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-The Project Gutenberg EBook of Simeon Tetlow’s Shadow, by Jennette Lee
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-Title: Simeon Tetlow’s Shadow
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-SIMEON TETLOW’S SHADOW
-
-By Jennette Lee
-
-New York: The Century Co.
-
-1909
-
-[Illustration: 0011]
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-TO
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-GERALD STANLEY LEE
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-SIMEON TETLOW’S SHADOW
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-IT was turning dusk in the office, though it was scarcely three o’clock
-and outside the sun was still shining, beyond the busy streets. The two
-men sitting on opposite sides of the small room bent closer to their
-desks. The younger glanced up and got up to turn on the electric light.
-The little scowl that had begun to form itself on the face of the older
-man changed to a look of relief. His pen moved faster over the paper.
-
-The older man was Simeon Tetlow, President of the “R. and Q.” Railroad.
-It might almost be said that he _was_ the road. Its minute ramifications
-and its great divisions were hardly more than the nerves and arteries
-that threaded Simeon Tetlow’s thin frame. And the orders that went out
-from the tiny office, high up in the big block, were the play of his
-flitting finger-tips upon the keyboard of the whole clanking system. The
-tiny, shriveled figure gave no hint of the power that ticked carloads of
-live stock and human beings to their destination and laid its hand upon
-roads half dead, or dying, or alive and kicking, sweeping them gently
-into the system, with hardly a gulp.
-
-Simeon Tetlow was an iron man, wiry and keen--an intellect without heart
-or soul or conscience, his co-workers would have told you. Each new
-road absorbed, each influx of power, seemed only to tighten a spring
-somewhere inside that shot the bolt. He could work day and night without
-tiring; and that was the reason, in part, why at forty-two he was
-president of the “R. and Q.” road; and the reason why at forty-two his
-hand, when it reached out for its abstemious glass of water, trembled so
-that it was quickly withdrawn. No one knew the man. No one guessed the
-nervous horror that often racked the small frame driven relentlessly by
-its big brain.
-
-He reached out for a slip of paper that lay at hand and ran his eye over
-it, jotting down a few figures. Then he pushed it to one side and went
-on writing. The younger man came across the office and laid another slip
-of paper on the desk. He took the one that had been pushed aside, made
-a memorandum on it, and filed it in a pigeon-hole at the right. He was a
-short, young man, with broad shoulders and a round face. The face as
-it bent above the slip of paper had a dull look. There was a kind of
-patience in it not usual in so young a man, and when he turned his eyes
-to his employer they glowed with a clear light, as if something were
-shining behind them.
-
-“What is it, John?” The man reached out a nervous, groping hand. His
-gaze had not left the page before him.
-
-“This one next, sir.” The young man touched the outstretched hand with
-the slip of paper.
-
-“Yes, yes.” It was almost testy.
-
-The other returned to his desk and the scratching pens raced with the
-minutes.
-
-A call-boy entered with a handful of letters. The young man took them
-and ran them through his fingers. He arranged them in piles, reserving
-a part for himself. These he read, making notes and filing them rapidly.
-One letter, the one at the bottom of the pack, was not addressed to the
-great corporation, but--in a fine, small hand--to “John Bennett.” He
-read this one last, looking thoughtfully at the lines and folding it
-with slow fingers. The patient look was still in his face, but the light
-of the eyes was gone. It seemed to have sunk back, leaving the flesh
-dull and heavy.
-
-His employer glanced up suddenly. His quick eye sought the electric
-bulb, with a flash of impatience, and returned to its work.
-
-The young man rose and turned on more lights. He moved about the room,
-putting things away for the night.
-
-Simeon Tetlow finished his letters and pushed them from him. The young
-man came across and began to gather them up. His dull face came in range
-of his employer’s eye.
-
-“Give those I ’ve marked to Hanscom. Have the rest ready in the morning.
-I shall dictate.”
-
-“Yes, sir.” The young man finished gathering them up.
-
-The man glanced again, half-impatiently, at the heavy face. The room
-seemed suddenly gloomy, in spite of the red-hot wires looping the light
-about them.
-
-The young man brought a hat and coat and laid them beside his employer.
-“May I speak to you a minute, sir?” he asked as he put them down.
-
-The other glanced again, sharply, at his face. “Go ahead.” His hand was
-reaching for the hat.
-
-“I shall have to hand in my resignation, sir.” The young man said it
-slowly, as if repeating something he had learned by heart.
-
-The hand on the hat drew back. “What ’s that?” He laughed curtly and
-shot a look of suspicion at the impassive face. “More money?”
-
-The face flushed. “No, sir.” He hesitated a little. “My mother is sick.”
-
-“Umph!” The man’s face cleared. “You don’t need to resign for _that_.”
- He did not ask what was the matter with the mother. He had not known
-that John had a mother. She seemed to be springing into existence very
-inconveniently. “Get a nurse,” he said.
-
-“She has had a nurse. But she needs me, I think.” He did not offer more
-details.
-
-The older man shrugged his shoulders a little--a quick shrug. He pushed
-forward a chair with his foot. “Sit down. Your father dead?” quickly.
-
-“No, sir. But--father is--father.” He said it with a little smile.
-“She’s never had anybody but me,” he went on quickly. “She’s been sick
-ever since I was a little thing, and I’ve taken care of her. It frets
-her to have a woman around. She does n’t wash the dishes clean, and her
-cooking is n’t really very good.” He was smiling a little as he said it.
-
-The man shot a quick look at him. “You ’re going home to wash dishes?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“Um-m.” The fingers played a little tune on the desk. “I ’ll raise you
-twenty-five a month. Get a better nurse.”
-
-The boy shook his head. “I ’m afraid it would n’t do.” He was
-hesitating. “I think she misses me.”
-
-“Umph! Very likely!” The man glanced at him over quick spectacles.
-“What ’s the matter with her? Sit down.” He touched the chair again with
-his foot.
-
-The young man sat down. “We don’t know what it is. She cannot
-walk--cannot stand--a good deal of the time--and sometimes she suffers.
-But it is a kind of nervousness that is hardest to bear. She cannot lie
-quiet. Something seems to drive her.”
-
-The man nodded. His fingers opened and closed. “What else?” he said
-brusquely.
-
-“That ’s all--except that it quiets her to have me around. I can get
-work in Bridgewater and do the housework nights and mornings.”
-
-The man was scowling at him intently.
-
-“It ’s what I ’ve always done, till I came here,” he said quickly.
-
-“Washed dishes and cooked and made beds?”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“It’s no work for a _man_.”
-
-“I know.” The dull face smiled a little. “The boys always called me
-’Sissie Johnny.’”
-
-“Umph! I ’m glad they did!... ’Sissie Johnny’!” He smiled grimly
-and took a card from the desk before him, holding it a minute in his
-fingers, snapping it back and forth. “Has she ever seen a specialist?”
-
-The young man shook his head. “No, sir.” The man wrote a few words on
-the card and blotted it quickly. “Take her to see Dr. Blake. He is the
-best nerve specialist in five hundred miles. If she is n’t well enough
-to go to him, have him come to her. I ’ll pay the bill.” He thrust
-himself into his hat and coat and got himself out of the room, shrugging
-nervously.
-
-The young man stood with the card in his hand, looking at it, a little
-smile on his lips. Then he went about, turning out all the bulbs but one
-and putting away papers and arranging the room for the night.
-
-It was a small, rough room--hardly more than a corner cut off from the
-top floor by board partitions. The rest of the floor, outside, was
-used only for storage. Simeon Tetlow had achieved here what he
-wanted--complete solitude. There was, on the first floor, a magnificent
-apartment with lordly mahogany chairs, a baize-covered table and oil
-paintings, where twice a year he met his directors; and on the floor
-above it was a spacious room bearing on its panel the bronze token,
-“President’s Office.” It was occupied at present by three young lady
-typewriters who clacked their machines and arranged their hair
-and adjusted the shades on the plate-glass windows to suit their
-convenience, while in the little room at the top of the building the
-president of the corporation hunched himself over a four-dollar desk and
-scowled at the dim light that came through the half-sized windows. For
-three days after it was finished, Simeon Tetlow occupied the spacious
-room below designed for the president of the corporation. Then he
-gathered together his few belongings and fled to the top. His gigantic
-brain could only work when free from distraction. The mere sense that
-some one might rap, even on the outer door of the stately office,
-paralyzed him, and his nervous frame, once set a-jangle, trembled,
-and palpitated for hours. The mere forbidding of intrusion was not
-sufficient. Some well-meaning idiot, laden with news of importance,
-would break over the command, and hours of careful thought would be
-whirled aloft in the smoke of Simeon’s wrath. He fled to the
-loft, dropping, as it were, a trapdoor behind him. No one was to
-follow--unless summoned. No literary man was ever more jealous of
-solitude. But no mere literary man could think a railroad into existence
-or quench a wheat crop with a nod. If Simeon Tetlow’s body had matched
-his brain, there would have been no limit to his power. As it was, he
-remained a mighty general without an army, a head without hands and
-feet. The details of life frustrated him at every point. He could meet
-his directors, serene in the knowledge that the road was prospering
-beyond all bounds. He could carry to them the facts and figures and
-proofs of prosperity--in his head. But the papers that recorded these
-facts, the proofs in black and white, were never forthcoming at the
-right moment. They took to themselves wings--of paper; they flitted and
-skulked and hid; they lay on the top of the pile before him and grinned
-at him, their very faces changed to a diabolic scorn that he should not
-know them.
-
-This was the Simeon Tetlow of three years ago. Then there entered, one
-morning, in response to his summons for a call-boy, a short, square
-youth with a dull face. Simeon did not note him as he came in. He forgot
-that he had called for a boy. His mind was busy with projects of import.
-When it came back, with a start, he recognized that some one had been
-with him, for ten minutes or more, who had not worried and irritated him
-by merely being alive. He shot a keen glance at the dull face. The light
-of the eyes was turned to him, waiting to serve him.
-
-After that Simeon summoned the boy again and again, on one pretext or
-another. He made excuses to see him. He advanced him from post to post.
-
-At last, about a year ago, he nodded at a desk that had been installed,
-overnight, across the room: “You are to work there and your pay will be
-raised a hundred.”
-
-The boy took possession of the desk with as little stir as if he had
-received some casual order. He did not ask what his work was to be,
-and Simeon Tetlow did not tell him. The big brain had found hands
-and feet--almost, it might seem, lungs and a few other useful, vital
-organs--and it used them, as it had used the nervous, shaking body
-before--relentlessly. For the first time in his life Simeon found his
-papers ready to his hand. He attended his first directors’ meeting,
-sitting at the head of the green baize table, like a man in a dream. The
-right paper slipped to his finger-tips and lingered there; the figures
-formed themselves in seemly ranks and marched up and down the green
-baize parade in orderly file. The effect upon the directors was, at
-first, a little startling. They had become wonted to Simeon hurried,
-gasping, and impatient--and to dividends. They were almost afraid of
-these cold facts and figures. They looked at them cautiously, through
-gold-rimmed glasses, received their dividends--and took heart.
-
-Each day some new comfort found its way to Simeon’s desk. The morning
-that the box of elastic bands appeared there was a holocaust of joy
-among the papers. He used nearly the whole box the first day. He had
-never owned an elastic band before. He was president of the great
-corporation, but it had not occurred to him that he had a right to
-elastic bands. He slid them up and down his nervous fingers in sheer
-energy of delight. But he did not mention them to John, nor John to him.
-It was John who provided the new letter-file that cut the work in
-half, and had the grimy windows washed till they shone like plate,
-and arranged the desk ’phone so that Simeon could dictate to the
-stenographer three floors below, without knowing, or caring, who sat at
-the other end taking his crisp words with harried, compliant fingers.
-Hitherto, dictating had burdened Simeon’s life. He had written dozens
-of letters himself rather than endure the presence of a stenographer for
-even half an hour; and the sound of a girl clacking drove him wild.
-
-The letters that were not dictated into the telephone were written in
-John’s round, conscientious-looking hand. If there were anything that
-one human being could do for another that was not done in the office,
-Simeon did not know what it was--nor did John. A clothes-brush that
-brushed them twice a day hung by Simeon’s hat and coat; and if Simeon’s
-neckties were still shabby and his collars a little frayed, it was
-because John had not yet discovered the remedy. Some days a luncheon
-appeared on Simeon’s desk, and some days he went out to luncheon; and he
-could not have told which, except that it was always the thing that he
-would have done had he devoted hours of thought to it all.
-
-He did not give thanks to John, and John did not expect them. The lamps
-in his eyes had not been lighted for that--nor for money....
-
-He went about the room now in his slow, considerate way, attending to
-each detail of locking up, as carefully as if he were not to be first
-on the ground in the morning.... He would return to start the day.
-Later--perhaps at noon--he would slip away. That would make least
-trouble.... To come in the morning and find him gone!--John felt,
-through all his short, square figure, the shock to the nervous,
-quivering one. He did not need to reason it out. He did not even know
-that he thought it. It was an instinct--born the first day he came into
-Simeon Tetlow’s office and saw the thin figure seated before its chaotic
-desk wrestling its way through mighty things.... He had thought of his
-mother as he stood there waiting for orders. She had fairly driven him
-away. “Go and be a _man!_” she had said; “I shall ruin you.” And she
-had smiled at him courageously.... And he had come away, and had taken
-the first thing at hand--a call-boy, kicking his heels against a bench
-with a dozen others. And this was his employer.... So he had stood
-waiting when Simeon Tetlow had looked up and seen the lamps aglow.
-
-That was three years ago. And tonight Simeon, plodding home through the
-foggy gloom, was swearing a little under his breath.
-
-“It ’s the weak spot in the boy,” he said testily; “I believe he’s soft
-at the core.”
-
-He inserted his latchkey, grumbling still. “Wash dishes--will he? Damn
-him!--Umph!--Damn him!” And yet it was as if he had said: “Bless him!”
- The great door swung noiselessly open, and he went in.
-
-
-
-
-II
-
-
-The woman was looking into the dusk. Her hair, short like a boy’s,
-curled a little about the ears. She pushed it back as she looked, her
-eyes deepening and widening. It was a gentle face, with a sharp line
-between the eyes, that broke its quiet. She sank back with a little
-sigh. Foolish to look.... He could not come. She must think of
-something.... The twilights were long and heavy.... What was it he had
-written?... Hollyhocks? yes; that was it!--in the garden. He had said
-she should have them--next summer. She leaned back with closed eyes
-and folded hands, watching them--pink and rose and crimson, white with
-flushing red, standing stiff and straight against the wall. They were so
-cool and sturdy, and they brought the sunshine.... The dark floated wide
-and lost itself in a sky of light. The smile crept back to her lips.
-She stirred a little. The door opened and closed.... His hands scarcely
-touched her as he bent and kissed her.
-
-“It’s you--!” a little cry of doubt and delight.
-
-“It’s me, mother.” The words laughed to her quietly.
-
-She put out a hand. “How long can you stay?” She was stroking his coat.
-
-“Always.”
-
-“What--?” The hand pushed him from her. The eyes scanned his face.
-
-“Always,” he repeated cheerfully, “if you want me.”
-
-She shook her head. “I don’t want you. I wrote you I was--happy.”
-
-“Yes. You wrote it too often--and too hard.” He was smiling at her. But
-the lamps were misty. “Did you think I would n’t see?”
-
-“Oh, dear--oh, dear--dear, dear!” It was a little wail of reproach at
-his foolishness--and hers. “And you were doing so well!”
-
-“I can do better here. What’s burning!” He sniffed a little.
-
-She glanced anxiously toward the kitchen. “Your father put some crusts
-in the oven to brown. It can’t he--”
-
-“It can’t be anything else,” said John.
-
-When he came back he told her of the great Dr. Blake.
-
-They sat in silence while the room drew dark about them.
-
-Now and then she reached out and touched his coat softly.
-
-“Tomorrow then--!” half-doubtfully, when he bade her good night.
-
-“Tomorrow we shall see the great doctor,” he assented cheerfully. “Good
-night, mother.”
-
-“Good night, my son.”
-
-The great doctor looked her over keenly, with eyes that saw everything
-and saw nothing.
-
-“A little trouble in walking!”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“And nervous sometimes--a little!”
-
-He might have been a neighbor, inquiring after her health. The little
-woman forgot herself and her fear of him. She told him, very simply, of
-the long nights--when the walls seemed closing in and there was no
-air except under the sky, and her feet refused to carry her. The line
-between her eyes grew deeper as she talked, but the hands in her lap
-were very quiet. She did not shrink while the doctor’s sensitive
-fingers traveled up and down her spine with almost roseleaf touch. Only
-once she gave a quick cry of pain.
-
-“I see. I see. A little tender.”
-
-“Yes.” It was almost a gasp, with a quick drawing in of the lip.
-
-“I see.” He nodded. “Yes. That will do--very nicely.”
-
-He led her away to another room--to rest a little before the journey.
-When he returned his glance met the boy’s absently.
-
-He arranged trifles on his desk--paperweight and pens and blotter--as
-affairs of importance, before he spoke, casually:
-
-“She will always be ill--Yes. It is a hopeless case--Yes.” He paused a
-little between the words, giving the boy time. “She will suffer--more
-than she has yet. But we can help a little.” He had drawn a paper toward
-him and was writing his hieroglyphics with slow care, not looking up.
-“We will ease it, all we can. Keep her mind at rest. Make her happy.”
- He turned his spectacles on the young man. “You can make her happy. That
-will do more for her than I can.... Will she live? Yes, yes. Longer than
-the rest, perhaps.... Shall you tell her?--not today, I think--some
-other time. She is a little tired. She is a brave woman.”
-
-
-
-
-III
-
-
-SIMEON Tetlow glanced up sharply. The door had opened without a sound.
-“You ’ve come. Umph!” He shoved the pile of letters from him.
-
-“Sit down.”
-
-The air was full of sunshine. Even in the dingy office it glinted and
-shone.
-
-Across its radiance Simeon studied the dull face. “Well!”
-
-The eyes of the boy met his, half-wistfully, it seemed. “She needs me,
-sir,” he said. Simeon stirred uneasily. “Seen Dr. Blake?”
-
-“Yes, sir. He says he cannot help her.”
-
-“Umph!” Simeon shifted again in his chair. His eye dropped to the pile
-of papers beside him.
-
-The boy’s hands had reached out to them. Almost instinctively the
-fingers were threading their way among them, sorting and arranging in
-neat piles.
-
-Simeon watched the fingers jealously. It was as if he might spring upon
-them and fasten them there forever. The young man’s eyes traveled about
-the room, noting signs of disorder. “I can stay today,” he said slowly.
-He hesitated. “I can stay a week, sir, if you want me.”
-
-“I don’t want you a week.” The man was looking at him savagely. “You
-must bring them here!” he said.
-
-“Here!” in doubt.
-
-The man nodded. “They can live here as well as anywhere!”
-
-The boy pondered it a minute. He shook his head slowly.
-
-“They would n’t be happy,” he said. “She has friends there, in
-Bridgewater--people she’s known ever since she was a little girl--and
-father has his work. He ’s an old man. It would n’t be easy for him to
-get work here. He has an easy job--”
-
-“Work enough here,” growled Simeon. He was studying the boy’s face
-keenly. Was it possible the fellow was making capital of all this? He
-threw off the thought. “Work enough here,” he repeated.
-
-John considered it again. He looked up. The lamps threw their clear
-light into the future. “I ’d thought of that, sir,” he said slowly, “and
-I ’ve talked about it--a little. But I saw it hurt them. So I dropped
-it.”
-
-“You ’re missing the chance of a lifetime,” said Simeon. “There are men
-working below that’d give ten years off their life to get what you’ve
-got without trying.”
-
-The boy’s quiet eye met his.
-
-“Oh, you ’ve tried--you’ve tried. I don’t mean that,” he said testily.
-“But it’s a case of fitness--the chance of a lifetime,” he repeated
-significantly.
-
-The boy looked at him. “I know it, sir. I’ve thought about it a long
-time. It ’s hard to do. But, you see, we never have but one father and
-mother.”
-
-The other met it, blinking. “Umph!”
-
-“I shall try to get something at the Bridgewater office. I thought
-perhaps you would recommend me if there was a vacancy.”
-
-“There is n’t any,” said Simeon shortly--almost with relief.
-
-“The second shipping-clerk left week before last.”
-
-“You don’t want that?”
-
-“I think I do.”
-
-Simeon turned vaguely toward the pigeonholes. The boy’s quick eye was
-before him. “This is the one, sir.”
-
-Simeon smiled grimly. He drew out a blank from its place and filled it
-in. “You won’t like it,” he said, holding the pen in his teeth while he
-reached for the blotter. “It ’s heavy lifting, and Simpson ’s no angel
-to work under. No chance to rise, either.” He was glaring at the boy, a
-kind of desperate affection growing in his eyes..
-
-The boy returned the look mistily. “You make it a little hard, sir. I
-wish I could stay.” He half held out his hand and drew it back.
-
-Simeon ignored it. He had taken down a ledger and picked a letter from
-the pile before him. The interview was over. The President of the “R.
-and Q.” Railroad was not hanging on anybody’s neck.
-
-“It ’s the other ledger, sir,” said John quickly, “the farther one.” He
-reached over and laid it deftly before his employer.
-
-Simeon pushed it from him savagely. “Go to the devil!” he said.
-
-The boy went, shutting the door quietly behind him.
-
-
-
-
-IV
-
-
-IT was six o’clock--the close of a perfect June day. Not even the
-freight engines, pulling and hauling up and down the yard, with their
-puffs of black smoke, could darken the sky. Over in the meadow, beyond
-the network of tracks, the bobolinks had been tumbling and bubbling all
-day. It was time to close shop now, and they had subsided into the long
-grass. In the office the assistant shipping-clerk was finishing the last
-bill of lading. He put it to one side and looked at his watch. A look of
-relief crossed his face as he replaced it and climbed down from the high
-stool. It had been a hard day in the Bridge-water freight-office.
-News had come, in the early morning, of a wreck, three miles down the
-track--a sleeper and a freight had collided where the road curves by
-the stonework of the long bridge, and John had been sent down to help in
-looking after the freight.
-
-It was one of the worst wrecks the road had known. No one placed the
-blame. Those on the ground were too busy to have theories; and those at
-a distance had to change their theories a dozen times during the day.
-At noon word came that the president of the road was on his way to the
-scene of the accident. The news reached John as he was getting into the
-wrecking-car to return to the office. He paused for a flying minute,
-one foot on the step of the car. Then he swung off, and the car moved on
-without him. He spent the next half hour going over the ground. He made
-careful notes of every detail, recalling points from memory, taking
-measurements, jotting down facts and figures with his swift, short
-fingers. When he had finished he took the next wrecking-car back, making
-up for lost time by lunching at his desk while he worked.
-
-All the afternoon he had been doing the work of three men.... Six
-o’clock. He got down from the high stool, stretching himself and rubbing
-his arms. In ten minutes the special would pass. He glanced out through
-the office window at the back of the building. High at the top of the
-sandy bank a bunch of clover bloomed against the sky, huge heads, with
-pink-and-white hearts--a kind of alfalfa--perhaps a seed from some
-passing freight. He had seen them, flaunting there, between hurried
-snatches of work, all the afternoon. He would pick them and carry them
-to her. But not now.... He looked again at his watch. He wanted to see
-the special when it passed. It would not stop, probably, but he might
-catch a glimpse of Simeon Tetlow. He had often wished he might see
-him, and he had often thought of his face the morning he said good-by.
-Beneath the anger in it had been something the boy could not fathom--a
-kind of entreaty.... He must find some way to give him the notes he had
-made of the wreck. He stepped out on the platform, looking up and down
-the shine on the tracks. The sun, coming low across the meadow
-beyond the tracks, made everything beautiful. A whistle sounded. The
-special--at the upper bridge. In five minutes it would pass. A smile
-curved his lips. The sound of quick bells and puffs and wheels came
-pleasantly to him from the engines at work in the yard down beyond the
-freight-house. A long train at the left was backing in slowly. John
-watched it and jingled some pennies in his pockets. He was thinking
-of Simeon Tetlow, the smile still on his lips.... Suddenly the smile
-stopped. The fingers gripped the pennies and held them fast.. .. His eye
-flashed along the top of the slow-moving train.--No one in sight--level
-tracks--the special two minutes off--the freight taking her track....
-The switch, if he could make it--It was not a thought, but a swift turn
-of the short legs. Never had they seemed to him so fat and heavy beneath
-him. Yet they were flying over the ties as the wind sweeps a field.
-The short, strong body dropped itself upon the switch and hung there,
-gripping--a whirl of cinders and blast and roar. ... Had he come fast
-enough?... Ages passed. He lifted his head and looked back up the long
-tracks. The freight was still backing in slowly. The special--like
-an old lady who has taken the wrong crossing--was emitting a sound
-of dismay, a quick, high note. The wheels reversed and she came back,
-puffing and complaining, in little jerks.
-
-When the train halted Simeon Tetlow stepped down from the platform. His
-hand, as it left the iron rail, trembled a little. He thrust it into
-the pocket of his light coat, looking up and down the tracks with stern
-glance. The glance fell upon John mopping his brow.
-
-The president of the road moved toward him slowly. “What ’s up?” It was
-short and sharp.
-
-John waited a minute while he mopped his brow again and replaced the
-handkerchief. He was thinking fast--for two. “I--I wanted to see you,
-sir.” One glance at the man had told him everything--the shaking hand
-clinched in the pocket, the quivering nerves, the dusty journey, the
-anxiety and fierce need of help. One more shock and the tension would
-give way. “I wanted to see you, sir,” he repeated quietly.
-
-Simeon was looking at him keenly, up and down. “So you stopped my
-special?”
-
-John nodded. “Yes, I stopped it--I guess I stopped it.” His voice almost
-laughed at the words. He was tugging at something in his pocket.
-“I wanted to give you these, sir.” He had fished out the handful of
-papers--old envelopes, scraps, bits of newspaper margins--covered with
-writing and figures. “I was down there this morning--to the wreck,” he
-said quickly. “Things were pretty well mixed up--I thought you might
-like to see how they lay. I made some notes.”
-
-“Ah-h!” It was a long-drawn breath-something between a snarl and a
-laugh. “Come inside.”
-
-They went into the special, with her hideous decorations of plush and
-imitation leather. The president nodded to the seat beside a table
-covered with telegrams and newspapers and memoranda: “Sit down.”
-
-He seated himself opposite the boy, his elbow on the table and his head
-resting on the hand. Beneath its shelter his swift eyes looked out,
-scanning the boy’s face. “Well!” It was sharp and quick.
-
-The boy smiled at the familiar note. He ran over the papers in his
-fingers, selecting one near the bottom. “This is the way things lay when
-we got there. We were first on the ground. I had a good chance to see,”
- he said simply.
-
-“I ’ll warrant.” Simeon growled a little, leaning toward it.
-
-The boy moved nearer to him. “These are the sleepers--the freight lay
-this way, over to the left. They must have struck just as the last car
-left the bridge.”
-
-“I see.” Simeon reached out a hand for the paper. It trembled mistily as
-he bent above it. “I see.” The tone held a note of satisfaction. “What
-else?” He looked up quickly.
-
-John was sorting the papers, a half-smile on his slow lips. A sense of
-happiness held his stubby fingers.
-
-The president’s eyes rested on the dull face for a long minute. His
-hand, holding the paper, had ceased to tremble. He was resting in the
-strength of this body, short and sturdy and full of willing life. No one
-knew what that stubby-fingered boy had meant to him--what plans for the
-future had been cut off. The boy was to have been closer than a partner
-for him, closer than his own body, through the years. He was to have
-lived with him--shared his fortune, good and bad.... No one had guessed.
-He himself had not quite known--until, one day, the door closed
-behind the boy and he found himself sitting before a desk, trying with
-trembling fingers to make an entry in the ledger.... He had worried
-along since then as best he could.... And now he was sitting in the
-quiet car with the boy opposite him. The freight outside was pulling
-away with slow, disturbed puffs. The low sun shone through the car, and
-a glow of red plush lifted itself about them and filled the car with
-clear, rosy light.
-
-The boy looked up. His eyes met the watching ones, and a quick light
-flashed into them, touching the lamps of service to flame. “This is the
-next one, sir.” He looked down again at the papers and held one out.
-
-The president pushed it aside with a touch. His eyes searched the boy’s
-face. “Tell me what happened--just now!”
-
-“Just now--!” The boy looked up, waiting, his lips half apart.
-
-The president nodded. “You know--When we stopped--What was wrong!”
-
-The boy waited a minute. “No. 39 had your track,” he said at last,
-quietly. “She’s gone now. That’s her whistle--up the yard.” He turned
-his head a little.
-
-The president’s eyes still scanned the dull face. “And you changed the
-switch!”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-The president pushed the papers farther from him, making a place for
-both arms on the table. He leaned forward a little. “So that’s what you
-left me for?”
-
-The boy looked up, startled. “What, sir!”
-
-The president nodded slowly. “To turn a switch, I suppose--” The thin
-hand lifted to his lips was trembling now as a leaf quivers at a sudden
-wind.
-
-“Some one else would have seen,” said the boy quickly.
-
-“Nobody sees--but you.” He crunched out the words. “When are you coming
-back?”
-
-“Back!”
-
-“To the office--I need you.” He gulped a little over the words. He had
-never said as much to any one.
-
-The lamps, with their still glow, were turned toward him. “I want to
-come, sir.”
-
-“Well?”
-
-“We talked it over last night--She wants me to do it--She will come with
-me--But--”
-
-The president of the road was looking down now--waiting.
-
-The boy’s eyes studied the worn face with its wrinkles, the thin, hard
-lips and stern lines. Something in it made his heart suddenly go from
-him. “I think I’m coming, sir,” he said simply.
-
-The face did not look up. It worked strangely for a moment.
-
-Then it dropped in the folded arms on the table and rested there.
-
-The boy fell to sorting the telegrams.
-
-When the man looked up the face was quiet. But something had gone from
-it--a kind of hard selfishness. The gentleness that touched the lines
-had left them free. He smiled a little wistfully as he held out his hand
-for the papers. “I’m ready now. Go ahead.”
-
-In ten minutes the papers were all in his hands, and the special was on
-her way to the wreck. The boy watched it out of sight. Then he turned
-away and crossed the tracks to the sandy bank, whistling softly--little
-breaths of sound that broke into lightest bubbles of joy as he
-climbed the bank. He was going to gather the clover blossoms, with the
-pink-and-white hearts, to carry home to her.
-
-
-
-
-V
-
-
-The man at work in the garden looked up with sudden interest. A
-light whistle had caught his ear--“That you, Johnny?” He looked out
-through the vista of currant-bushes and peas to the path that skirted
-the house. “You there?” he called.
-
-The youth, who had come around the corner, nodded casually. “How is
-mother?”
-
-The old man got slowly to his feet, rubbing his knees a little. “All
-right, I guess. She was out here with me a while ago, but I took her
-in.--You got some flowers for her?” He glanced at the pink-and-white
-blossoms in the boy’s hand.
-
-“I got them on the bank by the track--Has she had a good day?”
-
-“Putty good, I reckon. Putty good.” He was coming down between the peas,
-limping a little. “They found out who’s to blame--?”
-
-The boy was moving toward the house, but he turned back with a little
-gesture of silence. “She does n’t know?”
-
-The older man looked a little guilty. “Well--yes--fact is--I told her.
-She kind o’ got it out o’ me,” he added in defence.
-
-The boy smiled. “She always gets it out of you.--Never mind if it has
-n’t hurt her.” He turned again toward the house.
-
-She was very quiet as he entered the room. The blinds were closed and
-the little light that came through the shutters made a kind of cool
-dusk. He crossed to the lounge and laid the flowers by her hand. The
-delicate fingers reached out and closed over them. “Clover blossoms,”
- she said softly. “I was wishing today--We used to have them in the
-yard-before the lawn-mower--” The fingers strayed here and there,
-touching them gently. “Are they crimson?”
-
-“Guess again.” His voice was full of gentle love.
-
-“Not crimson, no.... But they ’re not white, either--”
-
-“But you ’re warm,” he said.
-
-The eyes flashed open and looked at him. “What happened today?”
-
-“Father told you--about the accident?”
-
-“The accident--Yes. But there was something else--”
-
-He laughed quietly. “You always know, don’t you! Was it good or bad!”
-
-She hesitated a second. “Good--for you.”
-
-“And for all of us, mother.” He bent toward her. “We were talking about
-it last night--about my going back--if he wanted me.”
-
-“Yes--Have you heard from him!”
-
-“I ’ve seen him.”
-
-“Today!”
-
-He nodded. “He came down to look after the accident, and his train
-stopped a minute at the office. He wants me--I think he needs me--But it
-’s for you to say, mother--you and father.”
-
-The breath of a sigh came to her lips and changed to a smile. “Ah, if
-you can get your father to go--”
-
-He smiled back, his eyes searching her face for the slightest shadow
-that should cross it. “He ’ll go,” he said decisively. “And he ’ll like
-it--after we get there. But will _you_ like it, mother! That ’s what I
-’m afraid of--You ’ll miss your friends--and little things--”
-
-“I shall have you,” she returned quickly, “and your father--and
-President Tetlow.”
-
-He smiled a little at the picture. But his face had suddenly cleared. “I
-believe you _would_ like him,” he said. “I never thought before how much
-alike you are--you two--in some ways!”
-
-She laughed out. “He’s a terrible hard man to get on with!”
-
-He bent and kissed her cheek lightly. “For other people, perhaps--not
-for you--or me.” She had lifted the clovers and was looking at them.
-“How beautiful they are!” she said softly. They dropped again to her
-side. “I want to go.” She was looking at him with clear eyes. “And I
-want _you_ to go--I didn’t see how it was when we talked it over last
-winter--how much it would mean to you. I dreaded the change and your
-father is so hard to move--and I thought, too, that it would be too much
-for you--having me to look after and all the responsibility besides.
-I did n’t see then--but I’ve been thinking about it months now, lying
-here. You really liked the work there and that made it easy--” She was
-looking at him inquiringly.
-
-He nodded slowly. “I liked it--I don’t think I ever did any work I
-liked so well. It was almost as if I thought things out myself. I can’t
-explain how it felt--but somehow I used to forget, almost, that I was
-n’t planning things--It seemed so natural to do them--the things he
-wanted done.”
-
-“I know.” She sighed softly. “How he must miss you!”
-
-He seemed not to have heard her. He was following his thought, clearing
-it to his slow mind. “You ’re right in the midst of things down there.
-It’s like being fireman on one of these big engines, I guess--every
-shovelful you put in, you can see her fly just as if you were doing it
-yourself. Here it ’s different, somehow. I do first one thing and then
-another, but nothing seems to count much.”
-
-“It ’s like being a brakeman,” she suggested.
-
-“That’s it! I never thought of that! But I’ve always said I’d rather
-be fireman on any old engine than a high-class brakeman--Pullman or
-anything.”
-
-Again the little breath of a sigh that changed quickly to a smile.
-“We won’t be brakemen any more,” she said. “We ’ll go live on the
-engine--right by the throttle--that’s what you call it, is n’t it?” A
-little laugh covered the words.
-
-He bent and kissed her again. “Dear mother! You shall never go if you do
-not want it.”
-
-“Ah, but I want it--more than anything in the world. But there is your
-father--?”
-
-“There is father,” he said decisively. “But first we ’ll have supper.”
-
-He went out into the kitchen and she lay in the half-dusk with the
-flowers clasped in her fingers. Presently she lifted them and drew them
-across her cheek. “It was good in You to make flowers,” she said softly,
-“thank You for them. ... Thank You....” The words trailed away to a
-breath as she held the flowers to the light, turning them a little and
-shaking them softly apart to look into their cool fragrance.
-
-Then she touched them again to her cheek and lay with closed eyes.
-
-When the boy came in a few minutes later, he stood for a moment watching
-her before he set the slender glass of water on the table and turned
-to the window, opening the blinds and letting in the late light. Her
-eyelids lifted and she looked out at him dreamily. “I must have been
-asleep,” she said. “I was picking flowers in the meadow at home and the
-wind blew in my face. I ran a little way--” She held out the flowers to
-him. “Put them in water for me, John.”
-
-He took them and shook them apart, dropping them lightly into the glass
-of water on the table.
-
-“They are drooping,” she said regretfully.
-
-“Yes, but they will come up.--Supper is ready.” He had placed an arm
-under her shoulders and lifted her from her place as easily as if
-she were a child. They waited a moment while she slipped to her feet,
-steadying herself a little. Then they moved slowly toward the door, her
-weight half resting on the arm that guided her. Any one watching them
-would have seen where the boy had gained his gentle bearing. He leaned a
-little as they went, his soul absorbed in serving her; and something of
-the dignity and courage of the slender shoulders seemed to have passed
-into the heavier ones, as if they, too, bore the burden and the pain
-with heroic spirit.
-
-To the old man, waiting by the stove, tea-pot in hand, there was nothing
-heroic in the sight of the two in the doorway. They were simply John and
-Marcia and they had always walked together like that, almost from the
-time John could toddle across the floor. Then her hand had rested on
-the boy’s shoulder and he had looked up, now and then, under the weight,
-saying, “Does it hurt this way, mother?” Now he did not need to ask. He
-guided the slight figure, half carrying it, lightly, as if it had been a
-part of himself.
-
-The old man set the tea-pot on the table and drew out her chair
-clumsily. “We’ve got lettuce for supper,” he said proudly, “and
-redishes, and tomorrow night they ’ll be a mess of peas, if nothin’
-happens.”
-
-She sank into the chair with a little sigh and a smile of pleasure at
-the dainty table. The lettuce lifted itself crisply and the radishes
-glowed pink and white in their dish. A silence fell for a moment on the
-little group. They had never formed the habit of saying grace; but when
-the mother was well enough to be in her place, there was a quiet moment
-before they broke bread.
-
-John looked at her now, a little shade of anxiety in his face. Then he
-began to talk of the day’s happenings, the old man chiming in with the
-odd effect of a heavy freight, shacking back and forth through the whirl
-of traffic. To the boy and his mother talking was a kind of thinking
-aloud--elliptical flashes, sentences half-finished, nods intercepted and
-smiles running to quick laughs. To the old man it was a slower process,
-broken by spaces of silence, chewing and meditating. Now and then
-he caught at some flying fragment of talk, holding it close--as to
-near-sighted eyes.
-
-“You wa’n’t thinkin’ of moving to Bay-port?” He asked the question
-humbly, but with a kind of mild obstinacy that checked the flow of talk.
-
-“That’s what we wanted to ask you, father.”
-
-The boy had raised his voice a little, as if speaking to a person who
-was a little deaf.
-
-The old man sat down his tea-cup and rubbed his finger thoughtfully
-along his chin. “I don’t b’lieve I ’d better go,” he said slowly. He
-shook his head. “I don’t see how I can go nohow.”
-
-The boy glanced swiftly at his mother. A little line had fallen between
-her eyes. The slower processes of the man’s mind were a nervous horror
-to her quick-moving one.
-
-She leaned forward a little. “We want to go, Caleb, because it will be
-better for John,” she said slowly.
-
-He nodded imperturbably. “Yes, it ’ll be better for the boy.” He glanced
-at him kindly. “I know all about it’s being better for the boy. We
-talked about it last winter, and if you ’d made up your minds to go
-then, I would n’t ’a’ said a word--not a word.”
-
-“But it will be better now--easier to go. There is n’t any other
-difference from what there was last winter.”
-
-“Yes, they’s a difference,” said the old man slowly. “I did n’t hev my
-squashes then.”
-
-“But you have n’t got them now,” said John. “They won’t be ripe for
-months--”
-
-“Six weeks,” interrupted the old man solemnly. “They are just a-settin
-’.”
-
-“But we can buy squashes in Bayport, Caleb.”
-
-He looked at her mildly. “Yes, we can buy ’em, but will they be them
-squashes!--You know they won’t be, and Johnny knows they won’t.” His
-look changed a little to severity. “When a man’s done what I have for
-them squashes--Why, I dug that ground and I fertilized it, and I’ve
-weeded and watered and fussed and tended them all spring, and when a man
-’s done that much, a man wants to _eat ’em!_” It was a long speech for
-the old man, and he chewed in gloomy silence.
-
-The man looked up again and saw them shining at him. “I want to go,
-Johnny,” he said, and his thick lips trembled a little, “I want to do
-what’s best for you. You know it and your mother knows it.” He was
-looking at her humbly.
-
-“Yes, Caleb, I know.” The line had vanished from her eyes. Dear old
-Caleb!--How slow he was and how right, always, in the end!
-
-“How would it do, father, if we had the things sent down to us?” said
-the boy.
-
-The man’s mouth was open, regarding him mildly. “If we had, what sent,
-Johnny?”
-
-“The garden stuff--peas and beets and squashes and so on?”
-
-The dull look lightened. “Maybe we could--and it would seem good to eat
-the same ones we raised, would n’t it?” He looked at him appealingly.
-
-“We’d all like it, and it would be good for mother--to have the things
-fresh from home.”
-
-“So ’t would, Johnny. So ’t would. Who’ll we get to tend ’em?” The
-thought puckered his forehead in anxious lines.
-
-“There ’s Stillwell,” said John absently. He was not looking at the old
-man, but at his mother’s face.
-
-It was turned to him with a little smile. “I am glad,” she said, as if
-he had spoken.
-
-“You are tired?”
-
-“Yes--it has been a long day--so much has happened.”
-
-“I will help you to bed,” he said, thoughtfully, “and then I must go
-back to the office for a little while.”
-
-She looked at him inquiringly. “Tonight?”
-
-“Only for a little while. The special goes back at eight--I want to tell
-him.”
-
-She made a swift gesture. “Don’t wait. Your father will help me.”
-
-“I ’ll help her, Sonny. You run right along,” said the old man kindly.
-
-“I am a little late,” said the hoy, looking at his watch. “I ’ll have
-to hurry. But I ’ll be back before you ’re asleep.” With a little nod he
-was gone.
-
-They looked at each other across the vacant place. “I do know how you
-’re goin’ to stand it,” said the old man slowly.
-
-“I shall not mind.” She spoke with quick decision, “but it will be hard
-for you--leaving the garden and the place.”
-
-“We ’ve lived here thirty year,” he said thoughtfully.
-
-“Thirty-one,” she responded.
-
-“So ’t was--thirty-one last May.”
-
-He came around and laid a clumsy hand on her shoulder. “You want I
-should help you, Marcia?”
-
-“No, Caleb, I ’ll sit here a little--perhaps till the boy comes back. I
-like to look at the garden from here.”
-
-The old man’s glance followed hers. “It is putty,” he said. “You see how
-them squashes hev come on since morning?”
-
-“Yes.” She smiled at him in the dim light. “Seems’s if you could most
-see ’em grow,” said the old man with a little sigh. He took up his
-battered hat. “Well, I ’ll go see Stillwell. Like enough he ’ll be glad
-to do it.”
-
-But when he was outside of the door, he did not turn toward Stillwell’s.
-He went down the garden path instead, stooping now and then to a plant
-or vine, patting the mold with slow fingers. At the end of the garden he
-dropped to his knees, feeling cautiously along the bed that skirted the
-high board fence.... “Coming on fine,” he said, “and hollyhocks is what
-she wanted most of all.” His fingers strayed among them, picking off
-dead leaves, straightening stems and propping them with bits of stick.
-While he worked he talked to himself, a kind of mumbling chant, and
-sometimes he lifted himself a little and looked about the garden, much
-as a muskrat sits upon its haunches and watches the outer world for a
-moment before it dives again to its home. Once he looked up to the
-sky and his fingers ceased their work, his face wore a passive look.
-Kneeling there in the half-light, his big face lifted and the fragrance
-of the garden rising about him, he seemed to wait for something.
-Then his face dropped and his fingers groped again among the plants.
-By-and-by he got to his feet, stamping a little to shake out the
-stiffness. “It ’s better for the boy,” he said humbly. “I ’ll go see
-Stillwell right off.”
-
-
-
-
-VI
-
-
-The special was halting, with little puffs, and the president swung
-down from the steps. He looked about him with a nervous, running glance
-up and down the platform. If the boy were not here, he could not
-wait....
-
-“Hello!” He laid his hands on a pair of broad shoulders that pushed
-toward him out of the dusk. “I want you--right off!”
-
-“All right, sir, I’m coming.” There was a note of joy in the voice that
-warmed the older man’s heart.
-
-“You ’re ready, are you?” He had turned toward the steps, with quick
-motion.
-
-The boy laughed a little, hurrying beside him. “Not tonight. I must
-wait. There are things--”
-
-The president paused, one foot on the step, glaring at him. “What
-things--Telegraph--” He waved a hand toward the office.
-
-“It is n’t that.” The boy spoke quickly, the puffs from the engine
-driving his words aside. Nothing could seem important except that great
-engine, panting to be off, and the nervous man gripping the rail at his
-side. “It is n’t that, sir. It is my mother and the moving. I must see
-to that first.”
-
-“Oh, they ’re coming, are they?” The hand on the rail relaxed.
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-The president stepped back to the platform. He made an impatient gesture
-to the engineer and turned to the boy. “How long do you want?” It was
-the old, sharp tone.
-
-But the boy smiled, looking at him with shining eyes. “We might walk up
-and down,” he suggested.
-
-“Oh, walk--if you want to!” growled Simeon. He fell into a quick trot,
-matching the boy’s stride.
-
-“Things are bad down there!” He jerked out the words. “Damn fool work!”
-
-“Yes, sir.”
-
-“And the fault’s here.” He nodded toward the maze of tracks that
-stretched away in the dark.
-
-“Tomlinson is an old man,” said the boy.
-
-“Old fool!” retorted the other. “Must have been asleep--drunk!”
-
-“I don’t think he drinks,” said the boy quietly. “The hours are long--he
-’s old--he may have dropped off.”
-
-“He ’ll drop off now,” said the other grimly, “--way off--How long will
-it take--this moving business?”
-
-The boy waited a minute. “I want to come now, sir, right off--tomorrow.
-But my mother is not well--You see we must wait for the right day, and
-there is the house to look out for and my father--”
-
-“Don’t you know I need you?” said Simeon gruffly.
-
-The hoy looked at him again. It was plain, even in the obscure light,
-that the man was driven.... He had never seen him like this; and he
-thought rapidly. The engine had ceased its puffs, but he felt the great
-throbbing power waiting there behind it. His blood thrilled to it,
-drifting in his veins. To be off with this man--shaping the course of a
-world! They had come to the end of the platform and he stopped, wiping
-away the great drops that had gathered on his forehead.
-
-“It ’s a hot night,” said Simeon testily. “Come into the car--get
-something cool.” The tone was almost crafty and the boy smiled, shaking
-his head. “Not tonight!”
-
-Already the slow, patient underhold had regained its power. He spoke
-in his old, slow fashion, choosing his words with care. “I can’t go
-tonight, sir. But I ’ll come the first thing in the morning, if that
-will do. A few days won’t matter. The moving can wait till this thing is
-straightened out.” He motioned toward the east, where the wreck lay.
-
-They had turned and were pacing back toward the engine. Insensibly
-Simeon’s gait had slowed to the boy’s even tread and his breathing had
-slackened its quick beat. He looked at the great eye blazing toward them
-through the dusk. “You won’t come,” he said, “not till you ’re good and
-ready. But I tell you--I shall dock your pay!”
-
-The boy laughed out. “I will come tomorrow, sir, if she keeps well.”
-
-“Oh, tomorrow!” said Simeon. It might have been years from the tone.
-
-He stepped on to the platform of the car. “I can get along without you,”
- he said. The train had started and the words rumbled back, out of the
-roar of smoke. But to the boy, standing with his hat in his hand, they
-were an appeal for help, a call from the whirl and rush of the world for
-something that he had to give.
-
-He turned away and went down the street, wondering a little at the
-strangeness of the day.
-
-It was a radiant night.
-
-He looked up to the sky--the same sky that the man in the garden had
-lifted his face to, a little while ago, kneeling among the plants. But
-the stars were out now, lighting its gloom. The boy thought suddenly of
-his mother’s eyes and quickened his pace. She would be waiting for him,
-looking into the dark. He felt a little thrill of pride in her courage.
-... She would make the sacrifice for him without a murmur. Yet it was
-not for him--nor for the man who needed him. But behind him--behind them
-all--a great hand seemed reaching out to the boy, beckoning him, drawing
-him to his place in the world.
-
-
-
-
-VII
-
-
-SPEEDING that night toward Bayport, through the dark and the stars,
-Simeon Tetlow’s thoughts were often on the hoy. He was haunted by the
-wreck. It was shattered glass, and charred wood, and blood everywhere,
-and trampled grass and leaves.... But across the face of the wreck moved
-the hoy’s eyes as they had turned to him, following his train into the
-night.
-
-With the boy again, he could do all that he had ever planned--and more.
-In spite of his harsh words, flung back as the train started, his heart
-was aglow. John was coming back to him and together they could work out
-the plan that held him.... He could not have told the plan to any one;
-it was hardly articulate, even to himself. He paced up and down the
-tawdry car, his hands, tense at his sides, opening and closing with the
-swift thought that crowded upon him. It had been coming to him through
-the months, while he had groped and wrestled alone. Slowly it had been
-forming deep below--shaping itself out of life--a vision of service. And
-today he had seen it stretching before him, unrolling its web of thought
-as the train tracked the fertile country. All day he had looked out upon
-wide fields, scarred and broken by late frosts, on orchards and meadows
-and stretches of plain, half-tilled; and always, in the distance, the
-mountains, filled to the brim with ore. It was a rich country, but
-starved, straitened--and no one knew better than the President of the
-“R. and Q.” road the cause of its poverty. Across its length and breadth
-stretched the road--like a great monster that sprawled, sucking its
-lifeblood. He had known it, always,--and he had not cared. Let the
-country take care of itself. There was always enough for the road--and
-for dividends. He had put them off, when they had come to him begging
-better rates--leniency in bad seasons. There was not a farmer, up and
-down the region, that did not know Simeon Tetlow. He had a name among
-them. “The road was not there for its health.” They knew his face as he
-said it, and they hated it. As he sped through the night, he seemed to
-feel it closing in upon him--a cloud of malevolence settling upon him
-from the hills, rising from the valleys, shutting in on every side--and
-he, alone in its midst, tracking the great country--his hand reaching
-out to grasp its wealth.... But not now. He had seen it in the slow days
-that lay behind--a new vision. Sitting alone in his high office, he had
-watched the great system stretching out--not to drain the wealth of the
-country, not the huge monster that battened on its strength, but a
-vital necessity--a thing of veins and arteries, the highway of its life
-current--without which life itself must cease altogether or run feeble
-and clogged. The great imagination that could think a railroad into
-existence had brooded on the picture, sitting alone in its high office,
-watching the system stretching away, branching in every direction,
-lighting up the surrounding hills. And today, when the Boy had said he
-would come back, the man had known that the picture would come true.
-
-The porter had brought in his supper, placing it noiselessly before
-him on the table, but the president of the road had pushed it from him,
-leaning a little forward, gazing at the picture that glowed and filled
-the horizon. He drew his hand hastily across his eyes and the porter
-moved forward.
-
-“Supper, sah.”
-
-“Yes--yes.” But he did not stir. His eyes were fixed on the dark window,
-staring into the night.
-
-The porter reached out a hand to draw down the blind, but the president
-stayed him with a smile.
-
-“Let it he, Sam. I am ready now.”
-
-He ate with quick, nervous motion, his eyes still on the window.
-Glimmers of light from the hills struck across it--towns glinted
-and sparkled and slipped into the night. The eyes followed them
-eagerly--each gleam of light, each flash of power. It was a new
-country--_his_ country. It should Be what he chose to make it--a fertile
-land.
-
-The supper had been removed and the porter had set down the box of
-cigars on the table and withdrawn to his own place. The train rumbled
-through the night with swift shrieks and long, sliding rushes of sound.
-The president of the road reached out for a cigar. But the hand that
-held the lighted match trembled and whirred. He threw it aside, with an
-impatient sound, and struck another, taking the light with quick, tense
-puffs. It caught the spark and glowed. He dropped the match upon its
-tray. There was a look in his eyes that was half fear. He had been a man
-of iron--but the iron was shaken, shattered.... They threw the worn-out
-engine on the scrap-heap.... But not yet--Give him a year, two years, to
-make the dream come true. He saw the country bud and blossom and fling
-its promise on the air. In the ground he heard the grass grow, creeping.
-The grain beneath the mold could not move its silken filaments so
-lightly that his ear did not catch the sound; and from the mountains
-the ore called, loud and free, knocking against its walls. The mountains
-opened their great sides, and it poured down into the valleys--wealth
-for all the world--It should come true.... Time and strength--and John!
-
-The cigar had gone out and he tossed it aside, throwing himself on the
-red cushions and staring at the ceiling that swayed to the swift run of
-the engine. Then he closed his eyes and the boy’s face was before him,
-smiling. He slept fitfully. The train rumbled and jarred through his
-sleep, but always with its song of iron courage.
-
-VIII
-
-THERE were no dreams in the eyes of the President of the “R. and Q.”
- road the next morning. The office was a chaos of papers; they lay on the
-desk and on chairs, and covered the floor. “When John opened the door
-and stepped in, the president was running distracted fingers through his
-hair and diving into the chaos. He came up with a grunt.
-
-“I wish you’d find that statement the C. B. and L. sent last month--and
-be quick about it!”
-
-With a smile the boy hung up his hat and went down on his knees into the
-chaos, filing, selecting, discarding, with the old care.
-
-Simeon returned to his desk, growling. He took up the telephone receiver
-and put it to his ear, his scowl alert for blunders.... “What?--No!--You
-’ve copied that wrong--The _last_ one--yes.... Tom_lin_son, I said--not
-Thompson--Oh, Lord! _Tomlin--L-i-n_...”
-
-John slipped quietly from the room. At the door marked with the bronze
-token, “President’s Office,” he paused. The typewriters clattered
-merrily within and through the ground glass he caught a haze of
-pompadours rising against the light. He opened the door and looked in.
-The young women at the typewriters did not look up--except with their
-shoulders. The one by the large window scowled fixedly at her machine,
-her fingers fidgeting and thumping the keys. Her mouth wore a look of
-fine scorn and her blue eyes glinted.
-
-John returned to the outer office. The head bookkeeper looked up with a
-nod. “Morning, John. Moving along up above!”
-
-The boy nodded a slow reply. “Where is Edith?” he said.
-
-“Oh--Edith?” The man thought a moment with pen suspended. The light from
-the hanging bulb fell on his lined face. “Edith? Oh, yes. Congdon took
-her. Billing-room, I guess. Back to stay?”
-
-“Not for long.” The boy had disappeared through the swinging door at the
-end of the room.
-
-The young man seated at another desk in the room followed him with
-curious glance. “Who is that?” he asked, turning a little on his stool
-and staring at his companion.
-
-The head bookkeeper nodded absently. “That is John Bennett.” His finger
-was on the column, tracing a blunder to its source.
-
-“And who in hell is John Bennett?” demanded the other slowly.
-
-“You ’ll find out--if you stay long enough,” replied the head bookkeeper
-pleasantly. He placed his finger on the column and jotted figures on the
-little pad at his side. He laid aside the pad. “He ’s Simeon Tetlow’s
-shadow,” he said. “The two Bridgewater boys over there by the window.”
- He nodded his head. “They call him ’Sissie Johnny.’”
-
-“Looks like a fool and acts like Lord of Creation,” muttered the other.
-
-“That ’s what he is,” said the head bookkeeper. He had no time for
-conversation just then. He was close on the track of his mistake.
-Moreover, the assistant bookkeeper was a thorn in his side. The
-appointment had been none of his--one of old man Tetlow’s blunders, he
-called it savagely when he had time to talk.
-
-The assistant bookkeeper took up his pen, looking at it musingly. He
-knew, perhaps better than the head bookkeeper, to what he owed his
-appointment. Six months ago he had been in the employ of the rival road.
-Just why he had left them was his own affair, as were also the wires
-that had been pulled in his behalf along the “R. and Q.” Well, he
-was here. He had gathered much interesting information in his six
-months--information that might be valuable--very valuable--some day. He
-dipped his pen in the ink.... As for this John Bennett.... The pens were
-both at work now, flying fast.
-
-“You want Edith?” Congdon, the head billing-clerk, looked up from his
-file of bills with a little scowl; it changed slowly to pleasure. “Why,
-how are you, John? Did n’t know you were back... Edith--Well, yes, I
-took her--wanted another hand here. Marshall said they could spare one
-from the office. So I took the littlest.” He smiled genially.
-
-“Littlest and best,” said John.
-
-The other laughed out. “I began to suspect it--The old man wants her
-back?”
-
-“Right off.”
-
-Congdon turned a little in his place. “Oh, Edith!” He raised his voice
-and the girl across the room looked up.
-
-He beckoned to her and she came slowly, leaving her machine with a
-little touch that was almost a pat, as if it said, “Coming back very
-soon.”
-
-“Yes, sir.” She stood before them waiting, a slight, dark girl, with
-clear glance.
-
-“Ah,” the man’s eyes dwelt on her kindly. “They want you back in the
-office, Edith. You need n’t stop to finish.--I ’ll put some one else on
-those.”
-
-She turned away with a look that was almost a smile of pleasure. Half
-way to her table she paused and came back. “I can take my machine, can’t
-I?”
-
-He laughed tolerantly. “Oh, take it along, if you want to--Nobody else
-wants it.”
-
-John followed her to the table. “I ’ll carry it for you, Edith.”
-
-She slipped out the paper she had been at work on and began gathering up
-the trifles from her table.
-
-When he set down the machine in the president’s office, a ripple of
-eyebrows passed it by--glances too busy for comment. The clatter of the
-typewriters rose and hummed. The hive could not pause for a worker more
-or less. She slipped into her place with a little smile and nod, waiting
-while John shifted the telephone connection and swung a bulb, with its
-green shade, conveniently in place.
-
-The little bell rang sharply and she leaned to the receiver. “Hello!”
-
-John crossed to the young woman by the window. She had finished a sheet
-and was drawing it out with a quick swirl.
-
-“All done?” he asked pleasantly.
-
-She ignored him, rubbing out an offending word and blowing away the
-black fuzz before she looked up. “What is it?” she said sharply. Her
-hair, which was red and crisp, glinted as she turned her head.
-
-John’s eyes followed it with a little look of pleasure. There was
-something about that color that always made him happy. He did not know
-this and it had never occurred to him to be diplomatic. But a hint of a
-smile crossed the girl’s mouth.
-
-“Well?” She was looking at him tolerantly.
-
-He drew a sheaf of papers from his pocket. “These are to be
-copied--leaving blanks here, and here--Send a boy when they are done. He
-wants two carbons--very clear.”
-
-“All right.” She took them from him with a look of relief. It might be
-an honor to take down ’the old man’s dictation, but it was an honor she
-could dispense with. She fluffed her fingers toward the glinting hair
-and descended on the keys.
-
-John stood for a moment, looking thoughtfully at the crisping hair in
-the wide window-light. The girl had turned her head a little and it
-twinkled, but did not look up.
-
-As he crossed the room, he glanced casually at the new occupant. Her
-head was bent to the receiver and a little smile played about her lips.
-“Yes--yes--yes?--yes.” Her fingers moved quickly and she nodded once or
-twice as if listening to something pleasant. “She _likes_ to work for
-him,” thought John, “same as I do.”
-
-With a look of satisfaction on his round face he closed the office door
-behind him. He had accomplished, without a jar, what perhaps no other
-man in the service could have done. But he was not thinking of
-this--he hardly knew it. He was planning what Simeon should have for
-luncheon--something hot and staying....
-
-He reached out a hand to a boy who was hurrying toward the elevator.
-“Hold up, Sandy. What’s that?”
-
-“A note for the president.” It was the tone of pride.
-
-John smiled a little as he held out his hand. “I ’ll take it to him--and
-here--” The hoy’s face had fallen, “Take this--” He wrote hastily on a
-pad--“Carry that, one o’clock sharp, to the Holman House. They ’ll give
-you a luncheon for the president. Sprint, won’t you?”
-
-“You bet.” The smile was stealing back to the boyish face.
-
-John nodded. “Bring it up yourself--set it on the box by the door--not
-later than one, mind.”
-
-The boy nodded and was gone, tucking the note in his pocket. It did
-not occur to him to question the authority of this slow-moving young
-man--hardly more than a boy himself.
-
-It did not occur to any one to question it, as he made his way in a
-sort of slow-looking, fast fashion about the building, doing the things,
-little and big, that came to his hand. One did not think of the boy
-apart from his eyes. It was as if a spirit dwelt there, guiding the
-slowness and sureness, and men yielded to it, as they yield to the light
-when it shines on them.
-
-If the boy had known his power or guessed it, it would have vanished,
-slipped from him, even while he put out his hand to it. But he had
-always been slow and stupid--not clever like other boys--and needing
-time and patience for his work. He knew that it rested his mother to
-have him do things for her, and that Simeon Tetlow needed him. Beyond
-that his mind did not travel. He could not have told how he knew men’s
-thoughts--read their minds, almost, when their eyes looked into his--any
-more than he could have told why certain colors made him happy, or why
-he had chosen Edith Burton out of the office force for Simeon’s private
-work. Things came to him slowly. He stood motionless, sometimes,
-waiting--almost stupidly, it seemed--before a piece of work, a decision
-to be made--but when he put out his hand to it, he held it with firm
-grasp.
-
-Simeon did not look up when he came back. He was speaking into the
-telephone, a look of comparative peace on his face.
-
-John swept aside the heap of bills and memoranda that covered the desk
-across the room. Then he looked about for the dust-cloth. He found it in
-the pocket of one of Simeon’s old coats on the wall. A piece of cheese
-fell to the floor as he shook it out. And Simeon, looking around as he
-hung up the receiver, smiled for the first time in weeks.
-
-“So that ’s where I put that cheese, is it? I got it one day for
-luncheon--forgot where I put it--did n’t have any luncheon that day at
-all.” He was looking at it regretfully.
-
-John tossed it into the waste basket, a look of disapproval in his face.
-He wiped the dust from his desk, arranging the files of papers he had
-collected from the floor and placing them in pigeon-holes.
-
-Simeon watched, a look of something like contentment creeping to his
-face. “You found that statement yet?” The question was almost mild.
-
-“Yes, sir.” John picked up the paper and handed it to him. “They ’ve
-made double charge on those forty boilers, have n’t they?” Simeon took
-it and glared at it. “That ’s what I can’t find out,” he said. “I
-can’t find out.” He sighed impatiently and laid it on the desk while he
-reached for another set of papers.
-
-John, watching the face, was struck anew by the weariness in it. It was
-the face of an old man.
-
-He held out his hand. “Suppose I take it, sir. I ’ll be down in the yard
-this afternoon and I ’ll look it up.”
-
-There was a sound of jingling glass outside the partition.
-
-John stepped quickly to the door.
-
-“Here, Sandy. Take this to McElwain in the yard. Tell him I ’ll be down
-in half an hour.--Here ’s your luncheon, sir.” He brought in the tray
-and placed it on the table, setting a chair before it and drawing the
-cork from the bottle. He removed the napkin that covered the tray. “Your
-luncheon ’s ready, sir.”
-
-With a sigh of satisfaction, the President of the “R. and Q.” Road rose
-from his desk.
-
-“There’s a fresh towel, sir, and I brought up some soap.”
-
-With another sigh, the president of the road obeyed.
-
-
-
-
-IX
-
-SImeon was looking over his mail, grumbling and fussing. He pushed a
-pile of letters toward John when he returned from luncheon. “They’re
-coming in--thick and fast,” he said.
-
-“What are they?”
-
-“Damages.” He was scowling absently at the sheet in his hand. “Mail was
-full of it this morning. Here’s another.” He tossed it to the boy.
-
-John gathered them up, looking at them thoughtfully.
-
-“Take ’em to McKinnon,” said Simeon. “He ’ll tend to ’em for us.”
-
-“Shall I read them first?”
-
-Simeon snorted a little. “Read ’em?--Yes, read ’em, if you want to. You
-won’t find them very entertaining. _I_ did n’t.”
-
-The boy was turning them over slowly.
-
-“I ’ll pay ’em--every just claim,” said the old man. His shoulders were
-hunched a little forward, as if he were talking to himself. “I ’ll pay
-the just ones--every last cent. But the fakes can look out--that’s all!”
- His jaw set itself firmly.
-
-The boy had taken them to his desk and was going through them, making
-notes from them slowly. The heavy look in his face held a kind of pain.
-He was seeing it again--the wreck--the flare of fire; there were groans
-about him and shrill calls--hysterical women--and there had been a
-child.... He glanced across at Simeon.
-
-The old man’s face, bent to his work, was gray and haggard. He looked
-up, meeting the boy’s eye.
-
-“It ’s a terrible thing!” he said as if answering the look. “I can’t get
-it out of my mind.” His hand shook a little reaching for the paper. “I’d
-give the year’s profits--” he said slowly.
-
-“Have to,” said the boy quietly.
-
-The shrewd business look flashed back to the man’s face. “You can’t
-tell,” he said brusquely. “We shall settle ’em out of court--all we
-can.”
-
-“Won’t it cost more?”
-
-“A little, maybe. Some we ’ll pay a little more, perhaps, than the court
-would allow. But it ’s cheaper--in the end. The public won’t get scared.
-It’s bad having things gone over and raked up for folks to read. Let ’em
-sleep. We ’re ready and willing to pay costs--Keep the thing quiet. It’s
-only the fakes that bother--” He gave a little sigh.
-
-The boy was staring at the letter in his hand. He put it down and
-crossed to Simeon’s desk, taking oat the handful of notes he had made
-the night of the wreck. He ran them through his fingers and replaced
-them, smiling a little. “What’s tha?” asked Simeon.
-
-“I wanted to see if I made a note. I don’t think I did, but I can
-remember.” He went over and picked up the letter again. “It ’s this man
-Spaulding.”
-
-A light shot to Simeon’s face.
-
-“I think I saw him there.”
-
-“You did!” The light had gone out suddenly. “Fight it--You testify in
-court.”
-
-The boy was looking down at the letter thoughtfully. “It ’s a good thing
-I asked,” he said.
-
-“Asked what?”
-
-“His name,” said the hoy. “I don’t know why I did it. One of the
-brakemen told me. He limps a little, does n’t he?”
-
-“He ’s the man,” said Simeon promptly. “Rascal! Known him thirty years.
-He could n’t tell the straight truth if he tried--no more ’n he can walk
-straight.” His mouth shut grimly. “He won’t get a cent out of _this_
-road--not while _I_ run it!”
-
-“I don’t think he will,” said the boy quietly. “He was there--at the
-wreck. I saw him. But he came in a buggy.”
-
-“Buggy?” Simeon sat up.
-
-The boy nodded. “And he went away in it.-It was while I was looking
-after the freight--along toward the end. I had sealed the cars that
-were n’t broken up and I was trying to tally odds and ends--Things were
-scattered, you know?”
-
-The man’s eyes assented gloomily.
-
-“I was down in that gully to the left, looking after things, and I came
-on the horse and buggy tied there--a little way in from the road.”
-
-Simeon was smiling now, a look of exultation in his eyes. “You saw him?”
-
-“He came down and got in while I was there--”
-
-“See you?”
-
-“It was a little off in the trees where I was; but I saw him quite
-plainly. It was getting light then--four o’clock, at least.”
-
-Simeon chuckled. He reached out a hand. “Let’s have his claim--Twenty
-thousand, is it?” He looked at it. “Ten cents would buy him--body and
-soul!” he said scornfully. “Just like him--to hear of it and drive
-across country--five miles--to get evidence!” He looked at John
-shrewdly. “Perjury’s a good thing--put him where he belongs--where he
-’ll stay put, too. He won’t go driving across country, making up claims
-for damages for quite a spell, likely, if he pushes this one.” He tapped
-the paper in his hand. “Twenty thousand he wants, does he? Let him get
-it--work for it--making shoes!” He replaced the letter in his desk.
-
-“We ’ll keep that,” he said. “We won’t trouble McKinnon with it--not
-just yet.”
-
-He returned to his work, a look of satisfaction in his face, and went
-through the remaining letters, laying them one side, making a note for
-reference. “That’s all!” He placed the last one on its pile and gathered
-up the bunch. “There ’s one thing I ’ve noticed,” he said drily, “folks
-that get to handing in their claims inside of twenty-four hours ain’t
-very badly damaged.”
-
-The boy looked up absently. “Did you mean this, sir?” He had picked up
-a letter from the pile and he brought it across, laying it on Simeon’s
-desk. Across one corner of it a note was scrawled in Simeon’s small,
-crabbed hand.
-
-He looked at it with a snort. “Why should n’t I?” he demanded.
-
-John surveyed it thoughtfully. “I did n’t know but you would like to
-read it again.” Simeon took it in his hand. “I’ve read it a number of
-times already,” he said. “You see what it means, don’t you?” He was
-looking over the top of his glasses at the boy’s face.
-
-The boy nodded. “They mean that you will promise to hold to the rates of
-the last two years.”
-
-“They don’t say so--”
-
-“It _means_ that,” said the boy.
-
-Simeon nodded. “That’s what I make out. Well--I don’t do it--I don’t
-promise the C., B. and L. anything. You understand?--not _anything!_” He
-was glaring at the boy.
-
-“Yes, sir.” He held out a hand. “I only wanted to make sure.”
-
-Simeon handed him the letter. “The C., B. and L. is a big road,” he
-said. “They ’ve got smart men, but they can’t run the ’R. and Q.’--not
-yet.” He pointed to the words scrawled in the corner. “You write what
-I’ve marked there. Don’t let it go downstairs.”
-
-The boy went back to his desk.
-
-Simeon wrote with level brows, scowling at the paper before him.
-By-and-by he looked up. The boy, bending over his desk, had a troubled
-look. The president of the road watched him a few minutes in silence. He
-pushed back his papers. “Oh, John--?”
-
-The boy looked up. “Yes, sir.”
-
-“Don’t you worry about that. It gives them a chance to cut. But they’ve
-been doing it all along on the side. I have pretty clear proof they
-carried Thornton & Birdwell last year for six--five and three-quarters,
-part of the time, and a rebate besides.”
-
-“But this means open fight,” said the boy. He was looking down at the
-note.
-
-“And it ’s what I want,” said Simeon quickly. “They’ve had their spies
-on me long enough. Let ’em come out and fight for what they get.”
-
-The boy was still looking at the paper, a question in his eyes. “You
-don’t think they will connect with the Bridgewater terminus?” he said.
-
-Simeon’s eyes were on him shrewdly. “I think they ’ll _try_ to.”
-
-“And if they--do--?”
-
-“If they do, they ’ll find they can’t--not this year, nor next.”
-
-The boy looked up quickly.
-
-Simeon nodded. “You remember telling me last year that the Bardwell farm
-would block their road and that you thought it could be got?”
-
-“I knew they needed money,” said John. “They took a fair price,” said
-the old man drily.
-
-The boy’s face lighted slowly--“They can’t put through their road!”
-
-“Not without a lot of trouble. They can compel us to sell--maybe. But it
-will take time--and it will take a lot of money,” he said grimly.
-
-The boy’s face answered the look in his. “You going to fight ’em?”
-
-The man nodded slowly. “I ’m going to fight ’em.” He touched the letter
-with his hand. “Do you know what that rate would mean for the road?”
-
-“It has paid pretty well for two years,” said the boy thoughtfully.
-
-“And it would pay again,” said the man. He looked at the boy. “It would
-pay three years--perhaps four--for the road. But it would n’t pay the
-country.”
-
-The boy looked at him, a little puzzled light in his face.
-
-Simeon surveyed him a minute. Then he turned away, as if half ashamed.
-“What did you find out from McElwain about those boilers?”
-
-The boy glanced at the clock. “He ’s to have the statement at five. I
-’ll get it now.” When he had gone from the room, the man sat looking
-thoughtfully at his desk. He could not understand the feeling that had
-suddenly gripped him--a kind of shame--holding him back from revealing
-to the boy his purpose. He had faced the world with selfishness, but
-when virtue tried to look out from his eyes, they had faltered and
-turned away.
-
-
-
-
-X
-
-
-John went slowly down the stairs, pondering the quick words that had
-been spoken. What did it mean? He had never known the President of the
-“R. and Q.” to give a thought for any one or anything--except the road.
-He must be going to pieces--talking about the good of the country. ...
-The boy had always felt, in a vague way, the region hating Simeon--his
-hand against every man and every man’s hand against him--and John had
-been his henchman, serving him faithfully; his quarrels had been John’s
-quarrels and his battles John’s battles. Again and again the boy’s
-heavier hand had steadied his; they had fought to win and they had given
-no quarter. But now.... The boy’s brow puckered in a little puzzled
-frown.... Now, Simeon was turning his back on profit.... He was bringing
-on himself difficulties and annoyance--What was up? He shook his head
-and plunged into the yard.
-
-When he came out, he had forgotten his questioning. He held McElwain’s
-statement.--The C., B. and L. account was a clear overcharge--a mistake,
-perhaps; but it seemed to the boy there had been too many mistakes of
-that kind in his absence; and things were coming to the president of the
-road that should never have troubled him. No wonder he looked harassed
-and driven. But that should be changed now. He should have the quiet he
-needed for his work. The boy’s heart glowed and he whistled lightly as
-he sprang up the stairs.
-
-He laid the statement before the president.
-
-The president grunted a little--puffs of smouldering wrath. He searched
-out the C., B. and L. statement, pinning them together with quick stab.
-
-The boy was gathering up the letters for the mail, licking each stamp
-and affixing it with slow precision in its corner, right side up. It
-would have troubled John’s orderly soul had an ex-president gone out of
-the office, standing on his head. In the midst of the work he stopped,
-his eye held by an address on the envelope before him. He opened his
-mouth and glanced at Simeon, hesitating. He drew a stamp across the
-convenient tongue and placed it on the envelope, crowding it down
-with firm palm, his eye still on the address. He looked again at the
-president and laid the letter one side, going on with his stamps. When
-he had finished, he bundled them together, the letter that he had laid
-aside on top.
-
-Simeon was making ready to go, fussing a little at his desk.
-
-“I ’ll take care of those,” said John. He came across. “Did you want
-this to go?” He was holding out the letter.
-
-Simeon dropped an eye to it curtly. “What’s the matter with it? It’s
-plain, is n’t it--‘Hugh Tomlinson, Bridgewater’?” He turned again
-fretfully to the desk.
-
-The boy hesitated. “I thought it might be his dismissal?” he said.
-
-“It is.”
-
-“They ’re very poor, sir.”
-
-The man shot a look at him under keen brows. “That letter is not about
-their being poor,” he said.
-
-John laid it again on the desk. He brought Simeon’s hat, brushing it a
-little and holding it out.
-
-The man took it brusquely, crowding it on to his head, and moved toward
-the door. He passed the letter without a glance.
-
-“Good night, sir,” said John.
-
-“Good night.” It was a half growl, muffled by the closing door.
-
-The boy finished his work in the room. He glanced about; it was all
-right now, except the grime on the windows--and there must be some sort
-of shade for them these hot days.... Awnings--? He went to the window
-and leaned out, looking for fastenings.... Yes, that would do. He would
-order them in the morning. His eye dropped to the street. It fell on
-the figure of the president on the opposite side walking slowly and bent
-like an old man. It almost seemed to the boy watching, that the figure
-shook a little, as with a kind of palsy. The boy’s eyes grew deep,
-following him out of sight.
-
-Before he had turned away, he became conscious that another figure had
-emerged from a doorway somewhere and was standing looking after the
-feeble, retreating one. Then it turned and re-entered the building.
-
-He closed the window, puzzling a little in his mind, half-wondering
-where he had seen the man before.... He gathered up the letters from
-the table, glancing at them absently.... Then it came to him--The new
-bookkeeper, Harrington. The president had told him--The one that had
-taken Carpenter’s place.
-
-He went out, locking the door behind him. The letter on the top he still
-held a little apart from the others, dropping it into the box by itself,
-holding it back to the last, as if hoping somehow to defeat its end.
-When it fell with a little swish upon the others, he turned away
-hurriedly. He was thinking of Ellen’s face--Tomlinson’s wife--the
-morning of the wreck.
-
-“He done it, Johnny,” she had said piteously, wiping the wetness from
-her gray cheek. “And they ’ll turn him off, but it’s hard on an old
-man--and there’s not a cent laid by--not since the bairns came. We’d a
-bit before that, but it went for the boy’s burying--” The boy was Eddie,
-killed on the road the year before, a brakeman--Tomlinson’s only son.
-John had known him well. They had been schoolmates. “It’s hard on the
-bairns,” she had said.... They had come to live with Tomlinson--a boy
-and a girl.
-
-He was walking slowly now, not thinking, hardly conscious of himself,
-hut feeling the misery in the old woman’s voice. At the corner he paused
-a little, staring at the opposite wall. What had he forgotten to do....
-The desks were locked and the door.... His fingers felt the key in his
-pocket.... And the copy was ready for Whitcomb in the morning.... And
-the windows? Yes, they were closed.... But he must go hack. He would
-remember when he got there what it was.... With a little sigh he had
-turned back. He walked more quickly now.... He would measure the windows
-for the awnings. Perhaps that was what he was trying to remember. He
-sprang up the stairs quickly and was on the upper floor almost before
-there was time for thought. His coming had been swift, and perhaps too
-silent for a man in the upper loft who looked up with startled glance at
-the sound of a foot on the stair. He moved quickly from the place he had
-been standing in and met the boy half way in the big room, his glance
-full of nonchalance.
-
-John stared at him a little. Then his brow raised itself.
-
-The man returned the look, smiling. “Jolly old place!” he said, moving
-his hand toward the loft, “lots of room.”
-
-The boy looked at him slowly. “No one comes up here,” he said.
-
-“Except the old man. I know,” said the other pleasantly, “but I wanted
-some files for the morning--early. Thought I ’d save time getting them
-now--Save bothering the old man, too.”
-
-“You did n’t find them, did you?” He was looking into the man’s eyes.
-
-They flickered a little. “Well, I have n’t had time.” He laughed,
-easily. “I only want a couple of dozen.” He moved away a few steps.
-
-“You won’t find them here,” said John.
-
-“They ’re over here,” said the man, looking back.
-
-“I guess not.”
-
-The man moved quickly to a box and raised the cover.
-
-The hoy looked in with a startled glance. “Those belong on the third
-floor,” he said sharply.
-
-“Very likely,” said the man. “I don’t know about that. I ’m new here.”
- He had taken out a handful of the files and closed the box. “I don’t
-run the business, you know. But I know where to find things when I want
-’em.” He spoke almost as if the last words had escaped without volition.
-It was a challenge to the clear eyes looking into his.
-
-“They will be moved down tomorrow,” said the boy. “They will be more
-convenient down there,” he added.
-
-“That’s all right,” said the other smoothly. He had recovered his
-temper. “Glad to have seen you.” He went softly down the stairs, with
-little tripping steps that tapped.
-
-The boy’s eyes followed him slowly. He went into the office and closed
-the door behind him. For a long minute he stood looking at Simeon’s
-desk. Then he went across to it. He sat down before it and tried the
-lid. It was locked securely, as he had left it. He did not open it, but
-sat motionless, gazing before him. Dusk settled in the room--shadows
-crept in from the comers. But the boy had not stirred.... At last he
-raised himself with a little sigh. He had come back none too soon. His
-slow, sensitive nature felt things that he could not have said. The
-president needed him--more than either of them had known! He opened the
-desk deliberately and took out a handful of papers, sorting out certain
-ones with mechanical fingers. Even in the dark he knew them; but he
-turned on the light for a minute to make sure; he selected certain ones
-and placed them together, slipping them into his pocket. Then he turned
-out the little looping bulbs and went out, and left the room to the
-darkness.
-
-
-
-
-XI
-
-
-THE next morning a new lock was on the office door and the key lay on
-the president’s desk when he came in. He glanced at it sharply. “What’s
-that?”
-
-“I ’ve had a new lock put on; the old one was never very good,” said the
-boy.
-
-The man took up the key and slipped it on to his key-ring without
-comment. A hundred times a day the boy did things without consulting
-him. If he saw any special significance in this new caution, his face
-gave no sign and his hand, as it slipped the ring into his pocket,
-trembled no more than usual. But his glance, as it fell on the boy
-through the day, held a quiet content.
-
-Just how wrong things had been going for the last few weeks only
-the president of the road knew. It seemed almost as if there were a
-concerted plan to harrow him--some hidden power, that chose maliciously
-his weakest spot, at the moment when he was most off his guard. Yet he
-could never lay his finger on a thing or a person that proved it. He
-only felt, helplessly enmeshed by circumstance--he, who had always
-driven others, chuckling at their discomfiture! But with the boy to
-help--Ah, what could he not do--with the boy! His face lost its driven
-look. The new awnings shaded the glare from the windows. It was almost
-comfortable in the little office.
-
-As for the boy, he was watching over Simeon with new care. Not only did
-what he had seen the night before make him cautious, but Simeon’s
-whole attitude troubled him. There was something about the man--broken,
-hesitant--that had never been there before. He had always been nervous,
-crabbed, but not like this. It was as if the spring had snapped--or
-weakened helplessly under the long strain. One could not tell, at any
-moment, whether it would respond to the demands made on it. Now and then
-he recovered himself and spoke and acted like his old self. But again
-he would relapse into uncertainty, a kind of vague fretfulness and
-indecision, more trying than open collapse. It was when he spoke of the
-road and its future that he grew most like himself. ... Quietly the boy
-took it in--his change of purpose--and his heart moved to it in gentle
-understanding. Little by little, Simeon revealed himself--a word here, a
-word there--never by full explanation--watching all the time the thought
-reflected in the boy’s eyes, and strengthening his courage in the clear
-look as it grew and deepened.
-
-The boy threw himself into the work, body and soul. It was good to be in
-the stir of things once more. He liked to feel the steady pound of the
-engine under him, as it drove to its work--to see the clear track and
-the shining country.... He drew his breath full and deep, and worked
-night and day, righting the things that had gone wrong, gathering
-details into his hands.
-
-Simeon Tetlow could plan an edifice that in a night should overtop the
-world. But even while he planned, he let slip a myriad details--things
-that fluttered and fell and went wrong and threatened the structure at
-its proudest foment. The boy gathered them up one by one, little things
-of no account, things too minute for Simeon’s notice--and held them
-fast.
-
-The office felt the change. The road felt it--vaguely. There was the
-same driving power in the little office, high up in the roof, but
-steadied and controlled--less smoke and wrath and ringing of bells in
-the orders that came down from the office and a freer, heavier swing to
-the big engine as it took the track.
-
-It was absorbing work, and two weeks went by before the boy saw a chance
-to break away. There had been letters from his mother every day, full
-of detail--pictures of Caleb packing the dishes with clumsy fingers, or
-clearing out the cellar, happy and important, in spite of the parting
-from the squashes. John had smiled as he read the letters, but he had
-caught the note of courage beneath and sent it back to her full of
-cheer.... The moving would not be hard--with all that father had been
-doing. Three days would be enough for everything and he had their
-new home ready for them, a little house--seven rooms with a garden
-stretching to the side and back, for Caleb to dig in.
-
-“I can raise a few things this year,” Caleb had said when he heard
-it--“Lettuce and parsley and reddishes, maybe. And next year we ’ll have
-a _real_ garden. I’m going to take up some roots of daffydils and some
-jonquils and a stalk of that flowering shrub by the walk.”
-
-He was occupied with this new hope when John arrived--pottering about
-with hoe and trowel--and they left him to his garden, while inside the
-house John tied up furniture and packed boxes, with watchful eye upon
-his mother that she should not overtax her strength before the journey.
-She had been a little restless the first day of his homecoming,
-going from room to room with long pauses for rest--a kind of slow
-pilgrimage--touching the familiar things softly, her thin hands
-lingering on them as if she might not see them again in the new home.
-
-The boy watched a little anxiously. But her face was still and her eyes
-smiling when they met his, and after the first day she sat with him
-while he packed, talking of their new home and his work, and when the
-carriage left the house, she did not look back--her eyes were on the
-boy’s face.
-
-It had been arranged that they should travel in the baggage-car. Simeon
-had spoken gruffly of the special and John had refused it, and she
-herself had chosen the baggage-car. “It will interest me, I think,” she
-said. There was a free space about her steamer-chair and through the
-partly-open door that framed a great picture a fresh breeze blew in,
-stirring her hair and bringing a clear color to her cheeks. Her eyes
-were like stars, looking out on the fields, and she grew like a child
-with the miles. John’s heart lightened as he watched her. What a thing
-of courage she was! Sheer courage. Just a frail body to give it foothold
-on the earth. The boy could not have said it, but he felt it--through
-every dull fiber--the courage that he could never match, but that had
-been before every day of life.... He need not have feared the journey
-for her--She made holiday of it!
-
-After a little he left her and went forward. He had seen a man sitting
-at the farther end of the car, bent forward, his elbows resting on his
-knees, his gaze on the floor of the car.
-
-He did not look up as John paused beside him, and the boy seated himself
-on a box.
-
-After a time he looked up. “You ’re taking her to the Port?” He nodded
-toward the steamer-chair.
-
-“We ’re all going down.”
-
-“I heerd it,” said the man. He relapsed into silence. The train
-thundered on with hoarse stops and fierce quickening of power as it left
-the stations behind.
-
-The man lifted his head. “He ’s a hard man!” he said. He fixed his
-reddened eyes on the boy’s face. “I’ve served the road--man and
-boy--forty year.” He said the words slowly, as if they were important.
-They became a kind of chant in the roar of the train--“And now I’m
-turned off.”
-
-John waited a minute. His slow mind did not find words to speak to
-the haggard face. “I’m going down to see him,” said the man. “The
-president!”.
-
-He nodded slowly and solemnly. “They say he ’s a hard man. But he shall
-hear it to his face--what I ’ve got to say!”
-
-“You ’re going to ask him for work?”
-
-“I ’ve asked it--three times. I ’ll ask it four times,” said the man.
-“And after that I ’ll curse him.”
-
-The boy made a quick motion.
-
-The old face lifted itself, with a tragic look, toward the car. “Is
-there aught a man can do?” he demanded. “They ’ve shook the strength out
-of me for forty year on the road.... They ’ll not take it from me!
-... They ’ve drove me up and down--cold and rain--wind that cut my
-in’ards--till I ’m fit for naught but the switch.... They ’ll not take
-it from me!” It was a solemn cry.
-
-The boy listened to it, for a moment, as it died away. The train roared
-its echo mockingly. He reached out a hand and laid it on the rough knee.
-“Don’t go down today, Tomlinson,” he said slowly. “I want to see him
-first.”
-
-The old man stared at him with grim eyes. “Ye think ye can help me with
-him?” he asked sharply.
-
-“I _know_ I can. But you must wait. I have my mother to look after. I
-can’t be at the office--yet. Wait till I ’m there. You take the next
-train back and I ’ll write you.”
-
-“I ’ll not go back,” said the old man slowly, “I ’ll not face Ellen
-without news--good or bad. But I ’ll stop off to my daughter’s--in
-Hudson. Ye can write me there and I ’ll come.”
-
-“I ’ll write you before the week ’s up,” said John. “You may not need to
-come down.”
-
-“I thank ye, Johnny,” said the old man. The train had halted at Hudson
-and he got stiffly to his feet.
-
-“It ’s what Eddie al’ays said about you, you ’d help a man out--gi’e you
-time!” He chuckled feebly, with returning hope, and climbed down from
-the car.
-
-His mother’s glance met him as he returned to her side.
-
-He nodded. “He was going down to see the president. But I ’ve got him to
-wait.... They ought to do something for him,” he said.
-
-“Is he strong enough to work?”
-
-“He’s not strong--except in an emergency, maybe--but he ’s faithful.
-That ought to count.”
-
-“Yes, that ought to count.” She said the words softly under her breath.
-
-
-
-
-XII
-
-
-JOHN was not back at the office “within the week.” He forgot the office
-and Simeon Tetlow and Tomlinson. He had eyes only for a white face
-looking up to him from the pillow and his ear listened only for low
-moans that broke the darkness. The spirit of courage had driven the thin
-body a step beyond the line where the soul has its way, and the body had
-turned and struck back.
-
-Tomlinson, waiting in his daughter’s home, wondered a little at the
-silence, but waited, on the whole, content. Since his talk with John a
-hope had sprung up in him that, somehow, the boy would do for him what
-he could never do for himself. He had started out for Bayport more
-because he wanted to look Simeon Tetlow in the face than because he
-hoped for justice at his hands. But since he had talked with the hoy,
-his purpose had changed imperceptibly and his shrewd Scotch sense of
-justice asserted itself. He would speak the president of the road fair.
-The man should have his chance. He should not be condemned unheard. So
-Tomlinson waited, his sullen mood passing gently into tolerance.
-
-But his daughter, a buxom woman, many years Eddie’s senior, grew
-impatient at the delay. She prodded Tomlinson a little for his inaction.
-
-“What is it like, that Johnny Bennett--a slip of a boy--can do for ye
-with Simeon Tetlow?” she had demanded scornfully when the week had gone
-by and no word had come.
-
-“He has a way ye can trust, Jennie--the boy has,” the old man had
-replied.
-
-“Best trust yourself,” said the woman.
-
-“Go and stan’ up before Sim Tetlow. Tell him to his face what ye want.
-And if he won’t give it to ye--then _curse him!_”
-
-So the old man wavered forth, half driven to a task to which he felt
-himself unequal. But his reliance was on the boy. He would find him and
-ask what to do.
-
-“John Bennett?” The assistant bookkeeper, hurrying back from luncheon
-a little late, paused in the doorway, looking at the tall, red-eyed
-Scotchman who put the anxious question.
-
-“John Bennett?” He wrinkled his brow a little, as if trying to place so
-unimportant a person--“I think he works up above--top floor. Take the
-elevator.” He passed on, chuckling a little at the invasion of the
-sacred territory. “‘Nobody comes up here,’” he said mincingly, as he
-drew the ledger toward him and plunged into work, harrying to make ap
-lost time.
-
-Tomlinson looked a little fearfully at the iron cage, plying up and
-down. He cast an eye about for the more friendly stairway. He was not
-afraid of any engine, however mighty and plunging, that held to solid
-earth, keeping its track with open sky; but these prisoned forces
-and office slaves, clacking back and forth in their narrow walls, and
-elevators knocking at a man’s stomach, were less to his mind. He climbed
-laboriously up the long stairs, flight after flight, his spent breath
-gasping at each turn. At the top floor he gazed around him, his mouth a
-little open.
-
-“A queer place for the lad,” he said to himself, his faith in John
-oozing a little as he walked across and knocked at the door of the room.
-
-There was a moment’s silence; then the scraping legs of a chair, and
-silence.
-
-Tomlinson had raised his hand ready to rap again. The door receded
-before his knuckles....
-
-It was the president of the road, himself, Simeon Tetlow--whom all men
-hated and feared--standing there grim and terrible.
-
-Tomlinson’s nerveless hand rose to his hat.
-
-“I’m wanting to ask you something, sir.”
-
-The man surveyed him with a scowl. “Who told you to come up here?” he
-demanded.
-
-“It were Johnny Bennett, sir.”
-
-The scowling face changed subtly. It seemed to grow more human beneath
-its mask.
-
-Tomlinson took heart. “It’s only a word I want with you, sir.”
-
-“Come in.”
-
-Tomlinson shut the door circumspectly and stood turning his hat in his
-fingers.
-
-“Well?”
-
-“It ’s the place, sir--I ’m Tomlinson,” he
-said.”_Oh--you--are--Tomlinson_--”
-
-The old man shrank a little, as if each word had struck him lightly in
-the face. Then he raised his head. “I ’ve served the road forty year,”
- he said, repeating his lesson, “and I’ve never done harm. I’ve worked
-early and I’ve worked late for ye, and never a word of complaint.”
-
-The president of the road stirred sharply. “The Bridgewater wreck--”
-
-The old man raised his hand. “It’s that I wanted to speak about, Mr.
-Tetlow.” There was a simple dignity in the words. “I’d been on duty
-seventeen hour--and ten hour before that--with not a wink of sleep. They
-run us hard on the hours, sir.”
-
-“The other men stand it--the young men.” The words had a kind of cutting
-emphasis.
-
-The old man raised his red eyes. “They’ve not gi’ed their strength to
-the road, sir, as I have--” He threw out a hand. “The road’s had all o’
-me.”
-
-Simeon eyed him keenly, the bent look and worn shoulders. His glance
-traveled up and down the thin frame slowly.... Not an ounce of work left
-in him.
-
-“We ’ve no place for incompetents,” he said, turning away.
-
-Tomlinson made a step forward, as if he would touch him with his hands.
-Then he stood quiet. “There might be a boy’s place, sir--”
-
-The man wheeled sharply, driven without and within--“I tell you we’ve
-nothing for you. You ’ve done your work. You ’ve had your pay. You ’re
-used up.” It was the biting truth and the old man shrank before it.
-
-“I can’t spend any more time on you,” said the president of the road. He
-turned decisively to his desk.
-
-For a moment Tomlinson stood with bent head. Then he raised his
-red-rimmed eyes, fixing them on the man before him. His right hand
-lifted itself significantly. “May the God in heaven curse ye, Simeon
-Tetlow, as ye have cursed me this day. May He shrivel ye, body and soul,
-in hell--” The words were shrill. “Curse ye--curse ye!”
-
-He drew a step nearer, his eyes still on the other’s face.... Gradually
-a change seemed to come over him. The bent figure straightened itself.
-It towered above the president of the road, filling the little room. The
-chieftain of some mighty Highland clan might have stood thus, defying
-his enemy. His lifted right hand grew tense and flung itself, and
-a torrent of broad Scotch poured forth. Words of fire, heard in
-Tomlinson’s boyhood and forgotten long since, were on his tongue. The
-elemental passions were afire within him. Like the slow-burning peat of
-his native bogs, his soul, nourishing its spark through the years, had
-blazed forth--a scorching torrent. The words rolled on, a mighty flood,
-enveloping the man before him. Scathing tongues of flame darted at him
-and drew back, and leaped high--to fall in fiery, stinging showers on
-his head.
-
-At the first words of the imprecation the president of the road had
-lifted his head with a little smile--almost of scorn--on his lips, as
-one might watch some domestic animal reverting to its ancestral rage.
-But as the broad Scotch rolled on--stem, implacable and sinister--the
-smile faded a little and the man seemed to shrivel where he stood, as if
-some fiery blast touched him. When he raised his head again, the look in
-his eyes was of cold steel.
-
-He waited a minute after the voice had ceased, then he lifted his hand
-quietly. “You ’ve had your say, Tomlinson. Now I ’ll say mine--You
-leave this office and you leave the road. You ’ll never touch brake or
-throttle or switch on it again. You ’re not fit--do you understand!”
-
-He moved his hand toward the door and Tomlinson went out, a tottering
-old man once more.
-
-For a long minute the president of the road stood staring at the closed
-door. The hand that had pointed to it had not trembled; but now it
-began subtly, as if of its own will, to move. Slowly the vibration
-communicated itself to the whole frame till the man threw himself into
-a chair, broken from head to foot. He leaned toward his desk, gasping a
-little. “My God!” he said under his breath, “My God!” He lifted his hand
-and wiped the moisture from his forehead with the dazed look of one who
-has come through some mighty upheaval unharmed.
-
-
-
-
-XIII
-
-
-Another week went by before John was free to go back. The day before
-his return he received a letter, addressed in a huge, sprawling hand:
-
-I seen him. I cursed him.
-
-Hugh Tomlinson.
-
-Simeon made no reference to the visit or the curse, and John waited,
-wondering a little whether it might be possible, even now, to undo the
-consequences of the old man’s folly.
-
-That there was any connection between Simeon’s growing weakness and
-the old Scotchman’s visit did not occur to him. There were difficulties
-enough in the office to account for it without going outside. As the
-days went by and he watched the worn face, he grew more anxious. A look
-haunted the eyes--something almost crafty--they gazed at the simplest
-thing as if unseen terror lurked in it; and he started at any sudden
-noise as one pursued.... When John, leaning across the desk, pushed a
-book to the floor, he leaped to his feet, his hand upraised to strike,
-his lip drawn back from his teeth in quick rage.
-
-That night John made a midnight journey, traveling all night and coming
-back at dawn. He had been to consult Dr. Blake, the great specialist,
-laying the case before him--withholding only the name of the man whose
-health was in question.
-
-The physician had listened, his head a little bent, his eyes looking out
-as if seeing the man whom John described. “It’s the same story--I hear
-it every day,” he said. “I call it Ameri-canitis--It does n’t make much
-difference what you call it.... He must stop work--at once.”
-
-“He won’t do it,” said John as promptly.
-
-The physician looked at him keenly. “I suppose not--one of the symptoms.
-You have influence with him--?”
-
-John shook his head slowly. “Not enough for that. I might get him to do
-other things, perhaps.”
-
-The physician nodded.
-
-“He would take medicine?”
-
-John smiled at the picture.
-
-“Perhaps.” He waited a little. “I ’m afraid he ’s losing his mind,” he
-said. “That’s really what I want to know--I don’t dare let him go on.”
-
-The physician assented. “If I could see him ten minutes, I could tell,
-perhaps--more. But not in the dark, like this. You ask too much,” he
-said with a smile.
-
-John gave a quick sigh. “He will never come to you,” he said.
-
-The physician had drawn a paper toward him and was writing on it. “I can
-give certain general directions. If they don’t help, he _must_ come.”
-
-John waited while the pen scratched on. “These baths,” said the
-physician, “are good. They may help.”
-
-John’s eyes grew dubious--a little wide with anxiety.
-
-“These other things,” went on the physician, “are for your discretion.
-He ’s probably under-nourished. Raw eggs will give him what he
-needs--tax him least.”
-
-“How many?” asked John.
-
-“All you can get into him.”
-
-The young man’s eyes grew larger--at the way before him....
-
-“He does n’t half breathe, I suppose?”
-
-“I--I don’t know,” said John.
-
-“Watch him. Take him in hand. He must breathe deep--all the time, night
-and day. Here, I will show you.” He put his hand on the young man’s
-chest. “Go on--I ’ll tell you when to stop--” He held the hand in place
-a few minutes, then he withdrew it with a smile. “Tell him to breathe
-like that,” he said quietly. “He ’ll get well then.”
-
-“Don’t everybody breathe that way?” asked the youth helplessly.
-
-The physician laughed out. “If they did, they would n’t be nervous
-wrecks.” He handed him the list of instructions. “He must be spared any
-nervous worry, of course. That is the most important of all. Good-by. If
-he gets unmanageable, send him to me.”
-
-“I wish I could,” said John with a little smile that was half a frown.
-He was not appalled at the details of nursing thrust upon him. He had
-cared for his mother too long and skilfully to be worried by these. But
-Simeon--yielding gracefully to being dieted--told what to eat and how to
-breathe and little things like that--!
-
-During the home journey he devoted himself to planning ambushes for
-Simeon’s obstinacy; and when, after a vigorous bath, he arrived at the
-office, he was equipped with a dozen “strictly fresh” eggs in a paper
-bag; a small egg-beater in one pocket and a flask of brandy in the
-other. This last was a little addition of John’s own--prompted by
-wisdom, and a knowledge of Simeon. He put the eggs carefully on a high
-shelf. It would not do to rouse untimely prejudice against them by
-untoward accidents. The egg-beater and brandy he concealed skilfully
-behind a row of ledgers. When Simeon entered a little later, irritable
-and suspicious, there was no sign that the office was to be turned into
-a kind of fresh air hospital.
-
-The windows were open and a little breeze came in. John, refreshed by
-his bath, was hard at work, the broad, phlegmatic back a kind of huge
-mountain of strength. The little man threw himself into his chair with
-a grunt. He would rest more looking at that back than he could in a bed
-all night, tossing and turning through the hours.
-
-Schemes had haunted him--visions for the road--New tracks to be run--new
-regulations. Investments along the route, a little here and a little
-there, not for the corporation, but to build up the country--capital
-to help out feeble enterprises. And athwart the visions ran black
-shadows--disturbing dreams of the C., B. and L., always waiting, weapon
-in hand, to spring upon him.... If only they would fight fair! He had
-tossed restlessly, seeking a cool place for his tired head. There was no
-time to spend in fighting.--So much to be done--his whole life-work to
-build anew.... Then he had fallen again to staring at the vision as it
-flared across the night, the vision of light and wonder.... When morning
-came, he had slept perhaps an hour..
-
-But here, in the cool office, he could rest. The boy came and went with
-quiet step, his hand everywhere, yet without hurry, and his thought
-running always ahead of Simeon’s, smoothing the way.
-
-The president of the road had intended to rest, but before he knew it,
-he was hurrying feverishly to finish a letter for the ten o’clock mail.
-His head throbbed and his hand, as it dipped the pen in the ink, shook
-quick spatters across the paper. He swore under his breath, dabbing the
-blotter here and there.... There was a gentle shiver of egg shell, a
-little whirring sound that buzzed, and then, upon the air of the room,
-a subtle, pervasive odor. Simeon raised his head and sniffed. Then he
-looked around. The boy was at his elbow.
-
-“You’d better take this, sir,” he said casually. He set it down beside
-him, picked up a pile of papers and returned to his own desk.
-
-Simeon dropped an eye to the glass of yellow foam. He looked hastily
-away. He particularly and fervently hated an egg--and an egg that
-foamed--“Bah!” He wrote savagely, the gentle odor stealing up wooingly,
-appealingly to his nostrils. He moved restlessly in his chair, throwing
-back his head, as if to shake it off. Then his hand reached out
-slowly--shook a little--and closed upon it.
-
-John, with his back to him, went on slowly sorting papers. When he
-looked around, the glass, with its little flecks of foam, stood empty
-and Simeon was writing fiercely. The boy took the glass to the faucet
-and washed it, humming a little, gentle tune to himself as the water
-ran. The first step in a long and difficult way had been taken.
-
-But no one knew better than John that it was only a first step and that
-the road ahead was strewn with difficulties.... It was at the seventh
-egg that Simeon rebelled openly, and John was forced to retire upon
-six-thankful to have achieved as much as this, and thankful to have
-discovered the limit. “As many as you can get into him,” the physician
-had said. John had not known what this number might be, until the day of
-the explosion--when the seventh egg was proffered and rejected.
-
-He had swept up the fragments of glass and repaired damages with
-grateful heart.... Six a day was the limit. But there ought to be a
-great deal of nourishment in six eggs.
-
-That there was, Simeon’s conduct proved. He rose to a kind of new,
-fierce strength that exhausted itself each day.
-
-“He ’s just eggs!” thought the youth, watching him gloomily. “He has n’t
-gained an inch. It all goes into work.” And he set himself anew to spare
-the nervous, driven frame.
-
-There were times when he hoped, for a little, that a permanent gain had
-been made. But an emergency would arise and three days would be used up
-in one blaze of wrath.
-
-The C., B. and L. was tireless in its attacks, goading him on, nagging
-him--now here, now there--till he shook his nervous fists, palpitating,
-in air.
-
-“They’ve held back those machines on purpose,” he said, one morning,
-late in September.
-
-“Those machines” were a consignment of harvesters, sidetracked somewhere
-along the C., B. and L. and not to be located. The “B. and Q.” had been
-telegraphing frantically for weeks--only to receive cool and regretful
-apologies. Farmers were besieging the road. A whole crop depended on the
-issue.
-
-Simeon tossed the last telegram to John with a grunt. “We ’ll have to
-give it up,” he said grimly, “it’s too late. But they shall pay for
-it--if there is a law in the land, they shall make it good--every cent.
-Think of that crop--wasted for deviltry!” He groaned suddenly and the
-hand resting on the desk trembled heavily.
-
-“You could n’t have helped it, sir,” said John. “They would have done
-it, anyway, and you’ve made them trouble enough.”
-
-“I don’t know--I don’t know.” He turned his head restlessly, as if
-pursued. “I think any other man would have made ’em.”
-
-The young man laughed out. “They ’re afraid of you, sir--for their life!
-You ’ve _made_ the ’R. and Q.’”
-
-The man gulped a little. He glanced suspiciously at the door. “I’ve
-ruined it, I think,” he said slowly. “_There ’s a curse on everything I
-touch!_”
-
-“Nonsense! Look at _me!_” The young man threw back his head, choosing
-the first words at hand to banish the look in Simeon’s face. It was this
-look--the shadow haunting the eyes, that troubled him. Sometimes when he
-turned and caught it, his own heart seemed suddenly to stop its beat, at
-what it saw there. “Look at me!” he said laughing. “You have n’t ruined
-_me!_”
-
-The man looked at him--a long, slow, hopeless look. Then he shook his
-head. “It’s no use, John. I’m broken--! The road has used all of me--”
- He stopped suddenly, his gaze fixed on the floor.... A memory rang in
-his ear. The high Scotch voice thrilled through it. “They’ve not gi’e
-their strength to the road, as I have. The road’s had all o’ me.”
-
-That night John visited Dr. Blake again.
-
-
-
-
-XIV
-
-
-The assistant bookkeeper had returned from his two weeks’
-vacation--most of which had been spent in the vicinity of the main
-offices of the C., B. and L.--feeling a little sore. He had not been
-treated with the respect due to a person entrusted with important
-interests. Certain reports which represented hours of faithful work had
-been looked upon as of little worth, and others--facts most difficult,
-even dangerous, to obtain--had been demanded crassly. Moreover, his
-statement that the president of the “R. and Q.” was practically a
-broken-down man had been openly flouted.
-
-“You don’t know him,” the manager of the C., B. and L. had declared,
-sitting back in his big chair. “He’s been a broken-down man for years.
-I’d like to be broken-down, myself, the way he is, a little while!” Eds
-chair creaked comfortably. “He ’s a steel trap! That ’s what he is!” he
-said sharply. “Look out for your fingers.”
-
-The assistant bookkeeper had smiled ruefully, rubbing the fingers
-together. “Of course, I’ve never seen him before,” he said respectfully,
-“but if I know a man that ’s pretty near frazzled out--he ’s the man.
-There’s nothing to him but a blaze.”
-
-“You don’t know him,” said the manager brusquely. He took a sealed
-envelope from the desk and held it out.... “When you report again, we
-want the names of all parties shipping, with rates--and rebates,” he
-added significantly. “This won’t do, you know.” He tapped the report
-that had cost the assistant bookkeeper many anxious hours--lightly with
-his finger.
-
-The bookkeeper, whose hand almost of itself had reached out for the
-envelope, hesitated a little. “I don’t know that I shall stay with the
-’R. and Q.,’” he said softly.
-
-“Don’t you!” The manager’s keen eyes read his little soul through--and
-smiled. “You have n’t any particular position in mind where you can draw
-a better salary for keeping one set of books, have you!”
-
-“I don’t know that I have--just now.” The tone was defiant--but wobbly.
-
-“All right, stay where you are. You won’t do better. Take my advice. You
-’re getting along all right.”
-
-The assistant bookkeeper glanced again at the envelope--and took it.
-“You better see Tetlow, yourself,” he said as he went out.
-
-The manager nodded. “You ’re all right,” he repeated.
-
-“Harrington will bear watching,” he said to the division superintendent.
-“I don’t trust him.”
-
-“Don’t trust anybody,” said the superintendent. “You won’t get fooled.”
-
-“I wish I knew the truth about Sim Tetlow,” went on the other. “It
-would be just like him to pretend he was a wreck, and then spring on us
-and paw us all over while we ’re getting ready to squeeze him.... You
-can’t trust Harrington. He works for his pay.” He touched the report a
-little scornfully. “But who knows that Tetlow is n’t paying him--to say
-that he ’s a wreck--That makes three salaries--?”
-
-“Go and see for yourself,” said the other curtly.
-
-The manager’s face grew thoughtful. The shrewd light spread to his fat
-cheeks. “It ’s a good idea. I ’ll do it--right off.”
-
-
-
-
-XV
-
-
-JOHNS’s second visit to Dr. Blake was much briefer than the first.
-
-The doctor had refused to advise further without direct consultation. “I
-must see the man,” he said decisively.
-
-And when John had demurred, he had asked the patient’s name.
-
-“Simeon Tetlow!” he said thoughtfully, but smiling a little. “Why did
-n’t you tell me at first it was Sim Tetlow?”
-
-“Do you know him?” asked John.
-
-“I knew him years ago, in college. He was n’t what he is now--more human
-blood. I knew him pretty well up to the time he was married.”
-
-John looked up. “I did n’t know he was married!”
-
-“A beautiful woman,” said the doctor, “too good for him--She died the
-next year--and the baby--That was twenty years ago and more........ So
-it’s Sim! I might have guessed. There is n’t a man in a thousand miles
-that fits the case as he does--Driving himself to death!”
-
-The young man waited directions.
-
-“Send him to me,” said the doctor. “He ’ll come--Yes. He won’t mind
-seeing _me!_” He laughed a little.
-
-John started for home with lighter heart. Simeon would obey the great
-doctor--and all would be well. He even slept a little on the way.
-But when the train reached Bay-port, it was not yet three o’clock. He
-hesitated as he left the station. He had not expected to reach home
-before morning and his mother was not expecting him. She would be sure
-to waken--perhaps lie awake the rest of the night. He turned his steps
-toward the “R. and Q.” office building. There was a cushioned settle in
-the little upper office; he had had it brought in lately--in the hope
-that Simeon would use it. He would spend the rest of the night there,
-and be on hand in the morning.
-
-He turned the key noiselessly in the lock and went in. The great
-building lay silent and shadowy as he made his way from room to room,
-up flight after flight of long stairs, guided only by the sense of
-touch and familiarity. The darkness about him seemed filled with
-whispers--plots, counterplots. He felt them vaguely, as he climbed--yet
-with a certain serenity of heart. Simeon would see Dr. Blake. All would
-be right. Let the master of the road once be master of himself and the
-shadows would melt. He crossed the upper loft and went into the little
-room. The air was stifling, after the freshness outside, and he threw
-open the windows, leaning out to breathe deep. He heard the roar of the
-engine coming into the yard on the still air and saw the lights gleam
-through the smoke.
-
-It was a wonderful night. The deep September sky twinkled with stars
-and far below him, the city, dark and mysterious and sad, lifted its
-glimmering lamps. They broke the darkness, luminous, faint--like some
-inner meaning. The youth looking down had a sudden, quickened sense
-of power, vast issues, mighty interests. The city slept at his feet,
-beautiful, relaxed. Fold upon fold of darkness wrapped it round and his
-heart went out to it--helpless there in the darkness--and in its midst,
-Simeon--asleep or awake--waiting the new day. A fresh loyalty to the man
-swelled within him. The sleeping city touched him in a way he could not
-name--its mighty power cradled in the night in sleep.
-
-He threw himself on the couch and slept.
-
-It was the lightest click... but he sat up, his eyes fixed on darkness.
-The lock clicked again and the door swung open. He felt it move softly
-through the black, and close again. A footstep crossed the floor.
-John waited. He was leaning forward, staring before him, his slow mind
-wrestling with the sounds that came and went, lightly. He was unarmed.
-He had only his hands; he clinched them a little and felt the muscles
-swell behind them. He was not altogether defenceless!
-
-The sounds puzzled him. They were methodical, deliberate--not as if
-finding out the way, but as if accustomed to the place and to darkness.
-... Simeon Tetlow, himself?--The thought flashed at him and drew back.
-... A light stole through the gloom--the focused glow of the electric
-pocket candle on a desk across the room--Simeon’s desk.
-
-John leaned forward, holding his breath.
-
-... Behind the candle, a vague form--a massive head and shoulders,
-bending above the lock of the desk.... The key was fitted in and the top
-lifted. Then, for the first time, the man seemed to hesitate, his head
-turning itself a little in the shadow and waiting, as if disturbed. The
-glow of the candle suddenly went out and the steps moved stealthily.
-John straightened himself--the clinched hand ready.... The steps receded
-slowly and a hand fumbled at the open window, lowering it without sound
-and drawing down the thick shade. The man moved to the other window and
-closed it. The youth on the lounge caught the muttered sound of his
-own name, as if in imprecation.... Then the steps again. ... And
-suddenly the soft candle--shining in the dark.
-
-The man reached into the half-gloom of the desk for a ledger. He seemed
-to know without hesitation which he wanted. He opened it and fell to
-work, apparently in the middle of a page, the sinister eye of the candle
-traveling up and down the columns, the scratching pen transcribing
-figures to a kind of muttered accompaniment.
-
-John recognized the book, in the shadowy light.... He ought not to have
-left it there. He had more than half guessed this thing before.... So
-this was the reason why Hemenway & Hill countermanded their order for
-fifty cars, a week ago, and Gardner & Hutchinson changed their mind
-about shipping their wheat the thirtieth... and this thing had been
-going on for weeks?--months?... No, it was only within six weeks that
-the book had been tampered with.... His mind ran back over the time,
-fitting each coincidence in place.... So this was it! It was state
-prison for the man.... But suppose he were not arrested?... Suppose he
-were let to go free--in fear of his life.... John, watching, gauged the
-man, sitting there in the night, his busy pen writing his own doom....
-He should go on sending the reports. The enemy should have their
-bulletin from day to day, but it should be compiled by John Bennett. The
-scribe should have only the work of copying.... It might save time if
-the arrangement were completed now. He moved his hand a trifle toward
-the wall behind him, groping a little. The next minute the room was a
-blaze of light and the man at the desk was on his feet, stifling a quick
-cry--blinking at the looping bulbs of light. He made a swift step toward
-the door; but some one, broad-shouldered and smiling, stood against it.
-
-“Sit down, Harrington,” said John quietly.
-
-The man’s hands swung out blindly. Then they fell to his sides. He was
-panting a little, as if he had come a long distance. But his eyes were
-fixed on John’s face with a little sneer. “Think you ’re clever, don’t
-you!” he said doggedly.
-
-“I wish I were,” said John, “though it does n’t seem to have done you
-much good,” he added after a moment.
-
-The man’s fingers were fumbling at the desk, striving to gather up and
-destroy the papers jotted with figures.
-
-“Let those alone!” said John.
-
-The fingers ceased their work, but they still moved restlessly, playing
-on the air. The sudden fright had done its work.... Quietly, bit by bit,
-John laid the plan before him.
-
-“But I tell you I don’t _dare_ do it,” said the man. His voice was a
-kind of shrill moan.
-
-“Do you dare _not_ to?” asked the young man.
-
-There was silence in the room.
-
-“All right.” It was crafty, with a sullen note just below the surface.
-“You give me the figures and I ’ll copy ’em and send ’em.”
-
-“_I_ will send them,” said John slowly, “and so long as you play fair,
-no one else knows it. But if you betray us by one breath--I give the
-matter over to President Tetlow--”
-
-The man had started. “No,--You won’t do that--No!” He was almost
-cowering before him.
-
-John smiled a little, looking down at him. So it was still a name to
-conjure with! His mind wandered inconsequently to the bag of eggs on the
-high shelf and the egg-beater hanging on its nail behind the cupboard
-door. The man little knew that they were President Tetlow. He was still
-a terror to evil doers. “One breath--and I tell him!” said John sternly.
-
-The man shrank a little. “I ’ll do it,” he said. He, himself, could not
-have accounted for the fear that held him. He knew that the president of
-the “R. and Q.” road was a broken man; he had sworn it to the manager of
-the C. B. and L.; but none the less he was afraid. A phrase that he had
-heard long since, stirred in his mind--“You don’t cross Sim Tetlow and
-live!” He wanted to live--the assistant bookkeeper--he desired earnestly
-to live--and to prosper. He had done his best for years--Yet it seemed
-always to evade him.
-
-“I ’ll do it all right for you--I ’ll act on the square,” he said
-magnanimously.
-
-“Oh, no--You ’ll do what you have to,” said John.
-
-A sudden hatred of this young man flared in the assistant bookkeeper’s
-heart. Then he remembered the look in Nixon’s face--manager of the C. B.
-and L.--the day he had seen him last. It struck him that the two looks
-were curiously alike. “I hate Nixon!” he said viciously, “I ’ll be glad
-to get one on him.”
-
-“Does n’t he pay you well?” asked John.
-
-The man writhed a little. “That’s my affair,” he said.
-
-“All right. Keep it your affair,” said John. “He ’ll pay you--same as
-ever--and you ’re to take it.”
-
-The man stared at him. His jaw had dropped a little. He moved toward
-the door. “You ’re a deep un. I don’t want anything to do with you.... I
-can’t face Nixon--every month, I tell you. He’d kill me!”
-
-“You face him--or Simeon Tetlow,” John said. “You take your choice.”
- He moved back from the door and the man stepped toward it. He opened
-it quickly and went out. The sound of his footsteps, hurrying as if
-pursued, died away in the outer loft.
-
-The young man stood for a moment looking thoughtfully at the disordered
-desk. Then he gathered up the papers and returned the ledger to its
-place. He locked the desk and turned off the blaze of light before he
-opened the windows. He stood looking down at the city in the mysterious
-night. Then he threw himself on the couch and slept till the morning.
-
-
-
-
-XVI
-
-
-SIMEON was tearing open his morning’s mail, fussing and growling.
-“There ’s another--” He tossed it to John.
-
-The young man read it without comment. It was from the farmers of Elk
-Horn County--the second within a month--accusing the road of keeping
-back cars to force up rates.
-
-“They’ve had their share,” grumbled Simeon from his mail.
-
-“More, too,” said John. He scowled his brow a little. “No. 8 brought in
-thirty-five empties yesterday,” he said slowly.
-
-Simeon wheeled a little, “Where to?”
-
-“Somers--most of them.”
-
-“And Somers shall have ’em,” said Simeon. He wheeled back again. “Let
-the Elk Horners run a road of their own. They know so much. Let their
-press agent get at it--Make cars out o’ wind and haul ’em with talk.”
- He plunged again into the mail, tearing and gritting his way through.
-Suddenly there was silence in the room--A long hush--
-
-The young man looked around.
-
-The president of the road was huddled a little forward, his eyes on a
-letter that his shaking hands tried in vain to steady.
-
-John stepped quickly to his side. But the man did not look up. His eyes
-seemed glued to the few lines that covered the page. When the shaking
-hand dropped to the desk, he sat staring at nothing where the lines had
-been.
-
-John went out noiselessly and mixed an egg and placed it beside him.
-He knew from the look in Simeon’s face that he had not slept, and he
-guessed that he had had no breakfast.
-
-“You ’d better take this, sir,” he said quietly.
-
-Simeon’s hand groped a little toward it and drew back. “I tell you I
-can’t see him,” he said sharply.
-
-“Who is it, sir?”
-
-“Nixon--” He touched the paper beside him. “He wants to talk over rates.
-I tell you I can’t see him--I can’t!” It was almost a cry.
-
-The young man took up the letter. “Perhaps you won’t need to, sir.”
- His slow eyes were on the words. “It’s only the rates,” he said
-thoughtfully.
-
-“Do you believe it?” The president of the road leaned toward him
-a little, hissing the words at him. “He says what he wants is an
-appointment for seeing _me!_” He lifted the haggard face, the bitter
-laugh drawing back the thin lips from his teeth. “What do you think our
-stock ’d be worth the next day? I tell you it ’s a trap!” He lifted his
-shaking hand. He looked at the light through it. “He wants to see _me!_”
- he repeated bitterly. “Let him come,” he said shrilly; “let him--” The
-hand dropped to the desk. “I ’ve lost my nerve, John!” he whispered
-helplessly. “I’ve lost my nerve!”
-
-“Better take your egg, sir,” said John.
-
-Simeon reached out blindly and gulped it down. His hand quivered as he
-wiped the little yellow line from his lips.
-
-John’s eyes were on his face--“Had you thought of seeing Dr. Blake?” he
-asked.
-
-The hand paused in mid air. “Yes--I’d--thought--of that.”
-
-The young man picked up the letter. “Wednesday ’s Nixon’s day, is n’t
-it? Why not see Dr. Blake Wednesday?”
-
-The man leaned forward. “What about Nixon?”
-
-“I ’ll see Nixon, sir,” said John.
-
-Simeon stared at him a minute--“What would you say to him!”
-
-“I don’t know--yet.”
-
-Simeon stared again. Then he chuckled a little. “I believe you could,”
- he said grimly. “He ’d go away thinking I was a prizefighter!”
-
-John’s hand rested lightly on the shaking one, holding it firm, and his
-eyes were on the quivering, driven face. “He ’d go away thinking the
-truth, sir--that you are a big man.”
-
-Simeon smiled a little shame-facedly, drawing away the hand. “I ’m a big
-fool,” he said shortly. “There is n’t a bigger anywhere--except you!”
-
-The young man’s face expressed content. “You will see Dr. Blake?”
-
-“I ’ll see Blake--yes.” The shadow had returned again to his face,
-blotting out hope. He had drawn a sheet of paper toward him.
-
-“I ’ll see Blake if you want me to. But Blake can’t help--”
-
-“Blake can, if anybody can,” said John stoutly.
-
-“If anybody can--yes.” It was a half whisper. He was writing wearily,
-like an old man. Presently the pen stopped and he sat staring before
-him.... A little look of hope stole into the set face. He took up his
-cheque-book and filled in a cheque in his fine, scrawling hand.
-
-He looked around. The young man was hard at work. He waited a minute,
-impatient. Then he spoke, hesitating a little between the words,
-“Oh--John--?”
-
-“Yes, sir.” He came across.
-
-“I thought you might like to make a present--to your friend Tomlinson?”
- He was holding out the slip of paper indifferently.
-
-The youth looked down. It was a cheque for a thousand dollars. His face
-lighted with a quick smile. “It looks as if _you_ were the friend,” he
-said.
-
-“Tomlinson ’s no friend of mine,” said Simeon gruffly. “But you can send
-it.”
-
-“It shall go today, sir.” He was moving away.
-
-Simeon’s hand reached out to him. “It ’s to come from you, you
-understand?”
-
-The young man paused. He shook his head slowly. “He knows we have n’t a
-cent in the world.”
-
-“Make it from the directors then--for services rendered.” He laughed--a
-little bitterly.
-
-“Yes, sir--from the directors--for services rendered.” John wrote the
-letter and sent it. But he knew that the cheque that went with it was
-not recorded on the books of the “R. and Q.” Road.
-
-
-
-
-XVII
-
-
-The manager of the C. B. and L. was being shown into the president’s
-office--not the little room on the upper floor, but the one with the
-bronze token on the door. The typewriters had been driven out for the
-day on some pretext of cleaning.
-
-As the manager entered the office, he saw a young man seated at the
-desk, his round head and broad back absorbed in work. His impatient eye
-swept the room--no one else!
-
-“I--ah--I wish to see President Tetlow,” he said sharply.
-
-The young man at the desk rose and turned slowly, facing him. The
-manager was conscious of a pair of clear, straight eyes looking into his.
-
-“I asked down below for Tetlow,” he said a little less brusquely.
-
-“Is it Mr. Nixon?” said John.
-
-“Manager of the C. B. and L.,” said the man.
-
-The slow smile on John’s face made him welcome. “President Tetlow asked
-me to see you, sir--”
-
-“Where is he?” There was a flash of suspicion in the tone.
-
-“He was called out of town. An old friend wrote, asking to see him
-today.”
-
-“Did n’t know Sim Tetlow had any friends--any old ones,” said the
-manager.
-
-“Will you sit down, sir?” said John. He drew forward one of the
-capacious chairs and the man sank into it, giving a little nip to each
-trouser leg, just above the knee, before he settled back comfortably, a
-hand resting on either arm of the big chair. He glanced about the room.
-“Comfortable quarters,” he said.
-
-The young man was standing opposite him.
-
-“President Tetlow asked me to give you any details you might wish, sir,
-and to represent him as far as I can.”
-
-The man in the big chair surveyed him for a moment. “And who might _you_
-be?” he asked pleasantly. There was more than a bint of irony in the
-light words.
-
-“I am John Bennett,” said the young man.
-
-“Um-m. I am glad to know. And do you hold--any particular position?”
-
-The young man was looking at him steadily. A slow smile had crept into
-his eyes. “I never thought _what_ I am,” he said.
-
-The manager smiled too--in spite of himself. “You don’t think you ’ve
-made a mistake in assuming that Tetlow expected you to see me?”
-
-John’s eyes were quiet. “No, sir. He said I was to give you all the help
-I can. I know about the books--orders and correspondence and things like
-that,” he added after a minute, “I can perhaps tell you what you want to
-know.”
-
-The manager was searching his memory.... What was it Harrington had
-reported--a new private secretary--he might make trouble? Ah, yes--“You
-have not been here long?” he said abruptly.
-
-“Since June,” replied the young man.
-
-“I’m afraid you won’t do,” said the manager, but with a little more
-respect in his voice. “The deals I want to talk over go back two or
-three years.”
-
-“I was with President Tetlow then,” said John. “I came about four years
-ago. During the last year I ’ve been off for a while.--My mother was
-ill.”
-
-“Mother was ill?” He whistled softly between his teeth. It might, after
-all, be good luck that Tetlow was away. This simple youth would reveal
-more in half an hour than Simeon would let out in a week.
-
-He would win his confidence.
-
-He settled back a little in the chair. “Tetlow a hard man to work for?”
- he asked casually.
-
-John’s smile answered his, “I guess everybody thinks so,” he said.
-
-The man nodded. “I guess so.--They say he ’s a good deal broken,
-though--works too hard?”
-
-“He works harder than any man I ever saw,” replied John.
-
-“Begins to tell on him, don’t it?” The man seemed to be watching a fly
-on the window.
-
-“You mean--?” John’s face expressed slow interest.
-
-“I mean he ’s about used up,” said the manager, flashing a look at him.
-
-John shook his head, and the slow smile grew in his face. “You _think_
-he ’s used up and then you find--he is n’t. That’s the kind of man
-President Tetlow is.”
-
-The manager gave a dry smile. “I’ve noticed that ’s the kind he is,
-myself.” He turned suddenly, his eyes boring into the young man. “What
-’s all this bother about rates this year!” he asked. “Don’t he know the
-roads can’t stand it?”
-
-“He thinks the country can’t stand it,” said John.
-
-“The country!” The man stared at him, moistening his lips a little with
-his tongue. He shook his head. “Never heard of the country before,” he
-said.
-
-John smiled. “President Tetlow wants to make the ‘R. and Q.’ a benefit
-to the region.” The man sat back in his chair. He spread his legs a
-little. Then he opened his mouth. He laughed. There was affectation in
-the laugh, perhaps, but beneath it was solid amusement and scorn. “Sim
-Tetlow--philanthropist!” He shook his head,--“Look out for him!” he
-said.
-
-“You think he don’t mean it, sir!” said John.
-
-“I think he don’t mean it,” said the big man.
-
-John’s clear eyes looked into the small, fat ones and the man stirred a
-little in his chair and sat up. “Do you believe it?” he asked.
-
-“I know it,” said John. “He does n’t start out on things he can’t carry
-through.”
-
-“That ’s right,” muttered the man. His face was thoughtful.
-
-“He’s always run the road before for the corporation. He’s running it
-now for everybody.”
-
-“Well, it ’s beyond me.--_I_ don’t make money for everybody.” He seemed
-to be digesting it.
-
-The young man had taken up some papers from the desk. “President Tetlow
-wanted me to ask you about these,” he said.
-
-“What are they!” The man swung his eyeglasses to his nose and held out
-his hand. “They are affidavits.... about those harvesters....”
-
-“Oh!” The manager sank back a little. He took off the glasses, tapping
-the table with them. “Well!”
-
-“He wanted me to ask what you are going to do about it,” said John.
-
-“What does he expect we ’ll do?” it was smooth and non-committal.
-
-John consulted the paper. “He expects you ’ll pay for them.”
-
-A little look crossed the man’s face. “Oh, no. I guess not.”
-
-“He asked me to say that otherwise he will take action.”
-
-The man’s face fell a little. “Take it into court--He can’t win.”
-
-“They ’ve just won against the Lake Shore--those planting machines.”
-
-“That was Indiana,” said the man quickly.
-
-“Yes, that was Indiana. But McKinnon has three or four other similar
-cases, scattered about. He says they ’ve all won.”
-
-“I told Buxton it was a fool thing to do!” muttered the man half under
-his breath.
-
-“That ’s what President Tetlow said,” remarked John quietly.
-
-“Um-m--Did he? What else did he say?”
-
-John smiled a little. “He said if you were going to try to do him, it
-was safer to do him inside the law.”
-
-“Hm-m--How much is he going to stick us for?”
-
-“Twelve thousand.”
-
-“Can’t do it,” said the man. He sat up very straight and folded his
-fingers across his stomach, guarding his rights.
-
-“He said it would be worth that--The whole district has suffered. The
-crop ’s a dead loss.”
-
-“Why don’t he let them fight for themselves?”
-
-“I guess he thinks he ’s more used to it than they are.”
-
-The manager of the C. B. and L. looked at him a moment. “Tell him we ’ll
-settle for ten thousand--and not a cent more.”
-
-John made a note. “I ’ll tell him, sir.”
-
-The man was not in good humor. The calm eyes of the young man, and
-a certain sense of moral inferiority that came upon him, made him
-restless; and the obvious respect that this young man felt for the
-President of the “R. and Q.” was not encouraging. But it occurred to
-the manager suddenly that every man has his price and he drew a little
-breath of relief, relaxing in his chair.
-
-Ten minutes later, when he took up his hat to go, he could not, for the
-life of him, have told whether the young man, holding open the door for
-him, was too stupid or too virtuous to take advantage of a very good
-offer that had been dangled before him. But he had a distinct impression
-that he should like to overhear some young man in his employ speak of
-him as this young man was speaking of Simeon Tetlow.
-
-As he went through the outer room, the manager of the C. B. and L.
-passed very close to a desk where a bookkeeper was busy with columns of
-figures. But the manager did not glance that way and the bookkeeper did
-not lift his busy eyes from the page before him.
-
-
-
-
-XVIII
-
-
-The typewriters had been reinstalled in the president’s office and
-John, in the little upper room, was giving the president of the road
-a detailed account of the preceding day--including the visit from the
-manager of the C. B. and L.
-
-“That’s good,” said Simeon. “That’s good--as far as it goes.” But
-his thin face still wore an anxious look and he sat slouched a little
-forward, his eyes on the floor. The morning’s mail lay on the desk
-behind him, untouched.
-
-John’s eyes turned to it. “You saw Dr. Blake?”
-
-Simeon stirred uneasily. “Yes.” He drew a quick sigh and turned toward
-the desk. “Yes--I saw him.”
-
-He glanced at the mail, but he did not touch it. His hand seemed to
-have lost volition and when John spoke again he gave no sign that he had
-heard.
-
-The young man stepped to him quickly and touched his arm.
-
-The man looked down at it vacantly. Then he lifted his hand and touched
-the spot where the hand had rested. He looked up, a thin, anxious smile
-quivering his face. “I can’t seem to think--” he said.
-
-“You ’re tired out,” said John promptly. “Did you have any breakfast?”
-
-“Yes, I had--I think I had it--”
-
-“What was it?”
-
-He ran his hand across his forehead. Then he looked at John. “I can’t
-seem to think,” he said helplessly. “I think I ’m sleepy.... I’m so
-sleepy....”
-
-The young man helped him to the couch and stood looking down at him. The
-eyelids had fallen and he seemed in a light slumber; his face still wore
-its seamed and exhausted look, but the anxiety had left it He breathed
-lightly like a child.
-
-After a minute John turned away and gave himself to the work of the
-office. No one came to break the quiet, and the figure on the couch did
-not stir.
-
-Late in the afternoon he sat up and rubbed his eyes, looking confusedly
-about the office. “I’ve been asleep!” he said in a tone of surprise.
-
-“Are you rested, sir?”
-
-“First rate.” He shook himself a little and got up from the couch. “Mail
-come?”
-
-“Yes, sir.” He handed him the letters.
-
-“I ’ve answered these.” He handed him another pile ready for signature.
-
-Simeon read them through with untroubled face, and signed those that
-were ready. He seemed more like himself than John had seen him for
-weeks; but the young man, watching him anxiously, was afraid to question
-him again.
-
-When the letters were finished, Simeon turned to him with a smile.
-“Blake’s an old granny!” he said.
-
-The young man made no reply. His steady eyes were on the thin face.
-
-Simeon nodded re-assuringly. “I ’m all right.--You ’d ’a’ thought, to
-hear him talk, the funeral was to-morrow.” He gave a short laugh. “I
-guess he hypnotized me for a spell. I knew I’d be all right as soon as I
-got back to you.” He smiled at the youth affectionately.
-
-“What did he say?” asked John.
-
-Simeon reflected. “Said I must stop--right off--Be an idiot if I did
-n’t.--Idiot if I did!” he muttered shortly.
-
-“You _could_ stop--for a while?” It was the merest suggestion.
-
-But the man turned fiercely--the old trembling awake in him. “You don’t
-know! You _can’t_ know!” He threw the words from him. “You ’ve staved
-off Nixon. But there are other things--worse things than Nixon--”
-
-“I don’t know anything much worse,” said John quietly.
-
-Simeon stared at him a minute. Then he turned it aside with a motion of
-his hand. He leaned forward, speaking low and fast--“The directors--two
-weeks off--two weeks--I _must_ stay, I tell you!”
-
-“Yes, sir.” It was the old tone of quiet deference and Simeon yielded to
-it. “Give me two weeks,” he said more quietly. “Let me meet them with a
-straight record--and then--”
-
-“And then?” The watching eyes held him.
-
-“Then I ’ll go,” he said grudgingly, “--If you make me.”
-
-John weighed it for a minute. “Did you ask Dr. Blake about the two
-weeks?” he said.
-
-Simeon fidgeted at his desk.
-
-“Did you?”
-
-“Yes.” It was a growl, half-defiant.
-
-The silence in the room was unbroken. John began to arrange things for
-the night. The man at the desk watched him, resentful, suspicious.
-
-When the room was in order, the young man came across. He placed his
-hand on Simeon’s shoulder. “All ready, sir.”
-
-Simeon started a little. He motioned to the chair. “Sit down.”
-
-The young man sat down, looking at him quietly.
-
-Simeon was holding a paper, fingering it absently; he had retained it
-when John put away the others, covering it with his hand. He glanced
-down at it now once or twice, as if about to speak. But when he opened
-his lips, it was not about the paper.
-
-“Blake does n’t know,” he said harshly. The young man’s face clouded.
-“Don’t you trust him, sir?”
-
-Simeon spun the paper a little contemptuously on the desk. “I trust
-him--Yes--I trust Blake where he knows.”
-
-“He knows about you, sir.” John, remembering the minute accounts he had
-given of Simeon’s condition, smiled a little as he said it.
-
-But the eyes looking into his did not smile. They held a kind of dumb
-fear, and the man shook his head. “He does n’t know--”
-
-“Why did n’t you tell him sir?”
-
-“I could n’t!” He glanced cautiously over his shoulder and lowered his
-voice. “He would n’t have believed--nobody ’d believe!”
-
-“But he might help, sir.”
-
-The man shook his head dully. “He can’t help. Nobody ’can help.--I ’ve
-had my chance--” He broke off and sat staring before him, as if at some
-nameless thing.
-
-The young man watched him with perplexed eyes. Something mysterious,
-terrible, held the man in its grip--some intangible thing. Almost,
-it seemed to him, he could put out his hand and touch it. Then, in
-a breath, it was not there.... There was only Simeon--sitting with
-pitifully bowed head, fingering the paper.
-
-He looked up after a minute. “The Bard-well lease expires today,” he
-said, holding up the paper.
-
-John nodded. He was not thinking of the Bardwell lease. He was trying to
-follow the elusive clue that had looked out at him and withdrawn....
-
-“The road takes possession tomorrow,” said Simeon.
-
-“Yes, sir.” John’s mind came back to the farm.
-
-“I ’d thought--” Simeon hesitated, “I ’d thought we might put some one
-on, for the winter.”
-
-“Rent it?” asked John.
-
-“No--we can’t rent it till spring; Nobody would want it now, but
-we could put some one on.” He waited a minute. “There ’s your
-friend--Tomlinson--”
-
-John leaned forward, his face alight--“He’d like it, sir. He used to
-live on a farm--in Scotland.”
-
-“I judged as much,” said Simeon drily. “He can have it, rent free, till
-spring. Then the road will talk about terms--we shan’t be hard on him.”
- He said the last words with a little gulp. He was looking down at the
-paper trembling in his hands.
-
-“He will like it,” said John heartily. “And it will be good for the
-little Tomlinsons--There are two children, you know?”
-
-“I don’t know anything about them,” said Simeon wearily. “I don’t
-care--whether there are children--or not. He can have the farm, if he
-wants it, rent free.” He looked about for his hat. “I ’m going home,” he
-said. “I’m tired.”
-
-The freshness of his sleep had left him. He was old and haggard once
-more. And John, as he handed him his hat, was struck anew by the misery
-in the face.
-
-“I am going in a minute, sir. Don’t you want me to walk along with you?”
-
-“No, no. I ’m all right. Stay and write your letter. You’d better send
-it tonight.”
-
-
-
-
-XIX
-
-
-HE went slowly toward the door--a bent old man. But at the door, he
-paused and looked back, his lip moving tremulously.
-
-John sprang toward him. “What is it, sir?”
-
-“I can’t--go away--not before the fifth-two weeks. Blake must give me
-that two weeks! _You_ know what it means--if I go now!” His voice was
-harsh and he lifted his gaunt, shaking hand to the broad shoulder that
-bent toward him. “It’s ruin--John--for the road! I _can’t_ do it! It’s
-my _life!_”
-
-The strong hand reached up to the quivering one and drew it down,
-holding it fast. “You shall not go, sir. You shall stay here till the
-fifth--and save the road.” The low, quiet tone was full of confidence.
-
-But Simeon’s voice broke across it harshly. “Blake said he would n’t
-give me a day--not twenty-four hours!” he said hoarsely, “You should
-have heard him talk!” He shuddered a little.
-
-“Never mind, sir,” said John. “You _shall_ stay--if you want to.”
-
-The helpless eyes devoured his face. “I can’t!” He half whispered the
-words. “I’m afraid!”
-
-“Listen, sir.” John’s face was close to his and a kind of power seemed
-to pass from the clear eyes into the wavering ones. “You shall stay if
-you want to.”
-
-“If I want to?” repeated Simeon vaguely.
-
-“Yes. Listen.” He had led him back to his chair and placed him in it.
-“Now I will tell you.”
-
-Simply, as if to a child, John laid the plan before him. It was not
-something new--thought of on the spur of the moment. For weeks the youth
-had seen the approach of some such crisis as this and his slow mind
-had been making ready for it, working out the details with careful
-exactness. If the road could be tided over the semi-annual meeting,
-everything was saved. In spite of the attacks of the C. B. and L. and
-in spite of Simeon’s quixotic schemes for the country, there would be
-a comfortable dividend to declare. And with Simeon at the head of the
-table--not a wreck apparently, but the competent, keen-witted man whom
-the directors knew and trusted--all would be well. After that, let
-rumors get abroad--The directors would buy up any frightened stock
-that might be thrown on the market. There could be no attack on the
-road--with their confidence unshaken.
-
-Simeon’s face, as he listened, lost its strained-look and his lips
-seemed to move to the slow words that unfolded the plan to him.
-
-“You could do it?” questioned John.
-
-“I could do it,” said Simeon with a deep breath. “It ’s easy--after what
-I have been through.”
-
-“You are to do as I tell you--exactly?”
-
-“There’s Blake,” said Simeon, the look of fear coming back to his face.
-
-“I ’ll see Blake,” said John promptly. “Now, you are going home to rest,
-sir. I ’ll write the letter to Tomlinson and then I ’m through.”
-
-“Yes--yes, write the letter to Tomlinson,” said Simeon. “The sooner the
-better.”
-
-And John, as he sat down to write it, had no glimpse of the clue that
-was laughing at him, to his face, while his pen moved over the paper;
-he had no suspicion that the farm, offered rent free, was a last
-desperate attempt to lift a Scotch curse.... He saw only Tomlinson’s
-face--when he should read the letter--and the children playing on the
-Bardwell farm.
-
-The physician gave his consent reluctantly. “You may be able to carry it
-through, but it’s a great risk. He ought to stop now--at once.”
-
-“He ’s more quiet, sir,” said John, “less nervous. He wants to
-sleep--falls asleep at his desk sometimes.”
-
-Dr. Blake smiled a little grimly. “The next stage he will not be so
-quiet,” he said. “Best not tempt nature too far.”
-
-John’s face grew thoughtful. “It would kill him to do it.”
-
-“To stop now--What ’s the difference-two weeks, or now?”
-
-He listened as John laid the facts of the case before him. “But he’s
-rich--even if the road goes to pieces. Better lose the road than his
-reason--his life!”
-
-John smiled. “I think the road is his reason--his life. He has lived in
-it so long that he does n’t quite know, I think, which is Road and which
-is Simeon Tetlow.”
-
-The physician was looking with interest at this stupid, slow-speaking
-young man, who seemed to put his finger so exactly on the truth.
-
-He nodded. “Yes, I know--organic, almost But there are other roads. He
-could build up another. He ’s a young man still--young in years. Let him
-recover and he will be as eager to fight as ever.”
-
-“It is n’t quite that, sir.” The slow mind groped for prosaic words in
-which to clothe Simeon’s radiant dream. “He’s not fighting just for the
-love of it. He thinks the country has been injured--the road has made
-money out of it without paying back--and he wants to make good. If the
-road goes to pieces--if the C. B. and L. buys it up--he could never do
-it. I think it would kill him.”
-
-The physician’s head was bent in thought. “So Sim Tetlow loves men--like
-that--as much as that!” He looked up candidly. “Do you know I should
-have said that there was nobody in the world he would turn his hand over
-for. And now you tell me he’s been killing himself for farmers.”
-
-The young man’s face flushed a little. “I don’t think it’s farmers,
-sir--nor--nor--anybody. It’s just the _country!_”
-
-The physician looked at him a minute--“I see--it ’s impersonal.”
-
-“Yes, sir. But the country is like a person to him. I think he loves it.
-And I know he wants to make up for the harm he’s done it. It would kill
-him to give up--now.... Two weeks will do it.”
-
-“Well--Well. You take the risk, you understand?”
-
-“Yes, sir.” The clear eyes met his.
-
-The physician’s looked into them with quiet scrutiny. “You ’re very fond
-of him,” he said.
-
-“I love him, sir,” said the young man.
-
-“I don’t know why you should,” said the physician.
-
-The slow smile met his. “I don’t know, either. I think he needs me.”
-
-“I think he does,” said the physician drily, “more than he knows.”
-
-
-
-
-XX
-
-
-THE morning of the fifth of October was keen and crisp; a hint of frost
-lay on the grass and the air was filled with decks of light. It was
-a beautiful country that the “R. and Q.” passed through--hills and
-valleys, long stretches of wood and wide sweeps of grain, and slopes
-where the orchards crept to the sky, the trees gold and green, and
-burdened with fruit.
-
-To the directors of the “R. and Q.,” looking out from their comfortable
-parlor cars on the trees and fields as they sped toward Bayport, it
-seemed a land of fatness and dividends. Tetlow would attend to all those
-trees. He had never failed them since the first day he laid his nervous,
-wiry hand upon the road; he had wrested the last cent from it; and the
-road--trees, barns, elevators--jingled into their pockets. They beamed
-upon the fertile land as they journeyed through, noting the signs of
-plenty with philanthropic eye.... There had been rumors of trouble,
-complaints, shortage of cars. What wonder--with branches loaded to the
-ground, or propped with staves, and the grain bending with its weight.
-They smiled at each other. They knew their man--a giant--keen-sighted
-and far-reaching--feared through the country up and down. When he lifted
-his hand, the little animals scudded to their holes, and lesser men made
-way for him. If the directors did not put the figure into words, they
-felt it--through all their comfortable being, as they slid along. Simeon
-Tetlow--great man-prosperous “R. and Q.”--fortunate directors!
-
-They felt it as they took their way to the offices of the “R. and Q.”
- and seated themselves in the capacious chairs about the green table.
-Tetlow was a little late--they looked inquiringly toward the door. He
-was not often late... sometimes hurried and driven, but never late....
-Was Simeon Tetlow late! The door opened and he came in with a little
-flurry, dipping subtly to left and right, in short brusque greeting, and
-taking his seat. They settled back in their chairs, scarcely noting the
-short, square young man, a little to the left, who followed in his wake.
-
-But when Simeon was seated, the young man remained standing and they
-took him in with careless glance.
-
-Their eyes returned to Tetlow. But he motioned with a slight gesture to
-the young man and they looked at him again.
-
-He stepped forward with a little smile. “President Tetlow cannot speak,”
- he said.
-
-They looked with startled eyes at the president of the road. He nodded
-reassuringly and touched his throat with his hand. He opened his lips as
-if to speak, but no sound came. He shook his head.
-
-Then they understood. He had lost his voice--a cold, probably, or
-unusual strain upon it. They nodded their sympathy to him, as if they,
-too, were suddenly struck dumb. He smiled acknowledgment and touched his
-throat and motioned to the boy.
-
-He had stood with eyes lowered, waiting while the pantomime went on; it
-was the only part that he feared. He had drilled his patient carefully.
-But his breath came a little fast.... So many things might happen.
-... Then he looked up and met the directors’ gaze fixed upon him
-expectantly. He consulted the paper in his hand and bent to the pile
-that lay on the table before him.
-
-“President Tetlow wishes to present first the report as a whole.” He
-took up a handful of the papers. “He has had duplicate copies made
-for further reference.” He passed the handful of papers to the senior
-director at the right of the board.
-
-It was a thrifty device--thought out in the night watches while he could
-not sleep... Simeon had never before allowed written reports. This was
-unexpected convenience.
-
-The senior member reached out his hand with a bland smile, swinging
-his gold eyeglasses to his nose and surveying the figures. He nodded
-affably.
-
-The young man stood watching with slow look while the papers traveled
-down the length of the table.... It was only a guess at human nature.
-... Would it work? Would they study the figures--or Simeon Tetlow’s
-face? There was too much written on it for them not to see if they sat
-there and looked at it. His eyes deepened as he watched them, waiting
-respectfully on their convenience. The last paper reached the hand
-stretched out for it and he glanced swiftly up and down the double row
-of faces.... every eye buried in a paper.
-
-He drew a quick breath and began to read in clear, even tone. There was
-no sense of hurry in the voice, but the words passed in swift flow. He
-knew to a minute how long it would take and how long Simeon Tetlow would
-keep the cool, inscrutable smile.
-
-He was listening, his head a little bent, to the even flow of words.
-John did not dare to think ahead or see more than one minute at a time.
-For two weeks his one thought had been to get through this meeting....
-He had planned, the day carefully.... It was after the periods of heavy
-sleep that Simeon was most like himself and he had wakened him from a
-long nap this morning, brushing his clothes and placing the papers in
-his hand.
-
-“It is the fifth, sir,” he had said.
-
-And Simeon had looked at him with a bit of the old, keen smile.
-
-“You are to meet the directors,” said John close in his ear, “You
-remember?” He looked at him anxiously.
-
-Simeon had nodded reassuringly. “I know. _I ’m_ all right--I can _look_
-all right.” He had said it almost like himself.
-
-And then John had taken him by the arm and led him to the door of the
-Room and pushed him in. Only at the door had he dared release his hold.
-
-But he need not have feared. To the president of the “B. and Q.” Road,
-the green table--with those mighty, iron-bounded men around it--was like
-a challenge. He had entered the room with positive eclat; and now he sat
-with quiet face listening to the report, a little cynical smile edging
-his lips.
-
-It was the look the directors knew well
-
-They trusted it as they looked up from their paper.....It was the old,
-dividend look.
-
-John’s eye dropped to it for a moment and his voice quickened a little.
-He had come to a difficult part of the report. It was delicate treading
-here--“Equipment for the coming year: Thirty-nine new engines will be
-needed--twelve of the big Pacific type, the numbers running from 3,517
-to 3,528, and ten combination fast freight and passenger engines of the
-2,000 series. The other seventeen....”
-
-He felt the hoard quiver subtly. They stirred in their places. He knew,
-without looking up, the inquiring glances gathering on the impassive
-face at the head of the table.... “The other seventeen will be switching
-engines and the heaviest kind of freight engines...” The voice went
-quietly on, but his hand had dropped ever so lightly on the shoulder
-beside him as he turned a page of the report. The shoulder straightened
-beneath the touch.
-
-The president of the road looked up and nodded to the swift, darting
-glances--once--twice, the old, keen, reassuring look--intrepid and cool.
-
-The directors turned the pages with easier fingers, but a new alertness
-was in the air. These were details that any one could grasp--with their
-implications.... “Six hundred box cars--forty passenger coaches, each to
-cost $6,500.” The look of sleepy content was banished from the board.
-
-But the president of the road met the glances that traveled toward him,
-with steady front. The figures had startled the directors, but they
-seemed as music in his ears. “Thirty-nine engines--twelve of the big
-Pacific type--” sang to him! He sat a little straighter, his quick nod
-assenting to each detail and vouching for items that might so easily
-have stirred a challenge.
-
-The directors had no eyes for the young man taking the papers from
-Tetlow’s hand, reading them one by one. He was hardly more than a Voice.
-They did not note that the stubby hand as it reached out to take a paper
-from the trembling one closed upon it firmly for a minute and that
-the hand ceased to shake. When the next item was read, the hand lifted
-itself from the table with a little gesture of pride and assent. The
-proposed improvements and equipment would cost a round million,--But
-the road could stand a million dollars--and more.... The lifted hand had
-said this eloquently before it dropped.
-
-The room breathed more easily, and into the voice that read the items
-there crept a quiet note of relief.
-
-Twenty minutes more.
-
-Ten minutes--now...
-
-Five minutes....
-
-The president of the road swayed a little toward the table. He might be
-consulting the paper in his hand--it was the last one--before he handed
-it to the sturdy young man beside him to read.
-
-The young man leaning toward him to take it, blotted out for a moment
-the thin, bent figure. When his shoulders straightened themselves again,
-the president of the “R. and Q.” was erect in his chair, his inscrutable
-face turned toward the directors.
-
-The young man read rapidly from the paper. It was a summary of items.
-They had the substance of it already. This only gathered it into smaller
-compass for them, the quiet voice seemed to assure them, as it went
-swiftly to the end.
-
-“There is one point not included in the formal report that the President
-intended to speak to you about.” He had laid down the paper and was
-looking at them.
-
-They returned the glance, finding a certain pleasure in this sturdy
-young man.
-
-Simeon looked up with a little, startled glance.... The hand touched his
-arm carelessly and rested there while the voice went on speaking.
-
-“It had been President Tetlow’s wish to ask for a leave of absence--to
-take effect at your pleasure--”
-
-The arm beneath the hand stirred and Simeon ’s mouth opened with an
-inarticulate sound.
-
-The directors glanced at him with sympathetic, humorous smile.
-
-The senior director was on his feet proposing a motion--Three other
-directors, all on their feet, were seconding it--It was carried with a
-little informal hurst of enthusiasm.
-
-Simeon rose to his feet. It was as if he thought that he could respond.
-
-The directors were looking at him with expectant faces.
-
-He bowed toward them and opened his lips--and broke into a long, deep,
-helpless cough.
-
-John put up his hand to the directors, smiling, and escorted him swiftly
-to the door....
-
-There was a pleasant hurry of sound among the directors, a getting into
-light overcoats and shaking of hands, a murmur of dividends, and a rush
-for trains.
-
-Up in the little office Simeon Tetlow stood by the window. He held up
-his hand--groping, trembling toward the light--He looked at it, and
-tried to hold it still--and still looked at it--the light falling
-faintly through it.... “They trust me, John! They trust _me!_ But how
-dare they trust me!” The shaking hand flickered its quivering, helpless
-dance against the light.
-
-The young man drew it down, covering it with his own. “They trust you,
-sir, because you’ve never failed them,” he said quietly.
-
-
-
-
-XXI
-
-
-The assistant bookkeeper was finishing his accounts for the night. He
-made another entry and blotted it before he closed the book and looked
-up, with a little offhand nod.
-
-The young man moved toward him. “President Tetlow asked me to tell you
-something, Harrington.” They were alone in the room, but he spoke in a
-low tone.
-
-The bookkeeper’s shoulders squared themselves a little. He had expected
-this. He had known it would come--with the directors’ meeting. He jabbed
-his pen in a cup of shot and lifted his face sullenly. “Well?” His tone,
-too, was low.
-
-“They raised you five hundred at the meeting,” said John.
-
-The bookkeeper stared at him. Then his eyes dropped. He studied his
-nails for a minute. “What are you talking about?” he muttered.
-
-“Five hundred dollars--to begin Monday,” said John.
-
-The bookkeeper looked up under his lids, without lifting his head. “What
-do you mean?” he said slowly.
-
-John waited a minute. When he spoke, a little smile edged the words. “I
-thought you’d like to know right off--So you could write the C. B. and
-L. that you won’t be able to do anything for them after today.”
-
-“Did n’t it work?” sneered the man.
-
-“It worked too well,” said John. “They’ve lost a good twenty thousand
-these two weeks--trying to fix it--and the twenty thousand is ours. But
-we don’t do business that way--not unless we have to,” he added with
-slow emphasis.
-
-The man looked up. “How are you going to keep tab on me?” he demanded.
-
-“Won’t the five hundred keep tab?” asked John.
-
-The man’s smile was wintry. “The C. B. and L. did better,” he said.
-
-“Yes--they knew what they were paying for--they thought they knew. The
-‘R. and Q.’ does n’t.”
-
-The man stirred a little. “All right. It’s a go.” He took up his pen and
-tried the nib on his thumb nail. His eyes were fixed on it. “Cheaper to
-fire me,” he said, dipping the pen into the ink.
-
-“Do you think so?” said John. “Wait a minute, Harrington.”
-
-The pen paused.
-
-“The ‘R. and Q.’ will need straight men the next six months--men that
-will stand by!”
-
-The man nodded. He was not looking np. “I have an idea, somehow--” The
-young man hesitated. Then he laughed out. “I’ve watched you, you know,”
- he said frankly, “I ’ve had an eye on you.”
-
-“Two of them,” said Harrington.
-
-“Yes, and I ’ve come to think you may be one of the best men the road’s
-got.”
-
-“That’s what _I’ve_ thought,” said the man drily.
-
-“I don’t know how you came to be in this C. B. and L. mixup,” said John
-quickly, “but I think you stood by them as long as you could--”
-
-“That’s me,” said the man.
-
-“--and did their dirty work for them,” added John.
-
-The man’s face clouded a little.
-
-“The ‘R. and Q.’ wants that kind of men for clean work--” He paused,
-seeking the right words. “I ’m not clever, you know,” said John. He
-raised his clear eyes to the man’s face.
-
-The face sneered a little--then it changed subtly. “I believe you ’re
-speaking God’s truth,” he said soberly.
-
-“I believe I am,” said John. “I ’m not clever--I know it. But the road
-needs men that are--Men that know enough to be rascals and won’t,” he
-added quietly.
-
-The man looked at him a minute. Then he laughed--a long, full laugh. It
-had a hint of fellowship in it.--“You ’re a rum un,” he said.
-
-John smiled. “Thank you.” He held out his hand. “It ’sa bargain?”
-
-The man hesitated a minute. Then he took the hand. “I should think I
-could give five hundred dollars’ worth of honesty--and I ’d like to
-give as much over as I can afford.” He said it lightly. But there was
-a little ring to the words, and the sullen look had vanished from his
-face.
-
-“That’s all right,” said John. He nodded and was gone.
-
-The assistant bookkeeper sat staring at the pen in his hand--“A rascal,”
- he chuckled, “but not a fool rascal!--He said it straight, did n’t he?”
- He chuckled again. He drew the sheet of paper toward him. Then he looked
-up as if a sudden thought had struck him--“And _he ’s_ no fool either!”
- he said slowly. The pen began its letter to the manager of the C. B. and
-L.
-
-When the letter reached the manager, he threw it on his desk with an
-exclamation of disgust.
-
-“What’s up?” said the superintendent.
-
-“Harrington.”
-
-“What?”
-
-“Backed out,” said the manager.
-
-“More money?”
-
-“I don’t think so.” He consulted the letter. “Says he’s sick of it--the
-whole business.”
-
-“Virtuous?--His virtue has n’t been of much use the last few weeks,”
- suggested the superintendent.
-
-“Nobody ’s any use,” said the manager tartly. The two weeks’ losses had
-worn on his nerves.... “There ’s a man in that office I should like to
-get,” added the manager after a minute. “He’s young--sort of a boy. But
-I ’ve a notion we could use him--if we knew what he ’d cost.”
-
-The manager of the C. B. and L. meditated, off and on, the next few
-days, what John would cost. He never arrived at any conclusion that
-quite satisfied him. Just as he had fixed upon the bait that should
-tempt a young man who had his way to make in the world--a pair of clear
-blue eyes confronted him, shining mistily. There was a deep, still glow
-about that boy when he spoke of Tetlow that made him feel the boy was
-beyond him.
-
-The manager of the C. B. and L. was a practical man and when, in the
-process of calculation, he ran up against eyes of a young man, he swore
-softly under his breath.
-
-
-
-
-XXII
-
-
-John was turning the question in his mind all day--where the president
-should spend his vacation. But each route that he blocked out presented
-at some point an insuperable obstacle, and he was forced hack to the
-starting point to begin over.... The place must be far enough from the
-road so that Simeon would not be reminded of its existence, yet near
-enough for John to return to his mother at an hour’s notice.
-
-He had watched her with special care in the days that preceded the
-directors’ meeting.... If she should grow worse and he could not leave
-her?
-
-But His mind had come to rest hopefully in the look in her face. She
-would not fail him. She was even more eager than he in planning for his
-absence--Caleb would be with her, and in the city it was easier than in
-Bridgewater to get help--the cooking and baking, some of it, could be
-bought from the little white shop around the corner.--She entered into
-the plan as if the journey were to be made for her sake rather than for
-Simeon’s. And John, watching her, knew that she was really better. The
-change to the new house and its surroundings had been good for her.
-There was even a little pink tinge in her cheeks sometimes and she
-declared that the very cracks in the ceiling of the new house were
-restful to look at as she lay in bed. She had never known how full of
-pain and wakefulness the old cracks were until they had been suddenly
-lifted from her. The new cracks should have only hope in them, she said,
-with a little smile; they should be filled with beautiful things--the
-light that came in at the east window for her--she had not had an east
-window at home--and Caleb’s pleasure in his new work and in his garden.
-Her window overlooked the garden and she lay for hours looking out at
-it and at the sky.... There was not much in the garden yet. But Caleb
-pottered about in it, setting out the roots and shrubs he had brought
-from home, preparing the asparagus bed and strawberry beds, and trimming
-up the few trees and shrubs that bordered it. He was very contented
-working in the warm October sun inside the high fence. The roots of his
-being stirred softly, making ready to strike down into the new mold
-and rest there gently as they had rested in the old garden at home. By
-spring he would hardly know the change--any more than the daffodils
-and the jonquils that he had planted in a corner by the fence with some
-lilies of the valley.
-
-He had been at work in the garden the day of the directors’ meeting,
-and he watched the Boy as he came slowly up the street, his head bent
-in thought. Caleb gathered up his tools with little regretful, backward
-looks. He had meant to set out that last row of asparagus tonight--But
-it was late and the boy looked tired. He set the asparagus plants in the
-little shed he had improvised for his tools and covered them carefully
-against the night air. Then he went into the house.
-
-The mother and the Boy were talking in the next room softly and he
-thought he would not disturb them. He fussed about, setting the table
-and making tea. Even when they were seated at table, Caleb paid little
-heed to what was being said; his mind was still digging in the garden,
-out in the soft mold.
-
-Then a word caught his ear and he looked up. “What’s that you were
-saying, Johnny--about a farm!”
-
-“It ’s about President Tetlow. He has to go away, you know!”
-
-Caleb’s interest relaxed. “I thought it was something about a farm.” He
-returned to his plate.
-
-“I said I wished there were some farm he could go to--”
-
-“Farms enough,” said Caleb.
-
-“Do you know a good one?” The boy and his mother both leaned forward.
-They had turned the question over and over; they had not once thought of
-Caleb who knew the region by heart.
-
-He chewed slowly. “There ’s a place up Chester County way,” he said at
-last, his eyes fixed on it as he chewed. “I used to work there when I
-was a boy.”
-
-“That’s too far away,” said John.
-
-“You want to be nearby, do ye?”
-
-“But not too near the railroad.”
-
-Caleb’s slow mind started on its new quest.
-
-“There ’s a place up from Bridgewater a ways--It ’s off the road. You
-might hear a toot clear nights, maybe--but much as ever--”
-
-“Who owns it?”
-
-Caleb shook his head. “Nice folks _used_ to live there--the
-Griswolds--but I heerd somewhere ’t they’d sold--”
-
-A quick look shot into the boy’s face. “You don’t mean the old Bardwell
-farm!”
-
-“That ’s the place,” said Caleb--“I was thinking about that little
-house on the creek, about half a mile, cross lots, from the farmhouse.
-Anybody ’d be quiet enough there.”
-
-“The Tomlinsons are there,” said John thoughtfully.
-
-“There by the creek!” asked Caleb.
-
-“No, in the farmhouse. I don’t suppose there’s anybody in the little
-house.”
-
-“It could be fitted up,” said his mother quickly. “That ’s better than
-boarding; and you must not do the work--with all that will come on you
-besides. Mrs. Tomlinson would cook for you.”
-
-“Ellen Tomlinson is a powerful good cook,” said Caleb solemnly. “I ’ve
-et her victuals many a time.”
-
-“I ’ll go down tomorrow,” said John. “We can have the little house, I
-know--It belongs to the road--and I ’ll put in a few camping things. If
-Ellen won’t cook for us, we ’ll make shift somehow.”
-
-“You must not do it,” said his mother.
-
-“It’s good air,” said Caleb, “--High up.”
-
-“And very still there--the top of the world,” said his mother with a
-little flitting sigh.
-
-“It’s just the place,” said John. Then he hesitated a minute. Hugh
-Tomlinson’s face had suddenly flashed before him--the red-rimmed eyes
-and the high, quavering voice.... Would Simeon object to his presence?
-He had always refused to speak of Tomlinson and he was gruffly
-silent when his name was mentioned.... But he had put him on the
-farm--rent-free--and he had sent the cheque--a thousand dollars.... John
-weighed the chances... and even while he hesitated, an instinct deeper
-than reason told him that the old Scotchman’s presence must be concealed
-from Simeon.... He might not mind. But there must be no risk.
-
-“Tomorrow,” he said, “I ’ll go down to see the Tomlinsons and get the
-house ready.”
-
-The old Scotchman surveyed him with keen eyes. “He wants to come
-here?--Sim Tetlow wants to come _here_--to this farm!”
-
-“Not here,” said John. “He ’ll be at the little house--down by the
-creek, you know.” The switchman was silent for a little. “A man can
-do what he likes wi’ his own,” he said at last gruffly. “He owns the
-farm--I ’ll go--”
-
-“I hope you won’t go,” John said quickly. “We need some one to cook for
-us--good nourishing food--and I was going to ask your wife--?”
-
-The old man’s eyes still pierced him. “Ye think Sim Tetlow ’ll get well
-on food ’t my Ellen ’d cook?--Choke him!” he said.
-
-John waited a minute. “I was n’t going to tell him who cooked it--I
-thought he did n’t need to know.” He turned and looked at the man beside
-him. “He needs all the help we can give him, Hugh. He’s desperate.”
-
-A slow, deep smile had come into the Scotch eyes--They glimmered to
-little points and sought the distant horizon. “He must e’en take his
-fate,” said the old man grimly, “wi’ the rest o’ us.”
-
-“But we can help him,” said John. “I feel it. _You_ can help--”
-
-“I ’ll do naught for him,” said the man sternly. “She’s within door, and
-ye can ask _her_. If she ’ll cook for Sim Tetlow, I ’ll bide by what she
-says. I ’ll not lift a hand to hinder--or help.” He moved toward the
-bam, walking with huge strides, like some grim, implacable fate.
-
-John watched him for a moment. Then he turned and knocked on the
-farmhouse door.
-
-When he lifted the latch, the little old woman by the stove looked
-up, bending gentle eyes upon him. She set down the frying-pan and came
-forward, The smile in her face like the October sunshine outside. “It’s
-Johnny Bennett,” she said, “and I was telling Hugh, but the morning, I’d
-be glad to see him.”
-
-The young man took the outstretched hand with a sudden lifting of heart.
-He forgot the gaunt figure striding from him and saw only the gentle,
-wrinkled face in its prim Scotch cap, beaming with light.
-
-In a dozen words he had laid the story before her. She listened with
-intent eyes, her fingers plaiting the edge of her apron in tiny folds.
-When he had finished, the apron dropped from her fingers and she
-smoothed the pleats one by one.
-
-“He’s been a hard man to us, Johnny.”
-
-“Yes.”
-
-“But I ’ll do it for ye.”
-
-“I knew you would.” It came from a full heart, and she smiled a little
-to him as she gave a final, smoothing touch to the apron. “He sent us
-the check, and it was bitter bread we bought wi’ it. But the bread I
-bake for him will be sweet,” she said.
-
-“Thank you, Ellen.” He held out his hand. “It ’s good in you to do it,
-and what money can pay for--you shall have, you know.”
-
-“Money won’t pay for the bread I shall bake him, Johnny,” she said
-slowly. “But he’s welcome to it and may the Lord bless it--to him.”
-
-
-
-
-XXIII
-
-
-SIMEON Tetlow, in the little house by the creek, was growing stronger.
-
-There had been days of waiting-long, slow days, when he sat dully
-passive, staring before him, or lay on the camp bed in a deep sleep.
-When he woke, he took the food that John brought him and fell asleep
-again.
-
-Little by little, unseen fingers had come in the silence and smoothed
-the lines from the sleeping face, touching the fevered cheeks to
-coolness.... He slept now like a child, breathing lightly, and when he
-woke, his eyes were clear and fresh--only somewhere in the depths lurked
-a little shadow that nothing could efface.
-
-The shadow kept tally on their days. When it lightened, John’s heart
-sang, and when it deepened, he set himself anew to his task.
-
-For the first days he had not left his patient night or day--except for
-brief journeys across the woodlot to the farmhouse to bring the food
-that Ellen cooked. Later, when Simeon was able to walk a little and
-needed less care, he had made occasional trips to the office of the
-road.
-
-It was during one of these trips that a new factor had entered into the
-case. The young man had been gone since early morning and the house was
-very quiet, deepening in the long silence to a kind of presence. The
-October sun poured in at the windows and a late fly buzzed in the light
-on the pane.
-
-Simeon glanced at it. Then he went and stood by the window looking out.
-His eye traveled along the little path that lost itself in the bushes
-and undergrowth at the left. It was a path that John had unwittingly
-worn in his daily journeys to the farmhouse. But Simeon did not know
-this, he did not even know that it was a path. He did not guess that
-along it a child was trudging, bringing him health in both her fat
-little hands.
-
-He went back and sat down by the fire, sighing a little. It was an open
-fire that blazed and crackled, and as he watched it he dozed.
-
-The hand on the latch startled him and he sat up--awake.... John was
-early.... He turned his expectant face to the door. It swung open
-silently, as if unseen hands had pushed it, and he sprang up trembling.
-... No one was there.... Then his eye dropped a little and he stood
-still--staring at her.
-
-She was very little, and she was very round and fat, and her cheeks
-laughed and her curls danced, and her stout little legs, in their heavy
-stockings, had a sturdy sense of achievement. She looked at him gravely.
-Then she turned and placing both hands on the door pushed it shut.
-
-He had not stirred from his place. His eyes were following her, half
-doubting.... She was not more real than some of the visions that had
-haunted his tired eyes.... But much more charming!
-
-She confronted the closed door for a moment with a little air of
-triumph. Then she nodded at it and turned and came toward him across the
-room, her face lifted.
-
-But still he did not speak. He had moistened his lips a little with his
-tongue and his breath came quickly.
-
-She seated herself on a packing box that served as a chair and crossed
-her fat legs at the ankle. She nodded gravely. “I am Ellen,” she said in
-a clear, sweet voice, “Who are you?”
-
-He moistened his lips again, still staring. Then a humorous light crept
-into his eyes. “I am--Simeon,” he said gravely.
-
-She nodded again. “I like Cinnamon. Granny makes them--round
-ones--cookies. I like ’em.”
-
-“And who is Grannie?” he asked.
-
-“She is--Grannie,” replied the child. “Do you live here?” Her direct
-eyes were on his face.
-
-“Yes, I--live--here.” He said the words slowly and a little sadly.
-
-“Who does your work?” she asked promptly.
-
-He leaned toward her, very serious. “A fairy,” he said.
-
-She slipped from the box and came toward him, her face aglow. “Where
-is it?” she demanded. She stood before him very straight--courage and
-health and belief in every line of the swift little body.
-
-He half put out a hand, but she stirred a little and he withdrew it,
-leaning back in his chair and gazing with half-shut eyes into the flame.
-“You can’t see a fairy, you know,” he said quietly.
-
-She had bent forward, a hand on either knee, peering intently into the
-fire. She straightened herself--“Don’t you see it?” she asked. “Not
-ever?” A disappointed look was in the eyes.
-
-He shook his head. “They come at night, you know.”
-
-The brown eyes searched his face. Then the curls wagged from side to
-side. “That’s a Brownie that comes at night,” she said reprovingly.
-
-He looked his surprise. “Is it, indeed--a Brownie!”
-
-She nodded. “Grannie told me.”
-
-She came nearer and placed her little fat hand on his knee. “I like
-you,” she said.
-
-He scarcely breathed and his face, as he leaned back in the chair, was
-very still.
-
-She tipped forward and peered into it. “Are you asleep?” she asked. It
-was almost a whisper--solicitous, but firm.
-
-He shook his head. The tired eyes opened and looked at her, full of a
-kind of sweet light. “I am--resting,” he said.
-
-She nestled a little nearer to him, carelessly, and looked into the
-fire. Presently she hummed to herself....a little crooning song--half
-words, half happiness: Then she left him and wandered about the room,
-touching things with grave, respectful touches, but with liveliest
-curiosity in the peering brown eyes. When she had finished, she went
-toward the door. “I am going, now,” she announced.
-
-He dared not put out a finger to stay her and his eyes did not lift
-themselves from the flames. “Come again,” he said carelessly.
-
-“Yes,” she replied. It was a very grave little word--full of assurance
-and comradeship.
-
-Then she opened the door and went out.
-
-The fire flared in the sudden gust and he looked around. The door--too
-heavy for her to close--swung wide to the October sun, and down the path
-the sturdy brown figure was trudging, holding intent on its way.
-
-Simeon moved to the door and stood looking after it. The sun shone
-clear.... Everywhere the serene, level light and in the midst of it,
-moving steadily on, a quaint, sturdy figure.... He put up his hand
-impatiently, brushing aside something that hindered his gaze. When he
-withdrew the hand, he looked down at it and thrust it out of sight,
-perplexed and savage and stirred.... “God bless me!” he said, “I’m
-growing soft!”
-
-He closed the door and went back to the seat by the fire, wondering a
-little that he should care.
-
-“She will not come,” he said as he looked into the deep coals. But in
-his heart he knew. She came again and again--sometimes every day and
-sometimes with long intervals between. When this occurred, Simeon would
-grow restless and go often to the window to look where the path emerged
-from the undergrowth. It never seemed to occur to him to follow the
-path.
-
-He had showed, from the first, a curious indifference to his
-surroundings. They had not come by the way of Bridgewater, but had
-left the train at a small station farther up the road and driven across
-country eight or ten miles, by night, to the Bardwell farm and the
-little house on the creek. To Simeon, in the long empty days that
-followed his arrival, the place had no existence. He hardly knew more
-than that he ate and slept and that John was always at hand--to turn
-his pillow or speak to him or replace the light coverlet when it slipped
-off.
-
-And as strength came to him and they walked every day a little distance
-from the house, his indifference to the outer world persisted. He asked
-no questions. His mind followed no roads. Sometimes on misty nights,
-when the long, slow whistle sounded across the low hills, John would
-watch him curiously. But the head was not lifted from the brooding hand
-by the fire. The road had slipped out of memory, perhaps--or grown dim
-in the visions that haunted his gaze. If he knew where John went, on the
-days when he was absent, he made no reference to it.
-
-Only when the child came, his mind reached out. It reached out to a
-little path that lost itself in the underbrush and rustling oak leaves.
-He would stand for hours, looking at it wistfully when she did not come.
-But he never set foot in the path. It was hers and she came and went as
-she pleased.
-
-With a kind of canny Scotch wisdom, the child had refrained from
-speaking at home of her visits. She may have been uneasily afraid that
-they would be forbidden if discovered, and she concealed them carefully,
-not only from her grandparents, but from her little brother who was her
-only companion. It was not always easy to evade him and, then, there
-were days when she did not come. But she guarded Simeon’s secret
-jealously, as if he were some helpless thing she had come upon unawares
-in her trudgings up and down the farm. And from the day she first
-strayed into the half-defined path that John’s feet had worn between the
-house and the farm, she did not cease to haunt it.
-
-
-
-
-XXIV
-
-
-WHAT are you doing?” She was standing on tiptoe, her eyes barely over
-the edge of the table, watching Simeon’s pencil as it moved over the
-paper.
-
-The pencil continued its curious tracks. Simeon’s eyes were fixed on it
-intently. There was no reply.
-
-She watched it a few minutes in silence. She and Simeon were good
-friends. They did not mind the silence, but he would answer--if he
-heard--“What are you doing?” It was very quiet--but firm--in the clear,
-high voice.
-
-He looked down. Then he smiled into the level eyes. “I’m drawing a map,”
- he said.
-
-She found a chair and pushed it to the table. She climbed into it and
-knelt with her fat arms folded in front of her on the table, bending
-toward the paper.
-
-Simeon paid no heed to her. The pencil went its absent-minded way.
-
-It was no unusual thing for them to be silent a long while, with an
-occasional smile or nod between them, she intent on grave matters,
-Simeon following hazy, wavering thoughts.
-
-But he had never chosen to make pictures. This was something important
-and different. She leaned closer, her shoulder touching his. “Is that a
-pig?” she asked politely. Her finger indicated a shape in one corner.
-
-“That is a mountain,” said Simeon. He sketched in a tree or two to
-verify it.
-
-“It ’s a funny mountain,” she said. She drew in her breath a little,
-watching the pencil respectfully.
-
-“It is full of beautiful things,” said Simeon.
-
-She bent closer to examine it. “Can you see them?” She lifted serious
-eyes to his.
-
-“Yes, I see them--very plain. There is iron and copper and lead--” his
-pencil touched the paper, here and there, in little dots, “and silver.”
-
-“And gold--” said the child in a soft, monotonous voice. They were
-playing a game.
-
-“Not much gold, I’m afraid,” said Simeon, shaking his head, “but it is a
-wonderful mountain full of beautiful things--that can’t get out.”
-
-“_Why_ can’t they get out?” she demanded as if some foolish mystery lay
-behind his talk.
-
-He hesitated a moment. “A bad man keeps them there,” he said. “He has
-the key.”
-
-“Won’t he _let_ ’em out?” It was a shrewd little wondering, groping
-question toward the truth, but it was full of sing-song happiness.
-
-She nestled closer while the pencil went its way, drawing two long lines
-that stretched side by side across the paper. They readied the mountain
-and stopped.
-
-“What is that?” she asked.
-
-“That is a railroad that the bad man will build,” he said, putting in
-some extra lines.
-
-They watched the pencil in silence.
-
-“I know a bad man,” she said idly, as if it were not important, but
-worth mentioning since it concerned Ellen.
-
-“Do you?” The surprise in the tone was partly real. “Do _you_ know a bad
-man?”
-
-“Yes--I know one.” It was a modest little drawl--an assertion of wisdom
-tinged with importance. “He’s a _very_ bad man,” she added.
-
-“No?”
-
-The half-teasing note did not touch her. “He kills folks--He killed my
-father,” she said tersely. The words were light on her tongue, but
-she nodded to him with deep serious eyes that his could not fathom.
-Something in the eyes hurt him--a kind of trust and ignorance and deep
-appeal. He put his arm protectingly about the little form, drawing it
-close.
-
-“You must not say things like that, Ellen.”
-
-“Gran’ther says it.”
-
-“But _you_ must not.... You will not say it again--?” It was half a
-command. “Don’t ever say it again, Ellen.”
-
-“No--o--” It was reassuring and polite-half drawled; and it dismissed
-the subject idly--They had dwelt on it too long.
-
-“Where is the key?” She was dipping toward the paper, peering close.
-
-“The key?” He stared a little--“Oh--yes--This is the key.” His pencil
-touched the parallel lines.
-
-“That ’s a railroad,” she said promptly.
-
-He smiled. “It is the key, too--See--” He drew more lines rapidly, “When
-this touches the mountain, the iron and silver will come pouring out and
-it will run down this track--here, and here--” The pencil moved fast.
-
-She followed it with grave eyes. She drew a deep breath and leaned
-closer to him. She lifted her face with a smile. It had caught the glow
-in his--but she did not speak.
-
-He fell to sketching again and she nestled in his arm. By-and-by she put
-out a short finger. “Does folks live there--or Brownies!” she said, half
-whispering the words.
-
-He looked up absently--“Where--Oh--on the mountain?--People live
-there--I suppose--”
-
-“You ever seen them?”
-
-“No,”--still absently.
-
-She sighed a little. “I like folks,” she said.
-
-“What?” He paused in his thought and looked at her with a
-smile--tolerant and old--“You like folks, do you?” The look teased her.
-
-She nodded gravely. “They ’ll be glad--” Her finger was tapping at the
-mountain--“They ’ll _like_ to have the beautiful things come _pouring
-out_--” She spread her hands with a little gesture of beneficent plenty.
-
-He stared at her a minute--then he laughed. “I suppose they will.... I
-had n’t thought of it.” His eyes dwelt on her fondly.
-
-“Yes.--They ’ll like it.--They ’re nice folks.”
-
-“How do _you_ know?--You seen them?” They often played like this.
-
-“I know.” She nodded wisely. “There’s fahvers and muwers and little
-uns--bairns-like me.” She was looking at something far away--Then her
-eyes flashed back to his. “They ’ll like it,” she said swiftly, “They
-’ll help--They ’ll bring out the beautiful things--great handfuls!” She
-threw them out with her lavish little hands.
-
-He caught them both in one of his. But he was not looking at her. He was
-seeing something far off... something the child’s words made him see....
-He looked at it so long that one of the hands freed itself and reached
-up to the intent face, stroking it.... Then he looked down and saw her.
-He smiled at her--with deep eyes... with the little shadow playing in
-them--far back.... “So you love folks?” he said slowly.
-
-“We must e’en love everybody,” she repeated as if it were a lesson.
-
-“Everybody?” He looked at her, a little startled at the words.
-
-The clear eyes lifted themselves--“Gran-’ther says we must do justice to
-all men,” she said gravely. “But Grannie says we must forgi’e ’em--she
-says we must e’en _love_ ’em.”
-
-“Then you must love him--the bad man.” He said the words half teasingly,
-half gravely.
-
-Her face clouded. But the eyes were untroubled. “I don’t fink _anybody_
-loves _him_,” she said simply, “But Grannie says we e’en must.” She gave
-a little sigh.
-
-“So you will!”
-
-“Yes--I love him.”
-
-The voice was full of her ignorance--a kind of sing-song chant, but
-somehow it gripped him strangely.... As if he heard in some inner
-world--faint, ringing little bells of joy and sadness and the mystery of
-life.
-
-
-
-
-XXV
-
-
-He sat in front of the fire brooding absently. He had been alone all
-day--ever since John left in the early morning. The boy was coming back
-tonight. He had said that he would come--but that Simeon must not wait
-for him; he must go to bed as usual. It was late now, but Simeon in
-front of the fire waited impatiently.... A strange loneliness was on
-him. Outside the snow had been falling fitfully all day. The ground
-was covered with still whiteness. Across the waste of snow he heard a
-distant clock strike softly and far away--eight--nine--ten--and still he
-waited, brooding there by the fire. He wanted to see some one--to touch
-a friendly hand--before he fell into the deep sleep that would cut him
-off. A strange yearning toward his fellowmen had come upon him in the
-last days. The child’s words followed him wistfully--“We must e’en love
-’em,” he whispered to himself, wondering at the strange tugging at his
-heart--Tiny cords seemed to reach out from him, threading their way,
-spreading wide-seeking men and women.
-
-He rose and paced the little room. He was not the man who had entered it
-ten weeks ago--broken, helpless in weakness. His step on the floor was
-firm and the hand that reached out to the tongs was steady in its grip.
-He readjusted a log in the fireplace and replaced the tongs. Then he
-stood looking down at the fire. He had grown fond of the flames--leaping
-there. He would miss them when he went back to his office--and the cold
-town house. He glanced about the little room affectionately.
-
-... The boy had filled it with love and thoughtfulness from the first
-day. It was sweet now with pine and spruce and hemlock--fastened
-everywhere--running along the walls and heaped in corners. The boy had
-brought it in from the woods for Christmas Day. The scent of it was like
-the woods themselves--Something mysterious and deep was in the room. The
-woods were in the room. The man breathed deep and looked around him....
-How he would miss it all.... But his work was waiting... and he was
-ready. He stretched out an arm straight from the shoulder and looked
-with quiet pride at the hand. It did not quiver, by a breath, from
-its place. The arm dropped at his side.... He was ready... almost. The
-shadow flickered across his face. It retreated to his eyes and crouched
-... waiting. He sat down before the andirons and looked defiantly into
-the hot coals.... Some senseless, half-crazed words mumbled at him....
-He shrugged his shoulder.... He would not hear them. The firm hand had
-clinched itself on his knee.... A face grew out of the fire, red-eyed
-and old and imbecile. It swung before his gaze full of hatred and
-leering malice, and the clinched hand lifted itself. ... The face was
-fading, line by line, in the flickering light. The mumbled words grew
-faint. They sank to a whisper... and died away. ... It was the voice of
-the child--clear and low, “We must e’en forgi’e ’em.”
-
-He sank hack, wiping the heads from his forehead. He stared before
-him--seeking a way out.... He had offered the man money.... He had
-given him the farm, free of rent--and it was a good farm, they said--the
-Bardwell farm--Was it not enough?... He brooded on it, sitting there.
-The loneliness outside crept into the room.... The snow had ceased to
-fall, and through the uncurtained window he caught a glimpse of light
-shining. He got up and went to the window and looked out. The white
-clouds seemed to be being drawn across the sky by unseen hands; beyond
-them the stars shone clear. The snowy landscape glowed faint beneath
-them.... Suddenly he uttered an exclamation and turned away. He crossed
-quickly to the door and threw it open and stood peering out.
-
-A little figure was coming up the path, nodding and blowing--Her curls
-were afloat and her little face glowed in the light from the door.
-
-“I ’m coming,” she panted heavily, “I ’ve got here.”
-
-“I should think you had.” His voice was stern. But he had gathered her
-in his arms, holding her close. She struggled a little and he set her
-down. “I ’m wet,” she announced--“I’m most wet fru, I guess.”
-
-He found some old underclothing of John’s and took off the wet
-things, holding them up, one by one, to the light and looking at her
-reproachfully. She had come apparently in her nightdress, with the
-addition of an extra shirt, one stocking, one legging, a pair of
-overshoes and her little fur coat and cap.
-
-“I could n’t find my Fings,” she explained, “not all of my fings--in the
-dark.”
-
-“What did you come for?” asked Simeon severely.
-
-Her rosy happiness precluded sentiment--and kindness.
-
-She glanced at the glowing fire and then at his face. She looked down at
-her pink toes, peeping from below John’s drawers--The drawers wrinkled
-grotesquely on the fat legs and she tried to hold them up a little as
-she approached him, humbly.... Simeon was angry--She could see it from
-the tail of her eye, as she drew nearer with downcast head. “I wanted to
-see Santa Claus,” she said. She had come very close now and she put out
-a fat hand, resting it on his knee.
-
-He bent a little toward her. “You should have waited till tomorrow,
-child. Don’t you know I shall have to take you back--”
-
-She lifted a stricken face.
-
-“--in the cold and snow,” went on Simeon unheeding.
-
-Her lip quivered. With a bound she had buried her face in his
-breast.--“Don’t take me, Cinnamon!” she wailed--“Please don’t take
-me--back!”
-
-“But your grandfather and grandmother will worry--”
-
-She lifted a reassuring, streaming face, “They don’t _know_ about me,”
- she sobbed, “I am sound asleep.” She snuffed a little and fumbled in the
-capacious folds of John’s undershirt for a handkerchief.
-
-Simeon produced his and she accepted it meekly. She wiped her cheeks
-with it and stowed it away. “I peeked--” she said, “in the door and they
-was asleep--both of ’em--and Gran’ther was a-snorin’--”
-
-“Suppose they wake up,” said Simeon.
-
-She looked at him piteously. “Santa Claus can’t come to our house,” she
-said. Her lip trembled.
-
-“Why not?”
-
-“He can’t get in.”
-
-“Oh.”
-
-“They ’ve shut up the chimbley.” She moved a fat hand toward the
-fireplace--“I cried about it,” she explained, “and then I went to
-sleep--I prayed too, but that did n’t do any good,” she threw in. “And
-then I waked up in the dark and ’membered you, and that’s how I come.”
- She nestled to him.
-
-His arms were close around her. “You shall stay till the clock strikes
-twelve--that’s when he comes--”
-
-She nodded sagely.
-
-“And then I ’ll carry you home.”
-
-She sank back with a little sigh of content. The pink toes cuddled
-themselves in the warm folds and the moist eyes rested dreamily on the
-coals.
-
-Simeon, holding her in his arms, had a sense of life--its goodness and
-fullness. The loneliness had fled from the little room. It was filled
-with love, and the world outside was full of friendliness--It held them
-close.
-
-The child stirred a little. “We did n’t hung up my stocking,” she said
-drowsily.
-
-Simeon looked down at the stocking steaming with faint warmth from the
-fire. “It ’s too wet,” he said.
-
-She roused herself and sat up--“Don’t I have no stockings?” she demanded.
-
-He hesitated. Then he got up and brought one of his own and suspended
-it from the corner of the shelf.
-
-She surveyed it with dubious content. A little question flitted, and she
-raised an anxious, startled face. “He might fink it was yours,” she
-said.
-
-“We ’ll tell him,” said Simeon, “the minute he comes.”
-
-“_I ’ll_ tell him.” The eyes had flashed wide. They shone dizzily--the
-little hands clasped themselves--“_I ’ll_ tell him,” she whispered.
-
-“All right.”
-
-She sat very straight, her gaze fixed on the exact spot where he should
-come.... Her shoulders drooped a little, but she caught them at it and
-shook them sternly. Then the eyes blinked--once--twice, and the brown
-curls nodded. The watching figure was sinking inch by inch into the
-great folds that enwrapped it. She lifted a heavy, dreamy face
-to Simeon’s--“I can’t keep--awake--Cinnamon,” she breathed--very
-wistful--with little jerks between.
-
-“Never mind, dear.” He laid a hand on the bending head. “Go to sleep. I
-’ll wake you when he comes.”
-
-With a deep sigh, the head sank against the strong shoulder. The
-firelight played across the little figure in its clumsy garments; it
-touched the sleeping face and tipped the nodding curls.
-
-Simeon watched it, the world in his heart speaking low.
-
-
-
-
-XXVI
-
-
-I’ve lighted the lantern for ye, Hugh.” The rays of the lantern shone
-on the meek, wrinkled face, bringing out faint lines and lighting up the
-yellow-white hair that framed it. The hair was a little rough from the
-pillow. She had not thought to smooth it since--wakened by some inner
-voice--she had risen to see that all was well with the bairns.
-
-“She ’s been long gone,” she said, looking up to him as he drew on his
-great mittens and reached for the lantern. “The pillow was cold.” The
-face beneath the wrinkled lines tried hard to hold itself steady.
-
-“You ’re not to worrit, Ellen. I ’ll find her. I ’ll bring her back.” He
-had thrown open the door and the cold air rushed in.
-
-She shrank a little from it, staring at the dark. “She ’ll be fey,” she
-said, “wi’ the cold and wet and dark. I must have the kettle hot.” She
-turned toward the stove.
-
-He stooped to examine the snow in the light from the door. Then he
-lifted himself, a look of satisfaction in the grim face. “Shut the
-door, Ellen,” he called, “I ’ll follow ’em now in the dark.”
-
-She came quavering. “Can ye see, Hugh!” She strained her eyes toward
-him.
-
-“Shut the door,” he said. “I can follow--wi’ this.” He lifted the lantern
-a little and she saw the old face, stern and hopeful.
-
-She shut the door and watched through the window as the great figure
-lunged away. The lantern swayed from side to side with the huge strides,
-as if a drunken man carried it across the wastes. But the lantern went
-straight. It was making for the oak wood.
-
-The sky overhead was sown thick with stars, flung like a royal canopy
-above the earth. The shepherds keeping watch over their flocks would
-have needed no other light to guide them, and Hugh Tomlinson, stooping
-to the little fat tracks that spudded through the snow, had little need
-of the lantern that swung from his great hand. The tracks led straight
-across the country without swerving to left or right. They crossed the
-wood and came into the open.... He followed them fiercely, like a great
-dog, unheeding whither they might lead. Suddenly, with a muffled cry, he
-stopped....
-
-Straight before him ran the creek and out from the bank stretched a
-frail band of ice. Beyond--the water swirled black and sluggish.
-He hurried to the brink and stood staring--not a sound to break the
-silence. He strained his eyes across the thin edge of ice. Surely it
-could not have borne the weight of a tiny child. He wheeled about and
-looked up to the stars. They twinkled in their places--remote and
-glad. There was no help in them. Slowly his eyes dropped.... He
-started--shading them, as if from a vision, peering forward. There in
-the window of the little house, gleamed a light.
-
-He strode forward blindly, his eyes fixed on it. As he drew near, he
-sank to his knees, creeping almost on all fours; but at the window he
-clutched the sill and raised himself.... Within the green-trimmed room
-with its glinting light and soft glow sat the man and the child--asleep
-before the fire. The child’s head rested against the man’s breast and
-his face drooped till his cheek touched the modeling curls.
-
-For a moment Hugh Tomlinson eyed the sweet scene--like some gaunt wolf
-at the window. Then he strode to the door and throwing it open entered
-without knocking.
-
-The man at the fire looked up with startled glance. He had been
-dreaming, and it might have been an apparition of his dream that loomed
-in, out of the night.
-
-The two men regarded each other.
-
-The gaunt one stepped forward a pace. “Gi’e her to me,” he said. “She
-belongs to me.”
-
-“And I thought she was mine,” said Simeon. A sad little smile played
-about his lips. He moved toward the man, holding out his hand. “Forgive
-me, Tomlinson,” he said.
-
-The Scotchman did not touch the outstretched hand. He looked down at it
-dourly. “Gi’e her to me,” he repeated.
-
-Then, as they stood confronting each other, the bells rang.... They
-sounded faint across the snowy waste, striking the hour. The last
-stroke died upon the air, and silence settled in the little room--with
-greenness and the scent of firs.
-
-“Peace on earth, good-will toward men,” said Simeon in a low voice.
-“Make it peace for me, Hugh Tomlinson.”
-
-“Gi’e her to me,” said Tomlinson again.
-
-The man made no reply, but the child reached up a sleepy hand and
-slipped it about his neck. “I love Cinnamon,” she said drowsily.
-
-Then the Scotchman came nearer. The bony hand did not lift itself from
-his side and there was no softening of the grim face--“The Lord do unto
-ye as ye have done unto me and mine, Simeon Tetlow,” he said solemnly.
-
-He reached out his arms for the child and the man surrendered her to
-them--gently, that the sleeping lids might not wake. The old Scotchman
-gathered her in, close--the folds of his great-coat wrapped protectingly
-about her. Then, his eyes bent hungrily upon her, without a backward
-look, he went out into the night.
-
-Simeon Tetlow watched him go, with quiet smile. His hands had dropped to
-his sides.
-
-Thoughts played across the thin face--gleams of light and humor and
-gentleness. He lifted his head, with a quick glance about the fragrant
-room. The fire had died down, but a soft light glowed everywhere. He sat
-down holding out his hands to the warmth, the quiet smile still resting
-on his face and the shadow in the eyes fading before it, flickering
-away to its place in the night. The eyes shone with swift, new light;
-it played upon the face as it bent to the coals--the intent, human eyes
-gazing at something there.... Slowly the vision lifted itself--shining
-rails gleamed upon the night. They lay upon the land, the silvery
-tracings branching left and right. A white light shone from them. Simeon
-Tetlow, looking with rapt gaze, saw a new world. The curse could not
-touch him here.... It could never touch him again. Something cold and
-hard had snapped at a word. The forgiveness he had begged of the stern
-Scotchman had come to him... . There had been no curse... only the
-hardness and bitterness in his heart--that would not say “Forgive.” The
-word had lingered at the door of his lips through weeks of pain and the
-darkness--wandering rebellion, sick fancies.... “Forgive me, Hugh.” He
-had said it--low and humble, unawares, out of the depths... and suddenly
-he had stood erect. “Forgive me, Hugh.” He whispered it again, looking
-into the deep coals. ... Troops of faces filed before him and he
-stretched out dumb hands to them. The coals deepened and spread, and
-the great road lay among them. His eyes rested on it wistfully. A still,
-clear light was on the country-side.... Miles of wheat and corn, great
-tracks of prairie, mountains of ore--lighted by it. But his eye swept
-them as a bird sweeps river and wood and plain in its homing flight....
-The light was falling on the faces of men and women and children and the
-faces were turned to _him_--waiting. The coals had died to a tiny spark.
-He rose and put on fresh wood and the flames leaped and ran up the
-green walls. He fell to musing again.... The dream held him.... Life
-opened.... Softly the bells were ringing in that other world.... Little
-peals that broke and rang--great swinging bells. He bent his head to the
-sound. It grew, and died away to lightest touch and rang again, clear
-and fresh.... It was nearer now... nearer--He turned his head. The sound
-had stopped--at the very door--The boy had come!
-
-Before he could rise from his place, the door swung open to the
-freshness of the night and the boy was at his side.... “Merry Christmas,
-sir.” He bent swiftly to the lifted, smiling face--“You are better,” he
-cried, bending nearer in the flickering light, doubting and eager.
-
-“I am _well_, John!” He was on his feet, both hands outstretched to the
-boy.
-
-They stood thus, the fire leaping on their faces, their hands clasped.
-... Then they drew apart smiling.... The man moved his hand toward the
-dusky, fragrant room. “I am ready to go,” he said.
-
-The young face lighted. “We need you, sir. We need you the worst way!”
-
-“At the office?” Simeon motioned to a chair. “Sit down--Tell me.”
-
-The young man shook his head. “Not tonight.” He looked at his watch. “It
-is after one. You must sleep.”
-
-“I shall sleep,” said Simeon contentedly. “And tomorrow we will talk it
-over,” said John.
-
-“Tomorrow we will go,” said the man.
-
-
-
-
-XXVII
-
-
-The old Scotchman, striding through the snow, was holding the child
-fiercely to him. She had not stirred since he folded the great coat
-about her and he felt the warmth nestling there close to his heart. But
-the heart beat hot and resentful. Under his breath he swore and muttered
-as he stumbled through the wood, straying from the path and finding it
-again with gaunt step. The lantern gripped in his tense hand would have
-lighted the faint track through the snow. But he did not look down. His
-eyes were on a light that glimmered and shifted among the trees, shining
-across the long fields of snow beyond.... Ellen was waiting, her
-heart sore for the bairn. He clasped the little form closer and strode
-on-bitterness in his heart.... “Curse him--!” He had robbed them of work
-and their good name and now he would take the child ... luring her from
-them through the dark and cold, making her love him. The great arms
-strained her close as he stumbled on, coming with each uncertain step
-nearer to the glimmering light till it fell full in his face from the
-uncurtained window and he flung open the door and strode in.
-
-She looked up with quick glance. Then a little cry broke from her--“Ye
-did na’ find her!”
-
-He opened the great-coat where she lay like a flower, and the
-grandmother came close bending to the soft vision. Her hand touched the
-limp one that hung down, its soft, pink palm upturned.
-
-“The little hand!” she whispered like a slow caress, “It ’s warm, Hugh!”
- She lifted her eyes to his face.
-
-“Aye--warm.” There was no light in the stern face. “Ye best put her in
-bed.” He held her out--a little from him--and the child stirred. Her
-sleepy eyes opened and smiled to them and closed slowly. The little
-smile faded to a dream and the lips groped with words and breathed a
-name softly--“Cin-na-mon--”
-
-The grandmother gave a startled glance. “She is fey!” she said.
-
-“‘Cinnamon!--’ what does she mean--‘Cinnamon’?”
-
-The old man looked resentful and said nothing.
-
-The sleepy lips shaped themselves again--“Gran-nie.” It slipped into a
-little sigh of content as she nestled into the arms that reached out to
-her.
-
-The old woman smoothed the tumbled hair and rocked her shoulders gently
-to the cradling of her arms. “Where was she, Hugh?--Where did ye find
-her!”
-
-“Where she ’d no right to he,” he said grimly.
-
-“She’d no right but to be in her bed,” said the grandmother softly.
-
-“Ye ’d best put her there,” he responded, looking down at the sleeping
-flower-face with unfathomable eyes.
-
-When she came back she found him sitting by the stove, his gaze fixed
-gloomily on its black surface, his body bent forward and his great hands
-swung loosely before him.
-
-She stirred the fire a little and pushed back the kettle on the stove.
-“We ’re no needing it, the night,” she said with happy face.
-
-But there was no happiness in the old face across the stove.
-
-“What is it, Hugh?” She was looking at him with keen, gentle eyes that
-searched his soul.
-
-“Sim Tetlow,” he said briefly.
-
-Her hand dropped from the kettle--“Ye ’ve seen him, the night!”
-
-“He had the bairn,” said Hugh. “He was holding it--in his arms--like his
-own.” He looked up to her--bitter hatred in the red-rimmed eyes.
-
-But she came close to him, her soft dress making no sound. “He cared
-for the bairn!” It was half a question--a little cry of disbelief and
-longing--“He cared for the bairn!”
-
-“He were holding her,” said Hugh gruffly--“Same as you--or me.” He lifted
-his hand with a swift gesture--“Curse--”
-
-She caught the hand, holding it to her bosom, forcing it
-there--“No--Hugh--no,” she breathed the words with little gasps--“Ye ’ll
-no curse--we maun--”
-
-He turned on her savagely, struggling for a minute to free his hand.
-Then his eyes dropped. “Ye ’re a woman,” he said grimly. “Ye ’ve no call
-to know.”
-
-She stroked the hand with thin, knotted fingers, but her lips made no
-reply.
-
-He looked up under fierce brows. “I ’ll do to him as he ’s done to me.”
- He said the words with deep accent.
-
-“No,--no”--
-
-He swept aside the words--“He took away my engine,” he said with slow
-wrath--
-
-“But ye slept, Hugh--And ye could not help the sleeping!” It was a
-little cry of defence.
-
-“I’d been waking, the night and the day--and the night again,” he
-replied fiercely, “and I _slept_--Is sleepin’ a crime!--She was safe on
-the sidin’,” he added. “There was no harm to Her--”
-
-She waited with bent head. So many times they had lived through the
-steps of his disgrace--
-
-“An’ then he gi’e me the switch. He were kind an’ just. He gi’e me the
-_switch_ to tend--” Impotent bitterness filled the words--“we--that’d
-drove the best engines on the road! Tendin’ a switch--in the freight
-yard--” His head sunk a little.
-
-“Ye was old, Hugh.” It was the little cry again.
-
-“An’ he will be old!” he broke in with tense, swift gesture--“Old before
-his time, bent and broke! Oh, Lord--” He lifted his gaunt face, “Gi’e
-him to me! Gi’e him into _my_ hand!” The keen eyes, fixed on
-something unseen, stared before him. Hope struggled in them--a bitter,
-disbelieving hope. “Gi’e him into my hand!”--he whispered.... “into my
-hand!” He bent forward, staring at the vision. Then the face changed
-subtly. He drew a quick, deep breath.... His head had dropped to his
-breast.
-
-She bent above him, “Hugh--” She called it to the unseeing eyes--“Hugh!”
-
-He drew back a little dazed. The look in the face broke--“Why,
-Ellen--woman.” He put his arm almost tenderly about her--“What frighted
-ye?” he asked.
-
-“Ye ’ll not harm him?” she cried. She leaned against him, her anxious,
-questioning eyes searching his face.
-
-“I ’ll not harm him,” said the man briefly, “except the Lord deliver him
-into my hand--I have it for a sign.”
-
-Her Scotch blood thrilled to the vague menace of the words. She pressed
-closer to him, her thin hands raised to his coat, grasping it on either
-side. She looked up into his face--“Hugh, ye must forgi’e--ye must
-e’en--”
-
-“I must e’en do the Lord’s will,” he said sternly. He loosed the
-clinging hands--“Ye must sleep, Ellen,” he said more gently.
-
-Her hands had dropped. They hung loose at her sides. But her meek eyes
-were still on his face. “Ye will forgi’e him,” she whispered low, under
-her breath.
-
-But his face gave no sign that he heard. He put out the lantern and
-raked together the coals in the stove, covering them carefully with
-ashes to save the smouldering heat. “Come to bed, Ellen,” he said when
-it was done, “the bairn is safe. Ye can sleep now.”
-
-
-
-
-XXVIII
-
-
-Who is managing?” said Simeon.
-
-They had finished breakfast and sat with chairs pushed back from the
-table. It was the first question he had asked about the road. He had
-devoted himself to the business of getting well as thoroughly as to
-any business he had ever undertaken. But he was well now. “Who is
-managing!” he said quietly.
-
-The young man looked at him with a frank smile. “Nobody is managing,” he
-said--“That ’s the worst of it. I ’ve been _doing_ things--things that
-_had_ to be done--and trying to stave off other people’s managing.”
-
-Simeon nodded quickly. “That ’s the best thing could have happened. I
-hope you ’ve done it.”
-
-“Well, not altogether--The men in the office were all right.... But the
-directors fidgeted some--”
-
-“Corbin,” said Simeon, “I know.”
-
-The young man nodded.
-
-“Oh, I know,” said Simeon testily. “And Dickerman, I suppose--yes, yes,
-I know--Go ahead now--Tell me everything.” He leaned forward with elbows
-on the table--the old alert look in his eyes.
-
-When the recital was finished, he stood up, stretching his arms with a
-gesture of content. “It might be worse,” he said.
-
-“You may find it worse than you think,” said the young man, “No head to
-anything.”
-
-“Just legs and arms,” said Simeon. He laid his hand in passing on the
-boy’s shoulder. “I’d rather have legs and arms--good ones--than any
-heads I know of--except my own,” he added laughing. “When do we go?”
-
-“I brought down the special last night. She’s at Bridgewater.”
-
-“Stetson with her! That ’s good. We start tonight--Get there at
-ten--Sleep home--Ready for business.”
-
-John smiled at the old, quick orders and went out to set them in motion.
-He looked up to the clear, keen sky with a sudden lightness of heart.
-A new day had come. Perhaps the tortoise had something the same feeling
-when Atlas stooped his shoulder to the world.
-
-By night, the little house was stripped of its belongings. Some of them
-were packed in bags and boxes and the rest were to be stored in the loft
-overhead. The boughs of spruce and hemlock and pine had been taken down
-from the walls and burned in the fireplace during the day. The room was
-filled with the sweet, pungent odor.
-
-At the last minute John had hurried to the woods and brought back
-an armful of fresh boughs--spruce and pine, hemlock and blue-berried
-cedar--clustered thick--and trailing green vines. He tossed them lightly
-into the back of the sleigh and sprang in.
-
-The special was waiting on the siding. They saw the little, flying puffs
-rise from her and float on the clear air.... Stetson was ready--with
-steam up--They would be off at once.
-
-The baggage master came forward to help with the bags. He spoke a word
-in John’s ear as he passed him.
-
-The young man glanced quickly toward the engine that puffed and chugged
-at the head of the little train. He helped Simeon into the car and
-hurried forward. The man standing by the engine looked at him with
-troubled eyes.
-
-“He’s sick,” he said slowly, as John came up. “He was took bad just
-after he came down.” He nodded toward the baggage room, “He told me to
-fire Up--ready to go ahead. Said you’d know what to do.”
-
-The young man turned toward the baggage room. The engineer, out of a
-heap of blankets, spread across some trunks, regarded him somberly. “I
-can’t do it,” he said, “I don’t dare. It gripes too hard when it comes.
-It’s easier now, for a minute--But it ’ll come back.” He writhed a
-little as he spoke.
-
-“You must n’t stay here,” said John quickly. He looked about him.
-
-The man put out a hand. “I’m going,” he said, “as soon as she starts.
-I waited for you.” John nodded. “Is there anyone--on the others?” He
-motioned toward the yard.
-
-The man shook his head gloomily--“Freights,” he said. A kind of subtle
-pride underran the words--“I would n’t trust ’em with Her.”
-
-The young man lifted his head--A swift thought had crossed his face. “I
-saw Tomlinson on the street as we drove in--Could he-?”
-
-The man stared at him--“Old Tomlinson?” Justice weighed in the tone.
-“You can ask him,” he said grudgingly at last.
-
-“He ’s all right for it?” questioned John.
-
-The man writhed a little in his place. But justice held--“He’s all right
-if he says so,” he answered. His teeth bit at the under lip, holding it
-firm, and he breathed hard. “He’s first-class--Tomlinson. He won’t _say_
-he can take her unless he’s able. You can trust Tomlinson--same as you
-would me.” The pride of brotherhood breathed in the words--lifting them
-mightily.
-
-“I ’ll see him,” said John.
-
-The hand held him back. “Don’t urge him.” He gasped a little for breath
-between the words. “If he says he can do it--let him take Her.”
-
-“I understand,” said John. “I ’ll send some one for you.” He was gone
-from the room.
-
-As he passed the car, he hesitated a minute. Then he sprang up the step
-and went in. “All ready!” said Simeon looking up.
-
-“Stetson ’s sick--Shall we wait over?”
-
-“Wait over? No! Get somebody--Get _anybody!_” He threw out the words.
-
-The young man hesitated a minute. He had not mentioned Tomlinson’s name
-to Simeon. Something had always pulled him back when he had thought to
-do it. “There’s a man--” he said slowly--“lives here--He ’s not running
-now--”
-
-“Competent?” said Simeon.
-
-“Stetson says so.”
-
-“Get him.”
-
-Tomlinson, one foot on the sleigh, looked at him under keen, shaggy
-brows. He glanced toward the station, with its wreathing, drifting lines
-of smoke. He shook his head. “I’m going home,” he said. He threw the
-halter into the sleigh and knocked the snow from his boots against the
-side.
-
-John watched him silently, as he climbed in and gathered up the reins in
-big,-mittened hands.
-
-“We need you, Hugh,” he said slowly.
-
-The old man nodded--impassive. “Can’t go,” he said.
-
-“Why not!”
-
-“_She ’ll_ be waiting.” He pulled a little on the reins.
-
-“Send some one home with the team--There’s Russell! Get him.”
-
-The Scotchman glanced with indifferent eye at a man crossing the street.
-“I ’ve got my chores to do.” He pulled again on the reins.
-
-The old horse lifted his head.
-
-John laid a hand on the sleigh. “See here, Hugh. We need you--There’s no
-one else--He told me to get you.”
-
-The pull on the reins was checked. “_Who_ told you!”
-
-“President Tetlow. He ’s waiting--” He motioned toward the track where
-the special was blowing off steam. Hugh’s eye followed the motion. It
-dropped to the young man. “He told you--Sim Tetlow--” he demanded, “He
-wants _me_!”
-
-“Yes. He wants you--But not if you ’re not up to it--” He had remembered
-Stetson’s words.
-
-The old man leaned forward, winding the reins slowly around the whip. “I
-’ll take Her,” he said.
-
-“You ’re not afraid!” said John. Something in the face disturbed him.
-
-“I ’ll take Her,” said Hugh briefly.
-
-“Stetson’s jumpers are in the cab,” said John as they came down the
-platform.
-
-“Too short,” said the old man. He was striding with mighty step.
-
-John glanced at him. “That ’s so--The coat’s all right.”
-
-“Like enough,” said Hugh absently. His face had an absorbed look--The
-eyes beneath the fur cap gleamed like little points of light. When they
-reached the engine, the light broke and ran over his face. He mounted
-to the cab and laid his hand on the lever--“I ’ll take her down,
-Johnny--Don’t you worry.” He nodded to the young man standing below.
-
-The face cleared. “All right, Hugh--It’s the President of the Road you
-’re carrying, you know.”
-
-“Aye--It ’s Sim Tetlow--I know,” said Hugh. He opened the lever a
-little.
-
-The young man hurried toward the car.
-
-“All right!” asked Simeon as he came in. The train was in slow motion.
-
-“All right,” said John.
-
-Supper was brought in and they ate it leisurely, watching the light
-change and fade upon the hills and darkness settle down outside.
-Simeon’s eyes came back to the young man’s face. “I mean to know this
-country,” he said, “every mile of it.”
-
-The young man smiled a little. “Don’t you know it now!”
-
-“I don’t know anything,” said Simeon. “I was born last night.--I was
-born last night,” he said looking at the black window in a reverie. “Who
-lives along here?” He nodded toward the darkness. “What kind of people!”
-
-John peered out. “Winchendon, we just passed, was n’t it? I don’t know.
-I’ve never been here.”
-
-“Ever lived outside of Bridgewater!” said Simeon.
-
-“No, sir.”
-
-“Tell me about that.”
-
-“About--!” The lifted eyebrows held it.
-
-Simeon nodded. “About anything. Steel works--button shop--everything.”
-
-John thought a minute--“You know as much as I do--more. They do a big
-business.”
-
-“What kind of men?” asked Simeon brusquely.
-
-“Men?--In the works--you mean?”
-
-“In them--over them--on top--outside, inside,” said Simeon. “You know
-’em, don’t you? Lived with ’em--been to school with ’em--?”
-
-“Oh--if you mean that--!” A smile had come into the puzzled face.
-
-“I mean that,” said Simeon. He had lighted a cigar and was watching the
-tip intently.
-
-The cigar went out and was relighted many times before the story of
-Bridgewater was finished. The slow mind of the narrator wandered in and
-out through the past, nudged by keen, quick questions from the nervous
-listener beside him. Little things loomed large--big things faded and
-slipped away in John’s vision. It had been a mighty day for Bridgewater
-when the county house was built; but Simeon scoffed at the court-house
-and listened with rapt face to the story of two truckmen that John knew
-who had quarreled over their stand and made up, and joined against a
-third and held up the transportation of Bridgewater for three days.
-
-Simeon sighed a little. “I ’ve never lived,” he said slowly. “I’ve made
-money--I’ve sat with my face close to a board, making money, studying
-moves--I’ve played a good game--” He said it grimly--“But I ’ve never
-lived yet. My father always said ‘Go in to win,’ and there was n’t any
-mother.” He said the words between the puffs.... “And then I married--”
-He waited a minute--“Yes--I guess I lived--a year. But I did n’t
-know-then.”
-
-There was silence in the car. The train sped through soft, even
-darkness. The engine shrieked at a solitary grade crossing and was past.
-
-The man lifted his head. There was a deep smile in his eyes.... “It
-’s all going to be different,” he said slowly, “Just wait till we get
-things in hand--I ’m going over the road.”... He drew a map from his
-pocket and spread it on the table.... “Here is a place I want to know.”
- He pointed to a corner of the map, “They ’re always making a fuss
-up there--saying the road’s got to come their way. The division
-superintendent says it won’t pay--They say it will. I ’m going up.”
-
-John leaned forward--“Chester County.” He spelled the name across the
-map. “My father knows Chester County.”
-
-Simeon looked up with quick stare... “Your father?”
-
-“He lived there when he was a boy.”
-
-“I must know him,” said Simeon. “I ’ll take him with me.”
-
-John smiled at the picture--but underneath the smile ran a swift sense
-of his father’s presence--its slow, steadying power upon the nervous,
-hurrying man. He would rest in the stolid strength of it. “I ’ll bring
-him to see you,” he said.
-
-“Yes--What is your mother like?--You have not told me about your
-mother.” He gazed at the boy deeply.
-
-“There’s no one like her,” said John. “I could n’t tell you. Nobody
-could tell about Mother.” His glance had traveled to the rack overhead
-where the fragrant boughs hung out, filling the air with light
-fragrance--He saw the light in her face and her hands held out to
-them--He smiled.
-
-Simeon sighed and moved restlessly. He held another match to the cigar
-and his eye, as it followed the steady hand, filled with quick pride.
-
-John was watching the hand, too, and the eyes of the two men met.
-
-“I ’m all right,” said Simeon, throwing away the match with a little
-laugh.
-
-“You ’re all right,” said John with deeper meaning.
-
-“And I ’m a young man.” He rose and paced a few steps in the car--“I ’m
-forty-three--You don’t call that old?”
-
-The eyes watching him smiled.
-
-“That is not old,” said Simeon. He stretched himself to his full height,
-rapping his chest softly. He threw out his arm--toward the night. “I’m
-just beginning,” he said.
-
-The brakeman passed through the car-carrying something on his arm. A
-piece of old cloth, a bit of signal flag, was thrown carelessly across
-it.
-
-John’s eye followed him to the rear of the car. After a minute he got
-up and went to the door. He opened it and stepped onto the platform. The
-brakeman was bending over the end of the car, peering down at something.
-He tested it once or twice with his hand before he scrambled to his
-feet. “It ’s the red,” he said as he saw who stood beside him. “It don’t
-burn right--”
-
-“Yes--What’s up?” The train was swirling through the dark and they held
-to the guard-rail as they faced each other.
-
-In his cab, at the other end of the train, the old Scotchman, his body
-braced to the swing of the wheels, leaned out, looking back with tense
-eyes.
-
-“Can ye see her, Jim?”
-
-The fireman leaned beside him, for a moment, piercing the dark with
-swift, keen glance, “Nothing there,” he said.
-
-The train, on the down grade by the river, ran with swift ease through
-the night.... No sight--no sound.... Only the great river to the left
-slipping--dark and still, and the stars overhead.
-
-But the two men leaned back, scenting the dark with swift gaze.
-
-“Nothing there,” said the fireman, peering out, “You must ’a’--”
-
-He paused--with quick turn.
-
-A long, low whistle broke the night, echoing against the distant hills.
-
-The eyes of the two men met. Tomlinson’s hand raised itself with
-startled thrust. The answering shriek tore the night.... Once--twice--in
-hoarse demand....
-
-Again the low, seeking call among the hills. Then silence and the black
-river slipping by.
-
-The fireman sprang to his place.
-
-Tomlinson’s hand upon the lever quickened its hold, drawing it tense.
-“We take no chances,” he said. The engine trembled beneath and leaped to
-swifter stride. It swayed through the night. The furnace door flew open
-and heaven blazed with roar and glow and swift heat. The faces of the
-two men, lurid in the white glare, confronted each other. Then darkness,
-and the swift rush of steel on steel--crunching, heavy beats of
-sound--and the thrusting roar and smoke.... They were swinging the bend
-of the curve now, where the road leaves the river under the mountain
-to track across country. Tomlinson, his body half thrown from the cab,
-strained back, his peering eyes searching the distant curve. He drew his
-hand across them.
-
-“She ’s there, Jim!.... Look!” The shaking hand flung the words.
-
-The fireman leaped to his side. A glimmer--a flash--twinkled gleams on
-the far curve.
-
-“It ’s Her!” muttered Tomlinson.
-
-“86,” said the fireman.
-
-“The heaviest on the road.” Tomlinson’s hand reached Up....
-
-She was running at frightful speed. His quick eye gaged her flight as he
-sounded the high, shrill call of warning.... She had not slowed for the
-curve.... She was not slowing now! Again the whistle sounded its savage
-cry.
-
-And the note came back--echoing among the hills in little peals that
-laughed.
-
-“Ah--she had heard.... she knew they were there... They were safe now.”
- The hand on the lever released its grip.... Gleason was running her.
-He was safe--Ten miles more.... Simeon Tetlow, swaying at ease in his
-parlor car, need not fear.... They were picked men on the road--and he
-ran them hard. They would bring him through....
-
-Once more Tomlinson leaned out, looking back with a grim smile.... His
-startled gaze threw itself--She was _not_ slowing--“Jim!” It was hoarse
-like a whisper--“Jim!--Look!”
-
-But the fireman, bending to his flaming pot, had not heard.
-
-The red eyes blazed again to the night.... “Jim!--” The hoarse cry shook
-the night.
-
-The man sprang forward.
-
-“Look!” He flung a hand.
-
-The man leaned out. “God!” he said--He strained his eyes.... “The brakes
-don’t grip,” he cried fiercely.... “She’s running wild!” The words drove
-with the flying wind. He drew back, lifting a white face. “Down grade,”
- he whispered.
-
-“Aye--down grade,” said Tomlinson, quietly. “Pile on the coal, Jim!” He
-flung the throttle wide. A great light broke across his face. “Pile on
-the coal, Jim!” The engine sprang.--“Stuff her,” he cried.
-
-Again the flare and roar to the night--Great flying sparks.... Glory and
-fierce heat and the mighty power that throbbed to leap its bounds....
-Winged thrust--horns and hoofs, and spilling flame....
-
-The old engineer, his hand on the lever, balanced himself to the
-plunging flight. His small, peering eyes held the track ahead--they laid
-down the road before the wheels. And somewhere--far within--his soul
-laughed.... In the hollow of his hand he held him--The man who had
-scorned him--thrust him out.... “You shall never touch throttle or brake
-or switch on this road.” The wheels ground out the words. They beat them
-to powder and flung them--with hitter laugh and roar--upon the night....
-He would not trust! And now he lay, like a baby, swung to the sound of
-wheels. Tomlinson laughed and set his teeth and leaned forward, squaring
-his shoulders.... His feet gripped the bounding floor. He would carry
-him safe.... They need not fear Tomlinson... .
-
-Back in the car, Simeon Tetlow, absorbed in his map, looked up absently
-... his glance on the swaying lamps--“They ’re taking us down pretty
-fast,” he said.
-
-The young man nodded. He was sitting across the table, his head Testing
-on his hand, his eyes, with their quiet light, fixed on Simeon’s face.
-He had not stirred since he came in from the platform ten minutes ago.
-
-Simeon, working on his map, looked up now and then with a little smile,
-and the quiet eyes smiled back. But something hungry had crept into
-them--a look of protection and longing--as if they would shield
-something helpless.
-
-The train, in its heavy swing, lurched a little and Simeon looked up
-with a scowl that was half a laugh. The pencil had scrawled a curious,
-zigzag course across the paper. “I don’t seem to be running this road,”
- he said, “I might as well give up.” He pushed the map from him and
-looked at his watch--“9:40--Where are ye?”
-
-“Just past Dunlop’s crossing,” said John..... At nine-forty, 86 was
-due at the crossing--the time-table in his pocket told it to him--five
-minutes off. Someone had blundered and she was in their block--close
-behind them--pressing upon them.... But the dull face gave no sign.
-
-“Twenty minutes,” said Simeon. He stretched his arms with a little
-yawn--“We ’ll be in by ten--you think!”
-
-“I think we shall be in before ten,” said the boy. His voice was very
-quiet, but the man looked up and saw the light in the eyes.
-
-He leaned forward. “What is it, John?”
-
-“Nothing, sir--” He said the words slowly. “I was only wishing I could
-do something for you.”
-
-“Why, Boy--” He turned his head a little, listening--The shrill whistle
-had sounded--“What’s that!”
-
-“Some train at Dunlop’s” said John.
-
-The train beneath them seemed gathering itself in mighty leaps.
-
-In the cab, the old engineer, with tense body and set teeth, laughed
-grimly--“I ’ll bring him in--_I ’ll bring him in!_”
-
-The miles leaped behind them, flying. And behind them the express
-pounded heavily--soulless--massive--blind... five miles now--three--And
-the Scotchman laughed with the great lurches of his cab--
-
-The lights of the upper station flashed past... then the lights of the
-yard... he threw the lever swiftly into place. The roar slackened and
-fell and ceased. The special was gliding easily down to her berth in the
-terminal shed.
-
-The express, under control now, halted at the upper station, her
-blind eye glimmering through the dusk toward the little train
-that ran--smooth--safe, on its way. She gave a shrill cry--and
-puffed--impatient to be off.
-
-Simeon put away the map in his pocket. He looked out into the busy yard
-as they drew in--little lights... slow-pulling freights--busy engines
-puffing up and down--smoke and grime. His own work. His heart leaped to
-it as he stepped from the car, and he lifted up his face to the great
-train shed--as in some great cathedral one looks up--and waits....
-Whirling, drifting smoke--soaring and shimmering into the high roof....
-Bells and voices and the sound of murmured calls... crimson torches
-flaring--skimming along the platforms--diving under engines--with
-hungry, peering eyes.... He took it in for a moment with deep, full
-breath before they swung down the platform.
-
-Beside the engine an old man was bending with flaring torch, thrusting
-it into the heart of her, searching with careful eye for any harm that
-had come.
-
-“Oh--Tomlinson!” said John.
-
-The figure straightened itself and wheeled about, torch in hand....
-His glance fell on the President of the Road and he stepped forward,
-a solemn look in the keen, blue eyes. He reached out a gaunt hand. The
-face, beneath its grime, held a deep, quiet power--“I forgi’e ye, Simeon
-Tetlow,” he said slowly. “I forgi’e ye,--now.”
-
-The President of the Road took the grimy hand in his, with firm grip.
-“It ’s all right, Tomlinson, all right.”
-
-He stood for a moment looking up at the tall figure, covered with oil
-and dirt--the smoke-stained face full of a kind of dignity.... “You
-brought us down fast, Tomlinson,” said the President of the Road with a
-little smile.
-
-“Aye, I brought ye fast,” said Tomlinson. But there was no smile in the
-words.
-
-He was gazing over their heads at something beyond them.
-
-The express had come to rest in the next berth and the great engine
-loomed above them--breathing softly--full of pride and strength.
-
-The three men looked at her for a minute, as if a magnet held them. Then
-the crowd, pouring out of the express, bore down upon them and swept
-them along. Tomlinson climbed back to his place in the cab, watching the
-two men until they were lost to sight in the jostling, hurrying throng.
-The express was a long one and the crowd streamed past... pushing,
-laughing... voices called... cramped limbs stretched themselves after
-the long ride and hurried a little; the platform resounded to light
-steps.
-
-The engineer of the express leaned from his window, on folded arms,
-looking down. He was a quiet man with thoughtful eyes and a
-serious face.... The eyes raised themselves and looked across at
-Tomlinson--above the heads of the happy, hurrying crowd--a straight,
-slow glance. Then he lifted his hand to him--the sign of the
-brotherhood--as one who salutes an equal.
-
-And Tomlinson lifted his hand in return.
-
-Simeon emerged from the wicket gate, looking about with happy glance.
-The popcorn boy, scurrying to his place, the lights flaring and blazing,
-cabmen shouting--it was beautiful-all of it. He fell into the old, brisk
-walk and John, hurrying beside him, could hardly keep pace with it... .
-Joy was everywhere tonight--sound and bustle and quick-moving crowd. The
-nervous, hurrying frame vibrated to the city as a child to its mother’s
-touch, or the heart to music.... He was back among his own--exile was
-done.... They pressed upon him--past him--around him. He jostled elbows,
-and was glad. He could have stretched out his hands to them--every one.
-The grasp of the old Scotchman’s fingers lingered with him still--It
-crept np his arm in tiny thrills and warmed his heart. He must do
-something better for Tomlinson. There was strength in the old man
-still--with a grip like that! He rubbed his hand and shook his fingers
-a little ruefully at the very thought of it. How the old fellow had
-loomed--there on the platform--tall and grim! Then--in a flash--he saw
-him... in the green room, his head lifted high, his face stem... the
-very scent of the room was in the vision, pungent and fresh.
-
-He drew a quick breath and threw back his head with a little impatient
-gesture. “I shall never get out of those woods,” he said. “I can smell
-them--yet! lean smell them here.”...
-
-The boy glanced at him with swift twinkle. “Look behind you, sir.”
-
-Simeon flashed back a quick look. Behind them was the porter, laden with
-bags and mgs. and bundles, and on his great shoulders the green branches
-swayed and nodded as he moved. They framed the big face with its
-gleaming smile--like some grotesque, dark-skinned dryad in the smoky
-station.
-
-Simeon’s eye sought the boy’s--a little anxiously, it seemed, “Going to
-trim the office?” he said.
-
-He laughed back. “I ’m carrying them home to her.”
-
-He called a carriage, and the porter stowed away the boxes and bags and
-mgs, piling the mass of pine and spruce on the seat in front of them
-till the carriage was filled with its subtle fragrance.
-
-Simeon leaned forward in the half light and plucked a little spray of
-the cedar, placing it in his coat. “That is for me,” he said, smiling a
-little, as he buttoned the coat over it, “the rest is for her.”
-
-The great office building loomed at the right as they drove, and
-he glanced out quickly. “Same old place!” he said. His face wore a
-contented look and his hand reached out, in the dim light, to the stubby
-one resting on the boy’s knee and closed upon it for a moment with firm
-grasp.... “Tomorrow, Boy,” he said, “we begin again.”
-
-“Tomorrow, sir,” replied the boy.
-
-He entered the house lightly, but not so lightly that her sensitive ear
-did not catch the sound and hold itself attent to listen--“John?” Her
-voice searched the darkness. “John?--Is it you?”
-
-He came in swiftly--“Bad mother!” He dropped on his knees beside her
-and laid his cool cheek to hers.... “Bad mother--to lie awake!” Her
-hand reached up to stroke his face.... “How fragrant you are--like the
-woods!”
-
-The fingers strayed a little and touched the feathery sprays and
-lingered--questioning. “It is the woods! You have brought me the woods!”
- The little cry of joy trembled in her voice. “I shall sleep now.”
-
-He bent and kissed her. “Good-night, mother.”
-
-“Good-night, my son..”
-
-In the dusky, fragrant room she fell asleep, like a child, and she
-dreamed that she was-a child and wandered in a wood and that an angel
-with shining eyes came to her and walked with her under the green
-branches and when he went away she cried to him and he turned and kissed
-her and said--
-
-“I have brought your breakfast, mother.” So she wakened to another day.
-
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