. And everybody had to visit the
-corpse. No social exclusiveness could withstand the seduction of
-that dead elephant. Pilgrims travelled from all the Five Towns to
-see him.
-
-"We're going now," said Mrs. Baines, after she had assumed her
-bonnet and shawl.
-
-"All right," said Sophia, pretending to be absorbed in study, as
-she sat on the sofa at the foot of her father's bed.
-
-And Constance, having put her head in at the door, drew her mother
-after her like a magnet.
-
-Then Sophia heard a remarkable conversation in the passage.
-
-"Are you going up to see the elephant, Mrs. Baines?" asked the
-voice of Mr. Povey.
-
-"Yes. Why?"
-
-"I think I had better come with you. The crowd is sure to be very
-rough." Mr. Povey's tone was firm; he had a position.
-
-"But the shop?"
-
-"We shall not be long," said Mr. Povey.
-
-"Oh yes, mother," Constance added appealingly.
-
-Sophia felt the house thrill as the side-door banged. She sprang
-up and watched the three cross King Street diagonally, and so
-plunge into the Wakes. This triple departure was surely the
-crowning tribute to the dead elephant! It was simply astonishing.
-It caused Sophia to perceive that she had miscalculated the
-importance of the elephant. It made her regret her scorn of the
-elephant as an attraction. She was left behind; and the joy of
-life was calling her. She could see down into the Vaults on the
-opposite side of the street, where working men--potters and
-colliers--in their best clothes, some with high hats, were
-drinking, gesticulating, and laughing in a row at a long counter.
-
-She noticed, while she was thus at the bedroom window, a young man
-ascending King Street, followed by a porter trundling a flat
-barrow of luggage. He passed slowly under the very window. She
-flushed. She had evidently been startled by the sight of this
-young man into no ordinary state of commotion. She glanced at the
-books on the sofa, and then at her father. Mr. Baines, thin and
-gaunt, and acutely pitiable, still slept. His brain had almost
-ceased to be active now; he had to be fed and tended like a
-bearded baby, and he would sleep for hours at a stretch even in
-the daytime. Sophia left the room. A moment later she ran into the
-shop, an apparition that amazed the three young lady assistants.
-At the corner near the window on the fancy side a little nook had
-been formed by screening off a portion of the counter with large
-flower-boxes placed end-up. This corner had come to be known as
-"Miss Baines's corner." Sophia hastened to it, squeezing past a
-young lady assistant in the narrow space between the back of the
-counter and the shelf-lined wall. She sat down in Constance's
-chair and pretended to look for something. She had examined
-herself in the cheval-glass in the showroom, on her way from the
-sick-chamber. When she heard a voice near the door of the shop
-asking first for Mr. Povey and then for Mrs. Baines, she rose, and
-seizing the object nearest to her, which happened to be a pair of
-scissors, she hurried towards the showroom stairs as though the
-scissors had been a grail, passionately sought and to be jealously
-hidden away. She wanted to stop and turn round, but something
-prevented her. She was at the end of the counter, under the
-curving stairs, when one of the assistants said:
-
-"I suppose you don't know when Mr. Povey or your mother are likely
-to be back, Miss Sophia? Here's--"
-
-It was a divine release for Sophia.
-
-"They're--I--" she stammered, turning round abruptly. Luckily she
-was still sheltered behind the counter.
-
-The young man whom she had seen in the street came boldly forward.
-
-"Good morning, Miss Sophia," said he, hat in hand. "It is a long
-time since I had the pleasure of seeing you."
-
-Never had she blushed as she blushed then. She scarcely knew what
-she was doing as she moved slowly towards her sister's corner
-again, the young man following her on the customer's side of the
-counter.
-
-II
-
-She knew that he was a traveller for the most renowned and
-gigantic of all Manchester wholesale firms--Birkinshaws. But she
-did not know his name, which was Gerald Scales. He was a rather
-short but extremely well-proportioned man of thirty, with fair
-hair, and a distinguished appearance, as became a representative
-of Birkinshaws. His broad, tight necktie, with an edge of white
-collar showing above it, was particularly elegant. He had been on
-the road for Birkinshaws for several years; but Sophia had only
-seen him once before in her life, when she was a little girl,
-three years ago. The relations between the travellers of the great
-firms and their solid, sure clients in small towns were in those
-days often cordially intimate. The traveller came with the lustre
-of a historic reputation around him; there was no need to fawn for
-orders; and the client's immense and immaculate respectability
-made him the equal of no matter what ambassador. It was a case of
-mutual esteem, and of that confidence-generating phenomenon, "an
-old account." The tone in which a commercial traveller of middle
-age would utter the phrase "an old account" revealed in a flash
-all that was romantic, prim, and stately in mid-Victorian
-commerce. In the days of Baines, after one of the elaborately
-engraved advice-circulars had arrived ('Our Mr.------will have the
-pleasure of waiting upon you on--day next, the--inst.') John might
-in certain cases be expected to say, on the morning of--day,
-'Missis, what have ye gotten for supper to-night?'
-
-Mr. Gerald Scales had never been asked to supper; he had never
-even seen John Baines; but, as the youthful successor of an aged
-traveller who had had the pleasure of St. Luke's Square, on behalf
-of Birkinshaws, since before railways, Mrs. Baines had treated him
-with a faint agreeable touch of maternal familiarity; and, both
-her daughters being once in the shop during his visit, she had on
-that occasion commanded the gawky girls to shake hands with him.
-
-Sophia had never forgotten that glimpse. The young man without a
-name had lived in her mind, brightly glowing, as the very symbol
-and incarnation of the masculine and the elegant.
-
-The renewed sight of him seemed to have wakened her out of a
-sleep. Assuredly she was not the same Sophia. As she sat in her
-sister's chair in the corner, entrenched behind the perpendicular
-boxes, playing nervously with the scissors, her beautiful face was
-transfigured into the ravishingly angelic. It would have been
-impossible for Mr. Gerald Scales, or anybody else, to credit, as
-he gazed at those lovely, sensitive, vivacious, responsive
-features, that Sophia was not a character of heavenly sweetness
-and perfection. She did not know what she was doing; she was
-nothing but the exquisite expression of a deep instinct to attract
-and charm. Her soul itself emanated from her in an atmosphere of
-allurement and acquiescence. Could those laughing lips hang in a
-heavy pout? Could that delicate and mild voice be harsh? Could
-those burning eyes be coldly inimical? Never! The idea was
-inconceivable! And Mr. Gerald Scales, with his head over the top
-of the boxes, yielded to the spell. Remarkable that Mr. Gerald
-Scales, with all his experience, should have had to come to
-Bursley to find the pearl, the paragon, the ideal! But so it was.
-They met in an equal abandonment; the only difference between them
-was that Mr. Scales, by force of habit, kept his head.
-
-"I see it's your wakes here," said he.
-
-He was polite to the wakes; but now, with the least inflection in
-the world, he put the wakes at its proper level in the scheme of
-things as a local unimportance! She adored him for this; she was
-athirst for sympathy in the task of scorning everything local.
-
-"I expect you didn't know," she said, implying that there was
-every reason why a man of his mundane interests should not know.
-
-"I should have remembered if I had thought," said he. "But I
-didn't think. What's this about an elephant?"
-
-"Oh!" she exclaimed. "Have you heard of that?"
-
-"My porter was full of it."
-
-"Well," she said, "of course it's a very big thing in Bursley."
-
-As she smiled in gentle pity of poor Bursley, he naturally did the
-same. And he thought how much more advanced and broad the younger
-generation was than the old! He would never have dared to express
-his real feelings about Bursley to Mrs. Baines, or even to Mr.
-Povey (who was, however, of no generation); yet here was a young
-woman actually sharing them.
-
-She told him all the history of the elephant.
-
-"Must have been very exciting," he commented, despite himself.
-
-"Do you know," she replied, "it WAS."
-
-After all, Bursley was climbing in their opinion.
-
-"And mother and my sister and Mr. Povey have all gone to see it.
-That's why they're not here."
-
-That the elephant should have caused both Mr. Povey and Mrs.
-Baines to forget that the representative of Birkinshaws was due to
-call was indeed a final victory for the elephant.
-
-"But not you!" he exclaimed.
-
-"No," she said. "Not me."
-
-"Why didn't you go too?" He continued his flattering
-investigations with a generous smile.
-
-"I simply didn't care to," said she, proudly nonchalant.
-
-"And I suppose you are in charge here?"
-
-"No," she answered. "I just happened to have run down here for
-these scissors. That's all."
-
-"I often see your sister," said he. "'Often' do I say?--that is,
-generally, when I come; but never you."
-
-"I'm never in the shop," she said. "It's just an accident to-day."
-
-"Oh! So you leave the shop to your sister?"
-
-"Yes." She said nothing of her teaching.
-
-Then there was a silence. Sophia was very thankful to be hidden
-from the curiosity of the shop. The shop could see nothing of her,
-and only the back of the young man; and the conversation had been
-conducted in low voices. She tapped her foot, stared at the worn,
-polished surface of the counter, with the brass yard-measure
-nailed along its edge, and then she uneasily turned her gaze to
-the left and seemed to be examining the backs of the black bonnets
-which were perched on high stands in the great window. Then her
-eyes caught his for an important moment.
-
-"Yes," she breathed. Somebody had to say something. If the shop
-missed the murmur of their voices the shop would wonder what had
-happened to them.
-
-Mr. Scales looked at his watch. '"I dare say if I come in again
-about two--" he began.
-
-"Oh yes, they're SURE to be in then," she burst out before he
-could finish his sentence.
-
-He left abruptly, queerly, without shaking hands (but then it
-would have been difficult--she argued--for him to have put his arm
-over the boxes), and without expressing the hope of seeing her
-again. She peeped through the black bonnets, and saw the porter
-put the leather strap over his shoulders, raise the rear of the
-barrow, and trundle off; but she did not see Mr. Scales. She was
-drunk; thoughts were tumbling about in her brain like cargo loose
-in a rolling ship. Her entire conception of herself was being
-altered; her attitude towards life was being altered. The thought
-which knocked hardest against its fellows was, "Only in these
-moments have I begun to live!"
-
-And as she flitted upstairs to resume watch over her father she
-sought to devise an innocent-looking method by which she might see
-Mr. Scales when he next called. And she speculated as to what his
-name was.
-
-III
-
-When Sophia arrived in the bedroom, she was startled because her
-father's head and beard were not in their accustomed place on the
-pillow. She could only make out something vaguely unusual sloping
-off the side of the bed. A few seconds passed--not to be measured
-in time--and she saw that the upper part of his body had slipped
-down, and his head was hanging, inverted, near the floor between
-the bed and the ottoman. His face, neck, and hands were dark and
-congested; his mouth was open, and the tongue protruded between
-the black, swollen, mucous lips; his eyes were prominent and
-coldly staring. The fact was that Mr. Baines had wakened up, and,
-being restless, had slid out partially from his bed and died of
-asphyxia. After having been unceasingly watched for fourteen
-years, he had, with an invalid's natural perverseness, taken
-advantage of Sophia's brief dereliction to expire. Say what you
-will, amid Sophia's horror, and her terrible grief and shame, she
-had visitings of the idea: he did it on purpose!
-
-She ran out of the room, knowing by intuition that he was dead,
-and shrieked out, "Maggie," at the top of her voice; the house
-echoed.
-
-"Yes, miss," said Maggie, quite close, coming out of Mr. Povey's
-chamber with a slop-pail.
-
-"Fetch Mr. Critchlow at once. Be quick. Just as you are. It's
-father--"
-
-Maggie, perceiving darkly that disaster was in the air, and
-instantly filled with importance and a sort of black joy, dropped
-her pail in the exact middle of the passage, and almost fell down
-the crooked stairs. One of Maggie's deepest instincts, always held
-in check by the stern dominance of Mrs. Baines, was to leave pails
-prominent on the main routes of the house; and now, divining what
-was at hand, it flamed into insurrection.
-
-No sleepless night had ever been so long to Sophia as the three
-minutes which elapsed before Mr. Critchlow came. As she stood on
-the mat outside the bedroom door she tried to draw her mother and
-Constance and Mr. Povey by magnetic force out of the wakes into
-the house, and her muscles were contracted in this strange effort.
-She felt that it was impossible to continue living if the secret
-of the bedroom remained unknown one instant longer, so intense was
-her torture, and yet that the torture which could not be borne
-must be borne. Not a sound in the house! Not a sound from the
-shop! Only the distant murmur of the wakes!
-
-"Why did I forget father?" she asked herself with awe. "I only
-meant to tell him that they were all out, and run back. Why did I
-forget father?" She would never be able to persuade anybody that
-she had literally forgotten her father's existence for quite ten
-minutes; but it was true, though shocking.
-
-Then there were noises downstairs.
-
-"Bless us! Bless us!" came the unpleasant voice of Mr. Critchlow
-as he bounded up the stairs on his long legs; he strode over the
-pail. "What's amiss?" He was wearing his white apron, and he
-carried his spectacles in his bony hand.
-
-"It's father--he's--" Sophia faltered.
-
-She stood away so that he should enter the room first. He glanced
-at her keenly, and as it were resentfully, and went in. She
-followed, timidly, remaining near the door while Mr. Critchlow
-inspected her handiwork. He put on his spectacles with strange
-deliberation, and then, bending his knees outwards, thus lowered
-his body so that he could examine John Baines point-blank. He
-remained staring like this, his hands on his sharp apron-covered
-knees, for a little space; and then he seized the inert mass and
-restored it to the bed, and wiped those clotted lips with his
-apron.
-
-Sophia heard loud breathing behind her. It was Maggie. She heard a
-huge, snorting sob; Maggie was showing her emotion.
-
-"Go fetch doctor!" Mr. Critchlow rasped. "And don't stand gaping
-there!"
-
-"Run for the doctor, Maggie," said Sophia.
-
-"How came ye to let him fall?" Mr. Critchlow demanded.
-
-"I was out of the room. I just ran down into the shop--"
-
-"Gallivanting with that young Scales!" said Mr. Critchlow, with
-devilish ferocity. "Well, you've killed yer father; that's all!"
-
-He must have been at his shop door and seen the entry of the
-traveller! And it was precisely characteristic of Mr. Critchlow to
-jump in the dark at a horrible conclusion, and to be right after
-all. For Sophia Mr. Critchlow had always been the personification
-of malignity and malevolence, and now these qualities in him made
-him, to her, almost obscene. Her pride brought up tremendous
-reinforcements, and she approached the bed.
-
-"Is he dead?" she asked in a quiet tone. (Somewhere within a voice
-was whispering, "So his name is Scales.")
-
-"Don't I tell you he's dead?"
-
-"Pail on the stairs!"
-
-This mild exclamation came from the passage. Mrs. Baines,
-misliking the crowds abroad, had returned alone; she had left
-Constance in charge of Mr. Povey. Coming into her house by the
-shop and showroom, she had first noted the phenomenon of the pail
---proof of her theory of Maggie's incurable untidiness.
-
-"Been to see the elephant, I reckon!" said Mr. Critchlow, in
-fierce sarcasm, as he recognized Mrs. Baines's voice.
-
-Sophia leaped towards the door, as though to bar her mother's
-entrance. But Mrs. Baines was already opening the door.
-
-"Well, my pet--" she was beginning cheerfully.
-
-Mr. Critchlow confronted her. And he had no more pity for the wife
-than for the daughter. He was furiously angry because his precious
-property had been irretrievably damaged by the momentary
-carelessness of a silly girl. Yes, John Baines was his property,
-his dearest toy! He was convinced that he alone had kept John
-Baines alive for fourteen years, that he alone had fully
-understood the case and sympathized with the sufferer, that none
-but he had been capable of displaying ordinary common sense in the
-sick-room. He had learned to regard John Baines as, in some sort,
-his creation. And now, with their stupidity, their neglect, their
-elephants, between them they had done for John Baines. He had
-always known it would come to that, and it had come to that.
-
-"She let him fall out o' bed, and ye're a widow now, missis!" he
-announced with a virulence hardly conceivable. His angular
-features and dark eyes expressed a murderous hate for every woman
-named Baines.
-
-"Mother!" cried Sophia, "I only ran down into the shop to--to--"
-
-She seized her mother's arm in frenzied agony.
-
-"My child!" said Mrs. Baines, rising miraculously to the situation
-with a calm benevolence of tone and gesture that remained for ever
-sublime in the stormy heart of Sophia, "do not hold me." With
-infinite gentleness she loosed herself from those clasping hands.
-"Have you sent for the doctor?" she questioned Mr. Critchlow.
-
-The fate of her husband presented no mysteries to Mrs. Baines.
-Everybody had been warned a thousand times of the danger of
-leaving the paralytic, whose life depended on his position, and
-whose fidgetiness was thereby a constant menace of death to him.
-For five thousand nights she had wakened infallibly every time he
-stirred, and rearranged him by the flicker of a little oil lamp.
-But Sophia, unhappy creature, had merely left him. That was all.
-
-Mr. Critchlow and the widow gazed, helplessly waiting, at the
-pitiable corpse, of which the salient part was the white beard.
-They knew not that they were gazing at a vanished era. John Baines
-had belonged to the past, to the age when men really did think of
-their souls, when orators by phrases could move crowds to fury or
-to pity, when no one had learnt to hurry, when Demos was only
-turning in his sleep, when the sole beauty of life resided in its
-inflexible and slow dignity, when hell really had no bottom, and a
-gilt-clasped Bible really was the secret of England's greatness.
-Mid-Victorian England lay on that mahogany bed. Ideals had passed
-away with John Baines. It is thus that ideals die; not in the
-conventional pageantry of honoured death, but sorrily, ignobly,
-while one's head is turned--
-
-And Mr. Povey and Constance, very self-conscious, went and saw the
-dead elephant, and came back; and at the corner of King Street,
-Constance exclaimed brightly--
-
-"Why! who's gone out and left the side-door open?"
-
-For the doctor had at length arrived, and Maggie, in showing him
-upstairs with pious haste, had forgotten to shut the door.
-
-And they took advantage of the side-door, rather guiltily, to
-avoid the eyes of the shop. They feared that in the parlour they
-would be the centre of a curiosity half ironical and half
-reproving; for had they not accomplished an escapade? So they
-walked slowly.
-
-The real murderer was having his dinner in the commercial room up
-at the Tiger, opposite the Town Hall.
-
-IV
-
-Several shutters were put up in the windows of the shop, to
-indicate a death, and the news instantly became known in trading
-circles throughout the town. Many people simultaneously remarked
-upon the coincidence that Mr. Baines should have died while there
-was a show of mourning goods in his establishment. This
-coincidence was regarded as extremely sinister, and it was
-apparently felt that, for the sake of the mind's peace, one ought
-not to inquire into such things too closely. From the moment of
-putting up the prescribed shutters, John Baines and his funeral
-began to acquire importance in Bursley, and their importance grew
-rapidly almost from hour to hour. The wakes continued as usual,
-except that the Chief Constable, upon representations being made
-to him by Mr. Critchlow and other citizens, descended upon St.
-Luke's Square and forbade the activities of Wombwell's orchestra.
-Wombwell and the Chief Constable differed as to the justice of the
-decree, but every well-minded person praised the Chief Constable,
-and he himself considered that he had enhanced the town's
-reputation for a decent propriety. It was noticed, too, not
-without a shiver of the uncanny, that that night the lions and
-tigers behaved like lambs, whereas on the previous night they had
-roared the whole Square out of its sleep.
-
-The Chief Constable was not the only individual enlisted by Mr.
-Critchlow in the service of his friend's fame. Mr. Critchlow spent
-hours in recalling the principal citizens to a due sense of John
-Baines's past greatness. He was determined that his treasured toy
-should vanish underground with due pomp, and he left nothing
-undone to that end. He went over to Hanbridge on the still
-wonderful horse-car, and saw the editor-proprietor of the
-Staffordshire Signal (then a two-penny weekly with no thought of
-Football editions), and on the very day of the funeral the Signal
-came out with a long and eloquent biography of John Baines. This
-biography, giving details of his public life, definitely restored
-him to his legitimate position in the civic memory as an ex-chief
-bailiff, an ex-chairman of the Burial Board, and of the Five Towns
-Association for the Advancement of Useful Knowledge, and also as a
-"prime mover" in the local Turnpike Act, in the negotiations for
-the new Town Hall, and in the Corinthian facade of the Wesleyan
-Chapel; it narrated the anecdote of his courageous speech from the
-portico of the Shambles during the riots of 1848, and it did not
-omit a eulogy of his steady adherence to the wise old English
-maxims of commerce and his avoidance of dangerous modern methods.
-Even in the sixties the modern had reared its shameless head. The
-panegyric closed with an appreciation of the dead man's fortitude
-in the terrible affliction with which a divine providence had seen
-fit to try him; and finally the Signal uttered its absolute
-conviction that his native town would raise a cenotaph to his
-honour. Mr. Critchlow, being unfamiliar with the word "cenotaph,"
-consulted Worcester's Dictionary, and when he found that it meant
-"a sepulchral monument to one who is buried elsewhere," he was as
-pleased with the Signal's language as with the idea, and decided
-that a cenotaph should come to pass.
-
-The house and shop were transformed into a hive of preparation for
-the funeral. All was changed. Mr. Povey kindly slept for three
-nights on the parlour sofa, in order that Mrs. Baines might have
-his room. The funeral grew into an obsession, for multitudinous
-things had to be performed and done sumptuously and in strict
-accordance with precedent. There were the family mourning, the
-funeral repast, the choice of the text on the memorial card, the
-composition of the legend on the coffin, the legal arrangements,
-the letters to relations, the selection of guests, and the
-questions of bell-ringing, hearse, plumes, number of horses, and
-grave-digging. Nobody had leisure for the indulgence of grief
-except Aunt Maria, who, after she had helped in the laying-out,
-simply sat down and bemoaned unceasingly for hours her absence on
-the fatal morning. "If I hadn't been so fixed on polishing my
-candle-sticks," she weepingly repeated, "he mit ha' been alive and
-well now." Not that Aunt Maria had been informed of the precise
-circumstances of the death; she was not clearly aware that Mr.
-Baines had died through a piece of neglect. But, like Mr.
-Critchlow, she was convinced that there had been only one person
-in the world truly capable of nursing Mr. Baines. Beyond the
-family, no one save Mr. Critchlow and Dr. Harrop knew just how the
-martyr had finished his career. Dr. Harrop, having been asked
-bluntly if an inquest would be necessary, had reflected a moment
-and had then replied: "No." And he added, "Least said soonest
-mended--mark me!" They had marked him. He was commonsense in
-breeches.
-
-As for Aunt Maria, she was sent about her snivelling business by
-Aunt Harriet. The arrival in the house of this genuine aunt from
-Axe, of this majestic and enormous widow whom even the imperial
-Mrs. Baines regarded with a certain awe, set a seal of ultimate
-solemnity on the whole event. In Mr. Povey's bedroom Mrs. Baines
-fell like a child into Aunt Harriet's arms and sobbed:
-
-"If it had been anything else but that elephant!"
-
-Such was Mrs. Baines's sole weakness from first to last.
-
-Aunt Harriet was an exhaustless fountain of authority upon every
-detail concerning interments. And, to a series of questions ending
-with the word "sister," and answers ending with the word "sister,"
-the prodigious travail incident to the funeral was gradually and
-successfully accomplished. Dress and the repast exceeded all other
-matters in complexity and difficulty. But on the morning of the
-funeral Aunt Harriet had the satisfaction of beholding her younger
-sister the centre of a tremendous cocoon of crape, whose slightest
-pleat was perfect. Aunt Harriet seemed to welcome her then, like a
-veteran, formally into the august army of relicts. As they stood
-side by side surveying the special table which was being laid in
-the showroom for the repast, it appeared inconceivable that they
-had reposed together in Mr. Povey's limited bed. They descended
-from the showroom to the kitchen, where the last delicate dishes
-were inspected. The shop was, of course, closed for the day, but
-Mr. Povey was busy there, and in Aunt Harriet's all-seeing glance
-he came next after the dishes. She rose from the kitchen to speak
-with him.
-
-"You've got your boxes of gloves all ready?" she questioned him.
-
-"Yes, Mrs. Maddack."
-
-"You'll not forget to have a measure handy?"
-
-"No, Mrs. Maddack."
-
-"You'll find you'll want more of seven-and-three-quarters and
-eights than anything."
-
-"Yes. I have allowed for that."
-
-"If you place yourself behind the side-door and put your boxes on
-the harmonium, you'll be able to catch every one as they come in."
-
-"That is what I had thought of, Mrs. Maddack."
-
-She went upstairs. Mrs. Baines had reached the showroom again, and
-was smoothing out creases in the white damask cloth and arranging
-glass dishes of jam at equal distances from each other.
-
-"Come, sister," said Mrs. Maddack. "A last look."
-
-And they passed into the mortuary bedroom to gaze at Mr. Baines
-before he should be everlastingly nailed down. In death he had
-recovered some of his earlier dignity; but even so he was a
-startling sight. The two widows bent over him, one on either side,
-and gravely stared at that twisted, worn white face all neatly
-tucked up in linen.
-
-"I shall fetch Constance and Sophia," said Mrs. Maddack, with
-tears in her voice. "Do you go into the drawing-room, sister."
-
-But Mrs. Maddack only succeeded in fetching Constance.
-
-Then there was the sound of wheels in King Street. The long rite
-of the funeral was about to begin. Every guest, after having been
-measured and presented with a pair of the finest black kid gloves
-by Mr. Povey, had to mount the crooked stairs and gaze upon the
-carcase of John Baines, going afterwards to the drawing-room to
-condole briefly with the widow. And every guest, while conscious
-of the enormity of so thinking, thought what an excellent thing it
-was that John Baines should be at last dead and gone. The tramping
-on the stairs was continual, and finally Mr. Baines himself went
-downstairs, bumping against corners, and led a cortege of twenty
-vehicles.
-
-The funeral tea was not over at seven o'clock, five hours after
-the commencement of the rite. It was a gigantic and faultless
-meal, worthy of John Baines's distant past. Only two persons were
-absent from it--John Baines and Sophia. The emptiness of Sophia's
-chair was much noticed; Mrs. Maddack explained that Sophia was
-very high-strung and could not trust herself. Great efforts were
-put forth by the company to be lugubrious and inconsolable, but
-the secret relief resulting from the death would not be entirely
-hidden. The vast pretence of acute sorrow could not stand intact
-against that secret relief and the lavish richness of the food.
-
-To the offending of sundry important relatives from a distance,
-Mr. Critchlow informally presided over that assemblage of grave
-men in high stocks and crinolined women. He had closed his shop,
-which had never before been closed on a weekday, and he had a
-great deal to say about this extraordinary closure. It was due as
-much to the elephant as to the funeral. The elephant had become a
-victim to the craze for souvenirs. Already in the night his tusks
-had been stolen; then his feet disappeared for umbrella-stands,
-and most of his flesh had departed in little hunks. Everybody in
-Bursley had resolved to participate in the elephant. One
-consequence was that all the chemists' shops in the town were
-assaulted by strings of boys. 'Please a pennorth o' alum to tak'
-smell out o' a bit o' elephant.' Mr. Critchlow hated boys.
-
-"'I'll alum ye!' says I, and I did. I alummed him out o' my shop
-with a pestle. If there'd been one there'd been twenty between
-opening and nine o'clock. 'George,' I says to my apprentice, 'shut
-shop up. My old friend John Baines is going to his long home to-
-day, and I'll close. I've had enough o' alum for one day.'"
-
-The elephant fed the conversation until after the second relay of
-hot muffins. When Mr. Critchlow had eaten to his capacity, he took
-the Signal importantly from his pocket, posed his spectacles, and
-read the obituary all through in slow, impressive accents. Before
-he reached the end Mrs. Baines began to perceive that familiarity
-had blinded her to the heroic qualities of her late husband. The
-fourteen years of ceaseless care were quite genuinely forgotten,
-and she saw him in his strength and in his glory. When Mr.
-Critchlow arrived at the eulogy of the husband and father, Mrs.
-Baines rose and left the showroom. The guests looked at each other
-in sympathy for her. Mr. Critchlow shot a glance at her over his
-spectacles and continued steadily reading. After he had finished
-he approached the question of the cenotaph.
-
-Mrs. Baines, driven from the banquet by her feelings, went into
-the drawing-room. Sophia was there, and Sophia, seeing tears in
-her mother's eyes, gave a sob, and flung herself bodily against
-her mother, clutching her, and hiding her face in that broad
-crape, which abraded her soft skin.
-
-"Mother," she wept passionately, "I want to leave the school now.
-I want to please you. I'll do anything in the world to please you.
-I'll go into the shop if you'd like me to!" Her voice lost itself
-in tears.
-
-"Calm yourself, my pet," said Mrs. Baines, tenderly, caressing
-her. It was a triumph for the mother in the very hour when she
-needed a triumph.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-THE TRAVELLER
-
-I
-
-
-'Equisite, 1s. 11d.'
-
-These singular signs were being painted in shiny black on an
-unrectangular parallelogram of white cardboard by Constance one
-evening in the parlour. She was seated, with her left side to the
-fire and to the fizzing gas, at the dining-table, which was
-covered with a checked cloth in red and white. Her dress was of
-dark crimson; she wore a cameo brooch and a gold chain round her
-neck; over her shoulders was thrown a white knitted shawl, for the
-weather was extremely cold, the English climate being much more
-serious and downright at that day than it is now. She bent low to
-the task, holding her head slightly askew, putting the tip of her
-tongue between her lips, and expending all the energy of her soul
-and body in an intense effort to do what she was doing as well as
-it could be done.
-
-"Splendid!" said Mr. Povey.
-
-Mr. Povey was fronting her at the table; he had his elbows on the
-table, and watched her carefully, with the breathless and divine
-anxiety of a dreamer who is witnessing the realization of his
-dream. And Constance, without moving any part of her frame except
-her head, looked up at him and smiled for a moment, and he could
-see her delicious little nostrils at the end of her snub nose.
-
-Those two, without knowing or guessing it, were making history--
-the history of commerce. They had no suspicion that they were the
-forces of the future insidiously at work to destroy what the
-forces of the past had created, but such was the case. They were
-conscious merely of a desire to do their duty in the shop and to
-the shop; probably it had not even occurred to them that this
-desire, which each stimulated in the breast of the other, had
-assumed the dimensions of a passion. It was ageing Mr. Povey, and
-it had made of Constance a young lady tremendously industrious and
-preoccupied.
-
-Mr. Povey had recently been giving attention to the question of
-tickets. It is not too much to say that Mr. Povey, to whom heaven
-had granted a minimum share of imagination, had nevertheless
-discovered his little parcel of imagination in the recesses of
-being, and brought it effectively to bear on tickets. Tickets ran
-in conventional grooves. There were heavy oblong tickets for
-flannels, shirting, and other stuffs in the piece; there were
-smaller and lighter tickets for intermediate goods; and there were
-diamond-shaped tickets (containing nothing but the price) for
-bonnets, gloves, and flimflams generally. The legends on the
-tickets gave no sort of original invention. The words 'lasting,'
-'durable,' 'unshrinkable,' 'latest,' 'cheap,' 'stylish,'
-'novelty,' 'choice' (as an adjective), 'new,' and 'tasteful,'
-exhausted the entire vocabulary of tickets. Now Mr. Povey attached
-importance to tickets, and since he was acknowledged to be the
-best window-dresser in Bursley, his views were entitled to
-respect. He dreamed of other tickets, in original shapes, with
-original legends. In brief, he achieved, in regard to tickets, the
-rare feat of ridding himself of preconceived notions, and of
-approaching a subject with fresh, virginal eyes. When he indicated
-the nature of his wishes to Mr. Chawner, the wholesale stationer
-who supplied all the Five Towns with shop-tickets, Mr. Chawner
-grew uneasy and worried; Mr. Chawner was indeed shocked. For Mr.
-Chawner there had always been certain well-defined genera of
-tickets, and he could not conceive the existence of other genera.
-When Mr. Povey suggested circular tickets--tickets with a blue and
-a red line round them, tickets with legends such as
-'unsurpassable,' 'very dainty,' or 'please note,' Mr. Chawner
-hummed and hawed, and finally stated that it would be impossible
-to manufacture these preposterous tickets, these tickets which
-would outrage the decency of trade.
-
-If Mr. Povey had not happened to be an exceedingly obstinate man,
-he might have been defeated by the crass Toryism of Mr. Chawner.
-But Mr. Povey was obstinate, and he had resources of ingenuity
-which Mr. Chawner little suspected. The great, tramping march of
-progress was not to be impeded by Mr. Chawner. Mr. Povey began to
-make his own tickets. At first he suffered as all reformers and
-inventors suffer. He used the internal surface of collar-boxes and
-ordinary ink and pens, and the result was such as to give
-customers the idea that Baineses were too poor or too mean to buy
-tickets like other shops. For bought tickets had an ivory-tinted
-gloss, and the ink was black and glossy, and the edges were very
-straight and did not show yellow between two layers of white.
-Whereas Mr. Povey's tickets were of a bluish-white, without gloss;
-the ink was neither black nor shiny, and the edges were
-amateurishly rough: the tickets had an unmistakable air of having
-been 'made out of something else'; moreover, the lettering had not
-the free, dashing style of Mr. Chawner's tickets.
-
-And did Mrs. Baines encourage him in his single-minded enterprise
-on behalf of HER business? Not a bit! Mrs. Baines's attitude, when
-not disdainful, was inimical! So curious is human nature, so blind
-is man to his own advantage! Life was very complex for Mr. Povey.
-It might have been less complex had Bristol board and Chinese ink
-been less expensive; with these materials he could have achieved
-marvels to silence all prejudice and stupidity; but they were too
-costly. Still, he persevered, and Constance morally supported him;
-he drew his inspiration and his courage from Constance. Instead of
-the internal surface of collar-boxes, he tried the external
-surface, which was at any rate shiny. But the ink would not 'take'
-on it. He made as many experiments as Edison was to make, and as
-many failures. Then Constance was visited by a notion for mixing
-sugar with ink. Simple, innocent creature--why should providence
-have chosen her to be the vessel of such a sublime notion?
-Puzzling enigma, which, however, did not exercise Mr. Povey! He
-found it quite natural that she should save him. Save him she did.
-Sugar and ink would 'take' on anything, and it shone like a
-'patent leather' boot. Further, Constance developed a 'hand' for
-lettering which outdid Mr. Povey's. Between them they manufactured
-tickets by the dozen and by the score--tickets which, while
-possessing nearly all the smartness and finish of Mr. Chawner's
-tickets, were much superior to these in originality and
-strikingness. Constance and Mr. Povey were delighted and
-fascinated by them. As for Mrs. Baines, she said little, but the
-modern spirit was too elated by its success to care whether she
-said little or much. And every few days Mr. Povey thought of some
-new and wonderful word to put on a ticket.
-
-His last miracle was the word 'exquisite.' 'Exquisite,' pinned on
-a piece of broad tartan ribbon, appeared to Constance and Mr.
-Povey as the finality of appropriateness. A climax worthy to close
-the year! Mr. Povey had cut the card and sketched the word and
-figures in pencil, and Constance was doing her executive portion
-of the undertaking. They were very happy, very absorbed, in this
-strictly business matter. The clock showed five minutes past ten.
-Stern duty, a pure desire for the prosperity of the shop, had kept
-them at hard labour since before eight o'clock that morning!
-
-The stairs-door opened, and Mrs. Baines appeared, in bonnet and
-furs and gloves, all clad for going out. She had abandoned the
-cocoon of crape, but still wore weeds. She was stouter than ever.
-
-"What!" she cried. "Not ready! Now really!"
-
-"Oh, mother! How you made me jump!" Constance protested. "What
-time is it? It surely isn't time to go yet!"
-
-"Look at the clock!" said Mrs. Baines, drily.
-
-"Well, I never!" Constance murmured, confused.
-
-"Come, put your things together, and don't keep me waiting," said
-Mrs. Baines, going past the table to the window, and lifting the
-blind to peep out. "Still snowing," she observed. "Oh, the band's
-going away at last! I wonder how they can play at all in this
-weather. By the way, what was that tune they gave us just now? I
-couldn't make out whether it was 'Redhead,' or--"
-
-"Band?" questioned Constance--the simpleton!
-
-Neither she nor Mr. Povey had heard the strains of the Bursley
-Town Silver Prize Band which had been enlivening the season
-according to its usual custom. These two practical, duteous,
-commonsense young and youngish persons had been so absorbed in
-their efforts for the welfare of the shop that they had positively
-not only forgotten the time, but had also failed to notice the
-band! But if Constance had had her wits about her she would at
-least have pretended that she had heard it.
-
-"What's this?" asked Mrs. Baines, bringing her vast form to the
-table and picking up a ticket.
-
-Mr. Povey said nothing. Constance said: "Mr. Povey thought of it
-to-day. Don't you think it's very good, mother?"
-
-"I'm afraid I don't," Mrs. Baines coldly replied.
-
-She had mildly objected already to certain words; but 'exquisite'
-seemed to her silly; it seemed out of place; she considered that
-it would merely bring ridicule on her shop. 'Exquisite' written
-upon a window-ticket! No! What would John Baines have thought of
-'exquisite'?
-
-"'Exquisite!'" She repeated the word with a sarcastic inflection,
-putting the accent, as every one put it, on the second syllable.
-"I don't think that will quite do."
-
-"But why not, mother?"
-
-"It's not suitable, my dear."
-
-She dropped the ticket from her gloved hand. Mr. Povey had darkly
-flashed. Though he spoke little, he was as sensitive as he was
-obstinate. On this occasion he said nothing. He expressed his
-feelings by seizing the ticket and throwing it into the fire.
-
-The situation was extremely delicate. Priceless employes like Mr.
-Povey cannot be treated as machines, and Mrs. Baines of course
-instantly saw that tact was needed.
-
-"Go along to my bedroom and get ready, my pet," said she to
-Constance. "Sophia is there. There's a good fire. I must just
-speak to Maggie." She tactfully left the room.
-
-Mr. Povey glanced at the fire and the curling red remains of the
-ticket. Trade was bad; owing to weather and war, destitution was
-abroad; and he had been doing his utmost for the welfare of the
-shop; and here was the reward!
-
-Constance's eyes were full of tears. "Never mind!" she murmured,
-and went upstairs.
-
-It was all over in a moment.
-
-II
-
-In the Wesleyan Methodist Chapel on Duck Bank there was a full and
-influential congregation. For in those days influential people
-were not merely content to live in the town where their fathers
-had lived, without dreaming of country residences and smokeless
-air--they were content also to believe what their fathers had
-believed about the beginning and the end of all. There was no such
-thing as the unknowable in those days. The eternal mysteries were
-as simple as an addition sum; a child could tell you with absolute
-certainty where you would be and what you would be doing a million
-years hence, and exactly what God thought of you. Accordingly,
-every one being of the same mind, every one met on certain
-occasions in certain places in order to express the universal
-mind. And in the Wesleyan Methodist Chapel, for example, instead
-of a sparse handful of persons disturbingly conscious of being in
-a minority, as now, a magnificent and proud majority had
-collected, deeply aware of its rightness and its correctness.
-
-And the minister, backed by minor ministers, knelt and covered his
-face in the superb mahogany rostrum; and behind him, in what was
-then still called the 'orchestra' (though no musical instruments
-except the grand organ had sounded in it for decades), the choir
-knelt and covered their faces; and all around in the richly
-painted gallery and on the ground-floor, multitudinous rows of
-people, in easy circumstances of body and soul, knelt in high pews
-and covered their faces. And there floated before them, in the
-intense and prolonged silence, the clear vision of Jehovah on a
-throne, a God of sixty or so with a moustache and a beard, and a
-non-committal expression which declined to say whether or not he
-would require more bloodshed; and this God, destitute of pinions,
-was surrounded by white-winged creatures that wafted themselves to
-and fro while chanting; and afar off was an obscene monstrosity,
-with cloven hoofs and a tail very dangerous and rude and
-interfering, who could exist comfortably in the middle of a coal-
-fire, and who took a malignant and exhaustless pleasure in coaxing
-you by false pretences into the same fire; but of course you had
-too much sense to swallow his wicked absurdities. Once a year, for
-ten minutes by the clock, you knelt thus, in mass, and by
-meditation convinced yourself that you had too much sense to
-swallow his wicked absurdities. And the hour was very solemn, the
-most solemn of all the hours.
-
-Strange that immortal souls should be found with the temerity to
-reflect upon mundane affairs in that hour! Yet there were
-undoubtedly such in the congregation; there were perhaps many to
-whom the vision, if clear, was spasmodic and fleeting. And among
-them the inhabitants of the Baines family pew! Who would have
-supposed that Mr. Povey, a recent convert from Primitive Methodism
-in King Street to Wesleyan Methodism on Duck Bank, was dwelling
-upon window-tickets and the injustice of women, instead of upon
-his relations with Jehovah and the tailed one? Who would have
-supposed that the gentle-eyed Constance, pattern of daughters, was
-risking her eternal welfare by smiling at the tailed one, who,
-concealing his tail, had assumed the image of Mr. Povey? Who would
-have supposed that Mrs. Baines, instead of resolving that Jehovah
-and not the tailed one should have ultimate rule over her, was
-resolving that she and not Mr. Povey should have ultimate rule
-over her house and shop? It was a pew-ful that belied its highly
-satisfactory appearance. (And possibly there were other pew-fuls
-equally deceptive.)
-
-Sophia alone, in the corner next to the wall, with her beautiful
-stern face pressed convulsively against her hands, was truly busy
-with immortal things. Turbulent heart, the violence of her
-spiritual life had made her older! Never was a passionate, proud
-girl in a harder case than Sophia! In the splendour of her remorse
-for a fatal forgetfulness, she had renounced that which she loved
-and thrown herself into that which she loathed. It was her nature
-so to do. She had done it haughtily, and not with kindness, but
-she had done it with the whole force of her will. Constance had
-been compelled to yield up to her the millinery department, for
-Sophia's fingers had a gift of manipulating ribbons and feathers
-that was beyond Constance. Sophia had accomplished miracles in the
-millinery. Yes, and she would be utterly polite to customers; but
-afterwards, when the customers were gone, let mothers, sisters,
-and Mr. Poveys beware of her fiery darts!
-
-But why, when nearly three months had elapsed after her father's
-death, had she spent more and more time in the shop, secretly
-aflame with expectancy? Why, when one day a strange traveller
-entered the shop and announced himself the new representative of
-Birkinshaws--why had her very soul died away within her and an
-awful sickness seized her? She knew then that she had been her own
-deceiver. She recognized and admitted, abasing herself lower than
-the lowest, that her motive in leaving Miss Chetwynd's and joining
-the shop had been, at the best, very mixed, very impure. Engaged
-at Miss Chetwynd's, she might easily have never set eyes on Gerald
-Scales again. Employed in the shop, she could not fail to meet
-him. In this light was to be seen the true complexion of the
-splendour of her remorse. A terrible thought for her! And she
-could not dismiss it. It contaminated her existence, this thought!
-And she could confide in no one. She was incapable of showing a
-wound. Quarter had succeeded quarter, and Gerald Scales was no
-more heard of. She had sacrificed her life for worse than nothing.
-She had made her own tragedy. She had killed her father, cheated
-and shamed herself with a remorse horribly spurious, exchanged
-content for misery and pride for humiliation--and with it all,
-Gerald Scales had vanished! She was ruined.
-
-She took to religion, and her conscientious Christian virtues,
-practised with stern inclemency, were the canker of the family.
-Thus a year and a half had passed.
-
-And then, on this last day of the year, the second year of her
-shame and of her heart's widowhood, Mr. Scales had reappeared. She
-had gone casually into the shop and found him talking to her
-mother and Mr. Povey. He had come back to the provincial round and
-to her. She shook his hand and fled, because she could not have
-stayed. None had noticed her agitation, for she had held her body
-as in a vice. She knew the reason neither of his absence nor of
-his return. She knew nothing. And not a word had been said at
-meals. And the day had gone and the night come; and now she was in
-chapel, with Constance by her side and Gerald Scales in her soul!
-Happy beyond previous conception of happiness! Wretched beyond an
-unutterable woe! And none knew! What was she to pray for? To what
-purpose and end ought she to steel herself? Ought she to hope, or
-ought she to despair? "O God, help me!" she kept whispering to
-Jehovah whenever the heavenly vision shone through the wrack of
-her meditation. "O God, help me!" She had a conscience that, when
-it was in the mood for severity, could be unspeakably cruel to
-her.
-
-And whenever she looked, with dry, hot eyes, through her gloved
-fingers, she saw in front of her on the wall a marble tablet
-inscribed in gilt letters, the cenotaph! She knew all the lines by
-heart, in their spacious grandiloquence; lines such as:
-
-EVER READY WITH HIS TONGUE HIS PEN AND HIS PURSE TO HELP THE
-CHURCH OF HIS FATHERS IN HER HE LIVED AND IN HER HE DIED
-CHERISHING A DEEP AND ARDENT AFFECTION FOR HIS BELOVED FAITH AND
-CREED.
-
-And again:
-
-HIS SYMPATHIES EXTENDED BEYOND HIS OWN COMMUNITY HE WAS ALWAYS TO
-THE FORE IN GOOD WORKS AND HE SERVED THE CIRCUIT THE TOWN AND THE
-DISTRICT WITH GREAT ACCEPTANCE AND USEFULNESS.
-
-Thus had Mr. Critchlow's vanity been duly appeased.
-
-As the minutes sped in the breathing silence of the chapel the
-emotional tension grew tighter; worshippers sighed heavily, or
-called upon Jehovah for a sign, or merely coughed an invocation.
-And then at last the clock in the middle of the balcony gave forth
-the single stroke to which it was limited; the ministers rose, and
-the congregation after them; and everybody smiled as though it was
-the millennium, and not simply the new year, that had set in.
-Then, faintly, through walls and shut windows, came the sound of
-bells and of steam syrens and whistles. The superintendent
-minister opened his hymn-book, and the hymn was sung which had
-been sung in Wesleyan Chapels on New Year's morn since the era of
-John Wesley himself. The organ finished with a clanguor of all its
-pipes; the minister had a few last words with Jehovah, and nothing
-was left to do except to persevere in well-doing. The people
-leaned towards each other across the high backs of the pews.
-
-"A happy New Year!"
-
-"Eh, thank ye! The same to you!"
-
-"Another Watch Night service over!"
-
-"Eh, yes!" And a sigh.
-
-Then the aisles were suddenly crowded, and there was a good-
-humoured, optimistic pushing towards the door. In the Corinthian
-porch occurred a great putting-on of cloaks, ulsters, goloshes,
-and even pattens, and a great putting-up of umbrellas. And the
-congregation went out into the whirling snow, dividing into
-several black, silent-footed processions, down Trafalgar Road, up
-towards the playground, along the market-place, and across Duck
-Square in the direction of St. Luke's Square.
-
-Mr. Povey was between Mrs. Baines and Constance.
-
-"You must take my arm, my pet," said Mrs. Baines to Sophia.
-
-Then Mr. Povey and Constance waded on in front through the drifts.
-Sophia balanced that enormous swaying mass, her mother. Owing to
-their hoops, she had much difficulty in keeping close to her. Mrs.
-Baines laughed with the complacent ease of obesity, yet a fall
-would have been almost irremediable for her; and so Sophia had to
-laugh too. But, though she laughed, God had not helped her. She
-did not know where she was going, nor what might happen to her
-next.
-
-"Why, bless us!" exclaimed Mrs. Baines, as they turned the corner
-into King Street. "There's some one sitting on our door-step!"
-
-There was: a figure swathed in an ulster, a maud over the ulster,
-and a high hat on the top of all. It could not have been there
-very long, because it was only speckled with snow. Mr. Povey
-plunged forward.
-
-"It's Mr. Scales, of all people!" said Mr. Povey.
-
-"Mr. Scales!" cried Mrs. Baines.
-
-And, "Mr. Scales!" murmured Sophia, terribly afraid.
-
-Perhaps she was afraid of miracles. Mr. Scales sitting on her
-mother's doorstep in the middle of the snowy night had assuredly
-the air of a miracle, of something dreamed in a dream, of
-something pathetically and impossibly appropriate--'pat,' as they
-say in the Five Towns. But he was a tangible fact there. And years
-afterwards, in the light of further knowledge of Mr. Scales,
-Sophia came to regard his being on the doorstep as the most
-natural and characteristic thing in the world. Real miracles never
-seem to be miracles, and that which at the first blush resembles
-one usually proves to be an instance of the extremely prosaic.
-
-III
-
-"Is that you, Mrs. Baines?" asked Gerald Scales, in a half-witted
-voice, looking up, and then getting to his feet. "Is this your
-house? So it is! Well, I'd no idea I was sitting on your
-doorstep."
-
-He smiled timidly, nay, sheepishly, while the women and Mr. Povey
-surrounded him with their astonished faces under the light of the
-gas-lamp. Certainly he was very pale.
-
-"But whatever is the matter, Mr. Scales?" Mrs. Baines demanded in
-an anxious tone. "Are you ill? Have you been suddenly--"
-
-"Oh no," said the young man lightly. "It's nothing. Only I was set
-on just now, down there,"--he pointed to the depths of King
-Street.
-
-"Set on!" Mrs. Baines repeated, alarmed.
-
-"That makes the fourth case in a week, that we KNOW of!" said Mr.
-Povey. "It really is becoming a scandal."
-
-The fact was that, owing to depression of trade, lack of
-employment, and rigorous weather, public security in the Five
-Towns was at that period not as perfect as it ought to have been.
-In the stress of hunger the lower classes were forgetting their
-manners--and this in spite of the altruistic and noble efforts of
-their social superiors to relieve the destitution due, of course,
-to short-sighted improvidence. When (the social superiors were
-asking in despair) will the lower classes learn to put by for a
-rainy day? (They might have said a snowy and a frosty day.) It was
-'really too bad' of the lower classes, when everything that could
-be done was being done for them, to kill, or even attempt to kill,
-the goose that lays the golden eggs! And especially in a
-respectable town! What, indeed, were things coming to? Well, here
-was Mr. Gerald Scales, gentleman from Manchester, a witness and
-victim to the deplorable moral condition of the Five Towns. What
-would he think of the Five Towns? The evil and the danger had been
-a topic of discussion in the shop for a week past, and now it was
-brought home to them.
-
-"I hope you weren't--" said Mrs. Baines, apologetically and
-sympathetically.
-
-"Oh no!" Mr. Scales interrupted her quite gaily. "I managed to
-beat them off. Only my elbow--"
-
-Meanwhile it was continuing to snow.
-
-"Do come in!" said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"I couldn't think of troubling you," said Mr. Scales. "I'm all
-right now, and I can find my way to the Tiger."
-
-"You must come in, if it's only for a minute," said Mrs. Baines,
-with decision. She had to think of the honour of the town.
-
-"You're very kind," said Mr. Scales.
-
-The door was suddenly opened from within, and Maggie surveyed them
-from the height of the two steps.
-
-"A happy New Year, mum, to all of you."
-
-"Thank you, Maggie," said Mrs. Baines, and primly added:
-
-"The same to you!" And in her own mind she said that Maggie could
-best prove her desire for a happy new year by contriving in future
-not to 'scamp her corners,' and not to break so much crockery.
-
-Sophia, scarce knowing what she did, mounted the steps.
-
-"Mr. Scales ought to let our New Year in, my pet," Mrs. Baines
-stopped her.
-
-"Oh, of course, mother!" Sophia concurred with, a gasp, springing
-back nervously.
-
-Mr. Scales raised his hat, and duly let the new year, and much
-snow, into the Baines parlour. And there was a vast deal of
-stamping of feet, agitating of umbrellas, and shaking of cloaks
-and ulsters on the doormat in the corner by the harmonium. And
-Maggie took away an armful of everything snowy, including
-goloshes, and received instructions to boil milk and to bring
-'mince.' Mr. Povey said "B-r-r-r!" and shut the door (which was
-bordered with felt to stop ventilation); Mrs. Baines turned up the
-gas till it sang, and told Sophia to poke the fire, and actually
-told Constance to light the second gas.
-
-Excitement prevailed.
-
-The placidity of existence had been agreeably disturbed (yes,
-agreeably, in spite of horror at the attack on Mr. Scales's elbow)
-by an adventure. Moreover, Mr. Scales proved to be in evening-
-dress. And nobody had ever worn evening-dress in that house
-before.
-
-Sophia's blood was in her face, and it remained there, enhancing
-the vivid richness of her beauty. She was dizzy with a strange and
-disconcerting intoxication. She seemed to be in a world of
-unrealities and incredibilities. Her ears heard with
-indistinctness, and the edges of things and people had a prismatic
-colouring. She was in a state of ecstatic, unreasonable,
-inexplicable happiness. All her misery, doubts, despair, rancour,
-churlishness, had disappeared. She was as softly gentle as
-Constance. Her eyes were the eyes of a fawn, and her gestures
-delicious in their modest and sensitive grace. Constance was
-sitting on the sofa, and, after glancing about as if for shelter,
-she sat down on the sofa by Constance's side. She tried not to
-stare at Mr. Scales, but her gaze would not leave him. She was
-sure that he was the most perfect man in the world. A shortish
-man, perhaps, but a perfect. That such perfection could be was
-almost past her belief. He excelled all her dreams of the ideal
-man. His smile, his voice, his hand, his hair--never were such!
-Why, when he spoke--it was positively music! When he smiled--it
-was heaven! His smile, to Sophia, was one of those natural
-phenomena which are so lovely that they make you want to shed
-tears. There is no hyperbole in this description of Sophia's
-sensations, but rather an under-statement of them. She was utterly
-obsessed by the unique qualities of Mr. Scales. Nothing would have
-persuaded her that the peer of Mr. Scales existed among men, or
-could possibly exist. And it was her intense and profound
-conviction of his complete pre-eminence that gave him, as he sat
-there in the rocking-chair in her mother's parlour, that air of
-the unreal and the incredible.
-
-"I stayed in the town on purpose to go to a New Year's party at
-Mr. Lawton's," Mr. Scales was saying.
-
-"Ah! So you know Lawyer Lawton!" observed Mrs. Baines, impressed,
-for Lawyer Lawton did not consort with tradespeople. He was jolly
-with them, and he did their legal business for them, but he was
-not of them. His friends came from afar.
-
-"My people are old acquaintances of his," said Mr. Scales, sipping
-the milk which Maggie had brought.
-
-"Now, Mr. Scales, you must taste my mince. A happy month for every
-tart you eat, you know," Mrs. Baines reminded him.
-
-He bowed. "And it was as I was coming away from there that I got
-into difficulties." He laughed.
-
-Then he recounted the struggle, which had, however, been brief, as
-the assailants lacked pluck. He had slipped and fallen on his
-elbow on the kerb, and his elbow might have been broken, had not
-the snow been so thick. No, it did not hurt him now; doubtless a
-mere bruise. It was fortunate that the miscreants had not got the
-better of him, for he had in his pocket-book a considerable sum of
-money in notes--accounts paid! He had often thought what an
-excellent thing it would be if commercials could travel with dogs,
-particularly in winter. There was nothing like a dog.
-
-"You are fond of dogs?" asked Mr. Povey, who had always had a
-secret but impracticable ambition to keep a dog.
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Scales, turning now to Mr. Povey.
-
-"Keep one?" asked Mr. Povey, in a sporting tone.
-
-"I have a fox-terrier bitch," said Mr. Scales, "that took a first
-at Knutsford; but she's getting old now."
-
-The sexual epithet fell queerly on the room. Mr. Povey, being a
-man of the world, behaved as if nothing had happened; but Mrs.
-Baines's curls protested against this unnecessary coarseness.
-Constance pretended not to hear. Sophia did not understandingly
-hear. Mr. Scales had no suspicion that he was transgressing a
-convention by virtue of which dogs have no sex. Further, he had no
-suspicion of the local fame of Mrs. Baines's mince-tarts. He had
-already eaten more mince-tarts than he could enjoy, before
-beginning upon hers, and Mrs. Baines missed the enthusiasm to
-which she was habituated from consumers of her pastry.
-
-Mr. Povey, fascinated, proceeded in the direction of dogs, and it
-grew more and more evident that Mr. Scales, who went out to
-parties in evening dress, instead of going in respectable broad-
-cloth to watch-night services, who knew the great ones of the
-land, and who kept dogs of an inconvenient sex, was neither an
-ordinary commercial traveller nor the kind of man to which the
-Square was accustomed. He came from a different world.
-
-"Lawyer Lawton's party broke up early--at least I mean,
-considering--" Mrs. Baines hesitated.
-
-After a pause Mr. Scales replied, "Yes, I left immediately the
-clock struck twelve. I've a heavy day to-morrow--I mean to-day."
-
-It was not an hour for a prolonged visit, and in a few minutes Mr.
-Scales was ready again to depart. He admitted a certain feebleness
-('wankiness,' he playfully called it, being proud of his skill in
-the dialect), and a burning in his elbow; but otherwise he was
-quite well--thanks to Mrs. Baines's most kind hospitality ... He
-really didn't know how he came to be sitting on her doorstep. Mrs.
-Baines urged him, if he met a policeman on his road to the Tiger,
-to furnish all particulars about the attempted highway robbery,
-and he said he decidedly would.
-
-He took his leave with distinguished courtliness.
-
-"If I have a moment I shall run in to-morrow morning just to let
-you know I'm all right," said he, in the white street.
-
-"Oh, do!" said Constance. Constance's perfect innocence made her
-strangely forward at times.
-
-"A happy New Year and many of them!"
-
-"Thanks! Same to you! Don't get lost."
-
-"Straight up the Square and first on the right," called the
-commonsense of Mr. Povey.
-
-Nothing else remained to say, and the visitor disappeared silently
-in the whirling snow. "Brrr!" murmured Mr. Povey, shutting the
-door. Everybody felt: "What a funny ending of the old year!"
-
-"Sophia, my pet," Mrs. Baines began.
-
-But Sophia had vanished to bed.
-
-"Tell her about her new night-dress," said Mrs. Baines to
-Constance.
-
-"Yes, mother."
-
-"I don't know that I'm so set up with that young man, after all,"
-Mrs. Baines reflected aloud.
-
-"Oh, mother!" Constance protested. "I think he's just lovely."
-
-"He never looks you straight in the face," said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"Don't tell ME!" laughed Constance, kissing her mother good night.
-"You're only on your high horse because he didn't praise your
-mince. _I_ noticed it."
-
-IV
-
-"If anybody thinks I'm going to stand the cold in this showroom
-any longer, they're mistaken," said Sophia the next morning
-loudly, and in her mother's hearing. And she went down into the
-shop carrying bonnets.
-
-She pretended to be angry, but she was not. She felt, on the
-contrary, extremely joyous, and charitable to all the world.
-Usually she would take pains to keep out of the shop; usually she
-was preoccupied and stern. Hence her presence on the ground-floor,
-and her demeanour, excited interest among the three young lady
-assistants who sat sewing round the stove in the middle of the
-shop, sheltered by the great pile of shirtings and linseys that
-fronted the entrance.
-
-Sophia shared Constance's corner. They had hot bricks under their
-feet, and fine-knitted wraps on their shoulders. They would have
-been more comfortable near the stove, but greatness has its
-penalties. The weather was exceptionally severe. The windows were
-thickly frosted over, so that Mr. Povey's art in dressing them was
-quite wasted. And--rare phenomenon!--the doors of the shop were
-shut. In the ordinary way they were not merely open, but hidden by
-a display of 'cheap lines.' Mr. Povey, after consulting Mrs.
-Baines, had decided to close them, foregoing the customary
-display. Mr. Povey had also, in order to get a little warmth into
-his limbs, personally assisted two casual labourers to scrape the
-thick frozen snow off the pavement; and he wore his kid mittens.
-All these things together proved better than the evidence of
-barometers how the weather nipped.
-
-Mr. Scales came about ten o'clock. Instead of going to Mr. Povey's
-counter, he walked boldly to Constance's corner, and looked over
-the boxes, smiling and saluting. Both the girls candidly delighted
-in his visit. Both blushed; both laughed--without knowing why they
-laughed. Mr. Scales said he was just departing and had slipped in
-for a moment to thank all of them for their kindness of last
-night--'or rather this morning.' The girls laughed again at this
-witticism. Nothing could have been more simple than his speech.
-Yet it appeared to them magically attractive. A customer entered,
-a lady; one of the assistants rose from the neighbourhood of the
-stove, but the daughters of the house ignored the customer; it was
-part of the etiquette of the shop that customers, at any rate
-chance customers, should not exist for the daughters of the house,
-until an assistant had formally drawn attention to them. Otherwise
-every one who wanted a pennyworth of tape would be expecting to be
-served by Miss Baines, or Miss Sophia, if Miss Sophia were there.
-Which would have been ridiculous.
-
-Sophia, glancing sidelong, saw the assistant parleying with the
-customer; and then the assistant came softly behind the counter
-and approached the corner.
-
-"Miss Constance, can you spare a minute?" the assistant whispered
-discreetly.
-
-Constance extinguished her smile for Mr. Scales, and, turning
-away, lighted an entirely different and inferior smile for the
-customer.
-
-"Good morning, Miss Baines. Very cold, isn't it?"
-
-"Good morning, Mrs. Chatterley. Yes, it is. I suppose you're
-getting anxious about those--" Constance stopped.
-
-Sophia was now alone with Mr. Scales, for in order to discuss the
-unnameable freely with Mrs. Chatterley her sister was edging up
-the counter. Sophia had dreamed of a private conversation as
-something delicious and impossible. But chance had favoured her.
-She was alone with him. And his neat fair hair and his blue eyes
-and his delicate mouth were as wonderful to her as ever. He was
-gentlemanly to a degree that impressed her more than anything had
-impressed her in her life. And all the proud and aristocratic
-instinct that was at the base of her character sprang up and
-seized on his gentlemanliness like a famished animal seizing on
-food.
-
-"The last time I saw you," said Mr. Scales, in a new tone, "you
-said you were never in the shop."
-
-"What? Yesterday? Did I?"
-
-"No, I mean the last time I saw you alone," said he.
-
-"Oh!" she exclaimed. "It's just an accident."
-
-"That's exactly what you said last time."
-
-"Is it?"
-
-Was it his manner, or what he said, that flattered her, that
-intensified her beautiful vivacity?
-
-"I suppose you don't often go out?" he went on.
-
-"What? In this weather?"
-
-"Any time."
-
-"I go to chapel," said she, "and marketing with mother." There was
-a little pause. "And to the Free Library."
-
-"Oh yes. You've got a Free Library here now, haven't you?"
-
-"Yes. We've had it over a year."
-
-"And you belong to it? What do you read?"
-
-"Oh, stories, you know. I get a fresh book out once a week."
-
-"Saturdays, I suppose?"
-
-"No," she said. "Wednesdays." And she smiled. "Usually."
-
-"It's Wednesday to-day," said he. "Not been already?"
-
-She shook her head. "I don't think I shall go to-day. It's too
-cold. I don't think I shall venture out to-day."
-
-"You must be very fond of reading," said he.
-
-Then Mr. Povey appeared, rubbing his mittened hands. And Mrs.
-Chatterley went.
-
-"I'll run and fetch mother," said Constance.
-
-Mrs. Baines was very polite to the young man. He related his
-interview with the police, whose opinion was that he had been
-attacked by stray members of a gang from Hanbridge. The young lady
-assistants, with ears cocked, gathered the nature of Mr. Scales's
-adventure, and were thrilled to the point of questioning Mr. Povey
-about it after Mr. Scales had gone. His farewell was marked by
-much handshaking, and finally Mr. Povey ran after him into the
-Square to mention something about dogs.
-
-At half-past one, while Mrs. Baines was dozing after dinner,
-Sophia wrapped herself up, and with a book under her arm went
-forth into the world, through the shop. She returned in less than
-twenty minutes. But her mother had already awakened, and was
-hovering about the back of the shop. Mothers have supernatural
-gifts.
-
-Sophia nonchalantly passed her and hurried into the parlour where
-she threw down her muff and a book and knelt before the fire to
-warm herself.
-
-Mrs. Baines followed her. "Been to the Library?" questioned Mrs.
-Baines.
-
-"Yes, mother. And it's simply perishing."
-
-"I wonder at your going on a day like to-day. I thought you always
-went on Thursdays?"
-
-"So I do. But I'd finished my book."
-
-"What is this?" Mrs. Baines picked up the volume, which was
-covered with black oil-cloth.
-
-She picked it up with a hostile air. For her attitude towards the
-Free Library was obscurely inimical. She never read anything
-herself except The Sunday at Home, and Constance never read
-anything except The Sunday at Home. There were scriptural
-commentaries, Dugdale's Gazetteer, Culpepper's Herbal, and works
-by Bunyan and Flavius Josephus in the drawing-room bookcase; also
-Uncle Tom's Cabin. And Mrs. Baines, in considering the welfare of
-her daughters, looked askance at the whole remainder of printed
-literature. If the Free Library had not formed part of the Famous
-Wedgwood Institution, which had been opened with immense eclat by
-the semi-divine Gladstone; if the first book had not been
-ceremoniously 'taken out' of the Free Library by the Chief Bailiff
-in person--a grandfather of stainless renown--Mrs. Baines would
-probably have risked her authority in forbidding the Free Library.
-
-"You needn't be afraid," said Sophia, laughing. "It's Miss
-Sewell's Experience of Life."
-
-"A novel, I see," observed Mrs. Baines, dropping the book.
-
-Gold and jewels would probably not tempt a Sophia of these days to
-read Experience of Life; but to Sophia Baines the bland story had
-the piquancy of the disapproved.
-
-The next day Mrs. Baines summoned Sophia into her bedroom.
-
-"Sophia," said she, trembling, "I shall be glad if you will not
-walk about the streets with young men until you have my
-permission."
-
-The girl blushed violently. "I--I--"
-
-"You were seen in Wedgwood Street," said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"Who's been gossiping--Mr. Critchlow, I suppose?" Sophia exclaimed
-scornfully.
-
-"No one has been 'gossiping,'" said Mrs. Baines. "Well, if I meet
-some one by accident in the street I can't help it, can I?"
-Sophia's voice shook.
-
-"You know what I mean, my child," said Mrs. Baines, with careful
-calm.
-
-Sophia dashed angrily from the room.
-
-"I like the idea of him having 'a heavy day'!" Mrs. Baines
-reflected ironically, recalling a phrase which had lodged in her
-mind. And very vaguely, with an uneasiness scarcely perceptible,
-she remembered that 'he,' and no other, had been in the shop on
-the day her husband died.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-ESCAPADE
-
-I
-
-
-The uneasiness of Mrs. Baines flowed and ebbed, during the next
-three months, influenced by Sophia's moods. There were days when
-Sophia was the old Sophia--the forbidding, difficult, waspish, and
-even hedgehog Sophia. But there were other days on which Sophia
-seemed to be drawing joy and gaiety and goodwill from some secret
-source, from some fount whose nature and origin none could divine.
-It was on these days that the uneasiness of Mrs. Baines waxed. She
-had the wildest suspicions; she was almost capable of accusing
-Sophia of carrying on a clandestine correspondence; she saw Sophia
-and Gerald Scales deeply and wickedly in love; she saw them with
-their arms round each other's necks. ... And then she called
-herself a middle-aged fool, to base such a structure of suspicion
-on a brief encounter in the street and on an idea, a fancy, a
-curious and irrational notion! Sophia had a certain streak of pure
-nobility in that exceedingly heterogeneous thing, her character.
-Moreover, Mrs. Baines watched the posts, and she also watched
-Sophia--she was not the woman to trust to a streak of pure
-nobility--and she came to be sure that Sophia's sinfulness, if
-any, was not such as could be weighed in a balance, or collected
-together by stealth and then suddenly placed before the girl on a
-charger.
-
-Still, she would have given much to see inside Sophia's lovely
-head. Ah! Could she have done so, what sleep-destroying wonders
-she would have witnessed! By what bright lamps burning in what
-mysterious grottoes and caverns of the brain would her mature eyes
-have been dazzled! Sophia was living for months on the exhaustless
-ardent vitality absorbed during a magical two minutes in Wedgwood
-Street. She was living chiefly on the flaming fire struck in her
-soul by the shock of seeing Gerald Scales in the porch of the
-Wedgwood Institution as she came out of the Free Library with
-Experience Of Life tucked into her large astrakhan muff. He had
-stayed to meet her, then: she knew it! "After all," her heart
-said, "I must be very beautiful, for I have attracted the pearl of
-men!" And she remembered her face in the glass. The value and the
-power of beauty were tremendously proved to her. He, the great man
-of the world, the handsome and elegant man with a thousand strange
-friends and a thousand interests far remote from her, had remained
-in Bursley on the mere chance of meeting her! She was proud, but
-her pride was drowned in bliss. "I was just looking at this
-inscription about Mr. Gladstone." "So you decided to come out as
-usual!" "And may I ask what book you have chosen?" These were the
-phrases she heard, and to which she responded with similar
-phrases. And meanwhile a miracle of ecstasy had opened--opened
-like a flower. She was walking along Wedgwood Street by his side,
-slowly, on the scraped pavements, where marble bulbs of snow had
-defied the spade and remained. She and he were exactly of the same
-height, and she kept looking into his face and he into hers. This
-was all the miracle. Except that she was not walking on the
-pavement--she was walking on the intangible sward of paradise!
-Except that the houses had receded and faded, and the passers-by
-were subtilized into unnoticeable ghosts! Except that her mother
-and Constance had become phantasmal beings existing at an immense
-distance!
-
-What had happened? Nothing! The most commonplace occurrence! The
-eternal cause had picked up a commercial traveller (it might have
-been a clerk or curate, but it in fact was a commercial
-traveller), and endowed him with all the glorious, unique,
-incredible attributes of a god, and planted him down before Sophia
-in order to produce the eternal effect. A miracle performed
-specially for Sophia's benefit! No one else in Wedgwood Street saw
-the god walking along by her side. No one else saw anything but a
-simple commercial traveller. Yes, the most commonplace occurrence!
-
-Of course at the corner of the street he had to go. "Till next
-time!" he murmured. And fire came out of his eyes and lighted in
-Sophia's lovely head those lamps which Mrs. Baines was mercifully
-spared from seeing. And he had shaken hands and raised his hat.
-Imagine a god raising his hat! And he went off on two legs,
-precisely like a dashing little commercial traveller.
-
-And, escorted by the equivocal Angel of Eclipses, she had turned
-into King Street, and arranged her face, and courageously met her
-mother. Her mother had not at first perceived the unusual; for
-mothers, despite their reputation to the contrary, really are the
-blindest creatures. Sophia, the naive ninny, had actually supposed
-that her walking along a hundred yards of pavement with a god by
-her side was not going to excite remark! What a delusion! It is
-true, certainly, that no one saw the god by direct vision. But
-Sophia's cheeks, Sophia's eyes, the curve of Sophia's neck as her
-soul yearned towards the soul of the god--these phenomena were
-immeasurably more notable than Sophia guessed. An account of them,
-in a modified form to respect Mrs. Baines's notorious dignity, had
-healed the mother of her blindness and led to that characteristic
-protest from her, "I shall be glad if you will not walk about the
-streets with young men," etc.
-
-When the period came for the reappearance of Mr. Scales, Mrs.
-Baines outlined a plan, and when the circular announcing the exact
-time of his arrival was dropped into the letter-box, she
-formulated the plan in detail. In the first place, she was
-determined to be indisposed and invisible herself, so that Mr.
-Scales might be foiled in any possible design to renew social
-relations in the parlour. In the second place, she flattered
-Constance with a single hint--oh, the vaguest and briefest!--and
-Constance understood that she was not to quit the shop on the
-appointed morning. In the third place, she invented a way of
-explaining to Mr. Povey that the approaching advent of Gerald
-Scales must not be mentioned. And in the fourth place, she
-deliberately made appointments for Sophia with two millinery
-customers in the showroom, so that Sophia might be imprisoned in
-the showroom.
-
-Having thus left nothing to chance, she told herself that she was
-a foolish woman full of nonsense. But this did not prevent her
-from putting her lips together firmly and resolving that Mr.
-Scales should have no finger in the pie of HER family. She had
-acquired information concerning Mr. Scales, at secondhand, from
-Lawyer Pratt. More than this, she posed the question in a broader
-form--why should a young girl be permitted any interest in any
-young man whatsoever? The everlasting purpose had made use of Mrs.
-Baines and cast her off, and,, like most persons in a similar
-situation, she was, unconsciously and quite honestly, at odds with
-the everlasting purpose.
-
-II
-
-On the day of Mr. Scales's visit to the shop to obtain orders and
-money on behalf of Birkinshaws, a singular success seemed to
-attend the machinations of Mrs. Baines. With Mr. Scales
-punctuality was not an inveterate habit, and he had rarely been
-known, in the past, to fulfil exactly the prophecy of the letter
-of advice concerning his arrival. But that morning his promptitude
-was unexampled. He entered the shop, and by chance Mr. Povey was
-arranging unshrinkable flannels in the doorway. The two youngish
-little men talked amiably about flannels, dogs, and quarter-day
-(which was just past), and then Mr. Povey led Mr. Scales to his
-desk in the dark corner behind the high pile of twills, and paid
-the quarterly bill, in notes and gold--as always; and then Mr.
-Scales offered for the august inspection of Mr. Povey all that
-Manchester had recently invented for the temptation of drapers,
-and Mr. Povey gave him an order which, if not reckless, was nearer
-'handsome' than 'good.' During the process Mr. Scales had to go
-out of the shop twice or three times in order to bring in from his
-barrow at the kerb-stone certain small black boxes edged with
-brass. On none of these excursions did Mr. Scales glance wantonly
-about him in satisfaction of the lust of the eye. Even if he had
-permitted himself this freedom he would have seen nothing more
-interesting than three young lady assistants seated round the
-stove and sewing with pricked fingers from which the chilblains
-were at last deciding to depart. When Mr. Scales had finished
-writing down the details of the order with his ivory-handled
-stylo, and repacked his boxes, he drew the interview to a
-conclusion after the manner of a capable commercial traveller;
-that is to say, he implanted in Mr. Povey his opinion that Mr.
-Povey was a wise, a shrewd and an upright man, and that the world
-would be all the better for a few more like him. He inquired for
-Mrs. Baines, and was deeply pained to hear of her indisposition
-while finding consolation in the assurance that the Misses Baines
-were well. Mr. Povey was on the point of accompanying the pattern
-of commercial travellers to the door, when two customers
-simultaneously came in--ladies. One made straight for Mr. Povey,
-whereupon Mr. Scales parted from him at once, it being a universal
-maxim in shops that even the most distinguished commercial shall
-not hinder the business of even the least distinguished customer.
-The other customer had the effect of causing Constance to pop up
-from her cloistral corner. Constance had been there all the time,
-but of course, though she heard the remembered voice, her
-maidenliness had not permitted that she should show herself to Mr.
-Scales.
-
-Now, as he was leaving, Mr. Scales saw her, with her agreeable
-snub nose and her kind, simple eyes. She was requesting the second
-customer to mount to the showroom, where was Miss Sophia. Mr.
-Scales hesitated a moment, and in that moment Constance, catching
-his eye, smiled upon him, and nodded. What else could she do?
-Vaguely aware though she was that her mother was not 'set up' with
-Mr. Scales, and even feared the possible influence of the young
-man on Sophia, she could not exclude him from her general
-benevolence towards the universe. Moreover, she liked him; she
-liked him very much and thought him a very fine specimen of a man.
-
-He left the door and went across to her. They shook hands and
-opened a conversation instantly; for Constance, while retaining
-all her modesty, had lost all her shyness in the shop, and could
-chatter with anybody. She sidled towards her corner, precisely as
-Sophia had done on another occasion, and Mr. Scales put his chin
-over the screening boxes, and eagerly prosecuted the conversation.
-
-There was absolutely nothing in the fact of the interview itself
-to cause alarm to a mother, nothing to render futile the
-precautions of Mrs. Baines on behalf of the flower of Sophia's
-innocence. And yet it held danger for Mrs. Baines, all unconscious
-in her parlour. Mrs. Baines could rely utterly on Constance not to
-be led away by the dandiacal charms of Mr. Scales (she knew in
-what quarter sat the wind for Constance); in her plan she had
-forgotten nothing, except Mr. Povey; and it must be said that she
-could not possibly have foreseen the effect on the situation of
-Mr. Povey's character.
-
-Mr. Povey, attending to his customer, had noticed the bright smile
-of Constance on the traveller, and his heart did not like it. And
-when he saw the lively gestures of a Mr. Scales in apparently
-intimate talk with a Constance hidden behind boxes, his uneasiness
-grew into fury. He was a man capable of black and terrible furies.
-Outwardly insignificant, possessing a mind as little as his body,
-easily abashed, he was none the less a very susceptible young man,
-soon offended, proud, vain, and obscurely passionate. You might
-offend Mr. Povey without guessing it, and only discover your sin
-when Mr. Povey had done something too decisive as a result of it.
-
-The reason of his fury was jealousy. Mr. Povey had made great
-advances since the death of John Baines. He had consolidated his
-position, and he was in every way a personage of the first
-importance. His misfortune was that he could never translate his
-importance, or his sense of his importance, into terms of outward
-demeanour. Most people, had they been told that Mr. Povey was
-seriously aspiring to enter the Baines family, would have laughed.
-But they would have been wrong. To laugh at Mr. Povey was
-invariably wrong. Only Constance knew what inroads he had effected
-upon her.
-
-The customer went, but Mr. Scales did not go. Mr. Povey, free to
-reconnoitre, did so. From the shadow of the till he could catch
-glimpses of Constance's blushing, vivacious face. She was
-obviously absorbed in Mr. Scales. She and he had a tremendous air
-of intimacy. And the murmur of their chatter continued. Their
-chatter was nothing, and about nothing, but Mr. Povey imagined
-that they were exchanging eternal vows. He endured Mr. Scales's
-odious freedom until it became insufferable, until it deprived him
-of all his self-control; and then he retired into his cutting-out
-room. He meditated there in a condition of insanity for perhaps a
-minute, and excogitated a device. Dashing back into the shop, he
-spoke up, half across the shop, in a loud, curt tone:
-
-"Miss Baines, your mother wants you at once."
-
-He was launched on the phrase before he noticed that, during his
-absence, Sophia had descended from the showroom and joined her
-sister and Mr. Scales. The danger and scandal were now less, he
-perceived, but he was glad he had summoned Constance away, and he
-was in a state to despise consequences.
-
-The three chatterers, startled, looked at Mr. Povey, who left the
-shop abruptly. Constance could do nothing but obey the call.
-
-She met him at the door of the cutting-out room in the passage
-leading to the parlour.
-
-"Where is mother? In the parlour?" Constance inquired innocently.
-
-There was a dark flush on Mr. Povey's face. "If you wish to know,"
-said he in a hard voice, "she hasn't asked for you and she doesn't
-want you."
-
-He turned his back on her, and retreated into his lair.
-
-"Then what--?" she began, puzzled.
-
-He fronted her. "Haven't you been gabbling long enough with that
-jackanapes?" he spit at her. There were tears in his eyes.
-
-Constance, though without experience in these matters,
-comprehended. She comprehended perfectly and immediately. She
-ought to have put Mr. Povey into his place. She ought to have
-protested with firm, dignified finality against such a ridiculous
-and monstrous outrage as that which Mr. Povey had committed. Mr.
-Povey ought to have been ruined for ever in her esteem and in her
-heart. But she hesitated.
-
-"And only last Sunday--afternoon," Mr. Povey blubbered.
-
-(Not that anything overt had occurred, or been articulately said,
-between them last Sunday afternoon. But they had been alone
-together, and had each witnessed strange and disturbing matters in
-the eyes of the other.)
-
-Tears now fell suddenly from Constance's eyes. "You ought to be
-ashamed--" she stammered.
-
-Still, the tears were in her eyes, and in his too. What he or she
-merely said, therefore, was of secondary importance.
-
-Mrs. Baines, coming from the kitchen, and hearing Constance's
-voice, burst upon the scene, which silenced her. Parents are
-sometimes silenced. She found Sophia and Mr. Scales in the shop.
-
-III
-
-That afternoon Sophia, too busy with her own affairs to notice
-anything abnormal in the relations between her mother and
-Constance, and quite ignorant that there had been an unsuccessful
-plot against her, went forth to call upon Miss Chetwynd, with whom
-she had remained very friendly: she considered that she and Miss
-Chetwynd formed an aristocracy of intellect, and the family indeed
-tacitly admitted this. She practised no secrecy in her departure
-from the shop; she merely dressed, in her second-best hoop, and
-went, having been ready at any moment to tell her mother, if her
-mother caught her and inquired, that she was going to see Miss
-Chetwynd. And she did go to see Miss Chetwynd, arriving at the
-house-school, which lay amid trees on the road to Turnhill, just
-beyond the turnpike, at precisely a quarter-past four. As Miss
-Chetwynd's pupils left at four o'clock, and as Miss Chetwynd
-invariably took a walk immediately afterwards, Sophia was able to
-contain her surprise upon being informed that Miss Chetwynd was
-not in. She had not intended that Miss Chetwynd should be in.
-
-She turned off to the right, up the side road which, starting from
-the turnpike, led in the direction of Moorthorne and Red Cow, two
-mining villages. Her heart beat with fear as she began to follow
-that road, for she was upon a terrific adventure. What most
-frightened her, perhaps, was her own astounding audacity. She was
-alarmed by something within herself which seemed to be no part of
-herself and which produced in her curious, disconcerting, fleeting
-impressions of unreality.
-
-In the morning she had heard the voice of Mr. Scales from the
-showroom--that voice whose even distant murmur caused creepings of
-the skin in her back. And she had actually stood on the counter in
-front of the window in order to see down perpendicularly into the
-Square; by so doing she had had a glimpse of the top of his
-luggage on a barrow, and of the crown of his hat occasionally when
-he went outside to tempt Mr. Povey. She might have gone down into
-the shop--there was no slightest reason why she should not; three
-months had elapsed since the name of Mr. Scales had been
-mentioned, and her mother had evidently forgotten the trifling
-incident of New Year's Day--but she was incapable of descending
-the stairs! She went to the head of the stairs and peeped through
-the balustrade--and she could not get further. For nearly a
-hundred days those extraordinary lamps had been brightly burning
-in her head; and now the light-giver had come again, and her feet
-would not move to the meeting; now the moment had arrived for
-which alone she had lived, and she could not seize it as it
-passed! "Why don't I go downstairs?" she asked herself. "Am I
-afraid to meet him?"
-
-The customer sent up by Constance had occupied the surface of her
-life for ten minutes, trying on hats; and during this time she was
-praying wildly that Mr. Scales might not go, and asserting that it
-was impossible he should go without at least asking for her. Had
-she not counted the days to this day? When the customer left
-Sophia followed her downstairs, and saw Mr. Scales chatting with
-Constance. All her self-possession instantly returned to her, and
-she joined them with a rather mocking smile. After Mr. Povey's
-strange summons had withdrawn Constance from the corner, Mr.
-Scales's tone had changed; it had thrilled her. "You are YOU," it
-had said, "there is you--and there is the rest of the universe!"
-Then he had not forgotten; she had lived in his heart; she had not
-for three months been the victim of her own fancies! ... She saw
-him put a piece of folded white paper on the top edge of the
-screening box and flick it down to her. She blushed scarlet,
-staring at it as it lay on the counter. He said nothing, and she
-could not speak. ... He had prepared that paper, then, beforehand,
-on the chance of being able to give it to her! This thought was
-exquisite but full of terror. "I must really go," he had said,
-lamely, with emotion in his voice, and he had gone--like that! And
-she put the piece of paper into the pocket of her apron, and
-hastened away. She had not even seen, as she turned up the stairs,
-her mother standing by the till--that spot which was the conning-
-tower of the whole shop. She ran, ran, breathless to the bedroom.
-
-"I am a wicked girl!" she said quite frankly, on the road to the
-rendezvous. "It is a dream that I am going to meet him. It cannot
-be true. There is time to go back. If I go back I am safe. I have
-simply called at Miss Chetwynd's and she wasn't in, and no one can
-say a word. But if I go on--if I'm seen! What a fool I am to go
-on!"
-
-And she went on, impelled by, amongst other things, an immense,
-naive curiosity, and the vanity which the bare fact of his note
-had excited. The Loop railway was being constructed at that
-period, and hundreds of navvies were at work on it between Bursley
-and Turnhill. When she came to the new bridge over the cutting, he
-was there, as he had written that he would be.
-
-They were very nervous, they greeted each other stiffly and as
-though they had met then for the first time that day. Nothing was
-said about his note, nor about her response to it. Her presence
-was treated by both of them as a basic fact of the situation which
-it would be well not to disturb by comment. Sophia could not hide
-her shame, but her shame only aggravated the stinging charm of her
-beauty. She was wearing a hard Amazonian hat, with a lifted veil,
-the final word of fashion that spring in the Five Towns; her face,
-beaten by the fresh breeze, shone rosily; her eyes glittered under
-the dark hat, and the violent colours of her Victorian frock--
-green and crimson--could not spoil those cheeks. If she looked
-earthwards, frowning, she was the more adorable so. He had come
-down the clayey incline from the unfinished red bridge to welcome
-her, and when the salutations were over they stood still, he
-gazing apparently at the horizon and she at the yellow marl round
-the edges of his boots. The encounter was as far away from
-Sophia's ideal conception as Manchester from Venice.
-
-"So this is the new railway!" said she.
-
-"Yes," said he. "This is your new railway. You can see it better
-from the bridge."
-
-"But it's very sludgy up there," she objected with a pout.
-
-"Further on it's quite dry," he reassured her.
-
-From the bridge they had a sudden view of a raw gash in the earth;
-and hundreds of men were crawling about in it, busy with minute
-operations, like flies in a great wound. There was a continuous
-rattle of picks, resembling a muffled shower of hail, and in the
-distance a tiny locomotive was leading a procession of tiny
-waggons.
-
-"And those are the navvies!" she murmured.
-
-The unspeakable doings of the navvies in the Five Towns had
-reached even her: how they drank and swore all day on Sundays, how
-their huts and houses were dens of the most appalling infamy, how
-they were the curse of a God-fearing and respectable district! She
-and Gerald Scales glanced down at these dangerous beasts of prey
-in their yellow corduroys and their open shirts revealing hairy
-chests. No doubt they both thought how inconvenient it was that
-railways could not be brought into existence without the aid of
-such revolting and swinish animals. They glanced down from the
-height of their nice decorum and felt the powerful attraction of
-similar superior manners. The manners of the navvies were such
-that Sophia could not even regard them, nor Gerald Scales permit
-her to regard them, without blushing.
-
-In a united blush they turned away, up the gradual slope. Sophia
-knew no longer what she was doing. For some minutes she was as
-helpless as though she had been in a balloon with him.
-
-"I got my work done early," he said; and added complacently, "As a
-matter of fact I've had a pretty good day."
-
-She was reassured to learn that he was not neglecting his duties.
-To be philandering with a commercial traveller who has finished a
-good day's work seemed less shocking than dalliance with a
-neglecter of business; it seemed indeed, by comparison,
-respectable.
-
-"It must be very interesting," she said primly.
-
-"What, my trade?"
-
-"Yes. Always seeing new places and so on."
-
-"In a way it is," he admitted judicially. "But I can tell you it
-was much more agreeable being in Paris."
-
-"Oh! Have you been to Paris?"
-
-"Lived there for nearly two years," he said carelessly. Then,
-looking at her, "Didn't you notice I never came for a long time?"
-
-"I didn't know you were in Paris," she evaded him.
-
-"I went to start a sort of agency for Birkinshaws," he said.
-
-"I suppose you talk French like anything."
-
-"Of course one has to talk French," said he. "I learnt French when
-I was a child from a governess--my uncle made me--but I forgot
-most of it at school, and at the Varsity you never learn anything
---precious little, anyhow! Certainly not French!"
-
-She was deeply impressed. He was a much greater personage than she
-had guessed. It had never occurred to her that commercial
-travellers had to go to a university to finish their complex
-education. And then, Paris! Paris meant absolutely nothing to her
-but pure, impossible, unattainable romance. And he had been there!
-The clouds of glory were around him. He was a hero, dazzling. He
-had come to her out of another world. He was her miracle. He was
-almost too miraculous to be true.
-
-She, living her humdrum life at the shop! And he, elegant,
-brilliant, coming from far cities! They together, side by side,
-strolling up the road towards the Moorthorne ridge! There was
-nothing quite like this in the stories of Miss Sewell.
-
-"Your uncle ...?" she questioned vaguely.
-
-"Yes, Mr. Boldero. He's a partner in Birkinshaws."
-
-"Oh!"
-
-"You've heard of him? He's a great Wesleyan."
-
-"Oh yes," she said. "When we had the Wesleyan Conference here, he--"
-
-"He's always very great at Conferences," said Gerald Scales.
-
-"I didn't know he had anything to do with Birkinshaws."
-
-"He isn't a working partner of course," Mr. Scales explained. "But
-he means me to be one. I have to learn the business from the
-bottom. So now you understand why I'm a traveller."
-
-"I see," she said, still more deeply impressed.
-
-"I'm an orphan," said Gerald. "And Uncle Boldero took me in hand
-when I was three."
-
-"I SEE!" she repeated.
-
-It seemed strange to her that Mr. Scales should be a Wesleyan--
-just like herself. She would have been sure that he was 'Church.'
-Her notions of Wesleyanism, with her notions of various other
-things, were sharply modified.
-
-"Now tell me about you," Mr. Scales suggested.
-
-"Oh! I'm nothing!" she burst out.
-
-The exclamation was perfectly sincere. Mr. Scales's disclosures
-concerning himself, while they excited her, discouraged her.
-
-"You're the finest girl I've ever met, anyhow," said Mr. Scales
-with gallant emphasis, and he dug his stick into the soft ground.
-
-She blushed and made no answer.
-
-They walked on in silence, each wondering apprehensively what
-might happen next.
-
-Suddenly Mr. Scales stopped at a dilapidated low brick wall, built
-in a circle, close to the side of the road.
-
-"I expect that's an old pit-shaft," said he.
-
-"Yes, I expect it is."
-
-He picked up a rather large stone and approached the wall.
-
-"Be careful!" she enjoined him.
-
-"Oh! It's all right," he said lightly. "Let's listen. Come near
-and listen."
-
-She reluctantly obeyed, and he threw the stone over the dirty
-ruined wall, the top of which was about level with his hat. For
-two or three seconds there was no sound. Then a faint reverberation
-echoed from the depths of the shaft. And on Sophia's brain arose
-dreadful images of the ghosts of miners wandering for ever in
-subterranean passages, far, far beneath. The noise of the falling
-stone had awakened for her the secret terrors of the earth. She
-could scarcely even look at the wall without a spasm of fear.
-
-"How strange," said Mr. Scales, a little awe in his voice, too,
-"that that should be left there like that! I suppose it's very
-deep."
-
-"Some of them are," she trembled.
-
-"I must just have a look," he said, and put his hands on the top
-of the wall.
-
-"Come away!" she cried.
-
-"Oh! It's all right!" he said again, soothingly. "The wall's as
-firm as a rock." And he took a slight spring and looked over.
-
-She shrieked loudly. She saw him at the distant bottom of the
-shaft, mangled, drowning. The ground seemed to quake under her
-feet. A horrible sickness seized her. And she shrieked again.
-Never had she guessed that existence could be such pain.
-
-He slid down from the wall, and turned to her. "No bottom to be
-seen!" he said. Then, observing her transformed face, he came
-close to her, with a superior masculine smile. "Silly little
-thing!" he said coaxingly, endearingly, putting forth all his
-power to charm.
-
-He perceived at once that he had miscalculated the effects of his
-action. Her alarm changed swiftly to angry offence. She drew back
-with a haughty gesture, as if he had intended actually to touch
-her. Did he suppose, because she chanced to be walking with him,
-that he had the right to address her familiarly, to tease her, to
-call her 'silly little thing' and to put his face against hers?
-She resented his freedom with quick and passionate indignation.
-
-She showed him her proud back and nodding head and wrathful
-skirts; and hurried off without a word, almost running. As for
-him, he was so startled by unexpected phenomena that he did
-nothing for a moment--merely stood looking and feeling foolish.
-
-Then she heard him in pursuit. She was too proud to stop or even
-to reduce her speed.
-
-"I didn't mean to--" he muttered behind her.
-
-No recognition from her.
-
-"I suppose I ought to apologize," he said.
-
-"I should just think you ought," she answered, furious.
-
-"Well, I do!" said he. "Do stop a minute."
-
-"I'll thank you not to follow me, Mr. Scales." She paused, and
-scorched him with her displeasure. Then she went forward. And her
-heart was in torture because it could not persuade her to remain
-with him, and smile and forgive, and win his smile.
-
-"I shall write to you," he shouted down the slope.
-
-She kept on, the ridiculous child. But the agony she had suffered
-as he clung to the frail wall was not ridiculous, nor her dark
-vision of the mine, nor her tremendous indignation when, after
-disobeying her, he forgot that she was a queen. To her the scene
-was sublimely tragic. Soon she had recrossed the bridge, but not
-the same she! So this was the end of the incredible adventure!
-
-When she reached the turnpike she thought of her mother and of
-Constance. She had completely forgotten them; for a space they had
-utterly ceased to exist for her.
-
-IV
-
-"You've been out, Sophia?" said Mrs. Baines in the parlour,
-questioningly. Sophia had taken off her hat and mantle hurriedly
-in the cutting-out room, for she was in danger of being late for
-tea; but her hair and face showed traces of the March breeze. Mrs.
-Baines, whose stoutness seemed to increase, sat in the rocking-
-chair with a number of The Sunday at Home in her hand. Tea was
-set.
-
-"Yes, mother. I called to see Miss Chetwynd."
-
-"I wish you'd tell me when you are going out."
-
-"I looked all over for you before I started."
-
-"No, you didn't, for I haven't stirred from this room since four
-o'clock. ... You should not say things like that," Mrs. Baines
-added in a gentler tone.
-
-Mrs. Baines had suffered much that day. She knew that she was in
-an irritable, nervous state, and therefore she said to herself, in
-her quality of wise woman, "I must watch myself. I mustn't let
-myself go." And she thought how reasonable she was. She did not
-guess that all her gestures betrayed her; nor did it occur to her
-that few things are more galling than the spectacle of a person,
-actuated by lofty motives, obviously trying to be kind and patient
-under what he considers to be extreme provocation.
-
-Maggie blundered up the kitchen stairs with the teapot and hot
-toast; and so Sophia had an excuse for silence. Sophia too had
-suffered much, suffered excruciatingly; she carried at that moment
-a whole tragedy in her young soul, unaccustomed to such burdens.
-Her attitude towards her mother was half fearful and half defiant;
-it might be summed up in the phrase which she had repeated again
-and again under her breath on the way home, "Well, mother can't
-kill me!"
-
-Mrs. Baines put down the blue-covered magazine and twisted her
-rocking-chair towards the table.
-
-"You can pour out the tea," said Mrs. Baines.
-
-"Where's Constance?"
-
-"She's not very well. She's lying down."
-
-"Anything the matter with her?"
-
-"No."
-
-This was inaccurate. Nearly everything was the matter with
-Constance, who had never been less Constance than during that
-afternoon. But Mrs. Baines had no intention of discussing
-Constance's love-affairs with Sophia. The less said to Sophia
-about love, the better! Sophia was excitable enough already!
-
-They sat opposite to each other, on either side of the fire--the
-monumental matron whose black bodice heavily overhung the table,
-whose large rounded face was creased and wrinkled by what seemed
-countless years of joy and disillusion; and the young, slim girl,
-so fresh, so virginal, so ignorant, with all the pathos of an
-unsuspecting victim about to be sacrificed to the minotaur of
-Time! They both ate hot toast, with careless haste, in silence,
-preoccupied, worried, and outwardly nonchalant.
-
-"And what has Miss Chetwynd got to say?" Mrs. Baines inquired.
-
-"She wasn't in."
-
-Here was a blow for Mrs. Baines, whose suspicions about Sophia,
-driven off by her certainties regarding Constance, suddenly sprang
-forward in her mind, and prowled to and fro like a band of tigers.
-
-Still, Mrs. Baines was determined to be calm and careful. "Oh!
-What time did you call?"
-
-"I don't know. About half-past four." Sophia finished her tea
-quickly, and rose. "Shall I tell Mr. Povey he can come?"
-
-(Mr. Povey had his tea after the ladies of the house.)
-
-"Yes, if you will stay in the shop till I come. Light me the gas
-before you go."
-
-Sophia took a wax taper from a vase on the mantelpiece, stuck it
-in the fire and lit the gas, which exploded in its crystal
-cloister with a mild report.
-
-"What's all that clay on your boots, child?" asked Mrs. Baines.
-
-"Clay?" repeated Sophia, staring foolishly at her boots.
-
-"Yes," said Mrs. Baines. "It looks like marl. Where on earth have
-you been?"
-
-She interrogated her daughter with an upward gaze, frigid and
-unconsciously hostile, through her gold-rimmed glasses.
-
-"I must have picked it up on the roads," said Sophia, and hastened
-to the door.
-
-"Sophia!"
-
-"Yes, mother."
-
-"Shut the door."
-
-Sophia unwillingly shut the door which she had half opened.
-
-"Come here."
-
-Sophia obeyed, with falling lip.
-
-"You are deceiving me, Sophia," said Mrs. Baines, with fierce
-solemnity. "Where have you been this afternoon?"
-
-Sophia's foot was restless on the carpet behind the table. "I
-haven't been anywhere," she murmured glumly.
-
-"Have you seen young Scales?"
-
-"Yes," said Sophia with grimness, glancing audaciously for an
-instant at her mother. ("She can't kill me: She can't kill me,"
-her heart muttered. And she had youth and beauty in her favour,
-while her mother was only a fat middle-aged woman. "She can't kill
-me," said her heart, with the trembling, cruel insolence of the
-mirror-flattered child.)
-
-"How came you to meet him?"
-
-No answer.
-
-"Sophia, you heard what I said!"
-
-Still no answer. Sophia looked down at the table. ("She can't kill
-me.")
-
-"If you are going to be sullen, I shall have to suppose the
-worst," said Mrs. Baines.
-
-Sophia kept her silence.
-
-"Of course," Mrs. Baines resumed, "if you choose to be wicked,
-neither your mother nor any one else can stop you. There are
-certain things I CAN do, and these I SHALL do ... Let me warn you
-that young Scales is a thoroughly bad lot. I know all about him.
-He has been living a wild life abroad, and if it hadn't been that
-his uncle is a partner in Birkinshaws, they would never have taken
-him on again." A pause. "I hope that one day you will be a happy
-wife, but you are much too young yet to be meeting young men, and
-nothing would ever induce me to let you have anything to do with
-this Scales. I won't have it. In future you are not to go out
-alone. You understand me?"
-
-Sophia kept silence.
-
-"I hope you will be in a better frame of mind to-morrow. I can
-only hope so. But if you aren't, I shall take very severe
-measures. You think you can defy me. But you never were more
-mistaken in your life. I don't want to see any more of you now. Go
-and tell Mr. Povey; and call Maggie for the fresh tea. You make me
-almost glad that your father died even as he did. He has, at any
-rate, been spared this."
-
-Those words 'died even as he did' achieved the intimidation of
-Sophia. They seemed to indicate that Mrs. Baines, though she had
-magnanimously never mentioned the subject to Sophia, knew exactly
-how the old man had died. Sophia escaped from the room in fear,
-cowed. Nevertheless, her thought was, "She hasn't killed me. I
-made up my mind I wouldn't talk, and I didn't."
-
-In the evening, as she sat in the shop primly and sternly sewing
-at hats--while her mother wept in secret on the first floor, and
-Constance remained hidden on the second--Sophia lived over again
-the scene at the old shaft; but she lived it differently,
-admitting that she had been wrong, guessing by instinct that she
-had shown a foolish mistrust of love. As she sat in the shop, she
-adopted just the right attitude and said just the right things.
-Instead of being a silly baby she was an accomplished and dazzling
-woman, then. When customers came in, and the young lady assistants
-unobtrusively turned higher the central gas, according to the
-regime of the shop, it was really extraordinary that they could
-not read in the heart of the beautiful Miss Baines the words which
-blazed there; "YOU'RE THE FINEST GIRL I EVER MET," and "I SHALL
-WRITE TO YOU." The young lady assistants had their notions as to
-both Constance and Sophia, but the truth, at least as regarded
-Sophia, was beyond the flight of their imaginations. When eight
-o'clock struck and she gave the formal order for dust-sheets, the
-shop being empty, they never supposed that she was dreaming about
-posts and plotting how to get hold of the morning's letters before
-Mr. Povey.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-A DEFEAT
-
-I
-
-
-It was during the month of June that Aunt Harriet came over from
-Axe to spend a few days with her little sister, Mrs. Baines. The
-railway between Axe and the Five Towns had not yet been opened;
-but even if it had been opened Aunt Harriet would probably not
-have used it. She had always travelled from Axe to Bursley in the
-same vehicle, a small waggonette which she hired from Bratt's
-livery stables at Axe, driven by a coachman who thoroughly
-understood the importance, and the peculiarities, of Aunt Harriet.
-
-Mrs. Baines had increased in stoutness, so that now Aunt Harriet
-had very little advantage over her, physically. But the moral
-ascendency of the elder still persisted. The two vast widows
-shared Mrs. Baines's bedroom, spending much of their time there in
-long, hushed conversations--interviews from which Mrs. Baines
-emerged with the air of one who has received enlightenment and
-Aunt Harriet with the air of one who has rendered it. The pair
-went about together, in the shop, the showroom, the parlour, the
-kitchen, and also into the town, addressing each other as
-'Sister,' 'Sister.' Everywhere it was 'sister,' 'sister,' 'my
-sister,' 'your dear mother,' 'your Aunt Harriet.' They referred to
-each other as oracular sources of wisdom and good taste.
-Respectability stalked abroad when they were afoot. The whole
-Square wriggled uneasily as though God's eye were peculiarly upon
-it. The meals in the parlour became solemn collations, at which
-shone the best silver and the finest diaper, but from which gaiety
-and naturalness seemed to be banished. (I say 'seemed' because it
-cannot be doubted that Aunt Harriet was natural, and there were
-moments when she possibly considered herself to be practising
-gaiety--a gaiety more desolating than her severity.) The younger
-generation was extinguished, pressed flat and lifeless under the
-ponderosity of the widows.
-
-Mr. Povey was not the man to be easily flattened by ponderosity of
-any kind, and his suppression was a striking proof of the prowess
-of the widows; who, indeed, went over Mr. Povey like traction-
-engines, with the sublime unconsciousness of traction-engines,
-leaving an inanimate object in the road behind them, and scarce
-aware even of the jolt. Mr. Povey hated Aunt Harriet, but, lying
-crushed there in the road, how could he rebel? He felt all the
-time that Aunt Harriet was adding him up, and reporting the result
-at frequent intervals to Mrs. Baines in the bedroom. He felt that
-she knew everything about him--even to those tears which had been
-in his eyes. He felt that he could hope to do nothing right for
-Aunt Harriet, that absolute perfection in the performance of duty
-would make no more impression on her than a caress on the fly-
-wheel of a traction-engine. Constance, the dear Constance, was
-also looked at askance. There was nothing in Aunt Harriet's
-demeanour to her that you could take hold of, but there was
-emphatically something that you could not take hold of--a hint, an
-inkling, that insinuated to Constance, "Have a care, lest
-peradventure you become the second cousin of the scarlet woman."
-
-Sophia was petted. Sophia was liable to be playfully tapped by
-Aunt Harriet's thimble when Aunt Harriet was hemming dusters (for
-the elderly lady could lift a duster to her own dignity). Sophia
-was called on two separate occasions, 'My little butterfly.' And
-Sophia was entrusted with the trimming of Aunt Harriet's new
-summer bonnet. Aunt Harriet deemed that Sophia was looking pale.
-As the days passed, Sophia's pallor was emphasized by Aunt Harriet
-until it developed into an article of faith, to which you were
-compelled to subscribe on pain of excommunication. Then dawned the
-day when Aunt Harriet said, staring at Sophia as an affectionate
-aunt may: "That child would do with a change." And then there
-dawned another day when Aunt Harriet, staring at Sophia
-compassionately, as a devoted aunt may, said: "It's a pity that
-child can't have a change." And Mrs. Baines also stared--and said:
-"It is."
-
-And on another day Aunt Harriet said: "I've been wondering whether
-my little Sophia would care to come and keep her old aunt company
-a while."
-
-There were few things for which Sophia would have cared less. The
-girl swore to herself angrily that she would not go, that no
-allurement would induce her to go. But she was in a net; she was
-in the meshes of family correctness. Do what she would, she could
-not invent a reason for not going. Certainly she could not tell
-her aunt that she merely did not want to go. She was capable of
-enormities, but not of that. And then began Aunt Harriet's
-intricate preparations for going. Aunt Harriet never did anything
-simply. And she could not be hurried. Seventy-two hours before
-leaving she had to commence upon her trunk; but first the trunk
-had to be wiped by Maggie with a damp cloth under the eye and
-direction of Aunt Harriet. And the liveryman at Axe had to be
-written to, and the servants at Axe written to, and the weather
-prospects weighed and considered. And somehow, by the time these
-matters were accomplished, it was tacitly understood that Sophia
-should accompany her kind aunt into the bracing moorland air of
-Axe. No smoke at Axe! No stuffiness at Axe! The spacious existence
-of a wealthy widow in a residential town with a low death-rate and
-famous scenery! "Have you packed your box, Sophia?" No, she had
-not. "Well, I will come and help you."
-
-Impossible to bear up against the momentum of a massive body like
-Aunt Harriet's! It was irresistible.
-
-The day of departure came, throwing the entire household into a
-commotion. Dinner was put a quarter of an hour earlier than usual
-so that Aunt Harriet might achieve Axe at her accustomed hour of
-tea. After dinner Maggie was the recipient of three amazing muslin
-aprons, given with a regal gesture. And the trunk and the box were
-brought down, and there was a slight odour of black kid gloves in
-the parlour. The waggonette was due and the waggonette appeared
-("I can always rely upon Bladen!" said Aunt Harriet), and the door
-was opened, and Bladen, stiff on his legs, descended from the box
-and touched his hat to Aunt Harriet as she filled up the doorway.
-
-"Have you baited, Bladen?" asked she.
-
-"Yes'm," said he, assuringly.
-
-Bladen and Mr. Povey carried out the trunk and the box, and
-Constance charged herself with parcels which she bestowed in the
-corners of the vehicle according to her aunt's prescription; it
-was like stowing the cargo of a vessel.
-
-"Now, Sophia, my chuck!" Mrs. Baines called up the stairs. And
-Sophia came slowly downstairs. Mrs. Baines offered her mouth.
-Sophia glanced at her.
-
-"You needn't think I don't see why you're sending me away!"
-exclaimed Sophia in a hard, furious voice, with glistening eyes.
-"I'm not so blind as all that!" She kissed her mother--nothing but
-a contemptuous peck. Then, as she turned away she added: "But you
-let Constance do just as she likes!"
-
-This was her sole bitter comment on the episode, but into it she
-put all the profound bitterness accumulated during many mutinous
-nights.
-
-Mrs. Baines concealed a sigh. The explosion certainly disturbed
-her. She had hoped that the smooth surface of things would not be
-ruffled.
-
-Sophia bounced out. And the assembly, including several urchins,
-watched with held breath while Aunt Harriet, after having bid
-majestic good-byes, got on to the step and introduced herself
-through the doorway of the waggonette into the interior of the
-vehicle; it was an operation like threading a needle with cotton
-too thick. Once within, her hoops distended in sudden release,
-filling the waggonette. Sophia followed, agilely.
-
-As, with due formalities, the equipage drove off, Mrs. Baines gave
-another sigh, one of relief. The sisters had won. She could now
-await the imminent next advent of Mr. Gerald Scales with
-tranquillity.
-
-II
-
-Those singular words of Sophia's, 'But you let Constance do just
-as she likes,' had disturbed Mrs. Baines more than was at first
-apparent. They worried her like a late fly in autumn. For she had
-said nothing to any one about Constance's case, Mrs. Maddack of
-course excepted. She had instinctively felt that she could not
-show the slightest leniency towards the romantic impulses of her
-elder daughter without seeming unjust to the younger, and she had
-acted accordingly. On the memorable morn of Mr. Povey's acute
-jealousy, she had, temporarily at any rate, slaked the fire,
-banked it down, and hidden it; and since then no word had passed
-as to the state of Constance's heart. In the great peril to be
-feared from Mr. Scales, Constance's heart had been put aside as a
-thing that could wait; so one puts aside the mending of linen when
-earthquake shocks are about. Mrs. Baines was sure that Constance
-had not chattered to Sophia concerning Mr. Povey. Constance, who
-understood her mother, had too much commonsense and too nice a
-sense of propriety to do that--and yet here was Sophia exclaiming,
-'But you let Constance do just as she likes.' Were the relations
-between Constance and Mr. Povey, then, common property? Did the
-young lady assistants discuss them?
-
-As a fact, the young lady assistants did discuss them; not in the
-shop--for either one of the principal parties, or Mrs. Baines
-herself, was always in the shop, but elsewhere. They discussed
-little else, when they were free; how she had looked at him to-
-day, and how he had blushed, and so forth interminably. Yet Mrs.
-Baines really thought that she alone knew. Such is the power of
-the ineradicable delusion that one's own affairs, and especially
-one's own children, are mysteriously different from those of
-others.
-
-After Sophia's departure Mrs. Baines surveyed her daughter and her
-manager at supper-time with a curious and a diffident eye. They
-worked, talked, and ate just as though Mrs. Baines had never
-caught them weeping together in the cutting-out room. They had the
-most matter-of-fact air. They might never have heard whispered the
-name of love. And there could be no deceit beneath that decorum;
-for Constance would not deceive. Still, Mrs. Baines's conscience
-was unruly. Order reigned, but nevertheless she knew that she
-ought to do something, find out something, decide something; she
-ought, if she did her duty, to take Constance aside and say: "Now,
-Constance, my mind is freer now. Tell me frankly what has been
-going on between you and Mr. Povey. I have never understood the
-meaning of that scene in the cutting-out room. Tell me." She ought
-to have talked in this strain. But she could not. That energetic
-woman had not sufficient energy left. She wanted rest, rest--even
-though it were a coward's rest, an ostrich's tranquillity--after
-the turmoil of apprehensions caused by Sophia. Her soul cried out
-for peace. She was not, however, to have peace.
-
-On the very first Sunday after Sophia's departure, Mr. Povey did
-not go to chapel in the morning, and he offered no reason for his
-unusual conduct. He ate his breakfast with appetite, but there was
-something peculiar in his glance that made Mrs. Baines a little
-uneasy; this something she could not seize upon and define. When
-she and Constance returned from chapel Mr. Povey was playing "Rock
-of Ages" on the harmonium--again unusual! The serious part of the
-dinner comprised roast beef and Yorkshire pudding--the pudding
-being served as a sweet course before the meat. Mrs. Baines ate
-freely of these things, for she loved them, and she was always
-hungry after a sermon. She also did well with the Cheshire cheese.
-Her intention was to sleep in the drawing-room after the repast.
-On Sunday afternoons she invariably tried to sleep in the drawing-
-room, and she did not often fail. As a rule the girls accompanied
-her thither from the table, and either 'settled down' likewise or
-crept out of the room when they perceived the gradual sinking of
-the majestic form into the deep hollows of the easy-chair. Mrs.
-Baines was anticipating with pleasure her somnolent Sunday
-afternoon.
-
-Constance said grace after meat, and the formula on this
-particular occasion ran thus--
-
-"Thank God for our good dinner, Amen.--Mother, I must just run
-upstairs to my room." ('MY room'-Sophia being far away.)
-
-And off she ran, strangely girlish.
-
-"Well, child, you needn't be in such a hurry," said Mrs. Baines,
-ringing the bell and rising.
-
-She hoped that Constance would remember the conditions precedent
-to sleep.
-
-"I should like to have a word with you, if it's all the same to
-you, Mrs. Baines," said Mr. Povey suddenly, with obvious
-nervousness. And his tone struck a rude unexpected blow at Mrs.
-Baines's peace of mind. It was a portentous tone.
-
-"What about?" asked she, with an inflection subtly to remind Mr.
-Povey what day it was.
-
-"About Constance," said the astonishing man.
-
-"Constance!" exclaimed Mrs. Baines with a histrionic air of
-bewilderment.
-
-Maggie entered the room, solely in response to the bell, yet a
-thought jumped up in Mrs. Baines's brain, "How prying servants
-are, to be sure!" For quite five seconds she had a grievance
-against Maggie. She was compelled to sit down again and wait while
-Maggie cleared the table. Mr. Povey put both his hands in his
-pockets, got up, went to the window, whistled, and generally
-behaved in a manner which foretold the worst.
-
-At last Maggie vanished, shutting the door.
-
-"What is it, Mr. Povey?"
-
-"Oh!" said Mr. Povey, facing her with absurd nervous brusqueness,
-as though pretending: "Ah, yes! We have something to say--I was
-forgetting!" Then he began: "It's about Constance and me."
-
-Yes, they had evidently plotted this interview. Constance had
-evidently taken herself off on purpose to leave Mr. Povey
-unhampered. They were in league. The inevitable had come. No
-sleep! No repose! Nothing but worry once more!
-
-"I'm not at all satisfied with the present situation," said Mr.
-Povey, in a tone that corresponded to his words.
-
-"I don't know what you mean, Mr. Povey," said Mrs. Baines stiffly.
-This was a simple lie.
-
-"Well, really, Mrs. Baines!" Mr. Povey protested, "I suppose you
-won't deny that you know there is something between me and
-Constance? I suppose you won't deny that?"
-
-"What is there between you and Constance? I can assure you I--"
-
-"That depends on you," Mr. Povey interrupted her. When he was
-nervous his manners deteriorated into a behaviour that resembled
-rudeness. "That depends on you!" he repeated grimly.
-
-"But--"
-
-"Are we to be engaged or are we not?" pursued Mr. Povey, as though
-Mrs. Baines had been guilty of some grave lapse and he was
-determined not to spare her. "That's what I think ought to be
-settled, one way or the other. I wish to be perfectly open and
-aboveboard--in the future, as I have been in the past."
-
-"But you have said nothing to me at all!" Mrs. Baines
-remonstrated, lifting her eyebrows. The way in which the man had
-sprung this matter upon her was truly too audacious.
-
-Mr. Povey approached her as she sat at the table, shaking her
-ringlets and looking at her hands.
-
-"You know there's something between us!" he insisted.
-
-"How should I know there is something between you? Constance has
-never said a word to me. And have you?"
-
-"Well," said he. "We've hidden nothing."
-
-"What is there between you and Constance? If I may ask!"
-
-"That depends on you," said he again.
-
-"Have you asked her to be your wife?"
-
-"No. I haven't exactly asked her to be my wife." He hesitated.
-"You see--"
-
-Mrs. Baines collected her forces. "Have you kissed her?" This in a
-cold voice.
-
-Mr. Povey now blushed. "I haven't exactly kissed her," he
-stammered, apparently shocked by the inquisition. "No, I should
-not say that I had kissed her."
-
-It might have been that before committing himself he felt a desire
-for Mrs. Baines's definition of a kiss.
-
-"You are very extraordinary," she said loftily. It was no less
-than the truth.
-
-"All I want to know is--have you got anything against me?" he
-demanded roughly. "Because if so--"
-
-"Anything against you, Mr. Povey? Why should I have anything
-against you?"
-
-"Then why can't we be engaged?"
-
-She considered that he was bullying her. "That's another
-question," said she.
-
-"Why can't we be engaged? Ain't I good enough?"
-
-The fact was that he was not regarded as good enough. Mrs. Maddack
-had certainly deemed that he was not good enough. He was a solid
-mass of excellent qualities; but he lacked brilliance, importance,
-dignity. He could not impose himself. Such had been the verdict.
-
-And now, while Mrs. Baines was secretly reproaching Mr. Povey for
-his inability to impose himself, he was most patently imposing
-himself on her--and the phenomenon escaped her! She felt that he
-was bullying her, but somehow she could not perceive his power.
-Yet the man who could bully Mrs. Baines was surely no common soul!
-
-"You know my very high opinion of you," she said.
-
-Mr. Povey pursued in a mollified tone. "Assuming that Constance is
-willing to be engaged, do I understand you consent?"
-
-"But Constance is too young."
-
-"Constance is twenty. She is more than twenty."
-
-"In any case you won't expect me to give you an answer now."
-
-"Why not? You know my position."
-
-She did. From a practical point of view the match would be ideal:
-no fault could be found with it on that side. But Mrs. Baines
-could not extinguish the idea that it would be a 'come-down' for
-her daughter. Who, after all, was Mr. Povey? Mr. Povey was nobody.
-
-"I must think things over," she said firmly, putting her lips
-together. "I can't reply like this. It is a serious matter."
-
-"When can I have your answer? To-morrow?"
-
-"No--really--"
-
-"In a week, then?"
-
-"I cannot bind myself to a date," said Mrs. Baines, haughtily. She
-felt that she was gaining ground.
-
-"Because I can't stay on here indefinitely as things are," Mr.
-Povey burst out, and there was a touch of hysteria in his tone.
-
-"Now, Mr. Povey, please do be reasonable."
-
-"That's all very well," he went on. "That's all very well. But
-what I say is that employers have no right to have male assistants
-in their houses unless they are prepared to let their daughters
-marry! That's what I say! No RIGHT!"
-
-Mrs. Baines did not know what to answer.
-
-The aspirant wound up: "I must leave if that's the case."
-
-"If what's the case?" she asked herself. "What has come over him?"
-And aloud: "You know you would place me in a very awkward position
-by leaving, and I hope you don't want to mix up two quite
-different things. I hope you aren't trying to threaten me."
-
-"Threaten you!" he cried. "Do you suppose I should leave here for
-fun? If I leave it will be because I can't stand it. That's all. I
-can't stand it. I want Constance, and if I can't have her, then I
-can't stand it. What do you think I'm made of?"
-
-"I'm sure--" she began.
-
-"That's all very well!" he almost shouted.
-
-"But please let me speak,' she said quietly.
-
-"All I say is I can't stand it. That's all. ... Employers have no
-right. ... We have our feelings like other men."
-
-He was deeply moved. He might have appeared somewhat grotesque to
-the strictly impartial observer of human nature. Nevertheless he
-was deeply and genuinely moved, and possibly human nature could
-have shown nothing more human than Mr. Povey at the moment when,
-unable any longer to restrain the paroxysm which had so
-surprisingly overtaken him, he fled from the parlour,
-passionately, to the retreat of his bedroom.
-
-"That's the worst of those quiet calm ones," said Mrs. Baines to
-herself. "You never know if they won't give way. And when they do,
-it's awful--awful. ... What did I do, what did I say, to bring it
-on? Nothing! Nothing!"
-
-And where was her afternoon sleep? What was going to happen to her
-daughter? What could she say to Constance? How next could she meet
-Mr. Povey? Ah! It needed a brave, indomitable woman not to cry out
-brokenly: "I've suffered too much. Do anything you like; only let
-me die in peace!" And so saying, to let everything indifferently
-slide!
-
-III
-
-Neither Mr. Povey nor Constance introduced the delicate subject to
-her again, and she was determined not to be the first to speak of
-it. She considered that Mr. Povey had taken advantage of his
-position, and that he had also been infantile and impolite. And
-somehow she privately blamed Constance for his behaviour. So the
-matter hung, as it were, suspended in the ether between the
-opposing forces of pride and passion.
-
-Shortly afterwards events occurred compared to which the
-vicissitudes of Mr. Povey's heart were of no more account than a
-shower of rain in April. And fate gave no warning of them; it
-rather indicated a complete absence of events. When the customary
-advice circular arrived from Birkinshaws, the name of 'our Mr.
-Gerald Scales' was replaced on it by another and an unfamiliar
-name. Mrs. Baines, seeing the circular by accident, experienced a
-sense of relief, mingled with the professional disappointment of a
-diplomatist who has elaborately provided for contingencies which
-have failed to happen. She had sent Sophia away for nothing; and
-no doubt her maternal affection had exaggerated a molehill into a
-mountain. Really, when she reflected on the past, she could not
-recall a single fact that would justify her theory of an
-attachment secretly budding between Sophia and the young man
-Scales! Not a single little fact! All she could bring forward was
-that Sophia had twice encountered Scales in the street.
-
-She felt a curious interest in the fate of Scales, for whom in her
-own mind she had long prophesied evil, and when Birkinshaws'
-representative came she took care to be in the shop; her intention
-was to converse with him, and ascertain as much as was
-ascertainable, after Mr. Povey had transacted business. For this
-purpose, at a suitable moment, she traversed the shop to Mr.
-Povey's side, and in so doing she had a fleeting view of King
-Street, and in King Street of a familiar vehicle. She stopped, and
-seemed to catch the distant sound of knocking. Abandoning the
-traveller, she hurried towards the parlour, in the passage she
-assuredly did hear knocking, angry and impatient knocking, the
-knocking of someone who thinks he has knocked too long.
-
-"Of course Maggie is at the top of the house!" she muttered
-sarcastically.
-
-She unchained, unbolted, and unlocked the side-door.
-
-"At last!" It was Aunt Harriet's voice, exacerbated. "What! You,
-sister? You're soon up. What a blessing!"
-
-The two majestic and imposing creatures met on the mat, craning
-forward so that their lips might meet above their terrific bosoms.
-
-"What's the matter?" Mrs. Baines asked, fearfully.
-
-"Well, I do declare!" said Mrs. Maddack. "And I've driven
-specially over to ask you!"
-
-"Where's Sophia?" demanded Mrs. Baines.
-
-"You don't mean to say she's not come, sister?" Mrs. Maddack sank
-down on to the sofa.
-
-"Come?" Mrs. Baines repeated. "Of course she's not come! What do
-you mean, sister?"
-
-"The very moment she got Constance's letter yesterday, saying you
-were ill in bed and she'd better come over to help in the shop,
-she started. I got Bratt's dog-cart for her."
-
-Mrs. Baines in her turn also sank down on to the sofa.
-
-"I've not been ill," she said. "And Constance hasn't written for a
-week! Only yesterday I was telling her--"
-
-"Sister--it can't be! Sophia had letters from Constance every
-morning. At least she said they were from Constance. I told her to
-be sure and write me how you were last night, and she promised
-faithfully she would. And it was because I got nothing by this
-morning's post that I decided to come over myself, to see if it
-was anything serious."
-
-"Serious it is!" murmured Mrs. Baines.
-
-"What--"
-
-"Sophia's run off. That's the plain English of it!" said Mrs.
-Baines with frigid calm.
-
-"Nay! That I'll never believe. I've looked after Sophia night and
-day as if she was my own, and--"
-
-"If she hasn't run off, where is she?"
-
-Mrs. Maddack opened the door with a tragic gesture.
-
-"Bladen," she called in a loud voice to the driver of the
-waggonette, who was standing on the pavement.
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-"It was Pember drove Miss Sophia yesterday, wasn't it?"
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-She hesitated. A clumsy question might enlighten a member of the
-class which ought never to be enlightened about one's private
-affairs.
-
-"He didn't come all the way here?"
-
-"No'm. He happened to say last night when he got back as Miss
-Sophia had told him to set her down at Knype Station."
-
-"I thought so!" said Mrs. Maddack, courageously.
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-"Sister!" she moaned, after carefully shutting the door.
-
-They clung to each other.
-
-The horror of what had occurred did not instantly take full
-possession of them, because the power of credence, of
-imaginatively realizing a supreme event, whether of great grief or
-of great happiness, is ridiculously finite. But every minute the
-horror grew more clear, more intense, more tragically dominant
-over them. There were many things that they could not say to each
-other,--from pride, from shame, from the inadequacy of words.
-Neither could utter the name of Gerald Scales. And Aunt Harriet
-could not stoop to defend herself from a possible charge of
-neglect; nor could Mrs. Baines stoop to assure her sister that she
-was incapable of preferring such a charge. And the sheer, immense
-criminal folly of Sophia could not even be referred to: it was
-unspeakable. So the interview proceeded, lamely, clumsily,
-inconsequently, leading to naught.
-
-Sophia was gone. She was gone with Gerald Scales.
-
-That beautiful child, that incalculable, untamable, impossible
-creature, had committed the final folly; without pretext or
-excuse, and with what elaborate deceit! Yes, without excuse! She
-had not been treated harshly; she had had a degree of liberty
-which would have astounded and shocked her grandmothers; she had
-been petted, humoured, spoilt. And her answer was to disgrace the
-family by an act as irrevocable as it was utterly vicious. If
-among her desires was the desire to humiliate those majesties, her
-mother and Aunt Harriet, she would have been content could she
-have seen them on the sofa there, humbled, shamed, mortally
-wounded! Ah, the monstrous Chinese cruelty of youth!
-
-What was to be done? Tell dear Constance? No, this was not, at the
-moment, an affair for the younger generation. It was too new and
-raw for the younger generation. Moreover, capable, proud, and
-experienced as they were, they felt the need of a man's voice, and
-a man's hard, callous ideas. It was a case for Mr. Critchlow.
-Maggie was sent to fetch him, with a particular request that he
-should come to the side-door. He came expectant, with the
-pleasurable anticipation of disaster, and he was not disappointed.
-He passed with the sisters the happiest hour that had fallen to
-him for years. Quickly he arranged the alternatives for them.
-Would they tell the police, or would they take the risks of
-waiting? They shied away, but with fierce brutality he brought
-them again and again to the immediate point of decision. ... Well,
-they could not tell the police! They simply could not. Then they
-must face another danger. ... He had no mercy for them. And while
-he was torturing them there arrived a telegram, despatched from
-Charing Cross, "I am all right, Sophia." That proved, at any rate,
-that the child was not heartless, not merely careless.
-
-Only yesterday, it seemed to Mrs. Baines, she had borne Sophia;
-only yesterday she was a baby, a schoolgirl to be smacked. The
-years rolled up in a few hours. And now she was sending telegrams
-from a place called Charing Cross! How unlike was the hand of the
-telegram to Sophia's hand! How mysteriously curt and inhuman was
-that official hand, as Mrs. Baines stared at it through red, wet
-eyes!
-
-Mr. Critchlow said some one should go to Manchester, to ascertain
-about Scales. He went himself, that afternoon, and returned with
-the news that an aunt of Scales had recently died, leaving him
-twelve thousand pounds, and that he had, after quarrelling with
-his uncle Boldero, abandoned Birkinshaws at an hour's notice and
-vanished with his inheritance.
-
-"It's as plain as a pikestaff," said Mr. Critchlow. "I could ha'
-warned ye o' all this years ago, even since she killed her
-father!"
-
-Mr. Critchlow left nothing unsaid.
-
-During the night Mrs. Baines lived through all Sophia's life,
-lived through it more intensely than ever Sophia had done.
-
-The next day people began to know. A whisper almost inaudible
-went across the Square, and into the town: and in the stillness
-every one heard it. "Sophia Baines run off with a commercial!"
-
-In another fortnight a note came, also dated from London.
-
-"Dear Mother, I am married to Gerald Scales. Please don't worry
-about me. We are going abroad. Your affectionate Sophia. Love to
-Constance." No tear-stains on that pale blue sheet! No sign of
-agitation!
-
-And Mrs. Baines said: "My life is over." It was, though she was
-scarcely fifty. She felt old, old and beaten. She had fought and
-been vanquished. The everlasting purpose had been too much for
-her. Virtue had gone out of her--the virtue to hold up her head
-and look the Square in the face. She, the wife of John Baines!
-She, a Syme of Axe!
-
-Old houses, in the course of their history, see sad sights, and
-never forget them! And ever since, in the solemn physiognomy of
-the triple house of John Baines at the corner of St. Luke's Square
-and King Street, have remained the traces of the sight it saw on
-the morning of the afternoon when Mr. and Mrs. Povey returned from
-their honeymoon--the sight of Mrs. Baines getting into the
-waggonette for Axe; Mrs. Baines, encumbered with trunks and
-parcels, leaving the scene of her struggles and her defeat,
-whither she had once come as slim as a wand, to return stout and
-heavy, and heavy-hearted, to her childhood; content to live with
-her grandiose sister until such time as she should be ready for
-burial! The grimy and impassive old house perhaps heard her heart
-saying: "Only yesterday they were little girls, ever so tiny, and
-now--" The driving-off of a waggonette can be a dreadful thing.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK II
-
-CONSTANCE
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-REVOLUTION
-
-I
-
-
-"Well," said Mr. Povey, rising from the rocking-chair that in a
-previous age had been John Baines's, "I've got to make a start
-some time, so I may as well begin now!"
-
-And he went from the parlour into the shop. Constance's eye
-followed him as far as the door, where their glances met for an
-instant in the transient gaze which expresses the tenderness of
-people who feel more than they kiss.
-
-It was on the morning of this day that Mrs. Baines, relinquishing
-the sovereignty of St. Luke's Square, had gone to live as a
-younger sister in the house of Harriet Maddack at Axe. Constance
-guessed little of the secret anguish of that departure. She only
-knew that it was just like her mother, having perfectly arranged
-the entire house for the arrival of the honeymoon couple from
-Buxton, to flit early away so as to spare the natural blushing
-diffidence of the said couple. It was like her mother's
-commonsense and her mother's sympathetic comprehension. Further,
-Constance did not pursue her mother's feelings, being far too busy
-with her own. She sat there full of new knowledge and new
-importance, brimming with experience and strange, unexpected
-aspirations, purposes, yes--and cunnings! And yet, though the very
-curves of her cheeks seemed to be mysteriously altering, the old
-Constance still lingered in that frame, an innocent soul
-hesitating to spread its wings and quit for ever the body which
-had been its home; you could see the timid thing peeping wistfully
-out of the eyes of the married woman.
-
-Constance rang the bell for Maggie to clear the table; and as she
-did so she had the illusion that she was not really a married
-woman and a house-mistress, but only a kind of counterfeit. She
-did most fervently hope that all would go right in the house--at
-any rate until she had grown more accustomed to her situation.
-
-The hope was to be disappointed. Maggie's rather silly, obsequious
-smile concealed but for a moment the ineffable tragedy that had
-lain in wait for unarmed Constance.
-
-"If you please, Mrs. Povey," said Maggie, as she crushed cups
-together on the tin tray with her great, red hands, which always
-looked like something out of a butcher's shop; then a pause, "Will
-you please accept of this?"
-
-Now, before the wedding Maggie had already, with tears of
-affection, given Constance a pair of blue glass vases (in order to
-purchase which she had been obliged to ask for special permission
-to go out), and Constance wondered what was coming now from
-Maggie's pocket. A small piece of folded paper came from Maggie's
-pocket. Constance accepted of it, and read: "I begs to give one
-month's notice to leave. Signed Maggie. June 10, 1867."
-
-"Maggie!" exclaimed the old Constance, terrified by this
-incredible occurrence, ere the married woman could strangle her.
-
-"I never give notice before, Mrs. Povey," said Maggie, "so I don't
-know as I know how it ought for be done--not rightly. But I hope
-as you'll accept of it, Mrs. Povey."
-
-"Oh! of course," said Mrs. Povey, primly, just as if Maggie was
-not the central supporting pillar of the house, just as if Maggie
-had not assisted at her birth, just as if the end of the world had
-not abruptly been announced, just as if St. Luke's Square were not
-inconceivable without Maggie. "But why--"
-
-"Well, Mrs. Povey, I've been a-thinking it over in my kitchen, and
-I said to myself: 'If there's going to be one change there'd
-better be two,' I says. Not but what I wouldn't work my fingers to
-the bone for ye, Miss Constance."
-
-Here Maggie began to cry into the tray.
-
-Constance looked at her. Despite the special muslin of that day
-she had traces of the slatternliness of which Mrs. Baines had
-never been able to cure her. She was over forty, big, gawky. She
-had no figure, no charms of any kind. She was what was left of a
-woman after twenty-two years in the cave of a philanthropic
-family. And in her cave she had actually been thinking things
-over! Constance detected for the first time, beneath the
-dehumanized drudge, the stirrings of a separate and perhaps
-capricious individuality. Maggie's engagements had never been real
-to her employers. Within the house she had never been, in
-practice, anything but 'Maggie'--an organism. And now she was
-permitting herself ideas about changes!
-
-"You'll soon be suited with another, Mrs. Povey," said Maggie.
-"There's many a--many a--" She burst into sobs.
-
-"But if you really want to leave, what are you crying for,
-Maggie?" asked Mrs. Povey, at her wisest. "Have you told mother?"
-
-"No, miss," Maggie whimpered, absently wiping her wrinkled cheeks
-with ineffectual muslin. "I couldn't seem to fancy telling your
-mother. And as you're the mistress now, I thought as I'd save it
-for you when you come home. I hope you'll excuse me, Mrs. Povey."
-
-"Of course I'm very sorry. You've been a very good servant. And in
-these days--"
-
-The child had acquired this turn of speech from her mother. It did
-not appear to occur to either of them that they were living in the
-sixties.
-
-"Thank ye, miss."
-
-"And what are you thinking of doing, Maggie? You know you won't
-get many places like this."
-
-"To tell ye the truth, Mrs. Povey, I'm going to get married
-mysen."
-
-"Indeed!" murmured Constance, with the perfunctoriness of habit in
-replying to these tidings.
-
-"Oh! but I am, mum," Maggie insisted. "It's all settled. Mr.
-Hollins, mum."
-
-"Not Hollins, the fish-hawker!"
-
-"Yes, mum. I seem to fancy him. You don't remember as him and me
-was engaged in '48. He was my first, like. I broke it off because
-he was in that Chartist lot, and I knew as Mr. Baines would never
-stand that. Now he's asked me again. He's been a widower this long
-time."
-
-"I'm sure I hope you'll be happy, Maggie. But what about his
-habits?"
-
-"He won't have no habits with me, Mrs. Povey."
-
-A woman was definitely emerging from the drudge.
-
-When Maggie, having entirely ceased sobbing, had put the folded
-cloth in the table-drawer and departed with the tray, her mistress
-became frankly the girl again. No primness about her as she stood
-alone there in the parlour; no pretence that Maggie's notice to
-leave was an everyday document, to be casually glanced at--as one
-glances at an unpaid bill! She would be compelled to find a new
-servant, making solemn inquiries into character, and to train the
-new servant, and to talk to her from heights from which she had
-never addressed Maggie. At that moment she had an illusion that
-there were no other available, suitable servants in the whole
-world. And the arranged marriage? She felt that this time--the
-thirteenth or fourteenth time--the engagement was serious and
-would only end at the altar. The vision of Maggie and Hollins at
-the altar shocked her. Marriage was a series of phenomena, and a
-general state, very holy and wonderful--too sacred, somehow, for
-such creatures as Maggie and Hollins. Her vague, instinctive
-revolt against such a usage of matrimony centred round the idea of
-a strong, eternal smell of fish. However, the projected outrage on
-a hallowed institution troubled her much less than the imminent
-problem of domestic service.
-
-She ran into the shop--or she would have run if she had not
-checked her girlishness betimes--and on her lips, ready to be
-whispered importantly into a husband's astounded ear, were the
-words, "Maggie has given notice! Yes! Truly!" But Samuel Povey was
-engaged. He was leaning over the counter and staring at an
-outspread paper upon which a certain Mr. Yardley was making
-strokes with a thick pencil. Mr. Yardley, who had a long red
-beard, painted houses and rooms. She knew him only by sight. In
-her mind she always associated him with the sign over his premises
-in Trafalgar Road, "Yardley Bros., Authorised plumbers. Painters.
-Decorators. Paper-hangers. Facia writers." For years, in
-childhood, she had passed that sign without knowing what sort of
-things 'Bros,' and 'Facia' were, and what was the mysterious
-similarity between a plumber and a version of the Bible. She could
-not interrupt her husband, he was wholly absorbed; nor could she
-stay in the shop (which appeared just a little smaller than
-usual), for that would have meant an unsuccessful endeavour to
-front the young lady-assistants as though nothing in particular
-had happened to her. So she went sedately up the showroom stairs
-and thus to the bedroom floors of the house--her house! Mrs.
-Povey's house! She even climbed to Constance's old bedroom; her
-mother had stripped the bed--that was all, except a slight
-diminution of this room, corresponding to that of the shop! Then
-to the drawing-room. In the recess outside the drawing-room door
-the black box of silver plate still lay. She had expected her
-mother to take it; but no! Assuredly her mother was one to do
-things handsomely--when she did them. In the drawing-room, not a
-tassel of an antimacassar touched! Yes, the fire-screen, the
-luscious bunch of roses on an expanse of mustard, which Constance
-had worked for her mother years ago, was gone! That her mother
-should have clung to just that one souvenir, out of all the heavy
-opulence of the drawing-room, touched Constance intimately. She
-perceived that if she could not talk to her husband she must write
-to her mother. And she sat down at the oval table and wrote,
-"Darling mother, I am sure you will be very surprised to hear. ...
-She means it. ... I think she is making a serious mistake. Ought I
-to put an advertisement in the Signal, or will it do if. ...
-Please write by return. We are back and have enjoyed ourselves
-very much. Sam says he enjoys getting up late. ..." And so on to
-the last inch of the fourth scolloped page.
-
-She was obliged to revisit the shop for a stamp, stamps being kept
-in Mr. Povey's desk in the corner--a high desk, at which you
-stood. Mr. Povey was now in earnest converse with Mr. Yardley at
-the door, and twilight, which began a full hour earlier in the
-shop than in the Square, had cast faint shadows in corners behind
-counters.
-
-"Will you just run out with this to the pillar, Miss Dadd?"
-
-"With pleasure, Mrs. Povey."
-
-"Where are you going to?" Mr. Povey interrupted his conversation
-to stop the flying girl.
-
-"She's just going to the post for me," Constance called out from
-the region of the till.
-
-"Oh! All right!"
-
-A trifle! A nothing! Yet somehow, in the quiet customerless shop,
-the episode, with the scarce perceptible difference in Samuel's
-tone at his second remark, was delicious to Constance. Somehow it
-was the REAL beginning of her wifehood. (There had been about nine
-other real beginnings in the past fortnight.)
-
-Mr. Povey came in to supper, laden with ledgers and similar works
-which Constance had never even pretended to understand. It was a
-sign from him that the honeymoon was over. He was proprietor now,
-and his ardour for ledgers most justifiable. Still, there was the
-question of her servant.
-
-"Never!" he exclaimed, when she told him all about the end of the
-world. A 'never' which expressed extreme astonishment and the
-liveliest concern!
-
-But Constance had anticipated that he would have been just a
-little more knocked down, bowled over, staggered, stunned,
-flabbergasted. In a swift gleam of insight she saw that she had
-been in danger of forgetting her role of experienced, capable
-married woman.
-
-"I shall have to set about getting a fresh one," she said hastily,
-with an admirable assumption of light and easy casualness.
-
-Mr. Povey seemed to think that Hollins would suit Maggie pretty
-well. He made no remark to the betrothed when she answered the
-final bell of the night.
-
-He opened his ledgers, whistling.
-
-"I think I shall go up, dear," said Constance. "I've a lot of
-things to put away."
-
-"Do," said he. "Call out when you've done."
-
-II
-
-"Sam!" she cried from the top of the crooked stairs.
-
-No answer. The door at the foot was closed.
-
-"Sam!"
-
-"Hello?" Distantly, faintly.
-
-"I've done all I'm going to do to-night."
-
-And she ran back along the corridor, a white figure in the deep
-gloom, and hurried into bed, and drew the clothes up to her chin.
-
-In the life of a bride there are some dramatic moments. If she has
-married the industrious apprentice, one of those moments occurs
-when she first occupies the sacred bed-chamber of her ancestors,
-and the bed on which she was born. Her parents' room had always
-been to Constance, if not sacred, at least invested with a certain
-moral solemnity. She could not enter it as she would enter another
-room. The course of nature, with its succession of deaths,
-conceptions, and births, slowly makes such a room august with a
-mysterious quality which interprets the grandeur of mere existence
-and imposes itself on all. Constance had the strangest sensations
-in that bed, whose heavy dignity of ornament symbolized a past
-age; sensations of sacrilege and trespass, of being a naughty girl
-to whom punishment would accrue for this shocking freak. Not since
-she was quite tiny had she slept in that bed--one night with her
-mother, before her father's seizure, when he had been away. What a
-limitless, unfathomable bed it was then! Now it was just a bed--so
-she had to tell herself--like any other bed. The tiny child that,
-safely touching its mother, had slept in the vast expanse, seemed
-to her now a pathetic little thing; its image made her feel
-melancholy. And her mind dwelt on sad events: the death of her
-father, the flight of darling Sophia; the immense grief, and the
-exile, of her mother. She esteemed that she knew what life was,
-and that it was grim. And she sighed. But the sigh was an
-affectation, meant partly to convince herself that she was grown-
-up, and partly to keep her in countenance in the intimidating bed.
-This melancholy was factitious, was less than transient foam on
-the deep sea of her joy. Death and sorrow and sin were dim shapes
-to her; the ruthless egoism of happiness blew them away with a
-puff, and their wistful faces vanished. To see her there in the
-bed, framed in mahogany and tassels, lying on her side, with her
-young glowing cheeks, and honest but not artless gaze, and the
-rich curve of her hip lifting the counterpane, one would have said
-that she had never heard of aught but love.
-
-Mr. Povey entered, the bridegroom, quickly, firmly, carrying it
-off rather well, but still self-conscious. "After all," his
-shoulders were trying to say, "what's the difference between this
-bedroom and the bedroom of a boarding-house? Indeed, ought we not
-to feel more at home here? Besides, confound it, we've been
-married a fortnight!"
-
-"Doesn't it give you a funny feeling, sleeping in this room? It
-does me," said Constance. Women, even experienced women, are so
-foolishly frank. They have no decency, no self-respect.
-
-"Really?" replied Mr. Povey, with loftiness, as who should say:
-"What an extraordinary thing that a reasonable creature can have
-such fancies! Now to me this room is exactly like any other room."
-And he added aloud, glancing away from the glass, where he was
-unfastening his necktie: "It's not a bad room at all." This, with
-the judicial air of an auctioneer.
-
-Not for an instant did he deceive Constance, who read his real
-sensations with accuracy. But his futile poses did not in the
-slightest degree lessen her respect for him. On the contrary, she
-admired him the more for them; they were a sort of embroidery on
-the solid stuff of his character. At that period he could not do
-wrong for her. The basis of her regard for him was, she often
-thought, his honesty, his industry, his genuine kindliness of act,
-his grasp of the business, his perseverance, his passion for doing
-at once that which had to be done. She had the greatest admiration
-for his qualities, and he was in her eyes an indivisible whole;
-she could not admire one part of him and frown upon another.
-Whatever he did was good because he did it. She knew that some
-people were apt to smile at certain phases of his individuality;
-she knew that far down in her mother's heart was a suspicion that
-she had married ever so little beneath her. But this knowledge did
-not disturb her. She had no doubt as to the correctness of her own
-estimate.
-
-Mr. Povey was an exceedingly methodical person, and he was also
-one of those persons who must always be 'beforehand' with time.
-Thus at night he would arrange his raiment so that in the morning
-it might be reassumed in the minimum of minutes. He was not a man,
-for example, to leave the changing of studs from one shirt to
-another till the morrow. Had it been practicable, he would have
-brushed his hair the night before. Constance already loved to
-watch his meticulous preparations. She saw him now go into his old
-bedroom and return with a paper collar, which he put on the
-dressing-table next to a black necktie. His shop-suit was laid out
-on a chair.
-
-"Oh, Sam!" she exclaimed impulsively, "you surely aren't going to
-begin wearing those horrid paper collars again!" During the
-honeymoon he had worn linen collars.
-
-Her tone was perfectly gentle, but the remark, nevertheless,
-showed a lack of tact. It implied that all his life Mr. Povey had
-been enveloping his neck in something which was horrid. Like all
-persons with a tendency to fall into the ridiculous, Mr. Povey was
-exceedingly sensitive to personal criticisms. He flushed darkly.
-
-"I didn't know they were 'horrid,'" he snapped. He was hurt and
-angry. Anger had surprised him unawares.
-
-Both of them suddenly saw that they were standing on the edge of a
-chasm, and drew back. They had imagined themselves to be wandering
-safely in a flowered meadow, and here was this bottomless chasm!
-It was most disconcerting.
-
-Mr. Povey's hand hovered undecided over the collar. "However--" he
-muttered.
-
-She could feel that he was trying with all his might to be gentle
-and pacific. And she was aghast at her own stupid clumsiness, she
-so experienced!
-
-"Just as you like, dear," she said quickly. "Please!"
-
-"Oh no!" And he did his best to smile, and went off gawkily with
-the collar and came back with a linen one.
-
-Her passion for him burned stronger than ever. She knew then that
-she did not love him for his good qualities, but for something
-boyish and naive that there was about him, an indescribable
-something that occasionally, when his face was close to hers, made
-her dizzy.
-
-The chasm had disappeared. In such moments, when each must pretend
-not to have seen or even suspected the chasm, small-talk is
-essential.
-
-"Wasn't that Mr. Yardley in the shop to-night?" began Constance.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What did he want?"
-
-"I'd sent for him. He's going to paint us a signboard."
-
-Useless for Samuel to make-believe that nothing in this world is
-more ordinary than a signboard.
-
-"Oh!" murmured Constance. She said no more, the episode of the
-paper collar having weakened her self-confidence.
-
-But a signboard!
-
-What with servants, chasms, and signboards, Constance considered
-that her life as a married woman would not be deficient in
-excitement. Long afterwards, she fell asleep, thinking of Sophia.
-
-III
-
-A few days later Constance was arranging the more precious of her
-wedding presents in the parlour; some had to be wrapped in tissue
-and in brown paper and then tied with string and labelled; others
-had special cases of their own, leather without and velvet within.
-Among the latter was the resplendent egg-stand holding twelve
-silver-gilt egg-cups and twelve chased spoons to match, presented
-by Aunt Harriet. In the Five Towns' phrase, 'it must have cost
-money.' Even if Mr. and Mrs. Povey had ten guests or ten children,
-and all the twelve of them were simultaneously gripped by a desire
-to eat eggs at breakfast or tea--even in this remote contingency
-Aunt Harriet would have been pained to see the egg-stand in use;
-such treasures are not designed for use. The presents, few in
-number, were mainly of this character, because, owing to her
-mother's heroic cession of the entire interior, Constance already
-possessed every necessary. The fewness of the presents was
-accounted for by the fact that the wedding had been strictly
-private and had taken place at Axe. There is nothing like secrecy
-in marriage for discouraging the generous impulses of one's
-friends. It was Mrs. Baines, abetted by both the chief parties,
-who had decided that the wedding should be private and secluded.
-Sophia's wedding had been altogether too private and secluded; but
-the casting of a veil over Constance's (whose union was
-irreproachable) somehow justified, after the event, the
-circumstances of Sophia's, indicating as it did that Mrs. Baines
-believed in secret weddings on principle. In such matters Mrs.
-Baines was capable of extraordinary subtlety.
-
-And while Constance was thus taking her wedding presents with due
-seriousness, Maggie was cleaning the steps that led from the
-pavement of King Street to the side-door, and the door was ajar.
-It was a fine June morning.
-
-Suddenly, over the sound of scouring, Constance heard a dog's low
-growl and then the hoarse voice of a man:
-
-"Mester in, wench?"
-
-"Happen he is, happen he isn't," came Maggie's answer. She had no
-fancy for being called wench.
-
-Constance went to the door, not merely from curiosity, but from a
-feeling that her authority and her responsibilities as house-
-mistress extended to the pavement surrounding the house.
-
-The famous James Boon, of Buck Row, the greatest dog-fancier in
-the Five Towns, stood at the bottom of the steps: a tall, fat man,
-clad in stiff, stained brown and smoking a black clay pipe less
-than three inches long. Behind him attended two bull-dogs.
-
-"Morning, missis!" cried Boon, cheerfully. "I've heerd tell as th'
-mister is looking out for a dog, as you might say."
-
-"I don't stay here with them animals a-sniffing at me--no, that I
-don't!" observed Maggie, picking herself up.
-
-"Is he?" Constance hesitated. She knew that Samuel had vaguely
-referred to dogs; she had not, however, imagined that he regarded
-a dog as aught but a beautiful dream. No dog had ever put paw into
-that house, and it seemed impossible that one should ever do so.
-As for those beasts of prey on the pavement ...!
-
-"Ay!" said James Boon, calmly.
-
-"I'll tell him you're here," said Constance. "But I don't know if
-he's at liberty. He seldom is at this time of day. Maggie, you'd
-better come in."
-
-She went slowly to the shop, full of fear for the future.
-
-"Sam," she whispered to her husband, who was writing at his desk,
-"here's a man come to see you about a dog."
-
-Assuredly he was taken aback. Still, he behaved with much presence
-of mind.
-
-"Oh, about a dog! Who is it?"
-
-"It's that Jim Boon. He says he's heard you want one."
-
-The renowned name of Jim Boon gave him pause; but he had to go
-through with the affair, and he went through with it, though
-nervously. Constance followed his agitated footsteps to the side-
-door.
-
-"Morning, Boon."
-
-"Morning, master."
-
-They began to talk dogs, Mr. Povey, for his part, with due caution.
-
-"Now, there's a dog!" said Boon, pointing to one of the bull-dogs,
-a miracle of splendid ugliness.
-
-"Yes," responded Mr. Povey, insincerely. "He is a beauty. What's
-it worth now, at a venture?"
-
-"I'll tak' a hundred and twenty sovereigns for her," said Boon.
-"Th' other's a bit cheaper--a hundred."
-
-"Oh, Sam!" gasped Constance.
-
-And even Mr. Povey nearly lost his nerve. "That's more than I want
-to give," said he timidly.
-
-"But look at her!" Boon persisted, roughly snatching up the more
-expensive animal, and displaying her cannibal teeth.
-
-Mr. Povey shook his head. Constance glanced away.
-
-"That's not quite the sort of dog I want," said Mr. Povey.
-
-"Fox-terrier?"
-
-"Yes, that's more like," Mr. Povey agreed eagerly.
-
-"What'll ye run to?"
-
-"Oh," said Mr. Povey, largely, "I don't know."
-
-"Will ye run to a tenner?"
-
-"I thought of something cheaper."
-
-"Well, hoo much? Out wi' it, mester."
-
-"Not more than two pounds," said Mr. Povey. He would have said one
-pound had he dared. The prices of dogs amazed him.
-
-"I thowt it was a dog as ye wanted!" said Boon. "Look 'ere,
-mester. Come up to my yard and see what I've got."
-
-"I will," said Mr. Povey.
-
-"And bring missis along too. Now, what about a cat for th' missis?
-Or a gold-fish?"
-
-The end of the episode was that a young lady aged some twelve
-months entered the Povey household on trial. Her exiguous legs
-twinkled all over the parlour, and she had the oddest appearance
-in the parlour. But she was so confiding, so affectionate, so
-timorous, and her black nose was so icy in that hot weather, that
-Constance loved her violently within an hour. Mr. Povey made rules
-for her. He explained to her that she must never, never go into
-the shop. But she went, and he whipped her to the squealing point,
-and Constance cried an instant, while admiring her husband's
-firmness.
-
-The dog was not all.
-
-On another day Constance, prying into the least details of the
-parlour, discovered a box of cigars inside the lid of the
-harmonium, on the keyboard. She was so unaccustomed to cigars that
-at first she did not realize what the object was. Her father had
-never smoked, nor drunk intoxicants; nor had Mr. Critchlow. Nobody
-had ever smoked in that house, where tobacco had always been
-regarded as equally licentious with cards, 'the devil's
-playthings.' Certainly Samuel had never smoked in the house,
-though the sight of the cigar-box reminded Constance of an
-occasion when her mother had announced an incredulous suspicion
-that Mr. Povey, fresh from an excursion into the world on a
-Thursday evening, 'smelt of smoke.'
-
-She closed the harmonium and kept silence.
-
-That very night, coming suddenly into the parlour, she caught
-Samuel at the harmonium. The lid went down with a resonant bang
-that awoke sympathetic vibrations in every corner of the room.
-
-"What is it?" Constance inquired, jumping.
-
-"Oh, nothing!" replied Mr. Povey, carelessly. Each was deceiving
-the other: Mr. Povey hid his crime, and Constance hid her
-knowledge of his crime. False, false! But this is what marriage
-is.
-
-And the next day Constance had a visit in the shop from a possible
-new servant, recommended to her by Mr. Holl, the grocer.
-
-"Will you please step this way?" said Constance, with affable
-primness, steeped in the novel sense of what it is to be the sole
-responsible mistress of a vast household. She preceded the girl to
-the parlour, and as they passed the open door of Mr. Povey's
-cutting-out room, Constance had the clear vision and titillating
-odour of her husband smoking a cigar. He was in his shirt-sleeves,
-calmly cutting out, and Fan (the lady companion), at watch on the
-bench, yapped at the possible new servant.
-
-"I think I shall try that girl," said she to Samuel at tea. She
-said nothing as to the cigar; nor did he.
-
-On the following evening, after supper, Mr. Povey burst out:
-
-"I think I'll have a weed! You didn't know I smoked, did you?"
-
-Thus Mr. Povey came out in his true colours as a blood, a blade,
-and a gay spark.
-
-But dogs and cigars, disconcerting enough in their degree, were to
-the signboard, when the signboard at last came, as skim milk is to
-hot brandy. It was the signboard that, more startlingly than
-anything else, marked the dawn of a new era in St. Luke's Square.
-Four men spent a day and a half in fixing it; they had ladders,
-ropes, and pulleys, and two of them dined on the flat lead roof of
-the projecting shop-windows. The signboard was thirty-five feet
-long and two feet in depth; over its centre was a semicircle about
-three feet in radius; this semicircle bore the legend, judiciously
-disposed, "S. Povey. Late." All the sign-board proper was devoted
-to the words, "John Baines," in gold letters a foot and a half
-high, on a green ground.
-
-The Square watched and wondered; and murmured: "Well, bless us!
-What next?"
-
-It was agreed that in giving paramount importance to the name of
-his late father-in-law, Mr. Povey had displayed a very nice
-feeling.
-
-Some asked with glee: "What'll the old lady have to say?"
-
-Constance asked herself this, but not with glee. When Constance
-walked down the Square homewards, she could scarcely bear to look
-at the sign; the thought of what her mother might say frightened
-her. Her mother's first visit of state was imminent, and Aunt
-Harriet was to accompany her. Constance felt almost sick as the
-day approached. When she faintly hinted her apprehensions to
-Samuel, he demanded, as if surprised--
-
-"Haven't you mentioned it in one of your letters?"
-
-"Oh NO!"
-
-"If that's all," said he, with bravado, "I'll write and tell her
-myself."
-
-IV
-
-So that Mrs. Baines was duly apprised of the signboard before her
-arrival. The letter written by her to Constance after receiving
-Samuel's letter, which was merely the amiable epistle of a son-in-
-law anxious to be a little more than correct, contained no
-reference to the signboard. This silence, however, did not in the
-least allay Constance's apprehensions as to what might occur when
-her mother and Samuel met beneath the signboard itself. It was
-therefore with a fearful as well as an eager, loving heart that
-Constance opened her side-door and ran down the steps when the
-waggonette stopped in King Street on the Thursday morning of the
-great visit of the sisters. But a surprise awaited her. Aunt
-Harriet had not come. Mrs. Baines explained, as she soundly kissed
-her daughter, that at the last moment Aunt Harriet had not felt
-well enough to undertake the journey. She sent her fondest love,
-and cake. Her pains had recurred. It was these mysterious pains
-which had prevented the sisters from coming to Bursley earlier.
-The word "cancer"--the continual terror of stout women--had been
-on their lips, without having been actually uttered; then there
-was a surcease, and each was glad that she had refrained from the
-dread syllables. In view of the recurrence, it was not unnatural
-that Mrs. Baines's vigorous cheerfulness should be somewhat
-forced.
-
-"What is it, do you think?" Constance inquired.
-
-Mrs. Baines pushed her lips out and raised her eyebrows--a gesture
-which meant that the pains might mean God knew what.
-
-"I hope she'll be all right alone," observed Constance. "Of
-course," said Mrs. Baines, quickly. "But you don't suppose I was
-going to disappoint you, do you?" she added, looking round as if
-to defy the fates in general.
-
-This speech, and its tone, gave intense pleasure to Constance;
-and, laden with parcels, they mounted the stairs together, very
-content with each other, very happy in the discovery that they
-were still mother and daughter, very intimate in an inarticulate
-way.
-
-Constance had imagined long, detailed, absorbing, and highly novel
-conversations between herself and her mother upon this their first
-meeting after her marriage. But alone in the bedroom, and with a
-clear half-hour to dinner, they neither of them seemed to have a
-great deal to impart.
-
-Mrs. Baines slowly removed her light mantle and laid it with
-precautions on the white damask counterpane. Then, fingering her
-weeds, she glanced about the chamber. Nothing was changed. Though
-Constance had, previous to her marriage, envisaged certain
-alterations, she had determined to postpone them, feeling that one
-revolutionist in a house was enough.
-
-"Well, my chick, you all right?" said Mrs. Baines, with hearty and
-direct energy, gazing straight into her daughter's eyes.
-
-Constance perceived that the question was universal in its
-comprehensiveness, the one unique expression that the mother would
-give to her maternal concern and curiosity, and that it condensed
-into six words as much interest as would have overflowed into a
-whole day of the chatter of some mothers. She met the candid
-glance, flushing.
-
-"Oh YES!" she answered with ecstatic fervour. "Perfectly!"
-
-And Mrs. Baines nodded, as if dismissing THAT. "You're stouter,"
-said she, curtly. "If you aren't careful you'll be as big as any
-of us."
-
-"Oh, mother!"
-
-The interview fell to a lower plane of emotion. It even fell as
-far as Maggie. What chiefly preoccupied Constance was a subtle
-change in her mother. She found her mother fussy in trifles. Her
-manner of laying down her mantle, of smoothing out her gloves, and
-her anxiety that her bonnet should not come to harm, were rather
-trying, were perhaps, in the very slightest degree, pitiable. It
-was nothing; it was barely perceptible, and yet it was enough to
-alter Constance's mental attitude to her mother. "Poor dear!"
-thought Constance. "I'm afraid she's not what she was." Incredible
-that her mother could have age in less than six weeks! Constance
-did not allow for the chemistry that had been going on in herself.
-
-The encounter between Mrs. Baines and her son-in-law was of the
-most satisfactory nature. He was waiting in the parlour for her to
-descend. He made himself exceedingly agreeable, kissing her, and
-flattering her by his evidently sincere desire to please. He
-explained that he had kept an eye open for the waggonette, but had
-been called away. His "Dear me!" on learning about Aunt Harriet
-lacked nothing in conviction, though both women knew that his
-affection for Aunt Harriet would never get the better of his
-reason. To Constance, her husband's behaviour was marvellously
-perfect. She had not suspected him to be such a man of the world.
-And her eyes said to her mother, quite unconsciously: "You see,
-after all, you didn't rate Sam as high as you ought to have done.
-Now you see your mistake."
-
-As they sat waiting for dinner, Constance and Mrs. Baines on the
-sofa, and Samuel on the edge of the nearest rocking-chair, a small
-scuffling noise was heard outside the door which gave on the
-kitchen steps, the door yielded to pressure, and Fan rushed
-importantly in, deranging mats. Fan's nose had been hinting to her
-that she was behind the times, not up-to-date in the affairs of
-the household, and she had hurried from the kitchen to make
-inquiries. It occurred to her en route that she had been washed
-that morning. The spectacle of Mrs. Baines stopped her. She stood,
-with her legs slightly out-stretched, her nose lifted, her ears
-raking forward, her bright eyes blinking, and her tail undecided.
-"I was sure I'd never smelt anything like that before," she was
-saying to herself, as she stared at Mrs. Baines.
-
-And Mrs. Baines, staring at Fan, had a similar though not the same
-sentiment. The silence was terrible. Constance took on the mien of
-a culprit, and Sam had obviously lost his easy bearing of a man of
-the world. Mrs. Baines was merely thunderstruck.
-
-A dog!
-
-Suddenly Fan's tail began to wag more quickly; and then, having
-looked in vain for encouragement to her master and mistress, she
-gave one mighty spring and alighted in Mrs. Baines's lap. It was
-an aim she could not have missed. Constance emitted an "Oh, FAN!"
-of shocked terror, and Samuel betrayed his nervous tension by an
-involuntary movement. But Fan had settled down into that titanic
-lap as into heaven. It was a greater flattery than Mr. Povey's.
-
-"So your name's Fan!" murmured Mrs. Baines, stroking the animal.
-"You are a dear!"
-
-"Yes, isn't she?" said Constance, with inconceivable rapidity.
-
-The danger was past. Thus, without any explanation, Fan became an
-accepted fact.
-
-The next moment Maggie served the Yorkshire pudding.
-
-"Well, Maggie," said Mrs. Baines. "So you are going to get married
-this time? When is it?"
-
-"Sunday, ma'am."
-
-"And you leave here on Saturday?"
-
-"Yes, ma'am."
-
-"Well, I must have a talk with you before I go."
-
-During the dinner, not a word as to the signboard! Several times
-the conversation curved towards that signboard in the most
-alarming fashion, but invariably it curved away again, like a
-train from another train when two trains are simultaneously
-leaving a station. Constance had frights, so serious as to destroy
-her anxiety about the cookery. In the end she comprehended that
-her mother had adopted a silently disapproving attitude. Fan was
-socially very useful throughout the repast.
-
-After dinner Constance was on pins lest Samuel should light a
-cigar. She had not requested him not to do so, for though she was
-entirely sure of his affection, she had already learned that a
-husband is possessed by a demon of contrariety which often forces
-him to violate his higher feelings. However, Samuel did not light
-a cigar. He went off to superintend the shutting-up of the shop,
-while Mrs. Baines chatted with Maggie and gave her L5 for a
-wedding present. Then Mr. Critchlow called to offer his
-salutations.
-
-A little before tea Mrs. Baines announced that she would go out
-for a short walk by herself.
-
-"Where has she gone to?" smiled Samuel, superiorly, as with
-Constance at the window he watched her turn down King Street
-towards the church.
-
-"I expect she has gone to look at father's grave," said Constance.
-
-"Oh!" muttered Samuel, apologetically.
-
-Constance was mistaken. Before reaching the church, Mrs. Baines
-deviated to the right, got into Brougham Street and thence, by
-Acre Lane, into Oldcastle Street, whose steep she climbed. Now,
-Oldcastle Street ends at the top of St. Luke's Square, and from
-the corner Mrs. Baines had an excellent view of the signboard. It
-being Thursday afternoon, scarce a soul was about. She returned to
-her daughter's by the same extraordinary route, and said not a
-word on entering. But she was markedly cheerful.
-
-The waggonette came after tea, and Mrs. Baines made her final
-preparations to depart. The visit had proved a wonderful success;
-it would have been utterly perfect if Samuel had not marred it at
-the very door of the waggonette. Somehow, he contrived to be
-talking of Christmas. Only a person of Samuel's native clumsiness
-would have mentioned Christmas in July.
-
-"You know you'll spend Christmas with us!" said he into the
-waggonette.
-
-"Indeed I shan't!" replied Mrs. Baines. "Aunt Harriet and I will
-expect you at Axe. We've already settled that."
-
-Mr. Povey bridled. "Oh no!" he protested, hurt by this
-summariness.
-
-Having had no relatives, except his cousin the confectioner, for
-many years, he had dreamt of at last establishing a family
-Christmas under his own roof, and the dream was dear to him.
-
-Mrs. Baines said nothing. "We couldn't possibly leave the shop,"
-said Mr. Povey.
-
-"Nonsense!" Mrs. Baines retorted, putting her lips together.
-"Christmas Day is on a Monday."
-
-The waggonette in starting jerked her head towards the door and
-set all her curls shaking. No white in those curls yet, scarcely a
-touch of grey!
-
-"I shall take good care we don't go there anyway," Mr. Povey
-mumbled, in his heat, half to himself and half to Constance.
-
-He had stained the brightness of the day.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-CHRISTMAS AND THE FUTURE
-
-I
-
-
-Mr. Povey was playing a hymn tune on the harmonium, it having been
-decided that no one should go to chapel. Constance, in mourning,
-with a white apron over her dress, sat on a hassock in front of
-the fire; and near her, in a rocking-chair, Mrs. Baines swayed
-very gently to and fro. The weather was extremely cold. Mr.
-Povey's mittened hands were blue and red; but, like many
-shopkeepers, he had apparently grown almost insensible to vagaries
-of temperature. Although the fire was immense and furious, its
-influence, owing to the fact that the mediaeval grate was designed
-to heat the flue rather than the room, seemed to die away at the
-borders of the fender. Constance could not have been much closer
-to it without being a salamander. The era of good old-fashioned
-Christmases, so agreeably picturesque for the poor, was not yet at
-an end.
-
-Yes, Samuel Povey had won the battle concerning the locus of the
-family Christmas. But he had received the help of a formidable
-ally, death. Mrs. Harriet Maddack had passed away, after an
-operation, leaving her house and her money to her sister. The
-solemn rite of her interment had deeply affected all the
-respectability of the town of Axe, where the late Mr. Maddack had
-been a figure of consequence; it had even shut up the shop in St.
-Luke's Square for a whole day. It was such a funeral as Aunt
-Harriet herself would have approved, a tremendous ceremonial which
-left on the crushed mind an ineffaceable, intricate impression of
-shiny cloth, crape, horses with arching necks and long manes, the
-drawl of parsons, cake, port, sighs, and Christian submission to
-the inscrutable decrees of Providence. Mrs. Baines had borne
-herself with unnatural calmness until the funeral was over: and
-then Constance perceived that the remembered mother of her
-girlhood existed no longer. For the majority of human souls it
-would have been easier to love a virtuous principle, or a
-mountain, than to love Aunt Harriet, who was assuredly less a
-woman than an institution. But Mrs. Baines had loved her, and she
-had been the one person to whom Mrs. Baines looked for support and
-guidance. When she died, Mrs. Baines paid the tribute of respect
-with the last hoarded remains of her proud fortitude, and
-weepingly confessed that the unconquerable had been conquered, the
-inexhaustible exhausted; and became old with whitening hair.
-
-She had persisted in her refusal to spend Christmas in Bursley,
-but both Constance and Samuel knew that the resistance was only
-formal. She soon yielded. When Constance's second new servant took
-it into her head to leave a week before Christmas, Mrs. Baines
-might have pointed out the finger of Providence at work again, and
-this time in her favour. But no! With amazing pliancy she
-suggested that she should bring one of her own servants to 'tide
-Constance over' Christmas. She was met with all the forms of
-loving solicitude, and she found that her daughter and son-in-law
-had 'turned out of' the state bedroom in her favour. Intensely
-flattered by this attention (which was Mr. Povey's magnanimous
-idea), she nevertheless protested strongly. Indeed she 'would not
-hear of it.'
-
-"Now, mother, don't be silly," Constance had said firmly. "You
-don't expect us to be at all the trouble of moving back again, do
-you?" And Mrs. Baines had surrendered in tears.
-
-Thus had come Christmas. Perhaps it was fortunate that, the Axe
-servant being not quite the ordinary servant, but a benefactor
-where a benefactor was needed, both Constance and her mother
-thought it well to occupy themselves in household work, 'sparing'
-the benefactor as much as possible. Hence Constance's white
-apron.
-
-"There he is!" said Mr. Povey, still playing, but with his eye on
-the street.
-
-Constance sprang up eagerly. Then there was a knock on the door.
-Constance opened, and an icy blast swept into the room. The
-postman stood on the steps, his instrument for knocking (like a
-drumstick) in one hand, a large bundle of letters in the other,
-and a yawning bag across the pit of his stomach.
-
-"Merry Christmas, ma'am!" cried the postman, trying to keep warm
-by cheerfulness.
-
-Constance, taking the letters, responded, while Mr. Povey, playing
-the harmonium with his right hand, drew half a crown from his
-pocket with the left.
-
-"Here you are!" he said, giving it to Constance, who gave it to
-the postman.
-
-Fan, who had been keeping her muzzle warm with the extremity of
-her tail on the sofa, jumped down to superintend the transaction.
-
-"Brrr!" vibrated Mr. Povey as Constance shut the door.
-
-"What lots!" Constance exclaimed, rushing to the fire. "Here,
-mother! Here, Sam!"
-
-The girl had resumed possession of the woman's body.
-
-Though the Baines family had few friends (sustained hospitality
-being little practised in those days) they had, of course, many
-acquaintances, and, like other families, they counted their
-Christmas cards as an Indian counts scalps. The tale was
-satisfactory. There were between thirty and forty envelopes.
-Constance extracted Christmas cards rapidly, reading their
-contents aloud, and then propping them up on the mantelpiece. Mrs.
-Baines assisted. Fan dealt with the envelopes on the floor. Mr.
-Povey, to prove that his soul was above toys and gewgaws,
-continued to play the harmonium.
-
-"Oh, mother!" Constance murmured in a startled, hesitant voice,
-holding an envelope.
-
-"What is it, my chuck?"
-
-"It's----"
-
-The envelope was addressed to "Mrs. and Miss Baines" in large,
-perpendicular, dashing characters which Constance instantly
-recognised as Sophia's. The stamps were strange, the postmark
-'Paris.' Mrs. Baines leaned forward and looked.
-
-"Open it, child," she said.
-
-The envelope contained an English Christmas card of a common type,
-a spray of holly with greetings, and on it was written, "I do hope
-this will reach you on Christmas morning. Fondest love." No
-signature, nor address.
-
-Mrs. Baines took it with a trembling hand, and adjusted her
-spectacles. She gazed at it a long time.
-
-"And it has done!" she said, and wept.
-
-She tried to speak again, but not being able to command herself,
-held forth the card to Constance and jerked her head in the
-direction of Mr. Povey. Constance rose and put the card on the
-keyboard of the harmonium.
-
-"Sophia!" she whispered.
-
-Mr. Povey stopped playing. "Dear, dear!" he muttered.
-
-Fan, perceiving that nobody was interested in her feats, suddenly
-stood still.
-
-Mrs. Baines tried once more to speak, but could not. Then, her
-ringlets shaking beneath the band of her weeds, she found her
-feet, stepped to the harmonium, and, with a movement almost
-convulsive, snatched the card from Mr. Povey, and returned to her
-chair.
-
-Mr. Povey abruptly left the room, followed by Fan. Both the women
-were in tears, and he was tremendously surprised to discover a
-dangerous lump in his own throat. The beautiful and imperious
-vision of Sophia, Sophia as she had left them, innocent, wayward,
-had swiftly risen up before him and made even him a woman too! Yet
-he had never liked Sophia. The awful secret wound in the family
-pride revealed itself to him as never before, and he felt
-intensely the mother's tragedy, which she carried in her breast as
-Aunt Harriet had carried a cancer.
-
-At dinner he said suddenly to Mrs. Baines, who still wept: "Now,
-mother, you must cheer up, you know."
-
-"Yes, I must," she said quickly. And she did do.
-
-Neither Samuel nor Constance saw the card again. Little was said.
-There was nothing to say. As Sophia had given no address she must
-be still ashamed of her situation. But she had thought of her
-mother and sister. She ... she did not even know that Constance
-was married ... What sort of a place was Paris? To Bursley, Paris
-was nothing but the site of a great exhibition which had recently
-closed.
-
-Through the influence of Mrs. Baines a new servant was found for
-Constance in a village near Axe, a raw, comely girl who had never
-been in a 'place.' And through the post it was arranged that this
-innocent should come to the cave on the thirty-first of December.
-In obedience to the safe rule that servants should never be
-allowed to meet for the interchange of opinions, Mrs. Baines
-decided to leave with her own servant on the thirtieth. She would
-not be persuaded to spend the New Year in the Square. On the
-twenty-ninth poor Aunt Maria died all of a sudden in her cottage
-in Brougham Street. Everybody was duly distressed, and in
-particular Mrs. Baines's demeanour under this affliction showed
-the perfection of correctness. But she caused it to be understood
-that she should not remain for the funeral. Her nerves would be
-unequal to the ordeal; and, moreover, her servant must not stay to
-corrupt the new girl, nor could Mrs. Baines think of sending her
-servant to Axe in advance, to spend several days in idle gossip
-with her colleague.
-
-This decision took the backbone out of Aunt Maria's funeral, which
-touched the extreme of modesty: a hearse and a one-horse coach.
-Mr. Povey was glad, because he happened to be very busy. An hour
-before his mother-in-law's departure he came into the parlour with
-the proof of a poster.
-
-"What is that, Samuel?" asked Mrs. Baines, not dreaming of the
-blow that awaited her.
-
-"It's for my first Annual Sale," replied Mr. Povey with false
-tranquillity.
-
-Mrs. Baines merely tossed her head. Constance, happily for
-Constance, was not present at this final defeat of the old order.
-Had she been there, she would certainly not have known where to
-look.
-
-II
-
-"Forty next birthday!" Mr. Povey exclaimed one day, with an
-expression and in a tone that were at once mock-serious and
-serious. This was on his thirty-ninth birthday.
-
-Constance was startled. She had, of course, been aware that they
-were getting older, but she had never realized the phenomenon.
-Though customers occasionally remarked that Mr. Povey was stouter,
-and though when she helped him to measure himself for a new suit
-of clothes the tape proved the fact, he had not changed for her.
-She knew that she too had become somewhat stouter; but for
-herself, she remained exactly the same Constance. Only by
-recalling dates and by calculations could she really grasp that
-she had been married a little over six years and not a little over
-six months. She had to admit that, if Samuel would be forty next
-birthday, she would be twenty-seven next birthday. But it would
-not be a real twenty-seven; nor would Sam's forty be a real forty,
-like other people's twenty-sevens and forties. Not long since she
-had been in the habit of regarding a man of forty as senile, as
-practically in his grave.
-
-She reflected, and the more she reflected the more clearly she saw
-that after all the almanacs had not lied. Look at Fan! Yes, it
-must be five years since the memorable morning when doubt first
-crossed the minds of Samuel and Constance as to Fan's moral
-principles. Samuel's enthusiasm for dogs was equalled by his
-ignorance of the dangers to which a young female of temperament
-may be exposed, and he was much disturbed as doubt developed into
-certainty. Fan, indeed, was the one being who did not suffer from
-shock and who had no fears as to the results. The animal, having a
-pure mind, was bereft of modesty. Sundry enormities had she
-committed, but none to rank with this one! The result was four
-quadrupeds recognizable as fox-terriers. Mr. Povey breathed again.
-Fan had had more luck than she deserved, for the result might have
-been simply anything. Her owners forgave her and disposed of these
-fruits of iniquity, and then married her lawfully to a husband who
-was so high up in the world that he could demand a dowry. And now
-Fan was a grandmother, with fixed ideas and habits, and a son in
-the house, and various grandchildren scattered over the town. Fan
-was a sedate and disillusioned dog. She knew the world as it was,
-and in learning it she had taught her owners above a bit.
-
-Then there was Maggie Hollins. Constance could still vividly
-recall the self-consciousness with which she had one day received
-Maggie and the heir of the Hollinses; but it was a long time ago.
-After staggering half the town by the production of this infant
-(of which she nearly died) Maggie allowed the angels to waft it
-away to heaven, and everybody said that she ought to be very
-thankful--at her age. Old women dug up out of their minds
-forgotten histories of the eccentricities of the goddess Lucina.
-Mrs. Baines was most curiously interested; she talked freely to
-Constance, and Constance began to see what an incredible town
-Bursley had always been--and she never suspected it! Maggie was
-now mother of other children, and the draggled, lame mistress of a
-drunken home, and looked sixty. Despite her prophecy, her husband
-had conserved his 'habits.' The Poveys ate all the fish they
-could, and sometimes more than they enjoyed, because on his sober
-days Hollins invariably started his round at the shop, and
-Constance had to buy for Maggie's sake. The worst of the worthless
-husband was that he seldom failed to be cheery and polite. He
-never missed asking after the health of Mrs. Baines. And when
-Constance replied that her mother was 'pretty well considering,'
-but that she would not come over to Bursley again until the Axe
-railway was opened, as she could not stand the drive, he would
-shake his grey head and be sympathetically gloomy for an instant.
-
-All these changes in six years! The almanacs were in the right of
-it.
-
-But nothing had happened to her. Gradually she had obtained a sure
-ascendency over her mother, yet without seeking it, merely as the
-outcome of time's influences on her and on her mother
-respectively. Gradually she had gained skill and use in the
-management of her household and of her share of the shop, so that
-these machines ran smoothly and effectively and a sudden
-contretemps no longer frightened her. Gradually she had
-constructed a chart of Samuel's individuality, with the submerged
-rocks and perilous currents all carefully marked, so that she
-could now voyage unalarmed in those seas. But nothing happened.
-Unless their visits to Buxton could be called happenings!
-Decidedly the visit to Buxton was the one little hill that rose
-out of the level plain of the year. They had formed the annual
-habit of going to Buxton for ten days. They had a way of saying:
-"Yes, we always go to Buxton. We went there for our honeymoon, you
-know." They had become confirmed Buxtonites, with views concerning
-St. Anne's Terrace, the Broad Walk and Peel's Cavern. They could
-not dream of deserting their Buxton. It was the sole possible
-resort. Was it not the highest town in England? Well, then! They
-always stayed at the same lodgings, and grew to be special
-favourites of the landlady, who whispered of them to all her other
-guests as having come to her house for their honeymoon, and as
-never missing a year, and as being most respectable, superior
-people in quite a large way of business. Each year they walked out
-of Buxton station behind their luggage on a truck, full of joy and
-pride because they knew all the landmarks, and the lie of all the
-streets, and which were the best shops.
-
-At the beginning, the notion of leaving the shop to hired custody
-had seemed almost fantastic, and the preparations for absence had
-been very complicated. Then it was that Miss Insull had detached
-herself from the other young lady assistants as a creature who
-could be absolutely trusted. Miss Insull was older than Constance;
-she had a bad complexion, and she was not clever, but she was one
-of your reliable ones. The six years had witnessed the slow,
-steady rise of Miss Insull. Her employers said 'Miss Insull' in a
-tone quite different from that in which they said 'Miss Hawkins,'
-or 'Miss Dadd.' 'Miss Insull' meant the end of a discussion.
-'Better tell Miss Insull.' 'Miss Insull will see to that.' 'I
-shall ask Miss Insull.' Miss Insull slept in the house ten nights
-every year. Miss Insull had been called into consultation when it
-was decided to engage a fourth hand in the shape of an apprentice.
-
-Trade had improved in the point of excellence. It was now admitted
-to be good--a rare honour for trade! The coal-mining boom was at
-its height, and colliers, in addition to getting drunk, were
-buying American organs and expensive bull-terriers. Often they
-would come to the shop to purchase cloth for coats for their dogs.
-And they would have good cloth. Mr. Povey did not like this. One
-day a butty chose for his dog the best cloth of Mr. Povey's shop--
-at 12s. a yard. "Will ye make it up? I've gotten th'
-measurements," asked the collier. "No, I won't!" said Mr. Povey,
-hotly. "And what's more, I won't sell you the cloth either! Cloth
-at 12s. a yard on a dog's back indeed! I'll thank you to get out
-of my shop!" The incident became historic, in the Square. It
-finally established that Mr. Povey was a worthy son-in-law and a
-solid and successful man. It vindicated the old pre-eminence of
-"Baines's." Some surprise was expressed that Mr. Povey showed no
-desire nor tendency towards entering the public life of the town.
-But he never would, though a keen satirical critic of the Local
-Board in private. And at the chapel he remained a simple private
-worshipper, refusing stewardships and trusteeships.
-
-III
-
-Was Constance happy? Of course there was always something on her
-mind, something that had to be dealt with, either in the shop or
-in the house, something to employ all the skill and experience
-which she had acquired. Her life had much in it of laborious
-tedium--tedium never-ending and monotonous. And both she and
-Samuel worked consistently hard, rising early, 'pushing forward,'
-as the phrase ran, and going to bed early from sheer fatigue; week
-after week and month after month as season changed imperceptibly
-into season. In June and July it would happen to them occasionally
-to retire before the last silver of dusk was out of the sky. They
-would lie in bed and talk placidly of their daily affairs. There
-would be a noise in the street below. "Vaults closing!" Samuel
-would say, and yawn. "Yes, it's quite late," Constance would say.
-And the Swiss clock would rapidly strike eleven on its coil of
-resonant wire. And then, just before she went to sleep, Constance
-might reflect upon her destiny, as even the busiest and smoothest
-women do, and she would decide that it was kind. Her mother's
-gradual decline and lonely life at Axe saddened her. The cards
-which came now and then at extremely long intervals from Sophia
-had been the cause of more sorrow than joy. The naive ecstasies of
-her girlhood had long since departed--the price paid for
-experience and self-possession and a true vision of things. The
-vast inherent melancholy of the universe did not exempt her. But
-as she went to sleep she would be conscious of a vague
-contentment. The basis of this contentment was the fact that she
-and Samuel comprehended and esteemed each other, and made
-allowances for each other. Their characters had been tested and
-had stood the test. Affection, love, was not to them a salient
-phenomenon in their relations. Habit had inevitably dulled its
-glitter. It was like a flavouring, scarce remarked; but had it
-been absent, how they would have turned from that dish!
-
-Samuel never, or hardly ever, set himself to meditate upon the
-problem whether or not life had come up to his expectations. But
-he had, at times, strange sensations which he did not analyze, and
-which approached nearer to ecstasy than any feeling of
-Constance's. Thus, when he was in one of his dark furies, molten
-within and black without, the sudden thought of his wife's
-unalterable benignant calm, which nothing could overthrow, might
-strike him into a wondering cold. For him she was astoundingly
-feminine. She would put flowers on the mantelpiece, and then,
-hours afterwards, in the middle of a meal, ask him unexpectedly
-what he thought of her 'garden;' and he gradually divined that a
-perfunctory reply left her unsatisfied; she wanted a genuine
-opinion; a genuine opinion mattered to her. Fancy calling flowers
-on a mantelpiece a 'garden'! How charming, how childlike! Then she
-had a way, on Sunday mornings, when she descended to the parlour
-all ready for chapel, of shutting the door at the foot of the
-stairs with a little bang, shaking herself, and turning round
-swiftly as if for his inspection, as if saying: "Well, what about
-this? Will this do?" A phenomenon always associated in his mind
-with the smell of kid gloves! Invariably she asked him about the
-colours and cut of her dresses. Would he prefer this, or that? He
-could not take such questions seriously until one day he happened
-to hint, merely hint, that he was not a thorough-going admirer of
-a certain new dress--it was her first new dress after the definite
-abandonment of crinolines. She never wore it again. He thought she
-was not serious at first, and remonstrated against a joke being
-carried too far. She said: "It's not a bit of use you talking, I
-shan't wear it again." And then he so far appreciated her
-seriousness as to refrain, by discretion, from any comment. The
-incident affected him for days. It flattered him; it thrilled him;
-but it baffled him. Strange that a woman subject to such caprices
-should be so sagacious, capable, and utterly reliable as Constance
-was! For the practical and commonsense side of her eternally
-compelled his admiration. The very first example of it--her
-insistence that the simultaneous absence of both of them from the
-shop for half an hour or an hour twice a day would not mean the
-immediate downfall of the business--had remained in his mind ever
-since. Had she not been obstinate--in her benevolent way--against
-the old superstition which he had acquired from his employers,
-they might have been eating separately to that day. Then her
-handling of her mother during the months of the siege of Paris,
-when Mrs. Baines was convinced that her sinful daughter was in
-hourly danger of death, had been extraordinarily fine, he
-considered. And the sequel, a card for Constance's birthday, had
-completely justified her attitude.
-
-Sometimes some blundering fool would jovially exclaim to them:
-
-"What about that baby?"
-
-Or a woman would remark quietly: "I often feel sorry you've no
-children."
-
-And they would answer that really they did not know what they
-would do if there was a baby. What with the shop and one thing or
-another ...! And they were quite sincere.
-
-IV
-
-It is remarkable what a little thing will draw even the most
-regular and serious people from the deep groove of their habits.
-One morning in March, a boneshaker, an affair on two equal wooden
-wheels joined by a bar of iron, in the middle of which was a
-wooden saddle, disturbed the gravity of St. Luke's Square. True,
-it was probably the first boneshaker that had ever attacked the
-gravity of St. Luke's Square. It came out of the shop of Daniel
-Povey, the confectioner and baker, and Samuel Povey's celebrated
-cousin, in Boulton Terrace. Boulton Terrace formed nearly a right
-angle with the Baines premises, and at the corner of the angle
-Wedgwood Street and King Street left the Square. The boneshaker
-was brought forth by Dick Povey, the only son of Daniel, now aged
-eleven years, under the superintendence of his father, and the
-Square soon perceived that Dick had a natural talent for breaking-
-in an untrained boneshaker. After a few attempts he could remain
-on the back of the machine for at least ten yards, and his feats
-had the effect of endowing St. Luke's Square with the
-attractiveness of a circus. Samuel Povey watched with candid
-interest from the ambush of his door, while the unfortunate young
-lady assistants, though aware of the performance that was going
-on, dared not stir from the stove. Samuel was tremendously tempted
-to sally out boldly, and chat with his cousin about the toy; he
-had surely a better right to do so than any other tradesman in the
-Square, since he was of the family; but his diffidence prevented
-him from moving. Presently Daniel Povey and Dick went to the top
-of the Square with the machine, opposite Holl's, and Dick, being
-carefully installed in the saddle, essayed to descend the gentle
-paven slopes of the Square. He failed time after time; the machine
-had an astonishing way of turning round, running uphill, and then
-lying calmly on its side. At this point of Dick's life-history
-every shop-door in the Square was occupied by an audience. At last
-the boneshaker displayed less unwillingness to obey, and lo! in a
-moment Dick was riding down the Square, and the spectators held
-their breath as if he had been Blondin crossing Niagara. Every
-second he ought to have fallen off, but he contrived to keep
-upright. Already he had accomplished twenty yards--thirty yards!
-It was a miracle that he was performing! The transit continued,
-and seemed to occupy hours. And then a faint hope rose in the
-breast of the watchers that the prodigy might arrive at the bottom
-of the Square. His speed was increasing with his 'nack.' But the
-Square was enormous, boundless. Samuel Povey gazed at the
-approaching phenomenon, as a bird at a serpent, with bulging,
-beady eyes. The child's speed went on increasing and his path grew
-straighter. Yes, he would arrive; he would do it! Samuel Povey
-involuntarily lifted one leg in his nervous tension. And now the
-hope that Dick would arrive became a fear, as his pace grew still
-more rapid. Everybody lifted one leg, and gaped. And the intrepid
-child surged on, and, finally victorious, crashed into the
-pavement in front of Samuel at the rate of quite six miles an
-hour.
-
-Samuel picked him up, unscathed. And somehow this picking up of
-Dick invested Samuel with importance, gave him a share in the
-glory of the feat itself.
-
-Daniel Povey same running and joyous. "Not so bad for a start,
-eh?" exclaimed the great Daniel. Though by no means a simple man,
-his pride in his offspring sometimes made him a little naive.
-
-Father and son explained the machine to Samuel, Dick incessantly
-repeating the exceedingly strange truth that if you felt you were
-falling to your right you must turn to your right and vice versa.
-Samuel found himself suddenly admitted, as it were, to the inner
-fellowship of the boneshaker, exalted above the rest of the
-Square. In another adventure more thrilling events occurred. The
-fair-haired Dick was one of those dangerous, frenzied madcaps who
-are born without fear. The secret of the machine had been revealed
-to him in his recent transit, and he was silently determining to
-surpass himself. Precariously balanced, he descended the Square
-again, frowning hard, his teeth set, and actually managed to
-swerve into King Street. Constance, in the parlour, saw an
-incomprehensible winged thing fly past the window. The cousins
-Povey sounded an alarm and protest and ran in pursuit; for the
-gradient of King Street is, in the strict sense, steep. Half-way
-down King Street Dick was travelling at twenty miles an hour, and
-heading straight for the church, as though he meant to
-disestablish it and perish. The main gate of the churchyard was
-open, and that affrighting child, with a lunatic's luck, whizzed
-safely through the portals into God's acre. The cousins Povey
-discovered him lying on a green grave, clothed in pride. His first
-words were: "Dad, did you pick my cap up?" The symbolism of the
-amazing ride did not escape the Square; indeed, it was much
-discussed.
-
-This incident led to a friendship between the cousins. They formed
-a habit of meeting in the Square for a chat. The meetings were the
-subject of comment, for Samuel's relations with the greater Daniel
-had always been of the most distant. It was understood that Samuel
-disapproved of Mrs. Daniel Povey even, more than the majority of
-people disapproved of her. Mrs. Daniel Povey, however, was away
-from home; probably, had she not been, Samuel would not even have
-gone to the length of joining Daniel on the neutral ground of the
-open Square. But having once broken the ice, Samuel was glad to be
-on terms of growing intimacy with his cousin. The friendship
-flattered him, for Daniel, despite his wife, was a figure in a
-world larger than Samuel's; moreover, it consecrated his position
-as the equal of no matter what tradesman (apprentice though he had
-been), and also he genuinely liked and admired Daniel, rather to
-his own astonishment.
-
-Every one liked Daniel Povey; he was a favourite among all ranks.
-The leading confectioner, a member of the Local Board, and a
-sidesman at St. Luke's, he was, and had been for twenty-five
-years, very prominent in the town. He was a tall, handsome man,
-with a trimmed, greying beard, a jolly smile, and a flashing, dark
-eye. His good humour seemed to be permanent. He had dignity
-without the slightest stiffness; he was welcomed by his equals and
-frankly adored by his inferiors. He ought to have been Chief
-Bailiff, for he was rich enough; but there intervened a mysterious
-obstacle between Daniel Povey and the supreme honour, a scarcely
-tangible impediment which could not be definitely stated. He was
-capable, honest, industrious, successful, and an excellent
-speaker; and if he did not belong to the austerer section of
-society, if, for example, he thought nothing of dropping into the
-Tiger for a glass of beer, or of using an oath occasionally, or of
-telling a facetious story--well, in a busy, broad-minded town of
-thirty thousand inhabitants, such proclivities are no bar whatever
-to perfect esteem. But--how is one to phrase it without wronging
-Daniel Povey? He was entirely moral; his views were
-unexceptionable. The truth is that, for the ruling classes of
-Bursley, Daniel Povey was just a little too fanatical a worshipper
-of the god Pan. He was one of the remnant who had kept alive the
-great Pan tradition from the days of the Regency through the vast,
-arid Victorian expanse of years. The flighty character of his wife
-was regarded by many as a judgment upon him for the robust
-Rabelaisianism of his more private conversation, for his frank
-interest in, his eternal preoccupation with, aspects of life and
-human activity which, though essential to the divine purpose, are
-not openly recognized as such--even by Daniel Poveys. It was not a
-question of his conduct; it was a question of the cast of his
-mind. If it did not explain his friendship with the rector of St.
-Luke's, it explained his departure from the Primitive Methodist
-connexion, to which the Poveys as a family had belonged since
-Primitive Methodism was created in Turnhill in 1807.
-
-Daniel Povey had a way of assuming that every male was boiling
-over with interest in the sacred cult of Pan. The assumption,
-though sometimes causing inconvenience at first, usually conquered
-by virtue of its inherent truthfulness. Thus it fell out with
-Samuel. Samuel had not suspected that Pan had silken cords to draw
-him. He had always averted his eyes from the god--that is to say,
-within reason. Yet now Daniel, on perhaps a couple of fine
-mornings a week, in full Square, with Fan sitting behind on the
-cold stones, and Mr. Critchlow ironic at his door in a long white
-apron, would entertain Samuel Povey for half an hour with Pan's
-most intimate lore, and Samuel Povey would not blench. He would,
-on the contrary, stand up to Daniel like a little man, and pretend
-with all his might to be, potentially, a perfect arch-priest of
-the god. Daniel taught him a lot; turned over the page of life for
-him, as it were, and, showing the reverse side, seemed to say:
-"You were missing all that." Samuel gazed upwards at the handsome
-long nose and rich lips of his elder cousin, so experienced, so
-agreeable, so renowned, so esteemed, so philosophic, and admitted
-to himself that he had lived to the age of forty in a state of
-comparative boobyism. And then he would gaze downwards at the
-faint patch of flour on Daniel's right leg, and conceive that life
-was, and must be, life.
-
-Not many weeks after his initiation into the cult he was startled
-by Constance's preoccupied face one evening. Now, a husband of six
-years' standing, to whom it has not happened to become a father,
-is not easily startled by such a face as Constance wore. Years ago
-he had frequently been startled, had frequently lived in suspense
-for a few days. But he had long since grown impervious to these
-alarms. And now he was startled again--but as a man may be
-startled who is not altogether surprised at being startled. And
-seven endless days passed, and Samuel and Constance glanced at
-each other like guilty things, whose secret refuses to be kept.
-Then three more days passed, and another three. Then Samuel Povey
-remarked in a firm, masculine, fact-fronting tone:
-
-"Oh, there's no doubt about it!"
-
-And they glanced at each other like conspirators who have lighted
-a fuse and cannot take refuge in flight. Their eyes said
-continually, with a delicious, an enchanting mixture of ingenuous
-modesty and fearful joy:
-
-"Well, we've gone and done it!"
-
-There it was, the incredible, incomprehensible future--coming!
-
-Samuel had never correctly imagined the manner of its heralding.
-He had imagined in his early simplicity that one day Constance,
-blushing, might put her mouth to his ear and whisper--something
-positive. It had not occurred in the least like that. But things
-are so obstinately, so incurably unsentimental.
-
-"I think we ought to drive over and tell mother, on Sunday," said
-Constance.
-
-His impulse was to reply, in his grand, offhand style: "Oh, a
-letter will do!"
-
-But he checked himself and said, with careful deference: "You
-think that will be better than writing?"
-
-All was changed. He braced every fibre to meet destiny, and to
-help Constance to meet it.
-
-The weather threatened on Sunday. He went to Axe without
-Constance. His cousin drove him there in a dog-cart, and he
-announced that he should walk home, as the exercise would do him
-good. During the drive Daniel, in whom he had not confided,
-chattered as usual, and Samuel pretended to listen with the same
-attitude as usual; but secretly he despised Daniel for a man who
-has got something not of the first importance on the brain. His
-perspective was truer than Daniel's.
-
-He walked home, as he had decided, over the wavy moorland of the
-county dreaming in the heart of England. Night fell on him in mid-
-career, and he was tired. But the earth, as it whirled through
-naked space, whirled up the moon for him, and he pressed on at a
-good speed. A wind from Arabia wandering cooled his face. And at
-last, over the brow of Toft End, he saw suddenly the Five Towns a-
-twinkle on their little hills down in the vast amphitheatre. And
-one of those lamps was Constance's lamp--one, somewhere. He lived,
-then. He entered into the shadow of nature. The mysteries made him
-solemn. What! A boneshaker, his cousin, and then this!
-
-"Well, I'm damned! Well, I'm damned!" he kept repeating, he who
-never swore.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-CYRIL
-
-I
-
-
-Constance stood at the large, many-paned window in the parlour.
-She was stouter. Although always plump, her figure had been
-comely, with a neat, well-marked waist. But now the shapeliness
-had gone; the waist-line no longer existed, and there were no more
-crinolines to create it artificially. An observer not under the
-charm of her face might have been excused for calling her fat and
-lumpy. The face, grave, kind, and expectant, with its radiant,
-fresh cheeks, and the rounded softness of its curves, atoned for
-the figure. She was nearly twenty-nine years of age.
-
-It was late in October. In Wedgwood Street, next to Boulton
-Terrace, all the little brown houses had been pulled down to make
-room for a palatial covered market, whose foundations were then
-being dug. This destruction exposed a vast area of sky to the
-north-east. A great dark cloud with an untidy edge rose massively
-out of the depths and curtained off the tender blue of approaching
-dusk; while in the west, behind Constance, the sun was setting in
-calm and gorgeous melancholy on the Thursday hush of the town. It
-was one of those afternoons which gather up all the sadness of the
-moving earth and transform it into beauty.
-
-Samuel Povey turned the corner from Wedgwood Street, and crossed
-King Street obliquely to the front-door, which Constance opened.
-He seemed tired and anxious.
-
-"Well?" demanded Constance, as he entered.
-
-"She's no better. There's no getting away from it, she's worse. I
-should have stayed, only I knew you'd be worrying. So I caught the
-three-fifty."
-
-"How is that Mrs. Gilchrist shaping as a nurse?"
-
-"She's very good," said Samuel, with conviction. "Very good!"
-
-"What a blessing! I suppose you didn't happen to see the doctor?"
-
-"Yes, I did."
-
-"What did he say to you?"
-
-Samuel gave a deprecating gesture. "Didn't say anything
-particular. With dropsy, at that stage, you know ..."
-
-Constance had returned to the window, her expectancy apparently
-unappeased.
-
-"I don't like the look of that cloud," she murmured.
-
-"What! Are they out still?" Samuel inquired, taking off his
-overcoat.
-
-"Here they are!" cried Constance. Her features suddenly
-transfigured, she sprang to the door, pulled it open, and
-descended the steps.
-
-A perambulator was being rapidly pushed up the slope by a
-breathless girl.
-
-"Amy," Constance gently protested, "I told you not to venture
-far."
-
-"I hurried all I could, mum, soon as I seed that cloud," the girl
-puffed, with the air of one who is seriously thankful to have
-escaped a great disaster.
-
-Constance dived into the recesses of the perambulator and
-extricated from its cocoon the centre of the universe, and
-scrutinized him with quiet passion, and then rushed with him into
-the house, though not a drop of rain had yet fallen.
-
-"Precious!" exclaimed Amy, in ecstasy, her young virginal eyes
-following him till he disappeared. Then she wheeled away the
-perambulator, which now had no more value nor interest than an
-egg-shell. It was necessary to take it right round to the Brougham
-Street yard entrance, past the front of the closed shop.
-
-Constance sat down on the horsehair sofa and hugged and kissed her
-prize before removing his bonnet.
-
-"Here's Daddy!" she said to him, as if imparting strange and
-rapturous tidings. "Here's Daddy come back from hanging up his
-coat in the passage! Daddy rubbing his hands!" And then, with a
-swift transition of voice and features: "Do look at him, Sam!"
-
-Samuel, preoccupied, stooped forward. "Oh, you little scoundrel!
-Oh, you little scoundrel!" he greeted the baby, advancing his
-finger towards the baby's nose.
-
-The baby, who had hitherto maintained a passive indifference to
-external phenomena, lifted elbows and toes, blew bubbles from his
-tiny mouth, and stared at the finger with the most ravishing,
-roguish smile, as though saying: "I know that great sticking-out
-limb, and there is a joke about it which no one but me can see,
-and which is my secret joy that you shall never share."
-
-"Tea ready?" Samuel asked, resuming his gravity and his ordinary
-pose.
-
-"You must give the girl time to take her things off," said
-Constance. "We'll have the table drawn, away from the fire, and
-baby can lie on his shawl on the hearthrug while we're having
-tea." Then to the baby, in rapture: "And play with his toys; all
-his nice, nice toys!"
-
-"You know Miss Insull is staying for tea?"
-
-Constance, her head bent over the baby, who formed a white patch
-on her comfortable brown frock, nodded without speaking.
-
-Samuel Povey, walking to and fro, began to enter into details of
-his hasty journey to Axe. Old Mrs. Baines, having beheld her
-grandson, was preparing to quit this world. Never again would she
-exclaim, in her brusque tone of genial ruthlessness:
-'Fiddlesticks!' The situation was very difficult and distressing,
-for Constance could not leave her baby, and she would not, until
-the last urgency, run the risks of a journey with him to Axe. He
-was being weaned. In any case Constance could not have undertaken
-the nursing of her mother. A nurse had to be found. Mr. Povey had
-discovered one in the person of Mrs. Gilchrist, the second wife of
-a farmer at Malpas in Cheshire, whose first wife had been a sister
-of the late John Baines. All the credit of Mrs. Gilchrist was due
-to Samuel Povey. Mrs. Baines fretted seriously about Sophia, who
-had given no sign of life for a very long time. Mr. Povey went to
-Manchester and ascertained definitely from the relatives of Scales
-that nothing was known of the pair. He did not go to Manchester
-especially on this errand. About once in three weeks, on Tuesdays,
-he had to visit the Manchester warehouses; but the tracking of
-Scales's relative cost him so much trouble and time that,
-curiously, he came to believe that he had gone to Manchester one
-Tuesday for no other end. Although he was very busy indeed in the
-shop, he flew over to Axe and back whenever he possibly could, to
-the neglect of his affairs. He was glad to do all that was in his
-power; even if he had not done it graciously his sensitive,
-tyrannic conscience would have forced him to do it. But
-nevertheless he felt rather virtuous, and worry and fatigue and
-loss of sleep intensified this sense of virtue.
-
-"So that if there is any sudden change they will telegraph," he
-finished, to Constance.
-
-She raised her head. The words, clinching what had led up to them,
-drew her from her dream and she saw, for a moment, her mother in
-an agony.
-
-"But you don't surely mean--?" she began, trying to disperse the
-painful vision as unjustified by the facts.
-
-"My dear girl," said Samuel, with head singing, and hot eyes, and
-a consciousness of high tension in every nerve of his body, "I
-simply mean that if there's any sudden change they will
-telegraph."
-
-While they had tea, Samuel sitting opposite to his wife, and Miss
-Insull nearly against the wall (owing to the moving of the table),
-the baby rolled about on the hearthrug, which had been covered
-with a large soft woollen shawl, originally the property of his
-great-grandmother. He had no cares, no responsibilities. The shawl
-was so vast that he could not clearly distinguish objects beyond
-its confines. On it lay an indiarubber ball, an indiarubber doll,
-a rattle, and fan. He vaguely recollected all four items, with
-their respective properties. The fire also was an old friend. He
-had occasionally tried to touch it, but a high bright fence always
-came in between. For ten months he had never spent a day without
-making experiments on this shifting universe in which he alone
-remained firm and stationary. The experiments were chiefly
-conducted out of idle amusement, but he was serious on the subject
-of food. Lately the behaviour of the universe in regard to his
-food had somewhat perplexed him, had indeed annoyed him. However,
-he was of a forgetful, happy disposition, and so long as the
-universe continued to fulfil its sole end as a machinery for the
-satisfaction, somehow, of his imperious desires, he was not
-inclined to remonstrate. He gazed at the flames and laughed, and
-laughed because he had laughed. He pushed the ball away and
-wriggled after it, and captured it with the assurance of practice.
-He tried to swallow the doll, and it was not until he had tried
-several times to swallow it that he remembered the failure of
-previous efforts and philosophically desisted. He rolled with a
-fearful shock, arms and legs in air, against the mountainous flank
-of that mammoth Fan, and clutched at Fan's ear. The whole mass of
-Fan upheaved and vanished from his view, and was instantly
-forgotten by him. He seized the doll and tried to swallow it, and
-repeated the exhibition of his skill with the ball. Then he saw
-the fire again and laughed. And so he existed for centuries: no
-responsibilities, no appetites; and the shawl was vast. Terrific
-operations went on over his head. Giants moved to and fro. Great
-vessels were carried off and great books were brought and deep
-voices rumbled regularly in the spaces beyond the shawl. But he
-remained oblivious. At last he became aware that a face was
-looking down at his. He recognized it, and immediately an
-uncomfortable sensation in his stomach disturbed him; he tolerated
-it for fifty years or so, and then he gave a little cry. Life had
-resumed its seriousness.
-
-"Black alpaca. B quality. Width 20, t.a. 22 yards," Miss Insull
-read out of a great book. She and Mr. Povey were checking stock.
-
-And Mr. Povey responded, "Black alpaca B quality. Width 20, t.a.
-22 yards. It wants ten minutes yet." He had glanced at the clock.
-
-"Does it?" said Constance, well knowing that it wanted ten
-minutes.
-
-The baby did not guess that a high invisible god named Samuel
-Povey, whom nothing escaped, and who could do everything at once,
-was controlling his universe from an inconceivable distance. On
-the contrary, the baby was crying to himself, There is no God.
-
-His weaning had reached the stage at which a baby really does not
-know what will happen next. The annoyance had begun exactly three
-months after his first tooth, such being the rule of the gods, and
-it had grown more and more disconcerting. No sooner did he
-accustom himself to a new phenomenon than it mysteriously ceased,
-and an old one took its place which he had utterly forgotten. This
-afternoon his mother nursed him, but not until she had foolishly
-attempted to divert him from the seriousness of life by means of
-gewgaws of which he was sick. Still; once at her rich breast, he
-forgave and forgot all. He preferred her simple natural breast to
-more modern inventions. And he had no shame, no modesty. Nor had
-his mother. It was an indecent carouse at which his father and
-Miss Insull had to assist. But his father had shame. His father
-would have preferred that, as Miss Insull had kindly offered to
-stop and work on Thursday afternoon, and as the shop was chilly,
-the due rotation should have brought the bottle round at half-past
-five o'clock, and not the mother's breast. He was a self-conscious
-parent, rather apologetic to the world, rather apt to stand off
-and pretend that he had nothing to do with the affair; and he
-genuinely disliked that anybody should witness the intimate scene
-of HIS wife feeding HIS baby. Especially Miss Insull, that prim,
-dark, moustached spinster! He would not have called it an outrage
-on Miss Insull, to force her to witness the scene, but his idea
-approached within sight of the word.
-
-Constance blandly offered herself to the child, with the
-unconscious primitive savagery of a young mother, and as the baby
-fed, thoughts of her own mother flitted to and fro ceaselessly
-like vague shapes over the deep sea of content which filled her
-mind. This illness of her mother's was abnormal, and the baby was
-now, for the first time perhaps, entirely normal in her
-consciousness. The baby was something which could be disturbed,
-not something which did disturb. What a change! What a change that
-had seemed impossible until its full accomplishment!
-
-For months before the birth, she had glimpsed at nights and in
-other silent hours the tremendous upset. She had not allowed
-herself to be silly in advance; by temperament she was too
-sagacious, too well balanced for that; but she had had fitful
-instants of terror, when solid ground seemed to sink away from
-her, and imagination shook at what faced her. Instants only!
-Usually she could play the comedy of sensible calmness to almost
-perfection. Then the appointed time drew nigh. And still she
-smiled, and Samuel smiled. But the preparations, meticulous,
-intricate, revolutionary, belied their smiles. The intense resolve
-to keep Mrs. Baines, by methods scrupulous or unscrupulous, away
-from Bursley until all was over, belied their smiles. And then the
-first pains, sharp, shocking, cruel, heralds of torture! But when
-they had withdrawn, she smiled, again, palely. Then she was in
-bed, full of the sensation that the whole house was inverted and
-disorganized, hopelessly. And the doctor came into the room. She
-smiled at the doctor apologetically, foolishly, as if saying: "We
-all come to it. Here I am." She was calm without. Oh, but what a
-prey of abject fear within! "I am at the edge of the precipice,"
-her thought ran; "in a moment I shall be over." And then the
-pains--not the heralds but the shattering army, endless,
-increasing in terror as they thundered across her. Yet she could
-think, quite clearly: "Now I'm in the middle of it. This is it,
-the horror that I have not dared to look at. My life's in the
-balance. I may never get up again. All has at last come to pass.
-It seemed as if it would never come, as if this thing could not
-happen to me. But at last it has come to pass!"
-
-Ah! Some one put the twisted end of a towel into her hand again--
-she had loosed it; and she pulled, pulled, enough to break cables.
-And then she shrieked. It was for pity. It was for some one to
-help her, at any rate to take notice of her. She was dying. Her
-soul was leaving her. And she was alone, panic-stricken, in the
-midst of a cataclysm a thousand times surpassing all that she had
-imagined of sickening horror. "I cannot endure this," she thought
-passionately. "It is impossible that I should be asked to endure
-this!" And then she wept; beaten, terrorized, smashed and riven.
-No commonsense now! No wise calmness now! No self-respect now!
-Why, not even a woman now! Nothing but a kind of animalized
-victim! And then the supreme endless spasm, during which she gave
-up the ghost and bade good-bye to her very self.
-
-She was lying quite comfortable in the soft bed; idle, silly:
-happiness forming like a thin crust over the lava of her anguish
-and her fright. And by her side was the soul that had fought its
-way out of her, ruthlessly; the secret disturber revealed to the
-light of morning. Curious to look at! Not like any baby that she
-had ever seen; red, creased, brutish! But--for some reason that
-she did not examine--she folded it in an immense tenderness.
-
-Sam was by the bed, away from her eyes. She was so comfortable and
-silly that she could not move her head nor even ask him to come
-round to her eyes. She had to wait till he came.
-
-In the afternoon the doctor returned, and astounded her by saying
-that hers had been an ideal confinement. She was too weary to
-rebuke him for a senseless, blind, callous old man. But she knew
-what she knew. "No one will ever guess," she thought, "no one ever
-can guess, what I've been through! Talk as you like. I KNOW, now."
-
-Gradually she had resumed cognizance of her household, perceiving
-that it was demoralized from top to bottom, and that when the time
-came to begin upon it she would not be able to settle where to
-begin, even supposing that the baby were not there to monopolize
-her attention. The task appalled her. Then she wanted to get up.
-Then she got up. What a blow to self-confidence! She went back to
-bed like a little scared rabbit to its hole, glad, glad to be on
-the soft pillows again. She said: "Yet the time must come when I
-shall be downstairs, and walking about and meeting people, and
-cooking and superintending the millinery." Well, it did come--
-except that she had to renounce the millinery to Miss Insull--but
-it was not the same. No, different! The baby pushed everything
-else on to another plane. He was a terrific intruder; not one
-minute of her old daily life was left; he made no compromise
-whatever. If she turned away her gaze from him he might pop off
-into eternity and leave her.
-
-And now she was calmly and sensibly giving him suck in presence of
-Miss Insull. She was used to his importance, to the fragility of
-his organism, to waking twice every night, to being fat. She was
-strong again. The convulsive twitching that for six months had
-worried her repose, had quite disappeared. The state of being a
-mother was normal, and the baby was so normal that she could not
-conceive the house without him.
-
-All in ten months!
-
-When the baby was installed in his cot for the night, she came
-downstairs and found Miss Insull and Samuel still working, and
-Larder than ever, but at addition sums now. She sat down, leaving
-the door open at the foot of the stairs. She had embroidery in
-hand: a cap. And while Miss Insull and Samuel combined pounds,
-shillings, and pence, whispering at great speed, she bent over the
-delicate, intimate, wasteful handiwork, drawing the needle with
-slow exactitude. Then she would raise her head and listen.
-
-"Excuse me," said Miss Insull, "I think I hear baby crying."
-
-"And two are eight and three are eleven. He must cry," said Mr.
-Povey, rapidly, without looking up.
-
-The baby's parents did not make a practice of discussing their
-domestic existence even with Miss Insull; but Constance had to
-justify herself as a mother.
-
-"I've made perfectly sure he's comfortable," said Constance. "He's
-only crying because he fancies he's neglected. And we think he
-can't begin too early to learn."
-
-"How right you are!" said Miss Insull. "Two and carry three."
-
-That distant, feeble, querulous, pitiful cry continued
-obstinately. It continued for thirty minutes. Constance could not
-proceed with her work. The cry disintegrated her will, dissolved
-her hard sagacity.
-
-Without a word she crept upstairs, having carefully deposed the
-cap on her rocking-chair.
-
-Mr. Povey hesitated a moment and then bounded up after her,
-startling Fan. He shut the door on Miss Insull, but Fan was too
-quick for him. He saw Constance with her hand on the bedroom door.
-
-"My dear girl," he protested, holding himself in. "Now what ARE
-you going to do?"
-
-"I'm just listening," said Constance.
-
-"Do be reasonable and come downstairs."
-
-He spoke in a low voice, scarcely masking his nervous irritation,
-and tiptoed along the corridor towards her and up the two steps
-past the gas-burner. Fan followed, wagging her tail expectant.
-
-"Suppose he's not well?" Constance suggested.
-
-"Pshaw!" Mr. Povey exclaimed contemptuously. "You remember what
-happened last night and what you said!"
-
-They argued, subduing their tones to the false semblance of good-
-will, there in the closeness of the corridor. Fan, deceived,
-ceased to wag her tail and then trotted away. The baby's cry,
-behind the door, rose to a mysterious despairing howl, which had
-such an effect on Constance's heart that she could have walked
-through fire to reach the baby. But Mr. Povey's will held her. And
-she rebelled, angry, hurt, resentful. Commonsense, the ideal of
-mutual forbearance, had winged away from that excited pair. It
-would have assuredly ended in a quarrel, with Samuel glaring at
-her in black fury from the other side of a bottomless chasm, had
-not Miss Insull most surprisingly burst up the stairs.
-
-Mr. Povey turned to face her, swallowing his emotion.
-
-"A telegram!" said Miss Insull. "The postmaster brought it down
-himself--"
-
-"What? Mr. Derry?" asked Samuel, opening the telegram with an
-affectation of majesty.
-
-"Yes. He said it was too late for delivery by rights. But as it
-seemed very important ..."
-
-Samuel scanned it and nodded gravely; then gave it to his wife.
-Tears came into her eyes.
-
-"I'll get Cousin Daniel to drive me over at once," said Samuel,
-master of himself and of the situation.
-
-"Wouldn't it be better to hire?" Constance suggested. She had a
-prejudice against Daniel.
-
-Mr. Povey shook his head. "He offered," he replied. "I can't
-refuse his offer."
-
-"Put your thick overcoat on, dear," said Constance, in a dream,
-descending with him.
-
-"I hope it isn't--" Miss Insull stopped.
-
-"Yes it is, Miss Insull," said Samuel, deliberately.
-
-In less than a minute he was gone.
-
-Constance ran upstairs. But the cry had ceased. She turned the
-door-knob softly, slowly, and crept into the chamber. A night-
-light made large shadows among the heavy mahogany and the crimson,
-tasselled rep in the close-curtained room. And between the bed and
-the ottoman (on which lay Samuel's newly-bought family Bible) the
-cot loomed in the shadows. She picked up the night-light and stole
-round the bed. Yes, he had decided to fall asleep. The hazard of
-death afar off had just defeated his devilish obstinacy. Fate had
-bested him. How marvellously soft and delicate that tear-stained
-cheek! How frail that tiny, tiny clenched hand! In Constance grief
-and joy were mystically united.
-
-II
-
-The drawing-room was full of visitors, in frocks of ceremony. The
-old drawing-room, but newly and massively arranged with the finest
-Victorian furniture from dead Aunt Harriet's house at Axe; two
-"Canterburys," a large bookcase, a splendid scintillant table
-solid beyond lifting, intricately tortured chairs and armchairs!
-The original furniture of the drawing-room was now down in the
-parlour, making it grand. All the house breathed opulence; it was
-gorged with quiet, restrained expensiveness; the least
-considerable objects, in the most modest corners, were what Mrs.
-Baines would have termed 'good.' Constance and Samuel had half of
-all Aunt Harriet's money and half of Mrs. Baines's; the other half
-was accumulating for a hypothetical Sophia, Mr. Critchlow being
-the trustee. The business continued to flourish. People knew that
-Samuel Povey was buying houses. Yet Samuel and Constance had not
-made friends; they had not, in the Five Towns phrase, 'branched
-out socially,' though they had very meetly branched out on
-subscription lists. They kept themselves to themselves
-(emphasizing the preposition). These guests were not their guests;
-they were the guests of Cyril.
-
-He had been named Samuel because Constance would have him named
-after his father, and Cyril because his father secretly despised
-the name of Samuel; and he was called Cyril; 'Master Cyril,' by
-Amy, definite successor to Maggie. His mother's thoughts were on
-Cyril as long as she was awake. His father, when not planning
-Cyril's welfare, was earning money whose unique object could be
-nothing but Cyril's welfare. Cyril was the pivot of the house;
-every desire ended somewhere in Cyril. The shop existed now solely
-for him. And those houses that Samuel bought by private treaty, or
-with a shamefaced air at auctions--somehow they were aimed at
-Cyril. Samuel and Constance had ceased to be self-justifying
-beings; they never thought of themselves save as the parents of
-Cyril.
-
-They realized this by no means fully. Had they been accused of
-monomania they would have smiled the smile of people confident in
-their commonsense and their mental balance. Nevertheless, they
-were monomaniacs. Instinctively they concealed the fact as much as
-possible; They never admitted it even to themselves. Samuel,
-indeed, would often say: "That child is not everybody. That child
-must be kept in his place." Constance was always teaching him
-consideration for his father as the most important person in the
-household. Samuel was always teaching him consideration for his
-mother as the most important person in the household. Nothing was
-left undone to convince him that he was a cipher, a nonentity, who
-ought to be very glad to be alive. But he knew all about his
-importance. He knew that the entire town was his. He knew that his
-parents were deceiving themselves. Even when he was punished he
-well knew that it was because he was so important. He never
-imparted any portion of this knowledge to his parents; a primeval
-wisdom prompted him to retain it strictly in his own bosom.
-
-He was four and a half years old, dark, like his father; handsome
-like his aunt, and tall for his age; not one of his features
-resembled a feature of his mother's, but sometimes he 'had her
-look.' From the capricious production of inarticulate sounds, and
-then a few monosyllables that described concrete things and
-obvious desires, he had gradually acquired an astonishing
-idiomatic command over the most difficult of Teutonic languages;
-there was nothing that he could not say. He could walk and run,
-was full of exact knowledge about God, and entertained no doubt
-concerning the special partiality of a minor deity called Jesus
-towards himself.
-
-Now, this party was his mother's invention and scheme. His father,
-after flouting it, had said that if it was to be done at all, it
-should be done well, and had brought to the doing all his
-organizing skill. Cyril had accepted it at first--merely accepted
-it; but, as the day approached and the preparations increased in
-magnitude, he had come to look on it with favour, then with
-enthusiasm. His father having taken him to Daniel Povey's
-opposite, to choose cakes, he had shown, by his solemn and
-fastidious waverings, how seriously he regarded the affair.
-
-Of course it had to occur on a Thursday afternoon. The season was
-summer, suitable for pale and fragile toilettes. And the eight
-children who sat round Aunt Harriet's great table glittered like
-the sun. Not Constance's specially provided napkins could hide
-that wealth and profusion of white lace and stitchery. Never in
-after-life are the genteel children of the Five Towns so richly
-clad as at the age of four or five years. Weeks of labour,
-thousands of cubic feet of gas, whole nights stolen from repose,
-eyesight, and general health, will disappear into the manufacture
-of a single frock that accidental jam may ruin in ten seconds.
-Thus it was in those old days; and thus it is to-day. Cyril's
-guests ranged in years from four to six; they were chiefly older
-than their host; this was a pity, it impaired his importance; but
-up to four years a child's sense of propriety, even of common
-decency, is altogether too unreliable for a respectable party.
-
-Round about the outskirts of the table were the elders, ladies the
-majority; they also in their best, for they had to meet each
-other. Constance displayed a new dress, of crimson silk; after
-having mourned for her mother she had definitely abandoned the
-black which, by reason of her duties in the shop, she had
-constantly worn from the age of sixteen to within a few months of
-Cyril's birth; she never went into the shop now, except casually,
-on brief visits of inspection. She was still fat; the destroyer of
-her figure sat at the head of the table. Samuel kept close to her;
-he was the only male, until Mr. Critchlow astonishingly arrived;
-among the company Mr. Critchlow had a grand-niece. Samuel, if not
-in his best, was certainly not in his everyday suit. With his
-large frilled shirt-front, and small black tie, and his little
-black beard and dark face over that, he looked very nervous and
-self-conscious. He had not the habit of entertaining. Nor had
-Constance; but her benevolence ever bubbling up to the calm
-surface of her personality made self-consciousness impossible for
-her. Miss Insull was also present, in shop-black, 'to help.'
-Lastly there was Amy, now as the years passed slowly assuming the
-character of a faithful retainer, though she was only twenty-
-three. An ugly, abrupt, downright girl, with convenient notions of
-pleasure! For she would rise early and retire late in order to
-contrive an hour to go out with Master Cyril; and to be allowed to
-put Master Cyril to bed was, really, her highest bliss.
-
-All these elders were continually inserting arms into the fringe
-of fluffy children that surrounded the heaped table; removing
-dangerous spoons out of cups into saucers, replacing plates,
-passing cakes, spreading jam, whispering consolations,
-explanations, and sage counsel. Mr. Critchlow, snow-white now but
-unbent, remarked that there was 'a pretty cackle,' and he sniffed.
-Although the window was slightly open, the air was heavy with the
-natural human odour which young children transpire. More than one
-mother, pressing her nose into a lacy mass, to whisper, inhaled
-that pleasant perfume with a voluptuous thrill.
-
-Cyril, while attending steadily to the demands of his body, was in
-a mood which approached the ideal. Proud and radiant, he combined
-urbanity with a certain fine condescension. His bright eyes, and
-his manner of scraping up jam with a spoon, said: "I am the king
-of this party. This party is solely in my honour. I know that. We
-all know it. Still, I will pretend that we are equals, you and I."
-He talked about his picture-books to a young woman on his right
-named Jennie, aged four, pale, pretty, the belle in fact, and Mr.
-Critchlow's grand-niece. The boy's attractiveness was
-indisputable; he could put on quite an aristocratic air. It was
-the most delicious sight to see them, Cyril and Jennie, so soft
-and delicate, so infantile on their piles of cushions and books,
-with their white socks and black shoes dangling far distant from
-the carpet; and yet so old, so self-contained! And they were
-merely an epitome of the whole table. The whole table was bathed
-in the charm and mystery of young years, of helpless fragility,
-gentle forms, timid elegance, unshamed instincts, and waking
-souls. Constance and Samuel were very satisfied; full of praise
-for other people's children, but with the reserve that of course
-Cyril was hors concours. They both really did believe, at that
-moment, that Cyril was, in some subtle way which they felt but
-could not define, superior to all other infants.
-
-Some one, some officious relative of a visitor, began to pass a
-certain cake which had brown walls, a roof of cocoa-nut icing, and
-a yellow body studded with crimson globules. Not a conspicuously
-gorgeous cake, not a cake to which a catholic child would be
-likely to attach particular importance; a good, average cake! Who
-could have guessed that it stood, in Cyril's esteem, as the cake
-of cakes? He had insisted on his father buying it at Cousin
-Daniel's, and perhaps Samuel ought to have divined that for Cyril
-that cake was the gleam that an ardent spirit would follow through
-the wilderness. Samuel, however, was not a careful observer, and
-seriously lacked imagination. Constance knew only that Cyril had
-mentioned the cake once or twice. Now by the hazard of destiny
-that cake found much favour, helped into popularity as it was by
-the blundering officious relative who, not dreaming what volcano
-she was treading on, urged its merits with simpering enthusiasm.
-One boy took two slices, a slice in each hand; he happened to be
-the visitor of whom the cake-distributor was a relative, and she
-protested; she expressed the shock she suffered. Whereupon both
-Constance and Samuel sprang forward and swore with angelic smiles
-that nothing could be more perfect than the propriety of that dear
-little fellow taking two slices of that cake. It was this
-hullaballoo that drew Cyril's attention to the evanescence of the
-cake of cakes. His face at once changed from calm pride to a
-dreadful anxiety. His eyes bulged out. His tiny mouth grew and
-grew, like a mouth in a nightmare. He was no longer human; he was
-a cake-eating tiger being balked of his prey. Nobody noticed him.
-The officious fool of a woman persuaded Jennie to take the last
-slice of the cake, which was quite a thin slice.
-
-Then every one simultaneously noticed Cyril, for he gave a yell.
-It was not the cry of a despairing soul who sees his beautiful
-iridescent dream shattered at his feet; it was the cry of the
-strong, masterful spirit, furious. He turned upon Jennie, sobbing,
-and snatched at her cake. Unaccustomed to such behaviour from
-hosts, and being besides a haughty put-you-in-your-place beauty of
-the future, Jennie defended her cake. After all, it was not she
-who had taken two slices at once. Cyril hit her in the eye, and
-then crammed most of the slice of cake into his enormous mouth. He
-could not swallow it, nor even masticate it, for his throat was
-rigid and tight. So the cake projected from his red lips, and big
-tears watered it. The most awful mess you can conceive! Jennie
-wept loudly, and one or two others joined her in sympathy, but the
-rest went on eating tranquilly, unmoved by the horror which
-transfixed their elders.
-
-A host to snatch food from a guest! A host to strike a guest! A
-gentleman to strike a lady!
-
-Constance whipped up Cyril from his chair and flew with him to his
-own room (once Samuel's), where she smacked him on the arm and
-told him he was a very, very naughty boy and that she didn't know
-what his father would say. She took the food out of his disgusting
-mouth--or as much of it as she could get at--and then she left
-him, on the bed. Miss Jennie was still in tears when, blushing
-scarlet and trying to smile, Constance returned to the drawing-
-room. Jennie would not be appeased. Happily Jennie's mother (being
-about to present Jennie with a little brother--she hoped) was not
-present. Miss Insull had promised to see Jennie home, and it was
-decided that she should go. Mr. Critchlow, in high sardonic
-spirits, said that he would go too; the three departed together,
-heavily charged with Constance's love and apologies. Then all
-pretended, and said loudly, that what had happened was naught,
-that such things were always happening at children's parties. And
-visitors' relatives asseverated that Cyril was a perfect darling
-and that really Mrs. Povey must not ...
-
-But the attempt to keep up appearance was a failure.
-
-The Methuselah of visitors, a gaping girl of nearly eight years,
-walked across the room to where Constance was standing, and said
-in a loud, confidential, fatuous voice:
-
-"Cyril HAS been a rude boy, hasn't he, Mrs. Povey?"
-
-The clumsiness of children is sometimes tragic.
-
-Later, there was a trickling stream of fluffy bundles down the
-crooked stairs and through the parlour and so out into King
-Street. And Constance received many compliments and sundry appeals
-that darling Cyril should be forgiven.
-
-"I thought you said that boy was in his bedroom," said Samuel to
-Constance, coming into the parlour when the last guest had gone.
-Each avoided the other's eyes.
-
-"Yes, isn't he?"
-
-"No."
-
-"The little jockey!" ("Jockey," an essay in the playful, towards
-making light of the jockey's sin!) "I expect he's been in search
-of Amy."
-
-She went to the top of the kitchen stairs and called out: "Amy, is
-Master Cyril down there?"
-
-"Master Cyril? No, mum. But he was in the parlour a bit ago, after
-the first and second lot had gone. I told him to go upstairs and
-be a good boy."
-
-Not for a few moments did the suspicion enter the minds of Samuel
-and Constance that Cyril might be missing, that the house might
-not contain Cyril. But having once entered, the suspicion became a
-certainty. Amy, cross-examined, burst into sudden tears, admitting
-that the side-door might have been open when, having sped 'the
-second lot,' she criminally left Cyril alone in the parlour in
-order to descend for an instant to her kitchen. Dusk was
-gathering. Amy saw the defenceless innocent wandering about all
-night in the deserted streets of a great city. A similar vision
-with precise details of canals, tramcar-wheels, and cellar-flaps,
-disturbed Constance. Samuel said that anyhow he could not have got
-far, that some one was bound to remark and recognize him, and
-restore him. "Yes, of course," thought sensible Constance. "But
-supposing--"
-
-They all three searched the entire house again. Then, in the
-drawing-room (which was in a sad condition of anticlimax) Amy
-exclaimed:
-
-"Eh, master! There's town-crier crossing the Square. Hadn't ye
-better have him cried?"
-
-"Run out and stop him," Constance commanded.
-
-And Amy flew.
-
-Samuel and the aged town-crier parleyed at the side door, the
-women in the background.
-
-"I canna' cry him without my bell," drawled the crier, stroking
-his shabby uniform. "My bell's at wum (home). I mun go and fetch
-my bell. Yo' write it down on a bit o' paper for me so as I can
-read it, and I'll foot off for my bell. Folk wouldna' listen to me
-if I hadna' gotten my bell."
-
-Thus was Cyril cried.
-
-"Amy," said Constance, when she and the girl were alone, "there's
-no use in you standing blubbering there. Get to work and clear up
-that drawing-room, do! The child is sure to be found soon. Your
-master's gone out, too."
-
-Brave words! Constance aided in the drawing-room and kitchen.
-Theirs was the woman's lot in a great crisis. Plates have always
-to be washed.
-
-Very shortly afterwards, Samuel Povey came into the kitchen by the
-underground passage which led past the two cellars to the yard and
-to Brougham Street. He was carrying in his arms an obscene black
-mass. This mass was Cyril, once white.
-
-Constance screamed. She was at liberty to give way to her
-feelings, because Amy happened to be upstairs.
-
-"Stand away!" cried Mr. Povey. "He isn't fit to touch."
-
-And Mr. Povey made as if to pass directly onward, ignoring the
-mother.
-
-"Wherever did you find him?"
-
-"I found him in the far cellar," said Mr. Povey, compelled to
-stop, after all. "He was down there with me yesterday, and it just
-occurred to me that he might have gone there again."
-
-"What! All in the dark?"
-
-"He'd lighted a candle, if you please! I'd left a candle-stick and
-a box of matches handy because I hadn't finished that shelving."
-
-"Well!" Constance murmured. "I can't think how ever he dared go
-there all alone!"
-
-"Can't you?" said Mr. Povey, cynically. "I can. He simply did it
-to frighten us."
-
-"Oh, Cyril!" Constance admonished the child. "Cyril!"
-
-The child showed no emotion. His face was an enigma. It might have
-hidden sullenness or mere callous indifference, or a perfect
-unconsciousness of sin.
-
-"Give him to me," said Constance.
-
-"I'll look after him this evening," said Samuel, grimly.
-
-"But you can't wash him," said Constance, her relief yielding to
-apprehension.
-
-"Why not?" demanded Mr. Povey. And he moved off.
-
-"But Sam--"
-
-"I'll look after him, I tell you!" Mr. Povey repeated,
-threateningly.
-
-"But what are you going to do?" Constance asked with fear.
-
-"Well," said Mr. Povey, "has this sort of thing got to be dealt
-with, or hasn't it?" He departed upstairs.
-
-Constance overtook him at the door of Cyril's bedroom.
-
-Mr. Povey did not wait for her to speak. His eyes were blazing.
-
-"See here!" he admonished her cruelly. "You get away downstairs,
-mother!"
-
-And he disappeared into the bedroom with his vile and helpless
-victim.
-
-A moment later he popped his head out of the door. Constance was
-disobeying him. He stepped into the passage and shut the door so
-that Cyril should not hear.
-
-"Now please do as I tell you," he hissed at his wife. "Don't let's
-have a scene, please."
-
-She descended, slowly, weeping. And Mr. Povey retired again to the
-place of execution.
-
-Amy nearly fell on the top of Constance with a final tray of
-things from the drawing-room. And Constance had to tell the girl
-that Cyril was found. Somehow she could not resist the instinct to
-tell her also that the master had the affair in hand. Amy then
-wept.
-
-After about an hour Mr. Povey at last reappeared. Constance was
-trying to count silver teaspoons in the parlour.
-
-"He's in bed now," said Mr. Povey, with a magnificent attempt to
-be nonchalant. "You mustn't go near him."
-
-"But have you washed him?" Constance whimpered.
-
-"I've washed him," replied the astonishing Mr. Povey.
-
-"What have you done to him?"
-
-"I've punished him, of course," said Mr. Povey, like a god who is
-above human weaknesses. "What did you expect me to do? Someone had
-to do it."
-
-Constance wiped her eyes with the edge of the white apron which
-she was wearing over her new silk dress. She surrendered; she
-accepted the situation; she made the best of it. And all the
-evening was spent in dismally and horribly pretending that their
-hearts were beating as one. Mr. Povey's elaborate, cheery
-kindliness was extremely painful.
-
-They went to bed, and in their bedroom Constance, as she stood
-close to Samuel, suddenly dropped the pretence, and with eyes and
-voice of anguish said:
-
-"You must let me look at him."
-
-They faced each other. For a brief instant Cyril did not exist for
-Constance. Samuel alone obsessed her, and yet Samuel seemed a
-strange, unknown man. It was in Constance's life one of those
-crises when the human soul seems to be on the very brink of
-mysterious and disconcerting cognitions, and then, the wave
-recedes as inexplicably as it surged up.
-
-"Why, of course!" said Mr. Povey, turning away lightly, as though
-to imply that she was making tragedies out of nothing.
-
-She gave an involuntary gesture of almost childish relief.
-
-Cyril slept calmly. It was a triumph for Mr. Povey.
-
-Constance could not sleep. As she lay darkly awake by her husband,
-her secret being seemed to be a-quiver with emotion. Not exactly
-sorrow; not exactly joy; an emotion more elemental than these! A
-sensation of the intensity of her life in that hour; troubling,
-anxious, yet not sad! She said that Samuel was quite right, quite
-right. And then she said that the poor little thing wasn't yet
-five years old, and that it was monstrous. The two had to be
-reconciled. And they never could be reconciled. Always she would
-be between them, to reconcile them, and to be crushed by their
-impact. Always she would have to bear the burden of both of them.
-There could be no ease for her, no surcease from a tremendous
-preoccupation and responsibility. She could not change Samuel;
-besides, he was right! And though Cyril was not yet five, she felt
-that she could not change Cyril either. He was just as
-unchangeable as a growing plant. The thought of her mother and
-Sophia did not present itself to her; she felt, however, somewhat
-as Mrs. Baines had felt on historic occasions; but, being more
-softly kind, younger, and less chafed by destiny, she was
-conscious of no bitterness, conscious rather of a solemn
-blessedness.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-CRIME
-
-I
-
-
-"Now, Master Cyril," Amy protested, "will you leave that fire
-alone? It's not you that can mend my fires."
-
-A boy of nine, great and heavy for his years, with a full face and
-very short hair, bent over the smoking grate. It was about five
-minutes to eight on a chilly morning after Easter. Amy, hastily
-clad in blue, with a rough brown apron, was setting the breakfast
-table. The boy turned his head, still bending.
-
-"Shut up, Ame," he replied, smiling. Life being short, he usually
-called her Ame when they were alone together. "Or I'll catch you
-one in the eye with the poker."
-
-"You ought to be ashamed of yourself," said Amy. "And you know
-your mother told you to wash your feet this morning, and you
-haven't done. Fine clothes is all very well, but--"
-
-"Who says I haven't washed my feet?" asked Cyril, guiltily.
-
-Amy's mention of fine clothes referred to the fact that he was
-that morning wearing his Sunday suit for the first time on a week-
-day.
-
-"I say you haven't," said Amy.
-
-She was more than three times his age still, but they had been
-treating each other as intellectual equals for years.
-
-"And how do you know?" asked Cyril, tired of the fire.
-
-"I know," said Amy.
-
-"Well, you just don't, then!" said Cyril. "And what about YOUR
-feet? I should be sorry to see your feet, Ame."
-
-Amy was excusably annoyed. She tossed her head. "My feet are as
-clean as yours any day," she said. "And I shall tell your mother."
-
-But he would not leave her feet alone, and there ensued one of
-those endless monotonous altercations on a single theme which
-occur so often between intellectual equals when one is a young son
-of the house and the other an established servant who adores him.
-Refined minds would have found the talk disgusting, but the
-sentiment of disgust seemed to be unknown to either of the
-wranglers. At last, when Amy by superior tactics had cornered him,
-Cyril said suddenly:
-
-"Oh, go to hell!"
-
-Amy banged down the spoon for the bacon gravy. "Now I shall tell
-your mother. Mark my words, this time I SHALL tell your mother."
-
-Cyril felt that in truth he had gone rather far. He was perfectly
-sure that Amy would not tell his mother. And yet, supposing that
-by some freak of her nature she did! The consequences would be
-unutterable; the consequences would more than extinguish his
-private glory in the use of such a dashing word. So he laughed, a
-rather silly, giggling laugh, to reassure himself.
-
-"You daren't," he said.
-
-"Daren't I?" she said grimly. "You'll see. _I_ don't know where
-you learn! It fair beats me. But it isn't Amy Bates as is going to
-be sworn at. As soon as ever your mother comes into this room!"
-
-The door at the foot of the stairs creaked and Constance came into
-the room. She was wearing a dress of majenta merino, and a gold
-chain descended from her neck over her rich bosom. She had
-scarcely aged in five years. It would have been surprising if she
-had altered much, for the years had passed over her head at an
-incredible rate. To her it appeared only a few months since
-Cyril's first and last party.
-
-"Are you all ready, my pet? Let me look at you." Constance greeted
-the boy with her usual bright, soft energy.
-
-Cyril glanced at Amy, who averted her head, putting spoons into
-three saucers.
-
-"Yes, mother," he replied in a new voice.
-
-"Did you do what I told you?"
-
-"Yes, mother," he said simply.
-
-"That's right."
-
-Amy made a faint noise with her lips, and departed.
-
-He was saved once more. He said to himself that never again would
-he permit his soul to be disturbed by any threat of old Ame's.
-
-Constance's hand descended into her pocket and drew out a hard
-paper packet, which she clapped on to her son's head.
-
-"Oh, mother!" He pretended that she had hurt him, and then he
-opened the packet. It contained Congleton butterscotch, reputed a
-harmless sweetmeat.
-
-"Good!" he cried, "good! Oh! Thanks, mother."
-
-"Now don't begin eating them at once."
-
-"Just one, mother."
-
-"No! And how often have I told you to keep your feet off that
-fender. See how it's bent. And it's nobody but you."
-
-"Sorry."
-
-"It's no use being sorry if you persist in doing it."
-
-"Oh, mother, I had such a funny dream!"
-
-They chatted until Amy came up the stairs with tea and bacon. The
-fire had developed from black to clear red.
-
-"Run and tell father that breakfast is ready."
-
-After a little delay a spectacled man of fifty, short and
-stoutish, with grey hair and a small beard half grey and half
-black, entered from the shop. Samuel had certainly very much aged,
-especially in his gestures, which, however, were still quick. He
-sat down at once--his wife and son were already seated--and served
-the bacon with the rapid assurance of one who needs not to inquire
-about tastes and appetites. Not a word was said, except a brief
-grace by Samuel. But there was no restraint. Samuel had a mild,
-benignant air. Constance's eyes were a fountain of cheerfulness.
-The boy sat between them and ate steadily.
-
-Mysterious creature, this child, mysteriously growing and growing
-in the house! To his mother he was a delicious joy at all times
-save when he disobeyed his father. But now for quite a
-considerable period there had been no serious collision. The boy
-seemed to be acquiring virtue as well as sense. And really he was
-charming. So big, truly enormous (every one remarked on it), and
-yet graceful, lithe, with a smile that could ravish. And he was
-distinguished in his bearing. Without depreciating Samuel in her
-faithful heart, Constance saw plainly the singular differences
-between Samuel and the boy. Save that he was dark, and that his
-father's 'dangerous look' came into those childish eyes
-occasionally, Cyril had now scarcely any obvious resemblance to
-his father. He was a Baines. This naturally deepened Constance's
-family pride. Yes, he was mysterious to Constance, though probably
-not more so than any other boy to any other parent. He was equally
-mysterious to Samuel, but otherwise Mr. Povey had learned to
-regard him in the light of a parcel which he was always attempting
-to wrap up in a piece of paper imperceptibly too small. When he
-successfully covered the parcel at one corner it burst out at
-another, and this went on for ever, and he could never get the
-string on. Nevertheless, Mr. Povey had unabated confidence in his
-skill as a parcel-wrapper. The boy was strangely subtle at times,
-but then at times he was astoundingly ingenuous, and then his
-dodges would not deceive the dullest. Mr. Povey knew himself more
-than a match for his son. He was proud of him because he regarded
-him as not an ordinary boy; he took it as a matter of course that
-his boy should not be an ordinary boy. He never, or very rarely,
-praised Cyril. Cyril thought of his father as a man who, in
-response to any request, always began by answering with a
-thoughtful, serious 'No, I'm afraid not.'
-
-"So you haven't lost your appetite!" his mother commented.
-
-Cyril grinned. "Did you expect me to, mother?"
-
-"Let me see," said Samuel, as if vaguely recalling an unimportant
-fact. "It's to-day you begin to go to school, isn't it?"
-
-"I wish father wouldn't be such a chump!" Cyril reflected. And,
-considering that this commencement of school (real school, not a
-girls' school, as once) had been the chief topic in the house for
-days, weeks; considering that it now occupied and filled all
-hearts, Cyril's reflection was excusable.
-
-"Now, there's one thing you must always remember, my boy," said
-Mr. Povey. "Promptness. Never be late either in going to school or
-in coming home. And in order that you may have no excuse"--Mr.
-Povey pressed on the word 'excuse' as though condemning Cyril in
-advance--"here's something for you!" He said the last words
-quickly, with a sort of modest shame.
-
-It was a silver watch and chain.
-
-Cyril was staggered. So also was Constance, for Mr. Povey could
-keep his own counsel. At long intervals he would prove, thus, that
-he was a mighty soul, capable of sublime deeds. The watch was the
-unique flowering of Mr. Povey's profound but harsh affection. It
-lay on the table like a miracle. This day was a great day, a
-supremely exciting day in Cyril's history, and not less so in the
-history of his parents.
-
-The watch killed its owner's appetite dead.
-
-Routine was ignored that morning. Father did not go back into the
-shop. At length the moment came when father put on his hat and
-overcoat to take Cyril, and Cyril's watch and satchel, to the
-Endowed School, which had quarters in the Wedgwood Institution
-close by. A solemn departure, and Cyril could not pretend by his
-demeanour that it was not! Constance desired to kiss him, but
-refrained. He would not have liked it. She watched them from the
-window. Cyril was nearly as tall as his father; that is to say,
-not nearly as tall, but creeping up his father's shoulder. She
-felt that the eyes of the town must be on the pair. She was very
-happy, and nervous.
-
-At dinner-time a triumph seemed probable, and at tea-time, when
-Cyril came home under a mortar-board hat and with a satchel full
-of new books and a head full of new ideas, the triumph was
-actually and definitely achieved. He had been put into the third
-form, and he announced that he should soon be at the top of it. He
-was enchanted with the life of school; he liked the other boys,
-and it appeared that the other boys liked him. The fact was that,
-with a new silver watch and a packet of sweets, he had begun his
-new career in the most advantageous circumstances. Moreover, he
-possessed qualities which ensure success at school. He was big,
-and easy, with a captivating smile and a marked aptitude to learn
-those things which boys insist on teaching to their new comrades.
-He had muscle, a brave demeanour, and no conceit.
-
-During tea the parlour began, to accustom itself to a new
-vocabulary, containing such words as 'fellows,' 'kept in,'m'
-lines,' 'rot,' 'recess,' 'jolly.' To some of these words the
-parents, especially Mr. Povey, had an instinct to object, but they
-could not object, somehow they did not seem to get an opportunity
-to object; they were carried away on the torrent, and after all,
-their excitement and pleasure in the exceeding romantic novelty of
-existence were just as intense and nearly as ingenuous as their
-son's.
-
-He demonstrated that unless he was allowed to stay up later than
-aforetime he would not be able to do his home-work, and hence
-would not keep that place in the school to which his talents
-entitled him. Mr. Povey suggested, but only with half a heart,
-that he should get up earlier in the morning. The proposal fell
-flat. Everybody knew and admitted that nothing save the scorpions
-of absolute necessity, or a tremendous occasion such as that
-particular morning's, would drive Cyril from his bed until the
-smell of bacon rose to him from the kitchen. The parlour table was
-consecrated to his lessons. It became generally known that 'Cyril
-was doing his lessons.' His father scanned the new text-books
-while Cyril condescendingly explained to him that all others were
-superseded and worthless. His father contrived to maintain an air
-of preserving his mental equilibrium, but not his mother; she gave
-it up, she who till that day had under his father's direction
-taught him nearly all that he knew, and Cyril passed above her
-into regions of knowledge where she made no pretence of being able
-to follow him.
-
-When the lessons were done, and Cyril had wiped his fingers on
-bits of blotting-paper, and his father had expressed qualified
-approval and had gone into the shop, Cyril said to his mother,
-with that delicious hesitation which overtook him sometimes:
-
-"Mother."
-
-"Well, my pet."
-
-"I want you to do something for me."
-
-"Well, what is it?"
-
-"No, you must promise."
-
-"I'll do it if I can."
-
-"But you CAN. It isn't doing. It's NOT doing."
-
-"Come, Cyril, out with it."
-
-"I don't want you to come in and look at me after I'm asleep any
-more."
-
-"But, you silly boy, what difference can it make to you if you're
-asleep?"
-
-"I don't want you to. It's like as if I was a baby. You'll have to
-stop doing it some day, and so you may as well stop now."
-
-It was thus that he meant to turn his back on his youth.
-
-She smiled. She was incomprehensibly happy. She continued to
-smile.
-
-"Now you'll promise, won't you, mother?"
-
-She rapped him on the head with her thimble, lovingly. He took the
-gesture for consent.
-
-"You are a baby," she murmured.
-
-"Now I shall trust you," he said, ignoring this. "Say 'honour
-bright.'"
-
-"Honour bright."
-
-With what a long caress her eyes followed him, as he went up to
-bed on his great sturdy legs! She was thankful that school had not
-contaminated her adorable innocent. If she could have been Ame for
-twenty-four hours, she perhaps would not have hesitated to put
-butter into his mouth lest it should melt.
-
-Mr. Povey and Constance talked late and low that night. They could
-neither of them sleep; they had little desire to sleep.
-Constance's face said to her husband: "I've always stuck up for
-that boy, in spite of your severities, and you see how right I
-was!" And Mr. Povey's face said: "You see now the brilliant
-success of my system. You see how my educational theories have
-justified themselves. Never been to a school before, except that
-wretched little dame's school, and he goes practically straight to
-the top of the third form--at nine years of age!" They discussed
-his future. There could be no sign of lunacy in discussing his
-future up to a certain point, but each felt that to discuss the
-ultimate career of a child nine years old would not be the act of
-a sensible parent; only foolish parents would be so fond. Yet each
-was dying to discuss his ultimate career. Constance yielded first
-to the temptation, as became her. Mr. Povey scoffed, and then, to
-humour Constance, yielded also. The matter was soon fairly on the
-carpet. Constance was relieved to find that Mr. Povey had no
-thought whatever of putting Cyril in the shop. No; Mr. Povey did
-not desire to chop wood with a razor. Their son must and would
-ascend. Doctor! Solicitor! Barrister! Not barrister--barrister was
-fantastic. When they had argued for about half an hour Mr. Povey
-intimated suddenly that the conversation was unworthy of their
-practical commonsense, and went to sleep.
-
-II
-
-Nobody really thought that this almost ideal condition of things
-would persist: an enterprise commenced in such glory must surely
-traverse periods of difficulty and even of temporary disaster. But
-no! Cyril seemed to be made specially for school. Before Mr. Povey
-and Constance had quite accustomed themselves to being the parents
-of 'a great lad,' before Cyril had broken the glass of his
-miraculous watch more than once, the summer term had come to a end
-and there arrived the excitations of the prize-giving, as it was
-called; for at that epoch the smaller schools had not found the
-effrontery to dub the breaking-up ceremony a 'speech-day.' This
-prize-giving furnished a particular joy to Mr. and Mrs. Povey.
-Although the prizes were notoriously few in number--partly to add
-to their significance, and partly to diminish their cost (the
-foundation was poor)--Cyril won a prize, a box of geometrical
-instruments of precision; also he reached the top of his form, and
-was marked for promotion to the formidable Fourth. Samuel and
-Constance were bidden to the large hall of the Wedgwood
-Institution of a summer afternoon, and they saw the whole Board of
-Governors raised on a rostrum, and in the middle, in front of what
-he referred to, in his aristocratic London accent, as 'a beggarly
-array of rewards,' the aged and celebrated Sir Thomas Wilbraham
-Wilbraham, ex-M.P., last respectable member of his ancient line.
-And Sir Thomas gave the box of instruments to Cyril, and shook
-hands with him. And everybody was very well dressed. Samuel, who
-had never attended anything but a National School, recalled the
-simple rigours of his own boyhood, and swelled. For certainly, of
-all the parents present, he was among the richest. When, in the
-informal promiscuities which followed the prize distribution,
-Cyril joined his father and mother, sheepishly, they duly did
-their best to make light of his achievements, and failed. The
-walls of the hall were covered with specimens of the pupils'
-skill, and the headmaster was observed to direct the attention of
-the mighty to a map done by Cyril. Of course it was a map of
-Ireland, Ireland being the map chosen by every map-drawing
-schoolboy who is free to choose. For a third-form boy it was
-considered a masterpiece. In the shading of mountains Cyril was
-already a prodigy. Never, it was said, had the Macgillycuddy Reeks
-been indicated by a member of that school with a more amazing
-subtle refinement than by the young Povey. From a proper pride in
-themselves, from a proper fear lest they should be secretly
-accused of ostentation by other parents, Samuel and Constance did
-not go near that map. For the rest, they had lived with it for
-weeks, and Samuel (who, after all, was determined not to be dirt
-under his son's feet) had scratched a blot from it with a
-completeness that defied inquisitive examination.
-
-The fame of this map, added to the box of compasses and Cyril's
-own desire, pointed to an artistic career. Cyril had always drawn
-and daubed, and the drawing-master of the Endowed School, who was
-also headmaster of the Art School, had suggested that the youth
-should attend the Art School one night a week. Samuel, however,
-would not listen to the idea; Cyril was too young. It is true that
-Cyril was too young, but Samuel's real objection was to Cyril's
-going out alone in the evening. On that he was adamant.
-
-The Governors had recently made the discovery that a sports
-department was necessary to a good school, and had rented a field
-for cricket, football, and rounders up at Bleakridge, an
-innovation which demonstrated that the town was moving with the
-rapid times. In June this field was open after school hours till
-eight p.m. as well as on Saturdays. The Squire learnt that Cyril
-had a talent for cricket, and Cyril wished to practise in the
-evenings, and was quite ready to bind himself with Bible oaths to
-rise at no matter what hour in the morning for the purpose of home
-lessons. He scarcely expected his father to say 'Yes' as his
-father never did say 'Yes,' but he was obliged to ask. Samuel
-nonplussed him by replying that on fine evenings, when he could
-spare time from the shop, he would go up to Bleakridge with his
-son. Cyril did not like this in the least. Still, it might be
-tried. One evening they went, actually, in the new steam-car which
-had superseded the old horse-cars, and which travelled all the way
-to Longshaw, a place that Cyril had only heard of. Samuel talked
-of the games played in the Five Towns in his day, of the Titanic
-sport of prison-bars, when the team of one 'bank' went forth to
-the challenge of another 'bank,' preceded by a drum-and-fife band,
-and when, in the heat of the chase, a man might jump into the
-canal to escape his pursuer; Samuel had never played at cricket.
-
-Samuel, with a very young grandson of Fan (deceased), sat in
-dignity on the grass and watched his cricketer for an hour and a
-half (while Constance kept an eye on the shop and superintended
-its closing). Samuel then conducted Cyril home again. Two days
-later the father of his own accord offered to repeat the
-experience. Cyril refused. Disagreeable insinuations that he was a
-baby in arms had been made at school in the meantime.
-
-Nevertheless, in other directions Cyril sometimes surprisingly
-conquered. For instance, he came home one day with the information
-that a dog that was not a bull-terrier was not worth calling a
-dog. Fan's grandson had been carried off in earliest prime by a
-chicken-bone that had pierced his vitals, and Cyril did indeed
-persuade his father to buy a bull-terrier. The animal was a
-superlative of forbidding ugliness, but father and son vied with
-each other in stern critical praise of his surpassing beauty, and
-Constance, from good nature, joined in the pretence. He was called
-Lion, and the shop, after one or two untoward episodes, was
-absolutely closed to him.
-
-But the most striking of Cyril's successes had to do with the
-question of the annual holiday. He spoke of the sea soon after
-becoming a schoolboy. It appeared that his complete ignorance of
-the sea prejudicially affected him at school. Further, he had
-always loved the sea; he had drawn hundreds of three-masted ships
-with studding-sails set, and knew the difference between a brig
-and a brigantine. When he first said: "I say, mother, why can't we
-go to Llandudno instead of Buxton this year?" his mother thought
-he was out of his senses. For the idea of going to any place other
-than Buxton was inconceivable! Had they not always been to Buxton?
-What would their landlady say? How could they ever look her in the
-face again? Besides ... well ...! They went to Llandudno, rather
-scared, and hardly knowing how the change had come about. But they
-went. And it was the force of Cyril's will, Cyril the theoretic
-cypher, that took them.
-
-III
-
-The removal of the Endowed School to more commodious premises in
-the shape of Shawport Hall, an ancient mansion with fifty rooms
-and five acres of land round about it, was not a change that quite
-pleased Samuel or Constance. They admitted the hygienic
-advantages, but Shawport Hall was three-quarters of a mile distant
-from St. Luke's Square--in the hollow that separates Bursley from
-its suburb of Hillport; whereas the Wedgwood Institution was
-scarcely a minute away. It was as if Cyril, when he set off to
-Shawport Hall of a morning, passed out of their sphere of
-influence. He was leagues off, doing they knew not what. Further,
-his dinner-hour was cut short by the extra time needed for the
-journey to and fro, and he arrived late for tea; it may be said
-that he often arrived very late for tea; the whole machinery of
-the meal was disturbed. These matters seemed to Samuel and
-Constance to be of tremendous import, seemed to threaten the very
-foundations of existence. Then they grew accustomed to the new
-order, and wondered sometimes, when they passed the Wedgwood
-Institution and the insalubrious Cock Yard--once sole playground
-of the boys--that the school could ever have 'managed' in the
-narrow quarters once allotted to it.
-
-Cyril, though constantly successful at school, a rising man, an
-infallible bringer-home of excellent reports, and a regular taker
-of prizes, became gradually less satisfactory in the house. He was
-'kept in' occasionally, and although his father pretended to hold
-that to be kept in was to slur the honour of a spotless family,
-Cyril continued to be kept in; a hardened sinner, lost to shame.
-But this was not the worst. The worst undoubtedly was that Cyril
-was 'getting rough.' No definite accusation could be laid against
-him; the offence was general, vague, everlasting; it was in all he
-did and said, in every gesture and movement. He shouted, whistled,
-sang, stamped, stumbled, lunged. He omitted such empty rites as
-saying 'Yes' or 'Please,' and wiping his nose. He replied gruffly
-and nonchalantly to polite questions, or he didn't reply until the
-questions were repeated, and even then with a 'lost' air that was
-not genuine. His shoelaces were a sad sight, and his finger-nails
-no sight at all for a decent woman; his hair was as rough as his
-conduct; hardly at the pistol's point could he be forced to put
-oil on it. In brief, he was no longer the nice boy that he used to
-be. He had unmistakably deteriorated. Grievous! But what can you
-expect when YOUR boy is obliged, month after month and year after
-year, to associate with other boys? After all, he was a GOOD boy,
-said Constance, often to herself and now and then to Samuel. For
-Constance, his charm was eternally renewed. His smile, his
-frequent ingenuousness, his funny self-conscious gesture when he
-wanted to 'get round' her--these characteristics remained; and his
-pure heart remained; she could read that in his eyes. Samuel was
-inimical to his tastes for sports and his triumphs therein. But
-Constance had pride in all that. She liked to feel him and to gaze
-at him, and to smell that faint, uncleanly odour of sweat that
-hung in his clothes.
-
-In this condition he reached the advanced age of thirteen. And his
-parents, who despite their notion of themselves as wide-awake
-parents were a simple pair, never suspected that his heart,
-conceived to be still pure, had become a crawling, horrible mass
-of corruption.
-
-One day the head-master called at the shop. Now, to see a head-
-master walking about the town during school-hours is a startling
-spectacle, and is apt to give you the same uncanny sensation as
-when, alone in a room, you think you see something move which
-ought not to move. Mr. Povey was startled. Mr. Povey had a
-thumping within his breast as he rubbed his hands and drew the
-head-master to the private corner where his desk was. "What can I
-do for you to-day?" he almost said to the head-master. But he did
-not say it. The boot was emphatically not on that leg. The head-
-master talked to Mr. Povey, in tones carefully low, for about a
-quarter of an hour, and then he closed the interview. Mr. Povey
-escorted him across the shop, and the head-master said with
-ordinary loudness: "Of course it's nothing. But my experience is
-that it's just as well to be on the safe side, and I thought I'd
-tell you. Forewarned is forearmed. I have other parents to see."
-They shook hands at the door. Then Mr. Povey stepped out on to the
-pavement and, in front of the whole Square, detained an unwilling
-head-master for quite another minute.
-
-His face was deeply flushed as he returned into the shop. The
-assistants bent closer over their work. He did not instantly rush
-into the parlour and communicate with Constance. He had dropped
-into a way of conducting many operations by his own unaided brain.
-His confidence in his skill had increased with years. Further, at
-the back of his mind, there had established itself a vision of Mr.
-Povey as the seat of government and of Constance and Cyril as a
-sort of permanent opposition. He would not have admitted that he
-saw such a vision, for he was utterly loyal to his wife; but it
-was there. This unconfessed vision was one of several causes which
-had contributed to intensify his inherent tendency towards
-Machiavellianism and secretiveness. He said nothing to Constance,
-nothing to Cyril; but, happening to encounter Amy in the showroom,
-he was inspired to interrogate her sharply. The result was that
-they descended to the cellar together, Amy weeping. Amy was
-commanded to hold her tongue. And as she went in mortal fear of
-Mr. Povey she did hold her tongue.
-
-Nothing occurred for several days. And then one morning--it was
-Constance's birthday: children are nearly always horribly unlucky
-in their choice of days for sin--Mr. Povey, having executed
-mysterious movements in the shop after Cyril's departure to
-school, jammed his hat on his head and ran forth in pursuit of
-Cyril, whom he intercepted with two other boys, at the corner of
-Oldcastle Street and Acre Passage.
-
-Cyril stood as if turned into salt. "Come back home!" said Mr.
-Povey, grimly; and for the sake of the other boys: "Please."
-
-"But I shall be late for school, father," Cyril weakly urged.
-
-"Never mind."
-
-They passed through the shop together, causing a terrific
-concealed emotion, and then they did violence to Constance by
-appearing in the parlour. Constance was engaged in cutting straws
-and ribbons to make a straw-frame for a water-colour drawing of a
-moss-rose which her pure-hearted son had given her as a birthday
-present.
-
-"Why--what--?" she exclaimed. She said no more at the moment
-because she was sure, from the faces of her men, that the time was
-big with fearful events.
-
-"Take your satchel off," Mr. Povey ordered coldly. "And your
-mortar-board," he added with a peculiar intonation, as if glad
-thus to prove that Cyril was one of those rude boys who have to be
-told to take their hats off in a room.
-
-"Whatever's amiss?" Constance murmured under her breath, as Cyril
-obeyed the command. "Whatever's amiss?"
-
-Mr. Povey made no immediate answer. He was in charge of these
-proceedings, and was very anxious to conduct them with dignity and
-with complete effectiveness. Little fat man over fifty, with a
-wizened face, grey-haired and grey-bearded, he was as nervous as a
-youth. His heart beat furiously. And Constance, the portly matron
-who would never see forty again, was just as nervous as a girl.
-Cyril had gone very white. All three felt physically sick.
-
-"What money have you got in your pockets?" Mr. Povey demanded, as
-a commencement.
-
-Cyril, who had had no opportunity to prepare his case, offered no
-reply.
-
-"You heard what I said," Mr. Povey thundered.
-
-"I've got three-halfpence," Cyril murmured glumly, looking down at
-the floor. His lower lip seemed to hang precariously away from his
-gums.
-
-"Where did you get that from?"
-
-"It's part of what mother gave me," said the boy.
-
-"I did give him a threepenny bit last week," Constance put in
-guiltily. "It was a long time since he had had any money."
-
-"If you gave it him, that's enough," said Mr. Povey, quickly, and
-to the boy: "That's all you've got?"
-
-"Yes, father," said the boy.
-
-"You're sure?"
-
-"Yes, father."
-
-Cyril was playing a hazardous game for the highest stakes, and
-under grave disadvantages; and he acted for the best. He guarded
-his own interests as well as he could.
-
-Mr. Povey found himself obliged to take a serious risk. "Empty
-your pockets, then."
-
-Cyril, perceiving that he had lost that particular game, emptied
-his pockets.
-
-"Cyril," said Constance, "how often have I told you to change your
-handkerchiefs oftener! Just look at this!"
-
-Astonishing creature! She was in the seventh hell of sick
-apprehension, and yet she said that!
-
-After the handkerchief emerged the common schoolboy stock of
-articles useful and magic, and then, last, a silver florin!
-
-Mr. Povey felt relief.
-
-"Oh, Cyril!" whimpered Constance.
-
-"Give it your mother," said Mr. Povey.
-
-The boy stepped forward awkwardly, and Constance, weeping, took
-the coin.
-
-"Please look at it, mother," said Mr. Povey. "And tell me if
-there's a cross marked on it."
-
-Constance's tears blurred the coin. She had to wipe her eyes.
-
-"Yes," she whispered faintly. "There's something on it."
-
-"I thought so," said Mr. Povey. "Where did you steal it from?" he
-demanded.
-
-"Out of the till," answered Cyril.
-
-"Have you ever stolen anything out of the till before?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Yes, what."
-
-"Yes, father."
-
-"Take your hands out of your pockets and stand up straight, if you
-can. How often?"
-
-"I--I don't know, father."
-
-"I blame myself," said Mr. Povey, frankly. "I blame myself. The
-till ought always to be locked. All tills ought always to be
-locked. But we felt we could trust the assistants. If anybody had
-told me that I ought not to trust you, if anybody had told me that
-my own son would be the thief, I should have--well, I don't know
-what I should have said!"
-
-Mr. Povey was quite justified in blaming himself. The fact was
-that the functioning of that till was a patriarchal survival,
-which he ought to have revolutionized, but which it had never
-occurred to him to revolutionize, so accustomed to it was he. In
-the time of John Baines, the till, with its three bowls, two for
-silver and one for copper (gold had never been put into it), was
-invariably unlocked. The person in charge of the shop took change
-from it for the assistants, or temporarily authorized an assistant
-to do so. Gold was kept in a small linen bag in a locked drawer of
-the desk. The contents of the till were never checked by any
-system of book-keeping, as there was no system of book-keeping;
-when all transactions, whether in payment or receipt, are in cash
---the Baineses never owed a penny save the quarterly wholesale
-accounts, which were discharged instantly to the travellers--a
-system of book-keeping is not indispensable. The till was situate
-immediately at the entrance to the shop from the house; it was in
-the darkest part of the shop, and the unfortunate Cyril had to
-pass it every day on his way to school. The thing was a perfect
-device for the manufacture of young criminals.
-
-"And how have you been spending this money?" Mr. Povey inquired.
-
-Cyril's hands slipped into his pockets again. Then, noticing the
-lapse, he dragged them out.
-
-"Sweets," said he.
-
-"Anything else?"
-
-"Sweets and things."
-
-"Oh!" said Mr. Povey. "Well, now you can go down into the cinder-
-cellar and bring up here all the things there are in that little
-box in the corner. Off you go!"
-
-And off went Cyril. He had to swagger through the kitchen.
-
-"What did I tell you, Master Cyril?" Amy unwisely asked of him.
-"You've copped it finely this time."
-
-'Copped' was a word which she had learned from Cyril.
-
-"Go on, you old bitch!" Cyril growled.
-
-As he returned from the cellar, Amy said angrily:
-
-"I told you I should tell your father the next time you called me
-that, and I shall. You mark my words."
-
-"Cant! cant!" he retorted. "Do you think I don't know who's been
-canting? Cant! cant!"
-
-Upstairs in the parlour Samuel was explaining the matter to his
-wife. There had been a perfect epidemic of smoking in the school.
-The head-master had discovered it and, he hoped, stamped it out.
-What had disturbed the head-master far more than the smoking was
-the fact that a few boys had been found to possess somewhat costly
-pipes, cigar-holders, or cigarette-holders. The head-master, wily,
-had not confiscated these articles; he had merely informed the
-parents concerned. In his opinion the articles came from one
-single source, a generous thief; he left the parents to ascertain
-which of them had brought a thief into the world.
-
-Further information Mr. Povey had culled from Amy, and there could
-remain no doubt that Cyril had been providing his chums with the
-utensils of smoking, the till supplying the means. He had told Amy
-that the things which he secreted in the cellar had been presented
-to him by blood-brothers. But Mr. Povey did not believe that.
-Anyhow, he had marked every silver coin in the till for three
-nights, and had watched the till in the mornings from behind the
-merino-pile; and the florin on the parlour-table spoke of his
-success as a detective.
-
-Constance felt guilty on behalf of Cyril. As Mr. Povey outlined
-his case she could not free herself from an entirely irrational
-sensation of sin; at any rate of special responsibility. Cyril
-seemed to be her boy and not Samuel's boy at all. She avoided her
-husband's glance. This was very odd.
-
-Then Cyril returned, and his parents composed their faces and he
-deposited, next to the florin, a sham meerschaum pipe in a case, a
-tobacco-pouch, a cigar of which one end had been charred but the
-other not cut, and a half-empty packet of cigarettes without a
-label.
-
-Nothing could be hid from Mr. Povey. The details were distressing.
-
-"So Cyril is a liar and a thief, to say nothing of this smoking!"
-Mr. Povey concluded.
-
-He spoke as if Cyril had invented strange and monstrous sins. But
-deep down in his heart a little voice was telling him, as regards
-the smoking, that HE had set the example. Mr. Baines had never
-smoked. Mr. Critchlow never smoked. Only men like Daniel smoked.
-
-Thus far Mr. Povey had conducted the proceedings to his own
-satisfaction. He had proved the crime. He had made Cyril confess.
-The whole affair lay revealed. Well--what next? Cyril ought to
-have dissolved in repentance; something dramatic ought to have
-occurred. But Cyril simply stood with hanging, sulky head, and
-gave no sign of proper feeling.
-
-Mr. Povey considered that, until something did happen, he must
-improve the occasion.
-
-"Here we have trade getting worse every day," said he (it was
-true), "and you are robbing your parents to make a beast of
-yourself, and corrupting your companions! I wonder your mother
-never smelt you!"
-
-"I never dreamt of such a thing!" said Constance, grievously.
-
-Besides, a young man clever enough to rob a till is usually clever
-enough to find out that the secret of safety in smoking is to use
-cachous and not to keep the stuff in your pockets a minute longer
-than you can help.
-
-"There's no knowing how much money you have stolen," said Mr.
-Povey. "A thief!"
-
-If Cyril had stolen cakes, jam, string, cigars, Mr. Povey would
-never have said 'thief' as he did say it. But money! Money was
-different. And a till was not a cupboard or a larder. A till was a
-till. Cyril had struck at the very basis of society.
-
-"And on your mother's birthday!" Mr. Povey said further.
-
-"There's one thing I can do!" he said. "I can burn all this. Built
-on lies! How dared you?"
-
-And he pitched into the fire--not the apparatus of crime, but the
-water-colour drawing of a moss-rose and the straws and the blue
-ribbon for bows at the corners.
-
-"How dared you?" he repeated.
-
-"You never gave me any money," Cyril muttered.
-
-He thought the marking of coins a mean trick, and the dragging-in
-of bad trade and his mother's birthday roused a familiar devil
-that usually slept quietly in his breast.
-
-"What's that you say?" Mr. Povey almost shouted.
-
-"You never gave me any money," the devil repeated in a louder tone
-than Cyril had employed.
-
-(It was true. But Cyril 'had only to ask' and he would have
-received all that was good for him.)
-
-Mr. Povey sprang up. Mr. Povey also had a devil. The two devils
-gazed at each other for an instant; and then, noticing that
-Cyril's head was above Mr. Povey's, the elder devil controlled
-itself. Mr. Povey had suddenly had as much drama as he wanted.
-
-"Get away to bed!" said he with dignity.
-
-Cyril went, defiantly.
-
-"He's to have nothing but bread and water, mother," Mr. Povey
-finished. He was, on the whole, pleased with himself.
-
-Later in the day Constance reported, tearfully, that she had been
-up to Cyril and that Cyril had wept. Which was to Cyril's credit.
-But all felt that life could never be the same again. During the
-remainder of existence this unspeakable horror would lift its
-obscene form between them. Constance had never been so unhappy.
-Occasionally, when by herself, she would rebel for a brief moment,
-as one rebels in secret against a mummery which one is obliged to
-treat seriously. "After all," she would whisper, "suppose he HAS
-taken a few shillings out of the till! What then? What does it
-matter?" But these moods of moral insurrection against society and
-Mr. Povey were very transitory. They were come and gone in a
-flash.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-ANOTHER CRIME
-
-I
-
-
-One night--it was late in the afternoon of the same year, about
-six months after the tragedy of the florin--Samuel Povey was
-wakened up by a hand on his shoulder and a voice that whispered:
-"Father!"
-
-The thief and the liar was standing in his night-shirt by the bed.
-Samuel's sleepy eyes could just descry him in the thick gloom.
-
-"What--what?" questioned the father, gradually coming to
-consciousness. "What are you doing there?"
-
-"I didn't want to wake mother up," the boy whispered. "There's
-someone been throwing dirt or something at our windows, and has
-been for a long time."
-
-"Eh, what?"
-
-Samuel stared at the dim form of the thief and liar. The boy was
-tall, not in the least like a little boy; and yet, then, he seemed
-to his father as quite a little boy, a little 'thing' in a night-
-shirt, with childish gestures and childish inflections, and a
-childish, delicious, quaint anxiety not to disturb his mother, who
-had lately been deprived of sleep owing to an illness of Amy's
-which had demanded nursing. His father had not so perceived him
-for years. In that instant the conviction that Cyril was
-permanently unfit for human society finally expired in the
-father's mind. Time had already weakened it very considerably. The
-decision that, be Cyril what he might, the summer holiday must be
-taken as usual, had dealt it a fearful blow. And yet, though
-Samuel and Constance had grown so accustomed to the companionship
-of a criminal that they frequently lost memory of his guilt for
-long periods, nevertheless the convention of his leprosy had more
-or less persisted with Samuel until that moment: when it vanished
-with strange suddenness, to Samuel's conscious relief.
-
-There was a rain of pellets on the window.
-
-"Hear that?" demanded Cyril, whispering dramatically. "And it's
-been like that on my window too."
-
-Samuel arose. "Go back to your room!" he ordered in the same
-dramatic whisper; but not as father to son--rather as conspirator
-to conspirator.
-
-Constance slept. They could hear her regular breathing.
-
-Barefooted, the elderly gowned figure followed the younger, and
-one after the other they creaked down the two steps which
-separated Cyril's room from his parents'.
-
-"Shut the door quietly!" said Samuel.
-
-Cyril obeyed.
-
-And then, having lighted Cyril's gas, Samuel drew the blind,
-unfastened the catch of the window, and began to open it with many
-precautions of silence. All the sashes in that house were
-difficult to manage. Cyril stood close to his father, shivering
-without knowing that he shivered, astonished only that his father
-had not told him to get back into bed at once. It was, beyond
-doubt, the proudest hour of Cyril's career. In addition to the
-mysterious circumstances of the night, there was in the situation
-that thrill which always communicates itself to a father and son
-when they are afoot together upon an enterprise unsuspected by the
-woman from whom their lives have no secrets.
-
-Samuel put his head out of the window.
-
-A man was standing there.
-
-"That you, Samuel?" The voice came low.
-
-"Yes," replied Samuel, cautiously. "It's not Cousin Daniel, is
-it?"
-
-"I want ye," said Daniel Povey, curtly.
-
-Samuel paused. "I'll be down in a minute," he said.
-
-Cyril at length received the command to get back into bed at once.
-
-"Whatever's up, father?" he asked joyously.
-
-"I don't know. I must put some things on and go and see."
-
-He shut down the window on all the breezes that were pouring into
-the room.
-
-"Now quick, before I turn the gas out!" he admonished, his hand on
-the gas-tap.
-
-"You'll tell me in the morning, won't you, father?"
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Povey, conquering his habitual impulse to say
-'No.'
-
-He crept back to the large bedroom to grope for clothes.
-
-When, having descended to the parlour and lighted the gas there,
-he opened the side-door, expecting to let Cousin Daniel in, there
-was no sign of Cousin Daniel. Presently he saw a figure standing
-at the corner of the Square. He whistled--Samuel had a singular
-faculty of whistling, the envy of his son--and Daniel beckoned to
-him. He nearly extinguished the gas and then ran out, hatless. He
-was wearing most of his clothes, except his linen collar and
-necktie, and the collar of his coat was turned up.
-
-Daniel advanced before him, without waiting, into the
-confectioner's shop opposite. Being part of the most modern
-building in the Square, Daniel's shop was provided with the new
-roll-down iron shutter, by means of which you closed your
-establishment with a motion similar to the winding of a large
-clock, instead of putting up twenty separate shutters one by one
-as in the sixteenth century. The little portal in the vast sheet
-of armour was ajar, and Daniel had passed into the gloom beyond.
-At the same moment a policeman came along on his beat, cutting off
-Mr. Povey from Daniel.
-
-"Good-night, officer! Brrr!" said Mr. Povey, gathering his dignity
-about him and holding himself as though it was part of his normal
-habit to take exercise bareheaded and collarless in St. Luke's
-Square on cold November nights. He behaved so because, if Daniel
-had desired the services of a policeman, Daniel would of course
-have spoken to this one.
-
-"Goo' night, sir," said the policeman, after recognizing him.
-
-"What time is it?" asked Samuel, bold.
-
-"A quarter-past one, sir."
-
-The policeman, leaving Samuel at the little open door, went
-forward across the lamplit Square, and Samuel entered his cousin's
-shop.
-
-Daniel Povey was standing behind the door, and as Samuel came in
-he shut the door with a startling sudden movement. Save for the
-twinkle of gas, the shop was in darkness. It had the empty
-appearance which a well-managed confectioner's and baker's always
-has at night. The large brass scales near the flour-bins glinted;
-and the glass cake-stands, with scarce a tart among them, also
-caught the faint flare of the gas.
-
-"What's the matter, Daniel? Anything wrong?" Samuel asked, feeling
-boyish as he usually did in the presence of Daniel.
-
-The well-favoured white-haired man seized him with one hand by the
-shoulder in a grip that convicted Samuel of frailty.
-
-"Look here, Sam'l," said he in his low, pleasant voice, somewhat
-altered by excitement. "You know as my wife drinks?"
-
-He stared defiantly at Samuel.
-
-"N--no," said Samuel. "That is--no one's ever SAID---"
-
-This was true. He did not know that Mrs. Daniel Povey, at the age
-of fifty, had definitely taken to drink. There had been rumours
-that she enjoyed a glass with too much gusto; but 'drinks' meant
-more than that.
-
-"She drinks," Daniel Povey continued. "And has done this last two
-year!"
-
-"I'm very sorry to hear it," said Samuel, tremendously shocked by
-this brutal rending of the cloak of decency.
-
-Always, everybody had feigned to Daniel, and Daniel had feigned to
-everybody, that his wife was as other wives. And now the man
-himself had torn to pieces in a moment the veil of thirty years'
-weaving.
-
-"And if that was the worst!" Daniel murmured reflectively,
-loosening his grip.
-
-Samuel was excessively disturbed. His cousin was hinting at
-matters which he himself, at any rate, had never hinted at even to
-Constance, so abhorrent were they; matters unutterable, which hung
-like clouds in the social atmosphere of the town, and of which at
-rare intervals one conveyed one's cognizance, not by words, but by
-something scarce perceptible in a glance, an accent. Not often is
-a town such as Bursley starred with such a woman as Mrs. Daniel
-Povey.
-
-"But what's wrong?" Samuel asked, trying to be firm.
-
-And, "What is wrong?" he asked himself. "What does all this mean,
-at after one o'clock in the morning?"
-
-"Look here, Sam'l," Daniel recommenced, seizing his shoulder
-again. "I went to Liverpool corn market to-day, and missed the
-last train, so I came by mail from Crewe. And what do I find? I
-find Dick sitting on the stairs in the dark pretty high naked."
-
-"Sitting on the stairs? Dick?"
-
-"Ay! This is what I come home to!"
-
-"But--"
-
-"Hold on! He's been in bed a couple of days with a feverish cold,
-caught through lying in damp sheets as his mother had forgot to
-air. She brings him no supper to-night. He calls out. No answer.
-Then he gets up to go down-stairs and see what's happened, and he
-slips on th' stairs and breaks his knee, or puts it out or summat.
-Sat there hours, seemingly! Couldn't walk neither up nor down."
-
-"And was your--wife--was Mrs.-?"
-
-"Dead drunk in the parlour, Sam'l."
-
-"But the servant?"
-
-"Servant!" Daniel Povey laughed. "We can't keep our servants. They
-won't stay. YOU know that."
-
-He did. Mrs. Daniel Povey's domestic methods and idiosyncrasies
-could at any rate be freely discussed, and they were.
-
-"And what have you done?"
-
-"Done? Why, I picked him up in my arms and carried him upstairs
-again. And a fine job I had too! Here! Come here!"
-
-Daniel strode impulsively across the shop--the counterflap was up
---and opened a door at the back. Samuel followed. Never before had
-he penetrated so far into his cousin's secrets. On the left,
-within the doorway, were the stairs, dark; on the right a shut
-door; and in front an open door giving on to a yard. At the
-extremity of the yard he discerned a building, vaguely lit, and
-naked figures strangely moving in it.
-
-"What's that? Who's there?" he asked sharply.
-
-"That's the bakehouse," Daniel replied, as if surprised at such a
-question. "It's one of their long nights."
-
-Never, during the brief remainder of his life, did Samuel eat a
-mouthful of common bread without recalling that midnight
-apparition. He had lived for half a century, and thoughtlessly
-eaten bread as though loaves grew ready-made on trees.
-
-"Listen!" Daniel commanded him.
-
-He cocked his ear, and caught a feeble, complaining wail from an
-upper floor.
-
-"That's Dick! That is!" said Daniel Povey.
-
-It sounded more like the distress of a child than of an
-adventurous young man of twenty-four or so.
-
-"But is he in pain? Haven't you fetched the doctor?"
-
-"Not yet," answered Daniel, with a vacant stare.
-
-Samuel gazed at him closely for a second. And Daniel seemed to him
-very old and helpless and pathetic, a man unequal to the situation
-in which he found himself; and yet, despite the dignified snow of
-his age, wistfully boyish. Samuel thought swiftly: "This has been
-too much for him. He's almost out of his mind. That's the
-explanation. Some one's got to take charge, and I must." And all
-the courageous resolution of his character braced itself to the
-crisis. Being without a collar, being in slippers, and his
-suspenders imperfectly fastened anyhow,--these things seemed to be
-a part of the crisis.
-
-"I'll just run upstairs and have a look at him," said Samuel, in a
-matter-of-fact tone.
-
-Daniel did not reply.
-
-There was a glimmer at the top of the stairs. Samuel mounted,
-found the gas-jet, and turned it on full. A dingy, dirty, untidy
-passage was revealed, the very antechamber of discomfort. Guided
-by the moans, Samuel entered a bedroom, which was in a shameful
-condition of neglect, and lighted only by a nearly expired candle.
-Was it possible that a house-mistress could so lose her self-
-respect? Samuel thought of his own abode, meticulously and
-impeccably 'kept,' and a hard bitterness against Mrs. Daniel
-surged up in his soul.
-
-"Is that you, doctor?" said a voice from the bed; the moans
-ceased.
-
-Samuel raised the candle.
-
-Dick lay there, his face, on which was a beard of several days'
-growth, distorted by anguish, sweating; his tousled brown hair was
-limp with sweat.
-
-"Where the hell's the doctor?" the young man demanded brusquely.
-Evidently he had no curiosity about Samuel's presence; the one
-thing that struck him was that Samuel was not the doctor.
-
-"He's coming, he's coming,' said Samuel, soothingly.
-
-"Well, if he isn't here soon I shall be damn well dead," said
-Dick, in feeble resentful anger. "I can tell you that."
-
-Samuel deposited the candle and ran downstairs. "I say, Daniel,"
-he said, roused and hot, "this is really ridiculous. Why on earth
-didn't you fetch the doctor while you were waiting for me? Where's
-the missis?"
-
-Daniel Povey was slowly emptying grains of Indian corn out of his
-jacket-pocket into one of the big receptacles behind the counter
-on the baker's side of the shop. He had provisioned himself with
-Indian corn as ammunition for Samuel's bedroom window; he was now
-returning the surplus.
-
-"Are ye going for Harrop?" he questioned hesitatingly.
-
-"Why, of course!" Samuel exclaimed. "Where's the missis?"
-
-"Happen you'd better go and have a look at her," said Daniel
-Povey. "She's in th' parlour."
-
-He preceded Samuel to the shut door on the right. When he opened
-it the parlour appeared in full illumination.
-
-"Here! Go in!" said Daniel.
-
-Samuel went in, afraid. In a room as dishevelled and filthy as the
-bedroom, Mrs. Daniel Povey lay stretched awkwardly on a worn
-horse-hair sofa, her head thrown back, her face discoloured, her
-eyes bulging, her mouth wet and yawning: a sight horribly
-offensive. Samuel was frightened; he was struck with fear and with
-disgust. The singing gas beat down ruthlessly on that dreadful
-figure. A wife and mother! The lady of a house! The centre of
-order! The fount of healing! The balm for worry, and the refuge of
-distress! She was vile. Her scanty yellow-grey hair was dirty, her
-hollowed neck all grime, her hands abominable, her black dress in
-decay. She was the dishonour of her sex, her situation, and her
-years. She was a fouler obscenity than the inexperienced Samuel
-had ever conceived. And by the door stood her husband, neat,
-spotless, almost stately, the man who for thirty years had
-marshalled all his immense pride to suffer this woman, the jolly
-man who had laughed through thick and thin! Samuel remembered when
-they were married. And he remembered when, years after their
-marriage, she was still as pretty, artificial, coquettish, and
-adamantine in her caprices as a young harlot with a fool at her
-feet. Time and the slow wrath of God had changed her.
-
-He remained master of himself and approached her; then stopped.
-
-"But--" he stammered.
-
-"Ay, Sam'l, lad!" said the old man from the door. "I doubt I've
-killed her! I doubt I've killed her! I took and shook her. I got
-her by the neck. And before I knew where I was, I'd done it.
-She'll never drink brandy again. This is what it's come to!"
-
-He moved away.
-
-All Samuel's flesh tingled as a heavy wave of emotion rolled
-through his being. It was just as if some one had dealt him a blow
-unimaginably tremendous. His heart shivered, as a ship shivers at
-the mountainous crash of the waters. He was numbed. He wanted to
-weep, to vomit, to die, to sink away. But a voice was whispering
-to him: "You will have to go through with this. You are in charge
-of this." He thought of HIS wife and child, innocently asleep in
-the cleanly pureness of HIS home. And he felt the roughness of his
-coat-collar round his neck and the insecurity of his trousers. He
-passed out of the room, shutting the door. And across the yard he
-had a momentary glimpse of those nude nocturnal forms,
-unconsciously attitudinizing in the bakehouse. And down the stairs
-came the protests of Dick, driven by pain into a monotonous silly
-blasphemy.
-
-"I'll fetch Harrop," he said, melancholily, to his cousin.
-
-The doctor's house was less than fifty yards off, and the doctor
-had a night-bell, which, though he was a much older man than his
-father had been at his age, he still answered promptly. No need to
-bombard the doctor's premises with Indian corn! While Samuel was
-parleying with the doctor through a window, the question ran
-incessantly through his mind: "What about telling the police?"
-
-But when, in advance of old Harrop, he returned to Daniel's shop,
-lo! the policeman previously encountered had returned upon his
-beat, and Daniel was talking to him in the little doorway. No
-other soul was about. Down King Street, along Wedgwood Street, up
-the Square, towards Brougham Street, nothing but gaslamps burning
-with their everlasting patience, and the blind facades of shops.
-Only in the second storey of the Bank Building at the top of the
-Square a light showed mysteriously through a blind. Somebody ill
-there!
-
-The policeman was in a high state of nervous excitement. That had
-happened to him which had never happened to him before. Of the
-sixty policemen in Bursley, just he had been chosen by fate to fit
-the socket of destiny. He was startled.
-
-"What's this, what's this, Mr. Povey?" he turned hastily to
-Samuel. "What's this as Mr. Councillor Povey is a-telling me?"
-
-"You come in, sergeant," said Daniel.
-
-"If I come in," said the policeman to Samuel, "you mun' go along
-Wedgwood Street, Mr. Povey, and bring my mate. He should be on
-Duck Bank, by rights."
-
-It was astonishing, when once the stone had begun to roll, how
-quickly it ran. In half an hour Samuel had actually parted from
-Daniel at the police-office behind the Shambles, and was hurrying
-to rouse his wife so that she could look after Dick Povey until he
-might be taken off to Pirehill Infirmary, as old Harrop had
-instantly, on seeing him, decreed.
-
-"Ah!" he reflected in the turmoil of his soul: "God is not
-mocked!" That was his basic idea: God is not mocked! Daniel was a
-good fellow, honourable, brilliant; a figure in the world. But
-what of his licentious tongue? What of his frequenting of bars?
-(How had he come to miss that train from Liverpool? How?) For many
-years he, Samuel, had seen in Daniel a living refutation of the
-authenticity of the old Hebrew menaces. But he had been wrong,
-after all! God is not mocked! And Samuel was aware of a revulsion
-in himself towards that strict codified godliness from which, in
-thought, he had perhaps been slipping away.
-
-And with it all he felt, too, a certain officious self-importance,
-as he woke his wife and essayed to break the news to her in a
-manner tactfully calm. He had assisted at the most overwhelming
-event ever known in the history of the town.
-
-II
-
-"Your muffler--I'll get it," said Constance. "Cyril, run upstairs
-and get father's muffler. You know the drawer."
-
-Cyril ran. It behoved everybody, that morning, to be prompt and
-efficient.
-
-"I don't need any muffler, thank you," said Samuel, coughing and
-smothering the cough.
-
-"Oh! But, Sam--" Constance protested.
-
-"Now please don't worry me!" said Samuel with frigid finality.
-"I've got quite enough--!" He did not finish.
-
-Constance sighed as her husband stepped, nervous and self-
-important, out of the side-door into the street. It was early, not
-yet eight o'clock, and the shop still unopened.
-
-"Your father couldn't wait," Constance said to Cyril when he had
-thundered down the stairs in his heavy schoolboy boots. "Give it
-to me." She went to restore the muffler to its place.
-
-The whole house was upset, and Amy still an invalid! Existence was
-disturbed; there vaguely seemed to be a thousand novel things to
-be done, and yet she could think of nothing whatever that she
-needed to do at that moment; so she occupied herself with the
-muffler. Before she reappeared Cyril had gone to school, he who
-was usually a laggard. The truth was that he could no longer
-contain within himself a recital of the night, and in particular
-of the fact that he had been the first to hear the summons of the
-murderer on the window-pane. This imperious news had to be
-imparted to somebody, as a preliminary to the thrilling of the
-whole school; and Cyril had issued forth in search of an
-appreciative and worthy confidant. He was scarcely five minutes
-after his father.
-
-In St. Luke's Square was a crowd of quite two hundred persons,
-standing moveless in the November mud. The body of Mrs. Daniel
-Povey had already been taken to the Tiger Hotel, and young Dick
-Povey was on his way in a covered wagonette to Pirehill Infirmary
-on the other side of Knype. The shop of the crime was closed, and
-the blinds drawn at the upper windows of the house. There was
-absolutely nothing to be seen, not even a policeman. Nevertheless
-the crowd stared with an extraordinary obstinate attentiveness at
-the fatal building in Boulton Terrace. Hypnotized by this face of
-bricks and mortar, it had apparently forgotten all earthly ties,
-and, regardless of breakfast and a livelihood, was determined to
-stare at it till the house fell down or otherwise rendered up its
-secret. Most of its component individuals wore neither overcoats
-nor collars, but were kept warm by a scarf round the neck and by
-dint of forcing their fingers into the furthest inch of their
-pockets. Then they would slowly lift one leg after the other.
-Starers of infirm purpose would occasionally detach themselves
-from the throng and sidle away, ashamed of their fickleness. But
-reinforcements were continually arriving. And to these new-comers
-all that had been said in gossip had to be repeated and repeated:
-the same questions, the same answers, the same exclamations, the
-same proverbial philosophy, the same prophecies recurred in all
-parts of the Square with an uncanny iterance. Well-dressed men
-spoke to mere professional loiterers; for this unparalleled and
-glorious sensation, whose uniqueness grew every instant more
-impressive, brought out the essential brotherhood of mankind. All
-had a peculiar feeling that the day was neither Sunday nor week-
-day, but some eighth day of the week. Yet in the St. Luke's
-Covered Market close by, the stall-keepers were preparing their
-stalls just as though it were Saturday, just as though a Town
-Councillor had not murdered his wife--at last! It was stated, and
-restated infinitely, that the Povey baking had been taken over by
-Brindley, the second-best baker and confectioner, who had a stall
-in the market. And it was asserted, as a philosophical truth, and
-reasserted infinitely, that there would have been no sense in
-wasting good food.
-
-Samuel's emergence stirred the multitude. But Samuel passed up the
-Square with a rapt expression; he might have been under an
-illusion, caused by the extreme gravity of his preoccupations,
-that he was crossing a deserted Square. He hurried past the Bank
-and down the Turnhill Road, to the private residence of 'Young
-Lawton,' son of the deceased 'Lawyer Lawton.' Young Lawton
-followed his father's profession; he was, as his father had been,
-the most successful solicitor in the town (though reputed by his
-learned rivals to be a fool), but the custom of calling men by
-their occupations had died out with horse-cars. Samuel caught
-young Lawton at his breakfast, and presently drove with him, in
-the Lawton buggy, to the police-station, where their arrival
-electrified a crowd as large as that in St. Luke's Square. Later,
-they drove together to Hanbridge, informally to brief a barrister;
-and Samuel, not permitted to be present at the first part of the
-interview between the solicitor and the barrister, was humbled
-before the pomposity of legal etiquette.
-
-It seemed to Samuel a game. The whole rigmarole of police and
-police-cells and formalities seemed insincere. His cousin's case
-was not like any other case, and, though formalities might be
-necessary, it was rather absurd to pretend that it was like any
-other case. In what manner it differed from other cases Samuel did
-not analytically inquire. He thought young Lawton was self-
-important, and Daniel too humble, in the colloquy of these two,
-and he endeavoured to indicate, by the dignity of his own
-demeanour, that in his opinion the proper relative tones had not
-been set. He could not understand Daniel's attitude, for he lacked
-imagination to realize what Daniel had been through. After all,
-Daniel was not a murderer; his wife's death was due to accident,
-was simply a mishap.
-
-But in the crowded and stinking court-room of the Town Hall,
-Samuel began to feel qualms. It occurred that the Stipendiary
-Magistrate was sitting that morning at Bursley. He sat alone, as
-not one of the Borough Justices cared to occupy the Bench while a
-Town Councillor was in the dock. The Stipendiary, recently
-appointed, was a young man, from the southern part of the county;
-and a Town Councillor of Bursley was no more to him than a petty
-tradesman to a man of fashion. He was youthfully enthusiastic for
-the majesty and the impartiality of English justice, and behaved
-as though the entire responsibility for the safety of that vast
-fabric rested on his shoulders. He and the barrister from
-Hanbridge had had a historic quarrel at Cambridge, and their
-behaviour to each other was a lesson to the vulgar in the art of
-chill and consummate politeness. Young Lawton, having been to
-Oxford, secretly scorned the pair of them, but, as he had engaged
-counsel, he of course was precluded from adding to the eloquence,
-which chagrined him. These three were the aristocracy of the
-court-room; they knew it; Samuel Povey knew it; everybody knew it,
-and felt it. The barrister brought an unexceptionable zeal to the
-performance of his duties; be referred in suitable terms to
-Daniel's character and high position in the town, but nothing
-could hide the fact that for him too his client was a petty
-tradesman accused of simple murder. Naturally the Stipendiary was
-bound to show that before the law all men are equal--the Town
-Councillor and the common tippler; he succeeded. The policeman
-gave his evidence, and the Inspector swore to what Daniel Povey
-had said when charged. The hearing proceeded so smoothly and
-quickly that it seemed naught but an empty rite, with Daniel as a
-lay figure in it. The Stipendiary achieved marvellously the
-illusion that to him a murder by a Town Councillor in St. Luke's
-Square was quite an everyday matter. Bail was inconceivable, and
-the barrister, being unable to suggest any reason why the
-Stipendiary should grant a remand--indeed, there was no reason--
-Daniel Povey was committed to the Stafford Assizes for trial. The
-Stipendiary instantly turned to the consideration of an alleged
-offence against the Factory Acts by a large local firm of potters.
-The young magistrate had mistaken his vocation. With his steely
-calm, with his imperturbable detachment from weak humanity, he
-ought to have been a General of the Order of Jesuits.
-
-Daniel was removed--he did not go: he was removed, by two bare-
-headed constables. Samuel wanted to have speech with him, and
-could not. And later, Samuel stood in the porch of the Town Hall,
-and Daniel appeared out of a corridor, still in the keeping of two
-policemen, helmeted now. And down below at the bottom of the broad
-flight of steps, up which passed dancers on the nights of
-subscription balls, was a dense crowd, held at bay by other
-policemen; and beyond the crowd a black van. And Daniel--to his
-cousin a sort of Christ between thieves--was hurried past the
-privileged loafers in the corridor, and down the broad steps. A
-murmuring wave agitated the crowd. Unkempt idlers and ne'er-do-
-wells in corduroy leaped up like tigers in the air, and the
-policemen fought them back furiously. And Daniel and his guardians
-shot through the little living lane. Quick! Quick! For the captive
-is more sacred even than a messiah. The law has him in charge! And
-like a feat of prestidigitation Daniel disappeared into the
-blackness of the van. A door slammed loudly, triumphantly, and a
-whip cracked. The crowd had been balked. It was as though the
-crowd had yelled for Daniel's blood and bones, and the faithful
-constables had saved him from their lust.
-
-Yes, Samuel had qualms. He had a sickness in the stomach.
-
-The aged Superintendent of Police walked by, with the aged Rector.
-The Rector was Daniel's friend. Never before had the Rector spoken
-to the Nonconformist Samuel, but now he spoke to him; he squeezed
-his hand.
-
-"Ah, Mr. Povey!" he ejaculated grievously.
-
-"I--I'm afraid it's serious!" Samuel stammered. He hated to admit
-that it was serious, but the words came out of his mouth.
-
-He looked at the Superintendent of Police, expecting the
-Superintendent to assure him that it was not serious; but the
-Superintendent only raised his small white-bearded chin, saying
-nothing. The Rector shook his head, and shook a senile tear out of
-his eye.
-
-After another chat with young Lawton, Samuel, on behalf of Daniel,
-dropped his pose of the righteous man to whom a mere mishap has
-occurred, and who is determined, with the lofty pride of
-innocence, to indulge all the whims of the law, to be more
-royalist than the king. He perceived that the law must be fought
-with its own weapons, that no advantage must be surrendered, and
-every possible advantage seized. He was truly astonished at
-himself that such a pose had ever been adopted. His eyes were
-opened; he saw things as they were.
-
-He returned home through a Square that was more interested than
-ever in the facade of his cousin's house. People were beginning to
-come from Hanbridge, Knype, Longshaw, Turnhill, and villages such
-as Moorthorne, to gaze at that facade. And the fourth edition of
-the Signal, containing a full report of what the Stipendiary and
-the barrister had said to each other, was being cried.
-
-In his shop he found customers, as absorbed in the trivialities of
-purchase as though nothing whatever had happened. He was shocked;
-he resented their callousness.
-
-"I'm too busy now," he said curtly to one who accosted him."
-
-"Sam!" his wife called him in a low voice. She was standing behind
-the till.
-
-"What is it?" He was ready to crush, and especially to crush
-indiscreet babble in the shop. He thought she was going to vent
-her womanly curiosity at once.
-
-"Mr. Huntbach is waiting for you in the parlour," said Constance.
-
-"Mr. Huntbach?"
-
-"Yes, from Longshaw." She whispered, "It's Mrs. Povey's cousin.
-He's come to see about the funeral and so on, the--the inquest, I
-suppose."
-
-Samuel paused. "Oh, has he!" said he defiantly. "Well, I'll see
-him. If he WANTS to see me, I'll see him."
-
-That evening Constance learned all that was in his mind of
-bitterness against the memory of the dead woman whose failings had
-brought Daniel Povey to Stafford gaol and Dick to the Pirehill
-Infirmary. Again and again, in the ensuing days, he referred to
-the state of foul discomfort which he had discovered in Daniel's
-house. He nursed a feud against all her relatives, and when, after
-the inquest, at which he gave evidence full of resentment, she was
-buried, he vented an angry sigh of relief, and said: "Well, SHE'S
-out of the way!" Thenceforward he had a mission, religious in its
-solemn intensity, to defend and save Daniel. He took the
-enterprise upon himself, spending the whole of himself upon it, to
-the neglect of his business and the scorn of his health. He lived
-solely for Daniel's trial, pouring out money in preparation for
-it. He thought and spoke of nothing else. The affair was his one
-preoccupation. And as the weeks passed, he became more and more
-sure of success, more and more sure that he would return with
-Daniel to Bursley in triumph after the assize. He was convinced of
-the impossibility that 'anything should happen' to Daniel; the
-circumstances were too clear, too overwhelmingly in Daniel's
-favour.
-
-When Brindley, the second-best baker and confectioner, made an
-offer for Daniel's business as a going concern, he was indignant
-at first. Then Constance, and the lawyer, and Daniel (whom he saw
-on every permitted occasion) between them persuaded him that if
-some arrangement was not made, and made quickly, the business
-would lose all its value, and he consented, on Daniel's behalf, to
-a temporary agreement under which Brindley should reopen the shop
-and manage it on certain terms until Daniel regained his freedom
-towards the end of January. He would not listen to Daniel's
-plaintive insistence that he would never care to be seen in
-Bursley again. He pooh-poohed it. He protested furiously that the
-whole town was seething with sympathy for Daniel; and this was
-true. He became Daniel's defending angel, rescuing Daniel from
-Daniel's own weakness and apathy. He became, indeed, Daniel.
-
-One morning the shop-shutter was wound up, and Brindley, inflated
-with the importance of controlling two establishments, strutted in
-and out under the sign of Daniel Povey. And traffic in bread and
-cakes and flour was resumed. Apparently the sea of time had risen
-and covered Daniel and all that was his; for his wife was under
-earth, and Dick lingered at Pirehill, unable to stand, and Daniel
-was locked away. Apparently, in the regular flow of the life of
-the Square, Daniel was forgotten. But not in Samuel Povey's heart
-was he forgotten! There, before an altar erected to the martyr,
-the sacred flame of a new faith burned with fierce consistency.
-Samuel, in his greying middle-age, had inherited the eternal youth
-of the apostle.
-
-III
-
-On the dark winter morning when Samuel set off to the grand
-assize, Constance did not ask his views as to what protection he
-would adopt against the weather. She silently ranged special
-underclothing, and by the warmth of the fire, which for days she
-had kept ablaze in the bedroom, Samuel silently donned the special
-underclothing. Over that, with particular fastidious care, he put
-his best suit. Not a word was spoken. Constance and he were not
-estranged, but the relations between them were in a state of
-feverish excitation. Samuel had had a cold on his flat chest for
-weeks, and nothing that Constance could invent would move it. A
-few days in bed or even in one room at a uniform temperature would
-have surely worked the cure. Samuel, however, would not stay in
-one room: he would not stay in the house, nor yet in Bursley. He
-would take his lacerating cough on chilly trains to Stafford. He
-had no ears for reason; he simply could not listen; he was in a
-dream. After Christmas a crisis came. Constance grew desperate. It
-was a battle between her will and his that occurred one night when
-Constance, marshalling all her forces, suddenly insisted that he
-must go out no more until he was cured. In the fight Constance was
-scarcely recognizable. She deliberately gave way to hysteria; she
-was no longer soft and gentle; she flung bitterness at him like
-vitriol; she shrieked like a common shrew. It seems almost
-incredible that Constance should have gone so far; but she did.
-She accused him, amid sobs, of putting his cousin before his wife
-and son, of not caring whether or not she was left a widow as the
-result of this obstinacy. And she ended by crying passionately
-that she might as well talk to a post. She might just as well have
-talked to a post. Samuel answered quietly and coldly. He told her
-that it was useless for her to put herself about, as he should act
-as he thought fit. It was a most extraordinary scene, and quite
-unique in their annals. Constance was beaten. She accepted the
-defeat, gradually controlling her sobs and changing her tone to
-the tone of the vanquished. She kissed him in bed, kissing the
-rod. And he gravely kissed her.
-
-Henceforward she knew, in practice, what the inevitable, when you
-have to live with it, may contain of anguish wretched and
-humiliating. Her husband was risking his life, so she was
-absolutely convinced, and she could do nothing; she had come to
-the bed-rock of Samuel's character. She felt that, for the time
-being, she had a madman in the house, who could not be treated
-according to ordinary principles. The continual strain aged her.
-Her one source of relief was to talk with Cyril. She talked to him
-without reserve, and the words 'your father,' 'your father,' were
-everlastingly on her complaining tongue. Yes, she was utterly
-changed. Often she would weep when alone.
-
-Nevertheless she frequently forgot that she had been beaten. She
-had no notion of honourable warfare. She was always beginning
-again, always firing under a flag of truce; and thus she
-constituted a very inconvenient opponent. Samuel was obliged,
-while hardening on the main point, to compromise on lesser
-questions. She too could be formidable, and when her lips took a
-certain pose, and her eyes glowed, he would have put on forty
-mufflers had she commanded. Thus it was she who arranged all the
-details of the supreme journey to Stafford. Samuel was to drive to
-Knype, so as to avoid the rigours of the Loop Line train from
-Bursley and the waiting on cold platforms. At Knype he was to take
-the express, and to travel first-class.
-
-After he was dressed on that gas-lit morning, he learnt bit by bit
-the extent of her elaborate preparations. The breakfast was a
-special breakfast, and he had to eat it all. Then the cab came,
-and he saw Amy put hot bricks into it. Constance herself put
-goloshes over his boots, not because it was damp, but because
-indiarubber keeps the feet warm. Constance herself bandaged his
-neck, and unbuttoned his waistcoat and stuck an extra flannel
-under his dickey. Constance herself warmed his woollen gloves, and
-enveloped him in his largest overcoat.
-
-Samuel then saw Cyril getting ready to go out. "Where are you
-off?" he demanded.
-
-"He's going with you as far as Knype," said Constance grimly.
-"He'll see you into the train and then come back here in the cab."
-
-She had sprung this indignity upon him. She glared. Cyril glanced
-with timid bravado from one to the other. Samuel had to yield.
-
-Thus in the winter darkness--for it was not yet dawn--Samuel set
-forth to the trial, escorted by his son. The reverberation of his
-appalling cough from the cab was the last thing that Constance
-heard.
-
-During most of the day Constance sat in 'Miss Insull's corner' in
-the shop. Twenty years ago this very corner had been hers. But
-now, instead of large millinery-boxes enwrapped in brown paper, it
-was shut off from the rest of the counter by a rich screen of
-mahogany and ground-glass, and within the enclosed space all the
-apparatus necessary to the activity of Miss Insull had been
-provided for. However, it remained the coldest part of the whole
-shop, as Miss Insull's fingers testified. Constance established
-herself there more from a desire to do something, to interfere in
-something, than from a necessity of supervising the shop, though
-she had said to Samuel that she would keep an eye on the shop.
-Miss Insull, whose throne was usurped, had to sit by the stove
-with less important creatures; she did not like it, and her
-underlings suffered accordingly.
-
-It was a long day. Towards tea-time, just before Cyril was due
-from school, Mr. Critchlow came surprisingly in. That is to say,
-his arrival was less of a surprise to Miss Insull and the rest of
-the staff than to Constance. For he had lately formed an irregular
-habit of popping in at tea-time, to chat with Miss Insull. Mr.
-Critchlow was still defying time. He kept his long, thin figure
-perfectly erect. His features had not altered. His hair and heard
-could not have been whiter than they had been for years past. He
-wore his long white apron, and over that a thick reefer jacket. In
-his long, knotty fingers he carried a copy of the Signal.
-
-Evidently he had not expected to find the corner occupied by
-Constance. She was sewing.
-
-"So it's you!" he said, in his unpleasant, grating voice, not even
-glancing at Miss Insull. He had gained the reputation of being the
-rudest old man in Bursley. But his general demeanour expressed
-indifference rather than rudeness. It was a manner that said:
-"You've got to take me as I am. I may be an egotist, hard, mean,
-and convinced; but those who don't like it can lump it. I'm
-indifferent."
-
-He put one elbow on the top of the screen, showing the Signal.
-
-"Mr. Critchlow!" said Constance, primly; she had acquired Samuel's
-dislike of him.
-
-"It's begun!" he observed with mysterious glee.
-
-"Has it?" Constance said eagerly. "Is it in the paper already?"
-
-She had been far more disturbed about her husband's health than
-about the trial of Daniel Povey for murder, but her interest in
-the trial was of course tremendous. And this news, that it had
-actually begun, thrilled her.
-
-"Ay!" said Mr. Critchlow. "Didn't ye hear the Signal boy hollering
-just now all over the Square?"
-
-"No," said Constance. For her, newspapers did not exist. She never
-had the idea of opening one, never felt any curiosity which she
-could not satisfy, if she could satisfy it at all, without the
-powerful aid of the press. And even on this day it had not
-occurred to her that the Signal might be worth opening.
-
-"Ay!" repeated Mr. Critchlow. "Seemingly it began at two o'clock--
-or thereabouts." He gave a moment of his attention to a noisy gas-
-jet, which he carefully lowered.
-
-"What does it say?"
-
-"Nothing yet!" said Mr. Critchlow; and they read the few brief
-sentences, under their big heading, which described the formal
-commencement of the trial of Daniel Povey for the murder of his
-wife. "There was some as said," he remarked, pushing up his
-spectacles, "that grand jury would alter the charge, or summat!"
-He laughed, grimly tolerant of the extreme absurdity. "Ah!" he
-added contemplatively, turning his head to see if the assistants
-were listening. They were. It would have been too much, on such a
-day, to expect a strict adherence to the etiquette of the shop.
-
-Constance had been hearing a good deal lately of grand juries, but
-she had understood nothing, nor had she sought to understand.
-
-"I'm very glad it's come on so soon," she said. "In a sense, that
-is! I was afraid Sam might be kept at Stafford for days. Do you
-think it will last long?"
-
-"Not it!" said Mr. Critchlow, positively. "There's naught in it to
-spin out."
-
-Then a silence, punctuated by the sound of stitching.
-
-Constance would really have preferred not to converse with the old
-man; but the desire for reassurance, for the calming of her own
-fears, forced her to speak, though she knew well that Mr.
-Critchlow was precisely the last man in the town to give moral
-assistance if he thought it was wanted.
-
-"I do hope everything will be all right!" she murmured.
-
-"Everything'll be all right!" he said gaily. "Everything'll be all
-right. Only it'll be all wrong for Dan."
-
-"Whatever do you mean, Mr. Critchlow?" she protested.
-
-Nothing, she reflected, could rouse pity in that heart, not even a
-tragedy like Daniel's. She bit her lip for having spoken.
-
-"Well," he said in loud tones, frankly addressing the girls round
-the stove as much as Constance. "I've met with some rare good
-arguments this new year, no mistake! There's been some as say that
-Dan never meant to do it. That's as may be. But if it's a good
-reason for not hanging, there's an end to capital punishment in
-this country. 'Never meant'! There's a lot of 'em as 'never
-meant'! Then I'm told as she was a gallivanting woman and no
-housekeeper, and as often drunk as sober. I'd no call to be told
-that. If strangling is a right punishment for a wife as spends her
-time in drinking brandy instead of sweeping floors and airing
-sheets, then Dan's safe. But I don't seem to see Judge Lindley
-telling the jury as it is. I've been a juryman under Judge Lindley
-myself--and more than once--and I don't seem to see him, like!" He
-paused with his mouth open. "As for all them nobs," he continued,
-"including th' rector, as have gone to Stafford to kiss the book
-and swear that Dan's reputation is second to none--if they could
-ha' sworn as Dan wasn't in th' house at all that night, if they
-could ha' sworn he was in Jericho, there'd ha' been some sense in
-their going. But as it is, they'd ha' done better to stop at home
-and mind their business. Bless us! Sam wanted ME to go!"
-
-He laughed again, in the faces of the horrified and angry women.
-
-"I'm surprised at you, Mr. Critchlow! I really am!" Constance
-exclaimed.
-
-And the assistants inarticulately supported her with vague sounds.
-Miss Insull got up and poked the stove. Every soul in the
-establishment was loyally convinced that Daniel Povey would be
-acquitted, and to breathe a doubt on the brightness of this
-certainty was a hideous crime. The conviction was not within the
-domain of reason; it was an act of faith; and arguments merely
-fretted, without in the slightest degree disturbing it.
-
-"Ye may be!" Mr. Critchlow gaily concurred. He was very content.
-
-Just as he shuffled round to leave the shop, Cyril entered.
-
-"Good afternoon, Mr. Critchlow," said Cyril, sheepishly polite.
-
-Mr. Critchlow gazed hard at the boy, then nodded his head several
-times rapidly, as though to say: "Here's another fool in the
-making! So the generations follow one another!" He made no answer
-to the salutation, and departed.
-
-Cyril ran round to his mother's corner, pitching his bag on to the
-showroom stairs as he passed them. Taking off his hat, he kissed
-her, and she unbuttoned his overcoat with her cold hands.
-
-"What's old Methuselah after?" he demanded.
-
-"Hush!" Constance softly corrected him. "He came in to tell me the
-trial had started."
-
-"Oh, I knew that! A boy bought a paper and I saw it. I say,
-mother, will father be in the paper?" And then in a different
-tone: "I say, mother, what is there for tea?"
-
-When his stomach had learnt exactly what there was for tea, the
-boy began to show an immense and talkative curiosity in the trial.
-He would not set himself to his home-lessons. "It's no use,
-mother," he said, "I can't." They returned to the shop together,
-and Cyril would go every moment to the door to listen for the cry
-of a newsboy. Presently he hit upon the idea that perhaps newsboys
-might be crying the special edition of the Signal in the market-
-place, in front of the Town Hall, to the neglect of St. Luke's
-Square. And nothing would satisfy him but he must go forth and
-see. He went, without his overcoat, promising to run. The shop
-waited with a strange anxiety. Cyril had created, by his restless
-movements to and fro, an atmosphere of strained expectancy. It
-seemed now as if the whole town stood with beating heart, fearful
-of tidings and yet burning to get them. Constance pictured
-Stafford, which she had never seen, and a court of justice, which
-she had never seen, and her husband and Daniel in it. And she
-waited.
-
-Cyril ran in. "No!" he announced breathlessly. "Nothing yet."
-
-"Don't take cold, now you're hot," Constance advised.
-
-But he would keep near the door. Soon he ran off again.
-
-And perhaps fifteen seconds after he had gone, the strident cry of
-a Signal boy was heard in the distance, faint and indistinct at
-first, then clearer and louder.
-
-"There's a paper!" said the apprentice.
-
-"Sh!" said Constance, listening.
-
-"Sh!" echoed Miss Insull.
-
-"Yes, it is!" said Constance. "Miss Insull, just step out and get
-a paper. Here's a halfpenny."
-
-The halfpenny passed quickly from one thimbled hand to another.
-Miss Insull scurried.
-
-She came in triumphantly with the sheet, which Constance
-tremblingly took. Constance could not find the report at first.
-Miss Insull pointed to it, and read--
-
-"'Summing up!' Lower down, lower down! 'After an absence of
-thirty-five minutes the jury found the prisoner guilty of murder,
-with a recommendation to mercy. The judge assumed the black cap
-and pronounced sentence of death, saying that he would forward the
-recommendation to the proper quarter.'"
-
-Cyril returned. "Not yet!" he was saying--when he saw the paper
-lying on the counter. His crest fell.
-
-Long after the shop was shut, Constance and Cyril waited in the
-parlour for the arrival of the master of the house. Constance was
-in the blackest despair. She saw nothing but death around her. She
-thought: misfortunes never come singly. Why did not Samuel come?
-All was ready for him, everything that her imagination could
-suggest, in the way of food, remedies, and the means of warmth.
-Amy was not allowed to go to bed, lest she might be needed.
-Constance did not even hint that Cyril should go to bed. The dark,
-dreadful minutes ticked themselves off on the mantelpiece until
-only five minutes separated Constance from the moment when she
-would not know what to do next. It was twenty-five minutes past
-eleven. If at half-past Samuel did not appear, then he could not
-come that night, unless the last train from Stafford was
-inconceivably late.
-
-The sound of a carriage! It ceased at the door. Mother and son
-sprang up.
-
-Yes, it was Samuel! She beheld him once more. And the sight of his
-condition, moral and physical, terrified her. His great strapping
-son and Amy helped him upstairs. "Will he ever come down those
-stairs again?" This thought lanced Constance's heart. The pain was
-come and gone in a moment, but it had surprised her tranquil
-commonsense, which was naturally opposed to, and gently scornful
-of, hysterical fears. As she puffed, with her stoutness, up the
-stairs, that bland cheerfulness of hers cost her an immense effort
-of will. She was profoundly troubled; great disasters seemed to be
-slowly approaching her from all quarters.
-
-Should she send for the doctor? No. To do so would only be a
-concession to the panic instinct. She knew exactly what was the
-matter with Samuel: a severe cough persistently neglected, no
-more. As she had expressed herself many times to inquirers, "He's
-never been what you may call ill." Nevertheless, as she laid him
-in bed and possetted him, how frail and fragile he looked! And he
-was so exhausted that he would not even talk about the trial.
-
-"If he's not better to-morrow I shall send for the doctor!" she
-said to herself. As for his getting up, she swore she would keep
-him in bed by force if necessary.
-
-IV
-
-The next morning she was glad and proud that she had not yielded
-to a scare. For he was most strangely and obviously better. He had
-slept heavily, and she had slept a little. True that Daniel was
-condemned to death! Leaving Daniel to his fate, she was conscious
-of joy springing in her heart. How absurd to have asked herself:
-"Will he ever come down those stairs again?"!
-
-A message reached her from the forgotten shop during the morning,
-that Mr. Lawton had called to see Mr. Povey. Already Samuel had
-wanted to arise, but she had forbidden it in the tone of a woman
-who is dangerous, and Samuel had been very reasonable. He now said
-that Mr. Lawton must be asked up. She glanced round the bedroom.
-It was 'done'; it was faultlessly correct as a sick chamber. She
-agreed to the introduction into it of the man from another sphere,
-and after a preliminary minute she left the two to talk together.
-This visit of young Lawton's was a dramatic proof of Samuel's
-importance, and of the importance of the matter in hand. The
-august occasion demanded etiquette, and etiquette said that a wife
-should depart from her husband when he had to transact affairs
-beyond the grasp of a wife.
-
-The idea of a petition to the Home Secretary took shape at this
-interview, and before the day was out it had spread over the town
-and over the Five Towns, and it was in the Signal. The Signal
-spoke of Daniel Povey as 'the condemned man.' And the phrase
-startled the whole district into an indignant agitation for his
-reprieve. The district woke up to the fact that a Town Councillor,
-a figure in the world, an honest tradesman of unspotted character,
-was cooped solitary in a little cell at Stafford, waiting to be
-hanged by the neck till he was dead. The district determined that
-this must not and should not be. Why! Dan Povey had actually once
-been Chairman of the Bursley Society for the Prosecution of
-Felons, that association for annual eating and drinking, whose
-members humorously called each other 'felons'! Impossible,
-monstrous, that an ex-chairman of the 'Felons' should be a
-sentenced criminal!
-
-However, there was nothing to fear. No Home Secretary would dare
-to run counter to the jury's recommendation and the expressed wish
-of the whole district. Besides, the Home Secretary's nephew was
-M.P. for the Knype division. Of course a verdict of guilty had
-been inevitable. Everybody recognized that now. Even Samuel and
-all the hottest partisans of Daniel Povey recognized it. They
-talked as if they had always foreseen it, directly contradicting
-all that they had said on only the previous day. Without any sense
-of any inconsistency or of shame, they took up an absolutely new
-position. The structure of blind faith had once again crumbled at
-the assault of realities, and unhealthy, un-English truths, the
-statement of which would have meant ostracism twenty-four hours
-earlier, became suddenly the platitudes of the Square and the
-market-place.
-
-Despatch was necessary in the affair of the petition, for the
-condemned man had but three Sundays. But there was delay at the
-beginning, because neither young Lawton nor any of his colleagues
-was acquainted with the proper formula of a petition to the Home
-Secretary for the reprieve of a criminal condemned to death. No
-such petition had been made in the district within living memory.
-And at first, young Lawton could not get sight or copy of any such
-petition anywhere, in the Five Towns or out of them. Of course
-there must exist a proper formula, and of course that formula and
-no other could be employed. Nobody was bold enough to suggest that
-young Lawton should commence the petition, "To the Most Noble the
-Marquis of Welwyn, K.C.B., May it please your Lordship," and end
-it, "And your petitioners will ever pray!" and insert between
-those phrases a simple appeal for the reprieve, with a statement
-of reasons. No! the formula consecrated by tradition must be
-found. And, after Daniel had arrived a day and a half nearer
-death, it was found. A lawyer at Alnwick had the draft of a
-petition which had secured for a murderer in Northumberland twenty
-years' penal servitude instead of sudden death, and on request he
-lent it to young Lawton. The prime movers in the petition felt
-that Daniel Povey was now as good as saved. Hundreds of forms were
-printed to receive signatures, and these forms, together with
-copies of the petition, were laid on the counters of all the
-principal shops, not merely in Bursley, but in the other towns.
-They were also to be found at the offices of the Signal, in
-railway waiting-rooms, and in the various reading-rooms; and on
-the second of Daniel's three Sundays they were exposed in the
-porches of churches and chapels. Chapel-keepers and vergers would
-come to Samuel and ask with the heavy inertia of their stupidity:
-"About pens and ink, sir?" These officials had the air of
-audaciously disturbing the sacrosanct routine of centuries in
-order to confer a favour.
-
-Samuel continued to improve. His cough shook him less, and his
-appetite increased. Constance allowed him to establish himself in
-the drawing-room, which was next to the bedroom, and of which the
-grate was particularly efficient. Here, in an old winter overcoat,
-he directed the vast affair of the petition, which grew daily to
-vaster proportions. Samuel dreamed of twenty thousand signatures.
-Each sheet held twenty signatures, and several times a day he
-counted the sheets; the supply of forms actually failed once, and
-Constance herself had to hurry to the printers to order more.
-Samuel was put into a passion by this carelessness of the
-printers. He offered Cyril sixpence for every sheet of signatures
-which the boy would obtain. At first Cyril was too shy to canvass,
-but his father made him blush, and in a few hours Cyril had
-developed into an eager canvasser. One whole day he stayed away
-from school to canvas. Altogether he earned over fifteen
-shillings, quite honestly except that he got a companion to forge
-a couple of signatures with addresses lacking at the end of a last
-sheet, generously rewarding him with sixpence, the value of the
-entire sheet.
-
-When Samuel had received a thousand sheets with twenty thousand
-signatures, he set his heart on twenty-five thousand signatures.
-And he also announced his firm intention of accompanying young
-Lawton to London with the petition. The petition had, in fact,
-become one of the most remarkable petitions of modern times. So
-the Signal said. The Signal gave a daily account of its progress,
-and its progress was astonishing. In certain streets every
-householder had signed it. The first sheets had been reserved for
-the signatures of members of Parliament, ministers of religion,
-civic dignitaries, justices of the peace, etc. These sheets were
-nobly filled. The aged Rector of Bursley signed first of all;
-after him the Mayor of Bursley, as was right; then sundry M.P.'s.
-
-Samuel emerged from the drawing-room. He went into the parlour,
-and, later, into the shop; and no evil consequence followed. His
-cough was nearly, but not quite, cured. The weather was
-extraordinarily mild for the season. He repeated that he should go
-with the petition to London; and he went; Constance could not
-validly oppose the journey. She, too, was a little intoxicated by
-the petition. It weighed considerably over a hundredweight. The
-crowning signature, that of the M.P. for Knype, was duly obtained
-in London, and Samuel's one disappointment was that his hope of
-twenty-five thousand signatures had fallen short of realization--
-by only a few score. The few score could have been got had not
-time urgently pressed. He returned from London a man of mark, full
-of confidence; but his cough was worse again.
-
-His confidence in the power of public opinion and the inherent
-virtue of justice might have proved to be well placed, had not the
-Home Secretary happened to be one of your humane officials. The
-Marquis of Welwyn was celebrated through every stratum of the
-governing classes for his humane instincts, which were continually
-fighting against his sense of duty. Unfortunately his sense of
-duty, which he had inherited from several centuries of ancestors,
-made havoc among his humane instincts on nearly every occasion of
-conflict. It was reported that he suffered horribly in
-consequence. Others also suffered, for he was never known to
-advise a remission of a sentence of flogging. Certain capital
-sentences he had commuted, but he did not commute Daniel Povey's.
-He could not permit himself to be influenced by a wave of popular
-sentiment, and assuredly not by his own nephew's signature. He
-gave to the case the patient, remorseless examination which he
-gave to every case. He spent a sleepless night in trying to
-discover a reason for yielding to his humane instincts, but
-without success. As Judge Lindley remarked in his confidential
-report, the sole arguments in favour of Daniel were provocation
-and his previous high character; and these were no sort of an
-argument. The provocation was utterly inadequate, and the previous
-high character was quite too ludicrously beside the point. So once
-more the Marquis's humane instincts were routed and he suffered
-horribly.
-
-On the Sunday morning after the day on which the Signal had
-printed the menu of Daniel Povey's supreme breakfast, and the
-exact length of the 'drop' which the executioner had administered
-to him, Constance and Cyril stood together at the window of the
-large bedroom. The boy was in his best clothes; but Constance's
-garments gave no sign of the Sabbath. She wore a large apron over
-an old dress that was rather tight for her. She was pale and
-looked ill.
-
-"Oh, mother!" Cyril exclaimed suddenly. "Listen! I'm sure I can
-hear the band."
-
-She checked him with a soundless movement of her lips; and they
-both glanced anxiously at the silent bed, Cyril with a gesture of
-apology for having forgotten that he must make no noise.
-
-The strains of the band came from down King Street, in the
-direction of St. Luke's Church. The music appeared to linger a
-long time in the distance, and then it approached, growing louder,
-and the Bursley Town Silver Prize Band passed under the window at
-the solemn pace of Handel's "Dead March." The effect of that
-requiem, heavy with its own inherent beauty and with the vast
-weight of harrowing tradition, was to wring the tears from
-Constance's eyes; they fell on her aproned bosom, and she sank
-into a chair. And though, the cheeks of the trumpeters were puffed
-out, and though the drummer had to protrude his stomach and arch
-his spine backwards lest he should tumble over his drum, there was
-majesty in the passage of the band. The boom of the drum,
-desolating the interruptions of the melody, made sick the heart,
-but with a lofty grief; and the dirge seemed to be weaving a
-purple pall that covered every meanness.
-
-The bandsmen were not all in black, but they all wore crape on
-their sleeves and their instruments were knotted with crape. They
-carried in their hats a black-edged card. Cyril held one of these
-cards in his hands. It ran thus:
-
-SACRED TO THE MEMORY OF DANIEL POVEY A TOWN COUNCILLOR OF THIS
-TOWN JUDICIALLY MURDERED AT 8 O'CLOCK IN THE MORNING 8TH FEBRUARY
-1888 "HE WAS MORE SINNED AGAINST THAN SINNING."
-
-In the wake of the band came the aged Rector, bare-headed, and
-wearing a surplice over his overcoat; his thin white hair was
-disarranged by the breeze that played in the chilly sunshine; his
-hands were folded on a gilt-edged book. A curate, churchwardens,
-and sidesmen followed. And after these, tramping through the dark
-mud in a procession that had apparently no end, wound the
-unofficial male multitude, nearly all in mourning, and all, save
-the more aristocratic, carrying the memorial card in their hats.
-Loafers, women, and children had collected on the drying
-pavements, and a window just opposite Constance was ornamented
-with the entire family of the landlord of the Sun Vaults. In the
-great bar of the Vaults a barman was craning over the pitchpine
-screen that secured privacy to drinkers. The procession continued
-without break, eternally rising over the verge of King Street
-'bank,' and eternally vanishing round the corner into St. Luke's
-Square; at intervals it was punctuated by a clergyman, a
-Nonconformist minister, a town crier, a group of foremen, or a few
-Rifle Volunteers. The watching crowd grew as the procession
-lengthened. Then another band was heard, also playing the march
-from Saul. The first band had now reached the top of the Square,
-and was scarcely audible from King Street. The reiterated glitter
-in the sun of memorial cards in hats gave the fanciful illusion of
-an impossible whitish snake that was straggling across the town.
-Three-quarters of an hour elapsed before the tail of the snake
-came into view, and a rabble of unkempt boys closed in upon it,
-filling the street,
-
-"I shall go to the drawing-room window, mother," said Cyril.
-
-She nodded. He crept out of the bedroom.
-
-St. Luke's Square was a sea of hats and memorial cards. Most of
-the occupiers of the Square had hung out flags at half-mast, and a
-flag at half-mast was flying over the Town Hall in the distance.
-Sightseers were at every window. The two bands had united at the
-top of the Square; and behind them, on a North Staffordshire
-Railway lorry, stood the white-clad Rector and several black
-figures. The Rector was speaking; but only those close to the
-lorry could hear his feeble treble voice.
-
-Such was the massive protest of Bursley against what Bursley
-regarded as a callous injustice. The execution of Daniel Povey had
-most genuinely excited the indignation of the town. That execution
-was not only an injustice; it was an insult, a humiliating snub.
-And the worst was that the rest of the country had really
-discovered no sympathetic interest in the affair. Certain London
-papers, indeed, in commenting casually on the execution, had
-slurred the morals and manners of the Five Towns, professing to
-regard the district as notoriously beyond the realm of the Ten
-Commandments. This had helped to render furious the townsmen.
-This, as much as anything, had encouraged the spontaneous outburst
-of feeling which had culminated in a St. Luke's Square full of
-people with memorial cards in their hats. The demonstration had
-scarcely been organized; it had somehow organized itself,
-employing the places of worship and a few clubs as centres of
-gathering. And it proved an immense success. There were seven or
-eight thousand people in the Square, and the pity was that England
-as a whole could not have had a glimpse of the spectacle. Since
-the execution of the elephant, nothing had so profoundly agitated
-Bursley. Constance, who left the bedroom momentarily for the
-drawing-room, reflected that the death and burial of Cyril's
-honoured grandfather, though a resounding event, had not caused
-one-tenth of the stir which she beheld. But then John Baines had
-killed nobody.
-
-The Rector spoke too long; every one felt that. But at length he
-finished. The bands performed the Doxology, and the immense
-multitudes began to disperse by the eight streets that radiate
-from the Square. At the same time one o'clock struck, and the
-public-houses opened with their customary admirable promptitude.
-Respectable persons, of course, ignored the public-houses and
-hastened homewards to a delayed dinner. But in a town of over
-thirty thousand souls there are sufficient dregs to fill all the
-public-houses on an occasion of ceremonial excitement. Constance
-saw the bar of the Vaults crammed with individuals whose sense of
-decent fitness was imperfect. The barman and the landlord and the
-principal members of the landlord's family were hard put to it to
-quench that funereal thirst. Constance, as she ate a little meal
-in the bedroom, could not but witness the orgy. A bandsman with
-his silver instrument was prominent at the counter. At five
-minutes to three the Vaults spewed forth a squirt of roysterers
-who walked on the pavement as on a tight-rope; among them was the
-bandsman, his silver instrument only half enveloped in its bag of
-green serge. He established an equilibrium in the gutter. It would
-not have mattered so seriously if he had not been a bandsman. The
-barman and the landlord pushed the ultimate sot by force into the
-street and bolted the door (till six o'clock) just as a policeman
-strolled along, the first policeman of the day. It became known
-that similar scenes were enacting at the thresholds of other inns.
-And the judicious were sad.
-
-VI
-
-When the altercation between the policeman and the musician in the
-gutter was at its height, Samuel Povey became restless; but since
-he had scarcely stirred through the performances of the bands, it
-was probably not the cries of the drunkard that had aroused him.
-
-He had shown very little interest in the preliminaries of the
-great demonstration. The flame of his passion for the case of
-Daniel Povey seemed to have shot up on the day before the
-execution, and then to have expired. On that day he went to
-Stafford in order, by permit of the prison governor, to see his
-cousin for the last time. His condition then was undoubtedly not
-far removed from monomania. 'Unhinged' was the conventional
-expression which frequently rose in Constance's mind as a
-description of the mind of her husband; but she fought it down;
-she would not have it; it was too crude--with its associations.
-She would only admit that the case had 'got on' his mind. A
-startling proof of this was that he actually suggested taking
-Cyril with him to see the condemned man. He wished Cyril to see
-Daniel; he said gravely that he thought Cyril ought to see him.
-The proposal was monstrous, inexplicable--or explicable only by
-the assumption that his mind, while not unhinged, had temporarily
-lost its balance. Constance opposed an absolute negative, and
-Samuel being in every way enfeebled, she overcame. As for Cyril,
-he was divided between fear and curiosity. On the whole, perhaps
-Cyril regretted that he would not be able to say at school that he
-had had speech with the most celebrated killer of the age on the
-day before his execution.
-
-Samuel returned hysterical from Stafford. His account of the
-scene, which he gave in a very loud voice, was a most absurd and
-yet pathetic recital, obviously distorted by memory. When he came
-to the point of the entrance of Dick Povey, who was still at the
-hospital, and who had been specially driven to Stafford and
-carried into the prison, he wept without restraint. His hysteria
-was painful in a very high degree.
-
-He went to bed--of his own accord, for his cough had improved
-again. And on the following day, the day of the execution, he
-remained in bed till the afternoon. In the evening the Rector sent
-for him to the Rectory to discuss the proposed demonstration. On
-the next day, Saturday, he said he should not get up. Icy showers
-were sweeping the town, and his cough was worse after the evening
-visit to the Rector. Constance had no apprehensions about him. The
-most dangerous part of the winter was over, and there was nothing
-now to force him into indiscretions. She said to herself calmly
-that he should stay in bed as long as he liked, that he could not
-have too much repose after the cruel fatigues, physical and
-spiritual, which he had suffered. His cough was short, but not as
-troublesome as in the past; his face flushed, dusky, and settled
-in gloom; and he was slightly feverish, with quick pulse and quick
-breathing--the symptoms of a renewed cold. He passed a wakeful
-night, broken by brief dreams in which he talked. At dawn he had
-some hot food, asked what day it was, frowned, and seemed to doze
-off at once. At eleven o'clock he had refused food. And he had
-intermittently dozed during the progress of the demonstration and
-its orgiastic sequel.
-
-Constance had food ready for his waking, and she approached the
-bed and leaned over him. The fever had increased somewhat, the
-breathing was more rapid, and his lips were covered with tiny
-purple pimples. He feebly shook his head, with a disgusted air, at
-her mention of food. It was this obstinate refusal of food which
-first alarmed her. A little uncomfortable suspicion shot up in
-her: Surely there's nothing the MATTER with him?
-
-Something--impossible to say what--caused her to bend still lower,
-and put her ear to his chest. She heard within that mysterious box
-a rapid succession of thin, dry, crackling sounds: sounds such as
-she would have produced by rubbing her hair between her fingers
-close to her ear. The crepitation ceased, then recommenced, and
-she perceived that it coincided with the intake of his breath. He
-coughed; the sounds were intensified; a spasm of pain ran over his
-face; and he put his damp hand to his side.
-
-"Pain in my side!" he whispered with difficulty.
-
-Constance stepped into the drawing-room, where Cyril was sketching
-by the fire.
-
-"Cyril," she said, "go across and ask Dr. Harrop to come round at
-once. And if he isn't in, then his new partner."
-
-"Is it for father?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What's the matter?"
-
-"Now do as I say, please," said Constance, sharply, adding: "I
-don't know what's the matter. Perhaps nothing. But I'm not
-satisfied."
-
-The venerable Harrop pronounced the word 'pneumonia.' It was acute
-double pneumonia that Samuel had got. During the three worst
-months of the year, he had escaped the fatal perils which await a
-man with a flat chest and a chronic cough, who ignores his
-condition and defies the weather. But a journey of five hundred
-yards to the Rectory had been one journey too many. The Rectory
-was so close to the shop that he had not troubled to wrap himself
-up as for an excursion to Stafford. He survived the crisis of the
-disease and then died of toxsemia, caused by a heart that would
-not do its duty by the blood. A casual death, scarce noticed in
-the reaction after the great febrile demonstration! Besides,
-Samuel Povey never could impose himself on the burgesses. He
-lacked individuality. He was little. I have often laughed at
-Samuel Povey. But I liked and respected him. He was a very honest
-man. I have always been glad to think that, at the end of his
-life, destiny took hold of him and displayed, to the observant,
-the vein of greatness which runs through every soul without
-exception. He embraced a cause, lost it, and died of it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE WIDOW
-
-I
-
-
-Constance, alone in the parlour, stood expectant by the set tea-
-table. She was not wearing weeds; her mother and she, on the death
-of her father, had talked of the various disadvantages of weeds;
-her mother had worn them unwillingly, and only because a public
-opinion not sufficiently advanced had intimidated her. Constance
-had said: "If ever I'm a widow I won't wear them," positively, in
-the tone of youth; and Mrs. Baines had replied: "I hope you won't,
-my dear." That was over twenty years ago, but Constance perfectly
-remembered. And now, she was a widow! How strange and how
-impressive was life! And she had kept her word; not positively,
-not without hesitations; for though times were changed, Bursley
-was still Bursley; but she had kept it.
-
-This was the first Monday after Samuel's funeral. Existence in the
-house had been resumed on the plane which would henceforth be the
-normal plane. Constance had put on for tea a dress of black silk
-with a jet brooch of her mother's. Her hands, just meticulously
-washed, had that feeling of being dirty which comes from
-roughening of the epidermis caused by a day spent in fingering
-stuffs. She had been 'going through' Samuel's things, and her own,
-and ranging all anew. It was astonishing how little the man had
-collected, of 'things,' in the course of over half a century. All
-his clothes were contained in two long drawers and a short one. He
-had the least possible quantity of haberdashery and linen, for he
-invariably took from the shop such articles as he required, when
-he required them, and he would never preserve what was done with.
-He possessed no jewellery save a set of gold studs, a scarf-ring,
-and a wedding-ring; the wedding-ring was buried with him. Once,
-when Constance had offered him her father's gold watch and chain,
-he had politely refused it, saying that he preferred his own--a
-silver watch (with a black cord) which kept excellent time; he had
-said later that she might save the gold watch and chain for Cyril
-when he was twenty-one. Beyond these trifles and a half-empty box
-of cigars and a pair of spectacles, he left nothing personal to
-himself. Some men leave behind them a litter which takes months to
-sift and distribute. But Samuel had not the mania for owning.
-Constance put his clothes in a box to be given away gradually
-(all except an overcoat and handkerchiefs which might do for
-Cyril); she locked up the watch and its black cord, the spectacles
-and the scarf-ring; she gave the gold studs to Cyril; she climbed
-on a chair and hid the cigar-box on the top of her wardrobe; and
-scarce a trace of Samuel remained!
-
-By his own wish the funeral had been as simple and private as
-possible. One or two distant relations, whom Constance scarcely
-knew and who would probably not visit her again until she too was
-dead, came--and went. And lo! the affair was over. The simple
-celerity of the funeral would have satisfied even Samuel, whose
-tremendous self-esteem hid itself so effectually behind such
-externals that nobody had ever fully perceived it. Not even
-Constance quite knew Samuel's secret opinion of Samuel. Constance
-was aware that he had a ridiculous side, that his greatest lack
-had been a lack of spectacular dignity. Even in the coffin, where
-nevertheless most people are finally effective, he had not been
-imposing--with his finicky little grey beard persistently sticking
-up.
-
-The vision of him in his coffin--there in the churchyard, just at
-the end of King Street!--with the lid screwed down on that
-unimportant beard, recurred frequently in the mind of the widow,
-as something untrue and misleading. She had to say to herself:
-"Yes, he is really there! And that is why I have this particular
-feeling in my heart." She saw him as an object pathetic and
-wistful, not majestic. And yet she genuinely thought that there
-could not exist another husband quite so honest, quite so just,
-quite so reliable, quite so good, as Samuel had been. What a
-conscience he had! How he would try, and try, to be fair with her!
-Twenty years she could remember, of ceaseless, constant endeavour
-on his part to behave rightly to her! She could recall many an
-occasion when he had obviously checked himself, striving against
-his tendency to cold abruptness and to sullenness, in order to
-give her the respect due to a wife. What loyalty was his! How she
-could depend on him! How much better he was than herself (she
-thought with modesty)!
-
-His death was an amputation for her. But she faced it with
-calmness. She was not bowed with sorrow. She did not nurse the
-idea that her life was at an end; on the contrary, she obstinately
-put it away from her, dwelling on Cyril. She did not indulge in
-the enervating voluptuousness of grief. She had begun in the first
-hours of bereavement by picturing herself as one marked out for
-the blows of fate. She had lost her father and her mother, and now
-her husband. Her career seemed to be punctuated by interments. But
-after a while her gentle commonsense came to insist that most
-human beings lose their parents, and that every marriage must end
-in either a widower or a widow, and that all careers are
-punctuated by interments. Had she not had nearly twenty-one years
-of happy married life? (Twenty-one years--rolled up! The sudden
-thought of their naive ignorance of life, hers and his, when they
-were first married, brought tears into her eyes. How wise and
-experienced she was now!) And had she not Cyril? Compared to many
-women, she was indeed very fortunate.
-
-The one visitation which had been specially hers was the
-disappearance of Sophia. And yet even that was not worse than the
-death outright of Sophia, was perhaps not so bad. For Sophia might
-return out of the darkness. The blow of Sophia's flight had seemed
-unique when it was fresh, and long afterwards; had seemed to
-separate the Baines family from all other families in a particular
-shame. But at the age of forty-three Constance had learnt that
-such events are not uncommon in families, and strange sequels to
-them not unknown. Thinking often of Sophia, she hoped wildly and
-frequently.
-
-She looked at the clock; she had a little spasm of nervousness
-lest Cyril might fail to keep his word on that first day of their
-new regular life together. And at the instant he burst into the
-room, invading it like an armed force, having previously laid
-waste the shop in his passage.
-
-"I'm not late, mother! I'm not late!" he cried proudly.
-
-She smiled warmly, happy in him, drawing out of him balm and
-solace. He did not know that in that stout familiar body before
-him was a sensitive, trembling soul that clutched at him
-ecstatically as the one reality in the universe. He did not know
-that that evening meal, partaken of without hurry after school had
-released him to her, was to be the ceremonial sign of their
-intimate unity and their interdependence, a tender and delicious
-proof that they were 'all in all to each other': he saw only his
-tea, for which he was hungry--just as hungry as though his father
-were not scarcely yet cold in the grave.
-
-But he saw obscurely that the occasion demanded something not
-quite ordinary, and so exerted himself to be boyishly charming to
-his mother. She said to herself 'how good he was.' He felt at ease
-and confident in the future, because he detected beneath her
-customary judicial, impartial mask a clear desire to spoil him.
-
-After tea, she regretfully left him, at his home-lessons, in order
-to go into the shop. The shop was the great unsolved question.
-What was she to do with the shop? Was she to continue the business
-or to sell it? With the fortunes of her father and her aunt, and
-the economies of twenty years, she had more than sufficient means.
-She was indeed rich, according to the standards of the Square;
-nay, wealthy! Therefore she was under no material compulsion to
-keep the shop. Moreover, to keep it would mean personal
-superintendence and the burden of responsibility, from which her
-calm lethargy shrank. On the other hand, to dispose of the
-business would mean the breaking of ties and leaving the premises:
-and from this also she shrank. Young Lawton, without being asked,
-had advised her to sell. But she did not want to sell. She wanted
-the impossible: that matters should proceed in the future as in
-the past, that Samuel's death should change nothing save in her
-heart.
-
-In the meantime Miss Insull was priceless. Constance thoroughly
-understood one side of the shop; but Miss Insull understood both,
-and the finance of it also. Miss Insull could have directed the
-establishment with credit, if not with brilliance. She was indeed
-directing it at that moment. Constance, however, felt jealous of
-Miss Insull; she was conscious of a slight antipathy towards the
-faithful one. She did not care to be in the hands of Miss Insull.
-
-There were one or two customers at the millinery counter. They
-greeted her with a deplorable copiousness of tact. Most tactfully
-they avoided any reference to Constance's loss; but by their tone,
-their glances, at Constance and at each other, and their
-heroically restrained sighs, they spread desolation as though they
-had been spreading ashes instead of butter on bread. The
-assistants, too, had a special demeanour for the poor lone widow
-which was excessively trying to her. She wished to be natural, and
-she would have succeeded, had they not all of them apparently
-conspired together to make her task impossible.
-
-She moved away to the other side of the shop, to Samuel's desk, at
-which he used to stand, staring absently out of the little window
-into King Street while murmurously casting figures. She lighted
-the gas-jet there, arranged the light exactly to suit her, and
-then lifted the large flap of the desk and drew forth some account
-books.
-
-"Miss Insull!" she called, in a low, clear voice, with a touch of
-haughtiness and a touch of command in it. The pose, a comical
-contradiction of Constance's benevolent character, was
-deliberately adopted; it illustrated the effects of jealousy on
-even the softest disposition.
-
-Miss Insull responded. She had no alternative but to respond. And
-she gave no sign of resenting her employer's attitude. But then
-Miss Insull seldom did give any sign of being human.
-
-The customers departed, one after another, obsequiously sped by
-the assistants, who thereupon lowered the gases somewhat,
-according to secular rule; and in the dim eclipse, as they
-restored boxes to shelves, they could hear the tranquil, regular,
-half-whispered conversation of the two women at the desk,
-discussing accounts; and then the chink of gold.
-
-Suddenly there was an irruption. One of the assistants sprang
-instinctively to the gas; but on perceiving that the disturber of
-peace was only a slatternly girl, hatless and imperfectly clean,
-she decided to leave the gas as it was, and put on a
-condescending, suspicious demeanour.
-
-"If you please, can I speak to the missis?" said the girl,
-breathlessly.
-
-She seemed to be about eighteen years of age, fat and plain. Her
-blue frock was torn, and over it she wore a rough brown apron,
-caught up at one corner to the waist. Her bare forearms were of
-brick-red colour.
-
-"What is it?" demanded the assistant.
-
-Miss Insull looked over her shoulder across the shop. "It must be
-Maggie's--Mrs. Hollins's daughter!" said Miss Insull under her
-breath.
-
-"What can she want?" said Constance, leaving the desk instantly;
-and to the girl, who stood sturdily holding her own against the
-group of assistants: "You are Mrs. Hollins's daughter, aren't
-you?"
-
-"Yes, mum."
-
-"What's your name?"
-
-"Maggie, mum. And, if you please, mother's sent me to ask if
-you'll kindly give her a funeral card."
-
-"A funeral card?"
-
-"Yes. Of Mr. Povey. She's been expecting of one, and she thought
-as how perhaps you'd forgotten it, especially as she wasn't asked
-to the funeral."
-
-The girl stopped.
-
-Constance perceived that by mere negligence she had seriously
-wounded the feelings of Maggie, senior. The truth was, she had
-never thought of Maggie. She ought to have remembered that funeral
-cards were almost the sole ornamentation of Maggie's abominable
-cottage.
-
-"Certainly," she replied after a pause. "Miss Insull, there are a
-few cards left in the desk, aren't there? Please put me one in an
-envelope for Mrs. Hollins."
-
-She gave the heavily bordered envelope to the ruddy wench, who
-enfolded it in her apron, and with hurried, shy thanks ran off.
-
-"Tell your mother I send her a card with pleasure," Constance
-called after the girl.
-
-The strangeness of the hazards of life made her thoughtful. She,
-to whom Maggie had always seemed an old woman, was a widow, but
-Maggie's husband survived as a lusty invalid. And she guessed that
-Maggie, vilely struggling in squalor and poverty, was somehow
-happy in her frowsy, careless way.
-
-She went back to the accounts, dreaming.
-
-II
-
-When the shop had been closed, under her own critical and precise
-superintendence, she extinguished the last gas in it and returned
-to the parlour, wondering where she might discover some entirely
-reliable man or boy to deal with the shutters night and morning.
-Samuel had ordinarily dealt with the shutters himself, and on
-extraordinary occasions and during holidays Miss Insull and one of
-her subordinates had struggled with their unwieldiness. But the
-extraordinary occasion had now become ordinary, and Miss Insull
-could not be expected to continue indefinitely in the functions of
-a male. Constance had a mind to engage an errand-boy, a luxury
-against which Samuel had always set his face. She did not dream of
-asking the herculean Cyril to open and shut shop.
-
-He had apparently finished his home-lessons. The books were pushed
-aside, and he was sketching in lead-pencil on a drawing-block. To
-the right of the fireplace, over the sofa, there hung an engraving
-after Landseer, showing a lonely stag paddling into a lake. The
-stag at eve had drunk or was about to drink his fill, and Cyril
-was copying him. He had already indicated a flight of birds in the
-middle distance; vague birds on the wing being easier than
-detailed stags, he had begun with the birds.
-
-Constance put a hand on his shoulder. "Finished your lessons?" she
-murmured caressingly.
-
-Before speaking, Cyril gazed up at the picture with a frowning,
-busy expression, and then replied in an absent-minded voice:
-
-"Yes." And after a pause: "Except my arithmetic. I shall do that
-in the morning before breakfast."
-
-"Oh, Cyril!" she protested.
-
-It had been a positive ordinance, for a long time past, that there
-should be no sketching until lessons were done. In his father's
-lifetime Cyril had never dared to break it.
-
-He bent over his block, feigning an intense absorption.
-Constance's hand slipped from his shoulder. She wanted to command
-him formally to resume his lessons. But she could not. She feared
-an argument; she mistrusted herself. And, moreover, it was so soon
-after his father's death!
-
-"You know you won't have time to-morrow morning!" she said weakly.
-
-"Oh, mother!" he retorted superiorly. "Don't worry." And then, in
-a cajoling tone: "I've wanted to do that stag for ages."
-
-She sighed and sat down in her rocking-chair. He went on
-sketching, rubbing out, and making queer expostulatory noises
-against his pencil, or against the difficulties needlessly
-invented by Sir Edwin Landseer. Once he rose and changed the
-position of the gas-bracket, staring fiercely at the engraving as
-though it had committed a sin.
-
-Amy came to lay the supper. He did not acknowledge that she
-existed.
-
-"Now, Master Cyril, after you with that table, if you please!" She
-announced herself brusquely, with the privilege of an old servant
-and a woman who would never see thirty again.
-
-"What a nuisance you are, Amy!" he gruffly answered. "Look here,
-mother, can't Amy lay the cloth on that half of the table? I'm
-right in the middle of my drawing. There's plenty of room there
-for two."
-
-He seemed not to be aware that, in the phrase 'plenty of room for
-two,' he had made a callous reference to their loss. The fact was,
-there WAS plenty of room for two.
-
-Constance said quickly: "Very well, Amy. For this once."
-
-Amy grunted, but obeyed.
-
-Constance had to summon him twice from art to nourishment. He ate
-with rapidity, frequently regarding the picture with half-shut,
-searching eyes. When he had finished, he refilled his glass with
-water, and put it next to his sketching-block.
-
-"You surely aren't thinking of beginning to paint at this time of
-night!" Constance exclaimed, astonished.
-
-"Oh YES, mother!" he fretfully appealed. "It's not late."
-
-Another positive ordinance of his father's had been that there
-should be nothing after supper except bed. Nine o'clock was the
-latest permissible moment for going to bed. It was now less than a
-quarter to.
-
-"It only wants twelve minutes to nine," Constance pointed out.
-
-"Well, what if it does?"
-
-"Now, Cyril," she said, "I do hope you are going to be a good boy,
-and not cause your mother anxiety."
-
-But she said it too kindly.
-
-He said sullenly: "I do think you might let me finish it. I've
-begun it. It won't take me long."
-
-She made the mistake of leaving the main point. "How can you
-possibly choose your colours properly by gas-light?" she said.
-
-"I'm going to do it in sepia," he replied in triumph.
-
-"It mustn't occur again," she said.
-
-He thanked God for a good supper, and sprang to the harmonium,
-where his paint-box was. Amy cleared away. Constance did crochet-
-work. There was silence. The clock struck nine, and it also struck
-half-past nine. She warned him repeatedly. At ten minutes to ten
-she said persuasively:
-
-"Now, Cyril, when the clock strikes ten I shall really put the gas
-out."
-
-The clock struck ten.
-
-"Half a mo, half a mo!" he cried. "I've done! I've done!"
-
-Her hand was arrested.
-
-Another four minutes elapsed, and then he jumped up. "There you
-are!" he said proudly, showing her the block. And all his gestures
-were full of grace and cajolery.
-
-"Yes, it's very good," Constance said, rather indifferently.
-
-"I don't believe you care for it!" he accused her, but with a
-bright smile.
-
-"I care for your health," she said. "Just look at that clock!"
-
-He sat down in the other rocking-chair, deliberately.
-
-"Now, Cyril!"
-
-"Well, mother, I suppose you'll let me take my boots off!" He said
-it with teasing good-humour.
-
-When he kissed her good night, she wanted to cling to him, so
-affectionate was his kiss; but she could not throw off the habits
-of restraint which she had been originally taught and had all her
-life practised. She keenly regretted the inability.
-
-In her bedroom, alone, she listened to his movements as he
-undressed. The door between the two rooms was unlatched. She had
-to control a desire to open it ever so little and peep at him. He
-would not have liked that. He could have enriched her heart beyond
-all hope, and at no cost to himself; but he did not know his
-power. As she could not cling to him with her hands, she clung to
-him with that heart of hers, while moving sedately up and down the
-room, alone. And her eyes saw him through the solid wood of the
-door. At last she got heavily into bed. She thought with placid
-anxiety, in the dark: "I shall have to be firm with Cyril." And
-she thought also, simultaneously: "He really must be a good boy.
-He MUST." And clung to him passionately, without shame! Lying
-alone there in the dark, she could be as unrestrained and girlish
-as her heart chose. When she loosed her hold she instantly saw the
-boy's father arranged in his coffin, or flitting about the room.
-Then she would hug that vision too, for the pleasure of the pain
-it gave her.
-
-III
-
-She was reassured as to Cyril during the next few days. He did not
-attempt to repeat his ingenious naughtiness of the Monday evening,
-and he came directly home for tea; moreover he had, as a kind of
-miracle performed to dazzle her, actually arisen early on the
-Tuesday morning and done his arithmetic. To express her
-satisfaction she had manufactured a specially elaborate straw-
-frame for the sketch after Sir Edwin Landseer, and had hung it in
-her bedroom: an honour which Cyril appreciated. She was as happy
-as a woman suffering from a recent amputation can be; and compared
-with the long nightmare created by Samuel's monomania and illness,
-her existence seemed to be now a beneficent calm.
-
-Cyril, she thought, had realized the importance in her eyes of
-tea, of that evening hour and that companionship which were for
-her the flowering of the day. And she had such confidence in his
-goodness that she would pour the boiling water on the Horniman
-tea-leaves even before he arrived: certainty could not be more
-sure. And then, on the Friday of the first week, he was late! He
-bounded in, after dark, and the state of his clothes indicated too
-clearly that he had been playing football in the mud that was a
-grassy field in summer.
-
-"Have you been kept in, my boy?" she asked, for the sake of form.
-
-"No, mother," he said casually. "We were just kicking the ball
-about a bit. Am I late?"
-
-"Better go and tidy yourself," she said, not replying to his
-question. "You can't sit down in that state. And I'll have some
-fresh tea made. This is spoilt."
-
-"Oh, very well!"
-
-Her sacred tea--the institution which she wanted to hallow by long
-habit, and which was to count before everything with both of them
---had been carelessly sacrificed to the kicking of a football in
-mud! And his father buried not ten days! She was wounded: a deep,
-clean, dangerous wound that would not bleed. She tried to be glad
-that he had not lied; he might easily have lied, saying that he
-had been detained for a fault and could not help being late. No!
-He was not given to lying; he would lie, like any human being,
-when a great occasion demanded such prudence, but he was not a
-liar; he might fairly be called a truthful boy. She tried to be
-glad, and did not succeed. She would have preferred him to have
-lied.
-
-Amy, grumbling, had to boil more water.
-
-When he returned to the parlour, superficially cleaned, Constance
-expected him to apologize in his roundabout boyish way; at any
-rate to woo and wheedle her, to show by some gesture that he was
-conscious of having put an affront on her. But his attitude was
-quite otherwise. His attitude was rather brusque and overbearing
-and noisy. He ate a very considerable amount of jam, far too
-quickly, and then asked for more, in a tone of a monarch who calls
-for his own. And ere tea was finished he said boldly, apropos of
-nothing:
-
-"I say, mother, you'll just have to let me go to the School of Art
-after Easter."
-
-And stared at her with a fixed challenge in his eyes.
-
-He meant, by the School of Art, the evening classes at the School
-of Art. His father had decided absolutely against the project. His
-father had said that it would interfere with his lessons, would
-keep him up too late at night, and involve absence from home in
-the evening. The last had always been the real objection. His
-father had not been able to believe that Cyril's desire to study
-art sprang purely from his love of art; he could not avoid
-suspecting that it was a plan to obtain freedom in the evenings--
-that freedom which Samuel had invariably forbidden. In all Cyril's
-suggestions Samuel had been ready to detect the same scheme
-lurking. He had finally said that when Cyril left school and took
-to a vocation, then he could study art at night if he chose, but
-not before.
-
-"You know what your father said!" Constance replied.
-
-"But, mother! That's all very well! I'm sure father would have
-agreed. If I'm going to take up drawing I ought to do it at once.
-That's what the drawing-master says, and I suppose he ought to
-know." He finished on a tone of insolence.
-
-"I can't allow you to do it yet," said Constance, quietly. "It's
-quite out of the question. Quite!"
-
-He pouted and then he sulked. It was war between them. At times he
-was the image of his Aunt Sophia. He would not leave the subject
-alone; but he would not listen to Constance's reasoning. He openly
-accused her of harshness. He asked her how she could expect him to
-get on if she thwarted him in his most earnest desires. He pointed
-to other boys whose parents were wiser.
-
-"It's all very fine of you to put it on father!" he observed
-sarcastically.
-
-He gave up his drawing entirely.
-
-When she hinted that if he attended the School of Art she would be
-condemned to solitary evenings, he looked at her as though saying:
-"Well, and if you are--?" He seemed to have no heart.
-
-After several weeks of intense unhappiness she said: "How many
-evenings do you want to go?"
-
-The war was over.
-
-He was charming again. When she was alone she could cling to him
-again. And she said to herself: "If we can be happy together only
-when I give way to him, I must give way to him." And there was
-ecstasy in her yielding. "After all," she said to herself,
-"perhaps it's very important that he should go to the School of
-Art." She solaced herself with such thoughts on three solitary
-evenings a week, waiting for him to come home.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-BRICKS AND MORTAR
-
-I
-
-
-In the summer of that year the occurrence of a white rash of
-posters on hoardings and on certain houses and shops, was
-symptomatic of organic change in the town. The posters were
-iterations of a mysterious announcement and summons, which began
-with the august words: "By Order of the Trustees of the late
-William Clews Mericarp, Esq." Mericarp had been a considerable
-owner of property in Bursley. After a prolonged residence at
-Southport, he had died, at the age of eighty-two, leaving his
-property behind. For sixty years he had been a name, not a figure;
-and the news of his death, which was assuredly an event, incited
-the burgesses to gossip, for they had come to regard him as one of
-the invisible immortals. Constance was shocked, though she had
-never seen Mericarp. ("Everybody dies nowadays!" she thought.) He
-owned the Baines-Povey shop, and also Mr. Critchlow's shop.
-Constance knew not how often her father and, later, her husband,
-had renewed the lease of those premises that were now hers; but
-from her earliest recollections rose a vague memory of her father
-talking to her mother about 'Mericarp's rent,' which was and
-always had been a hundred a year. Mericarp had earned the
-reputation of being 'a good landlord.' Constance said sadly: "We
-shall never have another as good!" When a lawyer's clerk called
-and asked her to permit the exhibition of a poster in each of her
-shop-windows, she had misgivings for the future; she was worried;
-she decided that she would determine the lease next year, so as to
-be on the safe side; but immediately afterwards she decided that
-she could decide nothing.
-
-The posters continued: "To be sold by auction, at the Tiger Hotel
-at six-thirty for seven o'clock precisely." What six-thirty had to
-do with seven o'clock precisely no one knew. Then, after stating
-the name and credentials of the auctioneer, the posters at length
-arrived at the objects to be sold: "All those freehold messuages
-and shops and copyhold tenements namely." Houses were never sold
-by auction in Bursley. At moments of auction burgesses were
-reminded that the erections they lived in were not houses, as they
-had falsely supposed, but messuages. Having got as far as 'namely'
-the posters ruled a line and began afresh: "Lot I. All that
-extensive and commodious shop and messuage with the offices and
-appurtenances thereto belonging situate and being No. 4 St. Luke's
-Square in the parish of Bursley in the County of Stafford and at
-present in the occupation of Mrs. Constance Povey widow under a
-lease expiring in September 1889." Thus clearly asserting that all
-Constance's shop was for sale, its whole entirety, and not a
-fraction or slice of it merely, the posters proceeded: "Lot 2. All
-that extensive and commodious shop and messuage with the offices
-and appurtenances thereto belonging situate and being No. 3 St.
-Luke's Square in the parish of Bursley in the County of Stafford
-and at present in the occupation of Charles Critchlow chemist
-under an agreement for a yearly tenancy." The catalogue ran to
-fourteen lots. The posters, lest any one should foolishly imagine
-that a non-legal intellect could have achieved such explicit and
-comprehensive clarity of statement, were signed by a powerful firm
-of solicitors in Hanbridge. Happily in the Five Towns there were
-no metaphysicians; otherwise the firm might have been expected to
-explain, in the 'further particulars and conditions' which the
-posters promised, how even a messuage could 'be' the thing at
-which it was 'situate.'
-
-Within a few hours of the outbreak of the rash, Mr. Critchlow
-abruptly presented himself before Constance at the millinery
-counter; he was waving a poster.
-
-"Well!" he exclaimed grimly. "What next, eh?"
-
-"Yes, indeed!" Constance responded.
-
-"Are ye thinking o' buying?" he asked. All the assistants,
-including Miss Insull, were in hearing, but he ignored their
-presence.
-
-"Buying!" repeated Constance. "Not me! I've got quite enough house
-property as it is."
-
-Like all owners of real property, she usually adopted towards her
-possessions an attitude implying that she would be willing to pay
-somebody to take them from her.
-
-"Shall you?" she added, with Mr. Critchlow's own brusqueness.
-
-"Me! Buy property in St. Luke's Square!" Mr. Critchlow sneered.
-And then left the shop as suddenly as he had entered it.
-
-The sneer at St. Luke's Square was his characteristic expression
-of an opinion which had been slowly forming for some years. The
-Square was no longer what it had been, though individual
-businesses might be as good as ever. For nearly twelve months two
-shops had been to let in it. And once, bankruptcy had stained its
-annals. The tradesmen had naturally searched for a cause in every
-direction save the right one, the obvious one; and naturally they
-had found a cause. According to the tradesmen, the cause was 'this
-football.' The Bursley Football Club had recently swollen into a
-genuine rival of the ancient supremacy of the celebrated Knype
-Club. It had transformed itself into a limited company, and rented
-a ground up the Moorthorne Road, and built a grand stand. The
-Bursley F.C. had 'tied' with the Knype F.C. on the Knype ground--a
-prodigious achievement, an achievement which occupied a column of
-the Athletic News one Monday morning! But were the tradesmen
-civically proud of this glory? No! They said that 'this football'
-drew people out of the town on Saturday afternoons, to the
-complete abolition of shopping. They said also that people thought
-of nothing but 'this football;' and, nearly in the same breath,
-that only roughs and good-for-nothings could possibly be
-interested in such a barbarous game. And they spoke of gate-money,
-gambling, and professionalism, and the end of all true sport in
-England. In brief, something new had come to the front and was
-submitting to the ordeal of the curse.
-
-The sale of the Mericarp estate had a particular interest for
-respectable stake-in-the-town persons. It would indicate to what
-extent, if at all, 'this football' was ruining Bursley. Constance
-mentioned to Cyril that she fancied she might like to go to the
-sale, and as it was dated for one of Cyril's off-nights Cyril said
-that he fancied he might like to go too. So they went together;
-Samuel used to attend property sales, but he had never taken his
-wife to one. Constance and Cyril arrived at the Tiger shortly
-after seven o'clock, and were directed to a room furnished and
-arranged as for a small public meeting of philanthropists. A few
-gentlemen were already present, but not the instigating trustees,
-solicitors, and auctioneers. It appeared that 'six-thirty for
-seven o'clock precisely' meant seven-fifteen. Constance took a
-Windsor chair in the corner nearest the door, and motioned Cyril
-to the next chair; they dared not speak; they moved on tiptoe;
-Cyril inadvertently dragged his chair along the floor, and
-produced a scrunching sound; he blushed, as though he had
-desecrated a church, and his mother made a gesture of horror. The
-remainder of the company glanced at the corner, apparently pained
-by this negligence. Some of them greeted Constance, but self-
-consciously, with a sort of shamed air; it might have been that
-they had all nefariously gathered together there for the
-committing of a crime. Fortunately Constance's widowhood had
-already lost its touching novelty, so that the greetings, if self-
-conscious, were at any rate given without unendurable
-commiseration and did not cause awkwardness.
-
-When the official world arrived, fussy, bustling, bearing
-documents and a hammer, the general feeling of guilty shame was
-intensified. Useless for the auctioneer to try to dissipate the
-gloom by means of bright gestures and quick, cheerful remarks to
-his supporters! Cyril had an idea that the meeting would open with
-a hymn, until the apparition of a tapster with wine showed him his
-error. The auctioneer very particularly enjoined the tapster to
-see to it that no one lacked for his thirst, and the tapster
-became self-consciously energetic. He began by choosing Constance
-for service. In refusing wine, she blushed; then the fellow
-offered a glass to Cyril, who went scarlet, and mumbled 'No' with
-a lump in his throat; when the tapster's back was turned, he
-smiled sheepishly at his mother. The majority of the company
-accepted and sipped. The auctioneer sipped and loudly smacked, and
-said: "Ah!"
-
-Mr. Critchlow came in.
-
-And the auctioneer said again: "Ah! I'm always glad when the
-tenants come. That's always a good sign."
-
-He glanced round for approval of this sentiment. But everybody
-seemed too stiff to move. Even the auctioneer was self-conscious.
-
-"Waiter! Offer wine to Mr. Critchlow!" he exclaimed bullyingly, as
-if saying: "Man! what on earth are you thinking of, to neglect Mr.
-Critchlow?"
-
-"Yes, sir; yes, sir," said the waiter, who was dispensing wine as
-fast as a waiter can.
-
-The auction commenced.
-
-Seizing the hammer, the auctioneer gave a short biography of
-William Clews Mericarp, and, this pious duty accomplished, called
-upon a solicitor to read the conditions of sale. The solicitor
-complied and made a distressing exhibition of self-consciousness.
-The conditions of sale were very lengthy, and apparently composed
-in a foreign tongue; and the audience listened to this elocution
-with a stoical pretence of breathless interest.
-
-Then the auctioneer put up all that extensive and commodious
-messuage and shop situate and being No. 4, St. Luke's Square.
-Constance and Cyril moved their limbs surreptitiously, as though
-being at last found out. The auctioneer referred to John Baines
-and to Samuel Povey, with a sense of personal loss, and then
-expressed his pleasure in the presence of 'the ladies;' he meant
-Constance, who once more had to blush.
-
-"Now, gentlemen," said the auctioneer, "what do you say for these
-famous premises? I think I do not exaggerate when I use the word
-'famous.'"
-
-Some one said a thousand pounds, in the terrorized voice of a
-delinquent.
-
-"A thousand pounds," repeated the auctioneer, paused, sipped, and
-smacked.
-
-"Guineas," said another voice self-accused of iniquity.
-
-"A thousand and fifty," said the auctioneer.
-
-Then there was a long interval, an interval that tightened the
-nerves of the assembly.
-
-"Now, ladies and gentlemen," the auctioneer adjured.
-
-The first voice said sulkily: "Eleven hundred."
-
-And thus the bids rose to fifteen hundred, lifted bit by bit, as
-it were, by the magnetic force of the auctioneer's personality.
-The man was now standing up, in domination. He bent down to the
-solicitor's head; they whispered together.
-
-"Gentlemen," said the auctioneer, "I am happy to inform you that
-the sale is now open." His tone translated better than words his
-calm professional beatitude. Suddenly in a voice of wrath he
-hissed at the waiter: "Waiter, why don't you serve these
-gentlemen?"
-
-"Yes, sir; yes, sir."
-
-The auctioneer sat down and sipped at leisure, chatting with his
-clerk and the solicitor and the solicitor's clerk.
-
-When he rose it was as a conqueror. "Gentlemen, fifteen hundred is
-bid. Now, Mr. Critchlow."
-
-Mr. Critchlow shook his head. The auctioneer threw a courteous
-glance at Constance, who avoided it.
-
-After many adjurations, he reluctantly raised his hammer,
-pretended to let it fall, and saved it several times.
-
-And then Mr. Critchlow said: "And fifty."
-
-"Fifteen hundred and fifty is bid," the auctioneer informed the
-company, electrifying the waiter once more. And when he had sipped
-he said, with feigned sadness: "Come, gentlemen, you surely don't
-mean to let this magnificent lot go for fifteen hundred and fifty
-pounds?"
-
-But they did mean that.
-
-The hammer fell, and the auctioneer's clerk and the solicitor's
-clerk took Mr. Critchlow aside and wrote with him.
-
-Nobody was surprised when Mr. Critchlow bought Lot No. 2, his own
-shop.
-
-Constance whispered then to Cyril that she wished to leave. They
-left, with unnatural precautions, but instantly regained their
-natural demeanour in the dark street.
-
-"Well, I never! Well, I never!" she murmured outside, astonished
-and disturbed.
-
-She hated the prospect of Mr. Critchlow as a landlord. And yet she
-could not persuade herself to leave the place, in spite of
-decisions.
-
-The sale demonstrated that football had not entirely undermined
-the commercial basis of society in Bursley; only two Lots had to
-be withdrawn.
-
-II
-
-On Thursday afternoon of the same week the youth whom Constance
-had ended by hiring for the manipulation of shutters and other
-jobs unsuitable for fragile women, was closing the shop. The clock
-had struck two. All the shutters were up except the last one, in
-the midst of the doorway. Miss Insull and her mistress were
-walking about the darkened interior, putting dust-sheets well over
-the edges of exposed goods; the other assistants had just left.
-The bull-terrier had wandered into the shop as he almost
-invariably did at closing time--for he slept there, an efficient
-guard--and had lain down by the dying stove; though not venerable,
-he was stiffening into age.
-
-"You can shut," said Miss Insull to the youth.
-
-But as the final shutter was ascending to its position, Mr.
-Critchlow appeared on the pavement.
-
-"Hold on, young fellow!" Mr. Critchlow commanded, and stepped
-slowly, lifting up his long apron, over the horizontal shutter on
-which the perpendicular shutters rested in the doorway.
-
-"Shall you be long, Mr. Critchlow?" the youth asked, posing the
-shutter. "Or am I to shut?"
-
-"Shut, lad," said Mr. Critchlow, briefly. "I'll go out by th' side
-door."
-
-"Here's Mr. Critchlow!" Miss Insull called out to Constance, in a
-peculiar tone. And a flush, scarcely perceptible, crept very
-slowly over her dark features. In the twilight of the shop, lit
-only by a few starry holes in the shutters, and by the small side-
-window, not the keenest eye could have detected that flush.
-
-"Mr. Critchlow!" Constance murmured the exclamation. She resented
-his future ownership of her shop. She thought he was come to play
-the landlord, and she determined to let him see that her mood was
-independent and free, that she would as lief give up the business
-as keep it. In particular she meant to accuse him of having
-deliberately deceived her as to his intentions on his previous
-visit.
-
-"Well, missis!" the aged man greeted her. "We've made it up
-between us. Happen some folk'll think we've taken our time, but I
-don't know as that's their affair."
-
-His little blinking eyes had a red border. The skin of his pale
-small face was wrinkled in millions of minute creases. His arms
-and legs were marvellously thin and sharply angular. The corners
-of his heliotrope lips were turned down, as usual, in a mysterious
-comment on the world; and his smile, as he fronted Constance with
-his excessive height, crowned the mystery.
-
-Constance stared, at a loss. It surely could not after all be
-true, the substance of the rumours that had floated like vapours
-in the Square for eight years and more!
-
-"What ...?" she began.
-
-"Me, and her!" He jerked his head in the direction of Miss Insull.
-
-The dog had leisurely strolled forward to inspect the edges of the
-fiance's trousers. Miss Insull summoned the animal with a noise of
-fingers, and then bent down and caressed it. A strange gesture
-proving the validity of Charles Critchlow's discovery that in
-Maria Insull a human being was buried!
-
-Miss Insull was, as near as any one could guess, forty years of
-age. For twenty-five years she had served in the shop, passing
-about twelve hours a day in the shop; attending regularly at least
-three religious services at the Wesleyan Chapel or School on
-Sundays, and sleeping with her mother, whom she kept. She had
-never earned more than thirty shillings a week, and yet her
-situation was considered to be exceptionally good. In the eternal
-fusty dusk of the shop she had gradually lost such sexual
-characteristics and charms as she had once possessed. She was as
-thin and flat as Charles Critchlow himself. It was as though her
-bosom had suffered from a prolonged drought at a susceptible
-period of development, and had never recovered. The one proof that
-blood ran in her veins was the pimply quality of her ruined
-complexion, and the pimples of that brickish expanse proved that
-the blood was thin and bad. Her hands and feet were large and
-ungainly; the skin of the fingers was roughened by coarse contacts
-to the texture of emery-paper. On six days a week she wore black;
-on the seventh a kind of discreet half-mourning. She was honest,
-capable, and industrious; and beyond the confines of her
-occupation she had no curiosity, no intelligence, no ideas.
-Superstitions and prejudices, deep and violent, served her for
-ideas; but she could incomparably sell silks and bonnets, braces
-and oilcloth; in widths, lengths, and prices she never erred; she
-never annoyed a customer, nor foolishly promised what could not be
-performed, nor was late nor negligent, nor disrespectful. No one
-knew anything about her, because there was nothing to know.
-Subtract the shop-assistant from her, and naught remained.
-Benighted and spiritually dead, she existed by habit.
-
-But for Charles Critchlow she happened to be an illusion. He had
-cast eyes on her and had seen youth, innocence, virginity. During
-eight years the moth Charles had flitted round the lamp of her
-brilliance, and was now singed past escape. He might treat her
-with what casualness he chose; he might ignore her in public; he
-might talk brutally about women; he might leave her to wonder
-dully what he meant, for months at a stretch: but there emerged
-indisputable from the sum of his conduct the fact that he wanted
-her. He desired her; she charmed him; she was something ornamental
-and luxurious for which he was ready to pay--and to commit
-follies. He had been a widower since before she was born; to him
-she was a slip of a girl. All is relative in this world. As for
-her, she was too indifferent to refuse him. Why refuse him?
-Oysters do not refuse.
-
-"I'm sure I congratulate you both," Constance breathed, realizing
-the import of Mr. Critchlow's laconic words. "I'm sure I hope
-you'll be happy."
-
-"That'll be all right," said Mr. Critchlow.
-
-"Thank you, Mrs. Povey," said Maria Insull.
-
-Nobody seemed to know what to say next. "It's rather sudden," was
-on Constance's tongue, but did not achieve utterance, being
-patently absurd.
-
-"Ah!" exclaimed Mr. Critchlow, as though himself contemplating
-anew the situation.
-
-Miss Insull gave the dog a final pat.
-
-"So that's settled," said Mr. Critchlow. "Now, missis, ye want to
-give up this shop, don't ye?"
-
-"I'm not so sure about that," Constance answered uneasily.
-
-"Don't tell me!" he protested. "Of course ye want to give up the
-shop."
-
-"I've lived here all my life," said Constance.
-
-"Ye've not lived in th' shop all ye're life. I said th' shop.
-Listen here!" he continued. "I've got a proposal to make to you.
-You can keep on the house, and I'll take the shop off ye're hands.
-Now?" He looked at her inquiringly.
-
-Constance was taken aback by the brusqueness of the suggestion,
-which, moreover, she did not understand.
-
-"But how--" she faltered.
-
-"Come here," said Mr. Critchlow, impatiently, and he moved towards
-the house-door of the shop, behind the till.
-
-"Come where? What do you want?" Constance demanded in a maze.
-
-"Here!" said Mr. Critchlow, with increasing impatience. "Follow
-me, will ye?"
-
-Constance obeyed. Miss Insull sidled after Constance, and the dog
-after Miss Insull. Mr. Critchlow went through the doorway and down
-the corridor, past the cutting-out room to his right. The corridor
-then turned at a right-angle to the left and ended at the parlour
-door, the kitchen steps being to the left.
-
-Mr. Critchlow stopped short of the kitchen steps, and extended his
-arms, touching the walls on either side.
-
-"Here!" he said, tapping the walls with his bony knuckles. "Here!
-Suppose I brick ye this up, and th' same upstairs between th'
-showroom and th' bedroom passage, ye've got your house to
-yourself. Ye say ye've lived here all your life. Well, what's to
-prevent ye finishing up here? The fact is," he added, "it would
-only be making into two houses again what was two houses to start
-with, afore your time, missis."
-
-"And what about the shop?" cried Constance.
-
-"Ye can sell us th' stock at a valuation."
-
-Constance suddenly comprehended the scheme. Mr. Critchlow would
-remain the chemist, while Mrs. Critchlow became the head of the
-chief drapery business in the town. Doubtless they would knock a
-hole through the separating wall on the other side, to balance the
-bricking-up on this side. They must have thought it all out in
-detail. Constance revolted.
-
-"Yes!" she said, a little disdainfully. "And my goodwill? Shall
-you take that at a valuation too?"
-
-Mr. Critchlow glanced at the creature for whom he was ready to
-scatter thousands of pounds. She might have been a Phryne and he
-the infatuated fool. He glanced at her as if to say: "We expected
-this, and this is where we agreed it was to stop."
-
-"Ay!" he said to Constance. "Show me your goodwill. Lap it up in a
-bit of paper and hand it over, and I'll take it at a valuation.
-But not afore, missis! Not afore! I'm making ye a very good offer.
-Twenty pound a year, I'll let ye th' house for. And take th' stock
-at a valuation. Think it over, my lass."
-
-Having said what he had to say, Charles Critchlow departed,
-according to his custom. He unceremoniously let himself out by the
-side door, and passed with wavy apron round the corner of King
-Street into the Square and so to his own shop, which ignored the
-Thursday half-holiday. Miss Insull left soon afterwards.
-
-III
-
-Constance's pride urged her to refuse the offer. But in truth her
-sole objection to it was that she had not thought of the scheme
-herself. For the scheme really reconciled her wish to remain where
-she was with her wish to be free of the shop.
-
-"I shall make him put me in a new window in the parlour--one that
-will open!" she said positively to Cyril, who accepted Mr.
-Critchlow's idea with fatalistic indifference.
-
-After stipulating for the new window, she closed with the offer.
-Then there was the stock-taking, which endured for weeks. And then
-a carpenter came and measured for the window. And a builder and a
-mason came and inspected doorways, and Constance felt that the end
-was upon her. She took up the carpet in the parlour and protected
-the furniture by dustsheets. She and Cyril lived between bare
-boards and dustsheets for twenty days, and neither carpenter nor
-mason reappeared. Then one surprising day the old window was
-removed by the carpenter's two journeymen, and late in the
-afternoon the carpenter brought the new window, and the three men
-worked till ten o'clock at night, fixing it. Cyril wore his cap
-and went to bed in his cap, and Constance wore a Paisley shawl. A
-painter had bound himself beyond all possibility of failure to
-paint the window on the morrow. He was to begin at six a.m.; and
-Amy's alarm-clock was altered so that she might be up and dressed
-to admit him. He came a week later, administered one coat, and
-vanished for another ten days. Then two masons suddenly came with
-heavy tools, and were shocked to find that all was not prepared
-for them. (After three carpetless weeks Constance had relaid her
-floors.) They tore off wall-paper, sent cascades of plaster down
-the kitchen steps, withdrew alternate courses of bricks from the
-walls, and, sated with destruction, hastened away. After four days
-new red bricks began to arrive, carried by a quite guiltless
-hodman who had not visited the house before. The hodman met the
-full storm of Constance's wrath. It was not a vicious wrath,
-rather a good-humoured wrath; but it impressed the hodman. "My
-house hasn't been fit to live in for a month," she said in fine.
-"If these walls aren't built to-morrow, upstairs AND down--to-
-morrow, mind!--don't let any of you dare to show your noses here
-again, for I won't have you. Now you've brought your bricks. Off
-with you, and tell your master what I say!"
-
-It was effective. The next day subdued and plausible workmen of
-all sorts awoke the house with knocking at six-thirty precisely,
-and the two doorways were slowly bricked up. The curious thing was
-that, when the barrier was already a foot high on the ground-floor
-Constance remembered small possessions of her own which she had
-omitted to remove from the cutting-out room. Picking up her
-skirts, she stepped over into the region that was no more hers,
-and stepped back with the goods. She had a bandanna round her head
-to keep the thick dust out of her hair. She was very busy, very
-preoccupied with nothings. She had no time for sentimentalities.
-Yet when the men arrived at the topmost course and were at last
-hidden behind their own erection, and she could see only rough
-bricks and mortar, she was disconcertingly overtaken by a misty
-blindness and could not even see bricks and mortar. Cyril found
-her, with her absurd bandanna, weeping in a sheet-covered rocking-
-chair in the sacked parlour. He whistled uneasily, remarked: "I
-say, mother, what about tea?" and then, hearing the heavy voices
-of workmen above, ran with relief upstairs. Tea had been set in
-the drawing-room, he was glad to learn that from Amy, who informed
-him also that she should 'never get used to them there new walls,'
-not as long as she lived.
-
-He went to the School of Art that night. Constance, alone, could
-find nothing to do. She had willed that the walls should be built,
-and they had been built; but days must elapse before they could be
-plastered, and after the plaster still more days before the
-papering. Not for another month, perhaps, would her house be free
-of workmen and ripe for her own labours. She could only sit in the
-dust-drifts and contemplate the havoc of change, and keep her eyes
-as dry as she could. The legal transactions were all but complete;
-little bills announcing the transfer of the business lay on the
-counters in the shop at the disposal of customers. In two days
-Charles Critchlow would pay the price of a desire realized. The
-sign was painted out and new letters sketched thereon in chalk. In
-future she would be compelled, if she wished to enter the shop, to
-enter it as a customer and from the front. Yes, she saw that,
-though the house remained hers, the root of her life had been
-wrenched up.
-
-And the mess! It seemed inconceivable that the material mess could
-ever be straightened away!
-
-Yet, ere the fields of the county were first covered with snow
-that season, only one sign survived of the devastating revolution,
-and that was a loose sheet of wall-paper that had been too soon
-pasted on to new plaster and would not stick. Maria Insull was
-Maria Critchlow. Constance had been out into the Square and seen
-the altered sign, and seen Mrs. Critchlow's taste in window-
-curtains, and seen--most impressive sight of all--that the grimy
-window of the abandoned room at the top of the abandoned staircase
-next to the bedroom of her girlhood, had been cleaned and a table
-put in front of it. She knew that the chamber, which she herself
-had never entered, was to be employed as a storeroom, but the
-visible proof of its conversion so strangely affected her that she
-had not felt able to go boldly into the shop, as she had meant to
-do, and make a few purchases in the way of friendliness. "I'm a
-silly woman!" she muttered. Later, she did venture, timidly
-abrupt, into the shop, and was received with fitting state by Mrs.
-Critchlow (as desiccated as ever), who insisted on allowing her
-the special trade discount. And she carried her little friendly
-purchases round to her own door in King Street. Trivial, trivial
-event! Constance, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, did both.
-She accused herself of developing a hysterical faculty in tears,
-and strove sagely against it.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE PROUDEST MOTHER
-
-I
-
-
-In the year 1893 there was a new and strange man living at No. 4,
-St. Luke's Square. Many people remarked on the phenomenon. Very
-few of his like had ever been seen in Bursley before. One of the
-striking things about him was the complex way in which he secured
-himself by means of glittering chains. A chain stretched across
-his waistcoat, passing through a special button-hole, without a
-button, in the middle. To this cable were firmly linked a watch at
-one end and a pencil-case at the other; the chain also served as a
-protection against a thief who might attempt to snatch the fancy
-waistcoat entire. Then there were longer chains, beneath the
-waistcoat, partly designed, no doubt, to deflect bullets, but
-serving mainly to enable the owner to haul up penknives,
-cigarette-cases, match-boxes, and key-rings from the profundities
-of hip-pockets. An essential portion of the man's braces, visible
-sometimes when he played at tennis, consisted of chain, and the
-upper and nether halves of his cuff-links were connected by
-chains. Occasionally he was to be seen chained to a dog.
-
-A reversion, conceivably, to a mediaeval type! Yes, but also the
-exemplar of the excessively modern! Externally he was a
-consequence of the fact that, years previously, the leading tailor
-in Bursley had permitted his son to be apprenticed in London. The
-father died; the son had the wit to return and make a fortune
-while creating a new type in the town, a type of which multiple
-chains were but one feature, and that the least expensive if the
-most salient. For instance, up to the historic year in which the
-young tailor created the type, any cap was a cap in Bursley, and
-any collar was a collar. But thenceforward no cap was a cap, and
-no collar was a collar, which did not exactly conform in shape and
-material to certain sacred caps and collars guarded by the young
-tailor in his back shop. None knew why these sacred caps and
-collars were sacred, but they were; their sacredness endured for
-about six months, and then suddenly--again none knew why--they
-fell from their estate and became lower than offal for dogs, and
-were supplanted on the altar. The type brought into existence by
-the young tailor was to be recognized by its caps and collars, and
-in a similar manner by every other article of attire, except its
-boots. Unfortunately the tailor did not sell boots, and so imposed
-on his creatures no mystical creed as to boots. This was a pity,
-for the boot-makers of the town happened not to be inflamed by the
-type-creating passion as the tailor was, and thus the new type
-finished abruptly at the edges of the tailor's trousers.
-
-The man at No. 4, St. Luke's Square had comparatively small and
-narrow feet, which gave him an advantage; and as he was endowed
-with a certain vague general physical distinction he managed,
-despite the eternal untidiness of his hair, to be eminent among
-the type. Assuredly the frequent sight of him in her house
-flattered the pride of Constance's eye, which rested on him almost
-always with pleasure. He had come into the house with startling
-abruptness soon after Cyril left school and was indentured to the
-head-designer at "Peel's," that classic earthenware manufactory.
-The presence of a man in her abode disconcerted Constance at the
-beginning; but she soon grew accustomed to it, perceiving that a
-man would behave as a man, and must be expected to do so. This
-man, in truth, did what he liked in all things. Cyril having
-always been regarded by both his parents as enormous, one would
-have anticipated a giant in the new man; but, queerly, he was
-slim, and little above the average height. Neither in enormity nor
-in many other particulars did he resemble the Cyril whom he had
-supplanted. His gestures were lighter and quicker; he had nothing
-of Cyril's ungainliness; he had not Cyril's limitless taste for
-sweets, nor Cyril's terrific hatred of gloves, barbers, and soap.
-He was much more dreamy than Cyril, and much busier. In fact,
-Constance only saw him at meal-times. He was at Peel's in the day
-and at the School of Art every night. He would dream during a
-meal, even; and, without actually saying so, he gave the
-impression that he was the busiest man in Bursley, wrapped in
-occupations and preoccupations as in a blanket--a blanket which
-Constance had difficulty in penetrating.
-
-Constance wanted to please him; she lived for nothing but to
-please him; he was, however, exceedingly difficult to please, not
-in the least because he was hypercritical and exacting, but
-because he was indifferent. Constance, in order to satisfy her
-desire of pleasing, had to make fifty efforts, in the hope that he
-might chance to notice one. He was a good man, amazingly
-industrious--when once Constance had got him out of bed in the
-morning; with no vices; kind, save when Constance mistakenly tried
-to thwart him; charming, with a curious strain of humour that
-Constance only half understood. Constance was unquestionably vain
-about him, and she could honestly find in him little to blame. But
-whereas he was the whole of her universe, she was merely a dim
-figure in the background of his. Every now and then, with his
-gentle, elegant raillery, he would apparently rediscover her, as
-though saying: "Ah! You're still there, are you?" Constance could
-not meet him on the plane where his interests lay, and he never
-knew the passionate intensity of her absorption in that minor part
-of his life which moved on her plane. He never worried about her
-solitude, or guessed that in throwing her a smile and a word at
-supper he was paying her meagrely for three hours of lone rocking
-in a rocking-chair.
-
-The worst of it was that she was quite incurable. No experience
-would suffice to cure her trick of continually expecting him to
-notice things which he never did notice. One day he said, in the
-midst of a silence: "By the way, didn't father leave any boxes of
-cigars?" She had the steps up into her bedroom and reached down
-from the dusty top of the wardrobe the box which she had put there
-after Samuel's funeral. In handing him the box she was doing a
-great deed. His age was nineteen and she was ratifying his
-precocious habit of smoking by this solemn gift. He entirely
-ignored the box for several days. She said timidly: "Have you
-tried those cigars?" "Not yet," he replied. "I'll try 'em one of
-these days." Ten days later, on a Sunday when he chanced not to
-have gone out with his aristocratic friend Matthew Peel-
-Swynnerton, he did at length open the box and take out a cigar.
-"Now," he observed roguishly, cutting the cigar, "we shall see,
-Mrs. Plover!" He often called her Mrs. Plover, for fun. Though she
-liked him to be sufficiently interested in her to tease her, she
-did not like being called Mrs. Plover, and she never failed to
-say: "I'm not Mrs. Plover." He smoked the cigar slowly, in the
-rocking-chair, throwing his head back and sending clouds to the
-ceiling. And afterwards he remarked: "The old man's cigars weren't
-so bad." "Indeed!" she answered tartly, as if maternally resenting
-this easy patronage. But in secret she was delighted. There was
-something in her son's favourable verdict on her husband's cigars
-that thrilled her.
-
-And she looked at him. Impossible to see in him any resemblance to
-his father! Oh! He was a far more brilliant, more advanced, more
-complicated, more seductive being than his homely father! She
-wondered where he had come from. And yet ...! If his father had
-lived, what would have occurred between them? Would the boy have
-been openly smoking cigars in the house at nineteen?
-
-She laboriously interested herself, so far as he would allow, in
-his artistic studies and productions. A back attic on the second
-floor was now transformed into a studio--a naked apartment which
-smelt of oil and of damp clay. Often there were traces of clay on
-the stairs. For working in clay he demanded of his mother a smock,
-and she made a smock, on the model of a genuine smock which she
-obtained from a country-woman who sold eggs and butter in the
-Covered Market. Into the shoulders of the smock she put a week's
-fancy-stitching, taking the pattern from an old book of
-embroidery. One day when he had seen her stitching morn, noon, and
-afternoon, at the smock, he said, as she rocked idly after supper:
-"I suppose you haven't forgotten all about the smock I asked you
-for, have you, mater?" She knew that he was teasing her; but,
-while perfectly realizing how foolish she was, she nearly always
-acted as though his teasing was serious; she picked up the smock
-again from the sofa. When the smock was finished he examined it
-intently; then exclaimed with an air of surprise: "By Jove! That's
-beautiful! Where did you get this pattern?" He continued to stare
-at it, smiling in pleasure. He turned over the tattered leaves of
-the embroidery-book with the same naive, charmed astonishment, and
-carried the book away to the studio. "I must show that to
-Swynnerton," he said. As for her, the epithet 'beautiful' seemed a
-strange epithet to apply to a mere piece of honest stitchery done
-in a pattern, and a stitch with which she had been familiar all
-her life. The fact was she understood his 'art' less and less. The
-sole wall decoration of his studio was a Japanese print, which
-struck her as being entirely preposterous, considered as a
-picture. She much preferred his own early drawings of moss-roses
-and picturesque castles--things that he now mercilessly contemned.
-Later, he discovered her cutting out another smock. "What's that
-for?" he inquired. "Well," she said, "you can't manage with one
-smock. What shall you do when that one has to go to the wash?"
-"Wash!" he repeated vaguely. "There's no need for it to go to the
-wash." "Cyril," she replied, "don't try my patience! I was
-thinking of making you half-a-dozen." He whistled. "With all that
-stitching?" he questioned, amazed at the undertaking. "Why not?"
-she said. In her young days, no seamstress ever made fewer than
-half-a-dozen of anything, and it was usually a dozen; it was
-sometimes half-a-dozen dozen. "Well," he murmured, "you have got a
-nerve! I'll say that." Similar things happened whenever he showed
-that he was pleased. If he said of a dish, in the local tongue: "I
-could do a bit of that!" or if he simply smacked his lips over it,
-she would surfeit him with that dish.
-
-II
-
-On a hot day in August, just before they were to leave Bursley for
-a month in the Isle of Man, Cyril came home, pale and perspiring,
-and dropped on to the sofa. He wore a grey alpaca suit, and,
-except his hair, which in addition to being very untidy was damp
-with sweat, he was a masterpiece of slim elegance, despite the
-heat. He blew out great sighs, and rested his head on the
-antimacassared arm of the sofa.
-
-"Well, mater," he said, in a voice of factitious calm, "I've got
-it." He was looking up at the ceiling.
-
-"Got what?"
-
-"The National Scholarship. Swynnerton says it's a sheer fluke. But
-I've got it. Great glory for the Bursley School of Art!"
-
-"National Scholarship?" she said. "What's that? What is it?"
-
-"Now, mother!" he admonished her, not without testiness. "Don't go
-and say I've never breathed a word about it!"
-
-He lit a cigarette, to cover his self-consciousness, for he
-perceived that she was moved far beyond the ordinary.
-
-Never, in fact, not even by the death of her husband, had she
-received such a frightful blow as that which the dreamy Cyril had
-just dealt her.
-
-It was not a complete surprise, but it was nearly a complete
-surprise. A few months previously he certainly had mentioned, in
-his incidental way, the subject of a National Scholarship. Apropos
-of a drinking-cup which he had designed, he had said that the
-director of the School of Art had suggested that it was good
-enough to compete for the National, and that as he was otherwise
-qualified for the competition he might as well send the cup to
-South Kensington. He had added that Peel-Swynnerton had laughed at
-the notion as absurd. On that occasion she had comprehended that a
-National Scholarship involved residence in London. She ought to
-have begun to live in fear, for Cyril had a most disturbing habit
-of making a mere momentary reference to matters which he deemed
-very important and which occupied a large share of his attention.
-He was secretive by nature, and the rigidity of his father's rule
-had developed this trait in his character. But really he had
-spoken of the competition with such an extreme casualness that
-with little effort she had dismissed it from her anxieties as
-involving a contingency so remote as to be negligible. She had,
-genuinely, almost forgotten it. Only at rare intervals had it
-wakened in her a dull transitory pain--like the herald of a fatal
-malady. And, as a woman in the opening stage of disease, she had
-hastily reassured herself: "How silly of me! This can't possibly
-be anything serious!"
-
-And now she was condemned. She knew it. She knew there could be no
-appeal. She knew that she might as usefully have besought mercy
-from a tiger as from her good, industrious, dreamy son.
-
-"It means a pound a week," said Cyril, his self-consciousness
-intensified by her silence and by the dreadful look on her face.
-"And of course free tuition."
-
-"For how long?" she managed to say.
-
-"Well," said he, "that depends. Nominally for a year. But if you
-behave yourself it's always continued for three years." If he
-stayed for three years he would never come back: that was a
-certainty.
-
-How she rebelled, furious and despairing, against the fortuitous
-cruelty of things! She was sure that he had not, till then,
-thought seriously of going to London. But the fact that the
-Government would admit him free to its classrooms and give him a
-pound a week besides, somehow forced him to go to London. It was
-not the lack of means that would have prevented him from going.
-Why, then, should the presence of means induce him to go? There
-was no logical reason. The whole affair was disastrously absurd.
-The art-master at the Wedgwood Institution had chanced, merely
-chanced, to suggest that the drinking-cup should be sent to South
-Kensington. And the result of this caprice was that she was
-sentenced to solitude for life! It was too monstrously, too
-incredibly wicked!
-
-With what futile and bitter execration she murmured in her heart
-the word 'If.' If Cyril's childish predilections had not been
-encouraged! If he had only been content to follow his father's
-trade! If she had flatly refused to sign his indenture at Peel's
-and pay the premium! If he had not turned from, colour to clay! If
-the art-master had not had that fatal 'idea'! If the judges for
-the competition had decided otherwise! If only she had brought
-Cyril up in habits of obedience, sacrificing temporary peace to
-permanent security!
-
-For after all he could not abandon her without her consent. He was
-not of age. And he would want a lot more money, which he could
-obtain from none but her. She could refuse. ...
-
-No! She could not refuse. He was the master, the tyrant. For the
-sake of daily pleasantness she had weakly yielded to him at the
-start! She had behaved badly to herself and to him. He was
-spoiled. She had spoiled him. And he was about to repay her with
-lifelong misery, and nothing would deflect him from his course.
-The usual conduct of the spoilt child! Had she not witnessed it,
-and moralized upon it, in other families?
-
-"You don't seem very chirpy over it, mater!" he said.
-
-She went out of the room. His joy in the prospect of departure
-from the Five Towns, from her, though he masked it, was more
-manifest than she could bear.
-
-The Signal, the next day, made a special item of the news. It
-appeared that no National Scholarship had been won in the Five
-Towns for eleven years. The citizens were exhorted to remember
-that Mr. Povey had gained his success in open competition with the
-cleverest young students of the entire kingdom--and in a branch of
-art which he had but recently taken up; and further, that the
-Government offered only eight scholarships each year. The name of
-Cyril Povey passed from lip to lip. And nobody who met Constance,
-in street or shop, could refrain from informing her that she ought
-to be a proud mother, to have such a son, but that truly they were
-not surprised ... and how proud his poor father would have been! A
-few sympathetically hinted that maternal pride was one of those
-luxuries that may cost too dear.
-
-III
-
-The holiday in the Isle of Man was of course ruined for her. She
-could scarcely walk because of the weight of a lump of lead that
-she carried in her bosom. On the brightest days the lump of lead
-was always there. Besides, she was so obese. In ordinary
-circumstances they might have stayed beyond the month. An
-indentured pupil is not strapped to the wheel like a common
-apprentice. Moreover, the indentures were to be cancelled. But
-Constance did not care to stay. She had to prepare for his
-departure to London. She had to lay the faggots for her own
-martyrdom.
-
-In this business of preparation she showed as much silliness, she
-betrayed as perfect a lack of perspective, as the most superior
-son could desire for a topic of affectionate irony. Her
-preoccupation with petty things of no importance whatever was
-worthy of the finest traditions of fond motherhood. However,
-Cyril's careless satire had no effect on her, save that once she
-got angry, thereby startling him; he quite correctly and sagely
-laid this unprecedented outburst to the account of her wrought
-nerves, and forgave it. Happily for the smoothness of Cyril's
-translation to London, young Peel-Swynnerton was acquainted with
-the capital, had a brother in Chelsea, knew of reputable lodgings,
-was, indeed, an encyclopaedia of the town, and would himself spend
-a portion of the autumn there. Otherwise, the preliminaries which
-his mother would have insisted on by means of tears and hysteria
-might have proved fatiguing to Cyril.
-
-The day came when on that day week Cyril would be gone. Constance
-steadily fabricated cheerfulness against the prospect. She said:
-
-"Suppose I come with you?"
-
-He smiled in toleration of this joke as being a passable quality
-of joke. And then she smiled in the same sense, hastening to agree
-with him that as a joke it was not a bad joke.
-
-In the last week he was very loyal to his tailor. Many a young man
-would have commanded new clothes after, not before, his arrival in
-London. But Cyril had faith in his creator.
-
-On the day of departure the household, the very house itself, was
-in a state of excitation. He was to leave early. He would not
-listen to the project of her accompanying him as far as Knype,
-where the Loop Line joined the main. She might go to Bursley
-Station and no further. When she rebelled he disclosed the merest
-hint of his sullen-churlish side, and she at once yielded. During
-breakfast she did not cry, but the aspect of her face made him
-protest.
-
-"Now, look here, mater! Just try to remember that I shall be back
-for Christmas. It's barely three months." And he lit a cigarette.
-
-She made no reply.
-
-Amy lugged a Gladstone bag down the crooked stairs. A trunk was
-already close to the door; it had wrinkled the carpet and deranged
-the mat.
-
-"You didn't forget to put the hair-brush in, did you, Amy?" he
-asked.
-
-"N--no, Mr. Cyril," she blubbered.
-
-"Amy!" Constance sharply corrected her, as Cyril ran upstairs, "I
-wonder you can't control yourself better than that."
-
-Amy weakly apologized. Although treated almost as one of the
-family, she ought not to have forgotten that she was a servant.
-What right had she to weep over Cyril's luggage? This question was
-put to her in Constance's tone.
-
-The cab came. Cyril tumbled downstairs with exaggerated
-carelessness, and with exaggerated carelessness he joked at the
-cabman.
-
-"Now, mother!" he cried, when the luggage was stowed. "Do you want
-me to miss this train?" But he knew that the margin of time was
-ample. It was his fun!
-
-"Nay, I can't be hurried!" she said, fixing her bonnet. "Amy, as
-soon as we are gone you can clear this table."
-
-She climbed heavily into the cab.
-
-"That's it! Smash the springs!" Cyril teased her.
-
-The horse got a stinging cut to recall him to the seriousness of
-life. It was a fine, bracing autumn morning, and the driver felt
-the need of communicating his abundant energy to some one or
-something. They drove off, Amy staring after them from the door.
-Matters had been so marvellously well arranged that they arrived
-at the station twenty minutes before the train was due.
-
-"Never mind!" Cyril mockingly comforted his mother. "You'd rather
-be twenty minutes too soon than one minute too late, wouldn't
-you?"
-
-His high spirits had to come out somehow.
-
-Gradually the minutes passed, and the empty slate-tinted platform
-became dotted with people to whom that train was nothing but a
-Loop Line train, people who took that train every week-day of
-their lives and knew all its eccentricities.
-
-And they heard the train whistle as it started from Turnhill. And
-Cyril had a final word with the porter who was in charge of the
-luggage. He made a handsome figure, and he had twenty pounds in
-his pocket. When he returned to Constance she was sniffing, and
-through her veil he could see that her eyes were circled with red.
-But through her veil she could see nothing. The train rolled in,
-rattling to a standstill. Constance lifted her veil and kissed
-him; and kissed her life out. He smelt the odour of her crape. He
-was, for an instant, close to her, close; and he seemed to have an
-overwhelmingly intimate glimpse into her secrets; he seemed to be
-choked in the sudden strong emotion of that crape. He felt queer.
-
-"Here you are, sir! Second smoker!" called the porter.
-
-The daily frequenters of the train boarded it with their customary
-disgust.
-
-"I'll write as soon as ever I get there!" said Cyril, of his own
-accord. It was the best he could muster.
-
-With what grace he raised his hat!
-
-A sliding-away; clouds of steam; and she shared the dead platform
-with milk-cans, two porters, and Smith's noisy boy!
-
-She walked home, very slowly and painfully. The lump of lead was
-heavier than ever before. And the townspeople saw the proudest
-mother in Bursley walking home.
-
-"After all," she argued with her soul angrily, petulantly, "could
-you expect the boy to do anything else? He is a serious student,
-he has had a brilliant success, and is he to be tied to your
-apron-strings? The idea is preposterous. It isn't as if he was an
-idler, or a bad son. No mother could have a better son. A nice
-thing, that he should stay all his life in Bursley simply because
-you don't like being left alone!"
-
-Unfortunately one might as well argue with a mule as with one's
-soul. Her soul only kept on saying monotonously: "I'm a lonely old
-woman now. I've nothing to live for any more, and I'm no use to
-anybody. Once I was young and proud. And this is what my life has
-come to! This is the end!"
-
-When she reached home, Amy had not touched the breakfast things;
-the carpet was still wrinkled, and the mat still out of place.
-And, through the desolating atmosphere of reaction after a
-terrific crisis, she marched directly upstairs, entered his
-plundered room, and beheld the disorder of the bed in which he had
-slept.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK III
-
-SOPHIA
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-THE ELOPEMENT
-
-I
-
-
-Her soberly rich dress had a countrified air, as she waited, ready
-for the streets, in the bedroom of the London hotel on the
-afternoon of the first of July, 1866; but there was nothing of the
-provincial in that beautiful face, nor in that bearing at once shy
-and haughty; and her eager heart soared beyond geographical
-boundaries.
-
-It was the Hatfield Hotel, in Salisbury Street, between the Strand
-and the river. Both street and hotel are now gone, lost in the
-vast foundations of the Savoy and the Cecil; but the type of the
-Hatfield lingers with ever-increasing shabbiness in Jermyn Street.
-In 1866, with its dark passages and crooked stairs, its candles,
-its carpets and stuffs which had outlived their patterns, its
-narrow dining-room where a thousand busy flies ate together at one
-long table, its acrid stagnant atmosphere, and its disturbing
-sensation of dirt everywhere concealing itself, it stood forth in
-rectitude as a good average modern hotel. The patched and senile
-drabness of the bedroom made an environment that emphasized
-Sophia's flashing youth. She alone in it was unsullied.
-
-There was a knock at the door, apparently gay and jaunty. But she
-thought, truly: "He's nearly as nervous as I am!" And in her sick
-nervousness she coughed, and then tried to take full possession of
-herself. The moment had at last come which would divide her life
-as a battle divides the history of a nation. Her mind in an
-instant swept backwards through an incredible three months.
-
-The schemings to obtain and to hide Gerald's letters at the shop,
-and to reply to them! The far more complex and dangerous duplicity
-practised upon her majestic aunt at Axe! The visits to the Axe
-post-office! The three divine meetings with Gerald at early
-morning by the canal-feeder, when he had told her of his
-inheritance and of the harshness of his uncle Boldero, and with a
-rush of words had spread before her the prospect of eternal bliss!
-The nights of fear! The sudden, dizzy acquiescence in his plan,
-and the feeling of universal unreality which obsessed her! The
-audacious departure from her aunt's, showering a cascade of
-appalling lies! Her dismay at Knype Station! Her blush as she
-asked for a ticket to London! The ironic, sympathetic glance of
-the porter, who took charge of her trunk! And then the thunder of
-the incoming train! Her renewed dismay when she found that it was
-very full, and her distracted plunge into a compartment with six
-people already in it! And the abrupt reopening of the carriage-
-door and that curt inquisition from an inspector: "Where for,
-please? Where for? Where for?" Until her turn was reached: "Where
-for, miss?" and her weak little reply: "Euston"! And more violent
-blushes! And then the long, steady beating of the train over the
-rails, keeping time to the rhythm of the unanswerable voice within
-her breast: "Why are you here? Why are you here?" And then Rugby;
-and the awful ordeal of meeting Gerald, his entry into the
-compartment, the rearrangement of seats, and their excruciatingly
-painful attempts at commonplace conversation in the publicity of
-the carriage! (She had felt that that part of the enterprise had
-not been very well devised by Gerald.) And at last London; the
-thousands of cabs, the fabulous streets, the general roar, all
-dream-surpassing, intensifying to an extraordinary degree the
-obsession of unreality, the illusion that she could not really
-have done what she had done, that she was not really doing what
-she was doing!
-
-Supremely and finally, the delicious torture of the clutch of
-terror at her heart as she moved by Gerald's side through the
-impossible adventure! Who was this rash, mad Sophia? Surely not
-herself!
-
-The knock at the door was impatiently repeated.
-
-"Come in," she said timidly.
-
-Gerald Scales came in. Yes, beneath that mien of a commercial
-traveller who has been everywhere and through everything, he was
-very nervous. It was her privacy that, with her consent, he had
-invaded. He had engaged the bedroom only with the intention of
-using it as a retreat for Sophia until the evening, when they were
-to resume their travels. It ought not to have had any disturbing
-significance. But the mere disorder on the washstand, a towel
-lying on one of the cane chairs, made him feel that he was
-affronting decency, and so increased his jaunty nervousness. The
-moment was painful; the moment was difficult beyond his skill to
-handle it naturally.
-
-Approaching her with factitious ease, he kissed her through her
-veil, which she then lifted with an impulsive movement, and he
-kissed her again, more ardently, perceiving that her ardour was
-exceeding his. This was the first time they had been alone
-together since her flight from Axe. And yet, with his worldly
-experience, he was naive enough to be surprised that he could not
-put all the heat of passion into his embrace, and he wondered why
-he was not thrilled at the contact with her! However, the powerful
-clinging of her lips somewhat startled his senses, and also
-delighted him by its silent promise. He could smell the stuff of
-her veil, the sarsenet of her bodice, and, as it were wrapped in
-these odours as her body was wrapped in its clothes, the faint
-fleshly perfume of her body itself. Her face, viewed so close that
-he could see the almost imperceptible down on those fruit-like
-cheeks, was astonishingly beautiful; the dark eyes were
-exquisitely misted; and he could feel the secret loyalty of her
-soul ascending to him. She was very slightly taller than her
-lover; but somehow she hung from him, her body curved backwards,
-and her bosom pressed against his, so that instead of looking up
-at her gaze he looked down at it. He preferred that; perfectly
-proportioned though he was, his stature was a delicate point with
-him. His spirits rose by the uplift of his senses. His fears
-slipped away; he began to be very satisfied with himself. He was
-the inheritor of twelve thousand pounds, and he had won this
-unique creature. She was his capture; he held her close,
-permittedly scanning the minutiae of her skin, permittedly
-crushing her flimsy silks. Something in him had forced her to lay
-her modesty on the altar of his desire. And the sun brightly
-shone. So he kissed her yet more ardently, and with the slightest
-touch of a victor's condescension; and her burning response more
-than restored the self-confidence which he had been losing.
-
-"I've got no one but you now," she murmured in a melting voice.
-
-She fancied in her ignorance that the expression of this sentiment
-would please him. She was not aware that a man is usually rather
-chilled by it, because it proves to him that the other is thinking
-about his responsibilities and not about his privileges. Certainly
-it calmed Gerald, though without imparting to him her sense of his
-responsibilities. He smiled vaguely. To Sophia his smile was a
-miracle continually renewed; it mingled dashing gaiety with a hint
-of wistful appeal in a manner that never failed to bewitch her. A
-less innocent girl than Sophia might have divined from that
-adorable half-feminine smile that she could do anything with
-Gerald except rely on him. But Sophia had to learn.
-
-"Are you ready?" he asked, placing his hands on her shoulders and
-holding her away from him.
-
-"Yes," she said, nerving herself. Their faces were still very near
-together.
-
-"Well, would you like to go and see the Dore pictures?"
-
-A simple enough question! A proposal felicitous enough! Dore was
-becoming known even in the Five Towns, not, assuredly, by his
-illustrations to the Contes Drolatiques of Balzac--but by his
-shuddering Biblical conceits. In pious circles Dore was saving art
-from the reproach of futility and frivolity. It was indubitably a
-tasteful idea on Gerald's part to take his love of a summer's
-afternoon to gaze at the originals of those prints which had so
-deeply impressed the Five Towns. It was an idea that sanctified
-the profane adventure.
-
-Yet Sophia showed signs of affliction. Her colour went and came;
-her throat made the motion of swallowing; there was a muscular
-contraction over her whole body. And she drew herself from him.
-Her glance, however, did not leave him, and his eyes fell before
-hers.
-
-"But what about the--wedding?" she breathed.
-
-That sentence seemed to cost all her pride; but she was obliged to
-utter it, and to pay for it.
-
-"Oh," he said lightly and quickly, just as though she had reminded
-him of a detail that might have been forgotten, "I was just going
-to tell you. It can't be done here. There's been some change in
-the rules. I only found out for certain late last night. But I've
-ascertained that it'll be as simple as ABC before the English
-Consul at Paris; and as I've got the tickets for us to go over to-
-night, as we arranged ..." He stopped.
-
-She sat down on the towel-covered chair, staggered. She believed
-what he said. She did not suspect that he was using the classic
-device of the seducer. It was his casualness that staggered her.
-Had it really been his intention to set off on an excursion and
-remark as an afterthought: "BY THE WAY, we can't be married as I
-told you at half-past two to-day"? Despite her extreme ignorance
-and innocence, Sophia held a high opinion of her own commonsense
-and capacity for looking after herself, and she could scarcely
-believe that he was expecting her to go to Paris, and at night,
-without being married. She looked pitiably young, virgin, raw,
-unsophisticated; helpless in the midst of dreadful dangers. Yet
-her head was full of a blank astonishment at being mistaken for a
-simpleton! The sole explanation could be that Gerald, in some
-matters, must himself be a confiding simpleton. He had not
-reflected. He had not sufficiently realized the immensity of her
-sacrifice in flying with him even to London. She felt sorry for
-him. She had the woman's first glimpse of the necessity for some
-adjustment of outlook as an essential preliminary to uninterrupted
-happiness.
-
-"It'll be all right!" Gerald persuasively continued.
-
-He looked at her, as she was not looking at him. She was nineteen.
-But she seemed to him utterly mature and mysterious. Her face
-baffled him; her mind was a foreign land. Helpless in one sense
-she might be; yet she, and not he, stood for destiny; the future
-lay in the secret and capricious workings of that mind.
-
-"Oh no!" she exclaimed curtly. "Oh no!"
-
-"Oh no what?"
-
-"We can't possibly go like that," she said.
-
-"But don't I tell you it'll be all right?" he protested. "If we
-stay here and they come after you ...! Besides, I've got the
-tickets and all."
-
-"Why didn't you tell me sooner?" she demanded.
-
-"But how could I?" he grumbled. "Have we had a single minute
-alone?"
-
-This was nearly true. They could not have discussed the
-formalities of marriage in the crowded train, nor during the
-hurried lunch with a dozen cocked ears at the same table. He saw
-himself on sure ground here.
-
-"Now, could we?" he pressed.
-
-"And you talk about going to see pictures!" was her reply.
-
-Undoubtedly this had been a grave error of tact. He recognized
-that it was a stupidity. And so he resented it, as though she had
-committed it and not he.
-
-"My dear girl," he said, hurt, "I acted for the best. It isn't my
-fault if rules are altered and officials silly."
-
-"You ought to have told me before," she persisted sullenly.
-
-"But how could I?"
-
-He almost believed in that moment that he had really intended to
-marry her, and that the ineptitudes of red-tape had prevented him
-from achieving his honourable purpose. Whereas he had done nothing
-whatever towards the marriage.
-
-"Oh no! Oh no!" she repeated, with heavy lip and liquid eye. "Oh
-no!"
-
-He gathered that she was flouting his suggestion of Paris.
-
-Slowly and nervously he approached her. She did not stir nor look
-up. Her glance was fixed on the washstand. He bent down and
-murmured:
-
-"Come, now. It'll be all right. You'll travel in the ladies'
-saloon on the steam-packet."
-
-She did not stir. He bent lower and touched the back of her neck
-with his lips. And she sprang up, sobbing and angry. Because she
-was mad for him she hated him furiously. All tenderness had
-vanished.
-
-"I'll thank you not to touch me!" she said fiercely. She had given
-him her lips a moment ago, but now to graze her neck was an
-insult.
-
-He smiled sheepishly. "But really you must be reasonable," he
-argued. "What have I done?"
-
-"It's what you haven't done, I think!" she cried. "Why didn't you
-tell me while we were in the cab?"
-
-"I didn't care to begin worrying you just then," he replied: which
-was exactly true.
-
-The fact was, he had of course shirked telling her that no
-marriage would occur that day. Not being a professional seducer of
-young girls, he lacked skill to do a difficult thing simply.
-
-"Now come along, little girl," he went on, with just a trifle of
-impatience. "Let's go out and enjoy ourselves. I assure you that
-everything will be all right in Paris."
-
-"That's what you said about coming to London," she retorted
-sarcastically through her sobs. "And look at you!"
-
-Did he imagine for a single instant that she would have come to
-London with him save on the understanding that she was to be
-married immediately upon arrival? This attitude of an indignant
-question was not to be reconciled with her belief that his excuses
-for himself were truthful. But she did not remark the discrepancy.
-
-Her sarcasm wounded his vanity.
-
-"Oh, very well!" he muttered. "If you don't choose to believe what
-I say!" He shrugged his shoulders.
-
-She said nothing; but the sobs swept at intervals through her
-frame, shaking it.
-
-Reading hesitation in her face, he tried again. "Come along,
-little girl. And wipe your eyes." And he approached her. She
-stepped back.
-
-"No, no!" she denied him, passionately. He had esteemed her too
-cheaply. And she did not care to be called 'little girl.'
-
-"Then what shall you do?" he inquired, in a tone which blended
-mockery and bullying. She was making a fool of him.
-
-"I can tell you what I shan't do," she said. "I shan't go to
-Paris." Her sobs were less frequent.
-
-"That's not my question," he said icily. "I want to know what you
-will do."
-
-There was now no pretence of affectionateness either on her part
-or on his. They might, to judge from their attitudes, have been
-nourished from infancy on mutual hatred.
-
-"What's that got to do with you?" she demanded.
-
-"It's got everything to do with me," he said.
-
-"Well, you can go and find out!" she said.
-
-It was girlish; it was childish; it was scarcely according to the
-canons for conducting a final rupture; but it was not the less
-tragically serious. Indeed, the spectacle of this young girl
-absurdly behaving like one, in a serious crisis, increased the
-tragicalness of the situation even if it did not heighten it. The
-idea that ran through Gerald's brain was the ridiculous folly of
-having anything to do with young girls. He was quite blind to her
-beauty.
-
-"'Go'?" he repeated her word. "You mean that?"
-
-"Of course I mean it," she answered promptly.
-
-The coward in him urged him to take advantage of her ignorant,
-helpless pride, and leave her at her word. He remembered the scene
-she had made at the pit shaft, and he said to himself that her
-charm was not worth her temper, and that he was a fool ever to
-have dreamed that it was, and that he would be doubly a fool now
-not to seize the opportunity of withdrawing from an insane
-enterprise.
-
-"I am to go?" he asked, with a sneer.
-
-She nodded.
-
-"Of course if you order me to leave you, I must. Can I do anything
-for you?"
-
-She signified that he could not,
-
-"Nothing? You're sure?"
-
-She frowned.
-
-"Well, then, good-bye." He turned towards the door.
-
-"I suppose you'd leave me here without money or anything?" she
-said in a cold, cutting voice. And her sneer was far more
-destructive than his. It destroyed in him the last trace of
-compassion for her.
-
-"Oh, I beg pardon!" he said, and swaggeringly counted out five
-sovereigns on to a chest of drawers.
-
-She rushed at them. "Do you think I'll take your odious money?"
-she snarled, gathering the coins in her gloved hand.
-
-Her first impulse was to throw them in his face; but she paused
-and then flung them into a corner of the room.
-
-"Pick them up!" she commanded him.
-
-"No, thanks," he said briefly; and left, shutting the door.
-
-Only a very little while, and they had been lovers, exuding
-tenderness with every gesture, like a perfume! Only a very little
-while, and she had been deciding to telegraph condescendingly to
-her mother that she was 'all right'! And now the dream was utterly
-dissolved. And the voice of that hard commonsense which spake to
-her in her wildest moods grew loud in asserting that the
-enterprise could never have come to any good, that it was from its
-inception an impossible enterprise, unredeemed by the slightest
-justification. An enormous folly! Yes, an elopement; but not like
-a real elopement; always unreal! She had always known that it was
-only an imitation of an elopement, and must end in some awful
-disappointment. She had never truly wanted to run away; but
-something within her had pricked her forward in spite of her
-protests. The strict notions of her elderly relatives were right
-after all. It was she who had been wrong. And it was she who would
-have to pay.
-
-"I've been a wicked girl," she said to herself grimly, in the
-midst of her ruin.
-
-She faced the fact. But she would not repent; at any rate she
-would never sit on that stool. She would not exchange the remains
-of her pride for the means of escape from the worst misery that
-life could offer. On that point she knew herself. And she set to
-work to repair and renew her pride.
-
-Whatever happened she would not return to the Five Towns. She
-could not, because she had stolen money from her Aunt Harriet. As
-much as she had thrown back at Gerald, she had filched from her
-aunt, but in the form of a note. A prudent, mysterious instinct
-had moved her to take this precaution. And she was glad. She would
-never have been able to dart that sneer at Gerald about money if
-she had really needed money. So she rejoiced in her crime; though,
-since Aunt Harriet would assuredly discover the loss at once, the
-crime eternally prevented her from going back to her family.
-Never, never would she look at her mother with the eyes of a
-thief!
-
-(In truth Aunt Harriet did discover the loss, and very creditably
-said naught about it to anybody. The knowledge of it would have
-twisted the knife in the maternal heart.)
-
-Sophia was also glad that she had refused to proceed to Paris. The
-recollection of her firmness in refusing flattered her vanity as a
-girl convinced that she could take care of herself. To go to Paris
-unmarried would have been an inconceivable madness. The mere
-thought of the enormity did outrage to her moral susceptibilities.
-No, Gerald had most perfectly mistaken her for another sort of
-girl; as, for instance, a shop-assistant or a barmaid!
-
-With this the catalogue of her satisfactions ended. She had no
-idea at all as to what she ought to do, or could do. The mere
-prospect of venturing out of the room intimidated her. Had Gerald
-left her trunk in the hall? Of course he had. What a question! But
-what would happen to her? London ... London had merely dazed her.
-She could do nothing for herself. She was as helpless as a rabbit
-in London. She drew aside the window-curtain and had a glimpse of
-the river. It was inevitable that she should think of suicide; for
-she could not suppose that any girl had ever got herself into a
-plight more desperate than hers. "I could slip out at night and
-drown myself," she thought seriously. "A nice thing that would be
-for Gerald!"
-
-Then loneliness, like a black midnight, overwhelmed her, swiftly
-wasting her strength, disintegrating her pride in its horrid
-flood. She glanced about for support, as a woman in the open
-street who feels she is going to faint, and went blindly to the
-bed, falling on it with the upper part of her body, in an attitude
-of abandonment. She wept, but without sobbing.
-
-II
-
-Gerald Scales walked about the Strand, staring up at its high
-narrow houses, crushed one against another as though they had been
-packed, unsorted, by a packer who thought of nothing but economy
-of space. Except by Somerset House, King's College, and one or two
-theatres and banks, the monotony of mean shops, with several
-storeys unevenly perched over them, was unbroken, Then Gerald
-encountered Exeter Hall, and examined its prominent facade with a
-provincial's eye; for despite his travels he was not very familiar
-with London. Exeter Hall naturally took his mind back to his Uncle
-Boldero, that great and ardent Nonconformist, and his own godly
-youth. It was laughable to muse upon what his uncle would say and
-think, did the old man know that his nephew had run away with a
-girl, meaning to seduce her in Paris. It was enormously funny!
-
-However, he had done with all that. He was well out of it. She had
-told him to go, and he had gone. She had money to get home; she
-had nothing to do but use the tongue in her head. The rest was her
-affair. He would go to Paris alone, and find another amusement. It
-was absurd to have supposed that Sophia would ever have suited
-him. Not in such a family as the Baineses could one reasonably
-expect to discover an ideal mistress. No! there had been a
-mistake. The whole business was wrong. She had nearly made a fool
-of him. But he was not the man to be made a fool of. He had kept
-his dignity intact.
-
-So he said to himself. Yet all the time his dignity, and his pride
-also, were bleeding, dropping invisible blood along the length of
-the Strand pavements.
-
-He was at Salisbury Street again. He pictured her in the bedroom.
-Damn her! He wanted her. He wanted her with an excessive desire.
-He hated to think that he had been baulked. He hated to think that
-she would remain immaculate. And he continued to picture her in
-the exciting privacy of that cursed bedroom.
-
-Now he was walking down Salisbury Street. He did not wish to be
-walking down Salisbury Street; but there he was!
-
-"Oh, hell!" he murmured. "I suppose I must go through with it."
-
-He felt desperate. He was ready to pay any price in order to be
-able to say to himself that he had accomplished what he had set
-his heart on.
-
-"My wife hasn't gone out, has she?" he asked of the hall-porter.
-
-"I'm not sure, sir; I think not," said the hall-porter.
-
-The fear that Sophia had already departed made him sick. When he
-noticed her trunk still there, he took hope and ran upstairs.
-
-He saw her, a dark crumpled, sinuous piece of humanity, half on
-and half off the bed, silhouetted against the bluish-white
-counterpane; her hat was on the floor, with the spotted veil
-trailing away from it. This sight seemed to him to be the most
-touching that he had ever seen, though her face was hidden. He
-forgot everything except the deep and strange emotion which
-affected him. He approached the bed. She did not stir.
-
-Having heard the entry and knowing that it must be Gerald who had
-entered, Sophia forced herself to remain still. A wild, splendid
-hope shot up in her. Constrained by all the power of her will not
-to move, she could not stifle a sob that had lain in ambush in her
-throat.
-
-The sound of the sob fetched tears to the eyes of Gerald.
-
-"Sophia!" he appealed to her.
-
-But she did not stir. Another sob shook her.
-
-"Very well, then," said Gerald. "We'll stay in London till we can
-be married. I'll arrange it. I'll find a nice boarding-house for
-you, and I'll tell the people you're my cousin. I shall stay on at
-this hotel, and I'll come and see you every day."
-
-A silence.
-
-"Thank you!" she blubbered. "Thank you!"
-
-He saw that her little gloved hand was stretching out towards him,
-like a feeler; and he seized it, and knelt down and took her
-clumsily by the waist. Somehow he dared not kiss her yet.
-
-An immense relief surged very slowly through them both.
-
-"I--I--really--" She began to say something, but the articulation
-was lost in her sobs.
-
-"What? What do you say, dearest?" he questioned eagerly.
-
-And she made another effort. "I really couldn't have gone to Paris
-with you without being married," she succeeded at last. "I really
-couldn't."
-
-"No, no!" he soothed her. "Of course you couldn't. It was I who
-was wrong. But you didn't know how I felt. ... Sophia, it's all
-right now, isn't it?"
-
-She sat up and kissed him fairly.
-
-It was so wonderful and startling that he burst openly into tears.
-She saw in the facile intensity of his emotion a guarantee of
-their future happiness. And as he had soothed her, so now she
-soothed him. They clung together, equally surprised at the sweet,
-exquisite, blissful melancholy which drenched them through and
-through. It was remorse for having quarrelled, for having lacked
-faith in the supreme rightness of the high adventure. Everything
-was right, and would be right; and they had been criminally
-absurd. It was remorse; but it was pure bliss, and worth the
-quarrel! Gerald resumed his perfection again in her eyes! He was
-the soul of goodness and honour! And for him she was again the
-ideal mistress, who would, however, be also a wife. As in his mind
-he rapidly ran over the steps necessary to their marriage, he kept
-saying to himself, far off in some remote cavern of the brain: "I
-shall have her! I shall have her!" He did not reflect that this
-fragile slip of the Baines stock, unconsciously drawing upon the
-accumulated strength of generations of honest living, had put a
-defeat upon him.
-
-After tea, Gerald, utterly content with the universe, redeemed his
-word and found an irreproachable boarding-house for Sophia in
-Westminster, near the Abbey. She was astonished at the glibness of
-his lies to the landlady about her, and about their circumstances
-generally. He also found a church and a parson, close by, and in
-half an hour the formalities preliminary to a marriage were begun.
-He explained to her that as she was now resident in London, it
-would be simpler to recommence the business entirely. She
-sagaciously agreed. As she by no means wished to wound him again,
-she made no inquiry about those other formalities which, owing to
-red-tape, had so unexpectedly proved abortive! She knew she was
-going to be married, and that sufficed. The next day she carried
-out her filial idea of telegraphing to her mother.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-SUPPER
-
-I
-
-
-They had been to Versailles and had dined there. A tram had
-sufficed to take them out; but for the return, Gerald, who had
-been drinking champagne, would not be content with less than a
-carriage. Further, he insisted on entering Paris by way of the
-Bois and the Arc de Triomphe. Thoroughly to appease his conceit,
-it would have been necessary to swing open the gates of honour in
-the Arc and allow his fiacre to pass through; to be forced to
-drive round the monument instead of under it hurt the sense of
-fitness which champagne engenders. Gerald was in all his pride
-that day. He had been displaying the wonders to Sophia, and he
-could not escape the cicerone's secret feeling: that he himself
-was somehow responsible for the wonders. Moreover, he was
-exceedingly satisfied with the effect produced by Sophia.
-
-Sophia, on arriving in Paris with the ring on her triumphant
-finger, had timidly mentioned the subject of frocks. None would
-have guessed from her tone that she was possessed by the desire
-for French clothes as by a devil. She had been surprised and
-delighted by the eagerness of Gerald's response. Gerald, too, was
-possessed by a devil. He thirsted to see her in French clothes. He
-knew some of the shops and ateliers in the Rue de la Paix, the Rue
-de la Chaussee d'Antin, and the Palais Royal. He was much more
-skilled in the lore of frocks than she, for his previous business
-in Paris had brought him into relations with the great firms; and
-Sophia suffered a brief humiliation in the discovery that his
-private opinion of her dresses was that they were not dresses at
-all. She had been aware that they were not Parisian, nor even of
-London; but she had thought them pretty good. It healed her wound,
-however, to reflect that Gerald had so marvellously kept his own
-counsel in order to spare her self-love. Gerald had taken her to
-an establishment in the Chaussee d'Antin. It was not one of what
-Gerald called les grandes maisons, but it was on the very fringe
-of them, and the real haute couture was practised therein; and
-Gerald was remembered there by name.
-
-Sophia had gone in trembling and ashamed, yet in her heart
-courageously determined to emerge uncompromisingly French. But the
-models frightened her. They surpassed even the most fantastic
-things that she had seen in the streets. She recoiled before them
-and seemed to hide for refuge in Gerald, as it were appealing to
-him for moral protection, and answering to him instead of to the
-saleswoman when the saleswoman offered remarks in stiff English.
-The prices also frightened her. The simplest trifle here cost
-sixteen pounds; and her mother's historic 'silk,' whose
-elaborateness had cost twelve pounds, was supposed to have
-approached the inexpressible! Gerald said that she was not to
-think about prices. She was, however, forced by some instinct to
-think about prices--she who at home had scorned the narrowness of
-life in the Square. In the Square she was understood to be quite
-without commonsense, hopelessly imprudent; yet here, a spring of
-sagacity seemed to be welling up in her all the time, a continual
-antidote against the general madness in which she found herself.
-With extraordinary rapidity she had formed a habit of preaching
-moderation to Gerald. She hated to 'see money thrown away,' and
-her notion of the boundary line between throwing money away and
-judiciously spending it was still the notion of the Square.
-
-Gerald would laugh. But she would say, piqued and blushing, but
-self-sure: "You can laugh!" It was all deliciously agreeable.
-
-On this evening she wore the first of the new costumes. She had
-worn it all day. Characteristically she had chosen something which
-was not too special for either afternoon or evening, for either
-warm or cold weather. It was of pale blue taffetas striped in a
-darker blue, with the corsage cut in basques, and the underskirt
-of a similar taffetas, but unstriped. The effect of the ornate
-overskirt falling on the plain underskirt with its small double
-volant was, she thought, and Gerald too, adorable. The waist was
-higher than any she had had before, and the crinoline expansive.
-Tied round her head with a large bow and flying blue ribbons under
-the chin, was a fragile flat capote like a baby's bonnet, which
-allowed her hair to escape in front and her great chignon behind.
-A large spotted veil flew out from the capote over the chignon.
-Her double skirts waved amply over Gerald's knees in the carriage,
-and she leaned back against the hard cushions and put an arrogant
-look into her face, and thought of nothing but the intense
-throbbing joy of life, longing with painful ardour for more and
-more pleasure, then and for ever.
-
-As the carriage slipped downwards through the wide, empty gloom of
-the Champs Elysees into the brilliant Paris that was waiting for
-them, another carriage drawn by two white horses flashed upwards
-and was gone in dust. Its only occupant, except the coachman and
-footman, was a woman. Gerald stared after it.
-
-"By Jove!" he exclaimed. "That's Hortense!"
-
-It might have been Hortense, or it might not. But he instantly
-convinced himself that it was. Not every evening did one meet
-Hortense driving alone in the Champs Elysees, and in August too!
-
-"Hortense?" Sophia asked simply.
-
-"Yes. Hortense Schneider."
-
-"Who is she?"
-
-"You've never heard of Hortense Schneider?"
-
-"No!"
-
-"Well! Have you ever heard of Offenbach?"
-
-"I--I don't know. I don't think so."
-
-He had the mien of utter incredulity. "You don't mean to say
-you've never heard of Bluebeard?"
-
-"I've heard of Bluebeard, of course," said she. "Who hasn't?"
-
-"I mean the opera--Offenbach's."
-
-She shook her head, scarce knowing even what an opera was.
-
-"Well, well! What next?"
-
-He implied that such ignorance stood alone in his experience.
-Really he was delighted at the cleanness of the slate on which he
-had to write. And Sophia was not a bit alarmed. She relished
-instruction from his lips. It was a pleasure to her to learn from
-that exhaustless store of worldly knowledge. To the world she
-would do her best to assume omniscience in its ways, but to him,
-in her present mood, she liked to play the ignorant, uninitiated
-little thing.
-
-"Why," he said, "the Schneider has been the rage since last year
-but one. Absolutely the rage."
-
-"I do wish I'd noticed her!" said Sophia.
-
-"As soon as the Varietes reopens we'll go and see her," he
-replied, and then gave his detailed version of the career of
-Hortense Schneider.
-
-More joys for her in the near future! She had yet scarcely
-penetrated the crust of her bliss. She exulted in the dazzling
-destiny which comprised freedom, fortune, eternal gaiety, and the
-exquisite Gerald.
-
-As they crossed the Place de la Concorde, she inquired, "Are we
-going back to the hotel?"
-
-"No," he said. "I thought we'd go and have supper somewhere, if it
-isn't too early."
-
-"After all that dinner?"
-
-"All what dinner? You ate about five times as much as me, anyhow!"
-
-"Oh, I'm ready!" she said.
-
-She was. This day, because it was the first day of her French
-frock, she regarded as her debut in the dizzy life of capitals.
-She existed in a rapture of bliss, an ecstasy which could feel no
-fatigue, either of body or spirit.
-
-II
-
-It was after midnight when they went into the Restaurant Sylvain;
-Gerald, having decided not to go to the hotel, had changed his
-mind and called there, and having called there, had remained a
-long time: this of course! Sophia was already accustoming herself
-to the idea that, with Gerald, it was impossible to predict
-accurately more than five minutes of the future.
-
-As the chasseur held open the door for them to enter, and Sophia
-passed modestly into the glowing yellow interior of the
-restaurant, followed by Gerald in his character of man-of-the-
-world, they drew the attention of Sylvain's numerous and
-glittering guests. No face could have made a more provocative
-contrast to the women's faces in those screened rooms than the
-face of Sophia, so childlike between the baby's bonnet and the
-huge bow of ribbon, so candid, so charmingly conscious of its own
-pure beauty and of the fact that she was no longer a virgin, but
-the equal in knowledge of any woman alive. She saw around her,
-clustered about the white tables, multitudes of violently red
-lips, powdered cheeks, cold, hard eyes, self-possessed arrogant
-faces, and insolent bosoms. What had impressed her more than
-anything else in Paris, more even than the three-horsed omnibuses,
-was the extraordinary self-assurance of all the women, their
-unashamed posing, their calm acceptance of the public gaze. They
-seemed to say: "We are the renowned Parisiennes." They frightened
-her: they appeared to her so corrupt and so proud in their
-corruption. She had already seen a dozen women in various
-situations of conspicuousness apply powder to their complexions
-with no more ado than if they had been giving a pat to their hair.
-She could not understand such boldness. As for them, they
-marvelled at the phenomena presented in Sophia's person; they
-admired; they admitted the style of the gown; but they envied
-neither her innocence nor her beauty; they envied nothing but her
-youth and the fresh tint of her cheeks.
-
-"Encore des Anglais!" said some of them, as if that explained all.
-
-Gerald had a very curt way with waiters; and the more obsequious
-they were, the haughtier he became; and a head-waiter was no more
-to him than a scullion. He gave loud-voiced orders in French of
-which both he and Sophia were proud, and a table was laid for them
-in a corner near one of the large windows. Sophia settled herself
-on the bench of green velvet, and began to ply the ivory fan which
-Gerald had given her. It was very hot; all the windows were wide
-open, and the sounds of the street mingled clearly with the tinkle
-of the supper-room. Outside, against a sky of deepest purple,
-Sophia could discern the black skeleton of a gigantic building; it
-was the new opera house.
-
-"All sorts here!" said Gerald, contentedly, after he had ordered
-iced soup and sparkling Moselle. Sophia did not know what Moselle
-was, but she imagined that anything would be better than
-champagne.
-
-Sylvain's was then typical of the Second Empire, and particularly
-famous as a supper-room. Expensive and gay, it provided, with its
-discreet decorations, a sumptuous scene where lorettes, actresses,
-respectable women, and an occasional grisette in luck, could
-satisfy their curiosity as to each other. In its catholicity it
-was highly correct as a resort; not many other restaurants in the
-centre could have successfully fought against the rival
-attractions of the Bois and the dim groves of the Champs Elysees
-on a night in August. The complicated richness of the dresses, the
-yards and yards of fine stitchery, the endless ruching, the hints,
-more or less incautious, of nether treasures of embroidered linen;
-and, leaping over all this to the eye, the vivid colourings of
-silks and muslins, veils, plumes and flowers, piled as it were
-pell-mell in heaps on the universal green cushions to the furthest
-vista of the restaurant, and all multiplied in gilt mirrors--the
-spectacle intoxicated Sophia. Her eyes gleamed. She drank the soup
-with eagerness, and tasted the wine, though no desire on her part
-to like wine could make her like it; and then, seeing pineapples
-on a large table covered with fruits, she told Gerald that she
-should like some pineapple, and Gerald ordered one.
-
-She gathered her self-esteem and her wits together, and began to
-give Gerald her views on the costumes. She could do so with
-impunity, because her own was indubitably beyond criticism. Some
-she wholly condemned, and there was not one which earned her
-unreserved approval. All the absurd fastidiousness of her
-schoolgirlish provinciality emerged in that eager, affected
-torrent of remarks. However, she was clever enough to read, after
-a time, in Gerald's tone and features, that she was making a
-tedious fool of herself. And she adroitly shifted her criticism
-from the taste to the WORK--she put a strong accent on the word--
-and pronounced that to be miraculous beyond description. She
-reckoned that she knew what dressmaking and millinery were, and
-her little fund of expert knowledge caused her to picture a whole
-necessary cityful of girls stitching, stitching, and stitching day
-and night. She had wondered, during the few odd days that they had
-spent in Paris, between visits to Chantilly and other places, at
-the massed luxury of the shops; she had wondered, starting with
-St. Luke's Square as a standard, how they could all thrive. But
-now in her first real glimpse of the banal and licentious
-profusion of one among a hundred restaurants, she wondered that
-the shops were so few. She thought how splendid was all this
-expensiveness for trade. Indeed, the notions chasing each other
-within that lovely and foolish head were a surprising medley.
-
-"Well, what do you think of Sylvain's?" Gerald asked, impatient to
-be assured that his Sylvain's had duly overwhelmed her.
-
-"Oh, Gerald!" she murmured, indicating that speech was inadequate.
-And she just furtively touched his hand with hers.
-
-The ennui due to her critical disquisition on the shortcomings of
-Parisian costume cleared away from Gerald's face.
-
-"What do you suppose those people there are talking about?" he
-said with a jerk of the head towards a chattering group of three
-gorgeous lorettes and two middle-aged men at the next table but
-one.
-
-"What are they talking about?"
-
-"They're talking about the execution of the murderer Rivain that
-takes place at Auxerre the day after to-morrow. They're arranging
-to make up a party and go and see it."
-
-"Oh, what a horrid idea!" said Sophia.
-
-"Guillotine, you know!" said Gerald.
-
-"But can people see it?"
-
-"Yes, of course."
-
-"Well, I think it's horrible."
-
-"Yes, that's why people like to go and see it. Besides, the man
-isn't an ordinary sort of criminal at all. He's very young and
-good-looking, and well connected. And he killed the celebrated
-Claudine. ..."
-
-"Claudine?"
-
-"Claudine Jacquinot. Of course you wouldn't know. She was a
-tremendous--er--wrong 'un here in the forties. Made a lot of
-money, and retired to her native town."
-
-Sophia, in spite of her efforts to maintain the role of a woman
-who has nothing to learn, blushed.
-
-"Then she was older than he is."
-
-"Thirty-five years older, if a day."
-
-"What did he kill her for?"
-
-"She wouldn't give him enough money. She was his mistress--or
-rather one of 'em. He wanted money for a young lady friend, you
-see. He killed her and took all the jewels she was wearing.
-Whenever he went to see her she always wore all her best jewels--
-and you may bet a woman like that had a few. It seems she had been
-afraid for a long time that he meant to do for her."
-
-"Then why did she see him? And why did she wear her jewels?"
-
-"Because she liked being afraid, goose! Some women only enjoy
-themselves when they're terrified. Queer, isn't it?"
-
-Gerald insisted on meeting his wife's gaze as he finished these
-revelations. He pretended that such stories were the commonest
-things on earth, and that to be scandalized by them was infantile.
-Sophia, thrust suddenly into a strange civilization perfectly
-frank in its sensuality and its sensuousness, under the guidance
-of a young man to whom her half-formed intelligence was a most
-diverting toy--Sophia felt mysteriously uncomfortable, disturbed
-by sinister, flitting phantoms of ideas which she only dimly
-apprehended. Her eyes fell. Gerald laughed self-consciously. She
-would not eat any more pineapple.
-
-Immediately afterwards there came into the restaurant an
-apparition which momentarily stopped every conversation in the
-room. It was a tall and mature woman who wore over a dress of
-purplish-black silk a vast flowing sortie de bal of vermilion
-velvet, looped and tasselled with gold. No other costume could
-live by the side of that garment, Arab in shape, Russian in
-colour, and Parisian in style. It blazed. The woman's heavy
-coiffure was bound with fillets of gold braid and crimson
-rosettes. She was followed by a young Englishman in evening dress
-and whiskers of the most exact correctness. The woman sailed, a
-little breathlessly, to a table next to Gerald's, and took
-possession of it with an air of use, almost of tedium. She sat
-down, threw the cloak from her majestic bosom, and expanded her
-chest. Seeming to ignore the Englishman, who superciliously
-assumed the seat opposite to her, she let her large scornful eyes
-travel round the restaurant, slowly and imperiously meeting the
-curiosity which she had evoked. Her beauty had undoubtedly been
-dazzling, it was still effulgent; but the blossom was about to
-fall. She was admirably rouged and powdered; her arms were
-glorious; her lashes were long. There was little fault, save the
-excessive ripeness of a blonde who fights in vain against obesity.
-And her clothes combined audacity with the propriety of fashion.
-She carelessly deposed costly trinkets on the table, and then,
-having intimidated the whole company, she accepted the menu from
-the head-waiter and began to study it.
-
-"That's one of 'em!" Gerald whispered to Sophia.
-
-"One of what?" Sophia whispered.
-
-Gerald raised his eyebrows warningly, and winked. The Englishman
-had overheard; and a look of frigid displeasure passed across his
-proud face. Evidently he belonged to a rank much higher than
-Gerald's; and Gerald, though he could always comfort himself by
-the thought that he had been to a university with the best, felt
-his own inferiority and could not hide that he felt it. Gerald was
-wealthy; he came of a wealthy family; but he had not the habit of
-wealth. When he spent money furiously, he did it with bravado, too
-conscious of grandeur and too conscious of the difficulties of
-acquiring that which he threw away. For Gerald had earned money.
-This whiskered Englishman had never earned money, never known the
-value of it, never imagined himself without as much of it as he
-might happen to want. He had the face of one accustomed to give
-orders and to look down upon inferiors. He was absolutely sure of
-himself. That his companion chiefly ignored him did not appear to
-incommode him in the least. She spoke to him in French. He replied
-in English, very briefly; and then, in English, he commanded the
-supper. As soon as the champagne was served he began to drink; in
-the intervals of drinking he gently stroked his whiskers. The
-woman spoke no more.
-
-Gerald talked more loudly. With that aristocratic Englishman
-observing him, he could not remain at ease. And not only did he
-talk more loudly; he brought into his conversation references to
-money, travels, and worldly experiences. While seeking to impress
-the Englishman, he was merely becoming ridiculous to the
-Englishman; and obscurely he was aware of this. Sophia noticed and
-regretted it. Still, feeling very unimportant herself, she was
-reconciled to the superiority of the whiskered Englishman as to a
-natural fact. Gerald's behaviour slightly lowered him in her
-esteem. Then she looked at him--at his well-shaped neatness, his
-vivacious face, his excellent clothes, and decided that he was
-much to be preferred to any heavy-jawed, long-nosed aristocrat
-alive.
-
-The woman whose vermilion cloak lay around her like a
-fortification spoke to her escort. He did not understand. He tried
-to express himself in French, and failed. Then the woman
-recommenced, talking at length. When she had done he shook his
-head. His acquaintance with French was limited to the vocabulary
-of food.
-
-"Guillotine!" he murmured, the sole word of her discourse that he
-had understood.
-
-"Oui, oui! Guillotine. Enfin ...!" cried the woman excitedly.
-Encouraged by her success in conveying even one word of her
-remarks, she began a third time.
-
-"Excuse me," said Gerald. "Madame is talking about the execution
-at Auxerre the day after to-morrow. N'est-ce-pas, madame, que vous
-parliez de Rivain?"
-
-The Englishman glared angrily at Gerald's officious interruption.
-But the woman smiled benevolently on Gerald, and insisted on
-talking to her friend through him. And the Englishman had to make
-the best of the situation.
-
-"There isn't a restaurant in Paris to-night where they aren't
-talking about that execution," said Gerald on his own account.
-
-"Indeed!" observed the Englishman.
-
-Wine affected them in different ways.
-
-Now a fragile, short young Frenchman, with an extremely pale face
-ending in a thin black imperial, appeared at the entrance. He
-looked about, and, recognizing the woman of the scarlet cloak,
-very discreetly saluted her. Then he saw Gerald, and his worn,
-fatigued features showed a sudden, startled smile. He came rapidly
-forward, hat in hand, seized Gerald's palm and greeted him
-effusively.
-
-"My wife," said Gerald, with the solemn care of a man who is
-determined to prove that he is entirely sober.
-
-The young man became grave and excessively ceremonious. He bowed
-low over Sophia's hand and kissed it. Her impulse was to laugh,
-but the gravity of the young man's deference stopped her. She
-glanced at Gerald, blushing, as if to say: "This comedy is not my
-fault." Gerald said something, the young man turned to him and his
-face resumed its welcoming smile.
-
-"This is Monsieur Chirac," Gerald at length completed the
-introduction, "a friend of mine when I lived in Paris."
-
-He was proud to have met by accident an acquaintance in a
-restaurant. It demonstrated that he was a Parisian, and improved
-his standing with the whiskered Englishman and the vermilion
-cloak.
-
-"It is the first time you come Paris, madame?" Chirac addressed
-himself to Sophia, in limping, timorous English.
-
-"Yes," she giggled. He bowed again.
-
-Chirac, with his best compliments, felicitated Gerald upon his
-marriage.
-
-"Don't mention it!" said the humorous Gerald in English, amused at
-his own wit; and then: "What about this execution?"
-
-"Ah!" replied Chirac, breathing out a long breath, and smiling at
-Sophia. "Rivain! Rivain!" He made a large, important gesture with
-his hand.
-
-It was at once to be seen that Gerald had touched the topic which
-secretly ravaged the supper-world as a subterranean fire ravages a
-mine.
-
-"I go!" said Chirac, with pride, glancing at Sophia, who smiled
-self-consciously.
-
-Chirac entered upon a conversation with Gerald in French. Sophia
-comprehended that Gerald was surprised and impressed by what
-Chirac told him and that Chirac in turn was surprised. Then Gerald
-laboriously found his pocket-book, and after some fumbling with it
-handed it to Chirac so that the latter might write in it.
-
-"Madame!" murmured Chirac, resuming his ceremonious stiffness in
-order to take leave. "Alors, c'est entendu, mon cher ami!" he said
-to Gerald, who nodded phlegmatically. And Chirac went away to the
-next table but one, where were the three lorettes and the two
-middle-aged men. He was received there with enthusiasm.
-
-Sophia began to be teased by a little fear that Gerald was not
-quite his usual self. She did not think of him as tipsy. The idea
-of his being tipsy would have shocked her. She did not think
-clearly at all. She was lost and dazed in the labyrinth of new and
-vivid impressions into which Gerald had led her. But her prudence
-was awake.
-
-"I think I'm tired," she said in a low voice.
-
-"You don't want to go, do you?" he asked, hurt.
-
-"Well--"
-
-"Oh, wait a bit!"
-
-The owner of the vermilion cloak spoke again to Gerald, who showed
-that he was flattered. While talking to her he ordered a brandy-
-and-soda. And then he could not refrain from displaying to her his
-familiarity with Parisian life, and he related how he had met
-Hortense Schneider behind a pair of white horses. The vermilion
-cloak grew even more sociable at the mention of this resounding
-name, and chattered with the most agreeable vivacity. Her friend
-stared inimically.
-
-"Do you hear that?" Gerald explained to Sophia, who was sitting
-silent. "About Hortense Schneider--you know, we met her to-night.
-It seems she made a bet of a louis with some fellow, and when he
-lost he sent her the louis set in diamonds worth a hundred
-thousand francs. That's how they go on here."
-
-"Oh!" cried Sophia, further than ever in the labyrinth.
-
-"'Scuse me," the Englishman put in heavily. He had heard the words
-'Hortense Schneider,' 'Hortense Schneider,' repeating themselves
-in the conversation, and at last it had occurred to him that the
-conversation was about Hortense Schneider. "'Scuse me," he began
-again. "Are you--do you mean Hortense Schneider?"
-
-"Yes," said Gerald. "We met her to-night."
-
-"She's in Trouville," said the Englishman, flatly.
-
-Gerald shook his head positively.
-
-"I gave a supper to her in Trouville last night," said the
-Englishman. "And she plays at the Casino Theatre to-night."
-
-Gerald was repulsed but not defeated. "What is she playing in to-
-night? Tell me that!" he sneered.
-
-"I don't see why I sh'd tell you."
-
-"Hm!" Gerald retorted. "If what you say is true, it's a very
-strange thing I should have seen her in the Champs Elysees to-
-night, isn't it?"
-
-The Englishman drank more wine. "If you want to insult me, sir--"
-he began coldly.
-
-"Gerald!" Sophia urged in a whisper.
-
-"Be quiet!" Gerald snapped.
-
-A fiddler in fancy costume plunged into the restaurant at that
-moment and began to play wildly. The shock of his strange advent
-momentarily silenced the quarrel; but soon it leaped up again,
-under the shelter of the noisy music,--the common, tedious,
-tippler's quarrel. It rose higher and higher. The fiddler looked
-askance at it over his fiddle. Chirac cautiously observed it.
-Instead of attending to the music, the festal company attended to
-the quarrel. Three waiters in a group watched it with an impartial
-sporting interest. The English voices grew more menacing.
-
-Then suddenly the whiskered Englishman, jerking his head towards
-the door, said more quietly:
-
-"Hadn't we better settle thish outside?"
-
-"At your service!" said Gerald, rising.
-
-The owner of the vermilion cloak lifted her eyebrows to Chirac in
-fatigued disgust, but she said nothing. Nor did Sophia say
-anything. Sophia was overcome by terror.
-
-The swain of the cloak, dragging his coat after him across the
-floor, left the restaurant without offering any apology or
-explanation to his lady.
-
-"Wait here for me," said Gerald defiantly to Sophia. "I shall be
-back in a minute."
-
-"But, Gerald!" She put her hand on his sleeve.
-
-He snatched his arm away. "Wait here for me, I tell you," he
-repeated.
-
-The doorkeeper obsequiously opened the door to the two unsteady
-carousers, for whom the fiddler drew back, still playing.
-
-Thus Sophia was left side by side with the vermilion cloak. She
-was quite helpless. All the pride of a married woman had abandoned
-her. She stood transfixed by intense shame, staring painfully at a
-pillar, to avoid the universal assault of eyes. She felt like an
-indiscreet little girl, and she looked like one. No youthful
-radiant beauty of features, no grace and style of a Parisian
-dress, no certificate of a ring, no premature initiation into the
-mysteries, could save her from the appearance of a raw fool whose
-foolishness had been her undoing. Her face changed to its reddest,
-and remained at that, and all the fundamental innocence of her
-nature, which had been overlaid by the violent experiences of her
-brief companionship with Gerald, rose again to the surface with
-that blush. Her situation drew pity from a few hearts and a
-careless contempt from the rest. But since once more it was a
-question of ces Anglais, nobody could be astonished.
-
-Without moving her head, she twisted her eyes to the clock: half-
-past two. The fiddler ceased his dance and made a collection in
-his tasselled cap. The vermilion cloak threw a coin into the cap.
-Sophia stared at it moveless, until the fiddler, tired of waiting,
-passed to the next table and relieved her agony. She had no money
-at all. She set herself to watch the clock; but its fingers would
-not stir.
-
-With an exclamation the lady of the cloak got up and peered out of
-the window, chatted with waiters, and then removed herself and her
-cloak to the next table, where she was received with amiable
-sympathy by the three lorettes, Chirac, and the other two men. The
-party surreptitiously examined Sophia from time to time. Then
-Chirac went outside with the head-waiter, returned, consulted with
-his friends, and finally approached Sophia. It was twenty minutes
-past three.
-
-He renewed his magnificent bow. "Madame," he said carefully, "will
-you allow me to bring you to your hotel?"
-
-He made no reference to Gerald, partly, doubtless, because his
-English was treacherous on difficult ground.
-
-Sophia had not sufficient presence of mind to thank her saviour.
-
-"But the bill?" she stammered. "The bill isn't paid."
-
-He did not instantly understand her. But one of the waiters had
-caught the sound of a familiar word, and sprang forward with a
-slip of paper on a plate.
-
-"I have no money," said Sophia, with a feeble smile.
-
-"Je vous arrangerai ca," he said. "What name of the hotel?
-Meurice, is it not?"
-
-"Hotel Meurice," said Sophia. "Yes."
-
-He spoke to the head-waiter about the bill, which was carried away
-like something obscene; and on his arm, which he punctiliously
-offered and she could not refuse, Sophia left the scene of her
-ignominy. She was so distraught that she could not manage her
-crinoline in the doorway. No sign anywhere outside of Gerald or
-his foe!
-
-He put her into an open carriage, and in five minutes they had
-clattered down the brilliant silence of the Rue de la Paix,
-through the Place Vendome into the Rue de Rivoli; and the night-
-porter of the hotel was at the carriage-step.
-
-"I tell them at the restaurant where you gone," said Chirac, bare-
-headed under the long colonnade of the street. "If your husband is
-there, I tell him. Till to-morrow ...!"
-
-His manners were more wonderful than any that Sophia had ever
-imagined. He might have been in the dark Tuileries on the opposite
-side of the street, saluting an empress, instead of taking leave
-of a raw little girl, who was still too disturbed even to thank
-him.
-
-She fled candle in hand up the wide, many-cornered stairs; Gerald
-might be already in the bedroom, ... drunk! There was a chance.
-But the gilt-fringed bedroom was empty. She sat down at the
-velvet-covered table amid the shadows cast by the candle that
-wavered in the draught from the open window. And she set her teeth
-and a cold fury possessed her in the hot and languorous night.
-Gerald was an imbecile. That he should have allowed himself to get
-tipsy was bad enough, but that he should have exposed her to the
-horrible situation from which Chirac had extricated her, was
-unspeakably disgraceful. He was an imbecile. He had no common
-sense. With all his captivating charm, he could not be relied upon
-not to make himself and her ridiculous, tragically ridiculous.
-Compare him with Mr. Chirac! She leaned despairingly on the table.
-She would not undress. She would not move. She had to realize her
-position; she had to see it.
-
-Folly! Folly! Fancy a commercial traveller throwing a compromising
-piece of paper to the daughter of his customer in the shop itself:
-that was the incredible folly with which their relations had
-begun! And his mad gesture at the pit-shaft! And his scheme for
-bringing her to Paris unmarried! And then to-night! Monstrous
-folly! Alone in the bedroom she was a wise and a disillusioned
-woman, wiser than any of those dolls in the restaurant.
-
-And had she not gone to Gerald, as it were, over the dead body of
-her father, through lies and lies and again lies? That was how she
-phrased it to herself. ... Over the dead body of her father! How
-could such a venture succeed? How could she ever have hoped that
-it would succeed? In that moment she saw her acts with the
-terrible vision of a Hebrew prophet.
-
-She thought of the Square and of her life there with her mother
-and Sophia. Never would her pride allow her to return to that
-life, not even if the worst happened to her that could happen. She
-was one of those who are prepared to pay without grumbling for
-what they have had.
-
-There was a sound outside. She noticed that the dawn had begun.
-The door opened and disclosed Gerald.
-
-They exchanged a searching glance, and Gerald shut the door.
-Gerald infected the air, but she perceived at once that he was
-sobered. His lip was bleeding.
-
-"Mr. Chirac brought me home," she said.
-
-"So it seems," said Gerald, curtly. "I asked you to wait for me.
-Didn't I say I should come back?"
-
-He was adopting the injured magisterial tone of the man who is
-ridiculously trying to conceal from himself and others that he has
-recently behaved like an ass.
-
-She resented the injustice. "I don't think you need talk like
-that," she said.
-
-"Like what?" he bullied her, determined that she should be in the
-wrong.
-
-And what a hard look on his pretty face!
-
-Her prudence bade her accept the injustice. She was his. Rapt away
-from her own world, she was utterly dependent on his good nature.
-
-"I knocked my chin against the damned balustrade, coming
-upstairs," said Gerald, gloomily.
-
-She knew that was a lie. "Did you?" she replied kindly. "Let me
-bathe it."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-AN AMBITION SATISFIED
-
-I
-
-
-She went to sleep in misery. All the glory of her new life had
-been eclipsed. But when she woke up, a few hours later, in the
-large, velvety stateliness of the bedroom for which Gerald was
-paying so fantastic a price per day, she was in a brighter mood,
-and very willing to reconsider her verdicts. Her pride induced her
-to put Gerald in the right and herself in the wrong, for she was
-too proud to admit that she had married a charming and
-irresponsible fool. And, indeed, ought she not to put herself in
-the wrong? Gerald had told her to wait, and she had not waited. He
-had said that he should return to the restaurant, and he had
-returned. Why had she not waited? She had not waited because she
-had behaved like a simpleton. She had been terrified about
-nothing. Had she not been frequenting restaurants now for a month
-past? Ought not a married woman to be capable of waiting an hour
-in a restaurant for her lawful husband without looking a ninny?
-And as for Gerald's behaviour, how could he have acted
-differently? The other Englishman was obviously a brute and had
-sought a quarrel. His contradiction of Gerald's statements was
-extremely offensive. On being invited by the brute to go outside,
-what could Gerald do but comply? Not to have complied might have
-meant a fight in the restaurant, as the brute was certainly drunk.
-Compared to the brute, Gerald was not at all drunk, merely a
-little gay and talkative. Then Gerald's fib about his chin was
-natural; he simply wished to minimize the fuss and to spare her
-feelings. It was, in fact, just like Gerald to keep perfect
-silence as to what had passed between himself and the brute.
-However, she was convinced that Gerald, so lithe and quick, had
-given that great brute with his supercilious ways as good as he
-received, if not better.
-
-And if she were a man and had asked her wife to wait in a
-restaurant, and the wife had gone home under the escort of another
-man, she would most assuredly be much more angry than Gerald had
-been. She was very glad that she had controlled herself and
-exercised a meek diplomacy. A quarrel had thus been avoided. Yes,
-the finish of the evening could not be called a quarrel; after her
-nursing of his chin, nothing but a slight coolness on his part had
-persisted.
-
-She arose silently and began to dress, full of a determination to
-treat Gerald as a good wife ought to treat a husband. Gerald did
-not stir; he was an excellent sleeper: one of those organisms that
-never want to go to bed and never want to get up. When her toilet
-was complete save for her bodice, there was a knock at the door.
-She started.
-
-"Gerald!" She approached the bed, and leaned her nude bosom over
-her husband, and put her arms round his neck. This method of being
-brought back to consciousness did not displease him.
-
-The knock was repeated. He gave a grunt.
-
-"Some one's knocking at the door," she whispered.
-
-"Then why don't you open it?" he asked dreamily.
-
-"I'm not dressed, darling."
-
-He looked at her. "Stick something on your shoulders, girl!" said
-he. "What does it matter?"
-
-There she was, being a simpleton again, despite her resolution!
-
-She obeyed, and cautiously opened the door, standing behind it.
-
-A middle-aged whiskered servant, in a long white apron, announced
-matters in French which passed her understanding. But Gerald had
-heard from the bed, and he replied.
-
-"Bien, monsieur!" The servant departed, with a bow, down the
-obscure corridor.
-
-"It's Chirac," Gerald explained when she had shut the door. "I was
-forgetting I asked him to come and have lunch with us, early. He's
-waiting in the drawing-room. Just put your bodice on, and go and
-talk to him till I come."
-
-He jumped out of bed, and then, standing in his night-garb,
-stretched himself and terrifically yawned.
-
-"Me?" Sophia questioned.
-
-"Who else?" said Gerald, with that curious satiric dryness which
-he would sometimes import into his tone.
-
-"But I can't speak French!" she protested.
-
-"I didn't suppose you could," said Gerald, with an increase of
-dryness; "but you know as well as I do that he can speak English."
-
-"Oh, very well, then!" she murmured with agreeable alacrity.
-
-Evidently Gerald had not yet quite recovered from his legitimate
-displeasure of the night. He minutely examined his mouth in the
-glass of the Louis Philippe wardrobe. It showed scarcely a trace
-of battle.
-
-"I say!" he stopped her, as, nervous at the prospect before her,
-she was leaving the room. "I was thinking of going to Auxerre to-
-day."
-
-"Auxerre?" she repeated, wondering under what circumstances she
-had recently heard that name. Then she remembered: it was the
-place of execution of the murderer Rivain.
-
-"Yes," he said. "Chirac has to go. He's on a newspaper now. He was
-an architect when I knew him. He's got to go and he thinks himself
-jolly lucky. So I thought I'd go with him."
-
-The truth was that he had definitely arranged to go.
-
-"Not to see the execution?" she stammered.
-
-"Why not? I've always wanted to see an execution, especially with
-the guillotine. And executions are public in France. It's quite
-the proper thing to go to them."
-
-"But why do you want to see an execution?"
-
-"It just happens that I do want to see an execution. It's a fancy
-of mine, that's all. I don't know that any reason is necessary,"
-he said, pouring out water into the diminutive ewer.
-
-She was aghast. "And shall you leave me here alone?"
-
-"Well," said he, "I don't see why my being married should prevent
-me from doing something that I've always wanted to do. Do you?"
-
-"Oh NO!" she eagerly concurred.
-
-"That's all right," he said. "You can do exactly as you like.
-Either stay here, or come with me. If you go to Auxerre there's no
-need at all for you to see the execution. It's an interesting old
-town--cathedral and so on. But of course if you can't bear to be
-in the same town as a guillotine, I'll go alone. I shall come back
-to-morrow."
-
-It was plain where his wish lay. She stopped the phrases that came
-to her lips, and did her best to dismiss the thoughts which
-prompted them.
-
-"Of course I'll go," she said quietly. She hesitated, and then
-went up to the washstand and kissed a part of his cheek that was
-not soapy. That kiss, which comforted and somehow reassured her,
-was the expression of a surrender whose monstrousness she would
-not admit to herself.
-
-In the rich and dusty drawing-room, Chirac and Chirac's exquisite
-formalities awaited her. Nobody else was there.
-
-"My husband ..." she began, smiling and blushing. She liked
-Chirac.
-
-It was the first time she had had the opportunity of using that
-word to other than a servant. It soothed her and gave her
-confidence. She perceived after a few moments that Chirac did
-genuinely admire her; more, that she inspired him with something
-that resembled awe. Speaking very slowly and distinctly she said
-that she should travel with her husband to Auxerre; as he saw no
-objection to that course; implying that if he saw no objection she
-was perfectly satisfied. Chirac was concurrence itself. In five
-minutes it seemed to be the most natural and proper thing in the
-world that, on her honeymoon, she should be going with her husband
-to a particular town because a notorious murderer was about to be
-decapitated there in public.
-
-"My husband has always wanted to see an execution," she said,
-later. "It would be a pity to ..."
-
-"As psychological experience," replied Chirac, pronouncing the p
-of the adjective, "it will be very interessant. ... To observe
-one's self, in such circumstances ..." He smiled
-enthusiastically.
-
-She thought how strange even nice Frenchmen were. Imagine going to
-an execution in order to observe yourself!
-
-II
-
-What continually impressed Sophia as strange, in the behaviour not
-only of Gerald but of Chirac and other people with whom she came
-into contact, was its quality of casualness. She had all her life
-been accustomed to see enterprises, even minor ones, well pondered
-and then carefully schemed beforehand. In St. Luke's Square there
-was always, in every head, a sort of time-table of existence
-prepared at least one week in advance. But in Gerald's world
-nothing was prearranged. Elaborate affairs were decided in a
-moment and undertaken with extraordinary lightness. Thus the
-excursion to Auxerre! During lunch scarcely a word was said as to
-it; the conversation, in English for Sophia's advantage, turning,
-as usual under such circumstances, upon the difficulty of
-languages and the differences between countries. Nobody would have
-guessed that any member of the party had any preoccupation
-whatever for the rest of the day. The meal was delightful to
-Sophia; not merely did she find Chirac comfortingly kind and
-sincere, but Gerald was restored to the perfection of his charm
-and his good humour. Then suddenly, in the midst of coffee, the
-question of trains loomed up like a swift crisis. In five minutes
-Chirac had departed--whether to his office or his home Sophia did
-not understand, and within a quarter of an hour she and Gerald
-were driving rapidly to the Gare de Lyon, Gerald stuffing into his
-pocket a large envelope full of papers which he had received by
-registered post. They caught the train by about a minute, and
-Chirac by a few seconds. Yet neither he nor Gerald seemed to
-envisage the risk of inconvenience and annoyance which they had
-incurred and escaped. Chirac chattered through the window with
-another journalist in the next compartment. When she had leisure
-to examine him, Sophia saw that he must have called at his home to
-put on old clothes. Everybody except herself and Gerald seemed to
-travel in his oldest clothes.
-
-The train was hot, noisy, and dusty. But, one after another, all
-three of them fell asleep and slept heavily, calmly, like healthy
-and exhausted young animals. Nothing could disturb them for more
-than a moment. To Sophia it appeared to be by simple chance that
-Chirac aroused himself and them at Laroche and sleepily seized her
-valise and got them all out on the platform, where they yawned and
-smiled, full of the deep, half-realized satisfaction of repose.
-They drank nectar from a wheeled buffet, drank it eagerly, in
-thirsty gulps, and sighed with pleasure and relief, and Gerald
-threw down a coin, refusing change with a lord's gesture. The
-local train to Auxerre was full, and with a varied and sinister
-cargo. At length they were in the zone of the waiting guillotine.
-The rumour ran that the executioner was on the train. No one had
-seen him; no one was sure of recognizing him, but everyone hugged
-the belief that he was on the train. Although the sun was sinking
-the heat seemed not to abate. Attitudes grew more limp, more
-abandoned. Soot and prickly dust flew in unceasingly at the open
-windows. The train stopped at Bonnard, Chemilly, and Moneteau,
-each time before a waiting crowd that invaded it. And at last, in
-the great station at Auxerre, it poured out an incredible mass of
-befouled humanity that spread over everything like an inundation.
-Sophia was frightened. Gerald left the initiative to Chirac, and
-Chirac took her arm and led her forward, looking behind him to see
-that Gerald followed with the valise. Frenzy seemed to reign in
-Auxerre.
-
-The driver of a cab demanded ten francs for transporting them to
-the Hotel de l'Epee.
-
-"Bah!" scornfully exclaimed Chirac, in his quality of experienced
-Parisian who is not to be exploited by heavy-witted provincials.
-
-But the driver of the next cab demanded twelve francs.
-
-"Jump in," said Gerald to Sophia. Chirac lifted his eyebrows.
-
-At the same moment a tall, stout man with the hard face of a
-flourishing scoundrel, and a young, pallid girl on his arm, pushed
-aside both Gerald and Chirac and got into the cab with his
-companion.
-
-Chirac protested, telling him that the cab was already engaged.
-
-The usurper scowled and swore, and the young girl laughed boldly.
-
-Sophia, shrinking, expected her escort to execute justice heroic
-and final; but she was disappointed.
-
-"Brute!" murmured Chirac, and shrugged his shoulders, as the
-carriage drove off, leaving them foolish on the kerb.
-
-By this time all the other cabs had been seized. They walked to
-the Hotel de l'Epee, jostled by the crowd, Sophia and Chirac in
-front, and Gerald following with the valise, whose weight caused
-him to lean over to the right and his left arm to rise. The avenue
-was long, straight, and misty with a floating dust. Sophia had a
-vivid sense of the romantic. They saw towers and spires, and
-Chirac talked to her slowly and carefully of the cathedral and the
-famous churches. He said that the stained glass was marvellous,
-and with much care he catalogued for her all the things she must
-visit. They crossed a river. She felt as though she was stepping
-into the middle age. At intervals Gerald changed the valise from
-hand to hand; obstinately, he would not let Chirac touch it. They
-struggled upwards, through narrow curving streets.
-
-"Voila!" said Chirac.
-
-They were in front of the Hotel de l'Epee. Across the street was a
-cafe crammed with people. Several carriages stood in front. The
-Hotel de l'Epee had a reassuring air of mellow respectability,
-such as Chirac had claimed for it. He had suggested this hotel for
-Madame Scales because it was not near the place of execution.
-Gerald had said, "Of course! Of course!" Chirac, who did not mean
-to go to bed, required no room for himself.
-
-The Hotel de l'Epee had one room to offer, at the price of twenty-
-five francs.
-
-Gerald revolted at the attempted imposition. "A nice thing!" he
-grumbled, "that ordinary travellers can't get a decent room at a
-decent price just because some one's going to be guillotined to-
-morrow! We'll try elsewhere!"
-
-His features expressed disgust, but Sophia fancied that he was
-secretly pleased.
-
-They swaggered out of the busy stir of the hotel, as those must
-who, having declined to be swindled, wish to preserve their
-importance in the face of the world. In the street a cabman
-solicited them, and filled them with hope by saying that he knew
-of a hotel that might suit them and would drive them there for
-five francs. He furiously lashed his horse. The mere fact of being
-in a swiftly moving carriage which wayfarers had to avoid nimbly,
-maintained their spirits. They had a near glimpse of the
-cathedral. The cab halted with a bump, in a small square, in front
-of a repellent building which bore the sign, 'Hotel de Vezelay.'
-The horse was bleeding. Gerald instructed Sophia to remain where
-she was, and he and Chirac went up four stone steps into the
-hotel. Sophia, stared at by loose crowds that were promenading,
-gazed about her, and saw that all the windows of the square were
-open and most of them occupied by people who laughed and
-chattered. Then there was a shout: Gerald's voice. He had appeared
-at a window on the second floor of the hotel with Chirac and a
-very fat woman. Chirac saluted, and Gerald laughed carelessly, and
-nodded.
-
-"It's all right," said Gerald, having descended.
-
-"How much do they ask?" Sophia inquired indiscreetly.
-
-Gerald hesitated, and looked self-conscious. "Thirty-five francs,"
-he said. "But I've had enough of driving about. It seems we're
-lucky to get it even at that."
-
-And Chirac shrugged his shoulders as if to indicate that the
-situation and the price ought to be accepted philosophically.
-Gerald gave the driver five francs. He examined the piece and
-demanded a pourboire.
-
-"Oh! Damn!" said Gerald, and, because he had no smaller change,
-parted with another two francs.
-
-"Is any one coming out for this damned valise?" Gerald demanded,
-like a tyrant whose wrath would presently fall if the populace did
-not instantly set about minding their p's and q's.
-
-But nobody emerged, and he was compelled to carry the bag himself.
-
-The hotel was dark and malodorous, and every room seemed to be
-crowded with giggling groups of drinkers.
-
-"We can't both sleep in this bed, surely," said Sophia when,
-Chirac having remained downstairs, she faced Gerald in a small,
-mean bedroom.
-
-"You don't suppose I shall go to bed, do you?" said Gerald, rather
-brusquely. "It's for you. We're going to eat now. Look sharp."
-
-III
-
-It was night. She lay in the narrow, crimson-draped bed. The heavy
-crimson curtains had been drawn across the dirty lace curtains of
-the window, but the lights of the little square faintly penetrated
-through chinks into the room. The sounds of the square also
-penetrated, extraordinarily loud and clear, for the unabated heat
-had compelled her to leave the window open. She could not sleep.
-Exhausted though she was, there was no hope of her being able to
-sleep.
-
-Once again she was profoundly depressed. She remembered the dinner
-with horror. The long, crowded table, with semi-circular ends, in
-the oppressive and reeking dining-room lighted by oil-lamps! There
-must have been at least forty people at that table. Most of them
-ate disgustingly, as noisily as pigs, with the ends of the large
-coarse napkins tucked in at their necks. All the service was done
-by the fat woman whom she had seen at the window with Gerald, and
-a young girl whose demeanour was candidly brazen. Both these
-creatures were slatterns. Everything was dirty. But the food was
-good. Chirac and Gerald were agreed that the food was good, as
-well as the wine. "Remarquable!" Chirac had said, of the wine.
-Sophia, however, could neither eat nor drink with relish. She was
-afraid. The company shocked her by its gestures alone. It was very
-heterogeneous in appearance, some of the diners being well
-dressed, approaching elegance, and others shabby. But all the
-faces, to the youngest, were brutalized, corrupt, and shameless.
-The juxtaposition of old men and young women was odious to her,
-especially when those pairs kissed, as they did frequently towards
-the end of the meal. Happily she was placed between Chirac and
-Gerald. That situation seemed to shelter her even from the
-conversation. She would have comprehended nothing of the
-conversation, had it not been for the presence of a middle-aged
-Englishman who sat at the opposite end of the table with a
-youngish, stylish Frenchwoman whom she had seen at Sylvain's on
-the previous night. The Englishman was evidently under a promise
-to teach English to the Frenchwoman. He kept translating for her
-into English, slowly and distinctly, and she would repeat the
-phrases after him, with strange contortions of the mouth.
-
-Thus Sophia gathered that the talk was exclusively about
-assassinations, executions, criminals, and executioners. Some of
-the people there made a practice of attending every execution.
-They were fountains of interesting gossip, and the lions of the
-meal. There was a woman who could recall the dying words of all
-the victims of justice for twenty years past. The table roared
-with hysteric laughter at one of this woman's anecdotes. Sophia
-learned that she had related how a criminal had said to the priest
-who was good-naturedly trying to screen the sight of the
-guillotine from him with his body: "Stand away now, parson.
-Haven't I paid to see it?" Such was the Englishman's rendering.
-The wages of the executioners and their assistants were discussed,
-and differences of opinions led to ferocious arguments. A young
-and dandiacal fellow told, as a fact which he was ready to vouch
-for with a pistol, how Cora Pearl, the renowned English courtesan,
-had through her influence over a prefect of police succeeded in
-visiting a criminal alone in his cell during the night preceding
-his execution, and had only quitted him an hour before the final
-summons. The tale won the honours of the dinner. It was regarded
-as truly impressive, and inevitably it led to the general inquiry:
-what could the highest personages in the empire see to admire in
-that red-haired Englishwoman? And of course Rivain himself, the
-handsome homicide, the centre and hero of the fete, was never long
-out of the conversation. Several of the diners had seen him; one
-or two knew him and could give amazing details of his prowess as a
-man of pleasure. Despite his crime, he seemed to be the object of
-sincere idolatry. It was said positively that a niece of his
-victim had been promised a front place at the execution.
-
-Apropos of this, Sophia gathered, to her intense astonishment and
-alarm, that the prison was close by and that the execution would
-take place at the corner of the square itself in which the hotel
-was situated. Gerald must have known; he had hidden it from her.
-She regarded him sideways, with distrust. As the dinner finished,
-Gerald's pose of a calm, disinterested, scientific observer of
-humanity gradually broke down. He could not maintain it in front
-of the increasing license of the scene round the table. He was at
-length somewhat ashamed of having exposed his wife to the view of
-such an orgy; his restless glance carefully avoided both Sophia
-and Chirac. The latter, whose unaffected simplicity of interest in
-the affair had more than anything helped to keep Sophia in
-countenance, observed the change in Gerald and Sophia's excessive
-discomfort, and suggested that they should leave the table without
-waiting for the coffee. Gerald agreed quickly. Thus had Sophia
-been released from the horror of the dinner. She did not
-understand how a man so thoughtful and kindly as Chirac--he had
-bidden her good night with the most distinguished courtesy--could
-tolerate, much less pleasurably savour, the gluttonous, drunken,
-and salacious debauchery of the Hotel de Vezelay; but his theory
-was, so far as she could judge from his imperfect English, that
-whatever existed might be admitted and examined by serious persons
-interested in the study of human nature. His face seemed to say:
-"Why not?" His face seemed to say to Gerald and to herself: "If
-this incommodes you, what did you come for?"
-
-Gerald had left her at the bedroom door with a self-conscious nod.
-She had partly undressed and lain down, and instantly the hotel
-had transformed itself into a kind of sounding-box. It was as if,
-beneath and within all the noises of the square, every movement in
-the hotel reached her ears through cardboard walls: distant
-shoutings and laughter below; rattlings of crockery below;
-stampings up and down stairs; stealthy creepings up and down
-stairs; brusque calls; fragments of song, whisperings; long sighs
-suddenly stifled; mysterious groans as of torture, broken by a
-giggle; quarrels and bickering,--she was spared nothing in the
-strangely resonant darkness.
-
-Then there came out of the little square a great uproar and
-commotion, with shrieks, and under the shrieks a confused din. In
-vain she pressed her face into the pillow and listened to the
-irregular, prodigious noise of her eyelashes as they scraped the
-rough linen. The thought had somehow introduced itself into her
-head that she must arise and go to the window and see all that was
-to be seen. She resisted. She said to herself that the idea was
-absurd, that she did not wish to go to the window. Nevertheless,
-while arguing with herself, she well knew that resistance to the
-thought was useless and that ultimately her legs would obey its
-command.
-
-When ultimately she yielded to the fascination and went to the
-window and pulled aside one of the curtains, she had a feeling of
-relief. The cool, grey beginnings of dawn were in the sky, and
-every detail of the square was visible. Without exception all the
-windows were wide open and filled with sightseers. In the
-background of many windows were burning candles or lamps that the
-far distant approach of the sun was already killing. In front of
-these, on the frontier of two mingling lights, the attentive
-figures of the watchers were curiously silhouetted. On the red-
-tiled roofs, too, was a squatted population. Below, a troop of
-gendarmes, mounted on caracoling horses stretched in line across
-the square, was gradually sweeping the entire square of a packed,
-gesticulating, cursing crowd. The operation of this immense besom
-was very slow. As the spaces of the square were cleared they began
-to be dotted by privileged persons, journalists or law officers or
-their friends, who walked to and fro in conscious pride; among
-them Sophia descried Gerald and Chirac, strolling arm-in-arm and
-talking to two elaborately clad girls, who were also arm-in-arm.
-
-Then she saw a red reflection coming from one of the side streets
-of which she had a vista; it was the swinging lantern of a waggon
-drawn by a gaunt grey horse. The vehicle stopped at the end of the
-square from which the besom had started, and it was immediately
-surrounded by the privileged, who, however, were soon persuaded to
-stand away. The crowd amassed now at the principal inlets of the
-square, gave a formidable cry and burst into the refrain--
-
-"Le voila! Nicolas! Ah! Ah! Ah!"
-
-The clamour became furious as a group of workmen in blue blouses
-drew piece by piece all the components of the guillotine from the
-waggon and laid them carefully on the ground, under the
-superintendence of a man in a black frock-coat and a silk hat with
-broad flat brims; a little fussy man of nervous gestures. And
-presently the red columns had risen upright from the ground and
-were joined at the top by an acrobatic climber. As each part was
-bolted and screwed to the growing machine the man in the high hat
-carefully tested it. In a short time that seemed very long, the
-guillotine was finished save for the triangular steel blade which
-lay shining on the ground, a cynosure. The executioner pointed to
-it, and two men picked it up and slipped it into its groove, and
-hoisted it to the summit of the machine. The executioner peered at
-it interminably amid a universal silence. Then he actuated the
-mechanism, and the mass of metal fell with a muffled,
-reverberating thud. There were a few faint shrieks, blended
-together, and then an overpowering racket of cheers, shouts,
-hootings, and fragments of song. The blade was again lifted,
-instantly reproducing silence, and again it fell, liberating a new
-bedlam. The executioner made a movement of satisfaction. Many
-women at the windows clapped enthusiastically, and the gendarmes
-had to fight brutally against the fierce pressure of the crowd.
-The workmen doffed their blouses and put on coats, and Sophia was
-disturbed to see them coming in single file towards the hotel,
-followed by the executioner in the silk hat.
-
-IV
-
-There was a tremendous opening of doors in the Hotel de Vezelay,
-and much whispering on thresholds, as the executioner and his band
-entered solemnly. Sophia heard them tramp upstairs; they seemed to
-hesitate, and then apparently went into a room on the same landing
-as hers. A door banged. But Sophia could hear the regular sound of
-new voices talking, and then the rattling of glasses on a tray.
-The conversation which came to her from the windows of the hotel
-now showed a great increase of excitement. She could not see the
-people at these neighbouring windows without showing her own head,
-and this she would not do. The boom of a heavy bell striking the
-hour vibrated over the roofs of the square; she supposed that it
-might be the cathedral clock. In a corner of the square she saw
-Gerald talking vivaciously alone with one of the two girls who had
-been together. She wondered vaguely how such a girl had been
-brought up, and what her parents thought--or knew! And she was
-conscious of an intense pride in herself, of a measureless haughty
-feeling of superiority.
-
-Her eye caught the guillotine again, and was held by it. Guarded
-by gendarmes, that tall and simple object did most menacingly
-dominate the square with its crude red columns. Tools and a large
-open box lay on the ground beside it. The enfeebled horse in the
-waggon had an air of dozing on his twisted legs. Then the first
-rays of the sun shot lengthwise across the square at the level of
-the chimneys; and Sophia noticed that nearly all the lamps and
-candles had been extinguished. Many people at the windows were
-yawning; they laughed foolishly after they had yawned. Some were
-eating and drinking. Some were shouting conversations from one
-house to another. The mounted gendarmes were still pressing back
-the feverish crowds that growled at all the inlets to the square.
-She saw Chirac walking to and fro alone. But she could not find
-Gerald. He could not have left the square. Perhaps he had returned
-to the hotel and would come up to see if she was comfortable or if
-she needed anything. Guiltily she sprang back into bed. When last
-she had surveyed the room it had been dark; now it was bright and
-every detail stood clear. Yet she had the sensation of having been
-at the window only a few minutes.
-
-She waited. But Gerald did not come. She could hear chiefly the
-steady hum of the voices of the executioner and his aids. She
-reflected that the room in which they were must be at the back.
-The other sounds in the hotel grew less noticeable. Then, after an
-age, she heard a door open, and a low voice say something
-commandingly in French, and then a 'Oui, monsieur,' and a general
-descent of the stairs. The executioner and his aids were leaving.
-"You," cried a drunken English voice from an upper floor--it was
-the middle-aged Englishman translating what the executioner had
-said--"you, you will take the head." Then a rough laugh, and the
-repeating voice of the Englishman's girl, still pursuing her
-studies in English: "You will take ze 'ead. Yess, sair." And
-another laugh. At length quiet reigned in the hotel. Sophia said
-to herself: "I won't stir from this bed till it's all over and
-Gerald comes back!"
-
-She dozed, under the sheet, and was awakened by a tremendous
-shrieking, growling, and yelling: a phenomenon of human bestiality
-that far surpassed Sophia's narrow experiences. Shut up though she
-was in a room, perfectly secure, the mad fury of that crowd,
-balked at the inlets to the square, thrilled and intimidated her.
-It sounded as if they would be capable of tearing the very horses
-to pieces. "I must stay where I am," she murmured. And even while
-saying it she rose and went to the window again and peeped out.
-The torture involved was extreme, but she had not sufficient force
-within her to resist the fascination. She stared greedily into the
-bright square. The first thing she saw was Gerald coming out of a
-house opposite, followed after a few seconds by the girl with whom
-he had previously been talking. Gerald glanced hastily up at the
-facade of the hotel, and then approached as near as he could to
-the red columns, in front of which were now drawn a line of
-gendarmes with naked swords. A second and larger waggon, with two
-horses, waited by the side of the other one. The racket beyond the
-square continued and even grew louder. But the couple of hundred
-persons within the cordons, and all the inhabitants of the
-windows, drunk and sober, gazed in a fixed and sinister
-enchantment at the region of the guillotine, as Sophia gazed. "I
-cannot stand this!" she told herself in horror, but she could not
-move; she could not move even her eyes.
-
-At intervals the crowd would burst out in a violent staccato--
-
-"Le voila! Nicholas! Ah! Ah! Ah!"
-
-And the final 'Ah' was devilish.
-
-Then a gigantic passionate roar, the culmination of the mob's
-fierce savagery, crashed against the skies. The line of maddened
-horses swerved and reared, and seemed to fall on the furious
-multitude while the statue-like gendarmes rocked over them. It was
-a last effort to break the cordon, and it failed.
-
-From the little street at the rear of the guillotine appeared a
-priest, walking backwards, and holding a crucifix high in his
-right hand, and behind him came the handsome hero, his body all
-crossed with cords, between two warders, who pressed against him
-and supported him on either side. He was certainly very young. He
-lifted his chin gallantly, but his face was incredibly white.
-Sophia discerned that the priest was trying to hide the sight of
-the guillotine from the prisoner with his body, just as in the
-story which she had heard at dinner.
-
-Except the voice of the priest, indistinctly rising and falling in
-the prayer for the dying, there was no sound in the square or its
-environs. The windows were now occupied by groups turned to stone
-with distended eyes fixed on the little procession. Sophia had a
-tightening of the throat, and the hand trembled by which she held
-the curtain. The central figure did not seem to her to be alive;
-but rather a doll, a marionette wound up to imitate the action of
-a tragedy. She saw the priest offer the crucifix to the mouth of
-the marionette, which with a clumsy unhuman shoving of its corded
-shoulders butted the thing away. And as the procession turned and
-stopped she could plainly see that the marionette's nape and
-shoulders were bare, his shirt having been slit. It was horrible.
-"Why do I stay here?" she asked herself hysterically. But she did
-not stir. The victim had disappeared now in the midst of a group
-of men. Then she perceived him prone under the red column, between
-the grooves. The silence was now broken only by the tinkling of
-the horses' bits in the corners of the square. The line of
-gendarmes in front of the scaffold held their swords tightly and
-looked over their noses, ignoring the privileged groups that
-peered almost between their shoulders.
-
-And Sophia waited, horror-struck. She saw nothing but the gleaming
-triangle of metal that was suspended high above the prone,
-attendant victim. She felt like a lost soul, torn too soon from
-shelter, and exposed for ever to the worst hazards of destiny. Why
-was she in this strange, incomprehensible town, foreign and
-inimical to her, watching with agonized glance this cruel, obscene
-spectacle? Her sensibilities were all a bleeding mass of wounds.
-Why? Only yesterday, and she had been, an innocent, timid creature
-in Bursley, in Axe, a foolish creature who deemed the concealment
-of letters a supreme excitement. Either that day or this day was
-not real. Why was she imprisoned alone in that odious,
-indescribably odious hotel, with no one to soothe and comfort her,
-and carry her away?
-
-The distant bell boomed once. Then a monosyllabic voice sounded,
-sharp, low, nervous; she recognized the voice of the executioner,
-whose name she had heard but could not remember. There was a
-clicking noise.
-
-She shrank down to the floor in terror and loathing, and hid her
-face, and shuddered. Shriek after shriek, from various windows,
-rang on her ears in a fusillade; and then the mad yell of the
-penned crowd, which, like herself, had not seen but had heard,
-extinguished all other noise. Justice was done. The great ambition
-of Gerald's life was at last satisfied.
-
-Later, amid the stir of the hotel, there came a knock at her door,
-impatient and nervous. Forgetting, in her tribulation, that she
-was without her bodice, she got up from the floor in a kind of
-miserable dream, and opened. Chirac stood on the landing, and he
-had Gerald by the arm. Chirac looked worn out, curiously fragile
-and pathetic; but Gerald was the very image of death. The
-attainment of ambition had utterly destroyed his equilibrium; his
-curiosity had proved itself stronger than his stomach. Sophia
-would have pitied him had she in that moment been capable of pity.
-Gerald staggered past her into the room, and sank with a groan on
-to the bed. Not long since he had been proudly conversing with
-impudent women. Now, in swift collapse, he was as flaccid as a
-sick hound and as disgusting as an aged drunkard.
-
-"He is some little souffrant," said Chirac, weakly.
-
-Sophia perceived in Chirac's tone the assumption that of course
-her present duty was to devote herself to the task of restoring
-her shamed husband to his manly pride.
-
-"And what about me?" she thought bitterly.
-
-The fat woman ascended the stairs like a tottering blancmange, and
-began to gabble to Sophia, who understood nothing whatever.
-
-"She wants sixty francs," Chirac said, and in answer to Sophia's
-startled question, he explained that Gerald had agreed to pay a
-hundred francs for the room, which was the landlady's own--fifty
-francs in advance and the fifty after the execution. The other ten
-was for the dinner. The landlady, distrusting the whole of her
-clientele, was collecting her accounts instantly on the completion
-of the spectacle.
-
-Sophia made no remark as to Gerald's lie to her. Indeed, Chirac
-had heard it. She knew Gerald for a glib liar to others, but she
-was naively surprised when he practised upon herself.
-
-"Gerald! Do you hear?" she said coldly.
-
-The amateur of severed heads only groaned.
-
-With a movement of irritation she went to him and felt in his
-pockets for his purse; he acquiesced, still groaning. Chirac
-helped her to choose and count the coins.
-
-The fat woman, appeased, pursued her way.
-
-"Good-bye, madame!" said Chirac, with his customary courtliness,
-transforming the landing of the hideous hotel into some imperial
-antechamber.
-
-"Are you going away?" she asked, in surprise. Her distress was so
-obvious that it tremendously flattered him. He would have stayed
-if he could. But he had to return to Paris to write and deliver
-his article.
-
-"To-morrow, I hope!" he murmured sympathetically, kissing her
-hand. The gesture atoned somewhat for the sordidness of her
-situation, and even corrected the faults of her attire. Always
-afterwards it seemed to her that Chirac was an old and intimate
-friend; he had successfully passed through the ordeal of seeing
-'the wrong side' of the stuff of her life.
-
-She shut the door on him with a lingering glance, and reconciled
-herself to her predicament.
-
-Gerald slept. Just as he was, he slept heavily.
-
-This was what he had brought her to, then! The horrors of the
-night, of the dawn, and of the morning! Ineffable suffering and
-humiliation; anguish and torture that could never be forgotten!
-And after a fatuous vigil of unguessed license, he had tottered
-back, an offensive beast, to sleep the day away in that filthy
-chamber! He did not possess even enough spirit to play the role of
-roysterer to the end. And she was bound to him; far, far from any
-other human aid; cut off irrevocably by her pride from those who
-perhaps would have protected her from his dangerous folly. The
-deep conviction henceforward formed a permanent part of her
-general consciousness that he was simply an irresponsible and
-thoughtless fool! He was without sense. Such was her brilliant and
-godlike husband, the man who had given her the right to call
-herself a married woman! He was a fool. With all her ignorance of
-the world she could see that nobody but an arrant imbecile could
-have brought her to the present pass. Her native sagacity
-revolted. Gusts of feeling came over her in which she could have
-thrashed him into the realization of his responsibilities.
-
-Sticking out of the breast-pocket of his soiled coat was the
-packet which he had received on the previous day. If he had not
-already lost it, he could only thank his luck. She took it. There
-were English bank-notes in it for two hundred pounds, a letter
-from a banker, and other papers. With precautions against noise
-she tore the envelope and the letter and papers into small pieces,
-and then looked about for a place to hide them. A cupboard
-suggested itself. She got on a chair, and pushed the fragments out
-of sight on the topmost shelf, where they may well be to this day.
-She finished dressing, and then sewed the notes into the lining of
-her skirt. She had no silly, delicate notions about stealing. She
-obscurely felt that, in the care of a man like Gerald, she might
-find herself in the most monstrous, the most impossible dilemmas.
-Those notes, safe and secret in her skirt, gave her confidence,
-reassured her against the perils of the future, and endowed her
-with independence. The act was characteristic of her enterprise
-and of her fundamental prudence. It approached the heroic. And her
-conscience hotly defended its righteousness.
-
-She decided that when he discovered his loss, she would merely
-deny all knowledge of the envelope, for he had not spoken a word
-to her about it. He never mentioned the details of money; he had a
-fortune. However, the necessity for this untruth did not occur. He
-made no reference whatever to his loss. The fact was, he thought
-he had been careless enough to let the envelope be filched from
-him during the excesses of the night.
-
-All day till evening Sophia sat on a dirty chair, without food,
-while Gerald slept. She kept repeating to herself, in amazed
-resentment: "A hundred francs for this room! A hundred francs! And
-he hadn't the pluck to tell me!" She could not have expressed her
-contempt.
-
-Long before sheer ennui forced her to look out of the window
-again, every sign of justice had been removed from the square.
-Nothing whatever remained in the heavy August sunshine save
-gathered heaps of filth where the horses had reared and caracoled.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-A CRISIS FOR GERALD
-
-I
-
-
-For a time there existed in the minds of both Gerald and Sophia
-the remarkable notion that twelve thousand pounds represented the
-infinity of wealth, that this sum possessed special magical
-properties which rendered it insensible to the process of
-subtraction. It seemed impossible that twelve thousand pounds,
-while continually getting less, could ultimately quite disappear.
-The notion lived longer in the mind of Gerald than in that of
-Sophia; for Gerald would never look at a disturbing fact, whereas
-Sophia's gaze was morbidly fascinated by such phenomena. In a life
-devoted to travel and pleasure Gerald meant not to spend more than
-six hundred a year, the interest on his fortune. Six hundred a
-year is less than two pounds a day, yet Gerald never paid less
-than two pounds a day in hotel bills alone. He hoped that he was
-living on a thousand a year, had a secret fear that he might be
-spending fifteen hundred, and was really spending about two
-thousand five hundred. Still, the remarkable notion of the
-inexhaustibility of twelve thousand pounds always reassured him.
-The faster the money went, the more vigorously this notion
-flourished in Gerald's mind. When twelve had unaccountably
-dwindled to three, Gerald suddenly decided that he must act, and
-in a few months he lost two thousand on the Paris Bourse. The
-adventure frightened him, and in his panic he scattered a couple
-of hundred in a frenzy of high living.
-
-But even with only twenty thousand francs left out of three
-hundred thousand, he held closely to the belief that natural laws
-would in his case somehow be suspended. He had heard of men who
-were once rich begging bread and sweeping crossings, but he felt
-quite secure against such risks, by simple virtue of the axiom
-that he was he. However, he meant to assist the axiom by efforts
-to earn money. When these continued to fail, he tried to assist
-the axiom by borrowing money; but he found that his uncle had
-definitely done with him. He would have assisted the axiom by
-stealing money, but he had neither the nerve nor the knowledge to
-be a swindler; he was not even sufficiently expert to cheat at
-cards.
-
-He had thought in thousands. Now he began to think in hundreds, in
-tens, daily and hourly. He paid two hundred francs in railway
-fares in order to live economically in a village, and shortly
-afterwards another two hundred francs in railway fares in order to
-live economically in Paris. And to celebrate the arrival in Paris
-and the definite commencement of an era of strict economy and
-serious search for a livelihood, he spent a hundred francs on a
-dinner at the Maison Doree and two balcony stalls at the Gymnase.
-In brief, he omitted nothing--no act, no resolve, no self-
-deception--of the typical fool in his situation; always convinced
-that his difficulties and his wisdom were quite exceptional.
-
-In May, 1870, on an afternoon, he was ranging nervously to and fro
-in a three-cornered bedroom of a little hotel at the angle of the
-Rue Fontaine and the Rue Laval (now the Rue Victor Masse), within
-half a minute of the Boulevard de Clichy. It had come to that--an
-exchange of the 'grand boulevard' for the 'boulevard exterieur'!
-Sophia sat on a chair at the grimy window, glancing down in idle
-disgust of life at the Clichy-Odeon omnibus which was casting off
-its tip-horse at the corner of the Rue Chaptal. The noise of
-petty, hurried traffic over the bossy paving stones was deafening.
-The locality was not one to correspond with an ideal. There was
-too much humanity crowded into those narrow hilly streets;
-humanity seemed to be bulging out at the windows of the high
-houses. Gerald healed his pride by saying that this was, after
-all, the real Paris, and that the cookery was as good as could be
-got anywhere, pay what you would. He seldom ate a meal in the
-little salons on the first floor without becoming ecstatic upon
-the cookery. To hear him, he might have chosen the hotel on its
-superlative merits, without regard to expense. And with his air of
-use and custom, he did indeed look like a connoisseur of Paris who
-knew better than to herd with vulgar tourists in the pens of the
-Madeleine quarter. He was dressed with some distinction; good
-clothes, when put to the test, survive a change of fortune, as a
-Roman arch survives the luxury of departed empire. Only his
-collar, large V-shaped front, and wristbands, which bore the
-ineffaceable signs of cheap laundering, reflected the shadow of
-impending disaster.
-
-He glanced sideways, stealthily, at Sophia. She, too, was still
-dressed with distinction; in the robe of black faille, the
-cashmere shawl, and the little black hat with its falling veil,
-there was no apparent symptom of beggary. She would have been
-judged as one of those women who content themselves with few
-clothes but good, and, greatly aided by nature, make a little go a
-long way. Good black will last for eternity; it discloses no
-secrets of modification and mending, and it is not transparent.
-
-At last Gerald, resuming a suspended conversation, said as it were
-doggedly:
-
-"I tell you I haven't got five francs altogether! and you can feel
-my pockets if you like," added the habitual liar in him, fearing
-incredulity.
-
-"Well, and what do you expect me to do?" Sophia inquired.
-
-The accent, at once ironic and listless, in which she put this
-question, showed that strange and vital things had happened to
-Sophia in the four years which had elapsed since her marriage. It
-did really seem to her, indeed, that the Sophia whom Gerald had
-espoused was dead and gone, and that another Sophia had come into
-her body: so intensely conscious was she of a fundamental change
-in herself under the stress of continuous experience. And though
-this was but a seeming, though she was still the same Sophia more
-fully disclosed, it was a true seeming. Indisputably more
-beautiful than when Gerald had unwillingly made her his legal
-wife, she was now nearly twenty-four, and looked perhaps somewhat
-older than her age. Her frame was firmly set, her waist thicker,
-neither slim nor stout. The lips were rather hard, and she had a
-habit of tightening her mouth, on the same provocation as sends a
-snail into its shell. No trace was left of immature gawkiness in
-her gestures or of simplicity in her intonations. She was a woman
-of commanding and slightly arrogant charm, not in the least degree
-the charm of innocence and ingenuousness. Her eyes were the eyes
-of one who has lost her illusions too violently and too
-completely. Her gaze, coldly comprehending, implied familiarity
-with the abjectness of human nature. Gerald had begun and had
-finished her education. He had not ruined her, as a bad professor
-may ruin a fine voice, because her moral force immeasurably
-exceeded his; he had unwittingly produced a masterpiece, but it
-was a tragic masterpiece. Sophia was such a woman as, by a mere
-glance as she utters an opinion, will make a man say to himself,
-half in desire and half in alarm lest she reads him too: "By Jove!
-she must have been through a thing or two. She knows what people
-are!"
-
-The marriage was, of course, a calamitous folly. From the very
-first, from the moment when the commercial traveller had with
-incomparable rash fatuity thrown the paper pellet over the
-counter, Sophia's awakening commonsense had told her that in
-yielding to her instinct she was sowing misery and shame for
-herself; but she had gone on, as if under a spell. It had needed
-the irretrievableness of flight from home to begin the breaking of
-the trance. Once fully awakened out of the trance, she had
-recognized her marriage for what it was. She had made neither the
-best nor the worst of it. She had accepted Gerald as one accepts a
-climate. She saw again and again that he was irreclaimably a fool
-and a prodigy of irresponsibleness. She tolerated him, now with
-sweetness, now bitterly; accepting always his caprices, and not
-permitting herself to have wishes of her own. She was ready to pay
-the price of pride and of a moment's imbecility with a lifetime of
-self-repression. It was high, but it was the price. She had
-acquired nothing but an exceptionally good knowledge of the French
-language (she soon learnt to scorn Gerald's glib maltreatment of
-the tongue), and she had conserved nothing but her dignity. She
-knew that Gerald was sick of her, that he would have danced for
-joy to be rid of her; that he was constantly unfaithful; that he
-had long since ceased to be excited by her beauty. She knew also
-that at bottom he was a little afraid of her; here was her sole
-moral consolation. The thing that sometimes struck her as
-surprising was that he had not abandoned her, simply and crudely
-walked off one day and forgotten to take her with him.
-
-They hated each other, but in different ways. She loathed him, and
-he resented her.
-
-"What do I expect you to do?" he repeated after her. "Why don't
-you write home to your people and get some money out of them?"
-
-Now that he had said what was in his mind, he faced her with a
-bullying swagger. Had he been a bigger man he might have tried the
-effect of physical bullying on her. One of his numerous reasons
-for resenting her was that she was the taller of the two.
-
-She made no reply.
-
-"Now you needn't turn pale and begin all that fuss over again.
-What I'm suggesting is a perfectly reasonable thing. If I haven't
-got money I haven't got it. I can't invent it."
-
-She perceived that he was ready for one of their periodical
-tempestuous quarrels. But that day she felt too tired and unwell
-to quarrel. His warning against a repetition of 'fuss' had
-reference to the gastric dizziness from which she had been
-suffering for two years. It would take her usually after a meal.
-She did not swoon, but her head swam and she could not stand. She
-would sink down wherever she happened to be, and, her face
-alarmingly white, murmur faintly: "My salts." Within five minutes
-the attack had gone and left no trace. She had been through one
-just after lunch. He resented this affection. He detested being
-compelled to hand the smelling-bottle to her, and he would have
-avoided doing so if her pallor did not always alarm him. Nothing
-but this pallor convinced him that the attacks were not a deep
-ruse to impress him. His attitude invariably implied that she
-could cure the malady if she chose, but that through obstinacy she
-did not choose.
-
-"Are you going to have the decency to answer my question, or
-aren't you?"
-
-"What question?" Her vibrating voice was low and restrained.
-
-"Will you write to your people?"
-
-"For money?"
-
-The sarcasm of her tone was diabolic. She could not have kept the
-sarcasm out of her tone; she did not attempt to keep it out. She
-cared little if it whipped him to fury. Did he imagine, seriously,
-that she would be capable of going on her knees to her family?
-She? Was he unaware that his wife was the proudest and the most
-obstinate woman on earth; that all her behaviour to him was the
-expression of her pride and her obstinacy? Ill and weak though she
-felt, she marshalled together all the forces of her character to
-defend her resolve never, never to eat the bread of humiliation.
-She was absolutely determined to be dead to her family. Certainly,
-one December, several years previously, she had seen English
-Christmas cards in an English shop in the Rue de Rivoli, and in a
-sudden gush of tenderness towards Constance, she had despatched a
-coloured greeting to Constance and her mother. And having
-initiated the custom, she had continued it. That was not like
-asking a kindness; it was bestowing a kindness. But except for the
-annual card, she was dead to St. Luke's Square. She was one of
-those daughters who disappear and are not discussed in the family
-circle. The thought of her immense foolishness, the little tender
-thoughts of Constance, some flitting souvenir, full of unwilling
-admiration, of a regal gesture of her mother,--these things only
-steeled her against any sort of resurrection after death.
-
-And he was urging her to write home for money! Why, she would not
-even have paid a visit in splendour to St. Luke's Square. Never
-should they know what she had suffered! And especially her Aunt
-Harriet, from whom she had stolen!
-
-"Will you write to your people?" he demanded yet again,
-emphasizing and separating each word.
-
-"No," she said shortly, with terrible disdain.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Because I won't." The curling line of her lips, as they closed on
-each other, said all the rest; all the cruel truths about his
-unspeakable, inane, coarse follies, his laziness, his excesses,
-his lies, his deceptions, his bad faith, his truculence, his
-improvidence, his shameful waste and ruin of his life and hers.
-She doubted whether he realized his baseness and her wrongs, but
-if he could not read them in her silent contumely, she was too
-proud to recite them to him. She had never complained, save in
-uncontrolled moments of anger.
-
-"If that's the way you're going to talk--all right!" he snapped,
-furious. Evidently he was baffled.
-
-She kept silence. She was determined to see what he would do in
-the face of her inaction.
-
-"You know, I'm not joking," he pursued. "We shall starve."
-
-"Very well," she agreed. "We shall starve."
-
-She watched him surreptitiously, and she was almost sure that he
-really had come to the end of his tether. His voice, which never
-alone convinced, carried a sort of conviction now. He was
-penniless. In four years he had squandered twelve thousand pounds,
-and had nothing to show for it except an enfeebled digestion and a
-tragic figure of a wife. One small point of satisfaction there
-was--and all the Baines in her clutched at it and tried to suck
-satisfaction from it--their manner of travelling about from hotel
-to hotel had made it impossible for Gerald to run up debts. A few
-debts he might have, unknown to her, but they could not be
-serious.
-
-So they looked at one another, in hatred and despair. The
-inevitable had arrived. For months she had fronted it in bravado,
-not concealing from herself that it lay in waiting. For years he
-had been sure that though the inevitable might happen to others it
-could not happen to him. There it was! He was conscious of a heavy
-weight in his stomach, and she of a general numbness, enwrapping
-her fatigue. Even then he could not believe that it was true, this
-disaster. As for Sophia she was reconciling herself with bitter
-philosophy to the eccentricities of fate. Who would have dreamed
-that she, a young girl brought up, etc? Her mother could not have
-improved the occasion more uncompromisingly than Sophia did--
-behind that disdainful mask.
-
-"Well--if that's it ...!" Gerald exploded at length, puffing. And
-he puffed out of the room and was gone in a second.
-
-II
-
-She languidly picked up a book, the moment Gerald had departed,
-and tried to prove to herself that she was sufficiently in command
-of her nerves to read. For a long time reading had been her chief
-solace. But she could not read. She glanced round the inhospitable
-chamber, and thought of the hundreds of rooms--some splendid and
-some vile, but all arid in their unwelcoming aspect--through which
-she had passed in her progress from mad exultation to calm and
-cold disgust. The ceaseless din of the street annoyed her jaded
-ears. And a great wave of desire for peace, peace of no matter
-what kind, swept through her. And then her deep distrust of Gerald
-reawakened; in spite of his seriously desperate air, which had a
-quality of sincerity quite new in her experience of him, she could
-not be entirely sure that, in asserting utter penury, he was not
-after all merely using a trick to get rid of her.
-
-She sprang up, threw the book on the bed, and seized her gloves.
-She would follow him, if she could. She would do what she had
-never done before--she would spy on him. Fighting against her
-lassitude, she descended the long winding stairs, and peeped forth
-from the doorway into the street. The ground floor of the hotel
-was a wine-shop; the stout landlord was lightly flicking one of
-the three little yellow tables that stood on the pavement. He
-smiled with his customary benevolence, and silently pointed in the
-direction of the Rue Notre Dame de Lorette. She saw Gerald down
-there in the distance. He was smoking a cigar.
-
-He seemed to be a little man without a care. The smoke of the
-cigar came first round his left cheek and then round his right,
-sailing away into nothing. He walked with a gay spring, but not
-quickly, flourishing his cane as freely as the traffic of the
-pavement would permit, glancing into all the shop windows and into
-the eyes of all the women under forty. This was not at all the
-same man as had a moment ago been spitting angry menaces at her in
-the bedroom of the hotel. It was a fellow of blithe charm, ripe
-for any adventurous joys that destiny had to offer.
-
-Supposing he turned round and saw her?
-
-If he turned round and saw her and asked her what she was doing
-there in the street, she would tell him plainly: "I'm following
-you, to find out what you do."
-
-But he did not turn. He went straight forward, deviating at the
-church, where the crowd became thicker, into the Rue du Faubourg
-Montmartre, and so to the boulevard, which he crossed. The whole
-city seemed excited and vivacious. Cannons boomed in slow
-succession, and flags were flying. Sophia had no conception of the
-significance of those guns, for, though she read a great deal, she
-never read a newspaper; the idea of opening a newspaper never
-occurred to her. But she was accustomed to the feverish atmosphere
-of Paris. She had lately seen regiments of cavalry flashing and
-prancing in the Luxembourg Gardens, and had much admired the fine
-picture. She accepted the booming as another expression of the
-high spirits that had to find vent somehow in this feverish
-empire. She so accepted it and forgot it, using all the panorama
-of the capital as a dim background for her exacerbated egoism.
-
-She was obliged to walk slowly, because Gerald walked slowly. A
-beautiful woman, or any woman not positively hag-like or
-venerable, who walks slowly in the streets of Paris becomes at
-once the cause of inconvenient desires, as representing the main
-objective on earth, always transcending in importance politics and
-affairs. Just as a true patriotic Englishman cannot be too busy to
-run after a fox, so a Frenchman is always ready to forsake all in
-order to follow a woman whom he has never before set eyes on. Many
-men thought twice about her, with her romantic Saxon mystery of
-temperament, and her Parisian clothes; but all refrained from
-affronting her, not in the least out of respect for the gloom in
-her face, but from an expert conviction that those rapt eyes were
-fixed immovably on another male. She walked unscathed amid the
-frothing hounds as though protected by a spell.
-
-On the south side of the boulevard, Gerald proceeded down the Rue
-Montmartre, and then turned suddenly into the Rue Croissant.
-Sophia stopped and asked the price of some combs which were
-exposed outside a little shop. Then she went on, boldly passing
-the end of the Rue Croissant. No shadow of Gerald! She saw the
-signs of newspapers all along the street, Le Bien Public, La
-Presse Libre, La Patrie. There was a creamery at the corner. She
-entered it, asked for a cup of chocolate and sat down. She wanted
-to drink coffee, but every doctor had forbidden coffee to her, on
-account of her attacks of dizziness. Then, having ordered
-chocolate, she felt that, on this occasion, when she had need of
-strength in her great fatigue, only coffee could suffice her, and
-she changed the order. She was close to the door, and Gerald could
-not escape her vigilance if he emerged at that end of the street.
-She drank the coffee with greedy satisfaction, and waited in the
-creamery till she began to feel conspicuous there. And then Gerald
-went by the door, within six feet of her. He turned the corner and
-continued his descent of the Rue Montmartre. She paid for her
-coffee and followed the chase. Her blood seemed to be up. Her lips
-were tightened, and her thought was: "Wherever he goes, I'll go,
-and I don't care what happens." She despised him. She felt herself
-above him. She felt that somehow, since quitting the hotel, he had
-been gradually growing more and more vile and meet to be
-exterminated. She imagined infamies as to the Rue Croissant. There
-was no obvious ground for this intensifying of her attitude
-towards him; it was merely the result of the chase. All that could
-be definitely charged against him was the smoking of a cigar.
-
-He stepped into a tobacco-shop, and came out with a longer cigar
-than the first one, a more expensive article, stripped off its
-collar and lighted it as a millionaire might have lighted it. This
-was the man who swore that he did not possess five francs.
-
-She tracked him as far as the Rue de Rivoli, and then lost him.
-There were vast surging crowds in the Rue de Rivoli, and much
-bunting, and soldiers and gesticulatory policemen. The general
-effect of the street was that all things were brightly waving in
-the breeze. She was caught in the crowd as in the current of a
-stream, and when she tried to sidle out of it into a square, a row
-of smiling policemen barred her passage; she was a part of the
-traffic that they had to regulate. She drifted till the Louvre
-came into view. After all, Gerald had only strolled forth to see
-the sight of the day, whatever it might be! She knew not what it
-was. She had no curiosity about it. In the middle of all that
-thickening mass of humanity, staring with one accord at the vast
-monument of royal and imperial vanities, she thought, with her
-characteristic grimness, of the sacrifice of her whole career as a
-school-teacher for the chance of seeing Gerald once a quarter in
-the shop. She gloated over that, as a sick appetite will gloat
-over tainted food. And she saw the shop, and the curve of the
-stairs up to the showroom, and the pier-glass in the showroom.
-
-Then the guns began to boom again, and splendid carriages swept
-one after another from under a majestic archway and glittered
-westward down a lane of spotless splendid uniforms. The carriages
-were laden with still more splendid uniforms, and with enchanting
-toilets. Sophia, in her modestly stylish black, mechanically
-noticed how much easier it was for attired women to sit in a
-carriage now that crinolines had gone. That was the sole
-impression made upon her by this glimpse of the last fete of the
-Napoleonic Empire. She knew not that the supreme pillars of
-imperialism were exhibiting themselves before her; and that the
-eyes of those uniforms and those toilettes were full of the
-legendary beauty of Eugenie, and their ears echoing to the long
-phrases of Napoleon the Third about his gratitude to his people
-for their confidence in him as shown by the plebiscite, and about
-the ratification of constitutional reforms guaranteeing order, and
-about the empire having been strengthened at its base, and about
-showing force by moderation and envisaging the future without
-fear, and about the bosom of peace and liberty, and the eternal
-continuance of his dynasty.
-
-She just wondered vaguely what was afoot.
-
-When the last carriage had rolled away, and the guns and
-acclamations had ceased, the crowd at length began to scatter. She
-was carried by it into the Place du Palais Royal, and in a few
-moments she managed to withdraw into the Rue des Bons Enfants and
-was free.
-
-The coins in her purse amounted to three sous, and therefore,
-though she felt exhausted to the point of illness, she had to
-return to the hotel on foot. Very slowly she crawled upwards in
-the direction of the Boulevard, through the expiring gaiety of the
-city. Near the Bourse a fiacre overtook her, and in the fiacre
-were Gerald and a woman. Gerald had not seen her; he was talking
-eagerly to his ornate companion. All his body was alive. The
-fiacre was out of sight in a moment, but Sophia judged instantly
-the grade of the woman, who was evidently of the discreet class
-that frequented the big shops of an afternoon with something of
-their own to sell.
-
-Sophia's grimness increased. The pace of the fiacre, her fatigued
-body, Gerald's delightful, careless vivacity, the attractive
-streaming veil of the nice, modest courtesan--everything conspired
-to increase it.
-
-III
-
-Gerald returned to the bedroom which contained his wife and all
-else that he owned in the world at about nine o'clock that
-evening. Sophia was in bed. She had been driven to bed by
-weariness. She would have preferred to sit up to receive her
-husband, even if it had meant sitting up all night, but her body
-was too heavy for her spirit. She lay in the dark. She had eaten
-nothing. Gerald came straight into the room. He struck a match,
-which burned blue, with a stench, for several seconds, and then
-gave a clear, yellow flame. He lit a candle; and saw his wife.
-
-"Oh!" he said; "you're there, are you?"
-
-She offered no reply.
-
-"Won't speak, eh?" he said. "Agreeable sort of wife! Well, have
-you made up your mind to do what I told you? I've come back
-especially to know."
-
-She still did not speak.
-
-He sat down, with his hat on, and stuck out his feet, wagging them
-to and fro on the heels.
-
-"I'm quite without money," he went on. "And I'm sure your people
-will be glad to lend us a bit till I get some. Especially as it's
-a question of you starving as well as me. If I had enough to pay
-your fares to Bursley I'd pack you off. But I haven't."
-
-She could only hear his exasperating voice. The end of the bed was
-between her eyes and his.
-
-"Liar!" she said, with uncompromising distinctness. The word
-reached him barbed with all the poison of her contempt and
-disgust.
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"Oh! I'm a liar, am I? Thanks. I lied enough to get you, I'll
-admit. But you never complained of that. I remember be-ginning the
-New Year well with a thumping lie just to have a sight of you, my
-vixen. But you didn't complain then. I took you with only the
-clothes on your back. And I've spent every cent I had on you. And
-now I'm spun, you call me a liar."
-
-She said nothing.
-
-"However," he went on, "this is going to come to an end, this is!"
-
-He rose, changed the position of the candle, putting it on a chest
-of drawers, and then drew his trunk from the wall, and knelt in
-front of it.
-
-She gathered that he was packing his clothes. At first she did not
-comprehend his reference to beginning the New Year. Then his
-meaning revealed itself. That story to her mother about having
-been attacked by ruffians at the bottom of King Street had been an
-invention, a ruse to account plausibly for his presence on her
-mother's doorstep! And she had never suspected that the story was
-not true. In spite of her experience of his lying, she had never
-suspected that that particular statement was a lie. What a
-simpleton she was!
-
-There was a continual movement in the room for about a quarter of
-an hour. Then a key turned in the lock of the trunk.
-
-His head popped up over the foot of the bed. "This isn't a joke,
-you know," he said.
-
-She kept silence.
-
-"I give you one more chance. Will you write to your mother--or
-Constance if you like--or won't you?"
-
-She scorned to reply in any way.
-
-"I'm your husband," he said. "And it's your duty to obey me,
-particularly in an affair like this. I order you to write to your
-mother."
-
-The corners of her lips turned downwards.
-
-Angered by her mute obstinacy, he broke away from the bed with a
-sudden gesture.
-
-"You do as you like," he cried, putting on his overcoat, "and I
-shall do as I like. You can't say I haven't warned you. It's your
-own deliberate choice, mind you! Whatever happens to you you've
-brought on yourself." He lifted and shrugged his shoulders to get
-the overcoat exactly into place on his shoulders.
-
-She would not speak a word, not even to insist that she was
-indisposed.
-
-He pushed his trunk outside the door, and returned to the bed.
-
-"You understand," he said menacingly; "I'm off."
-
-She looked up at the foul ceiling.
-
-"Hm!" he sniffed, bringing his reserves of pride to combat the
-persistent silence that was damaging his dignity. And he went off,
-sticking his head forward like a pugilist.
-
-"Here!" she muttered. "You're forgetting this."
-
-He turned.
-
-She stretched her hand to the night-table and held up a red
-circlet.
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"It's the bit of paper off the cigar you bought in the Rue
-Montmartre this afternoon," she answered, in a significant tone.
-
-He hesitated, then swore violently, and bounced out of the room.
-He had made her suffer, but she was almost repaid for everything
-by that moment of cruel triumph. She exulted in it, and never
-forgot it.
-
-Five minutes later, the gloomy menial in felt slippers and alpaca
-jacket, who seemed to pass the whole of his life flitting in and
-out of bedrooms like a rabbit in a warren, carried Gerald's trunk
-downstairs. She recognized the peculiar tread of his slippers.
-
-Then there was a knock at the door. The landlady entered, actuated
-by a legitimate curiosity.
-
-"Madame is suffering?" the landlady began.
-
-Sophia refused offers of food and nursing.
-
-"Madame knows without doubt that monsieur has gone away?"
-
-"Has he paid the bill?" Sophia asked bluntly.
-
-"But yes, madame, till to-morrow. Then madame has want of
-nothing?"
-
-"If you will extinguish the candle," said Sophia.
-
-He had deserted her, then!
-
-"All this," she reflected, listening in the dark to the ceaseless
-rattle of the street, "because mother and Constance wanted to see
-the elephant, and I had to go into father's room! I should never
-have caught sight of him from the drawing-room window!"
-
-IV
-
-She passed a night of physical misery, exasperated by the tireless
-rattling vitality of the street. She kept saying to herself: "I'm
-all alone now, and I'm going to be ill. I am ill." She saw herself
-dying in Paris, and heard the expressions of facile sympathy and
-idle curiosity drawn forth by the sight of the dead body of this
-foreign woman in a little Paris hotel. She reached the stage, in
-the gradual excruciation of her nerves, when she was obliged to
-concentrate her agonized mind on an intense and painful expectancy
-of the next new noise, which when it came increased her torture
-and decreased her strength to support it. She went through all the
-interminable dilatoriness of the dawn, from the moment when she
-could scarcely discern the window to the moment when she could
-read the word 'Bock' on the red circlet of paper which had tossed
-all night on the sea of the counterpane. She knew she would never
-sleep again. She could not imagine herself asleep; and then she
-was startled by a sound that seemed to clash with the rest of her
-impressions. It was a knocking at the door. With a start she
-perceived that she must have been asleep.
-
-"Enter," she murmured.
-
-There entered the menial in alpaca. His waxen face showed a morose
-commiseration. He noiselessly approached the bed--he seemed to
-have none of the characteristics of a man, but to be a creature
-infinitely mysterious and aloof from humanity--and held out to
-Sophia a visiting card in his grey hand.
-
-It was Chirac's card.
-
-"Monsieur asked for monsieur," said the waiter. "And then, as
-monsieur had gone away he demanded to see madame. He says it is
-very important."
-
-Her heart jumped, partly in vague alarm, and partly with a sense
-of relief at this chance of speaking to some one whom she knew.
-She tried to reflect rationally.
-
-"What time is it?" she inquired.
-
-"Eleven o'clock, madame."
-
-This was surprising. The fact that it was eleven o'clock destroyed
-the remains of her self-confidence. How could it be eleven
-o'clock, with the dawn scarcely finished?
-
-"He says it is very important," repeated the waiter, imperturbably
-and solemnly. "Will madame see him an instant?"
-
-Between resignation and anticipation she said: "Yes."
-
-"It is well, madame," said the waiter, disappearing without a
-sound.
-
-She sat up and managed to drag her matinee from a chair and put it
-around her shoulders. Then she sank back from weakness, physical
-and spiritual. She hated to receive Chirac in a bedroom, and
-particularly in that bedroom. But the hotel had no public room
-except the dining-room, which began to be occupied after eleven
-o'clock. Moreover, she could not possibly get up. Yes, on the
-whole she was pleased to see Chirac. He was almost her only
-acquaintance, assuredly the only being whom she could by any
-stretch of meaning call a friend, in the whole of Europe. Gerald
-and she had wandered to and fro, skimming always over the real
-life of nations, and never penetrating into it. There was no place
-for them, because they had made none. With the exception of
-Chirac, whom an accident of business had thrown, into Gerald's
-company years before, they had no social relations. Gerald was not
-a man to make friends; he did not seem to need friends, or at any
-rate to feel the want of them. But, as chance had given him
-Chirac, he maintained the connection whenever they came to Paris.
-Sophia, of course, had not been able to escape from the solitude
-imposed by existence in hotels. Since her marriage she had never
-spoken to a woman in the way of intimacy. But once or twice she
-had approached intimacy with Chirac, whose wistful admiration for
-her always aroused into activity her desire to charm.
-
-Preceded by the menial, he came into the room hurriedly,
-apologetically, with an air of acute anxiety. And as he saw her
-lying on her back, with flushed features, her hair disarranged,
-and only the grace of the silk ribbons of her matinee to mitigate
-the melancholy repulsiveness of her surroundings, that anxiety
-seemed to deepen.
-
-"Dear madame," he stammered, "all my excuses!" He hastened to the
-bedside and kissed her hand--a little peek according to his
-custom. "You are ill?"
-
-"I have my migraine," she said. "You want Gerald?"
-
-"Yes," he said diffidently. "He had promised----"
-
-"He has left me," Sophia interrupted him in her weak and fatigued
-voice. She closed her eyes as she uttered the words.
-
-"Left you?" He glanced round to be sure that the waiter had
-retired.
-
-"Quitted me! Abandoned me! Last night!"
-
-"Not possible!" he breathed.
-
-She nodded. She felt intimate with him. Like all secretive
-persons, she could be suddenly expansive at times.
-
-"It is serious?" he questioned.
-
-"All that is most serious," she replied.
-
-"And you ill! Ah, the wretch! Ah, the wretch! That, for example!"
-He waved his hat about.
-
-"What is it you want, Chirac?" she demanded, in a confidential
-tone.
-
-"Eh, well," said Chirac. "You do not know where he has gone?"
-
-"No. What do you want?" she insisted.
-
-He was nervous. He fidgetted. She guessed that, though warm with
-sympathy for her plight, he was preoccupied by interests and
-apprehensions of his own. He did not refuse her request
-temporarily to leave the astonishing matter of her situation in
-order to discuss the matter of his visit.
-
-"Eh, well! He came to me yesterday afternoon in the Rue Croissant
-to borrow some money."
-
-She understood then the object of Gerald's stroll on the previous
-afternoon.
-
-"I hope you didn't lend him any," she said.
-
-"Eh, well! It was like this. He said he ought to have received
-five thousand francs yesterday morning, but that he had had a
-telegram that it would not arrive till to-day. And he had need of
-five hundred francs at once. I had not five hundred francs"--he
-smiled sadly, as if to insinuate that he did not handle such sums
---"but I borrowed it from the cashbox of the journal. It is
-necessary, absolutely, that I should return it this morning." He
-spoke with increased seriousness. "Your husband said he would take
-a cab and bring me the money immediately on the arrival of the
-post this morning--about nine o'clock. Pardon me for deranging you
-with such a----"
-
-He stopped. She could see that he really was grieved to 'derange'
-her, but that circumstances pressed.
-
-"At my paper," he murmured, "it is not so easy as that to--in
-fine----!"
-
-Gerald had genuinely been at his last francs. He had not lied when
-she thought he had lied. The nakedness of his character showed
-now. Instantly upon the final and definite cessation of the lawful
-supply of money, he had set his wits to obtain money unlawfully.
-He had, in fact, simply stolen it from Chirac, with the ornamental
-addition of endangering Chirac's reputation and situation--as a
-sort of reward to Chirac for the kindness! And, further, no sooner
-had he got hold of the money than it had intoxicated him, and he
-had yielded to the first fatuous temptation. He had no sense of
-responsibility, no scruple. And as for common prudence--had he not
-risked permanent disgrace and even prison for a paltry sum which
-he would certainly squander in two or three days? Yes, it was
-indubitable that he would stop at nothing, at nothing whatever.
-
-"You did not know that he was coming to me?" asked Chirac, pulling
-his short, silky brown beard.
-
-"No," Sophia answered.
-
-"But he said that you had charged him with your friendlinesses to
-me!" He nodded his head once or twice, sadly but candidly
-accepting, in his quality of a Latin, the plain facts of human
-nature--reconciling himself to them at once.
-
-Sophia revolted at this crowning detail of the structure of
-Gerald's rascality.
-
-"It is fortunate that I can pay you," she said.
-
-"But----" he tried to protest.
-
-"I have quite enough money."
-
-She did not say this to screen Gerald, but merely from amour-
-propre. She would not let Chirac think that she was the wife of a
-man bereft of all honour. And so she clothed Gerald with the rag
-of having, at any rate, not left her in destitution as well as in
-sickness. Her assertion seemed a strange one, in view of the fact
-that he had abandoned her on the previous evening--that is to say,
-immediately after the borrowing from Chirac. But Chirac did not
-examine the statement.
-
-"Perhaps he has the intention to send me the money. Perhaps, after
-all, he is now at the offices----"
-
-"No," said Sophia. "He is gone. Will you go downstairs and wait
-for me. We will go together to Cook's office. It is English money
-I have."
-
-"Cook's?" he repeated. The word now so potent had then little
-significance. "But you are ill. You cannot----"
-
-"I feel better."
-
-She did. Or rather, she felt nothing except the power of her
-resolve to remove the painful anxiety from that wistful brow. The
-shame of the trick played on Chirac awakened new forces in her.
-She dressed in a physical torment which, however, had no more
-reality than a nightmare. She searched in a place where even an
-inquisitive husband would not think of looking, and then,
-painfully, she descended the long stairs, holding to the rail,
-which swam round and round her, carrying the whole staircase with
-it. "After all," she thought, "I can't be seriously ill, or I
-shouldn't have been able to get up and go out like this. I never
-guessed early this morning that I could do it! I can't possibly be
-as ill as I thought I was!"
-
-And in the vestibule she encountered Chirac's face, lightening at
-the sight of her, which proved to him that his deliverance was
-really to be accomplished.
-
-"Permit me----"
-
-"I'm all right," she smiled, tottering. "Get a cab." It suddenly
-occurred to her that she might quite as easily have given him the
-money in English notes; he could have changed them. But she had
-not thought. Her brain would not operate. She was dreaming and
-waking together.
-
-He helped her into the cab.
-
-V
-
-In the bureau de change there was a little knot of English,
-people, with naive, romantic, and honest faces, quite different
-from the faces outside in the street. No corruption in those
-faces, but a sort of wondering and infantile sincerity, rather out
-of its element and lost in a land too unsophisticated, seeming to
-belong to an earlier age! Sophia liked their tourist stare, and
-their plain and ugly clothes. She longed to be back in England,
-longed for a moment with violence, drowning in that desire.
-
-The English clerk behind his brass bars took her notes, and
-carefully examined them one by one. She watched him, not entirely
-convinced of his reality, and thought vaguely of the detestable
-morning when she had abstracted the notes from Gerald's pocket.
-She was filled with pity for the simple, ignorant Sophia of those
-days, the Sophia who still had a few ridiculous illusions
-concerning Gerald's character. Often, since, she had been tempted
-to break into the money, but she had always withstood the
-temptation, saying to herself that an hour of more urgent need
-would come. It had come. She was proud of her firmness, of the
-force of will which had enabled her to reserve the fund intact.
-The clerk gave her a keen look, and then asked her how she would
-take the French money. And she saw the notes falling down one
-after another on to the counter as the clerk separated them with a
-snapping sound of the paper.
-
-Chirac was beside her.
-
-"Does that make the count?" she said, having pushed towards him
-five hundred-franc notes.
-
-"I should not know how to thank you," he said, accepting the
-notes. "Truly--"
-
-His joy was unmistakably eager. He had had a shock and a fright,
-and he now saw the danger past. He could return to the cashier of
-his newspaper, and fling down the money with a lordly and careless
-air, as if to say: "When it is a question of these English, one
-can always be sure!" But first he would escort her to the hotel.
-She declined--she did not know why, for he was her sole point of
-moral support in all France. He insisted. She yielded. So she
-turned her back, with regret, on that little English oasis in the
-Sahara of Paris, and staggered to the fiacre.
-
-And now that she had done what she had to do, she lost control of
-her body, and reclined flaccid and inert. Chirac was evidently
-alarmed. He did not speak, but glanced at her from time to time
-with eyes full of fear. The carriage appeared to her to be
-swimming amid waves over great depths. Then she was aware of a
-heavy weight against her shoulder; she had slipped down upon
-Chirac, unconscious.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-FEVER
-
-I
-
-
-Then she was lying in bed in a small room, obscure because it was
-heavily curtained; the light came through the inner pair of
-curtains of ecru lace, with a beautiful soft silvery quality. A
-man was standing by the side of the bed--not Chirac.
-
-"Now, madame," he said to her, with kind firmness, and speaking
-with a charming exaggerated purity of the vowels. "You have the
-mucous fever. I have had it myself. You will be forced to take
-baths, very frequently. I must ask you to reconcile yourself to
-that, to be good."
-
-She did not reply. It did not occur to her to reply. But she
-certainly thought that this doctor--he was probably a doctor--was
-overestimating her case. She felt better than she had felt for two
-days. Still, she did not desire to move, nor was she in the least
-anxious as to her surroundings. She lay quiet.
-
-A woman in a rather coquettish deshabille watched over her with
-expert skill.
-
-Later, Sophia seemed to be revisiting the sea on whose waves the
-cab had swum; but now she was under the sea, in a watery gulf,
-terribly deep; and the sounds of the world came to her through the
-water, sudden and strange. Hands seized her and forced her from
-the subaqueous grotto where she had hidden into new alarms. And
-she briefly perceived that there was a large bath by the side of
-the bed, and that she was being pushed into it. The water was icy
-cold. After that her outlook upon things was for a time clearer
-and more precise. She knew from fragments of talk which she heard
-that she was put into the cold bath by her bed every three hours,
-night and day, and that she remained in it for ten minutes.
-Always, before the bath, she had to drink a glass of wine, and
-sometimes another glass while she was in the bath. Beyond this
-wine, and occasionally a cup of soup, she took nothing, had no
-wish to take anything. She grew perfectly accustomed to these
-extraordinary habits of life, to this merging of night and day
-into one monotonous and endless repetition of the same rite amid
-the same circumstances on exactly the same spot. Then followed a
-period during which she objected to being constantly wakened up
-for this annoying immersion. And she fought against it even in her
-dreams. Long days seemed to pass when she could not be sure
-whether she had been put into the bath or not, when all external
-phenomena were disconcertingly interwoven with matters which she
-knew to be merely fanciful. And then she was overwhelmed by the
-hopeless gravity of her state. She felt that her state was
-desperate. She felt that she was dying. Her unhappiness was
-extreme, not because she was dying, but because the veils of sense
-were so puzzling, so exasperating, and because her exhausted body
-was so vitiated, in every fibre, by disease. She was perfectly
-aware that she was going to die. She cried aloud for a pair of
-scissors. She wanted to cut off her hair, and to send part of it
-to Constance and part of it to her mother, in separate packages.
-She insisted upon separate packages. Nobody would give her a pair
-of scissors. She implored, meekly, haughtily, furiously, but
-nobody would satisfy her. It seemed to her shocking that all her
-hair should go with her into her coffin while Constance and her
-mother had nothing by which to remember her, no tangible souvenir
-of her beauty. Then she fought for the scissors. She clutched at
-some one--always through those baffling veils--who was putting her
-into the bath by the bedside, and fought frantically. It appeared
-to her that this some one was the rather stout woman who had
-supped at Sylvain's with the quarrelsome Englishman, four years
-ago. She could not rid herself of this singular conceit, though
-she knew it to be absurd. ...
-
-A long time afterwards--it seemed like a century--she did actually
-and unmistakably see the woman sitting by her bed, and the woman
-was crying.
-
-"Why are you crying?" Sophia asked wonderingly.
-
-And the other, younger, woman, who was standing at the foot of the
-bed, replied:
-
-"You do well to ask! It is you who have hurt her, in your
-delirium, when you so madly demanded the scissors."
-
-The stout woman smiled with the tears on her cheeks; but Sophia
-wept, from remorse. The stout woman looked old, worn, and untidy.
-The other one was much younger. Sophia did not trouble to inquire
-from them who they were.
-
-That little conversation formed a brief interlude in the delirium,
-which overtook her again and distorted everything. She forgot,
-however, that she was destined to die.
-
-One day her brain cleared. She could be sure that she had gone to
-sleep in the morning and not wakened till the evening. Hence she
-had not been put into the bath.
-
-"Have I had my baths?" she questioned.
-
-It was the doctor who faced her.
-
-"No," he said, "the baths are finished."
-
-She knew from his face that she was out of danger. Moreover, she
-was conscious of a new feeling in her body, as though the fount of
-physical energy within her, long interrupted, had recommenced to
-flow--but very slowly, a trickling. It was a rebirth. She was not
-glad, but her body itself was glad; her body had an existence of
-its own.
-
-She was now often left by herself in the bedroom. To the right of
-the foot of the bed was a piano in walnut, and to the left a
-chimney-piece with a large mirror. She wanted to look at herself
-in the mirror. But it was a very long way off. She tried to sit
-up, and could not. She hoped that one day she would be able to get
-as far as the mirror. She said not a word about this to either of
-the two women.
-
-Often they would sit in the bedroom and talk without ceasing.
-Sophia learnt that the stout woman was named Foucault, and the
-other Laurence. Sometimes Laurence would address Madame Foucault
-as Aimee, but usually she was more formal. Madame Foucault always
-called the other Laurence.
-
-Sophia's curiosity stirred and awoke. But she could not obtain any
-very exact information as to where she was, except that the house
-was in the Rue Breda, off the Rue Notre Dame de Lorette. She
-recollected vaguely that the reputation of the street was
-sinister. It appeared that, on the day when she had gone out with
-Chirac, the upper part of the Rue Notre Dame de Lorette was closed
-for repairs--(this she remembered)--and that the cabman had turned
-up the Rue Breda in order to make a detour, and that it was just
-opposite to the house of Madame Foucault that she had lost
-consciousness. Madame Foucault happened to be getting into a cab
-at the moment; but she had told Chirac nevertheless to carry
-Sophia into the house, and a policeman had helped. Then, when the
-doctor came, it was discovered that she could not be moved, save
-to a hospital, and both Madame Foucault and Laurence were
-determined that no friend of Chirac's should be committed to the
-horrors of a Paris hospital. Madame Foucault had suffered in one
-as a patient, and Laurence had been a nurse in another. ...
-
-Chirac was now away. The women talked loosely of a war.
-
-"How kind you have been!" murmured Sophia, with humid eyes.
-
-But they silenced her with gestures. She was not to talk. They
-seemed to have nothing further to tell her. They said Chirac would
-be returning perhaps soon, and that she could talk to him.
-Evidently they both held Chirac in affection. They said often that
-he was a charming boy.
-
-Bit by bit Sophia comprehended the length and the seriousness of
-her illness, and the immense devotion of the two women, and the
-terrific disturbance of their lives, and her own debility. She saw
-that the women were strongly attached to her, and she could not
-understand why, as she had never done anything for them, whereas
-they had done everything for her. She had not learnt that benefits
-rendered, not benefits received, are the cause of such
-attachments.
-
-All the time she was plotting, and gathering her strength to
-disobey orders and get as far as the mirror. Her preliminary
-studies and her preparations were as elaborate as those of a
-prisoner arranging to escape from a fortress. The first attempt
-was a failure. The second succeeded. Though she could not stand
-without support, she managed by clinging to the bed to reach a
-chair, and to push the chair in front of her until it approached
-the mirror. The enterprise was exciting and terrific. Then she saw
-a face in the glass: white, incredibly emaciated, with great,
-wild, staring eyes; and the shoulders were bent as though with
-age. It was a painful, almost a horrible sight. It frightened her,
-so that in her alarm she recoiled from it. Not attending
-sufficiently to the chair, she sank to the ground. She could not
-pick herself up, and she was caught there, miserably, by her
-angered jailers. The vision of her face taught her more
-efficiently than anything else the gravity of her adventure. As
-the women lifted her inert, repentant mass into the bed, she
-reflected, "How queer my life is!" It seemed to her that she ought
-to have been trimming hats in the showroom instead of being in
-that curtained, mysterious, Parisian interior.
-
-II
-
-One day Madame Foucault knocked at the door of Sophia's little
-room (this ceremony of knocking was one of the indications that
-Sophia, convalescent, had been reinstated in her rights as an
-individual), and cried:
-
-"Madame, one is going to leave you all alone for some time."
-
-"Come in," said Sophia, who was sitting up in an armchair, and
-reading.
-
-Madame Foucault opened the door. "One is going to leave you all
-alone for some time," she repeated in a low, confidential voice,
-sharply contrasting with her shriek behind the door.
-
-Sophia nodded and smiled, and Madame Foucault also nodded and
-smiled. But Madame Foucault's face quickly resumed its anxious
-expression.
-
-"The servant's brother marries himself to-day, and she implored me
-to accord her two days--what would you? Madame Laurence is out.
-And I must go out. It is four o'clock. I shall re-enter at six
-o'clock striking. Therefore ..."
-
-"Perfectly," Sophia concurred.
-
-She looked curiously at Madame Foucault, who was carefully made up
-and arranged for the street, in a dress of yellow tussore with
-blue ornaments, bright lemon-coloured gloves, a little blue
-bonnet, and a little white parasol not wider when opened than her
-shoulders. Cheeks, lips, and eyes were heavily charged with rouge,
-powder, or black. And that too abundant waist had been most
-cunningly confined in a belt that descended beneath, instead of
-rising above, the lower masses of the vast torso. The general
-effect was worthy of the effort that must have gone to it. Madame
-Foucault was not rejuvenated by her toilette, but it almost
-procured her pardon for the crime of being over forty, fat,
-creased, and worn out. It was one of those defeats that are a
-triumph.
-
-"You are very chic," said Sophia, uttering her admiration.
-
-"Ah!" said Madame Foucault, shrugging the shoulders of
-disillusion. "Chic! What does that do?"
-
-But she was pleased.
-
-The front-door banged. Sophia, by herself for the first time in
-the flat into which she had been carried unconscious and which she
-had never since left, had the disturbing sensation of being
-surrounded by mysterious rooms and mysterious things. She tried to
-continue reading, but the sentences conveyed nothing to her. She
-rose--she could walk now a little--and looked out of the window,
-through the interstices of the pattern of the lace curtains. The
-window gave on the courtyard, which was about sixteen feet below
-her. A low wall divided the courtyard from that of the next house.
-And the windows of the two houses, only to be distinguished by the
-different tints of their yellow paint, rose tier above tier in
-level floors, continuing beyond Sophia's field of vision. She
-pressed her face against the glass, and remembered the St. Luke's
-Square of her childhood; and just as there from the showroom
-window she could not even by pressing her face against the glass
-see the pavement, so here she could not see the roof; the
-courtyard was like the bottom of a well. There was no end to the
-windows; six storeys she could count, and the sills of a seventh
-were the limit of her view. Every window was heavily curtained,
-like her own. Some of the upper ones had green sunblinds. Scarcely
-any sound! Mysteries brooded without as well as within the flat of
-Madame Foucault. Sophia saw a bodiless hand twitch at a curtain
-and vanish. She noticed a green bird in a tiny cage on a sill in
-the next house. A woman whom she took to be the concierge appeared
-in the courtyard, deposited a small plant in the track of a ray of
-sunshine that lighted a corner for a couple of hours in the
-afternoon, and disappeared again. Then she heard a piano--
-somewhere. That was all. The feeling that secret and strange lives
-were being lived behind those baffling windows, that humanity was
-everywhere intimately pulsing around her, oppressed her spirit yet
-not quite unpleasantly. The environment softened her glance upon
-the spectacle of existence, insomuch that sadness became a
-voluptuous pleasure. And the environment threw her back on
-herself, into a sensuous contemplation of the fundamental fact of
-Sophia Scales, formerly Sophia Baines.
-
-She turned to the room, with the marks of the bath on the floor by
-the bed, and the draped piano that was never opened, and her two
-trunks filling up the corner opposite the door. She had the idea
-of thoroughly examining those trunks, which Chirac or somebody
-else must have fetched from the hotel. At the top of one of them
-was her purse, tied up with old ribbon and ostentatiously sealed!
-How comical these French people were when they deemed it necessary
-to be serious! She emptied both trunks, scrutinizing minutely all
-her goods, and thinking of the varied occasions upon which she had
-obtained them. Then she carefully restored them, her mind full of
-souvenirs newly awakened.
-
-She sighed as she straightened her back. A clock struck in another
-room. It seemed to invite her towards discoveries. She had been in
-no other room of the flat. She knew nothing of the rest of the
-flat save by sound. For neither of the other women had ever
-described it, nor had it occurred to them that Sophia might care
-to leave her room though she could not leave the house.
-
-She opened her door, and glanced along the dim corridor, with
-which she was familiar. She knew that the kitchen lay next to her
-little room, and that next to the kitchen came the front-door. On
-the opposite side of the corridor were four double-doors. She
-crossed to the pair of doors facing her own little door, and
-quietly turned the handle, but the doors were locked; the same
-with the next pair. The third pair yielded, and she was in a large
-bedroom, with three windows on the street. She saw that the second
-pair of doors, which she had failed to unfasten, also opened into
-this room. Between the two pairs of doors was a wide bed. In front
-of the central window was a large dressing-table. To the left of
-the bed, half hiding the locked doors, was a large screen. On the
-marble mantelpiece, reflected in a huge mirror, that ascended to
-the ornate cornice, was a gilt-and-basalt clock, with pendants to
-match. On the opposite side of the room from this was a long wide
-couch. The floor was of polished oak, with a skin on either side
-of the bed. At the foot of the bed was a small writing-table, with
-a penny bottle of ink on it. A few coloured prints and engravings
---representing, for example, Louis Philippe and his family, and
-people perishing on a raft--broke the tedium of the walls. The
-first impression on Sophia's eye was one of sombre splendour.
-Everything had the air of being richly ornamented, draped, looped,
-carved, twisted, brocaded into gorgeousness. The dark crimson bed-
-hangings fell from massive rosettes in majestic folds. The
-counterpane was covered with lace. The window-curtains had
-amplitude beyond the necessary, and they were suspended from
-behind fringed and pleated valances. The green sofa and its sateen
-cushions were stiff with applied embroidery. The chandelier
-hanging from the middle of the ceiling, modelled to represent
-cupids holding festoons, was a glittering confusion of gilt and
-lustres; the lustres tinkled when Sophia stood on a certain part
-of the floor. The cane-seated chairs were completely gilded. There
-was an effect of spaciousness. And the situation of the bed
-between the two double-doors, with the three windows in front and
-other pairs of doors communicating with other rooms on either
-hand, produced in addition an admirable symmetry.
-
-But Sophia, with the sharp gaze of a woman brought up in the
-traditions of a modesty so proud that it scorns ostentation,
-quickly tested and condemned the details of this chamber that
-imitated every luxury. Nothing in it, she found, was 'good.' And
-in St. Luke's Square 'goodness' meant honest workmanship,
-permanence, the absence of pretence. All the stuffs were cheap and
-showy and shabby; all the furniture was cracked, warped, or
-broken. The clock showed five minutes past twelve at five o'clock.
-And further, dust was everywhere, except in those places where
-even the most perfunctory cleaning could not have left it. In the
-obscurer pleatings of draperies it lay thick. Sophia's lip curled,
-and instinctively she lifted her peignoir. One of her mother's
-phrases came into her head: 'a lick and a promise.' And then
-another: "If you want to leave dirt, leave it where everybody can
-see it, not in the corners."
-
-She peeped behind the screen, and all the horrible welter of a
-cabinet de toilette met her gaze: a repulsive medley of foul
-waters, stained vessels and cloths, brushes, sponges, powders, and
-pastes. Clothes were hung up in disorder on rough nails; among
-them she recognized a dressing-gown of Madame Foucault's, and,
-behind affairs of later date, the dazzling scarlet cloak in which
-she had first seen Madame Foucault, dilapidated now. So this was
-Madame Foucault's room! This was the bower from which that
-elegance emerged, the filth from which had sprung the mature
-blossom!
-
-She passed from that room direct to another, of which the shutters
-were closed, leaving it in twilight. This room too was a bedroom,
-rather smaller than the middle one, and having only one window,
-but furnished with the same dubious opulence. Dust covered it
-everywhere, and small footmarks were visible in the dust on the
-floor. At the back was a small door, papered to match the wall,
-and within this door was a cabinet de toilette, with no light and
-no air; neither in the room nor in the closet was there any sign
-of individual habitation. She traversed the main bedroom again and
-found another bedroom to balance the second one, but open to the
-full light of day, and in a state of extreme disorder; the double-
-pillowed bed had not even been made: clothes and towels draped all
-the furniture: shoes were about the floor, and on a piece of
-string tied across the windows hung a single white stocking, wet.
-At the back was a cabinet de toilette, as dark as the other one, a
-vile malodorous mess of appliances whose familiar forms loomed
-vague and extraordinarily sinister in the dense obscurity. Sophia
-turned away with the righteous disgust of one whose preparations
-for the gaze of the world are as candid and simple as those of a
-child. Concealed dirt shocked her as much as it would have shocked
-her mother; and as for the trickeries of the toilet table, she
-contemned them as harshly as a young saint who has never been
-tempted contemns moral weakness. She thought of the strange
-flaccid daily life of those two women, whose hours seemed to slip
-unprofitably away without any result of achievement. She had
-actually witnessed nothing; but since the beginning of her
-convalescence her ears had heard, and she could piece the
-evidences together. There was never any sound in the flat, outside
-the kitchen, until noon. Then vague noises and smells would
-commence. And about one o'clock Madame Foucault, disarrayed, would
-come to inquire if the servant had attended to the needs of the
-invalid. Then the odours of cookery would accentuate themselves;
-bells rang; fragments of conversations escaped through doors ajar;
-occasionally a man's voice or a heavy step; then the fragrance of
-coffee; sometimes the sound of a kiss, the banging of the front
-door, the noise of brushing, or of the shaking of a carpet, a
-little scream as at some trifling domestic contretemps. Laurence,
-still in a dressing-gown, would lounge into Sophia's room, dirty,
-haggard, but polite with a curious stiff ceremony, and would drink
-her coffee there. This wandering in peignoirs would continue till
-three o'clock, and then Laurence might say, as if nerving herself
-to an unusual and immense effort: "I must be dressed by five
-o'clock. I have not a moment." Often Madame Foucault did not dress
-at all; on such days she would go to bed immediately after dinner,
-with the remark that she didn't know what was the matter with her,
-but she was exhausted. And then the servant would retire to her
-seventh floor, and there would be silence until, now and then,
-faint creepings were heard at midnight or after. Once or twice,
-through the chinks of her door, Sophia had seen a light at two
-o'clock in the morning, just before the dawn.
-
-Yet these were the women who had saved her life, who between them
-had put her into a cold bath every three hours night and day for
-weeks! Surely it was impossible after that to despise them for
-shiftlessness and talkative idling in peignoirs; impossible to
-despise them for anything whatever! But Sophia, conscious of her
-inheritance of strong and resolute character, did despise them as
-poor things. The one point on which she envied them was their
-formal manners to her, which seemed to become more dignified and
-graciously distant as her health improved. It was always 'Madame,'
-'Madame,' to her, with an intonation of increasing deference. They
-might have been apologizing to her for themselves.
-
-She prowled into all the corners of the flat; but she discovered
-no more rooms, nothing but a large cupboard crammed with Madame
-Foucault's dresses. Then she went back to the large bedroom, and
-enjoyed the busy movement and rattle of the sloping street, and
-had long, vague yearnings for strength and for freedom in wide,
-sane places. She decided that on the morrow she would dress
-herself 'properly,' and never again wear a peignoir; the peignoir
-and all that it represented, disgusted her. And while looking at
-the street she ceased to see it and saw Cook's office and Chirac
-helping her into the carriage. Where was he? Why had he brought
-her to this impossible abode? What did he mean by such conduct?
-But could he have acted otherwise? He had done the one thing that
-he could do. ... Chance! ... Chance! And why an impossible abode?
-Was one place more impossible than another? All this came of
-running away from home with Gerald. It was remarkable that she
-seldom thought of Gerald. He had vanished from her life as he had
-come into it--madly, preposterously. She wondered what the next
-stage in her career would be. She certainly could not forecast it.
-Perhaps Gerald was starving, or in prison ... Bah! That
-exclamation expressed her appalling disdain of Gerald and of the
-Sophia who had once deemed him the paragon of men. Bah!
-
-A carriage stopping in front of the house awakened her from her
-meditation. Madame Foucault and a man very much younger than
-Madame Foucault got out of it. Sophia fled. After all, this prying
-into other people's rooms was quite inexcusable. She dropped on to
-her own bed and picked up a book, in case Madame Foucault should
-come in.
-
-III
-
-In the evening, just after night had fallen, Sophia on the bed
-heard the sound of raised and acrimonious voices in Madame
-Foucault's room. Nothing except dinner had happened since the
-arrival of Madame Foucault and the young man. These two had
-evidently dined informally in the bedroom on a dish or so prepared
-by Madame Foucault, who had herself served Sophia with her
-invalid's repast. The odours of cookery still hung in the air.
-
-The noise of virulent discussion increased and continued, and then
-Sophia could hear sobbing, broken by short and fierce phrases from
-the man. Then the door of the bedroom opened brusquely. "J'en ai
-soupe!" exclaimed the man, in tones of angry disgust. "Laisse-moi,
-je te prie!" And then a soft muffled sound, as of a struggle, a
-quick step, and the very violent banging of the front door. After
-that there was a noticeable silence, save for the regular sobbing.
-Sophia wondered when it would cease, that monotonous sobbing.
-
-"What is the matter?" she called out from her bed.
-
-The sobbing grew louder, like the sobbing of a child who has
-detected an awakening of sympathy and instinctively begins to
-practise upon it. In the end Sophia arose and put on the peignoir
-which she had almost determined never to wear again. The broad
-corridor was lighted by a small, smelling oil-lamp with a crimson
-globe. That soft, transforming radiance seemed to paint the whole
-corridor with voluptuous luxury: so much so that it was impossible
-to believe that the smell came from the lamp. Under the lamp lay
-Madame Foucault on the floor, a shapeless mass of lace, frilled
-linen, and corset; her light brown hair was loose and spread about
-the floor. At the first glance, the creature abandoned to grief
-made a romantic and striking picture, and Sophia thought for an
-instant that she had at length encountered life on a plane that
-would correspond to her dreams of romance. And she was impressed,
-with a feeling somewhat akin to that of a middling commoner when
-confronted with a viscount. There was, in the distance, something
-imposing and sensational about that prone, trembling figure. The
-tragic works of love were therein apparently manifest, in a sort
-of dignified beauty. But when Sophia bent over Madame Foucault,
-and touched her flabbiness, this illusion at once vanished; and
-instead of being dramatically pathetic the woman was ridiculous.
-Her face, especially as damaged by tears, could not support the
-ordeal of inspection; it was horrible; not a picture, but a
-palette; or like the coloured design of a pavement artist after a
-heavy shower. Her great, relaxed eyelids alone would have rendered
-any face absurd; and there were monstrous details far worse than
-the eyelids. Then she was amazingly fat; her flesh seemed to be
-escaping at all ends from a corset strained to the utmost limit.
-And above her boots--she was still wearing dainty, high-heeled,
-tightly laced boots--the calves bulged suddenly out.
-
-As a woman of between forty and fifty, the obese sepulchre of a
-dead vulgar beauty, she had no right to passions and tears and
-homage, or even the means of life; she had no right to expose
-herself picturesquely beneath a crimson glow in all the panoply of
-ribboned garters and lacy seductiveness. It was silly; it was
-disgraceful. She ought to have known that only youth and slimness
-have the right to appeal to the feelings by indecent abandonments.
-
-Such were the thoughts that mingled with the sympathy of the
-beautiful and slim Sophia as she bent down to Madame Foucault. She
-was sorry for her landlady, but at the same time she despised her,
-and resented her woe.
-
-"What is the matter?" she asked quietly.
-
-"He has chucked me!" stammered Madame Foucault. "And he's the
-last. I have no one now!"
-
-She rolled over in the most grotesque manner, kicking up her legs,
-with a fresh outburst of sobs. Sophia felt quite ashamed for her.
-
-"Come and lie down. Come now!" she said, with a touch of
-sharpness. "You musn't lie there like that."
-
-Madame Foucault's behaviour was really too outrageous. Sophia
-helped her, morally rather than physically, to rise, and then
-persuaded her into the large bedroom. Madame Foucault fell on the
-bed, of which the counterpane had been thrown over the foot.
-Sophia covered the lower part of her heaving body with the
-counterpane.
-
-"Now, calm yourself, please!"
-
-This room too was lit in crimson, by a small lamp that stood on
-the night-table, and though the shade of the lamp was cracked, the
-general effect of the great chamber was incontestably romantic.
-Only the pillows of the wide bed and a small semi-circle of floor
-were illuminated, all the rest lay in shadow. Madame Foucault's
-head had dropped between the pillows. A tray containing dirty
-plates and glasses and a wine-bottle was speciously picturesque on
-the writing-table.
-
-Despite her genuine gratitude to Madame Foucault for astounding
-care during her illness, Sophia did not like her landlady, and the
-present scene made her coldly wrathful. She saw the probability of
-having another's troubles piled on the top of her own. She did
-not, in her mind, actively object, because she felt that she could
-not be more hopelessly miserable than she was; but she passively
-resented the imposition. Her reason told her that she ought to
-sympathize with this ageing, ugly, disagreeable, undignified
-woman; but her heart was reluctant; her heart did not want to know
-anything at all about Madame Foucault, nor to enter in any way
-into her private life.
-
-"I have not a single friend now," stammered Madame Foucault.
-
-"Oh, yes, you have," said Sophia, cheerfully. "You have Madame
-Laurence."
-
-"Laurence--that is not a friend. You know what I mean."
-
-"And me! I am your friend!" said Sophia, in obedience to her
-conscience.
-
-"You are very kind," replied Madame Foucault, from the pillow.
-"But you know what I mean."
-
-The fact was that Sophia did know what she meant. The terms of
-their intercourse had been suddenly changed. There was no
-pretentious ceremony now, but the sincerity that disaster brings.
-The vast structure of make-believe, which between them they had
-gradually built, had crumbled to nothing.
-
-"I never treated badly any man in my life," whimpered Madame
-Foucault. "I have always been a--good girl. There is not a man who
-can say I have not been a good girl. Never was I a girl like the
-rest. And every one has said so. Ah! when I tell you that once I
-had a hotel in the Avenue de la Reine Hortense. Four horses ... I
-have sold a horse to Madame Musard. ... You know Madame Musard.
-... But one cannot make economies. Impossible to make economies!
-Ah! In 'fifty-six I was spending a hundred thousand francs a year.
-That cannot last. Always I have said to myself: 'That cannot
-last.' Always I had the intention. ... But what would you? I
-installed myself here, and borrowed money to pay for the
-furniture. There did not remain to me one jewel. The men are
-poltroons, all! I could let three bedrooms for three hundred and
-fifty francs a month, and with serving meals and so on I could
-live."
-
-"Then that," Sophia interrupted, pointing to her own bedroom
-across the corridor, "is your room?"
-
-"Yes," said Madame Foucault. "I put you in it because at the
-moment all these were let. They are so no longer. Only one--
-Laurence--and she does not pay me always. What would you? Tenants
---that does not find itself at the present hour. ... I have
-nothing, and I owe. And he quits me. He chooses this moment to
-quit me! And why? For nothing. For nothing. That is not for his
-money that I regret him. No, no! You know, at his age--he is
-twenty-five--and with a woman like me--one is not generous! No. I
-loved him. And then a man is a moral support, always. I loved him.
-It is at my age, mine, that one knows how to love. Beauty goes
-always, but not the temperament! Ah, that--No! ... I loved him. I
-love him."
-
-Sophia's face tingled with a sudden emotion caused by the
-repetition of those last three words, whose spell no usage can
-mar. But she said nothing.
-
-"Do you know what I shall become? There is nothing but that for
-me. And I know of such, who are there already. A charwoman! Yes, a
-charwoman! More soon or more late. Well, that is life. What would
-you? One exists always." Then in a different tone: "I demand your
-pardon, madame, for talking like this. I ought to have shame."
-
-And Sophia felt that in listening she also ought to be ashamed.
-But she was not ashamed. Everything seemed very natural, and even
-ordinary. And, moreover, Sophia was full of the sense of her
-superiority over the woman on the bed. Four years ago, in the
-Restaurant Sylvain, the ingenuous and ignorant Sophia had shyly
-sat in awe of the resplendent courtesan, with her haughty stare,
-her large, easy gestures, and her imperturbable contempt for the
-man who was paying. And now Sophia knew that she, Sophia, knew all
-that was to be known about human nature. She had not merely youth,
-beauty, and virtue, but knowledge--knowledge enough to reconcile
-her to her own misery. She had a vigorous, clear mind, and a clean
-conscience. She could look any one in the face, and judge every
-one too as a woman of the world. Whereas this obscene wreck on the
-bed had nothing whatever left. She had not merely lost her
-effulgent beauty, she had become repulsive. She could never have
-had any commonsense, nor any force of character. Her haughtiness
-in the day of glory was simply fatuous, based on stupidity. She
-had passed the years in idleness, trailing about all day in stuffy
-rooms, and emerging at night to impress nincompoops; continually
-meaning to do things which she never did, continually surprised at
-the lateness of the hour, continually occupied with the most
-foolish trifles. And here she was at over forty writhing about on
-the bare floor because a boy of twenty-five (who MUST be a
-worthless idiot) had abandoned her after a scene of ridiculous
-shoutings and stampings. She was dependent on the caprices of a
-young scamp, the last donkey to turn from her with loathing!
-Sophia thought: "Goodness! If I had been in her place I shouldn't
-have been like that. I should have been rich. I should have saved
-like a miser. I wouldn't have been dependent on anybody at that
-age. If I couldn't have made a better courtesan than this pitiable
-woman, I would have drowned myself."
-
-In the harsh vanity of her conscious capableness and young
-strength she thought thus, half forgetting her own follies, and
-half excusing them on the ground of inexperience.
-
-Sophia wanted to go round the flat and destroy every crimson
-lampshade in it. She wanted to shake Madame Foucault into self-
-respect and sagacity. Moral reprehension, though present in her
-mind, was only faint. Certainly she felt the immense gulf between
-the honest woman and the wanton, but she did not feel it as she
-would have expected to feel it. "What a fool you have been!" she
-thought; not: "What a sinner!" With her precocious cynicism, which
-was somewhat unsuited to the lovely northern youthfulness of that
-face, she said to herself that the whole situation and their
-relative attitudes would have been different if only Madame
-Foucault had had the wit to amass a fortune, as (according to
-Gerald) some of her rivals had succeeded in doing.
-
-And all the time she was thinking, in another part of her mind: "I
-ought not to be here. It's no use arguing. I ought not to be here.
-Chirac did the only thing for me there was to do. But I must go
-now."
-
-Madame Foucault continued to recite her woes, chiefly financial,
-in a weak voice damp with tears; she also continued to apologize
-for mentioning herself. She had finished sobbing, and lay looking
-at the wall, away from Sophia, who stood irresolute near the bed,
-ashamed for her companion's weakness and incapacity.
-
-"You must not forget," said Sophia, irritated by the unrelieved
-darkness of the picture drawn by Madame Foucault, "that at least I
-owe you a considerable sum, and that I am only waiting for you to
-tell me how much it is. I have asked you twice already, I think."
-
-"Oh, you are still suffering!" said Madame Foucault.
-
-"I am quite well enough to pay my debts," said Sophia.
-
-"I do not like to accept money from you," said Madame Foucault.
-
-"But why not?"
-
-"You will have the doctor to pay."
-
-"Please do not talk in that way," said Sophia. "I have money, and
-I can pay for everything, and I shall pay for everything."
-
-She was annoyed because she was sure that Madame Foucault was only
-making a pretence of delicacy, and that in any case her delicacy
-was preposterous. Sophia had remarked this on the two previous
-occasions when she had mentioned the subject of bills. Madame
-Foucault would not treat her as an ordinary lodger, now that the
-illness was past. She wanted, as it were, to complete brilliantly
-what she had begun, and to live in Sophia's memory as a unique
-figure of lavish philanthropy. This was a sentiment, a luxury that
-she desired to offer herself: the thought that she had played
-providence to a respectable married lady in distress; she
-frequently hinted at Sophia's misfortunes and helplessness. But
-she could not afford the luxury. She gazed at it as a poor woman
-gazes at costly stuffs through the glass of a shop-window. The
-truth was, she wanted the luxury for nothing. For a double reason
-Sophia was exasperated: by Madame Foucault's absurd desire, and by
-a natural objection to the role of a subject for philanthropy. She
-would not admit that Madame Foucault's devotion as a nurse
-entitled her to the satisfaction of being a philanthropist when
-there was no necessity for philanthropy.
-
-"How long have I been here?" asked Sophia.
-
-"I don't know." murmured Madame Foucault. "Eight weeks--or is it
-nine?"
-
-"Suppose we say nine," said Sophia.
-
-"Very well," agreed Madame Foucault, apparently reluctant.
-
-"Now, how much must I pay you per week?"
-
-"I don't want anything--I don't want anything! You are a friend of
-Chirac's. You---"
-
-"Not at all!" Sophia interrupted, tapping her foot and biting her
-lip. "Naturally I must pay."
-
-Madame Foucault wept quietly.
-
-"Shall I pay you seventy-five francs a week?" said Sophia, anxious
-to end the matter.
-
-"It is too much!" Madame Foucault protested, insincerely.
-
-"What? For all you have done for me?"
-
-"I speak not of that," Madame Foucault modestly replied.
-
-If the devotion was not to be paid for, then seventy-five francs a
-week was assuredly too much, as during more than half the time
-Sophia had had almost no food. Madame Foucault was therefore
-within the truth when she again protested, at sight of the bank-
-notes which Sophia brought from her trunk:
-
-"I am sure that it is too much."
-
-"Not at all!" Sophia repeated. "Nine weeks at seventy-five. That
-makes six hundred and seventy-five. Here are seven hundreds."
-
-"I have no change," said Madame Foucault. "I have nothing."
-
-"That will pay for the hire of the bath," said Sophia.
-
-She laid the notes on the pillow. Madame Foucault looked at them
-gluttonously, as any other person would have done in her place.
-She did not touch them. After an instant she burst into wild
-tears.
-
-"But why do you cry?" Sophia asked, softened.
-
-"I--I don't know!" spluttered Madame Foucault. "You are so
-beautiful. I am so content that we saved you." Her great wet eyes
-rested on Sophia.
-
-It was sentimentality. Sophia ruthlessly set it down as
-sentimentality. But she was touched. She was suddenly moved. Those
-women, such as they were in their foolishness, probably had saved
-her life--and she a stranger! Flaccid as they were, they had been
-capable of resolute perseverance there. It was possible to say
-that chance had thrown them upon an enterprise which they could
-not have abandoned till they or death had won. It was possible to
-say that they hoped vaguely to derive advantage from their
-labours. But even then? Judged by an ordinary standard, those
-women had been angels of mercy. And Sophia was despising them,
-cruelly taking their motives to pieces, accusing them of
-incapacity when she herself stood a supreme proof of their
-capacity in, at any rate, one direction! In a rush of emotion she
-saw her hardness and her injustice.
-
-She bent down. "Never can I forget how kind you have been to me.
-It is incredible! Incredible!" She spoke softly, in tones loaded
-with genuine feeling. It was all she said. She could not embroider
-on the theme. She had no talent for thanksgiving.
-
-Madame Foucault made the beginning of a gesture, as if she meant
-to kiss Sophia with those thick, marred lips; but refrained. Her
-head sank back, and then she had a recurrence of the fit of
-nervous sobbing. Immediately afterwards there was the sound of a
-latchkey in the front-door of the flat; the bedroom door was open.
-Still sobbing very violently, she cocked her ear, and pushed the
-bank-notes under the pillow.
-
-Madame Laurence--as she was called: Sophia had never heard her
-surname--came straight into the bedroom, and beheld the scene with
-astonishment in her dark twinkling eyes. She was usually dressed
-in black, because people said that black suited her, and because
-black was never out of fashion; black was an expression of her
-idiosyncrasy. She showed a certain elegance, and by comparison
-with the extreme disorder of Madame Foucault and the deshabille of
-Sophia her appearance, all fresh from a modish restaurant, was
-brilliant; it gave her an advantage over the other two--that moral
-advantage which ceremonial raiment always gives.
-
-"What is it that passes?" she demanded.
-
-"He has chucked me, Laurence!" exclaimed Madame Foucault, in a
-sort of hysteric scream which seemed to force its way through her
-sobs. From the extraordinary freshness of Madame Foucault's woe,
-it might have been supposed that her young man had only that
-instant strode out.
-
-Laurence and Sophia exchanged a swift glance; and Laurence, of
-course, perceived that Sophia's relations with her landlady and
-nurse were now of a different, a more candid order. She indicated
-her perception of the change by a single slight movement of the
-eyebrows.
-
-"But listen, Aimee," she said authoritatively. "You must not let
-yourself go like that. He will return."
-
-"Never!" cried Madame Foucault. "It is finished. And he is the
-last!"
-
-Laurence, ignoring Madame Foucault, approached Sophia. "You have
-an air very fatigued," she said, caressing Sophia's shoulder with
-her gloved hand. "You are pale like everything. All this is not
-for you. It is not reasonable to remain here, you still suffering!
-At this hour! Truly not reasonable!"
-
-Her hands persuaded Sophia towards the corridor. And, in fact,
-Sophia did then notice her own exhaustion. She departed from the
-room with the ready obedience of physical weakness, and shut her
-door.
-
-After about half an hour, during which she heard confused noises
-and murmurings, her door half opened.
-
-"May I enter, since you are not asleep?" It was Laurence's voice.
-Twice, now, she had addressed Sophia without adding the formal
-'madame.'
-
-"Enter, I beg you," Sophia called from the bed. "I am reading."
-
-Laurence came in. Sophia was both glad and sorry to see her. She
-was eager to hear gossip which, however, she felt she ought to
-despise. Moreover, she knew that if they talked that night they
-would talk as friends, and that Laurence would ever afterwards
-treat her with the familiarity of a friend. This she dreaded.
-Still, she knew that she would yield, at any rate, to the
-temptation to listen to gossip.
-
-"I have put her to bed," said Laurence, in a whisper, as she
-cautiously closed the door. "The poor woman! Oh, what a charming
-bracelet! It is a true pearl, naturally?"
-
-Her roving eye had immediately, with an infallible instinct,
-caught sight of a bracelet which, in taking stock of her
-possessions, Sophia had accidentally left on the piano. She picked
-it up, and then put it down again.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia. She was about to add: "It's nearly all the
-jewellery I possess;" but she stopped.
-
-Laurence moved towards Sophia's bed, and stood over it as she had
-often done in her quality as nurse. She had taken off her gloves,
-and she made a piquant, pretty show, with her thirty years, and
-her agreeable, slightly roguish face, in which were mingled the
-knowingness of a street boy and the confidence of a woman who has
-ceased to be surprised at the influence of her snub nose on a
-highly intelligent man.
-
-"Did she tell you what they had quarrelled about?" Laurence
-inquired abruptly. And not only the phrasing of the question, but
-the assured tone in which it was uttered, showed that Laurence
-meant to be the familiar of Sophia.
-
-"Not a word!" said Sophia.
-
-In this brief question and reply, all was crudely implied that had
-previously been supposed not to exist. The relations between the
-two women were altered irretrievably in a moment.
-
-"It must have been her fault!" said Laurence. "With men she is
-insupportable. I have never understood how that poor woman has
-made her way. With women she is charming. But she seems to be
-incapable of not treating men like dogs. Some men adore that, but
-they are few. Is it not?"
-
-Sophia smiled.
-
-"I have told her! How many times have I told her! But it is
-useless. It is stronger than she is, and if she finishes on straw
-one will be able to say that it was because of that. But truly she
-ought not to have asked him here! Truly that was too much! If he
-knew ...!"
-
-"Why not?" asked Sophia, awkwardly. The answer startled her.
-
-"Because her room has not been disinfected."
-
-"But I thought all the flat had been disinfected?"
-
-"All except her room."
-
-"But why not her room?"
-
-Laurence shrugged her shoulders. "She did not want to disturb her
-things! Is it that I know, I? She is like that. She takes an idea
---and then, there you are!"
-
-"She told me every room had been disinfected."
-
-"She told the same to the police and the doctor."
-
-"Then all the disinfection is useless?"
-
-"Perfectly! But she is like that. This flat might be very
-remunerative; but with her, never! She has not even paid for the
-furniture--after two years!"
-
-"But what will become of her?" Sophia asked.
-
-"Ah--that!" Another shrug of the shoulders. "All that I know is
-that it will be necessary for me to leave here. The last time I
-brought Monsieur Cerf here, she was excessively rude to him. She
-has doubtless told you about Monsieur Cerf?"
-
-"No. Who is Monsieur Cerf?"
-
-"Ah! She has not told you? That astonishes me. Monsieur Cerf, that
-is my friend, you know."
-
-"Oh!" murmured Sophia.
-
-"Yes," Laurence proceeded, impelled by a desire to impress Sophia
-and to gossip at large. "That is my friend. I knew him at the
-hospital. It was to please him that I left the hospital. After
-that we quarrelled for two years; but at the end he gave me right.
-I did not budge. Two years! It is long. And I had left the
-hospital. I could have gone back. But I would not. That is not a
-life, to be nurse in a Paris hospital! No, I drew myself out as
-well as I could ... He is the most charming boy you can imagine!
-And rich now; that is to say, relatively. He has a cousin
-infinitely more rich than he. I dined with them both to-night at
-the Maison Doree. For a luxurious boy, he is a luxurious boy--the
-cousin I mean. It appears that he has made a fortune in Canada."
-
-"Truly!" said Sophia, with politeness. Laurence's hand was playing
-on the edge of the bed, and Sophia observed for the first time
-that it bore a wedding-ring.
-
-"You remark my ring?" Laurence laughed. "That is he--the cousin.
-'What!' he said, 'you do not wear an alliance? An alliance is more
-proper. We are going to arrange that after dinner.' I said that
-all the jewellers' shops would be closed. 'That is all the same to
-me,' he said. 'We will open one.' And in effect ... it passed like
-that. He succeeded! Is it not beautiful?" She held forth her hand.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia. "It is very beautiful."
-
-"Yours also is beautiful," said Laurence, with an extremely
-puzzling intonation.
-
-"It is just the ordinary English wedding-ring," said Sophia. In
-spite of herself she blushed.
-
-"Now I have married you. It is I, the cure, said he--the cousin--
-when he put the ring on my finger. Oh, he is excessively amusing!
-He pleases me much. And he is all alone. He asked me whether I
-knew among my friends a sympathetic, pretty girl, to make four
-with us three for a picnic. I said I was not sure, but I thought
-not. Whom do I know? Nobody. I'm not a woman like the rest. I am
-always discreet. I do not like casual relations. ... But he is
-very well, the cousin. Brown eyes. ... It is an idea--will you
-come, one day? He speaks English. He loves the English. He is all
-that is most correct, the perfect gentleman. He would arrange a
-dazzling fete. I am sure he would be enchanted to make your
-acquaintance. Enchanted! ... As for my Charles, happily he is
-completely mad about me--otherwise I should have fear."
-
-She smiled, and in her smile was a genuine respect for Sophia's
-face.
-
-"I fear I cannot come," said Sophia. She honestly endeavoured to
-keep out of her reply any accent of moral superiority, but she did
-not quite succeed. She was not at all horrified by Laurence's
-suggestion. She meant simply to refuse it; but she could not do so
-in a natural voice.
-
-"It is true you are not yet strong enough," said the imperturbable
-Laurence, quickly, and with a perfect imitation of naturalness.
-"But soon you must make a little promenade." She stared at her
-ring. "After all, it is more proper," she observed judicially.
-"With a wedding-ring one is less likely to be annoyed. What is
-curious is that the idea never before came to me. Yet ..."
-
-"You like jewellery?" said Sophia.
-
-"If I like jewellery!" with a gesture of the hands.
-
-"Will you pass me that bracelet?"
-
-Laurence obeyed, and Sophia clasped it round the girl's wrist.
-
-"Keep it," Sophia said.
-
-"For me?" Laurence exclaimed, ravished. "It is too much."
-
-"It is not enough," said Sophia. "And when you look at it, you
-must remember how kind you were to me, and how grateful I am."
-
-"How nicely you say that!" Laurence said ecstatically.
-
-And Sophia felt that she had indeed said it rather nicely. This
-giving of the bracelet, souvenir of one of the few capricious
-follies that Gerald had committed for her and not for himself,
-pleased Sophia very much.
-
-"I am afraid your nursing of me forced you to neglect Monsieur
-Cerf," she added.
-
-"Yes, a little!" said Laurence, impartially, with a small pout of
-haughtiness. "It is true that he used to complain. But I soon put
-him straight. What an idea! He knows there are things upon which I
-do not joke. It is not he who will quarrel a second time! Believe
-me!"
-
-Laurence's absolute conviction of her power was what impressed
-Sophia. To Sophia she seemed to be a vulgar little piece of goods,
-with dubious charm and a glance that was far too brazen. Her
-movements were vulgar. And Sophia wondered how she had established
-her empire and upon what it rested.
-
-"I shall not show this to Aimee," whispered Laurence, indicating
-the bracelet.
-
-"As you wish," said Sophia.
-
-"By the way, have I told you that war is declared?" Laurence
-casually remarked.
-
-"No," said Sophia. "What war?"
-
-"The scene with Aimee made me forget it ... With Germany. The city
-is quite excited. An immense crowd in front of the new Opera. They
-say we shall be at Berlin in a month--or at most two months."
-
-"Oh!" Sophia muttered. "Why is there a war?"
-
-"Ah! It is I who asked that. Nobody knows. It is those Prussians."
-
-"Don't you think we ought to begin again with the disinfecting?"
-Sophia asked anxiously. "I must speak to Madame Foucault."
-
-Laurence told her not to worry, and went off to show the bracelet
-to Madame Foucault. She had privately decided that this was a
-pleasure which, after all, she could not deny herself.
-
-IV
-
-About a fortnight later--it was a fine Saturday in early August--
-Sophia, with a large pinafore over her dress, was finishing the
-portentous preparations for disinfecting the flat. Part of the
-affair was already accomplished, her own room and the corridor
-having been fumigated on the previous day, in spite of the
-opposition of Madame Foucault, who had taken amiss Laurence's
-tale-bearing to Sophia. Laurence had left the flat--under exactly
-what circumstances Sophia knew not, but she guessed that it must
-have been in consequence of a scene elaborating the tiff caused by
-Madame Foucault's resentment against Laurence. The brief,
-factitious friendliness between Laurence and Sophia had gone like
-a dream, and Laurence had gone like a dream. The servant had been
-dismissed; in her place Madame Foucault employed a charwoman each
-morning for two hours. Finally, Madame Foucault had been suddenly
-called away that morning by a letter to her sick father at St.
-Mammes-sur-Seine. Sophia was delighted at the chance. The
-disinfecting of the flat had become an obsession with Sophia--the
-obsession of a convalescent whose perspective unconsciously twists
-things to the most wry shapes. She had had trouble on the day
-before with Madame Foucault, and she was expecting more serious
-trouble when the moment arrived for ejecting Madame Foucault as
-well as all her movable belongings from Madame Foucault's own
-room. Nevertheless, Sophia had been determined, whatever should
-happen, to complete an honest fumigation of the entire flat. Hence
-the eagerness with which, urging Madame Foucault to go to her
-father, Sophia had protested that she was perfectly strong and
-could manage by herself for a couple of days. Owing to the partial
-suppression of the ordinary railway services in favour of military
-needs, Madame Foucault could not hope to go and return on the same
-day. Sophia had lent her a louis.
-
-Pans of sulphur were mysteriously burning in each of the three
-front rooms, and two pairs of doors had been pasted over with
-paper, to prevent the fumes from escaping. The charwoman had
-departed. Sophia, with brush, scissors, flour-paste, and news-
-sheets, was sealing the third pair of doors, when there was a ring
-at the front door.
-
-She had only to cross the corridor in order to open.
-
-It was Chirac. She was not surprised to see him. The outbreak of
-the war had induced even Sophia and her landlady to look through
-at least one newspaper during the day, and she had in this way
-learnt, from an article signed by Chirac, that he had returned to
-Paris after a mission into the Vosges country for his paper.
-
-He started on seeing her. "Ah!" He breathed out the exclamation
-slowly. And then smiled, seized her hand, and kissed it.
-
-The sight of his obvious extreme pleasure in meeting her again was
-the sweetest experience that had fallen to Sophia for years.
-
-"Then you are cured?"
-
-"Quite."
-
-He sighed. "You know, this is an enormous relief to me, to know,
-veritably, that you are no longer in danger. You gave me a fright
-... but a fright, my dear madame!"
-
-She smiled in silence.
-
-As he glanced inquiringly up and down the corridor, she said--
-
-"I'm all alone in the flat. I'm disinfecting it."
-
-"Then that is sulphur that I smell?"
-
-She nodded. "Excuse me while I finish this door," she said.
-
-He closed the front-door. "But you seem to be quite at home here!"
-he observed.
-
-"I ought to be," said she.
-
-He glanced again inquiringly up and down the corridor. "And you
-are really all alone now?" he asked, as though to be doubly sure.
-
-She explained the circumstances.
-
-"I owe you my most sincere excuses for bringing you here," he said
-confidentially.
-
-"But why?" she replied, looking intently at her door. "They have
-been most kind to me. Nobody could have been kinder. And Madame
-Laurence being such a good nurse----"
-
-"It is true," said he. "That was a reason. In effect they are both
-very good-natured little women. ... You comprehend, as journalist
-it arrives to me to know all kinds of people ..." He snapped his
-fingers ... "And as we were opposite the house. In fine, I pray
-you to excuse me."
-
-"Hold me this paper," she said. "It is necessary that every crack
-should be covered; also between the floor and the door."
-
-"You English are wonderful," he murmured, as he took the paper.
-"Imagine you doing that! Then," he added, resuming the
-confidential tone, "I suppose you will leave the Foucault now,
-hein?"
-
-"I suppose so," she said carelessly.
-
-"You go to England?"
-
-She turned to him, as she patted the creases out of a strip of
-paper with a duster, and shook her head.
-
-"Not to England?"
-
-"No."
-
-"If it is not indiscreet, where are you going?"
-
-"I don't know," she said candidly.
-
-And she did not know. She was without a plan. Her brain told her
-that she ought to return to Bursley, or, at the least, write. But
-her pride would not hear of such a surrender. Her situation would
-have to be far more desperate than it was before she could confess
-her defeat to her family even in a letter. A thousand times no!
-That was a point which she had for ever decided. She would face
-any disaster, and any other shame, rather than the shame of her
-family's forgiving reception of her.
-
-"And you?" she asked. "How does it go? This war?"
-
-He told her, in a few words, a few leading facts about himself.
-"It must not be said," he added of the war, "but that will turn
-out ill! I--I know, you comprehend."
-
-"Truly?" she answered with casualness.
-
-"You have heard nothing of him?" Chirac asked.
-
-"Who? Gerald?"
-
-He gave a gesture.
-
-"Nothing! Not a word! Nothing!"
-
-"He will have gone back to England!"
-
-"Never!" she said positively.
-
-"But why not?"
-
-"Because he prefers France. He really does like France. I think it
-is the only real passion he ever had."
-
-"It is astonishing," reflected Chirac, "how France is loved! And
-yet ...! But to live, what will he do? Must live!"
-
-Sophia merely shrugged her shoulders.
-
-"Then it is finished between you two?" he muttered awkwardly.
-
-She nodded. She was on her knees, at the lower crack of the doors.
-
-"There!" she said, rising. "It's well done, isn't it? That is
-all."
-
-She smiled at him, facing him squarely, in the obscurity of the
-untidy and shabby corridor. Both felt that they had become very
-intimate. He was intensely flattered by her attitude, and she knew
-it.
-
-"Now," she said, "I will take off my pinafore. Where can I niche
-you? There is only my bedroom, and I want that. What are we to
-do?"
-
-"Listen," he suggested diffidently. "Will you do me the honour to
-come for a drive? That will do you good. There is sunshine. And
-you are always very pale."
-
-"With pleasure," she agreed cordially.
-
-While dressing, she heard him walking up and down the corridor;
-occasionally they exchanged a few words. Before leaving, Sophia
-pulled off the paper from one of the key-holes of the sealed suite
-of rooms, and they peered through, one after the other, and saw
-the green glow of the sulphur, and were troubled by its
-uncanniness. And then Sophia refixed the paper.
-
-In descending the stairs of the house she felt the infirmity of
-her knees; but in other respects, though she had been out only
-once before since her illness, she was conscious of a sufficient
-strength. A disinclination for any enterprise had prevented her
-from taking the air as she ought to have done, but within the flat
-she had exercised her limbs in many small tasks. The little
-Chirac, nervously active and restless, wanted to take her arm, but
-she would not allow it.
-
-The concierge and part of her family stared curiously at Sophia as
-she passed under the archway, for the course of her illness had
-excited the interest of the whole house. Just as the carriage was
-driving off, the concierge came across the pavement and paid her
-compliments, and then said:
-
-"You do not know by hazard why Madame Foucault has not returned
-for lunch, madame?"
-
-"Returned for lunch!" said Sophia. "She will not come back till
-to-morrow."
-
-The concierge made a face. "Ah! How curious it is! She told my
-husband that she would return in two hours. It is very grave!
-Question of business."
-
-"I know nothing, madame," said Sophia. She and Chirac looked at
-each other. The concierge murmured thanks and went off muttering
-indistinctly.
-
-The fiacre turned down the Rue Laferriere, the horse slipping and
-sliding as usual over the cobblestones. Soon they were on the
-boulevard, making for the Champs Elysees and the Bois de Boulogne.
-
-The fresh breeze and bright sunshine and the large freedom of the
-streets quickly intoxicated Sophia--intoxicated her, that is to
-say, in quite a physical sense. She was almost drunk, with the
-heady savour of life itself. A mild ecstasy of well-being overcame
-her. She saw the flat as a horrible, vile prison, and blamed
-herself for not leaving it sooner and oftener. The air was
-medicine, for body and mind too. Her perspective was instantly
-corrected. She was happy, living neither in the past nor in the
-future, but in and for that hour. And beneath her happiness moved
-a wistful melancholy for the Sophia who had suffered such a
-captivity and such woes. She yearned for more and yet more
-delight, for careless orgies of passionate pleasure, in the midst
-of which she would forget all trouble. Why had she refused the
-offer of Laurence? Why had she not rushed at once into the
-splendid fire of joyous indulgence, ignoring everything but the
-crude, sensuous instinct? Acutely aware as she was of her youth,
-her beauty, and her charm, she wondered at her refusal. She did
-not regret her refusal. She placidly observed it as the result of
-some tremendously powerful motive in herself, which could not be
-questioned or reasoned with--which was, in fact, the essential
-HER.
-
-"Do I look like an invalid?" she asked, leaning back luxuriously
-in the carriage among the crowd of other vehicles.
-
-Chirac hesitated. "My faith! Yes!" he said at length. "But it
-becomes you. If I did not know that you have little love for
-compliments, I--"
-
-"But I adore compliments!" she exclaimed. "What made you think
-that?"
-
-"Well, then," he youthfully burst out, "you are more ravishing
-than ever."
-
-She gave herself up deliciously to his admiration.
-
-After a silence, he said: "Ah! if you knew how disquieted I was
-about you, away there ...! I should not know how to tell you.
-Veritably disquieted, you comprehend! What could I do? Tell me a
-little about your illness."
-
-She recounted details.
-
-As the fiacre entered the Rue Royale, they noticed a crowd of
-people in front of the Madeleine shouting and cheering.
-
-The cabman turned towards them. "It appears there has been a
-victory!" he said.
-
-"A victory! If only it was true!" murmured Chirac, cynically.
-
-In the Rue Royale people were running frantically to and fro,
-laughing and gesticulating in glee. The customers in the cafes
-stood on their chairs, and even on tables, to watch, and
-occasionally to join in, the sudden fever. The fiacre was slowed
-to a walking pace. Flags and carpets began to show from the upper
-storeys of houses. The crowd grew thicker and more febrile.
-"Victory! Victory!" rang hoarsely, shrilly, and hoarsely again in
-the air.
-
-"My God!" said Chirac, trembling. "It must be a true victory! We
-are saved! We are saved! ... Oh yes, it is true!"
-
-"But naturally it is true! What are you saying?" demanded the
-driver.
-
-At the Place de la Concorde the fiacre had to stop altogether. The
-immense square was a sea of white hats and flowers and happy
-faces, with carriages anchored like boats on its surface. Flag
-after flag waved out from neighbouring roofs in the breeze that
-tempered the August sun. Then hats began to go up, and cheers
-rolled across the square like echoes of firing in an enclosed
-valley. Chirac's driver jumped madly on to his seat, and cracked
-his whip.
-
-"Vive la France!" he bawled with all the force of his lungs.
-
-A thousand throats answered him.
-
-Then there was a stir behind them. Another carriage was being
-slowly forced to the front. The crowd was pushing it, and crying,
-"Marseillaise! Marseillaise!" In the carriage was a woman alone;
-not beautiful, but distinguished, and with the assured gaze of one
-who is accustomed to homage and multitudinous applause.
-
-"It is Gueymard!" said Chirac to Sophia. He was very pale. And he
-too shouted, "Marseillaise!" All his features were distorted.
-
-The woman rose and spoke to her coachman, who offered his hand and
-she climbed to the box seat, and stood on it and bowed several
-times.
-
-"Marseillaise!" The cry continued. Then a roar of cheers, and then
-silence spread round the square like an inundation. And amid this
-silence the woman began to sing the Marseillaise. As she sang, the
-tears ran down her cheeks. Everybody in the vicinity was weeping
-or sternly frowning. In the pauses of the first verse could be
-heard the rattle of horses' bits, or a whistle of a tug on the
-river. The refrain, signalled by a proud challenging toss of
-Gueymard's head, leapt up like a tropical tempest, formidable,
-overpowering. Sophia, who had had no warning of the emotion
-gathering within her, sobbed violently. At the close of the hymn
-Gueymard's carriage was assaulted by worshippers. All around, in
-the tumult of shouting, men were kissing and embracing each other;
-and hats went up continually in fountains. Chirac leaned over the
-side of the carriage and wrung the hand of a man who was standing
-by the wheel.
-
-"Who is that?" Sophia asked, in an unsteady voice, to break the
-inexplicable tension within her.
-
-"I don't know," said Chirac. He was weeping like a child. And he
-sang out: "Victory! To Berlin! Victory!"
-
-V
-
-Sophia walked alone, with tired limbs, up the damaged oak stairs
-to the flat. Chirac had decided that, in the circumstances of the
-victory, he would do well to go to the offices of his paper rather
-earlier than usual. He had brought her back to the Rue Breda. They
-had taken leave of each other in a sort of dream or general
-enchantment due to their participation in the vast national
-delirium which somehow dominated individual feelings. They did not
-define their relations. They had been conscious only of emotion.
-
-The stairs, which smelt of damp even in summer, disgusted Sophia.
-She thought of the flat with horror and longed for green places
-and luxury. On the landing were two stoutish, ill-dressed men, of
-middle age, apparently waiting. Sophia found her key and opened
-the door.
-
-"Pardon, madame!" said one of the men, raising his hat, and they
-both pushed into the flat after her. They stared, puzzled, at the
-strips of paper pasted on the doors.
-
-"What do you want?" she asked haughtily. She was very frightened.
-The extraordinary interruption brought her down with a shock to
-the scale of the individual.
-
-"I am the concierge," said the man who had addressed her. He had
-the air of a superior artisan. "It was my wife who spoke to you
-this afternoon. This," pointing to his companion, "this is the
-law. I regret it, but ..."
-
-The law saluted and shut the front door. Like the concierge, the
-law emitted an odour--the odour of uncleanliness on a hot August
-day.
-
-"The rent?" exclaimed Sophia.
-
-"No, madame, not the rent: the furniture!"
-
-Then she learnt the history of the furniture. It had belonged to
-the concierge, who had acquired it from a previous tenant and sold
-it on credit to Madame Foucault. Madame Foucault had signed bills
-and had not met them. She had made promises and broken them. She
-had done everything except discharge her liabilities. She had been
-warned and warned again. That day had been fixed as the last
-limit, and she had solemnly assured her creditor that on that day
-she would pay. On leaving the house she had stated precisely and
-clearly that she would return before lunch with all the money. She
-had made no mention of a sick father.
-
-Sophia slowly perceived the extent of Madame Foucault's duplicity
-and moral cowardice. No doubt the sick father was an invention.
-The woman, at the end of a tether which no ingenuity of lies could
-further lengthen, had probably absented herself solely to avoid
-the pain of witnessing the seizure. She would do anything, however
-silly, to avoid an immediate unpleasantness. Or perhaps she had
-absented herself without any particular aim, but simply in the
-hope that something fortunate might occur. Perhaps she had hoped
-that Sophia, taken unawares, would generously pay. Sophia smiled
-grimly.
-
-"Well," she said. "I can't do anything. I suppose you must do what
-you have to do. You will let me pack up my own affairs?"
-
-"Perfectly, madame!"
-
-She warned them as to the danger of opening the sealed rooms. The
-man of the law seemed prepared to stay in the corridor
-indefinitely. No prospect of delay disturbed him.
-
-Strange and disturbing, the triumph of the concierge! He was a
-locksmith by trade. He and his wife and their children lived in
-two little dark rooms by the archway--an insignificant fragment of
-the house. He was away from home about fourteen hours every day,
-except Sundays, when he washed the courtyard. All the other duties
-of the concierge were performed by the wife. The pair always
-looked poor, untidy, dirty, and rather forlorn. But they were
-steadily levying toll on everybody in the big house. They amassed
-money in forty ways. They lived for money, and all men have what
-they live for. With what arrogant gestures Madame Foucault would
-descend from a carriage at the great door! What respectful
-attitudes and tones the ageing courtesan would receive from the
-wife and children of the concierge! But beneath these conventional
-fictions the truth was that the concierge held the whip. At last
-he was using it. And he had given himself a half-holiday in order
-to celebrate his second acquirement of the ostentatious furniture
-and the crimson lampshades. This was one of the dramatic crises in
-his career as a man of substance. The national thrill of victory
-had not penetrated into the flat with the concierge and the law.
-The emotions of the concierge were entirely independent of the
-Napoleonic foreign policy.
-
-As Sophia, sick with a sudden disillusion, was putting her things
-together, and wondering where she was to go, and whether it would
-be politic to consult Chirac, she heard a fluster at the front
-door: cries, protestations, implorings. Her own door was thrust
-open, and Madame Foucault burst in.
-
-"Save me!" exclaimed Madame Foucault, sinking to the ground.
-
-The feeble theatricality of the gesture offended Sophia's taste.
-She asked sternly what Madame Foucault expected her to do. Had not
-Madame Foucault knowingly exposed her, without the least warning,
-to the extreme annoyance of this visit of the law, a visit which
-meant practically that Sophia was put into the street?
-
-"You must not be hard!" Madame Foucault sobbed.
-
-Sophia learnt the complete history of the woman's efforts to pay
-for the furniture: a farrago of folly and deceptions. Madame
-Foucault confessed too much. Sophia scorned confession for the
-sake of confession. She scorned the impulse which forces a weak
-creature to insist on its weakness, to revel in remorse, and to
-find an excuse for its conduct in the very fact that there is no
-excuse. She gathered that Madame Foucault had in fact gone away in
-the hope that Sophia, trapped, would pay; and that in the end, she
-had not even had the courage of her own trickery, and had run
-back, driven by panic into audacity, to fall at Sophia's feet,
-lest Sophia might not have yielded and the furniture have been
-seized. From, beginning to end the conduct of Madame Foucault had
-been fatuous and despicable and wicked. Sophia coldly condemned
-Madame Foucault for having allowed herself to be brought into the
-world with such a weak and maudlin character, and for having
-allowed herself to grow old and ugly. As a sight the woman was
-positively disgraceful.
-
-"Save me!" she exclaimed again. "I did what I could for you!"
-
-Sophia hated her. But the logic of the appeal was irresistible.
-
-"But what can I do?" she asked reluctantly.
-
-"Lend me the money. You can. If you don't, this will be the end
-for me."
-
-"And a good thing, too!" thought Sophia's hard sense.
-
-"How much is it?" Sophia glumly asked.
-
-"It isn't a thousand francs!" said Madame Foucault with eagerness.
-"All my beautiful furniture will go for less than a thousand
-francs! Save me!"
-
-She was nauseating Sophia.
-
-"Please rise," said Sophia, her hands fidgeting undecidedly.
-
-"I shall repay you, surely!" Madame Foucault asseverated. "I
-swear!"
-
-"Does she take me for a fool?" thought Sophia, "with her oaths!"
-
-"No!" said Sophia. "I won't lend you the money. But I tell you
-what I will do. I will buy the furniture at that price; and I will
-promise to re-sell it to you as soon as you can pay me. Like that,
-you can be tranquil. But I have very little money. I must have a
-guarantee. The furniture must be mine till you pay me."
-
-"You are an angel of charity!" cried Madame Foucault, embracing
-Sophia's skirts. "I will do whatever you wish. Ah! You
-Englishwomen are astonishing."
-
-Sophia was not an angel of charity. What she had promised to do
-involved sacrifice and anxiety without the prospect of reward. But
-it was not charity. It was part of the price Sophia paid for the
-exercise of her logical faculty; she paid it unwillingly. 'I did
-what I could for you!' Sophia would have died sooner than remind
-any one of a benefit conferred, and Madame Foucault had committed
-precisely that enormity. The appeal was inexcusable to a fine
-mind; but it was effective.
-
-The men were behind the door, listening. Sophia paid out of her
-stock of notes. Needless to say, the total was more and not less
-than a thousand francs. Madame Foucault grew rapidly confidential
-with the man. Without consulting Sophia, she asked the bailiff to
-draw up a receipt transferring the ownership of all the furniture
-to Sophia; and the bailiff, struck into obligingness by glimpses
-of Sophia's beauty, consented to do so. There was much conferring
-upon forms of words, and flourishing of pens between thick, vile
-fingers, and scattering of ink.
-
-Before the men left Madame Foucault uncorked a bottle of wine for
-them, and helped them to drink it. Throughout the evening she was
-insupportably deferential to Sophia, who was driven to bed. Madame
-Foucault contentedly went up to the sixth floor to occupy the
-servant's bedroom. She was glad to get so far away from the
-sulphur, of which a few faint fumes had penetrated into the
-corridor.
-
-The next morning, after a stifling night of bad dreams, Sophia was
-too ill to get up. She looked round at the furniture in the little
-room, and she imagined the furniture in the other rooms, and
-dismally thought: "All this furniture is mine. She will never pay
-me! I am saddled with it."
-
-It was cheaply bought, but she probably could not sell it for even
-what she had paid. Still, the sense of ownership was reassuring.
-
-The charwoman brought her coffee, and Chirac's newspaper; from
-which she learnt that the news of the victory which had sent the
-city mad on the previous day was utterly false. Tears came into
-her eyes as she gazed absently at all the curtained windows of the
-courtyard. She had youth and loveliness; according to the rules
-she ought to have been irresponsible, gay, and indulgently watched
-over by the wisdom of admiring age. But she felt towards the
-French nation as a mother might feel towards adorable, wilful
-children suffering through their own charming foolishness. She saw
-France personified in Chirac. How easily, despite his special
-knowledge, he had yielded to the fever! Her heart bled for France
-and Chirac on that morning of reaction and of truth. She could not
-bear to recall the scene in the Place de la Concorde. Madame
-Foucault had not descended.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE SIEGE
-
-I
-
-
-Madame Foucault came into Sophia's room one afternoon with a
-peculiar guilty expression on her large face, and she held her
-peignoir close to her exuberant body in folds consciously
-majestic, as though endeavouring to prove to Sophia by her
-carriage that despite her shifting eyes she was the most righteous
-and sincere woman that ever lived.
-
-It was Saturday, the third of September, a beautiful day. Sophia,
-suffering from an unimportant relapse, had remained in a state of
-inactivity, and had scarcely gone out at all. She loathed the
-flat, but lacked the energy to leave it every day. There was no
-sufficiently definite object in leaving it. She could not go out
-and look for health as she might have looked for flowers. So she
-remained in the flat, and stared at the courtyard and the
-continual mystery of lives hidden behind curtains that
-occasionally moved. And the painted yellow walls of the house, and
-the papered walls of her room pressed upon her and crushed her.
-For a few days Chirac had called daily, animated by the most
-adorable solicitude. Then he had ceased to call. She had tired of
-reading the journals; they lay unopened. The relations between
-Madame Foucault and herself, and her status in the flat of which
-she now legally owned the furniture,--these things were left
-unsettled. But the question of her board was arranged on the terms
-that she halved the cost of food and service with Madame Foucault;
-her expenses were thus reduced to the lowest possible--about
-eighteen francs a week. An idea hung in the air--like a scientific
-discovery on the point of being made by several independent
-investigators simultaneously--that she and Madame Foucault should
-co-operate in order to let furnished rooms at a remunerative
-profit. Sophia felt the nearness of the idea and she wanted to be
-shocked at the notion of any avowed association between herself
-and Madame Foucault; but she could not be.
-
-"Here are a lady and a gentleman who want a bedroom," began Madame
-Foucault, "a nice large bedroom, furnished."
-
-"Oh!" said Sophia; "who are they?"
-
-"They will pay a hundred and thirty francs a month, in advance,
-for the middle bedroom."
-
-"You've shown it to them already?" said Sophia. And her tone
-implied that somehow she was conscious of a right to overlook the
-affair of Madame Foucault.
-
-"No," said the other. "I said to myself that first I would ask you
-for a counsel."
-
-"Then will they pay all that for a room they haven't seen?"
-
-"The fact is," said Madame Foucault, sheepishly. "The lady has
-seen the room before. I know her a little. It is a former tenant.
-She lived here some weeks."
-
-"In that room?"
-
-"Oh no! She was poor enough then."
-
-"Where are they?"
-
-"In the corridor. She is very well, the lady. Naturally one must
-live, she like all the world; but she is veritably well. Quite
-respectable! One would never say ... Then there would be the
-meals. We could demand one franc for the cafe au lait, two and a
-half francs for the lunch, and three francs for the dinner.
-Without counting other things. That would mean over five hundred
-francs a month, at least. And what would they cost us? Almost
-nothing! By what appears, he is a plutocrat ... I could thus
-quickly repay you."
-
-"Is it a married couple?"
-
-"Ah! You know, one cannot demand the marriage certificate." Madame
-Foucault indicated by a gesture that the Rue Breda was not the
-paradise of saints.
-
-"When she came before, this lady, was it with the same man?"
-Sophia asked coldly.
-
-"Ah, my faith, no!" exclaimed Madame Foucault, bridling. "It was a
-bad sort, the other, a ...! Ah, no."
-
-"Why do you ask my advice?" Sophia abruptly questioned, in a hard,
-inimical voice. "Is it that it concerns me?"
-
-Tears came at once into the eyes of Madame Foucault. "Do not be
-unkind," she implored.
-
-"I'm not unkind," said Sophia, in the same tone.
-
-"Shall you leave me if I accept this offer?"
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia, bluntly. She tried to be large-hearted, large-
-minded, and sympathetic; but there was no sign of these qualities
-in her speech.
-
-"And if you take with you the furniture which is yours ...!"
-
-Sophia kept silence.
-
-"How am I to live, I demand of you?" Madame Foucault asked weakly.
-
-"By being respectable and dealing with respectable people!" said
-Sophia, uncompromisingly, in tones of steel.
-
-"I am unhappy!" murmured the elder woman. "However, you are more
-strong than I!"
-
-She brusquely dabbed her eyes, gave a little sob, and ran out of
-the room. Sophia listened at the door, and heard her dismiss the
-would-be tenants of the best bedroom. She wondered that she should
-possess such moral ascendancy over the woman, she so young and
-ingenuous! For, of course, she had not meant to remove the
-furniture. She could hear Madame Foucault sobbing quietly in one
-of the other rooms; and her lips curled.
-
-Before evening a truly astonishing event happened. Perceiving that
-Madame Foucault showed no signs of bestirring herself, Sophia,
-with good nature in her heart but not on her tongue, went to her,
-and said:
-
-"Shall I occupy myself with the dinner?"
-
-Madame Foucault sobbed more loudly.
-
-"That would be very amiable on your part," Madame Foucault managed
-at last to reply, not very articulately.
-
-Sophia put a hat on and went to the grocer's. The grocer, who kept
-a busy establishment at the corner of the Rue Clausel, was a
-middle-aged and wealthy man. He had sent his young wife and two
-children to Normandy until victory over the Prussians should be
-more assured, and he asked Sophia whether it was true that there
-was a good bedroom to let in the flat where she lived. His servant
-was ill of smallpox; he was attacked by anxieties and fears on all
-sides; he would not enter his own flat on account of possible
-infection; he liked Sophia, and Madame Foucault had been a
-customer of his, with intervals, for twenty years. Within an hour
-he had arranged to rent the middle bedroom at eighty francs a
-month, and to take his meals there. The terms were modest, but the
-respectability was prodigious. All the glory of this tenancy fell
-upon Sophia.
-
-Madame Foucault was deeply impressed. Characteristically she began
-at once to construct a theory that Sophia had only to walk out of
-the house in order to discover ideal tenants for the rooms. Also
-she regarded the advent of the grocer as a reward from Providence
-for her self-denial in refusing the profits of sinfulness. Sophia
-felt personally responsible to the grocer for his comfort, and so
-she herself undertook the preparation of the room. Madame Foucault
-was amazed at the thoroughness of her housewifery, and at the
-ingenuity of her ideas for the arrangement of furniture. She sat
-and watched with admiration sycophantic but real.
-
-That night, when Sophia was in bed, Madame Foucault came into the
-room, and dropped down by the side of the bed, and begged Sophia
-to be her moral support for ever. She confessed herself generally.
-She explained how she had always hated the negation of
-respectability; how respectability was the one thing that she had
-all her life passionately desired. She said that if Sophia would
-be her partner in the letting of furnished rooms to respectable
-persons, she would obey her in everything. She gave Sophia a list
-of all the traits in Sophia's character which she admired. She
-asked Sophia to influence her, to stand by her. She insisted that
-she would sleep on the sixth floor in the servant's tiny room; and
-she had a vision of three bedrooms let to successful tradesmen.
-She was in an ecstasy of repentance and good intentions.
-
-Sophia consented to the business proposition; for she had nothing
-else whatever in prospect, and she shared Madame Foucault's rosy
-view about the remunerativeness of the bedrooms. With three
-tenants who took meals the two women would be able to feed
-themselves for nothing and still make a profit on the food; and
-the rents would be clear gain.
-
-And she felt very sorry for the ageing, feckless Madame Foucault,
-whose sincerity was obvious. The association between them would be
-strange; it would have been impossible to explain it to St. Luke's
-Square. ... And yet, if there was anything at all in the virtue of
-Christian charity, what could properly be urged against the
-association?
-
-"Ah!" murmured Madame Foucault, kissing Sophia's hands, "it is to-
-day, then, that I recommence my life. You will see--you will see!
-You have saved me!"
-
-It was a strange sight, the time-worn, disfigured courtesan, half
-prostrate before the beautiful young creature proud and
-unassailable in the instinctive force of her own character. It was
-almost a didactic tableau, fraught with lessons for the vicious.
-Sophia was happier than she had been for years. She had a purpose
-in existence; she had a fluid soul to mould to her will according
-to her wisdom; and there was a large compassion to her credit.
-Public opinion could not intimidate her, for in her case there was
-no public opinion; she knew nobody; nobody had the right to
-question her doings.
-
-The next day, Sunday, they both worked hard at the bedrooms from
-early morning. The grocer was installed in his chamber, and the
-two other rooms were cleansed as they had never been cleansed. At
-four o'clock, the weather being more magnificent than ever, Madame
-Foucault said:
-
-"If we took a promenade on the boulevard?"
-
-Sophia reflected. They were partners. "Very well," she agreed.
-
-The boulevard was crammed with gay, laughing crowds. All the cafes
-were full. None, who did not know, could have guessed that the
-news of Sedan was scarcely a day old in the capital. Delirious joy
-reigned in the glittering sunshine. As the two women strolled
-along, content with their industry and their resolves, they came
-to a National Guard, who, perched on a ladder, was chipping away
-the "N" from the official sign of a court-tradesman. He was
-exchanging jokes with a circle of open mouths. It was in this way
-that Madame Foucault and Sophia learnt of the establishment of a
-republic.
-
-"Vive la republique!" cried Madame Foucault, incontinently, and
-then apologized to Sophia for the lapse.
-
-They listened a long while to a man who was telling strange
-histories of the Empress.
-
-Suddenly Sophia noticed that Madame Foucault was no longer at her
-elbow. She glanced about, and saw her in earnest conversation with
-a young man whose face seemed familiar. She remembered it was the
-young man with whom Madame Foucault had quarrelled on the night
-when Sophia found her prone in the corridor; the last remaining
-worshipper of the courtesan.
-
-The woman's face was quite changed by her agitation. Sophia drew
-away, offended. She watched the pair from a distance for a few
-moments, and then, furious in disillusion, she escaped from the
-fever of the boulevards and walked quietly home. Madame Foucault
-did not return. Apparently Madame Foucault was doomed to be the
-toy of chance. Two days later Sophia received a scrawled letter
-from her, with the information that her lover had required that
-she should accompany him to Brussels, as Paris would soon be
-getting dangerous. "He adores me always. He is the most delicious
-boy. As I have always said, this is the grand passion of my life.
-I am happy. He would not permit me to come to you. He has spent
-two thousand francs on clothes for me, since naturally I had
-nothing." And so on. No word of apology. Sophia, in reading the
-letter, allowed for a certain exaggeration and twisting of the
-truth.
-
-"Young fool! Fool!" she burst out angrily. She did not mean
-herself; she meant the fatuous adorer of that dilapidated,
-horrible woman. She never saw her again. Doubtless Madame Foucault
-fulfilled her own prediction as to her ultimate destiny, but in
-Brussels.
-
-II
-
-Sophia still possessed about a hundred pounds, and had she chosen
-to leave Paris and France, there was nothing to prevent her from
-doing so. Perhaps if she had chanced to visit the Gare St. Lazare
-or the Gare du Nord, the sight of tens of thousands of people
-flying seawards might have stirred in her the desire to flee also
-from the vague coming danger. But she did not visit those termini;
-she was too busy looking after M. Niepce, her grocer. Moreover,
-she would not quit her furniture, which seemed to her to be a sort
-of rock. With a flat full of furniture she considered that she
-ought to be able to devise a livelihood; the enterprise of
-becoming independent was already indeed begun. She ardently wished
-to be independent, to utilize in her own behalf the gifts of
-organization, foresight, commonsense and tenacity which she knew
-she possessed and which had lain idle. And she hated the idea of
-flight.
-
-Chirac returned as unexpectedly as he had gone; an expedition for
-his paper had occupied him. With his lips he urged her to go, but
-his eyes spoke differently. He had, one afternoon, a mood of
-candid despair, such as he would have dared to show only to one in
-whom he felt great confidence. "They will come to Paris," he said;
-"nothing can stop them. And ... then ...!" He gave a cynical
-laugh. But when he urged her to go she said:
-
-"And what about my furniture? And I've promised M. Niepce to look
-after him."
-
-Then Chirac informed her that he was without a lodging, and that
-he would like to rent one of her rooms. She agreed.
-
-Shortly afterwards he introduced a middle-aged acquaintance named
-Carlier, the secretary-general of his newspaper, who wished to
-rent a bedroom. Thus by good fortune Sophia let all her rooms
-immediately, and was sure of over two hundred francs a month,
-apart from the profit on meals supplied. On this latter occasion
-Chirac (and his companion too) was quite optimistic, reiterating
-an absolute certitude that Paris could never be invested. Briefly,
-Sophia did not believe him. She believed the candidly despairing
-Chirac. She had no information, no wide theory, to justify her
-pessimism; nothing but the inward conviction that the race capable
-of behaving as she had seen it behave in the Place de la Concorde,
-was bound to be defeated. She loved the French race; but all the
-practical Teutonic sagacity in her wanted to take care of it in
-its difficulties, and was rather angry with it for being so
-unfitted to take care of itself.
-
-She let the men talk, and with careless disdain of their
-discussions and their certainties she went about her business of
-preparation. At this period, overworked and harassed by novel
-responsibilities and risks, she was happier, for days together,
-than she had ever been, simply because she had a purpose in life
-and was depending upon herself. Her ignorance of the military and
-political situation was complete; the situation did not interest
-her. What interested her was that she had three men to feed wholly
-or partially, and that the price of eatables was rising. She
-bought eatables. She bought fifty pecks of potatoes at a franc a
-peck, and another fifty pecks at a franc and a quarter--double the
-normal price; ten hams at two and a half francs a pound; a large
-quantity of tinned vegetables and fruits, a sack of flour, rice,
-biscuits, coffee, Lyons sausage, dried prunes, dried figs, and
-much wood and charcoal. But the chief of her purchases was cheese,
-of which her mother used to say that bread and cheese and water
-made a complete diet. Many of these articles she obtained from her
-grocer. All of them, except the flour and the biscuits, she stored
-in the cellar belonging to the flat; after several days' delay,
-for the Parisian workmen were too elated by the advent of a
-republic to stoop to labour, she caused a new lock to be fixed on
-the cellar-door. Her activities were the sensation of the house.
-Everybody admired, but no one imitated.
-
-One morning, on going to do her marketing, she found a notice
-across the shuttered windows of her creamery in the Rue Notre Dame
-de Lorette: "Closed for want of milk." The siege had begun. It was
-in the closing of the creamery that the siege was figured for her;
-in this, and in eggs at five sous a piece. She went elsewhere for
-her milk and paid a franc a litre for it. That evening she told
-her lodgers that the price of meals would be doubled, and that if
-any gentleman thought that he could get equally good meals
-elsewhere, he was at liberty to get them elsewhere. Her position
-was strengthened by the appearance of another candidate for a
-room, a friend of Niepce. She at once offered him her own room, at
-a hundred and fifty francs a month.
-
-"You see," she said, "there is a piano in it."
-
-"But I don't play the piano," the man protested, shocked at the
-price.
-
-"That is not my fault," she said.
-
-He agreed to pay the price demanded for the room because of the
-opportunity of getting good meals much cheaper than in the
-restaurants. Like M. Niepce, he was a 'siege-widower,' his wife
-having been put under shelter in Brittany. Sophia took to the
-servant's bedroom on the sixth floor. It measured nine feet by
-seven, and had no window save a skylight; but Sophia was in a fair
-way to realize a profit of at least four pounds a week, after
-paying for everything.
-
-On the night when she installed herself in that chamber, amid a
-world of domestics and poor people, she worked very late, and the
-rays of her candles shot up intermittently through the skylight
-into a black heaven; at intervals she flitted up and down the
-stairs with a candle. Unknown to her a crowd gradually formed
-opposite the house in the street, and at about one o'clock in the
-morning a file of soldiers woke the concierge and invaded the
-courtyard, and every window was suddenly populated with heads.
-Sophia was called upon to prove that she was not a spy signalling
-to the Prussians. Three quarters of an hour passed before her
-innocence was established and the staircases cleared of uniforms
-and dishevelled curiosity. The childish, impossible unreason of
-the suspicion against her completed in Sophia's mind the ruin of
-the reputation of the French people as a sensible race. She was
-extremely caustic the next day to her boarders. Except for this
-episode, the frequency of military uniforms in the streets, the
-price of food, and the fact that at least one house in four was
-flying either the ambulance flag or the flag of a foreign embassy
-(in an absurd hope of immunity from the impending bombardment) the
-siege did not exist for Sophia. The men often talked about their
-guard-duty, and disappeared for a day or two to the ramparts, but
-she was too busy to listen to them. She thought of nothing but her
-enterprise, which absorbed all her powers. She arose at six a.m.,
-in the dark, and by seven-thirty M. Niepce and his friend had been
-served with breakfast, and much general work was already done. At
-eight o'clock she went out to market. When asked why she continued
-to buy at a high price, articles of which she had a store, she
-would reply: "I am keeping all that till things are much dearer."
-This was regarded as astounding astuteness.
-
-On the fifteenth of October she paid the quarter's rent of the
-flat, four hundred francs, and was accepted as tenant. Her ears
-were soon quite accustomed to the sound of cannon, and she felt
-that she had always been a citizeness of Paris, and that Paris had
-always been besieged. She did not speculate about the end of the
-siege; she lived from day to day. Occasionally she had a qualm of
-fear, when the firing grew momentarily louder, or when she heard
-that battles had been fought in such and such a suburb. But then
-she said it was absurd to be afraid when you were with a couple of
-million people, all in the same plight as yourself. She grew
-reconciled to everything. She even began to like her tiny bedroom,
-partly because it was so easy to keep warm (the question of
-artificial heat was growing acute in Paris), and partly because it
-ensured her privacy. Down in the flat, whatever was done or said
-in one room could be more or less heard in all the others, owing
-to the prevalence of doors.
-
-Her existence, in the first half of November, had become regular
-with a monotony almost absolute. Only the number of meals served
-to her boarders varied slightly from day to day. All these
-repasts, save now and then one in the evening, were carried into
-the bedrooms by the charwoman. Sophia did not allow herself to be
-seen much, except in the afternoons. Though Sophia continued to
-increase her prices, and was now selling her stores at an immense
-profit, she never approached the prices current outside. She was
-very indignant against the exploitation of Paris by its
-shopkeepers, who had vast supplies of provender, and were hoarding
-for the rise. But the force of their example was too great for her
-to ignore it entirely; she contented herself with about half their
-gains. Only to M. Niepce did she charge more than to the others,
-because he was a shopkeeper. The four men appreciated their
-paradise. In them developed that agreeable feeling of security
-which solitary males find only under the roof of a landlady who is
-at once prompt, honest, and a votary of cleanliness. Sophia hung a
-slate near the frontdoor, and on this slate they wrote their
-requests for meals, for being called, for laundry-work, etc.
-Sophia never made a mistake, and never forgot. The perfection of
-the domestic machine amazed these men, who had been accustomed to
-something quite different, and who every day heard harrowing
-stories of discomfort and swindling from their acquaintances. They
-even admired Sophia for making them pay, if not too high, still
-high. They thought it wonderful that she should tell them the
-price of all things in advance, and even show them how to avoid
-expense, particularly in the matter of warmth. She arranged rugs
-for each of them, so that they could sit comfortably in their
-rooms with nothing but a small charcoal heater for the hands.
-Quite naturally they came to regard her as the paragon and miracle
-of women. They endowed her with every fine quality. According to
-them there had never been such a woman in the history of mankind;
-there could not have been! She became legendary among their
-friends: a young and elegant creature, surpassingly beautiful,
-proud, queenly, unapproachable, scarcely visible, a marvellous
-manager, a fine cook and artificer of strange English dishes,
-utterly reliable, utterly exact and with habits of order ...! They
-adored the slight English accent which gave a touch of the exotic
-to her very correct and freely idiomatic French. In short, Sophia
-was perfect for them, an impossible woman. Whatever she did was
-right.
-
-And she went up to her room every night with limbs exhausted, but
-with head clear enough to balance her accounts and go through her
-money. She did this in bed with thick gloves on. If often she did
-not sleep well, it was not because of the distant guns, but
-because of her preoccupation with the subject of finance. She was
-making money, and she wanted to make more. She was always
-inventing ways of economy. She was so anxious to achieve
-independence that money was always in her mind. She began to love
-gold, to love hoarding it, and to hate paying it away.
-
-One morning her charwoman, who by good fortune was nearly as
-precise as Sophia herself, failed to appear. When the moment came
-for serving M. Niepce's breakfast, Sophia hesitated, and then
-decided to look after the old man personally. She knocked at his
-door, and went boldly in with the tray and candle. He started at
-seeing her; she was wearing a blue apron, as the charwoman did,
-but there could be no mistaking her for the charwoman. Niepce
-looked older in bed than when dressed. He had a rather ridiculous,
-undignified appearance, common among old men before their morning
-toilette is achieved; and a nightcap did not improve it. His
-rotund paunch lifted the bedclothes, upon which, for the sake of
-extra warmth, he had spread unmajestic garments. Sophia smiled to
-herself; but the contempt implied by that secret smile was
-softened by the thought: "Poor old man!" She told him briefly that
-she supposed the charwoman to be ill. He coughed and moved
-nervously. His benevolent and simple face beamed on her paternally
-as she fixed the tray by the bed.
-
-"I really must open the window for one little second," she said,
-and did so. The chill air of the street came through the closed
-shutters, and the old man made a noise as of shivering. She pushed
-back the shutters, and closed the window, and then did the same
-with the other two windows. It was almost day in the room.
-
-"You will no longer need the candle," she said, and came back to
-the bedside to extinguish it.
-
-The benign and fatherly old man put his arm round her waist. Fresh
-from the tonic of pure air, and with the notion of his
-ridiculousness still in her mind, she was staggered for an instant
-by this gesture. She had never given a thought to the temperament
-of the old grocer, the husband of a young wife. She could not
-always imaginatively keep in mind the effect of her own radiance,
-especially under such circumstances. But after an instant her
-precocious cynicism, which had slept, sprang up. "Naturally! I
-might have expected it!" she thought with blasting scorn.
-
-"Take away your hand!" she said bitterly to the amiable old fool.
-She did not stir.
-
-He obeyed, sheepishly.
-
-"Do you wish to remain with me?" she asked, and as he did not
-immediately answer, she said in a most commanding tone: "Answer,
-then!"
-
-"Yes," he said feebly.
-
-"Well, behave properly."
-
-She went towards the door.
-
-"I wished only--" he stammered.
-
-"I do not wish to know what you wished," she said.
-
-Afterwards she wondered how much of the incident had been
-overheard. The other breakfasts she left outside the respective
-doors; and in future Niepce's also.
-
-The charwoman never came again. She had caught smallpox and she
-died of it, thus losing a good situation. Strange to say, Sophia
-did not replace her; the temptation to save her wages and food was
-too strong. She could not, however, stand waiting for hours at the
-door of the official baker and the official butcher, one of a long
-line of frozen women, for the daily rations of bread and tri-
-weekly rations of meat. She employed the concierge's boy, at two
-sous an hour, to do this. Sometimes he would come in with his
-hands so blue and cold that he could scarcely hold the precious
-cards which gave the right to the rations and which cost Chirac an
-hour or two of waiting at the mayoral offices each week. Sophia
-might have fed her flock without resorting to the official
-rations, but she would not sacrifice the economy which they
-represented. She demanded thick clothes for the concierge's boy,
-and received boots from Chirac, gloves from Carlier, and a great
-overcoat from Niepce. The weather increased in severity, and
-provisions in price. One day she sold to the wife of a chemist who
-lived on the first floor, for a hundred and ten francs, a ham for
-which she had paid less than thirty francs. She was conscious of a
-thrill of joy in receiving a beautiful banknote and a gold coin in
-exchange for a mere ham. By this time her total cash resources had
-grown to nearly five thousand francs. It was astounding. And the
-reserves in the cellar were still considerable, and the sack of
-flour that encumbered the kitchen was still more than half full.
-The death of the faithful charwoman, when she heard of it,
-produced but little effect on Sophia, who was so overworked and so
-completely absorbed in her own affairs that she had no nervous
-energy to spare for sentimental regrets. The charwoman, by whose
-side she had regularly passed many hours in the kitchen, so that
-she knew every crease in her face and fold of her dress, vanished
-out of Sophia's memory.
-
-Sophia cleaned and arranged two of the bedrooms in the morning,
-and two in the afternoon. She had stayed in hotels where fifteen
-bedrooms were in charge of a single chambermaid, and she thought
-it would be hard if she could not manage four in the intervals of
-cooking and other work! This she said to herself by way of excuse
-for not engaging another charwoman. One afternoon she was rubbing
-the brass knobs of the numerous doors in M. Niepce's room, when
-the grocer unexpectedly came in.
-
-She glanced at him sharply. There was a self-conscious look in his
-eye. He had entered the flat noiselessly. She remembered having
-told him, in response to a question, that she now did his room in
-the afternoon. Why should he have left his shop? He hung up his
-hat behind the door, with the meticulous care of an old man. Then
-he took off his overcoat and rubbed his hands.
-
-"You do well to wear gloves, madame," he said. "It is dog's
-weather."
-
-"I do not wear them for the cold," she replied. "I wear them so as
-not to spoil my hands."
-
-"Ah! truly! Very well! Very well! May I demand some wood? Where
-shall I find it? I do not wish to derange you."
-
-She refused his help, and brought wood from the kitchen, counting
-the logs audibly before him.
-
-"Shall I light the fire now?" she asked.
-
-"I will light it," he said.
-
-"Give me a match, please."
-
-As she was arranging the wood and paper, he said: "Madame, will
-you listen to me?"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"Do not be angry," he said. "Have I not proved that I am capable
-of respecting you? I continue in that respect. It is with all that
-respect that I say to you that I love you, madame. ... No, remain
-calm, I implore you!" The fact was that Sophia showed no sign of
-not remaining calm. "It is true that I have a wife. But what do
-you wish ...? She is far away. I love you madly," he proceeded
-with dignified respect. "I know I am old; but I am rich. I
-understand your character. You are a lady, you are decided,
-direct, sincere, and a woman of business. I have the greatest
-respect for you. One can talk to you as one could not to another
-woman. You prefer directness and sincerity. Madame, I will give
-you two thousand francs a month, and all you require from my shop,
-if you will be amiable to me. I am very solitary, I need the
-society of a charming creature who would be sympathetic. Two
-thousand francs a month. It is money."
-
-He wiped his shiny head with his hand.
-
-Sophia was bending over the fire. She turned her head towards him.
-
-"Is that all?" she said quietly.
-
-"You could count on my discretion," he said in a low voice. "I
-appreciate your scruples. I would come, very late, to your room on
-the sixth. One could arrange ... You see, I am direct, like you."
-
-She had an impulse to order him tempestuously out of the flat; but
-it was not a genuine impulse. He was an old fool. Why not treat
-him as such? To take him seriously would be absurd. Moreover, he
-was a very remunerative boarder.
-
-"Do not be stupid," she said with cruel tranquillity. "Do not be
-an old fool."
-
-And the benign but fatuous middle-aged lecher saw the enchanting
-vision of Sophia, with her natty apron and her amusing gloves,
-sweep and fade from the room. He left the house, and the expensive
-fire warmed an empty room.
-
-Sophia was angry with him. He had evidently planned the proposal.
-If capable of respect, he was evidently also capable of chicane.
-But she supposed these Frenchmen were all alike: disgusting; and
-decided that it was useless to worry over a universal fact. They
-had simply no shame, and she had been very prudent to establish
-herself far away on the sixth floor. She hoped that none of the
-other boarders had overheard Niepce's outrageous insolence. She
-was not sure if Chirac was not writing in his room.
-
-That night there was no sound of cannon in the distance, and
-Sophia for some time was unable to sleep. She woke up with a
-start, after a doze, and struck a match to look at her watch. It
-had stopped. She had forgotten to wind it up, which omission
-indicated that the grocer had perturbed her more than she thought.
-She could not be sure how long she had slept. The hour might be
-two o'clock or it might be six o'clock. Impossible for her to
-rest! She got up and dressed (in case it should be as late as she
-feared) and crept down the interminable creaking stairs with the
-candle. As she descended, the conviction that it was the middle of
-the night grew upon her, and she stepped more softly. There was no
-sound save that caused by her footfalls. With her latchkey she
-cautiously opened the front door of the flat and entered. She
-could then hear the noisy ticking of the small, cheap clock in the
-kitchen. At the same moment another door creaked, and Chirac, with
-hair all tousled, but fully dressed, appeared in the corridor.
-
-"So you have decided to sell yourself to him!" Chirac whispered.
-
-She drew away instinctively, and she could feel herself blushing.
-She was at a loss. She saw that Chirac was in a furious rage,
-tremendously moved. He crept towards her, half crouching. She had
-never seen anything so theatrical as his movement, and the
-twitching of his face. She felt that she too ought to be
-theatrical, that she ought nobly to scorn his infamous suggestion,
-his unwarrantable attack. Even supposing that she had decided to
-sell herself to the old pasha, did that concern him? A dignified
-silence, an annihilating glance, were all that he deserved. But
-she was not capable of this heroic behaviour.
-
-"What time is it?" she added weakly.
-
-"Three o'clock," Chirac sneered.
-
-"I forgot to wind up my watch," she said. "And so I came down to
-see."
-
-"In effect!" He spoke sarcastically, as if saying: "I've waited
-for you, and here you are."
-
-She said to herself that she owed him nothing, but all the time
-she felt that he and she were the only young people in that flat,
-and that she did owe to him the proof that she was guiltless of
-the supreme dishonour of youth. She collected her forces and
-looked at him.
-
-"You should be ashamed," she said. "You will wake the others."
-
-"And M. Niepce--will he need to be wakened?"
-
-"M. Niepce is not here," she said.
-
-Niepce's door was unlatched. She pushed it open, and went into the
-room, which was empty and bore no sign of having been used.
-
-"Come and satisfy yourself!" she insisted.
-
-Chirac did so. His face fell.
-
-She took her watch from her pocket.
-
-"And now wind my watch, and set it, please."
-
-She saw that he was in anguish. He could not take the watch. Tears
-came into his eyes. Then he hid his face, and dashed away. She
-heard a sob-impeded murmur that sounded like, "Forgive me!" and
-the banging of a door. And in the stillness she heard the regular
-snoring of M. Carlier. She too cried. Her vision was blurred by a
-mist, and she stumbled into the kitchen and seized the clock, and
-carried it with her upstairs, and shivered in the intense cold of
-the night. She wept gently for a very long time. "What a shame!
-What a shame!" she said to herself. Yet she did not quite blame
-Chirac. The frost drove her into bed, but not to sleep. She
-continued to cry. At dawn her eyes were inflamed with weeping. She
-was back in the kitchen then. Chirac's door was wide open. He had
-left the flat. On the slate was written, "I shall not take meals
-to-day."
-
-III
-
-Their relations were permanently changed. For several days they
-did not meet at all; and when at the end of the week Chirac was
-obliged at last to face Sophia in order to pay his bill, he had a
-most grievous expression. It was obvious that he considered
-himself a criminal without any defence to offer for his crime. He
-seemed to make no attempt to hide his state of mind. But he said
-nothing. As for Sophia, she preserved a mien of amiable
-cheerfulness. She exerted herself to convince him by her attitude
-that she bore no resentment, that she had determined to forget the
-incident, that in short she was the forgiving angel of his dreams.
-She did not, however, succeed entirely in being quite natural.
-Confronted by his misery, it would have been impossible for her to
-be quite natural, and at the same time quite cheerful!
-
-A little later the social atmosphere of the flat began to grow
-querulous, disputatious and perverse. The nerves of everybody were
-seriously strained. This applied to the whole city. Days of heavy
-rains followed the sharp frosts, and the town was, as it were,
-sodden with woe. The gates were closed. And though nine-tenths of
-the inhabitants never went outside the gates, the definite and
-absolute closing of them demoralized all hearts. Gas was no longer
-supplied. Rats, cats, and thorough-bred horses were being eaten
-and pronounced 'not bad.' The siege had ceased to be a novelty.
-Friends did not invite one another to a 'siege-dinner' as to a
-picnic. Sophia, fatigued by regular overwork, became weary of the
-situation. She was angry with the Prussians for dilatoriness, and
-with the French for inaction, and she poured out her English
-spleen on her boarders. The boarders told each other in secret
-that the patronne was growing formidable. Chiefly she bore a
-grudge against the shopkeepers; and when, upon a rumour of peace,
-the shop-windows one day suddenly blossomed with prodigious
-quantities of all edibles, at highest prices, thus proving that
-the famine was artificially created, Sophia was furious. M. Niepce
-in particular, though he sold goods to her at a special discount,
-suffered indignities. A few days later that benign and fatherly
-man put himself lamentably in the wrong by attempting to introduce
-into his room a charming young creature who knew how to be
-sympathetic. Sophia, by an accident unfortunate for the grocer,
-caught them in the corridor. She was beside herself, but the only
-outward symptoms were a white face and a cold steely voice that
-grated like a rasp on the susceptibilities of the adherents of
-Aphrodite. At this period Sophia had certainly developed into a
-termagant--without knowing it!
-
-She would often insist now on talking about the siege, and hearing
-everything that the men could tell her. Her comments, made without
-the least regard for the justifiable delicacy of their feelings as
-Frenchmen, sometimes led to heated exchanges. When all Montmartre
-and the Quartier Breda was impassioned by the appearance from
-outside of the Thirty-second battalion, she took the side of the
-populace, and would not credit the solemn statement of the
-journalists, proved by documents, that these maltreated soldiers
-were not cowards in flight. She supported the women who had spit
-in the faces of the Thirty-second. She actually said that if she
-had met them, she would have spit too. Really, she was convinced
-of the innocence of the Thirty-second, but something prevented her
-from admitting it. The dispute ended with high words between
-herself and Chirac.
-
-The next day Chirac came home at an unusual hour, knocked at the
-kitchen door, and said:
-
-"I must give notice to leave you."
-
-"Why?" she demanded curtly.
-
-She was kneading flour and water for a potato-cake. Her potato-
-cakes were the joy of the household.
-
-"My paper has stopped!" said Chirac.
-
-"Oh!" she added thoughtfully, but not looking at him. "That is no
-reason why you should leave."
-
-"Yes," he said. "This place is beyond my means. I do not need to
-tell you that in ceasing to appear the paper has omitted to pay
-its debts. The house owes me a month's salary. So I must leave."
-
-"No!" said Sophia. "You can pay me when you have money."
-
-He shook his head. "I have no intention of accepting your
-kindness."
-
-"Haven't you got any money?" she abruptly asked.
-
-"None," said he. "It is the disaster--quite simply!"
-
-"Then you will be forced to get into debt somewhere."
-
-"Yes, but not here! Not to you!"
-
-"Truly, Chirac," she exclaimed, with a cajoling voice, "you are
-not reasonable."
-
-"Nevertheless it is like that!" he said with decision.
-
-"Eh, well!" she turned on him menacingly. "It will not be like
-that! You understand me? You will stay. And you will pay me when
-you can. Otherwise we shall quarrel. Do you imagine I shall
-tolerate your childishness? Just because you were angry last
-night----"
-
-"It is not that," he protested. "You ought to know it is not
-that." (She did.) "It is solely that I cannot permit myself to----"
-
-"Enough!" she cried peremptorily, stopping him. And then in a
-quieter tone, "And what about Carlier? Is he also in the ditch?"
-
-"Ah! he has money," said Chirac, with sad envy.
-
-"You also, one day," said she. "You stop--in any case until after
-Christmas, or we quarrel. Is it agreed?" Her accent had softened.
-
-"You are too good!" he yielded. "I cannot quarrel with you. But it
-pains me to accept--"
-
-"Oh!" she snapped, dropping into the vulgar idiom, "you make me
-sweat with your stupid pride. Is it that that you call friendship?
-Go away now. How do you wish that I should succeed with this cake
-while you station yourself there to distract me?"
-
-IV
-
-But in three days' Chirac, with amazing luck, fell into another
-situation, and on the Journal des Debats. It was the Prussians who
-had found him a place. The celebrated Payenneville, second
-greatest chroniqueur of his time, had caught a cold while doing
-his duty as a national guard, and had died of pneumonia. The
-weather was severe again; soldiers were being frozen to death at
-Aubervilliers. Payenneville's position was taken by another man,
-whose post was offered to Chirac. He told Sophia of his good
-fortune with unconcealed vanity.
-
-"You with your smile!" she said impatiently. "One can refuse you
-nothing!"
-
-She behaved just as though Chirac had disgusted her. She humbled
-him. But with his fellow-lodgers his airs of importance as a
-member of the editorial staff of the Debats were comical in their
-ingenuousness. On the very same day Carlier gave notice to leave
-Sophia. He was comparatively rich; but the habits which had
-enabled him to arrive at independence in the uncertain vocation of
-a journalist would not allow him, while he was earning nothing, to
-spend a sou more than was absolutely necessary. He had decided to
-join forces with a widowed sister, who was accustomed to parsimony
-as parsimony is understood in France, and who was living on
-hoarded potatoes and wine.
-
-"There!" said Sophia, "you have lost me a tenant!"
-
-And she insisted, half jocularly and half seriously, that Carlier
-was leaving because he could not stand Chirac's infantile conceit.
-The flat was full of acrimonious words.
-
-On Christmas morning Chirac lay in bed rather late; the newspapers
-did not appear that day. Paris seemed to be in a sort of stupor.
-About eleven o'clock he came to the kitchen door.
-
-"I must speak with you," he said. His tone impressed Sophia.
-
-"Enter," said she.
-
-He went in, and closed the door like a conspirator. "We must have
-a little fete," he said. "You and I."
-
-"Fete!" she repeated. "What an idea! How can I leave?"
-
-If the idea had not appealed to the secrecies of her heart,
-stirring desires and souvenirs upon which the dust of time lay
-thick, she would not have begun by suggesting difficulties; she
-would have begun by a flat refusal.
-
-"That is nothing," he said vigorously. "It is Christmas, and I
-must have a chat with you. We cannot chat here. I have not had a
-true little chat with you since you were ill. You will come with
-me to a restaurant for lunch."
-
-She laughed. "And the lunch of my lodgers?"
-
-"You will serve it a little earlier. We will go out immediately
-afterwards, and we will return in time for you to prepare dinner.
-It is quite simple."
-
-She shook her head. "You are mad," she said crossly.
-
-"It is necessary that I should offer you something," he went on
-scowling. "You comprehend me? I wish you to lunch with me to-day.
-I demand it, and you are not going to refuse me."
-
-He was very close to her in the little kitchen, and he spoke
-fiercely, bullyingly, exactly as she had spoken to him when
-insisting that he should live on credit with her for a while.
-
-"You are very rude," she parried.
-
-"If I am rude, it is all the same to me," he held out
-uncompromisingly. "You will lunch with me; I hold to it."
-
-"How can I be dressed?" she protested.
-
-"That does not concern me. Arrange that as you can."
-
-It was the most curious invitation to a Christmas dinner
-imaginable.
-
-At a quarter past twelve they issued forth side by side, heavily
-clad, into the mournful streets. The sky, slate-coloured, presaged
-snow. The air was bitterly cold, and yet damp. There were no
-fiacres in the little three-cornered place which forms the mouth
-of the Rue Clausel. In the Rue Notre Dame de Lorette, a single
-empty omnibus was toiling up the steep glassy slope, the horses
-slipping and recovering themselves in response to the whip-
-cracking, which sounded in the streets as in an empty vault.
-Higher up, in the Rue Fontaine, one of the few shops that were
-open displayed this announcement: "A large selection of cheeses
-for New Year's gifts." They laughed.
-
-"Last year at this moment," said Chirac, "I was thinking of only
-one thing--the masked ball at the opera. I could not sleep after
-it. This year even the churches, are not open. And you?"
-
-She put her lips together. "Do not ask me," she said.
-
-They proceeded in silence.
-
-"We are triste, we others," he said. "But the Prussians, in their
-trenches, they cannot be so gay, either! Their families and their
-Christmas trees must be lacking to them. Let us laugh!"
-
-The Place Blanche and the Boulevard de Clichy were no more lively
-than the lesser streets and squares. There was no life anywhere,
-scarcely a sound; not even the sound of cannon. Nobody knew
-anything; Christmas had put the city into a lugubrious trance of
-hopelessness. Chirac took Sophia's arm across the Place Blanche,
-and a few yards up the Rue Lepic he stopped at a small restaurant,
-famous among the initiated, and known as "The Little Louis." They
-entered, descending by two steps into a confined and sombrely
-picturesque interior.
-
-Sophia saw that they were expected. Chirac must have paid a
-previous visit to the restaurant that morning. Several disordered
-tables showed that people had already lunched, and left; but in
-the corner was a table for two, freshly laid in the best manner of
-such restaurants; that is to say, with a red-and-white checked
-cloth, and two other red-and-white cloths, almost as large as the
-table-cloth, folded as serviettes and arranged flat on two thick
-plates between solid steel cutlery; a salt-cellar, out of which
-one ground rock-salt by turning a handle, a pepper-castor, two
-knife-rests, and two common tumblers. The phenomena which
-differentiated this table from the ordinary table were a champagne
-bottle and a couple of champagne glasses. Champagne was one of the
-few items which had not increased in price during the siege.
-
-The landlord and his wife were eating in another corner, a fat,
-slatternly pair, whom no privations of a siege could have
-emaciated. The landlord rose. He was dressed as a chef, all in
-white, with the sacred cap; but a soiled white. Everything in the
-place was untidy, unkempt and more or less unclean, except just
-the table upon which champagne was waiting. And yet the restaurant
-was agreeable, reassuring. The landlord greeted his customers as
-honest friends. His greasy face was honest, and so was the pale,
-weary, humorous face of his wife. Chirac saluted her.
-
-"You see," said she, across from the other corner, indicating a
-bone on her plate. "This is Diane!"
-
-"Ah! the poor animal!" exclaimed Chirac, sympathetically.
-
-"What would you?" said the landlady. "It cost too dear to feed
-her. And she was so mignonne! One could not watch her grow thin!"
-
-"I was saying to my wife," the landlord put in, "how she would
-have enjoyed that bone--Diane!" He roared with laughter.
-
-Sophia and the landlady exchanged a curious sad smile at this
-pleasantry, which had been re-discovered by the landlord for
-perhaps the thousandth time during the siege, but which he
-evidently regarded as quite new and original.
-
-"Eh, well!" he continued confidentially to Chirac. "I have found
-for you something very good--half a duck." And in a still lower
-tone: "And it will not cost you too dear."
-
-No attempt to realize more than a modest profit was ever made in
-that restaurant. It possessed a regular clientele who knew the
-value of the little money they had, and who knew also how to
-appreciate sincere and accomplished cookery. The landlord was the
-chef, and he was always referred to as the chef, even by his wife.
-
-"How did you get that?" Chirac asked.
-
-"Ah!" said the landlord, mysteriously. "I have one of my friends,
-who comes from Villeneuve St. Georges--refugee, you know. In
-fine ..." A wave of the fat hands, suggesting that Chirac should not
-inquire too closely.
-
-"In effect!" Chirac commented. "But it is very chic, that!"
-
-"I believe you that it is chic!" said the landlady, sturdily.
-
-"It is charming," Sophia murmured politely.
-
-"And then a quite little salad!" said the landlord.
-
-"But that--that is still more striking!" said Chirac.
-
-The landlord winked. The fact was that the commerce which resulted
-in fresh green vegetables in the heart of a beleagured town was
-notorious.
-
-"And then also a quite little cheese!" said Sophia, slightly
-imitating the tone of the landlord, as she drew from the
-inwardness of her cloak a small round parcel. It contained a Brie
-cheese, in fairly good condition. It was worth at least fifty
-francs, and it had cost Sophia less than two francs. The landlady
-joined the landlord in inspecting this wondrous jewel. Sophia
-seized a knife and cut a slice for the landlady's table.
-
-"Madame is too good!" said the landlady, confused by this noble
-generosity, and bearing the gift off to her table as a fox-terrier
-will hurriedly seek solitude with a sumptuous morsel. The landlord
-beamed. Chirac was enchanted. In the intimate and unaffected
-cosiness of that interior the vast, stupefied melancholy of the
-city seemed to be forgotten, to have lost its sway.
-
-Then the landlord brought a hot brick for the feet of madame. It
-was more an acknowledgment of the slice of cheese than a
-necessity, for the restaurant was very warm; the tiny kitchen
-opened directly into it, and the door between the two was open;
-there was no ventilation whatever.
-
-"It is a friend of mine," said the landlord, proudly, in the way
-of gossip as he served an undescribed soup, "a butcher in the
-Faubourg St. Honore, who has bought the three elephants of the
-Jardin des Plantes for twenty-seven thousand francs."
-
-Eyebrows were lifted. He uncorked the champagne.
-
-As she drank the first mouthful (she had long lost her youthful
-aversion for wine), Sophia had a glimpse of herself in a tilted
-mirror hung rather high on the opposite wall. It was several
-months since she had attired herself with ceremoniousness. The
-sudden unexpected vision of elegance and pallid beauty pleased
-her. And the instant effect of the champagne was to renew in her
-mind a forgotten conception of the goodness of life and of the
-joys which she had so long missed.
-
-V
-
-At half-past two they were alone in the little salon of the
-restaurant, and vaguely in their dreamy and feverish minds that
-were too preoccupied to control with precision their warm, relaxed
-bodies, there floated the illusion that the restaurant belonged to
-them and that in it they were at home. It was no longer a
-restaurant, but a retreat and shelter from hard life. The chef and
-his wife were dozing in an inner room. The champagne was drunk;
-the adorable cheese was eaten; and they were sipping Marc de
-Bourgogne. They sat at right angles to one another, close to one
-another, with brains aswing; full of good nature and quick
-sympathy; their flesh content and yet expectant. In a pause of the
-conversation (which, entirely banal and fragmentary, had seemed to
-reach the acme of agreeableness), Chirac put his hand on the hand
-of Sophia as it rested limp on the littered table. Accidentally
-she caught his eye; she had not meant to do so. They both became
-self-conscious. His thin, bearded face had more than ever that
-wistfulness which always softened towards him the
-uncompromisingness of her character. He had the look of a child.
-For her, Gerald had sometimes shown the same look. But indeed she
-was now one of those women for whom all men, and especially all
-men in a tender mood, are invested with a certain incurable
-quality of childishness. She had not withdrawn her hand at once,
-and so she could not withdraw it at all.
-
-He gazed at her with timid audacity. Her eyes were liquid.
-
-"What are you thinking about?" she asked.
-
-"I was asking myself what I should have done if you had refused to
-come."
-
-"And what SHOULD you have done?"
-
-"Assuredly something terribly inconvenient," he replied, with the
-large importance of a man who is in the domain of pure
-supposition. He leaned towards her. "My very dear friend," he said
-in a different voice, getting bolder.
-
-It was infinitely sweet to her, voluptuously sweet, this basking
-in the heat of temptation. It certainly did seem to her, then, the
-one real pleasure in the world. Her body might have been saying to
-his: "See how ready I am!" Her body might have been saying to his:
-"Look into my mind. For you I have no modesty. Look and see all
-that is there." The veil of convention seemed to have been rent.
-Their attitude to each other was almost that of lover and
-mistress, between whom a single glance may be charged with the
-secrets of the past and promises for the future. Morally she was
-his mistress in that moment.
-
-He released her hand and put his arm round her waist.
-
-"I love thee," he whispered with great emotion.
-
-Her face changed and hardened. "You must not do that," she said,
-coldly, unkindly, harshly. She scowled. She would not abate one
-crease in her forehead to the appeal of his surprised glance. Yet
-she did not want to repulse him. The instinct which repulsed him
-was not within her control. Just as a shy man will obstinately
-refuse an invitation which he is hungering to accept, so, though
-not from shyness, she was compelled to repulse Chirac. Perhaps if
-her desires had not been laid to sleep by excessive physical
-industry and nervous strain, the sequel might have been different.
-
-Chirac, like most men who have once found a woman weak, imagined
-that he understood women profoundly. He thought of women as the
-Occidental thinks of the Chinese, as a race apart, mysterious but
-capable of being infallibly comprehended by the application of a
-few leading principles of psychology. Moreover he was in earnest;
-he was hard driven, and he was honest. He continued, respectfully
-obedient in withdrawing his arm:
-
-"Very dear friend," he urged with undaunted confidence, "you must
-know that I love you."
-
-She shook her head impatiently, all the time wondering what it was
-that prevented her from slipping into his arms. She knew that she
-was treating him badly by this brusque change of front; but she
-could not help it. Then she began to feel sorry for him.
-
-"We have been very good friends," he said. "I have always admired
-you enormously. I did not think that I should dare to love you
-until that day when I overheard that old villain Niepce make his
-advances. Then, when I perceived my acute jealousy, I knew that I
-was loving you. Ever since, I have thought only of you. I swear to
-you that if you will not belong to me, it is already finished for
-me! Altogether! Never have I seen a woman like you! So strong, so
-proud, so kind, and so beautiful! You are astonishing, yes,
-astonishing! No other woman could have drawn herself out of an
-impossible situation as you have done, since the disappearance of
-your husband. For me, you are a woman unique. I am very sincere.
-Besides, you know it ... Dear friend!"
-
-She shook her head passionately.
-
-She did not love him. But she was moved. And she wanted to love
-him. She wanted to yield to him, only liking him, and to love
-afterwards. But this obstinate instinct held her back. "I do not
-say, now," Chirac went on. "Let me hope."
-
-The Latin theatricality of his gestures and his tone made her
-sorrowful for him.
-
-"My poor Chirac!" she plaintively murmured, and began to put on
-her gloves.
-
-"I shall hope!" he persisted.
-
-She pursed her lips. He seized her violently by the waist. She
-drew her face away from his, firmly. She was not hard, not angry
-now. Disconcerted by her compassion, he loosed her.
-
-"My poor Chirac," she said, "I ought not to have come. I must go.
-It is perfectly useless. Believe me."
-
-"No, no!" he whispered fiercely.
-
-She stood up and the abrupt movement pushed the table gratingly
-across the floor. The throbbing spell of the flesh was snapped
-like a stretched string, and the scene over. The landlord, roused
-from his doze, stumbled in. Chirac had nothing but the bill as a
-reward for his pains. He was baffled.
-
-They left the restaurant, silently, with a foolish air.
-
-Dusk was falling on the mournful streets, and the lamp-lighters
-were lighting the miserable oil lamps that had replaced gas. They
-two, and the lamplighters, and an omnibus were alone in the
-streets. The gloom was awful; it was desolating. The universal
-silence seemed to be the silence of despair. Steeped in woe,
-Sophia thought wearily upon the hopeless problem of existence. For
-it seemed to her that she and Chirac had created this woe out of
-nothing, and yet it was an incurable woe!
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-SUCCESS
-
-I
-
-
-Sophia lay awake one night in the room lately quitted by Carlier.
-That silent negation of individuality had come and gone, and left
-scarcely any record of himself either in his room or in the
-memories of those who had surrounded his existence in the house.
-Sophia had decided to descend from the sixth floor, partly because
-the temptation of a large room, after months in a cubicle, was
-rather strong; but more because of late she had been obliged to
-barricade the door of the cubicle with a chest of drawers, owing
-to the propensities of a new tenant of the sixth floor. It was
-useless to complain to the concierge; the sole effective argument
-was the chest of drawers, and even that was frailer than Sophia
-could have wished. Hence, finally, her retreat.
-
-She heard the front-door of the flat open; then it was shut with
-nervous violence. The resonance of its closing would have
-certainly wakened less accomplished sleepers than M. Niepce and
-his friend, whose snores continued with undisturbed regularity.
-After a pause of shuffling, a match was struck, and feet crept
-across the corridor with the most exaggerated precautions against
-noise. There followed the unintentional bang of another door. It
-was decidedly the entry of a man without the slightest natural
-aptitude for furtive irruptions. The clock in M. Niepce's room,
-which the grocer had persuaded to exact time-keeping, chimed three
-with its delicate ting.
-
-For several days past Chirac had been mysteriously engaged very
-late at the bureaux of the Debats. No one knew the nature of his
-employment; he said nothing, except to inform Sophia that he would
-continue to come home about three o'clock until further notice.
-She had insisted on leaving in his room the materials and
-apparatus for a light meal. Naturally he had protested, with the
-irrational obstinacy of a physically weak man who sticks to it
-that he can defy the laws of nature. But he had protested in vain.
-
-His general conduct since Christmas Day had frightened Sophia, in
-spite of her tendency to stifle facile alarms at their birth. He
-had eaten scarcely anything at all, and he went about with the
-face of a man dying of a broken heart. The change in him was
-indeed tragic. And instead of improving, he grew worse. "Have I
-done this?" Sophia asked herself. "It is impossible that I should
-have done this! It is absurd and ridiculous that he should behave
-so!" Her thoughts were employed alternately in sympathizing with
-him and in despising him, in blaming herself and in blaming him.
-When they spoke, they spoke awkwardly, as though one or both of
-them had committed a shameful crime, which could not even be
-mentioned. The atmosphere of the flat was tainted by the horror.
-And Sophia could not offer him a bowl of soup without wondering
-how he would look at her or avoid looking, and without carefully
-arranging in advance her own gestures and speech. Existence was a
-nightmare of self-consciousness.
-
-"At last they have unmasked their batteries!" he had exclaimed
-with painful gaiety two days after Christmas, when the besiegers
-had recommenced their cannonade. He tried to imitate the strange,
-general joy of the city, which had been roused from apathy by the
-recurrence of a familiar noise; but the effort was a deplorable
-failure. And Sophia condemned not merely the failure of Chirac's
-imitation, but the thing imitated. "Childish!" she thought. Yet,
-despise the feebleness of Chirac's behaviour as she might, she was
-deeply impressed, genuinely astonished, by the gravity and
-persistence of the symptoms. "He must have been getting himself
-into a state about me for a long time," she thought. "Surely he
-could not have gone mad like this all in a day or two! But I never
-noticed anything. No; honestly I never noticed anything!" And just
-as her behaviour in the restaurant had shaken Chirac's confidence
-in his knowledge of the other sex, so now the singular behaviour
-of Chirac shook hers. She was taken aback. She was frightened,
-though she pretended not to be frightened.
-
-She had lived over and over again the scene in the restaurant. She
-asked herself over and over again if really she had not beforehand
-expected him to make love to her in the restaurant. She could not
-decide exactly when she had begun to expect a declaration; but
-probably a long time before the meal was finished. She had
-foreseen it, and might have stopped it. But she had not chosen to
-stop it. Curiosity concerning not merely him, but also herself,
-had tempted her tacitly to encourage him. She asked herself over
-and over again why she had repulsed him. It struck her as curious
-that she had repulsed him. Was it because she was a married woman?
-Was it because she had moral scruples? Was it at bottom because
-she did not care for him? Was it because she could not care for
-anybody? Was it because his fervid manner of love-making offended
-her English phlegm? And did she feel pleased or displeased by his
-forbearance in not renewing the assault? She could not answer. She
-did not know.
-
-But all the time she knew that she wanted love. Only, she
-conceived a different kind of love: placid, regular, somewhat
-stern, somewhat above the plane of whims, moods, caresses, and all
-mere fleshly contacts. Not that she considered that she despised
-these things (though she did)! What she wanted was a love that was
-too proud, too independent, to exhibit frankly either its joy or
-its pain. She hated a display of sentiment. And even in the most
-intimate abandonments she would have made reserves, and would have
-expected reserves, trusting to a lover's powers of divination, and
-to her own! The foundation of her character was a haughty moral
-independence, and this quality was what she most admired in
-others.
-
-Chirac's inability to draw from his own pride strength to sustain
-himself against the blow of her refusal gradually killed in her
-the sexual desire which he had aroused, and which during a few
-days flickered up under the stimulus of fancy and of regret.
-Sophia saw with increasing clearness that her unreasoning instinct
-had been right in saying him nay. And when, in spite of this,
-regrets still visited her, she would comfort herself in thinking:
-"I cannot be bothered with all that sort of thing. It is not worth
-while. What does it lead to? Is not life complicated enough
-without that? No, no! I will stay as I am. At any rate I know what
-I am in for, as things are!" And she would reflect upon her
-hopeful financial situation, and the approaching prospect of a
-constantly sufficient income. And a little thrill of impatience
-against the interminable and gigantic foolishness of the siege
-would take her.
-
-But her self-consciousness in presence of Chirac did not abate.
-
-As she lay in bed she awaited accustomed sounds which should have
-connoted Chirac's definite retirement for the night. Her ear,
-however, caught no sound whatever from his room. Then she imagined
-that there was a smell of burning in the flat. She sat up, and
-sniffed anxiously, of a sudden wideawake and apprehensive. And
-then she was sure that the smell of burning was not in her
-imagination. The bedroom was in perfect darkness. Feverishly she
-searched with her right hand for the matches on the night-table,
-and knocked candlestick and matches to the floor. She seized her
-dressing-gown, which was spread over the bed, and put it on,
-aiming for the door. Her feet were bare. She discovered the door.
-In the passage she could discern nothing at first, and then she
-made out a thin line of light, which indicated the bottom of
-Chirac's door. The smell of burning was strong and unmistakable.
-She went towards the faint light, fumbled for the door-handle with
-her palm, and opened. It did not occur to her to call out and ask
-what was the matter.
-
-The house was not on fire; but it might have been. She had left on
-the table at the foot of Chirac's bed a small cooking-lamp, and a
-saucepan of bouillon. All that Chirac had to do was to ignite the
-lamp and put the saucepan on it. He had ignited the lamp, having
-previously raised the double wicks, and had then dropped into the
-chair by the table just as he was, and sunk forward and gone to
-sleep with his head lying sideways on the table. He had not put
-the saucepan on the lamp; he had not lowered the wicks, and the
-flames, capped with thick black smoke, were waving slowly to and
-fro within a few inches of his loose hair. His hat had rolled
-along the floor; he was wearing his great overcoat and one woollen
-glove; the other glove had lodged on his slanting knee. A candle
-was also burning.
-
-Sophia hastened forward, as it were surreptitiously, and with a
-forward-reaching movement turned down the wicks of the lamp; black
-specks were falling on the table; happily the saucepan was
-covered, or the bouillon would have been ruined.
-
-Chirac made a heart-rending spectacle, and Sophia was aware of
-deep and painful emotion in seeing him thus. He must have been
-utterly exhausted and broken by loss of sleep. He was a man
-incapable of regular hours, incapable of treating his body with
-decency. Though going to bed at three o'clock, he had continued to
-rise at his usual hour. He looked like one dead; but more sad,
-more wistful. Outside in the street a fog reigned, and his thin
-draggled beard was jewelled with the moisture of it. His attitude
-had the unconsidered and violent prostration of an overspent dog.
-The beaten animal in him was expressed in every detail of that
-posture. It showed even in his white, drawn eyelids, and in the
-falling of a finger. All his face was very sad. It appealed for
-mercy as the undefended face of sleep always appeals; it was so
-helpless, so exposed, so simple. It recalled Sophia to a sense of
-the inner mysteries of life, reminding her somehow that humanity
-walks ever on a thin crust over terrific abysses. She did not
-physically shudder; but her soul shuddered.
-
-She mechanically placed the saucepan on the lamp, and the noise
-awakened Chirac. He groaned. At first he did not perceive her.
-When he saw that some one was looking down at him, he did not
-immediately realize who this some one was. He rubbed his eyes with
-his fists, exactly like a baby, and sat up, and the chair cracked.
-
-"What then?" he demanded. "Oh, madame, I ask pardon. What?"
-
-"You have nearly destroyed the house," she said. "I smelt fire,
-and I came in. I was just in time. There is no danger now. But
-please be careful." She made as if to move towards the door.
-
-"But what did I do?" he asked, his eyelids wavering.
-
-She explained.
-
-He rose from his chair unsteadily. She told him to sit down again,
-and he obeyed as though in a dream.
-
-"I can go now," she said.
-
-"Wait one moment," he murmured. "I ask pardon. I should not know
-how to thank you. You are truly too good. Will you wait one
-moment?"
-
-His tone was one of supplication. He gazed at her, a little
-dazzled by the light and by her. The lamp and the candle
-illuminated the lower part of her face, theatrically, and showed
-the texture of her blue flannel peignoir; the pattern of a part of
-the lace collar was silhouetted in shadow on her cheek. Her face
-was flushed, and her hair hung down unconfined. Evidently he could
-not recover from his excusable astonishment at the apparition of
-such a figure in his room.
-
-"What is it--now?" she said. The faint, quizzical emphasis which
-she put on the 'now' indicated the essential of her thought. The
-sight of him touched her and filled her with a womanly sympathy.
-But that sympathy was only the envelope of her disdain of him. She
-could not admire weakness. She could but pity it with a pity in
-which scorn was mingled. Her instinct was to treat him as a child.
-He had failed in human dignity. And it seemed to her as if she had
-not previously been quite certain whether she could not love him,
-but that now she was quite certain. She was close to him. She saw
-the wounds of a soul that could not hide its wounds, and she
-resented the sight. She was hard. She would not make allowances.
-And she revelled in her hardness. Contempt--a good-natured,
-kindly, forgiving contempt--that was the kernel of the sympathy
-which exteriorly warmed her! Contempt for the lack of self-control
-which had resulted in this swift degeneration of a man into a
-tortured victim! Contempt for the lack of perspective which
-magnified a mere mushroom passion till it filled the whole field
-of life! Contempt for this feminine slavery to sentiment! She felt
-that she might have been able to give herself to Chirac as one
-gives a toy to an infant. But of loving him ...! No! She was
-conscious of an immeasurable superiority to him, for she was
-conscious of the freedom of a strong mind.
-
-"I wanted to tell you," said he, "I am going away."
-
-"Where?" she asked.
-
-"Out of Paris."
-
-"Out of Paris? How?"
-
-"By balloon! My journal ...! It is an affair of great importance.
-You understand. I offered myself. What would you?"
-
-"It is dangerous," she observed, waiting to see if he would put on
-the silly air of one who does not understand fear.
-
-"Oh!" the poor fellow muttered with a fatuous intonation and
-snapping of the fingers. "That is all the same to me. Yes, it is
-dangerous. Yes, it is dangerous!" he repeated. "But what would
-you ...? For me ...!"
-
-She wished that she had not mentioned danger. It hurt her to watch
-him incurring her ironic disdain.
-
-"It will be the night after to-morrow," he said. "In the courtyard
-of the Gare du Nord. I want you to come and see me go. I
-particularly want you to come and see me go. I have asked Carlier
-to escort you."
-
-He might have been saying, "I am offering myself to martyrdom, and
-you must assist at the spectacle."
-
-She despised him yet more.
-
-"Oh! Be tranquil," he said. "I shall not worry you. Never shall I
-speak to you again of my love. I know you. I know it would be
-useless. But I hope you will come and wish me bon voyage."
-
-"Of course, if you really wish it," she replied with cheerful
-coolness.
-
-He seized her hand and kissed it.
-
-Once it had pleased her when he kissed her hand. But now she did
-not like it. It seemed hysterical and foolish to her. She felt her
-feet to be stone-cold on the floor.
-
-"I'll leave you now," she said. "Please eat your soup."
-
-She escaped, hoping he would not espy her feet.
-
-II
-
-The courtyard of the Nord Railway Station was lighted by oil-lamps
-taken from locomotives; their silvered reflectors threw dazzling
-rays from all sides on the under portion of the immense yellow
-mass of the balloon; the upper portion was swaying to and fro with
-gigantic ungainliness in the strong breeze. It was only a small
-balloon, as balloons are measured, but it seemed monstrous as it
-wavered over the human forms that were agitating themselves
-beneath it. The cordage was silhouetted against the yellow
-taffetas as high up as the widest diameter of the balloon, but
-above that all was vague, and even spectators standing at a
-distance could not clearly separate the summit of the great sphere
-from the darkly moving sky. The car, held by ropes fastened to
-stakes, rose now and then a few inches uneasily from the ground.
-The sombre and severe architecture of the station-buildings
-enclosed the balloon on every hand; it had only one way of escape.
-Over the roofs of that architecture, which shut out the sounds of
-the city, came the irregular booming of the bombardment. Shells
-were falling in the southern quarters of Paris, doing perhaps not
-a great deal of damage, but still plunging occasionally into the
-midst of some domestic interior and making a sad mess of it. The
-Parisians were convinced that the shells were aimed maliciously at
-hospitals and museums; and when a child happened to be blown to
-pieces their unspoken comments upon the Prussian savagery were
-bitter. Their faces said: "Those barbarians cannot even spare our
-children!" They amused themselves by creating a market in shells,
-paying more for a live shell than a dead one, and modifying the
-tariff according to the supply. And as the cattle-market was
-empty, and the vegetable-market was empty, and beasts no longer
-pastured on the grass of the parks, and the twenty-five million
-rats of the metropolis were too numerous to furnish interest to
-spectators, and the Bourse was practically deserted, the traffic
-in shells sustained the starving mercantile instinct during a very
-dull period. But the effect on the nerves was deleterious. The
-nerves of everybody were like nothing but a raw wound. Violent
-anger would spring up magically out of laughter, and blows out of
-caresses. This indirect consequence of the bombardment was
-particularly noticeable in the group of men under the balloon.
-Each behaved as if he were controlling his temper in the most
-difficult circumstances. Constantly they all gazed upwards into
-the sky, though nothing could possibly be distinguished there save
-the blurred edge of a flying cloud. But the booming came from that
-sky; the shells that were dropping on Montrouge came out of that
-sky; and the balloon was going up into it; the balloon was
-ascending into its mysteries, to brave its dangers, to sweep over
-the encircling ring of fire and savages.
-
-Sophia stood apart with Carlier. Carlier had indicated a
-particular spot, under the shelter of the colonnade, where he said
-it was imperative that they should post themselves. Having guided
-Sophia to this spot, and impressed upon her that they were not to
-move, he seemed to consider that the activity of his role was
-finished, and spoke no word. With the very high silk hat which he
-always wore, and a thin old-fashioned overcoat whose collar was
-turned up, he made a rather grotesque figure. Fortunately the
-night was not very cold, or he might have passively frozen to
-death on the edge of that feverish group. Sophia soon ignored him.
-She watched the balloon. An aristocratic old man leaned against
-the car, watch in hand; at intervals he scowled, or stamped his
-foot. An old sailor, tranquilly smoking a pipe, walked round and
-round the balloon, staring at it; once he climbed up into the
-rigging, and once he jumped into the car and angrily threw out of
-it a bag, which some one had placed in it. But for the most part
-he was calm. Other persons of authority hurried about, talking and
-gesticulating; and a number of workmen waited idly for orders.
-
-"Where is Chirac?" suddenly cried the old man with the watch.
-
-Several voices deferentially answered, and a man ran away into the
-gloom on an errand.
-
-Then Chirac appeared, nervous, self-conscious, restless. He was
-enveloped in a fur coat that Sophia had never seen before, and he
-carried dangling in his hand a cage containing six pigeons whose
-whiteness stirred uneasily within it. The sailor took the cage
-from him and all the persons of authority gathered round to
-inspect the wonderful birds upon which, apparently, momentous
-affairs depended. When the group separated, the sailor was to be
-seen bending over the edge of the car to deposit the cage safely.
-He then got into the car, still smoking his pipe, and perched
-himself negligently on the wicker-work. The man with the watch was
-conversing with Chirac; Chirac nodded his head frequently in
-acquiescence, and seemed to be saying all the time: "Yes, sir!
-Perfectly sir! I understand, sir! Yes, sir!"
-
-Suddenly Chirac turned to the car and put a question to the
-sailor, who shook his head. Whereupon Chirac gave a gesture of
-submissive despair to the man with the watch. And in an instant
-the whole throng was in a ferment.
-
-"The victuals!" cried the man with the watch. "The victuals, name
-of God! Must one be indeed an idiot to forget the victuals! Name
-of God--of God!"
-
-Sophia smiled at the agitation, and at the inefficient management
-which had never thought of food. For it appeared that the food had
-not merely been forgotten; it was a question which had not even
-been considered. She could not help despising all that crowd of
-self-important and fussy males to whom the idea had not occurred
-that even balloonists must eat. And she wondered whether
-everything was done like that. After a delay that seemed very
-long, the problem of victuals was solved, chiefly, as far as
-Sophia could judge, by means of cakes of chocolate and bottles of
-wine.
-
-"It is enough! It is enough!" Chirac shouted passionately several
-times to a knot of men who began to argue with him.
-
-Then he gazed round furtively, and with an inflation of the chest
-and a patting of his fur coat he came directly towards Sophia.
-Evidently Sophia's position had been prearranged between him and
-Carlier. They could forget food, but they could think of Sophia's
-position!
-
-All eyes followed him. Those eyes could not, in the gloom,
-distinguish Sophia's beauty, but they could see that she was young
-and slim and elegant, and of foreign carriage. That was enough.
-The very air seemed to vibrate with the intense curiosity of those
-eyes. And immediately Chirac grew into the hero of some brilliant
-and romantic adventure. Immediately he was envied and admired by
-every man of authority present. What was she? Who was she? Was it
-a serious passion or simply a caprice? Had she flung herself at
-him? It was undeniable that lovely creatures did sometimes fling
-themselves at lucky mediocrities. Was she a married woman? An
-artiste? A girl? Such queries thumped beneath overcoats, while the
-correctness of a ceremonious demeanour was strictly observed.
-
-Chirac uncovered, and kissed her hand. The wind disarranged his
-hair. She saw that his face was very pale and anxious beneath the
-swagger of a sincere desire to be brave.
-
-"Well, it is the moment!" he said.
-
-"Did you all forget the food?" she asked.
-
-He shrugged his shoulders. "What will you? One cannot think of
-everything."
-
-"I hope you will have a safe voyage," she said.
-
-She had already taken leave of him once, in the house, and heard
-all about the balloon and the sailor-aeronaut and the
-preparations; and now she had nothing to say, nothing whatever.
-
-He shrugged his shoulders again. "I hope so!" he murmured, but in
-a tone to convey that he had no such hope.
-
-"The wind isn't too strong?" she suggested.
-
-He shrugged his shoulders again. "What would you?"
-
-"Is it in the direction you want?"
-
-"Yes, nearly," he admitted unwillingly. Then rousing himself: "Eh,
-well, madame. You have been extremely amiable to come. I held to
-it very much--that you should come. It is because of you I quit
-Paris."
-
-She resented the speech by a frown.
-
-"Ah!" he implored in a whisper. "Do not do that. Smile on me.
-After all, it is not my fault. Remember that this may be the last
-time I see you, the last time I regard your eyes."
-
-She smiled. She was convinced of the genuineness of the emotion
-which expressed itself in all this flamboyant behaviour. And she
-had to make excuses to herself on behalf of Chirac. She smiled to
-give him pleasure. The hard commonsense in her might sneer, but
-indubitably she was the centre of a romantic episode. The balloon
-darkly swinging there! The men waiting! The secrecy of the
-mission! And Chirac, bare-headed in the wind that was to whisk him
-away, telling her in fatalistic accents that her image had
-devastated his life, while envious aspirants watched their
-colloquy! Yes, it was romantic. And she was beautiful! Her beauty
-was an active reality that went about the world playing tricks in
-spite of herself. The thoughts that passed through her mind were
-the large, splendid thoughts of romance. And it was Chirac who had
-aroused them! A real drama existed, then, triumphing over the
-accidental absurdities and pettinesses of the situation. Her final
-words to Chirac were tender and encouraging.
-
-He hurried back to the balloon, resuming his cap. He was received
-with the respect due to one who comes fresh from conquest. He was
-sacred.
-
-Sophia rejoined Carlier, who had withdrawn, and began to talk to
-him with a self-conscious garrulity. She spoke without reason and
-scarcely noticed what she was saying. Already Chirac was snatched
-out of her life, as other beings, so many of them, had been
-snatched. She thought of their first meetings, and of the sympathy
-which had always united them. He had lost his simplicity, now, in
-the self-created crisis of his fate, and had sunk in her esteem.
-And she was determined to like him all the more because he had
-sunk in her esteem. She wondered whether he really had undertaken
-this adventure from sentimental disappointment. She wondered
-whether, if she had not forgotten to wind her watch one night,
-they would still have been living quietly under the same roof in
-the Rue Breda.
-
-The sailor climbed definitely into the car; he had covered himself
-with a large cloak. Chirac had got one leg over the side of the
-car, and eight men were standing by the ropes, when a horse's
-hoofs clattered through the guarded entrance to the courtyard,
-amid an uproar of sudden excitement. The shiny chest of the horse
-was flecked with the classic foam.
-
-"A telegram from the Governor of Paris!"
-
-As the orderly, checking his mount, approached the group, even the
-old man with the watch raised his hat. The orderly responded, bent
-down to make an inquiry, which Chirac answered, and then, with
-another exchange of salutes, the official telegram was handed over
-to Chirac, and the horse backed away from the crowd. It was quite
-thrilling. Carlier was thrilled.
-
-"He is never too prompt, the Governor. It is a quality!" said
-Carlier, with irony.
-
-Chirac entered the car. And then the old man with the watch drew a
-black bag from the shadow behind him and entrusted it to Chirac,
-who accepted it with a profound deference and hid it. The sailor
-began to issue commands. The men at the ropes were bending down
-now. Suddenly the balloon rose about a foot and trembled. The
-sailor continued to shout. All the persons of authority gazed
-motionless at the balloon. The moment of suspense was eternal.
-
-"Let go all!" cried the sailor, standing up, and clinging to the
-cordage. Chirac was seated in the car, a mass of dark fur with a
-small patch of white in it. The men at the ropes were a knot of
-struggling confused figures.
-
-One side of the car tilted up, and the sailor was nearly pitched
-out. Three men at the other side had failed to free the ropes.
-
-"Let go, corpses!" the sailor yelled at them.
-
-The balloon jumped, as if it were drawn by some terrific impulse
-from the skies.
-
-"Adieu!" called Chirac, pulling his cap off and waving it.
-"Adieu!"
-
-"Bon voyage! Bon voyage!" the little crowd cheered. And then,
-"Vive la France!" Throats tightened, including Sophia's.
-
-But the top of the balloon had leaned over, destroying its pear-
-shape, and the whole mass swerved violently towards the wall of
-the station, the car swinging under it like a toy, and an anchor
-under the car. There was a cry of alarm. Then the great ball
-leaped again, and swept over the high glass roof, escaping by
-inches the spouting. The cheers expired instantly. ... The balloon
-was gone. It was spirited away as if by some furious and mighty
-power that had grown impatient in waiting for it. There remained
-for a few seconds on the collective retina of the spectators a
-vision of the inclined car swinging near the roof like the tail of
-a kite. And then nothing! Blankness! Blackness! Already the
-balloon was lost to sight in the vast stormy ocean of the night, a
-plaything of the winds. The spectators became once more aware of
-the dull booming of the cannonade. The balloon was already perhaps
-flying unseen amid the wrack over those guns.
-
-Sophia involuntarily caught her breath. A chill sense of
-loneliness, of purposelessness, numbed her being.
-
-Nobody ever saw Chirac or the old sailor again. The sea must have
-swallowed them. Of the sixty-five balloons that left Paris during
-the siege, two were not heard of. This was the first of the two.
-Chirac had, at any rate, not magnified the peril, though his
-intention was undoubtedly to magnify it.
-
-III
-
-This was the end of Sophia's romantic adventures in France. Soon
-afterwards the Germans entered Paris, by mutual agreement, and
-made a point of seeing the Louvre, and departed, amid the silence
-of a city. For Sophia the conclusion of the siege meant chiefly
-that prices went down. Long before supplies from outside could
-reach Paris, the shop-windows were suddenly full of goods which
-had arrived from the shopkeepers alone knew where. Sophia, with
-the stock in her cellar, could have held out for several weeks
-more, and it annoyed her that she had not sold more of her good
-things while good things were worth gold. The signing of a treaty
-at Versailles reduced the value of Sophia's two remaining hams
-from about five pounds apiece to the usual price of hams. However,
-at the end of January she found herself in possession of a capital
-of about eight thousand francs, all the furniture of the flat, and
-a reputation. She had earned it all. Nothing could destroy the
-structure of her beauty, but she looked worn and appreciably
-older. She wondered often when Chirac would return. She might have
-written to Carlier or to the paper; but she did not. It was Niepce
-who discovered in a newspaper that Chirac's balloon had
-miscarried. At the moment the news did not affect her at all; but
-after several days she began to feel her loss in a dull sort of
-way; and she felt it more and more, though never acutely. She was
-perfectly convinced that Chirac could never have attracted her
-powerfully. She continued to dream, at rare intervals, of the kind
-of passion that would have satisfied her, glowing but banked down
-like a fire in some fine chamber of a rich but careful household.
-
-She was speculating upon what her future would be, and whether by
-inertia she was doomed to stay for ever in the Rue Breda, when the
-Commune caught her. She was more vexed than frightened by the
-Commune; vexed that a city so in need of repose and industry
-should indulge in such antics. For many people the Commune was a
-worse experience than the siege; but not for Sophia. She was a
-woman and a foreigner. Niepce was infinitely more disturbed than
-Sophia; he went in fear of his life. Sophia would go out to market
-and take her chances. It is true that during one period the whole
-population of the house went to live in the cellars, and orders to
-the butcher and other tradesmen were given over the party-wall
-into the adjoining courtyard, which communicated with an alley. A
-strange existence, and possibly perilous! But the women who passed
-through it and had also passed through the siege, were not very
-much intimidated by it, unless they happened to have husbands or
-lovers who were active politicians.
-
-Sophia did not cease, during the greater part of the year 1871, to
-make a living and to save money. She watched every sou, and she
-developed a tendency to demand from her tenants all that they
-could pay. She excused this to herself by ostentatiously declaring
-every detail of her prices in advance. It came to the same thing
-in the end, with this advantage, that the bills did not lead to
-unpleasantness. Her difficulties commenced when Paris at last
-definitely resumed its normal aspect and life, when all the women
-and children came back to those city termini which they had left
-in such huddled, hysterical throngs, when flats were re-opened
-that had long been shut, and men who for a whole year had had the
-disadvantages and the advantages of being without wife and family,
-anchored themselves once more to the hearth. Then it was that
-Sophia failed to keep all her rooms let. She could have let them
-easily and constantly and at high rents; but not to men without
-encumbrances. Nearly every day she refused attractive tenants in
-pretty hats, or agreeable gentlemen who only wanted a room on
-condition that they might offer hospitality to a dashing
-petticoat. It was useless to proclaim aloud that her house was
-'serious.' The ambition of the majority of these joyous persons
-was to live in a 'serious' house, because each was sure that at
-bottom he or she was a 'serious' person, and quite different from
-the rest of the joyous world. The character of Sophia's flat,
-instead of repelling the wrong kind of aspirant, infallibly drew
-just that kind. Hope was inextinguishable in these bosoms. They
-heard that there would be no chance for them at Sophia's; but they
-tried nevertheless. And occasionally Sophia would make a mistake,
-and grave unpleasantness would occur before the mistake could be
-rectified. The fact was that the street was too much for her. Few
-people would credit that there was a serious boarding-house in the
-Rue Breda. The police themselves would not credit it. And Sophia's
-beauty was against her. At that time the Rue Breda was perhaps the
-most notorious street in the centre of Paris; at the height of its
-reputation as a warren of individual improprieties; most busily
-creating that prejudice against itself which, over thirty years
-later, forced the authorities to change its name in obedience to
-the wish of its tradesmen. When Sophia went out at about eleven
-o'clock in the morning with her reticule to buy, the street was
-littered with women who had gone out with reticules to buy. But
-whereas Sophia was fully dressed, and wore headgear, the others
-were in dressing-gown and slippers, or opera-cloak and slippers,
-having slid directly out of unspeakable beds and omitted to brush
-their hair out of their puffy eyes. In the little shops of the Rue
-Breda, the Rue Notre Dame de Lorette, and the Rue des Martyrs, you
-were very close indeed to the primitive instincts of human nature.
-It was wonderful; it was amusing; it was excitingly picturesque;
-and the universality of the manners rendered moral indignation
-absurd. But the neighbourhood was certainly not one in which a
-woman of Sophia's race, training, and character, could comfortably
-earn a living, or even exist. She could not fight against the
-entire street. She, and not the street, was out of place and in
-the wrong. Little wonder that the neighbours lifted their
-shoulders when they spoke of her! What beautiful woman but a mad
-Englishwoman would have had the idea of establishing herself in
-the Rue Breda with the intention of living like a nun and
-compelling others to do the same?
-
-By dint of continual ingenuity, Sophia contrived to win somewhat
-more than her expenses, but she was slowly driven to admit to
-herself that the situation could not last.
-
-Then one day she saw in Galignani's Messenger an advertisement of
-an English pension for sale in the Rue Lord Byron, in the Champs
-Elysees quarter. It belonged to some people named Frensham, and
-had enjoyed a certain popularity before the war. The proprietor
-and his wife, however, had not sufficiently allowed for the
-vicissitudes of politics in Paris. Instead of saving money during
-their popularity they had put it on the back and on the fingers of
-Mrs. Frensham. The siege and the Commune had almost ruined them.
-With capital they might have restored themselves to their former
-pride; but their capital was exhausted. Sophia answered the
-advertisement. She impressed the Frenshams, who were delighted
-with the prospect of dealing in business with an honest English
-face. Like many English people abroad they were most strangely
-obsessed by the notion that they had quitted an island of honest
-men to live among thieves and robbers. They always implied that
-dishonesty was unknown in Britain. They offered, if she would take
-over the lease, to sell all their furniture and their renown for
-ten thousand francs. She declined, the price seeming absurd to
-her. When they asked her to name a price, she said that she
-preferred not to do so. Upon entreaty, she said four thousand
-francs. They then allowed her to see that they considered her to
-have been quite right in hesitating to name a price so ridiculous.
-And their confidence in the honest English face seemed to have
-been shocked. Sophia left. When she got back to the Rue Breda she
-was relieved that the matter had come to nothing. She did not
-precisely foresee what her future was to be, but at any rate she
-knew she shrank from the responsibility of the Pension Frensham.
-The next morning she received a letter offering to accept six
-thousand. She wrote and declined. She was indifferent and she
-would not budge from four thousand. The Frenshams gave way. They
-were pained, but they gave way. The glitter of four thousand
-francs in cash, and freedom, was too tempting.
-
-Thus Sophia became the proprietress of the Pension Frensham in the
-cold and correct Rue Lord Byron. She made room in it for nearly
-all her other furniture, so that instead of being under-furnished,
-as pensions usually are, it was over-furnished. She was extremely
-timid at first, for the rent alone was four thousand francs a
-year; and the prices of the quarter were alarmingly different from
-those of the Rue Breda. She lost a lot of sleep. For some nights,
-after she had been installed in the Rue Lord Byron about a
-fortnight, she scarcely slept at all, and she ate no more than she
-slept. She cut down expenditure to the very lowest, and frequently
-walked over to the Rue Breda to do her marketing. With the aid of
-a charwoman at six sous an hour she accomplished everything. And
-though clients were few, the feat was in the nature of a miracle;
-for Sophia had to cook.
-
-The articles which George Augustus Sala wrote under the title
-"Paris herself again" ought to have been paid for in gold by the
-hotel and pension-keepers of Paris. They awakened English
-curiosity and the desire to witness the scene of terrible events.
-Their effect was immediately noticeable. In less than a year after
-her adventurous purchase, Sophia had acquired confidence, and she
-was employing two servants, working them very hard at low wages.
-She had also acquired the landlady's manner. She was known as Mrs.
-Frensham. Across the balconies of two windows the Frenshams had
-left a gilded sign, "Pension Frensham," and Sophia had not removed
-it. She often explained that her name was not Frensham; but in
-vain. Every visitor inevitably and persistently addressed her
-according to the sign. It was past the general comprehension that
-the proprietress of the Pension Frensham might bear another name
-than Frensham. But later there came into being a class of persons,
-habitues of the Pension Frensham, who knew the real name of the
-proprietress and were proud of knowing it, and by this knowledge
-were distinguished from the herd. What struck Sophia was the
-astounding similarity of her guests. They all asked the same
-questions, made the same exclamations, went out on the same
-excursions, returned with the same judgments, and exhibited the
-same unimpaired assurance that foreigners were really very
-peculiar people. They never seemed to advance in knowledge. There
-was a constant stream of explorers from England who had to be set
-on their way to the Louvre or the Bon Marche.
-
-Sophia's sole interest was in her profits. The excellence of her
-house was firmly established. She kept it up, and she kept the
-modest prices up. Often she had to refuse guests. She naturally
-did so with a certain distant condescension. Her manner to guests
-increased in stiff formality; and she was excessively firm with
-undesirables. She grew to be seriously convinced that no pension
-as good as hers existed in the world, or ever had existed, or ever
-could exist. Hers was the acme of niceness and respectability. Her
-preference for the respectable rose to a passion. And there were
-no faults in her establishment. Even the once despised showy
-furniture of Madame Foucault had mysteriously changed into the
-best conceivable furniture; and its cracks were hallowed.
-
-She never heard a word of Gerald nor of her family. In the
-thousands of people who stayed under her perfect roof, not one
-mentioned Bursley nor disclosed a knowledge of anybody that Sophia
-had known. Several men had the wit to propose marriage to her with
-more or less skilfulness, but none of them was skilful enough to
-perturb her heart. She had forgotten the face of love. She was a
-landlady. She was THE landlady: efficient, stylish, diplomatic,
-and tremendously experienced. There was no trickery, no baseness
-of Parisian life that she was not acquainted with and armed
-against. She could not be startled and she could not be swindled.
-
-Years passed, until there was a vista of years behind her.
-Sometimes she would think, in an unoccupied moment, "How strange
-it is that I should be here, doing what I am doing!" But the
-regular ordinariness of her existence would instantly seize her
-again. At the end of 1878, the Exhibition Year, her Pension
-consisted of two floors instead of one, and she had turned the two
-hundred pounds stolen from Gerald into over two thousand.
-
-
-
-
-BOOK IV
-
-WHAT LIFE IS
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-FRENSHAM'S
-
-I
-
-
-Matthew Peel-Swynnerton sat in the long dining-room of the Pension
-Frensham, Rue Lord Byron, Paris; and he looked out of place there.
-It was an apartment about thirty feet in length, and of the width
-of two windows, which sufficiently lighted one half of a very long
-table with round ends. The gloom of the other extremity was
-illumined by a large mirror in a tarnished gilt frame, which
-filled a good portion of the wall opposite the windows. Near the
-mirror was a high folding-screen of four leaves, and behind this
-screen could be heard the sound of a door continually shutting and
-opening. In the long wall to the left of the windows were two
-doors, one dark and important, a door of state, through which a
-procession of hungry and a procession of sated solemn self-
-conscious persons passed twice daily, and the other, a smaller
-door, glazed, its glass painted with wreaths of roses, not an
-original door of the house, but a late breach in the wall, that
-seemed to lead to the dangerous and to the naughty. The wall-paper
-and the window drapery were rich and forbidding, dark in hue,
-mysterious of pattern. Over the state-door was a pair of antlers.
-And at intervals, so high up as to defy inspection, engravings and
-oil-paintings made oblong patches on the walls. They were hung
-from immense nails with porcelain heads, and they appeared to
-depict the more majestic aspect of man and nature. One engraving,
-over the mantelpiece and nearer earth than the rest, unmistakably
-showed Louis Philippe and his family in attitudes of virtue.
-Beneath this royal group, a vast gilt clock, flanked by pendants
-of the same period, gave the right time--a quarter past seven.
-
-And down the room, filling it, ran the great white table, bordered
-with bowed heads and the backs of chairs. There were over thirty
-people at the table, and the peculiarly restrained noisiness of
-their knives and forks on the plates proved that they were a
-discreet and a correct people. Their clothes--blouses, bodices,
-and jackets--did not flatter the lust of the eye. Only two or
-three were in evening dress. They spoke little, and generally in a
-timorous tone, as though silence had been enjoined. Somebody would
-half-whisper a remark, and then his neighbour, absently fingering
-her bread and lifting gaze from her plate into vacancy, would
-conscientiously weigh the remark and half-whisper in reply: "I
-dare say." But a few spoke loudly and volubly, and were regarded
-by the rest, who envied them, as underbred.
-
-Food was quite properly the chief preoccupation. The diners ate as
-those eat who are paying a fixed price per day for as much as they
-can consume while observing the rules of the game. Without moving
-their heads they glanced out of the corners of their eyes,
-watching the manoeuvres of the three starched maids who served.
-They had no conception of food save as portions laid out in rows
-on large silver dishes, and when a maid bent over them
-deferentially, balancing the dish, they summed up the offering in
-an instant, and in an instant decided how much they could decently
-take, and to what extent they could practise the theoretic liberty
-of choice. And if the food for any reason did not tempt them, or
-if it egregiously failed to coincide with their aspirations, they
-considered themselves aggrieved. For, according to the game, they
-might not command; they had the right to seize all that was
-presented under their noses, like genteel tigers; and they had the
-right to refuse: that was all. The dinner was thus a series of
-emotional crises for the diners, who knew only that full dishes
-and clean plates came endlessly from the banging door behind the
-screen, and that ravaged dishes and dirty plates vanished
-endlessly through the same door. They were all eating similar food
-simultaneously; they began together and they finished together.
-The flies that haunted the paper-bunches which hung from the
-chandeliers to the level of the flower-vases, were more free. The
-sole event that chequered the exact regularity of the repast was
-the occasional arrival of a wine-bottle for one of the guests. The
-receiver of the wine-bottle signed a small paper in exchange for
-it and wrote largely a number on the label of the bottle; then,
-staring at the number and fearing that after all it might be
-misread by a stupid maid or an unscrupulous compeer, he would re-
-write the number on another part of the label, even more largely.
-
-Matthew Peel-Swynnerton obviously did not belong to this world. He
-was a young man of twenty-five or so, not handsome, but elegant.
-Though he was not in evening dress, though he was, as a fact, in a
-very light grey suit, entirely improper to a dinner, he was
-elegant. The suit was admirably cut, and nearly new; but he wore
-it as though he had never worn anything else. Also his demeanour,
-reserved yet free from self-consciousness, his method of handling
-a knife and fork, the niceties of his manner in transferring food
-from the silver dishes to his plate, the tone in which he ordered
-half a bottle of wine--all these details infallibly indicated to
-the company that Matthew Peel-Swynnerton was their superior. Some
-folks hoped that he was the son of a lord, or even a lord. He
-happened to be fixed at the end of the table, with his back to the
-window, and there was a vacant chair on either side of him; this
-situation favoured the hope of his high rank. In truth, he was the
-son, the grandson, and several times the nephew, of earthenware
-manufacturers. He noticed that the large 'compote' (as it was
-called in his trade) which marked the centre of the table, was the
-production of his firm. This surprised him, for Peel, Swynnerton
-and Co., known and revered throughout the Five Towns as 'Peels,'
-did not cater for cheap markets. A late guest startled the room, a
-fat, flabby, middle-aged man whose nose would have roused the
-provisional hostility of those who have convinced themselves that
-Jews are not as other men. His nose did not definitely brand him
-as a usurer and a murderer of Christ, but it was suspicious. His
-clothes hung loose, and might have been anybody's clothes. He
-advanced with brisk assurance to the table, bowed, somewhat too
-effusively, to several people, and sat down next to Peel-
-Swynnerton. One of the maids at once brought him a plate of soup,
-and he said: "Thank you, Marie," smiling at her. He was evidently
-a habitue of the house. His spectacled eyes beamed the superiority
-which comes of knowing girls by their names. He was seriously
-handicapped in the race for sustenance, being two and a half
-courses behind, but he drew level with speed and then, having
-accomplished this, he sighed, and pointedly engaged Peel-
-Swynnerton with his sociable glance.
-
-"Ah!" he breathed out. "Nuisance when you come in late, sir!"
-
-Peel-Swynnerton gave a reluctant affirmative.
-
-"Doesn't only upset you! It upsets the house! Servants don't like
-it!"
-
-"No," murmured Peel-Swynnerton, "I suppose not."
-
-"However, it's not often _I_'m late," said the man. "Can't help it
-sometimes. Business! Worst of these French business people is that
-they've no notion of time. Appointments ...! God bless my soul!"
-
-"Do you come here often?" asked Peel-Swynnerton. He detested the
-fellow, quite inexcusably, perhaps because his serviette was
-tucked under his chin; but he saw that the fellow was one of your
-determined talkers, who always win in the end. Moreover, as being
-clearly not an ordinary tourist in Paris, the fellow mildly
-excited his curiosity.
-
-"I live here," said the other. "Very convenient for a bachelor,
-you know. Have done for years. My office is just close by. You may
-know my name--Lewis Mardon."
-
-Peel-Swynnerton hesitated. The hesitation convicted him of not
-'knowing his Paris' well.
-
-"House-agent," said Lewis Mardon, quickly.
-
-"Oh yes," said Peel-Swynnerton, vaguely recalling a vision of the
-name among the advertisements on newspaper kiosks.
-
-"I expect," Mr. Mardon went on, "my name is as well-known as
-anybody's in Paris."
-
-"I suppose so," assented Peel-Swynnerton.
-
-The conversation fell for a few moments.
-
-"Staying here long?" Mr. Mardon demanded, having added up Peel-
-Swynnerton as a man of style and of means, and being puzzled by
-his presence at that table.
-
-"I don't know," said Peel-Swynnerton.
-
-This was a lie, justified in the utterer's opinion as a repulse to
-Mr. Mardon's vulgar inquisitiveness, such inquisitiveness as might
-have been expected from a fellow who tucked his serviette under
-his chin. Peel-Swynnerton knew exactly how long he would stay. He
-would stay until the day after the morrow; he had only about fifty
-francs in his pocket. He had been making a fool of himself in
-another quarter of Paris, and he had descended to the Pension
-Frensham as a place where he could be absolutely sure of spending
-not more than twelve francs a day. Its reputation was high, and it
-was convenient for the Galliera Museum, where he was making some
-drawings which he had come to Paris expressly to make, and without
-which he could not reputably return to England. He was capable of
-foolishness, but he was also capable of wisdom, and scarcely any
-pressure of need would have induced him to write home for money to
-replace the money spent on making himself into a fool.
-
-Mr. Mardon was conscious of a check. But, being of an
-accommodating disposition, he at once tried another direction.
-
-"Good food here, eh?" he suggested.
-
-"Very," said Peel-Swynnerton, with sincerity. "I was quite--"
-
-At that moment, a tall straight woman of uncertain age pushed open
-the principal door and stood for an instant in the doorway. Peel-
-Swynnerton had just time to notice that she was handsome and pale,
-and that her hair was black, and then she was gone again, followed
-by a clipped poodle that accompanied her. She had signed with a
-brief gesture to one of the servants, who at once set about
-lighting the gas-jets over the table.
-
-"Who is that?" asked Peel-Swynnerton, without reflecting that it
-was now he who was making advances to the fellow whose napkin
-covered all his shirt-front.
-
-"That's the missis, that is," said Mr. Mardon, in a lower and
-semi-confidential voice.
-
-"Oh! Mrs. Frensham?"
-
-"Yes. But her real name is Scales," said Mr. Mardon, proudly.
-
-"Widow, I suppose?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And she runs the whole show?"
-
-"She runs the entire contraption," said Mr. Mardon, solemnly; "and
-don't you make any mistake!" He was getting familiar.
-
-Peel-Swynnerton beat him off once more, glancing with careful,
-uninterested nonchalance at the gas-burners which exploded one
-after another with a little plop under the application of the
-maid's taper. The white table gleamed more whitely than ever under
-the flaring gas. People at the end of the room away from the
-window instinctively smiled, as though the sun had begun to shine.
-The aspect of the dinner was changed, ameliorated; and with the
-reiterated statement that the evenings were drawing in though it
-was only July, conversation became almost general. In two minutes
-Mr. Mardon was genially talking across the whole length of the
-table. The meal finished in a state that resembled conviviality.
-
-Matthew Peel-Swynnerton might not go out into the crepuscular
-delights of Paris. Unless he remained within the shelter of the
-Pension, he could not hope to complete successfully his re-
-conversion from folly to wisdom. So he bravely passed through the
-small rose-embroidered door into a small glass-covered courtyard,
-furnished with palms, wicker armchairs, and two small tables; and
-he lighted a pipe and pulled out of his pocket a copy of The
-Referee. That retreat was called the Lounge; it was the only part
-of the Pension where smoking was not either a positive crime or a
-transgression against good form. He felt lonely. He said to
-himself grimly in one breath that pleasure was all rot, and in the
-next he sullenly demanded of the universe how it was that pleasure
-could not go on for ever, and why he was not Mr. Barney Barnato.
-Two old men entered the retreat and burnt cigarettes with many
-precautions. Then Mr. Lewis Mardon appeared and sat down boldly
-next to Matthew, like a privileged friend. After all, Mr. Mardon
-was better than nobody whatever, and Matthew decided to suffer
-him, especially as he began without preliminary skirmishing to
-talk about life in Paris. An irresistible subject! Mr. Mardon said
-in a worldly tone that the existence of a bachelor in Paris might
-easily be made agreeable. But that, of course, for himself--well,
-he preferred, as a general rule, the Pension Frensham sort of
-thing; and it was excellent for his business. Still he could not
-... he knew ... He compared the advantages of what he called
-'knocking about' in Paris, with the equivalent in London. His
-information about London was out of date, and Peel-Swynnerton was
-able to set him right on important details. But his information
-about Paris was infinitely precious and interesting to the younger
-man,, who saw that he had hitherto lived under strange
-misconceptions.
-
-"Have a whiskey?" asked Mr. Mardon, suddenly. "Very good here!" he
-added.
-
-"Thanks!" drawled Peel-Swynnerton.
-
-The temptation to listen to Mr. Mardon as long as Mr. Mardon would
-talk was not to be overcome. And presently, when the old men had
-departed, they were frankly telling each other stories in the
-dimness of the retreat. Then, when the supply of stories came to
-an end, Mr. Mardon smacked his lips over the last drop of whiskey
-and ejaculated: "Yes!" as if giving a general confirmation to all
-that had been said.
-
-"Do have one with me," said Matthew, politely. It was the least he
-could do.
-
-The second supply of whiskies was brought into the Lounge by Mr.
-Mardon's Marie. He smiled on her familiarly, and remarked that he
-supposed she would soon be going to bed after a hard day's work.
-She gave a moue and a flounce in reply, and swished out.
-
-"Carries herself well, doesn't she?" observed Mr. Mardon, as
-though Marie had been an exhibit at an agricultural show. "Ten
-years ago she was very fresh and pretty, but of course it takes it
-out of 'em, a place like this!"
-
-"But still," said Peel-Swynnerton, "they must like it or they
-wouldn't stay--that is, unless things are very different here from
-what they are in England."
-
-The conversation seemed to have stimulated him to examine the
-woman question in all its bearings, with philosophic curiosity.
-
-"Oh! They LIKE it," Mr. Mardon assured him, as one who knew.
-"Besides, Mrs. Scales treats 'em very well. I know THAT. She's
-told me. She's very particular"--he looked around to see if walls
-had ears--"and, by Jove, you've got to be; but she treats 'em
-well. You'd scarcely believe the wages they get, and pickings. Now
-at the Hotel Moscow--know the Hotel Moscow?"
-
-Happily Peel-Swynnerton did. He had been advised to avoid it
-because it catered exclusively for English visitors, but in the
-Pension Frensham he had accepted something even more exclusively
-British than the Hotel Moscow. Mr. Mardon was quite relieved at
-his affirmative.
-
-"The Hotel Moscow is a limited company now," said he; "English."
-
-"Really?"
-
-"Yes. I floated it. It was my idea. A great success! That's how I
-know all about the Hotel Moscow." He looked at the walls again. "I
-wanted to do the same here," he murmured, and Peel-Swynnerton had
-to show that he appreciated this confidence. "But she never would
-agree. I've tried her all ways. No go! It's a thousand pities."
-
-"Paying thing, eh?"
-
-"This place? I should say it was! And I ought to be able to judge,
-I reckon. Mrs. Scales is one of the shrewdest women you'd meet in
-a day's march. She's made a lot of money here, a lot of money. And
-there's no reason why a place like this shouldn't be five times as
-big as it is. Ten times. The scope's unlimited, my dear sir. All
-that's wanted is capital. Naturally she has capital of her own,
-and she could get more. But then, as she says, she doesn't want
-the place any bigger. She says it's now just as big as she can
-handle. That isn't so. She's a woman who could handle anything--a
-born manager--but even if it was so, all she would have to do
-would be to retire--only leave us the place and the name. It's the
-name that counts. And she's made the name of Frensham worth
-something, I can tell you!"
-
-"Did she get the place from her husband?" asked Peel-Swynnerton.
-Her own name of Scales intrigued him.
-
-Mr. Mardon shook his head. "Bought it on her own, after the
-husband's time, for a song--a song! I know, because I knew the
-original Frenshams."
-
-"You must have been in Paris a long time," said Peel-Swynnerton.
-
-Mr. Mardon could never resist an opportunity to talk about
-himself. His was a wonderful history. And Peel-Swynnerton, while
-scorning the man for his fatuity, was impressed. And when that was
-finished--
-
-"Yes!" said Mr. Mardon after a pause,, reaffirming everything in
-general by a single monosyllable.
-
-Shortly afterwards he rose, saying that his habits were regular.
-
-"Good-night,' he said with a mechanical smile.
-
-"G-good-night," said Peel-Swynnerton, trying to force the tone of
-fellowship and not succeeding. Their intimacy, which had sprung up
-like a mushroom, suddenly fell into dust. Peel-Swynnerton's
-unspoken comment to Mr. Mardon's back was: "Ass!" Still, the sum
-of Peel-Swynnerton's knowledge had indubitably been increased
-during the evening. And the hour was yet early. Half-past ten! The
-Folies-Marigny, with its beautiful architecture and its crowds of
-white toilettes, and its frothing of champagne and of beer, and
-its musicians in tight red coats, was just beginning to be alive--
-and at a distance of scarcely a stone's-throw! Peel-Swynnerton
-pictured the terraced, glittering hall, which had been the prime
-origin of his exceeding foolishness. And he pictured all the other
-resorts, great and small, garlanded with white lanterns, in the
-Champs Elysees; and the sombre aisles of the Champs Elysees where
-mysterious pale figures walked troublingly under the shade of
-trees, while snatches of wild song or absurd brassy music floated
-up from the resorts and restaurants. He wanted to go out and spend
-those fifty francs that remained in his pocket. After all, why not
-telegraph to England for more money? "Oh, damn it!" he said
-savagely, and stretched his arms and got up. The Lounge was very
-small, gloomy and dreary.
-
-One brilliant incandescent light burned in the hall, crudely
-illuminating the wicker fauteuils, a corded trunk with a blue-and-
-red label on it, a Fitzroy barometer, a map of Paris, a coloured
-poster of the Compagnie Transatlantique, and the mahogany retreat
-of the hall-portress. In that retreat was not only the hall-
-portress--an aged woman with a white cap above her wrinkled pink
-face--but the mistress of the establishment. They were murmuring
-together softly; they seemed to be well disposed to one another.
-The portress was respectful, but the mistress was respectful also.
-The hall, with its one light tranquilly burning, was bathed in an
-honest calm, the calm of a day's work accomplished, of gradual
-relaxation from tension, of growing expectation of repose. In its
-simplicity it affected Peel-Swynnerton as a medicine tonic for
-nerves might have affected him. In that hall, though exterior
-nocturnal life was but just stirring into activity, it seemed that
-the middle of the night had come, and that these two women alone
-watched in a mansion full of sleepers. And all the recitals which
-Peel-Swynnerton and Mr. Mardon had exchanged sank to the level of
-pitiably foolish gossip. Peel-Swynnerton felt that his duty to the
-house was to retire to bed. He felt, too, that he could not leave
-the house without saying that he was going out, and that he lacked
-the courage deliberately to tell these two women that he was going
-out--at that time of night! He dropped into one of the chairs and
-made a second attempt to peruse The Referee. Useless! Either his
-mind was outside in the Champs Elysees, or his gaze would wander
-surreptitiously to the figure of Mrs. Scales. He could not well
-distinguish her face because it was in the shadow of the mahogany.
-
-Then the portress came forth from her box, and, slightly bent,
-sped actively across the hall, smiling pleasantly at the guest as
-she passed him, and disappeared up the stairs. The mistress was
-alone in the retreat. Peel-Swynnerton jumped up brusquely,
-dropping the paper with a rustle, and approached her.
-
-"Excuse me," he said deferentially. "Have any letters come for me
-to-night?"
-
-He knew that the arrival of letters for him was impossible, since
-nobody knew his address.
-
-"What name?" The question was coldly polite, and the questioner
-looked him full in the face. Undoubtedly she was a handsome woman.
-Her hair was greying at the temples, and the skin was withered and
-crossed with lines. But she was handsome. She was one of those
-women of whom to their last on earth the stranger will say: "When
-she was young she must have been worth looking at!"--with a little
-transient regret that beautiful young women cannot remain for ever
-young. Her voice was firm and even, sweet in tone, and yet morally
-harsh from incessant traffic--with all varieties of human nature.
-Her eyes were the impartial eyes of one who is always judging. And
-evidently she was a proud, even a haughty creature, with her
-careful, controlled politeness. Evidently she considered herself
-superior to no matter what guest. Her eyes announced that she had
-lived and learnt, that she knew more about life than any one whom
-she was likely to meet, and that having pre-eminently succeeded in
-life, she had tremendous confidence in herself. The proof of her
-success was the unique Frensham's. A consciousness of the
-uniqueness of Frensham's was also in those eyes. Theoretically
-Matthew Peel-Swynnerton's mental attitude towards lodging-house
-keepers was condescending, but here it was not condescending. It
-had the real respectfulness of a man who for the moment at any
-rate is impressed beyond his calculations. His glance fell as he
-said--
-
-"Peel-Swynnerton." Then he looked up again.
-
-He said the words awkwardly, and rather fearfully, as if aware
-that he was playing with fire. If this Mrs. Scales was the long-
-vanished aunt of his friend, Cyril Povey, she must know those two
-names, locally so famous. Did she start? Did she show a sign of
-being perturbed? At first he thought he detected a symptom of
-emotion, but in an instant he was sure that he had detected
-nothing of the sort, and that it was silly to suppose that he was
-treading on the edge of a romance. Then she turned towards the
-letter-rack at her side, and he saw her face in profile. It bore a
-sudden and astonishing likeness to the profile of Cyril Povey; a
-resemblance unmistakable and finally decisive. The nose, and the
-curve of the upper lip were absolutely Cyril's. Matthew Peel-
-Swynnerton felt very queer. He felt like a criminal in peril of
-being caught in the act, and he could not understand why he should
-feel so. The landlady looked in the 'P' pigeon-hole, and in the
-'S' pigeon-hole.
-
-"No," she said quietly, "I see nothing for you."
-
-Taken with a swift rash audacity, he said: "Have you had any one
-named Povey here recently?"
-
-"Povey?"
-
-"Yes. Cyril Povey, of Bursley--in the Five Towns."
-
-He was very impressionable, very sensitive, was Matthew Peel-
-Swynnerton. His voice trembled as he spoke. But hers also trembled
-in reply.
-
-"Not that I remember! No! Were you expecting him to be here?"
-
-"Well, it wasn't at all sure," he muttered. "Thank you. Good-
-night."
-
-"Good-night," she said, apparently with the simple perfunctoriness
-of the landlady who says good-night to dozens of strangers every
-evening.
-
-He hurried away upstairs, and met the portress coming down. "Well,
-well!" he thought. "Of all the queer things--!" And he kept
-nodding his head. At last he had encountered something REALLY
-strange in the spectacle of existence. It had fallen to him to
-discover the legendary woman who had fled from Bursley before he
-was born, and of whom nobody knew anything. What news for Cyril!
-What a staggering episode! He had scarcely any sleep that night.
-He wondered whether he would be able to meet Mrs. Scales without
-self-consciousness on the morrow. However, he was spared the
-curious ordeal of meeting her. She did not appear at all on the
-following day; nor did he see her before he left. He could not
-find a pretext for asking why she was invisible.
-
-II
-
-The hansom of Matthew Peel-Swynnerton drew up in front of No. 26,
-Victoria Grove, Chelsea; his kit-bag was on the roof of the cab.
-The cabman had a red flower in his buttonhole. Matthew leaped out
-of the vehicle, holding his straw hat on his head with one hand.
-On reaching the pavement he checked himself suddenly and became
-carelessly calm. Another straw-hatted and grey-clad figure was
-standing at the side-gate of No. 26 in the act of lighting a
-cigarette.
-
-"Hello, Matt!" exclaimed the second figure, languidly, and in a
-veiled voice due to the fact that he was still holding the match
-to the cigarette and puffing. "What's the meaning of all this
-fluster? You're just the man I want to see."
-
-He threw away the match with a wave of the arm, and took Matthew's
-hand for a moment, blowing a double shaft of smoke through his
-nose
-
-"I want to see you, too," said Matthew. "And I've only got a
-minute. I'm on my way to Euston. I must catch the twelve-five."
-
-He looked at his friend, and could positively see no feature of it
-that was not a feature of Mrs. Scales's face. Also, the elderly
-woman held her body in exactly the same way as the young man. It
-was entirely disconcerting.
-
-"Have a cigarette," answered Cyril Povey, imperturbably. He was
-two years younger than Matthew, from whom he had acquired most of
-his vast and intricate knowledge of life and art, with certain
-leading notions of deportment; whose pupil indeed he was in all
-the things that matter to young men. But he had already surpassed
-his professor. He could pretend to be old much more successfully
-than Matthew could.
-
-The cabman approvingly watched the ignition of the second
-cigarette, and then the cabman pulled out a cigar, and showed his
-large, white teeth, as he bit the end off it. The appearance and
-manner of his fare, the quality of the kit-bag, and the opening
-gestures of the interview between the two young dukes, had put the
-cabman in an optimistic mood. He had no apprehensions of miserly
-and ungentlemanly conduct by his fare upon the arrival at Euston.
-He knew the language of the tilt of a straw hat. And it was a
-magnificent day in London. The group of the two elegances
-dominated by the perfection of the cabman made a striking tableau
-of triumphant masculinity, content with itself, and needing
-nothing.
-
-Matthew lightly took Cyril's arm and drew him further down the
-street, past the gate leading to the studio (hidden behind a
-house) which Cyril rented.
-
-"Look here, my boy," he began, "I've found your aunt."
-
-"Well, that's very nice of you," said Cyril, solemnly. "That's a
-friendly act. May I ask what aunt?"
-
-"Mrs. Scales," said Matthew. "You know--"
-
-"Not the--" Cyril's face changed.
-
-"Yes, precisely!" said Matthew, feeling that he was not being
-cheated of the legitimate joy caused by making a sensation.
-Assuredly he had made a sensation in Victoria Grove.
-
-When he had related the whole story, Cyril said: "Then she doesn't
-know you know?"
-
-"I don't think so. No, I'm sure she doesn't. She may guess."
-
-"But how can you be certain you haven't made a mistake? It may be
-that--"
-
-"Look here, my boy," Matthew interrupted him. "I've not made any
-mistake."
-
-"But you've no proof."
-
-"Proof be damned!" said Matthew, nettled. "I tell you it's HER!"
-
-"Oh! All right! All right! What puzzles me most is what the devil
-you were doing in a place like that. According to your description
-of it, it must be a--"
-
-"I went there because I was broke," said Matthew.
-
-"Razzle?"
-
-Matthew nodded.
-
-"Pretty stiff, that!" commented Cyril, when Matthew had narrated
-the prologue to Frensham's.
-
-"Well, she absolutely swore she never took less than two hundred
-francs. And she looked it, too! And she was worth it! I had the
-time of my life with that woman. I can tell you one thing--no more
-English for me! They simply aren't in it."
-
-"How old was she?"
-
-Matthew reflected judicially. "I should say she was thirty." The
-gaze of admiration and envy was upon him. He had the legitimate
-joy of making a second sensation. "I'll let you know more about
-that when I come back," he added. "I can open your eyes, my
-child."
-
-Cyril smiled sheepishly. "Why can't you stay now?" he asked. "I'm
-going to take the cast of that Verrall girl's arm this afternoon,
-and I know I can't do it alone. And Robson's no good. You're just
-the man I want."
-
-"Can't!" said Matthew.
-
-"Well, come into the studio a minute, anyhow."
-
-"Haven't time; I shall miss my train."
-
-"I don't care if you miss forty trains. You must come in. You've
-got to see that fountain," Cyril insisted crossly.
-
-Matthew yielded. When they emerged into the street again, after
-six minutes of Cyril's savage interest in his own work, Matthew
-remembered Mrs. Scales.
-
-"Of course you'll write to your mother?" he said.
-
-"Yes," said Cyril, "I'll write; but if you happen to see her, you
-might tell her."
-
-"I will," said Matthew. "Shall you go over to Paris?"
-
-"What! To see Auntie?" He smiled. "I don't know. Depends. If the
-mater will fork out all my exes ... it's an idea," he said
-lightly, and then without any change of tone, "Naturally, if
-you're going to idle about here all morning you aren't likely to
-catch the twelve-five."
-
-Matthew got into the cab, while the driver, the stump of a cigar
-between his exposed teeth, leaned forward and lifted the reins
-away from the tilted straw hat.
-
-"By-the-by, lend me some silver," Matthew demanded. "It's a good
-thing I've got my return ticket. I've run it as fine as ever I did
-in my life."
-
-Cyril produced eight shillings in silver. Secure in the possession
-of these riches, Matthew called to the driver--
-
-"Euston--like hell!"
-
-"Yes, sir," said the driver, calmly.
-
-"Not coming my way I suppose?" Matthew shouted as an afterthought,
-just when the cab began to move.
-
-"No. Barber's," Cyril shouted in answer, and waved his hand.
-
-The horse rattled into Fulham Road.
-
-III
-
-Three days later Matthew Peel-Swynnerton was walking along Bursley
-Market Place when, just opposite the Town Hall, he met a short,
-fat, middle-aged lady dressed in black, with a black embroidered
-mantle, and a small bonnet tied with black ribbon and ornamented
-with jet fruit and crape leaves. As she stepped slowly and
-carefully forward she had the dignified, important look of a
-provincial woman who has always been accustomed to deference in
-her native town, and whose income is ample enough to extort
-obsequiousness from the vulgar of all ranks. But immediately she
-caught sight of Matthew, her face changed. She became simple and
-naive. She blushed slightly, smiling with a timid pleasure. For
-her, Matthew belonged to a superior race. He bore the almost
-sacred name of Peel. His family had been distinguished in the
-district for generations. 'Peel!' You could without impropriety
-utter it in the same breath with 'Wedgwood.' And 'Swynnerton'
-stood not much lower. Neither her self-respect, which was great,
-nor her commonsense, which far exceeded the average, could enable
-her to extend as far as the Peels the theory that one man is as
-good as another. The Peels never shopped in St. Luke's Square.
-Even in its golden days the Square could not have expected such a
-condescension. The Peels shopped in London or in Stafford; at a
-pinch, in Oldcastle. That was the distinction for the ageing stout
-lady in black. Why, she had not in six years recovered from her
-surprise that her son and Matthew Peel-Swynnerton treated each
-other rudely as equals! She and Matthew did not often meet, but
-they liked each other. Her involuntary meekness flattered him. And
-his rather elaborate homage flattered her. He admired her
-fundamental goodness, and her occasional raps at Cyril seemed to
-put him into ecstasies of joy.
-
-"Well, Mrs. Povey," he greeted her, standing over her with his hat
-raised. (It was a fashion he had picked up in Paris.) "Here I am,
-you see."
-
-"You're quite a stranger, Mr. Matthew. I needn't ask you how you
-are. Have you been seeing anything of my boy lately?"
-
-"Not since Wednesday," said Matthew. "Of course he's written to
-you?"
-
-"There's no 'of course' about it," she laughed faintly. "I had a
-short letter from him on Wednesday morning. He said you were in
-Paris."
-
-"But since that--hasn't he written?"
-
-"If I hear from him on Sunday I shall be lucky, bless ye!" said
-Constance, grimly. "It's not letter-writing that will kill Cyril."
-
-"But do you mean to say he hasn't--" Matthew stopped.
-
-"Whatever's amiss?" asked Constance. Matthew was at a loss to know
-what to do or say. "Oh, nothing."
-
-"Now, Mr. Matthew, do please--" Constance's tone had suddenly
-quite changed. It had become firm, commanding, and gravely
-suspicious. The conversation had ceased to be small-talk for her.
-
-Matthew saw how nervous and how fragile she was. He had never
-noticed before that she was so sensitive to trifles, though it was
-notorious that nobody could safely discuss Cyril with her in terms
-of chaff. He was really astounded at that youth's carelessness,
-shameful carelessness. That Cyril's attitude to his mother was
-marked by a certain benevolent negligence--this Matthew knew; but
-not to have written to her with the important news concerning Mrs.
-Scales was utterly inexcusable; and Matthew determined that he
-would tell Cyril so. He felt very sorry for Mrs. Povey. She seemed
-pathetic to him, standing there in ignorance of a tremendous fact
-which she ought to have been aware of. He was very content that he
-had said nothing about Mrs. Scales to anybody except his own
-mother, who had prudently enjoined silence upon him, saying that
-his one duty, having told Cyril, was to keep his mouth shut until
-the Poveys talked. Had it not been for his mother's advice he
-would assuredly have spread the amazing tale, and Mrs. Povey might
-have first heard of it from a stranger's gossip, which would have
-been too cruel upon her.
-
-"Oh!" Matthew tried to smile gaily, archly. "You're bound to hear
-from Cyril to-morrow."
-
-He wanted to persuade her that he was concealing merely some
-delightful surprise from her. But he did not succeed. With all his
-experience of the world and of women he was not clever enough to
-deceive that simple woman.
-
-"I'm waiting, Mr. Matthew," she said, in a tone that flattened the
-smile out of Matthew's sympathetic face. She was ruthless. The
-fact was, she had in an instant convinced herself that Cyril had
-met some girl and was engaged to be married. She could think of
-nothing else. "What has Cyril been doing?" she added, after a
-pause.
-
-"It's nothing to do with Cyril," said he.
-
-"Then what is it?"
-
-"It was about--Mrs. Scales," he murmured, nearly trembling. As she
-offered no response, merely looking around her in a peculiar
-fashion, he said: "Shall we walk along a bit?" And he turned in
-the direction in which she had been going. She obeyed the
-suggestion.
-
-"What did ye say?" she asked. The name of Scales for a moment had
-no significance for her. But when she comprehended it she was
-afraid, and so she said vacantly, as though wishing to postpone a
-shock: "What did ye say?"
-
-"I said it was about Mrs. Scales. You know I m-met her in Paris."
-And he was saying to himself: "I ought not to be telling this poor
-old thing here in the street. But what can I do?" "Nay, nay!" she
-muttered.
-
-She stopped and looked at him with a worried expression. Then he
-observed that the hand that carried her reticule was making
-strange purposeless curves in the air, and her rosy face went the
-colour of cream, as though it had been painted with one stroke of
-an unseen brush. Matthew was very much put about.
-
-"Hadn't you better--" he began.
-
-"Eh," she said; "I must sit me--" Her bag dropped.
-
-He supported her to the door of Allman's shop, the ironmonger's.
-Unfortunately, there were two steps up into the shop, and she
-could not climb them. She collapsed like a sack of flour on the
-first step. Young Edward Allman ran to the door. He was wearing a
-black apron and fidgeting with it in his excitement.
-
-"Don't lift her up--don't try to lift her up, Mr. Peel-
-Swynnerton!" he cried, as Matthew instinctively began to do the
-wrong thing.
-
-Matthew stopped, looking a fool and feeling one, and he and young
-Allman contemplated each other helpless for a second across the
-body of Constance Povey. A part of the Market Place now perceived
-that the unusual was occurring. It was Mr. Shawcross, the chemist
-next door to Allman's who dealt adequately with the situation. He
-had seen all, while selling a Kodak to a young lady, and he ran
-out with salts. Constance recovered very rapidly. She had not
-quite swooned. She gave a long sigh, and whispered weakly that she
-was all right. The three men helped her into the lofty dark shop,
-which smelt of nails and of stove-polish, and she was balanced on
-a ricketty chair.
-
-"My word!" exclaimed young Allman, in his loud voice, when she
-could smile and the pink was returning reluctantly to her cheeks.
-"You mustn't frighten us like that, Mrs. Povey!"
-
-Matthew said nothing. He had at last created a genuine sensation.
-Once again he felt like a criminal, and could not understand why.
-
-Constance announced that she would walk slowly home, down the
-Cock-yard and along Wedgwood Street. But when, glancing round in
-her returned strength, she saw the hedge of faces at the doorway,
-she agreed with Mr. Shawcross that she would do better to have a
-cab. Young Allman went to the door and whistled to the unique cab
-that stands for ever at the grand entrance to the Town Hall.
-
-"Mr. Matthew will come with me," said Constance.
-
-"Certainly, with pleasure," said Matthew.
-
-And she passed through the little crowd of gapers on Mr.
-Shawcross's arm.
-
-"Just take care of yourself, missis," said Mr. Shawcross to her,
-through the window of the cab. "It's fainting weather, and we're
-none of us any younger, seemingly."
-
-She nodded.
-
-"I'm awfully sorry I upset you, Mrs. Povey," said Matthew, when
-the cab moved.
-
-She shook her head, refusing his apology as unnecessary. Tears
-filled her eyes. In less than a minute the cab had stopped in
-front of Constance's light-grained door. She demanded her reticule
-from Matthew, who had carried it since it fell. She would pay the
-cabman. Never before had Matthew permitted a woman to pay for a
-cab in which he had ridden; but there was no arguing with
-Constance. Constance was dangerous.
-
-Amy Bates, still inhabiting the cave, had seen the cab-wheels
-through the grating of her window and had panted up the kitchen
-stairs to open the door ere Constance had climbed the steps. Amy,
-decidedly over forty, was a woman of authority. She wanted to know
-what was the matter, and Constance had to tell her that she had
-'felt unwell.' Amy took the hat and mantle and departed to prepare
-a cup of tea. When they were alone Constance said to Matthew:
-
-"Now. Mr. Matthew, will you please tell me?"
-
-"It's only this," he began.
-
-And as he told it, in quite a few words, it indeed had the air of
-being 'only that.' And yet his voice shook, in sympathy with the
-ageing woman's controlled but visible emotion. It seemed to him
-that gladness should have filled the absurd little parlour, but
-the spirit that presided had no name; it was certainly not joy. He
-himself felt very sad, desolated. He would have given much money
-to have been spared the experience. He knew simply that in the
-memory of the stout, comical, nice woman in the rocking-chair he
-had stirred old, old things, wakened slumbers that might have been
-eternal. He did not know that he was sitting on the very spot
-where the sofa had been on which Samuel Povey lay when a beautiful
-and shameless young creature of fifteen extracted his tooth. He
-did not know that Constance was sitting in the very chair in which
-the memorable Mrs. Baines had sat in vain conflict with that same
-unconquerable girl. He did not know ten thousand matters that were
-rushing violently about in the vast heart of Constance.
-
-She cross-questioned him in detail. But she did not put the
-questions which he in his innocence expected; such as, if her
-sister looked old, if her hair was grey, if she was stout or thin.
-And until Amy, mystified and resentful, had served the tea, on a
-little silver tray, she remained comparatively calm. It was in the
-middle of a gulp of tea that she broke down, and Matthew had to
-take the cup from her.
-
-"I can't thank you, Mr. Matthew," she wept. "I couldn't thank you
-enough."
-
-"But I've done nothing," he protested.
-
-She shook her head. "I never hoped for this. Never hoped for it!"
-she went on. "It makes me so happy--in a way. ... You mustn't take
-any notice of me. I'm silly. You must kindly write down that
-address for me. And I must write to Cyril at once. And I must see
-Mr. Critchlow."
-
-"It's really very funny that Cyril hasn't written to you," said
-Matthew.
-
-"Cyril has not been a good son," she said with sudden, solemn
-coldness. "To think that he should have kept that ...!" She wept
-again.
-
-At length Matthew saw the possibility of leaving. He felt her
-warm, soft, crinkled hand round his fingers.
-
-"You've behaved very nicely over this," she said. "And very
-cleverly. In EVERY thing--both over there and here. Nobody could
-have shown a nicer feeling than you've shown. It's a great comfort
-to me that my son has got you for a friend."
-
-When he thought of his escapades, and of all the knowledge,
-unutterable in Bursley, fantastically impossible in Bursley, which
-he had imparted to her son, he marvelled that the maternal
-instinct should be so deceived. Still, he felt that her praise of
-him was deserved.
-
-Outside, he gave vent to a 'Phew' of relief. He smiled, in his
-worldliest manner. But the smile was a sham. A pretence to
-himself! A childish attempt to disguise from himself how
-profoundly he had been moved by a natural scene!
-
-IV
-
-On the night when Matthew Peel-Swynnerton spoke to Mrs. Scales,
-Matthew was not the only person in the Pension Frensham who failed
-to sleep. When the old portress came downstairs from her errand,
-she observed that her mistress was leaving the mahogany retreat.
-
-"She is sleeping tranquilly, the poor one!" said the portress,
-discharging her commission, which had been to learn the latest
-news of the mistress's indisposed dog, Fossette. In saying this
-her ancient, vibrant voice was rich with sympathy for the
-suffering animal. And she smiled. She was rather like a figure out
-of an almshouse, with her pink, apparently brittle skin, her tight
-black dress, and frilled white cap. She stooped habitually, and
-always walked quickly, with her head a few inches in advance of
-her feet. Her grey hair was scanty. She was old; nobody perhaps
-knew exactly how old. Sophia had taken her with the Pension, over
-a quarter of a century before, because she was old and could not
-easily have found another place. Although the clientele was almost
-exclusively English, she spoke only French, explaining herself to
-Britons by means of benevolent smiles.
-
-"I think I shall go to bed, Jacqueline," said the mistress, in
-reply.
-
-A strange reply, thought Jacqueline. The unalterable custom of
-Jacqueline was to retire at midnight and to rise at five-thirty.
-Her mistress also usually retired about midnight, and during the
-final hour mistress and portress saw a good deal of each other.
-And considering that Jacqueline had just been sent up into the
-mistress's own bedroom to glance at Fossette, and that the
-bulletin was satisfactory, and that madame and Jacqueline had
-several customary daily matters to discuss, it seemed odd that
-madame should thus be going instantly to bed. However, Jacqueline
-said nothing but:
-
-"Very well, madame. And the number 32?"
-
-"Arrange yourself as you can," said the mistress, curtly.
-
-"It is well, madame. Good evening, madame, and a good night."
-
-Jacqueline, alone in the hall, re-entered her box and set upon one
-of those endless, mysterious tasks which occupied her when she was
-not rushing to and fro or whistling up the tubes.
-
-Sophia, scarcely troubling even to glance into Fossette's round
-basket, undressed, put out the light, and got into bed. She felt
-extremely and inexplicably gloomy. She did not wish to reflect;
-she strongly wished not to reflect; but her mind insisted on
-reflection--a monotonous, futile, and distressing reflection.
-Povey! Povey! Could this be Constance's Povey, the unique Samuel
-Povey? That is to say, not he, but his son, Constance's son. Had
-Constance a grown-up son? Constance must be over fifty now,
-perhaps a grandmother! Had she really married Samuel Povey?
-Possibly she was dead. Certainly her mother must be dead, and Aunt
-Harriet and Mr. Critchlow. If alive, her mother must be at least
-eighty years of age.
-
-The cumulative effect of merely remaining inactive when one ought
-to be active, was terrible. Undoubtedly she should have
-communicated with her family. It was silly not to have done so.
-After all, even if she had, as a child, stolen a trifle of money
-from her wealthy aunt, what would that have mattered? She had been
-proud. She was criminally proud. That was her vice. She admitted
-it frankly. But she could not alter her pride. Everybody had some
-weak spot. Her reputation for sagacity, for commonsense, was, she
-knew, enormous; she always felt, when people were talking to her,
-that they regarded her as a very unusually wise woman. And yet she
-had been guilty of the capital folly of cutting herself off from
-her family. She was ageing, and she was alone in the world. She
-was enriching herself; she had the most perfectly managed and the
-most respectable Pension in the world (she sincerely believed),
-and she was alone in the world. Acquaintances she had--French
-people who never offered nor accepted hospitality other than tea
-or wine, and one or two members of the English commercial colony--
-but her one friend was Fossette, aged three years! She was the
-most solitary person on earth. She had heard no word of Gerald, no
-word of anybody. Nobody whatever could truly be interested in her
-fate. This was what she had achieved after a quarter of a century
-of ceaseless labour and anxiety, during which she had not once
-been away from the Rue Lord Byron for more than thirty hours at a
-stretch. It was appalling--the passage of years; and the passage
-of years would grow more appalling. Ten years hence, where would
-she be? She pictured herself dying. Horrible!
-
-Of course there was nothing to prevent her from going back to
-Bursley and repairing the grand error of her girlhood. No, nothing
-except the fact that her whole soul recoiled from the mere idea of
-any such enterprise! She was a fixture in the Rue Lord Byron. She
-was a part of the street. She knew all that happened or could
-happen there. She was attached to it by the heavy chains of habit.
-In the chill way of long use she loved it. There! The incandescent
-gas-burner of the street-lamp outside had been turned down, as it
-was turned down every night! If it is possible to love such a
-phenomenon, she loved that phenomenon. That phenomenon was a
-portion of her life, dear to her.
-
-An agreeable young man, that Peel-Swynnerton! Then evidently,
-since her days in Bursley, the Peels and the Swynnertons, partners
-in business, must have intermarried, or there must have been some
-affair of a will. Did he suspect who she was? He had had a very
-self-conscious, guilty look. No! He could not have suspected who
-she was. The idea was ridiculous. Probably he did not even know
-that her name was Scales. And even if he knew her name, he had
-probably never heard of Gerald Scales, or the story of her flight.
-Why, he could not have been born until after she had left Bursley!
-Besides, the Peels were always quite aloof from the ordinary
-social life of the town. No! He could not have suspected her
-identity. It was infantile to conceive such a thing.
-
-And yet, she inconsequently proceeded in the tangle of her
-afflicted mind, supposing he had suspected it! Supposing by some
-queer chance, he had heard her forgotten story, and casually put
-two and two together! Supposing even that he were merely to
-mention in the Five Towns that the Pension Frensham was kept by a
-Mrs. Scales. 'Scales? Scales?' people might repeat. 'Now, what
-does that remind me of?' And the ball might roll and roll till
-Constance or somebody picked it up! And then ...
-
-Moreover--a detail of which she had at first unaccountably failed
-to mark the significance--this Peel-Swynnerton was a friend of the
-Mr. Povey as to whom he had inquired. In that case it could not be
-the same Povey. Impossible that the Peels should be on terms of
-friendship with Samuel Povey or his connections! But supposing
-after all they were! Supposing something utterly unanticipated and
-revolutionary had happened in the Five Towns!
-
-She was disturbed. She was insecure. She foresaw inquiries being
-made concerning her. She foresaw an immense family fuss, endless
-tomfoolery, the upsetting of her existence, the destruction of her
-calm. And she sank away from that prospect. She could not face it.
-She did not want to face it. "No," she cried passionately in her
-soul, "I've lived alone, and I'll stay as I am. I can't change at
-my time of life." And her attitude towards a possible invasion of
-her solitude became one of resentment. "I won't have it! I won't
-have it! I will be left alone. Constance! What can Constance be to
-me, or I to her, now?" The vision of any change in her existence
-was in the highest degree painful to her. And not only painful! It
-frightened her. It made her shrink. But she could not dismiss it.
-... She could not argue herself out of it. The apparition of
-Matthew Peel-Swynnerton had somehow altered the very stuff of her
-fibres.
-
-And surging on the outskirts of the central storm of her brain
-were ten thousand apprehensions about the management of the
-Pension. All was black, hopeless. The Pension might have been the
-most complete business failure that gross carelessness and
-incapacity had ever provoked. Was it not the fact that she had to
-supervise everything herself, that she could depend on no one?
-Were she to be absent even for a single day the entire structure
-would inevitably fall. Instead of working less she worked harder.
-And who could guarantee that her investments were safe?
-
-When dawn announced itself, slowly discovering each object in the
-chamber, she was ill. Fever seemed to rage in her head. And in and
-round her mouth she had strange sensations. Fossette stirred in
-the basket near the large desk on which multifarious files and
-papers were ranged with minute particularity.
-
-"Fossette!" she tried to call out; but no sound issued from her
-lips. She could not move her tongue. She tried to protrude it, and
-could not. For hours she had been conscious of a headache. Her
-heart sank. She was sick with fear. Her memory flashed to her
-father and his seizure. She was his daughter! Paralysis! "Ca
-serait le comble!" she thought in French, horrified. Her fear
-became abject! "Can I move at all?" she thought, and madly jerked
-her head. Yes, she could move her head slightly on the pillow, and
-she could stretch her right arm, both arms. Absurd cowardice! Of
-course it was not a seizure! She reassured herself. Still, she
-could not put her tongue out. Suddenly she began to hiccough, and
-she had no control over the hiccough. She put her hand to the
-bell, whose ringing would summon the man who slept in a pantry off
-the hall, and suddenly the hiccough ceased. Her hand dropped. She
-was better. Besides, what use in ringing for a man if she could
-not speak to him through the door? She must wait for Jacqueline.
-At six o'clock every morning, summer and winter, Jacqueline
-entered her mistress's bedroom to release the dog for a moment's
-airing under her own supervision. The clock on the mantelpiece
-showed five minutes past three. She had three hours to wait.
-Fossette pattered across the room, and sprang on to the bed and
-nestled down. Sophia ignored her, but Fossette, being herself
-unwell and torpid, did not seem to care.
-
-Jacqueline was late. In the quarter of an hour between six o'clock
-and a quarter past, Sophia suffered the supreme pangs of despair
-and verged upon insanity. It appeared to her that her cranium
-would blow off under pressure from within. Then the door opened
-silently, a few inches. Usually Jacqueline came into the room, but
-sometimes she stood behind the door and called in her soft,
-trembling voice, "Fossette! Fossette!" And on this morning she did
-not come into the room. The dog did not immediately respond.
-Sophia was in an agony. She marshalled all her volition, all her
-self-control and strength, to shout:
-
-"Jacqueline!"
-
-It came out of her, a horribly difficult and misshapen birth, but
-it came. She was exhausted.
-
-"Yes, madame." Jacqueline entered.
-
-As soon as she had a glimpse of Sophia she threw up her hands.
-Sophia stared at her, wordless.
-
-"I will fetch the doctor--myself," whispered Jacqueline, and fled.
-
-"Jacqueline!" The woman stopped. Then Sophia determined to force
-herself to make a speech, and she braced her muscles to an
-unprecedented effort. "Say not a word to the others." She could
-not bear that the whole household should know of her illness.
-Jacqueline nodded and vanished, the dog following. Jacqueline
-understood. She lived in the place with her mistress as with a
-fellow-conspirator.
-
-Sophia began to feel better. She could get into a sitting posture,
-though the movement made her dizzy. By working to the foot of the
-bed she could see herself in the glass of the wardrobe. And she
-saw that the lower part of her face was twisted out of shape.
-
-The doctor, who knew her, and who earned a lot of money in her
-house, told her frankly what had happened. Paralysie glosso-labio-
-laryngee was the phrase he used. She understood. A very slight
-attack; due to overwork and worry. He ordered absolute rest and
-quiet.
-
-"Impossible!" she said, genuinely convinced that she alone was
-indispensable.
-
-"Repose the most absolute!" he repeated.
-
-She marvelled that a few words with a man who chanced to be named
-Peel-Swynnerton could have resulted in such a disaster, and drew a
-curious satisfaction from this fearful proof that she was so
-highly-strung. But even then she did not realize how profoundly
-she had been disturbed.
-
-V
-
-"My darling Sophia--"
-
-The inevitable miracle had occurred. Her suspicions concerning
-that Mr. Peel-Swynnerton were well-founded, after all! Here was a
-letter from Constance! The writing on the envelope was not
-Constance's; but even before examining it she had had a peculiar
-qualm. She received letters from England nearly every day asking
-about rooms and prices (and on many of them she had to pay
-threepence excess postage, because the writers carelessly or
-carefully forgot that a penny stamp was not sufficient); there was
-nothing to distinguish this envelope, and yet her first glance at
-it had startled her; and when, deciphering the smudged post-mark,
-she made out the word 'Bursley,' her heart did literally seem to
-stop, and she opened the letter in quite violent tremulation,
-thinking to herself: "The doctor would say this is very bad for
-me." Six days had elapsed since her attack, and she was
-wonderfully better; the distortion of her face had almost
-disappeared. But the doctor was grave; he ordered no medicine,
-merely a tonic; and monotonously insisted on 'repose the most
-absolute,' on perfect mental calm. He said little else, allowing
-Sophia to judge from his silences the seriousness of her
-condition. Yes, the receipt of such a letter must be bad for her!
-
-She controlled herself while she read it, lying in her dressing-
-gown against several pillows on the bed; a mist did not form in
-her eyes, nor did she sob, nor betray physically that she was not
-reading an order for two rooms for a week. But the expenditure of
-nervous force necessary to self-control was terrific.
-
-Constance's handwriting had changed; it was, however, easily
-recognizable as a development of the neat calligraphy of the girl
-who could print window-tickets. The 'S' of Sophia was formed in
-the same way as she had formed it in the last letter which she had
-received from her at Axe!
-
-"MY DARLING SOPHIA,
-
-"I cannot tell you how overjoyed I was to learn that after all
-these years you are alive and well, and doing so well too. I long
-to see you, my dear sister. It was Mr. Peel-Swynnerton who told
-me. He is a friend of Cyril's. Cyril is the name of my son. I
-married Samuel in 1867. Cyril was born in 1874 at Christmas. He is
-now twenty-two, and doing very well in London as a student of
-sculpture, though so young. He won a National Scholarship. There
-were only eight, of which he won one, in all England. Samuel died
-in 1888. If you read the papers you must have seen about the Povey
-affair. I mean of course Mr. Daniel Povey, Confectioner. It was
-that that killed poor Samuel. Poor mother died in 1875. It doesn't
-seem so long. Aunt Harriet and Aunt Maria are both dead. Old Dr.
-Harrop is dead, and his son has practically retired. He has a
-partner, a Scotchman. Mr. Critchlow has married Miss Insull. Did
-you ever hear of such a thing? They have taken over the shop, and
-I live in the house part, the other being bricked up. Business in
-the Square is not what it used to be. The steam trams take all the
-custom to Hanbridge, and they are talking of electric trams, but I
-dare say it is only talk. I have a fairly good servant. She has
-been with me a long time, but servants are not what they were. I
-keep pretty well, except for my sciatica and palpitation. Since
-Cyril went to London I have been very lonely. But I try to cheer
-up and count my blessings. I am sure I have a great deal to be
-thankful for. And now this news of you! Please write to me a long
-letter, and tell me all about yourself. It is a long way to Paris.
-But surely now you know I am still here, you will come and pay me
-a visit--at least. Everybody would be most glad to see you. And I
-should be so proud and glad. As I say, I am all alone. Mr.
-Critchlow says I am to say there is a deal of money waiting for
-you. You know he is the trustee. There is the half-share of
-mother's and also of Aunt Harriet's, and it has been accumulating.
-By the way, they are getting up a subscription for Miss Chetwynd,
-poor old thing. Her sister is dead, and she is in poverty. I have
-put myself down for L20. Now, my dear sister, please do write to
-me at once. You see it is still the old address. I remain, my
-darling Sophia, with much love, your affectionate sister,
-
-"CONSTANCE POVEY.
-
-"P.S.--I should have written yesterday, but I was not fit. Every
-time I sat down to write, I cried."
-
-"Of course," said Sophia to Fossette, "she expects me to go to
-her, instead of her coming to me! And yet who's the busiest?"
-
-But this observation was not serious. It was merely a trifle of
-affectionate malicious embroidery that Sophia put on the edge of
-her deep satisfaction. The very spirit of simple love seemed to
-emanate from the paper on which Constance had written. And this
-spirit woke suddenly and completely Sophia's love for Constance.
-Constance! At that moment there was assuredly for Sophia no
-creature in the world like Constance. Constance personified for
-her the qualities of the Baines family. Constance's letter was a
-great letter, a perfect letter, perfect in its artlessness; the
-natural expression of the Baines character at its best. Not an
-awkward reference in the whole of it! No clumsy expression of
-surprise at anything that she, Sophia, had done, or failed to do!
-No mention of Gerald! Just a sublime acceptance of the situation
-as it was, and the assurance of undiminished love! Tact? No; it
-was something finer than tact! Tact was conscious, skilful. Sophia
-was certain that the notion of tactfulness had not entered
-Constance's head. Constance had simply written out of her heart.
-And that was what made the letter so splendid. Sophia was
-convinced that no one but a Baines could have written such a
-letter. She felt that she must rise to the height of that letter,
-that she too must show her Baines blood. And she went primly to
-her desk, and began to write (on private notepaper) in that
-imperious large hand of hers that was so different from
-Constance's. She began a little stiffly, but after a few lines her
-generous and passionate soul was responding freely to the appeal
-of Constance. She asked that Mr. Critchlow should pay L20 for her
-to the Miss Chetwynd fund. She spoke of her Pension and of Paris,
-and of her pleasure in Constance's letter. But she said nothing as
-to Gerald, nor as to the possibility of a visit to the Five Towns.
-She finished the letter in a blaze of love, and passed from it as
-from a dream to the sterile banality of the daily life of the
-Pension Frensham, feeling that, compared to Constance's affection,
-nothing else had any worth.
-
-But she would not consider the project of going to Bursley. Never,
-never would she go to Bursley. If Constance chose to come to Paris
-and see her, she would be delighted, but she herself would not
-budge. The mere notion of any change in her existence intimidated
-her. And as for returning to Bursley itself ... no, no!
-
-Nevertheless, at the Pension Frensham, the future could not be as
-the past. Sophia's health forbade that. She knew that the doctor
-was right. Every time that she made an effort, she knew intimately
-and speedily that the doctor was right. Only her will-power was
-unimpaired; the machinery by which will-power is converted into
-action was mysteriously damaged. She was aware of the fact. But
-she could not face it yet. Time would have to elapse before she
-could bring herself to face that fact. She was getting an old
-woman. She could no longer draw on reserves. Yet she persisted to
-every one that she was quite recovered, and was abstaining from
-her customary work simply from an excess of prudence. Certainly
-her face had recovered. And the Pension, being a machine all of
-whose parts were in order, continued to run, apparently, with its
-usual smoothness. It is true that the excellent chef began to
-peculate, but as his cuisine did not suffer, the result was not
-noticeable for a long period. The whole staff and many of the
-guests knew that Sophia had been indisposed; and they knew no
-more.
-
-When by hazard Sophia observed a fault in the daily conduct of the
-house, her first impulse was to go to the root of it and cure it,
-her second was to leave it alone, or to palliate it by some
-superficial remedy. Unperceived, and yet vaguely suspected by
-various people, the decline of the Pension Frensham had set in.
-The tide, having risen to its highest, was receding, but so little
-that no one could be sure that it had turned. Every now and then
-it rushed up again and washed the furthest stone.
-
-Sophia and Constance exchanged several letters. Sophia said
-repeatedly that she could not leave Paris. At length she roundly
-asked Constance to come and pay her a visit. She made the
-suggestion with fear--for the prospect of actually seeing her
-beloved Constance alarmed her--but she could do no less than make
-it. And in a few days she had a reply to say that Constance would
-have come, under Cyril's charge, but that her sciatica was
-suddenly much worse, and she was obliged to lie down every day
-after dinner to rest her legs. Travelling was impossible for her.
-The fates were combining against Sophia's decision.
-
-And now Sophia began to ask herself about her duty to Constance.
-The truth was that she was groping round to find an excuse for
-reversing her decision. She was afraid to reverse it, yet tempted.
-She had the desire to do something which she objected to doing. It
-was like the desire to throw one's self over a high balcony. It
-drew her, drew her, and she drew back against it. The Pension was
-now tedious to her. It bored her even to pretend to be the
-supervising head of the Pension. Throughout the house discipline
-had loosened.
-
-She wondered when Mr. Mardon would renew his overtures for the
-transformation of her enterprise into a limited company. In spite
-of herself she would deliberately cross his path and give him
-opportunities to begin on the old theme. He had never before left
-her in peace for so long a period. No doubt she had, upon his last
-assault, absolutely convinced him that his efforts had no smallest
-chance of success, and he had made up his mind to cease them. With
-a single word she could wind him up again. The merest hint, one
-day when he was paying his bill, and he would be beseeching her.
-But she could not utter the word.
-
-Then she began to say openly that she did not feel well, that the
-house was too much for her, and that the doctor had imperatively
-commanded rest. She said this to every one except Mardon. And
-every one somehow persisted in not saying it to Mardon. The doctor
-having advised that she should spend more time in the open air,
-she would take afternoon drives in the Bois with Fossette. It was
-October. But Mr. Mardon never seemed to hear of those drives.
-
-One morning he met her in the street outside the house.
-
-"I'm sorry to hear you're so unwell," he said confidentially,
-after they had discussed the health of Fossette.
-
-"So unwell!" she exclaimed as if resenting the statement. "Who
-told you I was so unwell?"
-
-"Jacqueline. She told me you often said that what you needed was a
-complete change. And it seems the doctor says so, too."
-
-"Oh! doctors!" she murmured, without however denying the truth of
-Jacqueline's assertion. She saw hope in Mr. Mardon's eyes.
-
-"Of course, you know," he said, still more confidentially, "if you
-SHOULD happen to change your mind, I'm always ready to form a
-little syndicate to take this"--he waved discreetly at the
-Pension--"off your hands."
-
-She shook her head violently, which was strange, considering that
-for weeks she had been wishing to hear such words from Mr. Mardon.
-
-"You needn't give it up altogether," he said. "You could retain
-your hold on it. We'd make you manageress, with a salary and a
-share in the profits. You'd be mistress just as much as you are
-now."
-
-"Oh!" said she carelessly. "IF _I_ GAVE IT UP, _I_ SHOULD GIVE IT
-UP ENTIRELY. No half measures for me."
-
-With the utterance of that sentence, the history of Frensham's as
-a private understanding was brought to a close. Sophia knew it.
-Mr. Mardon knew it. Mr. Mardon's heart leapt. He saw in his
-imagination the formation of the preliminary syndicate, with
-himself at its head, and then the re-sale by the syndicate to a
-limited company at a profit. He saw a nice little profit for his
-own private personal self of a thousand or so--gained in a moment.
-The plant, his hope, which he had deemed dead, blossomed with
-miraculous suddenness.
-
-"Well," he said. "Give it up entirely, then! Take a holiday for
-life. You've deserved it, Mrs. Scales."
-
-She shook her head once again.
-
-"Think it over," he said.
-
-"I gave you my answer years ago," she said obstinately, while
-fearing lest he should take her at her word.
-
-"Oblige me by thinking it over," he said. "I'll mention it to you
-again in a few days."
-
-"It will be no use," she said.
-
-He took his leave, waddling down the street in his vague clothes,
-conscious of his fame as Lewis Mardon, the great house-agent of
-the Champs Elysees, known throughout Europe and America.
-
-In a few days he did mention it again.
-
-"There's only one thing that makes me dream of it even for a
-moment," said Sophia. "And that is my sister's health."
-
-"Your sister!" he exclaimed. He did not know she had a sister.
-Never had she spoken of her family.
-
-"Yes. Her letters are beginning to worry me."
-
-"Does she live in Paris?"
-
-"No. In Staffordshire. She has never left home."
-
-And to preserve her pride intact she led Mr. Mardon to think that
-Constance was in a most serious way, whereas in truth Constance
-had nothing worse than her sciatica, and even that was somewhat
-better.
-
-Thus she yielded.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-THE MEETING
-
-I
-
-
-Soon after dinner one day in the following spring, Mr. Critchlow
-knocked at Constance's door. She was seated in the rocking-chair
-in front of the fire in the parlour. She wore a large 'rough'
-apron, and with the outlying parts of the apron she was rubbing
-the moisture out of the coat of a young wire-haired fox-terrier,
-for whom no more original name had been found than 'Spot.' It is
-true that he had a spot. Constance had more than once called the
-world to witness that she would never have a young dog again,
-because, as she said, she could not be always running about after
-them, and they ate the stuffing out of the furniture. But her last
-dog had lived too long; a dog can do worse things than eat
-furniture; and, in her natural reaction against age in dogs, and
-also in the hope of postponing as long as possible the inevitable
-sorrow and upset which death causes when it takes off a domestic
-pet, she had not known how to refuse the very desirable fox-
-terrier aged ten months that an acquaintance had offered to her.
-Spot's beautiful pink skin could be seen under his disturbed hair;
-he was exquisitely soft to the touch, and to himself he was
-loathsome. His eyes continually peeped forth between corners of
-the agitated towel, and they were full of inquietude and shame.
-
-Amy was assisting at this performance, gravely on the watch to see
-that Spot did not escape into the coal-cellar. She opened the door
-to Mr. Critchlow's knock. Mr. Critchlow entered without any
-formalities, as usual. He did not seem to have changed. He had the
-same quantity of white hair, he wore the same long white apron,
-and his voice (which showed however an occasional tendency to
-shrillness) had the same grating quality. He stood fairly
-straight. He was carrying a newspaper in his vellum hand.
-
-"Well, missis!" he said.
-
-"That will do, thank you, Amy," said Constance, quietly. Amy went
-slowly.
-
-"So ye're washing him for her!" said Mr. Critchlow.
-
-"Yes," Constance admitted. Spot glanced sharply at the aged man.
-
-"An' ye seen this bit in the paper about Sophia?" he asked,
-holding the Signal for her inspection.
-
-"About Sophia?" cried Constance. "What's amiss?"
-
-"Nothing's amiss. But they've got it. It's in the 'Staffordshire
-day by day' column. Here! I'll read it ye." He drew a long wooden
-spectacle-case from his waistcoat pocket, and placed a second pair
-of spectacles on his nose. Then he sat down on the sofa, his knees
-sticking out pointedly, and read: "'We understand that Mrs. Sophia
-Scales, proprietress of the famous Pension Frensham in the Rue
-Lord Byron, Paris'--it's that famous that nobody in th' Five Towns
-has ever heard of it--'is about to pay a visit to her native town,
-Bursley, after an absence of over thirty years. Mrs. Scales
-belonged to the well-known and highly respected family of Baines.
-She has recently disposed of the Pension Frensham to a limited
-company, and we are betraying no secret in stating that the price
-paid ran well into five figures.' So ye see!" Mr. Critchlow
-commented.
-
-"How do those Signal people find out things?" Constance murmured.
-
-"Eh, bless ye, I don't know," said Mr. Critchlow.
-
-This was an untruth. Mr. Critchlow had himself given the
-information to the new editor of the Signal, who had soon been
-made aware of Critchlow's passion for the press, and who knew how
-to make use of it.
-
-"I wish it hadn't appeared just to-day," said Constance.
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Oh! I don't know, I wish it hadn't."
-
-"Well, I'll be touring on, missis," said Mr. Critchlow, meaning
-that he would go.
-
-He left the paper, and descended the steps with senile
-deliberation. It was characteristic that he had shown no curiosity
-whatever as to the details of Sophia's arrival.
-
-Constance removed her apron,, wrapped Spot up in it, and put him
-in a corner of the sofa. She then abruptly sent Amy out to buy a
-penny time-table.
-
-"I thought you were going by tram to Knype," Amy observed.
-
-"I have decided to go by train," said Constance, with cold
-dignity, as if she had decided the fate of nations. She hated such
-observations from Amy, who unfortunately lacked, in an increasing
-degree, the supreme gift of unquestioning obedience.
-
-When Amy came breathlessly back, she found Constance in her
-bedroom, withdrawing crumpled balls of paper from the sleeves of
-her second-best mantle. Constance scarcely ever wore this mantle.
-In theory it was destined for chapel on wet Sundays; in practice
-it had remained long in the wardrobe, Sundays having been
-obstinately fine for weeks and weeks together. It was a mantle
-that Constance had never really liked. But she was not going to
-Knype to meet Sophia in her everyday mantle; and she had no
-intention of donning her best mantle for such an excursion. To
-make her first appearance before Sophia in the best mantle she
-had--this would have been a sad mistake of tactics! Not only would
-it have led to an anti-climax on Sunday, but it would have given
-to Constance the air of being in awe of Sophia. Now Constance was
-in truth a little afraid of Sophia; in thirty years Sophia might
-have grown into anything, whereas Constance had remained just
-Constance. Paris was a great place; and it was immensely far off.
-And the mere sound of that limited company business was
-intimidating. Imagine Sophia having by her own efforts created
-something which a real limited company wanted to buy and had
-bought! Yes, Constance was afraid, but she did not mean to show
-her fear in her mantle. After all, she was the elder. And she had
-her dignity too--and a lot of it--tucked away in her secret heart,
-hidden within the mildness of that soft exterior. So she had
-decided on the second-best mantle, which, being seldom used, had
-its sleeves stuffed with paper to the end that they might keep
-their shape and their 'fall.' The little balls of paper were
-strewed over the bed.
-
-"There's a train at a quarter to three, gets to Knype at ten
-minutes past." said Amy. officiously. "But supposing it was only
-three minutes late and the London train was prompt, then you might
-miss her. Happen you'd better take the two fifteen to be on the
-safe side."
-
-"Let me look," said Constance, firmly. "Please put all this paper
-in the wardrobe."
-
-She would have preferred not to follow Amy's suggestion, but it
-was so incontestably wise that she was obliged to accept it.
-
-"Unless ye go by tram," said Amy. "That won't mean starting quite
-so soon."
-
-But Constance would not go by tram. If she took the tram she would
-be bound to meet people who had read the Signal, and who would
-say, with their stupid vacuity: "Going to meet your sister at
-Knype?" And then tiresome conversations would follow. Whereas, in
-the train, she would choose a compartment, and would be far less
-likely to encounter chatterers.
-
-There was now not a minute to lose. And the excitement which had
-been growing in that house for days past, under a pretence of
-calm, leapt out swiftly into the light of the sun, and was
-unashamed. Amy had to help her mistress make herself as comely as
-she could be made without her best dress, mantle, and bonnet. Amy
-was frankly consulted as to effects. The barrier of class was
-lowered for a space. Many years had elapsed since Constance had
-been conscious of a keen desire to look smart. She was reminded of
-the days when, in full fig for chapel, she would dash downstairs
-on a Sunday morning, and, assuming a pose for inspection at the
-threshold of the parlour, would demand of Samuel: "Shall I do?"
-Yes, she used to dash downstairs, like a child, and yet in those
-days she had thought herself so sedate and mature! She sighed,
-half with lancinating regret, and half in gentle disdain of that
-mercurial creature aged less than thirty. At fifty-one she
-regarded herself as old. And she was old. And Amy had the tricks
-and manners of an old spinster. Thus the excitement in the house
-was an 'old' excitement, and, like Constance's desire to look
-smart, it had its ridiculous side, which was also its tragic side,
-the side that would have made a boor guffaw, and a hysterical fool
-cry, and a wise man meditate sadly upon the earth's fashion of
-renewing itself.
-
-At half-past one Constance was dressed, with the exception of her
-gloves. She looked at the clock a second time to make sure that
-she might safely glance round the house without fear of missing
-the train. She went up into the bedroom on the second-floor, her
-and Sophia's old bedroom, which she had prepared with enormous
-care for Sophia. The airing of that room had been an enterprise of
-days, for, save by a minister during the sittings of the Wesleyan
-Methodist Conference at Bursley, it had never been occupied since
-the era when Maria Insull used occasionally to sleep in the house.
-Cyril clung to his old room on his visits. Constance had an ample
-supply of solid and stately furniture, and the chamber destined
-for Sophia was lightened in every corner by the reflections of
-polished mahogany. It was also fairly impregnated with the odour
-of furniture paste--an odour of which no housewife need be
-ashamed. Further, it had been re-papered in a delicate blue, with
-one of the new 'art' patterns. It was a 'Baines' room. And
-Constance did not care where Sophia came from, nor what Sophia had
-been accustomed to, nor into what limited company Sophia had been
-transformed--that room was adequate! It could not have been
-improved upon. You had only to look at the crocheted mats--even
-those on the washstand under the white-and-gold ewer and other
-utensils. It was folly to expose such mats to the splashings of a
-washstand, but it was sublime folly. Sophia might remove them if
-she cared. Constance was house-proud; house-pride had slumbered
-within her; now it blazed forth.
-
-A fire brightened the drawing-room, which was a truly magnificent
-apartment, a museum of valuables collected by the Baines and the
-Maddack families since the year 1840, tempered by the latest
-novelties in antimacassars and cloths. In all Bursley there could
-have been few drawing-rooms to compare with Constance's. Constance
-knew it. She was not afraid of her drawing-room being seen by
-anybody.
-
-She passed for an instant into her own bedroom, where Amy was
-patiently picking balls of paper from the bed.
-
-"Now you quite understand about tea?" Constance asked.
-
-"Oh yes, 'm," said Amy, as if to say: "How much oftener are you
-going to ask me that question?" "Are you off now, 'm?"
-
-"Yes," said Constance. "Come and fasten the front-door after me."
-
-They descended together to the parlour. A white cloth for tea lay
-folded on the table. It was of the finest damask that skill could
-choose and money buy. It was fifteen years old, and had never been
-spread. Constance would not have produced it for the first meal,
-had she not possessed two other of equal eminence. On the
-harmonium were ranged several jams and cakes, a Bursley pork-pie,
-and some pickled salmon; with the necessary silver. All was there.
-Amy could not go wrong. And crocuses were in the vases on the
-mantelpiece. Her 'garden,' in the phrase which used to cause
-Samuel to think how extraordinarily feminine she was! It was a
-long time since she had had a 'garden' on the mantelpiece. Her
-interest in her chronic sciatica and in her palpitations had grown
-at the expense of her interest in gardens. Often, when she had
-finished the complicated processes by which her furniture and
-other goods were kept in order, she had strength only to 'rest.'
-She was rather a fragile, small, fat woman, soon out of breath,
-easily marred. This business of preparing for the advent of Sophia
-had appeared to her genuinely colossal. However, she had come
-through it very well. She was in pretty good health; only a little
-tired, and more than a little anxious and nervous, as she gave the
-last glance.
-
-"Take away that apron, do!" she said to Amy, pointing to the rough
-apron in the corner of the sofa. "By the way, where is Spot?"
-
-"Spot, m'm?" Amy ejaculated.
-
-Both their hearts jumped. Amy instinctively looked out of the
-window. He was there, sure enough, in the gutter, studying the
-indescribabilities of King Street. He had obviously escaped when
-Amy came in from buying the time-table. The woman's face was
-guilty.
-
-"Amy, I wonder AT you!" exclaimed Constance, tragically. She
-opened the door.
-
-"Well, I never did see the like of that dog!" murmured Amy.
-
-"Spot!" his mistress commanded. "Come here at once. Do you hear
-me?"
-
-Spot turned sharply and gazed motionless at Constance. Then with a
-toss of the head he dashed off to the corner of the Square, and
-gazed motionless again. Amy went forth to catch him. After an age
-she brought him in, squealing. He was in a state exceedingly
-offensive to the eye and to the nose. He had effectively got rid
-of the smell of soap, which he loathed. Constance could have wept.
-It did really appear to her that nothing had gone right that day.
-And Spot had the most innocent, trustful air. Impossible to make
-him realize that his aunt Sophia was coming. He would have sold
-his entire family into servitude in order to buy ten yards of King
-Street gutter.
-
-"You must wash him in the scullery, that's all there is for it,"
-said Constance, controlling herself. "Put that apron on, and don't
-forget one of your new aprons when you open the door. Better shut
-him up in Mr. Cyril's bedroom when you've dried him."
-
-And she went, charged with worries, clasping her bag and her
-umbrella and smoothing her gloves, and spying downwards at the
-folds of her mantle.
-
-"That's a funny way to go to Bursley Station, that is," said Amy,
-observing that Constance was descending King Street instead of
-crossing it into Wedgwood Street. And she caught Spot 'a fair
-clout on the head,' to indicate to him that she had him alone in
-the house now.
-
-Constance was taking a round-about route to the station, so that,
-if stopped by acquaintances, she should not be too obviously going
-to the station. Her feelings concerning the arrival of Sophia, and
-concerning the town's attitude towards it, were very complex.
-
-She was forced to hurry. And she had risen that morning with plans
-perfectly contrived for the avoidance of hurry. She disliked hurry
-because it always 'put her about.'
-
-II
-
-The express from London was late, so that Constance had three-
-quarters of an hour of the stony calmness of Knype platform when
-it is waiting for a great train. At last the porters began to cry,
-"Macclesfield, Stockport, and Manchester train;" the immense
-engine glided round the curve, dwarfing the carriages behind it,
-and Constance had a supreme tremor. The calmness of the platform
-was transformed into a melee. Little Constance found herself left
-on the fringe of a physically agitated crowd which was apparently
-trying to scale a precipice surmounted by windows and doors from
-whose apertures looked forth defenders of the train. Knype
-platform seemed as if it would never be reduced to order again.
-And Constance did not estimate highly the chances of picking out
-an unknown Sophia from that welter. She was very seriously
-perturbed. All the muscles of her face were drawn as her gaze
-wandered anxiously from end to end of the train.
-
-Presently she saw a singular dog. Other people also saw it. It was
-of the colour of chocolate; it had a head and shoulders richly
-covered with hair that hung down in thousands of tufts like the
-tufts of a modern mop such as is bought in shops. This hair
-stopped suddenly rather less than halfway along the length of the
-dog's body, the remainder of which was naked and as smooth as
-marble. The effect was to give to the inhabitants of the Five
-Towns the impression that the dog had forgotten an essential part
-of its attire and was outraging decency. The ball of hair which
-had been allowed to grow on the dog's tail, and the circles of
-hair which ornamented its ankles, only served to intensify the
-impression of indecency. A pink ribbon round its neck completed
-the outrage. The animal had absolutely the air of a decked
-trollop. A chain ran taut from the creature's neck into the middle
-of a small crowd of persons gesticulating over trunks, and
-Constance traced it to a tall and distinguished woman in a coat
-and skirt with a rather striking hat. A beautiful and aristocratic
-woman, Constance thought, at a distance! Then the strange idea
-came to her: "That's Sophia!" She was sure. ... She was not sure. ...
-She was sure. The woman emerged from the crowd. Her eye fell
-on Constance. They both hesitated, and, as it were, wavered
-uncertainly towards each other.
-
-"I should have known you anywhere," said Sophia, with apparently
-careless tranquillity, as she stooped to kiss Constance, raising
-her veil.
-
-Constance saw that this marvellous tranquillity must be imitated,
-and she imitated it very well. It was a 'Baines' tranquillity. But
-she noticed a twitching of her sister's lips. The twitching
-comforted Constance, proving to her that she was not alone in
-foolishness. There was also something queer about the permanent
-lines of Sophia's mouth. That must be due to the 'attack' about
-which Sophia had written.
-
-"Did Cyril meet you?" asked Constance. It was all that she could
-think of to say.
-
-"Oh yes!" said Sophia, eagerly. "And I went to his studio, and he
-saw me off at Euston. He is a VERY nice boy. I love him."
-
-She said 'I love him' with the intonation of Sophia aged fifteen.
-Her tone and imperious gesture sent Constance flying back to the
-'sixties. "She hasn't altered one bit," Constance thought with
-joy. "Nothing could change Sophia." And at the back of that notion
-was a more general notion: "Nothing could change a Baines." It was
-true that Constance's Sophia had not changed. Powerful
-individualities remain undisfigured by no matter what
-vicissitudes. After this revelation of the original Sophia,
-arising as it did out of praise of Cyril, Constance felt easier,
-felt reassured.
-
-"This is Fossette," said Sophia, pulling at the chain.
-
-Constance knew not what to reply. Surely Sophia could not be aware
-what she did in bringing such a dog to a place where people were
-so particular as they are in the Five Towns.
-
-"Fossette!" She repeated the name in an endearing accent, half
-stooping towards the dog. After all, it was not the dog's fault.
-Sophia had certainly mentioned a dog in her letters, but she had
-not prepared Constance for the spectacle of Fossette.
-
-All that happened in a moment. A porter appeared with two trunks
-belonging to Sophia. Constance observed that they were
-superlatively 'good' trunks; also that Sophia's clothes, though
-'on the showy side,' were superlatively 'good.' The getting of
-Sophia's ticket to Bursley occupied them next, and soon the first
-shock of meeting had worn off.
-
-In a second-class compartment of the Loop Line train, with Sophia
-and Fossette opposite to her, Constance had leisure to 'take in'
-Sophia. She came to the conclusion that, despite her slenderness
-and straightness and the general effect of the long oval of her
-face under the hat, Sophia looked her age. She saw that Sophia
-must have been through a great deal; her experiences were
-damagingly printed in the details of feature. Seen at a distance,
-she might have passed for a woman of thirty, even for a girl, but
-seen across a narrow railway carriage she was a woman whom
-suffering had aged. Yet obviously her spirit was unbroken. Hear
-her tell a doubtful porter that of course she should take Fossette
-with her into the carriage! See her shut the carriage door with
-the expressed intention of keeping other people out! She was
-accustomed to command. At the same time her face had an almost set
-smile, as though she had said to herself: "I will die smiling."
-Constance felt sorry for her. While recognizing in Sophia a
-superior in charm, in experience, in knowledge of the world and in
-force of personality, she yet with a kind of undisturbed,
-fundamental superiority felt sorry for Sophia.
-
-"What do you think?" said Sophia, absently fingering Fossette. "A
-man came up to me at Euston, while Cyril was getting my ticket,
-and said, 'Eh, Miss Baines, I haven't seen ye for over thirty
-years, but I know you're Miss Baines, or WERE--and you're looking
-bonny.' Then he went off. I think it must have been Holl, the
-grocer."
-
-"Had he got a long white beard?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Then it was Mr. Holl. He's been Mayor twice. He's an alderman,
-you know."
-
-"Really!" said Sophia. "But wasn't it queer?"
-
-"Eh! Bless us!" exclaimed Constance. "Don't talk about queer! It's
-terrible how time flies."
-
-The conversation stopped, and it refused to start again. Two women
-who are full of affectionate curiosity about each other, and who
-have not seen each other for thirty years, and who are anxious to
-confide in each other, ought to discover no difficulty in talking;
-but somehow these two could not talk. Constance perceived that
-Sophia was impeded by the same awkwardness as herself.
-
-"Well I never!" cried Sophia, suddenly. She had glanced out of the
-window and had seen two camels and an elephant in a field close to
-the line, amid manufactories and warehouses and advertisements of
-soap.
-
-"Oh!" said Constance. "That's Barnum's, you know. They have
-what they call a central depot here, because it's the middle
-of England." Constance spoke proudly. (After all, there can
-be only one middle.) It was on her tongue to say, in her 'tart'
-manner, that Fossette ought to be with the camels, but she
-refrained. Sophia hit on the excellent idea of noting all the
-buildings that were new to her and all the landmarks that she
-remembered. It was surprising how little the district had altered.
-
-"Same smoke!" said Sophia.
-
-"Same smoke!" Constance agreed.
-
-"It's even worse," said Sophia.
-
-"Do you think so?" Constance was slightly piqued. "But they're
-doing something now for smoke abatement."
-
-"I must have forgotten how dirty it was!" said Sophia. "I suppose
-that's it. I'd no idea ...!"
-
-"Really!" said Constance. Then, in candid admission, "The fact is,
-it is dirty. You can't imagine what work it makes, especially with
-window-curtains."
-
-As the train puffed under Trafalgar Road, Constance pointed to a
-new station that was being built there, to be called 'Trafalgar
-Road' station.
-
-"Won't it be strange?" said she, accustomed to the eternal
-sequence of Loop Lane stations--Turnhill, Bursley, Bleakridge,
-Hanbridge, Cauldon, Knype, Trent Vale, and Longshaw. A 'Trafalgar
-Road' inserting itself between Bleakridge and Hanbridge seemed to
-her excessively curious.
-
-"Yes, I suppose it will," Sophia agreed.
-
-"But of course it's not the same to you," said Constance, dashed.
-She indicated the glories of Bursley Park, as the train slackened
-for Bursley, with modesty. Sophia gazed, and vaguely recognized
-the slopes where she had taken her first walk with Gerald Scales.
-
-Nobody accosted them at Bursley Station, and they drove to the
-Square in a cab. Amy was at the window; she held up Spot, who was
-in a plenary state of cleanliness, rivalling the purity of Amy's
-apron.
-
-"Good afternoon, m'm," said Amy, officiously, to Sophia, as Sophia
-came up the steps.
-
-"Good afternoon, Amy," Sophia replied. She flattered Amy in thus
-showing that she was acquainted with her name; but if ever a
-servant was put into her place by mere tone, Amy was put into her
-place on that occasion. Constance trembled at Sophia's frigid and
-arrogant politeness. Certainly Sophia was not used to being
-addressed first by servants. But Amy was not quite the ordinary
-servant. She was much older than the ordinary servant, and she had
-acquired a partial moral dominion over Constance, though Constance
-would have warmly denied it. Hence Constance's apprehension.
-However, nothing happened. Amy apparently did not feel the snub.
-
-"Take Spot and put him in Mr. Cyril's bedroom," Constance murmured
-to her, as if implying: "Have I not already told you to do that?"
-The fact was, she was afraid for Spot's life.
-
-"Now, Fossette!" She welcomed the incoming poodle kindly; the
-poodle began at once to sniff.
-
-The fat, red cabman was handling the trunks on the pavement, and
-Amy was upstairs. For a moment the sisters were alone together in
-the parlour.
-
-"So here I am!" exclaimed the tall, majestic woman of fifty. And
-her lips twitched again as she looked round the room--so small to
-her.
-
-"Yes, here you are!" Constance agreed. She bit her lip, and, as a
-measure of prudence to avoid breaking down, she bustled out to the
-cabman. A passing instant of emotion, like a fleck of foam on a
-wide and calm sea!
-
-The cabman blundered up and downstairs with trunks, and saluted
-Sophia's haughty generosity, and then there was quietness. Amy was
-already brewing the tea in the cave. The prepared tea-table in
-front of the fire made a glittering array.
-
-"Now, what about Fossette?" Constance voiced anxieties that had
-been growing on her.
-
-"Fossette will be quite right with me," said Sophia, firmly.
-
-They ascended to the guest's room, which drew Sophia's admiration
-for its prettiness. She hurried to the window and looked out into
-the Square.
-
-"Would you like a fire?" Constance asked, in a rather perfunctory
-manner. For a bedroom fire, in seasons of normal health, was still
-regarded as absurd in the Square.
-
-"Oh, no!" said Sophia; but with a slight failure to rebut the
-suggestion as utterly ridiculous.
-
-"Sure?" Constance questioned.
-
-"Quite, thank you," said Sophia.
-
-"Well, I'll leave you. I expect Amy will have tea ready directly."
-She went down into the kitchen. "Amy," she said, "as soon as we've
-finished tea, light a fire in Mrs. Scales's bedroom."
-
-"In the top bedroom, m'm?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Constance climbed again to her own bedroom, and shut the door. She
-needed a moment to herself, in the midst of this terrific affair.
-She sighed with relief as she removed her mantle. She thought: "At
-any rate we've met, and I've got her here. She's very nice. No,
-she isn't a bit altered." She hesitated to admit that to her
-Sophia was the least in the world formidable. And so she said once
-more: "She's very nice. She isn't a bit altered." And then: "Fancy
-her being here! She really is here." With her perfect simplicity
-it did not occur to Constance to speculate as to what Sophia
-thought of her.
-
-Sophia was downstairs first, and Constance found her looking at
-the blank wall beyond the door leading to the kitchen steps.
-
-"So this is where you had it bricked up?" said Sophia.
-
-"Yes," said Constance. "That's the place."
-
-"It makes me feel like people feel when they have tickling in a
-limb that's been cut off!" said Sophia.
-
-"Oh, Sophia!"
-
-The tea received a great deal of praise from Sophia, but neither
-of them ate much. Constance found that Sophia was like herself:
-she had to be particular about her food. She tasted dainties for
-the sake of tasting, but it was a bird's pecking. Not the twelfth
-part of the tea was consumed. They dared not indulge caprices.
-Only their eyes could feed.
-
-After tea they went up to the drawing-room, and in the corridor
-had the startling pleasure of seeing two dogs who scurried about
-after each other in amity. Spot had found Fossette, with the aid
-of Amy's incurable carelessness, and had at once examined her with
-great particularity. She seemed to be of an amiable disposition,
-and not averse from the lighter distractions. For a long time the
-sisters sat chatting together in the lit drawing-room to the
-agreeable sound of happy dogs playing in the dark corridor. Those
-dogs saved the situation, because they needed constant attention.
-When the dogs dozed, the sisters began to look through photograph
-albums, of which Constance had several, bound in plush or morocco.
-Nothing will sharpen the memory, evoke the past, raise the dead,
-rejuvenate the ageing, and cause both sighs and smiles, like a
-collection of photographs gathered together during long years of
-life. Constance had an astonishing menagerie of unknown cousins
-and their connections, and of townspeople; she had Cyril at all
-ages; she had weird daguerreotypes of her parents and their
-parents. The strangest of all was a portrait of Samuel Povey as an
-infant in arms. Sophia checked an impulse to laugh at it. But when
-Constance said: "Isn't it funny?" she did allow herself to laugh.
-A photograph of Samuel in the year before his death was really
-imposing. Sophia stared at it, impressed. It was the portrait of
-an honest man.
-
-"How long have you been a widow?" Constance asked in a low voice,
-glancing at upright Sophia over her spectacles, a leaf of the
-album raised against her finger.
-
-Sophia unmistakably flushed. "I don't know that I am a widow,"
-said she, with an air. "My husband left me in 1870, and I've never
-seen nor heard of him since."
-
-"Oh, my dear!" cried Constance, alarmed and deafened as by a clap
-of awful thunder. "I thought ye were a widow. Mr. Peel-Swynnerton
-said he was told positively ye were a widow. That's why I never. ..."
-She stopped. Her face was troubled.
-
-"Of course I always passed for a widow, over there," said Sophia.
-
-"Of course," said Constance quickly. "I see. ..."
-
-"And I may be a widow," said Sophia.
-
-Constance made no remark. This was a blow. Bursley was such a
-particular place. Doubtless, Gerald Scales had behaved like a
-scoundrel. That was sure!
-
-When, immediately afterwards, Amy opened the drawing-room door
-(having first knocked--the practice of encouraging a servant to
-plunge without warning of any kind into a drawing-room had never
-been favoured in that house) she saw the sisters sitting rather
-near to each other at the walnut oval table, Mrs. Scales very
-upright, and staring into the fire, and Mrs. Povey 'bunched up'
-and staring at the photograph album; both seeming to Amy aged and
-apprehensive; Mrs. Povey's hair was quite grey, though Mrs.
-Scales' hair was nearly as black as Amy's own. Mrs. Scales started
-at the sound of the knock, and turned her head.
-
-"Here's Mr. and Mrs. Critchlow, m'm," announced Amy.
-
-The sisters glanced at one another, with lifted foreheads. Then
-Mrs. Povey spoke to Amy as though visits at half-past eight at
-night were a customary phenomenon of the household. Nevertheless,
-she trembled to think what outrageous thing Mr. Critchlow might
-say to Sophia after thirty years' absence. The occasion was great,
-and it might also be terrible.
-
-"Ask them to come up," she said calmly.
-
-But Amy had the best of that encounter. "I have done," she
-replied, and instantly produced them out of the darkness of the
-corridor. It was providential: the sisters had made no remark that
-the Critchlows might not hear.
-
-Then Maria Critchlow, simpering, had to greet Sophia. Mrs.
-Critchlow was very agitated, from sheer nervousness. She
-curvetted; she almost pranced; and she made noises with her mouth
-as though she saw some one eating a sour apple. She wanted to show
-Sophia how greatly she had changed from the young, timid
-apprentice. Certainly since her marriage she had changed. As
-manager of other people's business she had not felt the necessity
-of being effusive to customers, but as proprietress, anxiety to
-succeed had dragged her out of her capable and mechanical
-indifference. It was a pity. Her consistent dullness had had a
-sort of dignity; but genial, she was merely ridiculous. Animation
-cruelly displayed her appalling commonness and physical
-shabbiness. Sophia's demeanour was not chilly; but it indicated
-that Sophia had no wish to be eyed over as a freak of nature.
-
-Mr. Critchlow advanced very slowly into the room. "Ye still carry
-your head on a stiff neck," said he, deliberately examining
-Sophia. Then with great care he put out his long thin arm and took
-her hand. "Well, I'm rare and glad to see ye!"
-
-Every one was thunderstruck at this expression of joy. Mr.
-Critchlow had never been known to be glad to see anybody.
-
-"Yes," twittered Maria, "Mr. Critchlow would come in to-night.
-Nothing would do but he must come in to-night."
-
-"You didn't tell me this afternoon," said Constance, "that you
-were going to give us the pleasure of your company like this."
-
-He looked momentarily at Constance. "No," he grated, "I don't know
-as I did."
-
-His gaze flattered Sophia. Evidently he treated this experienced
-and sad woman of fifty as a young girl. And in presence of his
-extreme age she felt like a young girl, remembering the while how
-as a young girl she had hated him. Repulsing the assistance of his
-wife, he arranged an armchair in front of the fire and
-meticulously put himself into it. Assuredly he was much older in a
-drawing-room than behind the counter of his shop. Constance had
-noticed that in the afternoon. A live coal fell out of the fire.
-He bent forward, wet his fingers, picked up the coal and threw it
-back into the fire.
-
-"Well," said Sophia. "I wouldn't have done that."
-
-"I never saw Mr. Critchlow's equal for picking up hot cinders,"
-Maria giggled.
-
-Mr. Critchlow deigned no remark. "When did ye leave this Paris?"
-he demanded of Sophia, leaning back, and putting his hands on the
-arms of the chair.
-
-"Yesterday morning," said Sophia,
-
-"And what'n ye been doing with yeself since yesterday morning?"
-
-"I spent last night in London," Sophia replied.
-
-"Oh, in London, did ye?"
-
-"Yes. Cyril and I had an evening together."
-
-"Eh? Cyril! What's yer opinion o' Cyril, Sophia?"
-
-"I'm very proud to have Cyril for a nephew," said Sophia.
-
-"Oh! Are ye?" The old man was obviously ironic.
-
-"Yes I am," Sophia insisted sharply. "I'm not going to hear a word
-said against Cyril."
-
-She proceeded to an enthusiastic laudation of Cyril which rather
-overwhelmed his mother. Constance was pleased; she was delighted.
-And yet somewhere in her mind was an uncomfortable feeling that
-Cyril, having taken a fancy to his brilliant aunt, had tried to
-charm her as he seldom or never tried to charm his mother. Cyril
-and Sophia had dazzled and conquered each other; they were of the
-same type; whereas she, Constance, being but a plain person, could
-not glitter.
-
-She rang the bell and gave instructions to Amy about food--fruit
-cakes, coffee and hot milk, on a tray; and Sophia also spoke to
-Amy murmuring a request as to Fossette.
-
-"Yes, Mrs. Scales," said Amy, with eager deference.
-
-Mrs. Critchlow smiled vaguely from a low chair near the curtained
-window. Then Constance lit another burner of the chandelier. In
-doing so, she gave a little sigh; it was a sigh of relief. Mr.
-Critchlow had behaved himself. Now that he and Sophia had met, the
-worst was over. Had Constance known beforehand that he would pay a
-call, she would have been agonized by apprehensions, but now that
-he had actually come she was glad he had come.
-
-When he had silently sipped some hot milk, he drew a thick bunch
-of papers, white and blue, from his bulging breast-pocket.
-
-"Now, Maria Critchlow," he called, edging round his chair
-slightly. "Ye'd best go back home."
-
-Maria Critchlow was biting at a bit of walnut cake, while in her
-right hand, all seamed with black lines, she held a cup of coffee.
-
-"But, Mr. Critchlow----!" Constance protested.
-
-"I've got business with Sophia, and I must get it done. I've got
-for to render an account of my stewardship to Sophia, under her
-father's will, and her mother's will, and her aunt's will, and
-it's nobody's business but mine and Sophia's, I reckon. Now then,"
-he glanced at his wife, "off with ye!"
-
-Maria rose, half-kittenish and half-ashamed.
-
-"Surely you don't want to go into all that to-night," said Sophia.
-She spoke softly, for she had already fully perceived that Mr.
-Critchlow must be managed with the tact which the capricious
-obstinacies of advanced age demanded. "Surely you can wait a day
-or two. I'm in no hurry."
-
-"HAVEN'T I WAITED LONG ENOUGH?" he retorted fiercely.
-
-There was a pause. Maria Critchlow moved.
-
-"As for you being in no hurry, Sophia," the old man went on,
-"nobody can say as you've been in a hurry."
-
-Sophia had suffered a check. She glanced hesitatingly at
-Constance.
-
-"Mrs. Critchlow and I will go down into the parlour," said
-Constance, quickly. "There is a bit of fire there."
-
-"Oh no. I won't hear of such a thing!"
-
-"Yes, we will, won't we, Mrs. Critchlow?" Constance insisted,
-cheerfully but firmly. She was determined that in her house Sophia
-should have all the freedom and conveniences that she could have
-had in her own. If a private room was needed for discussions
-between Sophia and her trustee, Constance's pride was piqued to
-supply that room. Further, Constance was glad to get Maria out of
-Sophia's sight. She was accustomed to Maria; with her it did not
-matter; but she did not care that the teeth of Sophia should be
-set on edge by the ridiculous demeanour of Maria. So those two
-left the drawing-room, and the old man began to open the papers
-which he had been preparing for weeks.
-
-There was very little fire in the parlour, and Constance, in
-addition to being bored by Mrs. Critchlow's inane and inquisitive
-remarks, felt chilly, which was bad for her sciatica. She wondered
-whether Sophia would have to confess to Mr. Critchlow that she was
-not certainly a widow. She thought that steps ought to be taken to
-ascertain, through Birkinshaws, if anything was known of Gerald
-Scales. But even that course was set with perils. Supposing that
-he still lived, an unspeakable villain (Constance could only think
-of him as an unspeakable villain), and supposing that he molested
-Sophia,--what scenes! What shame in the town! Such frightful
-thoughts ran endlessly through Constance's mind as she bent over
-the fire endeavouring to keep alive a silly conversation with
-Maria Critchlow.
-
-Amy passed through the parlour to go to bed. There was no other
-way of reaching the upper part of the house.
-
-"Are you going to bed, Amy?"
-
-"Yes'm."
-
-"Where is Fossette?"
-
-"In the kitchen, m'm," said Amy, defending herself. "Mrs. Scales
-told me the dog might sleep in the kitchen with Spot, as they was
-such good friends. I've opened the bottom drawer, and Fossit is
-lying in that."
-
-"Mrs. Scales has brought a dog with her!" exclaimed Maria.
-
-"Yes'm!" said Amy, drily, before Constance could answer. She
-implied everything in that affirmative.
-
-"You are a family for dogs," said Maria. "What sort of dog is it?"
-
-"Well," said Constance. "I don't know exactly what they call it.
-It's a French dog, one of those French dogs." Amy was lingering at
-the stairfoot. "Good night, Amy, thank you."
-
-Amy ascended, shutting the door.
-
-"Oh! I see!" Maria muttered. "Well, I never!"
-
-It was ten o'clock before sounds above indicated that the first
-interview between trustee and beneficiary was finished.
-
-"I'll be going on to open our side-door," said Maria. "Say good
-night to Mrs. Scales for me." She was not sure whether Charles
-Critchlow had really meant her to go home, or whether her mere
-absence from the drawing-room had contented him. So she departed.
-He came down the stairs with the most tiresome slowness, went
-through the parlour in silence, ignoring Constance, and also
-Sophia, who was at his heels, and vanished.
-
-As Constance shut and bolted the front-door, the sisters looked at
-each other, Sophia faintly smiling. It seemed to them that they
-understood each other better when they did not speak. With a
-glance, they exchanged their ideas on the subject of Charles
-Critchlow and Maria, and learnt that their ideas were similar.
-Constance said nothing as to the private interview. Nor did
-Sophia. At present, on this the first day, they could only achieve
-intimacy by intermittent flashes.
-
-"What about bed?" asked Sophia.
-
-"You must be tired," said Constance.
-
-Sophia got to the stairs, which received a little light from the
-corridor gas, before Constance, having tested the window-
-fastening, turned out the gas in the parlour. They climbed the
-lower flight of stairs together.
-
-"I must just see that your room is all right," Constance said.
-
-"Must you?" Sophia smiled.
-
-They climbed the second flight, slowly. Constance was out of
-breath.
-
-"Oh, a fire! How nice!" cried Sophia. "But why did you go to all
-that trouble? I told you not to."
-
-"It's no trouble at all," said Constance, raising the gas in the
-bedroom. Her tone implied that bedroom fires were a quite ordinary
-incident of daily life in a place like Bursley.
-
-"Well, my dear, I hope you'll find everything comfortable," said
-Constance.
-
-"I'm sure I shall. Good night, dear."
-
-"Good night, then."
-
-They looked at each other again, with timid affectionateness. They
-did not kiss. The thought in both their minds was: "We couldn't
-keep on kissing every day." But there was a vast amount of quiet,
-restrained affection, of mutual confidence and respect, even of
-tenderness, in their tones.
-
-About half an hour later a dreadful hullaballoo smote the ear of
-Constance. She was just getting into bed. She listened intently,
-in great alarm. It was undoubtedly those dogs fighting, and
-fighting to the death. She pictured the kitchen as a battlefield,
-and Spot slain. Opening the door, she stepped out into the
-corridor,
-
-"Constance," said a low voice above her. She jumped. "Is that
-you?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Well, don't bother to go down to the dogs; they'll stop in a
-moment. Fossette won't bite. I'm so sorry she's upsetting the
-house."
-
-Constance stared upwards, and discerned a pale shadow. The dogs
-did soon cease their altercation. This short colloquy in the dark
-affected Constance strangely.
-
-III
-
-The next morning, after a night varied by periods of wakefulness
-not unpleasant, Sophia arose and, taking due precautions against
-cold, went to the window. It was Saturday; she had left Paris on
-the Thursday. She looked forth upon the Square, holding aside the
-blind. She had expected, of course, to find that the Square had
-shrunk in size; but nevertheless she was startled to see how small
-it was. It seemed to her scarcely bigger than a courtyard. She
-could remember a winter morning when from the window she had
-watched the Square under virgin snow in the lamplight, and the
-Square had been vast, and the first wayfarer, crossing it
-diagonally and leaving behind him the irregular impress of his
-feet, had appeared to travel for hours over an interminable white
-waste before vanishing past Holl's shop in the direction of the
-Town Hall. She chiefly recalled the Square under snow; cold
-mornings, and the coldness of the oil-cloth at the window, and the
-draught of cold air through the ill-fitting sash (it was put right
-now)! These visions of herself seemed beautiful to her; her
-childish existence seemed beautiful; the storms and tempests of
-her girlhood seemed beautiful; even the great sterile expanse of
-tedium when, after giving up a scholastic career, she had served
-for two years in the shop--even this had a strange charm in her
-memory.
-
-And she thought that not for millions of pounds would she live her
-life over again.
-
-In its contents the Square had not surprisingly changed during the
-immense, the terrifying interval that separated her from her
-virginity. On the east side, several shops had been thrown into
-one, and forced into a semblance of eternal unity by means of a
-coat of stucco. And there was a fountain at the north end which
-was new to her. No other constructional change! But the moral
-change, the sad declension from the ancient proud spirit of the
-Square--this was painfully depressing. Several establishments
-lacked tenants, had obviously lacked tenants for a long time; 'To
-let' notices hung in their stained and dirty upper windows, and
-clung insecurely to their closed shutters. And on the sign-boards
-of these establishments were names that Sophia did not know. The
-character of most of the shops seemed to have worsened; they had
-become pettifogging little holes, unkempt, shabby, poor; they had
-no brightness, no feeling of vitality. And the floor of the Square
-was littered with nondescript refuse. The whole scene, paltry,
-confined, and dull, reached for her the extreme of provinciality.
-It was what the French called, with a pregnant intonation, la
-province. This--being said, there was nothing else to say.
-Bursley, of course, was in the provinces; Bursley must, in the
-nature of things, be typically provincial. But in her mind it had
-always been differentiated from the common province; it had always
-had an air, a distinction, and especially St. Luke's Square! That
-illusion was now gone. Still, the alteration was not wholly in
-herself; it was not wholly subjective. The Square really had
-changed for the worse; it might not be smaller, but it had
-deteriorated. As a centre of commerce it had assuredly approached
-very near to death. On a Saturday morning thirty years ago it
-would have been covered with linen-roofed stalls, and chattering
-country-folk, and the stir of bargains. Now, Saturday morning was
-like any other morning in the Square, and the glass-roof of St.
-Luke's market in Wedgwood Street, which she could see from her
-window, echoed to the sounds of noisy commerce. In that instance
-business had simply moved a few yards to the east; but Sophia
-knew, from hints in Constance's letters and in her talk, that
-business in general had moved more than a few yards, it had moved
-a couple of miles--to arrogant and pushing Hanbridge, with its
-electric light and its theatres and its big, advertising shops.
-The heaven of thick smoke over the Square, the black deposit on
-painted woodwork, the intermittent hooting of steam syrens, showed
-that the wholesale trade of Bursley still flourished. But Sophia
-had no memories of the wholesale trade of Bursley; it meant
-nothing to the youth of her heart; she was attached by intimate
-links to the retail traffic of Bursley, and as a mart old Bursley
-was done for.
-
-She thought: "It would kill me if I had to live here. It's
-deadening. It weighs on you. And the dirt, and the horrible
-ugliness! And the--way they talk, and the way they think! I felt
-it first at Knype station. The Square is rather picturesque, but
-it's such a poor, poor little thing! Fancy having to look at it
-every morning of one's life! No!" She almost shuddered.
-
-For the time being she had no home. To Constance she was 'paying a
-visit.'
-
-Constance did not appear to realize the awful conditions of dirt,
-decay, and provinciality in which she was living. Even Constance's
-house was extremely inconvenient, dark, and no doubt unhealthy.
-Cellar-kitchen, no hall, abominable stairs, and as to hygiene,
-simply mediaeval. She could not understand why Constance had
-remained in the house. Constance had plenty of money and might
-live where she liked, and in a good modern house. Yet she stayed
-in the Square. "I daresay she's got used to it," Sophia thought
-leniently. "I daresay I should be just the same in her place." But
-she did not really think so, and she could not understand
-Constance's state of mind.
-
-Certainly she could not claim to have 'added up' Constance yet.
-She considered that her sister was in some respects utterly
-provincial--what they used to call in the Five Towns a 'body.'
-Somewhat too diffident, not assertive enough, not erect enough;
-with curious provincial pronunciations, accents, gestures,
-mannerisms, and inarticulate ejaculations; with a curious
-narrowness of outlook! But at the same time Constance was very
-shrewd, and she was often proving by some bit of a remark that she
-knew what was what, despite her provinciality. In judgments upon
-human nature they undoubtedly thought alike, and there was a
-strong natural general sympathy between them. And at the bottom of
-Constance was something fine. At intervals Sophia discovered
-herself secretly patronizing Constance, but reflection would
-always cause her to cease from patronage and to examine her own
-defences. Constance, besides being the essence of kindness, was no
-fool. Constance could see through a pretence, an absurdity, as
-quickly as any one. Constance did honestly appear to Sophia to be
-superior to any Frenchwoman that she had ever encountered. She saw
-supreme in Constance that quality which she had recognized in the
-porters at Newhaven on landing--the quality of an honest and naive
-goodwill, of powerful simplicity. That quality presented itself to
-her as the greatest in the world, and it seemed to be in the very
-air of England. She could even detect it in Mr. Critchlow, whom,
-for the rest, she liked, admiring the brutal force of his
-character. She pardoned his brutality to his wife. She found it
-proper. "After all," she said, "supposing he hadn't married her,
-what would she have been? Nothing but a slave! She's infinitely
-better off as his wife. In fact she's lucky. And it would be
-absurd for him to treat her otherwise than he does treat her."
-(Sophia did not divine that her masterful Critchlow had once
-wanted Maria as one might want a star.)
-
-But to be always with such people! To be always with Constance! To
-be always in the Bursley atmosphere, physical and mental!
-
-She pictured Paris as it would be on that very morning--bright,
-clean, glittering; the neatness of the Rue Lord Byron, and the
-magnificent slanting splendour of the Champs Elysees. Paris had
-always seemed beautiful to her; but the life of Paris had not
-seemed beautiful to her. Yet now it did seem beautiful. She could
-delve down into the earlier years of her ownership of the Pension,
-and see a regular, placid beauty in her daily life there. Her life
-there, even so late as a fortnight ago, seemed beautiful; sad, but
-beautiful. It had passed into history. She sighed when she thought
-of the innumerable interviews with Mardon, the endless formalities
-required by the English and the French law and by the
-particularity of the Syndicate. She had been through all that. She
-had actually been through it and it was over. She had bought the
-Pension for a song and sold it for great riches. She had developed
-from a nobody into the desired of Syndicates. And after long,
-long, monotonous, strenuous years of possession the day had come,
-the emotional moment had come, when she had yielded up the keys of
-ownership to Mr. Mardon and a man from the Hotel Moscow, and had
-paid her servants for the last time and signed the last receipted
-bill. The men had been very gallant, and had requested her to stay
-in the Pension as their guest until she was ready to leave Paris.
-But she had declined that. She could not have borne to remain in
-the Pension under the reign of another. She had left at once and
-gone to a hotel with her few goods while finally disposing of
-certain financial questions. And one evening Jacqueline had come
-to see her, and had wept.
-
-Her exit from the Pension Frensham struck her now as poignantly
-pathetic, in its quickness and its absence of ceremonial. Ten
-steps, and her career was finished, closed. Astonishing with what
-liquid tenderness she turned and looked back on that hard,
-fighting, exhausting life in Paris! For, even if she had
-unconsciously liked it, she had never enjoyed it. She had always
-compared France disadvantageously with England, always resented
-the French temperament in business, always been convinced that
-'you never knew where you were' with French tradespeople. And now
-they flitted before her endowed with a wondrous charm; so polite
-in their lying, so eager to spare your feelings and to reassure
-you, so neat and prim. And the French shops, so exquisitely
-arranged! Even a butcher's shop in Paris was a pleasure to the
-eye, whereas the butcher's shop in Wedgwood Street, which she
-remembered of old, and which she had glimpsed from the cab--what a
-bloody shambles! She longed for Paris again. She longed to stretch
-her lungs in Paris. These people in Bursley did not suspect what
-Paris was. They did not appreciate and they never would appreciate
-the marvels that she had accomplished in a theatre of marvels.
-They probably never realized that the whole of the rest of the
-world was not more or less like Bursley. They had no curiosity.
-Even Constance was a thousand times more interested in relating
-trifles of Bursley gossip than in listening to details of life in
-Paris. Occasionally she had expressed a mild, vapid surprise at
-things told to her by Sophia; but she was not really impressed,
-because her curiosity did not extend beyond Bursley. She, like the
-rest, had the formidable, thrice-callous egotism of the provinces.
-And if Sophia had informed her that the heads of Parisians grew
-out of their navels she would have murmured: "Well, well! Bless
-us! I never heard of such things! Mrs. Brindley's second boy has
-got his head quite crooked, poor little fellow!"
-
-Why should Sophia feel sorrowful? She did not know. She was free;
-free to go where she liked and do what she liked, She had no
-responsibilities, no cares. The thought of her husband had long
-ago ceased to rouse in her any feeling of any kind. She was rich.
-Mr. Critchlow had accumulated for her about as much money as she
-had herself acquired. Never could she spend her income! She did
-not know how to spend it. She lacked nothing that was procurable.
-She had no desires except the direct desire for happiness. If
-thirty thousand pounds or so could have bought a son like Cyril,
-she would have bought one for herself. She bitterly regretted that
-she had no child. In this, she envied Constance. A child seemed to
-be the one commodity worth having. She was too free, too exempt
-from responsibilities. In spite of Constance she was alone in the
-world. The strangeness of the hazards of life overwhelmed her.
-Here she was at fifty, alone.
-
-But the idea of leaving Constance, having once rejoined her, did
-not please Sophia. It disquieted her. She could not see herself
-living away from Constance. She was alone--but Constance was
-there.
-
-She was downstairs first, and she had a little conversation with
-Amy. And she stood on the step of the front-door while Fossette
-made a preliminary inspection of Spot's gutter. She found the air
-nipping.
-
-Constance, when she descended, saw stretching across one side of
-the breakfast-table an umbrella, Sophia's present to her from
-Paris. It was an umbrella such that a better could not be bought.
-It would have impressed even Aunt Harriet. The handle was of gold,
-set with a circlet of opalines. The tips of the ribs were also of
-gold. It was this detail which staggered Constance. Frankly, this
-development of luxury had been unknown and unsuspected in the
-Square. That the tips of the ribs should match the handle ... that
-did truly beat everything! Sophia said calmly that the device was
-quite common. But she did not conceal that the umbrella was
-strictly of the highest class and that it might be shown to queens
-without shame. She intimated that the frame (a 'Fox's Paragon'),
-handle, and tips, would outlast many silks. Constance was childish
-with pleasure.
-
-They decided to go out marketing together. The unspoken thought in
-their minds was that as Sophia would have to be introduced to the
-town sooner or later, it might as well be sooner. Constance looked
-at the sky. "It can't possibly rain," she said. "I shall take my
-umbrella."
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-TOWARDS HOTEL LIFE
-
-I
-
-
-SOPHIA wore list slippers in the morning. It was a habit which she
-had formed in the Rue Lord Byron--by accident rather than with an
-intention to utilize list slippers for the effective supervision
-of servants. These list slippers were the immediate cause of
-important happenings in St. Luke's Square. Sophia had been with
-Constance one calendar month--it was, of course, astonishing how
-quickly the time had passed!--and she had become familiar with the
-house. Restraint had gradually ceased to mark the relations of the
-sisters. Constance, in particular, hid nothing from Sophia, who
-was made aware of the minor and major defects of Amy and all the
-other creakings of the household machine. Meals were eaten off the
-ordinary tablecloths, and on the days for 'turning out' the
-parlour, Constance assumed, with a little laugh, that Sophia would
-excuse Amy's apron, which she had not had time to change. In
-brief, Sophia was no longer a stranger, and nobody felt bound to
-pretend that things were not exactly what they were. In spite of
-the foulness and the provinciality of Bursley, Sophia enjoyed the
-intimacy with Constance. As for Constance, she was enchanted. The
-inflections of their voices, when they were talking to each other
-very privately, were often tender, and these sudden surprising
-tendernesses secretly thrilled both of them.
-
-On the fourth Sunday morning Sophia put on her dressing-gown and
-those list slippers very early, and paid a visit to Constance's
-bedroom. She was somewhat concerned about Constance, and her
-concern was pleasurable to her. She made the most of it. Amy, with
-her lifelong carelessness about doors, had criminally failed to
-latch the street-door of the parlour on the previous morning, and
-Constance had only perceived the omission by the phenomenon of
-frigidity in her legs at breakfast. She always sat with her back
-to the door, in her mother's fluted rocking-chair; and Sophia on
-the spot, but not in the chair, occupied by John Baines in the
-forties, and in the seventies and later by Samuel Povey. Constance
-had been alarmed by that frigidity. "I shall have a return of my
-sciatica!" she had exclaimed, and Sophia was startled by the
-apprehension in her tone. Before evening the sciatica had indeed
-revisited Constance's sciatic nerve, and Sophia for the first time
-gained an idea of what a pulsating sciatica can do in the way of
-torturing its victim. Constance, in addition to the sciatica, had
-caught a sneezing cold, and the act of sneezing caused her the
-most acute pain. Sophia had soon stopped the sneezing. Constance
-was got to bed. Sophia wished to summon the doctor, but Constance
-assured her that the doctor would have nothing new to advise.
-Constance suffered angelically. The weak and exquisite sweetness
-of her smile, as she lay in bed under the stress of twinging pain
-amid hot-water bottles, was amazing to Sophia. It made her think
-upon the reserves of Constance's character, and upon the variety
-of the manifestations of the Baines' blood.
-
-So on the Sunday morning she had arisen early, just after Amy.
-
-She discovered Constance to be a little better, as regards the
-neuralgia, but exhausted by the torments of a sleepless night.
-Sophia, though she had herself not slept well, felt somehow
-conscience-stricken for having slept at all.
-
-"You poor dear!" she murmured, brimming with sympathy. "I shall
-make you some tea at once, myself."
-
-"Oh, Amy will do it," said Constance.
-
-Sophia repeated with a resolute intonation: "I shall make it
-myself." And after being satisfied that there was no instant need
-for a renewal of hot-water bottles, she went further downstairs in
-those list slippers.
-
-As she was descending the dark kitchen steps she heard Amy's voice
-in pettish exclamation: "Oh, get out, YOU!" followed by a yelp
-from Fossette. She had a swift movement of anger, which she
-controlled. The relations between her and Fossette were not marked
-by transports, and her rule over dogs in general was severe; even
-when alone she very seldom kissed the animal passionately,
-according to the general habit of people owning dogs. But she
-loved Fossette. And, moreover, her love for Fossette had been
-lately sharpened by the ridicule which Bursley had showered upon
-that strange beast. Happily for Sophia's amour propre, there was
-no means of getting Fossette shaved in Bursley, and thus Fossette
-was daily growing less comic to the Bursley eye. Sophia could
-therefore without loss of dignity yield to force of circumstances
-what she would not have yielded to popular opinion. She guessed
-that Amy had no liking for the dog, but the accent which Amy had
-put upon the 'you' seemed to indicate that Amy was making
-distinctions between Fossette and Spot, and this disturbed Sophia
-much more than Fossette's yelp.
-
-Sophia coughed, and entered the kitchen.
-
-Spot was lapping his morning milk out of a saucer, while Fossette
-stood wistfully, an amorphous mass of thick hair, under the table.
-
-"Good morning, Amy," said Sophia, with dreadful politeness.
-
-"Good morning, m'm," said Amy, glumly.
-
-Amy knew that Sophia had heard that yelp, and Sophia knew that she
-knew. The pretence of politeness was horrible. Both the women felt
-as though the kitchen was sanded with gunpowder and there were
-lighted matches about. Sophia had a very proper grievance against
-Amy on account of the open door of the previous day. Sophia
-thought that, after such a sin, the least Amy could do was to show
-contrition and amiability and an anxiety to please: which things
-Amy had not shown. Amy had a grievance against Sophia because
-Sophia had recently thrust upon her a fresh method of cooking
-green vegetables. Amy was a strong opponent of new or foreign
-methods. Sophia was not aware of this grievance, for Amy had
-hidden it under her customary cringing politeness to Sophia.
-
-They surveyed each other like opposing armies.
-
-"What a pity you have no gas-stove here! I want to make some tea
-at once for Mrs. Povey," said Sophia, inspecting the just-born
-fire.
-
-"Gas-stove, m'm?" said Amy, hostilely. It was Sophia's list
-slippers which had finally decided Amy to drop the mask of
-deference.
-
-She made no effort to aid Sophia; she gave no indication as to
-where the various necessaries for tea were to be found. Sophia got
-the kettle, and washed it out. Sophia got the smallest tea-pot,
-and, as the tea-leaves had been left in it, she washed out the
-teapot also, with exaggerated noise and meticulousness. Sophia got
-the sugar and the other trifles, and Sophia blew up the fire with
-the bellows. And Amy did nothing in particular except encourage
-Spot to drink.
-
-"Is that all the milk you give to Fossette?" Sophia demanded
-coldly, when it had come to Fossette's turn. She was waiting for
-the water to boil. The saucer for the bigger dog, who would have
-made two of Spot, was not half full.
-
-"It's all there is to spare, m'm," Amy rasped.
-
-Sophia made no reply. Soon afterwards she departed, with the tea
-successfully made. If Amy had not been a mature woman of over
-forty she would have snorted as Sophia went away. But Amy was
-scarcely the ordinary silly girl.
-
-Save for a certain primness as she offered the tray to her sister,
-Sophia's demeanour gave no sign whatever that the Amazon in her
-was aroused. Constance's eager trembling pleasure in the tea
-touched her deeply, and she was exceedingly thankful that
-Constance had her, Sophia, as a succour in time of distress.
-
-A few minutes later, Constance, having first asked Sophia what
-time it was by the watch in the watch-case on the chest of drawers
-(the Swiss clock had long since ceased to work), pulled the red
-tassel of the bell-cord over her bed. A bell tinkled far away in
-the kitchen.
-
-"Anything I can do?" Sophia inquired.
-
-"Oh no, thanks," said Constance. "I only want my letters, if the
-postman has come. He ought to have been here long ago." Sophia had
-learned during her stay that Sunday morning was the morning on
-which Constance expected a letter from Cyril. It was a definite
-arrangement between mother and son that Cyril should write on
-Saturdays, and Constance on Sundays. Sophia knew that Constance
-set store by this letter, becoming more and more preoccupied about
-Cyril as the end of the week approached. Since Sophia's arrival
-Cyril's letter had not failed to come, but once it had been naught
-save a scribbled line or two, and Sophia gathered that it was
-never a certainty, and that Constance was accustomed, though not
-reconciled, to disappointments. Sophia had been allowed to read
-the letters. They left a faint impression on her mind that her
-favourite was perhaps somewhat negligent in his relations with his
-mother.
-
-There was no reply to the bell. Constance rang again without
-effect.
-
-With a brusque movement Sophia left the bedroom by way of Cyril's
-room.
-
-"Amy," she called over the banisters, "do you not hear your
-mistress's bell?"
-
-"I'm coming as quick as I can, m'm." The voice was still very
-glum.
-
-Sophia murmured something inarticulate, staying till assured that
-Amy really was coming, and then she passed back into Cyril's
-bedroom. She waited there, hesitant, not exactly on the watch, not
-exactly unwilling to assist at an interview between Amy and Amy's
-mistress; indeed, she could not have surely analyzed her motive
-for remaining in Cyril's bedroom, with the door ajar between that
-room and Constance's.
-
-Amy reluctantly mounted the stairs and went into her mistress's
-bedroom with her chin in the air. She thought that Sophia had gone
-up to the second storey, where she 'belonged.' She stood in
-silence by the bed, showing no sympathy with Constance, no
-curiosity as to the indisposition. She objected to Constance's
-attack of sciatica, as being a too permanent reproof of her
-carelessness as to doors.
-
-Constance also waited, for the fraction of a second, as if
-expectant.
-
-"Well, Amy," she said at length in her voice weakened by fatigue
-and pain. "The letters?"
-
-"There ain't no letters," said Amy, grimly. "You might have known,
-if there'd been any, I should have brought 'em up. Postman went
-past twenty minutes agone. I'm always being interrupted, and it
-isn't as if I hadn't got enough to do--now!"
-
-She turned to leave, and was pulling the door open.
-
-"Amy!" said a voice sharply. It was Sophia's.
-
-The servant jumped, and in spite of herself obeyed the implicit,
-imperious command to stop.
-
-"You will please not speak to your mistress in that tone, at any
-rate while I'm here," said Sophia, icily. "You know she is ill and
-weak. You ought to be ashamed of yourself."
-
-"I never---" Amy began.
-
-"I don't want to argue," Sophia said angrily. "Please leave the
-room."
-
-Amy obeyed. She was cowed, in addition to being staggered.
-
-To the persons involved in it, this episode was intensely
-dramatic. Sophia had surmised that Constance permitted liberties
-of speech to Amy; she had even guessed that Amy sometimes took
-licence to be rude. But that the relations between them were such
-as to allow the bullying of Constance by an Amy downright
-insolent--this had shocked and wounded Sophia, who suddenly had a
-vision of Constance as the victim of a reign of terror. "If the
-creature will do this while I'm here," said Sophia to herself,
-"what does she do when they are alone together in the house?"
-
-"Well," she exclaimed, "I never heard of such goings-on! And you
-let her talk to you in that style! My dear Constance!"
-
-Constance was sitting up in bed, the small tea-tray on her knees.
-Her eyes were moist. The tears had filled them when she knew that
-there was no letter. Ordinarily the failure of Cyril's letter
-would not have made her cry, but weakness had impaired her self-
-control. And the tears having once got into her eyes, she could
-not dismiss them. There they were!
-
-"She's been with me such a long time," Constance murmured. "She
-takes liberties. I've corrected her once or twice."
-
-"Liberties!" Sophia repeated the word. "Liberties!"
-
-"Of course I really ought not to allow it," said Constance. "I
-ought to have put a stop to it long since."
-
-"Well," said Sophia, rather relieved by this symptom of
-Constance's secret mind, "I do hope you won't think I'm
-meddlesome, but truly it was too much for me. The words were out
-of my mouth before I----" She stopped.
-
-"You were quite right, quite right," said Constance, seeing before
-her in the woman of fifty the passionate girl of fifteen.
-
-"I've had a good deal of experience of servants," said Sophia.
-
-"I know you have," Constance put in.
-
-"And I'm convinced that it never pays to stand any sauce. Servants
-don't understand kindness and forbearance. And this sort of thing
-grows and grows till you can't call your soul your own."
-
-"You are quite right," Constance said again, with even more
-positiveness.
-
-Not merely the conviction that Sophia was quite right, but the
-desire to assure Sophia that Sophia was not meddlesome, gave force
-to her utterance. Amy's allusion to extra work shamed Amy's
-mistress as a hostess, and she was bound to make amends.
-
-"Now as to that woman," said Sophia in a lower voice, as she sat
-down confidentially on the edge of the bed. And she told Constance
-about Amy and the dogs, and about Amy's rudeness in the kitchen.
-"I should never have DREAMT of mentioning such things," she
-finished. "But under the circumstances I feel it right that you
-should know. I feel you ought to know."
-
-And Constance nodded her head in thorough agreement. She did not
-trouble to go into articulate apologies to her guest for the
-actual misdeeds of her servant. The sisters were now on a plane of
-intimacy where such apologies would have been supererogatory.
-Their voices fell lower and lower, and the case of Amy was laid
-bare and discussed to the minutest detail.
-
-Gradually they realized that what had occurred was a crisis. They
-were both very excited, apprehensive, and rather too consciously
-defiant. At the same time they were drawn very close to each
-other, by Sophia's generous indignation and by Constance's
-absolute loyalty.
-
-A long time passed before Constance said, thinking about something
-else:
-
-"I expect it's been delayed in the post."
-
-"Cyril's letter? Oh, no doubt! If you knew the posts in France, my
-word!"
-
-Then they determined, with little sighs, to face the crisis
-cheerfully.
-
-In truth it was a crisis, and a great one. The sensation of the
-crisis affected the atmosphere of the entire house. Constance got
-up for tea and managed to walk to the drawing-room. And when
-Sophia, after an absence in her own room, came down to tea and
-found the tea all served, Constance whispered:
-
-"She's given notice! And Sunday too!"
-
-"What did she say?"
-
-"She didn't say much," Constance replied vaguely, hiding from
-Sophia that Amy had harped on the too great profusion of
-mistresses in that house. "After all, it's just as well. She'll be
-all right. She's saved a good bit of money, and she has friends."
-
-"But how foolish of her to give up such a good place!"
-
-"She simply doesn't care," said Constance, who was a little hurt
-by Amy's defection. "When she takes a thing into her head she
-simply doesn't care. She's got no common sense. I've always known
-that."
-
-"So you're going to leave, Amy?" said Sophia that evening, as Amy
-was passing through the parlour on her way to bed. Constance was
-already arranged for the night.
-
-"I am, m'm," answered Amy, precisely.
-
-Her tone was not rude, but it was firm. She had apparently
-reconnoitred her position in calmness.
-
-"I'm sorry I was obliged to correct you this morning," said
-Sophia, with cheerful amicableness, pleased in spite of herself
-with the woman's tone. "But I think you will see that I had reason
-to."
-
-"I've been thinking it over, m'm," said Amy, with dignity, "and I
-see as I must leave."
-
-There was a pause.
-
-"Well, you know best. ... Good night, Amy."
-
-"Good night, m'm."
-
-"She's a decent woman," thought Sophia, "but hopeless for this
-place now."
-
-The sisters were fronted with the fact that Constance had a month
-in which to find a new servant, and that a new servant would have
-to be trained in well-doing and might easily prove disastrous.
-Both Constance and Amy were profoundly disturbed by the
-prospective dissolution of a bond which dated from the seventies.
-And both were decided that there was no alternative to the
-dissolution. Outsiders knew merely that Mrs. Povey's old servant
-was leaving. Outsiders merely saw Mrs. Povey's advertisement in
-the Signal for a new servant. They could not read hearts. Some of
-the younger generation even said superiorly that old-fashioned
-women like Mrs. Povey seemed to have servants on the brain, etc.,
-etc.
-
-II
-
-"Well, have you got your letter?" Sophia demanded cheerfully of
-Constance when she entered the bedroom the next morning.
-
-Constance merely shook her head. She was very depressed. Sophia's
-cheerfulness died out. As she hated to be insincerely optimistic,
-she said nothing. Otherwise she might have remarked: "Perhaps the
-afternoon post will bring it." Gloom reigned. To Constance
-particularly, as Amy had given notice and as Cyril was 'remiss,'
-it seemed really that the time was out of joint and life unworth
-living. Even the presence of Sophia did not bring her much
-comfort. Immediately Sophia left the room Constance's sciatica
-began to return, and in a severe form. She had regretted this,
-less for the pain than because she had just assured Sophia, quite
-honestly, that she was not suffering; Sophia had been sceptical.
-After that it was of course imperative that Constance should get
-up as usual. She had said that she would get up as usual. Besides,
-there was the immense enterprise of obtaining a new servant!
-Worries loomed mountainous. Suppose Cyril were dangerously ill,
-and unable to write! Suppose something had happened to him!
-Supposing she never did obtain a new servant!
-
-Sophia, up in her room, was endeavouring to be philosophical, and
-to see the world brightly. She was saying to herself that she must
-take Constance in hand, that what Constance lacked was energy,
-that Constance must be stirred out of her groove. And in the
-cavernous kitchen Amy, preparing the nine-o'clock breakfast, was
-meditating upon the ingratitude of employers and wondering what
-the future held for her. She had a widowed mother in the
-picturesque village of Sneyd, where the mortal and immortal
-welfare of every inhabitant was watched over by God's vicegerent,
-the busy Countess of Chell; she possessed about two hundred pounds
-of her own; her mother for years had been begging Amy to share her
-home free of expense. But nevertheless Amy's mind was black with
-foreboding and vague dejection. The house was a house of sorrow,
-and these three women, each solitary, the devotees of sorrow. And
-the two dogs wandered disconsolate up and down, aware of the
-necessity for circumspection, never guessing that the highly
-peculiar state of the atmosphere had been brought about by nothing
-but a half-shut door and an incorrect tone.
-
-As Sophia, fully dressed this time, was descending to breakfast,
-she heard Constance's voice, feebly calling her, and found the
-convalescent still in bed. The truth could not be concealed.
-Constance was once more in great pain, and her moral condition was
-not favourable to fortitude.
-
-"I wish you had told me, to begin with," Sophia could not help
-saying, "then I should have known what to do."
-
-Constance did not defend herself by saying that the pain had only
-recurred since their first interview that morning. She just wept.
-
-"I'm very low!" she blubbered.
-
-Sophia was surprised. She felt that this was not 'being a Baines.'
-
-During the progress of that interminable April morning, her
-acquaintance with the possibilities of sciatica as an agent
-destructive of moral fibre was further increased. Constance had no
-force at all to resist its activity. The sweetness of her
-resignation seemed to melt into nullity. She held to it that the
-doctor could do nothing for her.
-
-About noon, when Sophia was moving anxiously around her, she
-suddenly screamed.
-
-"I feel as if my leg was going to burst!" she cried.
-
-That decided Sophia. As soon as Constance was a little easier she
-went downstairs to Amy.
-
-"Amy," she said, "it's a Doctor Stirling that your mistress has
-when she's ill, isn't it?"
-
-"Yes, m'm."
-
-"Where is his surgery?"
-
-"Well, m'm, he did live just opposite, with Dr. Harrop, but
-latterly he's gone to live at Bleakridge."
-
-"I wish you would put your things on, and run up there and ask him
-to call as soon as he can."
-
-"I will, m'm," said Amy, with the greatest willingness. "I thought
-I heard missis cry out." She was not effusive. She was better than
-effusive: kindly and helpful with a certain reserve.
-
-"There's something about that woman I like," said Sophia, to
-herself. For a proved fool, Amy was indeed holding her own rather
-well.
-
-Dr. Stirling drove down about two o'clock. He had now been
-established in the Five Towns for more than a decade, and the
-stamp of success was on his brow and on the proud forehead of his
-trotting horse. He had, in the phrase of the Signal, 'identified
-himself with the local life of the district.' He was liked, being
-a man of broad sympathies. In his rich Scotch accent he could
-discuss with equal ability the flavour of whisky or of a sermon,
-and he had more than sufficient tact never to discuss either
-whiskies or sermons in the wrong place. He had made a speech
-(responding for the learned professions) at the annual dinner of
-the Society for the Prosecution of Felons, and this speech (in
-which praise of red wine was rendered innocuous by praise of
-books--his fine library was notorious) had classed him as a wit
-with the American consul, whose post-prandial manner was modelled
-on Mark Twain's. He was thirty-five years of age, tall and
-stoutish, with a chubby boyish face that the razor left chiefly
-blue every morning.
-
-The immediate effect of his arrival on Constance was miraculous.
-His presence almost cured her for a moment, just as though her
-malady had been toothache and he a dentist. Then, when he had
-finished his examination, the pain resumed its sway over her.
-
-In talking to her and to Sophia, he listened very seriously to all
-that they said; he seemed to regard the case as the one case that
-had ever aroused his genuine professional interest; but as it
-unfolded itself, in all its difficulty and urgency, so he seemed,
-in his mind, to be discovering wondrous ways of dealing with it;
-these mysterious discoveries seemed to give him confidence, and
-his confidence was communicated to the patient by means of faint
-sallies of humour. He was a highly skilled doctor. This fact,
-however, had no share in his popularity; which was due solely to
-his rare gift of taking a case very seriously while remaining
-cheerful.
-
-He said he would return in a quarter of an hour, and he returned
-in thirteen minutes with a hypodermic syringe, with which he
-attacked the pain in its central strongholds.
-
-"What is it?" asked Constance, breathing gratitude for the relief.
-
-He paused, looking at her roguishly from under lowered eyelids.
-
-"I'd better not tell ye," he said. "It might lead ye into
-mischief."
-
-"Oh, but you must tell me, doctor," Constance insisted, anxious
-that he should live up to his reputation for Sophia's benefit.
-
-"It's hydrochloride of cocaine," he said, and lifted a finger.
-"Beware of the cocaine habit. It's ruined many a respectable
-family. But if I hadn't had a certain amount of confidence in yer
-strength of character, Mrs. Povey, I wouldn't have risked it."
-
-"He will have his joke, will the doctor!" Constance smiled, in a
-brighter world.
-
-He said he should come again about half-past five, and he arrived
-about half-past six, and injected more cocaine. The special
-importance of the case was thereby established. On this second
-visit, he and Sophia soon grew rather friendly. When she conducted
-him downstairs again he stopped chatting with her in the parlour
-for a long time, as though he had nothing else on earth to do,
-while his coachman walked the horse to and fro in front of the
-door.
-
-His attitude to her flattered Sophia, for it showed that he took
-her for no ordinary woman. It implied a continual assumption that
-she must be a mine of interest for any one who was privileged to
-delve into her memory. So far, among Constance's acquaintance,
-Sophia had met no one who showed more than a perfunctory curiosity
-as to her life. Her return was accepted with indifference. Her
-escapade of thirty years ago had entirely lost its dramatic
-quality. Many people indeed had never heard that she had run away
-from home to marry a commercial traveller; and to those who
-remembered, or had been told, it seemed a sufficiently banal
-exploit--after thirty years! Her fear, and Constance's, that the
-town would be murmurous with gossip was ludicrously unfounded. The
-effect of time was such that even Mr. Critchlow appeared to have
-forgotten even that she had been indirectly responsible for her
-father's death. She had nearly forgotten it herself; when she
-happened to think of it she felt no shame, no remorse, seeing the
-death as purely accidental, and not altogether unfortunate. On two
-points only was the town inquisitive: as to her husband, and as to
-the precise figure at which she had sold the pension. The town
-knew that she was probably not a widow, for she had been obliged
-to tell Mr. Critchlow, and Mr. Critchlow in some hour of
-tenderness had told Maria. But nobody had dared to mention the
-name of Gerald Scales to her. With her fashionable clothes, her
-striking mien of command, and the legend of her wealth, she
-inspired respect, if not awe, in the townsfolk. In the doctor's
-attitude there was something of amaze; she felt it. Though the
-dull apathy of the people she had hitherto met was assuredly not
-without its advantageous side for her tranquillity of mind, it had
-touched her vanity, and the gaze of the doctor soothed the smart.
-He had so obviously divined her interestingness; he so obviously
-wanted to enjoy it.
-
-"I've just been reading Zola's 'Downfall,'" he said.
-
-Her mind searched backwards, and recalled a poster.
-
-"Oh!" she replied. "'La Debacle'?"
-
-"Yes. What do ye think of it?" His eyes lighted at the prospect of
-a talk. He was even pleased to hear her give him the title in
-French.
-
-"I haven't read it," she said, and she was momentarily sorry that
-she had not read it, for she could see that he was dashed. The
-doctor had supposed that residence in a foreign country involved a
-knowledge of the literature of that country. Yet he had never
-supposed that residence in England involved a knowledge of English
-literature. Sophia had read practically nothing since 1870; for
-her the latest author was Cherbuliez. Moreover, her impression of
-Zola was that he was not at all nice, and that he was the enemy of
-his race, though at that date the world had scarcely heard of
-Dreyfus. Dr. Stirling had too hastily assumed that the opinions of
-the bourgeois upon art differ in different countries.
-
-"And ye actually were in the siege of Paris?" he questioned,
-trying again.
-
-"Yes."
-
-"AND the commune?"
-
-"Yes, the commune too."
-
-"Well!" he exclaimed. "It's incredible! When I was reading the
-'Downfall' the night before last, I said to myself that you must
-have been through a lot of all that. I didn't know I was going to
-have the pleasure of a chat with ye so soon."
-
-She smiled. "But how did you know I was in the siege of Paris?"
-she asked, curious.
-
-"How do I know? I know because I've seen that birthday card ye
-sent to Mrs. Povey in 1871, after it was over. It's one of her
-possessions, that card is. She showed it me one day when she told
-me ye were coming."
-
-Sophia started. She had quite forgotten that card. It had not
-occurred to her that Constance would have treasured all those
-cards that she had despatched during the early years of her exile.
-She responded as well as she could to his eagerness for personal
-details concerning the siege and the commune. He might have been
-disappointed at the prose of her answers, had he not been
-determined not to be disappointed.
-
-"Ye seem to have taken it all very quietly," he observed.
-
-"Eh yes!" she agreed, not without pride. "But it's a long time
-since."
-
-Those events, as they existed in her memory, scarcely warranted
-the tremendous fuss subsequently made about them. What were they,
-after all? Such was her secret thought. Chirac himself was now
-nothing but a faint shadow. Still, were the estimate of those
-events true or false, she was a woman who had been through them,
-and Dr. Stirling's high appreciation of that fact was very
-pleasant to her. Their friendliness approached intimacy. Night had
-fallen. Outside could be heard the champing of a bit.
-
-"I must be getting on," he said at last; but he did not move.
-
-"Then there is nothing else I am to do for my sister?" Sophia
-inquired.
-
-"I don't think so," said he. "It isn't a question of medicine."
-
-"Then what is it a question of?" Sophia demanded bluntly.
-
-"Nerves," he said. "It's nearly all nerves. I know something about
-Mrs. Povey's constitution now, and I was hoping that your visit
-would do her good."
-
-"She's been quite well--I mean what you may call quite well--until
-the day before yesterday, when she sat in that draught. She was
-better last night, and then this morning I find her ever so much
-worse."
-
-"No worries?" The doctor looked at her confidentially.
-
-"What CAN she have in the way of worries?" exclaimed Sophia.
-"That's to say--real worries."
-
-"Exactly!" the doctor agreed.
-
-"I tell her she doesn't know what worry is," said Sophia.
-
-"So do I!" said the doctor, his eyes twinkling.
-
-"She was a little upset because she didn't receive her usual
-Sunday letter from Cyril yesterday. But then she was weak and
-low."
-
-"Clever youth, Cyril!" mused the doctor.
-
-"I think he's a particularly nice boy," said Sophia, eagerly,
-
-"So you've seen him?"
-
-"Of course," said Sophia, rather stiffly. Did the doctor suppose
-that she did not know her own nephew? She went back to the subject
-of her sister. "She is also a little bothered, I think, because
-the servant is going to leave."
-
-"Oh! So Amy is going to leave, is she?" He spoke still lower.
-"Between you and me, it's no bad thing."
-
-"I'm so glad you think so."
-
-"In another few years the servant would have been the mistress
-here. One can see these things coming on, but it's so difficult to
-do anything. In fact ye can't do anything."
-
-"I did something," said Sophia, sharply. "I told the woman
-straight that it shouldn't go on while I was in the house. I
-didn't suspect it at first--but when I found it out ... I can tell
-you!" She let the doctor imagine what she could tell him.
-
-He smiled. "No," he said. "I can easily understand that ye didn't
-suspect anything at first. When she's well and bright Mrs. Povey
-could hold her own--so I'm told. But it was certainly slowly
-getting worse."
-
-"Then people talk about it?" said Sophia, shocked.
-
-"As a native of Bursley, Mrs. Scales," said the doctor, "ye ought
-to know what people in Bursley do!" Sophia put her lips together.
-The doctor rose, smoothing his waistcoat. "What does she bother
-with servants at all for?" he burst out. "She's perfectly free.
-She hasn't got a care in the world, if she only knew it. Why
-doesn't she go out and about, and enjoy herself? She wants
-stirring up, that's what your sister wants."
-
-"You're quite right," Sophia burst out in her turn. "That's
-precisely what I say to myself; precisely! I was thinking it over
-only this morning. She wants stirring up. She's got into a rut."
-
-"She needs to be jolly. Why doesn't she go to some seaside place,
-and live in a hotel, and enjoy herself? Is there anything to
-prevent her?"
-
-"Nothing whatever."
-
-"Instead of being dependent on a servant! I believe in enjoying
-one's self--when ye've got the money to do it with! Can ye imagine
-anybody living in Bursley, for pleasure? And especially in St.
-Luke's Square, right in the thick of it all! Smoke! Dirt! No air!
-No light! No scenery! No amusements! What does she do it for?
-She's in a rut."
-
-"Yes, she's in a rut," Sophia repeated her own phrase, which he
-had copied.
-
-"My word!" said the doctor. "Wouldn't I clear out and enjoy myself
-if I could! Your sister's a young woman."
-
-"Of course she is!" Sophia concurred, feeling that she herself was
-even younger. "Of course she is!"
-
-"And except that she's nervously organized, and has certain
-predispositions, there's nothing the matter with her. This
-sciatica--I don't say it would be cured, but it might be, by a
-complete change and throwing off all these ridiculous worries. Not
-only does she live in the most depressing conditions, but she
-suffers tortures for it, and there's absolutely no need for her to
-be here at all."
-
-"Doctor," said Sophia, solemnly, impressed, "you are quite right.
-I agree with every word you say."
-
-"Naturally she's attached to the place," he continued, glancing
-round the room. "I know all about that. After living here all her
-life! But she's got to break herself of her attachment. It's her
-duty to do so. She ought to show a little energy. I'm deeply
-attached to my bed in the morning, but I have to leave it."
-
-"Of course," said Sophia, in an impatient tone, as though
-disgusted with every person who could not perceive, or would not
-subscribe to, these obvious truths that the doctor was uttering.
-"Of course!"
-
-"What she needs is the bustle of life in a good hotel, a good
-hydro, for instance. Among jolly people. Parties! Games!
-Excursions! She wouldn't be the same woman. You'd see. Wouldn't I
-do it, if I could? Strathpeffer. She'd soon forget her sciatica. I
-don't know what Mrs. Povey's annual income is, but I expect that
-if she took it into her head to live in the dearest hotel in
-England, there would be no reason why she shouldn't."
-
-Sophia lifted her head and smiled in calm amusement. "I expect
-so," she said superiorly.
-
-"A hotel--that's the life. No worries. If ye want anything ye ring
-a bell. If a waiter gives notice, it's some one else who has the
-worry, not you. But you know all about that, Mrs. Scales."
-
-"No one better," murmured Sophia.
-
-"Good evening," he said abruptly, sticking out his hand. "I'll be
-down in the morning."
-
-"Did you ever mention this to my sister?" Sophia asked him,
-rising.
-
-"Yes," said he. "But it's no use. Oh yes, I've told her. But she
-does really think it's quite impossible. She wouldn't even hear of
-going to live in London with her beloved son. She won't listen."
-
-"I never thought of that," said Sophia. "Good night."
-
-Their hand-grasp was very intimate and mutually comprehending. He
-was pleased by the quick responsiveness of her temperament, and
-the masterful vigour which occasionally flashed out in her
-replies. He noticed the hardly perceptible distortion of her
-handsome, worn face, and he said to himself: "She's been through a
-thing or two," and: "She'll have to mind her p's and q's." Sophia
-was pleased because he admired her, and because with her he
-dropped his bedside jocularities, and talked plainly as a sensible
-man will talk when he meets an uncommonly wise woman, and because
-he echoed and amplified her own thoughts. She honoured him by
-standing at the door till he had driven off.
-
-For a few moments she mused solitary in the parlour, and then,
-lowering the gas, she went upstairs to her sister, who lay in the
-dark. Sophia struck a match.
-
-"You've been having quite a long chat with the doctor," said
-Constance. "He's very good company, isn't he? What did he talk
-about this time?"
-
-"He wanted to know about Paris and so on," Sophia answered.
-
-"Oh! I believe he's a rare student."
-
-Lying there in the dark, the simple Constance never suspected that
-those two active and strenuous ones had been arranging her life
-for her, so that she should be jolly and live for twenty years
-yet. She did not suspect that she had been tried and found guilty
-of sinful attachments, and of being in a rut, and of lacking the
-elements of ordinary sagacity. It had not occurred to her that if
-she was worried and ill, the reason was to be found in her own
-blind and stupid obstinacy. She had thought herself a fairly
-sensible kind of creature.
-
-III
-
-The sisters had an early supper together in Constance's bedroom.
-Constance was much easier. Having a fancy that a little movement
-would be beneficial, she had even got up for a few moments and
-moved about the room. Now she sat ensconced in pillows. A fire
-burned in the old-fashioned ineffectual grate. From the Sun Vaults
-opposite came the sound of a phonograph singing an invitation to
-God to save its gracious queen. This phonograph was a wonderful
-novelty, and filled the Sun nightly. For a few evenings it had
-interested the sisters, in spite of themselves, but they had soon
-sickened of it and loathed it. Sophia became more and more
-obsessed by the monstrous absurdity of the simple fact that she
-and Constance were there, in that dark inconvenient house, wearied
-by the gaiety of public-houses, blackened by smoke, surrounded by
-mud, instead of being luxuriously installed in a beautiful
-climate, amid scenes of beauty and white cleanliness. Secretly she
-became more and more indignant.
-
-Amy entered, bearing a letter in her coarse hand. As Amy
-unceremoniously handed the letter to Constance, Sophia thought:
-"If she was my servant she would hand letters on a tray." (An
-advertisement had already been sent to the Signal.)
-
-Constance took the letter trembling. "Here it is at last," she
-cried.
-
-When she had put on her spectacles and read it, she exclaimed:
-
-"Bless us! Here's news! He's coming down! That's why he didn't
-write on Saturday as usual."
-
-She gave the letter to Sophia to read. It ran--
-
-"Sunday midnight.
-
-"DEAR MOTHER,
-
-"Just a line to say I am coming down to Bursley on Wednesday, on
-business with Peels. I shall get to Knype at 5.28, and take the
-Loop. I've been very busy, and as I was coming down I didn't write
-on Saturday. I hope you didn't worry. Love to yourself and Aunt
-Sophia.
-
-"Yours, C."
-
-"I must send him a line," said Constance, excitedly.
-
-"What? To-night?"
-
-"Yes. Amy can easily catch the last post with it. Otherwise he
-won't know that I've got his letter."
-
-She rang the bell.
-
-Sophia thought: "His coming down is really no excuse for his not
-writing on Saturday. How could she guess that he was coming down?
-I shall have to put in a little word to that young man. I wonder
-Constance is so blind. She is quite satisfied now that his letter
-has come." On behalf of the elder generation she rather resented
-Constance's eagerness to write in answer.
-
-But Constance was not so blind. Constance thought exactly as
-Sophia thought. In her heart she did not at all justify or excuse
-Cyril. She remembered separately almost every instance of his
-carelessness in her regard. "Hope I didn't worry, indeed!" she
-said to herself with a faint touch of bitterness, apropos of the
-phrase in his letter.
-
-Nevertheless she insisted on writing at once. And Amy had to bring
-the writing materials.
-
-"Mr. Cyril is coming down on Wednesday," she said to Amy with
-great dignity.
-
-Amy's stony calmness was shaken, for Mr. Cyril was a great deal to
-Amy. Amy wondered how she would be able to look Mr. Cyril in the
-face when he knew that she had given notice.
-
-In the middle of writing, on her knee, Constance looked up at
-Sophia, and said, as though defending herself against an
-accusation: "I didn't write to him yesterday, you know, or to-
-day."
-
-"No," Sophia murmured assentingly.
-
-Constance rang the bell yet again, and Amy was sent out to the
-post.
-
-Soon afterwards the bell was rung for a fourth time, and not
-answered.
-
-"I suppose she hasn't come back yet. But I thought I heard the
-door. What a long time she is!"
-
-"What do you want?" Sophia asked.
-
-"I just want to speak to her," said Constance.
-
-When the bell had been rung seven or eight times, Amy at length
-re-appeared, somewhat breathless.
-
-"Amy," said Constance, "let me examine those sheets, will you?"
-
-"Yes'm," said Amy, apparently knowing what sheets, of all the
-various and multitudinous sheets in that house.
-
-"And the pillow-cases," Constance added as Amy left the room.
-
-So it continued. The next day the fever heightened. Constance was
-up early, before Sophia, and trotting about the house like a girl.
-Immediately after breakfast Cyril's bedroom was invested and
-revolutionized; not till evening was order restored in that
-chamber. And on the Wednesday morning it had to be dusted afresh.
-Sophia watched the preparations, and the increasing agitation of
-Constance's demeanour, with an astonishment which she had real
-difficulty in concealing. "Is the woman absolutely mad?" she asked
-herself. The spectacle was ludicrous: or it seemed so to Sophia,
-whose career had not embraced much experience of mothers. It was
-not as if the manifestations of Constance's anxiety were dignified
-or original or splendid. They were just silly, ordinary
-fussinesses; they had no sense in them. Sophia was very careful to
-make no observation. She felt that before she and Constance were
-very much older she had a very great deal to do, and that a subtle
-diplomacy and wary tactics would be necessary. Moreover,
-Constance's angelic temper was slightly affected by the strain of
-expectation. She had a tendency to rasp. After the high-tea was
-set she suddenly sprang on to the sofa and lifted down the 'Stag
-at Eve' engraving. The dust on the top of the frame incensed her.
-
-"What are you going to do?" Sophia asked, in a final marvel.
-
-"I'm going to change it with that one," said Constance, pointing
-to another engraving opposite the fireplace. "He said the effect
-would be very much better if they were changed. And his lordship
-is very particular."
-
-Constance did not go to Bursley station to meet her son. She
-explained that it upset her to do so, and that also Cyril
-preferred her not to come.
-
-"Suppose I go to meet him," said Sophia, at half-past five. The
-idea had visited her suddenly. She thought: "Then I could talk to
-him before any one else."
-
-"Oh, do!" Constance agreed.
-
-Sophia put her things on with remarkable expedition. She arrived
-at the station a minute before the train came in. Only a few
-persons emerged from the train, and Cyril was not among them. A
-porter said that there was not supposed to be any connection
-between the Loop Line trains and the main line expresses, and that
-probably the express had missed the Loop. She waited thirty-five
-minutes for the next Loop, and Cyril did not emerge from that
-train either.
-
-Constance opened the front-door to her, and showed a telegram--
-
-"Sorry prevented last moment. Writing. CYRIL."
-
-Sophia had known it. Somehow she had known that it was useless to
-wait for the second train. Constance was silent and calm; Sophia
-also.
-
-"What a shame! What a shame!" thumped Sophia's heart.
-
-It was the most ordinary episode. But beneath her calm she was
-furious against her favourite. She hesitated.
-
-"I'm just going out a minute," she said.
-
-"Where?" asked Constance. "Hadn't we better have tea? I suppose we
-must have tea."
-
-"I shan't be long. I want to buy something."
-
-Sophia went to the post-office and despatched a telegram. Then,
-partially eased, she returned to the arid and painful desolation
-of the house.
-
-IV
-
-The next evening Cyril sat at the tea-table in the parlour with
-his mother and his aunt. To Constance his presence there had
-something of the miraculous in it. He had come, after all! Sophia
-was in a rich robe, and for ornament wore an old silver-gilt neck-
-chain, which was clasped at the throat, and fell in double to her
-waist, where it was caught in her belt. This chain interested
-Cyril. He referred to it once or twice, and then he said: "Just
-let me have a LOOK at that chain," and put out his hand; and
-Sophia leaned forward so that he could handle it. His fingers
-played with it thus for some seconds; the picture strikingly
-affected Constance. At length he dropped it, and said: "H'm!"
-After a pause he said: "Louis Sixteenth, eh?" and Sophia said:
-
-"They told me so. But it's nothing; it only cost thirty francs,
-you know." And Cyril took her up sharply:
-
-"What does that matter?" Then after another pause he asked: "How
-often do you break a link of it?"
-
-"Oh, often," she said. "It's always getting shorter."
-
-And he murmured mysteriously: "H'm!"
-
-He was still mysterious, withdrawn within himself extraordinarily
-uninterested in his physical surroundings. But that evening he
-talked more than he usually did. He was benevolent, and showed a
-particular benevolence towards his mother, apparently exerting
-himself to answer her questions with fullness and heartiness, as
-though admitting frankly her right to be curious. He praised the
-tea; he seemed to notice what he was eating. He took Spot on his
-knee, and gazed in admiration at Fossette.
-
-"By Jove!" he said, "that's a dog, that is! ... All the same. ...
-" And he burst out laughing.
-
-"I won't have Fossette laughed at," Sophia warned him.
-
-"No, seriously," he said, in his quality of an amateur of dogs;
-"she is very fine." Even then he could not help adding: "What you
-can see of her!"
-
-Whereupon Sophia shook her head, deprecating such wit. Sophia was
-very lenient towards him. Her leniency could be perceived in her
-eyes, which followed his movements all the time. "Do you think he
-is like me, Constance?" she asked.
-
-"I wish I was half as good-looking," said Cyril, quickly; and
-Constance said:
-
-"As a baby he was very like you. He was a handsome baby. He wasn't
-at all like you when he was at school. These last few years he's
-begun to be like you again. He's very much changed since he left
-school; he was rather heavy and clumsy then."
-
-"Heavy and clumsy!" exclaimed Sophia. "Well, I should never have
-believed it!"
-
-"Oh, but he was!" Constance insisted.
-
-"Now, mater," said Cyril, "it's a pity you don't want that cake
-cutting into. I think I could have eaten a bit of that cake. But
-of course if it's only for show ...!"
-
-Constance sprang up, seizing a knife.
-
-"You shouldn't tease your mother," Sophia told him. "He doesn't
-really want any, Constance; he's regularly stuffed himself."
-
-And Cyril agreed, "No, no, mater, don't cut it; I really couldn't.
-I was only gassing."
-
-But Constance could never clearly see through humour of that sort.
-She cut three slices of cake, and she held the plate towards
-Cyril.
-
-"I tell you I really couldn't!" he protested.
-
-"Come!" she said obstinately. "I'm waiting! How much longer must I
-hold this plate?"
-
-And he had to take a slice. So had Sophia. When she was roused,
-they both of them had to yield to Constance.
-
-With the dogs, and the splendour of the tea-table under the gas,
-and the distinction of Sophia and Cyril, and the conversation,
-which on the whole was gay and free, rising at times to jolly
-garrulity, the scene in her parlour ought surely to have satisfied
-Constance utterly. She ought to have been quite happy, as her
-sciatica had raised the siege for a space. But she was not quite
-happy. The circumstances of Cyril's arrival had disturbed her;
-they had in fact wounded her, though she would scarcely admit the
-wound. In the morning she had received a brief letter from Cyril
-to say that he had not been able to come, and vaguely promising,
-or half-promising, to run down at a later date. That letter had
-the cardinal defects of all Cyril's relations with his mother; it
-was casual, and it was not candid. It gave no hint of the nature
-of the obstacle which had prevented him from coming. Cyril had
-always been too secretive. She was gravely depressed by the
-letter, which she did not show to Sophia, because it impaired her
-dignity as a mother, and displayed her son in a bad light. Then
-about eleven o'clock a telegram had come for Sophia.
-
-"That's all right," Sophia had said, on reading it. "He'll be here
-this evening!" And she had handed over the telegram, which read--
-
-"Very well. Will come same train to-day."
-
-And Constance learned that when Sophia had rushed out just before
-tea on the previous evening, it was to telegraph to Cyril.
-
-"What did you say to him?" Constance asked.
-
-"Oh!" said Sophia, with a careless air, "I told him I thought he
-ought to come. After all, you're more important than any business,
-Constance! And I don't like him behaving like that. I was
-determined he should come!"
-
-Sophia had tossed her proud head.
-
-Constance had pretended to be pleased and grateful. But the
-existence of a wound was incontestable. Sophia, then, could do
-more with Cyril than she could! Sophia had only met him once, and
-could simply twist him round her little finger. He would never
-have done so much for his mother. A fine sort of an obstacle it
-must have been, if a single telegram from Sophia could overcome it
-...! And Sophia, too, was secretive. She had gone out and had
-telegraphed, and had not breathed a word until she got the reply,
-sixteen hours later. She was secretive, and Cyril was secretive.
-They resembled one another. They had taken to one another. But
-Sophia was a curious mixture. When Constance had asked her if she
-should go to the station again to meet Cyril, she had replied
-scornfully: "No, indeed! I've done going to meet Cyril. People who
-don't arrive must not expect to be met."
-
-When Cyril drove up to the door, Sophia had been in attendance.
-She hurried down the steps. "Don't say anything about my
-telegram," she had rapidly whispered to Cyril; there was no time
-for further explanation. Constance was at the top of the steps.
-Constance had not heard the whisper, but she had seen it; and she
-saw a guilty, puzzled look on Cyril's face, afterwards an
-ineffectively concealed conspiratorial look on both their faces.
-They had 'something between them,' from which she, the mother, was
-shut out! Was it not natural that she should be wounded? She was
-far too proud to mention the telegrams. And as neither Cyril nor
-Sophia mentioned them, the circumstances leading to Cyril's change
-of plan were not referred to at all, which was very curious. Then
-Cyril was more sociable than he had ever been; he was different,
-under his aunt's gaze. Certainly he treated his mother
-faultlessly. But Constance said to herself: "It is because she is
-here that he is so specially nice to me."
-
-When tea was finished and they were going upstairs to the drawing-
-room, she asked him, with her eye on the 'Stag at Eve' engraving:
-
-"Well, is it a success?"
-
-"What?" His eye followed hers. "Oh, you've changed it! What did
-you do that for, mater?"
-
-"You said it would be better like that," she reminded him.
-
-"Did I?" He seemed genuinely surprised. "I don't remember. I
-believe it is better, though," he added. "It might be even better
-still if you turned it the other way up."
-
-He pulled a face to Sophia, and screwed up his shoulders, as if to
-indicate: "I've done it, this time!"
-
-"How? The other way up?" Constance queried. Then as she
-comprehended that he was teasing her, she said: "Get away with
-you!" and pretended to box his ears. "You were fond enough of that
-picture at one time!" she said ironically.
-
-"Yes, I was, mater," he submissively agreed. "There's no getting
-over that." And he pressed her cheeks between his hands and kissed
-her.
-
-In the drawing-room he smoked cigarettes and played the piano--
-waltzes of his own composition. Constance and Sophia did not
-entirely comprehend those waltzes. But they agreed that all were
-wonderful and that one was very pretty indeed. (It soothed
-Constance that Sophia's opinion coincided with hers.) He said that
-that waltz was the worst of the lot. When he had finished with the
-piano, Constance informed him about Amy. "Oh! She told me," he
-said, "when she brought me my water. I didn't mention it because I
-thought it would be rather a sore subject." Beneath the casualness
-of his tone there lurked a certain curiosity, a willingness to
-hear details. He heard them.
-
-At five minutes to ten, when Constance had yawned, he threw a bomb
-among them on the hearthrug.
-
-"Well," he said, "I've got an appointment with Matthew at the
-Conservative Club at ten o'clock. I must go. Don't wait up for
-me."
-
-Both women protested, Sophia the more vivaciously. It was Sophia
-now who was wounded.
-
-"It's business," he said, defending himself. "He's going away
-early to-morrow, and it's my only chance." And as Constance did
-not brighten he went on: "Business has to be attended to. You
-mustn't think I've got nothing to do but enjoy myself."
-
-No hint of the nature of the business! He never explained. As to
-business, Constance knew only that she allowed him three hundred a
-year, and paid his local tailor. The sum had at first seemed to
-her enormous, but she had grown accustomed to it.
-
-"I should have preferred you to see Mr. Peel-Swynnerton here,"
-said Constance. "You could have had a room to yourselves. I do not
-like you going out at ten o'clock at night to a club."
-
-"Well, good night, mater," he said, getting up. "See you to-
-morrow. I shall take the key out of the door. It's true my pocket
-will never be the same again."
-
-Sophia saw Constance into bed, and provided her with two hot-water
-bottles against sciatica. They did not talk much.
-
-V
-
-Sophia sat waiting on the sofa in the parlour. It appeared to her
-that, though little more than a month had elapsed since her
-arrival in Bursley, she had already acquired a new set of
-interests and anxieties. Paris and her life there had receded in
-the strangest way. Sometimes for hours she would absolutely forget
-Paris. Thoughts of Paris were disconcerting; for either Paris or
-Bursley must surely be unreal! As she sat waiting on the sofa
-Paris kept coming into her mind. Certainly it was astonishing that
-she should be just as preoccupied with her schemes for the welfare
-of Constance as she had ever been preoccupied with schemes for the
-improvement of the Pension Frensham. She said to herself: "My life
-has been so queer--and yet every part of it separately seemed
-ordinary enough--how will it end?"
-
-Then there were footfalls on the steps outside, and a key was put
-into the door, which she at once opened.
-
-"Oh!" exclaimed Cyril, startled, and also somewhat out of
-countenance. "You're still up! Thanks." He came in, smoking the
-end of a cigar. "Fancy having to cart that about!" he murmured,
-holding up the great old-fashioned key before inserting it in the
-lock on the inside.
-
-"I stayed up," said Sophia, "because I wanted to talk to you about
-your mother, and it's so difficult to get a chance."
-
-Cyril smiled, not without self-consciousness, and dropped into his
-mother's rocking-chair, which he had twisted round with his feet
-to face the sofa.
-
-"Yes," he said. "I was wondering what was the real meaning of your
-telegram. What was it?" He blew out a lot of smoke and waited for
-her reply.
-
-"I thought you ought to come down," said Sophia, cheerfully but
-firmly. "It was a fearful disappointment to your mother that you
-didn't come yesterday. And when she's expecting a letter from you
-and it doesn't come, it makes her ill."
-
-"Oh, well!" he said. "I'm glad it's no worse. I thought from your
-telegram there was something seriously wrong. And then when you
-told me not to mention it--when I came in ...!"
-
-She saw that he failed to realize the situation, and she lifted
-her head challengingly.
-
-"You neglect your mother, young man," she said.
-
-"Oh, come now, auntie!" he answered quite gently. "You mustn't
-talk like that. I write to her every week. I've never missed a
-week. I come down as often as----"
-
-"You miss the Sunday sometimes," Sophia interrupted him.
-
-"Perhaps," he said doubtfully. "But what---"
-
-"Don't you understand that she simply lives for your letters? And
-if one doesn't come, she's very upset indeed--can't eat! And it
-brings on her sciatica, and I don't know what!"
-
-He was taken aback by her boldness, her directness.
-
-"But how silly of her! A fellow can't always----"
-
-"It may be silly. But there it is. You can't alter her. And, after
-all, what would it cost you to be more attentive, even to write to
-her twice a week? You aren't going to tell me you're so busy as
-all that! I know a great deal more about young men than your
-mother does." She smiled like an aunt.
-
-He answered her smile sheepishly.
-
-"If you'll only put yourself in your mother's place ...!"
-
-"I expect you're quite right," he said at length. "And I'm much
-obliged to you for telling me. How was I to know?" He threw the
-end of the cigar, with a large sweeping gesture, into the fire.
-
-"Well, anyhow, you know now!" she said curtly; and she thought:
-"You OUGHT to have known. It was your business to know." But she
-was pleased with the way in which he had accepted her criticism,
-and the gesture with which he threw away the cigar-end struck her
-as very distinguished.
-
-"That's all right!" he said dreamily, as if to say: "That's done
-with." And he rose.
-
-Sophia, however, did not stir.
-
-"Your mother's health is not what it ought to be," she went on,
-and gave him a full account of her conversation with the doctor.
-
-"Really!" Cyril murmured, leaning on the mantel-piece with his
-elbow and looking down at her. "Stirling said that, did he? I
-should have thought she would have been better where she is, in
-the Square."
-
-"Why better in the Square?"
-
-"Oh, I don't know!"
-
-"Neither do I!"
-
-"She's always been here."
-
-"Yes." said Sophia, "she's been here a great deal too long."
-
-"What do YOU suggest?" Cyril asked, with impatience in his voice
-against this new anxiety that was being thrust upon him.
-
-"Well," said Sophia, "what should you say to her coming to London
-and living with you?"
-
-Cyril started back. Sophia could see that he was genuinely
-shocked. "I don't think that would do at all," he said.
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Oh! I don't think it would. London wouldn't suit her. She's not
-that sort of woman. I really thought she was quite all right down
-here. She wouldn't like London." He shook his head, looking up at
-the gas; his eyes had a dangerous glare.
-
-"But supposing she said she did?"
-
-"Look here," Cyril began in a new and brighter tone. "Why don't
-you and she keep house together somewhere? That would be the
-very--"
-
-He turned his head sharply. There was a noise on the staircase,
-and the staircase door opened with its eternal creak.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia. "The Champs Elysees begins at the Place de la
-Concorde, and ends----. Is that you, Constance?"
-
-The figure of Constance filled the doorway. Her face was troubled.
-She had heard Cyril in the street, and had come down to see why he
-remained so long in the parlour. She was astounded to find Sophia
-with him. There they were, as intimate as cronies, chattering
-about Paris! Undoubtedly she was jealous! Never did Cyril talk
-like that to her!
-
-"I thought you were in bed and asleep, Sophia," she said weakly.
-"It's nearly one o'clock."
-
-"No," said Sophia. "I didn't seem to feel like going to bed; and
-then Cyril happened to come in."
-
-But neither she nor Cyril could look innocent. And Constance
-glanced from one to the other apprehensively.
-
-The next morning Cyril received a letter which, he said--with no
-further explanation--forced him to leave at once. He intimated
-that there had been danger in his coming just then, and that
-matters had turned out as he had feared.
-
-"You think over what I said," he whispered to Sophia when they
-were alone for an instant, "and let me know."
-
-VI
-
-A week before Easter the guests of the Rutland Hotel in the Broad
-Walk, Buxton, being assembled for afternoon tea in the "lounge" of
-that establishment, witnessed the arrival of two middle-aged
-ladies and two dogs. Critically to examine newcomers was one of
-the amusements of the occupants of the lounge. This apartment,
-furnished "in the oriental style," made a pretty show among the
-photographs in the illustrated brochure of the hotel, and, though
-draughty, it was of all the public rooms the favourite. It was
-draughty because only separated from the street (if the Broad Walk
-can be called a street) by two pairs of swinging-doors--in charge
-of two page-boys. Every visitor entering the hotel was obliged to
-pass through the lounge, and for newcomers the passage was an
-ordeal; they were made to feel that they had so much to learn, so
-much to get accustomed to; like passengers who join a ship at a
-port of call, they felt that the business lay before them of
-creating a niche for themselves in a hostile and haughty society.
-The two ladies produced a fairly favourable impression at the
-outset by reason of their two dogs. It is not every one who has
-the courage to bring dogs into an expensive private hotel; to
-bring one dog indicates that you are not accustomed to deny
-yourself small pleasures for the sake of a few extra shillings; to
-bring two indicates that you have no fear of hotel-managers and
-that you are in the habit of regarding your own whim as nature's
-law. The shorter and stouter of the two ladies did not impose
-herself with much force on the collective vision of the Rutland;
-she was dressed in black, not fashionably, though with a certain
-unpretending richness; her gestures were timid and nervous;
-evidently she relied upon her tall companion to shield her in the
-first trying contacts of hotel life. The tall lady was of a
-different stamp. Handsome, stately, deliberate, and handsomely
-dressed in colours, she had the assured hard gaze of a person who
-is thoroughly habituated to the inspection of strangers. She
-curtly asked one of the page-boys for the manager, and the
-manager's wife tripped rapidly down the stairs in response, and
-was noticeably deferential--Her voice was quiet and commanding,
-the voice of one who gives orders that are obeyed. The opinion of
-the lounge was divided as to whether or not they were sisters.
-
-They vanished quietly upstairs in convoy of the manager's wife,
-and they did not re-appear for the lounge tea, which in any case
-would have been undrinkably stewed. It then became known, by the
-agency of one of those guests, to be found in every hotel, who
-acquire all the secrets of the hotel by the exercise of unabashed
-curiosity on the personnel, that the two ladies had engaged two
-bedrooms, Nos. 17 and 18, and the sumptuous private parlour with a
-balcony on the first floor, styled "C" in the nomenclature of
-rooms. This fact definitely established the position of the new
-arrivals in the moral fabric of the hotel. They were wealthy. They
-had money to throw away. For even in a select hotel like the
-Rutland it is not everybody who indulges in a private sitting-
-room; there were only four such apartments in the hotel, as
-against fifty bedrooms.
-
-At dinner they had a small table to themselves in a corner. The
-short lady wore a white shawl over her shoulders. Her almost
-apologetic manner during the meal confirmed the view that she must
-be a very simple person, unused to the world and its ways. The
-other continued to be imperial. She ordered half-a-bottle of wine
-and drank two glasses. She stared about her quite self-
-unconsciously, whereas the little woman divided her glances
-between her companion and her plate. They did not talk much.
-Immediately after dinner they retired. "Widows in easy
-circumstances" was the verdict; but the contrast between the pair
-held puzzles that piqued the inquisitive.
-
-Sophia had conquered again. Once more Sophia had resolved to
-accomplish a thing and she had accomplished it. Events had fallen
-out thus. The advertisement for a general servant in the Signal
-had been a disheartening failure. A few answers were received, but
-of an entirely unsatisfactory character. Constance, a great deal
-more than Sophia, had been astounded by the bearing and the
-demands of modern servants. Constance was in despair. If Constance
-had not had an immense pride she would have been ready to suggest
-to Sophia that Amy should be asked to 'stay on.' But Constance
-would have accepted a modern impudent wench first. It was Maria
-Critchlow who got Constance out of her difficulty by giving her
-particulars of a reliable servant who was about to leave a
-situation in which she had stayed for eight years. Constance did
-not imagine that a servant recommended by Maria Critchlow would
-suit her, but, being in a quandary, she arranged to see the
-servant, and both she and Sophia were very pleased with the girl--
-Rose Bennion by name. The mischief was that Rose would not be free
-until about a month after Amy had left. Rose would have left her
-old situation, but she had a fancy to go and spend a fortnight
-with a married sister at Manchester before settling into new
-quarters. Constance and Sophia felt that this caprice of Rose's
-was really very tiresome and unnecessary. Of course Amy might have
-been asked to 'stay on' just for a month. Amy would probably have
-volunteered to do so had she been aware of the circumstances. She
-was not, however, aware of the circumstances. And Constance was
-determined not to be beholden to Amy for anything. What could the
-sisters do? Sophia, who conducted all the interviews with Rose and
-other candidates, said that it would be a grave error to let Rose
-slip. Besides, they had no one to take her place, no one who could
-come at once.
-
-The dilemma was appalling. At least, it seemed appalling to
-Constance, who really believed that no mistress had ever been so
-'awkwardly fixed.' And yet, when Sophia first proposed her
-solution, Constance considered it to be a quite impossible
-solution. Sophia's idea was that they should lock up the house and
-leave it on the same day as Amy left it, to spend a few weeks in
-some holiday resort. To begin with, the idea of leaving the house
-empty seemed to Constance a mad idea. The house had never been
-left empty. And then--going for a holiday in April! Constance had
-never been for a holiday except in the month of August. No! The
-project was beset with difficulties and dangers which could not be
-overcome nor provided against. For example, "We can't come back to
-a dirty house," said Constance. "And we can't have a strange
-servant coming here before us." To which Sophia had replied: "Then
-what SHALL you do?" And Constance, after prodigious reflection on
-the frightful pass to which destiny had brought her, had said that
-she supposed she would have to manage with a charwoman until
-Rose's advent. She asked Sophia if she remembered old Maggie.
-Sophia, of course, perfectly remembered. Old Maggie was dead, as
-well as the drunken, amiable Hollins, but there was a young Maggie
-(wife of a bricklayer) who went out charing in the spare time left
-from looking after seven children. The more Constance meditated
-upon young Maggie, the more was she convinced that young Maggie
-would meet the case. Constance felt she could trust young Maggie.
-
-This expression of trust in Maggie was Constance's undoing. Why
-should they not go away, and arrange with Maggie to come to the
-house a few days before their return, to clean and ventilate? The
-weight of reason overbore Constance. She yielded unwillingly, but
-she yielded. It was the mention of Buxton that finally moved her.
-She knew Buxton. Her old landlady at Buxton was dead, and
-Constance had not visited the place since before Samuel's death;
-nevertheless its name had a reassuring sound to her ears, and for
-sciatica its waters and climate were admitted to be the best in
-England. Gradually Constance permitted herself to be embarked on
-this perilous enterprise of shutting up the house for twenty-five
-days. She imparted the information to Amy, who was astounded. Then
-she commenced upon her domestic preparations. She wrapped Samuel's
-Family Bible in brown paper; she put Cyril's straw-framed copy of
-Sir Edwin Landseer away in a drawer, and she took ten thousand
-other precautions. It was grotesque; it was farcical; it was what
-you please. And when, with the cab at the door and the luggage on
-the cab, and the dogs chained together, and Maria Critchlow
-waiting on the pavement to receive the key, Constance put the key
-into the door on the outside, and locked up the empty house,
-Constance's face was tragic with innumerable apprehensions. And
-Sophia felt that she had performed a miracle. She had.
-
-On the whole the sisters were well received in the hotel, though
-they were not at an age which commands popularity. In the
-criticism which was passed upon them--the free, realistic and
-relentless criticism of private hotels--Sophia was at first set
-down as overbearing. But in a few days this view was modified, and
-Sophia rose in esteem. The fact was that Sophia's behaviour
-changed after forty-eight hours. The Rutland Hotel was very good.
-It was so good as to disturb Sophia's profound beliefs that there
-was in the world only one truly high-class pension, and that
-nobody could teach the creator of that unique pension anything
-about the art of management. The food was excellent; the
-attendance in the bedrooms was excellent (and Sophia knew how
-difficult of attainment was excellent bedroom attendance); and to
-the eye the interior of the Rutland presented a spectacle far
-richer than the Pension Frensham could show. The standard of
-comfort was higher. The guests had a more distinguished
-appearance. It is true that the prices were much higher. Sophia
-was humbled. She had enough sense to adjust her perspective.
-Further, she found herself ignorant of many matters which by the
-other guests were taken for granted and used as a basis for
-conversation. Prolonged residence in Paris would not justify this
-ignorance; it seemed rather to intensify its strangeness. Thus,
-when someone of cosmopolitan experience, having learnt that she
-had lived in Paris for many years, asked what had been going on
-lately at the Comedie Francaise, she had to admit that she had not
-been in a French theatre for nearly thirty years. And when, on a
-Sunday, the same person questioned her about the English chaplain
-in Paris, lo! she knew nothing but his name, had never even seen
-him. Sophia's life, in its way, had been as narrow as Constance's.
-Though her experience of human nature was wide, she had been in a
-groove as deep as Constance's. She had been utterly absorbed in
-doing one single thing.
-
-By tacit agreement she had charge of the expedition. She paid all
-the bills. Constance protested against the expensiveness of the
-affair several times, but Sophia quietened her by sheer force of
-individuality. Constance had one advantage over Sophia. She knew
-Buxton and its neighbourhood intimately, and she was therefore in
-a position to show off the sights and to deal with local
-peculiarities. In all other respects Sophia led.
-
-They very soon became acclimatized to the hotel. They moved easily
-between Turkey carpets and sculptured ceilings; their eyes grew
-used to the eternal vision of themselves and other slow-moving
-dignities in gilt mirrors, to the heaviness of great oil-paintings
-of picturesque scenery, to the indications of surreptitious dirt
-behind massive furniture, to the grey-brown of the shirt-fronts of
-the waiters, to the litter of trays, boots and pails in long
-corridors; their ears were always awake to the sounds of gongs and
-bells. They consulted the barometer and ordered the daily carriage
-with the perfunctoriness of habit. They discovered what can be
-learnt of other people's needlework in a hotel on a wet day. They
-performed co-operative outings with fellow-guests. They invited
-fellow-guests into their sitting-room. When there was an
-entertainment they did not avoid it. Sophia was determined to do
-everything that could with propriety be done, partly as an outlet
-for her own energy (which since she left Paris had been
-accumulating), but more on Constance's account. She remembered all
-that Dr. Stirling had said, and the heartiness of her own
-agreement with his opinions. It was a great day when, under
-tuition of an aged lady and in the privacy of their parlour, they
-both began to study the elements of Patience. Neither had ever
-played at cards. Constance was almost afraid to touch cards, as
-though in the very cardboard there had been something unrighteous
-and perilous. But the respectability of a luxurious private hotel
-makes proper every act that passes within its walls. And Constance
-plausibly argued that no harm could come from a game which you
-played by yourself. She acquired with some aptitude several
-varieties of Patience. She said: "I think I could enjoy that, if I
-kept at it. But it does make my head whirl."
-
-Nevertheless Constance was not happy in the hotel. She worried the
-whole time about her empty house. She anticipated difficulties and
-even disasters. She wondered again and again whether she could
-trust the second Maggie in her house alone, whether it would not
-be better to return home earlier and participate personally in the
-cleaning. She would have decided to do so had it not been that she
-hesitated to subject Sophia to the inconvenience of a house upside
-down. The matter was on her mind, always. Always she was
-restlessly anticipating the day when they would leave. She had
-carelessly left her heart behind in St. Luke's Square. She had
-never stayed in a hotel before, and she did not like it. Sciatica
-occasionally harassed her. Yet when it came to the point she would
-not drink the waters. She said she never had drunk them, and
-seemed to regard that as a reason why she never should. Sophia had
-achieved a miracle in getting her to Buxton for nearly a month,
-but the ultimate grand effect lacked brilliance.
-
-Then came the fatal letter, the desolating letter, which
-vindicated Constance's dark apprehensions. Rose Bennion calmly
-wrote to say that she had decided not to come to St. Luke's
-Square. She expressed regret for any inconvenience which might
-possibly be caused; she was polite. But the monstrousness of it!
-Constance felt that this actually and truly was the deepest depth
-of her calamities. There she was, far from a dirty home, with no
-servant and no prospect of a servant! She bore herself bravely,
-nobly; but she was stricken. She wanted to return to the dirty
-home at once.
-
-Sophia felt that the situation created by this letter would demand
-her highest powers of dealing with situations, and she determined
-to deal with it adequately. Great measures were needed, for
-Constance's health and happiness were at stake. She alone could
-act. She knew that she could not rely upon Cyril. She still had an
-immense partiality for Cyril; she thought him the most charming
-young man she had ever known; she knew him to be industrious and
-clever; but in his relations with his mother there was a hardness,
-a touch of callousness. She explained it vaguely by saying that
-'they did not get on well together'; which was strange,
-considering Constance's sweet affectionateness. Still, Constance
-could be a little trying--at times. Anyhow, it was soon clear to
-Sophia that the idea of mother and son living together in London
-was entirely impracticable. No! If Constance was to be saved from
-herself, there was no one but Sophia to save her.
-
-After half a morning spent chiefly in listening to Constance's
-hopeless comments on the monstrous letter, Sophia said suddenly
-that she must take the dogs for an airing. Constance did not feel
-equal to walking out, and she would not drive. She did not want
-Sophia to 'venture,' because the sky threatened. However, Sophia
-did venture, and she returned a few minutes late for lunch, full
-of vigour, with two happy dogs. Constance was moodily awaiting her
-in the dining-room. Constance could not eat. But Sophia ate, and
-she poured out cheerfulness and energy as from a source
-inexhaustible. After lunch it began to rain. Constance said she
-thought she should retire directly to the sitting-room. "I'm
-coming too," said Sophia, who was still wearing her hat and coat
-and carried her gloves in her hand. In the pretentious and banal
-sitting-room they sat down on either side the fire. Constance put
-a little shawl round her shoulders, pushed her spectacles into her
-grey hair, folded her hands, and sighed an enormous sigh: "Oh,
-dear!" She was the tragic muse, aged, and in black silk.
-
-"I tell you what I've been thinking," said Sophia, folding up her
-gloves.
-
-"What?" asked Constance, expecting some wonderful solution to come
-out of Sophia's active brain.
-
-"There's no earthly reason why you should go back to Bursley. The
-house won't run away, and it's costing nothing but the rent. Why
-not take things easy for a bit?"
-
-"And stay here?" said Constance, with an inflection that
-enlightened Sophia as to the intensity of her dislike of the
-existence at the Rutland.
-
-"No, not here," Sophia answered with quick deprecation. "There are
-plenty of other places we could go to."
-
-"I don't think I should be easy in my mind," said Constance. "What
-with nothing being settled, the house----"
-
-"What does it matter about the house?"
-
-"It matters a great deal," said Constance, seriously, and slightly
-hurt. "I didn't leave things as if we were going to be away for a
-long time. It wouldn't do."
-
-"I don't see that anything could come to any harm, I really
-don't!" said Sophia, persuasively. "Dirt can always be cleaned,
-after all. I think you ought to go about more. It would do you
-good--all the good in the world. And there is no reason why you
-shouldn't go about. You are perfectly free. Why shouldn't we go
-abroad together, for instance, you and I? I'm sure you would enjoy
-it very much."
-
-"Abroad?" murmured Constance, aghast, recoiling from the
-proposition as from a grave danger.
-
-"Yes," said Sophia, brightly and eagerly. She was determined to
-take Constance abroad. "There are lots of places we could go to,
-and live very comfortably among nice English people." She thought
-of the resorts she had visited with Gerald in the sixties. They
-seemed to her like cities of a dream. They came back to her as a
-dream recurs.
-
-"I don't think going abroad would suit me," said Constance.
-
-"But why not? You don't know. You've never tried, my dear." She
-smiled encouragingly. But Constance did not smile. Constance was
-inclined to be grim.
-
-"I don't think it would," said she, obstinately. "I'm one of your
-stay-at-homes. I'm not like you. We can't all be alike," she
-added, with her 'tart' accent.
-
-Sophia suppressed a feeling of irritation. She knew that she had a
-stronger individuality than Constance's.
-
-"Well, then," she said, with undiminished persuasiveness, "in
-England or Scotland. There are several places I should like to
-visit--Torquay, Tunbridge Wells. I've always under-stood that
-Tunbridge Wells is a very nice town indeed, with very superior
-people, and a beautiful climate."
-
-"I think I shall have to be getting back to St. Luke's Square,"
-said Constance, ignoring all that Sophia had said. "There's so
-much to be done."
-
-Then Sophia looked at Constance with a more serious and resolute
-air; but still kindly, as though looking thus at Constance for
-Constance's own good.
-
-"You are making a mistake, Constance," she said, "if you will
-allow me to say so."
-
-"A mistake!" exclaimed Constance, startled.
-
-"A very great mistake," Sophia insisted, observing that she was
-creating an effect.
-
-"I don't see how I can be making a mistake," Constance said,
-gaining confidence in herself, as she thought the matter over.
-
-"No," said Sophia, "I'm sure you don't see it. But you are. You
-know, you are just a little apt to let yourself be a slave to that
-house of yours. Instead of the house existing for you, you exist
-for the house."
-
-"Oh! Sophia!" Constance muttered awkwardly. "What ideas you do
-have, to be sure!" In her nervousness she rose and picked up some
-embroidery, adjusting her spectacles and coughing. When she sat
-down she said: "No one could take things easier than I do as
-regards housekeeping. I can assure you I let dozens of little
-matters go, rather than bother myself."
-
-"Then why do you bother now?" Sophia posed her.
-
-"I can't leave the place like that." Constance was hurt.
-
-"There's one thing I can't understand," said Sophia, raising her
-head and gazing at Constance again, "and that is, why you live in
-St. Luke's Square at all."
-
-"I must live somewhere. And I'm sure it's very pleasant."
-
-"In all that smoke! And with that dirt! And the house is very
-old."
-
-"It's a great deal better built than a lot of those new houses by
-the Park," Constance sharply retorted. In spite of herself she
-resented any criticism of her house. She even resented the obvious
-truth that it was old.
-
-"You'll never get a servant to stay in that cellar-kitchen, for
-one thing," said Sophia, keeping calm.
-
-"Oh! I don't know about that! I don't know about that! That
-Bennion woman didn't object to it, anyway. It's all very well for
-you, Sophia, to talk like that. But I know Bursley perhaps better
-than you do." She was tart again. "And I can assure you that my
-house is looked upon as a very good house indeed."
-
-"Oh! I don't say it isn't; I don't say it isn't. But you would be
-better away from it. Every one says that."
-
-"Every one?" Constance looked up, dropping her work. "Who? Who's
-been talking about me?"
-
-"Well," said Sophia, "the doctor, for instance."
-
-"Dr. Stirling? I like that! He's always saying that Bursley is one
-of the healthiest climates in England. He's always sticking up for
-Bursley."
-
-"Dr. Stirling thinks you ought to go away more--not stay always in
-that dark house." If Sophia had sufficiently reflected she would
-not have used the adjective 'dark.' It did not help her cause.
-
-"Oh, does he!" Constance fairly snorted. "Well, if it's of any
-interest to Dr. Stirling, I like my dark house."
-
-"Hasn't he ever told you you ought to go away more?" Sophia
-persisted.
-
-"He may have mentioned it," Constance reluctantly admitted.
-
-"When he was talking to me he did a good deal more than mention
-it. And I've a good mind to tell you what he said."
-
-"Do!" said Constance, politely.
-
-"You don't realize how serious it is, I'm afraid," said Sophia.
-"You can't see yourself." She hesitated a moment. Her blood being
-stirred by Constance's peculiar inflection of the phrase 'my dark
-house,' her judgment was slightly obscured. She decided to give
-Constance a fairly full version of the conversation between
-herself and the doctor.
-
-"It's a question of your health," she finished. "I think it's my
-duty to talk to you seriously, and I have done. I hope you'll take
-it as it's meant."
-
-"Oh, of course!" Constance hastened to say. And she thought: "It
-isn't yet three months that we've been together, and she's trying
-already to get me under her thumb."
-
-A pause ensued. Sophia at length said: "There's no doubt that both
-your sciatica and your palpitations are due to nerves. And you let
-your nerves get into a state because you worry over trifles. A
-change would do you a tremendous amount of good. It's just what
-you need. Really, you must admit, Constance, that the idea of
-living always in a place like St. Luke's Square, when you are
-perfectly free to do what you like and go where you like--you must
-admit it's rather too much."
-
-Constance put her lips together and bent over her embroidery.
-
-"Now, what do you say?" Sophia gently entreated.
-
-"There's some of us like Bursley, black as it is!" said Constance.
-And Sophia was surprised to detect tears in her sister's voice.
-
-"Now, my dear Constance," she remonstrated.
-
-"It's no use!" cried Constance, flinging away her work, and
-letting her tears flow suddenly. Her face was distorted. She was
-behaving just like a child. "It's no use! I've got to go back home
-and look after things. It's no use. Here we are pitching money
-about in this place. It's perfectly sinful. Drives, carriages,
-extras! A shilling a day extra for each dog. I never heard of such
-goings-on. And I'd sooner be at home. That's it. I'd sooner be at
-home." This was the first reference that Constance had made for a
-long time to the question of expense, and incomparably the most
-violent. It angered Sophia.
-
-"We will count it that you are here as my guest," said Sophia,
-loftily, "if that is how you look at it."
-
-"Oh no!" said Constance. "It isn't the money I grudge. Oh no, we
-won't." And her tears were falling thick.
-
-"Yes, we will," said Sophia, coldly. "I've only been talking to
-you for your own good. I--"
-
-"Well," Constance interrupted her despairingly, "I wish you
-wouldn't try to domineer over me!"
-
-"Domineer!" exclaimed Sophia, aghast. "Well, Constance, I do
-think--"
-
-She got up and went to her bedroom, where the dogs were
-imprisoned. They escaped to the stairs. She was shaking with
-emotion. This was what came of trying to help other people!
-Imagine Constance ...! Truly Constance was most unjust, and quite
-unlike her usual self! And Sophia encouraged in her breast the
-feeling of injustice suffered. But a voice kept saying to her:
-"You've made a mess of this. You've not conquered this time.
-You're beaten. And the situation is unworthy of you, of both of
-you. Two women of fifty quarreling like this! It's undignified.
-You've made a mess of things." And to strangle the voice, she did
-her best to encourage the feeling of injustice suffered.
-
-'Domineer!'
-
-And Constance was absolutely in the wrong. She had not argued at
-all. She had merely stuck to her idea like a mule! How difficult
-and painful would be the next meeting with Constance, after this
-grievous miscarriage!
-
-As she was reflecting thus the door burst open, and Constance
-stumbled, as it were blindly, into the bedroom. She was still
-weeping.
-
-"Sophia!" she sobbed, supplicatingly, and all her fat body was
-trembling. "You mustn't kill me ... I'm like that--you can't alter
-me. I'm like that. I know I'm silly. But it's no use!" She made a
-piteous figure.
-
-Sophia was aware of a lump in her throat.
-
-"It's all right, Constance; it's all right. I quite understand.
-Don't bother any more."
-
-Constance, catching her breath at intervals, raised her wet, worn
-face and kissed her.
-
-Sophia remembered the very words, 'You can't alter her,' which she
-had used in remonstrating with Cyril. And now she had been guilty
-of precisely the same unreason as that with which she had
-reproached Cyril! She was ashamed, both for herself and for
-Constance. Assuredly it had not been such a scene as women of
-their age would want to go through often. It was humiliating. She
-wished that it could have been blotted out as though it had never
-happened. Neither of them ever forgot it. They had had a lesson.
-And particularly Sophia had had a lesson. Having learnt, they left
-the Rutland, amid due ceremonies, and returned to St. Luke's
-Square.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-END OF SOPHIA
-
-I
-
-
-The kitchen steps were as steep, dark, and difficult as ever. Up
-those steps Sophia Scales, nine years older than when she had
-failed to persuade Constance to leave the Square, was carrying a
-large basket, weighted with all the heaviness of Fossette. Sophia,
-despite her age, climbed the steps violently, and burst with equal
-violence into the parlour, where she deposited the basket on the
-floor near the empty fireplace. She was triumphant and breathless.
-She looked at Constance, who had been standing near the door in
-the attitude of a shocked listener.
-
-"There!" said Sophia. "Did you hear how she talked?"
-
-"Yes," said Constance. "What shall you do?"
-
-"Well," said Sophia. "I had a very good mind to order her out of
-the house at once. But then I thought I would take no notice. Her
-time will be up in three weeks. It's best to be indifferent. If
-once they see they can upset you However, I wasn't going to leave
-Fossette down there to her tender mercies a moment longer. She's
-simply not looked after her at all."
-
-Sophia went on her knees to the basket, and, pulling aside the
-dog's hair, round about the head, examined the skin. Fossette was
-a sick dog and behaved like one. Fossette, too, was nine years
-older, and her senility was offensive. She was to no sense a
-pleasant object.
-
-"See here," said Sophia.
-
-Constance also knelt to the basket.
-
-"And here," said Sophia. "And here."
-
-The dog sighed, the insincere and pity-seeking sigh of a spoilt
-animal. Fossette foolishly hoped by such appeals to be spared the
-annoying treatment prescribed for her by the veterinary surgeon.
-
-While the sisters were coddling her, and protecting her from her
-own paws, and trying to persuade her that all was for the best,
-another aged dog wandered vaguely into the room: Spot. Spot had
-very few teeth, and his legs were stiff. He had only one vice,
-jealousy. Fearing that Fossette might be receiving the entire
-attention of his mistresses, he had come to inquire into the
-situation. When he found the justification of his gloomiest
-apprehensions, he nosed obstinately up to Constance, and would not
-be put off. In vain Constance told him at length that he was
-interfering with the treatment. In vain Sophia ordered him sharply
-to go away. He would not listen to reason, being furious with
-jealousy. He got his foot into the basket.
-
-"Will you!" exclaimed Sophia angrily, and gave him a clout on his
-old head. He barked snappishly, and retired to the kitchen again,
-disillusioned, tired of the world, and nursing his terrific
-grievance. "I do declare," said Sophia, "that dog gets worse and
-worse."
-
-Constance said nothing.
-
-When everything was done that could be done for the aged virgin in
-the basket, the sisters rose from their knees, stiffly; and they
-began to whisper to each other about the prospects of obtaining a
-fresh servant. They also debated whether they could tolerate the
-criminal eccentricities of the present occupant of the cave for
-yet another three weeks. Evidently they were in the midst of a
-crisis. To judge from Constance's face every imaginable woe had
-been piled on them by destiny without the slightest regard for
-their powers of resistance. Her eyes had the permanent look of
-worry, and there was in them also something of the self-defensive.
-Sophia had a bellicose air, as though the creature in the cave had
-squarely challenged her, and she was decided to take up the
-challenge. Sophia's tone seemed to imply an accusation of
-Constance. The general tension was acute.
-
-Then suddenly their whispers expired, and the door opened and the
-servant came in to lay the supper. Her nose was high, her gaze
-cruel, radiant, and conquering. She was a pretty and an impudent
-girl of about twenty-three. She knew she was torturing her old and
-infirm mistresses. She did not care. She did it purposely. Her
-motto was: War on employers, get all you can out of them, for they
-will get all they can out of you. On principle--the sole principle
-she possessed--she would not stay in a place more than six months.
-She liked change. And employers did not like change. She was
-shameless with men. She ignored all orders as to what she was to
-eat and what she was not to eat. She lived up to the full
-resources of her employers. She could be to the last degree
-slatternly. Or she could be as neat as a pin, with an apron that
-symbolized purity and propriety, as to-night. She could be idle
-during a whole day, accumulating dirty dishes from morn till eve.
-On the other hand she could, when she chose, work with astonishing
-celerity and even thoroughness. In short, she was born to
-infuriate a mistress like Sophia and to wear out a mistress like
-Constance. Her strongest advantage in the struggle was that she
-enjoyed altercation; she revelled in a brawl; she found peace
-tedious. She was perfectly calculated to convince the sisters that
-times had worsened, and that the world would never again be the
-beautiful, agreeable place it once had been.
-
-Her gestures as she laid the table were very graceful, in the pert
-style. She dropped forks into their appointed positions with
-disdain; she made slightly too much noise; when she turned she
-manoeuvred her swelling hips as though for the benefit of a
-soldier in a handsome uniform.
-
-Nothing but the servant had been changed in that house. The
-harmonium on which Mr. Povey used occasionally to play was still
-behind the door; and on the harmonium was the tea-caddy of which
-Mrs. Baines used to carry the key on her bunch. In the corner to
-the right of the fireplace still hung the cupboard where Mrs.
-Baines stored her pharmacopoeia. The rest of the furniture was
-arranged as it had been arranged when the death of Mrs. Baines
-endowed Mr. and Mrs. Povey with all the treasures of the house at
-Axe. And it was as good as ever; better than ever. Dr. Stirling
-often expressed the desire for a corner cupboard like Mrs.
-Baines's corner cupboard. One item had been added: the 'Peel'
-compote which Matthew Peel-Swynnerton had noticed in the dining-
-room of the Pension Frensham. This majestic piece, which had been
-reserved by Sophia in the sale of the pension, stood alone on a
-canterbury in the drawingroom. She had stored it, with a few other
-trifles, in Paris, and when she sent for it and the packing-case
-arrived, both she and Constance became aware that they were united
-for the rest of their lives. Of worldly goods, except money,
-securities, and clothes, that compote was practically all that
-Sophia owned. Happily it was a first-class item, doing no shame to
-the antique magnificence of the drawing-room.
-
-In yielding to Constance's terrible inertia, Sophia had meant
-nevertheless to work her own will on the interior of the house.
-She had meant to bully Constance into modernizing the dwelling.
-She did bully Constance, but the house defied her. Nothing could
-be done to that house. If only it had had a hall or lobby a
-complete transformation would have been possible. But there was no
-access to the upper floor except through the parlour. The parlour
-could not therefore be turned into a kitchen and the basement
-suppressed, and the ladies of the house could not live entirely on
-the upper floor. The disposition of the rooms had to remain
-exactly as it had always been. There was the same draught under
-the door, the same darkness on the kitchen stairs, the same
-difficulties with tradesmen in the distant backyard, the same
-twist in the bedroom stairs, the same eternal ascending and
-descending of pails. An efficient cooking-stove, instead of the
-large and capacious range, alone represented the twentieth century
-in the fixtures of the house.
-
-Buried at the root of the relations between the sisters was
-Sophia's grudge against Constance for refusing to leave the
-Square. Sophia was loyal. She would not consciously give with one
-hand while taking away with the other, and in accepting
-Constance's decision she honestly meant to close her eyes to its
-stupidity. But she could not entirely succeed. She could not avoid
-thinking that the angelic Constance had been strangely and
-monstrously selfish in refusing to quit the Square. She marvelled
-that a woman of Constance's sweet and calm disposition should be
-capable of so vast and ruthless an egotism. Constance must have
-known that Sophia would not leave her, and that the habitation of
-the Square was a continual irk to Sophia. Constance had never been
-able to advance a single argument for remaining in the Square. And
-yet she would not budge. It was so inconsistent with the rest of
-Constance's behaviour. See Sophia sitting primly there by the
-table, a woman approaching sixty, with immense experience written
-on the fine hardness of her worn and distinguished face! Though
-her hair is not yet all grey, nor her figure bowed, you would
-imagine that she would, in her passage through the world, have
-learnt better than to expect a character to be consistent. But no!
-She was ever disappointed and hurt by Constance's inconsistency!
-And see Constance, stout and bowed, looking more than her age with
-hair nearly white and slightly trembling hands! See that face
-whose mark is meekness and the spirit of conciliation, the desire
-for peace--you would not think that that placid soul could, while
-submitting to it, inly rage against the imposed weight of Sophia's
-individuality. "Because I wouldn't turn out of my house to please
-her," Constance would say to herself, "she fancies she is entitled
-to do just as she likes." Not often did she secretly rebel thus,
-but it occurred sometimes. They never quarrelled. They would have
-regarded separation as a disaster. Considering the difference of
-their lives, they agreed marvellously in their judgment of things.
-But that buried question of domicile prevented a complete unity
-between, them. And its subtle effect was to influence both of them
-to make the worst, instead of the best, of the trifling mishaps
-that disturbed their tranquillity. When annoyed, Sophia would
-meditate upon the mere fact that they lived in the Square for no
-reason whatever, until it grew incredibly shocking to her. After
-all it was scarcely conceivable that they should be living in the
-very middle of a dirty, ugly, industrial town simply because
-Constance mulishly declined to move. Another thing that curiously
-exasperated both of them upon occasion was that, owing to a
-recurrence of her old complaint of dizziness after meals, Sophia
-had been strictly forbidden to drink tea, which she loved. Sophia
-chafed under the deprivation, and Constance's pleasure was
-impaired because she had to drink it alone.
-
-While the brazen and pretty servant, mysteriously smiling to
-herself, dropped food and utensils on to the table, Constance and
-Sophia attempted to converse with negligent ease upon indifferent
-topics, as though nothing had occurred that day to mar the beauty
-of ideal relations between employers and employed. The pretence
-was ludicrous. The young wench saw through it instantly, and her
-mysterious smile developed almost into a laugh.
-
-"Please shut the door after you, Maud," said Sophia, as the girl
-picked up her empty tray.
-
-"Yes, ma'am," replied Maud, politely.
-
-She went out and left the door open.
-
-It was a defiance, offered from sheer, youthful, wanton mischief.
-
-The sisters looked at each other, their faces gravely troubled,
-aghast, as though they had glimpsed the end of civilized society,
-as though they felt that they had lived too long into an age of
-decadence and open shame. Constance's face showed despair--she
-might have been about to be pitched into the gutter without a
-friend and without a shilling--but Sophia's had the reckless
-courage that disaster breeds.
-
-Sophia jumped up, and stepped to the door. "Maud," she called out.
-
-No answer.
-
-"Maud, do you hear me?"
-
-The suspense was fearful.
-
-Still no answer.
-
-Sophia glanced at Constance. "Either she shuts this door, or she
-leaves this house at once, even if I have to fetch a policeman!"
-
-And Sophia disappeared down the kitchen steps. Constance trembled
-with painful excitement. The horror of existence closed in upon
-her. She could imagine nothing more appalling than the pass to
-which they had been brought by the modern change in the lower
-classes.
-
-In the kitchen, Sophia, conscious that the moment held the future
-of at least the next three weeks, collected her forces.
-
-"Maud," she said, "did you not hear me call you?"
-
-Maud looked up from a book--doubtless a wicked book.
-
-"No, ma'am."
-
-"You liar!" thought Sophia. And she said: "I asked you to shut the
-parlour door, and I shall be obliged if you will do so."
-
-Now Maud would have given a week's wages for the moral force to
-disobey Sophia. There was nothing to compel her to obey. She could
-have trampled on the fragile and weak Sophia. But something in
-Sophia's gaze compelled her to obey. She flounced; she bridled;
-she mumbled; she unnecessarily disturbed the venerable Spot; but
-she obeyed. Sophia had risked all, and she had won something.
-
-"And you should light the gas in the kitchen," said Sophia
-magnificently, as Maud followed her up the steps. "Your young eyes
-may be very good now, but you are not going the way to preserve
-them. My sister and I have often told you that we do not grudge
-you gas."
-
-With stateliness she rejoined Constance, and sat down to the cold
-supper. And as Maud clicked the door to, the sisters breathed
-relief. They envisaged new tribulations, but for a brief instant
-there was surcease.
-
-Yet they could not eat. Neither of them, when it came to the
-point, could swallow. The day had been too exciting, too
-distressing. They were at the end of their resources. And they did
-not hide from each other that they were at the end of their
-resources. The illness of Fossette, without anything else, had
-been more than enough to ruin their tranquillity. But the illness
-of Fossette was as nothing to the ingenious naughtiness of the
-servant. Maud had a sense of temporary defeat, and was planning
-fresh operations; but really it was Maud who had conquered. Poor
-old things, they were in such a 'state' that they could not eat!
-
-"I'm not going to let her think she can spoil my appetite!" said
-Sophia, dauntless. Truly that woman's spirit was unquenchable.
-
-She cut a couple of slices off the cold fowl; she cut a tomato
-into slices; she disturbed the butter; she crumbled bread on the
-cloth, and rubbed bits of fowl over the plates, and dirtied knives
-and forks. Then she put the slices of fowl and bread and tomato
-into a piece of tissue paper, and silently went upstairs with the
-parcel and came down again a moment afterwards empty-handed.
-
-After an interval she rang the bell, and lighted the gas.
-
-"We've finished, Maud. You can clear away."
-
-Constance thirsted for a cup of tea. She felt that a cup of tea
-was the one thing that would certainly keep her alive. She longed
-for it passionately. But she would not demand it from Maud. Nor
-would she mention it to Sophia, lest Sophia, flushed by the
-victory of the door, should incur new risks. She simply did
-without. On empty stomachs they tried pathetically to help each
-other in games of Patience. And when the blithe Maud passed
-through the parlour on the way to bed, she saw two dignified and
-apparently calm ladies, apparently absorbed in a delightful game
-of cards, apparently without a worry in the world. They said "Good
-night, Maud," cheerfully, politely, and coldly. It was a heroic
-scene. Immediately afterwards Sophia carried Fossette up to her
-own bedroom.
-
-II
-
-The next afternoon the sisters, in the drawing-room, saw Dr.
-Stirling's motor-car speeding down the Square. The doctor's
-partner, young Harrop, had died a few years before at the age of
-over seventy, and the practice was much larger than it had ever
-been, even in the time of old Harrop. Instead of two or three
-horses, Stirling kept a car, which was a constant spectacle in the
-streets of the district.
-
-"I do hope he'll call in," said Mrs. Povey, and sighed.
-
-Sophia smiled to herself with a little scorn. She knew that
-Constance's desire for Dr. Stirling was due simply to the need
-which she felt of telling some one about the great calamity that
-had happened to them that morning. Constance was utterly absorbed
-by it, in the most provincial way. Sophia had said to herself at
-the beginning of her sojourn in Bursley, and long afterwards, that
-she should never get accustomed to the exasperating provinciality
-of the town, exemplified by the childish preoccupation of the
-inhabitants with their own two-penny affairs. No characteristic of
-life in Bursley annoyed her more than this. None had oftener
-caused her to yearn in a brief madness for the desert-like freedom
-of great cities. But she had got accustomed to it. Indeed, she had
-almost ceased to notice it. Only occasionally, when her nerves
-were more upset than usual, did it strike her.
-
-She went into Constance's bedroom to see whether the doctor's car
-halted in King Street. It did.
-
-"He's here," she called out to Constance.
-
-"I wish you'd go down, Sophia," said Constance. "I can't trust
-that minx----"
-
-So Sophia went downstairs to superintend the opening of the door
-by the minx.
-
-The doctor was radiant, according to custom.
-
-"I thought I'd just see how that dizziness was going on," said he
-as he came up the steps.
-
-"I'm glad you've come," said Sophia, confidentially. Since the
-first days of their acquaintanceship they had always been
-confidential. "You'll do my sister good to-day."
-
-Just as Maud was closing the door a telegraph-boy arrived, with a
-telegram addressed to Mrs. Scales. Sophia read it and then
-crumpled it in her hand.
-
-"What's wrong with Mrs. Povey to-day?" the doctor asked, when the
-servant had withdrawn.
-
-"She only wants a bit of your society," said Sophia. "Will you go
-up? You know the way to the drawing-room. I'll follow."
-
-As soon as he had gone she sat down on the sofa, staring out of
-the window. Then with a grunt: "Well, that's no use, anyway!" she
-went upstairs after the doctor. Already Constance had begun upon
-her recital.
-
-"Yes," Constance was saying. "And when I went down this morning to
-keep an eye on the breakfast, I thought Spot was very quiet--" She
-paused. "He was dead in the drawer. She pretended she didn't know,
-but I'm sure she did. Nothing will convince me that she didn't
-poison that dog with the mice-poison we had last year. She was
-vexed because Sophia took her up sharply about Fossette last
-night, and she revenged herself on the other dog. It would just be
-like her. Don't tell me! I know. I should have packed her off at
-once, but Sophia thought better not. We couldn't prove anything,
-as Sophia says. Now, what do you think of it, doctor?"
-
-Constance's eyes suddenly filled with tears.
-
-"Ye'd had Spot a long time, hadn't ye?" he said sympathetically.
-
-She nodded. "When I was married," said she, "the first thing my
-husband did was to buy a fox-terrier, and ever since we've always
-had a fox-terrier in the house." This was not true, but Constance
-was firmly convinced of its truth.
-
-"It's very trying," said the doctor. "I know when my Airedale
-died, I said to my wife I'd never have another dog--unless she
-could find me one that would live for ever. Ye remember my
-Airedale?"
-
-"Oh, quite well!"
-
-"Well, my wife said I should be bound to have another one sooner
-or later, and the sooner the better. She went straight off to
-Oldcastle and bought me a spaniel pup, and there was such a to-do
-training it that we hadn't too much time to think about Piper."
-
-Constance regarded this procedure as somewhat callous, and she
-said so, tartly. Then she recommenced the tale of Spot's death
-from the beginning, and took it as far as his burial, that
-afternoon, by Mr. Critchlow's manager, in the yard. It had been
-necessary to remove and replace paving-stones.
-
-"Of course," said Dr. Stirling, "ten years is a long time. He was
-an old dog. Well, you've still got the celebrated Fossette." He
-turned to Sophia.
-
-"Oh yes," said Constance, perfunctorily. "Fossette's ill. The fact
-is that if Fossette hadn't been ill, Spot would probably have been
-alive and well now."
-
-Her tone exhibited a grievance. She could not forget that Sophia
-had harshly dismissed Spot to the kitchen, thus practically
-sending him to his death. It seemed very hard to her that
-Fossette, whose life had once been despaired of, should continue
-to exist, while Spot, always healthy and unspoilt, should die
-untended, and by treachery. For the rest, she had never liked
-Fossette. On Spot's behalf she had always been jealous of
-Fossette.
-
-"Probably alive and well now!" she repeated, with a peculiar
-accent.
-
-Observing that Sophia maintained a strange silence, Dr. Stirling
-suspected a slight tension in the relations of the sisters, and he
-changed the subject. One of his great qualities was that he
-refrained from changing a subject introduced by a patient unless
-there was a professional reason for changing it.
-
-"I've just met Richard Povey in the town," said he. "He told me to
-tell ye that he'll be round in about an hour or so to take you for
-a spin. He was in a new car, which he did his best to sell to me,
-but he didn't succeed."
-
-"It's very kind of Dick," said Constance. "But this afternoon
-really we're not--"
-
-"I'll thank ye to take it as a prescription, then," replied the
-doctor. "I told Dick I'd see that ye went. Splendid June weather.
-No dust after all that rain. It'll do ye all the good in the
-world. I must exercise my authority. The truth is, I've gradually
-been losing all control over ye. Ye do just as ye like."
-
-"Oh, doctor, how you do run on!" murmured Constance, not quite
-well pleased to-day by his tone.
-
-After the scene between Sophia and herself at Buxton, Constance
-had always, to a certain extent, in the doctor's own phrase, 'got
-her knife into him.' Sophia had, then, in a manner betrayed him.
-Constance and the doctor discussed that matter with frankness, the
-doctor humorously accusing her of being 'hard' on him.
-Nevertheless the little cloud between them was real, and the
-result was often a faint captiousness on Constance's part in
-judging the doctor's behaviour.
-
-"He's got a surprise for ye, has Dick!" the doctor added.
-
-Dick Povey, after his father's death and his own partial recovery,
-had set up in Hanbridge as a bicycle agent. He was permanently
-lamed, and he hopped about with a thick stick. He had succeeded
-with bicycles and had taken to automobiles, and he was succeeding
-with automobiles. People were at first startled that he should
-advertise himself in the Five Towns. There was an obscure general
-feeling that because his mother had been a drunkard and his father
-a murderer, Dick Povey had no right to exist. However, when it had
-recovered from the shock of seeing Dick Povey's announcement of
-bargains in the Signal, the district most sensibly decided that
-there was no reason why Dick Povey should not sell bicycles as
-well as a man with normal parents. He was now supposed to be
-acquiring wealth rapidly. It was said that he was a marvellous
-chauffeur, at once daring and prudent. He had one day, several
-years previously, overtaken the sisters in the rural neighbourhood
-of Sneyd, where they had been making an afternoon excursion.
-Constance had presented him to Sophia, and he had insisted on
-driving the ladies home. They had been much impressed by his
-cautious care of them, and their natural prejudice against
-anything so new as a motorcar had been conquered instantly.
-Afterwards he had taken them out for occasional runs. He had a
-great admiration for Constance, founded on gratitude to Samuel
-Povey; and as for Sophia, he always said to her that she would be
-an ornament to any car.
-
-"You haven't heard his latest, I suppose?" said the doctor,
-smiling.
-
-"What is it?" Sophia asked perfunctorily.
-
-"He wants to take to ballooning. It seems he's been up once."
-
-Constance made a deprecating noise with her lips.
-
-"However, that's not his surprise," the doctor added, smiling
-again at the floor. He was sitting on the music-stool, and saying
-to himself, behind his mask of effulgent good-nature: "It gets
-more and more uphill work, cheering up these two women. I'll try
-them on Federation."
-
-Federation was the name given to the scheme for blending the Five
-Towns into one town, which would be the twelfth largest town in
-the kingdom. It aroused fury in Bursley, which saw in the
-suggestion nothing but the extinction of its ancient glory to the
-aggrandizement of Hanbridge. Hanbridge had already, with the
-assistance of electric cars that whizzed to and fro every five
-minutes, robbed Bursley of two-thirds of its retail trade--as
-witness the steady decadence of the Square!--and Bursley had no
-mind to swallow the insult and become a mere ward of Hanbridge.
-Bursley would die fighting. Both Constance and Sophia were bitter
-opponents of Federation. They would have been capable of putting
-Federationists to the torture. Sophia in particular, though so
-long absent from her native town, had adopted its cause with
-characteristic vigour. And when Dr. Stirling wished to practise
-his curative treatment of taking the sisters 'out of themselves,'
-he had only to start the hare of Federation and the hunt would be
-up in a moment. But this afternoon he did not succeed with Sophia,
-and only partially with Constance. When he stated that there was
-to be a public meeting that very night, and that Constance as a
-ratepayer ought to go to it and vote, if her convictions were
-genuine, she received his chaff with a mere murmur to the effect
-that she did not think she should go. Had the man forgotten that
-Spot was dead? At length he became grave, and examined them both
-as to their ailments, and nodded his head, and looked into vacancy
-while meditating upon each case. And then, when he had inquired
-where they meant to go for their summer holidays, he departed.
-
-"Aren't you going to see him out?" Constance whispered to Sophia,
-who had shaken hands with him at the drawingroom door. It was
-Sophia who did the running about, owing to the state of
-Constance's sciatic nerve. Constance had, indeed, become
-extraordinarily inert, leaving everything to Sophia.
-
-Sophia shook her head. She hesitated; then approached Constance,
-holding out her hand and disclosing the crumpled telegram.
-
-"Look at that!" said she.
-
-Her face frightened Constance, who was always expectant of new
-anxieties and troubles. Constance straightened out the paper with
-difficulty, and read--
-
-"Mr. Gerald Scales is dangerously ill here. Boldero, 49,
-Deansgate, Manchester."
-
-All through the inexpressibly tedious and quite unnecessary call
-of Dr. Stirling--(Why had he chosen to call just then? Neither of
-them was ill)--Sophia had held that telegram concealed in her hand
-and its information concealed in her heart. She had kept her head
-up, offering a calm front to the world. She had given no hint of
-the terrible explosion--for an explosion it was. Constance was
-astounded at her sister's self-control, which entirely passed her
-comprehension. Constance felt that worries would never cease, but
-would rather go on multiplying until death ended all. First, there
-had been the frightful worry of the servant; then the extremely
-distressing death and burial of Spot--and now it was Gerald Scales
-turning up again! With what violence was the direction of their
-thoughts now shifted! The wickedness of maids was a trifle; the
-death of pets was a trifle. But the reappearance of Gerald Scales!
-That involved the possibility of consequences which could not even
-be named, so afflictive was the mere prospect to them. Constance
-was speechless, and she saw that Sophia was also speechless.
-
-Of course the event had been bound to happen. People do not vanish
-never to be heard of again. The time surely arrives when the
-secret is revealed. So Sophia said to herself--now!
-
-She had always refused to consider the effect of Gerald's
-reappearance. She had put the idea of it away from her, determined
-to convince herself that she had done with him finally and for
-ever. She had forgotten him. It was years since he had ceased to
-disturb her thoughts--many years. "He MUST be dead," she had
-persuaded herself. "It is inconceivable that he should have lived
-on and never come across me. If he had been alive and learnt that
-I had made money, he would assuredly have come to me. No, he must
-be dead!"
-
-And he was not dead! The brief telegram overwhelmingly shocked
-her. Her life had been calm, regular, monotonous. And now it was
-thrown into an indescribable turmoil by five words of a telegram,
-suddenly, with no warning whatever. Sophia had the right to say to
-herself: "I have had my share of trouble, and more than my share!"
-The end of her life promised to be as awful as the beginning. The
-mere existence of Gerald Scales was a menace to her. But it was
-the simple impact of the blow that affected her supremely, beyond
-ulterior things. One might have pictured fate as a cowardly brute
-who had struck this ageing woman full in the face, a felling blow,
-which however had not felled her. She staggered, but she stuck on
-her legs. It seemed a shame--one of those crude, spectacular
-shames which make the blood boil--that the gallant, defenceless
-creature should be so maltreated by the bully, destiny.
-
-"Oh, Sophia!" Constance moaned. "What trouble is this?"
-
-Sophia's lip curled with a disgusted air. Under that she hid her
-suffering.
-
-She had not seen him for thirty-six years. He must be over seventy
-years of age, and he had turned up again like a bad penny,
-doubtless a disgrace! What had he been doing in those thirty-six
-years? He was an old, enfeebled man now! He must be a pretty
-sight! And he lay at Manchester, not two hours away!
-
-Whatever feelings were in Sophia's heart, tenderness was not among
-them. As she collected her wits from the stroke, she was
-principally aware of the sentiment of fear. She recoiled from the
-future.
-
-"What shall you do?" Constance asked. Constance was weeping.
-
-Sophia tapped her foot, glancing out of the window.
-
-"Shall you go to see him?" Constance continued.
-
-"Of course," said Sophia. "I must!"
-
-She hated the thought of going to see him. She flinched from it.
-She felt herself under no moral obligation to go. Why should she
-go? Gerald was nothing to her, and had no claim on her of any
-kind. This she honestly believed. And yet she knew that she must
-go to him. She knew it to be impossible that she should not go.
-
-"Now?" demanded Constance.
-
-Sophia nodded.
-
-"What about the trains? ... Oh, you poor dear!" The mere idea of
-the journey to Manchester put Constance out of her wits, seeming a
-business of unparalleled complexity and difficulty.
-
-"Would you like me to come with you?"
-
-"Oh no! I must go by myself."
-
-Constance was relieved by this. They could not have left the
-servant in the house alone, and the idea of shutting up the house
-without notice or preparation presented itself to Constance as too
-fantastic.
-
-By a common instinct they both descended to the parlour.
-
-"Now, what about a time-table? What about a time-table?" Constance
-mumbled on the stairs. She wiped her eyes resolutely. "I wonder
-whatever in this world has brought him at last to that Mr.
-Boldero's in Deansgate?" she asked the walls.
-
-As they came into the parlour, a great motor-car drove up before
-the door, and when the pulsations of its engine had died away,
-Dick Povey hobbled from the driver's seat to the pavement. In an
-instant he was hammering at the door in his lively style. There
-was no avoiding him. The door had to be opened. Sophia opened it.
-Dick Povey was over forty, but he looked considerably younger.
-Despite his lameness, and the fact that his lameness tended to
-induce corpulence, he had a dashing air, and his face, with its
-short, light moustache, was boyish. He seemed to be always upon
-some joyous adventure.
-
-"Well, aunties," he greeted the sisters, having perceived
-Constance behind Sophia; he often so addressed them. "Has Dr.
-Stirling warned you that I was coming? Why haven't you got your
-things on?"
-
-Sophia observed a young woman in the car.
-
-"Yes," said he, following her gaze, "you may as well look. Come
-down, miss. Come down, Lily. You've got to go through with it."
-The young woman, delicately confused and blushing, obeyed. "This
-is Miss Lily Holl," he went on. "I don't know whether you would
-remember her. I don't think you do. It's not often she comes to
-the Square. But, of course, she knows you by sight. Granddaughter
-of your old neighbour, Alderman Holl! We are engaged to be
-married, if you please."
-
-Constance and Sophia could not decently pour out their griefs on
-the top of such news. The betrothed pair had to come in and be
-congratulated upon their entry into the large realms of mutual
-love. But the sisters, even in their painful quandary, could not
-help noticing what a nice, quiet, ladylike girl Lily Holl was. Her
-one fault appeared to be that she was too quiet. Dick Povey was
-not the man to pass time in formalities, and he was soon urging
-departure.
-
-"I'm sorry we can't come," said Sophia. "I've got to go to
-Manchester now. We are in great trouble."
-
-"Yes, in great trouble," Constance weakly echoed.
-
-Dick's face clouded sympathetically. And both the affianced began
-to see that to which the egotism of their happiness had blinded
-them. They felt that long, long years had elapsed since these
-ageing ladies had experienced the delights which they were
-feeling.
-
-"Trouble? I'm sorry to hear that!" said Dick.
-
-"Can you tell me the trains to Manchester?" asked Sophia.
-
-"No," said Dick, quickly, "But I can drive you there quicker than
-any train, if it's urgent. Where do you want to go to?"
-
-"Deansgate," Sophia faltered.
-
-"Look here," said Dick, "it's half-past three. Put yourself in my
-hands; I'll guarantee at Deansgate you shall be before half-past
-five. I'll look after you."
-
-"But----"
-
-"There isn't any 'but.' I'm quite free for the afternoon and
-evening."
-
-At first the suggestion seemed absurd, especially to Constance.
-But really it was too tempting to be declined. While Sophia made
-ready for the journey, Dick and Lily Holl and Constance conversed
-in low, solemn tones. The pair were waiting to be enlightened as
-to the nature of the trouble; Constance, however, did not
-enlighten them. How could Constance say to them: "Sophia has a
-husband that she hasn't seen for thirty-six years, and he's
-dangerously ill, and they've telegraphed for her to go?" Constance
-could not. It did not even occur to Constance to order a cup of
-tea.
-
-III
-
-Dick Povey kept his word. At a quarter-past five he drew up in
-front of No. 49, Deansgate, Manchester. "There you are!" he said,
-not without pride. "Now, we'll come back in about a couple of
-hours or so, just to take your orders, whatever they are." He was
-very comforting, with his suggestion that in him Sophia had a sure
-support in the background.
-
-Without many words Sophia went straight into the shop. It looked
-like a jeweller's shop, and a shop for bargains generally. Only
-the conventional sign over a side-entrance showed that at heart it
-was a pawnbroker's. Mr. Till Boldero did a nice business in the
-Five Towns, and in other centres near Manchester, by selling
-silver-ware second-hand, or nominally second hand, to persons who
-wished to make presents to other persons or to themselves. He
-would send anything by post on approval. Occasionally he came to
-the Five Towns, and he had once, several years before, met
-Constance. They had talked. He was the son of a cousin of the late
-great and wealthy Boldero, sleeping partner in Birkinshaws, and
-Gerald's uncle. It was from Constance that he had learnt of
-Sophia's return to Bursley. Constance had often remarked to Sophia
-what a superior man Mr. Till Boldero was.
-
-The shop was narrow and lofty. It seemed like a menagerie for
-trapped silver-ware. In glass cases right up to the dark ceiling
-silver vessels and instruments of all kinds lay confined. The top
-of the counter was a glass prison containing dozens of gold
-watches, together with snuff-boxes, enamels, and other
-antiquities. The front of the counter was also glazed, showing
-vases and large pieces of porcelain. A few pictures in heavy gold
-frames were perched about. There was a case of umbrellas with
-elaborate handles and rich tassels. There were a couple of
-statuettes. The counter, on the customers' side, ended in a glass
-screen on which were the words 'Private Office.' On the seller's
-side the prospect was closed by a vast safe. A tall young man was
-fumbling in this safe. Two women sat on customers' chairs, leaning
-against the crystal counter. The young man came towards them from
-the safe, bearing a tray.
-
-"How much is that goblet?" asked one of the women, raising her
-parasol dangerously among such fragility and pointing to one
-object among many in a case high up from the ground.
-
-"That, madam?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Thirty-five pounds."
-
-The young man disposed his tray on the counter. It was packed with
-more gold watches, adding to the extraordinary glitter and shimmer
-of the shop. He chose a small watch from the regiment.
-
-"Now, this is something I can recommend," he said. "It's made by
-Cuthbert Butler of Blackburn. I can guarantee you that for five
-years." He spoke as though he were the accredited representative
-of the Bank of England, with calm and absolute assurance.
-
-The effect upon Sophia was mysteriously soothing. She felt that
-she was among honest men. The young man raised his head towards
-her with a questioning, deferential gesture.
-
-"Can I see Mr. Boldero?" she asked. "Mrs. Scales."
-
-The young man's face changed instantly to a sympathetic
-comprehension.
-
-"Yes, madam. I'll fetch him at once," said he, and he disappeared
-behind the safe. The two customers discussed the watch. Then the
-door opened in the glass screen, and a portly, middle-aged man
-showed himself. He was dressed in blue broad-cloth, with a turned-
-down collar and a small black tie. His waistcoat displayed a plain
-but heavy gold watch-chain, and his cuff-links were of plain gold.
-His eye-glasses were gold-rimmed. He had grey hair, beard and
-moustache, but on the backs of his hands grew a light brown hair.
-His appearance was strangely mild, dignified, and confidence-
-inspiring. He was, in fact, one of the most respected tradesmen in
-Manchester.
-
-He peered forward, looking over his eye-glasses, which he then
-took off, holding them up in the air by their short handle. Sophia
-had approached him.
-
-"Mrs. Scales?" he said, in a very quiet, very benevolent voice.
-Sophia nodded. "Please come this way." He took her hand, squeezing
-it commiseratingly, and drew her into the sanctum. "I didn't
-expect you so soon," he said. "I looked up th' trains, and I
-didn't see how you could get here before six."
-
-Sophia explained.
-
-He led her further, through the private office, into a sort of
-parlour, and asked her to sit down. And he too sat down. Sophia
-waited, as it were, like a suitor.
-
-"I'm afraid I've got bad news for you, Mrs. Scales," he said,
-still in that mild, benevolent voice.
-
-"He's dead?" Sophia asked.
-
-Mr. Till Boldero nodded. "He's dead. I may as well tell you that
-he had passed away before I telegraphed. It all happened very,
-very suddenly." He paused. "Very, very suddenly!"
-
-"Yes," said Sophia, weakly. She was conscious of a profound
-sadness which was not grief, though it resembled grief. And she
-had also a feeling that she was responsible to Mr. Till Boldero
-for anything untoward that might have occurred to him by reason of
-Gerald.
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Till Boldero, deliberately and softly. "He came in
-last night just as we were closing. We had very heavy rain here. I
-don't know how it was with you. He was wet, in a dreadful state,
-simply dreadful. Of course, I didn't recognize him. I'd never seen
-him before, so far as my recollection goes. He asked me if I was
-the son of Mr. Till Boldero that had this shop in 1866. I said I
-was. 'Well,' he says, 'you're the only connection I've got. My
-name's Gerald Scales. My mother was your father's cousin. Can you
-do anything for me?' he says. I could see he was ill. I had him in
-here. When I found he couldn't eat nor drink I thought I'd happen
-better send for th' doctor. The doctor got him to bed. He passed
-away at one o'clock this afternoon. I was very sorry my wife
-wasn't here to look after things a bit better. But she's at
-Southport, not well at all."
-
-"What was it?" Sophia asked briefly.
-
-Mr. Boldero indicated the enigmatic. "Exhaustion, I suppose," he
-replied.
-
-"He's here?" demanded Sophia, lifting her eyes to possible
-bedrooms.
-
-"Yes," said Mr. Boldero. "I suppose you would wish to see him?"
-
-"Yes," said Sophia.
-
-"You haven't seen him for a long time, your sister told me?" Mr.
-Boldero murmured, sympathetically.
-
-"Not since 'seventy," said Sophia.
-
-"Eh, dear! Eh, dear!" ejaculated Mr. Boldero. "I fear it's been a
-sad business for ye, Mrs. Scales. Not since 'seventy!" He sighed.
-"You must take it as well as you can. I'm not one as talks much,
-but I sympathize, with you. I do that! I wish my wife had been
-here to receive you."
-
-Tears came into Sophia's eyes.
-
-"Nay, nay!" he said. "You must bear up now!"
-
-"It's you that make me cry," said Sophia, gratefully. "You were
-very good to take him in. It must have been exceedingly trying for
-you."
-
-"Oh," he protested, "you mustn't talk like that. I couldn't leave
-a Boldero on the pavement, and an old man at that! . . . Oh, to
-think that if he'd only managed to please his uncle he might ha'
-been one of the richest men in Lancashire. But then there'd ha'
-been no Boldero Institute at Strangeways!" he added.
-
-They both sat silent a moment.
-
-"Will you come now? Or will you wait a bit?" asked Mr. Boldero,
-gently. "Just as you wish. I'm sorry as my wife's away, that I
-am!"
-
-"I'll come now," said Sophia, firmly. But she was stricken.
-
-He conducted her up a short, dark flight of stairs, which gave on
-a passage, and at the end of the passage was a door ajar. He
-pushed the door open. "I'll leave you for a moment," he said,
-always in the same very restrained tone. "You'll find me
-downstairs, there, if you want me." And he moved away with hushed,
-deliberate tread.
-
-Sophia went into the room, of which the white blind was drawn. She
-appreciated Mr. Boldero's consideration in leaving her. She was
-trembling. But when she saw, in the pale gloom, the face of an
-aged man peeping out from under a white sheet on a naked mattress,
-she started back, trembling no more--rather transfixed into an
-absolute rigidity. That was no conventional, expected shock that
-she had received. It was a genuine unforeseen shock, the most
-violent that she had ever had. In her mind she had not pictured
-Gerald as a very old man. She knew that he was old; she had said
-to herself that he must be very old, well over seventy. But she
-had not pictured him. This face on the bed was painfully, pitiably
-old. A withered face, with the shiny skin all drawn into wrinkles!
-The stretched skin under the jaw was like the skin of a plucked
-fowl. The cheek-bones stood up, and below them were deep hollows,
-almost like egg-cups. A short, scraggy white beard covered the
-lower part of the face. The hair was scanty, irregular, and quite
-white; a little white hair grew in the ears. The shut mouth
-obviously hid toothless gums, for the lips were sucked in. The
-eyelids were as if pasted down over the eyes, fitting them like
-kid. All the skin was extremely pallid; it seemed brittle. The
-body, whose outlines were clear under the sheet, was very small,
-thin, shrunk, pitiable as the face. And on the face was a general
-expression of final fatigue, of tragic and acute exhaustion; such
-as made Sophia pleased that the fatigue and exhaustion had been
-assuaged in rest, while all the time she kept thinking to herself
-horribly: "Oh! how tired he must have been!"
-
-Sophia then experienced a pure and primitive emotion, uncoloured
-by any moral or religious quality. She was not sorry that Gerald
-had wasted his life, nor that he was a shame to his years and to
-her. The manner of his life was of no importance. What affected
-her was that he had once been young, and that he had grown old,
-and was now dead. That was all. Youth and vigour had come to that.
-Youth and vigour always came to that. Everything came to that. He
-had ill-treated her; he had abandoned her; he had been a devious
-rascal; but how trivial were such accusations against him! The
-whole of her huge and bitter grievance against him fell to pieces
-and crumbled. She saw him young, and proud, and strong, as for
-instance when he had kissed her lying on the bed in that London
-hotel--she forgot the name--in 1866; and now he was old, and worn,
-and horrible, and dead. It was the riddle of life that was
-puzzling and killing her. By the corner of her eye, reflected in
-the mirror of a wardrobe near the bed, she glimpsed a tall,
-forlorn woman, who had once been young and now was old; who had
-once exulted in abundant strength, and trodden proudly on the neck
-of circumstance, and now was old. He and she had once loved and
-burned and quarrelled in the glittering and scornful pride of
-youth. But time had worn them out. "Yet a little while," she
-thought, "and I shall be lying on a bed like that! And what shall
-I have lived for? What is the meaning of it?" The riddle of life
-itself was killing her, and she seemed to drown in a sea of
-inexpressible sorrow.
-
-Her memory wandered hopelessly among those past years. She saw
-Chirac with his wistful smile. She saw him whipped over the roof
-of the Gare du Nord at the tail of a balloon. She saw old Niepce.
-She felt his lecherous arm round her. She was as old now as Niepce
-had been then. Could she excite lust now? Ah! the irony of such a
-question! To be young and seductive, to be able to kindle a man's
-eye--that seemed to her the sole thing desirable. Once she had
-been so! ... Niepce must certainly have been dead for years.
-Niepce, the obstinate and hopeful voluptuary, was nothing but a
-few bones in a coffin now!
-
-She was acquainted with affliction in that hour. All that she had
-previously suffered sank into insignificance by the side of that
-suffering.
-
-She turned to the veiled window and idly pulled the blind and
-looked out. Huge red and yellow cars were swimming in thunder
-along Deansgate; lorries jolted and rattled; the people of
-Manchester hurried along the pavements, apparently unconscious
-that all their doings were vain. Yesterday he too had been in
-Deansgate, hungry for life, hating the idea of death! What a
-figure he must have made! Her heart dissolved in pity for him. She
-dropped the blind.
-
-"My life has been too terrible!" she thought. "I wish I was dead.
-I have been through too much. It is monstrous, and I cannot stand
-it. I do not want to die, but I wish I was dead."
-
-There was a discreet knock on the door.
-
-"Come in," she said, in a calm, resigned, cheerful voice. The
-sound had recalled her with the swiftness of a miracle to the
-unconquerable dignity of human pride.
-
-Mr. Till Boldero entered.
-
-"I should like you to come downstairs and drink a cup of tea," he
-said. He was a marvel of tact and good nature. "My wife is
-unfortunately not here, and the house is rather at sixes and
-sevens; but I have sent out for some tea."
-
-She followed him downstairs into the parlour. He poured out a cup
-of tea.
-
-"I was forgetting," she said. "I am forbidden tea. I mustn't drink
-it."
-
-She looked at the cup, tremendously tempted. She longed for tea.
-An occasional transgression could not harm her. But no! She would
-not drink it.
-
-"Then what can I get you?"
-
-"If I could have just milk and water," she said meekly.
-
-Mr. Boldero emptied the cup into the slop basin, and began to fill
-it again.
-
-"Did he tell you anything?" she asked, after a considerable
-silence.
-
-"Nothing," said Mr. Boldero in his low, soothing tones. "Nothing
-except that he had come from Liverpool. Judging from his shoes I
-should say he must have walked a good bit of the way."
-
-"At his age!" murmured Sophia, touched.
-
-"Yes," sighed Mr. Boldero. "He must have been in great straits.
-You know, he could scarcely talk at all. By the way, here are his
-clothes. I have had them put aside."
-
-Sophia saw a small pile of clothes on a chair. She examined the
-suit, which was still damp, and its woeful shabbiness pained her.
-The linen collar was nearly black, its stud of bone. As for the
-boots, she had noticed such boots on the feet of tramps. She wept
-now. These were the clothes of him who had once been a dandy
-living at the rate of fifty pounds a week.
-
-"No luggage or anything, of course?" she muttered.
-
-"No," said Mr. Boldero. "In the pockets there was nothing whatever
-but this."
-
-He went to the mantelpiece and picked up a cheap, cracked letter
-case, which Sophia opened. In it were a visiting card--'Senorita
-Clemenzia Borja'--and a bill-head of the Hotel of the Holy Spirit,
-Concepcion del Uruguay, on the back of which a lot of figures had
-been scrawled.
-
-"One would suppose," said Mr. Boldero, "that he had come from
-South America."
-
-"Nothing else?"
-
-"Nothing."
-
-Gerald's soul had not been compelled to abandon much in the haste
-of its flight.
-
-A servant announced that Mrs. Scales's friends were waiting for
-her outside in the motor-car. Sophia glanced at Mr. Till Boldero
-with an exacerbated anxiety on her face.
-
-"Surely they don't expect me to go back with them tonight!" she
-said. "And look at all there is to be done!"
-
-Mr. Till Boldero's kindness was then redoubled. "You can do
-nothing for HIM now," he said. "Tell me your wishes about the
-funeral. I will arrange everything. Go back to your sister to-
-night. She will be nervous about you. And return tomorrow or the
-day after. ... No! It's no trouble, I assure you!"
-
-She yielded.
-
-Thus towards eight o'clock, when Sophia had eaten a little under
-Mr. Boldero's superintendence, and the pawnshop was shut up, the
-motor-car started again for Bursley, Lily Holl being beside her
-lover and Sophia alone in the body of the car. Sophia had told
-them nothing of the nature of her mission. She was incapable of
-talking to them. They saw that she was in a condition of serious
-mental disturbance. Under cover of the noise of the car, Lily said
-to Dick that she was sure Mrs. Scales was ill, and Dick, putting
-his lips together, replied that he meant to be in King Street at
-nine-thirty at the latest. From time to time Lily surreptitiously
-glanced at Sophia--a glance of apprehensive inspection, or smiled
-at her silently; and Sophia vaguely responded to the smile.
-
-In half an hour they had escaped from the ring of Manchester and
-were on the county roads of Cheshire, polished, flat, sinuous. It
-was the season of the year when there is no night--only daylight
-and twilight; when the last silver of dusk remains obstinately
-visible for hours. And in the open country, under the melancholy
-arch of evening, the sadness of the earth seemed to possess Sophia
-anew. Only then did she realize the intensity of the ordeal
-through which she was passing.
-
-To the south of Congleton one of the tyres softened, immediately
-after Dick had lighted his lamps. He stopped the car and got down
-again. They were two miles Astbury, the nearest village. He had
-just, with the resignation of experience, reached for the tool-
-bag, when Lily exclaimed: "Is she asleep, or what?" Sophia was not
-asleep, but she was apparently not conscious.
-
-It was a difficult and a trying situation for two lovers. Their
-voices changed momentarily to the tone of alarm and consternation,
-and then grew firm again. Sophia showed life but not reason. Lily
-could feel the poor old lady's heart.
-
-"Well, there's nothing for it!" said Dick, briefly, when all their
-efforts failed to rouse her.
-
-"What--shall you do?"
-
-"Go straight home as quick as I can on three tyres. We must get
-her over to this side, and you must hold her. Like that we shall
-keep the weight off the other side."
-
-He pitched back the tool-bag into its box. Lily admired his
-decision.
-
-It was in this order, no longer under the spell of the changing
-beauty of nocturnal landscapes, that they finished the journey.
-Constance had opened the door before the car came to a stop in the
-gloom of King Street. The young people considered that she bore
-the shock well, though the carrying into the house of Sophia's
-inert, twitching body, with its hat forlornly awry, was a sight to
-harrow a soul sturdier than Constance.
-
-When that was done, Dick said curtly: "I'm off. You stay here, of
-course."
-
-"Where are you going?" asked Lily.
-
-"Doctor!" snapped Dick, hobbling rapidly down the steps.
-
-IV
-
-The extraordinary violence of the turn in affairs was what chiefly
-struck Constance, though it did not overwhelm her. Less than
-twelve hours before--nay, scarcely six hours before--she and
-Sophia had been living their placid and monotonous existence,
-undisturbed by anything worse than the indisposition or death of
-dogs, or the perversity of a servant. And now, the menacing Gerald
-Scales having reappeared, Sophia's form lay mysterious and
-affrightening on the sofa; and she and Lily Holl, a girl whom she
-had not met till that day, were staring at Sophia side by side,
-intimately sharing the same alarm. Constance rose to the crisis.
-She no longer had Sophia's energy and decisive peremptoriness to
-depend on, and the Baines in her was awakened. All her daily
-troubles sank away to their proper scale of unimportance. Neither
-the young woman nor the old one knew what to do. They could loosen
-clothes, vainly offer restoratives to the smitten mouth: that was
-all. Sophia was not unconscious, as could be judged from her eyes;
-but she could not speak, nor make signs; her body was frequently
-convulsed. So the two women waited, and the servant waited in the
-background. The sight of Sophia had effected an astonishing
-transformation in Maud. Maud was a changed girl. Constance could
-not recognize, in her eager deferential anxiety to be of use, the
-pert naughtiness of the minx. She was altered as a wanton of the
-middle ages would have been altered by some miraculous visitation.
-It might have been the turning-point in Maud's career!
-
-Doctor Stirling arrived in less than ten minutes. Dick Povey had
-had the wit to look for him at the Federation meeting in the Town
-Hall. And the advent of the doctor and Dick, noisily, at breakneck
-speed in the car, provided a second sensation. The doctor inquired
-quickly what had occurred. Nobody could tell him anything.
-Constance had already confided to Lily Holl the reason of the
-visit to Manchester; but that was the extent of her knowledge. Not
-a single person in Bursley, except Sophia, knew what had happened
-in Manchester. But Constance conjectured that Gerald Scales was
-dead--or Sophia would never have returned so soon. Then the doctor
-suggested that on the contrary Gerald Scales might be out of
-danger. And all then pictured to themselves this troubling Gerald
-Scales, this dark and sinister husband that had caused such a
-violent upheaval.
-
-Meanwhile the doctor was at work. He sent Dick Povey to knock up
-Critchlow's, if the shop should be closed, and obtain a drug.
-Then, after a time, he lifted Sophia, just as she was, like a
-bundle on his shoulder, and carried her single-handed upstairs to
-the second floor. He had recently been giving a course of
-instruction to enthusiasts of the St. John's Ambulance Association
-in Bursley. The feat had an air of the superhuman. Above all else
-it remained printed on Constance's mind: the burly doctor treading
-delicately and carefully on the crooked, creaking stairs, his
-precautions against damaging Sophia by brusque contacts, his
-stumble at the two steps in the middle of the corridor; Sophia's
-horribly limp head and loosened hair; and then the tender placing
-of her on the bed, and the doctor's long breath and flourish of
-his large handkerchief, all that under the crude lights and
-shadows of gas jets! The doctor was nonplussed. Constance gave him
-a second-hand account of Sophia's original attack in Paris,
-roughly as she had heard it from Sophia. He at once said that it
-could not have been what the French doctor had said it was.
-Constance shrugged her shoulders. She was not surprised. For her
-there was necessarily something of the charlatan about a French
-doctor. She said she only knew what Sophia had told her. After a
-time Dr. Stirling determined to try electricity, and Dick Povey
-drove him up to the surgery to fetch his apparatus. The women were
-left alone again. Constance was very deeply impressed by Lily
-Holl's sensible, sympathetic attitude. "Whatever I should have
-done without Miss Lily I don't know!" she used to exclaim
-afterwards. Even Maud was beyond praise. It seemed to be the
-middle of the night when Dr. Stirling came back, but it was barely
-eleven o'clock, and people were only just returning from Hanbridge
-Theatre and Hanbridge Music Hall. The use of the electrical
-apparatus was a dead spectacle. Sophia's inertness under it was
-agonizing. They waited, as it were, breathless for the result. And
-there was no result. Both injections and electricity had entirely
-failed to influence the paralysis of Sophia's mouth and throat.
-Everything had failed. "Nothing to do but wait a bit!" said the
-doctor quietly. They waited in the chamber. Sophia seemed to be in
-a kind of coma. The distortion of her handsome face was more
-marked as time passed. The doctor spoke now and then in a low
-voice. He said that the attack had ultimately been determined by
-cold produced by rapid motion in the automobile. Dick Povey
-whispered that he must run over to Hanbridge and let Lily's
-parents know that there was no cause for alarm on her account, and
-that he would return at once. He was very devoted. On the landing
-out-side the bedroom, the doctor murmured to him: "U.P." And Dick
-nodded. They were great friends.
-
-At intervals the doctor, who never knew when he was beaten,
-essayed new methods of dealing with Sophia's case. New symptoms
-followed. It was half-past twelve when, after gazing with
-prolonged intensity at the patient, and after having tested her
-mouth and heart, he rose slowly and looked at Constance.
-
-"It's over?" said Constance.
-
-And he very slightly moved his head. "Come downstairs, please," he
-enjoined her, in a pause that ensued. Constance was amazingly
-courageous. The doctor was very solemn and very kind; Constance
-had never before seen him to such heroic advantage. He led her
-with infinite gentleness out of the room. There was nothing to
-stay for; Sophia had gone. Constance wanted to stay by Sophia's
-body; but it was the rule that the stricken should be led away,
-the doctor observed this classic rule, and Constance felt that he
-was right and that she must obey. Lily Holl followed. The servant,
-learning the truth by the intuition accorded to primitive natures,
-burst into loud sobs, yelling that Sophia had been the most
-excellent mistress that servant ever had. The doctor angrily told
-her not to stand blubbering there, but to go into her kitchen and
-shut the door if she couldn't control herself. All his accumulated
-nervous agitation was discharged on Maud like a thunderclap.
-Constance continued to behave wonderfully. She was the admiration
-of the doctor and Lily Holl. Then Dick Povey came back. It was
-settled that Lily should pass the night with Constance. At last
-the doctor and Dick departed together, the doctor undertaking the
-mortuary arrangements. Maud was hunted to bed.
-
-Early in the morning Constance rose up from her own bed. It was
-five o'clock, and there had been daylight for two hours already.
-She moved noiselessly and peeped over the foot of the bed at the
-sofa. Lily was quietly asleep there, breathing with the softness
-of a child. Lily would have deemed that she was a very mature
-woman, who had seen life and much of it. Yet to Constance her face
-and attitude had the exquisite quality of a child's. She was not
-precisely a pretty girl, but her features, the candid expression
-of her disposition, produced an impression that was akin to that
-of beauty. Her abandonment was complete. She had gone through the
-night unscathed, and was now renewing herself in calm, oblivious
-sleep. Her ingenuous girlishness was apparent then. It seemed as
-if all her wise and sweet behaviour of the evening could have been
-nothing but so many imitative gestures. It seemed impossible that
-a being so young and fresh could have really experienced the mood
-of which her gestures had been the expression. Her strong virginal
-simplicity made Constance vaguely sad for her.
-
-Creeping out of the room, Constance climbed to the second floor in
-her dressing-gown, and entered the other chamber. She was obliged
-to look again upon Sophia's body. Incredible swiftness of
-calamity! Who could have foreseen it? Constance was less desolated
-than numbed. She was as yet only touching the fringe of her
-bereavement. She had not begun to think of herself. She was
-drenched, as she gazed at Sophia's body, not by pity for herself,
-but by compassion for the immense disaster of her sister's life.
-She perceived fully now for the first time the greatness of that
-disaster. Sophia's charm and Sophia's beauty--what profit had they
-been to their owner? She saw pictures of Sophia's career,
-distorted and grotesque images formed in her untravelled mind from
-Sophia's own rare and compressed recitals. What a career! A brief
-passion, and then nearly thirty years in a boarding-house! And
-Sophia had never had a child; had never known either the joy or
-the pain of maternity. She had never even had a true home till, in
-all her sterile splendour, she came to Bursley. And she had ended
---thus! This was the piteous, ignominious end of Sophia's wondrous
-gifts of body and soul. Hers had not been a life at all. And the
-reason? It is strange how fate persists in justifying the harsh
-generalizations of Puritan morals, of the morals in which
-Constance had been brought up by her stern parents! Sophia had
-sinned. It was therefore inevitable that she should suffer. An
-adventure such as she had in wicked and capricious pride
-undertaken with Gerald Scales, could not conclude otherwise than
-it had concluded. It could have brought nothing but evil. There
-was no getting away from these verities, thought Constance. And
-she was to be excused for thinking that all modern progress and
-cleverness was as naught, and that the world would be forced to
-return upon its steps and start again in the path which it had
-left.
-
-Up to within a few days of her death people had been wont to
-remark that Mrs. Scales looked as young as ever, and that she was
-as bright and as energetic as ever. And truly, regarding Sophia
-from a little distance--that handsome oval, that erect carriage of
-a slim body, that challenging eye!--no one would have said that
-she was in her sixtieth year. But look at her now, with her
-twisted face, her sightless orbs, her worn skin--she did not seem
-sixty, but seventy! She was like something used, exhausted, and
-thrown aside! Yes, Constance's heart melted in an anguished pity
-for that stormy creature. And mingled with the pity was a stern
-recognition of the handiwork of divine justice. To Constance's
-lips came the same phrase as had come to the lips of Samuel Povey
-on a different occasion: God is not mocked! The ideas of her
-parents and her grandparents had survived intact in Constance. It
-is true that Constance's father would have shuddered in Heaven
-could he have seen Constance solitarily playing cards of a night.
-But in spite of cards, and of a son who never went to chapel,
-Constance, under the various influences of destiny, had remained
-essentially what her father had been. Not in her was the force of
-evolution manifest. There are thousands such.
-
-Lily, awake, and reclothed with that unreal mien of a grown and
-comprehending woman, stepped quietly into the room, searching for
-the poor old thing, Constance. The layer-out had come.
-
-By the first post was delivered a letter addressed to Sophia by
-Mr. Till Boldero. From its contents the death of Gerald Scales was
-clear. There seemed then to be nothing else for Constance to do.
-What had to be done was done for her. And stronger wills than hers
-put her to bed. Cyril was telegraphed for. Mr. Critchlow called,
-Mrs. Critchlow following--a fussy infliction, but useful in
-certain matters. Mr. Critchlow was not allowed to see Constance.
-She could hear his high grating voice in the corridor. She had to
-lie calm, and the sudden tranquillity seemed strange after the
-feverish violence of the night. Only twenty-four hours since, and
-she had been worrying about the death of a dog! With a body crying
-for sleep, she dozed off, thoughts of the mystery of life merging
-into the incoherence of dreams.
-
-The news was abroad in the Square before nine o'clock. There were
-persons who had witnessed the arrival of the motorcar, and the
-transfer of Sophia to the house. Untruthful rumours had spread as
-to the manner of Gerald Scales's death. Some said that he had
-dramatically committed suicide. But the town, though titillated,
-was not moved as it would have been moved by a similar event
-twenty years, or even ten years earlier. Times had changed in
-Bursley. Bursley was more sophisticated than in the old days.
-
-Constance was afraid lest Cyril, despite the seriousness of the
-occasion, might exhibit his customary tardiness in coming. She had
-long since learnt not to rely upon him. But he came the same
-evening. His behaviour was in every way perfect. He showed quiet
-but genuine grief for the death of his aunt, and he was a model of
-consideration for his mother. Further, he at once assumed charge
-of all the arrangements, in regard both to Sophia and to her
-husband. Constance was surprised at the ease which he displayed in
-the conduct of practical affairs, and the assurance with which he
-gave orders. She had never seen him direct anything before. He
-said, indeed, that he had never directed anything before, but that
-there appeared to him to be no difficulties. Whereas Constance had
-figured a tiresome series of varied complications. As to the
-burial of Sophia, Cyril was vigorously in favour of an absolutely
-private funeral; that is to say, a funeral at which none but
-himself should be present. He seemed to have a passionate
-objection to any sort of parade. Constance agreed with him. But
-she said that it would be impossible not to invite Mr. Critchlow,
-Sophia's trustee, and that if Mr. Critchlow were invited certain
-others must be invited. Cyril asked: "Why impossible?" Constance
-said: "Because it mould be impossible. Because Mr. Critchlow would
-be hurt." Cyril asked: "What does it matter if he is hurt?" and
-suggested that Mr. Critchlow would get over his damage. Constance
-grew more serious. The discussion threatened to be warm. Suddenly
-Cyril yielded. "All right, Mrs. Plover, all right! It shall be
-exactly as you choose," he said, in a gentle, humouring tone. He
-had not called her 'Mrs. Plover' for years. She thought the hour
-badly chosen for verbal pleasantry, but he was so kind that she
-made no complaint. Thus there were six people at Sophia's funeral,
-including Mr. Critchlow. No refreshments were offered. The
-mourners separated at the church. When both funerals were
-accomplished Cyril sat down and played the harmonium softly, and
-said that it had kept well in tune. He was extraordinarily
-soothing.
-
-He had now reached the age of thirty-three. His habits were as
-industrious as ever, his preoccupation with his art as keen. But
-he had achieved no fame, no success. He earned nothing, living in
-comfort on an allowance from his mother. He seldom spoke of his
-plans and never of his hopes. He had in fact settled down into a
-dilletante, having learnt gently to scorn the triumphs which he
-lacked the force to win. He imagined that industry and a regular
-existence were sufficient justification in themselves for any
-man's life. Constance had dropped the habit of expecting him to
-astound the world. He was rather grave and precise in manner,
-courteous and tepid, with a touch of condescension towards his
-environment; as though he were continually permitting the
-perspicacious to discern that he had nothing to learn--if the
-truth were known! His humour had assumed a modified form. He often
-smiled to himself. He was unexceptionable.
-
-On the day after Sophia's funeral he set to work to design a
-simple stone for his aunt's tomb. He said he could not tolerate
-the ordinary gravestone, which always looked, to him, as if the
-wind might blow it over, thus negativing the idea of solidity. His
-mother did not in the least understand him. She thought the
-lettering of his tombstone affected and finicking. But she let it
-pass without comment, being secretly very flattered that he should
-have deigned to design a stone at all.
-
-Sophia had left all her money to Cyril, and had made him the sole
-executor of her will. This arrangement had been agreed with
-Constance. The sisters thought it was the best plan. Cyril ignored
-Mr. Critchlow entirely, and went to a young lawyer at Hanbridge, a
-friend of his and of Matthew Peel-Swynnerton's. Mr. Critchlow,
-aged and unaccustomed to interference, had to render accounts of
-his trusteeship to this young man, and was incensed. The estate
-was proved at over thirty-five thousand pounds. In the main,
-Sophia had been careful, and had even been parsimonious. She had
-often told Constance that they ought to spend money much more
-freely, and she had had a few brief fits of extravagance. But the
-habit of stern thrift, begun in 1870 and practised without any
-intermission till she came to England in 1897, had been too strong
-for her theories. The squandering of money pained her. And she
-could not, in her age, devise expensive tastes.
-
-Cyril showed no emotion whatever on learning himself the inheritor
-of thirty-five thousand pounds. He did not seem to care. He spoke
-of the sum as a millionaire might have spoken of it. In justice to
-him it is to be said that he cared nothing for wealth, except in
-so far as wealth could gratify his eye and ear trained to artistic
-voluptuousness. But, for his mother's sake, and for the sake of
-Bursley, he might have affected a little satisfaction. His mother
-was somewhat hurt. His behaviour caused her to revert in
-meditation again and again to the futility of Sophia's career, and
-the waste of her attributes. She had grown old and hard in joyless
-years in order to amass this money which Cyril would spend coldly
-and ungratefully, never thinking of the immense effort and endless
-sacrifice which had gone to its collection. He would spend it as
-carelessly as though he had picked it up in the street. As the
-days went by and Constance realized her own grief, she also
-realized more and more the completeness of the tragedy of Sophia's
-life. Headstrong Sophia had deceived her mother, and for the
-deception had paid with thirty years of melancholy and the entire
-frustration of her proper destiny.
-
-After haunting Bursley for a fortnight in elegant black, Cyril
-said, without any warning, one night: "I must go the day after to-
-morrow, mater." And he told her of a journey to Hungary which he
-had long since definitely planned with Matthew Peel-Swynnerton,
-and which could not be postponed, as it comprised 'business.' He
-had hitherto breathed no word of this. He was as secretive as
-ever. As to her holiday, he suggested that she should arrange to
-go away with the Holls and Dick Povey. He approved of Lily Holl
-and of Dick Povey. Of Dick Povey he said: "He's one of the most
-remarkable chaps in the Five Towns." And he had the air of having
-made Dick's reputation. Constance, knowing there was no appeal,
-accepted the sentence of loneliness. Her health was singularly
-good.
-
-When he was gone she said to herself: "Scarcely a fortnight and
-Sophia was here at this table!" She would remember every now and
-then, with a faint shock, that poor, proud, masterful Sophia was
-dead.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-END OF CONSTANCE
-
-I
-
-
-When, on a June afternoon about twelve months later, Lily Holl
-walked into Mrs. Povey's drawing-room overlooking the Square, she
-found a calm, somewhat optimistic old lady--older than her years--
-which were little more than sixty--whose chief enemies were
-sciatica and rheumatism. The sciatica was a dear enemy of long
-standing, always affectionately referred to by the forgiving
-Constance as 'my sciatica'; the rheumatism was a new-comer,
-unprivileged, spoken of by its victim apprehensively and yet
-disdainfully as 'this rheumatism.' Constance was now very stout.
-She sat in a low easy-chair between the oval table and the window,
-arrayed in black silk. As the girl Lily came in, Constance lifted
-her head with a bland smile, and Lily kissed her, contentedly.
-Lily knew that she was a welcome visitor. These two had become as
-intimate as the difference between their ages would permit; of the
-two, Constance was the more frank. Lily as well as Constance was
-in mourning. A few months previously her aged grandfather, 'Holl,
-the grocer,' had died. The second of his two sons, Lily's father,
-had then left the business established by the brothers at
-Hanbridge in order to manage, for a time, the parent business in
-St. Luke's Square. Alderman Holl's death had delayed Lily's
-marriage. Lily took tea with Constance, or at any rate paid a
-call, four or five times a week. She listened to Constance.
-
-Everybody considered that Constance had 'come splendidly through'
-the dreadful affair of Sophia's death. Indeed, it was observed
-that she was more philosophic, more cheerful, more sweet, than she
-had been for many years. The truth was that, though her
-bereavement had been the cause of a most genuine and durable
-sorrow, it had been a relief to her. When Constance was over
-fifty, the energetic and masterful Sophia had burst in upon her
-lethargic tranquillity and very seriously disturbed the flow of
-old habits. Certainly Constance had fought Sophia on the main
-point, and won; but on a hundred minor points she had either lost
-or had not fought. Sophia had been 'too much' for Constance, and
-it had been only by a wearying expenditure of nervous force that
-Constance had succeeded in holding a small part of her own against
-the unconscious domination of Sophia. The death of Mrs. Scales had
-put an end to all the strain, and Constance had been once again
-mistress in Constance's house. Constance would never have admitted
-these facts, even to herself; and no one would ever have dared to
-suggest them to her. For with all her temperamental mildness she
-had her formidable side.
-
-She was slipping a photograph into a plush-covered photograph
-album.
-
-"More photographs?" Lily questioned. She had almost exactly the
-same benignant smile that Constance had. She seemed to be the
-personification of gentleness--one of those feather-beds that some
-capricious men occasionally have the luck to marry. She was
-capable, with a touch of honest, simple stupidity. All her
-character was displayed in the tone in which she said: "More
-photographs?" It showed an eager responsive sympathy with
-Constance's cult for photographs, also a slight personal fondness
-for photographs, also a dim perception that a cult for photographs
-might be carried to the ridiculous, and a kind desire to hide all
-trace of this perception. The voice was thin, and matched the pale
-complexion of her delicate face.
-
-Constance's eyes had a quizzical gleam behind her spectacles as
-she silently held up the photograph for Lily's inspection.
-
-Lily, sitting down, lowered the corners of her soft lips when she
-beheld the photograph, and nodded her head several times, scarce
-perceptibly.
-
-"Her ladyship has just given it to me," whispered Constance.
-
-"Indeed!" said Lily, with an extraordinary accent.
-
-'Her ladyship' was the last and best of Constance's servants, a
-really excellent creature of thirty, who had known misfortune, and
-who must assuredly have been sent to Constance by the old watchful
-Providence. They 'got on together' nearly perfectly. Her name was
-Mary. After ten years of turmoil, Constance in the matter of
-servants was now at rest.
-
-"Yes," said Constance. "She's named it to me several times--about
-having her photograph taken, and last week I let her go. I told
-you, didn't I? I always consider her in every way, all her little
-fancies and everything. And the copies came to-day. I wouldn't
-hurt her feelings for anything. You may be sure she'll take a look
-into the album next time she cleans the room."
-
-Constance and Lily exchanged a glance agreeing that Constance had
-affably stretched a point in deciding to put the photograph of a
-servant between the same covers with photographs of her family and
-friends. It was doubtful whether such a thing had ever been done
-before.
-
-One photograph usually leads to another, and one photograph album
-to another photograph album.
-
-"Pass me that album on the second shelf of the Canterbury; my
-dear," said Constance.
-
-Lily rose vivaciously, as though to see the album on the second
-shelf of the Canterbury had been the ambition of her life.
-
-They sat side by side at the table, Lily turning over the pages.
-Constance, for all her vast bulk, continually made little nervous
-movements. Occasionally she would sniff and occasionally a
-mysterious noise would occur in her chest; she always pretended
-that this noise was a cough, and would support the pretence by
-emitting a real cough immediately after it.
-
-"Why!" exclaimed Lily. "Have I seen that before?" "I don't know,
-my dear," said Constance. "HAVE you?"
-
-It was a photograph of Sophia taken a few years previously by 'a
-very nice gentleman,' whose acquaintance the sisters had made
-during a holiday at Harrogate. It portrayed Sophia on a knoll,
-fronting the weather.
-
-"It's Mrs. Scales to the life--I can see that," said Lily.
-
-"Yes," said Constance. "Whenever there was a wind she always stood
-like that, and took long deep breaths of it."
-
-This recollection of one of Sophia's habits recalled the whole
-woman to Constance's memory, and drew a picture of her character
-for the girl who had scarcely known her.
-
-"It's not like ordinary photographs. There's something special
-about it," said Lily, enthusiastically. "I don't think I ever saw
-a photograph like that."
-
-"I've got another copy of it in my bedroom," said Constance. "I'll
-give you this one."
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Povey! I couldn't think--!"
-
-"Yes, yes!" said Constance, removing the photograph from the page.
-
-"Oh, THANK you!" said Lily.
-
-"And that reminds me," said Constance, getting up with great
-difficulty from her chair.
-
-"Can I find anything for you?" Lily asked.
-
-"No, no!" said Constance, leaving the room.
-
-She returned in a moment with her jewel-box, a receptacle of ebony
-with ivory ornamentations.
-
-"I've always meant to give you this," said Constance, taking from
-the box a fine cameo brooch. "I don't seem to fancy wearing it
-myself. And I should like to see you wearing it. It was mother's.
-I believe they're coming into fashion again. I don't see why you
-shouldn't wear it while you're in mourning. They aren't half so
-strict now about mourning as they used to be."
-
-"Truly!" murmured Lily, ecstatically. They kissed. Constance
-seemed to breathe out benevolence, as with trembling hands she
-pinned the brooch at Lily's neck. She lavished the warm treasure
-of her heart on Lily, whom she regarded as an almost perfect girl,
-and who had become the idol of her latter years.
-
-"What a magnificent old watch!" said Lily, as they delved together
-in the lower recesses of the box. "AND the chain to it!"
-
-"That was father's," said Constance. "He always used to swear by
-it. When it didn't agree with the Town Hall, he used to say: 'Then
-th' Town Hall's wrong.' And it's curious, the Town Hall WAS wrong.
-You know the Town Hall clock has never been a good timekeeper.
-I've been thinking of giving that watch and chain to Dick."
-
-"HAVE you?" said Lily.
-
-"Yes. It's just as good as it was when father wore it. My husband
-never would wear it. He preferred his own. He had little fancies
-like that. And Cyril takes after his father." She spoke in her
-'dry' tone. "I've almost decided to give it to Dick--that is, if
-he behaves himself. Is he still on with this ballooning?"
-
-Lily Smiled guiltily: "Oh yes!"
-
-"Well," said Constance, "I never heard the like! If he's been up
-and come down safely, that ought to be enough for him. I wonder
-you let him do it, my dear."
-
-"But how can I stop him? I've no control over him."
-
-"But do you mean to say that he'd still do it if you told him
-seriously you didn't want him to?"
-
-"Yes," said Lily; and added: "So I shan't tell him."
-
-Constance nodded her head, musing over the secret nature of men.
-She remembered too well the cruel obstinacy of Samuel, who had
-nevertheless loved her. And Dick Povey was a thousand times more
-bizarre than Samuel. She saw him vividly, a little boy, whizzing
-down King Street on a boneshaker, and his cap flying off.
-Afterwards it had been motor-cars! Now it was balloons! She
-sighed. She was struck by the profound instinctive wisdom just
-enunciated by the girl.
-
-"Well," she said, "I shall see. I've not made up my mind yet.
-What's the young man doing this afternoon, by the way?"
-
-"He's gone to Birmingham to try to sell two motor-lorries. He
-won't be back home till late. He's coming over here to-morrow."
-
-It was an excellent illustration of Dick Povey's methods that at
-this very moment Lily heard in the Square the sound of a motor-
-car, which happened to be Dick's car. She sprang up to look.
-
-"Why!" she cried, flushing. "Here he is now!"
-
-"Bless us, bless us!" muttered Constance, closing the box.
-
-When Dick, having left his car in King Street, limped
-tempestuously into the drawing-room, galvanizing it by his
-abundant vitality into a new life, he cried joyously: "Sold my
-lorries! Sold my lorries!" And he explained that by a charming
-accident he had disposed of them to a chance buyer in Hanbridge,
-just before starting for Birmingham. So he had telephoned to
-Birmingham that the matter was 'off,' and then, being 'at a loose
-end,' he had come over to Bursley in search of his betrothed. At
-Holl's shop they had told him that she was with Mrs. Povey.
-Constance glanced at him, impressed by his jolly air of success.
-He seemed exactly like his breezy and self-confident
-advertisements in the Signal. He was absolutely pleased with
-himself. He triumphed over his limp--that ever-present reminder of
-a tragedy. Who would dream, to look at his blond, laughing,
-scintillating face, astonishingly young for his years, that he had
-once passed through such a night as that on which his father had
-killed his mother while he lay immovable and cursing, with a
-broken knee, in bed? Constance had heard all about that scene from
-her husband, and she paused in wonder at the contrasting hazards
-of existence.
-
-Dick Povey brought his hands together with a resounding smack, and
-then rubbed them rapidly.
-
-"AND a good price, too!" he exclaimed blithely. "Mrs. Povey, I
-don't mind telling you that I've netted seventy pounds odd this
-afternoon."
-
-Lily's eyes expressed her proud joy.
-
-"I hope pride won't have a fall," said Constance, with a calm
-smile out of which peeped a hint of a rebuke. "That's what I hope.
-I must just go and see about tea."
-
-"I can't stay for tea--really," said Dick.
-
-"Of course you can," said Constance, positively. "Suppose you'd
-been at Birmingham? It's weeks since you stayed to tea."
-
-"Oh, well, thanks!" Dick yielded, rather snubbed.
-
-"Can't I save you a journey, Mrs. Povey?" Lily asked, eagerly
-thoughtful.
-
-"No, thank you, my dear. There are one or two little things that
-need my attention." And Constance departed with her jewel-box.
-
-Dick, having assured himself that the door was closed, assaulted
-Lily with a kiss.
-
-"Been here long?" he inquired.
-
-"About an hour and a half."
-
-"Glad to see me?"
-
-"Oh, Dick!" she protested.
-
-"Old lady's in one of her humours, eh?"
-
-"No, no! Only she was just talking about balloons--you know. She's
-very much up in arms."
-
-"You ought to keep her off balloons. Balloons may be the ruin of
-her wedding-present to us, my child."
-
-"Dick! How can you talk like that? ... It's all very well saying I
-ought to keep her off balloons. You try to keep her off balloons
-when once she begins, and see!"
-
-"What started her?"
-
-"She said she was thinking of giving you old Mr. Baines's gold
-watch and chain--if you behaved yourself."
-
-"Thank you for nothing!" said Dick. "I don't want it."
-
-"Have you seen it?"
-
-"Have I seen it? I should say I had seen it. She's mentioned it
-once or twice before."
-
-"Oh! I didn't know."
-
-"I don't see myself carting that thing about. I much prefer my
-own. What do you think of it?"
-
-"Of course it is rather clumsy," said Lily. "But if she offered it
-to you, you couldn't refuse it, and you'd simply have to wear it."
-
-"Well, then," said Dick, "I must try to behave myself just badly
-enough to keep off the watch, but not badly enough to upset her
-notions about wedding-presents."
-
-"Poor old thing!" Lily murmured, compassionately.
-
-Then Lily put her hand silently to her neck.
-
-"What's that?"
-
-"She's just given it to me."
-
-Dick approached very near to examine the cameo brooch. "Hm!" he
-murmured. It was an adverse verdict. And Lily coincided with it by
-a lift of the eyebrows.
-
-"And I suppose you'll have to wear that!" said Dick.
-
-"She values it as much as anything she's got, poor old thing!"
-said Lily. "It belonged to her mother. And she says cameos are
-coming into fashion again. It really is rather good, you know."
-
-"I wonder where she learnt that!" said Dick, drily. "I see you've
-been suffering from the photographs again."
-
-"Well," said Lily, "I much prefer the photographs to helping her
-to play Patience. The way she cheats herself--it's too silly! I--"
-
-She stopped. The door which had after all not been latched, was
-pushed open, and the antique Fossette introduced herself painfully
-into the room. Fossette had an affection for Dick Povey.
-
-"Well, Methusaleh!" he greeted the animal loudly. She could
-scarcely wag her tail, nor shake the hair out of her dim eyes in
-order to look up at him. He stooped to pat her.
-
-"That dog does smell," said Lily, bluntly.
-
-"What do you expect? What she wants is the least dose of prussic
-acid. She's a burden to herself."
-
-"It's funny that if you venture to hint to Mrs. Povey that the dog
-is offensive she gets quite peppery," said Lily.
-
-"Well, that's very simple," said Dick. "Don't hint, that's all!
-Hold your nose and your tongue too."
-
-"Dick, I do wish you wouldn't be so absurd."
-
-Constance returned into the room, cutting short the conversation.
-
-"Mrs. Povey," said Dick, in a voice full of gratitude, "Lily has
-just been showing me her brooch--"
-
-He noticed that she paid no heed to him, but passed hurriedly to
-the window.
-
-"What's amiss in the Square?" Constance exclaimed. "When I was in
-the parlour just now I saw a man running along Wedgwood Street,
-and I said to myself, what's amiss?"
-
-Dick and Lily joined her at the window.
-
-Several people were hurrying down the Square, and then a man came
-running with a doctor from the market-place. All these persons
-disappeared from view under the window of Mrs. Povey's drawing-
-room, which was over part of Mrs. Critchlow's shop. As the windows
-of the shop projected beyond the walls of the house it was
-impossible, from the drawing-room window, to see the pavement in
-front of the shop.
-
-"It must be something on the pavement--or in the shop!" murmured
-Constance.
-
-"Oh, ma'am!" said a startled voice behind the three. It was Mary,
-original of the photograph, who had run unperceived into the
-drawing-room. "They say as Mrs. Critchlow has tried to commit
-suicide!"
-
-Constance started back. Lily went towards her, with an instinctive
-gesture of supporting consolation.
-
-"Maria Critchlow tried to commit suicide!" Constance muttered.
-
-"Yes, ma'am! But they say she's not done it."
-
-"By Jove! I'd better go and see if I can help, hadn't I?" cried
-Dick Povey, hobbling off, excited and speedy. "Strange, isn't it?"
-he exclaimed afterwards, "how I manage to come in for things?
-Sheer chance that I was here to-day! But it's always like that!
-Somehow something extraordinary is always happening where I am."
-And this too ministered to his satisfaction, and to his zest for
-life.
-
-II
-
-When, in the evening, after all sorts of comings and goings, he
-finally returned to the old lady and the young one, in order to
-report the upshot, his demeanour was suitably toned to Constance's
-mood. The old lady had been very deeply disturbed by the tragedy,
-which, as she said, had passed under her very feet while she was
-calmly talking to Lily.
-
-The whole truth came out in a short space of time. Mrs. Critchlow
-was suffering from melancholia. It appeared that for long she had
-been depressed by the failing trade of the shop, which was none of
-her fault. The state of the Square had steadily deteriorated. Even
-the 'Vaults' were not what they once were. Four or five shops had
-been shut up, as it were definitely, the landlords having given up
-hope of discovering serious tenants. And, of those kept open, the
-majority were struggling desperately to make ends meet. Only
-Holl's and a new upstart draper, who had widely advertised his
-dress-making department, were really flourishing. The
-confectionery half of Mr. Brindley's business was disappearing.
-People would not go to Hanbridge for their bread or for their
-groceries, but they would go for their cakes. These electric trams
-had simply carried to Hanbridge the cream, and much of the milk,
-of Bursley's retail trade. There were unprincipled tradesmen in
-Hanbridge ready to pay the car-fares of any customer who spent a
-crown in their establishments. Hanbridge was the geographical
-centre of the Five Towns, and it was alive to its situation.
-Useless for Bursley to compete! If Mrs. Critchlow had been a
-philosopher, if she had known that geography had always made
-history, she would have given up her enterprise a dozen years ago.
-But Mrs. Critchlow was merely Maria Insull. She had seen Baines's
-in its magnificent prime, when Baines's almost conferred a favour
-on customers in serving them. At the time when she took over the
-business under the wing of her husband, it was still a good
-business. But from that instant the tide had seemed to turn. She
-had fought, and she kept on fighting, stupidly. She was not aware
-that she was fighting against evolution, not aware that evolution
-had chosen her for one of its victims! She could understand that
-all the other shops in the Square should fail, but not that
-Baines's should fail! She was as industrious as ever, as good a
-buyer, as good a seller, as keen for novelties, as economical, as
-methodical! And yet the returns dropped and dropped.
-
-She naturally had no sympathy from Charles, who now took small
-interest even in his own business, or what was left of it, and who
-was coldly disgusted at the ultimate cost of his marriage. Charles
-gave her no money that he could avoid giving her. The crisis had
-been slowly approaching for years. The assistants in the shop had
-said nothing, or had only whispered among themselves, but now that
-the crisis had flowered suddenly in an attempted self-murder, they
-all spoke at once, and the evidences were pieced together into a
-formidable proof of the strain which Mrs. Critchlow had suffered.
-It appeared that for many months she had been depressed and
-irritable, that sometimes she would sit down in the midst of work
-and declare, with every sign of exhaustion, that she could do no
-more. Then with equal briskness she would arise and force herself
-to labour. She did not sleep for whole nights. One assistant
-related how she had complained of having had no sleep whatever for
-four nights consecutively. She had noises in the ears and a
-chronic headache. Never very plump, she had grown thinner and
-thinner. And she was for ever taking pills: this information came
-from Charles's manager. She had had several outrageous quarrels
-with the redoubtable Charles, to the stupefaction of all who heard
-or saw them. ... Mrs. Critchlow standing up to her husband!
-Another strange thing was that she thought the bills of several of
-the big Manchester firms were unpaid, when as a fact they had been
-paid. Even when shown the receipts she would not be convinced,
-though she pretended to be convinced. She would recommence the
-next day. All this was sufficiently disconcerting for female
-assistants in the drapery. But what could they do?
-
-Then Maria Critchlow had gone a step further. She had summoned the
-eldest assistant to her corner and had informed her, with all the
-solemnity of a confession made to assuage a conscience which has
-been tortured too long, that she had on many occasions been guilty
-of sexual irregularity with her late employer, Samuel Povey. There
-was no truth whatever in this accusation (which everybody,
-however, took care not to mention to Constance); it merely
-indicated, perhaps, the secret aspirations of Maria Insull, the
-virgin. The assistant was properly scandalized, more by the
-crudity of Mrs. Critchlow's language than by the alleged sin
-buried in the past. Goodness knows what the assistant would have
-done! But two hours later Maria Critchlow tried to commit suicide
-by stabbing herself with a pair of scissors. There was blood in
-the shop.
-
-With as little delay as possible she had been driven away to the
-asylum. Charles Critchlow, enveloped safely in the armour of his
-senile egotism, had shown no emotion, and very little activity.
-The shop was closed. And as a general draper's it never opened
-again. That was the end of Baines's. Two assistants found
-themselves without a livelihood. The small tumble with the great.
-
-Constance's emotion was more than pardonable; it was justified.
-She could not eat and Lily could not persuade her to eat. In an
-unhappy moment Dick Povey mentioned--he never could remember how,
-afterwards--the word Federation! And then Constance, from a
-passive figure of grief became a menace. She overwhelmed Dick
-Povey with her anathema of Federation, for Dick was a citizen of
-Hanbridge, where this detestable movement for Federation had had
-its birth. All the misfortunes of St. Luke's Square were due to
-that great, busy, grasping, unscrupulous neighbour. Had not
-Hanbridge done enough, without wanting to merge all the Five Towns
-into one town, of which of course itself would be the centre? For
-Constance, Hanbridge was a borough of unprincipled adventurers,
-bent on ruining the ancient 'Mother of the Five Towns' for its own
-glory and aggrandizement. Let Constance hear no more of
-Federation! Her poor sister Sophia had been dead against
-Federation, and she had been quite right! All really respectable
-people were against it! The attempted suicide of Mrs. Critchlow
-sealed the fate of Federation and damned it for ever, in
-Constance's mind. Her hatred of the idea of it was intensified
-into violent animosity; insomuch that in the result she died a
-martyr to the cause of Bursley's municipal independence.
-
-III
-
-It was on a muddy day in October that the first great battle for
-and against Federation was fought in Bursley. Constance was
-suffering severely from sciatica. She was also suffering from
-disgust with the modern world.
-
-Unimaginable things had happened in the Square. For Constance, the
-reputation of the Square was eternally ruined. Charles Critchlow,
-by that strange good fortune which always put him in the right
-when fairly he ought to have been in the wrong, had let the Baines
-shop and his own shop and house to the Midland Clothiers Company,
-which was establishing branches throughout Staffordshire,
-Warwickshire, Leicestershire, and adjacent counties. He had sold
-his own chemist's stock and gone to live in a little house at the
-bottom of Kingstreet. It is doubtful whether he would have
-consented to retire had not Alderman Holl died earlier in the
-year, thus ending a long rivalry between the old men for the
-patriarchate of the Square. Charles Critchlow was as free from
-sentiment as any man, but no man is quite free from it, and the
-ancient was in a position to indulge sentiment had he chosen. His
-business was not a source of loss, and he could still trust his
-skinny hands and peering eyes to make up a prescription. However,
-the offer of the Midland Clothiers Company tempted him, and as the
-undisputed 'father' of the Square he left the Square in triumph.
-
-The Midland Clothiers Company had no sense of the proprieties of
-trade. Their sole idea was to sell goods. Having possessed
-themselves of one of the finest sites in a town which, after all
-was said and done, comprised nearly forty thousand inhabitants,
-they set about to make the best of that site. They threw the two
-shops into one, and they caused to be constructed a sign compared
-to which the spacious old 'Baines' sign was a postcard. They
-covered the entire frontage with posters of a theatrical
-description--coloured posters! They occupied the front page of the
-Signal, and from that pulpit they announced that winter was
-approaching, and that they meant to sell ten thousand overcoats at
-their new shop in Bursley at the price of twelve and sixpence
-each. The tailoring of the world was loudly and coarsely defied to
-equal the value of those overcoats. On the day of opening they
-arranged an orchestra or artillery of phonographs upon the leads
-over the window of that part of the shop which had been Mr.
-Critchlow's. They also carpeted the Square with handbills, and
-flew flags from their upper storeys. The immense shop proved to be
-full of overcoats; overcoats were shown in all the three great
-windows; in one window an overcoat was disposed as a receptacle
-for water, to prove that the Midland twelve-and-sixpenny overcoats
-were impermeable by rain. Overcoats flapped in the two doorways.
-These devices woke and drew the town, and the town found itself
-received by bustling male assistants very energetic and rapid,
-instead of by demure anaemic virgins. At moments towards evening
-the shop was populous with custom; the number of overcoats sold
-was prodigious. On another day the Midland sold trousers in a like
-manner, but without the phonographs. Unmistakably the Midland had
-shaken the Square and demonstrated that commerce was still
-possible to fearless enterprise.
-
-Nevertheless the Square was not pleased. The Square was conscious
-of shame, of dignity departed. Constance was divided between pain
-and scornful wrath. For her, what the Midland had done was to
-desecrate a shrine. She hated those flags, and those flaring,
-staring posters on the honest old brick walls, and the enormous
-gilded sign, and the windows all filled with a monotonous
-repetition of the same article, and the bustling assistants. As
-for the phonographs, she regarded them as a grave insult; they had
-been within twenty feet of her drawing-room window! Twelve-and-
-sixpenny overcoats! It was monstrous, and equally monstrous was
-the gullibility of the people. How could an overcoat at twelve and
-sixpence be 'good.' She remembered the overcoats made and sold in
-the shop in the time of her father and her husband, overcoats of
-which the inconvenience was that they would not wear out! The
-Midland, for Constance, was not a trading concern, but something
-between a cheap-jack and a circus. She could scarcely bear to walk
-down the Square, to such a degree did the ignoble frontage of the
-Midland offend her eye and outrage her ancestral pride. She even
-said that she would give up her house.
-
-But when, on the twenty-ninth of September, she received six
-months' notice, signed in Critchlow's shaky hand, to quit the
-house--it was wanted for the Midland's manager, the Midland having
-taken the premises on condition that they might eject Constance if
-they chose--the blow was an exceedingly severe one. She had sworn
-to go--but to be turned out, to be turned out of the house of her
-birth and out of her father's home, that was different! Her pride,
-injured as it was, had a great deal to support. It became
-necessary for her to recollect that she was a Baines. She affected
-magnificently not to care. But she could not refrain from telling
-all her acquaintances that she was being turned out of her house,
-and asking them what they thought of THAT; and when she met
-Charles Critchlow in the street she seared him with the heat of
-her resentment. The enterprise of finding a new house and moving
-into it loomed before her gigantic, terrible, the idea of it was
-alone sufficient to make her ill.
-
-Meanwhile, in the matter of Federation, preparations for the
-pitched battle had been going forward, especially in the columns
-of the Signal, where the scribes of each one of the Five Towns had
-proved that all the other towns were in the clutch of unscrupulous
-gangs of self-seekers. After months of argument and recrimination,
-all the towns except Bursley were either favourable or indifferent
-to the prospect of becoming a part of the twelfth largest town in
-the United Kingdom. But in Bursley the opposition was strong, and
-the twelfth largest town in the United Kingdom could not spring
-into existence without the consent of Bursley. The United Kingdom
-itself was languidly interested in the possibility of suddenly
-being endowed with a new town of a quarter of a million
-inhabitants. The Five Towns were frequently mentioned in the
-London dailies, and London journalists would write such sentences
-as: "The Five Towns, which are of course, as everybody knows,
-Hanbridge, Bursley, Knype, Longshaw, and Turnhill ... ." This was
-renown at last, for the most maligned district in the country! And
-then a Cabinet Minister had visited the Five Towns, and assisted
-at an official inquiry, and stated in his hammering style that he
-meant personally to do everything possible to accomplish the
-Federation of the Five Towns: an incautious remark, which
-infuriated, while it flattered, the opponents of Federation in
-Bursley. Constance, with many other sensitive persons, asked
-angrily what right a Cabinet Minister had to take sides in a
-purely local affair. But the partiality of the official world grew
-flagrant. The Mayor of Bursley openly proclaimed himself a
-Federationist, though there was a majority on the Council against
-him. Even ministers of religion permitted themselves to think and
-to express opinions. Well might the indignant Old Guard imagine
-that the end of public decency had come! The Federationists were
-very ingenious individuals. They contrived to enrol in their ranks
-a vast number of leading men. Then they hired the Covered Market,
-and put a platform in it, and put all these leading men on the
-platform, and made them all speak eloquently on the advantages of
-moving with the times. The meeting was crowded and enthusiastic,
-and readers of the Signal next day could not but see that the
-battle was won in advance, and that anti-Federation was dead. In
-the following week, however, the anti-Federationists held in the
-Covered Market an exactly similar meeting (except that the display
-of leading men was less brilliant), and demanded of a floor of
-serried heads whether the old Mother of the Five Towns was
-prepared to put herself into the hands of a crew of highly-paid
-bureaucrats at Hanbridge, and was answered by a wild defiant "No,"
-that could be heard on Duck Bank. Readers of the Signal next day
-were fain to see that the battle had not been won in advance.
-Bursley was lukewarm on the topics of education, slums, water,
-gas, electricity. But it meant to fight for that mysterious thing,
-its identity. Was the name of Bursley to be lost to the world? To
-ask the question was to give the answer.
-
-Then dawned the day of battle, the day of the Poll, when the
-burgesses were to indicate plainly by means of a cross on a voting
-paper whether or not they wanted Federation. And on this day
-Constance was almost incapacitated by sciatica. It was a heroic
-day. The walls of the town were covered with literature, and the
-streets dotted with motor-cars and other vehicles at the service
-of the voters. The greater number of these vehicles bore large
-cards with the words, "Federation this time." And hundreds of men
-walked briskly about with circular cards tied to their lapels, as
-though Bursley had been a race-course, and these cards too had the
-words, "Federation this time." (The reference was to a light poll
-which had been taken several years before, when no interest had
-been aroused and the immature project yet defeated by a six to one
-majority.) All partisans of Federation sported a red ribbon; all
-Anti-Federationists sported a blue ribbon. The schools were closed
-and the Federationists displayed their characteristic lack of
-scruple in appropriating the children. The Federationists, with
-devilish skill, had hired the Bursley Town Silver Prize Band, an
-organization of terrific respectability, and had set it to march
-playing through the town followed by wagonettes crammed with
-children, who sang:
-
-Vote, vote, vote for Federation, Don't be stupid, old and slow, We
-are sure that it will be Good for the communitie, So vote, vote,
-vote, and make it go.
-
-How this performance could affect the decision of grave burgesses
-at the polls was not apparent; but the Anti-Federationists feared
-that it might, and before noon was come they had engaged two bands
-and had composed in committee, the following lyric in reply to the
-first one:
-
-Down, down, down, with Federation, As we are we'd rather stay;
-When the vote on Saturday's read Federation will be dead, Good old
-Bursley's sure to win the day.
-
-They had also composed another song, entitled "Dear old Bursley,"
-which, however, they made the fatal error of setting to the music
-of "Auld Lang Syne." The effect was that of a dirge, and it
-perhaps influenced many voters in favour of the more cheerful
-party. The Anti-Federationists, indeed, never regained the mean
-advantage filched by unscrupulous Federationists with the help of
-the Silver Prize Band and a few hundred infants. The odds were
-against the Anti-Federationists. The mayor had actually issued a
-letter to the inhabitants accusing the Anti-Federationists of
-unfair methods! This was really too much! The impudence of it
-knocked the breath out of its victims, and breath is very
-necessary in a polling contest. The Federationists, as one of
-their prominent opponents admitted, 'had it all their own way,'
-dominating both the streets and the walls. And when, early in the
-afternoon, Mr. Dick Povey sailed over the town in a balloon that
-was plainly decorated with the crimson of Federation, it was felt
-that the cause of Bursley's separate identity was for ever lost.
-Still, Bursley, with the willing aid of the public-houses,
-maintained its gaiety.
-
-IV
-
-Towards dusk a stout old lady, with grey hair, and a dowdy bonnet,
-and an expensive mantle, passed limping, very slowly, along
-Wedgwood Street and up the Cock Yard towards the Town Hall. Her
-wrinkled face had an anxious look, but it was also very
-determined. The busy, joyous Federationists and Anti-
-Federationists who knew her not saw merely a stout old lady
-fussing forth, and those who knew her saw merely Mrs. Povey and
-greeted her perfunctorily, a woman of her age and gait being
-rather out of place in that feverish altercation of opposed
-principles. But it was more than a stout old lady, it was more
-than Mrs. Povey. that waddled with such painful deliberation
-through the streets--it was a miracle.
-
-In the morning Constance had been partially incapacitated by her
-sciatica; so much so, at any rate, that she had perceived the
-advisability of remaining on the bedroom floor instead of
-descending to the parlour. Therefore Mary had lighted the drawing-
-room fire, and Constance had ensconced herself by it, with
-Fossette in a basket. Lily Holl had called early, and had been
-very sympathetic, but rather vague. The truth was that she was
-concealing the imminent balloon ascent which Dick Povey, with his
-instinct for the picturesque, had somehow arranged, in conjunction
-with a well-known Manchester aeronaut, for the very day of the
-poll. That was one of various matters that had to be 'kept from'
-the old lady. Lily herself was much perturbed about the balloon
-ascent. She had to run off and see Dick before he started, at the
-Football Ground at Bleakridge, and then she had to live through
-the hours till she should receive a telegram to the effect that
-Dick had come down safely or that Dick had broken his leg in
-coming down, or that Dick was dead. It was a trying time for Lily.
-She had left Constance after a brief visit, with a preoccupied
-unusual air, saying that as the day was a special day, she should
-come in again 'if she could.' And she did not forget to assure
-Constance that Federation would beyond any question whatever be
-handsomely beaten at the poll; for this was another matter as to
-which it was deemed advisable to keep the old lady 'in the dark,'
-lest the foolish old lady should worry and commit indiscretions.
-
-After that Constance had been forgotten by the world of Bursley,
-which could pay small heed to sciatical old ladies confined to
-sofas and firesides. She was in acute pain, as Mary could see when
-at intervals she hovered round her. Assuredly it was one of
-Constance's bad days, one of those days on which she felt that the
-tide of life had left her stranded in utter neglect. The sound of
-the Bursley Town Silver Prize Band aroused her from her mournful
-trance of suffering. Then the high treble of children's voices
-startled her. She defied her sciatica, and, grimacing, went to the
-window. And at the first glimpse she could see that the Federation
-Poll was going to be a much more exciting affair than she had
-imagined. The great cards swinging from the wagonettes showed her
-that Federation was at all events still sufficiently alive to make
-a formidable impression on the eye and the ear. The Square was
-transformed by this clamour in favour of Federation; people
-cheered, and sang also, as the procession wound down the Square.
-And she could distinctly catch the tramping, martial syllables,
-"Vote, vote, vote." She was indignant. The pother, once begun,
-continued. Vehicles flashed frequently across the Square, most of
-them in the crimson livery. Little knots and processions of
-excited wayfarers were a recurring feature of the unaccustomed
-traffic, and the large majority of them flaunted the colours of
-Federation. Mary, after some errands of shopping, came upstairs
-and reported that 'it was simply "Federation" everywhere,' and
-that Mr. Brindley, a strong Federationist, was 'above a bit above
-himself'; further, that the interest in the poll was tremendous
-and universal. She said there were 'crowds and crowds' round the
-Town Hall. Even Mary, generally a little placid and dull, had
-caught something of the contagious vivacity.
-
-Constance remained at the window till dinner, and after dinner she
-went to it again. It was fortunate that she did not think of
-looking up into the sky when Dick's balloon sailed westwards; she
-would have guessed instantly that Dick was in that balloon, and
-her grievances would have been multiplied. The vast grievance of
-the Federation scheme weighed on her to the extremity of her power
-to bear. She was not a politician; she had no general ideas; she
-did not see the cosmic movement in large curves. She was incapable
-of perceiving the absurdity involved in perpetuating municipal
-divisions which the growth of the district had rendered
-artificial, vexatious, and harmful. She saw nothing but Bursley,
-and in Bursley nothing but the Square. She knew nothing except
-that the people of Bursley, who once shopped in Bursley, now
-shopped in Hanbridge, and that the Square was a desert infested by
-cheap-jacks. And there were actually people who wished to bow the
-neck to Hanbridge, who were ready to sacrifice the very name of
-Bursley to the greedy humour of that pushing Chicago! She could
-not understand such people. Did they know that poor Maria
-Critchlow was in a lunatic asylum because Hanbridge was so
-grasping? Ah, poor Maria was al-ready forgotten! Did they know
-that, as a further indirect consequence, she, the daughter of
-Bursley's chief tradesman, was to be thrown out of the house in
-which she was born? She wished, bitterly, as she stood there at
-the window, watching the triumph of Federation, that she had
-bought the house and shop at the Mericarp sale years ago. She
-would have shown them, as owner, what was what! She forgot that
-the property which she already owned in Bursley was a continual
-annoyance to her, and that she was always resolving to sell it at
-no matter what loss.
-
-She said to herself that she had a vote, and that if she had been
-'at all fit to stir out' she would certainly have voted. She said
-to herself that it had been her duty to vote. And then by an
-illusion of her wrought nerves, tightened minute by minute
-throughout the day, she began to fancy that her sciatica was
-easier. She said: "If only I could go out!" She might have a cab,
-of any of the parading vehicles would be glad to take her to the
-Town Hall, and, perhaps, as a favour, to bring her back again. But
-no! She dared not go out. She was afraid, really afraid that even
-the mild Mary might stop her. Otherwise, she could have sent Mary
-for a cab. And supposing that Lily returned, and caught her going
-out or coming in! She ought not to go out. Yet her sciatica was
-strangely better. It was folly to think of going out. Yet ...! And
-Lily did not come. She was rather hurt that Lily had not paid her
-a second visit. Lily was neglecting her. ... She would go out. It
-was not four minutes' walk for her to the Town Hall, and she was
-better. And there had been no shower for a long time, and the wind
-was drying the mud in the roadways. Yes, she would go.
-
-Like a thief she passed into her bedroom and put on her things;
-and like a thief she crept downstairs, and so, without a word to
-Mary, into the street. It was a desperate adventure. As soon as
-she was in the street she felt all her weakness, all the fatigue
-which the effort had already cost her. The pain returned. The
-streets were still wet and foul, the wind cold, and the sky
-menacing. She ought to go back. She ought to admit that she had
-been a fool to dream of the enterprise. The Town Hall seemed to be
-miles off, at the top of a mountain. She went forward, however,
-steeled to do her share in the killing of Federation. Every step
-caused her a gnashing of her old teeth. She chose the Cock Yard
-route, because if she had gone up the Square she would have had to
-pass Holl's shop, and Lily might have spied her.
-
-This was the miracle that breezy politicians witnessed without
-being aware that it was a miracle. To have impressed them,
-Constance ought to have fainted before recording her vote, and
-made herself the centre of a crowd of gapers. But she managed,
-somehow, to reach home again on her own tortured feet, and an
-astounded and protesting Mary opened the door to her. Rain was
-descending. She was frightened, then, by the hardihood of her
-adventure, and by its atrocious results on her body. An appalling
-exhaustion rendered her helpless. But the deed was done.
-
-V
-
-The next morning, after a night which she could not have
-described, Constance found herself lying flat in bed, with all her
-limbs stretched out straight. She was conscious that her face was
-covered with perspiration. The bell-rope hung within a foot of her
-head, but she had decided that, rather than move in order to pull
-it, she would prefer to wait for assistance until Mary came of her
-own accord. Her experiences of the night had given her a dread of
-the slightest movement; anything was better than movement. She
-felt vaguely ill, with a kind of subdued pain, and she was very
-thirsty and somewhat cold. She knew that her left arm and leg were
-extraordinarily tender to the touch. When Mary at length entered,
-clean and fresh and pale in all her mildness, she found the
-mistress the colour of a duck's egg, with puffed features, and a
-strangely anxious expression.
-
-"Mary," said Constance, "I feel so queer. Perhaps you'd better run
-up and tell Miss Holl, and ask her to telephone for Dr. Stirling."
-
-This was the beginning of Constance's last illness. Mary most
-impressively informed Miss Holl that her mistress had been out on
-the previous afternoon in spite of her sciatica, and Lily
-telephoned the fact to the Doctor. Lily then came down to take
-charge of Constance. But she dared not upbraid the invalid.
-
-"Is the result out?" Constance murmured.
-
-"Oh yes," said Lily, lightly. "There's a majority of over twelve
-hundred against Federation. Great excitement last night! I told
-you yesterday morning that Federation was bound to be beaten."
-
-Lily spoke as though the result throughout had been a certainty;
-her tone to Constance indicated: "Surely you don't imagine that I
-should have told you untruths yesterday morning merely to cheer
-you up!" The truth was, however, that towards the end of the day
-nearly every one had believed Federation to be carried. The result
-had caused great surprise. Only the profoundest philosophers had
-not been surprised to see that the mere blind, deaf, inert forces
-of reaction, with faulty organization, and quite deprived of the
-aid of logic, had proved far stronger than all the alert
-enthusiasm arrayed against them. It was a notable lesson to
-reformers.
-
-"Oh!" murmured Constance, startled. She was relieved; but she
-would have liked the majority to be smaller. Moreover, her
-interest in the question had lessened. It was her limbs that pre-
-occupied her now.
-
-"You look tired," she said feebly to Lily.
-
-"Do I?" said Lily, shortly, hiding the fact that she had spent
-half the night in tending Dick Povey, who, in a sensational
-descent near Macclesfield, had been dragged through the tops of a
-row of elm trees to the detriment of an elbow-joint; the
-professional aeronaut had broken a leg.
-
-Then Dr. Stirling came.
-
-"I'm afraid my sciatica's worse, Doctor," said Constance,
-apologetically.
-
-"Did you expect it to be better?" said he, gazing at her sternly.
-She knew then that some one had saved her the trouble of
-confessing her escapade.
-
-However, her sciatica was not worse. Her sciatica had not behaved
-basely. What she was suffering from was the preliminary advances
-of an attack of acute rheumatism. She had indeed selected the
-right month and weather for her escapade! Fatigued by pain, by
-nervous agitation, and by the immense moral and physical effort
-needed to carry her to the Town Hall and back, she had caught a
-chill, and had got her feet damp. In such a subject as herself it
-was enough. The doctor used only the phrase 'acute rheumatism.'
-Constance did not know that acute rheumatism was precisely the
-same thing as that dread disease, rheumatic fever, and she was not
-informed. She did not surmise for a considerable period that her
-case was desperately serious. The doctor explained the summoning
-of two nurses, and the frequency of his own visits, by saying that
-his chief anxiety was to minimise the fearful pain as much as
-possible, and that this end could only be secured by incessant
-watchfulness. The pain was certainly formidable. But then
-Constance was well habituated to formidable pain. Sciatica, at its
-most active, cannot be surpassed even by rheumatic fever.
-Constance had been in nearly continuous pain for years. Her
-friends, however sympathetic, could not appreciate the intensity
-of her torture. They were just as used to it as she was. And the
-monotony and particularity of her complaints (slight though the
-complaints were in comparison with their cause) necessarily
-blunted the edge of compassion. "Mrs. Povey and her sciatica
-again! Poor thing, she really is a little tedious!" They were apt
-not to realise that sciatica is even more tedious than complaints
-about sciatica.
-
-She asked one day that Dick should come to see her. He came with
-his arm in a sling, and told her charily that he had hurt his
-elbow through dropping his stick and slipping downstairs.
-
-"Lily never told me," said Constance, suspiciously.
-
-"Oh, it's simply nothing!" said Dick. Not even the sick room could
-chasten him of his joy in the magnificent balloon adventure.
-
-"I do hope you won't go running any risks!" said Constance.
-
-"Never you fear!" said he. "I shall die in my bed."
-
-And he was absolutely convinced that he would, and not as the
-result of any accident, either! The nurse would not allow him to
-remain in the room.
-
-Lily suggested that Constance might like her to write to Cyril. It
-was only in order to make sure of Cyril's correct address. He had
-gone on a tour through Italy with some friends of whom Constance
-knew nothing. The address appeared to be very uncertain; there
-were several addresses, poste restante in various towns. Cyril had
-sent postcards to his mother. Dick and Lily went to the post-
-office and telegraphed to foreign parts. Though Constance was too
-ill to know how ill she was, though she had no conception of the
-domestic confusion caused by her illness, her brain was often
-remarkably clear, and she could reflect in long, sane meditations
-above the uneasy sea of her pain. In the earlier hours of the
-night, after the nurses had been changed, and Mary had gone to bed
-exhausted with stair-climbing, and Lily Holl was recounting the
-day to Dick up at the grocer's, and the day-nurse was already
-asleep, and the night-nurse had arranged the night, then, in the
-faintly-lit silence of the chamber, Constance would argue with
-herself for an hour at a time. She frequently thought of Sophia.
-In spite of the fact that Sophia was dead she still pitied Sophia
-as a woman whose life had been wasted. This idea of Sophia's
-wasted and sterile life, and of the far-reaching importance of
-adhering to principles, recurred to her again and again. "Why did
-she run away with him? If only she had not run away!" she would
-repeat. And yet there had been something so fine about Sophia!
-Which made Sophia's case all the more pitiable! Constance never
-pitied herself. She did not consider that Fate had treated her
-very badly. She was not very discontented with herself. The
-invincible commonsense of a sound nature prevented her, in her
-best moments, from feebly dissolving in self-pity. She had lived
-in honesty and kindliness for a fair number of years, and she had
-tasted triumphant hours. She was justly respected, she had a
-position, she had dignity, she was well-off. She possessed, after
-all, a certain amount of quiet self-conceit. There existed nobody
-to whom she would 'knuckle down,' or could be asked to 'knuckle
-down.' True, she was old! So were thousands of other people in
-Bursley. She was in pain. So there were thousands of other people.
-With whom would she be willing to exchange lots? She had many
-dissatisfactions. But she rose superior to them. When she surveyed
-her life, and life in general, she would think, with a sort of
-tart but not sour cheerfulness: "Well, that is what life is!"
-Despite her habit of complaining about domestic trifles, she was,
-in the essence of her character, 'a great body for making the best
-of things.' Thus she did not unduly bewail her excursion to the
-Town Hall to vote, which the sequel had proved to be ludicrously
-supererogatory. "How was I to know?" she said.
-
-The one matter in which she had gravely to reproach herself was
-her indulgent spoiling of Cyril after the death of Samuel Povey.
-But the end of her reproaches always was: "I expect I should do
-the same again! And probably it wouldn't have made any difference
-if I hadn't spoiled him!" And she had paid tenfold for the
-weakness. She loved Cyril, but she had no illusions about him; she
-saw both sides of him. She remembered all the sadness and all the
-humiliations which he had caused her. Still, her affection was
-unimpaired. A son might be worse than Cyril was; he had admirable
-qualities. She did not resent his being away from England while
-she lay ill. "If it was serious," she said, "he would not lose a
-moment." And Lily and Dick were a treasure to her. In those two
-she really had been lucky. She took great pleasure in
-contemplating the splendour of the gift with which she would mark
-her appreciation of them at their approaching wedding. The secret
-attitude of both of them towards her was one of good-natured
-condescension, expressed in the tone in which they would say to
-each other, 'the old lady.' Perhaps they would have been startled
-to know that Constance lovingly looked down on both of them. She
-had unbounded admiration for their hearts; but she thought that
-Dick was a little too brusque, a little too clownish, to be quite
-a gentleman. And though Lily was perfectly ladylike, in
-Constance's opinion she lacked backbone, or grit, or independence
-of spirit. Further, Constance considered that the disparity of age
-between them was excessive. It is to be doubted whether, when all
-was said, Constance had such a very great deal to learn from the
-self-confident wisdom of these young things.
-
-After a period of self-communion, she would sometimes fall into a
-shallow delirium. In all her delirium she was invariably wandering
-to and fro, lost, in the long underground passage leading from the
-scullery past the coal-cellar and the cinder-cellar to the
-backyard. And she was afraid of the vast-obscure of those regions,
-as she had been in her infancy.
-
-It was not acute rheumatism, but a supervening pericarditis that
-in a few days killed her. She died in the night, alone with the
-night-nurse. By a curious chance the Wesleyan minister, hearing
-that she was seriously ill, had called on the previous day. She
-had not asked for him; and this pastoral visit, from a man who had
-always said that the heavy duties of the circuit rendered pastoral
-visits almost impossible, made her think. In the evening she had
-requested that Fossette should be brought upstairs.
-
-Thus she was turned out of her house, but not by the Midland
-Clothiers Company. Old people said to one another: "Have you heard
-that Mrs. Povey is dead? Eh, dear me! There'll be no one left
-soon." These old people were bad prophets. Her friends genuinely
-regretted her, and forgot the tediousness of her sciatica. They
-tried, in their sympathetic grief, to picture to themselves all
-that she had been through in her life. Possibly they imagined that
-they succeeded in this imaginative attempt. But they did not
-succeed. No one but Constance could realize all that Constance had
-been through, and all that life had meant to her.
-
-Cyril was not at the funeral. He arrived three days later. (As he
-had no interest in the love affairs of Dick and Lily, the couple
-were robbed of their wedding-present. The will, fifteen years old,
-was in Cyril's favour.) But the immortal Charles Critchlow came to
-the funeral, full of calm, sardonic glee, and without being asked.
-Though fabulously senile, he had preserved and even improved his
-faculty for enjoying a catastrophe. He now went to funerals with
-gusto, contentedly absorbed in the task of burying his friends one
-by one. It was he who said, in his high, trembling, rasping,
-deliberate voice: "It's a pity her didn't live long enough to hear
-as Federation is going on after all! That would ha' worritted
-her." (For the unscrupulous advocates of Federation had discovered
-a method of setting at naught the decisive result of the
-referendum, and that day's Signal was fuller than ever of
-Federation.)
-
-When the short funeral procession started, Mary and the infirm
-Fossette (sole relic of the connection between the Baines family
-and Paris) were left alone in the house. The tearful servant
-prepared the dog's dinner and laid it before her in the customary
-soup-plate in the customary corner. Fossette sniffed at it, and
-then walked away and lay down with a dog's sigh in front of the
-kitchen fire. She had been deranged in her habits that day; she
-was conscious of neglect, due to events which passed her
-comprehension. And she did not like it. She was hurt, and her
-appetite was hurt. However, after a few minutes, she began to
-reconsider the matter. She glanced at the soup-plate, and, on the
-chance that it might after all contain something worth inspection,
-she awkwardly balanced herself on her old legs and went to it
-again.
-
-THE END
-
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