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Loewenstein, M.D. + + + + + + + +THE WAY WE LIVE NOW + +by Anthony Trollope + + + + + + + +CHAPTER I - THREE EDITORS + + +Let the reader be introduced to Lady Carbury, upon whose character and +doings much will depend of whatever interest these pages may have, as +she sits at her writing-table in her own room in her own house in +Welbeck Street. Lady Carbury spent many hours at her desk, and wrote +many letters wrote also very much beside letters. She spoke of herself +in these days as a woman devoted to Literature, always spelling the +word with a big L. Something of the nature of her devotion may be +learned by the perusal of three letters which on this morning she had +written with a quickly running hand. Lady Carbury was rapid in +everything, and in nothing more rapid than in the writing of letters. +Here is Letter No. 1 + + + Thursday, Welbeck Street. + + DEAR FRIEND, + + I have taken care that you shall have the early sheets of my two + new volumes to-morrow, or Saturday at latest, so that you may, if + so minded, give a poor struggler like myself a lift in your next + week's paper. Do give a poor struggler a lift. You and I have so + much in common, and I have ventured to flatter myself that we are + really friends! I do not flatter you when I say, that not only + would aid from you help me more than from any other quarter, but + also that praise from you would gratify my vanity more than any + other praise. I almost think you will like my "Criminal Queens." + The sketch of Semiramis is at any rate spirited, though I had to + twist it about a little to bring her in guilty. Cleopatra, of + course, I have taken from Shakespeare. What a wench she was! I + could not quite make Julia a queen; but it was impossible to pass + over so piquant a character. You will recognise in the two or + three ladies of the empire how faithfully I have studied my + Gibbon. Poor dear old Belisarius! I have done the best I could + with Joanna, but I could not bring myself to care for her. In our + days she would simply have gone to Broadmore. I hope you will not + think that I have been too strong in my delineations of Henry VIII + and his sinful but unfortunate Howard. I don't care a bit about + Anne Boleyne. I am afraid that I have been tempted into too great + length about the Italian Catherine; but in truth she has been my + favourite. What a woman! What a devil! Pity that a second Dante + could not have constructed for her a special hell. How one traces + the effect of her training in the life of our Scotch Mary. I trust + you will go with me in my view as to the Queen of Scots. Guilty! + guilty always! Adultery, murder, treason, and all the rest of it. + But recommended to mercy because she was royal. A queen bred, born + and married, and with such other queens around her, how could she + have escaped to be guilty? Marie Antoinette I have not quite + acquitted. It would be uninteresting perhaps untrue. I have + accused her lovingly, and have kissed when I scourged. I trust the + British public will not be angry because I do not whitewash + Caroline, especially as I go along with them altogether in abusing + her husband. + + But I must not take up your time by sending you another book, + though it gratifies me to think that I am writing what none but + yourself will read. Do it yourself, like a dear man, and, as you + are great, be merciful. Or rather, as you are a friend, be loving. + + Yours gratefully and faithfully, + + MATILDA CARBURY. + + After all how few women there are who can raise themselves above + the quagmire of what we call love, and make themselves anything + but playthings for men. Of almost all these royal and luxurious + sinners it was the chief sin that in some phase of their lives + they consented to be playthings without being wives. I have + striven so hard to be proper; but when girls read everything, why + should not an old woman write anything? + + +This letter was addressed to Nicholas Broune, Esq., the editor of the +'Morning Breakfast Table,' a daily newspaper of high character; and, +as it was the longest, so was it considered to be the most important +of the three. Mr Broune was a man powerful in his profession,--and he +was fond of ladies. Lady Carbury in her letter had called herself an +old woman, but she was satisfied to do so by a conviction that no one +else regarded her in that light. Her age shall be no secret to the +reader, though to her most intimate friends, even to Mr Broune, it had +never been divulged. She was forty-three, but carried her years so +well, and had received such gifts from nature, that it was impossible +to deny that she was still a beautiful woman. And she used her beauty +not only to increase her influence,--as is natural to women who are +well-favoured,--but also with a well-considered calculation that she +could obtain material assistance in the procuring of bread and cheese, +which was very necessary to Her, by a prudent adaptation to her +purposes of the good things with which providence had endowed her. She +did not fall in love, she did not wilfully flirt, she did not commit +herself; but she smiled and whispered, and made confidences, and +looked out of her own eyes into men's eyes as though there might be +some mysterious bond between her and them--if only mysterious +circumstances would permit it. But the end of all was to induce some +one to do something which would cause a publisher to give her good +payment for indifferent writing, or an editor to be lenient when, upon +the merits of the case, he should have been severe. Among all her +literary friends, Mr Broune was the one in whom she most trusted; and +Mr Broune was fond of handsome women. It may be as well to give a +short record of a scene which had taken place between Lady Carbury and +her friend about a month before the writing of this letter which has +been produced. She had wanted him to take a series of papers for the +'Morning Breakfast Table,' and to have them paid for at rate No. 1, +whereas she suspected that he was rather doubtful as to their merit, +and knew that, without special favour, she could not hope for +remuneration above rate No. 2, or possibly even No. 3. So she had +looked into his eyes, and had left her soft, plump hand for a moment +in his. A man in such circumstances is so often awkward, not knowing +with any accuracy when to do one thing and when another! Mr Broune, in +a moment of enthusiasm, had put his arm round Lady Carbury's waist and +had kissed her. To say that Lady Carbury was angry, as most women +would be angry if so treated, would be to give an unjust idea of her +character. It was a little accident which really carried with it no +injury, unless it should be the injury of leading to a rupture between +herself and a valuable ally. No feeling of delicacy was shocked. What +did it matter? No unpardonable insult had been offered; no harm had +been done, if only the dear susceptible old donkey could be made at +once to understand that that wasn't the way to go on! + +Without a flutter, and without a blush, she escaped from his arm, and +then made him an excellent little speech. 'Mr Broune, how foolish, how +wrong, how mistaken! Is it not so? Surely you do not wish to put an +end to the friendship between us!' + +'Put an end to our friendship, Lady Carbury! Oh, certainly not that.' + +'Then why risk it by such an act? Think of my son and of my daughter,-- +both grown up. Think of the past troubles of my life;--so much suffered +and so little deserved. No one knows them so well as you do. Think of +my name, that has been so often slandered but never disgraced! Say +that you are sorry, and it shall be forgotten.' + +When a man has kissed a woman it goes against the grain with him to +say the very next moment that he is sorry for what he has done. It is +as much as to declare that the kiss had not answered his expectation. +Mr Broune could not do this, and perhaps Lady Carbury did not quite +expect it. 'You know that for world I would not offend you,' he said. +This sufficed. Lady Carbury again looked into his eyes, and a promise +was given that the articles should be printed--and with generous +remuneration. + +When the interview was over Lady Carbury regarded it as having been +quite successful. Of course when struggles have to be made and hard +work done, there will be little accidents. The lady who uses a street +cab must encounter mud and dust which her richer neighbour, who has a +private carriage, will escape. She would have preferred not to have +been kissed;--but what did it matter? With Mr Broune the affair was more +serious. 'Confound them all,' he said to himself as he left the house; +'no amount of experience enables a man to know them.' As he went away +he almost thought that Lady Carbury had intended him to kiss her +again, and he was almost angry with himself in that he had not done +so. He had seen her three or four times since, but had not repeated +the offence. + +We will now go on to the other letters, both of which were addressed +to the editors of other newspapers. The second was written to Mr +Booker, of the 'Literary Chronicle.' Mr Booker was a hard-working +professor of literature, by no means without talent, by no means +without influence, and by no means without a conscience. But, from the +nature of the struggles in which he had been engaged, by compromises +which had gradually been driven upon him by the encroachment of +brother authors on the one side and by the demands on the other of +employers who looked only to their profits, he had fallen into a +routine of work in which it was very difficult to be scrupulous, and +almost impossible to maintain the delicacies of a literary conscience. +He was now a bald-headed old man of sixty, with a large family of +daughters, one of whom was a widow dependent on him with two little +children. He had five hundred a year for editing the 'Literary +Chronicle,' which, through his energy, had become a valuable property. +He wrote for magazines, and brought out some book of his own almost +annually. He kept his head above water, and was regarded by those who +knew about him, but did not know him, as a successful man. He always +kept up his spirits, and was able in literary circles to show that he +could hold his own. But he was driven by the stress of circumstances +to take such good things as came in his way, and could hardly afford +to be independent. It must be confessed that literary scruple had long +departed from his mind. Letter No. 2 was as follows;-- + + + Welbeck Street, 25th February, 187-. + + DEAR MR BOOKER, + + I have told Mr Leadham [Mr Leadham was senior partner in the + enterprising firm of publishers known as Messrs. Leadham and + Loiter] to send you an early copy of my "Criminal Queens." I have + already settled with my friend Mr Broune that I am to do your "New + Tale of a Tub" in the "Breakfast Table." Indeed, I am about it + now, and am taking great pains with it. If there is anything you + wish to have specially said as to your view of the Protestantism + of the time, let me know. I should like you to say a word as to + the accuracy of my historical details, which I know you can safely + do. Don't put it off, as the sale does so much depend on early + notices. I am only getting a royalty, which does not commence till + the first four hundred are sold. + + Yours sincerely, + + MATILDA CARBURY. + + ALFRED BOOKER, ESQ., + + "Literary Chronicle" Office, Strand. + + +There was nothing in this which shocked Mr Booker. He laughed +inwardly, with a pleasantly reticent chuckle, as he thought of Lady +Carbury dealing with his views of Protestantism,--as he thought also +of the numerous historical errors into which that clever lady must +inevitably fall in writing about matters of which he believed her to +know nothing. But he was quite alive to the fact that a favourable +notice in the 'Breakfast Table' of his very thoughtful work, called +the 'New Tale of a Tub,' would serve him, even though written by the +hand of a female literary charlatan, and he would have no compunction +as to repaying the service by fulsome praise in the 'Literary +Chronicle.' He would not probably say that the book was accurate, but +he would be able to declare that it was delightful reading, that the +feminine characteristics of the queens had been touched with a +masterly hand, and that the work was one which would certainly make +its way into all drawing-rooms. He was an adept at this sort of work, +and knew well how to review such a book as Lady Carbury's 'Criminal +Queens,' without bestowing much trouble on the reading. He could +almost do it without cutting the book, so that its value for purposes +of after sale might not be injured. And yet Mr Booker was an honest +man, and had set his face persistently against many literary +malpractices. Stretched-out type, insufficient lines, and the French +habit of meandering with a few words over an entire page, had been +rebuked by him with conscientious strength. He was supposed to be +rather an Aristides among reviewers. But circumstanced as he was he +could not oppose himself altogether to the usages of the time. 'Bad; +of course it is bad,' he said to a young friend who was working with +him on his periodical. 'Who doubts that? How many very bad things are +there that we do! But if we were to attempt to reform all our bad ways +at once, we should never do any good thing. I am not strong enough to +put the world straight, and I doubt if you are.' Such was Mr Booker. + +Then there was letter No. 3, to Mr Ferdinand Alf. Mr Alf managed, and, +as it was supposed, chiefly owned, the 'Evening Pulpit,' which during +the last two years had become 'quite a property,' as men connected +with the press were in the habit of saying. The 'Evening Pulpit' was +supposed to give daily to its readers all that had been said and done +up to two o'clock in the day by all the leading people in the +metropolis, and to prophesy with wonderful accuracy what would be the +sayings and doings of the twelve following hours. This was effected +with an air of wonderful omniscience, and not unfrequently with an +ignorance hardly surpassed by its arrogance. But the writing was +clever. The facts, if not true, were well invented; the arguments, if +not logical, were seductive. The presiding spirit of the paper had the +gift, at any rate, of knowing what the people for whom he catered +would like to read, and how to get his subjects handled so that the +reading should be pleasant. Mr Booker's 'Literary Chronicle' did not +presume to entertain any special political opinions. The 'Breakfast +Table' was decidedly Liberal. The 'Evening Pulpit' was much given to +politics, but held strictly to the motto which it had assumed;-- + + Nullius addictus jurare in verba magistri + +and consequently had at all times the invaluable privilege of abusing +what was being done, whether by one side or by the other. A newspaper +that wishes to make its fortune should never waste its columns and +weary its readers by praising anything. Eulogy is invariably dull,--a +fact that Mr Alf had discovered and had utilized. + +Mr Alf had, moreover, discovered another fact. Abuse from those who +occasionally praise is considered to be personally offensive, and they +who give personal offence will sometimes make the world too hot to +hold them. But censure from those who are always finding fault is +regarded so much as a matter of course that it ceases to be +objectionable. The caricaturist, who draws only caricatures, is held +to be justifiable, let him take what liberties he may with a man's +face and person. It is his trade, and his business calls upon him to +vilify all that he touches. But were an artist to publish a series of +portraits, in which two out of a dozen were made to be hideous, he +would certainly make two enemies, if not more. Mr Alf never made +enemies, for he praised no one, and, as far as the expression of his +newspaper went, was satisfied with nothing. + +Personally, Mr Alf was a remarkable man. No one knew whence he came or +what he had been. He was supposed to have been born a German Jew; and +certain ladies said that they could distinguish in his tongue the +slightest possible foreign accent. Nevertheless it was conceded to him +that he knew England as only an Englishman can know it. During the +last year or two he had 'come up' as the phrase goes, and had come up +very thoroughly. He had been blackballed at three or four clubs, but +had effected an entrance at two or three others, and had learned a +manner of speaking of those which had rejected him calculated to leave +on the minds of hearers a conviction that the societies in question +were antiquated, imbecile, and moribund. He was never weary of +implying that not to know Mr Alf, not to be on good terms with Mr Alf, +not to understand that let Mr Alf have been born where he might and +how he might he was always to be recognized as a desirable +acquaintance, was to be altogether out in the dark. And that which he +so constantly asserted, or implied, men and women around him began at +last to believe,--and Mr Alf became an acknowledged something in the +different worlds of politics, letters, and fashion. + +He was a good-looking man, about forty years old, but carrying himself +as though he was much younger, spare, below the middle height, with +dark brown hair which would have shown a tinge of grey but for the +dyer's art, with well-cut features, with a smile constantly on his +mouth the pleasantness of which was always belied by the sharp +severity of his eyes. He dressed with the utmost simplicity, but also +with the utmost care. He was unmarried, had a small house of his own +close to Berkeley Square at which he gave remarkable dinner parties, +kept four or five hunters in Northamptonshire, and was reputed to earn +£6,000 a year out of the 'Evening Pulpit' and to spend about half of +that income. He also was intimate after his fashion with Lady Carbury, +whose diligence in making and fostering useful friendships had been +unwearied. Her letter to Mr Alf was as follows: + + + DEAR MR ALF, + + Do tell me who wrote the review on Fitzgerald Barker's last poem. + Only I know you won't. I remember nothing done so well. I should + think the poor wretch will hardly hold his head up again before + the autumn. But it was fully deserved. I have no patience with the + pretensions of would-be poets who contrive by toadying and + underground influences to get their volumes placed on every + drawing-room table. I know no one to whom the world has been so + good-natured in this way as to Fitzgerald Barker, but I have heard + of no one who has extended the good nature to the length of + reading his poetry. + + Is it not singular how some men continue to obtain the reputation + of popular authorship without adding a word to the literature of + their country worthy of note? It is accomplished by unflagging + assiduity in the system of puffing. To puff and to get one's self + puffed have become different branches of a new profession. Alas, + me! I wish I might find a class open in which lessons could be + taken by such a poor tyro as myself. Much as I hate the thing from + my very soul, and much as I admire the consistency with which the + 'Pulpit' has opposed it, I myself am so much in want of support + for my own little efforts, and am struggling so hard honestly to + make for myself a remunerative career, that I think, were the + opportunity offered to me, I should pocket my honour, lay aside + the high feeling which tells me that praise should be bought + neither by money nor friendship, and descend among the low things, + in order that I might one day have the pride of feeling that I had + succeeded by my own work in providing for the needs of my + children. + + But I have not as yet commenced the descent downwards; and + therefore I am still bold enough to tell you that I shall look, + not with concern but with a deep interest, to anything which may + appear in the 'Pulpit' respecting my 'Criminal Queens.' I venture + to think that the book,--though I wrote it myself,--has an + importance of its own which will secure for it some notice. That + my inaccuracy will be laid bare and presumption scourged I do not + in the least doubt, but I think your reviewer will be able to + certify that the sketches are lifelike and the portraits well + considered. You will not hear me told, at any rate, that I had + better sit at home and darn my stockings, as you said the other + day of that poor unfortunate Mrs Effington Stubbs. + + I have not seen you for the last three weeks. I have a few friends + every Tuesday evening;--pray come next week or the week following. + And pray believe that no amount of editorial or critical severity + shall make me receive you otherwise than with a smile. + + Most sincerely yours, + + MATILDA CARBURY. + + +Lady Carbury, having finished her third letter, threw herself back in +her chair, and for a moment or two closed her eyes, as though about to +rest. But she soon remembered that the activity of her life did not +admit of such rest. She therefore seized her pen and began scribbling +further notes. + + + + +CHAPTER II - THE CARBURY FAMILY + + +Something of herself and condition Lady Carbury has told the reader in +the letters given in the former chapter, but more must be added. She +has declared she had been cruelly slandered; but she has also shown +that she was not a woman whose words about herself could be taken with +much confidence. If the reader does not understand so much from her +letters to the three editors they have been written in vain. She has +been made to say that her object in work was to provide for the need +of her children, and that with that noble purpose before her she was +struggling to make for herself a career in literature. Detestably +false as had been her letters to the editors, absolutely and +abominably foul as was the entire system by which she was endeavouring +to achieve success, far away from honour and honesty as she had been +carried by her ready subserviency to the dirty things among which she +had lately fallen, nevertheless her statements about herself were +substantially true. She had been ill-treated. She had been slandered. +She was true to her children,--especially devoted to one of them--and +was ready to work her nails off if by doing so she could advance their +interests. + +She was the widow of one Sir Patrick Carbury, who many years since had +done great things as a soldier in India, and had been thereupon +created a baronet. He had married a young wife late in life and, +having found out when too late that he had made a mistake, had +occasionally spoilt his darling and occasionally ill-used her. In +doing each he had done it abundantly. Among Lady Carbury's faults had +never been that of even incipient,--not even of sentimental--infidelity +to her husband. When as a lovely and penniless girl of eighteen she +had consented to marry a man of forty-four who had the spending of a +large income, she had made up her mind to abandon all hope of that +sort of love which poets describe and which young people generally +desire to experience. Sir Patrick at the time of his marriage was +red-faced, stout, bald, very choleric, generous in money, suspicious +in temper, and intelligent. He knew how to govern men. He could read +and understand a book. There was nothing mean about him. He had his +attractive qualities. He was a man who might be loved,--but he was +hardly a man for love. The young Lady Carbury had understood her +position and had determined to do her duty. She had resolved before +she went to the altar that she would never allow herself to flirt and +she had never flirted. For fifteen years things had gone tolerably +well with her,--by which it is intended that the reader should +understand that they had so gone that she had been able to tolerate +them. They had been home in England for three or four years, and then +Sir Patrick had returned with some new and higher appointment. For +fifteen years, though he had been passionate, imperious, and often +cruel, he had never been jealous. A boy and a girl had been born to +them, to whom both father and mother had been over indulgent,--but the +mother, according to her lights, had endeavoured to do her duty by +them. But from the commencement of her life she had been educated in +deceit, and her married life had seemed to make the practice of deceit +necessary to her. Her mother had run away from her father, and she had +been tossed to and fro between this and that protector, sometimes +being in danger of wanting any one to care for her, till she had been +made sharp, incredulous, and untrustworthy by the difficulties of her +position. But she was clever, and had picked up an education and good +manners amidst the difficulties of her childhood,--and had been +beautiful to look at. + +To marry and have the command of money, to do her duty correctly, to +live in a big house and be respected, had been her ambition,--and during +the first fifteen years of her married life she was successful amidst +great difficulties. She would smile within five minutes of violent +ill-usage. Her husband would even strike her,--and the first effort of +her mind would be given to conceal the fact from all the world. In +latter years he drank too much, and she struggled hard first to +prevent the evil, and then to prevent and to hide the ill effects of +the evil. But in doing all this she schemed, and lied, and lived a +life of manoeuvres. Then, at last, when she felt that she was no +longer quite a young woman, she allowed herself to attempt to form +friendships for herself, and among her friends was one of the other +sex. If fidelity in a wife be compatible with such friendship, if the +married state does not exact from a woman the necessity of debarring +herself from all friendly intercourse with any man except her lord, +Lady Carbury was not faithless. But Sir Carbury became jealous, spoke +words which even she could not endure, did things which drove even her +beyond the calculations of her prudence,--and she left him. But even +this she did in so guarded a way that, as to every step she took, she +could prove her innocence. Her life at that period is of little moment +to our story, except that it is essential that the reader should know +in what she had been slandered. For a month or two all hard words had +been said against her by her husband's friends, and even by Sir +Patrick himself. But gradually the truth was known, and after a year's +separation they came again together and she remained the mistress of +his house till he died. She brought him home to England, but during +the short period left to him of life in his old country he had been a +worn-out, dying invalid. But the scandal of her great misfortune had +followed her, and some people were never tired of reminding others +that in the course of her married life Lady Carbury had run away from +her husband, and had been taken back again by the kind-hearted old +gentleman. + +Sir Patrick had left behind him a moderate fortune, though by no means +great wealth. To his son, who was now Sir Felix Carbury, he had left +£1,000 a year; and to his widow as much, with a provision that after +her death the latter sum should be divided between his son and +daughter. It therefore came to pass that the young man, who had +already entered the army when his father died, and upon whom devolved +no necessity of keeping a house, and who in fact not unfrequently +lived in his mother's house, had an income equal to that with which +his mother and sister were obliged to maintain a roof over their head. +Now Lady Carbury, when she was released from her thraldom at the age +of forty, had no idea at all of passing her future life amidst the +ordinary penances of widowhood. She had hitherto endeavoured to do her +duty, knowing that in accepting her position she was bound to take the +good and the bad together. She had certainly encountered hitherto much +that was bad. To be scolded, watched, beaten, and sworn at by a +choleric old man till she was at last driven out of her house by the +violence of his ill-usage; to be taken back as a favour with the +assurance that her name would for the remainder of her life be +unjustly tarnished; to have her flight constantly thrown in her face; +and then at last to become for a year or two the nurse of a dying +debauchee, was a high price to pay for such good things as she had +hitherto enjoyed. Now at length had come to her a period of relaxation +--her reward, her freedom, her chance of happiness. She thought much +about herself, and resolved on one or two things. The time for love +had gone by, and she would have nothing to do with it. Nor would she +marry again for convenience. But she would have friends,--real friends; +friends who could help her,--and whom possibly she might help. She +would, too, make some career for herself, so that life might not be +without an interest to her. She would live in London, and would become +somebody at any rate in some circle. Accident at first rather than +choice had thrown her among literary people, but that accident had, +during the last two years, been supported and corroborated by the +desire which had fallen upon her of earning money. She had known from +the first that economy would be necessary to her,--not chiefly or +perhaps not at all from a feeling that she and her daughter could not +live comfortably together on a thousand a year,--but on behalf of her +son. She wanted no luxury but a house so placed that people might +conceive of her that she lived in a proper part of the town. Of her +daughter's prudence she was as well convinced as of her own. She could +trust Henrietta in everything. But her son, Sir Felix, was not very +trustworthy. And yet Sir Felix was the darling of her heart. + +At the time of the writing of the three letters, at which our story is +supposed to begin, she was driven very hard for money. Sir Felix was +then twenty-five, had been in a fashionable regiment for four years, +had already sold out, and, to own the truth at once, had altogether +wasted the property which his father had left him. So much the mother +knew,--and knew, therefore, that with her limited income she must +maintain not only herself and daughter, but also the baronet. She did +not know, however, the amount of the baronet's obligations;--nor, +indeed, did he, or any one else. A baronet, holding a commission in +the Guards, and known to have had a fortune left him by his father, +may go very far in getting into debt; and Sir Felix had made full use +of all his privileges. His life had been in every way bad. He had +become a burden on his mother so heavy,--and on his sister also,--that +their life had become one of unavoidable embarrassments. But not for a +moment, had either of them ever quarrelled with him. Henrietta had +been taught by the conduct of both father and mother that every vice +might be forgiven in a man and in a son, though every virtue was +expected from a woman, and especially from a daughter. The lesson had +come to her so early in life that she had learned it without the +feeling of any grievance. She lamented her brother's evil conduct as +it affected him, but she pardoned it altogether as it affected +herself. That all her interests in life should be made subservient to +him was natural to her; and when she found that her little comforts +were discontinued, and her moderate expenses curtailed, because he, +having eaten up all that was his own, was now eating up also all that +was his mother's, she never complained. Henrietta had been taught to +think that men in that rank of life in which she had been born always +did eat up everything. + +The mother's feeling was less noble.--or perhaps, it might better be +said, more open to censure. The boy, who had been beautiful as a star, +had ever been the cynosure of her eyes, the one thing on which her +heart had riveted itself. Even during the career of his folly she had +hardly ventured to say a word to him with the purport of stopping him +on his road to ruin. In everything she had spoilt him as a boy, and in +everything she still spoilt him as a man. She was almost proud of his +vices, and had taken delight in hearing of doings which if not vicious +of themselves had been ruinous from their extravagance. She had so +indulged him that even in her own presence he was never ashamed of his +own selfishness or apparently conscious of the injustice which he did +to others. + +From all this it had come to pass that that dabbling in literature +which had been commenced partly perhaps from a sense of pleasure in +the work, partly as a passport into society, had been converted into +hard work by which money if possible might be earned. So that Lady +Carbury when she wrote to her friends, the editors, of her struggles +was speaking the truth. Tidings had reached her of this and the other +man's success, and,--coming near to her still,--of this and that other +woman's earnings in literature. And it had seemed to her that, within +moderate limits, she might give a wide field to her hopes. Why should +she not add a thousand a year to her income, so that Felix might again +live like a gentleman and marry that heiress who, in Lady Carbury's +look-out into the future, was destined to make all things straight! +Who was so handsome as her son? Who could make himself more agreeable? +Who had more of that audacity which is the chief thing necessary to +the winning of heiresses? + +And then he could make his wife Lady Carbury. If only enough money +might be earned to tide over the present evil day, all might be well. + +The one most essential obstacle to the chance of success in all this +was probably Lady Carbury's conviction that her end was to be obtained +not by producing good books, but by inducing certain people to say +that her books were good. She did work hard at what she wrote,--hard +enough at any rate to cover her pages quickly; and was, by nature, a +clever woman. She could write after a glib, commonplace, sprightly +fashion, and had already acquired the knack of spreading all she knew +very thin, so that it might cover a vast surface. She had no ambition +to write a good book, but was painfully anxious to write a book that +the critics should say was good. Had Mr Broune, in his closet, told +her that her book was absolutely trash, but had undertaken at the same +time to have it violently praised in the 'Breakfast Table', it may be +doubted whether the critic's own opinion would have even wounded her +vanity. The woman was false from head to foot, but there was much of +good in her, false though she was. + +Whether Sir Felix, her son, had become what he was solely by bad +training, or whether he had been born bad, who shall say? It is hardly +possible that he should not have been better had he been taken away as +an infant and subjected to moral training by moral teachers. And yet +again it is hardly possible that any training or want of training +should have produced a heart so utterly incapable of feeling for +others as was his. He could not even feel his own misfortunes unless +they touched the outward comforts of the moment. It seemed that he +lacked sufficient imagination to realise future misery though the +futurity to be considered was divided from the present but by a single +month, a single week,--but by a single night. He liked to be kindly +treated, to be praised and petted, to be well fed and caressed; and +they who so treated him were his chosen friends. He had in this the +instincts of a horse, not approaching the higher sympathies of a dog. +But it cannot be said of him that he had ever loved any one to the +extent of denying himself a moment's gratification on that loved one's +behalf. His heart was a stone. But he was beautiful to lock at, +ready-witted, and intelligent. He was very dark, with that soft olive +complexion which so generally gives to young men an appearance of +aristocratic breeding. His hair, which was never allowed to become +long, was nearly black, and was soft and silky without that taint of +grease which is so common with silken-headed darlings. His eyes were +long, brown in colour, and were made beautiful by the perfect arch of +the perfect eyebrow. But perhaps the glory of the face was due more to +the finished moulding and fine symmetry of the nose and mouth than to +his other features. On his short upper lip he had a moustache as well +formed as his eyebrows, but he wore no other beard. The form of his +chin too was perfect, but it lacked that sweetness and softness of +expression, indicative of softness of heart, which a dimple conveys. +He was about five feet nine in height, and was as excellent in figure +as in face. It was admitted by men and clamorously asserted by women +that no man had ever been more handsome than Felix Carbury, and it +was admitted also that he never showed consciousness of his beauty. He +had given himself airs on many scores;--on the score of his money, poor +fool, while it lasted; on the score of his title; on the score of his +army standing till he lost it; and especially on the score of +superiority in fashionable intellect. But he had been clever enough to +dress himself always with simplicity and to avoid the appearance of +thought about his outward man. As yet the little world of his +associates had hardly found out how callous were his affections,--or +rather how devoid he was of affection. His airs and his appearance, +joined with some cleverness, had carried him through even the +viciousness of his life. In one matter he had marred his name, and by +a moment's weakness had injured his character among his friends more +than he had done by the folly of three years. There had been a quarrel +between him and a brother officer, in which he had been the aggressor; +and, when the moment came in which a man's heart should have produced +manly conduct, he had first threatened and had then shown the white +feather. That was now a year since, and he had partly outlived the +evil;--but some men still remembered that Felix Carbury had been cowed, +and had cowered. + +It was now his business to marry an heiress. He was well aware that it +was so, and was quite prepared to face his destiny. But he lacked +something in the art of making love. He was beautiful, had the manners +of a gentleman, could talk well, lacked nothing of audacity, and had +no feeling of repugnance at declaring a passion which he did not feel. +But he knew so little of the passion, that he could hardly make even a +young girl believe that he felt it. When he talked of love, he not +only thought that he was talking nonsense, but showed that he thought +so. From this fault he had already failed with one young lady reputed +to have £40,000, who had refused him because, as she naively said, she +knew 'he did not really care.' 'How can I show that I care more than +by wishing to make you my wife?' he had asked. 'I don't know that you +can, but all the same you don't care,' she said. And so that young +lady escaped the pitfall. Now there was another young lady, to whom +the reader shall be introduced in time, whom Sir Felix was instigated +to pursue with unremitting diligence. Her wealth was not defined, as +had been the £40,000 of her predecessor, but was known to be very much +greater than that. It was, indeed, generally supposed to be +fathomless, bottomless, endless. It was said that in regard to money +for ordinary expenditure, money for houses, servants, horses, jewels, +and the like, one sum was the same as another to the father of this +young lady. He had great concerns;--concerns so great that the payment +of ten or twenty thousand pounds upon any trifle was the same thing to +him,--as to men who are comfortable in their circumstances it matters +little whether they pay sixpence or ninepence for their mutton chops. +Such a man may be ruined at any time; but there was no doubt that to +anyone marrying his daughter during the present season of his +outrageous prosperity he could give a very large fortune indeed. Lady +Carbury, who had known the rock on which her son had been once +wrecked, was very anxious that Sir Felix should at once make a proper +use of the intimacy which he had effected in the house of this topping +Croesus of the day. + +And now there must be a few words said about Henrietta Carbury. Of +course she was of infinitely less importance than her brother, who was +a baronet, the head of that branch of the Carburys, and her mother's +darling; and, therefore, a few words should suffice. She also was very +lovely, being like her brother; but somewhat less dark and with +features less absolutely regular. But she had in her countenance a +full measure of that sweetness of expression which seems to imply that +consideration of self is subordinated to consideration for others. +This sweetness was altogether lacking to her brother. And her face was +a true index of her character. Again, who shall say why the brother +and sister had become so opposite to each other; whether they would +have been thus different had both been taken away as infants from +their father's and mother's training, or whether the girl's virtues +were owing altogether to the lower place which she had held in her +parent's heart? She, at any rate, had not been spoilt by a title, by +the command of money, and by the temptations of too early acquaintance +with the world. At the present time she was barely twenty-one years +old, and had not seen much of London society. Her mother did not +frequent balls, and during the last two years there had grown upon +them a necessity for economy which was inimical to many gloves and +costly dresses. Sir Felix went out of course, but Hetta Carbury spent +most of her time at home with her mother in Welbeck Street. +Occasionally the world saw her, and when the world did see her the +world declared that she was a charming girl. The world was so far +right. + +But for Henrietta Carbury the romance of life had already commenced in +real earnest. There was another branch of the Carburys, the head +branch, which was now represented by one Roger Carbury, of Carbury +Hall. Roger Carbury was a gentleman of whom much will have to be said, +but here, at this moment, it need only be told that he was +passionately in love with his cousin Henrietta. He was, however, +nearly forty years old, and there was one Paul Montague whom Henrietta +had seen. + + + + +CHAPTER III - THE BEARGARDEN + + +Lady Carbury's house in Welbeck Street was a modest house enough, +--with no pretensions to be a mansion, hardly assuming even to be a +residence; but, having some money in her hands when she first took it, +she had made it pretty and pleasant, and was still proud to feel that +in spite of the hardness of her position she had comfortable +belongings around her when her literary friends came to see her on her +Tuesday evenings. Here she was now living with her son and daughter. +The back drawing-room was divided from the front by doors that were +permanently closed, and in this she carried on her great work. Here +she wrote her books and contrived her system for the inveigling of +editors and critics. Here she was rarely disturbed by her daughter, +and admitted no visitors except editors and critics. But her son was +controlled by no household laws, and would break in upon her privacy +without remorse. She had hardly finished two galloping notes after +completing her letter to Mr Ferdinand Alf, when Felix entered the room +with a cigar in his mouth and threw himself upon the sofa. + +'My dear boy,' she said, 'pray leave your tobacco below when you come +in here.' + +'What affectation it is, mother,' he said, throwing, however, the +half-smoked cigar into the fire-place. 'Some women swear they like +smoke, others say they hate it like the devil. It depends altogether +on whether they wish to flatter or snub a fellow.' + +'You don't suppose that I wish to snub you?' + +'Upon my word I don't know. I wonder whether you can let me have +twenty pounds?' + +'My dear Felix!' + +'Just so, mother;--but how about the twenty pounds?' + +'What is it for, Felix?' + +'Well;--to tell the truth, to carry on the game for the nonce till +something is settled. A fellow can't live without some money in his +pocket. I do with as little as most fellows. I pay for nothing that I +can help. I even get my hair cut on credit, and as long as it was +possible I had a brougham, to save cabs.' + +'What is to be the end of it, Felix?' + +'I never could see the end of anything, mother. I never could nurse a +horse when the hounds were going well in order to be in at the finish. +I never could pass a dish that I liked in favour of those that were to +follow. What's the use?' The young man did not say 'carpe diem,' but +that was the philosophy which he intended to preach. + +'Have you been at the Melmottes' to-day?' It was now five o'clock on a +winter afternoon, the hour at which ladies are drinking tea, and idle +men playing whist at the clubs,--at which young idle men are sometimes +allowed to flirt, and at which, as Lady Carbury thought, her son might +have been paying his court to Marie Melmotte the great heiress. + +'I have just come away.' + +'And what do you think of her?' + +'To tell the truth, mother, I have thought very little about her. She +is not pretty, she is not plain; she is not clever, she is not stupid; +she is neither saint nor sinner.' + +'The more likely to make a good wife.' + +'Perhaps so. I am at any rate quite willing to believe that as wife +she would be good enough for me.' + +'What does the mother say?' + +'The mother is a caution. I cannot help speculating whether, if I +marry the daughter, I shall ever find out where the mother came from. +Dolly Longestaffe says that somebody says that she was a Bohemian +Jewess; but I think she's too fat for that.' + +'What does it matter, Felix?' + +'Not in the least' + +'Is she civil to you?' + +'Yes, civil enough.' + +'And the father?' + +'Well, he does not turn me out, or anything of that sort. Of course +there are half-a-dozen after her, and I think the old fellow is +bewildered among them all. He's thinking more of getting dukes to dine +with him than of his daughter's lovers. Any fellow might pick her up +who happened to hit her fancy.' + +'And why not you?' + +'Why not, mother? I am doing my best, and it's no good flogging a +willing horse. Can you let me have the money?' + +'Oh, Felix, I think you hardly know how poor we are. You have still +got your hunters down at the place!' + +'I have got two horses, if you mean that; and I haven't paid a +shilling for their keep since the season began. Look here, mother; +this is a risky sort of game, I grant, but I am playing it by your +advice. If I can marry Miss Melmotte, I suppose all will be right. But +I don't think the way to get her would be to throw up everything and +let all the world know that I haven't got a copper. To do that kind of +thing a man must live a little up to the mark. I've brought my hunting +down to a minimum, but if I gave it up altogether there would be lots +of fellows to tell them in Grosvenor Square why I had done so.' + +There was an apparent truth in this argument which the poor woman was +unable to answer. Before the interview was over the money demanded was +forthcoming, though at the time it could be but ill afforded, and the +youth went away apparently with a light heart, hardly listening to his +mother's entreaties that the affair with Marie Melmotte might, if +possible, be brought to a speedy conclusion. + +Felix, when he left his mother, went down to the only club to which he +now belonged. Clubs are pleasant resorts in all respects but one. They +require ready money or even worse than that in respect to annual +payments,--money in advance; and the young baronet had been absolutely +forced to restrict himself. He, as a matter of course, out of those to +which he had possessed the right of entrance, chose the worst. It was +called the Beargarden, and had been lately opened with the express +view of combining parsimony with profligacy. Clubs were ruined, so +said certain young parsimonious profligates, by providing comforts for +old fogies who paid little or nothing but their subscriptions, and +took out by their mere presence three times as much as they gave. This +club was not to be opened till three o'clock in the afternoon, before +which hour the promoters of the Beargarden thought it improbable that +they and their fellows would want a club. There were to be no morning +papers taken, no library, no morning-room. Dining-rooms, +billiard-rooms, and card-rooms would suffice for the Beargarden. +Everything was to be provided by a purveyor, so that the club should +be cheated only by one man. Everything was to be luxurious, but the +luxuries were to be achieved at first cost. It had been a happy +thought, and the club was said to prosper. Herr Vossner, the purveyor, +was a jewel, and so carried on affairs that there was no trouble about +anything. He would assist even in smoothing little difficulties as to +the settling of card accounts, and had behaved with the greatest +tenderness to the drawers of cheques whose bankers had harshly +declared them to have 'no effects.' Herr Vossner was a jewel, and the +Beargarden was a success. Perhaps no young man about town enjoyed the +Beargarden more thoroughly than did Sir Felix Carbury. The club was in +the close vicinity of other clubs, in a small street turning out of +St. James's Street, and piqued itself on its outward quietness and +sobriety. Why pay for stone-work for other people to look at;--why lay +out money in marble pillars and cornices, seeing that you can neither +eat such things, nor drink them, nor gamble with them? But the +Beargarden had the best wines--or thought that it had--and the easiest +chairs, and two billiard-tables than which nothing more perfect had +ever been made to stand upon legs. Hither Sir Felix wended on that +January afternoon as soon as he had his mother's cheque for £20 in his +pocket. + +He found his special friend, Dolly Longestaffe, standing on the steps +with a cigar in his mouth, and gazing vacantly at the dull brick house +opposite. 'Going to dine here, Dolly?' said Sir Felix. + +'I suppose I shall, because it's such a lot of trouble to go anywhere +else. I'm engaged somewhere, I know; but I'm not up to getting home +and dressing. By George! I don't know how fellows do that kind of +thing. I can't.' + +'Going to hunt to-morrow?' + +'Well, yes; but I don't suppose I shall. I was going to hunt every day +last week, but my fellow never would get me up in time. I can't tell +why it is that things are done in such a beastly way. Why shouldn't +fellows begin to hunt at two or three, so that a fellow needn't get up +in the middle of the night?' + +'Because one can't ride by moonlight, Dolly.' + +'It isn't moonlight at three. At any rate I can't get myself to Euston +Square by nine. I don't think that fellow of mine likes getting up +himself. He says he comes in and wakes me, but I never remember it.' + +'How many horses have you got at Leighton, Dolly?' + +'How many? There were five, but I think that fellow down there sold +one; but then I think he bought another. I know he did something.' + +'Who rides them?' + +'He does, I suppose. That is, of course, I ride them myself, only I so +seldom get down. Somebody told me that Grasslough was riding two of +them last week. I don't think I ever told him he might. I think he +tipped that fellow of mine; and I call that a low kind of thing to do. +I'd ask him, only I know he'd say that I had lent them. Perhaps I did +when I was tight, you know.' + +'You and Grasslough were never pals.' + +'I don't like him a bit. He gives himself airs because he is a lord, +and is devilish ill-natured. I don't know why he should want to ride +my horses.' + +'To save his own.' + +'He isn't hard up. Why doesn't he have his own horses? I'll tell you +what, Carbury, I've made up my mind to one thing, and, by Jove, I'll +stick to it. I never will lend a horse again to anybody. If fellows +want horses let them buy them.' + +'But some fellows haven't got any money, Dolly.' + +'Then they ought to go tick. I don't think I've paid for any of mine +I've bought this season. There was somebody here yesterday--' + +'What! here at the club?' + +'Yes; followed me here to say he wanted to be paid for something! It +was horses, I think because of the fellow's trousers.' + +'What did you say?' + +'Me! Oh, I didn't say anything.' + +'And how did it end?' + +'When he'd done talking I offered him a cigar, and while he was biting +off the end went upstairs. I suppose he went away when he was tired of +waiting.' + +'I'll tell you what, Dolly; I wish you'd let me ride two of yours for +a couple of days,--that is, of course, if you don't want them yourself. +You ain't tight now, at any rate.' + +'No; I ain't tight,' said Dolly, with melancholy acquiescence. + +'I mean that I wouldn't like to borrow your horses without your +remembering all about it. Nobody knows as well as you do how awfully +done up I am. I shall pull through at last, but it's an awful squeeze +in the meantime. There's nobody I'd ask such a favour of except you.' + +'Well, you may have them;--that is, for two days. I don't know whether +that fellow of mine will believe you. He wouldn't believe Grasslough, +and told him so. But Grasslough took them out of the stables. That's +what somebody told me.' + +'You could write a line to your groom.' + +'Oh my dear fellow, that is such a bore; I don't think I could do +that. My fellow will believe you, because you and I have been pals. I +think I'll have a little drop of curacoa before dinner. Come along and +try it. It'll give us an appetite.' + +It was then nearly seven o'clock. Nine hours afterwards the same two +men, with two others--of whom young Lord Grasslough, Dolly +Longestaffe's peculiar aversion, was one--were just rising from a +card-table in one of the upstairs rooms of the club. For it was +understood that, though the Beargarden was not to be open before three +o'clock in the afternoon, the accommodation denied during the day was +to be given freely during the night. No man could get a breakfast at +the Beargarden, but suppers at three o'clock in the morning were quite +within the rule. Such a supper, or rather succession of suppering, +there had been to-night, various devils and broils and hot toasts +having been brought up from time to time first for one and then for +another. But there had been no cessation of gambling since the cards +had first been opened about ten o'clock. At four in the morning Dolly +Longestaffe was certainly in a condition to lend his horses and to +remember nothing about it. He was quite affectionate with Lord +Grasslough, as he was also with his other companions,--affection being +the normal state of his mind when in that condition. He was by no +means helplessly drunk, and was, perhaps, hardly more silly than when +he was sober; but he was willing to play at any game whether he +understood it or not, and for any stakes. When Sir Felix got up and +said he would play no more, Dolly also got up, apparently quite +contented. When Lord Grasslough, with a dark scowl on his face, +expressed his opinion that it was not just the thing for men to break +up like that when so much money had been lost, Dolly as willingly sat +down again. But Dolly's sitting down was not sufficient. 'I'm going to +hunt to-morrow,' said Sir Felix--meaning that day,--'and I shall play no +more. A man must go to bed at some time.' + +'I don't see it at all,' said Lord Grasslough. 'It's an understood +thing that when a man has won as much as you have he should stay.' + +'Stay how long?' said Sir Felix, with an angry look. 'That's nonsense; +there must be an end of everything, and there's an end of this for me +to-night.' + +'Oh, if you choose,' said his lordship. + +'I do choose. Good night, Dolly; we'll settle this next time we meet. +I've got it all entered.' + +The night had been one very serious in its results to Sir Felix. He +had sat down to the card-table with the proceeds of his mother's +cheque, a poor £20, and now he had,--he didn't at all know how much in +his pockets. He also had drunk, but not so as to obscure his mind. He +knew that Longestaffe owed him over £300, and he knew also that he had +received more than that in ready money and cheques from Lord +Grasslough and the other player. Dolly Longestaffe's money, too, would +certainly be paid, though Dolly did complain of the importunity of his +tradesmen. As he walked up St. James's Street, looking for a cab, he +presumed himself to be worth over £700. When begging for a small sum +from Lady Carbury, he had said that he could not carry on the game +without some ready money, and had considered himself fortunate in +fleecing his mother as he had done. Now he was in the possession of +wealth,--of wealth that might, at any rate, be sufficient to aid him +materially in the object he had in hand. He never for a moment thought +of paying his bills. Even the large sum of which he had become so +unexpectedly possessed would not have gone far with him in such a +quixotic object as that; but he could now look bright, and buy +presents, and be seen with money in his hands. It is hard even to make +love in these days without something in your purse. + +He found no cab, but in his present frame of mind was indifferent to +the trouble of walking home. There was something so joyous in the +feeling of the possession of all this money that it made the night air +pleasant to him. Then, of a sudden, he remembered the low wail with +which his mother had spoken of her poverty when he demanded assistance +from her. Now he could give her back the £20. But it occurred to him +sharply, with an amount of carefulness quite new to him, that it would +be foolish to do so. How soon might he want it again? And, moreover, +he could not repay the money without explaining to her how he had +gotten it. It would be preferable to say nothing about his money. As +he let himself into the house and went up to his room he resolved that +he would not say anything about it. + +On that morning he was at the station at nine, and hunted down in +Buckinghamshire, riding two of Dolly Longestaffe's horses for the use +of which he paid Dolly Longestaffe's 'fellow' thirty shilling. + + + + +CHAPTER IV - MADAME MELMOTTE'S BALL + + +The next night but one after that of the gambling transaction at the +Beargarden, a great ball was given in Grosvenor Square. It was a ball +on a scale so magnificent that it had been talked about ever since +Parliament met, now about a fortnight since. Some people had expressed +an opinion that such a ball as this was intended to be could not be +given successfully in February. Others declared that the money which +was to be spent,--an amount which would make this affair quite new in +the annals of ball-giving,--would give the thing such a character that +it would certainly be successful. And much more than money had been +expended. Almost incredible efforts had been made to obtain the +cooperation of great people, and these efforts had at last been +grandly successful. The Duchess of Stevenage had come up from Castle +Albury herself to be present at it and to bring her daughters, though +it has never been her Grace's wont to be in London at this inclement +season. No doubt the persuasion used with the Duchess had been very +strong. Her brother, Lord Alfred Grendall, was known to be in great +difficulties, which,--so people said,--had been considerably modified by +opportune pecuniary assistance. And then it was certain that one of +the young Grendalls, Lord Alfred's second son, had been appointed to +some mercantile position, for which he received a salary which his +most intimate friends thought that he was hardly qualified to earn. It +was certainly a fact that he went to Abchurch Lane, in the City, four +or five days a week, and that he did not occupy his time in so +unaccustomed a manner for nothing. Where the Duchess of Stevenage went +all the world would go. And it became known at the last moment, that +is to say only the day before the party, that a prince of the blood +royal was to be there. How this had been achieved nobody quite +understood; but there were rumours that a certain lady's jewels had +been rescued from the pawnbroker's. Everything was done on the same +scale. The Prime Minister had indeed declined to allow his name to +appear on the list; but one Cabinet Minister and two or three +under-secretaries had agreed to come because it was felt that the +giver of the ball might before long be the master of considerable +parliamentary interest. It was believed that he had an eye to +politics, and it is always wise to have great wealth on one's own +side. There had at one time been much solicitude about the ball. Many +anxious thoughts had been given. When great attempts fail, the failure +is disastrous, and may be ruinous. But this ball had now been put +beyond the chance of failure. + +The giver of the ball was Augustus Melmotte, Esq., the father of the +girl whom Sir Felix Carbury desired to marry, and the husband of the +lady who was said to have been a Bohemian Jewess. It was thus that the +gentleman chose to have himself designated, though within the last two +years he had arrived in London from Paris, and had at first been known +as M. Melmotte. But he had declared of himself that he had been born +in England, and that he was an Englishman. He admitted that his wife +was a foreigner,--an admission that was necessary as she spoke very +little English. Melmotte himself spoke his 'native' language fluently, +but with an accent which betrayed at least a long expatriation. Miss +Melmotte,--who a very short time since had been known as Mademoiselle +Marie,--spoke English well, but as a foreigner. In regard to her it was +acknowledged that she had been born out of England,--some said in New +York; but Madame Melmotte, who must have known, had declared that the +great event had taken place in Paris. + +It was at any rate an established fact that Mr Melmotte had made his +wealth in France. He no doubt had had enormous dealings in other +countries, as to which stories were told which must surely have been +exaggerated. It was said that he had made a railway across Russia, +that he provisioned the Southern army in the American civil war, that +he had supplied Austria with arms, and had at one time bought up all +the iron in England. He could make or mar any company by buying or +selling stock, and could make money dear or cheap as he pleased. All +this was said of him in his praise,--but it was also said that he was +regarded in Paris as the most gigantic swindler that had ever lived; +that he had made that City too hot to hold him; that he had +endeavoured to establish himself in Vienna, but had been warned away +by the police; and that he had at length found that British freedom +would alone allow him to enjoy, without persecution, the fruits of his +industry. He was now established privately in Grosvenor Square and +officially in Abchurch Lane; and it was known to all the world that a +Royal Prince, a Cabinet Minister, and the very cream of duchesses were +going to his wife's ball. All this had been done within twelve months. + +There was but one child in the family, one heiress for all this +wealth. Melmotte himself was a large man, with bushy whiskers and +rough thick hair, with heavy eyebrows, and a wonderful look of power +about his mouth and chin. This was so strong as to redeem his face +from vulgarity; but the countenance and appearance of the man were on +the whole unpleasant, and, I may say, untrustworthy. He looked as +though he were purse-proud and a bully. She was fat and fair,--unlike in +colour to our traditional Jewesses; but she had the Jewish nose and +the Jewish contraction of the eyes. There was certainly very little in +Madame Melmotte to recommend her, unless it was a readiness to spend +money on any object that might be suggested to her by her new +acquaintances. It sometimes seemed that she had a commission from her +husband to give away presents to any who would accept them. The world +had received the man as Augustus Melmotte, Esq. The world so addressed +him on the very numerous letters which reached him, and so inscribed +him among the directors of three dozen companies to which he belonged. +But his wife was still Madame Melmotte. The daughter had been allowed +to take her rank with an English title. She was now Miss Melmotte on +all occasions. + +Marie Melmotte had been accurately described by Felix Carbury to his +mother. She was not beautiful, she was not clever, and she was not a +saint. But then neither was she plain, nor stupid, nor, especially, a +sinner. She was a little thing, hardly over twenty years of age, very +unlike her father or mother, having no trace of the Jewess in her +countenance, who seemed to be overwhelmed by the sense of her own +position. With such people as the Melmottes things go fast, and it was +very well known that Miss Melmotte had already had one lover who had +been nearly accepted. The affair, however, had gone off. In this +'going off' no one imputed to the young lady blame or even misfortune. +It was not supposed that she had either jilted or been jilted. As in +royal espousals interests of State regulate their expedience with an +acknowledged absence, with even a proclaimed impossibility, of +personal predilections, so in this case was money allowed to have the +same weight. Such a marriage would or would not be sanctioned in +accordance with great pecuniary arrangements. The young Lord +Nidderdale, the eldest son of the Marquis of Auld Reekie, had offered +to take the girl and make her Marchioness in the process of time for +half a million down. Melmotte had not objected to the sum,--so it was +said,--but had proposed to tie it up. Nidderdale had desired to have it +free in his own grasp, and would not move on any other terms. Melmotte +had been anxious to secure the Marquis,--very anxious to secure the +Marchioness; for at that time terms had not been made with the +Duchess; but at last he had lost his temper, and had asked his +lordship's lawyer whether it was likely that he would entrust such a +sum of money to such a man. 'You are willing to trust your only child +to him,' said the lawyer. Melmotte scowled at the man for a few +seconds from under his bushy eyebrows; then told him that his answer +had nothing in it, and marched out of the room. So that affair was +over. I doubt whether Lord Nidderdale had ever said a word of love to +Marie Melmotte,--or whether the poor girl had expected it. Her destiny +had no doubt been explained to her. + +Others had tried and had broken down somewhat in the same fashion. +Each had treated the girl as an encumbrance he was to undertake,--at a +very great price. But as affairs prospered with the Melmottes, as +princes and duchesses were obtained by other means,--costly no doubt, +but not so ruinously costly,--the immediate disposition of Marie became +less necessary, and Melmotte reduced his offers. The girl herself, +too, began to have an opinion. It was said that she had absolutely +rejected Lord Grasslough, whose father indeed was in a state of +bankruptcy, who had no income of his own, who was ugly, vicious, +ill-tempered, and without any power of recommending himself to a girl. +She had had experience since Lord Nidderdale, with a half laugh, had +told her that he might just as well take her for his wife, and was now +tempted from time to time to contemplate her own happiness and her own +condition. People around were beginning to say that if Sir Felix +Carbury managed his affairs well he might be the happy man. + +There was a considerable doubt whether Marie was the daughter of that +Jewish-looking woman. Enquiries had been made, but not successfully, +as to the date of the Melmotte marriage. There was an idea abroad that +Melmotte had got his first money with his wife, and had gotten it not +very long ago. Then other people said that Marie was not his daughter +at all. Altogether the mystery was rather pleasant as the money was +certain. Of the certainty of the money in daily use there could be no +doubt. There was the house. There was the furniture. There were the +carriages, the horses, the servants with the livery coats and powdered +heads, and the servants with the black coats and unpowdered heads. +There were the gems, and the presents, and all the nice things that +money can buy. There were two dinner parties every day, one at two +o'clock called lunch, and the other at eight. The tradesmen had +learned enough to be quite free of doubt, and in the City Mr +Melmotte's name was worth any money,--though his character was perhaps +worth but little. + +The large house on the south side of Grosvenor Square was all ablaze +by ten o'clock. The broad verandah had been turned into a +conservatory, had been covered with boards contrived to look like +trellis-work, was heated with hot air and filled with exotics at some +fabulous price. A covered way had been made from the door, down across +the pathway, to the road, and the police had, I fear, been bribed to +frighten foot passengers into a belief that they were bound to go +round. The house had been so arranged that it was impossible to know +where you were, when once in it. The hall was a paradise. The +staircase was fairyland. The lobbies were grottoes rich with ferns. +Walls had been knocked away and arches had been constructed. The leads +behind had been supported and walled in, and covered and carpeted. The +ball had possession of the ground floor and first floor, and the house +seemed to be endless. 'It's to cost sixty thousand pounds,' said the +Marchioness of Auld Reekie to her old friend the Countess of +Mid-Lothian. The Marchioness had come in spite of her son's misfortune +when she heard that the Duchess of Stevenage was to be there. 'And +worse spent money never was wasted,' said the Countess. 'By all +accounts it was as badly come by,' said the Marchioness. Then the two +old noblewomen, one after the other, made graciously flattering +speeches to the much-worn Bohemian Jewess, who was standing in +fairyland to receive her guests, almost fainting under the greatness +of the occasion. + +The three saloons on the first or drawing-room floor had been prepared +for dancing, and here Marie was stationed. The Duchess had however +undertaken to see that somebody should set the dancing going, and she +had commissioned her nephew Miles Grendall, the young gentleman who +now frequented the City, to give directions to the band and to make +himself generally useful. Indeed, there had sprung up a considerable +intimacy between the Grendall family,--that is Lord Alfred's branch of +the Grendalls,--and the Melmottes; which was as it should be, as each +could give much and each receive much. It was known that Lord Alfred +had not a shilling; but his brother was a duke and his sister was a +duchess, and for the last thirty years there had been one continual +anxiety for poor dear Alfred, who had tumbled into an unfortunate +marriage without a shilling, had spent his own moderate patrimony, had +three sons and three daughters, and had lived now for a very long time +entirely on the unwilling contributions of his noble relatives. +Melmotte could support the whole family in affluence without feeling +the burden;--and why should he not? There had once been an idea that +Miles should attempt to win the heiress, but it had soon been found +expedient to abandon it. Miles had no title, no position of his own, +and was hardly big enough for the place. It was in all respects better +that the waters of the fountain should be allowed to irrigate mildly +the whole Grendall family;--and so Miles went into the city. + +The ball was opened by a quadrille in which Lord Buntingford, the +eldest son of the Duchess, stood up with Marie. Various arrangements +had been made, and this among them. We may say that it had been a part +of the bargain. Lord Buntingford had objected mildly, being a young +man devoted to business, fond of his own order, rather shy, and not +given to dancing. But he had allowed his mother to prevail. 'Of course +they are vulgar,' the Duchess had said,--'so much so as to be no longer +distasteful because of the absurdity of the thing. I dare say he +hasn't been very honest. When men make so much money, I don't know how +they can have been honest. Of course it's done for a purpose. It's all +very well saying that it isn't right, but what are we to do about +Alfred's children? Miles is to have £500 a-year. And then he is always +about the house. And between you and me they have got up those bills +of Alfred's, and have said they can lie in their safe till it suits +your uncle to pay them.' + +'They will lie there a long time,' said Lord Buntingford. + +'Of course they expect something in return; do dance with the girl +once.' Lord Buntingford disapproved mildly, and did as his mother +asked him. + +The affair went off very well. There were three or four card-tables in +one of the lower rooms, and at one of them sat Lord Alfred Grendall +and Mr Melmotte, with two or three other players, cutting in and out +at the end of each rubber. Playing whist was Lord Alfred's only +accomplishment, and almost the only occupation of his life. He began +it daily at his club at three o'clock, and continued playing till two +in the morning with an interval of a couple of hours for his dinner. +This he did during ten months of the year, and during the other two he +frequented some watering-place at which whist prevailed. He did not +gamble, never playing for more than the club stakes and bets. He gave +to the matter his whole mind, and must have excelled those who were +generally opposed to him. But so obdurate was fortune to Lord Alfred +that he could not make money even of whist. Melmotte was very anxious +to get into Lord Alfred's club,--The Peripatetics. It was pleasant to +see the grace with which he lost his money, and the sweet intimacy +with which he called his lordship Alfred. Lord Alfred had a remnant of +feeling left, and would have liked to kick him. Though Melmotte was by +far the bigger man, and was also the younger, Lord Alfred would not +have lacked the pluck to kick him. Lord Alfred, in spite of his +habitual idleness and vapid uselessness, had still left about him a +dash of vigour, and sometimes thought that he would kick Melmotte and +have done with it. But there were his poor boys, and those bills in +Melmotte's safe. And then Melmotte lost his points so regularly, and +paid his bets with such absolute good humour! 'Come and have a glass +of champagne, Alfred,' Melmotte said, as the two cut out together. +Lord Alfred liked champagne, and followed his host; but as he went he +almost made up his mind that on some future day he would kick the man. + +Late in the evening Marie Melmotte was waltzing with Felix Carbury, +and Henrietta Carbury was then standing by talking to one Mr Paul +Montague. Lady Carbury was also there. She was not well inclined +either to balls or to such people as the Melmottes; nor was Henrietta. +But Felix had suggested that, bearing in mind his prospects as to the +heiress, they had better accept the invitation which he would cause to +have sent to them. They did so; and then Paul Montague also got a +card, not altogether to Lady Carbury's satisfaction. Lady Carbury was +very gracious to Madame Melmotte for two minutes, and then slid into a +chair expecting nothing but misery for the evening. She, however, was +a woman who could do her duty and endure without complaint. + +'It is the first great ball I ever was at in London,' said Hetta +Carbury to Paul Montague. + +'And how do you like it?' + +'Not at all. How should I like it? I know nobody here. I don't +understand how it is that at these parties people do know each other, +or whether they all go dancing about without knowing.' + +'Just that; I suppose when they are used to it they get introduced +backwards and forwards, and then they can know each other as fast as +they like. If you would wish to dance why don't you dance with me?' + +'I have danced with you,--twice already.' + +'Is there any law against dancing three times?' + +'But I don't especially want to dance,' said Henrietta. 'I think I'll +go and console poor mamma, who has got nobody to speak to her.' Just +at this moment, however, Lady Carbury was not in that wretched +condition, as an unexpected friend had come to her relief. + +Sir Felix and Marie Melmotte had been spinning round and round +throughout a long waltz, thoroughly enjoying the excitement of the +music and the movement. To give Felix Carbury what little praise might +be his due, it is necessary to say that he did not lack physical +activity. He would dance, and ride, and shoot eagerly, with an +animation that made him happy for the moment. It was an affair not of +thought or calculation, but of physical organisation. And Marie +Melmotte had been thoroughly happy. She loved dancing with all her +heart if she could only dance in a manner pleasant to herself. + +She had been warned especially as to some men,--that she should not +dance with them. She had been almost thrown into Lord Nidderdale's +arms, and had been prepared to take him at her father's bidding. But +she had never had the slightest pleasure in his society, and had only +not been wretched because she had not as yet recognised that she had +an identity of her own in the disposition of which she herself should +have a voice. She certainly had never cared to dance with Lord +Nidderdale. Lord Grasslough she had absolutely hated, though at first +she had hardly dared to say so. One or two others had been obnoxious +to her in different ways, but they had passed on, or were passing on, +out of her way. There was no one at the present moment whom she had +been commanded by her father to accept should an offer be made. But +she did like dancing with Sir Felix Carbury. It was not only that the +man was handsome but that he had a power of changing the expression of +his countenance, a play of face, which belied altogether his real +disposition. He could seem to be hearty and true till the moment came +in which he had really to expose his heart,--or to try to expose it. +Then he failed, knowing nothing about it. But in the approaches to +intimacy with a girl he could be very successful. He had already +nearly got beyond this with Marie Melmotte; but Marie was by no means +quick in discovering his deficiencies. To her he had seemed like a +god. If she might be allowed to be wooed by Sir Felix Carbury, and to +give herself to him, she thought that she would be contented. + +'How well you dance,' said Sir Felix, as soon as he had breath for +speaking. + +'Do I?' She spoke with a slightly foreign accent, which gave a little +prettiness to her speech. 'I was never told so. But nobody ever told +me anything about myself.' + +'I should like to tell you everything about yourself, from the +beginning to the end.' + +'Ah,--but you don't know.' + +'I would find out. I think I could make some good guesses. I'll tell +you what you would like best in all the world.' + +'What is that?' + +'Somebody that liked you best in all the world.' + +'Ah,--yes; if one knew who?' + +'How can you know, Miss Melmotte, but by believing?' + +'That is not the way to know. If a girl told me that she liked me +better than any other girl, I should not know it, just because she +said so. I should have to find it out.' + +'And if a gentleman told you so?' + +'I shouldn't believe him a bit, and I should not care to find out. But +I should like to have some girl for a friend whom I could love, oh, +ten times better than myself.' + +'So should I.' + +'Have you no particular friend?' + +'I mean a girl whom I could love,--oh, ten times better than myself.' + +'Now you are laughing at me, Sir Felix,' said Miss Melmotte. + +'I wonder whether that will come to anything?' said Paul Montague to +Miss Carbury. They had come back into the drawing-room, and had been +watching the approaches to love-making which the baronet was opening. + +'You mean Felix and Miss Melmotte. I hate to think of such things, Mr +Montague.' + +'It would be a magnificent chance for him.' + +'To marry a girl, the daughter of vulgar people, just because she will +have a great deal of money? He can't care for her really,--because she +is rich.' + +'But he wants money so dreadfully! It seems to me that there is no +other condition of things under which Felix can face the world, but by +being the husband of an heiress.' + +'What a dreadful thing to say!' + +'But isn't it true? He has beggared himself.' + +'Oh, Mr Montague.' + +'And he will beggar you and your mother.' + +'I don't care about myself.' + +'Others do though.' As he said this he did not look at her, but spoke +through his teeth, as if he were angry both with himself and her. + +'I did not think you would have spoken so harshly of Felix.' + +'I don't speak harshly of him, Miss Carbury. I haven't said that it +was his own fault. He seems to be one of those who have been born to +spend money; and as this girl will have plenty of money to spend, I +think it would be a good thing if he were to marry her. If Felix had +£20,000 a year, everybody would think him the finest fellow in the +world.' In saying this, however, Mr Paul Montague showed himself unfit +to gauge the opinion of the world. Whether Sir Felix be rich or poor, +the world, evil-hearted as it is, will never think him a fine fellow. + +Lady Carbury had been seated for nearly half an hour in uncomplaining +solitude under a bust, when she was delighted by the appearance of Mr +Ferdinand Alf. 'You here?' she said. + +'Why not? Melmotte and I are brother adventurers.' + +'I should have thought you would find so little here to amuse you.' + +'I have found you; and, in addition to that, duchesses and their +daughters without number. They expect Prince George!' + +'Do they?' + +'And Legge Wilson from the India Office is here already. I spoke to +him in some jewelled bower as I made my way here, not five minutes +since. It's quite a success. Don't you think it very nice, Lady +Carbury?' + +'I don't know whether you are joking or in earnest.' + +'I never joke. I say it is very nice. These people are spending +thousands upon thousands to gratify you and me and others, and all +they want in return is a little countenance.' + +'Do you mean to give it then?' + +'I am giving it them.' + +'Ah,--but the countenance of the "Evening Pulpit." Do you mean to give +them that?' + +'Well; it is not in our line exactly to give a catalogue of names and +to record ladies' dresses. Perhaps it may be better for our host +himself that he should be kept out of the newspapers.' + +'Are you going to be very severe upon poor me, Mr Alf?' said the lady +after a pause. + +'We are never severe upon anybody, Lady Carbury. Here's the Prince. +What will they do with him now they've caught him! Oh, they're going +to make him dance with the heiress. Poor heiress!' + +'Poor Prince!' said Lady Carbury. + +'Not at all. She's a nice little girl enough, and he'll have nothing +to trouble him. But how is she, poor thing, to talk to royal blood?' + +Poor thing indeed! The Prince was brought into the big room where +Marie was still being talked to by Felix Carbury, and was at once made +to understand that she was to stand up and dance with royalty. The +introduction was managed in a very business-like manner. Miles +Grendall first came in and found the female victim; the Duchess +followed with the male victim. Madame Melmotte, who had been on her +legs till she was ready to sink, waddled behind, but was not allowed +to take any part in the affair. The band were playing a galop, but +that was stopped at once, to the great confusion of the dancers. In +two minutes Miles Grendall had made up a set. He stood up with his +aunt, the Duchess, as vis-à-vis to Marie and the Prince, till, about +the middle of the quadrille, Legge Wilson was found and made to take +his place. Lord Buntingford had gone away; but then there were still +present two daughters of the Duchess who were rapidly caught. Sir +Felix Carbury, being good-looking and having a name, was made to +dance with one of them, and Lord Grasslough with the other. There were +four other couples, all made up of titled people, as it was intended +that this special dance should be chronicled, if not in the 'Evening +Pulpit,' in some less serious daily journal. A paid reporter was +present in the house ready to rush off with the list as soon as the +dance should be a realized fact. The Prince himself did not quite +understand why he was there, but they who marshalled his life for him +had so marshalled it for the present moment. He himself probably knew +nothing about the lady's diamonds which had been rescued, or the +considerable subscription to St. George's Hospital which had been +extracted from Mr Melmotte as a make-weight. Poor Marie felt as though +the burden of the hour would be greater than she could bear, and +looked as though she would have fled had flight been possible. But the +trouble passed quickly, and was not really severe. The Prince said a +word or two between each figure, and did not seem to expect a reply. +He made a few words go a long way, and was well trained in the work of +easing the burden of his own greatness for those who were for the +moment inflicted with it. When the dance was over he was allowed to +escape after the ceremony of a single glass of champagne drunk in the +presence of the hostess. Considerable skill was shown in keeping the +presence of his royal guest a secret from the host himself till the +Prince was gone. Melmotte would have desired to pour out that glass of +wine with his own hands, to solace his tongue by Royal Highnesses, and +would probably have been troublesome and disagreeable. Miles Grendall +had understood all this and had managed the affair very well. 'Bless +my soul;--his Royal Highness come and gone!' exclaimed Melmotte. 'You +and my father were so fast at your whist that it was impossible to get +you away,' said Miles. Melmotte was not a fool, and understood it all; +--understood not only that it had been thought better that he should not +speak to the Prince, but also that it might be better that it should +be so. He could not have everything at once. Miles Grendall was very +useful to him, and he would not quarrel with Miles, at any rate as +yet. + +'Have another rubber, Alfred?' he said to Miles's father as the +carriages were taking away the guests. + +Lord Alfred had taken sundry glasses of champagne, and for a moment +forgot the bills in the safe, and the good things which his boys were +receiving. 'Damn that kind of nonsense,' he said. 'Call people by +their proper names.' Then he left the house without a further word to +the master of it. That night before they went to sleep Melmotte +required from his weary wife an account of the ball, and especially of +Marie's conduct. 'Marie,' Madame Melmotte said, 'had behaved well, but +had certainly preferred "Sir Carbury" to any other of the young men.' +Hitherto Mr Melmotte had heard very little of Sir Carbury, except that +he was a baronet. Though his eyes and ears were always open, though he +attended to everything, and was a man of sharp intelligence, he did +not yet quite understand the bearing and sequence of English titles. +He knew that he must get for his daughter either an eldest son, or one +absolutely in possession himself. Sir Felix, he had learned, was only +a baronet; but then he was in possession. He had discovered also that +Sir Felix's son would in course of time also become Sir Felix. He was +not therefore at the present moment disposed to give any positive +orders as to his daughter's conduct to the young baronet. He did not, +however, conceive that the young baronet had as yet addressed his girl +in such words as Felix had in truth used when they parted. 'You know +who it is,' he whispered, 'likes you better than any one else in the +world.' + +'Nobody does;--don't, Sir Felix.' + +'I do,' he said as he held her hand for a minute. He looked into her +face and she thought it very sweet. He had studied the words as a +lesson, and, repeating them as a lesson, he did it fairly well. He did +it well enough at any rate to send the poor girl to bed with a sweet +conviction that at last a man had spoken to her whom she could love. + + + + +CHAPTER V - AFTER THE BALL + + +'It's weary work,' said Sir Felix as he got into the brougham with his +mother and sister. + +'What must it have been to me then, who had nothing to do?' said his +mother. + +'It's the having something to do that makes me call it weary work. +By-the-bye, now I think of it, I'll run down to the club before I go +home.' So saying he put his head out of the brougham, and stopped the +driver. + +'It is two o'clock, Felix,' said his mother. + +'I'm afraid it is, but you see I'm hungry. You had supper, perhaps; I +had none.' + +'Are you going down to the club for supper at this time in the +morning?' + +'I must go to bed hungry if I don't. Good night.' Then he jumped out +of the brougham, called a cab, and had himself driven to the +Beargarden. He declared to himself that the men there would think it +mean of him if he did not give them their revenge. He had renewed his +play on the preceding night, and had again won. Dolly Longestaffe owed +him now a considerable sum of money, and Lord Grasslough was also in +his debt. He was sure that Grasslough would go to the club after the +ball, and he was determined that they should not think that he had +submitted to be carried home by his mother and sister. So he argued +with himself; but in truth the devil of gambling was hot within his +bosom; and though he feared that in losing he might lose real money, +and that if he won it would be long before he was paid, yet he could +not keep himself from the card-table. + +Neither mother or daughter said a word till they reached home and had +got upstairs. Then the elder spoke of the trouble that was nearest to +her heart at the moment. 'Do you think he gambles?' + +'He has got no money, mamma.' + +'I fear that might not hinder him. And he has money with him, though, +for him and such friends as he has, it is not much. If he gambles +everything is lost.' + +'I suppose they all do play more or less.' + +'I have not known that he played. I am wearied too, out of all heart, +by his want of consideration to me. It is not that he will not obey +me. A mother perhaps should not expect obedience from a grown-up son. +But my word is nothing to him. He has no respect for me. He would as +soon do what is wrong before me as before the merest stranger.' + +'He has been so long his own master, mamma.' + +'Yes,--his own master! And yet I must provide for him as though he were +but a child. Hetta, you spent the whole evening talking to Paul +Montague.' + +'No, mamma that is unjust.' + +'He was always with you.' + +'I knew nobody else. I could not tell him not to speak to me. I danced +with him twice.' Her mother was seated, with both her hands up to her +forehead, and shook her head. 'If you did not want me to speak to Paul +you should not have taken me there.' + +'I don't wish to prevent your speaking to him. You know what I want.' +Henrietta came up and kissed her, and bade her good night. 'I think I +am the unhappiest woman in all London,' she said, sobbing +hysterically. + +'Is it my fault, mamma?' + +'You could save me from much if you would. I work like a horse, and I +never spend a shilling that I can help. I want nothing for myself,-- +nothing for myself. Nobody has suffered as I have. But Felix never +thinks of me for a moment.' + +'I think of you, mamma.' + +'If you did you would accept your cousin's offer. What right have you +to refuse him? I believe it is all because of that young man.' + +'No, mamma; it is not because of that young man. I like my cousin very +much;--but that is all. Good night, mamma.' Lady Carbury just allowed +herself to be kissed, and then was left alone. + +At eight o'clock the next morning daybreak found four young men who +had just risen from a card-table at the Beargarden. The Beargarden +was so pleasant a club that there was no rule whatsoever as to its +being closed,--the only law being that it should not be opened before +three in the afternoon. A sort of sanction had, however, been given to +the servants to demur to producing supper or drinks after six in the +morning, so that, about eight, unrelieved tobacco began to be too +heavy even for juvenile constitutions. The party consisted of Dolly +Longestaffe, Lord Grasslough, Miles Grendall, and Felix Carbury, and +the four had amused themselves during the last six hours with various +innocent games. They had commenced with whist, and had culminated +during the last half-hour with blind hookey. But during the whole +night Felix had won. Miles Grendall hated him, and there had been an +expressed opinion between Miles and the young lord that it would be +both profitable and proper to relieve Sir Felix of the winnings of the +last two nights. The two men had played with the same object, and +being young had shown their intention,--so that a certain feeling of +hostility had been engendered. The reader is not to understand that +either of them had cheated, or that the baronet had entertained any +suspicion of foul play. But Felix had felt that Grendall and +Grasslough were his enemies, and had thrown himself on Dolly for +sympathy and friendship. Dolly, however, was very tipsy. + +At eight o'clock in the morning there came a sort of settling, though +no money then passed. The ready-money transactions had not lasted long +through the night. Grasslough was the chief loser, and the figures and +scraps of paper which had been passed over to Carbury, when counted +up, amounted to nearly £2,000. His lordship contested the fact +bitterly, but contested it in vain. There were his own initials and +his own figures, and even Miles Grendall, who was supposed to be quite +wide awake, could not reduce the amount. Then Grendall had lost over +£400 to Carbury,--an amount, indeed, that mattered little, as Miles +could, at present, as easily have raised £40,000. However, he gave his +I.O.U. to his opponent with an easy air. Grasslough, also, was +impecunious; but he had a father,--also impecunious, indeed; but with +them the matter would not be hopeless. Dolly Longestaffe was so tipsy +that he could not even assist in making up his own account. That was +to be left between him and Carbury for some future occasion. + +'I suppose you'll be here to-morrow,--that is to-night,' said Miles. + +'Certainly,--only one thing,' answered Felix. + +'What one thing?' + +'I think these things should be squared before we play any more!' + +'What do you mean by that?' said Grasslough angrily. 'Do you mean to +hint anything?' + +'I never hint anything, my Grassy,' said Felix. 'I believe when people +play cards, it's intended to be ready-money, that's all. But I'm not +going to stand on P's and Q's with you. I'll give you your revenge +to-night.' + +'That's all right,' said Miles. + +'I was speaking to Lord Grasslough,' said Felix. 'He is an old friend, +and we know each other. You have been rather rough to-night, Mr +Grendall.' + +'Rough;--what the devil do you mean by that?' + +'And I think it will be as well that our account should be settled +before we begin again.' + +'A settlement once a week is the kind of thing I'm used to,' said +Grendall. + +There was nothing more said; but the young men did not part on good +terms. Felix, as he got himself taken home, calculated that if he +could realize his spoil, he might begin the campaign again with +horses, servants, and all luxuries as before. If all were paid, he +would have over £3,000! + + + + +CHAPTER VI - ROGER CARBURY AND PAUL MONTAGUE + + +Roger Carbury, of Carbury Hall, the owner of a small property in +Suffolk, was the head of the Carbury family. The Carburys had been in +Suffolk a great many years,--certainly from the time of the War of the +Roses,--and had always held up their heads. But they had never held them +very high. It was not known that any had risen ever to the honour of +knighthood before Sir Patrick, going higher than that, had been made a +baronet. They had, however, been true to their acres and their acres +true to them through the perils of civil wars, Reformation, +Commonwealth, and Revolution, and the head Carbury of the day had +always owned, and had always lived at, Carbury Hall. At the beginning +of the present century the squire of Carbury had been a considerable +man, if not in his county, at any rate in his part of the county. The +income of the estate had sufficed to enable him to live plenteously +and hospitably, to drink port wine, to ride a stout hunter, and to +keep an old lumbering coach for his wife's use when she went +avisiting. He had an old butler who had never lived anywhere else, and +a boy from the village who was in a way apprenticed to the butler. +There was a cook, not too proud to wash up her own dishes, and a +couple of young women;--while the house was kept by Mrs Carbury herself, +who marked and gave out her own linen, made her own preserves, and +looked to the curing of her own hams. In the year 1800 the Carbury +property was sufficient for the Carbury house. Since that time the +Carbury property has considerably increased in value, and the rents +have been raised. Even the acreage has been extended by the enclosure +of commons. But the income is no longer comfortably adequate to the +wants of an English gentleman's household. If a moderate estate in +land be left to a man now, there arises the question whether he is not +damaged unless an income also be left to him wherewith to keep up the +estate. Land is a luxury, and of all luxuries is the most costly. Now +the Carburys never had anything but land. Suffolk has not been made +rich and great either by coal or iron. No great town had sprung up on +the confines of the Carbury property. No eldest son had gone into +trade or risen high in a profession so as to add to the Carbury +wealth. No great heiress had been married. There had been no ruin,--no +misfortune. But in the days of which we write the Squire of Carbury +Hall had become a poor man simply through the wealth of others. His +estate was supposed to bring him in £2,000 a year. Had he been content +to let the Manor House, to live abroad, and to have an agent at home +to deal with the tenants, he would undoubtedly have had enough to live +luxuriously. But he lived on his own land among his own people, as all +the Carburys before him had done, and was poor because he was +surrounded by rich neighbours. The Longestaffes of Caversham,--of which +family Dolly Longestaffe was the eldest son and hope,--had the name of +great wealth, but the founder of the family had been a Lord Mayor of +London and a chandler as lately as in the reign of Queen Anne. The +Hepworths, who could boast good blood enough on their own side, had +married into new money. The Primeros,--though the goodnature of the +country folk had accorded to the head of them the title of Squire +Primero,--had been trading Spaniards fifty years ago, and had bought +the Bundlesham property from a great duke. The estates of those three +gentlemen, with the domain of the Bishop of Elmham, lay all around the +Carbury property, and in regard to wealth enabled their owners +altogether to overshadow our squire. The superior wealth of a bishop +was nothing to him. He desired that bishops should be rich, and was +among those who thought that the country had been injured when the +territorial possessions of our prelates had been converted into +stipends by Act of Parliament. But the grandeur of the Longestaffes +and the too apparent wealth of the Primeros did oppress him, though he +was a man who would never breathe a word of such oppression into the +ear even of his dearest friend. It was his opinion,--which he did not +care to declare loudly, but which was fully understood to be his +opinion by those with whom he lived intimately,--that a man's standing +in the world should not depend at all upon his wealth. The Primeros +were undoubtedly beneath him in the social scale, although the young +Primeros had three horses apiece, and killed legions of pheasants +annually at about 10s. a head. Hepworth of Eardly was a very good +fellow, who gave himself no airs and understood his duties as a +country gentleman; but he could not be more than on a par with Carbury +of Carbury, though he was supposed to enjoy £7,000 a year. The +Longestaffes were altogether oppressive. Their footmen, even in the +country, had powdered hair. They had a house in town,--a house of their +own,--and lived altogether as magnates. The lady was Lady Pomona +Longestaffe. The daughters, who certainly were handsome, had been +destined to marry peers. The only son, Dolly, had, or had had, a +fortune of his own. They were an oppressive people in a country +neighbourhood. And to make the matter worse, rich as they were, they +never were able to pay anybody anything that they owed. They continued +to live with all the appurtenances of wealth. The girls always had +horses to ride, both in town and country. The acquaintance of Dolly +the reader has already made. Dolly, who certainly was a poor creature +though good-natured, had energy in one direction. He would quarrel +perseveringly with his father, who only had a life interest in the +estate. The house at Caversham Park was during six or seven months of +the year full of servants, if not of guests, and all the tradesmen in +the little towns around, Bungay, Beccles, and Harlestone, were aware +that the Longestaffes were the great people of that country. Though +occasionally much distressed for money, they would always execute the +Longestaffe orders with submissive punctuality, because there was an +idea that the Longestaffe property was sound at the bottom. And, then, +the owner of a property so managed cannot scrutinise bills very +closely. + +Carbury of Carbury had never owed a shilling that he could not pay, or +his father before him. His orders to the tradesmen at Beccles were not +extensive, and care was used to see that the goods supplied were +neither overcharged nor unnecessary. The tradesmen, consequently, of +Beccles did not care much for Carbury of Carbury;--though perhaps one or +two of the elders among them entertained some ancient reverence for +the family. Roger Carbury, Esq., was Carbury of Carbury,--a distinction +of itself which, from its nature, could not belong to the Longestaffes +and Primeros, which did not even belong to the Hepworths of Eardly. +The very parish in which Carbury Hall stood,--or Carbury Manor House, as +it was more properly called,--was Carbury parish. And there was Carbury +Chase, partly in Carbury parish and partly in Bundlesham,--but +belonging, unfortunately, in its entirety to the Bundlesham estate. + +Roger Carbury himself was all alone in the world. His nearest +relatives of the name were Sir Felix and Henrietta, but they were no +more than second cousins. He had sisters, but they had long since been +married and had gone away into the world with their husbands, one to +India, and another to the far west of the United States. At present he +was not much short of forty years of age, and was still unmarried. He +was a stout, good-looking man, with a firmly set square face, with +features finely cut, a small mouth, good teeth, and well-formed chin. +His hair was red, curling round his head, which was now partly bald at +the top. He wore no other beard than small, almost unnoticeable +whiskers. His eyes were small, but bright, and very cheery when his +humour was good. He was about five feet nine in height, having the +appearance of great strength and perfect health. A more manly man to +the eye was never seen. And he was one with whom you would +instinctively wish at first sight to be on good terms,--partly because +in looking at him there would come on you an unconscious conviction +that he would be very stout in holding his own against his opponents; +partly also from a conviction equally strong, that he would be very +pleasant to his friends. + +When Sir Patrick had come home from India as an invalid, Roger Carbury +had hurried up to see him in London, and had proffered him all +kindness. Would Sir Patrick and his wife and children like to go down +to the old place in the country? Sir Patrick did not care a straw for +the old place in the country, and so told his cousin in almost those +very words. There had not, therefore, been much friendship during Sir +Patrick's life. But when the violent ill-conditioned old man was dead, +Roger paid a second visit, and again offered hospitality to the widow +and her daughter,--and to the young baronet. The young baronet had just +joined his regiment and did not care to visit his cousin in Suffolk; +but Lady Carbury and Henrietta had spent a month there, and everything +had been done to make them happy. The effort as regarded Henrietta had +been altogether successful. As regarded the widow, it must be +acknowledged that Carbury Hall had not quite suited her tastes. She +had already begun to sigh for the glories of a literary career. A +career of some kind,--sufficient to repay her for the sufferings of her +early life,--she certainly desired. 'Dear cousin Roger,' as she called +him, had not seemed to her to have much power of assisting her in +these views. She was a woman who did not care much for country charms. +She had endeavoured to get up some mild excitement with the bishop, +but the bishop had been too plain spoken and sincere for her. The +Primeros had been odious; the Hepworths stupid; the Longestaffes,--she +had endeavoured to make up a little friendship with Lady Pomona,-- +insufferably supercilious. She had declared to Henrietta 'that Carbury +Hall was very dull.' + +But then there had come a circumstance which altogether changed her +opinions as to Carbury Hall, and its proprietor. The proprietor after +a few weeks followed them up to London, and made a most matter-of-fact +offer to the mother for the daughter's hand. He was at that time +thirty-six, and Henrietta was not yet twenty. He was very cool;--some +might have thought him phlegmatic in his love-making. Henrietta +declared to her mother that she had not in the least expected it. But +he was very urgent, and very persistent. Lady Carbury was eager on his +side. Though the Carbury Manor House did not exactly suit her, it +would do admirably for Henrietta. And as for age, to her thinking, she +being then over forty, a man of thirty-six was young enough for any +girl. But Henrietta had an opinion of her own. She liked her cousin, +but did not love him. She was amazed, and even annoyed by the offer. +She had praised him and praised the house so loudly to her mother,-- +having in her innocence never dreamed of such a proposition as this,--so +that now she found it difficult to give an adequate reason for her +refusal. Yes;--she had undoubtedly said that her cousin was charming, +but she had not meant charming in that way. She did refuse the offer +very plainly, but still with some apparent lack of persistency. When +Roger suggested that she should take a few months to think of it, and +her mother supported Roger's suggestion, she could say nothing +stronger than that she was afraid that thinking about it would not do +any good. Their first visit to Carbury had been made in September. In +the following February she went there again,--much against the grain as +far as her own wishes were concerned; and when there had been cold, +constrained, almost dumb in the presence of her cousin. Before they +left the offer was renewed, but Henrietta declared that she could not +do as they would have her. She could give no reason, only she did not +love her cousin in that way. But Roger declared that he by no means +intended to abandon his suit. In truth he verily loved the girl, and +love with him was a serious thing. All this happened a full year +before the beginning of our present story. + +But something else happened also. While that second visit was being +made at Carbury there came to the hall a young man of whom Roger +Carbury had said much to his cousins,--one Paul Montague, of whom some +short account shall be given in this chapter. The squire,--Roger Carbury +was always called the squire about his own place,--had anticipated no +evil when he so timed this second visit of his cousins to his house +that they must of necessity meet Paul Montague there. But great harm +had come of it. Paul Montague had fallen into love with his cousin's +guest, and there had sprung up much unhappiness. + +Lady Carbury and Henrietta had been nearly a month at Carbury, and +Paul Montague had been there barely a week, when Roger Carbury thus +spoke to the guest who had last arrived. 'I've got to tell you +something, Paul.' + +'Anything serious?' + +'Very serious to me. I may say so serious that nothing in my own life +can approach it in importance.' He had unconsciously assumed that +look, which his friend so thoroughly understood, indicating his +resolve to hold to what he believed to be his own, and to fight if +fighting be necessary. Montague knew him well, and became half aware +that he had done something, he knew not what, militating against this +serious resolve of his friend. He looked up, but said nothing. 'I have +offered my hand in marriage to my cousin Henrietta,' said Roger, very +gravely. + +'Miss Carbury?' + +'Yes; to Henrietta Carbury. She has not accepted it. She has refused +me twice. But I still have hopes of success. Perhaps I have no right +to hope, but I do. I tell it you just as it is. Everything in life to +me depends upon it. I think I may count upon your sympathy.' + +'Why did you not tell me before?' said Paul Montague in a hoarse +voice. + +Then there had come a sudden and rapid interchange of quick speaking +between the men, each of them speaking the truth exactly, each of them +declaring himself to be in the right and to be ill-used by the other, +each of them equally hot, equally generous, and equally unreasonable. +Montague at once asserted that he also loved Henrietta Carbury. He +blurted out his assurance in the baldest and most incomplete manner, +but still in such words as to leave no doubt. No;--he had not said a +word to her. He had intended to consult Roger Carbury himself,--should +have done so in a day or two,--perhaps on that very day had not Roger +spoken to him. 'You have neither of you a shilling in the world,' said +Roger; 'and now you know what my feelings are you must abandon it.' +Then Montague declared that he had a right to speak to Miss Carbury. +He did not suppose that Miss Carbury cared a straw about him. He had +not the least reason to think that she did. It was altogether +impossible. But he had a right to his chance. That chance was all the +world to him. As to money,--he would not admit that he was a pauper, +and, moreover, he might earn an income as well as other men. Had +Carbury told him that the young lady had shown the slightest intention +to receive his, Carbury's, addresses, he, Paul, would at once have +disappeared from the scene. But as it was not so, he would not say +that he would abandon his hope. + +The scene lasted for above an hour. When it was ended, Paul Montague +packed up all his clothes and was driven away to the railway station +by Roger himself, without seeing either of the ladies. There had been +very hot words between the men, but the last words which Roger spoke +to the other on the railway platform were not quarrelsome in their +nature. 'God bless you, old fellow,' he said, pressing Paul's hands. +Paul's eyes were full of tears, and he replied only by returning the +pressure. + +Paul Montague's father and mother had long been dead. The father had +been a barrister in London, having perhaps some small fortune of his +own. He had, at any rate, left to this son, who was one among others, +a sufficiency with which to begin the world. Paul when he had come of +age had found himself possessed of about £6,000. He was then at +Oxford, and was intended for the bar. An uncle of his, a younger +brother of his father, had married a Carbury, the younger sister of +two, though older than her brother Roger. This uncle many years since +had taken his wife out to California, and had there become an +American. He had a large tract of land, growing wool, and wheat, and +fruit; but whether he prospered or whether he did not, had not always +been plain to the Montagues and Carburys at home. The intercourse +between the two families had, in the quite early days of Paul +Montague's life, created an affection between him and Roger, who, as +will be understood by those who have carefully followed the above +family history, were not in any degree related to each other. Roger, +when quite a young man, had had the charge of the boy's education, and +had sent him to Oxford. But the Oxford scheme, to be followed by the +bar, and to end on some one of the many judicial benches of the +country, had not succeeded. Paul had got into a 'row' at Balliol, and +had been rusticated,--had then got into another row, and was sent down. +Indeed he had a talent for rows,--though, as Roger Carbury always +declared, there was nothing really wrong about any of them. Paul was +then twenty-one, and he took himself and his money out to California, +and joined his uncle. He had perhaps an idea,--based on very +insufficient grounds,--that rows are popular in California. At the end +of three years he found that he did not like farming life in +California,--and he found also that he did not like his uncle. So he +returned to England, but on returning was altogether unable to get his +£6,000 out of the Californian farm. Indeed he had been compelled to +come away without any of it, with funds insufficient even to take him +home, accepting with much dissatisfaction an assurance from his uncle +that an income amounting to ten per cent, upon his capital should be +remitted to him with the regularity of clockwork. The clock alluded to +must have been one of Sam Slick's. It had gone very badly. At the end +of the first quarter there came the proper remittance,--then half the +amount,--then there was a long interval without anything; then some +dropping payments now and again;--and then a twelvemonth without +anything. At the end of that twelvemonth he paid a second visit to +California, having borrowed money from Roger for his journey. He had +now again returned, with some little cash in hand, and with the +additional security of a deed executed in his favour by one Hamilton +K. Fisker, who had gone into partnership with his uncle, and who had +added a vast flour-mill to his uncle's concerns. In accordance with +this deed he was to get twelve per cent, on his capital, and had +enjoyed the gratification of seeing his name put up as one of the +firm, which now stood as Fisker, Montague, and Montague. A business +declared by the two elder partners to be most promising had been +opened at Fiskerville, about two hundred and fifty miles from San +Francisco, and the hearts of Fisker and the elder Montague were very +high. Paul hated Fisker horribly, did not love his uncle much, and +would willingly have got back his £6,000 had he been able. But he was +not able, and returned as one of Fisker, Montague, and Montague, not +altogether unhappy, as he had succeeded in obtaining enough of his +back income to pay what he owed to Roger, and to live for a few +months. He was intent on considering how he should bestow himself, +consulting daily with Roger on the subject, when suddenly Roger had +perceived that the young man was becoming attached to the girl whom he +himself loved. What then occurred has been told. + +Not a word was said to Lady Carbury or her daughter of the real cause +of Paul's sudden disappearance. It had been necessary that he should +go to London. Each of the ladies probably guessed something of the +truth, but neither spoke a word to the other on the subject Before +they left the Manor the squire again pleaded his cause with Henrietta, +but he pleaded it in vain. Henrietta was colder than ever,--but she made +use of one unfortunate phrase which destroyed all the effect which her +coldness might have had. She said that she was too young to think of +marrying yet. She had meant to imply that the difference in their ages +was too great, but had not known how to say it. It was easy to tell +her that in a twelve-month she would be older;--but it was impossible to +convince her that any number of twelvemonths would alter the disparity +between her and her cousin. But even that disparity was not now her +strongest reason for feeling sure that she could not marry Roger +Carbury. + +Within a week of the departure of Lady Carbury from the Manor House, +Paul Montague returned, and returned as a still dear friend. He had +promised before he went that he would not see Henrietta again for +three months, but he would promise nothing further. 'If she won't take +you, there is no reason why I shouldn't try.' That had been his +argument. Roger would not accede to the justice even of this. It +seemed to him that Paul was bound to retire altogether, partly because +he had got no income, partly because of Roger's previous claim,--partly +no doubt in gratitude, but of this last reason Roger never said a +word. If Paul did not see this himself, Paul was not such a man as his +friend had taken him to be. + +Paul did see it himself, and had many scruples. But why should his +friend be a dog in the manger? He would yield at once to Roger +Carbury's older claims if Roger could make anything of them. Indeed he +could have no chance if the girl were disposed to take Roger for her +husband. Roger had all the advantage of Carbury Manor at his back, +whereas he had nothing but his share in the doubtful business of +Fisker, Montague, and Montague, in a wretched little town 250 miles +further off than San Francisco! But if with all this, Roger could not +prevail, why should he not try? What Roger said about want of money +was mere nonsense. Paul was sure that his friend would have created no +such difficulty had not he himself been interested. Paul declared to +himself that he had money, though doubtful money, and that he +certainly would not give up Henrietta on that score. + +He came up to London at various times in search of certain employment +which had been half promised him, and, after the expiration of the +three months, constantly saw Lady Carbury and her daughter. But from +time to time he had given renewed promises to Roger Carbury that he +would not declare his passion,--now for two months, then for six weeks, +then for a month. In the meantime the two men were fast friends,--so +fast that Montague spent by far the greater part of his time as his +friend's guest,--and all this was done with the understanding that Roger +Carbury was to blaze up into hostile wrath should Paul ever receive +the privilege to call himself Henrietta Carbury's favoured lover, but +that everything was to be smooth between them should Henrietta be +persuaded to become the mistress of Carbury Hall. So things went on up +to the night at which Montague met Henrietta at Madame Melmotte's +ball. The reader should also be informed that there had been already a +former love affair in the young life of Paul Montague. There had been, +and indeed there still was, a widow, one Mrs Hurtle, whom he had been +desperately anxious to marry before his second journey to California;-- +but the marriage had been prevented by the interference of Roger +Carbury. + + + + +CHAPTER VII - MENTOR + + +Lady Carbury's desire for a union between Roger and her daughter was +greatly increased by her solicitude in respect to her son. Since +Roger's offer had first been made, Felix had gone on from bad to +worse, till his condition had become one of hopeless embarrassment. If +her daughter could but be settled in the world, Lady Carbury said to +herself, she could then devote herself to the interests of her son. +She had no very clear idea of what that devotion would be. But she did +know that she had paid so much money for him, and would have so much +more extracted from her, that it might well come to pass that she +would be unable to keep a home for her daughter. In all these troubles +she constantly appealed to Roger Carbury for advice,--which, however, +she never followed. He recommended her to give up her house in town, +to find a home for her daughter elsewhere, and also for Felix if he +would consent to follow her. Should he not so consent, then let the +young man bear the brunt of his own misdoings. Doubtless, when he +could no longer get bread in London he would find her out. Roger was +always severe when he spoke of the baronet,--or seemed to Lady Carbury +to be severe. + +But, in truth, she did not ask for advice in order that she might +follow it. She had plans in her head with which she knew that Roger +would not sympathise. She still thought that Sir Felix might bloom and +burst out into grandeur, wealth, and fashion, as the husband of a +great heiress, and in spite of her son's vices, was proud of him in +that anticipation. When he succeeded in obtaining from her money, as +in the case of that £20,--when, with brazen-faced indifference to her +remonstrances, he started off to his club at two in the morning, when +with impudent drollery he almost boasted of the hopelessness of his +debts, a sickness of heart would come upon her, and she would weep +hysterically, and lie the whole night without sleeping. But could he +marry Miss Melmotte, and thus conquer all his troubles by means of his +own personal beauty,--then she would be proud of all that had passed. +With such a condition of mind Roger Carbury could have no sympathy. To +him it seemed that a gentleman was disgraced who owed money to a +tradesman which he could not pay. And Lady Carbury's heart was high +with other hopes,--in spite of her hysterics and her fears. The +'Criminal Queens' might be a great literary success. She almost +thought that it would be a success. Messrs. Leadham and Loiter, the +publishers, were civil to her. Mr Broune had promised. Mr Booker had +said that he would see what could be done. She had gathered from Mr +Alf's caustic and cautious words that the book would be noticed in the +'Evening Pulpit.' No;--she would not take dear Roger's advice as to +leaving London. But she would continue to ask Roger's advice. Men like +to have their advice asked. And, if possible, she would arrange the +marriage. What country retirement could be so suitable for a Lady +Carbury when she wished to retire for awhile,--as Carbury Manor, the +seat of her own daughter? And then her mind would fly away into +regions of bliss. If only by the end of this season Henrietta could be +engaged to her cousin, Felix be the husband of the richest bride in +Europe, and she be the acknowledged author of the cleverest book of +the year, what a Paradise of triumph might still be open to her after +all her troubles. Then the sanguine nature of the woman would bear her +up almost to exultation, and for an hour she would be happy in spite +of everything. + +A few days after the ball Roger Carbury was up in town and was +closeted with her in her back drawing-room. The declared cause of his +coming was the condition of the baronet's affairs and the +indispensable necessity,--so Roger thought,--of taking some steps by +which at any rate the young man's present expenses might be brought to +an end. It was horrible to him that a man who had not a shilling in +the world or any prospect of a shilling, who had nothing and never +thought of earning anything should have hunters! He was very much in +earnest about it, and quite prepared to speak his mind to the young +man himself,--if he could get hold of him. 'Where is he now, Lady +Carbury,--at this moment?' + +'I think he's out with the Baron.' Being 'out with the Baron.' meant +that the young man was hunting with the staghounds some forty miles +away from London. + +'How does he manage it? Whose horses does he ride? Who pays for them?' + +'Don't be angry with me, Roger. What can I do to prevent it?' + +'I think you should refuse to have anything to do with him while he +continues in such courses.' + +'My own son!' + +'Yes;--exactly. But what is to be the end of it? Is he to be allowed to +ruin you and Hetta? It can't go on long.' + +'You wouldn't have me throw him over.' + +'I think he is throwing you over. And then it is so thoroughly +dishonest,--so ungentlemanlike! I don't understand how it goes on from +day to day. I suppose you don't supply him with ready money?' + +'He has had a little.' + +Roger frowned angrily. 'I can understand that you should provide him +with bed and food, but not that you should pander to his vices by +giving him money.' This was very plain speaking, and Lady Carbury +winced under it. 'The kind of life that he is leading requires a large +income of itself. I understand the thing, and know that with all I +have in the world I could not do it myself.' + +'You are so different.' + +'I am older of course,--very much older. But he is not so young that he +should not begin to comprehend. Has he any money beyond what you give +him?' + +Then Lady Carbury revealed certain suspicions which she had begun to +entertain during the last day or two. 'I think he has been playing.' + +'That is the way to lose money,--not to get it.' said Roger. + +'I suppose somebody wins,--sometimes.' + +'They who win are the sharpers. They who lose are the dupes. I would +sooner that he were a fool than a knave.' + +'O Roger, you are so severe!' + +'You say he plays. How would he pay, were he to lose?' + +'I know nothing about it. I don't even know that he does play; but I +have reason to think that during the last week he has had money at his +command. Indeed I have seen it. He comes home at all manner of hours +and sleeps late. Yesterday I went into his room about ten and did not +wake him. There were notes and gold lying on his table;--ever so much.' + +'Why did you not take them?' + +'What; rob my own boy?' + +'When you tell me that you are absolutely in want of money to pay your +own bills, and that he has not hesitated to take yours from you! Why +does he not repay you what he has borrowed?' + +'Ah, indeed;--why not? He ought to if he has it. And there were papers +there;--I.O.U.'s signed by other men.' + +'You looked at them.' + +'I saw as much as that. It is not that I am curious but one does feel +about one's own son. I think he has bought another horse. A groom came +here and said something about it to the servants.' + +'Oh dear oh dear!' + +'If you could only induce him to stop the gambling! Of course it is +very bad whether he wins or loses,--though I am sure that Felix would do +nothing unfair. Nobody ever said that of him. If he has won money, it +would be a great comfort if he would let me have some of it,--for to +tell the truth. I hardly know how to turn. I am sure nobody can say +that I spend it on myself.' + +Then Roger again repeated his advice. There could be no use in +attempting to keep up the present kind of life in Welbeck Street. +Welbeck Street might be very well without a penniless spendthrift such +as Sir Felix but must be ruinous under the present conditions. If Lady +Carbury felt, as no doubt she did feel, bound to afford a home to her +ruined son in spite of all his wickedness and folly, that home should +be found far away from London. If he chose to remain in London, let +him do so on his own resources. The young man should make up his mind +to do something for himself. A career might possibly be opened for him +in India. 'If he be a man he would sooner break stones than live on +you.' said Roger. Yes, he would see his cousin to-morrow and speak to +him;--that is if he could possibly find him. "Young men who gamble all +night, and hunt all day are not easily found." But he would come at +twelve as Felix generally breakfasted at that hour. Then he gave an +assurance to Lady Carbury which to her was not the least comfortable +part of the interview. In the event of her son not giving her the +money which she at one once required he, Roger, would lend her a +hundred pounds till her half year's income should be due. After that +his voice changed altogether, as he asked a question on another +subject. 'Can I see Henrietta to-morrow?' + +'Certainly;--why not? She is at, home now, I think.' + +'I will wait till to-morrow,--when I call to see Felix. I should like her +to know that I am coming. Paul Montague was in town the other day. He +was here, I suppose?' + +'Yes;--he called.' + +'Was that all you saw of him?' + +'He was at the Melmottes' ball. Felix got a card for him;--and we were +there. Has he gone down to Carbury?' + +'No;--not to Carbury. I think he had some business about his partners at +Liverpool. There is another case of a young man without anything to +do. Not that Paul is at all like Sir Felix.' This he was induced to +say by the spirit of honesty which was always strong within him. + +'Don't be too hard upon poor Felix.' said Lady Carbury. Roger, as he +took his leave, thought that it would be impossible to be too hard +upon Sir Felix Carbury. + +The next morning Lady Carbury was in her son's bedroom before he was +up, and with incredible weakness told him that his cousin Roger was +coming to lecture him. 'What the devil's the use of it?' said Felix +from beneath the bedclothes. + +'If you speak to me in that way, Felix, I must leave the room.' + +'But what is the use of his coming to me? I know what he has got to +say just as if it were said. It's all very well preaching sermons to +good people, but nothing ever was got by preaching to people who ain't +good.' + +'Why shouldn't you be good?' + +'I shall do very well, mother, if that fellow will leave me alone. I +can play my hand better than he can play for me. If you'll go now I'll +get up.' She had intended to ask him for some of the money which she +believed he still possessed; but her courage failed her. If she asked +for his money, and took it, she would in some fashion recognise and +tacitly approve his gambling. It was not yet eleven, and it was early +for him to leave his bed; but he had resolved that he would get out of +the house before that horrible bore should be upon him with his +sermon. To do this he must be energetic. He was actually eating his +breakfast at half-past eleven, and had already contrived in his mind +how he would turn the wrong way as soon as he got into the street,-- +towards Marylebone Road, by which route Roger would certainly not +come. He left the house at ten minutes before twelve, cunningly turned +away, dodging round by the first corner,--and just as he had turned it +encountered his cousin. Roger, anxious in regard to his errand, with +time at his command, had come before the hour appointed and had +strolled about, thinking not of Felix but of Felix's sister. The +baronet felt that he had been caught,--caught unfairly, but by no means +abandoned all hope of escape. 'I was going to your mother's house on +purpose to see you,' said Roger. + +'Were you indeed? I am so sorry. I have an engagement out here with a +fellow which I must keep. I could meet you at any other time, you +know.' + +'You can come back for ten minutes,' said Roger, taking him by the +arm. + +'Well;--not conveniently at this moment.' + +'You must manage it. I am here at your mother's request, and can't +afford to remain in town day after day looking for you. I go down to +Carbury this afternoon. Your friend can wait. Come along.' His +firmness was too much for Felix, who lacked the courage to shake his +cousin off violently, and to go his way. But as he returned he +fortified himself with the remembrance of all the money in his pocket,-- +for he still had his winnings,--remembered too certain sweet words which +had passed between him and Marie Melmotte since the ball, and resolved +that he would not be sat upon by Roger Carbury. The time was coming,--he +might almost say that the time had come,--in which he might defy Roger +Carbury. Nevertheless, he dreaded the words which were now to be +spoken to him with a craven fear. + +'Your mother tells me,' said Roger, 'that you still keep hunters.' + +'I don't know what she calls hunters. I have one that I didn't part +with when the others went.' + +'You have only one horse?' + +'Well;--if you want to be exact, I have a hack as well as the horse I +ride.' + +'And another up here in town?' + +'Who told you that? No; I haven't. At least there is one staying at +some stables which, has been sent for me to look at.' + +'Who pays for all these horses?' + +'At any rate I shall not ask you to pay for them.' + +'No;--you would be afraid to do that. But you have no scruple in asking +your mother, though you should force her to come to me or to other +friends for assistance. You have squandered every shilling of your +own, and now you are ruining her.' + +'That isn't true. I have money of my own.' + +'Where did you get it?' + +'This is all very well. Roger; but I don't know that you have any +right to ask me these questions. I have money. If I buy a horse I can +pay for it. If I keep one or two I can pay for them. Of course I owe a +lot of money, but other people owe me money too. I'm all right, and +you needn't frighten yourself.' + +'Then why do you beg her last shilling from your mother, and when you +have money not pay it back to her?' + +'She can have the twenty pounds, if you mean that.' + +'I mean that, and a good deal more than that. I suppose you have been +gambling.' + +'I don't know that I am bound to answer your questions, and I won't do +it. If you have nothing else to say, I'll go about my own business.' + +'I have something else to say, and I mean to say it.' Felix had walked +towards the door, but Roger was before him, and now leaned his back +against it. + +'I'm not going to be kept here against my will,' said Felix. + +'You have to listen to me, so you may as well sit still. Do you wish +to be looked upon as a blackguard by all the world?' + +'Oh;--go on!' + +'That is what it will be. You have spent every shilling of your own,-- +and because your mother is affectionate and weak you are now spending +all that she has, and are bringing her and your sister to beggary.' + +'I don't ask her to pay anything for me.' + +'Not when you borrow her money?' + +'There is the £20. Take it and give it her.' said Felix, counting the +notes out of the pocket-book. 'When I asked, her for it, I did not +think she would make such a row about such a trifle.' Roger took up +the notes and thrust them into his pocket. 'Now, have you done?' said +Felix. + +'Not quite. Do you purpose that your mother should keep you and clothe +you for the rest of your life?' + +'I hope to be able to keep her before long, and to do it much better +than it has ever been done before. The truth is, Roger, you know +nothing about it. If you'll leave me to myself you'll find that I +shall do very well.' + +'I don't know any young man who ever did worse or one who had less +moral conception of what is right and wrong.' + +'Very well. That's your idea. I differ from you. People can't all +think alike, you know. Now, if you please, I'll go.' + +Roger felt that he hadn't half said what he had to say, but he hardly +knew how to get it said. And of what use could it be to talk to a young +man who was altogether callous and without feeling? The remedy for the +evil ought to be found in the mother's conduct rather than the son's. +She, were she not foolishly weak, would make up her mind to divide +herself utterly from her son, at any rate for a while, and to leave +him to suffer utter penury. That would bring him round. And then when +the agony of want had tamed him, he would be content to take bread and +meat from her hand and would be humble. At present he had money in his +pocket, and would eat and drink of the best, and be free from +inconvenience for the moment. While this prosperity remained it would +be impossible to touch him. 'You will ruin your sister, and break your +mother's heart.' said Roger, firing a last harmless shot after the +young reprobate. + +When Lady Carbury came into the room, which she did as soon as the +front door was closed behind her son, she seemed to think that a +great success had been achieved because the £20 had been recovered. 'I +knew he would give it me back, if he had it.' she said. + +'Why did he not bring it to you of his own accord?' + +'I suppose he did not like to talk about it. Has he said that he got +it by--playing?' + +'No,--he did not speak a word of truth while he was here. You may take +it for granted that he did get it by gambling. How else should he have +it? And you may take it for granted also that he will lose all that he +has got. He talked in the wildest way,--saying that he would soon have a +home for you and Hetta.' + +'Did he,--dear boy!' + +'Had he any meaning?' + +'Oh; yes. And it is quite on the cards that it should be so. You have +heard of Miss Melmotte.' + +'I have heard of the great French swindler who has come over here, and +who is buying his way into society.' + +'Everybody visits them now, Roger.' + +'More shame for everybody. Who knows anything about him,--except that he +left Paris with the reputation of a specially prosperous rogue? But +what of him?' + +'Some people think that Felix will marry his only child. Felix is +handsome; isn't he? What young man is there nearly so handsome? They +say she'll have half a million of money.' + +'That's his game;--is it?' + +'Don't you think he is right?' + +'No; I think he's wrong. But we shall hardly agree with each other +about that. Can I see Henrietta for a few minutes?' + + + + +CHAPTER VIII - LOVE-SICK + + +Roger Carbury said well that it was very improbable that he and his +cousin, the widow, should agree in their opinions as to the +expedience of fortune-hunting by marriage. It was impossible that they +should ever understand each other. To Lady Carbury the prospect of a +union between her son and Miss Melmotte was one of unmixed joy and +triumph. Could it have been possible that Marie Melmotte should be +rich and her father be a man doomed to a deserved sentence in a penal +settlement, there might perhaps be a doubt about it. The wealth even +in that case would certainly carry the day, against the disgrace, and +Lady Carbury would find reasons why poor Marie should not be punished +for her father's sins even while enjoying the money which those sins +had produced. But how different were the existing facts? Mr Melmotte +was not at the galleys, but was entertaining duchesses in Grosvenor +Square. People said that Mr Melmotte had a reputation throughout +Europe as a gigantic swindler,--as one who in the dishonest and +successful pursuit of wealth had stopped at nothing. People said of +him that he had framed and carried out long premeditated and +deeply-laid schemes for the ruin of those who had trusted him, that he +had swallowed up the property of all who had come in contact with him, +that he was fed with the blood of widows and children;--but what was all +this to Lady Carbury? If the duchesses condoned it all, did it become +her to be prudish? People also said that Melmotte would yet get a +fall,--that a man who had risen after such a fashion never could long +keep his head up. But he might keep his head up long enough to give +Marie her fortune. And then Felix wanted a fortune so badly;--was so +exactly the young man who ought to marry a fortune! To Lady Carbury +there was no second way of looking at the matter. + +And to Roger Carbury also there was no second way of looking at it. +That condonation of antecedents which, in the hurry of the world, is +often vouchsafed to success, that growing feeling which induces +people to assert to themselves that they are not bound to go outside +the general verdict, and that they may shake hands with whomsoever the +world shakes hands with, had never reached him. The old-fashioned idea +that the touching of pitch will defile still prevailed with him. He +was a gentleman;--and would have felt himself disgraced to enter the +house of such a one as Augustus Melmotte. Not all the duchesses in the +peerage, or all the money in the city, could alter his notions or +induce him to modify his conduct. But he knew that it would be useless +for him to explain this to Lady Carbury. He trusted, however, that one +of the family might be taught to appreciate the difference between +honour and dishonour. Henrietta Carbury had, he thought, a higher turn +of mind than her mother, and had as yet been kept free from soil. As +for Felix,--he had so grovelled in the gutters as to be dirt all over. +Nothing short of the prolonged sufferings of half a life could cleanse +him. + +He found Henrietta alone in the drawing-room. 'Have you seen Felix?' +she said, as soon as they had greeted each other. + +'Yes. I caught him in the street.' + +'We are so unhappy about him.' + +'I cannot say but that you have reason. I think, you know, that your +mother indulges him foolishly.' + +'Poor mamma! She worships the very ground he treads on.' + +'Even a mother should not throw her worship away like that. The fact +is that your brother will ruin you both if this goes on.' + +'What can mamma do?' + +'Leave London, and then refuse to pay a shilling on his behalf.' + +'What would Felix do in the country?' + +'If he did nothing, how much better would that be than what he does in +town? You would not like him to become a professional gambler.' + +'Oh, Mr Carbury; you do not mean that he does that!' + +'It seems cruel to say such things to you,--but in a matter of such +importance one is bound to speak the truth. I have no influence over +your mother; but you may have some. She asks my advice, but has not +the slightest idea of listening to it. I don't blame her for that; but +I am anxious, for the sake of--for the sake of the family.' + +'I am sure you are.' + +'Especially for your sake. You will never throw him over.' + +'You would not ask me to throw him over.' + +'But he may drag you into the mud. For his sake you have already been +taken into the house of that man Melmotte.' + +'I do not think that I shall be injured by anything of that kind,' +said Henrietta drawing herself up. + +'Pardon me if I seem to interfere.' + +'Oh, no;--it is no interference from you.' + +'Pardon me then if I am rough. To me it seems that an injury is done +to you if you are made to go to the house of such a one as this man. +Why does your mother seek his society? Not because she likes him; not +because she has any sympathy with him or his family;--but simply because +there is a rich daughter.' + +'Everybody goes there, Mr Carbury.' + +'Yes,--that is the excuse which everybody makes. Is that sufficient +reason for you to go to a man's house? Is there not another place, to +which we are told that a great many are going, simply because the road +has become thronged and fashionable? Have you no feeling that you +ought to choose your friends for certain reasons of your own? I admit +there is one reason here. They have a great deal of money, and it is +thought possible that he may get some of it by falsely swearing to a +girl that he loves her. After what you have heard, are the Melmottes +people with whom you would wish to be connected?' + +'I don't know.' + +'I do. I know very well. They are absolutely disgraceful. A social +connection with the first crossing-sweeper would be less +objectionable.' He spoke with a degree of energy of which he was +himself altogether unaware. He knit his brows, and his eyes flashed, +and his nostrils were extended. Of course she thought of his own offer +to herself. Of course, her mind at once conceived,--not that the +Melmotte connection could ever really affect him, for she felt sure +that she would never accept his offer,--but that he might think that he +would be so affected. Of course he resented the feeling which she thus +attributed to him. But, in truth, he was much too simple-minded for +any such complex idea. 'Felix,' he continued, 'has already descended +so far that I cannot pretend to be anxious as to what houses he may +frequent. But I should be sorry to think that you should often be seen +at Mr Melmotte's.' + +'I think, Mr Carbury, that mamma will take care that I am not taken +where I ought not to be taken.' + +'I wish you to have some opinion of your own as to what is proper for +you.' + +'I hope I have. I am sorry you should think that I have not.' + +'I am old-fashioned, Hetta.' + +'And we belong to a newer and worse sort of world. I dare say it is +so. You have been always very kind, but I almost doubt whether you can +change us, now. I have sometimes thought that you and mamma were +hardly fit for each other.' + +'I have thought that you and I were,--or possibly might be fit for each +other.' + +'Oh,--as for me. I shall always take mamma's side. If mamma chooses to +go to the Melmottes I shall certainly go with her. If that is +contamination, I suppose I must be contaminated. I don't see why I'm +to consider myself better than any one else.' + +'I have always thought that you were better than any one else.' + +'That was before I went to the Melmottes. I am sure you have altered +your opinion now. Indeed you have told me so. I am afraid, Mr Carbury, +you must go your way, and we must go ours.' + +He looked into her face as she spoke, and gradually began to perceive +the working of her mind. He was so true to himself that he did not +understand that there should be with her even that violet-coloured +tinge of prevarication which women assume as an additional charm. +Could she really have thought that he was attending to his own +possible future interests when he warned her as to the making of new +acquaintances? + +'For myself.' he said, putting out his hand and making a slight vain +effort to get hold of hers, 'I have only one wish in the world; and +that is, to travel the same road with you. I do not say that you ought +to wish it too; but you ought to know that I am sincere. When I spoke +of the Melmottes did you believe that I was thinking of myself?' + +'Oh no;--how should I?' + +'I was speaking to you then as to a cousin who might regard me as an +elder brother. No contact with legions of Melmottes could make you +other to me than the woman on whom my heart has settled. Even were you +in truth disgraced could disgrace touch one so pure as you it would be +the same. I love you so well that I have already taken you for better +or for worse. I cannot change. My nature is too stubborn for such +changes. Have you a word to say to comfort me?' She turned away her +head, but did not answer him at once. 'Do you understand how much I am +in need of comfort?' + +'You can do very well without comfort from me.' + +'No, indeed. I shall live, no doubt; but I shall not do very well. As +it is, I am not doing at all well. I am becoming sour and moody, and +ill at ease with my friends. I would have you believe me, at any rate, +when I say I love you.' + +'I suppose you mean something.' + +'I mean a great deal, dear. I mean all that a man can mean. That is +it. You hardly understand that I am serious to the extent of ecstatic +joy on the one side, and utter indifference to the world on the other. +I shall never give it up till I learn that you are to be married to +some one else.' + +'What can I say, Mr Carbury?' + +'That you will love me.' + +'But if I don't?' + +'Say that you will try.' + +'No; I will not say that. Love should come without a struggle. I +don't know how one person is to try to love another in that way. I +like you very much; but being married is such a terrible thing.' + +'It would not be terrible to me, dear.' + +'Yes;--when you found that I was too young for your tastes.' + +'I shall persevere, you know. Will you assure me of this,--that if you +promise your hand to another man you will let me know at once?' + +'I suppose I may promise that,' she said, after pausing for a moment. + +'There is no one as yet?' + +'There is no one. But, Mr Carbury, you have no right to question me. I +don't think it generous. I allow you to say things that nobody else +could say because you are a cousin and because mamma trusts you so +much. No one but mamma has a right to ask me whether I care for any +one.' + +'Are you angry with me?' + +'No.' + +'If I have offended you it is because I love you so dearly.' + +'I am not offended, but I don't like to be questioned by a gentleman. +I don't think any girl would like it. I am not to tell everybody all +that happens.' + +'Perhaps when you reflect how much of my happiness depends upon it you +will forgive me. Good-bye now.' She put out her hand to him and +allowed it to remain in his for a moment. 'When I walk about the old +shrubberies at Carbury where we used to be together, I am always +asking myself what chance there is of your walking there as the +mistress.' + +'There is no chance.' + +'I am, of course, prepared to hear you say so. Well; good-bye, and may +God bless you.' + +The man had no poetry about him. He did not even care for romance. All +the outside belongings of love which are so pleasant to many men and +which to many women afford the one sweetness in life which they really +relish, were nothing to him. There are both men and women to whom even +the delays and disappointments of love are charming, even when they +exist to the detriment of hope. It is sweet to such persons to be +melancholy, sweet to pine, sweet to feel that they are now wretched +after a romantic fashion as have been those heroes and heroines of +whose sufferings they have read in poetry. But there was nothing of +this with Roger Carbury. He had, as he believed, found the woman that +he really wanted, who was worthy of his love, and now, having fixed +his heart upon her, he longed for her with an amazing longing. He had +spoken the simple truth when he declared that life had become +indifferent to him without her. No man in England could be less likely +to throw himself off the Monument or to blow out his brains. But he +felt numbed in all the joints of his mind by this sorrow. He could not +make one thing bear upon another, so as to console himself after any +fashion. There was but one thing for him;--to persevere till he got her, +or till he had finally lost her. And should the latter be his fate, as +he began to fear that it would be, then, he would live, but live only, +like a crippled man. + +He felt almost sure in his heart of hearts that the girl loved that +other younger man. That she had never owned to such love he was quite +sure. The man himself and Henrietta also had both assured him on this +point, and he was a man easily satisfied by words and prone to +believe. But he knew that Paul Montague was attached to her, and that +it was Paul's intention to cling to his love. Sorrowfully looking +forward through the vista of future years, he thought he saw that +Henrietta would become Paul's wife. Were it so, what should he do? +Annihilate himself as far as all personal happiness in the world was +concerned, and look solely to their happiness, their prosperity, and +their joys? Be as it were a beneficent old fairy to them, though the +agony of his own disappointment should never depart from him? Should +he do this and be blessed by them,--or should he let Paul Montague know +what deep resentment such ingratitude could produce? When had a father +been kinder to a son, or a brother to a brother, than he had been to +Paul? His home had been the young man's home, and his purse the young +man's purse. What right could the young man have to come upon him just +as he was perfecting his bliss and rob him of all that he had in the +world? He was conscious all the while that there was a something wrong +in his argument,--that Paul when he commenced to love the girl knew +nothing of his friend's love,--that the girl, though Paul had never come +in the way, might probably have been as obdurate as she was now to his +entreaties. He knew all this because his mind was clear. But yet the +injustice,--at any rate, the misery was so great, that to forgive it and +to reward it would be weak, womanly, and foolish. Roger Carbury did +not quite believe in the forgiveness of injuries. If you pardon all +the evil done to you, you encourage others to do you evil! If you give +your cloak to him who steals your coat, how long will it be, before +your shirt and trousers will go also? Roger Carbury, returned that +afternoon to Suffolk, and as he thought of it all throughout the +journey, he resolved that he would never forgive Paul Montague if Paul +Montague should become his cousin's husband. + + + + +CHAPTER IX - THE GREAT RAILWAY TO VERA CRUZ + + +'You have been a guest in his house. Then, I guess, the thing's about +as good as done.' These words were spoken with a fine, sharp, nasal +twang by a brilliantly-dressed American gentleman in one of the +smartest private rooms of the great railway hotel at Liverpool, and +they were addressed to a young Englishman who was sitting opposite to +him. Between them there was a table covered with maps, schedules, and +printed programmes. The American was smoking a very large cigar, which +he kept constantly turning in his mouth, and half of which was inside +his teeth. The Englishman had a short pipe. Mr Hamilton K. Fisker, of +the firm of Fisker, Montague, and Montague, was the American, and the +Englishman was our friend Paul, the junior member of that firm. + +'But I didn't even speak to him,' said Paul. + +'In commercial affairs that matters nothing. It quite justifies you in +introducing me. We are not going to ask your friend to do us a favour. +We don't want to borrow money.' + +'I thought you did.' + +'If he'll go in for the thing he'd be one of us, and there would be no +borrowing then. He'll join us if he's as clever as they say, because +he'll see his way to making a couple of million of dollars out of it. +If he'd take the trouble to run over and show himself in San +Francisco, he'd make double that. The moneyed men would go in with him +at once, because they know that he understands the game and has got +the pluck. A man who has done what he has by financing in Europe,--by +George! there's no limit to what he might do with us. We're a bigger +people than any of you and have more room. We go after bigger things, +and don't stand shilly-shally on the brink as you do. But Melmotte +pretty nigh beats the best among us. Anyway he should come and try his +luck, and he couldn't have a bigger thing or a safer thing than this. +He'd see it immediately if I could talk to him for half an hour.' + +'Mr Fisker,' said Paul mysteriously, 'as we are partners, I think I +ought to let you know that many people speak very badly of Mr +Melmotte's honesty.' + +Mr Fisker smiled gently, turned his cigar twice round in his mouth, +and then closed one eye. 'There is always a want of charity,' he +said, 'when a man is successful.' + +The scheme in question was the grand proposal for a South Central +Pacific and Mexican railway, which was to run from the Salt Lake City, +thus branching off from the San Francisco and Chicago line,--and pass +down through the fertile lands of New Mexico and Arizona into the +territory of the Mexican Republic, run by the city of Mexico, and +come out on the gulf at the port of Vera Cruz. Mr Fisker admitted at +once that it was a great undertaking, acknowledged that the distance +might be perhaps something over 2000 miles, acknowledged that no +computation had or perhaps could be made as to the probable cost of +the railway; but seemed to think that questions such as these were +beside the mark and childish. Melmotte, if he would go into the matter +at all, would ask no such questions. + +But we must go back a little. Paul Montague had received a telegram +from his partner, Hamilton K. Fisker, sent on shore at Queenstown from +one of the New York liners, requesting him to meet Fisker at Liverpool +immediately. With this request he had felt himself bound to comply. +Personally he had disliked Fisker,--and perhaps not the less so because +when in California he had never found himself able to resist the man's +good humour, audacity, and cleverness combined. He had found himself +talked into agreeing with any project which Mr Fisker might have in +hand. It was altogether against the grain with him, and yet by his own +consent, that the flour-mill had been opened at Fiskerville. He +trembled for his money and never wished to see Fisker again; but +still, when Fisker came to England, he was proud to remember that +Fisker was his partner, and he obeyed the order and went down to +Liverpool. + +If the flour-mill had frightened him, what must the present project +have done! Fisker explained that he had come with two objects,--first to +ask the consent of the English partner to the proposed change in their +business, and secondly to obtain the cooperation of English +capitalists. The proposed change in the business meant simply the +entire sale of the establishment at Fiskerville, and the absorption of +the whole capital in the work of getting up the railway. 'If you could +realise all the money it wouldn't make a mile of the railway,' said +Paul. Mr Fisker laughed at him. The object of Fisker, Montague, and +Montague was not to make a railway to Vera Cruz, but to float a +company. Paul thought that Mr Fisker seemed to be indifferent whether +the railway should ever be constructed or not. It was clearly his idea +that fortunes were to be made out of the concern before a spadeful of +earth had been moved. If brilliantly printed programmes might avail +anything, with gorgeous maps, and beautiful little pictures of trains +running into tunnels beneath snowy mountains and coming out of them on +the margin of sunlit lakes, Mr Fisker had certainly done much. But +Paul, when he saw all these pretty things, could not keep his mind +from thinking whence had come the money to pay for them. Mr Fisker had +declared that he had come over to obtain his partner's consent, but it +seemed to that partner that a great deal had been done without any +consent. And Paul's fears on this hand were not allayed by finding +that on all these beautiful papers he himself was described as one of +the agents and general managers of the company. Each document was +signed Fisker, Montague, and Montague. References on all matters were +to be made to Fisker, Montague, and Montague,--and in one of the +documents it was stated that a member of the firm had proceeded to +London with the view of attending to British interests in the matter. +Fisker had seemed to think that his young partner would express +unbounded satisfaction at the greatness which was thus falling upon +him. A certain feeling of importance, not altogether unpleasant, was +produced, but at the same time there was another conviction forced +upon Montague's mind, not altogether pleasant, that his, money was +being made to disappear without any consent given by him, and that it +behoved him to be cautious lest such consent should be extracted from +him unawares. + +'What has become of the mill?' he asked + +'We have put an agent into it.' + +'Is not that dangerous? What check have you on him?' + +'He pays us a fixed sum sir. But, my word! when there is such a thing +as this on hand a trumpery mill like that is not worth speaking of.' + +'You haven't sold it?' + +'Well;--no. But we've arranged a price for a sale.' + +'You haven't taken the money for it?' + +'Well;--yes; we have. We've raised money on it, you know. You see you +weren't there, and so the two resident partners acted for the firm. +But Mr Montague, you'd better go with us. You had indeed.' + +'And about my own income?' + +'That's a flea-bite. When we've got a little ahead with this it won't +matter, sir, whether you spend twenty thousand or forty thousand +dollars a year. We've got the concession from the United States +Government through the territories, and we're in correspondence with +the President of the Mexican Republic. I've no doubt we've an office +open already in Mexico and another at Vera Cruz.' + +'Where's the money to come from?' + +'Money to come from, sir? Where do you suppose the money comes from in +all these undertakings? If we can float the shares, the money'll come +in quick enough. We hold three million dollars of the stock +ourselves.' + +'Six hundred thousand pounds!' said Montague. + +'We take them at par, of course,--and as we sell we shall pay for them. +But of course we shall only sell at a premium. If we can run them up +even to 110, there would be three hundred thousand dollars. But we'll +do better than that. I must try and see Melmotte at once. You had +better write a letter now.' + +'I don't know the man.' + +'Never mind. Look here I'll write it, and you can sign it.' Whereupon +Mr Fisker did write the following letter:-- + + + Langham Hotel, London. March 4, 18--. + + DEAR SIR + + I have the pleasure of informing you that my partner Mr Fisker,-- + of Fisker, Montague, and Montague, of San Francisco,--is now in + London with the view of allowing British capitalists to assist in + carrying out perhaps the greatest work of the age,--namely, the + South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway, which is to give direct + communication between San Francisco and the Gulf of Mexico. He is + very anxious to see you upon his arrival, as he is aware that your + co-operation would be desirable. We feel assured that with your + matured judgment in such matters, you would see, at once, the + magnificence of the enterprise. If you will name a day and an + hour, Mr Fisker will call upon you. + + I have to thank you and Madame Melmotte for a very pleasant + evening spent at your house last week. + + Mr Fisker proposes returning to New York. I shall remain here, + superintending the British interests which may be involved. + + I have the honour to be, + + Dear Sir, + + Most faithfully yours. + + +'But I have never said that I would superintend the interests,' said +Montague. + +'You can say so now. It binds you to nothing. You regular John Bull +Englishmen are so full of scruples that you lose as much of life as +should serve to make an additional fortune.' + +After some further conversation Paul Montague recopied the letter and +signed it. He did it with doubt,--almost with dismay. But he told +himself that he could do no good by refusing. If this wretched +American, with his hat on one side and rings on his fingers, had so +far got the upper hand of Paul's uncle as to have been allowed to do +what he liked with the funds of the partnership, Paul could not stop +it. On the following morning they went up to London together, and in +the course of the afternoon Mr Fisker presented himself in Abchurch +Lane. The letter written at Liverpool, but dated from the Langham +Hotel, had been posted at the Euston Square Railway Station at the +moment of Fisker's arrival. Fisker sent in his card, and was asked to +wait. In the course of twenty minutes he was ushered into the great +man's presence by no less a person than Miles Grendall. + +It has been already said that Mr Melmotte was a big man with large +whiskers, rough hair, and with an expression of mental power on a +harsh vulgar face. He was certainly a man to repel you by his presence +unless attracted to him by some internal consideration. He was +magnificent in his expenditure, powerful in his doings, successful in +his business, and the world around him therefore was not repelled. +Fisker, on the other hand, was a shining little man,--perhaps about +forty years of age, with a well-twisted moustache, greasy brown hair, +which was becoming bald at the top, good-looking if his features were +analysed, but insignificant in appearance. He was gorgeously dressed, +with a silk waistcoat, and chains, and he carried a little stick. One +would at first be inclined to say that Fisker was not much of a man; +but after a little conversation most men would own that there was +something in Fisker. He was troubled by no shyness, by no scruples, +and by no fears. His mind was not capacious, but such as it was it was +his own, and he knew how to use it. + +Abchurch Lane is not a grand site for the offices of a merchant +prince. Here, at a small corner house, there was a small brass plate +on a swing door, bearing the words 'Melmotte & Co.' Of whom the Co was +composed no one knew. In one sense Mr Melmotte might be said to be in +company with all the commercial world, for there was no business to +which he would refuse his co-operation on certain terms. But he had +never burdened himself with a partner in the usual sense of the term. +Here Fisker found three or four clerks seated at desks, and was +desired to walk upstairs. The steps were narrow and crooked, and the +rooms were small and irregular. Here he stayed for a while in a small +dark apartment in which 'The Daily Telegraph' was left for the +amusement of its occupant till Miles Grendall announced to him that Mr +Melmotte would see him. The millionaire looked at him for a moment or +two, just condescending to touch with his fingers the hand which +Fisker had projected. + +'I don't seem to remember,' he said, 'the gentleman who has done me +the honour of writing to me about you.' + +'I dare say not, Mr Melmotte. When I'm at home in San Francisco, I +make acquaintance with a great many gents whom I don't remember +afterwards. My partner I think told me that he went to your house with +his friend, Sir Felix Carbury.' + +'I know a young man called Sir Felix Carbury.' + +'That's it. I could have got any amount of introductions to you if I +had thought this would not have sufficed.' Mr Melmotte bowed. 'Our +account here in London is kept with the City and West End Joint Stock. +But I have only just arrived, and as my chief object in coming to +London is to see you, and as I met my partner, Mr Montague, in +Liverpool, I took a note from him and came on straight.' + +'And what can I do for you, Mr Fisker?' + +Then Mr Fisker began his account of the Great South Central Pacific +and Mexican Railway, and exhibited considerable skill by telling it +all in comparatively few words. And yet he was gorgeous and florid. In +two minutes he had displayed his programme, his maps, and his pictures +before Mr Melmotte's eyes, taking care that Mr Melmotte should see how +often the names of Fisker, Montague, and Montague, reappeared upon +them. As Mr Melmotte read the documents, Fisker from time to time put +in a word. But the words had no reference at all to the future profits +of the railway, or to the benefit which such means of communication +would confer upon the world at large; but applied solely to the +appetite for such stock as theirs, which might certainly be produced +in the speculating world by a proper manipulation of the affairs. + +'You seem to think you couldn't get it taken up in your own country,' +said Melmotte. + +'There's not a doubt about getting it all taken up there. Our folk, +sir, are quick enough at the game; but you don't want them to teach +you, Mr Melmotte, that nothing encourages this kind of thing like +competition. When they hear at St. Louis and Chicago that the thing is +alive in London, they'll be alive there. And it's the same here, sir. +When they know that the stock is running like wildfire in America, +they'll make it run here too.' + +'How far have you got?' + +'What we've gone to work upon is a concession for making the line +from the United States Congress. We're to have the land for nothing, +of course, and a grant of one thousand acres round every station, the +stations to be twenty-five miles apart.' + +'And the land is to be made over to you,--when?' + +'When we have made the line up to the station.' Fisker understood +perfectly that Mr Melmotte did not ask the question in reference to +any value that he might attach to the possession of such lands, but to +the attractiveness of such a prospectus in the eyes of the outside +world of speculators. + +'And what do you want me to do, Mr Fisker?' + +'I want to have your name there,' he said. And he placed his finger +down on a spot on which it was indicated that there was, or was to be, +a chairman of an English Board of Directors, but with a space for the +name hitherto blank. + +'Who are to be your directors here, Mr Fisker?' + +'We should ask you to choose them, sir. Mr Paul Montague should be +one, and perhaps his friend Sir Felix Carbury might be another. We +could get probably one of the Directors of the City and West End. But +we would leave it all to you,--as also the amount of stock you would +like to take yourself. If you gave yourself to it, heart and soul, Mr +Melmotte, it would be the finest thing that there has been out for a +long time. There would be such a mass of stock!' + +'You have to back that with a certain amount of paid-up capital?' + +'We take care, sir, in the West not to cripple commerce too closely by +old-fashioned bandages. Look at what we've done already, sir, by +having our limbs pretty free. Look at our line, sir, right across the +continent, from San Francisco to New York. Look at--' + +'Never mind that, Mr Fisker. People wanted to go from New York to San +Francisco, and I don't know that they do want to go to Vera Cruz. But +I will look at it, and you shall hear from me.' The interview was over, +and Mr Fisker was contented with it. Had Mr Melmotte not intended at +least to think of it, he would not have given ten minutes to the +subject. After all, what was wanted from Mr Melmotte was little more +than his name, for the use of which Mr Fisker proposed that he should +receive from the speculative public two or three hundred thousand +pounds. + +At the end of a fortnight from the date of Mr Fisker's arrival in +London, the company was fully launched in England, with a body of +London directors, of whom Mr Melmotte was the chairman. Among the +directors were Lord Alfred Grendall, Sir Felix Carbury, Samuel +Cohenlupe, Esq., Member of Parliament for Staines, a gentleman of the +Jewish persuasion, Lord Nidderdale, who was also in Parliament, and Mr +Paul Montague. It may be thought that the directory was not strong, +and that but little help could be given to any commercial enterprise +by the assistance of Lord Alfred or Sir Felix,--but it was felt that Mr +Melmotte was himself so great a tower of strength that the fortune of +the Company,--as a company,--was made. + + + + +CHAPTER X - MR FISKER'S SUCCESS + + +Mr Fisker was fully satisfied with the progress he had made, but he +never quite succeeded in reconciling Paul Montague to the whole +transaction. Mr Melmotte was indeed so great a reality, such a fact in +the commercial world of London, that it was no longer possible for +such a one as Montague to refuse to believe in the scheme. Melmotte +had the telegraph at his command, and had been able to make as close +inquiries as though San Francisco and Salt Lake City had been suburbs +of London. He was chairman of the British branch of the Company, and +had had shares allocated to him,--or, as he said, to the house,--to the +extent of two millions of dollars. But still there was a feeling of +doubt, and a consciousness that Melmotte, though a tower of strength, +was thought by many to have been built upon the sands. + +Paul had now of course given his full authority to the work, much in +opposition to the advice of his old friend Roger Carbury,--and had come +up to live in town, that he might personally attend to the affairs of +the great railway. There was an office just behind the Exchange, with +two or three clerks and a secretary, the latter position being held by +Miles Grendall, Esq. Paul, who had a conscience in the matter and was +keenly alive to the fact that he was not only a director but was also +one of the firm of Fisker, Montague, and Montague which was +responsible for the whole affair, was grievously anxious to be really +at work, and would attend most inopportunely at the Company's offices. +Fisker, who still lingered in London, did his best to put a stop to +this folly, and on more than one occasion somewhat snubbed his +partner. 'My dear fellow, what's the use of your flurrying yourself? +In a thing of this kind, when it has once been set agoing, there is +nothing else to do. You may have to work your fingers off before you +can make it move, and then fail. But all that has been done for you. +If you go there on the Thursdays that's quite as much as you need do. +You don't suppose that such a man as Melmotte would put up with any +real interference.' Paul endeavoured to assert himself, declaring that +as one of the managers he meant to take a part in the management;--that +his fortune, such as it was, had been embarked in the matter, and was +as important to him as was Mr Melmotte's fortune to Mr Melmotte. But +Fisker got the better of him and put him down. 'Fortune! what fortune +had either of us? a few beggarly thousands of dollars not worth +talking of, and barely sufficient to enable a man to look at an +enterprise. And now where are you? Look here, sir;--there's more to be +got out of the smashing-up of such an affair as this, if it should +smash up, than could, be made by years of hard work out of such +fortunes as yours and mine in the regular way of trade.' + +Paul Montague certainly did not love Mr Fisker personally, nor did he +relish his commercial doctrines; but he allowed himself to be carried +away by them. 'When and how was I to have helped myself?' he wrote to +Roger Carbury. 'The money had been raised and spent before this man +came here at all. It's all very well to say that he had no right to do +it; but he had done it. I couldn't even have gone to law with him +without going over to California, and then I should have got no +redress.' Through it all he disliked Fisker, and yet Fisker had one +great merit which certainly recommended itself warmly to Montague's +appreciation. Though he denied the propriety of Paul's interference in +the business, he quite acknowledged Paul's right to a share in the +existing dash of prosperity. As to the real facts of the money affairs +of the firm he would tell Paul nothing. But he was well provided with +money himself, and took care that his partner should he in the same +position. He paid him all the arrears of his stipulated income up to +the present moment, and put him nominally into possession of a large +number of shares in the railway,--with, however, an understanding that +he was not to sell them till they had reached ten per cent. above par, +and that in any sale transacted he was to touch no other money than +the amount of profit which would thus accrue. What Melmotte was to be +allowed to do with his shares, he never heard. As far as Montague +could understand, Melmotte was in truth to be powerful over +everything. All this made the young man unhappy, restless, and +extravagant. He was living in London and had money at command, but he +never could rid himself of the fear that the whole affair might tumble +to pieces beneath his feet and that he might be stigmatised as one +among a gang of swindlers. + +We all know how, in such circumstances, by far the greater proportion +of a man's life will be given up to the enjoyments that are offered to +him and the lesser proportion to the cares, sacrifices, and sorrows. +Had this young director been describing to his intimate friend the +condition in which he found himself, he would have declared himself to +be distracted by doubts, suspicions, and fears till his life was a +burden to him. And yet they who were living with him at this time +found him to be a very pleasant fellow, fond of amusement, and +disposed to make the most of all the good things which came in his +way. Under the auspices of Sir Felix Carbury he had become a member of +the Beargarden, at which best of all possible clubs the mode of +entrance was as irregular as its other proceedings. When any young man +desired to come in who was thought to be unfit for its style of +living, it was shown to him that it would take three years before +his name could be brought up at the usual rate of vacancies; but in +regard to desirable companions the committee had a power of putting +them at the top of the list of candidates and bringing them in at +once. Paul Montague had suddenly become credited with considerable +commercial wealth and greater commercial influence. He sat at the same +Board with Melmotte and Melmotte's men; and was on this account +elected at the Beargarden without any of that harassing delay to which +other less fortunate candidates are subjected. + +And,--let it be said with regret, for Paul Montague was at heart honest +and well-conditioned,--he took to living a good deal at the Beargarden. +A man must dine somewhere, and everybody knows that a man dines +cheaper at his club than elsewhere. It was thus he reasoned with +himself. But Paul's dinners at the Beargarden were not cheap. He saw a +good deal of his brother directors, Sir Felix Carbury and Lord +Nidderdale, entertained Lord Alfred more than once at the club, and +had twice dined with his great chairman amidst all the magnificence of +merchant-princely hospitality in Grosvenor Square. It had indeed been +suggested to him by Mr Fisker that he also ought to enter himself for +the great Marie Melmotte plate. Lord Nidderdale had again declared his +intention of running, owing to considerable pressure put upon him by +certain interested tradesmen, and with this intention had become one +of the directors of the Mexican Railway Company. At the time, however, +of which we are now writing, Sir Felix was the favourite for the race +among fashionable circles generally. + +The middle of April had come, and Fisker was still in London. When +millions of dollars are at stake,--belonging perhaps to widows and +orphans, as Fisker remarked,--a man was forced to set his own +convenience on one side. But this devotion was not left without +reward, for Mr Fisker had 'a good time' in London. He also was made +free of the Beargarden, as an honorary member, and he also spent a +good deal of money. But there is this comfort in great affairs, that +whatever you spend on yourself can be no more than a trifle. Champagne +and ginger-beer are all the same when you stand to win or lose +thousands,--with this only difference, that champagne may have +deteriorating results which the more innocent beverage will not +produce. The feeling that the greatness of these operations relieved +them from the necessity of looking to small expenses operated in the +champagne direction, both on Fisker and Montague, and the result was +deleterious. The Beargarden, no doubt, was a more lively place than +Carbury Manor, but Montague found that he could not wake up on these +London mornings with thoughts as satisfactory as those which attended +his pillow at the old Manor House. + +On Saturday, the 19th of April, Fisker was to leave London on his +return to New York, and on the 18th a farewell dinner was to be given +to him at the club. Mr Melmotte was asked to meet him, and on such an +occasion all the resources of the club were to be brought forth. Lord +Alfred Grendall was also to be a guest, and Mr Cohenlupe, who went +about a good deal with Melmotte. Nidderdale, Carbury, Montague, and +Miles Grendall were members of the club, and gave the dinner. No +expense was spared. Herr Vossner purveyed the viands and wines,--and +paid for them. Lord Nidderdale took the chair, with Fisker on his +right hand, and Melmotte on his left, and, for a fast-going young +lord, was supposed to have done the thing well. There were only two +toasts drunk, to the healths of Mr Melmotte and Mr Fisker, and two +speeches were of course made by them. Mr Melmotte may have been held +to have clearly proved the genuineness of that English birth which he +claimed by the awkwardness and incapacity which he showed on the +occasion. He stood with his hands on the table and with his face +turned to his plate blurted out his assurance that the floating of +this railway company would be one of the greatest and most successful +commercial operations ever conducted on either side of the Atlantic. +It was a great thing,--a very great thing;--he had no hesitation in saying +that it was one of the greatest things out. He didn't believe a +greater thing had ever come out. He was happy to give his humble +assistance to the furtherance of so great a thing,--and so on. These +assertions, not varying much one from the other, he jerked out like so +many separate interjections, endeavouring to look his friends in the +face at each, and then turning his countenance back to his plate as +though seeking for inspiration for the next attempt. He was not +eloquent; but the gentlemen who heard him remembered that he was the +great Augustus Melmotte, that he might probably make them all rich +men, and they cheered him to the echo. Lord Alfred had reconciled +himself to be called by his Christian name, since he had been put in +the way of raising two or three hundred pounds on the security of +shares which were to be allotted to him, but of which in the flesh he +had as yet seen nothing. Wonderful are the ways of trade! If one can +only get the tip of one's little finger into the right pie, what noble +morsels, what rich esculents, will stick to it as it is extracted! + +When Melmotte sat down Fisker made his speech, and it was fluent, +fast, and florid. Without giving it word for word, which would be +tedious, I could not adequately set before the reader's eye the +speaker's pleasing picture of world-wide commercial love and harmony +which was to be produced by a railway from Salt Lake City to Vera +Cruz, nor explain the extent of gratitude from the world at large +which might be claimed by, and would finally be accorded to, the great +firms of Melmotte & Co, of London, and Fisker, Montague, and Montague +of San Francisco. Mr Fisker's arms were waved gracefully about. His +head was turned now this way and now that, but never towards his +plate. It was very well done. But there was more faith in one +ponderous word from Mr Melmotte's mouth than in all the American's +oratory. + +There was not one of them then present who had not after some fashion +been given to understand that his fortune was to be made, not by the +construction of the railway, but by the floating of the railway +shares. They had all whispered to each other their convictions on this +head. Even Montague did not beguile himself into an idea that he was +really a director in a company to be employed in the making and +working of a railway. People out of doors were to be advertised into +buying shares, and they who were so to say indoors were to have the +privilege of manufacturing the shares thus to be sold. That was to be +their work, and they all knew it. But now, as there were eight of them +collected together, they talked of humanity at large and of the coming +harmony of nations. + +After the first cigar, Melmotte withdrew, and Lord Alfred went with +him. Lord Alfred would have liked to remain, being a man who enjoyed +tobacco and soda-and-brandy,--but momentous days had come upon him, and +he thought well to cling to his Melmotte. Mr Samuel Cohenlupe also +went, not having taken a very distinguished part in the entertainment. +Then the young men were left alone, and it was soon proposed that they +should adjourn to the cardroom. It had been rather hoped that Fisker +would go with the elders. Nidderdale, who did not understand much +about the races of mankind, had his doubts whether the American +gentleman might not be a 'Heathen Chinee,' such as he had read of in +poetry. But Mr Fisker liked to have his amusement as well as did the +others, and went up resolutely into the cardroom. Here they were +joined by Lord Grasslough, and were very quickly at work, having +chosen loo as their game. Mr Fisker made an allusion to poker as a +desirable pastime, but Lord Nidderdale, remembering his poetry, shook +his head. 'Oh! bother,' he said, 'let's have some game that Christians +play.' Mr Fisker declared himself ready for any game,--irrespective of +religious prejudices. + +It must be explained that the gambling at the Beargarden had gone on +with very little interruption, and that on the whole Sir Felix Carbury +kept his luck. There had of course been vicissitudes, but his star had +been in the ascendant. For some nights together this had been so +continual that Mr Miles Grendall had suggested to his friend Lord +Grasslough that there must be foul play. Lord Grasslough, who had not +many good gifts, was, at least, not suspicious, and repudiated the +idea. 'We'll keep an eye on him,' Miles Grendall had said. 'You may do +as you like, but I'm not going to watch any one,' Grasslough had +replied. Miles 'had watched,' and had watched in vain, and it may as +well be said at once that Sir Felix, with all his faults, was not as +yet a blackleg. Both of them now owed Sir Felix a considerable sum of +money, as did also Dolly Longestaffe, who was not present on this +occasion. Latterly very little ready money had passed hands,--very +little in proportion to the sums which had been written down on paper,-- +though Sir Felix was still so well in funds as to feel himself +justified in repudiating any caution that his mother might give him. + +When I.O.U.'s have for some time passed freely in such a company as +that now assembled the sudden introduction of a stranger is very +disagreeable, particularly when that stranger intends to start for San +Francisco on the following morning. If it could be arranged that the +stranger should certainly lose, no doubt then he would be regarded as +a godsend. Such strangers have ready money in their pockets, a portion +of which would be felt to descend like a soft shower in a time of +drought. When these dealings in unsecured paper have been going on for +a considerable time real bank notes come to have a loveliness which +they never possessed before. But should the stranger win, then there +may arise complications incapable of any comfortable solution. In such +a state of things some Herr Vossner must be called in, whose terms are +apt to be ruinous. On this occasion things did not arrange themselves +comfortably. From the very commencement Fisker won, and quite a budget +of little papers fell into his possession, many of which were passed +to him from the hands of Sir Felix,--bearing, however, a 'G' intended to +stand for Grasslough, or an 'N' for Nidderdale, or a wonderful +hieroglyphic which was known at the Beargarden to mean D. L.,--or Dolly +Longestaffe, the fabricator of which was not present on the occasion. + +Then there was the M.G. of Miles Grendall, which was a species of +paper peculiarly plentiful and very unattractive on these commercial +occasions. Paul Montague hitherto had never given an I.O.U. at the +Beargarden,--nor of late had our friend Sir Felix. On the present +occasion Montague won, though not heavily. Sir Felix lost continually, +and was almost the only loser. But Mr Fisker won nearly all that was +lost. He was to start for Liverpool by train at 8.30 a.m., and at 6 +a.m., he counted up his bits of paper and found himself the winner of +about £600. 'I think that most of them came from you, Sir Felix,' he +said,--handing the bundle across the table. + +'I dare say they did, but they are all good against these other +fellows.' Then Fisker, with most perfect good humour, extracted one +from the mass which indicated Dolly Longestaffe's indebtedness to the +amount of £50. 'That's Longestaffe,' said Felix, 'and I'll change that +of course.' Then out of his pocket-book he extracted other minute +documents bearing that M.G. which was so little esteemed among them,-- +and so made up the sum. 'You seem to have £150 from Grasslough, £145 +from Nidderdale, and £322 10s from Grendall,' said the baronet. Then +Sir Felix got up as though he had paid his score. Fisker, with smiling +good humour, arranged the little bits of paper before him and looked +round upon the company. + +'This won't do, you know,' said Nidderdale. 'Mr Fisker must have his +money before he leaves. You've got it, Carbury.' + +'Of course he has,' said Grasslough. + +'As it happens, I have not,' said Sir Felix,--'but what if I had?' + +'Mr Fisker starts for New York immediately,' said Lord Nidderdale. 'I +suppose we can muster £600 among us. Ring the bell for Vossner. I +think Carbury ought to pay the money as he lost it, and we didn't +expect to have our I.O.U.'s brought up in this way.' + +'Lord Nidderdale,' said Sir Felix, 'I have already said that I have +not got the money about me. Why should I have it more than you, +especially as I knew I had I.O.U.'s more than sufficient to meet +anything I could lose when I sat down?' + +'Mr Fisker must have his money at any rate,' said Lord Nidderdale, +ringing the bell again. + +'It doesn't matter one straw, my lord,' said the American. 'Let it be +sent to me to Frisco, in a bill, my lord.' And so he got up to take +his hat, greatly to the delight of Miles Grendall. + +But the two young lords would not agree to this. 'If you must go this +very minute I'll meet you at the train with the money,' said +Nidderdale. Fisker begged that no such trouble should be taken. Of +course he would wait ten minutes if they wished. But the affair was +one of no consequence. Wasn't the post running every day? Then Herr +Vossner came from his bed, suddenly arrayed in a dressing-gown, and +there was a conference in a corner between him, the two lords, and Mr +Grendall. In a very few minutes Herr Vossner wrote a cheque for the +amount due by the lords, but he was afraid that he had not money at +his banker's sufficient for the greater claim. It was well understood +that Herr Vossner would not advance money to Mr Grendall unless others +would pledge themselves for the amount. + +'I suppose I'd better send you a bill over to America,' said Miles +Grendall, who had taken no part in the matter as long as he was in the +same boat with the lords. + +'Just so. My partner, Montague, will tell you the address.' Then +bustling off, taking an affectionate adieu of Paul, shaking hands with +them all round, and looking as though he cared nothing for the money, +he took his leave. 'One cheer for the South Central Pacific and +Mexican Railway,' he, said as he went out of the room. Not one there +had liked Fisker. His manners were not as their manners; his waistcoat +not as their waistcoats. He smoked his cigar after a fashion different +from theirs, and spat upon the carpet. He said 'my lord' too often, +and grated their prejudices equally whether he treated them with +familiarity or deference. But he had behaved well about the money, and +they felt that they were behaving badly. Sir Felix was the immediate +offender, as he should have understood that he was not entitled to pay +a stranger with documents which, by tacit contract, were held to be +good among themselves. But there was no use now in going back to that. +Something must be done. + +'Vossner must get the money,' said Nidderdale. 'Let's have him up +again.' + +'I don't think it's my fault,' said Miles. 'Of course no one thought +he was to be called upon in this sort of way.' + +'Why shouldn't you be called upon?' said Carbury. 'You acknowledge +that you owe the money.' + +'I think Carbury ought to have paid it,' said Grasslough. + +'Grassy, my boy,' said the baronet, 'your attempts at thinking are +never worth much. Why was I to suppose that a stranger would be +playing among us? Had you a lot of ready money with you to pay if you +had lost it? I don't always walk about with six hundred pounds in my +pocket;--nor do you!' + +'It's no good jawing,' said Nidderdale. 'let's get the money.' Then +Montague offered to undertake the debt himself, saying that there were +money transactions between him and his partner. But this could not be +allowed. He had only lately come among them, had as yet had no dealing +in I.O.U.'s, and was the last man in the company who ought to be made +responsible for the impecuniosity of Miles Grendall. He, the +impecunious one,--the one whose impecuniosity extended to the absolute +want of credit,--sat silent, stroking his heavy moustache. + +There was a second conference between Herr Vossner and the two lords, +in another room, which ended in the preparation of a document by which +Miles Grendall undertook to pay to Herr Vossner £450 at the end of +three months, and this was endorsed by the two lords, by Sir Felix, +and by Paul Montague; and in return for this the German produced £322 +10s. in notes and gold. This had taken some considerable time. Then a +cup of tea was prepared and swallowed; after which Nidderdale, with +Montague, started off to meet Fisker at the railway station. 'It'll +only be a trifle over £100 each,' said Nidderdale, in the cab. + +'Won't Mr Grendall pay it?' + +'Oh, dear no. How the devil should he?' + +'Then he shouldn't play.' + +'That'd be hard, on him, poor fellow. If you went to his uncle the +duke, I suppose you could get it. Or Buntingford might put it right +for you. Perhaps he might win, you know, some day, and then he'd make +it square. He'd be fair enough if he had it. Poor Miles!' + +They found Fisker wonderfully brilliant with bright rugs, and +greatcoats with silk linings. 'We've brought you the tin,' said +Nidderdale, accosting him on the platform. + +'Upon my word, my lord, I'm sorry you have taken so much trouble about +such a trifle.' + +'A man should always have his money when he wins.' + +'We don't think anything about such little matters at Frisco, my +lord.' + +'You're fine fellows at Frisco, I dare say. Here we pay up when we +can. Sometimes we can't, and then it is not pleasant.' Fresh adieus +were made between the two partners, and between the American and the +lord,--and then Fisker was taken off on his way towards Frisco. + +'He's not half a bad fellow, but he's not a bit like an Englishman,' +said Lord Nidderdale, as he walked out of the station. + + + + +CHAPTER XI - LADY CARBURY AT HOME + + +During the last six weeks Lady Carbury had lived a life of very mixed +depression and elevation. Her great work had come out,--the 'Criminal +Queens,'--and had been very widely reviewed. In this matter it had been +by no means all pleasure, inasmuch as many very hard words had been +said of her. In spite of the dear friendship between herself and Mr +Alf, one of Mr Alf's most sharp-nailed subordinates had been set upon +her book, and had pulled it to pieces with almost rabid malignity. One +would have thought that so slight a thing could hardly have been +worthy of such protracted attention. Error after error was laid bare +with merciless prolixity. No doubt the writer of the article must have +had all history at his finger-ends, as in pointing out the various +mistakes made he always spoke of the historical facts which had been +misquoted, misdated, or misrepresented, as being familiar in all their +bearings to every schoolboy of twelve years old. The writer of the +criticism never suggested the idea that he himself, having been fully +provided with books of reference, and having learned the art of +finding in them what he wanted at a moment's notice, had, as he went +on with his work, checked off the blunders without any more permanent +knowledge of his own than a housekeeper has of coals when she counts +so many sacks into the coal-cellar. He spoke of the parentage of one +wicked ancient lady, and the dates of the frailties of another, with +an assurance intended to show that an exact knowledge of all these +details abided with him always. He must have been a man of vast and +varied erudition, and his name was Jones. The world knew him not, but +his erudition was always there at the command of Mr Alf,--and his +cruelty. The greatness of Mr Alf consisted in this, that he always had +a Mr Jones or two ready to do his work for him. It was a great +business, this of Mr Alf's, for he had his Jones also for philology, +for science, for poetry, for politics, as well as for history, and one +special Jones, extraordinarily accurate and very well posted up in his +references, entirely devoted to the Elizabethan drama. + +There is the review intended to sell a book,--which comes out +immediately after the appearance of the book, or sometimes before it; +the review which gives reputation, but does not affect the sale, and +which comes a little later; the review which snuffs a book out +quietly; the review which is to raise or lower the author a single +peg, or two pegs, as the case may be; the review which is suddenly to +make an author, and the review which is to crush him. An exuberant +Jones has been known before now to declare aloud that he would crush a +man, and a self-confident Jones has been known to declare that he has +accomplished the deed. Of all reviews, the crushing review is the most +popular, as being the most readable. When the rumour goes abroad that +some notable man has been actually crushed,--been positively driven over +by an entire Juggernaut's car of criticism till his literary body be a +mere amorphous mass,--then a real success has been achieved, and the Alf +of the day has done a great thing; but even the crushing of a poor +Lady Carbury, if it be absolute, is effective. Such a review will not +make all the world call for the 'Evening Pulpit', but it will cause +those who do take the paper to be satisfied with their bargain. +Whenever the circulation of such a paper begins to slacken, the +proprietors should, as a matter of course, admonish their Alf to add a +little power to the crushing department. + +Lady Carbury had been crushed by the 'Evening Pulpit.' We may fancy +that it was easy work, and that Mr Alf's historical Mr Jones was not +forced to fatigue himself by the handling of many books of reference. +The errors did lie a little near the surface; and the whole scheme of +the work, with its pandering to bad tastes by pretended revelations of +frequently fabulous crime, was reprobated in Mr Jones's very best +manner. But the poor authoress, though utterly crushed, and reduced to +little more than literary pulp for an hour or two, was not destroyed. +On the following morning she went to her publishers, and was closeted +for half an hour with the senior partner, Mr Leadham. 'I've got it all +in black and white,' she said, full of the wrong which had been done +her, 'and can prove him to be wrong. It was in 1522 that the man first +came to Paris, and he couldn't have been her lover before that. I got +it all out of the "Biographie Universelle." I'll write to Mr Alf +myself,--a letter to be published, you know.' + +'Pray don't do anything of the kind, Lady Carbury.' + +'I can prove that I'm right.' + +'And they can prove that you're wrong.' + +'I've got all the facts--and the figures.' + +Mr Leadham did not care a straw for facts or figures,--had no opinion +of his own whether the lady or the reviewer were right; but he knew +very well that the 'Evening Pulpit' would surely get the better of any +mere author in such a contention. 'Never fight the newspapers, Lady +Carbury. Who ever yet got any satisfaction by that kind of thing? +It's their business, and you are not used to it.' + +'And Mr Alf my particular friend! It does seem so hard,' said Lady +Carbury, wiping hot tears from her cheeks. + +'It won't do us the least harm, Lady Carbury.' + +'It'll stop the sale?' + +'Not much. A book of that sort couldn't hope to go on very long, you +know. The "Breakfast Table" gave it an excellent lift, and came just +at the right time. I rather like the notice in the "Pulpit," myself.' + +'Like it!' said Lady Carbury, still suffering in every fibre of her +self-love from the soreness produced by those Juggernaut's car-wheels. + +'Anything is better than indifference, Lady Carbury. A great many +people remember simply that the book has been noticed, but carry away +nothing as to the purport of the review. It's a very good +advertisement.' + +'But to be told that I have got to learn the A B C of history after +working as I have worked!' + +'That's a mere form of speech, Lady Carbury.' + +'You think the book has done pretty well?' + +'Pretty well;--just about what we hoped, you know.' + +'There'll be something coming to me, Mr Leadham?' + +Mr Leadham sent for a ledger, and turned over a few pages and ran up a +few figures, and then scratched his head. There would be something, +but Lady Carbury was not to imagine that it could be very much. It did +not often happen that a great deal could be made by a first book. +Nevertheless, Lady Carbury, when she left the publisher's shop, did +carry a cheque with her. She was smartly dressed and looked very well, +and had smiled on Mr Leadham. Mr Leadham, too, was no more than man, +and had written--a small cheque. + +Mr Alf certainly had behaved badly to her; but both Mr Broune, of the +'Breakfast Table' and Mr Booker of the 'Literary Chronicle' had been +true to her interests. Lady Carbury had, as she promised, 'done' Mr +Booker's 'New Tale of a Tub' in the 'Breakfast Table.' That is, she +had been allowed, as a reward for looking into Mr Broune's eyes, and +laying her soft hand on Mr Broune's sleeve, and suggesting to Mr +Broune that no one understood her so well as he did, to bedaub Mr +Booker's very thoughtful book in a very thoughtless fashion,--and to be +paid for her work. What had been said about his work in the 'Breakfast +Table' had been very distasteful to poor Mr Booker. It grieved his +inner contemplative intelligence that such rubbish should be thrown +upon him; but in his outside experience of life he knew that even the +rubbish was valuable, and that he must pay for it in the manner to +which he had unfortunately become accustomed. So Mr Booker himself +wrote the article on the 'Criminal Queens' in the 'Literary +Chronicle,' knowing that what he wrote would also be rubbish. +'Remarkable vivacity.' 'Power of delineating character.' 'Excellent +choice of subject.' 'Considerable intimacy with the historical details +of various periods.' 'The literary world would be sure to hear of Lady +Carbury again.' The composition of the review, together with the +reading of the book, consumed altogether perhaps an hour of Mr +Booker's time. He made no attempt to cut the pages, but here and there +read those that were open. He had done this kind of thing so often, +that he knew well what he was about. He could have reviewed such a +book when he was three parts asleep. When the work was done he threw +down his pen and uttered a deep sigh. He felt it to be hard upon him +that he should be compelled, by the exigencies of his position, to +descend so low in literature; but it did not occur to him to reflect +that in fact he was not compelled, and that he was quite at liberty to +break stones, or to starve honestly, if no other honest mode of +carrying on his career was open to him. 'If I didn't, somebody else +would,' he said to himself. + +But the review in the 'Morning Breakfast Table' was the making of Lady +Carbury's book, as far as it ever was made. Mr Broune saw the lady +after the receipt of the letter given in the first chapter of this +Tale, and was induced to make valuable promises which had been fully +performed. Two whole columns had been devoted to the work, and the +world had been assured that no more delightful mixture of amusement +and instruction had ever been concocted than Lady Carbury's 'Criminal +Queens.' It was the very book that had been wanted for years. It was a +work of infinite research and brilliant imagination combined. There +had been no hesitation in the laying on of the paint. At that last +meeting Lady Carbury had been very soft, very handsome, and very +winning; Mr Broune had given the order with good will, and it had been +obeyed in the same feeling. + +Therefore, though the crushing had been very real, there had also been +some elation; and as a net result, Lady Carbury was disposed to think +that her literary career might yet be a success. Mr Leadham's cheque +had been for a small amount, but it might probably lead the way to +something better. People at any rate were talking about her, and her +Tuesday evenings at home were generally full. But her literary life, +and her literary successes, her flirtations with Mr Broune, her +business with Mr Booker, and her crushing by Mr Alf's Mr Jones, were +after all but adjuncts to that real inner life of hers of which the +absorbing interest was her son. And with regard to him too she was +partly depressed, and partly elated, allowing her hopes however to +dominate her fears. There was very much to frighten her. Even the +moderate reform in the young man's expenses which had been effected +under dire necessity had been of late abandoned. Though he never told +her anything, she became aware that during the last month of the +hunting season he had hunted nearly every day. She knew, too, that he +had a horse up in town. She never saw him but once in the day, when +she visited him in his bed about noon, and was aware that he was +always at his club throughout the night. She knew that he was +gambling, and she hated gambling as being of all pastimes the most +dangerous. But she knew that he had ready money for his immediate +purposes, and that two or three tradesmen who were gifted with a +peculiar power of annoying their debtors, had ceased to trouble her in +Welbeck Street. For the present, therefore, she consoled herself by +reflecting that his gambling was successful. But her elation sprang +from a higher source than this. From all that she could hear, she +thought it likely that Felix would carry off the great prize; and then,-- +should he do that,--what a blessed son would he have been to her! How +constantly in her triumph would she be able to forget all his vices, +his debts, his gambling, his late hours, and his cruel treatment of +herself! As she thought of it the bliss seemed to be too great for the +possibility of realisation. She was taught to understand that £10,000 +a year, to begin with, would be the least of it; and that the ultimate +wealth might probably be such as to make Sir Felix Carbury the richest +commoner in England. In her very heart of hearts she worshipped +wealth, but desired it for him rather than for herself. Then her mind +ran away to baronies and earldoms, and she was lost in the coming +glories of the boy whose faults had already nearly engulfed her in his +own ruin. + +And she had another ground for elation, which comforted her much, +though elation from such a cause was altogether absurd. She had +discovered that her son had become a Director of the South Central +Pacific and Mexican Railway Company. She must have known,--she certainly +did know,--that Felix, such as he was, could not lend assistance by his +work to any company or commercial enterprise in the world. She was +aware that there was some reason for such a choice hidden from the +world, and which comprised and conveyed a falsehood. A ruined baronet +of five-and-twenty, every hour of whose life since he had been left to +go alone had been loaded with vice and folly,--whose egregious +misconduct warranted his friends in regarding him as one incapable of +knowing what principle is,--of what service could he be, that he should +be made a Director? But Lady Carbury, though she knew that he could be +of no service, was not at all shocked. She was now able to speak up a +little for her boy, and did not forget to send the news by post to +Roger Carbury. And her son sat at the same Board with Mr Melmotte! +What an indication was this of coming triumphs! + +Fisker had started, as the reader will perhaps remember, on the +morning of Saturday 19th April, leaving Sir Felix at the Club at about +seven in the morning. All that day his mother was unable to see him. +She found him asleep in his room at noon and again at two; and when +she sought him again he had flown. But on the Sunday she caught him. +'I hope,' she said, 'you'll stay at home on Tuesday evening.' Hitherto +she had never succeeded in inducing him to grace her evening parties +by his presence. + +'All your people are coming! You know, mother, it is such an awful +bore.' + +'Madame Melmotte and her daughter will be here.' + +'One looks such a fool carrying on that kind of thing in one's own +house. Everybody sees that it has been contrived. And it is such a +pokey, stuffy little place!' + +Then Lady Carbury spoke out her mind. 'Felix, I think you must be a +fool. I have given over ever expecting that you would do anything to +please me. I sacrifice everything for you and I do not even hope for a +return. But when I am doing everything to advance your own interests, +when I am working night and day to rescue you from ruin, I think you +might at any rate help a little,--not for me of course, but for +yourself.' + +'I don't know what you mean by working day and night. I don't want you +to work day and night.' + +'There is hardly a young man in London that is not thinking of this +girl, and you have chances that none of them have. I am told they are +going out of town at Whitsuntide, and that she's to meet Lord +Nidderdale down in the country.' + +'She can't endure Nidderdale. She says so herself.' + +'She will do as she is told,--unless she can be made to be downright in +love with some one like yourself. Why not ask her at once on +Tuesday?' + +'If I'm to do it at all I must do it after my own fashion. I'm not +going to be driven.' + +'Of course if you will not take the trouble to be here to see her when +she comes to your own house, you cannot expect her to think that you +really love her.' + +'Love her! what a bother there is about loving! Well;--I'll look in. +What time do the animals come to feed?' + +'There will be no feeding. Felix, you are so heartless and so cruel +that I sometimes think I will make up my mind to let you go your own +way and never to speak to you again. My friends will be here about +ten;--I should say from ten till twelve. I think you should be here to +receive her, not later than ten.' + +'If I can get my dinner out of my throat by that time, I will come.' + +When the Tuesday came, the over-driven young man did contrive to get +his dinner eaten, and his glass of brandy sipped, and his cigar +smoked, and perhaps his game of billiards played, so as to present +himself in his mother's drawing-room not long after half-past ten. +Madame Melmotte and her daughter were already there,--and many others, +of whom the majority were devoted to literature. Among them Mr Alf was +in the room, and was at this very moment discussing Lady Carbury's +book with Mr Booker. He had been quite graciously received, as though +he had not authorised the crushing. Lady Carbury had given him her +hand with that energy of affection with which she was wont to welcome +her literary friends, and had simply thrown one glance of appeal into +his eyes as she looked into his face,--as though asking him how he had +found it in his heart to be so cruel to one so tender, so unprotected, +so innocent as herself. 'I cannot stand this kind of thing,' said Mr +Alf, to Mr Booker. 'There's a regular system of touting got abroad, +and I mean to trample it down.' + +'If you're strong enough,' said Mr Booker. + +'Well, I think I am. I'm strong enough, at any rate, to show that I'm +not afraid to lead the way. I've the greatest possible regard for our +friend here,--but her book is a bad book, a thoroughly rotten book, an +unblushing compilation from half-a-dozen works of established +reputation, in pilfering from which she has almost always managed to +misapprehend her facts, and to muddle her dates. Then she writes to me +and asks me to do the best I can for her. I have done the best I +could.' + +Mr Alf knew very well what Mr Booker had done, and Mr Booker was aware +of the extent of Mr Alf's knowledge. 'What you say is all very right,' +said Mr Booker; 'only you want a different kind of world to live in.' + +'Just so;--and therefore we must make it different. I wonder how our +friend Broune felt when he saw that his critic had declared that the +"Criminal Queens" was the greatest historical work of modern days.' + +'I didn't see the notice. There isn't much in the book, certainly, as +far as I have looked at it. I should have said that violent censure or +violent praise would be equally thrown away upon it. One doesn't want +to break a butterfly on the wheel;--especially a friendly butterfly.' + +'As to the friendship, it should be kept separate. That's my idea,' +said Mr Alf, moving away. + +'I'll never forget what you've done for me,--never!' said Lady Carbury, +holding Mr Broune's hand for a moment, as she whispered to him. + +'Nothing more than my duty,' said he, smiling. + +'I hope you'll learn to know that a woman can really be grateful,' she +replied. Then she let go his hand and moved away to some other guest. +There was a dash of true sincerity in what she had said. Of enduring +gratitude it may be doubtful whether she was capable: but at this +moment she did feel that Mr Broune had done much for her, and that she +would willingly make him some return of friendship. Of any feeling of +another sort, of any turn at the moment towards flirtation, of any +idea of encouragement to a gentleman who had once acted as though he +were her lover, she was absolutely innocent. She had forgotten that +little absurd episode in their joint lives. She was at any rate too +much in earnest at the present moment to think about it. But it was +otherwise with Mr Broune. He could not quite make up his mind whether +the lady was or was not in love with him,--or whether, if she were, it +was incumbent on him to indulge her;--and if so, in what manner. Then as +he looked after her, he told himself that she was certainly very +beautiful, that her figure was distinguished, that her income was +certain, and her rank considerable. Nevertheless, Mr Broune knew of +himself that he was not a marrying man. He had made up his mind that +marriage would not suit his business, and he smiled to himself as he +reflected how impossible it was that such a one as Lady Carbury should +turn him from his resolution. + +'I am so glad that you have come to-night, Mr Alf,' Lady Carbury said +to the high-minded editor of the 'Evening Pulpit.' + +'Am I not always glad to come, Lady Carbury?' + +'You are very good. But I feared--' + +'Feared what, Lady Carbury?' + +'That you might perhaps have felt that I should be unwilling to +welcome you after,--well, after the compliments of last Thursday.' + +'I never allow the two things to join themselves together. You see, +Lady Carbury, I don't write all these things myself.' + +'No indeed. What a bitter creature you would be if you did.' + +'To tell the truth, I never write any of them. Of course we endeavour +to get people whose judgments we can trust, and if, as in this case, +it should unfortunately happen that the judgment of our critic should +be hostile to the literary pretensions of a personal friend of my own, +I can only lament the accident, and trust that my friend may have +spirit enough to divide me as an individual from that Mr Alf who has +the misfortune to edit a newspaper.' + +'It is because you have so trusted me that I am obliged to you,' said +Lady Carbury with her sweetest smile. She did not believe a word that +Mr Alf had said to her. She thought, and thought rightly, that Mr +Alf's Mr Jones had taken direct orders from his editor, as to his +treatment of the 'Criminal Queens.' But she remembered that she +intended to write another book, and that she might perhaps conquer +even Mr Alf by spirit and courage under her present infliction. + +It was Lady Carbury's duty on the occasion to say pretty things to +everybody. And she did her duty. But in the midst of it all she was +ever thinking of her son and Marie Melmotte, and she did at last +venture to separate the girl from her mother. Marie herself was not +unwilling to be talked to by Sir Felix. He had never bullied her, had +never seemed to scorn her; and then he was so beautiful! She, poor +girl, bewildered among various suitors, utterly confused by the life +to which she was introduced, troubled by fitful attacks of admonition +from her father, who would again, fitfully, leave her unnoticed for a +week at a time; with no trust in her pseudo-mother--for poor Marie, had +in truth been born before her father had been a married man, and had +never known what was her own mother's fate,--with no enjoyment in her +present life, had come solely to this conclusion, that it would be +well for her to be taken away somewhere by somebody. Many a varied +phase of life had already come in her way. She could just remember the +dirty street in the German portion of New York in which she had been +born and had lived for the first four years of her life, and could +remember too the poor, hardly-treated woman who had been her mother. +She could remember being at sea, and her sickness,--but could not quite +remember whether that woman had been with her. Then she had run about +the streets of Hamburg, and had sometimes been very hungry, sometimes +in rags,--and she had a dim memory of some trouble into which her father +had fallen, and that he was away from her for a time. She had up to +the present splendid moment her own convictions about that absence, +but she had never mentioned them to a human being. Then her father had +married her present mother in Frankfort. That she could remember +distinctly, as also the rooms in which she was then taken to live, and +the fact that she was told that from henceforth she was to be a +Jewess. But there had soon come another change. They went from +Frankfort to Paris, and there they were all Christians. From that time +they had lived in various apartments in the French capital, but had +always lived well. Sometimes there had been a carriage, sometimes +there had been none. And then there came a time in which she was grown +woman enough to understand that her father was being much talked +about. Her father to her had always been alternately capricious and +indifferent rather than cross or cruel, but, just at this period he +was cruel both to her and to his wife. And Madame Melmotte would weep +at times and declare that they were all ruined. Then, at a moment, +they burst out into sudden splendour at Paris. There was an hotel, +with carriages and horses almost unnumbered;--and then there came to +their rooms a crowd of dark, swarthy, greasy men, who were entertained +sumptuously; but there were few women. At this time Marie was hardly +nineteen, and young enough in manner and appearance to be taken for +seventeen. Suddenly again she was told that she was to be taken to +London, and the migration had been effected with magnificence. She was +first taken to Brighton, where the half of an hotel had been hired, +and had then been brought to Grosvenor Square, and at once thrown into +the matrimonial market. No part of her life had been more +disagreeable to her, more frightful, than the first months in which +she had been trafficked for by the Nidderdales and Grassloughs. She +had been too frightened, too much of a coward to object to anything +proposed to her, but still had been conscious of a desire to have some +hand in her own future destiny. Luckily for her, the first attempts at +trafficking with the Nidderdales and Grassloughs had come to nothing; +and at length she was picking up a little courage, and was beginning +to feel that it might be possible to prevent a disposition of herself +which did not suit her own tastes. She was also beginning to think +that there might be a disposition of herself which would suit her own +tastes. + +Felix Carbury was standing leaning against a wall, and she was seated +on a chair close to him. 'I love you better than anyone in the world,' +he said, speaking plainly enough for her to hear, perhaps indifferent +as to the hearing of others. + +'Oh, Sir Felix, pray do not talk like that.' + +'You knew that before. Now I want you to say whether you will be my +wife.' + +'How can I answer that myself? Papa settles everything.' + +'May I go to papa?' + +'You may if you like,' she replied in a very low whisper. It was thus +that the greatest heiress of the day, the greatest heiress of any day +if people spoke truly, gave herself away to a man without a penny. + + + + +CHAPTER XII - SIR FELIX IN HIS MOTHER'S HOUSE + + +When all her friends were gone Lady Carbury looked about for her son,-- +not expecting to find him, for she knew how punctual was his nightly +attendance at the Beargarden, but still with some faint hope that he +might have remained on this special occasion to tell her of his +fortune. She had watched the whispering, had noticed the cool +effrontery with which Felix had spoken,--for without hearing the words +she had almost known the very moment in which he was asking,--and had +seen the girl's timid face, and eyes turned to the ground, and the +nervous twitching of her hands as she replied. As a woman, +understanding such things, who had herself been wooed, who had at +least dreamed of love, she had greatly disapproved her son's manner. +But yet, if it might be successful, if the girl would put up with +love-making so slight as that, and if the great Melmotte would accept +in return for his money a title so modest as that of her son, how +glorious should her son be to her in spite of his indifference! + +'I heard him leave the house before the Melmottes went,' said +Henrietta, when the mother spoke of going up to her son's bedroom. + +'He might have stayed to-night. Do you think he asked her?' + +'How can I say, mamma?' + +'I should have thought you would have been anxious about your brother. +I feel sure he did,--and that she accepted him.' + +'If so I hope he will be good to her. I hope he loves her.' + +'Why shouldn't he love her as well as any one else? A girl need not be +odious because she has money. There is nothing disagreeable about +her.' + +'No,--nothing disagreeable. I do not know that she is especially +attractive.' + +'Who is? I don't see anybody specially attractive. It seems to me you +are quite indifferent about Felix.' + +'Do not say that, mamma.' + +'Yes you are. You don't understand all that he might be with this +girl's fortune, and what he must be unless he gets money by marriage. +He is eating us both up.' + +'I wouldn't let him do that, mamma.' + +'It's all very well to say that, but I have some heart. I love him. I +could not see him starve. Think what he might be with £20,000 a-year!' + +'If he is to marry for that only, I cannot think that they will be +happy.' + +'You had better go to bed, Henrietta. You never say a word to comfort +me in all my troubles.' + +Then Henrietta went to bed, and Lady Carbury absolutely sat up the +whole night waiting for her son, in order that she might hear his +tidings. She went up to her room, disembarrassed herself of her +finery, and wrapped herself in a white dressing-gown. As she sat +opposite to her glass, relieving her head from its garniture of false +hair, she acknowledged to herself that age was coming on her. She +could hide the unwelcome approach by art,--hide it more completely than +can most women of her age; but, there it was, stealing on her with +short grey hairs over her ears and around her temples, with little +wrinkles round her eyes easily concealed by objectionable cosmetics, +and a look of weariness round the mouth which could only be removed by +that self-assertion of herself which practice had made always possible +to her in company, though it now so frequently deserted her when she +was alone. + +But she was not a woman to be unhappy because she was growing old. Her +happiness, like that of most of us, was ever in the future,--never +reached but always coming. She, however, had not looked for happiness +to love and loveliness, and need not therefore be disappointed on that +score. She had never really determined what it was that might make her +happy,--having some hazy aspiration after social distinction and +literary fame, in which was ever commingled solicitude respecting +money. But at the present moment her great fears and her great hopes +were centred on her son. She would not care how grey might be her +hair, or how savage might be Mr Alf, if her Felix were to marry this +heiress. On the other hand, nothing that pearl-powder or the 'Morning +Breakfast Table' could do would avail anything, unless he could be +extricated from the ruin that now surrounded him. So she went down +into the dining-room, that she might be sure to hear the key in the +door, even should she sleep, and waited for him with a volume of +French memoirs in her hand. + +Unfortunate woman! she might have gone to bed and have been duly +called about her usual time, for it was past eight and the full +staring daylight shone into her room when Felix's cab brought him to +the door. The night had been very wretched to her. She had slept, and +the fire had sunk nearly to nothing and had refused to become again +comfortable. She could not keep her mind to her book, and while she +was awake the time seemed to be everlasting. And then it was so +terrible to her that he should be gambling at such hours as these! Why +should he desire to gamble if this girl's fortune was ready to fall +into his hands? Fool, to risk his health, his character, his beauty, +the little money which at this moment of time might be so +indispensable to his great project, for the chance of winning +something which in comparison with Marie Melmotte's money must be +despicable! But at last he came! She waited patiently till he had +thrown aside his hat and coat, and then she appeared at the +dining-room door. She had studied her part for the occasion. She would +not say a harsh word, and now she endeavoured to meet him with a +smile. 'Mother,' he said, 'you up at this hour!' His face was flushed, +and she thought that there was some unsteadiness in his gait. She had +never seen him tipsy, and it would be doubly terrible to her if such +should be his condition. + +'I could not go to bed till I had seen you.' + +'Why not? why should you want to see me? I'll go to bed now. There'll +be plenty of time by-and-by.' + +'Is anything the matter, Felix?' + +'Matter,--what should be the matter? There's been a gentle row among the +fellows at the club;--that's all. I had to tell Grasslough a bit of my +mind, and he didn't like it. I didn't mean that he should.' + +'There is not going to be any fighting, Felix?' + +'What, duelling; oh no,--nothing so exciting as that. Whether somebody +may not have to kick somebody is more than I can say at present. You +must let me go to bed now, for I am about used up.' + +'What did Marie Melmotte say to you?' + +'Nothing particular.' And he stood with his hand on the door as he +answered her. + +'And what did you say to her?' + +'Nothing particular. Good heavens, mother, do you think that a man is +in a condition to talk about such stuff as that at eight o'clock in +the morning, when he has been up all night?' + +'If you knew all that I suffer on your behalf you would speak a word +to me,' she said, imploring him, holding him by the arm, and looking +into his purple face and bloodshot eyes. She was sure that he had been +drinking. She could smell it in his breath. + +'I must go to the old fellow, of course.' + +'She told you to go to her father?' + +'As far as I remember, that was about it. Of course, he means to +settle it as he likes. I should say that it's ten to one against me.' +Pulling himself away with some little roughness from his mother's +hold, he made his way up to his own bedroom, occasionally stumbling +against the stairs. + +Then the heiress herself had accepted her son! If so, surely the thing +might be done. Lady Carbury recalled to mind her old conviction that a +daughter may always succeed in beating a hard-hearted parent in a +contention about marriage, if she be well in earnest. But then the +girl must be really in earnest, and her earnestness will depend on +that of her lover. In this case, however, there was as yet no reason +for supposing that the great man would object. As far as outward signs +went, the great man had shown some partiality for her son. No doubt it +was Mr Melmotte who had made Sir Felix a director of the great +American Company. Felix had also been kindly received in Grosvenor +Square. And then Sir Felix was Sir Felix,--a real baronet. Mr Melmotte +had no doubt endeavoured to catch this and that lord; but, failing a +lord, why should he not content himself with a baronet? Lady Carbury +thought that her son wanted nothing but money to make him an +acceptable suitor to such a father-in-law as Mr Melmotte;--not money in +the funds, not a real fortune, not so many thousands a-year that could +be settled;--the man's own enormous wealth rendered this unnecessary but +such a one as Mr Melmotte would not like outward palpable signs of +immediate poverty. There should be means enough for present sleekness +and present luxury. He must have a horse to ride, and rings and coats +to wear, and bright little canes to carry, and above all the means of +making presents. He must not be seen to be poor. Fortunately, most +fortunately, Chance had befriended him lately and had given him some +ready money. But if he went on gambling Chance would certainly take it +all away again. For aught that the poor mother knew, Chance might have +done so already. And then again, it was indispensable that he should +abandon the habit of play--at any rate for the present, while his +prospects depended on the good opinions of Mr Melmotte. Of course such +a one as Mr Melmotte could not like gambling at a club, however much +he might approve of it in the City. Why, with such a preceptor to help +him, should not Felix learn to do his gambling on the Exchange, or +among the brokers, or in the purlieus of the Bank? Lady Carbury would +at any rate instigate him to be diligent in his position as director +of the Great Mexican Railway,--which position ought to be the beginning +to him of a fortune to be made on his own account. But what hope could +there be for him if he should take to drink? Would not all hopes be +over with Mr Melmotte should he ever learn that his daughter's lover +reached home and tumbled upstairs to bed between eight and nine +o'clock in the morning? + +She watched for his appearance on the following day, and began at once +on the subject. + +'Do you know, Felix, I think I shall go down to your cousin Roger for +Whitsuntide.' + +'To Carbury Manor!' said he, as he eat some devilled kidneys which the +cook had been specially ordered to get for his breakfast. 'I thought +you found it so dull that you didn't mean to go there any more.' + +'I never said so, Felix. And now I have a great object.' + +'What will Hetta do?' + +'Go too--why shouldn't she?' + +'Oh; I didn't know. I thought that perhaps she mightn't like it.' + +'I don't see why she shouldn't like it. Besides, everything can't give +way to her.' + +'Has Roger asked you?' + +'No; but I'm sure he'd be pleased to have us if I proposed that we +should all go.' + +'Not me, mother!' + +'Yes; you especially.' + +'Not if I know it, mother. What on earth should I do at Carbury +Manor?' + +'Madame Melmotte told me last night that they were all going down to +Caversham to stay three or four days with the Longestaffes. She spoke +of Lady Pomona as quite her particular friend.' + +'Oh--h! that explains it all.' + +'Explains what, Felix?' said Lady Carbury, who had heard of Dolly +Longestaffe, and was not without some fear that this projected visit +to Caversham might have some matrimonial purpose in reference to that +delightful young heir. + +'They say at the club that Melmotte has taken up old Longestaffe's +affairs, and means to put them straight. There's an old property in +Sussex as well as Caversham, and they say that Melmotte is to have +that himself. There's some bother because Dolly, who would do anything +for anybody else, won't join his father in selling. So the Melmottes +are going to Caversham!' + +'Madame Melmotte told me so.' + +'And the Longestaffes are the proudest people in England.' + +'Of course we ought to be at Carbury Manor while they are there. What +can be more natural? Everybody goes out of town at Whitsuntide; and +why shouldn't we run down to the family place?' + +'All very natural if you can manage it, mother.' + +'And you'll come?' + +'If Marie Melmotte goes, I'll be there at any rate for one day and +night,' said Felix. + +His mother thought that, for him, the promise had been graciously +made. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII - THE LONGESTAFFES + + +Mr Adolphus Longestaffe, the squire of Caversham in Suffolk, and of +Pickering Park in Sussex, was closeted on a certain morning for the +best part of an hour with Mr Melmotte in Abchurch Lane, had there +discussed all his private affairs, and was about to leave the room +with a very dissatisfied air. There are men,--and old men too, who ought +to know the world,--who think that if they can only find the proper +Medea to boil the cauldron for them, they can have their ruined +fortunes so cooked that they shall come out of the pot fresh and new +and unembarrassed. These great conjurors are generally sought for in +the City; and in truth the cauldrons are kept boiling though the +result of the process is seldom absolute rejuvenescence. No greater +Medea than Mr Melmotte had ever been potent in money matters, and Mr +Longestaffe had been taught to believe that if he could get the +necromancer even to look at his affairs everything would be made right +for him. But the necromancer had explained to the squire that property +could not be created by the waving of any wand or the boiling of any +cauldron. He, Mr Melmotte, could put Mr Longestaffe in the way of +realising property without delay, of changing it from one shape into +another, or could find out the real market value of the property in +question; but he could create nothing. 'You have only a life interest, +Mr Longestaffe.' + +'No; only a life interest. That is customary with family estates in +this country, Mr Melmotte.' + +'Just so. And therefore you can dispose of nothing else. Your son, of +course, could join you, and then you could sell either one estate or +the other.' + +'There is no question of selling Caversham, sir. Lady Pomona and I +reside there.' + +'Your son will not join you in selling the other place?' + +'I have not directly asked him; but he never does do anything that I +wish. I suppose you would not take Pickering Park on a lease for my +life.' + +'I think not, Mr Longestaffe. My wife would not like the uncertainty.' + +Then Mr Longestaffe took his leave with a feeling of outraged +aristocratic pride. His own lawyer would almost have done as much for +him, and he need not have invited his own lawyer as a guest to +Caversham,--and certainly not his own lawyer's wife and daughter. He had +indeed succeeded in borrowing a few thousand pounds from the great man +at a rate of interest which the great man's head clerk was to arrange, +and this had been effected simply on the security of the lease of a +house in town. There had been an ease in this, an absence of that +delay which generally took place between the expression of his desire +for money and the acquisition of it,--and this had gratified him. But he +was already beginning to think that he might pay too dearly for that +gratification. At the present moment, too, Mr Melmotte was odious to +him for another reason. He had condescended to ask Mr Melmotte to make +him a director of the South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway, and +he,--Adolphus Longestaffe of Caversham,--had had his request refused! Mr +Longestaffe had condescended very low. 'You have made Lord Alfred +Grendall one!' he had said in a complaining tone. Then Mr Melmotte +explained that Lord Alfred possessed peculiar aptitudes for the +position. 'I'm sure I could do anything that he does,' said Mr +Longestaffe. Upon this Mr Melmotte, knitting his brows and speaking +with some roughness, replied that the number of directors required was +completed. Since he had had two duchesses at his house Mr Melmotte was +beginning to feel that he was entitled to bully any mere commoner, +especially a commoner who could ask him for a seat at his board. + +Mr Longestaffe was a tall, heavy man, about fifty, with hair and +whiskers carefully dyed, whose clothes were made with great care, +though they always seemed to fit him too tightly, and who thought very +much of his personal appearance. It was not that he considered himself +handsome, but that he was specially proud of his aristocratic bearing. +He entertained an idea that all who understood the matter would +perceive at a single glance that he was a gentleman of the first +water, and a man of fashion. He was intensely proud of his position in +life, thinking himself to be immensely superior to all those who +earned their bread. There were no doubt gentlemen of different +degrees, but the English gentleman of gentlemen was he who had land, +and family title-deeds, and an old family place, and family portraits, +and family embarrassments, and a family absence of any usual +employment. He was beginning even to look down upon peers, since so +many men of much less consequence than himself had been made lords; +and, having stood and been beaten three or four times for his county, +he was of opinion that a seat in the House was rather a mark of bad +breeding. He was a silly man, who had no fixed idea that it behoved +him to be of use to any one; but, yet, he had compassed a certain +nobility of feeling. There was very little that his position called +upon him to do, but there was much that it forbad him to do. It was +not allowed to him to be close in money matters. He could leave his +tradesmen's bills unpaid till the men were clamorous, but he could not +question the items in their accounts. He could be tyrannical to his +servants, but he could not make inquiry as to the consumption of his +wines in the servants' hall. He had no pity for his tenants in regard +to game, but he hesitated much as to raising their rent. He had his +theory of life and endeavoured to live up to it; but the attempt had +hardly brought satisfaction to himself or to his family. + +At the present moment, it was the great desire of his heart to sell +the smaller of his two properties and disembarrass the other. The debt +had not been altogether of his own making, and the arrangement would, +he believed, serve his whole family as well as himself. It would also +serve his son, who was blessed with a third property of his own which +he had already managed to burden with debt. The father could not bear +to be refused; and he feared that his son would decline. 'But Adolphus +wants money as much as any one,' Lady Pomona had said. He had shaken +his head, and pished and pshawed. Women never could understand +anything about money. Now he walked down sadly from Mr Melmotte's +office and was taken in his brougham to his lawyer's chambers in +Lincoln's Inn. Even for the accommodation of those few thousand pounds +he was forced to condescend to tell his lawyers that the title-deeds +of his house in town must be given up. Mr Longestaffe felt that the +world in general was very hard on him. + +'What on earth are we to do with them?' said Sophia, the eldest Miss +Longestaffe, to her mother. + +'I do think it's a shame of papa,' said Georgiana, the second +daughter. 'I certainly shan't trouble myself to entertain them.' + +'Of course you will leave them all on my hands,' said Lady Pomona +wearily. + +'But what's the use of having them?' urged Sophia. 'I can understand +going to a crush at their house in town when everybody else goes. One +doesn't speak to them, and need not know them afterwards. As to the +girl, I'm sure I shouldn't remember her if I were to see her.' + +'It would be a fine thing if Adolphus would marry her,' said Lady +Pomona. + +'Dolly will never marry anybody,' said Georgiana. 'The idea of his +taking the trouble of asking a girl to have him! Besides, he won't +come down to Caversham; cart-ropes wouldn't bring him. If that is to +be the game, mamma, it is quite hopeless.' + +'Why should Dolly marry such a creature as that?' asked Sophia. + +'Because everybody wants money,' said Lady Pomona. 'I'm sure I don't +know what your papa is to do, or how it is that there never is any +money for anything, I don't spend it.' + +'I don't think that we do anything out of the way,' said Sophia. 'I +haven't the slightest idea what papa's income is; but if we're to live +at all, I don't know how we are to make a change.' + +'It's always been like this ever since I can remember,' said +Georgiana, 'and I don't mean to worry about it any more. I suppose +it's just the same with other people, only one doesn't know it.' + +'But, my dears--when we are obliged to have such people as these +Melmottes!' + +'As for that, if we didn't have them somebody else would. I shan't +trouble myself about them, I suppose it will only be for two days.' + +'My dear, they're coming for a week!' + +'Then papa must take them about the country, that's all. I never did +hear of anything so absurd. What good can they do papa by being down +there?' + +'He is wonderfully rich,' said Lady Pomona. + +'But I don't suppose he'll give papa his money,' continued Georgiana. +'Of course I don't pretend to understand, but I think there is more +fuss about these things than they deserve. If papa hasn't got money +to live at home, why doesn't he go abroad for a year? The Sidney +Beauchamps did that, and the girls had quite a nice time of it in +Florence. It was there that Clara Beauchamp met young Lord Liffey. I +shouldn't at all mind that kind of thing, but I think it quite +horrible to have these sort of people brought down upon us at +Caversham. No one knows who they are, or where they came from, or +what they'll turn to.' So spoke Georgiana, who among the Longestaffes +was supposed to have the strongest head, and certainly the sharpest +tongue. + +This conversation took place in the drawing-room of the Longestaffes' +family town-house in Bruton Street. It was not by any means a charming +house, having but few of those luxuries and elegancies which have been +added of late years to newly-built London residences. It was gloomy +and inconvenient, with large drawing-rooms, bad bedrooms, and very +little accommodation for servants. But it was the old family +town-house, having been inhabited by three or four generations of +Longestaffes, and did not savour of that radical newness which +prevails, and which was peculiarly distasteful to Mr Longestaffe. +Queen's Gate and the quarters around were, according to Mr +Longestaffe, devoted to opulent tradesmen. Even Belgrave Square, +though its aristocratic properties must be admitted, still smelt of +the mortar. Many of those living there and thereabouts had never +possessed in their families real family town-houses. The old streets +lying between Piccadilly and Oxford Street, one or two well-known +localities to the south and north of these boundaries, were the proper +sites for these habitations. When Lady Pomona, instigated by some +friend of high rank but questionable taste, had once suggested a +change to Eaton Square, Mr Longestaffe had at once snubbed his wife. +If Bruton Street wasn't good enough for her and the girls then they +might remain at Caversham. The threat of remaining at Caversham had +been often made, for Mr Longestaffe, proud as he was of his +town-house, was, from year to year, very anxious to save the expense +of the annual migration. The girls' dresses and the girls' horses, his +wife's carriage and his own brougham, his dull London dinner-parties, +and the one ball which it was always necessary that Lady Pomona should +give, made him look forward to the end of July, with more dread than +to any other period. It was then that he began to know what that +year's season would cost him. But he had never yet been able to keep +his family in the country during the entire year. The girls, who as +yet knew nothing of the Continent beyond Paris, had signified their +willingness to be taken about Germany and Italy for twelve months, but +had shown by every means in their power that they would mutiny against +any intention on their father's part to keep them at Caversham during +the London season. + +Georgiana had just finished her strong-minded protest against the +Melmottes, when her brother strolled into the room. Dolly did not +often show himself in Bruton Street. He had rooms of his own, and +could seldom even be induced to dine with his family. His mother wrote +to him notes without end,--notes every day, pressing invitations of all +sorts upon him; would he come and dine; would he take them to the +theatre; would he go to this ball; would he go to that evening-party? +These Dolly barely read, and never answered. He would open them, +thrust them into some pocket, and then forget them. Consequently his +mother worshipped him; and even his sisters, who were at any rate +superior to him in intellect, treated him with a certain deference. He +could do as he liked, and they felt themselves to be slaves, bound +down by the dulness of the Longestaffe regime. His freedom was grand +to their eyes, and very enviable, although they were aware that he had +already so used it as to impoverish himself in the midst of his +wealth. + +'My dear Adolphus,' said the mother, 'this is so nice of you.' + +'I think it is rather nice,' said Dolly, submitting himself to be +kissed. + +'Oh Dolly, whoever would have thought of seeing you?' said Sophia. + +'Give him some tea,' said his mother. Lady Pomona was always having +tea from four o'clock till she was taken away to dress for dinner. + +'I'd sooner have soda and brandy,' said Dolly. + +'My darling boy!' + +'I didn't ask for it, and I don't expect to get it; indeed I don't +want it. I only said I'd sooner have it than tea. Where's the +governor?' They all looked at him with wondering eyes. There must be +something going on more than they had dreamed of, when Dolly asked to +see his father. + +'Papa went out in the brougham immediately after lunch,' said Sophia +gravely. + +'I'll wait a little for him,' said Dolly, taking out his watch. + +'Do stay and dine with us,' said Lady Pomona. + +'I could not do that, because I've got to go and dine with some +fellow.' + +'Some fellow! I believe you don't know where you're going,' said +Georgiana. + +'My fellow knows. At least he's a fool if he don't.' + +'Adolphus,' began Lady Pomona very seriously, 'I've got a plan and I +want you to help me.' + +'I hope there isn't very much to do in it, mother.' + +'We're all going to Caversham, just for Whitsuntide, and we +particularly want you to come.' + +'By George! no; I couldn't do that.' + +'You haven't heard half. Madame Melmotte and her daughter are coming.' + +'The d---- they are!' ejaculated Dolly. + +'Dolly!' said Sophia, 'do remember where you are.' + +'Yes I will;--and I'll remember too where I won't be. I won't go to +Caversham to meet old mother Melmotte.' + +'My dear boy,' continued the mother, 'do you know that Miss Melmotte +will have twenty thousand a year the day she marries; and that in all +probability her husband will some day be the richest man in Europe?' + +'Half the fellows in London are after her,' said Dolly. + +'Why shouldn't you be one of them? She isn't going to stay in the +same house with half the fellows in London,' suggested Georgiana. 'If +you've a mind to try it you'll have a chance which nobody else can +have just at present.' + +'But I haven't any mind to try it. Good gracious me;--oh dear! it isn't +at all in my way, mother.' + +'I knew he wouldn't,' said Georgiana. + +'It would put everything so straight,' said Lady Pomona. + +'They'll have to remain crooked if nothing else will put them +straight. There's the governor. I heard his voice. Now for a row.' +Then Mr Longestaffe entered the room. + +'My dear,' said Lady Pomona, 'here's Adolphus come to see us.' The +father nodded his head at his son but said nothing. 'We want him to +stay and dine, but he's engaged.' + +'Though he doesn't know where,' said Sophia. + +'My fellow knows;--he keeps a book. I've got a letter, sir, ever so +long, from those fellows in Lincoln's Inn. They want me to come and +see you about selling something; so I've come. It's an awful bore, +because I don't understand anything about it. Perhaps there isn't +anything to be sold. If so I can go away again, you know.' + +'You'd better come with me into the study,' said the father. 'We +needn't disturb your mother and sisters about business.' Then the +squire led the way out of the room, and Dolly followed, making a +woeful grimace at his sisters. The three ladies sat over their tea for +about half-an-hour, waiting,--not the result of the conference, for with +that they did not suppose that they would be made acquainted,--but +whatever signs of good or evil might be collected from the manner and +appearance of the squire when he should return to them. Dolly they did +not expect to see again,--probably for a month. He and the squire never +did come together without quarrelling, and careless as was the young +man in every other respect, he had hitherto been obdurate as to his +own rights in any dealings which he had with his father. At the end of +the half-hour Mr Longestaffe returned to the drawing-room, and at once +pronounced the doom of the family. 'My dear,' he said, 'we shall not +return from Caversham to London this year.' He struggled hard to +maintain a grand dignified tranquillity as he spoke, but his voice +quivered with emotion. + +'Papa!' screamed Sophia. + +'My dear, you don't mean it,' said Lady Pomona. + +'Of course papa doesn't mean it,' said Georgiana, rising to her feet. + +'I mean it accurately and certainly,' said Mr Longestaffe. 'We go to +Caversham in about ten days, and we shall not return from Caversham to +London this year.' + +'Our ball is fixed,' said Lady Pomona. + +'Then it must be unfixed.' So saying, the master of the house left the +drawing-room and descended to his study. + +The three ladies, when left to deplore their fate, expressed their +opinions as to the sentence which had been pronounced very strongly. +But the daughters were louder in their anger than was their mother. + +'He can't really mean it,' said Sophia. + +'He does,' said Lady Pomona, with tears in her eyes. + +'He must unmean it again;--that's all,' said Georgiana. 'Dolly has said +something to him very rough, and he resents it upon us. Why did he +bring us up at all if he means to take us down before the season has +begun?' + +'I wonder what Adolphus has said to him. Your papa is always hard upon +Adolphus.' + +'Dolly can take care of himself,' said Georgiana, 'and always does do +so. Dolly does not care for us.' + +'Not a bit,' said Sophia. + +'I'll tell you what you must do, mamma. You mustn't stir from this at +all. You must give up going to Caversham altogether, unless he +promises to bring us back. I won't stir;--unless he has me carried out +of the house.' + +'My dear, I couldn't say that to him.' + +'Then I will. To go and be buried down in that place for a whole year +with no one near us but the rusty old bishop and Mr Carbury, who is +rustier still. I won't stand it. There are some sort of things that +one ought not to stand. If you go down I shall stay up with the +Primeros. Mrs Primero would have me I know. It wouldn't be nice of +course. I don't like the Primeros. I hate the Primeros. Oh yes;--it's +quite true; I know that as well as you, Sophia; they are vulgar; but +not half so vulgar, mamma, as your friend Madame Melmotte.' + +'That's ill-natured, Georgiana. She is not a friend of mine.' + +'But you're going to have her down at Caversham. I can't think what +made you dream of going to Caversham just now, knowing as you do how +hard papa is to manage.' + +'Everybody has taken to going out of town at Whitsuntide, my dear.' + +'No, mamma; everybody has not. People understand too well the trouble +of getting up and down for that. The Primeros aren't going down. I +never heard of such a thing in all my life. What does he expect is to +become of us? If he wants to save money why doesn't he shut Caversham +up altogether and go abroad? Caversham costs a great deal more than is +spent in London, and it's the dullest house, I think, in all England.' + +The family party in Bruton Street that evening was not very gay. +Nothing was being done, and they sat gloomily in each other's company. +Whatever mutinous resolutions might be formed and carried out by the +ladies of the family, they were not brought forward on that occasion. +The two girls were quite silent, and would not speak to their father, +and when he addressed them they answered simply by monosyllables. Lady +Pomona was ill, and sat in a corner of a sofa, wiping her eyes. To her +had been imparted upstairs the purport of the conversation between +Dolly and his father. Dolly had refused to consent to the sale of +Pickering unless half the produce of the sale were to be given to him +at once. When it had been explained to him that the sale would be +desirable in order that the Caversham property might be freed from +debt, which Caversham property would eventually be his, he replied +that he also had an estate of his own which was a little mortgaged and +would be the better for money. The result seemed to be that Pickering +could not be sold;--and, as a consequence of that, Mr Longestaffe had +determined that there should be no more London expenses that year. + +The girls, when they got up to go to bed, bent over him and kissed his +head, as was their custom. There was very little show of affection in +the kiss. 'You had better remember that what you have to do in town +must be done this week,' he said. They heard the words, but marched in +stately silence out of the room without deigning to notice them. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV - CARBURY MANOR + + +'I don't think it quite nice, mamma; that's all. Of course if you have +made up your mind to go, I must go with you.' + +'What on earth can be more natural than that you should go to your own +cousin's house?' + +'You know what I mean, mamma.' + +'It's done now, my dear, and I don't think there is anything at all in +what you say.' This little conversation arose from Lady Carbury's +announcement to her daughter of her intention of soliciting the +hospitality of Carbury Manor for the Whitsun week. It was very +grievous to Henrietta that she should be taken to the house of a man +who was in love with her, even though he was her cousin. But she had +no escape. She could not remain in town by herself, nor could she even +allude to her grievance to any one but her mother. Lady Carbury, in +order that she might be quite safe from opposition, had posted the +following letter to her cousin before she spoke to her daughter:-- + + + Welbeck Street, 24th April, 18--. + + My dear Roger, + + We know how kind you are and how sincere, and that if what I am + going to propose doesn't suit you'll say so at once. I have been + working very hard too hard indeed, and I feel that nothing will do + me so much real good as getting into the country for a day or two. + Would you take us for a part of Whitsun week? We would come down + on the 20th May and stay over the Sunday if you would keep us. + Felix says he would run down though he would not trouble you for + so long a time as we talk of staying. + + I'm sure you must have been glad to hear of his being put upon + that Great American Railway Board as a Director. It opens a new + sphere of life to him, and will enable him to prove that he can + make himself useful. I think it was a great confidence to place in + one so young. + + Of course you will say so at once if my little proposal interferes + with any of your plans, but you have been so very very kind to us + that I have no scruple in making it. + + Henrietta joins with me in kind love. + + Your affectionate cousin, + + MATILDA CARBURY. + + +There was much in this letter that disturbed and even annoyed Roger +Carbury. In the first place he felt that Henrietta should not be +brought to his house. Much as he loved her, dear as her presence to +him always was, he hardly wished to have her at Carbury unless she +would come with a resolution to be its future mistress. In one respect +he did Lady Carbury an injustice. He knew that she was anxious to +forward his suit, and he thought that Henrietta was being brought to +his house with that object. He had not heard that the great heiress +was coming into his neighbourhood, and therefore knew nothing of Lady +Carbury's scheme in that direction. He was, too, disgusted by the +ill-founded pride which the mother expressed at her son's position as +a director. Roger Carbury did not believe in the Railway. He did not +believe in Fisker, nor in Melmotte, and certainly not in the Board +generally. Paul Montague had acted in opposition to his advice in +yielding to the seductions of Fisker. The whole thing was to his mind +false, fraudulent, and ruinous. Of what nature could be a Company +which should have itself directed by such men as Lord Alfred Grendall +and Sir Felix Carbury? And then as to their great Chairman, did not +everybody know, in spite of all the duchesses, that Mr Melmotte was a +gigantic swindler? Although there was more than one immediate cause +for bitterness between them, Roger loved Paul Montague well and could +not bear with patience the appearance of his friend's name on such a +list. And now he was asked for warm congratulations because Sir Felix +Carbury was one of the Board! He did not know which to despise most, +Sir Felix for belonging to such a Board, or the Board for having such +a director. 'New sphere of life!' he said to himself. 'The only proper +sphere for them all would be Newgate!' + +And there was another trouble. He had asked Paul Montague to come to +Carbury for this special week, and Paul had accepted the invitation. +With the constancy, which was perhaps his strongest characteristic, he +clung to his old affection for the man. He could not bear the idea of +a permanent quarrel, though he knew that there must be a quarrel if +the man interfered with his dearest hopes. He had asked him down to +Carbury intending that the name of Henrietta Carbury should not be +mentioned between them;--and now it was proposed to him that Henrietta +Carbury should be at the Manor House at the very time of Paul's visit! +He made up his mind at once that he must tell Paul not to come. + +He wrote his two letters at once. That to Lady Carbury was very short. +He would be delighted to see her and Henrietta at the time named,--and +would be very glad should it suit Felix to come also. He did not say a +word about the Board, or the young man's probable usefulness in his +new sphere of life. To Montague his letter was longer. 'It is always +best to be open and true,' he said. 'Since you were kind enough to say +that you would come to me, Lady Carbury has proposed to visit me just +at the same time and to bring her daughter. After what has passed +between us I need hardly say that I could not make you both welcome +here together. It is not pleasant to me to have to ask you to postpone +your visit, but I think you will not accuse me of a want of +hospitality towards you.' Paul wrote back to say that he was sure that +there was no want of hospitality, and that he would remain in town. + +Suffolk is not especially a picturesque county, nor can it be said +that the scenery round Carbury was either grand or beautiful; but +there were little prettinesses attached to the house itself and the +grounds around it which gave it a charm of its own. The Carbury River,-- +so called, though at no place is it so wide but that an active +schoolboy might jump across it,--runs, or rather creeps into the +Waveney, and in its course is robbed by a moat which surrounds Carbury +Manor House. The moat has been rather a trouble to the proprietors, +and especially so to Roger, as in these days of sanitary +considerations it has been felt necessary either to keep it clean with +at any rate moving water in it, or else to fill it up and abolish it +altogether. That plan of abolishing it had to be thought of and was +seriously discussed about ten years since; but then it was decided +that such a proceeding would altogether alter the character of the +house, would destroy the gardens, and would create a waste of mud all +round the place which it would take years to beautify, or even to make +endurable. And then an important question had been asked by an +intelligent farmer who had long been a tenant on the property; 'Fill +un oop;--eh, eh; sooner said than doone, squoire. Where be the stoof to +come from?' The squire, therefore, had given up that idea, and instead +of abolishing his moat had made it prettier than ever. The high road +from Bungay to Beccles ran close to the house,--so close that the gable +ends of the building were separated from it only by the breadth of the +moat. A short, private road, not above a hundred yards in length, led +to the bridge which faced the front door. The bridge was old, and +high, with sundry architectural pretensions, and guarded by iron gates +in the centre, which, however, were very rarely closed. Between the +bridge and the front door there was a sweep of ground just sufficient +for the turning of a carriage, and on either side of this the house +was brought close to the water, so that the entrance was in a recess, +or irregular quadrangle, of which the bridge and moat formed one side. +At the back of the house there were large gardens screened from the +road by a wall ten feet high, in which there were yew trees and +cypresses said to be of wonderful antiquity. The gardens were partly +inside the moat, but chiefly beyond them, and were joined by two +bridges a foot bridge and one with a carriage way,--and there was +another bridge at the end of the house furthest from the road, leading +from the back door to the stables and farmyard. + +The house itself had been built in the time of Charles II., when that +which we call Tudor architecture was giving way to a cheaper, less +picturesque, though perhaps more useful form. But Carbury Manor House, +through the whole county, had the reputation of being a Tudor +building. The windows were long, and for the most part low, made with +strong mullions, and still contained small, old-fashioned panes; for +the squire had not as yet gone to the expense of plate glass. There +was one high bow window, which belonged to the library, and which +looked out on to the gravel sweep, at the left of the front door as +you entered it. All the other chief rooms faced upon the garden. The +house itself was built of a stone that had become buff, or almost +yellow, with years, and was very pretty. It was still covered with +tiles, as were all the attached buildings. It was only two stories +high, except at the end, where the kitchens were placed and the +offices, which thus rose above the other part of the edifice. The +rooms throughout were low, and for the most part long and narrow, with +large wide fireplaces and deep wainscotings. Taking it altogether, one +would be inclined to say, that it was picturesque rather than +comfortable. Such as it was its owner was very proud of it,--with a +pride of which he never spoke to any one, which he endeavoured +studiously to conceal, but which had made itself known to all who knew +him well. The houses of the gentry around him were superior to his in +material comfort and general accommodation, but to none of them +belonged that thoroughly established look of old county position which +belonged to Carbury. Bundlesham, where the Primeros lived, was the +finest house in that part of the county, but it looked as if it had +been built within the last twenty years. It was surrounded by new +shrubs and new lawns, by new walls and new out-houses, and savoured of +trade;--so at least thought Roger Carbury, though he never said the +words. Caversham was a very large mansion, built in the early part of +George III's reign, when men did care that things about them should be +comfortable, but did not care that they should be picturesque. There +was nothing at all to recommend Caversham but its size. Eardly Park, +the seat of the Hepworths, had, as a park, some pretensions. Carbury +possessed nothing that could be called a park, the enclosures beyond +the gardens being merely so many home paddocks. But the house of +Eardly was ugly and bad. The Bishop's palace was an excellent +gentleman's residence, but then that too was comparatively modern, and +had no peculiar features of its own. Now Carbury Manor House was +peculiar, and in the eyes of its owner was pre-eminently beautiful. + +It often troubled him to think what would come of the place when he +was gone. He was at present forty years old, and was perhaps as +healthy a man as you could find in the whole county. Those around who +had known him as he grew into manhood among them, especially the +farmers of the neighbourhood, still regarded him as a young man. They +spoke of him at the county fairs as the young squire. When in his +happiest moods he could be almost a boy, and he still had something of +old-fashioned boyish reverence for his elders. But of late there had +grown up a great care within his breast,--a care which does not often, +perhaps in these days bear so heavily on men's hearts as it used to +do. He had asked his cousin to marry him,--having assured himself with +certainty that he did love her better than any other woman,--and she had +declined. She had refused him more than once, and he believed her +implicitly when she told him that she could not love him. He had a way +of believing people, especially when such belief was opposed to his +own interests, and had none of that self-confidence which makes a man +think that if opportunity be allowed him he can win a woman even in +spite of herself. But if it were fated that he should not succeed with +Henrietta, then,--so he felt assured,--no marriage would now be possible +to him. In that case he must look out for an heir, and could regard +himself simply as a stop-gap among the Carburys. In that case he could +never enjoy the luxury of doing the best he could with the property in +order that a son of his own might enjoy it. + +Now Sir Felix was the next heir. Roger was hampered by no entail, and +could leave every acre of the property as he pleased. In one respect +the natural succession to it by Sir Felix would generally be +considered fortunate. It had happened that a title had been won in a +lower branch of the family, and were this succession to take place the +family title and the family property would go together. No doubt to +Sir Felix himself such an arrangement would seem to be the most proper +thing in the world,--as it would also to Lady Carbury were it not that +she looked to Carbury Manor as the future home of another child. But +to all this the present owner of the property had very strong +objections. It was not only that he thought ill of the baronet himself,-- +so ill as to feel thoroughly convinced that no good could come from +that quarter,--but he thought ill also of the baronetcy itself. Sir +Patrick, to his thinking, had been altogether unjustifiable in +accepting an enduring title, knowing that he would leave behind him no +property adequate for its support. A baronet, so thought Roger +Carbury, should be a rich man, rich enough to grace the rank which he +assumed to wear. A title, according to Roger's doctrine on such +subjects, could make no man a gentleman, but, if improperly worn, +might degrade a man who would otherwise be a gentleman. He thought +that a gentleman, born and bred, acknowledged as such without doubt, +could not be made more than a gentleman by all the titles which the +Queen could give. With these old-fashioned notions Roger hated the +title which had fallen upon a branch of his family. He certainly would +not leave his property to support the title which Sir Felix +unfortunately possessed. But Sir Felix was the natural heir, and this +man felt himself constrained, almost as by some divine law, to see +that his land went by natural descent. Though he was in no degree +fettered as to its disposition, he did not presume himself to have +more than a life interest in the estate. It was his duty to see that +it went from Carbury to Carbury as long as there was a Carbury to hold +it, and especially his duty to see that it should go from his hands, +at his death, unimpaired in extent or value. There was no reason why +he should himself die for the next twenty or thirty years,--but were he +to die Sir Felix would undoubtedly dissipate the acres, and then there +would be an end of Carbury. But in such case he, Roger Carbury, would +at any rate have done his duty. He knew that no human arrangements can +be fixed, let the care in making them be ever so great. To his +thinking it would be better that the estate should be dissipated by a +Carbury than held together by a stranger. He would stick to the old +name while there was one to bear it, and to the old family while a +member of it was left. So thinking, he had already made his will, +leaving the entire property to the man whom of all others he most +despised, should he himself die without child. + +In the afternoon of the day on which Lady Carbury was expected, he +wandered about the place thinking of all this. How infinitely better +it would be that he should have an heir of his own! How wonderfully +beautiful would the world be to him if at last his cousin would +consent to be his wife! How wearily insipid must it be if no such +consent could be obtained from her! And then he thought much of her +welfare too. In very truth he did not like Lady Carbury. He saw +through her character, judging her with almost absolute accuracy. The +woman was affectionate, seeking good things for others rather than for +herself; but she was essentially worldly, believing that good could +come out of evil, that falsehood might in certain conditions be better +than truth, that shams and pretences might do the work of true +service, that a strong house might be built upon the sand! It was +lamentable to him that the girl he loved should be subjected to this +teaching, and live in an atmosphere so burdened with falsehood. Would +not the touch of pitch at last defile her? In his heart of hearts he +believed that she loved Paul Montague; and of Paul himself he was +beginning to fear evil. What but a sham could be a man who consented +to pretend to sit as one of a Board of Directors to manage an enormous +enterprise with such colleagues as Lord Alfred Grendall and Sir Felix +Carbury, under the absolute control of such a one as Mr Augustus +Melmotte? Was not this building a house upon the sand with a +vengeance? What a life it would be for Henrietta Carbury were she to +marry a man striving to become rich without labour and without +capital, and who might one day be wealthy and the next a beggar,--a city +adventurer, who of all men was to him the vilest and most dishonest? +He strove to think well of Paul Montague, but such was the life which +he feared the young man was preparing for himself. + +Then he went into the house and wandered up through the rooms which +the two ladies were to occupy. As their host, a host without a wife or +mother or sister, it was his duty to see that things were comfortable, +but it may be doubted whether he would have been so careful had the +mother been coming alone. In the smaller room of the two the hangings +were all white, and the room was sweet with May flowers; and he +brought a white rose from the hot-house, and placed it in a glass on +the dressing table. Surely she would know who put it there. Then he +stood at the open window, looking down upon the lawn, gazing vacantly +for half an hour, till he heard the wheels of the carriage before the +front door. During that half-hour he resolved that he would try again +as though there had as yet been no repulse. + + + + +CHAPTER XV 'YOU SHOULD REMEMBER THAT I AM HIS MOTHER' + + +'This is so kind of you,' said Lady Carbury, grasping her cousin's +hand as she got out of the carriage. + +'The kindness is on your part,' said Roger. + +'I felt so much before I dared to ask you to take us. But I did so +long to get into the country, and I do so love Carbury. And--and--' + +'Where should a Carbury go to escape from London smoke, but to the +old house? I am afraid Henrietta will find it dull.' + +'Oh no,' said Hetta smiling. 'You ought to remember that I am never +dull in the country.' + +'The bishop and Mrs Yeld are coming here to dine to-morrow,--and the +Hepworths.' + +'I shall be so glad to meet the bishop once more,' said Lady Carbury. + +'I think everybody must be glad to meet him, he is such a dear, good +fellow, and his wife is just as good. And there is another gentleman +coming whom you have never seen.' + +'A new neighbour?' + +'Yes,--a new neighbour;--Father John Barham, who has come to Beccles as +priest. He has got a little cottage about a mile from here, in this +parish, and does duty both at Beccles and Bungay. I used to know +something of his family.' + +'He is a gentleman then?' + +'Certainly he is a gentleman. He took his degree at Oxford, and then +became what we call a pervert, and what I suppose they call a convert. +He has not got a shilling in the world beyond what they pay him as a +priest, which I take it amounts to about as much as the wages of a day +labourer. He told me the other day that he was absolutely forced to +buy second-hand clothes.' + +'How shocking!' said Lady Carbury, holding up her hands. + +'He didn't seem to be at all shocked at telling it. We have got to be +quite friends.' + +'Will the bishop like to meet him?' + +'Why should not the bishop like to meet him? I've told the bishop all +about him, and the bishop particularly wishes to know him. He won't +hurt the bishop. But you and Hetta will find it very dull.' + +'I shan't find it dull, Mr Carbury,' said Henrietta. + +'It was to escape from the eternal parties that we came down here,' +said Lady Carbury. + +She had nevertheless been anxious to hear what guests were expected at +the Manor House. Sir Felix had promised to come down on Saturday, with +the intention of returning on Monday, and Lady Carbury had hoped that +some visiting might be arranged between Caversham and the Manor House, +so that her son might have the full advantage of his closeness to +Marie Melmotte. + +'I have asked the Longestaffes for Monday,' said Roger. + +'They are down here then?' + +'I think they arrived yesterday. There is always a flustering breeze +in the air and a perturbation generally through the county when they +come or go, and I think I perceived the effects about four in the +afternoon. They won't come, I dare say.' + +'Why not?' + +'They never do. They have probably a house full of guests, and they +know that my accommodation is limited. I've no doubt they'll ask us on +Tuesday or Wednesday, and if you like we will go.' + +'I know they are to have guests,' said Lady Carbury. + +'What guests?' + +'The Melmottes are coming to them.' Lady Carbury, as she made the +announcement, felt that her voice and countenance and self-possession +were failing her, and that she could not mention the thing as she +would any matter that was indifferent to her. + +'The Melmottes coming to Caversham!' said Roger, looking at Henrietta, +who blushed with shame as she remembered that she had been brought +into her lover's house solely in order that her brother might have an +opportunity of seeing Marie Melmotte in the country. + +'Oh yes,--Madame Melmotte told me. I take it they are very intimate.' + +'Mr Longestaffe ask the Melmottes to visit him at Caversham!' + +'Why not?' + +'I should almost as soon have believed that I myself might have been +induced to ask them here.' + +'I fancy, Roger, that Mr Longestaffe does want a little pecuniary +assistance.' + +'And he condescends to get it in this way! I suppose it will make no +difference soon whom one knows, and whom one doesn't. Things aren't as +they were, of course, and never will be again. Perhaps it's all for +the better;--I won't say it isn't. But I should have thought that such a +man as Mr Longestaffe might have kept such another man as Mr Melmotte +out of his wife's drawing-room.' Henrietta became redder than ever. +Even Lady Carbury flushed up, as she remembered that Roger Carbury +knew that she had taken her daughter to Madame Melmotte's ball. He +thought of this himself as soon as the words were spoken, and then +tried to make some half apology. 'I don't approve of them in London, +you know; but I think they are very much worse in the country.' + +Then there was a movement. The ladies were shown into their rooms, and +Roger again went out into the garden. He began to feel that he +understood it all. Lady Carbury had come down to his house in order +that she might be near the Melmottes! There was something in this +which he felt it difficult not to resent. It was for no love of him +that she was there. He had felt that Henrietta ought not to have been +brought to his house; but he could have forgiven that, because her +presence there was a charm to him. He could have forgiven that, even +while he was thinking that her mother had brought her there with the +object of disposing of her. If it were so, the mother's object would +be the same as his own, and such a manoeuvre he could pardon, though +he could not approve. His self-love had to some extent been gratified. +But now he saw that he and his house had been simply used in order +that a vile project of marrying two vile people to each other might be +furthered! + +As he was thinking of all this, Lady Carbury came out to him in the +garden. She had changed her travelling dress, and made herself pretty, +as she well knew how to do. And now she dressed her face in her +sweetest smiles. Her mind, also, was full of the Melmottes, and she +wished to explain to her stern, unbending cousin all the good that +might come to her and hers by an alliance with the heiress. 'I can +understand, Roger,' she said, taking his arm, 'that you should not +like those people.' + +'What people?' + +'The Melmottes.' + +'I don't dislike them. How should I dislike people that I never saw? I +dislike those who seek their society simply because they have the +reputation of being rich.' + +'Meaning me.' + +'No; not meaning you. I don't dislike you, as you know very well, +though I do dislike the fact that you should run after these people. I +was thinking of the Longestaffes then.' + +'Do you suppose, my friend, that I run after them for my own +gratification? Do you think that I go to their house because I find +pleasure in their magnificence; or that I follow them down here for +any good that they will do me?' + +'I would not follow them at all.' + +'I will go back if you bid me, but I must first explain what I mean. +You know my son's condition,--better, I fear, than he does himself.' +Roger nodded assent to this, but said nothing. 'What is he to do? The +only chance for a young man in his position is that he should marry a +girl with money. He is good-looking; you can't deny that.' + +'Nature has done enough for him.' + +'We must take him as he is. He was put into the army very young, and +was very young when he came into possession of his own small fortune. +He might have done better; but how many young men placed in such +temptations do well? As it is, he has nothing left.' + +'I fear not.' + +'And therefore is it not imperative that he should marry a girl with +money?' + +'I call that stealing a girl's money, Lady Carbury.' + +'Oh, Roger, how hard you are!' + +'A man must be hard or soft,--which is best?' + +'With women I think that a little softness has the most effect. I want +to make you understand this about the Melmottes. It stands to reason +that the girl will not marry Felix unless she loves him.' + +'But does he love her?' + +'Why should he not? Is a girl to be debarred from being loved because +she has money? Of course she looks to be married, and why should she +not have Felix if she likes him best? Cannot you sympathise with my +anxiety so to place him that he shall not be a disgrace to the name +and to the family?' + +'We had better not talk about the family, Lady Carbury.' + +'But I think so much about it.' + +'You will never get me to say that I think the family will be +benefited by a marriage with the daughter of Mr Melmotte. I look upon +him as dirt in the gutter. To me, in my old-fashioned way, all his +money, if he has it, can make no difference. When there is a question +of marriage, people at any rate should know something of each other. +Who knows anything of this man? Who can be sure that she is his +daughter?' + +'He would give her her fortune when she married.' + +'Yes; it all comes to that. Men say openly that he is an adventurer +and a swindler. No one pretends to think that he is a gentleman. There +is a consciousness among all who speak of him that he amasses his +money not by honest trade, but by unknown tricks as does a +card-sharper. He is one whom we would not admit into our kitchens, +much less to our tables, on the score of his own merits. But because +he has learned the art of making money, we not only put up with him, +but settle upon his carcase as so many birds of prey.' + +'Do you mean that Felix should not marry the girl, even if they love +each other?' + +He shook his head in disgust, feeling sure that any idea of love on +the part of the young man was a sham and a pretence, not only as +regarded him, but also his mother. He could not quite declare this, +and yet he desired that she should understand that he thought so. 'I +have nothing more to say about it,' he continued. 'Had it gone on in +London I should have said nothing. It is no affair of mine. When I am +told that the girl is in the neighbourhood, at such a house as +Caversham, and that Felix is coming here in order that he may be near +to his prey, and when I am asked to be a party to the thing, I can +only say what I think. Your son would be welcome to my house, because +he is your son and my cousin, little as I approve his mode of life; +but I could have wished that he had chosen some other place for the +work that he has on hand.' + +'If you wish it, Roger, we will return to London. I shall find it hard +to explain to Hetta;--but we will go.' + +'No; I certainly do not wish that.' + +'But you have said such hard things! How are we to stay? You speak of +Felix as though he were all bad.' She looked at him hoping to get from +him some contradiction of this, some retractation, some kindly word; +but it was what he did think, and he had nothing to say. She could +bear much. She was not delicate as to censure implied, or even +expressed. She had endured rough usage before, and was prepared to +endure more. Had he found fault with herself, or with Henrietta, she +would have put up with it, for the sake of benefits to come,--would have +forgiven it the more easily because perhaps it might not have been +deserved. But for her son she was prepared to fight. If she did not +defend him, who would? 'I am grieved, Roger, that we should have +troubled you with our visit, but I think that we had better go. You +are very harsh, and it crushes me.' + +'I have not meant to be harsh.' + +'You say that Felix is seeking for his--prey, and that he is to be +brought here to be near--his prey. What can be more harsh than that? At +any rate, you should remember that I am his mother.' + +She expressed her sense of injury very well. Roger began to be ashamed +of himself, and to think that he had spoken unkind words. And yet he +did not know how to recall them. 'If I have hurt you, I regret it +much.' + +'Of course you have hurt me. I think I will go in now. How very hard +the world is! I came here thinking to find peace and sunshine, and +there has come a storm at once.' + +'You asked me about the Melmottes, and I was obliged to speak. You +cannot think that I meant to offend you.' They walked on in silence +till they had reached the door leading from the garden into the house, +and here he stopped her. 'If I have been over hot with you, let me beg +your pardon,' She smiled and bowed; but her smile was not one of +forgiveness; and then she essayed to pass on into the house. 'Pray do +not speak of going, Lady Carbury.' + +'I think I will go to my room now. My head aches so that I can hardly +stand.' + +It was late in the afternoon,--about six,--and according to his daily +custom he should have gone round to the offices to see his men as they +came from their work, but he stood still for a few moments on the spot +where Lady Carbury had left him and went slowly across the lawn to the +bridge and there seated himself on the parapet. Could it really be +that she meant to leave his house in anger and to take her daughter +with her? Was it thus that he was to part with the one human being in +the world that he loved? He was a man who thought much of the duties +of hospitality, feeling that a man in his own house was bound to +exercise a courtesy towards his guests sweeter, softer, more gracious +than the world required elsewhere. And of all guests those of his own +name were the best entitled to such courtesy at Carbury. He held the +place in trust for the use of others. But if there were one among all +others to whom the house should be a house of refuge from care, not an +abode of trouble, on whose behalf, were it possible, he would make the +very air softer, and the flowers sweeter than their wont, to whom he +would declare, were such words possible to his tongue, that of him and +of his house, and of all things there, she was the mistress, whether +she would condescend to love him or no,--that one was his cousin Hetta. +And now he had been told by his guest that he had been so rough to her +that she and her daughter must return to London! + +And he could not acquit himself. He knew that he had been rough. He had +said very hard words. It was true that he could not have expressed his +meaning without hard words, nor have repressed his meaning without +self-reproach. But in his present mood he could not comfort himself by +justifying himself. She had told him that he ought to have remembered +that Felix was her son; and as she spoke she had acted well the part +of an outraged mother. His heart was so soft that though he knew the +woman to be false and the son to be worthless, he utterly condemned +himself. Look where he would there was no comfort. When he had sat +half an hour upon the bridge he turned towards the house to dress for +dinner,--and to prepare himself for an apology, if any apology might be +accepted. At the door, standing in the doorway as though waiting for +him, he met his cousin Hetta. She had on her bosom the rose he had +placed in her room, and as he approached her he thought that there was +more in her eyes of graciousness towards him than he had ever seen +there before. + +'Mr Carbury,' she said, 'mamma is so unhappy!' + +'I fear that I have offended her.' + +'It is not that, but that you should be so--so angry about Felix.' + +'I am vexed with myself that I have vexed her,--more vexed than I can +tell you.' + +'She knows how good you are.' + +'No, I'm not. I was very bad just now. She was so offended with me +that she talked of going back to London.' He paused for her to speak, +but Hetta had no words ready for the moment. 'I should be wretched +indeed if you and she were to leave my house in anger.' + +'I do not think she will do that.' + +'And you?' + +'I am not angry. I should never dare to be angry with you. I only wish +that Felix would be better. They say that young men have to be bad, +and that they do get to be better as they grow older. He is something +in the city now, a director they call him, and mamma thinks that the +work will be of service to him.' Roger could express no hope in this +direction or even look as though he approved of the directorship. 'I +don't see why he should not try at any rate.' + +'Dear Hetta, I only wish he were like you.' + +'Girls are so different, you know.' + +It was not till late in the evening, long after dinner, that he made +his apology in form to Lady Carbury; but he did make it, and at last +it was accepted. 'I think I was rough to you, talking about Felix,' he +said,--'and I beg your pardon.' + +'You were energetic, that was all.' + +'A gentleman should never be rough to a lady, and a man should never +be rough to his own guests. I hope you will forgive me.' She answered +him by putting out her hand and smiling on him; and so the quarrel was +over. + +Lady Carbury understood the full extent of her triumph, and was +enabled by her disposition to use it thoroughly. Felix might now come +down to Carbury, and go over from thence to Caversham, and prosecute +his wooing, and the master of Carbury could make no further objection. +And Felix, if he would come, would not now be snubbed. Roger would +understand that he was constrained to courtesy by the former severity +of his language. Such points as these Lady Carbury never missed. He +understood it too, and though he was soft and gracious in his bearing, +endeavouring to make his house as pleasant as he could to his two +guests, he felt that he had been cheated out of his undoubted right to +disapprove of all connection with the Melmottes. In the course of the +evening there came a note,--or rather a bundle of notes,--from Caversham. +That addressed to Roger was in the form of a letter. Lady Pomona was +sorry to say that the Longestaffe party were prevented from having the +pleasure of dining at Carbury Hall by the fact that they had a house +full of guests. Lady Pomona hoped that Mr Carbury and his relatives, +who, Lady Pomona heard, were with him at the Hall, would do the +Longestaffes the pleasure of dining at Caversham either on the Monday +or Tuesday following, as might best suit the Carbury plans. That was +the purport of Lady Pomona's letter to Roger Carbury. Then there were +cards of invitation for Lady Carbury and her daughter, and also for +Sir Felix. + +Roger, as he read his own note, handed the others over to Lady +Carbury, and then asked her what she would wish to have done. The tone +of his, voice, as he spoke, grated on her ear, as there was something +in it of his former harshness. But she knew how to use her triumph. 'I +should like to go,' she said. + +'I certainly shall not go,' he replied; 'but there will be no +difficulty whatever in sending you over. You must answer at once, +because their servant is waiting.' + +'Monday will be best,' she said; '--that is, if nobody is coming here.' + +'There will be nobody here.' + +'I suppose I had better say that I, and Hetta,--and Felix will accept +their invitation.' + +'I can make no suggestion,' said Roger, thinking how delightful it +would be if Henrietta could remain with him; how objectionable it was +that Henrietta should be taken to Caversham to meet the Melmottes. +Poor Hetta herself could say nothing. She certainly did not wish to +meet the Melmottes, nor did she wish to dine, alone, with her cousin +Roger. + +'That will be best,' said Lady Carbury after a moment's thought. 'It +is very good of you to let us go, and to send us.' + +'Of course you will do here just as you please,' he replied. But there +was still that tone in his voice which Lady Carbury feared. A quarter +of an hour later the Caversham servant was on his way home with two +letters,--the one from Roger expressing his regret that he could not +accept Lady Pomona's invitation, and the other from Lady Carbury +declaring that she and her son and daughter would have great pleasure +in dining at Caversham on the Monday. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI - THE BISHOP AND THE PRIEST + + +The afternoon on which Lady Carbury arrived at her cousin's house had +been very stormy. Roger Carbury had been severe, and Lady Carbury had +suffered under his severity,--or had at least so well pretended to +suffer as to leave on Roger's mind a strong impression that he had +been cruel to her. She had then talked of going back at once to +London, and when consenting to remain, had remained with a very bad +feminine headache. She had altogether carried her point, but had done +so in a storm. The next morning was very calm. That question of +meeting the Melmottes had been settled, and there was no need for +speaking of them again. Roger went out by himself about the farm, +immediately after breakfast, having told the ladies that they could +have the waggonette when they pleased. 'I'm afraid you'll find it +tiresome driving about our lanes,' he said. Lady Carbury assured him +that she was never dull when left alone with books. Just as he was +starting he went into the garden and plucked a rose which he brought +to Henrietta. He only smiled as he gave it her, and then went his way. +He had resolved that he would say nothing to her of his suit till +Monday. If he could prevail with her then he would ask her to remain +with him when her mother and brother would be going out to dine at +Caversham. She looked up into his face as she took the rose and +thanked him in a whisper. She fully appreciated the truth, and honour, +and honesty of his character, and could have loved him so dearly as +her cousin if he would have contented himself with such cousinly love! +She was beginning, within her heart, to take his side against her +mother and brother, and to feel that he was the safest guide that she +could have. But how could she be guided by a lover whom she did not +love? + +'I am afraid, my dear, we shall have a bad time of it here,' said Lady +Carbury. + +'Why so, mamma?' + +'It will be so dull. Your cousin is the best friend in all the world, +and would make as good a husband as could be picked out of all the +gentlemen of England; but in his present mood with me he is not a +comfortable host. What nonsense he did talk about the Melmottes!' + +'I don't suppose, mamma, that Mr and Mrs Melmotte can be nice +people.' + +'Why shouldn't they be as nice as anybody else? Pray, Henrietta, don't +let us have any of that nonsense from you. When it comes from the +superhuman virtue of poor dear Roger it has to be borne, but I beg +that you will not copy him.' + +'Mamma, I think that is unkind.' + +'And I shall think it very unkind if you take upon yourself to abuse +people who are able and willing to set poor Felix on his legs. A word +from you might undo all that we are doing.' + +'What word?' + +'What word? Any word! If you have any influence with your brother you +should use it in inducing him to hurry this on. I am sure the girl is +willing enough. She did refer him to her father.' + +'Then why does he not go to Mr Melmotte?' + +'I suppose he is delicate about it on the score of money. If Roger +could only let it be understood that Felix is the heir to this place, +and that some day he will be Sir Felix Carbury of Carbury, I don't +think there would be any difficulty even with old Melmotte.' + +'How could he do that, mamma?' + +'If your cousin were to die as he is now, it would be so. Your brother +would be his heir.' + +'You should not think of such a thing, mamma.' + +'Why do you dare to tell me what I am to think? Am I not to think of +my own son? Is he not to be dearer to me than any one? And what I say, +is so. If Roger were to die to-morrow he would be Sir Felix Carbury of +Carbury.' + +'But, mamma, he will live and have a family. Why should he not?' + +'You say he is so old that you will not look at him.' + +'I never said so. When we were joking, I said he was old. You know I +did not mean that he was too old to get married. Men a great deal +older get married every day.' + +'If you don't accept him he will never marry. He is a man of that kind, +--so stiff and stubborn and old-fashioned that nothing will change him. +He will go on boodying over it, till he will become an old +misanthrope. If you would take him I would be quite contented. You are +my child as well as Felix. But if you mean to be obstinate I do wish +that the Melmottes should be made to understand that the property and +title and name of the place will all go together. It will be so, and +why should not Felix have the advantage?' + +'Who is to say it?' + +'Ah,--that's where it is. Roger is so violent and prejudiced that one +cannot get him to speak rationally.' + +'Oh, mamma,--you wouldn't suggest it to him;--that this place is to go to +--Felix, when he--is dead!' + +'It would not kill him a day sooner.' + +'You would not dare to do it, mamma.' + +'I would dare to do anything for my children. But you need not look +like that, Henrietta. I am not going to say anything to him of the +kind. He is not quick enough to understand of what infinite service he +might be to us without in any way hurting himself.' Henrietta would +fain have answered that their cousin was quick enough for anything, +but was by far too honest to take part in such a scheme as that +proposed. She refrained, however, and was silent. There was no +sympathy on the matter between her and her mother. She was beginning +to understand the tortuous mazes of manoeuvres in which her mother's +mind had learned to work, and to dislike and almost to despise them. +But she felt it to be her duty to abstain from rebukes. + +In the afternoon Lady Carbury, alone, had herself driven into Beccles +that she might telegraph to her son. 'You are to dine at Caversham on +Monday. Come on Saturday if you can. She is there.' Lady Carbury had +many doubts as to the wording of this message. The female in the +office might too probably understand who was the 'she' who was spoken +of as being at Caversham, and might understand also the project, and +speak of it publicly. But then it was essential that Felix should know +how great and certain was the opportunity afforded to him. He had +promised to come on Saturday and return on Monday,--and, unless warned, +would too probably stick to his plan and throw over the Longestaffes +and their dinner-party. Again if he were told to come simply for the +Monday, he would throw over the chance of wooing her on the Sunday. It +was Lady Carbury's desire to get him down for as long a period as was +possible, and nothing surely would so tend to bring him and to keep +him, as a knowledge that the heiress was already in the neighbourhood. +Then she returned, and shut herself up in her bedroom, and worked for +an hour or two at a paper which she was writing for the 'Breakfast +Table.' Nobody should ever accuse her justly of idleness. And +afterwards, as she walked by herself round and round the garden, she +revolved in her mind the scheme of a new book. Whatever might happen +she would persevere. If the Carburys were unfortunate their +misfortunes should come from no fault of hers. Henrietta passed the +whole day alone. She did not see her cousin from breakfast till he +appeared in the drawing-room before dinner. But she was thinking of +him during every minute of the day,--how good he was, how honest, how +thoroughly entitled to demand at any rate kindness at her hand! Her +mother had spoken of him as of one who might be regarded as all but +dead and buried, simply because of his love for her. Could it be true +that his constancy was such that he would never marry unless she would +take his hand? She came to think of him with more tenderness than she +had ever felt before, but, yet, she would not tell herself she loved +him. It might, perhaps, be her duty to give herself to him without +loving him,--because he was so good; but she was sure that she did not +love him. + +In the evening the bishop came, and his wife, Mrs Yeld, and the +Hepworths of Eardly, and Father John Barham, the Beccles priest. The +party consisted of eight, which is, perhaps, the best number for a +mixed gathering of men and women at a dinner-table,--especially if there +be no mistress whose prerogative and duty it is to sit opposite to the +master. In this case Mr Hepworth faced the giver of the feast, the +bishop and the priest were opposite to each other, and the ladies +graced the four corners. Roger, though he spoke of such things to no +one, turned them over much in his mind, believing it to be the duty of +a host to administer in all things to the comfort of his guests. In +the drawing-room he had been especially courteous to the young priest, +introducing him first to the bishop and his wife, and then to his +cousins. Henrietta watched him through the whole evening, and told +herself that he was a very mirror of courtesy in his own house. She +had seen it all before, no doubt; but she had never watched him as she +now watched him since her mother had told her that he would die +wifeless and childless because she would not be his wife and the +mother of his children. + +The bishop was a man sixty years of age, very healthy and handsome, +with hair just becoming grey, clear eyes, a kindly mouth, and +something of a double chin. He was all but six feet high, with a broad +chest, large hands, and legs which seemed to have been made for +clerical breeches and clerical stockings. He was a man of fortune +outside his bishopric; and, as he never went up to London, and had no +children on whom to spend his money, he was able to live as a nobleman +in the country. He did live as a nobleman, and was very popular. Among +the poor around him he was idolized, and by such clergy of his diocese +as were not enthusiastic in their theology either on the one side or +on the other, he was regarded as a model bishop. By the very high and +the very low,--by those rather who regarded ritualism as being either +heavenly or devilish,--he was looked upon as a timeserver, because he +would not put to sea in either of those boats. He was an unselfish +man, who loved his neighbour as himself, and forgave all trespasses, +and thanked God for his daily bread from his heart, and prayed +heartily to be delivered from temptation. But I doubt whether he was +competent to teach a creed,--or even to hold one, if it be necessary +that a man should understand and define his creed before he can hold +it. Whether he was free from, or whether he was scared by, any inward +misgivings, who shall say? If there were such he never whispered a +word of them even to the wife of his bosom. From the tone of his voice +and the look of his eye, you would say that he was unscathed by that +agony which doubt on such a matter would surely bring to a man so +placed. And yet it was observed of him that he never spoke of his +faith, or entered into arguments with men as to the reasons on which +he had based it. He was diligent in preaching,--moral sermons that were +short, pithy, and useful. He was never weary in furthering the welfare +of his clergymen. His house was open to them and to their wives. The +edifice of every church in his diocese was a care to him. He laboured +at schools, and was zealous in improving the social comforts of the +poor; but he was never known to declare to man or woman that the human +soul must live or die for ever according to its faith. Perhaps there +was no bishop in England more loved or more useful in his diocese than +the Bishop of Elmham. + +A man more antagonistic to the bishop than Father John Barham, the +lately appointed Roman Catholic priest at Beccles, it would be +impossible to conceive;--and yet they were both eminently good men. +Father John was not above five feet nine in height, but so thin, so +meagre, so wasted in appearance, that, unless when he stooped, he was +taken to be tall. He had thick dark brown hair, which was cut short in +accordance with the usage of his Church; but which he so constantly +ruffled by the action of his hands, that, though short, it seemed to +be wild and uncombed. In his younger days, when long locks straggled +over his forehead, he had acquired a habit, while talking +energetically, of rubbing them back with his finger, which he had not +since dropped. In discussions he would constantly push back his hair, +and then sit with his hand fixed on the top of his head. He had a +high, broad forehead, enormous blue eyes, a thin, long nose, cheeks +very thin and hollow, a handsome large mouth, and a strong square +chin. He was utterly without worldly means, except those which came to +him from the ministry of his church, and which did not suffice to find +him food and raiment; but no man ever lived more indifferent to such +matters than Father John Barham. He had been the younger son of an +English country gentleman of small fortune, had been sent to Oxford +that he might hold a family living, and on the eve of his ordination +had declared himself a Roman Catholic. His family had resented this +bitterly, but had not quarrelled with him till he had drawn a sister +with him. When banished from the house he had still striven to achieve +the conversion of other sisters by his letters, and was now absolutely +an alien from his father's heart and care. But of this he never +complained. It was a part of the plan of his life that he should +suffer for his faith. Had he been able to change his creed without +incurring persecution, worldly degradation, and poverty, his own +conversion would not have been to him comfortable and satisfactory as +it was. He considered that his father, as a Protestant,--and in his mind +Protestant and heathen were all the same,--had been right to quarrel +with him. But he loved his father, and was endless in prayer, wearying +his saints with supplications, that his father might see the truth and +be as he was. + +To him it was everything that a man should believe and obey,--that he +should abandon his own reason to the care of another or of others, and +allow himself to be guided in all things by authority. Faith being +sufficient and of itself all in all, moral conduct could be nothing to +a man, except as a testimony of faith; for to him, whose belief was +true enough to produce obedience, moral conduct would certainly be +added. The dogmas of his Church were to Father Barham a real religion, +and he would teach them in season and out of season, always ready to +commit himself to the task of proving their truth, afraid of no enemy, +not even fearing the hostility which his perseverance would create. He +had but one duty before him--to do his part towards bringing over the +world to his faith. It might be that with the toil of his whole life +he should convert but one; that he should but half convert one; that +he should do no more than disturb the thoughts of one so that future +conversion might be possible. But even that would be work done. He +would sow the seed if it might be so; but if it were not given to him +to do that, he would at any rate plough the ground. + +He had come to Beccles lately, and Roger Carbury had found out that he +was a gentleman by birth and education. Roger had found out also that +he was very poor, and had consequently taken him by the hand. The +young priest had not hesitated to accept his neighbour's hospitality, +having on one occasion laughingly protested that he should be +delighted to dine at Carbury, as he was much in want of a dinner. He +had accepted presents from the garden and the poultry yard, declaring +that he was too poor to refuse anything. The apparent frankness of the +man about himself had charmed Roger, and the charm had not been +seriously disturbed when Father Barham, on one winter evening in the +parlour at Carbury, had tried his hand at converting his host. 'I have +the most thorough respect for your religion,' Roger had said; 'but it +would not suit me.' The priest had gone on with his logic; if he could +not sow the seed he might plough the ground. This had been repeated +two or three times, and Roger had begun to feel it to be disagreeable. +But the man was in earnest, and such earnestness commanded respect. +And Roger was quite sure that though he might be bored, he could not +be injured by such teaching. Then it occurred to him one day that he +had known the Bishop of Elmham intimately for a dozen years, and had +never heard from the bishop's mouth,--except when in the pulpit,--a single +word of religious teaching; whereas this man, who was a stranger to +him, divided from him by the very fact of his creed, was always +talking to him about his faith. Roger Carbury was not a man given to +much deep thinking, but he felt that the bishop's manner was the +pleasanter of the two. + +Lady Carbury at dinner was all smiles and pleasantness. No one looking +at her, or listening to her, could think that her heart was sore with +many troubles. She sat between the bishop and her cousin, and was +skilful enough to talk to each without neglecting the other. She had +known the bishop before, and had on one occasion spoken to him of her +soul. The first tone of the good man's reply had convinced her of her +error, and she never repeated it. To Mr Alf she commonly talked of her +mind; to Mr Broune, of her heart; to Mr Booker of her body--and its +wants. She was quite ready to talk of her soul on a proper occasion, +but she was much too wise to thrust the subject even on a bishop. Now +she was full of the charms of Carbury and its neighbourhood. 'Yes, +indeed,' said the bishop, 'I think Suffolk is a very nice county; and +as we are only a mile or two from Norfolk, I'll say as much for +Norfolk too. "It's an ill bird that fouls its own, nest."'. + +'I like a county in which there is something left of county feeling,' +said Lady Carbury. 'Staffordshire and Warwickshire, Cheshire and +Lancashire have become great towns, and have lost all local +distinctions.' + +'We still keep our name and reputation,' said the bishop; 'silly +Suffolk!' + +'But that was never deserved.' + +'As much, perhaps, as other general epithets. I think we are a sleepy +people. We've got no coal, you see, and no iron. We have no beautiful +scenery, like the lake country,--no rivers great for fishing, like +Scotland,--no hunting grounds, like the shires.' + +'Partridges!' pleaded Lady Carbury, with pretty energy. + +'Yes; we have partridges, fine churches, and the herring fishery. We +shall do very well if too much is not expected of us. We can't +increase and multiply as they do in the great cities.' + +'I like this part of England so much the best for that very reason. +What is the use of a crowded population?' + +'The earth has to be peopled, Lady Carbury.' + +'Oh, yes,' said her ladyship, with some little reverence added to her +voice, feeling that the bishop was probably adverting to a divine +arrangement. 'The world must be peopled; but for myself I like the +country better than the town.' + +'So do I,' said Roger; 'and I like Suffolk. The people are hearty, and +radicalism is not quite so rampant as it is elsewhere. The poor people +touch their hats, and the rich people think of the poor. There is +something left among us of old English habits.' + +'That is so nice,' said Lady Carbury. + +'Something left of old English ignorance,' said the bishop. 'All the +same I dare say we're improving, like the rest of the world. What +beautiful flowers you have here, Mr Carbury! At any rate, we can grow +flowers in Suffolk.' + +Mrs Yeld, the bishop's wife, was sitting next to the priest, and was +in truth somewhat afraid of her neighbour. She was, perhaps, a little +stauncher than her husband in Protestantism; and though she was +willing to admit that Mr Barham might not have ceased to be a +gentleman when he became a Roman Catholic priest, she was not quite +sure that it was expedient for her or her husband to have much to do +with him. Mr Carbury had not taken them unawares. Notice had been +given that the priest was to be there, and the bishop had declared +that he would be very happy to meet the priest. But Mrs Yeld had had +her misgivings. She never ventured to insist on her opinion after the +bishop had expressed his; but she had an idea that right was right, +and wrong wrong,--and that Roman Catholics were wrong, and therefore +ought to be put down. And she thought also that if there were no +priests there would be no Roman Catholics. Mr Barham was, no doubt, a +man of good family, which did make a difference. + +Mr Barham always made his approaches very gradually. The taciturn +humility with which he commenced his operations was in exact +proportion to the enthusiastic volubility of his advanced intimacy. +Mrs Yeld thought that it became her to address to him a few civil +words, and he replied to her with a shame-faced modesty that almost +overcame her dislike to his profession. She spoke of the poor of +Beccles, being very careful to allude only to their material position. +There was too much beer drunk, no doubt, and the young women would +have finery. Where did they get the money to buy those wonderful +bonnets which appeared every Sunday? Mr Barham was very meek, and +agreed to everything that was said. No doubt he had a plan ready +formed for inducing Mrs Yeld to have mass said regularly within her +husband's palace, but he did not even begin to bring it about on this +occasion. It was not till he made some apparently chance allusion to +the superior church-attending qualities of 'our people,' that Mrs Yeld +drew herself up and changed the conversation by observing that there +had been a great deal of rain lately. + +When the ladies were gone the bishop at once put himself in the way of +conversation with the priest, and asked questions as to the morality +of Beccles. It was evidently Mr Barham's opinion that 'his people' +were more moral than other people, though very much poorer. 'But the +Irish always drink,' said Mr Hepworth. + +'Not so much as the English, I think,' said the priest. 'And you are +not to suppose that we are all Irish. Of my flock the greater +proportion are English.' + +'It is astonishing how little we know of our neighbours,' said the +bishop. 'Of course I am aware that there are a certain number of +persons of your persuasion round about us. Indeed, I could give the +exact number in this diocese. But in my own immediate neighbourhood I +could not put my hand upon any families which I know to be Roman +Catholic.' + +'It is not, my lord, because there are none.' + +'Of course not. It is because, as I say, I do not know my neighbours.' + +'I think, here in Suffolk, they must be chiefly the poor,' said Mr +Hepworth. + +'They were chiefly the poor who at first put their faith in our +Saviour,' said the priest. + +'I think the analogy is hardly correctly drawn,' said the bishop, with +a curious smile. 'We were speaking of those who are still attached to +an old creed. Our Saviour was the teacher of a new religion. That the +poor in the simplicity of their hearts should be the first to +acknowledge the truth of a new religion is in accordance with our idea +of human nature. But that an old faith should remain with the poor +after it has been abandoned by the rich is not so easily +intelligible.' + +'The Roman population still believed,' said Carbury, 'when the +patricians had learned to regard their gods as simply useful +bugbears.' + +'The patricians had not ostensibly abandoned their religion. The +people clung to it thinking that their masters and rulers clung to it +also.' + +'The poor have ever been the salt of the earth, my lord,' said the +priest. + +'That begs the whole question,' said the bishop, turning to his host, +and, beginning to talk about a breed of pigs which had lately been +imported into the palace sties. Father Barham turned to Mr Hepworth +and went on with his argument, or rather began another. It was a +mistake to suppose that the Catholics in the county were all poor. +There were the A s and the B s, and the C s and the D s. He knew all +their names and was proud of their fidelity. To him these faithful +ones were really the salt of the earth, who would some day be enabled +by their fidelity to restore England to her pristine condition. The +bishop had truly said that of many of his neighbours he did not know +to what Church they belonged; but Father Barham, though he had not as +yet been twelve months in the county, knew the name of nearly every +Roman Catholic within its borders. + +'Your priest is a very zealous man,' said the bishop afterwards to +Roger Carbury, 'and I do not doubt but that he is an excellent +gentleman; but he is perhaps a little indiscreet.' + +'I like him because he is doing the best he can according to his +lights; without any reference to his own worldly welfare.' + +'That is all very grand, and I am perfectly willing to respect him. +But I do not know that I should care to talk very freely in his +company.' + +'I am sure he would repeat nothing.' + +'Perhaps not; but he would always be thinking that he was going to get +the best of me.' + +'I don't think it answers,' said Mrs Yeld to her husband as they went +home. 'Of course I don't want to be prejudiced; but Protestants are +Protestants, and Roman Catholics are Roman Catholics.' + +'You may say the same of Liberals and Conservatives, but you wouldn't +have them decline to meet each other.' + +'It isn't quite the same, my dear. After all religion is religion.' + +'It ought to be,' said the bishop. + +'Of course I don't mean to put myself up against you, my dear; but I +don't know that I want to meet Mr Barham again.' + +'I don't know that I do, either,' said the bishop; 'but if he comes in +my way I hope I shall treat him civilly.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVII - MARIE MELMOTTE HEARS A LOVE TALE + + +On the following morning there came a telegram from Felix. He was to +be expected at Beccles on that afternoon by a certain train; and +Roger, at Lady Carbury's request, undertook to send a carriage to the +station for him. This was done, but Felix did not arrive. There was +still another train by which he might come so as to be just in time +for dinner if dinner were postponed for half an hour. Lady Carbury +with a tender look, almost without speaking a word, appealed to her +cousin on behalf of her son. He knit his brows, as he always did, +involuntarily, when displeased; but he assented. Then the carriage had +to be sent again. Now carriages and carriage-horses were not numerous +at Carbury. The squire kept a waggonette and a pair of horses which, +when not wanted for house use, were employed about the farm. He +himself would walk home from the train, leaving the luggage to be +brought by some cheap conveyance. He had already sent the carriage +once on this day,--and now sent it again, Lady Carbury having said a +word which showed that she hoped that this would be done. But he did +it with deep displeasure. To the mother her son was Sir Felix, the +baronet, entitled to special consideration because of his position and +rank,--because also of his intention to marry the great heiress of the +day. To Roger Carbury, Felix was a vicious young man, peculiarly +antipathetic to himself, to whom no respect whatever was due. +Nevertheless the dinner was put off, and the waggonette was sent. But +the waggonette again came back empty. That evening was spent by Roger, +Lady Carbury, and Henrietta, in very much gloom. + +About four in the morning the house was roused by the coming of the +baronet. Failing to leave town by either of the afternoon trains, he +had contrived to catch the evening mail, and had found himself +deposited at some distant town from which he had posted to Carbury. +Roger came down in his dressing-gown to admit him, and Lady Carbury +also left her room. Sir Felix evidently thought that he had been a +very fine fellow in going through so much trouble. Roger held a very +different opinion, and spoke little or nothing. 'Oh, Felix,' said the +mother, 'you have so terrified us!' + +'I can tell you I was terrified myself when I found that I had to come +fifteen miles across the country with a pair of old jades who could +hardly get up a trot.' + +'But why didn't you come by the train you named?' + +'I couldn't get out of the city,' said the baronet with a ready lie. + +'I suppose you were at the Board?' To this Felix made no direct +answer. Roger knew that there had been no Board. Mr Melmotte was in +the country and there could be no Board, nor could Sir Felix have had +business in the city. It was sheer impudence,--sheer indifference, and, +into the bargain, a downright lie. The young man, who was of himself +so unwelcome, who had come there on a project which he, Roger, utterly +disapproved,--who had now knocked him and his household up at four +o'clock in the morning,--had uttered no word of apology. 'Miserable +cub!' Roger muttered between his teeth. Then he spoke aloud, 'You had +better not keep your mother standing here. I will show you your room.' + +'All right, old fellow,' said Sir Felix. 'I'm awfully sorry to disturb +you all in this way. I think I'll just take a drop of brandy and soda +before I go to bed, though.' This was another blow to Roger. + +'I doubt whether we have soda-water in the house, and if we have, I +don't know where to get it. I can give you some brandy if you will +come with me.' He pronounced the word 'brandy' in a tone which implied +that it was a wicked, dissipated beverage. It was a wretched work to +Roger. He was forced to go upstairs and fetch a key in order that he +might wait upon this cub,--this cur! He did it, however, and the cub +drank his brandy-and-water, not in the least disturbed by his host's +ill-humour. As he went to bed he suggested the probability of his not +showing himself till lunch on the following day, and expressed a wish +that he might have breakfast sent to him in bed. 'He is born to be +hung,' said Roger to himself as he went to his room,--'and he'll deserve +it.' + +On the following morning, being Sunday, they all went to church,--except +Felix. Lady Carbury always went to church when she was in the country, +never when she was at home in London. It was one of those moral +habits, like early dinners and long walks, which suited country life. +And she fancied that were she not to do so, the bishop would be sure +to know it and would be displeased. She liked the bishop. She liked +bishops generally; and was aware that it was a woman's duty to +sacrifice herself for society. As to the purpose for which people go +to church, it had probably never in her life occurred to Lady Carbury +to think of it. On their return they found Sir Felix smoking a cigar +on the gravel path, close in front of the open drawing-room window. + +'Felix,' said his cousin, 'take your cigar a little farther. You are +filling the house with tobacco.' + +'Oh heavens,--what a prejudice!' said the baronet. + +'Let it be so, but still do as I ask you.' Sir Felix chucked the cigar +out of his mouth on to the gravel walk, whereupon Roger walked up to +the spot and kicked the offending weed away. This was the first +greeting of the day between the two men. + +After lunch Lady Carbury strolled about with her son, instigating him +to go over at once to Caversham. 'How the deuce am I to get there?' + +'Your cousin will lend you a horse.' + +'He's as cross as a bear with a sore head. He's a deal older than I +am, and a cousin and all that, but I'm not going to put up with +insolence. If it were anywhere else I should just go into the yard and +ask if I could have a horse and saddle as a matter of course.' + +'Roger has not a great establishment.' + +'I suppose he has a horse and saddle, and a man to get it ready. I +don't want anything grand.' + +'He is vexed because he sent twice to the station for you yesterday.' + +'I hate the kind of fellow who is always thinking of little +grievances. Such a man expects you to go like clockwork, and because +you are not wound up just as he is, he insults you. I shall ask him +for a horse as I would any one else, and if he does not like it, he +may lump it.' About half an hour after this he found his cousin. 'Can +I have a horse to ride over to Caversham this afternoon?' he said. + +'Our horses never go out on Sunday,' said Roger. Then he added, after +a pause, 'You can have it. I'll give the order.' Sir Felix would be +gone on Tuesday, and it should be his own fault if that odious cousin +ever found his way into Carbury House again! So he declared to himself +as Felix rode out of the yard; but he soon remembered how probable it +was that Felix himself would be the owner of Carbury. And should it +ever come to pass,--as still was possible,--that Henrietta should be +the mistress of Carbury, he could hardly forbid her to receive her +brother. He stood for a while on the bridge watching his cousin as he +cantered away upon the road, listening to the horse's feet. The young +man was offensive in every possible way. Who does not know that ladies +only are allowed to canter their friends' horses upon roads? A +gentleman trots his horse, and his friend's horse. Roger Carbury had +but one saddle horse,--a favourite old hunter that he loved as a friend. +And now this dear old friend, whose legs probably were not quite so +good as they once were, was being galloped along the hard road by that +odious cub! 'Soda and brandy!' Roger exclaimed to himself almost aloud, +thinking of the discomfiture of that early morning. 'He'll die some +day of delirium tremens in a hospital!' + +Before the Longestaffes left London to receive their new friends the +Melmottes at Caversham, a treaty had been made between Mr Longestaffe, +the father, and Georgiana, the strong-minded daughter. The daughter on +her side undertook that the guests should be treated with feminine +courtesy. This might be called the most-favoured-nation clause. The +Melmottes were to be treated exactly as though old Melmotte had been a +gentleman and Madame Melmotte a lady. In return for this the +Longestaffe family were to be allowed to return to town. But here +again the father had carried another clause. The prolonged sojourn in +town was to be only for six weeks. On the 10th of July the +Longestaffes were to be removed into the country for the remainder of +the year. When the question of a foreign tour was proposed, the father +became absolutely violent in his refusal. 'In God's name where do you +expect the money is to come from?' When Georgiana urged that other +people had money to go abroad, her father told her that a time was +coming in which she might think it lucky if she had a house over her +head. This, however, she took as having been said with poetical +licence, the same threat having been made more than once before. The +treaty was very clear, and the parties to it were prepared to carry it +out with fair honesty. The Melmottes were being treated with decent +courtesy, and the house in town was not dismantled. + +The idea, hardly ever in truth entertained but which had been barely +suggested from one to another among the ladies of the family, that +Dolly should marry Marie Melmotte, had been abandoned. Dolly, with all +his vapid folly, had a will of his own, which, among his own family, +was invincible. He was never persuaded to any course either by his +father or mother. Dolly certainly would not marry Marie Melmotte. +Therefore when the Longestaffes heard that Sir Felix was coming to the +country, they had no special objection to entertaining him at +Caversham. He had been lately talked of in London as the favourite in +regard to Marie Melmotte. Georgiana Longestaffe had a grudge of her +own against Lord Nidderdale, and was on that account somewhat well +inclined towards Sir Felix's prospects. Soon after the Melmottes' +arrival she contrived to say a word to Marie respecting Sir Felix. +'There is a friend of yours going to dine here on Monday, Miss +Melmotte.' Marie, who was at the moment still abashed by the grandeur +and size and general fashionable haughtiness of her new acquaintances, +made hardly any answer. 'I think you know Sir Felix Carbury,' continued +Georgiana. + +'Oh yes, we know Sir Felix Carbury.' + +'He is coming down to his cousin's. I suppose it is for your bright +eyes, as Carbury Manor would hardly be just what he would like.' + +'I don't think he is coming because of me,' said Marie blushing. She +had once told him that he might go to her father, which according to +her idea had been tantamount to accepting his offer as far as her +power of acceptance went. Since that she had seen him, indeed, but he +had not said a word to press his suit, nor, as far as she knew, had he +said a word to Mr Melmotte. But she had been very rigorous in +declining the attentions of other suitors. She had made up her mind +that she was in love with Felix Carbury, and she had resolved on +constancy. But she had begun to tremble, fearing his faithlessness. + +'We had heard,' said Georgiana, 'that he was a particular friend of +yours.' And she laughed aloud, with a vulgarity which Madame Melmotte +certainly could not have surpassed. + +Sir Felix, on the Sunday afternoon, found all the ladies out on the +lawn, and he also found Mr Melmotte there. At the last moment Lord +Alfred Grendall had been asked,--not because he was at all in favour +with any of the Longestaffes, but in order that he might be useful in +disposing of the great Director. Lord Alfred was used to him and could +talk to him, and might probably know what he liked to eat and drink. +Therefore Lord Alfred had been asked to Caversham, and Lord Alfred had +come, having all his expenses paid by the great Director. When Sir +Felix arrived, Lord Alfred was earning his entertainment by talking to +Mr Melmotte in a summerhouse. He had cool drink before him and a box +of cigars, but was probably thinking at the time how hard the world +had been to him. Lady Pomona was languid, but not uncivil in her +reception. She was doing her best to perform her part of the treaty in +reference to Madame Melmotte. Sophia was walking apart with a certain +Mr Whitstable, a young squire in the neighbourhood, who had been asked +to Caversham because as Sophia was now reputed to be twenty-eight,--they +who decided the question might have said thirty-one without falsehood.-- +it was considered that Mr Whitstable was good enough, or at least as +good as could be expected. Sophia was handsome, but with a big, cold, +unalluring handsomeness, and had not quite succeeded in London. +Georgiana had been more admired, and boasted among her friends of the +offers which she had rejected. Her friends on the other hand were apt +to tell of her many failures. Nevertheless she held her head up, and +had not as yet come down among the rural Whitstables. At the present +moment her hands were empty, and she was devoting herself to such a +performance of the treaty as should make it impossible for her father +to leave his part of it unfulfilled. + +For a few minutes Sir Felix sat on a garden chair making conversation +to Lady Pomona and Madame Melmotte. 'Beautiful garden,' he said; 'for +myself I don't much care for gardens; but if one is to live in the +country, this is the sort of thing that one would like.' + +'Delicious,' said Madame Melmotte, repressing a yawn, and drawing her +shawl higher round her throat. It was the end of May, and the weather +was very warm for the time of the year; but, in her heart of hearts, +Madame Melmotte did not like sitting out in the garden. + +'It isn't a pretty place; but the house is comfortable, and we make +the best of it,' said Lady Pomona. + +'Plenty of glass, I see,' said Sir Felix. 'If one is to live in the +country, I like that kind of thing. Carbury is a very poor place.' + +There was offence in this;--as though the Carbury property and the +Carbury position could be compared to the Longestaffe property and the +Longestaffe position. Though dreadfully hampered for money, the +Longestaffes were great people. 'For a small place,' said Lady Pomona, +'I think Carbury is one of the nicest in the county. Of course it is +not extensive.' + +'No, by Jove,' said Sir Felix, 'you may say that, Lady Pomona. It's +like a prison to me with that moat round it.' Then he jumped up and +joined Marie Melmotte and Georgiana. Georgiana, glad to be released +for a time from performance of the treaty, was not long before she +left them together. She had understood that the two horses now in the +running were Lord Nidderdale and Sir Felix; and though she would not +probably have done much to aid Sir Felix, she was quite willing to +destroy Lord Nidderdale. + +Sir Felix had his work to do, and was willing to do it,--as far as such +willingness could go with him. The prize was so great, and the comfort +of wealth was so sure, that even he was tempted to exert himself. It +was this feeling which had brought him into Suffolk, and induced him +to travel all night, across dirty roads, in an old cab. For the girl +herself he cared not the least. It was not in his power really to care +for anybody. He did not dislike her much. He was not given to +disliking people strongly, except at the moments in which they +offended him. He regarded her simply as the means by which a portion +of Mr Melmotte's wealth might be conveyed to his uses. In regard to +feminine beauty he had his own ideas, and his own inclinations. He was +by no means indifferent to such attraction. But Marie Melmotte, from +that point of view, was nothing to him. Such prettiness as belonged to +her came from the brightness of her youth, and from a modest shy +demeanour joined to an incipient aspiration for the enjoyment of +something in the world which should be her own. There was, too, +arising within her bosom a struggle to be something in the world, an +idea that she, too, could say something, and have thoughts of her own, +if only she had some friend near her whom she need not fear. Though +still shy, she was always resolving that she would abandon her +shyness, and already had thoughts of her own as to the perfectly open +confidence which should exist between two lovers. When alone--and she +was much alone--she would build castles in the air, which were bright +with art and love, rather than with gems and gold. The books she read, +poor though they generally were, left something bright on her +imagination. She fancied to herself brilliant conversations in which +she bore a bright part, though in real life she had hitherto hardly +talked to any one since she was a child. Sir Felix Carbury, she knew, +had made her an offer. She knew also, or thought that she knew, that +she loved the man. And now she was with him alone! Now surely had come +the time in which some one of her castles in the air might be found to +be built of real materials. + +'You know why I have come down here?' he said. + +'To see your cousin.' + +'No, indeed. I'm not particularly fond of my cousin, who is a +methodical stiff-necked old bachelor,--as cross as the mischief.' + +'How disagreeable!' + +'Yes; he is disagreeable. I didn't come down to see him, I can tell +you. But when I heard that you were going to be here with the +Longestaffes, I determined to come at once. I wonder whether you are +glad to see me?' + +'I don't know,' said Marie, who could not at once find that brilliancy +of words with which her imagination supplied her readily enough in her +solitude. + +'Do you remember what you said to me that evening at my mother's?' + +'Did I say anything? I don't remember anything particular.' + +'Do you not? Then I fear you can't think very much of me.' He paused +as though he supposed that she would drop into his mouth like a +cherry. 'I thought you told me that you would love me.' + +'Did I?' + +'Did you not?' + +'I don't know what I said. Perhaps if I said that, I didn't mean it.' + +'Am I to believe that?' + +'Perhaps you didn't mean it yourself.' + +'By George, I did. I was quite in earnest. There never was a fellow +more in earnest than I was. I've come down here on purpose to say it +again.' + +'To say what?' + +'Whether you'll accept me?' + +'I don't know whether you love me well enough.' She longed to be told +by him that he loved her. He had no objection to tell her so, but, +without thinking much about it, felt it to be a bore. All that kind of +thing was trash and twaddle. He desired her to accept him; and he +would have wished, were it possible, that she should have gone to her +father for his consent. There was something in the big eyes and heavy +jaws of Mr Melmotte which he almost feared. 'Do you really love me +well enough?' she whispered. + +'Of course I do. I'm bad at making pretty speeches, and all that, but +you know I love you.' + +'Do you?' + +'By George, yes. I always liked you from the first moment I saw you. I +did indeed.' + +It was a poor declaration of love, but it sufficed. 'Then I will love +you,' she said. 'I will with all my heart.' + +'There's a darling!' + +'Shall I be your darling? Indeed I will. I may call you Felix now +mayn't I?' + +'Rather.' + +'Oh, Felix, I hope you will love me. I will so dote upon you. You know +a great many men have asked me to love them.' + +'I suppose so.' + +'But I have never, never cared for one of them in the least,--not in the +least.' + +'You do care for me?' + +'Oh yes.' She looked up into his beautiful face as she spoke, and he +saw that her eyes were swimming with tears. He thought at the moment +that she was very common to look at. As regarded appearance only he +would have preferred even Sophia Longestaffe. There was indeed a +certain brightness of truth which another man might have read in +Marie's mingled smiles and tears, but it was thrown away altogether +upon him. They were walking in some shrubbery quite apart from the +house, where they were unseen; so, as in duty bound, he put his arm +round her waist and kissed her. 'Oh, Felix,' she said, giving her face +up to him; 'no one ever did it before.' He did not in the least +believe her, nor was the matter one of the slightest importance to +him. 'Say that you will be good to me, Felix. I will be so good to +you.' + +'Of course I will be good to you.' + +'Men are not always good to their wives. Papa is often very cross to +mamma.' + +'I suppose he can be cross?' + +'Yes, he can. He does not often scold me. I don't know what he'll say +when we tell him about this.' + +'But I suppose he intends that you shall be married?' + +'He wanted me to marry Lord Nidderdale and Lord Grasslough, but I +hated them both. I think he wants me to marry Lord Nidderdale again +now. He hasn't said so, but mamma tells me. But I never will,--never!' + +'I hope not, Marie.' + +'You needn't be a bit afraid. I would not do it if they were to kill +me. I hate him,--and I do so love you.' Then she leaned with all her +weight upon his arm and looked up again into his beautiful face. 'You +will speak to papa; won't you?' + +'Will that be the best way?' + +'I suppose so. How else?' + +'I don't know whether Madame Melmotte ought not--' + +'Oh dear no. Nothing would induce her. She is more afraid of him than +anybody;--more afraid of him than I am. I thought the gentleman always +did that.' + +'Of course I'll do it,' said Sir Felix. 'I'm not afraid of him. Why +should I? He and I are very good friends, you know.' + +'I'm glad of that.' + +'He made me a Director of one of his companies the other day.' + +'Did he? Perhaps he'll like you for a son-in-law.' + +'There's no knowing;--is there?' + +'I hope he will. I shall like you for papa's son-in-law. I hope it +isn't wrong to say that. Oh, Felix, say that you love me.' Then she +put her face up towards his again. + +'Of course I love you,' he said, not thinking it worth his while to +kiss her. 'It's no good speaking to him here. I suppose I had better +go and see him in the city.' + +'He is in a good humour now,' said Marie. + +'But I couldn't get him alone. It wouldn't be the thing to do down +here.' + +'Wouldn't it?' + +'Not in the country,--in another person's house. Shall you tell Madame +Melmotte?' + +'Yes, I shall tell mamma; but she won't say anything to him. Mamma +does not care much about me. But I'll tell you all that another time. +Of course I shall tell you everything now. I never yet had anybody to +tell anything to, but I shall never be tired of telling you.' Then he +left her as soon as he could, and escaped to the other ladies. Mr +Melmotte was still sitting in the summerhouse, and Lord Alfred was +still with him, smoking and drinking brandy and seltzer. As Sir Felix +passed in front of the great man he told himself that it was much +better that the interview should be postponed till they were all in +London. Mr Melmotte did not look as though he were in a good humour. +Sir Felix said a few words to Lady Pomona and Madame Melmotte. Yes; he +hoped to have the pleasure of seeing them with his mother and sister +on the following day. He was aware that his cousin was not coming. He +believed that his cousin Roger never did go anywhere like any one +else. No; he had not seen Mr Longestaffe. He hoped to have the +pleasure of seeing him to-morrow. Then he escaped, and got on his +horse, and rode away. + +'That's going to be the lucky man,' said Georgiana to her mother, that +evening. + +'In what way lucky?' + +'He is going to get the heiress and all the money. What a fool Dolly +has been!' + +'I don't think it would have suited Dolly,' said Lady Pomona. 'After +all, why should not Dolly marry a lady?' + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII - RUBY RUGGLES HEARS A LOVE TALE + + +Ruby Ruggles, the granddaughter of old Daniel Ruggles, of Sheep's +Acre, in the parish of Sheepstone, close to Bungay, received the +following letter from the hands of the rural post letter-carrier on +that Sunday morning;--'A friend will be somewhere near Sheepstone +Birches between four and five o'clock on Sunday afternoon.' There was +not another word in the letter, but Miss Ruby Ruggles knew well from +whom it came. + +Daniel Ruggles was a farmer, who had the reputation of considerable +wealth, but who was not very well looked on in the neighbourhood as +being somewhat of a curmudgeon and a miser. His wife was dead;--he had +quarrelled with his only son, whose wife was also dead, and had +banished him from his home;--his daughters were married and away; and +the only member of his family who lived with him was his granddaughter +Ruby. And this granddaughter was a great trouble to the old man. She +was twenty-three years old, and had been engaged to a prosperous young +man at Bungay in the meal and pollard line, to whom old Ruggles had +promised to give £500 on their marriage. But Ruby had taken it into +her foolish young head that she did not like meal and pollard, and now +she had received the above very dangerous letter. Though the writer +had not dared to sign his name she knew well that it came from Sir +Felix Carbury,--the most beautiful gentleman she had ever set her eyes +upon. Poor Ruby Ruggles! Living down at Sheep's Acre, on the Waveney, +she had heard both too much and too little of the great world beyond +her ken. There were, she thought, many glorious things to be seen +which she would never see were she in these her early years to become +the wife of John Crumb, the dealer in meal and pollard at Bungay. +Therefore she was full of a wild joy, half joy half fear, when she got +her letter; and, therefore, punctually at four o'clock on that Sunday +she was ensconced among the Sheepstone Birches, so that she might see +without much danger of being seen. Poor Ruby Ruggles, who was left to +be so much mistress of herself at the time of her life in which she +most required the kindness of a controlling hand! + +Mr Ruggles held his land, or the greater part of it, on what is called +a bishop's lease, Sheep's Acre Farm being a part of the property which +did belong to the bishopric of Elmham, and which was still set apart +for its sustentation;--but he also held a small extent of outlying +meadow which belonged to the Carbury estate, so that he was one of the +tenants of Roger Carbury. Those Sheepstone Birches, at which Felix +made his appointment, belonged to Roger. On a former occasion, when +the feeling between the two cousins was kinder than that which now +existed, Felix had ridden over with the landlord to call on the old +man, and had then first seen Ruby;--and had heard from Roger something +of Ruby's history up to that date. It had then been just made known +that she was to marry John Crumb. Since that time not a word had been +spoken between the men respecting the girl. Mr Carbury had heard, with +sorrow, that the marriage was either postponed or abandoned,--but his +growing dislike to the baronet had made it very improbable that there +should be any conversation between them on the subject. Sir Felix, +however, had probably heard more of Ruby Ruggles than her +grandfather's landlord. + +There is, perhaps, no condition of mind more difficult for the +ordinarily well-instructed inhabitant of a city to realise than that +of such a girl as Ruby Ruggles. The rural day labourer and his wife +live on a level surface which is comparatively open to the eye. Their +aspirations, whether for good or evil,--whether for food and drink to be +honestly earned for themselves and children, or for drink first, to be +come by either honestly or dishonestly,--are, if looked at at all, fairly +visible. And with the men of the Ruggles class one can generally find +out what they would be at, and in what direction their minds are at +work. But the Ruggles woman,--especially the Ruggles young woman,--is +better educated, has higher aspirations and a brighter imagination, +and is infinitely more cunning than the man. If she be good-looking +and relieved from the pressure of want, her thoughts soar into a world +which is as unknown to her as heaven is to us, and in regard to which +her longings are apt to be infinitely stronger than are ours for +heaven. Her education has been much better than that of the man. She +can read, whereas he can only spell words from a book. She can write a +letter after her fashion, whereas he can barely spell words out on a +paper. Her tongue is more glib, and her intellect sharper. But her +ignorance as to the reality of things is much more gross than his. By +such contact as he has with men in markets, in the streets of the +towns he frequents, and even in the fields, he learns something +unconsciously of the relative condition of his countrymen,--and, as to +that which he does not learn, his imagination is obtuse. But the woman +builds castles in the air, and wonders, and longs. To the young farmer +the squire's daughter is a superior being very much out of his way. To +the farmer's daughter the young squire is an Apollo, whom to look at +is a pleasure,--by whom to be looked at is a delight. The danger for the +most part is soon over. The girl marries after her kind, and then +husband and children put the matter at rest for ever. + +A mind more absolutely uninstructed than that of Ruby Ruggles as to +the world beyond Suffolk and Norfolk it would be impossible to find. +But her thoughts were as wide as they were vague, and as active as +they were erroneous. Why should she with all her prettiness, and all +her cleverness,--with all her fortune to boot,--marry that dustiest of all +men, John Crumb, before she had seen something of the beauties of the +things of which she had read in the books which came in her way? John +Crumb was not bad-looking. He was a sturdy, honest fellow, too,--slow of +speech but sure of his points when be had got them within his grip,-- +fond of his beer but not often drunk, and the very soul of industry at +his work. But though she had known him all her life she had never +known him otherwise than dusty. The meal had so gotten within his +hair, and skin, and raiment, that it never came out altogether even on +Sundays. His normal complexion was a healthy pallor, through which +indeed some records of hidden ruddiness would make themselves visible, +but which was so judiciously assimilated to his hat and coat and +waistcoat, that he was more like a stout ghost than a healthy young +man. Nevertheless it was said of him that he could thrash any man in +Bungay, and carry two hundredweight of flour upon his back. And Ruby +also knew this of him,--that he worshipped the very ground on which she +trod. + +But, alas, she thought there might be something better than such +worship; and, therefore, when Felix Carbury came in her way, with his +beautiful oval face, and his rich brown colour, and his bright hair +and lovely moustache, she was lost in a feeling which she mistook for +love; and when he sneaked over to her a second and a third time, she +thought more of his listless praise than ever she had thought of John +Crumb's honest promises. But, though she was an utter fool, she was +not a fool without a principle. She was miserably ignorant; but she +did understand that there was a degradation which it behoved her to +avoid. She thought, as the moths seem to think, that she might fly +into the flame and not burn her wings. After her fashion she was +pretty, with long glossy ringlets, which those about the farm on week +days would see confined in curl-papers, and large round dark eyes, and +a clear dark complexion, in which the blood showed itself plainly +beneath the soft brown skin. She was strong, and healthy, and tall,-- +and had a will of her own which gave infinite trouble to old Daniel +Ruggles, her grandfather. + +Felix Carbury took himself two miles out of his way in order that he +might return by Sheepstone Birches, which was a little copse distant +not above half a mile from Sheep's Acre farmhouse. A narrow angle of +the little wood came up to the road, by which there was a gate leading +into a grass meadow, which Sir Felix had remembered when he made his +appointment. The road was no more than a country lane, unfrequented at +all times, and almost sure to be deserted on Sundays. He approached +the gate in a walk, and then stood awhile looking into the wood. He +had not stood long before he saw the girl's bonnet beneath a tree +standing just outside the wood, in the meadow, but on the bank of the +ditch. Thinking for a moment what he would do about his horse, he rode +him into the field, and then, dismounting, fastened him to a rail +which ran down the side of the copse. Then he sauntered on till he +stood looking down upon Ruby Ruggles as she sat beneath the tree. 'I +like your impudence,' she said, 'in calling yourself a friend.' + +'Ain't I a friend, Ruby?' + +'A pretty sort of friend, you! When you was going away, you was to be +back at Carbury in a fortnight; and that is,--oh, ever so long ago now.' + +'But I wrote to you, Ruby.' + +'What's letters? And the postman to know all as in 'em for anything +anybody knows, and grandfather to be almost sure to see 'em. I don't +call letters no good at all, and I beg you won't write 'em any more.' + +'Did he see them?' + +'No thanks to you if he didn't. I don't know why you are come here, +Sir Felix,--nor yet I don't know why I should come and meet you. It's +all just folly like.' + +'Because I love you;--that's why I come; eh, Ruby? And you have come +because you love me; eh, Ruby? Is not that about it?' Then he threw +himself on the ground beside her, and got his arm round her waist. + +It would boot little to tell here all that they said to each other. +The happiness of Ruby Ruggles for that half-hour was no doubt +complete. She had her London lover beside her; and though in every +word he spoke there was a tone of contempt, still he talked of love, +and made her promises, and told her that she was pretty. He probably +did not enjoy it much; he cared very little about her, and carried on +the liaison simply because it was the proper sort of thing for a young +man to do. He had begun to think that the odour of patchouli was +unpleasant, and that the flies were troublesome, and the ground hard, +before the half-hour was over. She felt that she could be content to +sit there for ever and to listen to him. This was a realisation of +those delights of life of which she had read in the thrice-thumbed old +novels which she had gotten from the little circulating library at +Bungay. + +But what was to come next? She had not dared to ask him to marry her,-- +had not dared to say those very words; and he had not dared to ask her +to be his mistress. There was an animal courage about her, and an +amount of strength also, and a fire in her eye, of which he had +learned to be aware. Before the half-hour was over I think that he +wished himself away;--but when he did go, he made a promise to see her +again on the Tuesday morning. Her grandfather would be at Harlestone +market, and she would meet him at about noon at the bottom of the +kitchen garden belonging to the farm. As he made the promise he +resolved that he would not keep it. He would write to her again, and +bid her come to him in London, and would send her money for the +journey. + +'I suppose I am to be his wedded wife,' said Ruby to herself, as she +crept away down from the road, away also from her own home;--so that on +her return her presence should not be associated with that of the +young man, should any one chance to see the young man on the road. +'I'll never be nothing unless I'm that,' she said to herself. Then she +allowed her mind to lose itself in expatiating on the difference +between John Crumb and Sir Felix Carbury. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX - HETTA CARBURY HEARS A LOVE TALE + + +'I half a mind to go back to-morrow morning,' Felix said to his mother +that Sunday evening after dinner. At that moment Roger was walking +round the garden by himself, and Henrietta was in her own room. + +'To-morrow morning, Felix! You are engaged to dine with the +Longestaffes!' + +'You could make any excuse you like about that.' + +'It would be the most uncourteous thing in the world. The Longestaffes +you know are the leading people in this part of the country. No one +knows what may happen. If you should ever be living at Carbury, how +sad it would be that you should have quarrelled with them.' + +'You forget, mother, that Dolly Longestaffe is about the most intimate +friend I have in the world.' + +'That does not justify you in being uncivil to the father and mother. +And you should remember what you came here for.' + +'What did I come for?' + +'That you might see Marie Melmotte more at your ease than you can in +their London house.' + +'That's all settled,' said Sir Felix, in the most indifferent tone +that he could assume. + +'Settled!' + +'As far as the girl is concerned. I can't very well go to the old +fellow for his consent down here.' + +'Do you mean to say, Felix, that Marie Melmotte has accepted you?' + +'I told you that before.' + +'My dear Felix. Oh, my boy!' In her joy the mother took her unwilling +son in her arms and caressed him. Here was the first step taken not +only to success, but to such magnificent splendour as should make her +son to be envied by all young men, and herself to be envied by all +mothers in England! 'No, you didn't tell me before. But I am so happy. +Is she really fond of you? I don't wonder that any girl should be fond +of you.' + +'I can't say anything about that, but I think she means to stick to +it.' + +'If she is firm, of course her father will give way at last. Fathers +always do give way when the girl is firm. Why should he oppose it?' + +'I don't know that he will.' + +'You are a man of rank, with a title of your own. I suppose what he +wants is a gentleman for his girl. I don't see why he should not be +perfectly satisfied. With all his enormous wealth a thousand a year or +so can't make any difference. And then he made you one of the +Directors at his Board. Oh Felix;--it is almost too good to be true.' + +'I ain't quite sure that I care very much about being married, you +know.' + +'Oh, Felix, pray don't say that. Why shouldn't you like being married? +She is a very nice girl, and we shall all be so fond of her! Don't let +any feeling of that kind come over you; pray don't. You will be able +to do just what you please when once the question of her money is +settled. Of course you can hunt as often as you like, and you can have +a house in any part of London you please. You must understand by this +time how very disagreeable it is to have to get on without an +established income.' + +'I quite understand that.' + +'If this were once done you would never have any more trouble of that +kind. There would be plenty of money for everything as long as you +live. It would be complete success. I don't know how to say enough to +you, or to tell you how dearly I love you, or to make you understand +how well I think you have done it all.' Then she caressed him again, +and was almost beside herself in an agony of mingled anxiety and joy. +If, after all, her beautiful boy, who had lately been her disgrace and +her great trouble because of his poverty, should shine forth to the +world as a baronet with £20,000 a year, how glorious would it be! She +must have known,--she did know,--how poor, how selfish a creature he was. +But her gratification at the prospect of his splendour obliterated the +sorrow with which the vileness of his character sometimes oppressed +her. Were he to win this girl with all her father's money, neither she +nor his sister would be the better for it, except in this, that the +burden of maintaining him would be taken from her shoulders. But his +magnificence would be established. He was her son, and the prospect of +his fortune and splendour was sufficient to elate her into a very +heaven of beautiful dreams. 'But, Felix,' she continued, 'you really +must stay and go to the Longestaffes' to-morrow. It will only be one +day. And now were you to run away--' + +'Run away! What nonsense you talk.' + +'If you were to start back to London at once I mean, it would be an +affront to her, and the very thing to set Melmotte against you. You +should lay yourself out to please him;--indeed you should.' + +'Oh, bother!' said Sir Felix. But nevertheless he allowed himself to +be persuaded to remain. The matter was important even to him, and he +consented to endure the almost unendurable nuisance of spending +another day at the Manor House. Lady Carbury, almost lost in delight, +did not know where to turn for sympathy. If her cousin were not so +stiff, so pig-headed, so wonderfully ignorant of the affairs of the +world, he would have at any rate consented to rejoice with her. Though +he might not like Felix,--who, as his mother admitted to herself, had +been rude to her cousin,--he would have rejoiced for the sake of the +family. But, as it was, she did not dare to tell him. He would have +received her tidings with silent scorn. And even Henrietta would not +be enthusiastic. She felt that though she would have delighted to +expatiate on this great triumph, she must be silent at present. It +should now be her great effort to ingratiate herself with Mr Melmotte +at the dinner party at Caversham. + +During the whole of that evening Roger Carbury hardly spoke to his +cousin Hetta. There was not much conversation between them till quite +late, when Father Barham came in for supper. He had been over at +Bungay among his people there, and had walked back, taking Carbury on +the way. 'What did you think of our bishop?' Roger asked him, rather +imprudently. + +'Not much of him as a bishop. I don't doubt that he makes a very nice +lord, and that he does more good among his neighbours than an average +lord. But you don't put power or responsibility into the hands of any +one sufficient to make him a bishop.' + +'Nine-tenths of the clergy in the diocese would be guided by him in +any matter of clerical conduct which might come before him.' + +'Because they know that he has no strong opinion of his own, and would +not therefore desire to dominate theirs. Take any of your bishops that +has an opinion,--if there be one left,--and see how far your clergy +consent to his teaching!' Roger turned round and took up his book. He +was already becoming tired of his pet priest. He himself always +abstained from saying a word derogatory to his new friend's religion +in the man's hearing; but his new friend did not by any means return +the compliment. Perhaps also Roger felt that were he to take up the +cudgels for an argument he might be worsted in the combat, as in such +combats success is won by practised skill rather than by truth. +Henrietta was also reading, and Felix was smoking elsewhere,--wondering +whether the hours would ever wear themselves away in that castle of +dulness, in which no cards were to be seen, and where, except at +meal-times, there was nothing to drink. But Lady Carbury was quite +willing to allow the priest to teach her that all appliances for the +dissemination of religion outside his own Church must be naught. + +'I suppose our bishops are sincere in their beliefs,' she said with +her sweetest smile. + +'I'm sure I hope so. I have no possible reason to doubt it as to the +two or three whom I have seen,--nor indeed as to all the rest whom I +have not seen.' + +'They are so much respected everywhere as good and pious men!' + +'I do not doubt it. Nothing tends so much to respect as a good income. +But they may be excellent men without being excellent bishops. I find +no fault with them, but much with the system by which they are +controlled. Is it probable that a man should be fitted to select +guides for other men's souls because he has succeeded by infinite +labour in his vocation in becoming the leader of a majority in the +House of Commons?' + +'Indeed, no,' said Lady Carbury, who did not in the least understand +the nature of the question put to her. + +'And when you've got your bishop, is it likely that a man should be +able to do his duty in that capacity who has no power of his own to +decide whether a clergyman under him is or is not fit for his duty?' + +'Hardly, indeed.' + +'The English people, or some of them,--that some being the richest, and, +at present, the most powerful,--like to play at having a Church, though +there is not sufficient faith in them to submit to the control of a +Church.' + +'Do you think men should be controlled by clergymen, Mr Barham?' + +'In matters of faith I do; and so, I suppose, do you; at least you +make that profession. You declare it to be your duty to submit +yourself to your spiritual pastors and masters.' + +'That, I thought, was for children,' said Lady Carbury. 'The +clergyman, in the catechism, says, "My good child."' + +'It is what you were taught as a child before you had made profession +of your faith to a bishop, in order that you might know your duty when +you had ceased to be a child. I quite agree, however, that the matter, +as viewed by your Church, is childish altogether, and intended only +for children. As a rule, adults with you want no religion.' + +'I am afraid that is true of a great many.' + +'It is marvellous to me that, when a man thinks of it, he should not +be driven by very fear to the comforts of a safer faith,--unless, +indeed, he enjoy the security of absolute infidelity.' + +'That is worse than anything,' said Lady Carbury with a sigh and a +shudder. + +'I don't know that it is worse than a belief which is no belief,' said +the priest with energy;--'than a creed which sits so easily on a man +that he does not even know what it contains, and never asks himself as +he repeats it, whether it be to him credible or incredible.' + +'That is very bad,' said Lady Carbury. + +'We're getting too deep, I think,' said Roger, putting down the book +which he had in vain been trying to read. + +'I think it is so pleasant to have a little serious conversation on +Sunday evening,' said Lady Carbury. The priest drew himself back into +his chair and smiled. He was quite clever enough to understand that +Lady Carbury had been talking nonsense, and clever enough also to be +aware of the cause of Roger's uneasiness. But Lady Carbury might be +all the easier converted because she understood nothing and was fond +of ambitious talking; and Roger Carbury might possibly be forced into +conviction by the very feeling which at present made him unwilling to +hear arguments. + +'I don't like hearing my Church ill-spoken of,' said Roger. + +'You wouldn't like me if I thought ill of it and spoke well of it,' +said the priest. + +'And, therefore, the less said the sooner mended,' said Roger, rising +from his chair. Upon this Father Barham look his departure and walked +away to Beccles. It might be that he had sowed some seed. It might be +that he had, at any rate, ploughed some ground. Even the attempt to +plough the ground was a good work which would not be forgotten. + +The following morning was the time on which Roger had fixed for +repeating his suit to Henrietta. He had determined that it should be +so, and though the words had been almost on his tongue during that +Sunday afternoon, he had repressed them because he would do as he had +determined. He was conscious, almost painfully conscious, of a certain +increase of tenderness in his cousin's manner towards him. All that +pride of independence, which had amounted almost to roughness, when +she was in London, seemed to have left her. When he greeted her +morning and night, she looked softly into his face. She cherished the +flowers which he gave her. He could perceive that if he expressed the +slightest wish in any matter about the house she would attend to it. +There had been a word said about punctuality, and she had become +punctual as the hand of the clock. There was not a glance of her eye, +nor a turn of her hand, that he did not watch, and calculate its +effect as regarded himself. But because she was tender to him and +observant, he did not by any means allow himself to believe that her +heart was growing into love for him. He thought that he understood the +working of her mind. She could see how great was his disgust at her +brother's doings; how fretted he was by her mother's conduct. Her +grace, and sweetness, and sense, took part with him against those who +were nearer to herself, and therefore,--in pity,--she was kind to him. It +was thus he read it, and he read it almost with exact accuracy. + +'Hetta,' he said after breakfast, 'come out into the garden awhile.' + +'Are not you going to the men?' + +'Not yet, at any rate. I do not always go to the men as you call it.' +She put on her hat and tripped out with him, knowing well that she had +been summoned to hear the old story. She had been sure, as soon as she +found the white rose in her room, that the old story would be repeated +again before she left Carbury;--and, up to this time, she had hardly +made up her mind what answer she would give to it. That she could not +take his offer, she thought she did know. She knew well that she loved +the other man. That other man had never asked her for her love, but +she thought that she knew that he desired it. But in spite of all this +there had in truth grown up in her bosom a feeling of tenderness +towards her cousin so strong that it almost tempted her to declare to +herself that he ought to have what he wanted, simply because he wanted +it. He was so good, so noble, so generous, so devoted, that it almost +seemed to her that she could not be justified in refusing him. And she +had gone entirely over to his side in regard to the Melmottes. Her +mother had talked to her of the charm of Mr Melmotte's money, till her +very heart had been sickened. There was nothing noble there; but, as +contrasted with that, Roger's conduct and bearing were those of a fine +gentleman who knew neither fear nor shame. Should such a one be doomed +to pine for ever because a girl could not love him,--a man born to be +loved, if nobility and tenderness and truth were lovely! + +'Hetta,' he said, 'put your arm here.' She gave him her arm. 'I was a +little annoyed last night by that priest. I want to be civil to him, +and now he is always turning against me.' + +'He doesn't do any harm, I suppose?' + +'He does do harm if he teaches you and me to think lightly of those +things which we have been brought up to revere.' So, thought +Henrietta, it isn't about love this time; it's only about the Church. +'He ought not to say things before my guests as to our way of +believing, which I wouldn't under any circumstances say as to his. I +didn't quite like your hearing it.' + +'I don't think he'll do me any harm. I'm not at all that way given. I +suppose they all do it. It's their business.' + +'Poor fellow! I brought him here just because I thought it was a pity +that a man born and bred like a gentleman should never see the inside +of a comfortable house.' + +'I liked him;--only I didn't like his saying stupid things about the +bishop.' + +'And I like him.' Then there was a pause. 'I suppose your brother does +not talk to you much about his own affairs.' + +'His own affairs, Roger? Do you mean money? He never says a word to me +about money.' + +'I meant about the Melmottes.' + +'No; not to me. Felix hardly ever speaks to me about anything.' + +'I wonder whether she has accepted him.' + +'I think she very nearly did accept him in London.' + +'I can't quite sympathise with your mother in all her feelings about +this marriage, because I do not think that I recognise as she does the +necessity of money.' + +'Felix is so disposed to be extravagant.' + +'Well; yes. But I was going to say that though I cannot bring myself +to say anything to encourage her about this heiress, I quite recognise +her unselfish devotion to his interests.' + +'Mamma thinks more of him than of anything,' said Hetta, not in the +least intending to accuse her mother of indifference to herself. + +'I know it; and though I happen to think myself that her other child +would better repay her devotion,'--this he said, looking up to Hetta +and smiling,--'I quite feel how good a mother she is to Felix. You know, +when she first came the other day we almost had a quarrel.' + +'I felt that there was something unpleasant.' + +'And then Felix coming after his time put me out. I am getting old and +cross, or I should not mind such things.' + +'I think you are so good and so kind.' As she said this she leaned +upon his arm almost as though she meant to tell him that she loved +him. + +'I have been angry with myself,' he said, 'and so I am making you my +father confessor. Open confession is good for the soul sometimes, and +I think that you would understand me better than your mother.' + +'I do understand you; but don't think there is any fault to confess.' + +'You will not exact any penance?' She only looked at him and smiled. +'I am going to put a penance on myself all the same. I can't +congratulate your brother on his wooing over at Caversham, as I know +nothing about it, but I will express some civil wish to him about +things in general.' + +'Will that be a penance?' + +'If you could look into my mind you'd find that it would. I'm full of +fretful anger against him for half-a-dozen little frivolous things. +Didn't he throw his cigar on the path? Didn't he lie in bed on Sunday +instead of going to church?' + +'But then he was travelling all the Saturday night.' + +'Whose fault was that? But don't you see it is the triviality of the +offence which makes the penance necessary. Had he knocked me over the +head with a pickaxe, or burned the house down, I should have had a +right to be angry. But I was angry because he wanted a horse on Sunday;-- +and therefore I must do penance.' + +There was nothing of love in all this. Hetta, however, did not wish +him to talk of love. He was certainly now treating her as a friend,--as +a most intimate friend. If he would only do that without making love +to her, how happy could she be! But his determination still held good. +'And now,' said he, altering his tone altogether, 'I must speak about +myself.' Immediately the weight of her hand upon his arm was lessened. +Thereupon he put his left hand round and pressed her arm to his. 'No,' +he said; 'do not make any change towards me while I speak to you. +Whatever comes of it we shall at any rate be cousins and friends.' + +'Always friends!' she said. + +'Yes,--always friends. And now listen to me for I have much to say. I +will not tell you again that I love you. You know it, or else you must +think me the vainest and falsest of men. It is not only that I love +you, but I am so accustomed to concern myself with one thing only, so +constrained by the habits and nature of my life to confine myself to +single interests, that I cannot as it were escape from my love. I am +thinking of it always, often despising myself because I think of it so +much. For, after all, let a woman be ever so good,--and you to me are +all that is good,--a man should not allow his love to dominate his +intellect.' + +'Oh, no!' + +'I do. I calculate my chances within my own bosom almost as a man +might calculate his chances of heaven. I should like you to know me +just as I am, the weak and the strong together. I would not win you by +a lie if I could. I think of you more than I ought to do. I am sure,-- +quite sure that you are the only possible mistress of this house +during my tenure of it. If I am ever to live as other men do, and to +care about the things which other men care for, it must be as your +husband.' + +'Pray,--pray do not say that.' + +'Yes; I think that I have a right to say it,--and a right to expect that +you should believe me. I will not ask you to be my wife if you do not +love me. Not that I should fear aught for myself, but that you should +not be pressed to make a sacrifice of yourself because I am your +friend and cousin. But I think it is quite possible you might come to +love me,--unless your heart be absolutely given away elsewhere.' + +'What am I to say?' + +'We each of us know of what the other is thinking. If Paul Montague +has robbed me of my love?' + +'Mr Montague has never said a word.' + +'If he had, I think he would have wronged me. He met you in my house, +and I think must have known what my feelings were towards you.' + +'But he never has.' + +'We have been like brothers together,--one brother being very much older +than the other, indeed; or like father and son. I think he should +place his hopes elsewhere.' + +'What am I to say? If he have such hope he has not told me. I think it +almost cruel that a girl should be asked in that way.' + +'Hetta, I should not wish to be cruel to you. Of course I know the way +of the world in such matters. I have no right to ask you about Paul +Montague,--no right to expect an answer. But it is all the world to me. +You can understand that I should think you might learn to love even +me, if you loved no one else.' The tone of his voice was manly, and at +the same time full of entreaty. His eyes as he looked at her were +bright with love and anxiety. She not only believed him as to the tale +which he now told her; but she believed in him altogether. She knew +that he was a staff on which a woman might safely lean, trusting to it +for comfort and protection in life. In that moment she all but yielded +to him. Had he seized her in his arms and kissed her then, I think she +would have yielded. She did all but love him. She so regarded him that +had it been some other woman that he craved, she would have used every +art she knew to have backed his suit, and would have been ready to +swear that any woman was a fool who refused him. She almost hated +herself because she was unkind to one who so thoroughly deserved +kindness. As it was, she made him no answer, but continued to walk +beside him trembling. 'I thought I would tell it you all, because I +wish you to know exactly the state of my mind. I would show you if I +could all my heart and all my thoughts about yourself as in a glass +case. Do not coy your love for me if you can feel it. When you know, +dear, that a man's heart is set upon a woman as mine is set on you, so +that it is for you to make his life bright or dark, for you to open or +to shut the gates of his earthly Paradise, I think you will be above +keeping him in darkness for the sake of a girlish scruple.' + +'Oh, Roger!' + +'If ever there should come a time in which you can say it truly, +remember my truth to you and say it boldly. I at least shall never +change. Of course if you love another man and give yourself to him, it +will be all over. Tell me that boldly also. I have said it all now. +God bless you, my own heart's darling. I hope,--I hope I may be strong +enough through it all to think more of your happiness than of my own.' +Then he parted from her abruptly, taking his way over one of the +bridges, and leaving her to find her way into the house alone. + + + + +CHAPTER XX - LADY POMONA'S DINNER PARTY + + +Roger Carbury's half-formed plan of keeping Henrietta at home while +Lady Carbury and Sir Felix went to dine at Caversham fell to the +ground. It was to be carried out only in the event of Hetta's yielding +to his prayer. But he had in fact not made a prayer, and Hetta had +certainly yielded nothing. When the evening came, Lady Carbury started +with her son and daughter, and Roger was left alone. In the ordinary +course of his life he was used to solitude. During the greater part of +the year he would eat and drink and live without companionship; so +that there was to him nothing peculiarly sad in this desertion. But on +the present occasion he could not prevent himself from dwelling on the +loneliness of his lot in life. These cousins of his who were his +guests cared nothing for him. Lady Carbury had come to his house +simply that it might be useful to her; Sir Felix did not pretend to +treat him with even ordinary courtesy; and Hetta herself, though she +was soft to him and gracious, was soft and gracious through pity +rather than love. On this day he had, in truth, asked her for nothing; +but he had almost brought himself to think that she might give all +that he wanted without asking. And yet, when he told her of the +greatness of his love, and of its endurance, she was simply silent. +When the carriage taking them to dinner went away down the road, he +sat on the parapet of the bridge in front of the house listening to +the sound of the horses' feet, and telling himself that there was +nothing left for him in life. + +If ever one man had been good to another, he had been good to Paul +Montague, and now Paul Montague was robbing him of everything he +valued in the world. His thoughts were not logical, nor was his mind +exact. The more he considered it, the stronger was his inward +condemnation of his friend. He had never mentioned to any one the +services he had rendered to Montague. In speaking of him to Hetta he +had alluded only to the affection which had existed between them. But +he felt that because of those services his friend Montague had owed it +to him not to fall in love with the girl he loved; and he thought that +if, unfortunately, this had happened unawares, Montague should have +retired as soon as he learned the truth. He could not bring himself to +forgive his friend, even though Hetta had assured him that his friend +had never spoken to her of love. He was sore all over, and it was Paul +Montague who made him sore. Had there been no such man at Carbury when +Hetta came there, Hetta might now have been mistress of the house. He +sat there till the servant came to tell him that his dinner was on the +table. Then he crept in and ate,--so that the man might not see his +sorrow; and, after dinner, he sat with a book in his hand seeming to +read. But he read not a word, for his mind was fixed altogether on +his cousin Hetta. 'What a poor creature a man is,' he said to himself, +'who is not sufficiently his own master to get over a feeling like +this.' + +At Caversham there was a very grand party,--as grand almost as a dinner +party can be in the country. There were the Earl and Countess of +Loddon and Lady Jane Pewet from Loddon Park, and the bishop and his +wife, and the Hepworths. These, with the Carburys and the parson's +family, and the people staying in the house, made twenty-four at the +dinner table. As there were fourteen ladies and only ten men, the +banquet can hardly be said to have been very well arranged. But those +things cannot be done in the country with the exactness which the +appliances of London make easy; and then the Longestaffes, though they +were decidedly people of fashion, were not famous for their excellence +in arranging such matters. If aught, however, was lacking in +exactness, it was made up in grandeur. There were three powdered +footmen, and in that part of the country Lady Pomona alone was served +after this fashion; and there was a very heavy butler, whose +appearance of itself was sufficient to give éclat to a family. The +grand saloon in which nobody ever lived was thrown open, and sofas and +chairs on which nobody ever sat were uncovered. It was not above once +in the year that this kind of thing vas done at Caversham; but when it +was done, nothing was spared which could contribute to the +magnificence of the fête. Lady Pomona and her two tall daughters +standing up to receive the little Countess of Loddon and Lady Jane +Pewet, who was the image of her mother on a somewhat smaller scale, +while Madame Melmotte and Marie stood behind as though ashamed of +themselves, was a sight to see. Then the Carburys came, and then Mrs +Yeld with the bishop. The grand room was soon fairly full; but nobody +had a word to say. The bishop was generally a man of much +conversation, and Lady Loddon, if she were well pleased with her +listeners, could talk by the hour without ceasing. But on this +occasion nobody could utter a word. Lord Loddon pottered about, making +a feeble attempt, in which he was seconded by no one. Lord Alfred +stood, stock-still, stroking his grey moustache with his hand. That +much greater man, Augustus Melmotte, put his thumbs into the arm-holes +of his waistcoat, and was impassible. The bishop saw at a glance the +hopelessness of the occasion, and made no attempt. The master of the +house shook hands with each guest as he entered, and then devoted his +mind to expectation of the next corner. Lady Pomona and her two +daughters were grand and handsome, but weary and dumb. In accordance +with the treaty, Madame Melmotte had been entertained civilly for four +entire days. It could not be expected that the ladies of Caversham +should come forth unwearied after such a struggle. + +When dinner was announced Felix was allowed to take in Marie Melmotte. +There can be no doubt but that the Caversham ladies did execute their +part of the treaty. They were led to suppose that this arrangement +would be desirable to the Melmottes, and they made it. The great +Augustus himself went in with Lady Carbury, much to her satisfaction. +She also had been dumb in the drawing-room; but now, if ever, it would +be her duty to exert herself. 'I hope you like Suffolk,' she said. + +'Pretty well, I thank you. Oh, yes;--very nice place for a little fresh +air.' + +'Yes;--that's just it, Mr Melmotte. When the summer comes one does long +so to see the flowers.' + +'We have better flowers in our balconies than any I see down here,' +said Mr Melmotte. + +'No doubt;--because you can command the floral tribute of the world at +large. What is there that money will not do? It can turn a London +street into a bower of roses, and give you grottoes in Grosvenor +Square.' + +'It's a very nice place, is London.' + +'If you have got plenty of money, Mr Melmotte.' + +'And if you have not, it's the best place I know to get it. Do you +live in London, ma'am?' He had quite forgotten Lady Carbury even if he +had seen her at his house, and with the dulness of hearing common to +men, had not picked up her name when told to take her out to dinner. +'Oh, yes, I live in London. I have had the honour of being entertained +by you there.' This she said with her sweetest smile. + +'Oh, indeed. So many do come, that I don't always just remember.' + +'How should you,--with all the world flocking round you? I am Lady +Carbury, the mother of Sir Felix Carbury, whom I think you will +remember.' + +'Yes; I know Sir Felix. He's sitting there, next to my daughter.' + +'Happy fellow!' + +'I don't know much about that. Young men don't get their happiness in +that way now. They've got other things to think of.' + +'He thinks so much of his business.' + +'Oh! I didn't know,' said Mr Melmotte. + +'He sits at the same Board with you, I think, Mr Melmotte.' + +'Oh;--that's his business!' said Mr Melmotte, with a grim smile. + +Lady Carbury was very clever as to many things, and was not +ill-informed on matters in general that were going on around her; but +she did not know much about the city, and was profoundly ignorant as +to the duties of those Directors of whom, from time to time, she saw +the names in a catalogue. 'I trust that he is diligent there,' she +said; 'and that he is aware of the great privilege which he enjoys in +having the advantage of your counsel and guidance.' + +'He don't trouble me much, ma'am, and I don't trouble him much.' After +this Lady Carbury said no more as to her son's position in the city. +She endeavoured to open various other subjects of conversation; but +she found Mr Melmotte to be heavy on her hands. After a while she had +to abandon him in despair, and give herself up to raptures in favour +of Protestantism at the bidding of the Caversham parson, who sat on +the other side of her, and who had been worked to enthusiasm by some +mention of Father Barham's name. + +Opposite to her, or nearly so, sat Sir Felix and his love. 'I have told +mamma,' Marie had whispered, as she walked in to dinner with him. She +was now full of the idea so common to girls who are engaged,--and as +natural as it is common,--that she might tell everything to her lover. + +'Did she say anything?' he asked. Then Marie had to take her place and +arrange her dress before she could reply to him. 'As to her, I suppose +it does not matter what she says, does it?' + +'She said a great deal. She thinks that papa will think you are not +rich enough. Hush! Talk about something else, or people will hear.' So +much she had been able to say during the bustle. + +Felix was not at all anxious to talk about his love, and changed the +subject very willingly. 'Have you been riding?' he asked. + +'No; I don't think there are horses here,--not for visitors, that is. +How did you get home? Did you have any adventures?' + +'None at all,' said Felix, remembering Ruby Ruggles. 'I just rode home +quietly. I go to town to-morrow.' + +'And we go on Wednesday. Mind you come and see us before long.' This +she said bringing her voice down to a whisper. + +'Of course I shall. I suppose I'd better go to your father in the +city. Does he go every day?' + +'Oh yes, every day. He's back always about seven. Sometimes he's +good-natured enough when he comes back, but sometimes he's very cross. +He's best just after dinner. But it's so hard to get to him then. Lord +Alfred is almost always there; and then other people come, and they +play cards. I think the city will be best.' + +'You'll stick to it?' he asked. + +'Oh, yes;--indeed I will. Now that I've once said it nothing will ever +turn me. I think papa knows that.' Felix looked at her as she said +this, and thought that he saw more in her countenance than he had ever +read there before. Perhaps she would consent to run away with him; +and, if so, being the only child, she would certainly,--almost certainly, +--be forgiven. But if he were to run away with her and marry her, and +then find that she were not forgiven, and that Melmotte allowed her to +starve without a shilling of fortune, where would he be then? Looking +at the matter in all its bearings, considering among other things the +trouble and the expense of such a measure, he thought that he could +not afford to run away with her. + +After dinner he hardly spoke to her; indeed, the room itself,--the same +big room in which they had been assembled before the feast,--seemed to +be ill-adapted for conversation. Again nobody talked to anybody, and +the minutes went very heavily till at last the carriages were there to +take them all home. 'They arranged that you should sit next to her,' +said Lady Carbury to her son, as they were in the carriage. + +'Oh, I suppose that came naturally;--one young man and one young woman, +you know.' + +'Those things are always arranged, and they would not have done it +unless they had thought that it would please Mr Melmotte. Oh, Felix! +if you can bring it about.' + +'I shall if I can, mother; you needn't make a fuss about it.' + +'No, I won't. You cannot wonder that I should be anxious. You behaved +beautifully to her at dinner; I was so happy to see you together. Good +night, Felix, and God bless you!' she said again, as they were parting +for the night. 'I shall be the happiest and the proudest mother in +England if this comes about.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXI - EVERYBODY GOES TO THEM + + +When the Melmottes went from Caversham the house was very desolate. +The task of entertaining these people was indeed over, and had the +return to London been fixed for a certain near day, there would have +been comfort at any rate among the ladies of the family. But this was +so far from being the case that the Thursday and Friday passed without +anything being settled, and dreadful fears began to fill the minds of +Lady Pomona and Sophia Longestaffe. Georgiana was also impatient, but +she asserted boldly that treachery, such as that which her mother and +sister contemplated, was impossible. Their father, she thought, would +not dare to propose it. On each of these days,--three or four times +daily,--hints were given and questions were asked, but without avail. Mr +Longestaffe would not consent to have a day fixed till he had received +some particular letter, and would not even listen to the suggestion of +a day. 'I suppose we can go at any rate on Tuesday,' Georgiana said on +the Friday evening. 'I don't know why you should suppose anything of +the kind,' the father replied. Poor Lady Pomona was urged by her +daughters to compel him to name a day; but Lady Pomona was less +audacious in urging the request than her younger child, and at the +same time less anxious for its completion. On the Sunday morning +before they went to church there was a great discussion upstairs. The +Bishop of Elmham was going to preach at Caversham church, and the +three ladies were dressed in their best London bonnets. They were in +their mother's room, having just completed the arrangements of their +church-going toilet. It was supposed that the expected letter had +arrived. Mr Longestaffe had certainly received a despatch from his +lawyer, but had not as yet vouchsafed any reference to its contents. +He had been more than ordinarily silent at breakfast, and,--so Sophia +asserted,--more disagreeable than ever. The question had now arisen +especially in reference to their bonnets. 'You might as well wear +them,' said Lady Pomona, 'for I am sure you will not be in London +again this year.' + +'You don't mean it, mamma,' said Sophia. + +'I do, my dear. He looked like it when he put those papers back into +his pocket. I know what his face means so well.' + +'It is not possible,' said Sophia. 'He promised, and he got us to have +those horrid people because he promised.' + +'Well, my dear, if your father says that we can't go back, I suppose +we must take his word for it. It is he must decide of course. What he +meant I suppose was, that he would take us back if he could.' + +'Mamma!' shouted Georgiana. Was there to be treachery not only on the +part of their natural adversary, who, adversary though he was, had +bound himself to terms by a treaty, but treachery also in their own +camp! + +'My dear, what can we do?' said Lady Pomona. + +'Do!' Georgiana was now going to speak out plainly. 'Make him +understand that we are not going to be sat upon like that. I'll do +something, if that's going to be the way of it. If he treats me like +that I'll run off with the first man that will take me, let him be who +it may.' + +'Don't talk like that, Georgiana, unless you wish to kill me.' + +'I'll break his heart for him. He does not care about us not the least +whether we are happy or miserable; but he cares very much about the +family name. I'll tell him that I'm not going to be a slave. I'll +marry a London tradesman before I'll stay down here.' The younger Miss +Longestaffe was lost in passion at the prospect before her. + +'Oh, Georgey, don't say such horrid things as that,' pleaded her +sister. + +'It's all very well for you, Sophy. You've got George Whitstable.' + +'I haven't got George Whitstable.' + +'Yes, you have, and your fish is fried. Dolly does just what he +pleases, and spends money as fast as he likes. Of course it makes no +difference to you, mamma, where you are.' + +'You are very unjust,' said Lady Pomona, wailing, 'and you say horrid +things.' + +'I ain't unjust at all. It doesn't matter to you. And Sophy is the +same as settled. But I'm to be sacrificed! How am I to see anybody +down here in this horrid hole? Papa promised and he must keep his +word.' + +Then there came to them a loud voice calling to them from the hall. +'Are any of you coming to church, or are you going to keep the +carriage waiting all day?' Of course they were all going to church. +They always did go to church when they were at Caversham; and would +more especially do so to-day, because of the bishop and because of the +bonnets. They trooped down into the hall and into the carriage, Lady +Pomona leading the way. Georgiana stalked along, passing her father at +the front door without condescending to look at him. Not a word was +spoken on the way to church, or on the way home. During the service Mr +Longestaffe stood up in the corner of his pew, and repeated the +responses in a loud voice. In performing this duty he had been an +example to the parish all his life. The three ladies knelt on their +hassocks in the most becoming fashion, and sat during the sermon +without the slightest sign either of weariness or of attention. They +did not collect the meaning of any one combination of sentences. It +was nothing to them whether the bishop had or had not a meaning. +Endurance of that kind was their strength. Had the bishop preached for +forty-five minutes instead of half an hour they would not have +complained. It was the same kind of endurance which enabled Georgiana +to go on from year to year waiting for a husband of the proper sort. +She could put up with any amount of tedium if only the fair chance of +obtaining ultimate relief were not denied to her. But to be kept at +Caversham all the summer would be as bad as hearing a bishop preach +for ever! After the service they came back to lunch, and that meal +also was eaten in silence. When it was over the head of the family put +himself into the dining-room arm-chair, evidently meaning to be left +alone there. In that case he would have meditated upon his troubles +till he went to sleep, and would have thus got through the afternoon +with comfort. But this was denied to him. The two daughters remained +steadfast while the things were being removed; and Lady Pomona, though +she made one attempt to leave the room, returned when she found that +her daughters would not follow her. Georgiana had told her sister +that she meant to 'have it out' with her father, and Sophia had of +course remained in the room in obedience to her sister's behest. When +the last tray had been taken out, Georgiana began. 'Papa, don't you +think you could settle now when we are to go back to town? Of course +we want to know about engagements and all that. There is Lady +Monogram's party on Wednesday. We promised to be there ever so long +ago.' + +'You had better write to Lady Monogram and say you can't keep your +engagement.' + +'But why not, papa? We could go up on Wednesday morning.' + +'You can't do anything of the kind.' + +'But, my dear, we should all like to have a day fixed,' said Lady +Pomona. Then there was a pause. Even Georgiana, in her present state +of mind, would have accepted some distant, even some undefined time, +as a compromise. + +'Then you can't have a day fixed,' said Mr Longestaffe. + +'How long do you suppose that we shall be kept here?' said Sophia, in +a low constrained voice. + +'I do not know what you mean by being kept here. This is your home, +and this is where you may make up your minds to live.' + +'But we are to go back?' demanded Sophia. Georgiana stood by in +silence, listening, resolving, and biding her time. + +'You'll not return to London this season,' said Mr Longestaffe, +turning himself abruptly to a newspaper which he held in his hands. + +'Do you mean that that is settled?' said Lady Pomona. 'I mean to say +that that is settled,' said Mr Longestaffe. Was there ever treachery +like this! The indignation in Georgiana's mind approached almost to +virtue as she thought of her father's falseness. She would not have +left town at all but for that promise. She would not have contaminated +herself with the Melmottes but for that promise. And now she was told +that the promise was to be absolutely broken, when it was no longer +possible that she could get back to London,--even to the house of the +hated Primeros,--without absolutely running away from her father's +residence! 'Then, papa,' she said, with affected calmness, 'you have +simply and with premeditation broken your word to us.' + +'How dare you speak to me in that way, you wicked child!' + +'I am not a child, papa, as you know very well. I am my own mistress,-- +by law.' + +'Then go and be your own mistress. You dare to tell me, your father, +that I have premeditated a falsehood! If you tell me that again, you +shall eat your meals in your own room or not eat them in this house.' + +'Did you not promise that we should go back if we would come down and +entertain these people?' + +'I will not argue with a child, insolent and disobedient as you are. +If I have anything to say about it, I will say it to your mother. It +should be enough for you that I, your father, tell you that you have +to live here. Now go away, and if you choose to be sullen, go and be +sullen where I shan't see you.' Georgiana looked round on her mother +and sister and then marched majestically out of the room. She still +meditated revenge, but she was partly cowed, and did not dare in her +father's presence to go on with her reproaches. She stalked off into +the room in which they generally lived, and there she stood panting +with anger, breathing indignation through her nostrils. + +'And you mean to put up with it, mamma?' she said. + +'What can we do, my dear?' + +'I will do something. I'm not going to be cheated and swindled and +have my life thrown away into the bargain. I have always behaved well +to him. I have never run up bills without saying anything about them.' +This was a cut at her elder sister, who had once got into some little +trouble of that kind. 'I have never got myself talked about with +anybody. If there is anything to be done I always do it. I have +written his letters for him till I have been sick, and when you were +ill I never asked him to stay out with us after two or half-past two +at the latest. And now he tells me that I am to eat my meals up in my +bedroom because I remind him that he distinctly promised to take us +back to London! Did he not promise, mamma?' + +'I understood so, my dear.' + +'You know he promised, mamma. If I do anything now he must bear the +blame of it. I am not going to keep myself straight for the sake of +the family, and then be treated in that way.' + +'You do that for your own sake, I suppose,' said her sister. + +'It is more than you've been able to do for anybody's sake,' said +Georgiana, alluding to a very old affair to an ancient flirtation, in +the course of which the elder daughter had made a foolish and a futile +attempt to run away with an officer of dragoons whose private fortune +was very moderate. Ten years had passed since that, and the affair was +never alluded to except in moments of great bitterness. + +'I've kept myself as straight as you have,' said Sophia. 'It's easy +enough to be straight, when a person never cares for anybody, and +nobody cares for a person.' + +'My dears, if you quarrel what am I to do?' said their mother. + +'It is I that have to suffer,' continued Georgiana. 'Does he expect me +to find anybody here that I could take? Poor George Whitstable is not +much; but there is nobody else at all.' + +'You may have him if you like,' said Sophia, with a chuck of her head. + +'Thank you, my dear, but I shouldn't like it at all. I haven't come to +that quite yet.' + +'You were talking of running away with somebody.' + +'I shan't run away with George Whitstable; you may be sure of that. +I'll tell you what I shall do,--I will write papa a letter. I suppose +he'll condescend to read it. If he won't take me up to town himself, +he must send me up to the Primeros. What makes me most angry in the +whole thing is that we should have condescended to be civil to the +Melmottes down in the country. In London one does those things, but to +have them here was terrible!' + +During that entire afternoon nothing more was said. Not a word passed +between them on any subject beyond those required by the necessities +of life. Georgiana had been as hard to her sister as to her father, +and Sophia in her quiet way resented the affront. She was now almost +reconciled to the sojourn in the country, because it inflicted a +fitting punishment on Georgiana, and the presence of Mr Whitstable at +a distance of not more than ten miles did of course make a difference +to herself. Lady Pomona complained of a headache, which was always an +excuse with her for not speaking;--and Mr Longestaffe went to sleep. +Georgiana during the whole afternoon remained apart, and on the next +morning the head of the family found the following letter on his +dressing-table:-- + + + My DEAR PAPA + + I don't think you ought to be surprised because we feel that our + going up to town is so very important to us. If we are not to be + in London at this time of the year we can never see anybody, and + of course you know what that must mean for me. If this goes on + about Sophia, it does not signify for her, and, though mamma likes + London, it is not of real importance. But it is very, very hard + upon me. It isn't for pleasure that I want to go up. There isn't + so very much pleasure in it. But if I'm to be buried down here at + Caversham, I might just as well be dead at once. If you choose to + give up both houses for a year, or for two years, and take us all + abroad, I should not grumble in the least. There are very nice + people to be met abroad, and perhaps things go easier that way + than in town. And there would be nothing for horses, and we could + dress very cheap and wear our old things. I'm sure I don't want to + run up bills. But if you would only think what Caversham must be + to me, without any one worth thinking about within twenty miles, + you would hardly ask me to stay here. + + You certainly did say that if we would come down here with those + Melmottes we should be taken back to town, and you cannot be + surprised that we should be disappointed when we are told that we + are to be kept here after that. It makes me feel that life is so + hard that I can't bear it. I see other girls having such chances + when I have none, that sometimes I think I don't know what will + happen to me.' (This was the nearest approach which she dared to + make in writing to that threat which she had uttered to her mother + of running away with somebody.) 'I suppose that now it is useless + for me to ask you to take us all back this summer,--though it was + promised; but I hope you'll give me money to go up to the + Primeros. It would only be me and my maid. Julia Primero asked me + to stay with them when you first talked of not going up, and I + should not in the least object to reminding her, only it should be + done at once. Their house in Queen's Gate is very large, and I + know they've a room. They all ride, and I should want a horse; but + there would be nothing else, as they have plenty of carriages, and + the groom who rides with Julia would do for both of us. Pray + answer this at once, papa. + + Your affectionate daughter, + + GEORGIANA LONGESTAFFE. + + +Mr Longestaffe did condescend to read the letter. He, though he had +rebuked his mutinous daughter with stern severity, was also to some +extent afraid of her. At a sudden burst he could stand upon his +authority, and assume his position with parental dignity; but not the +less did he dread the wearing toil of continued domestic strife. He +thought that upon the whole his daughter liked a row in the house. If +not, there surely would not be so many rows. He himself thoroughly +hated them. He had not any very lively interest in life. He did not +read much; he did not talk much; he was not specially fond of eating +and drinking; he did not gamble, and he did not care for the farm. To +stand about the door and hall and public rooms of the clubs to which he +belonged and hear other men talk politics or scandal, was what he +liked better than anything else in the world. But he was quite willing +to give this up for the good of his family. He would be contented to +drag through long listless days at Caversham, and endeavour to nurse +his property, if only his daughter would allow it. By assuming a +certain pomp in his living, which had been altogether unserviceable to +himself and family, by besmearing his footmen's heads, and bewigging +his coachmen, by aping, though never achieving, the grand ways of +grander men than himself, he had run himself into debt. His own +ambition had been a peerage, and he had thought that this was the way +to get it. A separate property had come to his son from his wife's +mother,--some £2,000 or £3,000 a year, magnified by the world into +double its amount,--and the knowledge of this had for a time reconciled +him to increasing the burdens on the family estates. He had been sure +that Adolphus, when of age, would have consented to sell the Sussex +property in order that the Suffolk property might be relieved. But +Dolly was now in debt himself, and though in other respects the most +careless of men, was always on his guard in any dealings with his +father. He would not consent to the sale of the Sussex property unless +half of the proceeds were to be at once handed to himself. The father +could not bring himself to consent to this, but, while refusing it, +found the troubles of the world very hard upon him. Melmotte had done +something for him,--but in doing this Melmotte was very hard and +tyrannical. Melmotte, when at Caversham, had looked into his affairs, +and had told him very plainly that with such an establishment in the +country he was not entitled to keep a house in town. Mr Longestaffe +had then said something about his daughters,--something especially about +Georgiana,--and Mr Melmotte had made a suggestion. + +Mr Longestaffe, when he read his daughter's appeal, did feel for her, +in spite of his anger. But if there was one man he hated more than +another, it was his neighbour Mr Primero; and if one woman, it was Mrs +Primero. Primero, whom Mr Longestaffe regarded as quite an upstart, +and anything but a gentleman, owed no man anything. He paid his +tradesmen punctually, and never met the squire of Caversham without +seeming to make a parade of his virtue in that direction. He had spent +many thousands for his party in county elections and borough +elections, and was now himself member for a metropolitan district. He +was a radical, of course, or, according to Mr Longestaffe's view of +his political conduct, acted and voted on the radical side because +there was nothing to be got by voting and acting on the other. And now +there had come into Suffolk a rumour that Mr Primero was to have a +peerage. To others the rumour was incredible, but Mr Longestaffe +believed it, and to Mr Longestaffe that belief was an agony. A Baron +Bundlesham just at his door, and such a Baron Bundlesham, would be +more than Mr Longestaffe could endure. It was quite impossible that +his daughter should be entertained in London by the Primeros. + +But another suggestion had been made. Georgiana's letter had been laid +on her father's table on the Monday morning. On the following morning, +when there could have been no intercourse with London by letter, Lady +Pomona called her younger daughter to her, and handed her a note to +read. 'Your papa has this moment given it me. Of course you must judge +for yourself.' This was the note;-- + + + MY DEAR MR LONGESTAFFE, + + As you seem determined not to return to London this season, + perhaps one of your young ladies would like to come to us. Mrs + Melmotte would be delighted to have Miss Georgiana for June and + July. If so, she need only give Mrs Melmotte a day's notice. + + Yours truly, + + AUGUSTUS MELMOTTE + + +Georgiana, as soon as her eye had glanced down the one side of note +paper on which this invitation was written, looked up for the date. It +was without a date, and had, she felt sure, been left in her father's +hands to be used as he might think fit. She breathed very hard. Both +her father and mother had heard her speak of these Melmottes, and knew +what she thought of them. There was an insolence in the very +suggestion. But at the first moment she said nothing of that. 'Why +shouldn't I go to the Primeros?' she asked. + +'Your father will not hear of it. He dislikes them especially.' + +'And I dislike the Melmottes. I dislike the Primeros of course, but +they are not so bad as the Melmottes. That would be dreadful.' + +'You must judge for yourself; Georgiana.' + +'It is that,--or staying here?' + +'I think so, my dear.' + +'If papa chooses I don't know why I am to mind. It will be awfully +disagreeable,--absolutely disgusting!' + +'She seemed to be very quiet.' + +'Pooh, mamma! Quiet! She was quiet here because she was afraid of us. +She isn't yet used to be with people like us. She'll get over that if +I'm in the house with her. And then she is, oh! so frightfully vulgar! +She must have been the very sweeping of the gutters. Did you not see +it, mamma? She could not even open her mouth, she was so ashamed of +herself. I shouldn't wonder if they turned out to be something quite +horrid. They make me shudder. Was there ever anything so dreadful to +look at as he is?' + +'Everybody goes to them,' said Lady Pomona. 'The Duchess of Stevenage +has been there over and over again, and so has Lady Auld Reekie. +Everybody goes to their house.' + +'But everybody doesn't go and live with them. Oh, mamma,--to have to sit +down to breakfast every day for ten weeks with that man and that +woman!' + +'Perhaps they'll let you have your breakfast upstairs.' + +'But to have to go out with them;--walking into the room after her! Only +think of it!' + +'But you are so anxious to be in London, my dear.' + +'Of course I am anxious. What other chance have I, mamma? And, oh +dear, I am so tired of it! Pleasure, indeed! Papa talks of pleasure. +If papa had to work half as hard as I do, I wonder what he'd think of +it. I suppose I must do it. I know it will make me so ill that I shall +almost die under it. Horrid, horrid people! And papa to propose it, +who has always been so proud of everything,--who used to think so much +of being with the right set' + +'Things are changed, Georgiana,' said the anxious mother. + +'Indeed they are when papa wants me to go and stay with people like +that. Why, mamma, the apothecary in Bungay is a fine gentleman +compared with Mr Melmotte, and his wife is a fine lady compared with +Madame Melmotte. But I'll go. If papa chooses me to be seen with such +people it is not my fault. There will be no disgracing one's self +after that. I don't believe in the least that any decent man would +propose to a girl in such a house, and you and papa must not be +surprised if I take some horrid creature from the Stock Exchange. Papa +has altered his ideas; and so, I suppose, I had better alter mine.' + +Georgiana did not speak to her father that night, but Lady Pomona +informed Mr Longestaffe that Mr Melmotte's invitation was to be +accepted. She herself would write a line to Madame Melmotte, and +Georgiana would go up on the Friday following. 'I hope she'll like +it,' said Mr Longestaffe. The poor man had no intention of irony. It +was not in his nature to be severe after that fashion. But to poor +Lady Pomona the words sounded very cruel. How could any one like to +live in a house with Mr and Madame Melmotte! + +On the Friday morning there was a little conversation between the two +sisters, just before Georgiana's departure to the railway station, +which was almost touching. She had endeavoured to hold up her head as +usual, but had failed. The thing that she was going to do cowed her +even in the presence of her sister. 'Sophy, I do so envy you staying +here.' + +'But it was you who were so determined to be in London.' + +'Yes; I was determined, and am determined. I've got to get myself +settled somehow, and that can't be done down here. But you are not +going to disgrace yourself.' + +'There's no disgrace in it, Georgey.' + +'Yes, there is. I believe the man to be a swindler and a thief; and I +believe her to be anything low that you can think of. As to their +pretensions to be gentlefolk, it is monstrous. The footmen and +housemaids would be much better.' + +'Then don't go, Georgey.' + +'I must go. It's the only chance that is left. If I were to remain +down here everybody would say that I was on the shelf. You are going +to marry Whitstable, and you'll do very well. It isn't a big place, +but there's no debt on it, and Whitstable himself isn't a bad sort of +fellow.' + +'Is he, now?' + +'Of course he hasn't much to say for himself; for he's always at home. +But he is a gentleman.' + +'That he certainly is.' + +'As for me I shall give over caring about gentlemen now. The first man +that comes to me with four or five thousand a year, I'll take him, +though he'd come out of Newgate or Bedlam. And I shall always say it +has been papa's doing.' + +And so Georgiana Longestaffe went up to London and stayed with the +Melmottes. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII - LORD NIDDERDALE'S MORALITY + + +It was very generally said in the city about this time that the Great +South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway was the very best thing out. +It was known that Mr Melmotte had gone into it with heart and hand. +There were many who declared,--with gross injustice to the Great +Fisker,--that the railway was Melmotte's own child, that he had +invented it, advertised it, agitated it, and floated it; but it was not +the less popular on that account. A railway from Salt Lake City to +Mexico no doubt had much of the flavour of a castle in Spain. Our +far-western American brethren are supposed to be imaginative. Mexico has +not a reputation among us for commercial security, or that stability +which produces its four, five, or six per cent, with the regularity of +clockwork. But there was the Panama railway, a small affair which had +paid twenty-five per cent.; and there was the great line across the +continent to San Francisco, in which enormous fortunes had been made. +It came to be believed that men with their eyes open might do as well +with the Great South Central as had ever been done before with other +speculations, and this belief was no doubt founded on Mr Melmotte's +partiality for the enterprise. Mr Fisker had 'struck 'ile' when he +induced his partner, Montague, to give him a note to the great man. + +Paul Montague himself, who cannot be said to have been a man having +his eyes open, in the city sense of the word, could not learn how the +thing was progressing. At the regular meetings of the Board, which +never sat for above half an hour, two or three papers were read by +Miles Grendall. Melmotte himself would speak a few slow words, +intended to be cheery, and always indicative of triumph, and then +everybody would agree to everything, somebody would sign something, +and the 'Board' for that day would be over. To Paul Montague this was +very unsatisfactory. More than once or twice he endeavoured to stay +the proceedings, not as disapproving, but simply as desirous of being +made to understand; but the silent scorn of his chairman put him out +of countenance, and the opposition of his colleagues was a barrier +which he was not strong enough to overcome. Lord Alfred Grendall would +declare that he 'did not think all that was at all necessary.' Lord +Nidderdale, with whom Montague had now become intimate at the +Beargarden, would nudge him in the ribs and bid him hold his tongue. +Mr Cohenlupe would make a little speech in fluent but broken English, +assuring the Committee that everything was being done after the +approved city fashion. Sir Felix, after the first two meetings, was +never there. And thus Paul Montague, with a sorely burdened +conscience, was carried along as one of the Directors of the Great +South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway Company. + +I do not know whether the burden was made lighter to him or heavier, by +the fact that the immediate pecuniary result was certainly very +comfortable. The Company had not yet been in existence quite six +weeks,--or at any rate Melmotte had not been connected with it above +that time,--and it had already been suggested to him twice that he +should sell fifty shares at £112 10s. He did not even yet know how many +shares he possessed, but on both occasions he consented to the +proposal, and on the following day received a cheque for £625,--that +sum representing the profit over and above the original nominal price +of £100 a share. The suggestion was made to him by Miles Grendall, and +when he asked some questions as to the manner in which the shares had +been allocated, he was told that all that would be arranged in +accordance with the capital invested and must depend on the final +disposition of the Californian property. 'But from what we see, old +fellow,' said Miles, 'I don't think you have anything to fear. You seem +to be about the best in of them all. Melmotte wouldn't advise you to +sell out gradually, if he didn't look upon the thing as a certain +income as far as you are concerned.' + +Paul Montague understood nothing of all this, and felt that he was +standing on ground which might be blown from under his feet at any +moment. The uncertainty, and what he feared might be the dishonesty, +of the whole thing, made him often very miserable. In those wretched +moments his conscience was asserting itself. But again there were +times in which he also was almost triumphant, and in which he felt the +delight of his wealth. Though he was snubbed at the Board when he +wanted explanations, he received very great attention outside the +board-room from those connected with the enterprise. Melmotte had +asked him to dine two or three times. Mr Cohenlupe had begged him to +go down to his little place at Rickmansworth,--an entreaty with which +Montague had not as yet complied. Lord Alfred was always gracious to +him, and Nidderdale and Carbury were evidently anxious to make him one +of their set at the club. Many other houses became open to him from +the same source. Though Melmotte was supposed to be the inventor of +the railway, it was known that Fisker, Montague, and Montague were +largely concerned in it, and it was known also that Paul Montague was +one of the Montagues named in that firm. People, both in the City and +the West End, seemed to think that he knew all about it, and treated +him as though some of the manna falling from that heaven were at his +disposition. There were results from this which were not unpleasing to +the young man. He only partially resisted the temptation; and though +determined at times to probe the affair to the bottom, was so +determined only at times. The money was very pleasant to him. The +period would now soon arrive before which he understood himself to be +pledged not to make a distinct offer to Henrietta Carbury; and when +that period should have been passed, it would be delightful to him to +know that he was possessed of property sufficient to enable him to +give a wife a comfortable home. In all his aspirations, and in all his +fears, he was true to Hetta Carbury, and made her the centre of his +hopes. Nevertheless, had Hetta known everything, it may be feared that +she would have at any rate endeavoured to dismiss him from her heart. + +There was considerable uneasiness in the bosoms of others of the +Directors, and a disposition to complain against the Grand Director, +arising from a grievance altogether different from that which +afflicted Montague. Neither had Sir Felix Carbury nor Lord Nidderdale +been invited to sell shares, and consequently neither of them had +received any remuneration for the use of their names. They knew well +that Montague had sold shares. He was quite open on the subject, and +had told Felix, whom he hoped some day to regard as his +brother-in-law, exactly what shares he had sold, and for how much;--and +the two men had endeavoured to make the matter intelligible between +themselves. The original price of the shares being £100 each, and £12 +10s. a share having been paid to Montague as the premium, it was to be +supposed that the original capital was re-invested in other shares. +But each owned to the other that the matter was very complicated to +him, and Montague could only write to Hamilton K. Fisker at San +Francisco asking for explanation. As yet he had received no answer. +But it was not the wealth flowing into Montague's hands which +embittered Nidderdale and Carbury. They understood that he had really +brought money into the concern, and was therefore entitled to take +money out of it. Nor did it occur to them to grudge Melmotte his more +noble pickings, for they knew how great a man was Melmotte. Of +Cohenlupe's doings they heard nothing; but he was a regular city man, +and had probably supplied funds. Cohenlupe was too deep for their +inquiry. But they knew that Lord Alfred had sold shares, and had +received the profit; and they knew also how utterly impossible it was +that Lord Alfred should have produced capital. If Lord Alfred Grendall +was entitled to plunder, why were not they? And if their day for +plunder had not yet come, why Lord Alfred's? And if there was so much +cause to fear Lord Alfred that it was necessary to throw him a bone, +why should not they also make themselves feared? Lord Alfred passed +all his time with Melmotte,--had, as these young men said, become +Melmotte's head valet,--and therefore had to be paid. But that reason +did not satisfy the young men. + +'You haven't sold any shares;--have you?' This question Sir Felix asked +Lord Nidderdale at the club. Nidderdale was constant in his attendance +at the Board, and Felix was not a little afraid that he might be +jockied also by him. + +'Not a share.' + +'Nor got any profits?' + +'Not a shilling of any kind. As far as money is concerned my only +transaction has been my part of the expense of Fisker's dinner.' + +'What do you get then, by going into the city?' asked Sir Felix. + +'I'm blessed if I know what I get. I suppose something will turn up +some day.' + +'In the meantime, you know, there are our names. And Grendall is +making a fortune out of it.' + +'Poor old duffer,' said his lordship. 'If he's doing so well, I think +Miles ought to be made to pay up something of what he owes. I think we +ought to tell him that we shall expect him to have the money ready +when that bill of Vossner's comes round.' + +'Yes, by George; let's tell him that. Will you do it?' + +'Not that it will be the least good. It would be quite unnatural to +him to pay anything.' + +'Fellows used to pay their gambling debts,' said Sir Felix, who was +still in funds, and who still held a considerable assortment of +I.O.U.'s. + +'They don't now,--unless they like it. How did a fellow manage before, +if he hadn't got it?' + +'He went smash,' said Sir Felix, 'and disappeared and was never heard +of any more. It was just the same as if he'd been found cheating. I +believe a fellow might cheat now and nobody'd say anything!' + +'I shouldn't,' said Lord Nidderdale. 'What's the use of being beastly +ill-natured? I'm not very good at saying my prayers, but I do think +there's something in that bit about forgiving people. Of course +cheating isn't very nice: and it isn't very nice for a fellow to play +when he knows he can't pay; but I don't know that it's worse than +getting drunk like Dolly Longestaffe, or quarrelling with everybody as +Grasslough does,--or trying to marry some poor devil of a girl merely +because she's got money. I believe in living in glass houses, but I +don't believe in throwing stones. Do you ever read the Bible, +Carbury?' + +'Read the Bible! Well;--yes;--no;--that is, I suppose, I used to do.' + +'I often think I shouldn't have been the first to pick up a stone and +pitch it at that woman. Live and let;--live that's my motto.' + +'But you agree that we ought to do something about these shares?' said +Sir Felix, thinking that this doctrine of forgiveness might be carried +too far. + +'Oh, certainly. I'll let old Grendall live with all my heart; but then +he ought to let me live too. Only, who's to bell the cat?' + +'What cat?' + +'It's no good our going to old Grendall,' said Lord Nidderdale, who +had some understanding in the matter, 'nor yet to young Grendall. The +one would only grunt and say nothing, and the other would tell every +lie that came into his head. The cat in this matter I take to be our +great master, Augustus Melmotte.' + +This little meeting occurred on the day after Felix Carbury's return +from Suffolk, and at a time at which, as we know, it was the great +duty of his life to get the consent of old Melmotte to his marriage +with Marie Melmotte. In doing that he would have to put one bell on +the cat, and he thought that for the present that was sufficient. In +his heart of hearts he was afraid of Melmotte. But, then, as be knew +very well, Nidderdale was intent on the same object. Nidderdale, he +thought, was a very queer fellow. That talking about the Bible, and +the forgiving of trespasses, was very queer; and that allusion to the +marrying of heiresses very queer indeed. He knew that Nidderdale +wanted to marry the heiress, and Nidderdale must also know that he +wanted to marry her. And yet Nidderdale was indelicate enough to talk +about it! And now the man asked who should bell the cat! 'You go there +oftener than I do, and perhaps you could do it best,' said Sir Felix. + +'Go where?' + +'To the Board.' + +'But you're always at his house. He'd be civil to me, perhaps, because +I'm a lord: but then, for the same reason, he'd think I was the bigger +fool of the two.' + +'I don't see that at all,' said Sir Felix. + +'I ain't afraid of him, if you mean that,' continued Lord Nidderdale. +'He's a wretched old reprobate, and I don't doubt but he'd skin you +and me if he could make money off our carcases. But as he can't skin +me, I'll have a shy at him. On the whole I think he rather likes me, +because I've always been on the square with him. If it depended on +him, you know, I should have the girl to-morrow.' + +'Would you?' Sir Felix did not at all mean to doubt his friend's +assertion, but felt it hard to answer so very strange a statement. + +'But then she don't want me, and I ain't quite sure that I want her. +Where the devil would a fellow find himself if the money wasn't all +there?' Lord Nidderdale then sauntered away, leaving the baronet in a +deep study of thought as to such a condition of things as that which +his lordship had suggested. Where the mischief would he, Sir Felix +Carbury, be, if he were to marry the girl, and then to find that the +money was not all there? + +On the following Friday, which was the Board day, Nidderdale went to +the great man's offices in Abchurch Lane, and so contrived that he +walked with the great man to the Board meeting. Melmotte was always +very gracious in his manner to Lord Nidderdale, but had never, up to +this moment, had any speech with his proposed son-in-law about +business. 'I wanted just to ask you something,' said the lord, hanging +on the chairman's arm. + +'Anything you please, my lord.' + +'Don't you think that Carbury and I ought to have some shares to +sell?' + +'No, I don't,--if you ask me.' + +'Oh;--I didn't know. But why shouldn't we as well as the others?' + +'Have you and Sir Felix put any money into it?' + +'Well, if you come to that, I don't suppose we have. How much has Lord +Alfred put into it?' + +'I have taken shares for Lord Alfred,' said Melmotte, putting very +heavy emphasis on the personal pronoun. 'If it suits me to advance +money to Lord Alfred Grendall, I suppose I may do so without asking +your lordship's consent, or that of Sir Felix Carbury.' + +'Oh, certainly. I don't want to make inquiry as to what you do with +your money.' + +'I'm sure you don't, and, therefore, we won't say anything more about +it. You wait awhile, Lord Nidderdale, and you'll find it will come all +right. If you've got a few thousand pounds loose, and will put them +into the concern, why, of course you can sell; and, if the shares are +up, can sell at a profit. It's presumed just at present that, at some +early day, you'll qualify for your directorship by doing so, and till +that is done, the shares are allocated to you, but cannot be +transferred to you.' + +'That's it, is it?' said Lord Nidderdale, pretending to understand all +about it. + +'If things go on as we hope they will between you and Marie, you can +have pretty nearly any number of shares that you please;--that is, if +your father consents to a proper settlement.' + +'I hope it'll all go smooth, I'm sure,' said Nidderdale. 'Thank you; +I'm ever so much obliged to you, and I'll explain it all to Carbury.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII - 'YES I'M A BARONET' + + +How eager Lady Carbury was that her son should at once go in form to +Marie's father and make his proposition may be easily understood. 'My +dear Felix,' she said, standing over his bedside a little before noon, +'pray don't put it off; you don't know how many slips there may be +between the cup and the lip.' + +'It's everything to get him in a good humour,' pleaded Sir Felix. + +'But the young lady will feel that she is ill-used.' + +'There's no fear of that; she's all right. What am I to say to him +about money? That's the question.' + +'I shouldn't think of dictating anything, Felix.' + +'Nidderdale, when he was on before, stipulated for a certain sum down; +or his father did for him. So much cash was to be paid over before the +ceremony, and it only went off because Nidderdale wanted the money to +do what he liked with.' + +'You wouldn't mind having it settled?' + +'No;--I'd consent to that on condition that the money was paid down, and +the income insured to me,--say £7,000 or £8,000 a year. I wouldn't do it +for less, mother; it wouldn't be worth while.' + +'But you have nothing left of your own.' + +'I've got a throat that I can cut, and brains that I can blow out,' +said the son, using an argument which he conceived might be +efficacious with his mother; though, had she known him, she might have +been sure that no man lived less likely to cut his own throat or blow +out his own brains. + +'Oh, Felix! how brutal it is to speak to me in that way.' + +'It may be brutal; but you know, mother, business is business. You +want me to marry this girl because of her money.' + +'You want to marry her yourself.' + +'I'm quite a philosopher about it. I want her money; and when one +wants money, one should make up one's mind how much or how little one +means to take,--and whether one is sure to get it.' + +'I don't think there can be any doubt.' + +'If I were to marry her, and if the money wasn't there, it would be +very like cutting my throat then, mother. If a man plays and loses, he +can play again and perhaps win; but when a fellow goes in for an +heiress, and gets the wife without the money, he feels a little +hampered you know.' + +'Of course he'd pay the money first.' + +'It's very well to say that. Of course he ought; but it would be +rather awkward to refuse to go into church after everything had been +arranged because the money hadn't been paid over. He's so clever, that +he'd contrive that a man shouldn't know whether the money had been +paid or not. You can't carry £10,000 a year about in your pocket, you +know. If you'll go, mother, perhaps I might think of getting up.' + +Lady Carbury saw the danger, and turned over the affair on every side +in her own mind. But she could also see the house in Grosvenor Square, +the expenditure without limit, the congregating duchesses, the general +acceptation of the people, and the mercantile celebrity of the man. +And she could weigh against that the absolute pennilessness of her +baronet-son. As he was, his condition was hopeless. Such a one must +surely run some risk. The embarrassments of such a man as Lord +Nidderdale were only temporary. There were the family estates, and the +marquisate, and a golden future for him; but there was nothing coming +to Felix in the future. + +All the goods he would ever have of his own, he had now;--position, a +title, and a handsome face. Surely he could afford to risk something! +Even the ruins and wreck of such wealth as that displayed in Grosvenor +Square would be better than the baronet's present condition. And then, +though it was possible that old Melmotte should be ruined some day, +there could be no doubt as to his present means; and would it not be +probable that he would make hay while the sun shone by securing his +daughter's position? She visited her son again on the next morning, +which was Sunday, and again tried to persuade him to the marriage. 'I +think you should be content to run a little risk,' she said. + +Sir Felix had been unlucky at cards on Saturday night, and had taken, +perhaps, a little too much wine. He was at any rate sulky, and in a +humour to resent interference. 'I wish you'd leave me alone,' he said, +'to manage my own business.' + +'Is it not my business too?' + +'No; you haven't got to marry her, and to put up with these people. I +shall make up my mind what to do myself, and I don't want anybody to +meddle with me.' + +'You ungrateful boy!' + +'I understand all about that. Of course I'm ungrateful when I don't do +everything just as you wish it. You don't do any good. You only set me +against it all.' + +'How do you expect to live, then? Are you always to be a burden on me +and your sister? I wonder that you've no shame. Your cousin Roger is +right. I will quit London altogether, and leave you to your own +wretchedness.' + +'That's what Roger says; is it? I always thought Roger was a fellow of +that sort.' + +'He is the best friend I have.' What would Roger have thought had he +heard this assertion from Lady Carbury? + +'He's an ill-tempered, close-fisted, interfering cad, and if he +meddles with my affairs again, I shall tell him what I think of him. +Upon my word, mother, these little disputes up in my bedroom ain't +very pleasant. Of course it's your house; but if you do allow me a +room, I think you might let me have it to myself.' It was impossible +for Lady Carbury, in her present mood, and in his present mood, to +explain to him that in no other way and at no other time could she +ever find him. If she waited till he came down to breakfast, he +escaped from her in five minutes, and then he returned no more till +some unholy hour in the morning. She was as good a pelican as ever +allowed the blood to be torn from her own breast to satisfy the greed +of her young, but she felt that she should have something back for her +blood,--some return for her sacrifices. This chick would take all as +long as there was a drop left, and then resent the fondling of the +mother-bird as interference. Again and again there came upon her +moments in which she thought that Roger Carbury was right. And yet she +knew that when the time came she would not be able to be severe. She +almost hated herself for the weakness of her own love,--but she +acknowledged it. If he should fall utterly, she must fall with him. In +spite of his cruelty, his callous hardness, his insolence to herself, +his wickedness, and ruinous indifference to the future, she must cling +to him to the last. All that she had done, and all that she had borne, +all that she was doing and bearing,--was it not for his sake? + +Sir Felix had been in Grosvenor Square since his return from Carbury, +and had seen Madame Melmotte and Marie; but he had seen them together, +and not a word had been said about the engagement. He could not make +much use of the elder woman. She was as gracious as was usual with +her; but then she was never very gracious. She had told him that Miss +Longestaffe was coming to her, which was a great bore, as the young +lady was 'fatigante.' Upon this Marie had declared that she intended +to like the young lady very much. 'Pooh!' said Madame Melmotte. 'You +never like no person at all.' At this Marie had looked over to her +lover and smiled. 'Ah, yes; that is all very well,--while it lasts; but +you care for no friend.' From which Felix had judged that Madame +Melmotte at any rate knew of his offer, and did not absolutely +disapprove of it. On the Saturday he had received a note at his club +from Marie. 'Come on Sunday at half-past two. You will find papa after +lunch.' This was in his possession when his mother visited him in his +bedroom, and he had determined to obey the behest. But he would not +tell her of his intention, because he had drunk too much wine, and was +sulky. + +At about three on Sunday he knocked at the door in Grosvenor Square +and asked for the ladies. Up to the moment of his knocking,--even after +he had knocked, and when the big porter was opening the door,--he +intended to ask for Mr Melmotte; but at the last his courage failed +him, and he was shown up into the drawing-room. There he found Madame +Melmotte, Marie, Georgiana Longestaffe, and--Lord Nidderdale. Marie +looked anxiously into his face, thinking that he had already been with +her father. He slid into a chair close to Madame Melmotte, and +endeavoured to seem at his ease. Lord Nidderdale continued his +flirtation with Miss Longestaffe,--a flirtation which she carried on in +a half whisper, wholly indifferent to her hostess or the young lady of +the house. 'We know what brings you here,' she said. + +'I came on purpose to see you.' + +'I'm sure, Lord Nidderdale, you didn't expect to find me here.' + +'Lord bless you, I knew all about it, and came on purpose. It's a +great institution; isn't it?' + +'It's an institution you mean to belong to,--permanently.' + +'No, indeed. I did have thoughts about it as fellows do when they talk +of going into the army or to the bar; but I couldn't pass. That fellow +there is the happy man. I shall go on coming here, because you're +here. I don't think you'll like it a bit, you know.' + +'I don't suppose I shall, Lord Nidderdale.' + +After a while Marie contrived to be alone with her lover near one of +the windows for a few seconds. 'Papa is downstairs in the book-room,' +she said. 'Lord Alfred was told when he came that he was out.' It was +evident to Sir Felix that everything was prepared for him. 'You go +down,' she continued, 'and ask the man to show you into the +book-room.' + +'Shall I come up again?' + +'No; but leave a note for me here under cover to Madame Didon.' Now +Sir Felix was sufficiently at home in the house to know that Madame +Didon was Madame Melmotte's own woman, commonly called Didon by the +ladies of the family. 'Or send it by post,--under cover to her. That +will be better. Go at once, now.' It certainly did seem to Sir Felix +that the very nature of the girl was altered. But he went, just +shaking hands with Madame Melmotte, and bowing to Miss Longestaffe. + +In a few moments he found himself with Mr Melmotte in the chamber +which had been dignified with the name of the book-room. The great +financier was accustomed to spend his Sunday afternoons here, +generally with the company of Lord Alfred Grendall. It may be supposed +that he was meditating on millions, and arranging the prices of money +and funds for the New York, Paris, and London Exchanges. But on this +occasion he was waked from slumber, which he seemed to have been +enjoying with a cigar in his mouth. 'How do you do, Sir Felix?' he +said. 'I suppose you want the ladies.' + +'I've just been in the drawing-room, but I thought I'd look in on you +as I came down.' It immediately occurred to Melmotte that the baronet +had come about his share of the plunder out of the railway, and he at +once resolved to be stern in his manner, and perhaps rude also. He +believed that he should thrive best by resenting any interference with +him in his capacity as financier. He thought that he had risen high +enough to venture on such conduct, and experience had told him that +men who were themselves only half-plucked, might easily be cowed by a +savage assumption of superiority. And he, too, had generally the +advantage of understanding the game, while those with whom he was +concerned did not, at any rate, more than half understand it. He +could thus trade either on the timidity or on the ignorance of his +colleagues. When neither of these sufficed to give him undisputed +mastery, then he cultivated the cupidity of his friends. He liked +young associates because they were more timid and less greedy than +their elders. Lord Nidderdale's suggestions had soon been put at rest, +and Mr Melmotte anticipated no greater difficulty with Sir Felix. Lord +Alfred he had been obliged to buy. + +'I'm very glad to see you, and all that,' said Melmotte, assuming a +certain exaltation of the eyebrows which they who had many dealings +with him often found to be very disagreeable; 'but this is hardly a +day for business, Sir Felix, nor,--yet a place for business.' + +Sir Felix wished himself at the Beargarden. He certainly had come +about business,--business of a particular sort; but Marie had told him +that of all days Sunday would be the best, and had also told him that +her father was more likely to be in a good humour on Sunday than on +any other day. Sir Felix felt that he had not been received with good +humour. 'I didn't mean to intrude, Mr Melmotte,' he said. + +'I dare say not. I only thought I'd tell you. You might have been +going to speak about that railway.' + +'Oh dear no.' + +'Your mother was saying to me down in the county that she hoped you +attended to the business. I told her that there was nothing to attend +to.' + +'My mother doesn't understand anything at all about it,' said Sir +Felix. + +'Women never do. Well;--what can I do for you, now that you are here?' + +'Mr Melmotte, I'm come,--I'm come to;--in short, Mr Melmotte, I want to +propose myself as a suitor for your daughter's hand.' + +'The d---- you do!' + +'Well, yes; and we hope you'll give us your consent.' + +'She knows you're coming, then?' + +'Yes;--she knows.' + +'And my wife,--does she know?' + +'I've never spoken to her about it. Perhaps Miss Melmotte has.' + +'And how long have you and she understood each other?' + +'I've been attached to her ever since I saw her,' said Sir Felix. 'I +have indeed. I've spoken to her sometimes. You know how that kind of +thing goes on.' + +'I'm blessed if I do. I know how it ought to go on. I know that when +large sums of money are supposed to be concerned, the young man should +speak to the father before he speaks to the girl. He's a fool if he +don't, if he wants to get the father's money. So she has given you a +promise?' + +'I don't know about a promise.' + +'Do you consider that she's engaged to you?' + +'Not if she's disposed to get out of it,' said Sir Felix, hoping that +he might thus ingratiate himself with the father. 'Of course, I should +be awfully disappointed.' + +'She has consented to your coming to me?' + +'Well, yes;--in a sort of a way. Of course she knows that it all depends +on you.' + +'Not at all. She's of age. If she chooses to marry you she can marry +you. If that's all you want, her consent is enough. You're a baronet, +I believe?' + +'Oh, yes, I'm a baronet.' + +'And therefore you've come to your own property. You haven't to wait +for your father to die, and I dare say you are indifferent about +money.' + +This was a view of things which Sir Felix felt that he was bound to +dispel, even at the risk of offending the father. 'Not exactly that,' +he said. 'I suppose you will give your daughter a fortune, of course.' + +'Then I wonder you didn't come to me before you went to her. If my +daughter marries to please me, I shall give her money, no doubt. How +much is neither here nor there. If she marries to please herself, +without considering me, I shan't give her a farthing.' + +'I had hoped that you might consent, Mr Melmotte.' + +'I've said nothing about that. It is possible. You're a man of fashion +and have a title of your own,--and no doubt a property. If you'll show +me that you've an income fit to maintain her, I'll think about it at +any rate. What is your property, Sir Felix?' + +What could three or four thousand a year, or even five or six, matter +to a man like Melmotte? It was thus that Sir Felix looked at it. When +a man can hardly count his millions he ought not to ask questions +about trifling sums of money. But the question had been asked, and the +asking of such a question was no doubt within the prerogative of a +proposed father-in-law. At any rate, it must be answered. For a moment +it occurred to Sir Felix that he might conveniently tell the truth. It +would be nasty for the moment, but there would be nothing to come +after. Were he to do so he could not be dragged down lower and lower +into the mire by cross-examinings. There might be an end of all his +hopes, but there would at the same time be an end of all his misery. +But he lacked the necessary courage. 'It isn't a large property, you +know,' he said. + +'Not like the Marquis of Westminster's, I suppose,' said the horrid, +big, rich scoundrel. + +'No;--not quite like that,' said Sir Felix, with a sickly laugh. + +'But you have got enough to support a baronet's title?' + +'That depends on how you want to support it,' said Sir Felix, putting +off the evil day. + +'Where's your family seat?' + +'Carbury Manor, down in Suffolk, near the Longestaffes, is the old +family place.' + +'That doesn't belong to you,' said Melmotte, very sharply. + +'No; not yet. But I'm the heir.' + +Perhaps if there is one thing in England more difficult than another +to be understood by men born and bred out of England, it is the system +under which titles and property descend together, or in various lines. +The jurisdiction of our Courts of Law is complex, and so is the +business of Parliament. But the rules regulating them, though +anomalous, are easy to the memory compared with the mixed anomalies of +the peerage and primogeniture. They who are brought up among it, learn +it as children do a language, but strangers who begin the study in +advanced life, seldom make themselves perfect in it. It was everything +to Melmotte that he should understand the ways of the country which he +had adopted; and when he did not understand, he was clever at hiding +his ignorance. Now he was puzzled. He knew that Sir Felix was a +baronet, and therefore presumed him to be the head of the family. He +knew that Carbury Manor belonged to Roger Carbury, and he judged by +the name it must be an old family property. And now the baronet +declared that he was heir to the man who was simply an Esquire. 'Oh, +the heir are you? But how did he get it before you? You're the head of +the family?' + +'Yes, I am the head of the family, of course,' said Sir Felix, lying +directly. 'But the place won't be mine till he dies. It would take a +long time to explain it all.' + +'He's a young man, isn't he?' + +'No;--not what you'd call a young man. He isn't very old.' + +'If he were to marry and have children, how would it be then?' + +Sir Felix was beginning to think that he might have told the truth +with discretion. 'I don't quite know how it would be. I have always +understood that I am the heir. It's not very likely that he will +marry.' + +'And in the meantime what is your own property?' + +'My father left me money in the funds and in railway stock,--and then I +am my mother's heir.' + +'You have done me the honour of telling me that you wish to marry my +daughter.' + +'Certainly.' + +'Would you then object to inform me the amount and nature of the +income on which you intend to support your establishment as a married +man? I fancy that the position you assume justifies the question on my +part.' The bloated swindler, the vile city ruffian, was certainly +taking a most ungenerous advantage of the young aspirant for wealth. +It was then that Sir Felix felt his own position. Was he not a +baronet, and a gentleman, and a very handsome fellow, and a man of the +world who had been in a crack regiment? If this surfeited sponge of +speculation, this crammed commercial cormorant, wanted more than that +for his daughter why could he not say so without asking disgusting +questions such as these,--questions which it was quite impossible that a +gentleman should answer? Was it not sufficiently plain that any +gentleman proposing to marry the daughter of such a man as Melmotte, +must do so under the stress of pecuniary embarrassment? Would it not +be an understood bargain that, as he provided the rank and position, +she would provide the money? And yet the vulgar wretch took advantage +of his assumed authority to ask these dreadful questions! Sir Felix +stood silent, trying to look the man in the face, but failing;--wishing +that he was well out of the house, and at the Beargarden. 'You don't +seem to be very clear about your own circumstances, Sir Felix. Perhaps +you will get your lawyer to write to me.' + +'Perhaps that will be best,' said the lover. + +'Either that, or to give it up. My daughter, no doubt, will have +money; but money expects money.' At this moment Lord Alfred entered +the room. 'You're very late to-day, Alfred. Why didn't you come as you +said you would?' + +'I was here more than an hour ago, and they said you were out.' + +'I haven't been out of this room all day,--except to lunch. Good +morning, Sir Felix. Ring the bell, Alfred, and we'll have a little +soda and brandy.' Sir Felix had gone through some greeting with his +fellow Director Lord Alfred, and at last succeeded in getting Melmotte +to shake hands with him before he went. 'Do you know anything about +that young fellow?' Melmotte asked as soon as the door was closed. + +'He's a baronet without a shilling;--was in the army and had to leave +it,' said Lord Alfred as he buried his face in a big tumbler. + +'Without a shilling! I supposed so. But he's heir to a place down in +Suffolk;--eh?' + +'Not a bit of it. It's the same name, and that's about all. Mr Carbury +has a small property there, and he might give it to me to-morrow. I +wish he would, though there isn't much of it. That young fellow has +nothing to do with it whatever.' + +'Hasn't he now!' Mr Melmotte, as he speculated upon it, almost admired +the young man's impudence. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV - MILES GRENDALL'S TRIUMPH + + +Sir Felix as he walked down to his club felt that he had been +checkmated,--and was at the same time full of wrath at the insolence of +the man who had so easily beaten him out of the field. As far as he +could see, the game was over. No doubt he might marry Marie Melmotte. +The father had told him so much himself, and he perfectly believed the +truth of that oath which Marie had sworn. He did not doubt but that +she'd stick to him close enough. She was in love with him, which was +natural; and was a fool,--which was perhaps also natural. But romance +was not the game which he was playing. People told him that when girls +succeeded in marrying without their parents' consent, fathers were +always constrained to forgive them at last. That might be the case +with ordinary fathers. But Melmotte was decidedly not an ordinary +father. He was,--so Sir Felix declared to himself,--perhaps the greatest +brute ever created. Sir Felix could not but remember that elevation of +the eyebrows, and the brazen forehead, and the hard mouth. He had +found himself quite unable to stand up against Melmotte, and now he +cursed and swore at the man as he was carried down to the Beargarden +in a cab. + +But what should he do? Should he abandon Marie Melmotte altogether, +never go to Grosvenor Square again, and drop the whole family, +including the Great Mexican Railway? Then an idea occurred to him. +Nidderdale had explained to him the result of his application for +shares. 'You see we haven't bought any and therefore can't sell any. +There seems to be something in that. I shall explain it all to my +governor, and get him to go a thou' or two. If he sees his way to get +the money back, he'd do that and let me have the difference.' On that +Sunday afternoon Sir Felix thought over all this. 'Why shouldn't he +"go a thou," and get the difference?' He made a mental calculation. +£12 10s per £100! £125 for a thousand! and all paid in ready money. As +far as Sir Felix could understand, directly the one operation had been +perfected the thousand pounds would be available for another. As he +looked into it with all his intelligence he thought that he began to +perceive that that was the way in which the Melmottes of the world +made their money. There was but one objection. He had not got the +entire thousand pounds. But luck had been on the whole very good to +him. He had more than the half of it in real money, lying at a bank in +the city at which he had opened an account. And he had very much more +than the remainder in I.O.U.'s from Dolly Longestaffe and Miles +Grendall. In fact if every man had his own,--and his bosom glowed with +indignation as he reflected on the injustice with which he was kept +out of his own,--he could go into the city and take up his shares +to-morrow, and still have ready money at his command. If he could do +this, would not such conduct on his part be the best refutation of +that charge of not having any fortune which Melmotte had brought +against him? He would endeavour to work the money out of Dolly +Longestaffe;--and he entertained an idea that though it would be +impossible to get cash from Miles Grendall, he might use his claim +against Miles in the city. Miles was Secretary to the Board, and might +perhaps contrive that the money required for the shares should not be +all ready money. Sir Felix was not very clear about it, but thought +that he might possibly in this way use the indebtedness of Miles +Grendall. 'How I do hate a fellow who does not pay up,' he said to +himself as he sat alone in his club, waiting for some friend to come +in. And he formed in his head Draconic laws which he would fain have +executed upon men who lost money at play and did not pay. 'How the +deuce fellows can look one in the face, is what I can't understand,' +he said to himself. + +He thought over this great stroke of exhibiting himself to Melmotte as +a capitalist till he gave up his idea of abandoning his suit. So he +wrote a note to Marie Melmotte in accordance with her instructions. + + + DEAR M., + + Your father cut up very rough about money. Perhaps you had better + see him yourself; or would your mother? + + Yours always, + + F. + + +This, as directed, he put under cover to Madame Didon,--Grosvenor +Square, and posted at the club. He had put nothing at any rate in the +letter which would commit him. + +There was generally on Sundays a house dinner, so called, at eight +o'clock. Five or six men would sit down, and would always gamble +afterwards. On this occasion Dolly Longestaffe sauntered in at about +seven in quest of sherry and bitters, and Felix found the opportunity +a good one to speak of his money. 'You couldn't cash your I.O.U.'s +for me to-morrow;--could you?' + +'To-morrow! oh, lord!' + +'I'll tell you why. You know I'd tell you anything because I think we +are really friends. I'm after that daughter of Melmotte's.' + +'I'm told you're to have her.' + +'I don't know about that. I mean to try at any rate. I've gone in you +know for that Board in the city.' + +'I don't know anything about Boards, my boy.' + +'Yes, you do, Dolly. You remember that American fellow, Montague's +friend, that was here one night and won all our money.' + +'The chap that had the waistcoat, and went away in the morning to +California. Fancy starting to California after a hard night. I always +wondered whether he got there alive.' + +'Well;--I can't explain to you all about it, because you hate those +kinds of things.' + +'And because I am such a fool.' + +'I don't think you're a fool at all, but it would take a week. But +it's absolutely essential for me to take up a lot of shares in the +city to-morrow;--or perhaps Wednesday might do. I'm bound to pay for +them, and old Melmotte will think that I'm utterly hard up if I don't. +Indeed he said as much, and the only objection about me and this girl +of his is as to money. Can't you understand, now, how important it may +be?' + +'It's always important to have a lot of money. I know that.' + +'I shouldn't have gone in for this kind of thing if I hadn't thought I +was sure. You know how much you owe me, don't you?' + +'Not in the least.' + +'It's about eleven hundred pounds!' + +'I shouldn't wonder.' + +'And Miles Grendall owes me two thousand. Grasslough and Nidderdale +when they lose always pay with Miles's I.O.U.'s.' + +'So should I, if I had them.' + +'It'll come to that soon that there won't be any other stuff going, +and they really ain't worth anything. I don't see what's the use of +playing when this rubbish is shoved about the table. As for Grendall +himself, he has no feeling about it.' + +'Not the least, I should say.' + +'You'll try and get me the money, won't you, Dolly?' + +'Melmotte has been at me twice. He wants me to agree to sell +something. He's an old thief, and of course he means to rob me. You +may tell him that if he'll let me have the money in the way I've +proposed, you are to have a thousand pounds out of it. I don't know +any other way.' + +'You could write me that,--in a business sort of way.' + +'I couldn't do that, Carbury. What's the use? I never write any +letters, I can't do it. You tell him that; and if the sale comes off, +I'll make it straight.' + +Miles Grendall also dined there, and after dinner, in the +smoking-room, Sir Felix tried to do a little business with the +Secretary. He began his operations with unusual courtesy, believing +that the man must have some influence with the great distributor of +shares. + +'I'm going to take up my shares in that company,' said Sir Felix. + +'Ah;--indeed.' And Miles enveloped himself from head to foot in smoke. + +'I didn't quite understand about it, but Nidderdale saw Melmotte and +he has explained it, I think I shall go in for a couple of thousand on +Wednesday.' + +'Oh;--ah.' + +'It will be the proper thing to do--won't it?' + +'Very good--thing to do!' Miles Grendall smoked harder and harder as +the suggestions were made to him. + +'Is it always ready money?' + +'Always ready money,' said Miles shaking his head, as though in +reprobation of so abominable an institution. + +'I suppose they allow some time to their own Directors, if a deposit, +say 50 per cent., is made for the shares?' + +'They'll give you half the number, which would come to the same +thing.' + +Sir Felix turned this over in his mind, but let him look at it as he +would, could not see the truth of his companion's remark. 'You know I +should want to sell again,--for the rise.' + +'Oh; you'll want to sell again.' + +'And therefore I must have the full number.' + +'You could sell half the number, you know,' said Miles. + +'I'm determined to begin with ten shares;--that's £1,000. Well;--I +have got the money, but I don't want to draw out so much. Couldn't +you manage for me that I should get them on paying 50 per cent, +down?' + +'Melmotte does all that himself.' + +'You could explain, you know, that you are a little short in your own +payments to me.' This Sir Felix said, thinking it to be a delicate +mode of introducing his claim upon the Secretary. + +'That's private,' said Miles frowning. + +'Of course it's private; but if you would pay me the money I could buy +the shares with it though they are public.' + +'I don't think we could mix the two things together, Carbury.' + +'You can't help me?' + +'Not in that way.' + +'Then, when the deuce will you pay me what you owe me?' Sir Felix was +driven to this plain expression of his demand by the impassibility of +his debtor. Here was a man who did not pay his debts of honour, who +did not even propose any arrangement for paying them, and who yet had +the impudence to talk of not mixing up private matters with affairs of +business! It made the young baronet very sick. Miles Grendall smoked +on in silence. There was a difficulty in answering the question, and +he therefore made no answer. 'Do you know how much you owe me?' +continued the baronet, determined to persist now that he had commenced +the attack. There was a little crowd of other men in the room, and the +conversation about the shares had been commenced in an undertone. +These two last questions Sir Felix had asked in a whisper, but his +countenance showed plainly that he was speaking in anger. + +'Of course I know,' said Miles. + +'Well?' + +'I'm not going to talk about it here,' + +'Not going to talk about it here?' + +'No. This is a public room.' + +'I am going to talk about it,' said Sir Felix, raising his voice. + +'Will any fellow come upstairs and play a game of billiards?' said +Miles Grendall rising from his chair. Then he walked slowly out of the +room, leaving Sir Felix to take what revenge he pleased. For a moment +Sir Felix thought that he would expose the transaction to the whole +room; but he was afraid, thinking that Miles Grendall was a more +popular man than himself. + +It was Sunday night; but not the less were the gamblers assembled in +the card-room at about eleven. Dolly Longestaffe was there, and with +him the two lords, and Sir Felix, and Miles Grendall of course, and, I +regret to say, a much better man than any of them, Paul Montague. Sir +Felix had doubted much as to the propriety of joining the party. What +was the use of playing with a man who seemed by general consent to be +liberated from any obligation to pay? But then if he did not play with +him, where should he find another gambling table? They began with +whist, but soon laid that aside and devoted themselves to loo. The +least respected man in that confraternity was Grendall, and yet it was +in compliance with the persistency of his suggestion that they gave up +the nobler game. 'Let's stick to whist; I like cutting out,' said +Grasslough. 'It's much more jolly having nothing to do now and then; +one can always bet,' said Dolly shortly afterwards. 'I hate loo,' said +Sir Felix in answer to a third application. 'I like whist best,' said +Nidderdale, 'but I'll play anything anybody likes,--pitch and toss if +you please.' But Miles Grendall had his way, and loo was the game. + +At about two o'clock Grendall was the only winner. The play had not +been very high, but nevertheless he had won largely. Whenever a large +pool had collected itself he swept it into his garners. The men +opposed to him hardly grudged him this stroke of luck. He had hitherto +been unlucky; and they were able to pay him with his own paper, which +was so valueless that they parted with it without a pang. Even Dolly +Longestaffe seemed to have a supply of it. The only man there not so +furnished was Montague, and while the sums won were quite small he was +allowed to pay with cash. But to Sir Felix it was frightful to see +ready money going over to Miles Grendall, as under no circumstances +could it be got back from him. 'Montague,' he said, 'just change these +for the time. I'll take them back, if you still have them when we've +done.' And he handed a lot of Miles's paper across the table. The +result of course would be that Felix would receive so much real money, +and that Miles would get back more of his own worthless paper. To +Montague it would make no difference, and he did as he was asked,--or +rather was preparing to do so, when Miles interfered. On what +principle of justice could Sir Felix come between him and another man? +'I don't understand this kind of thing,' he said. 'When I win from +you, Carbury, I'll take my I.O.U.'s, as long as you have any.' + +'By George, that's kind.' + +'But I won't have them handed about the table to be changed.' + +'Pay them yourself, then,' said Sir Felix, laying a handful down on +the table. + +'Don't let's have a row,' said Lord Nidderdale. + +'Carbury is always making a row,' said Grasslough. + +'Of course he is,' said Miles Grendall. + +'I don't make more row than anybody else; but I do say that as we have +such a lot of these things, and as we all know that we don't get cash +for them as we want it, Grendall shouldn't take money and walk off +with it.' + +'Who is walking off?' said Miles. + +'And why should you be entitled to Montague's money more than any of +us?' asked Grasslough. + +The matter was debated, and was thus decided. It was not to be allowed +that Miles's paper should be negotiated at the table in the manner +that Sir Felix had attempted to adopt. But Mr Grendall pledged his +honour that when they broke up the party he would apply any money that +he might have won to the redemption of his I.O.U.'s, paying a regular +percentage to the holders of them. The decision made Sir Felix very +cross. He knew that their condition at six or seven in the morning +would not be favourable to such commercial accuracy,--which indeed would +require an accountant to effect it; and he felt sure that Miles, if +still a winner, would in truth walk off with the ready money. + +For a considerable time he did not speak, and became very moderate in +his play, tossing his cards about, almost always losing, but losing a +minimum, and watching the board. He was sitting next to Grendall, and +he thought that he observed that his neighbour moved his chair farther +and farther away from him, and nearer to Dolly Longestaffe, who was +next to him on the other side. This went on for an hour, during which +Grendall still won,--and won heavily from Paul Montague. 'I never saw a +fellow have such a run of luck in my life,' said Grasslough. 'You've +had two trumps dealt to you every hand almost since we began!' + +'Ever so many hands I haven't played at all,' said Miles. + +'You've always won when I've played,' said Dolly. 'I've been looed +every time.' + +'You oughtn't to begrudge me one run of luck, when I've lost so much,' +said Miles, who, since he began, had destroyed paper counters of his +own making, supposed to represent considerably above £1,000, and had +also,--which was of infinitely greater concern to him,--received an amount +of ready money which was quite a godsend to him. + +'What's the good of talking about it?' said Nidderdale. 'I hate all +this row about winning and losing. Let's go on, or go to bed.' The +idea of going to bed was absurd. So they went on. Sir Felix, however, +hardly spoke at all, played very little, and watched Miles Grendall +without seeming to watch him. At last he felt certain that he saw a +card go into the man's sleeve, and remembered at the moment that the +winner had owed his success to a continued run of aces. He was tempted +to rush at once upon the player, and catch the card on his person. But +he feared. Grendall was a big man; and where would he be if there +should be no card there? And then, in the scramble, there would +certainly be at any rate a doubt. And he knew that the men around him +would be most unwilling to believe such an accusation. Grasslough was +Grendall's friend, and Nidderdale and Dolly Longestaffe would +infinitely rather be cheated than suspect any one of their own set of +cheating them. He feared both the violence of the man he should +accuse, and also the unpassive good humour of the others. He let that +opportunity pass by, again watched, and again saw the card abstracted. +Thrice he saw it, till it was wonderful to him that others also should +not see it. As often as the deal came round, the man did it. Felix +watched more closely, and was certain that in each round the man had +an ace at least once. It seemed to him that nothing could be easier. +At last he pleaded a headache, got up, and went away, leaving the +others playing. He had lost nearly a thousand pounds, but it had been +all in paper. 'There's something the matter with that fellow,' said +Grasslough. + +'There's always something the matter with him, I think,' said Miles. +'He is so awfully greedy about his money.' Miles had become somewhat +triumphant in his success. + +'The less said about that, Grendall, the better,' said Nidderdale. 'We +have put up with a good deal, you know, and he has put up with as much +as anybody.' Miles was cowed at once, and went on dealing without +manoeuvring a card on that hand. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV - IN GROSVENOR SQUARE + + +Marie Melmotte was hardly satisfied with the note which she received +from Didon early on the Monday morning. With a volubility of French +eloquence, Didon declared that she would be turned out of the house if +either Monsieur or Madame were to know what she was doing. Marie told +her that Madame would certainly never dismiss her. 'Well, perhaps not +Madame,' said Didon, who knew too much about Madame to be dismissed; +'but Monsieur!' Marie declared that by no possibility could Monsieur +know anything about it. In that house nobody ever told anything to +Monsieur. He was regarded as the general enemy, against whom the whole +household was always making ambushes, always firing guns from behind +rocks and trees. It is not a pleasant condition for a master of a +house; but in this house the master at any rate knew how he was +placed. It never occurred to him to trust any one. Of course his +daughter might run away. But who would run away with her without +money? And there could be no money except from him. He knew himself +and his own strength. He was not the man to forgive a girl, and then +bestow his wealth on the Lothario who had injured him. His daughter +was valuable to him because she might make him the father-in-law of a +Marquis or an Earl; but the higher that he rose without such +assistance, the less need had he of his daughter's aid. Lord Alfred +was certainly very useful to him. Lord Alfred had whispered into his +ear that by certain conduct and by certain uses of his money, he +himself might be made a baronet. 'But if they should say that I'm not +an Englishman?' suggested Melmotte. Lord Alfred had explained that it +was not necessary that he should have been born in England, or even +that he should have an English name. No questions would be asked. Let +him first get into Parliament, and then spend a little money on the +proper side,--by which Lord Alfred meant the Conservative side,--and be +munificent in his entertainments, and the baronetcy would be almost a +matter of course. Indeed, there was no knowing what honours might not +be achieved in the present days by money scattered with a liberal +hand. In these conversations, Melmotte would speak of his money and +power of making money as though they were unlimited,--and Lord Alfred +believed him. + +Marie was dissatisfied with her letter,--not because it described her +father as 'cutting up rough.' To her who had known her father all her +life that was a matter of course. But there was no word of love in the +note. An impassioned correspondence carried on through Didon would be +delightful to her. She was quite capable of loving, and she did love +the young man. She had, no doubt, consented to accept the addresses of +others whom she did not love,--but this she had done at the moment +almost of her first introduction to the marvellous world in which she +was now living. As days went on she ceased to be a child, and her +courage grew within her. She became conscious of an identity of her +own, which feeling was produced in great part by the contempt which +accompanied her increasing familiarity with grand people and grand +names and grand things. She was no longer afraid of saying No to the +Nidderdales on account of any awe of them personally. It might be that +she should acknowledge herself to be obliged to obey her father, +though she was drifting away even from the sense of that obligation. +Had her mind been as it was now when Lord Nidderdale first came to +her, she might indeed have loved him, who, as a man, was infinitely +better than Sir Felix, and who, had he thought it to be necessary, +would have put some grace into his lovemaking. But at that time she +had been childish. He, finding her to be a child, had hardly spoken to +her. And she, child though she was, had resented such usage. But a few +months in London had changed all this, and now she was a child no +longer. She was in love with Sir Felix, and had told her love. +Whatever difficulties there might be, she intended to be true. If +necessary, she would run away. Sir Felix was her idol, and she +abandoned herself to its worship. But she desired that her idol should +be of flesh and blood, and not of wood. She was at first half-inclined +to be angry; but as she sat with his letter in her hand, she +remembered that he did not know Didon as well as she did, and that he +might be afraid to trust his raptures to such custody. She could write +to him at his club, and having no such fear, she could write warmly. + + + Grosvenor Square. Early Monday Morning. + + DEAREST, DEAREST FELIX, + + I have just got your note;--such a scrap! Of course papa would + talk about money because he never thinks of anything else. I don't + know anything about money, and I don't care in the least how much + you have got. Papa has got plenty, and I think he would give us + some if we were once married. I have told mamma, but mamma is + always afraid of everything. Papa is very cross to her sometimes;-- + more so than to me. I will try to tell him, though I can't always + get at him. I very often hardly see him all day long. But I don't + mean to be afraid of him, and will tell him that on my word and + honour I will never marry any one except you. I don't think he + will beat me, but if he does, I'll bear it,--for your sake. He does + beat mamma sometimes, I know. + + You can write to me quite safely through Didon. I think if you + would call some day and give her something, it would help, as she + is very fond of money. Do write and tell me that you love me. I + love you better than anything in the world, and I will never,--never + give you up. I suppose you can come and call,--unless papa tells the + man in the hall not to let you in. I'll find that out from Didon, + but I can't do it before sending this letter. Papa dined out + yesterday somewhere with that Lord Alfred, so I haven't seen him + since you were here. I never see him before he goes into the city + in the morning. Now I am going downstairs to breakfast with mamma + and that Miss Longestaffe. She is a stuck-up thing. Didn't you + think so at Caversham? + + Good-bye. You are my own, own, own darling Felix. + + And I am your own, own affectionate ladylove, + + MARIE. + + +Sir Felix when he read this letter at his club in the afternoon of the +Monday, turned up his nose and shook his head. He thought if there +were much of that kind of thing to be done, he could not go on with +it, even though the marriage were certain, and the money secure. 'What +an infernal little ass!' he said to himself as he crumpled the letter +up. + +Marie having intrusted her letter to Didon, together with a little +present of gloves and shoes, went down to breakfast. Her mother was +the first there, and Miss Longestaffe soon followed. That lady, when +she found that she was not expected to breakfast with the master of +the house, abandoned the idea of having her meal sent to her in her +own room. Madame Melmotte she must endure. With Madame Melmotte she +had to go out in the carriage every day. Indeed she could only go to +those parties to which Madame Melmotte accompanied her. If the London +season was to be of any use at all, she must accustom herself to the +companionship of Madame Melmotte. The man kept himself very much apart +from her. She met him only at dinner, and that not often. Madame +Melmotte was very bad; but she was silent, and seemed to understand +that her guest was only her guest as a matter of business. + +But Miss Longestaffe already perceived that her old acquaintances were +changed in their manner to her. She had written to her dear friend +Lady Monogram, whom she had known intimately as Miss Triplex, and +whose marriage with Sir Damask Monogram had been splendid preferment, +telling how she had been kept down in Suffolk at the time of her +friend's last party, and how she had been driven to consent to return +to London as the guest of Madame Melmotte. She hoped her friend would +not throw her off on that account. She had been very affectionate, +with a poor attempt at fun, and rather humble. Georgiana Longestaffe +had never been humble before; but the Monograms were people so much +thought of and in such an excellent set! She would do anything rather +then lose the Monograms. But it was of no use. She had been humble in +vain, for Lady Monogram had not even answered her note. 'She never +really cared for anybody but herself,' Georgiana said in her wretched +solitude. Then, too, she had found that Lord Nidderdale's manner to +her had been quite changed. She was not a fool, and could read these +signs with sufficient accuracy. There had been little flirtations +between her and Nidderdale,--meaning nothing, as every one knew that +Nidderdale must marry money; but in none of them had he spoken to her +as he spoke when he met her in Madame Melmotte's drawing-room. She +could see it in the faces of people as they greeted her in the park,-- +especially in the faces of the men. She had always carried herself +with a certain high demeanour, and had been able to maintain it. All +that was now gone from her, and she knew it. Though the thing was as +yet but a few days old she understood that others understood that she +had degraded herself. 'What's all this about?' Lord Grasslough had +said to her, seeing her come into a room behind Madame Melmotte. She +had simpered, had tried to laugh, and had then turned away her face. + +'Impudent scoundrel!' she said to herself, knowing that a fortnight +ago he would not have dared to address her in such a tone. + +A day or two afterwards an occurrence took place worthy of +commemoration. Dolly Longestaffe called on his sister! His mind must +have been much stirred when he allowed himself to be moved to such +uncommon action. He came too at a very early hour, not much after +noon, when it was his custom to be eating his breakfast in bed. He +declared at once to the servant that he did not wish to see Madame +Melmotte or any of the family. He had called to see his sister. He was +therefore shown into a separate room where Georgiana joined him. + +'What's all this about?' + +She tried to laugh as she tossed her head. 'What brings you here, I +wonder? This is quite an unexpected compliment.' + +'My being here doesn't matter. I can go anywhere without doing much +harm. Why are you staying with these people?' + +'Ask papa.' + +'I don't suppose he sent you here?' + +'That's just what he did do.' + +'You needn't have come, I suppose, unless you liked it. Is it because +they are none of them coming up?' + +'Exactly that, Dolly. What a wonderful young man you are for +guessing!' + +'Don't you feel ashamed of yourself?' + +'No;--not a bit.' + +'Then I feel ashamed for you.' + +'Everybody comes here.' + +'No;--everybody does not come and stay here as you are doing. Everybody +doesn't make themselves a part of the family. I have heard of nobody +doing it except you. I thought you used to think so much of yourself.' + +'I think as much of myself as ever I did,' said Georgiana, hardly able +to restrain her tears. + +'I can tell you nobody else will think much of you if you remain here. +I could hardly believe it when Nidderdale told me.' + +'What did he say, Dolly?' + +'He didn't say much to me, but I could see what he thought. And of +course everybody thinks the same. How you can like the people yourself +is what I can't understand!' + +'I don't like them,--I hate them.' + +'Then why do you come and live with them?' + +'Oh, Dolly, it is impossible to make you understand. A man is so +different. You can go just where you please, and do what you like. And +if you're short of money, people will give you credit. And you can +live by yourself and all that sort of thing. How should you like to be +shut up down at Caversham all the season?' + +'I shouldn't mind it,--only for the governor.' + +'You have got a property of your own. Your fortune is made for you. +What is to become of me?' + +'You mean about marrying?' + +'I mean altogether,' said the poor girl, unable to be quite as +explicit with her brother, as she had been with her father, and +mother, and sister. 'Of course I have to think of myself.' + +'I don't see how the Melmottes are to help you. The long and the short +of it is, you oughtn't to be here. It's not often I interfere, but +when I heard it I thought I'd come and tell you. I shall write to the +governor, and tell him too. He should have known better.' + +'Don't write to papa, Dolly!' + +'Yes, I shall. I am not going to see everything going to the devil +without saying a word. Good-bye.' + +As soon as he had left he hurried down to some club that was open,--not +the Beargarden, as it was long before the Beargarden hours,--and +actually did write a letter to his father. + + +'MY DEAR FATHER, + +I have seen Georgiana at Mr Melmotte's house. She ought not to be +there. I suppose you don't know it, but everybody says he's a +swindler. For the sake of the family I hope you will get her home +again. It seems to me that Bruton Street is the proper place for the +girls at this time of the year. + +Your affectionate son, + +ADOLPHUS LONGESTAFFE.' + + +This letter fell upon old Mr Longestaffe at Caversham like a +thunderbolt. It was marvellous to him that his son should have been +instigated to write a letter. The Melmottes must be very bad indeed,-- +worse than he had thought,--or their iniquities would not have brought +about such energy as this. But the passage which angered him most was +that which told him that he ought to have taken his family back to +town. This had come from his son, who had refused to do anything to +help him in his difficulties. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI - MRS HURTLE + + +Paul Montague at this time lived in comfortable lodgings in Sackville +Street, and ostensibly the world was going well with him. But he had +many troubles. His troubles in reference to Fisker, Montague, and +Montague,--and also their consolation,--are already known to the reader. +He was troubled too about his love, though when he allowed his mind to +expatiate on the success of the great railway he would venture to hope +that on that side his life might perhaps be blessed. Henrietta had at +any rate as yet showed no disposition to accept her cousin's offer. He +was troubled too about the gambling, which he disliked, knowing that +in that direction there might be speedy ruin, and yet returning to it +from day to day in spite of his own conscience. But there was yet +another trouble which culminated just at this time. One morning, not +long after that Sunday night which had been so wretchedly spent at the +Beargarden, he got into a cab in Piccadilly and had himself taken to a +certain address in Islington. Here he knocked at a decent, modest door,-- +at such a house as men live in with two or three hundred a year,--and +asked for Mrs Hurtle. Yes;--Mrs Hurtle lodged there, and he was shown +into the drawing-room. There he stood by the round table for a quarter +of an hour turning over the lodging-house books which lay there, and +then Mrs Hurtle entered the room. Mrs Hurtle was a widow whom he had +once promised to marry. 'Paul,' she said, with a quick, sharp voice, +but with a voice which could be very pleasant when she pleased,--taking +him by the hand as she spoke, 'Paul, say that that letter of yours +must go for nothing. Say that it shall be so, and I will forgive +everything.' + +'I cannot say that,' he replied, laying his hand on hers. + +'You cannot say it! What do you mean? Will you dare to tell me that +your promises to me are to go for nothing?' + +'Things are changed,' said Paul hoarsely. He had come thither at her +bidding because he had felt that to remain away would be cowardly, but +the meeting was inexpressibly painful to him. He did think that he had +sufficient excuse for breaking his troth to this woman, but the +justification of his conduct was founded on reasons which he hardly +knew how to plead to her. He had heard that of her past life which, +had he heard it before, would have saved him from his present +difficulty. But he had loved her,--did love her in a certain fashion; +and her offences, such as they were, did not debar her from his +sympathies. + +'How are they changed? I am two years older, if you mean that.' As she +said this she looked round at the glass, as though to see whether she +was become so haggard with age as to be unfit to become this man's +wife. She was very lovely, with a kind of beauty which we seldom see +now. In these days men regard the form and outward lines of a woman's +face and figure more than either the colour or the expression, and +women fit themselves to men's eyes. With padding and false hair +without limit a figure may be constructed of almost any dimensions. +The sculptors who construct them, male and female, hairdressers and +milliners, are very skilful, and figures are constructed of noble +dimensions, sometimes with voluptuous expansion, sometimes with +classic reticence, sometimes with dishevelled negligence which becomes +very dishevelled indeed when long out of the sculptor's hands. Colours +indeed are added, but not the colours which we used to love. The taste +for flesh and blood has for the day given place to an appetite for +horsehair and pearl powder. But Mrs Hurtle was not a beauty after the +present fashion. She was very dark,--a dark brunette,--with large round +blue eyes, that could indeed be soft, but could also be very severe. +Her silken hair, almost black, hung in a thousand curls all round her +head and neck. Her cheeks and lips and neck were full, and the blood +would come and go, giving a varying expression to her face with almost +every word she spoke. Her nose also was full, and had something of the +pug. But nevertheless it was a nose which any man who loved her would +swear to be perfect. Her mouth was large, and she rarely showed her +teeth. Her chin was full, marked by a large dimple, and as it ran down +to her neck was beginning to form a second. Her bust was full and +beautifully shaped; but she invariably dressed as though she were +oblivious, or at any rate neglectful, of her own charms. Her dress, as +Montague had seen her, was always black,--not a sad weeping widow's +garment, but silk or woollen or cotton as the case might be, always +new, always nice, always well-fitting, and most especially always +simple. She was certainly a most beautiful woman, and she knew it. She +looked as though she knew it,--but only after that fashion in which a +woman ought to know it. Of her age she had never spoken to Montague. +She was in truth over thirty,--perhaps almost as near thirty-five as +thirty. But she was one of those whom years hardly seem to touch. + +'You are beautiful as ever you were,' he said. + +'Psha! Do not tell me of that. I care nothing for my beauty unless it +can bind me to your love. Sit down there and tell me what it means.' +Then she let go his hand, and seated herself opposite to the chair +which she gave him. + +'I told you in my letter.' + +'You told me nothing in your letter,--except that it was to be--off. Why +is it to be--off? Do you not love me?' Then she threw herself upon her +knees, and leaned upon his, and looked up in his face. 'Paul,' she +said, 'I have come across the Atlantic on purpose to see you,--after so +many months,--and will you not give me one kiss? Even though you should +leave me for ever, give me one kiss.' Of course he kissed her, not +once, but with a long, warm embrace. How could it have been otherwise? +With all his heart he wished that she would have remained away, but +while she knelt there at his feet what could he do but embrace her? +'Now tell me everything,' she said, seating herself on a footstool at +his feet. + +She certainly did not look like a woman whom a man might ill-treat or +scorn with impunity. Paul felt, even while she was lavishing her +caresses upon him, that she might too probably turn and rend him +before he left her. He had known something of her temper before, +though he had also known the truth and warmth of her love. He had +travelled with her from San Francisco to England, and she had been +very good to him in illness, in distress of mind and in poverty,--for he +had been almost penniless in New York. When they landed at Liverpool +they were engaged as man and wife. He had told her all his affairs, +had given her the whole history of his life. This was before his +second journey to America, when Hamilton K. Fisker was unknown to him. +But she had told him little or nothing of her own life,--but that she +was a widow, and that she was travelling to Paris on business. When he +left her at the London railway station, from which she started for +Dover, he was full of all a lover's ardour. He had offered to go with +her, but that she had declined. But when he remembered that he must +certainly tell his friend Roger of his engagement, and remembered also +how little he knew of the lady to whom he was engaged, he became +embarrassed. What were her means he did not know. He did know that she +was some years older than himself, and that she had spoken hardly a +word to him of her own family. She had indeed said that her husband +had been one of the greatest miscreants ever created, and had spoken +of her release from him as the one blessing she had known before she +had met Paul Montague. But it was only when he thought of all this +after she had left him,--only when he reflected how bald was the story +which he must tell Roger Carbury,--that he became dismayed. Such had +been the woman's cleverness, such her charm, so great her power of +adaptation, that he had passed weeks in her daily company, with still +progressing intimacy and affection, without feeling that anything had +been missing. + +He had told his friend, and his friend had declared to him that it was +impossible that he should marry a woman whom he had met in a railway +train without knowing something about her. Roger did all he could to +persuade the lover to forget his love,--and partially succeeded. It is +so pleasant and so natural that a young man should enjoy the company +of a clever, beautiful woman on a long journey,--so natural that during +the journey he should allow himself to think that she may during her +whole life be all in all to him as she is at that moment;--and so +natural again that he should see his mistake when he has parted from +her! But Montague, though he was half false to his widow, was half +true to her. He had pledged his word, and that he said ought to bind +him. Then he returned to California, and learned, through the +instrumentality of Hamilton K. Fisker, that in San Francisco Mrs +Hurtle was regarded as a mystery. Some people did not quite believe +that there ever had been a Mr Hurtle. Others said that there certainly +had been a Mr Hurtle, and that to the best of their belief he still +existed. The fact, however, best known of her was that she had shot a +man through the head somewhere in Oregon. She had not been tried for +it, as the world of Oregon had considered that the circumstances +justified the deed. Everybody knew that she was very clever and very +beautiful,--but everybody also thought that she was very dangerous. 'She +always had money when she was here,' Hamilton Fisker said, 'but no one +knew where it came from.' Then he wanted to know why Paul inquired. 'I +don't think, you know, that I should like to go in for a life +partnership, if you mean that,' said Hamilton K. Fisker. + +Montague had seen her in New York as he passed through on his second +journey to San Francisco, and had then renewed his promises in spite +of his cousin's caution. He told her that he was going to see what he +could make of his broken fortunes,--for at this time, as the reader will +remember, there was no great railway in existence,--and she had promised +to follow him. Since that, they had never met till this day. She had +not made the promised journey to San Francisco, at any rate before he +had left it. Letters from her had reached him in England, and these he +had answered by explaining to her, or endeavouring to explain, that +their engagement must be at an end. And now she had followed him to +London! 'Tell me everything,' she said, leaning upon him and looking +up into his face. + +'But you,--when did you arrive here?' + +'Here, at this house, I arrived the night before last. On Tuesday I +reached Liverpool. There I found that you were probably in London, and +so I came on. I have come only to see you. I can understand that you +should have been estranged from me. That journey home is now so long +ago! Our meeting in New York was so short and wretched. I would not +tell you because you then were poor yourself, but at that moment I was +penniless. I have got my own now out from the very teeth of robbers.' +As she said this, she looked as though she could be very persistent in +claiming her own,--or what she might think to be her own. 'I could not +get across to San Francisco as I said I would, and when I was there +you had quarrelled with your uncle and returned. And now I am here. I +at any rate have been faithful.' As she said this his arm was again +thrown over her, so as to press her head to his knee. 'And now,' she +said, 'tell me about yourself?' + +His position was embarrassing and very odious to himself. Had he done +his duty properly, he would gently have pushed her from him, have +sprung to his legs, and have declared that, however faulty might have +been his previous conduct, he now found himself bound to make her +understand that he did not intend to become her husband. But he was +either too much of a man or too little of a man for conduct such as +that. He did make the avowal to himself, even at that moment as she +sat there. Let the matter go as it would, she should never be his +wife. He would marry no one unless it was Hetta Carbury. But he did +not at all know how to get this said with proper emphasis, and yet +with properly apologetic courtesy. 'I am engaged here about this +railway,' he said. 'You have heard, I suppose, of our projected +scheme?' + +'Heard of it! San Francisco is full of it. Hamilton Fisker is the +great man of the day there, and, when I left, your uncle was buying a +villa for seventy-four thousand dollars. And yet they say that the +best of it all has been transferred to you Londoners. Many there are +very hard upon Fisker for coming here and doing as he did.' + +'It's doing very well, I believe,' said Paul, with some feeling of +shame, as he thought how very little he knew about it. + +'You are the manager here in England?' + +'No,--I am a member of the firm that manages it at San Francisco; but +the real manager here is our chairman, Mr Melmotte.' + +'Ah I have heard of him. He is a great man;--a Frenchman, is he not? +There was a talk of inviting him to California. You know him, of +course?' + +'Yes,--I know him. I see him once a week.' + +'I would sooner see that man than your Queen, or any of your dukes or +lords. They tell me that he holds the world of commerce in his right +hand. What power;--what grandeur!' + +'Grand enough,' said Paul, 'if it all came honestly.' + +'Such a man rises above honesty,' said Mrs Hurtle, 'as a great general +rises above humanity when he sacrifices an army to conquer a nation. +Such greatness is incompatible with small scruples. A pigmy man is +stopped by a little ditch, but a giant stalks over the rivers.' + +'I prefer to be stopped by the ditches,' said Montague. + +'Ah, Paul, you were not born for commerce. And I will grant you this, +that commerce is not noble unless it rises to great heights. To live +in plenty by sticking to your counter from nine in the morning to nine +at night, is not a fine life. But this man with a scratch of his pen +can send out or call in millions of dollars. Do they say here that he +is not honest?' + +'As he is my partner in this affair perhaps I had better say nothing +against him.' + +'Of course such a man will be abused. People have said that Napoleon +was a coward, and Washington a traitor. You must take me where I shall +see Melmotte. He is a man whose hand I would kiss; but I would not +condescend to speak even a word of reverence to any of your Emperors.' + +'I fear you will find that your idol has feet of clay.' + +'Ah,--you mean that he is bold in breaking those precepts of yours about +coveting worldly wealth. All men and women break that commandment, but +they do so in a stealthy fashion, half drawing back the grasping hand, +praying to be delivered from temptation while they filch only a +little, pretending to despise the only thing that is dear to them in +the world. Here is a man who boldly says that he recognises no such +law; that wealth is power, and that power is good, and that the more a +man has of wealth the greater and the stronger and the nobler be can +be. I love a man who can turn the hobgoblins inside out and burn the +wooden bogies that he meets.' + +Montague had formed his own opinions about Melmotte. Though connected +with the man, he believed their Grand Director to be as vile a +scoundrel as ever lived. Mrs Hurtle's enthusiasm was very pretty, and +there was something of feminine eloquence in her words. But it was +shocking to see them lavished on such a subject. 'Personally, I do not +like him,' said Paul. + +'I had thought to find that you and he were hand and glove.' + +'Oh no.' + +'But you are prospering in this business?' + +'Yes,--I suppose we are prospering. It is one of those hazardous things +in which a man can never tell whether he be really prosperous till he +is out of it. I fell into it altogether against my will. I had no +alternative.' + +'It seems to me to have been a golden chance.' + +'As far as immediate results go it has been golden.' + +'That at any rate is well, Paul. And now,--now that we have got back +into our old way of talking, tell me what all this means. I have +talked to no one after this fashion since we parted. Why should our +engagement be over? You used to love me, did you not?' + +He would willingly have left her question unanswered, but she waited +for an answer. 'You know I did,' he said. + +'I thought so. This I know, that you were sure and are sure of my love +to you. Is it not so? Come, speak openly like a man. Do you doubt me?' + +He did not doubt her, and was forced to say so. 'No, indeed.' + +'Oh, with what bated, half-mouthed words you speak,--fit for a girl from +a nursery! Out with it if you have anything to say against me! You owe +me so much at any rate. I have never ill-treated you. I have never +lied to you. I have taken nothing from you,--if I have not taken your +heart. I have given you all that I can give.' Then she leaped to her +feet and stood a little apart from him. 'If you hate me, say so.' + +'Winifred,' he said, calling her by her name. + +'Winifred! Yes, now for the first time, though I have called you Paul +from the moment you entered the room. Well, speak out. Is there +another woman that you love?' + +At this moment Paul Montague proved that at any rate he was no coward. +Knowing the nature of the woman, how ardent, how impetuous she could +be, and how full of wrath, he had come at her call intending to tell +her the truth which he now spoke. 'There is another,' he said. + +She stood silent, looking into his face, thinking how she would +commence her attack upon him. She fixed her eyes upon him, standing +quite upright, squeezing her own right hand with the fingers of the +left. 'Oh,' she said, in a whisper 'that is the reason why I am told +that I am to be--off.' + +'That was not the reason.' + +'What,--can there be more reason than that,--better reason than that? +Unless, indeed, it be that as you have learned to love another so also +you have learned to--hate me.' + +'Listen to me, Winifred.' + +'No, sir; no Winifred now! How did you dare to kiss me, knowing that +it was on your tongue to tell me I was to be cast aside? And so you +love--some other woman! I am too old to please you, too rough,--too +little like the dolls of your own country! What were your--other +reasons? Let me hear your--other reasons, that I may tell you that they +are lies.' + +The reasons were very difficult to tell, though when put forward by +Roger Carbury they had been easily pleaded. Paul knew but little about +Winifred Hurtle, and nothing at all about the late Mr Hurtle. His +reasons curtly put forward might have been so stated. 'We know too +little of each other,' he said. + +'What more do you want to know? You can know all for the asking. Did I +ever refuse to answer you? As to my knowledge of you and your affairs, +if I think it sufficient, need you complain? What is it that you want +to know? Ask anything and I will tell you. Is it about my money? You +knew when you gave me your word that I had next to none. Now I have +ample means of my own. You knew that I was a widow. What more? If you +wish to hear of the wretch that was my husband, I will deluge you with +stories. I should have thought that a man who loved would not have +cared to hear much of one--who perhaps was loved once.' + +He knew that his position was perfectly indefensible. It would have +been better for him not to have alluded to any reasons, but to have +remained firm to his assertion that he loved another woman. He must +have acknowledged himself to be false, perjured, inconstant, and very +base. A fault that may be venial to those who do not suffer, is +damnable, deserving of an eternity of tortures, in the eyes of the +sufferer. He must have submitted to be told that he was a fiend, and +might have had to endure whatever of punishment a lady in her wrath +could inflict upon him. But he would have been called upon for no +further mental effort. His position would have been plain. But now he +was all at sea. 'I wish to hear nothing,' he said. + +'Then why tell me that we know so little of each other? That, surely, +is a poor excuse to make to a woman,--after you have been false to her. +Why did you not say that when we were in New York together? Think of +it, Paul. Is not that mean?' + +'I do not think that I am mean.' + +'No;--a man will lie to a woman, and justify it always. Who is--this +lady?' + +He knew that he could not at any rate be warranted in mentioning Hetta +Carbury's name. He had never even asked her for her love, and +certainly had received no assurance that he was loved. 'I cannot name +her.' + +'And I, who have come hither from California to see you, am to return +satisfied because you tell me that you have--changed your affections? +That is to be all, and you think that fair? That suits your own mind, +and leaves no sore spot in your heart? You can do that, and shake +hands with me, and go away,--without a pang, without a scruple?' + +'I did not say so.' + +'And you are the man who cannot bear to hear me praise Augustus +Melmotte because you think him dishonest! Are you a liar?' + +'I hope not.' + +'Did you say you would be my husband? Answer me, sir.' + +'I did say so.' + +'Do you now refuse to keep your promise? You shall answer me.' + +'I cannot marry you.' + +'Then, sir, are you not a liar?' It would have taken him long to +explain to her, even had he been able, that a man may break a promise +and yet not tell a lie. He had made up his mind to break his +engagement before he had seen Hetta Carbury, and therefore he could +not accuse himself of falseness on her account. He had been brought to +his resolution by the rumours he had heard of her past life, and as to +his uncertainty about her husband. If Mr Hurtle were alive, certainly +then he would not be a liar because he did not marry Mrs Hurtle. He +did not think himself to be a liar, but he was not at once ready with +his defence. 'Oh, Paul,' she said, changing at once into softness,--'I +am pleading to you for my life. Oh, that I could make you feel that I +am pleading for my life. Have you given a promise to this lady also?' + +'No,' said he. 'I have given no promise.' + +'But she loves you?' + +'She has never said so.' + +'You have told her of your love?' + +'Never.' + +'There is nothing, then, between you? And you would put her against +me,--some woman who has nothing to suffer, no cause of complaint, +who, for aught you know, cares nothing for you. Is that so?' + +'I suppose it is,' said Paul. + +'Then you may still be mine. Oh, Paul, come back to me. Will any woman +love you as I do,--live for you as I do? Think what I have done in +coming here, where I have no friend,--not a single friend,--unless you are +a friend. Listen to me. I have told the woman here that I am engaged +to marry you.' + +'You have told the woman of the house?' + +'Certainly I have. Was I not justified? Were you not engaged to me? Am +I to have you to visit me here, and to risk her insults, perhaps to be +told to take myself off and to find accommodation elsewhere, because I +am too mealy-mouthed to tell the truth as to the cause of my being +here? I am here because you have promised to make me your wife, and, +as far as I am concerned, I am not ashamed to have the fact advertised +in every newspaper in the town. I told her that I was the promised +wife of one Paul Montague, who was joined with Mr Melmotte in managing +the new great American railway, and that Mr Paul Montague would be +with me this morning. She was too far-seeing to doubt me, but had she +doubted, I could have shown her your letters. Now go and tell her that +what I have said is false,--if you dare.' The woman was not there, and +it did not seem to be his immediate duty to leave the room in order +that he might denounce a lady whom he certainly had ill-used. The +position was one which required thought. After a while he took up his +hat to go. 'Do you mean to tell her that my statement is untrue?' + +'No,--' he said; 'not to-day.' + +'And you will come back to me?' + +'Yes;--I will come back.' + +'I have no friend here, but you, Paul. Remember that. Remember all +your promises. Remember all our love,--and be good to me.' Then she let +him go without another word. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII - MRS HURTLE GOES TO THE PLAY + + +On the day after the visit just recorded, Paul Montague received the +following letter from Mrs Hurtle:-- + + + MY DEAR PAUL,-- + + I think that perhaps we hardly made ourselves understood to each + other yesterday, and I am sure that you do not understand how + absolutely my whole life is now at stake. I need only refer you to + our journey from San Francisco to London to make you conscious + that I really love you. To a woman such love is all important. She + cannot throw it from her as a man may do amidst the affairs of the + world. Nor, if it has to be thrown from her, can she bear the loss + as a man bears it. Her thoughts have dwelt on it with more + constancy than his;--and then too her devotion has separated her + from other things. My devotion to you has separated me from + everything. + + But I scorn to come to you as a suppliant. If you choose to say + after hearing me that you will put me away from you because you + have seen some one fairer than I am, whatever course I may take in + my indignation, I shall not throw myself at your feet to tell you + of my wrongs. I wish, however, that you should hear me. You say + that there is some one you love better than you love me, but that + you have not committed yourself to her. Alas, I know too much of + the world to be surprised that a man's constancy should not stand + out two years in the absence of his mistress. A man cannot wrap + himself up and keep himself warm with an absent love as a woman + does. But I think that some remembrance of the past must come back + upon you now that you have seen me again. I think that you must + have owned to yourself that you did love me, and that you could + love me again. You sin against me to my utter destruction if you + leave me. I have given up every friend I have to follow you. As + regards the other--nameless lady, there can be no fault; for, as + you tell me, she knows nothing of your passion. + + You hinted that there were other reasons,--that we know too little + of each other. You meant no doubt that you knew too little of me. + Is it not the case that you were content when you knew only what + was to be learned in those days of our sweet intimacy, but that + you have been made discontented by stories told you by your + partners at San Francisco? If this be so, trouble yourself at any + rate to find out the truth before you allow yourself to treat a + woman as you propose to treat me. I think you are too good a man + to cast aside a woman you have loved,--like a soiled glove,-- + because ill-natured words have been spoken of her by men, or + perhaps by women, who know nothing of her life. My late husband, + Caradoc Hurtle, was Attorney-General in the State of Kansas when I + married him, I being then in possession of a considerable fortune + left to me by my mother. There his life was infamously bad. He + spent what money he could get of mine, and then left me and the + State, and took himself to Texas;--where he drank himself to + death. I did not follow him, and in his absence I was divorced + from him in accordance with the laws of Kansas State. I then went + to San Francisco about property of my mother's, which my husband + had fraudulently sold to a countryman of ours now resident in + Paris,--having forged my name. There I met you, and in that short + story I tell you all that there is to be told. It may be that you + do not believe me now; but if so, are you not bound to go where + you can verify your own doubts or my word? + + I try to write dispassionately, but I am in truth overborne by + passion. I also have heard in California rumours about myself, and + after much delay I received your letter. I resolved to follow you + to England as soon as circumstances would permit me. I have been + forced to fight a battle about my property, and I have won it. I + had two reasons for carrying this through by my personal efforts + before I saw you. I had begun it and had determined that I would + not be beaten by fraud. And I was also determined that I would not + plead to you as a pauper. We have talked too freely together in + past days of our mutual money matters for me to feel any delicacy + in alluding to them. When a man and woman have agreed to be + husband and wife there should be no delicacy of that kind. When we + came here together we were both embarrassed. We both had some + property, but neither of us could enjoy it. Since that I have made + my way through my difficulties. From what I have heard at San + Francisco I suppose that you have done the same. I at any rate + shall be perfectly contented if from this time our affairs can be + made one. + + And now about myself,--immediately. I have come here all alone. + Since I last saw you in New York I have not had altogether a good + time. I have had a great struggle and have been thrown on my own + resources and have been all alone. Very cruel things have been + said of me. You heard cruel things said, but I presume them to + have been said to you with reference to my late husband. Since + that they have been said to others with reference to you. I have + not now come, as my countrymen do generally, backed with a trunk + full of introductions and with scores of friends ready to receive + me. It was necessary to me that I should see you and hear my + fate,--and here I am. I appeal to you to release me in some degree + from the misery of my solitude. You know,--no one so well,--that + my nature is social and that I am not given to be melancholy. Let + us be cheerful together, as we once were, if it be only for a day. + Let me see you as I used to see you, and let me be seen as I used + to be seen. + + Come to me and take me out with you, and let us dine together, and + take me to one of your theatres. If you wish it I will promise you + not to allude to that revelation you made to me just now, though + of course it is nearer to my heart than any other matter. Perhaps + some woman's vanity makes me think that if you would only see me + again, and talk to me as you used to talk, you would think of me + as you used to think. + + You need not fear but you will find me at home. I have no whither + to go,--and shall hardly stir from the house till you come to me. + Send me a line, however, that I may have my hat on if you are + minded to do as I ask you. + + Yours with all my heart, + + WINIFRED HURTLE. + + +This letter took her much time to write, though she was very careful +so to write as to make it seem that it had flown easily from her pen. +She copied it from the first draught, but she copied it rapidly, with +one or two premeditated erasures, so that it should look to have been +done hurriedly. There had been much art in it. She had at any rate +suppressed any show of anger. In calling him to her she had so written +as to make him feel that if he would come he need not fear the claws +of an offended lioness:--and yet she was angry as a lioness who had lost +her cub. She had almost ignored that other lady whose name she had not +yet heard. She had spoken of her lover's entanglement with that other +lady as a light thing which might easily be put aside. She had said +much of her own wrongs, but had not said much of the wickedness of the +wrong-doer. Invited as she had invited him, surely he could not but +come to her! And then, in her reference to money, not descending to +the details of dollars and cents, she had studied how to make him feel +that he might marry her without imprudence. As she read it over to +herself she thought that there was a tone through it of natural +feminine uncautious eagerness. She put her letter up in an envelope, +stuck a stamp on it and addressed it,--and then threw herself back in +her chair to think of her position. + +He should marry her,--or there should be something done which should +make the name of Winifred Hurtle known to the world! She had no plan +of revenge yet formed. She would not talk of revenge,--she told herself +that she would not even think of revenge till she was quite sure that +revenge would be necessary. But she did think of it, and could not +keep her thoughts from it for a moment. Could it be possible that she, +with all her intellectual gifts as well as those of her outward +person, should be thrown over by a man whom well as she loved him,--and +she did love him with all her heart,--she regarded as greatly inferior +to herself! He had promised to marry her; and he should marry her, or +the world should hear the story of his perjury! + +Paul Montague felt that he was surrounded by difficulties as soon as +he read the letter. That his heart was all the other way he was quite +sure; but yet it did seem to him that there was no escape from his +troubles open to him. There was not a single word in this woman's +letter that he could contradict. He had loved her and had promised to +make her his wife,--and had determined to break his word to her because +he found that she was enveloped in dangerous mystery. He had so +resolved before he had ever seen Hetta Carbury, having been made to +believe by Roger Carbury that a marriage with an unknown American +woman,--of whom he only did know that she was handsome and clever would +be a step to ruin. The woman, as Roger said, was an adventuress,--might +never have had a husband,--might at this moment have two or three,--might +be overwhelmed with debt,--might be anything bad, dangerous, and +abominable. All that he had heard at San Francisco had substantiated +Roger's views. 'Any scrape is better than that scrape,' Roger had said +to him. Paul had believed his Mentor, and had believed with a double +faith as soon as he had seen Hetta Carbury. + +But what should he do now? It was impossible, after what had passed +between them, that he should leave Mrs Hurtle at her lodgings at +Islington without any notice. It was clear enough to him that she +would not consent to be so left. Then her present proposal,--though it +seemed to be absurd and almost comical in the tragical condition of +their present circumstances,--had in it some immediate comfort. To take +her out and give her a dinner, and then go with her to some theatre, +would be easy and perhaps pleasant. It would be easier, and certainly +much pleasanter, because she had pledged herself to abstain from +talking of her grievances. Then he remembered some happy evenings, +delicious hours, which he had so passed with her, when they were first +together at New York. There could be no better companion for such a +festival. She could talk,--and she could listen as well as talk. And she +could sit silent, conveying to her neighbour the sense of her feminine +charms by her simple proximity. He had been very happy when so placed. +Had it been possible he would have escaped the danger now, but the +reminiscence of past delights in some sort reconciled him to the +performance of this perilous duty. + +But when the evening should be over, how would he part with her? When +the pleasant hour should have passed away and he had brought her back +to her door, what should he say to her then? He must make some +arrangement as to a future meeting. He knew that he was in a great +peril, and he did not know how he might best escape it. He could not +now go to Roger Carbury for advice; for was not Roger Carbury his +rival? It would be for his friend's interest that he should marry the +widow. Roger Carbury, as he knew well, was too honest a man to allow +himself to be guided in any advice he might give by such a feeling, +but, still, on this matter, he could no longer tell everything to +Roger Carbury. He could not say all that he would have to say without +speaking of Hetta,--and of his love for Hetta he could not speak to his +rival. + +He had no other friend in whom he could confide. There was no other +human being he could trust, unless it was Hetta herself. He thought +for a moment that he would write a stern and true letter to the woman, +telling her that as it was impossible that there should ever be +marriage between them, he felt himself bound to abstain from her +society. But then he remembered her solitude, her picture of herself +in London without even an acquaintance except himself, and he +convinced himself that it would be impossible that he should leave her +without seeing her. So he wrote to her thus:-- + + + DEAR WINIFRED, + + I will come for you to-morrow at half-past five. We will dine + together at the Thespian;--and then I will have a box at the + Haymarket. The Thespian is a good sort of place, and lots of + ladies dine there. You can dine in your bonnet. + + Yours affectionately, + + P. M. + + +Some half-formed idea ran through his brain that P. M. was a safer +signature than Paul Montague. Then came a long train of thoughts as to +the perils of the whole proceeding. She had told him that she had +announced herself to the keeper of the lodging-house as engaged to +him, and he had in a manner authorized the statement by declining to +contradict it at once. And now, after that announcement, he was +assenting to her proposal that they should go out and amuse themselves +together. Hitherto she had always seemed to him to be open, candid, +and free from intrigue. He had known her to be impulsive, capricious, +at times violent, but never deceitful. Perhaps he was unable to read +correctly the inner character of a woman whose experience of the world +had been much wider than his own. His mind misgave him that it might +be so; but still he thought that he knew that she was not treacherous. +And yet did not her present acts justify him in thinking that she was +carrying on a plot against him? The note, however, was sent, and he +prepared for the evening of the play, leaving the dangers of the +occasion to adjust themselves. He ordered the dinner and he took the +box, and at the hour fixed he was again at her lodgings. + +The woman of the house with a smile showed him into Mrs Hurtle's +sitting-room, and he at once perceived that the smile was intended to +welcome him as an accepted lover. It was a smile half of +congratulation to the lover, half of congratulation to herself as a +woman that another man had been caught by the leg and made fast. Who +does not know the smile? What man, who has been caught and made sure, +has not felt a certain dissatisfaction at being so treated, +understanding that the smile is intended to convey to him a sense of +his own captivity? It has, however, generally mattered but little to +us. If we have felt that something of ridicule was intended, because +we have been regarded as cocks with their spurs cut away, then we also +have a pride when we have declared to ourselves that upon the whole we +have gained more than we have lost. But with Paul Montague at the +present moment there was no satisfaction, no pride,--only a feeling of +danger which every hour became deeper, and stronger, with less chance +of escape. He was almost tempted at this moment to detain the woman, +and tell her the truth,--and bear the immediate consequences. But there +would be treason in doing so, and he would not, could not do it. + +He was left hardly a moment to think of this. Almost before the woman +had shut the door, Mrs Hurtle came to him out of her bedroom, with her +hat on her head. Nothing could be more simple than her dress, and +nothing prettier. It was now June, and the weather was warm, and the +lady wore a light gauzy black dress,--there is a fabric which the +milliners I think call grenadine,--coming close up round her throat. It +was very pretty, and she was prettier even than her dress. And she had +on a hat, black also, small and simple, but very pretty. There are +times at which a man going to a theatre with a lady wishes her to be +bright in her apparel,--almost gorgeous; in which he will hardly be +contented unless her cloak be scarlet, and her dress white, and her +gloves of some bright hue,--unless she wear roses or jewels in her hair. +It is thus our girls go to the theatre now, when they go intending +that all the world shall know who they are. But there are times again +in which a man would prefer that his companion should be very quiet in +her dress,--but still pretty; in which he would choose that she should +dress herself for him only. All this Mrs Hurtle had understood +accurately; and Paul Montague, who understood nothing of it, was +gratified. 'You told me to have a hat, and here I am,--hat and all.' She +gave him her hand, and laughed, and looked pleasantly at him, as +though there was no cause of unhappiness between them. The +lodging-house woman saw them enter the cab, and muttered some little +word as they went off. Paul did not hear the word, but was sure that +it bore some indistinct reference to his expected marriage. + +Neither during the drive, nor at the dinner, nor during the +performance at the theatre, did she say a word in allusion to her +engagement. It was with them, as in former days it had been at New +York. She whispered pleasant words to him, touching his arm now and +again with her finger as she spoke, seeming ever better inclined to +listen than to speak. Now and again she referred, after some slightest +fashion, to little circumstances that had occurred between them, to +some joke, some hour of tedium, some moment of delight; but it was +done as one man might do it to another,--if any man could have done it +so pleasantly. There was a scent which he had once approved, and now +she bore it on her handkerchief. There was a ring which he had once +given her, and she wore it on the finger with which she touched his +sleeve. With his own hands he had once adjusted her curls, and each +curl was as he had placed it. She had a way of shaking her head, that +was very pretty,--a way that might, one would think, have been dangerous +at her age, as likely to betray those first grey hairs which will come +to disturb the last days of youth. He had once told her in sport to be +more careful. She now shook her head again, and, as he smiled, she +told him that she could still dare to be careless. There are a +thousand little silly softnesses which are pretty and endearing +between acknowledged lovers, with which no woman would like to +dispense, to which even men who are in love submit sometimes with +delight; but which in other circumstances would be vulgar,--and to the +woman distasteful. There are closenesses and sweet approaches, smiles +and nods and pleasant winkings, whispers, innuendoes and hints, little +mutual admirations and assurances that there are things known to those +two happy ones of which the world beyond is altogether ignorant. Much +of this comes of nature, but something of it sometimes comes by art. +Of such art as there may be in it Mrs Hurtle was a perfect master. No +allusion was made to their engagement,--not an unpleasant word was +spoken; but the art was practised with all its pleasant adjuncts. Paul +was flattered to the top of his bent; and, though the sword was +hanging over his head, though he knew that the sword must fall,--must +partly fall that very night,--still he enjoyed it. + +There are men who, of their natures, do not like women, even though +they may have wives and legions of daughters, and be surrounded by +things feminine in all the affairs of their lives. Others again have +their strongest affinities and sympathies with women, and are rarely +altogether happy when removed from their influence. Paul Montague was +of the latter sort. At this time he was thoroughly in love with Hetta +Carbury, and was not in love with Mrs Hurtle. He would have given much +of his golden prospects in the American railway to have had Mrs Hurtle +reconveyed suddenly to San Francisco. And yet he had a delight in her +presence. 'The acting isn't very good,' he said when the piece was +nearly over. + +'What does it signify? What we enjoy or what we suffer depends upon +the humour. The acting is not first-rate, but I have listened and +laughed and cried, because I have been happy.' + +He was bound to tell her that he also had enjoyed the evening, and was +bound to say it in no voice of hypocritical constraint. 'It has been +very jolly,' he said. + +'And one has so little that is really jolly, as you call it. I wonder +whether any girl ever did sit and cry like that because her lover +talked to another woman. What I find fault with is that the writers +and actors are so ignorant of men and women as we see them every day. +It's all right that she should cry, but she wouldn't cry there.' The +position described was so nearly her own, that he could say nothing to +this. She had so spoken on purpose,--fighting her own battle after her +own fashion, knowing well that her words would confuse him. 'A woman +hides such tears. She may be found crying because she is unable to +hide them;--but she does not willingly let the other woman see them. +Does she?' + +'I suppose not.' + +'Medea did not weep when she was introduced to Creusa.' + +'Women are not all Medeas,' he replied. + +'There's a dash of the savage princess about most of them. I am quite +ready if you like. I never want to see the curtain fall. And I have +had no nosegay brought in a wheelbarrow to throw on to the stage. Are +you going to see me home?' + +'Certainly.' + +'You need not. I'm not a bit afraid of a London cab by myself.' But of +course he accompanied her to Islington. He owed her at any rate as +much as that. She continued to talk during the whole journey. What a +wonderful place London was,--so immense, but so dirty! New York of +course was not so big, but was, she thought, pleasanter. But Paris was +the gem of gems among towns. She did not like Frenchmen, and she liked +Englishmen even better than Americans; but she fancied that she could +never like English women. 'I do so hate all kinds of buckram. I like +good conduct, and law, and religion too if it be not forced down one's +throat; but I hate what your women call propriety. I suppose what we +have been doing to-night is very improper; but I am quite sure that it +has not been in the least wicked.' + +'I don't think it has,' said Paul Montague very tamely. It is a long +way from the Haymarket to Islington, but at last the cab reached the +lodging-house door. 'Yes, this is it,' she said. 'Even about the +houses there is an air of stiff-necked propriety which frightens me.' +She was getting out as she spoke, and he had already knocked at the +door. 'Come in for one moment,' she said as he paid the cabman. The +woman the while was standing with the door in her hand. It was near +midnight,--but, when people are engaged, hours do not matter. The woman +of the house, who was respectability herself,--a nice kind widow, with +five children, named Pipkin,--understood that and smiled again as he +followed the lady into the sitting-room. She had already taken off her +hat and was flinging it on to the sofa as he entered. 'Shut the door +for one moment,' she said; and he shut it. Then she threw herself into +his arms, not kissing him but looking up into his face. 'Oh Paul,' she +exclaimed, 'my darling! Oh Paul, my love! I will not bear to be +separated from you. No, no;--never. I swear it, and you may believe me. +There is nothing I cannot do for love of you,--but to lose you.' Then +she pushed him from her and looked away from him, clasping her hands +together. 'But Paul, I mean to keep my pledge to you to-night. It was +to be an island in our troubles, a little holiday in our hard +school-time, and I will not destroy it at its close. You will see me +again soon,--will you not?' He nodded assent, then took her in his arms +and kissed her, and left her without a word. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII - DOLLY LONGESTAFFE GOES INTO THE CITY + + +It has been told how the gambling at the Beargarden went on one Sunday +night. On the following Monday Sir Felix did not go to the club. He +had watched Miles Grendall at play, and was sure that on more than one +or two occasions the man had cheated. Sir Felix did not quite know +what in such circumstances it would be best for him to do. Reprobate +as he was himself, this work of villainy was new to him and seemed to +be very terrible. What steps ought he to take? He was quite sure of +his facts, and yet he feared that Nidderdale and Grasslough and +Longestaffe would not believe him. He would have told Montague, but +Montague had, he thought, hardly enough authority at the club to be of +any use to him. On the Tuesday again he did not go to the club. He +felt severely the loss of the excitement to which he had been +accustomed, but the thing was too important to him to be slurred over. +He did not dare to sit down and play with the man who had cheated him +without saying anything about it. On the Wednesday afternoon life was +becoming unbearable to him and he sauntered into the building at about +five in the afternoon. There, as a matter of course, he found Dolly +Longestaffe drinking sherry and bitters. 'Where the blessed angels +have you been?' said Dolly. Dolly was at that moment alert with the +sense of a duty performed. He had just called on his sister and +written a sharp letter to his father, and felt himself to be almost a +man of business. + +'I've had fish of my own to fry,' said Felix, who had passed the last +two days in unendurable idleness. Then he referred again to the money +which Dolly owed him, not making any complaint, not indeed asking for +immediate payment, but explaining with an air of importance that if a +commercial arrangement could be made, it might, at this moment, be +very serviceable to him. 'I'm particularly anxious to take up those +shares,' said Felix. + +'Of course you ought to have your money.' + +'I don't say that at all, old fellow. I know very well that you're all +right. You're not like that fellow, Miles Grendall.' + +'Well; no. Poor Miles has got nothing to bless himself with. I suppose +I could get it, and so I ought to pay.' + +'That's no excuse for Grendall,' said Sir Felix, shaking his head. + +'A chap can't pay if he hasn't got it, Carbury. A chap ought to pay of +course. I've had a letter from our lawyer within the last half hour-- +here it is.' And Dolly pulled a letter out of his pocket which he had +opened and read indeed the last hour, but which had been duly +delivered at his lodgings early in the morning. 'My governor wants to +sell Pickering, and Melmotte wants to buy the place. My governor can't +sell without me, and I've asked for half the plunder. I know what's +what. My interest in the property is greater than his. It isn't much +of a place, and they are talking of £50,000, over and above the debt +upon it. £25,000 would pay off what I owe on my own property, and make +me very square. From what this fellow says I suppose they're going to +give in to my terms.' + +'By George, that'll be a grand thing for you, Dolly.' + +'Oh yes. Of course I want it. But I don't like the place going. I'm +not much of a fellow, I know. I'm awfully lazy and can't get myself to +go in for things as I ought to do; but I've a sort of feeling that I +don't like the family property going to pieces. A fellow oughtn't to +let his family property go to pieces.' + +'You never lived at Pickering.' + +'No;--and I don't know that it is any good. It gives us 3 per cent. on +the money it's worth, while the governor is paying 6 per cent., and +I'm paying 25, for the money we've borrowed. I know more about it than +you'd think. It ought to be sold, and now I suppose it will be sold. +Old Melmotte knows all about it, and if you like I'll go with you to +the city to-morrow and make it straight about what I owe you. He'll +advance me £1,000, and then you can get the shares. Are you going to +dine here?' + +Sir Felix said that he would dine at the club, but declared, with +considerable mystery in his manner, that he could not stay and play +whist afterwards. He acceded willingly to Dolly's plans of visiting +Abchurch Lane on the following day, but had some difficulty in +inducing his friend to consent to fix on an hour early enough for city +purposes. Dolly suggested that they should meet at the club at 4 p.m. +Sir Felix had named noon, and promised to call at Dolly's lodgings. +They split the difference at last and agreed to start at two. They +then dined together, Miles Grendall dining alone at the next table to +them. Dolly and Grendall spoke to each other frequently, but in that +conversation the young baronet would not join. Nor did Grendall ever +address himself to Sir Felix. 'Is there anything up between you and +Miles?' said Dolly, when they had adjourned to the smoking-room. + +'I can't bear him.' + +'There never was any love between you two, I know. But you used to +speak, and you've played with him all through.' + +'Played with him! I should think I have. Though he did get such a haul +last Sunday he owes me more than you do now.' + +'Is that the reason you haven't played the last two nights?' + +Sir Felix paused a moment. 'No;--that is not the reason. I'll tell you +all about it in the cab to-morrow.' Then he left the club, declaring +that he would go up to Grosvenor Square and see Marie Melmotte. He did +go up to the Square, and when he came to the house he would not go in. +What was the good? He could do nothing further till he got old +Melmotte's consent, and in no way could he so probably do that as by +showing that he had got money wherewith to buy shares in the railway. +What he did with himself during the remainder of the evening the +reader need not know, but on his return home at some comparatively +early hour, he found this note from Marie. + + + Wednesday Afternoon. + + DEAREST FELIX, + + Why don't we see you? Mamma would say nothing if you came. Papa is + never in the drawing-room. Miss Longestaffe is here of course, and + people always come in in the evening. We are just going to dine out + at the Duchess of Stevenage's. Papa, and mamma and I. Mamma told me + that Lord Nidderdale is to be there, but you need not be a bit + afraid. I don't like Lord Nidderdale, and I will never take any one + but the man I love. You know who that is. Miss Longestaffe is so + angry because she can't go with us. What do you think of her + telling me that she did not understand being left alone? We are to + go afterwards to a musical party at Lady Gamut's. Miss Longestaffe + is going with us, but she says she hates music. She is such a set-up + thing! I wonder why papa has her here. We don't go anywhere + to-morrow evening, so pray come. + + And why haven't you written me something and sent it to Didon? She + won't betray us. And if she did, what matters? I mean to be true. + If papa were to beat me into a mummy I would stick to you. He told + me once to take Lord Nidderdale, and then he told me to refuse him. + And now he wants me to take him again. But I won't. I'll take no + one but my own darling. + + Yours for ever and ever, + + MARIE + + +Now that the young lady had begun to have an interest of her own in +life, she was determined to make the most of it. All this was +delightful to her, but to Sir Felix it was simply 'a bother.' Sir +Felix was quite willing to marry the girl to-morrow,--on condition of +course that the money was properly arranged; but he was not willing to +go through much work in the way of love-making with Marie Melmotte. In +such business he preferred Ruby Ruggles as a companion. + +On the following day Felix was with his friend at the appointed time, +and was only kept an hour waiting while Dolly ate his breakfast and +struggled into his coat and boots. On their way to the city Felix told +his dreadful story about Miles Grendall. 'By George!' said Dolly. 'And +you think you saw him do it!' + +'It's not thinking at all. I'm sure I saw him do it three times. I +believe he always had an ace somewhere about him.' Dolly sat quite +silent thinking of it. 'What had I better do?' asked Sir Felix. + +'By George;--I don't know.' + +'What should you do?' + +'Nothing at all. I shouldn't believe my own eyes. Or if I did, should +take care not to look at him.' + +'You wouldn't go on playing with him?' + +'Yes I should. It'd be such a bore breaking up.' + +'But Dolly,--if you think of it!' + +'That's all very fine, my dear fellow, but I shouldn't think of it.' + +'And you won't give me your advice.' + +'Well--no; I think I'd rather not. I wish you hadn't told me. Why did +you pick me out to tell me? Why didn't you tell Nidderdale?' + +'He might have said, why didn't you tell Longestaffe?' + +'No, he wouldn't. Nobody would suppose that anybody would pick me out +for this kind of thing. If I'd known that you were going to tell me +such a story as this I wouldn't have come with you.' + +'That's nonsense, Dolly.' + +'Very well. I can't bear these kind of things. I feel all in a twitter +already.' + +'You mean to go on playing just the same?' + +'Of course I do. If he won anything very heavy I should begin to think +about it, I suppose. Oh; this is Abchurch Lane, is it? Now for the man +of money.' + +The man of money received them much more graciously than Felix had +expected. Of course nothing was said about Marie and no further +allusion was made to the painful subject of the baronet's 'property.' +Both Dolly and Sir Felix were astonished by the quick way in which the +great financier understood their views and the readiness with which he +undertook to comply with them. No disagreeable questions were asked as +to the nature of the debt between the young men. Dolly was called upon +to sign a couple of documents, and Sir Felix to sign one,--and then they +were assured that the thing was done. Mr Adolphus Longestaffe had paid +Sir Felix Carbury a thousand pounds, and Sir Felix Carbury's +commission had been accepted by Mr Melmotte for the purchase of +railway stock to that amount. Sir Felix attempted to say a word. He +endeavoured to explain that his object in this commercial transaction +was to make money immediately by reselling the shares,--and to go on +continually making money by buying at a low price and selling at a +high price. He no doubt did believe that, being a Director, if he +could once raise the means of beginning this game, he could go on with +it for an unlimited period;--buy and sell, buy and sell;--so that he +would have an almost regular income. This, as far as he could +understand, was what Paul Montague was allowed to do,--simply because +he had become a Director with a little money. Mr Melmotte was +cordiality itself, but he could not be got to go into particulars. It +was all right. 'You will wish to sell again, of course,--of course. I'll +watch the market for you.' When the young men left the room all they +knew, or thought that they knew, was, that Dolly Longestaffe had +authorized Melmotte to pay a thousand pounds on his behalf to Sir Felix, +and that Sir Felix had instructed the same great man to buy shares with +the amount. 'But why didn't he give you the scrip?' said Dolly on his +way westwards. + +'I suppose it's all right with him,' said Sir Felix. + +'Oh yes;--it's all right. Thousands of pounds to him are only like +half-crowns to us fellows. I should say it's all right. All the same, +he's the biggest rogue out, you know.' Sir Felix already began to be +unhappy about his thousand pounds. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX - MISS MELMOTTE'S COURAGE + + +Lady Carbury continued to ask frequent questions as to the prosecution +of her son's suit, and Sir Felix began to think that he was +persecuted. 'I have spoken to her father,' he said crossly. + +'And what did Mr Melmotte say?' + +'Say;--what should he say? He wanted to know what income I had got. +After all he's an old screw.' + +'Did he forbid you to come there any more?' + +'Now, mother, it's no use your cross-examining me. If you'll let me +alone I'll do the best I can.' + +'She has accepted you, herself?' + +'Of course she has. I told you that at Carbury.' + +'Then, Felix, if I were you I'd run off with her. I would indeed. It's +done every day, and nobody thinks any harm of it when you marry the +girl. You could do it now because I know you've got money. From all I +can hear she's just the sort of girl that would go with you.' The son +sat silent, listening to these maternal councils. He did believe that +Marie would go off with him, were he to propose the scheme to her. Her +own father had almost alluded to such a proceeding,--had certainly +hinted that it was feasible,--but at the same time had very clearly +stated that in such case the ardent lover would have to content +himself with the lady alone. In any such event as that there would be +no fortune. But then, might not that only be a threat? Rich fathers +generally do forgive their daughters, and a rich father with only one +child would surely forgive her when she returned to him, as she would +do in this instance, graced with a title. Sir Felix thought of all +this as he sat there silent. His mother read his thoughts as she +continued. 'Of course, Felix, there must be some risk.' + +'Fancy what it would be to be thrown over at last!' he exclaimed. 'I +couldn't bear it. I think I should kill her.' + +'Oh no, Felix; you wouldn't do that. But when I say there would be +some risk I mean that there would be very little. There would be +nothing in it that ought to make him really angry. He has nobody else +to give his money to, and it would be much nicer to have his daughter, +Lady Carbury, with him, than to be left all alone in the world.' + +'I couldn't live with him, you know. I couldn't do it.' + +'You needn't live with him, Felix. Of course she would visit her +parents. When the money was once settled you need see as little of +them as you pleased. Pray do not allow trifles to interfere with you. +If this should not succeed, what are you to do? We shall all starve +unless something be done. If I were you, Felix, I would take her away +at once. They say she is of age.' + +'I shouldn't know where to take her,' said Sir Felix, almost stunned +into thoughtfulness by the magnitude of the proposition made to him. +'All that about Scotland is done with now.' + +'Of course you would marry her at once.' + +'I suppose so,--unless it were better to stay as we were, till the money +was settled.' + +'Oh no; no! Everybody would be against you. If you take her off in a +spirited sort of way and then marry her, everybody will be with you. +That's what you want. The father and mother will be sure to come +round, if--' + +'The mother is nothing.' + +'He will come round if people speak up in your favour. I could get Mr +Alf and Mr Broune to help. I'd try it, Felix; indeed I would. Ten +thousand a year is not to be had every year.' + +Sir Felix gave no assent to his mother's views. He felt no desire to +relieve her anxiety by an assurance of activity in the matter. But the +prospect was so grand that it had excited even him. He had money +sufficient for carrying out the scheme, and if he delayed the matter +now, it might well be that he would never again find himself so +circumstanced. He thought that he would ask somebody whither he ought +to take her, and what he ought to do with her;--and that he would then +make the proposition to herself. Miles Grendall would be the man to +tell him, because, with all his faults, Miles did understand things. +But he could not ask Miles. He and Nidderdale were good friends; but +Nidderdale wanted the girl for himself. Grasslough would be sure to +tell Nidderdale. Dolly would be altogether useless. He thought that, +perhaps, Herr Vossner would be the man to help him. There would be no +difficulty out of which Herr Vossner would not extricate 'a fellow,'-- +if 'the fellow' paid him. + +On Thursday evening he went to Grosvenor Square, as desired by Marie,-- +but unfortunately found Melmotte in the drawing-room. Lord Nidderdale +was there also, and his lordship's old father, the Marquis of Auld +Reekie, whom Felix, when he entered the room, did not know. He was a +fierce-looking, gouty old man, with watery eyes, and very stiff grey +hair,--almost white. He was standing up supporting himself on two sticks +when Sir Felix entered the room. There were also present Madame +Melmotte, Miss Longestaffe, and Marie. As Felix had entered the hail +one huge footman had said that the ladies were not at home; then there +had been for a moment a whispering behind a door,--in which he +afterwards conceived that Madame Didon had taken a part;--and upon that +a second tall footman had contradicted the first and had ushered him +up to the drawing-room. He felt considerably embarrassed, but shook +hands with the ladies, bowed to Melmotte, who seemed to take no notice +of him, and nodded to Lord Nidderdale. He had not had time to place +himself, when the Marquis arranged things. 'Suppose we go downstairs,' +said the Marquis. + +'Certainly, my lord,' said Melmotte. 'I'll show your lordship the +way.' The Marquis did not speak to his son, but poked at him with his +stick, as though poking him out of the door. So instigated, Nidderdale +followed the financier, and the gouty old Marquis toddled after them. + +Madame Melmotte was beside herself with trepidation. 'You should not +have been made to come up at all,' she said. 'Il faut que vous vous +retiriez.' + +'I am very sorry,' said Sir Felix, looking quite aghast. 'I think that +I had at any rate better retire,' said Miss Longestaffe, raising +herself to her full height and stalking out of the room. + +'Qu'elle est méchante,' said Madame Melmotte. 'Oh, she is so bad. Sir +Felix, you had better go too. Yes indeed.' + +'No,' said Marie, running to him, and taking hold of his arm. 'Why +should he go? I want papa to know.' + +'Il vous tuera,' said Madame Melmotte. 'My God, yes.' + +'Then he shall,' said Marie, clinging to her lover. 'I will never +marry Lord Nidderdale. If he were to cut me into bits I wouldn't do +it. Felix, you love me; do you not?' + +'Certainly,' said Sir Felix, slipping his arm round her waist. + +'Mamma,' said Marie, 'I will never have any other man but him;--never, +never, never. Oh, Felix, tell her that you love me.' + +'You know that, don't you, ma'am?' Sir Felix was a little troubled in +his mind as to what he should say, or what he should do. + +'Oh, love! It is a beastliness,' said Madame Melmotte. 'Sir Felix, you +had better go. Yes, indeed. Will you be so obliging?' + +'Don't go,' said Marie. 'No, mamma, he shan't go. What has he to be +afraid of? I will walk down among them into papa's room, and say that +I will never marry that man, and that this is my lover. Felix, will +you come?' + +Sir Felix did not quite like the proposition. There had been a savage +ferocity in that Marquis's eye, and there was habitually a heavy +sternness about Melmotte, which together made him resist the +invitation. 'I don't think I have a right to do that,' he said, +'because it is Mr Melmotte's own house.' + +'I wouldn't mind,' said Marie. 'I told papa to-day that I wouldn't +marry Lord Nidderdale.' + +'Was he angry with you?' + +'He laughed at me. He manages people till he thinks that everybody +must do exactly what he tells them. He may kill me, but I will not do +it. I have quite made up my mind. Felix, if you will be true to me, +nothing shall separate us. I will not be ashamed to tell everybody +that I love you.' + +Madame Melmotte had now thrown herself into a chair and was sighing. +Sir Felix stood on the rug with his arm round Marie's waist listening +to her protestations, but saying little in answer to them,--when, +suddenly, a heavy step was heard ascending the stairs. 'C'est lui,' +screamed Madame Melmotte, bustling up from her seat and hurrying out +of the room by a side door. The two lovers were alone for one moment, +during which Marie lifted up her face, and Sir Felix kissed her lips. +'Now be brave,' she said, escaping from his arm, 'and I'll be brave.' +Mr Melmotte looked round the room as he entered. 'Where are the +others?' he asked. + +'Mamma has gone away, and Miss Longestaffe went before mamma.' + +'Sir Felix, it is well that I should tell you that my daughter is +engaged to marry Lord Nidderdale.' + +'Sir Felix, I am not engaged--to--marry Lord Nidderdale,' said Marie. +'It's no good, papa. I won't do it. If you chop me to pieces, I won't +do it.' + +'She will marry Lord Nidderdale,' continued Mr Melmotte, addressing +himself to Sir Felix. 'As that is arranged, you will perhaps think it +better to leave us. I shall be happy to renew my acquaintance with you +as soon as the fact is recognized;--or happy to see you in the city at +any time.' + +'Papa, he is my lover,' said Marie. + +'Pooh!' + +'It is not pooh. He is. I will never have any other. I hate Lord +Nidderdale; and as for that dreadful old man, I could not bear to look +at him. Sir Felix is as good a gentleman as he is. If you loved me, +papa, you would not want to make me unhappy all my life.' + +Her father walked up to her rapidly with his hand raised, and she +clung only the closer to her lover's arm. At this moment Sir Felix did +not know what he might best do, but he thoroughly wished himself out +in the square. 'Jade,' said Melmotte, 'get to your room.' + +'Of course I will go to bed, if you tell me, papa.' + +'I do tell you. How dare you take hold of him in that way before me! +Have you no idea of disgrace?' + +'I am not disgraced. It is not more disgraceful to love him than that +other man. Oh, papa, don't. You hurt me. I am going.' He took her by +the arm and dragged her to the door, and then thrust her out. + +'I am very sorry, Mr Melmotte,' said Sir Felix, 'to have had a hand in +causing this disturbance.' + +'Go away, and don't come back any more;--that's all. You can't both +marry her. All you have got to understand is this. I'm not the man to +give my daughter a single shilling if she marries against my consent. +By the God that hears me, Sir Felix, she shall not have one shilling. +But look you,--if you'll give this up, I shall be proud to co-operate +with you in anything you may wish to have done in the city.' + +After this Sir Felix left the room, went down the stairs, had the door +opened for him, and was ushered into the square. But as he went +through the hall a woman managed to shove a note into his hand which +he read as soon as he found himself under a gas lamp. It was dated +that morning, and had therefore no reference to the fray which had +just taken place. It ran as follows: + + + I hope you will come to-night. There is something I cannot tell you + then, but you ought to know it. When we were in France papa thought + it wise to settle a lot of money on me. I don't know how much, but + I suppose it was enough to live on if other things went wrong. He + never talked to me about it, but I know it was done. And it hasn't + been undone, and can't be without my leave. He is very angry about + you this morning, for I told him I would never give you up. He says + he won't give me anything if I marry without his leave. But I am + sure he cannot take it away. I tell you, because I think I ought to + tell you everything.' + + M. + + +Sir Felix as he read this could not but think that he had become +engaged to a very enterprising young lady. It was evident that she did +not care to what extent she braved her father on behalf of her lover, +and now she coolly proposed to rob him. But Sir Felix saw no reason +why he should not take advantage of the money made over to the girl's +name, if he could lay his bands on it. He did not know much of such +transactions, but he knew more than Marie Melmotte, and could +understand that a man in Melmotte's position should want to secure a +portion of his fortune against accidents, by settling it on his +daughter. Whether, having so settled it, he could again resume it +without the daughter's assent, Sir Felix did not know. Marie, who had +no doubt been regarded as an absolutely passive instrument when the +thing was done, was now quite alive to the benefit which she might +possibly derive from it. Her proposition, put into plain English, +amounted to this: 'Take me and marry me without my father's consent,-- +and then you and I together can rob my father of the money which, for +his own purposes, he has settled upon me.' He had looked upon the lady +of his choice as a poor weak thing, without any special character of +her own, who was made worthy of consideration only by the fact that +she was a rich man's daughter; but now she began to loom before his +eyes as something bigger than that. She had had a will of her own when +the mother had none. She had not been afraid of her brutal father when +he, Sir Felix, had trembled before him. She had offered to be beaten, +and killed, and chopped to pieces on behalf of her lover. There could +be no doubt about her running away if she were asked. + +It seemed to him that within the last month he had gained a great deal +of experience, and that things which heretofore had been troublesome +to him, or difficult, or perhaps impossible, were now coming easily +within his reach. He had won two or three thousand pounds at cards, +whereas invariable loss had been the result of the small play in which +he had before indulged. He had been set to marry this heiress, having +at first no great liking for the attempt, because of its difficulties +and the small amount of hope which it offered him. The girl was +already willing and anxious to jump into his arms. Then he had +detected a man cheating at cards,--an extent of iniquity that was awful +to him before he had seen it,--and was already beginning to think that +there was not very much in that. If there was not much in it, if such +a man as Miles Grendall could cheat at cards and be brought to no +punishment, why should not he try it? It was a rapid way of winning, +no doubt. He remembered that on one or two occasions he had asked his +adversary to cut the cards a second time at whist, because he had +observed that there was no honour at the bottom. No feeling of honesty +had interfered with him. The little trick had hardly been +premeditated, but when successful without detection had not troubled +his conscience. Now it seemed to him that much more than that might be +done without detection. But nothing had opened his eyes to the ways of +the world so widely as the sweet lover-like proposition made by Miss +Melmotte for robbing her father. It certainly recommended the girl to +him. She had been able at an early age, amidst the circumstances of a +very secluded life, to throw off from her altogether those scruples of +honesty, those bugbears of the world, which are apt to prevent great +enterprises in the minds of men. + +What should he do next? This sum of money of which Marie wrote so +easily was probably large. It would not have been worth the while of +such a man as Mr Melmotte to make a trifling provision of this nature. +It could hardly be less than £50,000,--might probably be very much more. +But this was certain to him,--that if he and Marie were to claim this +money as man and wife, there could then be no hope of further +liberality. It was not probable that such a man as Mr Melmotte would +forgive even an only child such an offence as that. Even if it were +obtained, £50,000 would not be very much. And Melmotte might probably +have means, even if the robbery were duly perpetrated, of making the +possession of the money very uncomfortable. These were deep waters +into which Sir Felix was preparing to plunge; and he did not feel +himself to be altogether comfortable, although he liked the deep +waters. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX - MR MELMOTTE'S PROMISE + + +On the following Saturday there appeared in Mr Alf's paper, the +'Evening Pulpit,' a very remarkable article on the South Central +Pacific and Mexican Railway. It was an article that attracted a great +deal of attention and was therefore remarkable, but it was in nothing +more remarkable than in this,--that it left on the mind of its reader no +impression of any decided opinion about the railway. The Editor would +at any future time be able to refer to his article with equal pride +whether the railway should become a great cosmopolitan fact, or +whether it should collapse amidst the foul struggles of a horde of +swindlers. In utrumque paratus, the article was mysterious, +suggestive, amusing, well-informed,--that in the 'Evening Pulpit' was a +matter of course,--and, above all things, ironical. Next to its +omniscience its irony was the strongest weapon belonging to the +'Evening Pulpit.' There was a little praise given, no doubt in irony, +to the duchesses who served Mr Melmotte. There was a little praise, +given of course in irony, to Mr Melmotte's Board of English Directors. +There was a good deal of praise, but still alloyed by a dash of irony, +bestowed on the idea of civilizing Mexico by joining it to California. +Praise was bestowed upon England for taking up the matter, but +accompanied by some ironical touches at her incapacity to believe +thoroughly in any enterprise not originated by herself. Then there was +something said of the universality of Mr Melmotte's commercial genius, +but whether said in a spirit prophetic of ultimate failure and +disgrace, or of heavenborn success and unequalled commercial +splendour, no one could tell. + +It was generally said at the clubs that Mr Alf had written this +article himself. Old Splinter, who was one of a body of men possessing +an excellent cellar of wine and calling themselves Paides Pallados, +and who had written for the heavy quarterlies any time this last forty +years, professed that he saw through the article. The 'Evening Pulpit' +had been, he explained, desirous of going as far as it could in +denouncing Mr Melmotte without incurring the danger of an action for +libel. Mr Splinter thought that the thing was clever but mean. These +new publications generally were mean. Mr Splinter was constant in that +opinion; but, putting the meanness aside, he thought that the article +was well done. According to his view it was intended to expose Mr +Melmotte and the railway. But the Paides Pallados generally did not +agree with him. Under such an interpretation, what had been the +meaning of that paragraph in which the writer had declared that the +work of joining one ocean to another was worthy of the nearest +approach to divinity that had been granted to men? Old Splinter +chuckled and gabbled as he heard this, and declared that there was not +wit enough left now even among the Paides Pallados to understand a +shaft of irony. There could be no doubt, however, at the time, that +the world did not go with old Splinter, and that the article served to +enhance the value of shares in the great railway enterprise. + +Lady Carbury was sure that the article was intended to write up the +railway, and took great joy in it. She entertained in her brain a +somewhat confused notion that if she could only bestir herself in the +right direction and could induce her son to open his eyes to his own +advantage, very great things might be achieved, so that wealth might +become his handmaid and luxury the habit and the right of his life. He +was the beloved and the accepted suitor of Marie Melmotte. He was a +Director of this great company, sitting at the same board with the +great commercial hero. He was the handsomest young man in London. And +he was a baronet. Very wild Ideas occurred to her. Should she take Mr +Alf into her entire confidence? If Melmotte and Alf could be brought +together what might they not do? Alf could write up Melmotte, and +Melmotte could shower shares upon Alf. And if Melmotte would come and +be smiled upon by herself, be flattered as she thought that she could +flatter him, be told that he was a god, and have that passage about +the divinity of joining ocean to ocean construed to him as she could +construe it, would not the great man become plastic under her hands? +And if, while this was a-doing, Felix would run away with Marie, could +not forgiveness be made easy? And her creative mind ranged still +farther. Mr Broune might help, and even Mr Booker. To such a one as +Melmotte, a man doing great things through the force of the confidence +placed in him by the world at large, the freely-spoken support of the +Press would be everything. Who would not buy shares in a railway as to +which Mr Broune and Mr Alf would combine in saying that it was managed +by 'divinity'? Her thoughts were rather hazy, but from day to day she +worked hard to make them clear to herself. + +On the Sunday afternoon Mr Booker called on her and talked to her +about the article. She did not say much to Mr Booker as to her own +connection with Mr Melmotte, telling herself that prudence was +essential in the present emergency. But she listened with all her +ears. It was Mr Booker's idea that the man was going 'to make a spoon +or spoil a horn.' 'You think him honest;--don't you?' asked Lady +Carbury. Mr Booker smiled and hesitated. 'Of course, I mean honest as +men can be in such very large transactions.' + +'Perhaps that is the best way of putting it,' said Mr Booker. + +'If a thing can be made great and beneficent, a boon to humanity, +simply by creating a belief in it, does not a man become a benefactor +to his race by creating that belief?' + +'At the expense of veracity?' suggested Mr Booker. + +'At the expense of anything?' rejoined Lady Carbury with energy. 'One +cannot measure such men by the ordinary rule.' + +'You would do evil to produce good?' asked Mr Booker. + +'I do not call it doing evil. You have to destroy a thousand living +creatures every time you drink a glass of water, but you do not think +of that when you are athirst. You cannot send a ship to sea without +endangering lives. You do send ships to sea though men perish yearly. +You tell me this man may perhaps ruin hundreds, but then again he may +create a new world in which millions will be rich and happy.' + +'You are an excellent casuist, Lady Carbury.' + +'I am an enthusiastic lover of beneficent audacity,' said Lady Carbury, +picking her words slowly, and showing herself to be quite satisfied +with herself as she picked them. 'Did I hold your place, Mr Booker, in +the literature of my country--' + +'I hold no place, Lady Carbury.' + +'Yes;--and a very distinguished place. Were I circumstanced as you are I +should have no hesitation in lending the whole weight of my +periodical, let it be what it might, to the assistance of so great a +man and so great an object as this.' + +'I should be dismissed to-morrow,' said Mr Booker, getting up and +laughing as he took his departure. Lady Carbury felt that, as regarded +Mr Booker, she had only thrown out a chance word that could not do any +harm. She had not expected to effect much through Mr Booker's +instrumentality. On the Tuesday evening,--her regular Tuesday as she +called it,--all her three editors came to her drawing-room; but there +came also a greater man than either of them. She had taken the bull by +the horns, and without saying anything to anybody had written to Mr +Melmotte himself, asking him to honour her poor house with his +presence. She had written a very pretty note to him, reminding him of +their meeting at Caversham, telling him that on a former occasion +Madame Melmotte and his daughter had been so kind as to come to her, +and giving him to understand that of all the potentates now on earth +he was the one to whom she could bow the knee with the purest +satisfaction. He wrote back,--or Miles Grendall did for him,--a very plain +note, accepting the honour of Lady Carbury's invitation. + +The great man came, and Lady Carbury took him under her immediate wing +with a grace that was all her own. She said a word about their dear +friends at Caversham, expressed her sorrow that her son's engagements +did not admit of his being there, and then with the utmost audacity +rushed off to the article in the 'Pulpit.' Her friend, Mr Alf, the +editor, had thoroughly appreciated the greatness of Mr Melmotte's +character, and the magnificence of Mr Melmotte's undertakings. Mr +Melmotte bowed and muttered something that was inaudible. 'Now I must +introduce you to Mr Alf,' said the lady. The introduction was +effected, and Mr Alf explained that it was hardly necessary, as he had +already been entertained as one of Mr Melmotte's guests. + +'There were a great many there I never saw, and probably never shall +see,' said Mr Melmotte. + +'I was one of the unfortunates,' said Mr Alf. + +'I'm sorry you were unfortunate. If you had come into the whist room +you would have found me.' + +'Ah,--if I had but known!' said Mr Alf. The editor, as was proper, +carried about with him samples of the irony which his paper used so +effectively, but it was altogether thrown away upon Melmotte. + +Lady Carbury, finding that no immediate good results could be expected +from this last introduction, tried another. 'Mr Melmotte,' she said, +whispering to him, 'I do so want to make you known to Mr Broune. Mr +Broune I know you have never met before. A morning paper is a much +heavier burden to an editor than one published in the afternoon. Mr +Broune, as of course you know, manages the "Breakfast Table." There is +hardly a more influential man in London than Mr Broune. And they +declare, you know,' she said, lowering the tone of her whisper as she +communicated the fact, 'that his commercial articles are gospel,-- +absolutely gospel.' Then the two men were named to each other, and +Lady Carbury retreated;--but not out of hearing. + +'Getting very hot,' said Mr Melmotte. + +'Very hot indeed,' said Mr Broune. + +'It was over 70 in the city to-day. I call that very hot for June.' + +'Very hot indeed,' said Mr Broune again. Then the conversation was +over. Mr Broune sidled away, and Mr Melmotte was left standing in the +middle of the room. Lady Carbury told herself at the moment that Rome +was not built in a day. She would have been better satisfied certainly +if she could have laid a few more bricks on this day. Perseverance, +however, was the thing wanted. + +But Mr Melmotte himself had a word to say, and before he left the +house he said it. 'It was very good of you to ask me, Lady Carbury;-- +very good.' Lady Carbury intimated her opinion that the goodness was +all on the other side. 'And I came,' continued Mr Melmotte, 'because I +had something particular to say. Otherwise I don't go out much to +evening parties. Your son has proposed to my daughter.' Lady Carbury +looked up into his face with all her eyes;--clasped both her hands +together; and then, having unclasped them, put one upon his sleeve. + +'My daughter, ma'am, is engaged to another man.' + +'You would not enslave her affections, Mr Melmotte?' + +'I won't give her a shilling if she marries any one else; that's all. +You reminded me down at Caversham that your son is a Director at our +Board.' + +'I did;--I did.' + +'I have a great respect for your son, ma'am. I don't want to hurt him +in any way. If he'll signify to my daughter that he withdraws from +this offer of his, because I'm against it, I'll see that he does +uncommon well in the city. I'll be the making of him. Good night, +ma'am.' Then Mr Melmotte took his departure without another word. + +Here at any rate was an undertaking on the part of the great man that +he would be the 'making of Felix,' if Felix would only obey him,-- +accompanied, or rather preceded, by a most positive assurance that if +Felix were to succeed in marrying his daughter he would not give his +son-in-law a shilling! There was very much to be considered in this. +She did not doubt that Felix might be 'made' by Mr Melmotte's city +influences, but then any perpetuity of such making must depend on +qualifications in her son which she feared that he did not possess. +The wife without the money would be terrible! That would be absolute +ruin! There could be no escape then; no hope. There was an +appreciation of real tragedy in her heart while she contemplated the +position of Sir Felix married to such a girl as she supposed Marie +Melmotte to be, without any means of support for either of them but +what she could supply. It would kill her. And for those young people +there would be nothing before them, but beggary and the workhouse. As +she thought of this she trembled with true maternal instincts. Her +beautiful boy,--so glorious with his outward gifts, so fit, as she +thought him, for all the graces of the grand world! Though the +ambition was vilely ignoble, the mother's love was noble and +disinterested. + +But the girl was an only child. The future honours of the house of +Melmotte could be made to settle on no other head. No doubt the father +would prefer a lord for a son-in-law; and, having that preference, +would of course do as he was now doing. That he should threaten to +disinherit his daughter if she married contrary to his wishes was to +be expected. But would it not be equally a matter of course that he +should make the best of the marriage if it were once effected? His +daughter would return to him with a title, though with one of a lower +degree than his ambition desired. To herself personally, Lady Carbury +felt that the great financier had been very rude. He had taken +advantage of her invitation that he might come to her house and +threaten her. But she would forgive that. She could pass that over +altogether if only anything were to be gained by passing it over. + +She looked round the room, longing for a friend, whom she might +consult with a true feeling of genuine womanly dependence. Her most +natural friend was Roger Carbury. But even had he been there she could +not have consulted him on any matter touching the Melmottes. His +advice would have been very clear. He would have told her to have +nothing at all to do with such adventurers. But then dear Roger was +old-fashioned, and knew nothing of people as they are now. He lived in +a world which, though slow, had been good in its way; but which, +whether bad or good, had now passed away. Then her eye settled on Mr +Broune. She was afraid of Mr Alf. She had almost begun to think that +Mr Alf was too difficult of management to be of use to her. But Mr +Broune was softer. Mr Booker was serviceable for an article, but would +not be sympathetic as a friend. + +Mr Broune had been very courteous to her lately;--so much so that on one +occasion she had almost feared that the 'susceptible old goose' was +going to be a goose again. That would be a bore; but still she might +make use of the friendly condition of mind which such susceptibility +would produce. When her guests began to leave her, she spoke a word +aside to him. She wanted his advice. Would he stay for a few minutes +after the rest of the company? He did stay, and when all the others +were gone she asked her daughter to leave them. 'Hetta,' she said, 'I +have something of business to communicate to Mr Broune.' And so they +were left alone. + +'I'm afraid you didn't make much of Mr Melmotte,' she said smiling. He +had seated himself on the end of a sofa, close to the arm-chair which +she occupied. In reply, he only shook his head and laughed. 'I saw how +it was, and I was sorry for it; for he certainly is a wonderful man.' + +'I suppose he is, but he is one of those men whose powers do not lie, +I should say, chiefly in conversation. Though, indeed, there is no +reason why he should not say the same of me,--for if he said little, I +said less.' + +'It didn't just come off,' Lady Carbury suggested with her sweetest +smile. 'But now I want to tell you something. I think I am justified +in regarding you as a real friend.' + +'Certainly,' he said, putting out his hand for hers. + +She gave it to him for a moment, and then took it back again,--finding +that he did not relinquish it of his own accord. 'Stupid old goose!' +she said to herself. 'And now to my story. You know my boy, Felix?' +The editor nodded his head. 'He is engaged to marry that man's +daughter.' + +'Engaged to marry Miss Melmotte?' Then Lady Carbury nodded her head. +'Why, she is said to be the greatest heiress that the world has ever +produced. I thought she was to marry Lord Nidderdale.' + +'She has engaged herself to Felix. She is desperately in love with him,-- +as is he with her.' She tried to tell her story truly, knowing that no +advice can be worth anything that is not based on a true story;--but +lying had become her nature. 'Melmotte naturally wants her to marry +the lord. He came here to tell me that if his daughter married Felix +she would not have a penny.' + +'Do you mean that he volunteered that as a threat?' + +'Just so;--and he told me that he had come here simply with the object +of saying so. It was more candid than civil, but we must take it as we +get it.' + +'He would be sure to make some such threat.' + +'Exactly. That is just what I feel. And in these days young people are +often kept from marrying simply by a father's fantasy. But I must tell +you something else. He told me that if Felix would desist, he would +enable him to make a fortune in the city.' + +'That's bosh,' said Broune with decision. + +'Do you think it must be so;--certainly?' + +'Yes, I do. Such an undertaking, if intended by Melmotte, would give +me a worse opinion of him than I have ever held.' + +'He did make it.' + +'Then he did very wrong. He must have spoken with the purpose of +deceiving.' + +'You know my son is one of the Directors of that great American +Railway. It was not just as though the promise were made to a young +man who was altogether unconnected with him.' + +'Sir Felix's name was put there, in a hurry, merely because he has a +title, and because Melmotte thought he, as a young man, would not be +likely to interfere with him. It may be that he will be able to sell a +few shares at a profit; but, if I understand the matter rightly, he +has no capital to go into such a business.' + +'No;--he has no capital.' + +'Dear Lady Carbury, I would place no dependence at all on such a +promise as that.' + +'You think he should marry the girl then in spite of the father?' + +Mr Broune hesitated before he replied to this question. But it was to +this question that Lady Carbury especially wished for a reply. She +wanted some one to support her under the circumstances of an +elopement. She rose from her chair, and he rose at the same time. + +'Perhaps I should have begun by saying that Felix is all but prepared +to take her off. She is quite ready to go. She is devoted to him. Do +you think he would be wrong?' + +'That is a question very hard to answer.' + +'People do it every day. Lionel Goldsheiner ran away the other day +with Lady Julia Start, and everybody visits them.' + +'Oh yes, people do run away, and it all comes right. It was the +gentleman had the money then, and it is said you know that old Lady +Catchboy, Lady Julia's mother, had arranged the elopement herself as +offering the safest way of securing the rich prize. The young lord +didn't like it, so the mother had it done in that fashion.' + +'There would be nothing disgraceful.' + +'I didn't say there would;--but nevertheless it is one of those things a +man hardly ventures to advise. If you ask me whether I think that +Melmotte would forgive her, and make her an allowance afterwards,--I +think he would.' + +'I am so glad to hear you say that.' + +'And I feel quite certain that no dependence whatever should be placed +on that promise of assistance.' + +'I quite agree with you. I am so much obliged to you,' said Lady +Carbury, who was now determined that Felix should run off with the +girl. 'You have been so very kind.' Then again she gave him her hand, +as though to bid him farewell for the night. + +'And now,' he said, 'I also have something to say to you.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI - MR BROUNE HAS MADE UP HIS MIND + + +'And now I have something to say to you.' Mr Broune as he thus spoke +to Lady Carbury rose up to his feet and then sat down again. There was +an air of perturbation about him which was very manifest to the lady, +and the cause and coming result of which she thought that she +understood. 'The susceptible old goose is going to do something highly +ridiculous and very disagreeable.' It was thus that she spoke to +herself of the scene that she saw was prepared for her, but she did +not foresee accurately the shape in which the susceptibility of the +'old goose' would declare itself. 'Lady Carbury,' said Mr Broune, +standing up a second time, 'we are neither of us so young as we used +to be.' + +'No, indeed;--and therefore it is that we can afford to ourselves the +luxury of being friends. Nothing but age enables men and women to know +each other intimately.' + +This speech was a great impediment to Mr Broune's progress. It was +evidently intended to imply that he at least had reached a time of +life at which any allusion to love would be absurd. And yet, as a +fact, he was nearer fifty than sixty, was young of his age, could walk +his four or five miles pleasantly, could ride his cob in the park with +as free an air as any man of forty, and could afterwards work through +four or five hours of the night with an easy steadiness which nothing +but sound health could produce. Mr Broune, thinking of himself and his +own circumstances, could see no reason why he should not be in love. +'I hope we know each other intimately at any rate,' he said somewhat +lamely. + +'Oh, yes;--and it is for that reason that I have come to you for advice. +Had I been a young woman I should not have dared to ask you.' + +'I don't see that. I don't quite understand that. But it has nothing +to do with my present purpose. When I said that we were neither of us +so young as we once were, I uttered what was a stupid platitude,--a +foolish truism.' + +'I do not think so,' said Lady Carbury smiling. + +'Or would have been, only that I intended something further.' Mr +Broune had got himself into a difficulty and hardly knew how to get +out of it. 'I was going on to say that I hoped we were not too old +to--love.' + +Foolish old darling! What did he mean by making such an ass of +himself? This was worse even than the kiss, as being more troublesome +and less easily pushed on one side and forgotten. It may serve to +explain the condition of Lady Carbury's mind at the time if it be +stated that she did not even at this moment suppose that the editor of +the 'Morning Breakfast Table' intended to make her an offer of +marriage. She knew, or thought she knew, that middle-aged men are fond +of prating about love, and getting up sensational scenes. The +falseness of the thing, and the injury which may come of it, did not +shock her at all. Had she known that the editor professed to be in +love with some lady in the next street, she would have been quite +ready to enlist the lady in the next street among her friends that she +might thus strengthen her own influence with Mr Broune. For herself +such make-believe of an improper passion would be inconvenient, and +therefore to be avoided. But that any man, placed as Mr Broune was in +the world,--blessed with power, with a large income, with influence +throughout all the world around him, courted, fêted, feared and almost +worshipped,--that he should desire to share her fortunes, her +misfortunes, her struggles, her poverty and her obscurity, was not +within the scope of her imagination. There was a homage in it, of +which she did not believe any man to be capable,--and which to her would +be the more wonderful as being paid to herself. She thought so badly +of men and women generally, and of Mr Broune and herself as a man and +a woman individually, that she was unable to conceive the possibility +of such a sacrifice. 'Mr Broune,' she said, 'I did not think that you +would take advantage of the confidence I have placed in you to annoy +me in this way.' + +'To annoy you, Lady Carbury! The phrase at any rate is singular. After +much thought I have determined to ask you to be my wife. That I should +be--annoyed, and more than annoyed by your refusal, is a matter of +course. That I ought to expect such annoyance is perhaps too true. But +you can extricate yourself from the dilemma only too easily.' + +The word 'wife' came upon her like a thunder-clap. It at once changed +all her feelings towards him. She did not dream of loving him. She +felt sure that she never could love him. Had it been on the cards with +her to love any man as a lover, it would have been some handsome +spendthrift who would have hung from her neck like a nether millstone. +This man was a friend to be used,--to be used because he knew the world. +And now he gave her this clear testimony that he knew as little of the +world as any other man. Mr Broune of the 'Daily Breakfast Table' +asking her to be his wife! But mixed with her other feelings there was +a tenderness which brought back some memory of her distant youth, and +almost made her weep. That a man,--such a man,--should offer to take half +her burdens, and to confer upon her half his blessings! What an idiot! +But what a god! She had looked upon the man as all intellect, alloyed +perhaps by some passionless remnants of the vices of his youth; and +now she found that he not only had a human heart in his bosom, but a +heart that she could touch. How wonderfully sweet! How infinitely +small! + +It was necessary that she should answer him;--and to her it was only +natural that she should think what answer would best assist her own +views without reference to his. It did not occur to her that she could +love him; but it did occur to her that he might lift her out of her +difficulties. What a benefit it would be to her to have a father, and +such a father, for Felix! How easy would be a literary career to the +wife of the editor of the 'Morning Breakfast Table!' And then it +passed through her mind that somebody had told her that the man was +paid £3,000 a year for his work. Would not the world, or any part of +it that was desirable, come to her drawing-room if she were the wife +of Mr Broune? It all passed through her brain at once during that +minute of silence which she allowed herself after the declaration was +made to her. But other ideas and other feelings were present to her +also. Perhaps the truest aspiration of her heart had been the love of +freedom which the tyranny of her late husband had engendered. Once she +had fled from that tyranny and had been almost crushed by the censure +to which she had been subjected. Then her husband's protection and his +tyranny had been restored to her. + +After that the freedom had come. It had been accompanied by many hopes +never as yet fulfilled, and embittered by many sorrows which had been +always present to her; but still the hopes were alive and the +remembrance of the tyranny was very clear to her. At last the minute +was over and she was bound to speak. 'Mr Broune,' she said, 'you have +quite taken away my breath. I never expected anything of this kind.' + +And now Mr Broune's mouth was opened, and his voice was free. 'Lady +Carbury,' he said, 'I have lived a long time without marrying, and I +have sometimes thought that it would be better for me to go on the +same way to the end. I have worked so hard all my life that when I was +young I had no time to think of love. And, as I have gone on, my mind +has been so fully employed, that I have hardly realized the want which +nevertheless I have felt. And so it has been with me till I fancied, +not that I was too old for love, but that others would think me so. +Then I met you. As I said at first, perhaps with scant gallantry, you +also are not as young as you once were. But you keep the beauty of +your youth, and the energy, and something of the freshness of a young +heart. And I have come to love you. I speak with absolute frankness, +risking your anger. I have doubted much before I resolved upon this. +It is so hard to know the nature of another person. But I think I +understand yours;--and if you can confide your happiness with me, I am +prepared to entrust mine to your keeping.' Poor Mr Broune! Though +endowed with gifts peculiarly adapted for the editing of a daily +newspaper, he could have had but little capacity for reading a woman's +character when he talked of the freshness of Lady Carbury's young +mind! And he must have surely been much blinded by love, before +convincing himself that he could trust his happiness to such keeping. + +'You do me infinite honour. You pay me a great compliment,' ejaculated +Lady Carbury. + +'Well?' + +'How am I to answer you at a moment? I expected nothing of this. As +God is to be my judge it has come upon me like a dream. I look upon +your position as almost the highest in England,--on your prosperity as +the uttermost that can be achieved.' + +'That prosperity, such as it is, I desire most anxiously to share with +you.' + +'You tell me so;--but I can hardly yet believe it. And then how am I to +know my own feelings so suddenly? Marriage as I have found it, Mr +Broune, has not been happy. I have suffered much. I have been wounded +in every joint, hurt in every nerve,--tortured till I could hardly +endure my punishment. At last I got my liberty, and to that I have +looked for happiness.' + +'Has it made you happy?' + +'It has made me less wretched. And there is so much to be considered! +I have a son and a daughter, Mr Broune.' + +'Your daughter I can love as my own. I think I prove my devotion to +you when I say that I am willing for your sake to encounter the +troubles which may attend your son's future career.' + +'Mr Broune, I love him better,--always shall love him better,--than +anything in the world.' This was calculated to damp the lover's +ardour, but he probably reflected that should he now be successful, +time might probably change the feeling which had just been expressed. +'Mr Broune,' she said, 'I am now so agitated that you had better leave +me. And it is very late. The servant is sitting up, and will wonder +that you should remain. It is near two o'clock.' + +'When may I hope for an answer?' + +'You shall not be kept waiting. I will write to you, almost at once. I +will write to you,--to-morrow; say the day after to-morrow, on Thursday. I +feel that I ought to have been prepared with an answer; but I am so +surprised that I have none ready.' He took her hand in his, and +kissing it, left her without another word. + +As he was about to open the front door to let himself out, a key from +the other side raised the latch, and Sir Felix, returning from his +club, entered his mother's house. The young man looked up into Mr +Broune's face with mingled impudence and surprise. 'Halloo, old +fellow,' he said, 'you've been keeping it up late here; haven't you?' +He was nearly drunk, and Mr Broune, perceiving his condition, passed +him without a word. Lady Carbury was still standing in the +drawing-room, struck with amazement at the scene which had just +passed, full of doubt as to her future conduct, when she heard her son +tumbling up the stairs. It was impossible for her not to go out to +him. 'Felix,' she said, 'why do you make so much noise as you come +in?' + +'Noish! I'm not making any noish. I think I'm very early. Your +people's only just gone. I shaw shat editor fellow at the door that +won't call himself Brown. He'sh great ass'h, that fellow. All right, +mother. Oh, ye'sh, I'm all right.' And so he tumbled up to bed, and +his mother followed him to see that the candle was at any rate placed +squarely on the table, beyond the reach of the bed curtains. + +Mr Broune as he walked to his newspaper office experienced all those +pangs of doubt which a man feels when he has just done that which for +days and weeks past he has almost resolved that he had better leave +undone. That last apparition which he had encountered at his lady +love's door certainly had not tended to reassure him. What curse can +be much greater than that inflicted by a drunken, reprobate son? The +evil, when in the course of things it comes upon a man, has to be +borne; but why should a man in middle life unnecessarily afflict +himself with so terrible a misfortune? The woman, too, was devoted to +the cub! Then thousands of other thoughts crowded upon him. How would +this new life suit him? He must have a new house, and new ways; must +live under a new dominion, and fit himself to new pleasures. And what +was he to gain by it? Lady Carbury was a handsome woman, and he liked +her beauty. He regarded her too as a clever woman; and, because she +had flattered him, he had liked her conversation. He had been long +enough about town to have known better,--and as he now walked along the +streets, he almost felt that he ought to have known better. Every now +and again he warmed himself a little with the remembrance of her +beauty, and told himself that his new home would be pleasanter, though +it might perhaps be less free, than the old one. He tried to make the +best of it; but as he did so was always repressed by the memory of the +appearance of that drunken young baronet. + +Whether for good or for evil, the step had been taken and the thing +was done. It did not occur to him that the lady would refuse him. All +his experience of the world was against such refusal. Towns which +consider, always render themselves. Ladies who doubt always solve +their doubts in the one direction. Of course she would accept him;--and +of course he would stand to his guns. As he went to his work he +endeavoured to bathe himself in self-complacency; but, at the bottom +of it, there was a substratum of melancholy which leavened his +prospects. + +Lady Carbury went from the door of her son's room to her own chamber, +and there sat thinking through the greater part of the night. During +these hours she perhaps became a better woman, as being more oblivious +of herself, than she had been for many a year. It could not be for the +good of this man that he should marry her,--and she did in the midst of +her many troubles try to think of the man's condition. Although in the +moments of her triumph,--and such moments were many,--she would buoy +herself up with assurances that her Felix would become a rich man, +brilliant with wealth and rank, an honour to her, a personage whose +society would be desired by many, still in her heart of hearts she +knew how great was the peril, and in her imagination she could foresee +the nature of the catastrophe which might come. He would go utterly to +the dogs and would take her with him. And whithersoever he might go, +to what lowest canine regions he might descend, she knew herself well +enough to be sure that whether married or single she would go with +him. Though her reason might be ever so strong in bidding her to +desert him, her heart, she knew, would be stronger than her reason. He +was the one thing in the world that overpowered her. In all other +matters she could scheme, and contrive, and pretend; could get the +better of her feelings and fight the world with a double face, +laughing at illusions and telling herself that passions and +preferences were simply weapons to be used. But her love for her son +mastered her,--and she knew it. As it was so, could it be fit that she +should marry another man? + +And then her liberty! Even though Felix should bring her to utter +ruin, nevertheless she would be and might remain a free woman. Should +the worse come to the worst she thought that she could endure a +Bohemian life in which, should all her means have been taken from her, +she could live on what she earned. Though Felix was a tyrant after a +kind, he was not a tyrant who could bid her do this or that. A +repetition of marriage vows did not of itself recommend itself to her. +As to loving the man, liking his caresses, and being specially happy +because he was near her,--no romance of that kind ever presented itself +to her imagination. How would it affect Felix and her together,--and Mr +Broune as connected with her and Felix? If Felix should go to the +dogs, then would Mr Broune not want her. Should Felix go to the stars +instead of the dogs, and become one of the gilded ornaments of the +metropolis, then would not he and she want Mr Broune. It was thus that +she regarded the matter. + +She thought very little of her daughter as she considered all this. +There was a home for Hetta, with every comfort, if Hetta would only +condescend to accept it. Why did not Hetta marry her cousin Roger +Carbury and let there be an end of that trouble? Of course Hetta must +live wherever her mother lived till she should marry; but Hetta's life +was so much at her own disposal that her mother did not feel herself +bound to be guided in the great matter by Hetta's predispositions. + +But she must tell Hetta should she ultimately make up her mind to +marry the man, and in that case the sooner this was done the better. +On that night she did not make up her mind. Ever and again as she +declared to herself that she would not marry him, the picture of a +comfortable assured home over her head, and the conviction that the +editor of the 'Morning Breakfast Table' would be powerful for all +things, brought new doubts to her mind. But she could not convince +herself, and when at last she went to her bed her mind was still +vacillating. The next morning she met Hetta at breakfast, and with +assumed nonchalance asked a question about the man who was perhaps +about to be her husband. 'Do you like Mr Broune, Hetta?' + +'Yes;--pretty well. I don't care very much about him. What makes you +ask, mamma?' + +'Because among my acquaintances in London there is no one so truly +kind to me as he is.' + +'He always seems to me to like to have his own way.' + +'Why shouldn't he like it?' + +'He has to me that air of selfishness which is so very common with +people in London;--as though what he said were all said out of surface +politeness.' + +'I wonder what you expect, Hetta, when you talk of London people? Why +should not London people be as kind as other people? I think Mr Broune +is as obliging a man as any one I know. But if I like anybody, you +always make little of him. The only person you seem to think well of +is Mr Montague.' + +'Mamma, that is unfair and unkind. I never mention Mr Montague's name +if I can help it,--and I should not have spoken of Mr Broune, had you +not asked me.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII - LADY MONOGRAM + + +Georgiana Longestaffe had now been staying with the Melmottes for a +fortnight, and her prospects in regard to the London season had not +much improved. Her brother had troubled her no further, and her family +at Caversham had not, as far as she was aware, taken any notice of +Dolly's interference. Twice a week she received a cold, dull letter +from her mother,--such letters as she had been accustomed to receive +when away from home; and these she had answered, always endeavouring +to fill her sheet with some customary description of fashionable +doings, with some bit of scandal such as she would have repeated for +her mother's amusement,--and her own delectation in the telling of it,-- +had there been nothing painful in the nature of her sojourn in London. +Of the Melmottes she hardly spoke. She did not say that she was taken +to the houses in which it was her ambition to be seen. She would have +lied directly in saying so. But she did not announce her own +disappointment. She had chosen to come up to the Melmottes in +preference to remaining at Caversham, and she would not declare her +own failure. 'I hope they are kind to you,' Lady Pomona always said. +But Georgiana did not tell her mother whether the Melmottes were kind +or unkind. + +In truth, her 'season' was a very unpleasant season. Her mode of living +was altogether different to anything she had already known. The house +in Bruton Street had never been very bright, but the appendages of +life there had been of a sort which was not known in the gorgeous +mansion in Grosvenor Square. It had been full of books and little toys +and those thousand trifling household gods which are accumulated in +years, and which in their accumulation suit themselves to the taste of +their owners. In Grosvenor Square there were no Lares;--no toys, no +books, nothing but gold and grandeur, pomatum, powder and pride. The +Longestaffe life had not been an easy, natural, or intellectual life; +but the Melmotte life was hardly endurable even by a Longestaffe. She +had, however, come prepared to suffer much, and was endowed with +considerable power of endurance in pursuit of her own objects. Having +willed to come, even to the Melmottes, in preference to remaining at +Caversham, she fortified herself to suffer much. Could she have ridden +in the park at mid-day in desirable company, and found herself in +proper houses at midnight, she would have borne the rest, bad as it +might have been. But it was not so. She had her horse, but could with +difficulty get any proper companion. She had been in the habit of +riding with one of the Primero girls,--and old Primero would accompany +them, or perhaps a brother Primero, or occasionally her own father. +And then, when once out, she would be surrounded by a cloud of young +men,--and though there was but little in it, a walking round and round +the same bit of ground with the same companions and with the smallest +attempt at conversation, still it had been the proper thing and had +satisfied her. Now it was with difficulty that she could get any +cavalier such as the laws of society demand. Even Penelope Primero +snubbed her,--whom she, Georgiana Longestaffe, had hitherto endured and +snubbed. She was just allowed to join them when old Primero rode, and +was obliged even to ask for that assistance. + +But the nights were still worse. She could only go where Madame +Melmotte went, and Madame Melmotte was more prone to receive people at +home than to go out. And the people she did receive were antipathetic +to Miss Longestaffe. She did not even know who they were, whence they +came, or what was their nature. They seemed to be as little akin to +her as would have been the shopkeepers in the small town near +Caversham. She would sit through long evenings almost speechless, +trying to fathom the depth of the vulgarity of her associates. +Occasionally she was taken out, and was then, probably, taken to very +grand houses. The two duchesses and the Marchioness of Auld Reekie +received Madame Melmotte, and the garden parties of royalty were open +to her. And some of the most elaborate fêtes of the season.--which +indeed were very elaborate on behalf of this and that travelling +potentate,--were attained. On these occasions Miss Longestaffe was fully +aware of the struggle that was always made for invitations, often +unsuccessfully, but sometimes with triumph. Even the bargains, +conducted by the hands of Lord Alfred and his mighty sister, were not +altogether hidden from her. The Emperor of China was to be in London +and it was thought proper that some private person, some untitled +individual, should give the Emperor a dinner, so that the Emperor +might see how an English merchant lives. Mr Melmotte was chosen on +condition that he would spend £10,000 on the banquet;--and, as a part of +his payment for this expenditure, was to be admitted with his family, +to a grand entertainment given to the Emperor at Windsor Park. Of +these good things Georgiana Longestaffe would receive her share. But +she went to them as a Melmotte and not as a Longestaffe,--and when +amidst these gaieties, though she could see her old friends, she was +not with them. She was ever behind Madame Melmotte, till she hated the +make of that lady's garments and the shape of that lady's back. + +She had told both her father and mother very plainly that it behoved +her to be in London at this time of the year that she might--look for a +husband. She had not hesitated in declaring her purpose; and that +purpose, together with the means of carrying it out, had not appeared +to them to be unreasonable. She wanted to be settled in life. She had +meant, when she first started on her career, to have a lord;--but lords +are scarce. She was herself not very highly born, not very highly +gifted, not very lovely, not very pleasant, and she had no fortune. +She had long made up her mind that she could do without a lord, but +that she must get a commoner of the proper sort. He must be a man with +a place in the country and sufficient means to bring him annually to +London. He must be a gentleman,--and, probably, in parliament. And above +all things he must be in the right set. She would rather go on for +ever struggling than take some country Whitstable as her sister was +about to do. But now the men of the right sort never came near her. +The one object for which she had subjected herself to all this +ignominy seemed to have vanished altogether in the distance. When by +chance she danced or exchanged a few words with the Nidderdales and +Grassloughs whom she used to know, they spoke to her with a want of +respect which she felt and tasted but could hardly analyse. Even Miles +Grendall, who had hitherto been below her notice, attempted to +patronize her in a manner that bewildered her. All this nearly broke +her heart. + +And then from time to time little rumours reached her ears which made +her aware that, in the teeth of all Mr Melmotte's social successes, a +general opinion that he was a gigantic swindler was rather gaining +ground than otherwise. 'Your host is a wonderful fellow, by George!' +said Lord Nidderdale. 'No one seems to know which way he'll turn up at +last.' 'There's nothing like being a robber, if you can only rob +enough,' said Lord Grasslough,--not exactly naming Melmotte, but very +clearly alluding to him. There was a vacancy for a member of +parliament at Westminster, and Melmotte was about to come forward as a +candidate. 'If he can manage that I think he'll pull through,' she +heard one man say. 'If money'll do it, it will be done,' said another. +She could understand it all. Mr Melmotte was admitted into society, +because of some enormous power which was supposed to lie in his hands; +but even by those who thus admitted him he was regarded as a thief and +a scoundrel. This was the man whose house had been selected by her +father in order that she might make her search for a husband from +beneath his wing! + +In her agony she wrote to her old friend Julia Triplex, now the wife +of Sir Damask Monogram. She had been really intimate with Julia +Triplex, and had been sympathetic when a brilliant marriage had been +achieved. Julia had been without fortune, but very pretty. Sir Damask +was a man of great wealth, whose father had been a contractor. But Sir +Damask himself was a sportsman, keeping many horses on which other men +often rode, a yacht in which other men sunned themselves, a deer +forest, a moor, a large machinery for making pheasants. He shot +pigeons at Hurlingham, drove four-in-hand in the park, had a box at +every race-course, and was the most good-natured fellow known. He had +really conquered the world, had got over the difficulty of being the +grandson of a butcher, and was now as good as though the Monograms had +gone to the crusades. Julia Triplex was equal to her position, and +made the very most of it. She dispensed champagne and smiles, and made +everybody, including herself, believe that she was in love with her +husband. Lady Monogram had climbed to the top of the tree, and in that +position had been, of course, invaluable to her old friend. We must +give her her due and say that she had been fairly true to friendship +while Georgiana--behaved herself. She thought that Georgiana in going +to the Melmottes had not behaved herself, and therefore she had +determined to drop Georgiana. 'Heartless, false, purse-proud +creature,' Georgiana said to herself as she wrote the following letter +in humiliating agony. + + + DEAR LADY MONOGRAM, + + I think you hardly understand my position. Of course you have cut + me. Haven't you? And of course I must feel it very much. You did + not use to be ill-natured, and I hardly think you can have become + so now when you have everything pleasant around you. I do not + think that I have done anything that should make an old friend + treat me in this way, and therefore I write to ask you to let me + see you. Of course it is because I am staying here. You know me + well enough to be sure that it can't be my own choice. Papa + arranged it all. If there is anything against these people, I + suppose papa does not know it. Of course they are not nice. Of + course they are not like anything that I have been used to. But + when papa told me that the house in Bruton Street was to be shut + up and that I was to come here, of course I did as I was bid. I + don't think an old friend like you, whom I have always liked more + than anybody else, ought to cut me for it. It's not about the + parties, but about yourself that I mind. I don't ask you to come + here, but if you will see me I can have the carriage and will go + to you. + + Yours, as ever, + + GEORGIANA LONGESTAFFE. + + +It was a troublesome letter to get written. Lady Monogram was her +junior in age and had once been lower than herself in social position. +In the early days of their friendship she had sometimes domineered +over Julia Triplex, and had been entreated by Julia, in reference to +balls here and routes there. The great Monogram marriage had been +accomplished very suddenly, and had taken place,--exalting Julia very +high,--just as Georgiana was beginning to allow her aspirations to +descend. It was in that very season that she moved her castle in the +air from the Upper to the Lower House. And now she was absolutely +begging for notice, and praying that she might not be cut! She sent +her letter by post and on the following day received a reply, which +was left by a footman. + + + DEAR GEORGIANA, + + Of course I shall be delighted to see you. I don't know what you + mean by cutting. I never cut anybody. We happen to have got into + different sets, but that is not my fault. Sir Damask won't let me + call on the Melmottes. I can't help that. You wouldn't have me go + where he tells me not. I don't know anything about them myself, + except that I did go to their ball. But everybody knows that's + different. I shall be at home all to-morrow till three,--that is + to-day I mean, for I'm writing after coming home from Lady + Killarney's ball; but if you wish to see me alone you had better + come before lunch. + + Yours affectionately, + + J. MONOGRAM. + + +Georgiana condescended to borrow the carriage and reached her friend's +house a little after noon. The two ladies kissed each other when they +met--of course, and then Miss Longestaffe at once began. 'Julia, I did +think that you would at any rate have asked me to your second ball.' + +'Of course you would have been asked if you had been up in Bruton +Street. You know that as well as I do. It would have been a matter of +course.' + +'What difference does a house make?' + +'But the people in a house make a great deal of difference, my dear. I +don't want to quarrel with you, my dear; but I can't know the +Melmottes.' + +'Who asks you?' + +'You are with them.' + +'Do you mean to say that you can't ask anybody to your house without +asking everybody that lives with that person? It's done every day.' + +'Somebody must have brought you.' + +'I would have come with the Primeros, Julia.' + +'I couldn't do it. I asked Damask and he wouldn't have it. When that +great affair was going on in February, we didn't know much about the +people. I was told that everybody was going and therefore I got Sir +Damask to let me go. He says now that he won't let me know them; and +after having been at their house I can't ask you out of it, without +asking them too.' + +'I don't see it at all, Julia.' + +'I'm very sorry, my dear, but I can't go against my husband.' + +'Everybody goes to their house,' said Georgiana, pleading her cause +to the best of her ability. 'The Duchess of Stevenage has dined in +Grosvenor Square since I have been there.' + +'We all know what that means,' replied Lady Monogram. + +'And people are giving their eyes to be asked to the dinner party +which he is to give to the Emperor in July;--and even to the reception +afterwards.' + +'To hear you talk, Georgiana, one would think that you didn't +understand anything,' said Lady Monogram. 'People are going to see the +Emperor, not to see the Melmottes. I dare say we might have gone only +I suppose we shan't now,--because of this row.' + +'I don't know what you mean by a row, Julia.' + +'Well;--it is a row, and I hate rows. Going there when the Emperor of +China is there, or anything of that kind, is no more than going to the +play. Somebody chooses to get all London into his house, and all +London chooses to go. But it isn't understood that that means +acquaintance. I should meet Madame Melmotte in the park afterwards and +not think of bowing to her.' + +'I should call that rude.' + +'Very well. Then we differ. But really it does seem to me that you +ought to understand these things as well as anybody. I don't find any +fault with you for going to the Melmottes,--though I was very sorry to +hear it; but when you have done it, I don't think you should complain +of people because they won't have the Melmottes crammed down their +throats.' + +'Nobody has wanted it,' said Georgiana sobbing. At this moment the +door was opened, and Sir Damask came in. 'I'm talking to your wife +about the Melmottes,' she continued, determined to take the bull by +the horns. 'I'm staying there, and--I think it--unkind that Julia--hasn't +been--to see me. That's all.' + +'How'd you do, Miss Longestaffe? She doesn't know them.' And Sir +Damask, folding his hands together, raising his eyebrows, and standing +on the rug, looked as though he had solved the whole difficulty. + +'She knows me, Sir Damask.' + +'Oh yes;--she knows you. That's a matter of course. We're delighted to +see you, Miss Longestaffe--I am, always. Wish we could have had you at +Ascot. But--.' Then he looked as though he had again explained +everything. + +'I've told her that you don't want me to go to the Melmottes,' said +Lady Monogram. + +'Well, no;--not just to go there. Stay and have lunch, Miss +Longestaffe.' + +'No, thank you.' + +'Now you're here, you'd better,' said Lady Monogram. + +'No, thank you. I'm sorry that I have not been able to make you +understand me. I could not allow our very long friendship to be +dropped without a word.' + +'Don't say--dropped,' exclaimed the baronet. + +'I do say dropped, Sir Damask. I thought we should have understood +each other;--your wife and I. But we haven't. Wherever she might have +gone, I should have made it my business to see her; but she feels +differently. Good-bye.' + +'Good-bye, my dear. If you will quarrel, it isn't my doing.' Then Sir +Damask led Miss Longestaffe out, and put her into Madame Melmotte's +carriage. 'It's the most absurd thing I ever knew in my life,' said +the wife as soon as her husband had returned to her. 'She hasn't been +able to bear to remain down in the country for one season, when all +the world knows that her father can't afford to have a house for them +in town. Then she condescends to come and stay with these abominations +and pretends to feel surprised that her old friends don't run after +her. She is old enough to have known better.' + +'I suppose she likes parties,' said Sir Damask. + +'Likes parties! She'd like to get somebody to take her. It's twelve +years now since Georgiana Longestaffe came out. I remember being told +of the time when I was first entered myself. Yes, my dear, you know +all about it, I dare say. And there she is still. I can feel for her, +and do feel for her. But if she will let herself down in that way she +can't expect not to be dropped. You remember the woman;--don't you?' + +'What woman?' + +'Madame Melmotte?' + +'Never saw her in my life.' + +'Oh yes, you did. You took me there that night when Prince--danced with +the girl. Don't you remember the blowsy fat woman at the top of the +stairs;--a regular horror?' + +'Didn't look at her. I was only thinking what a lot of money it all +cost.' + +'I remember her, and if Georgiana Longestaffe thinks I'm going there +to make an acquaintance with Madame Melmotte she is very much +mistaken. And if she thinks that that is the way to get married, I +think she is mistaken again.' Nothing perhaps is so efficacious in +preventing men from marrying as the tone in which married women speak +of the struggles made in that direction by their unmarried friends. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII - JOHN CRUMB + + +Sir Felix Carbury made an appointment for meeting Ruby Ruggles a +second time at the bottom of the kitchen-garden belonging to Sheep's +Acre farm, which appointment he neglected, and had, indeed, made +without any intention of keeping it. But Ruby was there, and remained +hanging about among the cabbages till her grandfather returned from +Harlestone market. An early hour had been named; but hours may be +mistaken, and Ruby had thought that a fine gentleman, such as was her +lover, used to live among fine people up in London, might well mistake +the afternoon for the morning. If he would come at all she could +easily forgive such a mistake. But he did not come, and late in the +afternoon she was obliged to obey her grandfather's summons as he +called her into the house. + +After that for three weeks she heard nothing of her London lover, but +she was always thinking of him;--and though she could not altogether +avoid her country lover, she was in his company as little as possible. +One afternoon her grandfather returned from Bungay and told her that +her country lover was coming to see her. 'John Crumb be a coming over +by-and-by,' said the old man. 'See and have a bit o' supper ready for +him.' + +'John Crumb coming here, grandfather? He's welcome to stay away then, +for me.' + +'That be dommed.' The old man thrust his old hat on to his head and +seated himself in a wooden arm-chair that stood by the kitchen-fire. +Whenever he was angry he put on his hat, and the custom was well +understood by Ruby. 'Why not welcome, and he all one as your husband? +Look ye here, Ruby, I'm going to have an eend o' this. John Crumb is +to marry you next month, and the banns is to be said.' + +'The parson may say what he pleases, grandfather. I can't stop his +saying of 'em. It isn't likely I shall try, neither. But no parson +among 'em all can marry me without I'm willing.' + +'And why should you no be willing, you contrairy young jade, you?' + +'You've been a'drinking, grandfather.' + +He turned round at her sharp, and threw his old hat at her head;-- +nothing to Ruby's consternation, as it was a practice to which she +was well accustomed. She picked it up, and returned it to him with a +cool indifference which was intended to exasperate him. 'Look ye here, +Ruby,' he said, 'out o' this place you go. If you go as John Crumb's +wife you'll go with five hun'erd pound, and we'll have a dinner here, +and a dance, and all Bungay.' + +'Who cares for all Bungay,--a set of beery chaps as knows nothing but +swilling and smoking;--and John Crumb the main of 'em all? There never +was a chap for beer like John Crumb.' + +'Never saw him the worse o' liquor in all my life.' And the old +farmer, as he gave this grand assurance, rattled his fist down upon +the table. + +'It ony just makes him stoopider and stoopider the more he swills. You +can't tell me, grandfather, about John Crumb, I knows him.' + +'Didn't ye say as how ye'd have him? Didn't ye give him a promise?' + +'If I did, I ain't the first girl as has gone back of her word,--and I +shan't be the last.' + +'You means you won't have him?' + +'That's about it, grandfather.' + +'Then you'll have to have somebody to fend for ye, and that pretty +sharp,--for you won't have me.' + +'There ain't no difficulty about that, grandfather.' + +'Very well. He's a coming here to-night, and you may settle it along +wi' him. Out o' this ye shall go. I know of your doings.' + +'What doings! You don't know of no doings. There ain't no doings. You +don't know nothing ag'in me.' + +'He's a coming here to-night, and if you can make it up wi' him, well +and good. There's five hun'erd pound, and ye shall have the dinner and +dance and all Bungay. He ain't a going to be put off no longer;--he +ain't.' + +'Whoever wanted him to be put on? Let him go his own gait.' + +'If you can't make it up wi' him--' + +'Well, grandfather, I shan't anyways.' + +'Let me have my say, will ye, yer jade, you? There's five hun'erd +pound! and there ain't ere a farmer in Suffolk or Norfolk paying rent +for a bit of land like this can do as well for his darter as that,--let +alone only a granddarter. You never thinks o' that;--you don't. If you +don't like to take it,--leave it. But you'll leave Sheep's Acre too.' + +'Bother Sheep's Acre. Who wants to stop at Sheep's Acre? It's the +stoopidest place in all England.' + +'Then find another. Then find another. That's all aboot it. John +Crumb's a coming up for a bit o' supper. You tell him your own mind. +I'm dommed if I trouble aboot it. On'y you don't stay here. Sheep's +Acre ain't good enough for you, and you'd best find another home. +Stoopid, is it? You'll have to put up wi' places stoopider nor Sheep's +Acre, afore you've done.' + +In regard to the hospitality promised to Mr Crumb, Miss Ruggles went +about her work with sufficient alacrity. She was quite willing that +the young man should have a supper, and she did understand that, so +far as the preparation of the supper went, she owed her service to her +grandfather. She therefore went to work herself, and gave directions +to the servant girl who assisted her in keeping her grandfather's +house. But as she did this, she determined that she would make John +Crumb understand that she would never be his wife. Upon that she was +now fully resolved. As she went about the kitchen, taking down the ham +and cutting the slices that were to be broiled, and as she trussed the +fowl that was to be boiled for John Crumb, she made mental comparisons +between him and Sir Felix Carbury. She could see, as though present +to her at the moment, the mealy, floury head of the one, with hair +stiff with perennial dust from his sacks, and the sweet glossy dark +well-combed locks of the other, so bright, so seductive, that she was +ever longing to twine her fingers among them. And she remembered the +heavy, flat, broad honest face of the mealman, with his mouth slow in +motion, and his broad nose looking like a huge white promontory, and +his great staring eyes, from the corners of which he was always +extracting meal and grit;--and then also she remembered the white teeth, +the beautiful soft lips, the perfect eyebrows, and the rich complexion +of her London lover. Surely a lease of Paradise with the one, though +but for one short year, would be well purchased at the price of a life +with the other! 'It's no good going against love,' she said to herself, +'and I won't try. He shall have his supper, and be told all about it, +and then go home. He cares more for his supper than he do for me.' And +then, with this final resolution firmly made, she popped the fowl into +the pot. Her grandfather wanted her to leave Sheep's Acre. Very well. +She had a little money of her own, and would take herself off to +London. She knew what people would say, but she cared nothing for old +women's tales. She would know how to take care of herself, and could +always say in her own defence that her grandfather had turned her out +of Sheep's Acre. + +Seven had been the hour named, and punctually at that hour John Crumb +knocked at the back door of Sheep's Acre farm-house. Nor did he come +alone. He was accompanied by his friend Joe Mixet, the baker of +Bungay, who, as all Bungay knew, was to be his best man at his +marriage. John Crumb's character was not without any fine attributes. +He could earn money,--and having earned it could spend and keep it in +fair proportion. He was afraid of no work, and,--to give him his due,-- +was afraid of no man. He was honest, and ashamed of nothing that he +did. And after his fashion he had chivalrous ideas about women. He was +willing to thrash any man that ill-used a woman, and would certainly +be a most dangerous antagonist to any man who would misuse a woman +belonging to him. But Ruby had told the truth of him in saying that he +was slow of speech, and what the world calls stupid in regard to all +forms of expression. He knew good meal from bad as well as any man, +and the price at which he could buy it so as to leave himself a fair +profit at the selling. He knew the value of a clear conscience, and +without much argument had discovered for himself that honesty is in +truth the best policy. Joe Mixet, who was dapper of person and glib of +tongue, had often declared that any one buying John Crumb for a fool +would lose his money. Joe Mixet was probably right; but there had been +a want of prudence, a lack of worldly sagacity, in the way in which +Crumb had allowed his proposed marriage with Ruby Ruggles to become a +source of gossip to all Bungay. His love was now an old affair; and, +though he never talked much, whenever he did talk, he talked about +that. He was proud of Ruby's beauty, and of her fortune, and of his +own status as her acknowledged lover,--and he did not hide his light +under a bushel. Perhaps the publicity so produced had some effect in +prejudicing Ruby against the man whose offer she had certainly once +accepted. Now when he came to settle the day,--having heard more than +once or twice that there was a difficulty with Ruby,--he brought his +friend Mixet with him as though to be present at his triumph. 'If here +isn't Joe Mixet,' said Ruby to herself. 'Was there ever such a stoopid +as John Crumb? There's no end to his being stoopid.' + +The old man had slept off his anger and his beer while Ruby had been +preparing the feast, and now roused himself to entertain his guests. +'What, Joe Mixet; is that thou? Thou'rt welcome. Come in, man. Well, +John, how is it wi' you? Ruby's stewing o' something for us to eat a +bit. Don't e' smell it?'--John Crumb lifted up his great nose, sniffed +and grinned. + +'John didn't like going home in the dark like,' said the baker, with +his little joke. 'So I just come along to drive away the bogies.' + +'The more the merrier;--the more the merrier. Ruby'll have enough for +the two o' you, I'll go bail. So John Crumb's afraid of bogies;--is he? +The more need he to have some 'un in his house to scart 'em away.' + +The lover had seated himself without speaking a word; but now he was +instigated to ask a question. 'Where be she, Muster Ruggles?' They +were seated in the outside or front kitchen, in which the old man and +his granddaughter always lived; while Ruby was at work in the back +kitchen. As John Crumb asked this question she could be heard +distinctly among the pots and the plates. She now came out, and wiping +her hands on her apron, shook hands with the two young men. She had +enveloped herself in a big household apron when the cooking was in +hand, and had not cared to take it off for the greeting of this lover. +'Grandfather said as how you was a coming out for your supper, so I've +been a seeing to it. You'll excuse the apron, Mr Mixet.' + +'You couldn't look nicer, miss, if you was to try ever so. My mother +says as it's housifery as recommends a girl to the young men. What do +you say, John?' + +'I loiks to see her loik o' that,' said John rubbing his hands down +the back of his trowsers, and stooping till he had brought his eyes +down to a level with those of his sweetheart. + +'It looks homely; don't it John?' said Mixet. + +'Bother!' said Ruby, turning round sharp, and going back to the other +kitchen. John Crumb turned round also, and grinned at his friend, and +then grinned at the old man. + +'You've got it all afore you,' said the farmer,--leaving the lover to +draw what lesson he might from this oracular proposition. + +'And I don't care how soon I ha'e it in hond;--that I don't,' said John. + +'That's the chat,' said Joe Mixet. 'There ain't nothing wanting in his +house;--is there, John? It's all there,--cradle, caudle-cup, and the rest +of it. A young woman going to John knows what she'll have to eat when +she gets up, and what she'll lie down upon when she goes to bed.' This +he declared in a loud voice for the benefit of Ruby in the back +kitchen. + +'That she do,' said John, grinning again. 'There's a hun'erd and fifty +poond o' things in my house forbye what mother left behind her.' + +After this there was no more conversation till Ruby reappeared with +the boiled fowl, and without her apron. She was followed by the girl +with a dish of broiled ham and an enormous pyramid of cabbage. Then +the old man got up slowly and opening some private little door of +which he kept the key in his breeches pocket, drew a jug of ale and +placed it on the table. And from a cupboard of which he also kept the +key, he brought out a bottle of gin. Everything being thus prepared, +the three men sat round the table, John Crumb looking at his chair +again and again before he ventured to occupy it. 'If you'll sit +yourself down, I'll give you a bit of something to eat,' said Ruby at +last. Then he sank at once into has chair. Ruby cut up the fowl +standing, and dispensed the other good things, not even placing a +chair for herself at the table,--and apparently not expected to do so, +for no one invited her. 'Is it to be spirits or ale, Mr Crumb?' she +said, when the other two men had helped themselves. He turned round +and gave her a look of love that might have softened the heart of an +Amazon; but instead of speaking he held up his tumbler, and bobbed his +head at the beer jug. Then she filled it to the brim, frothing it in +the manner in which he loved to have it frothed. He raised it to his +mouth slowly, and poured the liquor in as though to a vat. Then she +filled it again. He had been her lover, and she would be as kind to +him as she knew how,--short of love. + +There was a good deal of eating done, for more ham came in, and +another mountain of cabbage; but very little or nothing was said. John +Crumb ate whatever was given to him of the fowl, sedulously picking +the bones, and almost swallowing them; and then finished the second +dish of ham, and after that the second instalment of cabbage. He did +not ask for more beer, but took it as often as Ruby replenished his +glass. When the eating was done, Ruby retired into the back kitchen, +and there regaled herself with some bone or merry-thought of the fowl, +which she had with prudence reserved, sharing her spoils however with +the other maiden. This she did standing, and then went to work, +cleaning the dishes. The men lit their pipes and smoked in silence, +while Ruby went through her domestic duties. So matters went on for +half an hour; during which Ruby escaped by the back door, went round +into the house, got into her own room, and formed the grand resolution +of going to bed. She began her operations in fear and trembling, not +being sure that her grandfather would bring the man upstairs to her. +As she thought of this she stayed her hand, and looked to the door. +She knew well that there was no bolt there. It would be terrible to +her to be invaded by John Crumb after his fifth or sixth glass of +beer. And, she declared to herself, that should he come he would be +sure to bring Joe Mixet with him to speak his mind for him. So she +paused and listened. + +When they had smoked for some half hour the old man called for his +granddaughter, but called of course in vain. 'Where the mischief is +the jade gone?' he said, slowly making his way into the back kitchen. +The maid, as soon as she heard her master moving, escaped into the +yard and made no response, while the old man stood bawling at the back +door. 'The devil's in them. They're off some gates,' he said +aloud. 'She'll make the place hot for her, if she goes on this way.' +Then he returned to the two young men. 'She's playing off her games +somewheres,' he said. 'Take a glass of sperrits and water, Mr Crumb, +and I'll see after her.' + +'I'll just take a drop of y'ell,' said John Crumb, apparently quite +unmoved by the absence of his sweetheart. + +It was sad work for the old man. He went down the yard and into the +garden, hobbling among the cabbages, not daring to call very loud, as +he did not wish to have it supposed that the girl was lost; but still +anxious, and sore at heart as to the ingratitude shown to him. He was +not bound to give the girl a home at all. She was not his own child. +And he had offered her £500! 'Domm her,' he said aloud as he made his +way back to the house. After much search and considerable loss of time +he returned to the kitchen in which the two men were sitting, leading +Ruby in his hand. She was not smart in her apparel, for she had half +undressed herself, and been then compelled by her grandfather to make +herself fit to appear in public. She had acknowledged to herself that +she had better go down and tell John Crumb the truth. For she was +still determined that she would never be John Crumb's wife. 'You can +answer him as well as I, grandfather,' she had said. Then the farmer +had cuffed her, and told her that she was an idiot. 'Oh, if it comes +to that,' said Ruby, 'I'm not afraid of John Crumb, nor yet of nobody +else. Only I didn't think you'd go to strike me, grandfather.' 'I'll +knock the life out of thee, if thou goest on this gate,' he had said. +But she had consented to come down, and they entered the room +together. + +'We're a disturbing you a'most too late, miss,' said Mr Mixet. + +'It ain't that at all, Mr Mixet. If grandfather chooses to have a few +friends, I ain't nothing against it. I wish he'd have a few friends a +deal oftener than he do. I likes nothing better than to do for 'em;-- +only when I've done for 'em and they're smoking their pipes and that +like, I don't see why I ain't to leave 'em to 'emselves.' + +'But we've come here on a hauspicious occasion, Miss Ruby.' + +'I don't know nothing about auspicious, Mr Mixet. If you and Mr +Crumb've come out to Sheep's Acre farm for a bit of supper--' + +'Which we ain't,' said John Crumb very loudly;--'nor yet for beer;--not +by no means.' + +'We've come for the smiles of beauty,' said Joe Mixet. Ruby chucked up +her head. 'Mr Mixet, if you'll be so good as to stow that! There ain't +no beauty here as I knows of, and if there was it isn't nothing to +you.' + +'Except in the way of friendship,' said Mixet. + +'I'm just as sick of all this as a man can be,' said Mr Ruggles, who +was sitting low in his chair, with his back bent, and his head +forward. 'I won't put up with it no more.' + +'Who wants you to put up with it?' said Ruby. 'Who wants 'em to come +here with their trash? Who brought 'em to-night? I don't know what +business Mr Mixet has interfering along o' me. I never interfere along +o' him.' + +'John Crumb, have you anything to say?' asked the old man. + +Then John Crumb slowly arose from his chair, and stood up at his full +height. 'I hove,' said he, swinging his head to one side. + +'Then say it.' + +'I will,' said he. He was still standing bolt upright with his hands +down by his side. Then he stretched out his left to his glass which +was half full of beer, and strengthened himself as far as that would +strengthen him. Having done this he slowly deposited the pipe which he +still held in his right hand. + +'Now speak your mind, like a man,' said Mixet. + +'I intends it,' said John. But he still stood dumb, looking down upon +old Ruggles, who from his crouched position was looking up at him. +Ruby was standing with both her hands upon the table and her eyes +intent upon the wall over the fire-place. + +'You've asked Miss Ruby to be your wife a dozen times;--haven't you, +John?' suggested Mixet. + +'I hove.' + +'And you mean to be as good as your word?' + +'I do.' + +'And she has promised to have you?' + +'She hove.' + +'More nor once or twice?' To this proposition Crumb found it only +necessary to bob his head. 'You're ready?--and willing?' + +'I am.' + +'You're wishing to have the banns said without any more delay?' + +'There ain't no delay 'bout me;--never was.' + +'Everything is ready in your own house?' + +'They is.' + +'And you will expect Miss Ruby to come to the scratch?' + +'I sholl.' + +'That's about it, I think,' said Joe Mixet, turning to the +grandfather. 'I don't think there was ever anything much more +straightforward than that. You know, I know, Miss Ruby knows all about +John Crumb. John Crumb didn't come to Bungay yesterday nor yet the day +before. There's been a talk of five hundred pounds, Mr Ruggles.' Mr +Ruggles made a slight gesture of assent with his head. 'Five hundred +pounds is very comfortable; and added to what John has will make +things that snug that things never was snugger. But John Crumb isn't +after Miss Ruby along of her fortune.' + +'Nohows,' said the lover, shaking his head and still standing upright +with his hands by his side. + +'Not he;--it isn't his ways, and them as knows him'll never say it of +him. John has a heart in his buzsom.' + +'I has,' said John, raising his hand a little above his stomach. + +'And feelings as a man. It's true love as has brought John Crumb to +Sheep's Acre farm this night;--love of that young lady, if she'll let me +make so free. He's a proposed to her, and she's a haccepted him, and +now it's about time as they was married. That's what John Crumb has to +say.' + +'That's what I has to say,' repeated John Crumb, 'and I means it.' + +'And now, miss,' continued Mixet, addressing himself to Ruby, 'you've +heard what John has to say.' + +'I've heard you, Mr Mixet, and I've heard quite enough.' + +'You can't have anything to say against it, Miss; can you? There's +your grandfather as is willing, and the-money as one may say counted +out,--and John Crumb is willing, with his house so ready that there +isn't a ha'porth to do. All we want is for you to name the day.' + +'Say to-morrow, Ruby, and I'll not be agen it,' said John Crumb, +slapping his thigh. + +'I won't say to-morrow, Mr Crumb, nor yet the day after to-morrow, nor +yet no day at all. I'm not going to have you. I've told you as much +before.' + +'That was only in fun, loike.' + +'Then now I tell you in earnest. There's some folk wants such a deal +of telling.' + +'You don't mean,--never?' + +'I do mean never, Mr Crumb.' + +'Didn't you say as you would, Ruby? Didn't you say so as plain as the +nose on my face?' John as he asked these questions could hardly +refrain from tears. + +'Young women is allowed to change their minds,' said Ruby. + +'Brute!' exclaimed old Ruggles. 'Pig! Jade! I'll tell you what, John. +She'll go out o' this into the streets;--that's what she wull. I won't +keep her here, no longer;--nasty, ungrateful, lying slut.' + +'She ain't that;--she ain't that,' said John. 'She ain't that at all. +She's no slut. I won't hear her called so;--not by her grandfather. But, +oh, she has a mind to put me so abouts, that I'll have to go home and +hang myself' + +'Dash it, Miss Ruby, you ain't a going to serve a young man that way,' +said the baker. + +'If you'll jist keep yourself to yourself, I'll be obliged to you, Mr +Mixet,' said Ruby. 'If you hadn't come here at all things might have +been different.' + +'Hark at that now,' said John, looking at his friend almost with +indignation. + +Mr Mixet, who was fully aware of his rare eloquence and of the +absolute necessity there had been for its exercise if any arrangement +were to be made at all, could not trust himself to words after this. +He put on his hat and walked out through the back kitchen into the +yard declaring that his friend would find him there, round by the +pigsty wall, whenever he was ready to return to Bungay. As soon as +Mixet was gone John looked at his sweetheart out of the corners of his +eyes and made a slow motion towards her, putting out his right hand as +a feeler. 'He's aff now, Ruby,' said John. + +'And you'd better be aff after him,' said the cruel girl. + +'And when'll I come back again?' + +'Never. It ain't no use. What's the good of more words, Mr Crumb?' + +'Domm her; domm her,' said old Ruggles. 'I'll even it to her. She'll +have to be out on the roads this night.' + +'She shall have the best bed in my house if she'll come for it,' said +John, 'and the old woman to look arter her; and I won't come nigh her +till she sends for me.' + +'I can find a place for myself, thank ye, Mr Crumb.' Old Ruggles sat +grinding his teeth, and swearing to himself, taking his hat off and +putting it on again, and meditating vengeance. + +'And now if you please, Mr Crumb, I'll go upstairs to my own room.' + +'You don't go up to any room here, you jade you.' The old man as he +said this got up from his chair as though to fly at her. And he would +have struck her with his stick but that he was stopped by John Crumb. + +'Don't hit the girl, no gate, Mr Ruggles.' + +'Domm her, John; she breaks my heart.' While her lover held her +grandfather Ruby escaped, and seated herself on the bedside, again +afraid to undress, lest she should be disturbed by her grandfather. +'Ain't it more nor a man ought to have to bear;--ain't it, Mr Crumb?' +said the grandfather appealing to the young man. + +'It's the ways on 'em, Mr Ruggles.' + +'Ways on 'em! A whipping at the cart-tail ought to be the ways on her. +She's been and seen some young buck.' + +Then John Crumb turned red all over, through the flour, and sparks of +anger flashed from his eyes. 'You ain't a meaning of it, master?' + +'I'm told there's been the squoire's cousin aboot,--him as they call the +baronite.' + +'Been along wi' Ruby?' The old man nodded at him. 'By the mortials +I'll baronite him;--I wull,' said John, seizing his hat and stalking off +through the back kitchen after his friend. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV - RUBY RUGGLES OBEYS HER GRANDFATHER + + +The next day there was a great surprise at Sheep's Acre farm, which +communicated itself to the towns of Bungay and Beccles, and even +affected the ordinary quiet life of Carbury Manor. Ruby Ruggles had +gone away, and at about twelve o'clock in the day the old farmer +became aware of the fact. She had started early, at about seven in the +morning; but Ruggles himself had been out long before that, and had +not condescended to ask for her when he returned to the house for his +breakfast. There had been a bad scene up in the bedroom overnight, +after John Crumb had left the farm. The old man in his anger had tried +to expel the girl; but she had hung on to the bed-post and would not +go; and he had been frightened, when the maid came up crying and +screaming murder. 'You'll be out o' this to-morrow as sure as my name's +Dannel Ruggles,' said the farmer panting for breath. But for the gin +which he had taken he would hardly have struck her;--but he had +struck her, and pulled her by the hair, and knocked her about;--and in +the morning she took him at his word and was away. About twelve he +heard from the servant girl that she had gone. She had packed a box +and had started up the road carrying the box herself. 'Grandfather +says I'm to go, and I'm gone,' she had said to the girl. At the first +cottage she had got a boy to carry her box into Beccles, and to +Beccles she had walked. For an hour or two Ruggles sat, quiet, within +the house, telling himself that she might do as she pleased with +herself,--that he was well rid of her, and that from henceforth he +would trouble himself no more about her. But by degrees there came +upon him a feeling half of compassion and half of fear, with perhaps +some mixture of love, instigating him to make search for her. She had +been the same to him as a child, and what would people say of him if +he allowed her to depart from him after this fashion? Then he +remembered his violence the night before, and the fact that the +servant girl had heard if she had not seen it. He could not drop his +responsibility in regard to Ruby, even if he would. So, as a first +step, he sent in a message to John Crumb, at Bungay, to tell him that +Ruby Ruggles had gone off with a box to Beccles. John Crumb went +open-mouthed with the news to Joe Mixet, and all Bungay soon knew +that Ruby Ruggles had run away. + +After sending his message to Crumb the old man still sat thinking, and +at last made up his mind that he would go to his landlord. He held a +part of his farm under Roger Carbury, and Roger Carbury would tell him +what he ought to do. A great trouble had come upon him. He would fain +have been quiet, but his conscience and his heart and his terrors all +were at work together,--and he found that he could not eat his dinner. +So he had out his cart and horse and drove himself off to Carbury +Hall. + +It was past four when he started, and he found the squire seated on +the terrace after an early dinner, and with him was Father Barham, the +priest. The old man was shown at once round into the garden, and was +not long in telling his story. There had been words between him and +his granddaughter about her lover. Her lover had been accepted and had +come to the farm to claim his bride. Ruby had behaved very badly. The +old man made the most of Ruby's bad behaviour, and of course as little +as possible of his own violence. But he did explain that there had +been threats used when Ruby refused to take the man, and that Ruby +had, this day, taken herself off. + +'I always thought it was settled that they were to be man and wife,' +said Roger. + +'It was settled, squoire;--and he war to have five hun'erd pound +down;--money as I'd saved myself. Drat the jade.' + +'Didn't she like him, Daniel?' + +'She liked him well enough till she'd seed somebody else.' Then old +Daniel paused, and shook his head, and was evidently the owner of a +secret. The squire got up and walked round the garden with him,--and +then the secret was told. The farmer was of opinion that there was +something between the girl and Sir Felix. Sir Felix some weeks since +had been seen near the farm and on the same occasion Ruby had been +observed at some little distance from the house with her best clothes +on. + +'He's been so little here, Daniel,' said the squire. + +'It goes as tinder and a spark o' fire, that does,' said the farmer. +'Girls like Ruby don't want no time to be wooed by one such as that, +though they'll fall-lall with a man like John Crumb for years.' + +'I suppose she's gone to London.' + +'Don't know nothing of where she's gone, squoire;--only she have gone +some'eres. May be it's Lowestoft. There's lots of quality at +Lowestoft a'washing theyselves in the sea.' + +Then they returned to the priest, who might be supposed to be +cognizant of the guiles of the world and competent to give advice on +such an occasion as this. 'If she was one of our people,' said Father +Barham, 'we should have her back quick enough.' + +'Would ye now?' said Ruggles, wishing at the moment that he and all +his family had been brought up as Roman Catholics. + +'I don't see how you would have more chance of catching her than we +have,' said Carbury. + +'She'd catch herself. Wherever she might be she'd go to the priest, +and he wouldn't leave her till he'd seen her put on the way back to +her friends.' + +'With a flea in her lug,' suggested the farmer. + +'Your people never go to a clergyman in their distress. It's the last +thing they'd think of. Any one might more probably be regarded as a +friend than the parson. But with us the poor know where to look for +sympathy.' + +'She ain't that poor, neither,' said the grandfather. + +'She had money with her?' + +'I don't know just what she had; but she ain't been brought up poor. +And I don't think as our Ruby'd go of herself to any clergyman. It +never was her way.' + +'It never is the way with a Protestant,' said the priest. + +'We'll say no more about that for the present,' said Roger, who was +waxing wroth with the priest. That a man should be fond of his own +religion is right; but Roger Carbury was beginning to think that +Father Barham was too fond of his religion. 'What had we better do? I +suppose we shall hear something of her at the railway. There are not +so many people leaving Beccles but that she may be remembered.' So the +waggonette was ordered, and they all prepared to go off to the station +together. + +But before they started John Crumb rode up to the door. He had gone at +once to the farm on hearing of Ruby's departure, and had followed the +farmer from thence to Carbury. Now he found the squire and the priest +and the old man standing around as the horses were being put to the +carriage. 'Ye ain't a' found her, Mr Ruggles, ha' ye?' he asked as he +wiped the sweat from his brow. + +'Noa;--we ain't a' found no one yet.' + +'If it was as she was to come to harm, Mr Carbury, I'd never forgive +myself,--never,' said Crumb. + +'As far as I can understand it is no doing of yours, my friend,' said +the squire. + +'In one way, it ain't; and in one way it is. I was over there last +night a bothering of her. She'd a' come round may be, if she'd a' been +left alone. She wouldn't a' been off now, only for our going over to +Sheep's Acre. But,--oh!' + +'What is it, Mr Crumb?' + +'He's a coosin o' yours, squoire; and long as I've known Suffolk, I've +never known nothing but good o' you and yourn. But if your baronite +has been and done this! Oh, Mr Carbury! If I was to wring his neck +round, you wouldn't say as how I was wrong; would ye, now?' Roger +could hardly answer the question. On general grounds the wringing of +Sir Felix's neck, let the immediate cause for such a performance have +been what it might, would have seemed to him to be a good deed. The +world would be better, according to his thinking, with Sir Felix out +of it than in it. But still the young man was his cousin and a +Carbury, and to such a one as John Crumb he was bound to defend any +member of his family as far as he might be defensible. 'They says as +how he was groping about Sheep's Acre when he was last here, a hiding +himself and skulking behind hedges. Drat 'em all. They've gals enough +of their own,--them fellows. Why can't they let a fellow alone? I'll do +him a mischief, Master Roger; I wull;--if he's had a hand in this.' Poor +John Crumb! When he had his mistress to win he could find no words for +himself; but was obliged to take an eloquent baker with him to talk +for him. Now in his anger he could talk freely enough. + +'But you must first learn that Sir Felix has had anything to do with +this, Mr Crumb.' + +'In coorse; in coorse. That's right. That's right. Must l'arn as he +did it, afore I does it. But when I have l'arned--!' And John Crumb +clenched his fist as though a very short lesson would suffice for him +upon this occasion. + +They all went to the Beccles Station, and from thence to the Beccles +Post-office,--so that Beccles soon knew as much about it as Bungay. At +the railway station Ruby was distinctly remembered. She had taken a +second-class ticket by the morning train for London, and had gone off +without any appearance of secrecy. She had been decently dressed, with +a hat and cloak, and her luggage had been such as she might have been +expected to carry, had all her friends known that she was going. So +much was made clear at the railway station, but nothing more could be +learned there. Then a message was sent by telegraph to the station in +London, and they all waited, loitering about the Post-office, for a +reply. One of the porters in London remembered seeing such a girl as +was described, but the man who was supposed to have carried her box +for her to a cab had gone away for the day. It was believed that she +had left the station in a four-wheel cab. 'I'll be arter her. I'll be +arter her at once,' said John Crumb. But there was no train till +night, and Roger Carbury was doubtful whether his going would do any +good. It was evidently fixed on Crumb's mind that the first step +towards finding Ruby would be the breaking of every bone in the body +of Sir Felix Carbury. Now it was not at all apparent to the squire +that his cousin had had anything to do with this affair. It had been +made quite clear to him that the old man had quarrelled with his +granddaughter and had threatened to turn her out of his house, not +because she had misbehaved with Sir Felix, but on account of her +refusing to marry John Crumb. John Crumb had gone over to the farm +expecting to arrange it all, and up to that time there had been no +fear about Felix Carbury. Nor was it possible that there should have +been communication between Ruby and Felix since the quarrel at the +farm. Even if the old man were right in supposing that Ruby and the +baronet had been acquainted,--and such acquaintance could not but be +prejudicial to the girl,--not on that account would the baronet be +responsible for her abduction. John Crumb was thirsting for blood and +was not very capable in his present mood of arguing the matter out +coolly, and Roger, little as he toyed his cousin, was not desirous +that all Suffolk should know that Sir Felix Carbury had been thrashed +within an inch of his life by John Crumb of Bungay. 'I'll tell you +what I'll do,' said he, putting his hand kindly on the old man's +shoulder. 'I'll go up myself by the first train to-morrow. I can trace +her better than Mr Crumb can do, and you will both trust me.' + +'There's not one in the two counties I'd trust so soon,' said the old +man. + +'But you'll let us know the very truth,' said John Crumb. Roger +Carbury made him an indiscreet promise that he would let him know the +truth. So the matter was settled, and the grandfather and lover +returned together to Bungay. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV - MELMOTTE'S GLORY + + +Augustus Melmotte was becoming greater and greater in every direction,-- +mightier and mightier every day. He was learning to despise mere +lords, and to feel that he might almost domineer over a duke. In truth +he did recognize it as a fact that he must either domineer over dukes, +or else go to the wall. It can hardly be said of him that he had +intended to play so high a game, but the game that he had intended to +play had become thus high of its own accord. A man cannot always +restrain his own doings and keep them within the limits which he had +himself planned for them. They will very often fall short of the +magnitude to which his ambition has aspired. They will sometimes soar +higher than his own imagination. So it had now been with Mr Melmotte. +He had contemplated great things; but the things which he was +achieving were beyond his contemplation. + +The reader will not have thought much of Fisker on his arrival in +England. Fisker was, perhaps, not a man worthy of much thought. He had +never read a book. He had never written a line worth reading. He had +never said a prayer. He cared nothing for humanity. He had sprung out +of some Californian gully, was perhaps ignorant of his own father and +mother, and had tumbled up in the world on the strength of his own +audacity. But, such as he was, he had sufficed to give the necessary +impetus for rolling Augustus Melmotte onwards into almost +unprecedented commercial greatness. When Mr Melmotte took his offices +in Abchurch Lane, he was undoubtedly a great man, but nothing so great +as when the South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway had become not +only an established fact, but a fact established in Abchurch Lane. The +great company indeed had an office of its own, where the Board was +held; but everything was really managed in Mr Melmotte's own commercial +sanctum. Obeying, no doubt, some inscrutable law of commerce, the +grand enterprise,--'perhaps the grandest when you consider the amount +of territory manipulated, which has ever opened itself before the eyes +of a great commercial people,' as Mr Fisker with his peculiar +eloquence observed through his nose, about this time, to a meeting +of shareholders at San Francisco,--had swung itself across from +California to London, turning itself to the centre of the commercial +world as the needle turns to the pole, till Mr Fisker almost regretted +the deed which himself had done. And Melmotte was not only the head, +but the body also, and the feet of it all. The shares seemed to be all +in Melmotte's pocket, so that he could distribute them as he would; +and it seemed also that when distributed and sold, and when bought +again and sold again, they came back to Melmotte's pocket. Men were +contented to buy their shares and to pay their money, simply on +Melmotte's word. Sir Felix had realized a large portion of his +winnings at cards,--with commendable prudence for one so young and +extravagant,--and had brought his savings to the great man. The great +man had swept the earnings of the Beargarden into his till, and had +told Sir Felix that the shares were his. Sir Felix had been not only +contented, but supremely happy. He could now do as Paul Montague was +doing,--and Lord Alfred Grendall. He could realize a perennial income, +buying and selling. It was only after the reflection of a day or two +that he found that he had as yet got nothing to sell. It was not only +Sir Felix that was admitted into these good things after this fashion. +Sir Felix was but one among hundreds. In the meantime the bills in +Grosvenor Square were no doubt paid with punctuality,--and these +bills must have been stupendous. The very servants were as tall, as +gorgeous, almost as numerous, as the servants of royalty,--and +remunerated by much higher wages. There were four coachmen with +egregious wigs, and eight footmen, not one with a circumference of +calf less than eighteen inches. + +And now there appeared a paragraph in the 'Morning Breakfast Table,' +and another appeared in the 'Evening Pulpit,' telling the world that +Mr Melmotte had bought Pickering Park, the magnificent Sussex property +of Adolphus Longestaffe, Esq., of Caversham. And it was so. The father +and son, who never had agreed before, and who now had come to no +agreement in the presence of each other, had each considered that +their affairs would be safe in the hands of so great a man as Mr +Melmotte, and had been brought to terms. The purchase-money, which was +large, was to be divided between them. The thing was done with the +greatest ease,--there being no longer any delay as is the case when +small people are at work. The magnificence of Mr Melmotte affected +even the Longestaffe lawyers. Were I to buy a little property, some +humble cottage with a garden,--or you, O reader, unless you be +magnificent,--the money to the last farthing would be wanted, or +security for the money more than sufficient, before we should be able +to enter in upon our new home. But money was the very breath of +Melmotte's nostrils, and therefore his breath was taken for money. +Pickering was his, and before a week was over a London builder had +collected masons and carpenters by the dozen down at Chichester, and +was at work upon the house to make it fit to be a residence for Madame +Melmotte. There were rumours that it was to be made ready for the +Goodwood week, and that the Melmotte entertainment during that +festival would rival the duke's. + +But there was still much to be done in London before the Goodwood week +should come round, in all of which Mr Melmotte was concerned, and of +much of which Mr Melmotte was the very centre. A member for +Westminster had succeeded to a peerage, and thus a seat was vacated. +It was considered to be indispensable to the country that Mr Melmotte +should go into Parliament, and what constituency could such a man as +Melmotte so fitly represent as one combining as Westminster does all +the essences of the metropolis? There was the popular element, the +fashionable element, the legislative element, the legal element, and +the commercial element. Melmotte undoubtedly was the man for +Westminster. His thorough popularity was evinced by testimony which +perhaps was never before given in favour of any candidate for any +county or borough. In Westminster there must of course be a contest. A +seat for Westminster is a thing not to be abandoned by either +political party without a struggle. But, at the beginning of the +affair, when each party had to seek the most suitable candidate which +the country could supply, each party put its hand upon Melmotte. And +when the seat, and the battle for the seat, were suggested to +Melmotte, then for the first time was that great man forced to descend +from the altitudes on which his mind generally dwelt, and to decide +whether he would enter Parliament as a Conservative or a Liberal. He +was not long in convincing himself that the conservative element in +British Society stood the most in need of that fiscal assistance which +it would be in his province to give; and on the next day every +hoarding in London declared to the world that Melmotte was the +conservative candidate for Westminster. It is needless to say that his +committee was made up of peers, bankers, and publicans, with all that +absence of class prejudice for which the party has become famous since +the ballot was introduced among us. Some unfortunate Liberal was to be +made to run against him, for the sake of the party; but the odds were +ten to one on Melmotte. + +This no doubt was a great matter,--this affair of the seat; but the +dinner to be given to the Emperor of China was much greater. It was +the middle of June, and the dinner was to be given on Monday, 8th +July, now three weeks hence;--but all London was already talking of it. +The great purport proposed was to show to the Emperor by this banquet +what an English merchant-citizen of London could do. Of course there +was a great amount of scolding and a loud clamour on the occasion. +Some men said that Melmotte was not a citizen of London, others that +he was not a merchant, others again that he was not an Englishman. But +no man could deny that he was both able and willing to spend the +necessary money; and as this combination of ability and will was the +chief thing necessary, they who opposed the arrangement could only +storm and scold. On the 20th of June the tradesmen were at work, +throwing up a building behind, knocking down walls, and generally +transmuting the house in Grosvenor Square in such a fashion that two +hundred guests might be able to sit down to dinner in the dining-room +of a British merchant. + +But who were to be the two hundred? It used to be the case that when +a gentleman gave a dinner he asked his own guests;--but when affairs +become great, society can hardly be carried on after that simple +fashion. The Emperor of China could not be made to sit at table +without English royalty, and English royalty must know whom it has to +meet,--must select at any rate some of its comrades. The minister of the +day also had his candidates for the dinner,--in which arrangement there +was however no private patronage, as the list was confined to the +cabinet and their wives. The Prime Minister took some credit to +himself in that he would not ask for a single ticket for a private +friend. But the Opposition as a body desired their share of seats. +Melmotte had elected to stand for Westminster on the conservative +interest, and was advised that he must insist on having as it were a +conservative cabinet present, with its conservative wives. He was told +that he owed it to his party, and that his party exacted payment of +the debt. But the great difficulty lay with the city merchants. This +was to be a city merchant's private feast, and it was essential that +the Emperor should meet this great merchant's brother merchants at the +merchant's board. No doubt the Emperor would see all the merchants at +the Guildhall; but that would be a semi-public affair, paid for out of +the funds of a corporation. This was to be a private dinner. Now the +Lord Mayor had set his face against it, and what was to be done? +Meetings were held; a committee was appointed; merchant guests were +selected, to the number of fifteen with their fifteen wives;--and +subsequently the Lord Mayor was made a baronet on the occasion of +receiving the Emperor in the city. The Emperor with his suite was +twenty. Royalty had twenty tickets, each ticket for guest and wife. +The existing Cabinet was fourteen; but the coming was numbered at +about eleven only;--each one for self and wife. Five ambassadors and +five ambassadresses were to be asked. There were to be fifteen real +merchants out of the city. Ten great peers,--with their peeresses,-- +were selected by the general committee of management. There were to be +three wise men, two poets, three independent members of the House of +Commons, two Royal Academicians, three editors of papers, an African +traveller who had just come home, and a novelist;--but all these latter +gentlemen were expected to come as bachelors. Three tickets were to be +kept over for presentation to bores endowed with a power of making +themselves absolutely unendurable if not admitted at the last moment,-- +and ten were left for the giver of the feast and his own family and +friends. It is often difficult to make things go smooth,--but almost all +roughnesses may be smoothed at last with patience and care, and money, +and patronage. + +But the dinner was not to be all. Eight hundred additional tickets were +to be issued for Madame Melmotte's evening entertainment, and the fight +for these was more internecine than for seats at the dinner. The +dinner-seats, indeed, were handled in so statesmanlike a fashion that +there was not much visible fighting about them. Royalty manages its +affairs quietly. The existing Cabinet was existing, and though there +were two or three members of it who could not have got themselves +elected at a single unpolitical club in London, they had a right to +their seats at Melmotte's table. What disappointed ambition there might +be among conservative candidates was never known to the public. Those +gentlemen do not wash their dirty linen in public. The ambassadors of +course were quiet, but we may be sure that the Minister from the United +States was among the favoured five. The city bankers and bigwigs, as +has been already said, were at first unwilling to be present, and +therefore they who were not chosen could not afterwards express their +displeasure. No grumbling was heard among the peers, and that which +came from the peeresses floated down into the current of the great +fight about the evening entertainment. The poet laureate was of course +asked, and the second poet was as much a matter of course. Only two +Academicians had in this year painted royalty, so that there was no +ground for jealousy there. There were three, and only three, specially +insolent and specially disagreeable independent members of Parliament +at that time in the House, and there was no difficulty in selecting +them. The wise men were chosen by their age. Among editors of +newspapers there was some ill-blood. That Mr Alf and Mr Broune should +be selected was almost a matter of course. They were hated accordingly, +but still this was expected. But why was Mr Booker there? Was it +because he had praised the Prime Minister's translation of Catullus? +The African traveller chose himself by living through all his perils +and coming home. A novelist was selected; but as royalty wanted another +ticket at the last moment, the gentleman was only asked to come in +after dinner. His proud heart, however, resented the treatment, and he +joined amicably with his literary brethren in decrying the festival +altogether. + +We should be advancing too rapidly into this portion of our story were +we to concern ourselves deeply at the present moment with the feud as +it raged before the evening came round, but it may be right to +indicate that the desire for tickets at last became a burning passion, +and a passion which in the great majority of cases could not be +indulged. The value of the privilege was so great that Madame Melmotte +thought that she was doing almost more than friendship called for when +she informed her guest, Miss Longestaffe, that unfortunately there +would be no seat for her at the dinner-table; but that, as payment +for her loss, she should receive an evening ticket for herself and a +joint ticket for a gentleman and his wife. Georgiana was at first +indignant, but she accepted the compromise. What she did with her +tickets shall be hereafter told. + +From all this I trust it will be understood that the Mr Melmotte of +the present hour was a very different man from that Mr Melmotte who +was introduced to the reader in the early chapters of this chronicle. +Royalty was not to be smuggled in and out of his house now without his +being allowed to see it. No manoeuvres now were necessary to catch a +simple duchess. Duchesses were willing enough to come. Lord Alfred +when he was called by his Christian name felt no aristocratic twinges. +He was only too anxious to make himself more and more necessary to the +great man. It is true that all this came as it were by jumps, so that +very often a part of the world did not know on what ledge in the world +the great man was perched at that moment. Miss Longestaffe who was +staying in the house did not at all know how great a man her host was. +Lady Monogram when she refused to go to Grosvenor Square, or even to +allow any one to come out of the house in Grosvenor Square to her +parties, was groping in outer darkness. Madame Melmotte did not know. +Marie Melmotte did not know. The great man did not quite know himself +where, from time to time, he was standing. But the world at large +knew. The world knew that Mr Melmotte was to be Member for +Westminster, that Mr Melmotte was to entertain the Emperor of China, +that Mr Melmotte carried the South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway +in his pocket;--and the world worshipped Mr Melmotte. + +In the meantime Mr Melmotte was much troubled about his private +affairs. He had promised his daughter to Lord Nidderdale, and as he +rose in the world had lowered the price which he offered for this +marriage,--not so much in the absolute amount of fortune to be +ultimately given, as in the manner of giving it. Fifteen thousand a +year was to be settled on Marie and on her eldest son, and twenty +thousand pounds were to be paid into Nidderdale's hands six months +after the marriage. Melmotte gave his reasons for not paying this sum +at once. Nidderdale would be more likely to be quiet, if he were kept +waiting for that short time. Melmotte was to purchase and furnish for +them a house in town. It was, too, almost understood that the young +people were to have Pickering Park for themselves, except for a week +or so at the end of July. It was absolutely given out in the papers +that Pickering was to be theirs. It was said on all sides that +Nidderdale was doing very well for himself. The absolute money was not +perhaps so great as had been at first asked; but then, at that time, +Melmotte was not the strong rock, the impregnable tower of commerce, +the very navel of the commercial enterprise of the world,--as all men +now regarded him. Nidderdale's father, and Nidderdale himself, were, +in the present condition of things, content with a very much less +stringent bargain than that which they had endeavoured at first to +exact. + +But, in the midst of all this, Marie, who had at one time consented at +her father's instance to accept the young lord, and who in some +speechless fashion had accepted him, told both the young lord and her +father, very roundly, that she had changed her mind. Her father +scowled at her and told her that her mind in the matter was of no +concern. He intended that she should marry Lord Nidderdale, and +himself fixed some day in August for the wedding. 'It is no use, +father, for I will never have him,' said Marie. + +'Is it about that other scamp?' he asked angrily. + +'If you mean Sir Felix Carbury, it is about him. He has been to you +and told you, and therefore I don't know why I need hold my tongue.' + +'You'll both starve, my lady; that's all.' Marie however was not so +wedded to the grandeur which she encountered in Grosvenor Square as to +be afraid of the starvation which she thought she might have to suffer +if married to Sir Felix Carbury. Melmotte had not time for any long +discussion. As he left her he took hold of her and shook her. 'By--,' +he said, 'if you run rusty after all I've done for you, I'll make you +suffer. You little fool; that man's a beggar. He hasn't the price of a +petticoat or a pair of stockings. He's looking only for what you +haven't got, and shan't have if you marry him. He wants money, not +you, you little fool!' + +But after that she was quite settled in her purpose when Nidderdale +spoke to her. They had been engaged and then it had been off;--and now +the young nobleman, having settled everything with the father, +expected no great difficulty in resettling everything with the girl. +He was not very skilful at making love,--but he was thoroughly +good-humoured, from his nature anxious to please, and averse to give +pain. There was hardly any injury which he could not forgive, and +hardly any kindness which he would not do,--so that the labour upon +himself was not too great. 'Well, Miss Melmotte,' he said, 'governors +are stern beings: are they not?' + +'Is yours stern, my lord?' + +'What I mean is that sons and daughters have to obey them. I think you +understand what I mean. I was awfully spoony on you that time before; I +was indeed.' + +'I hope it didn't hurt you much, Lord Nidderdale.' + +'That's so like a woman; that is. You know well enough that you and I +can't marry without leave from the governors.' + +'Nor with it,' said Marie, holding her head. + +'I don't know how that may be. There was some hitch somewhere,--I don't +quite know where.' The hitch had been with himself, as he demanded +ready money. 'But it's all right now. The old fellows are agreed. +Can't we make a match of it, Miss Melmotte?' + +'No, Lord Nidderdale; I don't think we can.' + +'Do you mean that?' + +'I do mean it. When that was going on before I knew nothing about it. +I have seen more of things since then.' + +'And you've seen somebody you like better than me?' + +'I say nothing about that, Lord Nidderdale. I don't think you ought to +blame me, my lord.' + +'Oh dear no.' + +'There was something before, but it was you that was off first. Wasn't +it now?' + +'The governors were off, I think.' + +'The governors have a right to be off, I suppose. But I don't think +any governor has a right to make anybody marry any one.' + +'I agree with you there;--I do indeed,' said Lord Nidderdale. + +'And no governor shall make me marry. I've thought a great deal about +it since that other time, and that's what I've come to determine.' + +'But I don't know why you shouldn't--just marry me--because you--like +me.' + +'Only,--just because I don't. Well; I do like you, Lord Nidderdale.' + +'Thanks;--so much!' + +'I like you ever so,--only marrying a person is different.' + +'There's something in that, to be sure.' + +'And I don't mind telling you,' said Marie with an almost solemn +expression on her countenance, 'because you are good-natured and won't +get me into a scrape if you can help it, that I do like somebody +else;--oh, so much.' + +'I supposed that was it.' + +'That is it.' + +'It's a deuced pity. The governors had settled everything, and we +should have been awfully jolly. I'd have gone in for all the things +you go in for; and though your governor was screwing us up a bit, +there would have been plenty of tin to go on with. You couldn't think +of it again?' + +'I tell you, my lord, I'm--in love.' + +'Oh, ah;--yes. So you were saying. It's an awful bore. That's all. I +shall come to the party all the same if you send me a ticket.' And so +Nidderdale took his dismissal, and went away,--not however without an +idea that the marriage would still come off. There was always,--so he +thought,--such a bother about things before they would get themselves +fixed. This happened some days after Mr Broune's proposal to Lady +Carbury, more than a week since Marie had seen Sir Felix. As soon as +Lord Nidderdale was gone she wrote again to Sir Felix begging that she +might hear from him,--and entrusted her letter to Didon. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI - MR BROUNE'S PERILS + + +Lady Carbury had allowed herself two days for answering Mr Broune's +proposition. It was made on Tuesday night and she was bound by her +promise to send a reply some time on Thursday. But early on the +Wednesday morning she had made up her mind; and at noon on that day +her letter was written. She had spoken to Hetta about the man, and she +had seen that Hetta had disliked him. She was not disposed to be much +guided by Hetta's opinion. In regard to her daughter she was always +influenced by a vague idea that Hetta was an unnecessary trouble. +There was an excellent match ready for her if she would only accept +it. There was no reason why Hetta should continue to add herself to +the family burden. She never said this even to herself,--but she felt +it, and was not therefore inclined to consult Hetta's comfort on this +occasion. But nevertheless, what her daughter said had its effect. She +had encountered the troubles of one marriage, and they had been very +bad. She did not look upon that marriage as a mistake,--having even up +to this day a consciousness that it had been the business of her life, +as a portionless girl, to obtain maintenance and position at the +expense of suffering and servility. But that had been done. The +maintenance was, indeed, again doubtful, because of her son's vices; +but it might so probably be again secured,--by means of her son's +beauty! Hetta had said that Mr Broune liked his own way. Had not she +herself found that all men liked their own way? And she liked her own +way. She liked the comfort of a home to herself. Personally she did +not want the companionship of a husband. And what scenes would there +be between Felix and the man! And added to all this there was +something within her, almost amounting to conscience, which told her +that it was not right that she should burden any one with the +responsibility and inevitable troubles of such a son as her son Felix. +What would she do were her husband to command her to separate herself +from her son? In such circumstances she would certainly separate +herself from her husband. Having considered these things deeply, she +wrote as follows to Mr Broune:-- + + + DEAREST FRIEND, + + I need not tell you that I have thought much of your generous and + affectionate offer. How could I refuse such a prospect as you offer + me without much thought? I regard your career as the most noble + which a man's ambition can achieve. And in that career no one is + your superior. I cannot but be proud that such a one as you should + have asked me to be his wife. But, my friend, life is subject to + wounds which are incurable, and my life has been so wounded. I have + not strength left me to make my heart whole enough to be worthy of + your acceptance. I have been so cut and scotched and lopped by the + sufferings which I have endured that I am best alone. It cannot all + be described;--and yet with you I would have no reticence. I would + put the whole history before you to read, with all my troubles past + and still present, all my hopes, and all my fears,--with every + circumstance as it has passed by and every expectation that + remains, were it not that the poor tale would be too long for your + patience. The result of it would be to make you feel that I am no + longer fit to enter in upon a new home. I should bring showers + instead of sunshine, melancholy in lieu of mirth. + + I will, however, be bold enough to assure you that could I bring + myself to be the wife of any man I would now become your wife. But + I shall never marry again. + + Nevertheless, I am your most affectionate friend, + + MATILDA CARBURY. + + +About six o'clock in the afternoon she sent this letter to Mr Broune's +rooms in Pall Mall East, and then sat for awhile alone,--full of +regrets. She had thrown away from her a firm footing which would +certainly have served her for her whole life. Even at this moment she +was in debt,--and did not know how to pay her debts without mortgaging +her life income. She longed for some staff on which she could lean. +She was afraid of the future. When she would sit with her paper before +her, preparing her future work for the press, copying a bit here and a +bit there, inventing historical details, dovetailing her chronicle, +her head would sometimes seem to be going round as she remembered the +unpaid baker, and her son's horses, and his unmeaning dissipation, and +all her doubts about the marriage. As regarded herself, Mr Broune +would have made her secure,--but that now was all over. Poor woman! This +at any rate may be said for her,--that had she accepted the man her +regrets would have been as deep. + +Mr Broune's feelings were more decided in their tone than those of the +lady. He had not made his offer without consideration, and yet from +the very moment in which it had been made he repented it. That gently +sarcastic appellation by which Lady Carbury had described him to +herself when he had kissed her best explained that side of Mr Broune's +character which showed itself in this matter. He was a susceptible old +goose. Had she allowed him to kiss her without objection, the kissing +might probably have gone on; and, whatever might have come of it, +there would have been no offer of marriage. He had believed that her +little manoeuvres had indicated love on her part, and he had felt +himself constrained to reciprocate the passion. She was beautiful in +his eyes. She was bright. She wore her clothes like a lady; and,--if it +was written in the Book of the Fates that some lady was to sit at the +top of his table,--Lady Carbury would look as well there as any other. +She had repudiated the kiss, and therefore he had felt himself bound +to obtain for himself the right to kiss her. + +The offer had no sooner been made than he met her son reeling in, +drunk, at the front door. As he made his escape the lad had insulted +him. This perhaps helped to open his eyes. When he woke the next +morning, or rather late in the next day, after his night's work, he +was no longer able to tell himself that the world was all right with +him. Who does not know that sudden thoughtfulness at waking, that +first matutinal retrospection, and prospection, into things as they +have been and are to be; and the lowness of heart, the blankness of +hope which follows the first remembrance of some folly lately done, +some word ill-spoken, some money misspent,--or perhaps a cigar too much, +or a glass of brandy and soda-water which he should have left +untasted? And when things have gone well, how the waker comforts +himself among the bedclothes as he claims for himself to be whole all +over, teres atque rotundus,--so to have managed his little affairs that +he has to fear no harm, and to blush inwardly at no error! Mr Broune, +the way of whose life took him among many perils, who in the course of +his work had to steer his bark among many rocks, was in the habit of +thus auditing his daily account as he shook off sleep about noon,--for +such was his lot, that he seldom was in bed before four or five in the +morning. On this Wednesday he found that he could not balance his +sheet comfortably. He had taken a very great step and he feared that +he had not taken it with wisdom. As he drank the cup of tea with which +his servant supplied him while he was yet in bed, he could not say of +himself, teres atque rotundus, as he was wont to do when things were +well with him. Everything was to be changed. As he lit a cigarette he +bethought himself that Lady Carbury would not like him to smoke in her +bedroom. Then he remembered other things. 'I'll be d----- if he shall +live in my house,' he said to himself. + +And there was no way out of it. It did not occur to the man that his +offer could be refused. During the whole of that day he went about +among his friends in a melancholy fashion, saying little snappish +uncivil things at the club, and at last dining by himself with about +fifteen newspapers around him. After dinner he did not speak a word to +any man, but went early to the office of the newspaper in Trafalgar +Square at which he did his nightly work. Here he was lapped in +comforts,--if the best of chairs, of sofas, of writing tables, and of +reading lamps can make a man comfortable who has to read nightly +thirty columns of a newspaper, or at any rate to make himself +responsible for their contents. + +He seated himself to his work like a man, but immediately saw Lady +Carbury's letter on the table before him. It was his custom when he +did not dine at home to have such documents brought to him at his +office as had reached his home during his absence;--and here was Lady +Carbury's letter. He knew her writing well, and was aware that here +was the confirmation of his fate. It had not been expected, as she had +given herself another day for her answer,--but here it was, beneath his +hand. Surely this was almost unfeminine haste. He chucked the letter, +unopened, a little from him, and endeavoured to fix his attention on +some printed slip that was ready for him. For some ten minutes his +eyes went rapidly down the lines, but he found that his mind did not +follow what he was reading. He struggled again, but still his thoughts +were on the letter. He did not wish to open it, having some vague idea +that, till the letter should have been read, there was a chance of +escape. The letter would not become due to be read till the next day. +It should not have been there now to tempt his thoughts on this night. +But he could do nothing while it lay there. 'It shall be a part of the +bargain that I shall never have to see him,' he said to himself, as he +opened it. The second line told him that the danger was over. + +When he had read so far he stood up with his back to the fireplace, +leaving the letter on the table. Then, after all, the woman wasn't in +love with him! But that was a reading of the affair which he could +hardly bring himself to look upon as correct. The woman had shown her +love by a thousand signs. There was no doubt, however, that she now +had her triumph. A woman always has a triumph when she rejects a man,-- +and more especially when she does so at a certain time of life. Would +she publish her triumph? Mr Broune would not like to have it known +about among brother editors, or by the world at large, that he had +offered to marry Lady Carbury and that Lady Carbury had refused him. +He had escaped; but the sweetness of his present safety was not in +proportion to the bitterness of his late fears. + +He could not understand why Lady Carbury should have refused him! As +he reflected upon it, all memory of her son for the moment passed away +from him. Full ten minutes had passed, during which he had still stood +upon the rug, before he read the entire letter. '"Cut and scotched and +lopped!" I suppose she has been,' he said to himself. He had heard +much of Sir Patrick, and knew well that the old general had been no +lamb. 'I shouldn't have cut her, or scotched her, or lopped her.' When +he had read the whole letter patiently there crept upon him gradually +a feeling of admiration for her, greater than he had ever yet felt,-- +and, for awhile, he almost thought that he would renew his offer to +her. '"Showers instead of sunshine; melancholy instead of mirth,"' he +repeated to himself. 'I should have done the best for her, taking the +showers and the melancholy if they were necessary.' + +He went to his work in a mixed frame of mind, but certainly without +that dragging weight which had oppressed him when he entered the room. +Gradually, through the night, he realized the conviction that he had +escaped, and threw from him altogether the idea of repeating his +offer. Before he left he wrote her a line: + +'Be it so. It need not break our friendship. + +'N. B.' + +This he sent by a special messenger, who returned with a note to his +lodgings long before he was up on the following morning. + +'No;--no; certainly not. No word of this will ever pass my mouth. + +'M. C.' + +Mr Broune thought that he was very well out of the danger, and +resolved that Lady Carbury should never want anything that his +friendship could do for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII - THE BOARD-ROOM + + +On Friday, the 21st June, the Board of the South Central Pacific and +Mexican Railway sat in its own room behind the Exchange, as was the +Board's custom every Friday. On this occasion all the members were +there, as it had been understood that the chairman was to make a +special statement. There was the great chairman as a matter of course. +In the midst of his numerous and immense concerns he never threw over +the railway, or delegated to other less experienced hands those cares +which the commercial world had intrusted to his own. Lord Alfred was +there, with Mr Cohenlupe, the Hebrew gentleman, and Paul Montague, and +Lord Nidderdale,--and even Sir Felix Carbury. Sir Felix had come, being +very anxious to buy and sell, and not as yet having had an opportunity +of realizing his golden hopes, although he had actually paid a +thousand pounds in hard money into Mr Melmotte's hands. The secretary, +Mr Miles Grendall, was also present as a matter of course. The Board +always met at three, and had generally been dissolved at a quarter +past three. Lord Alfred and Mr Cohenlupe sat at the chairman's right +and left hand. Paul Montague generally sat immediately below, with +Miles Grendall opposite to him;--but on this occasion the young lord and +the young baronet took the next places. It was a nice little family +party, the great chairman with his two aspiring sons-in-law, his two +particular friends,--the social friend, Lord Alfred, and the commercial +friend Mr Cohenlupe,--and Miles, who was Lord Alfred's son. It would +have been complete in its friendliness, but for Paul Montague, who had +lately made himself disagreeable to Mr Melmotte;--and most ungratefully +so, for certainly no one had been allowed so free a use of the shares +as the younger member of the house of Fisker, Montague, and Montague. + +It was understood that Mr Melmotte was to make a statement. Lord +Nidderdale and Sir Felix had conceived that this was to be done as it +were out of the great man's heart, of his own wish, so that something +of the condition of the company might be made known to the directors +of the company. But this was not perhaps exactly the truth. Paul +Montague had insisted on giving vent to certain doubts at the last +meeting but one, and, having made himself very disagreeable indeed, +had forced this trouble on the great chairman. On the intermediate +Friday the chairman had made himself very unpleasant to Paul, and this +had seemed to be an effort on his part to frighten the inimical +director out of his opposition, so that the promise of a statement +need not be fulfilled. What nuisance can be so great to a man busied +with immense affairs, as to have to explain,--or to attempt to +explain,--small details to men incapable of understanding them? But +Montague had stood to his guns. He had not intended, he said, to +dispute the commercial success of the company. But he felt very +strongly, and he thought that his brother directors should feel as +strongly, that it was necessary that they should know more than they +did know. Lord Alfred had declared that he did not in the least agree +with his brother director. 'If anybody don't understand, it's his own +fault,' said Mr Cohenlupe. But Paul would not give way, and it was +understood that Mr Melmotte would make a statement. + +The 'Boards' were always commenced by the reading of a certain record +of the last meeting out of a book. This was always done by Miles +Grendall; and the record was supposed to have been written by him. But +Montague had discovered that this statement in the book was always +prepared and written by a satellite of Melmotte's from Abchurch Lane +who was never present at the meeting. The adverse director had spoken +to the secretary,--it will be remembered that they were both members of +the Beargarden,--and Miles had given a somewhat evasive reply. 'A cussed +deal of trouble and all that, you know! He's used to it, and it's what +he's meant for. I'm not going to flurry myself about stuff of that +kind.' Montague after this had spoken on the subject both to +Nidderdale and Felix Carbury. 'He couldn't do it, if it was ever so,' +Nidderdale had said. 'I don't think I'd bully him if I were you. He +gets £500 a-year, and if you knew all he owes, and all he hasn't got, +you wouldn't try to rob him of it.' With Felix Carbury, Montague had +as little success. Sir Felix hated the secretary, had detected him +cheating at cards, had resolved to expose him,--and had then been afraid +to do so. He had told Dolly Longestaffe, and the reader will perhaps +remember with what effect. He had not mentioned the affair again, and +had gradually fallen back into the habit of playing at the club. Loo, +however, had given way to whist, and Sir Felix had satisfied himself +with the change. He still meditated some dreadful punishment for Miles +Grendall, but, in the meantime, felt himself unable to oppose him at +the Board. Since the day at which the aces had been manipulated at the +club he had not spoken to Miles Grendall except in reference to the +affairs of the whist table. The 'Board' was now commenced as usual. +Miles read the short record out of the book,--stumbling over every other +word, and going through the performance so badly that had there been +anything to understand no one could have understood it. 'Gentlemen,' +said Mr Melmotte, in his usual hurried way, 'is it your pleasure that +I shall sign the record?' Paul Montague rose to say that it was not +his pleasure that the record should be signed. But Melmotte had made +his scrawl, and was deep in conversation with Mr Cohenlupe before Paul +could get upon his legs. + +Melmotte, however, had watched the little struggle. Melmotte, whatever +might be his faults, had eyes to see and ears to hear. He perceived +that Montague had made a little struggle and had been cowed; and he +knew how hard it is for one man to persevere against five or six, and +for a young man to persevere against his elders. Nidderdale was +filliping bits of paper across the table at Carbury. Miles Grendall +was poring over the book which was in his charge. Lord Alfred sat back +in his chair, the picture of a model director, with his right hand +within his waistcoat. He looked aristocratic, respectable, and almost +commercial. In that room he never by any chance opened his mouth, +except when called on to say that Mr Melmotte was right, and was +considered by the chairman really to earn his money. Melmotte for a +minute or two went on conversing with Cohenlupe, having perceived that +Montague for the moment was cowed. Then Paul put both his hands upon +the table, intending to rise and ask some perplexing question. +Melmotte saw this also and was upon his legs before Montague had risen +from his chair. 'Gentlemen,' said Mr Melmotte, 'it may perhaps be as +well if I take this occasion of saying a few words to you about the +affairs of the company.' Then, instead of going on with his statement, +he sat down again, and began to turn over sundry voluminous papers +very slowly, whispering a word or two every now and then to Mr +Cohenlupe. Lord Alfred never changed his posture and never took his +hand from his breast. Nidderdale and Carbury filliped their paper +pellets backwards and forwards. Montague sat profoundly listening,--or +ready to listen when anything should be said. As the chairman had +risen from his chair to commence his statement, Paul felt that he was +bound to be silent. When a speaker is in possession of the floor, he +is in possession even though he be somewhat dilatory in looking to his +references, and whispering to his neighbour. And, when that speaker is +a chairman, of course some additional latitude must be allowed to him. +Montague understood this, and sat silent. It seemed that Melmotte had +much to say to Cohenlupe, and Cohenlupe much to say to Melmotte. Since +Cohenlupe had sat at the Board he had never before developed such +powers of conversation. + +Nidderdale didn't quite understand it. He had been there twenty +minutes, was tired of his present amusement, having been unable to hit +Carbury on the nose, and suddenly remembered that the Beargarden would +now be open. He was no respecter of persons, and had got over any +little feeling of awe with which the big table and the solemnity of +the room may have first inspired him. 'I suppose that's about all,' he +said, looking up at Melmotte. + +'Well;--perhaps as your lordship is in a hurry, and as my lord here is +engaged elsewhere,--' turning round to Lord Alfred, who had not uttered +a syllable or made a sign since he had been in his seat, '--we had better +adjourn this meeting for another week.' + +'I cannot allow that,' said Paul Montague. + +'I suppose then we must take the sense of the Board,' said the +Chairman. + +'I have been discussing certain circumstances with our friend and +Chairman,' said Cohenlupe, 'and I must say that it is not expedient +just at present to go into matters too freely.' + +'My Lords and Gentlemen,' said Melmotte. 'I hope that you trust me.' + +Lord Alfred bowed down to the table and muttered something which was +intended to convey most absolute confidence. 'Hear, hear,' said Mr +Cohenlupe. 'All right,' said Lord Nidderdale; 'go on;' and he fired +another pellet with improved success. + +'I trust,' said the Chairman, 'that my young friend, Sir Felix, doubts +neither my discretion nor my ability.' + +'Oh dear, no;--not at all,' said the baronet, much tattered at being +addressed in this kindly tone. He had come there with objects of his +own, and was quite prepared to support the Chairman on any matter +whatever. + +'My Lords and Gentlemen,' continued Melmotte, 'I am delighted to +receive this expression of your confidence. If I know anything in the +world I know something of commercial matters. I am able to tell you +that we are prospering. I do not know that greater prosperity has ever +been achieved in a shorter time by a commercial company. I think our +friend here, Mr Montague, should be as feelingly aware of that as any +gentleman.' + +'What do you mean by that, Mr Melmotte?' asked Paul. + +'What do I mean?--Certainly nothing adverse to your character, sir. +Your firm in San Francisco, sir, know very well how the affairs of the +Company are being transacted on this side of the water. No doubt you +are in correspondence with Mr Fisker. Ask him. The telegraph wires are +open to you, sir. But, my Lords and Gentlemen, I am able to inform you +that in affairs of this nature great discretion is necessary. On +behalf of the shareholders at large whose interests are in our hands, +I think it expedient that any general statement should be postponed +for a short time, and I flatter myself that in that opinion I shall +carry the majority of this Board with me.' Mr Melmotte did not make +his speech very fluently; but, being accustomed to the place which he +occupied, he did manage to get the words spoken in such a way as to +make them intelligible to the company. 'I now move that this meeting +be adjourned to this day week,' he added. + +'I second that motion,' said Lord Alfred, without moving his hand from +his breast. + +'I understood that we were to have a statement,' said Montague. + +'You've had a statement,' said Mr Cohenlupe. + +'I will put my motion to the vote,' said the Chairman. 'I shall move +an amendment,' said Paul, determined that he would not be altogether +silenced. + +'There is nobody to second it,' said Mr Cohenlupe. + +'How do you know till I've made it?' asked the rebel. 'I shall ask +Lord Nidderdale to second it, and when he has heard it I think that +he will not refuse.' + +'Oh, gracious me! why me? No;--don't ask me. I've got to go away. I have +indeed.' + +'At any rate I claim the right of saying a few words. I do not say +whether every affair of this Company should or should not be published +to the world.' + +'You'd break up everything if you did,' said Cohenlupe. + +'Perhaps everything ought to be broken up. But I say nothing about +that. What I do say is this. That as we sit here as directors and will +be held to be responsible as such by the public, we ought to know what +is being done. We ought to know where the shares really are. I for one +do not even know what scrip has been issued.' + +'You've bought and sold enough to know something about it,' said +Melmotte. + +Paul Montague became very red in the face. 'I, at any rate, began,' he +said, 'by putting what was to me a large sum of money into the +affair.' + +'That's more than I know,' said Melmotte. 'Whatever shares you have, +were issued at San Francisco, and not here.' + +'I have taken nothing that I haven't paid for,' said Montague. 'Nor +have I yet had allotted to me anything like the number of shares which +my capital would represent. But I did not intend to speak of my own +concerns.' + +'It looks very like it,' said Cohenlupe. + +'So far from it that I am prepared to risk the not improbable loss of +everything I have in the world. I am determined to know what is being +done with the shares, or to make it public to the world at large that +I, one of the directors of the Company, do not in truth know anything +about it. I cannot, I suppose, absolve myself from further +responsibility; but I can at any rate do what is right from this time +forward,--and that course I intend to take.' + +'The gentleman had better resign his seat at this Board,' said +Melmotte. 'There will be no difficulty about that.' + +'Bound up as I am with Fisker and Montague in California I fear that +there will be difficulty.' + +'Not in the least,' continued the Chairman. 'You need only gazette +your resignation and the thing is done. I had intended, gentlemen, to +propose an addition to our number. When I name to you a gentleman, +personally known to many of you, and generally esteemed throughout +England as a man of business, as a man of probity, and as a man of +fortune, a man standing deservedly high in all British circles, I mean +Mr Longestaffe of Caversham--' + +'Young Dolly, or old,' asked Lord Nidderdale. + +'I mean Mr Adolphus Longestaffe, senior, of Caversham. I am sure that +you will all be glad to welcome him among you. I had thought to +strengthen our number by this addition. But if Mr Montague is +determined to leave us,--and no one will regret the loss of his services +so much as I shall,--it will be my pleasing duty to move that Adolphus +Longestaffe, senior, Esquire, of Caversham, be requested to take his +place. If on consideration Mr Montague shall determine to remain with +us,--and I for one most sincerely hope that such reconsideration may +lead to such determination,--then I shall move that an additional +director be added to our number, and that Mr Longestaffe be requested +to take the chair of that additional director.' The latter speech Mr +Melmotte got through very glibly, and then immediately left the chair, +so as to show that the business of the Board was closed for that day +without any possibility of re-opening it. + +Paul went up to him and took him by the sleeve, signifying that he +wished to speak to him before they parted. 'Certainly,' said the great +man bowing. 'Carbury,' he said, looking round on the young baronet +with his blandest smile, 'if you are not in a hurry, wait a moment for +me. I have a word or two to say before you go. Now, Mr Montague, what +can I do for you?' Paul began his story, expressing again the opinion +which he had already very plainly expressed at the table. But Melmotte +stopped him very shortly, and with much less courtesy than he had +shown in the speech which he had made from the chair. 'The thing is +about this way, I take it, Mr Montague;--you think you know more of this +matter than I do.' + +'Not at all, Mr Melmotte.' + +'And I think that I know more of it than you do. Either of us may be +right. But as I don't intend to give way to you, perhaps the less we +speak together about it the better. You can't be in earnest in the +threat you made, because you would be making public things communicated +to you under the seal of privacy,--and no gentleman would do that. But +as long as you are hostile to me, I can't help you,--and so good +afternoon.' Then, without giving Montague the possibility of a +reply, he escaped into an inner room which had the word 'Private' +painted on the door, and which was supposed to belong to the chairman +individually. He shut the door behind him, and then, after a few +moments, put out his head and beckoned to Sir Felix Carbury. +Nidderdale was gone. Lord Alfred with his son were already on the +stairs. Cohenlupe was engaged with Melmotte's clerk on the +record-book. Paul Montague, finding himself without support and alone, +slowly made his way out into the court. + +Sir Felix had come into the city intending to suggest to the Chairman +that having paid his thousand pounds he should like to have a few +shares to go on with. He was, indeed, at the present moment very +nearly penniless, and had negotiated, or lost at cards, all the +I.O.U.'s which were in any degree serviceable. He still had a +pocketbook full of those issued by Miles Grendall; but it was now an +understood thing at the Beargarden that no one was to be called upon +to take them except Miles Grendall himself;--an arrangement which robbed +the card-table of much of its delight. Beyond this, also, he had +lately been forced to issue a little paper himself,--in doing which he +had talked largely of his shares in the railway. His case certainly +was hard. He had actually paid a thousand pounds down in hard cash, a +commercial transaction which, as performed by himself, he regarded as +stupendous. It was almost incredible to himself that he should have +paid any one a thousand pounds, but he had done it with much +difficulty,--having carried Dolly junior with him all the way into the +city,--in the belief that he would thus put himself in the way of making +a continual and unfailing income. He understood that as a director he +would be always entitled to buy shares at par, and, as a matter of +course, always able to sell them at the market price. This he +understood to range from ten to fifteen and twenty per cent, profit. +He would have nothing to do but to buy and sell daily. He was told +that Lord Alfred was allowed to do it to a small extent; and that +Melmotte was doing it to an enormous extent. But before he could do it +he must get something,--he hardly knew what,--out of Melmotte's hands. +Melmotte certainly did not seem to shun him, and therefore there could +be no difficulty about the shares. As to danger,--who could think of +danger in reference to money intrusted to the hands of Augustus +Melmotte? + +'I am delighted to see you here,' said Melmotte, shaking him cordially +by the hand. 'You come regularly, and you'll find that it will be +worth your while. There's nothing like attending to business. You +should be here every Friday.' + +'I will,' said the baronet. + +'And let me see you sometimes up at my place in Abchurch Lane. I can +put you more in the way of understanding things there than I can here. +This is all a mere formal sort of thing. You can see that.' + +'Oh yes, I see that.' + +'We are obliged to have this kind of thing for men like that fellow +Montague. By-the-bye, is he a friend of yours?' + +'Not particularly. He is a friend of a cousin of mine; and the women +know him at home. He isn't a pal of mine if you mean that.' + +'If he makes himself disagreeable, he'll have to go to the wall;--that's +all. But never mind him at present. Was your mother speaking to you of +what I said to her?' + +'No, Mr Melmotte,' said Sir Felix, staring with all his eyes. + +'I was talking to her about you, and I thought that perhaps she might +have told you. This is all nonsense, you know, about you and Marie.' +Sir Felix looked into the man's face. It was not savage, as he had +seen it. But there had suddenly come upon his brow that heavy look of +a determined purpose which all who knew the man were wont to mark. Sir +Felix had observed it a few minutes since in the Board-room, when the +chairman was putting down the rebellious director. 'You understand +that; don't you?' Sir Felix still looked at him, but made no reply. +'It's all d---- nonsense. You haven't got a brass farthing, you know. +You've no income at all; you're just living on your mother, and I'm +afraid she's not very well off. How can you suppose that I shall give +my girl to you?' Felix still looked at him but did not dare to +contradict a single statement made. Yet when the man told him that he +had not a brass farthing he thought of his own thousand pounds which +were now in the man's pocket. 'You're a baronet, and that's about all, +you know,' continued Melmotte. 'The Carbury property, which is a very +small thing, belongs to a distant cousin who may leave it to me if he +pleases;--and who isn't very much older than you are yourself.' + +'Oh, come, Mr Melmotte; he's a great deal older than me.' + +'It wouldn't matter if he were as old as Adam. The thing is out of the +question, and you must drop it.' Then the look on his brow became a +little heavier. 'You hear what I say. She is going to marry Lord +Nidderdale. She was engaged to him before you ever saw her. What do +you expect to get by it?' + +Sir Felix had not the courage to say that he expected to get the girl +he loved. But as the man waited for an answer he was obliged to say +something. 'I suppose it's the old story,' he said. + +'Just so;--the old story. You want my money, and she wants you, just +because she has been told to take somebody else. You want something to +live on;--that's what you want. Come;--out with it. Is not that it? When +we understand each other I'll put you in the way of making money.' + +'Of course I'm not very well off,' said Felix. + +'About as badly as any young man that I can hear of. You give me your +written promise that you'll drop this affair with Marie, and you +shan't want for money.' + +'A written promise!' + +'Yes;--a written promise. I give nothing for nothing. I'll put you in +the way of doing so well with these shares that you shall be able to +marry any other girl you please;--or to live without marrying, which +you'll find to be better.' + +There was something worthy of consideration in Mr Melmotte's +proposition. Marriage of itself, simply as a domestic institution, had +not specially recommended itself to Sir Felix Carbury. A few horses at +Leighton, Ruby Ruggles or any other beauty, and life at the Beargarden +were much more to his taste. And then he was quite alive to the fact +that it was possible that he might find himself possessed of the wife +without the money. Marie, indeed, had a grand plan of her own, with +reference to that settled income; but then Marie might be mistaken,--or +she might be lying. If he were sure of making money in the way +Melmotte now suggested, the loss of Marie would not break his heart. +But then also Melmotte might be--lying. 'By-the-bye, Mr Melmotte,' said +he, 'could you let me have those shares?' + +'What shares?' And the heavy brow became still heavier. + +'Don't you know?--I gave you a thousand pounds, and I was to have ten +shares.' + +'You must come about that on the proper day, to the proper place.' + +'When is the proper day?' + +'It is the twentieth of each month, I think.' Sir Felix looked very +blank at hearing this, knowing that this present was the twenty-first +of the month. 'But what does that signify? Do you want a little +money?' + +'Well, I do,' said Sir Felix. 'A lot of fellows owe me money, but it's +so hard to get it.' + +'That tells a story of gambling,' said Mr Melmotte. 'You think I'd +give my girl to a gambler?' + +'Nidderdale's in it quite as thick as I am.' + +'Nidderdale has a settled property which neither he nor his father can +destroy. But don't you be such a fool as to argue with me. You won't +get anything by it. If you'll write that letter here now--' + +'What;--to Marie?' + +'No;--not to Marie at all; but to me. It need never be known to her. If +you'll do that I'll stick to you and make a man of you. And if you +want a couple of hundred pounds I'll give you a cheque for it before +you leave the room. Mind, I can tell you this. On my word of honour as +a gentleman, if my daughter were to marry you, she'd never have a +single shilling. I should immediately make a will and leave all my +property to St. George's Hospital. I have quite made up my mind about +that.' + +'And couldn't you manage that I should have the shares before the +twentieth of next month?' + +'I'll see about it. Perhaps I could let you have a few of my own. At +any rate I won't see you short of money.' + +The terms were enticing and the letter was of course written. Melmotte +himself dictated the words, which were not romantic in their nature. +The reader shall see the letter. + + + DEAR SIR, + + In consideration of the offers made by you to me, and on a clear + understanding that such a marriage would be disagreeable to you + and to the lady's mother, and would bring down a father's curse + upon your daughter, I hereby declare and promise that I will not + renew my suit to the young lady, which I hereby altogether + renounce. + + I am, Dear Sir, + + Your obedient servant, + + FELIX CARBURY. + + AUGUSTUS MELMOTTE, Esq., + Grosvenor Square. + + +The letter was dated 21st July, and bore the printed address of the +offices of the South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway. + +'You'll give me that cheque for £200, Mr Melmotte?' The financier +hesitated for a moment, but did give the baronet the cheque as +promised. 'And you'll see about letting me have those shares?' + +'You can come to me in Abchurch Lane, you know.' Sir Felix said that +he would call in Abchurch Lane. + +As he went westward towards the Beargarden, the baronet was not happy +in his mind. Ignorant as he was as to the duties of a gentleman, +indifferent as he was to the feelings of others, still he felt ashamed +of himself. He was treating the girl very badly. Even he knew that he +was behaving badly. He was so conscious of it that he tried to console +himself by reflecting that his writing such a letter as that would not +prevent his running away with the girl, should he, on consideration, +find it to be worth his while to do so. + +That night he was again playing at the Beargarden, and he lost a great +part of Mr Melmotte's money. He did in fact lose much more than the +£200; but when he found his ready money going from him he issued +paper. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII - PAUL MONTAGUE'S TROUBLES + + +Paul Montague had other troubles on his mind beyond this trouble of +the Mexican Railway. It was now more than a fortnight since he had +taken Mrs Hurtle to the play, and she was still living in lodgings at +Islington. He had seen her twice, once on the following day, when he +was allowed to come and go without any special reference to their +engagement, and again, three or four days afterwards, when the meeting +was by no means so pleasant. She had wept, and after weeping had +stormed. She had stood upon what she called her rights, and had dared +him to be false to her. Did he mean to deny that he had promised to +marry her? Was not his conduct to her, ever since she had now been in +London, a repetition of that promise? And then again she became soft, +and pleaded with him. But for the storm he might have given way. At +the moment he had felt that any fate in life would be better than a +marriage on compulsion. Her tears and her pleadings, nevertheless, +touched him very nearly. He had promised her most distinctly. He had +loved her and had won her love. And she was lovely. The very violence +of the storm made the sunshine more sweet. She would sit down on a +stool at his feet, and it was impossible to drive her away from him. +She would look up in his face and he could not but embrace her. Then +there had come a passionate flood of tears and she was in his arms. +How he had escaped he hardly knew, but he did know that he had +promised to be with her again before two days should have passed. + +On the day named he wrote to her a letter excusing himself, which was +at any rate true in words. He had been summoned, he said, to Liverpool +on business, and must postpone seeing her till his return. And he +explained that the business on which he was called was connected with +the great American railway, and, being important, demanded his +attention. In words this was true. He had been corresponding with a +gentleman at Liverpool with whom he had become acquainted on his +return home after having involuntarily become a partner in the house +of Fisker, Montague, and Montague. This man he trusted and had +consulted, and the gentleman, Mr Ramsbottom by name, had suggested +that he should come to him at Liverpool. He had gone, and his conduct +at the Board had been the result of the advice which he had received; +but it may be doubted whether some dread of the coming interview with +Mrs Hurtle had not added strength to Mr Ramsbottom's invitation. + +In Liverpool he had heard tidings of Mrs Hurtle, though it can hardly +be said that he obtained any trustworthy information. The lady after +landing from an American steamer had been at Mr Ramsbottom's office, +inquiring for him, Paul; and Mr Ramsbottom had thought that the +inquiries were made in a manner indicating danger. He therefore had +spoken to a fellow-traveller with Mrs Hurtle, and the fellow-traveller +had opined that Mrs Hurtle was 'a queer card.' 'On board ship we all +gave it up to her that she was about the handsomest woman we had ever +seen, but we all said that there was a bit of the wild cat in her +breeding.' Then Mr Ramsbottom had asked whether the lady was a widow. +'There was a man on board from Kansas,' said the fellow-traveller, +'who knew a man named Hurtle at Leavenworth, who was separated from +his wife and is still alive. There was, according to him, a queer +story about the man and his wife having fought a duel with pistols, +and then having separated.' This Mr Ramsbottom, who in an earlier +stage of the affair had heard something of Paul and Mrs Hurtle +together, managed to communicate to the young man. His advice about +the railway company was very clear and general, and such as an honest +man would certainly give; but it might have been conveyed by letter. +The information, such as it was, respecting Mrs Hurtle, could only be +given vivâ voce, and perhaps the invitation to Liverpool had +originated in Mr Ramsbottom's appreciation of this fact. 'As she was +asking after you here, perhaps it is well that you should know,' his +friend said to him. Paul had only thanked him, not daring on the spur +of the moment to speak of his own difficulties. + +In all this there had been increased dismay, but there had also been +some comfort. It had only been at moments in which he had been subject +to her softer influences that Paul had doubted as to his adherence to +the letter which he had written to her, breaking off his engagement. +When she told him of her wrongs and of her love; of his promise and +his former devotion to her; when she assured him that she had given up +everything in life for him, and threw her arms round him, looking into +his eyes;--then he would almost yield. But when, what the traveller +called the breeding of the wild cat, showed itself;--and when, having +escaped from her, he thought of Hetta Carbury and of her breeding,--he +was fully determined that, let his fate be what it might, it should +not be that of being the husband of Mrs Hurtle. That he was in a mass +of troubles from which it would be very difficult for him to extricate +himself he was well aware;--but if it were true that Mr Hurtle was +alive, that fact might help him. She certainly had declared him to be,-- +not separated, or even divorced,--but dead. And if it were true also +that she had fought a duel with one husband, that also ought to be a +reason why a gentleman should object to become her second husband. +These facts would at any rate justify himself to himself, and would +enable himself to break from his engagement without thinking himself +to be a false traitor. + +But he must make up his mind as to some line of conduct. She must be +made to know the truth. If he meant to reject the lady finally on the +score of her being a wild cat, he must tell her so. He felt very +strongly that he must not flinch from the wild cat's claws. That he +would have to undergo some severe handling, an amount of clawing which +might perhaps go near his life, he could perceive. Having done what he +had done he would have no right to shrink from such usage. He must +tell her to her face that he was not satisfied with her past life, and +that therefore he would not marry her. Of course he might write to +her;--but when summoned to her presence he would be unable to excuse +himself, even to himself, for not going. It was his misfortune,--and +also his fault,--that he had submitted to be loved by a wild cat. + +But it might be well that before he saw her he should get hold of +information that might have the appearance of real evidence. He +returned from Liverpool to London on the morning of the Friday on +which the Board was held, and thought even more of all this than he +did of the attack which he was prepared to make on Mr Melmotte. If he +could come across that traveller he might learn something. The +husband's name had been Caradoc Carson Hurtle. If Caradoc Carson +Hurtle had been seen in the State of Kansas within the last two years, +that certainly would be sufficient evidence. As to the duel he felt +that it might be very hard to prove that, and that if proved, it might +be hard to found upon the fact any absolute right on his part to +withdraw from the engagement. But there was a rumour also, though not +corroborated during his last visit to Liverpool, that she had shot a +gentleman in Oregon. Could he get at the truth of that story? If they +were all true, surely he could justify himself to himself. + +But this detective's work was very distasteful to him. After having +had the woman in his arms how could he undertake such inquiries as +these? And it would be almost necessary that he should take her in his +arms again while he was making them,--unless indeed he made them with +her knowledge. Was it not his duty, as a man, to tell everything to +herself? To speak to her thus:--'I am told that your life with your last +husband was, to say the least of it, eccentric; that you even fought a +duel with him. I could not marry a woman who had fought a duel,-- +certainly not a woman who had fought with her own husband. I am told +also that you shot another gentleman in Oregon. It may well be that +the gentleman deserved to be shot; but there is something in the deed +so repulsive to me,--no doubt irrationally,--that, on that score also, I +must decline to marry you. I am told also that Mr Hurtle has been seen +alive quite lately. I had understood from you that he is dead. No +doubt you may have been deceived. But as I should not have engaged +myself to you had I known the truth, so now I consider myself +justified in absolving myself from an engagement which was based on a +misconception.' It would no doubt be difficult to get through all +these details; but it might be accomplished gradually,--unless in the +process of doing so he should incur the fate of the gentleman in +Oregon. At any rate he would declare to her as well as he could the +ground on which he claimed a right to consider himself free, and would +bear the consequences. Such was the resolve which he made on his +journey up from Liverpool, and that trouble was also on his mind when +he rose up to attack Mr Melmotte single-handed at the Board. + +When the Board was over, he also went down to the Beargarden. Perhaps, +with reference to the Board, the feeling which hurt him most was the +conviction that he was spending money which he would never have had to +spend had there been no Board. He had been twitted with this at the +Board-meeting, and had justified himself by referring to the money +which had been invested in the company of Fisker, Montague, and +Montague, which money was now supposed to have been made over to the +railway. But the money which he was spending had come to him after a +loose fashion, and he knew that if called upon for an account, he +could hardly make out one which would be square and intelligible to +all parties. Nevertheless he spent much of his time at the +Beargarden, dining there when no engagement carried him elsewhere. On +this evening he joined his table with Nidderdale's, at the young +lord's instigation. 'What made you so savage at old Melmotte to-day?' +said the young lord. + +'I didn't mean to be savage, but I think that as we call ourselves +Directors we ought to know something about it.' + +'I suppose we ought. I don't know, you know. I'll tell you what I've +been thinking. I can't make out why the mischief they made me a +Director.' + +'Because you're a lord,' said Paul bluntly. + +'I suppose there's something in that. But what good can I do them? +Nobody thinks that I know anything about business. Of course I'm in +Parliament, but I don't often go there unless they want me to vote. +Everybody knows that I'm hard up. I can't understand it. The Governor +said that I was to do it, and so I've done it.' + +'They say, you know,--there's something between you and Melmotte's +daughter.' + +'But if there is, what has that to do with a railway in the city? And +why should Carbury be there? And, heaven and earth, why should old +Grendall be a Director? I'm impecunious; but if you were to pink out +the two most hopeless men in London in regard to money, they would be +old Grendall and young Carbury. I've been thinking a good deal about +it, and I can't make it out.' + +'I have been thinking about it too,' said Paul. + +'I suppose old Melmotte is all right?' asked Nidderdale. This was a +question which Montague found it difficult to answer. How could he be +justified in whispering suspicions to the man who was known to be at +any rate one of the competitors for Marie Melmotte's hand? 'You can +speak out to me, you know,' said Nidderdale, nodding his head. + +'I've got nothing to speak. People say that he is about the richest +man alive.' + +'He lives as though he were.' + +'I don't see why it shouldn't be all true. Nobody, I take it, knows +very much about him.' + +When his companion had left him, Nidderdale sat down, thinking of it +all. It occurred to him that he would 'be coming a cropper rather,' +were he to marry Melmotte's daughter for her money, and then find that +she had got none. + +A little later in the evening he invited Montague to go up to the +card-room. 'Carbury, and Grasslough, and Dolly Longestaffe are there +waiting,' he said. But Paul declined. He was too full of his troubles +for play. 'Poor Miles isn't there, if you're afraid of that,' said +Nidderdale. + +'Miles Grendall wouldn't hinder me,' said Montague. + +'Nor me either. Of course it's a confounded shame. I know that as well +as anybody. But, God bless me, I owe a fellow down in Leicestershire +heaven knows how much for keeping horses, and that's a shame.' + +'You'll pay him some day.' + +'I suppose I shall,--if I don't die first. But I should have gone on +with the horses just the same if there had never been anything to +come;--only they wouldn't have given me tick, you know. As far as I'm +concerned it's just the same. I like to live whether I've got money or +not. And I fear I don't have many scruples about paying. But then I +like to let live too. There's Carbury always saying nasty things about +poor Miles. He's playing himself without a rap to back him. If he were +to lose, Vossner wouldn't stand him a £10 note. But because he has +won, he goes on as though he were old Melmotte himself. You'd better +come up.' + +But Montague wouldn't go up. Without any fixed purpose he left the +club, and slowly sauntered northwards through the streets till he +found himself in Welbeck Street. He hardly knew why he went there, and +certainly had not determined to call on Lady Carbury when he left the +Beargarden. His mind was full of Mrs Hurtle. As long as she was +present in London,--as long at any rate as he was unable to tell himself +that he had finally broken away from her,--he knew himself to be an +unfit companion for Henrietta Carbury. And, indeed, he was still under +some promise made to Roger Carbury, not that he would avoid Hetta's +company, but that for a certain period, as yet unexpired, he would not +ask her to be his wife. It had been a foolish promise, made and then +repented without much attention to words;--but still it was existing, +and Paul knew well that Roger trusted that it would be kept. +Nevertheless Paul made his way up to Welbeck Street and almost +unconsciously knocked at the door. No;--Lady Carbury was not at home. +She was out somewhere with Mr Roger Carbury. Up to that moment Paul +had not heard that Roger was in town; but the reader may remember that +he had come up in search of Ruby Ruggles. Miss Carbury was at home, +the page went on to say. Would Mr Montague go up and see Miss Carbury? +Without much consideration Mr Montague said that he would go up and +see Miss Carbury. 'Mamma is out with Roger,' said Hetta, endeavouring +to save herself from confusion. 'There is a soirée of learned people +somewhere, and she made poor Roger take her. The ticket was only for +her and her friend, and therefore I could not go.' + +'I am so glad to see you. What an age it is since we met.' + +'Hardly since the Melmottes' ball,' said Hetta. + +'Hardly indeed. I have been here once since that. What has brought +Roger up to town?' + +'I don't know what it is. Some mystery, I think. Whenever there is a +mystery I am always afraid that there is something wrong about Felix. +I do get so unhappy about Felix, Mr Montague.' + +'I saw him to-day in the city, at the Railway Board.' + +'But Roger says the Railway Board is all a sham,'--Paul could not keep +himself from blushing as he heard this,--'and that Felix should not be +there. And then there is something going on about that horrid man's +daughter.' + +'She is to marry Lord Nidderdale, I think.' + +'Is she? They are talking of her marrying Felix, and of course it is +for her money. And I believe that man is determined to quarrel with +them.' + +'What man, Miss Carbury?' + +'Mr Melmotte himself. It's all horrid from beginning to end.' + +'But I saw them in the city to-day and they seemed to b the greatest +friends. When I wanted to see Mr Melmotte he bolted himself into an +inner room, but he took your brother with him. He would not have done +that if they had not been friends. When I saw it I almost thought that +he had consented to the marriage.' + +'Roger has the greatest dislike to Mr Melmotte.' + +'I know he has,' said Paul. + +'And Roger is always right. It is always safe to trust him. Don't you +think so, Mr Montague?' Paul did think so, and was by no means +disposed to deny to his rival the praise which rightly belonged to +him; but still he found the subject difficult. 'Of course I will never +go against mamma,' continued Hetta, 'but I always feel that my cousin +Roger is a rock of strength, so that if one did whatever he said one +would never get wrong. I never found any one else that I thought that +of, but I do think it of him.' + +'No one has more reason to praise him than I have.' + +'I think everybody has reason to praise him that has to do with him. +And I'll tell you why I think it is. Whenever he thinks anything he +says it;--or, at least, he never says anything that he doesn't think. If +he spent a thousand pounds, everybody would know that he'd got it to +spend; but other people are not like that.' + +'You're thinking of Melmotte.' + +'I'm thinking of everybody, Mr Montague;--of everybody except Roger.' + +'Is he the only man you can trust? But it is abominable to me to seem +even to contradict you. Roger Carbury has been to me the best friend +that any man ever had. I think as much of him as you do.' + +'I didn't say he was the only person;--or I didn't mean to say so. But +all my friends--' + +'Am I among the number, Miss Carbury?' + +'Yes;--I suppose so. Of course you are. Why not? Of course you are a +friend,--because you are his friend.' + +'Look here, Hetta,' he said. 'It is no good going on like this. I love +Roger Carbury,--as well as one man can love another. He is all that you +say,--and more. You hardly know how he denies himself, and how he thinks +of everybody near him. He is a gentleman all round and every inch. He +never lies. He never takes what is not his own. I believe he does love +his neighbour as himself.' + +'Oh, Mr Montague! I am so glad to hear you speak of him like that.' + +'I love him better than any man,--as well as a man can love a man. If +you will say that you love him as well as a woman can love a man,--I +will leave England at once, and never return to it.' + +'There's mamma,' said Henrietta;--for at that moment there was a double +knock at the door. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX - 'I DO LOVE HIM' + + +So it was. Lady Carbury had returned home from the soirée of learned +people, and had brought Roger Carbury with her. They both came up to +the drawing-room and found Paul and Henrietta together. It need hardly +be said that they were both surprised. Roger supposed that Montague +was still at Liverpool, and, knowing that he was not a frequent +visitor in Welbeck Street, could hardly avoid a feeling that a meeting +between the two had now been planned in the mother's absence. The +reader knows that it was not so. Roger certainly was a man not liable +to suspicion, but the circumstances in this case were suspicious. +There would have been nothing to suspect,--no reason why Paul should not +have been there,--but from the promise which had been given. There was, +indeed, no breach of that promise proved by Paul's presence in Welbeck +Street; but Roger felt rather than thought that the two could hardly +have spent the evening together without such breach. Whether Paul had +broken the promise by what he had already said the reader must be left +to decide. + +Lady Carbury was the first to speak. 'This is quite an unexpected +pleasure, Mr Montague.' Whether Roger suspected anything or not, she +did. The moment she saw Paul the idea occurred to her that the meeting +between Hetta and him had been preconcerted. + +'Yes,' he said making a lame excuse, where no excuse should have been +made,--'I had nothing to do, and was lonely, and thought that I would +come up and see you.' Lady Carbury disbelieved him altogether, but +Roger felt assured that his coming in Lady Carbury's absence had been +an accident. The man had said so, and that was enough. + +'I thought you were at Liverpool,' said Roger. + +'I came back to-day,--to be present at that Board in the city. I have had +a good deal to trouble me. I will tell you all about it just now. What +has brought you to London?' + +'A little business,' said Roger. + +Then there was an awkward silence. Lady Carbury was angry, and hardly +knew whether she ought not to show her anger. For Henrietta it was +very awkward. She, too, could not but feel that she had been caught, +though no innocence could be whiter than hers. She knew well her +mother's mind, and the way in which her mother's thoughts would run. +Silence was frightful to her, and she found herself forced to speak. +'Have you had a pleasant evening, mamma?' + +'Have you had a pleasant evening, my dear?' said Lady Carbury, +forgetting herself in her desire to punish her daughter. + +'Indeed, no,' said Hetta, attempting to laugh, 'I have been trying to +work hard at Dante, but one never does any good when one has to try to +work. I was just going to bed when Mr Montague came in. What did you +think of the wise men and the wise women, Roger?' + +'I was out of my element, of course; but I think your mother liked +it.' + +'I was very glad indeed to meet Dr Palmoil. It seems that if we can +only open the interior of Africa a little further, we can get +everything that is wanted to complete the chemical combination +necessary for feeding the human race. Isn't that a grand idea, Roger?' + +'A little more elbow grease is the combination that I look to.' + +'Surely, Roger, if the Bible is to go for anything, we are to believe +that labour is a curse and not a blessing. Adam was not born to +labour.' + +'But he fell; and I doubt whether Dr Palmoil will be able to put his +descendants back into Eden.' + +'Roger, for a religious man, you do say the strangest things! I have +quite made up my mind to this;--if ever I can see things so settled here +as to enable me to move, I will visit the interior of Africa. It is +the garden of the world.' + +This scrap of enthusiasm so carried them through their immediate +difficulties that the two men were able to take their leave and to get +out of the room with fair comfort. As soon as the door was closed +behind them Lady Carbury attacked her daughter. 'What brought him +here?' + +'He brought himself, mamma.' + +'Don't answer me in that way, Hetta. Of course he brought himself. +That is insolent.' + +'Insolent, mamma! How can you say such hard words? I meant that he +came of his own accord.' + +'How long was he here?' + +'Two minutes before you came in. Why do you cross-question me like +this? I could not help his coming. I did not desire that he might be +shown up.' + +'You did not know that he was to come?' + +'Mamma, if I am to be suspected, all is over between us.' + +'What do you mean by that?' + +'If you can think that I would deceive you, you will think so always. +If you will not trust me, how am I to live with you as though you did? +I knew nothing of his coming.' + +'Tell me this, Hetta; are you engaged to marry him?' + +'No;--I am not.' + +'Has he asked you to marry him?' + +Hetta paused a moment, considering, before she answered this question. +'I do not think he ever has.' + +'You do not think?' + +'I was going on to explain. He never has asked me. But he has said +that which makes me know that he wishes me to be his wife.' + +'What has he said? When did he say it?' + +Again she paused. But again she answered with straightforward +simplicity. 'Just before you came in, he said--; I don't know what he +said; but it meant that.' + +'You told me he had been here but a minute.' + +'It was but very little more. If you take me at my word in that way, +of course you can make me out to be wrong, mamma. It was almost no +time, and yet he said it.' + +'He had come prepared to say it.' + +'How could he,--expecting to find you?' + +'Psha! He expected nothing of the kind.' + +'I think you do him wrong, mamma. I am sure you are doing me wrong. I +think his coming was an accident, and that what he said was--an +accident.' + +'An accident!' + +'It was not intended,--not then, mamma. I have known it ever so long;-- +and so have you. It was natural that he should say so when we were alone +together.' + +'And you;--what did you say?' + +'Nothing. You came.' + +'I am sorry that my coming should have been so inopportune. But I must +ask one other question, Hetta. What do you intend to say?' Hetta was +again silent, and now for a longer space. She put her hand up to her +brow and pushed back her hair as she thought whether her mother had a +right to continue this cross-examination. She had told her mother +everything as it had happened. She had kept back no deed done, no word +spoken, either now or at any time. But she was not sure that her +mother had a right to know her thoughts, feeling as she did that she +had so little sympathy from her mother. 'How do you intend to answer +him?' demanded Lady Carbury. + +'I do not know that he will ask again.' + +'That is prevaricating.' + +'No, mamma;--I do not prevaricate. It is unfair to say that to me. I do +love him. There. I think it ought to have been enough for you to know +that I should never give him encouragement without telling you about +it. I do love him, and I shall never love any one else.' + +'He is a ruined man. Your cousin says that all this Company in which +he is involved will go to pieces.' + +Hetta was too clever to allow this argument to pass. She did not doubt +that Roger had so spoken of the Railway to her mother, but she did +doubt that her mother had believed the story. 'If so,' said she, 'Mr +Melmotte will be a ruined man too, and yet you want Felix to marry +Marie Melmotte.' + +'It makes me ill to hear you talk,--as if you understood these things. +And you think you will marry this man because he is to make a fortune +out of the Railway!' Lady Carbury was able to speak with an extremity +of scorn in reference to the assumed pursuit by one of her children of +an advantageous position which she was doing all in her power to +recommend to the other child. + +'I have not thought of his fortune. I have not thought of marrying +him, mamma. I think you are very cruel to me. You say things so hard, +that I cannot bear them.' + +'Why will you not marry your cousin?' + +'I am not good enough for him.' + +'Nonsense!' + +'Very well; you say so. But that is what I think. He is so much above +me, that, though I do love him, I cannot think of him in that way. And +I have told you that I do love some one else. I have no secret from +you now. Good night, mamma,' she said, coming up to her mother and +kissing her. 'Do be kind to me; and pray,--pray,--do believe me.' Lady +Carbury then allowed herself to be kissed, and allowed her daughter to +leave the room. + +There was a great deal said that night between Roger Carbury and Paul +Montague before they parted. As they walked together to Roger's hotel +he said not a word as to Paul's presence in Welbeck Street. Paul had +declared his visit in Lady Carbury's absence to have been accidental,-- +and therefore there was nothing more to be said. Montague then asked +as to the cause of Carbury's journey to London. 'I do not wish it to +be talked of,' said Roger after a pause,--'and of course I could not +speak of it before Hetta. A girl has gone away from our neighbourhood. +You remember old Ruggles?' + +'You do not mean that Ruby has levanted? She was to have married John +Crumb.' + +'Just so,--but she has gone off, leaving John Crumb in an unhappy frame +of mind. John Crumb is an honest man and almost too good for her.' + +'Ruby is very pretty. Has she gone with any one?' + +'No;--she went alone. But the horror of it is this. They think down +there that Felix has,--well, made love to her, and that she has been +taken to London by him.' + +'That would be very bad.' + +'He certainly has known her. Though he lied, as he always lies, when I +first spoke to him, I brought him to admit that he and she had been +friends down in Suffolk. Of course we know what such friendship means. +But I do not think that she came to London at his instance. Of course +he would lie about that. He would lie about anything. If his horse +cost him a hundred pounds, he would tell one man that he gave fifty, +and another two hundred. But he has not lived long enough yet to be +able to lie and tell the truth with the same eye. When he is as old as +I am he'll be perfect.' + +'He knows nothing about her coming to town?' + +'He did not when I first asked him. I am not sure, but I fancy that I +was too quick after her. She started last Saturday morning. I followed +on the Sunday, and made him out at his club. I think that he knew +nothing then of her being in town. He is very clever if he did. Since +that he has avoided me. I caught him once but only for half a minute, +and then he swore that he had not seen her.' + +'You still believed him?' + +'No;--he did it very well, but I knew that he was prepared for me. I +cannot say how it may have been. To make matters worse old Ruggles has +now quarrelled with Crumb, and is no longer anxious to get back his +granddaughter. He was frightened at first; but that has gone off, and +he is now reconciled to the loss of the girl and the saving of his +money.' + +After that Paul told all his own story,--the double story, both in +regard to Melmotte and to Mrs Hurtle. As regarded the Railway, Roger +could only tell him to follow explicitly the advice of his Liverpool +friend. 'I never believed in the thing, you know.' + +'Nor did I. But what could I do?' + +'I'm not going to blame you. Indeed, knowing you as I do, feeling sure +that you intend to be honest, I would not for a moment insist on my +own opinion, if it did not seem that Mr Ramsbottom thinks as I do. In +such a matter, when a man does not see his own way clearly, it behoves +him to be able to show that he has followed the advice of some man +whom the world esteems and recognizes. You have to bind your character +to another man's character; and that other man's character, if it be +good, will carry you through. From what I hear Mr Ramsbottom's +character is sufficiently good;--but then you must do exactly what he +tells you.' + +But the Railway business, though it comprised all that Montague had in +the world, was not the heaviest of his troubles. What was he to do +about Mrs Hurtle? He had now, for the first time, to tell his friend +that Mrs Hurtle had come to London and that he had been with her three +or four times. There was this great difficulty in the matter, too,--that +it was very hard to speak of his engagement with Mrs Hurtle without in +some sort alluding to his love for Henrietta Carbury. Roger knew of +both loves;--had been very urgent with his friend to abandon the widow, +and at any rate equally urgent with him to give up the other passion. +Were he to marry the widow, all danger on the other side would be at +an end. And yet, in discussing the question of Mrs Hurtle, he was to +do so as though there were no such person existing as Henrietta +Carbury. The discussion did take place exactly as though there were no +such person as Henrietta Carbury. Paul told it all,--the rumoured duel, +the rumoured murder, and the rumour of the existing husband. + +'It may be necessary that you should go out to Kansas and to Oregon,' +said Roger. + +'But even if the rumours be untrue I will not marry her,' said Paul. +Roger shrugged his shoulders. He was doubtless thinking of Hetta +Carbury, but he said nothing. 'And what would she do, remaining here?' +continued Paul. Roger admitted that it would be awkward. 'I am +determined that under no circumstances will I marry her. I know I have +been a fool. I know I have been wrong. But of course, if there be a +fair cause for my broken word, I will use it if I can.' + +'You will get out of it, honestly if you can; but you will get out of +it honestly or--any other way.' + +'Did you not advise me to get out of it, Roger;--before we knew as much +as we do now?' + +'I did,--and I do. If you make a bargain with the Devil, it may be +dishonest to cheat him,--and yet I would have you cheat him if you +could. As to this woman, I do believe she has deceived you. If I were +you, nothing should induce me to marry her;--not though her claws were +strong enough to tear me utterly in pieces. I'll tell you what I'll +do. I'll go and see her if you like it.' + +But Paul would not submit to this. He felt he was bound himself to +incur the risk of those claws, and that no substitute could take his +place. They sat long into the night, and it was at last resolved +between them that on the next morning Paul should go to Islington, +should tell Mrs Hurtle all the stories which he had heard, and should +end by declaring his resolution that under no circumstances would he +marry her. They both felt how improbable it was that he should ever be +allowed to get to the end of such a story,--how almost certain it was +that the breeding of the wild cat would show itself before that time +should come. But, still, that was the course to be pursued as far as +circumstances would admit; and Paul was at any rate to declare, claws +or no claws, husband or no husband,--whether the duel or the murder was +admitted or denied,--that he would never make Mrs Hurtle his wife. 'I +wish it were over, old fellow,' said Roger. + +'So do I,' said Paul, as he took his leave. + +He went to bed like a man condemned to die on the next morning, and he +awoke in the same condition. He had slept well, but as he shook from +him his happy dream, the wretched reality at once overwhelmed him. But +the man who is to be hung has no choice. He cannot, when he wakes, +declare that he has changed his mind, and postpone the hour. It was +quite open to Paul Montague to give himself such instant relief. He +put his hand up to his brow, and almost made himself believe that his +head was aching. This was Saturday. Would it not be as well that he +should think of it further, and put off his execution till Monday? +Monday was so far distant that he felt that he could go to Islington +quite comfortably on Monday. Was there not some hitherto forgotten +point which it would be well that he should discuss with his friend +Roger before he saw the lady? Should he not rush down to Liverpool, +and ask a few more questions of Mr Ramsbottom? Why should he go forth +to execution, seeing that the matter was in his own hands? + +At last he jumped out of bed and into his tub, and dressed himself as +quickly as he could. He worked himself up into a fit of fortitude, and +resolved that the thing should be done before the fit was over. He ate +his breakfast about nine, and then asked himself whether he might not +be too early were he to go at once to Islington. But he remembered +that she was always early. In every respect she was an energetic +woman, using her time for some purpose, either good or bad, not +sleeping it away in bed. If one has to be hung on a given day, would +it not be well to be hung as soon after waking as possible? I can +fancy that the hangman would hardly come early enough. And if one had +to be hung in a given week, would not one wish to be hung on the first +day of the week, even at the risk of breaking one's last Sabbath day +in this world? Whatever be the misery to be endured, get it over. The +horror of every agony is in its anticipation. Paul had realized +something of this when he threw himself into a Hansom cab, and ordered +the man to drive to Islington. + +How quick that cab went! Nothing ever goes so quick as a Hansom cab +when a man starts for a dinner-party a little too early;--nothing so +slow when he starts too late. Of all cabs this, surely, was the +quickest. Paul was lodging in Suffolk Street, close to Pall Mall-- +whence the way to Islington, across Oxford Street, across Tottenham +Court Road, across numerous squares north-east of the Museum, seems to +be long. The end of Goswell Road is the outside of the world in that +direction, and Islington is beyond the end of Goswell Road. And yet +that Hansom cab was there before Paul Montague had been able to +arrange the words with which he would begin the interview. He had +given the Street and the number of the street. It was not till after +he had started that it occurred to him that it might be well that he +should get out at the end of the street, and walk to the house,--so that +he might, as it were, fetch breath before the interview was commenced. +But the cabman dashed up to the door in a manner purposely devised to +make every inmate of the house aware that a cab had just arrived +before it. There was a little garden before the house. We all know the +garden;--twenty-four feet long, by twelve broad;--and an iron-grated +door, with the landlady's name on a brass plate. Paul, when he had +paid the cabman,--giving the man half-a-crown, and asking for no change +in his agony,--pushed in the iron gate and walked very quickly up to the +door, rang rather furiously, and before the door was well opened asked +for Mrs Hurtle. + +'Mrs Hurtle is out for the day,' said the girl who opened the door. +'Leastways, she went out yesterday and won't be back till to-night.' +Providence had sent him a reprieve! But he almost forgot the reprieve, +as he looked at the girl and saw that she was Ruby Ruggles. 'Oh laws, +Mr Montague, is that you?' Ruby Ruggles had often seen Paul down in +Suffolk, and recognized him as quickly as he did her. It occurred to +her at once that he had come in search of herself. She knew that Roger +Carbury was up in town looking for her. So much she had of course +learned from Sir Felix,--for at this time she had seen the baronet more +than once since her arrival. Montague, she knew, was Roger Carbury's +intimate friend, and now she felt that she was caught. In her terror +she did not at first remember that the visitor had asked for Mrs +Hurtle. + +'Yes, it is I. I was sorry to hear, Miss Ruggles, that you had left +your home.' + +'I'm all right, Mr Montague;--I am. Mrs Pipkin is my aunt, or, +leastways, my mother's brother's widow, though grandfather never would +speak to her. She's quite respectable, and has five children, and lets +lodgings. There's a lady here now, and has gone away with her just for +one night down to Southend. They'll be back this evening, and I've the +children to mind, with the servant girl. I'm quite respectable here, +Mr Montague, and nobody need be a bit afraid about me.' + +'Mrs Hurtle has gone down to Southend?' + +'Yes, Mr Montague; she wasn't quite well, and wanted a breath of air, +she said. And aunt didn't like she should go alone, as Mrs Hurtle is +such a stranger. And Mrs Hurtle said as she didn't mind paying for +two, and so they've gone, and the baby with them. Mrs Pipkin said as +the baby shouldn't be no trouble. And Mrs Hurtle,--she's most as fond of +the baby as aunt. Do you know Mrs Hurtle, sir?' + +'Yes; she's a friend of mine.' + +'Oh; I didn't know. I did know as there was some friend as was +expected and as didn't come. Be I to say, sir, as you was here?' + +Paul thought it might be as well to shift the subject and to ask Ruby +a few questions about herself while he made up his mind what message +he would leave for Mrs Hurtle. 'I'm afraid they are very unhappy about +you down at Bungay, Miss Ruggles.' + +'Then they've got to be unhappy; that's all about it, Mr Montague. +Grandfather is that provoking as a young woman can't live with him, +nor yet I won't try never again. He lugged me all about the room by my +hair, Mr Montague. How is a young woman to put up with that? And I did +everything for him,--that careful that no one won't do it again;--did +his linen, and his victuals, and even cleaned his boots of a Sunday, +'cause he was that mean he wouldn't have anybody about the place only +me and the girl who had to milk the cows. There wasn't nobody to do +anything, only me. And then he went to drag me about by the hairs of +my head. You won't see me again at Sheep's Acre, Mr Montague;--nor yet +won't the Squire.' + +'But I thought there was somebody else was to give you a home.' + +'John Crumb! Oh yes, there's John Crumb. There's plenty of people to +give me a home, Mr Montague.' + +'You were to have been married to John Crumb, I thought.' + +'Ladies is to change their minds if they like it, Mr Montague. I'm +sure you've heard that before. Grandfather made me say I'd have him,-- +but I never cared that for him.' + +'I'm afraid, Miss Ruggles, you won't find a better man up here in +London.' + +'I didn't come here to look for a man, Mr Montague; I can tell you +that. They has to look at me, if they want me. But I am looked after; +and that by one as John Crumb ain't fit to touch.' That told the whole +story. Paul when he heard the little boast was quite sure that Roger's +fear about Felix was well founded. And as for John Crumb's fitness to +touch Sir Felix, Paul felt that the Bungay mealman might have an +opinion of his own on that matter. 'But there's Betsy a-crying +upstairs, and I promised not to leave them children for one minute.' + +'I will tell the Squire that I saw you, Miss Ruggles.' + +'What does the Squire want o' me? I ain't nothing to the Squire,-- +except that I respects him. You can tell if you please, Mr Montague, +of course. I'm a coming, my darling.' + +Paul made his way into Mrs Hurtle's sitting-room and wrote a note for +her in pencil. He had come, he said, immediately on his return from +Liverpool, and was sorry to find that she was away for the day. When +should he call again? If she would make an appointment he would attend +to it. He felt as he wrote this that he might very safely have himself +made an appointment for the morrow; but he cheated himself into half +believing that the suggestion he now made was the more gracious and +civil. At any rate it would certainly give him another day. Mrs Hurtle +would not return till late in the evening, and as the following day +was Sunday there would be no delivery by post. When the note was +finished he left it on the table, and called to Ruby to tell her that +he was going. 'Mr Montague,' she said in a confidential whisper, as +she tripped clown the stairs, 'I don't see why you need be saying +anything about me, you know.' + +'Mr Carbury is up in town looking after you.' + +'What am I to Mr Carbury?' + +'Your grandfather is very anxious about you.' + +'Not a bit of it, Mr Montague. Grandfather knows very well where I am. +There! Grandfather doesn't want me back, and I ain't a going. Why +should the Squire bother himself about me? I don't bother myself about +him.' + +'He's afraid, Miss Ruggles, that you are trusting yourself to a young +man who is not trustworthy.' + +'I can mind myself very well, Mr Montague.' + +'Tell me this. Have you seen Sir Felix Carbury since you've been in +town?' Ruby, whose blushes came very easily, now flushed up to her +forehead. 'You may be sure that he means no good to you. What can come +of an intimacy between you and such a one as he?' + +'I don't see why I shouldn't have my friend, Mr Montague, as well as +you. Howsomever, if you'll not tell, I'll be ever so much obliged.' + +'But I must tell Mr Carbury.' + +'Then I ain't obliged to you one bit,' said Ruby, shutting the door. + +Paul as he walked away could not help thinking of the justice of +Ruby's reproach to him. What business had he to take upon himself to +be a Mentor to any one in regard to an affair of love;--he, who had +engaged himself to marry Mrs Hurtle, and who the evening before had +for the first time declared his love to Hetta Carbury? + +In regard to Mrs Hurtle he had got a reprieve, as he thought, for two +days;--but it did not make him happy or even comfortable. As he walked +back to his lodgings he knew it would have been better for him to have +had the interview over. But, at any rate, he could now think of Hetta +Carbury, and the words he had spoken to her. Had he heard that +declaration which she had made to her mother, he would have been able +for the hour to have forgotten Mrs Hurtle. + + + + +CHAPTER XL - 'UNANIMITY IS THE VERY SOUL OF THESE THINGS' + + +That evening Montague was surprised to receive at the Beargarden a +note from Mr Melmotte, which had been brought thither by a messenger +from the city,--who had expected to have an immediate answer, as though +Montague lived at the club. + +'DEAR SIR,' said the letter, + + If not inconvenient would you call on me in Grosvenor Square + to-morrow, Sunday, at half past eleven. If you are going to + church, perhaps you will make an appointment in the afternoon; + if not, the morning will suit best. I want to have a few words + with you in private about the Company. My messenger will wait + for answer if you are at the club. + + Yours truly, + + AUGUSTUS MELMOTTE. + + PAUL MONTAGUE, Esq., + The Beargarden. + + +Paul immediately wrote to say that he would call at Grosvenor Square +at the hour appointed,--abandoning any intentions which he might have +had in reference to Sunday morning service. But this was not the only +letter he received that evening. On his return to his lodgings, he +found a note, containing only one line, which Mrs Hurtle had found the +means of sending to him after her return from Southend. 'I am sorry to +have been away. I will expect you all to-morrow. W. H.' The period of +the reprieve was thus curtailed to less than a day. + +On the Sunday morning he breakfasted late and then walked up to +Grosvenor Square, much pondering what the great man could have to say +to him. The great man had declared himself very plainly in the +Board-room,--especially plainly after the Board had risen. Paul had +understood that war was declared, and had understood also that he was +to fight the battle single-handed, knowing nothing of such strategy as +would be required, while his antagonist was a great master of +financial tactics. He was prepared to go to the wall in reference to +his money, only hoping that in doing so he might save his character +and keep the reputation of an honest man. He was quite resolved to be +guided altogether by Mr Ramsbottom, and intended to ask Mr Ramsbottom +to draw up for him such a statement as would be fitting for him to +publish. But it was manifest now that Mr Melmotte would make some +proposition, and it was impossible that he should have Mr Ramsbottom +at his elbow to help him. + +He had been in Melmotte's house on the night of the ball, but had +contented himself after that with leaving a card. He had heard much of +the splendour of the place, but remembered simply the crush and the +crowd, and that he had danced there more than once or twice with Hetta +Carbury. When he was shown into the hail he was astonished to find +that it was not only stripped, but was full of planks, and ladders, +and trussels, and mortar. The preparations for the great dinner had +been already commenced. Through all this he made his way to the +stairs, and was taken up to a small room on the second floor, where +the servant told him that Mr Melmotte would come to him. Here he +waited a quarter of an hour looking out into the yard at the back. +There was not a book in the room, or even a picture with which he +could amuse himself. He was beginning to think whether his own +personal dignity would not be best consulted by taking his departure, +when Melmotte himself, with slippers on his feet and enveloped in a +magnificent dressing-gown, bustled into the room. 'My dear sir, I am +so sorry. You are a punctual man, I see. So am I. A man of business +should be punctual. But they ain't always. Brehgert,--from the house +of Todd, Brehgert, and Goldsheiner, you know,--has just been with me. We +had to settle something about the Moldavian loan. He came a quarter +late, and of course he went a quarter late. And how is a man to catch +a quarter of an hour? I never could do it.' Montague assured the great +man that the delay was of no consequence. 'And I am so sorry to ask +you into such a place as this. I had Brehgert in my room downstairs, +and then the house is so knocked about! We get into a furnished house +a little way off in Bruton Street to-morrow. Longestaffe lets me his +house for a month till this affair of the dinner is over. By-the by, +Montague, if you'd like to come to the dinner, I've got a ticket I can +let you have. You know how they're run after.' Montague had heard of +the dinner, but had perhaps heard as little of it as any man +frequenting a club at the west end of London. He did not in the least +want to be at the dinner, and certainly did not wish to receive any +extraordinary civility from Mr Melmotte's hands. + +But he was very anxious to know why Mr Melmotte should offer it. He +excused himself saying that he was not particularly fond of big +dinners, and that he did not like standing in the way of other people. +'Ah, indeed,' said Melmotte. 'There are ever so many people of title +would give anything for a ticket. You'd be astonished at the persons +who have asked. We've had to squeeze in a chair on one side for the +Master of the Buckhounds, and on the other for the Bishop of--; I +forget what bishop it is, but we had the two archbishops before. They +say he must come because he has something to do with getting up the +missionaries for Tibet. But I've got the ticket, if you'll have it.' +This was the ticket which was to have taken in Georgiana Longestaffe +as one of the Melmotte family, had not Melmotte perceived that it +might be useful to him as a bribe. But Paul would not take the bribe. +'You're the only man in London, then,' said Melmotte, somewhat +offended. 'But at any rate you'll come in the evening, and I'll have +one of Madame Melmotte's tickets sent to you.' Paul not knowing how to +escape, said that he would come in the evening. 'I am particularly +anxious,' continued he, 'to be civil to those who are connected with +our great Railway, and of course, in this country, your name stands +first,--next to my own.' + +Then the great man paused, and Paul began to wonder whether it could +be possible that he had been sent for to Grosvenor Square on a Sunday +morning in order that he might be asked to dine in the same house a +fortnight later. But that was impossible. 'Have you anything special +to say about the Railway?' he asked. + +'Well, yes. It is so hard to get things said at the Board. Of course +there are some there who do not understand matters.' + +'I doubt if there be any one there who does understand this matter,' +said Paul. + +Melmotte affected to laugh. 'Well, well; I am not prepared to go quite +so far as that. My friend Cohenlupe has had great experience in these +affairs, and of course you are aware that he is in Parliament. And +Lord Alfred sees farther into them than perhaps you give him credit +for.' + +'He may easily do that.' + +'Well, well. Perhaps you don't know quite as well as I do.' The scowl +began to appear on Mr Melmotte's brow. Hitherto it had been banished +as well as he knew how to banish it. 'What I wanted to say to you was +this. We didn't quite agree at the last meeting.' + +'No; we did not.' + +'I was very sorry for it. Unanimity is everything in the direction of +such an undertaking as this. With unanimity we can do--everything.' Mr +Melmotte in the ecstasy of his enthusiasm lifted up both his hands +over his head. 'Without unanimity we can do--nothing.' And the two +hands fell. 'Unanimity should be printed everywhere about a +Board-room. It should, indeed, Mr Montague.' + +'But suppose the directors are not unanimous.' + +'They should be unanimous. They should make themselves unanimous. God +bless my soul! You don't want to see the thing fall to pieces!' + +'Not if it can be carried on honestly.' + +'Honestly! Who says that anything is dishonest?' Again the brow +became very heavy. 'Look here, Mr Montague. If you and I quarrel in +the Board-room, there is no knowing the amount of evil we may do to +every individual shareholder in the Company. I find the responsibility +on my shoulders so great that I say the thing must be stopped. Damme, +Mr Montague, it must be stopped. We mustn't ruin widows and children, +Mr Montague. We mustn't let those shares run down 20 below par for a +mere chimera. I've known a fine property blasted, Mr Montague, sent +straight to the dogs,--annihilated, sir;--so that it all vanished into +thin air, and widows and children past counting were sent out to +starve about the streets,--just because one director sat in another +director's chair. I did, by G--! What do you think of that, Mr +Montague? Gentlemen who don't know the nature of credit, how strong it +is,--as the air,--to buoy you up; how slight it is,--as a mere vapour,-- +when roughly touched, can do an amount of mischief of which they +themselves don't in the least understand the extent! What is it you +want, Mr Montague?' + +'What do I want?' Melmotte's description of the peculiar +susceptibility of great mercantile speculations had not been given +without some effect on Montague, but this direct appeal to himself +almost drove that effect out of his mind. 'I only want justice.' + +'But you should know what justice is before you demand it at the +expense of other people. Look here, Mr Montague. I suppose you are +like the rest of us, in this matter. You want to make money out of +it.' + +'For myself, I want interest for my capital; that is all. But I am not +thinking of myself.' + +'You are getting very good interest. If I understand the matter,' and +here Melmotte pulled out a little book, showing thereby how careful he +was in mastering details,--'you had about £6,000 embarked in the +business when Fisker joined your firm. You imagine yourself to have +that still.' + +'I don't know what I've got.' + +'I can tell you then. You have that, and you've drawn nearly a +thousand pounds since Fisker came over, in one shape or another. +That's not bad interest on your money.' + +'There was back interest due to me.' + +'If so, it's due still. I've nothing to do with that. Look here, Mr +Montague. I am most anxious that you should remain with us. I was +about to propose, only for that little rumpus the other day, that, as +you're an unmarried man, and have time on your hands, you should go +out to California and probably across to Mexico, in order to get +necessary information for the Company. Were I of your age, unmarried, +and without impediment, it is just the thing I should like. Of course +you'd go at the Company's expense. I would see to your own personal +interests while you were away;--or you could appoint any one by power of +attorney. Your seat at the Board would be kept for you; but, should +anything occur amiss,--which it won't, for the thing is as sound as +anything I know,--of course you, as absent, would not share the +responsibility. That's what I was thinking. It would be a delightful +trip;--but if you don't like it, you can of course remain at the Board, +and be of the greatest use to me. Indeed, after a bit I could devolve +nearly the whole management on you;--and I must do something of the +kind, as I really haven't the time for it. But,--if it is to be that +way,--do be unanimous. Unanimity is the very soul of these things;--the +very soul, Mr Montague.' + +'But if I can't be unanimous?' + +'Well;--if you can't, and if you won't take my advice about going out;-- +which, pray, think about, for you would be most useful. It might be +the very making of the railway;--then I can only suggest that you +should take your £6,000 and leave us. I, myself, should be greatly +distressed; but if you are determined that way I will see that you +have your money. I will make myself personally responsible for the +payment of it,--some time before the end of the year.' + +Paul Montague told the great man that he would consider the whole +matter, and see him in Abchurch Lane before the next Board day. 'And +now, good-bye,' said Mr Melmotte, as he bade his young friend adieu in +a hurry. 'I'm afraid that I'm keeping Sir Gregory Gribe, the Bank +Director, waiting downstairs.' + + + + +CHAPTER XLI - ALL PREPARED + + +During all these days Miss Melmotte was by no means contented with her +lover's prowess, though she would not allow herself to doubt his +sincerity. She had not only assured him of her undying affection in +the presence of her father and mother, had not only offered to be +chopped in pieces on his behalf, but had also written to him, telling +how she had a large sum of her father's money within her power, and +how willing she was to make it her own, to throw over her father and +mother, and give herself and her fortune to her lover. She felt that +she had been very gracious to her lover, and that her lover was a +little slow in acknowledging the favours conferred upon him. But, +nevertheless, she was true to her lover, and believed that he was true +to her. Didon had been hitherto faithful. Marie had written various +letters to Sir Felix and had received two or three very short notes in +reply, containing hardly more than a word or two each. But now she was +told that a day was absolutely fixed for her marriage with Lord +Nidderdale, and that her things were to be got ready. She was to be +married in the middle of August, and here they were, approaching the +end of June. 'You may buy what you like, mamma,' she said; 'and if +papa agrees about Felix, why then I suppose they'll do. But they'll +never be of any use about Lord Nidderdale. If you were to sew me up in +the things by main force, I wouldn't have him.' Madame Melmotte +groaned, and scolded in English, French, and German, and wished that +she were dead; she told Marie that she was a pig, and ass, and a toad, +and a dog. And, ended, as she always did end, by swearing that +Melmotte must manage the matter himself. 'Nobody shall manage this +matter for me,' said Marie. 'I know what I'm about now, and I won't +marry anybody just because it will suit papa.' 'Que nous étions encore +à Frankfort, ou New-York,' said the elder lady, remembering the +humbler but less troubled times of her earlier life. Marie did not +care for Frankfort or New York; for Paris or for London;--but she did +care for Sir Felix Carbury. + +While her father on Sunday morning was transacting business in his own +house with Paul Montague and the great commercial magnates of the +city,--though it may be doubted whether that very respectable gentleman +Sir Gregory Gribe was really in Grosvenor Square when his name was +mentioned,--Marie was walking inside the gardens; Didon was also there +at some distance from her; and Sir Felix Carbury was there also close +alongside of her. Marie had the key of the gardens for her own use; +and had already learned that her neighbours in the square did not much +frequent the place during church time on Sunday morning. Her lover's +letter to her father had of course been shown to her, and she had +taxed him with it immediately. Sir Felix, who had thought much of the +letter as he came from Welbeck Street to keep his appointment,--having +been assured by Didon that the gate should be left unlocked, and that +she would be there to close it after he had come in,--was of course +ready with a lie. 'It was the only thing to do, Marie;--it was indeed.' + +'But you said you had accepted some offer.' + +'You don't suppose I wrote the letter?' + +'It was your handwriting, Felix.' + +'Of course it was. I copied just what he put down. He'd have sent you +clean away where I couldn't have got near you if I hadn't written it.' + +'And you have accepted nothing?' + +'Not at all. As it is, he owes me money. Is not that odd? I gave him a +thousand pounds to buy shares, and I haven't got anything from him +yet.' Sir Felix, no doubt, forgot the cheque for £200. + +'Nobody ever does who gives papa money,' said the observant daughter. + +'Don't they? Dear me! But I just wrote it because I thought anything +better than a downright quarrel.' + +'I wouldn't have written it, if it had been ever so.' + +'It's no good scolding, Marie. I did it for the best. What do you +think we'd best do now?' Marie looked at him, almost with scorn. +Surely it was for him to propose and for her to yield. 'I wonder +whether you're right about that money which you say is settled.' + +'I'm quite sure. Mamma told me in Paris,--just when we were coming +away,--that it was done so that there might be something if things went +wrong. And papa told me that he should want me to sign something from +time to time; and of course I said I would. But of course I won't,--if +I should have a husband of my own.' Felix walked along, pondering the +matter, with his hands in his trousers pockets. He entertained those +very fears which had latterly fallen upon Lord Nidderdale. There would +be no 'cropper' which a man could 'come' so bad as would be his +cropper were he to marry Marie Melmotte, and then find that he was not +to have a shilling! And, were he now to run off with Marie, after +having written that letter, the father would certainly not forgive +him. This assurance of Marie's as to the settled money was too +doubtful! The game to be played was too full of danger! And in that +case he would certainly get neither his £800, nor the shares. And if +he were true to Melmotte, Melmotte would probably supply him with +ready money. But then there was the girl at his elbow, and he no more +dared to tell her to her face that he meant to give her up, than he +dared to tell Melmotte that he intended to stick to his engagement. +Some half promise would be the only escape for the present. 'What are +you thinking of, Felix?' she asked. + +'It's d---- difficult to know what to do.' + +'But you do love me?' + +'Of course I do. If I didn't love you why should I be here walking +round this stupid place? They talk of your being married to Nidderdale +about the end of August.' + +'Some day in August. But that's all nonsense, you know. They can't +take me up and marry me, as they used to do the girls ever so long +ago. I won't marry him. He don't care a bit for me, and never did. I +don't think you care much, Felix.' + +'Yes, I do. A fellow can't go on saying so over and over again in a +beastly place like this. If we were anywhere jolly together, then I +could say it often enough.' + +'I wish we were, Felix. I wonder whether we ever shall be.' + +'Upon my word I hardly see my way as yet.' + +'You're not going to give it up!' + +'Oh no;--not give it up; certainly not. But the bother is a fellow +doesn't know what to do.' + +'You've heard of young Mr Goldsheiner, haven't you?' suggested Marie. + +'He's one of those city chaps.' + +'And Lady Julia Start?' + +'She's old Lady Catchboy's daughter. Yes; I've heard of them. They got +spliced last winter.' + +'Yes;--somewhere in Switzerland, I think. At any rate they went to +Switzerland, and now they've got a house close to Albert Gate.' + +'How jolly for them! He is awfully rich, isn't he?' + +'I don't suppose he's half so rich as papa. They did all they could to +prevent her going, but she met him down at Folkestone just as the +tidal boat was starting. Didon says that nothing was easier.' + +'Oh;--ah. Didon knows all about it.' + +'That she does.' + +'But she'd lose her place.' + +'There are plenty of places. She could come and live with us, and be +my maid. If you would give her £50 for herself, she'd arrange it all.' + +'And would you come to Folkstone?' + +'I think that would be stupid, because Lady Julia did that. We should +make it a little different. If you liked I wouldn't mind going to--New +York. And then, perhaps, we might--get--married, you know, on board. +That's what Didon thinks.' + +'And would Didon go too?' + +'That's what she proposes. She could go as my aunt, and I'd call +myself by her name,--any French name you know. I should go as a French +girl. And you could call yourself Smith, and be an American. We +wouldn't go together, but we'd get on board just at the last moment. +If they wouldn't--marry us on board, they would at New York, +instantly.' + +'That's Didon's plan?' + +'That's what she thinks best,--and she'll do it, if you'll give her £50 +for herself, you know. The "Adriatic,"--that's a White Star boat, goes +on Thursday week at noon. There's an early train that would take us +down that morning. You had better go and sleep at Liverpool, and take +no notice of us at all till we meet on board. We could be back in a +month,--and then papa would be obliged to make the best of it.' + +Sir Felix at once felt that it would be quite unnecessary for him to +go to Herr Vossner or to any other male counsellor for advice as to +the best means of carrying off his love. The young lady had it all at +her fingers' ends,--even to the amount of the fee required by the female +counsellor. But Thursday week was very near, and the whole thing was +taking uncomfortably defined proportions. Where was he to get funds if +he were to resolve that he would do this thing? He had been fool +enough to intrust his ready money to Melmotte, and now he was told +that when Melmotte got hold of ready money he was not apt to release +it. And he had nothing to show;--no security that he could offer to +Vossner. And then,--this idea of starting to New York with Melmotte's +daughter immediately after he had written to Melmotte renouncing the +girl, frightened him. + + 'There is a tide in the affairs of men, + Which taken at the flood leads on to fortune.' + +Sir Felix did not know these lines, but the lesson taught by them came +home to him at this moment. Now was the tide in his affairs at which +he might make himself, or utterly mar himself. 'It's deuced +important,' he said at last with a groan. + +'It's not more important for you than me,' said Marie. + +'If you're wrong about the money, and he shouldn't come round, where +should we be then?' + +'Nothing venture, nothing have,' said the heiress. + +'That's all very well; but one might venture everything and get +nothing after all.' + +'You'd get me,' said Marie with a pout. + +'Yes;--and I'm awfully fond of you. Of course I should get you! But--' + +'Very well then;--if that's your love, said Marie turning back from him. + +Sir Felix gave a great sigh, and then announced his resolution. 'I'll +venture it.' + +'Oh, Felix, how grand it will be!' + +'There's a great deal to do, you know. I don't know whether it can be +Thursday week.' He was putting in the coward's plea for a reprieve. + +'I shall be afraid of Didon if it's delayed long.' + +'There's the money to get, and all that.' + +'I can get some money. Mamma has money in the house.' + +'How much?' asked the baronet eagerly. + +'A hundred pounds, perhaps;--perhaps two hundred. + +'That would help certainly. I must go to your father for money. Won't +that be a sell? To get it from him, to take you away!' + +It was decided that they were to go to New York on a Thursday,--on +Thursday week if possible, but as to that he was to let her know in a +day or two. Didon was to pack up the clothes and get them sent out of +the house. Didon was to have £50 before she went on board; and as one +of the men must know about it, and must assist in having the trunks +smuggled out of the house, he was to have £10. All had been settled +beforehand, so that Sir Felix really had no need to think about +anything. 'And now,' said Marie, 'there's Didon. Nobody's looking and +she can open that gate for you. When we're gone, do you creep out. The +gate can be left, you know. Then we'll get out on the other side.' +Marie Melmotte was certainly a clever girl. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII - 'CAN YOU BE READY IN TEN MINUTES?' + + +After leaving Melmotte's house, on Sunday morning Paul Montague, went +to Roger Carbury's hotel and found his friend just returning from +church. He was bound to go to Islington on that day, but had made up +his mind that he would defer his visit till the evening. He would dine +early and be with Mrs Hurtle about seven o'clock. But it was necessary +that Roger should hear the news about Ruby Ruggles. 'It's not so bad +as you thought,' said he, 'as she is living with her aunt.' + +'I never heard of such an aunt.' + +'She says her grandfather knows where she is, and that he doesn't want +her back again.' + +'Does she see Felix Carbury?' + +'I think she does,' said Paul. + +'Then it doesn't matter whether the woman's her aunt or not. I'll go +and see her and try to get her back to Bungay.' + +'Why not send for John Crumb?' + +Roger hesitated for a moment, and then answered, 'He'd give Felix such +a thrashing as no man ever had before. My cousin deserves it as well +as any man ever deserved a thrashing; but there are reasons why I +should not like it. And he could not force her back with him. I don't +suppose the girl is all bad,--if she could see the truth.' + +'I don't think she's bad at all.' + +'At any rate I'll go and see her,' said Roger. 'Perhaps I shall see +your widow at the same time.' Paul sighed, but said nothing more about +his widow at that moment. 'I'll walk up to Welbeck Street now,' said +Roger, taking his hat. 'Perhaps I shall see you to-morrow.' Paul felt +that he could not go to Welbeck Street with his friend. + +He dined in solitude at the Beargarden, and then again made that +journey to Islington in a cab. As he went he thought of the proposal +that had been made to him by Melmotte. If he could do it with a clear +conscience, if he could really make himself believe in the railway, +such an expedition would not be displeasing to him. He had said +already more than he had intended to say to Hetta Carbury; and though +he was by no means disposed to flatter himself, yet he almost thought +that what he had said had been well received. At the moment they had +been disturbed, but she, as she heard the sound of her mother coming, +had at any rate expressed no anger. He had almost been betrayed into +breaking a promise. Were he to start now on this journey, the period +of the promise would have passed by before his return. Of course he +would take care that she should know that he had gone in the +performance of a duty. And then he would escape from Mrs Hurtle, and +would be able to make those inquiries which had been suggested to him. +It was possible that Mrs Hurtle should offer to go with him,--an +arrangement which would not at all suit him. + +That at any rate must be avoided. But then how could he do this +without a belief in the railway generally? And how was it possible +that he should have such belief? Mr Ramsbottom did not believe in it, +nor did Roger Carbury. He himself did not in the least believe in +Fisker, and Fisker had originated the railway. Then, would it not be +best that he should take the Chairman's offer as to his own money? If +he could get his £6,000 back and have done with the railway, he would +certainly think himself a lucky man. But he did not know how far he +could with honesty lay aside his responsibility; and then he doubted +whether he could put implicit trust in Melmotte's personal guarantee +for the amount. This at any rate was clear to him,--that Melmotte was +very anxious to secure his absence from the meetings of the Board. + +Now he was again at Mrs Pipkin's door, and again it was opened by Ruby +Ruggles. His heart was in his mouth as he thought of the things he had +to say. 'The ladies have come back from Southend, Miss Ruggles?' + +'Oh yes, sir, and Mrs Hurtle is expecting you all the day.' Then she +put in a whisper on her own account. 'You didn't tell him as you'd +seen me, Mr Montague?' + +'Indeed I did, Miss Ruggles.' + +'Then you might as well have left it alone, and not have been +ill-natured,--that's all,' said Ruby as she opened the door of Mrs +Hurtle's room. + +Mrs Hurtle got up to receive him with her sweetest smile,--and her smile +could be very sweet. She was a witch of a woman, and, as like most +witches she could be terrible, so like most witches she could charm. +'Only fancy,' she said, 'that you should have come the only day I have +been two hundred yards from the house, except that evening when you +took me to the play. I was so sorry.' + +'Why should you be sorry? It is easy to come again.' + +'Because I don't like to miss you, even for a day. But I wasn't well, +and I fancied that the house was stuffy, and Mrs Pipkin took a bright +idea and proposed to carry me off to Southend. She was dying to go +herself. She declared that Southend was Paradise.' + +'A cockney Paradise.' + +'Oh, what a place it is! Do your people really go to Southend and +fancy that that is the sea?' + +'I believe they do. I never went to Southend myself,--so that you know +more about it than I do.' + +'How very English it is,--a little yellow river,--and you call it the +sea! Ah;--you never were at Newport!' + +'But I've been at San Francisco.' + +'Yes; you've been at San Francisco, and heard the seals howling. Well; +that's better than Southend.' + +'I suppose we do have the sea here in England. It's generally supposed +we're an island.' + +'Of course;--but things are so small. If you choose to go to the west of +Ireland, I suppose you'd find the Atlantic. But nobody ever does go +there for fear of being murdered.' Paul thought of the gentleman in +Oregon, but said nothing;--thought, perhaps, of his own condition, and +remembered that a man might be murdered without going either to Oregon +or the west of Ireland. 'But we went to Southend, I, and Mrs Pipkin +and the baby, and upon my word I enjoyed it. She was so afraid that +the baby would annoy me, and I thought the baby was so much the best +of it. And then we ate shrimps, and she was so humble. You must +acknowledge that with us nobody would be so humble. Of course I paid. +She has got all her children, and nothing but what she can make out of +these lodgings. People are just as poor with us;--and other people who +happen to be a little better off, pay for them. But nobody is humble +to another, as you are here. Of course we like to have money as well +as you do, but it doesn't make so much difference.' + +'He who wants to receive, all the world over, will make himself as +agreeable as he can to him who can give.' + +'But Mrs Pipkin was so humble. However, we got back all right +yesterday evening, and then I found that you had been here,--at last.' + +'You knew that I had to go to Liverpool.' + +'I'm not going to scold. Did you get your business done at Liverpool?' + +'Yes;--one generally gets something done, but never anything very +satisfactorily. Of course it's about this railway.' + +'I should have thought that that was satisfactory. Everybody talks of +it as being the greatest thing ever invented. I wish I was a man that +I might be concerned with a really great thing like that. I hate +little peddling things. I should like to manage the greatest bank in +the world, or to be Captain of the biggest fleet, or to make the +largest railway. It would be better even than being President of a +Republic, because one would have more of one's own way. What is it +that you do in it, Paul?' + +'They want me now to go out to Mexico about it,' said he slowly. + +'Shall you go?' said she, throwing herself forward and asking the +question with manifest anxiety. + +'I think not.' + +'Why not? Do go. Oh, Paul, I would go with you. Why should you not go? +It is just the thing for such a one as you to do. The railway will +make Mexico a new country, and then you would be the man who had done +it. Why should you throw away such a chance as that? It will never +come again. Emperors and kings have tried their hands at Mexico and +have been able to do nothing. Emperors and kings never can do +anything. Think what it would be to be the regenerator of Mexico!' + +'Think what it would be to find one's self there without the means of +doing anything, and to feel that one had been sent there merely that +one might be out of the way' + +'I would make the means of doing something.' + +'Means are money. How can I make that?' + +'There is money going. There must be money where there is all this +buying and selling of shares. Where does your uncle get the money with +which he is living like a prince at San Francisco? Where does Fisker +get the money with which he is speculating in New York? Where does +Melmotte get the money which makes him the richest man in the world? +Why should not you get it as well as the others?' + +'If I were anxious to rob on my own account perhaps I might do it.' + +'Why should it be robbery? I do not want you to live in a palace and +spend millions of dollars on yourself. But I want you to have +ambition. Go to Mexico, and chance it. Take San Francisco in your way, +and get across the country. I will go every yard with you. Make people +there believe that you are in earnest, and there will be no difficulty +about the money.' + +He felt that he was taking no steps to approach the subject which he +should have to discuss before he left her,--or rather the statement +which he had resolved that he would make. Indeed every word which he +allowed her to say respecting this Mexican project carried him farther +away from it. He was giving reasons why the journey should not be +made; but was tacitly admitting that if it were to be made she might +be one of the travellers. The very offer on her part implied an +understanding that his former abnegation of the engagement had been +withdrawn, and yet he shrunk from the cruelty of telling her, in a +sideway fashion, that he would not submit to her companionship either +for the purpose of such a journey or for any other purpose. The thing +must be said in a solemn manner, and must be introduced on its own +basis. But such preliminary conversation as this made the introduction +of it infinitely more difficult. + +'You are not in a hurry?' she said. + +'Oh no.' + +'You're going to spend the evening with me like a good man? Then I'll +ask them to let us have tea.' She rang the bell and Ruby came in, and +the tea was ordered. 'That young lady tells me that you are an old +friend of hers.' + +'I've known about her down in the country, and was astonished to find +her here yesterday.' + +'There's some lover, isn't there;--some would-be husband whom she does +not like?' + +'And some won't-be husband, I fear, whom she does like.' + +'That's quite of course, if the other is true. Miss Ruby isn't the +girl to have come to her time of life without a preference. The +natural liking of a young woman for a man in a station above her, +because he is softer and cleaner and has better parts of speech,--just +as we keep a pretty dog if we keep a dog at all,--is one of the evils of +the inequality of mankind. The girl is content with the love without +having the love justified, because the object is more desirable. She +can only have her love justified with an object less desirable. If all +men wore coats of the same fabric, and had to share the soil of the +work of the world equally between them, that evil would come to an +end. A woman here and there might go wrong from fantasy and diseased +passions, but the ever-existing temptation to go wrong would be at an +end.' + +'If men were equal to-morrow and all wore the same coats, they would +wear different coats the next day.' + +'Slightly different. But there would be no more purple and fine linen, +and no more blue woad. It isn't to be done in a day of course, nor yet +in a century,--nor in a decade of centuries; but every human being who +looks into it honestly will see that his efforts should be made in +that direction. I remember; you never take sugar; give me that.' + +Neither had he come here to discuss the deeply interesting questions +of women's difficulties and immediate or progressive equality. But +having got on to these rocks,--having, as the reader may perceive, been +taken on to them wilfully by the skill of the woman,--he did not know +how to get his bark out again into clear waters. But having his own +subject before him, with all its dangers, the wild-cat's claws, and +the possible fate of the gentleman in Oregon, he could not talk freely +on the subjects which she introduced, as had been his wont in former +years. 'Thanks,' he said, changing his cup. 'How well you remember!' + +'Do you think I shall ever forget your preferences and dislikings? Do +you recollect telling me about that blue scarf of mine, that I should +never wear blue?' + +She stretched herself out towards him, waiting for an answer, so that +he was obliged to speak. 'Of course I do. Black is your colour;--black +and grey; or white,--and perhaps yellow when you choose to be gorgeous; +crimson possibly. But not blue or green.' + +'I never thought much of it before, but I have taken your word for +gospel. It is very good to have an eye for such things,--as you have, +Paul. But I fancy that taste comes with, or at any rate forebodes, an +effete civilization.' + +'I am sorry that mine should be effete,' he said smiling. + +'You know what I mean, Paul. I speak of nations, not individuals. +Civilization was becoming effete, or at any rate men were, in the time +of the great painters; but Savonarola and Galileo were individuals. +You should throw your lot in with a new people. This railway to Mexico +gives you the chance.' + +'Are the Mexicans a new people?' + +'They who will rule the Mexicans are. All American women I dare say +have bad taste in gowns,--and so the vain ones and rich ones send to +Paris for their finery; but I think our taste in men is generally +good. We like our philosophers; we like our poets; we like our genuine +workmen;--but we love our heroes. I would have you a hero, Paul.' He got +up from his chair and walked about the room in an agony of despair. To +be told that he was expected to be a hero at the very moment in his +life in which he felt more devoid of heroism, more thoroughly given up +to cowardice than he had ever been before, was not to be endured! And +yet, with what utmost stretch of courage,--even though he were willing +to devote himself certainly and instantly to the worst fate that he +had pictured to himself,--could he immediately rush away from these +abstract speculations, encumbered as they were with personal flattery, +into his own most unpleasant, most tragic matter! It was the unfitness +that deterred him and not the possible tragedy. Nevertheless, through +it all, he was sure,--nearly sure,--that she was playing her game, and +playing it in direct antagonism to the game which she knew that he +wanted to play. Would it not be better that he should go away and +write another letter? In a letter he could at any rate say what he had +to say;--and having said it he would then strengthen himself to adhere +to it. + +'What makes you so uneasy?' she asked; still speaking in her most +winning way, caressing him with the tones of her voice. 'Do you not +like me to say that I would have you be a hero?' + +'Winifred,' he said, 'I came here with a purpose, and I had better +carry it out.' + +'What purpose?' She still leaned forward, but now supported her face +on her two hands, with her elbows resting on her knees, looking at him +intently. But one would have said that there was only love in her +eyes;--love which might be disappointed, but still love. The wild cat, +if there, was all within, still hidden from sight. Paul stood with his +hands on the back of a chair, propping himself up and trying to find +fitting words for the occasion. 'Stop, my dear,' she said. 'Must the +purpose be told to-night?' + +'Why not to-night?' + +'Paul, I am not well;--I am weak now. I am a coward. You do not know the +delight to me of having a few words of pleasant talk to an old friend +after the desolation of the last weeks. Mrs Pipkin is not very +charming. Even her baby cannot supply all the social wants of my life. +I had intended that everything should be sweet to-night. Oh, Paul, if +it was your purpose to tell me of your love, to assure me that you are +still my dear, dear friend, to speak with hope of future days, or with +pleasure of those that are past,--then carry out your purpose. But if it +be cruel, or harsh, or painful; if you had come to speak daggers;--then +drop your purpose for to-night. Try and think what my solitude must +have been to me, and let me have one hour of comfort.' + +Of course he was conquered for that night, and could only have that +solace which a most injurious reprieve could give him. 'I will not +harass you, if you are ill,' he said. + +'I am ill. It was because I was afraid that I should be really ill +that I went to Southend. The weather is hot, though of course the sun +here is not as we have it. But the air is heavy,--what Mrs Pipkin calls +muggy. I was thinking if I were to go somewhere for a week, it would +do me good. Where had I better go?' Paul suggested Brighton. 'That is +full of people; is it not?--a fashionable place?' + +'Not at this time of the year.' + +'But it is a big place. I want some little place that would be pretty. +You could take me down; could you not? Not very far, you know;--not that +any place can be very far from here.' Paul, in his John Bull +displeasure, suggested Penzance, telling her, untruly, that it would +take twenty-four hours. 'Not Penzance then, which I know is your very +Ultima Thule;--not Penzance, nor yet Orkney. Is there no other place +except Southend?' + +'There is Cromer in Norfolk,--perhaps ten hours.' + +'Is Cromer by the sea?' + +'Yes;--what we call the sea.' + +'I mean really the sea, Paul?' + +'If you start from Cromer right away, a hundred miles would perhaps +take you across to Holland. A ditch of that kind wouldn't do perhaps.' + +'Ah,--now I see you are laughing at me. Is Cromer pretty?' + +'Well, yes;--I think it is. I was there once, but I don't remember +much. There's Ramsgate.' + +'Mrs Pipkin told me of Ramsgate. I don't think I should like +Ramsgate.' + +'There's the Isle of Wight. The Isle of Wight is very pretty.' + +'That's the Queen's place. There would not be room for her and me +too.' + +'Or Lowestoft. Lowestoft is not so far as Cromer, and there is a +railway all the distance.' + +'And sea?' + +'Sea enough for anything. If you can't see across it, and if there are +waves, and wind enough to knock you down, and shipwrecks every other +day, I don't see why a hundred miles isn't as good as a thousand.' + +'A hundred miles is just as good as a thousand. But, Paul, at Southend +it isn't a hundred miles across to the other side of the river. You +must admit that. But you will be a better guide than Mrs Pipkin. You +would not have taken me to Southend when I expressed a wish for the +ocean;--would you? Let it be Lowestoft. Is there an hotel?' + +'A small little place.' + +'Very small? uncomfortably small? But almost any place would do for +me.' + +'They make up, I believe, about a hundred beds; but in the States it +would be very small.' + +'Paul,' said she, delighted to have brought him back to this humour, +'if I were to throw the tea things at you, it would serve you right. +This is all because I did not lose myself in awe at the sight of the +Southend ocean. It shall be Lowestoft.' Then she rose up and came to +him, and took his arm. 'You will take me down, will you not? It is +desolate for a woman to go into such a place all alone. I will not ask +you to stay. And I can return by myself.' She had put both hands on +one arm, and turned herself round, and looked into his face. 'You will +do that for old acquaintance sake?' For a moment or two he made no +answer, and his face was troubled, and his brow was black. He was +endeavouring to think;--but he was only aware of his danger, and could +see no way through it. 'I don't think you will let me ask in vain for +such a favour as that,' she said. + +'No;' he replied. 'I will take you down. When will you go?' He had +cockered himself up with some vain idea that the railway carriage +would be a good place for the declaration of his purpose, or perhaps +the sands at Lowestoft. + +'When will I go? when will you take me? You have Boards to attend, and +shares to look to, and Mexico to regenerate. I am a poor woman with +nothing on hand but Mrs Pipkin's baby. Can you be ready in ten +minutes?--because I could.' Paul shook his head and laughed. 'I've +named a time and that doesn't suit. Now, sir, you name another, and +I'll promise it shall suit.' Paul suggested Saturday, the 29th. He +must attend the next Board, and had promised to see Melmotte before +the Board day. Saturday of course would do for Mrs Hurtle. Should she +meet him at the railway station? Of course he undertook to come and +fetch her. + +Then, as he took his leave, she stood close against him, and put her +cheek up for him to kiss. There are moments in which a man finds it +utterly impossible that he should be prudent,--as to which, when he +thought of them afterwards, he could never forgive himself for +prudence, let the danger have been what it may. Of course he took her +in his arms, and kissed her lips as well as her cheeks. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII - THE CITY ROAD + + +The statement made by Ruby as to her connection with Mrs Pipkin was +quite true. Ruby's father had married a Pipkin whose brother had died +leaving a widow behind him at Islington. The old man at Sheep's Acre +farm had greatly resented this marriage, had never spoken to his +daughter-in-law,--or to his son after the marriage, and had steeled +himself against the whole Pipkin race. When he undertook the charge of +Ruby he had made it matter of agreement that she should have no +intercourse with the Pipkins. This agreement Ruby had broken, +corresponding on the sly with her uncle's widow at Islington. When +therefore she ran away from Suffolk she did the best she could with +herself in going to her aunt's house. Mrs Pipkin was a poor woman, and +could not offer a permanent home to Ruby; but she was good-natured, +and came to terms. Ruby was to be allowed to stay at any rate for a +month, and was to work in the house for her bread. But she made it a +part of her bargain that she should be allowed to go out occasionally. +Mrs Pipkin immediately asked after a lover. 'I'm all right,' said +Ruby. If the lover was what he ought to be, had he not better come and +see her? This was Mrs Pipkin's suggestion. Mrs Pipkin thought that +scandal might in this way be avoided 'That's as it may be, by-and-by,' +said Ruby. + +Then she told all the story of John Crumb;--how she hated John Crumb, +how resolved she was that nothing should make her marry John Crumb. +And she gave her own account of that night on which John Crumb and Mr +Mixet ate their supper at the farm, and of the manner in which her +grandfather had treated her because she would not have John Crumb. Mrs +Pipkin was a respectable woman in her way, always preferring +respectable lodgers if she could get them;--but bound to live. She gave +Ruby very good advice. Of course if she was 'dead-set' against John +Crumb, that was one thing! But then there was nothing a young woman +should look to so much as a decent house over her head,--and victuals. +'What's all the love in the world, Ruby, if a man can't do for you?' +Ruby declared that she knew somebody who could do for her, and could +do very well for her. She knew what she was about, and wasn't going to +be put off it. Mrs Pipkin's morals were good wearing morals, but she +was not strait-laced. If Ruby chose to manage in her own way about her +lover she must. Mrs Pipkin had an idea that young women in these days +did have, and would have, and must have more liberty than was allowed +when she was young. The world was being changed very fast. Mrs Pipkin +knew that as well as others. And therefore when Ruby went to the +theatre once and again,--by herself as far as Mrs Pipkin knew, but +probably in company with her lover,--and did not get home till past +midnight, Mrs Pipkin said very little about it, attributing such novel +circumstances to the altered condition of her country. She had not +been allowed to go to the theatre with a young man when she had been a +girl,--but that had been in the earlier days of Queen Victoria, fifteen +years ago, before the new dispensation had come. Ruby had never yet +told the name of her lover to Mrs Pipkin, having answered all +inquiries by saying that she was right. Sir Felix's name had never +even been mentioned in Islington till Paul Montague had mentioned it. +She had been managing her own affairs after her own fashion,--not +altogether with satisfaction, but still without interruption; but now +she knew that interference would come. Mr Montague had found her out, +and had told her grandfather's landlord. The Squire would be after +her, and then John Crumb would come, accompanied of course by Mr +Mixet,--and after that, as she said to herself on retiring to the +couch which she shared with two little Pipkins, 'the fat would be in +the fire.' + +'Who do you think was at our place yesterday?' said Ruby one evening +to her lover. They were sitting together at a music-hall,--half +music-hall, half theatre, which pleasantly combined the allurements of +the gin-palace, the theatre, and the ball-room, trenching hard on +those of other places. Sir Felix was smoking, dressed, as he himself +called it, 'incognito,' with a Tom-and-Jerry hat, and a blue silk +cravat, and a green coat. Ruby thought it was charming. Felix +entertained an idea that were his West End friends to see him in this +attire they would not know him. He was smoking, and had before him a +glass of hot brandy and water, which was common to himself and Ruby. +He was enjoying life. Poor Ruby! She was half-ashamed of herself, +half-frightened, and yet supported by a feeling that it was a grand +thing to have got rid of restraints, and be able to be with her young +man. Why not? The Miss Longestaffes were allowed to sit and dance and +walk about with their young men,--when they had any. Why was she to be +given up to a great mass of stupid dust like John Crumb, without +seeing anything of the world? But yet, as she sat sipping her lover's +brandy and water between eleven and twelve at the music-hall in the +City Road, she was not altogether comfortable. She saw things which +she did not like to see. And she heard things which she did not like +to hear. And her lover, though he was beautiful,--oh, so beautiful!-- +was not all that a lover should be. She was still a little afraid of +him, and did not dare as yet to ask him for the promise which she +expected him to make to her. Her mind was set upon--marriage, but the +word had hardly passed between them. To have his arm round her waist +was heaven to her. Could it be possible that he and John Crumb were of +the same order of human beings? But how was this to go on? Even Mrs +Pipkin made disagreeable allusions, and she could not live always with +Mrs Pipkin, coming out at nights to drink brandy and water and hear +music with Sir Felix Carbury. She was glad therefore to take the first +opportunity of telling her lover that something was going to happen. +'Who do you suppose was at our place yesterday?' + +Sir Felix changed colour, thinking of Marie Melmotte, thinking that +perhaps some emissary from Marie Melmotte had been there; perhaps +Didon herself. He was amusing himself during these last evenings of +his in London; but the business of his life was about to take him to +New York. That project was still being elaborated. He had had an +interview with Didon, and nothing was wanting but the money. Didon had +heard of the funds which had been intrusted by him to Melmotte, and +had been very urgent with him to recover them. Therefore, though his +body was not unfrequently present, late in the night, at the City Road +Music-Hall, his mind was ever in Grosvenor Square. 'Who was it, Ruby?' + +'A friend of the Squire's, a Mr Montague. I used to see him about in +Bungay and Beccles.' + +'Paul Montague!' + +'Do you know him, Felix?' + +'Well;--rather. He's a member of our club, and I see him constantly in +the city--and I know him at home.' + +'Is he nice?' + +'Well;--that depends on what you call nice. He's a prig of a fellow.' + +'He's got a lady friend where I live.' + +'The devil he has!' Sir Felix of course had heard of Roger Carbury's +suit to his sister, and of the opposition to this suit on the part of +Hetta, which was supposed to have been occasioned by her preference +for Paul Montague. 'Who is she, Ruby?' + +'Well;--she's a Mrs Hurtle. Such a stunning woman! Aunt says she's an +American. She's got lots of money.' + +'Is Montague going to marry her?' + +'Oh dear yes. It's all arranged. Mr Montague comes quite regular to +see her;--not so regular as be ought, though. When gentlemen are fixed +as they're to be married, they never are regular afterwards. I wonder +whether it'll be the same with you?' + +'Wasn't John Crumb regular, Ruby?' + +'Bother John Crumb! That wasn't none of my doings. Oh, he'd been +regular enough, if I'd let him; he'd been like clockwork,--only the +slowest clock out. But Mr Montague has been and told the Squire as he +saw me. He told me so himself. The Squire's coming about John Crumb. I +know that. What am I to tell him, Felix?' + +'Tell him to mind his own business. He can't do anything to you.' + +'No;--he can't do nothing. I ain't done nothing wrong, and he can't +send for the police to have me took back to Sheep's Acre. But he can +talk,--and he can look. I ain't one of those, Felix, as don't mind about +their characters,--so don't you think it. Shall I tell him as I'm with +you?' + +'Gracious goodness, no! What would you say that for?' + +'I didn't know. I must say something.' + +'Tell him you're nothing to him.' + +'But aunt will be letting on about my being out late o'nights; I know +she will. And who am I with? He'll be asking that.' + +'Your aunt does not know?' + +'No;--I've told nobody yet. But it won't do to go on like that, you +know,--will it? You don't want it to go on always like that;--do you?' + +'It's very jolly, I think.' + +'It ain't jolly for me. Of course, Felix, I like to be with you. +That's jolly. But I have to mind them brats all the day, and to be +doing the bedrooms. And that's not the worst of it.' + +'What is the worst of it?' + +'I'm pretty nigh ashamed of myself. Yes, I am.' And now Ruby burst out +into tears. 'Because I wouldn't have John Crumb, I didn't mean to be a +bad girl. Nor yet I won't. But what'll I do, if everybody turns +against me? Aunt won't go on for ever in this way. She said last +night that--' + +'Bother what she says!' Felix was not at all anxious to hear what aunt +Pipkin might have to say upon such an occasion. + +'She's right too. Of course she knows there's somebody. She ain't such +a fool as to think that I'm out at these hours to sing psalms with a +lot of young women. She says that whoever it is ought to speak out his +mind. There;--that's what she says. And she's right. A girl has to mind +herself, though she's ever so fond of a young man.' + +Sir Felix sucked his cigar and then took a long drink of brandy and +water. Having emptied the beaker before him, he rapped, for the waiter +and called for another. He intended to avoid the necessity of making +any direct reply to Ruby's importunities. He was going to New York +very shortly, and looked on his journey thither as an horizon in his +future beyond which it was unnecessary to speculate as to any farther +distance. He had not troubled himself to think how it might be with +Ruby when he was gone. He had not even considered whether he would or +would not tell her that he was going, before he started. It was not +his fault that she had come up to London. She was an 'awfully jolly +girl,' and he liked the feeling of the intrigue better, perhaps, than +the girl herself. But he assured himself that he wasn't going to give +himself any 'd---d trouble.' The idea of John Crumb coming up to London +in his wrath had never occurred to him,--or he would probably have +hurried on his journey to New York instead of delaying it, as he was +doing now. 'Let's go in, and have a dance,' he said. + +Ruby was very fond of dancing,--perhaps liked it better than anything in +the world. It was heaven to her to be spinning round the big room +with her lover's arm tight round her waist, with one hand in his and +her other hanging over his back. She loved the music, and loved the +motion. Her ear was good, and her strength was great, and she never +lacked breath. She could spin along and dance a whole room down, and +feel at the time that the world could have nothing to give better +worth having than that;--and such moments were too precious to be lost. +She went and danced, resolving as she did so that she would have some +answer to her question before she left her lover on that night. + +'And now I must go,' she said at last. 'You'll see me as far as the +Angel, won't you?' Of course he was ready to see her as far as the +Angel. 'What am I to say to the Squire?' + +'Say nothing.' + +'And what am I to say to aunt?' + +'Say to her? Just say what you have said all along.' + +'I've said nothing all along,--just to oblige you, Felix. I must say +something. A girl has got herself to mind. What have you got to say to +me, Felix?' + +He was silent for about a minute, meditating his answer. 'If you +bother me I shall cut it, you know.' + +'Cut it!' + +'Yes;--cut it. Can't you wait till I am ready to say something?' + +'Waiting will be the ruin o' me, if I wait much longer. Where am I to +go, if Mrs Pipkin won't have me no more?' + +'I'll find a place for you.' + +'You find a place! No; that won't do. I've told you all that before. +I'd sooner go into service, or--' + +'Go back to John Crumb.' + +'John Crumb has more respect for me nor you. He'd make me his wife +to-morrow, and only be too happy.' + +'I didn't tell you to come away from him,' said Sir Felix. + +'Yes, you did. You told me as I was to come up to London when I saw +you at Sheepstone Beeches;--didn't you? And you told me you loved me;-- +didn't you? And that if I wanted anything you'd get it done for me;-- +didn't you?' + +'So I will. What do you want? I can give you a couple of sovereigns, +if that's what it is.' + +'No it isn't;--and I won't have your money. I'd sooner work my fingers +off. I want you to say whether you mean to marry me. There!' + +As to the additional lie which Sir Felix might now have told, that +would have been nothing to him. He was going to New York, and would be +out of the way of any trouble; and he thought that lies of that kind +to young women never went for anything. Young women, he thought, +didn't believe them, but liked to be able to believe afterwards that +they had been deceived. It wasn't the lie that stuck in his throat, +but the fact that he was a baronet. It was in his estimation +'confounded impudence' on the part of Ruby Ruggles to ask to be his +wife. He did not care for the lie, but he did not like to seem to +lower himself by telling such a lie as that at her dictation. 'Marry, +Ruby! No, I don't ever mean to marry. It's the greatest bore out. I +know a trick worth two of that.' + +She stopped in the street and looked at him. This was a state of +things of which she had never dreamed. She could imagine that a man +should wish to put it off, but that he should have the face to declare +to his young woman that he never meant to marry at all, was a thing +that she could not understand. What business had such a man to go +after any young woman? 'And what do you mean that I'm to do, Sir +Felix?' she said. + +'Just go easy, and not make yourself a bother.' + +'Not make myself a bother! Oh, but I will; I will. I'm to be carrying +on with you, and nothing to come of it; but for you to tell me that +you don't mean to marry, never at all! Never?' + +'Don't you see lots of old bachelors about, Ruby?' + +'Of course I does. There's the Squire. But he don't come asking girls +to keep him company.' + +'That's more than you know, Ruby.' + +'If he did he'd marry her out of hand,--because he's a gentleman. That's +what he is, every inch of him. He never said a word to a girl,--not to +do her any harm, I'm sure,' and Ruby began to, cry. 'You mustn't come +no further now, and I'll never see you again--never! I think you're the +falsest young man, and the basest, and the lowest-minded that I ever +heard tell of. I know there are them as don't keep their words. Things +turn up, and they can't. Or they gets to like others better; or there +ain't nothing to live on. But for a young man to come after a young +woman, and then say, right out, as he never means to marry at all, is +the lowest-spirited fellow that ever was. I never read of such a one +in none of the books. No, I won't. You go your way, and I'll go mine.' +In her passion she was as good as her word, and escaped from him, +running all the way to her aunt's door. There was in her mind a +feeling of anger against the man, which she did not herself +understand, in that he would incur no risk on her behalf. He would not +even make a lover's easy promise, in order that the present hour might +be made pleasant. Ruby let herself into her aunt's house, and cried +herself to sleep with a child on each side of her. + +On the next day Roger called. She had begged Mrs Pipkin to attend the +door, and had asked her to declare, should any gentleman ask for Ruby +Ruggles, that Ruby Ruggles was out. Mrs Pipkin had not refused to do +so; but, having heard sufficient of Roger Carbury to imagine the cause +which might possibly bring him to the house, and having made up her +mind that Ruby's present condition of independence was equally +unfavourable to the lodging-house and to Ruby herself, she determined +that the Squire, if he did come, should see the young lady. When +therefore Ruby was called into the little back parlour and found Roger +Carbury there, she thought that she had been caught in a trap. She had +been very cross all the morning. Though in her rage she had been able +on the previous evening to dismiss her titled lover, and to imply that +she never meant to see him again, now, when the remembrance of the +loss came upon her amidst her daily work,--when she could no longer +console herself in her drudgery by thinking of the beautiful things +that were in store for her, and by flattering herself that though at +this moment she was little better than a maid of all work in a +lodging-house, the time was soon coming in which she would bloom forth +as a baronet's bride,--now in her solitude she almost regretted the +precipitancy of her own conduct. Could it be that she would never see +him again;--that she would dance no more in that gilded bright saloon? +And might it not be possible that she had pressed him too hard? A +baronet of course would not like to be brought to book, as she could +bring to book such a one as John Crumb. But yet,--that he should have +said never;--that he would never marry! Looking at it in any light, she +was very unhappy, and this coming of the Squire did not serve to cure +her misery. + +Roger was very kind to her, taking her by the hand, and bidding her +sit down, and telling her how glad he was to find that she was +comfortably settled with her aunt. 'We were all alarmed, of course, +when you went away without telling anybody where you were going.' + +'Grandfather'd been that cruel to me that I couldn't tell him.' + +'He wanted you to keep your word to an old friend of yours.' + +'To pull me all about by the hairs of my head wasn't the way to make a +girl keep her word;--was it, Mr Carbury? That's what he did, then;--and +Sally Hockett, who is there, heard it. I've been good to grandfather, +whatever I may have been to John Crumb; and he shouldn't have treated +me like that. No girl'd like to be pulled about the room by the hairs +of her head, and she with her things all off, just getting into bed.' + +The Squire had no answer to make to this. That old Ruggles should be a +violent brute under the influence of gin and water did not surprise +him. And the girl, when driven away from her home by such usage, had +not done amiss in coming to her aunt. But Roger had already heard a +few words from Mrs Pipkin as to Ruby's late hours, had heard also that +there was a lover, and knew very well who that lover was. He also was +quite familiar with John Crumb's state of mind. John Crumb was a +gallant, loving fellow who might be induced to forgive everything, if +Ruby would only go back to him; but would certainly persevere, after +some slow fashion of his own, and 'see the matter out,' as he would say +himself, if she did not go back. 'As you found yourself obliged to run +away,' said Roger, 'I'm glad that you should be here; but you don't +mean to stay here always?' + +'I don't know,' said Ruby. + +'You must think of your future life. You don't want to be always your +aunt's maid.' + +'Oh dear, no.' + +'It would be very odd if you did, when you may be the wife of such a +man as Mr Crumb.' + +'Oh, Mr Crumb! Everybody is going on about Mr Crumb. I don't like Mr +Crumb, and I never will like him.' + +'Now look here, Ruby; I have come to speak to you very seriously, and +I expect you to hear me. Nobody can make you marry Mr Crumb, unless +you please.' + +'Nobody can't, of course, sir.' + +'But I fear you have given him up for somebody else, who certainly +won't marry you, and who can only mean to ruin you.' + +'Nobody won't ruin me,' said Ruby. 'A girl has to look to herself, and +I mean to look to myself.' + +'I'm glad to hear you say so, but being out at night with such a one +as Sir Felix Carbury is not looking to yourself. That means going to +the devil head foremost.' + +'I ain't a going to the devil,' said Ruby, sobbing and blushing. + +'But you will, if you put yourself into the hands of that young man. +He's as bad as bad can be. He's my own cousin, and yet I'm obliged to +tell you so. He has no more idea of marrying you than I have; but were +he to marry you, he could not support you. He is ruined himself, and +would ruin any young woman who trusted him. I'm almost old enough to +be your father, and in all my experience I never came across so vile a +young man as he is. He would ruin you and cast you from him without a +pang of remorse. He has no heart in his bosom;--none.' Ruby had now +given way altogether, and was sobbing with her apron to her eyes in +one corner of the room. 'That's what Sir Felix Carbury is,' said the +Squire, standing up so that he might speak with the more energy, and +talk her down more thoroughly. 'And if I understand it rightly,' he +continued, 'it is for a vile thing such as he, that you have left a +man who is as much above him in character, as the sun is above the +earth. You think little of John Crumb because he does not wear a fine +coat.' + +'I don't care about any man's coat,' said Ruby; 'but John hasn't ever +a word to say, was it ever so.' + +'Words to say! what do words matter? He loves you. He loves you after +that fashion that he wants to make you happy and respectable, not to +make you a bye-word and a disgrace.' Ruby struggled hard to make some +opposition to the suggestion, but found herself to be incapable of +speech at the moment. 'He thinks more of you than of himself, and +would give you all that he has. What would that other man give you? If +you were once married to John Crumb, would any one then pull you by +the hairs of your head? Would there be any want then, or any +disgrace?' + +'There ain't no disgrace, Mr Carbury.' + +'No disgrace in going about at midnight with such a one as Felix +Carbury? You are not a fool, and you know that it is disgraceful. If +you are not unfit to be an honest man's wife, go back and beg that +man's pardon.' + +'John Crumb's pardon! No!' + +'Oh, Ruby, if you knew how highly I respect that man, and how lowly I +think of the other; how I look on the one as a noble fellow, and +regard the other as dust beneath my feet, you would perhaps change +your mind a little.' + +Her mind was being changed. His words did have their effect, though +the poor girl struggled against the conviction that was borne in upon +her. She had never expected to hear any one call John Crumb noble. But +she had never respected any one more highly than Squire Carbury, and +he said that John Crumb was noble. Amidst all her misery and trouble +she still told herself that it was but a dusty, mealy,--and also a +dumb nobility. + +'I'll tell you what will take place,' continued Roger. 'Mr Crumb won't +put up with this you know.' + +'He can't do nothing to me, sir.' + +'That's true enough. Unless it be to take you in his arms and press +you to his heart, he wants to do nothing to you. Do you think he'd +injure you if he could? You don't know what a man's love really means, +Ruby. But he could do something to somebody else. How do you think it +would be with Felix Carbury, if they two were in a room together and +nobody else by?' + +'John's mortial strong, Mr Carbury.' + +'If two men have equal pluck, strength isn't much needed. One is a +brave man, and the other--a coward. Which do you think is which?' + +'He's your own cousin, and I don't know why you should say everything +again him.' + +'You know I'm telling you the truth. You know it as well as I do +myself;--and you're throwing yourself away, and throwing the man who +loves you over,--for such a fellow as that! Go back to him, Ruby, and +beg his pardon.' + +'I never will;--never.' + +'I've spoken to Mrs Pipkin, and while you're here she will see that +you don't keep such hours any longer. You tell me that you're not +disgraced, and yet you are out at midnight with a young blackguard +like that! I've said what I've got to say, and I'm going away. But +I'll let your grandfather know.' + +'Grandfather don't want me no more.' + +'And I'll come again. If you want money to go home, I will let you +have it. Take my advice at least in this;--do not see Sir Felix Carbury +any more.' Then he took his leave. If he had failed to impress her +with admiration for John Crumb, he had certainly been efficacious in +lessening that which she had entertained for Sir Felix. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV - THE COMING ELECTION + + +The very greatness of Mr Melmotte's popularity, the extent of the +admiration which was accorded by the public at large to his commercial +enterprise and financial sagacity, created a peculiar bitterness in +the opposition that was organized against him at Westminster. As the +high mountains are intersected by deep valleys, as puritanism in one +age begets infidelity in the next, as in many countries the thickness +of the winter's ice will be in proportion to the number of the summer +musquitoes, so was the keenness of the hostility displayed on this +occasion in proportion to the warmth of the support which was +manifested. As the great man was praised, so also was he abused. As he +was a demi-god to some, so was he a fiend to others. And indeed there +was hardly any other way in which it was possible to carry on the +contest against him. From the moment in which Mr Melmotte had declared +his purpose of standing for Westminster in the Conservative interest, +an attempt was made to drive him down the throats of the electors by +clamorous assertions of his unprecedented commercial greatness. It +seemed that there was but one virtue in the world, commercial +enterprise,--and that Melmotte was its prophet. It seemed, too, that the +orators and writers of the day intended all Westminster to believe +that Melmotte treated his great affairs in a spirit very different +from that which animates the bosoms of merchants in general. He had +risen above feeling of personal profit. His wealth was so immense that +there was no longer place for anxiety on that score. He already +possessed,--so it was said,--enough to found a dozen families, and he had +but one daughter! But by carrying on the enormous affairs which he +held in his hands, he would be able to open up new worlds, to afford +relief to the oppressed nationalities of the over-populated old +countries. He had seen how small was the good done by the Peabodys and +the Bairds, and, resolving to lend no ear to charities and religions, +was intent on projects for enabling young nations to earn plentiful +bread by the moderate sweat of their brows. He was the head and front +of the railway which was to regenerate Mexico. It was presumed that +the contemplated line from ocean to ocean across British America would +become a fact in his hands. It was he who was to enter into terms with +the Emperor of China for farming the tea-fields of that vast country. +He was already in treaty with Russia for a railway from Moscow to +Khiva. He had a fleet,--or soon would have a fleet of emigrant ships,-- +ready to carry every discontented Irishman out of Ireland to whatever +quarter of the globe the Milesian might choose for the exercise of his +political principles. It was known that he had already floated a +company for laying down a submarine wire from Penzance to Point de +Galle, round the Cape of Good Hope,--so that, in the event of general +wars, England need be dependent on no other country for its +communications with India. And then there was the philanthropic scheme +for buying the liberty of the Arabian fellahs from the Khedive of +Egypt for thirty millions sterling,--the compensation to consist of the +concession of a territory about four times as big as Great Britain in +the lately annexed country on the great African lakes. It may have +been the case that some of these things were as yet only matters of +conversation,--speculations as to which Mr Melmotte's mind and +imagination had been at work, rather than his pocket or even his +credit; but they were all sufficiently matured to find their way into +the public press, and to be used as strong arguments why Melmotte +should become member of Parliament for Westminster. + +All this praise was of course gall to those who found themselves +called upon by the demands of their political position to oppose Mr +Melmotte. You can run down a demi-god only by making him out to be a +demi-devil. These very persons, the leading Liberals of the leading +borough in England as they called themselves, would perhaps have cared +little about Melmotte's antecedents had it not become their duty to +fight him as a Conservative. Had the great man found at the last +moment that his own British politics had been liberal in their nature, +these very enemies would have been on his committee. It was their +business to secure the seat. And as Melmotte's supporters began the +battle with an attempt at what the Liberals called 'bounce,'--to carry +the borough with a rush by an overwhelming assertion of their +candidate's virtues,--the other party was driven to make some enquiries +as to that candidate's antecedents. They quickly warmed to the work, +and were not less loud in exposing the Satan of speculation, than had +been the Conservatives in declaring the commercial Jove. Emissaries +were sent to Paris and Frankfort, and the wires were used to Vienna +and New York. It was not difficult to collect stories,--true or false; +and some quiet men, who merely looked on at the game, expressed an +opinion that Melmotte might have wisely abstained from the glories of +Parliament. + +Nevertheless there was at first some difficulty in finding a proper +Liberal candidate to run against him. The nobleman who had been +elevated out of his seat by the death of his father had been a great +Whig magnate, whose family was possessed of immense wealth and of +popularity equal to its possessions. One of that family might have +contested the borough at a much less expense than any other person,-- +and to them the expense would have mattered but little. But there was +no such member of it forthcoming. Lord This and Lord That,--and the +Honourable This and the Honourable That, sons of other cognate Lords,-- +already had seats which they were unwilling to vacate in the present +state of affairs. There was but one other session for the existing +Parliament; and the odds were held to be very greatly in Melmotte's +favour. Many an outsider was tried, but the outsiders were either +afraid of Melmotte's purse or his influence. Lord Buntingford was +asked, and he and his family were good old Whigs. But he was nephew to +Lord Alfred Grendall, first cousin to Miles Grendall, and abstained on +behalf of his relatives. An overture was made to Sir Damask Monogram, +who certainly could afford the contest. But Sir Damask did not see his +way. Melmotte was a working bee, while he was a drone,--and he did not +wish to have the difference pointed out by Mr Melmotte's supporters. +Moreover, he preferred his yacht and his four-in-hand. + +At last a candidate was selected, whose nomination and whose consent +to occupy the position created very great surprise in the London +world. The press had of course taken up the matter very strongly. The +'Morning Breakfast Table' supported Mr Melmotte with all its weight. +There were people who said that this support was given by Mr Broune +under the influence of Lady Carbury, and that Lady Carbury in this way +endeavoured to reconcile the great man to a marriage between his +daughter and Sir Felix. But it is more probable that Mr Broune saw,--or +thought that he saw,--which way the wind sat, and that he supported the +commercial hero because he felt that the hero would be supported by +the country at large. In praising a book, or putting foremost the +merits of some official or military claimant, or writing up a charity,-- +in some small matter of merely personal interest,--the Editor of the +'Morning Breakfast Table' might perhaps allow himself to listen to a +lady whom he loved. But he knew his work too well to jeopardize his +paper by such influences in any matter which might probably become +interesting to the world of his readers. There was a strong belief in +Melmotte. The clubs thought that he would be returned for Westminster. +The dukes and duchesses fêted him. The city,--even the city was showing +a wavering disposition to come round. Bishops begged for his name on +the list of promoters of their pet schemes. Royalty without stint was +to dine at his table. Melmotte himself was to sit at the right hand of +the brother of the Sun and of the uncle of the Moon, and British +Royalty was to be arranged opposite, so that every one might seem to +have the place of most honour. How could a conscientious Editor of a +'Morning Breakfast Table,' seeing how things were going, do other than +support Mr Melmotte? In fair justice it may be well doubted whether +Lady Carbury had exercised any influence in the matter. + +But the 'Evening Pulpit' took the other side. Now this was the more +remarkable, the more sure to attract attention, inasmuch as the +'Evening Pulpit' had never supported the Liberal interest. As was said +in the first chapter of this work, the motto of that newspaper implied +that it was to be conducted on principles of absolute independence. +Had the 'Evening Pulpit,' like some of its contemporaries, lived by +declaring from day to day that all Liberal elements were godlike, and +all their opposites satanic, as a matter of course the same line of +argument would have prevailed as to the Westminster election. But as +it had not been so, the vigour of the 'Evening Pulpit' on this +occasion was the more alarming and the more noticeable,--so that the +short articles which appeared almost daily in reference to Mr Melmotte +were read by everybody. Now they who are concerned in the manufacture +of newspapers are well aware that censure is infinitely more +attractive than eulogy,--but they are quite as well aware that it is +more dangerous. No proprietor or editor was ever brought before the +courts at the cost of ever so many hundred pounds,--which if things go +badly may rise to thousands,--because he had attributed all but divinity +to some very poor specimen of mortality. No man was ever called upon +for damages because he had attributed grand motives. It might be well +for politics and Literature and art,--and for truth in general, if it +was possible to do so, but a new law of libel must be enacted before +such salutary proceedings can take place. Censure on the other hand is +open to very grave perils. Let the Editor have been ever so +conscientious, ever so beneficent,--even ever so true,--let it be ever +so clear that what he has written has been written on behalf of virtue, +and that he has misstated no fact, exaggerated no fault, never for a +moment been allured from public to private matters,--and he may still be +in danger of ruin. A very long purse, or else a very high courage is +needed for the exposure of such conduct as the 'Evening Pulpit' +attributed to Mr Melmotte. The paper took up this line suddenly. After +the second article Mr Alf sent back to Mr Miles Grendall, who in the +matter was acting as Mr Melmotte's secretary, the ticket of invitation +for the dinner, with a note from Mr Alf stating that circumstances +connected with the forthcoming election for Westminster could not +permit him to have the great honour of dining at Mr Melmotte's table +in the presence of the Emperor of China. Miles Grendall showed the +note to the dinner committee, and, without consultation with Mr +Melmotte, it was decided that the ticket should be sent to the Editor +of a thorough-going Conservative journal. This conduct on the part of +the 'Evening Pulpit' astonished the world considerably; but the world +was more astonished when it was declared that Mr Ferdinand Alf himself +was going to stand for Westminster on the Liberal interest. + +Various suggestions were made. Some said that as Mr Alf had a large +share in the newspaper, and as its success was now an established +fact, he himself intended to retire from the laborious position which +he filled, and was therefore free to go into Parliament. Others were +of opinion that this was the beginning of a new era in literature, of +a new order of things, and that from this time forward editors would +frequently be found in Parliament, if editors were employed of +sufficient influence in the world to find constituencies. Mr Broune +whispered confidentially to Lady Carbury that the man was a fool for +his pains, and that he was carried away by pride. 'Very clever,--and +dashing,' said Mr Broune, 'but he never had ballast.' Lady Carbury +shook her head. She did not want to give up Mr Alf if she could help +it. He had never said a civil word of her in his paper;--but still she +had an idea that it was well to be on good terms with so great a +power. She entertained a mysterious awe for Mr Alf,--much in excess of +any similar feeling excited by Mr Broune, in regard to whom her awe +had been much diminished since he had made her an offer of marriage. +Her sympathies as to the election of course were with Mr Melmotte. She +believed in him thoroughly. She still thought that his nod might be +the means of making Felix,--or if not his nod, then his money without +the nod. + +'I suppose he is very rich,' she said, speaking to Mr Broune +respecting Mr Alf. + +'I dare say he has put by something. But this election will cost him +£10,000;--and if he goes on as he is doing now, he had better allow +another £10,000 for action for libel. They've already declared that +they will indict the paper.' + +'Do you believe about the Austrian Insurance Company?' This was a +matter as to which Mr Melmotte was supposed to have retired from Paris +not with clean hands. + +'I don't believe the "Evening Pulpit" can prove it,--and I'm sure that +they can't attempt to prove it without an expense of three or four +thousand pounds. That's a game in which nobody wins but the lawyers. I +wonder at Alf. I should have thought that he would have known how to +get all said that he wanted to have said without running with his head +into the lion's mouth. He has been so clever up to this! God knows he +has been bitter enough, but he has always sailed within the wind.' + +Mr Alf had a powerful committee. By this time an animus in regard to +the election had been created strong enough to bring out the men on +both sides, and to produce heat, when otherwise there might only have +been a warmth or, possibly, frigidity. The Whig Marquises and the Whig +Barons came forward, and with them the liberal professional men, and +the tradesmen who had found that party to answer best, and the +democratical mechanics. If Melmotte's money did not, at last, utterly +demoralise the lower class of voters, there would still be a good +fight. And there was a strong hope that, under the ballot, Melmotte's +money might be taken without a corresponding effect upon the voting. +It was found upon trial that Mr Alf was a good speaker. And though he +still conducted the 'Evening Pulpit', he made time for addressing +meetings of the constituency almost daily. And in his speeches he +never spared Melmotte. No one, he said, had a greater reverence for +mercantile grandeur than himself. But let them take care that the +grandeur was grand. How great would be the disgrace to such a borough +as that of Westminster if it should find that it had been taken in by +a false spirit of speculation and that it had surrendered itself to +gambling when it had thought to do honour to honest commerce. This, +connected, as of course it was, with the articles in the paper, was +regarded as very open speaking. And it had its effect. Some men began +to say that Melmotte had not been known long enough to deserve +confidence in his riches, and the Lord Mayor was already beginning to +think that it might be wise to escape the dinner by some excuse. + +Melmotte's committee was also very grand. If Alf was supported by +Marquises and Barons, he was supported by Dukes and Earls. But his +speaking in public did not of itself inspire much confidence. He had +very little to say when he attempted to explain the political +principles on which he intended to act. After a little he confined +himself to remarks on the personal attacks made on him by the other +side, and even in doing that was reiterative rather than diffusive. +Let them prove it. He defied them to prove it. Englishmen were too +great, too generous, too honest, too noble,--the men of Westminster +especially were a great deal too highminded to pay any attention to +such charges as these till they were proved. Then he began again. Let +them prove it. Such accusations as these were mere lies till they were +proved. He did not say much himself in public as to actions for +libel,--but assurances were made on his behalf to the electors, +especially by Lord Alfred Grendall and his son, that as soon as the +election was over all speakers and writers would be indicted for libel, +who should be declared by proper legal advice to have made themselves +liable to such action. The 'Evening Pulpit' and Mr Alf would of course +be the first victims. + +The dinner was fixed for Monday, July the 8th. The election for the +borough was to be held on Tuesday the 9th. It was generally thought +that the proximity of the two days had been arranged with the view of +enhancing Melmotte's expected triumph. But such in truth, was not the +case. It had been an accident, and an accident that was distressing to +some of the Melmottites. There was much to be done about the dinner,-- +which could not be omitted; and much also as to the election,--which +was imperative. The two Grendalls, father and son, found themselves to +be so driven that the world seemed for them to be turned topsy-turvy. +The elder had in old days been accustomed to electioneering in the +interest of his own family, and had declared himself willing to make +himself useful on behalf of Mr Melmotte. But he found Westminster to +be almost too much for him. He was called here and sent there, till he +was very near rebellion. 'If this goes on much longer I shall cut it,' +he said to his son. + +'Think of me, governor,' said the son 'I have to be in the city four +or five times a week.' + +'You've a regular salary.' + +'Come, governor; you've done pretty well for that. What's my salary to +the shares you've had? The thing is;--will it last?' + +'How last?' + +'There are a good many who say that Melmotte will burst up.' + +'I don't believe it,' said Lord Alfred. 'They don't know what they're +talking about. There are too many in the same boat to let him burst +up. It would be the bursting up of half London. But I shall tell him +after this that he must make it easier. He wants to know who's to have +every ticket for the dinner, and there's nobody to tell him except me. +And I've got to arrange all the places, and nobody to help me except +that fellow from the Herald's office. I don't know about people's +rank. Which ought to come first: a director of the bank or a fellow +who writes books?' Miles suggested that the fellow from the Herald's +office would know all about that, and that his father need not trouble +himself with petty details. + +'And you shall come to us for three days,--after it's over,' said Lady +Monogram to Miss Longestaffe; a proposition to which Miss Longestaffe +acceded, willingly indeed, but not by any means as though a favour had +been conferred upon her. Now the reason why Lady Monogram had changed +her mind as to inviting her old friend, and thus threw open her +hospitality for three whole days to the poor young lady who had +disgraced herself by staying with the Melmottes, was as follows. Miss +Longestaffe had the disposal of two evening tickets for Madame +Melmotte's grand reception; and so greatly had the Melmottes risen in +general appreciation that Lady Monogram had found that she was bound, +on behalf of her own position in society, to be present on that +occasion. It would not do that her name should not be in the printed +list of the guests. Therefore she had made a serviceable bargain with +her old friend Miss Longestaffe. She was to have her two tickets for +the reception, and Miss Longestaffe was to be received for three days +as a guest by Lady Monogram. It had also been conceded that at any +rate on one of these nights Lady Monogram should take Miss Longestaffe +out with her, and that she should herself receive company on another. +There was perhaps something slightly painful at the commencement of +the negotiation; but such feelings soon fade away, and Lady Monogram +was quite a woman of the world. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV - Mr MELMOTTE IS PRESSED FOR TIME + + +About this time, a fortnight or nearly so before the election, Mr +Longestaffe came up to town and saw Mr Melmotte very frequently. He +could not go into his own house, as he had let that for a month to the +great financier, nor had he any establishment in town; but he slept at +an hotel and lived at the Carlton. He was quite delighted to find that +his new friend was an honest Conservative, and he himself proposed the +honest Conservative at the club. There was some idea of electing Mr +Melmotte out of hand, but it was decided that the club could not go +beyond its rule, and could only admit Mr Melmotte out of his regular +turn as soon as he should occupy a seat in the House of Commons. Mr +Melmotte, who was becoming somewhat arrogant, was heard to declare +that if the club did not take him when he was willing to be taken, it +might do without him. If not elected at once, he should withdraw his +name. So great was his prestige at this moment with his own party that +there were some, Mr Longestaffe among the number, who pressed the +thing on the committee. Mr Melmotte was not like other men. It was a +great thing to have Mr Melmotte in the party. Mr Melmotte's financial +capabilities would in themselves be a tower of strength. Rules were +not made to control the club in a matter of such importance as this. A +noble lord, one among seven who had been named as a fit leader of the +Upper House on the Conservative side in the next session, was asked to +take the matter up; and men thought that the thing might have been +done had he complied. But he was old-fashioned, perhaps pig-headed; +and the club for the time lost the honour of entertaining Mr Melmotte. + +It may be remembered that Mr Longestaffe had been anxious to become +one of the directors of the Mexican Railway, and that he was rather +snubbed than encouraged when he expressed his wish to Mr Melmotte. +Like other great men, Mr Melmotte liked to choose his own time for +bestowing favours. Since that request was made the proper time had +come, and he had now intimated to Mr Longestaffe that in a somewhat +altered condition of things there would be a place for him at the +Board, and that he and his brother directors would be delighted to +avail themselves of his assistance. The alliance between Mr Melmotte +and Mr Longestaffe had become very close. The Melmottes had visited +the Longestaffes at Caversham. Georgiana Longestaffe was staying with +Madame Melmotte in London. The Melmottes were living in Mr +Longestaffe's town house, having taken it for a month at a very high +rent. Mr Longestaffe now had a seat at Mr Melmotte's board. And Mr +Melmotte had bought Mr Longestaffe's estate at Pickering on terms very +favourable to the Longestaffes. It had been suggested to Mr +Longestaffe by Mr Melmotte that he had better qualify for his seat at +the Board by taking shares in the Company to the amount of--perhaps two +or three thousand pounds, and Mr Longestaffe had of course consented. +There would be no need of any transaction in absolute cash. The shares +could of course be paid for out of Mr Longestaffe's half of the +purchase money for Pickering Park, and could remain for the present in +Mr Melmotte's hands. To this also Mr Longestaffe had consented, not +quite understanding why the scrip should not be made over to him at +once. + +It was a part of the charm of all dealings with this great man that no +ready money seemed ever to be necessary for anything. Great purchases +were made and great transactions apparently completed without the +signing even of a cheque. Mr Longestaffe found himself to be afraid +even to give a hint to Mr Melmotte about ready money. In speaking of +all such matters Melmotte seemed to imply that everything necessary +had been done, when he had said that it was done. Pickering had been +purchased and the title-deeds made over to Mr Melmotte; but the +£80,000 had not been paid,--had not been absolutely paid, though of +course Mr Melmotte's note assenting to the terms was security +sufficient for any reasonable man. The property had been mortgaged, +though not heavily, and Mr Melmotte had no doubt satisfied the +mortgagee; but there was still a sum of £50,000 to come, of which +Dolly was to have one half and the other was to be employed in paying +off Mr Longestaffe's debts to tradesmen and debts to the bank. It +would have been very pleasant to have had this at once,--but Mr +Longestaffe felt the absurdity of pressing such a man as Mr Melmotte, +and was partly conscious of the gradual consummation of a new era in +money matters. 'If your banker is pressing you, refer him to me,' Mr +Melmotte had said. As for many years past we have exchanged paper +instead of actual money for our commodities, so now it seemed that, +under the new Melmotte regime, an exchange of words was to suffice. + +But Dolly wanted his money. Dolly, idle as he was, foolish as he was, +dissipated as he was and generally indifferent to his debts, liked to +have what belonged to him. It had all been arranged. £5,000 would pay +off all his tradesmen's debts and leave him comfortably possessed of +money in hand, while the other £20,000 would make his own property +free. There was a charm in this which awakened even Dolly, and for the +time almost reconciled him to his father's society. But now a shade of +impatience was coming over him. He had actually gone down to Caversham +to arrange the terms with his father,--and had in fact made his own +terms. His father had been unable to move him, and had consequently +suffered much in spirit. Dolly had been almost triumphant,--thinking +that the money would come on the next day, or at any rate during the +next week. Now he came to his father early in the morning,--at about two +o'clock,--to inquire what was being done. He had not as yet been made +blessed with a single ten-pound note in his hand, as the result of the +sale. + +'Are you going to see Melmotte, sir?' he asked somewhat abruptly. + +'Yes;--I'm to be with him to-morrow, and he is to introduce me to the +Board.' + +'You're going in for that, are you, sir? Do they pay anything?' + +'I believe not.' + +'Nidderdale and young Carbury belong to it. It's a sort of Beargarden +affair.' + +'A bear-garden affair, Adolphus. How so?' + +'I mean the club. We had them all there for dinner one day, and a +jolly dinner we gave them. Miles Grendall and old Alfred belong to it. +I don't think they'd go in for it, if there was no money going. I'd +make them fork out something if I took the trouble of going all that +way.' + +'I think that perhaps, Adolphus, you hardly understand these things.' + +'No, I don't. I don't understand much about business, I know. What I +want to understand is, when Melmotte is going to pay up this money.' + +'I suppose he'll arrange it with the banks,' said the father. + +'I beg that he won't arrange my money with the banks, sir. You'd +better tell him not. A cheque upon his bank which I can pay in to mine +is about the best thing going. You'll be in the city to-morrow, and +you'd better tell him. If you don't like, you know, I'll get Squercum +to do it.' Mr Squercum was a lawyer whom Dolly had employed of late +years much to the annoyance of his parent. Mr Squercum's name was +odious to Mr Longestaffe. + +'I beg you'll do nothing of the kind. It will be very foolish if you +do;--perhaps ruinous.' + +'Then he'd better pay up, like anybody else,' said Dolly as he left +the room. The father knew the son, and was quite sure that Squercum +would have his finger in the pie unless the money were paid quickly. +When Dolly had taken an idea into his head, no power on earth,--no +power at least of which the father could avail himself,--would turn +him. + +On that same day Melmotte received two visits in the city from two of +his fellow directors. At the time he was very busy. Though his +electioneering speeches were neither long nor pithy, still he had to +think of them beforehand. Members of his Committee were always trying +to see him. Orders as to the dinner and the preparation of the house +could not be given by Lord Alfred without some reference to him. And +then those gigantic commercial affairs which were enumerated in the +last chapter could not be adjusted without much labour on his part. +His hands were not empty, but still he saw each of these young men,-- +for a few minutes. 'My dear young friend, what can I do for you?' he +said to Sir Felix, not sitting down, so that Sir Felix also should +remain standing. + +'About that money, Mr Melmotte?' + +'What money, my dear fellow? You see that a good many money matters +pass through my hands.' + +'The thousand pounds I gave you for shares. If you don't mind, and as +the shares seem to be a bother, I'll take the money back.' + +'It was only the other day you had £200,' said Melmotte, showing that +he could apply his memory to small transactions when he pleased. + +'Exactly;--and you might as well let me have the £800.' + +'I've ordered the shares;--gave the order to my broker the other day.' + +'Then I'd better take the shares,' said Sir Felix, feeling that it +might very probably be that day fortnight before he could start for +New York. 'Could I get them, Mr Melmotte?' + +'My dear fellow, I really think you hardly calculate the value of my +time when you come to me about such an affair as this.' + +'I'd like to have the money or the shares,' said Sir Felix, who was +not specially averse to quarrelling with Mr Melmotte now that he had +resolved upon taking that gentleman's daughter to New York in direct +opposition to his written promise. Their quarrel would be so +thoroughly internecine when the departure should be discovered, that +any present anger could hardly increase its bitterness. What Felix +thought of now was simply his money, and the best means of getting it +out of Melmotte's hands. + +'You're a spendthrift,' said Melmotte, apparently relenting, 'and I'm +afraid a gambler. I suppose I must give you £200 more on account.' + +Sir Felix could not resist the touch of ready money, and consented to +take the sum offered. As he pocketed the cheque he asked for the name +of the brokers who were employed to buy the shares. But here Melmotte +demurred 'No, my friend,' said Melmotte; 'you are only entitled to +shares for £600 pounds now. I will see that the thing is put right.' +So Sir Felix departed with £200 only. Marie had said that she could +get £200. Perhaps if he bestirred himself and wrote to some of Miles's +big relations he could obtain payment of a part of that gentleman's +debt to him. + +Sir Felix going down the stairs in Abchurch Lane met Paul Montague +coming up. Carbury, on the spur of the moment, thought that he would +'take a rise' as he called it out of Montague. 'What's this I hear +about a lady at Islington?' he asked. + +'Who has told you anything about a lady at Islington?' + +'A little bird. There are always little birds about telling of ladies. +I'm told that I'm to congratulate you on your coming marriage.' + +'Then you've been told an infernal falsehood,' said Montague passing +on. He paused a moment and added, 'I don't know who can have told you, +but if you hear it again, I'll trouble you to contradict it.' As he +was waiting in Melmotte's outer room while the duke's nephew went in +to see whether it was the great man's pleasure to see him, he +remembered whence Carbury must have heard tidings of Mrs Hurtle. Of +course the rumour had come through Ruby Ruggles. + +Miles Grendall brought out word that the great man would see Mr +Montague; but he added a caution. 'He's awfully full of work just +now,--you won't forget that;--will you?' Montague assured the duke's +nephew that he would be concise, and was shown in. + +'I should not have troubled you,' said Paul, 'only that I understood +that I was to see you before the Board met.' + +'Exactly;--of course. It was quite necessary,--only you see I am a +little busy. If this d----d dinner were over I shouldn't mind. It's a +deal easier to make a treaty with an Emperor, than to give him a dinner; +I can tell you that. Well;--let me see. Oh;--I was proposing that you +should go out to Pekin?' + +'To Mexico.' + +'Yes, yes;--to Mexico. I've so many things running in my head! Well;-- +if you'll say when you're ready to start, we'll draw up something of +instructions. You'd know better, however, than we can tell you, what +to do. You'll see Fisker, of course. You and Fisker will manage it. +The chief thing will be a cheque for the expenses; eh? We must get +that passed at the next Board.' + +Mr Melmotte had been so quick that Montague had been unable to +interrupt him. 'There need be no trouble about that, Mr Melmotte, as I +have made up my mind that it would not be fit that I should go.' + +'Oh, indeed!' + +There had been a shade of doubt on Montague's mind, till the tone in +which Melmotte had spoken of the embassy grated on his ears. The +reference to the expenses disgusted him altogether. 'No;--even did I see +my way to do any good in America my duties here would not be +compatible with the undertaking.' + +'I don't see that at all. What duties have you got here? What good are +you doing the Company? If you do stay, I hope you'll be unanimous; +that's all;--or perhaps you intend to go out. If that's it, I'll look to +your money. I think I told you that before.' + +'That, Mr Melmotte, is what I should prefer.' + +'Very well,--very well. I'll arrange it. Sorry to lose you,--that's +all. Miles, isn't Mr Goldsheiner waiting to see me?' + +'You're a little too quick, Mr Melmotte,' said Paul. + +'A man with my business on his hands is bound to be quick, sir.' + +'But I must be precise. I cannot tell you as a fact that I shall +withdraw from the Board till I receive the advice of a friend with +whom I am consulting. I hardly yet know what my duty may be.' + +'I'll tell you, sir, what can not be your duty. It cannot be your duty +to make known out of that Board-room any of the affairs of the +Company which you have learned in that Board-room. It cannot be your +duty to divulge the circumstances of the Company or any differences +which may exist between Directors of the Company, to any gentleman who +is a stranger to the Company. It cannot be your duty.' + +'Thank you, Mr Melmotte. On matters such as that I think that I can +see my own way. I have been in fault in coming in to the Board without +understanding what duties I should have to perform--.' + +'Very much in fault, I should say,' replied Melmotte, whose arrogance +in the midst of his inflated glory was overcoming him. + +'But in reference to what I may or may not say to any friend, or how +far I should be restricted by the scruples of a gentleman, I do not +want advice from you.' + +'Very well;--very well. I can't ask you to stay, because a partner from +the house of Todd, Brehgert, and Goldsheiner is waiting to see me, +about matters which are rather more important than this of yours.' +Montague had said what he had to say, and departed. + +On the following day, three-quarters of an hour before the meeting of +the Board of Directors, old Mr Longestaffe called in Abchurch Lane. He +was received very civilly by Miles Grendall, and asked to sit down. Mr +Melmotte quite expected him, and would walk with him over to the +offices of the railway, and introduce him to the Board. Mr +Longestaffe, with some shyness, intimated his desire to have a few +moments conversation with the chairman before the Board met. Fearing +his son, especially fearing Squercum, he had made up his mind to +suggest that the little matter about Pickering Park should be settled. +Miles assured him that the opportunity should be given him, but that +at the present moment the chief secretary of the Russian Legation was +with Mr Melmotte. Either the chief secretary was very tedious with his +business, or else other big men must have come in, for Mr Longestaffe +was not relieved till he was summoned to walk off to the Board five +minutes after the hour at which the Board should have met. He thought +that he could explain his views in the street; but on the stairs they +were joined by Mr Cohenlupe, and in three minutes they were in the +Board room. Mr Longestaffe was then presented, and took the chair +opposite to Miles Grendall. Montague was not there, but had sent a +letter to the secretary explaining that for reasons with which the +chairman was acquainted he should absent himself from the present +meeting. 'All right,' said Melmotte. 'I know all about it. Go on. I'm +not sure but that Mr Montague's retirement from among us may be an +advantage. He could not be made to understand that unanimity in such +an enterprise as this is essential. I am confident that the new +director whom I have had the pleasure of introducing to you to-day will +not sin in the same direction.' Then Mr Melmotte bowed and smiled very +sweetly on Mr Longestaffe. + +Mr Longestaffe was astonished to find how soon the business was done, +and how very little he had been called on to do. Miles Grendall had +read something out of a book which he had been unable to follow. Then +the chairman had read some figures. Mr Cohenlupe had declared that +their prosperity was unprecedented;--and the Board was over. When Mr +Longestaffe explained to Miles Grendall that he still wished to speak +to Mr Melmotte, Miles explained to him that the chairman had been +obliged to run off to a meeting of gentlemen connected with the +interior of Africa, which was now being held at the Cannon Street +Hotel. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI - ROGER CARBURY AND HIS TWO FRIENDS + + +Roger Carbury, having found Ruby Ruggles, and having ascertained that +she was at any rate living in a respectable house with her aunt, +returned to Carbury. He had given the girl his advice, and had done +so in a manner that was not altogether ineffectual. He had frightened +her, and had also frightened Mrs Pipkin. He had taught Mrs Pipkin to +believe that the new dispensation was not yet so completely +established as to clear her from all responsibility as to her niece's +conduct. Having done so much, and feeling that there was no more to +be done, he returned home. It was out of the question that he should +take Ruby with him. In the first place she would not have gone. And +then,--had she gone,--he would not have known where to bestow her. +For it was now understood throughout Bungay,--and the news had spread +to Beccles,--that old Farmer Ruggles had sworn that his +granddaughter should never again be received at Sheep's Acre Farm. +The squire on his return home heard all the news from his own +housekeeper. John Crumb had been at the farm and there had been a +fierce quarrel between him and the old man. The old man had called +Ruby by every name that is most distasteful to a woman, and John had +stormed and had sworn that he would have punched the old man's head +but for his age. He wouldn't believe any harm of Ruby,--or if he did +he was ready to forgive that harm. But as for the Baro-nite;--the +Baro-nite had better look to himself! Old Ruggles had declared that +Ruby should never have a shilling of his money;-hereupon Crumb had +anathematised old Ruggles and his money too, telling him that he was +an old hunx, and that he had driven the girl away by his cruelty. +Roger at once sent over to Bungay for the dealer in meal, who was +with him early on the following morning. + +'Did ye find her, squoire?' + +'Oh, yes, Mr Crumb, I found her. She's living with her aunt, Mrs +Pipkin, at Islington.' + +'Eh, now;--look at that.' + +'You knew she had an aunt of that name up in London.' + +'Ye-es; I knew'd it, squoire. I a' heard tell of Mrs Pipkin, but I +never see'd her.' + +'I wonder it did not occur to you that Ruby would go there.' John +Crumb scratched his head, as though acknowledging the shortcoming of +his own intellect. 'Of course if she was to go to London it was the +proper thing for her to do.' + +'I knew she'd do the thing as was right. I said that all along. Darned +if I didn't. You ask Mixet, squoire,--him as is baker down Bardsey Lane. +I allays guy' it her that she'd do the thing as was right. But how +about she and the Baro-nite?' + +Roger did not wish to speak of the Baronet just at present. 'I suppose +the old man down here did ill-use her?' + +'Oh, dreadful;--there ain't no manner of doubt o' that. Dragged her +about awful;--as he ought to be took up, only for the rumpus like. D'ye +think she's see'd the Baro-nite since she's been in Lon'on, Muster +Carbury?' + +'I think she's a good girl, if you mean that.' + +'I'm sure she be. I don't want none to tell me that, squoire. Tho', +squoire, it's better to me nor a ten pun' note to hear you say so. I +allays had a leaning to you, squoire; but I'll more nor lean to you, +now. I've said all through she was good, and if e'er a man in Bungay +said she warn't--; well, I was there and ready.' + +'I hope nobody has said so.' + +'You can't stop them women, squoire. There ain't no dropping into +them. But, Lord love 'ee, she shall come and be missus of my house +to-morrow, and what'll it matter her then what they say? But, squoire +did ye hear if the Baro-nite had been a' hanging about that place?' + +'About Islington, you mean.' + +'He goes a hanging about; he do. He don't come out straight forrard, +and tell a girl as he loves her afore all the parish. There ain't one +in Bungay, nor yet in Mettingham, nor yet in all the Ilketsals and all +the Elmhams, as don't know as I'm set on Ruby Ruggles. Huggery-Muggery +is pi'son to me, squoire.' + +'We all know that when you've made up your mind, you have made up your +mind.' + +'I hove. It's made up ever so as to Ruby. What sort of a one is her +aunt now, squoire?' + +'She keeps lodgings;--a very decent sort of a woman I should say.' + +'She won't let the Baro-nite come there?' + +'Certainly not,' said Roger, who felt that he was hardly dealing +sincerely with this most sincere of meal-men. Hitherto he had shuffled +off every question that had been asked him about Felix, though he knew +that Ruby had spent many hours with her fashionable lover. 'Mrs Pipkin +won't let him come there.' + +'If I was to give her a ge'own now,--or a blue cloak;--them +lodging-house women is mostly hard put to it;--or a chest of drawers +like, for her best bedroom, wouldn't that make her more o' my side, +squoire?' + +'I think she'll try to do her duty without that.' + +'They do like things the like o' that; any ways I'll go up, squoire, +arter Sax'nam market, and see how things is lying.' + +'I wouldn't go just yet, Mr Crumb, if I were you. She hasn't forgotten +the scene at the farm yet.' + +'I said nothing as wasn't as kind as kind.' + +'But her own perversity runs in her own head. If you had been unkind +she could have forgiven that; but as you were good-natured and she was +cross, she can't forgive that.' John Crumb again scratched his head, +and felt that the depths of a woman's character required more gauging +than he had yet given to it. 'And to tell you the truth, my friend, I +think that a little hardship up at Mrs Pipkin's will do her good.' + +'Don't she have a bellyful o' vittels?' asked John Crumb, with intense +anxiety. + +'I don't quite mean that. I dare say she has enough to eat. But of +course she has to work for it with her aunt. She has three or four +children to look after.' + +'That moight come in handy by-and-by;--moightn't it, squoire?' said John +Crumb grinning. + +'As you say, she'll be learning something that may be useful to her in +another sphere. Of course there is a good deal to do, and I should not +be surprised if she were to think after a bit that your house in +Bungay was more comfortable than Mrs Pipkin's kitchen in London.' + +'My little back parlour;--eh, squoire! And I've got a four-poster, most +as big as any in Bungay.' + +'I am sure you have everything comfortable for her, and she knows it +herself. Let her think about all that,--and do you go and tell her again +in a month's time. She'll be more willing to settle matters then than +she is now.' + +'But the Baro-nite!' + +'Mrs Pipkin will allow nothing of that.' + +'Girls is so 'cute. Ruby is awful 'cute. It makes me feel as though I +had two hun'erdweight o' meal on my stomach, lying awake o' nights and +thinking as how he is, may be,--pulling of her about! If I thought that +she'd let him--; oh! I'd swing for it, Muster Carbury. They'd have to +make an eend o' me at Bury, if it was that way. They would then.' + +Roger assured him again and again that he believed Ruby to be a good +girl, and promised that further steps should be taken to induce Mrs +Pipkin to keep a close watch upon her niece. John Crumb made no +promise that he would abstain from his journey to London after +Saxmundham fair; but left the squire with a conviction that his +purpose of doing so was shaken. He was still however resolved to send +Mrs Pipkin the price of a new blue cloak, and declared his purpose of +getting Mixet to write the letter and enclose the money order. John +Crumb had no delicacy as to declaring his own deficiency in literary +acquirements. He was able to make out a bill for meal or pollards, but +did little beyond that in the way of writing letters. + +This happened on a Saturday morning, and on that afternoon Roger +Carbury rode over to Lowestoft, to a meeting there on church matters +at which his friend the bishop presided. After the meeting was over he +dined at the inn with half a dozen clergymen and two or three +neighbouring gentlemen, and then walked down by himself on to the long +strand which has made Lowestoft what it is. It was now just the end +of June, and the weather was delightful;--but people were not as yet +flocking to the sea-shore. Every shopkeeper in every little town +through the country now follows the fashion set by Parliament and +abstains from his annual holiday till August or September. The place +therefore was by no means full. Here and there a few of the +townspeople, who at a bathing place are generally indifferent to the +sea, were strolling about; and another few, indifferent to fashion, +had come out from the lodging-houses and from the hotel, which had +been described as being small and insignificant,--and making up only a +hundred beds. Roger Carbury, whose house was not many miles distant +from Lowestoft, was fond of the sea-shore, and always came to loiter +there for a while when any cause brought him into the town. Now he was +walking close down upon the marge of the tide,--so that the last little +roll of the rising water should touch his feet,--with his hands joined +behind his back, and his face turned down towards the shore, when he +came upon a couple who were standing with their backs to the land, +looking forth together upon the waves. He was close to them before he +saw them, and before they had seen him. Then he perceived that the man +was his friend Paul Montague. Leaning on Paul's arm a lady stood, +dressed very simply in black, with a dark straw hat on her head;-- +very simple in her attire, but yet a woman whom it would be impossible +to pass without notice. The lady of course was Mrs Hurtle. + +Paul Montague had been a fool to suggest Lowestoft, but his folly had +been natural. It was not the first place he had named; but when fault +had been found with others, he had fallen back upon the sea sands +which were best known to himself. Lowestoft was just the spot which +Mrs Hurtle required. When she had been shown her room, and taken down +out of the hotel on to the strand, she had declared herself to be +charmed. She acknowledged with many smiles that of course she had had +no right to expect that Mrs Pipkin should understand what sort of +place she needed. But Paul would understand,--and had understood. 'I +think the hotel charming,' she said. 'I don't know what you mean by +your fun about the American hotels, but I think this quite gorgeous, +and the people so civil!' Hotel people always are civil before the +crowds come. Of course it was impossible that Paul should return to +London by the mail train which started about an hour after his +arrival. He would have reached London at four or five in the morning, +and have been very uncomfortable. The following day was Sunday, and of +course he promised to stay till Monday. Of course he had said nothing +in the train of those stern things which he had resolved to say. Of +course he was not saying them when Roger Carbury came upon him; but +was indulging in some poetical nonsense, some probably very trite +raptures as to the expanse of the ocean, and the endless ripples which +connected shore with shore. Mrs Hurtle, too, as she leaned with +friendly weight upon his arm, indulged also in moonshine and romance. +Though at the back of the heart of each of them there was a devouring +care, still they enjoyed the hour. We know that the man who is to be +hung likes to have his breakfast well cooked. And so did Paul like the +companionship of Mrs Hurtle because her attire, though simple, was +becoming; because the colour glowed in her dark face; because of the +brightness of her eyes, and the happy sharpness of her words, and the +dangerous smile which played upon her lips. He liked the warmth of her +close vicinity, and the softness of her arm, and the perfume from her +hair,--though he would have given all that he possessed that she had +been removed from him by some impassable gulf. As he had to be hanged,-- +and this woman's continued presence would be as bad as death to him,-- +he liked to have his meal well dressed. + +He certainly had been foolish to bring her to Lowestoft, and the +close neighbourhood of Carbury Manor;--and now he felt his folly. As +soon as he saw Roger Carbury he blushed up to his forehead, and then +leaving Mrs Hurtle's arm he came forward, and shook hands with his +friend. 'It is Mrs Hurtle,' he said, 'I must introduce you,' and the +introduction was made. Roger took off his hat and bowed, but he did so +with the coldest ceremony. Mrs Hurtle, who was quick enough at +gathering the minds of people from their looks, was just as cold in +her acknowledgment of the courtesy. In former days she had heard much +of Roger Carbury, and surmised that he was no friend to her. 'I did +not know that you were thinking of coming to Lowestoft,' said Roger +in a voice that was needlessly severe. But his mind at the present +moment was severe, and he could not hide his mind. + +'I was not thinking of it. Mrs Hurtle wished to get to the sea, and as +she knew no one else here in England, I brought her.' + +'Mr Montague and I have travelled so many miles together before now,' +she said, 'that a few additional will not make much difference.' + +'Do you stay long?' asked Roger in the same voice. + +'I go back probably on Monday,' said Montague. + +'As I shall be here a whole week, and shall not speak a word to any +one after he has left me, he has consented to bestow his company on me +for two days. Will you join us at dinner, Mr Carbury, this evening?' + +'Thank you, madam;--I have dined.' + +'Then, Mr Montague, I will leave you with your friend. My toilet, +though it will be very slight, will take longer than yours. We dine +you know in twenty minutes. I wish you could get your friend to join +us.' So saying, Mrs Hurtle tripped back across the sand towards the +hotel. + +'Is this wise?' demanded Roger in a voice that was almost sepulchral, +as soon as the lady was out of hearing. + +'You may well ask that, Carbury. Nobody knows the folly of it so +thoroughly as I do.' + +'Then why do you do it? Do you mean to marry her?' + +'No; certainly not.' + +'Is it honest then, or like a gentleman, that you should be with her +in this way? Does she think that you intend to marry her?' + +'I have told her that I would not. I have told her--.' Then he stopped. +He was going on to declare that he had told her that he loved another +woman, but he felt that he could hardly touch that matter in speaking +to Roger Carbury. + +'What does she mean then? Has she no regard for her own character?' + +'I would explain it to you all, Carbury, if I could. But you would +never have the patience to hear me.' + +'I am not naturally impatient.' + +'But this would drive you mad. I wrote to her assuring her that it +must be all over. Then she came here and sent for me. Was I not bound +to go to her?' + +'Yes;--to go to her and repeat what you had said in your letter.' + +'I did do so. I went with that very purpose, and did repeat it.' + +'Then you should have left her.' + +'Ah; but you do not understand. She begged that I would not desert her +in her loneliness. We have been so much together that I could not +desert her.' + +'I certainly do not understand that, Paul. You have allowed yourself +to be entrapped into a promise of marriage; and then, for reasons +which we will not go into now but which we both thought to be +adequate, you resolved to break your promise, thinking that you would +be justified in doing so. But nothing can justify you in living with +the lady afterwards on such terms as to induce her to suppose that +your old promise holds good.' + +'She does not think so. She cannot think so.' + +'Then what must she be, to be here with you? And what must you be, to +be here, in public, with such a one as she is? I don't know why I +should trouble you or myself about it. People live now in a way that I +don't comprehend. If this be your way of living, I have no right to +complain.' + +'For God's sake, Carbury, do not speak in that way. It sounds as +though you meant to throw me over.' + +'I should have said that you had thrown me over. You come down here to +this hotel, where we are both known, with this lady whom you are not +going to marry;--and I meet you, just by chance. Had I known it, of +course I could have turned the other way. But coming on you by +accident, as I did, how am I not to speak to you? And if I speak, what +am I to say? Of course I think that the lady will succeed in marrying +you.' + +'Never.' + +'And that such a marriage will be your destruction. Doubtless she is +good-looking.' + +'Yes, and clever. And you must remember that the manners of her +country are not as the manners of this country.' + +'Then if I marry at all,' said Roger, with all his prejudice expressed +strongly in his voice, 'I trust I may not marry a lady of her country. +She does not think that she is to marry you, and yet she comes down +here and stays with you. Paul, I don't believe it. I believe you, but +I don't believe her. She is here with you in order that she may marry +you. She is cunning and strong. You are foolish and weak. Believing as +I do that marriage with her would be destruction, I should tell her my +mind,--and leave her.' Paul at the moment thought of the gentleman in +Oregon, and of certain difficulties in leaving. 'That's what I should +do. You must go in now, I suppose, and eat your dinner.' + +'I may come to the hall as I go back home?' + +'Certainly you may come if you please,' said Roger. Then he bethought +himself that his welcome had not been cordial. 'I mean that I shall be +delighted to see you,' he added, marching away along the strand. Paul +did go into the hotel, and did eat his dinner. In the meantime Roger +Carbury marched far away along the strand. In all that he had said to +Montague he had spoken the truth, or that which appeared to him to be +the truth. He had not been influenced for a moment by any reference to +his own affairs. And yet he feared, he almost knew, that this man,-- +who had promised to marry a strange American woman and who was at this +very moment living in close intercourse with the woman after he had +told her that he would not keep his promise,--was the chief barrier +between himself and the girl that he loved. As he had listened to John +Crumb while John spoke of Ruby Ruggles, he had told himself that he +and John Crumb were alike. With an honest, true, heartfelt desire +they both panted for the companionship of a fellow-creature whom each +had chosen. And each was to be thwarted by the make-believe regard of +unworthy youth and fatuous good looks! Crumb, by dogged perseverance +and indifference to many things, would probably be successful at last. +But what chance was there of success for him? Ruby, as soon as want or +hardship told upon her, would return to the strong arm that could be +trusted to provide her with plenty and comparative ease. But Hetta +Carbury, if once her heart had passed from her own dominion into the +possession of another, would never change her love. It was possible, +no doubt,--nay, how probable,--that her heart was still vacillating. Roger +thought that he knew that at any rate she had not as yet declared her +love. If she were now to know,--if she could now learn,--of what nature +was the love of this other man; if she could be instructed that he was +living alone with a lady whom not long since he had promised to marry,-- +if she could be made to understand this whole story of Mrs Hurtle, +would not that open her eyes? Would she not then see where she could +trust her happiness, and where, by so trusting it, she would certainly +be shipwrecked! + +'Never,' said Roger to himself, hitting at the stones on the beach +with his stick. 'Never.' Then he got his horse and rode back to +Carbury Manor. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII - MRS HURTLE AT LOWESTOFT + + +When Paul got down into the dining-room Mrs Hurtle was already there, +and the waiter was standing by the side of the table ready to take the +cover off the soup. She was radiant with smiles and made herself +especially pleasant during dinner, but Paul felt sure that everything +was not well with her. Though she smiled, and talked and laughed, +there was something forced in her manner. He almost knew that she was +only waiting till the man should have left the room to speak in a +different strain. And so it was. As soon as the last lingering dish +had been removed, and when the door was finally shut behind the +retreating waiter, she asked the question which no doubt had been on +her mind since she had walked across the strand to the hotel. 'Your +friend was hardly civil; was he, Paul?' + +'Do you mean that he should have come in? I have no doubt it was true +that he had dined.' + +'I am quite indifferent about his dinner,--but there are two ways of +declining as there are of accepting. I suppose he is on very intimate +terms with you?' + +'Oh, yes.' + +'Then his want of courtesy was the more evidently intended for me. In +point of fact he disapproves of me. Is not that it?' To this question +Montague did not feel himself called upon to make any immediate +answer. 'I can well understand that it should be so. An intimate +friend may like or dislike the friend of his friend, without offence. +But unless there be strong reason he is bound to be civil to his +friend's friend, when accident brings them together. You have told me +that Mr Carbury was your beau ideal of an English gentleman.' + +'So he is.' + +'Then why didn't he behave as such?' and Mrs Hurtle again smiled. 'Did +not you yourself feel that you were rebuked for coming here with me, +when he expressed surprise at your journey? Has he authority over +you?' + +'Of course he has not. What authority could he have?' + +'Nay, I do not know. He may be your guardian. In this safe-going +country young men perhaps are not their own masters till they are past +thirty. I should have said that he was your guardian, and that he +intended to rebuke you for being in bad company. I dare say he did +after I had gone.' + +This was so true that Montague did not know how to deny it. Nor was he +sure that it would be well that he should deny it. The time must come, +and why not now as well as at any future moment? He had to make her +understand that he could not join his lot with her,--chiefly indeed +because his heart was elsewhere, a reason on which he could hardly +insist because she could allege that she had a prior right to his +heart;--but also because her antecedents had been such as to cause all +his friends to warn him against such a marriage. So he plucked up +courage for the battle. 'It was nearly that,' he said. + +There are many--and probably the greater portion of my readers will be +among the number,--who will declare to themselves that Paul Montague was +a poor creature, in that he felt so great a repugnance to face this +woman with the truth. His folly in falling at first under the battery +of her charms will be forgiven him. His engagement, unwise as it was, +and his subsequent determination to break his engagement, will be +pardoned. Women, and perhaps some men also, will feel that it was +natural that he should have been charmed, natural that he should have +expressed his admiration in the form which unmarried ladies expect +from unmarried men when any such expression is to be made at all;-- +natural also that he should endeavour to escape from the dilemma when +he found the manifold dangers of the step which he had proposed to +take. No woman, I think, will be hard upon him because of his breach +of faith to Mrs Hurtle. But they will be very hard on him on the score +of his cowardice,--as, I think, unjustly. In social life we hardly stop +to consider how much of that daring spirit which gives mastery comes +from hardness of heart rather than from high purpose, or true courage. +The man who succumbs to his wife, the mother who succumbs to her +daughter, the master who succumbs to his servant, is as often brought +to servility by a continual aversion to the giving of pain, by a +softness which causes the fretfulness of others to be an agony to +himself,--as by any actual fear which the firmness of the imperious one +may have produced. There is an inner softness, a thinness of the +mind's skin, an incapability of seeing or even thinking of the +troubles of others with equanimity, which produces a feeling akin to +fear; but which is compatible not only with courage, but with absolute +firmness of purpose, when the demand for firmness arises so strongly +as to assert itself. With this man it was not really that. He feared +the woman;--or at least such fears did not prevail upon him to be +silent; but he shrank from subjecting her to the blank misery of utter +desertion. After what had passed between them he could hardly bring +himself to tell her that he wanted her no further and to bid her go. +But that was what he had to do. And for that his answer to her last +question prepared the way. 'It was nearly that,' he said. + +'Mr Carbury did take it upon himself to rebuke you for showing +yourself on the sands at Lowestoft with such a one as I am?' + +'He knew of the letter which I wrote to you.' + +'You have canvassed me between you?' + +'Of course we have. Is that unnatural? Would you have had me be silent +about you to the oldest and the best friend I have in the world?' + +'No, I would not have had you be silent to your oldest and best +friend. I presume you would declare your purpose. But I should not +have supposed you would have asked his leave. When I was travelling +with you, I thought you were a man capable of managing your own +actions. I had heard that in your country girls sometimes hold +themselves at the disposal of their friends,--but I did not dream that +such could be the case with a man who had gone out into the world to +make his fortune.' + +Paul Montague did not like it. The punishment to be endured was being +commenced. 'Of course you can say bitter things,' he replied. + +'Is it my nature to say bitter things? Have I usually said bitter +things to you? When I have hung round your neck and have sworn that +you should be my God upon earth, was that bitter? I am alone and I +have to fight my own battles. A woman's weapon is her tongue. Say but +one word to me, Paul, as you know how to say it, and there will be +soon an end to that bitterness. What shall I care for Mr Carbury, +except to make him the cause of some innocent joke, if you will speak +but that one word? And think what it is I am asking. Do you remember +how urgent were once your own prayers to me;--how you swore that your +happiness could only be secured by one word of mine? Though I loved +you, I doubted. There were considerations of money, which have now +vanished. But I spoke it,--because I loved you, and because I believed +you. Give me that which you swore you had given before I made my gift +to you.' + +'I cannot say that word.' + +'Do you mean that, after all, I am to be thrown off like an old glove? +I have had many dealings with men and have found them to be false, +cruel, unworthy, and selfish. But I have met nothing like that. No man +has ever dared to treat me like that. No man shall dare.' + +'I wrote to you.' + +'Wrote to me;--yes! And I was to take that as sufficient! No. I think +but little of my life and have but little for which to live. But while +I do live I will travel over the world's surface to face injustice and +to expose it, before I will put up with it. You wrote to me! Heaven +and earth;--I can hardly control myself when I hear such impudence!' She +clenched her fist upon the knife that lay on the table as she looked +at him, and raising it, dropped it again at a further distance. 'Wrote +to me! Could any mere letter of your writing break the bond by which +we were bound together? Had not the distance between us seemed to have +made you safe would you have dared to write that letter? The letter +must be unwritten. It has already been contradicted by your conduct to +me since I have been in this country.' + +'I am sorry to hear you say that.' + +'Am I not justified in saying it?' + +'I hope not. When I first saw you I told you everything. If I have +been wrong in attending to your wishes since, I regret it.' + +'This comes from your seeing your master for two minutes on the beach. +You are acting now under his orders. No doubt he came with the +purpose. Had you told him you were to be here?' + +'His coming was an accident.' + +'It was very opportune at any rate. Well;--what have you to say to me? +Or am I to understand that you suppose yourself to have said all that +is required of you? Perhaps you would prefer that I should argue the +matter out with your--friend, Mr Carbury.' + +'What has to be said, I believe I can say myself.' + +'Say it then. Or are you so ashamed of it that the words stick in your +throat?' + +'There is some truth in that. I am ashamed of it. I must say that +which will be painful, and which would not have been to be said, had I +been fairly careful.' + +Then he paused. 'Don't spare me,' she said. 'I know what it all is as +well as though it were already told. I know the lies with which they +have crammed you at San Francisco. You have heard that up in Oregon-- +I shot a man. That is no lie. I did. I brought him down dead at my +feet.' Then she paused, and rose from her chair, and looked at him. +'Do you wonder that that is a story that a woman should hesitate to +tell? But not from shame. Do you suppose that the sight of that dying +wretch does not haunt me? that I do not daily hear his drunken +screech, and see him bound from the earth, and then fall in a heap +just below my hand? But did they tell you also that it was thus alone +that I could save myself,--and that had I spared him, I must afterwards +have destroyed myself? If I were wrong, why did they not try me for +his murder? Why did the women flock around me and kiss the very hems +of my garments? In this soft civilization of yours you know nothing of +such necessity. A woman here is protected,--unless it be from lies.' + +'It was not that only,' he whispered. + +'No; they told you other things,' she continued, still standing over +him. 'They told you of quarrels with my husband. I know the lies, and +who made them, and why. Did I conceal from you the character of my +former husband? Did I not tell you that he was a drunkard and a +scoundrel? How should I not quarrel with such a one? Ah, Paul; you can +hardly know what my life has been.' + +'They told me that--you fought him.' + +'Psha;--fought him! Yes;--I was always fighting him. What are you +to do but to fight cruelty, and fight falsehood, and fight fraud and +treachery,--when they come upon you and would overwhelm you but for +fighting? You have not been fool enough to believe that fable about a +duel? I did stand once, armed, and guarded my bedroom door from him, +and told him that he should only enter it over my body. He went away +to the tavern and I did not see him for a week afterwards. That was +the duel. And they have told you that he is not dead.' + +'Yes;--they have told me that.' + +'Who has seen him alive? I never said to you that I had seen him dead. +How should I?' + +'There would be a certificate.' + +'Certificate;--in the back of Texas;--five hundred miles from Galveston! +And what would it matter to you? I was divorced from him according to +the law of the State of Kansas. Does not the law make a woman free +here to marry again,--and why not with us? I sued for a divorce on the +score of cruelty and drunkenness. He made no appearance, and the Court +granted it me. Am I disgraced by that?' + +'I heard nothing of the divorce.' + +'I do not remember. When we were talking of these old days before, you +did not care how short I was in telling my story. You wanted to hear +little or nothing then of Caradoc Hurtle. Now you have become more +particular. I told you that he was dead,--as I believed myself, and do +believe. Whether the other story was told or not I do not know.' + +'It was not told.' + +'Then it was your own fault,--because you would not listen. And they +have made you believe I suppose that I have failed in getting back my +property?' + +'I have heard nothing about your property but what you yourself have +said unasked. I have asked no question about your property.' + +'You are welcome. At last I have made it again my own. And now, sir, +what else is there? I think I have been open with you. Is it because +I protected myself from drunken violence that I am to be rejected? Am +I to be cast aside because I saved my life while in the hands of a +reprobate husband, and escaped from him by means provided by law;--or +because by my own energy I have secured my own property? If I am not +to be condemned for these things, then say why am I condemned.' + +She had at any rate saved him the trouble of telling the story, but in +doing so had left him without a word to say. She had owned to shooting +the man. Well; it certainly may be necessary that a woman should shoot +a man--especially in Oregon. As to the duel with her husband,--she had +half denied and half confessed it. He presumed that she had been armed +with a pistol when she refused Mr Hurtle admittance into the nuptial +chamber. As to the question of Hurtle's death,--she had confessed that +perhaps he was not dead. But then,--as she had asked,--why should not a +divorce for the purpose in hand be considered as good as a death? He +could not say that she had not washed herself clean;--and yet, from the +story as told by herself, what man would wish to marry her? She had +seen so much of drunkenness, had become so handy with pistols, and had +done so much of a man's work, that any ordinary man might well +hesitate before he assumed to be her master. 'I do not condemn you,' +he replied. + +'At any rate, Paul, do not lie,' she answered. 'If you tell me that +you will not be my husband, you do condemn me. Is it not so?' + +'I will not lie if I can help it. I did ask you to be my wife--' + +'Well--rather. How often before I consented?' + +'It matters little; at any rate, till you did consent. I have since +satisfied myself that such a marriage would be miserable for both of +us.' + +'You have.' + +'I have. Of course, you can speak of me as you please and think of me +as you please. I can hardly defend myself.' + +'Hardly, I think.' + +'But, with whatever result, I know that I shall now be acting for the +best in declaring that I will not become--your husband.' + +'You will not?' She was still standing, and stretched out her right +hand as though again to grasp something. + +He also now rose from his chair. 'If I speak with abruptness it is +only to avoid a show of indecision. I will not.' + +'Oh, God! what have I done that it should be my lot to meet man after +man false and cruel as this! You tell me to my face that I am to bear +it! Who is the jade that has done it? Has she money?--or rank? Or is it +that you are afraid to have by your side a woman who can speak for +herself,--and even act for herself if some action be necessary? Perhaps +you think that I am--old.' He was looking at her intently as she spoke, +and it did seem to him that many years had been added to her face. It +was full of lines round the mouth, and the light play of drollery was +gone, and the colour was fixed and her eyes seemed to be deep in her +head. 'Speak, man,--is it that you want a younger wife?' + +'You know it is not.' + +'Know! How should any one know anything from a liar? From what you +tell me I know nothing. I have to gather what I can from your +character. I see that you are a coward. It is that man that came to +you, and who is your master, that has forced you to this. Between me +and him you tremble, and are a thing to be pitied. As for knowing what +you would be at, from anything that you would say,--that is impossible. +Once again I have come across a mean wretch. Oh, fool!--that men should +be so vile, and think themselves masters of the world! My last word to +you is, that you are--a liar. Now for the present you can go. Ten +minutes since, had I had a weapon in my hand I should have shot +another man.' + +Paul Montague, as he looked round the room for his hat, could not but +think that perhaps Mrs Hurtle might have had some excuse. It seemed at +any rate to be her custom to have a pistol with her,--though luckily, +for his comfort, she had left it in her bedroom on the present +occasion. 'I will say good-bye to you,' he said, when he had found his +hat. + +'Say no such thing. Tell me that you have triumphed and got rid of me. +Pluck up your spirits, if you have any, and show me your joy. Tell me +that an Englishman has dared to ill-treat an American woman. You +would,--were you not afraid to indulge yourself.' He was now standing +in the doorway, and before he escaped she gave him an imperative +command. 'I shall not stay here now,' she said--'I shall return on +Monday. I must think of what you have said, and must resolve what I +myself will do. I shall not bear this without seeking a means of +punishing you for your treachery. I shall expect you to come to me on +Monday.' + +He closed the door as he answered her. 'I do not see that it will +serve any purpose.' + +'It is for me, sir, to judge of that. I suppose you are not so much a +coward that you are afraid to come to me. If so, I shall come to you; +and you may be assured that I shall not be too timid to show myself +and to tell my story.' He ended by saying that if she desired it he +would wait upon her, but that he would not at present fix a day. On +his return to town he would write to her. + +When he was gone she went to the door and listened awhile. Then she +closed it, and turning the lock, stood with her back against the door +and with her hands clasped. After a few moments she ran forward, and +falling on her knees, buried her face in her hands upon the table. +Then she gave way to a flood of tears, and at last lay rolling upon +the floor. + +Was this to be the end of it? Should she never know rest;--never have +one draught of cool water between her lips? Was there to be no end to +the storms and turmoils and misery of her life? In almost all that she +had said she had spoken the truth, though doubtless not all the truth,-- +as which among us would in giving the story of his life? She had +endured violence, and had been violent. She had been schemed against, +and had schemed. She had fitted herself to the life which had befallen +her. But in regard to money, she had been honest and she had been +loving of heart. With her heart of hearts she had loved this young +Englishman;--and now, after all her scheming, all her daring, with all +her charms, this was to be the end of it! Oh, what a journey would +this be which she must now make back to her own country, all alone! + +But the strongest feeling which raged within her bosom was that of +disappointed love. Full as had been the vials of wrath which she had +poured forth over Montague's head, violent as had been the storm of +abuse with which she had assailed him, there had been after all +something counterfeited in her indignation. But her love was no +counterfeit. At any moment if he would have returned to her and taken +her in his arms, she would not only have forgiven him but have blessed +him also for his kindness. She was in truth sick at heart of violence +and rough living and unfeminine words. When driven by wrongs the old +habit came back upon her. But if she could only escape the wrongs, if +she could find some niche in the world which would be bearable to her, +in which, free from harsh treatment, she could pour forth all the +genuine kindness of her woman's nature,--then, she thought she could put +away violence and be gentle as a young girl. When she first met this +Englishman and found that he took delight in being near her, she had +ventured to hope that a haven would at last be open to her. But the +reek of the gunpowder from that first pistol shot still clung to her, +and she now told herself again, as she had often told herself before, +that it would have been better for her to have turned the muzzle +against her own bosom. + +After receiving his letter she had run over on what she had told +herself was a vain chance. Though angry enough when that letter first +reached her, she had, with that force of character which marked her, +declared to herself that such a resolution on his part was natural. In +marrying her he must give up all his old allies, all his old haunts. +The whole world must be changed to him. She knew enough of herself, +and enough of Englishwomen, to be sure that when her past life should +be known, as it would be known, she would be avoided in England. With +all the little ridicule she was wont to exercise in speaking of the +old country there was ever mixed, as is so often the case in the minds +of American men and women, an almost envious admiration of English +excellence. To have been allowed to forget the past and to live the +life of an English lady would have been heaven to her. But she, who +was sometimes scorned and sometimes feared in the eastern cities of +her own country, whose name had become almost a proverb for violence +out in the far West,--how could she dare to hope that her lot should be +so changed for her? + +She had reminded Paul that she had required to be asked often before +she had consented to be his wife; but she did not tell him that that +hesitation had arisen from her own conviction of her own unfitness. +But it had been so. Circumstances had made her what she was. +Circumstances had been cruel to her. But she could not now alter them. +Then gradually, as she came to believe in his love, as she lost +herself in love for him, she told herself that she would be changed. +She had, however, almost known that it could not be so. But this man +had relatives, had business, had property in her own country. Though +she could not be made happy in England, might not a prosperous life +be opened for him in the far West? Then had risen the offer of that +journey to Mexico with much probability that work of no ordinary +kind might detain him there for years. With what joy would she have +accompanied him as his wife! For that at any rate she would have been +fit. + +She was conscious, perhaps too conscious, of her own beauty. That at +any rate, she felt, had not deserted her. She was hardly aware that +time was touching it. And she knew herself to be clever, capable of +causing happiness, and mirth and comfort. She had the qualities of a +good comrade--which are so much in a woman. She knew all this of +herself. If he and she could be together in some country in which +those stories of her past life would be matter of indifference, could +she not make him happy? But what was she that a man should give up +everything and go away and spend his days in some half-barbarous +country for her alone? She knew it all and was hardly angry with him +in that he had decided against her. But treated as she had been she +must play her game with such weapons as she possessed. It was +consonant with her old character, it was consonant with her present +plans that she should at any rate seem to be angry. + +Sitting there alone late into the night she made many plans, but the +plan that seemed best to suit the present frame of her mind was the +writing of a letter to Paul bidding him adieu, sending him her fondest +love, and telling him that he was right. She did write the letter, but +wrote it with a conviction that she would not have the strength to +send it to him. The reader may judge with what feeling she wrote the +following words:-- + + + DEAR PAUL + + You are right and I am wrong. Our marriage would not have been + fitting. I do not blame you. I attracted you when we were + together; but you have learned and have learned truly that you + should not give up your life for such attractions. If I have + been violent with you, forgive me. You will acknowledge that I + have suffered. + + Always know that there is one woman who will love you better + than any one else. I think too that you will love me even when + some other woman is by your side. God bless you, and make you + happy. Write me the shortest, shortest word of adieu. Not to do + so would make you think yourself heartless. But do not come to + me. + + For ever + + W. H. + + +This she wrote on a small slip of paper, and then having read it +twice, she put it into her pocket-book. She told herself that she +ought to send it; but told herself as plainly that she could not bring +herself to do so. It was early in the morning before she went to bed +but she had admitted no one into the room after Montague had left her. + +Paul, when he escaped from her presence, roamed out on to the +sea-shore, and then took himself to bed, having ordered a conveyance +to take him to Carbury Manor early in the morning. At breakfast he +presented himself to the squire. 'I have come earlier than you +expected,' he said. + +'Yes, indeed;--much earlier. Are you going back to Lowestoft?' + +Then he told the whole story. Roger expressed his satisfaction, +recalling however the pledge which he had given as to his return. 'Let +her follow you, and bear it,' he said. 'Of course you must suffer the +effects of your own imprudence.' On that evening Paul Montague +returned to London by the mail train, being sure that he would thus +avoid a meeting with Mrs Hurtle in the railway-carriage. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII - RUBY A PRISONER + + +Ruby had run away from her lover in great dudgeon after the dance at +the Music Hall, and had declared that she never wanted to see him +again. But when reflection came with the morning her misery was +stronger than her wrath. What would life be to her now without her +lover? When she escaped from her grandfather's house she certainly had +not intended to become nurse and assistant maid-of-all-work at a +London lodging-house. The daily toil she could endure, and the hard +life, as long as she was supported by the prospect of some coming +delight. A dance with Felix at the Music Hall, though it were three +days distant from her, would so occupy her mind that she could wash +and dress all the children without complaint. Mrs Pipkin was forced to +own to herself that Ruby did earn her bread. But when she had parted +with her lover almost on an understanding that they were never to meet +again, things were very different with her. And perhaps she had been +wrong. A gentleman like Sir Felix did not of course like to be told +about marriage. If she gave him another chance, perhaps he would +speak. At any rate she could not live without another dance. And so +she wrote him a letter. + +Ruby was glib enough with her pen, though what she wrote will hardly +bear repeating. She underscored all her loves to him. She underscored +the expression of her regret if she had vexed him. She did not want to +hurry a gentleman. But she did want to have another dance at the Music +Hall. Would he be there next Saturday? Sir Felix sent her a very short +reply to say that he would be at the Music Hall on the Tuesday. As at +this time he proposed to leave London on the Wednesday on his way to +New York, he was proposing to devote his very last night to the +companionship of Ruby Ruggles. + +Mrs Pipkin had never interfered with her niece's letters. It is +certainly a part of the new dispensation that young women shall send +and receive letters without inspection. But since Roger Carbury's +visit Mrs Pipkin had watched the postman, and had also watched her +niece. For nearly a week Ruby said not a word of going out at night. +She took the children for an airing in a broken perambulator, nearly +as far as Holloway, with exemplary care, and washed up the cups and +saucers as though her mind was intent upon them. But Mrs Pipkin's mind +was intent on obeying Mr Carbury's behests. She had already hinted +something as to which Ruby had made no answer. It was her purpose to +tell her and to swear to her most,--solemnly should she find her +preparing herself to leave the house after six in the evening,--that she +should be kept out the whole night, having a purpose equally clear in +her own mind that she would break her oath should she be unsuccessful +in her effort to keep Ruby at home. But on the Tuesday, when Ruby went +up to her room to deck herself, a bright idea as to a better +precaution struck Mrs Pipkin's mind. Ruby had been careless,--had left +her lover's scrap of a note in an old pocket when she went out with +the children, and Mrs Pipkin knew all about it. It was nine o'clock +when Ruby went upstairs,--and then Mrs Pipkin locked both the front door +and the area gate. Mrs Hurtle had come home on the previous day. 'You +won't be wanting to go out to-night;--will you, Mrs Hurtle?' said Mrs +Pipkin, knocking at her lodger's door. Mrs Hurtle declared her purpose +of remaining at home all the evening. 'If you should hear words +between me and my niece, don't you mind, ma'am.' + +'I hope there's nothing wrong, Mrs Pipkin?' + +'She'll be wanting to go out, and I won't have it. It isn't right; is +it, ma'am? She's a good girl; but they've got such a way nowadays of +doing just as they pleases, that one doesn't know what's going to come +next.' Mrs Pipkin must have feared downright rebellion when she thus +took her lodger into her confidence. + +Ruby came down in her silk frock, as she had done before, and made her +usual little speech. 'I'm just going to step out, aunt, for a little +time to-night. I've got the key, and I'll let myself in quite quiet.' + +'Indeed, Ruby, you won't,' said Mrs Pipkin. + +'Won't what, aunt?' + +'Won't let yourself in, if you go out. If you go out to-night you'll +stay out. That's all about it. If you go out to-night you won't come +back here any more. I won't have it, and it isn't right that I should. +You're going after that young man that they tell me is the greatest +scamp in all England.' + +'They tell you lies then, Aunt Pipkin.' + +'Very well. No girl is going out any more at nights out of my house; +so that's all about it. If you had told me you was going before, you +needn't have gone up and bedizened yourself. For now it's all to take +off again.' + +Ruby could hardly believe it. She had expected some opposition,--what +she would have called a few words; but she had never imagined that her +aunt would threaten to keep her in the streets all night. It seemed to +her that she had bought the privilege of amusing herself by hard work. +Nor did she believe now that her aunt would be as hard as her threat. +'I've a right to go if I like,' she said. + +'That's as you think. You haven't a right to come back again, any +way.' + +'Yes, I have. I've worked for you a deal harder than the girl +downstairs, and I don't want no wages. I've a right to go out, and a +right to come back;--and go I shall.' + +'You'll be no better than you should be, if you do.' + +'Am I to work my very nails off, and push that perambulator about all +day till my legs won't carry me,--and then I ain't to go out, not once +in a week?' + +'Not unless I know more about it, Ruby. I won't have you go and throw +yourself into the gutter;--not while you're with me.' + +'Who's throwing themselves into the gutter? I've thrown myself into no +gutter. I know what I'm about.' + +'There's two of us that way, Ruby;--for I know what I'm about.' + +'I shall just go then.' And Ruby walked off towards the door. + +'You won't get out that way, any way, for the door's locked;--and the +area gate. You'd better be said, Ruby, and just take your things off.' + +Poor Ruby for the moment was struck dumb with mortification. Mrs +Pipkin had given her credit for more outrageous perseverance than she +possessed, and had feared that she would rattle at the front door, or +attempt to climb over the area gate. She was a little afraid of Ruby, +not feeling herself justified in holding absolute dominion over her as +over a servant. And though she was now determined in her conduct,--being +fully resolved to surrender neither of the keys which she held in her +pocket,--still she feared that she might so far collapse as to fall away +into tears, should Ruby be violent. But Ruby was crushed. Her lover +would be there to meet her, and the appointment would be broken by +her! 'Aunt Pipkin,' she said, 'let me go just this once.' + +'No, Ruby;--it ain't proper.' + +'You don't know what you're a doing of, aunt; you don't. You'll ruin +me,--you will. Dear Aunt Pipkin, do, do! I'll never ask again, if you +don't like.' + +Mrs Pipkin had not expected this, and was almost willing to yield. But +Mr Carbury had spoken so very plainly! 'It ain't the thing, Ruby; and +I won't do it.' + +'And I'm to be--a prisoner! What have I done to be--a prisoner? I +don't believe as you've any right to lock me up.' + +'I've a right to lock my own doors.' + +'Then I shall go away to-morrow.' + +'I can't help that, my dear. The door will be open to-morrow, if you +choose to go out.' + +'Then why not open it to-night? Where's the difference?' But Mrs Pipkin +was stern, and Ruby, in a flood of tears, took herself up to her +garret. + +Mrs Pipkin knocked at Mrs Hurtle's door again. 'She's gone to bed,' she +said. + +'I'm glad to hear it. There wasn't any noise about it;--was there?' + +'Not as I expected, Mrs Hurtle, certainly. But she was put out a bit. +Poor girl! I've been a girl too, and used to like a bit of outing as +well as any one,--and a dance too; only it was always when mother knew. +She ain't got a mother, poor dear! and as good as no father. And she's +got it into her head that she's that pretty that a great gentleman +will marry her.' + +'She is pretty!' + +'But what's beauty, Mrs Hurtle? It's no more nor skin deep, as the +scriptures tell us. And what'd a grand gentleman see in Ruby to marry +her? She says she'll leave to-morrow.' + +'And where will she go?' + +'Just nowhere. After this gentleman,--and you know what that means! +You're going to be married yourself, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'We won't mind about that now, Mrs Pipkin.' + +'And this'll be your second, and you know how these things are +managed. No gentleman'll marry her because she runs after him. Girls +as knows what they're about should let the gentlemen run after them. +That's my way of looking at it.' + +'Don't you think they should be equal in that respect?' + +'Anyways the girls shouldn't let on as they are running after the +gentlemen. A gentlemen goes here and he goes there, and he speaks up +free, of course. In my time, girls usen't to do that. But then, maybe, +I'm old-fashioned,' added Mrs Pipkin, thinking of the new +dispensation. + +'I suppose girls do speak for themselves more than they did formerly.' + +'A deal more, Mrs Hurtle; quite different. You hear them talk of +spooning with this fellow, and spooning with that fellow,--and that +before their very fathers and mothers! When I was young we used to do +it, I suppose,--only not like that.' + +'You did it on the sly.' + +'I think we got married quicker than they do, anyway. When the +gentlemen had to take more trouble they thought more about it. But if +you wouldn't mind speaking to Ruby to-morrow, Mrs Hurtle, she'd listen +to you when she wouldn't mind a word I said to her. I don't want her +to go away from this, out into the Street, till she knows where she's +to go to, decent. As for going to her young man,--that's just walking +the streets.' + +Mrs Hurtle promised that she would speak to Ruby, though when making +the promise she could not but think of her unfitness for the task. She +knew nothing of the country. She had not a single friend in it, but +Paul Montague;--and she had run after him with as little discretion as +Ruby Ruggles was showing in running after her lover. Who was she that +she should take upon herself to give advice to any female? + +She had not sent her letter to Paul, but she still kept it in her +pocket-book. At some moments she thought that she would send it; and +at others she told herself that she would never surrender this last +hope till every stone had been turned. It might still be possible to +shame him into a marriage. She had returned from Lowestoft on the +Monday, and had made some trivial excuse to Mrs Pipkin in her mildest +voice. The place had been windy, and too cold for her;--and she had not +liked the hotel. Mrs Pipkin was very glad to see her back again. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIX - SIR FELIX MAKES HIMSELF READY + + +Sir Felix, when he promised to meet Ruby at the Music Hall on the +Tuesday, was under an engagement to start with Marie Melmotte for New +York on the Thursday following, and to go down to Liverpool on the +Wednesday. There was no reason, he thought, why he should not enjoy +himself to the last, and he would say a parting word to poor little +Ruby. The details of his journey were settled between him and Marie, +with no inconsiderable assistance from Didon, in the garden of Grosvenor +Square, on the previous Sunday,--where the lovers had again met during +the hours of morning service. Sir Felix had been astonished at the +completion of the preparations which had been made. 'Mind you go by +the 5 p.m. train,' Marie said. 'That will take you into Liverpool at +10:15. There's an hotel at the railway station. Didon has got our +tickets under the names of Madame and Mademoiselle Racine. We are to +have one cabin between us. You must get yours to-morrow. She has found +out that there is plenty of room.' + +'I'll be all right.' + +'Pray don't miss the train that afternoon. Somebody would be sure to +suspect something if we were seen together in the same train. We leave +at 7 a.m. I shan't go to bed all night, so as to be sure to be in +time. Robert,--he's the man,--will start a little earlier in the cab +with my heavy box. What do you think is in it?' + +'Clothes,' suggested Felix. + +'Yes, but what clothes?--my wedding dresses. Think of that! What a job +to get them and nobody to know anything about it except Didon and +Madame Craik at the shop in Mount Street! They haven't come yet, but I +shall be there whether they come or not. And I shall have all my +jewels. I'm not going to leave them behind. They'll go off in our cab. +We can get the things out behind the house into the mews. Then Didon +and I follow in another cab. Nobody ever is up before near nine, and I +don't think we shall be interrupted.' + +'If the servants were to hear.' + +'I don't think they'd tell. But if I was to be brought back again, I +should only tell papa that it was no good. He can't prevent me +marrying.' + +'Won't your mother find out?' + +'She never looks after anything. I don't think she'd tell if she +knew. Papa leads her such a life! Felix! I hope you won't be like +that.'--And she looked up into his face, and thought that it would be +impossible that he should be. + +'I'm all right,' said Felix, feeling very uncomfortable at the time. +This great effort of his life was drawing very near. There had been a +pleasurable excitement in talking of running away with the great +heiress of the day, but now that the deed had to be executed,--and +executed after so novel and stupendous a fashion, he almost wished +that he had not undertaken it. It must have been much nicer when men +ran away with their heiresses only as far as Gretna Green. And even +Goldsheiner with Lady Julia had nothing of a job in comparison with +this which he was expected to perform. And then if they should be +wrong about the girl's fortune! He almost repented. He did repent, but +he had not the courage to recede. 'How about money though?' he said +hoarsely. + +'You have got some?' + +'I have just the two hundred pounds which your father paid me, and not +a shilling more. I don't see why he should keep my money, and not let +me have it back.' + +'Look here,' said Marie, and she put her hand into her pocket. 'I told +you I thought I could get some. There is a cheque for two hundred and +fifty pounds. I had money of my own enough for the tickets.' + +'And whose is this?' said Felix, taking the bit of paper with much +trepidation. + +'It is papa's cheque. Mamma gets ever so many of them to carry on the +house and pay for things. But she gets so muddled about it that she +doesn't know what she pays and what she doesn't.' Felix looked at the +cheque and saw that it was payable to House or Bearer, and that it was +signed by Augustus Melmotte. 'If you take it to the bank you'll get +the money,' said Marie. 'Or shall I send Didon, and give you the money +on board the ship?' + +Felix thought over the matter very anxiously. If he did go on the +journey he would much prefer to have the money in his own pocket. He +liked the feeling of having money in his pocket. Perhaps if Didon were +entrusted with the cheque she also would like the feeling. But then +might it not be possible that if he presented the cheque himself he +might be arrested for stealing Melmotte's money? 'I think Didon had +better get the money,' he said, 'and bring it to me to-morrow, at four +o'clock in the afternoon, to the club.' If the money did not come he +would not go down to Liverpool, nor would he be at the expense of his +ticket for New York. 'You see,' he said, 'I'm so much in the City that +they might know me at the bank.' To this arrangement Marie assented +and took back the cheque. 'And then I'll come on board on Thursday +morning,' he said, 'without looking for you.' + +'Oh dear, yes;--without looking for us. And don't know us even till we +are out at sea. Won't it be fun when we shall be walking about on the +deck and not speaking to one another! And, Felix;--what do you think? +Didon has found out that there is to be an American clergyman on +board. I wonder whether he'd marry us.' + +'Of course he will.' + +'Won't that be jolly? I wish it was all done. Then, directly it's +done, and when we get to New York, we'll telegraph and write to papa, +and we'll be ever so penitent and good; won't we? Of course he'll make +the best of it.' + +'But he's so savage; isn't he?' + +'When there's anything to get;--or just at the moment. But I don't think +he minds afterwards. He's always for making the best of everything;-- +misfortunes and all. Things go wrong so often that if he was to go on +thinking of them always they'd be too many for anybody. It'll be all +right in a month's time. I wonder how Lord Nidderdale will look when +he hears that we've gone off. I should so like to see him. He never +can say that I've behaved bad to him. We were engaged, but it was he +broke it. Do you know, Felix, that though we were engaged to be +married, and everybody knew it, he never once kissed me!' Felix at +this moment almost wished that he had never done so. As to what the +other man had done, he cared nothing at all. + +Then they parted with the understanding that they were not to see each +other again till they met on board the boat. All arrangements were +made. But Felix was determined that he would not stir in the matter +unless Didon brought him the full sum of £250; and he almost thought, +and indeed hoped, that she would not. Either she would be suspected at +the bank and apprehended, or she would run off with the money on her +own account when she got it;--or the cheque would have been missed and +the payment stopped. Some accident would occur, and then he would be +able to recede from his undertaking. He would do nothing till after +Monday afternoon. + +Should he tell his mother that he was going? His mother had clearly +recommended him to run away with the girl, and must therefore approve +of the measure. His mother would understand how great would be the +expense of such a trip, and might perhaps add something to his stock +of money. He determined that he could tell his mother;--that is, if +Didon should bring him full change for the cheque. + +He walked into the Beargarden exactly at four o'clock on the Monday, +and there he found Didon standing in the hall. His heart sank within +him as he saw her. Now must he certainly go to New York. She made him +a little curtsey, and without a word handed him an envelope, soft and +fat with rich enclosures. He bade her wait a moment, and going into a +little waiting-room counted the notes. The money was all there;--the +full sum of £250. He must certainly go to New York. 'C'est tout èn +regle?' said Didon in a whisper as he returned to the hall. Sir Felix +nodded his head, and Didon took her departure. + +Yes; he must go now. He had Melmotte's money in his pocket, and was +therefore bound to run away with Melmotte's daughter. It was a great +trouble to him as he reflected that Melmotte had more of his money +than he had of Melmotte's. And now how should he dispose of his time +before he went? Gambling was too dangerous. Even he felt that. Where +would he be were he to lose his ready money? He would dine that night +at the club, and in the evening go up to his mother. On the Tuesday he +would take his place for New York in the City, and would spend the +evening with Ruby at the Music Hall. On the Wednesday, he would start +for Liverpool,--according to his instructions. He felt annoyed that +he had been so fully instructed. But should the affair turn out well +nobody would know that. All the fellows would give him credit for the +audacity with which he had carried off the heiress to America. + +At ten o'clock he found his mother and Hetta in Welbeck Street-- +'What; Felix?' exclaimed Lady Carbury. + +'You're surprised; are you not?' Then he threw himself into a chair. +'Mother,' he said, 'would you mind coming into the other room?' Lady +Carbury of course went with him. 'I've got something to tell you,' he +said. + +'Good news?' she asked, clasping her hands together. From his manner +she thought that it was good news. Money had in some way come into his +hands,--or at any rate a prospect of money. + +'That's as may be,' he said, and then he paused. + +'Don't keep me in suspense, Felix.' + +'The long and the short of it is that I'm going to take Marie off.' + +'Oh, Felix.' + +'You said you thought it was the right thing to do;--and therefore I'm +going to do it. The worst of it is that one wants such a lot of money +for this kind of thing.' + +'But when?' + +'Immediately. I wouldn't tell you till I had arranged everything. I've +had it in my mind for the last fortnight.' + +'And how is it to be? Oh, Felix, I hope it may succeed.' + +'It was your own idea, you know. We're going to;--where do you think?' + +'How can I think?--Boulogne.' + +'You say that just because Goldsheiner went there. That wouldn't have +done at all for us. We're going to--New York.' + +'To New York! But when will you be married?' + +'There will be a clergyman on board. It's all fixed. I wouldn't go +without telling you.' + +'Oh; I wish you hadn't told me.' + +'Come now;--that's kind. You don't mean to say it wasn't you that put me +up to it. I've got to get my things ready.' + +'Of course, if you tell me that you are going on a journey, I will +have your clothes got ready for you. When do you start?' + +'Wednesday afternoon.' + +'For New York! We must get some things ready-made. Oh, Felix, how will +it be if he does not forgive her?' He attempted to laugh. 'When I +spoke of such a thing as possible he had not sworn then that he would +never give her a shilling.' + +'They always say that.' + +'You are going to risk it?' + +'I am going to take your advice.' This was dreadful to the poor +mother. 'There is money settled on her.' + +'Settled on whom?' + +'On Marie;--money which he can't get back again.' + +'How much?' + +'She doesn't know,--but a great deal; enough for them all to live upon +if things went amiss with them.' + +'But that's only a form, Felix. That money can't be her own, to give +to her husband.' + +'Melmotte will find that it is, unless he comes to terms. That's the +pull we've got over him. Marie knows what she's about. She's a great +deal sharper than any one would take her to be. What can you do for +me about money, mother?' + +'I have none, Felix.' + +'I thought you'd be sure to help me, as you wanted me so much to do +it.' + +'That's not true, Felix. I didn't want you to do it. Oh, I am so sorry +that that word ever passed my mouth! I have no money. There isn't £20 +at the bank altogether.' + +'They would let you overdraw for £50 or £60.' + +'I will not do it. I will not starve myself and Hetta. You had ever so +much money only lately. I will get some things for you, and pay for +them as I can if you cannot pay for them after your marriage;--but I +have not money to give you.' + +'That's a blue look-out,' said he, turning himself in his chair 'just +when £60 or £70 might make a fellow for life! You could borrow it from +your friend Broune.' + +'I will do no such thing, Felix. £50 or £60 would make very little +difference in the expense of such a trip as this. I suppose you have +some money?' + +'Some;--yes, some. But I'm so short that any little thing would help +me.' Before the evening was over she absolutely did give him a cheque +for £30 although she had spoken the truth in saying that she had not +so much at her banker's. + +After this he went back to his club, although he himself understood +the danger. He could not bear the idea of going to bed, quietly at +home at half-past ten. He got into a cab, and was very soon up in the +card-room. He found nobody there, and went to the smoking-room, where +Dolly Longestaffe and Miles Grendall were sitting silently together, +with pipes in their mouths. 'Here's Carbury,' said Dolly, waking +suddenly into life. 'Now we can have a game at three-handed loo.' + +'Thank ye; not for me,' said Sir Felix. 'I hate three-handed loo.' + +'Dummy,' suggested Dolly. + +'I don't think I'll play to-night, old fellow. I hate three fellows +sticking down together.' Miles sat silent, smoking his pipe, conscious +of the baronet's dislike to play with him. 'By-the-by, Grendall look +here.' And Sir Felix in his most friendly tone whispered into his +enemy's ear a petition that some of the I.O.U.'s might be converted into +cash. + +''Pon my word, I must ask you to wait till next week,' said Miles. + +'It's always waiting till next week with you,' said Sir Felix, getting +up and standing with his back to the fireplace. There were other men +in the room, and this was said so that every one should hear it. 'I +wonder whether any fellow would buy these for five shillings in the +pound?' And he held up the scraps of paper in his hand. He had been +drinking freely before he went up to Welbeck Street, and had taken a +glass of brandy on re-entering the club. + +'Don't let's have any of that kind of thing down here,' said Dolly. +'If there is to be a row about cards, let it be in the card-room.' + +'Of course,' said Miles. 'I won't say a word about the matter down +here. It isn't the proper thing.' + +'Come up into the card-room, then,' said Sir Felix, getting up from +his chair. 'It seems to me that it makes no difference to you, what +room you're in. Come up, now; and Dolly Longestaffe shall come and +hear what you say.' But Miles Grendall objected to this arrangement. +He was not going up into the card-room that night, as no one was going +to play. He would be there to-morrow, and then if Sir Felix Carbury had +anything to say, he could say it. + +'How I do hate a row!' said Dolly. 'One has to have rows with one's +own people, but there ought not to be rows at a club.' + +'He likes a row,--Carbury does,' said Miles. + +'I should like my money, if I could get it,' said Sir Felix, walking +out of the room. + +On the next day he went into the City, and changed his mother's +cheque. This was done after a little hesitation: The money was given +to him, but a gentleman from behind the desks begged him to remind +Lady Carbury that she was overdrawing her account. 'Dear, dear;' said +Sir Felix, as he pocketed the notes, 'I'm sure she was unaware of it.' +Then he paid for his passage from Liverpool to New York under the name +of Walter Jones, and felt as he did so that the intrigue was becoming +very deep. This was on Tuesday. He dined again at the club, alone, and +in the evening went to the Music Hall. There he remained, from ten +till nearly twelve, very angry at the non-appearance of Ruby Ruggles. +As he smoked and drank in solitude, he almost made up his mind that +he had intended to tell her of his departure for New York. Of course +he would have done no such thing. But now, should she ever complain on +that head he would have his answer ready. He had devoted his last +night in England to the purpose of telling her, and she had broken her +appointment. Everything would now be her fault. Whatever might happen +to her she could not blame him. + +Having waited till he was sick of the Music Hall,--for a music hall +without ladies' society must be somewhat dull,--he went back to his +club. He was very cross, as brave as brandy could make him, and well +inclined to expose Miles Grendall if he could find an opportunity. Up +in the card-room he found all the accustomed men,--with the exception of +Miles Grendall. Nidderdale, Grasslough, Dolly, Paul Montague, and one +or two others were there. There was, at any rate, comfort in the idea +of playing without having to encounter the dead weight of Miles +Grendall. Ready money was on the table,--and there was none of the +peculiar Beargarden paper flying about. Indeed the men at the +Beargarden had become sick of paper, and there had been formed a +half-expressed resolution that the play should be somewhat lower, but +the payments punctual. The I.O.U.'s had been nearly all converted into +money,--with the assistance of Herr Vossner,--excepting those of Miles +Grendall. The resolution mentioned did not refer back to Grendall's +former indebtedness, but was intended to include a clause that he must +in future pay ready money. Nidderdale had communicated to him the +determination of the committee. 'Bygones are bygones, old fellow; but +you really must stump up, you know, after this.' Miles had declared +that he would 'stump up.' But on this occasion Miles was absent. + +At three o'clock in the morning, Sir Felix had lost over a hundred +pounds in ready money. On the following night about one he had lost a +further sum of two hundred pounds. The reader will remember that he +should at that time have been in the hotel at Liverpool. + +But Sir Felix, as he played on in the almost desperate hope of +recovering the money which he so greatly needed, remembered how Fisker +had played all night, and how he had gone off from the club to catch +the early train for Liverpool, and how he had gone on to New York +without delay. + + + + +CHAPTER L - THE JOURNEY TO LIVERPOOL + + +Marie Melmotte, as she had promised, sat up all night, as did also the +faithful Didon. I think that to Marie the night was full of pleasure,-- +or at any rate of pleasurable excitement. With her door locked, she +packed and unpacked and repacked her treasures,--having more than once +laid out on the bed the dress in which she purposed to be married. She +asked Didon her opinion whether that American clergyman of whom they +had heard would marry them on board, and whether in that event the +dress would be fit for the occasion. Didon thought that the man, if +sufficiently paid, would marry them, and that the dress would not much +signify. She scolded her young mistress very often during the night +for what she called nonsense; but was true to her, and worked hard for +her. They determined to go without food in the morning, so that no +suspicion should be raised by the use of cups and plates. They could +get refreshment at the railway-station. + +At six they started. Robert went first with the big boxes, having his +ten pounds already in his pocket,--and Marie and Didon with smaller +luggage followed in a second cab. No one interfered with them and +nothing went wrong. The very civil man at Euston Square gave them +their tickets, and even attempted to speak to them in French. They had +quite determined that not a word of English was to be spoken by Marie +till the ship was out at sea. At the station they got some very bad +tea and almost uneatable food,--but Marie's restrained excitement was so +great that food was almost unnecessary to her. They took their seats +without any impediment,--and then they were off. + +During a great part of the journey they were alone, and then Marie +gabbled to Didon about her hopes and her future career, and all the +things she would do;--how she had hated Lord Nidderdale,--especially when, +after she had been awed into accepting him, he had given her no token +of love,--'pas un baiser!' Didon suggested that such was the way with +English lords. She herself had preferred Lord Nidderdale, but had been +willing to join in the present plan,--as she said, from devoted +affection to Marie. Marie went on to say that Nidderdale was ugly, and +that Sir Felix was as beautiful as the morning. 'Bah!' exclaimed +Didon, who was really disgusted that such considerations should +prevail. Didon had learned in some indistinct way that Lord Nidderdale +would be a marquis and would have a castle, whereas Sir Felix would +never be more than Sir Felix, and, of his own, would never have +anything at all. She had striven with her mistress, but her mistress +liked to have a will of her own. Didon no doubt had thought that New +York, with £50 and other perquisites in hand, might offer her a new +career. She had therefore yielded, but even now could hardly forbear +from expressing disgust at the folly of her mistress. Marie bore it +with imperturbable good humour. She was running away,--and was running +to a distant continent,--and her lover would be with her! She gave Didon +to understand that she cared nothing for marquises. + +As they drew near to Liverpool Didon explained that they must still be +very careful. It would not do for them to declare at once their +destination on the platform,--so that every one about the station should +know that they were going on board the packet for New York. They had +time enough. They must leisurely look for the big boxes and other +things, and need say nothing about the steam packet till they were in +a cab. Marie's big box was directed simply 'Madame Racine, Passenger +to Liverpool;'--so also was directed a second box, nearly as big, which +was Didon's property. Didon declared that her anxiety would not be +over till she found the ship moving under her. Marie was sure that all +their dangers were over,--if only Sir Felix was safe on board. Poor +Marie! Sir Felix was at this moment in Welbeck Street, striving to +find temporary oblivion for his distressing situation and loss of +money, and some alleviation for his racking temples, beneath the +bedclothes. + +When the train ran into the station at Liverpool the two women sat for +a few moments quite quiet. They would not seek remark by any hurry or +noise. The door was opened, and a well-mannered porter offered to take +their luggage. Didon handed out the various packages, keeping however +the jewel-case in her own hands. She left the carriage first, and then +Marie. But Marie had hardly put her foot on the platform, before a +gentleman addressed her, touching his hat, 'You, I think, are Miss +Melmotte.' Marie was struck dumb, but said nothing. Didon immediately +became voluble in French. No; the young lady was not Miss Melmotte; +the young lady was Mademoiselle Racine, her niece. She was Madame +Racine. Melmotte! What was Melmotte? They knew nothing about +Melmottes. Would the gentleman kindly allow them to pass on to their +cab? + +But the gentleman would by no means kindly allow them to pass on to +their cab. With the gentleman was another gentleman,--who did not seem +to be quite so much of a gentleman;--and again, not far in the distance +Didon quickly espied a policeman, who did not at present connect +himself with the affair, but who seemed to have his time very much at +command, and to be quite ready if he were wanted. Didon at once gave +up the game,--as regarded her mistress. + +'I am afraid I must persist in asserting that you are Miss Melmotte,' +said the gentleman, 'and that this other--person is your servant, Elise +Didon. You speak English, Miss Melmotte.' Marie declared that she +spoke French. 'And English too,' said the gentleman. 'I think you had +better make up your minds to go back to London. I will accompany you.' + +'Ah, Didon, nous sommes perdues!' exclaimed Marie. Didon, plucking up +her courage for the moment, asserted the legality of her own position +and of that of her mistress. They had both a right to come to +Liverpool. They had both a right to get into the cab with their +luggage. Nobody had a right to stop them. They had done nothing +against the laws. Why were they to be stopped in this way? What was it +to anybody whether they called themselves Melmotte or Racine? + +The gentleman understood the French oratory, but did not commit +himself to reply in the same language. 'You had better trust yourself +to me; you had indeed,' said the gentleman. + +'But why?' demanded Marie. + +Then the gentleman spoke in a very low voice. 'A cheque has been +changed which you took from your father's house. No doubt your father +will pardon that when you are once with him. But in order that we may +bring you back safely we can arrest you on the score of the cheque,-- +if you force us to do so. We certainly shall not let you go on board. +If you will travel back to London with me, you shall be subjected to +no inconvenience which can be avoided.' + +There was certainly no help to be found anywhere. It may be well +doubted whether upon the whole the telegraph has not added more to the +annoyances than to the comforts of life, and whether the gentlemen who +spent all the public money without authority ought not to have been +punished with special severity in that they had injured humanity, +rather than pardoned because of the good they had produced. Who is +benefited by telegrams? The newspapers are robbed of all their old +interest, and the very soul of intrigue is destroyed. Poor Marie, when +she heard her fate, would certainly have gladly hanged Mr Scudamore. + +When the gentleman had made his speech, she offered no further +opposition. Looking into Didon's face and bursting into tears, she sat +down on one of the boxes. But Didon became very clamorous on her own +behalf,--and her clamour was successful. 'Who was going to stop her? +What had she done? Why should not she go where she pleased. Did anybody +mean to take her up for stealing anybody's money? If anybody did, that +person had better look to himself. She knew the law. She would go +where she pleased.' So saying she began to tug the rope of her box as +though she intended to drag it by her own force out of the station. +The gentleman looked at his telegram,--looked at another document which +he now held in his hand, ready prepared, should it be wanted. Elise +Didon had been accused of nothing that brought her within the law. The +gentleman in imperfect French suggested that Didon had better return +with her mistress. But Didon clamoured only the more. No; she would go +to New York. She would go wherever she pleased;--all the world over. +Nobody should stop her. Then she addressed herself in what little +English she could command to half-a-dozen cab-men who were standing +round and enjoying the scene. They were to take her trunk at once. She +had money and she could pay. She started off to the nearest cab, and +no one stopped her. 'But the box in her hand is mine,' said Marie, not +forgetting her trinkets in her misery. Didon surrendered the +jewel-case, and ensconced herself in the cab without a word of +farewell; and her trunk was hoisted on to the roof. Then she was +driven away out of the station,--and out of our story. She had a +first-class cabin all to herself as far as New York, but what may have +been her fate after that it matters not to us to enquire. + +Poor Marie! We who know how recreant a knight Sir Felix had proved +himself, who are aware that had Miss Melmotte succeeded in getting on +board the ship she would have passed an hour of miserable suspense, +looking everywhere for her lover, and would then at last have been +carried to New York without him, may congratulate her on her escape. +And, indeed, we who know his character better than she did, may still +hope in her behalf that she may be ultimately saved from so wretched a +marriage. But to her her present position was truly miserable. She +would have to encounter an enraged father; and when,--when should she +see her lover again? Poor, poor Felix! What would be his feelings when +he should find himself on his way to New York without his love! But in +one matter she made up her mind steadfastly. She would be true to him! +They might chop her in pieces! Yes;--she had said it before, and she +would say it again. There was, however, doubt in her mind from time to +time, whether one course might not be better even than constancy. If +she could contrive to throw herself out of the carriage and to be +killed,--would not that be the best termination to her present +disappointment? Would not that be the best punishment for her father? +But how then would it be with poor Felix? 'After all I don't know that +he cares for me,' she said to herself, thinking over it all. + +The gentleman was very kind to her, not treating her at all as though +she were disgraced. As they got near town he ventured to give her a +little advice. 'Put a good face on it,' he said, 'and don't be cast +down.' + +'Oh, I won't,' she answered. 'I don't mean.' + +'Your mother will be delighted to have you back again.' + +'I don't think that mamma cares. It's papa. I'd do it again to-morrow +if I had the chance.' The gentleman looked at her, not having expected +so much determination. 'I would. Why is a girl to be made to marry to +please any one but herself? I won't. And it's very mean saying that I +stole the money. I always take what I want, and papa never says +anything about it.' + +'Two hundred and fifty pounds is a large sum, Miss Melmotte.' + +'It is nothing in our house. It isn't about the money. It's because +papa wants me to marry another man;--and I won't. It was downright mean +to send and have me taken up before all the people.' + +'You wouldn't have come back if he hadn't done that.' + +'Of course I wouldn't,' said Marie. + +The gentleman had telegraphed up to Grosvenor Square while on the +journey, and at Euston Square they were met by one of the Melmotte +carriages. Marie was to be taken home in the carriage, and the box was +to follow in a cab;--to follow at some interval so that Grosvenor Square +might not be aware of what had taken place. Grosvenor Square, of +course, very soon knew all about it. 'And are you to come?' Marie +asked, speaking to the gentleman. The gentleman replied that be had +been requested to see Miss Melmotte home. 'All the people will wonder +who you are,' said Marie laughing. Then the gentleman thought that +Miss Melmotte would be able to get through her troubles without much +suffering. + +When she got home she was hurried up at once to her mother's room,--and +there she found her father, alone. 'This is your game, is it?' said +he, looking down at her. + +'Well, papa;--yes. You made me do it.' + +'You fool you! You were going to New York,--were you?' To this she +vouchsafed no reply. 'As if I hadn't found out all about it. Who was +going with you?' + +'If you have found out all about it, you know, papa.' + +'Of course I know;--but you don't know all about it, you little idiot.' + +'No doubt I'm a fool and an idiot. You always say so.' + +'Where do you suppose Sir Felix Carbury is now?' Then she opened her +eyes and looked at him. 'An hour ago he was in bed at his mother's +house in Welbeck Street.' + +'I don't believe it, papa.' + +'You don't, don't you? You'll find it true. If you had gone to New +York, you'd have gone alone. If I'd known at first that he had stayed +behind, I think I'd have let you go.' + +'I'm sure he didn't stay behind.' + +'If you contradict me, I'll box your ears, you jade. He is in London +at this moment. What has become of the woman that went with you?' + +'She's gone on board the ship.' + +'And where is the money you took from your mother?' Marie was silent. +'Who got the cheque changed?' + +'Didon did.' + +'And has she got the money?' + +'No, papa.' + +'Have you got it?' + +'No, papa.' + +'Did you give it to Sir Felix Carbury?' + +'Yes, papa.' + +'Then I'll be hanged if I don't prosecute him for stealing it.' + +'Oh, papa, don't do that;--pray don't do that. He didn't steal it. I +only gave it him to take care of for us. He'll give it you back +again.' + +'I shouldn't wonder if he lost it at cards, and therefore didn't go to +Liverpool. Will you give me your word that you'll never attempt to +marry him again if I don't prosecute him?' Marie considered. 'Unless +you do that I shall go to a magistrate at once.' + +'I don't believe you can do anything to him. He didn't steal it. I +gave it to him.' + +'Will you promise me?' + +'No, papa, I won't. What's the good of promising when I should only +break it. Why can't you let me have the man I love? What's the good of +all the money if people don't have what they like?' + +'All the money!--What do you know about the money? Look here,' and he +took her by the arm. 'I've been very good to you. You've had your +share of everything that has been going;--carriages and horses, +bracelets and brooches, silks and gloves, and every thing else.' He +held her very hard and shook her as he spoke. + +'Let me go, papa; you hurt me. I never asked for such things. I don't +care a straw about bracelets and brooches.' + +'What do you care for?' + +'Only for somebody to love me,' said Marie, looking down. + +'You'll soon have nobody to love you if you go on this fashion. You've +had everything done for you, and if you don't do something for me in +return, by G----, you shall have a hard time of it. If you weren't such +a fool you'd believe me when I say that I know more than you do.' + +'You can't know better than me what'll make me happy.' + +'Do you think only of yourself? If you'll marry Lord Nidderdale you'll +have a position in the world which nothing can take from you.' + +'Then I won't,' said Marie firmly. Upon this he shook her till she +cried, and calling for Madame Melmotte desired his wife not to let the +girl for one minute out of her presence. + +The condition of Sir Felix was I think worse than that of the lady +with whom he was to have run away. He had played at the Beargarden +till four in the morning and had then left the club, on the +breaking-up of the card-table, intoxicated and almost penniless. +During the last half hour he had made himself very unpleasant at the +club, saying all manner of harsh things of Miles Grendall;--of whom, +indeed, it was almost impossible to say things too hard, had they been +said in a proper form and at a proper time. He declared that Grendall +would not pay his debts, that he had cheated when playing loo,--as to +which Sir Felix appealed to Dolly Longestaffe; and he ended by +asserting that Grendall ought to be turned out of the club. They had a +desperate row. Dolly of course had said that he knew nothing about it, +and Lord Grasslough had expressed an opinion that perhaps more than +one person ought to be turned out. At four o'clock the party was +broken up and Sir Felix wandered forth into the streets, with nothing +more than the change of a ten pound note in his pocket. All his +luggage was lying in the hall of the club, and there he left it. + +There could hardly have been a more miserable wretch than Sir Felix +wandering about the streets of London that night. Though he was nearly +drunk, he was not drunk enough to forget the condition of his affairs. +There is an intoxication that makes merry in the midst of affliction,-- +and there is an intoxication that banishes affliction by producing +oblivion. But again there is an intoxication which is conscious of +itself though it makes the feet unsteady, and the voice thick, and the +brain foolish; and which brings neither mirth nor oblivion. Sir Felix +trying to make his way to Welbeck Street and losing it at every turn, +feeling himself to be an object of ridicule to every wanderer, and of +dangerous suspicion to every policeman, got no good at all out of his +intoxication. What had he better do with himself? He fumbled in his +pocket, and managed to get hold of his ticket for New York. Should he +still make the journey? Then he thought of his luggage, and could not +remember where it was. At last, as he steadied himself against a +letter-post, he was able to call to mind that his portmanteaus were at +the club. By this time he had wandered into Marylebone Lane, but did +not in the least know where he was. But he made an attempt to get back +to his club, and stumbled half down Bond Street. Then a policeman +enquired into his purposes, and when he said that he lived in Welbeck +Street, walked back with him as far as Oxford Street. Having once +mentioned the place where he lived, he had not strength of will left +to go back to his purpose of getting his luggage and starting for +Liverpool. + +Between six and seven he was knocking at the door in Welbeck Street. +He had tried his latch-key, but had found it inefficient. As he was +supposed to be at Liverpool, the door had in fact been locked. At last +it was opened by Lady Carbury herself. He had fallen more than once, +and was soiled with the gutter. Most of my readers will not probably +know how a man looks when he comes home drunk at six in the morning; +but they who have seen the thing will acknowledge that a sorrier sight +cannot meet a mother's eye than that of a son in such a condition. +'Oh, Felix!' she exclaimed. + +'It'sh all up,' he said, stumbling in. + +'What has happened, Felix?' + +'Discovered, and be d----- to it! The old shap'sh stopped ush.' Drunk as +he was, he was able to lie. At that moment the 'old shap' was fast +asleep in Grosvenor Square, altogether ignorant of the plot; and +Marie, joyful with excitement, was getting into the cab in the mews. +'Bettersh go to bed.' And so he stumbled upstairs by daylight, the +wretched mother helping him. She took off his clothes for him and his +boots, and having left him already asleep, she went down to her own +room, a miserable woman. + + + + +CHAPTER LI - WHICH SHALL IT BE? + + +Paul Montague reached London on his return from Suffolk early on the +Monday morning, and on the following day he wrote to Mrs Hurtle. As he +sat in his lodgings, thinking of his condition, he almost wished that +he had taken Melmotte's offer and gone to Mexico. He might at any rate +have endeavoured to promote the railway earnestly, and then have +abandoned it if he found the whole thing false. In such case of course +he would never have seen Hetta Carbury again; but, as things were, of +what use to him was his love,--of what use to him or to her? The kind of +life of which he dreamed, such a life in England as was that of Roger +Carbury, or, as such life would be, if Roger had a wife whom he loved, +seemed to be far beyond his reach. Nobody was like Roger Carbury! +Would it not be well that he should go away, and, as he went, write to +Hetta and bid her marry the best man that ever lived in the world? + +But the journey to Mexico was no longer open to him. He had repudiated +the proposition and had quarrelled with Melmotte. It was necessary +that he should immediately take some further step in regard to Mrs +Hurtle. Twice lately he had gone to Islington determined that he would +see that lady for the last time. Then he had taken her to Lowestoft, +and had been equally firm in his resolution that he would there put an +end to his present bonds. Now he had promised to go again to +Islington;--and was aware that if he failed to keep his promise, she +would come to him. In this way there would never be an end to it. + +He would certainly go again, as he had promised,--if she should still +require it; but he would first try what a letter would do,--a plain +unvarnished tale. Might it still be possible that a plain tale sent by +post should have sufficient efficacy? This was his plain tale as he +now told it. + + + Tuesday, 2nd July, 1873. + + MY DEAR MRS HURTLE,-- + + I promised that I would go to you again in Islington, and so I + will, if you still require it. But I think that such a meeting + can be of no service to either of us. What is to be gained? I do + not for a moment mean to justify my own conduct. It is not to be + justified. When I met you on our journey hither from San + Francisco, I was charmed with your genius, your beauty, and your + character. They are now what I found them to be then. But + circumstances have made our lives and temperaments so far + different, that I am certain that, were we married, we should + not make each other happy. Of course the fault was mine; but it + is better to own that fault, and to take all the blame,--and + the evil consequences, let them be what they may [to be shot, + for instance, like the gentleman in Oregon] than to be married + with the consciousness that even at the very moment of the + ceremony, such marriage will be a matter of sorrow and + repentance. As soon as my mind was made up on this I wrote to + you. I can not,--I dare not,--blame you for the step you have + since taken. But I can only adhere to the resolution I then + expressed. + + The first day I saw you here in London you asked me whether I + was attached to another woman. I could answer you only by the + truth. But I should not of my own accord have spoken to you of + altered affections. It was after I had resolved to break my + engagement with you that I first knew this girl. It was not + because I had come to love her that I broke it. I have no + grounds whatever for hoping that my love will lead to any + results. + + I have now told you as exactly as I can the condition of my + mind. If it were possible for me in any way to compensate the + injury I have done you,--or even to undergo retribution for + it,--I would do so. But what compensation can be given, or what + retribution can you exact? I think that our further meeting can + avail nothing. But if, after this, you wish me to come again, I + will come for the last time,--because I have promised. + + Your most sincere friend, + + PAUL MONTAGUE. + + +Mrs Hurtle, as she read this, was torn in two ways. All that Paul had +written was in accordance with the words written by herself on a scrap +of paper which she still kept in her own pocket. Those words, fairly +transcribed on a sheet of note-paper, would be the most generous and +the fittest answer she could give. And she longed to be generous. She +had all a woman's natural desire to sacrifice herself. But the +sacrifice which would have been most to her taste would have been of +another kind. Had she found him ruined and penniless she would have +delighted to share with him all that she possessed. Had she found him +a cripple, or blind, or miserably struck with some disease, she would +have stayed by him and have nursed him and given him comfort. Even had +he been disgraced she would have fled with him to some far country and +have pardoned all his faults. No sacrifice would have been too much +for her that would have been accompanied by a feeling that he +appreciated all that she was doing for him, and that she was loved in +return. But to sacrifice herself by going away and never more being +heard of, was too much for her! What woman can endure such sacrifice +as that? To give up not only her love, but her wrath also;--that was too +much for her! The idea of being tame was terrible to her. Her life had +not been very prosperous, but she was what she was because she had +dared to protect herself by her own spirit. Now, at last, should she +succumb and be trodden on like a worm? Should she be weaker even than +an English girl? Should she allow him to have amused himself with her +love, to have had 'a good time,' and then to roam away like a bee, +while she was so dreadfully scorched, so mutilated and punished! Had +not her whole life been opposed to the theory of such passive +endurance? She took out the scrap of paper and read it; and, in spite +of all, she felt that there was a feminine softness in it that +gratified her. + +But no;--she could not send it. She could not even copy the words. And +so she gave play to all her strongest feelings on the other side,-- +being in truth torn in two directions. Then she sat herself down to her +desk, and with rapid words, and flashing thoughts, wrote as follows:-- + + + PAUL MONTAGUE,-- + + I have suffered many injuries, but of all injuries this is the + worst and most unpardonable,--and the most unmanly. Surely there + never was such a coward, never so false a liar. The poor wretch + that I destroyed was mad with liquor and was only acting after + his kind. Even Caradoc Hurtle never premeditated such wrong as + this. What you are to bind yourself to me by the most solemn + obligation that can join a man and a woman together, and then + tell me,--when they have affected my whole life,--that they are + to go for nothing, because they do not suit your view of things? + On thinking over it, you find that an American wife would not + make you so comfortable as some English girl;--and therefore it + is all to go for nothing! I have no brother, no man near;--me or + you would not dare to do this. You can not but be a coward. + + You talk of compensation! Do you mean money? You do not dare to + say so, but you must mean it. It is an insult the more. But as + to retribution; yes. You shall suffer retribution. I desire you + to come to me,--according to your promise,--and you will find me + with a horsewhip in my hand. I will whip you till I have not a + breath in my body. And then I will see what you will dare to + do;--whether you will drag me into a court of law for the + assault. + + Yes; come. You shall come. And now you know the welcome you + shall find. I will buy the whip while this is reaching you, and + you shall find that I know how to choose such a weapon. I call + upon you so come. But should you be afraid and break your + promise, I will come to you. I will make London too hot to hold + you;--and if I do not find you I will go with my story to every + friend you have. + + I have now told you as exactly as I can the condition of my + mind. + + WINIFRED HURTLE. + + +Having written this she again read the short note, and again gave way +to violent tears. But on that day she sent no letter. On the following +morning she wrote a third, and sent that. This was the third letter:-- + +'Yes. Come. + W. H.' + +This letter duly reached Paul Montague at his lodgings. He started +immediately for Islington. He had now no desire to delay the meeting. +He had at any rate taught her that his gentleness towards her, his +going to the play with her, and drinking tea with her at Mrs Pipkin's, +and his journey with her to the sea, were not to be taken as evidence +that he was gradually being conquered. He had declared his purpose +plainly enough at Lowestoft,--and plainly enough in his last letter. +She had told him, down at the hotel, that had she by chance have been +armed at the moment, she would have shot him. She could arm herself +now if she pleased;--but his real fear had not lain in that direction. +The pang consisted in having to assure her that he was resolved to do +her wrong. The worst of that was now over. + +The door was opened for him by Ruby, who by no means greeted him with +a happy countenance. It was the second morning after the night of her +imprisonment; and nothing had occurred to alleviate her woe. At this +very moment her lover should have been in Liverpool, but he was, in +fact, abed in Welbeck Street. 'Yes, sir; she's at home,' said Ruby, +with a baby in her arms and a little child hanging on to her dress. +'Don't pull so, Sally. Please, sir, is Sir Felix still in London?' +Ruby had written to Sir Felix the very night of her imprisonment, but +had not as yet received any reply. Paul, whose mind was altogether +intent on his own troubles, declared that at present he knew nothing +about Sir Felix, and was then shown into Mrs Hurtle's room. + +'So you have come,' she said, without rising from her chair. + +'Of course I came, when you desired it.' + +'I don't know why you should. My wishes do not seem to affect you +much. Will you sit down there?' she said, pointing to a seat at some +distance from herself. 'So you think it would be best that you and I +should never see each other again?' She was very calm; but it seemed +to him that the quietness was assumed, and that at any moment it might +be converted into violence. He thought that there was that in her eye +which seemed to foretell the spring of the wild-cat. + +'I did think so certainly. What more can I say?' + +'Oh, nothing; clearly nothing.' Her voice was very low. 'Why should a +gentleman trouble himself to say any more than that he has changed his +mind? Why make a fuss about such little things as a woman's life, or a +woman's heart?' Then she paused. 'And having come, in consequence of +my unreasonable request, of course you are wise to hold your peace.' + +'I came because I promised.' + +'But you did not promise to speak;--did you?' + +'What would you have me say?' + +'Ah what! Am I to be so weak as to tell you now what I would have you +say? Suppose you were to say, "I am a gentleman, and a man of my word, +and I repent me of my intended perfidy," do you not think you might +get your release that way? Might it not be possible that I should +reply that as your heart was gone from me, your hand might go after +it;--that I scorned to be the wife of a man who did not want me?' As +she asked this she gradually raised her voice, and half lifted herself +in her seat, stretching herself towards him. + +'You might indeed,' he replied, not well knowing what to say. + +'But I should not. I at least will be true. I should take you, Paul,-- +still take you; with a confidence that I should yet win you to me by +my devotion. I have still some kindness of feeling towards you,--none to +that woman who is I suppose younger than I, and gentler, and a maid.' +She still looked as though she expected a reply, but there was nothing +to be said in answer to this. 'Now that you are going to leave me, +Paul, is there any advice you can give me, as to what I shall do next? +I have given up every friend in the world for you. I have no home. Mrs +Pipkin's room here is more my home than any other spot on the earth. I +have all the world to choose from, but no reason whatever for a +choice. I have my property. What shall I do with it, Paul? If I could +die and be no more heard of, you should be welcome to it.' There was +no answer possible to all this. The questions were asked because there +was no answer possible. 'You might at any rate advise me. Paul, you +are in some degree responsible,--are you not,--for my loneliness?' + +'I am. But you know that I cannot answer your questions.' + +'You cannot wonder that I should be somewhat in doubt as to my future +life. As far as I can see, I had better remain here. I do good at any +rate to Mrs Pipkin. She went into hysterics yesterday when I spoke of +leaving her. That woman, Paul, would starve in our country, and I +shall be desolate in this.' Then she paused, and there was absolute +silence for a minute. 'You thought my letter very short; did you not?' + +'It said, I suppose, all you had to say.' + +'No, indeed. I did have much more to say. That was the third letter I +wrote. Now you shall see the other two. I wrote three, and had to +choose which I would send you. I fancy that yours to me was easier +written than either one of mine. You had no doubts, you know. I had +many doubts. I could not send them all by post, together. But you may +see them all now. There is one. You may read that first. While I was +writing it, I was determined that that should go.' Then she handed him +the sheet of paper which contained the threat of the horsewhip. + +'I am glad you did not send that,' he said. + +'I meant it.' + +'But you have changed your mind?' + +'Is there anything in it that seems to you to be unreasonable? Speak +out and tell me.' + +'I am thinking of you, not of myself.' + +'Think of me, then. Is there anything said there which the usage to +which I have been subjected does not justify?' + +'You ask me questions which I cannot answer. I do not think that under +any provocation a woman should use a horsewhip.' + +'It is certainly more comfortable for gentlemen,--who amuse +themselves,--that women should have that opinion. But, upon my word, I +don't know what to say about that. As long as there are men to fight +for women, it may be well to leave the fighting to the men. But when a +woman has no one to help her, is she to bear everything without turning +upon those who ill-use her? Shall a woman be flayed alive because it is +unfeminine in her to fight for her own skin? What is the good of being +--feminine, as you call it? Have you asked yourself that? That men may +be attracted, I should say. But if a woman finds that men only take +advantage of her assumed weakness, shall she not throw it off? If she +be treated as prey, shall she not fight as a beast of prey? Oh, no;--it +is so unfeminine! I also, Paul, had thought of that. The charm of +womanly weakness presented itself to my mind in a soft moment,--and +then I wrote this other letter. You may as well see them all.' And so +she handed him the scrap which had been written at Lowestoft, and he +read that also. + +He could hardly finish it, because of the tears which filled his eyes. +But, having mastered its contents, he came across the room and threw +himself on his knees at her feet, sobbing. 'I have not sent it, you +know,' she said. 'I only show it you that you may see how my mind has +been at work' + +'It hurts me more than the other,' he replied. + +'Nay, I would not hurt you,--not at this moment. Sometimes I feel that +I could tear you limb from limb, so great is my disappointment, so +ungovernable my rage! Why,--why should I be such a victim? Why should +life be an utter blank to me, while you have everything before you? +There, you have seen them all. Which will you have?' + +'I cannot now take that other as the expression of your mind.' + +'But it will be when you have left me;--and was when you were with me at +the sea-side. And it was so I felt when I got your first letter in San +Francisco. Why should you kneel there? You do not love me. A man +should kneel to a woman for love, not for pardon.' But though she +spoke thus, she put her hand upon his forehead, and pushed back his +hair, and looked into his face. 'I wonder whether that other woman +loves you. I do not want an answer, Paul. I suppose you had better +go.' She took his hand and pressed it to her breast. 'Tell me one +thing. When you spoke of--compensation, did you mean--money?' + +'No; indeed no.' + +'I hope not,--I hope not that. Well, there;--go. You shall be troubled +no more with Winifred Hurtle.' She took the sheet of paper which +contained the threat of the horsewhip and tore it into scraps. + +'And am I to keep the other?' he asked. + +'No. For what purpose would you have it? To prove my weakness? That +also shall be destroyed.' But she took it and restored it to her +pocket-book. + +'Good-bye, my friend,' he said. + +'Nay! This parting will not bear a farewell. Go, and let there be no +other word spoken.' And so he went. + +As soon as the front door was closed behind him she rang the bell and +begged Ruby to ask Mrs Pipkin to come to her. 'Mrs Pipkin,' she said, +as soon as the woman had entered the room; 'everything is over between +me and Mr Montague.' She was standing upright in the middle of the +room, and as she spoke there was a smile on her face. + +'Lord 'a mercy,' said Mrs Pipkin, holding up both her hands. + +'As I have told you that I was to be married to him, I think it right +now to tell you that I'm not going to be married to him.' + +'And why not?--and he such a nice young man,--and quiet too.' + +'As to the why not, I don't know that I am prepared to speak about +that. But it is so. I was engaged to him.' + +'I'm well sure of that, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'And now I'm no longer engaged to him. That's all.' + +'Dearie me! and you going down to Lowestoft with him, and all.' Mrs +Pipkin could not bear to think that she should hear no more of such an +interesting story. + +'We did go down to Lowestoft together, and we both came back not +together. And there's an end of it.' + +'I'm sure it's not your fault, Mrs Hurtle. When a marriage is to be, +and doesn't come off, it never is the lady's fault.' + +'There's an end of it, Mrs Pipkin. If you please, we won't say +anything more about it.' + +'And are you going to leave, ma'am?' said Mrs Pipkin, prepared to have +her apron up to her eyes at a moment's notice. Where should she get +such another lodger as Mrs Hurtle,--a lady who not only did not inquire +about victuals, but who was always suggesting that the children should +eat this pudding or finish that pie, and who had never questioned an +item in a bill since she had been in the house! + +'We'll say nothing about that yet, Mrs Pipkin.' Then Mrs Pipkin gave +utterance to so many assurances of sympathy and help that it almost +seemed that she was prepared to guarantee to her lodger another lover +in lieu of the one who was now dismissed. + + + + +CHAPTER LII - THE RESULTS OF LOVE AND WINE + + +Two, three, four, and even five o'clock still found Sir Felix Carbury +in bed on that fatal Thursday. More than once or twice his mother +crept up to his room, but on each occasion he feigned to be fast +asleep and made no reply to her gentle words. But his condition was +one which only admits of short snatches of uneasy slumber. From head +to foot, he was sick and ill and sore, and could find no comfort +anywhere. To lie where he was, trying by absolute quiescence to soothe +the agony of his brows and to remember that as long as he lay there he +would be safe from attack by the outer world, was all the solace +within his reach. Lady Carbury sent the page up to him, and to the +page he was awake. The boy brought him tea. He asked for soda and +brandy; but there was none to be had, and in his present condition he +did not dare to hector about it till it was procured for him. + +The world surely was now all over to him. He had made arrangements for +running away with the great heiress of the day, and had absolutely +allowed the young lady to run away without him. The details of their +arrangement had been such that she absolutely would start upon her +long journey across the ocean before she could find out that he had +failed to keep his appointment. Melmotte's hostility would be incurred +by the attempt, and hers by the failure. Then he had lost all his +money,--and hers. He had induced his poor mother to assist in raising a +fund for him,--and even that was gone. He was so cowed that he was +afraid even of his mother. And he could remember something, but no +details, of some row at the club,--but still with a conviction on his +mind that he had made the row. Ah,--when would he summon courage to +enter the club again? When could he show himself again anywhere? All +the world would know that Marie Melmotte had attempted to run off with +him, and that at the last moment he had failed her. What lie could he +invent to cover his disgrace? And his clothes! All his things were at +the club;--or he thought that they were, not being quite certain whether +he had not made some attempt to carry them off to the Railway Station. +He had heard of suicide. If ever it could be well that a man should +cut his own throat, surely the time had come for him now. But as this +idea presented itself to him he simply gathered the clothes around him +and tried to sleep. The death of Cato would hardly have for him +persuasive charms. + +Between five and six his mother again came up to him, and when he +appeared to sleep, stood with her hand upon his shoulder. There must +be some end to this. He must at any rate be fed. She, wretched woman, +had been sitting all day,--thinking of it. As regarded her son himself; +his condition told his story with sufficient accuracy. What might be +the fate of the girl she could not stop to inquire. She had not heard +all the details of the proposed scheme; but she had known that Felix +had proposed to be at Liverpool on the Wednesday night, and to start +on Thursday for New York with the young lady; and with the view of +aiding him in his object she had helped him with money. She had bought +clothes for him, and had been busy with Hetta for two days preparing +for his long journey,--having told some lie to her own daughter as to +the cause of her brother's intended journey. He had not gone, but had +come, drunk and degraded, back to the house. She had searched his +pockets with less scruple than she had ever before felt, and had found +his ticket for the vessel and the few sovereigns which were left to +him. About him she could read the riddle plainly. He had stayed at his +club till he was drunk, and had gambled away all his money. When she +had first seen him she had asked herself what further lie she should +now tell to her daughter. At breakfast there was instant need for some +story. 'Mary says that Felix came back this morning, and that he has +not gone at all,' Hetta exclaimed. The poor woman could not bring +herself to expose the vices of the son to her daughter. She could not +say that he had stumbled into the house drunk at six o'clock. Hetta no +doubt had her own suspicions. 'Yes; he has come back,' said Lady +Carbury, broken-hearted by her troubles. 'It was some plan about the +Mexican railway I believe, and has broken through. He is very unhappy +and not well. I will see to him.' After that Hetta had said nothing +during the whole day. And now, about an hour before dinner, Lady +Carbury was standing by her son's bedside, determined that he should +speak to her. + +'Felix,' she said,--'speak to me, Felix.--I know that you are awake.' He +groaned, and turned himself away from her, burying himself further +under the bedclothes. 'You must get up for your dinner. It is near six +o'clock.' + +'All right,' he said at last. + +'What is the meaning of this, Felix? You must tell me. It must be told +sooner or later. I know you are unhappy. You had better trust your +mother.' + +'I am so sick, mother.' + +'You will be better up. What were you doing last night? What has come +of it all? Where are your things?' + +'At the club.--You had better leave me now, and let Sam come up to me.' +Sam was the page. + +'I will leave you presently; but, Felix, you must tell me about this. +What has been done?' + +'It hasn't come off.' + +'But how has it not come off?' + +'I didn't get away. What's the good of asking?' + +'You said this morning when you came in, that Mr Melmotte had +discovered it.' + +'Did I? Then I suppose he has. Oh, mother, I wish I could die. I don't +see what's the use of anything. I won't get up to dinner. I'd rather +stay here.' + +'You must have something to eat, Felix.' + +'Sam can bring it me. Do let him get me some brandy and water. I'm so +faint and sick with all this that I can hardly bear myself. I can't +talk now. If he'll get me a bottle of soda water and some brandy, I'll +tell you all about it then.' + +'Where is the money, Felix?' + +'I paid it for the ticket,' said he, with both his hands up to his +head. + +Then his mother again left him with the understanding that he was to +be allowed to remain in bed till the next morning; but that he was to +give her some further explanation when he had been refreshed and +invigorated after his own prescription. The boy went out and got him +soda water and brandy, and meat was carried up to him, and then he did +succeed for a while in finding oblivion from his misery in sleep. + +'Is he ill, mamma?' Hetta asked. + +'Yes, my dear.' + +'Had you not better send for a doctor?' + +'No, my dear. He will be better to-morrow.' + +'Mamma, I think you would be happier if you would tell me everything.' + +'I can't,' said Lady Carbury, bursting out into tears. 'Don't ask. +What's the good of asking? It is all misery and wretchedness. There is +nothing to tell,--except that I am ruined.' + +'Has he done anything, mamma?' + +'No. What should he have done? How am I to know what he does? He tells +me nothing. Don't talk about it any more. Oh, God,--how much better it +would be to be childless!' + +'Oh, mamma, do you mean me?' said Hetta, rushing across the room, and +throwing herself close to her mother's side on the sofa. 'Mamma, say +that you do not mean me.' + +'It concerns you as well as me and him. I wish I were childless.' + +'Oh, mamma, do not be cruel to me! Am I not good to you? Do I not try +to be a comfort to you?' + +'Then marry your cousin, Roger Carbury, who is a good man, and who can +protect you. You can, at any rate, find a home for yourself, and a +friend for us. You are not like Felix. You do not get drunk and +gamble,--because you are a woman. But you are stiff-necked, and will +not help me in my trouble.' + +'Shall I marry him, mamma, without loving him?' + +'Love! Have I been able to love? Do you see much of what you call love +around you? Why should you not love him? He is a gentleman, and a good +man,--soft-hearted, of a sweet nature, whose life would be one effort to +make yours happy. You think that Felix is very bad.' + +'I have never said so.' + +'But ask yourself whether you do not give as much pain, seeing what +you could do for us if you would. But it never occurs to you to +sacrifice even a fantasy for the advantage of others.' + +Hetta retired from her seat on the sofa, and when her mother again +went upstairs she turned it all over in her mind. Could it be right +that she should marry one man when she loved another? Could it be +right that she should marry at all, for the sake of doing good to her +family? This man, whom she might marry if she would,--who did in truth +worship the ground on which she trod,--was, she well knew, all that her +mother had said. And he was more than that. Her mother had spoken of +his soft heart, and his sweet nature. But Hetta knew also that he was +a man of high honour and a noble courage. In such a condition as was +hers now he was the very friend whose advice she could have asked,-- +had he not been the very lover who was desirous of making her his wife. +Hetta felt that she could sacrifice much for her mother. Money, if she +had it, she could have given, though she left herself penniless. Her +time, her inclinations, her very heart's treasure, and, as she +thought, her life, she could give. She could doom herself to poverty, +and loneliness, and heart-rending regrets for her mother's sake. But +she did not know how she could give herself into the arms of a man she +did not love. + +'I don't know what there is to explain,' said Felix to his mother. She +had asked him why he had not gone to Liverpool, whether he had been +interrupted by Melmotte himself, whether news had reached him from +Marie that she had been stopped, or whether,--as might have been +possible,--Marie had changed her own mind. But he could not bring +himself to tell the truth, or any story bordering on the truth. 'It +didn't come off,' he said, 'and of course that knocked me off my legs. +Well; yes. I did take some champagne when I found how it was. A fellow +does get cut up by that kind of thing. Oh, I heard it at the club,--that +the whole thing was off. I can't explain anything more. And then I was +so mad, I can't tell what I was after. I did get the ticket. There it +is. That shows I was in earnest. I spent the £30 in getting it. I +suppose the change is there. Don't take it, for I haven't another +shilling in the world.' Of course he said nothing of Marie's money, or +of that which he had himself received from Melmotte. And as his mother +had heard nothing of these sums she could not contradict what he said. +She got from him no further statement, but she was sure that there was +a story to be told which would reach her ears sooner or later. + +That evening, about nine o'clock, Mr Broune called in Welbeck Street. +He very often did call now, coming up in a cab, staying for a cup of +tea, and going back in the same cab to the office of his newspaper. +Since Lady Carbury had, so devotedly, abstained from accepting his +offer, Mr Broune had become almost sincerely attached to her. There +was certainly between them now more of the intimacy of real friendship +than had ever existed in earlier days. He spoke to her more freely +about his own affairs, and even she would speak to him with some +attempt at truth. There was never between them now even a shade of +love-making. She did not look into his eyes, nor did he hold her hand. +As for kissing her,--he thought no more of it than of kissing the +maid-servant. But he spoke to her of the things that worried him,--the +unreasonable exactions of proprietors, and the perilous inaccuracy of +contributors. He told her of the exceeding weight upon his shoulders, +under which an Atlas would have succumbed. And he told her something +too of his triumphs;--how he had had this fellow bowled over in +punishment for some contradiction, and that man snuffed out for daring +to be an enemy. And he expatiated on his own virtues, his justice and +clemency. Ah,--if men and women only knew his good nature and his +patriotism;--how he had spared the rod here, how he had made the fortune +of a man there, how he had saved the country millions by the +steadiness of his adherence to some grand truth! Lady Carbury +delighted in all this and repaid him by flattery, and little +confidences of her own. Under his teaching she had almost made up her +mind to give up Mr Alf. Of nothing was Mr Broune more certain than +that Mr Alf was making a fool of himself in regard to the Westminster +election and those attacks on Melmotte. 'The world of London generally +knows what it is about,' said Mr Broune, 'and the London world +believes Mr Melmotte to be sound. I don't pretend to say that he has +never done anything that he ought not to do. I am not going into his +antecedents. But he is a man of wealth, power, and genius, and Alf will +get the worst of it.' Under such teaching as this, Lady Carbury was +almost obliged to give up Mr Alf. + +Sometimes they would sit in the front room with Hetta, to whom also Mr +Broune had become attached; but sometimes Lady Carbury would be in her +own sanctum. On this evening she received him there, and at once +poured forth all her troubles about Felix. On this occasion she told +him everything, and almost told him everything truly. He had already +heard the story. 'The young lady went down to Liverpool, and Sir Felix +was not there.' + +'He could not have been there. He has been in bed in this house all +day. Did she go?' + +'So I am told;--and was met at the station by the senior officer of the +police at Liverpool, who brought her back to London without letting +her go down to the ship at all. She must have thought that her lover +was on board;--probably thinks so now. I pity her.' + +'How much worse it would have been, had she been allowed to start,' +said Lady Carbury. + +'Yes; that would have been bad. She would have had a sad journey to +New York, and a sadder journey back. Has your son told you anything +about money?' + +'What money?' + +'They say that the girl entrusted him with a large sum which she had +taken from her father. If that be so he certainly ought to lose no +time in restoring it. It might be done through some friend. I would do +it, for that matter. If it be so,--to avoid unpleasantness,--it should +be sent back at once. It will be for his credit.' This Mr Broune said +with a clear intimation of the importance of his advice. + +It was dreadful to Lady Carbury. She had no money to give back, nor, +as she was well aware, had her son. She had heard nothing of any +money. What did Mr Broune mean by a large sum? 'That would be +dreadful,' she said. + +'Had you not better ask him about it?' + +Lady Carbury was again in tears. She knew that she could not hope to +get a word of truth from her son. 'What do you mean by a large sum?' + +'Two or three hundred pounds, perhaps.' + +'I have not a shilling in the world, Mr Broune.' Then it all came +out,--the whole story of her poverty, as it had been brought about by +her son's misconduct. She told him every detail of her money affairs +from the death of her husband, and his will, up to the present moment. + +'He is eating you up, Lady Carbury.' Lady Carbury thought that she was +nearly eaten up already, but she said nothing. 'You must put a stop to +this.' + +'But how?' + +'You must rid yourself of him. It is dreadful to say so, but it must +be done. You must not see your daughter ruined. Find out what money he +got from Miss Melmotte and I will see that it is repaid. That must be +done;--and we will then try to get him to go abroad. No;--do not +contradict me. We can talk of the money another time. I must be off +now, as I have stayed too long. Do as I bid you. Make him tell you, +and send me word down to the office. If you could do it early +to-morrow, that would be best. God bless you.' And so he hurried off. + +Early on the following morning a letter from Lady Carbury was put into +Mr Broune's hands, giving the story of the money as far as she had +been able to extract it from Sir Felix. Sir Felix declared that Mr +Melmotte had owed him £600, and that he had received £250 out of this +from Miss Melmotte,--so that there was still a large balance due to him. +Lady Carbury went on to say that her son had at last confessed that he +had lost this money at play. The story was fairly true; but Lady +Carbury in her letter acknowledged that she was not justified in +believing it because it was told to her by her son. + + + + +CHAPTER LIII - A DAY IN THE CITY + + +Melmotte had got back his daughter, and was half inclined to let the +matter rest there. He would probably have done so had he not known +that all his own household were aware that she had gone off to meet +Sir Felix Carbury, and had he not also received the condolence of +certain friends in the city. It seemed that about two o'clock in the +day the matter was known to everybody. Of course Lord Nidderdale would +hear of it, and if so all the trouble that he had taken in that +direction would have been taken in vain. Stupid fool of a girl to +throw away her chance,--nay, to throw away the certainty of a brilliant +career, in that way! But his anger against Sir Felix was infinitely +more bitter than his anger against his daughter. The man had pledged +himself to abstain from any step of this kind,--had given a written +pledge,--had renounced under his own signature his intention of marrying +Marie! Melmotte had of course learned all the details of the cheque +for £250,--how the money had been paid at the bank to Didon, and how +Didon had given it to Sir Felix. Marie herself acknowledged that Sir +Felix had received the money. If possible he would prosecute the +baronet for stealing his money. + +Had Melmotte been altogether a prudent man he would probably have been +satisfied with getting back his daughter and would have allowed the +money to go without further trouble. At this especial point in his +career ready money was very valuable to him, but his concerns were of +such magnitude that £250 could make but little difference. But there +had grown upon the man during the last few months an arrogance, a +self-confidence inspired in him by the worship of other men, which +clouded his intellect, and robbed him of much of that power of +calculation which undoubtedly he naturally possessed. He remembered +perfectly his various little transactions with Sir Felix. Indeed it +was one of his gifts to remember with accuracy all money transactions, +whether great or small, and to keep an account book in his head, which +was always totted up and balanced with accuracy. He knew exactly how +he stood, even with the crossing-sweeper to whom he had given a penny +last Tuesday, as with the Longestaffes, father and son, to whom he had +not as yet made any payment on behalf of the purchase of Pickering. +But Sir Felix's money had been consigned into his hands for the +purchase of shares,--and that consignment did not justify Six Felix in +taking another sum of money from his daughter. In such a matter he +thought that an English magistrate, and an English jury, would all be +on his side,--especially as he was Augustus Melmotte, the man about to +be chosen for Westminster, the man about to entertain the Emperor of +China! + +The next day was Friday,--the day of the Railway Board. Early in the +morning he sent a note to Lord Nidderdale. + + + MY DEAR NIDDERDALE,-- + + Pray come to the Board to-day;--or at any rate come to me in the + city. I specially want to speak to you. + + Yours, + + A. M. + + +This he wrote, having made up his mind that it would be wise to make a +clear breast of it with his hoped-for son-in-law. If there was still +a chance of keeping the young lord to his guns that chance would be +best supported by perfect openness on his part. The young lord would +of course know what Marie had done. But the young lord had for some +weeks past been aware that there had been a difficulty in regard to +Sir Felix Carbury, and had not on that account relaxed his suit. It +might be possible to persuade the young lord that as the young lady +had now tried to elope and tried in vain, his own chance might on the +whole be rather improved than injured. + +Mr Melmotte on that morning had many visitors, among whom one of the +earliest and most unfortunate was Mr Longestaffe. At that time there +had been arranged at the offices in Abchurch Lane a mode of double +ingress and egress,--a front stairs and a back stairs approach and +exit, as is always necessary with very great men,--in reference to +which arrangement the honour and dignity attached to each is exactly +contrary to that which generally prevails in the world; the front +stairs being intended for everybody, and being both slow and +uncertain, whereas the back stairs are quick and sure, and are used +only for those who are favoured. Miles Grendall had the command of the +stairs, and found that he had plenty to do in keeping people in their +right courses. Mr Longestaffe reached Abchurch Lane before one,--having +altogether failed in getting a moment's private conversation with the +big man on that other Friday, when he had come later. He fell at once +into Miles's hands, and was ushered through the front stairs passage +and into the front stairs waiting-room, with much external courtesy. +Miles Grendall was very voluble. Did Mr Longestaffe want to see Mr +Melmotte? Oh;--Mr Longestaffe wanted to see Mr Melmotte as soon as +possible! Of course Mr Longestaffe should see Mr Melmotte. He, Miles, +knew that Mr Melmotte was particularly desirous of seeing Mr +Longestaffe. Mr Melmotte had mentioned Mr Longestaffe's name twice +during the last three days. Would Mr Longestaffe sit down for a few +minutes? Had Mr Longestaffe seen the 'Morning Breakfast Table'? Mr +Melmotte undoubtedly was very much engaged. At this moment a +deputation from the Canadian Government was with him;--and Sir Gregory +Gribe was in the office waiting for a few words. But Miles thought +that the Canadian Government would not be long,--and as for Sir Gregory, +perhaps his business might be postponed. Miles would do his very best +to get an interview for Mr Longestaffe,--more especially as Mr Melmotte +was so very desirous himself of seeing his friend. It was astonishing +that such a one as Miles Grendall should have learned his business so +well and should have made himself so handy! We will leave Mr +Longestaffe with the 'Morning Breakfast Table' in his hands, in the +front waiting-room, merely notifying the fact that there he remained +for something over two hours. + +In the meantime both Mr Broune and Lord Nidderdale came to the office, +and both were received without delay. Mr Broune was the first. Miles +knew who he was, and made no attempt to seat him in the same room with +Mr Longestaffe. 'I'll just send him a note,' said Mr Broune, and he +scrawled a few words at the office counter. 'I'm commissioned to pay +you some money on behalf of Miss Melmotte.' Those were the words, and +they at once procured him admission to the sanctum. The Canadian +Deputation must have taken its leave, and Sir Gregory could hardly +have as yet arrived. Lord Nidderdale, who had presented himself almost +at the same moment with the Editor, was shown into a little private +room which was, indeed, Miles Grendall's own retreat. 'What's up with +the Governor?' asked the young lord. + +'Anything particular do you mean?' said Miles. 'There are always so +many things up here.' + +'He has sent for me.' + +'Yes,--you'll go in directly. There's that fellow who does the +"Breakfast Table" in with him. I don't know what he's come about. You +know what he has sent for you for?' + +Lord Nidderdale answered this question by another. 'I suppose all this +about Miss Melmotte is true?' + +'She did go off yesterday morning,' said Miles, in a whisper. + +'But Carbury wasn't with her.' + +'Well, no;--I suppose not. He seems to have mulled it. He's such a +d---- brute, he'd be sure to go wrong whatever he had in hand.' + +'You don't like him, of course, Miles. For that matter I've no reason +to love him. He couldn't have gone. He staggered out of the club +yesterday morning at four o'clock as drunk as Cloe. He'd lost a pot of +money, and had been kicking up a row about you for the last hour.' + +'Brute!' exclaimed Miles, with honest indignation. + +'I dare say. But though he was able to make a row, I'm sure he +couldn't get himself down to Liverpool. And I saw all his things lying +about the club hall late last night;--no end of portmanteaux and bags; +just what a fellow would take to New York. By George! Fancy taking a +girl to New York! It was plucky.' + +'It was all her doing,' said Miles, who was of course intimate with Mr +Melmotte's whole establishment, and had had means therefore of hearing +the true story. + +'What a fiasco!' said the young lord. 'I wonder what the old boy means +to say to me about it.' Then there was heard the clear tingle of a +little silver bell, and Miles told Lord Nidderdale that his time had +come. + +Mr Broune had of late been very serviceable to Mr Melmotte, and +Melmotte was correspondingly gracious. On seeing the Editor he +immediately began to make a speech of thanks in respect of the support +given by the 'Breakfast Table' to his candidature. But Mr Broune cut +him short. 'I never talk about the "Breakfast Table,"' said he. 'We +endeavour to get along as right as we can, and the less said the +soonest mended.' Melmotte bowed. 'I have come now about quite another +matter, and perhaps, the less said the sooner mended about that also. +Sir Felix Carbury on a late occasion received a sum of money in trust +from your daughter. Circumstances have prevented its use in the +intended manner, and, therefore, as Sir Felix's friend, I have called +to return the money to you.' Mr Broune did not like calling himself +the friend of Sir Felix, but he did even that for the lady who had +been good enough to him not to marry him. + +'Oh, indeed,' said Mr Melmotte, with a scowl on his face, which he +would have repressed if he could. + +'No doubt you understand all about it.' + +'Yes;--I understand. D---- scoundrel!' + +'We won't discuss that, Mr Melmotte. I've drawn a cheque myself +payable to your order,--to make the matter all straight. The sum was +£250, I think.' And Mr Broune put a cheque for that amount down upon +the table. + +'I dare say it's all right,' said Mr Melmotte. 'But, remember, I don't +think that this absolves him. He has been a scoundrel.' + +'At any rate he has paid back the money, which chance put into his +hands, to the only person entitled to receive it on the young lady's +behalf. Good morning.' Mr Melmotte did put out his hand in token of +amity. Then Mr Broune departed and Melmotte tinkled his bell. As +Nidderdale was shown in he crumpled up the cheque, and put it into his +pocket. He was at once clever enough to perceive that any idea which +he might have had of prosecuting Sir Felix must be abandoned. 'Well, +my Lord, and how are you?' said he with his pleasantest smile. +Nidderdale declared himself to be as fresh as paint. 'You don't look +down in the mouth, my Lord.' + +Then Lord Nidderdale,--who no doubt felt that it behoved him to show a +good face before his late intended father-in-law,--sang the refrain of +an old song, which it is trusted my readers may remember. + + 'Cheer up, Sam; + Don't let your spirits go down. + There's many a girl that I know well, + Is waiting for you in the town.' + +'Ha, ha, ha,' laughed Melmotte, 'very good. I've no doubt there is,-- +many a one. But you won't let this stupid nonsense stand in your way +with Marie.' + +'Upon my word, sir, I don't know about that. Miss Melmotte has given +the most convincing proof of her partiality for another gentleman, and +of her indifference to me.' + +'A foolish baggage! A silly little romantic baggage! She's been +reading novels till she has learned to think she couldn't settle down +quietly till she had run off with somebody.' + +'She doesn't seem to have succeeded on this occasion, Mr Melmotte.' + +'No;--of course we had her back again from Liverpool.' + +'But they say that she got further than the gentleman.' + +'He is a dishonest, drunken scoundrel. My girl knows very well what he +is now. She'll never try that game again. Of course, my Lord, I'm very +sorry. You know that I've been on the square with you always. She's my +only child, and sooner or later she must have all that I possess. What +she will have at once will make any man wealthy,--that is, if she +marries with my sanction; and in a year or two I expect that I shall +be able to double what I give her now, without touching my capital. Of +course you understand that I desire to see her occupying high rank. I +think that, in this country, that is a noble object of ambition. Had +she married that sweep I should have broken my heart. Now, my Lord, I +want you to say that this shall make no difference to you. I am very +honest with you. I do not try to hide anything. The thing of course +has been a misfortune. Girls will be romantic. But you may be sure +that this little accident will assist rather than impede your views. +After this she will not be very fond of Sir Felix Carbury.' + +'I dare say not. Though, by Jove, girls will forgive anything.' + +'She won't forgive him. By George, she shan't. She shall hear the +whole story. You'll come and see her just the same as ever!' + +'I don't know about that, Mr Melmotte.' + +'Why not? You're not so weak as to surrender all your settled projects +for such a piece of folly as that! He didn't even see her all the +time.' + +'That wasn't her fault.' + +'The money will all be there, Lord Nidderdale.' + +'The money's all right, I've no doubt. And there isn't a man in all +London would be better pleased to settle down with a good income than +I would. But, by Jove, it's a rather strong order when a girl has just +run away with another man. Everybody knows it.' + +'In three months' time everybody will have forgotten it.' + +'To tell you the truth, sir, I think Miss Melmotte has got a will of +her own stronger than you give her credit for. She has never given me +the slightest encouragement. Ever so long ago, about Christmas, she +did once say that she would do as you bade her. But she is very much +changed since then. The thing was off.' + +'She had nothing to do with that.' + +'No;--but she has taken advantage of it, and I have no right to +complain.' + +'You just come to the house, and ask her again to-morrow. Or come on +Sunday morning. Don't let us be done out of all our settled +arrangements by the folly of an idle girl. Will you come on Sunday +morning about noon?' Lord Nidderdale thought of his position for a few +moments and then said that perhaps he would come on Sunday morning. +After that Melmotte proposed that they two should go and 'get a bit of +lunch' at a certain Conservative club in the City. There would be time +before the meeting of the Railway Board. Nidderdale had no objection +to the lunch, but expressed a strong opinion that the Board was 'rot'. +'That's all very well for you, young man,' said the chairman, 'but I +must go there in order that you may be able to enjoy a splendid +fortune.' Then he touched the young man on the shoulder and drew him +back as he was passing out by the front stairs. 'Come this way, +Nidderdale;--come this way. I must get out without being seen. There +are people waiting for me there who think that a man can attend to +business from morning to night without ever having a bit in his +mouth.' And so they escaped by the back stairs. + +At the club, the City Conservative world,--which always lunches +well,--welcomed Mr Melmotte very warmly. The election was coming on, +and there was much to be said. He played the part of the big City man +to perfection, standing about the room with his hat on, and talking +loudly to a dozen men at once. And he was glad to show the club that +Lord Nidderdale had come there with him. The club of course knew that +Lord Nidderdale was the accepted suitor of the rich man's daughter,-- +accepted, that is, by the rich man himself,--and the club knew also +that the rich man's daughter had tried but had failed to run away with +Sir Felix Carbury. There is nothing like wiping out a misfortune and +having done with it. The presence of Lord Nidderdale was almost an +assurance to the club that the misfortune had been wiped out, and, as +it were, abolished. A little before three Mr Melmotte returned to +Abchurch Lane, intending to regain his room by the back way; while +Lord Nidderdale went westward, considering within his own mind whether +it was expedient that he should continue to show himself as a suitor +for Miss Melmotte's hand. He had an idea that a few years ago a man +could not have done such a thing--that he would be held to show a poor +spirit should he attempt it; but that now it did not much matter what +a man did,--if only he were successful. 'After all, it's only an +affair of money,' he said to himself. + +Mr Longestaffe in the meantime had progressed from weariness to +impatience, from impatience to ill-humour, and from ill-humour to +indignation. More than once he saw Miles Grendall, but Miles Grendall +was always ready with an answer. That Canadian Deputation was +determined to settle the whole business this morning, and would not +take itself away. And Sir Gregory Gribe had been obstinate, beyond the +ordinary obstinacy of a bank director. The rate of discount at the +bank could not be settled for to-morrow without communication with Mr +Melmotte, and that was a matter on which the details were always most +oppressive. At first Mr Longestaffe was somewhat stunned by the +Deputation and Sir Gregory Gribe; but as he waxed wroth the potency of +those institutions dwindled away, and as, at last, he waxed hungry, +they became as nothing to him. Was he not Mr Longestaffe of Caversham, +a Deputy-Lieutenant of his County, and accustomed to lunch punctually +at two o'clock? When he had been in that waiting-room for two hours, +it occurred to him that he only wanted his own, and that he would not +remain there to be starved for any Mr Melmotte in Europe. It occurred +to him also that that thorn in his side, Squercum, would certainly get +a finger into the pie to his infinite annoyance. Then he walked forth, +and attempted to see Grendall for the fourth time. But Miles Grendall +also liked his lunch, and was therefore declared by one of the junior +clerks to be engaged at that moment on most important business with Mr +Melmotte. 'Then say that I can't wait any longer,' said Mr +Longestaffe, stamping out of the room with angry feet. + +At the very door he met Mr Melmotte. 'Ah, Mr Longestaffe,' said the +great financier, seizing him by the hand, 'you are the very man I am +desirous of seeing.' + +'I have been waiting two hours up in your place,' said the Squire of +Caversham. + +'Tut, tut, tut;--and they never told me!' + +'I spoke to Mr Grendall half a dozen times.' + +'Yes,--yes. And he did put a slip with your name on it on my desk. I do +remember. My dear sir, I have so many things on my brain, that I +hardly know how to get along with them. You are coming to the Board? +It's just the time now.' + +'No;'--said Mr Longestaffe. 'I can stay no longer in the City.' It was +cruel that a man so hungry should be asked to go to a Board by a +chairman who had just lunched at his club. + +'I was carried away to the Bank of England and could not help myself,' +said Melmotte. 'And when they get me there I can never get away +again.' + +'My son is very anxious to have the payments made about Pickering,' +said Mr Longestaffe, absolutely holding Melmotte by the collar of his +coat. + +'Payments for Pickering!' said Melmotte, assuming an air of +unimportant doubt,--of doubt as though the thing were of no real +moment. 'Haven't they been made?' + +'Certainly not,' said Mr Longestaffe, 'unless made this morning.' + +'There was something about it, but I cannot just remember what. My +second cashier, Mr Smith, manages all my private affairs, and they go +clean out of my head. I'm afraid he's in Grosvenor Square at this +moment. Let me see;--Pickering! Wasn't there some question of a +mortgage? I'm sure there was something about a mortgage.' + +'There was a mortgage, of course,--but that only made three payments +necessary instead of two.' + +'But there was some unavoidable delay about the papers;--something +occasioned by the mortgagee. I know there was. But you shan't be +inconvenienced, Mr Longestaffe.' + +'It's my son, Mr Melmotte. He's got a lawyer of his own.' + +'I never knew a young man that wasn't in a hurry for his money,' +said Melmotte laughing. 'Oh, yes;--there were three payments to be +made; one to you, one to your son, and one to the mortgagee. I will +speak to Mr Smith myself to-morrow--and you may tell your son that he +really need not trouble his lawyer. He will only be losing his +money, for lawyers are expensive. What! you won't come to the Board? +I am sorry for that.' Mr Longestaffe, having after a fashion said +what he had to say, declined to go to the Board. A painful rumour +had reached him the day before, which had been communicated to him +in a very quiet way by a very old friend,--by a member of a private +firm of bankers whom he was accustomed to regard as the wisest and +most eminent man of his acquaintance,--that Pickering had been already +mortgaged to its full value by its new owner. 'Mind, I know +nothing,' said the banker. 'The report has reached me, and if it be +true, it shows that Mr Melmotte must be much pressed for money. It +does not concern you at all if you have got your price. But it seems +to be rather a quick transaction. I suppose you have, or he wouldn't +have the title-deeds.' Mr Longestaffe thanked his friend, and +acknowledged that there had been something remiss on his part. +Therefore, as he went westward, he was low in spirits. But +nevertheless he had been reassured by Melmotte's manner. + +Sir Felix Carbury of course did not attend the Board; nor did Paul +Montague, for reasons with which the reader has been made acquainted. +Lord Nidderdale had declined, having had enough of the City for that +day, and Mr Longestaffe had been banished by hunger. The chairman was +therefore supported only by Lord Alfred and Mr Cohenlupe. But they +were such excellent colleagues that the work was got through as well +as though those absentees had all attended. When the Board was over Mr +Melmotte and Mr Cohenlupe retired together. + +'I must get that money for Longestaffe,' said Melmotte to his friend. + +'What, eighty thousand pounds! You can't do it this week,--nor yet +before this day week.' + +'It isn't eighty thousand pounds. I've renewed the mortgage, and that +makes it only fifty. If I can manage the half of that which goes to +the son, I can put the father off.' + +'You must raise what you can on the whole property.' + +'I've done that already,' said Melmotte hoarsely. + +'And where's the money gone?' + +'Brehgert has had £40,000. I was obliged to keep it up with them. You +can manage £25,000 for me by Monday?' Mr Cohenlupe said that he would +try, but intimated his opinion that there would be considerable +difficulty in the operation. + + + + +CHAPTER LIV - THE INDIA OFFICE + + +The Conservative party at this particular period was putting its +shoulder to the wheel,--not to push the coach up any hill, but to +prevent its being hurried along at a pace which was not only +dangerous, but manifestly destructive. The Conservative party now and +then does put its shoulder to the wheel, ostensibly with the great +national object above named; but also actuated by a natural desire to +keep its own head well above water and be generally doing something, +so that other parties may not suppose that it is moribund. There are, +no doubt, members of it who really think that when some object has +been achieved,--when, for instance, a good old Tory has been squeezed +into Parliament for the borough of Porcorum, which for the last three +parliaments has been represented by a Liberal,--the coach has been +really stopped. To them, in their delightful faith, there comes at +these triumphant moments a conviction that after all the people as a +people have not been really in earnest in their efforts to take +something from the greatness of the great, and to add something to the +lowliness of the lowly. The handle of the windlass has been broken, +the wheel is turning fast the reverse way, and the rope of Radical +progress is running back. Who knows what may not be regained if the +Conservative party will only put its shoulder to the wheel and take +care that the handle of the windlass be not mended! Sticinthemud, +which has ever been a doubtful little borough, has just been carried +by a majority of fifteen! A long pull, a strong pull, and a pull +altogether,--and the old day will come back again. Venerable patriarchs +think of Lord Liverpool and other heroes, and dream dreams of +Conservative bishops, Conservative lord-lieutenants, and of a +Conservative ministry that shall remain in for a generation. + +Such a time was now present. Porcorum and Sticinthemud had done their +duty valiantly,--with much management. But Westminster! If this special +seat for Westminster could be carried, the country then could hardly +any longer have a doubt on the matter. If only Mr Melmotte could be +got in for Westminster, it would be manifest that the people were +sound at heart, and that all the great changes which had been effected +during the last forty years,--from the first reform in Parliament down +to the Ballot,--had been managed by the cunning and treachery of a few +ambitious men. Not, however, that the Ballot was just now regarded by +the party as an unmitigated evil, though it was the last triumph of +Radical wickedness. The Ballot was on the whole popular with the +party. A short time since, no doubt it was regarded by the party as +being one and the same as national ruin and national disgrace. But it +had answered well at Porcorum, and with due manipulation had been +found to be favourable at Sticinthemud. The Ballot might perhaps help +the long pull and the strong pull,--and, in spite of the ruin and +disgrace, was thought by some just now to be a highly Conservative +measure. It was considered that the Ballot might assist Melmotte at +Westminster very materially. + +Any one reading the Conservative papers of the time, and hearing the +Conservative speeches in the borough,--any one at least who lived so +remote as not to have learned what these things really mean,--would +have thought that England's welfare depended on Melmotte's return. In +the enthusiasm of the moment, the attacks made on his character were +answered by eulogy as loud as the censure was bitter. The chief crime +laid to his charge was connected with the ruin of some great +continental assurance company, as to which it was said that he had so +managed it as to leave it utterly stranded, with an enormous fortune +of his own. It was declared that every shilling which he had brought +to England with him had consisted of plunder stolen from the +shareholders in the company. Now the 'Evening Pulpit,' in its +endeavour to make the facts of this transaction known, had placed what +it called the domicile of this company in Paris, whereas it was +ascertained that its official head-quarters had in truth been placed +at Vienna. Was not such a blunder as this sufficient to show that no +merchant of higher honour than Mr Melmotte had ever adorned the +Exchanges of modern capitals? And then two different newspapers of the +time, both of them antagonistic to Melmotte, failed to be in accord on +a material point. One declared that Mr Melmotte was not in truth +possessed of any wealth. The other said that he had derived his wealth +from those unfortunate shareholders. Could anything betray so bad a +cause as contradictions such as these? Could anything be so false, so +weak, so malignant, so useless, so wicked, so self-condemned,--in fact, +so 'Liberal' as a course of action such as this? The belief naturally +to be deduced from such statements, nay, the unavoidable conviction on +the minds--of, at any rate, the Conservative newspapers--was that Mr +Melmotte had accumulated an immense fortune, and that he had never +robbed any shareholder of a shilling. + +The friends of Melmotte had moreover a basis of hope, and were enabled +to sound premonitory notes of triumph, arising from causes quite +external to their party. The 'Breakfast Table' supported Melmotte, but +the 'Breakfast Table' was not a Conservative organ. This support was +given, not to the great man's political opinions, as to which a +well-known writer in that paper suggested that the great man had +probably not as yet given very much attention to the party questions +which divided the country,--but to his commercial position. It was +generally acknowledged that few men living,--perhaps no man alive,-- +had so acute an insight into the great commercial questions of the age +as Mr Augustus Melmotte. In whatever part of the world he might have +acquired his commercial experience,--for it had been said repeatedly +that Melmotte was not an Englishman,--he now made London his home and +Great Britain his country, and it would be for the welfare of the +country that such a man should sit in the British Parliament. Such +were the arguments used by the 'Breakfast Table' in supporting Mr +Melmotte. This was, of course, an assistance;--and not the less so +because it was asserted in other papers that the country would be +absolutely disgraced by his presence in Parliament. The hotter the +opposition the keener will be the support. Honest good men, men who +really loved their country, fine gentlemen, who had received unsullied +names from great ancestors, shed their money right and left, and grew +hot in personally energetic struggles to have this man returned to +Parliament as the head of the great Conservative mercantile interests +of Great Britain! + +There was one man who thoroughly believed that the thing at the +present moment most essentially necessary to England's glory was the +return of Mr Melmotte for Westminster. This man was undoubtedly a very +ignorant man. He knew nothing of any one political question which had +vexed England for the last half century,--nothing whatever of the +political history which had made England what it was at the beginning +of that half century. Of such names as Hampden, Somers, and Pitt he +had hardly ever heard. He had probably never read a book in his life. +He knew nothing of the working of parliament, nothing of nationality,-- +had no preference whatever for one form of government over another, +never having given his mind a moment's trouble on the subject. He had +not even reflected how a despotic monarch or a federal republic might +affect himself, and possibly did not comprehend the meaning of those +terms. But yet he was fully confident that England did demand and +ought to demand that Mr Melmotte should be returned for Westminster. +This man was Mr Melmotte himself. + +In this conjunction of his affairs Mr Melmotte certainly lost his +head. He had audacity almost sufficient for the very dangerous game +which he was playing; but, as crisis heaped itself upon crisis, he +became deficient in prudence. He did not hesitate to speak of himself +as the man who ought to represent Westminster, and of those who +opposed him as little malignant beings who had mean interests of their +own to serve. He went about in his open carriage, with Lord Alfred at +his left hand, with a look on his face which seemed to imply that +Westminster was not good enough for him. He even hinted to certain +political friends that at the next general election he should try the +City. Six months since he had been a humble man to a Lord,--but now +he scolded Earls and snubbed Dukes, and yet did it in a manner which +showed how proud he was of connecting himself with their social +pre-eminence, and how ignorant of the manner in which such +pre-eminence affects English gentlemen generally. The more arrogant he +became the more vulgar he was, till even Lord Alfred would almost be +tempted to rush away to impecuniosity and freedom. Perhaps there were +some with whom this conduct had a salutary effect. No doubt arrogance +will produce submission; and there are men who take other men at the +price those other men put upon themselves. Such persons could not +refrain from thinking Melmotte to be mighty because he swaggered; and +gave their hinder parts to be kicked merely because he put up his toe. +We all know men of this calibre,--and how they seem to grow in number. +But the net result of his personal demeanour was injurious; and it was +debated among some of the warmest of his supporters whether a hint +should not be given him. 'Couldn't Lord Alfred say a word to him?' +said the Honourable Beauchamp Beauclerk, who, himself in Parliament, a +leading man in his party, thoroughly well acquainted with the borough, +wealthy and connected by blood with half the great Conservative +families in the kingdom, had been moving heaven and earth on behalf of +the great financial king, and working like a slave for his success. + +'Alfred's more than half afraid of him,' said Lionel Lupton, a young +aristocrat, also in Parliament, who had been inoculated with the idea +that the interests of the party demanded Melmotte in Parliament, but +who would have given up his Scotch shooting rather than have undergone +Melmotte's company for a day. + +'Something really must be done, Mr Beauclerk,' said Mr Jones, who was +the leading member of a very wealthy firm of builders in the borough, +who had become a Conservative politician, who had thoughts of the +House for himself, but who never forgot his own position. 'He is +making a great many personal enemies.' + +'He's the finest old turkey cock out,' said Lionel Lupton. + +Then it was decided that Mr Beauclerk should speak a word to Lord +Alfred. The rich man and the poor man were cousins, and had always +been intimate. 'Alfred,' said the chosen mentor at the club one +afternoon, 'I wonder whether you couldn't say something to Melmotte +about his manner.' Lord Alfred turned sharp round and looked into his +companion's face. 'They tell me he is giving offence. Of course he +doesn't mean it. Couldn't he draw it a little milder?' + +Lord Alfred made his reply almost in a whisper. 'If you ask me, I don't +think he could. If you got him down and trampled on him, you might +make him mild. I don't think there's any other way.' + +'You couldn't speak to him, then?' + +'Not unless I did it with a horsewhip.' + +This, coming from Lord Alfred, who was absolutely dependent on the +man, was very strong. Lord Alfred had been much afflicted that +morning. He had spent some hours with his friend, either going about +the borough in the open carriage, or standing just behind him at +meetings, or sitting close to him in committee-rooms,--and had been +nauseated with Melmotte. When spoken to about his friend he could not +restrain himself. Lord Alfred had been born and bred a gentleman, and +found the position in which he was now earning his bread to be almost +insupportable. It had gone against the grain with him at first, when +he was called Alfred; but now that he was told 'just to open the +door,' and 'just to give that message,' he almost meditated revenge. +Lord Nidderdale, who was quick at observation, had seen something of +this in Grosvenor Square, and declared that Lord Alfred had invested +part of his recent savings in a cutting whip. Mr Beauclerk, when he +had got his answer, whistled and withdrew. But he was true to his +party. Melmotte was not the first vulgar man whom the Conservatives +had taken by the hand, and patted on the back, and told that he was a +god. + +The Emperor of China was now in England, and was to be entertained one +night at the India Office. The Secretary of State for the second great +Asiatic Empire was to entertain the ruler of the first. This was on +Saturday the 6th of July, and Melmotte's dinner was to take place on +the following Monday. Very great interest was made by the London world +generally to obtain admission to the India Office,--the making of such +interest consisting in the most abject begging for tickets of +admission, addressed to the Secretary of State, to all the under +secretaries, to assistant secretaries, secretaries of departments, +chief clerks, and to head-messengers and their wives. If a petitioner +could not be admitted as a guest into the splendour of the reception +rooms, might not he,--or she,--be allowed to stand in some passage +whence the Emperor's back might perhaps be seen,--so that, if possible, +the petitioner's name might be printed in the list of guests which +would be published on the next morning? Now Mr Melmotte with his family +was, of course, supplied with tickets. He, who was to spend a fortune +in giving the Emperor a dinner, was of course entitled to be present +at other places to which the Emperor would be brought to be shown. +Melmotte had already seen the Emperor at a breakfast in Windsor Park, +and at a ball in royal halls. But hitherto he had not been presented +to the Emperor. Presentations have to be restricted,--if only on the +score of time; and it had been thought that as Mr Melmotte would of +course have some communication with the hardworked Emperor at his own +house, that would suffice. But he had felt himself to be ill-used and +was offended. He spoke with bitterness to some of his supporters of +the Royal Family generally, because he had not been brought to the +front rank either at the breakfast or at the ball,--and now, at the +India Office, was determined to have his due. But he was not on the +list of those whom the Secretary of State intended on this occasion to +present to the Brother of the Sun. + +He had dined freely. At this period of his career he had taken to +dining freely,--which was in itself imprudent, as he had need at all +hours of his best intelligence. Let it not be understood that he was +tipsy. He was a man whom wine did not often affect after that fashion. +But it made him, who was arrogant before, tower in his arrogance till +he was almost sure to totter. It was probably at some moment after +dinner that Lord Alfred decided upon buying the cutting whip of which +he had spoken. Melmotte went with his wife and daughter to the India +Office, and soon left them far in the background with a request,--we +may say an order,--to Lord Alfred to take care of them. It may be +observed here that Marie Melmotte was almost as great a curiosity as +the Emperor himself, and was much noticed as the girl who had attempted +to run away to New York, but had gone without her lover. Melmotte +entertained some foolish idea that as the India Office was in +Westminster, he had a peculiar right to demand an introduction on this +occasion because of his candidature. He did succeed in getting hold of +an unfortunate under secretary of state, a studious and invaluable +young peer, known as Earl De Griffin. He was a shy man, of enormous +wealth, of mediocre intellect, and no great physical ability, who +never amused himself; but worked hard night and day, and read +everything that anybody could write, and more than any other person +could read, about India. Had Mr Melmotte wanted to know the exact +dietary of the peasants in Orissa, or the revenue of the Punjaub, or +the amount of crime in Bombay, Lord De Griffin would have informed him +without a pause. But in this matter of managing the Emperor, the under +secretary had nothing to do, and would have been the last man to be +engaged in such a service. He was, however, second in command at the +India Office, and of his official rank Melmotte was unfortunately made +aware. 'My Lord,' said he, by no means hiding his demand in a whisper, +'I am desirous of being presented to his Imperial Majesty.' Lord De +Griffin looked at him in despair, not knowing the great man,--being +one of the few men in that room who did not know him. + +'This is Mr Melmotte,' said Lord Alfred, who had deserted the ladies +and still stuck to his master. 'Lord De Griffin, let me introduce you +to Mr Melmotte.' + +'Oh--oh--oh,' said Lord De Griffin, just putting out his hand. 'I am +delighted;--ah, yes,' and pretending to see somebody, he made a weak +and quite ineffectual attempt to escape. + +Melmotte stood directly in his way, and with unabashed audacity +repeated his demand. 'I am desirous of being presented to his Imperial +Majesty. Will you do me the honour of making my request known to Mr +Wilson?' Mr Wilson was the Secretary of State, who was as busy as a +Secretary of State is sure to be on such an occasion. + +'I hardly know,' said Lord De Griffin. 'I'm afraid it's all arranged. +I don't know anything about it myself.' + +'You can introduce me to Mr Wilson.' + +'He's up there, Mr Melmotte; and I couldn't get at him. Really you +must excuse me. I'm very sorry. If I see him I'll tell him.' And the +poor under secretary again endeavoured to escape. + +Mr Melmotte put up his hand and stopped him. 'I'm not going to stand +this kind of thing,' he said. The old Marquis of Auld Reekie was close +at hand, the father of Lord Nidderdale, and therefore the proposed +father-in-law of Melmotte's daughter, and he poked his thumb heavily +into Lord Alfred's ribs. 'It is generally understood, I believe,' +continued Melmotte, 'that the Emperor is to do me the honour of dining +at my poor house on Monday. He don't dine there unless I'm made +acquainted with him before he comes. I mean what I say. I ain't going +to entertain even an Emperor unless I'm good enough to be presented to +him. Perhaps you'd better let Mr Wilson know, as a good many people +intend to come.' + +'Here's a row,' said the old Marquis. 'I wish he'd be as good as his +word.' + +'He has taken a little wine,' whispered Lord Alfred. 'Melmotte,' he +said, still whispering; 'upon my word it isn't the thing. They're only +Indian chaps and Eastern swells who are presented here,--not a fellow +among 'em all who hasn't been in India or China, or isn't a Secretary +of State, or something of that kind.' + +'Then they should have done it at Windsor, or at the ball,' said +Melmotte, pulling down his waistcoat. 'By George, Alfred! I'm in +earnest, and somebody had better look to it. If I'm not presented to +his Imperial Majesty to-night, by G----, there shall be no dinner in +Grosvenor Square on Monday. I'm master enough of my own house, I +suppose, to be able to manage that.' + +Here was a row, as the Marquis had said! Lord De Griffin was +frightened, and Lord Alfred felt that something ought to be done. +'There's no knowing how far the pig-headed brute may go in his +obstinacy,' Lord Alfred said to Mr Lupton, who was there. It no doubt +might have been wise to have allowed the merchant prince to return +home with the resolution that his dinner should be abandoned. He would +have repented probably before the next morning; and had he continued +obdurate it would not have been difficult to explain to Celestial +Majesty that something preferable had been found for that particular +evening even to a banquet at the house of British commerce. The +Government would probably have gained the seat for Westminster, as +Melmotte would at once have become very unpopular with the great body +of his supporters. But Lord De Griffin was not the man to see this. He +did make his way up to Mr Wilson, and explained to the Amphytrion of +the night the demand which was made on his hospitality. A thoroughly +well-established and experienced political Minister of State always +feels that if he can make a friend or appease an enemy without paying +a heavy price he will be doing a good stroke of business. 'Bring him +up,' said Mr Wilson. 'He's going to do something out in the East, +isn't he?' 'Nothing in India,' said Lord De Griffin. 'The submarine +telegraph is quite impossible.' Mr Wilson, instructing some satellite +to find out in what way he might properly connect Mr Melmotte with +China, sent Lord De Griffin away with his commission. + +'My dear Alfred, just allow me to manage these things myself;' Mr +Melmotte was saying when the under secretary returned. 'I know my own +position and how to keep it. There shall be no dinner. I'll be d---- if +any of the lot shall dine in Grosvenor Square on Monday.' Lord Alfred +was so astounded that he was thinking of making his way to the Prime +Minister, a man whom he abhorred and didn't know, and of acquainting +him with the terrible calamity which was threatened. But the arrival +of the under secretary saved him the trouble. + +'If you will come with me,' whispered Lord De Griffin, 'it shall be +managed. It isn't just the thing, but as you wish it, it shall be +done.' + +'I do wish it,' said Melmotte aloud. He was one of those men whom +success never mollified, whose enjoyment of a point gained always +demanded some hoarse note of triumph from his own trumpet. + +'If you will be so kind as to follow me,' said Lord De Griffin. And so +the thing was done. Melmotte, as he was taken up to the imperial +footstool, was resolved upon making a little speech, forgetful at the +moment of interpreters,--of the double interpreters whom the Majesty +of China required; but the awful, quiescent solemnity of the celestial +one quelled even him, and he shuffled by without saying a word even of +his own banquet. + +But he had gained his point, and, as he was taken home to poor Mr +Longestaffe's house in Bruton Street, was intolerable. Lord Alfred +tried to escape after putting Madame Melmotte and her daughter into +the carriage, but Melmotte insisted on his presence. 'You might as +well come, Alfred;--there are two or three things I must settle +before I go to bed.' + +'I'm about knocked up,' said the unfortunate man. + +'Knocked up, nonsense! Think what I've been through. I've been all day +at the hardest work a man can do.' Had he as usual got in first, +leaving his man-of-all-work to follow, the man-of-all-work would have +escaped. Melmotte, fearing such defection, put his hand on Lord +Alfred's shoulder, and the poor fellow was beaten. As they were taken +home a continual sound of cock-crowing was audible, but as the words +were not distinguished they required no painful attention; but when +the soda water and brandy and cigars made their appearance in Mr +Longestaffe's own back room, then the trumpet was sounded with a full +blast. 'I mean to let the fellows know what's what,' said Melmotte, +walking about the room. Lord Alfred had thrown himself into an +arm-chair, and was consoling himself as best he might with tobacco. +'Give and take is a very good motto. If I scratch their back, I mean +them to scratch mine. They won't find many people to spend ten +thousand pounds in entertaining a guest of the country's as a private +enterprise. I don't know of any other man of business who could do it, +or would do it. It's not much any of them can do for me. Thank God, I +don't want 'em. But if consideration is to be shown to anybody, I +intend to be considered. The Prince treated me very scurvily, Alfred, +and I shall take an opportunity of telling him so on Monday. I suppose +a man may be allowed to speak to his own guests.' + +'You might turn the election against you if you said anything the +Prince didn't like.' + +'D---- the election, sir. I stand before the electors of Westminster as a +man of business, not as a courtier,--as a man who understands commercial +enterprise, not as one of the Prince's toadies. Some of you fellows in +England don't realize the matter yet; but I can tell you that I think +myself quite as great a man as any Prince.' Lord Alfred looked at him, +with strong reminiscences of the old ducal home, and shuddered. 'I'll +teach them a lesson before long. Didn't I teach 'em a lesson to-night,-- +eh? They tell me that Lord De Griffin has sixty thousand a-year to +spend. What's sixty thousand a year? Didn't I make him go on my +business? And didn't I make 'em do as I chose? You want to tell me +this and that, but I can tell you that I know more of men and women +than some of you fellows do, who think you know a great deal.' + +This went on through the whole of a long cigar; and afterwards, as +Lord Alfred slowly paced his way back to his lodgings in Mount Street, +he thought deeply whether there might not be means of escaping from +his present servitude. 'Beast! Brute! Pig!' he said to himself over +and over again as he slowly went to Mount Street. + + + + +CHAPTER LV - CLERICAL CHARITIES + + +Melmotte's success, and Melmotte's wealth, and Melmotte's antecedents +were much discussed down in Suffolk at this time. He had been seen +there in the flesh, and there is no believing like that which comes +from sight. He had been staying at Caversham, and many in those parts +knew that Miss Longestaffe was now living in his house in London. The +purchase of the Pickering estate had also been noticed in all the +Suffolk and Norfolk newspapers. Rumours, therefore, of his past +frauds, rumour also as to the instability of his presumed fortune, +were as current as those which declared him to be by far the richest +man in England. Miss Melmotte's little attempt had also been +communicated in the papers; and Sir Felix, though he was not +recognized as being 'real Suffolk' himself, was so far connected with +Suffolk by name as to add something to this feeling of reality +respecting the Melmottes generally. Suffolk is very old-fashioned. +Suffolk, taken as a whole, did not like the Melmotte fashion. Suffolk, +which is, I fear, persistently and irrecoverably Conservative, did not +believe in Melmotte as a Conservative Member of Parliament. Suffolk on +this occasion was rather ashamed of the Longestaffes, and took +occasion to remember that it was barely the other day, as Suffolk +counts days, since the original Longestaffe was in trade. This selling +of Pickering, and especially the selling of it to Melmotte, was a mean +thing. Suffolk, as a whole, thoroughly believed that Melmotte had +picked the very bones of every shareholder in that Franco-Austrian +Assurance Company. + +Mr Hepworth was over with Roger one morning, and they were talking +about him,--or talking rather of the attempted elopement. 'I know +nothing about it,' said Roger, 'and I do not intend to ask. Of course +I did know when they were down here that he hoped to marry her, and I +did believe that she was willing to marry him. But whether the father +had consented or not I never inquired.' + +'It seems he did not consent.' + +'Nothing could have been more unfortunate for either of them than such +a marriage. Melmotte will probably be in the "Gazette" before long, +and my cousin not only has not a shilling, but could not keep one if +he had it.' + +'You think Melmotte will turn out a failure.' + +'A failure! Of course he's a failure, whether rich or poor;--a +miserable imposition, a hollow vulgar fraud from beginning to end,-- +too insignificant for you and me to talk of, were it not that his +position is a sign of the degeneracy of the age. What are we coming +to when such as he is an honoured guest at our tables?' + +'At just a table here and there,' suggested his friend. + +'No;--it is not that. You can keep your house free from him, and so can +I mine. But we set no example to the nation at large. They who do set +the example go to his feasts, and of course he is seen at theirs in +return. And yet these leaders of the fashion know,--at any rate they +believe,--that he is what he is because he has been a swindler greater +than other swindlers. What follows as a natural consequence? Men +reconcile themselves to swindling. Though they themselves mean to be +honest, dishonesty of itself is no longer odious to them. Then there +comes the jealousy that others should be growing rich with the +approval of all the world,--and the natural aptitude to do what all the +world approves. It seems to me that the existence of a Melmotte is not +compatible with a wholesome state of things in general.' + +Roger dined with the Bishop of Elmham that evening, and the same hero +was discussed under a different heading. 'He has given £200,' said the +Bishop, 'to the Curates' Aid Society. I don't know that a man could +spend his money much better than that.' + +'Clap-trap!' said Roger, who in his present mood was very bitter. + +'The money is not clap-trap, my friend. I presume that the money is +really paid.' + +'I don't feel at all sure of that.' + +'Our collectors for clerical charities are usually stern men,--very +ready to make known defalcations on the part of promising subscribers. +I think they would take care to get the money during the election.' + +'And you think that money got in that way redounds to his credit?' + +'Such a gift shows him to be a useful member of society,--and I am +always for encouraging useful men.' + +'Even though their own objects may be vile and pernicious?' + +'There you beg ever so many questions, Mr Carbury. Mr Melmotte wishes +to get into Parliament, and if there would vote on the side which you +at any rate approve. I do not know that his object in that respect is +pernicious. And as a seat in Parliament has been a matter of ambition +to the best of our countrymen for centuries, I do not know why we +should say that it is vile in this man.' Roger frowned and shook his +head. 'Of course Mr Melmotte is not the sort of gentleman whom you +have been accustomed to regard as a fitting member for a Conservative +constituency. But the country is changing.' + +'It's going to the dogs, I think;--about as fast as it can go.' + +'We build churches much faster than we used to do.' + +'Do we say our prayers in them when we have built them?' asked the +Squire. + +'It is very hard to see into the minds of men,' said the Bishop; 'but +we can see the results of their minds' work. I think that men on the +whole do live better lives than they did a hundred years ago. There is +a wider spirit of justice abroad, more of mercy from one to another, a +more lively charity, and if less of religious enthusiasm, less also of +superstition. Men will hardly go to heaven, Mr Carbury, by following +forms only because their fathers followed the same forms before them.' + +'I suppose men will go to heaven, my Lord, by doing as they would be +done by.' + +'There can be no safer lesson. But we must hope that some may be saved +even if they have not practised at all times that grand self-denial. +Who comes up to that teaching? Do you not wish for, nay, almost +demand, instant pardon for any trespass that you may commit,--of temper, +or manner, for instance? and are you always ready to forgive in that +way yourself? Do you not writhe with indignation at being wrongly +judged by others who condemn you without knowing your actions or the +causes of them; and do you never judge others after that fashion?' + +'I do not put myself forward as an example.' + +'I apologise for the personal form of my appeal. A clergyman is apt to +forget that he is not in the pulpit. Of course I speak of men in +general. Taking society as a whole, the big and the little, the rich +and the poor, I think that it grows better from year to year, and not +worse. I think, too, that they who grumble at the times, as Horace +did, and declare that each age is worse than its forerunner, look only +at the small things beneath their eyes, and ignore the course of the +world at large.' + +'But Roman freedom and Roman manners were going to the dogs when +Horace wrote.' + +'But Christ was about to be born, and men were already being made fit +by wider intelligence for Christ's teaching. And as for freedom, has +not freedom grown, almost every year, from that to this?' + +'In Rome they were worshipping just such men as this Melmotte. Do you +remember the man who sat upon the seats of the knights and scoured the +Via Sacra with his toga, though he had been scourged from pillar to +post for his villainies? I always think of that man when I hear +Melmotte's name mentioned. Hoc, hoc tribuno militum! Is this the man +to be Conservative member for Westminster?' + +'Do you know of the scourges, as a fact?' + +'I think I know that they are deserved.' + +'That is hardly doing to others as you would be done by. If the man is +what you say, he will surely be found out at last, and the day of his +punishment will come. Your friend in the ode probably had a bad time +of it, in spite of his farms and his horses. The world perhaps is +managed more justly than you think, Mr Carbury.' + +'My Lord, I believe you're a Radical at heart,' said Roger, as he took +his leave. + +'Very likely,--very likely. Only don't say so to the Prime Minister, +or I shall never get any of the better things which may be going.' + +The Bishop was not hopelessly in love with a young lady, and was +therefore less inclined to take a melancholy view of things in general +than Roger Carbury. To Roger everything seemed to be out of joint. He +had that morning received a letter from Lady Carbury, reminding him of +the promise of a loan, should a time come to her of great need. It had +come very quickly. Roger Carbury did not in the least begrudge the +hundred pounds which he had already sent to his cousin; but he did +begrudge any furtherance afforded to the iniquitous schemes of Sir +Felix. He felt all but sure that the foolish mother had given her son +money for his abortive attempt, and that therefore this appeal had +been made to him. He alluded to no such fear in his letter. He simply +enclosed the cheque, and expressed a hope that the amount might +suffice for the present emergency. But he was disheartened and +disgusted by all the circumstances of the Carbury family. There was +Paul Montague, bringing a woman such as Mrs Hurtle down to Lowestoft, +declaring his purpose of continuing his visits to her, and, as +Roger thought, utterly unable to free himself from his toils,--and +yet, on this man's account, Hetta was cold and hard to him. He was +conscious of the honesty of his own love, sure that he could make +her happy,--confident, not in himself, but in the fashion and ways +of his own life. What would be Hetta's lot if her heart was really +given to Paul Montague? + +When he got home, he found Father Barham sitting in his library. An +accident had lately happened at Father Barham's own establishment. The +wind had blown the roof off his cottage; and Roger Carbury, though his +affection for the priest was waning, had offered him shelter while the +damage was being repaired. Shelter at Carbury Manor was very much more +comfortable than the priest's own establishment, even with the roof +on, and Father Barham was in clover. Father Barham was reading his own +favourite newspaper, 'The Surplice,' when Roger entered the room. +'Have you seen this, Mr Carbury?' he said. + +'What's this? I am not likely to have seen anything that belongs +peculiarly to "The Surplice."' + +'That's the prejudice of what you are pleased to call the Anglican +Church. Mr Melmotte is a convert to our faith. He is a great man, and +will perhaps be one of the greatest known on the face of the globe.' + +'Melmotte a convert to Romanism! I'll make you a present of him, and +thank you to take him; but I don't believe that we've any such good +riddance.' + +Then Father Barham read a paragraph out of 'The Surplice.' 'Mr +Augustus Melmotte, the great financier and capitalist, has presented a +hundred guineas towards the erection of an altar for the new church of +St Fabricius, in Tothill Fields. The donation was accompanied by a +letter from Mr Melmotte's secretary, which leaves but little doubt +that the new member for Westminster will be a member, and no +inconsiderable member, of the Catholic party in the House, during the +next session.' + +'That's another dodge, is it?' said Carbury. + +'What do you mean by a dodge, Mr Carbury? Because money is given for a +pious object of which you do not happen to approve, must it be a +dodge?' + +'But, my dear Father Barham, the day before the same great man gave +£200 to the Protestant Curates' Aid Society. I have just left the +Bishop exulting in this great act of charity.' + +'I don't believe a word of it;--or it may be a parting gift to the +Church to which he belonged in his darkness.' + +'And you would be really proud of Mr Melmotte as a convert?' + +'I would be proud of the lowest human being that has a soul,' said the +priest; 'but of course we are glad to welcome the wealthy and the +great.' + +'The great! Oh dear!' + +'A man is great who has made for himself such a position as that of Mr +Melmotte. And when such a one leaves your Church and joins our own, it +is a great sign to us that the Truth is prevailing.' Roger Carbury, +without another word, took his candle and went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER LVI - FATHER BARHAM VISITS LONDON + + +It was considered to be a great thing to catch the Roman Catholic vote +in Westminster. For many years it has been considered a great thing +both in the House and out of the House to 'catch' Roman Catholic +votes. There are two modes of catching these votes. This or that +individual Roman Catholic may be promoted to place, so that he +personally may be made secure; or the right hand of fellowship may be +extended to the people of the Pope generally, so that the people of +the Pope may be taught to think that a general step is being made +towards the reconversion of the nation. The first measure is the +easier, but the effect is but slight and soon passes away. The +promoted one, though as far as his prayers go he may remain as good a +Catholic as ever, soon ceases to be one of the party to be +conciliated, and is apt after a while to be regarded by them as an +enemy. But the other mode, if a step be well taken, may be very +efficacious. It has now and then occurred that every Roman Catholic in +Ireland and England has been brought to believe that the nation is +coming round to them;--and in this or that borough the same conviction +has been made to grow. To catch the Protestant,--that is the peculiarly +Protestant,--vote and the Roman Catholic vote at the same instant is a +feat difficult of accomplishment; but it has been attempted before, +and was attempted now by Mr Melmotte and his friends. It was perhaps +thought by his friends that the Protestants would not notice the £100 +given for the altar to St Fabricius; but Mr Alf was wide awake, and +took care that Mr Melmotte's religious opinions should be a matter of +interest to the world at large. During all that period of newspaper +excitement there was perhaps no article that created so much general +interest as that which appeared in the 'Evening Pulpit,' with a +special question asked at the head of it, 'For Priest or Parson?' In +this article, which was more than usually delightful as being pungent +from the beginning to the end and as being unalloyed with any dry +didactic wisdom, Mr Alf's man, who did that business, declared that it +was really important that the nation at large and especially the +electors of Westminster should know what was the nature of Mr +Melmotte's faith. That he was a man of a highly religious temperament +was most certain by his munificent charities on behalf of religion. +Two noble donations, which by chance had been made just at this +crisis, were doubtless no more than the regular continuation of his +ordinary flow of Christian benevolence. The 'Evening Pulpit' by no +means insinuated that the gifts were intended to have any reference to +the approaching election. Far be it from the 'Evening Pulpit' to +imagine that so great a man as Mr Melmotte looked for any return in +this world from his charitable generosity. But still, as Protestants +naturally desired to be represented in Parliament by a Protestant +member, and as Roman Catholics as naturally desired to be represented +by a Roman Catholic, perhaps Mr Melmotte would not object to declare +his creed. + +This was biting, and of course did mischief; but Mr Melmotte and his +manager were not foolish enough to allow it to actuate them in any +way. He had thrown his bread upon the waters, assisting St Fabricius +with one hand and the Protestant curates with the other, and must +leave the results to take care of themselves. If the Protestants chose +to believe that he was hyper-protestant, and the Catholics that he was +tending towards papacy, so much the better for him. Any enthusiastic +religionists wishing to enjoy such convictions would not allow +themselves to be enlightened by the manifestly interested malignity of +Mr Alf's newspaper. + +It may be doubted whether the donation to the Curates' Aid Society did +have much effect. It may perhaps have induced a resolution in some few +to go to the poll whose minds were active in regard to religion and +torpid as to politics. But the donation to St Fabricius certainly had +results. It was taken up and made much of by the Roman Catholic party +generally, till a report got itself spread abroad and almost believed +that Mr Melmotte was going to join the Church of Rome. These +manoeuvres require most delicate handling, or evil may follow instead +of good. On the second afternoon after the question had been asked in +the 'Evening Pulpit,' an answer to it appeared, 'For Priest and not +for Parson.' Therein various assertions made by Roman Catholic organs +and repeated in Roman Catholic speeches were brought together, so as +to show that Mr Melmotte really had at last made up his mind on this +important question. All the world knew now, said Mr Alf's writer, that +with that keen sense of honesty which was the Great Financier's +peculiar characteristic,--the Great Financier was the name which Mr Alf +had specially invented for Mr Melmotte,--he had doubted, till the truth +was absolutely borne in upon him, whether he could serve the nation +best as a Liberal or as a Conservative. He had solved that doubt with +wisdom. And now this other doubt had passed through the crucible, and +by the aid of fire a golden certainty had been produced. The world of +Westminster at last knew that Mr Melmotte was a Roman Catholic. Now +nothing was clearer than this,--that though catching the Catholic vote +would greatly help a candidate, no real Roman Catholic could hope to +be returned. This last article vexed Mr Melmotte, and he proposed to +his friends to send a letter to the 'Breakfast Table' asserting that +he adhered to the Protestant faith of his ancestors. But, as it was +suspected by many, and was now being whispered to the world at large, +that Melmotte had been born a Jew, this assurance would perhaps have +been too strong. 'Do nothing of the kind,' said Mr Beauchamp +Beauclerk. 'If any one asks you a question at any meeting, say that +you are a Protestant. But it isn't likely, as we have none but our own +people. Don't go writing letters.' + +But unfortunately the gift of an altar to St Fabricius was such a +godsend that sundry priests about the country were determined to cling +to the good man who had bestowed his money so well. I think that many +of them did believe that this was a great sign of a beauteous stirring +of people's minds in favour of Rome. The fervent Romanists have always +this point in their favour, that they are ready to believe. And they +have a desire for the conversion of men which is honest in an exactly +inverse ratio to the dishonesty of the means which they employ to +produce it. Father Barham was ready to sacrifice anything personal to +himself in the good cause,--his time, his health, his money when he had +any, and his life. Much as he liked the comfort of Carbury Hall, he +would never for a moment condescend to ensure its continued enjoyment +by reticence as to his religion. Roger Carbury was hard of heart. He +could see that. But the dropping of water might hollow the stone. If +the dropping should be put an end to by outward circumstances before +the stone had been impressed that would not be his fault. He at any +rate would do his duty. In that fixed resolution Father Barham was +admirable. But he had no scruple whatsoever as to the nature of the +arguments he would use,--or as to the facts which he would proclaim. +With the mingled ignorance of his life and the positiveness of his +faith he had at once made up his mind that Melmotte was a great man, +and that he might be made a great instrument on behalf of the Pope. He +believed in the enormous proportions of the man's wealth,--believed +that he was powerful in all quarters of the globe,--and believed, +because he was so told by 'The Surplice,' that the man was at heart a +Catholic. That a man should be at heart a Catholic, and live in the +world professing the Protestant religion, was not to Father Barham +either improbable or distressing. Kings who had done so were to him +objects of veneration. By such subterfuges and falsehood of life had +they been best able to keep alive the spark of heavenly fire. There was +a mystery and religious intrigue in this which recommended itself to the +young priest's mind. But it was clear to him that this was a peculiar +time,--in which it behoved an earnest man to be doing something. He had +for some weeks been preparing himself for a trip to London in order +that he might spend a week in retreat with kindred souls who from time +to time betook themselves to the cells of St Fabricius. And so, just +at this season of the Westminster election, Father Barham made a +journey to London. + +He had conceived the great idea of having a word or two with Mr +Melmotte himself. He thought that he might be convinced by a word or +two as to the man's faith. And he thought, also, that it might be a +happiness to him hereafter to have had intercourse with a man who was +perhaps destined to be the means of restoring the true faith to his +country. On Saturday night,--that Saturday night on which Mr Melmotte +had so successfully exercised his greatness at the India Office,--he +took up his quarters in the cloisters of St Fabricius; he spent a +goodly festive Sunday among the various Romanist church services of +the metropolis; and on the Monday morning he sallied forth in quest of +Mr Melmotte. Having obtained that address from some circular, he went +first to Abchurch Lane. But on this day, and on the next, which would +be the day of the election, Mr Melmotte was not expected in the City, +and the priest was referred to his present private residence in Bruton +Street. There he was told that the great man might probably be found +in Grosvenor Square, and at the house in the square Father Barham was +at last successful. Mr Melmotte was there superintending the +arrangements for the entertainment of the Emperor. + +The servants, or more probably the workmen, must have been at fault in +giving the priest admittance. But in truth the house was in great +confusion. The wreaths of flowers and green boughs were being +suspended, last daubs of heavy gilding were being given to the wooden +capitals of mock pilasters, incense was being burned to kill the smell +of the paint, tables were being fixed and chairs were being moved; and +an enormous set of open presses were being nailed together for the +accommodation of hats and cloaks. The hall was chaos, and poor Father +Barham, who had heard a good deal of the Westminster election, but not +a word of the intended entertainment of the Emperor, was at a loss to +conceive for what purpose these operations were carried on. But +through the chaos he made his way, and did soon find himself in the +presence of Mr Melmotte in the banqueting hall. + +Mr Melmotte was attended both by Lord Alfred and his son. He was +standing in front of the chair which had been arranged for the +Emperor, with his hat on one side of his head, and he was very angry +indeed. He had been given to understand when the dinner was first +planned, that he was to sit opposite to his august guest;--by which he +had conceived that he was to have a seat immediately in face of the +Emperor of Emperors, of the Brother of the Sun, of the Celestial One +himself. It was now explained to him that this could not be done. In +face of the Emperor there must be a wide space, so that his Majesty +might be able to look down the hall; and the royal princesses who sat +next to the Emperor, and the royal princes who sat next to the +princesses, must also be so indulged. And in this way Mr Melmotte's +own seat became really quite obscure. Lord Alfred was having a very +bad time of it. 'It's that fellow from "The Herald" office did it, not +me,' he said, almost in a passion. 'I don't know how people ought to +sit. But that's the reason.' + +'I'm d----- if I'm going to be treated in this way in my own house,' +were the first words which the priest heard. And as Father Barham +walked up the room and came close to the scene of action, unperceived +by either of the Grendalls, Mr Melmotte was trying, but trying in +vain, to move his own seat nearer to Imperial Majesty. A bar had been +put up of such a nature that Melmotte, sitting in the seat prepared +for him, would absolutely be barred out from the centre of his own +hall. 'Who the d---- are you?' he asked, when the priest appeared +close before his eyes on the inner or more imperial side of the bar. +It was not the habit of Father Barham's life to appear in sleek +apparel. He was ever clothed in the very rustiest brown black that age +can produce. In Beccles where he was known it signified little, but in +the halls of the great one in Grosvenor Square, perhaps the stranger's +welcome was cut to the measure of his outer man. A comely priest in +glossy black might have been received with better grace. + +Father Barham stood humbly with his hat off. He was a man of infinite +pluck; but outward humility--at any rate at the commencement of an +enterprise,--was the rule of his life. 'I am the Rev. Mr Barham,' said +the visitor. 'I am the priest of Beccles in Suffolk. I believe I am +speaking to Mr Melmotte.' + +'That's my name, sir. And what may you want? I don't know whether you +are aware that you have found your way into my private dining-room +without any introduction. Where the mischief are the fellows, Alfred, +who ought to have seen about this? I wish you'd look to it, Miles. Can +anybody who pleases walk into my hall?' + +'I came on a mission which I hope may be pleaded as my excuse,' said +the priest. Although he was bold, he found it difficult to explain his +mission. Had not Lord Alfred been there he could have done it better, +in spite of the very repulsive manner of the great man himself. + +'Is it business?' asked Lord Alfred. + +'Certainly it is business,' said Father Barham with a smile. + +'Then you had better call at the office in Abchurch Lane,--in the +City,' said his lordship. + +'My business is not of that nature. I am a poor servant of the Cross, +who is anxious to know from the lips of Mr Melmotte himself that his +heart is inclined to the true Faith.' + +'Some lunatic,' said Melmotte. 'See that there ain't any knives about, +Alfred.' + +'No otherwise mad, sir, than they have ever been accounted mad who are +enthusiastic in their desire for the souls of others.' + +'Just get a policeman, Alfred. Or send somebody; you'd better not go +away.' + +'You will hardly need a policeman, Mr Melmotte,' continued the priest. +'If I might speak to you alone for a few minutes--' + +'Certainly not;--certainly not. I am very busy, and if you will not go +away you'll have to be taken away. I wonder whether anybody knows +him.' + +'Mr Carbury, of Carbury Hall, is my friend.' + +'Carbury! D--- the Carburys! Did any of the Carburys send you here? A +set of beggars! Why don't you do something, Alfred, to get rid of +him?' + +'You'd better go,' said Lord Alfred. 'Don't make a rumpus, there's a +good fellow;--but just go.' + +'There shall be no rumpus,' said the priest, waxing wrathful. 'I asked +for you at the door, and was told to come in by your own servants. +Have I been uncivil that you should treat me in this fashion?' + +'You're in the way,' said Lord Alfred. + +'It's a piece of gross impertinence,' said Melmotte. 'Go away.' + +'Will you not tell me before I go whether I shall pray for you as one +whose steps in the right path should be made sure and firm; or as one +still in error and in darkness?' + +'What the mischief does he mean?' asked Melmotte. + +'He wants to know whether you're a papist,' said Lord Alfred. + +'What the deuce is it to him?' almost screamed Melmotte;--whereupon +Father Barham bowed and took his leave. + +'That's a remarkable thing,' said Melmotte,--'very remarkable.' Even +this poor priest's mad visit added to his inflation. 'I suppose he was +in earnest.' + +'Mad as a hatter,' said Lord Alfred. + +'But why did he come to me in his madness--to me especially? That's +what I want to know. I'll tell you what it is. There isn't a man in +all England at this moment thought of so much as--your humble servant. +I wonder whether the "Morning Pulpit" people sent him here now to find +out really what is my religion.' + +'Mad as a hatter,' said Lord Alfred again;--'just that and no more.' + +'My dear fellow, I don't think you've the gift of seeing very far. The +truth is they don't know what to make of me;--and I don't intend that +they shall. I'm playing my game, and there isn't one of 'em +understands it except myself. It's no good my sitting here, you know. +I shan't be able to move. How am I to get at you if I want anything?' + +'What can you want? There'll be lots of servants about.' + +'I'll have this bar down, at any rate.' And he did succeed in having +removed the bar which had been specially put up to prevent his +intrusion on his own guests in his own house. 'I look upon that +fellow's coming here as a very singular sign of the times,' he went on +to say. 'They'll want before long to know where I have my clothes +made, and who measures me for my boots!' Perhaps the most remarkable +circumstance in the career of this remarkable man was the fact that he +came almost to believe in himself. + +Father Barham went away certainly disgusted; and yet not altogether +disheartened. The man had not declared that he was not a Roman +Catholic. He had shown himself to be a brute. He had blasphemed and +cursed. He had been outrageously uncivil to a man whom he must have +known to be a minister of God. He had manifested himself to this +priest, who had been born an English gentleman, as being no gentleman. +But, not the less might he be a good Catholic,--or good enough at any +rate to be influential on the right side. To his eyes Melmotte, with +all his insolent vulgarity, was infinitely a more hopeful man than +Roger Carbury. 'He insulted me,' said Father Barham to a brother +religionist that evening within the cloisters of St Fabricius. + +'Did he intend to insult you?' + +'Certainly he did. But what of that? It is not by the hands of +polished men, nor even of the courteous, that this work has to be +done. He was preparing for some great festival, and his mind was +intent upon that.' + +'He entertains the Emperor of China this very day,' said the brother +priest, who, as a resident in London, heard from time to time what was +being done. + +'The Emperor of China! Ah, that accounts for it. I do think that he is +on our side, even though he gave me but little encouragement for +saying so. Will they vote for him, here at Westminster?' + +'Our people will. They think that he is rich and can help them.' + +'There is no doubt of his wealth, I suppose,' said Father Barham. + +'Some people do doubt;--but others say he is the richest man in the +world.' + +'He looked like it,--and spoke like it,' said Father Barham. 'Think what +such a man might do, if he be really the wealthiest man in the world! +And if he had been against us would he not have said so? Though he was +uncivil, I am glad that I saw him.' Father Barham, with a simplicity +that was singularly mingled with his religious cunning, made himself +believe before he returned to Beccles that Mr Melmotte was certainly a +Roman Catholic. + + + + +CHAPTER LVII - LORD NIDDERDALE TRIES HIS HAND AGAIN + + +Lord Nidderdale had half consented to renew his suit to Marie +Melmotte. He had at any rate half promised to call at Melmotte's house +on the Sunday with the object of so doing. As far as that promise had +been given it was broken, for on the Sunday he was not seen in Bruton +Street. Though not much given to severe thinking, he did feel that on +this occasion there was need for thought. His father's property was +not very large. His father and his grandfather had both been +extravagant men, and he himself had done something towards adding to +the family embarrassments. It had been an understood thing, since he +had commenced life, that he was to marry an heiress. In such families +as his, when such results have been achieved, it is generally +understood that matters shall be put right by an heiress. It has +become an institution, like primogeniture, and is almost as +serviceable for maintaining the proper order of things. Rank squanders +money; trade makes it;--and then trade purchases rank by re-gilding its +splendour. The arrangement, as it affects the aristocracy generally, +is well understood, and was quite approved of by the old marquis--so +that he had felt himself to be justified in eating up the property, +which his son's future marriage would renew as a matter of course. +Nidderdale himself had never dissented, had entertained no fanciful +theory opposed to this view, had never alarmed his father by any +liaison tending towards matrimony with any undowered beauty;--but had +claimed his right to 'have his fling' before he devoted himself to the +reintegration of the family property. His father had felt that it +would be wrong and might probably be foolish to oppose so natural a +desire. He had regarded all the circumstances of 'the fling' with +indulgent eyes. But there arose some little difference as to the +duration of the fling, and the father had at last found himself +compelled to inform his son that if the fling were carried on much +longer it must be done with internecine war between himself and his +heir. Nidderdale, whose sense and temper were alike good, saw the +thing quite in the proper light. He assured his father that he had no +intention of 'cutting up rough,' declared that he was ready for the +heiress as soon as the heiress should be put in his way, and set +himself honestly about the task imposed on him. This had all been +arranged at Auld Reekie Castle during the last winter, and the reader +knows the result. + +But the affair had assumed abnormal difficulties. Perhaps the Marquis +had been wrong in flying at wealth which was reputed to be almost +unlimited, but which was not absolutely fixed. A couple of hundred +thousand pounds down might have been secured with greater ease. But +here there had been a prospect of endless money,--of an inheritance +which might not improbably make the Auld Reekie family conspicuous for +its wealth even among the most wealthy of the nobility. The old man +had fallen into the temptation, and abnormal difficulties had been the +result. Some of these the reader knows. Latterly two difficulties had +culminated above the others. The young lady preferred another +gentleman, and disagreeable stories were afloat, not only as to the +way in which the money had been made, but even as to its very +existence. + +The Marquis, however, was a man who hated to be beaten. As far as he +could learn from inquiry, the money would be there or, at least, so +much money as had been promised. A considerable sum, sufficient to +secure the bridegroom from absolute shipwreck,--though by no means +enough to make a brilliant marriage,--had in truth been already settled +on Marie, and was, indeed, in her possession. As to that, her father +had armed himself with a power of attorney for drawing the income,--but +had made over the property to his daughter, so that in the event of +unforeseen accidents on 'Change, he might retire to obscure comfort, +and have the means perhaps of beginning again with whitewashed +cleanliness. When doing this, he had doubtless not anticipated the +grandeur to which he would soon rise, or the fact that he was about to +embark on seas so dangerous that this little harbour of refuge would +hardly offer security to his vessel. Marie had been quite correct in +her story to her favoured lover. And the Marquis's lawyer had +ascertained that if Marie ever married before she herself had restored +this money to her father, her husband would be so far safe,--with this +as a certainty and the immense remainder in prospect. The Marquis had +determined to persevere. Pickering was to be added. Mr Melmotte had +been asked to depone the title-deeds, and had promised to do so as +soon as the day of the wedding should have been fixed with the consent +of all the parties. The Marquis's lawyer had ventured to express a +doubt; but the Marquis had determined to persevere. The reader will, I +trust, remember that those dreadful misgivings, which are I trust +agitating his own mind, have been borne in upon him by information +which had not as yet reached the Marquis in all its details. + +But Nidderdale had his doubts. That absurd elopement, which Melmotte +declared really to mean nothing,--the romance of a girl who wanted to +have one little fling of her own before she settled down for life,-- +was perhaps his strongest objection. Sir Felix, no doubt, had not gone +with her; but then one doesn't wish to have one's intended wife even +attempt to run off with any one but oneself. 'She'll be sick of him by +this time, I should say,' his father said to him. 'What does it +matter, if the money's there?' The Marquis seemed to think that the +escapade had simply been the girl's revenge against his son for having +made his arrangements so exclusively with Melmotte, instead of +devoting himself to her. Nidderdale acknowledged to himself that he +had been remiss. He told himself that she was possessed of more spirit +than he had thought. By the Sunday evening he had determined that he +would try again. He had expected that the plum would fall into his +mouth. He would now stretch out his hand to pick it. + +On the Monday he went to the house in Bruton Street, at lunch time. +Melmotte and the two Grendalls had just come over from their work in +the square, and the financier was full of the priest's visit to him. +Madame Melmotte was there, and Miss Longestaffe, who was to be sent +for by her friend Lady Monogram that afternoon,--and, after they had +sat down, Marie came in. Nidderdale got up and shook hands with her,-- +of course as though nothing had happened. Marie, putting a brave face +upon it, struggling hard in the midst of very real difficulties, +succeeded in saying an ordinary word or two. Her position was +uncomfortable. A girl who has run away with her lover and has been +brought back again by her friends, must for a time find it difficult +to appear in society with ease. But when a girl has run away without +her lover,--has run away expecting her lover to go with her, and has +then been brought back, her lover not having stirred, her state of +mind must be peculiarly harassing. But Marie's courage was good, and +she ate her lunch even though she sat next to Lord Nidderdale. + +Melmotte was very gracious to the young lord. 'Did you ever hear +anything like that, Nidderdale?' he said, speaking of the priest's +visit. + +'Mad as a hatter,' said Lord Alfred. + +'I don't know much about his madness. I shouldn't wonder if he had +been sent by the Archbishop of Westminster. Why don't we have an +Archbishop of Westminster when they've got one? I shall have to see to +that when I'm in the House. I suppose there is a bishop, isn't there, +Alfred?' Alfred shook his head. 'There's a Dean, I know, for I called +on him. He told me flat he wouldn't vote for me. I thought all those +parsons were Conservatives. It didn't occur to me that the fellow had +come from the Archbishop, or I would have been more civil to him.' + +'Mad as a hatter;--nothing else,' said Lord Alfred. + +'You should have seen him, Nidderdale. It would have been as good as a +play to you.' + +'I suppose you didn't ask him to the dinner, sir.' + +'D---- the dinner, I'm sick of it,' said Melmotte, frowning. 'We must go +back again, Alfred. Those fellows will never get along if they are not +looked after. Come, Miles. Ladies, I shall expect you to be ready at +exactly a quarter before eight. His Imperial Majesty is to arrive at +eight precisely, and I must be there to receive him. You, Madame, will +have to receive your guests in the drawing-room.' The ladies went +upstairs, and Lord Nidderdale followed them. Miss Longestaffe took her +departure, alleging that she couldn't keep her dear friend Lady +Monogram waiting for her. Then there fell upon Madame Melmotte the +duty of leaving the young people together, a duty which she found a +great difficulty in performing. After all that had happened, she did +not know how to get up and go out of the room. As regarded herself, +the troubles of these troublous times were becoming almost too much +for her. She had no pleasure from her grandeur,--and probably no belief +in her husband's achievements. It was her present duty to assist in +getting Marie married to this young man, and that duty she could only +do by going away. But she did not know how to get out of her chair. +She expressed in fluent French her abhorrence of the Emperor, and her +wish that she might be allowed to remain in bed during the whole +evening. She liked Nidderdale better than any one else who came there, +and wondered at Marie's preference for Sir Felix. Lord Nidderdale +assured her that nothing was so easy as kings and emperors, because no +one was expected to say anything. She sighed and shook her head, and +wished again that she might be allowed to go to bed. Marie, who was by +degrees plucking up her courage, declared that though kings and +emperors were horrors as a rule, she thought an Emperor of China would +be good fun. Then Madame Melmotte also plucked up her courage, rose +from her chair, and made straight for the door. 'Mamma, where are you +going?' said Marie, also rising. Madame Melmotte, putting her +handkerchief up to her face, declared that she was being absolutely +destroyed by a toothache. 'I must see if I can't do something for +her,' said Marie, hurrying to the door. But Lord Nidderdale was too +quick for her, and stood with his back to it. 'That's a shame,' said +Marie. + +'Your mother has gone on purpose that I may speak to you,' said his +lordship. 'Why should you grudge me the opportunity?' + +Marie returned to her chair and again seated herself. She also had +thought much of her own position since her return from Liverpool. Why +had Sir Felix not been there? Why had he not come since her return, +and, at any rate, endeavoured to see her? Why had he made no attempt +to write to her? Had it been her part to do so, she would have found a +hundred ways of getting at him. She absolutely had walked inside the +garden of the square on Sunday morning, and had contrived to leave a +gate open on each side. But he had made no sign. Her father had told +her that he had not gone to Liverpool--and had assured her that he had +never intended to go. Melmotte had been very savage with her about the +money, and had loudly accused Sir Felix of stealing it. The repayment +he never mentioned,--a piece of honesty, indeed, which had showed no +virtue on the part of Sir Felix. But even if he had spent the money, +why was he not man enough to come and say so? Marie could have +forgiven that fault,--could have forgiven even the gambling and the +drunkenness which had caused the failure of the enterprise on his +side, if he had had the courage to come and confess to her. What she +could not forgive was continued indifference,--or the cowardice which +forbade him to show himself. She had more than once almost doubted his +love, though as a lover he had been better than Nidderdale. But now, +as far as she could see, he was ready to consent that the thing should +be considered as over between them. No doubt she could write to him. +She had more than once almost determined to do so. But then she had +reflected that if he really loved her he would come to her. She was +quite ready to run away with a lover, if her lover loved her; but she +would not fling herself at a man's head. Therefore she had done +nothing beyond leaving the garden gates open on the Sunday morning. + +But what was she to do with herself? She also felt, she knew not why, +that the present turmoil of her father's life might be brought to an +end by some dreadful convulsion. No girl could be more anxious to be +married and taken away from her home. If Sir Felix did not appear +again, what should she do? She had seen enough of life to be aware +that suitors would come,--would come as long as that convulsion was +staved off. She did not suppose that her journey to Liverpool would +frighten all the men away. But she had thought that it would put an +end to Lord Nidderdale's courtship; and when her father had commanded +her, shaking her by the shoulders, to accept Lord Nidderdale when he +should come on Sunday, she had replied by expressing her assurance +that Lord Nidderdale would never be seen at that house any more. On +the Sunday he had not come; but here he was now, standing with his +back to the drawing-room door, and cutting off her retreat with the +evident intention of renewing his suit. She was determined at any +rate that she would speak up. 'I don't know what you should have to +say to me, Lord Nidderdale.' + +'Why shouldn't I have something to say to you?' + +'Because--. Oh, you know why. Besides, I've told you ever so often, my +lord. I thought a gentleman would never go on with a lady when the +lady has told him that she liked somebody else better.' + +'Perhaps I don't believe you when you tell me.' + +'Well; that is impudent! You may believe it then. I think I've given +you reason to believe it, at any rate.' + +'You can't be very fond of him now, I should think.' + +'That's all you know about it, my lord. Why shouldn't I be fond of +him? Accidents will happen, you know.' + +'I don't want to make any allusion to anything that's unpleasant, Miss +Melmotte.' + +'You may say just what you please. All the world knows about it. Of +course I went to Liverpool, and of course papa had me brought back +again.' + +'Why did not Sir Felix go?' + +'I don't think, my lord, that that can be any business of yours.' + +'But I think that it is, and I'll tell you why. You might as well let +me say what I've got to say,--out at once.' + +'You may say what you like, but it can't make any difference.' + +'You knew me before you knew him, you know.' + +'What does that matter? If it comes to that, I knew ever so many +people before I knew you.' + +'And you were engaged to me.' + +'You broke it off.' + +'Listen to me for a moment or two. I know I did. Or, rather, your +father and my father broke it off for us.' + +'If we had cared for each other they couldn't have broken it off. +Nobody in the world could break me off as long as I felt that he +really loved me;--not if they were to cut me in pieces. But you +didn't care, not a bit. You did it just because your father told +you. And so did I. But I know better than that now. You never cared +for me a bit more than for the old woman at the crossing. You +thought I didn't understand;--but I did. And now you've come again +because your father has told you again. And you'd better go away.' + +'There's a great deal of truth in what you say.' + +'It's all true, my lord. Every word of it.' + +'I wish you wouldn't call me my lord.' + +'I suppose you are a lord, and therefore I shall call you so. I never +called you anything else when they pretended that we were to be +married, and you never asked me. I never even knew what your name was +till I looked it out in the book after I had consented.' + +'There is truth in what you say;--but it isn't true now. How was I to +love you when I had seen so little of you? I do love you now.' + +'Then you needn't;--for it isn't any good.' + +'I do love you now, and I think you'd find that I should be truer to +you than that fellow who wouldn't take the trouble to go down to +Liverpool with you.' + +'You don't know why he didn't go.' + +'Well;--perhaps I do. But I did not come here to say anything about +that.' + +'Why didn't he go, Lord Nidderdale?' She asked the question with an +altered tone and an altered face. 'If you really know, you might as +well tell me.' + +'No, Marie;--that's just what I ought not to do. But he ought to tell +you. Do you really in your heart believe that he means to come back to +you?' + +'I don't know,' she said, sobbing. 'I do love him;--I do indeed. I +know that you are good-natured. You are more good-natured than he is. +But he did like me. You never did;--no; not a bit. It isn't true. I +ain't a fool. I know. No;--go away. I won't let you now. I don't care +what he is; I'll be true to him. Go away, Lord Nidderdale. You +oughtn't to go on like that because papa and mamma let you come here. +I didn't let you come. I don't want you to come. No;--I won't say any +kind word to you. I love Sir Felix Carbury better--than any person--in +all the world. There! I don't know whether you call that kind, but +it's true.' + +'Say good-bye to me, Marie.' + +'Oh, I don't mind saying good-bye. Good-bye, my lord; and don't come +any more.' + +'Yes, I shall. Good-bye, Marie. You'll find the difference between me +and him yet.' So he took his leave, and as he sauntered away he +thought that upon the whole he had prospered, considering the extreme +difficulties under which he had laboured in carrying on his +suit. 'She's quite a different sort of girl from what I took her to +be,' he said to himself 'Upon my word, she's awfully jolly.' + +Marie, when the interview was over, walked about the room almost in +dismay. It was borne in upon her by degrees that Sir Felix Carbury was +not at all points quite as nice as she had thought him. Of his beauty +there was no doubt; but then she could trust him for no other good +quality. Why did he not come to her? Why did he not show some pluck? +Why did he not tell her the truth? She had quite believed Lord +Nidderdale when he said that he knew the cause that had kept Sir Felix +from going to Liverpool. And she had believed him, too, when he said +that it was not his business to tell her. But the reason, let it be +what it might, must, if known, be prejudicial to her love. Lord +Nidderdale was, she thought, not at all beautiful. He had a +commonplace, rough face, with a turn-up nose, high cheek bones, no +especial complexion, sandy-coloured whiskers, and bright laughing +eyes,--not at all an Adonis such as her imagination had painted. But +if he had only made love at first as he had attempted to do it now, she +thought that she would have submitted herself to be cut in pieces for +him. + + + + +CHAPTER LVIII - MR SQUERCUM IS EMPLOYED + + +While these things were being done in Bruton Street and Grosvenor +Square horrid rumours were prevailing in the City and spreading from +the City westwards to the House of Commons, which was sitting this +Monday afternoon with a prospect of an adjournment at seven o'clock in +consequence of the banquet to be given to the Emperor. It is difficult +to explain the exact nature of this rumour, as it was not thoroughly +understood by those who propagated it. But it is certainly the case +that the word forgery was whispered by more than one pair of lips. + +Many of Melmotte's staunchest supporters thought that he was very +wrong not to show himself that day in the City. What good could he do +pottering about among the chairs and benches in the banqueting room? +There were people to manage that kind of thing. In such an affair it +was his business to do simply as he was told, and to pay the bill. It +was not as though he were giving a little dinner to a friend, and had +to see himself that the wine was brought up in good order. His work +was in the City; and at such a time as this and in such a crisis as +this, he should have been in the City. Men will whisper forgery behind +a man's back who would not dare even to think it before his face. + +Of this particular rumour our young friend Dolly Longestaffe was the +parent. With unhesitating resolution, nothing awed by his father, +Dolly had gone to his attorney, Mr Squercum, immediately after that +Friday on which Mr Longestaffe first took his seat at the Railway +Board. Dolly was possessed of fine qualities, but it must be owned +that veneration was not one of them. 'I don't know why Mr Melmotte is +to be different from anybody else,' he had said to his father. 'When I +buy a thing and don't pay for it, it is because I haven't got the tin, +and I suppose it's about the same with him. It's all right, no doubt, +but I don't see why he should have got hold of the place till the +money was paid down.' + +'Of course it's all right,' said the father. 'You think you understand +everything, when you really understand nothing at all.' + +'Of course I'm slow,' said Dolly. 'I don't comprehend these things. +But then Squercum does. When a fellow is stupid himself, he ought to +have a sharp fellow to look after his business.' + +'You'll ruin me and yourself too, if you go to such a man as that. Why +can't you trust Mr Bideawhile? Slow and Bideawhile have been the +family lawyers for a century.' Dolly made some remark as to the old +family advisers which was by no means pleasing to the father's ears, +and went his way. The father knew his boy, and knew that his boy would +go to Squercum. All he could himself do was to press Mr Melmotte for +the money with what importunity he could assume. He wrote a timid +letter to Mr Melmotte, which had no result; and then, on the next +Friday, again went into the City and there encountered perturbation of +spirit and sheer loss of time,--as the reader has already learned. + +Squercum was a thorn in the side of all the Bideawhiles. Mr Slow had +been gathered to his fathers, but of the Bideawhiles there were three +in the business, a father and two sons, to whom Squercum was a pest +and a musquito, a running sore and a skeleton in the cupboard. It was +not only in reference to Mr Longestaffe's affairs that they knew +Squercum. The Bideawhiles piqued themselves on the decorous and +orderly transaction of their business. It had grown to be a rule in +the house that anything done quickly must be done badly. They never +were in a hurry for money, and they expected their clients never to be +in a hurry for work. Squercum was the very opposite to this. He had +established himself, without predecessors and without a partner, and +we may add without capital, at a little office in Fetter Lane, and had +there made a character for getting things done after a marvellous and +new fashion. And it was said of him that he was fairly honest, though +it must be owned that among the Bideawhiles of the profession this was +not the character which he bore. He did sharp things no doubt, and had +no hesitation in supporting the interests of sons against those of +their fathers. In more than one case he had computed for a young heir +the exact value of his share in a property as compared to that of his +father, and had come into hostile contact with many family +Bideawhiles. He had been closely watched. There were some who, no +doubt, would have liked to crush a man who was at once so clever, and +so pestilential. But he had not as yet been crushed, and had become +quite in vogue with elder sons. Some three years since his name had +been mentioned to Dolly by a friend who had for years been at war with +his father, and Squercum had been quite a comfort to Dolly. + +He was a mean-looking little man, not yet above forty, who always wore +a stiff light-coloured cotton cravat, an old dress coat, a coloured +dingy waistcoat, and light trousers of some hue different from his +waistcoat. He generally had on dirty shoes and gaiters. He was +light-haired, with light whiskers, with putty-formed features, a squat +nose, a large mouth, and very bright blue eyes. He looked as unlike +the normal Bideawhile of the profession as a man could be; and it must +be owned, though an attorney, would hardly have been taken for a +gentleman from his personal appearance. He was very quick, and active +in his motions, absolutely doing his law work himself, and trusting to +his three or four juvenile clerks for little more than scrivener's +labour. He seldom or never came to his office on a Saturday, and many +among his enemies said that he was a Jew. What evil will not a rival +say to stop the flow of grist to the mill of the hated one? But this +report Squercum rather liked, and assisted. They who knew the inner +life of the little man declared that he kept a horse and hunted down +in Essex on Saturday, doing a bit of gardening in the summer months;-- +and they said also that he made up for this by working hard all +Sunday. Such was Mr Squercum,--a sign, in his way, that the old things +are being changed. + +Squercum sat at a desk, covered with papers in chaotic confusion, on a +chair which moved on a pivot. His desk was against the wall, and when +clients came to him, he turned himself sharp round, sticking out his +dirty shoes, throwing himself back till his body was an inclined +plane, with his hands thrust into his pockets. In this attitude he +would listen to his client's story, and would himself speak as little +as possible. It was by his instructions that Dolly had insisted on +getting his share of the purchase money for Pickering into his own +hands, so that the incumbrance on his own property might be paid off. +He now listened as Dolly told him of the delay in the payment. +'Melmotte's at Pickering?' asked the attorney. Then Dolly informed him +how the tradesmen of the great financier had already half knocked down +the house. Squercum still listened, and promised to look to it. He did +ask what authority Dolly had given for the surrender of the +title-deeds. Dolly declared that he had given authority for the sale, +but none for the surrender. His father, some time since, had put +before him, for his signature, a letter, prepared in Mr Bideawhile's +office, which Dolly said that he had refused even to read, and +certainly had not signed. Squercum again said that he'd look to it, +and bowed Dolly out of his room. 'They've got him to sign something +when he was tight,' said Squercum to himself, knowing something of the +habits of his client. 'I wonder whether his father did it, or old +Bideawhile, or Melmotte himself?' Mr Squercum was inclined to think +that Bideawhile would not have done it, that Melmotte could have had +no opportunity, and that the father must have been the practitioner. +'It's not the trick of a pompous old fool either,' said Mr Squercum, +in his soliloquy. He went to work, however, making himself detestably +odious among the very respectable clerks in Mr Bideawhile's office,-- +men who considered themselves to be altogether superior to Squercum +himself in professional standing. + +And now there came this rumour which was so far particular in its +details that it inferred the forgery, of which it accused Mr Melmotte, +to his mode of acquiring the Pickering property. The nature of the +forgery was of course described in various ways,--as was also the +signature said to have been forged. But there were many who believed, +or almost believed, that something wrong had been done,--that some +great fraud had been committed; and in connection with this it was +ascertained,--by some as a matter of certainty,--that the Pickering +estate had been already mortgaged by Melmotte to its full value at +an assurance office. In such a transaction there would be nothing +dishonest; but as this place had been bought for the great man's own +family use, and not as a speculation, even this report of the mortgage +tended to injure his credit. And then, as the day went on, other +tidings were told as to other properties. Houses in the East-end of +London were said to have been bought and sold, without payment of the +purchase money as to the buying, and with receipt of the purchase +money as to the selling. + +It was certainly true that Squercum himself had seen the letter in Mr +Bideawhile's office which conveyed to the father's lawyer the son's +sanction for the surrender of the title-deeds, and that that letter, +prepared in Mr Bideawhile's office, purported to have Dolly's +signature. Squercum said but little, remembering that his client was +not always clear in the morning as to anything he had done on the +preceding evening. But the signature, though it was scrawled as Dolly +always scrawled it, was not like the scrawl of a drunken man. + +The letter was said to have been sent to Mr Bideawhile's office with +other letters and papers, direct from old Mr Longestaffe. Such was the +statement made at first to Mr Squercum by the Bideawhile party, who at +that moment had no doubt of the genuineness of the letter or of the +accuracy of their statement. Then Squercum saw his client again, and +returned to the charge at Bideawhile's office, with the positive +assurance that the signature was a forgery. Dolly, when questioned by +Squercum, quite admitted his propensity to be 'tight'. He had no +reticence, no feeling of disgrace on such matters. But he had signed +no letter when he was tight. 'Never did such a thing in my life, and +nothing could make me,' said Dolly. 'I'm never tight except at the +club, and the letter couldn't have been there. I'll be drawn and +quartered if I ever signed it. That's flat.' Dolly was intent on going +to his father at once, on going to Melmotte at once, on going to +Bideawhile's at once, and making there 'no end of a row,'--but +Squercum stopped him. 'We'll just ferret this thing out quietly,' +said Squercum, who perhaps thought that there would be high honour +in discovering the peccadillos of so great a man as Mr Melmotte. Mr +Longestaffe, the father, had heard nothing of the matter till the +Saturday after his last interview with Melmotte in the City. He had +then called at Bideawhile's office in Lincoln's Inn Fields, and had +been shown the letter. He declared at once that he had never sent the +letter to Mr Bideawhile. He had begged his son to sign the letter and +his son had refused. He did not at that moment distinctly remember +what he had done with the letter unsigned. He believed he had left it +with the other papers; but it was possible that his son might have +taken it away. He acknowledged that at the time he had been both angry +and unhappy. He didn't think that he could have sent the letter back +unsigned,--but he was not sure. He had more than once been in his own +study in Bruton Street since Mr Melmotte had occupied the house,--by +that gentleman's leave,--having left various papers there under his own +lock and key. Indeed it had been matter of agreement that he should +have access to his own study when he let the house. He thought it +probable that he would have kept back the unsigned letter, and have +kept it under lock and key, when he sent away the other papers. Then +reference was made to Mr Longestaffe's own letter to the lawyer, and +it was found that he had not even alluded to that which his son had +been asked to sign; but that he had said, in his own usually pompous +style, that Mr Longestaffe, junior, was still prone to create +unsubstantial difficulties. Mr Bideawhile was obliged to confess that +there had been a want of caution among his own people. This allusion +to the creation of difficulties by Dolly, accompanied, as it was +supposed to have been, by Dolly's letter doing away with all +difficulties, should have attracted notice. Dolly's letter must have +come in a separate envelope; but such envelope could not be found, and +the circumstance was not remembered by the clerk. The clerk who had +prepared the letter for Dolly's signature represented himself as +having been quite satisfied when the letter came again beneath his +notice with Dolly's well-known signature. + +Such were the facts as far as they were known at Messrs. Slow and +Bideawhile's office,--from whom no slightest rumour emanated; and as +they had been in part collected by Squercum, who was probably less +prudent. The Bideawhiles were still perfectly sure that Dolly had +signed the letter, believing the young man to be quite incapable of +knowing on any day what he had done on the day before. + +Squercum was quite sure that his client had not signed it. And it must +be owned on Dolly's behalf that his manner on this occasion was +qualified to convince. 'Yes,' he said to Squercum; 'it's easy saying +that I'm lack-a-daisical. But I know when I'm lack-a-daisical and when +I'm not. Awake or asleep, drunk or sober, I never signed that letter.' +And Mr Squercum believed him. + +It would be hard to say how the rumour first got into the City on this +Monday morning. Though the elder Longestaffe had first heard of the +matter only on the previous Saturday, Mr Squercum had been at work for +above a week. Mr Squercum's little matter alone might hardly have +attracted the attention which certainly was given on this day to Mr +Melmotte's private affairs;--but other facts coming to light assisted +Squercum's views. A great many shares of the South Central Pacific and +Mexican Railway had been thrown upon the market, all of which had +passed through the hands of Mr Cohenlupe;--and Mr Cohenlupe in the City +had been all to Mr Melmotte as Lord Alfred had been at the West End. +Then there was the mortgage of this Pickering property, for which the +money certainly had not been paid; and there was the traffic with half +a street of houses near the Commercial Road, by which a large sum of +money had come into Mr Melmotte's hands. It might, no doubt, all be +right. There were many who thought that it would all be right. There +were not a few who expressed the most thorough contempt for these +rumours. But it was felt to be a pity that Mr Melmotte was not in the +City. + +This was the day of the dinner. The Lord Mayor had even made up his +mind that he would not go to the dinner. What one of his brother +aldermen said to him about leaving others in the lurch might be quite +true; but, as his lordship remarked, Melmotte was a commercial man, +and as these were commercial transactions it behoved the Lord Mayor of +London to be more careful than other men. He had always had his +doubts, and he would not go. Others of the chosen few of the City who +had been honoured with commands to meet the Emperor resolved upon +absenting themselves unless the Lord Mayor went. The affair was very +much discussed, and there were no less than six declared City +defaulters. At the last moment a seventh was taken ill and sent a note +to Miles Grendall excusing himself, which was thrust into the +secretary's hands just as the Emperor arrived. + +But a reverse worse than this took place;--a defalcation more +injurious to the Melmotte interests generally even than that which was +caused either by the prudence or by the cowardice of the City Magnates. +The House of Commons, at its meeting, had heard the tidings in an +exaggerated form. It was whispered about that Melmotte had been +detected in forging the deed of conveyance of a large property, and +that he had already been visited by policemen. By some it was believed +that the Great Financier would lie in the hands of the Philistines +while the Emperor of China was being fed at his house. In the third +edition of the 'Evening Pulpit' came out a mysterious paragraph which +nobody could understand but they who had known all about it before. 'A +rumour is prevalent that frauds to an enormous extent have been +committed by a gentleman whose name we are particularly unwilling to +mention. If it be so it is indeed remarkable that they should have +come to light at the present moment. We cannot trust ourselves to say +more than this.' No one wishes to dine with a swindler. No one likes +even to have dined with a swindler,--especially to have dined with him +at a time when his swindling was known or suspected. The Emperor of +China no doubt was going to dine with this man. The motions of +Emperors are managed with such ponderous care that it was held to be +impossible now to save the country from what would doubtless be felt +to be a disgrace if it should hereafter turn out that a forger had +been solicited to entertain the imperial guest of the country. Nor was +the thing as yet so far certain as to justify such a charge, were it +possible. But many men were unhappy in their minds. How would the +story be told hereafter if Melmotte should be allowed to play out his +game of host to the Emperor, and be arrested for forgery as soon as +the Eastern Monarch should have left his house? How would the brother +of the Sun like the remembrance of the banquet which he had been +instructed to honour with his presence? How would it tell in all the +foreign newspapers, in New York, in Paris, and Vienna, that this man +who had been cast forth from the United States, from France, and from +Austria had been selected as the great and honourable type of British +Commerce? There were those in the House who thought that the absolute +consummation of the disgrace might yet be avoided, and who were of +opinion that the dinner should be 'postponed.' The leader of the +Opposition had a few words on the subject with the Prime Minister. 'It +is the merest rumour,' said the Prime Minister. 'I have inquired, and +there is nothing to justify me in thinking that the charges can be +substantiated.' + +'They say that the story is believed in the City.' + +'I should not feel myself justified in acting upon such a report. The +Prince might probably find it impossible not to go. Where should we be +if Mr Melmotte to-morrow were able to prove the whole to be a calumny, +and to show that the thing had been got up with a view of influencing +the election at Westminster? The dinner must certainly go on.' + +'And you will go yourself?' + +'Most assuredly,' said the Prime Minister. 'And I hope that you will +keep me in countenance.' His political antagonist declared with a +smile that at such a crisis he would not desert his honourable +friend;--but he could not answer for his followers. There was, he +admitted, a strong feeling among the leaders of the Conservative party +of distrust in Melmotte. He considered it probable that among his +friends who had been invited there would be some who would be unwilling +to meet even the Emperor of China on the existing terms. 'They should +remember,' said the Prime Minister, 'that they are also to meet their +own Prince, and that empty seats on such an occasion will be a +dishonour to him.' + +'Just at present I can only answer for myself' said the leader of the +Opposition.--At that moment even the Prime Minister was much disturbed +in his mind; but in such emergencies a Prime Minister can only choose +the least of two evils. To have taken the Emperor to dine with a +swindler would be very bad; but to desert him, and to stop the coming +of the Emperor and all the Princes on a false rumour, would be worse. + + + + +CHAPTER LIX - THE DINNER + + +It does sometimes occur in life that an unambitious man, who is in no +degree given to enterprises, who would fain be safe, is driven by the +cruelty of circumstances into a position in which he must choose a +side, and in which, though he has no certain guide as to which side he +should choose, he is aware that he will be disgraced if he should take +the wrong side. This was felt as a hardship by many who were quite +suddenly forced to make up their mind whether they would go to +Melmotte's dinner, or join themselves to the faction of those who had +determined to stay away although they had accepted invitations. Some +there were not without a suspicion that the story against Melmotte had +been got up simply as an electioneering trick,--so that Mr Alf might +carry the borough on the next day. As a dodge for an election this +might be very well, but any who might be deterred by such a manoeuvre +from meeting the Emperor and supporting the Prince would surely be +marked men. And none of the wives, when they were consulted, seemed to +care a straw whether Melmotte was a swindler or not. Would the Emperor +and the Princes and Princesses be there? This was the only question +which concerned them. They did not care whether Melmotte was arrested +at the dinner or after the dinner, so long as they, with others, could +show their diamonds in the presence of eastern and western royalty. +But yet,--what a fiasco would it be, if at this very instant of time +the host should be apprehended for common forgery! The great thing was +to ascertain whether others were going. If a hundred or more out of +the two hundred were to be absent how dreadful would be the position +of those who were present! And how would the thing go if at the last +moment the Emperor should be kept away? The Prime Minister had decided +that the Emperor and the Prince should remain altogether in ignorance +of the charges which were preferred against the man; but of that these +doubters were unaware. There was but little time for a man to go about +town and pick up the truth from those who were really informed; and +questions were asked in an uncomfortable and restless manner. 'Is your +Grace going?' said Lionel Lupton to the Duchess of Stevenage,--having +left the House and gone into the park between six and seven to pick up +some hints among those who were known to have been invited. The +Duchess was Lord Alfred's sister, and of course she was going. 'I +usually keep engagements when I make them, Mr Lupton,' said the +Duchess. She had been assured by Lord Alfred not a quarter of an hour +before that everything was as straight as a die. Lord Alfred had not +then even heard of the rumour. But ultimately both Lionel Lupton and +Beauchamp Beauclerk attended the dinner. They had received special +tickets as supporters of Mr Melmotte at the election,--out of the +scanty number allotted to that gentleman himself,--and they thought +themselves bound in honour to be there. But they, with their leader, +and one other influential member of the party, were all who at last +came as the political friends of the candidate for Westminster. The +existing ministers were bound to attend to the Emperor and the Prince. +But members of the Opposition, by their presence, would support the +man and the politician, and both as a man and as a politician they +were ashamed of him. + +When Melmotte arrived at his own door with his wife and daughter he +had heard nothing of the matter. That a man so vexed with affairs of +money, so laden with cares, encompassed by such dangers, should be +free from suspicion and fear it is impossible to imagine. That such +burdens should be borne at all is a wonder to those whose shoulders +have never been broadened for such work;--as is the strength of the +blacksmith's arm to men who have never wielded a hammer. Surely his +whole life must have been a life of terrors! But of any special peril +to which he was at that moment subject, or of any embarrassment which +might affect the work of the evening, he knew nothing. He placed his +wife in the drawing-room and himself in the hall, and arranged his +immediate satellites around him,--among whom were included the two +Grendalls, young Nidderdale, and Mr Cohenlupe,--with a feeling of +gratified glory. Nidderdale down at the House had heard the rumour, +but had determined that he would not as yet fly from his colours. +Cohenlupe had also come up from the House, where no one had spoken to +him. Though grievously frightened during the last fortnight, he had +not dared to be on the wing as yet. And, indeed, to what clime could +such a bird as he fly in safety? He had not only heard,--but also +knew very much, and was not prepared to enjoy the feast. Since they +had been in the hall Miles had spoken dreadful words to his father. +'You've heard about it; haven't you?' whispered Miles. Lord Alfred, +remembering his sister's question, became almost pale, but declared +that he had heard nothing. 'They're saying all manner of things in the +City;--forgery and heaven knows what. The Lord Mayor is not coming.' +Lord Alfred made no reply. It was the philosophy of his life that +misfortunes when they came should be allowed to settle themselves. But +he was unhappy. + +The grand arrivals were fairly punctual, and the very grand people all +came. The unfortunate Emperor,--we must consider a man to be unfortunate +who is compelled to go through such work as this,--with impassible and +awful dignity, was marshalled into the room on the ground floor, +whence he and other royalties were to be marshalled back into the +banqueting hall. Melmotte, bowing to the ground, walked backwards +before him, and was probably taken by the Emperor for some Court +Master of the Ceremonies especially selected to walk backwards on this +occasion. The Princes had all shaken hands with their host, and the +Princesses had bowed graciously. Nothing of the rumour had as yet been +whispered in royal palaces. Besides royalty the company allowed to +enter the room downstairs was very select. The Prime Minister, one +archbishop, two duchesses, and an ex-governor of India with whose +features the Emperor was supposed to be peculiarly familiar, were +alone there. The remainder of the company, under the superintendence +of Lord Alfred, were received in the drawing-room above. Everything +was going on well, and they who had come and had thought of not coming +were proud of their wisdom. + +But when the company was seated at dinner the deficiencies were +visible enough, and were unfortunate. Who does not know the effect +made by the absence of one or two from a table intended for ten or +twelve,--how grievous are the empty places, how destructive of the +outward harmony and grace which the hostess has endeavoured to +preserve are these interstices, how the lady in her wrath declares to +herself that those guilty ones shall never have another opportunity of +filling a seat at her table? Some twenty, most of whom had been asked +to bring their wives, had slunk from their engagements, and the empty +spaces were sufficient to declare a united purpose. A week since it +had been understood that admission for the evening could not be had +for love or money, and that a seat at the dinner-table was as a seat +at some banquet of the gods! Now it looked as though the room were but +half-filled. There were six absences from the City. Another six of Mr +Melmotte's own political party were away. The archbishops and the +bishop were there, because bishops never hear worldly tidings till +after other people;--but that very Master of the Buckhounds for whom +so much pressure had been made did not come. Two or three peers were +absent, and so also was that editor who had been chosen to fill Mr +Alf's place. One poet, two painters, and a philosopher had received +timely notice at their clubs, and had gone home. The three independent +members of the House of Commons for once agreed in their policy, and +would not lend the encouragement of their presence to a man suspected +of forgery. Nearly forty places were vacant when the business of the +dinner commenced. + +Melmotte had insisted that Lord Alfred should sit next to himself at +the big table, and having had the objectionable bar removed, and his +own chair shoved one step nearer to the centre, had carried his point. +With the anxiety natural to such an occasion, he glanced repeatedly +round the hall, and of course became aware that many were absent. 'How +is it that there are so many places empty?' he said to his faithful +Achates. + +'Don't know,' said Achates, shaking his head, steadfastly refusing to +look round upon the hall. + +Melmotte waited awhile, then looked round again, and asked the +question in another shape: 'Hasn't there been some mistake about the +numbers? There's room for ever so many more.' + +'Don't know,' said Lord Alfred, who was unhappy in his mind, and +repenting himself that he had ever seen Mr Melmotte. + +'What the deuce do you mean?' whispered Melmotte. 'You've been at it +from the beginning and ought to know. When I wanted to ask Brehgert, +you swore that you couldn't squeeze a place.' + +'Can't say anything about it,' said Lord Alfred, with his eyes fixed +upon his plate. + +'I'll be d---- if I don't find out,' said Melmotte. 'There's either some +horrible blunder, or else there's been imposition. I don't see quite +clearly. Where's Sir Gregory Gribe?' + +'Hasn't come, I suppose.' + +'And where's the Lord Mayor?' Melmotte, in spite of royalty, was now +sitting with his face turned round upon the hall. 'I know all their +places, and I know where they were put. Have you seen the Lord Mayor?' + +'No; I haven't seen him at all.' + +'But he was to come. What's the meaning of it, Alfred?' + +'Don't know anything about it.' He shook his head but would not, for +even a moment, look round upon the room. + +'And where's Mr Killegrew,--and Sir David Boss?' Mr Killegrew and Sir +David were gentlemen of high standing, and destined for important +offices in the Conservative party. 'There are ever so many people not +here. Why, there's not above half of them down the room. What's up, +Alfred? I must know.' + +'I tell you I know nothing. I could not make them come.' Lord Alfred's +answers were made not only with a surly voice, but also with a surly +heart. He was keenly alive to the failure, and alive also to the +feeling that the failure would partly be attached to himself. At the +present moment he was anxious to avoid observation, and it seemed to +him that Melmotte, by the frequency and impetuosity of his questions, +was drawing special attention to him. 'If you go on making a row,' he +said, 'I shall go away.' Melmotte looked at him with all his eyes. +'Just sit quiet and let the thing go on. You'll know all about it soon +enough.' This was hardly the way to give Mr Melmotte peace of mind. +For a few minutes he did sit quiet. Then he got up and moved down the +hall behind the guests. + +In the meantime, Imperial Majesty and Royalties of various +denominations ate their dinner, without probably observing those +Banquo's seats. As the Emperor talked Manchoo only, and as there was +no one present who could even interpret Manchoo into English,--the +imperial interpreter condescending only to interpret Manchoo into +ordinary Chinese which had to be reinterpreted,--it was not within +his Imperial Majesty's power to have much conversation with his +neighbours. And as his neighbours on each side of him were all cousins +and husbands, and brothers and wives, who saw each constantly under, +let us presume, more comfortable circumstances, they had not very much +to say to each other. Like most of us, they had their duties to do, +and, like most of us, probably found their duties irksome. The +brothers and sisters and cousins were used to it; but that awful +Emperor, solid, solemn, and silent, must, if the spirit of an Eastern +Emperor be at all like that of a Western man, have had a weary time of +it. He sat there for more than two hours, awful, solid, solemn, and +silent, not eating very much,--for this was not his manner of eating; +nor drinking very much,--for this was not his manner of drinking; but +wondering, no doubt, within his own awful bosom, at the changes which +were coming when an Emperor of China was forced, by outward +circumstances, to sit and hear this buzz of voices and this clatter of +knives and forks. 'And this,' he must have said to himself, 'is what +they call royalty in the West!' If a prince of our own was forced, for +the good of the country, to go among some far-distant outlandish +people, and there to be poked in the ribs, and slapped on the back all +round, the change to him could hardly be so great. + +'Where's Sir Gregory?' said Melmotte, in a hoarse whisper, bending +over the chair of a City friend. It was old Todd, the senior partner +of Todd, Brehgert, and Goldsheiner. Mr Todd was a very wealthy man, +and had a considerable following in the City. + +'Ain't he here?' said Todd,--knowing very well who had come from the +City and who had declined. + +'No;--and the Lord Mayor's not come;--nor Postlethwaite, nor Bunter. +What's the meaning of it?' + +Todd looked first at one neighbour and then at another before he +answered. 'I'm here, that's all I can say, Mr Melmotte; and I've had a +very good dinner. They who haven't come, have lost a very good +dinner.' + +There was a weight upon Melmotte's mind of which he could not rid +himself. He knew from the old man's manner, and he knew also from Lord +Alfred's manner, that there was something which each of them could +tell him if he would. But he was unable to make the men open their +mouths. And yet it might be so important to him that he should know! +'It's very odd,' he said, 'that gentlemen should promise to come and +then stay away. There were hundreds anxious to be present whom I +should have been glad to welcome, if I had known that there would be +room. I think it is very odd.' + +'It is odd,' said Mr Todd, turning his attention to the plate before +him. + +Melmotte had lately seen much of Beaucharnp Beauclerk, in reference to +the coming election. Passing back up the table, he found the gentleman +with a vacant seat on one side of him. There were many vacant seats in +this part of the room, as the places for the Conservative gentlemen +had been set apart together. There Mr Melmotte seated himself for a +minute, thinking that he might get the truth from his new ally. +Prudence should have kept him silent. Let the cause of these +desertions have been what it might, it ought to have been clear to him +that he could apply no remedy to it now. But he was bewildered and +dismayed, and his mind within him was changing at every moment. He was +now striving to trust to his arrogance and declaring that nothing +should cow him. And then again he was so cowed that he was ready to +creep to any one for assistance. Personally, Mr Beauclerk had disliked +the man greatly. Among the vulgar, loud upstarts whom he had known, +Melmotte was the vulgarest, the loudest, and the most arrogant. But he +had taken the business of Melmotte's election in hand, and considered +himself bound to stand by Melmotte till that was over; and he was now +the guest of the man in his own house, and was therefore constrained +to courtesy. His wife was sitting by him, and he at once introduced +her to Mr Melmotte. 'You have a wonderful assemblage here, Mr +Melmotte,' said the lady, looking up at the royal table. + +'Yes, ma'am, yes. His Majesty the Emperor has been pleased to intimate +that he has been much gratified.'--Had the Emperor in truth said so, no +one who looked at him could have believed his imperial word.--'Can you +tell me, Mr Beauchamp, why those other gentlemen are not here? It +looks very odd; does it not?' + +'Ah; you mean Killegrew.' + +'Yes; Mr Killegrew and Sir David Boss, and the whole lot. I made a +particular point of their coming. I said I wouldn't have the dinner at +all unless they were to be asked. They were going to make it a +Government thing; but I said no. I insisted on the leaders of our own +party; and now they're not here. I know the cards were sent and, by +George, I have their answers, saying they'd come.' + +'I suppose some of them are engaged,' said Mr Beauchamp. + +'Engaged! What business has a man to accept one engagement and then +take another? And, if so, why shouldn't he write and make his excuses? +No, Mr Beauchamp, that won't go down.' + +'I'm here, at any rate,' said Beauchamp, making the very answer that +had occurred to Mr Todd. + +'Oh, yes, you're here. You're all right. But what is it, Mr Beauchamp? +There's something up, and you must have heard.' And so it was clear to +Mr Beauchamp that the man knew nothing about it himself. If there was +anything wrong, Melmotte was not aware that the wrong had been +discovered. 'Is it anything about the election to-morrow?' + +'One never can tell what is actuating people,' said Mr Beauchamp. + +'If you know anything about the matter I think you ought to tell me.' + +'I know nothing except that the ballot will be taken to-morrow. You and +I have got nothing more to do in the matter except to wait the +result.' + +'Well; I suppose it's all right,' said Melmotte, rising and going back +to his seat. But he knew that things were not all right. Had his +political friends only been absent, he might have attributed their +absence to some political cause which would not have touched him +deeply. But the treachery of the Lord Mayor and of Sir Gregory Gribe +was a blow. For another hour after he had returned to his place, the +Emperor sat solemn in his chair; and then, at some signal given by +some one, he was withdrawn. The ladies had already left the room about +half an hour. According to the programme arranged for the evening, the +royal guests were to return to the smaller room for a cup of coffee, +and were then to be paraded upstairs before the multitude who would by +that time have arrived, and to remain there long enough to justify the +invited ones in saying that they had spent the evening with the +Emperor and the Princes and the Princesses. The plan was carried out +perfectly. At half-past ten the Emperor was made to walk upstairs, and +for half an hour sat awful and composed in an arm-chair that had been +prepared for him. How one would wish to see the inside of the mind of +the Emperor as it worked on that occasion! + +Melmotte, when his guests ascended his stairs, went back into the +banqueting-room and through to the hall, and wandered about till he +found Miles Grendall. + +'Miles,' he said, 'tell me what the row is.' + +'How row?' asked Miles. + +'There's something wrong, and you know all about it. Why didn't the +people come?' Miles, looking guilty, did not even attempt to deny his +knowledge. 'Come; what is it? We might as well know all about it at +once.' Miles looked down on the ground, and grunted something. 'Is it +about the election?' + +'No, it's not that,' said Miles. + +'Then what is it?' + +'They got hold of something to-day in the City--about Pickering.' + +'They did, did they? And what were they saying about Pickering? Come; +you might as well out with it. You don't suppose that I care what lies +they tell.' + +'They say there's been something--forged. Title-deeds, I think they +say.' + +'Title-deeds! that I have forged title-deeds. Well; that's beginning +well. And his lordship has stayed away from my house after accepting +my invitation because he has heard that story! All right, Miles; that +will do.' And the Great Financier went upstairs into his own +drawing-room. + + + + +CHAPTER LX - MISS LONGESTAFFE'S LOVER + + +A few days before that period in our story which we have now reached, +Miss Longestaffe was seated in Lady Monogram's back drawing-room, +discussing the terms on which the two tickets for Madame Melmotte's +grand reception had been transferred to Lady Monogram,--the place on +the cards for the names of the friends whom Madame Melmotte had the +honour of inviting to meet the Emperor and the Princes, having been +left blank; and the terms also on which Miss Longestaffe had been asked +to spend two or three days with her dear friend Lady Monogram. Each lady +was disposed to get as much and to give as little as possible,--in which +desire the ladies carried out the ordinary practice of all parties to +a bargain. It had of course been settled that Lady Monogram was to +have the two tickets,--for herself and her husband,--such tickets at +that moment standing very high in the market. In payment for these +valuable considerations, Lady Monogram was to undertake to chaperon +Miss Longestaffe at the entertainment, to take Miss Longestaffe as a +visitor for three days, and to have one party at her own house during +the time, so that it might be seen that Miss Longestaffe had other +friends in London besides the Melmottes on whom to depend for her +London gaieties. At this moment Miss Longestaffe felt herself +justified in treating the matter as though she were hardly receiving a +fair equivalent. The Melmotte tickets were certainly ruling very high. +They had just culminated. They fell a little soon afterwards, and at +ten p.m. on the night of the entertainment were hardly worth anything. +At the moment which we have now in hand, there was a rush for them. +Lady Monogram had already secured the tickets. They were in her desk. +But, as will sometimes be the case in a bargain, the seller was +complaining that as she had parted with her goods too cheap, some +make-weight should be added to the stipulated price. + +'As for that, my dear,' said Miss Longestaffe, who, since the rise in +Melmotte stock generally, had endeavoured to resume something of her +old manners, 'I don't see what you mean at all. You meet Lady Julia +Goldsheiner everywhere, and her father-in-law is Mr Brehgert's junior +partner.' + +'Lady Julia is Lady Julia, my dear, and young Mr Goldsheiner has, in +some sort of way, got himself in. He hunts, and Damask says that he is +one of the best shots at Hurlingham. I never met old Mr Goldsheiner +anywhere.' + +'I have.' + +'Oh, yes, I dare say. Mr Melmotte, of course, entertains all the City +people. I don't think Sir Damask would like me to ask Mr Brehgert to +dine here.' Lady Monogram managed everything herself with reference to +her own parties; invited all her own guests, and never troubled Sir +Damask,--who, again, on his side, had his own set of friends; but she +was very clever in the use which she made of her husband. There were +some aspirants who really were taught to think that Sir Damask was +very particular as to the guests whom he welcomed to his own house. + +'May I speak to Sir Damask about it?' asked Miss Longestaffe, who was +very urgent on the occasion. + +'Well, my dear, I really don't think you ought to do that. There are +little things which a man and his wife must manage together without +interference.' + +'Nobody can ever say that I interfered in any family. But really, +Julia, when you tell me that Sir Damask cannot receive Mr Brehgert, it +does sound odd. As for City people, you know as well as I do, that +that kind of thing is all over now. City people are just as good as +West End people.' + +'A great deal better, I dare say. I'm not arguing about that. I don't +make the lines; but there they are; and one gets to know in a sort of +way what they are. I don't pretend to be a bit better than my +neighbours. I like to see people come here whom other people who come +here will like to meet. I'm big enough to hold my own, and so is Sir +Damask. But we ain't big enough to introduce newcomers. I don't +suppose there's anybody in London understands it better than you do, +Georgiana, and therefore it's absurd my pretending to teach you. I go +pretty well everywhere, as you are aware; and I shouldn't know Mr +Brehgert if I were to see him.' + +'You'll meet him at the Melmottes', and, in spite of all you said +once, you're glad enough to go there.' + +'Quite true, my dear. I don't think that you are just the person to +throw that in my teeth; but never mind that. There's the butcher round +the corner in Bond Street, or the man who comes to do my hair. I don't +at all think of asking them to my house. But if they were suddenly to +turn out wonderful men, and go everywhere, no doubt I should be glad +to have them here. That's the way we live, and you are as well used to +it as I am. Mr Brehgert at present to me is like the butcher round the +corner.' Lady Monogram had the tickets safe under lock and key, or I +think she would hardly have said this. + +'He is not a bit like a butcher,' said Miss Longestaffe, blazing up in +real wrath. + +'I did not say that he was.' + +'Yes, you did; and it was the unkindest thing you could possibly say. +It was meant to be unkind. It was monstrous. How would you like it if +I said that Sir Damask was like a hair-dresser?' + +'You can say so if you please. Sir Damask drives four in hand, rides +as though he meant to break his neck every winter, is one of the best +shots going, and is supposed to understand a yacht as well as any +other gentleman out. And I'm rather afraid that before he was married +he used to box with all the prize-fighters, and to be a little too +free behind the scenes. If that makes a man like a hair-dresser, +well, there he is.' + +'How proud you are of his vices.' + +'He's very good-natured, my dear, and as he does not interfere with +me, I don't interfere with him. I hope you'll do as well. I dare say +Mr Brehgert is good-natured.' + +'He's an excellent man of business, and is making a very large +fortune.' + +'And has five or six grown-up children, who, no doubt, will be a +comfort.' + +'If I don't mind them, why need you? You have none at all, and you +find it lonely enough.' + +'Not at all lonely. I have everything that I desire. How hard you are +trying to be ill-natured, Georgiana.' + +'Why did you say that he was a--butcher?' + +'I said nothing of the kind. I didn't even say that he was like a +butcher. What I did say was this,--that I don't feel inclined to risk my +own reputation on the appearance of new people at my table. Of course, +I go in for what you call fashion. Some people can dare to ask anybody +they meet in the streets. I can't. I've my own line, and I mean to +follow it. It's hard work, I can tell you; and it would be harder +still if I wasn't particular. If you like Mr Brehgert to come here on +Tuesday evening, when the rooms will be full, you can ask him; but as +for having him to dinner, I--won't--do--it.' So the matter was at last +settled. Miss Longestaffe did ask Mr Brehgert for the Tuesday evening, +and the two ladies were again friends. + +Perhaps Lady Monogram, when she illustrated her position by an +allusion to a butcher and a hair-dresser, had been unaware that Mr +Brehgert had some resemblance to the form which men in that trade are +supposed to bear. Let us at least hope that she was so. He was a fat, +greasy man, good-looking in a certain degree, about fifty, with hair +dyed black, and beard and moustache dyed a dark purple colour. The +charm of his face consisted in a pair of very bright black eyes, which +were, however, set too near together in his face for the general +delight of Christians. He was stout;--fat all over rather than +corpulent,--and had that look of command in his face which has become +common to master-butchers, probably by long intercourse with sheep and +oxen. But Mr Brehgert was considered to be a very good man of business, +and was now regarded as being, in a commercial point of view, the +leading member of the great financial firm of which he was the second +partner. Mr Todd's day was nearly done. He walked about constantly +between Lombard Street, the Exchange, and the Bank, and talked much to +merchants; he had an opinion too of his own on particular cases; but +the business had almost got beyond him, and Mr Brehgert was now +supposed to be the moving spirit of the firm. He was a widower, living +in a luxurious villa at Fulham with a family, not indeed grown up, as +Lady Monogram had ill-naturedly said, but which would be grown up +before long, varying from an eldest son of eighteen, who had just been +placed at a desk in the office, to the youngest girl of twelve, who +was at school at Brighton. He was a man who always asked for what he +wanted; and having made up his mind that he wanted a second wife, had +asked Miss Georgiana Longestaffe to fill that situation. He had met +her at the Melmottes', had entertained her, with Madame Melmotte and +Marie, at Beaudesert, as he called his villa, had then proposed in the +square, and two days after had received an assenting answer in Bruton +Street. + +Poor Miss Longestaffe! Although she had acknowledged the fact to Lady +Monogram in her desire to pave the way for the reception of herself +into society as a married woman, she had not as yet found courage to +tell her family. The man was absolutely a Jew;--not a Jew that had been, +as to whom there might possibly be a doubt whether he or his father or +his grandfather had been the last Jew of the family; but a Jew that +was. So was Goldsheiner a Jew, whom Lady Julia Start had married,--or +at any rate had been one a very short time before he ran away with that +lady. She counted up ever so many instances on her fingers of 'decent +people' who had married Jews or Jewesses. Lord Frederic Framlinghame +had married a girl of the Berrenhoffers; and Mr Hart had married a +Miss Chute. She did not know much of Miss Chute, but was certain that +she was a Christian. Lord Frederic's wife and Lady Julia Goldsheiner +were seen everywhere. Though she hardly knew how to explain the matter +even to herself, she was sure that there was at present a general +heaving-up of society on this matter, and a change in progress which +would soon make it a matter of indifference whether anybody was Jew or +Christian. For herself she regarded the matter not at all, except as +far as it might be regarded by the world in which she wished to live. +She was herself above all personal prejudices of that kind. Jew, Turk, +or infidel was nothing to her. She had seen enough of the world to be +aware that her happiness did not lie in that direction, and could not +depend in the least on the religion of her husband. Of course she +would go to church herself. She always went to church. It was the +proper thing to do. As to her husband, though she did not suppose that +she could ever get him to church,--nor perhaps would it be desirable,-- +she thought that she might induce him to go nowhere, so that she might +be able to pass him off as a Christian. She knew that such was the +Christianity of young Goldsheiner, of which the Starts were now +boasting. + +Had she been alone in the world she thought that she could have looked +forward to her destiny with complacency; but she was afraid of her +father and mother. Lady Pomona was distressingly old-fashioned, and +had so often spoken with horror even of the approach of a Jew,--and had +been so loud in denouncing the iniquity of Christians who allowed such +people into their houses! Unfortunately, too, Georgiana in her earlier +days had re-echoed all her mother's sentiments. And then her father,-- +if he had ever earned for himself the right to be called a Conservative +politician by holding a real opinion of his own,--it had been on that +matter of admitting the Jews into parliament. When that had been done +he was certain that the glory of England was sunk for ever. And since +that time, whenever creditors were more than ordinarily importunate, +when Slow and Bideawhile could do nothing for him, he would refer to +that fatal measure as though it was the cause of every embarrassment +which had harassed him. How could she tell parents such as these that +she was engaged to marry a man who at the present moment went to +synagogue on a Saturday and carried out every other filthy abomination +common to the despised people? + +That Mr Brehgert was a fat, greasy man of fifty, conspicuous for +hair-dye, was in itself distressing:--but this minor distress was +swallowed up in the greater. Miss Longestaffe was a girl possessing +considerable discrimination, and was able to weigh her own possessions +in just scales. She had begun life with very high aspirations, +believing in her own beauty, in her mother's fashion, and her father's +fortune. She had now been ten years at the work, and was aware that +she had always flown a little too high for her mark at the time. At +nineteen and twenty and twenty-one she had thought that all the world +was before her. With her commanding figure, regular long features, and +bright complexion, she had regarded herself as one of the beauties of +the day, and had considered herself entitled to demand wealth and a +Coronet. At twenty-two, twenty-three, and twenty-four any young peer, +or peer's eldest son, with a house in town and in the country, might +have sufficed. Twenty-five and six had been the years for baronets and +squires; and even a leading fashionable lawyer or two had been marked +by her as sufficient since that time. But now she was aware that +hitherto she had always fixed her price a little too high. On three +things she was still determined,--that she would not be poor, that she +would not be banished from London, and that she would not be an old +maid. 'Mamma,' she had often said, 'there's one thing certain. I shall +never do to be poor.' Lady Pomona had expressed full concurrence with +her child. 'And, mamma, to do as Sophia is doing would kill me. Fancy +having to live at Toodlam all one's life with George Whitstable!' Lady +Pomona had agreed to this also, though she thought that Toodlam Hall +was a very nice home for her elder daughter. 'And, mamma, I should +drive you and papa mad if I were to stay at home always. And what +would become of me when Dolly was master of everything?' Lady Pomona, +looking forward as well as she was able to the time at which she +should herself have departed, when her dower and dower-house would +have reverted to Dolly, acknowledged that Georgiana should provide +herself with a home of her own before that time. + +And how was this to be done? Lovers with all the glories and all the +graces are supposed to be plentiful as blackberries by girls of +nineteen, but have been proved to be rare hothouse fruits by girls of +twenty-nine. Brehgert was rich, would live in London, and would be a +husband. People did such odd things now and 'lived them down,' that +she could see no reason why she should not do this and live this down. +Courage was the one thing necessary,--that and perseverance. She must +teach herself to talk about Brehgert as Lady Monogram did of Sir +Damask. She had plucked up so much courage as had enabled her to +declare her fate to her old friend,--remembering as she did so how in +days long past she and her friend Julia Triplex had scattered their +scorn upon some poor girl who had married a man with a Jewish name,-- +whose grandfather had possibly been a Jew. 'Dear me,' said Lady +Monogram. 'Todd, Brehgert, and Goldsheiner! Mr Todd is--one of us, I +suppose.' + +'Yes,' said Georgiana boldly, 'and Mr Brehgert is a Jew. His name is +Ezekiel Brehgert, and he is a Jew. You can say what you like about +it.' + +'I don't say anything about it, my dear.' + +'And you can think anything you like. Things are changed since you and +I were younger.' + +'Very much changed, it appears,' said Lady Monogram. Sir Damask's +religion had never been doubted, though except on the occasion of his +marriage no acquaintance of his had probably ever seen him in church. + +But to tell her father and mother required a higher spirit than she +had shown even in her communication to Lady Monogram, and that spirit +had not as yet come to her. On the morning before she left the +Melmottes in Bruton Street, her lover had been with her. The Melmottes +of course knew of the engagement and quite approved of it. Madame +Melmotte rather aspired to credit for having had so happy an affair +arranged under her auspices. It was some set-off against Marie's +unfortunate escapade. Mr Brehgert, therefore, had been allowed to come +and go as he pleased, and on that morning he had pleased to come. They +were sitting alone in some back room, and Brehgert was pressing for an +early day. 'I don't think we need talk of that yet, Mr Brehgert,' she +said. + +'You might as well get over the difficulty and call me Ezekiel at +once,' he remarked. Georgiana frowned, and made no soft little attempt +at the name as ladies in such circumstances are wont to do. 'Mrs +Brehgert'--he alluded of course to the mother of his children--'used +to call me Ezzy.' + +'Perhaps I shall do so some day,' said Miss Longestaffe, looking at +her lover, and asking herself why she should not have been able to +have the house and the money and the name of the wife without the +troubles appertaining. She did not think it possible that she should +ever call him Ezzy. + +'And ven shall it be? I should say as early in August as possible.' + +'In August!' she almost screamed. It was already July. + +'Vy not, my dear? Ve would have our little holiday in Germany at +Vienna. I have business there, and know many friends.' Then he pressed +her hard to fix some day in the next month. It would be expedient that +they should be married from the Melmottes' house, and the Melmottes +would leave town some time in August. There was truth in this. Unless +married from the Melmottes' house, she must go down to Caversham for +the occasion,--which would be intolerable. No,--she must separate +herself altogether from father and mother, and become one with the +Melmottes and the Brehgerts,--till she could live it down and make a +position for herself. If the spending of money could do it, it should +be done. + +'I must at any rate ask mamma about it,' said Georgiana. Mr Brehgert, +with the customary good-humour of his people, was satisfied with the +answer, and went away promising that he would meet his love at the +great Melmotte reception. Then she sat silent, thinking how she should +declare the matter to her family. Would it not be better for her to +say to them at once that there must be a division among them,--an +absolute breaking off of all old ties, so that it should be tacitly +acknowledged that she, Georgiana, had gone out from among the +Longestaffes altogether, and had become one with the Melmottes, +Brehgerts, and Goldsheiners? + + + + +CHAPTER LXI - LADY MONOGRAM PREPARES FOR THE PARTY + + +When the little conversation took place between Lady Monogram and Miss +Longestaffe, as recorded in the last chapter, Mr Melmotte was in all +his glory, and tickets for the entertainment were very precious. +Gradually their value subsided. Lady Monogram had paid very dear for +hers,--especially as the reception of Mr Brehgert must be considered. +But high prices were then being paid. A lady offered to take Marie +Melmotte into the country with her for a week; but this was before the +elopement. Mr Cohenlupe was asked out to dinner to meet two peers and +a countess. Lord Alfred received various presents. A young lady gave a +lock of her hair to Lord Nidderdale, although it was known that he was +to marry Marie Melmotte. And Miles Grendall got back an I.O.U. of +considerable nominal value from Lord Grasslough, who was anxious to +accommodate two country cousins who were in London. Gradually the +prices fell;--not at first from any doubt in Melmotte, but through +that customary reaction which may be expected on such occasions. But +at eight or nine o'clock on the evening of the party the tickets were +worth nothing. The rumour had then spread itself through the whole +town from Pimlico to Marylebone. Men coming home from clubs had told +their wives. Ladies who had been in the park had heard it. Even the +hairdressers had it, and ladies' maids had been instructed by the +footmen and grooms who had been holding horses and seated on the +coach-boxes. It had got into the air, and had floated round +dining-rooms and over toilet-tables. + +I doubt whether Sir Damask would have said a word about it to his wife +as he was dressing for dinner, had he calculated what might be the +result to himself. But he came home open-mouthed, and made no +calculation. 'Have you heard what's up, Ju?' he said, rushing +half-dressed into his wife's room. + +'What is up?' + +'Haven't you been out?' + +'I was shopping, and that kind of thing. I don't want to take that +girl into the Park. I've made a mistake in having her here, but I mean +to be seen with her as little as I can.' + +'Be good-natured, Ju, whatever you are.' + +'Oh, bother! I know what I'm about. What is it you mean?' + +'They say Melmotte's been found out.' + +'Found out!' exclaimed Lady Monogram, stopping her maid in some +arrangement which would not need to be continued in the event of her +not going to the reception. 'What do you mean by found out?' + +'I don't know exactly. There are a dozen stories told. It's something +about that place he bought of old Longestaffe.' + +'Are the Longestaffes mixed up in it? I won't have her here a day +longer if there is anything against them.' + +'Don't be an ass, Ju. There's nothing against him except that the poor +old fellow hasn't got a shilling of his money.' + +'Then he's ruined,--and there's an end of them.' + +'Perhaps he will get it now. Some say that Melmotte has forged a +receipt, others a letter. Some declare that he has manufactured a +whole set of title-deeds. You remember Dolly?' + +'Of course I know Dolly Longestaffe,' said Lady Monogram, who had +thought at one time that an alliance with Dolly might be convenient. + +'They say he has found it all out. There was always something about +Dolly more than fellows gave him credit for. At any rate, everybody +says that Melmotte will be in quod before long.' + +'Not to-night, Damask!' + +'Nobody seems to know. Lupton was saying that the policemen would wait +about in the room like servants till the Emperor and the Princes had +gone away.' + +'Is Mr Lupton going?' + +'He was to have been at the dinner, but hadn't made up his mind +whether he'd go or not when I saw him. Nobody seems to be quite +certain whether the Emperor will go. Somebody said that a Cabinet +Council was to be called to know what to do.' + +'A Cabinet Council!' + +'Why, you see it's rather an awkward thing, letting the Prince go to +dine with a man who perhaps may have been arrested and taken to gaol +before dinnertime. That's the worst part of it. Nobody knows.' + +Lady Monogram waved her attendant away. She piqued herself upon having +a French maid who could not speak a word of English, and was therefore +quite careless what she said in the woman's presence. But, of course, +everything she did say was repeated downstairs in some language that +had become intelligible to the servants generally. Lady Monogram sat +motionless for some time, while her husband, retreating to his own +domain, finished his operations. 'Damask,' she said, when he +reappeared, 'one thing is certain;--we can't go.' + +'After you've made such a fuss about it!' + +'It is a pity,--having that girl here in the house. You know, don't +you, she's going to marry one of these people?' + +'I heard about her marriage yesterday. But Brehgert isn't one of +Melmotte's set. They tell me that Brehgert isn't a bad fellow. A +vulgar cad, and all that, but nothing wrong about him.' + +'He's a Jew, and he's seventy years old, and makes up horribly.' + +'What does it matter to you if he's eighty? You are determined, then, +you won't go?' + +But Lady Monogram had by no means determined that she wouldn't go. She +had paid her price, and with that economy which sticks to a woman +always in the midst of her extravagances, she could not bear to lose +the thing that she had bought. She cared nothing for Melmotte's +villainy, as regarded herself. That he was enriching himself by the +daily plunder of the innocent she had taken for granted since she had +first heard of him. She had but a confused idea of any difference +between commerce and fraud. But it would grieve her greatly to become +known as one of an awkward squad of people who had driven to the door, +and perhaps been admitted to some wretched gathering of wretched +people,--and not, after all, to have met the Emperor and the Prince. +But then, should she hear on the next morning that the Emperor and the +Princes, that the Princesses, and the Duchesses, with the Ambassadors, +Cabinet Ministers, and proper sort of world generally, had all been +there,--that the world, in short, had ignored Melmotte's villainy,-- +then would her grief be still greater. She sat down to dinner with her +husband and Miss Longestaffe, and could not talk freely on the matter. +Miss Longestaffe was still a guest of the Melmottes, although she had +transferred herself to the Monograms for a day or two. And a horrible +idea crossed Lady Monogram's mind. What should she do with her friend +Georgiana if the whole Melmotte establishment were suddenly broken up? +Of course, Madame Melmotte would refuse to take the girl back if her +husband were sent to gaol. 'I suppose you'll go,' said Sir Damask as +the ladies left the room. + +'Of course we shall,--in about an hour,' said Lady Monogram as she left +the room, looking round at him and rebuking him for his imprudence. + +'Because, you know--' and then he called her back. 'If you want me I'll +stay, of course; but if you don't, I'll go down to the club.' + +'How can I say, yet? You needn't mind the club to-night.' + +'All right;--only it's a bore being here alone.' + +Then Miss Longestaffe asked what 'was up.' 'Is there any doubt about +our going to-night?' + +'I can't say. I'm so harassed that I don't know what I'm about. There +seems to be a report that the Emperor won't be there.' + +'Impossible!' + +'It's all very well to say impossible, my dear,' said Lady Monogram; +'but still that's what people are saying. You see Mr Melmotte is a +very great man, but perhaps--something else has turned up, so that +he may be thrown over. Things of that kind do happen. You had better +finish dressing. I shall. But I shan't make sure of going till I hear +that the Emperor is there.' Then she descended to her husband, whom +she found forlornly consoling himself with a cigar. 'Damask,' she +said, 'you must find out.' + +'Find out what?' + +'Whether the Prince and the Emperor are there.' + +'Send John to ask,' suggested the husband. + +'He would be sure to make a blunder about it. If you'd go yourself +you'd learn the truth in a minute. Have a cab,--just go into the hall +and you'll soon know how it all is;--I'd do it in a minute if I were +you.' Sir Damask was the most good-natured man in the world, but he +did not like the job. 'What can be the objection?' asked his wife. + +'Go to a man's house and find out whether a man's guests are come +before you go yourself! I don't just see it, Ju.' + +'Guests! What nonsense! The Emperor and all the Royal Family! As if it +were like any other party. Such a thing, probably, never happened +before, and never will happen again. If you don't go, Damask, I must; +and I will.' Sir Damask, after groaning and smoking for half a minute, +said that he would go. He made many remonstrances. It was a confounded +bore. He hated emperors and he hated princes. He hated the whole box +and dice of that sort of thing! He 'wished to goodness' that he had +dined at his club and sent word up home that the affair was to be off. +But at last he submitted and allowed his wife to leave the room with +the intention of sending for a cab. The cab was sent for and +announced, but Sir Damask would not stir till he had finished his big +cigar. + +It was past ten when he left his own house. On arriving in Grosvenor +Square he could at once see that the party was going on. The house was +illuminated. There was a concourse of servants round the door, and +half the square was already blocked up with carriages. + +It was not without delay that he got to the door, and when there he +saw the royal liveries. There was no doubt about the party. The +Emperor and the Princes and the Princesses were all there. As far as +Sir Damask could then perceive, the dinner had been quite a success. +But again there was a delay in getting away, and it was nearly eleven +before he could reach home. 'It's all right,' said he to his wife. +'They're there, safe enough.' + +'You are sure that the Emperor is there.' + +'As sure as a man can be without having seen him.' + +Miss Longestaffe was present at this moment, and could not but resent +what appeared to be a most unseemly slur cast upon her friends. 'I +don't understand it at all,' she said. 'Of course the Emperor is +there. Everybody has known for the last month that he was coming. What +is the meaning of it, Julia?' + +'My dear, you must allow me to manage my own little affairs my own +way. I dare say I am absurd. But I have my reason. Now, Damask, if the +carriage is there we had better start.' The carriage was there, and +they did start, and with a delay which seemed unprecedented, even to +Lady Monogram, who was accustomed to these things, they reached the +door. There was a great crush in the hall, and people were coming +downstairs. But at last they made their way into the room above, +and found that the Emperor of China and all the Royalties had been +there,--but had taken their departure. + +Sir Damask put the ladies into the carriage and went at once to his +club. + + + + +CHAPTER LXII - THE PARTY + + +Lady Monogram retired from Mr Melmotte's house in disgust as soon as +she was able to escape; but we must return to it for a short time. +When the guests were once in the drawing-room the immediate sense of +failure passed away. The crowd never became so thick as had been +anticipated. They who were knowing in such matters had declared that +the people would not be able to get themselves out of the room till +three or four o'clock in the morning, and that the carriages would not +get themselves out of the Square till breakfast time. With a view to +this kind of thing Mr Melmotte had been told that he must provide a +private means of escape for his illustrious guests, and with a +considerable sacrifice of walls and general house arrangements this +had been done. No such gathering as was expected took place; but still +the rooms became fairly full, and Mr Melmotte was able to console +himself with the feeling that nothing certainly fatal had as yet +occurred. + +There can be no doubt that the greater part of the people assembled +did believe that their host had committed some great fraud which might +probably bring him under the arm of the law. When such rumours are +spread abroad, they are always believed. There is an excitement and a +pleasure in believing them. Reasonable hesitation at such a moment is +dull and phlegmatic. If the accused one be near enough to ourselves to +make the accusation a matter of personal pain, of course we +disbelieve. But, if the distance be beyond this, we are almost ready +to think that anything may be true of anybody. In this case nobody +really loved Melmotte and everybody did believe. It was so probable +that such a man should have done something horrible! It was only hoped +that the fraud might be great and horrible enough. + +Melmotte himself during that part of the evening which was passed +upstairs kept himself in the close vicinity of royalty. He behaved +certainly very much better than he would have done had he had no +weight at his heart. He made few attempts at beginning any +conversation, and answered, at any rate with brevity, when he was +addressed. With scrupulous care he ticked off on his memory the names +of those who had come and whom he knew, thinking that their presence +indicated a verdict of acquittal from them on the evidence already +before them. Seeing the members of the Government all there, he wished +that he had come forward in Westminster as a Liberal. And he freely +forgave those omissions of Royalty as to which he had been so angry at +the India Office, seeing that not a Prince or Princess was lacking of +those who were expected. He could turn his mind to all this, although +he knew how great was his danger. Many things occurred to him as he +stood, striving to smile as a host should smile. It might be the case +that half-a-dozen detectives were already stationed in his own hall +perhaps one or two, well dressed, in the very presence of royalty,-- +ready to arrest him as soon as the guests were gone, watching him now +lest he should escape. But he bore the burden,--and smiled. He had +always lived with the consciousness that such a burden was on him and +might crush him at any time. He had known that he had to run these +risks. He had told himself a thousand times that when the dangers +came, dangers alone should never cow him. He had always endeavoured to +go as near the wind as he could, to avoid the heavy hand of the +criminal law of whatever country he inhabited. He had studied the +criminal laws, so that he might be sure in his reckonings; but he had +always felt that he might be carried by circumstances into deeper +waters than he intended to enter. As the soldier who leads a forlorn +hope, or as the diver who goes down for pearls, or as the searcher for +wealth on fever-breeding coasts, knows that as his gains may be great, +so are his perils, Melmotte had been aware that in his life, as it +opened itself out to him, he might come to terrible destruction. He +had not always thought, or even hoped, that he would be as he was now, +so exalted as to be allowed to entertain the very biggest ones of the +earth; but the greatness had grown upon him,--and so had the danger. He +could not now be as exact as he had been. He was prepared himself to +bear all mere ignominy with a tranquil mind,--to disregard any shouts +of reprobation which might be uttered, and to console himself when the +bad quarter of an hour should come with the remembrance that he had +garnered up a store sufficient for future wants and placed it beyond +the reach of his enemies. But as his intellect opened up to him new +schemes, and as his ambition got the better of his prudence, he +gradually fell from the security which he had preconceived, and became +aware that he might have to bear worse than ignominy. + +Perhaps never in his life had he studied his own character and his own +conduct more accurately, or made sterner resolves, than he did as he +stood there smiling, bowing, and acting without impropriety the part +of host to an Emperor. No;--he could not run away. He soon made himself +sure of that. He had risen too high to be a successful fugitive, even +should he succeed in getting off before hands were laid upon him. He +must bide his ground, if only that he might not at once confess his +own guilt by flight; and he would do so with courage. Looking back at +the hour or two that had just passed he was aware that he had allowed +himself not only to be frightened in the dinner-room,--but also to +seem to be frightened. The thing had come upon him unawares and he had +been untrue to himself. He acknowledged that. He should not have asked +those questions of Mr Todd and Mr Beauclerk, and should have been more +good-humoured than usual with Lord Alfred in discussing those empty +seats. But for spilt milk there is no remedy. The blow had come upon +him too suddenly, and he had faltered. But he would not falter again. +Nothing should cow him,--no touch from a policeman, no warrant from a +magistrate, no defalcation of friends, no scorn in the City, no +solitude in the West End. He would go down among the electors to-morrow +and would stand his ground, as though all with him were right. Men +should know at any rate that he had a heart within his bosom. And he +confessed also to himself that he had sinned in that matter of +arrogance. He could see it now,--as so many of us do see the faults +which we have committed, which we strive, but in vain, to discontinue, +and which we never confess except to our own bosoms. The task which he +had imposed on himself, and to which circumstances had added weight, +had been very hard to bear. He should have been good-humoured to +these great ones whose society he had gained. He should have bound +these people to him by a feeling of kindness as well as by his money. +He could see it all now. And he could see too that there was no help +for spilt milk. I think he took some pride in his own confidence as to +his own courage, as he stood there turning it all over in his mind. +Very much might be suspected. Something might be found out. But the +task of unravelling it all would not be easy. It is the small vermin +and the little birds that are trapped at once. But wolves and vultures +can fight hard before they are caught. With the means which would +still be at his command, let the worst come to the worst, he could +make a strong fight. When a man's frauds have been enormous there is a +certain safety in their very diversity and proportions. Might it not +be that the fact that these great ones of the earth had been his +guests should speak in his favour? A man who had in very truth had the +real brother of the Sun dining at his table could hardly be sent into +the dock and then sent out of it like a common felon. + +Madame Melmotte during the evening stood at the top of her own stairs +with a chair behind her on which she could rest herself for a moment +when any pause took place in the arrivals. She had of course dined at +the table,--or rather sat there;--but had been so placed that no duty +had devolved upon her. She had heard no word of the rumours, and would +probably be the last person in that house to hear them. It never +occurred to her to see whether the places down the table were full or +empty. She sat with her large eyes fixed on the Majesty of China and +must have wondered at her own destiny at finding herself with an +Emperor and Princes to look at. From the dining-room she had gone when +she was told to go, up to the drawing-room, and had there performed +her task, longing only for the comfort of her bedroom. She, I think, +had but small sympathy with her husband in all his work, and but +little understanding of the position in which she had been placed. +Money she liked, and comfort, and perhaps diamonds and fine dresses, +but she can hardly have taken pleasure in duchesses or have enjoyed +the company of the Emperor. From the beginning of the Melmotte era it +had been an understood thing that no one spoke to Madame Melmotte. + +Marie Melmotte had declined a seat at the dinner-table. This at first +had been cause of quarrel between her and her father, as he desired to +have seen her next to young Lord Nidderdale as being acknowledged to +be betrothed to him. But since the journey to Liverpool he had said +nothing on the subject. He still pressed the engagement, but thought +now that less publicity might be expedient. She was, however, in the +drawing-room standing at first by Madame Melmotte, and afterwards +retreating among the crowd. To some ladies she was a person of +interest as the young woman who had lately run away under such strange +circumstances; but no one spoke to her till she saw a girl whom she +herself knew, and whom she addressed, plucking up all her courage for +the occasion. This was Hetta Carbury who had been brought hither by +her mother. + +The tickets for Lady Carbury and Hetta had of course been sent before +the elopement;--and also, as a matter of course, no reference had been +made to them by the Melmotte family after the elopement. Lady Carbury +herself was anxious that that affair should not be considered as +having given cause for any personal quarrel between herself and Mr +Melmotte, and in her difficulty had consulted Mr Broune. Mr Broune was +the staff on which she leant at present in all her difficulties. Mr +Broune was going to the dinner. All this of course took place while +Melmotte's name was as yet unsullied as snow. Mr Broune saw no reason +why Lady Carbury should not take advantage of her tickets. These +invitations were simply tickets to see the Emperor surrounded by the +Princes. The young lady's elopement is 'no affair of yours,' Mr Broune +had said. 'I should go, if it were only for the sake of showing that +you did not consider yourself to be implicated in the matter.' Lady +Carbury did as she was advised, and took her daughter with her. +'Nonsense,' said the mother, when Hetta objected; 'Mr Broune sees it +quite in the right light. This is a grand demonstration in honour of +the Emperor, rather than a private party;--and we have done nothing +to offend the Melmottes. You know you wish to see the Emperor.' A few +minutes before they started from Welbeck Street a note came from Mr +Broune, written in pencil and sent from Melmotte's house by a +Commissioner. 'Don't mind what you hear; but come. I am here and as +far as I can see it is all right. The E. is beautiful, and P.'s are as +thick as blackberries.' Lady Carbury, who had not been in the way of +hearing the reports, understood nothing of this; but of course she +went. And Hetta went with her. + +Hetta was standing alone in a corner, near to her mother, who was +talking to Mr Booker, with her eyes fixed on the awful tranquillity of +the Emperor's countenance, when Marie Melmotte timidly crept up to her +and asked her how she was. Hetta, probably, was not very cordial to +the poor girl, being afraid of her, partly as the daughter of the +great Melmotte and partly as the girl with whom her brother had failed +to run away; but Marie was not rebuked by this. 'I hope you won't be +angry with me for speaking to you.' Hetta smiled more graciously. She +could not be angry with the girl for speaking to her, feeling that she +was there as the guest of the girl's mother. 'I suppose you know about +your brother,' said Marie, whispering with her eyes turned to the +ground. + +'I have heard about it,' said Hetta. 'He never told me himself.' + +'Oh, I do so wish that I knew the truth. I know nothing. Of course, +Miss Carbury, I love him. I do love him so dearly! I hope you don't +think I would have done it if I hadn't loved him better than anybody +in the world. Don't you think that if a girl loves a man,--really +loves him,--that ought to go before everything?' + +This was a question that Hetta was hardly prepared to answer. She felt +quite certain that under no circumstances would she run away with a +man. 'I don't quite know. It is so hard to say,' she replied. + +'I do. What's the good of anything if you're to be broken-hearted? I +don't care what they say of me, or what they do to me, if he would +only be true to me. Why doesn't he--let me know--something about it?' +This also was a question difficult to be answered. Since that horrid +morning on which Sir Felix had stumbled home drunk,--which was now +four days since,--he had not left the house in Welbeck Street till +this evening. He had gone out a few minutes before Lady Carbury had +started, but up to that time he had almost kept his bed. He would not +get up till dinner-time, would come down after some half-dressed +fashion, and then get back to his bedroom, where he would smoke and +drink brandy-and-water and complain of headache. The theory was that +he was ill;--but he was in fact utterly cowed and did not dare to show +himself at his usual haunts. He was aware that he had quarrelled at +the club, aware that all the world knew of his intended journey to +Liverpool, aware that he had tumbled about the streets intoxicated. He +had not dared to show himself, and the feeling had grown upon him from +day to day. Now, fairly worn out by his confinement, he had crept out +intending, if possible, to find consolation with Ruby Ruggles. 'Do +tell me. Where is he?' pleaded Marie. + +'He has not been very well lately.' + +'Is he ill? Oh, Miss Carbury, do tell me. You can understand what it +is to love him as I do--can't you?' + +'He has been ill. I think he is better now.' + +'Why does he not come to me, or send to me; or let me know something? +It is cruel, is it not? Tell me,--you must know,--does he really care +for me?' + +Hetta was exceedingly perplexed. The real feeling betrayed by the girl +recommended her. Hetta could not but sympathize with the affection +manifested for her own brother, though she could hardly understand the +want of reticence displayed by Marie in thus speaking of her love to +one who was almost a stranger. 'Felix hardly ever talks about himself +to me,' she said. + +'If he doesn't care for me, there shall be an end of it,' Marie said +very gravely. 'If I only knew! If I thought that he loved me, I'd go +through,--oh,--all the world for him. Nothing that papa could say +should stop me. That's my feeling about it. I have never talked to +any one but you about it. Isn't that strange? I haven't a person to +talk to. That's my feeling, and I'm not a bit ashamed of it. There's +no disgrace in being in love. But it's very bad to get married without +being in love. That's what I think.' + +'It is bad,' said Hetta, thinking of Roger Carbury. + +'But if Felix doesn't care for me!' continued Marie, sinking her voice +to a low whisper, but still making her words quite audible to her +companion. Now Hetta was strongly of opinion that her brother did not +in the least 'care for' Marie Melmotte, and that it would be very much +for the best that Marie Melmotte should know the truth. But she had +not that sort of strength which would have enabled her to tell it. +'Tell me just what you think,' said Marie. Hetta was still silent. +'Ah,--I see. Then I must give him up? Eh?' + +'What can I say, Miss Melmotte? Felix never tells me. He is my +brother,--and of course I love you for loving him.' This was almost +more than Hetta meant; but she felt herself constrained to say some +gracious word. + +'Do you? Oh! I wish you did. I should so like to be loved by you. +Nobody loves me, I think. That man there wants to marry me. Do you +know him? He is Lord Nidderdale. He is very nice; but he does not love +me any more than he loves you. That's the way with men. It isn't the +way with me. I would go with Felix and slave for him if he were poor. +Is it all to be over then? You will give him a message from me?' +Hetta, doubting as to the propriety of the promise, promised that she +would. 'Just tell him I want to know; that's all. I want to know. +You'll understand. I want to know the real truth. I suppose I do know +it now. Then I shall not care what happens to me. It will be all the +same. I suppose I shall marry that young man, though it will be very +bad. I shall just be as if I hadn't any self of my own at all. But he +ought to send me word after all that has passed. Do not you think he +ought to send me word?' + +'Yes, indeed.' + +'You tell him, then,' said Marie, nodding her head as she crept away. + +Nidderdale had been observing her while she had been talking to Miss +Carbury. He had heard the rumour, and of course felt that it behoved +him to be on his guard more specially than any one else. But he had +not believed what he had heard. That men should be thoroughly immoral, +that they should gamble, get drunk, run into debt, and make love to +other men's wives, was to him a matter of everyday life. Nothing of +that kind shocked him at all. But he was not as yet quite old enough +to believe in swindling. It had been impossible to convince him that +Miles Grendall had cheated at cards, and the idea that Mr Melmotte had +forged was as improbable and shocking to him as that an officer should +run away in battle. Common soldiers, he thought, might do that sort of +thing. He had almost fallen in love with Marie when he saw her last, +and was inclined to feel the more kindly to her now because of the +hard things that were being said about her father. And yet he knew +that he must be careful. If 'he came a cropper' in this matter, it +would be such an awful cropper! 'How do you like the party?' he said +to Marie. + +'I don't like it at all, my lord. How do you like it?' + +'Very much, indeed. I think the Emperor is the greatest fun I ever +saw. Prince Frederic,'--one of the German princes who was staying at +the time among his English cousins,--'Prince Frederic says that he's +stuffed with hay, and that he's made up fresh every morning at a shop +in the Haymarket.' + +'I've seen him talk.' + +'He opens his mouth, of course. There is machinery as well as hay. I +think he's the grandest old buffer out, and I'm awfully glad that I've +dined with him. I couldn't make out whether he really put anything to +eat into his jolly old mouth.' + +'Of course he did.' + +'Have you been thinking about what we were talking about the other +day?' + +'No, my lord,--I haven't thought about it since. Why should I?' + +'Well;--it's a sort of thing that people do think about, you know.' + +'You don't think about it.' + +'Don't I? I've been thinking about nothing else the last three +months.' + +'You've been thinking whether you'd get married or not.' + +'That's what I mean,' said Lord Nidderdale. + +'It isn't what I mean, then.' + +'I'll be shot if I can understand you.' + +'Perhaps not. And you never will understand me. Oh, goodness they're +all going, and we must get out of the way. Is that Prince Frederic, +who told you about the hay? He is handsome; isn't he? And who is that +in the violet dress with all the pearls?' + +'That's the Princess Dwarza.' + +'Dear me;--isn't it odd, having a lot of people in one's own house, +and not being able to speak a word to them? I don't think it's at +all nice. Good night, my lord. I'm glad you like the Emperor.' + +And then the people went, and when they had all gone Melmotte put his +wife and daughter into his own carriage, telling them that he would +follow them on foot to Bruton Street when he had given some last +directions to the people who were putting out the lights, and +extinguishing generally the embers of the entertainment. He had looked +round for Lord Alfred, taking care to avoid the appearance of +searching; but Lord Alfred had gone. Lord Alfred was one of those who +knew when to leave a falling house. Melmotte at the moment thought of +all that he had done for Lord Alfred, and it was something of the real +venom of ingratitude that stung him at the moment rather than this +additional sign of coming evil. He was more than ordinarily gracious +as he put his wife into the carriage, and remarked that, considering +all things, the party had gone off very well. 'I only wish it could +have been done a little cheaper,' he said laughing. Then he went back +into the house, and up into the drawing-rooms which were now utterly +deserted. Some of the lights had been put out, but the men were busy +in the rooms below, and he threw himself into the chair in which the +Emperor had sat. It was wonderful that he should come to such a fate +as this;--that he, the boy out of the gutter, should entertain at his +own house, in London, a Chinese Emperor and English and German +Royalty,--and that he should do so almost with a rope round his neck. +Even if this were to be the end of it all, men would at any rate +remember him. The grand dinner which he had given before he was put +into prison would live in history. And it would be remembered, too, +that he had been the Conservative candidate for the great borough of +Westminster,--perhaps, even, the elected member. He, too, in his manner, +assured himself that a great part of him would escape Oblivion. 'Non +omnis moriar,' in some language of his own, was chanted by him within +his own breast, as he sat there looking out on his own magnificent suite +of rooms from the armchair which had been consecrated by the use of an +Emperor. + +No policemen had come to trouble him yet. No hint that he would be +'wanted' had been made to him. There was no tangible sign that things +were not to go on as they went before. Things would be exactly as they +were before, but for the absence of those guests from the +dinner-table, and for the words which Miles Grendall had spoken. Had +he not allowed himself to be terrified by shadows? Of course he had +known that there must be such shadows. His life had been made dark by +similar clouds before now, and he had lived through the storms which +had followed them. He was thoroughly ashamed of the weakness which had +overcome him at the dinner-table, and of that palsy of fear which he +had allowed himself to exhibit. There should be no more shrinking such +as that. When people talked of him they should say that he was at +least a man. + +As this was passing through his mind a head was pushed in through one +of the doors, and immediately withdrawn. It was his Secretary. 'Is +that you, Miles?' he said. 'Come in. I'm just going home, and came up +here to see how the empty rooms would look after they were all gone. +What became of your father?' + +'I suppose he went away.' + +'I suppose he did,' said Melmotte, unable to hinder himself from +throwing a certain tone of scorn into his voice,--as though proclaiming +the fate of his own house and the consequent running away of the rat. +'It went off very well, I think.' + +'Very well,' said Miles, still standing at the door. There had been a +few words of consultation between him and his father,--only a very +few words. 'You'd better see it out to-night, as you've had a regular +salary, and all that. I shall hook it. I sha'n't go near him to-morrow +till I find out how things are going. By G----, I've had about enough +of him.' But hardly enough of his money or it may be presumed that Lord +Alfred would have 'hooked it' sooner. + +'Why don't you come in, and not stand there?' said Melmotte. 'There's +no Emperor here now for you to be afraid of.' + +'I'm afraid of nobody,' said Miles, walking into the middle of the +room. + +'Nor am I. What's one man that another man should be afraid of him? +We've got to die, and there'll be an end of it, I suppose.' + +'That's about it,' said Miles, hardly following the working of his +master's mind. + +'I shouldn't care how soon. When a man has worked as I have done, he +gets about tired at my age. I suppose I'd better be down at the +committee-room about ten to-morrow?' + +'That's the best, I should say.' + +'You'll be there by that time?' Miles Grendall assented slowly, and +with imperfect assent. 'And tell your father he might as well be there +as early as convenient.' + +'All right,' said Miles as he took his departure. + +'Curs!' said Melmotte almost aloud. 'They neither of them will be +there. If any evil can be done to me by treachery and desertion, they +will do it.' Then it occurred to him to think whether the Grendall +article had been worth all the money that he had paid for it. 'Curs!' +he said again. He walked down into the hall, and through the +banqueting-room, and stood at the place where he himself had sat. What +a scene it had been, and how frightfully low his heart had sunk within +him! It had been the defection of the Lord Mayor that had hit him +hardest. 'What cowards they are!' The men went on with their work, not +noticing him, and probably not knowing him. The dinner had been done +by contract, and the contractor's foreman was there. The care of the +house and the alterations had been confided to another contractor, and +his foreman was waiting to see the place locked up. A confidential +clerk, who had been with Melmotte for years, and who knew his ways, +was there also to guard the property. 'Good night, Croll,' he said to +the man in German. Croll touched his hat and bade him good night. +Melmotte listened anxiously to the tone of the man's voice, trying to +catch from it some indication of the mind within. Did Croll know of +these rumours, and if so, what did he think of them? Croll had known +him in some perilous circumstances before, and had helped him through +them. He paused a moment as though he would ask a question, but +resolved at last that silence would be safest. 'You'll see everything +safe, eh, Croll?' Croll said that he would see everything safe, and +Melmotte passed out into the Square. + +He had not far to go, round through Berkeley Square into Bruton +Street, but he stood for a few moments looking up at the bright stars. +If he could be there, in one of those unknown distant worlds, with all +his present intellect and none of his present burdens, he would, he +thought, do better than he had done here on earth. If he could even +now put himself down nameless, fameless, and without possessions in +some distant corner of the world, he could, he thought, do better. But +he was Augustus Melmotte, and he must bear his burdens, whatever they +were, to the end. He could reach no place so distant but that he would +be known and traced. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIII - MR MELMOTTE ON THE DAY OF THE ELECTION + + +No election of a Member of Parliament by ballot in a borough so large +as that of Westminster had as yet been achieved in England since the +ballot had been established by law. Men who heretofore had known, or +thought that they knew, how elections would go, who counted up +promises, told off professed enemies, and weighed the doubtful ones, +now confessed themselves to be in the dark. Three days since the odds +had been considerably in Melmotte's favour; but this had come from the +reputation attached to his name, rather than from any calculation as +to the politics of the voters. Then Sunday had intervened. On the +Monday Melmotte's name had continued to go down in the betting from +morning to evening. Early in the day his supporters had thought little +of this, attributing the fall to that vacillation which is customary +in such matters; but towards the latter part of the afternoon the +tidings from the City had been in everybody's mouth, and Melmotte's +committee-room had been almost deserted. At six o'clock there were +some who suggested that his name should be withdrawn. No such +suggestion, however, was made to him,--perhaps, because no one dared to +make it. On the Monday evening all work and strategy for the election, +as regarded Melmotte and his party, died away; and the interest of the +hour was turned to the dinner. + +But Mr Alf's supporters were very busy. There had been a close +consultation among a few of them as to what should be done by their +Committee as to these charges against the opposite candidate. In the +'Pulpit' of that evening an allusion had been made to the affair, +which was of course sufficiently intelligible to those who were +immediately concerned in the matter, but which had given no name and +mentioned no details. Mr Alf explained that this had been put in by +the sub-editor, and that it only afforded such news as the paper was +bound to give to the public. He himself pointed out the fact that no +note of triumph had been sounded, and that the rumour had not been +connected with the election. + +One old gentleman was of opinion that they were bound to make the most +of it. 'It's no more than we've all believed all along,' said the old +gentleman, 'and why are we to let a fellow like that get the seat if +we can keep him out?' He was of opinion that everything should be done +to make the rumour with all its exaggerations as public as possible,-- +so that there should be no opening for an indictment for libel; and +the clever old gentleman was full of devices by which this might be +effected. But the Committee generally was averse to fight in this +manner. Public opinion has its Bar as well as the Law Courts. If, +after all, Melmotte had committed no fraud,--or, as was much more +probable, should not be convicted of fraud,--then it would be said that +the accusation had been forged for purely electioneering purposes, and +there might be a rebound which would pretty well crush all those who +had been concerned. Individual gentlemen could, of course, say what +they pleased to individual voters; but it was agreed at last that no +overt use should be made of the rumours by Mr Alf's Committee. In +regard to other matters, they who worked under the Committee were busy +enough. The dinner to the Emperor was turned into ridicule, and the +electors were asked whether they felt themselves bound to return a +gentleman out of the City to Parliament because he had offered to +spend a fortune on entertaining all the royalties then assembled in +London. There was very much said on placards and published in +newspapers to the discredit of Melmotte, but nothing was so printed +which would not have appeared with equal venom had the recent rumours +never been sent out from the City. At twelve o'clock at night, when Mr +Alf's committee-room was being closed, and when Melmotte was walking +home to bed, the general opinion at the clubs was very much in favour +of Mr Alf. + +On the next morning Melmotte was up before eight. As yet no policeman +had called for him, nor had any official intimation reached him that +an accusation was to be brought against him. On coming down from his +bedroom he at once went into the back-parlour on the ground floor, +which Mr Longestaffe called his study, and which Mr Melmotte had used +since he had been in Mr Longestaffe's house for the work which he did +at home. He would be there often early in the morning, and often late +at night after Lord Alfred had left him. There were two heavy +desk-tables in the room, furnished with drawers down to the ground. +One of these the owner of the house had kept locked for his own +purposes. When the bargain for the temporary letting of the house had +been made, Mr Melmotte and Mr Longestaffe were close friends. Terms +for the purchase of Pickering had just been made, and no cause for +suspicion had as yet arisen. Everything between the two gentlemen had +been managed with the greatest ease. Oh dear, yes! Mr Longestaffe +could come whenever he pleased. He, Melmotte, always left the house at +ten and never returned till six. The ladies would never enter that +room. The servants were to regard Mr Longestaffe quite as master of +the house as far as that room was concerned. If Mr Longestaffe could +spare it, Mr Melmotte would take the key of one of the tables. The +matter was arranged very pleasantly. + +Mr Melmotte on entering the room bolted the door, and then, sitting at +his own table, took certain papers out of the drawers,--a bundle of +letters and another of small documents. From these, with very little +examination, he took three or four,--two or three perhaps from each. +These he tore into very small fragments and burned the bits,--holding +them over a gas-burner and letting the ashes fall into a large china +plate. Then he blew the ashes into the yard through the open window. +This he did to all these documents but one. This one he put bit by bit +into his mouth, chewing the paper into a pulp till he swallowed it. +When he had done this, and had re-locked his own drawers, he walked +across to the other table, Mr Longestaffe's table, and pulled the +handle of one of the drawers. It opened;--and then, without touching +the contents, he again closed it. He then knelt down and examined the +lock, and the hole above into which the bolt of the lock ran. Having +done this he again closed the drawer, drew back the bolt of the door, +and, seating himself at his own desk, rang the bell which was close to +hand. The servant found him writing letters after his usual hurried +fashion, and was told that he was ready for breakfast. He always +breakfasted alone with a heap of newspapers around him, and so he did +on this day. He soon found the paragraph alluding to himself in the +'Pulpit,' and read it without a quiver in his face or the slightest +change in his colour. There was no one to see him now,--but he was +acting under a resolve that at no moment, either when alone, or in a +crowd, or when suddenly called upon for words,--not even when the +policemen with their first hints of arrest should come upon him,-- +would he betray himself by the working of a single muscle, or the loss +of a drop of blood from his heart. He would go through it, always +armed, without a sign of shrinking. It had to be done, and he would do +it. + +At ten he walked down to the central committee-room at Whitehall +Place. He thought that he would face the world better by walking than +if he were taken in his own brougham. He gave orders that the carriage +should be at the committee-room at eleven, and wait an hour for him if +he was not there. He went along Bond Street and Piccadilly, Regent +Street and through Pall Mall to Charing Cross, with the blandly +triumphant smile of a man who had successfully entertained the great +guest of the day. As he got near the club he met two or three men whom +he knew, and bowed to them. They returned his bow graciously enough, +but not one of them stopped to speak to him. Of one he knew that he +would have stopped, had it not been for the rumour. Even after the man +had passed on he was careful to show no displeasure on his face. He +would take it all as it would come and still be the blandly triumphant +Merchant Prince,--as long as the police would allow him. He probably +was not aware how very different was the part he was now playing from +that which he had assumed at the India Office. + +At the committee-room he only found a few understrappers, and was +informed that everything was going on regularly. The electors were +balloting; but with the ballot,--so said the leader of the +understrappers,--there never was any excitement. The men looked +half-frightened,--as though they did not quite know whether they ought +to seize their candidate, and hold him till the constable came. They +certainly had not expected to see him there. 'Has Lord Alfred been +here?' Melmotte asked, standing in the inner room with his back to the +empty grate. No,--Lord Alfred had not been there. 'Nor Mr Grendall?' +The senior understrapper knew that Melmotte would have asked for 'his +Secretary,' and not for Mr Grendall, but for the rumours. It is so +hard not to tumble into Scylla when you are avoiding Charybdis. Mr +Grendall had not been there. Indeed, nobody had been there. 'In fact, +there is nothing more to be done, I suppose?' said Mr Melmotte. The +senior understrapper thought that there was nothing more to be done. +He left word that his brougham should be sent away, and strolled out +again on foot. + +He went up into Covent Garden, where there was a polling booth. The +place seemed to him, as one of the chief centres for a contested +election, to be wonderfully quiet. He was determined to face everybody +and everything, and he went close up to the booth. Here he was +recognised by various men, mechanics chiefly, who came forward and +shook hands with him. He remained there for an hour conversing with +people, and at last made a speech to a little knot around him. He did +not allude to the rumour of yesterday, nor to the paragraph in the +'Pulpit' to which his name had not been attached; but he spoke freely +enough of the general accusations that had been brought against him +previously. He wished the electors to understand that nothing which +had been said against him made him ashamed to meet them here or +elsewhere. He was proud of his position, and proud that the electors +of Westminster should recognise it. He did not, he was glad to say, +know much of the law, but he was told that the law would protect him +from such aspersions as had been unfairly thrown upon him. He +flattered himself that he was too good an Englishman to regard the +ordinary political attacks to which candidates were, as a matter of +course, subject at elections;--and he could stretch his back to bear +perhaps a little more than these, particularly as he looked forward to +a triumphant return. But things had been said, and published, which +the excitement of an election could not justify, and as to these +things he must have recourse to the law. Then he made some allusion to +the Princes and the Emperor, and concluded by observing that it was +the proudest boast of his life to be an Englishman and a Londoner. + +It was asserted afterwards that this was the only good speech he +had ever been known to make; and it was certainly successful, as +he was applauded throughout Covent Garden. A reporter for the +'Breakfast-Table' who was on duty at the place, looking for paragraphs +as to the conduct of electors, gave an account of the speech in that +paper, and made more of it, perhaps, than it deserved. It was asserted +afterwards, and given as a great proof of Melmotte's cleverness, that +he had planned the thing and gone to Covent Garden all alone having +considered that in that way could he best regain a step in reputation; +but in truth the affair had not been pre-concerted. It was while in +Whitehall Place that he had first thought of going to Covent Garden, +and he had had no idea of making a speech till the people had gathered +round him. + +It was then noon, and he had to determine what he should do next. He +was half inclined to go round to all the booths and make speeches. His +success at Covent Garden had been very pleasant to him. But he feared +that he might not be so successful elsewhere. He had shown that he was +not afraid of the electors. Then an idea struck him that he would go +boldly into the City,--to his own offices in Abchurch Lane. He had +determined to be absent on this day, and would not be expected. But +his appearance there could not on that account be taken amiss. +Whatever enmities there might be, or whatever perils, he would face +them. He got a cab therefore and had himself driven to Abchurch Lane. + +The clerks were hanging about doing nothing, as though it were a +holiday. The dinner, the election, and the rumour together had +altogether demoralized them. But some of them at least were there, and +they showed no signs of absolute insubordination. 'Mr Grendall has not +been here?' he asked. No; Mr Grendall had not been there; but Mr +Cohenlupe was in Mr Grendall's room. At this moment he hardly desired +to see Mr Cohenlupe. That gentleman was privy to many of his +transactions, but was by no means privy to them all. Mr Cohenlupe knew +that the estate at Pickering had been purchased, and knew that it had +been mortgaged. He knew also what had become of the money which had so +been raised. But he knew nothing of the circumstances of the purchase, +although he probably surmised that Melmotte had succeeded in getting +the title-deeds on credit, without paying the money. He was afraid +that he could hardly see Cohenlupe and hold his tongue, and that he +could not speak to him without danger. He and Cohenlupe might have to +stand in a dock together; and Cohenlupe had none of his spirit. But +the clerks would think, and would talk, were he to leave the office +without seeing his old friend. He went therefore into his own room, +and called to Cohenlupe as he did so. + +'Ve didn't expect you here to-day,' said the member for Staines. + +'Nor did I expect to come. But there isn't much to do at Westminster +while the ballot is going on; so I came up, just to look at the +letters. The dinner went off pretty well yesterday, eh?' + +'Uncommon;--nothing better. Vy did the Lord Mayor stay away, +Melmotte?' + +'Because he's an ass and a cur,' said Mr Melmotte with an assumed air +of indignation. 'Alf and his people had got hold of him. There was +ever so much fuss about it at first,--whether he would accept the +invitation. I say it was an insult to the City to take it and not to +come. I shall be even with him some of these days.' + +'Things will go on just the same as usual, Melmotte?' + +'Go on. Of course they'll go. What's to hinder them?' + +'There's ever so much been said,' whispered Cohenlupe. + +'Said;--yes,' ejaculated Melmotte very loudly. 'You're not such a +fool, I hope, as to believe every word you hear. You'll have enough +to believe, if you do.' + +'There's no knowing vat anybody does know, and vat anybody does not +know,' said Cohenlupe. + +'Look you here, Cohenlupe,'--and now Melmotte also sank his voice to a +whisper,--'keep your tongue in your mouth; go about just as usual, and +say nothing. It's all right. There has been some heavy pulls upon us.' + +'Oh dear, there has indeed!' + +'But any paper with my name to it will come right.' + +'That's nothing;--nothing at all,' said Cohenlupe. + +'And there is nothing;--nothing at all! I've bought some property and +have paid for it; and I have bought some, and have not yet paid for +it. There's no fraud in that.' + +'No, no,--nothing in that.' + +'You hold your tongue, and go about your business. I'm going to the +bank now.' Cohenlupe had been very low in spirits, and was still low +in spirits; but he was somewhat better after the visit of the great +man to the City. + +Mr Melmotte was as good as his word and walked straight to the bank. +He kept two accounts at different banks, one for his business, and one +for his private affairs. The one he now entered was that which kept +what we may call his domestic account. He walked straight through, +after his old fashion, to the room behind the bank in which sat the +manager and the manager's one clerk, and stood upon the rug before the +fireplace just as though nothing had happened,--or as nearly as though +nothing had happened as was within the compass of his powers. He could +not quite do it. In keeping up an appearance intended to be natural he +was obliged to be somewhat milder than his wont. The manager did not +behave nearly as well as he did, and the clerks manifestly betrayed +their emotion. Melmotte saw that it was so;--but he had expected it, +and had come there on purpose to 'put it down.' + +'We hardly expected to see you in the City to-day, Mr Melmotte.' + +'And I didn't expect to see myself here. But it always happens that +when one expects that there's most to be done, there's nothing to be +done at all. They're all at work down at Westminster, balloting; but +as I can't go on voting for myself, I'm of no use. I've been at Covent +Garden this morning, making a stump speech, and if all that they say +there is true, I haven't much to be afraid of.' + +'And the dinner went off pretty well?' asked the manager. + +'Very well, indeed. They say the Emperor liked it better than anything +that has been done for him yet.' This was a brilliant flash of +imagination. 'For a friend to dine with me every day, you know, I +should prefer somebody who had a little more to say for himself. But +then, perhaps, you know, if you or I were in China we shouldn't have +much to say for ourselves;--eh?' The manager acceded to this +proposition. 'We had one awful disappointment. His lordship from over +the way didn't come.' + +'The Lord Mayor, you mean.' + +'The Lord Mayor didn't come! He was frightened at the last moment;-- +took it into his head that his authority in the City was somehow +compromised. But the wonder was that the dinner went on without him.' +Then Melmotte referred to the purport of his call there that day. He +would have to draw large cheques for his private wants. 'You don't +give a dinner to an Emperor of China for nothing, you know.' He had +been in the habit of overdrawing on his private account,--making +arrangements with the manager. But now, in the manager's presence, he +drew a regular cheque on his business account for a large sum, and +then, as a sort of afterthought, paid in the £250 which he had +received from Mr Broune on account of the money which Sir Felix had +taken from Marie. + +'There don't seem much the matter with him,' said the manager, when +Melmotte had left the room. + +'He brazens it out, don't he?' said the senior clerk. But the feeling +of the room after full discussion inclined to the opinion that the +rumours had been a political manoeuvre. Nevertheless, Mr Melmotte +would not now have been allowed to overdraw at the present moment. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIV - THE ELECTION + + +Mr Alf's central committee-room was in Great George Street, and there +the battle was kept alive all the day. It had been decided, as the +reader has been told, that no direct advantage should be taken of that +loud blast of accusation which had been heard throughout the town on +the previous afternoon. There had not been sufficient time for inquiry +as to the truth of that blast. If there were just ground for the +things that had been said, Mr Melmotte would no doubt soon be in gaol, +or would be--wanted. Many had thought that he would escape as soon as +the dinner was over, and had been disappointed when they heard that he +had been seen walking down towards his own committee-room on the +following morning. Others had been told that at the last moment his +name would be withdrawn,--and a question arose as to whether he had +the legal power to withdraw his name after a certain hour on the day +before the ballot. An effort was made to convince a portion of the +electors that he had withdrawn, or would have withdrawn, or should +have withdrawn. When Melmotte was at Covent Garden, a large throng of +men went to Whitehall Place with the view of ascertaining the truth. +He certainly had made no attempt at withdrawal. They who propagated +this report certainly damaged Mr Alf's cause. A second reaction set +in, and there grew a feeling that Mr Melmotte was being ill-used. +Those evil things had been said of him,--many at least so declared,-- +not from any true motive, but simply to secure Mr Alf's return. Tidings +of the speech in Covent Garden were spread about at the various polling +places, and did good service to the so-called Conservative cause. Mr +Alf's friends, hearing all this, instigated him also to make a speech. +Something should be said, if only that it might be reported in the +newspapers, to show that they had behaved with generosity, instead of +having injured their enemy by false attacks. Whatever Mr Alf might +say, he might at any rate be sure of a favourable reporter. + +About two o'clock in the day, Mr Alf did make a speech,--and a very good +speech it was, if correctly reported in the 'Evening Pulpit.' Mr Alf +was a clever man, ready at all points, with all his powers immediately +at command, and, no doubt, he did make a good speech. But in this +speech, in which we may presume that it would be his intention to +convince the electors that they ought to return him to Parliament, +because, of the two candidates, he was the fittest to represent their +views, he did not say a word as to his own political ideas, not, +indeed, a word that could be accepted as manifesting his own fitness +for the place which it was his ambition to fill. He contented himself +with endeavouring to show that the other man was not fit;--and that he +and his friends, though solicitous of proving to the electors that Mr +Melmotte was about the most unfit man in the world, had been guilty of +nothing shabby in their manner of doing so. 'Mr Melmotte,' he said, +'comes before you as a Conservative, and has told us, by the mouths of +his friends,--for he has not favoured us with many words of his own,-- +that he is supported by the whole Conservative party. That party is +not my party, but I respect it. Where, however, are these Conservative +supporters? We have heard, till we are sick of it, of the banquet +which Mr Melmotte gave yesterday. I am told that very few of those +whom he calls his Conservative friends could be induced to attend that +banquet. It is equally notorious that the leading merchants of the +City refused to grace the table of this great commercial prince. I say +that the leaders of the Conservative party have at last found their +candidate out, have repudiated him;--and are seeking now to free +themselves from the individual shame of having supported the +candidature of such a man by remaining in their own houses instead of +clustering round the polling booths. Go to Mr Melmotte's +committee-room and inquire if those leading Conservatives be there. +Look about, and see whether they are walking with him in the streets, +or standing with him in public places, or taking the air with him in +the parks. I respect the leaders of the Conservative party; but they +have made a mistake in this matter, and they know it.' Then he ended +by alluding to the rumours of yesterday. 'I scorn,' said he, 'to say +anything against the personal character of a political opponent, which +I am not in a position to prove. I make no allusion, and have made no +allusion, to reports which were circulated yesterday about him, and +which I believe were originated in the City. They may be false or they +may be true. As I know nothing of the matter, I prefer to regard them +as false, and I recommend you to do the same. But I declared to you +long before these reports were in men's mouths, that Mr Melmotte was +not entitled by his character to represent you in parliament, and I +repeat that assertion. A great British merchant, indeed! How long, do +you think, should a man be known in this city before that title be +accorded to him? Who knew aught of this man two years since,--unless, +indeed, it be some one who had burnt his wings in trafficking with him +in some continental city? Ask the character of this great British +merchant in Hamburg and Vienna; ask it in Paris;--ask those whose +business here has connected them with the assurance companies of +foreign countries, and you will be told whether this is a fit man to +represent Westminster in the British parliament!' There was much more +yet; but such was the tone of the speech which Mr Alf made with the +object of inducing the electors to vote for himself. + +At two or three o'clock in the day, nobody knew how the matter was +going. It was supposed that the working-classes were in favour of +Melmotte, partly from their love of a man who spends a great deal of +money, partly from the belief that he was being ill-used,--partly, no +doubt, from that occult sympathy which is felt for crime, when the +crime committed is injurious to the upper classes. Masses of men will +almost feel that a certain amount of injustice ought to be inflicted +on their betters, so as to make things even, and will persuade +themselves that a criminal should be declared to be innocent, because +the crime committed has had a tendency to oppress the rich and pull +down the mighty from their seats. Some few years since, the basest +calumnies that were ever published in this country, uttered by one of +the basest men that ever disgraced the country, levelled, for the most +part, at men of whose characters and services the country was proud, +were received with a certain amount of sympathy by men not themselves +dishonest, because they who were thus slandered had received so many +good things from Fortune, that a few evil things were thought to be +due to them. There had not as yet been time for the formation of such +a feeling generally, in respect of Mr Melmotte. But there was a +commencement of it. It had been asserted that Melmotte was a public +robber. Whom had he robbed? Not the poor. There was not a man in +London who caused the payment of a larger sum in weekly wages than Mr +Melmotte. + +About three o'clock, the editor of the 'Morning Breakfast-Table' +called on Lady Carbury. 'What is it all about?' she asked, as soon as +her friend was seated. There had been no time for him to explain +anything at Madame Melmotte's reception, and Lady Carbury had as yet +failed in learning any certain news of what was going on. + +'I don't know what to make of it,' said Mr Broune. 'There is a story +abroad that Mr Melmotte has forged some document with reference to a +purchase he made,--and hanging on to that story are other stories as +to moneys that he has raised. I should say that it was simply an +electioneering trick, and a very unfair trick, were it not that all +his own side seem to believe it.' + +'Do you believe it?' + +'Ah,--I could answer almost any question sooner than that.' + +'Then he can't be rich at all.' + +'Even that would not follow. He has such large concerns in hand that +he might be very much pressed for funds, and yet be possessed of +immense wealth. Everybody says that he pays all his bills.' + +'Will he be returned?' she asked. + +'From what we hear, we think not; I shall know more about it in an +hour or two. At present I should not like to have to publish an +opinion; but were I forced to bet, I would bet against him. Nobody is +doing anything for him. There can be no doubt that his own party are +ashamed of him. As things used to be, this would have been fatal to +him at the day of election; but now, with the ballot, it won't matter +so much. If I were a candidate, at present, I think I would go to bed +on the last day, and beg all my committee to do the same as soon as +they had put in their voting papers.' + +'I am glad Felix did not go to Liverpool,' said Lady Carbury. + +'It would not have made much difference. She would have been brought +back all the same. They say Lord Nidderdale still means to marry her.' + +'I saw him talking to her last night.' + +'There must be an immense amount of property somewhere. No one doubts +that he was rich when he came to England two years ago, and they say +everything has prospered that he has put his hand to since. The +Mexican Railway shares had fallen this morning, but they were at £15 +premium yesterday morning. He must have made an enormous deal out of +that.' But Mr Broune's eloquence on this occasion was chiefly +displayed in regard to the presumption of Mr Alf. 'I shouldn't think +him such a fool if he had announced his resignation of the editorship +when he came before the world as a candidate for parliament. But a man +must be mad who imagines that he can sit for Westminster and edit a +London daily paper at the same time.' + +'Has it never been done?' + +'Never, I think;--that is, by the editor of such a paper as the +"Pulpit." How is a man who sits in parliament himself ever to pretend +to discuss the doings of parliament with impartiality? But Alf +believes that he can do more than anybody else ever did, and he'll +come to the ground. Where's Felix now?' + +'Do not ask me,' said the poor mother. + +'Is he doing anything?' + +'He lies in bed all day, and is out all night.' + +'But that wants money.' She only shook her head. 'You do not give him +any?' + +'I have none to give.' + +'I should simply take the key of the house from him,--or bolt the door +if he will not give it up.' + +'And be in bed, and listen while he knocks,--knowing that he must +wander in the streets if I refuse to let him in? A mother cannot do +that, Mr Broune. A child has such a hold upon his mother. When her +reason has bade her to condemn him, her heart will not let her carry +out the sentence.' Mr Broune never now thought of kissing Lady +Carbury; but when she spoke thus, he got up and took her hand, and +she, as she pressed his hand, had no fear that she would be kissed. +The feeling between them was changed. + +Melmotte dined at home that evening with no company but that of his +wife and daughter. Latterly one of the Grendalls had almost always +joined their party when they did not dine out. Indeed, it was an +understood thing, that Miles Grendall should dine there always, unless +he explained his absence by some engagement,--so that his presence +there had come to be considered as a part of his duty. Not infrequently +'Alfred' and Miles would both come, as Melmotte's dinners and wines +were good, and occasionally the father would take the son's place,--but +on this day they were both absent. Madame Melmotte had not as yet said +a word to any one indicating her own apprehension of any evil. But not +a person had called to-day, the day after the great party,--and even +she, though she was naturally callous in such matters, had begun to +think that she was deserted. She had, too, become so used to the +presence of the Grendalls, that she now missed their company. She +thought that on this day, of all days, when the world was balloting +for her husband at Westminster, they would both have been with him to +discuss the work of the day. 'Is not Mr Grendall coming?' she asked, +as she took her seat at the table. + +'No, he is not,' said Melmotte. + +'Nor Lord Alfred?' + +'Nor Lord Alfred.' Melmotte had returned home much comforted by the +day's proceedings. No one had dared to say a harsh word to his face. +Nothing further had reached his ears. After leaving the bank he had +gone back to his office, and had written letters,--just as if nothing +had happened; and, as far as he could judge, his clerks had plucked up +courage. One of them, about five o'clock, came into him with news from +the west, and with second editions of the evening papers. The clerk +expressed his opinion that the election was going well. Mr Melmotte, +judging from the papers, one of which was supposed to be on his side +and the other of course against him, thought that his affairs +altogether were looking well. The Westminster election had not the +foremost place in his thoughts; but he took what was said on that +subject as indicating the minds of men upon the other matter. He read +Alf's speech, and consoled himself with thinking that Mr Alf had not +dared to make new accusations against him. All that about Hamburg and +Vienna and Paris was as old as the hills, and availed nothing. His +whole candidature had been carried in the face of that. 'I think we +shall do pretty well,' he said to the clerk. His very presence in +Abchurch Lane of course gave confidence. And thus, when he came home, +something of the old arrogance had come back upon him, and he could +swagger at any rate before his wife and servants. 'Nor Lord Alfred,' +he said with scorn. Then he added more. 'The father and son are two +d---- curs.' This of course frightened Madame Melmotte, and she joined +this desertion of the Grendalls to her own solitude all the day. + +'Is there anything wrong, Melmotte?' she said afterwards, creeping up +to him in the back parlour, and speaking in French. + +'What do you call wrong?' + +'I don't know;--but I seem to be afraid of something.' + +'I should have thought you were used to that kind of feeling by this +time.' + +'Then there is something.' + +'Don't be a fool. There is always something. There is always much. You +don't suppose that this kind of thing can be carried on as smoothly as +the life of an old maid with £400 a year paid quarterly in advance.' + +'Shall we have to move again?' she asked. + +'How am I to tell? You haven't much to do when we move, and may get +plenty to eat and drink wherever you go. Does that girl mean to marry +Lord Nidderdale?' Madame Melmotte shook her head. 'What a poor +creature you must be when you can't talk her out of a fancy for such a +reprobate as young Carbury. If she throws me over, I'll throw her +over. I'll flog her within an inch of her life if she disobeys me. You +tell her that I say so.' + +'Then he may flog me,' said Marie, when so much of the conversation +was repeated to her that evening. 'Papa does not know me if he thinks +that I'm to be made to marry a man by flogging.' No such attempt was +at any rate made that night, for the father and husband did not again +see his wife or daughter. + +Early the next day a report was current that Mr Alf had been returned. +The numbers had not as yet been counted, or the books made up;--but +that was the opinion expressed. All the morning newspapers, including +the 'Breakfast-Table,' repeated this report,--but each gave it as the +general opinion on the matter. The truth would not be known till seven +or eight o'clock in the evening. The Conservative papers did not +scruple to say that the presumed election of Mr Alf was owing to a +sudden declension in the confidence originally felt in Mr Melmotte. +The 'Breakfast-Table,' which had supported Mr Melmotte's candidature, +gave no reason, and expressed more doubt on the result than the other +papers. 'We know not how such an opinion forms itself,' the writer +said,--'but it seems to have been formed. As nothing as yet is really +known, or can be known, we express no opinion of our own upon the +matter.' + +Mr Melmotte again went into the City, and found that things seemed to +have returned very much into their usual grooves. The Mexican Railway +shares were low, and Mr Cohenlupe was depressed in spirits and +unhappy;--but nothing dreadful had occurred or seemed to be threatened. +If nothing dreadful did occur, the railway shares would probably +recover, or nearly recover, their position. In the course of the day, +Melmotte received a letter from Messrs Slow and Bideawhile, which, of +itself, certainly contained no comfort;--but there was comfort to be +drawn even from that letter, by reason of what it did not contain. The +letter was unfriendly in its tone and peremptory. It had come evidently +from a hostile party. It had none of the feeling which had hitherto +prevailed in the intercourse between these two well-known Conservative +gentlemen, Mr Adolphus Longestaffe and Mr Augustus Melmotte. But there +was no allusion in it to forgery; no question of criminal proceedings; +no hint at aught beyond the not unnatural desire of Mr Longestaffe and +Mr Longestaffe's son to be paid for the property at Pickering which Mr +Melmotte had purchased. + +'We have to remind you,' said the letter, in continuation of +paragraphs which had contained simply demands for the money, 'that the +title-deeds were delivered to you on receipt by us of authority to +that effect from the Messrs Longestaffe, father and son, on the +understanding that the purchase-money was to be paid to us by you. We +are informed that the property has been since mortgaged by you. We do +not state this as a fact. But the information, whether true or untrue, +forces upon us the necessity of demanding that you should at once pay +to us the purchase-money,--£80,000,--or else return to us the +title-deeds of the estate.' + +This letter, which was signed Slow and Bideawhile, declared positively +that the title-deeds had been given up on authority received by them +from both the Longestaffes,--father and son. Now the accusation brought +against Melmotte, as far as he could as yet understand it, was that he +had forged the signature to the young Mr Longestaffe's letter. Messrs +Slow and Bideawhile were therefore on his side. As to the simple debt, +he cared little comparatively about that. Many fine men were walking +about London who owed large sums of money which they could not pay. + +As he was sitting at his solitary dinner this evening,--for both his +wife and daughter had declined to join him, saying that they had dined +early,--news was brought to him that he had been elected for +Westminster. He had beaten Mr Alf by something not much less than a +thousand votes. + +It was very much to be member for Westminster. So much had at any rate +been achieved by him who had begun the world without a shilling and +without a friend,--almost without education! Much as he loved money, +and much as he loved the spending of money, and much as he had made and +much as he had spent, no triumph of his life had been so great to him +as this. Brought into the world in a gutter, without father or mother, +with no good thing ever done for him, he was now a member of the +British Parliament, and member for one of the first cities in the +empire. Ignorant as he was he understood the magnitude of the +achievement, and dismayed as he was as to his present position, still +at this moment he enjoyed keenly a certain amount of elation. Of +course he had committed forgery,--of course he had committed robbery. +That, indeed, was nothing, for he had been cheating and forging and +stealing all his life. Of course he was in danger of almost immediate +detection and punishment. He hardly hoped that the evil day would be +very much longer protracted, and yet he enjoyed his triumph. Whatever +they might do, quick as they might be, they could hardly prevent his +taking his seat in the House of Commons. Then if they sent him to +penal servitude for life, they would have to say that they had so +treated the member for Westminster! + +He drank a bottle of claret, and then got some brandy-and-water. In +such troubles as were coming upon him now, he would hardly get +sufficient support from wine. He knew that he had better not drink;-- +that is, he had better not drink, supposing the world to be free to +him for his own work and his own enjoyment. But if the world were no +longer free to him, if he were really coming to penal servitude and +annihilation,--then why should he not drink while the time lasted? An +hour of triumphant joy might be an eternity to a man, if the man's +imagination were strong enough so make him so regard his hour. He +therefore took his brandy-and-water freely, and as he took it he was +able to throw his fears behind him, and to assure himself that, after +all, he might even yet escape from his bondages. No;--he would drink +no more. This he said to himself as he filled another beaker. He would +work instead. He would put his shoulder to the wheel, and would yet +conquer his enemies. It would not be so easy to convict a member for +Westminster,--especially if money were spent freely. Was he not the man +who, at his own cost, had entertained the Emperor of China? Would not +that be remembered in his favour? Would not men be unwilling to punish +the man who had received at his own table all the Princes of the land, +and the Prime Minister, and all the Ministers? To convict him would be +a national disgrace. He fully realized all this as he lifted the glass +to his mouth, and puffed out the smoke in large volumes through his +lips. But money must be spent! Yes;--money must be had! Cohenlupe +certainly had money. Though he squeezed it out of the coward's veins +he would have it. At any rate, he would not despair. There was a fight +to be fought yet, and he would fight it to the end. Then he took a +deep drink, and slowly, with careful and almost solemn steps, be made +his way up to his bed. + + + + +CHAPTER LXV - MISS LONGESTAFFE WRITES HOME + + +Lady Monogram, when she left Madame Melmotte's house after that +entertainment of Imperial Majesty which had been to her of so very +little avail, was not in a good humour. Sir Damask, who had himself +affected to laugh at the whole thing, but who had been in truth as +anxious as his wife to see the Emperor in private society, put her +ladyship and Miss Longestaffe into the carriage without a word, and +rushed off to his club in disgust. The affair from beginning to end, +including the final failure, had been his wife's doing. He had been +made to work like a slave, and had been taken against his will to +Melmotte's house, and had seen no Emperor and shaken hands with no +Prince! 'They may fight it out between them now like the Kilkenny +cats.' That was his idea as he closed the carriage-door on the two +ladies,--thinking that if a larger remnant were left of one cat than +of the other that larger remnant would belong to his wife. + +'What a horrid affair!' said Lady Monogram. 'Did anybody ever see +anything so vulgar?' This was at any rate unreasonable, for whatever +vulgarity there may have been, Lady Monogram had seen none of it. + +'I don't know why you were so late,' said Georgiana. + +'Late! Why it's not yet twelve. I don't suppose it was eleven when we +got into the Square. Anywhere else it would have been early.' + +'You knew they did not mean to stay long. It was particularly said so. +I really think it was your own fault.' + +'My own fault. Yes;--I don't doubt that. I know it was my own fault, +my dear, to have had anything to do with it. And now I have got to +pay for it.' + +'What do you mean by paying for it, Julia?' + +'You know what I mean very well. Is your friend going to do us the +honour of coming to us to-morrow night?' She could not have declared in +plainer language how very high she thought the price to be which she +had consented to give for those ineffective tickets. + +'If you mean Mr Brehgert, he is coming. You desired me to ask him, and +I did so.' + +'Desired you! The truth is, Georgiana, when people get into different +sets, they'd better stay where they are. It's no good trying to mix +things.' Lady Monogram was so angry that she could not control her +tongue. + +Miss Longestaffe was ready to tear herself with indignation. That she +should have been brought to hear insolence such as this from Julia +Triplex,--she, the daughter of Adolphus Longestaffe of Caversham and +Lady Pomona; she, who was considered to have lived in quite the first +London circle! But she could hardly get hold of fit words for a reply. +She was almost in tears, and was yet anxious to fight rather than +weep. But she was in her friend's carriage, and was being taken to her +friend's house, was to be entertained by her friend all the next day, +and was to see her lover among her friend's guests. 'I wonder what has +made you so ill-natured,' she said at last. 'You didn't use to be like +that.' + +'It's no good abusing me,' said Lady Monogram. 'Here we are, and I +suppose we had better get out,--unless you want the carriage to take +you anywhere else.' Then Lady Monogram got out and marched into the +house, and taking a candle went direct to her own room. Miss Longestaffe +followed slowly to her own chamber, and having half undressed herself, +dismissed her maid and prepared to write to her mother. + +The letter to her mother must be written. Mr Brehgert had twice +proposed that he should, in the usual way, go to Mr Longestaffe, who +had been backwards and forwards in London, and was there at the +present moment. Of course it was proper that Mr Brehgert should see +her father,--but, as she had told him, she preferred that he should +postpone his visit for a day or two. She was now agonized by many +doubts. Those few words about 'various sets' and the 'mixing of +things' had stabbed her to the very heart,--as had been intended. Mr +Brehgert was rich. That was a certainty. But she already repented of +what she had done. If it were necessary that she should really go down +into another and a much lower world, a world composed altogether of +Brehgerts, Melmottes, and Cohenlupes, would it avail her much to be +the mistress of a gorgeous house? She had known, and understood, and +had revelled in the exclusiveness of county position. Caversham had +been dull, and there had always been there a dearth of young men of +the proper sort; but it had been a place to talk of, and to feel +satisfied with as a home to be acknowledged before the world. Her +mother was dull, and her father pompous and often cross; but they were +in the right set,--miles removed from the Brehgerts and Melmottes,-- +until her father himself had suggested to her that she should go to the +house in Grosvenor Square. She would write one letter to-night; but +there was a question in her mind whether the letter should be written +to her mother telling her the horrid truth,--or to Mr Brehgert begging +that the match should be broken off. I think she would have decided on +the latter had it not been that so many people had already heard of +the match. The Monograms knew it, and had of course talked far and +wide. The Melmottes knew it, and she was aware that Lord Nidderdale +had heard it. It was already so far known that it was sure to be +public before the end of the season. Each morning lately she had +feared that a letter from home would call upon her to explain the +meaning of some frightful rumours reaching Caversham, or that her +father would come to her and with horror on his face demand to know +whether it was indeed true that she had given her sanction to so +abominable a report. + +And there were other troubles. She had just spoken to Madame Melmotte +this evening, having met her late hostess as she entered the +drawing-room, and had felt from the manner of her reception that she +was not wanted back again. She had told her father that she was going +to transfer herself to the Monograms for a time, not mentioning the +proposed duration of her visit, and Mr Longestaffe, in his ambiguous +way, had expressed himself glad that she was leaving the Melmottes. +She did not think that she could go back to Grosvenor Square, although +Mr Brehgert desired it. Since the expression of Mr Brehgert's wishes +she had perceived that ill-will had grown up between her father and Mr +Melmotte. She must return to Caversham. They could not refuse to take +her in, though she had betrothed herself to a Jew! + +If she decided that the story should be told to her mother it would be +easier to tell it by letter than by spoken words, face to face. But +then if she wrote the letter there would be no retreat;--and how should +she face her family after such a declaration? She had always given +herself credit for courage, and now she wondered at her own cowardice. +Even Lady Monogram, her old friend Julia Triplex, had trampled upon +her. Was it not the business of her life, in these days, to do the +best she could for herself, and would she allow paltry considerations +as to the feelings of others to stand in her way and become bugbears +to affright her? Who sent her to Melmotte's house? Was it not her own +father? Then she sat herself square at the table, and wrote to her +mother,--as follows,--dating her letter for the following morning:-- + + + Hill Street, 9th July, 187-. + + MY DEAR MAMMA, + + I am afraid you will be very much astonished by this letter, and + perhaps disappointed. I have engaged myself to Mr Brehgert, a + member of a very wealthy firm in the City, called Todd, + Brehgert, and Goldsheiner. I may as well tell you the worst at + once. Mr Brehgert is a Jew. [This last word she wrote very + rapidly, but largely, determined that there should be no lack of + courage apparent in the letter.] He is a very wealthy man, and + his business is about banking and what he calls finance. I + understand they are among the most leading people in the City. + He lives at present at a very handsome house at Fulham. I don't + know that I ever saw a place more beautifully fitted up. I have + said nothing to papa, nor has he; but he says he will be willing + to satisfy papa perfectly as to settlements. He has offered to + have a house in London if I like,--and also to keep the villa at + Fulham or else to have a place somewhere in the country. Or I + may have the villa at Fulham and a house in the country. No man + can be more generous than he is. He has been married before, and + has a family, and now I think I have told you all. + + I suppose you and papa will be very much dissatisfied. I hope + papa won't refuse his consent. It can do no good. I am not going + to remain as I am now all my life, and there is no use waiting + any longer. It was papa who made me go to the Melmottes, who are + not nearly so well placed as Mr Brehgert. Everybody knows that + Madame Melmotte is a Jewess, and nobody knows what Mr Melmotte + is. It is no good going on with the old thing when everything + seems to be upset and at sixes and sevens. If papa has got to be + so poor that he is obliged to let the house in town, one must of + course expect to be different from what we were. + + I hope you won't mind having me back the day after to-morrow,-- + that is to-morrow, Wednesday. There is a party here to-night, + and Mr Brehgert is coming. But I can't stay longer with Julia, + who doesn't make herself nice, and I do not at all want to go + back to the Melmottes. I fancy that there is something wrong + between papa and Mr Melmotte. + + Send the carriage to meet me by the 2.30 train from London,--and + pray, mamma, don't scold when you see me, or have hysterics, or + anything of that sort. Of course it isn't all nice, but things + have got so that they never will be nice again. I shall tell Mr + Brehgert to go to papa on Wednesday. + + Your affectionate daughter, + + G. + + +When the morning came she desired the servant to take the letter away +and have it posted, so that the temptation to stop it might no longer +be in her way. + +About one o'clock on that day Mr Longestaffe called at Lady +Monogram's. The two ladies had breakfasted upstairs, and had only just +met in the drawing-room when he came in. Georgiana trembled at first, +but soon perceived that her father had as yet heard nothing of Mr +Brehgert. She immediately told him that she proposed returning home on +the following day. 'I am sick of the Melmottes,' she said. + +'And so am I,' said Mr Longestaffe, with a serious countenance. + +'We should have been delighted to have had Georgiana to stay with us a +little longer,' said Lady Monogram; 'but we have but the one spare +bedroom, and another friend is coming.' Georgiana, who knew both these +statements to be false, declared that she wouldn't think of such a +thing. 'We have a few friends corning to-night, Mr Longestaffe, and I +hope you'll come in and see Georgiana.' Mr Longestaffe hummed and +hawed and muttered something, as old gentlemen always do when they are +asked to go out to parties after dinner. 'Mr Brehgert will be here,' +continued Lady Monogram with a peculiar smile. + +'Mr who?' The name was not at first familiar to Mr Longestaffe. + +'Mr Brehgert.' Lady Monogram looked at her friend. 'I hope I'm not +revealing any secret.' + +'I don't understand anything about it,' said Mr Longestaffe. +'Georgiana, who is Mr Brehgert?' He had understood very much. He had +been quite certain from Lady Monogram's manner and words, and also +from his daughter's face, that Mr Brehgert was mentioned as an +accepted lover. Lady Monogram had meant that it should be so, and any +father would have understood her tone. As she said afterwards to Sir +Damask, she was not going to have that Jew there at her house as +Georgiana Longestaffe's accepted lover without Mr Longestaffe's +knowledge. + +'My dear Georgiana,' she said, 'I supposed your father knew all about +it.' + +'I know nothing. Georgiana, I hate a mystery. I insist upon knowing. +Who is Mr Brehgert, Lady Monogram?' + +'Mr Brehgert is a--very wealthy gentleman. That is all I know of him. +Perhaps, Georgiana, you will be glad to be alone with your father.' +And Lady Monogram left the room. + +Was there ever cruelty equal to this! But now the poor girl was forced +to speak,--though she could not speak as boldly as she had written. +'Papa, I wrote to mamma this morning, and Mr Brehgert was to come to +you to-morrow.' + +'Do you mean that you are engaged to marry him?' + +'Yes, papa.' + +'What Mr Brehgert is he?' + +'He is a merchant.' + +'You can't mean the fat Jew whom I've met with Mr Melmotte;--a man old +enough to be your father!' The poor girl's condition now was certainly +lamentable. The fat Jew, old enough to be her father, was the very man +she did mean. She thought that she would try to brazen it out with her +father. But at the present moment she had been so cowed by the manner +in which the subject had been introduced that she did not know how to +begin to be bold. She only looked at him as though imploring him to +spare her. 'Is the man a Jew?' demanded Mr Longestaffe, with as much +thunder as he knew how to throw into his voice. + +'Yes, papa,' she said. + +'He is that fat man?' + +'Yes, papa.' + +'And nearly as old as I am?' + +'No, papa,--not nearly as old as you are. He is fifty.' + +'And a Jew?' He again asked the horrid question, and again threw in +the thunder. On this occasion she condescended to make no further +reply. 'If you do, you shall do it as an alien from my house. I +certainly will never see him. Tell him not to come to me, for I +certainly will not speak to him. You are degraded and disgraced; but +you shall not degrade and disgrace me and your mother and sister.' + +'It was you, papa, who told me to go to the Melmottes.' + +'That is not true. I wanted you to stay at Caversham. A Jew! an old +fat Jew! Heavens and earth! that it should be possible that you should +think of it! You;--my daughter,--that used to take such pride in +yourself! Have you written to your mother?' + +'I have.' + +'It will kill her. It will simply kill her. And you are going home +to-morrow?' + +'I wrote to say so.' + +'And there you must remain. I suppose I had better see the man and +explain to him that it is utterly impossible. Heavens on earth;--a +Jew! An old fat Jew! My daughter! I will take you down home myself +to-morrow. What have I done that I should be punished by my children in +this way?' The poor man had had rather a stormy interview with Dolly +that morning. 'You had better leave this house to-day, and come to my +hotel in Jermyn Street.' + +'Oh, papa, I can't do that.' + +'Why can't you do it? You can do it, and you shall do it. I will not +have you see him again. I will see him. If you do not promise me to +come, I will send for Lady Monogram and tell her that I will not +permit you to meet Mr Brehgert at her house. I do wonder at her. A +Jew! An old fat Jew!' Mr Longestaffe, putting up both his hands, +walked about the room in despair. + +She did consent, knowing that her father and Lady Monogram between +them would be too strong for her. She had her things packed up, and in +the course of the afternoon allowed herself to be carried away. She +said one word to Lady Monogram before she went. 'Tell him that I was +called away suddenly.' + +'I will, my dear. I thought your papa would not like it.' The poor +girl had not spirit sufficient to upbraid her friend; nor did it suit +her now to acerbate an enemy. For the moment, at least, she must yield +to everybody and everything. She spent a lonely evening with her +father in a dull sitting-room in the hotel, hardly speaking or spoken +to, and the following day she was taken down to Caversham. She +believed that her father had seen Mr Brehgert in the morning of that +day;--but he said no word to her, nor did she ask him any question. + +That was on the day after Lady Monogram's party. Early in the evening, +just as the gentlemen were coming up from the dining-room, Mr +Brehgert, apparelled with much elegance, made his appearance. Lady +Monogram received him with a sweet smile. 'Miss Longestaffe,' she +said, 'has left me and gone to her father.' + +'Oh, indeed.' + +'Yes,' said Lady Monogram, bowing her head, and then attending to +other persons as they arrived. Nor did she condescend to speak another +word to Mr Brehgert, or to introduce him even to her husband. He stood +for about ten minutes inside the drawing-room, leaning against the +wall, and then he departed. No one had spoken a word to him. But he +was an even-tempered, good-humoured man. When Miss Longestaffe was his +wife things would no doubt be different;--or else she would probably +change her acquaintance. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVI - 'SO SHALL BE MY ENMITY' + + +'You shall be troubled no more with Winifred Hurtle.' So Mrs Hurtle had +said, speaking in perfect good faith to the man whom she had come to +England with the view of marrying. And then when he had said good-bye +to her, putting out his hand to take hers for the last time, she +declined that. 'Nay,' she had said; 'this parting will bear no +farewell.' + +Having left her after that fashion Paul Montague could not return home +with very high spirits. Had she insisted on his taking that letter +with the threat of the horsewhip as the letter which she intended to +write to him,--that letter which she had shown him, owning it to be +the ebullition of her uncontrolled passion, and had then destroyed,-- +he might at any rate have consoled himself with thinking that, however +badly he might have behaved, her conduct had been worse than his. He +could have made himself warm and comfortable with anger, and could +have assured himself that under any circumstances he must be right to +escape from the clutches of a wildcat such as that. But at the last +moment she had shown that she was no wild cat to him. She had melted, +and become soft and womanly. In her softness she had been exquisitely +beautiful; and as he returned home he was sad and dissatisfied with +himself. He had destroyed her life for her,--or, at least, had created +a miserable episode in it which could hardly be obliterated. She had +said that she was all alone, and had given up everything to follow +him,--and he had believed her. Was he to do nothing for her now? She +had allowed him to go, and after her fashion had pardoned him the wrong +he had done her. But was that to be sufficient for him,--so that he +might now feel inwardly satisfied at leaving her, and make no further +inquiry as to her fate? Could he pass on and let her be as the wine +that has been drunk,--as the hour that has been enjoyed as the day +that is past? + +But what could he do? He had made good his own escape. He had resolved +that, let her be woman or wild cat, he would not marry her, and in +that he knew he had been right. Her antecedents, as now declared by +herself, unfitted her for such a marriage. Were he to return to her he +would be again thrusting his hand into the fire. But his own selfish +coldness was hateful to him when he thought that there was nothing to +be done but to leave her desolate and lonely in Mrs Pipkin's lodgings. + +During the next three or four days, while the preparations for the +dinner and the election were going on, he was busy in respect to the +American railway. He again went down to Liverpool, and at Mr +Ramsbottom's advice prepared a letter to the board of directors, in +which he resigned his seat, and gave his reasons for resigning it; +adding that he should reserve to himself the liberty of publishing his +letter, should at any time the circumstances of the railway company +seem to him to make such a course desirable. He also wrote a letter to +Mr Fisker, begging that gentleman to come to England, and expressing +his own wish to retire altogether from the firm of Fisker, Montague, +and Montague upon receiving the balance of money due to him,--a payment +which must, he said, be a matter of small moment to his two partners, +if, as he had been informed, they had enriched themselves by the +success of the railway company in San Francisco. When he wrote these +letters at Liverpool the great rumour about Melmotte had not yet +sprung up. He returned to London on the day of the festival, and first +heard of the report at the Beargarden. There he found that the old set +had for the moment broken itself up. Sir Felix Carbury had not been +heard of for the last four or five days,--and then the whole story of +Miss Melmotte's journey, of which he had read something in the +newspapers, was told to him. 'We think that Carbury has drowned +himself' said Lord Grasslough, 'and I haven't heard of anybody being +heartbroken about it.' Lord Nidderdale had hardly been seen at the +club. 'He's taken up the running with the girl,' said Lord Grasslough. +'What he'll do now, nobody knows. If I was at it, I'd have the money +down in hard cash before I went into the church. He was there at the +party yesterday, talking to the girl all the night;--a sort of thing +he never did before. Nidderdale is the best fellow going, but he was +always an ass.' Nor had Miles Grendall been seen in the club for three +days. 'We've got into a way of play the poor fellow doesn't like,' +said Lord Grasslough; 'and then Melmotte won't let him out of his +sight. He has taken to dine there every day.' This was said during the +election,--on the very day on which Miles deserted his patron; and on +that evening he did dine at the club. Paul Montague also dined there, +and would fain have heard something from Grendall as to Melmotte's +condition; but the secretary, if not faithful in all things, was +faithful at any rate in his silence. Though Grasslough talked openly +enough about Melmotte in the smoking-room Miles Grendall said never a +word. + +On the next day, early in the afternoon, almost without a fixed +purpose, Montague strolled up to Welbeck Street, and found Hetta +alone. 'Mamma has gone to her publisher's,' she said. 'She is writing +so much now that she is always going there. Who has been elected, Mr +Montague?' Paul knew nothing about the election, and cared very +little. At that time, however, the election had not been decided. 'I +suppose it will make no difference to you whether your chairman be in +Parliament or not?' Paul said that Melmotte was no longer a chairman +of his. 'Are you out of it altogether, Mr Montague?' Yes;--as far as +it lay within his power to be out of it, he was out of it. He did not +like Mr Melmotte, nor believe in him. Then with considerable warmth he +repudiated all connection with the Melmotte party, expressing deep +regret that circumstances had driven him for a time into that +alliance. 'Then you think that Mr Melmotte is--?' + +'Just a scoundrel;--that's all.' + +'You heard about Felix?' + +'Of course I heard that he was to marry the girl, and that he tried to +run off with her. I don't know much about it. They say that Lord +Nidderdale is to marry her now.' + +'I think not, Mr Montague.' + +'I hope not, for his sake. At any rate, your brother is well out of +it.' + +'Do you know that she loves Felix? There is no pretence about that. I +do think she is good. The other night at the party she spoke to me.' + +'You went to the party, then?' + +'Yes;--I could not refuse to go when mamma chose to take me. And when +I was there she spoke to me about Felix. I don't think she will marry +Lord Nidderdale. Poor girl;--I do pity her. Think what a downfall it +will be if anything happens.' + +But Paul Montague had certainly not come there with the intention of +discussing Melmotte's affairs, nor could he afford to lose the +opportunity which chance had given him. He was off with one love, and +now he thought that he might be on with the other. 'Hetta,' he said, +'I am thinking more of myself than of her,--or even of Felix.' + +'I suppose we all do think more of ourselves than of other people,' +said Hetta, who knew from his voice at once what it was in his mind to +do. + +'Yes;--but I am not thinking of myself only. I am thinking of myself, +and you. In all my thoughts of myself I am thinking of you too.' + +'I do not know why you should do that.' + +'Hetta, you must know that I love you.' + +'Do you?' she said. Of course she knew it. And of course she thought +that he was equally sure of her love. Had he chosen to read signs that +ought to have been plain enough to him, could he have doubted her love +after the few words that had been spoken on that night when Lady +Carbury had come in with Roger and interrupted them? She could not +remember exactly what had been said; but she did remember that he had +spoken of leaving England for ever in a certain event, and that she +had not rebuked him;--and she remembered also how she had confessed her +own love to her mother. He, of course, had known nothing of that +confession; but he must have known that he had her heart! + +So at least she thought. She had been working some morsel of lace, as +ladies do when ladies wish to be not quite doing nothing. She had +endeavoured to ply her needle, very idly, while he was speaking to +her, but now she allowed her hands to fall into her lap. She would +have continued to work at the lace had she been able, but there are +times when the eyes will not see clearly, and when the hands will +hardly act mechanically. + +'Yes,--I do. Hetta, say a word to me. Can it be so? Look at me for one +moment so as to let me know.' Her eyes had turned downwards after her +work. 'If Roger is dearer to you than I am, I will go at once.' + +'Roger is very dear to me.' + +'Do you love him as I would have you love me?' + +She paused for a time, knowing that his eyes were fixed upon her, and +then she answered the question in a low voice, but very clearly. 'No,' +she said,--'not like that.' + +'Can you love me like that?' He put out both his arms as though to +take her to his breast should the answer be such as he longed to hear. +She raised her hand towards him, as if to keep him back, and left it +with him when he seized it. 'Is it mine?' he said. + +'If you want it.' + +Then he was at her feet in a moment, kissing her hand, and her dress, +looking up into her face with his eyes full of tears, ecstatic with +joy as though he had really never ventured to hope for such success. +'Want it!' he said. 'Hetta, I have never wanted anything but that with +real desire. Oh, Hetta, my own. Since I first saw you this has been my +only dream of happiness. And now it is my own.' + +She was very quiet, but full of joy. Now that she had told him the +truth she did not coy her love. Having once spoken the word she did +not care how often she repeated it. She did not think that she could +ever have loved anybody but him even,--if he had not been fond of her. +As to Roger,--dear Roger, dearest Roger,--no; it was not the same +thing. 'He is as good as gold,' she said,--'ever so much better than +you are, Paul,' stroking his hair with her hand and looking into his +eyes. + +'Better than anybody I have ever known,' said Montague with all his +energy. + +'I think he is;--but, ah, that is not everything. I suppose we ought +to love the best people best; but I don't, Paul.' + +'I do,' said he. + +'No,--you don't. You must love me best, but I won't be called good. I +do not know why it has been so. Do you know, Paul, I have sometimes +thought I would do as he would have me, out of sheer gratitude. I did +not know how to refuse such a trifling thing to one who ought to have +everything that he wants.' + +'Where should I have been?' + +'Oh, you! Somebody else would have made you happy. But do you know, +Paul, I think he will never love any one else. I ought not to say so, +because it seems to be making so much of myself. But I feel it. He is +not so young a man, and yet I think that he never was in love before. +He almost told me so once, and what he says is true. There is an +unchanging way with him that is awful to think of. He said that he +never could be happy unless I would do as he would have me,--and he made +me almost believe even that. He speaks as though every word he says +must come true in the end. Oh, Paul, I love you so dearly,--but I almost +think that I ought to have obeyed him.' Paul Montague of course had +very much to say in answer to this. Among the holy things which did +exist to gild this every-day unholy world, love was the holiest. It +should be soiled by no falsehood, should know nothing of compromises, +should admit no excuses, should make itself subject to no external +circumstances. If Fortune had been so kind to him as to give him her +heart, poor as his claim might be, she could have no right to refuse +him the assurance of her love. And though his rival were an angel, he +could have no shadow of a claim upon her,--seeing that he had failed to +win her heart. It was very well said,--at least so Hetta thought,--and +she made no attempt at argument against him. But what was to be done in +reference to poor Roger? She had spoken the word now, and, whether for +good or bad, she had given herself to Paul Montague. Even though Roger +should have to walk disconsolate to the grave, it could not now be +helped. But would it not be right that it should be told? 'Do you know +I almost feel that he is like a father to me,' said Hetta, leaning on +her lover's shoulder. + +Paul thought it over for a few minutes, and then said that he would +himself write to Roger. 'Hetta, do you know, I doubt whether he will +ever speak to me again.' + +'I cannot believe that.' + +'There is a sternness about him which it is very hard to understand. +He has taught himself to think that as I met you in his house, and as +he then wished you to be his wife, I should not have ventured to love +you. How could I have known?' + +'That would be unreasonable.' + +'He is unreasonable--about that. It is not reason with him. He always +goes by his feelings. Had you been engaged to him--' + +'Oh, then, you never could have spoken to me like this.' + +'But he will never look at it in that way;--and he will tell me that +I have been untrue to him and ungrateful.' + +'If you think, Paul--' + +'Nay; listen to me. If it be so I must bear it. It will be a great +sorrow, but it will be as nothing to that other sorrow, had that come +upon me. I will write to him, and his answer will be all scorn and +wrath. Then you must write to him afterwards. I think he will forgive +you, but he will never forgive me.' Then they parted, she having +promised that she would tell her mother directly Lady Carbury came +home, and Paul undertaking to write to Roger that evening. + +And he did, with infinite difficulty, and much trembling of the +spirit. Here is his letter:-- + + + MY DEAR ROGER,-- + + I think it right to tell you at once what has occurred to-day. I + have proposed to Miss Carbury and she has accepted me. You have + long known what my feelings were, and I have also known yours. I + have known, too, that Miss Carbury has more than once declined + to take your offer. Under these circumstances I cannot think + that I have been untrue to friendship in what I have done, or + that I have proved myself ungrateful for the affectionate + kindness which you have always shown me. I am authorised by + Hetta to say that, had I never spoken to her, it must have been + the same to you. [This was hardly a fair representation of what + had been said, but the writer, looking back upon his interview + with the lady, thought that it had been implied.] + + I should not say so much by way of excusing myself, but that you + once said, that should such a thing occur there must be a + division between us ever after. If I thought that you would + adhere to that threat, I should be very unhappy and Hetta would + be miserable. Surely, if a man loves he is bound to tell his + love, and to take the chance. You would hardly have thought it + manly in me if I had abstained. Dear friend, take a day or two + before you answer this, and do not banish us from your heart if + you can help it. + + Your affectionate friend, + + PAUL MONTAGUE. + + +Roger Carbury did not take a single day,--or a single hour to answer +the letter. He received it at breakfast, and after rushing out on the +terrace and walking there for a few minutes, he hurried to his desk +and wrote his reply. As he did so, his whole face was red with wrath, +and his eyes were glowing with indignation. + + + There is an old French saying that he who makes excuses is his + own accuser. You would not have written as you have done, had + you not felt yourself to be false and ungrateful. You knew where + my heart was, and there you went and undermined my treasure, and + stole it away. You have destroyed my life, and I will never + forgive you. + + You tell me not to banish you both from my heart. How dare you + join yourself with her in speaking of my feelings! She will + never be banished from my heart. She will be there morning, + noon, and night, and as is and will be my love to her, so shall + be my enmity to you. + + ROGER CARBURY. + + +It was hardly a letter for a Christian to write; and, yet, in those +parts Roger Carbury had the reputation of being a good Christian. + +Henrietta told her mother that morning, immediately on her return. +'Mamma, Mr Paul Montague has been here.' + +'He always comes here when I am away,' said Lady Carbury. + +'That has been an accident. He could not have known that you were +going to Messrs. Leadham and Loiter's.' + +'I'm not so sure of that, Hetta.' + +'Then, mamma, you must have told him yourself, and I don't think you +knew till just before you were going. But, mamma, what does it matter? +He has been here, and I have told him--' + +'You have not accepted him?' + +'Yes, mamma.' + +'Without even asking me?' + +'Mamma, you knew. I will not marry him without asking you. How was I +not to tell him when he asked me whether I--loved him--' + +'Marry him! How is it possible you should marry him? Whatever he had +got was in that affair of Melmotte's, and that has gone to the dogs. +He is a ruined man, and for aught I know may be compromised in all +Melmotte's wickedness.' + +'Oh, mamma, do not say that!' + +'But I do say it. It is hard upon me. I did think that you would try +to comfort me after all this trouble with Felix. But you are as bad as +he is;--or worse, for you have not been thrown into temptation like +that poor boy! And you will break your cousin's heart. Poor Roger! I +feel for him;--he that has been so true to us! But you think nothing +of that.' + +'I think very much of my cousin Roger.' + +'And how do you show it;--or your love for me? There would have been a +home for us all. Now we must starve, I suppose. Hetta, you have been +worse to me even than Felix.' Then Lady Carbury, in her passion, burst +out of the room, and took herself to her own chamber. + + + + +CHAPTER LXVII - SIR FELIX PROTECTS HIS SISTER + + +Up to this period of his life Sir Felix Carbury had probably felt but +little of the punishment due to his very numerous shortcomings. He had +spent all his fortune; he had lost his commission in the army; he had +incurred the contempt of everybody that had known him; he had +forfeited the friendship of those who were his natural friends, and +had attached to him none others in their place; he had pretty nearly +ruined his mother and sister; but, to use his own language, he had +always contrived 'to carry on the game.' He had eaten and drunk, had +gambled, hunted, and diverted himself generally after the fashion +considered to be appropriate to young men about town. He had kept up +till now. But now there seemed to him to have come an end to all +things. When he was lying in bed in his mother's house he counted up +all his wealth. He had a few pounds in ready money, he still had a +little roll of Mr Miles Grendall's notes of hand, amounting perhaps to +a couple of hundred pounds,--and Mr Melmotte owed him £600. But where +was he to turn, and what was he to do with himself? Gradually he +learned the whole story of the journey to Liverpool,--how Marie had +gone there and had been sent back by the police, how Marie's money had +been repaid to Mr Melmotte by Mr Broune, and how his failure to make +the journey to Liverpool had become known. He was ashamed to go to his +club. He could not go to Melmotte's house. He was ashamed even to show +himself in the streets by day. + +He was becoming almost afraid even of his mother. Now that the +brilliant marriage had broken down, and seemed to be altogether beyond +hope, now that he had to depend on her household for all his comforts, +he was no longer able to treat her with absolute scorn,--nor was she +willing to yield as she had yielded. + +One thing only was clear to him. He must realize his possessions. With +this view he wrote both to Miles Grendall and to Melmotte. To the +former he said he was going out of town,--probably for some time, and +he must really ask for a cheque for the amount due. He went on to +remark that he could hardly suppose that a nephew of the Duke of Albury +was unable to pay debts of honour to the amount of £200;--but that if +such was the case he would have no alternative but to apply to the +Duke himself. The reader need hardly be told that to this letter Mr +Grendall vouchsafed no answer whatever. In his letter to Mr Melmotte +he confined himself to one matter of business in hand. He made no +allusion whatever to Marie, or to the great man's anger, or to his +seat at the board. He simply reminded Mr Melmotte that there was a sum +of £600 still due to him, and requested that a cheque might be sent to +him for that amount. Melmotte's answer to this was not altogether +unsatisfactory, though it was not exactly what Sir Felix had wished. A +clerk from Mr Melmotte's office called at the house in Welbeck Street, +and handed to Felix railway scrip in the South Central Pacific and +Mexican Railway to the amount of the sum claimed,--insisting on a full +receipt for the money before he parted with the scrip. The clerk went +on to explain, on behalf of his employer, that the money had been left +in Mr Melmotte's hands for the purpose of buying these shares. Sir +Felix, who was glad to get anything, signed the receipt and took the +scrip. This took place on the day after the balloting at Westminster, +when the result was not yet known,--and when the shares in the railway +were very low indeed. Sir Felix had asked as to the value of the +shares at the time. The clerk professed himself unable to quote the +price,--but there were the shares if Sir Felix liked to take them. Of +course he took them;--and hurrying off into the City found that they +might perhaps be worth about half the money due to him. The broker to +whom he showed them could not quite answer for anything. Yes;--the +scrip had been very high; but there was a panic. They might recover,-- +or, more probably, they might go to nothing. Sir Felix cursed the Great +Financier aloud, and left the scrip for sale. That was the first time +that he had been out of the house before dark since his little +accident. + +But he was chiefly tormented in these days by the want of amusement. +He had so spent his life hitherto that he did not know how to get +through a day in which no excitement was provided for him. He never +read. Thinking was altogether beyond him. And he had never done a +day's work in his life. He could lie in bed. He could eat and drink. +He could smoke and sit idle. He could play cards; and could amuse +himself with women,--the lower the culture of the women, the better +the amusement. Beyond these things the world had nothing for him. +Therefore he again took himself to the pursuit of Ruby Ruggles. + +Poor Ruby had endured a very painful incarceration at her aunt's +house. She had been wrathful and had stormed, swearing that she would +be free to come and go as she pleased. Free to go, Mrs Pipkin told her +that she was;--but not free to return if she went out otherwise than as +she, Mrs Pipkin, chose. 'Am I to be a slave?' Ruby asked, and almost +upset the perambulator which she had just dragged in at the hall door. +Then Mrs Hurtle had taken upon herself to talk to her, and poor Ruby +had been quelled by the superior strength of the American lady. But +she was very unhappy, finding that it did not suit her to be nursemaid +to her aunt. After all John Crumb couldn't have cared for her a bit, +or he would have come to look after her. While she was in this +condition Sir Felix came to Mrs Pipkin's house, and asked for her at +the door, it happened that Mrs Pipkin herself had opened the door,-- +and, in her fright and dismay at the presence of so pernicious a young +man in her own passage, had denied that Ruby was in the house. But +Ruby had heard her lover's voice, and had rushed up and thrown herself +into his arms. Then there had been a great scene. Ruby had sworn that +she didn't care for her aunt, didn't care for her grandfather, or for +Mrs Hurtle, or for John Crumb,--or for any person or anything. She +cared only for her lover. Then Mrs Hurtle had asked the young man his +intentions. Did he mean to marry Ruby? Sir Felix had said that he +supposed he might as well some day. 'There,' said Ruby, 'there!'-- +shouting in triumph as though an offer had been made to her with the +completest ceremony of which such an event admits. Mrs Pipkin had +been very weak. Instead of calling in the assistance of her +strong-minded lodger, she had allowed the lovers to remain together +for half an hour in the dining-room. I do not know that Sir Felix in +any way repeated his promise during that time, but Ruby was probably +too blessed with the word that had been spoken to ask for such +renewal. 'There must be an end of this,' said Mrs Pipkin, coming in +when the half-hour was over. Then Sir Felix had gone, promising to +come again on the following evening. 'You must not come here, Sir +Felix,' said Mrs Pipkin, 'unless you puts it in writing.' To this, of +course, Sir Felix made no answer. As he went home he congratulated +himself on the success of his adventure. Perhaps the best thing he +could do when he had realized the money for the shares would be to +take Ruby for a tour abroad. The money would last for three or four +months,--and three or four months ahead was almost an eternity. + +That afternoon before dinner he found his sister alone in the +drawing-room. Lady Carbury had gone to her own room after hearing the +distressing story of Paul Montague's love, and had not seen Hetta +since. Hetta was melancholy, thinking of her mother's hard words,-- +thinking perhaps of Paul's poverty as declared by her mother, and of +the ages which might have to wear themselves out before she could +become his wife; but still tinting all her thoughts with a rosy hue +because of the love which had been declared to her. She could not but +be happy if he really loved her. And she,--as she had told him that she +loved him,--would be true to him through everything! In her present +mood she could not speak of herself to her brother, but she took the +opportunity of making good the promise which Marie Melmotte had +extracted from her. She gave him some short account of the party, and +told him that she had talked with Marie. 'I promised to give you a +message,' she said. + +'It's all of no use now,' said Felix. + +'But I must tell you what she said. I think, you know, that she really +loves you.' + +'But what's the good of it? A man can't marry a girl when all the +policemen in the country are dodging her.' + +'She wants you to let her know what,--what you intend to do. If you +mean to give her up, I think you should tell her.' + +'How can I tell her? I don't suppose they would let her receive a +letter.' + +'Shall I write to her;--or shall I see her?' + +'Just as you like. I don't care.' + +'Felix, you are very heartless.' + +'I don't suppose I'm much worse than other men;--or for the matter of +that, worse than a great many women either. You all of you here put me +up to marry her.' + +'I never put you up to it.' + +'Mother did. And now because it did not go off all serene, I am to +hear nothing but reproaches. Of course I never cared so very much +about her.' + +'Oh, Felix, that is so shocking!' + +'Awfully shocking, I dare say. You think I am as black as the very +mischief, and that sugar wouldn't melt in other men's mouths. Other +men are just as bad as I am,--and a good deal worse too. You believe +that there is nobody on earth like Paul Montague.' Hetta blushed, but +said nothing. She was not yet in a condition to boast of her lover +before her brother, but she did, in very truth, believe that but few +young men were as true-hearted as Paul Montague. 'I suppose you'd be +surprised to hear that Master Paul is engaged to marry an American +widow living at Islington.' + +'Mr Montague--engaged--to marry--an American widow! I don't believe +it.' + +'You'd better believe it if it's any concern of yours, for it's true. +And it's true too that he travelled about with her for ever so long in +the United States, and that he had her down with him at the hotel at +Lowestoft about a fortnight ago. There's no mistake about it.' + +'I don't believe it,' repeated Hetta, feeling that to say even as much +as that was some relief to her. It could not be true. It was +impossible that the man should have come to her with such a lie in his +mouth as that. Though the words astounded her, though she felt faint, +almost as though she would fall in a swoon, yet in her heart of hearts +she did not believe it. Surely it was some horrid joke,--or perhaps +some trick to divide her from the man she loved. 'Felix, how dare you +say things so wicked as that to me?' + +'What is there wicked in it? If you have been fool enough to become +fond of the man, it is only right you should be told. He is engaged to +marry Mrs Hurtle, and she is lodging with one Mrs Pipkin in Islington. +I know the house, and could take you there to-morrow, and show you the +woman. There,' said he, 'that's where she is;'--and he wrote Mrs +Hurtle's name down on a scrap of paper. + +'It is not true,' said Hetta, rising from her seat, and standing +upright. 'I am engaged to Mr Montague, and I am sure he would not +treat me in that way.' + +'Then, by heaven, he shall answer it to me,' said Felix, jumping up. +'If he has done that, it is time that I should interfere. As true as I +stand here, he is engaged to marry a woman called Mrs Hurtle whom he +constantly visits at that place in Islington.' + +'I do not believe it,' said Hetta, repeating the only defence for her +lover which was applicable at the moment. + +'By George, this is beyond a joke. Will you believe it if Roger +Carbury says it's true? I know you'd believe anything fast enough +against me, if he told you.' + +'Roger Carbury will not say so?' + +'Have you the courage to ask him? I say he will say so. He knows all +about it,--and has seen the woman.' + +'How can you know? Has Roger told you?' + +'I do know, and that's enough. I will make this square with Master +Paul. By heaven, yes! He shall answer to me. But my mother must manage +you. She will not scruple to ask Roger, and she will believe what +Roger tells her.' + +'I do not believe a word of it,' said Hetta, leaving the room. But +when she was alone she was very wretched. There must be some +foundation for such a tale. Why should Felix have referred to Roger +Carbury? And she did feel that there was something in her brother's +manner which forbade her to reject the whole story as being altogether +baseless. So she sat upon her bed and cried, and thought of all the +tales she had heard of faithless lovers. And yet why should the man +have come to her, not only with soft words of love, but asking her +hand in marriage, if it really were true that he was in daily +communication with another woman whom he had promised to make his +wife? + +Nothing on the subject was said at dinner. Hetta with difficulty to +herself sat at the table, and did not speak. Lady Carbury and her son +were nearly as silent. Soon after dinner Felix slunk away to some +music hall or theatre in quest probably of some other Ruby Ruggles. +Then Lady Carbury, who had now been told as much as her son knew, +again attacked her daughter. Very much of the story Felix had learned +from Ruby. Ruby had of course learned that Paul was engaged to Mrs +Hurtle. Mrs Hurtle had at once declared the fact to Mrs Pipkin, and +Mrs Pipkin had been proud of the position of her lodger. Ruby had +herself seen Paul Montague at the house, and had known that he had +taken Mrs Hurtle to Lowestoft. And it had also become known to the +two women, the aunt and her niece, that Mrs Hurtle had seen Roger +Carbury on the sands at Lowestoft. Thus the whole story with most of +its details,--not quite with all,--had come round to Lady Carbury's +ears. 'What he has told you, my dear, is true. Much as I disapprove +of Mr Montague, you do not suppose that I would deceive you.' + +'How can he know, mamma?' + +'He does know. I cannot explain to you how. He has been at the same +house.' + +'Has he seen her?' + +'I do not know that he has, but Roger Carbury has seen her. If I write +to him you will believe what he says?' + +'Don't do that, mamma. Don't write to him.' + +'But I shall. Why should I not write if he can tell me? If this other +man is a villain am I not bound to protect you? Of course Felix is not +steady. If it came only from him you might not credit it. And he has +not seen her. If your cousin Roger tells you that it is true,--tells +me that he knows the man is engaged to marry this woman, then I +suppose you will be contented.' + +'Contented, mamma!' + +'Satisfied that what we tell you is true.' + +'I shall never be contented again. If that is true, I will never +believe anything. It can't be true. I suppose there is something, but +it can't be that.' + +The story was not altogether displeasing to Lady Carbury, though it +pained her to see the agony which her daughter suffered. But she had +no wish that Paul Montague should be her son-in-law, and she still +thought that if Roger would persevere he might succeed. On that very +night before she went to bed she wrote to Roger, and told him the +whole story. 'If,' she said, 'you know that there is such a person as +Mrs Hurtle, and if you know also that Mr Montague has promised to make +her his wife, of course you will tell me.' Then she declared her own +wishes, thinking that by doing so she could induce Roger Carbury to +give such real assistance in this matter that Paul Montague would +certainly be driven away. Who could feel so much interest in doing +this as Roger, or who be so closely acquainted with all the +circumstances of Montague's life? 'You know,' she said, 'what my +wishes are about Hetta, and how utterly opposed I am to Mr Montague's +interference. If it is true, as Felix says, that he is at the present +moment entangled with another woman, he is guilty of gross insolence; +and if you know all the circumstances you can surely protect us,--and +also yourself.' + + + + +CHAPTER LXVIII - MISS MELMOTTE DECLARES HER PURPOSE + + +Poor Hetta passed a very bad night. The story she had heard seemed to +be almost too awful to be true,--even about any one else. The man had +come to her, and had asked her to be his wife,--and yet at that very +moment was living in habits of daily intercourse with another woman +whom he had promised to marry! And then, too, his courtship with her +had been so graceful, so soft, so modest, and yet so long continued! +Though he had been slow in speech, she had known since their first +meeting how he regarded her! The whole state of his mind had, she had +thought, been visible to her,--had been intelligible, gentle, and +affectionate. He had been aware of her friends' feeling, and had +therefore hesitated. He had kept himself from her because he had owed +so much to friendship. And yet his love had not been the less true, +and had not been less dear to poor Hetta. She had waited, sure that it +would come,--having absolute confidence in his honour and love. And +now she was told that this man had been playing a game so base, and at +the same time so foolish, that she could find not only no excuse but +no possible cause for it. It was not like any story she had heard +before of man's faithlessness. Though she was wretched and sore at +heart she swore to herself that she would not believe it. She knew +that her mother would write to Roger Carbury,--but she knew also that +nothing more would be said about the letter till the answer should +come. Nor could she turn anywhere else for comfort. She did not dare +to appeal to Paul himself. As regarded him, for the present she could +only rely on the assurance, which she continued to give herself, that +she would not believe a word of the story that had been told her. + +But there was other wretchedness besides her own. She had undertaken +to give Marie Melmotte's message to her brother. She had done so, and +she must now let Marie have her brother's reply. That might be told in +a very few words--'Everything is over!' But it had to be told. + +'I want to call upon Miss Melmotte, if you'll let me,' she said to her +mother at breakfast. + +'Why should you want to see Miss Melmotte? I thought you hated the +Melmottes?' + +'I don't hate them, mamma. I certainly don't hate her. I have a +message to take to her,--from Felix.' + +'A message--from Felix.' + +'It is an answer from him. She wanted to know if all that was over. Of +course it is over. Whether he said so or not, it would be so. They +could never be married now, could they, mamma?' + +The marriage, in Lady Carbury's mind, was no longer even desirable. +She, too, was beginning to disbelieve in the Melmotte wealth, and did +quite disbelieve that that wealth would come to her son, even should +he succeed in marrying the daughter. It was impossible that Melmotte +should forgive such offence as had now been committed. 'It is out of +the question,' she said. 'That, like everything else with us, has been +a wretched failure. You can go, if you please. Felix is under no +obligation to them, and has taken nothing from them. I should much +doubt whether the girl will get anybody to take her now. You can't go +alone, you know,' Lady Carbury added. But Hetta said that she did not +at all object to going alone as far as that. It was only just over +Oxford Street. + +So she went out and made her way into Grosvenor Square. She had heard, +but at the time remembered nothing, of the temporary migration of the +Melmottes to Bruton Street. Seeing, as she approached the house, that +there was a confusion there of carts and workmen, she hesitated. But +she went on, and rang the bell at the door, which was wide open. +Within the hall the pilasters and trophies, the wreaths and the +banners, which three or four days since had been built up with so much +trouble, were now being pulled down and hauled away. And amidst the +ruins Melmotte himself was standing. He was now a member of +Parliament, and was to take his place that night in the House. +Nothing, at any rate, should prevent that. It might be but for a short +time;--but it should be written in the history of his life that he had +sat in the British House of Commons as member for Westminster. At the +present moment he was careful to show himself everywhere. It was now +noon, and he had already been into the City. At this moment he was +talking to the contractor for the work,--having just propitiated that +man by a payment which would hardly have been made so soon but for the +necessity which these wretched stories had entailed upon him of +keeping up his credit for the possession of money. Hetta timidly asked +one of the workmen whether Miss Melmotte was there. 'Do you want my +daughter?' said Melmotte coming forward, and just touching his +hat. 'She is not living here at present.' + +'Oh,--I remember now,' said Hetta. + +'May I be allowed to tell her who was asking after her?' At the +present moment Melmotte was not unreasonably suspicious about his +daughter. + +'I am Miss Carbury,' said Hetta in a very low voice. + +'Oh, indeed;--Miss Carbury!--the sister of Sir Felix Carbury?' There +was something in the tone of the man's voice which grated painfully on +Hetta's ears,--but she answered the question. 'Oh;--Sir Felix's sister! +May I be permitted to ask whether--you have any business with my +daughter?' The story was a hard one to tell, with all the workmen +around her, in the midst of the lumber, with the coarse face of the +suspicious man looking down upon her; but she did tell it very simply. +She had come with a message from her brother. There had been something +between her brother and Miss Melmotte, and her brother had felt that +it would be best that he should acknowledge that it must be all over. +'I wonder whether that is true,' said Melmotte, looking at her out of +his great coarse eyes, with his eyebrows knit, with his hat on his +head and his hands in his pockets. Hetta, not knowing how, at the +moment, to repudiate the suspicion expressed, was silent. 'Because, +you know, there has been a deal of falsehood and double dealing. Sir +Felix has behaved infamously; yes,--by G----, infamously. A day or two +before my daughter started, he gave me a written assurance that the +whole thing was over, and now he sends you here. How am I to know what +you are really after?' + +'I have come because I thought I could do some good,' she said, +trembling with anger and fear. 'I was speaking to your daughter at +your party.' + +'Oh, you were there;--were you? It may be as you say, but how is +one to tell? When one has been deceived like that, one is apt to be +suspicious, Miss Carbury.' Here was one who had spent his life in lying +to the world, and who was in his very heart shocked at the atrocity of +a man who had lied to him! 'You are not plotting another journey to +Liverpool;--are you?' To this Hetta could make no answer. The insult +was too much, but alone, unsupported, she did not know how to give him +back scorn for scorn. At last he proposed to take her across to Bruton +Street himself and at his bidding she walked by his side. 'May I hear +what you say to her?' he asked. + +'If you suspect me, Mr Melmotte, I had better not see her at all. It +is only that there may no longer be any doubt.' + +'You can say it all before me.' + +'No;--I could not do that. But I have told you, and you can say it +for me. If you please, I think I will go home now.' + +But Melmotte knew that his daughter would not believe him on such a +subject. This girl she probably would believe. And though Melmotte +himself found it difficult to trust anybody, he thought that there was +more possible good than evil to be expected from the proposed +interview. 'Oh, you shall see her,' he said. 'I don't suppose she's +such a fool as to try that kind of thing again.' Then the door in +Bruton Street was opened, and Hetta, repenting her mission, found +herself almost pushed into the hall. She was bidden to follow Melmotte +upstairs, and was left alone in the drawing-room, as she thought, for +a long time. Then the door was slowly opened and Marie crept into the +room. 'Miss Carbury,' she said, 'this is so good of you,--so good of +you! I do so love you for coming to me! You said you would love me. +You will; will you not?' and Marie, sitting down by the stranger, took +her hand and encircled her waist. + +'Mr Melmotte has told you why I have come.' + +'Yes;--that is, I don't know. I never believe what papa says to me.' +To poor Hetta such an announcement as this was horrible. 'We are at +daggers drawn. He thinks I ought to do just what he tells me, as +though my very soul were not my own. I won't agree to that;--would +you?' Hetta had not come there to preach disobedience, but could not +fail to remember at the moment that she was not disposed to obey her +mother in an affair of the same kind. 'What does he say, dear?' + +Hetta's message was to be conveyed in three words, and when those were +told, there was nothing more to be said. 'It must all be over, Miss +Melmotte.' + +'Is that his message, Miss Carbury?' Hetta nodded her head. 'Is that +all?' + +'What more can I say? The other night you told me to bid him send you +word. And I thought he ought to do so. I gave him your message, and I +have brought back the answer. My brother, you know, has no income of +his own;--nothing at all.' + +'But I have,' said Marie with eagerness. + +'But your father--' + +'It does not depend upon papa. If papa treats me badly, I can give it +to my husband. I know I can. If I can venture, cannot he?' + +'I think it is impossible.' + +'Impossible! Nothing should be impossible. All the people that one +hears of that are really true to their loves never find anything +impossible. Does he love me, Miss Carbury? It all depends on that. +That's what I want to know.' She paused, but Hetta could not answer +the question. 'You must know about your brother. Don't you know +whether he does love me? If you know I think you ought to tell me.' +Hetta was still silent. 'Have you nothing to say?' + +'Miss Melmotte-' began poor Hetta very slowly. + +'Call me Marie. You said you would love me, did you not? I don't even +know what your name is.' + +'My name is Hetta.' + +'Hetta;--that's short for something. But it's very pretty. I have +no brother, no sister. And I'll tell you, though you must not tell +anybody again;--I have no real mother. Madame Melmotte is not my +mamma, though papa chooses that it should be thought so.' All this she +whispered, with rapid words, almost into Hetta's ear. 'And papa is so +cruel to me! He beats me sometimes.' The new friend, round whom Marie +still had her arm, shuddered as she heard this. 'But I never will +yield a bit for that. When he boxes and thumps me I always turn and +gnash my teeth at him. Can you wonder that I want to have a friend? +Can you be surprised that I should be always thinking of my lover? +But,--if he doesn't love me, what am I to do then?' + +'I don't know what I am to say,' ejaculated Hetta amidst her sobs. +Whether the girl was good or bad, to be sought or to be avoided, there +was so much tragedy in her position that Hetta's heart was melted with +sympathy. + +'I wonder whether you love anybody, and whether he loves you,' said +Marie. Hetta certainly had not come there to talk of her own affairs, +and made no reply to this. 'I suppose you won't tell me about +yourself.' + +'I wish I could tell you something for your own comfort.' + +'He will not try again, you think?' + +'I am sure he will not.' + +'I wonder what he fears. I should fear nothing,--nothing. Why should +not we walk out of the house, and be married any way? Nobody has a +right to stop me. Papa could only turn me out of his house. I will +venture if he will.' + +It seemed to Hetta that even listening to such a proposition amounted +to falsehood,--to that guilt of which Mr Melmotte had dared to suppose +that she could be capable. 'I cannot listen to it. Indeed I cannot +listen to it. My brother is sure that he cannot--cannot--' + +'Cannot love me, Hetta! Say it out, if it is true.' + +'It is true,' said Hetta. There came over the face of the other girl a +stern hard look, as though she had resolved at the moment to throw +away from her all soft womanly things. And she relaxed her hold on +Hetta's waist. 'Oh, my dear, I do not mean to be cruel, but you ask me +for the truth.' + +'Yes; I did.' + +'Men are not, I think, like girls.' + +'I suppose not,' said Marie slowly. 'What liars they are, what +brutes;--what wretches! Why should he tell me lies like that? Why +should he break my heart? That other man never said that he loved me. +Did he never love me,--once?' + +Hetta could hardly say that her brother was incapable of such love as +Marie expected, but she knew that it was so. 'It is better that you +should think of him no more.' + +'Are you like that? If you had loved a man and told him of it, and +agreed to be his wife and done as I have, could you bear to be told to +think of him no more,--just as though you had got rid of a servant or a +horse? I won't love him. No;--I'll hate him. But I must think of him. +I'll marry that other man to spite him, and then, when he finds that +we are rich, he'll be broken-hearted.' + +'You should try to forgive him, Marie.' + +'Never. Do not tell him that I forgive him. I command you not to tell +him that. Tell him,--tell him, that I hate him, and that if I ever meet +him, I will look at him so that he shall never forget it. I could,--oh! +--you do not know what I could do. Tell me;--did he tell you to say +that he did not love me?' + +'I wish I had not come,' said Hetta. + +'I am glad you have come. It was very kind. I don't hate you. Of +course I ought to know. But did he say that I was to be told that he +did not love me?' + +'No;--he did not say that.' + +'Then how do you know? What did he say?' + +'That it was all over.' + +'Because he is afraid of papa. Are you sure he does not love me?' + +'I am sure.' + +'Then he is a brute. Tell him that I say that he is a false-hearted +liar, and that I trample him under my foot.' Marie as she said this +thrust her foot upon the ground as though that false one were in truth +beneath it,--and spoke aloud, as though regardless who might hear her. +'I despise him;--despise him. They are all bad, but he is the worst of +all. Papa beats me, but I can bear that. Mamma reviles me and I can +bear that. He might have beaten me and reviled me, and I could have +borne it. But to think that he was a liar all the time;--that I can't +bear.' Then she burst into tears. Hetta kissed her, tried to comfort +her, and left her sobbing on the sofa. + +Later in the day, two or three hours after Miss Carbury had gone, +Marie Melmotte, who had not shown herself at luncheon, walked into +Madame Melmotte's room, and thus declared her purpose. 'You can tell +papa that I will marry Lord Nidderdale whenever he pleases.' She spoke +in French and very rapidly. + +On hearing this Madame Melmotte expressed herself to be delighted. +'Your papa,' said she, 'will be very glad to hear that you have +thought better of this at last. Lord Nidderdale is, I am sure, a very +good young man.' + +'Yes,' continued Marie, boiling over with passion as she spoke. 'I'll +marry Lord Nidderdale, or that horrid Mr Grendall who is worse than +all the others, or his old fool of a father,--or the sweeper at the +crossing,--or the black man that waits at table, or anybody else that +he chooses to pick up. I don't care who it is the least in the world. +But I'll lead him such a life afterwards! I'll make Lord Nidderdale +repent the hour he saw me! You may tell papa.' And then, having thus +entrusted her message to Madame Melmotte, Marie left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER LXIX - MELMOTTE IN PARLIAMENT + + +Melmotte did not return home in time to hear the good news that day,-- +good news as he would regard it, even though, when told to him, it +should be accompanied by all the extraneous additions with which Marie +had communicated her purpose to Madame Melmotte. It was nothing to him +what the girl thought of the marriage,--if the marriage could now be +brought about. He, too, had cause for vexation, if not for anger. If +Marie had consented a fortnight since he might have so hurried affairs +that Lord Nidderdale might by this time have been secured. Now there +might be,--must be, doubt, through the folly of his girl and the +villainy of Sir Felix Carbury. Were he once the father-in-law of the +eldest son of a marquis, he thought he might almost be safe. Even +though something might be all but proved against him,--which might come +to certain proof in less august circumstances,--matters would hardly be +pressed against a Member for Westminster whose daughter was married to +the heir of the Marquis of Auld Reekie! So many persons would then be +concerned! Of course his vexation with Marie had been great. Of course +his wrath against Sir Felix was unbounded. The seat for Westminster +was his. He was to be seen to occupy it before all the world on this +very day. But he had not as yet heard that his daughter had yielded in +reference to Lord Nidderdale. + +There was considerable uneasiness felt in some circles as to the +manner in which Melmotte should take his seat. When he was put forward +as the Conservative candidate for the borough a good deal of fuss had +been made with him by certain leading politicians. It had been the +manifest intention of the party that his return, if he were returned, +should be hailed as a great Conservative triumph, and be made much of +through the length and the breadth of the land. He was returned,--but +the trumpets had not as yet been sounded loudly. On a sudden, within +the space of forty-eight hours, the party had become ashamed of their +man. And, now, who was to introduce him to the House? But with this +feeling of shame on one side, there was already springing up an idea +among another class that Melmotte might become as it were a +Conservative tribune of the people,--that he might be the realization +of that hitherto hazy mixture of Radicalism and old-fogyism, of which +we have lately heard from a political master, whose eloquence has been +employed in teaching us that progress can only be expected from those +whose declared purpose is to stand still. The new farthing newspaper, +'The Mob,' was already putting Melmotte forward as a political hero, +preaching with reference to his commercial transactions the grand +doctrine that magnitude in affairs is a valid defence for certain +irregularities. A Napoleon, though he may exterminate tribes in +carrying out his projects, cannot be judged by the same law as a young +lieutenant who may be punished for cruelty to a few negroes. 'The Mob' +thought that a good deal should be overlooked in a Melmotte, and that +the philanthropy of his great designs should be allowed to cover a +multitude of sins. I do not know that the theory was ever so plainly +put forward as it was done by the ingenious and courageous writer in +'The Mob'; but in practice it has commanded the assent of many +intelligent minds. + +Mr Melmotte, therefore, though he was not where he had been before +that wretched Squercum had set afloat the rumours as to the purchase +of Pickering, was able to hold his head much higher than on the +unfortunate night of the great banquet. He had replied to the letter +from Messrs. Slow and Bideawhile, by a note written in the ordinary +way in the office, and only signed by himself. In this he merely said +that he would lose no time in settling matters as to the purchase of +Pickering. Slow and Bideawhile were of course anxious that things +should be settled. They wanted no prosecution for forgery. To make +themselves clear in the matter, and their client,--and if possible to +take some wind out of the sails of the odious Squercum;--this would +suit them best. They were prone to hope that for his own sake Melmotte +would raise the money. If it were raised there would be no reason why +that note purporting to have been signed by Dolly Longestaffe should +ever leave their office. They still protested their belief that it did +bear Dolly's signature. They had various excuses for themselves. It +would have been useless for them to summon Dolly to their office, as +they knew from long experience that Dolly would not come. The very +letter written by themselves,--as a suggestion,--and given to Dolly's +father, had come back to them with Dolly's ordinary signature, sent to +them,--as they believed,--with other papers by Dolly's father. What +justification could be clearer? But still the money had not been paid. +That was the fault of Longestaffe senior. But if the money could be +paid, that would set everything right. Squercum evidently thought that +the money would not be paid, and was ceaseless in his intercourse with +Bideawhile's people. He charged Slow and Bideawhile with having +delivered up the title-deeds on the authority of a mere note, and that +a note with a forged signature. He demanded that the note should be +impounded. On the receipt by Mr Bideawhile of Melmotte's rather curt +reply Mr Squercum was informed that Mr Melmotte had promised to pay +the money at once, but that a day or two must be allowed. Mr Squercum +replied that on his client's behalf he should open the matter before +the Lord Mayor. + +But in this way two or three days had passed without any renewal of +the accusation before the public, and Melmotte had in a certain degree +recovered his position. The Beauclerks and the Luptons disliked and +feared him as much as ever, but they did not quite dare to be so loud +and confident in condemnation as they had been. It was pretty well +known that Mr Longestaffe had not received his money,--and that was a +condition of things tending greatly to shake the credit of a man +living after Melmotte's fashion. But there was no crime in that. No +forgery was implied by the publication of any statement to that +effect. The Longestaffes, father and son, might probably have been +very foolish. Whoever expected anything but folly from either? And +Slow and Bideawhile might have been very remiss in their duty. It was +astonishing, some people said, what things attorneys would do in these +days! But they who had expected to see Melmotte behind the bars of a +prison before this, and had regulated their conduct accordingly, now +imagined that they had been deceived. + +Had the Westminster triumph been altogether a triumph it would have +become the pleasant duty of some popular Conservative to express to +Melmotte the pleasure he would have in introducing his new political +ally to the House. In such case Melmotte himself would have been +walked up the chamber with a pleasurable ovation and the thing would +have been done without trouble to him. But now this was not the +position of affairs. Though the matter was debated at the Carlton, no +such popular Conservative offered his services. 'I don't think we +ought to throw him over,' Mr Beauclerk said. Sir Orlando Drought, +quite a leading Conservative, suggested that as Lord Nidderdale was +very intimate with Mr Melmotte he might do it. But Nidderdale was not +the man for such a performance. He was a very good fellow and +everybody liked him. He belonged to the House because his father had +territorial influence in a Scotch county;--but he never did anything +there, and his selection for such a duty would be a declaration to the +world that nobody else would do it. 'It wouldn't hurt you, Lupton,' +said Mr Beauclerk. 'Not at all,' said Lupton; 'but I also, like +Nidderdale am a young man and of no use,--and a great deal too bashful.' +Melmotte, who knew but little about it, went down to the House at four +o'clock, somewhat cowed by want of companionship, but carrying out his +resolution that he would be stopped by no phantom fears,--that he would +lose nothing by want of personal pluck. He knew that he was a Member, +and concluded that if he presented himself he would be able to make +his way in and assume his right. But here again fortune befriended +him. The very leader of the party, the very founder of that new +doctrine of which it was thought that Melmotte might become an apostle +and an expounder,--who, as the reader may remember, had undertaken to +be present at the banquet when his colleagues were dismayed and untrue +to him, and who kept his promise and sat there almost in solitude,--he +happened to be entering the House, as his late host was claiming from +the doorkeeper the fruition of his privilege. 'You had better let me +accompany you,' said the Conservative leader, with something of +chivalry in his heart. And so Mr Melmotte was introduced to the House +by the head of his party! When this was seen many men supposed that +the rumours had been proved to be altogether false. Was not this a +guarantee sufficient to guarantee any man's respectability? + +Lord Nidderdale saw his father in the lobby of the House of Lords that +afternoon and told him what had occurred. The old man had been in a +state of great doubt since the day of the dinner party. He was aware +of the ruin that would be incurred by a marriage with Melmotte's +daughter, if the things which had been said of Melmotte should be +proved to be true. But he knew also that if his son should now recede, +there must be an end of the match altogether;--and he did not believe +the rumours. He was fully determined that the money should be paid +down before the marriage was celebrated; but if his son were to secede +now, of course no money would be forthcoming. He was prepared to +recommend his son to go on with the affair still a little longer. 'Old +Cure tells me he doesn't believe a word of it,' said the father. Cure +was the family lawyer of the Marquises of Auld Reekie. + +'There's some hitch about Dolly Longestaffe's money, sir,' said the +son. + +'What's that to us if he has our money ready? I suppose it isn't +always easy even for a man like that to get a couple of hundred +thousand together. I know I've never found it easy to get a thousand. +If he has borrowed a trifle from Longestaffe to make up the girl's +money, I shan't complain. You stand to your guns. There's no harm done +till the parson has said the word.' + +'You couldn't let me have a couple of hundred;--could you, sir?' +suggested the son. + +'No, I couldn't,' replied the father with a very determined aspect. + +'I'm awfully hard up.' + +'So am I.' Then the old man toddled into his own chamber, and after +sitting there ten minutes went away home. + +Lord Nidderdale also got quickly through his legislative duties and +went to the Beargarden. There he found Grasslough and Miles Grendall +dining together, and seated himself at the next table. They were full +of news. 'You've heard it, I suppose,' said Miles in an awful whisper. + +'Heard what?' + +'I believe he doesn't know!' said Lord Grasslough. 'By Jove, +Nidderdale, you're in a mess like some others.' + +'What's up now?' + +'Only fancy that they shouldn't have known down at the House! Vossner +has bolted!' + +'Bolted!' exclaimed Nidderdale, dropping the spoon with which he was +just going to eat his soup. + +'Bolted,' repeated Grasslough. Lord Nidderdale looked round the room +and became aware of the awful expression of dismay which hung upon the +features of all the dining members. 'Bolted, by George! He has sold +all our acceptances to a fellow in Great Marlbro' that's called +"Flatfleece".' + +'I know him,' said Nidderdale shaking his head. + +'I should think so,' said Miles ruefully. + +'A bottle of champagne!' said Nidderdale, appealing to the waiter in +almost a humble voice, feeling that he wanted sustenance in this new +trouble that had befallen him. The waiter, beaten almost to the ground +by an awful sense of the condition of the club, whispered to him the +terrible announcement that there was not a bottle of champagne in the +house. 'Good G----,' exclaimed the unfortunate nobleman. Miles Grendall +shook his head. Grasslough shook his head. + +'It's true,' said another young lord from the table on the other side. +Then the waiter, still speaking with suppressed and melancholy voice, +suggested that there was some port left. It was now the middle of +July. + +'Brandy?' suggested Nidderdale. There had been a few bottles of +brandy, but they had been already consumed. 'Send out and get some +brandy,' said Nidderdale with rapid impetuosity. But the club was so +reduced in circumstances that he was obliged to take silver out of his +pocket before he could get even such humble comfort as he now +demanded. + +Then Lord Grasslough told the whole story as far as it was known. Herr +Vossner had not been seen since nine o'clock on the preceding evening. +The head waiter had known for some weeks that heavy bills were due. It +was supposed that three or four thousand pounds were owing to +tradesmen, who now professed that the credit had been given, not to +Herr Vossner but to the club. And the numerous acceptances for large +sums which the accommodating purveyor held from many of the members +had all been sold to Mr Flatfleece. Mr Flatfleece had spent a +considerable portion of the day at the club, and it was now suggested +that he and Herr Vossner were in partnership. At this moment Dolly +Longestaffe came in. Dolly had been at the club before and had heard +the story,--but had gone at once to another club for his dinner when +he found that there was not even a bottle of wine to be had. 'Here's a +go,' said Dolly. 'One thing atop of another! There'll be nothing left +for anybody soon. Is that brandy you're drinking, Nidderdale? There +was none here when I left.' + +'Had to send round the corner for it, to the public.' + +'We shall be sending round the corner for a good many things now. Does +anybody know anything of that fellow Melmotte?' + +'He's down in the House, as big as life,' said Nidderdale. 'He's all +right I think.' + +'I wish he'd pay me my money then. That fellow Flatfleece was here, +and he showed me notes of mine for about £1,500! I write such a +beastly hand that I never know whether I've written it or not. But, by +George, a fellow can't eat and drink £1,500 in less than six months!' + +'There's no knowing what you can do, Dolly,' said Lord Grasslough. + +'He's paid some of your card money, perhaps,' said Nidderdale. + +'I don't think he ever did. Carbury had a lot of my I.O.U.'s while that +was going on, but I got the money for that from old Melmotte. How is a +fellow to know? If any fellow writes D. Longestaffe, am I obliged to +pay it? Everybody is writing my name! How is any fellow to stand that +kind of thing? Do you think Melmotte's all right?' Nidderdale said +that he did think so. 'I wish he wouldn't go and write my name then. +That's a sort of thing that a man should be left to do for himself. I +suppose Vossner is a swindler; but, by Jove, I know a worse than +Vossner.' With that he turned on his heels and went into the +smoking-room. And, after he was gone, there was silence at the table, +for it was known that Lord Nidderdale was to marry Melmotte's +daughter. + +In the meantime a scene of a different kind was going on in the House +of Commons. Melmotte had been seated on one of the back Conservative +benches, and there he remained for a considerable time unnoticed and +forgotten. The little emotion that had attended his entrance had +passed away, and Melmotte was now no more than any one else. At first +he had taken his hat off, but, as soon as he observed that the +majority of members were covered, he put it on again. Then he sat +motionless for an hour, looking round him and wondering. He had never +hitherto been even in the gallery of the House. The place was very +much smaller than he had thought, and much less tremendous. The +Speaker did not strike him with the awe which he had expected, and it +seemed to him that they who spoke were talking much like other people +in other places. For the first hour he hardly caught the meaning of a +sentence that was said, nor did he try to do so. One man got up very +quickly after another, some of them barely rising on their legs to say +the few words that they uttered. It seemed to him to be a very +commonplace affair,--not half so awful as those festive occasions on +which he had occasionally been called upon to propose a toast or to +return thanks. Then suddenly the manner of the thing was changed, and +one gentleman made a long speech. Melmotte by this time, weary of +observing, had begun to listen, and words which were familiar to him +reached his ears. The gentleman was proposing some little addition to +a commercial treaty and was expounding in very strong language the +ruinous injustice to which England was exposed by being tempted to use +gloves made in a country in which no income tax was levied. Melmotte +listened to his eloquence caring nothing about gloves, and very little +about England's ruin. But in the course of the debate which followed, +a question arose about the value of money, of exchange, and of the +conversion of shillings into francs and dollars. About this Melmotte +really did know something and he pricked up his ears. It seemed to him +that a gentleman whom he knew very well in the city,--and who had +maliciously stayed away from his dinner,--one Mr Brown, who sat just +before him on the same side of the House, and who was plodding wearily +and slowly along with some pet fiscal theory of his own, understood +nothing at all of what he was saying. Here was an opportunity for +himself! Here was at his hand the means of revenging himself for the +injury done him, and of showing to the world at the same time that +he was not afraid of his city enemies! It required some courage +certainly,--this attempt that suggested itself to him of getting upon +his legs a couple of hours after his first introduction to +parliamentary life. But he was full of the lesson which he was now ever +teaching himself. Nothing should cow him. Whatever was to be done by +brazen-faced audacity he would do. It seemed to be very easy, and he +saw no reason why he should not put that old fool right. He knew nothing +of the forms of the House;--was more ignorant of them than an ordinary +schoolboy;--but on that very account felt less trepidation than might +another parliamentary novice. Mr Brown was tedious and prolix; and +Melmotte, though he thought much of his project and had almost told +himself that he would do the thing, was still doubting, when, +suddenly, Mr Brown sat down. There did not seem to be any particular +end to the speech, nor had Melmotte followed any general thread of +argument. But a statement had been made and repeated, containing, as +Melmotte thought, a fundamental error in finance; and he longed to set +the matter right. At any rate he desired to show the House that Mr +Brown did not know what he was talking about,--because Mr Brown had not +come to his dinner. When Mr Brown was seated, nobody at once rose. The +subject was not popular, and they who understood the business of the +House were well aware that the occasion had simply been one on which +two or three commercial gentlemen, having crazes of their own, should +be allowed to ventilate them. The subject would have dropped;--but on +a sudden the new member was on his legs. + +Now it was probably not in the remembrance of any gentleman there that +a member had got up to make a speech within two or three hours of his +first entry into the House. And this gentleman was one whose recent +election had been of a very peculiar kind. It had been considered by +many of his supporters that his name should be withdrawn just before +the ballot; by others that he would be deterred by shame from showing +himself even if he were elected; and again by another party that his +appearance in Parliament would be prevented by his disappearance +within the walls of Newgate. But here he was, not only in his seat, +but on his legs! The favourable grace, the air of courteous attention, +which is always shown to a new member when he first speaks, was +extended also to Melmotte. There was an excitement in the thing which +made gentlemen willing to listen, and a consequent hum, almost of +approbation. + +As soon as Melmotte was on his legs, and, looking round, found that +everybody was silent with the intent of listening to him, a good deal +of his courage oozed out of his fingers' ends. The House, which, to +his thinking, had by no means been august while Mr Brown had been +toddling through his speech, now became awful. He caught the eyes of +great men fixed upon him,--of men who had not seemed to him to be at +all great as he had watched them a few minutes before, yawning beneath +their hats. Mr Brown, poor as his speech had been, had, no doubt, +prepared it,--and had perhaps made three or four such speeches every +year for the last fifteen years. Melmotte had not dreamed of putting +two words together. He had thought, as far as he had thought at all, +that he could rattle off what he had to say just as he might do it +when seated in his chair at the Mexican Railway Board. But there was +the Speaker, and those three clerks in their wigs, and the mace,--and +worse than all, the eyes of that long row of statesmen opposite to +him! His position was felt by him to be dreadful. He had forgotten +even the very point on which he had intended to crush Mr Brown. + +But the courage of the man was too high to allow him to be altogether +quelled at once. The hum was prolonged; and though he was red in the +face, perspiring, and utterly confused, he was determined to make a +dash at the matter with the first words which would occur to him. 'Mr +Brown is all wrong,' he said. He had not even taken off his hat as he +rose. Mr Brown turned slowly round and looked up at him. Some one, +whom he could not exactly hear, touching him behind, suggested that he +should take off his hat. There was a cry of order, which of course he +did not understand. 'Yes, you are,' said Melmotte, nodding his head, +and frowning angrily at poor Mr Brown. + +'The honourable member,' said the Speaker, with the most good-natured +voice which he could assume, 'is not perhaps as yet aware that he +should not call another member by his name. He should speak of the +gentleman to whom he alluded as the honourable member for Whitechapel. +And in speaking he should address, not another honourable member, but +the chair.' + +'You should take your hat off,' said the good-natured gentleman +behind. + +In such a position how should any man understand so many and such +complicated instructions at once, and at the same time remember the +gist of the argument to be produced? He did take off his hat, and was +of course made hotter and more confused by doing so. 'What he said was +all wrong,' continued Melmotte; 'and I should have thought a man out +of the City, like Mr Brown, ought to have known better.' Then there +were repeated calls of order, and a violent ebullition of laughter +from both sides of the House. The man stood for a while glaring around +him, summoning his own pluck for a renewal of his attack on Mr Brown, +determined that he would be appalled and put down neither by the +ridicule of those around him, nor by his want of familiarity with the +place; but still utterly unable to find words with which to carry on +the combat. 'I ought to know something about it,' said Melmotte +sitting down and hiding his indignation and his shame under his hat. + +'We are sure that the honourable member for Westminster does +understand the subject,' said the leader of the House, 'and we shall +be very glad to hear his remarks. The House I am sure will pardon +ignorance of its rules in so young a member.' + +But Mr Melmotte would not rise again. He had made a great effort, and +had at any rate exhibited his courage. Though they might all say that +he had not displayed much eloquence, they would be driven to admit +that he had not been ashamed to show himself. He kept his seat till +the regular stampede was made for dinner, and then walked out with as +stately a demeanour as he could assume. + +'Well, that was plucky!' said Cohenlupe, taking his friend's arm in +the lobby. + +'I don't see any pluck in it. That old fool Brown didn't know what he +was talking about, and I wanted to tell them so. They wouldn't let me +do it, and there's an end of it. It seems to me to be a stupid sort of +a place.' + +'Has Longestaffe's money been paid?' said Cohenlupe opening his black +eyes while he looked up into his friend's face. + +'Don't you trouble your head about Longestaffe, or his money either,' +said Melmotte, getting into his brougham; 'do you leave Mr Longestaffe +and his money to me. I hope you are not such a fool as to be scared by +what the other fools say. When men play such a game as you and I are +concerned in, they ought to know better than to be afraid of every +word that is spoken.' + +'Oh, dear; yes,' said Cohenlupe apologetically. 'You don't suppose +that I am afraid of anything.' But at that moment Mr Cohenlupe was +meditating his own escape from the dangerous shores of England, and +was trying to remember what happy country still was left in which an +order from the British police would have no power to interfere with +the comfort of a retired gentleman such as himself. + +That evening Madame Melmotte told her husband that Marie was now +willing to marry Lord Nidderdale;--but she did not say anything as +to the crossing-sweeper or the black footman, nor did she allude to +Marie's threat of the sort of life she would lead her husband. + + + + +CHAPTER LXX - SIR FELIX MEDDLES WITH MANY MATTERS + + +There is no duty more certain or fixed in the world than that which +calls upon a brother to defend his sister from ill-usage; but, at the +same time, in the way we live now, no duty is more difficult, and we +may say generally more indistinct. The ill-usage to which men's +sisters are most generally exposed is one which hardly admits of +either protection or vengeance,--although the duty of protecting and +avenging is felt and acknowledged. We are not allowed to fight duels, +and that banging about of another man with a stick is always +disagreeable and seldom successful. A John Crumb can do it, perhaps, +and come out of the affair exulting; but not a Sir Felix Carbury, even +if the Sir Felix of the occasion have the requisite courage. There is +a feeling, too, when a girl has been jilted,--thrown over, perhaps, is +the proper term,--after the gentleman has had the fun of making love to +her for an entire season, and has perhaps even been allowed privileges +as her promised husband, that the less said the better. The girl does +not mean to break her heart for love of the false one, and become the +tragic heroine of a tale for three months. It is her purpose again to + + --trick her beams, and with new-spangled ore + Flame in the forehead of the morning sky. + +Though this one has been false, as were perhaps two or three before, +still the road to success is open. Uno avulso non deficit alter. But +if all the notoriety of cudgels and cutting whips be given to the late +unfortunate affair, the difficulty of finding a substitute will be +greatly increased. The brother recognizes his duty, and prepares for +vengeance. The injured one probably desires that she may be left to +fight her own little battles alone. + +'Then, by heaven, he shall answer it to me,' Sir Felix had said very +grandly, when his sister had told him that she was engaged to a man +who was, as he thought he knew, engaged also to marry another woman. +Here, no doubt, was gross ill-usage, and opportunity at any rate for +threats. No money was required and no immediate action,--and Sir Felix +could act the fine gentleman and the dictatorial brother at very +little present expense. But Hetta, who ought perhaps to have known her +brother more thoroughly, was fool enough to believe him. On the day +but one following, no answer had as yet come from Roger Carbury,--nor +could as yet have come. But Hetta's mind was full of her trouble, and +she remembered her brother's threat. Felix had forgotten that he had +made a threat,--and, indeed, had thought no more of the matter since +his interview with his sister. + +'Felix,' she said, 'you won't mention that to Mr Montague!' + +'Mention what? Oh! about that woman, Mrs Hurtle? Indeed I shall. A man +who does that kind of thing ought to be crushed;--and, by heavens, if +he does it to you, he shall be crushed.' + +'I want to tell you, Felix. If it is so, I will see him no more.' + +'If it is so! I tell you I know it.' + +'Mamma has written to Roger. At least I feel sure she has.' + +'What has she written to him for? What has Roger Carbury to do with +our affairs?' + +'Only you said he knew! If he says so, that is, if you and he both say +that he is to marry that woman,--I will not see Mr Montague again. Pray +do not go to him. If such a misfortune does come, it is better to bear +it and to be silent. What good can be done?' + +'Leave that to me,' said Sir Felix, walking out of the room with much +fraternal bluster. Then he went forth, and at once had himself driven +to Paul Montague's lodgings. Had Hetta not been foolish enough to +remind him of his duty, he would not now have undertaken the task. He +too, no doubt, remembered as he went that duels were things of the +past, and that even fists and sticks are considered to be out of +fashion. 'Montague,' he said, assuming all the dignity of demeanour +that his late sorrows had left to him, 'I believe I am right in saying +that you are engaged to marry that American lady, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'Then let me tell you that you were never more wrong in your life. +What business have you with Mrs Hurtle?' + +'When a man proposes to my sister, I think I've a great deal of +business,' said Sir Felix. + +'Well;--yes; I admit that fully. If I answered you roughly, I beg your +pardon. Now as to the facts. I am not going to marry Mrs Hurtle. I +suppose I know how you have heard her name;--but as you have heard it, +I have no hesitation in telling you so much. As you know where she is +to be found you can go and ask her if you please. On the other hand, +it is the dearest wish of my heart to marry your sister. I trust that +will be enough for you.' + +'You were engaged to Mrs Hurtle?' + +'My dear Carbury, I don't think I'm bound to tell you all the details +of my past life. At any rate, I don't feel inclined to do so in answer +to hostile questions. I dare say you have heard enough of Mrs Hurtle +to justify you, as your sister's brother, in asking me whether I am in +any way entangled by a connection with her. I tell you that I am not. +If you still doubt, I refer you to the lady herself. Beyond that, I do +not think I am called on to go; and beyond that I won't go,--at any +rate, at present.' Sir Felix still blustered, and made what capital he +could out of his position as a brother; but he took no steps towards +positive revenge. 'Of course, Carbury,' said the other, 'I wish to +regard you as a brother; and if I am rough to you, it is only because +you are rough to me.' + +Sir Felix was now in that part of town which he had been accustomed to +haunt,--for the first time since his misadventure,--and, plucking up +his courage, resolved that he would turn into the Beargarden. He would +have a glass of sherry, and face the one or two men who would as yet +be there, and in this way gradually creep back to his old habits. But +when he arrived there, the club was shut up. 'What the deuce is +Vossner about?' said he, pulling out his watch. It was nearly five +o'clock. He rang the bell, and knocked at the door, feeling that this +was an occasion for courage. One of the servants, in what we may call +private clothes, after some delay, drew back the bolts, and told him +the astounding news;--The club was shut up! 'Do you mean to say I can't +come in?' said Sir Felix. The man certainly did mean to tell him so, +for he opened the door no more than a foot, and stood in that narrow +aperture. Mr Vossner had gone away. There had been a meeting of the +Committee, and the club was shut up. Whatever further information +rested in the waiter's bosom he declined to communicate to Sir Felix +Carbury. + +'By George!' The wrong that was done him filled the young baronet's +bosom with indignation. He had intended, he assured himself, to dine +at his club, to spend the evening there sportively, to be pleasant +among his chosen companions. And now the club was shut up, and Vossner +had gone away! What business had the club to be shut up? What right +had Vossner to go away? Had he not paid his subscription in advance? +Throughout the world, the more wrong a man does, the more indignant is +he at wrong done to him. Sir Felix almost thought that he could +recover damages from the whole Committee. + +He went direct to Mrs Pipkin's house. When he made that half promise +of marriage in Mrs Pipkin's hearing, he had said that he would come +again on the morrow. This he had not done; but of that he thought +nothing. Such breaches of faith, when committed by a young man in his +position, require not even an apology. He was admitted by Ruby herself +who was of course delighted to see him. 'Who do you think is in town?' +she said. 'John Crumb; but though he came here ever so smart, I +wouldn't so much as speak to him, except to tell him to go away.' Sir +Felix, when he heard the name, felt an uncomfortable sensation creep +over him. 'I don't know I'm sure what he should come after me for, and +me telling him as plain as the nose on his face that I never want to +see him again.' + +'He's not of much account,' said the baronet. + +'He would marry me out and out immediately, if I'd have him,' +continued Ruby, who perhaps thought that her honest old lover should +not be spoken of as being altogether of no account. 'And he has +everything comfortable in the way of furniture, and all that. And they +do say he's ever so much money in the bank. But I detest him,' said +Ruby, shaking her pretty head, and inclining herself towards her +aristocratic lover's shoulder. + +This took place in the back parlour, before Mrs Pipkin had ascended +from the kitchen prepared to disturb so much romantic bliss with +wretched references to the cold outer world. 'Well, now, Sir Felix,' +she began, 'if things is square, of course you're welcome to see my +niece.' + +'And what if they're round, Mrs Pipkin?' said the gallant, careless, +sparkling Lothario. + +'Well, or round either, so long as they're honest.' + +'Ruby and I are both honest;--ain't we, Ruby? I want to take her out +to dinner, Mrs Pipkin. She shall be back before late;--before ten; she +shall indeed.' Ruby inclined herself still more closely towards his +shoulder. 'Come, Ruby, get your hat and change your dress, and we'll +be off. I've ever so many things to tell you.' + +Ever so many things to tell her! They must be to fix a day for the +marriage, and to let her know where they were to live, and to settle +what dress she should wear,--and perhaps to give her the money to go +and buy it! Ever so many things to tell her! She looked up into Mrs +Pipkin's face with imploring eyes. Surely on such an occasion as this +an aunt would not expect that her niece should be a prisoner and a +slave. 'Have it been put in writing, Sir Felix Carbury?' demanded Mrs +Pipkin with cruel gravity. Mrs Hurtle had given it as her decided +opinion that Sir Felix would not really mean to marry Ruby Ruggles +unless he showed himself willing to do so with all the formality of a +written contract. + +'Writing be bothered,' said Sir Felix. + +'That's all very well, Sir Felix. Writing do bother, very often. But +when a gentleman has intentions, a bit of writing shows it plainer nor +words. Ruby don't go nowhere to dine unless you puts it into writing.' + +'Aunt Pipkin!' exclaimed the wretched Ruby. + +'What do you think I'm going to do with her?' asked Sir Felix. + +'If you want to make her your wife, put it in writing. And if it be as +you don't, just say so, and walk away,--free.' + +'I shall go,' said Ruby. 'I'm not going to be kept here a prisoner for +any one. I can go when I please. You wait, Felix, and I'll be down in +a minute.' The girl, with a nimble spring, ran upstairs, and began to +change her dress without giving herself a moment for thought. + +'She don't come back no more here, Sir Felix,' said Mrs Pipkin, in her +most solemn tones. 'She ain't nothing to me, no more than she was my +poor dear husband's sister's child. There ain't no blood between us, +and won't be no disgrace. But I'd be loth to see her on the streets.' + +'Then why won't you let me bring her back again?' + +''Cause that'd be the way to send her there. You don't mean to marry +her.' To this Sir Felix said nothing. 'You're not thinking of that. +It's just a bit of sport,--and then there she is, an old shoe to be +chucked away, just a rag to be swept into the dust-bin. I've seen +scores of 'em, and I'd sooner a child of mine should die in a workus', +or be starved to death. But it's all nothing to the likes o' you.' + +'I haven't done her any harm,' said Sir Felix, almost frightened. + +'Then go away, and don't do her any. That's Mrs Hurtle's door open. +You go and speak to her. She can talk a deal better nor me.' + +'Mrs Hurtle hasn't been able to manage her own affairs very well.' + +'Mrs Hurtle's a lady, Sir Felix, and a widow, and one as has seen the +world.' As she spoke, Mrs Hurtle came downstairs, and an introduction, +after some rude fashion, was effected between her and Sir Felix. Mrs +Hurtle had heard often of Sir Felix Carbury, and was quite as certain +as Mrs Pipkin that he did not mean to marry Ruby Ruggles. In a few +minutes Felix found himself alone with Mrs Hurtle in her own room. He +had been anxious to see the woman since he had heard of her engagement +with Paul Montague, and doubly anxious since he had also heard of +Paul's engagement with his sister. It was not an hour since Paul +himself had referred him to her for corroboration of his own +statement. + +'Sir Felix Carbury,' she said, 'I am afraid you are doing that poor +girl no good, and are intending to do her none.' It did occur to him +very strongly that this could be no affair of Mrs Hurtle's, and that +he, as a man of position in society, was being interfered with in an +unjustifiable manner. Aunt Pipkin wasn't even an aunt; but who was Mrs +Hurtle? 'Would it not be better that you should leave her to become +the wife of a man who is really fond of her?' + +He could already see something in Mrs Hurtle's eye which prevented his +at once bursting into wrath;--but! who was Mrs Hurtle, that she should +interfere with him? 'Upon my word, ma'am,' he said, 'I'm very much +obliged to you, but I don't quite know to what I owe the honour of +your--your--' + +'Interference you mean.' + +'I didn't say so, but perhaps that's about it.' + +'I'd interfere to save any woman that God ever made,' said Mrs Hurtle +with energy. 'We're all apt to wait a little too long, because we're +ashamed to do any little good that chance puts in our way. You must go +and leave her, Sir Felix.' + +'I suppose she may do as she pleases about that.' + +'Do you mean to make her your wife?' asked Mrs Hurtle sternly. + +'Does Mr Paul Montague mean to make you his wife?' rejoined Sir Felix +with an impudent swagger. He had struck the blow certainly hard +enough, and it had gone all the way home. She had not surmised that he +would have heard aught of her own concerns. She only barely connected +him with that Roger Carbury who, she knew, was Paul's great friend, +and she had as yet never heard that Hetta Carbury was the girl whom +Paul loved. Had Paul so talked about her that this young scamp should +know all her story? + +She thought awhile,--she had to think for a moment,--before she could +answer him. 'I do not see,' she said, with a faint attempt at a smile, +'that there is any parallel between the two cases. I, at any rate, am +old enough to take care of myself. Should he not marry me, I am as I +was before. Will it be so with that poor girl if she allows herself to +be taken about the town by you at night?' She had desired in what she +said to protect Ruby rather than herself. What could it matter whether +this young man was left in a belief that she was, or that she was not, +about to be married? + +'If you'll answer me, I'll answer you,' said Sir Felix. 'Does Mr +Montague mean to make you his wife?' + +'It does not concern you to know,' said she, flashing upon him. 'The +question is insolent.' + +'It does concern me,--a great deal more than anything about Ruby can +concern you. And as you won't answer me, I won't answer you.' + +'Then, sir, that girl's fate will be upon your head.' + +'I know all about that,' said the baronet. + +'And the young man who has followed her up to town will probably know +where to find you,' added Mrs Hurtle. + +To such a threat as this, no answer could be made, and Sir Felix left +the room. At any rate, John Crumb was not there at present. And were +there not policemen in London? And what additional harm would be done +to John Crumb, or what increase of danger engendered in that true +lover's breast, by one additional evening's amusement? Ruby had danced +with him so often at the Music Hall that John Crumb could hardly be +made more bellicose by the fact of her dining with him on this +evening. When he descended, he found Ruby in the hall, all arrayed. +'You don't come in here again to-night,' said Mrs Pipkin, thumping the +little table which stood in the passage, 'if you goes out of that +there door with that there young man.' + +'Then I shall,' said Ruby linking herself on to her lover's arm. + +'Baggage! Slut!' said Mrs Pipkin; 'after all I've done for you, just +as one as though you were my own flesh and blood.' + +'I've worked for it, I suppose;--haven't I?' rejoined Ruby. + +'You send for your things to-morrow, for you don't come in here no +more. You ain't nothing to me no more nor no other girl. But I'd 've +saved you, if you'd but a' let me. As for you,'--and she looked at Sir +Felix,--'only because I've lodgings to let, and because of the lady +upstairs, I'd shake you that well, you'd never come here no more after +poor girls.' I do not think that she need have feared any remonstrance +from Mrs Hurtle, even had she put her threat into execution. + +Sir Felix, thinking that he had had enough of Mrs Pipkin and her +lodger, left the house with Ruby on his arm. For the moment, Ruby had +been triumphant, and was happy. She did not stop to consider whether +her aunt would or would not open her door when she should return +tired, and perhaps repentant. She was on her lover's arm, in her best +clothes, and going out to have a dinner given to her. And her lover +had told her that he had ever so many things,--ever so many things to +say to her! But she would ask no impertinent questions in the first +hour of her bliss. It was so pleasant to walk with him up to +Pentonville;--so joyous to turn into a gay enclosure, half public-house +and half tea-garden; so pleasant to hear him order the good things, +which in his company would be so nice! Who cannot understand that even +an urban Rosherville must be an Elysium to those who have lately been +eating their meals in all the gloom of a small London underground +kitchen? There we will leave Ruby in her bliss. + +At about nine that evening John Crumb called at Mrs Pipkin's, and was +told that Ruby had gone out with Sir Felix Carbury. He hit his leg a +blow with his fist, and glared out of his eyes. 'He'll have it hot +some day,' said John Crumb. He was allowed to remain waiting for Ruby +till midnight, and then, with a sorrowful heart, he took his +departure. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXI - JOHN CRUMB FALLS INTO TROUBLE + + +It was on a Friday evening, an inauspicious Friday, that poor Ruby +Ruggles had insisted on leaving the security of her Aunt Pipkin's +house with her aristocratic and vicious lover, in spite of the +positive assurance made to her by Mrs Pipkin that if she went forth in +such company she should not be allowed to return. 'Of course you must +let her in,' Mrs Hurtle had said soon after the girl's departure. +Whereupon Mrs Pipkin had cried. She knew her own softness too well to +suppose it to be possible that she could keep the girl out in the +streets all night; but yet it was hard upon her, very hard, that she +should be so troubled. 'We usen't to have our ways like that when I +was young,' she said, sobbing. What was to be the end of it? Was she +to be forced by circumstances to keep the girl always there, let the +girl's conduct be what it might? Nevertheless she acknowledged that +Ruby must be let in when she came back. Then, about nine o'clock, John +Crumb came; and the latter part of the evening was more melancholy +even than the first. It was impossible to conceal the truth from John +Crumb. Mrs Hurtle saw the poor man and told the story in Mrs Pipkin's +presence. + +'She's headstrong, Mr Crumb,' said Mrs Hurtle. + +'She is that, ma'am. And it was along wi' the baronite she went?' + +'It was so, Mr Crumb.' + +'Baro-nite! Well;--perhaps I shall catch him some of these days;--went +to dinner wi' him, did she? Didn't she have no dinner here?' + +Then Mrs Pipkin spoke up with a keen sense of offence. Ruby Ruggles +had had as wholesome a dinner as any young woman in London,--a +bullock's heart and potatoes,--just as much as ever she had pleased to +eat of it. Mrs Pipkin could tell Mr Crumb that there was 'no starvation +nor yet no stint in her house.' John Crumb immediately produced a very +thick and admirably useful blue cloth cloak, which he had brought up +with him to London from Bungay, as a present to the woman who had been +good to his Ruby. He assured her that he did not doubt that her victuals +were good and plentiful, and went on to say that he had made bold to +bring her a trifle out of respect. It was some little time before Mrs +Pipkin would allow herself to be appeased;--but at last she permitted +the garment to be placed on her shoulders. But it was done after a +melancholy fashion. There was no smiling consciousness of the bestowal +of joy on the countenance of the donor as he gave it, no exuberance of +thanks from the recipient as she received it. Mrs Hurtle, standing by, +declared it to be perfect;--but the occasion was one which admitted of +no delight. 'It's very good of you, Mr Crumb, to think of an old woman +like me,--particularly when you've such a deal of trouble with a young +un'.' + +'It's like the smut in the wheat, Mrs Pipkin, or the d'sease in the +'tatoes;--it has to be put up with, I suppose. Is she very partial, +ma'am, to that young baronite?' This question was asked of Mrs Hurtle. + +'Just a fancy for the time, Mr Crumb,' said the lady. + +'They never thinks as how their fancies may wellnigh half kill a man!' +Then he was silent for a while, sitting back in his chair, not moving +a limb, with his eyes fastened on Mrs Pipkin's ceiling. Mrs Hurtle had +some work in her hand, and sat watching him. The man was to her an +extraordinary being,--so constant, so slow, so unexpressive, so unlike +her own countrymen,--willing to endure so much, and at the same time so +warm in his affections! 'Sir Felix Carbury!' he said. 'I'll Sir Felix +him some of these days. If it was only dinner, wouldn't she be back +afore this, ma'am?' + +'I suppose they've gone to some place of amusement,' said Mrs Hurtle. + +'Like enough,' said John Crumb in a low voice. + +'She's that mad after dancing as never was,' said Mrs Pipkin. + +'And where is it as 'em dances?' asked Crumb, getting up from his +chair, and stretching himself. It was evident to both the ladies that +he was beginning to think that he would follow Ruby to the music hall. +Neither of them answered him, however, and then he sat down again. +'Does 'em dance all night at them places, Mrs Pipkin?' + +'They do pretty nearly all that they oughtn't to do,' said Mrs Pipkin. +John Crumb raised one of his fists, brought it down heavily on the +palm of his other hand, and then sat silent for awhile. + +'I never knowed as she was fond o' dancing,' he said. 'I'd a had +dancing for her down at Bungay,--just as ready as anything. D'ye +think, ma'am, it's the dancing she's after, or the baro-nite?' This +was another appeal to Mrs Hurtle. + +'I suppose they go together,' said the lady. + +Then there was another long pause, at the end of which poor John Crumb +burst out with some violence. 'Domn him! Domn him! What 'ad I ever dun +to him? Nothing! Did I ever interfere wi' him? Never! But I wull. I +wull. I wouldn't wonder but I'll swing for this at Bury!' + +'Oh, Mr Crumb, don't talk like that,' said Mrs Pipkin. + +'Mr Crumb is a little disturbed, but he'll get over it presently,' +said Mrs Hurtle. + +'She's a nasty slut to go and treat a young man as she's treating +you,' said Mrs Pipkin. + +'No, ma'am;--she ain't nasty,' said the lover. 'But she's crou'll,-- +horrid crou'll. It's no more use my going down about meal and pollard, +nor business, and she up here with that baro-nite,--no, no more nor +nothin'! When I handles it I don't know whether its middlings nor +nothin' else. If I was to twist his neck, ma'am, would you take it on +yourself to say as I was wrong?' + +'I'd sooner hear that you had taken the girl away from him,' said Mrs +Hurtle. + +'I could pretty well eat him,--that's what I could. Half past eleven; +is it? She must come some time, mustn't she?' Mrs Pipkin, who did not +want to burn candles all night long, declared that she could give no +assurance on that head. If Ruby did come, she should, on that night, +be admitted. But Mrs Pipkin thought that it would be better to get up +and let her in than to sit up for her. Poor Mr Crumb did not at once +take the hint, and remained there for another half-hour, saying +little, but waiting with the hope that Ruby might come. But when the +clock struck twelve he was told that he must go. Then he slowly +collected his limbs and dragged them out of the house. + +'That young man is a good fellow,' said Mrs Hurtle as soon as the door +was closed. + +'A deal too good for Ruby Ruggles,' said Mrs Pipkin. 'And he can +maintain a wife. Mr Carbury says as he's as well to do as any +tradesman down in them parts.' + +Mrs Hurtle disliked the name of Mr Carbury, and took this last +statement as no evidence in John Crumb's favour. 'I don't know that I +think better of the man for having Mr Carbury's friendship,' she said. + +'Mr Carbury ain't any way like his cousin, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'I don't think much of any of the Carburys, Mrs Pipkin. It seems to me +that everybody here is either too humble or too overbearing. Nobody +seems content to stand firm on his own footing and interfere with +nobody else.' This was all Greek to poor Mrs Pipkin. 'I suppose we may +as well go to bed now. When that girl comes and knocks, of course we +must let her in. If I hear her, I'll go down and open the door for +her.' + +Mrs Pipkin made very many apologies to her lodger for the condition of +her household. She would remain up herself to answer the door at the +first sound, so that Mrs Hurtle should not be disturbed. She would do +her best to prevent any further annoyance. She trusted Mrs Hurtle +would see that she was endeavouring to do her duty by the naughty +wicked girl. And then she came round to the point of her discourse. +She hoped that Mrs Hurtle would not be induced to quit the rooms by +these disagreeable occurrences. 'I don't mind saying it now, Mrs +Hurtle, but your being here is ever so much to me. I ain't nothing to +depend on,--only lodgers, and them as is any good is so hard to get!' +The poor woman hardly understood Mrs Hurtle, who, as a lodger, was +certainly peculiar. She cared nothing for disturbances, and rather +liked than otherwise the task of endeavouring to assist in the +salvation of Ruby. Mrs Hurtle begged that Mrs Pipkin would go to bed. +She would not be in the least annoyed by the knocking. Another +half-hour had thus been passed by the two ladies in the parlour after +Crumb's departure. Then Mrs Hurtle took her candle and had ascended +the stairs half way to her own sitting-room, when a loud double knock +was heard. She immediately joined Mrs Pipkin in the passage. The door +was opened, and there stood Ruby Ruggles, John Crumb, and two +policemen! Ruby rushed in, and casting herself on to one of the stairs +began to throw her hands about, and to howl piteously. 'Laws a mercy; +what is it?' asked Mrs Pipkin. + +'He's been and murdered him!' screamed Ruby. 'He has! He's been and +murdered him!' + +'This young woman is living here;--is she?' asked one of the +policemen. + +'She is living here,' said Mrs Hurtle. But now we must go back to the +adventures of John Crumb after he had left the house. + +He had taken a bedroom at a small inn close to the Eastern Counties +Railway Station which he was accustomed to frequent when business +brought him up to London, and thither he proposed to himself to +return. At one time there had come upon him an idea that he would +endeavour to seek Ruby and his enemy among the dancing saloons of the +metropolis; and he had asked a question with that view. But no answer +had been given which seemed to aid him in his project, and his purpose +had been abandoned as being too complex and requiring more +intelligence than he gave himself credit for possessing. So he had +turned down a street with which he was so far acquainted as to know +that it would take him to the Islington Angel,--where various roads +meet, and whence he would know his way eastwards. He had just passed +the Angel, and the end of Goswell Road, and was standing with his +mouth open, looking about, trying to make certain of himself that he +would not go wrong, thinking that he would ask a policeman whom he +saw, and hesitating because he feared that the man would want to know +his business. Then, of a sudden, he heard a woman scream, and knew +that it was Ruby's voice. The sound was very near him, but in the +glimmer of the gaslight he could not quite see whence it came. He +stood still, putting his hand up to scratch his head under his hat,-- +trying to think what, in such an emergency, it would be well that he +should do. Then he heard the voice distinctly, 'I won't;--I won't,' +and after that a scream. Then there were further words. 'It's no good +--I won't.' At last he was able to make up his mind. He rushed after +the sound, and turning down a passage to the right which led back into +Goswell Road, saw Ruby struggling in a man's arms. She had left the +dancing establishment with her lover; and when they had come to the +turn of the passage, there had arisen a question as to her further +destiny for the night. Ruby, though she well remembered Mrs Pipkin's +threats, was minded to try her chance at her aunt's door. Sir Felix +was of opinion that he could make a preferable arrangement for her; +and as Ruby was not at once amenable to his arguments he had thought +that a little gentle force might avail him. He had therefore dragged +Ruby into the passage. The unfortunate one! That so ill a chance +should have come upon him in the midst of his diversion! He had +swallowed several tumblers of brandy and water, and was therefore +brave with reference to that interference of the police, the fear of +which might otherwise have induced him to relinquish his hold of +Ruby's arm when she first raised her voice. But what amount of brandy +and water would have enabled him to persevere, could he have dreamed +that John Crumb was near him? On a sudden he found a hand on his coat, +and he was swung violently away, and brought with his back against the +railings so forcibly as to have the breath almost knocked out of his +body. But he could hear Ruby's exclamation, 'If it isn't John Crumb!' +Then there came upon him a sense of coming destruction, as though the +world for him were all over; and, collapsing throughout his limbs, he +slunk down upon the ground. + +'Get up, you wiper,' said John Crumb. But the baronet thought it +better to cling to the ground. 'You sholl get up,' said John, taking +him by the collar of his coat and lifting him. 'Now, Ruby, he's +a-going to have it,' said John. Whereupon Ruby screamed at the top of +her voice, with a shriek very much louder than that which had at first +attracted John Crumb's notice. + +'Don't hit a man when he's down,' said the baronet, pleading as though +for his life. + +'I wunt,' said John;--'but I'll hit a fellow when un's up.' Sir Felix +was little more than a child in the man's arms. John Crumb raised him, +and catching him round the neck with his left arm,--getting his head +into chancery as we used to say when we fought at school,--struck the +poor wretch some half-dozen times violently in the face, not knowing +or caring exactly where he hit him, but at every blow obliterating a +feature. And he would have continued had not Ruby flown at him and +rescued Sir Felix from his arms. 'He's about got enough of it,' said +John Crumb as he gave over his work. Then Sir Felix fell again to the +ground, moaning fearfully. 'I know'd he'd have to have it,' said John +Crumb. + +Ruby's screams of course brought the police, one arriving from each +end of the passage on the scene of action at the same time. And now +the cruellest thing of all was that Ruby in the complaints which she +made to the policemen said not a word against Sir Felix, but was as +bitter as she knew how to be in her denunciations of John Crumb. It +was in vain that John endeavoured to make the man understand that the +young woman had been crying out for protection when he had interfered. +Ruby was very quick of speech and John Crumb was very slow. Ruby swore +that nothing so horrible, so cruel, so bloodthirsty had ever been done +before. Sir Felix himself when appealed to could say nothing. He could +only moan and make futile efforts to wipe away the stream of blood +from his face when the men stood him up leaning against the railings. +And John, though he endeavoured to make the policemen comprehend the +extent of the wickedness of the young baronet, would not say a word +against Ruby. He was not even in the least angered by her +denunciations of himself. As he himself said sometimes afterwards, he +had 'dropped into the baronite' just in time, and, having been +successful in this, felt no wrath against Ruby for having made such an +operation necessary. + +There was soon a third policeman on the spot, and a dozen other +persons, cab-drivers, haunters of the street by night, and houseless +wanderers, casuals who at this season of the year preferred the +pavements to the poorhouse wards. They all took part against John +Crumb. Why had the big man interfered between the young woman and her +young man? Two or three of them wiped Sir Felix's face, and dabbed his +eyes, and proposed this and the other remedy. Some thought that he had +better be taken straight to an hospital. One lady remarked that he was +so mashed and mauled that she was sure he would never 'come to' +again. A precocious youth remarked that he was 'all one as a dead +un'.' A cabman observed that he had ''ad it awful 'eavy.' To all these +criticisms on his condition Sir Felix himself made no direct reply, +but he intimated his desire to be carried away somewhere, though he did +not much care whither. + +At last the policemen among them decided upon a course of action. They +had learned by the united testimony of Ruby and Crumb that Sir Felix +was Sir Felix. He was to be carried in a cab by one constable to +Bartholomew Hospital, who would then take his address so that he might +be produced and bound over to prosecute. Ruby should be even conducted +to the address she gave,--not half a mile from the spot on which they +now stood,--and be left there or not according to the account which +might be given of her. John Crumb must be undoubtedly locked up in the +station-house. He was the offender;--for aught that any of them yet +knew, the murderer. No one said a good word for him. He hardly said a +good word for himself, and certainly made no objection to the +treatment that had been proposed for him. But, no doubt, he was buoyed +up inwardly by the conviction that he had thoroughly thrashed his +enemy. + +Thus it came to pass that the two policemen with John Crumb and Ruby +came together to Mrs Pipkin's door. Ruby was still loud with +complaints against the ruffian who had beaten her lover,--who, perhaps, +had killed her loved one. She threatened the gallows, and handcuffs, +and perpetual imprisonment, and an action for damages amidst her +lamentations. But from Mrs Hurtle the policemen did manage to learn +something of the truth. Oh yes;--the girl lived there and was-- +respectable. This man whom they had arrested was respectable also, and +was the girl's proper lover. The other man who had been beaten was +undoubtedly the owner of a title; but he was not respectable, and was +only the girl's improper lover. And John Crumb's name was given. 'I'm +John Crumb of Bungay,' said he, 'and I ain't afeared of nothin' nor +nobody. And I ain't a been a drinking; no, I ain't. Mauled un'! In +course I've mauled un'. And I meaned it. That ere young woman is +engaged to be my wife.' + +'No, I ain't,' shouted Ruby. + +'But she is,' persisted John Crumb. + +'Well then, I never will,' rejoined Ruby. + +John Crumb turned upon her a look of love, and put his hand on his +heart. Whereupon the senior policeman said that he saw at a glance how +it all was, but that Mr Crumb had better come along with him just for +the present. To this arrangement the unfortunate hero from Bungay made +not the slightest objection. + +'Miss Ruggles,' said Mrs Hurtle, 'if that young man doesn't conquer +you at last you can't have a heart in your bosom.' + +'Indeed and I have then, and I don't mean to give it him if it's ever +so. He's been and killed Sir Felix.' Mrs Hurtle in a whisper to Mrs +Pipkin expressed a wicked wish that it might be so. After that the +three women all went to bed. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXII - 'ASK HIMSELF' + + +Roger Carbury when he received the letter from Hetta's mother desiring +him to tell her all that he knew of Paul Montague's connection with +Mrs Hurtle found himself quite unable to write a reply. He endeavoured +to ask himself what he would do in such a case if he himself were not +personally concerned. What advice in this emergency would he give to +the mother and what to the daughter, were he himself uninterested? He +was sure that, as Hetta's cousin and asking as though he were Hetta's +brother, he would tell her that Paul Montague's entanglement with that +American woman should have forbidden him at any rate for the present +to offer his hand to any other lady. He thought that he knew enough of +all the circumstances to be sure that such would be his decision. He +had seen Mrs Hurtle with Montague at Lowestoft, and had known that +they were staying together as friends at the same hotel. He knew that +she had come to England with the express purpose of enforcing the +fulfilment of an engagement which Montague had often acknowledged. He +knew that Montague made frequent visits to her in London. He had, +indeed, been told by Montague himself that, let the cost be what it +might, the engagement should be and in fact had been broken off. He +thoroughly believed the man's word, but put no trust whatever in his +firmness. And, hitherto, he had no reason whatever for supposing that +Mrs Hurtle had consented to be abandoned. What father, what elder +brother would allow a daughter or a sister to become engaged to a man +embarrassed by such difficulties? He certainly had counselled Montague +to rid himself of the trammels by which he had surrounded himself;-- +but not on that account could he think that the man in his present +condition was fit to engage himself to another woman. + +All this was clear to Roger Carbury. But then it had been equally +clear to him that he could not, as a man of honour, assist his own +cause by telling a tale,--which tale had become known to him as the +friend of the man against whom it would have to be told. He had +resolved upon that as he left Montague and Mrs Hurtle together upon +the sands at Lowestoft. But what was he to do now? The girl whom he +loved had confessed her love for the other man,--that man, who in +seeking the girl's love, had been as he thought so foul a traitor to +himself! That he would hold himself as divided from the man by a +perpetual and undying hostility he had determined. That his love for +the woman would be equally perpetual he was quite sure. Already there +were floating across his brain ideas of perpetuating his name in the +person of some child of Hetta's,--but with the distinct understanding +that he and the child's father should never see each other. No more +than twenty-four hours had intervened between the receipt of Paul's +letter and that from Lady Carbury,--but during those four-and-twenty +hours he had almost forgotten Mrs Hurtle. The girl was gone from him, +and he thought only of his own loss and of Paul's perfidy. Then came +the direct question as to which he was called upon for a direct +answer. Did he know anything of facts relating to the presence of a +certain Mrs Hurtle in London which were of a nature to make it +inexpedient that Hetta should accept Paul Montague as her betrothed +lover? Of course he did. The facts were all familiar to him. But how +was he to tell the facts? In what words was he to answer such a +letter? If he told the truth as he knew it how was he to secure +himself against the suspicion of telling a story against his rival in +order that he might assist himself, or at any rate, punish the rival? + +As he could not trust himself to write an answer to Lady Carbury's +letter he determined that he would go to London. If he must tell the +story he could tell it better face to face than by any written words. +So he made the journey, arrived in town late in the evening, and +knocked at the door in Welbeck Street between ten and eleven on the +morning after the unfortunate meeting which took place between Sir +Felix and John Crumb. The page when he opened the door looked as a +page should look when the family to which he is attached is suffering +from some terrible calamity. 'My lady' had been summoned to the +hospital to see Sir Felix who was,--as the page reported,--in a very +bad way indeed. The page did not exactly know what had happened, but +supposed that Sir Felix had lost most of his limbs by this time. Yes; +Miss Carbury was upstairs; and would no doubt see her cousin, though +she, too, was in a very bad condition; and dreadfully put about. That +poor Hetta should be 'put about' with her brother in the hospital and +her lover in the toils of an abominable American woman was natural +enough. + +'What's this about Felix?' asked Roger. The new trouble always has +precedence over those which are of earlier date. + +'Oh Roger, I am so glad to see you. Felix did not come home last +night, and this morning there came a man from the hospital in the city +to say that he is there.' + +'What has happened to him?' + +'Somebody,--somebody has,--beaten him,' said Hetta whimpering. Then she +told the story as far as she knew it. The messenger from the hospital +had declared that the young man was in no danger and that none of his +bones were broken, but that he was terribly bruised about the face, +that his eyes were in a frightful condition, sundry of his teeth +knocked out, and his lips cut open. But, the messenger had gone on to +say, the house surgeon had seen no reason why the young gentleman +should not be taken home. 'And mamma has gone to fetch him,' said +Hetta. + +'That's John Crumb,' said Roger. Hetta had never heard of John Crumb, +and simply stared into her cousin's face. 'You have not been told +about John Crumb? No;--you would not hear of him.' + +'Why should John Crumb beat Felix like that?' + +'They say, Hetta, that women are the cause of most troubles that occur +in the world.' The girl blushed up to her eyes, as though the whole +story of Felix's sin and folly had been told to her. 'If it be as I +suppose,' continued Roger, 'John Crumb has considered himself to be +aggrieved and has thus avenged himself.' + +'Did you--know of him before?' + +'Yes indeed;--very well. He is a neighbour of mine and was in love with +a girl, with all his heart; and he would have made her his wife and +have been good to her. He had a home to offer her, and is an honest +man with whom she would have been safe and respected and happy. Your +brother saw her and, though he knew the story, though he had been told +by myself that this honest fellow had placed his happiness on the +girl's love, he thought,--well, I suppose he thought that such a +pretty thing as this girl was too good for John Crumb.' + +'But Felix has been going to marry Miss Melmotte!' + +'You're old-fashioned, Hetta. It used to be the way,--to be off with +your old love before you are on with the new; but that seems to be all +changed now. Such fine young fellows as there are now can be in love +with two at once. That I fear is what Felix has thought;--and now he +has been punished.' + +'You know all about it then?' + +'No;--I don't know. But I think it has been so. I do know that John +Crumb had threatened to do this thing, and I felt sure that sooner or +later he would be as good as his word. If it has been so, who is to +blame him?' + +Hetta as she heard the story hardly knew whether her cousin, in his +manner of telling the story, was speaking of that other man, of that +stranger of whom she had never heard, or of himself. He would have +made her his wife and have been good to her. He had a home to offer +her. He was an honest man with whom she would have been safe and +respected and happy! He had looked at her while speaking as though it +were her own case of which he spoke. And then, when he talked of the +old-fashioned way, of being off with the old love before you are on +with the new, had he not alluded to Paul Montague and this story of +the American woman? But, if so, it was not for Hetta to notice it +by words. He must speak more plainly than that before she could be +supposed to know that he alluded to her own condition. 'It is very +shocking,' she said. + +'Shocking;--yes. One is shocked at it all. I pity your mother, and I +pity you.' + +'It seems to me that nothing ever will be happy for us,' said Hetta. +She was longing to be told something of Mrs Hurtle, but she did not as +yet dare to ask the question. + +'I do not know whether to wait for your mother or not,' said he after +a short pause. + +'Pray wait for her if you are not very busy.' + +'I came up only to see her, but perhaps she would not wish me to be +here when she brings Felix back to the house.' + +'Indeed she will. She would like you always to be here when there are +troubles. Oh, Roger, I wish you could tell me.' + +'Tell you what?' + +'She has written to you;--has she not?' + +'Yes; she has written to me.' + +'And about me?' + +'Yes;--about you, Hetta. And, Hetta, Mr Montague has written to me +also.' + +'He told me that he would,' whispered Hetta. + +'Did he tell you my answer?' + +'No;--he has told me of no answer. I have not seen him since.' + +'You do not think that it can have been very kind, do you? I also have +something of the feeling of John Crumb, though I shall not attempt to +show it after the same fashion.' + +'Did you not say the girl had promised to love that man?' + +'I did not say so;--but she had promised. Yes, Hetta; there is a +difference. The girl then was fickle and went back from her word. You +never have done that. I am not justified in thinking even a hard +thought of you. I have never harboured a hard thought of you. It is +not you that I reproach. But he,--he has been if possible more false +than Felix.' + +'Oh, Roger, how has he been false?' + +Still he was not wishful to tell her the story of Mrs Hurtle. The +treachery of which he was speaking was that which he had thought had +been committed by his friend towards himself. 'He should have left the +place and never have come near you,' said Roger, 'when he found how it +was likely to be with him. He owed it to me not to take the cup of +water from my lips.' + +How was she to tell him that the cup of water never could have touched +his lips? And yet if this were the only falsehood of which he had to +tell, she was bound to let him know that it was so. That horrid story +of Mrs Hurtle;--she would listen to that if she could hear it. She +would be all ears for that. But she could not admit that her lover had +sinned in loving her. 'But, Roger,' she said,--'it would have been the +same.' + +'You may say so. You may feel it. You may know it. I at any rate will +not contradict you when you say that it must have been so. But he +didn't feel it. He didn't know it. He was to me as a younger brother,-- +and he has robbed me of everything. I understand, Hetta, what you +mean. I should never have succeeded! My happiness would have been +impossible if Paul had never come home from America. I have told +myself so a hundred times, but I cannot therefore forgive him. And I +won't forgive him, Hetta. Whether you are his wife, or another man's, +or whether you are Hetta Carbury on to the end, my feeling to you will +be the same. While we both live, you must be to me the dearest +creature living. My hatred to him--' + +'Oh, Roger, do not say hatred.' + +'My hostility to him can make no difference in my feeling to you. I +tell you that should you become his wife you will still be my love. As +to not coveting,--how is a man to cease to covet that which he has +always coveted? But I shall be separated from you. Should I be dying, +then I should send for you. You are the very essence of my life. I +have no dream of happiness otherwise than as connected with you. He +might have my whole property and I would work for my bread, if I could +only have a chance of winning you to share my toils with me.' + +But still there was no word of Mrs Hurtle. 'Roger,' she said, 'I have +given it all away now. It cannot be given twice.' + +'If he were unworthy would your heart never change?' + +'I think--never. Roger, is he unworthy?' + +'How can you trust me to answer such a question? He is my enemy. He +has been ungrateful to me as one man hardly ever is to another. He has +turned all my sweetness to gall, all my flowers to bitter weeds; he +has choked up all my paths. And now you ask me whether he is unworthy! +I cannot tell you.' + +'If you thought him worthy you would tell me,' she said, getting up +and taking him by the arm. + +'No;--I will tell you nothing. Go to some one else, not to me;' and +he tried with gentleness but tried ineffectually to disengage himself +from her hold. + +'Roger, if you knew him to be good you would tell me, because you +yourself are so good. Even though you hated him you would say so. It +would not be you to leave a false impression even against your +enemies. I ask you because, however it may be with you, I know I can +trust you. I can be nothing else to you, Roger; but I love you as a +sister loves, and I come to you as a sister comes to a brother. He has +my heart. Tell me;--is there any reason why he should not also have my +hand?' + +'Ask himself, Hetta.' + +'And you will tell me nothing? You will not try to save me though you +know that I am in danger? Who is--Mrs Hurtle?' + +'Have you asked him?' + +'I had not heard her name when he parted from me. I did not even know +that such a woman lived. Is it true that he has promised to marry her? +Felix told me of her, and told me also that you knew. But I cannot +trust Felix as I would trust you. And mamma says that it is so;--but +mamma also bids me ask you. There is such a woman?' + +'There is such a woman certainly.' + +'And she has been,--a friend of Paul's?' + +'Whatever be the story, Hetta, you shall not hear it from me. I will +say neither evil nor good of the man except in regard to his conduct +to myself. Send for him and ask him to tell you the story of Mrs +Hurtle as it concerns himself. I do not think he will lie, but if he +lies you will know that he is lying.' + +'And that is all?' + +'All that I can say, Hetta. You ask me to be your brother;--but I +cannot put myself in the place of your brother. I tell you plainly that +I am your lover, and shall remain so. Your brother would welcome the man +whom you would choose as your husband. I can never welcome any husband +of yours. I think if twenty years were to pass over us, and you were +still Hetta Carbury, I should still be your lover,--though an old one. +What is now to be done about Felix, Hetta?' + +'Ah what can be done? I think sometimes that it will break mamma's +heart.' + +'Your mother makes me angry by her continual indulgence.' + +'But what can she do? You would not have her turn him into the +street?' + +'I do not know that I would not. For a time it might serve him +perhaps. Here is the cab. Here they are. Yes; you had better go down +and let your mother know that I am here. They will perhaps take him up +to bed, so that I need not see him.' + +Hetta did as she was bid, and met her mother and her brother in the +hall. Felix having the full use of his arms and legs was able to +descend from the cab, and hurry across the pavement into the house, +and then, without speaking a word to his sister, hid himself in the +dining-room. His face was strapped up with plaister so that not a +feature was visible; and both his eyes were swollen and blue; part of +his beard had been cut away, and his physiognomy had altogether been +so treated that even the page would hardly have known him. 'Roger is +upstairs, mamma,' said Hetta in the hall. + +'Has he heard about Felix;--has he come about that?' + +'He has heard only what I have told him. He has come because of your +letter. He says that a man named Crumb did it.' + +'Then he does know. Who can have told him? He always knows everything. +Oh, Hetta, what am I to do? Where shall I go with this wretched boy?' + +'Is he hurt, mamma?' + +'Hurt;--of course he is hurt; horribly hurt. The brute tried to kill +him. They say that he will be dreadfully scarred for ever. But oh, +Hetta;--what am I to do with him? What am I to do with myself and +you?' + +On this occasion Roger was saved from the annoyance of any personal +intercourse with his cousin Felix. The unfortunate one was made as +comfortable as circumstances would permit in the parlour, and Lady +Carbury then went up to her cousin in the drawing-room. She had +learned the truth with some fair approach to accuracy, though Sir +Felix himself had of course lied as to every detail. There are some +circumstances so distressing in themselves as to make lying almost a +necessity. When a young man has behaved badly about a woman, when a +young man has been beaten without returning a blow, when a young man's +pleasant vices are brought directly under a mother's eyes, what can he +do but lie? How could Sir Felix tell the truth about that rash +encounter? But the policeman who had brought him to the hospital had +told all that he knew. The man who had thrashed the baronet had been +Crumb, and the thrashing had been given on the score of a young woman +called Ruggles. So much was known at the hospital, and so much could +not be hidden by any lies which Sir Felix might tell. And when Sir +Felix swore that a policeman was holding him while Crumb was beating +him, no one believed him. In such cases the liar does not expect to be +believed. He knows that his disgrace will be made public, and only +hopes to be saved from the ignominy of declaring it with his own +words. + +'What am I to do with him?' Lady Carbury said to her cousin. 'It is no +use telling me to leave him. I can't do that. I know he is bad. I know +that I have done much to make him what he is.' As she said this the +tears were running down her poor worn cheeks. 'But he is my child. +What am I to do with him now?' + +This was a question which Roger found it almost impossible to answer. +If he had spoken his thoughts he would have declared that Sir Felix +had reached an age at which, if a man will go headlong to destruction, +he must go headlong to destruction. Thinking as he did of his cousin +he could see no possible salvation for him. 'Perhaps I should take him +abroad,' he said. + +'Would he be better abroad than here?' + +'He would have less opportunity for vice, and fewer means of running +you into debt.' + +Lady Carbury, as she turned this counsel in her mind, thought of all +the hopes which she had indulged,--her literary aspirations, her +Tuesday evenings, her desire for society, her Brounes, her Alfs, and +her Bookers, her pleasant drawing-room, and the determination which +she had made that now in the afternoon of her days she would become +somebody in the world. Must she give it all up and retire to the +dreariness of some French town because it was no longer possible that +she should live in London with such a son as hers? There seemed to be +a cruelty in this beyond all cruelties that she had hitherto endured. +This was harder even than those lies which had been told of her when +almost in fear of her life she had run from her husband's house. But +yet she must do even this if in no other way she and her son could be +together. 'Yes,' she said, 'I suppose it would be so. I only wish that +I might die, so that were an end of it.' + +'He might go out to one of the Colonies,' said Roger. + +'Yes;--be sent away that he might kill himself with drink in +the bush, and so be got rid of. I have heard of that before. +Wherever he goes I shall go.' + +As the reader knows, Roger Carbury had not latterly held this cousin +of his in much esteem. He knew her to be worldly and he thought her to +be unprincipled. But now, at this moment, her exceeding love for the +son whom she could no longer pretend to defend, wiped out all her +sins. He forgot the visit made to Carbury under false pretences, and +the Melmottes, and all the little tricks which he had detected, in his +appreciation of an affection which was pure and beautiful. 'If you +like to let your house for a period,' he said, 'mine is open to you.' + +'But, Felix?' + +'You shall take him there. I am all alone in the world. I can make a +home for myself at the cottage. It is empty now. If you think that +would save you you can try it for six months.' + +'And turn you out of your own house? No, Roger. I cannot do that. And, +Roger;--what is to be done about Hetta?' Hetta herself had retreated, +leaving Roger and her mother alone together, feeling sure that there +would be questions asked and answered in her absence respecting Mrs +Hurtle, which her presence would prevent. She wished it could have +been otherwise--that she might have been allowed to hear it all herself +--as she was sure that the story coming through her mother would not +savour so completely of unalloyed truth as if told to her by her +cousin Roger. + +'Hetta can be trusted to judge for herself,' he said. + +'How can you say that when she has just accepted this young man? Is it +not true that he is even now living with an American woman whom he has +promised to marry?' + +'No;--that is not true.' + +'What is true then? Is he not engaged to the woman?' Roger hesitated a +moment. 'I do not know that even that is true. When last he spoke to +me about it he declared that the engagement was at an end. I have told +Hetta to ask himself. Let her tell him that she has heard of this +woman from you, and that it behoves her to know the truth. I do not +love him, Lady Carbury. He has no longer any place in my friendship. +But I think that if Hetta asks him simply what is the nature of his +connexion with Mrs Hurtle, he will tell her the truth.' + +Roger did not again see Hetta before he left the house, nor did he see +his cousin Felix at all. He had now done all that he could do by his +journey up to London, and he returned on that day back to Carbury. +Would it not be better for him, in spite of the protestations which he +had made, to dismiss the whole family from his mind? There could be no +other love for him. He must be desolate and alone. But he might then +save himself from a world of cares, and might gradually teach himself +to live as though there were no such woman as Hetta Carbury in the +world. But no! He would not allow himself to believe that this could +be right. The very fact of his love made it a duty to him,--made it +almost the first of his duties,--to watch over the interests of her he +loved and of those who belonged to her. + +But among those so belonging he did not recognise Paul Montague. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIII - MARIE'S FORTUNE + + +When Marie Melmotte assured Sir Felix Carbury that her father had +already endowed her with a large fortune which could not be taken from +her without her own consent, she spoke no more than the truth. She +knew of the matter almost as little as it was possible that she should +know. As far as reticence on the subject was compatible with the +object he had in view Melmotte had kept from her all knowledge of the +details of the arrangement. But it had been necessary when the thing +was done to explain, or to pretend to explain, much; and Marie's +memory and also her intelligence had been strong beyond her father's +anticipation. He was deriving a very considerable income from a large +sum of money which he had invested in foreign funds in her name, and +had got her to execute a power of attorney enabling him to draw this +income on her behalf. This he had done fearing shipwreck in the course +which he meant to run, and resolved that, let circumstances go as they +might, there should still be left enough to him of the money which he +had realised to enable him to live in comfort and luxury, should he be +doomed to live in obscurity, or even in infamy. He had sworn to +himself solemnly that under no circumstances would he allow this money +to go back into the vortex of his speculations, and hitherto he had +been true to his oath. Though bankruptcy and apparent ruin might be +imminent he would not bolster up his credit by the use of this money +even though it might appear at the moment that the money would be +sufficient for the purpose. If such a day should come, then, with that +certain income, he would make himself happy, if possible, or at any +rate luxurious, in whatever city of the world might know least of his +antecedents, and give him the warmest welcome on behalf of his wealth. +Such had been his scheme of life. But he had failed to consider +various circumstances. His daughter might be untrue to him, or in the +event of her marriage might fail to release his property,--or it might +be that the very money should be required to dower his daughter. Or +there might come troubles on him so great that even the certainty of a +future income would not enable him to bear them. Now, at this present +moment, his mind was tortured by great anxiety. Were he to resume this +property it would more than enable him to pay all that was due to the +Longestaffes. It would do that and tide him for a time over some other +difficulties. Now in regard to the Longestaffes themselves, he +certainly had no desire to depart from the rule which he had made for +himself, on their behalf. Were it necessary that a crash should come +they would be as good creditors as any other. But then he was +painfully alive to the fact that something beyond simple indebtedness +was involved in that transaction. He had with his own hand traced +Dolly Longestaffe's signature on the letter which he had found in old +Mr Longestaffe's drawer. He had found it in an envelope, addressed by +the elder Mr Longestaffe to Messrs. Slow and Bideawhile, and he had +himself posted this letter in a pillarbox near to his house. In the +execution of this manoeuvre, circumstances had greatly befriended him. +He had become the tenant of Mr Longestaffe's house, and at the same +time had only been the joint tenant of Mr Longestaffe's study,--so +that Mr Longestaffe's papers were almost in his very hands. To pick a +lock was with him an accomplishment long since learned. But his science +in that line did not go so far as to enable him to replace the bolt in +its receptacle. He had picked a lock, had found the letter prepared by +Mr Bideawhile with its accompanying envelope, and had then already +learned enough of the domestic circumstances of the Longestaffe family +to feel assured that unless he could assist the expedition of this +hitherto uncompleted letter by his own skill, the letter would never +reach its intended destination. In all this fortune had in some degree +befriended him. The circumstances being as they were it was hardly +possible that the forgery should be discovered. Even though the young +man were to swear that the signature was not his, even though the old +man were to swear that he had left that drawer properly locked with +the unsigned letter in it, still there could be no evidence. People +might think. People might speak. People might feel sure. And then a +crash would come. But there would still be that ample fortune on which +to retire and eat and drink and make merry for the rest of his days. + +Then there came annoying complications in his affairs. What had been +so easy in reference to that letter which Dolly Longestaffe never +would have signed, was less easy but still feasible in another matter. +Under the joint pressure of immediate need, growing ambition, and +increasing audacity it had been done. Then the rumours that were +spread abroad,--which to Melmotte were serious indeed,--they named, at +any rate in reference to Dolly Longestaffe, the very thing that had +been done. Now if that, or the like of that, were brought actually home +to him, if twelve jurymen could be got to say that he had done that +thing, of what use then would be all that money? When that fear arose, +then there arose also the question whether it might not be well to use +the money to save him from such ruin, if it might be so used. No doubt +all danger in that Longestaffe affair might be bought off by payment +of the price stipulated for the Pickering property. Neither would +Dolly Longestaffe nor Squercum, of whom Mr Melmotte had already heard, +concern himself in this matter if the money claimed were paid. But +then the money would be as good as wasted by such a payment, if, as he +firmly believed, no sufficient evidence could be produced to prove the +thing which he had done. + +But the complications were so many! Perhaps in his admiration for the +country of his adoption Mr Melmotte had allowed himself to attach +higher privileges to the British aristocracy than do in truth belong +to them. He did in his heart believe that could he be known to all the +world as the father-in-law of the eldest son of the Marquis of Auld +Reekie he would become, not really free of the law, but almost safe +from its fangs in regard to such an affair as this. He thought he +could so use the family with which he would be connected as to force +from it that protection which he would need. And then again, if he +could tide over this bad time, how glorious would it be to have a +British Marquis for his son-in-law! Like many others he had failed +altogether to inquire when the pleasure to himself would come, or what +would be its nature. But he did believe that such a marriage would add +a charm to his life. Now he knew that Lord Nidderdale could not be got +to marry his daughter without the positive assurance of absolute +property, but he did think that the income which might thus be +transferred with Marie, though it fell short of that which had been +promised, might suffice for the time; and he had already given proof +to the Marquis's lawyer that his daughter was possessed of the +property in question. + +And indeed, there was another complication which had arisen within the +last few days and which had startled Mr Melmotte very much indeed. On +a certain morning he had sent for Marie to the study and had told her +that he should require her signature in reference to a deed. She had +asked him what deed. He had replied that it would be a document +regarding money and reminded her that she had signed such a deed once +before, telling her that it was all in the way of business. It was not +necessary that she should ask any more questions as she would be +wanted only to sign the paper. Then Marie astounded him, not merely by +showing him that she understood a great deal more of the transaction +than he had thought,--but also by a positive refusal to sign anything at +all. The reader may understand that there had been many words between +them. 'I know, papa. It is that you may have the money to do what you +like with. You have been so unkind to me about Sir Felix Carbury that +I won't do it. If I ever marry the money will belong to my husband!' +His breath almost failed him as he listened to these words. He did not +know whether to approach her with threats, with entreaties, or with +blows. Before the interview was over he had tried all three. He had +told her that he could and would put her in prison for conduct so +fraudulent. He besought her not to ruin her parent by such monstrous +perversity. And at last he took her by both arms and shook her +violently. But Marie was quite firm. He might cut her to pieces; but +she would sign nothing. 'I suppose you thought Sir Felix would have +had the entire sum,' said the father with deriding scorn. + +'And he would;--if he had the spirit to take it,' answered Marie. + +This was another reason for sticking to the Nidderdale plan. He would +no doubt lose the immediate income, but in doing so he would secure +the Marquis. He was therefore induced, on weighing in his +nicest-balanced scales the advantages and disadvantages, to leave the +Longestaffes unpaid and to let Nidderdale have the money. Not that he +could make up his mind to such a course with any conviction that he +was doing the best for himself. The dangers on all sides were very +great! But at the present moment audacity recommended itself to him, +and this was the boldest stroke. Marie had now said that she would +accept Nidderdale,--or the sweep at the crossing. + +On Monday morning,--it was on the preceding Thursday that he had made +his famous speech in Parliament,--one of the Bideawhiles had come to +him in the City. He had told Mr Bideawhile that all the world knew that +just at the present moment money was very 'tight' in the City. 'We are +not asking for payment of a commercial debt,' said Mr Bideawhile, 'but +for the price of a considerable property which you have purchased.' Mr +Melmotte had suggested that the characteristics of the money were the +same, let the sum in question have become due how it might. Then he +offered to make the payment in two bills at three and six months' +date, with proper interest allowed. But this offer Mr Bideawhile +scouted with indignation, demanding that the title-deeds might be +restored to them. + +'You have no right whatever to demand the title-deeds,' said Melmotte. +'You can only claim the sum due, and I have already told you how I +propose to pay it.' + +Mr Bideawhile was nearly beside himself with dismay. In the whole +course of his business, in all the records of the very respectable +firm to which he belonged, there had never been such a thing as this. +Of course Mr Longestaffe had been the person to blame,--so at least +all the Bideawhiles declared among themselves. He had been so anxious +to have dealings with the man of money that he had insisted that the +title-deeds should be given up. But then the title-deeds had not been +his to surrender. The Pickering estate had been the joint property of +him and his son. The house had been already pulled down, and now the +purchaser offered bills in lieu of the purchase money! 'Do you mean to +tell me, Mr Melmotte, that you have not got the money to pay for what +you have bought, and that nevertheless the title-deeds have already +gone out of your hands?' + +'I have property to ten times the value, twenty times the value, +thirty times the value,' said Melmotte proudly; 'but you must know I +should think by this time that a man engaged in large affairs cannot +always realise such a sum as eighty thousand pounds at a day's notice.' +Mr Bideawhile without using language that was absolutely vituperative +gave Mr Melmotte to understand that he thought that he and his client +had been robbed, and that he should at once take whatever severest +steps the law put in his power. As Mr Melmotte shrugged his shoulders +and made no further reply, Mr Bideawhile could only take his +departure. + +The attorney, although he was bound to be staunch to his own client, +and to his own house in opposition to Mr Squercum, nevertheless was +becoming doubtful in his own mind as to the genuineness of the letter +which Dolly was so persistent in declaring that he had not signed. Mr +Longestaffe himself, who was at any rate an honest man, had given it +as his opinion that Dolly had not signed the letter. His son had +certainly refused to sign it once, and as far as he knew could have +had no opportunity of signing it since. He was all but sure that he +had left the letter under lock and key in his own drawer in the room +which had latterly become Melmotte's study as well as his own. Then, +on entering the room in Melmotte's presence,--their friendship at the +time having already ceased,--he found that his drawer was open. This +same Mr Bideawhile was with him at the time. 'Do you mean to say that +I have opened your drawer?' said Mr Melmotte. Mr Longestaffe had +become very red in the face and had replied by saying that he +certainly made no such accusation, but as certainly he had not left +the drawer unlocked. He knew his own habits and was sure that he had +never left that drawer open in his life. 'Then you must have changed +the habits of your life on this occasion,' said Mr Melmotte with +spirit. Mr Longestaffe would trust himself to no other word within the +house, but, when they were out in the street together, he assured the +lawyer that certainly that drawer had been left locked, and that to +the best of his belief the letter unsigned had been left within the +drawer. Mr Bideawhile could only remark that it was the most +unfortunate circumstance with which he had ever been concerned. + +The marriage with Nidderdale would upon the whole be the best thing, +if it could only be accomplished. The reader must understand that +though Mr Melmotte had allowed himself considerable poetical licence +in that statement as to property thirty times as great as the price +which he ought to have paid for Pickering, still there was property. +The man's speculations had been so great and so wide that he did not +really know what he owned, or what he owed. But he did know that at +the present moment he was driven very hard for large sums. His chief +trust for immediate money was in Cohenlupe, in whose hands had really +been the manipulation of the shares of the Mexican railway. He had +trusted much to Cohenlupe,--more than it had been customary with him +to trust to any man. Cohenlupe assured him that nothing could be done +with the railway shares at the present moment. They had fallen under +the panic almost to nothing. Now in the time of his trouble Melmotte +wanted money from the great railway, but just because he wanted money +the great railway was worth nothing. Cohenlupe told him that he must +tide over the evil hour,--or rather over an evil month. It was at +Cohenlupe's instigation that he had offered the two bills to Mr +Bideawhile. 'Offer 'em again,' said Cohenlupe. 'He must take the bills +sooner or later.' + +On the Monday afternoon Melmotte met Lord Nidderdale in the lobby of +the House. 'Have you seen Marie lately?' he said. Nidderdale had been +assured that morning, by his father's lawyer, in his father's +presence, that if he married Miss Melmotte at present he would +undoubtedly become possessed of an income amounting to something over +£5,000 a year. He had intended to get more than that,--and was hardly +prepared to accept Marie at such a price; but then there probably +would be more. No doubt there was a difficulty about Pickering. +Melmotte certainly had been raising money. But this might probably be +an affair of a few weeks. Melmotte had declared that Pickering should +be made over to the young people at the marriage. His father had +recommended him to get the girl to name a day. The marriage could be +broken off at the last day if the property were not forthcoming. + +'I'm going up to your house almost immediately,' said Nidderdale. + +'You'll find the women at tea to a certainty between five and six,' +said Melmotte. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIV - MELMOTTE MAKES A FRIEND + + +'Have you been thinking any more about it?' Lord Nidderdale said to +the girl as soon as Madame Melmotte had succeeded in leaving them +alone together. + +'I have thought ever so much more about it,' said Marie. + +'And what's the result?' + +'Oh,--I'll have you.' + +'That's right,' said Nidderdale, throwing himself on the sofa close to +her, so that he might put his arm round her waist. + +'Wait a moment, Lord Nidderdale,' she said. + +'You might as well call me John.' + +'Then wait a moment,--John. You think you might as well marry me, +though you don't love me a bit.' + +'That's not true, Marie.' + +'Yes it is;--it's quite true. And I think just the same,--that I might +as well marry you, though I don't love you a bit.' + +'But you will.' + +'I don't know. I don't feel like it just at present. You had better +know the exact truth, you know. I have told my father that I did not +think you'd ever come again, but that if you did I would accept you. +But I'm not going to tell any stories about it. You know who I've been +in love with.' + +'But you can't be in love with him now.' + +'Why not? I can't marry him. I know that. And if he were to come to +me, I don't think that I would. He has behaved bad.' + +'Have I behaved bad?' + +'Not like him. You never did care, and you never said you cared.' + +'Oh yes,--I have.' + +'Not at first. You say it now because you think that I shall like it. +But it makes no difference now. I don't mind about your arm being +there if we are to be married, only it's just as well for both of us +to look on it as business.' + +'How very hard you are, Marie.' + +'No, I ain't. I wasn't hard to Sir Felix Carbury, and so I tell you. I +did love him.' + +'Surely you have found him out now.' + +'Yes, I have,' said Marie. 'He's a poor creature.' + +'He has just been thrashed, you know, in the streets,--most horribly.' +Marie had not been told of this, and started back from her lover's +arms. 'You hadn't heard it?' + +'Who has thrashed him?' + +'I don't want to tell the story against him, but they say he has been +cut about in a terrible manner.' + +'Why should anybody beat him? Did he do anything?' + +'There was a young lady in the question, Marie.' + +'A young lady! What young lady? I don't believe it. But it's nothing +to me. I don't care about anything, Lord Nidderdale;--not a bit. I +suppose you've made up all that out of your own head.' + +'Indeed, no. I believe he was beaten, and I believe it was about a +young woman. But it signifies nothing to me, and I don't suppose it +signifies much to you. Don't you think we might fix a day, Marie?' + +'I don't care the least,' said Marie. 'The longer it's put off the +better I shall like it;--that's all.' + +'Because I'm so detestable?' + +'No,--you ain't detestable. I think you are a very good fellow; only +you don't care for me. But it is detestable not being able to do what +one wants. It's detestable having to quarrel with everybody and never +to be good friends with anybody. And it's horribly detestable having +nothing on earth to give one any interest.' + +'You couldn't take any interest in me?' + +'Not the least.' + +'Suppose you try. Wouldn't you like to know anything about the place +where we live?' + +'It's a castle, I know.' + +'Yes;--Castle Reekie; ever so many hundred years old.' + +'I hate old places. I should like a new house, and a new dress, and a +new horse every week,--and a new lover. Your father lives at the +castle. I don't suppose we are to go and live there too.' + +'We shall be there sometimes. When shall it be?' + +'The year after next.' + +'Nonsense, Marie.' + +'To-morrow.' + +'You wouldn't be ready.' + +'You may manage it all just as you like with papa. Oh, yes,--kiss me; +of course you may. If I'm to belong to you what does it matter? No;--I +won't say that I love you. But if ever I do say it, you may be sure it +will be true. That's more than you can say of yourself,--John.' + +So the interview was over and Nidderdale walked back to the house +thinking of his lady love, as far as he was able to bring his mind to +any operation of thinking. He was fully determined to go on with it. +As far as the girl herself was concerned, she had, in these latter +days, become much more attractive to him than when he had first known +her. She certainly was not a fool. And, though he could not tell +himself that she was altogether like a lady, still she had a manner of +her own which made him think that she would be able to live with +ladies. And he did think that, in spite of all she said to the +contrary, she was becoming fond of him,--as he certainly had become +fond of her. 'Have you been up with the ladies?' Melmotte asked him. + +'Oh yes.' + +'And what does Marie say?' + +'That you must fix the day.' + +'We'll have it very soon then;--some time next month. You'll want to get +away in August. And to tell the truth so shall I. I never was worked +so hard in my life as I've been this summer. The election and that +horrid dinner had something to do with it. And I don't mind telling +you that I've had a fearful weight on my mind in reference to money. I +never had to find so many large sums in so short a time! And I'm not +quite through it yet.' + +'I wonder why you gave the dinner then.' + +'My dear boy,'--it was very pleasant to him to call the son of a +marquis his dear boy,--'as regards expenditure that was a flea-bite. +Nothing that I could spend myself would have the slightest effect +upon my condition one way or the other.' + +'I wish it could be the same way with me,' said Nidderdale. + +'If you chose to go into business with me instead of taking Marie's +money out, it very soon would be so with you. But the burden is very +great. I never know whence these panics arise, or why they come, or +whither they go. But when they do come, they are like a storm at sea. +It is only the strong ships that can stand the fury of the winds and +waves. And then the buffeting which a man gets leaves him only half +the man he was. I've had it very hard this time.' + +'I suppose you are getting right now.' + +'Yes;--I am getting right. I am not in any fear, if you mean that. I +don't mind telling you everything as it is settled now that you are to +be Marie's husband. I know that you are honest, and that if you could +hurt me by repeating what I say you wouldn't do it.' + +'Certainly I would not.' + +'You see I've no partner,--nobody that is bound to know my affairs. +My wife is the best woman in the world, but is utterly unable to +understand anything about it. Of course I can't talk freely to Marie. +Cohenlupe whom you see so much with me is all very well,--in his way, +but I never talk over my affairs with him. He is concerned with me in +one or two things,--our American railway for instance, but he has no +interest generally in my house. It is all on my own shoulders, and I +can tell you the weight is a little heavy. It will be the greatest +comfort to me in the world if I can get you to have an interest in the +matter.' + +'I don't suppose I could ever really be any good at business,' said +the modest young lord. + +'You wouldn't come and work, I suppose. I shouldn't expect that. But +I should be glad to think that I could tell you how things are going +on. Of course you heard all that was said just before the election. +For forty-eight hours I had a very bad time of it then. The fact +was that Alf and they who were supporting him thought that they +could carry the election by running me down. They were at it for +a fortnight,--perfectly unscrupulous as to what they said or what +harm they might do me and others. I thought that very cruel. They +couldn't get their man in, but they could and did have the effect of +depreciating my property suddenly by nearly half a million of money. +Think what that is!' + +'I don't understand how it could be done.' + +'Because you don't understand how delicate a thing is credit. They +persuaded a lot of men to stay away from that infernal dinner, and +consequently it was spread about the town that I was ruined. The +effect upon shares which I held was instantaneous and tremendous. The +Mexican railway were at 117, and they fell from that in two days to +something quite nominal,--so that selling was out of the question. +Cohenlupe and I between us had about 8,000 of these shares. Think what +that comes to!' Nidderdale tried to calculate what it did come to, but +failed altogether. 'That's what I call a blow;--a terrible blow. When +a man is concerned as I am with money interests, and concerned largely +with them all, he is of course exchanging one property for another +every day of his life,--according as the markets go. I don't keep such +a sum as that in one concern as an investment. Nobody does. Then when +a panic comes, don't you see how it hits?' + +'Will they never go up again?' + +'Oh yes,--perhaps higher than ever. But it will take time. And in the +meantime I am driven to fall back upon property intended for other +purposes. That's the meaning of what you hear about that place down in +Sussex which I bought for Marie. I was so driven that I was obliged to +raise forty or fifty thousand wherever I could. But that will be all +right in a week or two. And as for Marie's money,--that, you know, is +settled.' + +He quite succeeded in making Nidderdale believe every word that he +spoke, and he produced also a friendly feeling in the young man's +bosom, with something approaching to a desire that he might be of +service to his future father-in-law. Hazily, as through a thick fog, +Lord Nidderdale thought that he did see something of the troubles, as +he had long seen something of the glories, of commerce on an extended +scale, and an idea occurred to him that it might be almost more +exciting than whist or unlimited loo. He resolved too that whatever +the man might tell him should never be divulged. He was on this +occasion somewhat captivated by Melmotte, and went away from the +interview with a conviction that the financier was a big man;--one with +whom he could sympathise, and to whom in a certain way he could become +attached. + +And Melmotte himself had derived positive pleasure even from a +simulated confidence in his son-in-law. It had been pleasant to him +to talk as though he were talking to a young friend whom he trusted. +It was impossible that he could really admit any one to a +participation in his secrets. It was out of the question that he +should ever allow himself to be betrayed into speaking the truth of +his own affairs. Of course every word he had said to Nidderdale had +been a lie, or intended to corroborate lies. But it had not been only +on behalf of the lies that he had talked after this fashion. Even +though his friendship with the young man were but a mock friendship,-- +though it would too probably be turned into bitter enmity before three +months had passed by,--still there was a pleasure in it. The Grendalls +had left him since the day of the dinner,--Miles having sent him a +letter up from the country complaining of severe illness. It was a +comfort to him to have someone to whom he could speak, and he much +preferred Nidderdale to Miles Grendall. + +This conversation took place in the smoking-room. When it was over +Melmotte went into the House, and Nidderdale strolled away to the +Beargarden. The Beargarden had been opened again though with +difficulty, and with diminished luxury. Nor could even this be done +without rigid laws as to the payment of ready money. Herr Vossner had +never more been heard of, but the bills which Vossner had left unpaid +were held to be good against the club, whereas every note of hand +which he had taken from the members was left in the possession of Mr +Flatfleece. Of course there was sorrow and trouble at the Beargarden; +but still the institution had become so absolutely necessary to its +members that it had been reopened under a new management. No one had +felt this need more strongly during every hour of the day,--of the day +as he counted his days, rising as he did about an hour after noon and +going to bed three or four hours after midnight,--than did Dolly +Longestaffe. The Beargarden had become so much to him that he had +begun to doubt whether life would be even possible without such a +resort for his hours. But now the club was again open, and Dolly could +have his dinner and his bottle of wine with the luxury to which he was +accustomed. + +But at this time he was almost mad with the sense of injury. +Circumstances had held out to him a prospect of almost unlimited ease +and indulgence. The arrangement made as to the Pickering estate would +pay all his debts, would disembarrass his own property, and would +still leave him a comfortable sum in hand. Squercum had told him that +if he would stick to his terms he would surely get them. He had stuck +to his terms and he had got them. And now the property was sold, and +the title-deeds gone,--and he had not received a penny! He did not +know whom to be loudest in abusing,--his father, the Bideawhiles, or Mr +Melmotte. And then it was said that he had signed that letter! He was +very open in his manner of talking about his misfortune at the club. +His father was the most obstinate old fool that ever lived. As for the +Bideawhiles,--he would bring an action against them. Squercum had +explained all that to him. But Melmotte was the biggest rogue the +world had ever produced. 'By George! the world,' he said, 'must be +coming to an end. There's that infernal scoundrel sitting in +Parliament just as if he had not robbed me of my property, and forged +my name, and--and--by George! he ought to be hung. If any man ever +deserved to be hung, that man deserves to be hung.' This he spoke +openly in the coffee-room of the club, and was still speaking as +Nidderdale was taking his seat at one of the tables. Dolly had been +dining, and had turned round upon his chair so as to face some +half-dozen men whom he was addressing. + +Nidderdale leaving his chair walked up to him very gently. 'Dolly,' +said he, 'do not go on in that way about Melmotte when I am in the +room. I have no doubt you are mistaken, and so you'll find out in a +day or two. You don't know Melmotte.' + +'Mistaken!' Dolly still continued to exclaim with a loud voice. 'Am I +mistaken in supposing that I haven't been paid my money?' + +'I don't believe it has been owing very long.' + +'Am I mistaken in supposing that my name has been forged to a letter?' + +'I am sure you are mistaken if you think that Melmotte had anything to +do with it.' + +'Squercum says--' + +'Never mind Squercum. We all know what are the suspicions of a fellow +of that kind.' + +'I'd believe Squercum a deuced sight sooner than Melmotte.' + +'Look here, Dolly. I know more probably of Melmotte's affairs than you +do or perhaps than anybody else. If it will induce you to remain quiet +for a few days and to hold your tongue here,--I'll make myself +responsible for the entire sum he owes you.' + +'The devil you will.' + +'I will indeed.' + +Nidderdale was endeavouring to speak so that only Dolly should hear +him, and probably nobody else did hear him; but Dolly would not lower +his voice. 'That's out of the question, you know,' he said. 'How could +I take your money? The truth is, Nidderdale, the man is a thief, and +so you'll find out, sooner or later. He has broken open a drawer in my +father's room and forged my name to a letter. Everybody knows it. Even +my governor knows it now,--and Bideawhile. Before many days are over +you'll find that he will be in gaol for forgery.' + +This was very unpleasant, as every one knew that Nidderdale was either +engaged or becoming engaged to Melmotte's daughter. + +'Since you will speak about it in this public way--' began Nidderdale. + +'I think it ought to be spoken about in a public way,' said Dolly. + +'I deny it as publicly. I can't say anything about the letter except +that I am sure Mr Melmotte did not put your name to it. From what I +understand there seems to have been some blunder between your father +and his lawyer.' + +'That's true enough,' said Dolly; 'but it doesn't excuse Melmotte.' + +'As to the money, there can be no more doubt that it will be paid than +that I stand here. What is it?--twenty-five thousand, isn't it?' + +'Eighty thousand, the whole.' + +'Well,--eighty thousand. It's impossible to suppose that such a man +as Melmotte shouldn't be able to raise eighty thousand pounds.' + +'Why don't he do it then?' asked Dolly. + +All this was very unpleasant and made the club less social than it +used to be in old days. There was an attempt that night to get up a +game of cards; but Nidderdale would not play because he was offended +with Dolly Longestaffe; and Miles Grendall was away in the country,--a +fugitive from the face of Melmotte, and Carbury was in hiding at home +with his countenance from top to bottom supported by plasters, and +Montague in these days never went to the club. At the present moment +he was again in Liverpool, having been summoned thither by Mr +Ramsbottom. 'By George,' said Dolly, as he filled another pipe and +ordered more brandy and water, 'I think everything is going to come to +an end. I do indeed. I never heard of such a thing before as a man +being done in this way. And then Vossner has gone off, and it seems +everybody is to pay just what he says they owed him. And now one can't +even get up a game of cards. I feel as though there were no good in +hoping that things would ever come right again.' + +The opinion of the club was a good deal divided as to the matter in +dispute between Lord Nidderdale and Dolly Longestaffe. It was admitted +by some to be 'very fishy.' If Melmotte were so great a man why didn't +he pay the money, and why should he have mortgaged the property before +it was really his own? But the majority of the men thought that Dolly +was wrong. As to the signature of the letter, Dolly was a man who +would naturally be quite unable to say what he had and what he had not +signed. And then, even into the Beargarden there had filtered, through +the outer world, a feeling that people were not now bound to be so +punctilious in the paying of money as they were a few years since. No +doubt it suited Melmotte to make use of the money, and therefore,--as +he had succeeded in getting the property into his hands,--he did make +use of it. But it would be forthcoming sooner or later! In this way of +looking at the matter the Beargarden followed the world at large. The +world at large, in spite of the terrible falling-off at the Emperor of +China's dinner, in spite of all the rumours, in spite of the ruinous +depreciation of the Mexican Railway stock, and of the undoubted fact +that Dolly Longestaffe had not received his money, was inclined to +think that Melmotte would 'pull through.' + + + + +CHAPTER LXXV - IN BRUTON STREET + + +Mr Squercum all this time was in a perfect fever of hard work and +anxiety. It may be said of him that he had been quite sharp enough to +perceive the whole truth. He did really know it all,--if he could prove +that which he knew. He had extended his inquiries in the city till he +had convinced himself that, whatever wealth Melmotte might have had +twelve months ago, there was not enough of it left at present to cover +the liabilities. Squercum was quite sure that Melmotte was not a +falling, but a fallen star,--perhaps not giving sufficient credence to +the recuperative powers of modern commerce. Squercum told a certain +stockbroker in the City, who was his specially confidential friend, +that Melmotte was a 'gone coon.' The stockbroker made also some few +inquiries, and on that evening agreed with Squercum that Melmotte was +a 'gone coon.' If such were the case it would positively be the making +of Squercum if it could be so managed that he should appear as the +destroying angel of this offensive dragon. So Squercum raged among the +Bideawhiles, who were unable altogether to shut their doors against +him. They could not dare to bid defiance to Squercum,--feeling that +they had themselves blundered, and feeling also that they must be +careful not to seem to screen a fault by a falsehood. 'I suppose you +give it up about the letter having been signed by my client,' said +Squercum to the elder of the two younger Bideawhiles. + +'I give up nothing and I assert nothing,' said the superior attorney. +'Whether the letter be genuine or not we had no reason to believe it +to be otherwise. The young gentleman's signature is never very plain, +and this one is about as like any other as that other would be like +the last.' + +'Would you let me look at it again, Mr Bideawhile?' Then the letter +which had been very often inspected during the last ten days was +handed to Mr Squercum. 'It's a stiff resemblance;--such as he never +could have written had he tried it ever so.' + +'Perhaps not, Mr Squercum. We are not generally on the look out for +forgeries in letters from our clients or our clients' sons.' + +'Just so, Mr Bideawhile. But then Mr Longestaffe had already told you +that his son would not sign the letter.' + +'How is one to know when and how and why a young man like that will +change his purpose?' + +'Just so, Mr Bideawhile. But you see, after such a declaration as that +on the part of my client's father, the letter,--which is in itself a +little irregular perhaps--' + +'I don't know that it's irregular at all.' + +'Well;--it didn't reach you in a very confirmatory manner. We'll just +say that. What Mr Longestaffe can have been at to wish to give up his +title-deeds without getting anything for them--' + +'Excuse me, Mr Squercum, but that's between Mr Longestaffe and us.' + +'Just so;--but as Mr Longestaffe and you have jeopardised my client's +property it is natural that I should make a few remarks. I think you'd +have made a few remarks yourself, Mr Bideawhile, if the case had been +reversed. I shall bring the matter before the Lord Mayor, you know.' +To this Mr Bideawhile said not a word. 'And I think I understand you +now that you do not intend to insist on the signature as being +genuine.' + +'I say nothing about it, Mr Squercum. I think you'll find it very hard +to prove that it's not genuine.' + +'My client's oath, Mr Bideawhile.' + +'I'm afraid your client is not always very clear as to what he does.' + +'I don't know what you mean by that, Mr Bideawhile. I fancy that if I +were to speak in that way of your client you would be very angry with +me. Besides, what does it all amount to? Will the old gentleman say +that he gave the letter into his son's hands, so that, even if such a +freak should have come into my client's head, he could have signed it +and sent it off? If I understand, Mr Longestaffe says that he locked +the letter up in a drawer in the very room which Melmotte occupied, +and that he afterwards found the drawer open. It won't, I suppose, be +alleged that my client knew so little what he was about that he broke +open the drawer in order that he might get at the letter. Look at it +whichever way you will, he did not sign it, Mr Bideawhile.' + +'I have never said he did. All I say is that we had fair ground for +supposing that it was his letter. I really don't know that I can say +anything more.' + +'Only that we are to a certain degree in the same boat together in +this matter.' + +'I won't admit even that, Mr Squercum.' + +'The difference being that your client by his fault has jeopardised +his own interests and those of my client, while my client has not been +in fault at all. I shall bring the matter forward before the Lord +Mayor to-morrow, and as at present advised shall ask for an +investigation with reference to a charge of fraud. I presume you will +be served with a subpoena to bring the letter into court.' + +'If so you may be sure that we shall produce it.' Then Mr Squercum +took his leave and went straight away to Mr Bumby, a barrister well +known in the City. The game was too powerful to be hunted down by Mr +Squercum's unassisted hands. He had already seen Mr Bumby on the +matter more than once. Mr Bumby was inclined to doubt whether it might +not be better to get the money, or some guarantee for the money. Mr +Bumby thought that if a bill at three months could be had for Dolly's +share of the property it might be expedient to take it. Mr Squercum +suggested that the property itself might be recovered, no genuine sale +having been made. Mr Bumby shook his head. 'Title-deeds give +possession, Mr Squercum. You don't suppose that the company which has +lent money to Melmotte on the title-deeds would have to lose it. Take +the bill; and if it is dishonoured run your chance of what you'll get +out of the property. There must be assets.' + +'Every rap will have been made over,' said Mr Squercum. + +This took place on the Monday, the day on which Melmotte had offered +his full confidence to his proposed son-in-law. On the following +Wednesday three gentlemen met together in the study in the house in +Bruton Street from which it was supposed that the letter had been +abstracted. There were Mr Longestaffe, the father, Dolly Longestaffe, +and Mr Bideawhile. The house was still in Melmotte's possession, and +Melmotte and Mr Longestaffe were no longer on friendly terms. Direct +application for permission to have this meeting in this place had been +formally made to Mr Melmotte, and he had complied. The meeting took +place at eleven o'clock--a terribly early hour. Dolly had at first +hesitated as to placing himself as he thought between the fire of two +enemies, and Mr Squercum had told him that as the matter would +probably soon be made public, he could not judiciously refuse to meet +his father and the old family lawyer. Therefore Dolly had attended, at +great personal inconvenience to himself. 'By George, it's hardly worth +having if one is to take all this trouble about it,' Dolly had said to +Lord Grasslough, with whom he had fraternised since the quarrel with +Nidderdale. Dolly entered the room last, and at that time neither Mr +Longestaffe nor Mr Bideawhile had touched the drawer, or even the +table, in which the letter had been deposited. + +'Now, Mr Longestaffe,' said Mr Bideawhile, 'perhaps you will show us +where you think you put the letter.' + +'I don't think at all,' said he. 'Since the matter has been discussed +the whole thing has come back upon my memory.' + +'I never signed it,' said Dolly, standing with his hands in his +pockets and interrupting his father. + +'Nobody says you did, sir,' rejoined the father with an angry voice. +'If you will condescend to listen we may perhaps arrive at the truth.' + +'But somebody has said that I did. I've been told that Mr Bideawhile +says so.' + +'No, Mr Longestaffe; no. We have never said so. We have only said that +we had no reason for supposing the letter to be other than genuine. We +have never gone beyond that.' + +'Nothing on earth would have made me sign it,' said Dolly. 'Why should +I have given my property up before I got my money? I never heard such +a thing in my life.' + +The father looked up at the lawyer and shook his head, testifying as +to the hopelessness of his son's obstinacy. 'Now, Mr Longestaffe,' +continued the lawyer, 'let us see where you put the letter.' + +Then the father very slowly, and with much dignity of deportment, +opened the drawer,--the second drawer from the top, and took from it a +bundle of papers very carefully folded and docketed, 'There,' said he, +'the letter was not placed in the envelope but on the top of it, and +the two were the two first documents in the bundle.' He went on to say +that as far as he knew no other paper had been taken away. He was +quite certain that he had left the drawer locked. He was very +particular in regard to that particular drawer, and he remembered that +about this time Mr Melmotte had been in the room with him when he had +opened it, and,--as he was certain,--had locked it again. At that +special time there had been, he said, considerable intimacy between him +and Melmotte. It was then that Mr Melmotte had offered him a seat at +the Board of the Mexican railway. + +'Of course he picked the lock, and stole the letter,' said Dolly. +'It's as plain as a pikestaff. It's clear enough to hang any man.' + +'I am afraid that it falls short of evidence, however strong and just +may be the suspicion induced,' said the lawyer. 'Your father for a +time was not quite certain about the letter.' + +'He thought that I had signed it,' said Dolly. + +'I am quite certain now,' rejoined the father angrily. 'A man has to +collect his memory before he can be sure of anything.' + +'I am thinking you know how it would go to a jury.' + +'What I want to know is how are we to get the money,' said Dolly. 'I +should like to see him hung of,--course; but I'd sooner have the money. +Squercum says--' + +'Adolphus, we don't want to know here what Mr Squercum says.' + +'I don't know why what Mr Squercum says shouldn't be as good as what +Mr Bideawhile says. Of course Squercum doesn't sound very +aristocratic.' + +'Quite as much so as Bideawhile, no doubt,' said the lawyer laughing. + +'No; Squercum isn't aristocratic, and Fetter Lane is a good deal lower +than Lincoln's Inn. Nevertheless Squercum may know what he's about. It +was Squercum who was first down upon Melmotte in this matter, and if +it wasn't for Squercum we shouldn't know as much about it as we do at +present.' Squercum's name was odious to the elder Longestaffe. He +believed, probably without much reason, that all his family troubles +came to him from Squercum, thinking that if his son would have left +his affairs in the hands of the old Slows and the old Bideawhiles, +money would never have been scarce with him, and that he would not +have made this terrible blunder about the Pickering property. And the +sound of Squercum, as his son knew, was horrid to his ears. He hummed +and hawed, and fumed and fretted about the room, shaking his head and +frowning. His son looked at him as though quite astonished at his +displeasure. 'There's nothing more to be done here, sir, I suppose,' +said Dolly putting on his hat. + +'Nothing more,' said Mr Bideawhile. 'It may be that I shall have to +instruct counsel, and I thought it well that I should see in the +presence of both of you exactly how the thing stood. You speak so +positively, Mr Longestaffe, that there can be no doubt?' + +'There is no doubt.' + +'And now perhaps you had better lock the drawer in our presence. Stop +a moment--I might as well see whether there is any sign of violence +having been used.' So saying Mr Bideawhile knelt down in front of the +table and began to examine the lock. This he did very carefully and +satisfied himself that there was 'no sign of violence.' 'Whoever has +done it, did it very well,' said Bideawhile. + +'Of course Melmotte did it,' said Dolly Longestaffe standing +immediately over Bideawhile's shoulder. + +At that moment there was a knock at the door,--a very distinct, and, +we may say, a formal knock. There are those who knock and immediately +enter without waiting for the sanction asked. Had he who knocked done +so on this occasion Mr Bideawhile would have been found still on his +knees, with his nose down to the level of the keyhole. But the +intruder did not intrude rapidly, and the lawyer jumped on to his +feet, almost upsetting Dolly with the effort. There was a pause, +during which Mr Bideawhile moved away from the table,--as he might +have done had he been picking a lock;--and then Mr Longestaffe bade the +stranger come in with a sepulchral voice. The door was opened, and Mr +Melmotte appeared. + +Now Mr Melmotte's presence certainly had not been expected. It was +known that it was his habit to be in the City at this hour. It was +known also that he was well aware that this meeting was to be held in +this room at this special hour,--and he might well have surmised with +what view. There was now declared hostility between both the +Longestaffes and Mr Melmotte, and it certainly was supposed by all the +gentlemen concerned that he would not have put himself out of the way +to meet them on this occasion. 'Gentlemen,' he said, 'perhaps you +think that I am intruding at the present moment.' No one said that he +did not think so. The elder Longestaffe simply bowed very coldly. Mr +Bideawhile stood upright and thrust his thumbs into his waistcoat +pockets. Dolly, who at first forgot to take his hat off, whistled a +bar, and then turned a pirouette on his heel. That was his mode of +expressing his thorough surprise at the appearance of his debtor. 'I +fear that you do think I am intruding,' said Melmotte, 'but I trust +that what I have to say will be held to excuse me. I see, sir,' he +said, turning to Mr Longestaffe, and glancing at the still open +drawer, 'that you have been examining your desk. I hope that you will +be more careful in locking it than you were when you left it before.' + +'The drawer was locked when I left it,' said Mr Longestaffe. 'I make +no deductions and draw no conclusions, but the drawer was locked.' + +'Then I should say it must have been locked when you returned to it.' + +'No, sir, I found it open. I make no deductions and draw no +conclusions,--but I left it locked and I found it open.' + +'I should make a deduction and draw a conclusion,' said Dolly; 'and +that would be that somebody else had opened it.' + +'This can answer no purpose at all,' said Bideawhile. + +'It was but a chance remark,' said Melmotte. 'I did not come here out +of the City at very great personal inconvenience to myself to squabble +about the lock of the drawer. As I was informed that you three gentlemen +would be here together, I thought the opportunity a suitable one for +meeting you and making you an offer about this unfortunate business.' He +paused a moment; but neither of the three spoke. It did occur to Dolly +to ask them to wait while he should fetch Squercum; but on second +thoughts he reflected that a great deal of trouble would have to be +taken, and probably for no good. 'Mr Bideawhile, I believe,' suggested +Melmotte; and the lawyer bowed his head. 'If I remember rightly I +wrote to you offering to pay the money due to your clients--' + +'Squercum is my lawyer,' said Dolly. + +'That will make no difference.' + +'It makes a deal of difference,' said Dolly. + +'I wrote,' continued Melmotte, 'offering my bills at three and six +months' date.' + +'They couldn't be accepted, Mr Melmotte.' + +'I would have allowed interest. I never have had my bills refused +before.' + +'You must be aware, Mr Melmotte,' said the lawyer, 'that the sale of a +property is not like an ordinary mercantile transaction in which bills +are customarily given and taken. The understanding was that money +should be paid in the usual way. And when we learned, as we did learn, +that the property had been at once mortgaged by you, of course we +became,--well, I think I may be justified in saying more than +suspicious. It was a most,--most--unusual proceeding. You say you have +another offer to make, Mr Melmotte.' + +'Of course I have been short of money. I have had enemies whose +business it has been for some time past to run down my credit, and, +with my credit, has fallen the value of stocks in which it has been +known that I have been largely interested. I tell you the truth +openly. When I purchased Pickering I had no idea that the payment of +such a sum of money could inconvenience me in the least. When the time +came at which I should pay it, stocks were so depreciated that it was +impossible to sell. Very hostile proceedings are threatened against me +now. Accusations are made, false as hell,'--Mr Melmotte as he spoke +raised his voice and looked round the room 'but which at the present +crisis may do me most cruel damage. I have come to say that, if you +will undertake to stop proceedings which have been commenced in the +City, I will have fifty thousand pounds,--which is the amount due to +these two gentlemen,--ready for payment on Friday at noon.' + +'I have taken no proceedings as yet,' said Bideawhile. + +'It's Squercum,' says Dolly. + +'Well, sir,' continued Melmotte addressing Dolly, 'let me assure you +that if these proceedings are stayed the money will be forthcoming;-- +but if not, I cannot produce the money. I little thought two months ago +that I should ever have to make such a statement in reference to such +a sum as fifty thousand pounds. But so it is. To raise that money by +Friday, I shall have to cripple my resources frightfully. It will be +done at a terrible cost. But what Mr Bideawhile says is true. I have +no right to suppose that the purchase of this property should be +looked upon as an ordinary commercial transaction. The money should +have been paid,--and, if you will now take my word, the money shall be +paid. But this cannot be done if I am made to appear before the Lord +Mayor to-morrow. The accusations brought against me are damnably false. +I do not know with whom they have originated. Whoever did originate +them, they are damnably false. But unfortunately, false as they are, +in the present crisis, they may be ruinous to me. Now gentlemen, +perhaps you will give me an answer.' + +Both the father and the lawyer looked at Dolly. Dolly was in truth the +accuser through the mouthpiece of his attorney Squercum. It was at +Dolly's instance that these proceedings were being taken. 'I, on +behalf of my client,' said Mr Bideawhile, 'will consent to wait till +Friday at noon.' + +'I presume, Adolphus, that you will say as much,' said the elder +Longestaffe. + +Dolly Longestaffe was certainly not an impressionable person, but +Melmotte's eloquence had moved even him. It was not that he was sorry +for the man, but that at the present moment he believed him. Though he +had been absolutely sure that Melmotte had forged his name or caused +it to be forged,--and did not now go so far into the matter as to +abandon that conviction,--he had been talked into crediting the reasons +given for Melmotte's temporary distress, and also into a belief that +the money would be paid on Friday. Something of the effect which +Melmotte's false confessions had had upon Lord Nidderdale, they now +also had on Dolly Longestaffe. 'I'll ask Squercum, you know,' he said. + +'Of course Mr Squercum will act as you instruct him,' said Bideawhile. + +'I'll ask Squercum. I'll go to him at once. I can't do any more than +that. And upon my word, Mr Melmotte, you've given me a great deal of +trouble.' + +Melmotte with a smile apologized. Then it was settled that they three +should meet in that very room on Friday at noon, and that the payment +should then be made,--Dolly stipulating that as his father would be +attended by Bideawhile, so would he be attended by Squercum. To this +Mr Longestaffe senior yielded with a very bad grace. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXVI - HETTA AND HER LOVER + + +Lady Carbury was at this time so miserable in regard to her son that +she found herself unable to be active as she would otherwise have been +in her endeavours to separate Paul Montague and her daughter. Roger +had come up to town and given his opinion, very freely at any rate +with regard to Sir Felix. But Roger had immediately returned to +Suffolk, and the poor mother in want of assistance and consolation +turned naturally to Mr Broune, who came to see her for a few minutes +almost every evening. It had now become almost a part of Mr Broune's +life to see Lady Carbury once in the day. She told him of the two +propositions which Roger had made: first, that she should fix her +residence in some second-rate French or German town, and that Sir +Felix should be made to go with her; and, secondly, that she should +take possession of Carbury manor for six months. 'And where would Mr +Carbury go?' asked Mr Broune. + +'He's so good that he doesn't care what he does with himself. There's +a cottage on the place, he says, that he would move to.' Mr Broune +shook his head. Mr Broune did not think that an offer so quixotically +generous as this should be accepted. As to the German or French town, +Mr Broune said that the plan was no doubt feasible, but he doubted +whether the thing to be achieved was worth the terrible sacrifice +demanded. He was inclined to think that Sir Felix should go to the +colonies. 'That he might drink himself to death,' said Lady Carbury, +who now had no secrets from Mr Broune. Sir Felix in the meantime was +still in the doctor's hands upstairs. He had no doubt been very +severely thrashed, but there was not in truth very much ailing him +beyond the cuts on his face. He was, however, at the present moment +better satisfied to be an invalid than to have to come out of his room +and to meet the world. 'As to Melmotte,' said Mr Broune, 'they say now +that he is in some terrible mess which will ruin him and all who have +trusted him.' + +'And the girl?' + +'It is impossible to understand it at all. Melmotte was to have been +summoned before the Lord Mayor to-day on some charge of fraud;--but it +was postponed. And I was told this morning that Nidderdale still means +to marry the girl. I don't think anybody knows the truth about it. We +shall hold our tongue about him till we really do know something.' The +'we' of whom Mr Broune spoke was, of course, the 'Morning Breakfast +Table.' + +But in all this there was nothing about Hetta. Hetta, however, thought +very much of her own condition, and found herself driven to take some +special step by the receipt of two letters from her lover, written to +her from Liverpool. They had never met since she had confessed her +love to him. The first letter she did not at once answer, as she was +at that moment waiting to hear what Roger Carbury would say about Mrs +Hurtle. Roger Carbury had spoken, leaving a conviction on her mind +that Mrs Hurtle was by no means a fiction,--but indeed a fact very +injurious to her happiness. Then Paul's second love-letter had come, +full of joy, and love, and contentment,--with not a word in it which +seemed to have been in the slightest degree influenced by the +existence of a Mrs Hurtle. Had there been no Mrs Hurtle, the letter +would have been all that Hetta could have desired; and she could have +answered it, unless forbidden by her mother, with all a girl's usual +enthusiastic affection for her chosen lord. But it was impossible that +she should now answer it in that strain;--and it was equally impossible +that she should leave such letters unanswered. Roger had told her to +'ask himself;' and she now found herself constrained to bid him either +come to her and answer the question, or, if he thought it better, to +give her some written account of Mrs Hurtle so that she might know who +the lady was, and whether the lady's condition did in any way +interfere with her own happiness. So she wrote to Paul, as follows: + +'Welbeck Street, 16 July, 18-- + +'MY DEAR PAUL.' She found that after that which had passed between them +she could not call him 'My dear Sir,' or 'My dear Mr Montague,' and +that it must either be 'Sir' or 'My dear Paul.' He was dear to her,-- +very dear; and she thought that he had not been as yet convicted of any +conduct bad enough to force her to treat him as an outcast. Had there +been no Mrs Hurtle he would have been her 'Dearest Paul,'--but she made +her choice, and so commenced. + + + MY DEAR PAUL, + + A strange report has come round to me about a lady called Mrs + Hurtle. I have been told that she is an American lady living in + London, and that she is engaged to be your wife. I cannot + believe this. It is too horrid to be true. But I fear,--I fear + there is something true that will be very very sad for me to + hear. It was from my brother I first heard it,--who was of + course bound to tell me anything he knew. I have talked to mamma + about it, and to my cousin Roger. I am sure Roger knows it + all;--but he will not tell me. He said,--"Ask himself." And so I + ask you. Of course I can write about nothing else till I have + heard about this. I am sure I need not tell you that it has made + me very unhappy. If you cannot come and see me at once, you had + better write. I have told mamma about this letter. + + +Then came the difficulty of the signature, with the declaration which +must naturally be attached to it. After some hesitation she subscribed +herself, + + + Your affectionate friend, + + HENRIETTA CARBURY. + + +'Most affectionately your own Hetta' would have been the form in which +she would have wished to finish the first letter she had ever written +to him. + +Paul received it at Liverpool on the Wednesday morning, and on the +Wednesday evening he was in Welbeck Street. He had been quite aware +that it had been incumbent on him to tell her the whole history of Mrs +Hurtle. He had meant to keep back--almost nothing. But it had been +impossible for him to do so on that one occasion on which he had +pleaded his love to her successfully. Let any reader who is +intelligent in such matters say whether it would have been possible +for him then to have commenced the story of Mrs Hurtle and to have +told it to the bitter end. Such a story must be postponed for a second +or third interview. Or it may, indeed, be communicated by letter. When +Paul was called away to Liverpool he did consider whether he should +write the story. But there are many reasons strong against such +written communications. A man may desire that the woman he loves +should hear the record of his folly,--so that, in after days, there +may be nothing to detect: so that, should the Mrs Hurtle of his life +at any time intrude upon his happiness, he may with a clear brow and +undaunted heart say to his beloved one,--'Ah, this is the trouble of +which I spoke to you.' And then he and his beloved one will be in one +cause together. But he hardly wishes to supply his beloved one with a +written record of his folly. And then who does not know how much +tenderness a man may show to his own faults by the tone of his voice, +by half-spoken sentences, and by an admixture of words of love for the +lady who has filled up the vacant space once occupied by the Mrs +Hurtle of his romance? But the written record must go through from +beginning to end, self-accusing, thoroughly perspicuous, with no +sweet, soft falsehoods hidden under the half-expressed truth. The soft +falsehoods which would be sweet as the scent of violets in a personal +interview, would stand in danger of being denounced as deceit added to +deceit, if sent in a letter. I think therefore that Paul Montague did +quite right in hurrying up to London. + +He asked for Miss Carbury, and when told that Miss Henrietta was with +her mother, he sent his name up and said that he would wait in the +dining-room. He had thoroughly made up his mind to this course. They +should know that he had come at once; but he would not, if it could be +helped, make his statement in the presence of Lady Carbury. Then, +upstairs, there was a little discussion. Hetta pleaded her right to +see him alone. She had done what Roger had advised, and had done it +with her mother's consent. Her mother might be sure that she would not +again accept her lover till this story of Mrs Hurtle had been sifted +to the very bottom. But she must herself hear what her lover had to +say for himself. Felix was at the time in the drawing-room and +suggested that he should go down and see Paul Montague on his sister's +behalf;--but his mother looked at him with scorn, and his sister +quietly said that she would rather see Mr Montague herself. Felix had +been so cowed by circumstances that he did not say another word, and +Hetta left the room alone. + +When she entered the parlour Paul stept forward to take her in his +arms. That was a matter of course. She knew it would be so, and she +had prepared herself for it. 'Paul,' she said, 'let me hear about all +this--first.' She sat down at some distance from him,--and he found +himself compelled to seat himself at some distance from her. + +'And so you have heard of Mrs Hurtle,' he said, with a faint attempt +at a smile. + +'Yes;--Felix told me, and Roger evidently had heard about her.' + +'Oh yes; Roger Carbury has heard about her from the beginning;--knows +the whole history almost as well as I know it myself. I don't think +your brother is as well informed.' + +'Perhaps not. But--isn't it a story that--concerns me?' + +'Certainly it so far concerns you, Hetta, that you ought to know it. +And I trust you will believe that it was my intention to tell it you.' + +'I will believe anything that you will tell me.' + +'If so, I don't think that you will quarrel with me when you know all. +I was engaged to marry Mrs Hurtle.' + +'Is she a widow?'--He did not answer this at once. 'I suppose she must +be a widow if you were going to marry her.' + +'Yes;--she is a widow. She was divorced.' + +'Oh, Paul! And she is an American?' + +'Yes.' + +'And you loved her?' + +Montague was desirous of telling his own story, and did not wish to be +interrogated. 'If you will allow me I will tell it you all from +beginning to end.' + +'Oh, certainly. But I suppose you loved her. If you meant to marry her +you must have loved her.' There was a frown upon Hetta's brow and a +tone of anger in her voice which made Paul uneasy. + +'Yes;--I loved her once; but I will tell you all.' Then he did tell +his story, with a repetition of which the reader need not be detained. +Hetta listened with fair attention,--not interrupting very often, +though when she did interrupt, the little words which she spoke were +bitter enough. But she heard the story of the long journey across the +American continent, of the ocean journey before the end of which Paul +had promised to make this woman his wife. 'Had she been divorced +then?' asked Hetta,--'because I believe they get themselves divorced +just when they like.' Simple as the question was he could not answer +it. 'I could only know what she told me,' he said, as he went on with +his story. Then Mrs Hurtle had gone on to Paris, and he, as soon as he +reached Carbury, had revealed everything to Roger. 'Did you give her +up then?' demanded Hetta with stern severity. No;--not then. He had +gone back to San Francisco, and,--he had not intended to say that the +engagement had been renewed, but he was forced to acknowledge that it +had not been broken off. Then he had written to her on his second +return to England,--and then she had appeared in London at Mrs Pipkin's +lodgings in Islington. 'I can hardly tell you how terrible that was to +me,' he said, 'for I had by that time become quite aware that my +happiness must depend upon you.' He tried the gentle, soft falsehoods +that should have been as sweet as violets. Perhaps they were sweet. It +is odd how stern a girl can be, while her heart is almost breaking +with love. Hetta was very stern. + +'But Felix says you took her to Lowestoft,--quite the other day.' + +Montague had intended to tell all,--almost all. There was a something +about the journey to Lowestoft which it would be impossible to make +Hetta understand, and he thought that that might be omitted. 'It was +on account of her health.' + +'Oh;--on account of her health. And did you go to the play with her?' + +'I did.' + +'Was that for her health?' + +'Oh, Hetta, do not speak to me like that! Cannot you understand that +when she came here, following me, I could not desert her?' + +'I cannot understand why you deserted her at all,' said Hetta. 'You +say you loved her, and you promised to marry her. It seems horrid to +me to marry a divorced woman,--a woman who just says that she was +divorced. But that is because I don't understand American ways. And I +am sure you must have loved her when you took her to the theatre, and +down to Lowestoft,--for her health. That was only a week ago.' + +'It was nearly three weeks,' said Paul in despair. + +'Oh;--nearly three weeks! That is not such a very long time for a +gentleman to change his mind on such a matter. You were engaged to +her, not three weeks ago.' + +'No, Hetta, I was not engaged to her then.' + +'I suppose she thought you were when she went to Lowestoft with you.' + +'She wanted then to force me to--to--to--. Oh, Hetta, it is so hard to +explain, but I am sure that you understand. I do know that you do not, +cannot think that I have, even for one moment, been false to you.' + +'But why should you be false to her? Why should I step in and crush +all her hopes? I can understand that Roger should think badly of her +because she was--divorced. Of course he would. But an engagement is an +engagement. You had better go back to Mrs Hurtle and tell her that you +are quite ready to keep your promise.' + +'She knows now that it is all over.' + +'I dare say you will be able to persuade her to reconsider it. When +she came all the way here from San Francisco after you, and when she +asked you to take her to the theatre, and to Lowestoft--because of +her health, she must be very much attached to you. And she is waiting +here,--no doubt on purpose for you. She is a very old friend,--very +old,--and you ought not to treat her unkindly. Good bye, Mr Montague. +I think you had better lose no time in going--back to Mrs Hurtle.' All +this she said with sundry little impedimentary gurgles in her throat, +but without a tear and without any sign of tenderness. + +'You don't mean to tell me, Hetta, that you are going to quarrel with +me!' + +'I don't know about quarrelling. I don't wish to quarrel with any one. +But of course we can't be friends when you have married Mrs Hurtle.' + +'Nothing on earth would induce me to marry her.' + +'Of course I cannot say anything about that. When they told me this +story I did not believe them. No; I hardly believed Roger when,--he +would not tell it for he was too kind,--but when he would not contradict +it. It seemed to be almost impossible that you should have come to me +just at the very same moment. For, after all, Mr Montague, nearly +three weeks is a very short time. That trip to Lowestoft couldn't +have been much above a week before you came to me.' + +'What does it matter?' + +'Oh no; of course not;--nothing to you. I think I will go away now, Mr +Montague. It was very good of you to come and tell me all. It makes it +so much easier.' + +'Do you mean to say that--you are going to--throw me over?' + +'I don't want you to throw Mrs Hurtle over. Good bye.' + +'Hetta!' + +'No; I will not have you lay your hand upon me. Good night, Mr +Montague.' And so she left him. + +Paul Montague was beside himself with dismay as he left the house. He +had never allowed himself for a moment to believe that this affair of +Mrs Hurtle would really separate him from Hetta Carbury. If she could +only really know it all, there could be no such result. He had been +true to her from the first moment in which he had seen her, never +swerving from his love. It was to be supposed that he had loved some +woman before; but, as the world goes, that would not, could not, +affect her. But her anger was founded on the presence of Mrs Hurtle in +London,--which he would have given half his possessions to have +prevented. But when she did come, was he to have refused to see her? +Would Hetta have wished him to be cold and cruel like that? No doubt +he had behaved badly to Mrs Hurtle;--but that trouble he had overcome. +And now Hetta was quarrelling with him, though he certainly had never +behaved badly to her. + +He was almost angry with Hetta as he walked home. Everything that he +could do he had done for her. For her sake he had quarrelled with +Roger Carbury. For her sake,--in order that he might be effectually +free from Mrs Hurtle,--he had determined to endure the spring of the +wild cat. For her sake,--so he told himself,--he had been content to +abide by that odious railway company, in order that he might if possible +preserve an income on which to support her. And now she told him that +they must part,--and that only because he had not been cruelly +indifferent to the unfortunate woman who had followed him from +America. There was no logic in it, no reason,--and, as he thought, very +little heart. 'I don't want you to throw Mrs Hurtle over,' she had +said. Why should Mrs Hurtle be anything to her? Surely she might have +left Mrs Hurtle to fight her own battles. But they were all against +him. Roger Carbury, Lady Carbury, and Sir Felix; and the end of it +would be that she would be forced into marriage with a man almost old +enough to be her father! She could not ever really have loved him. +That was the truth. She must be incapable of such love as was his own +for her. True love always forgives. And here there was really so very +little to forgive! Such were his thoughts as he went to bed that +night. But he probably omitted to ask himself whether he would have +forgiven her very readily had he found that she had been living +'nearly three weeks ago' in close intercourse with another lover of +whom he had hitherto never even heard the name. But then,--as all the +world knows,--there is a wide difference between young men and young +women! + +Hetta, as soon as she had dismissed her lover, went up at once to her +own room. Thither she was soon followed by her mother, whose anxious +ear had heard the closing of the front door. 'Well; what has he said?' +asked Lady Carbury. Hetta was in tears,--or very nigh to tears,-- +struggling to repress them, and struggling almost successfully. 'You +have found that what we told you about that woman was all true.' + +'Enough of it was true,' said Hetta, who, angry as she was with her +lover, was not on that account less angry with her mother for +disturbing her bliss. + +'What do you mean by that, Hetta? Had you not better speak to me +openly?' + +'I say, mamma, that enough was true. I do not know how to speak more +openly. I need not go into all the miserable story of the woman. He is +like other men, I suppose. He has entangled himself with some +abominable creature and then when he is tired of her thinks that he +has nothing to do but to say so,--and to begin with somebody else.' + +'Roger Carbury is very different.' + +'Oh, mamma, you will make me ill if you go on like that. It seems to +me that you do not understand in the least.' + +'I say he is not like that.' + +'Not in the least. Of course I know that he is not in the least like +that.' + +'I say that he can be trusted.' + +'Of course he can be trusted. Who doubts it?' + +'And that if you would give yourself to him, there would be no cause +for any alarm.' + +'Mamma,' said Hetta jumping up, 'how can you talk to me in that way? +As soon as one man doesn't suit, I am to give myself to another! Oh, +mamma, how can you propose it? Nothing on earth will ever induce me to +be more to Roger Carbury than I am now.' + +'You have told Mr Montague that he is not to come here again?' + +'I don't know what I told him, but he knows very well what I mean.' + +'That it is all over?' Hetta made no reply. 'Hetta, I have a right to +ask that, and I have a right to expect a reply. I do not say that you +have hitherto behaved badly about Mr Montague.' + +'I have not behaved badly. I have told you everything. I have done +nothing that I am ashamed of.' + +'But we have now found out that he has behaved very badly. He has come +here to you,--with unexampled treachery to your cousin Roger--' + +'I deny that,' exclaimed Hetta. + +'And at the very time was almost living with this woman who says that +she is divorced from her husband in America! Have you told him that +you will see him no more?' + +'He understood that.' + +'If you have not told him so plainly, I must tell him.' + +'Mamma, you need not trouble yourself. I have told him very plainly.' +Then Lady Carbury expressed herself satisfied for the moment, and left +her daughter to her solitude. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXVII - ANOTHER SCENE IN BRUTON STREET + + +When Mr Melmotte made his promise to Mr Longestaffe and to Dolly, in +the presence of Mr Bideawhile, that he would, on the next day but one, +pay to them a sum of fifty thousand pounds, thereby completing, +satisfactorily as far as they were concerned, the purchase of the +Pickering property, he intended to be as good as his word. The reader +knows that he had resolved to face the Longestaffe difficulty,--that +he had resolved that at any rate he would not get out of it by +sacrificing the property to which he had looked forward as a safe +haven when storms should come. But, day by day, every resolution that +he made was forced to undergo some change. Latterly he had been intent +on purchasing a noble son-in-law with this money,--still trusting to +the chapter of chances for his future escape from the Longestaffe and +other difficulties. But Squercum had been very hard upon him; and in +connexion with this accusation as to the Pickering property, there was +another, which he would be forced to face also, respecting certain +property in the East of London, with which the reader need not much +trouble himself specially, but in reference to which it was stated +that he had induced a foolish old gentleman to consent to accept +railway shares in lieu of money. The old gentleman had died during the +transaction, and it was asserted that the old gentleman's letter was +hardly genuine. Melmotte had certainly raised between twenty and +thirty thousand pounds on the property, and had made payment for it in +stock which was now worth--almost nothing at all. Melmotte thought that +he might face this matter successfully if the matter came upon him +single-handed;--but in regard to the Longestaffes he considered that +now, at this last moment, he had better pay for Pickering. + +The property from which he intended to raise the necessary funds was +really his own. There could be no doubt about that. It had never been +his intention to make it over to his daughter. When he had placed it +in her name, he had done so simply for security,--feeling that his +control over his only daughter would be perfect and free from danger. +No girl apparently less likely to take it into her head to defraud her +father could have crept quietly about a father's house. Nor did he now +think that she would disobey him when the matter was explained to her. +Heavens and earth! That he should be robbed by his own child,--robbed +openly, shamefully, with brazen audacity! It was impossible. But still +he had felt the necessity of going about this business with some +little care. It might be that she would disobey him if he simply sent +for her and bade her to affix her signature here and there. He thought +much about it and considered that it would be wise that his wife +should be present on the occasion, and that a full explanation should +be given to Marie, by which she might be made to understand that the +money had in no sense become her own. So he gave instructions to his +wife when he started into the city that morning; and when he returned, +for the sake of making his offer to the Longestaffes, he brought with +him the deeds which it would be necessary that Marie should sign, and +he brought also Mr Croll, his clerk, that Mr Croll might witness the +signature. + +When he left the Longestaffes and Mr Bideawhile he went at once to his +wife's room. 'Is she here?' he asked. + +'I will send for her. I have told her.' + +'You haven't frightened her?' + +'Why should I frighten her? It is not very easy to frighten her, +Melmotte. She is changed since these young men have been so much about +her.' + +'I shall frighten her if she does not do as I bid her. Bid her come +now.' This was said in French. Then Madame Melmotte left the room, and +Melmotte arranged a lot of papers in order upon a table. Having done +so, he called to Croll, who was standing on the landing-place, and +told him to seat himself in the back drawing-room till he should be +called. Melmotte then stood with his back to the fireplace in his +wife's sitting-room, with his hands in his pockets, contemplating what +might be the incidents of the coming interview. He would be very +gracious,--affectionate if it were possible,--and, above all things, +explanatory. But, by heavens, if there were continued opposition to +his demand,--to his just demand,--if this girl should dare to insist +upon exercising her power to rob him, he would not then be affectionate +nor gracious! There was some little delay in the coming of the two +women, and he was already beginning to lose his temper when Marie +followed Madame Melmotte into the room. He at once swallowed his rising +anger with an effort. He would put a constraint upon himself The +affection and the graciousness should be all there,--as long as they +might secure the purpose in hand. + +'Marie,' he began, 'I spoke to you the other day about some property +which for certain purposes was placed in your name just as we were +leaving Paris.' + +'Yes, papa.' + +'You were such a child then,--I mean when we left Paris,--that I could +hardly explain to you the purpose of what I did.' + +'I understood it, papa.' + +'You had better listen to me, my dear. I don't think you did quite +understand it. It would have been very odd if you had, as I never +explained it to you.' + +'You wanted to keep it from going away if you got into trouble.' + +This was so true that Melmotte did not know how at the moment to +contradict the assertion. And yet he had not intended to talk of the +possibility of trouble. 'I wanted to lay aside a large sum of money +which should not be liable to the ordinary fluctuations of commercial +enterprise.' + +'So that nobody could get at it.' + +'You are a little too quick, my dear.' + +'Marie, why can't you let your papa speak?' said Madame Melmotte. + +'But of course, my dear,' continued Melmotte, 'I had no idea of +putting the money beyond my own reach. Such a transaction is very +common; and in such cases a man naturally uses the name of some one +who is very near and dear to him, and in whom he is sure that he can +put full confidence. And it is customary to choose a young person, as +there will then be less danger of the accident of death. It was for +these reasons, which I am sure that you will understand, that I chose +you. Of course the property remained exclusively my own.' + +'But it is really mine,' said Marie. + +'No, miss; it was never yours,' said Melmotte, almost bursting out +into anger, but restraining himself. 'How could it become yours, +Marie? Did I ever make you a gift of it?' + +'But I know that it did become mine,--legally.' + +'By a quibble of law,--yes; but not so as to give you any right to it. +I always draw the income.' + +'But I could stop that, papa,--and if I were married, of course it +would be stopped.' + +Then, quick as a flash of lightning, another idea occurred to +Melmotte, who feared that he already began to see that this child of +his might be stiff-necked. 'As we are thinking of your marriage,' he +said, 'it is necessary that a change should be made. Settlements must +be drawn for the satisfaction of Lord Nidderdale and his father. The +old Marquis is rather hard upon me, but the marriage is so splendid +that I have consented. You must now sign these papers in four or five +places. Mr Croll is here, in the next room, to witness your signature, +and I will call him.' + +'Wait a moment, papa.' + +'Why should we wait?' + +'I don't think I will sign them.' + +'Why not sign them? You can't really suppose that the property is your +own. You could not even get it if you did think so.' + +'I don't know how that may be; but I had rather not sign them. If I am +to be married, I ought not to sign anything except what he tells me.' + +'He has no authority over you yet. I have authority over you. Marie, +do not give more trouble. I am very much pressed for time. Let me call +in Mr Croll.' + +'No, papa,' she said. + +Then came across his brow that look which had probably first induced +Marie to declare that she would endure to be 'cut to pieces,' rather +than to yield in this or that direction. The lower jaw squared itself +and the teeth became set, and the nostrils of his nose became +extended,--and Marie began to prepare herself to be 'cut to pieces.' +But he reminded himself that there was another game which he had +proposed to play before he resorted to anger and violence. He would +tell her how much depended on her compliance. Therefore he relaxed the +frown,--as well as he knew how, and softened his face towards her, and +turned again to his work. 'I am sure, Marie, that you will not refuse +to do this when I explain to you its importance to me. I must have that +property for use in the city to-morrow, or--I shall be ruined.' The +statement was very short, but the manner in which he made it was not +without effect. + +'Oh!' shrieked his wife. + +'It is true. These harpies have so beset me about the election that +they have lowered the price of every stock in which I am concerned, +and have brought the Mexican Railway so low that they cannot be sold +at all. I don't like bringing my troubles home from the city; but on +this occasion I cannot help it. The sum locked up here is very large, +and I am compelled to use it. In point of fact it is necessary to save +us from destruction.' This he said, very slowly, and with the utmost +solemnity. + +'But you told me just now you wanted it because I was going to be +married,' rejoined Marie. + +A liar has many points to his favour,--but he has this against him, +that unless he devote more time to the management of his lies than life +will generally allow, he cannot make them tally. Melmotte was thrown +back for a moment, and almost felt that the time for violence had +come. He longed to be at her that he might shake the wickedness, and +the folly, and the ingratitude out of her. But he once more +condescended to argue and to explain. 'I think you misunderstood me, +Marie. I meant you to understand that settlements must be made, and +that of course I must get my own property back into my own hands +before anything of that kind can be done. I tell you once more, my +dear, that if you do not do as I bid you, so that I may use that +property the first thing to-morrow, we are all ruined. Everything will +be gone.' + +'This can't be gone,' said Marie, nodding her head at the papers. + +'Marie,--do you wish to see me disgraced and ruined? I have done a +great deal for you.' + +'You turned away the only person I ever cared for,' said Marie. + +'Marie, how can you be so wicked? Do as your papa bids you,' said +Madame Melmotte. + +'No!' said Melmotte. 'She does not care who is ruined, because we saved +her from that reprobate.' + +'She will sign them now,' said Madame Melmotte. + +'No;--I will not sign them,' said Marie. 'If I am to be married to Lord +Nidderdale as you all say, I am sure I ought to sign nothing without +telling him. And if the property was once made to be mine, I don't +think I ought to give it up again because papa says that he is going +to be ruined. I think that's a reason for not giving it up again.' + +'It isn't yours to give. It's mine,' said Melmotte gnashing his teeth. + +'Then you can do what you like with it without my signing,' said +Marie. + +He paused a moment, and then laying his hand gently upon her shoulder, +he asked her yet once again. His voice was changed, and was very +hoarse. But he still tried to be gentle with her. 'Marie,' he said, +'will you do this to save your father from destruction?' + +But she did not believe a word that he said to her. How could she +believe him? He had taught her to regard him as her natural enemy, +making her aware that it was his purpose to use her as a chattel for +his own advantage, and never allowing her for a moment to suppose that +aught that he did was to be done for her happiness. And now, almost in +a breath, he had told her that this money was wanted that it might be +settled on her and the man to whom she was to be married, and then +that it might be used to save him from instant ruin. She believed +neither one story nor the other. That she should have done as she was +desired in this matter can hardly be disputed. The father had used her +name because he thought that he could trust her. She was his daughter +and should not have betrayed his trust. But she had steeled herself to +obstinacy against him in all things. Even yet, after all that had +passed, although she had consented to marry Lord Nidderdale, though +she had been forced by what she had learned to despise Sir Felix +Carbury, there was present to her an idea that she might escape with +the man she really loved. But any such hope could depend only on the +possession of the money which she now claimed as her own. Melmotte had +endeavoured to throw a certain supplicatory pathos into the question +he had asked her; but, though he was in some degree successful with +his voice, his eyes and his mouth and his forehead still threatened +her. He was always threatening her. All her thoughts respecting him +reverted to that inward assertion that he might 'cut her to pieces' if +he liked. He repeated his question in the pathetic strain. 'Will you +do this now,--to save us all from ruin?' But his eyes still threatened +her. + +'No;' she said, looking up into his face as though watching for the +personal attack which would be made upon her; 'no, I won't.' + +'Marie!' exclaimed Madame Melmotte. + +She glanced round for a moment at her pseudo-mother with contempt. +'No;' she said. 'I don't think I ought,--and I won't.' + +'You won't!' shouted Melmotte. She merely shook her head. 'Do you mean +that you, my own child, will attempt to rob your father just at the +moment you can destroy him by your wickedness?' She shook her head but +said no other word. + + 'Nec pueros coram populo Medea trucidet.' + + 'Let not Medea with unnatural rage + Slaughter her mangled infants on the stage.' + +Nor will I attempt to harrow my readers by a close description of the +scene which followed. Poor Marie. That cutting her up into pieces was +commenced after a most savage fashion. Marie crouching down hardly +uttered a sound. But Madame Melmotte frightened beyond endurance +screamed at the top of her voice,--'Ah, Melmotte, tu la tueras!' And +then she tried to drag him from his prey. 'Will you sign them now?' +said Melmotte, panting. At that moment Croll, frightened by the +screams, burst into the room. It was perhaps not the first time that +he had interfered to save Melmotte from the effects of his own wrath. + +'Oh, Mr Melmotte, vat is de matter?' asked the clerk. Melmotte was out +of breath and could hardly tell his story. Marie gradually recovered +herself; and crouched, cowering, in the corner of a sofa, by no means +vanquished in spirit, but with a feeling that the very life had been +crushed out of her body. Madame Melmotte was standing weeping +copiously, with her handkerchief up to her eyes. 'Will you sign the +papers?' Melmotte demanded. Marie, lying as she was, all in a heap, +merely shook her head. 'Pig!' said Melmotte,--'wicked, ungrateful +pig.' + +'Ah, Ma'am-moiselle,' said Croll, 'you should oblige your fader.' + +'Wretched, wicked girl' said Melmotte, collecting the papers together. +Then he left the room, and followed by Croll descended to the study, +whence the Longestaffes and Mr Bideawhile had long since taken their +departure. + +Madame Melmotte came and stood over the girl, but for some minutes +spoke never a word. Marie lay on the sofa, all in a heap, with her +hair dishevelled and her dress disordered, breathing hard, but +uttering no sobs and shedding no tears. The stepmother,--if she might +so be called,--did not think of attempting to persuade where her +husband had failed. She feared Melmotte so thoroughly, and was so timid +in regard to her own person, that she could not understand the girl's +courage. Melmotte was to her an awful being, powerful as Satan,--whom +she never openly disobeyed, though she daily deceived him, and was +constantly detected in her deceptions. Marie seemed to her to have all +her father's stubborn, wicked courage, and very much of his power. At +the present moment she did not dare to tell the girl that she had been +wrong. But she had believed her husband when he had said that +destruction was coming, and had partly believed him when he declared +that the destruction might be averted by Marie's obedience. Her life +had been passed in almost daily fear of destruction. To Marie the last +two years of splendour had been so long that they had produced a +feeling of security. But to the elder woman the two years had not +sufficed to eradicate the remembrance of former reverses, and never +for a moment had she felt herself to be secure. At last she asked the +girl what she would like to have done for her. 'I wish he had killed +me,' Marie said, slowly dragging herself up from the sofa, and +retreating without another word to her own room. + +In the meantime another scene was being acted in the room below. +Melmotte after he reached the room,--hardly made a reference to his +daughter merely saying that nothing would overcome her wicked +obstinacy. He made no allusion to his own violence, nor had Croll the +courage to expostulate with him now that the immediate danger was +over. The Great Financier again arranged the papers, just as they had +been laid out before,--as though he thought that the girl might be +brought down to sign them there. And then he went on to explain to +Croll what he had wanted to have done,--how necessary it was that the +thing should be done, and how terribly cruel it was to him that in +such a crisis of his life he should be hampered, impeded,--he did not +venture to his clerk to say ruined,--by the ill-conditioned obstinacy +of a girl! He explained very fully how absolutely the property was his +own, how totally the girl was without any right to withhold it from +him! How monstrous in its injustice was the present position of +things! In all this Croll fully agreed. Then Melmotte went on to +declare that he would not feel the slightest scruple in writing +Marie's signature to the papers himself. He was the girl's father and +was justified in acting for her. The property was his own property, +and he was justified in doing with it as he pleased. Of course he +would have no scruple in writing his daughter's name. Then he looked +up at the clerk. The clerk again assented,--after a fashion, not by any +means with the comfortable certainty with which he had signified his +accordance with his employer's first propositions. But he did not, at +any rate, hint any disapprobation of the step which Melmotte proposed +to take. Then Melmotte went a step farther, and explained that the +only difficulty in reference to such a transaction would be that the +signature of his daughter would be required to be corroborated by that +of a witness before he could use it. Then he again looked up at +Croll;--but on this occasion Croll did not move a muscle of his face. +There certainly was no assent. Melmotte continued to look at him; but +then came upon the old clerk's countenance a stern look which amounted +to very strong dissent. And yet Croll had been conversant with some +irregular doings in his time, and Melmotte knew well the extent of +Croll's experience. Then Melmotte made a little remark to himself. 'He +knows that the game is pretty well over.' 'You had better return to +the city now,' he said aloud. 'I shall follow you in half an hour. It +is quite possible that I may bring my daughter with me. If I can make +her understand this thing I shall do so. In that case I shall want you +to be ready.' Croll again smiled, and again assented, and went his +way. + +But Melmotte made no further attempt upon his daughter. As soon as +Croll was gone he searched among various papers in his desk and +drawers, and having found two signatures, those of his daughter and of +this German clerk, set to work tracing them with some thin tissue +paper. He commenced his present operation by bolting his door and +pulling down the blinds. He practised the two signatures for the best +part of an hour. Then he forged them on the various documents;--and, +having completed the operation, refolded them, placed them in a locked +bag of which he had always kept the key in his purse, and then, with +the bag in his hand, was taken in his brougham into the city. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXVIII - MISS LONGESTAFFE AGAIN AT CAVERSHAM + + +All this time Mr Longestaffe was necessarily detained in London while +the three ladies of his family were living forlornly at Caversham. +He had taken his younger daughter home on the day after his visit to +Lady Monogram, and in all his intercourse with her had spoken of her +suggested marriage with Mr Brehgert as a thing utterly out of the +question. Georgiana had made one little fight for her independence at +the Jermyn Street Hotel. 'Indeed, papa, I think it's very hard,' she +said. + +'What's hard? I think a great many things are hard; but I have to bear +them.' + +'You can do nothing for me.' + +'Do nothing for you! Haven't you got a home to live in, and clothes to +wear, and a carriage to go about in,--and books to read if you choose +to read them? What do you expect?' + +'You know, papa, that's nonsense.' + +'How do you dare to tell me that what I say is nonsense?' + +'Of course there's a house to live in and clothes to wear; but what's +to be the end of it? Sophia, I suppose, is going to be married.' + +'I am happy to say she is,--to a most respectable young man and a +thorough gentleman.' + +'And Dolly has his own way of going on.' + +'You have nothing to do with Adolphus.' + +'Nor will he have anything to do with me. If I don't marry what's to +become of me? It isn't that Mr Brehgert is the sort of man I should +choose.' + +'Do not mention his name to me.' + +'But what am I to do? You give up the house in town, and how am I to +see people? It was you sent me to Mr Melmotte.' + +'I didn't send you to Mr Melmotte.' + +'It was at your suggestion I went there, papa. And of course I could +only see the people he had there. I like nice people as well as +anybody.' + +'There's no use talking any more about it.' + +'I don't see that. I must talk about it, and think about it too. If I +can put up with Mr Brehgert I don't see why you and mamma should +complain.' + +'A Jew!' + +'People don't think about that as they used to, papa. He has a very +fine income, and I should always have a house in--' + +Then Mr Longestaffe became so furious and loud, that he stopped her +for that time. 'Look here,' he said, 'if you mean to tell me that you +will marry that man without my consent, I can't prevent it. But you +shall not marry him as my daughter. You shall be turned out of my +house, and I will never have your name pronounced in my presence +again. It is disgusting, degrading,--disgraceful!' And then he left +her. + +On the next morning before he started for Caversham he did see Mr +Brehgert; but he told Georgiana nothing of the interview, nor had she +the courage to ask him. The objectionable name was not mentioned again +in her father's hearing, but there was a sad scene between herself, +Lady Pomona, and her sister. When Mr Longestaffe and his younger +daughter arrived, the poor mother did not go down into the hall to +meet her child,--from whom she had that morning received the dreadful +tidings about the Jew. As to these tidings she had as yet heard no +direct condemnation from her husband. The effect upon Lady Pomona had +been more grievous even than that made upon the father. Mr Longestaffe +had been able to declare immediately that the proposed marriage was +out of the question, that nothing of the kind should be allowed, and +could take upon himself to see the Jew with the object of breaking off +the engagement. But poor Lady Pomona was helpless in her sorrow. If +Georgiana chose to marry a Jew tradesman she could not help it. But +such an occurrence in the family would, she felt, be to her as though +the end of all things had come. She could never again hold up her +head, never go into society, never take pleasure in her powdered +footmen. When her daughter should have married a Jew, she didn't think +that she could pluck up the courage to look even her neighbours Mrs +Yeld and Mrs Hepworth in the face. Georgiana found no one in the hall +to meet her, and dreaded to go to her mother. She first went with her +maid to her own room, and waited there till Sophia came to her. As she +sat pretending to watch the process of unpacking, she strove to regain +her courage. Why need she be afraid of anybody? Why, at any rate, +should she be afraid of other females? Had she not always been +dominant over her mother and sister? 'Oh, Georgey,' said Sophia, 'this +is wonderful news!' + +'I suppose it seems wonderful that anybody should be going to be +married except yourself.' + +'No;--but such a very odd match!' + +'Look here, Sophia. If you don't like it, you need not talk about it. +We shall always have a house in town, and you will not. If you don't +like to come to us, you needn't. That's about all.' + +'George wouldn't let me go there at all,' said Sophia. + +'Then--George--had better keep you at home at Toodlam. Where's mamma? +I should have thought somebody might have come and met me to say a word +to me, instead of allowing me to creep into the house like this.' + +'Mamma isn't at all well; but she's up in her own room. You mustn't be +surprised, Georgey, if you find mamma very--very much cut up about +this.' Then Georgiana understood that she must be content to stand all +alone in the world, unless she made up her mind to give up Mr +Brehgert. + +'So I've come back,' said Georgiana, stooping down and kissing her +mother. + +'Oh, Georgiana; oh, Georgiana!' said Lady Pomona, slowly raising +herself and covering her face with one of her hands. 'This is +dreadful. It will kill me. It will indeed. I didn't expect it from +you.' + +'What is the good of all that, mamma?' + +'It seems to me that it can't be possible. It's unnatural. It's worse +than your wife's sister. I'm sure there's something in the Bible +against it. You never would read your Bible, or you wouldn't be going +to do this.' + +'Lady Julia Start has done just the same thing,--and she goes +everywhere.' + +'What does your papa say? I'm sure your papa won't allow it. If he's +fixed about anything, it's about the Jews. An accursed race;--think of +that, Georgiana;--expelled from Paradise.' + +'Mamma, that's nonsense.' + +'Scattered about all over the world, so that nobody knows who anybody +is. And it's only since those nasty Radicals came up that they have +been able to sit in Parliament.' + +'One of the greatest judges in the land is a Jew,' said Georgiana, who +had already learned to fortify her own case. + +'Nothing that the Radicals can do can make them anything else but what +they are. I'm sure that Mr Whitstable, who is to be your +brother-in-law, will never condescend to speak to him.' + +Now if there was anybody whom Georgiana Longestaffe had despised from +her youth upwards it was George Whitstable. He had been a +laughing-stock to her when they were children, had been regarded as a +lout when he left school, and had been her common example of rural +dullness since he had become a man. He certainly was neither beautiful +nor bright;--but he was a Conservative squire born of Tory parents. +Nor was he rich;--having but a moderate income, sufficient to maintain +a moderate country house and no more. When first there came indications +that Sophia intended to put up with George Whitstable, the more +ambitious sister did not spare the shafts of her scorn. And now she +was told that George Whitstable would not speak to her future husband! +She was not to marry Mr Brehgert lest she should bring disgrace, among +others, upon George Whitstable! This was not to be endured. + +'Then Mr Whitstable may keep himself at home at Toodlam and not +trouble his head at all about me or my husband. I'm sure I shan't +trouble myself as to what a poor creature like that may think about +me. George Whitstable knows as much about London as I do about the +moon.' + +'He has always been in county society,' said Sophia, 'and was staying +only the other day at Lord Cantab's.' + +'Then there were two fools together,' said Georgiana, who at this +moment was very unhappy. + +'Mr Whitstable is an excellent young man, and I am sure he will make +your sister happy; but as for Mr Brehgert,--I can't bear to have his +name mentioned in my hearing.' + +'Then, mamma, it had better not be mentioned. At any rate it shan't be +mentioned again by me.' Having so spoken, Georgiana bounced out of the +room and did not meet her mother and sister again till she came down +into the drawing-room before dinner. + +Her position was one very trying both to her nerves and to her +feelings. She presumed that her father had seen Mr Brehgert, but did +not in the least know what had passed between them. It might be that +her father had been so decided in his objection as to induce Mr +Brehgert to abandon his intention,--and if this were so, there could be +no reason why she should endure the misery of having the Jew thrown in +her face. Among them all they had made her think that she would never +become Mrs Brehgert. She certainly was not prepared to nail her +colours upon the mast and to live and die for Brehgert. She was almost +sick of the thing herself. But she could not back out of it so as to +obliterate all traces of the disgrace. Even if she should not +ultimately marry the Jew, it would be known that she had been engaged +to a Jew,--and then it would certainly be said afterwards that the +Jew had jilted her. She was thus vacillating in her mind, not knowing +whether to go on with Brehgert or to abandon him. That evening Lady +Pomona retired immediately after dinner, being 'far from well.' It was +of course known to them all that Mr Brehgert was her ailment. She was +accompanied by her elder daughter, and Georgiana was left with her +father. Not a word was spoken between them. He sat behind his +newspaper till he went to sleep, and she found herself alone and +deserted in that big room. It seemed to her that even the servants +treated her with disdain. Her own maid had already given her notice. +It was manifestly the intention of her family to ostracise her +altogether. Of what service would it be to her that Lady Julia +Goldsheiner should be received everywhere, if she herself were to be +left without a single Christian friend? Would a life passed +exclusively among the Jews content even her lessened ambition? At ten +o'clock she kissed her father's head and went to bed. Her father +grunted less audibly than usual under the operation. She had always +given herself credit for high spirits, but she began to fear that her +courage would not suffice to carry her through sufferings such as +these. + +On the next day her father returned to town, and the three ladies were +left alone. Great preparations were going on for the Whitstable +wedding. Dresses were being made and linen marked, and consultations +held,--from all which things Georgiana was kept quite apart. The +accepted lover came over to lunch, and was made as much of as though +the Whitstables had always kept a town house. Sophy loomed so large in +her triumph and happiness, that it was not to be borne. All Caversham +treated her with a new respect. And yet if Toodlam was a couple of +thousand a year, it was all it was:--and there were two unmarried +sisters! Lady Pomona went half into hysterics every time she saw her +younger daughter, and became in her way a most oppressive parent. Oh, +heavens;--was Mr Brehgert with his two houses worth all this? A feeling +of intense regret for the things she was losing came over her. Even +Caversham, the Caversham of old days which she had hated, but in which +she had made herself respected and partly feared by everybody about +the place,--had charms for her which seemed to her delightful now that +they were lost for ever. Then she had always considered herself to be +the first personage in the house,--superior even to her father;--but +now she was decidedly the last. + +Her second evening was worse even than the first. When Mr Longestaffe +was not at home the family sat in a small dingy room between the +library and the dining-room, and on this occasion the family consisted +only of Georgiana. In the course of the evening she went upstairs and +calling her sister out into the passage demanded to be told why she +was thus deserted. 'Poor mamma is very ill,' said Sophy. + +'I won't stand it if I'm to be treated like this,' said Georgiana. +'I'll go away somewhere.' + +'How can I help it, Georgey? It's your own doing. Of course you must +have known that you were going to separate yourself from us.' + +On the next morning there came a dispatch from Mr Longestaffe,--of +what nature Georgey did not know as it was addressed to Lady Pomona. +But one enclosure she was allowed to see. 'Mamma,' said Sophy, 'thinks +you ought to know how Dolly feels about it.' And then a letter from +Dolly to his father was put into Georgey's hands. The letter was as +follows:-- + + + MY DEAR FATHER,-- + + Can it be true that Georgey is thinking of marrying that horrid + vulgar Jew, old Brehgert? The fellows say so; but I can't + believe it. I'm sure you wouldn't let her. You ought to lock her + up. + + Yours affectionately, + + A. LONGESTAFFE. + + +Dolly's letters made his father very angry, as, short as they were, +they always contained advice or instruction, such as should come from +a father to a son, rather than from a son to a father. This letter had +not been received with a welcome. Nevertheless the head of the family +had thought it worth his while to make use of it, and had sent it to +Caversham in order that it might be shown to his rebellious daughter. + +And so Dolly had said that she ought to be locked up! She'd like to +see somebody do it! As soon as she had read her brother's epistle she +tore it into fragments and threw it away in her sister's presence. +'How can mamma be such a hypocrite as to pretend to care what Dolly +says? Who doesn't know that he's an idiot? And papa has thought it +worth his while to send that down here for me to see! Well, after that +I must say that I don't much care what papa does.' + +'I don't see why Dolly shouldn't have an opinion as well as anybody +else,' said Sophy. + +'As well as George Whitstable? As far as stupidness goes they are +about the same. But Dolly has a little more knowledge of the world.' + +'Of course we all know, Georgiana,' rejoined the elder sister, 'that +for cuteness and that kind of thing one must look among the commercial +classes, and especially among a certain sort.' + +'I've done with you all,' said Georgey, rushing out of the room. 'I'll +have nothing more to do with any one of you.' + +But it is very difficult for a young lady to have done with her +family! A young man may go anywhere, and may be lost at sea; or come +and claim his property after twenty years. A young man may demand an +allowance, and has almost a right to live alone. The young male bird +is supposed to fly away from the paternal nest. But the daughter of a +house is compelled to adhere to her father till she shall get a +husband. The only way in which Georgey could 'have done' with them all +at Caversham would be by trusting herself to Mr Brehgert, and at the +present moment she did not know whether Mr Brehgert did or did not +consider himself as engaged to her. + +That day also passed away with ineffable tedium. At one time she was +so beaten down by ennui that she almost offered her assistance to her +sister in reference to the wedding garments. In spite of the very +bitter words which had been spoken in the morning she would have done +so had Sophy afforded her the slightest opportunity. But Sophy was +heartlessly cruel in her indifference. In her younger days she had had +her bad things, and now,--with George Whitstable by her side,--she +meant to have good things, the goodness of which was infinitely +enhanced by the badness of her sister's things. She had been so greatly +despised that the charm of despising again was irresistible. And she +was able to reconcile her cruelty to her conscience by telling herself +that duty required her to show implacable resistance to such a marriage +as this which her sister contemplated. Therefore Georgiana dragged out +another day, not in the least knowing what was to be her fate. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXIX - THE BREHGERT CORRESPONDENCE + + +Mr Longestaffe had brought his daughter down to Caversham on a +Wednesday. During the Thursday and Friday she had passed a very sad +time, not knowing whether she was or was not engaged to marry Mr +Brehgert. Her father had declared to her that he would break off the +match, and she believed that he had seen Mr Brehgert with that +purpose. She had certainly given no consent, and had never hinted to +any one of the family an idea that she was disposed to yield. But she +felt that, at any rate with her father, she had not adhered to her +purpose with tenacity, and that she had allowed him to return to +London with a feeling that she might still be controlled. She was +beginning to be angry with Mr Brehgert, thinking that he had taken his +dismissal from her father without consulting her. It was necessary +that something should be settled, something known. Life such as she +was leading now would drive her mad. She had all the disadvantages of +the Brehgert connection and none of the advantages. She could not +comfort herself with thinking of the Brehgert wealth and the Brehgert +houses, and yet she was living under the general ban of Caversham on +account of her Brehgert associations. She was beginning to think that +she herself must write to Mr Brehgert,--only she did not know what to +say to him. + +But on the Saturday morning she got a letter from Mr Brehgert. It was +handed to her as she was sitting at breakfast with her sister,--who +at that moment was triumphant with a present of gooseberries which +had been sent over from Toodlam. The Toodlam gooseberries were noted +throughout Suffolk, and when the letters were being brought in Sophia +was taking her lover's offering from the basket with her own fair +hands. 'Well!' Georgey had exclaimed, 'to send a pottle of +gooseberries to his lady love across the country! Who but George +Whitstable would do that?' + +'I dare say you get nothing but gems and gold,' Sophy retorted. 'I +don't suppose that Mr Brehgert knows what a gooseberry is.' At that +moment the letter was brought in, and Georgiana knew the writing. 'I +suppose that's from Mr Brehgert,' said Sophy. + +'I don't think it matters much to you who it's from.' She tried to be +composed and stately, but the letter was too important to allow of +composure, and she retired to read it in privacy. + +The letter was as follows:-- + + + MY DEAR GEORGIANA, + + Your father came to me the day after I was to have met you at + Lady Monogram's party. I told him then that I would not write to + you till I had taken a day or two to consider what he said to + me;--and also that I thought it better that you should have a + day or two to consider what he might say to you. He has now + repeated what he said at our first interview, almost with more + violence; for I must say that I think he has allowed himself to + be violent when it was surely unnecessary. + + The long and short of it is this. He altogether disapproves of + your promise to marry me. He has given three reasons;--first + that I am in trade; secondly that I am much older than you, and + have a family; and thirdly that I am a Jew. In regard to the + first I can hardly think that he is earnest. I have explained to + him that my business is that of a banker; and I can hardly + conceive it to be possible that any gentleman in England should + object to his daughter marrying a banker, simply because the man + is a banker. There would be a blindness of arrogance in such a + proposition of which I think your father to be incapable. This + has merely been added in to strengthen his other objections. + + As to my age, it is just fifty-one. I do not at all think myself + too old to be married again. Whether I am too old for you is for + you to judge,--as is also that question of my children who, of + course, should you become my wife will be to some extent a care + upon your shoulders. As this is all very serious you will not, I + hope, think me wanting in gallantry if I say that I should + hardly have ventured to address you if you had been quite a + young girl. No doubt there are many years between us;--and so I + think there should be. A man of my age hardly looks to marry a + woman of the same standing as himself. But the question is one + for the lady to decide and you must decide it now. + + As to my religion, I acknowledge the force of what your father + says,--though I think that a gentleman brought up with fewer + prejudices would have expressed himself in language less likely + to give offence. However I am a man not easily offended; and on + this occasion I am ready to take what he has said in good part. + I can easily conceive that there should be those who think that + the husband and wife should agree in religion. I am indifferent + to it myself. I shall not interfere with you if you make me + happy by becoming my wife, nor, I suppose, will you with me. + Should you have a daughter or daughters I am quite willing that + they should be brought up subject to your influence. + + +There was a plain-speaking in this which made Georgiana look round the +room as though to see whether any one was watching her as she read it. + + + But no doubt your father objects to me specially because I am a + Jew. If I were an atheist he might, perhaps, say nothing on the + subject of religion. On this matter as well as on others it + seems to me that your father has hardly kept pace with the + movements of the age. Fifty years ago, whatever claim a Jew + might have to be as well considered as a Christian, he certainly + was not so considered. Society was closed against him, except + under special circumstances, and so were all the privileges of + high position. But that has been altered. Your father does not + admit the change; but I think he is blind to it, because he does + not wish to see. + + I say all this more as defending myself than as combating his + views with you. It must be for you and for you alone to decide + how far his views shall govern you. He has told me, after a + rather peremptory fashion, that I have behaved badly to him and + to his family because I did not go to him in the first instance + when I thought of obtaining the honour of an alliance with his + daughter. I have been obliged to tell him that in this matter I + disagree with him entirely, though in so telling him I + endeavoured to restrain myself from any appearance of warmth. I + had not the pleasure of meeting you in his house, nor had I any + acquaintance with him. And again, at the risk of being thought + uncourteous, I must say that you are to a certain degree + emancipated by age from that positive subordination to which a + few years ago you probably submitted without a question. If a + gentleman meets a lady in society, as I met you in the home of + our friend Mr Melmotte, I do not think that the gentleman is to + be debarred from expressing his feelings because the lady may + possibly have a parent. Your father, no doubt with propriety, + had left you to be the guardian of yourself, and I cannot submit + to be accused of improper conduct because, finding you in that + condition, I availed myself of it. + + And now, having said so much, I must leave the question to be + decided entirely by yourself. I beg you to understand that I do + not at all wish to hold you to a promise merely because the + promise has been given. I readily acknowledge that the opinion + of your family should be considered by you, though I will not + admit that I was bound to consult that opinion before I spoke to + you. It may well be that your regard for me or your appreciation + of the comforts with which I may be able to surround you, will + not suffice to reconcile you to such a breach from your own + family as your father, with much repetition, has assured me will + be inevitable. Take a day or two to think of this and turn it + well over in your mind. When I last had the happiness of + speaking to you, you seemed to think that your parents might + raise objections, but that those objections would give way + before an expression of your own wishes. I was flattered by your + so thinking; but, if I may form any judgment from your father's + manner, I must suppose that you were mistaken. You will + understand that I do not say this as any reproach to you. Quite + the contrary. I think your father is irrational; and you may + well have failed to anticipate that be should be so. + + As to my own feelings they remain exactly as they were when I + endeavoured to explain them to you. Though I do not find myself + to be too old to marry, I do think myself too old to write love + letters. I have no doubt you believe me when I say that I + entertain a most sincere affection for you; and I beseech you to + believe me in saying further that should you become my wife it + shall be the study of my life to make you happy. + + It is essentially necessary that I should allude to one other + matter, as to which I have already told your father what I will + now tell you. I think it probable that within this week I shall + find myself a loser of a very large sum of money through the + failure of a gentleman whose bad treatment of me I will the more + readily forgive because he was the means of making me known to + you. This you must understand is private between you and me, + though I have thought it proper to inform your father. Such + loss, if it fall upon me, will not interfere in the least with + the income which I have proposed to settle upon you for your use + after my death; and, as your father declares that in the event + of your marrying me he will neither give to you nor bequeath to + you a shilling, he might have abstained from telling me to my + face that I was a bankrupt merchant when I myself told him of my + loss. I am not a bankrupt merchant nor at all likely to become + so. Nor will this loss at all interfere with my present mode of + living. But I have thought it right to inform you of it, + because, if it occur,--as I think it will,--I shall not deem it + right to keep a second establishment probably for the next two + or three years. But my house at Fulham and my stables there will + be kept up just as they are at present. + + I have now told you everything which I think it is necessary you + should know, in order that you may determine either to adhere to + or to recede from your engagement. When you have resolved you + will let me know but a day or two may probably be necessary for + your decision. I hope I need not say that a decision in my + favour will make me a happy man. + + I am, in the meantime, your affectionate friend, + + EZEKIEL BREHGERT. + + +This very long letter puzzled Georgey a good deal, and left her, at +the time of reading it, very much in doubt as to what she would do. +She could understand that it was a plain-spoken and truth-telling +letter. Not that she, to herself, gave it praise for those virtues; +but that it imbued her unconsciously with a thorough belief. She was +apt to suspect deceit in other people;--but it did not occur to her +that Mr Brehgert had written a single word with an attempt to deceive +her. But the single-minded genuine honesty of the letter was altogether +thrown away upon her. She never said to herself, as she read it, that +she might safely trust herself to this man, though he were a Jew, +though greasy and like a butcher, though over fifty and with a family, +because he was an honest man. She did not see that the letter was +particularly sensible;--but she did allow herself to be pained by the +total absence of romance. She was annoyed at the first allusion to her +age, and angry at the second; and yet she had never supposed that +Brehgert had taken her to be younger than she was. She was well aware +that the world in general attributes more years to unmarried women +than they have lived, as a sort of equalising counter-weight against +the pretences which young women make on the other side, or the lies +which are told on their behalf. Nor had she wished to appear +peculiarly young in his eyes. But, nevertheless, she regarded the +reference to be uncivil,--perhaps almost butcher-like,--and it had its +effect upon her. And then the allusion to the 'daughter or daughters' +troubled her. She told herself that it was vulgar,--just what a butcher +might have said. And although she was quite prepared to call her +father the most irrational, the most prejudiced, and most ill-natured +of men, yet she was displeased that Mr Brehgert should take such a +liberty with him. But the passage in Mr Brehgert's letter which was +most distasteful to her was that which told her of the loss which he +might probably incur through his connection with Melmotte. What right +had he to incur a loss which would incapacitate him from keeping his +engagements with her? The town-house had been the great persuasion, +and now he absolutely had the face to tell her that there was to be no +town-house for three years. When she read this she felt that she ought +to be indignant, and for a few moments was minded to sit down without +further consideration and tell the man with considerable scorn that +she would have nothing more to say to him. + +But on that side too there would be terrible bitterness. How would she +have fallen from her greatness when, barely forgiven by her father and +mother for the vile sin which she had contemplated, she should consent +to fill a common bridesmaid place at the nuptials of George +Whitstable! And what would then be left to her in life? This episode +of the Jew would make it quite impossible for her again to contest the +question of the London house with her father. Lady Pomona and Mrs +George Whitstable would be united with him against her. There would be +no 'season' for her, and she would be nobody at Caversham. As for +London, she would hardly wish to go there! Everybody would know the +story of the Jew. She thought that she could have plucked up courage +to face the world as the Jew's wife, but not as the young woman who +had wanted to marry the Jew and had failed. How would her future life +go with her, should she now make up her mind to retire from the +proposed alliance? If she could get her father to take her abroad at +once, she would do it; but she was not now in a condition to make any +terms with her father. As all this gradually passed through her mind, +she determined that she would so far take Mr Brehgert's advice as to +postpone her answer till she had well considered the matter. + +She slept upon it, and the next day she asked her mother a few +questions. 'Mamma, have you any idea what papa means to do?' + +'In what way, my dear?' Lady Pomona's voice was not gracious, as she +was free from that fear of her daughter's ascendancy which had +formerly affected her. + +'Well;--I suppose he must have some plan.' + +'You must explain yourself. I don't know why he should have any +particular plan.' + +'Will he go to London next year?' + +'That depends upon money, I suppose. What makes you ask?' + +'Of course I have been very cruelly circumstanced. Everybody must see +that. I'm sure you do, mamma. The long and short of it is this;--if I +give up my engagement, will he take us abroad for a year?' + +'Why should he?' + +'You can't suppose that I should be very comfortable in England. If we +are to remain here at Caversham, how am I to hope ever to get +settled?' + +'Sophy is doing very well.' + +'Oh, mamma, there are not two George Whitstables;--thank God.' She +had meant to be humble and supplicating, but she could not restrain +herself from the use of that one shaft. 'I don't mean but what Sophy +may be very happy, and I am sure that I hope she will. But that won't +do me any good. I should be very unhappy here.' + +'I don't see how you are to find any one to marry you by going +abroad,' said Lady Pomona, 'and I don't see why your papa is to be +taken away from his own home. He likes Caversham.' + +'Then I am to be sacrificed on every side,' said Georgey, stalking out +of the room. But still she could not make up her mind what letter she +would write to Mr Brehgert, and she slept upon it another night. + +On the next day after breakfast she did write her letter, though when +she sat down to her task she had not clearly made up her mind what she +would say. But she did get it written, and here it is. + + + Caversham, Monday. + + MY DEAR MR BREHGERT, + + As you told me not to hurry, I have taken a little time to think + about your letter. Of course it would be very disagreeable to + quarrel with papa and mamma and everybody. And if I do do so, + I'm sure somebody ought to be very grateful. But papa has been + very unfair in what he has said. As to not asking him, it could + have been of no good, for of course he would be against it. He + thinks a great deal of the Longestaffe family, and so, I + suppose, ought I. But the world does change so quick that one + doesn't think of anything now as one used to do. Anyway, I don't + feel that I'm bound to do what papa tells me just because he + says it. Though I'm not quite so old as you seem to think, I'm + old enough to judge for myself,--and I mean to do so. You say + very little about affection, but I suppose I am to take all that + for granted. + + I don't wonder at papa being annoyed about the loss of the + money. It must be a very great sum when it will prevent your + having a house in London,--as you agreed. It does make a great + difference, because, of course, as you have no regular place in + the country, one could only see one's friends in London. Fulham + is all very well now and then, but I don't think I should like + to live at Fulham all the year through. You talk of three years, + which would be dreadful. If as you say it will not have any + lasting effect, could you not manage to have a house in town? If + you can do it in three years, I should think you could do it + now. I should like to have an answer to this question. I do + think so much about being the season in town! + + As for the other parts of your letter, I knew very well + beforehand that papa would be unhappy about it. But I don't know + why I'm to let that stand in my way when so very little is done + to make me happy. Of course you will write to me again, and I + hope you will say something satisfactory about the house in + London. + + Yours always sincerely, + + GEORGIANA LONGESTAFFE. + + +It probably never occurred to Georgey that Mr Brehgert would under any +circumstances be anxious to go back from his engagement. She so fully +recognised her own value as a Christian lady of high birth and +position giving herself to a commercial Jew, that she thought that +under any circumstances Mr Brehgert would be only too anxious to stick +to his bargain. Nor had she any idea that there was anything in her +letter which could probably offend him. She thought that she might at +any rate make good her claim to the house in London; and that as there +were other difficulties on his side, he would yield to her on this +point. But as yet she hardly knew Mr Brehgert. He did not lose a day +in sending to her a second letter. He took her letter with him to his +office in the city, and there he answered it without a moment's delay. + + + No. 7, St. Cuthbert's Court, London, + Tuesday, July 16, 18--. + + MY DEAR MISS LONGESTAFFE, + + You say it would be very disagreeable to you to quarrel with + your papa and mamma; and as I agree with you, I will take your + letter as concluding our intimacy. I should not, however, be + dealing quite fairly with you or with myself if I gave you to + understand that I felt myself to be coerced to this conclusion + simply by your qualified assent to your parents' views. It is + evident to me from your letter that you would not wish to be my + wife unless I can supply you with a house in town as well as + with one in the country. But this for the present is out of my + power. I would not have allowed my losses to interfere with your + settlement because I had stated a certain income; and must + therefore to a certain extent have compromised my children. But + I should not have been altogether happy till I had replaced them + in their former position, and must therefore have abstained from + increased expenditure till I had done so. But of course I have + no right to ask you to share with me the discomfort of a single + home. I may perhaps add that I had hoped that you would have + looked to your happiness to another source, and that I will bear + my disappointment as best I may. + + As you may perhaps under these circumstances be unwilling that I + should wear the ring you gave me, I return it by post. I trust + you will be good enough to keep the trifle you were pleased to + accept from me, in remembrance of one who will always wish you + well. + + Yours sincerely, + + EZEKIEL BREHGERT. + + +And so it was all over! Georgey, when she read this letter, was very +indignant at her lover's conduct. She did not believe that her own +letter had at all been of a nature to warrant it. She had regarded +herself as being quite sure of him, and only so far doubting herself, +as to be able to make her own terms because of such doubts. And now +the Jew had rejected her! She read this last letter over and over +again, and the more she read it the more she felt that in her heart of +hearts she had intended to marry him. There would have been +inconveniences no doubt, but they would have been less than the sorrow +on the other side. Now she saw nothing before her but a long vista of +Caversham dullness, in which she would be trampled upon by her father +and mother, and scorned by Mr and Mrs George Whitstable. + +She got up and walked about the room thinking of vengeance. But what +vengeance was possible to her? Everybody belonging to her would take +the part of the Jew in that which he had now done. She could not ask +Dolly to beat him; nor could she ask her father to visit him with a +stern frown of paternal indignation. There could be no revenge. For a +time,--only a few seconds,--she thought that she would write to Mr +Brehgert and tell him that she had not intended to bring about this +termination of their engagement. This, no doubt, would have been an +appeal to the Jew for mercy;--and she could not quite descend to that. +But she would keep the watch and chain he had given her, and which +somebody had told her had not cost less than a hundred and fifty +guineas. She could not wear them, as people would know whence they had +come; but she might exchange them for jewels which she could wear. + +At lunch she said nothing to her sister, but in the course of the +afternoon she thought it best to inform her mother. 'Mamma,' she said, +'as you and papa take it so much to heart, I have broken off +everything with Mr Brehgert.' + +'Of course it must be broken off,' said Lady Pomona. This was very +ungracious,--so much so that Georgey almost flounced out of the room. +'Have you heard from the man?' asked her ladyship. + +'I have written to him, and he has answered me; and it is all settled. +I thought that you would have said something kind to me.' And the +unfortunate young woman burst out into tears. + +'It was so dreadful,' said Lady Pomona;--'so very dreadful. I never +heard of anything so bad. When young what's-his-name married the +tallow-chandler's daughter I thought it would have killed me if it had +been Dolly; but this was worse than that. Her father was a methodist.' + +'They had neither of them a shilling of money,' said Georgey through +her tears. + +'And your papa says this man was next door to a bankrupt. But it's all +over?' + +'Yes, mamma.' + +'And now we must all remain here at Caversham till people forget it. +It has been very hard upon George Whitstable, because of course +everybody has known it through the county. I once thought he would +have been off, and I really don't know that we could have said +anything.' At that moment Sophy entered the room. 'It's all over +between Georgiana and the--man,' said Lady Pomona, who hardly saved +herself from stigmatising him by a further reference to his religion. + +'I knew it would be,' said Sophia. + +'Of course it could never have really taken place,' said their mother. + +'And now I beg that nothing more may be said about it,' said +Georgiana. 'I suppose, mamma, you will write to papa?' + +'You must send him back his watch and chain, Georgey,' said Sophia. + +'What business is that of yours?' + +'Of course she must. Her papa would not let her keep it.' + +To such a miserable depth of humility had the younger Miss Longestaffe +been brought by her ill-considered intimacy with the Melmottes! +Georgiana, when she looked back on this miserable episode in her life, +always attributed her grief to the scandalous breach of compact of +which her father had been guilty. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXX - RUBY PREPARES FOR SERVICE + + +Our poor old honest friend John Crumb was taken away to durance vile +after his performance in the street with Sir Felix, and was locked up +for the remainder of the night. This indignity did not sit so heavily +on his spirits as it might have done on those of a quicker nature. +He was aware that he had not killed the baronet, and that he had +therefore enjoyed his revenge without the necessity of 'swinging for +it at Bury.' That in itself was a comfort to him. Then it was a great +satisfaction to think that he had 'served the young man out' in the +actual presence of his Ruby. He was not prone to give himself undue +credit for his capability and willingness to knock his enemies about; +but he did think that Ruby must have observed on this occasion that +he was the better man of the two. And, to John, a night in the +station-house was no great personal inconvenience. Though he was +very proud of his four-post bed at home, he did not care very much +for such luxuries as far as he himself was concerned. Nor did he +feel any disgrace from being locked up for the night. He was very +good-humoured with the policeman, who seemed perfectly to understand +his nature, and was as meek as a child when the lock was turned upon +him. As he lay down on the hard bench, he comforted himself with +thinking that Ruby would surely never care any more for the 'baronite' +since she had seen him go down like a cur without striking a blow. He +thought a good deal about Ruby, but never attributed any blame to her +for her share in the evils that had befallen him. + +The next morning he was taken before the magistrates, but was told at +an early hour of the day that he was again free. Sir Felix was not +much the worse for what had happened to him, and had refused to make +any complaint against the man who had beaten him. John Crumb shook +hands cordially with the policeman who had had him in charge, and +suggested beer. The constable, with regrets, was forced to decline, +and bade adieu to his late prisoner with the expression of a hope that +they might meet again before long. 'You come down to Bungay,' said +John, 'and I'll show you how we live there.' + +From the police-office he went direct to Mrs Pipkin's house, and at +once asked for Ruby. He was told that Ruby was out with the children, +and was advised both by Mrs Pipkin and Mrs Hurtle not to present +himself before Ruby quite yet. 'You see,' said Mrs Pipkin, 'she's a +thinking how heavy you were upon that young gentleman.' + +'But I wasn't;--not particular. Lord love you, he ain't a hair the +wuss.' + +'You let her alone for a time,' said Mrs Hurtle. 'A little neglect +will do her good.' + +'Maybe,' said John,--'only I wouldn't like her to have it bad. You'll +let her have her wittles regular, Mrs Pipkin.' + +It was then explained to him that the neglect proposed should not +extend to any deprivation of food, and he took his leave, receiving an +assurance from Mrs Hurtle that he should be summoned to town as soon +as it was thought that his presence there would serve his purposes; +and with loud promises repeated to each of the friendly women that as +soon as ever a 'line should be dropped' he would appear again upon the +scene, he took Mrs Pipkin aside, and suggested that if there were 'any +hextras,' he was ready to pay for them. Then he took his leave without +seeing Ruby, and went back to Bungay. + +When Ruby returned with the children she was told that John Crumb had +called. 'I thought as he was in prison,' said Ruby. + +'What should they keep him in prison for?' said Mrs Pipkin. 'He hasn't +done nothing as he oughtn't to have done. That young man was dragging +you about as far as I can make out, and Mr Crumb just did as anybody +ought to have done to prevent it. Of course they weren't going to keep +him in prison for that. Prison indeed! It isn't him as ought to be in +prison.' + +'And where is he now, aunt?' + +'Gone down to Bungay to mind his business, and won't be coming here +any more of a fool's errand. He must have seen now pretty well what's +worth having, and what ain't. Beauty is but skin deep, Ruby.' + +'John Crumb'd be after me again to-morrow, if I'd give him +encouragement,' said Ruby. 'If I'd hold up my finger he'd come.' + +'Then John Crumb's a fool for his pains, that's all; and now do you go +about your work.' Ruby didn't like to be told to go about her work, +and tossed her head, and slammed the kitchen door, and scolded the +servant girl, and then sat down to cry. What was she to do with +herself now? She had an idea that Felix would not come back to her +after the treatment he had received;--and a further idea that if he did +come he was not, as she phrased it to herself, 'of much account.' She +certainly did not like him the better for having been beaten, though, +at the time, she had been disposed to take his part. She did not +believe that she would ever dance with him again. That had been the +charm of her life in London, and that was now all over. And as for +marrying her,--she began to feel certain that he did not intend it. +John Crumb was a big, awkward, dull, uncouth lump of a man, with whom +Ruby thought it impossible that a girl should be in love. Love and +John Crumb were poles asunder. But--! Ruby did not like wheeling the +perambulator about Islington, and being told by her aunt Pipkin to go +about her work. What Ruby did like was being in love and dancing; but +if all that must come to an end, then there would be a question +whether she could not do better for herself, than by staying with her +aunt and wheeling the perambulator about Islington. + +Mrs Hurtle was still living in solitude in the lodgings, and having +but little to do on her own behalf, had devoted herself to the +interest of John Crumb. A man more unlike one of her own countrymen +she had never seen. 'I wonder whether he has any ideas at all in his +head,' she had said to Mrs Pipkin. Mrs Pipkin had replied that Mr +Crumb had certainly a very strong idea of marrying Ruby Ruggles. Mrs +Hurtle had smiled, thinking that Mrs Pipkin was also very unlike her +own countrywomen. But she was very kind to Mrs Pipkin, ordering +rice-puddings on purpose that the children might eat them, and she was +quite determined to give John Crumb all the aid in her power. + +In order that she might give effectual aid she took Mrs Pipkin into +confidence, and prepared a plan of action in reference to Ruby. Mrs +Pipkin was to appear as chief actor on the scene, but the plan was +altogether Mrs Hurtle's plan. On the day following John's return to +Bungay Mrs Pipkin summoned Ruby into the back parlour, and thus +addressed her. 'Ruby, you know, this must come to an end now.' + +'What must come to an end?' + +'You can't stay here always, you know.' + +'I'm sure I work hard, Aunt Pipkin, and I don't get no wages.' + +'I can't do with more than one girl,--and there's the keep if there +isn't wages. Besides, there's other reasons. Your grandfather won't +have you back there; that's certain.' + +'I wouldn't go back to grandfather, if it was ever so.' + +'But you must go somewheres. You didn't come to stay here always,--nor +I couldn't have you. You must go into service.' + +'I don't know anybody as'd have me,' said Ruby. + +'You must put a 'vertisement into the paper. You'd better say as +nursemaid, as you seems to take kindly to children. And I must give +you a character;--only I shall say just the truth. You mustn't ask +much wages just at first.' Ruby looked very sorrowful, and the tears +were near her eyes. The change from the glories of the music hall was +so startling and so oppressive! 'It has got to be done sooner or later, +so you may as well put the 'vertisement in this afternoon.' + +'You'r going to turn me out, Aunt Pipkin.' + +'Well;--if that's turning out, I am. You see you never would be said +by me as though I was your mistress. You would go out with that +rapscallion when I bid you not. Now when you're in a regular place +like, you must mind when you're spoke to, and it will be best for you. +You've had your swing, and now you see you've got to pay for it. You +must earn your bread, Ruby, as you've quarrelled both with your lover +and your grandfather.' + +There was no possible answer to this, and therefore the necessary +notice was put into the paper,--Mrs Hurtle paying for its insertion. +'Because, you know,' said Mrs Hurtle, 'she must stay here really, till +Mr Crumb comes and takes her away.' Mrs Pipkin expressed her opinion +that Ruby was a 'baggage' and John Crumb a 'soft.' Mrs Pipkin was +perhaps a little jealous at the interest which her lodger took in her +niece, thinking perhaps that all Mrs Hurtle's sympathies were due to +herself. + +Ruby went hither and thither for a day or two, calling upon the +mothers of children who wanted nursemaids. The answers which she had +received had not come from the highest members of the aristocracy, +and the houses which she visited did not appal her by their splendour. +Many objections were made to her. A character from an aunt was +objectionable. Her ringlets were objectionable. She was a deal too +flighty-looking. She spoke up much too free. At last one happy mother +of five children offered to take her on approval for a month, at £12 +a year, Ruby to find her own tea and wash for herself. This was +slavery;--abject slavery. And she too, who had been the beloved of a +baronet, and who might even now be the mistress of a better house than +that into which she was to go as a servant,--if she would only hold +up her finger! But the place was accepted, and with broken-hearted +sobbings Ruby prepared herself for her departure from Aunt Pipkin's +roof. + +'I hope you like your place, Ruby,' Mrs Hurtle said on the afternoon +of her last day. + +'Indeed then I don't like it at all. They're the ugliest children you +ever see, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'Ugly children must be minded as well as pretty ones.' + +'And the mother of 'em is as cross as cross.' + +'It's your own fault, Ruby; isn't it?' + +'I don't know as I've done anything out of the way.' + +'Don't you think it's anything out of the way to be engaged to a young +man and then to throw him over? All this has come because you wouldn't +keep your word to Mr Crumb. Only for that your grandfather wouldn't +have turned you out of his house.' + +'He didn't turn me out. I ran away. And it wasn't along of John Crumb, +but because grandfather hauled me about by the hair of my head.' + +'But he was angry with you about Mr Crumb. When a young woman becomes +engaged to a young man, she ought not to go back from her word.' No +doubt Mrs Hurtle, when preaching this doctrine, thought that the same +law might be laid down with propriety for the conduct of young men. +'Of course you have brought trouble on yourself. I am sorry you don't +like the place. I'm afraid you must go to it now.' + +'I am agoing,--I suppose,' said Ruby, probably feeling that if she +could but bring herself to condescend so far there might yet be open +for her a way of escape. + +'I shall write and tell Mr Crumb where you are placed.' + +'Oh, Mrs Hurtle, don't. What should you write to him for? It ain't +nothing to him.' + +'I told him I'd let him know if any steps were taken.' + +'You can forget that, Mrs Hurtle. Pray don't write. I don't want him +to know as I'm in service.' + +'I must keep my promise. Why shouldn't he know? I don't suppose you +care much now what he hears about you.' + +'Yes I do. I wasn't never in service before, and I don't want him to +know.' + +'What harm can it do you?' + +'Well, I don't want him to know. It's such a come down, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'There is nothing to be ashamed of in that. What you have to be +ashamed of is jilting him. It was a bad thing to do;--wasn't it, +Ruby?' + +'I didn't mean nothing bad, Mrs Hurtle; only why couldn't he say what +he had to say himself, instead of bringing another to say it for him? +What would you feel, Mrs Hurtle, if a man was to come and say it all +out of another man's mouth?' + +'I don't think I should much care if the thing was well said at last. +You know he meant it.' + +'Yes;--I did know that.' + +'And you know he means it now?' + +'I'm not so sure about that. He's gone back to Bungay, and he isn't no +good at writing letters no more than at speaking. Oh,--he'll go and get +somebody else now.' + +'Of course he will if he hears nothing about you. I think I'd better +tell him. I know what would happen.' + +'What would happen, Mrs Hurtle?' + +'He'd be up in town again in half a jiffey to see what sort of a place +you'd got. Now, Ruby, I'll tell you what I'll do, if you'll say the +word. I'll have him up here at once and you shan't go to Mrs +Buggins'.' Ruby dropped her hands and stood still, staring at Mrs +Hurtle. 'I will. But if he comes you mustn't behave this time as you +did before.' + +'But I'm to go to Mrs Buggins' to-morrow.' + +'We'll send to Mrs Buggins and tell her to get somebody else. You're +breaking your heart about going there;--are you not?' + +'I don't like it, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'And this man will make you mistress of his house. You say he isn't +good at speaking; but I tell you I never came across an honester man +in the whole course of my life, or one who I think would treat a woman +better. What's the use of a glib tongue if there isn't a heart with +it? What's the use of a lot of tinsel and lacker, if the real metal +isn't there? Sir Felix Carbury could talk, I dare say, but you don't +think now he was a very fine fellow.' + +'He was so beautiful, Mrs Hurtle!' + +'But he hadn't the spirit of a mouse in his bosom. Well, Ruby, you +have one more choice left you. Shall it be John Crumb or Mrs Buggins?' + +'He wouldn't come, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'Leave that to me, Ruby. May I bring him if I can?' Then Ruby in a +very low whisper told Mrs Hurtle, that if she thought proper she might +bring John Crumb back again. 'And there shall be no more nonsense?' + +'No,' whispered Ruby. + +On that same night a letter was sent to Mrs Buggins, which Mrs Hurtle +also composed, informing that lady that unforeseen circumstances +prevented Ruby Ruggles from keeping the engagement she had made; to +which a verbal answer was returned that Ruby Ruggles was an impudent +hussey. And then Mrs Hurtle in her own name wrote a short note to Mr +John Crumb. + + + DEAR MR CRUMB, + + If you will come back to London I think you will find Miss Ruby + Ruggles all that you desire. + + Yours faithfully, + + WINIFRED HURTLE. + + +'She's had a deal more done for her than I ever knew to be done for +young women in my time,' said Mrs Pipkin, 'and I'm not at all so sure +that she has deserved it.' + +'John Crumb will think she has.' + +'John Crumb's a fool;--and as to Ruby; well, I haven't got no patience +with girls like them. Yes; it is for the best; and as for you, Mrs +Hurtle, there's no words to say how good you've been. I hope, Mrs +Hurtle, you ain't thinking of going away because this is all done.' + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXI - MR COHENLUPE LEAVES LONDON + + +Dolly Longestaffe had found himself compelled to go to Fetter Lane +immediately after that meeting in Bruton Street at which he had +consented to wait two days longer for the payment of his money. This +was on a Wednesday, the day appointed for the payment being Friday. He +had undertaken that, on his part, Squercum should be made to desist +from further immediate proceedings, and he could only carry out his +word by visiting Squercum. The trouble to him was very great, but he +began to feel that he almost liked it. The excitement was nearly as +good as that of loo. Of course it was a 'horrid bore,'--this having +to go about in cabs under the sweltering sun of a London July day. Of +course it was a 'horrid bore,'--this doubt about his money. And it went +altogether against the grain with him that he should be engaged in any +matter respecting the family property in agreement with his father and +Mr Bideawhile. But there was an importance in it that sustained him +amidst his troubles. It is said that if you were to take a man of +moderate parts and make him Prime Minister out of hand, he might +probably do as well as other Prime Ministers, the greatness of the +work elevating the man to its own level. In that way Dolly was +elevated to the level of a man of business, and felt and enjoyed his +own capacity. 'By George!' It depended chiefly upon him whether such a +man as Melmotte should or should not be charged before the Lord Mayor. +'Perhaps I oughtn't to have promised,' he said to Squercum, sitting in +the lawyer's office on a high-legged stool with a cigar in his mouth. +He preferred Squercum to any other lawyer he had met because +Squercum's room was untidy and homely, because there was nothing awful +about it, and because he could sit in what position he pleased, and +smoke all the time. + +'Well; I don't think you ought, if you ask me,' said Squercum. + +'You weren't there to be asked, old fellow.' + +'Bideawhile shouldn't have asked you to agree to anything in my +absence,' said Squercum indignantly. 'It was a very unprofessional +thing on his part, and so I shall take an opportunity of telling him.' + +'It was you told me to go.' + +'Well;--yes. I wanted you to see what they were at in that room; but +I told you to look on and say nothing.' + +'I didn't speak half-a-dozen words.' + +'You shouldn't have spoken those words. Your father then is quite +clear that you did not sign the letter?' + +'Oh, yes;--the governor is pig-headed, you know, but he's honest.' + +'That's a matter of course,' said the lawyer. 'All men are honest; but +they are generally specially honest to their own side. Bideawhile's +honest; but you've got to fight him deuced close to prevent his +getting the better of you. Melmotte has promised to pay the money on +Friday, has he?' + +'He's to bring it with him to Bruton Street.' + +'I don't believe a word of it;--and I'm sure Bideawhile doesn't. In +what shape will he bring it? He'll give you a cheque dated on Monday, +and that'll give him two days more, and then on Monday there'll be a +note to say the money can't be lodged till Wednesday. There should be +no compromising with such a man. You only get from one mess into +another. I told you neither to do anything or to say anything.' + +'I suppose we can't help ourselves now. You're to be there on Friday. +I particularly bargained for that. It you're there, there won't be any +more compromising.' + +Squercum made one or two further remarks to his client, not at all +flattering to Dolly's vanity,--which might have caused offence had not +there been such perfectly good feeling between the attorney and the +young man. As it was, Dolly replied to everything that was said with +increased flattery. 'If I was a sharp fellow like you, you know,' said +Dolly, 'of course I should get along better; but I ain't, you know.' +It was then settled that they should meet each other, and also meet Mr +Longestaffe senior, Bideawhile, and Melmotte, at twelve o'clock on +Friday morning in Bruton Street. + +Squercum was by no means satisfied. He had busied himself in this +matter, and had ferreted things out, till he had pretty nearly got to +the bottom of that affair about the houses in the East, and had +managed to induce the heirs of the old man who had died to employ him. +As to the Pickering property he had not a doubt on the subject. Old +Longestaffe had been induced by promises of wonderful aid and by the +bribe of a seat at the Board of the South Central Pacific and Mexican +Railway to give up the title-deeds of the property,--as far as it was +in his power to give them up; and had endeavoured to induce Dolly to +do so also. As he had failed, Melmotte had supplemented his work by +ingenuity, with which the reader is acquainted. All this was perfectly +clear to Squercum, who thought that he saw before him a most +attractive course of proceeding against the Great Financier. It was +pure ambition rather than any hope of lucre that urged him on. He +regarded Melmotte as a grand swindler,--perhaps the grandest that the +world had ever known,--and he could conceive no greater honour than the +detection, successful prosecution, and ultimate destroying of so great +a man. To have hunted down Melmotte would make Squercum as great +almost as Melmotte himself. But he felt himself to have been unfairly +hampered by his own client. He did not believe that the money would be +paid; but delay might rob him of his Melmotte. He had heard a good +many things in the City, and believed it to be quite out of the +question that Melmotte should raise the money,--but there were various +ways in which a man might escape. + +It may be remembered that Croll, the German clerk, preceded +Melmotte into the City on Wednesday after Marie's refusal to sign +the deeds. He, too, had his eyes open, and had perceived that +things were not looking as well as they used to look. Croll had for +many years been true to his patron, having been, upon the whole, +very well paid for such truth. There had been times when things had +gone badly with him, but he had believed in Melmotte, and, when +Melmotte rose, had been rewarded for his faith. Mr Croll at the +present time had little investments of his own, not made under his +employer's auspices, which would leave him not absolutely without +bread for his family should the Melmotte affairs at any time take +an awkward turn. Melmotte had never required from him service that +was actually fraudulent,--had at any rate never required it by spoken +words. Mr Croll had not been over-scrupulous, and had occasionally +been very useful to Mr Melmotte. But there must be a limit to all +things; and why should any man sacrifice himself beneath the ruins +of a falling house,--when convinced that nothing he can do can +prevent the fall? Mr Croll would have been of course happy to +witness Miss Melmotte's signature; but as for that other kind of +witnessing,--this clearly to his thinking was not the time for such +good-nature on his part. + +'You know what's up now;--don't you?' said one of the junior clerks to +Mr Croll when he entered the office in Abchurch Lane. + +'A good deal will be up soon,' said the German. + +'Cohenlupe has gone!' + +'And to vere has Mr Cohenlupe gone?' + +'He hasn't been civil enough to leave his address. I fancy he don't +want his friends to have to trouble themselves by writing to him. +Nobody seems to know what's become of him.' + +'New York,' suggested Mr Croll. + +'They seem to think not. They're too hospitable in New York for Mr +Cohenlupe just at present. He's travelling private. He's on the +continent somewhere,--half across France by this time; but nobody knows +what route he has taken. That'll be a poke in the ribs for the old +boy;--eh, Croll?' Croll merely shook his head. 'I wonder what has +become of Miles Grendall,' continued the clerk. + +'Ven de rats is going avay it is bad for de house. I like de rats to +stay.' + +'There seems to have been a regular manufactory of Mexican Railway +scrip.' + +'Our governor knew noding about dat,' said Croll. + +'He has a hat full of them at any rate. If they could have been kept +up another fortnight they say Cohenlupe would have been worth nearly a +million of money, and the governor would have been as good as the +bank. Is it true they are going to have him before the Lord Mayor +about the Pickering title-deeds?' Croll declared that he knew nothing +about the matter, and settled himself down to his work. + +In little more than two hours he was followed by Melmotte, who thus +reached the City late in the afternoon. It was he knew too late to +raise the money on that day, but he hoped that he might pave the way +for getting it on the next day, which would be Thursday. Of course the +first news which he heard was of the defection of Mr Cohenlupe. It was +Croll who told him. He turned back, and his jaw fell, but at first he +said nothing. + +'It's a bad thing,' said Mr Croll. + +'Yes;--it is bad. He had a vast amount of my property in his hands. +Where has he gone?' Croll shook his head. 'It never rains but it +pours,' said Melmotte. 'Well; I'll weather it all yet. I've been worse +than I am now, Croll, as you know, and have had a hundred thousand +pounds at my banker's,--loose cash,--before the month was out.' + +'Yes, indeed,' said Croll. + +'But the worst of it is that every one around me is so damnably +jealous. It isn't what I've lost that will crush me, but what men will +say that I've lost. Ever since I began to stand for Westminster there +has been a dead set against me in the City. The whole of that affair +of the dinner was planned,--planned, by G----, that it might ruin me. +It was all laid out just as you would lay the foundation of a building. +It is hard for one man to stand against all that when he has dealings +so large as mine.' + +'Very hard, Mr Melmotte.' + +'But they'll find they're mistaken yet. There's too much of the real +stuff, Croll, for them to crush me. Property's a kind of thing that +comes out right at last. It's cut and come again, you know, if the +stuff is really there. But I mustn't stop talking here. I suppose I +shall find Brehgert in Cuthbert's Court.' + +'I should say so, Mr Melmotte. Mr Brehgert never leaves much before +six.' + +Then Mr Melmotte took his hat and gloves, and the stick that he +usually carried, and went out with his face carefully dressed in its +usually jaunty air. But Croll as he went heard him mutter the name of +Cohenlupe between his teeth. The part which he had to act is one very +difficult to any actor. The carrying an external look of indifference +when the heart is sinking within,--or has sunk almost to the very +ground,--is more than difficult; it is an agonizing task. In all mental +suffering the sufferer longs for solitude,--for permission to cast +himself loose along the ground, so that every limb and every feature +of his person may faint in sympathy with his heart. A grandly urbane +deportment over a crushed spirit and ruined hopes is beyond the +physical strength of most men;--but there have been men so strong. +Melmotte very nearly accomplished it. It was only to the eyes of such +a one as Herr Croll that the failure was perceptible. + +Melmotte did find Mr Brehgert. At this time Mr Brehgert had completed +his correspondence with Miss Longestaffe, in which he had mentioned +the probability of great losses from the anticipated commercial +failure in Mr Melmotte's affairs. He had now heard that Mr Cohenlupe +had gone upon his travels, and was therefore nearly sure that his +anticipation would be correct. Nevertheless, he received his old +friend with a smile. When large sums of money are concerned there is +seldom much of personal indignation between man and man. The loss of +fifty pounds or of a few hundreds may create personal wrath;--but fifty +thousand require equanimity. 'So Cohenlupe hasn't been seen in the City +to-day,' said Brehgert. + +'He has gone,' said Melmotte hoarsely. + +'I think I once told you that Cohenlupe was not the man for large +dealings.' + +'Yes, you did,' said Melmotte. + +'Well;--it can't be helped; can it? And what is it now?' Then Melmotte +explained to Mr Brehgert what it was that he wanted then, taking the +various documents out of the bag which throughout the afternoon he had +carried in his hand. Mr Brehgert understood enough of his friend's +affairs, and enough of affairs in general, to understand readily all +that was required. He examined the documents, declaring, as he did so, +that he did not know how the thing could be arranged by Friday. +Melmotte replied that £50,000 was not a very large sum of money, that +the security offered was worth twice as much as that. 'You will leave +them with me this evening,' said Brehgert. Melmotte paused for a +moment, and said that he would of course do so. He would have given +much, very much, to have been sufficiently master of himself to have +assented without hesitation;--but then the weight within was so very +heavy! + +Having left the papers and the bag with Mr Brehgert, he walked +westwards to the House of Commons. He was accustomed to remain in the +City later than this, often not leaving it till seven,--though during +the last week or ten days he had occasionally gone down to the House +in the afternoon. It was now Wednesday, and there was no evening +sitting;--but his mind was too full of other things to allow him to +remember this. As he walked along the Embankment, his thoughts were +very heavy. How would things go with him?--What would be the end of +it? Ruin;--yes, but there were worse things than ruin. And a short time +since he had been so fortunate;--had made himself so safe! As he looked +back at it, he could hardly say how it had come to pass that he had +been driven out of the track that he had laid down for himself. He had +known that ruin would come, and had made himself so comfortably safe, +so brilliantly safe, in spite of ruin. But insane ambition had driven +him away from his anchorage. He told himself over and over again that +the fault had been not in circumstances,--not in that which men call +Fortune,--but in his own incapacity to bear his position. He saw it +now. He felt it now. If he could only begin again, how different +would his conduct be! + +But of what avail were such regrets as these? He must take things as +they were now, and see that, in dealing with them, he allowed himself +to be carried away neither by pride nor cowardice. And if the worst +should come to the worst, then let him face it like a man! There was a +certain manliness about him which showed itself perhaps as strongly in +his own self-condemnation as in any other part of his conduct at this +time. Judging of himself, as though he were standing outside himself +and looking on to another man's work, he pointed out to himself his +own shortcomings. If it were all to be done again he thought that he +could avoid this bump against the rocks on one side, and that terribly +shattering blow on the other. There was much that he was ashamed of,-- +many a little act which recurred to him vividly in this solitary hour +as a thing to be repented of with inner sackcloth and ashes. But never +once, not for a moment, did it occur to him that he should repent of +the fraud in which his whole life had been passed. No idea ever +crossed his mind of what might have been the result had he lived the +life of an honest man. Though he was inquiring into himself as closely +as he could, he never even told himself that he had been dishonest. +Fraud and dishonesty had been the very principle of his life, and had +so become a part of his blood and bones that even in this extremity of +his misery he made no question within himself as to his right judgment +in regard to them. Not to cheat, not to be a scoundrel, not to live +more luxuriously than others by cheating more brilliantly, was a +condition of things to which his mind had never turned itself. In that +respect he accused himself of no want of judgment. But why had he, so +unrighteous himself, not made friends to himself of the Mammon of +unrighteousness? Why had he not conciliated Lord Mayors? Why had he +trod upon all the corns of all his neighbours? Why had he been +insolent at the India Office? Why had he trusted any man as he had +trusted Cohenlupe? Why had he not stuck to Abchurch Lane instead of +going into Parliament? Why had he called down unnecessary notice on +his head by entertaining the Emperor of China? It was too late now, +and he must bear it; but these were the things that had ruined him. + +He walked into Palace Yard and across it, to the door of Westminster +Abbey, before he found out that Parliament was not sitting. 'Oh, +Wednesday! Of course it is,' he said, turning round and directing his +steps towards Grosvenor Square. Then he remembered that in the morning +he had declared his purpose of dining at home, and now he did not know +what better use to make of the present evening. His house could hardly +be very comfortable to him. Marie no doubt would keep out of his way, +and he did not habitually receive much pleasure from his wife's +company. But in his own house he could at least be alone. Then, as he +walked slowly across the park, thinking so intently on matters as +hardly to observe whether he himself were observed or no, he asked +himself whether it still might not be best for him to keep the money +which was settled on his daughter, to tell the Longestaffes that he +could make no payment, and to face the worst that Mr Squercum could do +to him,--for he knew already how busy Mr Squercum was in the matter. +Though they should put him on his trial for forgery, what of that? He +had heard of trials in which the accused criminals had been heroes to +the multitude while their cases were in progress,--who had been fêted +from the beginning to the end though no one had doubted their guilt,-- +and who had come out unscathed at the last. What evidence had they +against him? It might be that the Longestaffes and Bideawhiles and +Squercums should know that he was a forger, but their knowledge would +not produce a verdict. He, as member for Westminster, as the man who +had entertained the Emperor, as the owner of one of the most gorgeous +houses in London, as the great Melmotte, could certainly command the +best half of the bar. He already felt what popular support might do +for him. Surely there need be no despondency while so good a hope +remained to him! He did tremble as he remembered Dolly Longestaffe's +letter, and the letter of the old man who was dead. And he knew that +it was possible that other things might be adduced; but would it not +be better to face it all than surrender his money and become a pauper, +seeing, as he did very clearly, that even by such surrender he could +not cleanse his character? + +But he had given those forged documents into the hands of Mr Brehgert! +Again he had acted in a hurry,--without giving sufficient thought to +the matter in hand. He was angry with himself for that also. But how +is a man to give sufficient thought to his affairs when no step that +he takes can be other than ruinous? Yes;--he had certainly put into +Brehgert's hands means of proving him to have been absolutely guilty +of forgery. He did not think that Marie would disclaim the signatures, +even though she had refused to sign the deeds, when she should +understand that her father had written her name; nor did he think that +his clerk would be urgent against him, as the forgery of Croll's name +could not injure Croll. But Brehgert, should he discover what had been +done, would certainly not permit him to escape. And now he had put +these forgeries without any guard into Brehgert's hands. + +He would tell Brehgert in the morning that he had changed his mind. He +would see Brehgert before any action could have been taken on the +documents, and Brehgert would no doubt restore them to him. Then he +would instruct his daughter to hold the money fast, to sign no paper +that should be put before her, and to draw the income herself. Having +done that, he would let his foes do their worst. They might drag him +to gaol. They probably would do so. He had an idea that he could not +be admitted to bail if accused of forgery. But he would bear all that. +If convicted he would bear the punishment, still hoping that an end +might come. But how great was the chance that they might fail to +convict him! As to the dead man's letter, and as to Dolly +Longestaffe's letter, he did not think that any sufficient evidence +could be found. The evidence as to the deeds by which Marie was to +have released the property was indeed conclusive; but he believed that +he might still recover those documents. For the present it must be his +duty to do nothing,--when he should have recovered and destroyed those +documents,--and to live before the eyes of men as though he feared +nothing. + +He dined at home alone, in the study, and after dinner carefully went +through various bundles of papers, preparing them for the eyes of +those ministers of the law who would probably before long have the +privilege of searching them. At dinner, and while he was thus +employed, he drank a bottle of champagne,--feeling himself greatly +comforted by the process. If he could only hold up his head and look +men in the face, he thought that he might still live through it all. +How much had he done by his own unassisted powers! He had once been +imprisoned for fraud at Hamburg, and had come out of gaol a pauper; +friendless, with all his wretched antecedents against him. Now he was +a member of the British House of Parliament, the undoubted owner of +perhaps the most gorgeously furnished house in London, a man with an +established character for high finance,--a commercial giant whose name +was a familiar word on all the exchanges of the two hemispheres. Even +though he should be condemned to penal servitude for life, he would +not all die. He rang the bell and desired that Madame Melmotte might +be sent to him, and bade the servant bring him brandy. + +In ten minutes his poor wife came crawling into the room. Every one +connected with Melmotte regarded the man with a certain amount of +awe,--every one except Marie, to whom alone he had at times been +himself almost gentle. The servants all feared him, and his wife obeyed +him implicitly when she could not keep away from him. She came in now +and stood opposite him, while he spoke to her. She never sat in his +presence in that room. He asked her where she and Marie kept their +jewelry;--for during the last twelve months rich trinkets had been +supplied to both of them. Of course she answered by another question. +'Is anything going to happen, Melmotte?' + +'A good deal is going to happen. Are they here in this house, or in +Grosvenor Square?' + +'They are here.' + +'Then have them all packed up,--as small as you can; never mind about +wool and cases and all that. Have them close to your hand so that if +you have to move you can take them with you. Do you understand?' + +'Yes; I understand.' + +'Why don't you speak, then?' + +'What is going to happen, Melmotte?' + +'How can I tell? You ought to know by this time that when a man's work +is such as mine, things will happen. You'll be safe enough. Nothing +can hurt you.' + +'Can they hurt you, Melmotte?' + +'Hurt me! I don't know what you call hurting. Whatever there is to be +borne, I suppose it is I must bear it. I have not had it very soft all +my life hitherto, and I don't think it's going to be very soft now.' + +'Shall we have to move?' + +'Very likely. Move! What's the harm of moving? You talk of moving as +though that were the worst thing that could happen. How would you like +to be in some place where they wouldn't let you move?' + +'Are they going to send you to prison?' + +'Hold your tongue.' + +'Tell me, Melmotte;--are they going to?' Then the poor woman did +sit down, overcome by her feelings. + +'I didn't ask you to come here for a scene,' said Melmotte. 'Do as I +bid you about your own jewels, and Marie's. The thing is to have them +in small compass, and that you should not have it to do at the last +moment, when you will be flurried and incapable. Now you needn't stay +any longer, and it's no good asking any questions because I shan't +answer them.' So dismissed, the poor woman crept out again, and +immediately, after her own slow fashion, went to work with her +ornaments. + +Melmotte sat up during the greater part of the night, sometimes sipping +brandy and water, and sometimes smoking. But he did no work, and +hardly touched a paper after his wife left him. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXII - MARIE'S PERSEVERANCE + + +Very early the next morning, very early that is for London life, +Melmotte was told by a servant that Mr Croll had called and wanted to +see him. Then it immediately became a question with him whether he +wanted to see Croll. 'Is it anything special?' he asked. The man +thought that it was something special, as Croll had declared his +purpose of waiting when told that Mr Melmotte was not as yet dressed. +This happened at about nine o'clock in the morning. Melmotte longed to +know every detail of Croll's manner,--to know even the servant's +opinion of the clerk's manner,--but he did not dare to ask a question. +Melmotte thought that it might be well to be gracious. 'Ask him if he +has breakfasted, and if not give him something in the study.' But Mr +Croll had breakfasted and declined any further refreshment. + +Nevertheless Melmotte had not as yet made up his mind that he would +meet his clerk. His clerk was his clerk. It might perhaps be well that +he should first go into the City and send word to Croll, bidding him +wait for his return. Over and over again, against his will, the +question of flying would present itself to him; but, though he +discussed it within his own bosom in every form, he knew that he could +not fly. And if he stood his ground,--as most assuredly he would do,-- +then must he not be afraid to meet any man, let the man come with what +thunderbolts in his hand he might. Of course sooner or later some man +must come with a thunderbolt,--and why not Croll as well as another? +He stood against a press in his chamber, with a razor in his hand, and +steadied himself. How easily might he put an end to it all! Then he +rang his bell and desired that Croll might be shown up into his room. + +The three or four minutes which intervened seemed to him to be very +long. He had absolutely forgotten in his anxiety that the lather was +still upon his face. But he could not smother his anxiety. He was +fighting with it at every turn, but he could not conquer it. When the +knock came at his door, he grasped at his own breast as though to +support himself. With a hoarse voice he told the man to come in, and +Croll himself appeared, opening the door gently and very slowly. +Melmotte had left the bag which contained the papers in possession of +Mr Brehgert, and he now saw, at a glance, that Croll had got the bag +in his hand and could see also by the shape of the bag that the bag +contained the papers. The man therefore had in his own hands, in his +own keeping, the very documents to which his own name had been forged! +There was no longer a hope, no longer a chance that Croll should be +ignorant of what had been done. 'Well, Croll,' he said with an attempt +at a smile, 'what brings you here so early?' He was pale as death, and +let him struggle as he would, could not restrain himself from +trembling. + +'Herr Brehgert vas vid me last night,' said Croll. + +'Eh!' + +'And he thought I had better bring these back to you. That's all.' +Croll spoke in a very low voice, with his eyes fixed on his master's +face, but with nothing of a threat in his attitude or manner. + +'Eh!' repeated Melmotte. Even though he might have saved himself from +all coming evils by a bold demeanour at that moment, he could not +assume it. But it all flashed upon him at a moment. Brehgert had seen +Croll after he, Melmotte, had left the City, had then discovered the +forgery, and had taken this way of sending back all the forged +documents. He had known Brehgert to be of all men who ever lived the +most good-natured, but he could hardly believe in pure good-nature +such as this. It seemed that the thunderbolt was not yet to fall. + +'Mr Brehgert came to me,' continued Croll, 'because one signature was +wanting. It was very late, so I took them home with me. I said I'd +bring them to you in the morning.' + +They both knew that he had forged the documents, Brehgert and Croll; +but how would that concern him, Melmotte, if these two friends had +resolved together that they would not expose him? He had desired to +get the documents back into his own hands, and here they were! +Melmotte's immediate trouble arose from the difficulty of speaking in +a proper manner to his own servant who had just detected him in +forgery. He couldn't speak. There were no words appropriate to such an +occasion. 'It vas a strong order, Mr Melmotte,' said Croll. Melmotte +tried to smile but only grinned. 'I vill not be back in the Lane, Mr +Melmotte.' + +'Not back at the office, Croll?' + +'I tink not;--no. De leetle money coming to me, you will send it. +Adieu.' And so Mr Croll took his final leave of his old master after +an intercourse which had lasted twenty years. We may imagine that Herr +Croll found his spirits to be oppressed and his capacity for business +to be obliterated by his patron's misfortunes rather than by his +patron's guilt. But he had not behaved unkindly. He had merely +remarked that the forgery of his own name half-a-dozen times over was +a 'strong order.' + +Melmotte opened the bag, and examined the documents one by one. It had +been necessary that Marie should sign her name some half-dozen times, +and Marie's father had made all the necessary forgeries. It had been +of course necessary that each name should be witnessed;--but here the +forger had scamped his work. Croll's name he had written five times; +but one forged signature he had left unattested! Again he had himself +been at fault. Again he had aided his own ruin by his own +carelessness. One seems inclined to think sometimes that any fool +might do an honest business. But fraud requires a man to be alive and +wide awake at every turn! + +Melmotte had desired to have the documents back in his own hands, and +now he had them. Did it matter much that Brehgert and Croll both knew +the crime which he had committed? Had they meant to take legal steps +against him they would not have returned the forgeries to his own +hands. Brehgert, he thought, would never tell the tale;--unless there +should arise some most improbable emergency in which he might make +money by telling it; but he was by no means so sure of Croll. Croll +had signified his intention of leaving Melmotte's service, and would +therefore probably enter some rival service, and thus become an enemy +to his late master. There could be no reason why Croll should keep the +secret. Even if he got no direct profit by telling it, he would curry +favour by making it known. Of course Croll would tell it. + +But what harm could the telling of such a secret do him? The girl was +his own daughter! The money had been his own money! The man had been +his own servant! There had been no fraud; no robbery; no purpose of +peculation. Melmotte, as he thought of this, became almost proud of +what he had done, thinking that if the evidence were suppressed the +knowledge of the facts could do him no harm. But the evidence must be +suppressed, and with the view of suppressing it he took the little bag +and all the papers down with him to the study. Then he ate his +breakfast,--and suppressed the evidence by the aid of his gas lamp. + +When this was accomplished he hesitated as to the manner in which he +would pass his day. He had now given up all idea of raising the money +for Longestaffe. He had even considered the language in which he would +explain to the assembled gentlemen on the morrow the fact that a +little difficulty still presented itself, and that as he could not +exactly name a day, he must leave the matter in their hands. For he +had resolved that he would not evade the meeting. Cohenlupe had gone +since he had made his promise, and he would throw all the blame on +Cohenlupe. Everybody knows that when panics arise the breaking of one +merchant causes the downfall of another. Cohenlupe should bear the +burden. But as that must be so, he could do no good by going into the +City. His pecuniary downfall had now become too much a matter of +certainty to be staved off by his presence; and his personal security +could hardly be assisted by it. There would be nothing for him to do. +Cohenlupe had gone. Miles Grendall had gone. Croll had gone. He could +hardly go to Cuthbert's Court and face Mr Brehgert! He would stay at +home till it was time for him to go down to the House, and then he +would face the world there. He would dine down at the House, and stand +about in the smoking-room with his hat on, and be visible in the +lobbies, and take his seat among his brother legislators,--and, if it +were possible, rise on his legs and make a speech to them. He was +about to have a crushing fall,--but the world should say that he had +fallen like a man. + +About eleven his daughter came to him as he sat in the study. It can +hardly be said that he had ever been kind to Marie, but perhaps she +was the only person who in the whole course of his career had received +indulgence at his hands. He had often beaten her; but he had also +often made her presents and smiled on her, and in the periods of his +opulence, had allowed her pocket-money almost without limit. Now she +had not only disobeyed him, but by most perverse obstinacy on her part +had driven him to acts of forgery which had already been detected. He +had cause to be angry now with Marie if he had ever had cause for +anger. But he had almost forgotten the transaction. He had at any rate +forgotten the violence of his own feelings at the time of its +occurrence. He was no longer anxious that the release should be made, +and therefore no longer angry with her for her refusal. + +'Papa,' she said, coming very gently into the room, 'I think that +perhaps I was wrong yesterday.' + +'Of course you were wrong;--but it doesn't matter now.' + +'If you wish it I'll sign those papers. I don't suppose Lord +Nidderdale means to come any more;--and I'm sure I don't care whether +he does or not.' + +'What makes you think that, Marie?' + +'I was out last night at Lady Julia Goldsheiner's, and he was there. +I'm sure he doesn't mean to come here any more.' + +'Was he uncivil to you?' + +'Oh dear no. He's never uncivil. But I'm sure of it. Never mind how. I +never told him that I cared for him and I never did care for him. +Papa, is there something going to happen?' + +'What do you mean?' + +'Some misfortune! Oh, papa, why didn't you let me marry that other +man?' + +'He is a penniless adventurer.' + +'But he would have had this money that I call my money, and then there +would have been enough for us all. Papa, he would marry me still if +you would let him.' + +'Have you seen him since you went to Liverpool?' + +'Never, papa.' + +'Or heard from him?' + +'Not a line.' + +'Then what makes you think he would marry you?' + +'He would if I got hold of him and told him. And he is a baronet. And +there would be plenty of money for us all. And we could go and live in +Germany.' + +'We could do that just as well without your marrying.' + +'But I suppose, papa, I am to be considered as somebody. I don't want +after all to run away from London, just as if everybody had turned up +their noses at me. I like him, and I don't like anybody else.' + +'He wouldn't take the trouble to go to Liverpool with you.' + +'He got tipsy. I know all about that. I don't mean to say that he's +anything particularly grand. I don't know that anybody is very grand. +He's as good as anybody else.' + +'It can't be done, Marie.' + +'Why can't it be done?' + +'There are a dozen reasons. Why should my money be given up to him? +And it is too late. There are other things to be thought of now than +marriage.' + +'You don't want me to sign the papers?' + +'No;--I haven't got the papers. But I want you to remember that the +money is mine and not yours. It may be that much may depend on you, +and that I shall have to trust to you for nearly everything. Do not +let me find myself deceived by my daughter.' + +'I won't,--if you'll let me see Sir Felix Carbury once more.' + +Then the father's pride again reasserted itself and he became angry. +'I tell you, you little fool, that it is out of the question. Why +cannot you believe me? Has your mother spoken to you about your +jewels? Get them packed up, so that you can carry them away in your +hand if we have to leave this suddenly. You are an idiot to think of +that young man. As you say, I don't know that any of them are very +good, but among them all he is about the worst. Go away and do as I +bid you.' + +That afternoon the page in Welbeck Street came up to Lady Carbury and +told her that there was a young lady downstairs who wanted to see Sir +Felix. At this time the dominion of Sir Felix in his mother's house +had been much curtailed. His latch-key had been surreptitiously taken +away from him, and all messages brought for him reached his hands +through those of his mother. The plasters were not removed from his +face, so that he was still subject to that loss of self-assertion with +which we are told that hitherto dominant cocks become afflicted when +they have been daubed with mud. Lady Carbury asked sundry questions +about the lady, suspecting that Ruby Ruggles, of whom she had heard, +had come to seek her lover. The page could give no special +description, merely saying that the young lady wore a black veil. Lady +Carbury directed that the young lady should be shown into her own +presence,--and Marie Melmotte was ushered into the room. 'I dare say +you don't remember me, Lady Carbury,' Marie said. 'I am Marie +Melmotte.' + +At first Lady Carbury had not recognized her visitor;--but she did so +before she replied. 'Yes, Miss Melmotte, I remember you.' + +'Yes;--I am Mr Melmotte's daughter. How is your son? I hope he is +better. They told me he had been horribly used by a dreadful man in +the street.' + +'Sit down, Miss Melmotte. He is getting better.' Now Lady Carbury had +heard within the last two days from Mr Broune that 'it was all over' +with Melmotte. Broune had declared his very strong belief, his +thorough conviction, that Melmotte had committed various forgeries, +that his speculations had gone so much against him as to leave him a +ruined man, and, in short, that the great Melmotte bubble was on the +very point of bursting. 'Everybody says that he'll be in gaol before a +week is over.' That was the information which had reached Lady Carbury +about the Melmottes only on the previous evening. + +'I want to see him,' said Marie. Lady Carbury, hardly knowing what +answer to make, was silent for a while. 'I suppose he told you +everything;--didn't he? You know that we were to have been married? I +loved him very much, and so I do still. I am not ashamed of coming and +telling you.' + +'I thought it was all off,' said Lady Carbury. + +'I never said so. Does he say so? Your daughter came to me and was +very good to me. I do so love her. She said that it was all over; but +perhaps she was wrong. It shan't be all over if he will be true.' + +Lady Carbury was taken greatly by surprise. It seemed to her at the +moment that this young lady, knowing that her own father was ruined, +was looking out for another home, and was doing so with a considerable +amount of audacity. She gave Marie little credit either for affection +or for generosity; but yet she was unwilling to answer her roughly. 'I +am afraid,' she said, 'that it would not be suitable.' + +'Why should it not be suitable? They can't take my money away. There +is enough for all of us even if papa wanted to live with us;--but it is +mine. It is ever so much;--I don't know how much, but a great deal. We +should be quite rich enough. I ain't a bit ashamed to come and tell +you, because we were engaged. I know he isn't rich, and I should have +thought it would be suitable.' + +It then occurred to Lady Carbury that if this were true the marriage +after all might be suitable. But how was she to find out whether it +was true? 'I understand that your papa is opposed to it,' she said. + +'Yes, he is;--but papa can't prevent me, and papa can't make me give up +the money. It's ever so many thousands a year, I know. If I can dare +to do it, why can't he?' + +Lady Carbury was so beside herself with doubts, that she found it +impossible to form any decision. It would be necessary that she should +see Mr Broune. What to do with her son, how to bestow him, in what way +to get rid of him so that in ridding herself of him she might not aid +in destroying him,--this was the great trouble of her life, the burden +that was breaking her back. Now this girl was not only willing but +persistently anxious to take her black sheep and to endow him,--as she +declared,--with ever so many thousands a year. If the thousands were +there,--or even an income of a single thousand a year,--then what a +blessing would such a marriage be! Sir Felix had already fallen so low +that his mother on his behalf would not be justified in declining a +connection with the Melmottes because the Melmottes had fallen. To get +any niche in the world for him in which he might live with comparative +safety would now be to her a heaven-sent comfort. 'My son is +upstairs,' she said. 'I will go up and speak to him.' + +'Tell him I am here and that I have said that I will forgive him +everything, and that I love him still, and that if he will be true to +me, I will be true to him.' + +'I couldn't go down to her,' said Sir Felix, 'with my face all in this +way.' + +'I don't think she would mind that.' + +'I couldn't do it. Besides, I don't believe about her money. I never +did believe it. That was the real reason why I didn't go to +Liverpool.' + +'I think I would see her if I were you, Felix. We could find out to a +certainty about her fortune. It is evident at any rate that she is +very fond of you.' + +'What's the use of that, if he is ruined?' He would not go down to see +the girl,--because he could not endure to expose his face, and was +ashamed of the wounds which he had received in the street. As regarded +the money he half-believed and half-disbelieved Marie's story. But the +fruition of the money, if it were within his reach, would be far off +and to be attained with much trouble; whereas the nuisance of a scene +with Marie would be immediate. How could he kiss his future bride, +with his nose bound up with a bandage? + +'What shall I say to her?' asked his mother. + +'She oughtn't to have come. I should tell her just that. You might +send the maid to her to tell her that you couldn't see her again.' + +But Lady Carbury could not treat the girl after that fashion. She +returned to the drawing-room, descending the stairs very slowly, and +thinking what answer she would make. 'Miss Melmotte,' she said, 'my +son feels that everything has been so changed since he and you last +met, that nothing can be gained by a renewal of your acquaintance.' + +'That is his message;--is it?' Lady Carbury remained silent. 'Then he +is indeed all that they have told me; and I am ashamed that I should +have loved him. I am ashamed;--not of coming here, although you will +think that I have run after him. I don't see why a girl should not run +after a man if they have been engaged together. But I'm ashamed of +thinking so much of so mean a person. Goodbye, Lady Carbury.' + +'Good-bye, Miss Melmotte. I don't think you should be angry with me.' + +'No;--no. I am not angry with you. You can forget me now as soon as you +please, and I will try to forget him.' + +Then with a rapid step she walked back to Bruton Street, going round +by Grosvenor Square and in front of her old house on the way. What +should she now do with herself? What sort of life should she endeavour +to prepare for herself? The life that she had led for the last year +had been thoroughly wretched. The poverty and hardship which she +remembered in her early days had been more endurable. The servitude to +which she had been subjected before she had learned by intercourse +with the world to assert herself, had been preferable. In these days +of her grandeur, in which she had danced with princes, and seen an +emperor in her father's house, and been affianced to lords, she had +encountered degradation which had been abominable to her. She had +really loved;--but had found out that her golden idol was made of the +basest clay. She had then declared to herself that bad as the clay was +she would still love it;--but even the clay had turned away from her +and had refused her love! + +She was well aware that some catastrophe was about to happen to her +father. Catastrophes had happened before, and she had been conscious +of their coming. But now the blow would be a very heavy blow. They +would again be driven to pack up and move and seek some other city,-- +probably in some very distant part. But go where she might, she would +now be her own mistress. That was the one resolution she succeeded in +forming before she re-entered the house in Bruton Street. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXIII - MELMOTTE AGAIN AT THE HOUSE + + +On that Thursday afternoon it was known everywhere that there was to +be a general ruin of all the Melmotte affairs. As soon as Cohenlupe +had gone, no man doubted. The City men who had not gone to the dinner +prided themselves on their foresight, as did also the politicians who +had declined to meet the Emperor of China at the table of the +suspected Financier. They who had got up the dinner and had been +instrumental in taking the Emperor to the house in Grosvenor Square, +and they also who had brought him forward at Westminster and had +fought his battle for him, were aware that they would have to defend +themselves against heavy attacks. No one now had a word to say in his +favour, or a doubt as to his guilt. The Grendalls had retired +altogether out of town, and were no longer even heard of. Lord Alfred +had not been seen since the day of the dinner. The Duchess of Albury, +too, went into the country some weeks earlier than usual, quelled, as +the world said, by the general Melmotte failure. But this departure +had not as yet taken place at the time at which we have now arrived. + +When the Speaker took his seat in the House, soon after four o'clock, +there were a great many members present, and a general feeling +prevailed that the world was more than ordinarily alive because of +Melmotte and his failures. It had been confidently asserted throughout +the morning that he would be put upon his trial for forgery in +reference to the purchase of the Pickering property from Mr +Longestaffe, and it was known that he had not as yet shown himself +anywhere on this day. People had gone to look at the house in +Grosvenor Square,--not knowing that he was still living in Mr +Longestaffe's house in Bruton Street, and had come away with the +impression that the desolation of ruin and crime was already plainly +to be seen upon it. 'I wonder where he is,' said Mr Lupton to Mr +Beauchamp Beauclerk in one of the lobbies of the House. + +'They say he hasn't been in the City all day. I suppose he's in +Longestaffe's house. That poor fellow has got it heavy all round. The +man has got his place in the country and his house in town. There's +Nidderdale. I wonder what he thinks about it all.' + +'This is awful;--ain't it?' said Nidderdale. + +'It might have been worse, I should say, as far as you are concerned,' +replied Mr Lupton. + +'Well, yes. But I'll tell you what, Lupton. I don't quite understand +it all yet. Our lawyer said three days ago that the money was +certainly there.' + +'And Cohenlupe was certainly here three days ago,' said Lupton,--'but +he isn't here now. It seems to me that it has just happened in time +for you.' Lord Nidderdale shook his head and tried to look very grave. + +'There's Brown,' said Sir Orlando Drought, hurrying up to the +commercial gentleman whose mistakes about finance Mr Melmotte on a +previous occasion had been anxious to correct. 'He'll be able to tell +us where he is. It was rumoured, you know, an hour ago, that he was +off to the continent after Cohenlupe.' But Mr Brown shook his head. Mr +Brown didn't know anything. But Mr Brown was very strongly of opinion +that the police would know all that there was to be known about Mr +Melmotte before this time on the following day. Mr Brown had been very +bitter against Melmotte since that memorable attack made upon him in +the House. + +Even ministers as they sat to be badgered by the ordinary +question-mongers of the day were more intent upon Melmotte than upon +their own defence. 'Do you know anything about it?' asked the +Chancellor of the Exchequer of the Secretary of State for the Home +Department. + +'I understand that no order has been given for his arrest. There is a +general opinion that he has committed forgery; but I doubt whether +they've got their evidence together.' + +'He's a ruined man, I suppose,' said the Chancellor. 'I doubt whether +he ever was a rich man. But I'll tell you what;--he has been about +the grandest rogue we've seen yet. He must have spent over a hundred +thousand pounds during the last twelve months on his personal +expenses. I wonder how the Emperor will like it when he learns the +truth.' Another minister sitting close to the Secretary of State was +of opinion that the Emperor of China would not care half so much about +it as our own First Lord of the Treasury. + +At this moment there came a silence over the House which was almost +audible. They who know the sensation which arises from the continued +hum of many suppressed voices will know also how plain to the ear is +the feeling caused by the discontinuance of the sound. Everybody +looked up, but everybody looked up in perfect silence. An +Under-Secretary of State had just got upon his legs to answer a most +indignant question as to an alteration of the colour of the facings of +a certain regiment, his prepared answer to which, however, was so +happy as to allow him to anticipate quite a little triumph. It is not +often that such a Godsend comes in the way of an under-secretary; and +he was intent upon his performance. But even he was startled into +momentary oblivion of his well-arranged point. Augustus Melmotte, the +member for Westminster, was walking up the centre of the House. + +He had succeeded by this time in learning so much of the forms of the +House as to know what to do with his hat,--when to wear it, and when to +take it off,--and how to sit down. As he entered by the door facing the +Speaker, he wore his hat on the side of his head, as was his custom. +Much of the arrogance of his appearance had come from this habit, +which had been adopted probably from a conviction that it added +something to his powers of self-assertion. At this moment he was more +determined than ever that no one should trace in his outer gait or in +any feature of his face any sign of that ruin which, as he well knew, +all men were anticipating. Therefore, perhaps, his hat was a little +more cocked than usual, and the lapels of his coat were thrown back a +little wider, displaying the large jewelled studs which he wore in his +shirt; and the arrogance conveyed by his mouth and chin was specially +conspicuous. He had come down in his brougham, and as he had walked up +Westminster Hall and entered the House by the private door of the +members, and then made his way in across the great lobby and between +the doorkeepers,--no one had spoken a word to him. He had of course +seen many whom he had known. He had indeed known nearly all whom he had +seen;--but he had been aware, from the beginning of this enterprise of +the day, that men would shun him, and that he must bear their cold +looks and colder silence without seeming to notice them. He had +schooled himself to the task, and he was now performing it. It was not +only that he would have to move among men without being noticed, but +that he must endure to pass the whole evening in the same plight. But +he was resolved, and he was now doing it. He bowed to the Speaker with +more than usual courtesy, raising his hat with more than usual care, +and seated himself, as usual, on the third opposition-bench, but with +more than his usual fling. He was a big man, who always endeavoured to +make an effect by deportment, and was therefore customarily +conspicuous in his movements. He was desirous now of being as he was +always, neither more nor less demonstrative;--but, as a matter of +course, he exceeded; and it seemed to those who looked at him that +there was a special impudence in the manner in which he walked up the +House and took his seat. The Under-Secretary of State, who was on his +legs, was struck almost dumb, and his morsel of wit about the facings +was lost to Parliament for ever. + +That unfortunate young man, Lord Nidderdale, occupied the seat next to +that on which Melmotte had placed himself. It had so happened three or +four times since Melmotte had been in the House, as the young lord, +fully intending to marry the Financier's daughter, had resolved that +he would not be ashamed of his father-in-law. He understood that +countenance of the sort which he as a young aristocrat could give to +the man of millions who had risen no one knew whence, was part of the +bargain in reference to the marriage, and he was gifted with a mingled +honesty and courage which together made him willing and able to carry +out his idea. He had given Melmotte little lessons as to ordinary +forms of the House, and had done what in him lay to earn the money +which was to be forthcoming. But it had become manifest both to him +and to his father during the last two days,--very painfully manifest to +his father,--that the thing must be abandoned. And if so,--then why +should he be any longer gracious to Melmotte? And, moreover, though he +had been ready to be courteous to a very vulgar and a very disagreeable +man, he was not anxious to extend his civilities to one who, as he was +now assured, had been certainly guilty of forgery. But to get up at +once and leave his seat because Melmotte had placed himself by his +side, did not suit the turn of his mind. He looked round to his +neighbour on the right with a half-comic look of misery, and then +prepared himself to bear his punishment, whatever it might be. + +'Have you been up with Marie to-day?' said Melmotte. + +'No;--I've not,' replied the lord. + +'Why don't you go? She's always asking about you now. I hope we shall +be in our own house again next week, and then we shall be able to make +you comfortable.' + +Could it be possible that the man did not know that all the world was +united in accusing him of forgery? 'I'll tell you what it is,' said +Nidderdale. 'I think you had better see my governor again, Mr +Melmotte.' + +'There's nothing wrong, I hope.' + +'Well;--I don't know. You'd better see him. I'm going now. I only just +came down to enter an appearance.' He had to cross Melmotte on his way +out, and as he did so Melmotte grasped him by the hand. 'Good night, +my boy,' said Melmotte quite aloud,--in a voice much louder than that +which members generally allow themselves for conversation. Nidderdale +was confused and unhappy; but there was probably not a man in the +House who did not understand the whole thing. He rushed down through +the gangway and out through the doors with a hurried step, and as he +escaped into the lobby he met Lionel Lupton, who, since his little +conversation with Mr Beauclerk, had heard further news. + +'You know what has happened, Nidderdale?' + +'About Melmotte, you mean?' + +'Yes, about Melmotte,' continued Lupton. 'He has been arrested in his +own house within the last half-hour on a charge of forgery.' + +'I wish he had,' said Nidderdale, 'with all my heart. If you go in +you'll find him sitting there as large as life. He has been talking to +me as though everything were all right.' + +'Compton was here not a moment ago, and said that he had been taken +under a warrant from the Lord Mayor.' + +'The Lord Mayor is a member and had better come and fetch his prisoner +himself. At any rate he's there. I shouldn't wonder if he wasn't on +his legs before long.' + +Melmotte kept his seat steadily till seven, at which hour the House +adjourned till nine. He was one of the last to leave, and then with a +slow step,--with almost majestic steps,--he descended to the dining-room +and ordered his dinner. There were many men there, and some little +difficulty about a seat. No one was very willing to make room for him. +But at last he secured a place, almost jostling some unfortunate who +was there before him. It was impossible to expel him,--almost as +impossible to sit next him. Even the waiters were unwilling to serve +him;--but with patience and endurance he did at last get his dinner. He +was there in his right, as a member of the House of Commons, and there +was no ground on which such service as he required could be refused to +him. It was not long before he had the table all to himself. But of +this he took no apparent notice. He spoke loudly to the waiters and +drank his bottle of champagne with much apparent enjoyment. Since his +friendly intercourse with Nidderdale no one had spoken to him, nor had +he spoken to any man. They who watched him declared among themselves +that he was happy in his own audacity;--but in truth he was probably +at that moment the most utterly wretched man in London. He would have +better studied his personal comfort had he gone to his bed, and spent +his evening in groans and wailings. But even he, with all the world +now gone from him, with nothing before him but the extremest misery +which the indignation of offended laws could inflict, was able to +spend the last moments of his freedom in making a reputation at any +rate for audacity. It was thus that Augustus Melmotte wrapped his toga +around him before his death! + +He went from the dining-room to the smoking-room, and there, taking +from his pocket a huge case which he always carried, proceeded to +light a cigar about eight inches long. Mr Brown, from the City, was in +the room, and Melmotte, with a smile and a bow, offered Mr Brown one +of the same. Mr Brown was a short, fat, round little man, over sixty, +who was always endeavouring to give to a somewhat commonplace set of +features an air of importance by the contraction of his lips and the +knitting of his brows. It was as good as a play to see Mr Brown +jumping back from any contact with the wicked one, and putting on a +double frown as he looked at the impudent sinner. 'You needn't think +so much, you know, of what I said the other night. I didn't mean any +offence.' So spoke Melmotte, and then laughed with a loud, hoarse +laugh, looking round upon the assembled crowd as though he were +enjoying his triumph. + +He sat after that and smoked in silence. Once again he burst out into +a laugh, as though peculiarly amused with his own thoughts;--as though +he were declaring to himself with much inward humour that all these +men around him were fools for believing the stories which they had +heard; but he made no further attempt to speak to any one. Soon after +nine he went back again into the House, and again took his old place. +At this time he had swallowed three glasses of brandy and water, as +well as the champagne, and was brave enough almost for anything. There +was some debate going on in reference to the game laws,--a subject on +which Melmotte was as ignorant as one of his housemaids,--but, as some +speaker sat down, he jumped up to his legs. Another gentleman had also +risen, and when the House called to that other gentleman Melmotte gave +way. The other gentleman had not much to say, and in a few minutes +Melmotte was again on his legs. Who shall dare to describe the +thoughts which would cross the august mind of a Speaker of the House +of Commons at such a moment? Of Melmotte's villainy he had no official +knowledge. And even could he have had such knowledge it was not for +him to act upon it. The man was a member of the House, and as much +entitled to speak as another. But it seemed on that occasion that the +Speaker was anxious to save the House from disgrace;--for twice and +thrice he refused to have his 'eye caught' by the member for +Westminster. As long as any other member would rise he would not have +his eye caught. But Melmotte was persistent, and determined not to be +put down. At last no one else would speak, and the House was about to +negative the motion without a division,--when Melmotte was again on his +legs, still persisting. The Speaker scowled at him and leaned back in +his chair. Melmotte standing erect, turning his head round from one +side of the House to another, as though determined that all should see +his audacity, propping himself with his knees against the seat before +him, remained for half a minute perfectly silent. He was drunk,--but +better able than most drunken men to steady himself, and showing in +his face none of those outward signs of intoxication by which +drunkenness is generally made apparent. But he had forgotten in his +audacity that words are needed for the making of a speech, and now he +had not a word at his command. He stumbled forward, recovered himself, +then looked once more round the House with a glance of anger, and +after that toppled headlong over the shoulders of Mr Beauchamp +Beauclerk, who was sitting in front of him. + +He might have wrapped his toga around him better perhaps had he +remained at home, but if to have himself talked about was his only +object, he could hardly have taken a surer course. The scene, as it +occurred, was one very likely to be remembered when the performer +should have been carried away into enforced obscurity. There was much +commotion in the House. Mr Beauclerk, a man of natural good nature, +though at the moment put to considerable personal inconvenience, +hastened, when he recovered his own equilibrium, to assist the drunken +man. But Melmotte had by no means lost the power of helping himself. +He quickly recovered his legs, and then reseating himself, put his hat +on, and endeavoured to look as though nothing special had occurred. +The House resumed its business, taking no further notice of Melmotte, +and having no special rule of its own as to the treatment to be +adopted with drunken members. But the member for Westminster caused no +further inconvenience. He remained in his seat for perhaps ten +minutes, and then, not with a very steady step, but still with +capacity sufficient for his own guidance, he made his way down to the +doors. His exit was watched in silence, and the moment was an anxious +one for the Speaker, the clerks, and all who were near him. Had he +fallen some one,--or rather some two or three,--must have picked him +up and carried him out. But he did not fall either there or in the +lobbies, or on his way down to Palace Yard. Many were looking at him, +but none touched him. When he had got through the gates, leaning +against the wall he hallooed for his brougham, and the servant who was +waiting for him soon took him home to Bruton Street. That was the last +which the British Parliament saw of its new member for Westminster. + +Melmotte as soon as he reached home got into his own sitting-room +without difficulty, and called for more brandy and water. Between +eleven and twelve he was left there by his servant with a bottle of +brandy, three or four bottles of soda-water, and his cigar-case. +Neither of the ladies of the family came to him, nor did he speak of +them. Nor was he so drunk then as to give rise to any suspicion in the +mind of the servant. He was habitually left there at night, and the +servant as usual went to his bed. But at nine o'clock on the following +morning the maid-servant found him dead upon the floor. Drunk as he +had been,--more drunk as he probably became during the night,--still +he was able to deliver himself from the indignities and penalties to +which the law might have subjected him by a dose of prussic acid. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXIV - PAUL MONTAGUE'S VINDICATION + + +It is hoped that the reader need hardly be informed that Hetta Carbury +was a very miserable young woman as soon as she decided that duty +compelled her to divide herself altogether from Paul Montague. I think +that she was irrational; but to her it seemed that the offence against +herself,--the offence against her own dignity as a woman,--was too +great to be forgiven. There can be no doubt that it would all have been +forgiven with the greatest ease had Paul told the story before it had +reached her ears from any other source. Had he said to her,--when her +heart was softest towards him,--I once loved another woman, and that +woman is here now in London, a trouble to me, persecuting me, and her +history is so and so, and the history of my love for her was after +this fashion, and the history of my declining love is after that +fashion, and of this at any rate you may be sure, that this woman has +never been near my heart from the first moment in which I saw you;--had +he told it to her thus, there would not have been an opening for +anger. And he doubtless would have so told it, had not Hetta's brother +interfered too quickly. He was then forced to exculpate himself, to +confess rather than to tell his own story,--and to admit facts which +wore the air of having been concealed, and which had already been +conceived to be altogether damning if true. It was that journey to +Lowestoft, not yet a month old, which did the mischief,--a journey as +to which Hetta was not slow in understanding all that Roger Carbury +had thought about it, though Roger would say nothing of it to herself. +Paul had been staying at the seaside with this woman in amicable +intimacy,--this horrid woman,--in intimacy worse than amicable, and had +been visiting her daily at Islington! Hetta felt quite sure that he +had never passed a day without going there since the arrival of the +woman; and everybody would know what that meant. And during this very +hour he had been,--well, perhaps not exactly making love to herself, +but looking at her and talking to her, and behaving to her in a manner +such as could not but make her understand that he intended to make +love to her. Of course they had really understood it, since they had +met at Madame Melmotte's first ball, when she had made a plea that she +could not allow herself to dance with him more than,--say half-a-dozen +times. Of course she had not intended him then to know that she would +receive his love with favour, but equally of course she had known that +he must so feel it. She had not only told herself, but had told her +mother, that her heart was given away to this man; and yet the man +during this very time was spending his hours with a--woman, with a +strange American woman, to whom he acknowledged that he had been once +engaged. How could she not quarrel with him? How could she refrain +from telling him that everything must be over between them? Everybody +was against him,--her mother, her brother, and her cousin: and she +felt that she had not a word to say in his defence. A horrid woman! A +wretched, bad, bold American intriguing woman! It was terrible to her +that a friend of hers should ever have attached himself to such a +creature;--but that he should have come to her with a second tale of +love long, long before he had cleared himself from the first;--perhaps +with no intention of clearing himself from the first! Of course she +could not forgive him! No;--she would never forgive him. She would +break her heart for him. That was a matter of course; but she would +never forgive him. She knew well what it was that her mother wanted. +Her mother thought that by forcing her into a quarrel with Montague +she would force her also into a marriage with Roger Carbury. But her +mother would find out that in that she was mistaken. She would never +marry her cousin, though she would be always ready to acknowledge his +worth. She was sure now that she would never marry any man. As she +made this resolve she had a wicked satisfaction in feeling that it +would be a trouble to her mother;--for though she was altogether in +accord with Lady Carbury as to the iniquities of Paul Montague she was +not the less angry with her mother for being so ready to expose those +iniquities. + +Oh, with what slow, cautious fingers, with what heartbroken tenderness +did she take out from its guardian case the brooch which Paul had +given her! It had as yet been an only present, and in thanking him for +it, which she had done with full, free-spoken words of love, she had +begged him to send her no other, so that that might ever be to her,--to +her dying day,--the one precious thing that had been given to her by +her lover while she was yet a girl. Now it must be sent back;--and, no +doubt, it would go to that abominable woman! But her fingers lingered +over it as she touched it, and she would fain have kissed it, had she +not told herself that she would have been disgraced, even in her +solitude, by such a demonstration of affection. She had given her +answer to Paul Montague; and, as she would have no further personal +correspondence with him, she took the brooch to her mother with a +request that it might be returned. + +'Of course, my dear, I will send it back to him. Is there nothing +else?' + +'No, mamma;--nothing else. I have no letters, and no other present. +You always knew everything that took place. If you will just send that +back to him,--without a word. You won't say anything, will you, mamma?' + +'There is nothing for me to say if you have really made him understand +you.' + +'I think he understood me, mamma. You need not doubt about that.' + +'He has behaved very, very badly,--from the beginning,' said Lady +Carbury. + +But Hetta did not really think that the young man had behaved very +badly from the beginning, and certainly did not wish to be told of his +misbehaviour. No doubt she thought that the young man had behaved very +well in falling in love with her directly he saw her;--only that he had +behaved so badly in taking Mrs Hurtle to Lowestoft afterwards! 'It's +no good talking about that, mamma. I hope you will never talk of him +any more.' + +'He is quite unworthy,' said Lady Carbury. + +'I can't bear to--have him--abused,' said Hetta sobbing. + +'My dear Hetta, I have no doubt this has made you for the time +unhappy. Such little accidents do make people unhappy--for the time. +But it will be much for the best that you should endeavour not to be +so sensitive about it. The world is too rough and too hard for people +to allow their feelings full play. You have to look out for the +future, and you can best do so by resolving that Paul Montague shall +be forgotten at once.' + +'Oh, mamma, don't. How is a person to resolve? Oh, mamma, don't say +any more.' + +'But, my dear, there is more that I must say. Your future life is +before you, and I must think of it, and you must think of it. Of +course you must be married.' + +'There is no of course at all.' + +'Of course you must be married,' continued Lady Carbury, 'and of +course it is your duty to think of the way in which this may be best +done. My income is becoming less and less every day. I already owe +money to your cousin, and I owe money to Mr Broune.' + +'Money to Mr Broune!' + +'Yes,--to Mr Broune. I had to pay a sum for Felix which Mr Broune told +me ought to be paid. And I owe money to tradesmen. I fear that I shall +not be able to keep on this house. And they tell me,--your cousin and +Mr Broune,--that it is my duty to take Felix out of London probably +abroad.' + +'Of course I shall go with you.' + +'It may be so at first; but, perhaps, even that may not be necessary. +Why should you? What pleasure could you have in it? Think what my life +must be with Felix in some French or German town!' + +'Mamma, why don't you let me be a comfort to you? Why do you speak of +me always as though I were a burden?' + +'Everybody is a burden to other people. It is the way of life. But +you,--if you will only yield in ever so little,--you may go where you +will be no burden, where you will be accepted simply as a blessing. You +have the opportunity of securing comfort for your whole life, and of +making a friend, not only for yourself, but for me and your brother, +of one whose friendship we cannot fail to want.' + +'Mamma, you cannot really mean to talk about that now?' + +'Why should I not mean it? What is the use of indulging in high-flown +nonsense? Make up your mind to be the wife of your cousin Roger.' + +'This is horrid,' said Hetta, bursting out in her agony. 'Cannot you +understand that I am broken-hearted about Paul, that I love him from +my very soul, that parting from him is like tearing my heart in +pieces? I know that I must, because he has behaved so very badly,--and +because of that wicked woman! And so I have. But I did not think that +in the very next hour you would bid me give myself to somebody else! I +will never marry Roger Carbury. You may be quite--quite sure that I +shall never marry any one. If you won't take me with you when you go +away with Felix, I must stay behind and try and earn my bread. I +suppose I could go out as a nurse.' Then, without waiting for a reply, +she left the room and betook herself to her own apartment. + +Lady Carbury did not even understand her daughter. She could not +conceive that she had in any way acted unkindly in taking the +opportunity of Montague's rejection for pressing the suit of the other +lover. She was simply anxious to get a husband for her daughter,--as +she had been anxious to get a wife for her son,--in order that her +child might live comfortably. But she felt that whenever she spoke +common sense to Hetta, her daughter took it as an offence, and flew +into tantrums, being altogether unable to accommodate herself to the +hard truths of the world. Deep as was the sorrow which her son brought +upon her, and great as was the disgrace, she could feel more sympathy +for him than for the girl. If there was anything that she could not +forgive in life it was romance. And yet she, at any rate, believed +that she delighted in romantic poetry! At the present moment she was +very wretched; and was certainly unselfish in her wish to see her +daughter comfortably settled before she commenced those miserable +roamings with her son which seemed to be her coming destiny. + +In these days she thought a good deal of Mr Broune's offer, and of her +own refusal. It was odd that since that refusal she had seen more of +him, and had certainly known much more of him than she had ever seen +or known before. Previous to that little episode their intimacy had +been very fictitious, as are many intimacies. They had played at +being friends, knowing but very little of each other. But now, +during the last five or six weeks,--since she had refused his offer,-- +they had really learned to know each other. In the exquisite misery +of her troubles, she had told him the truth about herself and her +son, and he had responded, not by compliments, but by real aid and +true counsel. His whole tone was altered to her, as was hers to +him. There was no longer any egregious flattery between them,--and +he, in speaking to her, would be almost rough to her. Once he had +told her that she would be a fool if she did not do so and so. The +consequence was that she almost regretted that she had allowed him +to escape. But she certainly made no effort to recover the lost +prize, for she told him all her troubles. It was on that afternoon, +after her disagreement with her daughter, that Marie Melmotte came +to her. And, on the same evening, closeted with Mr Broune in her +back room, she told him of both occurrences. 'If the girl has got +the money--,' she began, regretting her son's obstinacy. + +'I don't believe a bit of it,' said Broune. 'From all that I can hear, +I don't think that there is any money. And if there is, you may be +sure that Melmotte would not let it slip through his fingers in that +way. I would not have anything to do with it.' + +'You think it is all over with the Melmottes?' + +'A rumour reached me just now that he had been already arrested.' It +was now between nine and ten in the evening. 'But as I came away from +my room, I heard that he was down at the House. That he will have to +stand a trial for forgery, I think there cannot be a doubt, and I +imagine that it will be found that not a shilling will be saved out of +the property.' + +'What a wonderful career it has been!' + +'Yes;--the strangest thing that has come up in our days. I am inclined +to think that the utter ruin at this moment has been brought about by +his reckless personal expenditure.' + +'Why did he spend such a lot of money?' + +'Because he thought he could conquer the world by it, and obtain +universal credit. He very nearly succeeded too. Only he had forgotten +to calculate the force of the envy of his competitors.' + +'You think he has committed forgery?' + +'Certainly, I think so. Of course we know nothing as yet.' + +'Then I suppose it is better that Felix should not have married her.' + +'Certainly better. No redemption was to have been had on that side, +and I don't think you should regret the loss of such money as his.' +Lady Carbury shook her head, meaning probably to imply that even +Melmotte's money would have had no bad odour to one so dreadfully in +want of assistance as her son. 'At any rate do not think of it any +more.' Then she told him her grief about Hetta. 'Ah, there,' said he, +'I feel myself less able to express an authoritative opinion.' + +'He doesn't owe a shilling,' said Lady Carbury, 'and he is really a +fine gentleman.' + +'But if she doesn't like him?' + +'Oh, but she does. She thinks him to be the finest person in the +world. She would obey him a great deal sooner than she would me. But +she has her mind stuffed with nonsense about love.' + +'A great many people, Lady Carbury, have their minds stuffed with that +nonsense.' + +'Yes;--and ruin themselves with it, as she will do. Love is like any +other luxury. You have no right to it unless you can afford it. And +those who will have it when they can't afford it, will come to the +ground like this Mr Melmotte. How odd it seems! It isn't a fortnight +since we all thought him the greatest man in London.' Mr Broune only +smiled, not thinking it worth his while to declare that he had never +held that opinion about the late idol of Abchurch Lane. + +On the following morning, very early, while Melmotte was still lying, +as yet undiscovered, on the floor of Mr Longestaffe's room, a letter +was brought up to Hetta by the maid-servant, who told her that Mr +Montague had delivered it with his own hands. She took it greedily, +and then repressing herself, put it with an assumed gesture of +indifference beneath her pillow. But as soon as the girl had left the +room she at once seized her treasure. It never occurred to her as yet +to think whether she would or would not receive a letter from her +dismissed lover. She had told him that he must go, and go for ever, +and had taken it for granted that he would do so,--probably willingly. +No doubt he would be delighted to return to the American woman. But +now that she had the letter, she allowed no doubt to come between her +and the reading of it. As soon as she was alone she opened it, and she +ran through its contents without allowing herself a moment for +thinking, as she went on, whether the excuses made by her lover were +or were not such as she ought to accept. + + + DEAREST HETTA, + + I think you have been most unjust to me, and if you have ever + loved me I cannot understand your injustice. I have never + deceived you in anything, not by a word, or for a moment. Unless + you mean to throw me over because I did once love another woman, + I do not know what cause of anger you have. I could not tell you + about Mrs Hurtle till you had accepted me, and, as you yourself + must know, I had had no opportunity to tell you anything + afterwards till the story had reached your ears. I hardly know + what I said the other day, I was so miserable at your + accusation. But I suppose I said then, and I again declare now, + that I had made up my mind that circumstances would not admit of + her becoming my wife before I had ever seen you, and that I have + certainly never wavered in my determination since I saw you. I + can with safety refer to Roger as to this, because I was with + him when I so determined, and made up my mind very much at his + instance. This was before I had ever even met you. + + If I understand it all right you are angry because I have + associated with Mrs Hurtle since I so determined. I am not going + back to my first acquaintance with her now. You may blame me for + that if you please,--though it cannot have been a fault against + you. But, after what had occurred, was I to refuse to see her + when she came to England to see me? I think that would have been + cowardly. Of course I went to her. And when she was all alone + here, without a single other friend and telling me that she was + unwell, and asking me to take her down to the seaside, was I to + refuse? I think that that would have been unkind. It was a + dreadful trouble to me. But of course I did it. + + She asked me to renew my engagement. I am bound to tell you + that, but I know in telling you that it will go no farther. I + declined, telling her that it was my purpose to ask another + woman to be my wife. Of course there has been anger and + sorrow,--anger on her part and sorrow on mine. But there has + been no doubt. And at last she yielded. As far as she was + concerned my trouble was over except in so far that her + unhappiness has been a great trouble to me,--when, on a sudden, + I found that the story had reached you in such a form as to make + you determined to quarrel with me! + + Of course you do not know it all, for I cannot tell you all + without telling her history. But you know everything that in the + least concerns yourself, and I do say that you have no cause + whatever for anger. I am writing at night. This evening your + brooch was brought to me with three or four cutting words from + your mother. But I cannot understand that if you really love me, + you should wish to separate yourself from me,--or that, if you + ever loved me, you should cease to love me now because of Mrs + Hurtle. + + I am so absolutely confused by the blow that I hardly know what + I am writing, and take first one outrageous idea into my head + and then another. My love for you is so thorough and so intense + that I cannot bring myself to look forward to living without + you, now that you have once owned that you have loved me. I + cannot think it possible that love, such as I suppose yours must + have been, could be made to cease all at a moment. Mine can't. I + don't think it is natural that we should be parted. + + If you want corroboration of my story go yourself to Mrs Hurtle. + Anything is better than that we both should be broken-hearted. + + Yours most affectionately, + + PAUL MONTAGUE. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXV - BREAKFAST IN BERKELEY SQUARE + + +Lord Nidderdale was greatly disgusted with his own part of the +performance when he left the House of Commons, and was, we may say, +disgusted with his own position generally, when he considered all its +circumstances. That had been at the commencement of the evening, and +Melmotte had not then been tipsy; but he had behaved with +unsurpassable arrogance and vulgarity, and had made the young lord +drink the cup of his own disgrace to the very dregs. Everybody now +knew it as a positive fact that the charges made against the man were +to become matter of investigation before the chief magistrate for the +City, everybody knew that he had committed forgery upon forgery, +everybody knew that he could not pay for the property which he had +pretended to buy, and that actually he was a ruined man;--and yet he +had seized Nidderdale by the hand, and called the young lord 'his +dear boy' before the whole House. + +And then he had made himself conspicuous as this man's advocate. If he +had not himself spoken openly of his coming marriage with the girl, he +had allowed other men to speak to him about it. He had quarrelled with +one man for saying that Melmotte was a rogue, and had confidentially +told his most intimate friends that in spite of a little vulgarity of +manner, Melmotte at bottom was a very good fellow. How was he now to +back out of his intimacy with the Melmottes generally? He was engaged +to marry the girl, and there was nothing of which he could accuse her. +He acknowledged to himself that she deserved well at his hands. Though +at this moment he hated the father most bitterly, as those odious +words, and the tone in which they had been pronounced, rang in his +ears, nevertheless he had some kindly feeling for the girl. Of course +he could not marry her now. That was manifestly out of the question. +She herself, as well as all others, had known that she was to be +married for her money, and now that bubble had been burst. But he felt +that he owed it to her, as to a comrade who had on the whole been +loyal to him, to have some personal explanation with herself. He +arranged in his own mind the sort of speech that he would make to her. +'Of course you know it can't be. It was all arranged because you were +to have a lot of money, and now it turns out that you haven't got any. +And I haven't got any, and we should have nothing to live upon. It's +out of the question. But, upon my word, I'm very sorry, for I like you +very much, and I really think we should have got on uncommon well +together.' That was the kind of speech that he suggested to himself, +but he did not know how to find for himself the opportunity of making +it. He thought that he must put it all into a letter. But then that +would be tantamount to a written confession that he had made her an +offer of marriage, and he feared that Melmotte,--or Madame Melmotte on +his behalf, if the great man himself were absent, in prison,--might +make an ungenerous use of such an admission. + +Between seven and eight he went into the Beargarden, and there he saw +Dolly Longestaffe and others. Everybody was talking about Melmotte, +the prevailing belief being that he was at this moment in custody. +Dolly was full of his own griefs; but consoled amidst them by a sense +of his own importance. 'I wonder whether it's true,' he was saying to +Lord Grasslough. 'He has an appointment to meet me and my governor at +twelve o'clock to-morrow, and to pay us what he owes us. He swore +yesterday that he would have the money to-morrow. But he can't keep his +appointment, you know, if he's in prison.' + +'You won't see the money, Dolly, you may swear to that,' said +Grasslough. + +'I don't suppose I shall. By George, what an ass my governor has been. +He had no more right than you have to give up the property. Here's +Nidderdale. He could tell us where he is; but I'm afraid to speak to +him since he cut up so rough the other night.' + +In a moment the conversation was stopped; but when Lord Grasslough +asked Nidderdale in a whisper whether he knew anything about Melmotte, +the latter answered out loud, 'Yes I left him in the House half an +hour ago.' + +'People are saying that he has been arrested.' + +'I heard that also; but he certainly had not been arrested when I left +the House.' Then he went up and put his hand on Dolly Longestaffe's +shoulder, and spoke to him. 'I suppose you were about right the other +night and I was about wrong; but you could understand what it was that +I meant. I'm afraid this is a bad look out for both of us.' + +'Yes;--I understand. It's deuced bad for me,' said Dolly. 'I think +you're very well out of it. But I'm glad there's not to be a quarrel. +Suppose we have a rubber of whist.' + +Later on in the night news was brought to the club that Melmotte had +tried to make a speech in the House, that he had been very drunk, and +that he had tumbled over, upsetting Beauchamp Beauclerk in his fall. +'By George, I should like to have seen that!' said Dolly. + +'I am very glad I was not there,' said Nidderdale. It was three +o'clock before they left the card table, at which time Melmotte was +lying dead upon the floor in Mr Longestaffe's house. + +On the following morning, at ten o'clock, Lord Nidderdale sat at +breakfast with his father in the old lord's house in Berkeley Square. +From thence the house which Melmotte had hired was not above a few +hundred yards distant. At this time the young lord was living with his +father, and the two had now met by appointment in order that something +might be settled between them as to the proposed marriage. The Marquis +was not a very pleasant companion when the affairs in which he was +interested did not go exactly as he would have them. He could be very +cross and say most disagreeable words,--so that the ladies of the +family, and others connected with him, for the most part, found it +impossible to live with him. But his eldest son had endured him;-- +partly perhaps because, being the eldest, he had been treated with a +nearer approach to courtesy, but chiefly by means of his own extreme +good humour. What did a few hard words matter? If his father was +ungracious to him, of course he knew what all that meant. As long as +his father would make fair allowance for his own peccadilloes,--he +also would make allowances for his father's roughness. All this was +based on his grand theory of live and let live. He expected his father +to be a little cross on this occasion, and he acknowledged to himself +that there was cause for it. + +He was a little late himself, and he found his father already +buttering his toast. 'I don't believe you'd get out of bed a moment +sooner than you liked if you could save the whole property by it.' + +'You show me how I can make a guinea by it, sir, and see if I don't +earn the money.' Then he sat down and poured himself out a cup of tea, +and looked at the kidneys and looked at the fish. + +'I suppose you were drinking last night,' said the old lord. + +'Not particular.' The old man turned round and gnashed his teeth at +him. 'The fact is, sir, I don't drink. Everybody knows that.' + +'I know when you're in the country you can't live without champagne. +Well;--what have you got to say about all this?' + +'What have you got to say?' + +'You've made a pretty kettle of fish of it.' + +'I've been guided by you in everything. Come, now; you ought to own +that. I suppose the whole thing is over?' + +'I don't see why it should be over. I'm told she has got her own +money.' Then Nidderdale described to his father Melmotte's behaviour +in the House on the preceding evening. 'What the devil does that +matter?' said the old man. 'You're not going to marry the man +himself.' + +'I shouldn't wonder if he's in gaol now.' + +'And what does that matter? She's not in gaol. And if the money is +hers, she can't lose it because he goes to prison. Beggars mustn't be +choosers. How do you mean to live if you don't marry this girl?' + +'I shall scrape on, I suppose. I must look for somebody else.' The +Marquis showed very plainly by his demeanour that he did not give his +son much credit either for diligence or for ingenuity in making such a +search. 'At any rate, sir, I can't marry the daughter of a man who is +to be put upon his trial for forgery.' + +'I can't see what that has to do with you.' + +'I couldn't do it, sir. I'd do anything else to oblige you, but I +couldn't do that. And, moreover, I don't believe in the money.' + +'Then you may just go to the devil,' said the old Marquis turning +himself round in his chair, and lighting a cigar as he took up the +newspaper. Nidderdale went on with his breakfast with perfect +equanimity, and when he had finished lighted his cigar. 'They tell +me,' said the old man, 'that one of those Goldsheiner girls will have +a lot of money.' + +'A Jewess,' suggested Nidderdale. + +'What difference does that make?' + +'Oh no;--not in the least if the money's really there. Have you heard +any sum named, sir?' + +The old man only grunted. 'There are two sisters and two brothers. I +don't suppose the girls would have a hundred thousand each.' + +'They say the widow of that brewer who died the other day has about +twenty thousand a year.' + +'It's only for her life, sir.' + +'She could insure her life. D--- me, sir, we must do something. If you +turn up your nose at one woman after another how do you mean to live?' + +'I don't think that a woman of forty with only a life interest would +be a good speculation. Of course I'll think of it if you press it.' The +old man growled again. 'You see, sir, I've been so much in earnest +about this girl that I haven't thought of inquiring about any one +else. There always is some one up with a lot of money. It's a pity +there shouldn't be a regular statement published with the amount of +money, and what is expected in return. It'd save a deal of trouble.' + +'If you can't talk more seriously than that you'd better go away,' +said the old Marquis. + +At that moment a footman came into the room and told Lord Nidderdale +that a man particularly wished to see him in the hall. He was not +always anxious to see those who called on him, and he asked the +servant whether he knew who the man was. 'I believe, my lord, he's one +of the domestics from Mr Melmotte's in Bruton Street,' said the +footman, who was no doubt fully acquainted with all the circumstances +of Lord Nidderdale's engagement. The son, who was still smoking, +looked at his father as though in doubt. 'You'd better go and see,' +said the Marquis. But Nidderdale before he went asked a question as to +what he had better do if Melmotte had sent for him. 'Go and see +Melmotte. Why should you be afraid to see him? Tell him you are ready +to marry the girl if you can see the money down, but that you won't +stir a step till it has been actually paid over.' + +'He knows that already,' said Nidderdale as he left the room. + +In the hall he found a man whom he recognized as Melmotte's butler, a +ponderous, elderly, heavy man who now had a letter in his hand. But +the lord could tell by the man's face and manner that he himself had +some story to tell. 'Is there anything the matter?' + +'Yes, my lord,--yes. Oh, dear,--oh, dear! I think you'll be sorry to +hear it. There was none who came there he seemed to take to so much as +your lordship.' + +'They've taken him to prison!' exclaimed Nidderdale. But the man shook +his head. 'What is it then? He can't be dead.' Then the man nodded his +head, and, putting his hand up to his face, burst into tears. 'Mr +Melmotte dead! He was in the House of Commons last night. I saw him +myself. How did he die?' But the fat, ponderous man was so affected by +the tragedy he had witnessed, that he could not as yet give any +account of the scene of his master's death, but simply handed the note +which he had in his hand to Lord Nidderdale. It was from Marie, and +had been written within half an hour of the time at which news had +been brought to her of what had occurred. The note was as follows: + + + DEAR LORD NIDDERDALE, + + The man will tell you what has happened. I feel as though I was + mad. I do not know who to send to. Will you come to me, only for + a few minutes? + + MARIE. + + +He read it standing up in the hall, and then again asked the man as to +the manner of his master's death. And now the Marquis, gathering from +a word or two that he heard and from his son's delay that something +special had occurred, hobbled out into the hall. 'Mr Melmotte is-- +dead,' said his son. The old man dropped his stick, and fell back +against the wall. 'This man says that he is dead, and here is a letter +from Marie asking me to go there. How was it that he--died?' + +'It was--poison,' said the butler solemnly. 'There has been a doctor +already, and there isn't no doubt of that. He took it all by himself +last night. He came home, perhaps a little fresh, and he had in brandy +and soda and cigars;--and sat himself down all to himself. Then in the +morning, when the young woman went in,--there he was,--poisoned! I see +him lay on the ground, and I helped to lift him up, and there was that +smell of prussic acid that I knew what he had been and done just the +same as when the doctor came and told us.' + +Before the man could be allowed to go back, there was a consultation +between the father and son as to a compliance with the request which +Marie had made in her first misery. The Marquis thought that his son +had better not go to Bruton Street. 'What's the use? What good can you +do? She'll only be falling into your arms, and that's what you've got +to avoid,--at any rate, till you know how things are.' + +But Nidderdale's better feelings would not allow him to submit to this +advice. He had been engaged to marry the girl, and she in her abject +misery had turned to him as the friend she knew best. At any rate for +the time the heartlessness of his usual life deserted him, and he felt +willing to devote himself to the girl not for what he could get,--but +because she had so nearly been so near to him. 'I couldn't refuse +her,' he said over and over again. 'I couldn't bring myself to do it. +Oh, no;--I shall certainly go.' + +'You'll get into a mess if you do.' + +'Then I must get into a mess. I shall certainly go. I will go at once. +It is very disagreeable, but I cannot possibly refuse. It would be +abominable.' Then going back to the hall, he sent a message by the +butler to Marie, saying that he would be with her in less than half an +hour. + +'Don't you go and make a fool of yourself,' his father said to him +when he was alone. 'This is just one of those times when a man may +ruin himself by being softhearted.' Nidderdale simply shook his head +as he took his hat and gloves to go across to Bruton Street. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXVI - THE MEETING IN BRUTON STREET + + +When the news of her husband's death was in some very rough way +conveyed to Madame Melmotte, it crushed her for the time altogether. +Marie first heard that she no longer had a living parent as she stood +by the poor woman's bedside, and she was enabled, as much perhaps by +the necessity incumbent upon her of attending to the wretched woman as +by her own superior strength of character, to save herself from that +prostration and collapse of power which a great and sudden blow is apt +to produce. She stared at the woman who first conveyed to her tidings +of the tragedy, and then for a moment seated herself at the bedside. +But the violent sobbings and hysterical screams of Madame Melmotte +soon brought her again to her feet, and from that moment she was not +only active but efficacious. No;--she would not go down to the room; +she could do no good by going thither. But they must send for a doctor. +They should send for a doctor immediately. She was then told that a +doctor and an inspector of police were already in the rooms below. The +necessity of throwing whatever responsibility there might be on to +other shoulders had been at once apparent to the servants, and they +had sent out right and left, so that the house might be filled with +persons fit to give directions in such an emergency. The officers from +the police station were already there when the woman who now filled +Didon's place in the house communicated to Madame Melmotte the fact +that she was a widow. + +It was afterwards said by some of those who had seen her at the time, +that Marie Melmotte had shown a hard heart on the occasion. But the +condemnation was wrong. Her feeling for her father was certainly not +that which we are accustomed to see among our daughters and sisters. +He had never been to her the petted divinity of the household, whose +slightest wish had been law, whose little comforts had become matters +of serious care, whose frowns were horrid clouds, whose smiles were +glorious sunshine, whose kisses were daily looked for, and if missed +would be missed with mourning. How should it have been so with her? In +all the intercourses of her family, since the first rough usage which +she remembered, there had never been anything sweet or gracious. +Though she had recognized a certain duty, as due from herself to her +father, she had found herself bound to measure it, so that more should +not be exacted from her than duty required. She had long known that +her father would fain make her a slave for his own purposes, and that +if she put no limits to her own obedience he certainly would put none. +She had drawn no comparison between him and other fathers, or between +herself and other daughters, because she had never become conversant +with the ways of other families. After a fashion she had loved him, +because nature creates love in a daughter's heart; but she had never +respected him, and had spent the best energies of her character on a +resolve that she would never fear him. 'He may cut me into pieces, but +he shall not make me do for his advantage that which I do not think he +has a right to exact from me.' That had been the state of her mind +towards her father; and now that he had taken himself away with +terrible suddenness, leaving her to face the difficulties of the world +with no protector and no assistance, the feeling which dominated her +was no doubt one of awe rather than of broken-hearted sorrow. Those +who depart must have earned such sorrow before it can be really felt. +They who are left may be overwhelmed by the death--even of their most +cruel tormentors. Madame Melmotte was altogether overwhelmed; but it +could not probably be said of her with truth that she was crushed by +pure grief. There was fear of all things, fear of solitude, fear of +sudden change, fear of terrible revelations, fear of some necessary +movement she knew not whither, fear that she might be discovered to be +a poor wretched impostor who never could have been justified in +standing in the same presence with emperors and princes, with +duchesses and cabinet ministers. This and the fact that the dead body +of the man who had so lately been her tyrant was lying near her, so +that she might hardly dare to leave her room lest she should encounter +him dead, and thus more dreadful even than when alive, utterly +conquered her. Feelings of the same kind, the same fears, and the same +awe were powerful also with Marie;--but they did not conquer her. She +was strong and conquered them; and she did not care to affect a +weakness to which she was in truth superior. In such a household the +death of such a father after such a fashion will hardly produce that +tender sorrow which comes from real love. + +She soon knew it all. Her father had destroyed himself, and had +doubtless done so because his troubles in regard to money had been +greater than he could bear. When he had told her that she was to sign +those deeds because ruin was impending, he must indeed have told her +the truth. He had so often lied to her that she had had no means of +knowing whether he was lying then or telling her a true story. But she +had offered to sign the deeds since that, and he had told her that it +would be of no avail,--and at that time had not been angry with her +as he would have been had her refusal been the cause of his ruin. She +took some comfort in thinking of that. + +But what was she to do? What was to be done generally by that +over-cumbered household? She and her pseudo-mother had been instructed +to pack up their jewellery, and they had both obeyed the order. But +she herself at this moment cared but little for any property. How +ought she to behave herself? Where should she go? On whose arm could +she lean for some support at this terrible time? As for love, and +engagements, and marriage,--that was all over. In her difficulty she +never for a moment thought of Sir Felix Carbury. Though she had been +silly enough to love the man because he was pleasant to look at, she +had never been so far gone in silliness as to suppose that he was a +staff upon which any one might lean. Had that marriage taken place, +she would have been the staff. But it might be possible that Lord +Nidderdale would help her. He was good-natured and manly, and would be +efficacious,--if only he would come to her. He was near, and she +thought that at any rate she would try. So she had written her note +and sent it by the butler,--thinking as she did so of the words she +would use to make the young man understand that all the nonsense they +had talked as to marrying each other was, of course, to mean nothing +now. + +It was past eleven when he reached the house, and he was shown +upstairs into one of the sitting-rooms on the first-floor. As he +passed the door of the study, which was at the moment partly open, he +saw the dress of a policeman within, and knew that the body of the +dead man was still lying there. But he went by rapidly without a +glance within, remembering the look of the man as he had last seen his +burly figure, and that grasp of his hand, and those odious words. And +now the man was dead,--having destroyed his own life. Surely the man +must have known when he uttered those words what it was that he +intended to do! When he had made that last appeal about Marie, +conscious as he was that every one was deserting him, he must even +then have looked his fate in the face and have told himself that it +was better that he should die! His misfortunes, whatever might be +their nature, must have been heavy on him then with all their weight; +and he himself and all the world had known that he was ruined. And yet +he had pretended to be anxious about the girl's marriage, and had +spoken of it as though he still believed that it would be +accomplished! + +Nidderdale had hardly put his hat down on the table before Marie was +with him. He walked up to her, took her by both hands, and looked into +her face. There was no trace of a tear, but her whole countenance +seemed to him to be altered. She was the first to speak. + +'I thought you would come when I sent for you.' + +'Of course I came.' + +'I knew you would be a friend, and I knew no one else who would. You +won't be afraid, Lord Nidderdale, that I shall ever think any more of +all those things which he was planning?' She paused a moment, but he +was not ready enough to have a word to say in answer to this. 'You +know what has happened?' + +'Your servant told us.' + +'What are we to do? Oh, Lord Nidderdale, it is so dreadful! Poor papa! +Poor papa! When I think of all that he must have suffered I wish that +I could be dead too.' + +'Has your mother been told?' + +'Oh yes. She knows. No one tried to conceal anything for a moment. It +was better that it should be so;--better at last. But we have no +friends who would be considerate enough to try to save us from sorrow. +But I think it was better. Mamma is very bad. She is always nervous and +timid. Of course this has nearly killed her. What ought we to do? It +is Mr Longestaffe's house, and we were to have left it to-morrow.' + +'He will not mind that now.' + +'Where must we go? We can't go back to that big place in Grosvenor +Square. Who will manage for us? Who will see the doctor and the +policemen?' + +'I will do that.' + +'But there will be things that I cannot ask you to do. Why should I +ask you to do anything?' + +'Because we are friends.' + +'No,' she said, 'no. You cannot really regard me as a friend. I have +been an impostor. I know that. I had no business to know a person like +you at all. Oh, if the next six months could be over! Poor papa,--poor +papa!' And then for the first time she burst into tears. + +'I wish I knew what might comfort you,' he said. + +'How can there be any comfort? There never can be comfort again! As +for comfort, when were we ever comfortable? It has been one trouble +after another,--one fear after another! And now we are friendless and +homeless. I suppose they will take everything that we have.' + +'Your papa had a lawyer, I suppose?' + +'I think he had ever so many,--but I do not know who they were. His +own clerk, who had lived with him for over twenty years, left him +yesterday. I suppose they will know something in Abchurch Lane; but +now that Herr Croll has gone I am not acquainted even with the name of +one of them. Mr Miles Grendall used to be with him.' + +'I do not think that he could be of much service.' + +'Nor Lord Alfred? Lord Alfred was always with him till very lately.' +Nidderdale shook his head. 'I suppose not. They only came because papa +had a big house.' The young lord could not but feel that he was +included in the same rebuke. 'Oh, what a life it has been! And now,-- +now it's over.' As she said this it seemed that for the moment her +strength failed her, for she fell backwards on the corner of the sofa. +He tried to raise her, but she shook him away, burying her face in her +hands. He was standing close to her, still holding her arm, when he +heard a knock at the front door, which was immediately opened, as the +servants were hanging about in the hall. 'Who are they?' said Marie, +whose sharp ears caught the sound of various steps. Lord Nidderdale +went out on to the head of the stairs, and immediately heard the voice +of Dolly Longestaffe. + +Dolly Longestaffe had on that morning put himself early into the care +of Mr Squercum, and it had happened that he with his lawyer had met +his father with Mr Bideawhile at the corner of the square. They were +all coming according to appointment to receive the money which Mr +Melmotte had promised to pay them at this very hour. Of course they +had none of them as yet heard of the way in which the Financier had +made his last grand payment, and as they walked together to the door +had been intent only in reference to their own money. Squercum, who +had heard a good deal on the previous day, was very certain that the +money would not be forthcoming, whereas Bideawhile was sanguine of +success. 'Don't we wish we may get it?' Dolly had said, and by saying +so had very much offended his father, who had resented the want of +reverence implied in the use of that word 'we'. They had all been +admitted together, and Dolly had at once loudly claimed an old +acquaintance with some of the articles around him. 'I knew I'd got a +coat just like that,' said Dolly, 'and I never could make out what my +fellow had done with it.' This was the speech which Nidderdale had +heard, standing on the top of the stairs. + +The two lawyers had at once seen, from the face of the man who had +opened the door and from the presence of three or four servants in the +hall, that things were not going on in their usual course. Before +Dolly had completed his buffoonery the butler had whispered to Mr +Bideawhile that Mr Melmotte--'was no more.' + +'Dead!' exclaimed Mr Bideawhile. Squercum put his hands into his +trousers pockets and opened his mouth wide. 'Dead!' muttered Mr +Longestaffe senior. 'Dead!' said Dolly. 'Who's dead?' The butler shook +his head. Then Squercum whispered a word into the butler's ear, and +the butler thereupon nodded his head. 'It's about what I expected,' +said Squercum. Then the butler whispered the word to Mr Longestaffe, +and whispered it also to Mr Bideawhile, and they all knew that the +millionaire had swallowed poison during the night. + +It was known to the servants that Mr Longestaffe was the owner of the +house, and he was therefore, as having authority there, shown into the +room where the body of Melmotte was lying on a sofa. The two lawyers +and Dolly of course followed, as did also Lord Nidderdale, who had now +joined them from the lobby above. There was a policeman in the room +who seemed to be simply watching the body, and who rose from his seat +when the gentlemen entered. Two or three of the servants followed +them, so that there was almost a crowd round the dead man's bier. +There was no further tale to be told. That Melmotte had been in the +House on the previous night, and had there disgraced himself by +intoxication, they had known already. That he had been found dead that +morning had been already announced. They could only stand round and +gaze on the square, sullen, livid features of the big-framed man, and +each lament that he had ever heard the name of Melmotte. + +'Are you in the house here?' said Dolly to Lord Nidderdale in a +whisper. + +'She sent for me. We live quite close, you know. She wanted somebody +to tell her something. I must go up to her again now.' + +'Had you seen him before?' + +'No indeed. I only came down when I heard your voices. I fear it will +be rather bad for you;--won't it?' + +'He was regularly smashed, I suppose?' asked Dolly. + +'I know nothing myself. He talked to me about his affairs once, but he +was such a liar that not a word that he said was worth anything. I +believed him then. How it will go, I can't say.' + +'That other thing is all over of course,' suggested Dolly. Nidderdale +intimated by a gesture of his head that the other thing was all over, +and then returned to Marie. There was nothing further that the four +gentlemen could do, and they soon departed from the house;--not, +however, till Mr Bideawhile had given certain short injunctions to the +butler concerning the property contained in Mr Longestaffe's town +residence. + +'They had come to see him,' said Lord Nidderdale in a whisper. 'There +was some appointment. He had told them to be all here at this hour.' + +'They didn't know, then?' asked Marie. + +'Nothing;--till the man told them.' + +'And did you go in?' + +'Yes; we all went into the room.' Marie shuddered, and again hid her +face. 'I think the best thing I can do,' said Nidderdale, 'is to go to +Abchurch Lane, and find out from Smith who is the lawyer whom he +chiefly trusted. I know Smith had to do with his own affairs, because +he has told me so at the Board; and if necessary I will find out +Croll. No doubt I can trace him. Then we had better employ the lawyer +to arrange everything for you.' + +'And where had we better go to?' + +'Where would Madame Melmotte wish to go?' + +'Anywhere, so that we could hide ourselves. Perhaps Frankfort would be +the best. But shouldn't we stay till something has been done here? And +couldn't we have lodgings, so as to get away from Mr Longestaffe's +house?' Nidderdale promised that he himself would look for lodgings, +as soon as he had seen the lawyer. 'And now, my lord, I suppose that I +never shall see you again,' said Marie. + +'I don't know why you should say that.' + +'Because it will be best. Why should you? All this will be trouble +enough to you when people begin to say what we are. But I don't think +it has been my fault.' + +'Nothing has ever been your fault.' + +'Good-bye, my lord. I shall always think of you as one of the kindest +people I ever knew. I thought it best to send to you for different +reasons, but I do not want you to come back.' + +'Good-bye, Marie. I shall always remember you.' And so they parted. + +After that he did go into the City, and succeeded in finding both Mr +Smith and Herr Croll. When he reached Abchurch Lane, the news of +Melmotte's death had already been spread abroad; and more was known or +said to be known, of his circumstances than Nidderdale had as yet +heard. The crushing blow to him, so said Herr Croll, had been the +desertion of Cohenlupe,--that and the sudden fall in the value of the +South Central Pacific and Mexican Railway shares, consequent on the +rumours spread about the City respecting the Pickering property. It +was asserted in Abchurch Lane that had he not at that moment touched +the Pickering property, or entertained the Emperor, or stood for +Westminster, he must, by the end of the autumn, have been able to do +any or all of those things without danger, simply as the result of the +money which would then have been realized by the railway. But he had +allowed himself to become hampered by the want of comparatively small +sums of ready money, and in seeking relief had rushed from one danger +to another, till at last the waters around him had become too deep +even for him, and had overwhelmed him. As to his immediate death, Herr +Croll expressed not the slightest astonishment. It was just the thing, +Herr Croll said, that he had been sure that Melmotte would do, should +his difficulties ever become too great for him. 'And dere vas a leetle +ting he lay himself open by de oder day,' said Croll, 'dat vas nasty,-- +very nasty.' Nidderdale shook his head, but asked no questions. Croll +had alluded to the use of his own name, but did not on this occasion +make any further revelation. Then Croll made a further statement to +Lord Nidderdale, which I think he must have done in pure good-nature. +'Mylor,' he said, whispering very gravely, 'de money of de yong lady +is all her own.' Then he nodded his head three times. 'Nobody can toch +it, not if he vas in debt millions.' Again he nodded his head. + +'I am very glad to hear it for her sake,' said Lord Nidderdale as he +took his leave. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXVII - DOWN AT CARBURY + + +When Roger Carbury returned to Suffolk, after seeing his cousins in +Welbeck Street, he was by no means contented with himself. That he +should be discontented generally with the circumstances of his life +was a matter of course. He knew that he was farther removed than ever +from the object on which his whole mind was set. Had Hetta Carbury +learned all the circumstances of Paul's engagement with Mrs Hurtle +before she had confessed her love to Paul,--so that her heart might +have been turned against the man before she had made her confession,-- +then, he thought, she might at last have listened to him. Even though +she had loved the other man, she might have at last done so, as her +love would have been buried in her own bosom. But the tale had been +told after the fashion which was most antagonistic to his own +interests. Hetta had never heard Mrs Hurtle's name till she had given +herself away, and had declared to all her friends that she had given +herself away to this man, who was so unworthy of her. The more Roger +thought of this, the more angry he was with Paul Montague, and the more +convinced that that man had done him an injury which he could never +forgive. + +But his grief extended even beyond that. Though he was never tired of +swearing to himself that he would not forgive Paul Montague, yet there +was present to him a feeling that an injury was being done to the man, +and that he was in some sort responsible for that injury. He had +declined to tell Hetta any part of the story about Mrs Hurtle,--actuated +by a feeling that he ought not to betray the trust put in him by a man +who was at the time his friend; and he had told nothing. But no one +knew so well as he did the fact that all the attention latterly given +by Paul to the American woman had by no means been the effect of love, +but had come from a feeling on Paul's part that he could not desert +the woman he had once loved, when she asked him for his kindness. If +Hetta could know everything exactly,--if she could look back and read +the state of Paul's mind as he, Roger, could read it,--then she would +probably forgive the man, or perhaps tell herself that there was +nothing for her to forgive. Roger was anxious that Hetta's anger +should burn hot,--because of the injury done to himself. He thought that +there were ample reasons why Paul Montague should be punished,--why Paul +should be utterly expelled from among them, and allowed to go his own +course. But it was not right that the man should be punished on false +grounds. It seemed to Roger now that he was doing an injustice to his +enemy by refraining from telling all that he knew. + +As to the girl's misery in losing her lover, much as he loved her, +true as it was that he was willing to devote himself and all that he +had to her happiness, I do not think that at the present moment he was +disturbed in that direction. It is hardly natural, perhaps, that a man +should love a woman with such devotion as to wish to make her happy by +giving her to another man. Roger told himself that Paul would be an +unsafe husband, a fickle husband,--one who might be carried hither and +thither both in his circumstances and his feelings,--and that it would +be better for Hetta that she should not marry him; but at the same +time he was unhappy as he reflected that he himself was a party to a +certain amount of deceit. + +And yet he had said not a word. He had referred Hetta to the man +himself. He thought that he knew, and he did indeed accurately know, +the state of Hetta's mind. She was wretched because she thought that +while her lover was winning her love, while she herself was willingly +allowing him to win her love, he was dallying with another woman, and +making to that other woman promises the same as those he made to her. +This was not true. Roger knew that it was not true. But when he tried +to quiet his conscience by saying that they must fight it out among +themselves, he felt himself to be uneasy under that assurance. + +His life at Carbury, at this time, was very desolate. He had become +tired of the priest, who, in spite of various repulses, had never for +a moment relaxed his efforts to convert his friend. Roger had told him +once that he must beg that religion might not be made the subject of +further conversation between them. In answer to this, Father Barham +had declared that he would never consent to remain as an intimate +associate with any man on those terms. Roger had persisted in his +stipulation, and the priest had then suggested that it was his host's +intention to banish him from Carbury Hall. Roger had made no reply, +and the priest had of course been banished. But even this added to his +misery. Father Barham was a gentleman, was a good man, and in great +penury. To ill-treat such a one, to expel such a one from his house, +seemed to Roger to be an abominable cruelty. He was unhappy with +himself about the priest, and yet he could not bid the man come back +to him. It was already being said of him among his neighbours, at +Eardly, at Caversham, and at the Bishop's palace, that he either had +become or was becoming a Roman Catholic, under the priest's influence. +Mrs Yeld had even taken upon herself to write to him a most +affectionate letter, in which she said very little as to any evidence +that had reached her as to Roger's defection, but dilated at very +great length on the abominations of a certain lady who is supposed to +indulge in gorgeous colours. + +He was troubled, too, about old Daniel Ruggles, the farmer at Sheep's +Acre, who had been so angry because his niece would not marry John +Crumb. Old Ruggles, when abandoned by Ruby and accused by his +neighbours of personal cruelty to the girl, had taken freely to that +source of consolation which he found to be most easily within his +reach. Since Ruby had gone he had been drunk every day, and was making +himself generally a scandal and a nuisance. His landlord had +interfered with his usual kindness, and the old man had always +declared that his niece and John Crumb were the cause of it all; for +now, in his maudlin misery, he attributed as much blame to the lover +as he did to the girl. John Crumb wasn't in earnest. If he had been in +earnest he would have gone after her to London at once. No;--he wouldn't +invite Ruby to come back. If Ruby would come back, repentant, full of +sorrow,--and hadn't been and made a fool of herself in the meantime,-- +then he'd think of taking her back. In the meantime, with circumstances +in their present condition, he evidently thought that he could best face +the difficulties of the world by an unfaltering adhesion to gin, early +in the day and all day long. This, too, was a grievance to Roger +Carbury. + +But he did not neglect his work, the chief of which at the present +moment was the care of the farm which he kept in his own hands. He was +making hay at this time in certain meadows down by the river side; and +was standing by while the men were loading a cart, when he saw John +Crumb approaching across the field. He had not seen John since the +eventful journey to London; nor had he seen him in London; but he knew +well all that had occurred,--how the dealer in pollard had thrashed his +cousin, Sir Felix, how he had been locked up by the police and then +liberated,--and how he was now regarded in Bungay as a hero, as far as +arms were concerned, but as being very 'soft' in the matter of love. +The reader need hardly be told that Roger was not at all disposed to +quarrel with Mr Crumb, because the victim of Crumb's heroism had been +his own cousin. Crumb had acted well, and had never said a word about +Sir Felix since his return to the country. No doubt he had now come to +talk about his love,--and in order that his confessions might not be +made before all the assembled haymakers, Roger Carbury hurried to meet +him. There was soon evident on Crumb's broad face a whole sunshine of +delight. As Roger approached him he began to laugh aloud, and to wave +a bit of paper that he had in his hands. 'She's a coomin; she's a +coomin,' were the first words he uttered. Roger knew very well that in +his friend's mind there was but one 'she' in the world, and that the +name of that she was Ruby Ruggles. + +'I am delighted to hear it,' said Roger. 'She has made it up with her +grandfather?' + +'Don't know now't about grandfeyther. She have made it up wi' me. +Know'd she would when I'd polish'd t'other un off a bit;--know'd she +would.' + +'Has she written to you, then?' + +'Well, squoire,--she ain't; not just herself. I do suppose that isn't +the way they does it. But it's all as one.' And then Mr Crumb thrust +Mrs Hurtle's note into Roger Carbury's hand. + +Roger certainly was not predisposed to think well or kindly of Mrs +Hurtle. Since he had first known Mrs Hurtle's name, when Paul Montague +had told the story of his engagement on his return from America, Roger +had regarded her as a wicked, intriguing, bad woman. It may, perhaps, +be confessed that he was prejudiced against all Americans, looking +upon Washington much as he did upon Jack Cade or Wat Tyler; and he +pictured to himself all American women as being loud, masculine, and +atheistical. But it certainly did seem that in this instance Mrs +Hurtle was endeavouring to do a good turn from pure charity. 'She is a +lady,' Crumb began to explain, 'who do be living with Mrs Pipkin; and +she is a lady as is a lady.' + +Roger could not fully admit the truth of this assertion; but he +explained that he, too, knew something of Mrs Hurtle, and that he +thought it probable that what she said of Ruby might be true. 'True, +squoire,' said Crumb, laughing with his whole face. 'I ha' nae a doubt +it's true. What's again its being true? When I had dropped into +t'other fellow, of course she made her choice. It was me as was to +blame, because I didn't do it before. I ought to ha' dropped into him +when I first heard as he was arter her. It's that as girls like. So, +squoire, I'm just going again to Lon'on right away.' + +Roger suggested that old Ruggles would, of course, receive his niece; +but as to this John expressed his supreme indifference. The old man +was nothing to him. Of course he would like to have the old man's +money; but the old man couldn't live for ever, and he supposed that +things would come right in time. But this he knew,--that he wasn't +going to cringe to the old man about his money. When Roger observed +that it would be better that Ruby should have some home to which she +might at once return, John adverted with a renewed grin to all the +substantial comforts of his own house. It seemed to be his idea, that +on arriving in London he would at once take Ruby away to church and be +married to her out of hand. He had thrashed his rival, and what cause +could there now be for delay? + +But before he left the field he made one other speech to the squire. +'You ain't a'taken it amiss, squoire, 'cause he was coosin to +yourself?' + +'Not in the least, Mr Crumb.' + +'That's koind now. I ain't a done the yong man a ha'porth o' harm, and +I don't feel no grudge again him, and when me and Ruby's once spliced, +I'm darned if I don't give 'un a bottle of wine the first day as he'll +come to Bungay.' + +Roger did not feel himself justified in accepting this invitation on +the part of Sir Felix; but he renewed his assurance that he, on his +own part, thought that Crumb had behaved well in that matter of the +street encounter, and he expressed a strong wish for the immediate and +continued happiness of Mr and Mrs John Crumb. + +'Oh, ay, we'll be 'appy, squoire,' said Crumb as he went exulting out +of the field. + +On the day after this Roger Carbury received a letter which disturbed +him very much, and to which he hardly knew whether to return any +answer, or what answer. It was from Paul Montague, and was written by +him but a few hours after he had left his letter for Hetta with his +own hands, at the door of her mother's house. Paul's letter to Roger +was as follows:-- + + + MY DEAR ROGER,-- + + Though I know that you have cast me off from you I cannot write + to you in any other way, as any other way would be untrue. You + can answer me, of course, as you please, but I do think that you + will owe me an answer, as I appeal to you in the name of + justice. + + You know what has taken place between Hetta and myself. She had + accepted me, and therefore I am justified in feeling sure that + she must have loved me. But she has now quarrelled with me + altogether, and has told me that I am never to see her again. Of + course I don't mean to put up with this. Who would? You will say + that it is no business of yours. But I think that you would not + wish that she should be left under a false impression, if you + could put her right. + + Somebody has told her the story of Mrs Hurtle. I suppose it was + Felix, and that he had learned it from those people at + Islington. But she has been told that which is untrue. Nobody + knows and nobody can know the truth as you do. She supposes that + I have willingly been passing my time with Mrs Hurtle during the + last two months, although during that very time I have asked for + and received the assurance of her love. Now, whether or no I + have been to blame about Mrs Hurtle,--as to which nothing at + present need be said,--it is certainly the truth that her coming + to England was not only not desired by me, but was felt by me to + be the greatest possible misfortune. But after all that had + passed I certainly owed it to her not to neglect her;--and this + duty was the more incumbent on me as she was a foreigner and + unknown to any one. I went down to Lowestoft with her at her + request, having named the place to her as one known to myself, + and because I could not refuse her so small a favour. You know + that it was so, and you know also, as no one else does, that + whatever courtesy I have shown to Mrs Hurtle in England, I have + been constrained to show her. + + I appeal to you to let Hetta know that this is true. She had + made me understand that not only her mother and brother, but you + also, are well acquainted with the story of my acquaintance with + Mrs Hurtle. Neither Lady Carbury nor Sir Felix has ever known + anything about it. You, and you only, have known the truth. And + now, though at the present you are angry with me, I call upon + you to tell Hetta the truth as you know it. You will understand + me when I say that I feel that I am being destroyed by a false + representation. I think that you, who abhor a falsehood, will + see the justice of setting me right, at any rate as far as the + truth can do so. I do not want you to say a word for me beyond + that. + + Yours always, + + PAUL MONTAGUE. + + +'What business is all that of mine?' This, of course, was the first +feeling produced in Roger's mind by Montague's letter. If Hetta had +received any false impression, it had not come from him. He had told +no stories against his rival, whether true or false. He had been so +scrupulous that he had refused to say a word at all. And if any false +impression had been made on Hetta's mind, either by circumstances or +by untrue words, had not Montague deserved any evil that might fall +upon him? Though every word in Montague's letter might be true, +nevertheless, in the end, no more than justice would be done him, +even should he be robbed at last of his mistress under erroneous +impressions. The fact that he had once disgraced himself by offering +to make Mrs Hurtle his wife, rendered him unworthy of Hetta Carbury. +Such, at least, was Roger Carbury's verdict as he thought over all +the circumstances. At any rate, it was no business of his to correct +these wrong impressions. + +And yet he was ill at ease as he thought of it all. He did believe +that every word in Montague's letter was true. Though he had been very +indignant when he met Roger and Mrs Hurtle together on the sands at +Lowestoft, he was perfectly convinced that the cause of their coming +there had been precisely that which Montague had stated. It took him +two days to think over all this, two days of great discomfort and +unhappiness. After all, why should he be a dog in the manger? The girl +did not care for him,--looked upon him as an old man to be regarded +in a fashion altogether different from that in which she regarded +Paul Montague. He had let his time for love-making go by, and now it +behoved him, as a man, to take the world as he found it, and not to +lose himself in regrets for a kind of happiness which he could never +attain. In such an emergency as this he should do what was fair and +honest, without reference to his own feelings. And yet the passion +which dominated John Crumb altogether, which made the mealman so +intent on the attainment of his object as to render all other things +indifferent to him for the time, was equally strong with Roger +Carbury. Unfortunately for Roger, strong as his passion was, it was +embarrassed by other feelings. It never occurred to Crumb to think +whether he was a fit husband for Ruby, or whether Ruby, having a +decided preference for another man, could be a fit wife for him. But +with Roger there were a thousand surrounding difficulties to hamper +him. John Crumb never doubted for a moment what he should do. He had +to get the girl, if possible, and he meant to get her whatever she +might cost him. He was always confident though sometimes perplexed. +But Roger had no confidence. He knew that he should never win the +game. In his sadder moments he felt that he ought not to win it. The +people around him, from old fashion, still called him the young +squire! Why;--he felt himself at times to be eighty years old,--so old +that he was unfitted for intercourse with such juvenile spirits as +those of his neighbour the bishop, and of his friend Hepworth. Could +he, by any training, bring himself to take her happiness in hand, +altogether sacrificing his own? + +In such a mood as this he did at last answer his enemy's letter,--and +he answered it as follows:-- + + + I do not know that I am concerned to meddle in your affairs at + all. I have told no tale against you, and I do not know that I + have any that I wish to tell in your favour, or that I could so + tell if I did wish. I think that you have behaved badly to me, + cruelly to Mrs Hurtle, and disrespectfully to my cousin. + Nevertheless, as you appeal to me on a certain point for + evidence which I can give, and which you say no one else can + give, I do acknowledge that, in my opinion, Mrs Hurtle's + presence in England has not been in accordance with your wishes, + and that you accompanied her to Lowestoft, not as her lover but + as an old friend whom you could not neglect. + + ROGER CARBURY. + + Paul Montague, Esq. + + You are at liberty to show this letter to Miss Carbury, if you + please; but if she reads part she should read the whole! + + +There was more perhaps of hostility in this letter than of that spirit +of self-sacrifice to which Roger intended to train himself; and so he +himself felt after the letter had been dispatched. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXVIII - THE INQUEST + + +Melmotte had been found dead on Friday morning, and late on the +evening of the same day Madame Melmotte and Marie were removed to +lodgings far away from the scene of the tragedy, up at Hampstead. Herr +Croll had known of the place, and at Lord Nidderdale's instance had +busied himself in the matter, and had seen that the rooms were made +instantly ready for the widow of his late employer. Nidderdale himself +had assisted them in their departure; and the German, with the poor +woman's maid, with the jewels also, which had been packed according to +Melmotte's last orders to his wife, followed the carriage which took +the mother and the daughter. They did not start till nine o'clock in +the evening, and Madame Melmotte at the moment would fain have been +allowed to rest one other night in Bruton Street. But Lord Nidderdale, +with one hardly uttered word, made Marie understand that the inquest +would be held early on the following morning, and Marie was imperious +with her mother and carried her point. So the poor woman was taken +away from Mr Longestaffe's residence, and never again saw the grandeur +of her own house in Grosvenor Square, which she had not visited since +the night on which she had helped to entertain the Emperor of China. + +On Saturday morning the inquest was held. There was not the slightest +doubt as to any one of the incidents of the catastrophe. The servants, +the doctor, and the inspector of police between them, learned that he +had come home alone, that nobody had been near him during the night, +that he had been found dead, and that he had undoubtedly been poisoned +by prussic acid. It was also proved that he had been drunk in the +House of Commons, a fact to which one of the clerks of the House, very +much against his will, was called upon to testify. That he had +destroyed himself there was no doubt,--nor was there any doubt as to +the cause. + +In such cases as this it is for the jury to say whether the +unfortunate one who has found his life too hard for endurance, and has +rushed away to see whether he could not find an improved condition of +things elsewhere, has or has not been mad at the moment. Surviving +friends are of course anxious for a verdict of insanity, as in that +case no further punishment is exacted. The body can be buried like any +other body, and it can always be said afterwards that the poor man was +mad. Perhaps it would be well that all suicides should be said to have +been mad, for certainly the jurymen are not generally guided in their +verdicts by any accurately ascertained facts. If the poor wretch has, +up to his last days, been apparently living a decent life; if he be +not hated, or has not in his last moments made himself specially +obnoxious to the world at large, then he is declared to have been mad. +Who would be heavy on a poor clergyman who has been at last driven by +horrid doubts to rid himself of a difficulty from which he saw no +escape in any other way? Who would not give the benefit of the doubt +to the poor woman whose lover and lord had deserted her? Who would +remit to unhallowed earth the body of the once beneficent philosopher +who has simply thought that he might as well go now, finding himself +powerless to do further good upon earth? Such, and such like, have of +course been temporarily insane, though no touch even of strangeness +may have marked their conduct up to their last known dealings with +their fellow-mortals. But let a Melmotte be found dead, with a bottle +of prussic acid by his side--a man who has become horrid to the world +because of his late iniquities, a man who has so well pretended to be +rich that he has been able to buy and to sell properties without +paying for them, a wretch who has made himself odious by his ruin to +friends who had taken him up as a pillar of strength in regard to +wealth, a brute who had got into the House of Commons by false +pretences, and had disgraced the House by being drunk there,--and, of +course, he will not be saved by a verdict of insanity from the cross +roads, or whatever scornful grave may be allowed to those who have +killed themselves with their wits about them. Just at this moment +there was a very strong feeling against Melmotte, owing perhaps as +much to his having tumbled over poor Mr Beauchamp in the House of +Commons as to the stories of the forgeries he had committed, and the +virtue of the day vindicated itself by declaring him to have been +responsible for his actions when he took the poison. He was felo de +se, and therefore carried away to the cross roads--or elsewhere. But it +may be imagined, I think, that during that night he may have become as +mad as any other wretch, have been driven as far beyond his powers of +endurance as any other poor creature who ever at any time felt himself +constrained to go. He had not been so drunk but that he knew all that +happened, and could foresee pretty well what would happen. The summons +to attend upon the Lord Mayor had been served upon him. There were +some, among them Croll and Mr Brehgert, who absolutely knew that he +had committed forgery. He had no money for the Longestaffes, and he +was well aware what Squercum would do at once. He had assured himself +long ago,--he had assured himself indeed not very long ago,--that he +would brave it all like a man. But we none of us know what load we can +bear, and what would break our backs. Melmotte's back had been so +utterly crushed that I almost think that he was mad enough to have +justified a verdict of temporary insanity. + +But he was carried away, no one knew whither, and for a week his name +was hateful. But after that, a certain amount of whitewashing took +place, and, in some degree, a restitution of fame was made to the +manes of the departed. In Westminster he was always odious. +Westminster, which had adopted him, never forgave him. But in other +districts it came to be said of him that he had been more sinned +against than sinning; and that, but for the jealousy of the old +stagers in the mercantile world, he would have done very wonderful +things. Marylebone, which is always merciful, took him up quite with +affection, and would have returned his ghost to Parliament could his +ghost have paid for committee rooms. Finsbury delighted for a while to +talk of the great Financier, and even Chelsea thought that he had been +done to death by ungenerous tongues. It was, however, Marylebone alone +that spoke of a monument. + +Mr Longestaffe came back to his house, taking formal possession of it +a few days after the verdict. Of course he was alone. There had been +no further question of bringing the ladies of the family up to town; +and Dolly altogether declined to share with his father the honour of +encountering the dead man's spirit. But there was very much for Mr +Longestaffe to do, and very much also for his son. It was becoming a +question with both of them how far they had been ruined by their +connection with the horrible man. It was clear that they could not get +back the title-deeds of the Pickering property without paying the +amount which had been advanced upon them, and it was equally clear +that they could not pay that sum unless they were enabled to do so by +funds coming out of the Melmotte estate. Dolly, as he sat smoking upon +the stool in Mr Squercum's office, where he now passed a considerable +portion of his time, looked upon himself as a miracle of ill-usage. + +'By George, you know, I shall have to go to law with the governor. +There's nothing else for it; is there, Squercum?' + +Squercum suggested that they had better wait till they found what +pickings there might be out of the Melmotte estate. He had made +inquiries too about that, and had been assured that there must be +property, but property so involved and tied up as to make it +impossible to lay hands upon it suddenly. 'They say that the things in +the square, and the plate, and the carriages and horses, and all that, +ought to fetch between twenty and thirty thousand. There were a lot of +jewels, but the women have taken them,' said Squercum. + +'By George, they ought to be made to give up everything. Did you ever +hear of such a thing;--the very house pulled down,--my house; and all +done without a word from me in the matter? I don't suppose such a thing +was ever known before, since properties were properties.' Then he +uttered sundry threats against the Bideawhiles, in reference to whom +he declared his intention of 'making it very hot for them.' + +It was an annoyance added to the elder Mr Longestaffe that the +management of Melmotte's affairs fell at last almost exclusively into +the hands of Mr Brehgert. Now Brehgert, in spite of his many dealings +with Melmotte, was an honest man, and, which was perhaps of as much +immediate consequence, both an energetic and a patient man. But then +he was the man who had wanted to marry Georgiana Longestaffe, and he +was the man to whom Mr Longestaffe had been particularly uncivil. Then +there arose necessities for the presence of Mr Brehgert in the house +in which Melmotte had lately lived and had died. The dead man's papers +were still there,--deeds, documents, and such letters as he had not +chosen to destroy;--and these could not be moved quite at once. 'Mr +Brehgert must of course have access to my private room, as long as it +is necessary,--absolutely necessary,' said Mr Longestaffe in answer +to a message which was brought to him; 'but he will of course see the +expediency of relieving me from such intrusion as soon as possible.' +But he soon found it preferable to come to terms with the rejected +suitor, especially as the man was singularly good-natured and +forbearing after the injuries he had received. + +All minor debts were to be paid at once; an arrangement to which Mr +Longestaffe cordially agreed, as it included a sum of £300 due to him +for the rent of his house in Bruton Street. Then by degrees it became +known that there would certainly be a dividend of not less than fifty +per cent. payable on debts which could be proved to have been owing by +Melmotte, and perhaps of more;--an arrangement which was very +comfortable to Dolly, as it had been already agreed between all the +parties interested that the debt due to him should be satisfied before +the father took anything. Mr Longestaffe resolved during these weeks +that he remained in town that, as regarded himself and his own family, +the house in London should not only not be kept up, but that it should +be absolutely sold, with all its belongings, and that the servants at +Caversham should be reduced in number and should cease to wear powder. +All this was communicated to Lady Pomona in a very long letter, which +she was instructed to read to her daughters. 'I have suffered great +wrongs,' said Mr Longestaffe, 'but I must submit to them, and as I +submit so must my wife and children. If our son were different from +what he is the sacrifice might probably be made lighter. His nature I +cannot alter, but from my daughters I expect cheerful obedience.' From +what incidents of his past life he was led to expect cheerfulness at +Caversham it might be difficult to say; but the obedience was there. +Georgey was for the time broken down; Sophia was satisfied with her +nuptial prospects, and Lady Pomona had certainly no spirits left for a +combat. I think the loss of the hair-powder afflicted her most; but +she said not a word even about that. + +But in all this the details necessary for the telling of our story are +anticipated. Mr Longestaffe had remained in London actually over the +1st of September, which in Suffolk is the one great festival of the +year, before the letter was written to which allusion has been made. +In the meantime he saw much of Mr Brehgert, and absolutely formed a +kind of friendship for that gentleman, in spite of the abomination of +his religion,--so that on one occasion he even condescended to ask Mr +Brehgert to dine alone with him in Bruton Street. This, too, was in +the early days of the arrangement of the Melmotte affairs, when Mr +Longestaffe's heart had been softened by that arrangement with +reference to the rent. Mr Brehgert came, and there arose a somewhat +singular conversation between the two gentlemen as they sat together +over a bottle of Mr Longestaffe's old port wine. Hitherto not a word +had passed between them respecting the connection which had once been +proposed, since the day on which the young lady's father had said so +many bitter things to the expectant bridegroom. But in this evening Mr +Brehgert, who was by no means a coward in such matters and whose +feelings were not perhaps painfully fine, spoke his mind in a way that +at first startled Mr Longestaffe. The subject was introduced by a +reference which Brehgert had made to his own affairs. His loss would +be, at any rate, double that which Mr Longestaffe would have to bear;-- +but he spoke of it in an easy way, as though it did not sit very near +his heart. 'Of course there's a difference between me and you,' he +said. Mr Longestaffe bowed his head graciously, as much as to say that +there was of course a very wide difference. 'In our affairs,' +continued Brehgert, 'we expect gains, and of course look for +occasional losses. When a gentleman in your position sells a property +he expects to get the purchase-money.' + +'Of course he does, Mr Brehgert. That's what made it so hard.' + +'I can't even yet quite understand how it was with him, or why he took +upon himself to spend such an enormous deal of money here in London. +His business was quite irregular, but there was very much of it, and +some of it immensely profitable. He took us in completely.' + +'I suppose so.' + +'It was old Mr Todd that first took to him;--but I was deceived as much +as Todd, and then I ventured on a speculation with him outside of our +house. The long and short of it is that I shall lose something about +sixty thousand pounds.' + +'That's a large sum of money.' + +'Very large;--so large as to affect my daily mode of life. In my +correspondence with your daughter, I considered it to be my duty to +point out to her that it would be so. I do not know whether she told +you.' + +This reference to his daughter for the moment altogether upset Mr +Longestaffe. The reference was certainly most indelicate, most +deserving of censure; but Mr Longestaffe did not know how to pronounce +his censure on the spur of the moment, and was moreover at the present +time so very anxious for Brehgert's assistance in the arrangement of +his affairs that, so to say, he could not afford to quarrel with the +man. But he assumed something more than his normal dignity as he +asserted that his daughter had never mentioned the fact. + +'It was so,' said Brehgert + +'No doubt;'--and Mr Longestaffe assumed a great deal of dignity. + +'Yes; it was so. I had promised your daughter when she was good enough +to listen to the proposition which I made to her, that I would +maintain a second house when we should be married.' + +'It was impossible,' said Mr Longestaffe,--meaning to assert that such +hymeneals were altogether unnatural and out of the question. + +'It would have been quite possible as things were when that +proposition was made. But looking forward to the loss which I +afterwards anticipated from the affairs of our deceased friend, I +found it to be prudent to relinquish my intention for the present, and +I thought myself bound to inform Miss Longestaffe.' + +'There were other reasons,' muttered Mr Longestaffe, in a suppressed +voice, almost in a whisper,--in a whisper which was intended to convey +a sense of present horror and a desire for future reticence. + +'There may have been; but in the last letter which Miss Longestaffe +did me the honour to write to me,--a letter with which I have not the +slightest right to find any fault,--she seemed to me to confine herself +almost exclusively to that reason.' + +'Why mention this now, Mr Brehgert; why mention this now? The subject +is painful.' + +'Just because it is not painful to me, Mr Longestaffe; and because I +wish that all they who have heard of the matter should know that it is +not painful. I think that throughout I behaved like a gentleman.' Mr +Longestaffe, in an agony, first shook his head twice, and then bowed +it three times, leaving the Jew to take what answer he could from so +dubious an oracle. 'I am sure.' continued Brehgert, 'that I behaved +like an honest man; and I didn't quite like that the matter should be +passed over as if I was in any way ashamed of myself.' + +'Perhaps on so delicate a subject the less said the soonest mended.' + +'I've nothing more to say, and I've nothing at all to mend.' Finishing +the conversation with this little speech Brehgert arose to take his +leave, making some promise at the time that he would use all the +expedition in his power to complete the arrangement of the Melmotte +affairs. + +As soon as he was gone Mr Longestaffe opened the door and walked about +the room and blew out long puffs of breath, as though to cleanse +himself from the impurities of his late contact. He told himself that +he could not touch pitch and not be defiled! How vulgar had the man +been, how indelicate, how regardless of all feeling, how little +grateful for the honour which Mr Longestaffe had conferred upon him by +asking him to dinner! Yes;--yes! A horrid Jew! Were not all Jews +necessarily an abomination? Yet Mr Longestaffe was aware that in the +present crisis of his fortunes he could not afford to quarrel with Mr +Brehgert. + + + + +CHAPTER LXXXIX - 'THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE' + + +It was a long time now since Lady Carbury's great historical work on +the Criminal Queens of the World had been completed and given to the +world. Any reader careful as to dates will remember that it was as far +back as in February that she had solicited the assistance of certain +of her literary friends who were connected with the daily and weekly +press. These gentlemen had responded to her call with more or less +zealous aid, so that the 'Criminal Queens' had been regarded in the +trade as one of the successful books of the season. Messrs. Leadham +and Loiter had published a second, and then, very quickly, a fourth +and fifth edition; and had been able in their advertisements to give +testimony from various criticisms showing that Lady Carbury's book was +about the greatest historical work which had emanated from the press +in the present century. With this object a passage was extracted even +from the columns of the 'Evening Pulpit,'--which showed very great +ingenuity on the part of some young man connected with the +establishment of Messrs. Leadham and Loiter. Lady Carbury had suffered +something in the struggle. What efforts can mortals make as to which +there will not be some disappointment? Paper and print cannot be had +for nothing, and advertisements are very costly. An edition may be +sold with startling rapidity, but it may have been but a scanty +edition. When Lady Carbury received from Messrs. Leadham and Loiter +their second very moderate cheque, with the expression of a fear on +their part that there would not probably be a third,--unless some +unforeseen demand should arise,--she repeated to herself those +well-known lines from the satirist,-- + + 'Oh, Amos Cottle, for a moment think + What meagre profits spread from pen and ink.' + +But not on that account did she for a moment hesitate as to further +attempts. Indeed she had hardly completed the last chapter of her +'Criminal Queens' before she was busy on another work; and although +the last six months had been to her a period of incessant trouble, and +sometimes of torture, though the conduct of her son had more than once +forced her to declare to herself that her mind would fail her, still +she had persevered. From day to day, with all her cares heavy upon +her, she had sat at her work, with a firm resolve that so many lines +should be always forthcoming, let the difficulty of making them be +what it might. Messrs. Leadham and Loiter had thought that they might +be justified in offering her certain terms for a novel,--terms not very +high indeed, and those contingent on the approval of the manuscript by +their reader. The smallness of the sum offered, and the want of +certainty, and the pain of the work in her present circumstances, had +all been felt by her to be very hard. But she had persevered, and the +novel was now complete. + +It cannot with truth be said of her that she had had any special tale +to tell. She had taken to the writing of a novel because Mr Loiter had +told her that upon the whole novels did better than anything else. She +would have written a volume of sermons on the same encouragement, and +have gone about the work exactly after the same fashion. The length of +her novel had been her first question. It must be in three volumes, +and each volume must have three hundred pages. But what fewest number +of words might be supposed sufficient to fill a page? The money +offered was too trifling to allow of very liberal measure on her part. +She had to live, and if possible to write another novel,--and, as she +hoped, upon better terms,--when this should be finished. Then what +should be the name of her novel; what the name of her hero; and above +all what the name of her heroine? It must be a love story of course; +but she thought that she would leave the complications of the plot to +come by chance,--and they did come. 'Don't let it end unhappily, Lady +Carbury,' Mr Loiter had said, 'because though people like it in a +play, they hate it in a book. And whatever you do, Lady Carbury, don't +be historical. Your historical novel, Lady Carbury, isn't worth a--' +Mr Loiter stopping himself suddenly, and remembering that he was +addressing himself to a lady, satisfied his energy at last by the use +of the word 'straw.' Lady Carbury had followed these instructions with +accuracy. + +The name for the story had been the great thing. It did not occur to +the authoress that, as the plot was to be allowed to develop itself +and was, at this moment when she was perplexed as to the title, +altogether uncreated, she might as well wait to see what appellation +might best suit her work when its purpose should have declared itself. +A novel, she knew well, was most unlike a rose, which by any other +name will smell as sweet. 'The Faultless Father,' 'The Mysterious +Mother,' 'The Lame Lover,'--such names as that she was aware would be +useless now. 'Mary Jane Walker,' if she could be very simple, would +do, or 'Blanche De Veau,' if she were able to maintain throughout a +somewhat high-stilted style of feminine rapture. But as she considered +that she could best deal with rapid action and strange coincidences, +she thought that something more startling and descriptive would better +suit her purpose. After an hour's thought a name did occur to her, and +she wrote it down, and with considerable energy of purpose framed her +work in accordance with her chosen title, 'The Wheel of Fortune!' She +had no particular fortune in her mind when she chose it, and no +particular wheel;--but the very idea conveyed by the words gave her the +plot which she wanted. A young lady was blessed with great wealth, and +lost it all by an uncle, and got it all back by an honest lawyer, and +gave it all up to a distressed lover, and found it all again in a +third volume. And the lady's name was Cordinga, selected by Lady +Carbury as never having been heard before either in the world of fact +or in that of fiction. + +And now with all her troubles thick about her,--while her son was still +hanging about the house in a condition that would break any mother's +heart, while her daughter was so wretched and sore that she regarded +all those around her as her enemies, Lady Carbury finished her work, +and having just written the last words in which the final glow of +enduring happiness was given to the young married heroine whose wheel +had now come full round, sat with the sheets piled at her right hand. +She had allowed herself a certain number of weeks for the task, and +had completed it exactly in the time fixed. As she sat with her hand +near the pile, she did give herself credit for her diligence. Whether +the work might have been better done she never asked herself. I do not +think that she prided herself much on the literary merit of the tale. +But if she could bring the papers to praise it, if she could induce +Mudie to circulate it, if she could manage that the air for a month +should be so loaded with 'The Wheel of Fortune,' as to make it +necessary for the reading world to have read or to have said that it +had read the book,--then she would pride herself very much upon her +work. + +As she was so sitting on a Sunday afternoon, in her own room, Mr Alf +was announced. According to her habit, she expressed warm delight at +seeing him. Nothing could be kinder than such a visit just at such a +time,--when there was so very much to occupy such a one as Mr Alf! +Mr Alf, in his usual mildly satirical way, declared that he was not +peculiarly occupied just at present. 'The Emperor has left Europe at +last,' he said. 'Poor Melmotte poisoned himself on Friday, and the +inquest sat yesterday. I don't know that there is anything of interest +to-day.' Of course Lady Carbury was intent upon her book, rather even +than on the exciting death of a man whom she had herself known. Oh, if +she could only get Mr Alf! She had tried it before, and had failed +lamentably. She was well aware of that; and she had a deep-seated +conviction that it would be almost impossible to get Mr Alf. But then +she had another deep-seated conviction, that that which is almost +impossible may possibly be done. How great would be the glory, how +infinite the service! And did it not seem as though Providence had +blessed her with this special opportunity, sending Mr Alf to her just +at the one moment at which she might introduce the subject of her +novel without seeming premeditation? + +'I am so tired,' she said, affecting to throw herself back as though +stretching her arms out for ease. + +'I hope I am not adding to your fatigue,' said Mr Alf. 'Oh dear no. It +is not the fatigue of the moment, but of the last six months. Just as +you knocked at the door, I had finished the novel at which I have been +working, oh, with such diligence!' + +'Oh;--a novel! When is it to appear, Lady Carbury?' + +'You must ask Leadham and Loiter that question. I have done my part of +the work. I suppose you never wrote a novel, Mr Alf?' + +'I? Oh dear no; I never write anything.' + +'I have sometimes wondered whether I have hated or loved it the most. +One becomes so absorbed in one's plot and one's characters! One loves +the loveable so intensely, and hates with such fixed aversion those +who are intended to be hated. When the mind is attuned to it, one is +tempted to think that it is all so good. One cries at one's own +pathos, laughs at one's own humour, and is lost in admiration at one's +own sagacity and knowledge.' + +'How very nice!' + +'But then there comes the reversed picture, the other side of the +coin. On a sudden everything becomes flat, tedious, and unnatural. The +heroine who was yesterday alive with the celestial spark is found +to-day to be a lump of motionless clay. The dialogue that was so cheery +on the first perusal is utterly uninteresting at a second reading. +Yesterday I was sure that there was my monument,' and she put her hand +upon the manuscript; 'to-day I feel it to be only too heavy for a +gravestone!' + +'One's judgement about one's self always does vacillate,' said Mr Alf +in a tone as phlegmatic as were the words. + +'And yet it is so important that one should be able to judge correctly +of one's own work! I can at any rate trust myself to be honest, which +is more perhaps than can be said of all the critics.' + +'Dishonesty is not the general fault of the critics, Lady Carbury,--at +least not as far as I have observed the business. It is incapacity. In +what little I have done in the matter, that is the sin which I have +striven to conquer. When we want shoes we go to a professed shoemaker; +but for criticism we have certainly not gone to professed critics. I +think that when I gave up the "Evening Pulpit," I left upon it a staff +of writers who are entitled to be regarded as knowing their business.' + +'You given up the "Pulpit"?' asked Lady Carbury with astonishment, +readjusting her mind at once, so that she might perceive whether any +and if so what advantage might be taken of Mr Alf's new position. He +was no longer editor, and therefore his heavy sense of responsibility +would no longer exist;--but he must still have influence. Might he not +be persuaded to do one act of real friendship? Might she not succeed +if she would come down from her high seat, sink on the ground before +him, tell him the plain truth, and beg for a favour as a poor +struggling woman? + +'Yes, Lady Carbury, I have given it up. It was a matter of course that +I should do so when I stood for Parliament. Now that the new member +has so suddenly vacated his seat, I shall probably stand again.' + +'And you are no longer an editor?' + +'I have given it up, and I suppose I have now satisfied the scruples +of those gentlemen who seemed to think that I was committing a crime +against the Constitution in attempting to get into Parliament while I +was managing a newspaper. I never heard such nonsense. Of course I +know where it came from.' + +'Where did it come from?' + +'Where should it come from but the "Breakfast Table"? Broune and I +have been very good friends, but I do think that of all the men I know +he is the most jealous.' + +'That is so little,' said Lady Carbury. She was really very fond of Mr +Broune, but at the present moment she was obliged to humour Mr Alf. + +'It seems to me that no man can be better qualified to sit in +Parliament than an editor of a newspaper,--that is if he is capable +as an editor.' + +'No one, I think, has ever doubted that of you.' + +'The only question is whether he be strong enough for the double work. +I have doubted about myself, and have therefore given up the paper. I +almost regret it.' + +'I dare say you do,' said Lady Carbury, feeling intensely anxious to +talk about her own affairs instead of his. 'I suppose you still retain +an interest in the paper?' + +'Some pecuniary interest;--nothing more.' + +'Oh, Mr Alf,--you could do me such a favour!' + +'Can I? If I can, you may be sure I will.' False-hearted, false-tongued +man! Of course he knew at the moment what was the favour Lady Carbury +intended to ask, and of course he had made up his mind that he would +not do as he was asked. + +'Will you?' And Lady Carbury clasped her hands together as she poured +forth the words of her prayer. 'I never asked you to do anything for +me as long as you were editing the paper. Did I? I did not think it +right, and I would not do it. I took my chance like others, and I am +sure you must own that I bore what was said of me with a good grace. I +never complained. Did I?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'But now that you have left it yourself,--if you would have the "Wheel +of Fortune" done for me,--really well done!' + +'The "Wheel of Fortune"!' + +'That is the name of my novel,' said Lady Carbury, putting her hand +softly upon the manuscript. 'Just at this moment it would be the +making of a fortune for me! And oh, Mr Alf, if you could but know how +I want such assistance!' + +'I have nothing further to do with the editorial management, Lady +Carbury.' + +'Of course you could get it done. A word from you would make it +certain. A novel is different from an historical work, you know. I +have taken so much pains with it.' + +'Then no doubt it will be praised on its own merits.' + +'Don't say that, Mr Alf. The "Evening Pulpit" is like,--oh, it is +like,--like,--like the throne of heaven! Who can be justified before +it? Don't talk about its own merits, but say that you will have it +done. It couldn't do any man any harm, and it would sell five hundred +copies at once,--that is if it were done really con amore.' Mr Alf +looked at her almost piteously, and shook his head. 'The paper stands +so high, it can't hurt it to do that kind of thing once. A woman is +asking you, Mr Alf. It is for my children that I am struggling. The +thing is done every day of the week, with much less noble motives.' + +'I do not think that it has ever been done by the "Evening Pulpit."' + +'I have seen books praised.' + +'Of course you have.' + +'I think I saw a novel spoken highly of.' + +Mr Alf laughed. 'Why not? You do not suppose that it is the object of +the "Pulpit" to cry down novels?' + +'I thought it was; but I thought you might make an exception here. I +would be so thankful;--so grateful.' + +'My dear Lady Carbury, pray believe me when I say that I have nothing +to do with it. I need not preach to you sermons about literary virtue.' + +'Oh, no,' she said, not quite understanding what he meant. + +'The sceptre has passed from my hands, and I need not vindicate the +justice of my successor.' + +'I shall never know your successor.' + +'But I must assure you that on no account should I think of meddling +with the literary arrangement of the paper. I would not do it for my +sister.' Lady Carbury looked greatly pained. 'Send the book out, and +let it take its chance. How much prouder you will be to have it +praised because it deserves praise, than to know that it has been +eulogized as a mark of friendship.' + +'No, I shan't,' said Lady Carbury. 'I don't believe that anything like +real selling praise is ever given to anybody, except to friends. I +don't know how they manage it, but they do.' Mr Alf shook his head. +'Oh yes; that is all very well from you. Of course you have been a +dragon of virtue; but they tell me that the authoress of the "New +Cleopatra" is a very handsome woman.' Lady Carbury must have been +worried much beyond her wont, when she allowed herself so far to lose +her temper as to bring against Mr Alf the double charge of being too +fond of the authoress in question, and of having sacrificed the +justice of his columns to that improper affection. + +'At this moment I do not remember the name of the lady to whom you +allude,' said Mr Alf, getting up to take his leave; 'and I am quite +sure that the gentleman who reviewed the book,--if there be any such +lady and any such book,--had never seen her!' And so Mr Alf departed. + +Lady Carbury was very angry with herself, and very angry also with Mr +Alf. She had not only meant to be piteous, but had made the attempt +and then had allowed herself to be carried away into anger. She had +degraded herself to humility, and had then wasted any possible good +result by a foolish fit of chagrin. The world in which she had to live +was almost too hard for her. When left alone she sat weeping over her +sorrows; but when from time to time she thought of Mr Alf and his +conduct, she could hardly repress her scorn. What lies he had told +her! Of course he could have done it had he chosen. But the assumed +honesty of the man was infinitely worse to her than his lies. No doubt +the 'Pulpit' had two objects in its criticisms. Other papers probably +had but one. The object common to all papers, that of helping friends +and destroying enemies, of course prevailed with the 'Pulpit.' There +was the second purpose of enticing readers by crushing authors,--as +crowds used to be enticed to see men hanged when executions were done +in public. But neither the one object nor the other was compatible +with that Aristidean justice which Mr Alf arrogated to himself and to +his paper. She hoped with all her heart that Mr Alf would spend a +great deal of money at Westminster, and then lose his seat. + +On the following morning she herself took the manuscript to Messrs +Leadham and Loiter, and was hurt again by the small amount of respect +which seemed to be paid to the collected sheets. There was the work of +six months; her very blood and brains,--the concentrated essence of +her mind,--as she would say herself when talking with energy of her own +performances; and Mr Leadham pitched it across to a clerk, apparently +perhaps sixteen years of age, and the lad chucked the parcel +unceremoniously under the counter. An author feels that his work +should be taken from him with fast-clutching but reverential hands, +and held thoughtfully, out of harm's way, till it be deposited within +the very sanctum of an absolutely fireproof safe. Oh, heavens, if it +should be lost!--or burned!--or stolen! Those scraps of paper, so +easily destroyed, apparently so little respected, may hereafter be +acknowledged to have had a value greater, so far greater, than their +weight in gold! If 'Robinson Crusoe' had been lost! If 'Tom Jones' had +been consumed by flames! And who knows but that this may be another +'Robinson Crusoe,'--a better than 'Tom Jones'? 'Will it be safe there?' +asked Lady Carbury. + +'Quite safe,--quite safe,' said Mr Leadham, who was rather busy, and +perhaps saw Lady Carbury more frequently than the nature and amount of +her authorship seemed to him to require. + +'It seemed to be,--put down there,--under the counter!' + +'That's quite right, Lady Carbury. They're left there till they're +packed.' + +'Packed!' + +'There are two or three dozen going to our reader this week. He's down +in Skye, and we keep them till there's enough to fill the sack.' + +'Do they go by post, Mr Leadham?' + +'Not by post, Lady Carbury. There are not many of them would pay the +expense. We send them by long sea to Glasgow, because just at this +time of the year there is not much hurry. We can't publish before the +winter.' Oh, heavens! If that ship should be lost on its journey by +long sea to Glasgow! + +That evening, as was now almost his daily habit, Mr Browne came to +her. There was something in the absolute friendship which now existed +between Lady Carbury and the editor of the 'Morning Breakfast Table,' +which almost made her scrupulous as to asking from him any further +literary favour. She fully recognized,--no woman perhaps more fully,-- +the necessity of making use of all aid and furtherance which might come +within reach. With such a son, with such need for struggling before +her, would she not be wicked not to catch even at every straw? But +this man had now become so true to her, that she hardly knew how to +beg him to do that which she, with all her mistaken feelings, did in +truth know that he ought not to do. He had asked her to marry him, for +which,--though she had refused him,--she felt infinitely grateful. And +though she had refused him, he had lent her money, and had supported +her in her misery by his continued counsel. If he would offer to do +this thing for her she would accept his kindness on her knees,--but +even she could not bring herself to ask to have this added to his other +favours. Her first word to him was about Mr Alf. 'So he has given up +the paper?' + +'Well, yes;--nominally.' + +'Is that all?' + +'I don't suppose he'll really let it go out of his own hands. Nobody +likes to lose power. He'll share the work, and keep the authority. As +for Westminster, I don't believe he has a chance. If that poor wretch +Melmotte could beat him when everybody was already talking about the +forgeries, how is it likely that he should stand against such a +candidate as they'll get now?' + +'He was here yesterday.' + +'And full of triumph, I suppose?' + +'He never talks to me much of himself. We were speaking of my new +book,--my novel. He assured me most positively that he had nothing +further to do with the paper.' + +'He did not care to make you a promise, I dare say.' + +'That was just it. Of course I did not believe him.' + +'Neither will I make a promise, but we'll see what we can do. If we +can't be good-natured, at any rate we will say nothing ill-natured. +Let me see,--what is the name?' + +'"The Wheel of Fortune."' Lady Carbury as she told the title of her +new book to her old friend seemed to be almost ashamed of it. + +'Let them send it early,--a day or two before it's out, if they can. I +can't answer, of course, for the opinion of the gentleman it will go +to, but nothing shall go in that you would dislike. Good-bye. God +bless you.' And as he took her hand, he looked at her almost as though +the old susceptibility were returning to him. + +As she sat alone after he had gone, thinking over it all,--thinking of +her own circumstances and of his kindness,--it did not occur to her to +call him an old goose again. She felt now that she had mistaken her +man when she had so regarded him. That first and only kiss which he +had given her, which she had treated with so much derision, for which +she had rebuked him so mildly and yet so haughtily, had now a somewhat +sacred spot in her memory. Through it all the man must have really +loved her! Was it not marvellous that such a thing should be? And how +had it come to pass that she in all her tenderness had rejected him +when he had given her the chance of becoming his wife? + + + + +CHAPTER XC - HETTA'S SORROW + + +When Hetta Carbury received that letter from her lover which was given +to the reader some chapters back, it certainly did not tend in any way +to alleviate her misery. Even when she had read it over half-a-dozen +times, she could not bring herself to think it possible that she could +be reconciled to the man. It was not only that he had sinned against +her by giving his society to another woman to whom he had at any rate +been engaged not long since, at the very time at which he was becoming +engaged to her,--but also that he had done this in such a manner as to +make his offence known to all her friends. Perhaps she had been too +quick;--but there was the fact that with her own consent she had acceded +to her mother's demand that the man should be rejected. The man had +been rejected, and even Roger Carbury knew that it was so. After this +it was, she thought, impossible that she should recall him. But they +should all know that her heart was unchanged. Roger Carbury should +certainly know that, if he ever asked her further question on the +matter. She would never deny it; and though she knew that the man had +behaved badly,--having entangled himself with a nasty American woman,-- +yet she would be true to him as far as her own heart was concerned. + +And now he told her that she had been most unjust to him. He said that +he could not understand her injustice. He did not fill his letter with +entreaties, but with reproaches. And certainly his reproaches moved her +more than any prayer would have done. It was too late now to remedy +the evil; but she was not quite sure within her own bosom that she had +not been unjust to him. The more she thought of it the more puzzled +her mind became. Had she quarrelled with him because he had once been +in love with Mrs Hurtle, or because she had grounds for regarding Mrs +Hurtle as her present rival? She hated Mrs Hurtle, and she was very +angry with him in that he had ever been on affectionate terms with a +woman she hated;--but that had not been the reason put forward by her +for quarrelling with him. Perhaps it was true that he, too, had of +late loved Mrs Hurtle hardly better than she did herself. It might be +that he had been indeed constrained by hard circumstances to go with +the woman to Lowestoft. Having so gone with her, it was no doubt right +that he should be rejected;--for how can it be that a man who is +engaged shall be allowed to travel about the country with another woman +to whom also he was engaged a few months back? But still there might be +hardship in it. To her, to Hetta herself, the circumstances were very +hard. She loved the man with all her heart. She could look forward to +no happiness in life without him. But yet it must be so. + +At the end of his letter he had told her to go to Mrs Hurtle herself +if she wanted corroboration of the story as told by him. Of course he +had known when he wrote it that she could not and would not go to Mrs +Hurtle. But when the letter had been in her possession three or four +days,--unanswered, for, as a matter of course, no answer to it from +herself was possible,--and had been read and re-read till she knew +every word of it by heart, she began to think that if she could hear +the story as it might be told by Mrs Hurtle, a good deal that was now +dark might become light to her. As she continued to read the letter, +and to brood over it all, by degrees her anger was turned from her +lover to her mother, her brother, and to her cousin Roger. Paul had of +course behaved badly, very badly,--but had it not been for them she +might have had an opportunity of forgiving him. They had driven her on +to the declaration of a purpose from which she could now see no escape. +There had been a plot against her, and she was a victim. In the first +dismay and agony occasioned by that awful story of the American +woman,--which had, at the moment, struck her with a horror which was now +becoming less and less every hour,--she had fallen head foremost into +the trap laid for her. She acknowledged to herself that it was too late +to recover her ground. She was, at any rate, almost sure that it must +be too late. But yet she was disposed to do battle with her mother and +her cousin in the matter--if only with the object of showing that she +would not submit her own feelings to their control. She was savage to +the point of rebellion against all authority. Roger Carbury would of +course think that any communication between herself and Mrs Hurtle +must be improper,--altogether indelicate. Two or three days ago she +thought so herself. But the world was going so hard with her, that she +was beginning to feel herself capable of throwing propriety and +delicacy to the winds. This man whom she had once accepted, whom she +altogether loved, and who, in spite of all his faults, certainly still +loved her,--of that she was beginning to have no further doubt,--accused +her of dishonesty, and referred her to her rival for a corroboration +of his story. She would appeal to Mrs Hurtle. The woman was odious, +abominable, a nasty intriguing American female. But her lover desired +that she should hear the woman's story; and she would hear the story,-- +if the woman would tell it. + +So resolving, she wrote as follows to Mrs Hurtle, finding great +difficulty in the composition of a letter which should tell neither +too little nor too much, and determined that she would be restrained +by no mock modesty, by no girlish fear of declaring the truth about +herself. The letter at last was stiff and hard, but it sufficed for +its purpose. + + + Madam,-- + + Mr Paul Montague has referred me to you as to certain + circumstances which have taken place between him and you. It is + right that I should tell you that I was a short time since + engaged to marry him, but that I have found myself obliged to + break off that engagement in consequence of what I have been + told as to his acquaintance with you. I make this proposition to + you, not thinking that anything you will say to me can change my + mind, but because he has asked me to do so, and has, at the same + time, accused me of injustice towards him. I do not wish to rest + under an accusation of injustice from one to whom I was once + warmly attached. If you will receive me, I will make it my + business to call any afternoon you may name. + + Yours truly, + + HENRIETTA CARBURY. + + +When the letter was written she was not only ashamed of it, but very +much afraid of it also. What if the American woman should put it in a +newspaper! She had heard that everything was put into newspapers in +America. What if this Mrs Hurtle should send back to her some horribly +insolent answer;--or should send such answer to her mother, instead of +herself! And then, again, if the American woman consented to receive +her, would not the American woman, as a matter of course, trample upon +her with rough words? Once or twice she put the letter aside, and +almost determined that it should not be sent;--but at last, with +desperate fortitude, she took it out with her and posted it herself. +She told no word of it to any one. Her mother, she thought, had been +cruel to her, had disregarded her feelings, and made her wretched for +ever. She could not ask her mother for sympathy in her present +distress. There was no friend who would sympathize with her. She must +do everything alone. + +Mrs Hurtle, it will be remembered, had at last determined that she +would retire from the contest and own herself to have been worsted. It +is, I fear, impossible to describe adequately the various half +resolutions which she formed, and the changing phases of her mind +before she brought herself to this conclusion. And soon after she had +assured herself that this should be the conclusion,--after she had told +Paul Montague that it should be so,--there came back upon her at times +other half resolutions to a contrary effect. She had written a letter +to the man threatening desperate revenge, and had then abstained from +sending it, and had then shown it to the man,--not intending to give it +to him as a letter upon which he would have to act, but only that she +might ask him whether, had he received it, he would have said that he +had not deserved it. Then she had parted with him, refusing either to +hear or to say a word of farewell, and had told Mrs Pipkin that she +was no longer engaged to be married. At that moment everything was done +that could be done. The game had been played and the stakes lost,-- +and she had schooled herself into such restraint as to have abandoned +all idea of vengeance. But from time to time there arose in her heart +a feeling that such softness was unworthy of her. Who had ever been +soft to her? Who had spared her? Had she not long since found out that +she must fight with her very nails and teeth for every inch of ground, +if she did not mean to be trodden into the dust? Had she not held her +own among rough people after a very rough fashion, and should she now +simply retire that she might weep in a corner like a love-sick +schoolgirl? And she had been so stoutly determined that she would at +any rate avenge her own wrongs, if she could not turn those wrongs +into triumph! There were moments in which she thought that she could +still seize the man by the throat, where all the world might see her, +and dare him to deny that he was false, perjured, and mean. + +Then she received a long passionate letter from Paul Montague, written +at the same time as those other letters to Roger Carbury and Hetta, in +which he told her all the circumstances of his engagement to Hetta +Carbury, and implored her to substantiate the truth of his own story. +It was certainly marvellous to her that the man who had so long been +her own lover and who had parted with her after such a fashion should +write such a letter to her. But it had no tendency to increase either +her anger or her sorrow. Of course she had known that it was so, and +at certain times she had told herself that it was only natural,--had +almost told herself that it was right. She and this young Englishman +were not fit to be mated. He was to her thinking a tame, sleek +household animal, whereas she knew herself to be wild,--fitter for the +woods than for polished cities. It had been one of the faults of her +life that she had allowed herself to be bound by tenderness of feeling +to this soft over-civilised man. The result had been disastrous, as +might have been expected. She was angry with him,--almost to the extent +of tearing him to pieces,--but she did not become more angry because he +wrote to her of her rival. + +Her only present friend was Mrs Pipkin, who treated her with the +greatest deference, but who was never tired of asking questions about +the lost lover. 'That letter was from Mr Montague?' said Mrs Pipkin on +the morning after it had been received. + +'How can you know that?' + +'I'm sure it was. One does get to know handwritings when letters come +frequent.' + +'It was from him. And why not?' + +'Oh dear no;--why not certainly? I wish he'd write every day of his +life, so that things would come round again. Nothing ever troubles me +so much as broken love. Why don't he come again himself, Mrs Hurtle?' + +'It is not at all likely that he should come again. It is all over, and +there is no good in talking of it. I shall return to New York on +Saturday week.' + +'Oh, Mrs Hurtle!' + +'I can't remain here, you know, all my life doing nothing. I came over +here for a certain purpose and that has--gone by. Now I may just go +back again.' + +'I know he has ill-treated you. I know he has.' + +'I am not disposed to talk about it, Mrs Pipkin.' + +'I should have thought it would have done you good to speak your mind +out free. I knew it would me if I'd been served in that way.' + +'If I had anything to say at all after that fashion it would be to the +gentleman, and not to any other else. As it is I shall never speak of +it again to any one. You have been very kind to me, Mrs Pipkin, and I +shall be sorry to leave you.' + +'Oh, Mrs Hurtle, you can't understand what it is to me. It isn't only +my feelings. The likes of me can't stand by their feelings only, as +their betters do. I've never been above telling you what a godsend +you've been to me this summer;--have I? I've paid everything, butcher, +baker, rates and all, just like clockwork. And now you're going away!' +Then Mrs Pipkin began to sob. + +'I suppose I shall see Mr Crumb before I go,' said Mrs Hurtle. + +'She don't deserve it; do she? And even now she never says a word +about him that I call respectful. She looks on him as just being +better than Mrs Buggins's children. That's all.' + +'She'll be all right when he has once got her home.' + +'And I shall be all alone by myself,' said Mrs Pipkin, with her apron +up to her eyes. + +It was after this that Mrs Hurtle received Hetta's letter. She had as +yet returned no answer to Paul Montague,--nor had she intended to send +any written answer. Were she to comply with his request she could do +so best by writing to the girl who was concerned rather than to him. +And though she wrote no such letter she thought of it,--of the words +she would use were she to write it, and of the tale which she would +have to tell. She sat for hours thinking of it, trying to resolve +whether she would tell the tale,--if she told it at all,--in a manner +to suit Paul's purpose, or so as to bring that purpose utterly to +shipwreck. She did not doubt that she could cause the shipwreck were +she so minded. She could certainly have her revenge after that fashion. +But it was a woman's fashion, and, as such, did not recommend itself to +Mrs Hurdle's feelings. A pistol or a horsewhip, a violent seizing by +the neck, with sharp taunts and bitter-ringing words, would have made +the fitting revenge. If she abandoned that she could do herself no +good by telling a story of her wrongs to another woman. + +Then came Hetta's note, so stiff, so cold, so true,--so like the letter +of an Englishwoman, as Mrs Hurtle said to herself. Mrs Hurtle smiled +as she read the letter. 'I make this proposition not thinking that +anything you can say to me can change my mind.' Of course the girl's +mind would be changed. The girl's mind, indeed, required no change. +Mrs Hurtle could see well enough that the girl's heart was set upon +the man. Nevertheless she did not doubt but that she could tell the +story after such a fashion as to make it impossible that the girl +should marry him,--if she chose to do so. + +At first she thought that she would not answer the letter at all. What +was it to her? Let them fight their own lovers' battles out after +their own childish fashion. If the man meant at last to be honest, +there could be no doubt, Mrs Hurtle thought, that the girl would go to +him. It would require no interference of hers. But after a while she +thought that she might as well see this English chit who had +superseded herself in the affections of the Englishman she had +condescended to love. And if it were the case that all revenge was to +be abandoned, that no punishment was to be exacted in return for all +the injury that had been done, why should she not say a kind word so +as to smooth away the existing difficulties? Wild cat as she was, +kindness was more congenial to her nature than cruelty. So she wrote +to Hetta making an appointment. + + + DEAR MISS CARBURY + + If you could make it convenient to yourself to call here either + Thursday or Friday at any hour between two and four, I shall be very + happy to see you. + + Yours sincerely, + + WINIFRED HURTLE. + + + + +CHAPTER XCI - THE RIVALS + + +During these days the intercourse between Lady Carbury and her +daughter was constrained and far from pleasant. Hetta, thinking that +she was ill-used, kept herself aloof, and would not speak to her +mother of herself or of her troubles. Lady Carbury watching her, but +not daring to say much, was at last almost frightened at her girl's +silence. She had assured herself, when she found that Hetta was +disposed to quarrel with her lover and to send him back his brooch, +that 'things would come round,' that Paul would be forgotten quickly,-- +or laid aside as though he were forgotten,--and that Hetta would soon +perceive it to be her interest to marry her cousin. With such a +prospect before her, Lady Carbury thought it to be her duty as a +mother to show no tendency to sympathize with her girl's sorrow. Such +heart-breakings were occurring daily in the world around them. Who +were the happy people that were driven neither by ambition, nor +poverty, nor greed, nor the cross purposes of unhappy love, to stifle +and trample upon their feelings? She had known no one so blessed. She +had never been happy after that fashion. She herself had within the +last few weeks refused to join her lot with that of a man she really +liked, because her wicked son was so grievous a burden on her +shoulders. A woman, she thought, if she were unfortunate enough to be +a lady without wealth of her own, must give up everything, her body, +her heart,--her very soul if she were that way troubled,--to the +procuring of a fitting maintenance for herself. Why should Hetta hope +to be more fortunate than others? And then the position which chance +now offered to her was fortunate. This cousin of hers, who was so +devoted to her, was in all respects good. He would not torture her by +harsh restraint and cruel temper. He would not drink. He would not +spend his money foolishly. He would allow her all the belongings of a +fair, free life. Lady Carbury reiterated to herself the assertion that +she was manifestly doing a mother's duty by her endeavours to constrain +her girl to marry such a man. With a settled purpose she was severe and +hard. But when she found how harsh her daughter could be in response +to this,--how gloomy, how silent, and how severe in retaliation,--she +was almost frightened at what she herself was doing. She had not known +how stern and how enduring her daughter could be. 'Hetta,' she said, +'why don't you speak to me?' On this very day it was Hetta's purpose to +visit Mrs Hurtle at Islington. She had said no word of her intention +to any one. She had chosen the Friday because on that day she knew her +mother would go in the afternoon to her publisher. There should be no +deceit. Immediately on her return she would tell her mother what she +had done. But she considered herself to be emancipated from control. +Among them they had robbed her of her lover. She had submitted to the +robbery, but she would submit to nothing else. 'Hetta, why don't you +speak to me?' said Lady Carbury. + +'Because, mamma, there is nothing we can talk about without making +each other unhappy.' + +'What a dreadful thing to say! Is there no subject in the world to +interest you except that wretched young man?' + +'None other at all,' said Hetta obstinately. + +'What folly it is,--I will not say only to speak like that, but to +allow yourself to entertain such thoughts!' + +'How am I to control my thoughts? Do you think, mamma, that after I +had owned to you that I loved a man,--after I had owned it to him and, +worst of all, to myself,--I could have myself separated from him, and +then not think about it? It is a cloud upon everything. It is as +though I had lost my eyesight and my speech. It is as it would be to +you if Felix were to die. It crushes me.' + +There was an accusation in this allusion to her brother which the +mother felt,--as she was intended to feel it,--but to which she could +make no reply. It accused her of being too much concerned for her son +to feel any real affection for her daughter. 'You are ignorant of the +world, Hetta,' she said. + +'I am having a lesson in it now, at any rate,' + +'Do you think it is worse than others have suffered before you? In +what little you see around you do you think that girls are generally +able to marry the men upon whom they set their hearts?' She paused, +but Hetta made no answer to this. 'Marie Melmotte was as warmly +attached to your brother as you can be to Mr Montague.' + +'Marie Melmotte!' + +'She thinks as much of her feelings as you do of yours. The truth is +you are indulging a dream. You must wake from it, and shake yourself, +and find out that you, like others, have got to do the best you can for +yourself in order that you may live. The world at large has to eat dry +bread, and cannot get cakes and sweetmeats. A girl, when she thinks of +giving herself to a husband, has to remember this. If she has a +fortune of her own she can pick and choose, but if she have none she +must allow herself to be chosen.' + +'Then a girl is to marry without stopping even to think whether she +likes the man or not?' + +'She should teach herself to like the man, if the marriage be +suitable. I would not have you take a vicious man because he was rich, +or one known to be cruel and imperious. Your cousin Roger, you know--' + +'Mamma,' said Hetta, getting up from her seat, 'you may as well believe +me. No earthly inducement shall ever make me marry my cousin Roger. It +is to me horrible that you should propose it to me when you know that +I love that other man with my whole heart.' + +'How can you speak so of one who has treated you with the utmost +contumely?' + +'I know nothing of any contumely. What reasons have I to be offended +because he has liked a woman whom he knew before he ever saw me? It +has been unfortunate, wretched, miserable; but I do not know that I +have any right whatever to be angry with Mr Paul Montague.' Having so +spoken she walked out of the room without waiting for a further reply. + +It was all very sad to Lady Carbury. She perceived now that she had +driven her daughter to pronounce an absolution of Paul Montague's +sins, and that in this way she had lessened and loosened the barrier +which she had striven to construct between them. But that which pained +her most was the unrealistic, romantic view of life which pervaded all +Hetta's thoughts. How was any girl to live in this world who could not +be taught the folly of such idle dreams? + +That afternoon Hetta trusted herself all alone to the mysteries of the +Marylebone underground railway, and emerged with accuracy at King's +Cross. She had studied her geography, and she walked from thence to +Islington. She knew well the name of the street and the number at +which Mrs Hurtle lived. But when she reached the door she did not at +first dare to stand and raise the knocker. She passed on to the end of +the silent, vacant street, endeavouring to collect her thoughts, +striving to find and to arrange the words with which she would +commence her strange petition. And she endeavoured to dictate to +herself some defined conduct should the woman be insolent to her. +Personally she was not a coward, but she doubted her power of replying +to a rough speech. She could at any rate escape. Should the worst come +to the worst, the woman would hardly venture to impede her departure. +Having gone to the end of the street, she returned with a very quick +step and knocked at the door. It was opened almost immediately by Ruby +Ruggles, to whom she gave her name. + +'Oh laws,--Miss Carbury!' said Ruby, looking up into the stranger's +face. Yes,--sure enough she must be Felix's sister. But Ruby did not +dare to ask any question. She had admitted to all around her that Sir +Felix should not be her lover any more, and that John Crumb should be +allowed to return. But, nevertheless, her heart twittered as she +showed Miss Carbury up to the lodger's sitting-room. + +Though it was midsummer Hetta entered the room with her veil down. She +adjusted it as she followed Ruby up the stairs, moved by a sudden fear +of her rival's scrutiny. Mrs Hurtle rose from her chair and came +forward to greet her visitor, putting out both her hands to do so. She +was dressed with the most scrupulous care,--simply, and in black, +without an ornament of any kind, without a ribbon or a chain or a +flower. But with some woman's purpose at her heart she had so attired +herself as to look her very best. Was it that she thought that she +would vindicate to her rival their joint lover's first choice, or that +she was minded to teach the English girl that an American woman might +have graces of her own? As she came forward she was gentle and soft in +her movements, and a pleasant smile played round her mouth. Hetta, at +the first moment, was almost dumbfounded by her beauty,--by that and by +her ease and exquisite self-possession. 'Miss Carbury,' she said with +that low, rich voice which in old days had charmed Paul almost as much +as her loveliness, 'I need not tell you how interested I am in seeing +you. May I not ask you to lay aside your veil, so that we may look at +each other fairly?' Hetta, dumbfounded, not knowing how to speak a +word, stood gazing at the woman when she had removed her veil. She had +had no personal description of Mrs Hurtle, but had expected something +very different from this! She had thought that the woman would be +coarse and big, with fine eyes and a bright colour. As it was they +were both of the same complexion, both dark, with hair nearly black, +with eyes of the same colour. Hetta thought of all that at the +moment,--but acknowledged to herself that she had no pretension to +beauty such as that which this woman owned. 'And so you have come to +see me,' said Mrs Hurtle. 'Sit down so that I may look at you. I am +glad that you have come to see me, Miss Carbury.' + +'I am glad at any rate that you are not angry.' + +'Why should I be angry? Had the idea been distasteful to me I should +have declined. I know not why, but it is a sort of pleasure to me to +see you. It is a poor time we women have,--is it not,--in becoming +playthings to men? So this Lothario that was once mine, is behaving +badly to you also. Is it so? He is no longer mine, and you may ask me +freely for aid, if there be any that I can give you. If he were an +American I should say that he had behaved badly to me;--but as he is an +Englishman perhaps it is different. Now tell me;--what can I do, or +what can I say?' + +'He told me that you could tell me the truth.' + +'What truth? I will certainly tell you nothing that is not true. You +have quarrelled with him too. It is not so?' + +'Certainly I have quarrelled with him.' + +'I am not curious;--but perhaps you had better tell me of that. I know +him so well that I can guess that he should give offence. He can be +full of youthful ardour one day, and cautious as old age itself the +next. But I do not suppose that there has been need for such caution +with you. What is it, Miss Carbury?' + +Hetta found the telling of her story to be very difficult. + +'Mrs Hurtle,' she said, 'I had never heard your name when he first +asked me to be his wife.' + +'I dare say not. Why should he have told you anything of me?' + +'Because,--oh, because--. Surely he ought, if it is true that he had +once promised to marry you.' + +'That is certainly true.' + +'And you were here, and I knew nothing of it. Of course I should have +been very different to him had I known that,--that,--that--' + +'That there was such a woman as Winifred Hurtle interfering with him. +Then you heard it by chance, and you were offended. Was it not so?' + +'And now he tells me that I have been unjust to him and he bids me ask +you. I have not been unjust.' + +'I am not so sure of that. Shall I tell you what I think? I think that +he has been unjust to me, and that therefore your injustice to him is +no more than his due. I cannot plead for him, Miss Carbury. To me he +has been the last and worst of a long series of, I think, undeserved +misfortune. But whether you will avenge my wrongs must be for you to +decide.' + +'Why did he go with you to Lowestoft?' + +'Because I asked him,--and because, like many men, he cannot be +ill-natured although he can be cruel. He would have given a hand not +to have gone, but he could not say me nay. As you have come here, Miss +Carbury, you may as well know the truth. He did love me, but he had +been talked out of his love by my enemies and his own friends long +before he had ever seen you. I am almost ashamed to tell you my own +part of the story, and yet I know not why I should be ashamed. I +followed him here to England--because I loved him. I came after him, +as perhaps a woman should not do, because I was true of heart. He had +told me that he did not want me;--but I wanted to be wanted, and I +hoped that I might lure him back to his troth. I have utterly failed, +and I must return to my own country,--I will not say a broken-hearted +woman, for I will not admit of such a condition,--but a creature with +a broken spirit. He has misused me foully, and I have simply forgiven +him; not because I am a Christian, but because I am not strong enough +to punish one that I still love. I could not put a dagger into him,--or +I would; or a bullet,--or I would. He has reduced me to a nothing by +his falseness, and yet I cannot injure him! I, who have sworn to myself +that no man should ever lay a finger on me in scorn without feeling my +wrath in return, I cannot punish him. But if you choose to do so it is +not for me to set you against such an act of justice.' Then she paused +and looked up to Hetta as though expecting a reply. + +But Hetta had no reply to make. All had been said that she had come to +hear. Every word that the woman had spoken had in truth been a comfort +to her. She had told herself that her visit was to be made in order +that she might be justified in her condemnation of her lover. She had +believed that it was her intention to arm herself with proof that she +had done right in rejecting him. Now she was told that however false +her lover might have been to this other woman he had been absolutely +true to her. The woman had not spoken kindly of Paul,--had seemed to +intend to speak of him with the utmost severity; but she had so spoken +as to acquit him of all sin against Hetta. What was it to Hetta that her +lover had been false to this American stranger? It did not seem to her +to be at all necessary that she should be angry with her lover on that +bead. Mrs Hurtle had told her that she herself must decide whether she +would take upon herself to avenge her rival's wrongs. In saying that, +Mrs Hurtle had taught her to feel that there were no other wrongs +which she need avenge. It was all done now. If she could only thank +the woman for the pleasantness of her demeanour, and then go, she +could, when alone, make up her mind as to what she would do next. She +had not yet told herself she would submit herself again to Paul +Montague. She had only told herself that, within her own breast, she +was bound to forgive him. 'You have been very kind,' she said at +last,--speaking only because it was necessary that she should say +something. + +'It is well that there should be some kindness where there has been so +much that is unkind. Forgive me, Miss Carbury, if I speak plainly to +you. Of course you will go back to him. Of course you will be his +wife. You have told me that you love him dearly, as plainly as I have +told you the same story of myself. Your coming here would of itself +have declared it, even if I did not see your satisfaction at my +account of his treachery to me.' + +'Oh, Mrs Hurtle, do not say that of me!' + +'But it is true, and I do not in the least quarrel with you on that +account. He has preferred you to me, and as far as I am concerned +there is an end of it. You are a girl, whereas I am a woman,--and he +likes your youth. I have undergone the cruel roughness of the world, +which has not as yet touched you; and therefore you are softer to the +touch. I do not know that you are very superior in other attractions; +but that has sufficed, and you are the victor. I am strong enough to +acknowledge that I have nothing to forgive in you;--and am weak enough +to forgive all his treachery.' Hetta was now holding the woman by the +hand, and was weeping, she knew not why. 'I am so glad to have seen +you,' continued Mrs Hurtle, 'so that I may know what his wife was like. +In a few days I shall return to the States, and then neither of you +will ever be troubled further by Winifred Hurtle. Tell him that if he +will come and see me once before I go, I will not be more unkind to +him than I can help.' + +When Hetta did not decline to be the bearer of this message she must +have at any rate resolved that she would see Paul Montague again,--and +to see him would be to tell him that she was again his own. She now +got herself quickly out of the room, absolutely kissing the woman whom +she had both dreaded and despised. As soon as she was alone in the +street she tried to think of it all. How full of beauty was the face +of that American female,--how rich and glorious her voice in spite of a +slight taint of the well-known nasal twang;--and above all how powerful +and at the same time how easy and how gracious was her manner! That +she would be an unfit wife for Paul Montague was certain to Hetta, but +that he or any man should have loved her and have been loved by her, +and then have been willing to part from her, was wonderful. And yet +Paul Montague had preferred herself, Hetta Carbury, to this woman! Paul +had certainly done well for his own cause when he had referred the +younger lady to the elder. + +Of her own quarrel of course there must be an end. She had been unjust +to the man, and injustice must of course be remedied by repentance and +confession. As she walked quickly back to the railway station she +brought herself to love her lover more fondly than she had ever done. +He had been true to her from the first hour of their acquaintance. +What truth higher than that has any woman a right to desire? No doubt +she gave to him a virgin heart. No other man had ever touched her +lips, or been allowed to press her hand, or to look into her eyes with +unrebuked admiration. It was her pride to give herself to the man she +loved after this fashion, pure and white as snow on which no foot has +trodden. But, in taking him, all that she wanted was that he should be +true to her now and henceforward. The future must be her own work. As +to the 'now,' she felt that Mrs Hurtle had given her sufficient +assurance. + +She must at once let her mother know this change in her mind. When she +re-entered the house she was no longer sullen, no longer anxious to be +silent, very willing to be gracious if she might be received with +favour,--but quite determined that nothing should shake her purpose. +She went at once into her mother's room, having heard from the boy at +the door that Lady Carbury had returned. + +'Hetta, wherever have you been?' asked Lady Carbury. + +'Mamma,' she said, 'I mean to write to Mr Montague and tell him that I +have been unjust to him.' + +'Hetta, you must do nothing of the kind,' said Lady Carbury, rising +from her seat. + +'Yes, mamma. I have been unjust, and I must do so.' + +'It will be asking him to come back to you.' + +'Yes, mamma:--that is what I mean. I shall tell him that if he will +come, I will receive him. I know he will come. Oh, mamma, let us be +friends, and I will tell you everything. Why should you grudge me my +love?' + +'You have sent him back his brooch,' said Lady Carbury hoarsely. + +'He shall give it me again. Hear what I have done. I have seen that +American lady.' + +'Mrs Hurtle!' + +'Yes;--I have been to her. She is a wonderful woman.' + +'And she has told you wonderful lies.' + +'Why should she lie to me? She has told me no lies. She said nothing +in his favour.' + +'I can well believe that. What can any one say in his favour?' + +'But she told me that which has assured me that Mr Montague has never +behaved badly to me. I shall write to him at once. If you like I will +show you the letter.' + +'Any letter to him, I will tear,' said Lady Carbury, full of anger. + +'Mamma, I have told you everything, but in this I must judge for +myself.' Then Hetta, seeing that her mother would not relent, left the +room without further speech, and immediately opened her desk that the +letter might be written. + + + + +CHAPTER XCII - HAMILTON K. FISKER AGAIN + + +Ten days had passed since the meeting narrated in the last chapter,-- +ten days, during which Hetta's letter had been sent to her lover, but +in which she had received no reply,--when two gentlemen met each other +in a certain room in Liverpool, who were seen together in the same room +in the early part of this chronicle. These were our young friend Paul +Montague, and our not much older friend Hamilton K. Fisker. Melmotte +had died on the 18th of July, and tidings of the event had been at +once sent by telegraph to San Francisco. Some weeks before this +Montague had written to his partner, giving his account of the South +Central Pacific and Mexican Railway Company,--describing its condition +in England as he then believed it to be,--and urging Fisker to come +over to London. On receipt of a message from his American correspondent +he had gone down to Liverpool, and had there awaited Fisker's arrival, +taking counsel with his friend Mr Ramsbottom. In the meantime Hetta's +letter was lying at the Beargarden, Paul having written from his club +and having omitted to desire that the answer should be sent to his +lodgings. Just at this moment things at the Beargarden were not well +managed. They were indeed so ill managed that Paul never received that +letter,--which would have had for him charms greater than those of any +letter ever before written. + +'This is a terrible business,' said Fisker, immediately on entering +the room in which Montague was waiting him. 'He was the last man I'd +have thought would be cut up in that way.' + +'He was utterly ruined.' + +'He wouldn't have been ruined,--and couldn't have thought so if he'd +known all be ought to have known. The South Central would have pulled +him through almost anything if he'd have understood how to play it.' + +'We don't think much of the South Central here now,' said Paul. + +'Ah;--that's because you've never above half spirit enough for a big +thing. You nibble at it instead of swallowing it whole,--and then, of +course, folks see that you're only nibbling. I thought that Melmotte +would have had spirit.' + +'There is, I fear, no doubt that he had committed forgery. It was the +dread of detection as to that which drove him to destroy himself.' + +'I call it dam clumsy from beginning to end;--dam clumsy. I took him +to be a different man, and I feel more than half ashamed of myself +because I trusted such a fellow. That chap Cohenlupe has got off with +a lot of swag. Only think of Melmotte allowing Cohenlupe to get the +better of him!' + +'I suppose the thing will be broken up now at San Francisco,' +suggested Paul. + +'Bu'st up at Frisco! Not if I know it. Why should it be bu'st up? +D'you think we're all going to smash there because a fool like +Melmotte blows his brains out in London?' + +'He took poison.' + +'Or p'ison either. That's not just our way. I'll tell you what I'm +going to do; and why I'm over here so uncommon sharp. These shares are +at a'most nothing now in London. I'll buy every share in the market. I +wired for as many as I dar'd, so as not to spoil our own game, and +I'll make a clean sweep of every one of them. Bu'st up! I'm sorry for +him because I thought him a biggish man;--but what he's done'll just be +the making of us over there. Will you get out of it, or will you come +back to Frisco with me?' + +In answer to this Paul asserted most strenuously that he would not +return to San Francisco, and, perhaps too ingenuously, gave his +partner to understand that he was altogether sick of the great +railway, and would under no circumstances have anything more to do +with it. Fisker shrugged his shoulders, and was not displeased at the +proposed rupture. He was prepared to deal fairly,--nay, generously,--by +his partner, having recognized the wisdom of that great commercial +rule which teaches us that honour should prevail among associates of a +certain class; but he had fully convinced himself that Paul Montague +was not a fit partner for Hamilton K. Fisker. Fisker was not only +unscrupulous himself, but he had a thorough contempt for scruples in +others. According to his theory of life, nine hundred and ninety-nine +men were obscure because of their scruples, whilst the thousandth man +predominated and cropped up into the splendour of commercial wealth +because he was free from such bondage. He had his own theories, too, +as to commercial honesty. That which he had promised to do he would +do, if it was within his power. He was anxious that his bond should be +good, and his word equally so. But the work of robbing mankind in +gross by magnificently false representations, was not only the duty, +but also the delight and the ambition of his life. How could a man so +great endure a partnership with one so small as Paul Montague? 'And +now what about Winifred Hurtle?' asked Fisker. + +'What makes you ask? She's in London.' + +'Oh yes, I know she's in London, and Hurdle's at Frisco, swearing that +he'll come after her. He would, only he hasn't got the dollars.' + +'He's not dead then?' muttered Paul. + +'Dead!--no, nor likely to die. She'll have a bad time of it with him +yet.' + +'But she divorced him.' + +'She got a Kansas lawyer to say so, and he's got a Frisco lawyer to +say that there's nothing of the kind. She hasn't played her game badly +neither, for she's had the handling of her own money, and has put it +so that he can't get hold of a dollar. Even if it suited other ways, +you know, I wouldn't marry her myself till I saw my way clearer out of +the wood.' + +'I'm not thinking of marrying her,--if you mean that.' + +'There was a talk about it in Frisco;--that's all. And I have heard +Hurtle say when he was a little farther gone than usual that she was +here with you, and that he meant to drop in on you some of these +days.' To this Paul made no answer, thinking that he had now both +heard enough and said enough about Mrs Hurtle. + +On the following day the two men, who were still partners, went +together to London, and Fisker immediately became immersed in the +arrangement of Melmotte's affairs. He put himself into communication +with Mr Brehgert, went in and out of the offices in Abchurch Lane and +the rooms which had belonged to the Railway Company, cross-examined +Croll, mastered the books of the Company as far as they were to be +mastered, and actually summoned both the Grendalls, father and son, up +to London. Lord Alfred, and Miles with him, had left London a day or +two before Melmotte's death,--having probably perceived that there was +no further occasion for their services. To Fisker's appeal Lord Alfred +was proudly indifferent. Who was this American that he should call +upon a director of the London Company to appear? Does not every one +know that a director of a company need not direct unless he pleases? +Lord Alfred, therefore, did not even condescend to answer Fisker's +letter;--but he advised his son to run up to town. 'I should just go, +because I'd taken a salary from the d---- Company,' said the careful +father, 'but when there I wouldn't say a word.' So Miles Grendall, +obeying his parent, reappeared upon the scene. + +But Fisker's attention was perhaps most usefully and most sedulously +paid to Madame Melmotte and her daughter. Till Fisker arrived no one +had visited them in their solitude at Hampstead, except Croll, the +clerk. Mr Brehgert had abstained, thinking that a widow, who had +become a widow under such terrible circumstances, would prefer to be +alone. Lord Nidderdale had made his adieux, and felt that he could do +no more. It need hardly be said that Lord Alfred had too much good +taste to interfere at such a time, although for some months he had +been domestically intimate with the poor woman, or that Sir Felix +would not be prompted by the father's death to renew his suit to the +daughter. But Fisker had not been two days in London before he went +out to Hampstead, and was admitted to Madame Melmotte's presence,--and +he had not been there four days before he was aware that in spite of +all misfortunes, Marie Melmotte was still the undoubted possessor of a +large fortune. + +In regard to Melmotte's effects generally the Crown had been induced +to abstain from interfering,--giving up the right to all the man's +plate and chairs and tables which it had acquired by the finding of the +coroner's verdict,--not from tenderness to Madame Melmotte, for whom no +great commiseration was felt, but on behalf of such creditors as poor +Mr Longestaffe and his son. But Marie's money was quite distinct from +this. She had been right in her own belief as to this property, and +had been right, too, in refusing to sign those papers,--unless it may +be that that refusal led to her father's act. She herself was sure that +it was not so, because she had withdrawn her refusal, and had offered +to sign the papers before her father's death. What might have been the +ultimate result had she done so when he first made the request, no one +could now say. That the money would have gone there could be no doubt. +The money was now hers,--a fact which Fisker soon learned with that +peculiar cleverness which belonged to him. + +Poor Madame Melmotte felt the visits of the American to be a relief to +her in her misery. The world makes great mistakes as to that which is +and is not beneficial to those whom Death has bereaved of a companion. +It may be, no doubt sometimes it is the case, that grief shall be so +heavy, so absolutely crushing, as to make any interference with it an +additional trouble, and this is felt also in acute bodily pain, and in +periods of terrible mental suffering. It may also be, and, no doubt, +often is the case, that the bereaved one chooses to affect such +overbearing sorrow, and that friends abstain, because even such +affectation has its own rights and privileges. But Madame Melmotte was +neither crushed by grief nor did she affect to be so crushed. She had +been numbed by the suddenness and by the awe of the catastrophe. The +man who had been her merciless tyrant for years, who had seemed to +her to be a very incarnation of cruel power, had succumbed, and shown +himself to be powerless against his own misfortunes. She was a woman +of very few words, and had spoken almost none on this occasion even +to her own daughter; but when Fisker came to her, and told her more +than she had ever known before of her husband's affairs, and spoke +to her of her future life, and mixed for her a small glass of +brandy-and-water warm, and told her that Frisco would be the fittest +place for her future residence, she certainly did not find him to be +intrusive. + +And even Marie liked Fisker, though she had been wooed and almost won +both by a lord and a baronet, and had understood, if not much, at +least more than her mother, of the life to which she had been +introduced. There was something of real sorrow in her heart for her +father. She was prone to love,--though, perhaps, not prone to deep +affection. Melmotte had certainly been often cruel to her, but he had +also been very indulgent. And as she had never been specially grateful +for the one, so neither had she ever specially resented the other. +Tenderness, care, real solicitude for her well-being, she had never +known, and had come to regard the unevenness of her life, vacillating +between knocks and knick-knacks, with a blow one day and a jewel the +next, as the condition of things which was natural to her. When her +father was dead she remembered for a while the jewels and the +knickknacks, and forgot the knocks and blows. But she was not beyond +consolation, and she also found consolation in Mr Fisker's visits. + +'I used to sign a paper every quarter,' she said to Fisker, as they +were walking together one evening in the lanes round Hampstead. + +'You'll have to do the same now, only instead of giving the paper to +any one you'll have to leave it in a banker's hands to draw the money +for yourself.' + +'And can that be done over in California?' + +'Just the same as here. Your bankers will manage it all for you +without the slightest trouble. For the matter of that I'll do it, if +you'll trust me. There's only one thing against it all, Miss +Melmotte.' + +'And what's that?' + +'After the sort of society you've been used to here, I don't know how +you'll get on among us Americans. We're a pretty rough lot, I guess. +Though, perhaps, what you lose in the look of the fruit, you'll make +up in the flavour.' This Fisker said in a somewhat plaintive tone, as +though fearing that the manifest substantial advantages of Frisco +would not suffice to atone for the loss of that fashion to which Miss +Melmotte had been used. + +'I hate swells,' said Marie, flashing round upon him. + +'Do you now?' + +'Like poison. What's the use of 'em? They never mean a word that they +say,--and they don't say so many words either. They're never more than +half awake, and don't care the least about anybody. I hate London.' + +'Do you now?' + +'Oh, don't I?' + +'I wonder whether you'd hate Frisco?' + +'I rather think it would be a jolly sort of place.' + +'Very jolly I find it. And I wonder whether you'd hate--me?' + +'Mr Fisker, that's nonsense. Why should I hate anybody?' + +'But you do. I've found out one or two that you don't love. If you do +come to Frisco, I hope you won't just hate me, you know.' Then he took +her gently by the arm;--but she, whisking herself away rapidly, bade +him behave himself. Then they returned to their lodgings, and Mr +Fisker, before he went back to London, mixed a little warm +brandy-and-water for Madame Melmotte. I think that upon the whole +Madame Melmotte was more comfortable at Hampstead than she had been +either in Grosvenor Square or Bruton Street, although she was certainly +not a thing beautiful to look at in her widow's weeds. + +'I don't think much of you as a book-keeper, you know,' Fisker said to +Miles Grendall in the now almost deserted Board-room of the South +Central Pacific and Mexican Railway. Miles, remembering his father's +advice, answered not a word, but merely looked with assumed amazement +at the impertinent stranger who dared thus to censure his +performances. Fisker had made three or four remarks previous to this, +and had appealed both to Paul Montague and to Croll, who were present. +He had invited also the attendance of Sir Felix Carbury, Lord +Nidderdale, and Mr Longestaffe, who were all Directors;--but none of +them had come. Sir Felix had paid no attention to Fisker's letter. +Lord Nidderdale had written a short but characteristic reply. 'Dear Mr +Fisker,--I really don't know anything about it. Yours, Nidderdale.' Mr +Longestaffe, with laborious zeal, had closely covered four pages with +his reasons for non-attendance, with which the reader shall not be +troubled, and which it may be doubted whether even Fisker perused to +the end. 'Upon my word,' continued Fisker, 'it's astonishing to me +that Melmotte should have put up with this kind of thing. I suppose +you understand something of business, Mr Croll?' + +'It vas not my department, Mr Fisker,' said the German. + +'Nor anybody else's either,' said the domineering American. 'Of course +it's on the cards, Mr Grendall, that we shall have to put you into a +witness-box, because there are certain things we must get at.' Miles +was silent as the grave, but at once made up his mind that he would +pass his autumn at some pleasant but economical German retreat, and +that his autumnal retirement should be commenced within a very few +days;--or perhaps hours might suffice. + +But Fisker was not in earnest in his threat. In truth the greater the +confusion in the London office, the better, he thought, were the +prospects of the Company at San Francisco. Miles underwent purgatory +on this occasion for three or four hours, and when dismissed had +certainly revealed none of Melmotte's secrets. He did, however, go to +Germany, finding that a temporary absence from England would be +comfortable to him in more respects than one,--and need not be heard +of again in these pages. + +When Melmotte's affairs were ultimately wound up there was found to be +nearly enough of property to satisfy all his proved liabilities. Very +many men started up with huge claims, asserting that they had been +robbed, and in the confusion it was hard to ascertain who had been +robbed, or who had simply been unsuccessful in their attempts to rob +others. Some, no doubt, as was the case with poor Mr Brehgert, had +speculated in dependence on Melmotte's sagacity, and had lost heavily +without dishonesty. But of those who, like the Longestaffes, were able +to prove direct debts, the condition at last was not very sad. Our +excellent friend Dolly got his money early in the day, and was able, +under Mr Squercum's guidance, to start himself on a new career. Having +paid his debts, and with still a large balance at his bankers, he +assured his friend Nidderdale that he meant to turn over an entirely +new leaf. 'I shall just make Squercum allow me so much a month, and I +shall have all the bills and that kind of thing sent to him, and he +will do everything, and pull me up if I'm getting wrong. I like +Squercum.' + +'Won't he rob you, old fellow?' suggested Nidderdale, + +'Of course he will;--but be won't let any one else do it. One has to +be plucked, but it's everything to have it done on a system. If he'll +only let me have ten shillings out of every sovereign I think I can +get along.' Let us hope that Mr Squercum was merciful, and that Dolly +was enabled to live in accordance with his virtuous resolutions, + +But these things did not arrange themselves till late in the winter,-- +long after Mr Fisker's departure for California. That, however, was +protracted till a day much later than he anticipated before he had +become intimate with Madame Melmotte and Marie. Madame Melmotte's +affairs occupied him for a while almost exclusively. The furniture and +plate were of course sold for the creditors, but Madame Melmotte was +allowed to take whatever she declared to be specially her own +property;--and, though much was said about the jewels, no attempt was +made to recover them. Marie advised Madame Melmotte to give them up, +assuring the old woman that she should have whatever she wanted for +her maintenance. But it was not likely that Melmotte's widow would +willingly abandon any property, and she did not abandon her jewels. It +was agreed between her and Fisker that they were to be taken to New +York. 'You'll get as much there as in London, if you like to part with +them; and nobody'll say anything about it there. You couldn't sell a +locket or chain here without all the world talking about it.' + +In all these things Madame Melmotte put herself into Fisker's hands +with the most absolute confidence,--and, indeed, with a confidence that +was justified by its results. It was not by robbing an old woman that +Fisker intended to make himself great. To Madame Melmotte's thinking, +Fisker was the finest gentleman she had ever met,--so infinitely +pleasanter in his manner than Lord Alfred even when Lord Alfred had +been most gracious, with so much more to say for himself than Miles +Grendall, understanding her so much better than any man had ever +done,--especially when he supplied her with those small warm beakers of +sweet brandy-and-water. 'I shall do whatever he tells me,' she said to +Marie. 'I'm sure I've nothing to keep me here in this country.' + +'I'm willing to go,' said Marie. 'I don't want to stay in London.' + +'I suppose you'll take him if he asks you?' + +'I don't know anything about that,' said Marie. 'A man may be very +well without one's wanting to marry him. I don't think I'll marry +anybody. What's the use? It's only money. Nobody cares for anything +else. Fisker's all very well; but he only wants the money. Do you +think Fisker'd ask me to marry him if I hadn't got anything? Not he! +He ain't slow enough for that.' + +'I think he's a very nice young man,' said Madame Melmotte. + + + + +CHAPTER XCIII - A TRUE LOVER + + +Hetta Carbury, out of the fullness of her heart, having made up her +mind that she had been unjust to her lover, wrote to him a letter full +of penitence, full of love, telling him at great length all the +details of her meeting with Mrs Hurtle, and bidding him come back to +her, and bring the brooch with him. But this letter she had +unfortunately addressed to the Beargarden, as he had written to her +from that club; and partly through his own fault, and partly through +the demoralization of that once perfect establishment, the letter +never reached his hands. When, therefore, he returned to London he was +justified in supposing that she had refused even to notice his appeal. +He was, however, determined that he would still make further +struggles. He had, he felt, to contend with many difficulties. Mrs +Hurtle, Roger Carbury, and Hetta's mother were, he thought, all +inimical to him. Mrs Hurtle, though she had declared that she would +not rage as a lioness, could hardly be his friend in the matter. Roger +had repeatedly declared his determination to regard him as a traitor. +And Lady Carbury, as he well knew, had always been and always would be +opposed to the match. But Hetta had owned that she loved him, had +submitted to his caresses, and had been proud of his admiration. And +Paul, though he did not probably analyse very carefully the character +of his beloved, still felt instinctively that, having so far prevailed +with such a girl, his prospects could not be altogether hopeless. And +yet how should he continue the struggle? With what weapons should he +carry on the fight? The writing of letters is but a one-sided, +troublesome proceeding, when the person to whom they are written will +not answer them; and the calling at a door at which the servant has +been instructed to refuse a visitor admission, becomes disagreeable,-- +if not degrading,--after a time. + +But Hetta had written a second epistle,--not to her lover, but to one +who received his letters with more regularity. When she rashly and +with precipitate wrath quarrelled with Paul Montague, she at once +communicated the fact to her mother, and through her mother to her +cousin Roger. Though she would not recognize Roger as a lover, she did +acknowledge him to be the head of her family, and her own special +friend, and entitled in some special way to know all that she herself +did, and all that was done in regard to her. She therefore wrote to +her cousin, telling him that she had made a mistake about Paul, that +she was convinced that Paul had always behaved to her with absolute +sincerity, and, in short, that Paul was the best, and dearest, and +most ill-used of human beings. In her enthusiasm she went on to +declare that there could be no other chance of happiness for her in +this world than that of becoming Paul's wife, and to beseech her +dearest friend and cousin Roger not to turn against her, but to lend +her an aiding hand. There are those whom strong words in letters never +affect at all,--who, perhaps, hardly read them, and take what they do +read as meaning no more than half what is said. But Roger Carbury was +certainly not one of these. As he sat on the garden wall at Carbury, +with his cousin's letter in his hand, her words had their full weight +with him. He did not try to convince himself that all this was the +verbiage of an enthusiastic girl, who might soon be turned and trained +to another mode of thinking by fitting admonitions. To him now, as +he read and re-read Hetta's letter sitting on the wall, there was not +at any rate further hope for himself. Though he was altogether +unchanged himself, though he was altogether incapable of change,-- +though he could not rally himself sufficiently to look forward to even +a passive enjoyment of life without the girl whom he had loved,--yet +he told himself what he believed to be the truth. At last he owned +directly and plainly that, whether happy or unhappy, he must do +without her. He had let time slip by with him too fast and too far +before he had ventured to love. He must now stomach his +disappointment, and make the best he could of such a broken, +ill-conditioned life as was left to him. But, if he acknowledged +this,--and he did acknowledge it,--in what fashion should he in future +treat the man and woman who had reduced him so low? + +At this moment his mind was tuned to high thoughts. If it were +possible he would be unselfish. He could not, indeed, bring himself to +think with kindness of Paul Montague. He could not say to himself that +the man had not been treacherous to him, nor could he forgive the +man's supposed treason. But he did tell himself very plainly that in +comparison with Hetta the man was nothing to him. It could hardly be +worth his while to maintain a quarrel with the man if he were once +able to assure Hetta that she, as the wife of another man, should +still be dear to him as a friend might be dear. He was well aware that +such assurance, such forgiveness, must contain very much. If it were +to be so, Hetta's child must take the name of Carbury, and must be to +him as his heir,--as near as possible his own child. In her favour he +must throw aside that law of primogeniture which to him was so sacred +that he had been hitherto minded to make Sir Felix his heir in spite +of the absolute unfitness of the wretched young man. All this must be +changed, should he be able to persuade himself to give his consent to +the marriage. In such case Carbury must be the home of the married +couple, as far as he could induce them to make it so. There must be +born the future infant to whose existence he was already looking +forward with some idea that in his old age he might there find +comfort. In such case, though he should never again be able to love +Paul Montague in his heart of hearts, he must live with him for her +sake on affectionate terms. He must forgive Hetta altogether,--as +though there had been no fault; and he must strive to forgive the +man's fault as best he might. Struggling as he was to be generous, +passionately fond as he was of justice, yet he did not know how to be +just himself. He could not see that he in truth had been to no extent +ill-used. And ever and again, as he thought of the great prayer as to +the forgiveness of trespasses, he could not refrain from asking himself +whether it could really be intended that he should forgive such +trespass as that committed against him by Paul Montague! Nevertheless, +when he rose from the wall he had resolved that Hetta should be +pardoned entirely, and that Paul Montague should be treated as though +he were pardoned. As for himself,--the chances of the world had been +unkind to him, and he would submit to them! + +Nevertheless he wrote no answer to Hetta's letter. Perhaps he felt, +with some undefined but still existing hope, that the writing of such +a letter would deprive him of his last chance. Hetta's letter to +himself hardly required an immediate answer,--did not, indeed, demand +any answer. She had simply told him that, whereas she had for certain +reasons quarrelled with the man she had loved, she had now come to the +conclusion that she would quarrel with him no longer. She had asked +for her cousin's assent to her own views, but that, as Roger felt, was +to be given rather by the discontinuance of opposition than by any +positive action, Roger's influence with her mother was the assistance +which Hetta really wanted from him, and that influence could hardly be +given by the writing of any letter. Thinking of all this, Roger +determined that he would again go up to London. He would have the +vacant hours of the journey in which to think of it all again, and +tell himself whether it was possible for him to bring his heart to +agree to the marriage;--and then he would see the people, and perhaps +learn something further from their manner and their words, before he +finally committed himself to the abandonment of his own hopes and the +completion of theirs. + +He went up to town, and I do not know that those vacant hours served +him much. To a man not accustomed to thinking there is nothing in the +world so difficult as to think. After some loose fashion we turn over +things in our mind and ultimately reach some decision, guided probably +by our feelings at the last moment rather than by any process of +ratiocination;--and then we think that we have thought. But to follow +out one argument to an end, and then to found on the base so reached +the commencement of another, is not common to us. Such a process was +hardly within the compass of Roger's mind,--who when he was made +wretched by the dust, and by a female who had a basket of +objectionable provisions opposite to him, almost forswore his +charitable resolutions of the day before; but who again, as he walked +lonely at night round the square which was near to his hotel, looking +up at the bright moon with a full appreciation of the beauty of the +heavens, asked himself what was he that he should wish to interfere +with the happiness of two human beings much younger than himself and +much fitter to enjoy the world. But he had had a bath, and had got rid +of the dust, and had eaten his dinner. + +The next morning he was in Welbeck Street at an early hour. When he +knocked he had not made up his mind whether he would ask for Lady +Carbury or her daughter, and did at last inquire whether 'the ladies' +were at home. The ladies were reported as being at home, and he was at +once shown into the drawing-room, where Hetta was sitting. She hurried +up to him, and he at once took her in his arms and kissed her. He had +never done such a thing before. He had never even kissed her hand. +Though they were cousins and dear friends, he had never treated her +after that fashion. Her instinct told her immediately that such a +greeting from him was a sign of affectionate compliance with her +wishes. That this man should kiss her as her best and dearest +relation, as her most trusted friend, as almost her brother, was +certainly to her no offence. She could cling to him in fondest love,-- +if he would only consent not to be her lover. 'Oh, Roger, I am so glad +to see you,' she said, escaping gently from his arms. + +'I could not write an answer, and so I came.' + +'You always do the kindest thing that can be done.' + +'I don't know. I don't know that I can do anything now,--kind or +unkind. It is all done without any aid from me. Hetta, you have been +all the world to me.' + +'Do not reproach me,' she said. + +'No;--no. Why should I reproach you? You have committed no fault. I +should not have come had I intended to reproach any one.' + +'I love you so much for saying that.' + +'Let it be as you wish it,--if it must. I have made up my mind to bear +it, and there shall be an end of it.' As he said this he took her by +the hand, and she put her head upon his shoulder and began to weep. +'And still you will be all the world to me,' he continued, with his +arm round her waist. 'As you will not be my wife, you shall be my +daughter.' + +'I will be your sister, Roger.' + +'My daughter rather. You shall be all that I have in the world. I will +hurry to grow old that I may feel for you as the old feel for the +young. And if you have a child, Hetta, he must be my child.' As he +thus spoke her tears were renewed. 'I have planned it all out in my +mind, dear. There! If there be anything that I can do to add to your +happiness, I will do it. You must believe this of me,--that to make +you happy shall be the only enjoyment of my life.' + +It had been hardly possible for her to tell him as yet that the man to +whom he was thus consenting to surrender her had not even condescended +to answer the letter in which she had told him to come back to her. +And now, sobbing as she was, overcome by the tenderness of her +cousin's affection, anxious to express her intense gratitude, she did +not know how first to mention the name of Paul Montague. 'Have you +seen him?' she said in a whisper. + +'Seen whom?' + +'Mr Montague.' + +'No;--why should I have seen him? It is not for his sake that I am +here.' + +'But you will be his friend?' + +'Your husband shall certainly be my friend;--or, if not, the fault +shall not be mine. It shall all be forgotten, Hetta,--as nearly as such +things may be forgotten. But I had nothing to say to him till I had +seen you.' At that moment the door was opened and Lady Carbury entered +the room, and, after her greeting with her cousin, looked first at her +daughter and then at Roger. 'I have come up,' said he, 'to signify my +adhesion to this marriage.' Lady Carbury's face fell very low. 'I need +not speak again of what were my own wishes. I have learned at last +that it could not have been so.' + +'Why should you say so?' exclaimed Lady Carbury. + +'Pray, pray, mamma--,' Hetta began, but was unable to find words with +which to go on with her prayer. + +'I do not know that it need be so at all,' continued Lady Carbury. 'I +think it is very much in your own hands. Of course it is not for me to +press such an arrangement, if it be not in accord with your own +wishes.' + +'I look upon her as engaged to marry Paul Montague,' said Roger. + +'Not at all,' said Lady Carbury. + +'Yes; mamma,--yes,' cried Hetta boldly. 'It is so. I am engaged to +him.' + +'I beg to let your cousin know that it is not so with my consent,--nor, +as far as I can understand at present, with the consent of Mr Montague +himself.' + +'Mamma!' + +'Paul Montague!' ejaculated Roger Carbury. 'The consent of Paul +Montague! I think I may take upon myself to say that there can be no +doubt as to that.' + +'There has been a quarrel,' said Lady Carbury. + +'Surely he has not quarrelled with you, Hetta?' + +'I wrote to him,--and he has not answered me,' said Hetta piteously. + +Then Lady Carbury gave a full and somewhat coloured account of what +had taken place, while Roger listened with admirable patience. 'The +marriage is on every account objectionable,' she said at last, 'His +means are precarious. His conduct with regard to that woman has been +very bad. He has been sadly mixed up with that wretched man who +destroyed himself. And now, when Henrietta has written to him without +my sanction,--in opposition to my express commands,--he takes no notice +of her. She, very properly, sent him back a present that he made her, +and no doubt he has resented her doing so. I trust that his resentment +may be continued.' + +Hetta was now seated on a sofa hiding her face and weeping. Roger +stood perfectly still, listening with respectful silence till Lady +Carbury had spoken her last word. And even then he was slow to answer, +considering what he might best say. 'I think I had better see him,' he +replied. 'If, as I imagine, he has not received my cousin's letter, +that matter will be set at rest. We must not take advantage of such an +accident as that. As to his income,--that I think may be managed. His +connection with Mr Melmotte was unfortunate, but was due to no fault +of his.' At this moment he could not but remember Lady Carbury's great +anxiety to be closely connected with Melmotte, but he was too generous +to say a word on that head. 'I will see him, Lady Carbury, and then I +will come to you again.' + +Lady Carbury did not dare to tell him that she did not wish him to see +Paul Montague. She knew that if he really threw himself into the scale +against her, her opposition would weigh nothing. He was too powerful +in his honesty and greatness of character,--and had been too often +admitted by herself to be the guardian angel of the family,--for her to +stand against him. But she still thought that had he persevered, Hetta +would have become his wife. + +It was late that evening before Roger found Paul Montague, who had +only then returned from Liverpool with Fisker,--whose subsequent doings +have been recorded somewhat out of their turn. + +'I don't know what letter you mean,' said Paul. + +'You wrote to her?' + +'Certainly I wrote to her. I wrote to her twice. My last letter was +one which I think she ought to have answered. She had accepted me, and +had given me a right to tell my own story when she unfortunately heard +from other sources the story of my journey to Lowestoft with Mrs +Hurtle.' Paul pleaded his own case with indignant heat, not +understanding at first that Roger had come to him on a friendly +mission. + +'She did answer your letter.' + +'I have not had a line from her;--not a word!' + +'She did answer your letter.' + +'What did she say to me?' + +'Nay,--you must ask her that.' + +'But if she will not see me?' + +'She will see you. I can tell you that. And I will tell you this +also;--that she wrote to you as a girl writes to the lover whom she +does wish to see.' + +'Is that true?' exclaimed Paul, jumping up. + +'I am here especially to tell you that it is true. I should hardly +come on such a message if there were a doubt. You may go to her, and +need have nothing to fear,--unless, indeed, it be the opposition of +her mother.' + +'She is stronger than her mother,' said Paul. + +'I think she is. And now I wish you to hear what I have to say.' + +'Of course,' said Paul, sitting down suddenly. Up to this moment Roger +Carbury, though he had certainly brought glad tidings, had not +communicated them as a joyous, sympathetic messenger. His face had +been severe, and the tone of his voice almost harsh; and Paul, +remembering well the words of the last letter which his old friend had +written him, did not expect personal kindness. Roger would probably +say very disagreeable things to him, which he must bear with all the +patience which he could summon to his assistance. + +'You know my what feelings have been,' Roger began, 'and how deeply I +have resented what I thought to be an interference with my affections. +But no quarrel between you and me, whatever the rights of it may be--' + +'I have never quarrelled with you,' Paul began. + +'If you will listen to me for a moment it will be better. No anger +between you and me, let it arise as it might, should be allowed to +interfere with the happiness of her whom I suppose we both love better +than all the rest of the world put together.' + +'I do,' said Paul. + +'And so do I;--and so I always shall. But she is to be your wife. She +shall be my daughter. She shall have my property,--or her child shall +be my heir. My house shall be her house,--if you and she will consent +to make it so. You will not be afraid of me. You know me, I think, too +well for that. You may now count on any assistance you could have from +me were I a father giving you a daughter in marriage. I do this +because I will make the happiness of her life the chief object of +mine. Now good night. Don't say anything about it at present. +By-and-by we shall be able to talk about these things with more +equable temper.' Having so spoken he hurried out of the room, leaving +Paul Montague bewildered by the tidings which had been announced to +him. + + + + +CHAPTER XCIV - JOHN CRUMB'S VICTORY + + +In the meantime great preparations were going on down in Suffolk for +the marriage of that happiest of lovers, John Crumb. John Crumb had +been up to London, had been formally reconciled to Ruby,--who had +submitted to his floury embraces, not with the best grace in the +world, but still with a submission that had satisfied her future +husband,--had been intensely grateful to Mrs Hurtle, and almost +munificent in liberality to Mrs Pipkin, to whom he presented a purple +silk dress, in addition to the cloak which he had given on a former +occasion. During this visit he had expressed no anger against Ruby, +and no indignation in reference to the baronite. When informed by Mrs +Pipkin, who hoped thereby to please him, that Sir Felix was supposed +to be still 'all one mash of gore,' he blandly smiled, remarking that +no man could be much worse for a 'few sich taps as them.' He only +stayed a few hours in London, but during these few hours he settled +everything. When Mrs Pipkin suggested that Ruby should be married from +her house, he winked his eye as he declined the suggestion with +thanks. Daniel Ruggles was old, and, under the influence of continued +gin and water, was becoming feeble. John Crumb was of opinion that the +old man should not be neglected, and hinted that with a little care +the five hundred pounds which had originally been promised as Ruby's +fortune, might at any rate be secured. He was of opinion that the +marriage should be celebrated in Suffolk,--the feast being spread at +Sheep's Acre farm, if Dan Ruggles could be talked into giving it,--and +if not, at his own house. When both the ladies explained to him that +this last proposition was not in strict accordance with the habits of +the fashionable world, John expressed an opinion that, under the +peculiar circumstances of his marriage, the ordinary laws of the world +might be suspended. 'It ain't jist like other folks, after all as +we've been through,' said,--he meaning probably to imply that having +had to fight for his wife, he was entitled to give a breakfast on the +occasion if he pleased. But whether the banquet was to be given by the +bride's grandfather or by himself he was determined that there should +be a banquet, and that he would bid the guests. He invited both Mrs +Pipkin and Mrs Hurtle, and at last succeeded in inducing Mrs Hurtle to +promise that she would bring Mrs Pipkin down to Bungay, for the +occasion. + +Then it was necessary to fix the day, and for this purpose it was of +course essential that Ruby should be consulted. During the discussion +as to the feast and the bridegroom's entreaties that the two ladies +would be present, she had taken no part in the matter in hand. She +was brought up to be kissed, and having been duly kissed she retired +again among the children, having only expressed one wish of her own,-- +namely, that Joe Mixet might not have anything to do with the affair. +But the day could not be fixed without her, and she was summoned. +Crumb had been absurdly impatient, proposing next Tuesday,--making his +proposition on a Friday. They could cook enough meat for all Bungay to +eat by Tuesday, and he was aware of no other cause for delay. 'That's +out of the question,' Ruby had said decisively, and as the two elder +ladies had supported her Mr Crumb yielded with a good grace. He did +not himself appreciate the reasons given because, as he remarked, +gowns can be bought ready made at any shop. But Mrs Pipkin told him +with a laugh that he didn't know anything about it, and when the 14th +of August was named he only scratched his head and, muttering +something about Thetford fair, agreed that he would, yet once again, +allow love to take precedence of business. If Tuesday would have +suited the ladies as well he thought that he might have managed to +combine the marriage and the fair, but when Mrs Pipkin told him that +he must not interfere any further, he yielded with a good grace. He +merely remained in London long enough to pay a friendly visit to the +policeman who had locked him up, and then returned to Suffolk, +revolving in his mind how glorious should be the matrimonial triumph +which he had at last achieved. + +Before the day arrived, old Ruggles had been constrained to forgive +his granddaughter, and to give a general assent to the marriage. When +John Crumb, with a sound of many trumpets, informed all Bungay that he +had returned victorious from London, and that after all the ups and +downs of his courtship Ruby was to become his wife on a fixed day, all +Bungay took his part, and joined in a general attack upon Mr Daniel +Ruggles. The cross-grained old man held out for a long time, alleging +that the girl was no better than she should be, and that she had run +away with the baronite. But this assertion was met by so strong a +torrent of contradiction, that the farmer was absolutely driven out of +his own convictions. It is to be feared that many lies were told on +Ruby's behalf by lips which had been quite ready a fortnight since to +take away her character. But it had become an acknowledged fact in +Bungay that John Crumb was ready at any hour to punch the head of any +man who should hint that Ruby Ruggles had, at any period of her life, +done any act or spoken any word unbecoming a young lady; and so strong +was the general belief in John Crumb, that Ruby became the subject of +general eulogy from all male lips in the town. And though perhaps some +slight suspicion of irregular behaviour up in London might be +whispered by the Bungay ladies among themselves, still the feeling in +favour of Mr Crumb was so general, and his constancy was so popular, +that the grandfather could not stand against it. 'I don't see why I +ain't to do as I likes with my own,' he said to Joe Mixet, the baker, +who went out to Sheep's Acre Farm as one of many deputations sent by +the municipality of Bungay. + +'She's your own flesh and blood, Mr Ruggles,' said the baker. + +'No; she ain't;--no more than she's a Pipkin. She's taken up with Mrs +Pipkin jist because I hate the Pipkinses. Let Mrs Pipkin give 'em a +breakfast.' + +'She is your own flesh and blood,--and your name, too, Mr Ruggles. +And she's going to be the respectable wife of a respectable man, Mr +Ruggles.' + +'I won't give 'em no breakfast;--that's flat,' said the farmer. + +But he had yielded in the main when he allowed himself to base his +opposition on one immaterial detail. The breakfast was to be given at +the King's Head, and, though it was acknowledged on all sides that no +authority could be found for such a practice, it was known that the +bill was to be paid by the bridegroom. Nor would Mr Ruggles pay the +five hundred pounds down as in early days he had promised to do. He +was very clear in his mind that his undertaking on that head was +altogether cancelled by Ruby's departure from Sheep's Acre. When he +was reminded that he had nearly pulled his granddaughter's hair out of +her head, and had thus justified her act of rebellion, he did not +contradict the assertion, but implied that if Ruby did not choose to +earn her fortune on such terms as those, that was her fault. It was +not to be supposed that he was to give a girl, who was after all as +much a Pipkin as a Ruggles, five hundred pounds for nothing. But, in +return for that night's somewhat harsh treatment of Ruby, he did at +last consent to have the money settled upon John Crumb at his death,-- +an arrangement which both the lawyer and Joe Mixet thought to be almost +as good as a free gift, being both of them aware that the consumption +of gin and water was on the increase. And he, moreover, was persuaded +to receive Mrs Pipkin and Ruby at the farm for the night previous to +the marriage. This very necessary arrangement was made by Mr Mixet's +mother, a most respectable old lady, who went out in a fly from the +inn attired in her best black silk gown and an overpowering bonnet, an +old lady from whom her son had inherited his eloquence, who absolutely +shamed the old man into compliance,--not, however, till she had +promised to send out the tea and white sugar and box of biscuits which +were thought to be necessary for Mrs Pipkin on the evening preceding +the marriage. A private sitting-room at the inn was secured for the +special accommodation of Mrs Hurtle,--who was supposed to be a lady +of too high standing to be properly entertained at Sheep's Acre Farm. + +On the day preceding the wedding one trouble for a moment clouded the +bridegroom's brow. Ruby had demanded that Joe Mixet should not be +among the performers, and John Crumb, with the urbanity of a lover, +had assented to her demand,--as far, at least, as silence can give +consent. And yet he felt himself unable to answer such interrogatories +as the parson might put to him without the assistance of his friend, +although he devoted much study to the matter. 'You could come in +behind like, Joe, just as if I knew nothin' about it,' suggested +Crumb. + +'Don't you say a word of me, and she won't say nothing, you may be +sure. You ain't going to give in to all her cantraps that way, John?' +John shook his head and rubbed the meal about on his forehead. 'It was +only just something for her to say. What have I done that she should +object to me?' + +'You didn't ever go for to--kiss her,--did you, Joe?' + +'What a one'er you are! That wouldn't 'a set her again me. It is just +because I stood up and spoke for you like a man that night at Sheep's +Acre, when her mind was turned the other way. Don't you notice nothing +about it. When we're all in the church she won't go back because Joe +Mixet's there. I'll bet you a gallon, old fellow, she and I are the +best friends in Bungay before six months are gone.' + +'Nay, nay; she must have a better friend than thee, Joe, or I must +know the reason why.' But John Crumb's heart was too big for jealousy, +and he agreed at last that Joe Mixet should be his best man, +undertaking to 'square it all' with Ruby, after the ceremony. + +He met the ladies at the station and,--for him,--was quite eloquent in +his welcome to Mrs Hurtle and Mrs Pipkin. To Ruby he said but little. +But he looked at her in her new hat, and generally bright in subsidiary +wedding garments, with great delight. 'Ain't she bootiful now?' he +said aloud to Mrs Hurtle on the platform, to the great delight of half +Bungay, who had accompanied him on the occasion. Ruby, hearing her +praises thus sung, made a fearful grimace as she turned round to Mrs +Pipkin, and whispered to her aunt, so that those only who were within +a yard or two could hear her: 'He is such a fool!' Then he conducted +Mrs Hurtle in an omnibus up to the Inn, and afterwards himself drove +Mrs Pipkin and Ruby out to Sheep's Acre; in the performance of all +which duties he was dressed in the green cutaway coat with brass +buttons which had been expressly made for his marriage. 'Thou'rt come +back then, Ruby,' said the old man. + +'I ain't going to trouble you long, grandfather,' said the girl. + +'So best;--so best. And this is Mrs Pipkin?' + +'Yes, Mr Ruggles; that's my name.' + +'I've heard your name. I've heard your name, and I don't know as I +ever want to hear it again. But they say as you've been kind to that +girl as 'd 'a been on the town only for that.' + +'Grandfather, that ain't true,' said Ruby with energy. The old man +made no rejoinder, and Ruby was allowed to take her aunt up into the +bedroom which they were both to occupy. 'Now, Mrs Pipkin, just you +say,' pleaded Ruby, 'how was it possible for any girl to live with an +old man like that?' + +'But, Ruby, you might always have gone to live with the young man +instead when you pleased.' + +'You mean John Crumb.' + +'Of course I mean John Crumb, Ruby.' + +'There ain't much to choose between 'em. What one says is all spite; +and the other man says nothing at all.' + +'Oh Ruby, Ruby,' said Mrs Pipkin, with solemnly persuasive voice, 'I +hope you'll come to learn some day, that a loving heart is better nor +a fickle tongue,--specially with vittels certain.' + +On the following morning the Bungay church bells rang merrily, and +half its population was present to see John Crumb made a happy man. He +himself went out to the farm and drove the bride and Mrs Pipkin into +the town, expressing an opinion that no hired charioteer would bring +them so safely as he would do himself; nor did he think it any +disgrace to be seen performing this task before his marriage. He +smiled and nodded at every one, now and then pointing back with his +whip to Ruby when he met any of his specially intimate friends, as +though he would have said, 'see, I've got her at last in spite of all +difficulties.' Poor Ruby, in her misery under this treatment, would +have escaped out of the cart had it been possible. But now she was +altogether in the man's hands and no escape was within her reach. +'What's the odds?' said Mrs Pipkin as they settled their bonnets in a +room at the Inn just before they entered the church. 'Drat it,--you +make me that angry I'm half minded to cuff you. Ain't he fond o' you? +Ain't he got a house of his own? Ain't he well to do all round? +Manners! What's manners? I don't see nothing amiss in his manners. He +means what he says, and I call that the best of good manners.' + +Ruby, when she reached the church, had been too completely quelled by +outward circumstances to take any notice of Joe Mixet, who was +standing there, quite unabashed, with a splendid nosegay in his +button-hole. She certainly had no right on this occasion to complain +of her husband's silence. Whereas she could hardly bring herself to +utter the responses in a voice loud enough for the clergyman to catch +the familiar words, he made his assertions so vehemently that they +were heard throughout the whole building. 'I, John,--take thee Ruby,-- +to my wedded wife,--to 'ave and to 'old,--from this day forrard,--for +better nor worser,--for richer nor poorer'; and so on to the end. And +when he came to the 'worldly goods' with which he endowed his Ruby, he +was very emphatic indeed. Since the day had been fixed he had employed +all his leisure-hours in learning the words by heart, and would now +hardly allow the clergyman to say them before him. He thoroughly +enjoyed the ceremony, and would have liked to be married over and over +again, every day for a week, had it been possible. + +And then there came the breakfast, to which he marshalled the way up +the broad stairs of the inn at Bungay, with Mrs Hurtle on one arm and +Mrs Pipkin on the other. He had been told that he ought to take his +wife's arm on this occasion, but he remarked that he meant to see a +good deal of her in future, and that his opportunities of being civil +to Mrs Hurtle and Mrs Pipkin would be rare. Thus it came to pass that, +in spite of all that poor Ruby had said, she was conducted to the +marriage-feast by Joe Mixet himself. Ruby, I think, had forgotten the +order which she had given in reference to the baker. When desiring +that she might see nothing more of Joe Mixet, she had been in her +pride;--but now she was so tamed and quelled by the outward +circumstances of her position, that she was glad to have some one near +her who knew how to behave himself. 'Mrs Crumb, you have my best +wishes for your continued 'ealth and 'appiness,' said Joe Mixet in a +whisper. + +'It's very good of you to say so, Mr Mixet.' + +'He's a good 'un; is he.' + +'Oh, I dare say.' + +'You just be fond of him and stroke him down, and make much of him, +and I'm blessed if you mayn't do a'most anything with him,--all's one +as a babby.' + +'A man shouldn't be all's one as a babby, Mr Mixet.' + +'And he don't drink hard, but he works hard, and go where he will he +can hold his own.' Ruby said no more, and soon found herself seated by +her husband's side. It certainly was wonderful to her that so many +people should pay John Crumb so much respect, and should seem to think +so little of the meal and flour which pervaded his countenance. + +After the breakfast, or 'bit of dinner,' as John Crumb would call it, +Mr Mixet of course made a speech. 'He had had the pleasure of knowing +John Crumb for a great many years, and the honour of being acquainted +with Miss Ruby Ruggles,--he begged all their pardons, and should have +said Mrs John Crumb,--ever since she was a child.' 'That's a downright +story,' said Ruby in a whisper to Mrs Hurtle. 'And he'd never known +two young people more fitted by the gifts of nature to contribute to +one another's 'appinesses. He had understood that Mars and Wenus +always lived on the best of terms, and perhaps the present company +would excuse him if he likened this 'appy young couple to them two +'eathen gods and goddesses. For Miss Ruby,--Mrs Crumb he should say,-- +was certainly lovely as ere a Wenus as ever was; and as for John Crumb, +he didn't believe that ever a Mars among 'em could stand again him. He +didn't remember just at present whether Mars and Wenus had any young +family, but he hoped that before long there would be any number of +young Crumbs for the Bungay birds to pick up. 'Appy is the man as 'as +his quiver full of 'em,--and the woman too, if you'll allow me to say +so, Mrs Crumb.' The speech, of which only a small sample can be given +here, was very much admired by the ladies and gentlemen present,--with +the single exception of poor Ruby, who would have run away and locked +herself in an inner chamber had she not been certain that she would be +brought back again. + +In the afternoon John took his bride to Lowestoft, and brought her +back to all the glories of his own house on the following day. His +honeymoon was short, but its influence on Ruby was beneficent. When +she was alone with the man, knowing that he was her husband, and +thinking something of all that he had done to win her to be his wife, +she did learn to respect him. 'Now, Ruby, give a fellow a buss,--as +though you meant it,' he said, when the first fitting occasion +presented itself. + +'Oh, John,--what nonsense!' + +'It ain't nonsense to me, I can tell you. I'd sooner have a kiss from +you than all the wine as ever was swallowed.' Then she did kiss him, +'as though she meant it;' and when she returned with him to Bungay the +next day, she had made up her mind that she would endeavour to do her +duty by him as his wife. + + + + +CHAPTER XCV - THE LONGESTAFFE MARRIAGES + + +In another part of Suffolk, not very far from Bungay, there was a lady +whose friends had not managed her affairs as well as Ruby's friends +had done for Ruby. Miss Georgiana Longestaffe in the early days of +August was in a very miserable plight. Her sister's marriage with Mr +George Whitstable was fixed for the first of September, a day which in +Suffolk is of all days the most sacred; and the combined energies of +the houses of Caversham and Toodlam were being devoted to that happy +event. Poor Georgey's position was in every respect wretched, but its +misery was infinitely increased by the triumph of those hymeneals. It +was but the other day that she had looked down from a very great +height on her elder sister, and had utterly despised the squire of +Toodlam. And at that time, still so recent, this contempt from her had +been accepted as being almost reasonable. Sophia had hardly ventured +to rebel against it, and Mr Whitstable himself had been always afraid +to encounter the shafts of irony with which his fashionable future +sister-in-law attacked him. But all that was now changed. Sophia in +her pride of place had become a tyrant, and George Whitstable, petted +in the house with those sweetmeats which are always showered on embryo +bridegrooms, absolutely gave himself airs. At this time Mr Longestaffe +was never at home. Having assured himself that there was no longer any +danger of the Brehgert alliance he had remained in London, thinking +his presence to be necessary for the winding up of Melmotte's affairs, +and leaving poor Lady Pomona to bear her daughter's ill humour. The +family at Caversham consisted therefore of the three ladies, and was +enlivened by daily visits from Toodlam. It will be owned that in this +state of things there was very little consolation for Georgiana. + +It was not long before she quarrelled altogether with her sister,--to +the point of absolutely refusing to act as bridesmaid. The reader may +remember that there had been a watch and chain, and that two of the +ladies of the family had expressed an opinion that these trinkets +should be returned to Mr Brehgert who had bestowed them. But Georgiana +had not sent them back when a week had elapsed since the receipt of Mr +Brehgert's last letter. The matter had perhaps escaped Lady Pomona's +memory, but Sophia was happily alive to the honour of her family. +'Georgey,' she said one morning in their mother's presence, 'don't you +think Mr Brehgert's watch ought to go back to him without any more +delay?' + +'What have you got to do with anybody's watch? The watch wasn't given +to you.' + +'I think it ought to go back. When papa finds that it has been kept +I'm sure he'll be very angry.' + +'It's no business of yours whether he's angry or not.' + +'If it isn't sent, George will tell Dolly. You know what would happen +then.' + +This was unbearable! That George Whitstable should interfere in her +affairs,--that he should talk about her watch and chain. 'I never will +speak to George Whitstable again the longest day that ever I live,' +she said, getting up from her chair. + +'My dear, don't say anything so horrible as that,' exclaimed the +unhappy mother. + +'I do say it. What has George Whitstable to do with me? A miserably +stupid fellow! Because you've landed him, you think he's to ride over +the whole family.' + +'I think Mr Brehgert ought to have his watch and chain back,' said +Sophia. + +'Certainly he ought,' said Lady Pomona. 'Georgiana, it must be sent +back. It really must,--or I shall tell your papa.' + +Subsequently, on the same day, Georgiana brought the watch and chain +to her mother, protesting that she had never thought of keeping them, +and explaining that she had intended to hand them over to her papa as +soon as he should have returned to Caversham. Lady Pomona was now +empowered to return them, and they were absolutely confided to the +hands of the odious George Whitstable, who about this time made a +journey to London in reference to certain garments which he required. +But Georgiana, though she was so far beaten, kept up her quarrel with +her sister. She would not be bridesmaid. She would never speak to +George Whitstable. And she would shut herself up on the day of the +marriage. + +She did think herself to be very hardly used. What was there left in +the world that she could do in furtherance of her future cause? And +what did her father and mother expect would become of her? Marriage +had ever been so clearly placed before her eyes as a condition of +things to be achieved by her own efforts, that she could not endure +the idea of remaining tranquil in her father's house and waiting till +some fitting suitor might find her out. She had struggled and +struggled, struggling still in vain,--till every effort of her mind, +every thought of her daily life, was pervaded by a conviction that as +she grew older from year to year, the struggle should be more intense. +The swimmer when first he finds himself in the water, conscious of his +skill and confident in his strength, can make his way through the +water with the full command of all his powers. But when he begins to +feel that the shore is receding from him, that his strength is going, +that the footing for which he pants is still far beneath his feet,-- +that there is peril where before he had contemplated no danger,--then +he begins to beat the water with strokes rapid but impotent, and to +waste in anxious gaspings the breath on which his very life must +depend. So it was with poor Georgey Longestaffe. Something must be done +at once, or it would be of no avail. Twelve years had been passed by +her since first she plunged into the stream,--the twelve years of her +youth,--and she was as far as ever from the bank; nay, farther, if she +believed her eyes. She too must strike out with rapid efforts, unless, +indeed, she would abandon herself and let the waters close over her +head. But immersed as she was here at Caversham, how could she strike +at all? Even now the waters were closing upon her. The sound of them +was in her ears. The ripple of the wave was already round her lips; +robbing her of breath. Ah!--might not there be some last great +convulsive effort which might dash her on shore, even if it were upon +a rock! + +That ultimate failure in her matrimonial projects would be the same as +drowning she never for a moment doubted. It had never occurred to her +to consider with equanimity the prospect of living as an old maid. It +was beyond the scope of her mind to contemplate the chances of a life +in which marriage might be well if it came, but in which unmarried +tranquillity might also be well should that be her lot. Nor could she +understand that others should contemplate it for her. No doubt the +battle had been carried on for many years so much under the auspices +of her father and mother as to justify her in thinking that their +theory of life was the same as her own. Lady Pomona had been very open +in her teaching, and Mr Longestaffe had always given a silent +adherence to the idea that the house in London was to be kept open in +order that husbands might be caught. And now when they deserted her in +her real difficulty,--when they first told her to live at Caversham +all the summer, and then sent her up to the Melmottes, and after that +forbade her marriage with Mr Brehgert,--it seemed to her that they +were unnatural parents who gave her a stone when she wanted bread, a +serpent when she asked for a fish. She had no friend left. There was +no one living who seemed to care whether she had a husband or not. She +took to walking in solitude about the park, and thought of many things +with a grim earnestness which had not hitherto belonged to her +character. + +'Mamma,' she said one morning when all the care of the household was +being devoted to the future comforts,--chiefly in regard to linen,--of +Mrs George Whitstable, 'I wonder whether papa has any intention at all +about me.' + +'In what sort of way, my dear?' + +'In any way. Does he mean me to live here for ever and ever?' + +'I don't think he intends to have a house in town again.' + +'And what am I to do?' + +'I suppose we shall stay here at Caversham.' + +'And I'm to be buried just like a nun in a convent,--only that the nun +does it by her own consent and I don't! Mamma, I won't stand it. I +won't indeed.' + +'I think, my dear, that that is nonsense. You see company here, just +as other people do in the country;--and as for not standing it, I don't +know what you mean. As long as you are one of your papa's family of +course you must live where he lives.' + +'Oh, mamma, to hear you talk like that!--It is horrible--horrible! As +if you didn't know! As if you couldn't understand! Sometimes I almost +doubt whether papa does know, and then I think that if he did he would +not be so cruel. But you understand it all as well as I do myself. +What is to become of me? Is it not enough to drive me mad to be going +about here by myself, without any prospect of anything? Should you +have liked at my age to have felt that you had no chance of having a +house of your own to live in? Why didn't you, among you, let me marry +Mr Breghert?' As she said this she was almost eloquent with passion. + +'You know, my dear,' said Lady Pomona, 'that your papa wouldn't hear +of it.' + +'I know that if you would have helped me I would have done it in spite +of papa. What right has he to domineer over me in that way? Why +shouldn't I have married the man if I chose? I am old enough to know +surely. You talk now of shutting up girls in convents as being a +thing quite impossible. This is much worse. Papa won't do anything to +help me. Why shouldn't he let me do something for myself?' + +'You can't regret Mr Brehgert!' + +'Why can't I regret him? I do regret him. I'd have him to-morrow if he +came. Bad as it might be, it couldn't be so bad as Caversham.' + +'You couldn't have loved him, Georgiana.' + +'Loved him! Who thinks about love nowadays? I don't know any one who +loves any one else. You won't tell me that Sophy is going to marry +that idiot because she loves him. Did Julia Triplex love that man with +the large fortune? When you wanted Dolly to marry Marie Melmotte you +never thought of his loving her. I had got the better of all that kind +of thing before I was twenty.' + +'I think a young woman should love her husband.' + +'It makes me sick, mamma, to hear you talk in that way. It does +indeed. When one has been going on for a dozen years trying to do +something,--and I have never had any secrets from you,--then that you +should turn round upon me and talk about love! Mamma, if you would +help me I think I could still manage with Mr Brehgert.' Lady Pomona +shuddered. 'You have not got to marry him.' + +'It is too horrid.' + +'Who would have to put up with it? Not you, or papa, or Dolly. I +should have a house of my own at least, and I should know what I had +to expect for the rest of my life. If I stay here I shall go mad or +die.' + +'It is impossible.' + +'If you will stand to me, mamma, I am sure it may be done. I would +write to him, and say that you would see him.' + +'Georgiana, I will never see him.' + +'Why not?' + +'He is a Jew!' + +'What abominable prejudice,--what wicked prejudice! As if you didn't +know that all that is changed now! What possible difference can it +make about a man's religion? Of course I know that he is vulgar, and +old, and has a lot of children. But if I can put up with that, I don't +think that you and papa have a right to interfere. As to his religion +it cannot signify.' + +'Georgiana, you make me very unhappy. I am wretched to see you so +discontented. If I could do anything for you, I would. But I will not +meddle about Mr Brehgert. I shouldn't dare to do so. I don't think you +know how angry your papa can be.' + +'I'm not going to let papa be a bugbear to frighten me. What can he +do? I don't suppose he'll beat me. And I'd rather he would than shut +me up here. As for you, mamma, I don't think you care for me a bit. +Because Sophy is going to be married to that oaf, you are become so +proud of her that you haven't half a thought for anybody else.' + +'That's very unjust, Georgiana.' + +'I know what's unjust,--and I know who's ill-treated. I tell you +fairly, mamma, that I shall write to Mr Brehgert and tell him that I am +quite ready to marry him. I don't know why he should be afraid of papa. +I don't mean to be afraid of him any more, and you may tell him just +what I say.' + +All this made Lady Pomona very miserable. She did not communicate her +daughter's threat to Mr Longestaffe, but she did discuss it with +Sophia. Sophia was of opinion that Georgiana did not mean it, and gave +two or three reasons for thinking so. In the first place had she +intended it she would have written her letter without saying a word +about it to Lady Pomona. And she certainly would not have declared her +purpose of writing such letter after Lady Pomona had refused her +assistance. And moreover,--Lady Pomona had received no former hint of +the information which was now conveyed to her,--Georgiana was in the +habit of meeting the curate of the next parish almost every day in the +park. + +'Mr Batherbolt!' exclaimed Lady Pomona. + +'She is walking with Mr Batherbolt almost every day.' + +'But he is so very strict.' + +'It is true, mamma.' + +'And he's five years younger than she! And he's got nothing but his +curacy! And he's a celibate! I heard the bishop laughing at him +because he called himself a celibate.' + +'It doesn't signify, mamma. I know she is with him constantly. Wilson +has seen them,--and I know it. Perhaps papa could get him a living. +Dolly has a living of his own that came to him with his property.' + +'Dolly would be sure to sell the presentation,' said Lady Pomona. + +'Perhaps the bishop would do something,' said the anxious sister, +'when he found that the man wasn't a celibate. Anything, mamma, would +be better than the Jew.' To this latter proposition Lady Pomona gave a +cordial assent. 'Of course it is a come-down to marry a curate,--but a +clergyman is always considered to be decent.' + +The preparations for the Whitstable marriage went on without any +apparent attention to the intimacy which was growing up between Mr +Batherbolt and Georgiana. There was no room to apprehend anything +wrong on that side. Mr Batherbolt was so excellent a young man, and so +exclusively given to religion, that, even should Sophy's suspicion be +correct, he might be trusted to walk about the park with Georgiana. +Should he at any time come forward and ask to be allowed to make the +lady his wife, there would be no disgrace in the matter. He was a +clergyman and a gentleman,--and the poverty would be Georgiana's own +affair. + +Mr Longestaffe returned home only on the eve of his eldest daughter's +marriage, and with him came Dolly. Great trouble had been taken to +teach him that duty absolutely required his presence at his sister's +marriage, and he had at last consented to be there. It is not +generally considered a hardship by a young man that he should have to +go into a good partridge country on the 1st of September, and Dolly +was an acknowledged sportsman. Nevertheless, he considered that he had +made a great sacrifice to his family, and he was received by Lady +Pomona as though he were a bright example to other sons. He found the +house not in a very comfortable position, for Georgiana still +persisted in her refusal either to be a bridesmaid or to speak to Mr +Whitstable; but still his presence, which was very rare at Caversham, +gave some assistance: and, as at this moment his money affairs had +been comfortably arranged, he was not called upon to squabble with his +father. It was a great thing that one of the girls should be married, +and Dolly had brought down an enormous china dog, about five feet +high, as a wedding present, which added materially to the happiness of +the meeting. Lady Pomona had determined that she would tell her +husband of those walks in the park, and of other signs of growing +intimacy which had reached her ears;--but this she would postpone until +after the Whitstable marriage. + +But at nine o'clock on the morning set apart for that marriage, they +were all astounded by the news that Georgiana had run away with Mr +Batherbolt. She had been up before six. He had met her at the park +gate, and had driven her over to catch the early train at Stowmarket. +Then it appeared, too, that, by degrees, various articles of her +property had been conveyed to Mr Batherbolt's lodgings in the adjacent +village, so that Lady Pomona's fear that Georgiana would not have a +thing to wear was needless. When the fact was first known it was +almost felt, in the consternation of the moment, that the Whitstable +marriage must be postponed. But Sophia had a word to say to her mother +on that head, and she said it. The marriage was not postponed. At +first Dolly talked of going after his younger sister, and the father +did dispatch various telegrams. But the fugitives could not be brought +back, and with some little delay,--which made the marriage perhaps +uncanonical but not illegal,--Mr George Whitstable was made a happy +man. + +It need only he added that in about a month's time Georgiana returned +to Caversham as Mrs Batherbolt, and that she resided there with her +husband in much connubial bliss for the next six months. At the end of +that time they removed to a small living, for the purchase of which Mr +Longestaffe had managed to raise the necessary money. + + + + +CHAPTER XCVI - WHERE 'THE WILD ASSES QUENCH THEIR THIRST' + + +We must now go back a little in our story,--about three weeks,--in +order that the reader may be told how affairs were progressing at the +Beargarden. That establishment had received a terrible blow in the +defection of Herr Vossner. It was not only that he had robbed the +club, and robbed every member of the club who had ventured to have +personal dealings with him. Although a bad feeling in regard to him +was no doubt engendered in the minds of those who had suffered deeply, +it was not that alone which cast an almost funereal gloom over the +club. The sorrow was in this,--that with Herr Vossner all their +comforts had gone. Of course Herr Vossner had been a thief. That no +doubt had been known to them from the beginning. A man does not consent +to be called out of bed at all hours in the morning to arrange the +gambling accounts of young gentlemen without being a thief. No one +concerned with Herr Vossner had supposed him to be an honest man. But +then as a thief he had been so comfortable that his absence was +regretted with a tenderness almost amounting to love even by those who +had suffered most severely from his rapacity. Dolly Longestaffe had +been robbed more outrageously than any other member of the club, and +yet Dolly Longestaffe had said since the departure of the purveyor that +London was not worth living in now that Herr Vossner was gone. In a +week the Beargarden collapsed,--as Germany would collapse for a period +if Herr Vossner's great compatriot were suddenly to remove himself from +the scene; but as Germany would strive to live even without Bismarck, +so did the club make its new efforts. But here the parallel must cease. +Germany no doubt would at last succeed, but the Beargarden had +received a blow from which it seemed that there was no recovery. At +first it was proposed that three men should be appointed as trustees,-- +trustees for paying Vossner's debts, trustees for borrowing more +money, trustees for the satisfaction of the landlord who was beginning +to be anxious as to his future rent. At a certain very triumphant +general meeting of the club it was determined that such a plan should +be arranged, and the members assembled were unanimous. It was at first +thought that there might be a little jealousy as to the trusteeship. +The club was so popular and the authority conveyed by the position +would be so great, that A, B, and C might feel aggrieved at seeing so +much power conferred on D, E, and F. When at the meeting above +mentioned one or two names were suggested, the final choice was +postponed, as a matter of detail to be arranged privately, rather from +this consideration than with any idea that there might be a difficulty +in finding adequate persons. But even the leading members of the +Beargarden hesitated when the proposition was submitted to them with +all its honours and all its responsibilities. Lord Nidderdale declared +from the beginning that he would have nothing to do with it,--pleading +his poverty openly. Beauchamp Beauclerk was of opinion that he himself +did not frequent the club often enough. Mr Lupton professed his +inability as a man of business. Lord Grasslough pleaded his father. +The club from the first had been sure of Dolly Longestaffe's +services;--for were not Dolly's pecuniary affairs now in process of +satisfactory arrangement, and was it not known by all men that his +courage never failed him in regard to money? But even he declined. 'I +have spoken to Squercum,' he said to the Committee, 'and Squercum won't +hear of it. Squercum has made inquiries and he thinks the club very +shaky.' When one of the Committee made a remark as to Mr Squercum which +was not complimentary,--insinuated indeed that Squercum without +injustice might be consigned to the infernal deities Dolly took the +matter up warmly. 'That's all very well for you, Grasslough; but if you +knew the comfort of having a fellow who could keep you straight without +preaching sermons at you you wouldn't despise Squercum. I've tried to +go alone and I find that does not answer. Squercum's my coach, and I +mean to stick pretty close to him.' Then it came to pass that the +triumphant project as to the trustees fell to the ground, although +Squercum himself advised that the difficulty might be lessened if three +gentlemen could be selected who lived well before the world and yet +had nothing to lose. Whereupon Dolly suggested Miles Grendall. But the +committee shook its heads, not thinking it possible that the club +could be re-established on a basis of three Miles Grendalls. + +Then dreadful rumours were heard. The Beargarden must surely be +abandoned. 'It is such a pity,' said Nidderdale, 'because there never +has been anything like it.' + +'Smoke all over the house!' said Dolly. + +'No horrid nonsense about closing,' said Grasslough, 'and no infernal +old fogies wearing out the carpets and paying for nothing.' + +'Not a vestige of propriety, or any beastly rules to be kept! That's +what I liked,' said Nidderdale. + +'It's an old story,' said Mr Lupton, 'that if you put a man into +Paradise he'll make it too hot to hold him. That's what you've done +here.' + +'What we ought to do,' said Dolly, who was pervaded by a sense of his +own good fortune in regard to Squercum, 'is to get some fellow like +Vossner, and make him tell us how much he wants to steal above his +regular pay. Then we could subscribe that among us. I really think +that might be done. Squercum would find a fellow, no doubt.' But Mr +Lupton was of opinion that the new Vossner might perhaps not know, +when thus consulted, the extent of his own cupidity. + +One day, before the Whitstable marriage, when it was understood that +the club would actually be closed on the 12th August unless some new +heaven-inspired idea might be forthcoming for its salvation, +Nidderdale, Grasslough, and Dolly were hanging about the hall and the +steps, and drinking sherry and bitters preparatory to dinner, when Sir +Felix Carbury came round the neighbouring corner and, in a creeping, +hesitating fashion, entered the hall door. He had nearly recovered +from his wounds, though be still wore a bit of court plaster on his +upper lip, and had not yet learned to look or to speak as though he +had not had two of his front teeth knocked out. He had heard little or +nothing of what had been done at the Beargarden since Vossner's +defection, It was now a month since he had been seen at the club. His +thrashing had been the wonder of perhaps half nine days, but latterly +his existence had been almost forgotten. Now, with difficulty, he had +summoned courage to go down to his old haunt, so completely had he +been cowed by the latter circumstances of his life; but he had +determined that he would pluck up his courage, and talk to his old +associates as though no evil thing had befallen him. He had still +money enough to pay for his dinner and to begin a small rubber of +whist. If fortune should go against him he might glide into I.O.U.'s,-- +as others had done before, so much to his cost. 'By George, here's +Carbury!' said Dolly. Lord Grasslough whistled, turned his back, and +walked upstairs; but Nidderdale and Dolly consented to have their +hands shaken by the stranger. + +'Thought you were out of town,' said Nidderdale, 'Haven't seen you for +the last ever so long.' + +'I have been out of town,' said Felix,--lying; 'down in Suffolk. But +I'm back now. How are things going on here?' + +'They're not going at all;--they're gone,' said Dolly. 'Everything is +smashed,' said Nidderdale. + +'We shall all have to pay, I don't know how much.' + +'Wasn't Vossner ever caught?' asked the baronet. + +'Caught!' ejaculated Dolly. 'No;--but he has caught us. I don't know +that there has ever been much idea of catching Vossner. We close +altogether next Monday, and the furniture is to be gone to law for. +Flatfleece says it belongs to him under what he calls a deed of sale. +Indeed, everything that everybody has seems to belong to Flatfleece. +He's always in and out of the club, and has got the key of the +cellar.' + +'That don't matter,' said Nidderdale, 'as Vossner took care that there +shouldn't be any wine.' + +'He's got most of the forks and spoons, and only lets us use what we +have as a favour.' + +'I suppose one can get a dinner here?' + +'Yes; to-day you can, and perhaps to-morrow,' + +'Isn't there any playing?' asked Felix with dismay. + +'I haven't seen a card this fortnight,' said Dolly. 'There hasn't been +anybody to play. Everything has gone to the dogs. There has been the +affair of Melmotte, you know;--though, I suppose, you do know all about +that.' + +'Of course I know he poisoned himself.' + +'Of course that had effect,' said Dolly, continuing his history. +'Though why fellows shouldn't play cards because another fellow like +that takes poison, I can't understand. Last year the only day I +managed to get down in February, the hounds didn't come because some +old cove had died. What harm could our hunting have done him? I call +it rot.' + +'Melmotte's death was rather awful,' said Nidderdale. + +'Not half so awful as having nothing to amuse one. And now they say +the girl is going to be married to Fisker. I don't know how you and +Nidderdale like that. I never went in for her myself. Squercum never +seemed to see it.' + +'Poor dear!' said Nidderdale. 'She's welcome for me, and I dare say she +couldn't do better with herself. I was very fond of her;--I'll be shot +if I wasn't.' + +'And Carbury too, I suppose,' said Dolly. + +'No; I wasn't. If I'd really been fond of her I suppose it would have +come off. I should have had her safe enough to America, if I'd cared +about it.' This was Sir Felix's view of the matter. + +'Come into the smoking-room, Dolly,' said Nidderdale. 'I can stand +most things, and I try to stand everything; but, by George, that +fellow is such a cad that I cannot stand him. You and I are bad +enough,--but I don't think we're so heartless as Carbury.' + +'I don't think I'm heartless at all,' said Dolly. 'I'm good-natured to +everybody that is good-natured to me,--and to a great many people who +ain't. I'm going all the way down to Caversham next week to see my +sister married, though I hate the place and hate marriages, and if I +was to be hung for it I couldn't say a word to the fellow who is going +to be my brother-in-law. But I do agree about Carbury. It's very hard +to be good-natured to him.' + +But, in the teeth of these adverse opinions Sir Felix managed to get +his dinner-table close to theirs and to tell them at dinner something +of his future prospects. He was going to travel and see the world. He +had, according to his own account, completely run through London life +and found that it was all barren. + + 'In life I've rung all changes through, + Run every pleasure down, + 'Midst each excess of folly too, + And lived with half the town.' + +Sir Felix did not exactly quote the old song, probably having never +heard the words. But that was the burden of his present story. It was +his determination to seek new scenes, and in search of them to travel +over the greater part of the known world. + +'How jolly for you!' said Dolly. + +'It will be a change, you know.' + +'No end of a change. Is any one going with you?' + +'Well;--yes. I've got a travelling companion;--a very pleasant fellow, +who knows a lot, and will be able to coach me up in things. There's a +deal to be learned by going abroad, you know.' + +'A sort of a tutor,' said Nidderdale. + +'A parson, I suppose,' said Dolly. + +'Well;--he is a clergyman. Who told you?' + +'It's only my inventive genius. Well;--yes; I should say that would be +nice,--travelling about Europe with a clergyman. I shouldn't get enough +advantage out of it to make it pay, but I fancy it will just suit +you.' + +'It's an expensive sort of thing;--isn't it?' asked Nidderdale. + +'Well;--it does cost something. But I've got so sick of this kind of +life;--and then that railway Board coming to an end, and the club +smashing up, and--' + +'Marie Melmotte marrying Fisker,' suggested Dolly. + +'That too, if you will. But I want a change, and a change I mean to +have. I've seen this side of things, and now I'll have a look at the +other.' + +'Didn't you have a row in the street with some one the other day?' +This question was asked very abruptly by Lord Grasslough, who, though +he was sitting near them, had not yet joined in the conversation, and +who had not before addressed a word to Sir Felix. 'We heard something +about it, but we never got the right story.' Nidderdale glanced across +the table at Dolly, and Dolly whistled. Grasslough looked at the man +he addressed as one does look when one expects an answer. Mr Lupton, +with whom Grasslough was dining, also sat expectant. Dolly and +Nidderdale were both silent. + +It was the fear of this that had kept Sir Felix away from the club. +Grasslough, as he had told himself, was just the fellow to ask such a +question,--ill-natured, insolent, and obtrusive. But the question +demanded an answer of some kind. 'Yes,' said he; 'a fellow attacked me +in the street, coming behind me when I had a girl with me. He didn't +get much the best of it though.' + +'Oh;--didn't he?' said Grasslough. 'I think, upon the whole, you know, +you're right about going abroad.' + +'What business is it of yours?' asked the baronet. + +'Well;--as the club is being broken up, I don't know that it is very +much the business of any of us.' + +'I was speaking to my friends, Lord Nidderdale and Mr Longestaffe, and +not to you.' + +'I quite appreciate the advantage of the distinction,' said Lord +Grasslough, 'and am sorry for Lord Nidderdale and Mr Longestaffe.' + +'What do you mean by that?' said Sir Felix, rising from his chair. His +present opponent was not horrible to him as had been John Crumb, as +men in clubs do not now often knock each others' heads or draw swords +one upon another. + +'Don't let's have a quarrel here,' said Mr Lupton. 'I shall leave the +room if you do.' + +'If we must break up, let us break up in peace and quietness,' said +Nidderdale. + +'Of course, if there is to be a fight, I'm good to go out with +anybody,' said Dolly. 'When there's any beastly thing to be done, I've +always got to do it. But don't you think that kind of thing is a +little slow?' + +'Who began it?' said Sir Felix, sitting down again. Whereupon Lord +Grasslough, who had finished his dinner, walked out of the room. 'That +fellow is always wanting to quarrel.' + +'There's one comfort, you know,' said Dolly. 'It wants two men to make +a quarrel.' + +'Yes; it does,' said Sir Felix, taking this as a friendly observation; +'and I'm not going to be fool enough to be one of them.' + +'Oh, yes, I meant it fast enough,' said Grasslough afterwards up in +the card-room. The other men who had been together had quickly +followed him, leaving Sir Felix alone, and they had collected +themselves there not with the hope of play, but thinking that they +would be less interrupted than in the smoking-room. 'I don't suppose +we shall ever any of us be here again, and as he did come in I thought +I would tell him my mind.' + +'What's the use of taking such a lot of trouble?' said Dolly. 'Of +course he's a bad fellow. Most fellows are bad fellows in one way or +another.' + +'But he's bad all round,' said the bitter enemy. + +'And so this is to be the end of the Beargarden,' said Lord Nidderdale +with a peculiar melancholy. 'Dear old place! I always felt it was too +good to last. I fancy it doesn't do to make things too easy;--one has +to pay so uncommon dear for them. And then, you know, when you've got +things easy, then they get rowdy;--and, by George, before you know +where you are, you find yourself among a lot of blackguards. If one +wants to keep one's self straight, one has to work hard at it, one way +or the other. I suppose it all comes from the fall of Adam.' + +'If Solomon, Solon, and the Archbishop of Canterbury were rolled into +one, they couldn't have spoken with more wisdom,' said Mr Lupton. + +'Live and learn,' continued the young lord. 'I don't think anybody has +liked the Beargarden so much as I have, but I shall never try this +kind of thing again. I shall begin reading blue books to-morrow, and +shall dine at the Carlton. Next session I shan't miss a day in the +House, and I'll bet anybody a flyer that I make a speech before +Easter. I shall take to claret at 20s. a dozen, and shall go about +London on the top of an omnibus.' + +'How about getting married?' asked Dolly. + +'Oh;--that must be as it comes. That's the governor's affair. None of +you fellows will believe me, but, upon my word, I liked that girl; and +I'd've stuck to her at last,--only there are some things a fellow can't +do. He was such a thundering scoundrel!' + +After a while Sir Felix followed them upstairs, and entered the room +as though nothing unpleasant had happened below. 'We can make up a +rubber can't we?' said he. + +'I should say not,' said Nidderdale. + +'I shall not play,' said Mr Lupton. + +'There isn't a pack of cards in the house,' said Dolly. Lord +Grasslough didn't condescend to say a word. Sir Felix sat down with +his cigar in his mouth, and the others continued to smoke in silence. + +'I wonder what has become of Miles Grendall,' asked Sir Felix. But no +one made any answer, and they smoked on in silence. 'He hasn't paid me +a shilling yet of the money he owes me.' Still there was not a word. +'And I don't suppose he ever will.' There was another pause. 'He is +the biggest scoundrel I ever met,' said Sir Felix. + +'I know one as big,' said Lord Grasslough,--'or, at any rate, as +little.' + +There was another pause of a minute, and then Sir Felix left the room +muttering something as to the stupidity of having no cards;--and so +brought to an end his connection with his associates of the +Beargarden. From that time forth he was never more seen by them,--or, +if seen, was never known. + +The other men remained there till well on into the night, although +there was not the excitement of any special amusement to attract them. +It was felt by them all that this was the end of the Beargarden, and, +with a melancholy seriousness befitting the occasion, they whispered +sad things in low voices, consoling themselves simply with tobacco. 'I +never felt so much like crying in my life,' said Dolly, as he asked +for a glass of brandy-and-water at about midnight. 'Good-night, old +fellows; good-bye. I'm going down to Caversham, and I shouldn't wonder +if I didn't drown myself.' + +How Mr Flatfleece went to law, and tried to sell the furniture, and +threatened everybody, and at last singled out poor Dolly Longestaffe +as his special victim; and how Dolly Longestaffe, by the aid of Mr +Squercum, utterly confounded Mr Flatfleece, and brought that ingenious +but unfortunate man, with his wife and small family, to absolute ruin, +the reader will hardly expect to have told to him in detail in this +chronicle. + + + + +CHAPTER XCVII - MRS HURTLE'S FATE + + +Mrs Hurtle had consented at the joint request of Mrs Pipkin and John +Crumb to postpone her journey to New York and to go down to Bungay and +grace the marriage of Ruby Ruggles, not so much from any love for the +persons concerned, not so much even from any desire to witness a phase +of English life, as from an irresistible tenderness towards Paul +Montague. She not only longed to see him once again, but she could +with difficulty bring herself to leave the land in which he was +living. There was no hope for her. She was sure of that. She had +consented to relinquish him. She had condoned his treachery to her,-- +and for his sake had even been kind to the rival who had taken her +place. But still she lingered near him. And then, though, in all her +very restricted intercourse with such English people as she met, she +never ceased to ridicule things English, yet she dreaded a return to +her own country. In her heart of hearts she liked the somewhat stupid +tranquillity of the life she saw, comparing it with the rough tempests +of her past days. Mrs Pipkin, she thought, was less intellectual than +any American woman she had ever known; and she was quite sure that no +human being so heavy, so slow, and so incapable of two concurrent +ideas as John Crumb had ever been produced in the United States;--but, +nevertheless, she liked Mrs Pipkin, and almost loved John Crumb. How +different would her life have been could she have met a man who would +have been as true to her as John Crumb was to his Ruby! + +She loved Paul Montague with all her heart, and she despised herself +for loving him. How weak he was;--how inefficient; how unable to seize +glorious opportunities; how swathed and swaddled by scruples and +prejudices;--how unlike her own countrymen in quickness of apprehension +and readiness of action! But yet she loved him for his very faults, +telling herself that there was something sweeter in his English +manners than in all the smart intelligence of her own land. The man +had been false to her,--false as hell; had sworn to her and had broken +his oath; had ruined her whole life; had made everything blank before +her by his treachery! But then she also had not been quite true with +him. She had not at first meant to deceive;--nor had he. They had +played a game against each other; and he, with all the inferiority of +his intellect to weigh him down, had won,--because he was a man. She +had much time for thinking, and she thought much about these things. He +could change his love as often as he pleased, and be as good a lover +at the end as ever;--whereas she was ruined by his defection. He could +look about for a fresh flower and boldly seek his honey; whereas she +could only sit and mourn for the sweets of which she had been rifled. +She was not quite sure that such mourning would not be more bitter to +her in California than in Mrs Pipkin's solitary lodgings at Islington. + +'So he was Mr Montague's partner,--was he now?' asked Mrs Pipkin a day +or two after their return from the Crumb marriage. For Mr Fisker had +called on Mrs Hurtle, and Mrs Hurtle had told Mrs Pipkin so much. 'To +my thinking now he's a nicer man than Mr Montague.' Mrs Pipkin +perhaps thought that as her lodger had lost one partner she might be +anxious to secure the other;--perhaps felt, too, that it might be well +to praise an American at the expense of an Englishman. + +'There's no accounting for tastes, Mrs Pipkin.' + +'And that's true, too, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'Mr Montague is a gentleman.' + +'I always did say that of him, Mrs Hurtle.' + +'And Mr Fisker is--an American citizen.' Mrs Hurtle when she said this +was very far gone in tenderness. + +'Indeed now!' said Mrs Pipkin, who did not in the least understand the +meaning of her friend's last remark. + +'Mr Fisker came to me with tidings from San Francisco which I had not +heard before, and has offered to take me back with him.' Mrs Pipkin's +apron was immediately at her eyes. 'I must go some day, you knew.' + +'I suppose you must. I couldn't hope as you'd stay here always. I wish +I could. I never shall forget the comfort it's been. There hasn't been +a week without everything settled; and most ladylike,--most ladylike! +You seem to me, Mrs Hurtle, just as though you had the bank in your +pocket.' All this the poor woman said, moved by her sorrow to speak +the absolute truth. + +'Mr Fisker isn't in any way a special friend of mine, but I hear that +he will be taking other ladies with him, and I fancy I might as well +join the party. It will be less dull for me, and I shall prefer +company just at present for many reasons. We shall start on the first +of September.' As this was said about the middle of August there was +still some remnant of comfort for poor Mrs Pipkin. A fortnight gained +was something; and as Mr Fisker had come to England on business, and +as business is always uncertain, there might possibly be further +delay. Then Mrs Hurtle made a further communication to Mrs Pipkin, +which, though not spoken till the latter lady had her hand on the +door, was, perhaps, the one thing which Mrs Hurtle had desired to say. +'By-the-bye, Mrs Pipkin I expect Mr Montague to call to-morrow at +eleven. Just show him up when he comes.' She had feared that unless +some such instructions were given, there might be a little scene at +the door when the gentleman came. + +'Mr Montague;--oh! Of course, Mrs Hurtle,--of course. I'll see to it +myself.' Then Mrs Pipkin went away abashed,--feeling that she had made +a great mistake in preferring any other man to Mr Montague, if, after +all, recent difficulties were to be adjusted. + +On the following morning Mrs Hurtle dressed herself with almost more +than her usual simplicity, but certainly with not less than her usual +care, and immediately after breakfast seated herself at her desk, +nursing an idea that she would work as steadily for the next hour as +though she expected no special visitor. Of course she did not write a +word of the task which she had prescribed to herself. Of course she +was disturbed in her mind, though she had dictated to herself absolute +quiescence. + +She almost knew that she had been wrong even to desire to see him. She +had forgiven him, and what more was there to be said? She had seen the +girl, and had in some fashion approved of her. Her curiosity had been +satisfied, and her love of revenge had been sacrificed. She had no plan +arranged as to what she would now say to him, nor did she at this +moment attempt to make a plan. She could tell him that she was about +to return to San Francisco with Fisker, but she did not know that she +had anything else to say. Then came the knock at the door. Her heart +leaped within her, and she made a last great effort to be tranquil. +She heard the steps on the stairs, and then the door was opened and Mr +Montague was announced by Mrs Pipkin herself. Mrs Pipkin, however, +quite conquered by a feeling of gratitude to her lodger, did not once +look in through the door, nor did she pause a moment to listen at the +keyhole. 'I thought you would come and see me once again before I +went,' said Mrs Hurtle, not rising from her sofa, but putting out her +hand to greet him. 'Sit there opposite, so that we can look at one +another. I hope it has not been a trouble to you.' + +'Of course I came when you left word for me to do so.' + +'I certainly should not have expected it from any wish of your own.' + +'I should not have dared to come, had you not bade me. You know that.' + +'I know nothing of the kind;--but as you are here we will not quarrel +as to your motives. Has Miss Carbury pardoned you as yet? Has she +forgiven your sins?' + +'We are friends,--if you mean that.' + +'Of course you are friends. She only wanted to have somebody to tell +her that somebody had maligned you. It mattered not much who it was. +She was ready to believe any one who would say a good word for you. +Perhaps I wasn't just the person to do it, but I believe even I was +sufficient to serve the turn.' + +'Did you say a good word for me?' + +'Well; no;' replied Mrs Hurtle. 'I will not boast that I did. I do not +want to tell you fibs at our last meeting. I said nothing good of you. +What could I say of good? But I told her what was quite as serviceable +to you as though I had sung your virtues by the hour without ceasing. +I explained to her how very badly you had behaved to me. I let her +know that from the moment you had seen her, you had thrown me to the +winds.' + +'It was not so, my friend.' + +'What did that matter? One does not scruple a lie for a friend, you +know! I could not go into all the little details of your perfidies. I +could not make her understand during one short and rather agonizing +interview how you had allowed yourself to be talked out of your love +for me by English propriety even before you had seen her beautiful +eyes. There was no reason why I should tell her all my disgrace,-- +anxious as I was to be of service. Besides, as I put it, she was sure +to be better pleased. But I did tell her how unwillingly you had +spared me an hour of your company;--what a trouble I had been to you;-- +how you would have shirked me if you could!' + +'Winifred, that is untrue.' + +'That wretched journey to Lowestoft was the great crime. Mr Roger +Carbury, who I own is poison to me--' + +'You do not know him.' + +'Knowing him or not I choose to have my own opinion, sir. I say that +he is poison to me, and I say that he had so stuffed her mind with the +flagrant sin of that journey, with the peculiar wickedness of our +having lived for two nights under the same roof, with the awful fact +that we had travelled together in the same carriage, till that had +become the one stumbling-block on your path to happiness.' + +'He never said a word to her of our being there.' + +'Who did then? But what matters? She knew it;--and, as the only means +of whitewashing you in her eyes, I did tell her how cruel and how +heartless you had been to me. I did explain how the return of +friendship which you had begun to show me, had been frozen, harder +than Wenham ice, by the appearance of Mr Carbury on the sands. Perhaps +I went a little farther and hinted that the meeting had been arranged +as affording you the easiest means of escape from me.' + +'You do not believe that.' + +'You see I had your welfare to look after; and the baser your conduct +had been to me, the truer you were in her eyes. Do I not deserve some +thanks for what I did? Surely you would not have had me tell her that +your conduct to me had been that of a loyal, loving gentleman. I +confessed to her my utter despair;--I abased myself in the dust, as a +woman is abased who has been treacherously ill-used, and has failed to +avenge herself. I knew that when she was sure that I was prostrate and +hopeless she would be triumphant and contented. I told her on your +behalf how I had been ground to pieces under your chariot wheels. And +now you have not a word of thanks to give me!' + +'Every word you say is a dagger.' + +'You know where to go for salve for such skin-deep scratches as I +make. Where am I to find a surgeon who can put together my crushed +bones? Daggers, indeed! Do you not suppose that in thinking of you I +have often thought of daggers? Why have I not thrust one into your +heart, so that I might rescue you from the arms of this puny, +spiritless English girl?' All this time she was still seated, looking +at him, leaning forward towards him with her hands upon her brow. +'But, Paul, I spit out my words to you, like any common woman, not +because they will hurt you, but because I know I may take that +comfort, such as it is, without hurting you. You are uneasy for a +moment while you are here, and I have a cruel pleasure in thinking +that you cannot answer me. But you will go from me to her, and then +will you not be happy? When you are sitting with your arm round her +waist, and when she is playing with your smiles, will the memory of my +words interfere with your joy then? Ask yourself whether the prick +will last longer than the moment. But where am I to go for happiness +and joy? Can you understand what it is to have to live only on +retrospects?' + +'I wish I could say a word to comfort you.' + +'You cannot say a word to comfort me, unless you will unsay all that +you have said since I have been in England. I never expect comfort +again. But, Paul, I will not be cruel to the end. I will tell you all +that I know of my concerns, even though my doing so should justify +your treatment of me. He is not dead.' + +'You mean Mr Hurtle.' + +'Whom else should I mean? And he himself says that the divorce which +was declared between us was no divorce. Mr Fisker came here to me with +tidings. Though he is not a man whom I specially love,--though I know +that he has been my enemy with you,--I shall return with him to San +Francisco.' + +'I am told that he is taking Madame Melmotte with him, and Melmotte's +daughter.' + +'So I understand. They are adventurers,--as I am, and I do not see why +we should not suit each other.' + +'They say also that Fisker will marry Miss Melmotte.' + +'Why should I object to that? I shall not be jealous of Mr Fisker's +attentions to the young lady. But it will suit me to have some one to +whom I can speak on friendly terms when I am back in California. I may +have a job of work to do there which will require the backing of some +friends. I shall be hand-and-glove with these people before I have +travelled half across the ocean with them.' + +'I hope they will be kind to you,' said Paul. + +'No;--but I will be kind to them. I have conquered others by being +kind, but I have never had much kindness myself. Did I not conquer you, +sir, by being gentle and gracious to you? Ah, how kind I was to that +poor wretch, till he lost himself in drink! And then, Paul, I used to +think of better people, perhaps of softer people, of things that should +be clean and sweet and gentle,--of things that should smell of lavender +instead of wild garlic. I would dream of fair, feminine women,--of +women who would be scared by seeing what I saw, who would die rather +than do what I did. And then I met you, Paul, and I said that my dreams +should come true. I ought to have known that it could not be so. I did +not dare quite to tell you all the truth. I know I was wrong, and now +the punishment has come upon me. Well;--I suppose you had better say +good-bye to me. What is the good of putting it off?' Then she rose +from her chair and stood before him with her arms hanging listlessly +by her side. + +'God bless you, Winifred!' he said, putting out his hand to her. + +'But he won't. Why should he,--if we are right in supposing that they +who do good will be blessed for their good, and those who do evil +cursed for their evil? I cannot do good. I cannot bring myself now not +to wish that you would return to me. If you would come I should care +nothing for the misery of that girl,--nothing, at least nothing now, +for the misery I should certainly bring upon you. Look here;--will you +have this back?' As she asked this she took from out her bosom a small +miniature portrait of himself which he had given her in New York, and +held it towards him. + +'If you wish it I will,--of course,' he said. + +'I would not part with it for all the gold in California. Nothing on +earth shall ever part me from it. Should I ever marry another man,--as +I may do,--he must take me and this together. While I live it shall be +next my heart. As you know, I have little respect for the proprieties +of life. I do not see why I am to abandon the picture of the man I +love because he becomes the husband of another woman. Having once said +that I love you I shall not contradict myself because you have +deserted me. Paul, I have loved you, and do love you,--oh, with my very +heart of hearts.' So speaking she threw herself into his arms and +covered his face with kisses. 'For one moment you shall not banish me. +For one short minute I will be here. Oh, Paul, my love;--my love!' + +All this to him was simply agony--though as she had truly said it was +an agony he would soon forget. But to be told by a woman of her love,-- +without being able even to promise love in return,--to be so told while +you are in the very act of acknowledging your love for another woman,-- +carries with it but little of the joy of triumph. He did not want to +see her raging like a tigress, as he had once thought might be his +fate; but he would have preferred the continuance of moderate +resentment to this flood of tenderness. Of course he stood with his +arm round her waist, and of course he returned her caresses; but he +did it with such stiff constraint that she at once felt how chill they +were. 'There,' she said, smiling through her bitter tears,--'there; you +are released now, and not even my fingers shall ever be laid upon you +again. If I have annoyed you, at this our last meeting, you must +forgive me.' + +'No;--but you cut me to the heart.' + +'That we can hardly help;--can we? When two persons have made fools of +themselves as we have, there must I suppose be some punishment. Yours +will never be heavy after I am gone. I do not start till the first of +next month because that is the day fixed by our friend, Mr Fisker, and +I shall remain here till then because my presence is convenient to Mrs +Pipkin; but I need not trouble you to come to me again. Indeed it will +be better that you should not. Good-bye.' + +He took her by the hand, and stood for a moment looking at her, while +she smiled and gently nodded her head at him. Then he essayed to pull +her towards him as though he would again kiss her. But she repulsed +him, still smiling the while. 'No, sir; no; not again; never again, +never,--never,--never again.' By that time she had recovered her hand +and stood apart from him. 'Good-bye, Paul;--and now go.' Then he turned +round and left the room without uttering a word. + +She stood still, without moving a limb, as she listened to his step +down the stairs and to the opening and the closing of the door. Then +hiding herself at the window with the scanty drapery of the curtain +she watched him as he went along the street. When he had turned the +corner she came back to the centre of the room, stood for a moment +with her arms stretched out towards the walls, and then fell prone +upon the floor. She had spoken the very truth when she said that she +had loved him with all her heart. + +But that evening she bade Mrs Pipkin drink tea with her and was more +gracious to the poor woman than ever. When the obsequious but still +curious landlady asked some question about Mr Montague, Mrs Hurtle +seemed to speak very freely on the subject of her late lover,--and to +speak without any great pain. They had put their heads together, she +said, and had found that the marriage would not be suitable. Each of +them preferred their own country, and so they had agreed to part. On +that evening Mrs Hurtle made herself more than usually pleasant, +having the children up into her room, and giving them jam and +bread-and-butter. During the whole of the next fortnight she seemed to +take a delight in doing all in her power for Mrs Pipkin and her +family. She gave toys to the children, and absolutely bestowed upon +Mrs Pipkin a new carpet for the drawing-room. Then Mr Fisker came and +took her away with him to America; and Mrs Pipkin was left,--a desolate +but grateful woman. + +'They do tell bad things about them Americans,' she said to a friend +in the street, 'and I don't pretend to know. But for a lodger, I only +wish Providence would send me another just like the one I have lost. +She had that good nature about her she liked to see the bairns eating +pudding just as if they was her own.' + +I think Mrs Pipkin was right, and that Mrs Hurtle, with all her +faults, was a good-natured woman. + + + + +CHAPTER XCVIII - MARIE MELMOTTE'S FATE + + +In the meantime Marie Melmotte was living with Madame Melmotte in +their lodgings up at Hampstead, and was taking quite a new look out +into the world. Fisker had become her devoted servant,--not with that +old-fashioned service which meant making love, but with perhaps a +truer devotion to her material interests. He had ascertained on her +behalf that she was the undoubted owner of the money which her father +had made over to her on his first arrival in England,--and she also had +made herself mistress of that fact with equal precision. It would have +astonished those who had known her six months since could they now +have seen how excellent a woman of business she had become, and how +capable she was of making the fullest use of Mr Fisker's services. In +doing him justice it must be owned that he kept nothing back from her +of that which he learned, probably feeling that he might best achieve +success in his present project by such honesty,--feeling also, no doubt, +the girl's own strength in discovering truth and falsehood. 'She's her +father's own daughter,' he said one day to Croll in Abchurch Lane;--for +Croll, though he had left Melmotte's employment when he found that his +name had been forged, had now returned to the service of the daughter +in some undefined position, and had been engaged to go with her and +Madame Melmotte to New York. + +'Ah; yees,' said Croll, 'but bigger. He vas passionate, and did lose +his 'ead; and vas blow'd up vid bigness.' Whereupon Croll made an +action as though he were a frog swelling himself to the dimensions of +an ox. ''E bursted himself, Mr Fisker. 'E vas a great man; but the +greater he grew he vas always less and less vise. 'E ate so much that +he became too fat to see to eat his vittels.' It was thus that Herr +Croll analysed the character of his late master. 'But Ma'me'selle,-- +ah, she is different. She vill never eat too moch, but vill see to eat +alvays.' Thus too he analysed the character of his young mistress. + +At first things did not arrange themselves pleasantly between Madame +Melmotte and Marie. The reader will perhaps remember that they were in +no way connected by blood. Madame Melmotte was not Marie's mother, +nor, in the eye of the law, could Marie claim Melmotte as her father. +She was alone in the world, absolutely without a relation, not knowing +even what had been her mother's name,--not even knowing what was her +father's true name, as in the various biographies of the great man +which were, as a matter of course, published within a fortnight of his +death, various accounts were given as to his birth, parentage, and +early history. The general opinion seemed to be that his father had +been a noted coiner in New York,--an Irishman of the name of Melmody,-- +and, in one memoir, the probability of the descent was argued from +Melmotte's skill in forgery. But Marie, though she was thus isolated, +and now altogether separated from the lords and duchesses who a few +weeks since had been interested in her career, was the undoubted owner +of the money,--a fact which was beyond the comprehension of Madame +Melmotte. She could understand,--and was delighted to understand,--that +a very large sum of money had been saved from the wreck, and that she +might therefore look forward to prosperous tranquillity for the rest +of her life. Though she never acknowledged so much to herself, she +soon learned to regard the removal of her husband as the end of her +troubles. But she could not comprehend why Marie should claim all the +money as her own. She declared herself to be quite willing to divide +the spoil,--and suggested such an arrangement both to Marie and to +Croll. Of Fisker she was afraid, thinking that the iniquity of giving +all the money to Marie originated with him, in order that he might +obtain it by marrying the girl. Croll, who understood it all +perfectly, told her the story a dozen times,--but quite in vain. She +made a timid suggestion of employing a lawyer on her own behalf, and +was only deterred from doing so by Marie's ready assent to such an +arrangement. Marie's equally ready surrender of any right she might +have to a portion of the jewels which had been saved had perhaps some +effect in softening the elder lady's heart. She thus was in possession +of a treasure of her own,--though a treasure small in comparison with +that of the younger woman; and the younger woman had promised that +in the event of her marriage she would be liberal. + +It was distinctly understood that they were both to go to New York +under Mr Fisker's guidance as soon as things should be sufficiently +settled to allow of their departure; and Madame Melmotte was told, +about the middle of August, that their places had been taken for the +3rd of September. But nothing more was told her. She did not as yet +know whether Marie was to go out free or as the affianced bride of +Hamilton Fisker. And she felt herself injured by being left so much in +the dark. She herself was inimical to Fisker, regarding him as a dark, +designing man, who would ultimately swallow up all that her husband +had left behind him,--and trusted herself entirely to Croll, who was +personally attentive to her. Fisker was, of course, going on to San +Francisco. Marie also had talked of crossing the American continent. +But Madame Melmotte was disposed to think that for her, with her +jewels, and such share of the money as Marie might be induced to give +her, New York would be the most fitting residence. Why should she drag +herself across the continent to California? Herr Croll had declared +his purpose of remaining in New York. Then it occurred to the lady +that as Melmotte was a name which might be too well known in New York, +and which it therefore might be wise to change, Croll would do as well +as any other. She and Herr Croll had known each other for a great many +years, and were, she thought, of about the same age. Croll had some +money saved. She had, at any rate, her jewels,--and Croll would probably +be able to get some portion of all that money, which ought to be hers, +if his affairs were made to be identical with her own. So she smiled +upon Croll, and whispered to him; and when she had given Croll two +glasses of Curaçao,--which comforter she kept in her own hands, as +safeguarded almost as the jewels,--then Croll understood her. + +But it was essential that she should know what Marie intended to do. +Marie was anything but communicative, and certainly was not in any way +submissive. 'My dear,' she said one day, asking the question in +French, without any preface or apology, 'are you going to be married +to Mr Fisker?' + +'What makes you ask that?' + +'It is so important I should know. Where am I to live? What am I to +do? What money shall I have? Who will be a friend to me? A woman ought +to know. You will marry Fisker if you like him. Why cannot you tell +me?' + +'Because I do not know. When I know I will tell you. If you go on +asking me till to-morrow morning I can say no more.' + +And this was true. She did not know. It certainly was not Fisker's +fault that she should still be in the dark as to her own destiny, for +he had asked her often enough, and had pressed his suit with all his +eloquence. But Marie had now been wooed so often that she felt the +importance of the step which was suggested to her. The romance of the +thing was with her a good deal worn, and the material view of +matrimony had also been damaged in her sight. She had fallen in love +with Sir Felix Carbury, and had assured herself over and over again +that she worshipped the very ground on which he stood. But she had +taught herself this business of falling in love as a lesson, rather +than felt it. After her father's first attempts to marry her to this +and that suitor because of her wealth,--attempts which she had hardly +opposed amidst the consternation and glitter of the world to which she +was suddenly introduced,--she had learned from novels that it would be +right that she should be in love, and she had chosen Sir Felix as her +idol. The reader knows what had been the end of that episode in her +life. She certainly was not now in love with Sir Felix Carbury. Then +she had as it were relapsed into the hands of Lord Nidderdale,--one of +her early suitors,--and had felt that as love was not to prevail, and +as it would be well that she should marry some one, he might probably +be as good as any other, and certainly better than many others. She +had almost learned to like Lord Nidderdale and to believe that he +liked her, when the tragedy came. Lord Nidderdale had been very +good-natured,--but he had deserted her at last. She had never allowed +herself to be angry with him for a moment. It had been a matter of +course that he should do so. Her fortune was still large, but not +so large as the sum named in the bargain made. And it was moreover +weighted with her father's blood. From the moment of her father's death +she had never dreamed that he would marry her. Why should he? Her +thoughts in reference to Sir Felix were bitter enough;--but as against +Nidderdale they were not at all bitter. Should she ever meet him again +she would shake hands with him and smile,--if not pleasantly as she +thought of the things which were past,--at any rate with good humour. +But all this had not made her much in love with matrimony generally. She +had over a hundred thousand pounds of her own, and, feeling conscious +of her own power in regard to her own money, knowing that she could do +as she pleased with her wealth, she began to look out into life +seriously. + +What could she do with her money, and in what way would she shape her +life, should she determine to remain her own mistress? Were she to +refuse Fisker how should she begin? He would then be banished, and her +only remaining friends, the only persons whose names she would even +know in her own country, would be her father's widow and Herr Croll. +She already began to see Madame Melmotte's purport in reference to +Croll, and could not reconcile herself to the idea of opening an +establishment with them on a scale commensurate with her fortune. Nor +could she settle in her own mind any pleasant position for herself as +a single woman, living alone in perfect independence. She had opinions +of women's rights,--especially in regard to money; and she entertained +also a vague notion that in America a young woman would not need +support so essentially as in England. Nevertheless, the idea of a fine +house for herself in Boston, or Philadelphia,--for in that case she +would have to avoid New York as the chosen residence of Madame +Melmotte,--did not recommend itself to her. As to Fisker himself,--she +certainly liked him. He was not beautiful like Felix Carbury, nor had +he the easy good-humour of Lord Nidderdale. She had seen enough of +English gentlemen to know that Fisker was very unlike them. But she +had not seen enough of English gentlemen to make Fisker distasteful to +her. He told her that he had a big house at San Francisco, and she +certainly desired to live in a big house. He represented himself to be +a thriving man, and she calculated that he certainly would not be +here, in London, arranging her father's affairs, were he not possessed +of commercial importance. She had contrived to learn that, in the +United States, a married woman has greater power over her own money +than in England, and this information acted strongly in Fisker's +favour. On consideration of the whole subject she was inclined to +think that she would do better in the world as Mrs Fisker than as +Marie Melmotte,--if she could see her way clearly in the matter of +her own money. + +'I have got excellent berths,' Fisker said to her one morning at +Hampstead. At these interviews, which were devoted first to business +and then to love, Madame Melmotte was never allowed to be present. + +'I am to be alone?' + +'Oh, yes. There is a cabin for Madame Melmotte and the maid, and a +cabin for you. Everything will be comfortable. And there is another +lady going,--Mrs Hurtle,--whom I think you will like.' + +'Has she a husband?' + +'Not going with us,' said Mr Fisker evasively. + +'But she has one?' + +'Well, yes;--but you had better not mention him. He is not exactly all +that a husband should be.' + +'Did she not come over here to marry some one else?'--For Marie in the +days of her sweet intimacy with Sir Felix Carbury had heard something +of Mrs Hurtle's story. + +'There is a story, and I dare say I shall tell you all about it some +day. But you may be sure I should not ask you to associate with any +one you ought not to know.' + +'Oh,--I can take care of myself.' + +'No doubt, Miss Melmotte,--no doubt. I feel that quite strongly. But +what I meant to observe was this,--that I certainly should not +introduce a lady whom I aspire to make my own lady to any lady whom a +lady oughtn't to know. I hope I make myself understood, Miss Melmotte.' + +'Oh, quite.' + +'And perhaps I may go on to say that if I could go on board that ship +as your accepted lover, I could do a deal more to make you +comfortable, particularly when you land, than just as a mere friend, +Miss Melmotte. You can't doubt my heart.' + +'I don't see why I shouldn't. Gentlemen's hearts are things very much +to be doubted as far as I've seen 'em. I don't think many of 'em have +'em at all.' + +'Miss Melmotte, you do not know the glorious west. Your past +experiences have been drawn from this effete and stone-cold country in +which passion is no longer allowed to sway. On those golden shores +which the Pacific washes man is still true,--and woman is still +tender.' + +'Perhaps I'd better wait and see, Mr Fisker.' + +But this was not Mr Fisker's view of the case. There might be other +men desirous of being true on those golden shores. 'And then,' said +he, pleading his cause not without skill, 'the laws regulating woman's +property there are just the reverse of those which the greediness of +man has established here. The wife there can claim her share of her +husband's property, but hers is exclusively her own. America is +certainly the country for women,--and especially California.' + +'Ah;--I shall find out all about it, I suppose, when I've been there a +few months.' + +'But you would enter San Francisco, Miss Melmotte, under such much +better auspices,--if I may be allowed to say so,--as a married lady or +as a lady just going to be married.' + +'Ain't single ladies much thought of in California?' + +'It isn't that. Come, Miss Melmotte, you know what I mean.' + +'Yes, I do.' + +'Let us go in for life together. We've both done uncommon well. I'm +spending 30,000 dollars a year,--at that rate,--in my own house. You'll +see it all. If we put them both together,--what's yours and what's +mine,--we can put our foot out as far as about any one there, I guess.' + +'I don't know that I care about putting my foot out. I've seen +something of that already, Mr Fisker. You shouldn't put your foot out +farther than you can draw it in again.' + +'You needn't fear me as to that, Miss Melmotte. I shouldn't be able to +touch a dollar of your money. It would be such a triumph to go into +Francisco as man and wife.' + +'I shouldn't think of being married till I had been there a while and +looked about me.' + +'And seen the house! Well;--there's something in that. The house is all +there, I can tell you. I'm not a bit afraid but what you'll like the +house. But if we were engaged, I could do everything for you. Where +would you be, going into San Francisco all alone? Oh, Miss Melmotte, I +do admire you so much!' + +I doubt whether this last assurance had much efficacy. But the +arguments with which it was introduced did prevail to a certain +extent. 'I'll tell you how it must be then,' she said. + +'How shall it be?' and as be asked the question he jumped up and put +his arm round her waist. + +'Not like that, Mr Fisker,' she said, withdrawing herself. 'It shall +be in this way. You may consider yourself engaged to me.' + +'I'm the happiest man on this continent,' he said, forgetting in his +ecstasy that he was not in the United States. + +'But if I find when I get to Francisco anything to induce me to change +my mind, I shall change it. I like you very well, but I'm not going to +take a leap in the dark, and I'm not going to marry a pig in a poke.' + +'There you're quite right,' he said,--'quite right.' + +'You may give it out on board the ship that we're engaged, and I'll +tell Madame Melmotte the same. She and Croll don't mean going any +farther than New York.' + +'We needn't break our hearts about that;--need we?' + +'It don't much signify. Well;--I'll go on with Mrs Hurtle, if she'll +have me.' + +'Too much delighted she'll be.' + +'And she shall be told we're engaged.' + +'My darling!' + +'But if I don't like it when I get to Frisco, as you call it, all the +ropes in California shan't make me do it. Well--yes; you may give me a +kiss I suppose now if you care about it.' And so,--or rather so far,-- +Mr Fisker and Marie Melmotte became engaged to each other as man and +wife. + +After that Mr Fisker's remaining business in England went very +smoothly with him. It was understood up at Hampstead that he was +engaged to Marie Melmotte,--and it soon came to be understood also that +Madame Melmotte was to be married to Herr Croll. No doubt the father +of the one lady and the husband of the other had died so recently as +to make these arrangements subject to certain censorious objections. +But there was a feeling that Melmotte had been so unlike other men, +both in his life and in his death, that they who had been concerned +with him were not to be weighed by ordinary scales. Nor did it much +matter, for the persons concerned took their departure soon after the +arrangement was made, and Hampstead knew them no more. + +On the 3rd of September Madame Melmotte, Marie, Mrs Hurtle, Hamilton +K. Fisker, and Herr Croll left Liverpool for New York; and the three +ladies were determined that they never would revisit a country of +which their reminiscences certainly were not happy. The writer of the +present chronicle may so far look forward,--carrying his reader with +him,--as to declare that Marie Melmotte did become Mrs Fisker very +soon after her arrival at San Francisco. + + + + +CHAPTER XCIX - LADY CARBURY AND MR BROUNE + + +When Sir Felix Carbury declared to his friends at the Beargarden that +he intended to devote the next few months of his life to foreign +travel, and that it was his purpose to take with him a Protestant +divine,--as was much the habit with young men of rank and fortune some +years since,--he was not altogether lying. There was indeed a sounder +basis of truth than was usually to be found attached to his +statements. That he should have intended to produce a false impression +was a matter of course,--and nearly equally so that he should have made +his attempt by asserting things which he must have known that no one +would believe. He was going to Germany, and he was going in company +with a clergyman, and it had been decided that he should remain there +for the next twelve months. A representation had lately been made to +the Bishop of London that the English Protestants settled in a certain +commercial town in the north-eastern district of Prussia were without +pastoral aid, and the bishop had stirred himself in the matter. A +clergyman was found willing to expatriate himself, but the income +suggested was very small. The Protestant English population of the +commercial town in question, though pious, was not liberal. It had +come to pass that the 'Morning Breakfast Table' had interested itself +in the matter, having appealed for subscriptions after a manner not +unusual with that paper. The bishop and all those concerned in the +matter had fully understood that if the 'Morning Breakfast Table' +could be got to take the matter up heartily, the thing would be done. +The heartiness had been so complete that it had at last devolved upon +Mr Broune to appoint the clergyman; and, as with all the aid that +could be found, the income was still small, the Rev. Septimus Blake,--a +brand snatched from the burning of Rome,--had been induced to undertake +the maintenance and total charge of Sir Felix Carbury for a +consideration. Mr Broune imparted to Mr Blake all that there was to +know about the baronet, giving much counsel as to the management of +the young man, and specially enjoining on the clergyman that he should +on no account give Sir Felix the means of returning home. It was +evidently Mr Broune's anxious wish that Sir Felix should see as much +as possible of German life, at a comparatively moderate expenditure, +and under circumstances that should be externally respectable if not +absolutely those which a young gentleman might choose for his own +comfort or profit;--but especially that those circumstances should not +admit of the speedy return to England of the young gentleman himself. + +Lady Carbury had at first opposed the scheme. Terribly difficult as +was to her the burden of maintaining her son, she could not endure the +idea of driving him into exile. But Mr Broune was very obstinate, very +reasonable, and, as she thought, somewhat hard of heart. 'What is to +be the end of it then?' he said to her, almost in anger. For in those +days the great editor, when in presence of Lady Carbury, differed very +much from that Mr Broune who used to squeeze her hand and look into +her eyes. His manner with her had become so different that she +regarded him as quite another person. She hardly dared to contradict +him, and found herself almost compelled to tell him what she really +felt and thought. 'Do you mean to let him eat up everything you have +to your last shilling, and then go to the workhouse with him?' + +'Oh, my friend, you know how I am struggling! Do not say such horrid +things.' + +'It is because I know how you are struggling that I find myself +compelled to say anything on the subject. What hardship will there be +in his living for twelve months with a clergyman in Prussia? What can +he do better? What better chance can he have of being weaned from the +life he is leading?' + +'If he could only be married!' + +'Married! Who is to marry him? Why should any girl with money throw +herself away upon him?' + +'He is so handsome.' + +'What has his beauty brought him to? Lady Carbury, you must let me +tell you that all that is not only foolish but wrong. If you keep him +here you will help to ruin him, and will certainly ruin yourself. He +has agreed to go;--let him go.' + +She was forced to yield. Indeed, as Sir Felix had himself assented, it +was almost impossible that she should not do so. Perhaps Mr Broune's +greatest triumph was due to the talent and firmness with which he +persuaded Sir Felix to start upon his travels. 'Your mother,' said Mr +Broune, 'has made up her mind that she will not absolutely beggar your +sister and herself in order that your indulgence may be prolonged for +a few months. She cannot make you go to Germany of course. But she can +turn you out of her house, and, unless you go, she will do so.' + +'I don't think she ever said that, Mr Broune.' + +'No;--she has not said so. But I have said it for her in her presence; +and she has acknowledged that it must necessarily be so. You may take +my word as a gentleman that it will be so. If you take her advice £175 +a year will be paid for your maintenance;--but if you remain in England +not a shilling further will be paid.' He had no money. His last +sovereign was all but gone. Not a tradesman would give him credit for +a coat or a pair of boots. The key of the door had been taken away +from him. The very page treated him with contumely. His clothes were +becoming rusty. There was no prospect of amusement for him during the +coming autumn or winter. He did not anticipate much excitement in +Eastern Prussia, but he thought that any change must be a change for +the better. + +He assented, therefore, to the proposition made by Mr Broune, was duly +introduced to the Rev. Septimus Blake, and, as he spent his last +sovereign on a last dinner at the Beargarden, explained his intentions +for the immediate future to those friends at his club who would no +doubt mourn his departure. + +Mr Blake and Mr Broune between them did not allow the grass to grow +under their feet. Before the end of August Sir Felix, with Mr and Mrs +Blake and the young Blakes, had embarked from Hull for Hamburg,--having +extracted at the very hour of parting a last five pound note from his +foolish mother. 'It will be just enough to bring him home,' said Mr +Broune with angry energy when he was told of this. But Lady Carbury, +who knew her son well, assured him that Felix would be restrained in +his expenditure by no such prudence as such a purpose would indicate. +'It will be gone,' she said, 'long before they reach their +destination.' + +'Then why the deuce should you give it him?' said Mr Broune. + +Mr Broune's anxiety had been so intense that he had paid half a year's +allowance in advance to Mr Blake out of his own pocket. Indeed, he had +paid various sums for Lady Carbury,--so that that unfortunate woman +would often tell herself that she was becoming subject to the great +editor, almost like a slave. He came to her, three or four times a +week, at about nine o'clock in the evening, and gave her instructions +as to all that she should do. 'I wouldn't write another novel if I +were you,' he said. This was hard, as the writing of novels was her +great ambition, and she had flattered herself that the one novel which +she had written was good. Mr Broune's own critic had declared it to be +very good in glowing language. The 'Evening Pulpit' had of course +abused it,--because it is the nature of the 'Evening Pulpit' to abuse. +So she had argued with herself, telling herself that the praise was +all true, whereas the censure had come from malice. After that article +in the 'Breakfast Table,' it did seem hard that Mr Broune should tell +her to write no more novels. She looked up at him piteously but said +nothing. 'I don't think you'd find it answer. Of course you can do it +as well as a great many others. But then that is saying so little!' + +'I thought I could make some money.' + +'I don't think Mr Leadham would hold out to you very high hopes;--I +don't, indeed. I think I would turn to something else.' + +'It is so very hard to get paid for what one does.' + +To this Mr Broune made no immediate answer; but, after sitting for a +while, almost in silence, he took his leave. On that very morning Lady +Carbury had parted from her son. She was soon about to part from her +daughter, and she was very sad. She felt that she could hardly keep up +that house in Welbeck Street for herself, even if her means permitted +it. What should she do with herself? Whither should she take herself? +Perhaps the bitterest drop in her cup had come from those words of Mr +Broune forbidding her to write more novels. After all, then, she was +not a clever woman,--not more clever than other women around her! +That very morning she had prided herself on her coming success as a +novelist, basing all her hopes on that review in the 'Breakfast +Table.' Now, with that reaction of spirits which is so common to all +of us, she was more than equally despondent. He would not thus have +crushed her without a reason. Though he was hard to her now,--he who +used to be so soft,--he was very good. It did not occur to her to rebel +against him. After what he had said, of course there would be no more +praise in the 'Breakfast Table,'--and, equally of course, no novel of +hers could succeed without that. The more she thought of him, the more +omnipotent he seemed to be. The more she thought of herself, the more +absolutely prostrate she seemed to have fallen from those high hopes +with which she had begun her literary career not much more than twelve +months ago. + +On the next day he did not come to her at all, and she sat idle, +wretched, and alone. She could not interest herself in Hetta's coming +marriage, as that marriage was in direct opposition to one of her +broken schemes. She had not ventured to confess so much to Mr Broune, +but she had in truth written the first pages of the first chapter of a +second novel. It was impossible now that she should even look at what +she had written. All this made her very sad. She spent the evening +quite alone; for Hetta was staying down in Suffolk, with her cousin's +friend, Mrs Yeld, the bishop's wife; and as she thought of her life +past and her life to come, she did, perhaps, with a broken light, see +something of the error of her ways, and did, after a fashion, repent. +It was all 'leather or prunello,' as she said to herself;--it was all +vanity,--and vanity,--and vanity! What real enjoyment had she found +in anything? She had only taught herself to believe that some day +something would come which she would like;--but she had never as yet +in truth found anything to like. It had all been in anticipation,--but +now even her anticipations were at an end. Mr Broune had sent her son +away, had forbidden her to write any more novels and had been refused +when he had asked her to marry him! + +The next day he came to her as usual, and found her still very +wretched. 'I shall give up this house,' she said. 'I can't afford to +keep it; and in truth I shall not want it. I don't in the least know +where to go, but I don't think that it much signifies. Any place will +be the same to me now.' + +'I don't see why you should say that.' + +'What does it matter?' + +'You wouldn't think of going out of London.' + +'Why not? I suppose I had better go wherever I can live cheapest.' + +'I should be sorry that you should be settled where I could not see +you,' said Mr Broune plaintively. + +'So shall I,--very. You have been more kind to me than anybody. But +what am I to do? If I stay in London I can live only in some miserable +lodgings. I know you will laugh at me, and tell me that I am wrong; +but my idea is that I shall follow Felix wherever he goes, so that I +may be near him and help him when he needs help. Hetta doesn't want +me. There is nobody else that I can do any good to.' + +'I want you,' said Mr Broune, very quietly. + +'Ah,--that is so kind of you. There is nothing makes one so good as +goodness;--nothing binds your friend to you so firmly as the acceptance +from him of friendly actions. You say you want me, because I have so +sadly wanted you. When I go you will simply miss an almost daily +trouble, but where shall I find a friend?' + +'When I said I wanted you, I meant more than that, Lady Carbury. Two +or three months ago I asked you to be my wife. You declined, chiefly, +if I understood you rightly, because of your son's position. That has +been altered, and therefore I ask you again. I have quite convinced +myself,--not without some doubts, for you shall know all; but, still, I +have quite convinced myself,--that such a marriage will best contribute +to my own happiness. I do not think, dearest, that it would mar +yours.' + +This was said with so quiet a voice and so placid a demeanour, that +the words, though they were too plain to be misunderstood, hardly at +first brought themselves home to her. Of course he had renewed his +offer of marriage, but he had done so in a tone which almost made her +feel that the proposition could not be an earnest one. It was not that +she believed that he was joking with her or paying her a poor insipid +compliment. When she thought about it at all, she knew that it could +not be so. But the thing was so improbable! Her opinion of herself was +so poor, she had become so sick of her own vanities and littlenesses +and pretences, that she could not understand that such a man as this +should in truth want to make her his wife. At this moment she thought +less of herself and more of Mr Broune than either perhaps deserved. +She sat silent, quite unable to look him in the face, while he kept +his place in his arm-chair, lounging back, with his eyes intent on her +countenance. 'Well,' he said; 'what do you think of it? I never loved +you better than I did for refusing me before, because I thought that +you did so because it was not right that I should be embarrassed by +your son.' + +'That was the reason,' she said, almost in a whisper. + +'But I shall love you better still for accepting me now if you will +accept me.' + +The long vista of her past life appeared before her eyes. The ambition +of her youth which had been taught to look only to a handsome +maintenance, the cruelty of her husband which had driven her to run +from him, the further cruelty of his forgiveness when she returned to +him; the calumny which had made her miserable, though she had never +confessed her misery; then her attempts at life in London, her +literary successes and failures, and the wretchedness of her son's +career;--there had never been happiness, or even comfort, in any of it. +Even when her smiles had been sweetest her heart had been heaviest. +Could it be that now at last real peace should be within her reach, +and that tranquillity which comes from an anchor holding to a firm +bottom? Then she remembered that first kiss,--or attempted kiss,--when, +with a sort of pride in her own superiority, she had told herself that +the man was a susceptible old goose. She certainly had not thought +then that his susceptibility was of this nature. Nor could she quite +understand now whether she had been right then, and that the man's +feelings, and almost his nature, had since changed,--or whether he had +really loved her from first to last. As he remained silent it was +necessary that she should answer him. 'You can hardly have thought of +it enough,' she said. + +'I have thought of it a good deal too. I have been thinking of it for +six months at least.' + +'There is so much against me.' + +'What is there against you?' + +'They say bad things of me in India.' + +'I know all about that,' replied Mr Broune. + +'And Felix!' + +'I think I may say that I know all about that also.' + +'And then I have become so poor!' + +'I am not proposing to myself to marry you for your money. Luckily for +me,--I hope luckily for both of us,--it is not necessary that I should +do so.' + +'And then I seem so to have fallen through in everything. I don't know +what I've got to give to a man in return for all that you offer to +give to me.' + +'Yourself,' he said, stretching out his right hand to her. + +And there he sat with it stretched out,--so that she found herself +compelled to put her own into it, or to refuse to do so with very +absolute words. Very slowly she put out her own, and gave it to him +without looking at him. Then he drew her towards him, and in a moment +she was kneeling at his feet, with her face buried on his knees. +Considering their ages perhaps we must say that their attitude was +awkward. They would certainly have thought so themselves had they +imagined that any one could have seen them. But how many absurdities +of the kind are not only held to be pleasant, but almost holy,--as long +as they remain mysteries inspected by no profane eyes! It is not that +Age is ashamed of feeling passion and acknowledging it,--but that the +display of it is without the graces of which Youth is proud, and which +Age regrets. + +On that occasion there was very little more said between them. He had +certainly been in earnest, and she had now accepted him. As he went +down to his office he told himself now that he had done the best, not +only for her but for himself also. And yet I think that she had won +him more thoroughly by her former refusal than by any other virtue. + +She, as she sat alone, late into the night, became subject to a +thorough reaction of spirit. That morning the world had been a perfect +blank to her. There was no single object of interest before her. Now +everything was rose-coloured. This man who had thus bound her to him, +who had given her such assured proofs of his affection and truth, was +one of the considerable ones of the world; a man than whom few,--so +she told herself,--were greater or more powerful. Was it not a career +enough for any woman to be the wife of such a man, to receive his +friends, and to shine with his reflected glory? + +Whether her hopes were realised, or,--as human hopes never are +realised,--how far her content was assured, these pages cannot tell; +but they must tell that, before the coming winter was over, Lady +Carbury became the wife of Mr Broune and, in furtherance of her own +resolve, took her husband's name. The house in Welbeck Street was +kept, and Mrs Broune's Tuesday evenings were much more regarded by +the literary world than had been those of Lady Carbury. + + + + +CHAPTER C - DOWN IN SUFFOLK + + +It need hardly be said that Paul Montague was not long in adjusting +his affairs with Hetta after the visit which he received from Roger +Carbury. Early on the following morning he was once more in Welbeck +Street, taking the brooch with him; and though at first Lady Carbury +kept up her opposition, she did it after so weak a fashion as to throw +in fact very little difficulty in his way. Hetta understood perfectly +that she was in this matter stronger than her mother and that she need +fear nothing, now that Roger Carbury was on her side. 'I don't know +what you mean to live on,' Lady Carbury said, threatening future evils +in a plaintive tone. Hetta repeated, though in other language, the +assurance which the young lady made who declared that if her future +husband would consent to live on potatoes, she would be quite +satisfied with the potato-peelings; while Paul made some vague +allusion to the satisfactory nature of his final arrangements with the +house of Fisker, Montague, and Montague. 'I don't see anything like an +income,' said Lady Carbury; 'but I suppose Roger will make it right. +He takes everything upon himself now it seems.' But this was before +the halcyon day of Mr Broune's second offer. + +It was at any rate decided that they were to be married, and the time +fixed for the marriage was to be the following spring. When this was +finally arranged Roger Carbury, who had returned to his own home, +conceived the idea that it would be well that Hetta should pass the +autumn and if possible the winter also down in Suffolk, so that she +might get used to him in the capacity which he now aspired to fill; +and with that object he induced Mrs Yeld, the Bishop's wife, to invite +her down to the palace. Hetta accepted the invitation and left London +before she could hear the tidings of her mother's engagement with Mr +Broune. + +Roger Carbury had not yielded in this matter,--had not brought himself +to determine that he would recognize Paul and Hetta as acknowledged +lovers,--without a fierce inward contest. Two convictions had been +strong in his mind, both of which were opposed to this recognition,-- +the first telling him that he would be a fitter husband for the girl +than Paul Montague, and the second assuring him that Paul had +ill-treated him in such a fashion that forgiveness would be both +foolish and unmanly. For Roger, though he was a religious man, and +one anxious to conform to the spirit of Christianity, would not allow +himself to think that an injury should be forgiven unless the man who +did the injury repented of his own injustice. As to giving his coat to +the thief who had taken his cloak,--he told himself that were he and +others to be guided by that precept honest industry would go naked in +order that vice and idleness might be comfortably clothed. If any one +stole his cloak he would certainly put that man in prison as soon as +possible and not commence his lenience till the thief should at any +rate affect to be sorry for his fault. Now, to his thinking, Paul +Montague had stolen his cloak, and were he, Roger, to give way in this +matter of his love, he would be giving Paul his coat also. No! He was +bound after some fashion to have Paul put into prison; to bring him +before a jury, and to get a verdict against him, so that some sentence +of punishment might be at least pronounced. How then could he yield? + +And Paul Montague had shown himself to be very weak in regard to women. +It might be,--no doubt it was true,--that Mrs Hurtle's appearance +in England had been distressing to him. But still he had gone down +with her to Lowestoft as her lover, and, to Roger's thinking, a man +who could do that was quite unfit to be the husband of Hetta Carbury. +He would himself tell no tales against Montague on that head. Even +when pressed to do so he had told no tale. But not the less was his +conviction strong that Hetta ought to know the truth, and to be +induced by that knowledge to reject her younger lover. + +But then over these convictions there came a third,--equally strong,-- +which told him that the girl loved the younger man and did not love +him, and that if he loved the girl it was his duty as a man to prove +his love by doing what he could to make her happy. As he walked up and +down the walk by the moat, with his hands clasped behind his back, +stopping every now and again to sit on the terrace wall,--walking there, +mile after mile, with his mind intent on the one idea,--he schooled +himself to feel that that, and that only, could be his duty. What did +love mean if not that? What could be the devotion which men so often +affect to feel if it did not tend to self-sacrifice on behalf of the +beloved one? A man would incur any danger for a woman, would subject +himself to any toil,--would even die for her! But if this were done +simply with the object of winning her, where was that real love of +which sacrifice of self on behalf of another is the truest proof? So, +by degrees, he resolved that the thing must be done. The man, though +he had been bad to his friend, was not all bad. He was one who might +become good in good hands. He, Roger, was too firm of purpose and too +honest of heart to buoy himself up into new hopes by assurances of the +man's unfitness. What right had he to think that he could judge of that +better than the girl herself? And so, when many many miles had been +walked, he succeeded in conquering his own heart,--though in conquering +it he crushed it,--and in bringing himself to the resolve that the +energies of his life should be devoted to the task of making Mrs Paul +Montague a happy woman. We have seen how he acted up to this resolve +when last in London, withdrawing at any rate all signs of anger from +Paul Montague and behaving with the utmost tenderness to Hetta. + +When he had accomplished that task of conquering his own heart and of +assuring himself thoroughly that Hetta was to become his rival's wife, +he was, I think, more at ease and less troubled in his spirit than he +had been during these months in which there had still been doubt. The +sort of happiness which he had once pictured to himself could +certainly never be his. That he would never marry he was quite sure. +Indeed he was prepared to settle Carbury on Hetta's eldest boy on +condition that such boy should take the old name. He would never have +a child whom he could in truth call his own. But if he could induce +these people to live at Carbury, or to live there for at least a part +of the year, so that there should be some life in the place, he +thought that he could awaken himself again, and again take an interest +in the property. But as a first step to this he must learn to regard +himself as an old man,--as one who had let life pass by too far for +the purposes of his own home, and who must therefore devote himself to +make happy the homes of others. + +So thinking of himself and so resolving, he had told much of his story +to his friend the Bishop, and as a consequence of those revelations +Mrs Yeld had invited Hetta down to the palace. Roger felt that he had +still much to say to his cousin before her marriage which could be +said in the country much better than in town, and he wished to teach +her to regard Suffolk as the county to which she should be attached +and in which she was to find her home. The day before she came he was +over at the palace with the pretence of asking permission to come and +see his cousin soon after her arrival, but in truth with the idea of +talking about Hetta to the only friend to whom he had looked for +sympathy in his trouble. 'As to settling your property on her or her +children,' said the Bishop, 'it is quite out of the question. Your +lawyer would not allow you to do it. Where would you be if after all +you were to marry?' + +'I shall never marry.' + +'Very likely not,--but yet you may. How is a man of your age to speak +with certainty of what he will do or what he will not do in that +respect? You can make your will, doing as you please with your +property;--and the will, when made, can be revoked.' + +'I think you hardly understand just what I feel,' said Roger, 'and I +know very well that I am unable to explain it. But I wish to act +exactly as I would do if she were my daughter, and as if her son, if +she had a son, would be my natural heir.' + +'But, if she were your daughter, her son wouldn't be your natural heir +as long as there was a probability or even a chance that you might +have a son of your own. A man should never put the power, which +properly belongs to him, out of his own hands. If it does properly +belong to you it must be better with you than elsewhere. I think very +highly of your cousin, and I have no reason to think otherwise than +well of the gentleman whom she intends to marry. But it is only human +nature to suppose that the fact that your property is still at your +own disposal should have some effect in producing the more complete +observance of your wishes.' + +'I do not believe it in the least, my lord,' said Roger somewhat +angrily. + +'That is because you are so carried away by enthusiasm at the present +moment as to ignore the ordinary rules of life. There are not, +perhaps, many fathers who have Regans and Gonerils for their +daughters;--but there are very many who may take a lesson from the +folly of the old king. "Thou hadst little wit in thy bald crown," the +fool said to him, "when thou gav'st thy golden one away." The world, I +take it, thinks that the fool was right.' + +The Bishop did so far succeed that Roger abandoned the idea of +settling his property on Paul Montague's children. But he was not on +that account the less resolute in his determination to make himself +and his own interests subordinate to those of his cousin. When he came +over, two days afterwards, to see her he found her in the garden, and +walked there with her for a couple of hours. 'I hope all our troubles +are over now,' he said smiling. + +'You mean about Felix,' said Hetta,--'and mamma?' + +'No, indeed. As to Felix I think that Lady Carbury has done the best +thing in her power. No doubt she has been advised by Mr Broune, and Mr +Broune seems to be a prudent man. And about your mother herself, I +hope that she may now be comfortable. But I was not alluding to Felix +and your mother. I was thinking of you--and of myself.' + +'I hope that you will never have any troubles.' + +'I have had troubles. I mean to speak very freely to you now, dear. I +was nearly upset,--what I suppose people call broken-hearted,--when I +was assured that you certainly would never become my wife. I ought not +to have allowed myself to get into such a frame of mind. I should have +known that I was too old to have a chance.' + +'Oh, Roger,--it was not that.' + +'Well,--that and other things. I should have known it sooner, and +have got over my misery quicker. I should have been more manly and +stronger. After all, though love is a wonderful incident in a man's +life, it is not that only that he is here for. I have duties plainly +marked out for me; and as I should never allow myself to be withdrawn +from them by pleasure, so neither should I by sorrow. But it is done +now. I have conquered my regrets, and I can say with safety that I +look forward to your presence and Paul's presence at Carbury as the +source of all my future happiness. I will make him welcome as though +he were my brother, and you as though you were my daughter. All I ask +of you is that you will not be chary of your presence there.' She only +answered him by a close pressure on his arm. 'That is what I wanted to +say to you. You will teach yourself to regard me as your best and +closest friend,--as he on whom you have the strongest right to depend, +of all,--except your husband?' + +'There is no teaching necessary for that,' she said. + +'As a daughter leans on a father I would have you lean on me, Hetta. +You will soon come to find that I am very old. I grow old quickly, and +already feel myself to be removed from everything that is young and +foolish.' + +'You never were foolish.' + +'Nor young either, I sometimes think. But now you must promise me +this. You will do all that you can to induce him to make Carbury his +residence.' + +'We have no plans as yet at all, Roger.' + +'Then it will be certainly so much the easier for you to fall into my +plan. Of course you will be married at Carbury?' + +'What will mamma say?' + +'She will come here, and I am sure will enjoy it. That I regard as +settled. Then, after that, let this be your home,--so that you should +learn really to care about and to love the place. It will be your home +really, you know, some of these days. You will have to be Squire of +Carbury yourself when I am gone, till you have a son old enough to +fill that exalted position.' With all his love to her and his +good-will to them both, he could not bring himself to say that Paul +Montague should be Squire of Carbury. + +'Oh, Roger, please do not talk like that.' + +'But it is necessary, my dear. I want you to know what my wishes are, +and, if it be possible, I would learn what are yours. My mind is quite +made up as to my future life. Of course, I do not wish to dictate to +you,--and if I did, I could not dictate to Mr Montague.' + +'Pray,--pray do not call him Mr Montague.' + +'Well, I will not;--to Paul then. There goes the last of my anger.' He +threw his hands up as though he were scattering his indignation to the +air. 'I would not dictate either to you or to him, but it is right +that you should know that I hold my property as steward for those who +are to come after me, and that the satisfaction of my stewardship will +be infinitely increased if I find that those for whom I act share the +interest which I shall take in the matter. It is the only payment +which you and he can make me for my trouble.' + +'But Felix, Roger!' + +His brow became a little black as he answered her. 'To a sister,' he +said very solemnly, 'I will not say a word against her brother; but on +that subject I claim a right to come to a decision on my own judgment. +It is a matter in which I have thought much, and, I may say, suffered +much. I have ideas, old-fashioned ideas, on the matter, which I need +not pause to explain to you now. If we are as much together as I hope +we shall be, you will, no doubt, come to understand them. The +disposition of a family property, even though it be one so small as +mine, is, to my thinking, a matter which a man should not make in +accordance with his own caprices,--or even with his own affections. He +owes a duty to those who live on his land, and he owes a duty to his +country. And, though it may seem fantastic to say so, I think he owes +a duty to those who have been before him, and who have manifestly +wished that the property should be continued in the hands of their +descendants. These things are to me very holy. In what I am doing I am +in some respects departing from the theory of my life,--but I do so +under a perfect conviction that by the course I am taking I shall best +perform the duties to which I have alluded. I do not think, Hetta, +that we need say any more about that.' He had spoken so seriously, +that, though she did not quite understand all that he had said, she +did not venture to dispute his will any further. He did not endeavour +to exact from her any promise, but having explained his purposes, +kissed her as he would have kissed a daughter, and then left her and +rode home without going into the house. + +Soon after that, Paul Montague came down to Carbury, and the same +thing was said to him, though in a much less solemn manner. Paul was +received quite in the old way. Having declared that he would throw all +anger behind him, and that Paul should be again Paul, he rigidly kept +his promise, whatever might be the cost to his own feelings. As to his +love for Hetta, and his old hopes, and the disappointment which had so +nearly unmanned him, he said not another word to his fortunate rival. +Montague knew it all, but there was now no necessity that any allusion +should be made to past misfortunes. Roger indeed made a solemn +resolution that to Paul he would never again speak of Hetta as the +girl whom he himself had loved, though he looked forward to a time, +probably many years hence, when he might perhaps remind her of his +fidelity. But he spoke much of the land and of the tenants and the +labourers, of his own farm, of the amount of the income, and of the +necessity of so living that the income might always be more than +sufficient for the wants of the household. + +When the spring came round, Hetta and Paul were married by the Bishop +at the parish church of Carbury, and Roger Carbury gave away the +bride. All those who saw the ceremony declared that the squire had +not seemed to be so happy for many a long year. John Crumb, who was +there with his wife,--himself now one of Roger's tenants, having +occupied the land which had become vacant by the death of old Daniel +Ruggles,--declared that the wedding was almost as good fun as his own. +'John, what a fool you are!' Ruby said to her spouse, when this +opinion was expressed with rather a loud voice. 'Yes, I be,' said +John,--'but not such a fool as to a missed a having o' you.' 'No, John; +it was I was the fool then,' said Ruby. 'We'll see about that when +the bairn's born,' said John,--equally aloud. Then Ruby held her +tongue. Mrs Broune, and Mr Broune, were also at Carbury,--thus doing +great honour to Mr and Mrs Paul Montague, and showing by their +presence that all family feuds were at an end. Sir Felix was not +there. 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