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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Al Que Quiere!, by William Carlos Williams
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-Title: Al Que Quiere!
- A Book of Poems
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-Author: William Carlos Williams
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-Release Date: May 4, 2016 [EBook #51997]
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- A BOOK OF POEMS
-
- AL QUE QUIERE!
-
- +--------------------------------+
- | _By William Carlos Williams_ |
- | |
- | THE TEMPERS |
- | |
- | [London: Elkin Mathews] |
- +--------------------------------+
-
-
-
- A BOOK OF POEMS
-
- AL QUE QUIERE!
-
- BY
- WILLIAM CARLOS WILLIAMS
-
- [Illustration: colophon]
-
- BOSTON
- THE FOUR SEAS COMPANY
- 1917
-
- _Copyright, 1917, by_
- THE FOUR SEAS COMPANY
-
- The Four Seas Press
- Boston, Mass., U. S. A.
-
- Había sido un arbusto desmedrado que prolonga sus filamentos hasta
- encontrar el humus necesario en una tierra nueva. Y cómo me nutría!
- Me nutría con la beatitud con que las hojas trémulas de clorófila
- se extienden al sol; con la beatitud con que una raíz encuentra un
- cadáver en descompositión; con la beatitud con que los
- convalecientes dan sus pasos vacilantes en las mañanas de
- primavera, bañadas de luz; ...
-
- RAFAEL ARÉVALO MARTÍNEZ
-
-
-
- Many of the poems in this book have appeared in magazines,
- especially in _Poetry_, _Others_, _The Egoist_, and _The Poetry
- Journal_.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-
-PAGE
-
-SUB TERRA 13
-
-PASTORAL 14
-
-CHICKORY AND DAISIES 15
-
-METRIC FIGURE 16
-
-WOMAN WALKING 17
-
-GULLS 18
-
-APPEAL 19
-
-IN HARBOR 20
-
-WINTER SUNSET 21
-
-APOLOGY 22
-
-PASTORAL 23
-
-LOVE SONG 24
-
-M. B. 25
-
-TRACT 26
-
-PROMENADE 29
-
-EL HOMBRE 31
-
-HERO 31
-
-LIBERTAD! IGUALDAD! FRATERNIDAD! 32
-
-CANTHARA 33
-
-MUJER 33
-
-SUMMER SONG 34
-
-LOVE SONG 35
-
-FOREIGN 35
-
-A PRELUDE 36
-
-HISTORY 37
-
-WINTER QUIET 42
-
-DAWN 42
-
-GOOD NIGHT 43
-
-DANSE RUSSE 44
-
-PORTRAIT OF A WOMAN IN BED 45
-
-VIRTUE 47
-
-CONQUEST 49
-
-PORTRAIT OF A YOUNG MAN WITH A BAD HEART 49
-
-KELLER GEGEN DOM 50
-
-SMELL 52
-
-BALLET 52
-
-SYMPATHETIC PORTRAIT OF A CHILD 54
-
-THE OGRE 55
-
-RIPOSTE 56
-
-THE OLD MEN 57
-
-PASTORAL 57
-
-SPRING STRAINS 58
-
-TREES 59
-
-A PORTRAIT IN GREYS 60
-
-INVITATION 61
-
-DIVERTIMIENTO 62
-
-JANUARY MORNING 62
-
-TO A SOLITARY DISCIPLE 67
-
-DEDICATION FOR A PLOT OF GROUND 69
-
-K. MCB. 70
-
-LOVE SONG 71
-
-THE WANDERER 75
-
-
-
-
- AL QUE QUIERE!
-
-
-
-
- SUB TERRA
-
-
- Where shall I find you,
- you my grotesque fellows
- that I seek everywhere
- to make up my band?
- None, not one
- with the earthy tastes I require;
- the burrowing pride that rises
- subtly as on a bush in May.
-
- Where are you this day,
- you my seven year locusts
- with cased wings?
- Ah my beauties how I long--!
- That harvest
- that shall be your advent--
- thrusting up through the grass,
- up under the weeds
- answering me,
- _that_ shall be satisfying!
- The light shall leap and snap
- that day as with a million lashes!
-
- Oh, I have you; yes
- you are about me in a sense:
- playing under the blue pools
- that are my windows,--
- but they shut you out still,
- there in the half light.
-
- For the simple truth is
- that though I see you clear enough
- you are not there!
-
- It is not that--it is you,
- you I want!
-
- --God, if I could fathom
- the guts of shadows!
-
- You to come with me
- poking into negro houses
- with their gloom and smell!
- In among children
- leaping around a dead dog!
- Mimicking
- onto the lawns of the rich!
- You!
- to go with me a-tip-toe,
- head down under heaven,
- nostrils lipping the wind!
-
-
-
-
- PASTORAL
-
-
- When I was younger
- it was plain to me
- I must make something of myself.
- Older now
- I walk back streets
- admiring the houses
- of the very poor:
- roof out of line with sides
- the yards cluttered
- with old chicken wire, ashes,
- furniture gone wrong;
- the fences and outhouses
- built of barrel-staves
- and parts of boxes, all,
- if I am fortunate,
- smeared a bluish green
- that properly weathered
- pleases me best
- of all colors.
-
- No one
- will believe this
- of vast import to the nation.
-
-
-
-
- CHICKORY AND DAISIES
-
-
- I.
-
- Lift your flowers
- on bitter stems
- chickory!
- Lift them up
- out of the scorched ground!
- Bear no foliage
- but give yourself
- wholly to that!
-
- Strain under them
- you bitter stems
- that no beast eats--
- and scorn greyness!
- Into the heat with them:
- cool!
- luxuriant! sky-blue!
- The earth cracks and
- is shriveled up;
- the wind moans piteously;
- the sky goes out
- if you should fail.
-
-
- II.
-
- I saw a child with daisies
- for weaving into the hair
- tear the stems
- with her teeth!
-
-
-
-
- METRIC FIGURE
-
- There is a bird in the poplars!
- It is the sun!
- The leaves are little yellow fish
- swimming in the river.
- The bird skims above them,
- day is on his wings.
- Phœbus!
- It is he that is making
- the great gleam among the poplars!
- It is his singing
- outshines the noise
- of leaves clashing in the wind.
-
-
-
-
- WOMAN WALKING
-
-
- An oblique cloud of purple smoke
- across a milky silhouette
- of house sides and tiny trees--
- a little village--
- that ends in a saw edge
- of mist-covered trees
- on a sheet of grey sky.
-
- To the right, jutting in,
- a dark crimson corner of roof.
- To the left, half a tree:
-
- --what a blessing it is
- to see you in the street again,
- powerful woman,
- coming with swinging haunches,
- breasts straight forward,
- supple shoulders, full arms
- and strong, soft hands (I’ve felt them)
- carrying the heavy basket.
- I might well see you oftener!
- And for a different reason
- than the fresh eggs
- you bring us so regularly.
-
- Yes, you, young as I,
- with boney brows,
- kind grey eyes and a kind mouth;
- you walking out toward me
- from that dead hillside!
- I might well see you oftener.
-
-
-
-
- GULLS
-
-
- My townspeople, beyond in the great world,
- are many with whom it were far more
- profitable for me to live than here with you.
- These whirr about me calling, calling!
- and for my own part I answer them, loud as I can,
- but they, being free, pass!
- I remain! Therefore, listen!
- For you will not soon have another singer.
-
- First I say this: you have seen
- the strange birds, have you not, that sometimes
- rest upon our river in winter?
-
- Let them cause you to think well then of the storms
- that drive many to shelter. These things
- do not happen without reason.
-
- And the next thing I say is this:
- I saw an eagle once circling against the clouds
- over one of our principal churches--
- Easter, it was--a beautiful day!--:
- three gulls came from above the river
- and crossed slowly seaward!
- Oh, I know you have your own hymns, I have heard them--
- and because I knew they invoked some great protector
- I could not be angry with you, no matter
- how much they outraged true music--
-
- You see, it is not necessary for us to leap at each other,
- and, as I told you, in the end
- the gulls moved seaward very quietly.
-
-
-
-
- APPEAL
-
-
- You who are so mighty,
- crimson salamander,
- hear me once more.
-
- I lay among the half burned sticks
- at the edge of the fire.
- The fiend was creeping in.
- I felt the cold tips of fingers--
-
- O crimson salamander!
-
- Give me one little flame,
- one!
- that I may bind it
- protectingly about the wrist
- of him that flung me here,
- here upon the very center!
-
- This is my song.
-
-
-
-
- IN HARBOR
-
-
- Surely there, among the great docks, is peace, my mind;
- there with the ships moored in the river.
- Go out, timid child,
- and snuggle in among the great ships talking so quietly.
- Maybe you will even fall asleep near them and be
- lifted into one of their laps, and in the morning--
- There is always the morning in which to remember it all!
-
- Of what are they gossiping? God knows.
- And God knows it matters little for we cannot understand them.
- Yet it is certainly of the sea, of that there can be no question.
- It is a quiet sound. Rest! That’s all I care for now.
- The smell of them will put us to sleep presently.
- Smell! It is the sea water mingling here into the river--
- at least so it seems--perhaps it is something else--but what matter?
-
- The sea water! It is quiet and smooth here!
- How slowly they move, little by little trying
- the hawsers that drop and groan with their agony.
- Yes, it is certainly of the high sea they are talking.
-
-
-
-
- WINTER SUNSET
-
-
- Then I raised my head
- and stared out over
- the blue February waste
- to the blue bank of hill
- with stars on it
- in strings and festoons--
- but above that:
- one opaque
- stone of a cloud
- just on the hill
- left and right
- as far as I could see;
- and above that
- a red streak, then
- icy blue sky!
-
- It was a fearful thing
- to come into a man’s heart
- at that time: that stone
- over the little blinking stars
- they’d set there.
-
-
-
-
- APOLOGY
-
-
- Why do I write today?
-
- The beauty of
- the terrible faces
- of our nonentities
- stirs me to it:
-
- colored women
- day workers--
- old and experienced--
- returning home at dusk
- in cast off clothing
- faces like
- old Florentine oak.
-
- Also
-
- the set pieces
- of your faces stir me--
- leading citizens--
- but not
- in the same way.
-
-
-
-
- PASTORAL
-
-
- The little sparrows
- hop ingenuously
- about the pavement
- quarreling
- with sharp voices
- over those things
- that interest them.
- But we who are wiser
- shut ourselves in
- on either hand
- and no one knows
- whether we think good
- or evil.
- Meanwhile,
- the old man who goes about
- gathering dog-lime
- walks in the gutter
- without looking up
- and his tread
- is more majestic than
- that of the Episcopal minister
- approaching the pulpit
- of a Sunday.
- These things
- astonish me beyond words.
-
-
-
-
- LOVE SONG
-
-
- Daisies are broken
- petals are news of the day
- stems lift to the grass tops
- they catch on shoes
- part in the middle
- leave root and leaves secure.
-
- Black branches
- carry square leaves
- to the wood’s top.
- They hold firm
- break with a roar
- show the white!
-
- Your moods are slow
- the shedding of leaves
- and sure
- the return in May!
-
- We walked
- in your father’s grove
- and saw the great oaks
- lying with roots
- ripped from the ground.
-
-
-
-
- M. B.
-
-
- Winter has spent this snow
- out of envy, but spring is here!
- He sits at the breakfast table
- in his yellow hair
- and disdains even the sun
- walking outside
- in spangled slippers:
-
- He looks out: there is
- a glare of lights
- before a theater,--
- a sparkling lady
- passes quickly to
- the seclusion of
- her carriage.
- Presently
- under the dirty, wavy heaven
- of a borrowed room he will make
- re-inhaled tobacco smoke
- his clouds and try them
- against the sky’s limits!
-
-
-
-
- TRACT
-
-
- I will teach you my townspeople
- how to perform a funeral--
- for you have it over a troop
- of artists--
- unless one should scour the world--
- you have the ground sense necessary.
-
- See! the hearse leads.
- I begin with a design for a hearse.
- For Christ’s sake not black--
- nor white either-- and not polished!
- Let it be weathered-- like a farm wagon--
- with gilt wheels (this could be
- applied fresh at small expense)
- or no wheels at all:
- a rough dray to drag over the ground.
-
- Knock the glass out!
- My God--glass, my townspeople!
- For what purpose? Is it for the dead
- to look out or for us to see
- how well he is housed or to see
- the flowers or the lack of them--
- or what?
- To keep the rain and snow from him?
- He will have a heavier rain soon:
- pebbles and dirt and what not.
- Let there be no glass--
- and no upholstery phew!
- and no little brass rollers
- and small easy wheels on the bottom--
- my townspeople what are you thinking of?
-
- A rough plain hearse then
- with gilt wheels and no top at all.
- On this the coffin lies
- by its own weight.
-
- No wreathes please--
- especially no hot house flowers.
- Some common memento is better,
- something he prized and is known by:
- his old clothes-- a few books perhaps--
- God knows what! You realize
- how we are about these things
- my townspeople--
- something will be found-- anything
- even flowers if he had come to that.
-
- So much for the hearse.
- For heaven’s sake though see to the driver!
-
- Take off the silk hat! In fact
- that’s no place at all for him--
- up there unceremoniously
- dragging our friend out to his own dignity!
- Bring him down-- bring him down!
- Low and inconspicuous! I’d not have him ride
- on the wagon at all-- damn him--
- the undertaker’s understrapper!
- Let him hold the reins
- and walk at the side
- and inconspicuously too!
-
- Then briefly as to yourselves:
- Walk behind-- as they do in France,
- seventh class, or if you ride
- Hell take curtains! Go with some show
- of inconvenience; sit openly--
- to the weather as to grief.
- Or do you think you can shut grief in?
- What--from us? We who have perhaps
- nothing to lose? Share with us
- share with us-- it will be money
- in your pockets.
-
- Go now
- I think you are ready.
-
-
-
-
- PROMENADE
-
-
- I.
-
- Well, mind, here we have
- our little son beside us:
- a little diversion before breakfast!
-
- Come, we’ll walk down the road
- till the bacon will be frying.
- We might better be idle?
- A poem might come of it?
- Oh, be useful. Save annoyance
- to Flossie and besides--the wind!
- It’s cold. It blows our
- old pants out! It makes us shiver!
- See the heavy trees
- shifting their weight before it.
- Let us be trees, an old house,
- a hill with grass on it!
- The baby’s arms are blue.
- Come, move! Be quieted!
-
-
- II.
-
- So. We’ll sit here now
- and throw pebbles into
- this water-trickle.
-
- Splash the water up!
- (Splash it up, Sonny!) Laugh!
- Hit it there deep under the grass.
-
- See it splash! Ah, mind,
- see it splash! It is alive!
- Throw pieces of broken leaves
- into it. They’ll pass through.
- No! Yes--just!
-
- Away now for the cows! But--
- It’s cold!
- It’s getting dark.
- It’s going to rain.
- No further!
-
-
- III.
-
- Oh then, a wreath! Let’s
- refresh something they
- used to write well of.
-
- Two fern plumes. Strip them
- to the mid-rib along one side.
- Bind the tips with a grass stem.
- Bend and intertwist the stalks
- at the back. So!
- Ah! now we are crowned!
- Now we are a poet!
-
- Quickly!
- A bunch of little flowers
- for Flossie--the little ones
- only:
- a red clover, one
- blue heal-all, a sprig of
- bone-set, one primrose,
- a head of Indian tobacco, this
- magenta speck and this
- little lavender!
- Home now, my mind!--
- Sonny’s arms are icy, I tell you--
- and have breakfast!
-
-
-
-
- EL HOMBRE
-
-
- It’s a strange courage
- you give me ancient star:
-
- Shine alone in the sunrise
- toward which you lend no part!
-
-
-
-
- HERO
-
-
- Fool,
- put your adventures
- into those things
- which break ships--
- not female flesh.
-
- Let there pass
- over the mind
- the waters of
- four oceans, the airs
- of four skies!
-
- Return hollow-bellied,
- keen-eyed, hard!
- A simple scar or two.
-
- Little girls will come
- bringing you
- roses for your button-hole.
-
-
-
-
- LIBERTAD! IGUALDAD! FRATERNIDAD!
-
-
- You sullen pig of a man
- you force me into the mud
- with your stinking ash-cart!
-
- Brother!
- --if we were rich
- we’d stick our chests out
- and hold our heads high!
-
- It is dreams that have destroyed us.
-
- There is no more pride
- in horses or in rein holding.
- We sit hunched together brooding
- our fate.
-
- Well--
- all things turn bitter in the end
- whether you choose the right or
- the left way
- and--
- dreams are not a bad thing.
-
-
-
-
- CANTHARA
-
-
- The old black-man showed me
- how he had been shocked
- in his youth
- by six women, dancing
- a set-dance, stark naked below
- the skirts raised round
- their breasts:
- bellies flung forward
- knees flying!
- --while
- his gestures, against the
- tiled wall of the dingy bath-room,
- swished with ecstasy to
- the familiar music of
- his old emotion.
-
-
-
-
- MUJER
-
-
- Oh, black Persian cat!
- Was not your life
- already cursed with offspring?
-
- We took you for rest to that old
- Yankee farm,--so lonely
- and with so many field mice
- in the long grass--
- and you return to us
- in this condition--!
-
- Oh, black Persian cat.
-
-
-
-
- SUMMER SONG
-
-
- Wanderer moon
- smiling a
- faintly ironical smile
- at this
- brilliant, dew-moistened
- summer morning,--
- a detached
- sleepily indifferent
- smile, a
- wanderer’s smile,--
- if I should
- buy a shirt
- your color and
- put on a necktie
- sky blue
- where would they carry me?
-
-
-
-
- LOVE SONG
-
-
- Sweep the house clean,
- hang fresh curtains
- in the windows
- put on a new dress
- and come with me!
- The elm is scattering
- its little loaves
- of sweet smells
- from a white sky!
-
- Who shall hear of us
- in the time to come?
- Let him say there was
- a burst of fragrance
- from black branches.
-
-
-
-
- FOREIGN
-
-
- Artsybashev is a Russian.
- I am an American.
- Let us wonder, my townspeople,
- if Artsybashev tends his own fires
- as I do, gets himself cursed
- for the baby’s failure to thrive,
- loosens windows for the woman
- who cleans his parlor--
- or has he neat servants
- and a quiet library, an
- intellectual wife perhaps and
- no children,--an apartment
- somewhere in a back street or
- lives alone or with his mother
- or sister--
-
- I wonder, my townspeople,
- if Artsybashev looks upon
- himself the more concernedly
- or succeeds any better than I
- in laying the world.
-
- I wonder which is the bigger
- fool in his own mind.
-
- These are shining topics
- my townspeople but--
- hardly of great moment.
-
-
-
-
- A PRELUDE
-
-
- I know only the bare rocks of today.
- In these lies my brown sea-weed,--
- green quartz veins bent through the wet shale;
- in these lie my pools left by the tide--
- quiet, forgetting waves;
- on these stiffen white star fish;
- on these I slip bare footed!
-
- Whispers of the fishy air touch my body;
- “Sisters,” I say to them.
-
-
-
-
- HISTORY
-
-
- I.
-
- A wind might blow a lotus petal
- over the pyramids--but not this wind.
-
- Summer is a dried leaf.
-
- Leaves stir this way then that
- on the baked asphalt, the wheels
- of motor cars rush over them,--
- gas smells mingle with leaf smells.
-
- Oh, Sunday, day of worship!!!
-
- The steps to the museum are high.
- Worshippers pass in and out.
- Nobody comes here today.
- I come here to mingle faiance dug
- from the tomb, turquoise colored
- necklaces and belched wind from the
- stomach; delicately veined basins
- of agate, cracked and discolored and
- the stink of stale urine!
-
- Enter! Elbow in at the door.
- Men? Women?
- Simpering, clay fetish-faces counting
- through the turnstile.
- Ah!
-
-
- II.
-
- This sarcophagus contained the body
- of Uresh-Nai, priestess to the goddess Mut,
- Mother of All--
-
- Run your finger against this edge!
- --here went the chisel!--and think
- of an arrogance endured six thousand years
- without a flaw!
-
- But love is an oil to embalm the body.
- Love is a packet of spices, a strong
- smelling liquid to be squirted into
- the thigh. No?
- Love rubbed on a bald head will make
- hair--and after? Love is
- a lice comber!
- Gnats on dung!
-
- “The chisel is in your hand, the block
- is before you, cut as I shall dictate:
- this is the coffin of Uresh-Nai,
- priestess to the sky goddess,--built
- to endure forever!
- Carve the inside
- with the image of my death in
- little lines of figures three fingers high.
- Put a lid on it cut with Mut bending over
- the earth, for my headpiece, and in the year
- to be chosen I will rouse, the lid
- shall be lifted and I will walk about
- the temple where they have rested me
- and eat the air of the place:
-
- Ah--these walls are high! This
- is in keeping.”
-
-
- III.
-
- The priestess has passed into her tomb.
- The stone has taken up her spirit!
- Granite over flesh: who will deny
- its advantages?
-
- Your death?--water
- spilled upon the ground--
- though water will mount again into rose-leaves--
- but you?--would hold life still,
- even as a memory, when it is over.
- Benevolence is rare.
-
- Climb about this sarcophagus, read
- what is writ for you in these figures,
- hard as the granite that has held them
- with so soft a hand the while
- your own flesh has been fifty times
- through the guts of oxen,--read!
- “The rose-tree will have its donor
- even though he give stingily.
- The gift of some endures
- ten years, the gift of some twenty
- and the gift of some for the time a
- great house rots and is torn down.
- Some give for a thousand years to men of
- one face, some for a thousand
- to all men and some few to all men
- while granite holds an edge against
- the weather.
- Judge then of love!”
-
-
- IV.
-
- “My flesh is turned to stone. I
- have endured my summer. The flurry
- of falling petals is ended. Lay
- the finger upon this granite. I was
- well desired and fully caressed
- by many lovers but my flesh
- withered swiftly and my heart was
- never satisfied. Lay your hands
- upon the granite as a lover lays his
- hand upon the thigh and upon the
- round breasts of her who is
- beside him, for now I will not wither,
- now I have thrown off secrecy, now
- I have walked naked into the street,
- now I have scattered my heavy beauty
- in the open market.
- Here I am with head high and a
- burning heart eagerly awaiting
- your caresses, whoever it may be,
- for granite is not harder than
- my love is open, runs loose among you!
-
- I arrogant against death! I
- who have endured! I worn against
- the years!”
-
-
- V.
-
- But it is five o’clock. Come!
- Life is good--enjoy it!
- A walk in the park while the day lasts.
- I will go with you. Look! this
- northern scenery is not the Nile, but--
- these benches--the yellow and purple dusk--
- the moon there--these tired people--
- the lights on the water!
-
- Are not these Jews and--Ethiopians?
- The world is young, surely! Young
- and colored like--a girl that has come upon
- a lover! Will that do?
-
-
-
-
- WINTER QUIET
-
-
- Limb to limb, mouth to mouth
- with the bleached grass
- silver mist lies upon the back yards
- among the outhouses.
- The dwarf trees
- pirouette awkwardly to it--
- whirling round on one toe;
- the big tree smiles and glances upward!
- Tense with suppressed excitement
- the fences watch where the ground
- has humped an aching shoulder for the ecstasy.
-
-
-
-
- DAWN
-
-
- Ecstatic bird songs pound
- the hollow vastness of the sky
- with metallic clinkings--
- beating color up into it
- at a far edge,--beating it, beating it
- with rising, triumphant ardor,--
- stirring it into warmth,
- quickening in it a spreading change,--
- bursting wildly against it as
- dividing the horizon, a heavy sun
- lifts himself--is lifted--
- bit by bit above the edge
- of things,--runs free at last
- out into the open--! lumbering
- glorified in full release upward--songs cease.
-
-
-
-
- GOOD NIGHT
-
-
- In brilliant gas light
- I turn the kitchen spigot
- and watch the water plash
- into the clean white sink.
- On the grooved drain-board
- to one side is
- a glass filled with parsley--
- crisped green.
- Waiting
- for the water to freshen--
- I glance at the spotless floor--:
- a pair of rubber sandals
- lie side by side
- under the wall-table,
- all is in order for the night.
-
- Waiting, with a glass in my hand
- --three girls in crimson satin
- pass close before me on
- the murmurous background of
- the crowded opera--
- it is
- memory playing the clown--
- three vague, meaningless girls
- full of smells and
- the rustling sound of
- cloth rubbing on cloth and
- little slippers on carpet--
- high-school French
- spoken in a loud voice!
-
- Parsley in a glass,
- still and shining,
- brings me back. I take my drink
- and yawn deliciously.
- I am ready for bed.
-
-
-
-
- DANSE RUSSE
-
-
- If I when my wife is sleeping
- and the baby and Kathleen
- are sleeping
- and the sun is a flame-white disc
- in silken mists
- above shining trees,--
- if I in my north room
- danse naked, grotesquely
- before my mirror
- waving my shirt round my head
- and singing softly to myself:
- “I am lonely, lonely.
- I was born to be lonely.
- I am best so!”
- If I admire my arms, my face
- my shoulders, flanks, buttocks
- against the yellow drawn shades,--
-
- who shall say I am not
- the happy genius of my household?
-
-
-
-
- PORTRAIT OF A WOMAN IN BED
-
-
- There’s my things
- drying in the corner:
- that blue skirt
- joined to the grey shirt--
-
- I’m sick of trouble!
- Lift the covers
- if you want me
- and you’ll see
- the rest of my clothes--
- though it would be cold
- lying with nothing on!
-
- I won’t work
- and I’ve got no cash.
- What are you going to do
- about it?
-
- --and no jewelry
- (the crazy fools)
-
- But I’ve my two eyes
- and a smooth face
- and here’s this! look!
- it’s high!
- There’s brains and blood
- in there--
- my name’s Robitza!
- Corsets
- can go to the devil--
- and drawers along with them!
- What do I care!
-
- My two boys?
- --they’re keen!
- Let the rich lady
- care for them--
- they’ll beat the school
- or
- let them go to the gutter--
- that ends trouble.
-
- This house is empty
- isn’t it?
- Then it’s mine
- because I need it.
-
- Oh, I won’t starve
- while there’s the Bible
- to make them feed me.
-
- Try to help me
- if you want trouble
- or leave me alone--
- that ends trouble.
-
- The county physician
- is a damned fool
- and you
- can go to hell!
-
- You could have closed the door
- when you came in;
- do it when you go out.
- I’m tired.
-
-
-
-
- VIRTUE
-
-
- Now? Why--
- whirl-pools of
- orange and purple flame
- feather twists of chrome
- on a green ground
- funneling down upon
- the steaming phallus-head
- of the mad sun himself--
- blackened crimson!
- Now?
-
- Why--
- it is the smile of her
- the smell of her
- the vulgar inviting mouth of her!
- It is--Oh, nothing new
- nothing that lasts
- an eternity, nothing worth
- putting out to interest,
- nothing--
- but the fixing of an eye
- concretely upon emptiness!
-
- Come! here are--
- cross-eyed men, a boy
- with a patch, men walking
- in their shirts, men in hats
- dark men, a pale man
- with little black moustaches
- and a dirty white coat,
- fat men with pudgy faces,
- thin faces, crooked faces
- slit eyes, grey eyes, black eyes
- old men with dirty beards,
- men in vests with
- gold watch chains. Come!
-
-
-
-
- CONQUEST
-
-[_Dedicated to F. W._]
-
-
- Hard, chilly colors:
- straw grey, frost grey
- the grey of frozen ground:
- and you, O sun,
- close above the horizon!
- It is I holds you--
- half against the sky
- half against a black tree trunk
- icily resplendent!
-
- Lie there, blue city, mine at last--
- rimming the banked blue grey
- and rise, indescribable smoky yellow
- into the overpowering white!
-
-
-
-
- PORTRAIT OF A YOUNG MAN WITH A BAD HEART
-
-
- Have I seen her?
- Only through the window
- across the street.
-
- If I go meeting her
- on the corner
- some damned fool
- will go blabbing it
- to the old man and
- she’ll get hell.
- He’s a queer old bastard!
- Every time he sees me
- you’d think
- I wanted to kill him.
- But I figure it out
- it’s best to let things
- stay as they are--
- for a while at least.
-
- It’s hard
- giving up the thing
- you want most
- in the world, but with this
- damned pump of mine
- liable to give out ...
-
- She’s a good kid
- and I’d hate to hurt her
- but if she can get over it--
-
- it’d be the best thing.
-
-
-
-
- KELLER GEGEN DOM
-
-
- Witness, would you--
- one more young man
- in the evening of his love
- hurrying to confession:
- steps down a gutter
- crosses a street
- goes in at a doorway
- opens for you--
- like some great flower--
- a room filled with lamplight;
- or whirls himself
- obediently to
- the curl of a hill
- some wind-dancing afternoon;
- lies for you in
- the futile darkness of
- a wall, sets stars dancing
- to the crack of a leaf--
-
- and--leaning his head away--
- snuffs (secretly)
- the bitter powder from
- his thumb’s hollow,
- takes your blessing and
- goes home to bed?
-
- Witness instead
- whether you like it or not
- a dark vinegar smelling place
- from which trickles
- the chuckle of
- beginning laughter
-
- It strikes midnight.
-
-
-
-
- SMELL!
-
-
- Oh strong ridged and deeply hollowed
- nose of mine! what will you not be smelling?
- What tactless asses we are, you and I, boney nose,
- always indiscriminate, always unashamed,
- and now it is the souring flowers of the bedraggled
- poplars: a festering pulp on the wet earth
- beneath them. With what deep thirst
- we quicken our desires
- to that rank odor of a passing spring-time!
- Can you not be decent? Can you not reserve your ardors
- for something less unlovely? What girl will care
- for us, do you think, if we continue in these ways?
- Must you taste everything? Must you know everything?
- Must you have a part in everything?
-
-
-
-
- BALLET
-
-
- Are you not weary,
- great gold cross
- shining in the wind--
- are you not weary
- of seeing the stars
- turning over you
- and the sun
- going to his rest
- and you frozen with
- a great lie
- that leaves you
- rigid as a knight
- on a marble coffin?
-
- --and you,
- higher, still,
- robin,
- untwisting a song
- from the bare
- top-twigs,
- are you not
- weary of labor,
- even the labor of
- a song?
-
- Come down--join me
- for I am lonely.
-
- First it will be
- a quiet pace
- to ease our stiffness
- but as the west yellows
- you will be ready!
-
- Here in the middle
- of the roadway
- we will fling
- ourselves round
- with dust lilies
- till we are bound in
- their twining stems!
- We will tear
- their flowers
- with arms flashing!
-
- And when
- the astonished stars
- push aside
- their curtains
- they will see us
- fall exhausted where
- wheels and
- the pounding feet
- of horses
- will crush forth
- our laughter.
-
-
-
-
- SYMPATHETIC PORTRAIT OF A CHILD
-
-
- The murderer’s little daughter
- who is barely ten years old
- jerks her shoulders
- right and left
- so as to catch a glimpse of me
- without turning round.
-
- Her skinny little arms
- wrap themselves
- this way then that
- reversely about her body!
- Nervously
- she crushes her straw hat
- about her eyes
- and tilts her head
- to deepen the shadow--
- smiling excitedly!
-
- As best as she can
- she hides herself
- in the full sunlight
- her cordy legs writhing
- beneath the little flowered dress
- that leaves them bare
- from mid-thigh to ankle--
-
- Why has she chosen me
- for the knife
- that darts along her smile?
-
-
-
-
- THE OGRE
-
-
- Sweet child,
- little girl with well shaped legs
- you cannot touch the thoughts
- I put over and under and around you.
-
- This is fortunate for they would
- burn you to an ash otherwise.
- Your petals would be quite curled up.
-
- This is all beyond you--no doubt,
- yet you do feel the brushings
- of the fine needles;
- the tentative lines of your whole body
- prove it to me;
- so does your fear of me,
- your shyness;
- likewise the toy baby cart
- that you are pushing--
- and besides, mother has begun
- to dress your hair in a knot.
- These are my excuses.
-
-
-
-
- RIPOSTE
-
-
- Love is like water or the air
- my townspeople;
- it cleanses, and dissipates evil gases.
- It is like poetry too
- and for the same reasons.
-
- Love is so precious
- my townspeople
- that if I were you I would
- have it under lock and key--
- like the air or the Atlantic or
- like poetry!
-
-
-
-
- THE OLD MEN
-
-
- Old men who have studied
- every leg show
- in the city
- Old men cut from touch
- by the perfumed music--
- polished or fleeced skulls
- that stand before
- the whole theater
- in silent attitudes
- of attention,--
- old men who have taken precedence
- over young men
- and even over dark-faced
- husbands whose minds
- are a street with arc-lights.
- Solitary old men for whom
- we find no excuses--
- I bow my head in shame
- for those who malign you.
- Old men
- the peaceful beer of impotence
- be yours!
-
-
-
-
- PASTORAL
-
-
- If I say I have heard voices
- who will believe me?
-
- “None has dipped his hand
- in the black waters of the sky
- nor picked the yellow lilies
- that sway on their clear stems
- and no tree has waited
- long enough nor still enough
- to touch fingers with the moon.”
-
- I looked and there were little frogs
- with puffed out throats,
- singing in the slime.
-
-
-
-
- SPRING STRAINS
-
-
- In a tissue-thin monotone of blue-grey buds
- crowded erect with desire against
- the sky--
- tense blue-grey twigs
- slenderly anchoring them down, drawing
- them in--
- two blue-grey birds chasing
- a third struggle in circles, angles,
- swift convergings to a point that bursts
- instantly!
-
- Vibrant bowing limbs
- pull downward, sucking in the sky
- that bulges from behind, plastering itself
- against them in packed rifts, rock blue
- and dirty orange!
- But--
-
- (Hold hard, rigid jointed trees!)
- the blinding and red-edged sun-blur--
- creeping energy, concentrated
- counterforce--welds sky, buds, trees,
- rivets them in one puckering hold!
- Sticks through! Pulls the whole
- counter-pulling mass upward, to the right,
- locks even the opaque, not yet defined
- ground in a terrific drag that is
- loosening the very tap-roots!
-
- On a tissue-thin monotone of blue-grey buds
- two blue-grey birds, chasing a third,
- at full cry! Now they are
- flung outward and up--disappearing suddenly!
-
-
-
-
- TREES
-
-
- Crooked, black tree
- on your little grey-black hillock,
- ridiculously raised one step toward
- the infinite summits of the night:
- even you the few grey stars
- draw upward into a vague melody
- of harsh threads.
-
- Bent as you are from straining
- against the bitter horizontals of
- a north wind,--there below you
- how easily the long yellow notes
- of poplars flow upward in a descending
- scale, each note secure in its own
- posture--singularly woven.
-
- All voices are blent willingly
- against the heaving contra-bass
- of the dark but you alone
- warp yourself passionately to one side
- in your eagerness.
-
-
-
-
- A PORTRAIT IN GREYS
-
-
- Will it never be possible
- to separate you from your greyness?
- Must you be always sinking backward
- into your grey-brown landscapes--and trees
- always in the distance, always against
- a grey sky?
- Must I be always
- moving counter to you? Is there no place
- where we can be at peace together
- and the motion of our drawing apart
- be altogether taken up?
- I see myself
- standing upon your shoulders touching
- a grey, broken sky--
- but you, weighted down with me,
- yet gripping my ankles,--move
- laboriously on,
- where it is level and undisturbed by colors.
-
-
-
-
- INVITATION
-
-
- You who had the sense
- to choose me such a mother,
- you who had the indifference
- to create me,
- you who went to some pains
- to leave hands off me
- in the formative stages,--
- (I thank you most for that
- perhaps)
- but you who
- with an iron head, first,
- fiercest and with strongest love
- brutalized me into strength,
- old dew-lap,--
- I have reached the stage
- where I am teaching myself
- to laugh.
- Come on,
- take a walk with me.
-
-
-
-
- DIVERTIMIENTO
-
-
- Miserable little woman
- in a brown coat--
- quit whining!
- My hand for you!
- We’ll skip down the tin cornices
- of Main Street
- flicking the dull roof-line
- with our toe-tips!
- Hop clear of the bank! A
- pin-wheel round the white flag-pole.
-
- And I’ll sing you the while
- a thing to split your sides
- about Johann Sebastian Bach,
- the father of music, who had
- three wives and twenty-two children.
-
-
-
-
- JANUARY MORNING
-
- SUITE
-
-
- I.
-
- I have discovered that most of
- the beauties of travel are due to
- the strange hours we keep to see them:
-
- the domes of the Church of
- the Paulist Fathers in Weehawken
- against a smoky dawn--the heart stirred--
- are beautiful as Saint Peters
- approached after years of anticipation.
-
-
- II.
-
- Though the operation was postponed
- I saw the tall probationers
- in their tan uniforms
- hurrying to breakfast!
-
-
- III.
-
- --and from basement entrys
- neatly coiffed, middle aged gentlemen
- with orderly moustaches and
- well brushed coats
-
-
- IV.
-
- --and the sun, dipping into the avenues
- streaking the tops of
- the irregular red houselets,
- and
- the gay shadows dropping and dropping.
-
-
- V.
-
- --and a young horse with a green bed-quilt
- on his withers shaking his head:
- bared teeth and nozzle high in the air!
-
-
- VI.
-
- --and a semicircle of dirt colored men
- about a fire bursting from an old
- ash can,
-
-
- VII.
-
- --and the worn,
- blue car rails (like the sky!)
- gleaming among the cobbles!
-
-
- VIII.
-
- --and the rickety ferry-boat “Arden”!
- What an object to be called “Arden”
- among the great piers,--on the
- ever new river!
- “Put me a Touchstone
- at the wheel, white gulls, and we’ll
- follow the ghost of the Half Moon
- to the North West Passage--and through!
- (at Albany!) for all that!”
-
-
- IX.
-
- Exquisite brown waves--long
- circlets of silver moving over you!
- enough with crumbling ice-crusts among you!
- The sky has come down to you,
- lighter than tiny bubbles, face to
- face with you!
- His spirit is
- a white gull with delicate pink feet
- and a snowy breast for you to
- hold to your lips delicately!
-
-
- X.
-
- The young doctor is dancing with happiness
- in the sparkling wind, alone
- at the prow of the ferry! He notices
- the curdy barnacles and broken ice crusts
- left at the slip’s base by the low tide
- and thinks of summer and green
- shell crusted ledges among
- the emerald eel-grass!
-
-
- XI.
-
- Who knows the Palisades as I do
- knows the river breaks east from them
- above the city--but they continue south
- --under the sky--to bear a crest of
- little peering houses that brighten
- with dawn behind the moody
- water-loving giants of Manhattan.
-
-
- XII.
-
- Long yellow rushes bending
- above the white snow patches;
- purple and gold ribbon
- of the distant wood:
- what an angle
- you make with each other as
- you lie there in contemplation.
-
-
- XIII.
-
- Work hard all your young days
- and they’ll find you too, some morning
- staring up under
- your chiffonier at its warped
- bass-wood bottom and your soul--
- out!
- --among the little sparrows
- behind the shutter.
-
-
- XIV.
-
- --and the flapping flags are at
- half mast for the dead admiral.
-
-
- XV.
-
- All this--
- was for you, old woman.
- I wanted to write a poem
- that you would understand.
- For what good is it to me
- if you can’t understand it?
- But you got to try hard--
- But--
- Well, you know how
- the young girls run giggling
- on Park Avenue after dark
- when they ought to be home in bed?
- Well,
- that’s the way it is with me somehow.
-
-
-
-
- TO A SOLITARY DISCIPLE
-
-
- Rather notice, mon cher,
- that the moon is
- tilted above
- the point of the steeple
- than that its color
- is shell-pink.
-
- Rather observe
- that it is early morning
- than that the sky
- is smooth
- as a turquoise.
-
- Rather grasp
- how the dark
- converging lines
- of the steeple
- meet at the pinnacle--
- perceive how
- its little ornament
- tries to stop them--
-
- See how it fails!
- See how the converging lines
- of the hexagonal spire
- escape upward--
- receding, dividing!
- --sepals
- that guard and contain
- the flower!
-
- Observe
- how motionless
- the eaten moon
- lies in the protecting lines.
-
- It is true:
- in the light colors
- of morning
- brown-stone and slate
- shine orange and dark blue.
-
- But observe
- the oppressive weight
- of the squat edifice!
- Observe
- the jasmine lightness
- of the moon.
-
-
-
-
- DEDICATION FOR A PLOT OF GROUND
-
-
- This plot of ground
- facing the waters of this inlet
- is dedicated to the living presence of
- Emily Richardson Wellcome
- who was born in England; married;
- lost her husband and with
- her five year old son
- sailed for New York in a two-master;
- was driven to the Azores;
- ran adrift on Fire Island shoal,
- met her second husband
- in a Brooklyn boarding house,
- went with him to Puerto Rico
- bore three more children, lost
- her second husband, lived hard
- for eight years in St. Thomas,
- Puerto Rico, San Domingo, followed
- the oldest son to New York,
- lost her daughter, lost her “baby,”
- seized the two boys of
- the oldest son by the second marriage
- mothered them--they being
- motherless--fought for them
- against the other grandmother
- and the aunts, brought them here
- summer after summer, defended
- herself here against thieves,
- storms, sun, fire,
- against flies, against girls
- that came smelling about, against
- drought, against weeds, storm-tides,
- neighbors, weasles that stole her chickens,
- against the weakness of her own hands,
- against the growing strength of
- the boys, against wind, against
- the stones, against trespassers,
- against rents, against her own mind.
-
- She grubbed this earth with her own hands,
- domineered over this grass plot,
- blackguarded her oldest son
- into buying it, lived here fifteen years,
- attained a final loneliness and--
-
- If you can bring nothing to this place
- but your carcass, keep out.
-
-
-
-
- K. McB.
-
-
- You exquisite chunk of mud
- Kathleen--just like
- any other chunk of mud!
- --especially in April!
- Curl up round their shoes
- when they try to step on you,
- spoil the polish!
- I shall laugh till I am sick
- at their amazement.
- Do they expect the ground to be
- always solid?
- Give them the slip then;
- let them sit in you;
- soil their pants;
- teach them a dignity
- that is dignity, the dignity
- of mud!
-
-
- Lie basking in
- the sun then--fast asleep!
- Even become dust on occasion.
-
-
-
-
- LOVE SONG
-
-
- I lie here thinking of you:--
-
- the stain of love
- is upon the world!
- Yellow, yellow, yellow
- it eats into the leaves,
- smears with saffron
- the horned branches that lean
- heavily
- against a smooth purple sky!
- There is no light
- only a honey-thick stain
- that drips from leaf to leaf
- and limb to limb
- spoiling the colors
- of the whole world--
-
- you far off there under
- the wine-red selvage of the west!
-
-
-
-
- THE WANDERER
-
- _A Rococo Study_
-
-
- ADVENT
-
- Even in the time when as yet
- I had no certain knowledge of her
- She sprang from the nest, a young crow,
- Whose first flight circled the forest.
- I know now how then she showed me
- Her mind, reaching out to the horizon,
- She close above the tree tops.
- I saw her eyes straining at the new distance
- And as the woods fell from her flying
- Likewise they fell from me as I followed--
- So that I strongly guessed all that I must put from me
- To come through ready for the high courses.
-
- But one day, crossing the ferry
- With the great towers of Manhattan before me,
- Out at the prow with the sea wind blowing,
- I had been wearying many questions
- Which she had put on to try me:
- How shall I be a mirror to this modernity?
- When lo! in a rush, dragging
- A blunt boat on the yielding river--
- Suddenly I saw her! And she waved me
- From the white wet in midst of her playing!
- She cried me, “Haia! Here I am, son!
- See how strong my little finger is!
- Can I not swim well?
- I can fly too!” And with that a great sea-gull
- Went to the left, vanishing with a wild cry--
- But in my mind all the persons of godhead
- Followed after.
-
-
- CLARITY
-
- “Come!” cried my mind and by her might
- That was upon us we flew above the river
- Seeking her, grey gulls among the white--
- In the air speaking as she had willed it:
- “I am given,” cried I, “now I know it!
- I know now all my time is forespent!
- For me one face is all the world!
- For I have seen her at last, this day,
- In whom age in age is united--
- Indifferent, out of sequence, marvelously!
- Saving alone that one sequence
- Which is the beauty of all the world, for surely
- Either there in the rolling smoke spheres below us
- Or here with us in the air intercircling,
- Certainly somewhere here about us
- I know she is revealing these things!”
-
- And as gulls we flew and with soft cries
- We seemed to speak, flying, “It is she
- The mighty, recreating the whole world,
- This the first day of wonders!
- She is attiring herself before me--
- Taking shape before me for worship,
- A red leaf that falls upon a stone!
- It is she of whom I told you, old
- Forgiveless, unreconcilable;
- That high wanderer of by-ways
- Walking imperious in beggary!
- At her throat is loose gold, a single chain
- From among many, on her bent fingers
- Are rings from which the stones are fallen,
- Her wrists wear a diminished state, her ankles
- Are bare! Toward the river! Is it she there?”
- And we swerved clamorously downward--
- “I will take my peace in her henceforth!”
-
-
- BROADWAY
-
- It was then she struck--from behind,
- In mid air, as with the edge of a great wing!
- And instantly down the mists of my eyes
- There came crowds walking--- men as visions
- With expressionless, animate faces;
- Empty men with shell-thin bodies
- Jostling close above the gutter,
- Hasting--nowhere! And then for the first time
- I really saw her, really scented the sweat
- Of her presence and--fell back sickened!
- Ominous, old, painted--
- With bright lips, and lewd Jew’s eyes
- Her might strapped in by a corset
- To give her age youth, perfect
- In her will to be young she had covered
- The godhead to go beside me.
- Silent, her voice entered at my eyes
- And my astonished thought followed her easily:
- “Well, do their eyes shine, do their clothes fit?
- These _live_ I tell you! Old men with red cheeks,
- Young men in gay suits! See them!
- Dogged, quivering, impassive--
- Well--are these the ones you envied?”
- At which I answered her, “Marvelous old queen,
- Grant me power to catch something of this day’s
- Air and sun into your service!
- That these toilers after peace and after pleasure
- May turn to you, worshippers at all hours!”
- But she sniffed upon the words warily--
- Yet I persisted, watching for an answer:
- “To you, horrible old woman,
- Who know all fires out of the bodies
- Of all men that walk with lust at heart!
- To you, O mighty, crafty prowler
- After the youth of all cities, drunk
- With the sight of thy archness! All the youth
- That come to you, you having the knowledge
- Rather than to those uninitiate--
- To you, marvelous old queen, give me always
- A new marriage--”
- But she laughed loudly--
- “A new grip upon those garments that brushed me
- In days gone by on beach, lawn, and in forest!
- May I be lifted still, up and out of terror,
- Up from before the death living around me--
- Tom up continually and carried
- Whatever way the head of your whim is,
- A burr upon those streaming tatters--”
- But the night had fallen, she stilled me
- And led me away.
-
-
- PATERSON--THE STRIKE
-
- At the first peep of dawn she roused me!
- I rose trembling at the change which the night saw!
- For there, wretchedly brooding in a corner
- From which her old eyes glittered fiercely--
- “Go!” she said, and I hurried shivering
- Out into the deserted streets of Paterson.
-
- That night she came again, hovering
- In rags within the filmy ceiling--
- “Great Queen, bless me with thy tatters!”
- “You are blest, go on!”
- “Hot for savagery,
- Sucking the air! I went into the city,
- Out again, baffled onto the mountain!
- Back into the city!
- Nowhere
- The subtle! Everywhere the electric!”
-
- “A short bread-line before a hitherto empty tea shop:
- No questions--all stood patiently,
- Dominated by one idea: something
- That carried them as they are always wanting to be carried,
- ‘But what is it,’ I asked those nearest me,
- ‘This thing heretofore unobtainable
- That they seem so clever to have put on now!’
-
- “Why since I have failed them can it be anything but their own brood?
- Can it be anything but brutality?
- On that at least they’re united! That at least
- Is their bean soup, their calm bread and a few luxuries!
-
- “But in me, more sensitive, marvelous old queen
- It sank deep into the blood, that I rose upon
- The tense air enjoying the dusty fight!
- Heavy drink were the low, sloping foreheads
- The flat skulls with the unkempt black or blond hair,
- The ugly legs of the young girls, pistons
- Too powerful for delicacy!
- The women’s wrists, the men’s arms, red
- Used to heat and cold, to toss quartered beeves
- And barrels, and milk-cans, and crates of fruit!
-
- “Faces all knotted up like burls on oaks,
- Grasping, fox-snouted, thick-lipped,
- Sagging breasts and protruding stomachs,
- Rasping voices, filthy habits with the hands.
-
- “Nowhere you! Everywhere the electric!
-
- “Ugly, venemous, gigantic!
- Tossing me as a great father his helpless
- Infant till it shriek with ecstasy
- And its eyes roll and its tongue hangs out!--
-
- “I am at peace again, old queen, I listen clearer now.”
-
-
- ABROAD
-
- Never, even in a dream,
- Have I winged so high nor so well
- As with her, she leading me by the hand,
- That first day on the Jersey mountains!
- And never shall I forget
- The trembling interest with which I heard
- Her voice in a low thunder:
- “You are safe here. Look child, look open-mouth!
- The patch of road between the steep bramble banks;
- The tree in the wind, the white house there, the sky!
- Speak to men of these, concerning me!
- For never while you permit them to ignore me
- In these shall the full of my freed voice
- Come grappling the ear with intent!
- Never while the air’s clear coolness
- Is seized to be a coat for pettiness;
- Never while richness of greenery
- Stands a shield for prurient minds;
- Never, permitting these things unchallenged
- Shall my voice of leaves and varicolored bark come free through!”
- At which, knowing her solitude,
- I shouted over the country below me:
- “Waken! my people, to the boughs green
- With ripening fruit within you!
- Waken to the myriad cinquefoil
- In the waving grass of your minds!
- Waken to the silent phoebe nest
- Under the eaves of your spirit!”
-
- But she, stooping nearer the shifting hills
- Spoke again. “Look there! See them!
- There in the oat field with the horses,
- See them there! bowed by their passions
- Crushed down, that had been raised as a roof beam!
- The weight of the sky is upon them
- Under which all roof beams crumble.
- There is none but the single roof beam:
- There is no love bears against the great firefly!
- At this I looked up at the sun
- Then shouted again with all the might I had.
- But my voice was a seed in the wind.
- Then she, the old one, laughing
- Seized me and whirling about bore back
- To the city, upward, still laughing
- Until the great towers stood above the marshland
- Wheeling beneath: the little creeks, the mallows
- That I picked as a boy, the Hackensack
- So quiet that seemed so broad formerly:
- The crawling trains, the cedar swamp on the one side--
- All so old, so familiar--so new now
- To my marvelling eyes as we passed
- Invisible.
-
-
- SOOTHSAY
-
- Eight days went by, eight days
- Comforted by no nights, until finally:
- “Would you behold yourself old, beloved?”
- I was pierced, yet I consented gladly
- For I knew it could not be otherwise.
- And she--“Behold yourself old!
- Sustained in strength, wielding might in gript surges!
- Not bodying the sun in weak leaps
- But holding way over rockish men
- With fern free fingers on their little crags,
- Their hollows, the new Atlas, to bear them
- For pride and for mockery! Behold
- Yourself old! winding with slow might--
- A vine among oaks--to the thin tops:
- Leaving the leafless leaved,
- Bearing purple clusters! Behold
- Yourself old! birds are behind you.
- You are the wind coming that stills birds,
- Shakes the leaves in booming polyphony--
- Slow, winning high way amid the knocking
- Of boughs, evenly crescendo,
- The din and bellow of the male wind!
- Leap then from forest into foam!
- Lash about from low into high flames
- Tipping sound, the female chorus--
- Linking all lions, all twitterings
- To make them nothing! Behold yourself old!”
- As I made to answer she continued,
- A little wistfully yet in a voice clear cut:
- “Good is my over lip and evil
- My underlip to you henceforth:
- For I have taken your soul between my two hands
- And this shall be as it is spoken.”
-
-
- ST. JAMES’ GROVE
-
- And so it came to that last day
- When, she leading by the hand, we went out
- Early in the morning, I heavy of heart
- For I knew the novitiate was ended
- The ecstasy was over, the life begun.
-
- In my woolen shirt and the pale blue necktie
- My grandmother gave me, there I went
- With the old queen right past the houses
- Of my friends down the hill to the river
- As on any usual day, any errand.
- Alone, walking under trees,
- I went with her, she with me in her wild hair,
- By Santiago Grove and presently
- She bent forward and knelt by the river,
- The Passaic, that filthy river.
- And there dabbling her mad hands,
- She called me close beside her.
- Raising the water then in the cupped palm
- She bathed our brows wailing and laughing:
- “River, we are old, you and I,
- We are old and by bad luck, beggars.
- Lo, the filth in our hair, our bodies stink!
- Old friend, here I have brought you
- The young soul you long asked of me.
- Stand forth, river, and give me
- The old friend of my revels!
- Give me the well-worn spirit,
- For here I have made a room for it,
- And I will return to you forthwith
- The youth you have long asked of me:
- Stand forth, river, and give me
- The old friend of my revels!”
-
- And the filthy Passaic consented!
-
- Then she, leaping up with a fierce cry:
- “Enter, youth, into this bulk!
- Enter, river, into this young man!”
- Then the river began to enter my heart,
- Eddying back cool and limpid
- Into the crystal beginning of its days.
- But with the rebound it leaped forward:
- Muddy, then black and shrunken
- Till I felt the utter depth of its rottenness
- The vile breadth of its degradation
- And dropped down knowing this was me now.
- But she lifted me and the water took a new tide
- Again into the older experiences,
- And so, backward and forward,
- It tortured itself within me
- Until time had been washed finally under,
- And the river had found its level
- And its last motion had ceased
- And I knew all--it became me.
- And I knew this for double certain
- For there, whitely, I saw myself
- Being borne off under the water!
- I could have shouted out in my agony
- At the sight of myself departing
- Forever--but I bit back my despair
- For she had averted her eyes
- By which I knew well what she was thinking--
- And so the last of me was taken.
-
- Then she, “Be mostly silent!”
- And turning to the river, spoke again:
- “For him and for me, river, the wandering,
- But by you I leave for happiness
- Deep foliage, the thickest beeches--
- Though elsewhere they are all dying--
- Tallest oaks and yellow birches
- That dip their leaves in you, mourning,
- As now I dip my hair, immemorial
- Of me, immemorial of him
- Immemorial of these our promises!
- Here shall be a bird’s paradise,
- They sing to you remembering my voice:
- Here the most secluded spaces
- For miles around, hallowed by a stench
- To be our joint solitude and temple;
- In memory of this clear marriage
- And the child I have brought you in the late years.
- Live, river, live in luxuriance
- Remembering this our son,
- In remembrance of me and my sorrow
- And of the new wandering!”
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