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                [Illustration: portrait of the author.]




                            [Illustration:

                        THE HOUSE OF THE TREES
                             & OTHER POEMS

                             · ETHELWYN ·
                             · WETHERALD ·

                         LAMSON, WOLFFE & CO.
                          BOSTON AND NEW YORK
                        WILLIAM BRIGGS, TORONTO]

                           Copyright, 1895,
                       By Lamson, Wolffe, & Co.
                         All rights reserved.

                               To F. B.

Many of the poems in this volume are printed here for the first time;
several, however, have appeared in either the “New York Independent,”
the “New England Magazine,” the “Youth’s Companion,” the “Toronto Week,”
or the “Travelers’ Record,” and to their editors thanks are due for
permission to reprint them.




Contents


The House of the Trees                                            Page 3

The Sun on the Trees                                                   4

Moonlight                                                              5

Pine Needles                                                           6

The Sound of the Axe                                                   7

The Prayer of the Year                                                 9

The Hay Field                                                         10

Twilight                                                              12

The Sky Path                                                          13

Fall and Spring                                                       14

The Woodside Way                                                      15

A Rainy Day                                                           16

When Twilight Comes                                                   17

Leafless April                                                        18

The Visitors                                                          19

Autumn Days                                                           20

Woodland Worship                                                      21

When Days Are Long                                                    22

Out of Doors                                                          23

Make Room                                                             24

The Humming Bird                                                      25

September                                                             26

The March Orchard                                                     28

The Blind Man                                                         30

To the October Wind                                                   32

A Midday in Midsummer                                                 33

A Slow Rain                                                           35

The Patient Earth                                                     36

At Dawn                                                               39

In the Crowd                                                          41

By Fields of Grass                                                    42

October                                                               43

Winter                                                                44

The Snow-Storm                                                        45

To February                                                           46

Rest                                                                  47

The Shy Sun                                                           48

In April                                                              49

Apple Blossoms                                                        50

The Big Moon                                                          51

The Twins                                                             53

Autumn Fire                                                           55

In the Grass                                                          56

The Fields of Dark                                                    57

Children in the City                                                  59

Where Pleasures Grow                                                  60

In the Heart of the Woods                                             61

Frost                                                                 62

The Chipmunk                                                          63

Give Me the Poorest Weed                                              64

The Weeks that Walk in Green                                          65

Noonday of the Year                                                   66

The Wind World                                                        67

At the Window                                                         68

Come Back Again                                                       69

A Rainy Morning                                                       71

June Apples                                                           72

Beginning and End                                                     73

Not at Home                                                           75

The Wind of Memory                                                    76

Philippa                                                              78

The Student                                                           79

Unspoken                                                              80

Under the King                                                        83

The Secret                                                            84

Limitation                                                            85

Three Years Old                                                       86

Sometime, I Fear                                                      88

Joy                                                                   89

In the Dark                                                           91

Words                                                                 92

The Wind of Death                                                     93




        The House of the Trees




        The House of the Trees


    Ope your doors and take me in,
      Spirit of the wood;
    Wash me clean of dust and din,
      Clothe me in your mood.

    Take me from the noisy light
      To the sunless peace,
    Where at midday standeth Night,
      Signing Toil’s release.

    All your dusky twilight stores
      To my senses give;
    Take me in and lock the doors,
      Show me how to live.

    Lift your leafy roof for me,
      Part your yielding walls,
    Let me wander lingeringly
      Through your scented halls.

    Ope your doors and take me in,
      Spirit of the wood;
    Take me--make me next of kin
      To your leafy brood.




        The Sun on the Trees


    The sun within the leafy woods
      Is like a midday moon,
    So soft upon these solitudes
      Is bent the face of noon.

    Loosed from the outside summer blaze
      A few gold arrows stray;
    A vagrant brilliance droops or plays
      Through all the dusky day.

    The gray trunk feels a touch of light,
      While, where dead leaves are deep,
    A gleam of sunshine golden white
      Lies like a soul asleep.

    And just beyond dank-rooted ferns,
      Where darkening hemlocks sigh
    And leaves are dim, the bare road burns
      Beneath a dazzling sky.




        Moonlight


    When I see the ghost of night
      Stealing through my window-pane,
    Silken sleep and silver light
      Struggle for my soul in vain;
    Silken sleep all balmily
      Breathes upon my lids oppressed,
    Till I sudden start to see
      Ghostly fingers on my breast.

    White and skyey visitant,
      Bringing beauty such as stings
    All my inner soul to pant
      After undiscovered things,
    Spare me this consummate pain!
      Silken weavings intercreep
    Round my senses once again,
      I am mortal--let me sleep.




        Pine Needles


    Here where the pine tree to the ground
      Lets slip its fragrant load,
    My footsteps fall without a sound
      Upon a velvet road.

    O poet pine, that turns thy gaze
      Alone unto the sky,
    How softly on earth’s common ways
      Thy sweet thoughts fall and lie!

    So sweet, so deep, seared by the sun,
      And smitten by the rain,
    They pierce the heart of every one
      With fragrance keen as pain.

    Or if some pass nor heed their sweet,
      Nor feel their subtle dart,
    Their softness stills the noisy feet,
      And stills the noisy heart.

    O poet pine, thy needles high
      In starry light abode,
    And now for footsore passers-by
      They make a velvet road.




        The Sound of the Axe


    With the sound of an axe on the light wind’s tracks
      For my only company,
    And a speck of sky like a human eye
      Blue, bending over me,

    I lie at rest on the low moss pressed,
      Whose loose leaves downward drip;
    As light they move as a word of love
      Or a finger to the lip.

    ’Neath the canopies of the sunbright trees
      Pierced by an Autumn ray,
    To rich red flakes the old log breaks
      In exquisite decay.

    While in the pines where no sun shines
      Perpetual morning lies.
    What bed more sweet could stay her feet,
      Or hold her dreaming eyes?

    No sound is there in the middle air
      But sudden wings that soar,
    As a strange bird’s cry goes drifting by--
      And then I hear once more

    That sound of an axe till the great tree cracks,
      Then a crash comes as if all
    The winds that through its bright leaves blew
      Were sorrowing in its fall.




        The Prayer of the Year


    Leave me Hope when I am old,
      Strip my joys from me,
    Let November to the cold
      Bare each leafy tree;
    Chill my lover, dull my friend,
      Only, while I grope
    To the dark the silent end,
      Leave me Hope!

    Blight my bloom when I am old,
      Bid my sunlight cease;
    If it need be from my hold
      Take the hand of Peace.
    Leave no springtime memory,
      But upon the slope
    Of the days that are to be,
      Leave me Hope!




        The Hay Field


    With slender arms outstretching in the sun
        The grass lies dead;
    The wind walks tenderly, and stirs not one
        Frail, fallen head.

    Of baby creepings through the April day
        Where streamlets wend,
    Of childlike dancing on the breeze of May,
        This is the end.

    No more these tiny forms are bathed in dew,
        No more they reach,
    To hold with leaves that shade them from the blue
        A whispered speech.

    No more they part their arms, and wreathe them close
        Again to shield
    Some love-full little nest--a dainty house
        Hid in a field.
    For them no more the splendor of the storm,
        The fair delights
    Of moon and star-shine, glimmering faint and warm
        On summer nights.

    Their little lives they yield in summer death,
        And frequently
    Across the field bereaved their dying breath
        Is brought to me.




        Twilight


    I saw her walking in the rain,
      And sweetly drew she nigh;
    And then she crossed the hills again
      To bid the day good-by.
    “Good-by! good-by!
      The world is dim as sorrow;
    But close beside the morning sky
      I’ll say a glad Good-morrow!”

    O dweller in the darling wood,
      When near to death I lie,
    Come from your leafy solitude,
      And bid my soul good-by.
    Good-by! good-by!
      The world is dim as sorrow;
    But close beside the morning sky
      O say a glad Good-morrow!




        The Sky Path


    I hear the far moon’s silver call
      High in the upper wold;
    And shepherd-like it gathers all
      My thoughts into its fold.

    Oh happy thoughts, that wheresoe’er
      They wander through the day,
    Come home at eve to upper air
      Along a shining way.

    Though some are weary, some are torn,
      And some are fain to grieve,
    And some the freshness of the morn
      Have kept until the eve,

    And some perversely seek to roam
      E’en from their shepherd bright,
    Yet all are gathered safely home,
      And folded for the night.

    Oh happy thoughts, that with the streams
      The trees and meadows share
    The sky path to the gate of dreams,
      In their white shepherd’s care.




        Fall and Spring


    From the time the wind wakes
    To the time of snowflakes,
    That’s the time the heart aches
        Every cloudy day;
    That’s the time the heart takes
    Thought of all its heart-breaks,
    That’s the time the heart makes
        Life a cloudy way.

    From the time the grass creeps
    To the time the wind sleeps,
    That’s the time the heart leaps
        To the golden ray;
    That’s the time that joy sweeps
    Through the depths of heart-deeps,
    That’s the time the heart keeps
        Happy holiday.




        The Woodside Way


    I wandered down the woodside way,
    Where branching doors ope with the breeze,
    And saw a little child at play
    Among the strong and lovely trees;
    The dead leaves rustled to her knees;
    Her hair and eyes were brown as they.

    “Oh, little child,” I softly said,
    “You come a long, long way to me;
    The trees that tower overhead
    Are here in sweet reality,
    But you’re the child I used to be,
    And all the leaves of May you tread.”




        A Rainy Day


    It has been twilight all the day,
      And as the twilight peace
    On daily fetters seems to lay
      The finger of release,

    So, needless as to tree and flower
      Seem care and fear and pain;
    Our hearts grow fresher every hour,
      And brighten in the rain.




        When Twilight Comes


    All out of doors for all life’s way,
      The fields and the woods and the good sunlight;
    And then in the chill of the evening gray,
      A sheltered nook and the hearth-fire bright.

    No hearth, no shelter attend my way!
      Not late, dear life, linger not too late;
    But before the chill and before the gray,
      Let the sunset gild the grave-stone date.




        Leafless April


    Leafless April chased by light,
      Chased by dark and full of laughter,
    Stays a moment in her flight
      Where the warmest breezes waft her,
    By the meadow brook to lean,
      Or where winter rye is growing,
    Showing in a lovelier green
      Where her wayward steps are going.

    Blithesome April brown and warm,
      Showing slimness through her tatters,
    Chased by sun or chased by storm--
      Not a whit to her it matters.
    Swiftly through the violet bed,
      Down to where the stream is flooding
    Light she flits--and round her head
      See the orchard branches budding!




        The Visitors


    In the room where I was sleeping
      The sun came to the floor;
    Its silent thought went leaping
      To where in woods of yore
      It felt the sun before.

    At noon the rain was slanting
      In gray lines from the west;
    A hurried child all panting
      It pattered to my nest,
      And smiled when sun-caressed.

    At eve the wind was flying
      Bird-like from bed to chair,
    Of brown leaves sere and dying
      It brought enough to spare,
      And dropped them here and there.

    At night-time without warning,
      I felt almost to pain
    The soul of the sun in the morning,
      And the soul of the wind and rain
      In my sleeping-room remain.




        Autumn Days


    Autumn days are sun crowned,
      Full of laughing breath;
    Light their leafy feet are dancing
      Down the way to death.

    Scarlet-shrouded to the grave
      I watch them gayly go;
    So may I as blithely die
      Before November snow.




        Woodland Worship


    Here ’mid these leafy walls
      Are sylvan halls,
    And all the Sabbaths of the year
      Are gathered here.

    Upon their raptured mood
      My steps intrude,
    Then wait--as some freed soul might wait
      At heaven’s gate.

    Nowhere on earth--nowhere
      On sea or air,
    Do I as easily escape
      This earthly shape,

    As here upon the white
      And dizzy height
    Of utmost worship, where it seems
      Too still for dreams.




        When Days Are Long


    When twilight late delayeth,
      And morning wakes in song,
    And fields are full of daisies,
      I know the days are long;
    When Toil is stretched at nooning,
      Where leafy pleasures throng,
    When nights o’errun in music,
      I know the days are long.

    When suns afoot are marching,
      And rains are quick and strong,
    And streams speak in a whisper,
      I know the days are long.
    When hills are clad in velvet,
      And winds can do no wrong,
    And woods are deep and dusky,
      I know the days are long.




        Out of Doors


    In the urgent solitudes
    Lies the spur to larger moods;
    In the friendship of the trees
    Dwell all sweet serenities.




        Make Room


    Room for the children out of doors,
      For heads of gold or gloom;
    For raspberry lips and rose-leaf cheeks and palms,
      Make room--make room!

    Room for the springtime out of doors,
      For buds in green or bloom;
    For every brown bare-handed country weed
      Make room--make room!

    Room for earth’s sweetest out of doors,
      And for its worst a tomb;
    For housed-up griefs and fears, and scorns, and sighs,
      No room--no room!




        The Humming Bird


    Against my window-pane
      He plunges at a mass
    Of buds--and strikes in vain
      The intervening glass.

    O sprite of wings and fire
      Outstretching eagerly,
    My soul with like desire
      To probe thy mystery,

    Comes close as breast to bloom,
      As bud to hot heart-beat,
    And gains no inner room,
      And drains no hidden sweet.




        September


    But yesterday all faint for breath,
      The Summer laid her down to die;
    And now her frail ghost wandereth
      In every breeze that loiters by.
    Her wilted prisoners look up,
      As wondering who hath broke their chain,
    Too deep they drank of summer’s cup,
      They have no strength to rise again.

    How swift the trees, their mistress gone,
      Enrobe themselves for revelry!
    Ungovernable winds upon
      The wold are dancing merrily.
    With crimson fruits and bursting nuts,
      And whirling leaves and flushing streams,
    The spirit of September cuts
      Adrift from August’s languid dreams.

    A little while the revellers
      Shall flame and flaunt and have their day,
    And then will come the messengers
      Who travel on a cloudy way.
    And after them a form of light,
      A sense of iron in the air,
    Upon the pulse a touch of might
      And winter’s legions everywhere.




        The March Orchard


    Unleaved, undrooping, still, they stand,
    This stanch and patient pilgrim band;
    October robbed them of their fruit,
    November stripped them to the root,
    The winter smote their helplessness
    With furious ire and stormy stress,
    And now they seem almost to stand
    In sight of Summer’s Promised Land.

    Yet seen through frosty window-panes,
    When bared and bound in wintry chains,
    Their lightsome spirits seemed to play
    With February as with May.
    The snow that turned the skies afrown
    Enwrapt them in the softest down,
    And rains that dulled the landscape o’er
    But left them livelier than before.

    But now this June-like day of March
    With patient strength their branches arch,
    Not as unmindful of the breeze
    That makes midsummer melodies,    But knowing Spring a fickle maid,
    And that rough days must dawn and fade
    Before, all blossoming bright, they stand
    In sight of Summer’s Promised Land.




        The Blind Man


    The blind man at his window bars
      Stands in the morning dewy dim;
    The lily-footed dawn, the stars
      That wait for it, are naught to him.

    And naught to his unseeing eyes
      The brownness of a sunny plain,
    Where worn and drowsy August lies,
      And wakens but to sleep again.

    And naught to him a greening slope,
      That yearns up to the heights above,
    And naught the leaves of May, that ope
      As softly as the eyes of love.

    And naught to him the branching aisles,
      Athrong with woodland worshippers,
    And naught the fields where summer smiles
      Among her sunburned laborers.

    The way a trailing streamlet goes,
      The barefoot grasses on its brim,
    The dew a flower cup o’erflows
      With silent joy, are hid from him.
    To him no breath of nature calls;
      Upon his desk his work is laid;
    He looks up at the dingy walls,
      And listens to the voice of Trade.




        To the October Wind


    Old playmate, showering the way
      With thick leaf storms in red and gold,
    I’m only six years old to-day,
      You’ve made me feel but six years old.
    In yellow gown and scarlet hood
      I whirled, a leaf among the rest,
    Or lay within the thinning wood,
      And played that you were Red-of-breast.

    Old comrade, lift me up again;
      Your arms are strong, your feet are swift,
    And bear me lightly down the lane
      Through all the leaves that drift and drift,
    And out into the twilight wood,
      And lay me softly down to rest,
    And cover me just as you would
      If you were really Red-of-breast.




        A Midday in Midsummer


    The sky’s great curtains downward steal,
      The earth’s fair company
    Of trees and streams and meadows feel
      A sense of privacy.

    Upon the vast expanse of heat
      Light-footed breezes pace;
    To waves of gold they tread the wheat,
      They lift the sunflower’s face.

    The cruel sun is blotted out,
      The west is black with rain,
    The drooping leaves in mingled doubt
      And hope look up again.

    The weeds and grass on tiptoe stand,
      A strange exultant thrill
    Prepares the dazed uncertain land
      For the wild tempest’s will.

    The wind grows big and breathes aloud
      As it runs hurrying past;
    At one sharp blow the thunder-cloud
      Lets loose the furious blast.
    The earth is beaten, drenched and drowned,
      The elements go mad;
    Swift streams of joy flow o’er the ground,
      And all the leaves are glad.

    Then comes a momentary lull,
      The darkest clouds are furled,
    And lo, new washed and beautiful
      And breathless gleams the world.




        A Slow Rain


    A drowsy rain is stealing
      In slowness without stop;
    The sun-dried earth is feeling
      Its coolness, drop by drop.

    The clouds are slowly wasting
      Their too long garnered store,
    Each thirsty clod is tasting
      One drop--and then one more.

    Oh, ravishing as slumber
      To wearied limbs and eyes,
    And countless as the number
      Of stars in wintry skies,

    And sweet as the caresses
      By baby fingers made,
    These delicate rain kisses
      On leaf and flower and blade.




        The Patient Earth


        I

    The patient earth that loves the grass,
    The flocks and herds that o’er it pass,
    That guards the smallest summer nest
    Within her scented bosom pressed,
    And gives to beetle, moth, and bee
    A lavish hospitality,
    Still waits through weary years to bind
    The hearts of suffering human kind.


        II

    How far we roamed away from her,
    The tender mother of us all!
    Yet ’mid the city’s noises stir
    The sound of birds that call and call,
    Wind melodies that rise and fall
    Along the perfumed woodland wall
    We looked upon with childhood’s eyes;
    The ugly streets are all a blur,
    And in our hearts are homesick cries.



        III

    The loving earth that roots the trees
    So closely to her inmost heart,
    Has rooted us as well as these,
    Not long from her we live apart;
    We draw upon a lengthening string,
    For months perhaps, perhaps for years,
    And plume ourselves that we are free,
    And then--we hear a robin sing
    Where starving grass shows stunted spears,
    Or haycart moving fragrantly
    Where creaking tavern sign-boards swing;
    Then closer, tighter draws the chain,
    The man, too old and worn for tears,
    Goes back to be a child again.


        IV

    The greed that took us prisoner
    First led our steps away from her;
    For lust of gold we gave up life,
    And sank heart-deep in worldly strife.
    And when Success--belovèd name--
    At last with faltering footsteps came,
    The city’s rough, harsh imps of sound
    And Competition’s crush and cheat
    Were in her wreath securely bound;
    Her fruits still savored of the street,
    Its choking dust, its wearied feet,
    Her poorest like her richest prize
    Was rotted o’er with envious eyes,
    And sickened with the human heat
    Of hands that strove to clutch it fast,
    And struggling gave it up at last.
    Not so where nature summer-crowned
    Makes fields and woods a pleasure-ground,
    Sky-blest, wind-kissed, and circled round
    With waters lapsing cool and sweet.


        V

    O Earth, sweet Mother, take us back!
    With woodland strength and orchard joy,
    And river peace without alloy,
    Flood us who on the city’s track
    Have followed stifling sordid years,
    Cleanse us with dew and meadow rain,
    Till life’s horizon lights and clears,
    And nature claims us once again.




        At Dawn


          A spirit through
    My window came when earth was soft with dew,
    Close at the tender edge of dawn when all
          The spring was new,

        And bore me back
    Along her rose-and-starry tinted track,
    And showed me how the full-winged day emerged
          From out the black.

          She knew the speech
    Of all the deep-pink blossoms of the peach,
    Told in my ear the meanings of the trees,
          The thoughts of each;

          Explained to me
    The language of the bird and frog and bee,
    The messages the streams and rivers take
          Unto the sea.
          Alas! Alas!
    I have forgot. The dream did from me pass.
    I know not e’en the meaning dear and sweet
          Of common grass.

          And now when I
    Roam this strange earth beneath a stranger sky,
    Soft syllables of that forgotten speech
          Faint as a sigh,

          Come back again,
    With sweet solicitings that urge like pain,
    And brood like love--as full of light and dark
          As April rain.




        In the Crowd


    Here in the crowded city’s busy street,
      Swayed by the eager, jostling, hasting throng,
      Where Traffic’s voice grows harsher and more strong,
    I see within the stream of hurrying feet
    A company of trees in their retreat,
      Dew-bathed, dream-wrapped, and with a thrush’s song
      Emparadising all the place, along
    Whose paths I hear the pulse of Beauty beat.

    ’Twas yesterday I walked beneath the trees,
      To-day I tread the city’s stony ways;
        And still the spell that o’er my spirit came
    Turns harshest sounds to shy bird ecstasies,
      Pours scent of pine through murky chimney haze,
        And gives each careworn face a woodland frame.




        By Fields of Grass


    By fields of grass and woodland silences
      The city’s tumult is encamped around;
      The jingling, clanging, shrieking fiends of sound
    Expire within the wide world-circling breeze.
    The soul amid a multitude of trees,
      Or grass enveloped on the fragrant ground,
      Is lifted to its utmost starry round,
    And listens to celestial harmonies.

    From this unspeakably divine rebirth,
      Its sordid life returning shows through rifts
        How purely spreads the sky, how musical
    The streams and breezes flow across the earth,
      How light the tree its fruity load uplifts,
        How easily the weed is beautiful.




        October


    Against the winter’s heav’n of white the blood
      Of earth runs very quick and hot to-day;
      A storm of fiery leaves are out at play
    Around the lingering sunset of the wood.
    Where rows of blackberries unnoticed stood,
      Run streams of ruddy color wildly gay;
      The golden lane half dreaming picks its way
    Through ’whelming vines, as through a gleaming flood.

    O warm, outspoken earth, a little space
      Against thy beating heart my heart shall beat,
        A little while they twain shall bleed and burn,
    And then the cold touch and the gray, gray face,
      The frozen pulse, the drifted winding-sheet,
        And speechlessness, and the chill burial urn.




        Winter


    Now that the earth has hid her lovely brood
      Of green things in her breast safe out of sight,
      And all the trees have stripped them for the fight,
    The winter comes with wild winds singing rude
    Hoarse battle songs--so furious in feud
      That nothing lives that has not felt their bite.
      They sound a trumpet in the dead of night
    That makes more solitary solitude.

    Against the forest doors how fierce they beat!
      Against the porch, against the school-bound boy
        With crimson cheek bent to his shaggy coat.
    The earth is pale but steadfast, hearing sweet
      But far--how far away! the stream of joy
        Outpouring from a bluebird’s tender throat.




        The Snow-Storm


    The great, soft, downy snow-storm like a cloak
      Descends to wrap the lean world head to feet;
      It gives the dead another winding-sheet,
    It buries all the roofs until the smoke
    Seems like a soul that from its clay has broke;
      It broods moon-like upon the Autumn wheat,
      And visits all the trees in their retreat,
    To hood and mantle that poor shiv’ring folk.

    With wintry bloom it fills the harshest grooves
      In jagged pine stump fences. Every sound
        It hushes to the footstep of a nun.
    Sweet Charity! that brightens where it moves,
      Inducing darkest bits of churlish ground
        To give a radiant answer to the sun.




        To February


    O master-builder, blustering as you go
      About your giant work, transforming all
      The empty woods into a glittering hall,
    And making lilac lanes and footpaths grow
    As hard as iron under stubborn snow,
      Though every fence stand forth a marble wall,
      And windy hollows drift to arches tall,
    There comes a might that shall your might o’erthrow.

    Build high your white and dazzling palaces,
      Strengthen your bridges, fortify your towers,
        Storm with a loud and a portentous lip;
    And April with a fragmentary breeze,
      And half a score of gentle, golden hours,
        Shall leave no trace of your stern workmanship.




        Rest


    From the depths of dreams I am drawn
      To the inner depth of a pine,
    That near my window keeps the dawn--
      A dawn that is wholly mine.
    Dream-rest and pine-rest,
      And a cool, gray path between--
    A cool, gray path from the night’s breast
      To the heart of the living green.

    To the depths of dreams I go
      On the sounds of falling rain,
    That in the night-time gently flow
      In a stream on my window-pane.
    Stream-rest and dream-rest,
      And a cool, dark path between--
    A cool, dark path from the rain’s breast
      To the heart of the soft unseen.




        The Shy Sun


    The sun went with me to the wood,
      And lingered at the door;
    One glance he gave from where he stood,
      But dared not venture more,

    Nor knew that in the heart of her
      Who felt his presence nigh,
    His love was all the lovelier
      Because his look was shy.




        In April


    When Spring unbound comes o’er us like a flood,
        My spirit slips its bars,
    And thrills to see the trees break into bud
        As skies break into stars;

    And joys that earth is green with eager grass,
        The heavens gray with rain,
    And quickens when the spirit breezes pass,
        And turn and pass again;

    And dreams upon frog melodies at night,
        Bird ecstasies at dawn,
    And wakes to find sweet April at her height
        And May still beck’ning on;

    And feels its sordid work, its empty play,
        Its failures and its stains
    Dissolved in blossom dew, and washed away
        In delicate spring rains.




        Apple Blossoms


    Amid the young year’s breathing hopes,
      When eager grasses wrap the earth,
    I see on greening orchard slopes
      The blossoms trembling into birth.
    They open wide their rosy palms
      To feel the hesitating rain,
    Or beg a longed-for golden alms
      From skies that deep in clouds have lain.

    They mingle with the bluebird’s songs,
      And with the warm wind’s reverie;
    To sward and stream their snow belongs,
      To neighboring pines in flocks they flee.
    O doubly crowned, with breathing hopes
      The branches bending down to earth,
    That feel on greening orchard slopes
      Their blossoms trembling into birth.




        The Big Moon


    The big moon came to the edge of the sky,
      And pierced me with its dart;
    I strove to put its brightness by
      Before it burned my heart.

    I wrapped the windows thick and well,
      I closely barred the door,
    The light of my penny candles fell
      On low-built wall and floor.

    The little room and the little light
      Began to comfort me;
    But I heard--I heard the golden night
      Call like a sounding sea.

    I knew the moon swam in the sky,
      And the earth swam in the moon;
    I went outside in the grass to lie,
      To yield to the deadly swoon.

    My soul was filled with white moon rain
      Till it ran o’er and o’er,
    My soul was thrilled with bright moon pain
      Till it could bear no more;
    I stole back through the curtained gloom
      Up stairs unlit and steep,
    And in a low-ceiled darkened room
      My hurt was healed with sleep.




        The Twins


        I

    The old man and his apple-tree
    Are verging close on eighty-three;
    ’Twas planted there when he was two,
    And almost side by side they grew.
    How strong and straight they were at eight,
    One leafy, one with curly pate.
    How fine at twenty, how alive
    And prosperous at twenty-five.
    What health and grace in every limb,
    Was said of it--was said of him.


        II

    Then when he blushed, a marriage groom,
    The tree outvied the bride in bloom;
    And in the after years there played
    Within its ample sweep of shade
    A little child, with cheeks as red
    As had the apples overhead.
    Her father called the tree his twin,
    And surely it was next of kin.



        III

    The best of life came to the twain,
    The beauty of the stars, the rain,
    Soft stepping, and the liquid notes
    That overflow from feathered throats.
    Unto the soul that selfish strives
    Was borne the fragrance of their lives,
    And anxious folk with brow down bent
    Bathed in their dewy cool content.
    They held their heads up in the storm,
    And gloried when the winds were warm;
    Their shadows lay but at their feet,
    And all of life above was sweet.


        IV

    And now that they are eighty-three
    They’re almost as they used to be.
    The blossoms are as pink and white,
    The old man’s heart as pure and light.
    The apples--fragrant balls of flame--
    Are looking, tasting, just the same.
    And just the same his uttered thought
    Of mirth and wisdom quaintly wrought.
    Through all their years they kept their truth,
    Their strength, and that sweet look of youth.




        Autumn Fire


    The fires of Autumn are burning high;
      Bright the trees in the woods are blazing--
    A wall of flame from the brilliant sky
      Down to the fields where the cattle are grazing.
    O the warm, warm end of the year!
      Even the shrubs their red hearts render;
    All the bushes are bright with cheer
      And the tamest vine has a touch of splendor.

    The fires of Autumn are burning low;
      Blow, ye winds, and cease not blowing!
    Blow the flames to a ruddier show,
      Heap the coals to a hotter glowing.
    Ah, the chill, chill end of the year!
      Naught is left but a few leaf flashes;
    White is the death stone, white and drear,
      Over a desolate world of ashes.




        In the Grass


    Face downward on the grass in reverie,
            I found how cool and sweet
    Are the green glooms that often thoughtlessly
            I tread beneath my feet.

    In this strange mimic wood where grasses lean--
            Elf trees untouched of bark--
    I heard the hum of insects, saw the sheen
            Of sunlight framing dark,

    And felt with thoughts I cannot understand,
            And know not how to speak,
    A daisy reaching up its little hand
            To lay it on my cheek.




        The Fields of Dark


    The wreathing vine within the porch
      Is in the heart of me,
    The roses that the noondays scorch
      Shall burn in memory;
    Alone at night I quench the light,
      And without star or spark
    The grass and trees press to my knees,
      And flowers throng the dark.

    The leaves that loose their hold at noon
      Drop on my face like rain,
    And in the watches of the moon
      I feel them fall again.
    By day I stray how far away
      To stream and wood and steep,
    But on my track they all come back
      To haunt the vale of sleep.

    The fields of light are clover-brimmed,
      Or grassed or daisy-starred,
    The fields of dark are softly dimmed,
      And safely twilight-barred;
    But in the gloom that fills my room
      I cannot fail to mark
    The grass and trees about my knees,
      The flowers in the dark.




        Children in the City


    Thousands of childish ears, rough chidden,
      Never a sweet bird-note have heard,
    Deep in the leafy woodland hidden
      Dies, unlistened to, many a bird.
    For small soiled hands in the sordid city
      Blossoms open and die unbreathed;
    For feet unwashed by the tears of pity
      Streams around meadows of green are wreathed.

    Warm, unrevelled in, still they wander,
      Summer breezes out in the fields;
    Scarcely noticed, the green months squander
      All the wealth that the summer yields.
    Ah, the pain of it! Ah, the pity!
      Opulent stretch the country skies
    Over solitudes, while in the city
      Starving for beauty are childish eyes.




        Where Pleasures Grow


    Where pleasures grow as thick as grass,
        And joys of silence, soft, profound,
        Are sweeter e’en than joys of sound,
    The long, long days of summer pass.

    I see them sitting in the sun,
        Or moving river-like between
        The climbing and down-bending green,
    I watch them vanish one by one,

    And strive to clasp them as they flee,
        But only hold their shadows fast--
        The summer shadows that they cast
    Upon the path of memory.




        In the Heart of the Woods


    I lost my heart in the heart of the woods;
      It stayed there through the day,
    It stayed there through the solitudes
      Of a night with no moon ray.

    Through the day so dusty, worn and sere
      My heart was cool and free,
    Through the wild night, tempest-tossed and drear,
      My heart slept peacefully.

    I found my heart in the heart of the woods,
      I looked on it and smiled;
    And over it still the woodland broods,
      As a mother over her child.




        Frost


    When the sun is growing weaker,
    And his look is meek and meeker,
    Comes the frost--the pale betrayer--
    Light of foot, a stealthy slayer.

    In the night abroad he stealeth,
    For each trembling leaf he feeleth;
    Something softened by its pleading,
    Kills it not but leaves it bleeding.




        The Chipmunk


    To-day the green hill was at strife
    With me; it robbed my feet of life.
    The wind that loudly speaks his mind,
    Said in my presence nothing kind.
    The sky’s clear face was from me turned,
    Behind a cloud his great fire burned.

    An exile in his native cot,
    Who finds his very name forgot,
    Was I this afternoon, until
    At the wood’s edge behind the hill,
    A chipmunk flashed, and leapt a limb,
    And took my heart away with him.




        Give Me the Poorest Weed


    Give me the poorest weed
    To satisfy my spirit’s need.
    The brownest blade of grass
    Will know and greet me when I pass.

    Of their own feeling wrought,
    They live like simple, vital thought;
    The mind could not invent
    A better thing than Nature meant.




        The Weeks that Walk in Green


    The weeks that walk in green
      Came to my willow lane,
    And wrapt me in their leafy screen
      Against the sun and rain.

    Then far and far we went
      By stream and wood and steep,
    Until, all love-worn and joy-spent,
      I yielded me to sleep.

    And they--they died unseen;
      Their ghosts are haunting me--
    The gentle ghosts that walk in green
      Through vales of memory.




        Noonday of the Year


    The streams that chattered in the cold
      Are sleeping in the sun;
    The winds of March were overbold
      Until their race was run.

    O mad with haste the morning went,
      But now love-warm and deep,
    The fields, their first ambition spent,
      Lie in their noonday sleep.




        The Wind World


    Alone within the wind I lie,
      And reck not how the seasons go;
      The winter struggling through its snow,
    The light-winged summer flitting by.

    I am not of the cloud nor mold,
      I move between the stars and flowers,
      I know the tingling touch of hours
    When all the storms of night unfold.

    Within the wind world drifting free
      I hear naught of earth’s murmurings,
      Naught but the sound of songs and wings
    Among the tree-tops comes to me.

    At night earth stars flash out below,
      And heaven stars shine out above;
      I look down on the lights of love,
    And feel the higher love-lights glow.




        At the Window


    How thick about the window of my life
      Buzz insect-like the tribe of petty frets:
    Small cares, small thoughts, small trials, and small strife,
      Small loves and hates, small hopes and small regrets.

    If ’mid this swarm of smallnesses remain
      A single undimmed spot, with wondering eye
    I note before my freckled window-pane
      The outstretched splendor of the earth and sky.




        Come Back Again


    Child-thoughts, child-thoughts, come back again!
      Faint, fitful, as you used to be;
    The dusty chambers of my brain
      Have need of your fair company,
    As when my child-head reached the height
      Of the wild rose-bush at the door,
    And all of heaven and its delight
      Bloomed in the flow’rs the old bush bore.

    Come back, sweet long-departed year,
      When, sitting in a hollow oak,
    I heard the sheep bells far and clear,
      I heard a voice that silent spoke,
    And felt in both a vague appeal,
      And both were mingled in my dreams
    With leaves that viewless breezes feel,
      And skies clear mirrored in the streams.

    Child-heart, child-thoughts, come back again!
      Bring back the tall grass at my cheek,
    The grief more swift than summer rain,
      The joy that knew no words to speak.
    The buttercup’s uplifted gold
      That strives to reach my hands in vain,
    The love that never could grow cold--
      Child-heart, child-thoughts, come back again!




        A Rainy Morning


    The low sky, and the warm, wet wind,
      And the tender light on the eyes;
    A day like a soul that has never sinned,
      New dropped from Paradise.

    And ’tis oh, for a long walk in the rain,
      By the side of the warm, wet breeze,
    With the thoughts washed clean of dust and stain
      As the leaves on the shining trees.




        June Apples


    Green apple branches full of green apples
      All around me unfurled,
    Here where the shade and the sunlight dapples
      A grass-green, apple-green world.

    Little green children stirred with the heaving
      Of the warm breast of the air,
    When your old nurse, the wind, is grieving
      Comfortlessly you fare.

    But now an old-time song she is crooning,
      Nestle your heads again,
    While I dream on through the golden nooning,
      Or look for the first red stain

    On some round cheek that the sunshine dapples,
      Near me where I lie curled
    Under green trees athrong with green apples,
      In a grass-green, apple-green world.




        Beginning and End


    Once it was in my life’s beginning,
      Roses were tall in their summer beds,
    Dandelions within my fingers
      Thrust their confident golden heads;
    Wading waist-deep ’mid the daisies,
      Feeling the grasses about me climb--
    Thus it was in my life’s beginning;
      What have you done to me, Father Time?

    So shall it be when life has ended:
      Roses shall bloom above my head,
    Dandelions will know I am lying
      Hidden in grass from foot to head.
    Hidden in grass and hidden in daisies,
      Over my breast I shall feel them climb,
    Thus it will be when life has ended;
      This will you do to me, Father Time.




        Not at Home


    The Weariness of Idleness,
      She waited all the day
    In the parlor of her neighbor,
    The Weariness of Labor--
      A visit she had long meant to pay.

    But not until the evening
      Did her hostess come in sight;
    Then the Weariness of Labor
    Explained unto her neighbor
      That she lived but a brief hour at night.




        The Wind of Memory


    Red curtains shut the storm from sight,
    The inner rooms are live with light;
    The fireside faces all aglow
    See not the pale ghost in the snow,
    The pale ghost at the window pressed,
    With the wind moaning in her breast.

    She sees the face she hurt with scorn,
    The other face where joy, new born,
    Died out at her cheap mockery;
    The eyes she filled, how bitterly!
    The head that drooped beneath her jest--
    The wind is moaning in her breast.

    Invisible, unfelt, unknown,
    She lingers trembling. She alone
    Notes tenderly her vacant place,
    And sees in it her vanished face;
    She only--of this happy nest!
    The wind is moaning in her breast.

    Star-like the happy windows glow,
    Framed in with mile on mile of snow;
    And from their light a thing of death,
    Of grief and memory vanisheth,
    Her sin not deep but unredressed,
    And the wind moaning in her breast.




        Philippa


    A generous gentleness that flowed,
    Stream-like, beside a dusty road;
    Gave laborers shade, and prisoners sun,
    And easeful joy to every one;
    With liquid melodies for such
    As worked or wearied overmuch,
    And ministrations cool and sweet
    For fevered hands and aching feet.

    So delicately fair she moved--
    That stream-like girl, of all beloved.
    Along her path no grief nor care
    But lulled and lightened unaware.
    She bore the sky within her breast,
    And child-like winds her soul caressed,
    Until her spring of life was dried,
    And with a smile Philippa died.




        The Student


    The student sits within his room,
      So small and worn and white;
    His lamp flames out remote and strange
      Through all the hours of night.

    And all day long within his face,
      So small and worn and white,
    His eyes flame out--those lamp-like eyes,
      So weirdly, strangely bright.




        Unspoken


    My lover comes down the long leafy street
      Through tenderly falling rain;
    His footsteps near our portal veer,
      Go past--then turn again.

    O can it be he is knocking below,
      Or here at my door above?
    So gentle and small it sounds in the hall,
      So loud in the ear of love.

    But never a word of love has he said,
      And never a word crave I,
    For why should one long for the daylight strong
      When the dawn is in the sky?

    O a dewy rose-garden is the house,
      A garden shut from the sun;
    The breath of it sweet floats up, as my feet
      Float down to my waiting one.

    But if ever a word of love thinks he,
      It falls from his heart still-born;
    Who bends to the rose does not haste to close
      His hand around bud and thorn.

    The beautiful soul that is in him turns
      His beautiful face agleam;
    My own soul flies to feast in his eyes,
      Where the silent love-words teem.

    Our talk is of books, and of thoughts and moods,
      Of the wild flowers in the rain;
    And he leans his cheek, when we do not speak,
      On his chair where my hand had lain.

    Yet never a word of love does he say,
      And never a word crave I;
    For the faint green May would wither away
      At the quick touch of July.

    And at last--at last we look our last,
      And the dim day grows more dim;
    But his eyes still shine in these eyes of mine,
      And my soul goes forth with him.
    For though not a word of love does he say,
      Still never a word crave I;
    For the words of earth are of little worth
      When a song drops out of the sky.




        Under the King


    Love with the deep eyes and soft hair,
      Love with the lily throat and hands,
    Is done to death, and free as air
      Am I of all my King’s commands.

    How shall I celebrate my joy?
      Or dance with feet that once were fleet
    In his adorable employ?
      Or laugh with lips that felt his sweet?

    How can I at his lifeless face
      Aim any sharp or bitter jest,
    Since roguish destiny did place
      That tender target in my breast?

    Nay, let me be sincere and strong;
      I cannot rid me of my chains,
    I cannot to myself belong,
      My King is dead--his soul still reigns.




        The Secret


    Some chance moment life confesses
    That her insect nothingnesses
    Carry honey with their stings,
    But ’tis only to their kings--
    Those who know how best to use them,
    Those who know how to refuse them--
    That the secret is made free,
    And souls are loosed from tyranny.




        Limitation


    Beyond the far horizon’s farthest bound
          A farther boundary lies;
    No spirit wing can reach the utmost round,
          No spirit eyes.

    The soul has limitations such as space,
          Such as eternity;
    The farthest star to which thou setst thy face
          Belongs to thee.




        Three Years Old


    What is it like, I wonder, to roam
      Down through the tall grass hidden quite?
    To feel very far away from home
      When the dear house is out of sight?

    To want to play with the broken moon
      In the star garden of the skies?
    To sleep through twilight eves of June
      Beneath the sound of lullabies?

    To hold up hurts for all to see,
      Sob at imaginary harms,
    To clasp in welcome a father’s knee,
      And fit so well to a mother’s arms?

    To have life bounded by one dull road,
      A wood and a pond, and to feel no lack,
    To gaze with pleasure upon a toad,
      And caress a mud-turtle’s horny back?

    To follow the robin’s cheerful hop
      With all the salt small hands can hold,
    And plead in vain for it to stop--
      What is it like to be three years old?

    Ah, once I knew, but ’twas long ago;
      I try to recall it in vain--in vain!
    And now I know I shall never know
      What it is to be a child again.




        Sometime, I Fear


    Sometime, I fear, but God alone knows when,
      Mine eyes shall gaze on your unseeing eyes,
      On your unheeding ears shall fall my cries,
    Your clasp shall cease, your soul go from my ken,
    Your great heart be a fire burned out.--Ah, then,
      What shall remain for me beneath the skies
      Of glad, or good, or beautiful, or wise,
    That can relume and thrill my life again?

    This shall remain, a love that cannot fail,
      A life that joys in your great joy, yet grieves
        In memory of sweet days fled too soon.
    Sadness divine! as when November pale
      Sits broken-hearted ’mong her withered leaves,
        And feels the wind about her warm as June.




        Joy


    When airy joy doth hail me
      I follow on behind,
    And lest my feet should fail me
      I follow on the wind;
    I hear her lightsome laughter
      Go floating past the door,
    And swift I follow after
      As she flies on before.

    When I am faint and falling,
      And lose her skyey wings,
    I hear her liquid calling,
      And feel the charm she flings
    On all the earth and o’er me,
      Then eagerly I rise,
    And see her skirts before me
      Go glittering up the skies.

    The best of life would daunt me
      Ungirdled by her grace,
    And foreign demons haunt me
      Whene’er she hides her face.
    Up roughest steeps with laughter
      My airy joy doth soar,
    As wind-like I come after,
      And she flies on before.




        In the Dark


    All in the dark he crossed the border!
      All in the dark, for the lamp of faith
    Had never been used, and was not in order--
      So all in the dark he encountered Death.




        Words


    I like those words that carry in their veins
      The blood of lions. “Liberty” is one,
      And “Justice,” and the heart leaps to the sun
    When the thrilled note of “Courage! Courage!” rains
    Upon the sorely stricken will. No pains
      Survive when “Life” and “Light,” twin glories, run
      From the quick page to some poor soul undone,
    And beggar by their glow all other gains.

    How splendidly does “Morning” flood our night!
      How the word “Ocean” drowns our insect cares,
        And drives a strong wind through our housed-up grief.
    While “Honor” lifts us to the mountain height;
      And “Loyalty” the heaviest burden bears
        As lightly as a tree a crimson leaf.




        The Wind of Death


    The wind of death that softly blows
    The last warm petal from the rose,
    The last dry leaf from off the tree,
    To-night has come to breathe on me.

    There was a time I learned to hate
      As weaker mortals learn to love;
    The passion held me fixed as fate,
    Burned in my veins early and late--
      But now a wind falls from above--

    The wind of death, that silently
    Enshroudeth friend and enemy.

    There was a time my soul was thrilled
      By keen ambition’s whip and spur;
    My master forced me where he willed,
    And with his power my life was filled,
      But now the old-time pulses stir

    How faintly in the wind of death!
    That bloweth lightly as a breath.
    And once, but once, at Love’s dear feet
      I yielded strength and life and heart;
    His look turned bitter into sweet,
    His smile made all the world complete--
      The wind blows loves like leaves apart--

    The wind of death, that tenderly
    Is blowing ’twixt my love and me.

    O wind of death, that darkly blows
    Each separate ship of human woes
    Far out on a mysterious sea,
    I turn, I turn my face to thee.


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