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She was not sure +that he knew how to row, for he was prone to exaggerate his +prowess at this and that, and she went because of the fine +defiance of it, and because Aladdin exercised an irresistible +fascination. He it was who could whistle the most engagingly +through his front teeth; and he it was, when sad dogs of boys +of the world were met behind the barn, who could blow the +smoke of the fragrant grapevine through his nose, and swallow +the same without alarm to himself or to his admirers. To be +with him was in itself a soulful wickedness, a delicious and +elevating lesson in corruption. But to be with him when he +had done wrong, and was sorry for it (as always when found +out), that was enough to give one visions of freckled angels, +and the sweetness of Paradise in May. + +Aladdin brought the skiff into the float, stern first, with a +bump. Pride sat high upon his freckled brow, and he whistled +piercing notes. + +"I can do it," he said. "Now get in." + +Margaret embarked very gingerly and smoothed her dress +carefully, before and after sitting down. It was a white and +starchy dress of price, with little blue ribbons at the throat +and wrists--such a dress as the little girl of a very poor +papa will find laid out on the gilt and brocade chair beside +her bed if she goes to sleep and wakes up in heaven. + +"Only a little way, 'Laddin, please." + +The boy made half a dozen circular, jabbing strokes, and the +skiff zigzagged out from the float. It was a fine blue day, +cool as a cucumber, and across the river from the deserted +shipyards, where, upon lofty beamings, stood all sorts of +ships in all stages of composition, the frequent beeches and +maples showed pink and red and yellow against the evergreen +pines. + +"It's easy 'nough," said Aladdin. And Margaret agreed in her +mind, for it is the splash of deeds rather than the skill or +power which impresses a lady. The little lady sat primly in +the stern, her mitted paws folded; her eyes, innocent and +immense, fastened admiringly upon the rowing boy. + +"Only 'bout's far's the cat-boat, 'Laddin, please," she said. +"I oughtn't to of come 't all." + +Somehow the cat-boat, anchored fifty yards out and straining +back from her moorings, would not allow herself to be +approached. For although Aladdin maintained a proper +direction (at times), the ocean tide, setting rigidly in and +overbearing the current of the river, was beginning to carry +the skiff to some haven where she would not be. + +Aladdin saw this and tried to go back, catching many crabs in +the earnestness of his endeavor. Then the little girl, +without being told, perceived that matters were not entirely +in the hands of man, and began to look wistfully from Aladdin +to the shore. After a while he stopped grinning, and then +rowing. + +"Can't you get back, 'Laddin?" said the little girl. + +"No," said the boy, "I can't." He was all angel now, for he +was being visited for wrong. + +The little girl's lips trembled and got white. + +"I'm awful sorry, Margaret." + +"What'll we do, 'Laddin?" + +"Just sit still, 'n' whatever happens I'll take care of you, +Margaret." + +They were passing the shipyards with a steady sweep, but the +offices were closed, the men at home, and no one saw the +distressed expedition. The last yard of all was conspicuous by +a three-master, finished, painted, sparred, ready for the +fragrant bottle to be cracked on her nose, and the long +shivering slide into the river. Then came a fine square, +chimneyed house with sherry-glass-shaped elm-trees about it. +The boy shouted to a man contorted under a load of wood. The +man looked up and grinned vacantly, for he was not even +half-witted. And they were swept on. Presently woods drew +between them and the last traces of habitation,--gorgeous woods +with intense splashes of color, standing upon clean rocks that +emphatically divided the water from the land,--and they +scurried into a region as untroubled by man as was Eden on the +first morning. The little boy was not afraid, but so sorry and +ashamed that he could have cried. The little girl, however, was +even deeper down the throat of remorse, for she had sinned +three times on Sunday,--first, she had spoken to the +"inventor's boy"; second, she had not "come straight home"; +third, she had been seduced into a forbidden boat,--and there +was no balm in Gilead; nor any forgiveness forever. She +pictured her grand, dark father standing like a biblical +allegory of "Hell and Damnation" within the somber leathern +cube of his books, the fiercely white, whalebone cane upon +which he and old brother gout leaned, and the vast gloomy +centers at the bases of which glowed his savage eyes. She +thought of the rolling bitter voice with which she had once +heard him stiffen the backs of his constituents, and she was +sore afraid. She did not remember how much he loved her, or the +impotence of his principles where she was concerned. And she +did not recollect, for she had not been old enough to know, +that the great bitter voice, with its heavy, telling sarcasm, +had been lifted for humanity--for more humanity upon earth. + +"Oh, 'Laddin," she said suddenly, "I daren't go home now." + +"Maybe we can get her in farther up," said Aladdin, "and go +home through the woods. That'll be something, anyhow." + +Margaret shuddered. She thought of the thin aunt who gave her +lessons upon the pianoforte--one of the elect, that aunt, who +had never done wrong, and whom any halo would fit; who gave +her to understand that the Almighty would raise Cain with any +little girl who did not practise an hour every day, and pray +Him, night and morning, to help her keep off the black notes +when the white notes were intended. First there would be a +reckoning with papa, then one with Aunt Marion, last with +Almighty God, and afterward, horribile dictu, pitchforks for +little Margaret, and a vivid incandescent state to be +maintained through eternity at vast cost of pit-coal to a +gentleman who carried over his arm, so as not to step on it, a +long snaky tail with a point like a harpoon's. + +Meanwhile, Aladdin made sundry attempts to get the boat +ashore, and failed signally. The current was as saucy as +strong. Now it swept them into the very shade of the trees, +and as hope rose hot in the boy's heart and he began to stab +the water with the oars, sent them skipping for the midriver. +Occasionally a fish jumped to show how easy it was, and high +overhead an eagle passed statelily in the wake of a cloud. +After the eagle came a V of geese flying south, moving through +the treacherous currents and whirlpools of the upper air as +steadily and directly as a train upon its track. It seemed as +if nature had conspired with her children to demonstrate to +Margaret and Aladdin the facility of precise locomotion. The +narrow deeps of the river ended where the shore rolled into a +high knob of trees; above this it spread over the lower land +into a great, shallow, swiftly currented lake, having in its +midst a long turtlebacked island of dense woods and abrupt +shores. Two currents met off the knob and formed in the +direction of the island a long curve of spitting white. +Aladdin rowed with great fervor. + +"Do it if you can, 'Laddin," said the little girl. + +It seemed for one moment as if success were about to crown the +boy's effort, for he brought the boat to an exciting nearness +to the shore; but that was all. The current said: "No, +Aladdin, that is not just the place to land; come with me, and +bring the boat and the young lady." And Aladdin at once went +with the current. + +"Margaret," he said, "I done my best." He crossed his heart. + +"I know you done your best, 'Laddin." Margaret's cheeks were +on the brink of tears. "I know you done it." + +They were dancing sportively farther and farther from the +shore. The water broke, now and again, and slapped the boat +playfully. + +"We 've come 'most three miles," said Aladdin. + +"I daren't go back if I could now," said Margaret. + +Meanwhile Aladdin scanned the horizon far and wide to see if +he could see anything of Antheus, tossed by the winds, or the +Phrygian triremes, or Capys, or the ships having upon their +lofty poops the arms of Caicus. There was no help in sight. +Far and wide was the bubbling ruffled river, behind the +mainland, and ahead the leafy island. + +"What'll your father do, 'Laddin?" + +Aladdin merely grinned, less by way of explaining what his +father would do than of expressing to Margaret this: "Have +courage; I am still with you." + +"'Laddin, we're not going so fast." + +They had run into nominally still water, and the skiff was +losing momentum. + +"Maybe we'd better land on the island," said Aladdin, "if we +can, and wait till the tide turns; won't be long now." + +Again he plied the oars, and this time with success. For +after a little they came into the shadow of the island, the +keel grunted upon sand, and they got out. There was a little +crescent of white beach, with an occasional exclamatory green +reed sticking from it, and above was a fine arch of birch and +pine. They hauled up the boat as far as they could, and sat +down to wait for the tide to turn. Firm earth, in spite of +her awful spiritual forebodings, put Margaret in a more +cheerful mood. Furthermore, the woods and the general mystery +of islands were as inviting as Punch. + +"It's not much fun watching the tide come in," she said after +a time. + +Aladdin got up. + +"Let's go away," he said, "and come back. It never comes in +if you watch for it to." + +Margaret arose, and they went into the woods. + +A devil's darning-needle came and buzzed for an instant on the +bow of the skiff. A belated sandpiper flew into the cove, +peeped, and flew out. + +The tide rose a little and said: + +"What is this heavy thing upon my back?" + +Then it rose a little more. + +"Why, it's poor little sister boat stuck in the mud," said the +tide. + +From far off came joyful crackling of twigs and the sounds of +children at play. + +The tide rose a little more and freed an end of the boat. + +"That's better," said the boat, "ever so much better. I can +almost float." + +Again the tide raised its broad shoulders a hair's-breadth. + +"Great!" said the boat. "Once more, Old Party!" + +When the children came back, they found that poor little +sister boat was gone, and in her stead all of their forgotten +troubles had returned and were waiting for them, and looking +them in the face. + + + + +II + + +It is absurdly difficult to get help in this world. If a lady +puts her head out of a window and yells "Police," she is +considered funny, or if a man from the very bottom of his soul +calls for help, he is commonly supposed to be drunk. Thus if, +cast away upon an island, you should wave your handkerchief to +people passing in a boat, they would imagine that you wanted +to be friendly, and wave back; or, if they were New York +aldermen out for a day's fishing in the Sound, call you names. +And so it was with Margaret and Aladdin. With shrill piping +voices they called tearfully to a party sailing up the river +from church, waved and waved, were answered in kind, and +tasted the bitterest cup possible to the Crusoed. + +Then after much wandering in search of the boat it got to be +hunger-time, and two small stomachs calling lustily for food +did not add to the felicity of the situation. + +With hunger-time came dusk, and afterward darkness, blacker +than the tall hat of Margaret's father. For at the last +moment nature had thought better of the fine weather which man +had been enjoying for the past month, and drawn a vast curtain +of inkiness over the luminaries from one horizon even unto the +other, and sent a great puff of wet fog up the valley of the +river from the ocean, so that teeth chattered and the ends of +fingers became shriveled and bloodless. And had not vanity +gone out with the entrance of sin, Margaret would have noticed +that her tight little curls were looser and the once stately +ostrich feather upon her Sunday hat, the envy of little girls +whom the green monster possessed, as flabby as a long sermon. + +Meanwhile the tide having turned, little sister boat made fine +way of it down the river, and, burrowing in the fog, holding +her breath as it were, and greatly assisted by the tide, +slipped past the town unseen, and put for open sea, where it is +to be supposed she enjoyed herself hugely and, finally, +becoming a little skeleton of herself on unknown shores, was +gathered up by somebody who wanted a pretty fire with green +lights in it. The main point is that she went her selfish way +undetected, so that the wide-lanterned search which presently +arose for little Margaret tumbled and stumbled about clueless, +and halted to take drinks, and came back about morning and lay +down all day, and said it never did, which it certainly hadn't. +All the to-do was over Margaret, for Aladdin had not been +missed, and, even if he had, nobody would have looked for him. +His father was at home bending over the model of the wonderful +lamp which was to make his fortune, and over which he had been +bending for fifteen rolling years. It had come to him, at about +the time that he fell in love with Aladdin's mother, that a +certain worthless biproduct of something would, if combined +with something else and steeped in water, generate a certain +gas, which, though desperately explosive, would burn with a +flame as white as day. Over the perfection of this invention, +with a brief honeymoon for vacation, he had spent fifteen +years, a small fortune,--till he had nothing left, --the most +of his health, and indeed everything but his conviction that it +was a beautiful invention and sure of success. When Aladdin +arrived, he was red and wrinkled, after the everlasting fashion +of the human babe, and had no name, so because of the wonderful +lamp they called him Aladdin. And that rendered his first +school-days wretched and had nothing to do with the rest of his +life, after the everlasting fashion of wonderful names. +Aladdin's mother went out of the world in the very natural act +of ushering his young brother into it, and he remembered her as +a thin person who was not strictly honorable (for, having +betrayed him with a kiss, she punished him for smoking) and had +a headache. So there was nobody to miss Aladdin or to waste the +valuable night in looking for him. + +About this time Margaret began to cry and Aladdin to comfort +her, and they stumbled about in the woods trying to find +--anything. After awhile they happened into a grassy glade +between two steep rocks, and there agreeing to rest, scrunched +into a depression of the rock on the right. And Margaret, her +nose very red, her hat at an angle, and her head on Aladdin's +shoulder, sobbed herself to sleep. And then, because being +trusted is next to being God, and the most moving and gentlest +condition possible, Aladdin, for the first time, felt the full +measure of his crime in leading Margaret from the straight way +home, and he pressed her close to him and stroked her draggled +hair with his cold little hands and cried. Whenever she moved +in sleep, his heart went out to her, and before the night was +old he loved her forever. + +Sleep did not come to Aladdin, who had suddenly become a +father and a mother and a nurse and a brother and a lover and +a man who must not be afraid. His coat was wrapped about +Margaret, and his arms were wrapped about his coat, and the +body of him shivered against the damp, cold shirt, which would +come open in front because there was a button gone. The fog +came in thicker and colder, and night with her strange noises +moved slower and slower. There was an old loon out on the +river, who would suddenly throw back his head and laugh for no +reason at all. And once a great strange bird went rushing +past, squeaking like a mouse; and once two bright eyes came, +flashing out of the night and swung this way and that like +signal-lanterns and disappeared. Aladdin gave himself up for +lost and would have screamed if he had been alone. + +Presently his throat began to tickle, then the base of his +nose, then the bridge thereof, and then he felt for a +handkerchief and found none. For a little while he maintained +the proprieties by a gentle sniffling, finally by one great +agonized snuff. It seemed after that as if he were to be left +in peace. But no. His lips parted, his chin went up a +little, his eyes closed, the tickling gave place to a sudden +imperative ultimatum, and, when all was over, Margaret had +waked. + +They talked for a long time, for she could not go to sleep +again, and Aladdin told her many things and kept her from +crying, but he did not tell her about the awful bird or the +more awful eyes. He told her about his little brother, and +the yellow cat they had, and about the great city where he had +once lived, and why he was called Aladdin. And when the real +began to grow dim, he told her stories out of strange books +that he had read, as he remembered them--first the story of +Aladdin and then others. + +"Once," began Aladdin, though his teeth were knocking together +and his arms aching and his nose running--"once there was a +man named Ali Baba, and he had forty thieves--" + + + + +III + + +Even in the good north country, where the white breath of the +melting icebergs takes turn and turn with diamond nights and +days, people did not remember so thick a fog; nor was there a +thicker recorded in any chapter of tradition. Indeed, if the +expression be endurable, so black was the whiteness that it +was difficult to know when morning came. There was a fresher +shiver in the cold, the sensibility that tree-tops were +stirring, a filmy distinction of objects near at hand, and the +possibility that somewhere 'way back in the east the rosy +fingers of dawn were spread upon a clear horizon. Collisions +between ships at sea were reported, and many a good sailorman +went down full fathom five to wait for the whistle of the +Great Boatswain. + +The little children on the island roused themselves and groped +about among the chilled, dripping stems of the trees; they +had no end in view, and no place to go, but motion was +necessary for the lame legs and arms. Margaret had caught a +frightful cold and Aladdin a worse, and they were hungrier than +should be allowed. Now a jarred tree rained water down their +necks, and now their faces went with a splash and sting into +low-hanging plumes of leaves; often there would be a slip and a +scrambling fall. And by the time Aladdin had done grimacing +over a banged shin, Margaret would have a bruised anklebone to +cry about. The poor little soul was very tired and penitent +and cold and hurt and hungry, and she cried most of the time +and was not to be comforted. But Aladdin bit his lips and +held his head up and said it all would be well sometime. +Perhaps, though he still had a little courage left, Aladdin +was the more to be pitied of the two: he was not only +desperately responsible for it all, but full of imagination +and the horrible things he had read. Margaret, like most +women, suffered a little from self-centration, and to her the +trunk of a birch was just a nasty old wet tree, but to Aladdin +it was the clammy limb of one drowned, and drawn from the +waters to stand in eternal unrest. At length the stumbling +progress brought them to a shore of the island: a slippery +ledge of rock, past whose feet the water slipped hurriedly, +steaming with fog as if it had been hot, two big leaning +birches, and a ruddy mink that slipped like winking into a +hole. The river, evident for only a few yards, became lost in +the fog, and where they were could only be guessed, and which +way the tide was setting could only be learned by experiment. +Aladdin planted a twig at the precise edge of the water, and +they sat down to watch. Stubbornly and unwillingly the water +receded from the twig, and they knew that the tide was running +out. + +"That's the way home," said Aladdin. Margaret looked +wistfully down-stream, her eyes as misty as the fog. + +"If we had the boat we could go now," said Aladdin. + +Then he sat moody, evolving enterprise, and neither spoke for +a long time. + +"Marg'ret," said Aladdin, at length, "help me find a big log +near the water." + +"What you going to do, 'Laddin?" + +"You 'll see. Help look." + +They crept along the edge of the island, now among the +close-growing trees and now on the bare strip between them and +the water, until at length they came upon a big log, lying +like some gnarled amphibian half in the river and half on the +dry land. + +"Help push," said Aladdin. + +They could move it only a little, not enough. + +"Wait till I get a lever," said Aladdin. He went, and came +back with a long, stiff little birch, that, growing recklessly +in the thin soil over a rock, had been willing to yield to the +persuasion of a child and come up by the roots. And then, +Margaret pushing her best, and Aladdin prying and grunting, +the log was moved to within an ace of launching. Until now, +for she was too young to understand about daring and +unselfishness, Margaret had considered the log-launching as a +game invented by Aladdin to while away the dreary time; but +now she realized, from the look in the pale, set, freckly, +almost comical face of the boy, that deeds more serious were +afoot, and when he said, "Somebody'll pick me up, sure, +Marg'ret, and help me come back and get you," she broke out +crying afresh and said, "Don't, 'Laddin! Doo-on't, 'Laddin!" + +"Don't cry, Marg'ret," said Aladdin, with a gulp. "I'd do +more'n that for you, and I can swim a little, too--b-better'n +I can row." + +"Oh, 'Laddin," said Margaret, "it's so cold in the water." + +"Shucks!" said Aladdin, whose teeth had been knocking all +night. "She's the stanch little craft" (he had the phrase of a +book) "Good Luck. I'm the captain and you're the builder's +daughter"--and so she was. "Chrissen 'er, Marg'et. Kiss her on +the bow an' say she's the Good Luck." + +Then Margaret, her hat over one ear, and the draggled ostrich +feather greatly in the way, knelt, and putting her arms about +the shoreward end of the log, kissed it, and said in a drawn +little voice + +"The Good Luck." + +"And now, Margaret," said Aladdin, "you must stay right here' +n' not go 'way from the shore, so's I can find you when I come +back. But don't just sit still all the time,--keep moving, +so's not to get any colder,--'n I'll come back for you sure." + +Then, because he felt his courage failing, he said, "Good-by, +Marg'ret," and turning abruptly, waded in to his ankles and +bent over the log to give it that final impetus which was to +set it adrift. In his heart were several things: the desire +to make good, fear of the river, and, poignant and bitter, the +feeling that Margaret did not understand. He was too young to +believe that death might really be near him (almost reckless +enough not to care if he had), but keenly aware that his +undertaking was perilous enough to warrant a more adequate +farewell. So he bent bitterly over the log and stiffened his +back for the heave. It must be owned that Aladdin wanted more +of a scene. + +"'Laddin, I forgot something. Come back." + +He came, his white lips drawn into a sort of smile. Then they +kissed each other on the mouth with the loud, innocent kiss of +little children, and after that Aladdin felt that the river +was only a river, the cold only cold, the danger only danger +and flowers--more than flowers. + +He moved the log easily and waded with it into the icy waters, +until his feet were dragged from the bottom, and after one +awful instant of total submersion the stanch little ship Good +Luck and valiant Captain Kissed-by-Margaret were embarked on +the voyage perilous. His left arm over and about the log, his +legs kicking lustily like the legs of a frog, his right hand +paddling desperately for stability, Aladdin disappeared into +the fog. After a few minutes he became so freezing cold that +he would have let go and drowned gladly if it had not been for +the wonderful lamp which had been lighted in his heart. + +Margaret, when she saw him borne from her by the irresistible +current, cried out with all the illogic of her womanly little +soul, "Come back, 'Laddin, come back!" and sank sobbing upon +the empty shore. + + + + +IV + + +However imminent the peril of the man, it is the better part +of chivalry to remain by the distressed lady, and though +impotent to be of assistance, we must linger near Margaret, +and watch her gradually rise from prone sobbing to a sitting +attitude of tears. For a long time she sat crying on the +empty shore, regarding for the most part black life and not at +all the signs of cheerful change which were becoming evident +in the atmosphere about her. The cold breath across her face +and hands and needling through her shivering body, the +increasing sounds of treetops in commotion, the recurring +appearance of branches where before had been only an opaque +vault, did little to inform her that the fog was about to +lift. The rising wind merely made her the more miserable and +alone. Nor was it until a disk of gold smote suddenly on the +rock before her that she looked up and beheld a twinkle of +blue sky. The fog puffed across the blue, the blue looked +down again,--a bigger eye than before,--a wisp of fog filmed +it again, and again it gleamed out, ever larger and always +more blue. The good wind living far to the south had heard +that in a few days a little girl was to be alone and +comfortless upon a foggy island, and, hearing, had filled his +vast chest with warmth and sunshine, and puffed out his merry +cheeks and blown. The great breath sent the blue waves +thundering upon the coral beaches of Florida, tore across the +forests of palm and set them all waving hilariously, shook the +merry orange-trees till they rattled, whistled through the +dismal swamps of Georgia, swept, calling and shouting to +itself, over the Carolinas, where clouds were hatching in +men's minds, banked up the waters of the Chesapeake so that +there was a great high tide and the ducks were sent scudding +to the decoys of the nearest gunner, went roaring into the +oaks and hickories of New York, warmed the veins of New +England fruit-trees, and finally coming to the giant fog, rent +it apart by handfuls as you pluck feathers from a goose, and +hurled it this way and that, until once more the sky and land +could look each other in the face. Then the great wind +laughed and ceased. +For a long time Margaret looked down the cleared face of the +river, but there was no trace of Aladdin, and in life but one +comfort: the sun was hot and she was getting warm. + +After a time, in the woods directly behind where she sat +hoping and fearing and trying to dry her tears, a gun sounded +like an exclamation of hope. Had Aladdin by any incredible +circumstance returned so soon? Mindful of his warning not to +stray from where she was, Margaret stood up and called in a +shrill little voice + +"Here I am! Here I am!" + +Silence in the woods immediately behind where Margaret stood +hoping and fearing! + +"Here I am!" she cried. And it had been piteous to hear, so +small and shrill was the voice. + +Presently, though much farther off, sounded the merry yapping +bark of a little dog, and again, but this time like an echo of +itself, the exclamation of hope--hope deferred. + +"Here I am! Here--I--am!" called Margaret. + +Then there was a long silence--so long that it seemed as if +nothing in the world could have been so long. Margaret sat +down gasping. The sun rose higher, the river ran on, and hope +flew away. And just as hope had gone for good, the merry +yapping of the dog broke out so near that Margaret jumped, and +bang went the gun--like a promise of salvation. Instantly she +was on her feet with her shrill, + +"Here I am! Here I am!" + +And this time came back a lusty young voice crying: + +"I'm coming!" + +And hard behind the voice leaves shook, and a boy came +striding into the sunlight. In one hand he trailed a gun, and +at his heels trotted a waggish spaniel of immense importance +and infinitesimal size. In his other hand the boy carried by +the legs a splendid cock-grouse, ruffled and hunger-compelling. +The boy, perhaps two years older than Aladdin, was big and strong +for his age, and bore his shining head like a young wood-god. + +Margaret ran to him, telling her story as she went, but so +incoherently that when she reached him she had to stop and +begin over again. + +"Then Senator St. John is your father?" said the boy at +length. "You know, he's a great friend of my father's. My +father's name is Peter Manners, and he used to be a +congressman for New York. Are you hungry?" + +Margaret could only look it. + +They sat down, and the boy took wonderful things out of his +wonderful pockets--sandwiches of egg and sandwiches of jam; +and Margaret fell to. + +"I live in New York," said the boy, "but I'm staying with my +cousins up the river. They told me there were partridges on +this island, and I rowed down to try and get some, but I +missed two." +The boy blushed most becomingly whenever he spoke, and his +voice, and the way he said words, were different from anything +Margaret had ever heard. And she admired him tremendously. +And the boy, because she had spent a night on a desert island, +which he never had, admired her in turn. + +"Maybe we'll find 'Laddin on the way," said Margaret, +cheerfully, and she looked up with great eyes at her godlike +young friend. + + + + +V + + +Meanwhile to Aladdin and his log divers things had occurred, +but the wonderful lamp, burning low or high at the will of the +river, had not gone out. Sliding through the smoking fog at +three miles an hour, kicking and paddling, all had gone well +for a while. Then, for he was more keen than Margaret to note +the fog's promise to lift, at the very moment when the shores +began to appear and mark his course as favorable, at the very +moment when the sun struck one end of the log, an eddy of the +current struck the other, and sent the stanch little craft +Good Luck and her captain by a wide curve back up the river. +The backward journey was slow and tortuous, and twice when the +Good Luck turned turtle, submerging Aladdin, he gave himself +up for lost; but amidships of the island, fairly opposite to +the spot where he had left Margaret, the log was again seized +by the right current, and the voyage recommenced. But the +same eddy seized them, and back they came, with only an arm +stiffened by cold between Aladdin and death. The third +descent of the river, however, was more propitious. The eddy, +it is true, made a final snatch, but its fingers were weakened +and its murderous intentions thwarted. They passed by the +knob of trees at the narrowing of the river, and swept grandly +toward the town. Past the first shipyard they tore unnoticed, +but at the second a shouting arose, and a boat was slipped +overboard and put after them. Strong hands dragged Aladdin +from the water, and, gulp after gulp, water gushed from his +mouth. Then they rowed him quickly to land, and the Good +Luck, having done her duty, went down the river alone. Years +after, could Aladdin have met with that log, he would have +recognized it like the face of a friend, and would have +embraced and kissed it, painted it white to stave off the +decay of old age, and set it foremost among his Lares and +Penates. + +For the present he was insensible. They put him naked into +coarse, warm horse-blankets, and laid him before the great +fire in the blacksmith's shop across the road from the +shipyard. And at the same time they sent one flying with a +horse and buggy to the house of Hannibal St. John, for Aladdin +had not passed into unconsciousness without partly completing +his mission. + +"Margaret--is--up--at--" he said, and darkness came. + +At the moment when Aladdin came to, the door of the smithy was +darkened by the tremendous figure of Hannibal St. John. +Wrapped in his long black cloak, fastened at the throat by +three links of steel chain, his face glowering and cavernous, +the great man strode like a controlled storm through the awed +underlings and stopped rigid at Aladdin's side. + +"Can the boy speak?" he said. + +To Aladdin, looking up, there was neither pity nor mercy +apparent in the senator's face, and a great fear shook him. +Would the wrath descend? + +"Do you know where my daughter is?" + +The great rolling voice nearly broke between the "my" and the +"daughter," and the fear left Aladdin. + +"Mister St. John," he said, "she's up at one of the islands. +We went in a boat and couldn't get back. If you'll only get a +boat and some one to row, I can take you right to her." Then +Aladdin knew that he had not said all there was to say. +"Mister St. John," said Aladdin, "I done it all." + +Men ran out of the smithy to prepare a boat. + +"Who is this boy?" said St. John. + +"It's Aladdin O'Brien, the inventor's boy," said the smith. + +"Are you strong enough to go with me, O'Brien?" said the +senator. + +"Yes, sir; I've got to go," said Aladdin. "I said I'd come +back for her." + +"Give him some whisky," said St. John, in the voice of Jupiter +saying "Poison him," "and wrap him up warm, and bring him +along." + +They embarked. Aladdin, cuddled in blankets, was laid in +the bow, St. John, not deigning to sit, stood like a black +tree-trunk in the stern, and amidships were four men to row. + +A little distance up the river they met a boat coming down. +In the stern sat Margaret, and at the oars her godlike young +friend. Just over the bow appeared the snout and merry eyes +of the spaniel, one of his delightful ears hanging over on +each side. + +"I am glad to see you alive," said St. John to Margaret when +the boats were within hailing distance, and to her friend he +said, "Since you have brought her so far, be good enough to +bring her the rest of the way." And to his own rowers he +said, "Go back." +When the boats came to land at the shipyard, Margaret's father +lifted her out and kissed her once on each cheek. Of the +godlike boy he asked his name, and when he learned that it was +Peter Manners and that his father was Peter Manners, he almost +smiled, and he shook the boy's hand. + +"I will send word to your cousins up the river that you are +with me," he said, and thus was the invitation extended and +accepted. + +"O'Brien," said the great man to Aladdin, "when you feel able, +come to my house; I have something to say to you." + +Then Senator St. John, and Margaret, and Margaret's godlike +young friend, and the spaniel got into the carriage that was +waiting for them, and drove off. But Margaret turned and +waved to Aladdin. + +"Good-by, Aladdin!" she called. + + + + +VI + +They helped Aladdin back to the smithy, for his only covering +was a clumsy blanket; and there he put on his shrunken +clothes, which meanwhile had dried. The kindly men pressed +food on him, but he could not eat. He could only sit blankly +by the fire and nurse the numb, overpowering pain in his +heart. Another had succeeded where he had failed. Even at +parting, just now, Margaret's eyes had not been for him, but +for the stranger who had done so easily what he had not been +able to do at all. The voyage down the river had been mere +foolishness without result. He had not rescued his fair lady, +but deserted her upon a desert island. For him no bouquets +were flung, nor was there to be any clapping of hands. After +a time he rose like one dreaming, and went slowly, for he was +sick and weak, up to the great pillared house of Hannibal St. +John. The senator in that stern voice of his had bade him +come; nothing could be any worse than it was. He would go. +He knocked, and they showed him into the library. It was four +walls of leather books, an oak table neater than a pin, a huge +chair covered with horsehair much worn, and a blazing fire of +birch logs. Before the fire, one hand thrust into his coat, +the other resting somewhat heavily upon the head of a +whalebone cane, stood the senator. Far off Aladdin heard +Margaret's laugh and with it another young laugh. Then he +looked up like a little hunted thing into the senator's +smoldering eyes. + +"Sit down in that chair," said the senator, pointing with his +cane to the only chair in the room. His voice had the effect +of a strong muscular compulsion to which men at once yielded. +Aladdin sat into the big chair, his toes swinging just clear +of the ground. Then there was silence. Aladdin broke it. + +"Is Margaret all right?" he gulped. + +The senator disregarded the question. Having chosen his +words, he said them. + +"I do not know," he began, "what my daughter was doing in a +boat with you. I do not object to her enjoying the society at +proper times of suitable companions of her own age, but the +society of those who lead her into temptation is not +suitable." Aladdin fairly wilted under the glowering voice. +"You will not be allowed to associate with her any more," said +the senator. "I will speak to your father and see that he +forbids it." + +Aladdin climbed out of the chair, and stumbled blindly into +the table. He had meant to find the door and go. + +"Wait; I have not done," said the senator. + +Aladdin turned and faced the enemy who was taking away the joy +of life from him. + +"In trying to atone for your fault," said the senator, "by +imperiling your life, you did at once a foolhardy and a fine +thing--one which I will do my best to repay at any time that +you may see fit to call upon me. For the present you may find +this of use." He held forward between his thumb and +forefinger a twenty-dollar gold piece. Aladdin groped for +words, and remembered a phrase which he had heard his own +father return to a tormentor. He thrust his red hands into +his tight pockets, and with trembling lips looked up. + +"It's a matter of pride," he said, and walked out of the room. +When he had gone the senator took from his pocket a leather +purse, opened it, put back the gold piece, and carefully tied +the string. Then far from any known key or tune the great man +whistled a few notes. Could his constituents have heard, they +would have known--and often had the subject been debated--that +Hannibal St. John was human. + +Aladdin stood for a while upon the lofty pillared portico of +the senator's house, and with a mist in his eyes looked away +and away to where the cause of all his troubles flowed like a +ribbon of silver through the bright-colored land. Grown men, +having, in their whole lives, suffered less than Aladdin was +at that moment suffering, have considered themselves +heartbroken. The little boy shivered and toiled down the +steps, between the tall box hedges lining the path, and out +into the road. A late rose leaning over the garden fence gave +up her leaves in a pink shower as he passed, and at the same +instant all the glass in a window of the house opposite fell +out with a smash. These events seemed perfectly natural to +Aladdin, but when people, talking at the tops of their voices +and gesticulating, began to run out of houses and make down +the hill toward the town, he remembered that, just as the +rose-leaves fell and just as the glass came out of the +window-frame, he had been conscious of a distant thudding +boom, and a jarring of the ground under his feet. So he +joined in the stream of his neighbors, and ran with them +down the hill to see what had happened. + +Aladdin remembered little of that breathless run, and one +thing only stood ever afterward vivid among his recollections. +All the people were headed eagerly in one direction, but at +the corner of the street in which Aladdin lived, an awkish, +half-grown girl, her face contorted with terror, struggled +against the tugging of two younger companions and screamed in +a terrible voice: + +"I don't wahnt to go! I don't wahnt to go!" + +But they dragged her along. That girl had no father, and her +mother walked the streets. She would never have any beauty +nor any grace; she was dirt of the dirt, dirty, but she had a +heart of mercy and could not bear to look upon suffering. + +"I don't wahnt to go! I don't wahnt to go!" and now the +scream was a shudder. + +Aladdin's street was crowded to suffocation, and the front of +the house where Aladdin lived was blown out, and men with +grave faces were going about among the ruins looking for what +was left of Aladdin's father. + +A much littler boy than Aladdin stood in the yard of the +house. In his arms folded high he clutched a yellow cat, who +licked his cheek with her rough tongue. The littler boy kept +crying, "'Laddin, 'Laddin!" + +Aladdin took the little boy and the yellow cat all into one +embrace, and people turned away their heads. + + + + +VII + + +In the ensuing two days Aladdin matured enormously, for though +a kind neighbor took him in, together with his brother Jack and +the yellow cat, he had suffered many things and already sniffed +the wolf at the door. The kind neighbor was a widow lady, whose +husband, having been a master carpenter of retentive habits, +had left her independently rich. She owned the white-and-green +house in which she lived, the plot of ground, including a small +front and a small back yard, upon which it stood, and she spent +with some splendor a certain income of three hundred and +eighty-two dollars a year. Every picture, every chair, every +mantelpiece in the Widow Brackett's house was draped with a +silk scarf. The parlor lamp had a glass shade upon which, +painted in oils, by hand, were crimson moss-roses and scarlet +poppies. A crushed plush spring rocker had goldenrod painted on +back and seat, while two white-and-gold vases in precise +positions on the mantel were filled with tight round bunches of +immortelles, stained pink. Upon the marble-topped, +carved-by-machine-walnut-legged table in the bay-window were +things to be taken up by a visitor and examined. A white plate +with a spreading of foreign postage-stamps, such as any boy +collector has in quantities for exchange, was the first +surprise: you were supposed to discover that the stamps were +not real, but painted on the plate, and exclaim about it. A +china basket contained most edible-looking fruit of the same +material, and a huge album, not to be confounded with the +family Bible upon which it rested, was filled with speaking +likenesses of the Widow Brackett's relatives. The Bible beneath +could have told when each was born, when many had died, and +where many were buried. But nobody was ever allowed to look +into the Widow Brackett's Bible for information mundane or +spiritual, since the only result would have been showers of +pressed ferns and flowers upon the carpet, which was not +without well-pressed flowers and ferns of its own. + +Very soon after the explosion of the wonderful lamp the Widow +Brackett had taken Aladdin and Jack and the cat into her house +and seen to it that they had a square meal. Early on the +second day she came to the conclusion that if it could in any +way be made worth her while, she would like to keep them until +they grew up. And when the ground upon which Aladdin's +father's house had stood was sold at auction for three hundred +and eight dollars, she let it be known that if she could get +that she would board the two little waifs until Aladdin was +old enough to work. The court appointed two guardians. The +guardians consulted for a few minutes over something brown in +a glass, and promptly turned over the three hundred and eight +dollars to the Widow Brackett; and the Widow Brackett almost +as promptly made a few alterations in the up-stairs of her +house the better to accommodate the orphans, tied a dirty +white ribbon about the yellow cat's neck, and bought a +derelict piano upon which her heart had been set for many +months. She was no musician, but she loved a tightly closed +piano with a scarf draped over the top, and thought that no +parlor should be without one. Up to middle C, as Aladdin in +time found out, the piano in question was not without musical +pretensions, but above that any chord sounded like a nest of +tin plates dropped on a wooden floor, and the intervals were +those of no known scale nor fragment thereof. But in time he +learned to draw pleasant things from the old piano and to +accompany his shrill voice in song. As a matter of fact, he +had no voice and never would have, but almost from the first +he knew how to sing. It so happened that he was drawn to the +piano by a singular thing: a note from his beloved. + +It came one morning thumb-marked about the sealing, and +covered with the generous sprawl of her writing. It said: + +DEAR ALADDIN: Do not say anything about this because I do not +know if my father would like it but I am so sorry about your +father blowing up and all your troubles and I want you to know +how sory I am. I must stop now because I have to practis. + + Your loving friend + + MARGARET ST. JOHN. + +Aladdin was an exquisite speller, and the first thing he +noticed about the letter was that it contained two words +spelled wrong, and that he loved Margaret the better by two +misspelled words, and that he had a lump in his throat. + +He had found the letter by his plate at breakfast, and the +eyes of Mrs. Brackett fastened upon it. + +"I don't know who ken have been writin' to you," she said. + +"Neither do I," said Aladdin, giving, as is proper, the direct +lie to the remark inquisitive. He had put the letter in his +pocket. + +"Why don't you open it and see?" + +Aladdin blushed. + +"Time enough after breakfast," he said. + +There was a silence. + +"Jack's eatin' his breakfast; why ain't you eatin' yours?" + +Aladdin fell upon his breakfast for the sake of peace. And +Mrs. Brackett said no more. Some days later, for she was not +to be denied in little matters or great, Mrs. Brackett found +where Aladdin had hidden the letter, took it up, read it, +sniffed, and put it back, with the remark that she never "see +such carryin's-on." + +Aladdin hid, and read his letter over and over; then an +ominous silence having informed him that Mrs. Brackett had +gone abroad, he stole into the parlor, perched on the +piano-stool, and, like a second Columbus, began to discover +things which other people have to be shown. The joy of his +soul had to find expression, as often afterward the sorrow +of it. + +That winter Jack entered school in the lowest class, and the +two little boys were to be seen going or coming in close +comradeship, fair weather or foul. The yellow cat had affairs +of gallantry, and bore to the family, at about Christmas-time, +five yellow kittens, which nobody had the heart to drown, and +about whose necks, at the age of eye-opening, the Widow +Brackett tied little white ribbons in large bows. + +Sometimes Aladdin saw Margaret, but only for a little. + +So the years passed, and Aladdin turned his sixteenth year. +He was very tall and very thin, energetic but not strong, very +clever, but with less application than an uncoerced camel. To +single him from other boys, he was full of music and visions. +And rhymes were beginning to ring in his head. + +A week came when the rhymes and the music went clean out of +his head, which became as heavy as a scuttle full of coal, and +he walked about heavily like an old man. + + + + +VIII + + +One day, during the morning session of school, Aladdin's head +got so heavy that he could hardly see, and he felt hot all +over. He spoke to the teacher and was allowed to go home. +Mrs. Brackett, when she saw him enter the yard, was in great +alarm, for she at once supposed that he had done something +awful, which was not out of the question, and suffered +expulsion. + +"What have you done?" she said. + +"Nothing," said Aladdin. "I think I'm going to be sick." + +Mrs. Brackett tossed her hands heavenward. + +"What is the matter?" she cried. + +"I don't know," said Aladdin. She followed him into the house +and up the stairs, which he climbed heavily. + +"Where do you feel bad, 'Laddin O'Brien?" she said sharply. + +"It's my head, ma'am," said Aladdin. He went into his room +and lay face down on the bed, having first dropped his +schoolbooks on the floor, and began to talk fluently of kings' +daughters and genii and copper bottles. + +The Widow Brackett was an active woman of action. Flat-footed +and hatless, but with incredible speed, she dashed down the +stairs, out of the house, and up the street. She returned in +five minutes with the doctor. + +The doctor said, "Fever." It was quite evident that it was +fever; but a doctor's word for it put everything on a +comfortable and satisfactory footing. + +"We must get him to bed," said the doctor. He made the +attempt alone, but Aladdin struggled, and the doctor was old. +Mrs. Brackett came to the rescue and, finally, they got +Aladdin, no longer violent, into his bed, while the doctor, in +a soft voice, said what maybe it was and what maybe it +wasn't,--he leaned to a bilious fever,--and prescribed this +and that as sovereign in any case. They darkened the room, +and Aladdin was sick with typhoid fever for many weeks. He +was delirious much too much, and Mrs. Brackett got thin with +watching. Occasionally it seemed as if he might possibly +live, but oftenest as if he would surely die. + +In his delirium for the most part Aladdin dwelt upon Margaret, +so that his love for her was an old story to Mrs. Brackett. +One gay spring morning, after a terrible night, Aladdin's +fever cooled a little, and he was able to talk in whispers. + +"Mrs. Brackett," he said, "Mrs. Brackett." + +She came hurriedly to the bed. + +"I know you're feelin' better, 'Laddin O'Brien." + +He smiled up at her. + +"Mrs. Brackett," he said, "I dreamed that Margaret St. John +came here to ask how I was--did she?" + +Margaret hadn't. She had not, so hedged was her life, even +heard that Aladdin lay sick. + +Mrs. Brackett lied nobly. + +"She was here yesterday," she said, "and that anxious to know +all about you." + +Aladdin looked like one that had found peace. + +"Thank you," he said. + +Mrs. Brackett raised his head, pillow and all, very gently, +and gave him his medicine. + +"How's Jack?" said Aladdin. + +"He comes twice every day to ask about you," said Mrs. +Brackett. "He's livin' with my brother-in-law." + +"That's good," said Aladdin. He lay back and dozed. After a +while he opened his eyes. + +"Mrs. Brackett-" + +"What is it, deary?" The good woman had been herself on the +point of dozing, but was instantly alert. + +"Am I going to die?" + +"You goin' to die!" She tried to make her voice indignant, +but it broke. + +"I want to know." + +"He wants to know, good land!" exclaimed Mrs. Brackett. + +"If a man's going to die," said Aladdin, aeat-sixteen, "he +wants to know, because he has things that have to be done." + +"Doctor said you wasn't to talk much," said Mrs. Brackett. + +"If I've got to die," said Aladdin, abruptly, "I've got to see +Margaret." + +A woman in a blue wrapper, muddy slippers, her gray hair +disheveled, hatless, her eyes bright and wild, burst suddenly +upon Hannibal St. John where he sat in his library reading in +the book called "Hesperides." + +"Senator St. John," she began rapidly, "Aladdin O'Brien's sick +in my house, and the last thing he said was, 'I've got to see +Margaret'; and he's dyin' wantin' to see her, and I've come +for her, and she's got to come." + +It was a tribute to St. John's genius that in spite of her +incoherent utterance he understood precisely what the woman +was driving at. + +"You say he's dying?" he said. + +"Doctor's given up hope. He's had a relapse since this +mornin', and she's got to come right now if she's to see him +at all." + +The senator hesitated for once. + +"It's got nothin' to do with the proprieties," said Mrs. +Brackett, sternly, "nor what he was to her, nor her to him; +it's a plain case of humanity and--" + +"What is the nature of the sickness?" asked the senator. + +"It's fever--" + +"Is it contagious?" asked the senator. + +"No, it ain't!" almost shrieked the old lady. "And what if it +was?" + +"Of course if it were contagious she couldn't go," said the +senator. + +"It ain't contagious, and, what's more, he once laid down his +life for her on the log, that time." + +"If you assure me the fever is not contagious--" + +"You'll let her come--" + +"It seems nonsense," said the senator. "They are only +children, and I don't want her to get silly ideas." + +"Only children!" exclaimed Mrs. Brackett. "Senator, give me +the troubles of the grown-ups, childbirth, and losing the +first-born with none to follow, the losing of husband and +mother, and the approach of old age,--give me them and I'll +bear them, but spare me the sorrows and trials of little +children which we grown-ups ain't strong enough to bear. You +can say I said so," she finished defiantly. + +The senator bowed in agreement. + +"I believe you are right," he said. "I will take you home in +my carriage, Mrs.--" + +"Brackett," said she, with pride. + +The senator stepped into the hall and raised his voice the +least trifle. + +"Daughter!" + +She answered from several rooms away, and came running. Her +hands were inky, and she held a letter. She was no longer the +timid little girl of the island, for somehow that escapade had +emancipated her. She had waited for a few days in expectation +of damnation, but, that failing to materialize, had turned +over a leaf in her character, and became such a bully at home +that the family and servants loved her more and more from day +to day. She was fourteen at this time; altogether exquisite +and charming and wayward. + +"Aladdin O'Brien is very sick, daughter," said the senator, +"and we are going to see him." + +"And don't tell him that you didn't come to ask after him +yesterday," said Mrs. Brackett, defiantly, "because I said you +did. I had my reasons," she went on, "and you can say I said +so." + +Margaret ran up-stairs to get her hat. She was almost wild +with excitement and foreboding of she knew not what. + +The letter which she had been writing fell from her hand. She +picked it up, looked hastily at the superscription, "Mr. +Peter Manners, Jr.," and tore it into pieces. + + + + +IX + + +There is no doubt that Aladdin's recovery dated from Margaret's +visit. The poor boy was too sick to say what he had planned, +but Margaret sat by his bed for a while and held his hand, and +said little abrupt conventional things that meant much more to +them both, and that was enough. Besides, and under the guns of +her father's eyes, just before she went away she stooped and +kissed him on the forehead, and that was more than enough to +make anybody get over anything, Aladdin thought. So he slept a +long cool sleep after Margaret had gone, and woke free of +fever. As he lay gathering strength to sit up in bed, which +treat had been promised him in ten days, Aladdin's mind worked +hard over the future, and what he could machinate in order one +day to be almost worthy to kiss the dust under Margaret's feet. +She sent him flowers twice, but was not allowed to come and see +him again. + +Aladdin had awful struggles with the boredom of convalescence. +He felt perfectly well, and they wouldn't let him get up and +out; everything forbidden he wanted to eat. And his one +solace was the Brackett library. This was an extraordinary +collection of books. They were seven, and how they got there +nobody knows. The most important in the collection was, in +Mrs. Brackett's estimation, an odd volume of an encyclopedia, +bound in tree-calf and labeled, "Safety-lamps to Stranglers." +Next were four fat tomes in the German language on scientific +subjects; these, provided that anybody had ever wanted to read +them, had never succeeded in getting themselves read, but they +had cuts and cuts which were fascinating to surmise about. +The sixth book was the second volume of a romance called "The +Headsman," by "the author of 'The Spy,'" and the seventh was a +back-split edition of Poe's poems. + +The second volume of "The Headsman" went like cakes and syrup +on a cold morning, for it was narrative, and then it was laid +aside, because it was dull. The four German books had their +cuts almost examined out of them, and the encyclopedia book, +from "Safety-lamps to Stranglers," practically had its +contents torn out and devoured. In after life Aladdin could +always speak with extraordinary fluency, feeling, and +understanding on anything that began with S, such as Simeon +Stylites and Senegambia. But the poems of Poe were what made +his sickness worth while and put the call upon all his after +life. We learn of the critics and professors of English that +there are greater lyric poets than Poe. They will base this +on technicalities and theories of what poetry has been and +what poetry ought to be, and will not take into account the +fact that of all of them--Keats, Shelley, Wordsworth when he +is a poet at all, Heine, and the lyric body of Goethe and the +rest--not one in proportion to the mass of his production so +often leaves the ground and spreads wings as Poe,-- + + If I might dwell + Where Israfel + Hath dwelt, and he where I, + He might not sing so wildly well + A mortal melody, + While a bolder note than his might swell + From my lyre within the sky,-- + +and that where they have, they have perhaps risen a little +higher, but never have sung more hauntingly and clear. The +wonderful sounds and the unearthly purity--the purity of a +little child that has died--took Aladdin by the throat and +shook up the imagination and music that had lain dormant +within him; his father's bent for invention clarified into +a passion for creation. The first thing he read was three +stanzas on the left-hand page where the book opened to his +uneager hands, and his eyes, expectant of disappointment, +--for up to that time, never having read any, he hated +poetry,--fell on one of the five or six perfect poems in +the world: + + Helen, thy beauty is to me + Like those Nicean barks of yore + That gently o'er a perfumed sea + The weary, wayworn wanderer bore + To his own native shore. + + On desperate seas long wont to roam, + Thy hyacinth hair, thy classic face, + Thy naiad airs have brought me home + To the glory that was Greece, + And the grandeur that was Rome. + + Lo, in yon brilliant window-niche + How statue-like I see thee stand, + The agate lamp within thy hand! + Ah, Psyche! From the regions which + Are holy land. + +And he knew that he had read the most exquisite, the most +insouciant, and the most universal account of every man's +heart's desire--Margaret as she would be when she grew tall. +He knew little of the glory that was Greece or the grandeur +that was Rome, but whatever they were, Margaret had all of +them, and the hyacinth hair, very thick and clustery and +beautiful, and the naiad airs. Ah, Psyche! + +And he read forward and back in the book, and after a little +he knew that he had a soul, and that the only beautiful thing +in the world is beauty, and the only sad thing, and that +beauty is truth. + +Open at the lines to Helen he laid the book face down upon his +heart, with his hands clasped over it, and shut his eyes. + +"Now I know what I've got to do," he said. "Now I know what +I've got to do." + +He dreamed away hours until suddenly the need of deeds set him +bolt upright in bed, and he called to Mrs. Brackett to bring +him pencil and paper. From that time on he was seldom without +them, and, by turns reading and writing, entered with hope and +fortitude into the challenging field of literature. And from +the first, however ignorant and unkempt the effort, he wrote a +kind of literature, for he buckled to no work that he knew, +and was forever striving after an ideal (nebulous, +indescribable, and far) of his own, and that is literature. +Go to those who have wrought for--forever (without, of course, +knowing it) and those who have wrought earnestly for the day, +and these things you will find made the god in their machine: +Raphael's sonnets and Dante's picture! Aladdin had no +message, that he knew of, for the world, but the call of one +of the arts was upon him; and he knew that willy-nilly he must +answer that call as long as eyes could see, or hands hold pen, +or tongue call for pencil and paper, money buy them, or theft +procure them. He set himself stubbornly and courageously to +the bitter-sweet task of learning to write. + +"It must be like learning anything else," he said, his eyes on +a sheet of seemingly uncorrectable misbalances, "and just +because I'm rotten at it now doesn't prove that if I practise +and practise, and try and try, and hope and hope, I won't be +some good sometime." + +He saw very clearly the squat dark tower itself in the midst +of the chin-upon-hand hills, and the world and his friends +sitting about to see him fail. He saw them, and he knew them +all, and yet, with Childe Roland, + + Dauntless the slughorn to his lips he set, + And blew. + +And incidentally, when he got well and returned to school, he +entered on a period of learning his lessons, for he thought +that these might one day be of use to him in his chosen line. + + + + +X + + +Senator St. John, for he was at heart democratic, and heard +little of Aladdin that was not to Aladdin's credit, +derigorized the taboo which he had once placed on Aladdin's +and Margaret's friendship, and allowed the young man to come +occasionally to the house, and occasionally loaned him books. +Margaret was really at the bottom of this, but she stayed +comfortably at the bottom, and teased her father to do the +needful, and he, wrapped up in the great issues which were +threatening to divide the country, complied. In those days +the senator's interests extended far beyond his family, +Margaret and the three powerful sons who were building a +reputation for the firm of John St. John & Brothers, lawyers +in Portland. He gave Aladdin leave to come and go, even +smiled grimly as he did so, and, except at those moments when +he met him face to face, forgot that Aladdin existed. +Margaret enjoyed Aladdin hugely, and unconsciously sat for the +heroine of every novel he began, and the inspiration of every +verse that he wrote. When Aladdin reached his eighteenth year +and Margaret her sixteenth there was such a delightful and +strong friendship between them that the other young people of +the town talked. Margaret in her heart of hearts was fonder +of Aladdin than of anybody else--when she was with him, or +under the immediate influence of having been with him, for +nobody else had such extraordinary ideas, or such a fund of +amusing vitality, or such fascinating moods. Like every one +with a touch of the Celt in him, Aladdin was by turns +gloomiest and most unfortunate of all mortals upon whom the +sun positively would not shine, or the gayest of the gay. +From his droll manner of singing a song, to the seriousness +with which he sometimes bore all the sufferings of all the +world, he seemed to her a most complex and unusual individual. +But his spells were of the instant, and her thoughts were very +often on that beautiful young man, Manners, who, having +completed his course at the law school, was coming to spend a +month before he should begin to practise. Since his first +visit years ago, Manners, now a grown man of twenty, had spent +much of many of his vacations with the St. Johns. The senator +was obliged, as well as his limitations would allow, to take +the place of a mother to Margaret, and though it was barely +guessable from his words or actions, he loved Peter Manners +like a son, and had resolved, almost since the beginning, to +end by having him for one. And the last time that Manners had +visited them in Washington, St. John had seen to it that he +shook hands with all the great men who were making history. +Once the senator and Margaret had visited the Manners in New +York. That had been a bitter time for Aladdin, for while all +the others of his age were sniffing timidly at love and life, +he had found his grand passion early and stuck to it, and was +now blissful with hope and now acrid with jealousy. Peter +Manners he hated with a green and jealous hatred. And if +Peter Manners had any of the baser passions, he divined this, +and hated Aladdin back, but rather contemptuously. They met +occasionally, and the meetings, always in the presence of +Margaret, were never very happy. She was woman enough to +rejoice at being a bone of contention, and angel enough to +hate seeing good times spoiled. + +But it was hard on Aladdin. He could go to her house almost +when he liked, and be welcomed by her, but to her father and +the rest of the household he was not especially welcome. They +were always polite to him, and always considerate, and he +felt--quite rightly--that he was merely tolerated, as a more +or less presentable acquaintance of Margaret's. Manners, on +the other hand, and it took less intuition to know it, was not +only greatly welcome to Margaret, but to all the others--from +the gardener up to the senator. Manners' distinction of +manner, his wellbred, easy ways, his charmingly enunciative +and gracious voice, together with his naive and simple nature, +went far with people's hearts. Aladdin bitterly conceded +every advantage to his rival except that of mind. To this, +for he knew even in his humble moments that he himself had it, +he clung tenaciously. Mrs. Brackett, with a sneaking +admiration for Peter Manners, whom she had once seen on the +street, had Aladdin's interests well in heart, and the lay of +the matter well in hand. She put it like this to a friendly +gossip: + +"I guess' Laddin O'Brien's 'bout smaht enough to go a long +ways further than fine clothes and money and a genealogical +past will carry a body. He writes sometimes six and eight big +sides of paper up in a day, and if he ain't content with that +he just tears it up and goes at it again. There won't be +anybody'll go further in this world than 'Laddin O'Brien, and +you can say I said so--" + +Here under oath of secrecy Mrs. Brackett lowered her voice and +divulged a secret: + +"He got a letter this mornin' sayin' that the Portland'spy' is +goin' to print three poems he sent 'em, and enclosin' three +dollars to pay for 'em. I guess beginnin' right now he could +go along at that rate and make mebbe five or six hundred +dollars a year. Poetry's nothin' to him; he can write it +faster than you and I can baste." + +At the very moment of this adoring act of divulgence Aladdin +was in the parlor, giving his first taste of success a musical +soul, and waiting--waiting--waiting until it should be late +enough in the day for him to climb the hill to the St. Johns' +and hand over the Big News to Margaret. And as he sat before +the piano, demipatient and wholly joyful, his fingers twinkled +the yellowed and black keys into fits of merriment, or, after +an abrupt pause, built heap upon heap of bass chords. Then +the mood would change and, to a whanging accompaniment, he +would chant, recitative fashion, the three poems which alone +he had made. + +The day waned, and it was time to go and tell Margaret. His +way lay past the railway-station, under the "Look out for the +locomotive" sign, across the track, and up the hill. In the +air was the exhilarating evening cool of June, and the +fragrance of flowers, which in the north country, to make up +for the shorter tale of their days, bloom bigger and smell +sweeter than any other flowers in the world. Even in the +dirty paved square fronting the station was a smell of summer +and flowers. You could see people's faces lighten and sniff +it, as they got out of the hot, cindery coaches of the +five-forty, which had just rolled in. + +The St. Johns' fine pair of bays and their open carriage were +drawn up beside the station. The horses were entering a +spirited, ground-pawing protest against the vicinity of that +alway inexplicable and snorting monster on wheels. On the +platform, evidently waiting for some one to get off the train, +stood St. John and Margaret. She looked much fresher and +sweeter than a rose, and Aladdin noted that she was wearing +her hair up for the first time. Her dress was a floaty white +affair with a blue ribbon round it, and her beautiful, gay +young face flushed with excitement and anticipation till it +sparkled. There was a large crowd getting off the train, at +that aggravating rate of progression with which people +habitually leave a crowded public conveyance or a theater, and +Margaret and her father were looking through the windows of +the cars to see if they could catch a glimpse of whom they +sought. Suddenly the senator broke into a smile and waved his +cane. The action was so unusual for him that it looked +grotesque. Margaret stood on tiptoe and waved her hand, and a +presentiment came to Aladdin and took away all his joy. + +Peter Manners, looking fresh and clean in spite of his long, +dusty ride, got off the train and made a hilarious rush for +his friends. He shook hands with Margaret, then with the +senator, and turned again to Margaret. She was altogether too +pretty, and much too glad to see him. In the excitement of +the moment it couldn't be borne, and he kissed her. Then they +both laughed, and the senator laughed, for he was glad. He +put his great hand on Manners' shoulder, and laughing and +talking, the three went to the carriage. Then the senator +remembered that the checks had been forgotten, and against a +voluble protest he secured them from Manners, and went after +an expressman. Having found the expressman--one of his +constituents and a power in the town,--he handed him the +checks, a fifty-cent piece, and a ponderous joke as old as +Xerxes, at which the expressman roared. Manners stood by the +carriage and looked at Margaret. "Lord God," he thought, "it +has come at last!" and they grinned at each other. + +"Mmm!" said Margaret, who stood for the glory that was Greece +and the grandeur that was Rome. She had not expected to be so +glad to see him. + +Meanwhile Aladdin had turned and was going home. + +Margaret caught sight of his back, and the pitiful little +droop in the usually erect shoulders, and she divined like a +flash, and called after him. He pretended not to hear and +went on. In his pocket was the editor's letter which he had +designed to show her. It had lain down and died. + +"Why does that man hate me so?" said Manners. + +A little of the joy of meeting had gone. A cloud passed over +the sun, and the earth was darkened. Many drops of rain began +to fall, each making a distinct splash as it struck. One +began to smell the disturbed dust. But the flowers continued +to send up their incense to heaven, and Manners put his light +overcoat about Margaret. + + + + +XI + + +Aladdin had a large acquaintance in the town among all sorts +of men, and, as he went home sorrowfully in the rain, he met a +youth, older than himself, who had an evil notoriety; for +being born with brains, of respectable people, and +propitiously launched on the world, he had begun in his early +teens, and in the face of the most heartrending solicitude, to +drink himself to death. The miserable part of it was that +everybody loved him when he was sober, and out of +consideration to his family still asked him to the best that +the town could do in the way of parties and entertainments. +He was a good-looking young man with a big frame and a pale +face. His real name was William Addison Larch, but he was +better known as "Beau Larch." He had a nervous, engaging +smile, of which he made frequent use. + +"My word, Aladdin," he said, "you look sick as a dog. Come +with me and take a snifter for it." + +Aladdin hesitated a moment. And as soon as he had thoroughly +made up his mind that it was wrong to say so, he said: + +"I believe I will." The Celt in him was feeling suicidal. +They went into the ground-floor room of a house where liquor +was sold. + +"For me, whisky," said Beau Larch. + +"The same for me," said Aladdin, with something suspiciously +like a gulp. The first drink which a man takes against his +better judgment is a grisly epoch in his life. Aladdin +realized this, and was at once miserable and willing that it +should be so. + +"To those that love us!" said Beau Larch. + +Aladdin put down his liquor without grimace or gasp. + +Beau Larch paid. + +In Aladdin's pocket were three dollars, the first mile-post on +the steep road to his ideal. He felt, to be sure that they +were there. + +"Now you 'll have one with me," he said. + +When the sudden rain-storm had rained and thundered and +lightened itself out, they went to another saloon, and from +there to the Boat Club, of which Beau Larch was a member and +whither he asked Aladdin to supper. Fishes and lobsters and +clams were the staple articles of Boat Club suppers, and over +savory messes of these, helped down with much whisky and +water, Aladdin and Beau Larch made the evening spin. Aladdin, +talking eagerly and with the naivete of a child, wondered why +he had never liked this man so much before. And Larch told +the somewhat abject story of his life three times with an +introduction of much racy anecdote. + +Aladdin's head held surprisingly well. Every now and then he +would hand himself an inward congratulation on the alertness +and clearness of his mind, and think what a fine constitution +he must have. They got to singing after a while, and reciting +poems, of which each knew a quantity by heart. And, oddly +enough, Aladdin, though he had been brought up to speak sound +American, developed in his cups, and afterward clung to, in +moments of exhilaration or excitement, an indescribably faint +but perfectly distinct Hibernian accent. It was the heritage +to which he was heir, and made his eager and earnest rendering +of "Annabel Lee" so pathetic that Beau Larch wept, and knocked +a glass off the table. . . . + +Men came and sat with them, and Aladdin discovered in himself +what he had hitherto never suspected--the power of becoming +heart-to-heart friends with strangers in two seconds. + +Aladdin was never able to remember just how or when or with +whom they left the Boat Club. He only remembered walking and +walking and talking and talking, and finally arguing a knotty +question, on which all defended the same side, and then +sitting down on the steps of a house in a low quarter of the +town, and pouring the ramifications of all his troubles into +the thoroughly sympathetic if somewhat noncomprehending ears +of Beau Larch. He talked long and became drunker as he +talked, while Larch became soberer. Then Aladdin remembered +that the door at the top of the steps had opened, and a frowzy +head had been stuck out, and that a brassy voice, with +something at once pathetic and wheedling in it, had said: + +"Aren't you coming in, boys?" + +Then Aladdin remembered that Beau Larch and he had had angry +words, and that Beau Larch had told him not to make an ass of +himself, and for heaven's sake to go home. To which Aladdin +had retorted that he was old enough to know what was good for +him, and hated the world and didn't give a damn who knew it, +and wouldn't go home. Aladdin could swear that after that he +only closed his eyes for a second to shut out something or +other, and that when he opened them, the reverberation of a +door closing was in his ears. But for all that Beau Larch had +gone, and was to be seen neither up the street nor down. +Although his own was past mending, Beau Larch, drunk as he +was, had done a good deed that night, for he had guarded a +precious innocence against the assaults of a drunken little +Irish boy who was feeling down about something--a girl named +something or other, Beau Larch thought, and another boy named +something or other. The next day Beau had forgotten even that +much. + +Aladdin thought that Larch was hiding in jest. He arose +unsteadily and wandered off in search of him. After a time he +found himself before the door of his own house. There were +lights in the parlor, and Aladdin became almost sober. He +realized with a thrill of stricken conscience that Mrs. +Brackett was sitting up for him, and he was afraid. He tried +the front door and found it unlocked. He went in. On the +right, the door leading into the parlor stood open. On the +table burned a lamp. Beside the table in the crushed plush +rocker sat Mrs. Brackett. Her spectacles were pushed high up +on her forehead. Her eyes were closed, and her mouth was +slightly open. From the corners of her eyes red marks ran +down her cheeks. Her thin gray hair was in disarray. In her +lap, open, lay her huge family Bible; a spray of pressed +maidenhair fern marked the place. + +Aladdin, somewhat sobered by now, and already stung with the +anguish of remorse, tiptoed into the parlor and softly blew +out the light; but the instant before he did so he glanced +down at the Bible in the good lady's lap and saw that she had +been reading about the prodigal son. Great tears ran out of +Aladdin's eyes. He went up-stairs, weeping and on tiptoe, and +as he passed the door of his brother's room he heard a stir +within. + +"Is that you, 'Laddin?" + +"Sssh, darlint," said Aladdin; "you'll wake Mother Brackett." + +In his own room there was a lamp burning low, and on his +bureau was a note for him from Margaret: + +DEAR ALADDIN: Papa wants you to come up and have supper with +us. Peter Manners is here, and I think it will be fun. +Please do come, and remember a lot of foolish songs to sing. +Why wouldn't you speak to me? It hurts so when you act like +that . . . . + +Aladdin, kissing the note, went down on his knees and twice +began to pray, "O God--O God!" He could say no more, but all +the penitence and heartburnings of his soul were in his +prayer. Later he lay on his bed staring into a darkness which +moved in wheels, and he kept saying to the darkness: + + "Neither the angels in Heaven above, + Nor the demons down under the sea, + Can ever dissever my soul from the soul + Of the beautiful Annabel Lee." + +Late in the still morning he awoke, grieving and hurt, for he +did not see how he should ever face Mrs. Brackett, or his +brother, or Margaret, or himself, or anybody ever again. + + + + +XII + + +There was in town at this time what passed for a comic-opera +troupe, and Margaret and her father, by way of doing honor to +their guest, invited all the young people to go to the +performance and attend a supper afterward. The party occupied +the three foremost rows in the music-hall, and Aladdin sat +next to Margaret, and Manners sat upon the other side. + +The hero of the piece was a jovial big rascal with a spirited +voice, and much byplay which kept his good-natured audience in +titters--from the young gentlemen and little shrieks--from the +young ladies. Mr. Blythoe, the hero, when the curtain had +fallen upon what the management was pleased to call the second +act, consented, in response to continued applause, due to a +double back somersault and two appropriate remarks fired off +in midair (this was his great psychic moment), to make a +little speech and sing a song. His speech, though +syntactically erratic, was delivered in a loud, frank way that +won everybody's heart, and in closing he said: + +"Three nights ago I met with a young feller in this tow--city +[applause], and when we had taken one together for luck +[titters from the young gentlemen, who wanted one another to +know that they knew what he meant], he made me the loan of the +song I'm a-going to sing. He made up the words and the tune +of this song hisself, and he's right here in this audience." +This gave an opportunity for some buffoonery among the young +gentlemen. Mr. Blythoe looked for one instant straight at +Aladdin, and Aladdin went into a cold sweat, for he began to +recollect that somewhere on a certain awful night he had taken +drinks with Mr. Blythoe and had sung him songs. Mr. Blythoe +went on: + +"This young gentleman said I specially wasn't to mention his +name, and I won't, but I want all you ladies and gentlemen to +know that this here beautiful ballad was composed right here +in this tow--city [applause] by a citizen of this city. And +here goes." + +Then Mr. Blythoe did a wonderful thing. Much was owing to the +words and air, but a little something to the way in which Mr. +Blythoe sang. He took his audience with the first bar, and +had some of them crying when he was through. And the song +should have been silly. It was about a gay, gay young dog of +a crow, that left the flock and went to a sunny land and lived +a mad, mad life; and finally, penitent and old, came home to +the north country and saw his old playmates in the distance +circling about the old pine-tree, but was too weak to reach +them, or to call loud enough for them to hear, and so lay down +and died, died, died. The tune was the sweetest little +plaintive wail, and at the end of each stanza it died, died, +till you had to cry. + +Mr. Blythoe received tremendous applause, but refused to +encore. He winked to Aladdin and bowed himself off. Then +Aladdin executed an unparalleled blush. He could feel it +start in the small of his back and spread all over him--up +under the roots of his hair to the top of his head. He should +have felt proud, instead of which he was suffused with shame. +Margaret caught sight of his face. + +"What is it, Aladdin?" she said in a whisper. + +"Nothing." + +"Won't you tell me?" + +"It's nothing." He got redder and redder. + +"Please." + +With downcast eyes he shook his head. She looked at him +dubiously and a little pathetically for a moment. Then she +said, "Silly goose," and turned to Manners. + +"Poor old crow!" said Manners. "I had one, Margaret, when I +was little; he had his wings clipped and used to follow me +like a dog, and one day he saw some of his old friends out on +the salt-marsh, and he hopped out to talk it over with them, +and they set upon him and killed him. And I couldn't get +there quick enough to help him--I beg your pardon." He picked +up a fan and handed it to the girl on his left, and she, +having dropped it on purpose, blushed, thanked him, and +giggled. Manners turned to Margaret again. "Ever since +then," he said, "when I have a gun in my hand and see a crow, +I want to kill him for the sake of the crows that killed mine, +and to let him go for the sake of mine, who was such a nice +old fellow. So it's an awful problem." + +Aladdin sat and looked straight before him. "Is real fame as +awful as this?" he thought. + +Somebody clapped him on the shoulder, and a hearty voice, +something the worse for wear, said loudly in his ear, "Bully, +Aladdin, bully!" + +Aladdin looked up and recognized that bad companion, Beau +Larch. + +"That's all right," Aladdin tried to say, but Mr. Larch would +not be downed. + +"Wasn't it bully, Margaret?" he said. + +"Oh--hallo--hallo, Beau!" said she, starting and turning round +and collecting her wits. "What? Wasn't what bully?" + +Aladdin frowned at Larch with all the forbiddingness that he +could muster, but Larch was imperturbable. + +"Why, Aladdin's song!" he said. "You know, the one about the +old crow--the one the man just sang." + +Here a young lady, over whom Beau Larch was leaning, confided +to her escort in an audible, nervous voice that she knew Beau +Larch had been drinking, but she wouldn't say why she knew +--anybody could see he had; and then she sniffed with her nose +by way of indicating that seeing was not the only or best +method of telling. + +"You don't mean to say--"said Margaret to Aladdin, and looked +him in the eyes. "Why, Aladdin!" she said. And then: +"Peter--Peter--'Laddin wrote it, he did. Isn't it gr-reat!" + +And Peter, rising to the occasion, said, "Bully," and "I +thought it was great," with such absolute frankness and +sincerity that Aladdin's heart almost warmed toward him. It was +presently known all over the house that Aladdin had written the +song. And some of the more clownish of the young people called +for Author, Author. Aladdin hung his head. + +At supper at the St. Johns' later was a crisp, brisk gentleman +with grayish hair, who talked in a pleasant, dry way. Aladdin +learned that it was Mr. Blankinship, editor and proprietor of +the Portland "Spy." Almost immediately on learning this +important item, he saw Mr. Blankinship exchange a word with +Margaret and come toward him. + +"Mr. O'Brien?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"The same that sent us three poems a while ago?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"And you wrote that song we heard to-night?" + +"Yes, sir." Aladdin was now fiery red. + +"What do you do for a living?" + +"I've just finished school," said Aladdin. "And I don't know +what to do." + +"Newspaper work appeal to you?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Timid as a coot," thought Mr. Blankinship. + +"Write easily?" he said. "Fast--short words?" + +Aladdin thought a moment. "Yes, sir," he said coolly. + +"Less timid than a coot," thought Mr. Blankinship. + +"Willing to live in Portland?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"I'll give you five dollars a week and give you a trial." + +"Thank you, sir." + +"Can you get moved and start work Monday?" + +"Yes, sir." + +Mr. Blankinship smiled cheerfully. + +"Pretty entertainment, isn't it?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Well, O'Brien, see you Monday; hope we get on." Mr. +Blankinship nodded pleasantly and passed up the room to the +punch, muttering as he went, "Writes better than talks--dash +of genius--more or less timid than a coot." + +Aladdin went quickly to find Margaret. He traced her to the +pantry, where she was hurrying the servant who had charge of +the ice-cream. Aladdin waited until the servant had gone out +with a heaping tray. + +"Margaret," he said, "I'm going away to live." + +He spoke in the flat, colorless voice with which a little +child announces that it has hurt itself. + +"What do you mean, Aladdin?" She changed color slightly. + +"Only that I've got to make a living, Margaret, and it's on a +paper, so I ought to be glad." + +"Aren't you glad, Aladdin?" + +"A little." + +"Aladdin--" + +"Margaret--O Margaret--" + +She read in his eyes what was coming. + +"Not now, Aladdin," she said. + +"Not now--dear Aladdin." + +"Then you know?" + +"I've always known, Aladdin, and been grateful and that +proud." + +"Will there never be any chance for me, Margaret?" + +"Aladdin, I think I like you better than anybody else in the +world--" + +"Darling--" he had never supposed that it could be said so +easily; he leaned toward her. + +"No," she said suddenly; "I've got to go and see after all +those foolish people." + +"Just for the sake of old times, and now, and new times--" + +She hesitated, reddened a little, and then, as sweetly and +innocently as a child, put up her lips for him to kiss. + + + + +XIII + + +Hannibal St. John's campaign for reelection to the senatorship +was, owing to a grievous error in tact, of doubtful issue. A +hue and cry arose against him among his constituents, and +things in general fell out so unhappily that it looked toward +the close of the contest as if he would be obliged to sit idle +and dangle his heels, while the two halves of the country, +pushing against each other, were rising in the middle like the +hinge of a toggle-joint into the most momentous crisis in the +nation's history. It looked as if the strong man, with his +almost blasphemous intolerance of disunion, his columnlike +power of supporting, and his incomparable intellect, was to +stand in the background and watch the nightmare play from +afar. He fought for his place in the forefront of the battle +with a great fervor of bitterness, and the possibility of +defeat weighed upon his glowering soul like a premature day of +judgment. He knew himself to be the one man for the +opportunity, and could his true feelings have found utterance, +they would have said, "Damn us everlastingly in hell, but +don't shelve us now!" + +Opposed to St. John was a Mr. Bispham, of about quarter his +height intellectually and integrally--a politician, simple, +who went to war for loot. But he was blessed with a +tremendous voice and an inexhaustible store of elemental, +fundamental humor, upon the waves of which the ship bearing +his banner floated high. It seemed that because of one +glaring exhibition of tactlessness, and a lack of humor, a +really important, valuable, and honest man was to lose the +chance of serving his country to a designing whipper-snapper, +who was without even the saving grace of violent and virulent +prejudices. And so the world goes. It seemed at one time +that St. John's chance was a ghost of a chance, and his +friends, sons, and relatives, toiling headstrong by night and +day, were brought up at the verge of despair. To make the +situation even more difficult, St. John himself was prostrated +with the gout, so that his telling oratory and commanding +personality could not be brought to bear. Margaret was never +far from her father's side, and she worked like a dog for him, +writing to dictation till her hands became almost useless, and +when the spasms of pain were great, leaving her work to kiss +his old brow. + +It was at this time that people all over the State began to +take up a song with an inimitably catching tune. The words of +this song held up Mr. Bispham in so shrewdly true and +farcically humorous a light that even his own star began to +titter and threatened to slip from its high place in the +heavens. The song fell so absolutely on the head of the nail +that Mr. Bispham, when he heard it for the first time, was +convulsed with anger and talked of horse-whips. The second +time he heard it, he drew himself up with dignity and +pretended not to notice, and the third time he broke into a +cold sweat, for he began to be afraid of those words and that +tune. At a mass-meeting, while in the midst of a voluble +harangue, somebody in the back of the hall punctuated--an +absurd statement, which otherwise might have passed unnoticed, +by whistling the first bar of the song. Mr. Bispham faced the +tittering like a man, and endeavored to rehabilitate himself. +But his hands had slipped on the handle of the audience, and +the forensic rosin of Demosthenes would not have enabled him +to regain his grip. He was cruelly assured of the fact by the +hostile and ready-witted whistler. Again Mr. Bispham +absurded. This time the tune broke out in all parts of the +hall and was itself punctuated by catcalls and sotto-voce +insults delivered with terrific shouts. Mr. Bispham's speech +was hurriedly finished, and the peroration came down as flat +as a skater who tries a grape-vine for the first time. He +left the hall hurriedly, pale and nervous. The tune followed +him down the street and haunted him to his room. The alarming +takingness of it had gotten in at his ear, and as he was +savagely undressing he caught himself in the traitorous act of +humming it to himself. + +Among others to leave the hall was a tall, slim young man with +freckles across the bridge of his nose and very bright blue +eyes. A party of young men accompanied him, and all were a +little noisy, and, as they made the street, broke lustily into +the campaign song. People said, "That's him," "That's +O'Brien," "That's Aladdin O'Brien," "That's the man wrote it," +and the like. The young men disappeared down the street +singing at the tops of their voices, with interlardations of +turbulent, mocking laughter. + +Aladdin's song went all over the North, and his name became +known in the land. + +Hannibal St. John was not musical. There were only four +tunes, and three of them were variations of "Carry Me Back to +Old Virginia," that he recognized when he heard them. As he +lay on his bed of pain, he heard the shrill whistle of his +gardener piping in the garden below. Unconsciously the +senator's well hand marked the time. All day, as he came and +went about his business, the gardener kept whistling that +tune, and the senator heard and reheard ever with increasing +pleasure. And this was an extraordinary thing, for it was as +difficult or nearly so to move Hannibal St. John with music as +it must have been for Orpheus to get himself approached by +rocks and stones and trees, and far more difficult than it +ever was for the Pied Piper to achieve a following of brats +and rats. + +Margaret had been for a drive with a girl friend. She came +home and to her father's side in great spirits. + +"Oh, papa," she cried, "will you do me a favor?" + +She read consent. + +"Claire has got the wonderfulest song, and I want you to let +her come in and sing it for you." + +"A song?" said the senator, doubtfully. + +"Papa de-e-ear, please." + +He smiled grimly. + +"If Claire will not be shocked by my appearance," he said +against hope. + +"Rubbish," cried Margaret, and flew out of the room. + + +There were a few preliminary gasps and giggles in the hall, +and the two maidens, as sedate and demure as mice, entered. +Claire was a little party, with vivacious manners and a +comical little upturned face. + +"How do you do, senator?" she said. "I'm so sorry you're laid +up. Isn't it lovely out?" She advanced and shook his well +hand. + +"Won't you take a chair?" said the senator. + +"I just ran in for a moment. Margaret and I thought maybe +you'd like to hear the new campaign song that everybody's +singing. My brother brought it up from Portland--" she +paused, out of breath. + +"It would afford me great pleasure," said the senator. + +And forthwith Claire sang in a rollicking voice. The tune was +the same as that which the gardener had been whistling. St. +John recognized it in spite of the difference in the mediums +and smiled. Then he smiled because of the words, and +presently he laughed. It was the first real pleasure he had +had in many a day. + +"Everybody is wild about it," said Claire, when she had +finished. + +The senator was shaking with laughter. + +"That's good," he said, "that's good." + +"Papa," said Margaret, when Claire had gone, "who do you think +wrote that song?" + +"I don't know," said the senator. "But it's good." + +"Aladdin wrote it," said Margaret. + +"Upon my word!" said the senator. + +Margaret knelt and threw her arms about her father's neck and +blushed a lovely blush. + +"Isn't it splendid?" + +There was a ring at the front door, and a telegram was brought +in. + +"Read it, Peggy," said the senator. He used that name only +when moved about something. The despatch was from the +senator's youngest son, Hannibal, and read: + + Do not worry; we are singing Bispham up a tree. + +"And Aladdin wrote the song!" cried Margaret. "Aladdin wrote +it!" + +The senator's face clouded for a moment. He forced the cloud +to pass. + +"We must thank him," he said. "We must thank him." + +Senator St. John was reelected by a small majority. Everybody +admitted that it was due to Aladdin O'Brien's song. It was +impossible to disguise the engaging childishness of the vote. + + + + +XIV + + +As he went to his desk in the back room of the Portland "Spy" +offices the morning after the election, Aladdin had an evil +headache, and a subconscious hope that nobody would speak to +him suddenly. He felt that his arms and legs might drop off +if anybody did, and he could have sworn that he saw a gray +sparrow with blue eyes run into a dark corner, and turn into a +mouse. But he was quite free from penitence, as the occasion +of this last offense had been joy and triumph, whereas that of +his first had been sorrow. He lighted a bad cigar, put off +his editorial till later, and covered a whole sheet of paper +with pictures like these: + +(Transcriber's note: These are simple sketches of birds and +animals.) + +He looked back with a certain smug satisfaction upon a +hilarious evening beginning with a dinner at the club, which +some of the older adherents of St. John had given him in +gratitude for the part he had taken in the campaign. He +remembered that he had not given a bad exhibition, and that +noble prophecies had been made of his future by gentlemen in +their cups, and that he himself, when just far enough gone to +be courageous without being silly, had made a snappy little +speech of thanks which had been received with great applause, +and that later he had sung his campaign song and others, and +that finally, in company with an ex-judge, whose hat was also +decorated with a wreath of smilax, he had rolled amiably about +the town in a hack, going from one place where drinks could be +gotten to another, and singing with great fervor and +patriotism: + + Zhohn Brownzh bozhy liezh a mole-ring in zhe grave. + +Aladdin thought over these things with pleasure, for he had +fallen under the dangerous flattery of older men, and with +less pleasure of the editorial which it was his immediate +business to write. His brisk, crisp chief, Mr. Blankinship, +came in for a moment, walking testily and looking like the +deuce. + +"So you've showed up, Aladdin, have you?" he said. "That's +young blood. If any question of politics--I mean policy +--arises, I leave it absolutely to you. I'm going back to +bed. Can't you stop smoking that rotten cigar?" + +Aladdin laughed aloud, and Mr. Blankinship endeavored to +smile. + +"Somewhere," he said, "in this transcendentally beautiful +continent, Aladdin, there may be some one that feels worse +than I do, but I doubt it." He turned to go. + +"Won't Mr. Orde be here either?" said Aladdin. + +"No; he's home in bed. You're editor-in-chief and everything +else for the day, see? And I wish I was dead." Mr. +Blankinship nodded, very slightly, for it hurt, and went out. + +The misery of others is a great cure: with the first sight +of Mr. Blankinship, Aladdin's headache had gone, and +he now pounced upon fresh paper, got a notion out of the +God-knows-where, wrote his editorial at full speed, and +finished it without once removing the cigar from his mouth. + +He had just done when the shrewd, inky little boy, who did +everything about the "Spy" offices which nobody else would do, +entered and said that a gentleman wanted to speak with Mr. +O'Brien. Aladdin had the gentleman shown up, and recognized +the oldest of Hannibal St. John's sons; he knew them well by +sight, but it so. happened that he had never met them. They +were the three biggest and most clean-cut young men in Maine, +measuring between six feet three and four; erect, massive, +utterly composed, and, if anything, a little stronger than so +many dray-horses. They were notable shots, great fishermen, +and the whole State was beginning to speculate with excitement +about their respective futures and the present almost +glittering success of the law firm which they composed. The +oldest was the tallest and the strongest. He had been known +to break horseshoes and to tear a silver dollar in two. Iron +was as sealing-wax in his huge hands. His habits were +Spartan. The second son was almost a replica of the first--a +little darker and a little less vivid. The third was like the +others; but his face was handsomer, and not so strong. He was +of a more gentle and winning disposition, for his life was not +ignorant of the frailties. The girl to whom he had been +engaged had died, and that had left a kind of sweetness, +almost beseechingness, in his manner, very engaging in so tall +and strong a man. + +"Mr. O'Brien?" said John St. John. + +Aladdin arose and held out his long, slender hand. + +Aladdin had a way of moving which was very individual to +himself, a slight, ever so slight, exaggeration of stride and +gesture, a kind of captivating awkwardness and diffidence that +was on the borderland of grace and assurance. Like all +slender people who work much with their heads, he had a strong +grip, but he felt that his hand was as inconsistent as an eel +when St. John's closed over it. + +"I came in for a moment," said St. John, "to say that we are +all exceedingly grateful to you. Your song was a great factor +in my father's reelection to the Senate. But we do not hold +so much by the song as by the good will which you showed us in +writing it. I want you to understand and believe that if I +can ever be of the slightest service to you, I will go very +far to render it." + +"I'm as obliged as I can be," said Aladdin. "It's mighty good +of you to come and talk to me like this, and except for the +good will I have toward all your family, I don't deserve it a +bit." + +When John St. John had gone, the inky boy came to announce +that another gentleman wished to speak with Mr. O'Brien. + +The second gentleman proved to be the second brother, Hamilton +St. John. + +"Mr. O'Brien?" said he. + +Aladdin shook hands with him. + +"I came in for a moment," said Hamilton St. John, "for the +pleasure of telling you how tremendously grateful we all are +to you for your song, which was such a big factor in my +father's redirection to the Senate. But I want to say, too, +that we're more grateful for your good will than for the song, +and if I can ever do you a service, I want you to feel +perfectly free to come and ask it of me, whatever it is." + +Aladdin could have laughed for joy. Margaret did not seem so +far away as sometimes. + +"I'm as obliged as I can be," he said. "It's mighty good of +you to come and talk to me like this, and except for the good +will I have toward all your family, I don't deserve it a bit, +but I appreciate it just the same." + +Presently Hamilton St. John departed. + +Again the inky boy, and this time grinning. + +"There's a gentleman would like to speak with you, sir," he +said. + +"Show him in," said Aladdin. + +Hannibal St. John, Jr., entered. + +"O'Brien," he said, "I've often heard my sister Margaret speak +about you, and I've been meaning for ever so long to look you +up. And I wish I'd done it before I had such an awfully good +excuse as that song of yours, because I don't know how to +thank you, quite. But I want you to understand that if at any +time--rubbish, you know what I mean. Come up to the club, and +we'll make a drink and talk things over." + +He drew Aladdin's arm into his, and they went out. + +Aladdin had never before felt so near Margaret. + +He returned to the office in half an hour, happy and a slave. +Hannibal St. John, Jr., had won the heart right out of him in +ten minutes. He sat musing and dreaming. Was he to be one of +those chosen? + +"Gentleman to see you, sir." + +"Show him in." + +The inky snickered and hurried out. He could be heard saying +with importance, "This way, sir. Look out for that press, +sir. It's very dark in here, sir." And then, like a smart +flunky in a house of condition, he appeared again at the door +and announced + +"Senator Hannibal St. John." + +Aladdin sprang up. + +The senator, still suffering from the gout, and leaning +heavily on his whalebone cane, limped majestically in. There +was an amiability on his face, which Aladdin had never seen +there before. He placed a chair for his distinguished guest. +The senator removed his high hat and stood it upon the edge of +Aladdin's desk. + +"My boy," he said,--the word tingled from Aladdin's ears to +his heart, for it was a word of great approachment and +unbending,--"I am very grateful for your efforts in my behalf. +I will place honor where honor is due, and say that I owe my +recent reflection to the United States Senate not so much to +my more experienced political friends as to you. The present +crisis in the affairs of the nation calls for men of feeling +and honor, and not for politicians. I hope that you will not +misconstrue me into a braggart if I say from the bottom of my +heart I believe that, in returning a man of integrity and +tradition to his seat in the Congress of the nation, you have +rendered a service to the nation." + +The senator paused, and Aladdin, still standing, waited for +him to finish. + +"After a week," said the senator, "I shall return to my duties +in Washington. In the meanwhile, Margaret" (he had hitherto +always referred to her before Aladdin as "my daughter") "and I +are keeping open house, and if it will give you pleasure we +shall be charmed" (the word fell from the senator's lips like +a complete poem) "to have you make us a visit. Two of my sons +will be at home, and other young people." + +"Indeed, and it will give me pleasure!" cried Aladdin, falling +into the least suspicion of a brogue. + +"I will write a line to your chief," continued the senator, +"and I have reason to believe that he will see you excused. +We shall expect you to-morrow by the fourthirty." + +"I'm ever so much obliged, sir," said Aladdin. + +"My boy," said the senator, gravely, after a full minute's +pause, "we are all concerned in your future, which promises to +be a brilliant one. It rests with you. But, if an old man +may be permitted a word of caution, it would be this: Let your +chief recreation lie in your work; leave the other things. Do +I make myself clear enough?" (Aladdin nodded guiltily.) "Leave +the frailties to the dullards of this world." + +He rose to go. + +"My young friend," said the senator, "you have my best +wishes." + +Grimacing with the pain in his foot, limping badly, but always +stately and impressive,--almost superimpending,--Hannibal St. +John moved slowly out of the office. + + + +XV + + +The weather turned suddenly gusty and cold, and that afternoon +it began to snow, and it kept on snowing. All night fine dry +flakes fell in unexampled profusion, and by morning the face of +the land was many inches deep. Nor did the snow then cease. +All the morning it continued to fall with vigor. The train by +which Aladdin was to go to the St. Johns' left at two-thirty, +arriving there two hours later; and it was with numb feet and +stinging ears that he entered the car reserved for smokers, +and, bundling in a somewhat threadbare over coat, endeavored +to make himself comfortable for the journey. As the train +creaked and jerked out of the protecting station, the storm +smote upon the windows with a noise like thrown sand, and a +back draft down the chimney of the iron stove in one end of +the car sent out puffs of smutty smoke at whatever points the +various castings of the stove came together with insufficient +snugness. There were but half a dozen people in the whole +train. + +"Troubles, old man," said Aladdin, for so he was in the habit +of addressing himself at moments of self-communication, "this +is going to be the slowest kind of a trip, but we're going to +enjoy every minute of it, because it's taking us to the place +where we would be-God bless her!" + +Aladdin took a cigar from his breast pocket. + +"Troubles," said he, "may I offer you a smoke? What? Oh, +you're very much obliged and don't mind if you do. There you +are, then." Aladdin sent out a great puff of white smoke; +this turned into a blue wraith, drifted down the aisle, +between the seats, gathering momentum as it went, and finally, +with the rapidity of a mint julep mounting a sucked straw (that +isn't split) and spun long and fine, it was drawn through a +puncture of the isinglass in the stove door and went up the +chimney in company with other smoke, and out into the storm. +Aladdin, full of anticipation and glee, smoked away with great +spirit. Presently, for the car was empty but for himself, +Aladdin launched into the rollicking air of "Red Renard" + + "Three scarlet huntsmen rode up to White Plains + With a carol of voices and jangle of chains, + For the morning was blue and the morning was fair, + And the word ran, "Red Renard" is waiting us there." + +He puffed at his cigar a moment to be sure that its fire +should not flag, and sang on: + + "The first scarlet huntsman blew into his horn, + Lirala, Lovely Morning, I'm glad I was born"; + The second red huntsman he whistled an air, + And the third sang, "Red Renard" is waiting us there." + +"Just such weather as this, Troubles," he said, looking out +into the swirl of snow. "Just the beautifulest kind of +cross-country weather!" He sang on: + + Three lovely ladies they met at the meet, + With whips in their hands and with boots on their feet; + And the gentlemen lifted their hats with a cheer, + As the girls said, "Red Renard is waiting you here." + +He quickened into the stanza he liked best: + + Three scarlet huntsmen rode off by the side + Of three lovely ladies on horses of pride. + Said the first, "Call me Ellen"; the second, "I'm Claire"; + Said the third, "I'm Red Renard--so called from my hair." + +The train, which had been running more slowly, drew up with a +chug, and some minutes passed before it again gathered itself +and lurched on. + +"That's all right," said Aladdin. He was quite warm now, and +thoroughly happy. + + Three scarlet huntsmen rode home from White Plains, + With its mud on their boots, and its girls on their brains; + And the first sang of Ellen, the second of Claire, + But the third sang, "Red Renard is waiting back there." + +He made a waggish face to finish with: + + Three scarlet huntsmen got into frock-coats, + And they pinched their poor feet, and they tortured their throats; + And the first married Ellen, the second wed Claire, + While the third said, "Re Renar izh waishing back zhere." + +He assumed the expression for a moment of one astutely drunk. + +"A bas!" he said, for this much of the French language was his +to command, and no more. He turned and attempted to look out. +He yawned. Presently he threw away the reeking butt of his +cigar, closed his eyes, and fell asleep. + +The water below the veranda was alive with struggling fishes +in high hats and frock-coats. Each fish had a label painted +across his back with his name and address neatly printed on +it, and each fish was struggling to reach a tiny minnow-hook, +naked of bait, which dangled just out of reach above the +water. The baitless hook was connected by a fine line (who +ever heard of baiting a line at the wrong end?) with +Margaret's hand. She had on a white dress stamped with big +pink roses, and there was a pale-green ribbon round the middle +of it; her hair was done up for the first time, and she was +leaning over the railing, which was made of safety-lamps and +stranglers alternately, painted light blue, regarding the +struggling fishes with a look at once full of curiosity and +pity. Presently one of the fishes' labels soaked off, and +went hurtling out to sea, with the fish weeping bitterly and +following at express speed, until in less than one moment both +label and fish were hull down below the horizon. Then another +label washed off, and then another and another, and fish after +fish, in varying states of distraction, followed after and +disappeared, until all you could see were two, whereof the one +was labeled Manners and the other O'Brien (these continued to +fight for the hook), and all you could hear was Neptune, from +down, down, down in the sea, saying coquettishly to Cleopatra, +"I'm Red Renard--so called from my hair." And then all of a +sudden valiant Captain Kissed-by-Margaret went by on a log +writing mottos for the wives of famous men. And then Manners +and O'Brien, struggling desperately to drown each other, sank +down, down, down, and Cleopatra could be heard saying +perfectly logically to Neptune, "You didn't!" And then there +was a tremendous shower of roses, and the dream went out like +a candle. + + +Aladdin opened his eyes and stroked his chin. He was troubled +about the dream. The senator had spoken to him of "others." +Could Peter Manners possibly be there? Was that the especial +demolishment that fate held in store for him? He was very wide +awake now. + +At times, owing to the opaqueness of the storm, it was +impossible to see out of the car window. But there were +moments when a sudden rush of wind blew a path for the eye, +and by such occasional pictures--little long of the +instantaneous--one could follow the progress of the blizzard. +Aladdin saw a huddle of sheep big with snow; then a man +getting into a house by the window; an ancient apple-tree with +a huge limb torn off; two telegraph poles that leaned toward +each other, like one man fixing another's cravat; and he +caught glimpses of wires broken, loosened, snarled, and fuzzy +with snow. Then the train crawled over a remembered trestle, +and Aladdin knew that he was within four miles of his station, +and within three of the St. Johns' house by the best of short +cuts across country. He looked precisely in its direction, +and kissed his fingers to Margaret, and wondered what she was +doing. Then there was a rumbling, jumping jar, and the train +stopped. Minute after minute went by. Aladdin waited +impatiently for the train to start. The conductor passed +hurriedly through. + +"What's up?" called Aladdin after him. + +"Up!" cried the conductor. "We're off the track." + +"Can't we go on to-night?" + +"Nup!" The conductor passed out of the car and banged the +door. + +"Got to sit here all night!" said Aladdin. "Not much! Get +up, Troubles! If you don't think I know the way about here, +you can stay by the stove. I'm going to walk." + +Aladdin and Troubles rose, buttoned their coat, left the car, +and set out in the direction of the St. Johns'. Aladdin's +watch at starting read five o'clock. + +"Our luggage is all checked, Troubles," he said, "and all +we've got to face is the idea of walking three miles through +very disagreeable weather, over a broad path that we know like +the palm of our hand (which we don't know as well as we +might), arriving late, wet to the skin, and without a change +of clothes. On the other hand, we shall deserve a long drink +and much sympathy. As for you, Troubles, you're the best +company I know, and all is well." + + The first scarlet huntsman blew into his horn, + "Lirala, Lovely Morning, I'm glad I was born." + + + + +XVI + + +At first the way, lying through waist-high fir scrub, was +pretty bad underfoot, but beyond was a stretch of fine timber, +where the trees had done much to arrest the snow, and the +going was not so severe. Aladdin calculated that he should +make the distance in an hour and a half; and when the wood +ended, he looked at his watch and found that the first mile, +together with only twenty-five minutes, was behind him. + +"That's the rate of an hour and a quarter, Troubles," he said. +"And that's good time. Are you listening?" + +But following the wood was a great open space of country +pitched up from the surrounding levels, and naked to every +fury of nature. Across that upland the wind blew a wicked +gale, scarifying the tops of knolls to the brown, dead grass, +and filling the hollows flush with snow. At times, to keep +from being blown over, it was necessary to lean against the +gusts. Aladdin was conscious of not making very rapid +progress, but there was something exhilarating in the +wildness, the bitter cold, and the roar of the wind; it had an +effect as of sea thundering upon beach, great views from +mountain-tops, black wild nights, the coming of thunder and +freshness after intense heat, or any of the thousand and one +vaster demonstrations of nature. Now and again Aladdin sang +snatches of song: + + Gaily bedight, + A gallant knight + In sunshine and shadow + Journeyed long, + Singing a song, + In search of El Dorado. + +Or from "The Mole of Marimolena" + + I was turning fifty-odd when the everlasting God + Smote a path of molten gold across the blue, + Says, "There's many million men would have done the like again, + But you didn't, and, my man, there's hope for you. + + "Start sheets and sail for the Mole-- + For the old rotten Mole of Marimolena; + There's maybe some one there + That you're longing to treat fair, + On the dismal, woeful Mole of Marimolena." + +And other deep-sea chanteys,--the one in which the pirate +found the Lady in the C-a-a-bin and slivered off her head, or +back to Red Renard, or further to his own campaign song, and +furthest of all to the bad, bad young dog of a crow. Then he +got quite out of breath, and pausing for a moment to catch it, +noted for the first time the extreme bitterness of the cold. +It stung the face like insects. "Woof!" he said. "And now +for lost time." + +Again he stepped out, but with each step the snow became +deeper, and presently he floundered in to his waist. "Must be +a ditch!" he said, turning a little to the right and +exclaiming, "Thought so!" as the wading got shallower. +Whereupon he stepped into a deep hole and fell. After +plunging and plowing about, it was brought home to him that he +had lost the path. Even at that the difficulty remained one +of hard walking alone, for he had been familiar with that +country since childhood, and knew the precise direction in +which it was necessary for him to locomote. It was a pity +that the only structure in the vicinity was an ancient and +deserted house,--it lay just off there,--as he should have +liked to have warmed himself by a good fire before going +farther. He remembered that there were a partly preserved +stove in the deserted house, broken laths, and naily boards, +and swathes of curious old wall-papers, layer upon layer, +which, dampening and rotting from the wall, hung raggedly +down. He had once explored the house with Margaret, and it +seemed almost wise to go to the place and make a fire. But on +account of the delay involved and the approach of darkness, he +discarded the notion, and, a little impatient at being badly +used by a neighborhood he knew so well, struggled on. + +"Troubles," he said, "what sort of a storm is this anyway? +Did you ever see anything quite like it round here? Because I +never did. It must be like those things they have out West, +when millions of poor little baa-sheeps and horses and cattles +freeze to death. I'd hate to be a horse out in this, but I +wish I had one. I--" + +If, as a child, you have ever slipped, though only an inch, +while climbing over roofs, you will know that sudden, +stabbing, sinking feeling that came to Aladdin and stopped the +beating of his heart by the hairbreadth of a second. He had +been proceeding chin on breast, and head bent against the +wind, or he would have seen it before, for it was a notable +landmark in that part of the world, and showed him that he had +been making way, not toward his destination, but toward the +wilderness. + +He gazed up at the great black blasted pine, its waist the +height of a tall tree, and its two lonely lightning-scathed +and white arms stretched out like a malediction; and for a +moment he had to take himself in hand. After a little he +mastered the fear that had seized him. + +"It's only a poor old lonely vegetable out in the cold," he +said. "And it shows us exactly where we are and exactly which +way we have to go." + +He set himself right, and, with head lowered and hands +clenched, again started on. But he was beginning to be very +much bored, and sensible that his legs were not accustomed to +being used so hard. Furthermore, there was a little +difficulty--not by any means an insurmountable one--in +steering straight, because of the constantly varying point of +the compass in which the wind blew. He went on for a long +time . . . . + +He began to look for the high ground to decline, as it should, +about now, if it was the high ground he took it for. "I ought +to be getting somewhere," he said. + +And, God help him! tired out, half frozen and very foot-sore, +he was getting somewhere, for, glancing up, he again beheld +the gigantic and demoniac shape of the blasted pine. + +It is on prairies and among mountains, far from the +habitations of men, that man is most readily terrified before +nature, and not on the three-mile primrose way from a railway +accident to a house-party. But for a moment cold terror +struck at Aladdin like a serpent, and the marrow in his bones +froze. Before he could succeed in reducing this awful feeling +to one of acute anxiety alone, he had to talk to himself and +explain things as to a child. + +"Then it is true, Troubles, old man," he said, "about a +person's tendency to go to the left. That's interesting, +isn't it? But what do we care? Being gifted with a certain +(flighty, it is true) intelligence, we will simply take pains, +and every step pull a little to the right; and that will make +us go straight. Come now-keep thinking about it-every step!" + +As the end of the day approached, a lull came in the gale, and +the snow fell less freely. The consequently widened horizon +of vision was eminently comforting, and Aladdin's unpleasant +feeling of anxiety almost disappeared. + +Suddenly he was aware of a red horse. + + + + +XVII + + +It was standing almost leg-clear, in an angle of what seemed a +drifted-over snake-fence. Its ugly, Roman-nosed head was +thrown up and out, as if about to neigh. + +"Poor beastie," said Aladdin, after a start. "You must be +direfful cold, but we'll ride you, and that will make you +warm, and us cold, and we'll all get along faster." + +Drawing near, he began to gentle the horse and call it pet +names. It was a huge brute, over seventeen hands high, and +Aladdin, aided only by a rickety fence, and a pair of legs +that would hardly support him, was appalled by the idea of +having to climb to that lofty eminence, its back. Without +doubt he was dreadfully tired. + +"The fence will help, old man" he said. "Here, you, pay +attention and get over." He tried to insinuate himself +between the horse and the fence, but the horse did not seem +inclined to move. + +"Get over, you!" he said, and gave a shove. The horse moved a +little, very unwillingly. "Farther yet," said Aladdin: "Get +over, you, get over." Again he shoved; this time harder. He +slapped the great shoulder with his open hand. And again the +horse moved, but very slowly. "You're an unwilling brute, +aren't you?" he said angrily. + +For answer the thing tottered, and, to his horror, began to +fall, at first slowly, but ever with accelerating speed, +until, in the exact attitude in which it had stood by the +fence,--the great Roman-nosed head thrown up and out, as if to +neigh,--he beheld the horse stretched before him on the +ground, and noted for the first time the awful death-like +glint of the yellow teeth through the parting of the lips. + +He went very gravely from that place, for he had been looking +upon death by freezing, and he himself was terribly cold, +terribly tired, and--he admitted it now--completely lost. + +But he went on for a long time--four or five hundred years. +And it grew darker and colder. + +He began to talk to himself, to try and steady himself, as he +had done ever since childhood at forsaken times. + +"Troubles," he said, "You're full of troubles, aren't you, old +man? You always were. But this is the worst. You can't walk +very much farther, can you? I can't. And if you don't get +helped by some one pretty soon, you're going to come to the +end of your troubles. And, Troubles, do you know, I think +that's what's going to happen to you and me, and I want you to +stand up to it if it comes [gulp] and face it like a man. Now +let's rest a little, Troubles, will we?" + +Troubles and Aladdin rested a little. When the rest was over +they could hardly move, and they began to see the end of a +young man that they had hoped would live a long time and be +very happy. They went on. + +"Troubles," said Aladdin, "do you suppose she knows that we +are out here, perhaps dying? We would know if she were, +wouldn't we? And do you think she cares? Liar, you know she +cares, and a lot. She wouldn't be she if she didn't care. +But we didn't think that all the years of waiting and hoping +and loving and trying to be something would end like this, did +we, Troubles? We thought that it might end with the godlike +Manners (whom we wouldn't help if he were freezing to death, +would we?), but not like this--O Lord God, not like this! . . . +And we weren't sure it would end with Manners; we were +going to fight it out to a mighty good finish, weren't we, +Troubles? But now it's going to end in a mighty good storm, +and you're going to die for all your troubles, Troubles . . . +And I'm talking to you so that we won't lose our sand, +even if we are afraid to die, and there's no one looking on." + +Though Aladdin stopped making talk in his head, the talk kept +going on by itself; and he suddenly shouted aloud for it to +stop. Then he began to whimper and shiver, for he thought +that his mind was going. + +Presently he shook himself. + +"Troubles," he said, "we've only a little farther to go--just +as far as our feet will carry us, and no farther. That's the +proper way to finish. And for God's sake keep sane. We won't +give her up yet!" + +Ten steps and years passed. + +"Troubles," said Aladdin, "we're going to call for help, and +if it don't come, which it won't, we're going to try and be +calm. It seems simplest and looks best to be calm." + +Aladdin stood there crying aloud for the help of man, but it +did not come. And then he cried for the help of God. And he +stood there waiting--waiting for it to come. + +"We must help ourselves, Troubles," he said, with a desperate +effort to be calm. "We've got ten steps left in us. Now, +then, one--two--" + +During the taking of those ten steps the snow ceased entirely +to fall, and black night enveloped the earth. + +Aladdin was all numb, and he wished to sleep, but he made the +ten steps into eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, before his +limbs refused to act, and he fell forward in the snow. He +managed to raise himself and crawl a little way. He saw a +light afar off, and guessing that it must be an angel, held +out his hands to it--and one of them encountered a something +in the dark. + +Even through his thick mitten it felt round and smooth and +colder than his fingers, like a ball of ice. Then Aladdin +laughed aloud, for he knew that his last walk upon earth had +been in the form of a silly circle. He had returned to the +dead horse, and his gloved hand was resting upon its frozen +eye. He shrieked with laughter and became heavy with a desire +to sleep. + +He sank deliciously down, and began to see showers of roses, +when it flashed upon him that this was not sleep, but death. + +It was like lifting prodigious dumb-bells to get his eyes to +open, and a return to consciousness was like the stabbing of +knives. But he opened his eyes and roused himself. + +"I won't give her up yet," he cried. + +And then, by the help of God Almighty, he crawled the whole +length of the horse. + +And fell asleep. + + + + +XVIII + + +It was a miserable, undressed thing wrapped in a horse-blanket +and a buffalo-robe that woke up in front of a red-hot stove +and remembered that it used to be Aladdin O'Brien. It had a +dreadful headache, and could smell whisky and feel warm, and +that for a long time was about all. Then it noticed that the +wall opposite was ragged with loosened wall-paper and in +places stripped of plaster, so that the lathing showed +through, and that in its own head--no, in the room beyond the +wall--an impatient stamping noise of iron on wood was +occurring at intervals. Then it managed to turn its head, and +it saw a big, beautiful man sitting on the end of an old +soapbox and smoking a pipe. Then it was seized with a +wrenching sickness, and the big man came quickly and held its +head and was very good to it, and it felt better and went to +sleep. After a while it descended into the Red Sea, with the +avowed intention of calling Neptune Red Renard to his face, +and when it got to the bottom, which was of red brick +sprinkled with white door-knobs that people kept diving for, +it became frightened and ran and ran until it came to the +bottom of an iceberg, that had roots like a hyacinth bulb and +was looking for a place to plant itself, and it climbed up to +the top of the iceberg, which was all bulrushes, and said, "I +beg your pardon, but I forgot; I must go back and make my +apologies." Then it woke up and spoke in a weak voice. + +"Peter Manners," said Aladdin, "come here." + +Manners came and sat on the floor beside him. + +"Feel better now?" he said. + +"Tell me--"said Aladdin. + +"Oh, stuff!" said Manners. + +"Manners," said Aladdin, "you don't look as if you hated me +any more." + +"You sleep," said Manners. "That's what you need." + +Aladdin thought for a long time and tried to remember what he +wanted to say, and shutting his eyes, to think better, fell +asleep. + +For the third time he awoke. Manners was back on the +soap-box, still as a sphinx, and smoking his pipe. + +"Please come and talk some more," said Aladdin. + +Again Manners came. + +"Tell me about it," said Aladdin. + +"You be good and go to sleep," said Manners. + +"What time is it?" + +"Nearly morning." + +"Still storming?" + +"No; stars out and warmer." + +Aladdin thought a moment. + +"Manners," he said, "please talk to me. How did you find me?" + +"Simply enough," said Manners. "I took the senator's cutter +out for a little drive, and got lost. Then I heard somebody +laughing, and I stumbled over you and your horse; that's all. +How the devil did you manage to lose your saddle and bridle?" + +"It was a dead horse," said Aladdin, and he shivered at the +recollection. + +"Quite so," said Manners. + +"It was the funniest thing," said Aladdin, and again he +shuddered with a kind of reminiscent revolt. "I pushed it, +and it fell over frozen to death." He was conscious of +talking nonsense. + +"Wait a minute, Manners," he said. "I'll be sensible in a +minute." + +Presently he told Manners about the horse. + +"I saw alight just then," he said, "and I thought it was an +angel." + +"It was I," said Manners, naively. + +"Yes, Manners, it was you," said Aladdin. + +He thought about an angel turning out to be Manners for a long +time. Then a terrible recollection came to him, and, in a +voice shaking with remorse and self-incrimination, he cried: + +"God help me, Manners, I would have let you freeze." + +Manners pulled at his pipe. + +"Manners," said Aladdin, "it's true I know it's true, because, +for all I knew, I was dying when I said it." + +Manners shook his head. + +"Oh, no," said Manners. + +"Make me think that," said Aladdin, with a quaver. "Please +make me think that if you can, for, God help me, I think I +would have let you freeze." + +"When I found you," said Manners, "I--I was sorry that the +Lord hadn't sent somebody else to you, and me to somebody +else. That was because you always hated me with no very good +reason, and a man hates to be hated, and so, to be quite +honest, I hated you back." + +"Right," said Aladdin, "right." + +Light began to come in through the windows, whose broken panes +Manners had stopped with crumpled wall-paper. + +"But when I got you here," said Manners, "and began to work +over you, you stopped being Aladdin O'Brien, and were just a +man in trouble." + +"Yes," said Aladdin, "it must be like that. It's got to be +like that." + +"At first," said Manners, "I worked because it seemed the +proper thing to do, and then I got interested, and then it +became terrible to think that you might die." + +"Yes," said Aladdin. His face was ghastly in the pre-sunrise +light. + +"You wouldn't get warm for hours," said Manners, "and I got so +tired that I couldn't rub any more, and so I stripped and got +into the blankets with you, and tried to keep you as warm as I +could that way." + +He paused to relight his pipe. + +Aladdin stared up at the tattered ceiling with wide, wondering +eyes. + +"When you got warm," said Manners, "I gave you all the rest of +the whisky, and I'm sorry it made you sick, and now you're as +fit as a fiddle." + +"Fit-as-a-fiddle," said Aladdin, slowly, as the wonder grew. +And then he began to cry like a little child. Manners waited +till he had done, and then wiped his face for him. + +"So you see," said Manners, simply, though with difficulty, +--for he was a man shy, to terror, of discussing his own +feelings,--"I can't help liking you now, and--and I hope you +won't feel so hard toward me any more." + +"I feel hard toward you!" said Aladdin. "Oh, Manners!" he +cried. "I thought all along that you were just a man that +knew about horses and dogs, but I see, I see; and I'm not +going to worship anybody any more except you and God, I'm +not!" + +Then he had another great long, hot cry. Manners waited +patiently till it was over. + +"Manners," said Aladdin, in a choky, hoarse voice, "I think +you're different from what you used to be. You look as if--as +if you 'd got the love of mankind in you." + +Manners did not answer. He appeared to be thinking of +something wonderful. + +"Do you think that's it?" cried Aladdin. + +Manners did not answer. + +"Can't I get it, too?" Aladdin cried. "Have I got to be +little and mean always? So help me, Manners, I don't love any +one but you and her." + +"You 're not fit to talk," said Manners, with great +gentleness. "You go to sleep." He arose, and going to the +door of the house, opened it a little way and looked out. + +"It's warm as toast out, Aladdin," he called. "There's going +to be a big thaw." He closed the door and went into the next +room, and Aladdin could hear him talking to the horse. After +a little he came back. + +"Greener says that she never was better stalled," he said. + +"Manners," said Aladdin, "have I been raving?" + +"Not been riding quite straight," said Manners. + +"How soon are we going to start?" said Aladdin. + +"We've got to wait till the snow's pretty well melted," said +Manners. "About noon, I think." + +Then, because he was very tired and sick and weak, and perhaps +a trifle delirious, Aladdin asked Manners if he would mind +holding his hand. Manners took the hand in his, and a thrill +ran up Aladdin's arm and all over him, till it settled +deliciously about his heart, and he slept. + +The sun rose, and dazzling beams of light filled the room. + + + + + + +BOOK II + + + + +"In this combat no man can imagine, unless he had seen and +heard as I did, what yelling and hideous roaring Apollyon made +all the time of the fight, he spake like a Dragon; and on the +other side, what sighs and groans burst from Christian's +heart. I never saw him all the while give so much as one +pleasant look, till he perceived he had wounded Apollyon with +his two-edged sword: then indeed he did smile and look +upward." + + + + + +XIX + + +Senator St. John, attended by Margaret, her maid, and a +physician, had made the arduous journey from Washington to +Portland without too much fatigue, and it seemed reasonable to +suppose that a long rest in his comfortable house, far from +the turmoil of public affairs, would do much to reinstate his +body after the savage attack of gout with complications to +which it had been subjected during six long weeks. Arrived at +Portland, he was driven to the house of his old friend Mr. +Blankinship, and helped to bed. Next morning he was seized +with acute pains in the region of the heart, and though his +valiant mind refused for a single moment to tolerate the +thought that the end might be near, was persuaded to send for +his daughter and his sons. + +Margaret was in the parlor with Aladdin. It was April, and +the whole land dripped. Through the open window, for the day +was warm, the moisture of the soaked ground and trees was +almost audible. Margaret had much to say to Aladdin, and he +to her; they had not met for several months. + +"I want to hear about Peter," said Aladdin--"all about him. +He met you, of course, and got you across the city?" + +"Yes, and his father came, too," said Margaret. "Such an +old dear--you never saw him, did you? He's taller than +Peter, but much thinner, and a great aristocrat. He's the +only man I ever saw that has more presence than papa. He +looks like a fine old bird, and you can see his skull very +plainly--especially when he laughs, if you know what I +mean. And he's really witty. He knows all about you and +wants you to go and stay with them sometime." Aladdin +sighed for the pure delight of hearing Margaret's voice +running on and on. He was busy looking at her, and did not +pay the slightest attention to what she said. "And the +girl came to lunch, Aladdin, and she is so pretty, but not +a bit serene like Peter, and the men are all wild about +her, but she doesn't care that--" + +"Doesn't she?" said Aladdin, annoyingly. + +"No, she doesn't!" said Margaret, tartly. "She says she's +going to be a horse-breaker or a nurse, and all the while she +kept making eyes at brother John, and he lost his poise +entirely and smirked and blushed, and I shouldn't wonder a bit +if he'd made up his mind to marry her, and if he has he will--" + +Aladdin caught at the gist of the last sentence. "Is that all +that's necessary?" he said. "Has a man only got to make up +his mind to marry a certain girl?" + +"It's all brother John would have to do," said Margaret, +provokingly. + +"Admitting that," said Aladdin, "how about the other men?" + +"Why," said Margaret, "I suppose that if a man really and +truly makes up his mind to get the girl he wants, he'll get +her." + +She looked at him with a grand innocence. Aladdin's heart +leaped a little. + +"But suppose two men made up their minds," said Aladdin, "to +get the same girl." + +"That would just prove the rule," said Margaret, refusing to +see any personal application, "because one of them would get +her, and the other would be the exception." + +"Would the one who spoke first have an advantage?" said +Aladdin. "Suppose he'd wanted her ever so long, and had tried +to succeed because of her, and"--he was warming to the +subject, which meant much to him--"had never known that there +was any other girl in the world, and had pinned all his faith +and hope on her, would he have any advantage?" + +"I don't know," said Margaret, rather dreamily. + +"Because if he would--" Aladdin reached forward and took one +of her hands in his two. + +She let it lie there, and for a moment they looked into each +other's eyes. Margaret withdrew her hand. + +"I know--I know," she said. "But you mustn't say it, 'Laddin +dear, because--somehow I feel that there are heaps of things +to be considered before either of us ought to think of that. +And how can we be quite sure? Anyway, if it's going to +happen--it will happen. And that's all I'm going to say, +'Laddin." + +"Tell me," he said gently, "what the trouble is, dear. Is it +this: do you think you care for me, and aren't sure? Is that +it?" + +She nodded gravely. Aladdin took a long breath. + +"Well," he said finally, "I believe I love you well enough, +Margaret, to hope that you get the man who will make you +happiest. I don't know," he went on rather gloomily, "that I'm +exactly calculated to make anybody happy, but," he concluded, +with a quavering smile, "I'd like to try." They shook hands +like the two very old friends they were. + +"We'll always be that, anyway," said Margaret. + +"Always," said Aladdin. + +"Mademoiselle!" Eugenie opened the parlor door and looked +cautiously in, after the manner of the French domestic. + +"What is it?" said Margaret in French. + +Aladdin listened with intense admiration, for he did not +understand a word. + +"Monsieur does not carry himself so well," said Eugenie, "and +he asks if mademoiselle will have the goodness to mount a +moment to his room." + +"I'll go at once." Margaret rose. "Papa's worse," she said to +Aladdin. "Will you wait?" + +"I am so sorry," said Aladdin. "No, I can't wait; I have to +get out the paper. I"--he smiled--"am announcing to an eager +public what general, in my expert opinion, is best fitted to +command the armies of the United States." + +"Of course there'll be fighting." + +"Of course - and in a day or two. Good-by." + +"Good-by." + +"I'll come round later and inquire about your father. Give +him my love." + +Margaret ran up-stairs to her father's room. He was in great +pain, but perfectly calm and collected. As Margaret entered, +the doctor went out, and she was alone with her father. + +"Are you feeling badly, dear?" she said. + +"I am feeling more easy than a moment ago," said the senator. +"Bring a chair over here, Peggy; we must have a little talk." + +She brought a little upright chair and sat down facing him, +her right hand nestling over one of his. + +"The doctor," said the senator, "considers that my condition +is critical." + +"Papa" + +"I disagree with him. I shall, I believe, live to see the end +of this civil riot, but I cannot be sure. So it behooves me +to ask my dear daughter a question." St. John asked it with +eagerness. "Which is it to be, Peggy?" + +She blushed deeply. + +"You are interested in Aladdin O'Brien?" + +Her head drooped a little. + +"Yes, papa." + +The senator sighed. + +"Thank you, dear," he said. "That is all I wanted to know. I +had hoped that it would be otherwise. Peggy," he said, "I +love that other young man like a son." + +"Peter?" + +"I have always hoped that you would see him as I have seen +him. I would be happy if I thought that I could leave you in +such strong young hands. I trust him absolutely." + +"Papa." + +"Well, dear?" + +"You don't like Aladdin?" + +"He is not steady, Margaret." The simple word was pregnant +with meaning as it fell from the senator. + +"You don't mean that he--that he's like--" + +"Yes, dear; I should not wish my youngest son to marry." + +"Poor boy," said Margaret, softly. + +"It's the Irish in him," said the senator. "He must do all +things to extremes. There, in a word, lies all his strength +and all his weakness." + +"You would be sorry if I married Aladdin?" + +"I should be afraid for your happiness. Do you love him?" + +"I am not sure, papa." + +"You are fond of Peter, aren't you?" + +She leaned forward till her cheek touched his. + +"Next to you and 'Laddin." + +The senator patted her shoulder, and thus they remained for +some time. + +A great shouting arose in the neighborhood. + +The senator sat bolt upright in bed. His nostrils began to +quiver. He was like an old war-horse that hears bugles. + +"Sumter?" he cried. "Sumter? Do I hear Sumter?" + +The shouting became louder. + +"Sumter?" he cried. "Have they fired upon Sumter?" + +Margaret flew to the window and threw it open. It acted upon +the shouting like the big swell of an organ, and the cries of +excitement filled the room to bursting. South Carolina had +clenched her hand and struck the flag in the face. + +The doctor rushed in. He paused flabbergasted at sight of the +man whom he had supposed to be dying. + +"Great God, man!" cried the senator, "can't you get my +clothes?" + +When he was dressed they brought him his whalebone stick. + +"Damn it, I can walk!" said he, and he broke the faithful old +thing over a knee that had not been bent for a month. + + + + +XX + + +New fervor of enlistment took place, and among the first to +enlist was Aladdin, and when his regiment met for organization +he was unanimously elected major. He had many friends. + +At first he thought that his duty did not lie where his heart +lay, because of his brother Jack, now fourteen, whom he had to +support. And then, the old promises coming to mind, he +presented himself one morning before Senator St. John. + +"Senator," he said, "you promised to do me a favor if I should +ever ask it." + +The senator thought of Margaret and trembled. + +"I have come to ask it." + +"Well, sir?" + +"I want to enlist, sir, but if I do there's nobody to look +after Jack." + +Again the senator thought of Margaret, and his heart warmed. + +"He shall live in my house, sir," said the senator, "as a +member of my family, sir." + +"God bless you, sir!" cried Aladdin. + +In a state of dancing glee he darted off to the "Spy" office +to see his chief. + +Mr. Blankinship was leaning against the post of the street +door, reading his own editorial in the morning issue. + +"Hallo, Mr. Blankinship!" cried Aladdin. + +"Hallo, Aladdin!" cried Mr. Blankinship, grinning at his +favorite. "Late as usual." + +"And for the last time, sir." + +"I know of only one good reason for such a statement." + +"It's it, sir!" + +Mr. Blankinship folded his paper carefully. His eyes were +red, for he had been up late the night before. + +"I'd go, too," he said simply, "if it wasn't for the mother." + + +The firm of John St. John & Brothers sat in its office. The +head of the firm was gorgeous in a new uniform; he had hurried +up from New York (where he had been paying vigorous court to +Ellen Manners, whom he had made up his mind to marry) in +order, as oldest, biggest, and strongest, to enlist for the +family in one of the home regiments. There lingered on his +lips the thrill of a kiss half stolen, half yielded, while in +his pockets were a number of telegrams since received, and the +usually grave and stern young man was jocular and bantering. +The two younger members of the firm were correspondingly +savage. + +"For God's sake, clear out of here," said Hamilton. "Your +shingle's down. Bul and I are running this office now." + +"Well, it's the chance of your lives, boys," said the frisky +colonel. "I'll have forgotten the law by the time I come +back." + +"Hope you may choke, John," said Hannibal, sweetly. + +"Don't allow smoking in here, do you, boys?" He got no +answer. It was a hard-and-fast rule which he himself had +instituted. + +"Well, here goes." He lighted a huge cigar and puffed it +insolently about the office. He surveyed himself in the +cracked mirror. + +"Cursed if a uniform isn't becoming to a man!" he said. + +"Chicken!" said Hamilton. + +"Puppy!" said Hannibal. + +"Titmouse!" said Hamilton. + +"Ant!" said Hannibal. + +John's grin widened. + +"Boys," he said, "you've got one swell looker in the family, +anyway, and you ought to be glad of that." + +The boys exchanged glances. + +Hannibal had upon his desk a pen-wiper which consisted of a +small sponge heavy with the ink of wiped pens. Hamilton had +beneath his desk an odd rubber boot which served him as a +scrap-basket. These ornamental missiles took John St. John in +the back of the head at about the same moment, the weight and +impetus of the boot knocking the cigar clean out of his mouth, +so that it dashed itself against the mirror. + +The gallant colonel turned, still grinning. "Which threw the +boot?" said he. + +"I did," said Hamilton. + +"Then you get the first licking." + +Hamilton met his brother's hostile if grinning advance with +the hardest blow that he could strike him over the left eye. +Then they clenched, and Hannibal joined the fray. The three +brothers, roaring with laughter, proceeded to inflict as much +damage to each other and the office as they jointly could. +Over and under they squirmed and contorted, hitting, tripping, +falling and rising. Desks went over, lawbooks strewed the +floor, ink ran, and finally the bust of George Washington, +which had stood over the inner door since the foundation of +the firm, came down with a crash. + +By this time the three brothers were helpless with laughter. +The combat ceased, and they sat upon the floor to survey the +damage. + +"You can't handle the old man yet, boys," said the colonel. +His left eye was closed, and his new uniform looked like the +ribbons hung on a May-pole. + +Hamilton was bleeding at the nose. Hannibal's lip was split. +The three looked at each other and shook with laughter. + +"I'm inclined to think we've had a healthy bringing-up," said +Hamilton between gasps. + +"Better move, colonel," said Hannibal; "you're sitting in a +pool of ink." + +"So I am," said the colonel, as the cold struck through his +new trousers. + +The laughter broke out afresh. + +Beau Larch, in the uniform of a private, appeared at the door. + +"Hallo, Beau!" + +"Come in." + +"Take a hand?" + +"Thank you, no," said Beau. "I just dropped in to tell you +fellows that we've just had a hell of a licking at Bull Run." + +"Us!" said the colonel, rising. + +"Us!" said Hamilton. "Licked!" + +"Us!" said Hannibal. + +"And I've got other news, too," said Beau, bashfully. "If I +stop drinking till my year's up, and don't ever drink any +more, Claire says she'll marry me." + +Hannibal was the first to shake his hand. + +"Boys," said Beau, "I hope if any of you ever sees me touch a +drop you'll strike me dead." + +He went out. + +"I'm going to find out about this," said John; "what did he +say the name of the licking was?" + +"Bull Run." + +"Bull Run. And I'll come back and tell you." + +He was starting to descend the steep stairs to the street, +when he caught the sound of snickers and creeping footsteps +behind him. He turned like a panther, but was not in time. +The heavily driven toes of the right boots of the younger St. +Johns lifted him clear of the stairs, and clean to the bottom +of them. There he sat, his uniform a thing of the past, his +left eye blackening and closed, and roars of laughter shaking +him. + +But Hamilton and Hannibal put the office more or less to +rights, and sat down gloomily at their respective desks. Up +till now they had faced being left behind, but this licking +was too much. Each brooded over it, while pretending to be up +to the ears in work. Hamilton wrote a letter, sealed it, +addressed it, and presently rose. + +"Bul," he said, and to Hannibal the whole manoeuver smacked +suspicious, "I'm going to run up and see the old man for a few +minutes." + +"All right," said Hannibal. + +Hamilton reached the door and turned. + +"By the way," he said, "I left a letter on my desk; wish you'd +put a stamp on it and mail it." + +He went out. + +Hannibal felt very lonely and fidgety. + +"I think I'll just mail that letter and get it off my mind," +he said. + +He put on his hat, licked a stamp, and crossed to his +brother's desk. The letter was there, right enough, but it +did not require a stamp, for on it was written but one word, +and that word was Hannibal. + +Hannibal tore open the envelop and read: + +DEAR OLD Bul :I can't stand it any longer, but you'll try and +not be mad with me for running off and leaving you to keep up +the old place alone, and damn it, Bul, two of us ought to go +anyway . . . . + +The letter ran on for a little in the same strain. Hannibal +put the letter in his pocket, and sat down at his brother's +desk. + +"It will kill the old man if we all go," he said. "And of all +three I'm the one with the best rights to go and get shot." + +He took from somewhere in his clothes a little gold locket, +flat and plain. Each of the St. John boys had carried one +since their mother's death. Facing her picture each had had +engraved the motto which he had chosen for himself to be his +watchword in life. In John's locket was engraved, "In fortis +vinces"; in Hamilton's, "Deo volente"; and in Hannibal's, +"Carpe diem." But in Hannibal's locket there was another +picture besides that of his mother. He opened the locket with +his thumb-nails and laid it on the desk before him. Presently +his eyes dimmed, and he looked beyond the locket. + +Hamilton St. John's ink-well was a globe of glass, with a hole +like a thimble in the top to contain ink. Hannibal found +himself looking at this, and noting the perfect miniature +reproduction of the big calendar on the wall, as it was +refracted by the glass. With his thoughts far away, his eyes +continued to look at the neat little curly calendar in the +ink-well. Presently it seemed to him that it was not a +calendar at all, but just a patch of bright green color--a +patch of bright green that became grass, an acre of it, a +ten-acre field, a great field gay with trampled flowers, +rolling hills, woods, meadows, fences, streams. Then he +saw, lying thickly over a fair region, broken guns, exploded +cannons, torn flags, horses and men contorted and sprung in +death; everywhere death and demolition. He wandered over +the field and came presently upon himself, scorched, mangled, +and dead under the wheel of a cannon. + +After a little it seemed to him that the field of battle +shrank until it became again the calendar. But there was +something odd about that calendar; the dates were queer. It +read July, right enough; but this was the year 1861, whereas +the calendar bore the date 1863. And why was there a cross to +mark the third day of July? Hannibal came to with a shock; +but he could have sworn that he had not been asleep. + +"God is very--very good!" he said solemnly. + +Then he opened his pen-knife, and scratched a deep line of +erasure through the "Carpe diem" in his locket, and +underneath, cutting with great pains, he inserted a date, +"July 3, 1863," and the words "Nunc dimittis." Below that he +cut "Te Deum laudamus." + +He looked once more at the picture of his mother and at the +picture that was not of his mother, shut the little gold case, +and put it back in his pocket. + +Then he inked on the white inside of a paper-box cover, in +large letters, these words: + +This office will not be opened until the end of the war. + +That office was never opened again. + + + + +XXI + + +The lives of sixty million people had become suddenly full of +drill, organization, uniforms, military music, flags, hatred, +love, and self-sacrifice, and the nations of the Old World +stood about, note-book in hand, like so many medical students +at a clinic: could a heart, cut in two, continue to supply a +body with blood after the soul had been withdrawn? And the +nations of the Old World hoped that there would be enough +fresh meat left on the carcass for them to feed on, when the +experiment should be at an end. Mother England was +particularly hungry, and dearly hoped to have the sucking of +the eggs which she herself had laid. + +It was a great time for young men, and Margaret shed secret +tears on behalf of five of them. It had fallen upon her to +tell the old man that his three sons had enlisted, and that +task had tortured her for an hour before she had dared go and +accomplish it. + +"Papa," she said, "Ham has enlisted, and so has Bul." + +The senator had not moved a muscle. + +"It was only a question of time," he said. "I wish that I had +begotten a dozen others." + +He had borrowed her well-marked Bible from old Mrs. +Blankinship and read Isaiah at a gulp. Then he had sought out +his boys and bantered them on their new clothes. + +Margaret sat very still for a long time after the interview +with her father. She knew that Bul, whom she loved best of +her brothers, was going to be killed. She had never before +seen his face so serenely happy as when he came to tell her +that he had sworn in, nor had she ever before seen that +unexplainable phenomenon, known variously as fate, doom, +numbered, Nemesis, written upon a face. And there were others +who might be taken. + +Aladdin came in for a moment to give her the news. He was +nervous with enthusiasm, and had been working like a horse. +His regiment was to leave Friday for the front; he could stay +but a minute; he had only dashed in on his way to drill. +Would she care to come? Quite right; there was nothing much +to look at. He talked as cheerfully and as rapidly as a +mountain brook runs. And then he gave his best piece of news, +and looked almost handsome as he gave it. + +"Peter's here," he said. "He's outside talking to the +senator. He looks simply stunning, and he's a whole lot of +things on a staff--assistant adjutant-general with the rank of +a colonel; and he's floated up here on a dash against time to +say good-by to us." + +Aladdin's face puckered. + +"You and Peter and I, Margaret," he said, "Lord, what a +muddle!" + +"I'm terribly blue, old man," said Margaret, "and it hurts to +have you say things like that." + +Instantly Aladdin was all concern. + +"You know I wouldn't hurt you purposely," he said, "but I'm +terribly blue, too, dear, and one tries to keep up and says +asinine things, and"--he smiled, and his smile was very +winning--"is at once forgiven by an old dear." + +She held out her hand and gave his a friendly squeeze. + +"You old darling!" he said, and ran out. + +She followed him into the hall, and met Manners, who had just +parted from the senator at the front door. His uniform was +wonderfully becoming. + +"Is it Peter?" + +They shook hands. + +"Never," she said, "have I seen anything so beautiful!" + +Peter blushed (looking even more beautiful, for he hated to be +talked about). + +"Where was 'Laddin going?" he said. "He went by me like a +shot out of a gun, and had only time to pull my hat over my +eyes and squeal Peeeter." + +"He's very important now," said Margaret, "and wonders how +anybody can want to write things and be a poet or a musician +when there are real things to do in the world." + +Peter looked at his watch. + +"Isn't that the least bit rude?" said Margaret. + +"No," said Peter; "my train back leaves in one hour, and I +could better afford to lose my chances of heaven. I had no +business to come, as it was. But I had to come." + +Margaret sighed. She had hoped that it would not happen so +soon. He followed her into the parlor and closed the door +behind him. + +"First, Margaret," he said, "I'm going to tell you something +that may surprise you a little. It did me; it was so sudden. +My sister Ellen is going to be married." + +"Ellen!" exclaimed Margaret. "Why, she always said--" +"It's only been arranged in the last few days," said Peter, +"by many telegrams. I was told to tell you." + +"Is he nice?" + +"Yes. He's a good chap." + +"Rich?" + +"Well--rather rising than rich." + +"Who is it?" + +"Your brother John." + +"My dear Peter--" + +"No--I never did, either!" + +"Isn't that splendid!" + +Peter pulled a grave face. + +"Yes--and no," he said. + +"I hope you're not going to be insolent," said Margaret. + +"It depends on what you call insolent. My father, you see, +objects very much to having Ellen go out of the family, but he +says that he can learn to bear that if the only other girl in +the world will come into the family." + +Manners' voice had become husky toward the last of the +sentence, and perhaps not husky so much as hungry. Margaret +knew better than to say anything of the kind, but she couldn't +help looking as innocent as a child and saying: + +"Won't she?" + +"How do I know?" said Peter. "I have come to ask her." + +He looked so very strong and manly and frank that Margaret, +whose world had been terribly blue recently, was half tempted +to throw herself into his arms and cry. + +"O Peter!" she said pitifully. + +He came and sat beside her on the sofa, and drew her close to +him. + +"My darling," he said brokenly. + +A great sense of trust and security stole over Margaret, but +she knew that it was not love. Yet for a moment she +hesitated, for she knew that if she took this man, his arm +would always be about her, and he would always--always--always +be good to her. As she sat there, not trusting herself to +speak, she had her first doubt of Aladdin, and she wondered if +he loved her as much--as much as he loved Aladdin. Then she +felt like a traitor. + +For a little neither could find any words to say. So still +they sat that Margaret could hear the muffled ticking of +Peter's watch. At length Peter spoke. + +"What shall I tell my father?" he said. + +"Tell him--" said Margaret, and her voice broke. + +"Aren't you sure, darling--is that it?" + +She nodded with tears in her eyes. + +He took his arm from round her waist, and she felt very +lonely. + +"But I'm always going to love you," he said. + +She felt still more alone. + +"Peter," she said, "I can't explain things very well, but I +--I--don't want you to go away feeling as if--" + +Manners' eyes lifted up. + +"As if it was all over?" he asked eagerly. + +"Almost that, Peter," she said. "I--I can't say yes now--but +God knows, Peter, perhaps sometime--I--I can." + +She was thinking of the flighty and moody Aladdin, who had +loved her so long, and whom (she suddenly realized in spite +of the words just spoken) she loved back with all her heart +and soul. + +Honor rose hot in her to give Peter a final answer now and +forever--no. But she looked into his eyes and could not. +He looked at his watch. + +"Margaret dear," he said, "I've got to go. Thanks for +everything, and for the hope and all, and--and I may never +see you again, but if I do, will you give me my answer then?" + +"I will," said Margaret, "when I see you again." + +They rose. + +"May I kiss you, Margaret?" he said. + +"Certainly, Peter." + +He kissed her on the cheek, and went away with her tears on +his lips. + +A newly organized fife-and-drum corps marched by struggling +with "The Girl I Left Behind Me." + +In those days the most strangled rendering of that tune would +bring lumps into the throats of those that heard. + + + + +XXII + + +Hannible and Hamilton were privates in the nth regiment, +Aladdin was major, and John was colonel. If any of them +had the slightest military knowledge, it was Aladdin. Not +in vain had he mastered the encyclopedia from Safety-lamps +to Stranglers. He could explain with strange words and in +long, balanced sentences everything about the British +army that began with an S, except only those things whose +second letter stood farther down in the alphabet than +T. But the elements of knowledge kept dropping in, at +first on perfunctory calls, visitors that disappeared +when you turned to speak with them, but that later came +to stay. The four young men were like children with a +"roll-the-seven-number-eight-shot-into-the-middle" puzzle. +They could make a great rattling with the shot, and +control their tempers; that was about all. Later they +were to form units in the most efficient and intelligent +large body of men that the world ever saw, with the possible +exception of the armies it was to be pitted against; but +those, it must be owned, were usually smaller, though, in the +ability of their commanders to form concentration, often of +three times the size. They learned that it is cheaper to let +a company sleep in tents upon hard ground of a rainy night +than to lodge them in a neighboring hotel at one's own +expense, and that going the rounds in pitch-darkness grows +less thrilling in exact ratio to the number of times you do +it, and finally, even in sight of the enemy's lines, becomes +as boring as waltzing with a girl you don't like. They began +to learn that cleanliness is next to godliness only in times +of peace, and that food is the one god, and the stomach his +only prophet. They learned that the most difficult of all +duties is to keep the face straight when the horse of a +brother officer who mounts for the first time is surprised to +vehemence by its first experience with a brass band. + +Aladdin was absolutely equal to the occasion, and developed +an astonishing talent for play-acting, and, it is to be +feared, strutted a little, both in the bosom of his soul and +on the parade-ground. It was only when he looked at two of +the "tall men on the right," Hamilton and Hannibal St. John, +who had chosen humble parts that they might serve under their +brother, that he felt properly small and resented himself. +Sometimes, too, he searched his past life and could find in +it only one brave deed, his swim down the river, and he +wondered with an awful wonder what he would do when the +firing began. He need not have troubled: he was of too +curious and inquiring a disposition to be afraid of most +things. And he was yet to see proved on many Southern fields +that a coward is, if anything, a rarer bird than a white +quail. Only once in action did Aladdin see a man really show +the white feather. The man had gone into the army from a +grocery-store, and was a very thin, small specimen with a +very big, bulbous head; and, like many others of his class, +proved to be a perfect fire-eater in battle, and a regular +buzzard to escape fever and find food. But during the famous +seven days before Richmond a retreat was ordered of a part of +the line which the Buzzard helped compose, and he was +confronted by the necessity, for his friends were hastening +him from behind, of crossing a gully by means of a somewhat +slender fallen tree. It was then that Aladdin saw him show +fear. Bullets tore up the bark of the tree, and pine +needles, clipped from the trees overhead, fell in showers. +But he did not mind that. It was the slenderness and +instability of the fallen tree that froze the marrow in his +bones: would it bear his one hundred and twenty-four pounds, +or would it precipitate him, an awful drop of ten feet, into +the softest of muds at the bottom of the gully, where a +sickeningly striped but in reality harmless water-snake lay +coiled? + +Finally, pale and shaking, he ventured on the log, got +half-way across, turned giddy, and fell with such a howl +of terror that it was only equaled in vehemence by the +efforts of the snake to get out of the way. After which +the Buzzard picked himself up, scrambled out, and +continued his retreat, scraping his muddied boots among +the fallen leaves as he went. "Some talk of Alexander +and some of Hercules," but it may be that an exceedingly +giddy elevation coupled with a serpent would have made +shivering children of both those heroes. To each his +own fear. Margaret's and Aladdin's was the same they +both feared Aladdin. + +That afternoon the regiment was to leave for the front, and +Aladdin went to bid Margaret good-by. She and her father +were still staying with the Blankinships. + +They had a very satisfactory talk, beginning with the +beginning of things, and going over their long friendship, +laughing, remembering, and regretting. Jack was to live with +the St. Johns, and they talked much of him, and of old Mrs. +Brackett, and of affairs at home. Jack about this time was +in the seventh hell of despair, for his extreme youth had +prevented him from bringing to its triumphant conclusion a +pleasant little surprise, consisting of a blue uniform, which +he had planned for himself and others. No love of country +stirred the bosom of the guileless Jack; only hatred of +certain books out of which he was obliged to learn many +useless things, such as reading, writing, spelling, and +arithmetic. Besides, word had come to him that persimmons +were to be had for the picking and chickens for the +broiling in that country toward which the troops were +heading. And much also had he heard concerning the beauty +of Southern maidens, and of the striped watermelons in +the watermelon-patch. And so he was to be left behind, +and God was not good. + +Toward the end their talk got very serious. + +"I'm going to turn over a new leaf," said Aladdin, "and be +better things, Margaret, and you must save up a lot of pride +to have in me if I do, and perhaps it will all come right in +the end." + +"You know how fond I am of you," said Margaret, "and because +I am, and because you're all the big things that are hard to +be, I want you to be all the little things that ought to be +so easy to be. That doesn't seem very plain, but I mean--" + +"I know exactly what you mean," said Aladdin. "Don't you +suppose I know myself pretty well by this time, and how far +I've got to climb before I have a ghost of a right to tell +you what I tell you every time I look at you?" + +Aladdin rose. + +"Margaret," he said, "this time I'm going like an old friend. +If I make good and live steady, as I mean to do, I shall come +back like a lover. Meanwhile you shall think all things +over, and if you think that you can care for me, you shall +tell me so when I come back. And if you conclude that you +can't, you shall tell me. I'm not going to ask you to marry +me now, because in no way am I in a position to. But if I +come back and say to you, 'Margaret, I have turned into a man +at last,' you will know that I am telling the truth and am in +a position to ask anything I please. For I shall come back +without a cent, but with a character, and that's everything. +I shall not drink any more, and every night I shall pray to +God to help me believe in Him. But, Margaret, I may not come +back at all. If I don't it will be for one of two reasons. +Either I shall fail in becoming worthy to kiss the dust under +your blessed feet, or I shall be killed. In the first case, +I beg that you will pray for me; but in the second I pray +that you will forget all that was bad in me and only remember +what was good. And so, darling--" his voice broke, "because +I am a little afraid of death and terribly afraid of +myself--" + +She came obediently into his arms, and knew what it was to be +kissed by the man she loved. + +"Aladdin," she said, "promise that nothing except--" + +"Death?" said Aladdin. + +"--that nothing, nothing except death--shall keep you from +coming back." + +"If I live," said Aladdin, "I will come back." + +Everybody of education knows that Lucy Locket lost her pocket +and that Betty Pringle found it without a penny "in it" (to +rhyme with "found it "), but everybody does not know that the +aforementioned Lucy Locket had a tune composed for her +benefit that has thrilled the hearts of more sons of the +young republic when stepping to battle than any other tune, +past, present, or to come. There is a martial vigor and a +tear in "The Girl I Left Behind Me"; some feet cannot help +falling into rhythm when they hear the "British Grenadiers"; +North and South alike are possessed with a do-or-die madness +when the wild notes of "Dixie" rush from the brass; and "John +Brown's Body" will cause the dumb to sing. But it is the +farcical little quickstep known by the ridiculous name of +"Yankee Doodle" which the nations would do well to consider +when straining the patience of the peace-loving and United +States. + +And so they marched down the street to the station, and the +tall men walked on the right and the little men on the left, +and the small boys trotted alongside, and the brand-new flags +flung out, and bouquets were thrown, and there were cheers +from the heart up all along the line. But ever the saucy +fifes sang, and the drums gaily beat + + Yankee Doodle came to town + Riding on a pony, + Stuck a feather in his Hat, + And called it macaroni. + +At the station the emotions attendant on departure found but +one voice. The mother said to the son what the sweetheart +said to the lover, and the sister to the brother. Nor was +this in any manner different from what the brother, lover, +and son said to the sister, sweetheart, and mother. It was +the last sentence which bleeding hearts supply to lips at +moments of farewell: + +"Write to me." + +And the supercilious little quickstep went on: + + Yankee Doodle came to town + Riding on a pony, + Stuck a feather in his Hat, + And called it macaroni. + + + + +XXIII + + +A tongue of land with Richmond (built, like another capital +beginning with R, on many hills) for its major root, and a +fortification vulgarly supposed to be of the gentler sex for +its tip, is formed by the yellow flow of the James and York +rivers. To land an army upon the tip of this tongue, march +the length of it and extract the root, after reducing it to a +reminiscence, was the wise plan of the powers early in the +year 1862. To march an army of preponderous strength through +level and fertile country, flanked by friendly war-ships and +backed by unassailable credit; to meet and overcome a much +smaller and far less rich army, intrenched behind earthworks +of doubtful formidableness, and finally to besiege and +capture an isolated city of more historic than strategic +advantages, seemed on the face of it as easy as rolling a +barrel downhill or eating when hungry. But the level, +fertile country was discovered to be very muddy, its supply +of rain from heaven unparalleled in nature, its streams as +deadly as arsenic, and its topography utterly different from +that assigned to it in any known geography. Furthermore, in +its woods, and it was nearly all woods, dwelt far more +mosquitos than there are lost souls in Hades, and each +mosquito had a hollow spike in his head through which he not +only could but would squirt, with or without provocation, the +triple compound essence of malaria into veins brought up on +oxygen, and on water through which you could see the pebbles +at the bottom. A bosom friend of the mosquito, and some say +his paramour, was little Miss Tick. Of the two she was +considerably the more hellish, and forsook her dwelling-places +in the woods for the warm flesh of soldiers where it is +rosiest, next the skin. The body, arms, and legs of Miss +Tick could be scratched to nothing by poisonous finger-nails, +but her detached head was eternal, and through eternity she +bit and gnawed and sometimes laughed in the hollow of her +black soul. For the horses, mules, and cattle there were +shrubs which disagreed with them, and gigantic horse-flies. +And for the general at the head of the vast body of +irritation there was an opposing army whose numbers he +overrated, and whose whereabouts he kept discovering +suddenly. It is said that during the Peninsular campaign the +buzzards were so well nourished that they raised a second +brood. + +While the army was still in the vicinity of Fort Monroe, +numbers of officers secured leave to ride over to Newport +News and view the traces of the recent and celebrated naval +fight, which was to relegate wooden battle-ships to the +fireplace. Aladdin was among those to go. At this time he +was in great spirits, for it had been brought home to him +that he was one of the elect, one of those infinitely rare +and godlike creatures whom mosquitos do not bite nor ticks +molest. His nights were as peaceful as the grave, and the +poisonous drinking-waters glanced from his rubber +constitution. Besides, he had forsaken his regimental duties +to enjoy a life of constant variety upon the staff of a +general, and had begun to feel at home on horseback. +It was one of those radiant, smiling days, which later on +were to become rarer than charity, and the woods were +positively festive with sunshine. And the temperature was +precisely that which brings to a young man's fancy thoughts +of love. So that it was in the nature of a shock to come +suddenly upon the shore and behold for the first time the +finality of war. There was no visible glory about it. What +had happened to the Cumberland and the Congress was +disappointingly like what would happen to two ships destroyed +in shallow water. The masts of the Cumberland, slightly off +the vertical and still rigged, projected for half their +length from the yellow surface of the river. That was all. +Some distance to the left and half submerged was a blackened +and charred mass that bore some resemblance to a ship that +had once been proud and tall, and known by the name of +Congress. That was all. Aladdin had hoped that war would be +a little more like the pictures. + +As he rode back, pondering, toward the encampment, however, +he came upon something which was truly an earnest of what was +to come. There were so many buzzards perched in the trees of +a certain wood that he turned in to see what they had. He +came upon it suddenly, just beyond a cheerful bush of holly, +and the buzzards stepped reluctantly back until he had +looked. It was only a horse. Some of the buzzards, heavy +with food, raised their eyelids heavily and looked at +Aladdin, and then lapsed back into filthy sleep. Others, not +yet satiated, looked upon him querulously, and suggested as +much as looks can suggest that he go, and trouble them no +more. Others, the newly arrived and ravenous, swooped above +the trees, so that dark circles were drawn over the fallen +sunlight. Now a buzzard opened and closed its wings, and now +one looked from the horse to Aladdin, and back, fretfully, to +the horse. There seemed to be hundreds of them, dark and +dirty, with raw heads and eyelids. Aladdin sat solemn and +motionless upon his horse, but he could feel the cold sweat +of horror running down his sides from under his arms, and the +bristling of his hair. He wanted to make a great noise, to +shout, to do anything, but he did not dare. It would have +been breaking the rules. In that assembly no sound was +allowed, for the meeting was unholy and wicked and worked +with hurried stealth, so that the attention of God should not +be drawn. Aladdin knew that he had no right to be there, +that without knocking he had entered the bedroom of horror +and found her naked in the arms of lust. He turned and rode +away shivering and without looking back. He had not ridden +the distance between two forest trees before the carcass was +again black with the descending birds, and the blood streamed +to their bills. + +The Peninsular campaign developed four kinds of men: the +survivors, the wounded, the dead, and the missing. When the +campaign was over Aladdin sometimes woke starting in the +night to think of those missing and of what he had seen in +the woods. + + + + +XXIV + + +The tedious locomotion of an army and the incessant +reluctance of the battle to be met will try a sinner; but a +scarcity of tobacco and constantly wet feet will try a saint. +Aladdin was somewhat of both. But in the fidgety gloom which +presently settled upon man and beast, his, great Irish gift +of cheerfulness shone like a star. He even gave up longing +for promotion, and strained his mind to the cracking-point +for humorous verses and catching tunes. He went singing up +the Peninsula, and thumped the gay banjo by the camp-fire, +and was greatly beloved by the foot-sore and sick. He had +given up worrying about what he would do in battle, for there +were much more important things to think about. + +Battles are to soldiers what Christmas trees are to children: +you must wait, wait, and wait for them, and forever wait; and +when they do come the presents are apt to be a little tawdry. +And you are only envied by the other little children who +didn't really see what you really got. The most comforting +man in the army was one minister of the gospel, and the most +annoying was another. The first had the divine gift of +story-telling and laughter, and the second thanked God +because the soldiers had run out of their best friend, +tobacco, which he described through his nose as "filthy +weed," "vile narcotic," or "pernicious hell-plant." And they +both served the Lord as hard as they could--and they both +suffered from dysentery. + +As the days passed and the temperature of the army rose, and +its digestion became permanently impaired, Aladdin, by giving +out, and constantly, all that was best in himself, became +gradually exhausted. He found himself telling stories as +many as three times to the same man, and he began to steal +from the poets and musicians that he knew in order to keep +abreast of his own original powers of production. He even +went so far as to draw inspiration from men of uneven heights +stood in line: he would hum the intervals as scored by their +heads on an imaginary staff and fashion his tune accordingly, +but this tended to a somewhat compressed range and was not +always happy in its results. His efforts, however, were +appreciated, and the emaciated young Irishman became a most +exceptional prophet, and received honor in his own land. + +For the rest, being a staff-officer, he was kept busy and +rode hundreds of extra miles through the rain. It was a +large army, as inexperienced as it was large, and it stood in +great need of being kept in contact with itself. If you +lived at one end of it and wanted to know what was going on +at the other end, you had to travel about as far as from New +York to New Haven. The army proper, marching by fours, +stretched away through the wet lands for forty miles. A +fly-bitten tail of ambulances and wagons, with six miserable +horses or six perfectly happy mules attached to each, added +another twenty miles. At the not always attained rate of +fifteen miles a day the army could pass a given point in four +days. To the gods in Olympus it would have appeared to have +all the characteristic color and shape of an angleworm, +without, however, enjoying that reptile's excellent good +health. If the armies of Washington, Cornwallis, Clive, +Pizarro, Cortes, and Christian de Wet had been added to it, +they would have passed unnoticed in the crowd. And the +recurring fear of the general in command of this army was +that the army he sought would prove to be twice as big. So +speculation was active between the York and James rivers. + +In the minds of the soldiers a thousand years passed, and +then there was a little fight, and they learned that they +were soldiers. And so did the other army. Another thousand +years passed, and it seemed tactful to change bases. +Accordingly, that which had been arduously established on a +muddy river called the Chickahominy (and it was very far from +either of those two good things) was forsaken, and the host +began to be moved toward the James. This move would have +been more smoothly accomplished if the enemy had not +interfered. They, however, insisted upon making history, +turning a change of base into a nominal retreat, and +begetting in themselves a brass-bound and untamable spirit +which it took vast wealth and several years to humble. From +Gaines's Mill to the awful brow of Malvern Hill there were +thunder and death. Forty thousand men were somewhat +needlessly killed, wounded, or (as one paradoxical account +has it) "found missing." + +Aladdin missed the fight at Malvern Hill and became wounded +in a non-bellicose fashion. His general desired to make a +remark to another general, and writing it on a piece of thin +yellow paper, gave it to him to deliver. He rode off to the +tune of axes,--for a Maine regiment was putting in an hour in +undoing the stately work of a hundred years,--trotted fifteen +miles peacefully enough, delivered his general's remark, and +started back. Then came night and a sticky mist. Then the +impossibility of finding the way. Aladdin rode on and on, +courageously if not wisely, and came in time to the dimly +discernible outbuildings of a Virginia mansion. They stood +huddled dark and wet in the mist, which was turning to rain, +and there was no sign of life in or about them. Aladdin +passed them and turned into an alley of great trees. By +looking skyward he could keep to the road they bounded. As +he drew near the mansion itself a great smell of box and +roses filled his nostrils with fragrance. But to him, +standing under the pillared portico and knocking upon the +door, came no word of welcome and no stir of lights. He gave +it up in disgust, mounted, and rode back through the rich mud +to the stables. Had he looked over his shoulder he might +have seen a face at one of the windows of the house. + +He found a door of one of the stables unlocked, and went in, +leading his horse. Within there was a smell of hay. He +closed the door behind him, unsaddled, and fell to groping +about in the dark. He wanted several armfuls of that hay, +and he couldn't find them. The hay kept calling to his nose, +"Here I am, here I am"; but when he got there, it was hiding +somewhere else. It was like a game of blindman's-buff. Then +he heard the munching of his horse and knew that the sought +was found. He moved toward the horse, stepped on a rotten +planking, and fell through the floor. Something caught his +chin violently as he went through, and in a pool of filthy +water, one leg doubled and broken under him, he passed the +night as tranquilly as if he had been dosed with laudanum. + + + + +XXV + + +Aladdin came to consciousness in the early morning. He was +about as sick as a man can be this side of actual +dissolution, and the pain in his broken leg was as sharp as a +scream. He lay groaning and doubled in the filthy half-inch +of water into which he had fallen. About him was darkness, +but overhead a glimmer of light showed a jagged and cruel +hole in the planking of the stable floor. Very slowly, for +his agony was unspeakable, he came to a realization of what +had happened. He called for help, and his voice was thick +and unresonant, like the voice of a drunken man. His +horse heard him and neighed. Now and again he lapsed into +semi-unconsciousness, and time passed without track. Hours +passed, when suddenly the glimmer above him brightened, and +he heard light footsteps and the cackling of hens. He called +for help. Instantly there was silence. It continued a long +time. Then he heard a voice like soft music, and the voice +said, "Who's there?" + +A shadow came between him and the light, and a fair face that +was darkened looked down upon him. + +"For God's sake take care," he said. "Those boards are +rotten." + +"You 're a Yankee, aren't you?" said the voice, sweetly. + +"Yes," said Aladdin, "and I'm badly hurt." + +The voice laughed. + +"Hurt, are you?" it said. + +"I think I've broken my leg," said Aladdin. "Can you get +some one to help me out of this?" + +"Reckon you're all right down there," said the voice. + +Aladdin revolved the brutality of it in his mind. + +"Do you mean to say that you're not going to help me?" he +said. + +"Help you? Why should I?" + +Aladdin groaned, and could have killed himself for groaning. + +"If you don't help me," he said, and his voice broke, for he +was suffering tortures, "I'll die before long." + +A perfectly cool and cruel "Well?" came back to him. + +"You won't help me?" + +"No." + +Anger surged in his heart, but he spoke with measured +sarcasm. + +"Then," he said, "will you at least do me the favor of +getting from between me and God's light? If I die, I may go +to hell, but I prefer not to see devils this side of it, +thank you." + +The girl went away, but presently came back. She lowered +something to him on a string. "I got it out of one of your +holsters," she said. + +Aladdin's fingers closed on the butt of a revolver. + +"It may save you a certain amount of hunger and pain," she +said. "When you are dead, we will give it to one of our men, +and your horse too. He's a beauty." + +"I hope to God he may--" began Aladdin. + +"Pretty!" said the girl. + +She went away, and he heard her clucking to the chickens. +After a time she came back. Aladdin was waiting with a plan. + +"Don't move," he said, "or you'll be shot." + +"Rubbish!" said the girl. She leaned casually back from the +hole, and he could hear her moving away and clucking to the +chickens. Again she returned. + +"Thank you for not shooting," she said. + +There was no answer. + +"Are you dead?" she said. + +When he came to, there was a bright light in Aladdin's eyes, +for a lantern swung just to the left of his head. + +"I thought you were dead," said the girl, still from her +point of advantage. The lantern's light was in her face, +too, and Aladdin saw that it was beautiful. + +"Won't you help me?" he said plaintively. + +"Were you ever told that you had nice eyes?" said the girl. + +Aladdin groaned. + +"It bores you to be told that?" + +"My dear young lady," said Aladdin, "if you were as kind as +you are beautiful--" + +"How about your horse kicking me to a certain place? That +was what you started to say, you know." + +"Lady--lady," said Aladdin, "if you only knew how I'm +suffering, and I'm just an ordinary young man with a +sweetheart at home, and I don't want to die in this hole. +And now that I look at you," he said, "I see that you're not +so much a girl as an armful of roses." + +"Are you by any chance--Irish?" said the girl, with a laugh. + +"Faith and of ahm that," said Aladdin, lapsing into full +brogue; "oi'm a hireling sojer, mahm, and no inimy av yours, +mahm." + +"What will you do for me if I help you?" said the girl. + +"Anything," said Aladdin. + +"Will you say 'God save Jefferson Davis, President of the +Confederate States of America,' and sing 'Dixie'--that is, if +you can keep a tune. 'Dixie''s rather hard." + +"I'll 'God bless Jefferson Davis and every future President +of the Confederate States, if there are any,' ten million +times, if you'll help me out, and--" + +"Will you promise not to fight any more?" + +A long silence. + +"No." + +"You needn't do the other things either," said the girl, +presently. Her voice, oddly enough, was husky. + +"I thought it would be good to see a Yankee suffer," she said +after a while, "but it isn't." + +"If you could let a ladder down," said Aladdin, "I might be +able to get up it." + +"I'll get one," said the girl. Then she appeared to reflect. +"No," she said; "we must wait till dark. There are people +about, and they'd kill you. Can you live in that hole till +dark?" + +"If you could throw down a lot of hay," said Aladdin. "It's +very wet down here and hard." + +The girl went, and came with a bundle of hay. + +"Look out for the lantern," she called, and threw the hay +down to him. She brought, in all, seven large bundles and +was starting for the eighth, when, by a special act of +Providence, the flooring gave again, and she made an +excellent imitation of Aladdin's shute on the previous +evening. By good fortune, however, she landed on the soft +hay and was not hurt beyond a few scratches. + +"Did you notice," she said, with a little gasp, "that I +didn't scream?" + +"You aren't hurt, are you?" said Aladdin. + +"No," she said; "but--do you realize that we can't get out, +now?" + +She made a bed of the hay. + +"You crawl over on that," she said. + +Aladdin bit his lips and groaned as he moved. + +"It's really broken, isn't it?" said the girl. Aladdin lay +back gasping. + +"You poor boy," she said. + + + + +XXVI + + +The girl borrowed Aladdin's pocket-knife and began whittling +at a fragment of board. Then she tore several yards of +ruffle from her white petticoat, cut his trouser leg off +below the knee, cut the lacings of his boot, and bandaged his +broken leg to the splint she had made. All that was against +a series of most courteous protests, made in a tearful voice. + +When she had done, Aladdin took her hand in his and kissed +the fingers. + +"They're the smallest sisters of mercy I ever saw," said he. +She made no attempt to withdraw her hand. + +"It was stupid of me to fall through," she said. + +"Isn't there any possible way of getting out?" + +"No; the walls are stone." + +"O Lord!" said Aladdin. + +"I'm glad I repented before I fell through," said the girl. + +"So am I," said Aladdin. + +"What were you doing in our stable?" said the girl. + +"I got lost, and came in for shelter." + +"You came to the house first. I heard you knocking, and saw +you from the window. But I wouldn't let you in, because my +father and brother were away, and besides, I knew you were a +Yankee." + +"It was too dark to see my uniform." + +"I could tell by the way you rode." + +"Is it as bad as that?" + +"No--but it's different." + +The girl laid her hand on Aladdin's forehead. + +"You've got fever," she said. + +"It doesn't matter," said Aladdin, politely. + +"Does your leg hurt awfully?" + +"It doesn't matter." + +"Did any one ever tell you that you were very civil for a +Yankee?" + +"It doesn't matter," said Aladdin. + +She looked at him shrewdly, and saw that the light of reason +had gone out of his eyes. She wetted her handkerchief with +the cold, filthy water spread over the cellar floor and laid +it on his forehead. Aladdin spoke ramblingly or kept silence. +Every now and then the girl freshened the handkerchief, and +presently Aladdin fell into a troubled sleep. + +When he awoke his mind was quite clear. The lantern still +burned, but faintly, for the air in the cellar was becoming +heavy. Beside him on the straw the girl lay sleeping. And +overhead footsteps sounded on the stable floor. He remembered +what the girl had said about the people who would kill him if +they found him, and blew out the lantern. Then, his hand over +her mouth, he waked the girl. + +"Don't make a noise," he said. "Listen." + +The girl sat up on the straw. + +"I'll call," she whispered presently, "and pretend you're not +here." + +"But the horse?" + +"I'll lie about him." + +She raised her voice. + +"Who's there?" she called. + +"It's I--Calvert. Where are you?" + +"Listen," she answered; "I've fallen through the floor into +the cellar. Don't you see where it's broken?" + +The footsteps approached. + +"You're not hurt, are you?" + +"No; but don't come too close, don't try to look down; the +floor's frightfully rickety. Isn't there a ladder there +somewhere?" + +A man laughed. + +"Wait," he said. They heard his footsteps and laughter +receding. Presently the bottom of a ladder appeared through +the hole in the floor. + +"Look out for your head," said the man. + +The girl rose and guided the ladder clear of Aladdin's head. + +"What have you done with the Yankee's horse?" she called. + +"He's here." + +"Where's the Yankee, do you suppose?" + +"We think he must have run off into the woods." + +"That's what I thought." + +The girl began to mount the ladder. + +"I'm coming up," she said. + +She disappeared, and the ladder was withdrawn. + +She came back after a long time, and there were men with her. + +"It's all right, Yankee," she called down the hole. "They're +your own men, and I'm the prisoner now." + +The ladder reappeared, and two friendly men in blue came down +into the cellar. + +"Good God!" they said. "It's Aladdin O'Brien!" + +Hannibal St. John and Beau Larch lifted Aladdin tenderly and +took him out of his prison. + +Outside, tents were being pitched in the dark, and there was a +sound of axes. Fires glowed here and there through the woods +and over the fields, and troops kept pouring into the +plantation. They laid Aladdin on a heap of hay and went to +bring a stretcher. The girl sat down beside him. + +"You'll be all right now," she said. + +"Yes," said Aladdin. + +"And go home to your sweetheart." + +"Yes," said Aladdin, and he thought of the tall violets on the +banks of the Maine brooks, and the freshness of the sea. + +"What is her name?" said the girl. + +"Margaret," said Aladdin. + +"Mine's Ellen," said the girl, and it seemed as if she sighed. + +Aladdin took her hand. + +"You 've been very good to me," he said, and his voice grew +tender, for she was very beautiful, "and I'll never forget +you," he said. + +"Oh, me!" said the girl, and there was a silence between them. + +"I tried to help you," said the girl, faintly, "but I wasn't +very good at it." + +"You were an angel," said Aladdin. + +"I don't suppose we'll ever see each other again, will we?" +said the girl. + +"I don't know," said Aladdin. "Perhaps I'll come back some +day." + +"It's very silly of me--"said the girl. + +"What?" said Aladdin. + +"Nothing." + +He closed his eyes, for he was very weak. It seemed as if a +great sweetness came close to his face, and he could have +sworn that something wet and hot fell lightly on his forehead; +but when he opened his eyes, the girl was sitting aloof, her +face in the shadow. + +"I dreamed just then," said Aladdin, "that something wonderful +happened to me. Did it?" + +"What would you consider wonderful?" + +Aladdin laid a finger on his forehead; he drew it away and saw +that the tip was wet. + +"I couldn't very well say," he said. + +The girl bent over him. + +"It nearly happened," she said. + +"You are very wonderful and beautiful," said Aladdin. + +Her eyes were like stars, and she leaned closer. + +"Are you going to go on fighting against my people?" she said. + +Roses lay for a moment on his lips. + +"Are you?" + +He made no sign. If she had kissed him again he would have +renounced his birthright and his love. + +"God bless and keep you, Yankee," she said. + +Tears rushed out of Aladdin's eyes. + +"They're coming to take you away," she said. "Good-by." + +"Kiss me again," said Aladdin, hoarsely. + +She looked at him quietly for some moments. + +"And your sweetheart?" she said. + +Aladdin covered his face with his arm. + +"Poor little traitor," said the girl, sadly. She rose and, +without looking back, moved slowly up the road toward the +house. + +Nor did Aladdin ever see her again, but in after years the +smell of box or roses would bring into his mind the wonderful +face of her, and the music of her voice. + +In the delirium which was upon him all that night, he harped +to the surgeon of Ellen, and in the morning fell asleep. + +"Haec olim meminisse juvabit," said the surgeon, as +rain-clouded dawn rose whitely in the east. + + + + +XXVII + + +Aladdin was jolted miserably down the Peninsula in a white +ambulance, which mules dragged through knee-deep mud and over +flowing, corduroy roads. He had fever in his whole body, +anguish in one leg, and hardly a wish to live. But at Fort +Monroe the breezes came hurrying from the sea, like so many +unfailing doctors, and blew his fever back inland where it +belonged. He lay under a live-oak on the parade ground and +once more received the joy of life into his heart. When he +was well enough to limp about, they gave him leave to go home; +and he went down into a ship, and sailed away up the laughing +Chesapeake, and up the broad Potomac to Washington. There he +rested during one night, and in the morning took train for New +York. The train was full of sick and wounded going home, and +there was a great cheerfulness upon them all. Men joined by +the brotherhood of common experience talked loudly, smoked +hard, and drank deep. There was tremendous boasting and the +accounting of unrivaled adventures. In Aladdin's car, +however, there was one man who did not join in the fellowship, +for he was too sick. He had been a big man and strong, but he +looked like a ghost made of white gossamer and violet shadows. +His own mother would not have recognized him. He lay back +into the corner of a seat with averted face and closed eyes. +The more decent-minded endeavored, on his account, to impose +upon the noisy a degree of quiet, but their efforts were +unavailing. Aladdin, drumming with his nails upon the +windowpane, fell presently into soft song: + + Give me three breaths of pleasure + After three deaths of pain, + And make me not remeasure + The ways that were in vain. + +Men grew silent and gathered to hear, for Aladdin's fame as a +maker of songs had spread over the whole army, and he was +called the Minstrel Major. He felt his audience and sang +louder. The very sick man turned a little so that he, too, +could hear. Only the occasional striking of a match or the +surreptitious drawing of a cork interrupted. The stately tune +moved on: + + The first breath shall be laughter, + The second shall be wine; + And there shall follow after + A kiss that shall be mine. + +Somehow all the homing hearts were set to beating. + + Roses with dewfall laden + One garden grows for me; + I call them kisses, maiden, + And gather them from thee. + +The very sick man turned fully, and there was a glad light of +recognition in his eyes. + + Give me three kisses only-- + Then let the storm break o'er + The vessel beached and lonely + Upon the lonely shore. + +If Aladdin's singing ever moved anybody particularly, it was +Aladdin, and that was why it moved other people. He sang on +with tears in his voice + + Give me three breaths of pleasure + After three deaths of pain, + And I will no more treasure + The hopes that are in vain. + +There was silence for a moment, more engaging than applause, +and then applause. Aladdin was in his element, and he +wondered what he would best sing next if they should ask him +to sing again, and this they immediately did. The train was +jolting along between Baltimore and Philadelphia. There was +much beer in the bellies of the sick and wounded, and much +sentiment in their hearts. Aladdin's finger was always on the +pulse of his audience, and he began with relish: + + Oh, shut and dark her window is + In the dark house on the hill, + But I have come up through the lilac walk + To the lilt of the whippoorwill, + With the old years tugging at my hands + And my heart which is her heart still. + +There was another man in the car whose whole life centered +about a house on a hill with a lilac walk leading up to it. +He was the very sick man, and a shadow of red color came into +his cheeks. + + They said, "You must come to the house once more, + Ere the tale of your years be done, + You must stand and look up at her window again, + Ere the sands of your life are run, + As the night-time follows the lost daytime, + And the heart goes down with the sun." + +There were tears in the very sick man's eyes, for the future +was hidden from him. Aladdin sang on: + + Though her window be darkest of every one, + In the dark house on the hill, + Yet I turn to it here from this ruin of grass, + She has leaned on that window's sill, + And dark it is, but there is, there is + An echo of light there still! + +There was great applause from the drunk and sentimental. And +Aladdin lowered his eyes until it was over. When he raised +them it was to encounter those of the very sick man. Aladdin +sprang to his feet with a cry and went limping down the aisle. + +"Peter," he cried, "by all that's holy!" + +All the tenderness of the Celt gushed into Aladdin's heart as +he realized the pitiful condition and shocking emaciation of +his friend. He put his arm gently about him, and thus they +sat until the journey's end. In New York they separated. + +Aladdin rested that night and boarded an early morning +train for Boston. He settled himself contentedly behind a +newspaper, and fell to gathering news of the army. But +it was difficult to read. A sentence beginning like this: +"Rumors of a savage engagement between the light horse +under" would shape itself like this: "I am going to see +Margaret to-morrow--to-morrow--to-morrow--I am going to +see Margaret to-morrow-tomorrow--and God is good--is +good--is good." + +Oddly enough, there was another man in the car who was having +precisely the same difficulty in deciphering his newspaper. +At about the same time they both gave up the attempt; and +their eyes met. And they laughed aloud. And presently, +seated together, they fell into good talk, but each refrained +pointedly from asking the other where he was going. + +With a splendid assumption of innocence, they drove together +across Boston, and remarking nothing on the coincidence, each +distinctly heard the other checking his luggage for Portland, +Maine. + +Side by side they rolled out of Portland and saw familiar +trees and hills go by. Presently Aladdin chuckled: + +"Where are you going, Peter, anyway?" he said. + +"Just where you are," said Peter. + + + + +XXVIII + + +Peter," said Aladdin, presently, "it seems to me that for two +such old friends we are lacking in confidence. I know +precisely what you are thinking about, and you know precisely +what I am. We mustn't play the jealous rivals to the last; +and to put it plainly, Peter, if God is going to be good to +you instead of me, why, I'm going to try and thank God just +the same. A personal disappointment is a purely private +matter and has no license to upset old ties and affections. +Does it occur to you that we are after the same thing and that +one of us isn't going to get it?" + +"We won't let it make any difference," said Peter, stoutly. + +"That's just it," said Aladdin. "We mustn't." + +"The situation--"Peter began. + +"Is none the less difficult, I know. Here we are with a +certain amount of leave to occupy as we each see fit. And, +unfortunately, there's only one thing which seems fit to +either of us. And, equally unfortunately, it's something we +can't hold hands and do at the same time. Shall I go straight +from the station to Mrs. Brackett's and wait until you've had +your say, Peter?--not that I want to wait very long," he +added. + +"That wouldn't be at all fair," said Peter. + +"Do you mind," said Aladdin after a pause, "telling me about +what your chances are?" + +Peter reddened uncomfortably. + +"I'm afraid they're not very good, 'Laddin," he said. "She +--she said she wasn't sure. And that's a good deal more apt +to mean nothing than everything, but I can't straighten my +life out till I'm sure." + +"My chances," said Aladdin, critically, "shouldn't by rights +be anywhere near as good as yours, but as long as they remain +chances I feel just the same as you do about yours, and want +to get things straightened out. But if I were any kind of a +man, I'd drop it, because I'm not in her class." + +"Nonsense," said Peter. + +"No, I'm not," said Aladdin, gloomily. "I know that. But, +Peter, what is a man going to do, a single, solitary, pretty +much good-for-nothing man, with three great bouncing Fates +lined up against him?" + +Peter laughed his big, frank laugh. + +"Shall we chuck the whole thing," said Aladdin, "until it's +time to go back to the army?" + +"No," said Peter, "that would be shirking; it's got to be +settled one way or another very quickly." He became grave +again. + +"I think so, too, Peter," said Aladdin. "And I think that if +she takes one of us it will be a great sorrow for the other." + +"And for her," said Peter, quietly. + +"Perhaps," said Aladdin, whimsically, "she won't take either +of us." + +"That," said Peter, "should be a great sorrow for us both." + +"I know," said Aladdin. "Anyway, there's got to be sorrow." + +"I think I shall bear it better," said Peter, "if she takes +you, 'Laddin." + +A flash of comparison between his somewhat morbid and warped +self and the bigness and nobility of his friend passed through +Aladdin's mind. He glanced covertly at the strong, emaciated +face beside him, and noted the steadiness and purity of the +eyes. A little quixotic flame, springing like an orchid from +nothing, blazed suddenly in his heart, and for the instant he +was the better man of the two. + +"I hope she takes you, Peter," he said. + +They rolled on through the midsummer woods, heavy with bright +leaves and waist-deep with bracken; little brooks, clean as +whistles, piped away among immaculate stones, and limpid light +broken by delicious shadows fell over all. + +"Who shall ask her first?" said Aladdin. Peter smiled. +"Shall we toss for it?" said Aladdin. Peter laughed gaily. +"Do you really want it to be like that?" he said. + +"What's the use of our being friends," said Aladdin, "if we +are not going to back each other up in this of all things?" + +"Right!" said Peter. "But you ought to have the first show +because you mentioned it first." + +"Rubbish!" said Aladdin. "We'll toss, but not now; we'll wait +till we get there." + +Peter looked at his watch. + +"Nearly in," he said. + +"Yes," said Aladdin. "I know by the woods." + +"Did you telegraph, by any chance?" said Peter. "Because I +didn't." + +"Nor I," said Aladdin; "I didn't want to be met." + +"Nor I," said Peter. + +The sick man and the lame man will take hands and hobble up +the hill," said Aladdin. "And whatever happens, they mustn't +let anything make any difference." + +"No," said Peter, "they mustn't." + + + + +XXIX + + +Our veterans walked painfully through the town and up the +hill; nor were they suffered to go in peace, for right and +left they were recognized, and people rushed up to shake them +by the hands and ask news of such an one, and if Peter's +bullet was still in him, and if it was true, which of course +they saw it wasn't, that Aladdin had a wooden leg. Aladdin, +it must be owned, enjoyed these demonstrations, and in spite +of his lameness strutted a little. But Peter, white from the +after effects of his wound and weary with the long travel, did +not enjoy them at all. Then the steep pitch of the hill was +almost too much for him, and now and again he was obliged to +stop and rest. + +The St. Johns' house stood among lilacs and back from the +street by the breadth of a small garden. In the rear were +large grounds, fields, and even woods. The place had two +entrances, one immediately in front of the house for people on +foot, and the other, a quarter of a mile distant, for people +driving. This latter, opening from a joyous country lane of +blackberry-vines and goldenrod, passed between two prodigious +round stones, and S-ed into a dark and stately wood. Trees, +standing gladly where God had set them, made a screen, +impenetrable to the eye, between the gateway and the house. + +Here Peter and Aladdin halted, while Aladdin sent a coin +spinning into the air. + +"Heads!" called Peter. + +Aladdin let the piece fall to the ground, and they bent over +it eagerly. + +"After you," said Peter, for the coin read, "Tails." + +Aladdin picked up the coin, and hurled it far away among the +trees. + +"That's our joint sacrifice to the gods, Peter," he said. + +Peter gave him five cents. + +"My share," he said. + +"Peter," said Aladdin, "I will ask her the first chance I get, +and if there's nothing in it for me, I will go away and leave +the road clear for you. Come." + +"No," said Peter; "you've got your chance now. And here I +wait until you send me news." + +"Lord!" said Aladdin, "has it got to be as sudden as this?" + +"Let's get it over," said Peter. + +"Very good," said Aladdin. "I'll go. But, Peter, whatever +happens, I won't keep you long in suspense." + +"Good man," said Peter. + +Aladdin turned his face to the house like a man measuring a +distance. He drew a deep breath. + +"Well--here goes," he said, and took two steps. + +"Wait, 'Laddin," said Peter. + +Aladdin turned. + +"Can I have your pipe?" + +"Of course." + +Aladdin turned over his pipe and pouch. "I'm afraid it's a +little bitter," he said. + +Again he started up the drive; but Peter ran after him. + +"'Laddin," he cried, "wait--I forgot something." + +Aladdin came back to meet him. + +"Aladdin," said Peter, "I forgot something." He held out his +hand, and Aladdin squeezed it. + +"Aladdin," said Peter, "from the bottom of my heart I wish you +luck." + +When they separated again there were tears in the eyes of +both. + +Just before the curtain of trees quite closed the view of +the gate, Aladdin turned to look at Peter. Peter sat upon +one of the big stones that marked the entrance, smoking and +smoking. He had thrown aside his hat, and his hair shone +in the sun. There was a kind of wistfulness in his poise, and +his calm, pure eyes were lifted toward the open sky. A great +hero-worship surged in Aladdin's heart, and he thought that +there was nothing that he would not do for such a friend. "He +gave you your life once," said a little voice in Aladdin's +heart; "give him his. He is worth a million of you; don't +stand in his way." + +Aladdin turned and went on, and the well-known house came into +view, but he saw only the splendid, wistful man at the gate, +waiting calmly, as a gentleman should, for life or death, and +smoking smoking. + +Even as he made his resolve, a lump of self-pity rose in +Aladdin's throat. That was the old Adam in him, the base clay +out of which springs the fair flower of self-sacrifice. + +He tried a variety of smiles, for he wished to be easy in the +difficult part which he had so suddenly, and in the face of +all the old years, elected to play. "He must know by the +look of me," said Aladdin, "that I do not love her any more, +for, God help me, I can't say it." + +He found her on the broad rear veranda of the house. And +instead of going up to her and taking her in his arms,--for he +had planned this meeting often, as the stars could tell, he +stood rooted, and said: + +"Hallo, Margaret!" + +He acted better than he knew, for the great light which had +blazed for one instant in her eyes on first seeing him went +out like a snuffed candle, and he did not see it or know that +it had blazed. Therefore his own cruelty was hidden from him, +and his part became easier to play. They shook hands, and +even then, if he had not been blinded with the egotism of +self-sacrifice, he might have seen. That was his last chance. +For Margaret's heart cried to her, "It is over," and in +believing it, suddenly, and as she thought forever, an older +sweetness came in her face. + +"You've changed, Aladdin," she said. + +"Yes, I'm thinner, if possible," said Aladdin, "almost +willowy. Do you think it's becoming?" + +"I am not sure," said Margaret. "The fact remains that I'm +more than glad to see you." + +Aladdin fumbled for speech. + +"I'm still a little lame, you see," he said apologetically, +and took several steps to show. + +"Very!" said Margaret, in such a voice that Aladdin wondered +what she meant. + +"But it doesn't hurt any more." + +"Then that's all right." + +"Where's Jack?" he asked at length. + +Margaret became very grave. + +"I'm afraid we've betrayed our trust, Aladdin," she said. +"Because only yesterday he slipped away and left a little note +to say that he was going to enlist. We're very much +distressed about it." + +"Perhaps it's better so," said Aladdin, "if he really wanted +to go. Did he leave any address?" + +"None whatever; he simply vanished." + +"Ungrateful little brute!" said Aladdin. Then he bethought +him of Peter. "I'll come back later, Margaret," he said, "but +it behooves me to go and look up the good Mrs. Brackett." + +He hardly knew how he got out of the house. He felt like a +criminal who has been let off by the judge. + +The sun was now low, and the shadows long and black. Aladdin +found Peter where he had left him, balancing on the great +stone at the entrance, and sending up clouds of smoke. He +rose when he saw Aladdin, and he looked paler and more worn. +"Peter," said Aladdin, "from the bottom of my heart I wish you +luck." + +Aladdin had never seen just such a look as came into Peter's +eyes; at once they were full of infinite pity, and at peace +with the whole world. + +"Peter," said Aladdin, "give me back my pipe." His voice +broke in spite of himself, for he had given up golden things. +"I--" he said, "I'll wait here a little while, but if--if all +goes well, Peter, don't you bother to come back." + +They clasped hands long and in silence. Then Peter turned +with a gulp, and, his weakness a thing of the past, went +striding up the driveway. But Aladdin sat down to wait. +And now a great piping of tree-frogs arose in all that +country. Aladdin waited for a long time. He waited until the +day gave way to twilight and the sun went down. He waited +until the twilight turned to dark and the stars came out. He +waited until, after all the years of waiting and longing, his +heart was finally at peace. And then he rose to go. + +For Peter had not yet come. + + + + + + +Book III + + + "Where are the tall men that marched on the right, + That marched to the battle so handsome and tall? + They 've been left to mark the places where they saw the foemen's faces, + For the fever and the lead took them all, Jenny Orde, + The fever and the lead took them all. + + "I found him in the forefront of the battle, Kenny Orde, + With the bullets spitting up the ground around him, + And the sweat was on his brow, and his lips were on his sword, + And his life was going from him when I found him. + + "We lowered him to rest, Jenny Orde, + With your picture on his breast, Jenny Orde, + And the rumble of pursuit was the regiment's salute + To the man that loved you best, Jenny Orde." + + + + +XXX + + +As a dam breaking gives free passage to the imprisoned waters, +and they rush out victoriously, so Vicksburg, starving and +crumbling in the West, was about to open her gates and set the +Father of Waters free forever. That was where the Union +hammer, grasped so firmly by strong fingers that their +knuckles turned white, was striking the heaviest blows upon +the cracking skull of the Confederacy. On the other hand, +Chancellorsville had verged upon disaster, and the powers of +Europe were waiting for one more Confederate victory in order +to declare the blockade of Southern ports at an end, and to +float a Southern loan. That a Confederate victory was to be +feared, the presence in Northern territory of Lee, grasping +the handle of a sword, whose splendid blade was seventy +thousand men concentrated, testified. That Lee had lost the +best finger of his right hand at Chancellorsville was but +job's comfort to the threatened government at Washington. +That government was still, after years of stern fighting, +trying generals and finding them wanting. But now the Fates, +in secret conclave, weighed the lots of Union and Disunion; +and that of Disunion, though glittering and brilliant like +gold, sank heavily to the ground, as a great eagle whose wing +is broken by the hunter's bullet comes surely if fiercely +down, to be put to death. + +Early on the morning of July 1, 1863, Lee found himself in the +neighborhood of a small and obscure town named Gettysburg. A +military invasion is the process of occupying in succession a +series of towns. To occupy Gettysburg, which seemed as +possible as eating breakfast, Lee sent forward a division of a +corps, and followed leisurely with all his forces. But +Gettysburg and the ridges to the west of Gettysburg were +already occupied by two brigades of cavalry, and those, with a +cockiness begotten of big lumps of armed friends approaching +from the rear, determined to go on occupying. This, in a +spirit of great courage, with slowly increasing forces, +against rapidly increasing forces, they did, until the brisk +and pliant skirmish which opened the business of the day had +grown so in weight and ferocity that it was evident to the +least astute that the decisive battle of the New World was +being fought. + + + + +XXXI + +There was a pretty girl in Manchester, Maryland (possibly +several, but one was particularly pretty), and Aladdin, +together with several young officers (nearly all officers were +young in that war) of the Sixth Army Corps, rather flattered +himself that he was making an impression. He was all for +making impressions in those days. Margaret was engaged to +marry Peter--and a pretty girl was a pretty girl. The pretty +girl of Manchester had several girls and several officers to +tea on a certain evening, and they remained till midnight, +making a great deal of noise and flirting outrageously in dark +corners. Two of the girls got themselves kissed, and two of +the officers got their ears boxed, and later a glove each to +stick in their hat-bands. At midnight the party broke up with +regret, and the young officers, seeking their quarters, turned +in, and were presently sleeping the sleep of the constant in +heart. But Aladdin did not dream about the pretty girl of +Manchester, Maryland. When he could not help himself--under +the disadvantage of sleep, when suddenly awakened, or when +left alone--his mind harped upon Margaret. And often the +chords of the harping were sad chords. But on this particular +night he dreamed well. He dreamed that her little feet did +wrong and fled for safety unto him. What the wrong was he +knew in his dream, but never afterward--only that it was a +dreadful, unforgivable wrong, not to be condoned, even by a +lover. But in his dream Aladdin was more than her lover, and +could condone anything. So he hid her feet in his hands until +those who came to arrest them had passed, and then he waked to +find that his hands were empty, and the delicious dream over. +He waked also to find that it was still dark, and that the +Sixth Army Corps was to march to a place called Taneytown, +where General Meade had headquarters. He made ready and +presently was riding by his general at the head of a creaking +column, under the starry sky. In the great hush and cool that +is before a July dawn, God showed himself to the men, and they +sang the "Battle-hymn of the Republic," but it sounded sweetly +and yearningly, as if sung by thousands of lovers: + + Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord: + He is trampling out the vintage where the grapes of wrath are stored; + He hath loosed the fateful lightning of His terrible swift sword + His truth is marching on. + +The full sunlight gives man poise and shows him the practical +side of things, but in the early morning and late at night man +is seldom quite rational. He weakly allows himself to dwell +upon what was not, is not, and will not be. And so Aladdin, +during the first period of that march, pretended that Margaret +was to be his and that all was well. + +A short distance out of Manchester the column met with orders +from General Meade and was turned westward toward Gettysburg. +With the orders came details of the first day's fight, and +Aladdin learned of the officer bringing them, for he was a +Maine man, that Hamilton St. John was among the dead. +Aladdin and the officer talked long of the poor boy, for both +had known him well. They said that he had not been as +brilliant as John, nor as winning as Hannibal, but so honest +and reliable, so friendly and unselfish. They went over his +good qualities again and again, and spoke of his great +strength and purity, and of other things which men hold best +in men. + +And now they were riding with the sun in their eyes, and white +dust rolled up from the swift feet of horses and men. Wild +roses and new-mown grass filled the air with delightful +fragrance, and such fields as were uncut blazed with daisies +and buttercups. Over the trimmed lawns about homesteads +yellow dandelions shone like stars in a green sky. Men, +women, and children left their occupations, and stood with +open mouths and wide eyes to see the soldiers pass. The sun +rose higher and the day became most hot, but steadily, +unflinchingly as the ticking of a clock, the swift, bleeding, +valiant feet of the Sixth Army Corps stepped off the miles. +And the men stretched their ears to hear the mumbled distant +thunder of artillery--that voice of battle which says so much +and tells so little to those far off. The Sixth Corps felt +that it was expected to decide a battle upon Northern soil for +the North, and marching in that buoyant hope, left scarcely a +man, broken with fatigue and disappointment, among the wild +flowers by the side of the way. + +If you have ever ridden from Cairo to the Pyramids you will +remember that at five miles' distance they look as huge as at +a hundred yards, and that it is not until you actually touch +them with your hand that you even begin to realize how +wonderfully huge they really are. It was so with the thunders +of Gettysburg. They sounded no louder, and they connoted no +more to the column now in the immediate vicinage of the +battle, than they had to its far-distant ears. But presently +the column halted behind a circle of hills, and beheld white +smoke pouring heavenward as if a fissure had opened in the +earth and was giving forth steam. And they beheld in the +heavens themselves tiny, fleecy white clouds and motionless +rings, and they knew that shells were bursting and men falling +upon the slopes beyond the hills. + +A frenzy of eagerness seized upon the tired feet, and they +pressed upward, lightly, like dancers' feet. Straps creaked +upon straining breasts, and sweat ran in bubbles. Then the +head of the column reached the ridge of a hill, and its +leaders saw through smarting eyes a great horseshoe of sudden +death. + + + + +XXXII + + +That morning Peter Manners had received a letter, but he had +not had a chance to open and read it. It was a letter that +belonged next to his heart, as he judged by the writing, and +next to his heart, in a secure pocket, he placed it, there to +lie and give him strength and courage for the cruel day's +work, and something besides the coming of night to look +forward to. For the rest, he went among the lines, and smiled +like a boy released from school to see how silently and +savagely they fought. + +The Sixth Corps rested wherever there was shade along the +banks of Rock Creek, and gathered strength and breath for +whatever work should be assigned to it. + +Aladdin, sharing a cherry-pie with a friend, shivered with +excitement, for there was a terrific and ever-increasing +discharge of cannons and muskets on the left, and it seemed +that the time to go forward again and win glory was at hand. +Presently one came riding back from the battle. His face was +shining with delight, and, sitting like a centaur to the fiery +plunges of his horse, he swung his hat and shouted. It was +Sedgwick's chief of staff, McMahon, and he brought glorious +news, for he said that the corps was to move toward the heavy +firing, where the fighting was most severe. + +Then the whole corps sprang to its feet and went forward, +tearing down the fences in its path and trampling the long +grass in the fields. A mile away the long, flowery slopes +ended in a knobbed hill revealed through smoke. That was +Little Round Top, and its possession meant victory or defeat. +The corps was halted and two regiments were sent forward up +the long slope. To them the minutes seemed moments. They +went like a wave over the crest to the right of the hill, and +poured down into the valley beyond. Here the blue flood of +men banked against a stone wall, spreading to right and left, +as the waters of a stream spread the length of a dam. Then +they began to fire dreadfully into the faces of their enemy, +and to curse terribly, as is proper in battle. Bullets stung +the long line like wasps, and men bit the sod. + +Aladdin was ordered to ride up Little Round Top for +information. Half-way up he left his horse among the boulders +and finished the laborious ascent on foot. At the summit he +came upon a leaderless battery loading and firing like +clockwork, and he saw that the rocks were strewn with dead men +in light-blue Zouave uniforms, who looked as if they had +fallen in a shower from the clouds. Many had their faces +caved in with stones, and terrible rents showed where the +bayonet had been at work, for in this battle men had fought +hand to hand like cave-dwellers. Bullets hit the rocks with. +stinging blows, and round shot screamed in the air. Sometimes +a dead man would be lifted from where he lay and hurled +backward, while every instant men cried hoarsely and joined +the dead. In the midst of this thunder and carnage, Aladdin +came suddenly upon Peter, smiling like a favorite at a dance, +and shouted to him. They grinned at each other, and as +Aladdin grinned he looked about to see where he could be of +use, and sprang toward a gun half of whose crew had been +blasted to death by a bursting shell. The sweat ran down his +face, and already it was black with burning powder. The flash +of the guns set fire to the clothing of the dead and wounded +who lay in front, and on the recoil the iron-shod wheels broke +the bones of those lying behind. It was impossible to know +how the fight was going. It was only possible to go on +fighting. + +There was a voice in front of the battery that kept calling so +terribly for water that it turned cold the stomachs of those +that heard. It came from a Confederate, a general officer, +who had been wounded in the spine. Occasionally it was +possible to see him through the smoke. Sometimes a convulsion +seized him, and he beat the ground with his whole body, as a +great fish that has been drawn from the water beats the deck +of a vessel. It was terrible to look at and hear. Bullets +and shot tore the ground about the man and showered him with +dust and stones. Aladdin shook his canteen and heard the +swish of water. It seemed to him, and his knees turned to +water at the thought, that he must go out into that place +swept by the fire of both sides, and give relief to his enemy. +He did not want to go, and fear shook him; but he threw down +the rammer which he had been serving, and drawing breath in +long gasps, took a step forward. His resolve came too late. +A blue figure slipped by him and went down the slope at a run. +It was Manners. They saw him kneel by the dying Confederate +in the bright sunlight, and then smoke swept between like a +wave of fog. The red flashes of the guns went crashing into +the smoke, and on all sides men fell. But presently there +came a star-shaped explosion in the midst of the smoke, +hurling it back, and they saw Manners again. He was +staggering about with his hands over his eyes, and blood was +running through his fingers. Even as they looked, a shot +struck him in the back, and he came down. They saw his +splendid square chest heaving, and knew that he was not yet +dead. Then the smoke closed in, but this time another figure +was hidden by the smoke. For no sooner did Aladdin see Peter +fall than he sprang forward like a hound from the leash. +Aladdin kneeled by Manners, and as he kneeled a bullet struck +his hat from his head, and a round shot, smashing into the +rocky ground a dozen feet away, filled his eyes with dirt and +sparks. There was a pungent smell of brimstone from the +furious concussions of iron against rock. A bullet struck the +handle of Aladdin's sword and broke it. He unstopped his +canteen and pressed the nozzle to Manners' lips. Manners +sucked eagerly, like an infant at its mother's breast. A +bullet struck the canteen and dashed it to pieces. The +crashing of the cannon was like close thunder, and the air +sang like the strings of an instrument. But Aladdin, so cool +and collected he was, might have been the target for praises +and roses flung by beauties. He put his lips close to Peter's +ear, and spoke loudly, for the noise of battle was deafening. + +"Is it much, darlint?" + +Manners turned his bleeding eyes toward Aladdin. + +"Go back, you damn little fool!" he said. + +"Peter, Peter," said Aladdin, "can't you see?" + +"No, I can't. I'm no use now. Go back; go back and give 'em +hell!" + +Aladdin endeavored to raise Peter in his arms, but was not +strong enough. + +"I can't lift you, I can't lift you," he said. + +"You can't," said Peter. "Bless you for coming, and go back." + +"Shut up, will you?" cried Aladdin, savagely. "Where are you +hit?" + +"In the back," said Peter, "and I'm done for." + +"The hell you are!" said Aladdin. Tears hotter than blood +were running out of his eyes. "What can I do for you, Peter?" +he said in a husky voice. + +Manners' blackened fingers fumbled at the buttons of his coat, +but he had not the strength to undo them. + +"It's there, 'Laddin," he said. + +"What's there?" said Aladdin. He undid the coat with swift, +clever fingers. + +"Let me hold it in my hands," said Peter. + +"Is it this--this letter--this letter from Margaret?" asked +Aladdin, chokingly, for he saw that the letter had not been +opened. + +A shower of dirt and stones fell upon them, and a shell burst +with a sharp crash above their heads. + +"Yes," said Peter. "Give it to me. I can't ever read it +now." + +"I can read it for you," said Aladdin. He was struggling with +a sob that wanted to tear his throat. + +"Will you? Will you?" cried Peter, and he smiled like a +beautiful child. + +"Sure I will," said Aladdin. + +With the palm of his hand he pressed back the streaming sweat +from his forehead twice and three times. Then, having wiped +his hands upon his knees, he drew the battered fragment of his +sword, and using it as a paper-knife, opened the letter +carefully, as a man opens letters which are not to be +destroyed. Then his stomach turned cold and his tongue grew +thick and burred. For the letter which Margaret had written +to her lover was more cruel than the shell which had blinded +his eyes and the bullet which was taking his life. + +"'Laddin--" this in a fearful voice. + +"Yes." + +"Thank God. I thought you'd been hit. Why don't you read?" + +Aladdin's eyes, used to reading in blocks of lines rather than +a word at a time, had at one glance taken in the purport of +Margaret's letter, and his wits had gone from him. She called +herself every base and cruel name, and she prayed her lover to +forgive her, but she had never had the right to tell him that +she would marry him, for she had never loved him in that way. +She said that, God forgive her, she could not keep up the +false position any longer, and she wished she was dead. + +"There's a man at the bottom of this," thought Aladdin. He +caught a glimpse of Peter's poor, bloody face and choked. + +"I--it--the sheets are mixed," he said presently. "I'm trying +to find the beginning. There are eight pages," he went on, +fighting for time," and they 're folded all wrong, and they're +not numbered or anything." + +Peter waited patiently while Aladdin fumbled with the sheets +and tried, to the cracking-point, to master the confusion in +his mind. + +Suddenly God sent light, and he could have laughed aloud. Not +in vain had he pursued the muse and sought after the true +romance in the far country where she sweeps her skirts beyond +the fingers of men. Not in vain had he rolled the arduous +ink-pots and striven manfully for the right word and the +telling phrase. The chance had come, and the years of +preparation had not been thrown away. He knew that he was +going to make good at last. His throat cleared of itself, and +the choking phlegm disappeared as if before a hot flame of +joy. His voice came from between his trembling lips clear as +a bell, and the thunder of battle rolled back from the plain +of his consciousness, as, slowly, tenderly, and helped by God, +he began to speak those eight closely lined pages which she +should have written. + +"My Heart's Darling--" he began, and there followed a molten +stream of golden and sacred words. + +And the very soul of Manners shouted aloud, for the girl was +speaking to him as she had never spoken before. + + + + +XXXIII + + +When the fighting was over for that day, Aladdin wrote as +follows to Margaret: + +MARGARET DEAR: Peter was shot down to-day, while doing more +than his duty by his enemies and by his country and by +himself, which was always his way. He will not live very +long, and you must come to him if it is in any way possible. +His love for you makes other loves seem very little, and I +think it would be better that you should walk the streets than +that you should refuse to come to him now. He had a letter +from you, which God, knowing about, blinded him so that he +could not read it, and he believes that you love him and are +faithful to him. It is very merciful of God to let him +believe that. He must not be undeceived now, and you must +come and be lovely to him and pretend and pretend, and make +his dying beautiful. I have the right to ask this of you, +for, next to Peter, I was the one that loved you most. And +when I made you think I didn't I lied. I lied because I felt +that I was not worthy, and I loved you enough to want you to +belong to the best man God ever made, and I loved him too. +And that was why it was. I tell you because I think you must +have wondered about it sometimes. But it was very hard to do, +and because I did it, and because Peter is what he is, you +must come to him now. If God will continue to be merciful, +you will get here in time. I hope I may be on hand to see +you, but I do not know. Hamilton is gone, and Peter is going, +and there will be a terrible battle to-morrow, and thousands +of poor lads will lie on this field forever. And here, one +way or another, the war will be decided. I have not the heart +to write to you any more, my darling. You will come to Peter, +I know, and all will be as well as it can be. I pray to God +that I too shall live to see you again, and I ask him to bless +you and keep you for ever and ever. Always I see your dear +face before me in the battle, and sometimes at night God lets +me dream of you. I am without dogma, sweetest of all possible +sweethearts, but this creed I say over and over, and this +creed I believe: I believe in one God, Maker of heaven and +Margaret. + + Angels guard you, darling. + + ALADDIN. +GETTYSBURG, July 2, 1863. + + + + + +XXXIV + + +On the morning of the third day of July, young Hannibal St. +John shaved his face clean and put himself into a new uniform. +The old nth Maine was no longer a regiment, but a name of +sufficient glory. On three occasions it had been shot to +pieces, and after the third the remaining tens were absorbed +by other regiments. Hannibal's father had obtained for him a +lieutenancy in the United States artillery, Beau Larch was +second lieutenant in another Maine regiment, and John, the old +and honored colonel of the nth, was now, like Aladdin, serving +on a staff. + +The battle began with a movement against Johnson on the +Confederate left, and one against Longstreet on their right. + +That against Longstreet became known in history as +Farnsworth's charge, and Aladdin saw it from the +signal-station on Little Round Top. + +It was a series of blue lines, whose relations to one another +could not be justly estimated, because of the wooded nature of +the ground, which ran out into open places before fences and +woods that spat red fire, and became thinner and of less +extension, as if they had been made of wax and were melting +under the blaze of the July sun. In that charge Farnsworth +fell and achieved glory. + +Aladdin held a field-glass to his eyes with trembling hands, +and watched the cruel mowing of the blue flowers. Sometimes +he recognized a man that he knew, and saw him die for his +country. Three times he saw John St. John in the forefront of +the battle. The first time he was riding a glorious black +horse, of spirit and proportions to correspond with those of +the hero himself. The second time he was on foot, running +forward with a-halt in his stride, hatless, and carrying a +great battle-flag. Upon the top of it gleamed a gold eagle, +that nodded toward the enemy. A dozen blue-coated soldiers, +straggling like the finishers in a long-distance race, +followed him with bayonets fixed. The little loose knot of +men ran across a field toward a stone wall that bounded it +upon the other side. Then white smoke burst from the wall, +and they were cut down to the last man. The smoke cleared, +and Aladdin saw John lying above the great flag which he had +carried. A figure in gray leaped the stone wall and ran out +to him, stooped, and seizing the staff of the flag in both +hands, braced his hands and endeavored to draw it from beneath +the great body of the hero. But it would not come, and as he +bent closer to obtain a better hold, the back of a great +clenched hand struck him across the jaw, and he fell like a +log. Other men in gray leaped the wall and ran out. The flag +came easily now, for St. John was dead; but so was the gray +brother, for his comrades raised him, and his head hung back +over his left shoulder, and they saw that his neck had been +broken like a dry stick. + +Aladdin had not been sent to that place to mourn, but to gain +information. Twice and three times he wiped his eyes clear of +tears, and then he swept his faltering glass along the lines +of the enemy, until, ranged in their center, he beheld a great +semicircle of a hundred and more iron and brass cannons, and +movements of troops. Then Aladdin scrambled down from Little +Round Top to report what he had seen in the center of the +Confederate lines. + +At one o'clock the Confederate batteries, one hundred and +fifteen pieces in all, opened their tremendous fire upon the +center of the Union lines. Eighty cannons roared back at them +with defiant thunder, and the blue sky became hidden by smoke. +Among the Union batteries horses began to run loose, cannons +to be splintered like fire-wood, and caissons to explode. At +these moments men, horses, fragments of men and horses, +stones, earth, and things living and things dead were hurled +high into the air with great blasts of flame and smoke, and it +was possible to hear miles of exultant yells from the hills +opposite. But fresh cannon were brought lumbering up at the +gallop and rolled into the places of those dismantled, shot +and shell and canister and powder were rushed forward from the +reserve, and the grim, silent infantry, the great lumbermen of +Maine and Vermont, the shrill-voiced regiments from New York, +the shrewd farmers of Ohio and Massachusetts, the deliberate +Pennsylvanians, and the rest, lay closely, wherever there was +shelter, and moistened their lips, and gripped their rifles, +and waited--waited. + +For two hours that terrible cannonading was maintained. The +men who served the guns looked like stokers of ships, for, +such was the heat, many of them, casting away first one piece +of clothing and then another, were half naked, and black sweat +glistened in streams on their chests and backs. As sight-seers +crowd in eagerly by one door of a building where there is an +exhibition, and come reluctantly out by another and go their +ways, so the reserves kept pressing to the front, and the +wounded maintained an unceasing reluctant stream to the rear. + +A little before three o'clock Hannibal St. John had his right +knee smashed by the exploding of a caisson, and fell behind +one of the guns of his battery. He was so sure that he was to +be killed on this day that it had never occurred to him that +he might be trivially wounded and carried to the rear in +safety. An expression of almost comical chagrin came over his +face, for life was nothing to him, and somewhere far above the +smoke a goodly welcome awaited him: that he knew. Men came +with a stretcher to carry him off, but he cursed them roundly +and struggled to his well knee. The cannon behind which he +had fallen was about to be discharged. + +"Give 'em hell!" cried Hannibal. + +As he spoke, the piece was fired, and leaping back on the +recoil, as a frenzied horse that breaks its halter, one of the +wheels struck him a terrible blow on the body, breaking all +the ribs on that side and killing him instantly. His face +wore a glad smile, and afterward, when Aladdin found him and +took the gold locket from his pocket, and read the inscription +written, a great wonder seized men: + + July 3, 1863. + Nunc dimittis. + Te Deum laudamus. + +Thus in one battle fell the three strong hostages which an old +man had given to fortune. + + + + +XXXV + + +Three o'clock the Union batteries were ordered to be silent, +for it was well known to those in command that presently there +would be a powerful attack by infantry, for which the +cannonade was supposed to have paved the way with death and +disorder, and it was necessary that the pieces should be kept +cool in order to be in efficient condition to grapple with and +suppress this attack. Sometimes a regiment, stung to a frenzy +of courage by bullets and the death of comrades, will rise +from its trench without the volition of its officers, and go +frantically forward against overwhelming odds. A different +effect of an almost identical psychological process is +patience. Men will sometimes lie as quietly under a rain of +bullets, in order to get in one effective shot at an enemy, as +cattle in the hot months will lie under a rain of water to get +cool. It was so now. The whole Union army was seized by a +kind of bloody deliberation and lay like statues of men, +while, for quarter of an hour more, the Confederates continued +to thunder from their guns. Now and again a man felt lovingly +the long black tube of a cannon to see if its temperature was +falling. Others came hurrying from the rear with relays of +powder, shot, shell, and canister. + +It seemed now to the Confederate leaders that the Union +batteries had been silenced, and that the time had come for +Pickett, the Ney of the South, to go forward with all his +forces. Only Longstreet demurred and protested against the +charge. When Pickett asked him for the order to advance he +turned away his head sorrowfully and would not speak. Then +Pickett, that great leader of men, who was one half daring and +one half magnetism and all hero, said proudly: "I shall go +forward, sir." And turned to his lovers. + +Silence and smoke hung over Gettysburg. + +Presently out of the smoke on the Confederate side came three +lines of gray a mile long. Battle-flags nodded at intervals, +and swords blazed in the sun. + +Very deliberately and with pains about aiming, the Union +batteries began to hurl solid shot against the gray advance. +Soon holes were bitten here and there, and occasionally a flag +went down, to be instantly snatched up and waved defiantly. +When Pickett, Pettigrew, and the splendid brigade of Cadmus +Wilcox had reached the bottom of the valley, their +organization was as unbroken as a parade. But there shell, +instead of round shot, met them, and men tasted death by fives +and tens. But the lines, drawing together, closed the spaces +left by mortality, and the flags began to approach each other. +Then the gray men began to come up the slope, and there were +thousands of them. But shell yielded to canister, and the +muskets of the infantry sent out death in leaden showers, so +that the great charge began to melt like wax over heat, and +the flags hung close together like a trophy of battle in a +chapel. But still the gray men came. And now, in a storm of +flame and smoke, they reached the foremost cannons of the +Union line, and planted their flags. So much were they +permitted for the glory of a lost cause. For a little, men +killed one another with the butts of guns, with bayonets, and +with stones, and then, as the overdrip of a wave broken upon +an iron coast trickles back through the stones of the beach to +the ocean, so all that was left of Pickett's great charge +trickled back down the slope, driblets of gray, running blood. +For a little while longer the firing continued. Battle-flags +were gathered, and thrown together in sheaves. There was a +little broken cheering, and to all intents and purposes the +great war was at an end. + +Aladdin, broken with grief and fatigue, went picking his way +among the dead and wounded. He had lost Peter and Hannibal in +that battle, and Hamilton and John were dead; he alone +remained, and it was not just. He felt that the Great Reaper +had spared the weed among the flowers, and he was bitter +against the Great Reaper. But there was one more sorrow +reserved for Aladdin, and he was to blaspheme against the God +that made him. + +There was still desultory firing from both armies. As when, +on the Fourth of July, you set off a whole bunch of +firecrackers, there is at first a crackling roar, and +afterward a little explosion here and a little explosion +there, so Gettysburg must have sounded to the gods in Olympus. +Thunder-clouds begotten of the intense heat rolled across the +heavens from east to west, accentuating the streaming glory of +the setting sun, and now distant thunder rumbled, with a sound +as of artillery crossing a bridge. Drops of rain fell here +and there. + +Aladdin heard himself called by name, "'Laddin, 'Laddin." + +As quickly as the brain is advertised of an insect's sting, so +quickly did Aladdin recognize the voice and know that his +brother. Jack was calling to him. He turned, and saw a +little freckled boy, in a uniform much too big for him, +trailing a large musket. + +"Jack!" he cried, and rushed toward him with outstretched +arms. "You little beggar, what are you doin' here?" + +Jack grinned like one confessing to a successful theft of +apples belonging to a cross farmer. And then God saw fit to +take away his life. He dropped suddenly, and there came a +rapid pool of blood where his face had been. With his arms +wrapped about the little figure that a moment before had been +so warlike and gay, Aladdin turned toward the heavens a face +of white flint. + +"I believe in one God, Maker of hell!" he cried. + +Thunder rumbled and rolled slowly across the battle-field from +east, to west. + +"I believe in one God, Maker of hell!" cried Aladdin, "Father +of injustice and doer of hellish deeds! I believe in two +damnations, the damnation of the living and the damnation of +the dead." + +He turned to the little boy in his arms, and terrible sobs +shook his body, so that it appeared as if he was vomiting. +After a while he turned his convulsed face again to the sky. + +"Come down," he cried, "come down, you--" + +Far down the hill there was a puff of white smoke, and a +merciful bullet, glancing from a rock, struck Aladdin on the +head with sufficient force to stretch him senseless upon the +ground. + +When the news of Gettysburg reached the Northern cities, +lights were placed in every window, and horns were blown as at +the coming of a new year. Senator Hannibal St. John had lost +his three boys and the hopes of his old age in that terrible +fight, but he caused his Washington house to be illuminated +from basement to garret. + +And then he walked out in the streets alone, and the tears ran +down his old cheeks. + + + + +XXXVI + + +There had been a wedding in the hospital tent. Margaret bent +over Peter and kissed him goodby. She was in deep black, and +by her side loomed a great, dark figure, whose eyes were like +caverns in the depths of which burned coals. The great, dark +man leaned heavily upon a stick, and did not seem conscious of +what was going on. The minister who had performed the +ceremony stood with averted face. Every now and then he +moistened his lips with the tip of his tongue. The wounded in +neighboring cots turned pitiful eyes upon the girl in black, +for she was most lovely--and very sad. Occasionally a throat +was cleared. + +"When you come, darling," said the dying man, "there will be +an end of sorrow." + +"There will be an end of sorrow," echoed the girl. She bent +closer to him, and kissed him again. + +"It is very wonderful to have been loved," said Peter. Then +his face became still and very beautiful. A smile, innocent +like that of a little child, lingered upon his lips, and his +blind eyes closed. + +St. John laid his hand upon Margaret's shoulder. + +A man, very tall and lean and homely, entered the tent. He +was clad in an exceedingly long and ill-fitting frock-coat. +Upon his head was a high black hat, somewhat the worse for +wear. He turned a pair of very gentle and pitying eyes slowly +over those in the tent. + +Aladdin, his head almost concealed by bandages, sat suddenly +upright in a neighboring cot. A wild, unreasoning light was +in his eyes, and marking time with his hand, he burst suddenly +into the "Battlehymn of the Republic" + + He has sounded forth the trumpet that shall never call + retreat; + He is sifting out the hearts of men before His judgment-seat + Oh, be swift, my soul, to answer Him! be jubilant, my feet! + Our God is marching on. + +He sang on, and the wounded joined him with weak voices: + + In the beauty of the lilies Christ was born across the sea, + With a glory in His bosom that transfigures you and me; + As He died to make men holy, let us die to make men free, + While God is marching on. + +The tall man who had entered, to whom every death was nearer +than his own, and to whom the suffering of others was as a +crucifixion, removed the silk hat from his head, and wiped his +forehead with a colored handkerchief. + +Margaret knelt by Aladdin and held his unconscious form in her +arms. + +Outside, the earth was bathing in exquisite sunshine. + + + + +XXXVII + + +It was not long before Aladdin got back the strength of his +body, but the gray bullet which had come in answer to his cry +against God, even as the lightning came to Amyas Leigh, in +that romance to which it is so good to bow, had injured the +delicate mechanism of his brain, so that it seemed as if he +would go down to the grave without memory of things past, or +power upon the hour. Indeed, the war ended before the +surgeons spoke of an operation which might restore his mind. +He went under the knife a little child, his head full of +pictures, playthings, and fear of the alphabet; he came forth +made over, and turned clear, wondering eyes to the girl at his +side. And he held her hand while she bridged over the years +for him in her sweet voice. + +He learned that she had married Peter, making his death +peaceful, and he God-blessed her for so doing, while the tears +ran down his cheeks. + +But much of Aladdin that had slept so long was to wake no +more. For it was spring when he woke, and waking, he fell in +love with all living things. + +One day he sat with Margaret on the porch of a familiar house, +and looked upon a familiar river that flowed silverly beyond +the dark trees. + +Senator St. John, very old and very moving, came heavily out +of the house, and laid his hands upon the shoulders of +Margaret and Aladdin. It was like a benediction. + +"I have been thinking," said the senator, very slowly, and in +the voice of an old man, "that God has left some flowers in my +garden." + +"Roses?" said Aladdin, and he looked at Margaret. + +"Roses perhaps," said the senator, "and withal some +bittersweet, but, better than these, and more, he has left me +heart's-ease. This little flower," continued the senator, "is +sown in times of great doubt and sorrow and trouble, and it +will grow only for a good gardener, one who has learned to bow +patiently in all things to God's will, and to set his feet +valiantly against the stony way which God appoints. I call +Margaret 'Heart's-ease,' and I call you, too, 'Heart's-ease,' +Aladdin, for you are becoming like a son to me in my declining +years. Consider the river, how it flows," said the old man, +"smoothly to the sea, asking no questions, and making no +lamentations against the length of its days, and receiving +cheerfully into the steadfast current of its going alike the +bitter waters and the sweet." + +We have forgotten Aladdin's songs and the tunes which he made, +for the people's ear is not tuned to them any more. But that +is a little thing. It is pleasant to think of that night +when, the knocking of his heart against his ribs louder than +the knocking of his hand upon her door, he carried to +Margaret's side the wonderful lamp which, years before, had +been lighted within him, and which, burning always, now high, +now low, like the rising and falling tides in the river, had +at length consumed whatever in his nature was little or base, +until there was nothing left save those precious qualities, +love and charity, which fire cannot calcine nor cold freeze. +Also it is pleasant to think that little children came of +their love and sang about their everlasting fire. + + + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Aladdin O'Brien, by Gouverneur Morris + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK ALADDIN O'BRIEN *** + +This file should be named lddnb10.txt or lddnb10.zip +Corrected EDITIONS of our eBooks get a new NUMBER, lddnb11.txt +VERSIONS based on separate sources get new LETTER, lddnb10a.txt + + + +Project Gutenberg eBooks are often created from several printed +editions, all of which are confirmed as Public Domain in the US +unless a copyright notice is included. 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