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diff --git a/5156.txt b/5156.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..b9c3107 --- /dev/null +++ b/5156.txt @@ -0,0 +1,14655 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Beechcroft at Rockstone, by Charlotte M. Yonge + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Beechcroft at Rockstone + +Author: Charlotte M. Yonge + +Release Date: February, 2004 [EBook #5156] +Last Updated: August 10, 2012 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BEECHCROFT AT ROCKSTONE *** + + + + +Produced by Sandra Laythorpe + + + + + + +BEECHCROFT AT ROCKSTONE + +By Charlotte M Yonge + + + + +CHAPTER I. -- A DISPERSION + + + +'A telegram! Make haste and open it, Jane; they always make me so +nervous! I believe that is the reason Reginald always _will_ telegraph +when he is coming,' said Miss Adeline Mohun, a very pretty, well +preserved, though delicate-looking lady of some age about forty, as her +elder sister, brisk and lively and some years older, came into the room. + +'No, it is not Reggie. It is from Lily. Poor Lily! +Jasper--accident--Come.' + +'Poor dear Lily! Is it young Jasper or old Jasper, I wonder?' + +'If it were young Jasper she would have put Japs. I am afraid it is her +husband. If so, she will be going off to him. I must catch the 11.20 +train. Will you come, Ada?' + +'Oh no; I should be knocked up, and on your hands. The suspense is bad +enough at home.' + +'If it is old Jasper, we shall see in the paper to-day. I will send it +down to you from the station. Supposing it is Sir Jasper, and she wants +to go out to him, we must take in some of the children.' + +'Oh! Dear little Primrose would be nice enough, but what should we do +with that Halfpenny woman? If we had the other girls, I suppose they +would be at school all day; but surely some might go to Beechcroft. And +mind, Jane, I will not have you overtasking yourself! Do not take any of +them without having Gillian to help you. That I stipulate.' + +Jane Mohun seemed as if she did not hear as these sentences were uttered +at intervals, while she stood dashing off postcards at her davenport. +Then she said, on her way to the door-- + +'Don't expect me to-night. I will send Fanny to ask one of the Wellands +to come in to you, and telegraph if I bring any one home with me.' + +'But, Jane dear--' + +However, the door was shut, and by the time Miss Adeline had reached her +sister's room, the ever-ready bag was nearly packed. + +'I only wanted to say, dear Jane, that you must give my love to dear +Lily. I am grieved--grieved for her; but indeed you must not undertake +anything rash.' (A shake of the head, as the shoes went into their neat +bag.) 'Do not let her persuade you to stay at Silverfold in her absence. +You cannot give up everything here.' + +'Yes, yes, Ada, I know it does not suit you. Never fear.' + +'It is not that, but you are much too useful here to drop everything, +especially now every one is away. I would willingly sacrifice myself, +but--' + +'Yes, I know, Ada dear. Now, good-bye, and take care of yourself, and +don't be nervous. It may mean only that young Japs has twisted his +little finger.' + +And with a kiss, Miss Mohun ran downstairs as fast and lightly as if +her years had been half their amount, and accomplished her orders to +Fanny--otherwise Mrs. Mount--a Beechcroft native, who, on being left +a widow, had returned to her former mistresses, bringing with her a +daughter, who had grown up into an efficient housemaid. After a few +words with her, Miss Mohun sped on, finding time at the station +to purchase a morning paper just come down, and to read among the +telegrams-- + + + +'COLOMBO, Sept. 3rd. + +'Lieutenant-General Sir Jasper Merrifield, G.C.B., has been thrown from +his horse, and received severe injuries.' + + +She despatched this paper to her sister by a special messenger, whom she +had captured by the way, and was soon after in the train, knitting and +pondering. + +At Silverton station she saw the pony carriage, and in it her niece +Gillian, a girl not quite seventeen, with brown eyes showing traces of +tears. + +'Mamma knew you would come,' she said. + +'You have heard direct, of course.' + +'Yes; Claude telegraphed. The horse fell over a precipice. Papa's leg +and three ribs are broken. Not dangerous. That is all it says; and mamma +is going out to him directly.' + +'I was quite sure she would. Well, Gillian, we must do the best we can. +Has she any plans?' + +'I think she waited for you to settle them. Hal is come; he wanted to go +with her, but she says it will cost too much, and besides, there is his +Ordination in Advent.' + +'Has she telegraphed to your uncles?' + +'To Beechcroft and to Stokesley; but we don't quite know where Uncle +Reginald is. Perhaps he will see the paper.' + +Gillian's tears were flowing again, and her aunt said-- + +'Come, my dear, you must not give way; you must do all you can to make +it better for your mother.' + +'I know,' she answered. 'Indeed, I didn't cry till I sat waiting, and it +all came over me. Poor papa! and what a journey mamma will have, and +how dreadful it will be without her! But I know that it is horrid of me, +when papa and my sisters must want her so much more.' + +'That's right--quite right to keep up before her. It does not sound to +me so bad, after all; perhaps they will telegraph again to stop her. Did +Claude ask her to come out?' + +'Oh no! There were only those few words.' + +No more could be learnt till the pony stopped at the door, and Hal ran +out to hand out his aunt, and beg her privately to persuade his mother +to take him, or, if she would not consent to that, at least to have +Macrae, the old soldier-servant, with her--it was not fit for her to +travel alone. + +Lady Merrifield looked very pale, and squeezed her sister close in her +arms as she said-- + +'You are my great help, Jenny.' + +'And must you go?' + +'Yes, certainly.' + +'Without waiting to hear more?' + +'There is no use in losing time. I cannot cross from Folkestone till the +day after to-morrow, at night. I must go to London to-morrow, and sleep +at Mrs. Merrifield's.' + +'But this does not seem to me so very bad.' + +'Oh, no, no! but when I get there in three weeks' time, it will be just +when I shall be most wanted. The nursing will have told on the girls, +and Jasper will be feeling weary of being laid up, and wanting to take +liberties.' + +'And what will you be after such a journey?' + +'Just up to keeping him in order. Come, you have too much sense to +expostulate, Jenny.' + +'No; you would wear yourself to fiddle-strings if you stayed at home. I +only want you to take Hal, or Macrae.' + +'Hal is out of the question, I would not interfere with his preparation +on any account. Macrae would be a very costly article; and, moreover, I +want him to act major-domo here, unless you would, and that I don't dare +to hope for.' + +'No, you must not, Lily; Ada never feels well here, nor always at +Brighton, and Emily would be too nervous to have her without me. But we +will take as many children as you please, or we have room for.' + +'That is like you, Jenny. I know William will offer to take them in at +home, but I cannot send them without Miss Vincent; and she cannot leave +her mother, who has had a sort of stroke. Otherwise I should try leaving +them here while I am away, but the poor old lady is in no state for +it--in fact, I doubt her living long.' + +'I know; you have been governess by yourself these last weeks; it will +be well to relieve her. The best way will be for us to take Mysie and +Valetta, and let them go to the High School; and there is a capital +day-school for little boys, close to St. Andrew's, for Fergus, and +Gillian can go there too, or join classes in whatever she pleases.' + +'My Brownie! Have you really room for all those?' + +'Oh yes! The three girls in the spare room and dressing-room, and Fergus +in the little room over the porch. I will write to Fanny; I gave her a +hint.' + +'And I have no doubt that Primrose will be a delight to her aunt +Alethea, poor little dear! Yes, that makes it all easy, for in the +holidays I know the boys are sure of a welcome at the dear old home, or +Hal might have one or two of them at his Curacy.' + +The gong sounded for the melancholy dinner that had to go on all the +same, and in the midst all were startled by the arrival of a telegram, +which Macrae, looking awestruck, actually delivered to Harry instead of +to his mistress; but it was not from Ceylon. It was from Colonel Mohun, +from Beechcroft: 'Coming 6.30. Going with you. Send children here.' + +Never were twenty words, including addresses, more satisfactory. +The tears came, for the first time, to Lady Merrifield's eyes at the +kindness of her brothers, and Harry was quite satisfied that his uncle +would be a far better escort than himself or Macrae. Aunt Jane went +off to send her telegram home and write some needful letters, and Lady +Merrifield announced her arrangements to those whom they concerned. + +'Oh! mamma, don't,' exclaimed Valetta; 'all the guinea-pigs will die.' + +'I thought,' said Gillian, 'that we might stay here with Miss Vincent to +look after us.' + +'That will not do in her mother's state. Mrs. Vincent cannot be moved up +here, and I could not lay such a burthen on them.' + +'We would be very good,' said Val. + +'That, I hope, you will be any way; but I think it will be easier at +Rockstone, and I am quite sure that papa and I shall be better satisfied +about you.' + +'Mayn't we take Quiz!' asked Fergus. + +'And Rigdum Funnidos?' cried Valetta. + +'And Ruff and Ring?' chimed in Mysie. + +'My dear children, I don't see how Aunt Jane can be troubled with any +more animals than your four selves. You must ask her, only do not be +surprised or put out if she refuses, for I don't believe you can keep +anything there.' + +Off the three younger ones went, Gillian observing, 'I don't see how +they can, unless it was Quiz; but, mamma, don't you think I might go to +Beechcroft with Primrose? I should be so much quieter working for the +examination there, and I could send my exercises to Miss Vincent; and +then I should keep up Prim's lessons.' + +'Your aunt Alethea will, I know, like doing that, my dear; and I am +afraid to turn those creatures loose on the aunts without some one to +look after them and their clothes. Fanny will be very helpful; but it +will not do to throw too much on her.' + +'Oh! I thought they would have Lois--' + +'There would not be room for her; besides that, I don't think it +would suit your aunts. You and Mysie ought to do all the mending for +yourselves and Fergus, and what Valetta cannot manage. I know you would +rather be at Beechcroft, my dear; but in this distress and difficulty, +some individual likings must be given up.' + +'Yes, mamma.' + +Lady Merrifield looked rather dubiously at her daughter. She had +very little time, and did not want to have an argument, nor to elicit +murmurs, yet it might be better to see what was in Gillian's mind before +it was too late. Mothers, very fond of their own sisters, cannot always +understand why it is not the same with their daughters, who inherit +another element of inherited character, and of another generation, +and who have not been welded together with the aunts in childhood. 'My +dear,' she said, 'you know I am quite ready to hear if you have any real +reasonable objection to this arrangement.' + +'No, mamma, I don't think I have,' said Gillian thoughtfully. 'The not +liking always meeting a lot of strangers, nor the general bustle, is all +nonsense, I know quite well. I see it is best for the children, but I +should like to know exactly who is to be in authority over them.' + +'Certainly Aunt Jane,' replied Lady Merrifield. 'She must be the +ultimate authority. Of course you will check the younger ones in +anything going wrong, as you would here, and very likely there will be +more restrictions. Aunt Ada has to be considered, and it will be a town +life; but remember that your aunt is mistress of the house, and that +even if you do think her arrangements uncalled for, it is your duty to +help the others to submit cheerfully. Say anything you please fully and +freely in your letters to me, but don't let there be any collisions +of authority. Jane will listen kindly, I know, in private to any +representation you may like to make, but to say before the children, +"Mamma always lets them," would be most mischievous.' + +'I see,' said Gillian. 'Indeed, I will do my best, mamma, and it will +not be for very long.' + +'I hope and trust not, my dear child. Perhaps we shall all meet by +Easter--papa, and all; but you must not make too sure. There may be +delays. Now I must see Halfpenny. I cannot talk to you any more, my +Gillyflower, though I am leaving volumes unsaid. + +Gillian found Aunt Jane emerging from her room, and beset by her three +future guests. + +'Aunt Jane, may we bring Quiz?' + +'And Rigdum Funnidos and Lady Rigdum?' + +'And Ruff and Ring? They are the sweetest doves in the world.' + +'Doves! Oh, Mysie, they would drive your aunt Ada distracted, with +coo-roo-roo at four o'clock in the morning, just as she goes off to +sleep.' + +'The Rigdums make no noise but a dear little chirp,' triumphantly +exclaimed Valetta. + +'Do you mean the kittens? We have a vacancy for one cat, you know.' + +Oh yes, we want you to choose between Artaxerxes and the Sofy. But the +Rigdums are the eldest pair of guinea-pigs. They are so fond of me, that +I know poor old Funnidos will die of grief if I go away and leave him.' + +'I sincerely hope not, Valetta, for, indeed, there is no place to put +him in.' + +'I don't think he would mind living in the cellar if he only saw me once +a day,' piteously pleaded Valetta. + +'Indeed, Val, the dark and damp would surely kill the poor thing, in +spite of your attentions. You must make up your mind to separation from +your pets, excepting the kitten.' + +Valetta burst out crying at this last drop that made the bucket +overflow, but Fergus exclaimed: 'Quiz! Aunt Jane! He always goes about +with us, and always behaves like a gentleman, don't you, Quizzy?' and +the little Maltese, who perfectly well understood that there was trouble +in the air, sat straight up, crossed his paws, and looked touchingly +wistful. + +'Poor dear little fellow!' said Aunt Jane; 'yes, I knew he would be +good, but Kunz would be horribly, jealous, you see; he is an only dog, +and can't bear to have his premises invaded.' + +'He ought to be taught better,' said Fergus gravely. + +'So he ought,' Aunt Jane confessed; 'but he is too old to begin +learning, and Aunt Ada and Mrs. Mount would never bear to see him +disturbed. Besides, I really do not think Quiz would be half so well off +there as among his own friends and places here, with Macrae to take +care of him.' Then as Fergus began to pucker his face, she added, 'I am +really very sorry to be so disagreeable.' + +'The children must not be unreasonable,' said Gillian sagely, as she +came up. + +'And I am to choose between Xerxes and Artaxerxes, is it?' said Aunt +Jane. + +'No, the Sofy,' said Mysie. 'A Sofy is a Persian philosopher, and this +kitten has got the wisest face.' + +'Run and fetch them,' suggested her aunt, 'and then we can choose. +Oh,' she added, with some relief at the thought, 'if it is an object to +dispose of Cockie, we could manage him.' + +The two younger ones were gratified, but Gillian and Mysie both +exclaimed that Cockie's exclusive affections were devoted to Macrae, and +that they could not answer for his temper under the separation. To break +up such a household was decidedly the Goose, Fox, and Cabbage problem. +As Mysie observed, in the course of the search for the kittens, in the +make-the-best-of-it tone, 'It was not so bad as the former moves, when +they were leaving a place for good and all.' + +'Ah, but no place was ever so good as this,' said poor Valetta. + +'Don't be such a little donkey,' said Fergus consequentially. 'Don't you +know we are going to school, and I am three years younger than Wilfred +was?' + +'It is only a petticoat school,' said Val, 'kept by ladies.' + +'It isn't.' + +'It is; I heard Harry say so.' + +'And yours is all butchers and bakers and candlestick makers.' + +On which they fell on each other, each with a howl of defiance. Fergus +grabbed at Val's pigtail, and she was buffeting him vehemently when +Harry came out, held them apart, and demanded if this were the way to +make their mother easy in leaving them. + +'She said it was a pet-pet-petticoat school,' sobbed Fergus. + +'And so it ought to be, for boys that fight with girls.' + +'And he said mine was all butchers and bakers and candlestick makers,' +whined Valetta. + +'Then you'd better learn manners, or they'll take you for a tramp,' +observed Harry; but at that moment Mysie broke in with a shout at having +discovered the kittens making a plaything of the best library pen-wiper, +their mother, the sleek Begum, abetting them, and they were borne off to +display the coming glories of their deep fur to Aunt Jane. + +Her choice fell upon the Sofy, as much because of the convenience of the +name as because of the preternatural wisdom of expression imparted by +the sweep of the black lines on the gray visage. Mr. Pollock's landlady +was to be the happy possessor of Artaxerxes, and the turbulent portion +of the Household was disposed of to bear him thither, and to beg Miss +Hacket to give Buff and Ring the run of her cage, whence they had +originally come, also to deliver various messages and notes. + +By the time they returned, Colonel Mohun was met in the hall by his +sister. 'Oh, Reggie, it is too good in you!' were the words that came +with her fervent kiss. 'Remember how many years I have been seasoned to +being "cockit up on a baggage waggon." Ought not such an old soldier as +I to be able to take care of myself?' + +'And what would your husband say to you when you got there? And should +not I catch it from William? Well, are you packing up the youthful +family for Beechcroft, except that at Rotherwood they are shrieking for +Mysie?' + +'I know how good William and Alethea would be. This child,' pointing to +Primrose, who had been hanging on her all day in silence, 'is to go to +them; but as I can't send Miss Vincent, educational advantages, as +the advertisements say, lie on the side of Rockstone; so Jenny here +undertakes to be troubled with the rabble.' + +'But Mysie? Rotherwood met me at the station and begged me to obtain her +from you. They really wish it.' + +'He does, I have no doubt.' + +'So does Madame la Marquise. They have been anxious about little Phyllis +all the summer. She was languid and off her feed in London, and did +not pick up at home as they expected. My belief is that it is too much +governess and too little play, and that a fortnight here would set +her up again. Rotherwood himself thinks so, and Victoria has some such +inkling. At any rate, they are urgent to have Mysie with the child, as +the next best thing.' + +'Poor dear little Fly!' ejaculated Lady Merrifield; 'but I am afraid +Mysie was not very happy there last year.' + +'And what would be the effect of all the overdoing?' said Miss Mohun. + +'Mysie is tougher than that sprite, and I suppose there is some +relaxation,' said Lady Merrifield. + +'Yes; the doctors have frightened them sufficiently for the present. + +'I suppose Mysie is a prescription, poor child,' said her aunt, in a +tone that evoked from her brother-- + +'Jealous, Jenny?' + +'Well, Jane,' said Lady Merrifield, 'you know how thankful I am to +you and Ada, but I am inclined to let it depend on the letters I get +to-morrow, and the way Victoria takes it. If it is really an earnest +wish on that dear little Fly's account, I could not withstand old +Rotherwood, and though Mysie might be less happy than she would be with +you, I do not think any harm will be done. Everything there is sound and +conscientious, and if she picks up a little polish, it won't hurt her.' + +'Shall you give her the choice?' + +'I see no good in rending the poor child's mind between two affections, +especially as there will be a very short time to decide in, for I shall +certainly not send her if Victoria's is a mere duty letter.' + +'You are quite right there, Lily,' said the Colonel. 'The less choice +the greater comfort.' + +'Well done, sir soldier,' said his sister Jane. 'I say quite right too; +only, for my own sake, I wish it had been Valetta.' + +'So no doubt does she,' said the mother; 'but unluckily it isn't. And, +indeed, I don't think I wish it. Val is safer with you. As Gillian +expressed it the other day, "Val does right when she likes it; Mysie +does right when she knows it."' + +'You have the compliment after all, Jane,' said the Colonel. 'Lily +trusts you with the child she doesn't trust!' + +There was no doubt the next morning, for Lady Rotherwood wrote an +earnest, affectionate letter, begging for Mysie, who, she said, had won +such golden opinions in her former visit that it would be a real benefit +to Phyllis, as much morally as physically, to have her companionship. It +was the tenderest letter that either of the sisters had ever seen from +the judicious and excellent Marchioness, full of warm sympathy for Lady +Merrifield's anxiety for her husband, and betraying much solicitude for +her little girl. + +'It has done her good,' said Jane Mohun. 'I did not think she had such a +soft spot.' + +'Poor Victoria,' said Lady Merrifield, 'that is a shame. You know she is +an excellent mother.' + +'Too excellent, that's the very thing,' muttered Aunt Jane. 'Well, +Mysie's fate is settled, and I dare say it will turn out for the best.' + +So Mysie was to go with Mrs. Halfpenny and Primrose to Beechcroft, +whence the Rotherwoods would fetch her. If the lady's letter had been +much less urgent, who could have withstood her lord's postscript: 'If +you could see the little pale face light up at the bare notion of seeing +Mysie, you would know how grateful we shall be for her.' + +Mysie herself heard her destiny without much elation, though she was +very fond of Lady Phyllis, and the tears came into her eyes at the +thought of her being unwell and wanting her. + +'Mamma said we must not grumble,' she said to Gillian; 'but I shall +feel so lost without you and Val. It is so unhomish, and there's that +dreadful German Fraulein, who was not at home last time.' + +'If you told mamma, perhaps she would let you stay,' returned Gillian. +'I know I should hate it, worse than I do going to Rockstone and without +you.' + +'That would be unkind to poor Fly,' said Mysie. 'Besides, mamma said +she could not have settling and unsettling for ever. And I shall see +Primrose sometimes; besides, I do love Fly. It's marching orders, you +know.' + +It was Valetta who made the most objection. She declared that it was not +fair that Mysie, who had been to the ball at Rotherwood, should go again +to live with lords and ladies, while she went to a nasty day-school +with butchers' and bakers' daughters. She hoped she should grow horridly +vulgar, and if mamma did not like it, it would be her own fault! + +Mrs. Halfpenny, who did not like to have to separate Mysie's clothes +from the rest after they were packed, rather favoured this naughtiness +by observing: 'The old blue merino might stay at home. Miss Mysie would +be too set up to wear that among her fine folk. Set her up, that she +should have all the treats, while her own Miss Gillian was turned over +to the auld aunties!' + +'Nonsense, nurse,' said Gillian. 'I'm much better pleased to go and be +of some use! Val, you naughty child, how dare you make such a fuss?' for +Valetta was crying again. + +'I hate school, and I hate Rockstone, and I don't see why Mysie should +always go everywhere, and wear new frocks, and I go to the butchers and +bakers and wear horrid old ones.' + +'I wish you could come too,' said Mysie; 'but indeed old frocks are the +nicest, because one is not bothered to take so much care of them; and +lords and ladies aren't a bit better to play with than, other people. In +fact, Ivy is what Japs calls a muff and a stick.' + +Valetta, however, cried on, and Mysie went the length of repairing to +her mother, in the midst of her last notes and packings, to entreat to +change with Val, who followed on tip-toe. + +'Certainly not,' was the answer from Lady Merrifield, who was being +worried on all sides, 'Valetta is not asked, and she is not behaving so +that I could accept for her if she were.' + +And Val had to turn away in floods of tears, which redoubled on being +told by the united voices of her brothers and sisters that they were +ashamed of her for being so selfish as to cry for herself when all were +in so much trouble about papa. + +Lady Merrifield caught some of the last words. 'No, my dear,' she said. +'That is not quite just or kind. It is being unhappy that makes poor +Val so ready to cry about her own grievances. Only, Val, come here, and +remember that fretting is not the way to meet such things. There is a +better way, my child, and I think you know what I mean. Now, to help you +through the time in an outer way, suppose you each set yourself some one +thing to improve in while I am away. Don't tell me what it is, but let +me find out when I come home.' With that she obeyed an urgent summons to +speak to the gardener. + +'I shall! I shall,' cried little Primrose, 'write a whole copy-book in +single lines! And won't mamma be pleased? What shall you do, Fergus? and +Val? and Mysie?' + +'I shall get to spin my peg-top so as it will never tumble down, and +will turn an engine for drawing water,' was the prompt answer of Fergus. + +'What nonsense!' said Val; 'you'd better settle to get your long +division sums right.' + +'That s girls' stuff,' replied Fergus; 'you'd better settle to leave off +crying for nothing.' + +'That you had!' said several voices, and Val very nearly cried again as +she exclaimed: 'Don't be all so tiresome. I shall make mamma a beautiful +crewel cushion, with all the battles in history on it. And won't she be +surprised!' + +'I think mamma meant more than that,' said Mysie. + +'Oh, Mysie, what shall you do?' asked Primrose. + +'I did think of getting to translate one of mamma's favourite German +stories quite through to her without wanting the dictionary or stumbling +one bit,' said Mysie; 'but I am sure she meant something better and +better, and I'm thinking what it is--Perhaps it is making all little +Flossie Maddin's clothes, a whole suit all oneself--Or perhaps it is +manners. What do you think, Gill?' + +'I should say most likely it was manners for you,' volunteered Harry, +'and the extra you are most likely to acquire at Rotherwood.' + +'I'm so glad,' said Mysie. + +'And you, Gill,' inquired Primrose, 'what will you do? Mine is a +copy-book, and Fergus's is the spinning-top-engines, and rule of three; +and Val's is a crewel battle cushion and not crying; and Mysie's is +German stories and manners; and what's yours, Gill?' + +'Gill is so grown up, she is too good to want an inside thing' announced +Primrose. + +'Oh, Prim, you dear little thing,' cried both elder brother and sister, +as they thought with a sort of pang of the child's opinion of grown-up +impeccability. + +'Harry is grown up more,' put in Fergus; 'why don't you ask him?' + +'Because I know,' said Primrose, with a pretty shyness, and as they +pressed her, she whispered, 'He is going to be a clergyman.' + +There was a call for Mysie and Val from upstairs, and as the younger +population scampered off, Gillian said to her brother-- + +'Is not it like "occupy till I come"?' + +'So I was thinking,' said Harry gravely. 'But one must be as young +as Mysie to throw one's "inside things" into the general stock of +resolutions.' + +'Yes,' said Gillian, with uplifted eyes. 'I do--I do hope to do +something.' + +Some great thing was her unspoken thought--some great and excellent +achievement to be laid before her mother on her return. There was a tale +begun in imitation of Bessie Merrifield, called "Hilda's Experiences". +Suppose that was finished, printed, published, splendidly reviewed. +Would not that be a great thing? But alas, she was under a tacit +engagement never to touch it in the hours of study. + + + + +CHAPTER II. -- ROCKQUAY + + + +The actual moment of a parting is often softened by the confusion of +departure. That of the Merrifield family took place at the junction, +where Lady Merrifield with her brother remained in the train, to be +carried on to London. + +Gillian, Valetta, and Fergus, with their aunt, changed into a train for +Rockstone, and Harry was to return to his theological college, after +seeing Mysie and Primrose off with nurse on their way to the ancestral +Beechcroft, whence Mysie was to be fetched to Rotherwood. The last thing +that met Lady Merrifield's eyes was Mrs. Halfpenny gesticulating wildly, +under the impression that Mysie's box was going off to London. + +And Gillian's tears were choked in the scurry to avoid a +smoking-carriage, while Harry could not help thinking--half blaming +himself for so doing--that Mysie expended more feeling in parting with +Sofy, the kitten, than with her sisters, not perceiving that pussy was +the safety-valve for the poor child's demonstrations of all the sorrow +that was oppressing her. + +Gillian, in the corner of a Rockstone carriage, had time for the full +heart-sickness and tumult of fear that causes such acute suffering to +young hearts. It is quite a mistake to say that youth suffers less from +apprehension than does age; indeed, the very inexperience and novelty +add to the alarms, where there is no background of anxieties that have +ended happily, only a crowd of examples of other people's misfortunes. +The difference is in the greater elasticity and power of being +distracted by outward circumstances; and thus lookers-on never guess +at the terrific possibilities that have scared the imagination, and the +secret ejaculations that have met them. How many times on that brief +journey had not Gillian seen her father dying, her sisters in despair, +her mother crushed in the train, wrecked in the steamer, perishing of +the climate, or arriving to find all over and dying of the shock; yet +all was varied by speculations on the great thing that was to offer +itself to be done, and the delight it would give, and when the train +slackened, anxieties were merged in the care for bags, baskets, and +umbrellas. + +Rockstone and Rockquay had once been separate places--a little village +perched on a cliff of a promontory, and a small fishing hamlet within +the bay, but these had become merged in one, since fashion had chosen +them as a winter resort. Speculators blasted away such of the rocks as +they had not covered with lodging-houses and desirable residences. The +inhabitants of the two places had their separate churches, and knew +their own bounds perfectly well; but to the casual observer, the chief +distinction between them was that Rockstone was the more fashionable, +Rockquay the more commercial, although the one had its shops, the other +its handsome crescents and villas. The station was at Rockquay, and +there was an uphill drive to reach Rockstone, where the two Miss Mohuns +had been early inhabitants--had named their cottage Beechcroft after +their native home, and, to justify the title, had flanked the gate with +two copper beeches, which had attained a fair growth, in spite of sea +winds, perhaps because sheltered by the house on the other side. + +The garden reached out to the verge of the cliff, or rather to a low +wall, with iron rails and spikes at the top, and a narrow, rather giddy +path beyond. There was a gate in the wall, the key of which Aunt Jane +kept in her own pocket, as it gave near access to certain rocky steps, +about one hundred and thirty in number, by which, when in haste, the +inhabitants of Rockstone could descend to the lower regions of the Quay. + +There was a most beautiful sea-view from the house, which compensated +for difficulties in gardening in such a situation, though a very slight +slope inwards from the verge of the cliff gave some protection to the +flower-beds; and there was not only a little conservatory attached to +the drawing-room at the end, but the verandah had glass shutters, which +served the purpose of protecting tender plants, and also the windows, +from the full blast of the winter storms. Miss Mohun was very proud +of these shutters, which made a winter garden of the verandah for Miss +Adeline to take exercise in. The house was their own, and, though it +aimed at no particular beauty, had grown pleasant and pretty looking by +force of being lived in and made comfortable. + +It was a contrast to its neighbours on either side of its pink and gray +limestone wall. On one side began the grounds of the Great Rockstone +Hotel; on the other was Cliff House, the big and seldom-inhabited house +of one of the chief partners in the marble works, which went on on the +other side of the promontory, and some people said would one day consume +Rockstone altogether. It was a very fine house, and the gardens were +reported to be beautifully kept up, but the owner was almost always in +Italy, and had so seldom been at Rockstone that it was understood that +all this was the ostentation of a man who did not know what to do with +his money. + +Aunt Adeline met the travellers at the door with her charming welcome. +Kunz, all snowy white, wagged his tight-curled tail amid his barks, at +sight of Aunt Jane, but capered wildly about the Sofy's basket, much +to Valetta's agony; while growls, as thunderous as a small kitten could +produce, proceeded therefrom. + +'Kunz, be quiet,' said Aunt Jane, in a solemn, to-be-minded voice, and +he crouched, blinking up with his dark eye. + +'Give me the basket. Now, Kunz, this is our cat. Do you hear? You are +not to meddle with her.' + +Did Kunz really wink assent--a very unwilling assent? + +'Oh, Aunt Jane!' from Val, as her aunt's fingers undid the cover of the +basket. + +'Once for all!' said Aunt Jane. + +'M-m-m-m-ps-pss-psss!' from the Sofy, two screams from Val and Fergus, a +buffeting of paws, a couple of wild bounds, first on a chair-back, then +on the mantelpiece, where, between the bronze candlestick and the vase, +the Persian philosopher stood hissing and swearing, while Kunz danced +about and barked. + +'Take her down, Gillian,' said Aunt Jane; and Gillian, who had some +presence of mind, accomplished it with soothing words, and, thanks to +her gloves, only one scratch. + +Meantime Miss Mohun caught up Kunz, held up her finger to him, stopped +his barks; and then, in spite of the 'Oh, don'ts,' and even the tears of +Valetta, the two were held up--black nose to pink nose, with a resolute +'Now, you are to behave well to each other, from Aunt Jane. + +Kunz sniffed, the Sofy hissed; but her claws were captive. The dog was +the elder and more rational, and when set down again took no more +notice of his enemy, whom Valetta was advised to carry into Mrs. Mount's +quarters to be comforted and made at home there; the united voice of the +household declaring that the honour of the Spitz was as spotless as his +coat! + +Such was the first arrival at Rockstone, preceding even Aunt Adeline's +inquiries after Mysie, and the full explanation of the particulars of +the family dispersion. Aunt Ada's welcome was not at all like that of +Kunz. She was very tender and caressing, and rejoiced that her sister +could trust her children to her. They should all get on most happily +together, she had no doubt. + +True-hearted as Gillian was, there was something hopeful and refreshing +in the sight of that fair, smiling face, and the touch of the soft hand, +in the room that was by no means unfamiliar, though she had never slept +in the house before. It was growing dark, and the little fire lighted +it up in a friendly manner. Wherever Aunt Jane was, everything was neat; +wherever Aunt Adeline was, everything was graceful. Gillian was old +enough to like the general prettiness; but it somewhat awed Val and +Fergus, who stood straight and shy till they were taken upstairs. The +two girls had a very pretty room and dressing-room--the guest chamber, +in fact; and Fergus was not far off, in a small apartment which, as Val +said, 'stood on legs,' and formed the shelter of the porch. + +'But, oh dear! oh dear!' sighed Val, as Gillian unpacked their evening +garments, 'Isn't there any nice place at all where one can make a mess?' + +'I don't know whether the aunts will ever let us make a mess,' said +Gillian; 'they don't look like it.' + +At which Valetta's face puckered up in the way only too familiar to her +friends. + +'Come, don't be silly, Val. You won't have much time, you know; you will +go to school, and get some friends to play with, and not want to make +messes here.' + +'I hate friends!' + +'Oh, Val!' + +'All but Fly, and Mysie is gone to her. I want Mysie.' + +So in truth did Gillian, almost as much as her mother. Her heart sank +as she thought of having Val and Fergus to save from scrapes without +Mysie's readiness and good humour. If Mysie were but there she should +be free for her 'great thing.' And oh! above all, Val's hair--the brown +bush that Val had a delusion that she 'did' herself, but which her +'doing' left looking rather worse than it did before, and which was not +permitted in public to be in the convenient tail. Gillian advanced on +her with the brush, but she tossed it and declared it all right! + +However, at that moment there was a knock. Mrs. Mount's kindly face and +stout form appeared. She had dressed Miss Ada and came to see what she +could do for the young people, being of that delightful class of old +servants who are charmed to have anything young in the house, especially +a boy. She took Valetta's refractory mane in hand, tied her sash, +inspected Fergus's hands, which had succeeded in getting dirty in their +inevitable fashion, and undertook all the unpacking and arranging. To +Val's inquiry whether there was any place for making 'a dear delightful +mess' she replied with a curious little friendly smile, and wonder that +a young lady should want such a thing. + +'I'm afraid we are all rather strange specimens of young ladies,' +replied Gillian; 'very untidy, I mean.' + +'And I'm sure I don't know what Miss Mohun and Miss Ada will say' said +good Mrs. Mount. + +'What's that? What am I to say?' asked Aunt Jane, coming into the room. + +But, after all, Aunt Jane proved to have more sympathy with 'messes' +than any of the others. She knew very well that the children would be +far less troublesome if they had a place to themselves, and she said, +'Well, Val, you shall have the boxroom in the attics. And mind, you must +keep all your goods there, both of you. If I find them about the house, +I shall--' + +'Oh, what, Aunt Jane?' + +'Confiscate them,' was the reply, in a very awful voice, which impressed +Fergus the more because he did not understand the word. + +'You need not look so much alarmed, Fergus,' said Gillian; 'you are not +at all the likely one to transgress.' + +'No,' said Valetta gravely. 'Fergus is what Lois calls a regular old +battledore.' + +'I won't be called names,' exclaimed Fergus. + +'Well, Lois said so--when you were so cross because the poker had got +on the same side as the tongs! She said she never saw such an old +battledore, and you know how all the others took it up.' + +'Shuttlecock yourself then!' angrily responded Fergus, while both aunt +and sister were laughing too much to interfere. + +'I shall call you a little Uncle Maurice instead,' said Aunt Jane. 'How +things come round! Perhaps you would not believe, Gill, that Aunt Ada +was once in a scrape, when she was our Mrs. Malaprop, for applying that +same epithet on hearsay to Maurice.' + +This laugh made Gillian feel more at home with her aunt, and they went +up happily together for the introduction to the lumber-room, not a very +spacious place, and with a window leading out to the leads. Aunt Jane +proceeded to put the children on their word of honour not to attempt to +make an exit thereby, which Gillian thought unnecessary, since this pair +were not enterprising. + +The evening went off happily. Aunt Jane produced one of the old games +which had been played at the elder Beechcroft, and had a certain +historic character in the eyes of the young people. It was one of those +variations of the Game of the Goose that were once held to be improving, +and their mother had often told them how the family had agreed to prove +whether honesty is really the best policy, and how it had been agreed +that all should cheat as desperately as possible, except 'honest Phyl,' +who _couldn't_; and how, by some extraordinary combination, good for +their morals, she actually was the winner. It was immensely interesting +to see the identical much-worn sheet of dilapidated pictures with the +padlock, almost close to the goal, sending the counter back almost +to the beginning in search of the key. Still more interesting was the +imitation, in very wonderful drawing, devised by mamma, of the career +of a true knight--from pagedom upwards--in pale watery Prussian-blue +armour, a crimson scarf, vermilion plume, gamboge spurs, and very +peculiar arms and legs. But, as Valetta observed, it must have been much +more interesting to draw such things as that than stupid freehand lines +and twists with no sense at all in them. + +Aunt Ada, being subject to asthmatic nights, never came down to +breakfast, and, indeed, it was at an hour that Gillian thought fearfully +early; but her Aunt Jane was used to making every hour of the day +available, and later rising would have prevented the two children from +being in time for the schools, to which they were to go on the Monday. +Some of Aunt Jane's many occupations on Saturday consisted in arranging +with the two heads of their respective schools, and likewise for the +mathematical class Gillian was to join at the High School two mornings +in the week, and for her lessons on the organ, which were to be at St. +Andrew's Church. Somehow Gillian felt as if she were as entirely in her +aunt's hands as Kunz and the Sofy had been! + +After the early dinner, which suited the invalid's health, Aunt Jane +said she would take Valetta and Fergus to go down to the beach with the +little Varleys, while she went to her district, leaving Gillian to read +to Aunt Ada for half an hour, and then to walk with her for a quiet turn +on the beach. + +It was an amusing article in a review that Gillian was set to read, and +she did it so pleasantly that her aunt declared that she looked forward +to many such afternoon pastimes, and then, by an easier way than +the hundred and a half steps, they proceeded down the hill, the aunt +explaining a great deal to the niece in a manner very gratifying to a +girl beginning to be admitted to an equality with grown-up people. + +'There is our old church,' said Aunt Ada, as they had a glimpse of a +gray tower with a curious dumpy steeple. + +'Do you go to church there!' + +'I do--always. I could not undertake the hill on Sundays; but Jane takes +the school-children to the St. Andrew's service in the afternoon.' + +'But which is the parish church?' + +'In point of fact, my dear; it is all one parish. Good morning, Mr. +Hablot. My niece, Miss Gillian Merrifield. Yes, my sister is come +home. I think she will be at the High School. He is the vicar of St. +Andrew's,' as the clergyman went off in the direction of the steps. + +'I thought you said it was all one parish.' + +'St. Andrew's is only a district. Ah, it was all before your time, my +dear.' + +'I know dear Uncle Claude was the clergyman here, and got St. Andrew's +built.' + +'Yes, my dear. It was the great work and thought with him and Lord +Rotherwood in those days that look so bright now,' said Aunt Ada. 'Yes, +and with us all.' + +'Do tell me all about it,' entreated Gillian; and her aunt, nothing +loth, went on. + +'Dear Claude was only five-and-twenty when he had the living. Nobody +would take it, it was such a neglected place. All Rockquay down there +had grown up with only the old church, and nobody going to it. It was +a great deal through Rotherwood. Some property here came to him, and +he was shocked at the state of things. Then we all thought the climate +might be good for dear Claude, and Jane came to live with him and help +him, and look after him. You see there were a great many of us, and +Jane--well, she didn't quite get on with Alethea, and Claude thought she +wanted a sphere of her own, and that is the way she comes to have more +influence than any one else here. And as I am always better in this +air than anywhere else, I came soon after--even before my dear fathers +death. And oh! what an eager, hopeful time it was, setting everything +going, and making St. Andrew's all we could wish! We were obliged to +be cautious at the old church, you know, because of not alarming the +old-fashioned people. And so we are still--' + +'Is that St. Andrew's? Oh, it is beautiful. May I look in?' + +'Not now, my dear. You will see it another time.' + +'I wish it were our church.' + +'You will find the convenience of having one so near. And our services +are very nice with our present rector, Mr. Ellesmere, an excellent +active man, but his wife is such an invalid that all the work falls on +Jane. I am so glad you are here to help her a little. St. Andrew's has a +separate district, and Mr. Hablot is the vicar; but as it is very poor, +we keep the charities all in one. Rotherwood built splendid schools, +so we only have an infant school for the Rockstone children. On Sunday, +Jane assembles the older children there and takes them to church; but +in the afternoon they all go to the National Schools, and then to +a children's service at St. Andrew's. She gets on so well with Mr. +Hablot--he was dear Claude's curate, you see, and little Mrs. Hablot was +quite a pupil of ours. What do you think little Gerald Hablot said--he +is only five--"Isn't Miss Mohun the most consultedest woman in +Rockquay?"' + +'I suppose it is true,' said Gillian, laughing, but rather awestruck. + +'I declare it makes me quite giddy to count up all she has on her +hands. Nobody can do anything without her. There are so few permanent +inhabitants, and when people begin good works, they go away, or marry, +or grow tired, and then we can't let them drop!' + +'Oh! what's that pretty spire, on the rise of the other hill?' + +'My dear, that was the Kennel Mission Chapel, a horrid little hideous +iron thing, but Lady Flight mistook and called it St. Kenelm's, and St. +Kenelm's it will be to the end of the chapter.' And as she exchanged +bows with a personage in a carriage, 'There she is, my dear.' + +'Who? Did she build that church?' + +'It is not consecrated. It really is only a mission chapel, and he is +nothing but a curate of Mr. Hablot's,' said Aunt Ada, Gillian thought a +little venomously. + +She asked, 'Who?' + +'The Reverend Augustine Flight, my dear. I ought not to say anything +against them, I am sure, for they mean to be very good; but she is some +City man's widow, and he is an only son, and they have more money than +their brains can carry. They have made that little place very beautiful, +quite oppressed with ornament--City taste, you know, and they have all +manner of odd doings there, which Mr. Hablot allows, because he says he +does not like to crush zeal, and he thinks interference would do more +harm than good. Jane thinks he ought not to stand so much, but--' + +Gillian somehow felt a certain amusement and satisfaction in finding +that Aunt Jane had one disobedient subject, but they were interrupted +by two ladies eagerly asking where to find Miss Mohun, and a few steps +farther on a young clergyman accosted them, and begged that Miss Mohun +might be told the hour of some meeting. Also that 'the Bellevue Church +people would not co-operate in the coal club.' + +Then it was explained that Bellevue Church was within the bounds of +another parish, and had been built by, and for, people who did not like +the doctrine at the services of St. Andrew's. + +By this time aunt and niece had descended to the Marine esplanade, a +broad road, on one side of which there was a low sea wall, and then the +sands and rocks stretched out to the sea, on the other a broad space +of short grass, where there was a cricket ground, and a lawn-tennis +ground, and the volunteers could exercise, and the band played twice a +week round a Russian gun that stood by the flagstaff. + +The band was playing now, and the notes seemed to work on Gillian's +feet, and yet to bring her heart into her throat, for the last time she +had heard that march was from the band of her father's old regiment, +when they were all together! + +Her aunt was very kind, and talked to her affectionately and +encouragingly of the hopes that her mother would find her father +recovering, and that it would turn out after all quite an expedition of +pleasure and refreshment. Then she said how much she rejoiced to have +Gillian with her, as a companion to herself, while her sister was so +busy, and she was necessarily so much left alone. + +'We will read together, and draw, and play duets, and have quite a good +account of our employment to give,' she said, smiling. + +'I shall like it very much,' said Gillian heartily. + +'Dear child, the only difficulty will be that you will spoil me, and I +shall never be able to part with you. Besides, you will be such a help +to my dear Jane. She never spares herself, you know, and no one ever +spares her, and I can do so little to help her, except with my head.' + +'Surely here are plenty of people,' said Gillian, for they were in the +midst of well-dressed folks, and Aunt Ada had more than once exchanged +nods and greetings. + +'Quite true, my dear; but when there is anything to be done, then there +is a sifting! But now we have you, with all our own Lily's spirit, I +shall be happy about Jane for this winter at least. + +They were again interrupted by meeting a gentleman and lady, to whom +Gillian was introduced, and who walked on with her aunt conversing. They +had been often in India, and made so light of the journey that Gillian +was much cheered. Moreover, she presently came in sight of Val and +Fergus supremely happy over a castle on the beach, and evidently +indoctrinating the two little Varleys with some of the dramatic sports +of Silverfold. + +Aunt Ada found another acquaintance, a white moustached old gentleman, +who rose from a green bench in a sunny corner, saying, 'Ah, Miss Mohun, +I have been guarding your seat for you.' + +'Thank you, Major Dennis. My niece, Miss Merrifield.' + +He seemed to be a very courteous old gentleman, for he bowed, and made +some polite speech about Sir Jasper, and, as he was military, Gillian +hoped to have heard some more about the journey when they sat down, +and room was made for her; but instead of that he and her aunt began a +discussion of the comings and goings of people she had never heard of, +and the letting or not letting of half the villas in Rockstone; and she +found it so dull that she had a great mind to go and join the siege of +Sandcastle. Only her shoes and her dress were fitter for the esplanade +than the shore with the tide coming in; and when one has just begun to +buy one's own clothes, that is a consideration. + +At last she saw Aunt Jane's trim little figure come out on the sands +and make as straight for the children as she could, amid greetings and +consultations, so with an exclamation, she jumped up and went over +the shingle to meet them, finding an endeavour going on to make them +tolerably respectable for the walk home, by shaking off the sand, and +advising Val to give up her intention of dragging home a broad brown +ribbon of weed with a frilled edge, all polished and shiny with wet. +She was not likely to regard it as such a curiosity after a few days' +experience of Rockquay, as her new friends told her. + +Kitty Varley went to the High School, which greatly modified Valetta's +disgust to it, for the little girls had already vowed to be the greatest +chums in the world, and would have gone home with arms entwined, if Aunt +Jane had not declared that such things could not be done in the street, +and Clem Varley, with still more effect, threatened that if they were +such a pair of ninnies, he should squirt at them with the dirtiest water +he could find. + +Valetta had declared that she infinitely preferred Kitty to Fly, and +Kitty was so flattered at being adopted by the second cousin of a Lady +Phyllis, and the daughter of a knight, that she exalted Val above +all the Popsys and Mopsys of her present acquaintance, and at parting +bestowed on her a chocolate cream, which tasted about equally of salt +water and hot hand--at least if one did not feel it a testimonial of +ardent friendship. + +Fergus and Clement had, on the contrary, been so much inclined to punch +and buffet one another, that Miss Mohun had to make them walk before +her to keep the peace, and was by no means sorry when the gate of 'The +Tamarisks' was reached, and the Varleys could be disposed of. + +However, the battery must have been amicable, for Fergus was crazy to +go in and see Clement's little pump, which he declared 'would do +it'--an enigmatical phrase supposed to refer to the great +peg-top-perpetual-motion invention. He was dragged away with difficulty +on the plea of its being too late by Aunt Jane, who could not quite turn +two unexpected children in on Mrs. Varley, and had to effect a cruel +severance of Val and Kitty in the midst of their kisses. + +'Sudden friendships,' said Gillian, from the superiority of her age. + +'I do not think you are given that way,' said Aunt Jane. + +'Does the large family suffice for all of you? People are so different,' +added Aunt Ada. + +'Yes,' said Gillian. 'We have never been in the way of caring for any +outsider. I don't reckon Bessie Merrifield so--nor Fly Devereux, nor +Dolores, because they are cousins.' + +'Cousins may be everything or nothing,' asserted Miss Mohun. 'You have +been about so much that you have hardly had time to form intimacies. But +had you no friends in the officers' families?' + +'People always retired before their children grew up to be +companionable, said Gillian. 'There was nobody except the Whites. And +that wasn't exactly friendship.' + +'Who were they?' said Aunt Jane, who always liked to know all about +everybody. + +'He rose from the ranks,' said Gillian. 'He was very much respected, and +nobody would have known that he was not a gentleman to begin with. But +his wife was half a Greek. Papa said she had been very pretty; but, oh! +she had grown so awfully fat. We used to call her the Queen of the White +Ants. Then Kally--her name was really Kalliope--was very nice, and mamma +got them to send her to a good day-school at Dublin, and Alethea and +Phyllis used to have her in to try to make a lady of her. There used to +be a great deal of fun about their Muse, I remember; Claude thought her +very pretty, and always stood up for her, and Alethea was very fond of +her. But soon after we went to Belfast, Mr. White was made to retire +with the rank of captain. I think papa tried to get something for him +to do; but I am not sure whether he succeeded, and I don't know any more +about them.' + +'Not exactly friendship, certainly,' said Aunt Jane, smiling. 'After +all, Gillian, in your short life, you have had wider experiences than +have befallen your old aunts!' + +'Wider, perhaps, not deeper, Jane,' suggested Miss Adeline. + +And Gillian thought--though she felt it would be too sentimental to +say--that in her life, persons and scenes outside her own family had +seemed to 'come like shadows and so depart'; and there was a general +sense of depression at the partings, the anxiety, and the being +unsettled again when she was just beginning to have a home. + + + + +CHAPTER III. -- PERPETUAL MOTION + + + +If Fergus had not yet discovered the secret of perpetual motion, +Gillian felt as if Aunt Jane had done so, and moreover that the greater +proportion of parish matters were one vast machine, of which she was the +moving power. + +As she was a small spare woman, able to do with a very moderate +amount of sleep, her day lasted from 6 A.M. to some unnamed time after +midnight; and as she was also very methodical, she got through an +appalling amount of business, and with such regularity that those who +knew her habits could tell with tolerable certainty, within reasonable +limits, where she would be found and what she would be doing at any hour +of the seven days of the week. Everything she influenced seemed to recur +as regularly as the motions of the great ruthless-looking engines that +Gillian had seen at work at Belfast; the only loose cog being apparently +her sister Adeline, who quietly took her own way, seldom came downstairs +before eleven o'clock, went out and came in, made visits or received +them, wrote letters, read and worked at her own sweet will. Only two +undertakings seemed to belong to her--a mission working party, and an +Italian class of young ladies; and even the presidency of these often +lapsed upon her sister, when she had had one of those 'bad nights' +of asthma, which were equally sleepless to both sisters. She was +principally useful by her exquisite needlework, both in church +embroidery and for sales; and likewise as the recipient of all the +messages left for Miss Mohun, which she never forgot, besides that, +having a clear sensible head, she was useful in consultation. + +She was thoroughly interested in all her sister's doings, and always +spoke of herself as the invalid, precluded from all service except that +of being a pivot for Jane, the stationary leg of the compasses, as she +sometimes called herself. This repose, together with her prettiness and +sweetness of manner, was very attractive; especially to Gillian, who +had begun to feel herself in the grip of the great engine which bore her +along without power of independent volition, and with very little time +for 'Hilda's Experiences'. + +At home she had gone on harmoniously in full acquiescence with household +arrangements; but before the end of the week the very same sensations +came over her which had impelled her and Jasper into rebellion and +disgrace, during the brief reign of a very strict daily governess, long +ago at Dublin. Her reason and sense approved of all that was set before +her, and much of it was pleasant and amusing; but this was the more +provoking by depriving her of the chance of resistance or the solace of +complaint. Moreover, with all her time at Aunt Jane's disposal, how +was she to do her great thing? Valetta's crewel battle cushion had been +reduced to a delicious design of the battle of the frogs and mice, drawn +by Aunt Ada, and which she delighted in calling at full length 'the +Batrachyomachia,' sparing none of the syllables which she was to work +below. And it was to be worked at regularly for half an hour before +bed-time. Trust Aunt Jane for seeing that any one under her dominion +did what had been undertaken! Only thus the spontaneity seemed to have +departed, and the work became a task. Fergus meanwhile had set his +affections on a big Japanese top he had seen in a window, and was +eagerly awaiting his weekly threepence, to be able to complete the +purchase, though no one but Valetta was supposed to understand what it +had to do with his 'great thing.' + +It was quite pleasant to Gillian to have a legitimate cause of +opposition when Miss Mohun made known that she intended Gillian to take +a class at the afternoon Sunday-school, while the two children went to +Mrs. Hablot's drawing-room class at St. Andrew's Vicarage, all meeting +afterwards at church. + +'Did mamma wish it?' asked Gillian. + +'There was no time to mention it, but I knew she would.' + +'I don't think so,' said Gillian. 'We don't teach on Sundays, unless +some regular person fails. Mamma likes to have us all at home to do our +Sunday work with her.' + +'Alas, I am not mamma! Nor could I give you the time.' + +'I have brought the books to go on with Val and Ferg. I always do some +of their work with them, and I am sure mamma would not wish them to be +turned over to a stranger.' + +'The fact is, that young ladies have got beyond Sunday-schools!' + +'No, no, Jane,' said her sister; 'Gillian is quite willing to help you; +but it is very nice in her to wish to take charge of the children.' + +'They would be much better with Mrs. Hablot than dawdling about here and +amusing themselves in the new Sunday fashion. Mind, I am not going to +have them racketing about the house and garden, disturbing you, and +worrying the maids.' + +'Aunt Jane!' cried Gillian indignantly, 'you don't think that is the way +mamma brought us up to spend Sunday?' + +'We shall see,' said Aunt Jane; then more kindly, 'My dear, you are +right to use your best judgment, and you are welcome to do so, as long +as the children are orderly and learn what they ought.' + +It was more of a concession than Gillian expected, though she little +knew the effort it cost, since Miss Mohun had been at much pains to set +Mrs. Hablot's class on foot, and felt it a slight and a bad example that +her niece and nephew should be defaulters. The motive might have worked +on Gillian, but it was a lower one, therefore mentioned. + +She had seen Mrs. Hablot at the Italian class, and thought her a mere +girl, and an absolute subject of Aunt Jane's stumbling pitifully, +moreover, in a speech of Adelchi's; therefore evidently not at all +likely to teach Sunday subjects half so well as herself! + +Nor was there anything amiss on that first Sunday. The lessons were as +well and quietly gone through as if with mamma, and there was a pleasant +little walk on the esplanade before the children's service at St. +Andrew's; after which there was a delightful introduction to some of the +old books mamma had told them of. + +They were all rather subdued by the strangeness and newness of their +surroundings, as well as by anxiety. If the younger ones were less +anxious about their parents than was their sister, each had a plunge to +make on the morrow into a very new world, and the Varleys' information +had not been altogether reassuring. Valetta had learnt how many marks +might be lost by whispering or bad spelling, and how ferociously cross +Fraulein Adler looked at a mistake in a German verb; while Fergus had +heard a dreadful account of the ordeals to which Burfield and Stebbing +made new boys submit, and which would be all the worse for him, because +he had a 'rum' Christian name, and his father was a swell. + +Gillian had some experience through her elder brothers, and suspected +Master Varley of being guilty of heightening the horrors; so she assured +Fergus that most boys had the same sort of Christian names, but were +afraid to confess them to one another, and so called each other Bill and +Jack. She advised him to call himself by his surname, not to mention his +father's title if he could help it, and, above all, not to seem to mind +anything. + +Her own spirits were much exhilarated the next morning by a note from +Harry, the recipient of all telegrams, with tidings that the doctors +were quite satisfied with Sir Jasper, and that Lady Merrifield had +reached Brindisi. + +There was great excitement at sight of a wet morning, for it appeared +that an omnibus came round on such occasions to pick up the scholars; +and Valetta thought this so delightful that she danced about exclaiming, +'What fun!' and only wishing for Mysie to share it. She would have +rushed down to the gate umbrellaless if Aunt Jane had not caught and +conducted her, while Gillian followed with Fergus. Aunt Jane looked down +the vista of young faces--five girls and three boys--nodding to them, +and saying to the senior, a tall damsel of fifteen, + +'Here are my children, Emma. You will take care of them, please. You are +keeping order here, I suppose?' + +There was a smile and bow in answer as the door closed, and the omnibus +jerked away its ponderous length. + +'I'm sorry to see that Stebbing there,' observed the aunt, as she went +back; 'but Emma Norton ought to be able to keep him in order. It is well +you have no lessons out of the house to-day, Gillian.' + +'Are you going out then?' + +'Oh yes!' said Miss Mohun, running upstairs, and presently coming back +with a school-bag and a crackling waterproof cloak, but pausing as she +saw Gillian at the window, nursing the Sofy, and gazing at the gray +cloud over the gray sea. 'You are not at a loss for something to do,' +she said, 'you said you meant to write to your mother.' + +'Oh yes!' said Gillian, suddenly fretted, and with a sense of being +hunted, 'I have plenty to do.' + +'I see,' said Miss Mohun, turning over the books that lay on the +little table that had been appropriated to her niece, in a way that, +unreasonably or not, unspeakably worried the girl, 'Brachet's French +Grammar--that's right. Colenso's Algebra--I don't think they use that at +the High School. Julius Caesar--you should read that up in Merivale.' + +'I did,' said Gillian, in a voice that very nearly said, 'Do let them +alone.' + +'Well, you have materials for a very useful, sensible morning's work, +and when Ada comes down, very likely she will like to be read to.' + +Off went the aunt, leaving the niece stirred into an absolute desire, +instead of spending the sensible morning, to take up 'Near Neighbours', +and throw herself into an easy-chair; and when she had conscientiously +resisted that temptation, her pen would hover over 'Hilda's +Experiences', even when she had actually written 'Dearest Mamma.' She +found she was in no frame to write such a letter as would be a comfort +to her mother, so she gave that up, and made her sole assertion of +liberty the working out of a tough double equation in Colenso, which +actually came right, and put her in such good humour that she was no +longer afraid of drumming the poor piano to death and Aunt Ada upstairs +to distraction, but ventured on learning one of the Lieder ohne Worte; +and when her Aunt Ada came down and complimented her on the sounds that +had ascended, she was complacent enough to write a very cheerful letter, +whilst her aunt was busied with her own. She described the Sunday-school +question that had arisen, and felt sure that her father would pronounce +his Gill to be a sensible young woman. Afterwards Miss Adeline betook +herself to a beautiful lily of church embroidery, observing, as Gillian +sat down to read to her Alphonse Karr's Voyage autour de mon Jardin, +that it was a real pleasure to listen to such prettily-pronounced +French. Kunz lay at her feet, the Sofy nestled in Gillian's lap, and +there was a general sense of being rubbed down the right way. + +By and by there loomed through the rain two dripping shiny forms under +umbrellas strongly inclined to fly away from them--Miss Mohun and Mr. +Grant, the junior curate, whom she had brought home to luncheon. Both +were full of the irregularities of the two churches of Bellevue and St. +Kenelm's on the recent harvest-thanksgiving Sunday. It was hard to tell +which was most reprobated, what St. Kenelm's did or what Bellevue did +not do. If the one blew trumpets in procession, the other collected the +offertory in a warming-pan. Gillian had already begun to find that these +misdoings supplied much conversation at Beechcroft Cottage, and began +to get half weary, half curious to judge for herself of all these +enormities; nor did she feel more interested in the discussion of who +had missed church or school, and who needed tickets for meat, or to be +stirred up to pay for their coal club. + +At last she heard, 'Well, I think you might read to her, Gillian! Oh! +were not you listening? A very nice girl near here, a pupil teacher, who +has developed a hip complaint, poor child. She will enjoy having visits +from you, a young thing like herself.' + +Gillian did not like it at all, but she knew that it would be wrong to +refuse, and answered, 'Very well,' with no alacrity--hoping that it was +not an immediate matter, and that something might happen to prevent it. +But at that moment the sun came out, the rain had ceased, and there were +glistening drops all over the garden; the weather quarter was clear, +and after half an hours rest after dinner Aunt Jane jumped up, decreeing +that it was time to go out, and that she would introduce Gillian to +Lilian Giles before going on to the rest of her district. + +She gathered a few delicate flowers in the little conservatory, and put +them in a basket with a peach from the dessert, then took down a couple +of books from the shelf. Gillian could not but acquiesce, though she was +surprised to find that the one given to her was a translation of Undine. + +'The child is not badly off,' explained Miss Mohun. 'Her father is a +superior workman. She does not exactly want comforts, but she is sadly +depressed and disappointed at not being able to go on with her work, +and the great need is to keep her from fretting over her troubles, and +interested in something.' + +Gillian began to think of one of the graceful hectic invalids of whom +she had read, and to grow more interested as she followed Aunt Jane past +the old church with the stout square steeple, constructed to hold, on a +small side turret window, a light for the benefit of ships at sea. Then +the street descended towards the marble works. There was a great quarry, +all red and raw with recent blasting, and above, below, and around, rows +of new little stuccoed, slated houses, for the work-people, and a large +range of workshops and offices fronting the sea. This was Miss Mohun's +district, and at a better-looking house she stopped and used the +knocker. + +That was no distinction; all had doors with knockers and sash windows, +but this was a little larger, and the tiny strip of garden was well +kept, while a beautiful myrtle and pelargonium peeped over the muslin +blind; and it was a very nice-looking woman who opened the door, though +she might have been the better for a cap. Aunt Jane shook hands with +her, rather to Gillian's surprise, and heard that Lily was much the +same. + +'It is her spirits are so bad, you see, Miss Mohun,' she added, as +she ushered them into a somewhat stuffy little parlour, carpeted and +bedecked with all manner of knick-knacks, photographs, and framed +certificates of various societies of temperance and providence on the +gaily-papered walls. The girl lay on a couch near the fire, a sallow +creature, with a big overhanging brow, made heavier by a dark fringe, +and an expression that Gillian not unjustly decided was fretful, though +she smiled, and lighted up a little when she saw Miss Mohun. + +There was a good deal said about her bad nights, and her appetite, +and how the doctor wanted her to take as much as she could, and how +everything went against her--even lardy cake and roly-poly pudding with +bacon in it! + +Miss Mohun put the flowers on the little table near the girl, who smiled +a little, and thanked her in a languid dreary manner. Finding that she +had freshly been visited by the rector, Miss Mohun would not stop for +any serious reading, but would leave Miss Merrifield to read a story to +her. + +'And you ought to get on together,' she said, smiling. 'You are just +about the same age, and your names rhyme--Gillian and Lilian. And +Gillians mother is a Lily too.' + +This the young lady lid not like, for she was already feeling it a +sort of presumption in the girl to bear a name so nearly resembling her +mother's. She had seen a little cottage poverty, and had had a class of +little maidservants; but this level of life which is in no want, keeps a +best parlour, and does not say ma'am, was quite new to her, and she +did not fancy it. When the girls were left together, while Mrs. Giles +returned to her ironing, Gillian was the shyer of the two, and began +rather awkwardly and reluctantly-- + +'Miss Mohun thought you would like to hear this. It is a sort of German +fairy tale.' + +Lilian said, 'Yes, Miss Merrifield' in a short dry tone, completing +Gillian's distaste, and she began to read, not quite at her best, and +was heartily glad when at the end of half an hour Mrs. Giles was heard +in parley with another visitor, so that she had an excuse for going away +without attempting conversation. She was overtaken by the children on +their way home from their schools, where they had dined. They rushed +upon her, together with the two Varleys, who wanted to take them home to +tea; and Gillian giving her ready consent, Fergus dashed home to fetch +his beloved humming-top, which was to be introduced to Clement Varley's +pump, and in a few minutes they were off, hardly vouchsafing an answer +to such comparatively trifling inquiries as how they were placed at +their schools. + +Gillian found, however, that neither of her aunts was pleased at her +having consented to the children's going out without reference to their +authority. How did she suppose they were to come home? + +'I did not think, can't they be fetched?' said Gillian, startled. + +'It is not far,' said Adeline, pitying her. 'One of the maids--' + +'My dear Ada!' exclaimed Aunt Jane. 'You know that Fanny cannot go out +at night with her throat, and I never will send out those young girls on +any account.' + +'Can't I go?' said Gillian desperately. + +'Are not you a young girl? I must go myself.' + +And go she did at a quarter to eight, and brought home the children, +looking much injured. Gillian went upstairs with them, and there was an +outburst. + +'It was horrid to be fetched home so soon, just as there was a chance of +something nice; when all the tiresome big ones had gone to dress, and we +could have had some real fun,' said Valetta. + +'Real fun! Real sense!' said Fergus. + +'But what had you been about all this time?' + +'Why, their sisters and a man that was there _would_ come and drink tea +in the nursery, where nobody wanted them, and make us play their play. + +'Wasn't that nice? You are always crying out for Harry and me to come +and play with you.' + +'Oh, it wasn't like that,' said Val, 'you play with us, and they only +pretended, and played with each other. It wasn't nice.' + +'Clem said it was--forking,' said Fergus. + +'No, spooning,' said Val. 'The dish ran after the spoon, you know.' + +'Well, but you haven't told me about the schools,' said Gillian, in +elder sisterly propriety, thinking the subject had better be abandoned. + +'Jolly, jolly, scrumptious!' cried Fergus. + +'Oh! Fergus, mamma doesn't like slang words. Jasper doesn't say them.' + +'Not at home, but men say what they like at school, and the 'bus was +scrumptious and splendiferous!' + +'I'm sure it wasn't,' said Valetta; 'I can't bear being boxed up with +horrid rude boys.' + +'Because you are only a girl!' + +'Now, Gill, they shot with--' + +'Val, if you tell--' + +'Telling Gill isn't telling. Is it, Gill?' + +She assented. + +'They did, Gill. They shot at us with pea-shooters,' sighed the girl. + +'Oh! it was jolly, jolly, jolly!' cried the boy. 'Stebbing hit the girl +who made the sour face on her cheeks, and they all squealed, and the cad +looked in and tried to jaw us.' + +'But that dreadful boy shot right into his mouth,' said Val, while +Fergus went into an ecstasy of laughter. 'Wasn't it a shame, Gill?' + +'Indeed it was' said Gillian. 'Such ungentlemanly boys ought not to be +allowed in the omnibus.' + +'Girls shouldn't be allowed in the 'bus, they are so stupid,' said +Fergus. 'That one--as cross as old Halfpenny--who was she, Val?' + +'Emma Norton! Up in the highest form!' + +'Well, she is a prig, and a tell-tale-tit besides; only Stebbing said if +she did, her junior would catch it.' + +'What a dreadful bully he must be!' exclaimed Gillian. + +I'll tell you what,' said Fergus, in a tone of profound admiration, 'no +one can hold a candle to him at batting! He snowballed all the Kennel +choir into fits, and he can brosier old Tilly's stall, and go on just +the same.' + +'What a greedy boy!' exclaimed Val. + +'Disgusting,' added Gillian. + +'You're girls,' responded Fergus, lengthening the syllable with infinite +contempt; but Valetta had spirit enough to reply, 'Much better be a girl +than rude and greedy.' + +'Exactly,' said Gillian; 'it is only little silly boys who think such +things fine. Claude doesn't, nor Harry, nor Japs.' + +'You know nothing about it,' said Fergus. + +'Well, but you've never told me about school--how you are placed, and +whom you are under.' + +'Oh! I'm in middle form, under Miss Edgar. Disgusting! It's only the +third form that go up to Smiler. She knows it is no use to try to take +Stebbing and Burfield.' + +'And, Gill,' added Val, 'I'm in second class too, and I took three +places for knowing where Teheran was, and got above Kitty Varley and a +girl there two years older than I am, and her name is Maura.' + +'Maura, how very odd! I never heard of any one called Maura but one of +the Whites,' said Gillian. 'What was her surname?' + +This Valetta could not tell, and at the moment Mrs. Mount came up with +intent to brush Miss Valetta's hair, and to expedite the going to bed. + +Gillian, not very happy about the revelations she had heard, went +downstairs, and found her younger aunt alone, Miss Mohun having been +summoned to a conference with one of her clients in the parish room. In +her absence Gillian always felt more free and communicative, and she had +soon told whatever she did not feel as a sort of confidence, including +Valetta's derivation of spooning, and when Miss Mohun returned it was +repeated to her. + +'Yes,' was her comment, 'children's play is a convenient cover to the +present form of flirtation. No doubt Bee Varley and Mr. Marlowe believe +themselves to have been most good-natured.' + +'Who is he, and will it come to anything?' asked Aunt Ada, taking her +sister's information for granted. + +'Oh no, it is nothing. A civil service man, second cousin's +brother-in-law's stepson. That's quite enough in these days to justify +fraternal romping.' + +'I thought Beatrice Varley a nice girl.' + +'So she is, my dear. It is only the spirit of the age, and, after all, +this deponent saith not which was the dish and which was the spoon. Have +the children made any other acquaintances, I wonder? And how did George +Stebbing comport himself in the omnibus? I was sorry to see him there; I +don't trust that boy.' + +'I wonder they didn't send him in solitary grandeur in the brougham,' +said Miss Ada. + +Gillian held the history of the pea-shooting as a confidence, even +though Aunt Jane seemed to have been able to see through the omnibus, so +she contented herself with asking who George Stebbing was. + +'The son of the manager of the marble works; partner, I believe.' + +'Yes,' said Aunt Ada. 'the Co. means Stebbing primarily.' + +'Is he a gentleman?' + +'Well, as much as old Mr. White himself, I suppose. He is come up +here--more's the pity--to the aristocratic quarter, if you please,' said +Aunt Jane, smiling, 'and if garden parties are not over, Mr. Stebbing +may show you what they can be.' + +'That boy ought to be at a public school,' said her sister. 'I hope he +doesn't bully poor little Fergus.' + +'I don't think he does,' said Gillian. 'Fergus seemed rather to admire +him.' + +'I had rather hear of bullying than patronage in that quarter,' said +Miss Mohun. 'But, Gillian, we must impress on the children that they are +to go to no one's house without express leave. That will avoid offence, +and I should prefer their enjoying the society of even the Varleys in +this house.' + +Did Aunt Jane repent of her decision on the Thursday half-holiday +granted to Mrs. Edgar's pupils, when, in the midst of the working party +round the dining-room table, in a pause of the reading, some one said, +'What's that!'--and a humming, accompanied by a drip, drop, drip, drop, +became audible? + +Up jumped Miss Mohun, and so did Gillian, half in consternation, half to +shield the boy from her wrath. In a few moments they beheld a puddle on +the mat at the bottom of the oak stairs, while a stream was descending +somewhat as the water comes down at Lodore, while Fergus's voice could +be heard above-- + +'Don't, Varley! You see how it will act. The string of the humming-top +moves the pump handle, and that spins. Oh!' + +'Master Fergus! Oh--h, you bad boy!' + +The shriek was caused by the avenging furies who had rushed up the back +stairs just as Miss Mohun had darted up the front, so as to behold, on +the landing between the two, the boys, one spinning the top, the other +working the pump which stood in its own trough of water, receiving a +reckless supply from the tap in the passage. The maid's scream of 'What +will your aunt say?' was answered by her appearance, and rush to turn +the cock. + +'Don't, don't, Aunt Jane,' shouted Fergus; 'I've almost done it! +Perpetual motion.' He seemed quite unconscious that the motion was +kept up by his own hands, and even dismay could not turn him from being +triumphant. + +'Oh! Miss Jane,' cried Mrs. Mount, 'if I had thought what they boys was +after.' + +'Mop it up, Alice,' said Aunt Jane to the younger girl. 'No don't come +up, Ada; it is too wet for you. It is only a misdirected experiment in +hydraulics.' + +'I told him not,' said Clement Varley, thinking affairs serious. + +'Fergus, I am shocked at you,' said Gillian sternly. 'You are +frightfully wet. You must be sent to bed.' + +'You must go and change,' said Aunt Jane, preventing the howl about to +break forth. 'My dear boy, that tap must be let alone. We can't have +cataracts on the stairs.' + +'I didn't mean it, Aunt Jane; I thought it was an invention,' said +Fergus. + +'I know; but another time come and ask me where to try your experiments. +Go and take off those clothes; and you, Clement, you are soaking too. +Run home at once.' + +Gillian, much scandalised, broke out-- + +'It is very naughty. At home, he would be sent to bed at once.' + +'I am not Mrs. Halfpenny, Gillian,' said Aunt Jane coldly. + +'Jane has a soft spot for inventions, for Maurice's sake,' said her +sister. + +'I can't confound ingenuity and enterprise with wanton mischief, or +crush it out for want of sympathy,' said Miss Mohun. 'Come, we must +return to our needles.' + +If Aunt Jane had gone into the state of wrath to be naturally expected, +Gillian would have risen in arms on her brother's behalf, and that would +have been much pleasanter than the leniency which made her views of +justice appear like unkindness. + +This did not dispose her to be the better pleased at an entreaty from +the two children to be allowed to join Mrs. Hablot's class on Sunday. It +appeared that they had asked Aunt Jane, and she had told them that their +sister knew what their mother would like. + +'But I am sure she would not mind,' said Valetta. 'Only think, she has +got a portfolio with pictures of everything all through the Bible!' + +'Yes,' added Fergus, 'Clem told me. There are the dogs eating Jezebel, +and such a jolly picture of the lion killing the prophet. I do want to +see them! Varley told me!' + +'And Kitty told me,' added Valetta. 'She is reading such a book to them. +It is called The Beautiful Face, and is all about two children in a +wood, and a horrid old grandmother and a dear old hermit, and a wicked +baron in a castle! Do let us go, Gillyflower. + +'Yes,' said Fergus; 'it would be ever so much better fun than poking +here.' + +'You don't want fun on Sunday.' + +'Not fun exactly, but it is nicer.' + +'To leave me, the last bit of home, and mamma's own lessons.' + +'They ain't mamma's,' protested Fergus; but Valetta was touched by the +tears in Gillian's eyes, kissed her, and declared, 'Not that.' + +Whether it were on purpose or not, the next Sunday was eminently +unsuccessful; the Collects were imperfect, the answers in the Catechism +recurred to disused babyish blunders; Fergus twisted himself into +preternatural attitudes, and Valetta teased the Sofy to scratching +point, they yawned ferociously at The Birthday, and would not be +interested even in the pony's death. Then when they went out walking, +they would not hear of the sober Rockstone lane, but insisted on the +esplanade, where they fell in with the redoubtable Stebbing, who chose +to patronise instead of bullying 'little Merry'--and took him off to the +tide mark--to the agony of his sisters, when they heard the St. Andrew's +bell. + +At last, when the tempter had gone off to higher game, Fergus's Sunday +boots and stockings were such a mass of black mud that Gillian had to +drag him home in disgrace, sending Valetta into church alone. She would +have put him to bed on her own responsibility, but she could not master +him; he tumbled about the room, declaring Aunt Jane would do no such +thing, rolled up his stockings in a ball, and threw them in his sister's +face. + +Gillian retired in tears, which she let no one see, not even Aunt Ada, +and proceeded to record in her letter to India that those dreadful boys +were quite ruining Fergus, and Aunt Jane was spoiling him. + +However, Aunt Jane, having heard what had become of the youth, met +him in no spoiling mood; and though she never knew of his tussle with +Gillian, she spoke to him very seriously, shut him into his own room, to +learn thoroughly what he had neglected in the morning, and allowed him +no jam at tea. She said nothing to Gillian, but there were inferences. + +The lessons went no better on the following Sunday; Gillian could +neither enforce her authority nor interest the children. She avoided +the esplanade, thinking she had found a nice country walk to the common +beyond the marble works; but, behold, there was an outbreak of drums +and trumpets and wild singing. The Salvation Army was marching that way, +and, what was worse, yells and cat-calls behind showed that the Skeleton +Army was on its way to meet them. Gillian, frightened almost out of her +wits, managed to fly over an impracticable-looking gate into a field +with her children, but Fergus wanted to follow the drum. After that she +gave in. The children went to Mrs. Hablot, and Gillian thought she saw +'I told you so' in the corners of Aunt Jane's eyes. + +It was a further offence that her aunt strongly recommended her going +regularly to the High School instead of only attending certain classes. +It would give her far more chance of success at the examination to work +with others and her presence would be good for Valetta. But to reduce +her to a schoolgirl was to be resented on Miss Vincent's account as well +as her own. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. -- THE QUEEN OF THE WHITE ANTS + + + +The High School was very large. It stood at present at the end of a +budding branch of Rockquay, where the managers, assisted by the funds +advanced by Lord Rotherwood and that great invisible potentate, the head +of the marble works, had secured and adapted a suitable house, and a +space round it well walled in. + +The various classes of students did not see much of each other, except +those who were day boarders and spent the midday recreation time +together. Even those in the same form were only together in school, as +the dressing-room of those who dined there was separate from that of the +others, and they did not come in and out at the same time. Valetta had +thus only really made friends with two or three more Rockstone girls of +about her own age besides Kitty Yarley, with whom she went backwards and +forwards every day, under the escort provided in turn by the families of +the young ladies. + +Gillian's studies were for three hours in the week at the High School, +and on two afternoons she learnt from the old organist at Rockstone +Church. She went and came alone, except when Miss Mohun happened to +join her, and that was not often, 'For,' said that lady to her sister, +'Gillian always looks as if she thought I was acting spy upon her. I +wish I could get on with that girl; I begin to feel almost as poor Lily +did with Dolores.' + +'She is a very good girl,' said Miss Adeline. + +'So she is; and that makes it all the more trying to be treated like the +Grand Inquisitor.' + +'Shall I speak to her? She is always as pleasant as possible with me.' + +'Oh no, don't. It would only make it worse, and prevent you from having +her confidence.' + +'Ah, Jane, I have often thought your one want was gentleness,' said Miss +Ada, with the gesture of her childhood--her head a little on one side. +'And, besides, don't you know what Reggie used to call your ferret look? +Well, I suppose you can't help it, but when you want to know a thing and +are refraining from asking questions, you always have it more or less.' + +'Thank you, Ada. There's nothing like brothers and sisters for telling +one home-truths. I suppose it is the penalty of having been a regular +Paul Pry in my childhood, in spite of poor Eleanor making me learn +"Meddlesome Matty" as soon as I could speak. I always _do_ and always +_shall_ have ringing in my ears-- + + + '"Oh! what a pretty box is this, + I'll open it," said little Miss.' + + +'Well, you know you always do know or find out everything about +everybody, and it is very useful.' + +'Useful as a bloodhound is, eh?' + +'Oh no, not that, Jenny.' + +'As a ferret, or a terrier, perhaps. I suppose I cannot help that, +though,' she added, rather sadly. 'I have tried hard to cure the slander +and gossip that goes with curiosity. I am sorry it results in repulsion +with that girl; but I suppose I can only go on and let her find out that +my bark, or my eye, is worse than my bite.' + +'You are so good, so everything, Jenny,' said Adeline, 'that I am sure +you will have her confidence in time, if only you won't poke after it.' + +Which made Miss Mohun laugh, though her heart was heavy, for she had +looked forward to having a friend and companion in the young generation. + +Gillian meantime went her way. + +One morning, after her mathematical class was over, she was delayed +for about ten minutes by the head mistress, to whom she had brought a +message from her aunt, and thus did not come out at noon at the same +time as the day scholars. On issuing into the street, where as yet there +was hardly any traffic, except what was connected with the two schools, +she perceived that a party of boys were besetting a little girl who was +trying to turn down the cross road to Bellevue, barring her way, and +executing a derisive war-dance around her, and when she, almost crying, +made an attempt to dash by, pulling at her plaited tail, with +derisive shouts, even Gillian's call, 'Boys, boys, how can you be so +disgraceful!' did not check them. One made a face and put his tongue +out, while the biggest called out, 'Thank you, teacher,' and Gillian +perceived to her horror, that they were no street boys, but Mrs. +Edgar's, and that Fergus was one of them. That he cried in dismay, +'Don't, Stebbing! It's my sister,' was no consolation, as she charged in +among them, catching hold of her brother, as she said, + +'I could not believe that you could behave in such a disgraceful +manner!' + +All the other tormentors rushed away headlong, except Stebbing, who, in +some compunction, said-- + +'I beg your pardon, Miss Merrifield, I had no notion it was you.' + +'You are making it no better,' said Gillian. 'The gentlemen I am used +to know how to behave properly to any woman or girl. My father would be +very sorry that my brother has been thrown into such company.' + +And she walked away with her head extremely high, having certainly given +Master Stebbing a good lesson. Fergus ran after her. 'Gill, Gill, you +won't tell.' + +'I don't think I ever was more shocked in my life,' returned Gillian. + +'But, Gill, she's a nasty, stuck-up, conceited little ape, that Maura +White, or whatever her ridiculous name is. They pretend her father was +an officer, but he was really a bad cousin of old Mr. White's that ran +away; and her mother is not a lady--a great fat disgusting woman, half a +nigger; and Mr. White let her brother and sister be in the marble works +out of charity, because they have no father, and she hasn't any business +to be at the High School.' + +'White, did you say? Maura White!' exclaimed Gillian. 'Captain White +dead! Oh, Fergus! it must be Captain White. He was in the dear old Royal +Wardours, and papa thought so much of him! To think of your going and +treating his daughter in that shocking way!' + +'It was what Stebbing said,' gruffly answered Fergus. + +'If you let yourself be led by these horrid cads--' + +'He is no such thing! He is the crack bat of Edgar's--' + +'A boy is a cad who can't behave himself to a girl because she is poor. +I really think the apology to me was the worst part or the matter. He +only treats people well when he sees they can take care of themselves.' + +'I'll tell him about Captain White,' said Fergus, a little abashed. + +'Yes. And I will get the aunts to call on Mrs. White, and that may help +them to a better level among these vulgar folk.' + +'But you won't--' said Fergus, with an expressive pause. + +'I won't get you into trouble, for I think you are sorry you treated one +of our own in such a manner.' + +'I wouldn't, indeed, if I had known.' + +'I shall only explain that I have found out whom Maura belongs to. I +should go and see them at once, only I must make Val find out where she +lives.' + +So Gillian returned home, communicating the intelligence with some +excitement that she had discovered that Valetta's schoolmate, Maura +White, was none other than the daughter of her father's old +fellow-soldier, whose death shocked her greatly, and she requested to go +and call on Mrs. White as soon as she could learn her abode. + +However, it seemed to be impossible that any one should live in +Rockstone unknown to Aunt Jane. + +'White?' she said. 'It can't be the Whites down by Cliffside. No; +there's a father there, though he generally only comes down for Sunday.' + +'I am sure there are some Whites on the Library list,' said Miss Ada. + +'Oh yes; but she washes! I know who they must be. I know in Bellevue +there are some; but they go to the Kennel Church. Didn't you come home, +Ada, from that function you went to with Florence, raving about the +handsome youth in the choir?' + +'Oh yes, we thought it such an uncommon, foreign face, and he looked +quite inspired when he was singing his solo.' + +'Yes; I found out that his name was White, a clerk or something in the +marble works, and that he had a mother and sister living at Bellevue. I +did see the sister when I went to get the marble girls into the G.F.S., +but she said something foolish about her mother not liking it.' + +'Yes; nobody under the St. Kenelm influence ever will come into the +G.F.S.' + +'But what is she doing?' asked Gillian. 'Do you mean Kalliope?' + +'I suppose I do. I saw a rather nice-looking young woman in the +department where they make Florentine mosaic, and I believe they said +she was Miss White, but she cut me off very short with her mother, so I +had no more to do with her.' + +'I am sure mamma would wish me to call on Mrs. White,' said Gillian. + +'There's no reason against it,' said Aunt Jane. 'I will go with you the +first day I can.' + +When would that be, wondered Gillian. She told Valetta to talk to +Maura and learn the name of the house; and this was ascertained to be 3 +Ivinghoe Terrace, Bellevue Road, but Val had very little opportunity of +cultivating the acquaintance of town girls, who did not stay to dinner, +as she had to go home immediately after school, under Emma Norton's +escort, and perhaps she was not very ardent in the cause, for Kitty +Varley and her other friends did not like the child, and she was more +swayed by them than perhaps she liked to confess to her sister. + +Each morning at breakfast Gillian hoped that Aunt Jane would lay out her +day so as to call on Mrs. White; but first there was the working party, +then came the mothers' meeting, followed by afternoon tea at Mrs. +Hablot's for some parish council. On the third day, which might have +been clear, 'a miserable creature,' as Gillian mentally called her, +wrote to beg the Misses Mohun to bring themselves and her niece to +make up a lawn-tennis set, since some one had failed. Gillian vainly +protested that she did not care about lawn tennis, and could not play +unless Jasper was her partner; and Aunt Jane so far sided with her as to +say it was very inconvenient, and on such short notice they ought not to +be expected. But Aunt Ada clearly wanted to go; and so they went. It was +a beautiful place, but Gillian could not enjoy herself, partly because +she knew so few of the people, but more because she was vexed and +displeased about the Whites. She played very badly; but Aunt Jane, when +pressed into the service, skipped about with her little light figure and +proved herself such a splendid player, doing it so entirely con amore, +that Gillian could not but say to herself, 'She was bent on going; it +was all humbug her pretending to want to refuse.' + +That afternoon's dissipation had made it needful to do double work the +next day, and Gillian was again disappointed. Then came Saturday, when +Miss Mohun was never available, nor was she on Monday; and when it +appeared that she had to go to a meeting at the Cathedral town on +Tuesday, Gillian grew desperate, and at her tete-a-tete meal with Aunt +Ada, related the whole history of the Whites, and her great desire to +show kindness to her father's old brother-officer's family, and how much +she was disappointed. + +Miss Adeline was touched, and indeed, fond as she was of her sister, she +could not help being flattered by Gillian's preference and confidence. + +'Well, my deal, this is a nice day, not too hot or too cold; I do not +see why I should not walk down with you and call. If I find it too far, +we can take a cab to go back.' + +'Oh, thank you, Aunt Ada; it is very very kind of you, and there is no +knowing when Aunt Jane may be able to go. I don't like to close up my +Indian letter till I can say I have seen them.' + +Gillian fidgeted a good deal lest, before her aunt's postprandial repose +was over, visitors should come and put a stop to everything, and she +looked ready to cut the throat of a poor lady in a mushroom hat, who +came up to leave a message for Miss Mohun about a possible situation for +one of her class of boys. + +However, at last they started, Kunz and all, Miss Adeline quite infected +by Gillian's excitement. + +'So your father and mother were very fond of them.' + +'Papa thought very highly of him, and was very sorry he had to return,' +said Gillian. + +'And she was a beautiful Greek.' + +Gillian began to be quite afraid of what she might have said. + +'I don't think she is more than half Greek,' she said. 'I believe her +mother was a Gorfiote, but her father was English or Irish. I believe he +kept a shop in Malta.' + +'Quite a mixture of nationalities then, and no wonder she is beautiful. +That youth had a very striking profile; it quite reminded me of a gem as +I saw it against the dark pillar.' + +'I did not say she was very beautiful now,' said Gillian, feeling a +qualm as she recollected the Queen of the White Ants, and rather oddly +divided between truthfulness, fear of alarming her aunt into turning +back, and desire of giving her a little preparation. + +'Ah! those southern beauties soon go on. Some one told me that Lord +Byron's "Maid of Athens," whose portrait I used to think the loveliest +thing in the world, became a great stout woman, but was quite a mother +to all the young Englishmen about. I remember I used to try to hold my +head and keep my eyelids down like the engraving in an old book that had +been my mother's.' + +'Oh! I think I have seen it at Beechcroft,' said Gillian, very much +amused, for she now perceived whence arose Aunt Ada's peculiar turn of +the head and droop of the eyelashes, and how the conscious affectation +of childhood had become unconsciously crystallised. + +She grew more and more anxious as they found some difficulty in making +out Ivinghoe Terrace, and found it at last to be a row of rather +dilapidated little houses, apparently built of lath and stucco, and +of that peculiar meanness only attained by the modern suburb. Aunt Ada +evidently did not like it at all, and owned herself almost ready to +turn back, being sure that Valetta must have made some mistake. Gillian +repeated that she had always said the Whites were very poor, but she +began to feel that her impatience had misled her, and that she would +have been better off with the aunt who was used to such places, and +whose trim browns and crimsons were always appropriate everywhere, +rather than this dainty figure in delicate hues that looked only fit for +the Esplanade or the kettledrum, and who was becoming seriously uneasy, +as Kunz, in his fresh snowiness, was disposed to make researches among +vulgar remains of crabs and hakes, and was with difficulty restrained +from disputing them with a very ignoble and spiteful yellow cur of low +degree. + +No. 3, with its blistered wall and rusty rail, was attained, Kunz was +brought within the enclosure, and Gillian knocked as sharply and fast as +she could, in the fear that her aunt might yet turn about and escape. + +The door was opened with a rapidity that gave the impression that they +had been watched, but it was by a very untidy-looking small maid, and +the parlour into which they were turned had most manifestly been lately +used as the family dining-room, and was redolent of a mixture of onion, +cabbage, and other indescribable odours. + +Nobody was there, except a black and white cat, who showed symptoms of +flying at Kunz, but thought better of it, and escaped by the window, +which fortunately was open, though the little maid would have shut it, +but for Miss Adeline's gasping and peremptory entreaty to the contrary. +She sat on the faded sofa, looking as if she just existed by the help of +her fan and scent-bottle, and when Gillian directed her attention to +the case of clasps and medals and the photograph of the fine-looking +officer, she could only sigh out, 'Oh, my dear!' + +There was a certain air of taste in the arrangement of the few +chimney-piece ornaments, and Gillian was pleased to see the two large +photographs of her father and mother which Captain White had so much +valued as parting gifts. A few drawings reminded her of the School of +Art at Belfast, and there was a vase of wild flowers and ferns prettily +arranged, but otherwise everything was wretchedly faded and dreary. + +Then came the opening of the door, and into the room rolled, rather than +advanced, something of stupendous breadth, which almost took Gillian's +breath away, as she durst not look to see the effect on her aunt. If +the Queen of the White Ants had been stout before, what was she now? +Whatever her appearance had been in the days of comparative prosperity, +with a husband to keep her up to the mark, and a desire to rank with the +officers' wives, she had let everything go in widowhood, poverty, and +neglect; and as she stood panting in her old shiny black alpaca, the +only thing Gillian recalled about her like old times was the black +lace veil thrown mantilla fashion over her head; but now it was over +a widow's cap, and a great deal rustier than of old. Of the lovely +foreigner nothing else remained except the dark eyes, and that sort of +pasty sallow whiteness that looks at if for generations past cold water +and fresh air had been unknown. There was no accent more interesting in +her voice than a soupcon of her Irish father as she began, 'I am sorry +to have kept the lady so long waiting. Was it about the girl's character +that you came?' + +'Oh no, Mrs. White, interrupted Gillian, her shyness overpowered by the +necessity of throwing herself into the breach. 'Don't you remember me? I +am Gillian Merrifield, and this is my aunt, Miss Adeline Mohun.' + +The puffy features lighted up into warmth. 'Little Miss Gillian! And I +am proud to see you! My little Maura did tell me that Miss Valetta was +in her class at the High School; but I thought there was no one now +who would come near the poor widow. And is your dear mamma here, Miss +Gillian, and are she and your papa quite well?' + +Gillian could hardly believe in such dense remoteness that her father's +accident should be unknown, but she explained all, and met with abundant +sympathy, the dark eyes filled with tears, and the voice broke into +sobs, as Mrs. White declared that Sir Jasper and Lady Merrifield had +been the best friends she ever had in her life. + +But oh! that the handkerchief had been less grimy with which she mopped +her eyes, as she spoke of the happy days that were gone! Gillian saw +that poor Aunt Ada was in an agony to get away, and hurried out her +questions for fear of being stopped. 'How was Kalliope--was she at +home?' + +'Oh no, poor Kally, she is the best girl in the world. I always say +that, with all my sorrows, no one ever was more blest in their children +than poor little me. Richard, my eldest, is in a lawyer's office at +Leeds. Kally is employed in the art department, just as a compliment to +her relation, Mr. White. Quite genteel, superior work, though I must say +he does not do as much for us as he might. Such a youth as my Alexis now +was surely worthy of the position of a gentleman.' + +The good lady was quite disposed to talk; but there was no making out, +through her cloud of confused complaints, what her son and daughter were +actually doing; and Aunt Ada, while preserving her courtesy, was very +anxious to be gone, and rose to take leave at the first moment possible, +though after she was on her feet Mrs. White detained her for some time +with apologies about not returning her visit. She was in such weak +health, so unequal to walking up the cliff, that she was sure Miss Mohun +would excuse her, though Alexis and Kally would be perfectly delighted +to hear of Miss Gillian's kindness. + +Gillian had not made out half what she wanted to know, nor effected +any arrangement for seeing Kalliope, when she found herself out in the +street, and her aunt panting with relief. 'My dear, that woman! You +don't mean that your mother was fond of her.' + +'I never said mamma was fond of her.' + +'My dear, excuse me. It was the only reason for letting you drag me +here. I was almost stifled. What a night I shall have!' + +'I am very sorry, Aunt Ada, but, indeed, I never said that mamma was +fond of her, only that papa thought very highly of her husband, and +wished us to be kind to her.' + +'Well, you gave me that impression, whether you wished it or not! Such a +hole; and I'm sure she drinks gin!' + +'Oh no, aunt!' + +'I can't be mistaken! I really was afraid she was going to kiss you!' + +'I do wish I could have made out about Alexis and Kalliope.' + +'Oh, my dear, just working like all the lot, though she shuffled about +it. I see what they are like, and the less you see of them the better. +I declare I am more tired than if I had walked a mile. How am I ever to +get up the hill again?' + +'I am sorry, aunt,' said Gillian. 'Will you take my arm? Perhaps we may +meet Kalliope, if the marble people come out at four or five. What's +that bell?' as a little tinkle was heard. + +'That's St. Kenelm's! Oh! you would like to go there, and it would rest +me; only there's Kunz.' + +'I should like to see it very much,' said Gillian. + +'Well,' said Aunt Ada, who certainly seemed to have something of the +'cat's away' feeling about her, and, moreover, trusted to avoid meeting +Kalliope. 'Just round the corner here is Mrs. Webb's, who used to live +with us before she married, Kunz will be happy with her. Won't he, my +doggie, like to go and see his old Jessie?' + +So Kunz was disposed of with a very pleasant, neat-looking woman, who +begged Miss Adeline to come and have some tea after the service. + +It was really a beautiful little church--'a little gem' was exactly the +term that suggested itself--very ornate, and the chief lack being of +repose, for there seemed not an inch devoid of colour or carving. There +was a choir of boys in short surplices and blue cassocks, and a very +musical service, in the course of which it was discovered to be the +Feast of St. Remigius, for after the Lesson a short discourse was given +on the Conversion of Clovis, not forgetting the sacred ampulla. + +There were about five ladies present and six old women, belonging to +a home maintained by Lady Flight. The young priest, her son, had a +beautiful voice, and Gillian enjoyed all very much, and thought the St. +Andrew's people very hard and unjust; but all this went out of her +head in the porch, for while Lady Flight was greeting Miss Mohun with +empressement, and inviting her to come in to tea, Gillian had seen a +young woman who had come in late and had been kneeling behind them. + +Turning back and holding out her hands, she exclaimed-- + +'Kalliope! I so wanted to see you.' + +'Miss Gillian Merrifield,' was the response. 'Maura told me you were +here, but I hardly hoped to see you.' + +'How can I see you? Where are you? Busy?' + +'I am at the marble works all day--in the mosaic department. Oh, Miss +Gillian, I owe it all to Miss Merrifield's encouraging me to go to the +School of Art. How is she? And I hope you have good accounts of Sir +Jasper?' + +'He is better, and I hope my mother is just arriving. That's why we are +here; and Alethea and Phyllis are out there. They will want to know all +about you.' + +At that moment Aunt Adeline looked round, having succeeded in persuading +Lady Flight that she had another engagement. She saw a young woman in +a shabby black dress, with a bag in her hand, and a dark fringe over +a complexion of clear brown, straight features, to whom Gillian was +eagerly talking. + +'Ah!' she said, as Mr. Flight now came up from the vestry; 'do you know +anything of that girl?' + +'Second-rate people, somewhere in Bellevue,' said the lady. + +'The brother is my best tenor,' said Mr. Flight. 'She is very often at +St. Kenelm's, but I do not know any more of her. The mother either goes +to Bellevue or nowhere. They are in Bellevue Parish.' + +This was quite sufficient answer, for any interference with parochial +visiting in the Bellevue district was forbidden. + +Aunt Ada called to Gillian, and when she eagerly said, 'This is +Kalliope, aunt,' only responded with a stiff bow. + +'I do not know what these people might have been, Gillian,' she said, as +they pursued their way to Mrs. Webb's; 'but--they must have sunk so low +that I do not think your mother can wish you to have anything to do with +them. + +'Oh, Aunt Ada! Kalliope was always such a good girl!' + +'She has a fringe. And she would not belong to the G.F.S.,' said Aunt +Ada. 'No, my dear, I see exactly the sort of people they are. Your aunt +Jane might be useful to them, if they would let her, but they are not at +all fit for you to associate with.' + +Gillian chafed inwardly, but she was beginning to learn that Aunt Ada +was more impenetrable than Aunt Jane, and, what was worse, Aunt Jane +always stood by her sister's decision, whether she would have herself +originated it or not. + +When the elder aunt came home, and heard the history of their day, and +Gillian tried to put in a word, she said-- + +'My dear, we all know that rising from the ranks puts a man's family +in a false position, and they generally fall back again. All this is +unlucky, for they do not seem to be people it is possible to get at, +and now you have paid your kind act of attention, there is no more to be +done till you can hear from Ceylon about them.' + +Gillian was silenced by the united forces of the aunts. + +'It really was a horrid place,' said Aunt Ada, when alone with her +sister; 'and such a porpoise of a woman! Gillian should not have +represented her as a favourite.' + +'I do not remember that she did so,' returned Aunt Jane. 'I wish she +had waited for me. I have seen more of the kind of thing than you have, +Ada.' + +'I am sure I wish she had. I don't know when I shall get over the +stifling of that den; but it was just as if they were her dearest +friends.' + +'Girls will be silly! And there's a feeling about the old regiment too. +I can excuse her, though I wish she had not been so impatient. I fancy +that eldest daughter is really a good girl and the mainstay of the +family.' + +'But she would have nothing to do with you or the G.F.S.' + +'If I had known that her father had been an officer, I might have +approached her differently. However, I will ask Lily about their +antecedents, and in six weeks we shall know what is to be done about +them.' + + + + +CHAPTER V. -- MARBLES + + + +Six weeks seem a great deal longer to sixteen than to six-and-forty, +and Gillian groaned and sighed to herself as she wrote her letters, and +assured herself that so far from her having done enough in the way of +attention to the old soldier's family, she had simply done enough to +mark her neglect and disdain. + +'Grizzling' (to use an effective family phrase) under opposition is a +grand magnifier; and it was not difficult to erect poor Captain White +into a hero, his wife into a patient sufferer, and Alethea's kindness +to his daughter into a bosom friendship; while the aunts seemed to be +absurdly fastidious and prejudiced. 'I don't wonder at Aunt Ada,' she +said to herself; 'I know she has always been kept under a glass case; +but I thought better things of Aunt Jane. It is all because Kalliope +goes to St. Kenelm's, and won't be in the G.F.S.' + +And all the time Gillian was perfectly unaware of her own family +likeness to Dolores. Other matters conduced to a certain spirit of +opposition to Aunt Jane. That the children should have to use the back +instead of the front stair when coming in with dusty or muddy shoes, +and that their possessions should be confiscated for the rest of the day +when left about in the sitting-rooms and hall, were contingencies she +could accept as natural, though they irritated her; but she agreed with +Valetta that it was hard to insist on half an hour's regular work at +the cushion, which was not a lesson, but play. She was angered when +Aunt Jane put a stop to some sportive passes and chatter on the stairs +between Valetta and Alice Mount, and still more so when her aunt took +away Adam Bede from the former, as not desirable reading at eleven years +old. + +It was only the remembrance of her mother's positive orders that +withheld Gillian from the declaration that mamma always let them read +George Eliot; and in a cooler moment of reflection she was glad she +had abstained, for she recollected that _always_ was limited to mamma's +having read most of Romola aloud to her and Mysie, and to her having had +Silas Marner to read when she was unwell in lodgings, and there was a +scarcity of books. + +Such miffs about her little sister were in the natural order of things, +and really it was the 'all pervadingness,' as she called it in her own +mind, of Aunt Jane that chiefly worried her, the way that the little +lady knew everything that was done, and everything that was touched in +the house; but as long as Valetta took refuge with herself, and grumbled +to her, it was bearable. + +It was different with Fergus. There had been offences certainly; Aunt +Jane had routed him out of preparing his lessons in Mrs. Mount's room, +where he diversified them with teaching the Sofy to beg, and inventing +new modes of tying down jam pots. Moreover, she had declared that +Gillian's exemplary patience was wasted and harmful when she found that +they had taken three-quarters of an hour over three tenses of a Greek +verb, and that he said it worse on the seventh repetition than on the +first. After an evening, when Gillian had gone to a musical party with +Aunt Ada, and Fergus did his lessons under Aunt Jane's superintendence, +he utterly cast off his sister's aid. There was something in Miss +Mohun's briskness that he found inspiring, and she put in apt words or +illustrations, instead of only rousing herself from a book to listen, +prompt, and sigh. He found that he did his tasks more thoroughly in half +the time, and rose in his class; and busy as his aunt was, she made the +time not only for this, but for looking over with him those plates of +mechanics in the Encyclopaedia, which were a mere maze to Gillian, but +of which she knew every detail, from ancient studies with her brother +Maurice. As Fergus wrote to his mother, 'Aunt Jane is the only woman who +has any natural _scence_.' + +Gillian could not but see this as she prepared the letters for the post, +and whatever the ambiguous word might be meant for, she had rather not +have seen it, for she really was ashamed of her secret annoyance at +Fergus's devotion to Aunt Jane, knowing how well it was that Stebbing +should have a rival in his affections. Yet she could not help being +provoked when the boy followed his aunt to the doors of her cottages +like a little dog, and waited outside whenever she would let him, for +the sake of holding forth to her about something which wheels and plugs +and screws were to do. Was it possible that Miss Mohun followed it all? +His great desire was to go over the marble works, and she had promised +to take him when it could be done; but, unfortunately, his half-holiday +was on Saturday, when the workmen struck off early, and when also Aunt +Jane always had the pupil-teachers for something between instruction and +amusement. + +Gillian felt lonely, for though she got on better with her younger than +her elder aunt, and had plenty of surface intercourse of a pleasant kind +with both, it was a very poor substitute for her mother, or her elder +sisters, and Valetta was very far from being a Mysie. + +The worst time was Sunday, when the children had deserted her for Mrs. +Hablot, and Aunt Ada was always lying down in her own room to rest after +morning service. She might have been at the Sunday-school, but she +did not love teaching, nor do it well, and she did not fancy the town +children, or else there was something of opposition to Aunt Jane. + +It was a beautiful afternoon, of the first Sunday in October, and she +betook herself to the garden with the 'Lyra Innocentium' in her hand, +meaning to learn the poem for the day. She wandered up to the rail above +the cliff, looking out to the sea. Here, beyond the belt of tamarisks +and other hardy low-growing shrubs which gave a little protection from +the winds, the wall dividing the garden of Beechcroft Cottage from that +of Cliff House became low, with only the iron-spiked railing on the +top, as perhaps there was a desire not to overload the cliff. The sea +was of a lovely colour that day, soft blue, and with exquisite purple +shadows of clouds, with ripples of golden sparkles here and there near +the sun, and Gillian stood leaning against the rail, gazing out on it, +with a longing, yearning feeling towards the dear ones who had gone +out upon it, when she became conscious that some one was in the other +garden, which she had hitherto thought quite deserted, and looking +round, she saw a figure in black near the rail. Their eyes met, and both +together exclaimed-- + +'Kalliope!'--'Miss Gillian! Oh, I beg your pardon!' + +'How did you come here? I thought nobody did!' + +'Mr. White's gardener lets us walk here. It is so nice and quiet. Alexis +has taken the younger ones for a walk, but I was too much tired. But I +will not disturb you--' + +'Oh! don't go away. Nobody will disturb us, and I do so want to know +about you all. I had no notion, nor mamma either, that you were living +here, or--' + +'Or of my dear father's death!' said Kalliope, as Gillian stopped short, +confused. 'I did write to Miss Merrifield, but the letter was returned.' + +'But where did you write?' + +'To Swanage, where she had written to me last.' + +'Oh! we were only there for six weeks, while we were looking for houses; +I suppose it was just as the Wardours were gone to Natal too?' + +'Yes, we knew they were out of reach.' + +'But do tell me about it, if you do not mind. My father will want to +hear.' + +Kalliope told all in a calm, matter-of-fact way, but with a strain of +deep suppressed feeling. She was about twenty-three, a girl with a fine +outline of features, beautiful dark eyes, and a clear brown skin, who +would have been very handsome if she had looked better fed and less +hardworked. Her Sunday dress showed wear and adaptation, but she was +altogether ladylike, and even the fringe that had startled Aunt Ada only +consisted of little wavy curls on the temples, increasing her classical +look. + +'It was fever--at Leeds. My father was just going into a situation in +the police that we had been waiting for ever so long, and there were +good schools, and Richard had got into a lawyer's office, when there +began a terrible fever in our street--the drains were to blame, they +said--and every one of us had it, except mother and Richard, who did not +sleep at home. We lost poor little Mary first, and then papa seemed to +be getting better; but he was anxious about expense, and there was no +persuading him to take nourishment enough. I do believe it was that. And +he had a relapse--and--' + +'Oh, poor Kalliope! And we never heard of it!' + +'I did feel broken down when the letter to Miss Merrifield came back,' +said Kalliope. 'But my father had made me write to Mr. James White--not +that we had any idea that he had grown so rich. He and my father were +first cousins, sons of two brothers who were builders; but there was +some dispute, and it ended by my father going away and enlisting. There +was nobody nearer to him, and he never heard any more of his home; but +when he was so ill, he thought he would like to be reconciled to "Jem," +as he said, so he made me write from his dictation. Such a beautiful +letter it was, and he added a line at the end himself. Then at last, +when it was almost too late, Mr. White answered. I believe it was a mere +chance--or rather Providence--that he ever knew it was meant for him, +but there were kind words enough to cheer up my father at the last. I +believe then the clergyman wrote to him.' + +'Did not he come near you?' + +'No, I have never seen him; but there was a correspondence between him +and Mr. Moore, the clergyman, and Richard, and he said he was willing +to put us in the way of working for ourselves, if--if--we were not too +proud.' + +'Then he did it in an unkind way,' said Gillian. + +'I try to think he did not mean to be otherwise than good to us. I told +Mr. Moore that I was not fit to be a governess, and I did not think they +could get on without me at home, but that I could draw better than I +would do anything else, and perhaps I might get Christmas cards to do, +or something like that. Mr. Moore sent a card or two of my designing, +and then Mr. White said he could find work for me in the mosaic +department here; and something for my brothers, if we did not give +ourselves airs. So we came.' + +'Not Richard?' said Gillian, who remembered dimly that Richard had not +been held in great esteem by her own brothers. + +'No; Richard is in a good situation, so it was settled that he should +stay on there.' + +'And you--' + +'I am in the mosaic department. Oh, Miss Gillian, I am so grateful to +Miss Merrifield. Don't you remember her looking at my little attempts, +and persuading Lady Merrifield to get mother to let me go to the School +of Art? I began only as the girls do who are mere hands, and now I have +to prepare all the designs for them, and have a nice little office of my +own for it. Sometimes I get one of my own designs taken, and then I am +paid extra.' + +'Then do you maintain them all?' + +'Oh no; we have lodgers, the organist and his wife,' said Kalliope, +laughing, 'and Alexis is in the telegraph office, at the works; besides, +it turned out that this house and two more belong to us, and we do very +well when the tenants pay their rents.' + +'But Maura is not the youngest of you,' said Gillian, who was rather +hazy about the family. + +'No, there are the two little boys. We let them go to the National +School for the present. It is a great trial to my poor mother, but they +do learn well there, and we may be able to do something better for them +by the time they are old enough for further education.' + +Just then the sound of a bell coming up from the town below was +a warning to both that the conversation must be broken off. A few +words--'I am so glad to have seen you,' and 'It has been such a +pleasure'--passed, and then each hastened down her separate garden path. + +'Must I tell of this meeting?' Gillian asked herself. 'I shall write it +all to mamma and Alethea, of course. How delightful that those lessons +that Kalliope had have come to be of so much use! How pleased Alethea +will be! Poor dear thing! How much she has gone through! But can there +be any need to tell the aunts? Would it not just make Aunt Ada nervous +about any one looking through her sweet and lovely wall? And as to Aunt +Jane, I really don't see that I am bound to gratify her passion for +knowing everything. I am not accountable to her, but to my own mother. +My people know all about Kalliope, and she is prejudiced. Why should I +be unkind and neglectful of an old fellow-soldier's family, because she +cannot or will not understand what they really are? It would not be +the slightest use to tell her the real story. Mrs. White is fat, and +Kalliope has a fringe, goes to St. Kenelm's, and won't be in the G.F.S., +and that's enough to make her say she does not believe a word of it, or +else to make it a fresh ground for poking and prying, in the way that +drives one distracted! It really is quite a satis-faction to have +something that she can't find out, and it is not underhand while I write +every word of it to mamma.' + +So Gillian made her conscience easy, and she did write a long and full +account of the Whites and their troubles, and of her conversation with +Kalliope. + +In the course of that week Fergus had a holiday, asked for by some +good-natured visitor of Mrs. Edgar's. He rushed home on the previous +day with the news, to claim Aunt Jane's promise; and she undertook so +to arrange matters as to be ready to go with him to the marble works at +three o'clock. Valetta could not go, as she had her music lesson at that +time, and she did not regret it, for she had an idea that blasting with +powder or dynamite was always going on there. Gillian was not quite +happy about the dynamite, but she did not like to forego the chance of +seeing what the work of Kalliope and Alexis really was, so she expressed +her willingness to join the party, and in the meantime did her best to +prevent Aunt Ada from being driven distracted by Fergus's impatience, +which began at half-past two. + +Miss Mohun had darted out as soon as dinner was over, and he was quite +certain some horrible cad would detain her till four o'clock, and then +going would be of no use. Nevertheless he was miserable till Gillian had +put on her hat, and then she could do nothing that would content him and +keep him out of Aunt Ada's way, but walk him up and down in the little +front court with the copper beeches, while she thought they must present +to the neighbours a lively tableau of a couple of leopards in a cage. + +However, precisely as the clock struck three, Aunt Jane walked up to +the iron gate. She had secured an order from Mr. Stebbing, the managing +partner, without which they would not have penetrated beyond the gate +where 'No admittance except on business' was painted. + +Mr. Stebbing himself, a man with what Valetta was wont to call a grisly +beard, met them a little within the gate, and did the honours of the +place with great politeness. He answered all the boy's questions, and +seemed much pleased with his intelligence and interest, letting him see +what he wished, and even having the machinery slacked to enable him +to perceive how it acted, and most delightful of all, in the eyes of +Fergus, letting him behold some dynamite, and explaining its downward +explosion. He evidently had a great respect for Miss Mohun, because she +entered into it all, put pertinent questions, and helped her nephew if +he did not understand. + +It was all dull work to Gillian, all that blasting and hewing and +polishing, which made the place as busy as a hive. She only wished she +could have seen the cove as once it was, with the weather-beaten rocks +descending to the sea, overhung with wild thrift and bramble, and with +the shore, the peaceful haunts of the white sea-birds; whereas now the +fresh-cut rock looked red and wounded, and all below was full of ugly +slated or iron-roofed sheds, rough workmen, and gratings and screeches +of machinery. + +It was the Whites whom she wanted to see, and she never came upon the +brother at all, nor on the sister, till Mr. Stebbing, perhaps observing +her listless looks, said that they were coming to what would be more +interesting to Miss Merrifield, and took them into the workrooms, where +a number of young women were busy over the very beautiful work by +which flowers and other devices were represented by inlaying different +coloured marbles and semi-precious stones in black and white, so as to +make tables, slabs, and letter-weights, and brooches for those who could +not aspire to the most splendid and costly productions. + +Miss Mohun shook hands with 'the young ladies' within the magic circle +of the G.F.S., and showed herself on friendly terms of interest with +all. From a little inner office Miss White was summoned, came out, and +met an eager greeting from Gillian, but blushed a little, and perhaps +had rather not have had her unusual Christian name proclaimed by the +explanation-- + +'This is Kalliope White, Aunt Jane.' + +Miss Mohun shook hands with her, and said her niece had been much +pleased at the meeting, and her sister would be glad to hear of her, +explaining to Mr. Stebbing that Captain White had been a +brother-officer of Sir Jasper Merrifield. + +Kalliope had a very prettily-shaped head, with short hair in little +curls and rings all over it. Her whole manner was very quiet and +unassuming, as she explained and showed whatever Mr. Stebbing wished. +It was her business to make the working drawings for the others, and +to select the stones used, and there could be no doubt that she was a +capable and valuable worker. + +Gillian asked her to show something designed by herself, and she +produced an exquisite table-weight, bearing a spray of sweet peas. +Gillian longed to secure it for her mother, but it was very expensive, +owing to the uncommon stones used in giving the tints, and Mr. Stebbing +evidently did not regard it with so much favour as the jessamines and +snowdrops, which, being of commoner marbles, could be sold at a rate +fitter for the popular purse. Several beautiful drawings in her office +had been laid aside as impracticable, 'unless we had a carte blanche +wedding order,' he said, with what Gillian thought a sneer. + +She would gladly have lingered longer, but this was a very dull room +in Fergus's estimation, and perhaps Aunt Jane did not desire a long +continuance of the conversation under Mr. Stebbing's eyes, so Gillian +found herself hurried on. + +Mr. Stebbing begged Miss Mohun to come in to his wife, who would have +tea ready, and this could not be avoided without manifest incivility. +Fergus hoped to have been introduced to the haunts of his hero, but +Master George was gone off in attendance on his brother, who was +fishing, and there was nothing to relieve the polite circle of the +drawing-room--a place most aesthetically correct, from cornice to +the little rugs on the slippery floor. The little teacups and the +low Turkish table were a perfect study to those who did not--like +Fergus--think more of the dainty doll's muffins on the stand, or the +long-backed Dachshund who looked for them beseechingly. + +Mrs. Stebbing was quite in accordance with the rest, with a little row +of curls over her forehead, a terra-cotta dress, and a chain of watch +cocks, altogether rather youthful for the mother of a grown-up son, +engaged in his father's business. + +She was extremely civil and polite, and everything went well except for +a certain stiffness. By and by the subject of the Whites came up, and +Mr. Stebbing observed that Miss Merrifield seemed to know Miss White. + +'Oh yes,' said Gillian eagerly; 'her father was in my father's regiment, +the Royal Wardours.' + +'A non-commissioned officer, I suppose,' said Mrs. Stebbing. + +'Not for a good many years,' said Gillian. 'He was lieutenant for six +years, and retired with the rank of captain.' + +'I know they said he was a captain,' said Mrs. Stebbing; 'but it is very +easy to be called so.' + +'Captain White was a real one,' said Gillian, with a tone of offence. +'Every one in the Royal Wardours thought very highly of him.' + +'I am sure no one would have supposed it from his family,' said Mrs. +Stebbing. 'You are aware, Miss Mohun, that it was under disgraceful +circumstances that he ran away and enlisted.' + +'Many a youth who gets into a scrape becomes an excellent soldier, even +an officer,' said Miss Mohun. + +'Exactly so,' said Mr. Stebbing. 'Those high-spirited lads are the +better for discipline, and often turn out well under it. But their +promotion is an awkward thing for their families, who have not been +educated up to the mark.' + +'It is an anomalous position, and I have a great pity for them,' said +Miss Mohun. 'Miss White must be a very clever girl.' + +'Talented, yes,' said Mr. Stebbing. 'She is useful in her department. + +'That may be,' said Mrs. Stebbing; 'but it won't do to encourage her. +She is an artful, designing girl, I know very well--' + +'Do you know anything against her?' asked Miss Mohun, looking volumes of +repression at Gillian, whose brown eyes showed symptoms of glaring like +a cat's, under her hat. + +'I do not speak without warrant, Miss Mohun. She is one of those demure, +proper-behaved sort that are really the worst flirts of all, if you'll +excuse me.' + +Most thankful was Miss Mohun that the door opened at that moment to +admit some more visitors, for she saw that Gillian might at any moment +explode. + +'Aunt Jane,' she exclaimed, as soon as they had accomplished their +departure, 'you don't believe it?' + +'I do not think Miss White looks like it,' said Miss Mohun. 'She seemed +a quiet, simple girl.' + +'And you don't believe all that about poor Captain White?' + +'Not the more for Mrs. Stebbing's saying so.' + +'But you will find out and refute her. There must be people who know.' + +'My dear, you had better not try to rake up such things. You know that +the man bore an excellent character for many years in the army, and you +had better be satisfied with that,' said Miss Jane for once in her life, +as if to provoke Gillian, not on the side of curiosity. + +'Then you do believe it!' went on Gillian, feeling much injured for her +hero's sake, and wearing what looked like a pertinacious pout. + +'Truth compels me to say, Gillian, that the sons of men, even in a +small way of business, are not apt to run away and enlist without some +reason.' + +'And I am quite sure it was all that horrid old White's fault.' + +'You had better content yourself with that belief.' + +Gillian felt greatly affronted, but Fergus, who thought all this very +tiresome, broke in, after a third attempt-- + +'Aunt Jane, if the pulley of that crane--' + +And all the way home they discussed machinery, and Gillian's heart +swelled. + +'I am afraid Gillian was greatly displeased with me,' said Miss Mohun +that evening, talking it over with her sister. 'But her captain might +have a fall if she went poking into all the gossip of the place about +him.' + +'Most likely whatever he did would be greatly exaggerated,' said +Adeline. + +'No doubt of it! Besides, those young men who are meant by nature for +heroes are apt to show some Beserkerwuth in their youth, like Hereward +le Wake.' + +'But what did you think of the girl?' + +'I liked her looks very much. I have seen her singing in the choruses +at the choral society concert, and thought how nice her manner was. She +does justice to her classical extraction, and is modest and ladylike +besides. Mrs. Stebbing is spiteful! I wonder whether it is jealousy. +She calls her artful and designing, which sounds to me very much as if +Master Frank might admire the damsel. I have a great mind to have the +two girls to tea, and see what they are made of.' + +'We had much better wait till we hear from Lily. We cannot in the least +tell whether she would wish the acquaintance to be kept up. And if +there is anything going on with young Stebbing, nothing could be more +unadvisable than for Gillian to be mixed up in any nonsense of that +sort.' + + + + +CHAPTER VI. -- SINGLE MISFORTUNES NEVER COME ALONE + + + +On Sunday, Gillian's feet found their way to the top of the garden, +where she paced meditatively up and down, hoping to see Kalliope; and +just as she was giving up the expectation, the slender black figure +appeared on the other side of the railings. + +'Oh, Miss Gillian, how kind!' + +'Kally, I am glad!' + +Wherewith they got into talk at once, for Lady Merrifield's safe arrival +and Sir Jasper's improvement had just been telegraphed, and there was +much rejoicing over the good news. Gillian had nearly made up her mind +to confute the enemy by asking why Captain White had left Rockquay; but +somehow when it came to the point, she durst not make the venture, and +they skimmed upon more surface subjects. + +The one point of union between the parishes of Rockstone and Rockquay +was a choral society, whereof Mr. Flight of St. Kenelm's was a +distinguished light, and which gave periodical concerts in the Masonic +Hall. It being musical, Miss Mohun had nothing to do with it except +the feeling it needful to give her presence to the performances. One +of these was to take place in the course of the week, and there were +programmes in all the shops, 'Mr. Alexis White' being set down for more +than one solo, and as a voice in the glees. + +'Shall not you sing?' asked Gillian, remembering that her sisters had +thought Kalliope had a good ear and a pretty voice. + +'I? Oh, no!' + +'I thought you used to sing.' + +'Yes; but I have no time to keep it up.' + +'Not even in the choruses?' + +'No, I cannot manage it'--and there was a little glow in the clear brown +cheek. + +'Does your designing take up so much time?' + +'It is not that, but there is a great deal to do at home in after hours. +My mother is not strong, and we cannot keep a really efficient servant.' + +'Oh! but you must be terribly hard-worked to have no time for +relaxation.' + +'Not quite that, but--it seems to me,' burst out poor Kalliope, +'that relaxation does nothing but bring a girl into difficulties--an +unprotected girl, I mean.' + +'What do you mean?' cried Gillian, quite excited; but Kalliope had +caught herself up. + +'Never mind, Miss Gillian; you have nothing to do with that kind of +thing.' + +'But do tell me, Kally; I do want to be your friend,' said Gillian, +trying to put her hand through. + +'There's nothing to tell,' said Kalliope, smiling and evidently touched, +but still somewhat red, 'only you know when a girl has nobody to look +after her, she has to look after herself.' + +'Doesn't Alexis look after you?' said Gillian, not at all satisfied to +be put off with this truism. + +'Poor Alex! He is younger, you know, and he has quite enough to do. Oh, +Miss Gillian, he is such a very dear, good boy.' + +'He has a most beautiful voice, Aunt Ada said.' + +'Yes, poor fellow, though he almost wishes he had not. Oh dear I there's +the little bell! Good-bye, Miss Merrifield, I must run, or Mrs. Smithson +will be gone to church, and I shall be locked in.' + +So Gillian was left to the enigma why Alexis should regret the beauty +of his own voice, and what Kalliope could mean by the scrapes of +unprotected girls. It did not occur to her that Miss White was her elder +by six or seven years, and possibly might not rely on her judgment and +discretion as much as she might have done on those of Alethea. + +Meantime the concert was coming on. It was not an amusement that Aunt +Ada could attempt, but Miss Mohun took both her nieces, to the extreme +pride and delight of Valetta, who had never been, as she said, 'to +any evening thing but just stupid childish things, only trees and +magic-lanterns'; and would not quite believe Gillian, who assured her in +a sage tone that she would find this far less entertaining than either, +judging by the manner in which she was wont to vituperate her music +lesson. + +'Oh! but that's only scales, and everybody hates them! And I do love a +German band.' + +'Especially in the middle of lesson-time,' said Gillian. + +However, Fergus was to spend the evening with Clement Varley; and Kitty +was to go with her mother and sister, the latter of whom was to be one +of the performers; but it was decreed by the cruel authorities that the +two bosom friends would have their tongues in better order if they were +some chairs apart; and therefore, though the members of the two families +at Beechcroft and the Tamarisks were consecutive, Valetta was quartered +between her aunt and Gillian, with Mrs. Varley on the other side of +Miss Mohun, and Major Dennis flanking Miss Merrifield. When he had duly +inquired after Sir Jasper, and heard of Lady Merrifield's arrival, +he had no more conversation for the young lady; and Valetta, having +perceived by force of example that in this waiting-time it was not +like being in church, poured out her observations and inquiries on her +sister. + +'What a funny room! And oh! do look at the pictures! Why has that man +got on a blue apron? Freemasons! What are Freemasons? Do they work in +embroidered blue satin aprons because they are gentlemen? I'll tell +Fergus that is what he ought to be; he is so fond of making things--only +I am sure he would spoil his apron. What's that curtain for? Will they +sing up there? Oh, there's Emma Norton just come in! That must be her +father. That's Alice Gidding, she comes to our Sunday class, and do you +know, she thought it was Joseph who was put into the den of lions. Has +not her mother got a funny head?' + +'Hush now, Val. Here they come,' as the whole chorus trooped in and +began the 'Men of Harlech.' + +Val was reduced to silence, but there was a long instrumental +performance afterwards, during which bad examples of chattering +emboldened her to whisper-- + +'Did you see Beatrice Varley? And Miss Berry, our singing-mistress--and +Alexis White? Maura says--' + +Aunt Jane gave a touch and a frown which reduced Valetta to silence at +this critical moment; and she sat still through a good deal, only giving +a little jump when Alexis White, with various others, came to sing a +glee. + +Gillian could study the youth, who certainly was, as Aunt Ada said, +remarkable for the cameo-like cutting of his profile, though perhaps no +one without an eye for art would have remarked it, as he had the callow +unformed air of a lad of seventeen or eighteen, and looked shy and +grave; but his voice was a fine one, and was heard to more advantage in +the solos to a hunting song which shortly followed. + +Valetta had been rather alarmed at the applause at first, but she soon +found out what an opportunity it gave for conversation, and after a good +deal of popping her head about, she took advantage of the encores to +excuse herself by saying, 'I wanted to see if Maura White was there. She +was to go if Mrs. Lee--that's the lodger--would take her. She says Kally +won't go, or sing, or anything, because--' + +How tantalising! the singers reappeared, and Valetta was reduced to +silence. Nor could the subject be renewed in the interval between the +parts, for Major Dennis came and stood in front, and talked to Miss +Mohun; and after that Valetta grew sleepy, and nothing was to be got +out of her till all was over, when she awoke into extra animation, and +chattered so vehemently all the way home that her aunt advised Gillian +to get her to bed as quietly as possible, or she would not sleep all +night, and would be good for nothing the next day. + +Gillian, however, being given to think for herself in all cases of +counsel from Aunt Jane, thought it could do no harm to beguile the +brushing of the child's hair by asking why Kalliope would not come to +the concert. + +'Oh, it's a great secret, but Maura told me in the cloakroom. It +is because Mr. Frank wants to be her--to be her--her admirer,' said +Valetta, cocking her head on one side, and adding to the already crimson +colour of her cheeks. + +'Nonsense, Val, what do you and Maura know of such things?' + +'We aren't babies, Gill, and it is very unkind of you, when you told me +I was to make friends with Maura White; and Kitty Varley is quite cross +with me about it.' + +'I told you to be kind to Maura, but not to talk about such foolish +things.' + +'I don't see why they should be foolish. It is what we all must come to. +Grown-up people do, as Lois says. I heard Aunt Ada going on ever so long +about Beatrice Varley and that gentleman.' + +'It is just the disadvantage of that kind of school that girls talk that +sort of undesirable stuff. Gillian said to herself; but curiosity, or +interest in the Whites, prompted her to add, 'What did she tell you?' + +'If you are so cross, I shan't tell you. You hurt my head, I say.' + +'Come, Val, I ought to know.' + +'It's a secret.' + +'Then you should not have told me so much.' + +Val laughed triumphantly, and called her sister Mrs. Curiosity, and at +that moment Aunt Jane knocked at the door, and said Val was not to talk. + +Val made an impatient face and began to whisper, but Gillian had too +much proper feeling to allow this flat disobedience, and would not +listen, much as she longed to do so. She heard her little sister +rolling and tossing about a good deal, but made herself hard-hearted on +principle, and acted sleep. On her own judgment, she would not waken the +child in the morning, and Aunt Jane said she was quite right, it would +be better to let Val have her sleep out, than send her to school fretful +and half alive. 'But you ought not to have let her talk last night.' + +As usual, reproof was unpleasing, and silenced Gillian. She hoped to +extract the rest of the story in the course of the day. But before +breakfast was over Valetta rushed in with her hat on, having scrambled +into her clothes in a hurry, and consuming her breakfast in great haste, +for she had no notion either of losing her place in the class, or of +missing the discussion of the entertainment with Kitty, from whom she +had been so cruelly parted. + +Tete-a-tetes were not so easy as might have been expected between two +sisters occupying the same room, for Valetta went to bed and to sleep +long before Gillian, and the morning toilette was a hurry; besides, +Gillian had scruples, partly out of pride and partly out of +conscientiousness, about encouraging Valetta in gossip or showing her +curiosity about it. Could she make anything out from Kalliope herself? +However, fortune favoured her, for she came out of her class only a few +steps behind little Maura; and as some of Mr. Edgar's boys were about, +the child naturally regarded her as a protector. + +Maura was quite as pretty as her elders, and had more of a southern +look. Perhaps she was proportionably precocious, for she returned +Gillian's greeting without embarrassment, and was quite ready to enter +into conversation and show her gratification at compliments upon her +brother's voice. + +'And does not Kalliope sing? I think she used to sing very nicely in the +old times.' + +'Oh yes,' said Maura; 'but she doesn't now.' + +'Why not? Has not she time?' + +'That's not all' said Maura, looking significant, and an interrogative +sound sufficed to bring out--'It is because of Mr. Frank.' + +'Mr. Frank Stebbing?' + +'Yes. He was always after her, and would walk home with her after the +practices, though Alexis was always there. I know that was the reason +for I heard la mamma mia trying to persuade her to go on with the +society, and she was determined, and would not. Alex said she was quite +right, and it is very tiresome of him, for now she never walks with us +on Sunday, and he used to come and give us bonbons and crackers.' + +'Then she does not like him?' + +'She says it is not right or fitting, because Mr. and Mrs. Stebbing +would be against it; but mamma said he would get over them, if she would +not be so stupid, and he could make her quite a lady, like an officer's +daughter, as we are. Is it not a pity she won't, Miss Gillian?' + +'I do not know. I think she is very good,' said Gillian. + +'Oh! but if she would, we might all be well off again,' said little +worldly-minded Maura; 'and I should not have to help her make the beds, +and darn, and iron, and all sorts of horrid things, but we could live +properly, like ladies.' + +'I think it is more ladylike to act uprightly,' said Gillian. + +Wherewith, having made the discovery, and escorted Maura beyond the +reach of her enemies, she parted with the child, and turned homewards. +Gillian was at the stage in which sensible maidens have a certain +repugnance and contempt for the idea of love and lovers as an +interruption to the higher aims of life and destruction to family +joys. Romance in her eyes was the exaltation of woman out of reach, and +Maura's communications inclined her to glorify Kalliope as a heroine, +molested by a very inconvenient person, 'Spighted by a fool, spighted +and angered both,' as she quoted Imogen to herself. + +It would be a grand history to tell Alethea of her friend, when she +should have learnt a little more about it, as she intended to do on +Sunday from Kalliope herself, who surely would be grateful for some +sympathy and friendship. Withal she recollected that it was Indian-mail +day, and hurried home to see whether the midday post had brought any +letters. Her two aunts were talking eagerly, but suddenly broke off as +she opened the door. + +'Well, Gillian--' began Aunt Ada. + +'No, no, let her see for herself,' said Aunt Jane. + +'Oh! I hope nothing is the matter?' she exclaimed, seeing a letter to +herself on the table. + +'No; rather the reverse.' + +A horrible suspicion, as she afterwards called it, came over Gillian as +she tore open the letter. There were two small notes. The first was-- + + +'DEAR LITTLE GILL--I am going to give you a new brother. Mother will +tell you all.--Your loving sister, + +'P. E. M.' + + +She gasped, and looked at the other. + + +'DEAREST GILLIAN--After all you have heard about Frank, perhaps you +will know that I am very happy. You cannot guess how happy, and it is +so delightful that mamma is charmed with him. He has got two medals and +three clasps. There are so many to write to, I can only give my poor +darling this little word. She will find it is only having another to be +as fond of her as her old Alley.' + + +Gillian looked up in a bewildered state, and gasped 'Both!' + +Aunt Jane could not help smiling a little, and saying, 'Yes, both at one +fell swoop.' + +'It's dreadful,' said Gillian. + +'My dear, if you want to keep your sisters to yourself, you should not +let them go to India, said Aunt Ada. + +'They said they wouldn't! They were quite angry at the notion of being +so commonplace,' said Gillian. + +'Oh, no one knows till her time comes!' said Aunt Jane. + +Gillian now applied herself to her mother's letter, which was also +short. + + +'MY DEAREST GILLYFLOWER--I know this will be a great blow to you, as +indeed it was to me; but we must not be selfish, and must remember that +the sisters' happiness and welfare is the great point. I wish I could +write to you more at length; but time will not let me, scattered as are +all my poor flock at home. So I must leave you to learn the bare public +facts from Aunt Jane, and only say my especial private words to you. You +are used to being brevet eldest daughter to me, now you will have to be +so to papa, who is mending fast, but, I think, will come home with me. +Isn't that news? + +'Your loving mother.' + + +'They have told you all about it, Aunt Jane!' said Gillian. + +'Yes; they have been so cruel as not even to tell you the names of these +robbers? Well, I dare say you had rather read my letter than hear it.' + +'Thank you very much, Aunt Jane! May I take it upstairs with me?' + +Consent was readily given, and Gillian had just time for her first +cursory reading before luncheon. + + +'DEAREST JENNY--Fancy what burst upon me only the day after my +coming--though really we ought to be very thankful. You might perhaps +have divined what was brewing from the letters. Jasper knew of one and +suspected the other before the accident, and he says it prevented him +from telegraphing to stop me, for he was sure one or both the girls +would want their mother. Phyllis began it. Hers is a young merchant +just taken into the great Underwood firm. Bernard Underwood, a very nice +fellow, brother to the husband of one of Harry May's sisters--very much +liked and respected, and, by the way, an uncommonly handsome man. That +was imminent before Jasper's accident, and the letter to prepare me must +be reposing in Harry's care. Mr. Underwood came down with Claude to +meet me when I landed, and I scented danger in his eye. But it is all +right--only his income is entirely professional, and they will have to +live out here for some time to come. + +'The other only spoke yesterday, having abstained from worrying his +General. He is Lord Francis Somerville, son to Lord Liddesdale, and a +captain in the Glen Lorn Highlanders, who have not above a couple of +years to stay in these parts. He was with the riding party when Jasper +fell, and was the first to lift him; indeed, he held him all the time +of waiting, for poor Claude trembled too much. He was an immense help +through the nursing, and they came to know and depend on him as nothing +else would have made them do; and they proved how sincerely right-minded +and good he is. There is some connection with the Underwoods, though I +have not quite fathomed it. There is no fear about home consent, for it +seems that he is given to outpourings to his mother, and had heard that +if he thought of Sir Jasper Merrifield's daughter his parents would +welcome her, knowing what Sir J. is. There's for you! considering +that we have next to nothing to give the child, and Frank has not much +fortune, but Alethea is trained to the soldierly life, and they will be +better off than Jasper and I were. + +'The worst of it is leaving them behind; and as neither of the gentlemen +can afford a journey home, we mean to have the double wedding before +Lent. As to outfit, the native tailors must be chiefly trusted to, or +the stores at Calcutta, and I must send out the rest when I come home. +Only please send by post my wedding veil (Gillian knows where it is), +together with another as like it as may be. Any slight lace decorations +to make us respectable which suggest themselves to you and her might +come; I can't recollect or mention them now. I wish Reginald could come +and tell you all, but the poor fellow has to go home full pelt about +those Irish. Jasper is writing to William, and you must get business +particulars from him, and let Gillian and the little ones hear, for +there is hardly any time to write. Phyllis, being used to the idea, +is very quiet and matter-of-fact about it. She hoped, indeed, that I +guessed nothing till I was satisfied about papa, and had had time to +rest. Alethea is in a much more April condition, and I am glad Frank +waited till I was here on her account and on her father's. He is going +on well, but must keep still. He declares that being nursed by two pair +of lovers is highly amusing. However, such homes being found for two +of the tribe is a great relief to his mind. I suppose it is to one's +rational mind, though it is a terrible tug at one's heart-strings. You +shall hear again by the next mail. A brown creature waits to take this +to be posted.-- + +Your loving sister, + +L. M.' + + +Gillian came down to dinner quite pale, and to Aunt Ada's kind 'Well, +Gillian?' she could only repeat, 'It is horrid.' + +'It is hard to lose all the pretty double wedding,' said Aunt Ada. + +'Gillian does not mean that,' hastily put in Miss Mohun. + +'Oh no,' said Gillian; 'that would be worse than anything.' + +'So you think,' said Aunt Jane; 'but believe those who have gone through +it all, my dear, when the wrench is over, one feels the benefit.' + +Gillian shook her head, and drank water. Her aunts went on talking, for +they thought it better that she should get accustomed to the prospect; +and, moreover, they were so much excited that they could hardly have +spoken of anything else. Aunt Jane wondered if Phyllis's betrothed were +a brother of Mr. Underwood of St. Matthew's, Whittingtown, with whom she +had corresponded about the consumptive home; and Aunt Ada regretted the +not having called on Lady Liddesdale when she had spent some weeks at +Rockstone, and consoled herself by recollecting that Lord Rotherwood +would know all about the family. She had already looked it out in the +Peerage, and discovered that Lord Francis Cunningham Somerville was the +only younger son, that his age was twenty-nine, and that he had three +sisters, all married, as well as his elder brother, who had children +enough to make it improbable that Alethea would ever be Lady Liddesdale. +She would have shown Gillian the record, but received the ungracious +answer, 'I hate swells.' + +'Let her alone, Ada,' said Aunt Jane; 'it is a very sore business. She +will be better by and by.' + +There ensued a little discussion how the veil at Silverfold was to be +hunted up, or if Gillian and her aunt must go to do so. + +'Can you direct Miss Vincent?' asked Miss Mohun. + +'No, I don't think I could; besides, I don't like to set any one to poke +and meddle in mamma's drawers.' + +'And she could hardly judge what could be available,' added Miss Ada. + +'Gillian must go to find it,' said Aunt Jane; 'and let me see, when have +I a day? Saturday is never free, and Monday--I could ask Mrs. Hablot to +take the cutting out, and then I could look up Lily's Brussels--' + +There she caught a sight of Gillian's face. Perhaps one cause of the +alienation the girl felt for her aunt was, that there was a certain +kindred likeness between them which enabled each to divine the other's +inquiring disposition, though it had different effects on the elder and +younger character. Jane Mohun suspected that she had on her ferret look, +and guessed that Gillian's disgusted air meant that the idea of her +turning over Lady Merrifield's drawers was almost as distasteful as that +of the governess's doing it. + +'Suppose Gillian goes down on Monday with Fanny,' she said. 'She could +manage very well, I am sure.' + +Gillian cleared up a little. There is much consolation in being of a +little importance, and she liked the notion of a day at home, a quiet +day, as she hoped in her present mood, of speaking to nobody. Her aunt +let her have her own way, and only sent a card to Macrae to provide for +meeting and for food, not even letting Miss Vincent know that she +was coming. That feeling of not being able to talk about it or be +congratulated would wear off, Aunt Jane said, if she was not worried or +argued with, in which case it might become perverse affectation. + +It certainly was not shared by the children. Sisters unseen for three +years could hardly be very prominent in their minds. Fergus hoped that +they would ride to the wedding upon elephants, and Valetta thought it +very hard to miss the being a bridesmaid, when Kitty Varley had already +enjoyed the honour. However, she soon began to glorify herself on the +beauty of Alethea's future title. + +'What will Kitty Varley and all say?' was her cry. + +'Nothing, unless they are snobs, as girls always are,' said Fergus. + +'It is not a nice word,' said Miss Adeline. + +'But there's nothing else that expresses it, Aunt Ada,' returned +Gillian. + +'I agree to a certain degree,' said Miss Mohun; 'but still I am not sure +what it does express.' + +'Just what girls of that sort are,' said Gillian. 'Mere worshippers of +any sort of handle to one's name.' + +'Gillian, Gillian, you are not going in for levelling,' cried Aunt +Adeline. + +'No,' said Gillian; 'but I call it snobbish to make more fuss about +Alethea's concern than Phyllis's--just because he calls himself Lord--' + +'That is to a certain degree true,' said Miss Mohun. 'The worth of the +individual man stands first of all, and nothing can be sillier or in +worse taste than to parade one's grand relations.' + +'To parade, yes,' said Aunt Adeline; 'but there is no doubt that good +connections are a great advantage.' + +'Assuredly,' said Miss Mohun. 'Good birth and an ancestry above shame +are really a blessing, though it has come to be the fashion to sneer +at them. I do not mean merely in the eyes of the world, though it +is something to have a name that answers for your relations being +respectable. But there are such things as hereditary qualities, and +thus testimony to the existence of a distinguished forefather is worth +having.' + +'Lily's dear old Sir Maurice de Mohun to wit,' said Miss Adeline. 'You +know she used to tease Florence by saying the Barons of Beechcroft had a +better pedigree than the Devereuxes.' + +'I'd rather belong to the man who made himself,' said Gillian. + +'Well done, Gill! But though your father won his own spurs, you can't +get rid of his respectable Merrifield ancestry wherewith he started in +life.' + +'I don't want to. I had rather have them than horrid robber Borderers, +such as no doubt these Liddesdale people were.' + +There was a little laughing at this; but Gillian was saying in her own +mind that it was a fine thing to be one's own Rodolf of Hapsburg, and +in that light she held Captain White, who, in her present state of mind, +she held to have been a superior being to all the Somervilles--perhaps +to all the Devereuxes who ever existed. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. -- AN EMPTY NEST + + + +There had been no injunctions of secrecy, and though neither Miss Mohun +nor Gillian had publicly mentioned the subject, all Rockquay who cared +for the news knew by Sunday morning that Lady Merrifield's two elder +daughters were engaged. + +Gillian, in the course of writing her letters, had become somewhat +familiarised with the idea, and really looked forward to talking it over +with Kalliope. Though that young person could hardly be termed Alethea's +best friend, it was certain that Alethea stood foremost with her, and +that her interest in the matter would be very loving. + +Accordingly, Kalliope was at the place of meeting even before Gillian, +and anxiously she looked as she said-- + +'May I venture--may I ask if it is true?' + +'True? Oh yes, Kally, I knew you would care.' + +'Indeed, I well may. There is no expressing how much I owe to dear Miss +Alethea and Lady Merrifield, and it is such a delight to hear of them.' + +Accordingly, Gillian communicated the facts as she knew them, and +offered to give any message. + +'Only my dear love and congratulations,' said Kalliope, with a little +sigh. 'I should like to have written, but--' + +'But why don't you, then?' + +'Oh no; she would be too much engaged to think of us, and it would only +worry her to be asked for her advice.' + +'I think I know what it is about,' said Gillian. + +'How? Oh, how do you know? Did Mr. Flight say anything?' + +'Mr. Flight?' exclaimed Gillian. 'What has he to do with it?' + +'It was foolish, perhaps; but I did hope he might have helped Alexis, +and now he seems only to care for his music.' + +'Helped him! How?' + +'Perhaps it was unreasonable, but Alexis has always been to good +schools. He was getting on beautifully at Leeds, and we thought he would +have gained a scholarship and gone on to be a clergyman. That was what +his mind has always been fixed upon. You cannot think how good and +devoted he is,' said Kalliope with a low trembling voice; 'and my father +wished it very much too. But when the break-up came, Mr. White made our +not being too fine, as he said, to work, a sort of condition of doing +anything for us. Mr. Moore did tell him what Alexis is, but I believe he +thought it all nonsense, and there was nothing to be done. Alexis--dear +fellow--took it so nicely, said he was thankful to be able to help +mother, and if it was his duty and God's will, it was sure to come +right; and he has been plodding away at the marble works ever since, +quite patiently and resolutely, but trying to keep up his studies in the +evening, only now he has worked through all his old school-books.' + +'And does not Mr. Flight know that I will help him?' + +'Well, Mr. Flight means to be kind, and sometimes seems to think much of +him; but it is all for his music, I am afraid. He is always wanting new +things to be learnt and practised, and those take up so much time; and +though he does lend us books, they are of no use for study, though they +only make the dear boy long and long the more to get on.' + +'Does not Mr. Flight know?' + +'I am not sure. I think he does; but in his ardour for music he seems +to forget all about it. It does seem such a pity that all Alexis's time +should be wasted in this drudgery. If I could only be sure of more extra +work for my designs, I could set him free; and if Sir Jasper were +only at home, I am sure he would put the boy in the way of earning his +education. If it were only as a pupil teacher, he would be glad, but +then he says he ought not to throw all on me.' + +'Oh, he must be very good!' exclaimed Gillian. 'I am sure papa will help +him! I wish I could. Oh!'--with a sudden recollection--'I wonder what +books he wants most. I am going to Silverfold to-morrow, and there are +lots of old school-books there of the boys', doing nothing, that I know +he might have.' + +'Oh, Miss Gillian, how good of you! How delighted he would be!' + +'Do you know what he wants most?' + +'A Greek grammar and lexicon most of all,' was the ready answer. 'He has +been trying to find them at the second-hand shop ever so long, but I am +afraid there is no hope of a lexicon. They are so large and expensive.' + +'I think there is an old one of Jasper's, if he would not mind its back +being off, and lots of blots.' + +'He would mind nothing. Oh, Miss Gillian, you can't think how happy he +will be. + +'If there is anything else he wants very much, how could he let me +know?' mused Gillian. 'Oh, I see! What time are you at the works?' + +'Alex is there at seven; I don't go till nine.' + +'I am to be at the station at 8.40. Could you or Maura meet me there and +tell me?' + +To this Kalliope agreed, for she said she could be sure of getting to +her post in time afterwards, and she seemed quite overjoyed. No one +could look at her without perceiving that Alexis was the prime thought +of her heart, and Gillian delighted her by repeating Aunt Adeline's +admiration of his profile, and the general opinion of his singing. + +'I am so sorry you have had to give it up,' she added. + +'It can't be helped,' Kalliope said; 'and I really have no time.' + +'But that's not all,' said Gillian, beginning to blush herself. + +'Oh! I hope there's no gossip or nonsense about _that_,' cried Kalliope, +her cheeks flaming. + +'Only--' + +'Not Maura? Naughty little girl, I did not think she knew anything. Not +that there is anything to tell,' said Kalliope, much distressed; 'but it +is dreadful that there should be such talk.' + +'I thought it was _that_ you meant when you said you wanted advice.' + +'No one could advise me, I am afraid,' said the girl. 'If we could only +go away from this place! But that's impossible, and I dare say the fancy +will soon go off!' + +'Then you don't care for him?' + +'My dear Miss Gillian, when I have seen _gentlemen_!' said Kalliope, in +a tone that might have cured her admirer. + +They had, however, talked longer than usual, and the notes of the +warning bell came up, just when Gillian had many more questions to ask, +and she had to run down the garden all in a glow with eagerness and +excitement, so that Aunt Ada asked if she had been standing in the sea +wind. Her affirmative was true enough, and yet she was almost ashamed of +it, as not the whole truth, and there was a consciousness about her all +the afternoon which made her soon regret that conversation was chiefly +absorbed by the younger one's lamentations that they were not to +accompany her to Silverfold, and by their commissions. Fergus wanted a +formidable amount of precious tools, and inchoate machines, which Mrs. +Halfpenny had regarded as 'mess,' and utterly refused to let his aunts +be 'fashed' with; while Valetta's orders were chiefly for the visiting +all the creatures, so as to bring an exact account of the health and +spirits of Rigdum Funnidos, etc., also for some favourite story-books +which she wished to lend to Kitty Varley and Maura White. + +'For do you know, Gill, Maura has never had a new story-book since mamma +gave her Little Alice and her Sister, when she was seven years old! Do +bring her Stories They Tell Me, and On Angel's Wings.' + +'But is not that Mysie's?' + +'Oh yes, but I know Mysie would let her have it. Mysie always let Maura +have everything of hers, because the boys teased her.' + +'I will bring it; but I think Mysie ought to be written to before it is +lent.' + +'That is right, Gillian,' said Miss Mohun; 'it is always wiser to be +above-board when dealing with other people's things, even in trifles.' + +Why did this sound like a reproach, and as if it implied suspicion that +Gillian was not acting on that principle? She resented the feeling. She +knew she might do as she liked with the boys' old books, for which they +certainly had no affection, and which indeed her mother had talked of +offering to some of those charities which have a miscellaneous appetite, +and wonderful power of adaptation of the disused. Besides, though no one +could have the least objection to their being bestowed on the Whites, +the very fact of this being her third secret meeting with Kalliope was +beginning to occasion an awkwardness in accounting for her knowledge of +their needs. It was obvious to ask why she had not mentioned the first +meeting, and this her pride would not endure. She had told her parents +by letter. What more could be desired? + +Again, when she would not promise to see either Miss Vincent or the Miss +Hackets, because 'she did not want to have a fuss,' Aunt Jane said she +thought it a pity, with regard at least to the governess, who might +feel herself hurt at the neglect, 'and needless secrets are always +unadvisable.' + +Gillian could hardly repress a wriggle, but her Aunt Ada laughed, +saying, 'Especially with you about, Jenny, for you always find them +out.' + +At present, however, Miss Mohun certainly had no suspicion. Gillian was +very much afraid she would think proper to come to the station in +the morning; but she was far too busy, and Gillian started off in +the omnibus alone with Mrs. Mount in handsome black silk trim, to be +presented to Mr. Macrae, and much enjoying the trip, having been well +instructed by Fergus and Valetta in air that she was to see. + +Kalliope was descried as the omnibus stopped, and in a few seconds +Gillian had shaken hands with her, received the note, and heard the +ardent thanks sent from Alexis, and which the tattered books--even if +they proved to be right--would scarcely deserve. He would come with +his sister to receive the parcel at the station on Gillian's return--at +5.29, an offer which obviated any further difficulties as to conveyance. + +Mrs. Mount was intent upon the right moment to run the gauntlet for the +tickets; and had it been otherwise, would have seen nothing remarkable +in her charge being accosted by a nice-looking ladylike girl. So on they +rushed upon their way, Gillian's spirits rising in a curious sense of +liberty and holiday-making. + +In due time they arrived, and were received by Macrae with the pony +carriage, while the trees of Silverfold looked exquisite in their autumn +red, gold, and brown. + +But the dreariness of the deserted house, with no one on the steps but +Quiz, and all the furniture muffled in sheets, struck Gillian more than +she had expected, though the schoolroom had been wakened up for her, a +bright fire on the hearth, and the cockatoo highly conversational, +the cats so affectionate that it was difficult to take a step without +stumbling over one of them. + +When the business had all been despatched, the wedding veil disinterred, +and the best Brussels and Honiton safely disposed in a box, when an +extremely dilapidated and much-inked collection of school-books had been +routed out of the backstairs cupboard (commonly called Erebus) and duly +packed, when a selection of lighter literature had been made with a view +both to Valetta and Lilian; when Gillian had shown all she could to +Mrs. Mount, visited all the animals, gone round the garden, and made two +beautiful posies of autumn flowers, one for her little sister and the +other for Kalliope, discovered that Fergus's precious machine had been +ruthlessly made away with, but secured his tools,--she found eating +partridge in solitary grandeur rather dreary work, though she had all +the bread-sauce to herself, and cream to her apple tart, to say nothing +of Macrae, waiting upon her as if she had been a duchess, and conversing +in high exultation upon the marriages, only regretting that one +gentleman should be a civilian; he had always augured that all his young +ladies would be in the Service, and begging that he might be made aware +of the wedding-day, so as to have the bells rung. + +To express her own feelings to the butler was not possible, and his glee +almost infected her. She was quite sorry when, having placed a choice +of pears and October peaches before her, he went off to entertain Mrs. +Mount; and after packing a substratum of the fruit in the basket for the +Whites, she began almost to repent of having insisted on not returning +to Rockstone till the four o'clock train, feeling her solitary liberty +oppressive; and finally she found herself walking down the drive in +search of Miss Vincent. + +She had to confess to herself that her aunt was quite right, and that +the omission would have been a real unkindness, when she saw how worn +and tired the governess looked, and the brightness that flashed over the +pale face at sight of her. Mrs. Vincent had been much worse, and though +slightly better for the present was evidently in a critical state, very +exhausting to her daughter. + +Good Miss Hacket at that moment came in to sit with her, and send the +daughter out for some air; and it was well that Gillian had had some +practice in telling her story not too disconsolately, for it was +received with all the delight that the mere notion of a marriage +seems to inspire, though Phyllis and Alethea had scarcely been seen at +Silverfold before they had gone to India with their father. + +Miss Hacket had to be content with the names before she hastened up +to the patient; but Miss Vincent walked back through the paddock with +Gillian, talking over what was more personally interesting to the +governess, the success of her own pupils, scattered as they were, and +comparing notes upon Mysie's letters. One of these Miss Vincent had just +received by the second post, having been written to announce the great +news, and it continued in true Mysie fashion:-- + + +'Cousin Rotherwood knows all about them, and says they will have a +famous set of belongings. He will take me to see some of them if we go +to London before mamma comes home. Bernard Underwood's sister is married +to Mr. Grinstead, the sculptor who did the statue of Mercy at the +Gate that Harry gave a photograph of to mamma, and she paints pictures +herself. I want to see them; but I do not know whether we shall stay in +London, for they do not think it agrees with Fly. I do more lessons than +she does now, and I have read through all Autour de mon Jardin. I have +a letter from Dolores too, and she thinks that Aunt Phyllis and all +are coming home to make a visit in England for Uncle Harry to see his +father, and she wishes very much that they would bring her; but it is +not to be talked about for fear they should be hindered, and old Dr. May +hear of it and be disappointed; but you won't see any one to tell.' + + +'There, what have I done?' exclaimed Miss Vincent in dismay. 'But I had +only just got the letter, and had barely glanced through it.' + +'Besides, who would have thought of Mysie having any secrets?' said +Gillian. + +'After all, I suppose no harm is done; for you can't have any other +connection with these Mays.' + +'Oh yes, there will be; for I believe a brother of this man of Phyllis's +married one of the Miss Mays, and I suppose we shall have to get mixed +up with the whole lot. How I do hate strangers! But I'll take care, Miss +Vincent, indeed I will. One is not bound to tell one's aunts everything +like one's mother.' + +'No,' said Miss Vincent decidedly, 'especially when it is another +person's secret betrayed through inadvertence.' Perhaps she thought +Gillian looked dangerously gratified, for she added: 'However, you know +poor Dolores did not find secrecy answer.' + +'Oh, there are secrets and secrets, and aunts and aunts!' said Gillian. +'Dolores had no mother.' + +'It makes a difference,' said Miss Vincent. 'I should never ask you to +conceal anything from Lady Merrifield. Besides, this is not a matter of +conduct, only a report.' + +Gillian would not pursue the subject. Perhaps she was a little +disingenuous with her conscience, for she wanted to carry off the +impression that Miss Vincent had pronounced concealment from her aunts +to be justifiable; and she knew at the bottom of her heart that her +governess would condemn a habit of secret intimacy with any one being +carried on without the knowledge of her hostess and guardian for the +time being,--above all when it was only a matter, of waiting. + +It is a fine thing for self-satisfaction to get an opinion without +telling the whole of the facts of the case, and Gillian went home in +high spirits, considerably encumbered with parcels, and surprising Mrs. +Mount by insisting that two separate packages should be made of the +books. + +Kalliope and Alexis were both awaiting her at the station, their +gratitude unbounded, and finding useful vent by the latter fetching a +cab and handing in the goods. + +It was worth something to see how happy the brother and sister looked, +as they went off in the gaslight, the one with the big brown paper +parcel, the other with the basket of fruit and flowers; and Gillian's +explanation to Mrs. Mount that they were old friends of her soldiering +days was quite satisfactory. + +There was a grand unpacking. Aunt Ada was pleased with the late roses, +and Aunt Jane that there had been a recollection of Lilian Giles, to +whom she had thought her niece far too indifferent. Valetta fondled the +flowers, and was gratified to hear of the ardent affection of the Begum +and the health of Rigdum, though Gillian was forced to confess that she +had not transferred to him the kiss that she had been commissioned +to convey. Nobody was disappointed except Fergus, who could not +but vituperate the housemaids for the destruction of his new patent +guillotine for mice, which was to have been introduced to Clement +Varley. To be sure it would hardly ever act, and had never cut off +the head of anything save a dandelion, but that was a trifling +consideration. + +A letter from Mysie was awaiting Gillian, not lengthy, for there was +a long interval between Mysie's brains and her pen, and saying nothing +about the New Zealand report. The selection of lace was much approved, +and the next day there was to be an expedition to endeavour to get the +veil matched as nearly as possible. The only dangerous moment was at +breakfast the next day, when Miss Mohun said-- + +'Fanny was delighted with Silverfold. Macrae seems to have been the pink +of politeness to her.' + +'She must come when the house is alive again,' said Gillian. 'What would +she think of it then!' + +'Oh, that would be perfectly delicious,' cried Valetta. 'She would see +Begum and Rigdum--' + +'And I could show her how to work the lawn cutter,' added Fergus. + +'By the bye,' said Aunt Jane, 'whom have you been lending books to?' + +'Oh, to the Whites,' said Gillian, colouring, as she felt more than she +could wish. 'There were some old school-books that I thought would +be useful to them, and I was sure mamma would like them to have some +flowers and fruit.' + +She felt herself very candid, but why would Aunt Jane look at those +tell-tale cheeks. + +Sunday was wet, or rather 'misty moisty,' with a raw sea-fog overhanging +everything--not bad enough, however, to keep any one except Aunt +Ada from church or school, though she decidedly remonstrated against +Gillian's going out for her wandering in the garden in such weather; +and, if she had been like the other aunt, might almost have been +convinced that such determination must be for an object. However, +Gillian encountered the fog in vain, though she walked up and down the +path till her clothes were quite limp and flabby with damp. All the view +that rewarded her was the outline of the shrubs looming through the mist +like distant forests as mountains. Moreover, she got a scolding +from Aunt Ada, who met her coming in, and was horrified at the misty +atmosphere which she was said to have brought in, and insisted on her +going at once to change her dress, and staying by the fireside all the +rest of the afternoon. + +'I cannot think what makes her so eager about going out in the +afternoon,' said the younger aunt to the elder. 'It is impossible that +she can have any reason for it.' + +'Only Sunday restlessness,' said Miss Mohun, 'added to the reckless +folly of the "Bachfisch" about health.' + +'That's true,' said Adeline, 'girls must be either so delicate that they +are quite helpless, or so strong as to be absolutely weather-proof.' + +Fortune, however, favoured Gillian when next she went to Lily Giles. She +had never succeeded in taking real interest in the girl, who seemed +to her to be so silly and sentimental that an impulse to answer drily +instantly closed up all inclination to effusions of confidence. +Gillian had not yet learnt breadth of charity enough to understand that +everybody does not feel, or express feeling, after the same pattern; +that gush is not always either folly or insincerity; and that girls of +Lily's class are about at the same stage of culture as the young ladies +of whom her namesake in the Inheritance is the type. When Lily showed +her in some little magazine the weakest of poetry, and called it so +sweet, just like 'dear Mr. Grant's lovely sermon, the last she had +heard. Did he not look so like a saint in his surplice and white stole, +with his holy face and beautiful blue eyes; it was enough to make any +one feel good to look at him,' Gillian simply replied, 'Oh, _I_ never +think of the clergyman's looks,' and hurried to her book, feeling +infinitely disgusted and contemptuous, never guessing that these poor +verses, and the curate's sermons and devotional appearance were, to the +young girl's heart, the symbols of all that was sacred, and all that was +refined, and that the thought of them was the solace of her lonely and +suffering hours. Tolerant sympathy is one of the latest lessons of life, +and perhaps it is well that only + + + 'The calm temper of our age should be + Like the high leaves upon the holly-tree,' + + +for the character in course of formation needs to be guarded by +prickles. + +However, on this day Undine was to be finished, for Gillian was in +haste to begin Katharine Ashton, which would, she thought, be much more +wholesome reality, so she went on later than usual, and came away at +last, leaving her auditor dissolved in tears over poor Undine's act of +justice. + +As Mrs. Giles, full of thanks, opened the little garden-gate just as +twilight was falling, Gillian beheld Kalliope and Alexis White coming up +together from the works, and eagerly met and shook hands with them. +The dark days were making them close earlier, they explained, and as +Kalliope happened to have nothing to finish or purchase, she was able to +come home with her brother. + +Therewith Alexis began to express, with the diffidence of extreme +gratitude, his warm thanks for the benefaction of books, which were +exactly what he had wanted and longed for. His foreign birth enabled him +to do this much more prettily and less clumsily than an English boy, and +Gillian was pleased, though she told him that her brother's old ill-used +books were far from worthy of such thanks. + +'Ah, you cannot guess how precious they are to me!' said Alexis. 'They +are the restoration of hope.' + +'And can you get on by yourself?' asked Gillian. 'Is it not very +difficult without any teacher?' + +'People have taught themselves before,' returned the youth, 'so I hope +to do so myself; but of course there are many questions I long to ask.' + +'Perhaps I could answer some,' said Gillian; 'I have done some classics +with a tutor.' + +'Oh, thank you, Miss Merrifield,' he said eagerly. 'If you could make me +understand the force of the aorist. + +It so happened that Gillian had the explanation at her tongue's end, and +it was followed by another, and another, till one occurred which could +hardly be comprehended without reference to the passage, upon which +Alexis pulled a Greek Testament out of his pocket, and his sister could +not help exclaiming-- + +'Oh, Alexis, you can't ask Miss Merrifield to do Greek with you out in +the street.' + +Certainly it was awkward, the more so as Mrs. Stebbing just then drove +by in her carriage. + +'What a pity!' exclaimed Gillian. 'But if you would set down any +difficulties, you could send them to me by Kalliope on Sunday.' + +'Oh, Miss Merrifield, how very good of you!' exclaimed Alexis, his face +lighting up with joy. + +But Kalliope looked doubtful, and began a hesitating 'But--' + +'I'll tell you of a better way!' exclaimed Gillian. 'I always go once +a week to read to this Lilian Giles, and if I come down afterwards to +Kalliope's office after you have struck work, I could see to anything +you wanted to ask.' + +Alexis broke out into the most eager thanks. Kalliope said hardly +anything, and as they had reached the place where the roads diverged, +they bade one another good-evening. + +Gillian looked after the brother and sister just as the gas was being +lighted, and could almost guess what Alexis was saying, by his gestures +of delight. She did not hear, and did not guess how Kalliope answered, +'Don't set your heart on it too much, dear fellow, for I should greatly +doubt whether Miss Gillian's aunts will consent. Oh yes, of course, if +they permit her, it will be all right. + +So Gillian went her way feeling that she had found her 'great thing.' +Training a minister for the Church! Was not that a 'great thing'? + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. -- GILLIAN'S PUPIL + + + +Gillian was not yet seventeen, and had lived a home life totally removed +from gossip, so that she had no notion that she was doing a more awkward +or remarkable thing than if she had been teaching a drummer-boy. She +even deliberated whether she should mention her undertaking to her +mother, or produce the grand achievement of Alexis White, prepared for +college, on the return from India; but a sense that she had promised to +tell everything, and that, while she did so, she could defy any other +interference, led her to write the design in a letter to Ceylon, and +then she felt ready to defy any censure or obstructions from other +Quarters. + +Mystery has a certain charm. Infinite knowledge of human nature was +shown in the text, 'Stolen waters are sweet, and bread eaten in +secret is pleasant'; and it would be hard to define how much Gillian's +satisfaction was owing to the sense of benevolence, or to the pleasure +of eluding Aunt Jane, when, after going through her chapter of Katharine +Ashton, in a somewhat perfunctory manner, she hastened away to Miss +White's office. This, being connected with the showroom, could be +entered without passing through the gate with the inscription--'No +admittance except on business.' Indeed, the office had a private door, +which, at Gillian's signal, was always opened to her. There, on the +drawing-desk, lay a Greek exercise and a translation, with queries upon +the difficulties for Gillian to correct, or answer in writing. Kalliope +had managed to make that little room a pleasant place, bare as it was, +by pinning a few of her designs on the walls, and always keeping a +terracotta vase of flowers or coloured leaves upon the table. The lower +part of the window she had blocked with transparencies delicately +cut and tinted in cardboard--done, as she told Gillian, by her little +brother Theodore, who learnt to draw at the National School, and had +the same turn for art as herself. Altogether, the perfect neatness +and simplicity of the little room gave it an air of refinement, which +rendered it by no means an unfit setting for the grave beauty of +Kalliope's countenance and figure. + +The enjoyment of the meeting was great on both sides, partly from the +savour of old times, and partly because there was really much that was +uncommon and remarkable about Kalliope herself. Her father's promotion +had come exactly when she and her next brother were at the time of life +when the changes it brought would tell most on their minds and manners. +They had both been sent to schools where they had associated with +young people of gentle breeding, which perhaps their partly foreign +extraction, and southern birth and childhood, made it easier for them to +assimilate. Their beauty and brightness had led to a good deal of kindly +notice from the officers and ladies of the regiment, and they had thus +acquired the habits and ways of the class to which they had been raised. +Their father, likewise, had been a man of a chivalrous nature, whose +youthful mistakes had been the outcome of high spirit and romance, and +who, under discipline, danger, suffering, and responsibility, had become +earnestly religious. There had besides been his Colonel's influence on +him, and on his children that of Lady Merrifield and Alethea. + +It had then been a piteous change and darkening of life when, after the +crushing grief of his death, the young people found themselves in such +an entirely different stratum of society. They were ready to work, but +they could not help feeling the mortification of being relegated below +the mysterious line of gentry, as they found themselves at Rockquay, and +viewed as on a level with the clerks and shop-girls of the place. Still +more, as time went on, did they miss the companionship and intercourse +to which they had been used. Mr. Flight, the only person in a higher +rank who took notice of them, and perceived that there was more in them +than was usual, was after all only a patron--not a friend, and perhaps +was not essentially enough of a gentleman to be free from all airs of +condescension even with Alexis, while he might be wise in not making too +much of an approach to so beautiful a girl as Kalliope. Besides, after +a fit of eagerness, and something very like promises, he had apparently +let Alexis drop, only using him for his musical services, and not doing +anything to promote the studies for which the young man thirsted, nor +proposing anything for the younger boys, who would soon outgrow the +National School. + +Alexis had made a few semi-friends among the musical youth of the place; +but there was no one to sympathise with him in his studious tastes, and +there was much in his appearance and manners to cause the accusation of +being 'stuck-up'--music being really the only point of contact with most +of his fellows of the lower professional class. + +Kalliope had less time, but she had, on principle, cultivated kindly +terms with the young women employed under her. Her severe style of +beauty removed her from any jealousy of her as a rival, and she was +admired--almost worshipped--by them as the glory of the workshop. +They felt her superiority, and owned her ability; but nobody there was +capable of being a companion to her. Thus the sister and brother had +almost wholly depended upon one another; and it was like a breath from +what now seemed the golden age of their lives when Gillian Merrifield +walked into the office, treating Kalliope with all the freedom of an +equal and the affection of an old friend. There was not very much time +to spare after Gillian had looked at the exercises, noted and +corrected the errors, and explained the difficulties or mistakes in the +translation from Testament and Delectus, feeling all the time how much +more mastery of the subject her pupil had than Mr. Pollock's at home had +ever attained to. + +However, Kalliope always walked home with her as far as the opening of +Church Cliff Road, and they talked of the cleverness and goodness of the +brothers, except Richard at Leeds, who never seemed to be mentioned; how +Theodore kept at the head of the school, and had hopes of the drawing +prize, and how little Petros devoured tales of battles, and would hear +of nothing but being a soldier. Now and then, too, there was a castle in +the air of a home for little Maura at Alexis's future curacy. Kalliope +seemed to look to working for life for poor mother, while Theodore +should cultivate his art. Oftener the two recalled old adventures and +scenes of their regimental days, and discussed the weddings of the two +Indian sisters. + +Once, however, Kalliope was obliged to suggest, with a blushing apology, +that she feared Gillian must go home alone, she was not ready. + +'Can't I help you? what have you to do?' + +Kalliope attempted some excuse of putting away designs, but presently +peeped from the window, and Gillian, with excited curiosity, imitated +her, and beheld, lingering about, a young man in the pink of fashion, +with a tea-rose in his buttonhole and a cane in his hand. + +'Oh, Kally,' she cried, 'does he often hang about like this waiting for +you?' + +'Not often, happily. There! old Mr. Stebbing has come out, and they are +walking away together. We can go now.' + +'So he besets you, and you have to keep out of his way,' exclaimed +Gillian, much excited. 'Is that the reason you come to the garden all +alone on Sunday?' + +'Yes, though I little guessed what awaited me there,' returned Kalliope; +'but we had better make haste, for it is late for you to be returning.' + +It was disappointing that Kalliope would not discuss such an interesting +affair; but Gillian was sensible of the danger of being so late as to +cause questions, and she allowed herself to be hurried on too fast for +conversation, and passing the two Stebbings, who, no doubt, took her for +a 'hand.' + +'Does this often happen?' asked Gillian. + +'No; Alec walks home with me, and the boys often come and meet me. Oh, +did I tell you that the master wants Theodore to be a pupil-teacher? I +wish I knew what was best for him.' + +'Could not he be an artist?' + +'I should like some one to tell me whether he really has talent +worth cultivating, dear boy, or if he would be safer and better in an +honourable occupation like a school-master.' + +'Do you call it honourable?' + +'Oh yes, to be sure. I put it next to a clergyman's or a doctor's life.' + +'Not a soldier's?' + +'That depends,' said Kalliope. + +'On the service he is sent upon, you mean? But that is his sovereign's +look-out. He "only has to obey, to do or die."' + +'Yes, it is the putting away of self, and possible peril of life, that +makes all those grandest,' said Kalliope, 'and I think the schoolmaster +is next in opportunities of doing good.' + +Gillian could not help thinking that none of all these could put away +self more entirely than the girl beside her, toiling away her beauty and +her youth in this dull round of toil, not able to exercise the instincts +of her art to the utmost, and with no change from the monotonous round +of mosaics, which were forced to be second rate, to the commonest +household works, and the company of the Queen of the White Ants. + +Gillian perceived enough of the nobleness of such a life to fill +her with a certain enthusiasm, and make her feel a day blank and +uninteresting if she could not make her way to the little office. + +One evening, towards the end of the first fortnight, Alexis himself came +in with a passage that he wanted to have explained. His sister +looked uneasy all the time, and hurried to put on her hat, and stand +demonstratively waiting, telling Gillian that they must go, the moment +the lesson began to tend to discursive talk, and making a most decided +sign of prohibition to her brother when he showed a disposition to +accompany them. + +'I think you are frightfully particular, Kally,' said Gillian, when they +were on their way up the hill. 'Such an old friend, and you there, too.' + +'It would never do here! It would be wrong,' answered Kalliope, with the +authority of an older woman. 'He must not come to the office.' + +'Oh, but how could I ever explain to him? One can't do everything in +writing. I might as well give up the lessons as never speak to him about +them.' + +There was truth in this, and perhaps Alexis used some such arguments on +his side, for at about every third visit of Gillian's he dropped in with +some important inquiry necessary to his progress, which was rapid enough +to compel Gillian to devote some time to preparation, in order to keep +ahead of him. + +Kalliope kept diligent guard, and watched against lengthening the +lessons into gossip, and they were always after hours when the hands had +gone away. The fear of being detected kept Gillian ready to shorten the +time. + +'How late you are!' were the first words she heard one October evening +on entering Beechcroft Cottage; but they were followed by 'Here's a +pleasure for you!' + +'It's from papa himself! Open it! Open it quick,' cried Valetta, dancing +round her in full appreciation of the honour and delight. + +Sir Jasper said that his daughter must put up with him for a +correspondent, since two brides at once were as much as any mother could +be supposed to undertake. Indeed, as mamma would not leave him, Phyllis +was actually going to Calcutta, chaperoned by one of the matrons of the +station, to make purchases for both outfits, since Alethea would not +stir from under the maternal wing sooner than she could help. + +At the end came, 'We are much shocked at poor White's death. He was an +excellent officer, and a good and sensible man, though much hampered +with his family. I am afraid his wife must be a very helpless being. He +used to talk about the good promise of one of his sons--the second, I +think. We will see whether anything can be done for the children when +we come home. I say we, for I find I shall have to be invalided before +I can be entirely patched up, so that mamma and I shall have a sort of +postponed silver wedding tour, a new variety for the old folks "from +home."' + +'Oh, is papa coming home?' cried Valetta. + +'For good! Oh, I hope it will be for good,' added Gillian. + +'Then we shall live at dear Silverfold all the days of our life,' added +Fergus. + +'And I shall get back to Rigdum.' + +'And I shall make a telephone down to the stables,' were the cries of +the children. + +The transcendent news quite swallowed up everything else for some time; +but at last Gillian recurred to her father's testimony as to the White +family. + +'Is the second son the musical one?' she was asked, and on her +affirmative, Aunt Jane remarked, 'Well, though the Rev. Augustine Flight +is not on a pinnacle of human wisdom, his choir practices, etc., will +keep the lad well out of harm's way till your father can see about him.' + +This would have been an opportunity of explaining the youth's aims and +hopes, and her own share in forwarding them; but it had become difficult +to avow the extent of her intercourse with the brother and sister, so +entirely without the knowledge of her aunts. Even Miss Mohun, acute as +she was, had no suspicions, and only thought with much satisfaction that +her niece was growing more attentive to poor Lilian Giles, even to the +point of lingering. + +'I really think, she said, in consultation with Miss Adeline, 'that we +might gratify that damsel by having the White girls to drink tea.' + +'Well, we can add them to your winter party of young ladies in +business.' + +'Hardly. These stand on different ground, and I don't want to hurt their +feelings or Gillian's by mixing them up with the shopocracy.' + +'Have you seen the Queen of the White Ants?' + +'Not yet; but I mean to reconnoitre, and if I see no cause to the +contrary, I shall invite them for next Tuesday.' + +'The mother? You might as well ask her namesake.' + +'Probably; but I shall be better able to judge when I have seen her.' + +So Miss Mohun trotted off, made her visit, and thus reported, 'Poor +woman! she certainly is not lovely now, whatever she may have been; +but I should think there was no harm in her, and she is effusive in +her gratitude to all the Merrifield family. It is plain that the absent +eldest son is the favourite, far more so than the two useful children +at the marble works; and Mr. White is spoken of as a sort of tyrant, +whereas I should think they owed a good deal to his kindness in giving +them employment.' + +'I always thought he was an old hunks.' + +'The town thinks so because he does not come and spend freely here; but +I have my doubts whether they are right. He is always ready to do his +part in subscriptions; and the employing these young people as he does +is true kindness.' + +'Unappreciated.' + +'Yes, by the mother who would expect to be kept like a lady in idleness, +but perhaps not so by her daughter. From all I can pick up, I think +she must be a very worthy person, so I have asked her and the little +schoolgirl for Tuesday evening, and I hope it will not be a great +nuisance to you, Ada.' + +'Oh no,' said Miss Adeline, good humouredly, 'it will please Gillian, +and I shall be interested in seeing the species, or rather the variety.' + +'Var Musa Groeca Hibernica Militaris,' laughed Aunt Jane. + +'By the bye, I further found out what made the Captain enlist.' + +'Trust you for doing that!' laughed her sister. + +'Really it was not on purpose, but old Zack Skilly was indulging me with +some of his ancient smuggling experiences, in what he evidently views as +the heroic age of Rockquay. "Men was men, then," he says. "Now they be +good for nought, but to row out the gentlefolks when the water is as +smooth as glass." You should hear the contempt in his voice. Well, a +promising young hero of his was Dick White, what used to work for his +uncle, but liked a bit of a lark, and at last hit one of the coastguard +men in a fight, and ran away, and folks said he had gone for a soldier. +Skilly had heard he was dead, and his wife had come to live in these +parts, but there was no knowing what was true and what wasn't. Folks +would talk! Dick was a likely chap, with more life about him than his +cousin Jem, as was a great man now, and owned all the marble works, and +a goodish bit of the town. There was a talk as how the two lads had +both been a courting of the same maid, that was Betsy Polwhele, and had +fallen out about her, but how that might be he could not tell. Anyhow, +she was not wed to one nor t'other of them, but went into a waste and +died.' + +'I wonder if it was for Dick's sake. So Jem was not constant either.' + +'Except to his second love. That was a piteous little story too.' + +'You mean his young wife's health failing as soon as he brought her to +that house which he was building for her, and then his taking her to +Italy, and never enduring to come back here again after she and her +child died. But he made a good thing of it with his quarries in the +mountains.' + +'You sordid person, do you think that was all he cared for!' + +'Well, I always thought of him as a great, stout, monied man, quite +incapable of romance and sensitiveness.' + +'If so, don't you think he would have let that house instead of keeping +it up in empty state! There is a good deal of character in those +Whites.' + +'The Captain is certainly the most marked man, except Jasper, in that +group of officers in Gillian's photograph-book.' + +'Partly from the fact that a herd of young officers always look so +exactly alike--at least in the eyes of elderly spinsters.' + +'Jane!' + +'Let us hope so, now that it is all over. This same Dick must have had +something remarkable about him, to judge by the impression he seems +to have left on all who came in his way, and I shall like to see his +children.' + +'You always do like queer people.' + +'It is plain that we ought to take notice of them,' said Miss Mohun, +'and it is not wholesome for Gillian to think us backward in kindness to +friends about whom she plainly has a little romance.' + +She refrained from uttering a suspicion inspired by her visit that there +had been more 'kindnesses' on her niece's part than she could quite +account for. Yet she believed that she knew how all the girl's days +were spent; was certain that the Sunday wanderings never went beyond the +garden, and, moreover, she implicitly trusted Lily's daughter. + +Gillian did not manifest as much delight and gratitude at the invitation +as her aunts expected. In point of fact, she resented Aunt Jane's making +a visit of investigation without telling her, and she was uneasy lest +there should have been or yet should be a disclosure that should make +her proceedings appear clandestine. 'And they are not!' said she to +herself with vehemence. 'Do I not write them all to my own mother? And +did not Miss Vincent allow that one is not bound to treat aunts like +parents?' + +Even the discovery of Captain White's antecedents was almost an offence, +for if her aunt would not let her inquire, why should she do so herself, +save to preserve the choice morceau for her own superior intelligence? +Thus all the reply that Gillian deigned was, 'Of course I knew that +Captain White could never have done anything to be ashamed of.' + +The weather was too wet for any previous meetings, and it was on a +wild stormy evening that the two sisters appeared at seven o'clock at +Beechcroft Cottage. While hats and waterproofs were being taken off +upstairs, Gillian found opportunity to give a warning against mentioning +the Greek lessons. It was received with consternation. + +'Oh, Miss Merrifield, do not your aunts know?' + +'No. Why should they? Mamma does.' + +'Not yet. And she is so far off! I wish Miss Mohun knew! I made sure +that she did,' said Kalliope, much distressed. + +'But why? It would only make a fuss.' + +'I should be much happier about it.' + +'And perhaps have it all upset.' + +'That is the point. I felt that it must be all right as long as Miss +Mohun sanctioned it; but I could not bear that we should be the means of +bringing you into a scrape, by doing what she might disapprove while you +are under her care.' + +'Don't you think you can trust me to know my own relations?' said +Gillian somewhat haughtily. + +'Indeed, I did not mean that we are not infinitely obliged to you,' said +Kalliope. 'It has made Alexis another creature to have some hope, and +feel himself making progress.' + +'Then why do you want to have a fuss, and a bother, and a chatter? If my +father and mother don't approve, they can telegraph.' + +With which argument she appeased or rather silenced Kalliope, who could +not but feel the task of objecting alike ungracious and ungrateful +towards the instructor, and absolutely cruel and unkind towards her +brother, and who spoke only from a sense of the treachery of allowing a +younger girl to transgress in ignorance. Still she was conscious of not +understanding on what terms the niece and aunts might be, and the +St. Kenelm's estimate of the Beechcroft ladies was naturally somewhat +different from that of the St. Andrew's congregation. Miss Mohun was +popularly regarded in those quarters as an intolerable busybody, and +Miss Adeline as a hypochondriacal fine lady, so that Gillian might +perhaps reasonably object to put herself into absolute subjection; so, +though Kalliope might have a presentiment of breakers ahead, she could +say no more, and Gillian, feeling that she had been cross, changed the +subject by admiring the pretty short curly hair that was being tied back +at the glass. + +'I wish it would grow long,' said Kalliope. 'But it always was rather +short and troublesome, and ever since it was cut short in the fever, I +have been obliged to keep it like this.' + +'But it suits you,' said Gillian. 'And it is exactly the thing now.' + +'That is the worst of it. It looks as if I wore it so on purpose. +However, all our hands know that I cannot help it, and so does Lady +Flight.' + +The girl looked exceedingly well, though little Alice, the maid, would +not have gone out to tea in such an ancient black dress, with no relief +save a rim of white at neck and hands, and a tiny silver Maltese cross +at the throat. Maura had a comparatively new gray dress, picked out with +black. She was a pretty creature, the Irish beauty predominating over +the Greek, in her great long-lashed brown eyes, which looked radiant +with shy happiness. Miss Adeline was perfectly taken by surprise at the +entrance of two such uncommon forms and faces, and the quiet dignity +of the elder made her for a moment suppose that her sister must have +invited some additional guest of undoubted station. + +Valetta, who had grown fond of Maura in their school life, and who +dearly loved patronising, pounced upon her guest to show her all manner +of treasures and curiosities, at which she looked in great delight; and +Fergus was so well satisfied with her comprehension of the principles +of the letter balance, that he would have taken her upstairs to be +introduced to all his mechanical inventions, if the total darkness and +cold of his den had not been prohibitory. + +Kalliope looked to perfection, but was more silent than her sister, +though, as Miss Mohun's keen eye noted, it was not the shyness of a +conscious inferior in an unaccustomed world, but rather that of a grave, +reserved nature, not chattering for the sake of mere talk. + +Gillian's photograph-book was well looked over, with all the brothers +and sisters at different stages, and the group of officers. Miss Mohun +noted the talk that passed over these, as they were identified one by +one, sometimes with little reminiscences, childishly full on Gillian's +part, betraying on Kalliope's side friendly acquaintance, but all in as +entirely ladylike terms as would have befitted Phyllis or Alethea. She +could well believe in the words with which Miss White rather hastened +the turning of the page, 'Those were happy days--I dare not dwell on +them too much!' + +'Oh, I like to do so!' cried Gillian. 'I don't want the little ones ever +to forget them.' + +'Yes--you! But with you it would not be repining.' + +This was for Gillian's ear alone, as at that moment both the aunts were, +at the children's solicitation, engaged on the exhibition of a +wonderful musical-box--Aunt Adeline's share of her mother's wedding +presents--containing a bird that hovered and sung, the mechanical +contrivance of which was the chief merit in Fergus's eyes, and which had +fascinated generations of young people for the last sixty years. Aunt +Jane, however, could hear through anything--even through the winding-up +of what the family called 'Aunt Ada's Jackdaw,' and she drew her +conclusions, with increasing respect and pity for the young girl over +whose life such a change had come. + +But it was not this, but what she called common humanity, which prompted +her, on hearing a heavy gust of rain against the windows, to go into the +lower regions in quest of a messenger boy to order a brougham to take +the guests home at the end of the evening. + +The meal went off pleasantly on the whole, though there loomed a storm +as to the ritual of St. Kenelm's; but this chiefly was owing to the +younger division of the company, when Valetta broke into an unnecessary +inquiry why they did not have as many lights on the altar at +St. Andrew's as at St. Kenelm's, and Fergus put her down with +unceremoniously declaring that Stebbing said Flight was a donkey. + +Gillian came down with what she meant for a crushing rebuke, and the +indignant colour rose in the cheeks of the guests; but Fergus persisted, +'But he makes a guy of himself and a mountebank.' + +Aunt Jane thought it time to interfere. 'Fergus,' she said, 'you had +better not repeat improper sayings, especially about a clergyman.' + +Fergus wriggled. + +'And,' added Aunt Ada, with equal severity, 'you know Mr. Flight is a +very kind friend to little Maura and her sister.' + +'Indeed he is,' said Kalliope earnestly; and Maura, feeling herself +addressed, added, 'Nobody but he ever called on poor mamma, till Miss +Mohun did; no, not Lady Flight.' + +'We are very grateful for his kindness,' put in Kalliope, in a +repressive tone. + +'But,' said Gillian, 'I thought you said he had seemed to care less of +late.' + +'I do not know,' said Miss White, blushing; 'music seems to be his chief +interest, and there has not been anything fresh to get up since the +concert.' + +'I suppose there will be for the winter,' said Miss Mohun, and therewith +the conversation was safely conducted away to musical subjects, in which +some of the sisters' pride and affection for their brothers peeped out; +but Gillian was conscious all the time that Kalliope was speaking with +some constraint when she mentioned Alexis, and that she was glad rather +to dwell on little Theodore, who had good hopes of the drawing prize, +and she seriously consulted Miss Mohun on the pupil-teachership for him, +as after he had passed the seventh standard he could not otherwise go +on with his education, though she did not think he had much time for +teaching. + +'Would not Mr. White help him further?' asked Miss Mohun. + +'I do not know. I had much rather not ask,' said Kalliope. 'We are too +many to throw ourselves on a person who is no near relation, and he has +not seemed greatly disposed to help.' + +'Your elder brother?' + +'Oh, poor Richard, he is not earning anything yet. I can't ask him. If +I only knew of some school I could be sure was safe and good and not +too costly, Alexis and I would try to manage for Theodore after the +examination in the spring.' + +The Woodward schools were a new light to her, and she was eagerly +interested in Miss Mohun's explanations and in the scale of terms. + +Meantime Miss Adeline got on excellently with the younger ones, and when +the others were free, proposed for their benefit a spelling game. All +sat round the table, made words, and abstracted one another's with +increasing animation, scarcely heeding the roaring of the wind outside, +till there was a ring at the bell. + +'My brother has come for us,' said Kalliope. + +'Oh, but it is not fit for you to walk home,' said Miss Mohun. 'The +brougham is coming by and by; ask Mr. White to come in,' she added, as +the maid appeared with the message that he was come for his sisters. + +There was a confusion of acknowledgments and disclaimers, and word was +brought back that Mr. White was too wet to come in. Miss Mohun, who +was not playing, but prompting Fergus, jumped up and went out to +investigate, when she found a form in an ancient military cloak, trying +to keep himself from dripping where wet could do mischief. She had to +explain her regret at his having had such a walk in vain; but she had +taken alarm on finding that rain was setting in for the night, and +had sent word by the muffin-boy that the brougham would be wanted, +contriving to convey that it was not to be paid for. + +Nothing remained to be said except thanks, and Alexis emerged from +the cloak, which looked as if it had gone through all his father's +campaigns, took off his gaiters, did his best for his boots, and, +though not in evening costume, looked very gentleman-like and remarkably +handsome in the drawing-room, with no token of awkward embarrassment +save a becoming blush. + +Gillian began to tremble inwardly again, but the game had just ended +in her favour, owing to Fergus having lost all his advantages in Aunt +Jane's absence, besides signalising himself by capturing Maura's 'bury,' +under the impression that an additional R would combine that and straw +into a fruit. + +So the coast being cleared, Miss Adeline greatly relieved her niece's +mind by begging, as a personal favour, to hear the song whose renown +at the concert had reached her; and thus the time was safely spent in +singing till the carriage was announced, and good-nights exchanged. + +Maura's eyes grew round with delight, and she jumped for joy at the +preferment. + +'Oh!' she said, as she fervently kissed Valetta, 'it is the most +delightful evening I ever spent in the whole course of my life, except +at Lady Merrifield's Christmas-tree! And now to go home in a carriage! I +never went in one since I can remember!' + +And Kalliope's 'Thank you, we have enjoyed ourselves very much,' was +very fervent. + +'Those young people are very superior to what I expected,' said Aunt +Adeline. 'What fine creatures, all so handsome; and that little Maura is +a perfect darling.' + +'The Muse herself is very superior,' said Miss Mohun. 'One of those home +heroines who do the work of Atlas without knowing it. I do not wonder +that the marble girls speak of her so enthusiastically.' + +How Gillian might have enjoyed all this, and yet she could not, except +so far that she told herself that thus there could be no reasonable +objection made by her aunts to intercourse with those whom they so much +admired. + +Yet perhaps even then she would have told all, but that, after having +bound over Kalliope to secrecy, it would be awkward to confess that she +had told all. It would be like owning herself in the wrong, and for that +she was not prepared. Besides, where would be the secrecy of her 'great +thing'? + + + + +CHAPTER IX. -- GAUGING AJEE + + + +Without exactly practising to deceive, Gillian began to find that +concealment involved her in a tangled web; all the more since Aunt Jane +had become thoroughly interested in the Whites, and was inquiring right +and left about schools and scholarships for the little boys. + +She asked their master about them, and heard that they were among his +best scholars, and that their home lessons had always been carefully +attended to by their elder brother and sister. In fact, he was most +anxious to retain Theodore, to be trained for a pupil-teacher, the +best testimony to his value! Aunt Jane came home full of the subject, +relating what the master said of Alexis White, and that he had begun +by working with him at Latin and mathematics; but that they had not had +time to go on with what needed so much study and preparation. + +'In fact, said Miss Mohun, 'I have a suspicion that if a certificated +schoolmaster could own any such thing, the pupil knew more than the +teacher. When your father comes home, I hope he will find some way of +helping that lad.' + +Gillian began to crimson, but bethought herself of the grandeur of its +being found that she was the youth's helper. 'I am glad you have been +lending him books,' added Aunt Jane. + +What business had she to know what had not been told her? The sense of +offence drove back any disposition to consult her. Yet to teach Alexis +was no slight task, for, though he had not gone far in Greek, his +inquiries were searching, and explaining to him was a different thing +from satisfying even Mr. Pollock. Besides, Gillian had her own studies +on hand. The Cambridge examinations were beginning to assume larger +proportions in the Rockquay mind, and 'the General Screw Company,' as +Mr. Grant observed, was prevailing. + +Gillian's knowledge was rather discursive, and the concentration +required by an examination was hard work to her, and the time for it +was shortened by the necessity of doing all Alexis's Greek exercises and +translations beforehand, and of being able to satisfy him why an error +was not right, for, in all politeness, he always would know why it did +not look right. And there was Valetta, twisting and groaning. The screw +was on her form, who, unless especially exempted, were to compete for a +prize for language examination. + +Valetta had begun by despising Kitty Varley for being excepted by her +mother's desire and for not learning Latin; but now she envied any one +who had not to work double tides at the book of Caesar that was to be +taken up, and Vercingetorix and his Arverni got vituperated in a way +that would have made the hair of her hero-worshipping mother fairly +stand on end. + +But then Lilias Mohun had studied him for love of himself, not for dread +of failure. + +Gillian had been displeased when Fergus deserted her for Aunt Jane as an +assistant, but she would not have been sorry if Valetta had been off +her hands, when she was interrupted in researches after an idiom in St. +John's Gospel by the sigh that this abominable dictionary had no verb +oblo, or in the intricacies of a double equation by despair at this +horrid Caesar always hiding away his nominatives out of spite. + +Valetta, like the American child, evidently regarded the Great Julius +in no other light than as writer of a book for beginners in Latin, and, +moreover, a very unkind one; and she fully reciprocated the sentiment +that it was no wonder that the Romans conquered the world, since they +knew the Latin grammar by nature. + +Nor was Gillian's hasty and sometimes petulant assistance very +satisfactory to the poor child, since it often involved hearing 'Wait a +minute,' and a very long one, 'How can you be so stupid?' 'I told you +so long ago'; and sometimes consisted of a gabbling translation, +with rapidly pointed finger, very hard to follow, and not quite so +painstaking as when Alexis deferentially and politely pointed out the +difficulties, with a strong sense of the favour that she was doing him. + +Not that these personal lessons often took place. Kalliope never +permitted them without dire necessity, and besides, there was always an +uncertainty when Gillian might come down, or when Alexis might be able +to come in. + +One day when Aunt Jane had come home with a story of how one of her +'business girls' had confessed to Miss White's counsel having only just +saved her from an act of folly, it occurred to Aunt Adeline to say-- + +'It is a great pity you have not her help in the G.F.S.' + +'I did not understand enough about her before, and mixed her up with the +ordinary class of business girls. I had rather have her a member for the +sake of example; but if not, she would be a valuable associate. Could +not you explain this to her without hurting her feelings, as I am afraid +I did, Gill? I did not understand enough about her when I spoke to her +before.' + +Gillian started. The conversation that should have been so pleasant to +her was making her strangely uncomfortable. + +'I do not see how Gill is to get at her,' objected the other aunt. 'It +would be of no great use to call on her in the nest of the Queen of the +White Ants. I can't help recollecting the name, it was so descriptive.' + +'Yes; it was on her mother's account that she refused, and of course her +office must not be invaded in business hours.' + +'I might call on her there before she goes home,' suggested Gillian, +seeing daylight. + +'You cannot be walking down there at dusk, just as the workmen come +away' exclaimed Aunt Ada, making the colour so rush into Gillian's +cheeks that she was glad to catch up a screen. + +'No,' said Miss Mohun emphatically; 'but I could leave her there at five +o'clock, and go to Tideshole to take old Jemmy Burnet his jersey, and +call for her on the way back.' + +'Or she could walk home with me,' murmured the voice behind the screen. + +Gillian felt with dismay that all these precautions as to her escort +would render her friend more scrupulous than ever as to her visits. To +have said, 'I have several times been at the office,' would have been a +happy clearance of the ground, but her pride would not bend to possible +blame, nor would she run the risk of a prohibition. 'It would be the +ruin of hope to Alexis, and mamma knows all,' said she to herself. + +It was decided that she should trust to Kalliope to go back with her, +for when once Aunt Jane get into the very fishy hamlet of Tideshole, +which lay beyond the quarries, there was no knowing when she might get +away, since + + + 'Alike to her were time and tide, + November's snow or July's pride.' + + +So after a few days, too wet and tempestuous for any expedition, they +set forth accompanied by Fergus, who rushed in from school in time to +treat his aunt as a peripatetic 'Joyce's scientific dialogues.' Valetta +had not arrived, and Gillian was in haste to elude her, knowing that her +aunt would certainly not take her on to Tideshole, and that there would +be no comfort in talking before her; but it was a new thing to have to +regard her little sister in the light of a spy, and again she had to +reason down a sense of guiltiness. However, her aunt wanted Valetta as +little as she did; and she had never so rejoiced in Fergus's monologue, +'Then this small fly-wheel catches into the Targe one, and so--Don't you +see?'--only pausing for a sound of assent. + +Unacquainted with the private door, Miss Mohun entered the office +through the showroom, exchanging greetings with the young saleswomen, +and finding Miss White putting away her materials. + +Shaking hands, Miss Mohun said-- + +'I have brought your friend to make a visit to you while I go on to +Tideshole. She tells me that you will be kind enough to see her on her +way home, if you are going back at the same time.' + +'I shall be delighted,' said Kalliope, with eyes as well as tongue, +and no sooner were she and Gillian alone together than she joyfully +exclaimed-- + +'Then Miss Mohun knows! You have told her. + +'No--' + +'Oh!' and there were volumes in the intonation. 'I was alarmed when she +came in, and then so glad if it was all over. Dear Miss Merrifield--' + +'Call me Gillian; I have told you to do so before! Phyllis is +Miss Merrifield, and I won't be so before my time,' said Gillian, +interrupting in a tone more cross than affectionate. + +'I was going to say,' pursued Kalliope, 'that the shock her entrance +gave to me proved all the more that we cannot be treating her properly. + +'Never mind that! I did not come about that. She is quite taken with +you, Kally, and wants you more than ever to be a Friendly Girl, because +she thinks it would be so good for the others who are under you.' + +'They have told me something about it,' said Kalliope thoughtfully. + +'She fancied' added Gillian, 'that perhaps she did not make you +understand the rights of it, not knowing that you were different from +the others.' + +'Oh no, it was not that,' said Kalliope. 'Indeed, I hope there is +no such nonsense in me. It was what my dear father always warned us +against; only poor mamma always gets vexed if she does not think we are +keeping ourselves up, and she had just been annoyed at--something, and +we did not know then that it was Lady Merrifield's sister.' + +This was contradictory, but it was evident that, while Kalliope disowned +conceit of station for herself, she could not always cross her mother's +wishes. It was further elicited that if Lady Flight had taken up the +matter there would have been no difficulty. Half a year ago the Flights +had seemed to the young Whites angelic and infallible, and perhaps +expectations had been founded on their patronage; but there had since +been a shadow of disappointment, and altogether Kalliope was less +disposed to believe that my Lady was correct in pronouncing Miss Mohun's +cherished society as 'dissentish,' and only calculated for low servant +girls and ladies who wished to meddle in families. + +Clanship made Gillian's indignation almost bring down the office, and +her eloquence was scarcely needed, since Kalliope had seen the value to +some of her 'hands' from the class, the library, the recreation-room, +and the influence of the ladies, above all, the showing them that it +was possible to have variety and amusement free from vulgar and perilous +dissipation; but still she hesitated. She had no time, she said; she +could not attend classes, and she was absolutely necessary at home in +the evenings; but Gillian assured her that nothing was expected from +her but a certain influence in the right direction, and the showing the +younger and giddier that she did not think the Society beneath her. + +'I see all that,' said Kalliope; 'I wish I had not been mistaken at +first; but, Miss Mer--Gillian, I do not see how I can join it now.' + +'Why not? What do you mean?' + +Kalliope was very unwilling to speak, but at last it came. + +'How can I do this to please your aunt, who thinks better of me than I +deserve, when--Oh! excuse me--I know it is all your kindness--but when I +am allowing you to deceive her--almost, I mean--' + +'Deceive! I never spoke an untrue word to my aunt in my life,' said +Gillian, in proud anger; 'but if you think so, Miss White, I had better +have no more to do with it.' + +'I feel,' said Kalliope, with tears in her eyes, 'as if it might be +better so, unless Miss Mohun knew all about it.' + +'Well, if you think so, and like to upset all your brother's hopes--' + +'It would be a terrible grief to him, I know, and I don't undervalue +your kindness, indeed I don't; but I cannot be happy about it while Miss +Mohun does not know. I don't understand why you do not tell her.' + +'Because I know there would be a worry and a fuss. Either she would say +we must wait for letters from mamma, or else that Alexis must come to +Beechcroft, and all the comfort would be over, and it would be gossiped +about all over the place. Can't you trust me, when I tell you I have +written it all to my own father and mother, and surely I know my own +family best?' + +Kalliope looked half convinced, but she persisted-- + +'I suppose you do; only please, till there is a letter from Lady +Merrifield, I had rather not go into this Society.' + +'But, Kally, you don't consider. What am I to say to my aunt? What will +she think of you?' + +'I can't help that! I cannot do this while she could feel I was +conniving at what she might not like. Indeed, I cannot. I beg your +pardon, but it goes against me. When shall you be able to hear from Lady +Merrifield?' + +'I wrote three weeks ago. I suppose I shall hear about half-way through +December, and you know they could telegraph if they wanted to stop it, +so I think you might be satisfied.' + +Still Kalliope could not be persuaded, and finally, as a sort of +compromise, Gillian decided on saying that she would think about it and +give her answer at Christmas; to which she gave a reluctant assent, with +one more protest that if there were no objection to the lessons, she +could not see why Miss Mohun should not know of them. + +Peace was barely restored before voices were heard, and in came Fergus, +bringing Alexis with him. They had met on the beach road in front of the +works, and Fergus, being as usual full of questions about a crane that +was swinging blocks of stone into a vessel close to the little pier, +his aunt had allowed him to stay to see the work finished, after which +Alexis would take him to join his sister. + +So it came about that they all walked home together very cheerfully, +though Gillian was still much vexed under the surface at Kalliope's +old-maidish particularity. + +However, the aunts were not as annoyed at the delay as she expected. +Miss Mohun said she would look out some papers that would be convincing +and persuasive, and that it might be as well not to enrol Miss White too +immediately before the Christmas festivities, but to wait till the +books were begun next year. Plans began to prevail for the Christmas +diversions and entertainments, but the young Merrifields expected to +have nothing to do with these, as they were to meet the rest of the +family at their eldest uncle's house at Beechcroft; all except Harry, +who was to be ordained in the Advent Ember week, and at once begin work +with his cousin David Merrifield in the Black Country. Their aunts would +not go with them, as Beechcroft breezes, though her native air, were too +cold for Adeline in the winter, and Jane could leave neither her, nor +her various occupations, and the festivities of all Rockstone. + +It is not easy to say which Gillian most looked forward to: Mysie's +presence, or the absence of the supervision which she imagined herself +to suffer from, because she had set herself to shirk it. She knew she +should feel more free. But behold! a sudden change, produced by one +morning's letters. + +'It is a beastly shame!' + +'Oh, Fergus! That's not a thing to say,' cried Valetta. + +'I don't care! It is a beastly shame not to go to Beechcroft, and be +poked up here all the holidays.' + +'But you can't when Primrose has got the whooping-cough.' + +'Bother the whooping-cough.' + +'And welcome; but you would find it bother you, I believe.' + +'I shouldn't catch it. I want Wilfred, and to ride the pony, and see the +sluice that Uncle Maurice made.' + +'You couldn't if you had the cough.' + +'Then I should stay there instead of coming back to school! I say it is +horrid, and beastly, and abominable, and--' + +'Come, come, Fergus,' here put in Gillian, 'that is very wrong.' + +'You don't hear Gill and me fly out in that way,' added Valetta, 'though +we are so sorry about Mysie and Fly.' + +'Oh, you are girls, and don't know what is worth doing. I _will_ say it +is beast--' + +'Now don't, Fergus; it is very rude and ungrateful to the aunts. None +of us like having to stay here and lose our holiday; but it is very +improper to say so in their own house, and I thought you were so fond of +Aunt Jane.' + +'Aunt Jane knows a thing or two, but she isn't Wilfred.' + +'And Wilfred is always teasing you.' + +'Fergus is quite right,' said Miss Mohun, who had been taking off +her galoshes in the vestibule while this colloquy was ending in the +dining-room; 'it is much better to be bullied by a brother than made +much of by an aunt, and you know I am very sorry for you all under the +infliction.' + +'Oh, Aunt Jane, we know you are very kind, and--' began Gillian. + +'Never mind, my dear; I know you are making the best of us, and I +am very much obliged to you for standing up for us. It is a great +disappointment, but I was going to give Fergus a note that I think will +console him.' + +And out of an envelope which she had just taken from the letter-box +she handed him a note, which he pulled open and then burst out, 'Cousin +David! Hurrah! Scrumptious!' commencing a war-dance at the same moment. + +'What is it? Has David asked you?' demanded both his sisters at the same +moment. + +'Hurrah! Yes, it is from him. "My dear Fergus, I hope"--hurrah--"Harry, +mm--mm--mm--brothers, 20th mm--mm. Your affectionate cousin, David +Merrifield."' + +'Let me read it to you,' volunteered Gillian. + +'Wouldn't you like it?' + +'How can you be so silly, Ferg? You can't read it yourself. You don't +know whether he really asks you.' + +Fergus made a face, and bolted upstairs to gloat, and perhaps peruse +the letter, while Valetta rushed after him, whether to be teased or +permitted to assist might be doubtful. + +'He really does ask him,' said Aunt Jane. 'Your cousin David, I mean. He +says that he and Harry can put up all the three boys between them, and +that they will be very useful in the Christmas festivities of Coalham.' + +'It is very kind of him,' said Gillian in a depressed tone. + +'Fergus will be very happy.' + +'I only hope he will not be bent on finding a coal mine in the garden +when he comes back,' said Aunt Jane, smiling; 'but it is rather dreary +for you, my dear. I had been hoping to have Jasper here for at least a +few days. Could he not come and fetch Fergus?' + +Gillian's eyes sparkled at the notion; but they fell at once, for Jasper +would be detained by examinations until so late that he would only just +be able to reach Coalham before Christmas Day. Harry was to be ordained +in a fortnight's time to work under his cousin, Mr. David Merrifield, +and his young brothers were to meet him immediately after. + +'I wish I could go too,' sighed Gillian, as a hungry yearning for Jasper +or for Mysie took possession of her. + +'I wish you could,' said Miss Mohun sympathetically; 'but I am afraid +you must resign yourself to helping us instead.' + +'Oh, Aunt Jane, I did not mean to grumble. It can't be helped, and you +are very kind.' + +'Oh, dear!' said poor Miss Jane afterwards in private to her sister, +'how I hate being told I am very kind! It just means, "You are a not +quite intolerable jailor and despot," with fairly good intentions.' + +'I am sure you are kindness itself, dear Jenny,' responded Miss Adeline. +'I am glad they own it! But it is very inconvenient and unlucky that +that unjustifiable mother should have sent her child to the party +to carry the whooping-cough to poor little Primrose, and Mysie, and +Phyllis.' + +'All at one fell swoop! As for Primrose, the worthy Halfpenny is quite +enough for her, and Lily is well out of it; but Fly is a little shrimp, +overdone all round, and I don't like the notion of it for her.' + +'And Rotherwood is so wrapped up in her. Poor dear fellow, I hope all +will go well with her.' + +'There is no reason it should not. Delicate children often have it the +most lightly. But I am sorry for Gillian, though, if she would let us, I +think we could make her happy.' + +Gillian meantime, after her first fit of sick longing for her brother +and sister, and sense of disappointment, was finding some consolation +in the reflection that had Jasper discovered her instructions to Alexis +White, he would certainly have 'made no end of a row about it,' and +have laughed to scorn the bare notion of her teaching Greek to a +counting-house clerk! But then Jasper was wont to grumble and chafe +at all employments--especially beneficent ones--that interfered with +devotion to his lordly self, and on the whole, perhaps he was safer +out of the way, as he might have set on the aunts to put a stop to her +proceedings. Of Mysie's sympathy she was sure, yet she would have +her scruples about the aunts, and she was a sturdy person, hard to +answer--poor Mysie, whooping away helplessly in the schoolroom at +Rotherwood! Gillian felt herself heroically good-humoured and resigned. +Moreover, here was the Indian letter so long looked for, likely by its +date to be an answer to the information as to Alexis White's studies. +Behold, it did not appear to touch on the subject at all! It was +all about preparations for the double wedding, written in scraps by +different hands, at different times, evidently snatched from many +avocations and much interruption. Of mamma there was really least of +all; but squeezed into a corner, scarcely legible, Gillian read, 'As +to lessons, if At. J. approves.' It was evidently an afterthought; +and Gillian _could_, and chose to refer it to a certain inquiry about +learning the violin, which had never been answered--for the confusion +that reigned at Columbo was plainly unfavourable to attending to minute +details in home letters. + +The longest portions of the despatch were papa's, since he was still +unable to move about. He wrote:--'Our two "young men" think it probable +you will have invitations from their kith and kin. If this comes to +pass, you had better accept them, though you will not like to break up +the Christmas party at Beechcroft Court.' + +There being no Christmas party at Beechcroft Court, Gillian, in spite of +her distaste to new people, was not altogether sorry to receive a +couple of notes by the same post, the first enclosed in the second, both +forwarded from thence. + + + +'VALE LESTON PRIORY, + +'9th December. + +'MY DEAR MISS MERRIFIELD--We are very anxious to make acquaintance +with my brother Bernard's new belongings, since we cannot greet our new +sister Phyllis ourselves. We always have a family gathering at Christmas +between this house and the Vicarage, and we much hope that you and your +brother will join it. Could you not meet my sister, Mrs. Grinstead, in +London, and travel down with her on the 23rd? I am sending this note +to her, as I think she has some such proposal to make.--Yours very +sincerely, + +'WILMET U. HAREWOOD.' + + +The other letter was thus-- + + +'BROMPTON, 10th December. + +'MY DEAR GILLIAN--It is more natural to call you thus, as you are +becoming a sort of relation--very unwillingly, I dare say--for "in this +storm I too have lost a brother." However, we will make the best of it, +and please don't hate us more than you can help. Since your own home is +dispersed for the present, it seems less outrageous to ask you to spend +a Christmas Day among new people, and I hope we may make you feel at +home with us, and that you will enjoy our beautiful church at Vale +Leston. We are so many that we may be less alarming if you take us by +driblets, so perhaps it will be the best way if you will come up to us +on the 18th or 19th, and go down with us on the 23rd. You will find no +one with us but my nephew--almost son--Gerald Underwood, and my niece, +Anna Vanderkist, who will be delighted to make friends with your brother +Jasper, who might perhaps meet you here. You must tell me all about +Phyllis, and what she would like best for her Cingalese home.--Yours +affectionately, + + GERALDINE GRINSTEAD. + + +Thus then affairs shaped themselves. Gillian was to take Fergus to +London, where Jasper would meet them at the station, and put the little +boy into the train for Coalham, whither his brother Wilfred had preceded +him by a day or two. + +Jasper and Gillian would then repair to Brompton for two or three days +before going down with Mr. and Mrs. Grinstead to Vale Leston, and they +were to take care to pay their respects to old Mrs. Merrifield, who had +become too infirm to spend Christmas at Stokesley. + +What was to happen later was uncertain, whether they were to go to +Stokesley, or whether Jasper would join his brothers at Coalham, or come +down to Rockstone with his sister for the rest of the holidays. Valetta +must remain there, and it did not seem greatly to distress her; and +whereas nothing had been said about children, she was better satisfied +to stay within reach of Kitty and mamma, and the Christmas-trees that +began to dawn on the horizon, than to be carried into an unknown region +of 'grown-ups.' + +While Gillian was not only delighted at the prospect of meeting Jasper, +her own especial brother, but was heartily glad to make a change, and +defer the entire question of lessons, confessions, and G.F.S. for six +whole weeks. She might get a more definite answer from her parents, +or something might happen to make explanation to her aunt either +unnecessary or much more easy--and she was safe from discovery. But +examinations had yet to be passed. + + + + +CHAPTER X. -- AUT CAESAR AUT NIHIL + + + +Examinations were the great autumn excitement. Gillian was going up +for the higher Cambridge, and Valetta's form was under preparation for +competition for a prize in languages. The great Mr. White, on being +asked to patronise the High School at its first start, four years ago, +had endowed it with prizes for each of the four forms for the most +proficient in two tongues. + +As the preparation became more absorbing, brows were puckered and looks +were anxious, and the aunts were doubtful as to the effect upon the +girls' minds or bodies. It was too late, however, to withdraw them, and +Miss Mohun could only insist on air and exercise, and permit no work +after the seven-o'clock tea. + +She was endeavouring to chase cobwebs from the brains of the students +by the humours of Mrs. Nickleby, when a message was brought that Miss +Leverett, the head-mistress of the High School, wished to speak to her +in the dining-room. This was no unusual occurrence, as Miss Mohun was +secretary to the managing committee of the High School. But on the +announcement Valetta began to fidget, and presently said that she was +tired and would go to bed. The most ordinary effect of fatigue upon this +young lady was to make her resemble the hero of the nursery poem-- + + + 'I do not want to go to bed, + Sleepy little Harry said.' + + +Nevertheless, this willingness excited no suspicion, till Miss Mohun +came to the door to summon Valetta. + +'Is there anything wrong!' exclaimed sister and niece together. + +'Gone to bed! Oh! I'll tell you presently. Don't you come, Gillian.' + +She vanished again, leaving Gillian in no small alarm and vexation. + +'I wonder what it can be,' mused Aunt Ada. + +'I shall go and find out!' said Gillian, jumping up, as she heard a door +shut upstairs. + +'No, don't,' said Aunt Ada, 'you had much better not interfere.' + +'It is my business to see after my own sister,' returned Gillian +haughtily. + +'I see what you mean, my dear,' said her aunt, stretching out her hand, +kindly; 'but I do not think you can do any good. If she is in a scrape, +you have nothing to do with the High School management, and for you to +burst in would only annoy Miss Leverett and confuse the affair. Oh, I +know your impulse of defence, dear Gillian; but the time has not come +yet, and you can't have any reasonable doubt that Jane will be just, nor +that your mother would wish that you should be quiet about it.' + +'But suppose there is some horrid accusation against her!' said Gillian +hotly. + +'But, dear child, if you don't know anything about it, how can you +defend her?' + +'I ought to know!' + +'So you will in time; but the more people there are present, the more +confusion there is, and the greater difficulty in getting at the rights +of anything.'' + +More by her caressing tone of sympathy than by actual arguments, Adeline +did succeed in keeping Gillian in the drawing-room, though not in +pacifying her, till doors were heard again, and something so like +Valetta crying as she went upstairs, that Gillian was neither to have +nor to hold, and made a dash out of the room, only to find her aunt +and the head-mistress exchanging last words in the hall, and as she was +going to brush past them, Aunt Jane caught her hand, and said-- + +'Wait a moment, Gillian; I want to speak to you.' + +There was no getting away, but she was very indignant. She tugged at +her aunt's hand more than perhaps she knew, and there was something of a +flouncing as she flung into the drawing-room and demanded-- + +'Well, what have you been doing to poor little Val?' + +'We have done nothing,' said Miss Mohun quietly. 'Miss Leverett wanted +to ask her some questions. Sit down, Gillian. You had better hear what +I have to say before going to her. Well, it appears that there has been +some amount of cribbing in the third form.' + +'I'm sure Val never would,' broke out Gillian. And her aunt answered-- + +'So was I; but--' + +'Oh--' + +'My dear, do hush,' pleaded Adeline. 'You must let yourself listen.' + +Gillian gave a desperate twist, but let her aunt smooth her hand. + +'All the class--almost--seem to have done it in some telegraphic way, +hard to understand,' proceeded Aunt Jane. 'There must have been some +stupidity on the part of the class-mistress, Miss Mellon, or it could +not have gone on; but there has of late been a strong suspicion of +cribbing in Caesar in Valetta's class. They had got rather behindhand, +and have been working up somewhat too hard and fast to get through the +portion for examination. Some of them translated too well--used terms +for the idioms that were neither literal, nor could have been forged by +their small brains; so there was an examination, and Georgie Purvis was +detected reading off from the marks on the margin of her notebook.' + +'But what has that to do with Val?' + +'Georgie, being had up to Miss Leverett, made the sort of confession +that implicates everybody.' + +'Then why believe her?' muttered Gillian. But her aunt went on-- + +'She said that four or five of them did it, from the notes that Valetta +Merrifield brought to school.' + +'Never!' interjected Gillian. + +'She said,' continued Miss Mohun, 'it was first that they saw her +helping Maura White, and they thought that was not fair, and insisted on +her doing the same for them.' + +'It can't be true! Oh, don't believe it!' cried the sister. + +'I grieve to remind you that I showed you in the drawer in the +dining-room chiffonier a translation of that very book of Caesar +that your mother and I made years ago, when she was crazy upon +Vercingetorix.' + +'But was that reason enough for laying it upon poor Val?' + +'She owned it.' + +There was a silence, and then Gillian said-- + +'She must have been frightened, and not known what she was saying.' + +'She was frightened, but she was very straightforward, and told without +any shuffling. She saw the old copy-books when I was showing you those +other remnants of our old times, and one day it seems she was in a great +puzzle over her lessons, and could get no help or advice, because none +of us had come in. I suppose you were with Lilian, and she thought she +might just look at the passage. She found Maura in the same difficulty, +and helped her; and then Georgie Purvis and Nelly Black found them out, +and threatened to tell unless she showed them her notes; but the copying +whole phrases was only done quite of late in the general over-hurry.' + +'She must have been bullied into it,' cried Gillian. 'I shall go and see +about her.' + +Aunt Ada made a gesture as of deprecation; but Aunt Jane let her go +without remonstrance, merely saying as the door closed-- + +'Poor child! Esprit de famille!' + +'Will it not be very bad for Valetta to be petted and pitied?' + +'I don't know. At any rate, we cannot separate them at night, so it is +only beginning it a little sooner; and whatever I say only exasperates +Gillian the more. Poor little Val, she had not a formed character enough +to be turned loose into a High School without Mysie to keep her in +order.' + +'Or Gillian.' + +'I am not so sure of Gillian. There's something amiss, though I can't +make out whether it is merely that I rub her down the wrong way. I +wonder whether this holiday time will do us good or harm! At any rate, I +know how Lily felt about Dolores.' + +'It must have been that class-mistress's fault.' + +'To a great degree; but Miss Leverett has just discovered that +her cleverness does not compensate for a general lack of sense and +discipline. Poor little Val--perhaps it is her turning-point!' + +Gillian, rushing up in a boiling state of indignation against everybody, +felt the family shame most acutely of all; and though, as a Merrifield, +she defended her sister below stairs, on the other hand she was much +more personally shocked and angered at the disgrace than were her aunts, +and far less willing to perceive any excuse for the culprit. + +There was certainly no petting or pitying in her tone as she stood over +the little iron bed, where the victim was hiding her head on her pillow. + +'Oh, Valetta, how could you do such a thing? The Merrifields have never +been so disgraced before!' + +'Oh, don't, Gill! Aunt Jane and Miss Leverett were--not so angry--when I +said--I was sorry.' + +'But what will papa and mamma say?' + +'Must they--must they hear?' + +'You would not think of deceiving them, I hope.' + +'Not deceiving, only not telling.' + +'That comes to much the same.' + +'You can't say anything, Gill, for you are always down at Kal's office, +and nobody knows.' + +This gave Gillian a great shock, but she rallied, and said with dignity, +'Do you think I do not write to mamma everything I do?' + +It sufficed for the immediate purpose of annihilating Valetta, who had +just been begging off from letting mamma hear of her proceedings; but +it left Gillian very uneasy as to how much the child might know or +tell, and this made her proceed less violently, and more persuasively, +'Whatever I do, I write to mamma; and besides, it is different with a +little thing like you, and your school work. Come, tell me how you got +into this scrape.' + +'Oh, Gill, it was so hard! All about those tiresome Gauls, and there +were bits when the nominative case would go and hide itself, and those +nasty tenses one doesn't know how to look out, and I knew I was making +nonsense, and you were out of the way, and there was nobody to help; and +I knew mamma's own book was there--the very part too--because Aunt Jane +had shown it to us, so I did not think there was any harm in letting her +help me out of the muddle.' + +'Ah! that was the beginning.' + +'If you had been in, I would not have done it. You know Aunt Jane said +there was no harm in giving a clue, and this was mamma.' + +'But that was not all.' + +'Well, then, there was Maura first, as much puzzled, and her brother is +so busy he hasn't as much time for her as he used to have, and it does +signify to her, for perhaps if she does not pass, Mr. White may not let +her go on at the High School, and that would be too dreadful, for you +know you said I was to do all I could for Maura. So I marked down things +for her and she copied them off, and then Georgie and Nelly found it +out, and, oh! they were dreadful! I never knew it was wrong till they +went at me. And they were horrid to Maura, and said she was a Greek and +I a Maltese, and so we were both false, and cheaty, and sly, and they +should tell Miss Leverett unless I would help them.' + +'Oh! Valetta, why didn't you tell me?' + +'I never get to speak to you, said Val. 'I did think I would that first +time, and ask you what to do, but then you came in late, and when I +began something, you said you had your Greek to do, and told me to hold +my tongue.' + +'I am very sorry,' said Gillian, feeling convicted of having neglected +her little sister in the stress of her own work and of the preparation +for that of her pupil, who was treading on her heels; 'but indeed, Val, +if you had told me it was important, I should have listened.' + +'Ah I but when one is half-frightened, and you are always in a hurry,' +sighed the child. And, indeed, I did do my best over my own work before +ever I looked; only those two are so lazy and stupid, they would have +ever so much more help than Maura or I ever wanted; and at last I was so +worried and hurried with my French and all the rest, that I did scramble +a whole lot down, and that was the way it was found out. And I am glad +now it is over, whatever happens.' + +'Yes, that is right,' said Gillian, 'and I am glad you told no stories; +but I wonder Emma Norton did not see what was going on.' + +'Oh, she is frightfully busy about her own.' + +'And Kitty Varley?' + +'Kitty is only going up for French and German. Miss Leverett is so +angry. What do you think she will do to me, Gill? Expel me?' + +'I don't know--I can't guess. I don't know High School ways.' + +It would be so dreadful for papa and mamma and the boys to know,' sobbed +Valetta. 'And Mysie! oh, if Mysie was but here!' + +'Mysie would have been a better sister to her,' said Gillian's +conscience, and her voice said, 'You would never have done it if Mysie +had been here.' + +'And Mysie would be nice,' said the poor child, who longed after her +companion sister as much for comfort as for conscience. 'Is Aunt Jane +very very angry?' she went on; 'do you think I shall be punished?' + +'I can't tell. If it were I, I should think you were punished enough by +having disgraced the name of Merrifield by such a dishonourable action.' + +'I--I didn't know it was dishonourable.' + +'Well,' said Gillian, perhaps a little tired of the scene, or mayhap +dreading another push into her own quarters, 'I have been saying what +I could for you, and I should think they would feel that no one but our +father and mother had a real right to punish you, but I can't tell +what the School may do. Now, hush, it is of no use to talk any more. +Good-night; I hope I shall find you asleep when I come to bed.' + +Valetta would have detained her, but off she went, with a consciousness +that she had been poor comfort to her little sister, and had not helped +her to the right kind of repentance. But then that highest ground--the +strict rule of perfect conscientious uprightness--was just what she +shrank from bringing home to herself, in spite of those privileges of +seniority by which she had impressed poor Valetta. + +The worst thing further that was said that night, when she had reported +as much of Valetta's confidence as she thought might soften displeasure, +was Aunt Ada's observation: 'Maura! That's the White child, is it not? +No doubt it was the Greek blood.' + +'The English girls were much worse,' hastily said Gillian, with a flush +of alarm, as she thought of her own friends being suspected. + +'Yes; but it began with the little Greek,' said Aunt Ada. 'What a pity, +for she is such an engaging child! I would take the child away from +the High School, except that it would have the appearance of her being +dismissed. + +'We must consider of that,' said Aunt Jane. 'There will hardly be time +to hear from Lilias before the next term begins. Indeed, it will not be +so very long to wait before the happy return, I hope.' + +'Only two months,' said Gillian; 'but it would be happier but for this.' + +'No,' said Aunt Jane. 'If we made poor little Val write her confession, +and I do the same for not having looked after her better, it will be off +our minds, and need not cloud the meeting.' + +'The disgrace!' sighed Gillian; 'the public disgrace!' + +'My dear, I don't want to make you think lightly of such a thing. It was +very wrong in a child brought up as you have all been, with a sense of +honour and uprightness; but where there has been no such training, the +attempt to copy is common enough, for it is not to be looked on as an +extraordinary and indelible disgrace. Do you remember Primrose saying +she had broken mamma's heart when she had knocked down a china vase? You +need not be in that state of mind over what was a childish fault, made +worse by those bullying girls. It is of no use to exaggerate. The sin is +the thing--not the outward shame.' + +'And Valetta told at once when asked,' added Aunt Ada. + +'That makes a great difference.' + +'In fact, she was relieved to have it out,' said Miss Mohun. 'It is not +at all as if she were in the habit of doing things underhand.' + +Everything struck on Gillian like a covert reproach. It was pain and +shame to her that a Merrifield should have lowered herself to the common +herd so as to need these excuses of her aunts, and then in the midst of +that indignation came that throb of self-conviction which she was always +confuting with the recollection of her letter to her mother. + +She was glad to bid good-night and rest her head. + +The aunts ended by agreeing that it was needful to withdraw Valetta +from the competition. It would seem like punishment to her, but it would +remove her from the strain that certainly was not good for her. Indeed, +they had serious thoughts of taking her from the school altogether, but +the holidays would not long be ended before her parents' return. + +'I am sorry we ever let her try for the prize,' said Ada. + +'Yes,' said Aunt Jane, 'I suppose it was weakness; but having opposed +the acceptance of the system of prizes by competition at first, I +thought it would look sullen if I refused to let Valetta try. Stimulus +is all very well, but competition leads to emulation, wrath, strife, and +a good deal besides.' + +'Valetta wished it too, and she knew so much Latin to begin with that I +thought she would easily get it, and certainly she ought not to get into +difficulties.' + +'After the silken rein and easy amble of Silverfold, the spur and the +race have come severely.' + +'It is, I suppose, the same with Gillian, though there it is not +competition. Do you expect her to succeed?' + +'No. She has plenty of intelligence, and a certain sort of diligence, +but does not work to a point. She wants a real hand over her! She will +fail, and it will be very good for her.' + +'I should say the work was overmuch for her, and had led her to neglect +Valetta.' + +'Work becomes overmuch when people don't know how to set about it, +and resent being told--No, not in words, but by looks and shoulders. +Besides, I am not sure that it is her proper work that oppresses her. I +think she has some other undertaking in hand, probably for Christmas, or +for her mother's return; but as secrecy is the very soul of such things, +I shut my eyes.' + +'Somehow, Jane, I think you have become so much afraid of giving way to +curiosity that you sometimes shut your eyes rather too much.' + +'Well, perhaps in one's old age one suffers from the reaction of one's +bad qualities. I will think about it, Ada. I certainly never before +realised how very different school supervision of young folks is from +looking after them all round. Moreover, Gillian has been much more +attentive to poor Lily Giles of late, in spite of her avocations.' + +Valetta was not at first heartbroken on hearing that she was not to +go in for the language examination. It was such a relief from the +oppression of the task, and she had so long given up hopes of having the +prize to show to her mother, that she was scarcely grieved, though Aunt +Jane was very grave while walking down to school with her in the morning +to see Miss Leverett, and explain the withdrawal. + +That lady came to her private room as soon as she had opened the school. +From one point of view, she said, she agreed with Miss Mohun that it +would be better that her niece should not go up for the examination. + +'But,' she said, 'it may be considered as a stigma upon her, since none +of the others are to give up.' + +'Indeed! I had almost thought it a matter of course.' + +'On the contrary, two of the mothers seem to think nothing at all of the +matter. Mrs. Black--' + +'The Surveyor's wife, isn't she?' + +'Yes, she writes a note saying that all children copy, if they can, and +she wonders that I should be so severe upon such a frequent occurrence, +which reflects more discredit on the governesses than the scholars.' + +'Polite that! And Mrs. Purvis? At least, she is a lady!' + +'She is more polite, but evidently has no desire to be troubled. She +hopes that if her daughter has committed a breach of school discipline, +I will act as I think best.' + +'No feeling of the real evil in either! How about Maura White?' + +'That is very different. It is her sister who writes, and so nicely that +I must show it to you.' + + +'MY DEAR MADAM--I am exceedingly grieved that Maura should have acted in +a dishonourable manner, though she was not fully aware how wrongly she +was behaving. We have been talking to her, and we think she is so truly +sorry as not to be likely to fall into the same temptation again. As far +as we can make out, she has generally taken pains with her tasks, and +only obtained assistance in unusually difficult passages, so that we +think that she is really not ill-prepared. If it is thought right that +all the pupils concerned should abstain from the competition, we would +of course readily acquiesce in the justice of the sentence; but to miss +it this year might make so serious a difference to her prospects, that +I hope it will not be thought a necessary act of discipline, though we +know that we have no right to plead for any exemption for her. With +many thanks for the consideration you have shown for her, I remain, +faithfully yours, + + K. WHITE.' + + +'A very different tone indeed, and it quite agrees with Valetta's +account,' said Miss Mohun. + +'Yes, the other two girls were by far the most guilty.' + +'And morally, perhaps, Maura the least; but I retain my view that, +irrespective of the others, Valetta's parents had rather she missed this +examination, considering all things.' + +Valetta came home much more grieved when she had found she was the only +one left out, and declared it was unjust. + +No,' said Gillian, 'for you began it all. None of the others would have +got into the scrape but for you.' + +'It was all your fault for not minding me!' + +'As if I made you do sly things.' + +'You made me. You were so cross if I only asked a question,' and Val +prepared to cry. + +'I thought people had to do their own work and not other folks'! Don't +be so foolish.' + +'Oh dear! oh dear! how unkind you are! I wish--I wish Mysie was here; +every one is grown cross! Oh, if mamma would but come home!' + +'Now, Val, don't be such a baby! Stop that!' + +And Valetta went into one of her old agonies of crying and sobbing, +which brought Aunt Jane in to see what was the matter. She instantly +stopped the scolding with which Gillian was trying to check the +outburst, and which only added to its violence. + +'It is the only thing to stop those fits,' said Gillian. 'She can if she +will! It is all temper.' + +'Leave her to me!' commanded Aunt Jane. 'Go!' + +Gillian went away, muttering that it was not the way mamma or Nurse +Halfpenny treated Val, and quite amazed that Aunt Jane, of all people, +should have the naughty child on her lap and in her arms, soothing her +tenderly. + +The cries died away, and the long heaving sobs began to subside, and +at last a broken voice said, on Aunt Jane's shoulder, 'It's--a--little +bit--like mamma.' + +For Aunt Jane's voice had a ring in it like mamma's, and this little bit +of tenderness was inexpressibly comforting. + +'My poor dear child,' she said, 'mamma will soon come home, and then you +will be all right.' + +'I shouldn't have done it if mamma had been there!' + +'No, and now you are sorry.' + +'Will mamma be very angry?' + +'She will be grieved that you could not hold out when you were tempted; +but I am sure she will forgive you if you write it all to her. And, Val, +you know you can have God's forgiveness at once if you tell Him.' + +'Yes,' said Valetta gravely; then, 'I did not before, because I thought +every one made so much of it, and were so cross. And Georgie and Nellie +don't care at all.' + +'Nor Maura?' + +'Oh, Maura does, because of Kalliope.' + +'How do you mean?' + +Valetta sat up on her aunt's lap, and told. + +'Maura told me! She said Kally and Alec both were at her, but her mamma +was vexed with them, and said she would not have her scolded at home as +well as at school about nothing; and she told Theodore to go and buy +her a tart to make up to her, but Theodore wouldn't, for he said he was +ashamed of her. So she sent the maid. But when Maura had gone to bed and +to sleep, she woke up, and there was Kally crying over her prayers, and +whispering half aloud, "Is she going too? My poor child! Oh, save her! +Give her the Spirit of truth--"' + +'Poor Kalliope! She is a good sister.' + +'Yes; Maura says Kally is awfully afraid of their telling stories +because of Richard--the eldest, you know. He does it dreadfully. I +remember nurse used to tell us not to fib like Dick White. Maura said he +used to tell his father stories about being late and getting money, +and their mother never let him be punished. He was her pet. And Maura +remembers being carried in to see poor Captain White just before he +died, when she was getting better, but could not stand, and he said, +"Truth before all, children. Be true to God and man." Captain White did +care so much, but Mrs. White doesn't. Isn't that very odd, for she isn't +a Roman Catholic?' ended Valetta, obviously believing that falsehood +was inherent in Romanists, and pouring out all this as soon as her tears +were assuaged, as if, having heard it, she must tell. + +'Mrs. White is half a Greek, you know,' said Aunt Jane, 'and the Greeks +are said not to think enough about truth.' + +'Epaminondas did,' said Valetta, who had picked up a good deal from the +home atmosphere, 'but Ulysses didn't.' + +'No; and the Greeks have been enslaved and oppressed for a great many +years, and that is apt to make people get cowardly and false. But that +is not our concern, Val, and I think with such a recollection of her +good father, and such a sister to help her, Maura will not fall into the +fault again. And, my dear, I quite see that neither you nor she entirely +realised that what you did was deception, though you never spoke a word +of untruth.' + +'No, we did not,' said Valetta. + +'And so, my dear child, I do forgive you, quite and entirely, as we used +to say, though I have settled with Miss Leverett that you had better not +go up for the examination, since you cannot be properly up to it. And +you must write the whole history to your mother. Yes; I know it will be +very sad work, but it will be much better to have it out and done with, +instead of having it on your mind when she comes home.' + +'Shall you tell her!' + +'Yes, certainly,' said the aunt, well knowing that this would clench the +matter. 'But I shall tell her how sorry you are, and that I really think +you did not quite understand what you were about at first. And I shall +write to Miss White, and try to comfort her about her sister.' + +'You won't say I told!' + +'Oh no; but I shall have quite reason enough for writing in telling her +that I am sorry my little niece led her sister into crooked paths.' + +Gillian knew that this letter was written and sent, and it did not make +her more eager for a meeting with Kalliope. So that she was not sorry +that the weather was a valid hindrance, though a few weeks ago she +would have disregarded such considerations. Besides, there was her own +examination, which for two days was like a fever, and kept her at her +little table, thinking of nothing but those questions, and dreaming and +waking over them at night. + +It was over; and she was counselled on all sides to think no more about +it till she should hear of success or failure. But this was easier said +than done, and she was left in her tired state with a general sense of +being on a wrong tack, and of going on amiss, whether due to her aunt's +want of assimilation to herself, or to her mother's absence, she did +not know, and with the further sense that she had not been the motherly +sister she had figured to herself, but that both the children should +show a greater trust and reliance on Aunt Jane than on herself +grieved her, not exactly with jealousy, but with sense of failure +and dissatisfaction with herself. She had a universal distaste to her +surroundings, and something very like dread of the Whites, and she +rejoiced in the prospect of quitting Rockstone for the present. + +She felt bound to run down to the office to wish Kalliope good-bye. +There she found an accumulation of exercises and translations waiting +for her. + +'Oh, what a quantity! It shows how long it is since I have been here.' + +'And indeed,' began Kalliope, 'since your aunt has been so very kind +about poor little Maura--' + +'Oh, please don't talk to me! There's such a lot to do, and I have no +time. Wait till I have done.' + +And she nervously began reading out the Greek exercise, so as +effectually to stop Kalliope's mouth. Moreover, either her own uneasy +mind, or the difficulty of the Greek, brought her into a dilemma. She +saw that Alexis's phrase was wrong, but she did not clearly perceive +what the sentence ought to be, and she perplexed herself over it till he +came in, whether to her satisfaction or not she could not have told, for +she had not wanted to see him on the one hand, though, on the other, it +silenced Kalliope. + +She tried to clear her perceptions by explanations to him, but he +did not seem to give his mind to the grammar half as much as to the +cessation of the lessons and her absence. + +'You must do the best you can,' she said, 'and I shall find you gone +quite beyond me.' + +'I shall never do that, Miss Merrifield.' + +'Nonsense!' she said, laughing uncomfortably 'a pretty clergyman you +would be if you could not pass a girl. There! good-bye. Make a list of +your puzzles and I will do my best with them when I come back.' + +'Thank you,' and he wrung her hand with an earnestness that gave her a +sense of uneasiness. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. -- LADY MERRIFIELD'S CHRISTMAS LETTER-BAG + + + + (PRIMROSE.) + +'MY DEAR MAMMA--I wish you a merry Christmas, and papa and sisters and +Claude too. I only hooped once to-day, and Nurse says I may go out when +it gets fine. Fly is better. She sent me her dolls' house in a big box +in a cart, and Mysie sent a new frock of her own making for Liliana, +and Uncle William gave me a lovely doll, with waxen arms and legs, that +shuts her eyes and squeals, and says Mamma; but I do not want anything +but my own dear mamma, and all the rest. I am mamma's own little +PRIMROSE.' + + + (FERGUS.) + + +'COALHAM. + +'MY DEAR MAMMA--I wish you and papa, and all, a happy Crismas, and I +send a plan of the great coal mine for a card. It is much jollier here +than at Rockquay, for it is all black with cinders, and there are little +fires all night, and there are lots of oars and oxhide and fossils and +ferns and real curiozitys, and nobody minds noises nor muddy boots, and +they aren't at one to wash your hands, for they can't be clean ever; and +there was a real row in the street last night just outside. We are to +go down a mine some day when Cousin David has time. I mean to be a great +jeologist and get lots of specimens, and please bring me home all the +minerals in Ceylon. Harry gave me a hammer.--I am, your affectionate +son, FERGUS MERRIFIELD.' + + + (VALETTA.) + +'MY DEAREST MAMMA--I hope you will like my card. Aunt Ada did none of +it, only showed me how, and Aunt Jane says I may tell you I am really +trying to be good. I am helping her gild fir-cones for a Christmas-tree +for the quire, and they will sing carols. Macrae brought some for us the +day before yesterday, and a famous lot of holly and ivy and mistletoe +and flowers, and three turkeys and some hams and pheasants and +partridges. Aunt Jane sent the biggest turkey and ham in a basket +covered up with holly to Mrs. White, and another to Mrs. Hablot, and +they are doing the church with the holly and ivy. We are to eat the +other the day after to-morrow, and Mr. Grant and Miss Burne, who teaches +the youngest form, are coming. It was only cold beef to-day, to let Mrs. +Mount go to church; but we had mince pies, and I am going to Kitty's +Christmas party to-morrow, and we shall dance--so Aunt Ada has given +me a new white frock and a lovely Roman sash of her own. Poor old Mrs. +Vincent is dead, and Fergus's great black rabbit, and poor little Mary +Brown with dip--(blot). I can't spell it, and nobody is here to tell me +how, but the thing in people's throats, and poor Anne has got it, and +Dr. Ellis says it was a mercy we were all away from home, for we should +have had it too, and that would have been ever so much worse than the +whooping-cough. + +'I have lots of cards, but my presents are waiting for my birthday, when +Maura is to come to tea. It is much nicer than I thought the holidays +would be. Maura White has got the prize for French and Latin. It is a +lovely Shakespeare. I wish I had been good, for I think I should have +got it. Only she does want more help than I do--so perhaps it is lucky +I did not. No, I don't mean lucky either.-- + +Your affectionate little daughter, + +VAL.' + + + (WILFRED.) + +'DEAR MOTHER--Fergus is such a little ape that he will send you that +disgusting coal mine on his card, as if you would care for it. I know +you will like mine much better--that old buffer skating into a hole +in the ice. I don't mind being here, for though Harry and Davy get up +frightfully early to go to church, they don't want us down till they +come back, and we can have fun all day, except when Harry screws me down +to my holiday task, which is a disgusting one, about the Wars of the +Roses. Harry does look so rum now that he is got up for a parson that we +did not know him when he met us at the station. There was an awful row +outside here last night between two sets of Waits. David went out and +parted them, and I thought he would have got a black eye. All the choir +had supper here, for there was a service in the middle of the night; but +they did not want us at it, and on Tuesday we are to have a Christmas +ship, and a magic-lantern, and Rollo and Mr. Bowater are coming to +help--he is the clergyman at the next place--and no end of fun, and the +biggest dog you ever saw. Fergus has got one of his crazes worse than +ever about old stones, and is always in the coal hole, poking after +ferns and things. Wishing you a merry Christmas.--Your affectionate son, + +'WILFRED MERRIFIELD.' + + + (MYSIE.) + + +'ROTHERWOOD, Christmas Day. + +'MY OWN DEAREST MAMMA--A very happy Christmas to you, and papa and +Claude and my sisters, and here are the cards, which Miss Elbury helped +me about so kindly that I think they are better than usual: I mean that +she advised me, for no one touched them but myself. You will like your +text, I hope, I chose it because it is so nice to think we are all one, +though we are in so many different places. I did one with the same for +poor Dolores in New Zealand. Uncle William was here yesterday, and +he said dear little Primrose is almost quite well. Fly is much better +to-day; her eyes look quite bright, and she is to sit up a little while +in the afternoon, but I may not talk to her for fear of making her +cough; but she slept all night without one whoop, and will soon be well +now. Cousin Rotherwood was so glad that he was quite funny this morning, +and he gave me the loveliest writing-case you ever saw, with a good lock +and gold key, and gold tops to everything, and my three M's engraved on +them all. I have so many presents and cards that I will write out a +list when I have finished my letter. I shall have plenty of time, for +everybody is gone to church except Cousin Florence, who went early. + +'I am to dine at the late dinner, which will be early, because of the +church singers, and Cousin Rotherwood says he and I will do snapdragon, +if I will promise not to whoop. + +'4.30.--I had to stop again because of the doctor. He says he does not +want to have any more to do with me, and that I may go out the first +fine day, and that Fly is much better. And only think! He says Rockquay +is the very place for Fly, and as soon as we are not catching, we are +all to go there. Cousin Rotherwood told me so for a great secret, but +he said I might tell you, and that he would ask Aunt Alethea to let +Primrose come too. It does warm one up to think of it, and it is much +easier to feel thankful and glad about all the rest of the right sort of +Christmas happiness, now I am so near having Gill and Val again.--Your +very loving child, + +M. M. MERRIFIELD.' + + + (JASPER.) + + +'VALE LESTON PRIORY, + +'25th December. + +'DEAREST MOTHER--Here are my Christmas wishes that we may all be right +again at home this year, and that you could see the brace of pheasants I +killed. However, Gill and I are in uncommonly nice quarters. I shall let +her tell the long story about who is who, for there is such a swarm of +cousins, and uncles, and aunts, and when you think you have hold of +the right one, it turns out to be the other lot. There are three houses +choke full of them, and more floating about, and all running in and out, +till it gets like the little pig that could not be counted, it ran about +so fast. They are all Underwood or Harewood, more or less, except the +Vanderkists, who are all girls except a little fellow in knickerbockers. +Poor little chap, his father was a great man on the turf, and ruined +him horse and foot before he was born, and then died of D. T., and +his mother is a great invalid, and very badly off, with no end of +daughters--the most stunning girls you ever saw--real beauties, and no +mistake, especially Emily, who is great fun besides. She is to be +Helena when we act Midsummer Night's Dream on Twelfth Night for all the +natives, and I am Demetrius, dirty cad that he is! She lives with the +Grinsteads, and Anna with the Travis Underwoods, Phyllis's young man's +bosses. If he makes as good a thing of it as they have done, she will be +no end of a swell. Mr. Travis Underwood has brought down his hunters +and gives me a mount. Claude would go stark staring mad to see his +Campeador. + +'They are awfully musical here, and are always at carols or something, +and that's the only thing against them. As to Gill, she is in clover, +in raptures with every one, especially Mrs. Grinstead, and I think it is +doing her good.--Your affectionate son, J. R. M.' + + + (GILLIAN.) + +'DEAREST MAMMA--All Christmas love, and a message to Phyllis that I +almost forgive her desertion for the sake of the set of connections +she has brought us, like the nearest and dearest relations or more, but +Geraldine--for so she told me to call her--is still the choicest of all. +It is so pretty to see her husband--the great sculptor--wait on her, as +if she was a queen and he her knight! Anna told me that he had been +in love with her ever so long, and she refused him once; but after +the eldest brother died, and she was living at St. Wulstan's, he tried +again, and she could not hold out. I told you of her charming house, so +full of lovely things, and about Gerald, all cleverness and spirit, +but too delicate for a public school. He is such a contrast to Edward +Harewood, a great sturdy, red-haired fellow, who is always about with +Jasper, except when he--Japs, I mean--is with Emily Vanderkist. She is +the prettiest of the Vanderkists. There are eight of them besides little +Sir Adrian. Mary always stays to look after her mother, who is in very +bad health, and has weak eyes. They call Mary invaluable and so very +good, but she is like a homely little Dutchwoman, and nobody would think +she was only twenty. Sophy, the next to her, calls herself pupil-teacher +to Mrs. William Harewood, and together they manage the schoolroom +for all the younger sisters the two little girls at the Vicarage, and +Wilmet, the only girl here at the Priory; but, of course, no lessons +are going on now, only learning and rehearsing the parts, and making the +dresses, painting the scenes, and learning songs. They all do care so +much about music here that I find I really know hardly anything about +it, and Jasper says it is their only failing. + +'They say Mr. Lancelot Underwood sings and plays better than any of +them; but he is at Stoneborough. However, he is coming over with all +the Mays for our play, old Dr. May and all. I was very much surprised +to find he was an organist and a bookseller, but Geraldine told me about +it, and how it was for the sake of the eldest brother--"my brother," +they all say; and somehow it seems as if the house was still his, though +it is so many years since he died. And yet they are all such happy, +merry people. I wish I could let you know how delightful it all is. +Sometimes I feel as if I did not deserve to have such a pleasant time. +I can't quite explain, but to be with Geraldine Grinstead makes one feel +one's self to be of a ruder, more selfish mould, and I know I have not +been all I ought to be at Rockstone; but I don't mind telling you, now +you are so soon to be at home, Aunt Jane seems to worry me--I can't tell +how, exactly--while there is something about Geraldine that soothes and +brightens, and all the time makes one long to be better. + +'I never heard such sermons as Mr. Harewood's either; it seems as if I +had never listened before, but these go right down into one. I cannot +leave off thinking about the one last Sunday, about "making manifest the +counsels of all hearts." I see now that I was not as much justified in +not consulting Aunt Jane about Kalliope and Alexis as I thought I was, +and that the concealment was wrong. It came over me before the beautiful +early Celebration this morning, and I could not feel as if I ought to +be there till I had made a resolution to tell her all about it, though I +should like it not to be till you are come home, and can tell her that +I am not really like Dolores, as she will be sure to think me, for I +really did it, not out of silliness and opposition, but because I knew +how good they were, and I did tell you. Honestly, perhaps there was some +opposition in the spirit of it; but I mean to make a fresh start when I +come back, and you will be near at hand then, and that will help me. + +'26th.--The afternoon service of song began and I was called off. I +never heard anything so lovely, and we had a delightful evening. I +can't tell you about it now, for I am snatching a moment when I am not +rehearsing, as this must go to-day. Dr. and Miss May, and the Lances, +as they call them, are just come. The Doctor is a beautiful old man. All +the children were round him directly, and he kissed me, and said that he +was proud to meet the daughter of such a distinguished man. + +'This must go.--Your loving daughter, + +'JULIANA MERRIFIELD.' + + + (HARRY.) + + +'COALHAM, Christmas Day. + +'It is nearly St. Stephen's Day, for, dear mother, I have not had a +minute before to send you or my father my Christmas greeting. We have +had most joyous services, unusually well attended, David tells me, and +that makes up for the demonstration we had outside the door last night. +David is the right fellow for this place, though we are disapproved of +as south country folk. The boys are well and amused, Wilfred much more +comfortable for being treated more as a man, and Fergus greatly come +on, and never any trouble, being always dead-set on some pursuit. It is +geology, or rather mineralogy, at present, and if he carries home all +the stones he has accumulated in the back yard, he will have a tolerable +charge for extra luggage. David says there is the making of a great +man in him, I think it is of an Uncle Maurice. Macrae writes to me in +a state of despair about the drains at Silverfold; scarlet fever and +diphtheria abound at the town, so that he says you cannot come back +there till something has been done, and he wants me to come and look at +them; but I do not see how I can leave David at present, as we are in +the thick of classes for Baptism and Confirmation in Lent, and I suspect +Aunt Jane knows more about the matter than I do. + +'Gillian and Jasper seem to be in a state of great felicity at Vale +Leston--and Mysie getting better, but poor little Phyllis Devereux has +been seriously ill.--Your affectionate son, H. MERRIFIELD.' + + + (AUNT JANE AND AUNT ADELINE.) + + +'11.30, Christmas Eve. +'MY DEAREST LILY--This will be a joint letter, for Ada will finish it +to-morrow, and I must make the most of my time while waiting for the +Waits to dwell on unsavoury business. Macrae came over here with a +convoy of all sorts of "delicacies of the season," for which thank you +heartily in the name of Whites, Hablots, and others who partook thereof, +according, no doubt, to your kind intention. He was greatly perturbed, +poor man, for your cook has been very ill with diphtheria, and the +scarlet fever is severe all round; there have been some deaths, and the +gardener's child was in great danger. The doctor has analysed the water, +and finds it in a very bad state, so that your absence this autumn is +providential. If you are in haste, telegraph to me, and I will meet your +landlord there, and the sanitary inspector, and see what can be done, +without waiting for Jasper. At any rate, you cannot go back there at +once. Shall I secure a furnished house for you here? The Rotherwoods are +coming to the hotel next door to us, as soon as Phyllis is fit to move +and infection over. Victoria will stay there with the children, and +he go back and forwards. If Harry and Phyllis May should come home, I +suppose their headquarters will be at Stoneborough; but still this would +be the best place for a family gathering. Moreover, Fergus gets on very +nicely at Mrs. Edgar's, and it would be a pity to disturb him. On the +other hand, I am not sure of the influences of the place upon the-- + +'Christmas Day, 3 P.M.--There came the Waits I suppose, and Jane had to +stop and leave me to take up the thread. Poor dear Jenny, the festival +days are no days of rest to her, but I am not sure that she would enjoy +repose, or that it would not be the worse possible penance to her. She +is gone down now to the workhouse with Valetta to take cards and tea +and tobacco to the old people, not sending them, because she says a few +personal wishes and the sight of a bright child will be worth something +to the old bodies. Then comes tea for the choir-boys, before Evensong +and carols, and after that my turn may come for what remains of the +evening. I must say the church is lovely, thanks to your arums and +camellias, which Macrae brought us just in time. It is very unfortunate +that Silverfold should be in such a state, but delightful for us if it +sends you here; and this brings me to Jenny's broken thread, which I +must spin on, though I tell her to take warning by you, when you so +repented having brought Maurice home by premature wails about Dolores. +Perhaps impatience is a danger to all of us, and I believe there is such +a thing as over-candour. + +'What Jane was going to say was that she did not think the place had +been good for either of the girls; but all that would be obviated by +your presence. If poor Miss Vincent joins you, now that she is free, you +would have your own schoolroom again, and the locality would not make +much difference. Indeed, if the Rotherwood party come by the end of the +holidays, I have very little doubt that Victoria will allow Valetta to +join Phyllis and Mysie in the schoolroom, and that would prevent any +talk about her removal from the High School. The poor little thing has +behaved as well as possible ever since, and is an excellent companion; +Jane is sure that it has been a lesson that will last her for life, and +I am convinced that she was under an influence that you can put an end +to--I mean that White family. Jane thinks well of the eldest daughter, +in spite of her fringe and of her refusal to enter the G.F.S.; but I +have good reason for knowing that she holds assignations in Mr. White's +garden on Sunday afternoons with young Stebbing, whose mother knows her +to be a most artful and dangerous girl, though she is so clever at +the mosaic work that there is no getting her discharged. Mrs. Stebbing +called to warn us against her, and, as I was the only person at home, +told me how she had learnt from Mr. White's housekeeper that this girl +comes every Sunday alone to walk in the gardens--she was sure it must be +to meet somebody, and they are quite accessible to an active young man +on the side towards the sea. He is going in a few days to join the other +partner at the Italian quarries, greatly in order that the connection +may be broken off. It is very odd that Jane, generally so acute, should +be so blind here. All she said was, "That's just the time Gillian is so +bent on mooning in the garden." It is a mere absurdity; Gillian always +goes to the children's service, and besides, she was absent last Sunday, +when Miss White was certainly there. But Gillian lends the girl books, +and altogether patronises her in a manner which is somewhat perplexing +to us; though, as it cannot last long, Jane thinks it better not to +interfere before your return to judge for yourself. These young people +are members of the Kennel Church congregation, and I had an opportunity +of talking to Mr. Flight about them. He says he had a high opinion of +the brother, and hoped to help him to some higher education, with a view +perhaps to Holy Orders; but that it was so clearly the youth's duty to +support his mother, and it was so impossible for her to get on without +his earnings, that he (Mr. Flight, I mean) had decided to let him alone +that his stability might be proved, or till some opening offered; and +of late there had been reason for disappointment, tokens of being +unsettled, and reports of meetings with some young woman at his sister's +office. It is always the way when one tries to be interested in those +half-and-half people,--the essential vulgarity is sure to break out, +generally in the spirit of flirtation conducted in an underhand manner. +And oh! that mother! I write all this because you had better be aware +of the state of things before your return. I am afraid, however, that +between us we have not written you a very cheering Christmas letter. + +'There is a great question about a supply of water to the town. Much +excitement is caused by the expectation of Rotherwood's visit, and it is +even said that he is to be met here by the great White himself, whom +I have always regarded as a sort of mythical personage, not to say a +harpy, always snatching away every promising family of Jane's to the +Italian quarries. + +'You will have parted with the dear girls by this time, and be feeling +very sad and solitary; but it is altogether a good connection, and a +great advantage. I have just addressed to Gillian, at Vale Leston, a +coroneted envelope, which must be an invitation from Lady Liddesdale. +I am very glad of it. Nothing is so likely as such society to raise her +above the tone of these Whites.--Your loving A. M.' + + +'10.30 P.M.--These Whites! Really I don't think it as bad as Ada +supposes, so don't be uneasy, though it is a pity she has told you so +much of the gossip respecting them. I do not believe any harm of that +girl Kalliope; she has such an honest, modest pair of eyes. I dare say +she is persecuted by that young Stebbing, for she is very handsome, and +he is an odious puppy. But as to her assignations in the garden, if they +are with any one, it is with Gillian, and I see no harm in them, except +that we might have been told--only that would have robbed the entire +story of its flavour, I suppose. Besides, I greatly disbelieve the +entire story, so don't be worried about it! There--as if we had not been +doing our best to worry you! But come home, dearest old Lily. Gather +your chicks under your wing, and when you cluck them together again, +all will be well. I don't think you will find Valetta disimproved by +her crisis. It is curious to hear how she and Gillian both declare that +Mysie would have prevented it, as if naughtiness or deceit shrank from +that child's very face. + +'It has been a very happy, successful Christmas Day, full of rejoicing. +May you be feeling the same; that joy has made us one in many a time of +separation.--Your faithful old Brownie, + +J. MOHUN.' + + + (GILLIAN AGAIN.) + + +'ROWTHORPE, 20th January. + +'DEAREST MAMMA--This is a Sunday letter. I am writing it in a beautiful +place, more like a drawing-room than a bed-room, and it is all very +grand; such long galleries, such quantities of servants, so many people +staying in the house, that I should feel quite lost but for Geraldine. +We came so late last night that there was only just time to dress for +dinner at eight o'clock. I never dined with so many people before, and +they are all staying in the house. I have not learnt half of them yet, +though Lady Liddesdale, who is a nice, merry old lady, with gray hair, +called her eldest granddaughter, Kitty Somerville, and told her to take +care of me, and tell me who they all were. One of them is that Lord +Ormersfield, whom Mysie ran against at Rotherwood, and, do you know, I +very nearly did the same; for there is early Celebration at the little +church just across the garden. Kitty talked of calling for me, but I did +not make sure, because I heard some one say she was not to go if she had +a cold; and, when I heard the bell, I grew anxious and started off, and +I lost my way, and thought I should never get to the stairs; but just as +I was turning back, out came Lord and Lady Ormersfield. He looks quite +young, though he is rather lame--I shall like all lame people, for the +sake of Geraldine--and Lady Ormersfield has such a motherly face. He +laughed, and said I was not the first person who had lost my way in the +labyrinths of passages, so I went on with them, and after all Kitty was +hunting for me! I sat next him at breakfast, and, do you know, he asked +me whether I was the sister of a little downright damsel he met at +Rotherwood two years ago, and said he had used her truthfulness about +the umbrella for a favourite example to his small youngest! + +'When I hear of truthfulness I feel a sort of shock. "Oh, if you knew!" +I am ready to say, and I grow quite hot. That is what I am really +writing about to-day. I never had time after that Christmas Day at Vale +Leston to do more than keep you up to all the doings; but I did think: +and there were Mr. Harewood's sermons, which had a real sting in them, +and a great sweetness besides. I have tried to set some down for you, +and that is one reason I did not say more. But to-day, after luncheon, +it is very quiet, for Kitty and Constance are gone to their Sunday +classes, and the gentlemen and boys are out walking, except Lord +Somerville, who has a men's class of his own, and all the old ladies are +either in their rooms, or talking in pairs. So I can tell you that I see +now that I did not go on in a right spirit with Aunt Jane, and that I +did poor Val harm by my example, and went very near deception, for I +did not choose to believe that when you said "If Aunt J. approves," you +meant about Alexis White's lessons; so I never told her or Kalliope, and +I perceive now that it was not right towards either; for Kally was very +unhappy about her not knowing. I am very sorry; I see that I was +wrong all round, and that I should have understood it before, if I had +examined myself in the way Mr. Harewood dwelt upon in his last Sunday in +Advent sermon, and never gone on in such a way. + +'I am not going to wait for you now, but shall confess it all to Aunt +Jane as soon as I go home, and try to take it as my punishment if she +asks a terrible number of questions. Perhaps I shall write it, but it +would take such a quantity of explanation, and I don't want Aunt Ada to +open the letter, as she does any that come while Aunt Jane is out. + +'Please kiss my words and forgive me, as you read this, dear mamma; I +never guessed I was going to be so like Dolores. + +'Kitty has come to my door to ask if I should like to come and read +something nice and Sundayish with them in her grandmamma's +dressing-room.--So no more from your loving GILL.' + + + + +CHAPTER XII. -- TRANSFORMATION + + + +'Well, now for the second stage of our guardianship!' said Aunt Ada, as +the two sisters sat over the fire after Valetta had gone to bed. 'Fergus +comes back to-morrow, and Gillian--when?' + +'She does not seem quite certain, for there is to be a day or two +at Brompton with this delightful Geraldine, so that she may see her +grandmother--also Mr. Clement Underwood's church, and the Merchant of +Venice--an odd mixture of ecclesiastics and dissipations.' + +'I wonder whether she will be set up by it.' + +'So do I! They are all remarkably good people; but then good people do +sometimes spoil the most of all, for they are too unselfish to snub. And +on the other hand, seeing the world sometimes has the wholesome effect +of making one feel small--' + +'My dear Jenny!' + +'Oh! I did not mean you, who are never easily effaced; but I was +thinking of youthful bumptiousness, fostered by country life and elder +sistership.' + +'Certainly, though Valetta is really much improved, Gillian has not +been as pleasant as I expected, especially during the latter part of the +time.' + +'Query, was it her fault or mine, or the worry of the examination, or +all three?' + +'Perhaps you did superintend a little too much at first. More than +modern independence was prepared for, though I should not have expected +recalcitration in a young Lily; but I think there was more ruffling of +temper and more reserve than I can quite understand.' + +'It has not been a success. As dear old Lily would have said, "My dream +has vanished," of a friend in the younger generation, and now it remains +to do the best I can for her in the few weeks that are left, before we +have her dear mother again.' + +'At any rate, you have no cause to be troubled about the other two. +Valetta is really the better for her experience, and you have always got +on well with the boy.' + +Fergus was the first of the travellers to appear at Rockstone. Miss +Mohun, who went to meet him at the station, beheld a small figure +lustily pulling at a great canvas bag, which came bumping down the step, +assisted by a shove from the other passengers, and threatening for a +moment to drag him down between platform and carriages. + +'Fergus, Fergus, what have you got there? Give it to me. How heavy!' + +'It's a few of my mineralogical specimens,' replied Fergus. 'Harry +wouldn't let me put any more into my portmanteau--but the peacock and +the dendrum are there.' + +Already, without special regard to peacock or dendrum, whatever that +article might be, Miss Mohun was claiming the little old military +portmanteau, with a great M and 110th painted on it, that held Fergus's +garments. + +He would scarcely endure to deposit the precious bag in the omnibus, +and as he walked home his talk was all of tertiary formations, and coal +measures, and limestones, as he extracted a hammer from his pocket, and +looked perilously disposed to use it on the vein of crystals in a great +pink stone in a garden wall. His aunt was obliged to begin by insisting +that the walls should be safe from geological investigations. + +'But it is such waste, Aunt Jane. Only think of building up such +beautiful specimens in a stupid old wall.' + +Aunt Jane did not debate the question of waste, but assured him that +equally precious specimens could be honestly come by; while she felt +renewed amusement and pleasure at anything so like the brother Maurice +of thirty odd years ago being beside her. + +It made her endure the contents of the bag being turned out like a +miniature rockery for her inspection on the floor of the glazed +verandah outside the drawing-room, and also try to pacify Mrs. Mount's +indignation at finding the more valuable specimens, or, as she called +them, 'nasty stones' and bits of dirty coal, within his socks. + +Much more information as to mines, coal, or copper, was to be gained +from him than as to Cousin David, or Harry, or Jasper, who had spent the +last ten days of his holidays at Coalham, which had procured for Fergus +the felicity of a second underground expedition. It was left to his +maturer judgment and the next move to decide how many of his specimens +were absolutely worthless; it was only stipulated that he and Valetta +should carry them, all and sundry, up to the lumber-room, and there +arrange them as he chose;--Aunt Jane routing out for him a very dull +little manual of mineralogy, and likewise a book of Maria Hack's, long +since out of print, but wherein 'Harry Beaufoy' is instructed in the +chief outlines of geology in a manner only perhaps inferior to that of +"Madame How and Lady Why," which she reserved for a birthday present. +Meantime Rockstone and its quarries were almost as excellent a field of +research as the mines of Coalham, and in a different line. + +'How much nicer it is to be a boy than a girl!' sighed Valetta, as +she beheld her junior marching off with all the dignity of hammer and +knapsack to look up Alexis White and obtain access to the heaps of +rubbish, which in his eyes held as infinite possibilities as the diamond +fields of Kimberley. And Alexis was only delighted to bestow on him any +space of daylight when both were free from school or from work, and kept +a look-out for the treasures he desired. Of course, out of gratitude to +his parents--or was it out of gratitude to his sister? Perhaps Fergus +could have told, if he had paid the slightest attention to such a +trifle, how anxiously Alexis inquired when Miss Gillian was expected +to return. Moreover, he might have told that his other model, Stebbing, +pronounced old Dick White a beast and a screw, with whom his brother +Frank was not going to stop. + +Gillian came back a fortnight later, having been kept at Rowthorpe, +together with Mrs. Grinstead, for a family festival over the double +marriage in Ceylon, after which she spent a few days in London, so as to +see her grandmother, Mrs. Merrifield, who was too infirm for an actual +visit to be welcome, since her attendant grandchild, Bessie Merrifield, +was so entirely occupied with her as to have no time to bestow upon a +guest of more than an hour or two. Gillian was met at the station by +her aunt, and when all her belongings had been duly extracted, proving a +good deal larger in bulk than when she had left Rockstone, and both were +seated in the fly to drive home through a dismal February Fill-dyke day, +the first words that were spoken were, + +'Aunt Jane, I ought to tell you something.' + +Hastily revolving conjectures as to the subject of the coming +confession, Miss Mohun put herself at her niece's service. + +'Aunt Jane, I know I ought to have told you how much I was seeing of the +Whites last autumn.' + +'Indeed, I know you wished to do what you could for them.' + +'Yes,' said Gillian, finding it easier than she expected. 'You know +Alexis wants very much to be prepared for Holy Orders, and he could +not get on by himself, so I have been running down to Kalliope's office +after reading to Lily Giles, to look over his Greek exercises.' + +'Meeting him?' + +'Only sometimes. But Kally did not like it. She said you ought to know, +and that was the reason she would not come into the G.F.S. She is so +good and honourable, Aunt Jane.' + +'I am sure she is a very excellent girl,' said Aunt Jane warmly. 'But +certainly it would have been better to have these lessons in our house. +Does your mother know?' + +'Yes,' said Gillian, 'I wrote to her all I was doing, and how I have +been talking to Kally on Sunday afternoons through the rails of Mr. +White's garden. I thought she could telegraph if she did not approve, +but she does not seem to have noticed it in my letters, only saying +something I could not make out--about "if you approved."' + +'And is that the reason you have told me?' + +'Partly, but I got the letter before the holidays. I think it has worked +itself up, Aunt Jane, into a sense that it was not the thing. There was +Kally, and there was poor Valetta's mess, and her justifying herself by +saying I did more for the Whites than you knew, and altogether, I grew +sorry I had begun it, for I was sure it was not acting honestly towards +you, Aunt Jane, and I hope you will forgive me.' + +Miss Mohun put her arm round the girl and kissed her heartily. + +'My dear Gill, I am glad you have told me! I dare say I seemed to worry +you, and that you felt as if you were watched; I will do my very best to +help you, if you have got into a scrape. I only want to ask you not +to do anything more till I can see Kally, and settle with her the most +suitable way of helping the youth.' + +But do you think there is a scrape, aunt? I never thought of that, if +you forgave me.' + +'My dear, I see you did not; and that you told me because you are my +Lily's daughter, and have her honest heart. I do not know that there is +anything amiss, but I am afraid young ladies can't do--well, impulsive +things without a few vexations in consequence. Don't be so dismayed, +I don't know of anything, and I cannot tell you how glad I am of your +having spoken out in this way.' + +'I feel as if a load were off my back!' said Gillian. + +And a bar between her and her aunt seemed to have vanished, as they +drove up the now familiar slope, and under the leafless copper beeches. +Blood is thinker than water, and what five months ago had seemed to be +exile, had become the first step towards home, if not home itself, for +now, like Valetta, she welcomed the sound of her mother's voice in her +aunt's. And there were Valetta and Fergus rushing out, almost under the +wheels to fly at her, and Aunt Ada's soft embraces in the hall. + +The first voice that came out of the melee was Valetta's. 'Gill is grown +quite a lady!' + +'How much improved!' exclaimed Aunt Ada. + +'The Bachfisch has swum into the river,' was Aunt Jane's comment. + +'She'll never be good for anything jolly--no scrambling!' grumbled +Fergus. + +'Now Fergus! didn't Kitty Somerville and I scramble when we found the +gate locked, and thought we saw the spiteful stag, and that he was going +to run at us?' + +'I'm afraid that was rather on compulsion, Gill.' + +'It wasn't the spiteful stag after all, but we had such a long way to +come home, and got over the park wall at last by the help of the limb of +a tree. We had been taking a bit of wedding-cake to Frank Somerville's +old nurse, and Kitty told her I was her maiden aunt, and we had such +fun--her uncle's wife's sister, you know.' + +'We sent a great piece of our wedding-cake to the Whites,' put in +Valetta. 'Fergus and I took it on Saturday afternoon, but nobody was at +home but Mrs. White, and she is fatter than ever.' + +'I say, Gill, which is the best formation, Vale Leston or Rowthorpe?' + +'Oh, nobody is equal to Geraldine; but Kitty is a dear thing.' + +'I didn't mean that stuff, but which had the best strata and specimens?' + +'Geological, he means--not of society,' interposed Aunt Jane. + +'Oh yes! Harry said he had gone geology mad, and I really did get you +a bit of something at Vale Leston, Fergus, that Mr. Harewood said was +worth having. Was it an encrinite? I know it was a stone-lily.' + +'An encrinite! Oh, scrumptious!' + +Then ensued such an unpacking as only falls to the lot of home-comers +from London, within the later precincts of Christmas, gifts of +marvellous contrivance and novelty, as well as cheapness, for all and +sundry, those reserved for others almost as charming to the beholders as +those which fell to their own lot. The box, divided into compartments, +transported Fergus as much as the encrinite; Valetta had a +photograph-book, and, more diffidently, Gillian presented Aunt Ada +with a graceful little statuette in Parian, and Aunt Jane with the last +novelty in baskets. There were appropriate keepsakes for the maids, +and likewise for Kalliope and Maura. Aunt Jane was glad to see that +discretion had prevailed so as to confine these gifts to the female part +of the White family. There were other precious articles in reserve for +the absent; and the display of Gillian's own garments was not without +interest, as she had been to her first ball, under the chaperonage +of Lady Somerville, and Mrs. Grinstead had made her white tarletan +available by painting it and its ribbons with exquisite blue nemophilas, +too lovely for anything so fleeting. + +Mrs. Grinstead and her maid had taken charge of the damsel's toilette at +Rowthorpe, had perhaps touched up her dresses, and had certainly taught +her how to put them on, and how to manage her hair, so that though it +had not broken out into fringes or tousles, as if it were desirable to +imitate savages 'with foreheads marvellous low,' the effect was greatly +improved. The young brown-skinned, dark-eyed face, and rather tall +figure were the same, even the clothes the very same chosen under her +aunt Ada's superintendence, but there was an indescribable change, not +so much that of fashion as of distinction, and something of the same +inward growth might be gathered from her conversation. + +All the evening there was a delightful outpouring. Gillian had been +extremely happy, and considerably reconciled to her sisters' marriages; +but she had been away from home and kin long enough to make her feel her +nearness to her aunts, and to appreciate the pleasure of describing +her enjoyment without restraint, and of being with those whose personal +family interests were her own, not only sympathetic, like her dear +Geraldine's. They were ready for any amount of description, though, on +the whole, Miss Mohun preferred to hear of the Vale Leston charities and +church details, and Miss Adeline of the Rowthorpe grandees and gaieties, +after the children had supped full of the diversions of their own +kind at both places, and the deeply interesting political scraps and +descriptions of great men had been given. + +It had been, said Aunt Jane, a bit of education. Gillian had indeed +spent her life with thoughtful, cultivated, and superior people; but +the circumstances of her family had confined her to a schoolroom sort +of existence ever since she had reached appreciative years, retarding, +though not perhaps injuring, her development; nor did Rockquay society +afford much that was elevating, beyond the Bureau de Charite that +Beechcroft Cottage had become. Details were so much in hand that breadth +of principle might be obscured. + +At Vale Leston, however, there was a strong ecclesiastical atmosphere; +but while practical parish detail was thoroughly kept up, there was a +wider outlook, and constant conversation and discussion among superior +men, such as the Harewood brothers, Lancelot Underwood, Mr. Grinstead, +and Dr. May, on the great principles and issues of Church and State +matters, religion, and morals, together with matters of art, music, and +literature, opening new vistas to her, and which she could afterwards go +over with Mrs. Grinstead and Emily and Anna Vanderkist with enthusiasm +and comprehension. It was something different from grumbling over the +number of candles at St. Kenelm's, or the defective washing of the St. +Andrew's surplices. + +At Rowthorpe she had seen and heard people with great historic names, +champions in the actual battle. There had been a constant coming and +going of guests during her three weeks' visit, political meetings, +entertainments to high and low, the opening of a public institute in +the next town, the exhibition of tableaux in which she had an important +share, parties in the evenings, and her first ball. The length of her +visit and her connection with the family had made her share the part of +hostess with Lady Constance and Lady Katharine Somerville, and she had +been closely associated with their intimates, the daughters of these men +of great names. Of course there had been plenty of girlish chatter +and merry trifling, perhaps some sharp satirical criticism, and the +revelations she had heard had been a good deal of the domestic comedy of +political and aristocratic life; but throughout there had been a view of +conscientious goodness, for the young girls who gave a tone to the +rest had been carefully brought up, and were earnest and right-minded, +accepting representation, gaiety, and hospitality as part of the duty of +their position, often involving self-denial, though there was likewise +plenty of enjoyment. + +Such glimpses of life had taught Gillian more than she yet realised. As +has been seen, the atmosphere of Vale Leston had deepened her spiritual +life, and the sermons had touched her heart to the quick, and +caused self-examination, which had revealed to her the secret of her +dissatisfaction with herself, and her perception was the clearer through +her intercourse on entirely equal terms with persons of a high tone of +refinement. + +The immediate fret of sense of supervision and opposition being removed, +she had seen things more justly, and a distaste had grown on her for +stolen expeditions to the office, and for the corrections of her pupil's +exercises. She recoiled from the idea that this was the consequence +either of having swell friends, or of getting out of her depth in her +instructions; but reluctance recurred, while advance in knowledge of +the world made her aware that Alexis White, after hours, in his +sister's office, might justly be regarded by her mother and aunts as an +undesirable scholar for her, and that his sister's remonstrances ought +not to have been scouted. She had done the thing in her simplicity, but +it was through her own wilful secretiveness that her ignorance had not +been guarded. + +Thus she had, as a matter of truth, conscience, and repentance, made the +confession which had been so kindly received as to warm her heart with +gratitude to her aunt, and she awoke the next morning to feel freer, +happier, and more at home than she had ever yet done at Rockstone. + +When the morning letters were opened, they contained the startling news +that Mysie might be expected that very evening, with Fly, the governess, +and Lady Rotherwood,--at least that was the order of precedence in which +the party represented itself to the minds of the young Merrifields. +Primrose had caught a fresh cold, and her uncle and aunt would not part +with her till her mother's return, but the infection was over with the +other two, and sea air was recommended as soon as possible for Lady +Phyllis; so, as the wing of the hotel, which was almost a mansion in +itself, had been already engaged, the journey was to be made at once, +and the arrival would take place in the afternoon. The tidings were most +rapturously received; Valetta jumped on and off all the chairs in the +room unchidden, while Fergus shouted, 'Hurrah for Mysie and Fly!' and +Gillian's heart felt free to leap. + +This made it a very busy day, since Lady Rotherwood had begged to have +some commissions executed for her beforehand, small in themselves, but, +with a scrupulously thorough person, occupying all the time left from +other needful engagements; so that there was no chance of the promised +conversation with Kalliope, nor did Gillian trouble herself much +about it in her eagerness, and hardly heard Fergus announce that Frank +Stebbing had come home, and the old boss was coming, 'bad luck to him.' + +All the three young people were greatly disappointed that their aunts +would not consent to their being on the platform nor in front of the +hotel, nor even in what its mistress termed the reception-room, to meet +the travellers. + +'There was nothing Lady Rotherwood would dislike more than a rush of you +all,' said Aunt Adeline, and they had to submit, though Valetta nearly +cried when she was dragged in from demonstratively watching at the gate +in a Scotch mist. + +However, in about a quarter of an hour there was a ring at the door, and +in another moment Mysie and Gillian were hugging one smother, Valetta +hanging round Mysie's neck, Fergus pulling down her arm. The four +creatures seemed all wreathed into one like fabulous snakes for some +seconds, and when they unfolded enough for Mysie to recollect and kiss +her aunts, there certainly was a taller, better-equipped figure, but +just the same round, good-humoured countenance, and the first thing, +beyond happy ejaculations, that she was heard in a dutiful voice to say +was, 'Miss Elbury brought me to the door. I may stay as long as my aunts +like to have me this evening, if you will be so kind as to send some one +to see me back.' + +Great was the jubilation, and many the inquiries after Primrose, who had +once been nearly well, but had fallen back again, and Fly, who, Mysie +said, was quite well and as comical as ever when she was well, but +quickly tired. She had set out in high spirits, but had been dreadfully +weary all the latter part of the journey, and was to go to bed at once. +She still coughed, but Mysie was bent on disproving Nurse Halfpenny's +assurance that the recovery would not be complete till May, nor was +there any doubt of her own air of perfect health. + +It was an evening of felicitous chatter, of showing off Christmas cards, +of exchanging of news, of building of schemes, the most prominent being +that Valetta should be in the constant companionship of Mysie and +Fly until her own schoolroom should be re-established. This had been +proposed by Lord Rotherwood, and was what the aunts would have found +convenient; but apparently this had been settled by Lord Rotherwood and +the two little girls, but Lady Rotherwood had not said anything about +it, and quoth Mysie, 'Somehow things don't happen till Lady Rotherwood +settles them, and then they always do.' + +'And shall I like Miss Elbury?' asked Valetta. + +'Yes, if--if you take pains,' said Mysie; 'but you mustn't bother +her with questions in the middle of a lesson, or she tells you not to +chatter. She likes to have them all kept for the end; and then, if they +aren't foolish, she will take lots of trouble.' + +'Oh, I hate that!' said Valetta. 'I shouldn't remember them, and I like +to have done with it. Then she is not like Miss Vincent?' + +'Oh no! She couldn't be dear Miss Vincent; but, indeed, she is very kind +and nice.' + +'How did you get on altogether, Mysie! Wasn't it horrid?' asked Gillian. + +'I was afraid it was going to be horrid,' said Mysie. 'You see, it +wasn't like going in holiday time as it was before. We had to be almost +always in the schoolroom; and there were lots of lessons--more for me +than Fly.' + +'Just like a horrid old governess to slake her thirst on you,' put in +Fergus; and though his aunts shook their heads at him, they did not +correct him. + +'And one had to sit bolt upright all the time, and never twist one's +ankles,' continued Mysie; 'and not speak except French and German--good, +mind! It wouldn't do to say, "La jambe du table est sur mon exercise?"' + + +'Oh, oh! No wonder Fly got ill!' + +'Fly didn't mind one bit. French and German come as naturally to her as +the days of the week, and they really begin to come to me in the morning +now when I see Miss Elbury.' + +'But have you to go on all day?' asked Valetta disconsolately. + +'Oh no! Not after one o'clock.' + +'And you didn't say that mamma thinks it only leads to slovenly bad +grammar!' said Gillian. + +'That would have been impertinent,' said Mysie; 'and no one would have +minded either.' + +'Did you never play?' + +'We might play after our walk--and after tea; but it had to be quiet +play, not real good games, even before Fly was ill--at least we did have +some real games when Primrose came over, or when Cousin Rotherwood had +us down in his study or in the hall; but Fly got tired, and knocked up +very soon even then. Miss Elbury wanted us always to play battledore and +shuttlecock, or Les Graces, if we couldn't go out.' + +'Horrid woman!' said Valetta. + +'No, she isn't horrid,' said Mysie stoutly; 'I only fancied her so when +she used to say, "Vos coudes, mademoiselle," or "Redresses-vous," and +when she would not let us whisper; but really and truly she was +very, very kind, and I came to like her very much and see she was not +cross--only thought it right.' + +'And redressez-vous has been useful, Mysie,' said Aunt Ada; 'you are as +much improved as Gillian.' + +'I thought it would be dreadful,' continued Mysie, 'when the grown-ups +went out on a round of visits, and we had no drawing-room, and no Cousin +Rotherwood; but Cousin Florence came every day, and once she had us to +dinner, and that was nice; and once she took us to Beechcroft to see +Primrose, and if it was not fine enough for Fly to go out, she came for +me, and I went to her cottages with her. Oh, I did like that! And when +the whooping-cough came, you can't think how very kind she was, and Miss +Elbury too. They both seemed only to think how to make me happy, though +I didn't feel ill a bit, except when I whooped, but they seemed so sorry +for me, and so pleased that I didn't make more fuss. I couldn't, you +know, when poor Fly was so ill. And when she grew better, we were all +so glad that somehow it made us all like a sort of a kind of a home +together, though it could not be that.' + +Mysie's English had scarcely improved, whatever her French had done; but +Gillian gathered that she had had far more grievances to overcome, and +had met them in a very different spirit from herself. + +As to the schoolroom arrangements, which would have been so convenient +to the aunts, it was evident that the matter had not yet been decisively +settled, though the children took it for granted. It was pretty to see +how Mysie was almost devoured by Fergus and Valetta, hanging on either +side of her as she sat, and Gillian, as near as they would allow, while +the four tongues went on unceasingly. + +It was only horrid, Valetta said, that Mysie should sleep in a different +house; but almost as much of her company was vouchsafed on the ensuing +day, Sunday, for Miss Elbury had relations at Rockquay, and was released +for the entire day; and Fly was still so tired in the morning that she +was not allowed to get up early in the day. + +Her mother, however, came in to go to church with Adeline Mohun, and +Gillian, who had heard so much of the great Marchioness, was surprised +to see a small slight woman, not handsome, and worn-looking about the +eyes. At the first glance, she was plainly dressed; but the eye of a +connoisseur like Aunt Ada could detect the exquisiteness of the material +and the taste, and the slow soft tone of her voice; and every gesture +and phrase showed that she had all her life been in the habit +of condescending--in fact, thought Gillian, revolving her recent +experience, though Lady Liddesdale and all her set are taller, +finer-looking people, they are not one bit so grand--no, not that--but +so unapproachable, as I am sure she is. She is gracious, while they are +just good-natured! + +Aunt Ada was evidently pleased with the graciousness, and highly +delighted to have to take this distinguished personage to church. Mysie +was with her sisters, Valetta was extremely anxious to take her to the +Sunday drawing-room class--whether for the sake of showing her to Mrs. +Hablot, or Mrs. Hablot to her, did not appear. + +Gillian was glad to be asked to sit with Fly in the meantime. It was a +sufficient reason for not repairing to the garden, and she hoped that +Kalliope was unaware of her return, little knowing of the replies by +which Fergus repaid Alexis for his assistance in mineral hunting. +She had no desire to transgress Miss Mohun's desire that no further +intercourse should take place till she herself had spoken with Kalliope. + +She found little Phyllis Devereux a great deal taller and thinner than +the droll childish being who had been so amusing two years before at +Silverfold, but eagerly throwing herself into her arms with the same +affectionate delight. All the table was spread with pretty books and +outlined illuminations waiting to be painted, and some really beautiful +illustrated Sunday books; but as Gillian touched the first, Fly cried +out, 'Oh, don't! I am so tired of all those things! And this is such +a stupid window. I thought at least I should see the people going +to church, and this looks at nothing but the old sea and a tiresome +garden.' + +'That is thought a special advantage,' said Gillian, smiling. + +'Then I wish some one had it who liked it!' + +'You would not be so near us.' + +'No, and that is nice, and very nice for Mysie. How are all the dear +beasts at Silverfold--Begum, and all?' + +'I am afraid I do not know more about them than Mysie does. Aunt Jane +heard this morning that she must go down there to-morrow to meet the +health-man and see what he says; but she won't take any of us because of +the diphtheria and the scarlet fever being about.' + +'Oh dear, how horrid those catching things are! I've not seen Ivinghoe +all this winter! Ah! but they are good sometimes! If it had not been +for the measles, I should never have had that most delicious time at +Silverfold, nor known Mysie. Now, please tell me all about where you +have been, and what you have been doing.' + +Fly knew some of the younger party that Gillian had met at Rowthorpe; +but she was more interested in the revels at Vale Leston, and required +a precise description of the theatricals, or still better, of the +rehearsals. Never was there a more appreciative audience, of how it all +began from Kit Harewood, the young sailor, having sent home a lion's +skin from Africa, which had already served for tableaux of Androcles and +of Una--how the boy element had insisted on fun, and the child element +on fairies, and how Mrs. William Harewood had suggested Midsummer +Night's Dream as the only combination of the three essentials, lion, +fun, and fairy, and pronounced that education had progressed far enough +for the representation to be 'understanded of the people,' at least by +the 6th and 7th standards. On the whole, however, comprehension seemed +to have been bounded by intense admiration of the little girl fairies, +whom the old women appeared to have taken for angels, for one had +declared that to hear little Miss Cherry and Miss Katie singing their +hymns like the angels they was, was just like Heaven. She must have had +an odd notion of 'Spotted snakes with double tongues.' Moreover, effect +was added to the said hymns by Uncle Lance behind the scenes. + +Then there was the account of how it had been at first intended that +Oberon should be represented by little Sir Adrian, with his Bexley +cousin, Pearl Underwood, for his Titania; but though she was fairy +enough for anything, he turned out so stolid, and uttered 'Well met by +moonlight, proud Titania,' the only lines he ever learnt, exactly like +a lesson, besides crying whenever asked to study his part, that the +attempt had to be given up, and the fairy sovereigns had to be of large +size, Mr. Grinstead pronouncing that probably this was intended by +Shakespeare, as Titania was a name of Diana, and he combined Grecian +nymphs with English fairies. So Gerald Underwood had to combine the part +of Peter Quince (including Thisbe) with that of Oberon, and the queen +was offered to Gillian. + +'But I had learnt Hermia,' she said, 'and I saw it was politeness, so +I wouldn't, and Anna Vanderkist is ever so much prettier, besides being +used to acting with Gerald. She did look perfectly lovely, asleep on +the moss in the scene Mrs. Grinstead painted and devised for her! There +was--' + +'Oh! not only the prettiness, I don't care for that. One gets enough of +the artistic, but the fun--the dear fun.' + +'There was fun enough, I am sure,' said Gillian. 'Puck was +Felix--Pearl's brother, you know--eleven years old, so clever, and an +awful imp--and he was Moon besides; but the worst of it was that his +dog--it was a funny rough terrier at the Vicarage--was so furious at the +lion, when Adrian was roaring under the skin, that nobody could hear, +and Adrian got frightened, as well he might, and crept out from under +it, screaming, and there fell the lion, collapsing flat in the middle of +the place. Even Theseus--Major Harewood, you know, who had tried to be +as grave as a judge, and so polite to the actors--could not stand that +interpolation, as he called it, of "the man in the moon--not to say the +dog," came down too soon--Why, Fly--' + +For Fly was in such a paroxysm of laughter as to end in a violent fit of +coughing, and to bring Lady Rotherwood in, vexed and anxious. + +'Oh, mother! it was only--it was only the lion's skin--' and off went +Fly, laughing and coughing again. + +'I was telling her about the acting or Midsummer Night's Dream at Vale +Leston,' explained Gillian. + +'I should not have thought that a suitable subject for the day,' said +the Marchioness gravely, and Fly's endeavour to say it was her fault +for asking about it was silenced by choking; and Gillian found herself +courteously dismissed in polite disgrace, and, as she felt, not entirely +without justice. + +It was a great disappointment that Aunt Jane did not think it well to +take any of the young people to their home with her. As she said, she +did not believe that they would catch anything; but it was better to be +on the safe side, and she fully expected that they would spend most of +the day with Mysie and Fly. + +'I wish I could go and talk to Kalliope, my dear,' she said to Gillian; +'but I am afraid it must wait another day.' + +'Oh, never mind,' said Gillian, as they bade each other good-night at +their doors; 'they don't know that I am come home, so they will not +expect me.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. -- ST. VALENTINE'S DAY + + + +Miss Mohun came back in the dark after a long day, for once in her life +quite jaded, and explaining that the health-officer and the landlord had +been by no means agreed, and that nothing could be done till Sir Jasper +came home and decided whether to retain the house or not. + +All that she was clear about, and which she had telegraphed to Aden, +was, that there must be no going back to Silverfold for the present, +and she was prepared to begin lodging-hunting as soon as she received an +answer. + +'And how have you got on?' she asked, thinking all looked rather blank. + +'We haven't been to see Fly,' broke out Valetta, 'though she went out on +the beach, and Mysie must not stay out after dark, for fear she should +cough.' + +'Mysie says they are afraid of excitement,' said Gillian gloomily. + +'Then you have seen nothing of the others?' + +'Yes, I have seen Victoria, said Aunt Adeline, with a meaning smile. + +Miss Mohun went up to take off her things, and Gillian followed her, +shutting the door with ominous carefulness, and colouring all over. + +'Aunt Jane, I ought to tell you. A dreadful thing has happened!' + +'Indeed, my dear! What?' + +'I have had a valentine.' + +'Oh!' repressing a certain inclination to laugh at the bathos from the +look of horror and shame in the girl's eyes. + +'It is from that miserable Alexis! Oh, I know I brought it on myself, +and I have been so wretched and so ashamed all day.' + +'Was it so very shocking! Let me see--' + +'Oh! I sent it back at once by the post, in an envelope, saying, "Sent +by mistake."' + +'But what was it like? Surely it was not one of the common shop things?' + +'Oh no; there was rather a pretty outline of a nymph or muse, or +something of that sort, at the top--drawn, I mean--and verses written +below, something about my showing a lodestar of hope, but I barely +glanced at it. I hated it too much.' + +'I am sorry you were in such a hurry,' said Aunt Jane. 'No doubt it +was a shock; but I am afraid you have given more pain than it quite +deserved.' + +'It was so impertinent!' cried Gillian, in astonished, shame-stricken +indignation. + +'So it seems to you,' said her aunt, 'and it was very bad taste; but you +should remember that this poor lad has grown up in a stratum of society +where he may have come to regard this as a suitable opportunity of +evincing his gratitude, and perhaps it may be very hard upon him to have +this work of his treated as an insult.' + +'But you would not have had me keep it and tolerate it?' exclaimed +Gillian. + +'I can hardly tell without having seen it; but you might have done the +thing more civilly, through his sister, or have let me give it back to +him. However, it is too late now; I will make a point of seeing Kalliope +to-morrow, but in the meantime you really need not be so horribly +disgusted and ashamed.' + +'I thought he was quite a different sort!' + +'Perhaps, after all, your thoughts were not wrong; and he only fancied, +poor boy, that he had found a pretty way of thanking you.' + +This did not greatly comfort Gillian, who might prefer feeling that she +was insulted rather than that she had been cruelly unkind, and might +like to blame Alexis rather than herself. And, indeed, in any case, she +had sense enough to perceive that this very unacceptable compliment +was the consequence of her own act of independence of more experienced +heads. + +The next person Miss Mohun met was Fergus, lugging upstairs, step by +step, a monstrous lump of stone, into which he required her to look and +behold a fascinating crevice full of glittering spar. + +'Where did you get that, Fergus?' + +'Up off the cliff over the quarry.' + +'Are you sure that you may have it?' + +'Oh yes; White said I might. It's so jolly, auntie! Frank Stebbing is +gone away to the other shop in the Apennines, where the old boss lives. +What splendiferous specimens he must have the run of! Our Stebbing says +'tis because Kally White makes eyes at him; but any way, White has got +to do his work while he's away, and go all the rounds to see that things +are right, so I go after him, and he lets me have just what I like--such +jolly crystals.' + +'I am sure I hope it is all right.' + +'Oh yes, I always ask him, as you told me; but he is awfully slow and +mopy and down in the mouth to-day. Stebbing says he is sweet upon +Gill; but I told him that couldn't be, White knew better. A general's +daughter, indeed! and Will remembers his father a sergeant.' + +'It is very foolish, Fergus. Say no more about it, for it is not nice +talk about your sister.' + +'I'll lick any one who does,' said Fergus, bumping his stone up another +step. + +Poor Aunt Jane! There was more to fall on her as soon as the door was +finally shut on the two rooms communicating with one another, which the +sisters called their own. Mrs. Mount's manipulations of Miss Adeline's +rich brown hair were endured with some impatience, while Miss Mohun +leant back in her chair in her shawl-patterned dressing-gown, watching, +with a sort of curious wonder and foreboding, the restlessness that +proved that something was in store, and meantime somewhat lazily +brushing out her own thinner darker locks. + +'You are tired, Miss Jane,' said the old servant, using the pet name in +private moments. 'You had better let me do your hair.' + +'No, thank you, Fanny; I have very nearly done,' she said, marking the +signs of eagerness on her sister's part. 'Oh, by the bye, did that hot +bottle go down to Lilian Giles?' + +'Yes, ma'am; Mrs. Giles came up for it.' + +'Did she say whether Lily was well enough to see Miss Gillian?' + +Mrs. Mount coughed a peculiar cough that her mistresses well knew to +signify that she could tell them something they would not like to hear, +if they chose to ask her, and it was the younger who put the question-- + +'Fanny, did she say anything?' + +'Well, Miss Ada, I told her she must be mistaken, but she stuck to it, +though she said she never would have breathed a word if Miss Gillian had +not come back again, but she thought you should know it.' + +'Know what?' demanded Jane. + +'Well, Miss Jane, she should say 'tis the talk that Miss Gillian, when +you have thought her reading to the poor girl, has been running down to +the works--and 'tis only the ignorance of them that will talk, but they +say it is to meet a young man. She says, Mrs. Giles do, that she never +would have noticed such talk, but that the young lady did always seem in +a hurry, only just reading a chapter, and never stopping to talk to +poor Lily after it; and she has seen her herself going down towards the +works, instead of towards home, ma'am. And she said she could not bear +that reading to her girl should be made a colour for such doings.' + +'Certainly not, if it were as she supposes,' said Miss Mohun, sitting +very upright, and beating her own head vigorously with a very prickly +brush; 'but you may tell her, Fanny, that I know all about it, and that +her friend is Miss White, who you remember spent an evening here.' + +Fanny's good-humoured face cleared up. 'Yes, ma'am, I told her that I +was quite sure that Miss Gillian would not go for to do anything wrong, +and that it could be easy explained; but people has tongues, you see.' + +'You were quite right to tell us, Fanny. Good-night.' + +'People has tongues!' repeated Adeline, when that excellent person had +disappeared. 'Yes, indeed, they have. But, Jenny, do you really mean to +say that you know all about this?' + +'Yes, I believe so.' + +'Oh, I wish you had been at home to-day when Victoria came in. It really +is a serious business.' + +'Victoria! What has she to do with it? I should have thought her +Marchioness-ship quite out of the region of gossip, though, for that +matter, grandees like it quite as much as other people.' + +'Don't, Jane, you know it does concern her through companionship for +Phyllis, and she was very kind.' + +'Oh yes, I can see her sailing in, magnificently kind from her +elevation. But how in the world did she manage to pick up all this in +the time?' said poor Jane, tired and pestered into the sharpness of her +early youth. + +'Dear Jenny, I wish I had said nothing to-night. Do wait till you are +rested.' + +'I am not in the least tired, and if I were, do you think I could sleep +with this half told?' + +'You said you knew.' + +'Then it is only about Gillian being so silly as to go down to Miss +White's office at the works to look over the boy's Greek exercises.' + +'You don't mean that you allowed it!' + +'No, Gillian's impulsiveness, just like her mother's, began it, as a +little assertion of modern independence; but while she was away that +little step from brook to river brought her to the sense that she had +been a goose, and had used me rather unfairly, and so she came and +confessed it all to me on the way home from the station the first +morning after her return. She says she had written it all to her mother +from the first.' + +'I wonder Lily did not telegraph to put a stop to it.' + +'Do you suppose any mother, our poor old Lily especially, can marry a +couple of daughters without being slightly frantic! Ten to one she never +realised that this precious pupil was bigger than Fergus. But do tell me +what my Lady had heard, and how she heard it.' + +'You remember that her governess, Miss Elbury, has connections in the +place.' + +'"The most excellent creature in the world." Oh yes, and she spent +Sunday with them. So that was the conductor.' + +'I can hardly say that Miss Elbury was to be blamed, considering that +she had heard the proposal about Valetta! It seems that that High School +class-mistress, Miss Mellon, who had the poor child under her, is her +cousin.' + +'Oh dear!' + +'It is exactly what I was afraid of when we decided on keeping Valetta +at home. Miss Mellon told all the Caesar story in plainly the worst +light for poor Val, and naturally deduced from her removal that she was +the most to blame.' + +'Whereas it was Miss Mellon herself! But nobody could expect Victoria +to see that, and no doubt she is quite justified in not wishing for the +child in her schoolroom! But, after all, Valetta is only a child; it +won't hurt her to have this natural recoil of consequences, and her +mother will be at home in three weeks' time. It signifies much more +about Gillian. Did I understand you that the gossip about her had +reached those august ears?' + +'Oh yes, Jane, and it is ever so much worse. That horrid Miss Mellon +seems to have told Miss Elbury that Gillian has a passion for low +company, that she is always running after the Whites at the works, and +has secret meetings with the young man in the garden on Sunday, while +his sister carries on her underhand flirtation with another youth, Frank +Stebbing, I suppose. It really was too preposterous, and Victoria said +she had no doubt from the first that there was exaggeration, and had +told Miss Elbury so; but still she thought Gillian must have been to +blame. She was very nice about it, and listened to all my explanation +most kindly, as to Gillian's interest in the Whites, and its having been +only the sister that she met, but plainly she is not half convinced. +I heard something about a letter being left for Gillian, and really, I +don't know whether there may not be more discoveries to come. I never +felt before the force of our dear father's saying, apropos of Rotherwood +himself, that no one knows what it is to lose a father except those who +have the care of his children.' + +'Whatever Gillian did was innocent and ladylike, and nothing to be +ashamed of,' said Aunt Jane stoutly; 'of that I am sure. But I should +like to be equally sure that she has not turned the head of that poor +foolish young man, without in the least knowing what she was about. You +should have seen her state of mind at his sending her a valentine, which +she returned to him, perfectly ferociously, at once, and that was all +the correspondence somebody seems to have smelt out.' + +'A valentine! Gillian must have behaved very ill to have brought that +upon herself! Oh dear! I wish she had never come here; I wish Lily could +have stayed at home, instead of scattering her children about the world. +The Rotherwoods will never get over it.' + +'That's the least part of the grievance, in my eyes,' said her +sister. 'It won't make a fraction of difference to the dear old cousin +Rotherwood; and as to my Lady, it is always a liking from the teeth +outwards.' + +'How can you say so! I am sure she has always been most cordial.' + +'Most correct, if you please. Oh, did she say anything about Mysie?' + +'She said nothing but good of Mysie; called her delightful, and +perfectly good and trustworthy, said they could never have got so well +through Phyllis's illness without her, and that they only wished to keep +her altogether.' + +'I dare say, to be humble companion to my little lady, out of the way of +her wicked sisters.' + +'Jane!' + +'My dear, I don't think I can stand any more defence of her just now! +No, she is an admirable woman, I know. That's enough. I really must go +to bed, and consider which is to be faced first, she or Kalliope.' + +It was lucky that Miss Mohun could exist without much sleep, for she was +far too much worried for any length of slumber to visit her that night, +though she was afoot as early as usual. She thought it best to tell +Gillian that Lady Rotherwood had heard some foolish reports, and that +she was going to try to clear them up, and she extracted an explicit +account as to what the extent of her intercourse with the Whites had +been, which was given willingly, Gillian being in a very humble frame, +and convinced that she had acted foolishly. It surprised her likewise +that Aunt Adeline, whom she had liked the best, and thought the most +good-natured, was so much more angry with her than Aunt Jane, who, as +she felt, forgave her thoroughly, and was only anxious to help her out +of the scrape she had made for herself. + +Miss Mohun thought her best time for seeing Kalliope would be in the +dinner-hour, and started accordingly in the direction of the marble +works. Not far from them she met that young person walking quickly with +one of her little brothers. + +'I was coming to see you,' Miss Mohun said. 'I did not know that you +went home in the middle of the day.' + +'My mother has been so unwell of late that I do not like to be entirely +out of reach all day,' returned Kalliope, who certainly looked worn and +sorrowful; 'so I manage to run home, though it is but for a quarter of +an hour.' + +'I will not delay you, I will walk with you,' and when Petros had been +dismissed, 'I am afraid my niece has not been quite the friend to you +that she intended.' + +'Oh, Miss Mohun, do you know all about it? It is such a relief! I have +felt so guilty towards you, and yet I did not know what to do.' + +'I have never thought that the concealment was your fault,' said Jane. + +'I did think at first that you knew,' said Kalliope, 'and when I found +that was not the case, I suppose I should have insisted on your being +told; but I could not bear to seem ungrateful, and my brother took +such extreme delight in his lessons and Miss Merrifield's kindness, +that--that I could not bear to do what might prevent them. And now, +poor fellow, it shows how wrong it was, since he has ventured on that +unfortunate act of presumption, which has so offended her. Oh, Miss +Mohun, he is quite broken-hearted.' + +'I am afraid Gillian was very discourteous. I was out, or it should +not have been done so unkindly. Indeed, in the shock, Gillian did not +recollect that she might be giving pain.' + +'Yes, yes! Poor Alexis! He has not had any opportunity of understanding +how different things are in your class of life, and he thought it would +show his gratitude and--and--Oh, he is so miserable!' and she was forced +to stop to wipe away her tears. + +'Poor fellow! But it was one of those young men's mistakes that are got +over and outgrown, so you need not grieve over it so much, my dear. My +brother-in-law is on his way home, and I know he means to see what can +be done for Alexis, for your father's sake.' + +'Oh, Miss Mohun, how good you are! I thought you could never forgive us. +And people do say such shocking things.' + +'I know they do, and therefore I am going to ask you to tell me exactly +what intercourse there has been with Gillian.' + +Kalliope did so, and Miss Mohun was struck with the complete accordance +of the two accounts, and likewise by the total absence of all attempt +at self-justification on Miss White's part. If she had in any way +been weak, it had been against her will, and her position had been an +exceedingly difficult one. She spoke in as guarded a manner as possible; +but to such acute and experienced ears as those of her auditor, it +was impossible not to perceive that, while Gillian had been absolutely +simple, and unconscious of all but a kind act of patronage, the youth's +imagination had taken fire, and he had become her ardent worshipper; +with calf-love, no doubt, but with a distant, humble adoration, which +had, whether fortunately or unfortunately, for once found expression in +the valentine so summarily rejected. The drawing and the composition +had been the work of many days, and so much against his sister's protest +that it had been sent without her knowledge, after she had thought +it given up. She had only extracted the confession through his +uncontrollable despair, which made him almost unfit to attend to his +increased work, perhaps by his southern nature exaggerated. + +'The stronger at first, the sooner over,' thought Miss Mohun; but she +knew that consolation betraying her comprehension would not be safe. + +One further discovery she made, namely, that on Sunday, Alexis, foolish +lad, had been so wildly impatient at their having had no notice from +Gillian since her return, that he had gone to the garden to explain, as +he said, his sister's non-appearance there, since she was detained by +her mother's illness. It was the only time he had ever been there, +and he had met no one; but Miss Mohun felt a sinking of heart at the +foreboding that the mauvaises langues would get hold of it. + +The only thing to be decided on was that there must be a suspension +of intercourse, at any rate, till Lady Merrifield's arrival; not in +unkindness, but as best for all. And, indeed, Kalliope had no time to +spare from her mother, whose bloated appearance, poor woman, was the +effect of long-standing disease. + +The daughter's heart was very full of her, and evidently it would have +been a comfort to discuss her condition with this kind friend; but no +more delay was possible; and Miss Mohun had to speed home, in a quandary +how much or how little about Alexis's hopeless passion should be +communicated to its object, and finally deciding that Gillian had better +only be informed that he had been greatly mortified by the rude manner +of rejection, but that the act itself proved that she must abstain from +all renewal of the intercourse till her parents should return. + +But that was not all the worry of the day. Miss Mohun had still to +confront Lady Rotherwood, and, going as soon as the early dinner was +over, found the Marchioness resting after an inspection of houses in +Rockquay. She did not like hotels, she said, and she thought the top of +the cliff too bleak for Phyllis, so that they must move nearer the sea +if the place agreed with her at all, which was doubtful. Miss Mohun was +pretty well convinced that the true objection was the neighbourhood of +Beechcroft Cottage. She said she had come to give some explanation of +what had been said to her sister yesterday. + +'Oh, my dear Jane, Adeline told me all about it yesterday. I am very +sorry for you to have had such a charge, but what could you expect of +girls cast about as they have been, always with a marching regiment?' + +'I do not think Mysie has given you any reason to think her ill brought +up.' + +'A little uncouth at first, but that was all. Oh, no! Mysie is a dear +little girl. I should be very glad to have her with Phyllis altogether, +and so would Rotherwood. But she was very young when Sir Jasper +retired.' + +'And Valetta was younger. Poor little girl! She was naughty, but I do +not think she understood the harm of what she was doing.' + +Lady Rotherwood smiled. + +'Perhaps not; but she must have been deeply involved, since she was the +one amongst all the guilty to be expelled.' + +'Oh, Victoria! Was that what you heard?' + +'Miss Elbury heard it from the governess she was under. Surely she was +the only one not permitted to go up for the examination and removed.' + +'True, but that was our doing--no decree of the High School. Her own +governess is free now, and her mother on her way, and we thought she had +better not begin another term. Yes, Victoria, I quite see that you might +doubt her fitness to be much with Phyllis. I am not asking for that--I +shall try to get her own governess to come at once; but for the child's +sake and her mother's I should like to get this cleared up. May I see +Miss Elbury?' + +'Certainly; but I do not think you will find that she has exaggerated, +though of course her informant may have done so. + +Miss Elbury was of the older generation of governesses, motherly, kind, +but rather prim and precise, the accomplished element being supplied +with diplomaed foreigners, who, since Lady Phyllis's failure in health, +had been dispensed with. She was a good and sensible woman, as Jane +could see, in spite of the annoyance her report had occasioned, and it +was impossible not to assent when she said she had felt obliged, under +the circumstances, to mention to Lady Rotherwood what her cousin had +told her. + +'About both my nieces,' said Jane. 'Yes, I quite understand. But, though +of course the little one's affair is the least important, we had better +get to the bottom of that first, and I should like to tell you what +really happened.' + +She told her story, and how Valetta had been tempted and then bullied +into going beyond the first peeps, and finding she did not produce the +impression she wished, she begged Miss Elbury to talk it over with the +head-mistress. It was all in the telling. Miss Elbury's young cousin, +Miss Mellon, had been brought under rebuke, and into great danger of +dismissal, through Valetta Merrifield's lapse; and it was no wonder +that she had warned her kinswoman against 'the horrid little deceitful +thing,' who had done so much harm to the whole class. 'Miss Mohun was +running about over the whole place, but not knowing what went on in her +own house!' And as to Miss White, Miss Elbury mentioned at last, though +with some reluctance, that it was believed that she had been on the +point of a private marriage, and of going to Italy with young Stebbing, +when her machinations were detected, and he was forced to set off +without her. + +With this in her mind, the governess could not be expected to accept as +satisfactory what was not entire confutation or contradiction, and Miss +Mohun saw that, politely as she was listened to, it was all only treated +as excuse; since there could be no denial of Gillian's folly, and it was +only a question of degree. + +And, provoking as it was, the disappointment might work well for +Valetta. The allegations against Gillian were a far more serious affair, +but much more of these could be absolutely disproved and contradicted; +in fact, all that Miss Mohun herself thought very serious, i.e. the +flirtation element, was shown to be absolutely false, both as regarded +Gillian and Kalliope; but it was quite another thing to convince people +who knew none of the parties, when there was the residuum of truth +undeniable, that there had been secret meetings not only with the girl, +but the youth. To acquit Gillian of all but modern independence and +imprudent philanthropy was not easy to any one who did not understand +her character, and though Lady Rotherwood said nothing more in the form +of censure, it was evident that she was unconvinced that Gillian was not +a fast and flighty girl, and that she did not desire more contact than +was necessary. + +No doubt she wished herself farther off! Lord Rotherwood, she said, +was coming down in a day or two, when he could get away, and then they +should decide whether to take a house or to go abroad, which, after all, +might be the best thing for Phyllis. + +'He will make all the difference,' said Miss Adeline, when the +unsatisfactory conversation was reported to her. + +'I don't know! But even if he did, and I don't think he will, I won't +have Valetta waiting for his decision and admitted on sufferance.' + +'Shall you send her back to school?' + +'No. Poor Miss Vincent is free, and quite ready to come here. Fergus +shall go and sleep among his fossils in the lumber-room, and I will +write to her at once. She will be much better here than waiting at +Silverton, though the Hacketts are very kind to her.' + +'Yes, it will be better to be independent. But all this is very +unfortunate. However, Victoria will see for herself what the children +are. She has asked me to take a drive with her to-morrow if it is not +too cold.' + +'Oh yes, she is not going to make an estrangement. You need not fear +that, Ada. She does not think it your fault.' + +Aunt Jane pondered a little as to what to say to the two girls, and +finally resolved that Valetta had better be told that she was not to +do lessons with Fly, as her behaviour had made Lady Rotherwood doubt +whether she was a good companion. Valetta stamped and cried, and said +it was very hard and cross when she had been so sorry and every one had +forgiven her; but Gillian joined heartily with Aunt Jane in trying +to make the child understand that consequences often come in spite of +pardon and repentance. To Gillian herself, Aunt Jane said as little +as possible, not liking even to give the veriest hint of the foolish +gossip, or of the extent of poor Alexis White's admiration; for it was +enough for the girl to know that concealment had brought her under a +cloud, and she was chiefly concerned as to how her mother would look +on it. She had something of Aunt Jane's impatience of patronage, and +perhaps thought it snobbish to seem concerned at the great lady's +displeasure. + +Mysie was free to run in and out to her sisters, but was still to do +her lessons with Miss Elbury, and Fly took up more of her time than the +sisters liked. Neither she nor Fly were formally told why their +castles vanished into empty air, but there certainly was a continual +disappointment and fret on both sides, which Fly could not bear as well +as when she was in high health, and poor Mysie's loving heart often +found it hard to decide between her urgent claims and those of Valetta! + +But was not mamma coming? and papa? Would not all be well then? Yes, +hearts might bound at the thought. But where was Gillian's great thing?' + +Miss Vincent's coming was really like a beginning of home, in spite +of her mourning and depressed look. It was a great consolation to the +lonely woman to find how all her pupils flew at her, with infinite +delight. She had taken pains to bring a report of all the animals for +Valetta, and she duly admired all Fergus's geological specimens, and +even undertook to print labels for them. + +Mysie would have liked to begin lessons again with her; but this would +have been hard on Fly, and besides, her mother had committed her to the +Rotherwoods, and it was better still to leave her with them. + +The aunts were ready with any amount of kindness and sympathy for the +governess's bereavement, and her presence was a considerable relief in +the various perplexities. + +Even Lady Rotherwood and Miss Elbury had been convinced, and by no means +unwillingly, that Gillian had been less indiscreet than had been their +first impression; but she had been a young lady of the period in her +independence, and was therefore to be dreaded. No more garden trystes +would have been possible under any circumstances, for the house and +garden were in full preparation for the master, who was to meet Lord +Rotherwood to consult about the proposed water-works and other designs +for the benefit of the town where they were the chief landowners. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. -- THE PARTNER + + + +The expected telegram arrived two days later, requesting Miss Mohun to +find a lodging at Rockstone sufficient to contain Sir Jasper and Lady +Merrifield, and a certain amount of sons and daughters, while they +considered what was to be done about Silverfold. + +'So you and I will go out house-hunting, Gillian?' said Aunt Jane, when +she had opened it, and the exclamations were over. + +'I am afraid there is no house large enough up here,' said her sister. + +'No, it is an unlucky time, in the thick of the season.' + +'Victoria said she had been looking at some houses in Bellevue.' + +'I am afraid she will have raised the prices of them.' + +'But, oh, Aunt Jane, we couldn't go to Bellevue Church!' cried Gillian. + +'Your mother would like to be so near the daily services at the Kennel,' +said Miss Mohun. 'Yes, we must begin with those houses. There's nothing +up here but Sorrento, and I have heard enough of its deficiencies!' + +At that moment in came a basket of game, grapes, and flowers, with Lady +Rotherwood's compliments. + +'Solid pudding,' muttered Miss Mohun. 'In this case, I should almost +prefer empty praise. Look here, Ada, what a hamper they must have had +from home! I think I shall, as I am going that way, take a pheasant and +some grapes to the poor Queen of the White Ants; I believe she is really +ill, and it will show that we do not want to neglect them.' + +'Oh, thank you, Aunt Jane!' cried Gillian, the colour rising in her +face, and she was the willing bearer of the basket as she walked down +the steps with her aunt, and along the esplanade, only pausing to +review the notices of palatial, rural, and desirable villas in the +house-agent's window, and to consider in what proportion their claims to +perfection might be reduced. + +As they turned down Ivinghoe Terrace, and were approaching the rusty +garden-gate, they overtook Mrs. Lee, the wife of the organist of St. +Kenelm's, who lodged at Mrs. White's. In former times, before her +marriage, Mrs. Lee had been a Sunday-school teacher at St. Andrew's, and +though party spirit considered her to have gone over to the enemy, there +were old habits of friendly confidence between her and Miss Mohun, and +there was an exchange of friendly greetings and inquiries. When she +understood their errand she rejoiced in it, saying that poor Mrs. White +was very poorly, and rather fractious, and that this supply would be +most welcome both to her and her daughter. + +'Ah, I am afraid that poor girl goes through a great deal!' + +'Indeed she does, Miss Mohun; and a better girl never lived. I cannot +think how she can bear up as she does; there she is at the office +all day with her work, except when she runs home in the middle of the +day--all that distance to dish up something her mother can taste, for +there's no dependence on the girl, nor on little Maura neither. Then she +is slaving early and late to keep the house in order as well as she can, +when her mother is fretting for her attention; and I believe she loses +more than half her night's rest over the old lady. How she bears up, I +cannot guess; and never a cross word to her mother, who is such a trial, +nor to the boys, but looking after their clothes and their lessons, and +keeping them as good and nice as can be. I often say to my husband, I am +sure it is a lesson to live in the house with her.' + +'I am sure she is an excellent girl,' said Miss Mohun. 'I wish we could +do anything to help her.' + +'I know you are a real friend, Miss Mohun, and never was there any young +person who was in greater need of kindness; though it is none of her +fault. She can't help her face, poor dear; and she has never given any +occasion, I am sure, but has been as guarded and correct as possible.' + +'Oh, I was in hopes that annoyance was suspended at least for a time!' + +'You are aware of it then, Miss Mohun? Yes, the young gentleman is come +back, not a bit daunted. Yesterday evening what does he do but drive up +in a cab with a great bouquet, and a basketful of grapes, and what +not! Poor Kally, she ran in to me, and begged me as a favour to come +downstairs with her, and I could do no less. And I assure you, Miss +Mohun, no queen could be more dignified, nor more modest than she was +in rejecting his gifts, and keeping him in check. Poor dear, when he was +gone she burst out crying--a thing I never knew of her before; not that +she cared for him, but she felt it a cruel wrong to her poor mother to +send away the grapes she longed after; and so she will feel these just a +providence.' + +'Then is Mrs. White confined to her room?' + +'For more than a fortnight. For that matter the thing was easier, for +she had encouraged the young man as far as in her lay, poor thing, +though my husband and young Alexis both told her what they knew of him, +and that it would not be for Kally's happiness, let alone the offence to +his father.' + +'Then it really went as far as that?' + +'Miss Mohun, I would be silent as the grave if I did not know that the +old lady went talking here and there, never thinking of the harm she was +doing. She was so carried away by the idea of making a lady of Kally. +She says she was a beauty herself, though you would not think it now, +and she is perfectly puffed up about Kally. So she actually lent an ear +when the young man came persuading Kally to get married and go off to +Italy with him, where he made sure he could come over Mr. White with her +beauty and relationship and all--among the myrtle groves--that was his +expression--where she would have an association worthy of her. I don't +quite know how he meant it to be brought about, but he is one who would +stick at nothing, and of course Kally would not hear of it, and answered +him so as one would think he would never have had the face to address +her again, but poor Mrs. White has done nothing but fret over it, and +blame her daughter for undutifulness, and missing the chance of making +all their fortunes--breaking her heart and her health, and I don't know +what besides. She is half a foreigner, you see, and does not understand, +and she is worse than no one to that poor girl.' + +'And you say he is come back as bad as ever.' + +'Or worse, you may say, Miss Mohun; absence seems only to have set him +the more upon her, and I am afraid that Mrs. White's talk, though it may +not have been to many, has been enough to set it about the place; and +in cases like that, it is always the poor young woman as gets the +blame--especially with the gentleman's own people.' + +'I am afraid so.' + +'And you see she is in a manner at his mercy, being son to one of the +heads of the firm, and in a situation of authority.' + +'What can she do all day at the office?' + +'She keeps one or two of the other young ladies working with her,' said +Mrs. Lee; 'but if any change could be made, it would be very happy for +her; though, after all, I do not see how she could leave this place, the +house being family property, and Mr. White their relation, besides that +Mrs. White is in no state to move; but, on the other hand, Mr. and Mrs. +Stebbing know their son is after her, and the lady would not stick at +believing or saying anything against her, though I will always bear +witness, and so will Mr. Lee, that never was there a more good, +right-minded young woman, or more prudent and guarded.' + +'So would Mr. Flight and his mother, I have no doubt.' + +'Mr. Flight would, Miss Mohun, but'--with an odd look--'I fancy my lady +thinks poor Kally too handsome for it to be good for a young clergyman +to have much to say to her. They have not been so cordial to them of +late, but that is partly owing to poor Mrs. White's foolish talk, and in +part to young Alexis having been desultory and mopy of late--not taking +the interest in his music he did. Mr. Lee says he is sure some young +woman is at the bottom of it.' + +Miss Mohun saw her niece's ears crimson under her hat, and was afraid +Mrs. Lee would likewise see them. They had reached the front of the +house, and she made haste to take out a visiting-card and to beg Mrs. +Lee kindly to give it with the basket, saying that she would not give +trouble by coming to the door. + +And then she turned back with Gillian, who was in a strange tumult of +shame and consternation, yet withal, feeling that first strange thrill +of young womanhood at finding itself capable of stirring emotion, and +too much overcome by these strange sensations--above all by the shock of +shame--to be able to utter a word. + +I must make light of it, but not too light, thought Miss Mohun, and she +broke the ice by saying, 'Poor foolish boy--' + +'Oh, Aunt Jane, what shall I do?' + +'Let it alone, my dear.' + +'But that I should have done so much harm and upset him so'--in a voice +betraying a certain sense of being flattered. 'Can't I do anything to +undo it?' + +'Certainly not. To be perfectly quiet and do nothing is all you can do. +My dear, boys and young men have such foolish fits--more in that station +than in ours, because they have none of the public school and college +life which keeps people out of it. You were the first lady this poor +fellow was brought into contact with, and--well, you were rather a +goose, and he has been a greater one; but if he is let alone, he will +recover and come to his senses. I could tell you of men who have had +dozens of such fits. I am much more interested about his sister. What a +noble girl she is!' + +'Oh, isn't she, Aunt Jane. Quite a real heroine! And now mamma is +coming, she will know what to do for her!' + +'I hope she will, but it is a most perplexing case altogether.' + +'And that horrid young Stebbing is come back too. I am glad she has that +nice Mrs. Lee to help her.' + +'And to defend her,' added Miss Mohun. 'Her testimony is worth a great +deal, and I am glad to know where to lay my hand upon it. And here is +our first house, "Les Rochers." For Madame de Sevigne's sake, I hope it +will do!' + +But it didn't! Miss Mohun got no farther than the hall before she +detected a scent of gas; and they had to betake themselves to the next +vacant abode. The investigating nature had full scope in the various +researches that she made into parlour, kitchen, and hall, desperately +wearisome to Gillian, whose powers were limited to considering how the +family could sit at ease in the downstairs rooms, how they could be +stowed away in the bedrooms, and where there were the prettiest views +of the bay. Aunt Jane, becoming afraid that while she was literally +'ferreting' in the offices Gillian might be meditating on her conquest, +picked up the first cheap book that looked innocently sensational, and +left her to study it on various sofas. And when daylight failed for +inspections, Gillian still had reason to rejoice in the pastime devised +for her, since there was an endless discussion at the agent's, over the +only two abodes that could be made available, as to prices, repairs, +time, and terms. They did not get away till it was quite dark and +the gas lighted, and Miss Mohun did not think the ascent of the steps +desirable, so that they went round by the street. + +'I declare,' exclaimed Miss Mohun, 'there's Mr. White's house lighted +up. He must be come!' + +'I wonder whether he will do anything for Kalliope,' sighed Gillian. + +'Oh, Jenny,' exclaimed Miss Adeline, as the two entered the +drawing-room. 'You have had such a loss; Rotherwood has been here +waiting to see you for an hour, and such an agreeable man he brought +with him!' + +'Who could it have been?' + +'I didn't catch his name--Rotherwood was mumbling in his quick +way--indeed, I am not sure he did not think I knew him. A +distinguished-looking man, like a picture, with a fine white beard, and +he was fresh from Italy; told me all about the Carnival and the curious +ceremonies in the country villages.' + +'From Italy? It can't have been Mr. White.' + +'Mr. White! My dear Jane! this was a gentleman--quite a grand-looking +man. He might have been an Italian nobleman, only he spoke English +too well for that, though I believe those diplomates can speak all +languages. However, you will see, for we are to go and dine with them at +eight o'clock--you, and I, and Gillian.' + +'You, Ada!' + +'Oh! I have ordered the chair round; it won't hurt me with the glasses +up. Gillian, my dear, you must put on the white dress that Mrs. +Grinstead's maid did up for you--it is quite simple, and I should like +you to look nice! Well--oh, how tired you both look! Ring for some fresh +tea, Gillian. Have you found a house?' + +So excited and occupied was Adeline that the house-hunting seemed to +have assumed quite a subordinate place in her mind. It really was an +extraordinary thing for her to dine out, though this was only a family +party next door; and she soon sailed away to hold counsel with Mrs. +Mount on dresses and wraps, and to get her very beautiful hair dressed. +She made by far the most imposing appearance of the three when they +shook themselves out in the ante-room at the hotel, in her softly-tinted +sheeny pale-gray dress, with pearls in her hair, and two beautiful blush +roses in her bosom; while her sister, in black satin and coral, somehow +seemed smaller than ever, probably from being tired, and from the same +cause Gillian had dark marks under her brown eyes, and a much more limp +and languid look than was her wont. + +Fly was seated on her father's knee, looking many degrees better and +brighter, as if his presence were an elixir of life, and when he put her +down to greet the arrivals, both she and Mysie sprang to Gillian to ask +the result of the quest of houses. The distinguished friend was there, +and was talking to Lady Rotherwood about Italian progress, and there was +only time for an inquiry and reply as to the success of the search for a +house before dinner was announced--the little girls disappeared, and the +Marquess gave his arm to his eldest cousin. + +'Grand specimen of marble, isn't he!' he muttered. + +'Ada hasn't the least idea who he is. She thinks him a great diplomate,' +communicated Jane in return, and her arm received an ecstatic squeeze. + +It was amusing to Jane Mohun to see how much like a dinner at Rotherwood +this contrived to be, with my lady's own footman, and my lord's valet +waiting in state. She agreed mentally with her sister that the other +guest was a very fine-looking man, with a picturesque head, and he did +not seem at all out of place or ill-at-ease in the company in which +he found himself. Lord Rotherwood, with a view, perhaps, to prolonging +Adeline's mystification, turned the conversation to Italian politics, +and the present condition and the industries of the people, on all of +which subjects much ready information was given in fluent, good English, +with perhaps rather unnecessarily fine words. It was only towards the +end of the dinner that a personal experience was mentioned about the +impossibility of getting work done on great feast days, or of knowing +which were the greater--and the great dislike of the peasant mind to new +methods. + +When it came to 'At first, I had to superintend every blasting with +gelatine,' the initiated were amused at the expression of Adeline's +countenance, and the suppressed start of frightful conviction that +quivered on her eyelids and the corners of her mouth, though kept +in check by good breeding, and then smoothed out into a resolute +complacency, which convinced her sister that having inadvertently +exalted the individual into the category of the distinguished, she meant +to abide staunchly by her first impression. + +Lady Rotherwood, like most great ladies in public life, was perfectly +well accustomed to have all sorts of people brought home to dinner, and +would have been far less astonished than her cousins at sitting down +with her grocer; but she gave the signal rather early, and on reaching +the sitting-room, where Miss Elworthy was awaiting them, said-- + +'We will leave them to discuss their water-works at their ease. +Certainly residence abroad is an excellent education.' + +'A very superior man,' said Adeline. + +'Those self-made men always are.' + +'In the nature of things, added Miss Mohun, 'or they would not have +mounted.' + +'It is the appendages that are distressing,' said Lady Rotherwood, 'and +they seldom come in one's way. Has this man left any in Italy?' + +'Oh no, none alive. He took his wife there for her health, and that was +the way he came to set up his Italian quarries; but she and his child +both died there long ago, and he has never come back to this place +since,' explained Ada. + +'But he has relations here,' said Jane. 'His cousin was an officer in +Jasper Merrifield's regiment.' + +She hoped to have been saying a word in the cause of the young people, +but she regretted her attempt, for Lady Rotherwood replied-- + +'I have heard of them. A very undeserving family, are they not?' + +Gillian, whom Miss Elworthy was trying to entertain, heard, and could +not help colouring all over, face, neck, and ears, all the more for so +much hating the flush and feeling it observed. + +Miss Mohun's was a very decided, 'I should have said quite the reverse.' + +'Indeed! Well, I heard the connection lamented, for his sake, by--what +was her name? Mrs. Stirling--or--' + +'Mrs. Stebbing,' said Adeline. 'You don't mean that she has actually +called on you?' + +'Is there any objection to her?' asked Lady Rotherwood, with a glance to +see whether the girl was listening. + +'Oh no, no! only he is a mere mason--or quarryman, who has grown rich,' +said Adeline. + +The hostess gave a little dry laugh. + +'Is that all? I thought you had some reason for disapproving of her. I +thought her rather sensible and pleasing.' + +Cringing and flattering, thought Jane; and that is just what these +magnificent ladies like in the wide field of inferiors. But aloud she +could not help saying, 'My principal objection to Mrs. Stebbing is that +I have always thought her rather a gossip--on the scandalous side.' +Then, bethinking herself that it would not be well to pursue the subject +in Gillian's presence, she explained where the Stebbings lived, and +asked how long Lord Rotherwood could stay. + +'Only over Sunday. He is going to look over the place to-morrow, and +next day there is to be a public meeting about it. I am not sure that we +shall not go with him. I do not think the place agrees with Phyllis.' + +The last words were spoken just as the two gentlemen had come in from +the dining-room, rather sooner than was expected, and they were taken +up. + +'Agrees with Phyllis! She looks pounds--nay, hundred-weights better than +when we left home. I mean to have her down to-morrow on the beach for a +lark--castle-building, paddling--with Mysie and Val, and Fergus and all. +That's what would set her up best, wouldn't it, Jane?' + +Jane gave a laughing assent, wondering how much of this would indeed +prove castle-building, though adding that Fergus was at school, and that +it was not exactly the time of year for paddling. + +'Oh, ah, eh! Well, perhaps not--forestalling sweet St. +Valentine--stepping into their nests they paddled. Though St. Valentine +is past, and I thought our fortunes had been made, Mr. White, by calling +this the English Naples, and what not.' + +'Those are the puffs, my lord. There is a good deal of difference even +between this and Rocca Marina, which is some way up the mountain.' + +'It must be very beautiful,' said Miss Ada. + +'Well, Miss Mohun, people do say it is striking.' And he was drawn into +describing the old Italian mansion, purchased on the extinction of an +ancient family of nobles, perched up on the side of a mountain, whose +feet the sea laved, with a terrace whence there was a splendid view of +the Gulf of Genoa, and fine slopes above and below of chestnut-trees +and vineyards; and therewith he gave a hearty invitation to the company +present to visit him there if ever they went to Italy, when he would +have great pleasure in showing them many bits of scenery, and curious +remains that did not fall in the way of ordinary tourists. + +Lady Rotherwood gratefully said she should remember the invitation if +they went to the south, as perhaps they should do that very spring. + +'And,' said Ada, 'you are not to be expected to remain long in this +climate when you have a home like that awaiting you.' + +'Don't call it home, Miss Mohun,' he said. 'I have not had that these +many years; but I declare, the first sound of our county dialect, when +I got out at the station, made my heart leap into my mouth. I could have +shaken hands with the fellow.' + +'Then I hope you will remain here for some time. There is much wanting +to be set going,' said Jane. + +'So I thought of doing, and I had out a young fellow, who I thought +might take my place--my partner's son, young Stebbing. They wrote that +he had been learning Italian, with a view to being useful to me, and so +on; but when he came out, what was he but a fine gentleman--never had +put his hand to a pick, nor a blasting-iron; and as to his Italian, he +told me it was the Italian of Alfieri and Leopardi. Leopardi's Italian +it might be, for it was a very mottled or motley tongue, but he might +as well have talked English or Double-Dutch to our hands, or better, for +they had picked up the meaning of some orders from me before I got used +to their lingo. And then he says 'tis office work and superintendence +he understands. How can you superintend, I told him, what you don't know +yourself? No, no; go home and bring a pair of hands fit for a quarryman, +before I make you overlooker.' + +This was rather delightful, and it further appeared that he could +answer all Jane's inquiries after her beloved promising lads whom he had +deported to the Rocca Marina quarries. + +They were evidently kindly looked after, and she began to perceive that +it was not such a bad place after all for them, more especially as he +was in the act of building them a chapel, and one of his objects in +coming to England was to find a chaplain; and as Lord Rotherwood said, +he had come to the right shop, since Rockquay in the spring was likely +to afford a choice of clergy with weak chests, or better still, with +weak-chested wives, to whom light work in a genial climate would be the +greatest possible boon. + +Altogether the evening was very pleasant, only too short. It was a +curious study for Jane Mohun how far Lady Rotherwood would give way to +her husband. She always seemed to give way, but generally accomplished +her own will in the end, and it was little likely that she would allow +the establishment to await the influx of Merrifields, though certainly +Gillian had done nothing displeasing all that evening except that +terrible blushing, for which piece of ingenuousness her aunt loved her +all the better. + +At half-past ten next morning, however, Lord Rotherwood burst in to +borrow Valetta for a donkey-ride, for which his lady had compounded +instead of the paddling and castle-building, and certainly poor Val +could not do much to corrupt Fly on donkey back, and in his presence. He +further routed out Gillian, nothing loth, from her algebra, bidding her +put on her seven-leagued boots, and not get bent double--and he would +fain have seized on his cousin Jane, but she was already gone off for an +interview with the landlord of the most eligible of the two houses. + +Gillian and Valetta came back very rosy, and in fits of merriment. Lord +Rotherwood had paid the donkey-boys to stay at home, and let him and +Gillian take their place. They had gone out on the common above the +town, with most amusing rivalries as to which drove the beast worst, +making Mysie umpire. Then having attained a delightfully lonely place, +Fly had begged for a race with Valetta, which failed, partly because +Val's donkey would not stir, and partly because Fly could not bear the +shaking; and then Lord Rotherwood himself insisted on riding the donkey +that wouldn't go, and racing Gillian on the donkey that would--and he +made his go so effectually that it ran away with him, and he pulled it +up at last only just in time to save himself from being ignominiously +stopped by an old fishwoman! + +He had, as Aunt Jane said, regularly dipped Gill back into childhood, +and she looked, spoke, and moved all the better for it. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. -- THE ROCKS OF ROCKSTONE + + + +Lord Rotherwood came in to try to wile his cousin to share in the +survey of the country; but she declared it to be impossible, as all +her avocations had fallen into arrear, and she had to find a couple of +servants as well as a house for the Merrifields. This took her in the +direction of the works, and Gillian proposed to go with her as far as +the Giles's, there to sit a little while with Lilian, for whom she had a +new book. + +'My dear, surely you must be tired out!' exclaimed the stay-at-home +aunt. + +'Oh no, Aunt Ada! Quite freshened by that blow on the common.' + +And Miss Mohun was not sorry, thinking that to leave Gillian free to +come home by herself would be the best refutation of Mrs. Mount's doubts +of her. + +They had not, however, gone far on their way--on the walk rather +unfrequented at this time of day--before Gillian exclaimed, 'Is that +Kally? Oh! and who is that with her?' For there certainly was a figure +in somewhat close proximity, the ulster and pork-pie hat being such as +to make the gender doubtful. + +'How late she is! I am afraid her mother is worse,' said Miss Mohun, +quickening her steps a little, and, at the angle of the road, the +pair in front perceived them. Kalliope turned towards them; the +companion--about whom there was no doubt by that time--gave a petulant +motion and hastened out of sight. + +In another moment they were beside Kalliope, who looked shaken and +trembling, with tears in her eyes, which sprang forth at the warm +pressure of her hand. + +'I am afraid Mrs. White is not so well,' said Miss Mohun kindly. + +'She is no worse, I think, thank you, but I was delayed. Are you going +this way? May I walk with you?' + +'I will come with you to the office,' said Miss Mohun, perceiving that +she was in great need of an escort and protector. + +'Oh, thank you, thank you, if it is not too much out of your way.' + +A few more words passed about Mrs. White's illness and what advice she +was having. Miss Mohun could not help thinking that the daughter did not +quite realise the extent of the illness, for she added-- + +'It was a good deal on the nerves and mind. She was so anxious about Mr. +James White's arrival.' + +'Have you not seen him?' + +'Oh no! Not yet.' + +'I think you will be agreeably surprised,' said Gillian. And here they +left her at Mrs. Giles's door. + +'Yes,' added Miss Mohun, 'he gave me the idea of a kind, just man.' + +'Miss Mohun,' said the poor girl, as soon as they were tete-a-tete, 'I +know you are very good. Will you tell me what I ought to do? You saw +just now--' + +'I did; and I have heard.' + +Her face was all in a flame and her voice choked. 'He says--Mr. Frank +does--that his mother has found out, and that she will tell her own +story to Mr. White; and--and we shall all get the sack, as he calls it; +and it will be utter misery, and he will not stir a finger to vindicate +me; but if I will listen to him, he will speak to Mr. White, and bear +me through; but I can't--I can't. I know he is a bad man; I know how he +treated poor Edith Vane. I never can; and how shall I keep out of his +way?' + +'My poor child,' said Miss Mohun, 'it is a terrible position for you; +but you are doing quite right. I do not believe Mr. White would go much +by what that young man says, for I know he does not think highly of +him.' + +'But he does go altogether by Mr. Stebbing--altogether, and I know +he--Mr. Stebbing, I mean--can't bear us, and would not keep us on if +he could help it. He has been writing for another designer--an +artist--instead of me.' + +'Still, you would be glad to have the connection severed?' + +'Oh yes, I should be glad enough to be away; but what would become of my +mother and the children?' + +'Remember your oldest friends are on their way home; and I will try to +speak to Mr. White myself.' + +They had reached the little door of Kalliope's office, which she could +open with a latch-key, and Miss Mohun was just about to say some parting +words, when there was a sudden frightful rumbling sound, something +between a clap of thunder and the carting of stones, and the ground +shook under their feet, while a cry went up--loud, horror-struck men +and women's voices raised in dismay. + +Jane had heard that sound once before. It was the fall of part of the +precipitous cliff, much of which had been quarried away. But in spite +of all precautions, frost and rain were in danger of loosening the +remainder, and wire fences were continually needing to be placed to +prevent the walking above on edges that might be perilous. + +Where was it? What had it done? was the instant thought. Kalliope turned +as pale as death; the girls came screaming and thronging out of their +workshop, the men from their sheds, the women from the cottages, as all +thronged to the more open space beyond the buildings where they could +see, while Miss Mohun found herself clasped by her trembling niece. + +Others were rushing up from the wharf. One moment's glance showed all +familiar with the place that a projecting point, forming a sort of cusp +in the curve of the bay, had gone, and it lay, a great shattered mass, +fragments spreading far and wide, having crashed through the roof of a +stable that stood below. + +There was a general crowding forward to the spot, and crying and +exclamation, and a shouting of 'All right' from above and below. Had +any one come down with it? A double horror seized Miss Mohun as +she remembered that her cousin was to inspect those parts that very +afternoon. + +She caught at the arm of a man and demanded, 'Was any one up there?' + +'Master's there, and some gentlemen; but they hain't brought down with +it,' said the man. 'Don't be afraid, miss. Thank the Lord, no one was +under the rock--horses even out at work.' + +'Thank God, indeed!' exclaimed Miss Mohun, daring now to look up, and +seeing, not very distinctly, some figures of men, who, however, were +too high up and keeping too far from the dangerous broken edge for +recognition. + +Room was made for the two ladies, by the men who knew Miss Mohun, to +push forward, so as to have a clearer view of the broken wall and +roof of the stable, and the great ruddy blue and white veined mass of +limestone rock, turf, and bush adhering to what had been the top. + +There was a moment's silence through the crowd, a kind of awe at the +spectacle and the possibilities that had been mercifully averted. + +Then one of the men said-- + +'That was how it was. I saw one of them above--not Stebbing--No--coming +out to the brow; and after this last frost, not a doubt but that must +have been enough to bring it down.' + +'Not railed off, eh?' said the voice of young Stebbing from among the +crowd. + +'Well, it were marked with big stones where the rail should go,' said +another. 'I know, for I laid 'em myself; but there weren't no orders +given.' + +'There weren't no stones either. Some one been and took 'em away,' added +the first speaker. + +'I see how it is,' Frank Stebbing's metallic voice could plainly be +heard, flavoured with an oath. 'This is your neglect, White, droning, +stuck-up sneak as you always were and will be! I shall report this. +Damage to property, and maybe life, all along of your confounded +idleness.' + +And there were worse imprecations, which made Miss Mohun break out in a +tone of shocked reproof-- + +'Mr. Stebbing!' + +'I beg your pardon, Miss Mohun; I was not aware of your presence--' + +'Nor of a Higher One,' she could not help interposing, while he went on +justifying himself. + +'It is the only way to speak to these fellows; and it is enough to drive +one mad to see what comes of the neglect of a conceited young ass above +his business. Life and property--' + +'But life is safe, is it not?' she interrupted with a shudder. + +'Ay, ay, ma'am,' said the voice of the workman, 'or we should know it by +this time.' + +But at that moment a faint, gasping cry caught Jane's ear. + +Others heard it too. It was a child's voice, and grew stronger after a +moment. It came from the corner of the shed outside the stable. + +'Oh, oh!' cried the women, pressing forward, 'the poor little Fields!' + +Then it was recollected that Mrs. Field--one of those impracticable +women on whom the shafts of school officers were lost, and who was +always wandering in the town--had been seen going out, leaving two small +children playing about, the younger under the charge of the elder. The +father was a carter, and had been sent on some errand with the horses. + +This passed while anxious hands were struggling with stones and earth, +foremost among them Alexis White. The utmost care was needful to prevent +the superincumbent weight from falling in and crushing the life there +certainly was beneath, happily not the rock from above, but some of the +debris of the stable. Frank Stebbing and the foreman had to drive back +anxious crowds, and keep a clear space. + +Then came running, shrieking, pushing her way through the men, the poor +mother, who had to be forcibly withheld by Miss Mohun and one of the +men from precipitating herself on the pile of rubbish where her children +were buried, and so shaking it as to make their destruction certain. + +Those were terrible moments; but when the mother's voice penetrated to +the children, a voice answered-- + +'Mammy, mammy get us out, there's a stone on Tommy,'--at least so the +poor woman understood the lispings, almost stifled; and she shrieked +again, 'Mammy's coming, darlings!' + +The time seemed endless, though it was probably only a few minutes +before it was found that the children were against the angle of the +shed, where the wall and a beam had protected the younger, a little girl +of five, who seemed to be unhurt. But, alas! though the boy's limbs were +not crushed, a heavy stone had fallen on his temple. + +The poor woman would not believe that life was gone. She disregarded the +little one, who screamed for mammy and clutched her skirts, in spite of +the attempts of the women to lift her up and comfort her; and gathering +the poor lifeless boy in her arms, she alternately screamed for the +doctor and uttered coaxing, caressing calls to the child. + +She neither heard nor heeded Miss Mohun, with whom, indeed, her +relations had not been agreeable; and as a young surgeon, sniffing the +accident from afar, had appeared on the scene, and had, at the first +glance, made an all too significant gesture, Jane thought it safe +to leave the field to him and a kind, motherly, good neighbour, who +promised her to send up to Beechcroft Cottage in case there was anything +to be done for the unhappy woman or the poor father. Mr. Hablot, who now +found his way to the spot, promised to walk on and prepare him: he was +gone with a marble cross to a churchyard some five miles off. + +Gillian had not spoken a word all this time. She felt perfectly stunned +and bewildered, as if it was a dream, and she could not understand it. +Only for a moment did she see the bleeding face and prone limbs of the +poor boy, and that sent a shuddering horror over her, so that she felt +like fainting; but she had so much recollection and self-consciousness, +that horror of causing a sensation and giving trouble sent the blood +back to her heart, and she kept her feet by holding hard to her aunt's +arm and presently Miss Mohun felt how tight and trembling was the grasp, +and then saw how white she was. + +'My dear, we must get home directly,' she said kindly. 'Lean on +me--there.' + +There was leisure now, as they turned away, for others to see the young +lady's deadly paleness, and there were invitations to houses and offers +of all succours at hand, but the dread of 'a fuss' further revived +Gillian, and all that was accepted was a seat for a few moments and a +glass of water, which Aunt Jane needed almost as much as she did. + +Though the girl's colour was coming back, and she said she could walk +quite well, both had such aching knees and such shaken limbs that they +were glad to hold by each other as they mounted the sloping road, and +half-way up Gillian came to a sudden stop. + +'Aunt Jane,' she said, panting and turning pale again, 'you heard that +dreadful man. Oh! do you think it was true? Fergus's bit of spar--Alexis +not minding. Oh! then it is all our doing!' + +'I can't tell. Don't you think about it now,' said Aunt Jane, feeling as +if the girl were going to swoon on the spot in the shock. 'Consequences +are not in our hands. Whatever it came from, and very sad it was, there +was great mercy, and we have only to thank God it was no worse.' + +When at last aunt and niece reached home, they had no sooner opened the +front door than Adeline came almost rushing out of the drawing-room. + +'Oh! my dearest Jane,' she cried, clasping and kissing her sister, +'wasn't it dreadful? Where were you? Mr. White knows no one was hurt +below, but I could not be easy till you came in.' + +'Mr. White!' + +'Yes; Mr. White was so kind as to come and tell me--and about +Rotherwood.' + +'What about Rotherwood?' exclaimed Miss Mohun, advancing into the +drawing-room, where Mr. White had risen from his seat. + +'Nothing to be alarmed about. Indeed, I assure you, his extraordinary +presence of mind and agility--' + +'What was it?' as she and Gillian each sank into a chair, the one +breathless, the other with the faintness renewed by the fresh shock, but +able to listen as Mr. White told first briefly, then with more detail, +how--as the surveying party proceeded along the path at the top of the +cliffs, he and Lord Rotherwood comparing recollections of the former +outline, now much changed by quarrying--the Marquis had stepped out to +a slightly projecting point; Mr. Stebbing had uttered a note of warning, +knowing how liable these promontories were to break away in the end of +winter, and happily Lord Rotherwood had turned and made a step or two +back, when the rock began to give way under his feet, so that, being a +slight and active man, a spring and bound forward had actually carried +him safely to the firm ground, and the others, who had started back in +self-preservation, then in horror, fully believing him borne down to +destruction, saw him the next instant lying on his face on the path +before them. When on his feet, he had declared himself unhurt, and +solely anxious as to what the fall of rock might have done beneath; but +he was reassured by those cries of 'All right' which were uttered before +the poor little Fields were discovered; and then, when the party were +going to make their way down to inspect the effects of the catastrophe, +he had found that he had not escaped entirely unhurt. Of course he had +been forced to leap with utter want of heed, only as far and wide as +he could, and thus, though he had lighted on his feet, he had fallen +against a stone, and pain and stiffness of shoulder made themselves +apparent; though he would accept no help in walking back to the hotel, +and was only anxious not to frighten his wife and daughter, and desired +Mr. White, who had volunteered to go, to tell the ladies next door that +he was convinced it was nothing, or, if anything, only a trifle of a +collar-bone. Mr. White had, since the arrival of the surgeon, made +an expedition of inquiry, and heard this verdict confirmed, with the +further assurance that there was no cause for anxiety. The account +of the damage and disaster below was new to him, as his partner had +declared the stables to be certain to be empty, and moreover in need of +being rebuilt; and he departed to find Mr. Stebbing and make inquiries. + +Miss Mohun, going to the hotel, saw the governess, and heard that all +was going on well, and that Lord Rotherwood insisted that nothing was +the matter, and would not hear of going to bed, but was lying on the +sofa in the sitting-room. Her ladyship presently came out, and confirmed +the account; but Jane agreed with her that, if possible, the knowledge +of the poor child's death should be kept from him that night, lest the +shock should make him feverish. However, in that very moment when she +was off guard, the communication had been made by his valet, only too +proud to have something to tell, and with the pleasing addition that +Miss Mohun had had a narrow escape. Whereupon ensued an urgent message +to Miss Mohun to come and tell him all about it. + +Wife and cousin exchanged glances of consternation, and perhaps each +knew she might be thankful that he did not come himself instead +of sending, and yet feared that the abstinence was a proof more of +incapacity than of submission. + +Lying there in a dressing-gown over a strapped shoulder, he showed his +agitation by being more than usually unable to finish a sentence. + +'Jenny, Jenny--you are--are you all safe? not frightened?' + +'Oh no, no, I was a great way off; I only heard the noise, and I did not +know you were there.' + +'Ah! there must be--something must be meant for me to do. Heaven must +mean--thank Him! But is it true--a poor child? Can't one ever be foolish +without hurting more than one's self?' + +Jane told him the truth calmly and quietly, explaining that the survivor +was entirely unhurt, and the poor little victim could not have suffered; +adding with all her heart, 'The whole thing was full of mercy, and I +do not think you need blame yourself for heedlessness, for it was an +accident that the place was not marked.' + +'Shameful neglect' said Lady Rotherwood. + +'The partner--what's-his-name--Stebbing--said something about his +son being away. An untrustworthy substitute, wasn't there?' said Lord +Rotherwood. + +'The son was the proficient in Leopardine Italian we heard of last +night,' said Jane. 'I don't know what he may be as an overlooker here. +He certainly fell furiously on the substitute, a poor cousin of Mr. +White's own, but I am much afraid the origin of the mischief was nearer +home--Master Fergus's geological researches.' + +'Fergus! Why, he is a mite.' + +'Yes, but Maurice encore. However, I must find out from him whether this +is only a foreboding of my prophetic soul!' + +'Curious cattle,' observed Lord Rotherwood. + +'Well,' put in his wife, 'I do not think Ivinghoe has ever given us +cause for anxiety.' + +'Exactly the reason that I am always expecting him to break out in some +unexpected place! No, Victoria,' he added, seeing that she did not like +this, 'I am quite ready to allow that we have a model son, and I only +pity him for not having a model father.' + +'Well, I am not going to stay and incite you to talk nonsense,' said +Jane, rising to depart; 'I will let you know my discoveries.' + +She found Fergus watching for her at the gate, with the appeal, 'Aunt +Jane, there's been a great downfall of cliff, and I want to see what +formations it has brought to light, but they won't let me through to +look at it, though I told them White always did.' + +'I do not suppose that they will allow any one to meddle with it at +present,' said Aunt Jane; then, as Fergus made an impatient exclamation, +she added, 'Do you know that a poor little boy was killed, and Cousin +Rotherwood a good deal hurt?' + +'Yes,' said Fergus, 'Big Blake said so.' + +'And now, Fergus, I want to know where you took that large stone from +that you showed me with the crack of spar.' + +'With the micaceous crystals,' corrected Fergus. 'It was off the top of +that very cliff that fell down, so I am sure there must be more in it; +and some one else will get them if they won't let me go and see for +them.' + +'And Alexis White gave you leave to take it?' + +'Oh yes, I always ask him.' + +'Were you at the place when you asked him, Fergus?' + +'At the place on the cliff? No. For I couldn't find him for a long time, +and I carried it all the way down the steps.' + +'And you did not tell him where it came from?' + +'He didn't ask. Indeed, Aunt Jane, I always did show him what I took, +and he would have let me in now, only he was not at the office; and the +man at the gate, Big Blake, was as savage as a bear, and slammed the +door on me, and said they wouldn't have no idle boys loafing +about there. And when I said I wasn't an idle boy but a scientific +mineralogist, and that Mr. Alexis White always let me in, he laughed in +my face, and said Mr. Alexis had better look out for himself. I shall +tell Stebbing how cheeky he was.' + +'My dear Fergus, there was good reason for keeping you out. You did not +know it, nor Alexis; but those stones were put to show that the cliff +was getting dangerous, and to mark where to put an iron fence; and it +was the greatest of mercies that Rotherwood's life was saved.' + +The boy looked a little sobered, but his aunt had rather that his next +question had not been: 'Do you think they will let me go there again!' + +However, she knew very well that conviction must slowly soak in, and +that nothing would be gained by frightening him, so that all she did +that night was to send a note by Mysie to her cousin, explaining her +discovery; and she made up her mind to take Fergus to the inquest +the next day, since his evidence would exonerate Alexis from the most +culpable form of carelessness. + +Only, however, in the morning, when she had ascertained the hour of the +inquest, did she write a note to Mrs. Edgar to explain Fergus's absence +from school, or inform the boy of what she intended. On the whole he +was rather elated at being so important as to be able to defend Alexis +White, and he was quite above believing that scientific research could +be reckoned by any one as mischief. + +Just as Miss Mohun had gone up to get ready, Mysie ran in to say that +Cousin Rotherwood would be at the door in a moment to take Fergus down. + +'Lady Rotherwood can't bear his going,' said Mysie, 'and Mr. White and +Mr. Stebbing say that he need not; but he is quite determined, though he +has got his arm in a sling, for he says it was all his fault for going +where he ought not. And he won't have the carriage, for he says it would +shake his bones ever so much more than Shank's mare.' + +'Just like him,' said Aunt Jane. 'Has Dr. Dagger given him leave?' + +'Yes; he said it wouldn't hurt him; but Lady Rotherwood told Miss Elbury +she was sure he persuaded him.' + +Mysie's confused pronouns were cut short by Lord Rotherwood's own +appearance. + +'You need not go, Jane,' he said. 'I can take care of this little +chap. They'll not chop off his head in the presence of one of the +Legislature.' + +'Nice care to begin by chaffing him out of his wits,' she retorted. 'The +question is, whether you ought to go.' + +'Yes, Jenny, I must go. It can't damage me; and besides, to tell the +truth, it strikes me that things will go hard with that unlucky young +fellow if some one is not there to stand up for him and elicit Fergus's +evidence.' + +'Alexis White!' + +'White--ay, a cousin or something of the exemplary boss. He's been +dining with his partners--the old White, I mean--and they've been +cramming him--I imagine with a view to scapegoat treatment--jealousy, +and all the rest of it. If there is not a dismissal, there's a hovering +on the verge.' + +'Exactly what I was afraid of,' said Jane. 'Oh, Rotherwood, I could +tell you volumes. But may I not come down with you? Could not I do +something?' + +'Well, on the whole, you are better away, Jenny. Consider William's +feelings. Womankind, even Brownies, are better out of it. Prejudice +against proteges, whether of petticoats or cassocks--begging your +pardon. I can fight battles better as an unsophisticated stranger coming +down fresh, though I don't expect any one from the barony of Beechcroft +to believe it, and maybe the less I know of your volumes the better till +after-- + +'Oh, Rotherwood, as if I wasn't too thankful to have you to send for +me!' + +'There! I've kept the firm out there waiting an unconscionable time. +They'll think you are poisoning my mind. Come along, you imp of science. +Trust me, I'll not bully him, though it's highly tempting to make the +chien chasser de race.' + +'Oh, Aunt Jane, won't you go?' exclaimed Gillian in despair, as her +cousin waved a farewell at the gate. + +'No, my dear; it is not for want of wishing, but he is quite right. He +can do much better than I could.' + +'But is he in earnest, aunt?' + +'Oh yes, most entirely, and I quite see that he is right--indeed I do, +Gillian. People pretend to defer to a lady, but they really don't like +her poking her nose in, and, after all, I could have no right to say +anything. My only excuse for going was to take care of Fergus.' + +A further token of Lord Rotherwood's earnestness in the cause was the +arrival of his servant, who was to bring down the large stone which +Master Merrifield had moved, and who conveyed it in a cab, being much +too grand to carry it through the streets. + +Gillian was very unhappy and restless, unable to settle to anything, and +linking cause and effect together disconsolately in a manner Mysie, whom +she admitted to her confidence, failed to understand. + +'It was a great pity Fergus did not show Alexis where the stone came +from, but I don't see what your not giving him his lessons had to do +with it. Made him unhappy? Oh! Gilly dear, you don't mean any one would +be too unhappy to mind his business for such nonsense as that! I am sure +none of us would be so stupid if Mr. Pollock forgot our Greek lessons.' + +'Certainly not,' said Gillian, almost laughing; 'but you don't +understand, Mysie. It was the taking him up and letting him down, and I +could not explain it, and it looked so nasty and capricious.' + +'Well, I suppose you ought to have asked Aunt Jane's leave; but I do +think he must be a ridiculous young man if he could not attend to his +proper work because you did not go after him when you were only just +come home.' + +'Ah, Mysie, you don't understand!' + +Mysie opened a round pair of brown eyes, and said, 'Oh! I did think +people were never so silly out of poetry. There was Wilfrid in Hokeby, +to be sure. He was stupid enough about Matilda; but do you mean that he +is like that!' + +'Don't, don't, you dreadful child; I wish I had never spoken to you,' +cried Gillian, overwhelmed with confusion. 'You must never say a word to +any living creature.' + +'I am sure I shan't,' said Mysie composedly; 'for, as far as I can see, +it is all stuff. This Alexis never found out what Fergus was about with +the stone, and so the mark was gone, and Cousin Rotherwood trod on it, +and the poor little boy was killed; but as to the rest, Nurse Halfpenny +would say it was all conceited maggots; and how you can make so much +more fuss about that than about the poor child being crushed, I can't +make out.' + +'But if I think it all my fault?' + +'That's maggots,' returned Mysie with uncompromising common-sense. 'You +aren't old enough, nor pretty enough, for any of that kind of stuff, +Gill!' + +And Gillian found that either she must go without comprehension, or have +a great deal more implied, if she turned for sympathy to any one save +Aunt Jane, who seemed to know exactly how the land lay. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. -- VANISHED + + + +It seemed to be a very long time before the inquest was over, and Aunt +Jane had almost yielded to her niece's impatience and her own, and +consented to walk down to meet the intelligence, when Fergus +came tearing in, 'I've seen the rock, and there is a flaw of +crystallisation in it! And the coroner-man called me an incipient +geologist.' + +'But the verdict?' + +'They said it was accidental death, and something about more care being +taken and valuable lives endangered.' + +'And Alexis White--' + +'Oh! there was a great bother about his not being there. They said it +looked very bad; but they could not find him.' + +'Not find him! Oh! Where is Cousin Rotherwood?' + +'He is coming home, and he said I might run on, and tell you that if you +had time to come in to the hotel he would tell you about it.' + +With which invitation Miss Mohun hastened to comply; Gillian was ardent +to come too, and it seemed cruel to prevent her; but, besides that Jane +thought that her cousin might be tired enough to make his wife wish him +to see as few people as possible, she was not sure that Gillian might +not show suspicious agitation, and speech and action would not be free +in her presence. So the poor girl was left to extract what she could +from her little brother, which did not amount to much. + +It was a propitious moment, for Jane met Lord Rotherwood at the door of +the hotel, parting with Mr. White; she entered with him, and his wife, +after satisfying herself that he was not the worse for his exertions, +was not sorry that he should have his cousin to keep him quiet in his +easy-chair while she went off to answer a pile of letters which had just +been forwarded from home. + +'Well, Jenny,' he said, 'I am afraid your protege does not come out of +it very well; that is, if he is your protege. He must be an uncommonly +foolish young man.' + +'I reserve myself on that point. But is it true that he never appeared?' + +'Quite true.' + +'Didn't they send for him?' + +'Yes; but he could not be found, either at the works or at home. +However, the first might be so far accounted for, since he met at his +desk a notice of dismissal from White and Stebbing.' + +'No! Really. Concocted at that unlucky dinner yesterday! But, of course, +it was not immediate.' + +'Of course not, and perhaps something might have been done for him; but +a man who disappears condemns himself.' + +'But what for? I hope Fergus explained that the stone was not near the +spot when he showed it.' + +'Yes; Fergus spoke up like a little man, and got more credit than he +deserved. If they had known that of all varieties of boys the scientific +is the worst imp of mischief! It all went in order due--surgeon +explained injuries to poor little being--men how the stone came down and +they dug him out--poor little baby-sister made out her sad little +story. That was the worst part of all. Something must be done for that +child--orphanage or something--only unluckily there's the father and +mother. Poor father! he is the one to be pitied. I mean to get at him +without the woman. Well, then came my turn, and how I am afflicted with +the habit of going where I ought not, and, only by a wonderful mercy, +was saved from being part of the general average below. Then we got +to the inquiry, Were not dangerous places railed off? Yes, Stebbing +explained that it was the rule of the firm to have the rocks regularly +inspected once a month, and once a fortnight in winter and spring, when +the danger is greater. If they were ticklish, the place was marked +at the moment with big stones, reported, and railed off. An old +foreman-sort of fellow swore to having detected the danger, and put +stones. He had reported it. To whom? To Mr. Frank. Yes, he thought it +was Mr. Frank, just before he went away. It was this fellow's business +to report it and send the order, it seems, and in his absence Alexander +White, or whatever they call him, took his work. Well, the old man +doesn't seem to know whether he mentioned the thing to young White or +not, which made his absence more unlucky; but, anyway, the presence of +the stones was supposed to be a sufficient indication of the need of the +rail, or to any passenger to avoid the place. In fact, if Master White +had been energetic, he would have seen to the thing. I fancy that is the +long and short of it. But when the question came how the stones came to +be removed, I put Fergus forward. The foreman luckily could identify his +stone by the precious crack of spar; and the boy explained how he +had lugged it down, and showed it to his friend far away from its +place--had, in fact, turned over and displaced all the lot.' + +'Depend upon it, Alexis has gone out of the way to avoid accusing +Fergus!' + +'Don't make me start, it hurts; but do you really believe that, +Jane--you, the common-sense female of the family?' + +'Indeed I do, he is a romantic, sensitive sort of fellow, who would not +defend himself at the boy's expense.' + +'Whew! He might have stood still and let Fergus defend him, then, +instead of giving up his own cause.' + +'And how did it end?' + +'Accidental death, of course; couldn't be otherwise; but censure on the +delay and neglect of precaution, which the common opinion of the Court +naturally concentrated on the absent; though, no doubt, the first +omission was young Stebbing's; but owing to the hurry of his start for +Italy, that was easily excused. And even granting that Fergus did the +last bit of mischief, your friend may be romantically generous, if you +please; but he must have been very slack in his work.' + +'Poor fellow--yes. Now before I tell you what I know about him, I should +like to hear how Mr. Stebbing represents him. You know his father was a +lieutenant in the Royal Wardours.' + +'Risen from the ranks, a runaway cousin of White's. Yes, and there's a +son in a lawyer's office always writing to White for money.' + +'Oh! I never had much notion of that eldest--' + +'They have no particular claim on White; but when the father died he +wrote to Stebbing to give those that were old enough occupation at the +works, and see that the young ones got educated.' + +'So he lets the little boys go to the National School, though there's no +great harm in that as yet.' + +'He meant to come and see after them himself, and find out what they +are made of. But meantime this youth, who did well at first, is always +running after music and nonsense of all kinds, thinking himself above +his business, neglecting right and left; while as to the sister, she is +said to be very clever at designing--both ways in fact--so determined to +draw young Stebbing in, that, having got proof of it at last, they have +dismissed her too. And, Jane, I hardly like to tell you, but somehow +they mix Gillian up in the business. They ate it up again when I cut +them short by saying she was my cousin, her mother and you like my +sisters. I am certain it is all nonsense, but had you any notion of any +such thing? It is insulting you, though, to suppose you had not,' he +added, as he saw her air of acquiescence; 'so, of course, it is all +right.' + +'It is not all right, but not so wrong as all that. Oh no! and I know +all about it from poor Gill herself and the girl. Happily they are +both too good girls to need prying. Well, the case is this. There was +a quarrel about a love story between the two original Whites, who must +both have had a good deal of stuff in them. Dick ran away, enlisted, +rose, and was respected by Jasper, etc., but was married to a +Greco-Hibernian wife, traditionally very beautiful, poor woman, though +rather the reverse at present. Lily and her girls did their best for the +young people with good effect on the eldest girl, who really in looks +and ways is worthy of her Muse's name, Kalliope. Father had to retire +with rank of captain, and died shortly after. Letters failed to reach +the Merrifields, who were on the move. This Quarry cousin was written +to, and gave the help he described to you. Perhaps it was just, but +it disappointed them, and while the father lived, Alexis had been +encouraged to look to getting to the University and Holy Orders. He has +a good voice, and the young curate at the Kennel patronised him, perhaps +a little capriciously, but I am not quite sure. All this was unknown +to me till the Merrifield children came, and Gillian, discovering these +Whites, flew upon them in the true enthusiastic Lily-fashion, added to +the independence of the modern maiden mistrustful of old cats of aunts. +Like a little goose, she held trystes with Kalliope, through the rails +at the top of the garden on Sunday afternoons.' + +'Only Kalliope!' + +'Cela va sans dire. The brother was walking the young ones on the cliffs +whence she had been driven by the attentions of Master Frank Stebbing. +Poor thing, she is really beautiful enough to be a misfortune to her, +and so is the youth--Maid of Athens, Irish eyes, plus intellect. Gill +lent books, and by and by volunteered to help the lad with his Greek.' + +'Whew--' + +'Just as she would teach a night-school class. She used to give him +lessons at his sister's office. I find that as soon as Kalliope found it +was unknown to me she protested, and did all in her power to prevent it, +but Gillian had written all to her mother, and thought that sufficient.' + +'And Lily--? Victoria would have gone crazy--supposing such a thing +possible,' he added, sotto voce. + +'Lily was probably crazy already between her sick husband and her bridal +daughters, for she answered nothing intelligible. However, absence gave +time for reflection, and Gillian came home after her visits convinced by +her own good sense and principle that she had not acted fairly towards +us, so that, of her own accord, the first thing she did was to tell me +the whole, and how much the sister had always objected. She was quite +willing that I should talk it over with Kalliope before she went near +them again, but I have never been able really to do so.' + +'Then it was all Greek and--"Lilyism!" Lily's grammar over again, eh!' + +'On her side, purely so--but I am afraid she did upset the boy's mind. +He seems to have been bitterly disappointed at what must have appeared +like neglect and offence--and oh! you know how silly youths can be--and +he had Southern blood too, poor fellow, and he went mooning and moping +about, I am afraid really not attending to his business; and instead +of taking advantage of the opening young Stebbing's absence gave him of +showing his abilities, absolutely gave them the advantage against him, +by letting them show him up as an idle fellow.' + +'Or worse. Stebbing talked of examining the accounts, to see if there +were any deficiency.' + +'That can be only for the sake of prejudicing Mr. White--they cannot +really suspect him.' + +'If not, it was very good acting, and Stebbing appears to me just the +man to suspect a parson's pet, and a lady's--as he called this unlucky +fellow.' + +'Ask any of the workmen--ask Mr. Flight.' + +'Well, I wish he had come to the front. It looks bad for him, and your +plea, Jenny, is more like Lily than yourself.' + +'Thank you; I had rather be like Lily than myself.' + +'And you are equally sure that the sister is maligned?' + +'Quite sure--on good evidence--the thing is how to lay it all before Mr. +White, for you see these Stebbings evidently want to prevent him from +taking to his own kindred--you must help me, Rotherwood.' + +'When I am convinced,' he said. 'My dear Jenny, I beg your pardon--I +have an infinite respect for your sagacity, but allow me to observe, +though your theory holds together, still it has rather an ancient and +fish-like smell.' + +'I only ask you to investigate, and make him do so. Listen to any one +who knows, to any one but the Stebbings, and you will find what an +admirable girl the sister is, and that the poor boy is perfectly +blameless of anything but being forced into a position for which he was +never intended, and of all his instincts rebelling.' + +They were interrupted by the arrival of the doctor, whom Lady Rotherwood +had bound over to come and see whether her husband was the worse for his +exertions. He came in apologising most unnecessarily for his tardiness. +And in the midst of Miss Mohun's mingled greeting and farewell, she +stood still to hear him say that he had been delayed by being called +in to that poor woman, Mrs. White, who had had a fit on hearing the +policeman inquiring for that young scamp, her son. + +'The policeman!' ejaculated Jane in consternation. + +'It was only to summon him to attend the inquest,' explained Dr. Dagger, +'but there was no one in the house with her but a little maid, and the +shock was dreadful. If he has really absconded, it looks exceedingly ill +for him.' + +'I believe he has only been inattentive,' said Jane firmly, knowing that +she ought to go, and yet feeling constrained to wait long enough to ask +what was the state of the poor mother, and if her daughter were with +her. + +'The daughter was sent for, and seems to be an effective +person--uncommonly handsome, by the bye. The attack was hysteria, but +there is evidently serious disease about her, which may be accelerated.' + +'I thought so. I am afraid she has had no advice.' + +'No; I promised the daughter to come and examine her to-morrow when she +is calmer, and if that son is good for anything, he may have returned.' + +And therewith Jane was forced to go away, to carry this wretched news to +poor Gillian. + +Aunt and niece went as soon as the mid-day meal was over to inquire for +poor Mrs. White, and see what could be done. She was sleeping under an +opiate, and Kalliope came down, pale as marble, but tearless. She +knew nothing of her brother since she had given him his breakfast that +morning. He had looked white and haggard, and had not slept, neither did +he eat. She caught at the theory that had occurred to Miss Mohun, that +he did not like to accuse Fergus, for even to her he had not mentioned +who had removed the stone. In that case he might return at night. Yet +it was possible that he did not know even now whence the stone had come, +and it was certain that he had been at his office that morning, and +opened the letter announcing his dismissal. Kalliope, going later, had +found the like notice, but had had little time to dwell on it before +she had been summoned home to her mother. Poor Mrs. White had been much +shaken by the first reports of yesterday's accident, which had been so +told to her as to alarm her for both her children; and when her little +maid rushed in to say that 'the pelis was come after Mr. Alec,' it was +no wonder that her terror threw her into a most alarming state, which +made good Mrs. Lee despatch her husband to bring home Kalliope; and +as the attack would not yield to the soothing of the women or to their +domestic remedies, but became more and more delirious and convulsive, +the nearest doctor was sent for, and Dr. Dagger, otherwise a higher +flight than would have been attempted, was caught on his way and brought +in to discover how serious her condition already was. + +This Kalliope told them with the desperate quietness of one who could +not afford to give way. Her own affairs were entirely swallowed up in +this far greater trouble, and for the present there were no means of +helping her. Mr. and Mrs. Lee were thoroughly kind, and ready to give +her efficient aid in her home cares and her nursing; and it could only +be hoped that Alexis might come back in the evening, and set the poor +patient's mind at rest. + +'We will try to make Mr. White come to a better understanding,' said +Miss Mohun kindly. + +'Thank you' said Kalliope, pushing back her hair with a half-bewildered +look. 'I remember my poor mother was very anxious about that. But it +seems a little thing now.' + +'May God bless and help you, my dear,' said Miss Mohun, with a parting +kiss. + +Gillian had not spoken all the time; but outside she said--'Oh, aunt! is +this my doing?' + +'Not quite,' said Aunt Jane kindly. 'There were other causes.' + +'Oh, if I could do anything!' + +'Alas! it is easier to do than to undo.' + +Aunt Jane was really kind, and Gillian was grateful, but oh, how she +longed for her mother! + +There was no better news the next morning. Nothing had been heard of +Alexis, and nothing would persuade his mother in her half-delirious and +wholly unreasonable state that he had not been sent to prison, and that +they were not keeping it from her. She was exceedingly ill, and Kalliope +had been up all night with her. + +Such was the report in a note sent up by Mrs. Lee by one of the little +boys early in the morning, and, as soon as she could reasonably do so, +Miss Mohun carried the report to Lord Rotherwood, whom she found much +better, and anxious to renew the tour of inspection which had been +interrupted. + +Before long, Mr. White was shown in, intending to resume the business +discussion, and Miss Mohun was about to retreat with Lady Rotherwood, +when her cousin, taking pity on her anxiety, said-- + +'If you will excuse me for speaking about your family matters, Mr. +White, my cousin knows these young people well, and I should like you to +hear what she has been telling me.' + +'A gentleman has just been calling on me about them,' said Mr. White, +not over-graciously. + +'Mr. Flight?' asked Jane anxiously. + +'Yes; a young clergyman, just what we used to call Puseyite when I left +England; but that name seems to be gone out now.' + +'Anyway,' said Jane, 'I am sure he had nothing but good to say of Miss +White, or indeed of her brother; and I am afraid the poor mother is very +ill.' + +'That's true, Miss Mohun; but you see there may be one side to a lady or +a parson, and another to a practical man like my partner. Not but that I +should be willing enough to do anything in reason for poor Dick's widow +and children, but not to keep them in idleness, or letting them think +themselves too good to work.' + +'That I am sure these two do not. Their earnings quite keep the family. +I know no one who works harder than Miss White, between her business, +her lodgers, the children, and her helpless mother.' + +'I saw her mosaics--very fair, very clever, some of them; but I'm afraid +she is a sad little flirt, Miss Mohun.' + +'Mr. White,' said Lord Rotherwood, 'did ever you hear of a poor girl +beset by an importunate youth, but his family thought it was all her +fault?' + +'If Mr. White would see her,' said Jane, 'he would understand at a +glance that the attraction is perfectly involuntary; and I know from +other sources how persistently she has avoided young Stebbing; giving up +Sunday walks to prevent meeting him, accepting nothing from him, always +avoiding tete-a-tetes.' + +'Hum! But tell me this, madam,' said Mr. White eagerly, 'how is it that, +if these young folks are so steady and diligent as you would make out, +that eldest brother writes to me every few months for help to support +them?' + +'Oh!' Jane breathed out, then, rallying, 'I know nothing about that +eldest. Yes, I do though! His sister told my niece that all the rents +of the three houses went to enable Richard to appear as he ought at the +solicitor's office at Leeds.' + +'There's a screw loose somewhere plainly,' said Lord Rotherwood. + +'The question is, where it is,' said Mr. White. + +'And all I hope, said Jane, 'is that Mr. White will judge for himself +when he has seen Kalliope and made inquiries all round. I do not say +anything for the mother, poor thing, except that she is exceedingly ill +just now, but I do thoroughly believe in the daughter.' + +'And this runaway scamp, Miss Mohun?' + +'I am afraid he is a runaway; but I am quite sure he is no scamp,' said +Jane. + +'Only so clever as to be foolish, eh?' said the Marquis, rather +provokingly. + +'Exactly so,' she answered; 'and I am certain that if Mr. White will +trust to his own eyes and his own inquiries, he will find that I am +right.' + +She knew she ought to go, and Lord Rotherwood told her afterwards, 'That +was not an ill-aimed shaft, Jane. Stebbing got more than one snub over +the survey. I see that White is getting the notion that there's a system +of hoodwinking going on, and of not letting him alone, and he is not the +man to stand that.' + +'If he only would call on Kalliope!' + +'I suspect he is afraid of being beguiled by such a fascinating young +woman.' + +It was a grievous feature in the case to Gillian that she could really +do nothing. Mrs. White was so ill that going to see Kalliope was of no +use, and Maura was of an age to be made useful at home; and there were +features in the affair that rendered it inexpedient for Gillian to speak +of it except in the strictest confidence to Aunt Jane or Mysie. It was +as if she had touched a great engine, and it was grinding and clashing +away above her while she could do nothing to stay its course. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. -- 'THEY COME, THEY COME' + + + +Dr. Dagger examined Mrs. White and pronounced that there had been mortal +disease of long standing, and that she had nearly, if not quite, +reached the last stage. While people had thought her selfish, weak, and +exacting, she must really have concealed severe suffering, foolishly +perhaps, but with great fortitude. + +And from hearing this sentence, Kalliope had turned to find at last +tidings of her brother in a letter written from Avoncester, the nearest +garrison town. He told his sister that, heart-broken already at the +result of what he knew to be his own presumption, and horrified at the +fatal consequences of his unhappy neglect, he felt incapable of facing +any of those whom he had once called his friends, and the letter of +dismissal had removed all scruples. Had it not been for his faith and +fear, he would have put an end to his life, but she need have no alarms +on that score. He had rushed away, scarce knowing what he was doing, +till he had found himself on the road to Avoncester and then had walked +on thither and enlisted in the regiment quartered there, where he hoped +to do his duty, having no other hope left in life! + +Part of this letter Kalliope read to Miss Mohun, who had come down to +hear the doctor's verdict. It was no time to smile at the heart being +broken by the return of a valentine, or all hope in life being over +before twenty. Kalliope, who knew what the life of a private was, felt +wretched over it, and her poor mother was in despair; but Miss Mohun +tried to persuade her that it was by no means an unfortunate thing, +since Alexis would be thus detained safely and within reach till Sir +Jasper arrived to take up the matter, and Mr. White had been able to +understand it. + +'Yes; but he cannot come to my poor mother. And Richard will be so +angry--think it such a degradation.' + +'He ought not. Your father--' + +'Oh! but he will. And I must write to him. Mother has been asking for +him.' + +'Tell me, my dear, has Richard ever helped you?' + +'Oh no, poor fellow, he could not. He wants all we can send him, or we +would have put the little boys to a better school.' + +'I would not write before it is absolutely necessary,' said Miss +Mohun. 'A young man hanging about with nothing to do, even under these +circumstances, might make things harder.' + +'Yes, I know,' said Kalliope, with a trembling lip. 'And if it was +urgent, even Alexis might come. Indeed, I ought to be thankful that he +is safe, after all my dreadful fears, and not far off.' + +Miss Mohun refrained from grieving the poor girl by blaming Alexis for +the impetuous selfish folly that had so greatly added to the general +distress of his family, and rendered it so much more difficult to plead +his cause. In fact, she felt bound to stand up as his champion against +all his enemies, though he was less easy of defence than his sister; and +Mr. Flight, the first person she met afterwards, was excessively angry +and disappointed, speaking of such a step as utter ruin. + +'The lad was capable of so much better things,' said he. 'I had hoped so +much of him, and had so many plans for him, that it is a grievous pity; +but he had no patience, and now he has thrown himself away. I told him +it was his first duty to maintain his mother, and if he had stuck to +that, I would have done more for him as soon as he was old enough, and +I could see what was to be done for the rest of them; but he grew +unsettled and impatient, and this is the end of it!' + +'Not the end, I hope,' said Miss Mohun. 'It is not exactly slavery +without redemption.' + +'He does not deserve it.' + +'Who does? Besides, remember what his father was.' + +'His father must have been of the high-spirited, dare-devil sort. This +lad was made for a scholar--for the priesthood, in fact, and the army +will be more uncongenial than these marble works! Foolish fellow, +he will soon have had enough of it, with his refinement, among such +associates.' + +Jane wondered that the young clergyman did not regret that he had +sufficiently tried the youth's patience to give the sense of neglect and +oblivion. There had been many factors in the catastrophe, and this had +certainly been one, since the loan of a few books, and an hour a week of +direction of study, would have kept Alexis contented, and have obviated +all the perilous intercourse with Gillian; but she scarcely did the Rev. +Augustine Flight injustice in thinking that in the aesthetic and the +emotional side of religion he somewhat lost sight of the daily drudgery +that works on character chiefly as a preventive. 'He was at the bottom +of it, little as he knows it,' she said to herself as she walked up +the hill. 'How much harm is done by good beginnings of a skein left to +tangle.' + +Lady Flight provided a trained nurse to help Kalliope, and sent hosts of +delicacies; and plenty of abuse was bestowed on Mr. James White for his +neglect. Meanwhile Mrs. White, though manifestly in a hopeless state, +seemed likely to linger on for some weeks longer. + +In the meantime, Miss Mohun at last found an available house, and was +gratified by the young people's murmur that 'Il Lido' was too far off +from Beechcroft. But then their mother would be glad to be so near St. +Andrew's, for she belonged to the generation that loved and valued daily +services. + +Lord Rotherwood, perhaps owing to his exertions, felt the accident +more than he had done at first, and had to be kept very quiet, which he +averred to be best accomplished by having the children in to play with +him; and as he always insisted on sending for Valetta to make up the +party, the edict of separation fell to the ground, when Lady Rotherwood, +having written his letters for him, went out for a drive, taking +sometimes Miss Elbury, but more often Adeline Mohun, who flattered +herself that her representations had done much to subdue prejudice and +smooth matters. + +'Which always were smooth,' said Jane; 'smooth and polished as a +mahogany table, and as easy to get into.' + +However, she was quite content that Ada should be the preferred one, +and perhaps no one less acute than herself would have felt that the +treatment as intimates and as part of the family was part of the duty of +a model wife. Both sisters were in request to enliven the captive, and +Jane forebore to worry him with her own anxieties about the present +disgrace of the Whites. Nothing could be done for Kalliope in her +mother's present state, Alexis must drink of his own brewst, and Sir +Jasper and Lady Merrifield were past Brindisi! As to Mr. White, he +seemed to be immersed in business, and made no sign of relenting; Jane +had made one or two attempts to see him, but had not succeeded. Only one +of her G.F.S. maidens, who was an enthusiastic admirer of Kalliope, and +in perfect despair at her absence, mentioned that Mr. White had looked +over all their work and had been immensely struck with Miss White's +designs, and especially with the table inlaid with autumn leaves, which +had been set aside as expensive, unprofitable, and not according to the +public taste, and not shown to him on his first visit to the works with +Mr. Stebbing. There were rumours in the air that he was not contented +with the state of things, and might remain for some time to set them on +a different footing. + +Miss Adeline had been driving with Lady Rotherwood, and on coming in +with her for the afternoon cup of tea, found Mr. White conversing with +Lord Rotherwood, evidently just finishing the subject--a reading-room or +institute of some sort for the men at the works. + +'All these things are since my time,' said Mr. White. 'We were left +pretty much to ourselves in those days.' + +'And what do you think? Should you have been much the better for them?' +asked the Marquis. + +'Some of us would,' was the answer. + +'You would not have thought them a bore!' + +'There were some who would, as plenty will now; but we were a rough +set--we had not so much to start with as the lads, willy nilly, have +now. But I should have been glad of books, and diversion free from +lawlessness might have prevented poor Dick's scrapes. By the bye, that +daughter of his can do good work.' + +'Poor thing,' said Miss Adeline, 'she is a very good girl, and in great +trouble. I was much pleased with her, and I think, she has behaved +remarkably well under very trying circumstances.' + +'I observed that the young women in the mosaic department seemed to be +much attached to her,' said Mr. White. + +'My sister thinks she has been an excellent influence there.' + +'She was not there,' said Mr. White. + +'No; her mother is too ill to be left--dying, I should think, from what +I hear.' + +'From the shock of that foolish lad's evasion?' asked Lord Rotherwood. + +'She was very ill before, I believe, though that brought it to a crisis. +No one would believe how much that poor girl has had depending on her. +I wish she had been at the works--I am sure you would have been struck +with her.' + +'Have you any reason to think they are in any distress, Miss Mohun?' + +'Not actually at present; but I do not know what they are to do in +future, with the loss of the salaries those two have had,' said Adeline, +exceedingly anxious to say neither too much nor too little. + +'There is the elder brother.' + +'Oh! he is no help, only an expense.' + +'Miss Mohun, may I ask, are you sure of that?' + +'As sure as I can be of anything. I have always heard that the rents of +their two or three small houses went to support Richard, and that they +entirely live on the earnings of the brother and sister, except that +you are so good as to educate the younger girl. It has come out +casually--they never ask for anything.' + +Mr. White looked very thoughtful. Adeline considered whether importunity +would do most harm or good; but thought her words might work. When she +rose to take leave, Mr. White did the same, 'evidently,' thought she, +'for the sake of escorting her home,' and she might perhaps say another +word in confidence for the poor young people. She had much reliance, and +not unjustly, on her powers of persuasion, and she would make the most +of those few steps to her own door. + +'Indeed, Mr. White,' she began, 'excuse me, but I cannot help being very +much interested in those young people we were speaking of.' + +'That is your goodness, Miss Mohun. I have no doubt they are +attractive--there's no end to the attractiveness of those Southern folk +they belong to--on one side of the house at least, but unfortunately you +never know where to have them--there's no truth in them; and though I +don't want to speak of anything I may have done for them, I can't get +over their professing never to have had anything from me.' + +'May I ask whether you sent it through that eldest brother?' + +'Certainly; he always wrote to me.' + +'Then, Mr. White, I cannot help believing that the family here never +heard of it. Do you know anything of that young man?' + +'No; I will write to his firm and inquire. Thank you for the hint, Miss +Mohun.' + +They were at Beechcroft Cottage gate, and he seemed about to see her +even to the door. At that instant a little girlish figure advanced and +was about to draw back on perceiving that Miss Adeline was not alone, +when she exclaimed, 'Maura, is it you, out so late! How is your mother?' + +'Much the same, thank you, Miss Adeline!' + +'Here is one of the very young folks we were mentioning,' said Ada, +seeing her opportunity and glad that there was light enough to show the +lady-like little figure. 'This is Maura, Mr. White, whom you are kindly +educating.' + +Mr. White took the hand, which was given with a pretty respectful +gesture, and said something kind about her mother's illness, while +Adeline took the girl into the house and asked if she had come on any +message. + +'Yes, if you please,' said Maura, blushing; 'Miss Mohun was so kind as +to offer to lend us an air-cushion, and poor mamma is so restless and +uncomfortable that Kally thought it might ease her a little.' + +'By all means, my dear. Come in, and I will have it brought,' said +Adeline, whose property the cushion was, and who was well pleased that +Mr. White came in likewise, and thus had a full view of Maura's great +wistful, long-lashed eyes, and delicate refined features, under a little +old brown velvet cap, and the slight figure in a gray ulster. He did +not speak while Maura answered Miss Adeline's inquiries, but when the +cushion had been brought down, and she had taken it under her arm, he +exclaimed-- + +'Is she going back alone?' + +'Oh yes,' said Maura cheerfully; 'it is not really dark out of doors +yet.' + +'I suppose it could not be helped,' said Miss Adeline. + +'No; Theodore is at the school. They keep him late to get things ready +for the inspection, and Petros had to go to the doctor's to fetch +something; but he will meet me if he is not kept waiting.' + +'It is not fit for a child like that to go alone so late,' said Mr. +White, who perhaps had imbibed Italian notions of the respectability of +an escort. 'I will walk down with her.' + +Maura looked as if darkness were highly preferable to such a cavalier; +but Miss Adeline was charmed to see them walk off together, and when +her sister presently came in with Gillian and Fergus, she could not but +plume herself a little on her achievement. + +'Then it was those two!' exclaimed Jane. 'I thought so from the other +side of the street, but it was too dark to be certain; and besides, +there was no believing it.' + +'Did not they acknowledge you?' + +'Oh no; they were much too busy.' + +'Talking. Oh, what fun!' Adeline could not help observing in such +glee that she looked more like 'our youngest girl' than the handsome +middle-aged aunt. + +'But,' suggested Fergus, somewhat astonished, 'Stebbing says he is no +end of a horrid brute of a screw.' + +'Indeed. What has he been doing?' + +'He only tipped him a coach wheel.' + +'Well, to tip over as a coach wheel is the last thing I should have +expected of Mr. White,' said Aunt Jane, misunderstanding on purpose. + +'A crown piece then,' growled Fergus; 'and of course he thought it would +be a sovereign, and so he can't pay me my two ten--shillings, I mean, +that I lent him, and so I can't get the lovely ammonite I saw at +Nott's.' + +'How could you be so silly as to lend him any money?' + +'I didn't want to; but he said he would treat us all round if I wouldn't +be mean, and after all I only got half a goody, with all the liqueur out +of it.' + +'It served you right,' said Gillian. 'I doubt whether you would see the +two shillings again, even if he had the sovereign.' + +'He faithfully promised I should,' said Fergus, whose allegiance was +only half broken. 'And old White is a beast, and no mistake. He was +perfectly savage to Stebbing's major, and he said he wouldn't be under +him, at no price.' + +'Perhaps Mr. White might say the same,' put in Aunt Ada. + +'He is a downright old screw and a bear, I tell you,' persisted Fergus. +'He jawed Frank Stebbing like a pickpocket for just having a cigar in +the quarry.' + +'Close to the blasting powder, eh?' said Miss Mohun. + +'And he is boring and worrying them all out of their lives over the +books,' added Fergus. 'Poking his nose into everything, so that Stebbing +says his governor vows he can't stand it, and shall cut the concern it +the old brute does not take himself off to Italy before long.' + +'What a good thing!' thought both sisters, looking into each other's +eyes and auguring well for the future. + +All were anxious to hear the result of Maura's walk, and Gillian set out +in the morning on a voyage of discovery with a glass of jelly for Mrs. +White; but all she could learn was that the great man had been very kind +to Maura, though he had not come in, at which Gillian was indignant. + +'Men are often shy of going near sickness and sorrow,' said her aunt +Ada. 'You did not hear what they talked about?' + +'No; Maura was at school, and Kally is a bad person to pump.' + +'I should like to pump Mr. White,' was Aunt Jane's comment. + +'If I could meet him again,' said Aunt Ada, 'I feel sure he would tell +me.' + +Her sister laughed a little, so well did she know that little +half-conscious, half-gratified tone of assumption of power over the other +sex; but Miss Adeline proved to be right. Nay, Mr. White actually called +in the raw cold afternoon, which kept her in when every one else was +out. He came for the sake of telling her that he was much pleased with +the little girl--a pretty creature, and simple and true, he really +believed. Quite artlessly, in answer to his inquiries, she had betrayed +that her eldest brother never helped them. 'Oh no! Mamma was always +getting all the money she could to send to him, because he must keep up +appearances at his office at Leeds, and live like a gentleman, and it +did not signify about Kalliope and Alexis doing common work.' + +'That's one matter cleared up,' rejoiced Jane. 'It won't be brought up +against them now.' + +'And then it seems he asked the child about her sister's lovers.' + +'Oh!' + +'It was for a purpose. Don't be old maidish, Jenny!' + +'Well, he isn't a gentleman.' + +'Now, Jane, I'm sure--' + +'Never mind. I want to hear; only I should have thought you would have +been the first to cry out.' + +'Little Maura seems to have risen to the occasion, and made a full +explanation as far as she knew--and that was more than the child ought +to have known, by the bye--of how Mr. Frank was always after Kally, and +how she could not bear him, and gave up the Sunday walk to avoid him, +and how he had tried to get her to marry him, and go to Italy with him; +but she would not hear of it.' + +'Just the thing the little chatterbox would be proud of, but it is no +harm that "Mon oncle des iles Philippines" should know.' + +'"I see his little game" was what Mr. White said,' repeated Adeline. +'"The young dog expected to come over me with this pretty young wife--my +relation, too; but he would have found himself out in his reckoning."' + +'So far so good; but it is not fair.' + +'However, the ice is broken. What's that? Is the house coming down?' + +No; but Gillian and Valetta came rushing in, almost tumbling over one +another, and each waving a sheet of a letter. Papa and mamma would land +in three days' time if all went well; but the pity was that they must +go to London before coming to Rockquay, since Sir Jasper must present +himself to the military and medical authorities, and likewise see his +mother, who was in a very failing state. + +The children looked and felt as if the meeting were deferred for years; +but Miss Mohun, remembering the condition of 'Il Lido,' alike as to +the presence of workmen and absence of servants, felt relieved at the +respite, proceeded to send a telegram to Macrae, and became busier than +ever before in her life. + +The Rotherwoods were just going to London. The Marquis was wanted for +a division, and though both he and Dr. Dagger declared his collar-bone +quite repaired, his wife could not be satisfied without hearing for +herself a verdict to the same effect from the higher authorities, being +pretty sure that whatever their report might be, his abstract would be +'All right. Never mind.' + +Fly had gained so much in flesh and strength, and was so much more like +her real self, that she was to remain at the hotel with Miss Elbury, the +rooms being kept for her parents till Easter. Mysie was, however, to go +with them to satisfy her mother, 'with a first mouthful of children,' +said Lord Rotherwood. 'Gillian had better come too; and we will write to +the Merrifields to come to us, unless they are bound to the old lady.' + +This, however, was unlikely, as she was very infirm, and her small house +was pretty well filled by her attendants. Lady Rotherwood seconded +the invitation like a good wife, and Gillian was grateful. Such a +forestalling was well worth even the being the Marchioness's guest, and +being treated with careful politeness and supervision as a girl of the +period, always ready to break out. However, she would have Mysie, and +she tried to believe Aunt Jane, who told her that she had conjured up a +spectre of the awful dame. There was a melancholy parting on the side of +poor little Lady Phyllis. 'What shall I do without you, Mysie dear?' + +'It is only for a few days.' + +'Yes; but then you will be in a different house, all down in the +town--it will be only visiting--not like sisters.' + +'Sisters are quite a different thing,' said Mysie stoutly; 'but we can +be the next thing to it in our hearts.' + +'It is not equal,' said Fly. 'You don't make a sister of me, and I do of +you.' + +'Because you know no better! Poor Fly, I do wish I could give you a +sister of your own.' + +'Do you know, Mysie, I think--I'm quite sure, that daddy is going to ask +your father and mother to give you to us, out and out.' + +'Oh! I'm sure they won't do that,' cried Mysie in consternation. 'Mamma +never would!' + +'And wouldn't you? Don't you like me as well as Gill and Val?' + +'I _like_ you better. Stop, don't, Fly; you are what people call more +of a companion to me--my friend; but friends aren't the same as sisters, +are they? They may be more, or they may be less, but it is not the same +kind. And then it is not only you, there are papa and mamma and all my +brothers.' + +'But you _do_ love daddy, and you have not seen yours for four years, +and Aunt Florence and all the cousins at Beechcroft say they were quite +afraid of him.' + +'Because he is so--Oh! I don't know how to say it, but he is just like +Epaminondas, or King Arthur, or Robert Bruce, or--' + +'Well, that's enough' said Fly; 'I am sure my daddy would laugh if you +said he was like all those.' + +'To be sure he would!' said Mysie. 'And do you think I would give mine +for him, though yours is so kind and good and such fun?' + +'And I'm sure I'd rather have him than yours,' said Fly. + +'Well, that's right. It would be wicked not to like one's own father and +mother best.' + +'But if they thought it would be good for you to have all my governesses +and advantages, and they took pity on my loneliness. What then?' + +'Then? Oh! I'd try to bear it,' said unworldly and uncomplimentary +Mysie. 'And you need not be lonely now. There's Val!' + +The two governesses had made friends, and the embargo on intercourse +with Valetta had been allowed to drop; but Fly only shook her head, and +allowed that Val was better than nothing.' + +Mysie had a certain confidence that mamma would not give her away if all +the lords and ladies in the world wanted her; and Gillian confirmed her +in that belief, so that no misgiving interfered with her joy at finding +herself in the train, where Lord Rotherwood declared that the two pair +of eyes shone enough to light a candle by. + +'I feel,' said Mysie, jumping up and down in her seat, 'like the man who +said he had a bird in his bosom.' + +'Or a bee in his bonnet, eh?' said Lord Rotherwood, while Mysie obeyed a +sign from my lady to moderate the restlessness of her ecstasies. + +'It really was a bird in his bosom,' said Gillian gravely, 'only he said +so when he was dying in battle, and he meant his faith to his king.' + +'And little Mysie has kept her faith to her mother,' said their cousin, +putting out his hand to turn the happy face towards him. 'So the bird +may well sing to her.' + +'In spite of parting with Phyllis?' asked Lady Rotherwood. + +'I can't help it, _indeed_,' said Mysie, divided between her politeness +and her dread of being given away; 'it has been very nice, but one's +own, own papa and mamma must be more than any one.' + +'So they ought,' said Lord Rotherwood, and there it ended, chatter in +the train not being considered desirable. + +Gillian longed to show Mysie and Geraldine Grinstead to each other, +and the first rub with her hostess occurred when the next morning she +proposed to take a cab and go to Brompton. + +'Is not your first visit due to your grandmother?' said Lady Rotherwood. +'You might walk there, and I will send some one to show you the way.' + +'We must not go there till after luncheon,' said Gillian. 'She is not +ready to see any one, and Bessie Merrifield cannot be spared; but I know +Mrs. Grinstead will like to see us, and I do so want Mysie to see the +studio.' + +'My dear' (it was not a favourable my dear), 'I had rather you did not +visit any one I do not know while you are under my charge.' + +'She is Phyllis's husband's sister,' pleaded Gillian. + +Lady Rotherwood made a little bend of acquiescence, but said no more, +and departed, while Gillian inly raged. A few months ago she would have +acted on her own responsibility (if Mysie would not have been too much +shocked), but she had learnt the wisdom of submission in fact, if not +in word, for she growled about great ladies and exclusiveness, so that +Mysie looked mystified. + +It was certainly rather dull in the only half-revivified London house, +and Belgrave Square in Lent did not present a lively scene from the +windows. The Liddesdales had a house there, but they were not to come +up till the season began; and Gillian was turning with a sigh to ask if +there might not be some books in Fly's schoolroom, when Mysie caught the +sound of a bell, and ventured on an expedition to find her ladyship and +ask leave to go to church. + +There, to their unexpected delight, they beheld not only Bessie, but a +clerical-looking back, which, after some watching, they so identified +that they looked at one another with responsive eyes, and Gillian +doubted whether this were recompense for submission, or reproof for +discontent. + +Very joyful was the meeting on the steps of St. Paul's, Knightsbridge, +and an exchange of 'Oh! how did you come here? Where are you?' + +Harry had come up the day before, and was to go and meet the travellers +at Southampton with his uncle, Admiral Merrifield, who had brought his +eldest daughter Susan to relieve her sister or assist her. Great was the +joy and eager the talk, as first Bessie was escorted by the whole party +back to grandmamma's house, and then Harry accompanied his sisters to +Belgrave Square, where he was kept to luncheon, and Lady Rotherwood was +as glad to resign his sisters to his charge as he could be to receive +them. + +He had numerous commissions to execute for his vicar, and Gillian had +to assist the masculine brains in the department of Church needlework, +actually venturing to undertake some herself, trusting to the tuition +of Aunt Ada, a proficient in the same; while Mysie reverently begged at +least to hem the borders. + +Then they revelled in the little paradises of books and pictures in +Northumberland Avenue and Westminster Sanctuary, and went to Evensong at +the Abbey, Mysie's first sight thereof, and nearly the like to Gillian, +since she only remembered before a longing not to waste time in a dull +place instead of being in the delightful streets. + +'It is a thing never to forget,' she said under her breath, as they +lingered in the nave. + +'I never guessed anything could make one feel so,' added Mysie, with a +little sigh of rapture. + +'That strange unexpected sense of delight always seems to me to explain, +"Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither hath it entered into the +heart of man to conceive,"' said Harry. + +Mysie whispered-- + + + 'Beneath thy contemplation + Sink heart and voice opprest!' + + +'Oh, Harry, can't we stay and see Henry VII.'s Chapel, and Poets' +Corner, and Edward I.'s monument?' pleaded the sister. + +'I am afraid we must not, Gill. I have to see after some vases, and to +get a lot of things at the Stores, and it will soon be dark. If I don't +go to Southampton to-morrow, I will take you then. Now then, feet or +cab?' + +'Oh, let us walk! It is ten times the fun.' + +'Then mind you don't jerk me back at the crossings.' + +There are few pleasures greater of their kind than that of the youthful +country cousin under the safe escort of a brother or father in London +streets. The sisters looked in at windows, wondered and enjoyed, till +they had to own their feet worn out, and submit to a four-wheeler. + +'An hour of London is more than a month of Rockquay, or a year of +Silverfold,' cried Gillian. + +'Dear old Silverfold,' said Mysie; 'when shall we go back?' + +'By the bye,' said Harry, 'how about the great things that were to be +done for mother?' + +'Primrose is all right,' said Mysie. 'The dear little thing has written +a nice copybook, and hemmed a whole set of handkerchiefs for papa. She +is so happy with them.' + +'And you, little Mouse?' + +'I have done my translation--not quite well, I am afraid, and made the +little girl's clothes. I wonder if I may go and take them to her.' + +'And Val has finished her crewel cushion, thanks to the aunts,' said +Gillian. + +'Fergus's machine, how about that? Perpetual motion, wasn't it?' + +'That has turned into mineralogy, worse luck,' said Gillian. + +'Gill has done a beautiful sketch of Rockquay,' added Mysie. + +'Oh! don't talk of me,' said Gillian. 'I have only made a most +unmitigated mess of everything.' + +But here attention was diverted by Harry's exclaiming-- + +'Hullo! was that Henderson?' + +'Nonsense; the Wardours are at Cork.' + +'He may be on leave.' + +'Or retired. He is capable of it.' + +'I believe it was old Fangs.' + +The discussion lasted to Belgrave Square. + +And then Sunday was spent upon memorable churches and services under the +charge of Harry, who was making the most of his holiday. The trio +went to Evensong at St. Wulstan's, and a grand idea occurred to +Gillian--could not Theodore White become one of those young choristers, +who had their home in the Clergy House. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. -- FATHER AND MOTHER + + + +The telegram came early on Monday morning. Admiral Merrifield and Harry +started by the earliest train, deciding not to take the girls; whereupon +their kind host, to mitigate the suspense, placed himself at the young +ladies' disposal for anything in the world that they might wish to see. +It was too good an opportunity of seeing the Houses of Parliament to be +lost, and the spell of Westminster Abbey was upon Mysie. + +Cousin Rotherwood was a perfect escort, and declared that he had not +gone through such a course of English history since he had taken his +cousin Lilias and his sister Florence the same round more years ago than +it was civil to recollect. He gave a sigh to the great men he had +then let them see and hear, and regretted the less that there was no +possibility of regaling the present pair with a debate. It was all like +a dream to the two girls. They saw, but suspense was throbbing in their +hearts all the time, and qualms were crossing Gillian as she recollected +that in some aspects her father could be rather a terrible personage +when one was wilfully careless, saucy to authorities, or unable to see +or confess wrong-doing; and the element of dread began to predominate in +her state of expectation. The bird in the bosom fluttered very hard as +the possible periods after the arrivals of trains came round; and it +was not till nearly eight o'clock that the decisive halt of wheels was +heard, and in a few moments Mysie was in the dearest arms in the world, +and Gillian feeling the moustached kiss she had not known for nearly +four long years, and which was half-strange, half-familiar. + +In drawing-room light, there was the mother looking none the worse for +her journey, her clear brown skin neither sallow nor lined, and the soft +brown eyes as bright and sweet as ever; but the father must be learnt +over again, and there was awe enough as well as enthusiastic love to +make her quail at the thought of her record of self-will. + +There was, however, no disappointment in the sight of the fine, tall +soldierly figure, broad shouldered, but without an ounce of superfluous +flesh, and only altered by his hair having become thinner and whiter, +thus adding to the height of his forehead, and making his very dark +eyebrows and eyes have a different effect, especially as he was still +pallid beneath the browning of many years, though he declared himself so +well as to be ashamed of being invalided. + +Time was short. Harry and the Admiral, who were coming to dinner, +had rushed home to dress and to fetch Susan; and Lady Merrifield was +conducted in haste to her bedroom, and left to the almost too excited +ministrations of her daughters. + +It was well that attentive servants had unfastened the straps, for when +Gillian had claimed the keys of the dear old familiar box, her hand +shook so much that they jingled; the key would not go into the hole, and +she had to resign them to sober Mysie, who had been untying the bonnet, +with a kiss, and answering for the health of Primrose, whom Uncle +William was to bring to London in two days' time. + +'My dear silly child,' said her mother, surprised at Gillian's emotion. + +And the reply was a burst of tears. 'Oh, so silly! so wrong! I have so +wanted you.' + +'I know all about it. You told us all, like an honest child.' + +'Oh, such dreadful things--the rock--the poor child killed--Cousin +Rotherwood hurt.' + +'Yes, yes, I heard! We can't have it out now. Here's papa! she is upset +about these misadventures,' added Lady Merrifield, looking up to her +husband, who stood amazed at the sobs that greeted him. + +'You must control yourself, Gillian,' he said gravely. 'Stop that! Your +mother is tired, and has to dress! Don't worry her. Go, if you cannot +leave off.' + +The bracing tone made Gillian swallow her tears, the more easily because +of the familiarity of home atmosphere, confidence, and protection; and a +mute caress from her mother was a promise of sympathy. + +The sense of that presence was the chief pleasure of the short evening, +for there were too many claimants for the travellers' attention to +enable them to do more than feast their eyes on their son and daughters, +while they had to talk of other things, the weddings, the two families, +the home news, all deeply interesting in their degree, though not +touching Gillian quite so deeply as the tangle she had left at +Rockstone, and mamma's view of her behaviour; even though it was +pleasant to hear of Phyllis's beautiful home in Ceylon, and Alethea's +bungalow, and how poor Claude had to go off alone to Rawul Pindee. She +felt sure that her mother was far more acceptable to her hostess than +either of the aunts, and that, indeed, she might well be so! + +Gillian's first feeling was like Mysie's in the morning, that nothing +could go wrong with her again, but she must perforce have patience +before she could be heard. Harry could not be spared for another day +from his curacy, and to him was due the first tete-a-tete with his +mother, after that most important change his life had yet known, and in +which she rejoiced so deeply. 'The dream of her heart,' she said, 'had +always been that one of her sons should be dedicated;' and now that the +fulfilment had come in her absence, it was precious to her to hear +all those feelings and hopes and trials that the young man could have +uttered to no other ears. + +Sir Jasper, meantime, had gone out on business, and was to meet the +rest at luncheon at his mother's house, go with them to call on the +Grinsteads, and then do some further commissions, Lady Rotherwood +placing the carriage at their disposal. As to 'real talk,' that seemed +impossible for the girls, they could only, as Mysie expressed it, 'bask +in the light of mamma's eyes' and after Harry was gone on an errand for +his vicar, there were no private interviews for her. + +Indeed, the mother did not know how much Gillian had on her mind, and +thought all she wanted was discussion, and forgiveness for the follies +explained in the letter, the last received. Of any connection between +that folly and the accident to Lord Rotherwood of course she was not +aware, and in fact she had more on her hands than she could well do +in the time allotted, and more people to see. Gillian had to find that +things could not be quite the same as when she had been chief companion +in the seclusion of Silverfold. + +And just as she was going out the following letter was put into her +hands, come by one of the many posts from Rockstone:-- + + +'MY DEAR GILLIAN--I write to you because you can explain matters, and I +want your father's advice, or Cousin Rotherwood's. As I was on the +way to Il Lido just now I met Mr. Flight, looking much troubled and +distressed. He caught at me, and begged me to go with him to tell poor +Kalliope that her brother Alexis is in Avoncester Jail. He knew it +from having come down in the train with Mr. Stebbing. The charge is +for having carried away with him L15 in notes, the payment for a marble +cross for a grave at Barnscombe. You remember that on the day of the +accident poor Field was taking it in the waggon, when he came home to +hear of his child's death. + +'The receipt for the price was inquired for yesterday, and it appeared +that the notes had been given to Field in an envelope. In his trouble, +the poor man forgot to deliver this till the morning; when on his way +to the office he met young White and gave it to him. Finding it had not +been paid in, nor entered in the books, and knowing the poor boy to have +absconded, off went Mr. Stebbing, got a summons, and demanded to have +him committed for trial. + +'Alexis owned to having forgotten the letter in the shock of the +dismissal, and to having carried it away with him, but said that as +soon as he had discovered it he had forwarded it to his sister, and had +desired her to send it to the office. He did not send it direct, because +he could only, at the moment, get one postage-stamp. On this he was +remanded till Saturday, when his sisters' evidence can be taken at the +magistrates meeting. This was the news that Mr. Flight and I had to take +to that poor girl, who could hardly be spared from her mother to speak +to us, and how she is to go to Avoncester it is hard to say; but she has +no fear of not being able to clear her brother, for she says she put +the dirty and ragged envelope that no doubt contained the notes into +another, with a brief explanation, addressed it to Mr. Stebbing, and +sent it by Petros, who told her that he had delivered it. + +'I thought nothing could be clearer, and so did Mr. Flight, but +unluckily Kalliope had destroyed her brother's letter, and had not read +me this part of it, so that she can bring no actual tangible proof, and +it is a much more serious matter than it appeared when we were talking +to her. Mr. White has just been here, whether to condole or to triumph +I don't exactly know. He has written to Leeds, and heard a very +unsatisfactory account of that eldest brother, who certainly has +deceived him shamefully, and this naturally adds to the prejudice +against the rest of the family. We argued about Kalliope's high +character, and he waved his hand and said, "My dear ladies, you don't +understand those Southern women--the more pious, devoted doves they are, +the blacker they will swear themselves to get off their scamps of +men." To represent that Kalliope is only one quarter Greek was useless, +especially as he has been diligently imbued by Mrs. Stebbing with all +last autumn's gossip, and, as he confided to Aunt Ada, thinks "that they +take advantage of his kindness!" + +'Of course Mr. Flight, and all who really know Alexis and Kalliope, feel +the accusation absurd; but it is only too possible that the Avoncester +magistrates may not see the evidence in the same light, as its weight +depends upon character, and the money is really missing, so that I much +fear their committing him for trial at the Quarter Sessions. It will +probably be the best way to employ a solicitor to watch the case at +once, and I shall speak to Mr. Norton tomorrow, unless your father can +send me any better advice by post. I hope it is not wicked to believe +that the very fact of Mr. Norton's being concerned might lead to the +notes finding themselves. + +'Meantime, I am of course doing what I can. Kally is very brave in her +innocence and her brother's, but, shut up in her mother's sickroom, she +little guesses how bad things are made to look, or how Greek and false +are treated as synonymous. + +'Much love to your mother. I am afraid this is a damper on your +happiness, but I am sure that your father would wish to know. Aunt Ada +tackles Mr. White better than I do, and means if possible to make him go +to Avoncester himself when the case comes on, so that he should at least +see and hear for himself.--Your affectionate aunt, + +J. M.' + + +What a letter for poor Gillian! She had to pocket it at first, and only +opened it while taking off her hat at grandmamma's house, and there was +only time for a blank feeling of uncomprehending consternation before +she had to go down to luncheon, and hear her father and uncle go on with +talk about India and Stokesley, to which she could not attend. + +Afterwards, Lady Merrifield was taken to visit grandmamma, and Bessie +gratified the girls with a sight of her special den, where she wrote her +stories, showing them the queer and flattering gifts that had come to +her in consequence of her authorship, which was becoming less anonymous, +since her family were growing hardened to it, and grandmamma was past +hearing of it or being distressed. It was in Bessie's room that Gillian +gathered the meaning of her aunt's letter, and was filled with horror +and dismay. She broke out with a little scream, which brought both Mysie +and Bessie to her side; but what could they do? Mysie was shocked and +sympathising enough, and Bessie was trying to understand the complicated +story, when the summons came for the sisters. There were hopes of +communicating the catastrophe in the carriage; but no, the first +exclamation of 'Oh, mamma!' was lost. + +Sir Jasper had something so important to tell his wife about his +interviews at the Horse Guards, that the attempt to interrupt was +silenced by a look and sign. It was a happy thing to have a father +at home, but it was different from being mamma's chief companion and +confidante, and poor Gillian sat boiling over with something very like +indignation at not being allowed even to allow that she had something to +tell at least as important as anything papa could be relating. + +She hardly knew whether to be glad or sorry that the Grinsteads proved +to be out of town; but at any rate she might be grateful to Lady +Rotherwood for preventing a vain expedition--a call on another old +friend, Mrs. Crayon, the Marianne Weston of early youth, and now a +widow, as she too was out. Then followed some shopping that the parents +wanted to do together, but at the door of the stores Lady Merrifield +said-- + +'I have a host of things to get here for the two brides. Suppose, papa, +that you walk home with Gillian across the Park. It will suit you better +than this fearful list.' + +Lady Merrifield only thought of letting father and daughter renew their +acquaintance, and though she saw that Gillian was in an agony to speak +about something, did not guess what an ordeal the girl felt it to have +to begin with the father, unseen for four years, and whose searching +eyes and grave politeness gave a sense of austerity, so that trepidation +was spoiling all the elation at having a father, and such a father, to +walk with. + +'Well, Gillian,' he said, 'we have a great deal of lee way to make up. +I want to hear of poor White's children. I am glad you have had the +opportunity of showing them some kindness.' + +'Oh, papa! it is so dreadful! If you would read this letter.' + +'I cannot do so here,' said Sir Jasper, who could not well make trial of +his new spectacles in Great George Street. What is dreadful?' + +'This accusation. Poor Alexis! Oh! you don't know. The accident and +all--our fault--mine really,' gasped Gillian. + +'I am not likely to know at this rate,' said Sir Jasper. 'I hope you +have not caught the infection of incoherency from Lord Rotherwood. Do +you mean his accident?' + +'Yes; they have turned them both off, and now they have gone and put +Alexis in prison.' + +'For the accident? I thought it was a fall of rock.' + +'Oh no--I mean yes--it wasn't for that; but it came of that, and Fergus +and I were at the bottom of it,' said Gillian, in such confusion that +her words seemed to tumble out without her own control. + +'How did you escape with your lives?' + +Was he misunderstanding her on purpose, or giving a lesson on slipslop +at such a provoking moment? Perhaps he was really only patient with the +daughter who must have seemed to him half-foolish, but she was forced to +collect her senses and say-- + +'I only meant that we were the real cause. Fergus is wild about geology, +and took away a stone that was put to show where the cliff was unsafe. +He showed the stone to Alexis White, who did not know where it came +from and let him have it, and that was the way Cousin Rotherwood came to +tread on the edge of the precipice.' + +'What had you to do with it?' + +'I--oh! I had disappointed Alexis about the lessons,' said Gillian, +blushing a little;' and he was out of spirits, and did not mind what he +was about.' + +'H'm! But you cannot mean that this youth can have been imprisoned for +such a cause.' + +'No; that was about the money, but of course he sent it back. He ran +away when he was dismissed, because he was quite in despair, and did not +know what he was about.' + +'I think not, indeed!' + +'Papa,' said Gillian, steadying her voice, 'you must not, please, blame +him so much, for it was really very much my fault, and that is what +makes me doubly unhappy. Did you read my last letter to mamma?' + +'Yes. I understood that you thought you had not treated your aunts +rightly by not consulting them about your intercourse with the Whites, +and that you had very properly resolved to tell them all. I hope you did +so.' + +'Indeed I did, and Aunt Jane was very kind, or else I should have had no +comfort at all. Was mamma very much shocked at my teaching Alexis?' + +'I do not remember. We concluded that whatever you did had your aunts' +sanction.' + +'Ah! that was the point.' + +'Did these young people persuade you to secrecy?' + +'Oh no, no; Kalliope protested, and I overpowered her, because--because +I was foolish, and I thought Aunt Jane interfering.' + +'I see,' said Sir Jasper, with perhaps more comprehension of the +antagonism than sisterly habit and affection would have allowed to his +wife. 'I am glad you saw your error, and tried to repair it; but what +could you have done to affect this boy so much. How old is he? We +thought of him as twelve or fourteen, but one forgets how time goes on, +and you speak of him as in a kind of superintendent's position.' + +'He is nineteen.' + +Sir Jasper twirled his moustache. + +'I begin to perceive,' he said, 'you rushed into an undertaking that +became awkward, and when you had to draw off, the young fellow was +upset and did not mind his business. So far I understand, but you said +something about prison.' + +The worst part of the personal confession was over now, and Gillian +could go on to tell the rest of the Stebbing enmity, of Mr. White's +arrival, and of the desire to keep his relations aloof from him. + +'This is guess work,' said Sir Jasper. + +'I think Cousin Rotherwood would say the same' rejoined Gillian, and +then she explained the dismissal, the flight, and the unfortunate +consequences, and that Aunt Jane hoped for advice by the morning's post. + +'I am afraid it is too late for that,' said Sir Jasper, looking at his +watch. 'I must read her letter and consider.' + +Gillian gave a desperate sigh, and felt more desperate when at that +moment the very man they had had a glimpse of on Saturday met them, +exclaiming in a highly delighted tone-- + +'Sir Jasper Merrifield!' + +Any Royal Wardour ought to have been welcome to the Merrifields, but +this individual had not been a particular favourite with the young +people. They knew he was the son of a popular dentist, who had made his +fortune, and had put his son into the army to make a gentleman of him, +and prevent him from becoming an artist. In the first object there had +been very fair success; but the taste for art was unquenchable, and it +had been the fashion of the elder half of the Merrifield family to +make a joke, and profess to be extremely bored, when 'Fangs,' as they +naughtily called him among themselves, used to arrive from leave, armed +with catalogues, or come in with his drawings to find sympathy in his +colonel's wife. Gillian had caught enough from her four elders to share +in an unreasoning way their prejudice, and she felt doubly savage and +contemptuous when she heard-- + +'Yes, I retired.' + +'And what are you doing now?' + +'My mother required me as long as she lived' (then Gillian noticed that +he was in mourning). 'I think I shall go abroad, and take lessons at +Florence or Rome, though it is too late to do anything seriously--and +there are affairs to be settled first.' + +Then came a whole shoal of other inquiries, and even though they +actually included 'poor White' and his family, Gillian was angered and +dismayed at the wretch being actually asked by her father to come in +with them and see Lady Merrifield, who would be delighted to see him. + +'What would Lady Rotherwood think of the liberty?' the displeased mood +whispered to Gillian. + +But Lady Rotherwood, presiding over her pretty Worcester tea-set, was +quite ready to welcome any of the Merrifield friends. There were various +people in the room besides Lady Merrifield and Mysie, who had just come +in. There was the Admiral talking politics with Lord Rotherwood, and +there was Clement Underwood, who had come with Harry from the city, and +Bessie discussing with them boys' guilds and their amusements. + +Gillian felt frantic. Would no one cast a thought on Alexis in prison? +If he had been to be hanged the next day, her secret annoyance at their +indifference to his fate could not have been worse. + +And yet at the first opportunity Harry brought Mr. Underwood to talk +to her about his choir-boys, and to listen to her account of the 7th +Standard boy, a member of the most musical choir in Rockquay, and the +highest of the high. + +'I hope not cockiest of the cocky,' said Mr. Underwood, smiling. 'Our +experience is that superlatives may often be so translated.' + +'I don't think poor Theodore is cocky,' said Gillian; 'the Whites have +always been so bullied and sat upon.' + +'Is his name Theodore?' asked Mr. Underwood, as if he liked the name, +which Gillian remembered to have seen on a cross at Vale Leston. + +'Being sat upon is hardly the best lesson in humility,' said Harry. + +'There's apt to be a reaction,' said Mr. Underwood; 'but the crack voice +of a country choir is not often in that condition, as I know too well. I +was the veriest young prig myself under those circumstances!' + +'Don't be too hard on cockiness,' said Lord Rotherwood, who had come up +to them, 'there must be consciousness of powers. How are you to fly, if +you mustn't flap your wings and crow a little?' + +'On a les defauts de ses qualites,' put in Lady Merrifield. + +'Yes,' added Mr. Underwood. 'It is quite true that needful +self-assertion and originality, and sense of the evils around--' + +'Which the old folk have outgrown and got used to,' said Lord +Rotherwood. + +'May be condemned as conceit,' concluded Mr. Underwood. + +'Ay, exactly as Eliab knew David's pride and the naughtiness of his +heart,' said Lord Rotherwood. 'If you won't fight your giant yourself, +you've no business to condemn those who feel it in them to go at him.' + +'Ah! we have got to the condemnation of others, instead of the +exaltation of self,' said Lady Merrifield. + +'It is better to cultivate humility in one's self than other people, +eh?' said the Marquis, and his cousin thought, though she did not say, +that he was really the most humble and unself-conscious man she had +ever known. What she did say was, 'It is a plant that grows best +uncultivated.' + +'And if you have it not by happy nature, what then?' said Clement +Underwood. + +'Then I suppose you must plant it, and there will be plenty of tears of +repentance to water it,' returned she. + +'Thank you,' said Clement. 'That is an idea to work upon.' + +'All very fine!' sighed Gillian to Mysie, 'but oh, how about Alexis in +prison! There's papa, now he has got rid of Fangs, actually going to +walk off with Uncle Sam, and mamma has let Lady Rotherwood get hold of +her. Will no-body care for anybody?' + +'I think I would trust papa,' said Mysie. + +He was not long gone, and when he came back he said, 'You may give me +that letter, Gillian. I posted a card to tell your aunt she should hear +to-morrow.' + +All that Gillian could say to her mother in private that evening +consisted of, 'Oh, mamma, mamma,' but the answer was, 'I have heard +about it from papa, my dear; I am glad you told him. He is thinking what +to do. Be patient.' + +Externally, awe and good manners forced Gillian to behave herself; but +internally she was so far from patient, and had so many bitter feelings +of indignation, that she felt deeply rebuked when she came down next +morning to find her father hurrying through his breakfast, with a cab +ordered to convey him to the station, on his way to see what could be +done for Alexis White. + +That day Gillian had her confidential talk with her mother--a talk that +she never forgot, trying to dig to the roots of her failures in a manner +that only the true mother-confessor of her own child can perhaps have +patience and skill for, and that only when she has studied the creature +from babyhood. The concatenation, ending (if it was so to end) in the +committal to Avoncester Jail, and beginning with the interview over the +rails, had to be traced link by link, and was almost as long as 'the +house that Jack built.' + +'And now I see,' said Gillian, 'that it all came of a nasty sort of +antagonism to Aunt Jane. I never guessed how like I was to Dolores, and +I thought her so bad. But if I had only trusted Aunt Jane, and had no +secrets, she would have helped me in it all, I know now, and never have +brought the Whites into trouble.' + +'Yes,' said Lady Merrifield; 'perhaps I should have warned you a little +more, but I went off in such a hurry that I had no time to think. You +children are all very loyal to us ourselves; but I suppose you are all +rather infected by the modern spirit, that criticises when it ought to +submit to authorities.' + +'But how can one help seeing what is amiss? As some review says, how +respect what does not make itself respectable? You know I don't mean +that for my aunts. I have learnt now what Aunt Jane really is--how very +kind and wise and clever and forgiving--but I was naughty enough to +think her at first--' + +'Well, what? Don't be afraid.' + +'Then I did think she was fidgety and worrying--always at one, and +wanting to poke her nose into everything.' + +'Poor Aunt Jane! Those are the faults of her girlhood, which she has +been struggling against all her life!' + +'But in your time, mamma, would such difficulties really not have been +seen--I mean, if she had been actually what I thought her?' + +'I think the difference was that no faults of the elders were dwelt upon +by a loyal temper. To find fault was thought so wrong that the defects +were scarcely seen, and were concealed from ourselves as well as +others. It would scarcely, I suppose, be possible to go back to that +unquestioning state, now the temper of the times is changed; but I +belong enough to the older days to believe that the true safety is in +submission in the spirit as well as the letter.' + +'I am sure I should have found it so,' said Gillian. 'And oh! I hope, +now that papa is come, the Whites may be spared any more of the troubles +I have brought on them.' + +'We will pray that it may be so.' said her mother. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. -- THE KNIGHT AND THE DRAGON + + + +A telegram had been received in the morning, which kept Valetta and +Fergus on the qui vive all day. Valetta was an unspeakable worry to the +patient Miss Vincent, and Fergus arranged his fossils and minerals. + +Both children flew out to meet their father at the gate, but words +failed them as he came into the house, greeted the aunts, and sat down +with Fergus on his knee, and Valetta encircled by his arm. + +'Yes, Lilias is quite well, very busy and happy--with her first +instalment of children.' + +'I am so thankful that you are come,' said Adeline. 'Jane ventured to +augur that you would, but I thought it too much to hope for.' + +'There was no alternative,' said Sir Jasper. + +'I infer that you halted at Avoncester.' + +'I did so; I saw the poor boy.' + +'What a comfort for his sister!' + +'Poor fellow! Mine was the first friendly face he had seen, and he was +almost overcome by it'--and the strong face quivered with emotion at the +recollection of the boy's gratitude. + +'He is a nice fellow,' said Jane. 'I am glad you have seen him, for +neither Mr. White nor Rotherwood can believe that he is not utterly +foolish, if not worse.' + +'A boy may do foolish things without being a fool,' said Sir Jasper. +'Not that this one is such another as his father. I wish he were.' + +'I suppose he has more of the student scholarly nature.' + +'Yes. The enlistment, which was the making of his father, was a sort of +moral suicide in him. I got him to tell me all about it, and I find that +the idea of the inquest, and of having to mention you, you monkey, drove +him frantic, and the dismissal completed the business.' + +'I told them about it,' said Fergus. + +'Quite right, my boy; the pity was that he did not trust to your honour, +but he seems to have worked himself into the state of mind when young +men run amuck. I saw his colonel, Lydiard, and the captain and sergeant +of his company, who had from the first seen that he was a man of a +higher class under a cloud, and had expected further inquiry, though, +even from the little that had been seen of him, there was a readiness +to take his word. As the sergeant said, he was not the common sort of +runaway clerk, and it was a thousand pities that he must go to the civil +power--in which I am disposed to agree. What sort of man is the cousin +at the marble works?' + +'A regular beast,' murmured Fergus. + +'I think,' said Jane, 'that he means to be good and upright.' + +'More than means,' said Ada, 'but he is cautious, and says he has been +so often deceived.' + +'As far as I can understand,' said Jane, 'there was originally desperate +enmity between him and his cousin.' + +'He forgave entirely,' said Ada; 'and he really has done a great deal +for the family, who own that they have no claim upon him.' + +'Yes,' said Jane, 'but from a distance, with no personal knowledge, and +a contempt for the foreign mother, and the pretensions to gentility. He +would have been far kinder if his cousin had remained a sergeant.' + +'He only wished to try them,' said Adeline, 'and he always meant to come +and see about them; besides, that eldest son has been begging of him on +false pretences all along.' + +'That I can believe,' said Sir Jasper. 'I remember his father's +distress at his untruth in the regimental school, and his foolish mother +shielding him. No doubt he might do enough to cause distrust of his +family; but has Mr. White actually never gone near them, as Gillian told +me?' + +'Excepting once walking Maura home,' said Jane, 'no; but I ascribe all +that to the partner, Mr. Stebbing, who has had it all his own way here, +and seems to me to have systematically kept Alexis down to unnecessarily +distasteful drudgery. Kalliope's talent gave her a place; but young +Stebbing's pursuit of her, though entirely unrequited, has roused his +mother's bitter enmity, and there are all manner of stories afloat. I +believe I could disprove every one of them; but together they have +set Mr. White against her, and he cannot see her in her office, as her +mother is too ill to be left. I do believe that if the case against +Alexis is discharged, they will think she has the money.' + +'Stebbing said Maura changed a five-pound note,' put in Fergus; 'and +when I told him to shut up, for it was all bosh, he punched me.' + +I hope Richard sent it' said Ada, 'but you see the sort of report that +is continually before Mr. White--not that I think he believes half, or +is satisfied--with the Stebbings.' + +'I am sure he is not with Frank Stebbing,' said Jane. 'I do think and +hope that he is only holding off in order to judge; and I think your +coming may have a great effect upon him, Jasper.' + +The Rotherwoods had requested Sir Jasper to use their apartments at +the hotel, and he went thither to dress, being received, as he said, by +little Lady Phyllis with much grace and simplicity. + +The evening passed brightly, and when the children were gone to bed, +their father said rather anxiously that he feared the aunts had had a +troublesome charge hastily thrust on them. + +'We enjoyed it very much,' said Adeline politely. + +'We were thankful to have a chance of knowing the young people,' added +Jane. 'I am only glad you did not come home at Christmas, when I was not +happy about the two girls.' + +'Yes, Valetta got into trouble and wrote a piteous little letter of +confession about copying.' + +'Yes, but you need not be uneasy about that; it was one of those lapses +that teach women without any serious loss. She did not know what she was +about, and she told no falsehoods; indeed, each one of your children has +been perfectly truthful throughout.' + +'That is the great point, after all. Lilias could hardly fail to make +her children true.' + +'Fergus is really an excellent little boy, and Gillian--poor Gillian--I +think she really did want more experience, and was only too innocent.' + +'That is what you really think,' said the father anxiously. + +'Yes, I do,' said Jane. 'If she had been a fast girl, she would have +been on her guard against the awkward situation, and have kept out of +this mess; but very likely would have run into a worse one.' + +'I do not think that her elder sisters would have done like her.' + +'Perhaps not; but they were living in your regimental world at the age +when her schoolroom life was going on. I think you have every reason to +be satisfied with her tone of mind. As you said of the boy, a person may +commit an imprudence without being imprudent.' + +'I quite agree to that,' he said, 'and, indeed, I see that you have +managed her most wisely, and obtained her affection and gratitude, as +indeed you have mine!' he added, with a tone in his voice that touched +Jane to the core of her heart. + +'I never heard anything like it before,' she said to her sister over +their fire at night, with a dew of pleasure in her eyes. + +'I never liked Jasper so well before. He is infinitely pleasanter and +more amiable. Do you remember our first visit? No, it was not you who +went with me, it was Emily. I am sure he felt bound to be on guard +all the time against any young officer's attentions to his poor little +sister-in-law,' said Ada, with her Maid-of-Athens look. 'The smallest +approach brought those hawk's eyes of his like a dart right through +one's backbone. It all came back to me to-night, and the way he used to +set poor Lily to scold me.' + +'So that you rejoiced to be grown old. I beg your pardon, but I did. My +experience was when I went to help Lily pack for foreign service, when I +suppose my ferret look irritated him, for he snubbed me extensively, and +I am sure he rejoiced to carry his wife out of reach of all the tribe. I +dare say I richly deserved it, but I hope we are all "mellered down," as +Wat Greenwood used to say of his brewery for the pigs.' + +'My dear, what a comparison!' + +'Redolent of the Old Court, and of Lily, waiting for her swan's nest +among the reeds, till her stately warrior came, and made her day +dreams earnest in a way that falls to the lot of few. I don't think his +severity ever dismayed her for a moment, there was always such sweetness +in it. + +'True knight and lady! Yes. He is grown handsomer than ever, too!' + +'I hope he will get those poor children out of their hobble! It is +chivalrous enough of him to come down about it, in the midst of all his +business in London.' + +Sir Jasper started the next morning with Fergus on his way to school, +getting on the road a good deal of information, mingled together about +forms and strata, cricket and geology. Leaving his little son at Mrs. +Edgar's door, he proceeded to Ivinghoe Terrace, where he waited long +at the blistered door of the dilapidated house before the little maid +informed him that Mr. Richard was gone out, and missus was so ill that +she didn't know as Miss White could see nobody; but she took his card +and invited him to walk into the parlour, where the breakfast things +were just left. + +Down came Kalliope, with a wan face and eyes worn with sleeplessness, +but a light of hope and gratitude flashing over her features as she met +the kind eyes, and felt the firm hand of her father's colonel, a sort of +king in the eyes of all Royal Wardours. + +'My poor child,' he said gently, 'I am come to see if I can help you.' + +'Oh! so good of you,' and she squeezed his hand tightly, in the effort +perhaps not to give way. + +'I fear your mother is very ill.' + +'Very ill,' said Kalliope. 'Richard came last night, and he let her know +what we had kept from her; but she is calmer now.' + +'Then your brother Richard is here.' + +'Yes; he is gone up to Mr. White's.' + +'He is in a solicitor's office, I think. Will he be able to undertake +the case?' + +'Oh no, no'--the white cheek flushed, and the hand trembled. 'There is a +Leeds family here, and he is afraid of their finding out that he has any +connection with this matter. He says it would be ruin to his prospects.' + +'Then we must do our best without him,' Sir Jasper said in a fatherly +voice, inexpressively comforting to the desolate wounded spirit. 'I +will not keep you long from your mother, but will you answer me a few +questions? Your brother tells me--' + +She looked up almost radiantly, 'You have seen him?' + +'Yes. I saw him yesterday,' and as she gazed as if the news were water +to a thirsty soul--'he sent his love, and begged his mother and you to +forgive the distress his precipitancy has caused. I did not think him +looking ill; indeed, I think the quiet of his cell is almost a rest to +him, as he makes sure that he can clear himself.' + +'Oh, Sir Jasper! how can we ever be grateful enough!' + +'Never mind that now, only tell me what is needful, for time is short. +Your brother sent these notes in their own envelope, he says.' + +'Yes, a very dirty one. I did not open it or see them, but enclosed it +in one of my own, and sent it by my youngest brother, Petros.' + +'How was yours addressed?' + +'Francis Stebbing, Esq., Marble Works; and I put in a note in +explanation.' + +'Is the son's name likewise Francis?' + +'Francis James.' + +'Petros delivered it?' + +'Yes, certainly.' + +Here they were interrupted by Maura's stealing timidly in with the +message that poor mamma had heard that Sir Jasper was here, and would he +be so very good as to come up for one minute and speak to her. + +'It is asking a great deal,' said Kalliope, 'but it would be very kind, +and it might ease her mind.' + +He was taken to the poor little bedroom full of oppressive atmosphere, +though the window was open to relieve the labouring breath. It seemed +absolutely filled with the enormous figure of the poor dropsical woman +with white ghastly face, sitting pillowed up, incapable of lying down. + +'Oh, so good! so angelic!' she gasped. + +'I am sorry to see you so ill, Mrs. White.' + +'Ah! 'tis dying I am, Colonel Merrifield--begging your pardon, but the +sight of you brings back the times when my poor captain was living, +and I was the happy woman. 'Tis the thought of my poor orphans that is +vexing me, leaving them as I am in a strange land where their own flesh +and blood is unnatural to them,' she cried, trying to clasp her swollen +hands, in the excitement that brought out the Irish substructure of her +nature. 'Ah, Colonel dear, you'll bear in mind their father that would +have died for you, and be good to them.' + +'Indeed, I hope to do what I can for them.' + +'They are good children, Sir Jasper, all of them, even the poor boy that +is in trouble out of the very warmth of his heart; but 'tis Richard +who would be the credit to you, if you would lend him the helping hand. +Where is the boy, Kally?' + +'He is gone to call on Mr. White.' + +'Ah! and you'll say a good word for him with his cousin,' she pleaded, +'and say how 'tis no discredit to him if things are laid on his poor +brother that he never did.' + +The poor woman was evidently more anxious to bespeak patronage for her +first-born, the pride and darling of her heart, than for those who might +be thought to need it more, but she became confused and agitated when +she thought of Alexis, declaring that the poor boy might have been +hasty, and have disgraced himself, but it was hard, very hard, if they +swore away his liberty, and she never saw him more, and she broke into +distressing sobs. Sir Jasper, in a decided voice, assured her that he +expected with confidence that her son would be freed the next day, and +able to come to see her. + +'It's the blessing of a dying mother will be on you, Colonel dear! Oh! +bring him back, that his mother's eyes may rest on the boy that has +always been dutiful. No--no, Dick, I tell you 'tis no disgrace to wear +the coat his father wore.' Wandering was beginning, and she was in no +condition for Kalliope to leave her. The communicative Maura, who went +downstairs with him, said that Richard was so angry about Alexis that +it had upset poor mamma sadly. And could Alexis come?' she asked, 'even +when he is cleared?' + +'I will ask for furlough for him.' + +'Oh! thank you--that would do mamma more good than anything. She is so +fond of Richard, he is her favourite, but Alexis is the real help and +comfort.' + +'I can quite believe so. And now will you tell me where I shall find +your brother who took the letter, Peter or Petros?' + +'Petros is his name, but the boys call him Peter. He is at school--the +Bellevue National School--up that street.' + +Repairing to that imposing building, Sir Jasper knocked at the door, and +sent in his card by an astonished pupil-teacher with a request to the +master that he might speak to Petros White, waiting in the porch till +a handsome little fellow appeared, stouter, rosier, and more English +looking than the others of his family, but very dusty, and rather +scared. + +'You don't remember me,' said Sir Jasper, 'but I was your father's +colonel, and I want to find some way of helping your brother. Your +sister tells me she gave you a letter to carry to Mr. Stebbing.' + +'Yes, sir.' + +'Where did you take it?' + +'To his house, Carrara.' + +'Was it not directed to the Marble Works?' + +'Yes, but--' + +'But what? Speak out, my man.' + +'At the gate Blake, the porter, was very savage, and would not let us +in. He said he would have no boys loafing about, we had done harm enough +for one while, and he would set his dog at us.' + +'Then you did not give him the letter?' + +'No. I wouldn't after the way he pitched into me. I didn't know if he +would give it. And he wouldn't hear a word, so we went up to Rockstone +to the house.' + +'Whom did you give it to there?' + +'I dropped it into the slit in the door.' + +'You only told your sister that you delivered it.' + +'Yes, sir. Theodore said I must not tell sister; it would only vex her +more to hear how every one pitches into us, right and left,' he said, +with trembling lip. + +'Is Theodore your next brother?' + +'Yes sir.' + +'Was he with you?' + +'No; it was Sydney Grove.' + +'Is he here? Or--Did any one else see you leave the letter?' + +'Mr. Stebbing's son--the young one, George, was in the drive and slanged +us for not going to the back door.' + +'That is important. Thank you, my boy. Give my--my compliments to your +master, and ask him to be kind enough to spare this Sydney Grove to me +for a few moments.' + +This proved to be an amphibious-looking boy, older and rougher than +Petros, and evidently his friend and champion. He was much less shy, +and spoke out boldly, saying how he had gone with little Peter, and the +porter had rowed them downright shameful, but it was nothing to that +there young Stebbing ordering them out of the grounds for a couple of +beastly cads, after no good. He (Grove) had a good mind to ha' give 'un +a good warming, only 'twas school time, and they was late as it was. +Everybody was down upon the Whites, and it was a shame when they hadn't +done nothing, and he didn't see as they was stuck up, not he. + +Sir Jasper made a note of Master Grove's residence, and requested an +interview with the master, from whom he obtained an excellent character +of both the Whites, especially Theodore. The master lamented that this +affair of their brother should have given a handle against them, for +he wanted the services of the elder one as a monitor, eventually as a +pupil-teacher, but did not know whether the choice would be advisable +under the present circumstances. The boys' superiority made them +unpopular, and excited jealousy among a certain set, though they were +perfectly inoffensive, and they had much to go through in consequence of +the suspicion that had fallen on their brother. Petros and Sydney should +have leave from school whenever their testimony was wanted. + +As Sir Jasper walked down the street, his elder sister-in-law emerged +from a tamarisk-flanked gateway. 'This is our new abode, Jasper,' she +said. 'Come in and see what you think of it! Well, have you had any +success?' + +He explained how the letter could be traced to Mr. Stebbing's house, and +then consulted her whether to let all come out at the examination before +the magistrates, or to induce the Stebbings to drop the prosecution. + +'It would serve them right if it all came out in public,' she said. + +'But would it be well?' + +'One must not be vindictive! And to drag poor Kalliope to Avoncester +would be a dreadful business in her mother's state. Besides, Frank +Stebbing is young, and it may be fair to give them a chance of hushing +it up. I ought to be satisfied with clearing Alexis.' + +'Then I will go to the house. When shall I be likely to find Mr. +Stebbing!' + +'Just after luncheon, I should say.' + +'And shall I take the lawyer?' + +'I should say not. If they hope to keep the thing secret, they will be +the more amenable, but you should have the two boys within reach. Let +us ask for them to come up after their dinner to Beechcroft. No, it must +not be to dinner. Petros must not be sent to the kitchen, and Ada would +expire if the other came to us! Now, do you like to see your house? Here +is Macrae dying to see you.' + +The old soldier had changed his quarters too often to be keenly +interested in any temporary abode, provided it would hold the requisite +amount of children, and had a pleasant sitting-room for his Lily, but +he inspected politely and gratefully, and had a warmly affectionate +interview with Macrae, who had just arrived with a great convoy of +needfuls from Silverfold, and who undertook to bring up and guard the +two boys from any further impertinences that might excite Master Grove's +pugnacity. + +It was a beautiful day, of the lamb-like entrance weather of March, and +on the way home Miss Adeline was met taking advantage of the noontide +sunshine to exchange her book at the library, 'where,' she said, 'I +found Mr. White reading the papers, so I asked him to meet Jasper at +luncheon, thinking that may be useful.' + +If Sir Jasper would rather have managed matters by himself, he forebore +to say so, and he got on very well with Mr. White on subjects of +interest, but, to the ladies' vexation, he waited to be alone before +he began, 'I have come down to see what can be done for this poor young +man, Mr. White, a connection of yours, I believe. + +'A bad business, Sir Jasper, a bad business.' + +'I am sorry to hear you say so. I have seen a great deal of service with +his father, and esteemed him very highly--' + +'Ay, ay, very likely. I had a young man's differences with my cousin, +as lads will fall out, but there was the making of a fine fellow in him. +But it was the wife, bringing in that Greek taint, worse even than +the Italian, so that there's no believing a word out of any of their +mouths.' + +'Well, the schoolmaster has just given me a high character of the +younger one, for truthfulness especially.' + +'All art, Sir Jasper, all art. They are deeper than your common English +sort, and act it out better. I'll just give you an instance or two. That +eldest son has been with me just now, a smart young chap, who swears he +has been keeping his mother all this time--he has written to me often +enough for help to do so. On the other hand, the little sister tells +me, "Mamma always wants money to send to poor Richard." Then again, Miss +Mohun assures me that the elder one vows that she never encouraged Frank +Stebbing for a moment, and to his mother's certain knowledge she is +keeping up the correspondence.' + +'Indeed,' said Sir Jasper. 'And may I ask what is your opinion as to +this charge? I never knew a young man enlist with fifteen pounds in his +pocket.' + +'Spent it by the way, sir. Ran through it at billiards. Nothing more +probable; it is the way with those sober-looking lads when something +upsets them. Then when luck went against him, enlisted out of despair. +Sister, like all women, ready to lie through thick and thin to save him, +most likely even on oath.' + +'However,' said Sir Jasper, 'I can produce independent witness that the +youngest boy set off with the letter for the office, and the porter not +admitting him, carried it to the house.' + +'What became of it then?' + +'Mr. Stebbing will have to answer that. I propose to lay the evidence +before him in his own house, so that he may make inquiry, and perhaps +find it, and drop the prosecution. Will you come with me?' + +'Certainly, Sir Jasper. I should be very glad to think as you do. I came +prepared to act kindly by these children, the only relations I have in +the world; but I confess that what I have seen and heard has made me +fear that they, at least the elder ones, are intriguing and undeserving. +I should be glad of any proof to the contrary.' + +Carrara was not far off, and they were just in time to catch Mr. +Stebbing in his arm-chair, looking over his newspaper, before repairing +to his office. Mrs. Stebbing stood up, half-flattered, half-fluttered, +at the call of this stately gentleman, and was scarcely prepared to hear +him say-- + +'I have come down about this affair of young White's. His father was my +friend and brother-officer, and I am very anxious about him.' + +'I have been greatly disappointed in those young people, Sir Jasper,' +said Mr. Stebbing uneasily. + +'I understand that you are intending to prosecute Alexis White for the +disappearance of the fifteen pounds he received on behalf of the firm.' + +'Exactly so, Sir Jasper. There's no doubt that the carter, Field, handed +it to him; he acknowledges as much, but he would have us believe that +after running away with it, he returned it to his sister to send to me. +Where is it? I ask.' + +'Yes,' put in Mrs. Stebbing, 'and the girl, the little one, changed a +five-pound note at Glover's.' + +'I can account for that,' said Mr. White, with somewhat of an effort. 'I +gave her one for her sister, and charged them not to mention it.' + +He certainly seemed ashamed to mention it before those who accounted it +a weakness; and Sir Jasper broke the silence by proposing to produce his +witnesses. + +'Really, Sir Jasper, this should be left for the court,' said Mr. +Stebbing. + +'It might be well to settle the matter in private, without dragging Miss +White into Avoncester away from her dying mother.' + +'Those things are so exaggerated,' said the lady. + +'I have seen her,' said Sir Jasper gravely. + +'May I ask who these witnesses are?' demanded Mr. Stebbing. + +'Two are waiting here--the messenger and his companion. Another is your +porter at the marble works, and the fourth is your youngest son.' + +This caused a sensation, and Mrs. Stebbing began-- + +'I am sure I can't tell what you mean, Sir Jasper.' + +'Is he in the house?' + +'Yes; he has a bad cold.' + +Mrs. Stebbing opened the door and called 'George,' and on the boy's +appearance, Sir Jasper asked him-- + +'Do you remember the morning of the 17th of last month--three days after +the accident? I want to know whether you saw any one in the approach to +the house.' + +'I don't know what day it was,' said the boy, somewhat sulkily. + +'You did see some one, and warned them off!' + +'I saw two little ca--two boys out of the town on the front door steps.' + +'Did you know them?' + +'No--that is to say, one was a fisherman's boy.' + +'And the other?' + +'I thought he belonged to the lot of Whites.' + +'Should you know them again?' + +'I suppose so.' + +'Will you excuse me, and I will call them into the hall?' said Sir +Jasper. + +This was effected, and Master George had to identify the boys, after +which Sir Jasper elicited that Petros had seen the dirty envelope +come out of his brother's letter, and that his sister had put it into +another, which she addressed as he described, and gave into his charge +to deliver. Then came the account of the way he had been refused +admittance by the porter. + +'Why didn't you give him the letter?' demanded Mr. Stebbing. + +'Catch us,' responded Sydney Grove, rejoiced at the opportunity, 'when +what we got was, "Get out, you young rascals!"' + +Petros more discreetly added-- + +'My sister wanted it to be given to Mr. Stebbing, so we went up to the +house to wait for him, but it got late for school, and I saw the postman +drop the letters into the slit in the door, so I thought that would be +all right.' + +'Did you see him do so?' asked Sir Jasper of the independent witness. + +'Yes, sir, and he there'--pointing to George--'saw it too, and--' + +'Did you?' + +'Ay, and thought it like their impudence.' + +'That will do, my boys,' said Sir Jasper. 'Now run away.' + +Mr. White put something into each paw as the door was opened and the +pair made their exit. + +If Sir Jasper acted as advocate, Mr. White seemed to take the position +of judge. + +'There can be no doubt,' he said, 'that the letter containing the notes +reached this house.' + +'No,' said Mr. Stebbing hotly. 'Why was I not told? Who cleared the +letter-box?' + +It was the page's business, but to remember any particular letter on any +particular day was quite beyond him, and he only stared wildly and said, +'Dun no,' on which he was dismissed to the lower regions. + +'The address was "Francis Stebbing, Esq.,"' said Sir Jasper +meditatively, perhaps like a spider pulling his cord. 'Francis--your +son's name. Can he--' + +'Mr. White, I'll thank you to take care what you say of my son!' +exclaimed Mrs. Stebbing; but there was a blank look of alarm on the +father's face. + +'Where is he?' asked Mr. White. + +'He may be able to explain'--courtesy and pity made the General add. + +'No, no,' burst out the mother. 'He knows nothing of it. Mr. Stebbing, +can't you stand up for your own son?' + +'Perhaps,' began the poor man, his tone faltering with a terrible +anxiety, but his wife exclaimed hastily-- + +'He never saw nor heard of it. I put it in the fire.' + +There was a general hush, broken by Mr. Stebbing saying slowly-- + +'You--put--it--in--the--fire.' + +'Yes; I saw those disreputable-looking boys put it into the box. I +wasn't going to have that bold girl sending billy-doos on the sly to my +son.' + +'Under these circumstances,' drily said Sir Jasper, 'I presume that you +will think it expedient to withdraw the prosecution.' + +'Certainly, certainly,' said Mr. Stebbing, in the tone of one delivered +from great alarm. 'I will write at once to my solicitor at Avoncester.' +Then turning on his wife, 'How was it that I never heard this before, +and you let me go and make a fool of myself?' + +'How was I to know, Mr. Stebbing? You started off without a word to me, +and all you told me when you came back was that the young man said he +had posted the letter to his sister. I should like to know why he could +not send it himself to the proper place!' + +'Well, Mrs. Stebbing,' said her husband, 'I hope it will be a lesson to +you against making free with other people's letters.' + +She tossed her head, and was about to retire, when Sir Jasper said-- + +'Before leaving us, madam, in justice to my old friend's daughter, +I should be much obliged if you would let me know your grounds for +believing the letter to be what you say.' + +'Why--why, Sir Jasper, it has been going on this year or more! She has +perfectly infatuated the poor boy.' + +'I am not asking about your son's sentiments but can you adduce any +proof of their being encouraged!' + +'Sir Jasper! a young man doesn't go on in that way without +encouragement.' + +'What encouragement can you prove?' + +'Didn't I surprise a letter from her--?' + +'Well'--checked the tone of triumphant conviction. + +'A refusal, yes, but we all know what that means, and that there must +have been something to lead to it'--and as there was an unconvinced +silence--'Besides--oh, why, every one knew of her arts. You did, Mr. +Stebbing, and of poor Frank's infatuation. It was the reason of her +dismissal.' + +'I knew what you told me, Mrs. Stebbing,' he answered grimly, not at all +inclined to support her at this moment of anger. 'I am sure I wish I +had never listened to you. I never saw anything amiss in the girl's +behaviour, and they are all at sixes and sevens without her at the +mosaic work--though she is only absent from her mother's illness at +present.' + +'You! of course she would not show her goings on before you, said the +lady. + +'Is Master Frank in the house?' put in Mr. White; 'I should like to put +the question before him.' + +'You can't expect a young man to make mortifying admissions,' exclaimed +the mother, and as she saw smiles in answer she added, 'Of course, the +girl has played the modest and proper throughout! That was her art, to +draw him on, till he did not know what he was about.' + +'Setting aside the supposed purpose,' said Sir Jasper, 'you admit, Mrs. +Stebbing, that of your own knowledge, Miss White has never encouraged +your son's attentions.' + +'N--no; but we all know what those girls are.' + +'Fatherless and unprotected,' said Sir Jasper, 'dependent on their +own character and exertion, and therefore in especial need of kind +construction. Good morning, Mrs. Stebbing; I have learnt all that I wish +to know.' + +Overpowered, but not convinced, Mrs. Stebbing saw her visitors depart. + +'And I hope her husband will give it to her well,' said Mr. White, as +they left the house. + +They looked in at Beechcroft Cottage with the tidings. + +'All safe, I see!' cried Miss Jane. 'Is the money found?' + +'No; Mrs. Stebbing burnt it, under the impression that it was a +love-letter,' drily said Sir Jasper. + +Miss Mohun led the way in the hearty fit of laughter, to which the +gentlemen gave way the more heartily for recent suppression; and Mr. +White added-- + +'I assure you, it was as good as a play to hear Sir Jasper worm it out. +One would think he had been bred a lawyer.' + +'And now,' said the General, 'I must go and relieve that poor girl's +suspense.' + +'I will come with you,' volunteered Mr. White. 'I fully believe that she +is a good girl, though this business and Master Richard's applications +staggered me; and this soldier fellow must be an ass if he is not a +scamp.' + +'Scarcely that, I think,' said Miss Adelaide, with her pleading smile. + +'Well, discipline will be as good for him as for his father,' said Mr. +White. 'He has done for himself, but that was a nice little lad that you +had up--too good for a common national school.' + +Wherewith they departed, and found that Kalliope must have been on the +watch, for she ran down to open the door to them, and the gladness which +irradiated her face as Sir Jasper's first 'All right,' lighted up her +features, which were so unlike the shop-girl prettiness that Mr. White +expected as quite to startle him. + +Richard was in the parlour in a cloud of smoke, and began to do the +honours. + +'Our acknowledgments are truly due to Sir Jasper. Mr. White, we are much +honoured. Pray be seated, please to excuse--' + +They paid little attention to him, while Sir Jasper told as much to his +sister as could well be explained as to the fate of her envelope, and +added-- + +'You will not be wanted at Avoncester, as the case will not come on. +I shall go and see all safe, then on to town, but I mean to see your +brother's commanding officer, and you may tell your mother that I have +no doubt that he will be allowed a furlough.' + +'But, Sir Jasper' broke in Richard, 'I beg your pardon; but there is a +family from Leeds at Bellevue, the Nortons, and imagine what it would be +if they reported me as connected with a common private soldier, just out +of prison too!' + +'Let him come to me then,' exclaimed Mr. White. + +In spite of appearances of disgust, Richard took the invitation to +himself, and looked amiable and gratified. + +'Thank you, Mr. White, that will obviate the difficulty. When shall I +move up?' + +'You, sir? Did you think I meant you?' said Mr. White contemptuously. +'No; I prefer a fool to a knave!' + +'Mr. White,' interposed Sir Jasper, 'whatever you may have to say to +Richard White, consider his sister. Or had you not better report our +success to your mother, my dear?' + +'One moment,' said Mr. White. 'Tell me, young lady, if you do not +object, what assistance have you ever received from me.' + +'You have most kindly employed us, and paid for Maura's education,' said +Kalliope. + +'Is that all? Has nothing been transmitted through this brother?' + +'I do not understand,' said Kalliope, trembling, as Richard scowled at +her. + +'Sir,' said he, 'I always intended, but unforeseen circumstances--' + +'That's enough for the present, sir,' said Mr. White. 'I have heard all +I wish, and more too.' + +'Sir,' said Kalliope, still trembling, 'indeed, Richard is a kind son +and brother. My mother is much attached to him. I am generally out all +day, and it is quite possible that she did not tell me all that passed +between them, as she knew that I did not like you to be applied to.' + +'That will do, my dear,' said Mr. White. 'I don't want to say any more +about it. You shall have your brother to-morrow, if Sir Jasper can +manage it. I will bring him back to Rockstone as my guest, so that his +brother need not be molested with his company.' + + + + +CHAPTER XX. -- IVINGHOE TERRACE + + + +On an east-windy Friday afternoon Valetta and Fergus were in a crowning +state of ecstasy. Rigdum Funnidos was in a hutch in the small garden +under the cliff, Begum and two small gray kittens were in a basket under +the kitchen stairs, Aga was purring under everybody's feet, Cocky was +turning out the guard upon his perch--in short, Il Lido was made as like +Silverfold as circumstances would permit. Aunt Ada with Miss Vincent was +sitting on the sofa in the drawing-room, with a newly-worked cosy, +like a giant's fez, over the teapot, and Valetta's crewel cushion fully +displayed. She was patiently enduring a rush in and out of the room of +both children and Quiz once every minute, and had only requested that +it should not be more than once, and that the door should neither be +slammed nor left open. + +Macrae and the Silverfold carriage were actually gone to the station, +and, oh! oh! oh! here it really was with papa on the box, and heaps +of luggage, and here were Primrose and Gillian and mamma and Mrs. +Halfpenny, all emerging one after another, and Primrose, looking--oh +dear! more like a schoolroom than a nursery girl--such a great piece of +black leg below the little crimson skirt; but the dear little face as +plump as ever. + +That was the first apparent fact after the disengaging from the general +embrace, when all had subsided into different seats, and Aunt Jane, who +had appeared from somewhere in her little round sealskin hat, had begun +to pour out the tea. The first sentence that emerged from the melee of +greetings and intelligence was-- + +'Fly met her mother at the station; how well she looks!' + +'Then Victoria came down with you?' + +'Yes; I am glad we went to her. I really do like her very much.' + +Then Primrose and Valetta varied the scene by each laying a kitten in +their mother's lap; and Begum, jumping after her progeny, brushed Lady +Merrifield's face with her bushy tail, interrupting the information +about names. + +'Come, children,' said Sir Jasper, 'that's enough; take away the cats.' +It was kindly said, but it was plain that liberties with mamma would not +continue before him. + +'The Whites?' was Gillian's question, as she pressed up to Aunt Jane. + +'Poor Mrs. White died the night before last,' was the return. 'I have +just come from Kally. She is in a stunned state now--actually too busy +to think and feel, for the funeral must be to-morrow.' + +Sir Jasper heard, and came to ask further questions. + +'She saw Alexis,' went on Miss Mohun. 'They dressed him in his own +clothes, and she seemed greatly satisfied when he came to sit by her, +and had forgotten all that went before. However, the end came very +suddenly at last, and all those poor children show their southern nature +in tremendous outbursts of grief--all except Kalliope, who seems not +to venture on giving way, will not talk, or be comforted, and is, as it +were, dried up for the present. The big brothers give way quite as +much as the children, in gusts, that is to say. Poor Alexis reproaches +himself with having hastened it, and I am afraid his brother does not +spare him. But Mr. White has bought his discharge.' + +'You don't mean it.' + +'Yes; whether it was the contrast between Alexis's air of refinement +and his private soldier's turn-out, or the poor fellow's patience and +submission, or the brother's horrid behaviour to him, Mr. White has +taken him up, and bought him out.' + +'All because of Richard's brutal speech. That is good! Though I confess +I should have let the lad have at least a year's discipline for his own +good, since he had put himself into it; but I can't be sorry. There is +something engaging about the boy.' + +'And Mr. White is the right man to dispose of them.' + +No more passed, for here were the children eager and important, doing +the honours of the new house, and intensely happy at the sense of home, +which with them depended more on persons than on place. + +One schoolroom again,' said Mysie. 'One again with Val and Prim and Miss +Vincent. Oh, it is happiness!' + +Even Mrs. Halfpenny was a delightful sight, perhaps the more so that her +rightful dominion was over; the nursery was no more, and she was only to +preside in the workroom, be generally useful, wait on my lady, and look +after Primrose as far as was needful. + +The bustle and excitement of settling in prevented much thought of the +Whites, even from Gillian, during that evening and the next morning; and +she was ashamed of her own oblivion of her friend in the new current of +ideas, when she found that her father meant to attend the funeral out of +respect to his old fellow-soldier. + +Rockquay had outgrown its churchyard, and had a cemetery half a mile +off, so that people had to go in carriages. Mr. White had made himself +responsible for expenses, and thus things were not so utterly dreary +as poverty might have made them. It was a dreary, gusty March day, +with driving rushes of rain, which had played wildly with Gillian's +waterproof while she was getting such blossoms and evergreen leaves as +her aunt's garden afforded, not out of love for the poor Queen of +the White Ants herself, but thinking the attention might gratify the +daughters; and her elders moralised a little on the use and abuse of +wreaths, and how the manifestation of tender affection and respect had +in many cases been imitated in empty and expensive compliment. + +'The world spoils everything with its coarse finger,' said Lady +Merrifield. + +'I hope the custom will not be exaggerated altogether out of fashion,' +said Jane. 'It is a real comfort to poor little children at funerals +to have one to carry, and it is as Mrs. Gaskell's Margaret said of +mourning, something to prevent settling to doing nothing but crying; +besides that afterwards there is a wholesome sweetness in thus keeping +up the memory.' + +Sir Jasper shared a carriage with Mr. White, and returned somewhat wet +and very cold, and saying that it had been sadly bleak and wretched for +the poor young people, who stood trembling, so far as he could see; and +he was anxious to know how the poor girls were after it. It had seemed +to him as if Kalliope could scarcely stand. He proved to be right. +Kalliope had said nothing, not wept demonstratively, perhaps not at all; +but when the carriage stopped at the door, she proved to be sunk back in +her corner in a dead faint. She was very long in reviving, and no sooner +tried to move than she swooned again, and this time it lasted so +long that the doctor was sent for. Miss Mohun arrived just as he had +partially restored her, and they had a conversation. + +'They must get that poor girl to bed as soon as it is possible to +undress her,' he said. 'I have seen that she must break down sooner or +later, and I'm afraid she is in for a serious illness; but as yet there +is no knowing.' + +Nursing was not among Jane's accomplishments, except of her sister Ada's +chronic, though not severe ailments; but she fetched Mrs. Halfpenny as +the most effective person within reach, trusting to that good woman's +Scotch height, strong arms, great decision, and the tenderness which +real illness always elicited. + +Nor was she wrong. Not only did Mrs. Halfpenny get the half-unconscious +girl into bed, but she stayed till evening, and then came back to snatch +a meal and say-- + +'My leddy, if you have no objection, I will sit up with that puir +lassie the night. They are all men-folk or bairns there, except the +lodger-lady, who is worn out with helping the mother, and they want some +one with a head on her shoulders.' + +Lady Merrifield consented with all her heart; but the Sunday morning's +report was no better, when Mrs. Halfpenny came home to dress Primrose, +and see her lady. + +'That eldest brother, set him up, the idle loon, was off by the mail +train that night, and naething wad serve him but to come in and bid +good-bye to his sister just as I had gotten her off into something more +like a sleep. It startled her up, and she went off her head again, poor +dearie, and began to talk about prison and disgrace, and what not, till +she fainted again; and when she came to, I was fain to call the other +lad to pacify her, for I could see the trouble in her puir een, though +she could scarce win breath to speak.' + +'Is Alexis there?' + +'Surely he is, my leddy; he's no the lad to leave his sister in sic a +strait. It was all I could do to gar him lie down when she dozed off +again, but there's sair stress setting in for all of them, puir things. +I have sent the little laddie off to beg the doctor to look in as soon +as he can, for I am much mistaken if there be not fever coming on.' + +'Indeed! And what can those poor children do?' + +'That's what I'm thinking, my leddy. And since 'tis your pleasure that +the nursery be done awa' wi', and I have not ta'en any fresh work, I +should like weel to see the puir lassie through wi' it. Ye'll no mind +that Captain White and my puir Halfpenny listed the same time, and +always forgathered as became douce lads. The twa of them got their +stripes thegither, and when Halfpenny got his sunstroke in that weary +march, 'twas White who gave him his last sup of water, and brought me +his bit Bible. So I'd be fain to tend his daughter in her sickness, +if you could spare me, my leddy, and I'd aye rin home to dress Missie +Primrose and pit her to bed, and see to matters here.' + +'There's no better nurse in the world, dear old Halfpenny,' said Lady +Merrifield, with tears in her eyes. 'I do feel most thankful to you for +proposing it. Never mind about Primrose, only you must have your meals +and a good rest here, and not knock yourself up.' + +Mrs. Halfpenny smiled grimly at the notion of her being sooner knocked +up than a steam-engine. Dr. Dagger entirely confirmed her opinion that +poor Kalliope was likely to have a serious illness, low nervous fever, +and failing action of the heart, no doubt from the severe strain that +she had undergone, more or less, for many months, and latterly fearfully +enhanced by her mother's illness, and the shock and suspense about +Alexis, all borne under the necessity of external composure and +calmness, so that even Mrs. Lee had never entirely understood how much +it cost her. The doctor did not apprehend extreme danger to one young +and healthy, but he thought much would depend on good nursing, and on +absolute protection from any sort of excitement, so that such care as +Mrs. Halfpenny's was invaluable, since she was well known to be a dove +to a patient, but a dragon to all outsiders. + +Every one around grieved at having done so little to lighten these +burthens, and having even increased them, her brother Alexis above all; +but on the other hand, he was the only person who was of any use to her, +or was suffered to approach her, since his touch and voice calmed the +recurring distress, lest he were still in prison and danger. + +Alexis went back dutifully on the Monday morning to his post at the +works. The young man was much changed by his fortnight's experiences, or +rather he had been cured of a temporary fit of distraction, and returned +to his better self. How many discussions his friends held about him +cannot be recorded, but after a conversation with Mr. Flight, with whom +he was really more unreserved than any other being except Kalliope, this +was the understanding at which Miss Mohun and Lady Merrifield arrived as +to his nature and character. + +Refined, studious, and sensitive, thoroughly religious-minded, and of a +high tone of thought, his aspirations had been blighted by his father's +death, his brother's selfishness, and his mother's favouritism. In +a brave spirit of self-abnegation, he had turned to the uncongenial +employment set before him for the sake of his family, and which +was rendered specially trying by the dislike of his fellows to 'the +gentleman cove,' and the jealousy of the Stebbings. Alike for his +religious and his refined habits he had suffered patiently, as Mr. +Flight had always known more or less, and now bore testimony. The +curate, who had opened to him the first door of hope and comfort, had +in these weeks begun to see that the apparent fitfulness of his kindness +had been unsettling. + +Then came the brief dream of felicity excited by Gillian and the +darkness of its extinction, just as Frank Stebbing's failure and +the near approach of Mr. White had made the malice of his immediate +superiors render his situation more intolerable than ever. There was the +added sting of self-reproach for his presumption towards Gillian, and +the neglect caused by his fit of low spirits. Such a sensitive being, +in early youth, wearied and goaded on all sides, might probably have +persevered through the darkness till daylight came; but the catastrophe, +the dismissal, and the perception that he could only defend himself at +the expense of his idol's little brother, all exaggerated by youthful +imagination, were too much for his balance of judgment, and he fled +without giving himself time to realise how much worse he made it for +those he left behind him. + +Of course he perceived it all now, and the more bitterly from his +sister's wanderings, but the morbid exaggeration was gone. The actual +taste of a recruit's life had shown him that there were worse things +than employment at the quarries with his home awaiting him, and his cell +had been a place of thought and recovery of his senses. He had never +seriously expected conviction, and Sir Jasper's visit had given him a +spring of hopeful resignation, in which thoughts stirred of doing his +duty, and winning his way after his father's example, and taking the +trials of his military life as the just cross of his wrong-doing in +entering it. + +His liberation and Mr. White's kindness had not altered this frame. He +was too unhappy to feel his residence in the great house anything but a +restraint; he could not help believing that he had hastened his +mother's death, and could only bow his head meekly under his brother's +reproaches, alike for that and for his folly and imprudence and the +disgrace he had brought on the family. + +'And now you'll, be currying favour and cutting out every one else,' had +been a sting which added fresh force to Alexis's desire to escape from +his kinsman's house to sleep at home as soon as his brother had gone; +and Richard had seen enough of Sir Jasper and of Mr. White to be anxious +to return to his office at Leeds as soon as possible, and to regulate +his affairs beyond their reach. + +Alexis knew that he had avoided a duty in not working out his three +months' term, and likewise that his earnings were necessary to the +family all the more for his sister being laid aside. He knew that he +hardly deserved to resume his post, and he merely asked permission so to +do, and it was granted at once, but curtly and coldly. + +Mr. Flight had asked if he had not found the going among the other +clerks very trying. + +'I had other things to think of,' said Alexis sadly, then recalling +himself. 'Yes; Jones did sneer a little, but the others stopped that. +They knew I was down, you see.' + +'And you mean to go on?' + +'If I may. That, and for my sister to get better, is all I can dare to +hope. My madness and selfishness have shown me unworthy of all that I +once dreamt of.' + +In that resolution it was assuredly best to leave him, only giving him +such encouragement and sympathy as might prevent that more dangerous +reaction of giving up all better things; and Sir Jasper impressed on +Mr. Flight, the only friend who could have aided him in fulfilling his +former aspirations, that Mr. White had in a manner purchased the +youth by buying his discharge, and that interference would not only be +inexpedient, but unjust. The young clergyman chafed a little over not +being allowed to atone for his neglect; but Sir Jasper was not a person +to be easily gainsayed. Nor could there be any doubt that Mr. White was +a good man, though in general so much inclined to reserve his hand that +his actions were apt to take people by surprise at last, as they had +never guessed his intentions, and he had a way of sucking people's +brains without in the least letting them know what use he meant to +make of their information. The measures he was taking for the temporal, +intellectual, and spiritual welfare of the people at the works would +hardly have been known except for the murmurs of Mrs. Stebbing, +although, without their knowing what he was about with them, Mr. +Stebbing himself, Mr. Hablot, Miss Mohun, to say nothing of Alexis, the +foremen and the men and their wives, had given him the groundwork of his +reforms. Meantime, he came daily to inquire for Kalliope, and lavished +on her all that could be an alleviation, greatly offending Mrs. +Halfpenny by continually proffering the services of a hospital nurse. + +'A silly tawpie that would be mair trouble than half a dozen sick,' as +she chose to declare. + +She was a born autocrat, and ruled as absolutely in No. l as in her +nursery, ordering off the three young ones to their schools, in spite +of Maura's remonstrances and appeals to Lady Merrifield, who agreed with +nurse that the girl was much better away and occupied than where she +could be of very little use. + +Indeed, Mrs. Halfpenny banished every one from the room except Mrs. Lee +and Alexis, whom she would allow to take her place, while she stalked +to Il Lido for her meals, and the duties she would not drop. As to rest, +she always, in times of sickness, seemed to be made of cast iron, and if +she ever slept at all, it was in a chair, while Alexis sat by his sister +in the evening. + +The fever never ran very high, but constant vigilance was wanted from +the extreme exhaustion and faintness. There was no violent delirium, +but more of delusion and distress; nor was it easy to tell when she +was conscious or otherwise, for she hardly spoke, and as yet the doctor +forbade any attempt to rouse her more than was absolutely needful. They +were only to give nourishment, watch her, and be patient. + +A few months ago Gillian would have fussed herself into a frantic state +of anxiety and self-reproach, but her parents, when her mother had once +heard as much outpouring as she thought expedient, would not permit what +Sir Jasper called 'perpetual harping.' + +'You have to do your duties all the same, and not worry your mother and +all the family with your feelings,' he said. She thought it very unkind, +and went away crying. + +'Nobody could hinder her from thinking about Kalliope,' she said to +herself, and think she did at her prayers, and when the bulletins came +in, but the embargo on discussion prevented her from being so absolutely +engrossed, as in weaker hands she might have been, and there was a great +deal going on to claim her attention. For one thing, the results of the +Cambridge Examination showed that while Emma Norton and a few others had +passed triumphantly, she had failed, and conscience carried her back +to last autumn's disinclination to do just what Aunt Jane especially +recommended. + +She cried bitterly over the failure, for she had a feeling that success +there would redeem her somewhat in her parents' eyes; but here again she +experienced the healing kindness of her father. He would not say that +he should not have been much pleased by her success, but he said +failure that taught her to do her best without perverseness was really a +benefit; and as arithmetic and mathematics had been her weakest points, +he would work at them with her and Mysie for an hour every morning. + +It was somewhat formidable, but the girls soon found that what their +father demanded was application, and that inattention displeased +him much more than stupidity. His smile, though rare, was one of the +sweetest things in the world, and his approbation was delightful, and +gave a stimulus to the entire day's doings. Mysie was more than ever in +dread of being handed over to the Rotherwoods, though her love for poor +Fly and pity for her solitude were so strong. She would have been much +relieved if she had known what had passed; when the offer was seriously +made, Lord Rotherwood insisted that his wife should do it. + +'Then they will believe in it,' he said. + +'I do not know why you should say that,' she returned, always dutifully +blinding herself to that which all their intimates knew perfectly well. +However, perhaps from having a station and dignity of her own, together +with great simplicity, Lady Merrifield had from her first arrival got +on so well with her hostess as not quite to enter into Jane's sarcastic +descriptions of her efforts at cordiality; and it was with real warmth +that Lady Rotherwood begged for Mysie as a permanent companion and +adopted sister to Phyllis, who was to be taken back to London after +Easter, and in the meantime spent every possible moment with her +cousins. + +Tears at the unkindness to lonely Fly came into Lady Merrifield's eyes +as she said-- + +'I cannot do it, Victoria; I do not think I ought to give away my child, +even if I could.' + +'It is not only our feelings,' added Sir Jasper, 'but it is our duty to +bring up our own child in her natural station; and though we know she +would learn nothing but good in your family, I cannot think it well that +a girl should acquire habits, and be used to society ways and of life +beyond those which she can expect to continue.' + +They both cried out at this, Lord Rotherwood with a halting declaration +of perfect equality, which his lady seconded, with a dexterous reference +to connections. + +'We will not put it on rank then,' said Sir Jasper, 'but on wealth. With +you, Maria must become accustomed to much that she could not continue, +and had better not become natural to her. I know there are great +advantages to manners and general cultivation in being with you, and we +shall be most thankful to let her pay long visits, and be as much with +Phyllis as is consistent with feeling her home with us, but I cannot +think it right to do more.' + +'But with introductions,' pleaded Lady Rotherwood, 'she might marry +well. With her family and connections, she would be a match for any +one.' + +'I hope so,' said Sir Jasper; 'but at the same time it would not be well +for her to look on such a marriage as the means of continuing the habits +that would have become second nature.' + +'Poor Mysie,' exclaimed Lord Rotherwood, bursting out laughing at the +idea, and at Lady Merrifield's look as she murmured, 'My Mysie!' + +'You misunderstand me,' said the Marchioness composedly. 'I was as far +as possible from proposing marriage as a speculation for her.' + +'I know you were,' said Sir Jasper. 'I know you would deal by Maria as +by your own daughter, and I am very grateful to you, Lady Rotherwood, +but I can only come back to my old decision, that as Providence did not +place her in your rank of life, she had better not become so accustomed +to it as to render her own distasteful to her.' + +'Exactly what I expected,' said Lord Rotherwood. + +'Yes,' returned his wife, with an effort of generosity; 'and I believe +you are right, Jasper, though I am sorry for my little solitary girl, +and I never saw a friend so perfectly suitable for her as your Mysie.' + +'They may be friends still,' said Lord Rotherwood, 'and we will be +grateful to you whenever you can spare her to us.' + +'Perhaps,' added Sir Jasper, 'all the more helpful friends for seeing +different phases of life.' + +'And, said his wife, with one of her warm impulses, 'I do thank you, +Victoria, for so loving my Mysie.' + +'As if any one could help it, after last winter,' said that lady, and an +impromptu kiss passed between the two mothers, much to the astonishment +of the Marquis, who had never seen his lady so moved towards any one. + +The Merrifields were somewhat on the world, for Sir Jasper, on going +to Silverfold and corresponding with the trustees of the landlord, had +found that the place could not be put in a state either of repair or +sanitation, such as he approved, without more expense than either he +or the trustees thought advisable, and he decided on giving it up, and +remaining at Il Lido till he could find something more suitable. + +The children, who had been there during the special homemaking age, +bewailed the decision, and were likely always to look back on Silverfold +as a sort of Paradise; but the elder ones had been used to changes from +infancy, and had never settled down, and their mother said that place +was little to her as long as she had her Jasper by her side, and as to +the abstract idea of home as a locality, that would always be to her +under the tulip-tree and by the pond at the Old Court at Beechcroft, +just as her abstract idea of church was in the old family pew, with the +carved oak panels, before the restoration, in which she had been the +most eager of all. + +Thus a fortnight passed, and then the fever was decidedly wearing +off, but returning at night. Kalliope still lay weak, languid, silent, +fainting at any attempt to move her, not apparently able to think enough +to ask how time passed, or to be uneasy about anything, simply accepting +the cares given to her, and lying still. One morning, however, Alexis +arrived in great distress to speak to Sir Jasper, not that his sister +was worse, as he explained, but Richard had been selling the house. The +younger ones at home had never troubled themselves as to whose property +the three houses in Ivinghoe Terrace were. Perhaps Kalliope knew, but +she could not be asked; but the fact was that Captain White had been so +lost sight of, that he had not known that this inheritance had fallen to +him under the will of his grandfather, who was imbecile at the time of +his flight. On his deathbed, the Captain had left the little he owned to +his wife, and she had died intestate, as Richard had ascertained before +leaving home, so that he, as eldest son, was heir to the ground. He had +written to Kalliope, a letter which Alexis had opened, informing her +that he had arranged to sell the houses to a Mr. Gudgeon, letting to +him their own till the completion of the legal business necessary, +and therefore desiring his brothers and sisters to move out with their +lodgers, if not by Lady Day itself, thus giving only a week's spare +notice, at latest by Old Lady Day. + +'Is he not aware of your sister's state?' + +'I do not imagine that he has read the letter that I wrote to him. He +was very much displeased with me, and somewhat disposed to be angry at +my sister's fainting, and to think that we were all trying to work on +his feelings. He used to be rather fond of Maura, so I told her to write +to him, but he has taken no notice, and he can have no conception of +Kalliope's condition, or he would not have addressed his letter to her. +I came to ask if you would kindly write to him how impossible it is to +move her.' + +'You had better get a certificate from Dr. Dagger. Either I or Lady +Merrifield will meet him, and see to that. That will serve both to stay +him and the purchaser.' + +'That is another misfortune. This Gudgeon is the chief officer, or +whatever they call it, of the Salvation Army. I knew they had been +looking out for a place for a barracks, and could not get one because +almost everything belongs to Lord Rotherwood or to Mr. White.' + +Sir Jasper could only reply that he would see what could be done in the +matter, and that, at any rate, Kalliope should not be disturbed. + +Accordingly Lady Merrifield repaired to Ivinghoe Terrace for the +doctor's visit, and obtained from him the requisite certificate that the +patient could not be removed at present. He gave it, saying, however, +to Lady Merrifield's surprise, that though he did not think it would +be possible to remove her in a week's time, yet after that he fully +believed that she would have more chance of recovering favourably if she +could be taken out of the small room and the warm atmosphere beneath the +cliffs--though of course all must depend on her state at the time. + +Meantime there was a council of the gentlemen about outbidding the +Salvation Army. Lord Rotherwood was spending already as much as he could +afford, in the days of agricultural depression, on the improvements +planned with Mr. White. That individual was too good a man of business +to fall, as he said, into the trap, and make a present to that scamp +Richard of more than the worth of the houses, and only Mr. Flight was +ready to go to any cost to keep off the Salvation Army; but the answer +was curt. Richard knew he had no chance with Mr. White, and did not care +to keep terms with him. + +'Mr. Richard White begs to acknowledge the obliging offer of the Rev. +Augustine Flight, and regrets that arrangements have so far progressed +with Mr. Gudgeon that he cannot avail himself of it.' + +Was this really regret or was the measure out of spite? Only the +widest charity could accept the former suggestion, and even Sir Jasper +Merrifield's brief and severe letter and Dr. Dagger's certificate did +not prevent a letter to Alexis, warning him not to make their sister's +illness a pretext for unreasonable delay. + +What was to be done? Kalliope was still unfit to be consulted or even +informed, and she had been hitherto so entirely the real head and +manager of the family that Alexis did not like to make any decision +without her; and even the acceptance of the St. Wulstan's choristership +for Theodore had been put off for her to make it, look to his outfit, +and all that only the woman of the family could do for them. + +And here they were at a loss for a roof over their heads, and nowhere +to bestow the battered old furniture, of which Richard magnanimously +renounced his sixth share; while she who had hitherto toiled, thought, +managed, and contrived for all the other four, without care of their +own, still lay on her bed, sensible indeed and no longer feverish, but +with the perilous failure of heart, renewed by any kind of exertion or +excitement, a sudden movement, or a startling sound in the street; and +Mrs. Halfpenny, guarding her as ferociously as ever, and looking capable +of murdering any one of her substitutes if they durst hint a word of +their perplexities. Happily she asked no questions; she was content when +allowed to be kissed by the others, and to see they were well. Nature +was enforcing repose, and so far "her senses was all as in a dream bound +up." Alexis remembered that it had been somewhat thus at Leeds, when, +after nursing all the rest, she had succumbed to the epidemic; but +then the mother had been able to watch over her, and had been a more +effective parent to the rest than she had since become. + +The first practical proposal was Mrs. Lee's. They thought of reversing +the present position, and taking a small house where their present hosts +might become their lodgers. Moreover, Miss Mohun clenched the affair +about Theodore, and overcame Alexis's scruples, while Lady Merrifield, +having once or twice looked in, and been smiled at and thanked by +Kalliope, undertook to prepare her for his farewell. + +Alexis and Maura both declared that she would instantly jump up, and +want to begin looking over his socks; but she got no further than-- + +'Dear boy! It is the sort of thing I always wished for him. People are +very good! But his things--' + +'Oh yes, dearie, ye need not fash yourself. I've mended them as I sat by +you, and packed them all. Lie still. They are all right.' + +There was an atmosphere of the Royal Wardours about Mrs. Halfpenny, +which was at once congenial and commanding; and Kalliope's mind at once +relinquished the burthen of socks, shirts, and even the elbows of +the outgrown jacket, nor did any of the family ever know how the +deficiencies had been supplied. + +And when Theodore, well admonished, came softly and timidly for the +parting kiss, his face quivering all over with the effort at +self-control, she lay and smiled; but with a great crystal tear on each +dark eyelash, and her thin transparent fingers softly stroked his +cheeks, as the low weak voice said-- + +'Be a good boy, dear--speak truth. Praise God well. Write; I'll write +when I am better.' + +It was the first time she had spoken of being better, and they told +Theodore to take comfort from it when all the other three walked him up +to the station. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. -- BEAUTY AND THE BEAST + + + +In the search for a new abode Mrs. Lee was in much difficulty, for it +was needful to be near St. Kenelm's, and the only vacant houses within +her means were not desirable for the reception of a feeble convalescent; +moreover, Mr. Gudgeon grumbled and inquired, and was only withheld by +warnings enhanced by the police from carrying the whole charivari of the +Salvation Army along Ivinghoe Terrace on Sunday afternoon. + +Perhaps it was this, perhaps it was the fact of having discussed the +situation with the two Miss Mohuns, that made Mr. White say to Alexis, +'There are two rooms ready for your sister, as soon as Dagger says she +can be moved safely. The person who nurses her had better come with her, +and you may as well come back to your old quarters.' + +Alexis could hardly believe his ears, but Mr. White waved off all +thanks. The Mohun sisters were delighted and triumphant, and Jane came +down to talk it over with her elder sister, auguring great things from +that man who loved to deal in surprises. + +'That is true,' said Sir Jasper. + +'What does that mean, Jasper?' said his wife. 'It sounds significant.' + +'I certainly should not be amazed if he did further surprise us all. Has +it never struck you how that noontide turn of Adeline's corresponds with +his walk home from the reading-room?' + +Lady Merrifield looked rather startled, but Jane only laughed, and said, +'My dear Jasper, if you only knew Ada as well as I do! Yes, I have seen +far too many of those little affairs to be taken in by them. Poor Ada! I +know exactly how she looks, but she is only flattered, like a pussy-cat +waggling the end of its tail--it means nothing, and never comes to +anything. The thing that is likely and hopeful is, that he may adopt +those young people as nephews and nieces.' + +'Might it not spoil them?' said Lady Merrifield. + +'Oh! I did not mean that. They might work with him still. However, there +is no use in settling about that. The only thing to be expected of him +is the unexpected!' + +'And the thing to be done,' added her sister, 'is to see how and when +that poor girl can be got up to Cliff House.' + +To the general surprise, Dr. Dagger wished the transit to take place +without loss of time. A certain look of resigned consternation crossed +Kalliope's face on being informed of her destiny, but she justified +Mrs. Halfpenny's commendation of her as the maist douce and conformable +patient in the world, for she had not energy enough even to plead +against anything so formidable, and she had not yet been told that +Ivinghoe Terrace was her home no longer. + +The next day she was wrapped in cloaks and carried downstairs between +her brother and Mrs. Halfpenny, laid on a mattress in the Merrifield +waggonette, which went up the hill at a foot's pace, and by the same +hands, with her old friend the caretaker's wife going before, was taken +upstairs to a beautiful large room, with a window looking out on vernal +sky and sea. She was too much exhausted on her arrival to know anything +but the repose on the fresh comfortable bed, whose whiteness was almost +rivalled by her cheek, and Mrs. Halfpenny ordered off Alexis, who was +watching her in great anxiety. However, when he came back after his +afternoon's work, it was to find that she had eaten and slept, and now +lay, with her eyes open, in quiet interested admiration of a spacious +and pleasant bedroom, such as to be a great novelty to one whose life +had been spent in cheap lodging houses. The rooms had been furnished +twenty years before as a surprise intended for the wife who never +returned to occupy them, and though there was nothing extraordinary in +them, there was much to content the eyes accustomed to something very +like squalidness, for had not Kalliope's lot always been the least +desirable chamber in the family quarters? + +At any rate, from that moment she began to recover, ate with appetite, +slept and woke to be interested, and to enjoy Theodore's letter of +description of St. Wulstan's, and even to ask questions. Alexis was +ready to dance for joy when she first began really to talk to him; and +could not forbear imparting his gladness to the Miss Mohuns that very +evening, as well as to Mr. White, and running down after dinner with +the good news to Maura, Mrs. Lee, and Lady Merrifield. Dinners with Mr. +White had, on his first sojourn in that house, been a great penance, +though there were no supercilious servants, for all the waiting was +by the familiar housekeeper, Mrs. Osborne, who had merely added an +underling to her establishment on her master's return; but Alexis then +had been utterly miserable, feeling guilty and ashamed, as one only +endured on sufferance out of compassion, because his brother cast him +out, and fresh from the sight of his mother's dying bed; a terrible +experience altogether, which had entirely burnt out and effaced his +foolish fit of romantic calf-love, and rendered him much more of a +man. Now, though not a month had passed, he seemed to be on a different +footing. He was doing his work steadily, and the hope of his sister's +recovery had brightened him. Mr. White had begun to talk to him, to ask +him questions about the doings of the day, and to tell him in return +some of his own experiences in Italy, and in the earlier days of the +town. Maura came up to see her sister every day, and tranquillised her +mind when the move was explained, and anxiety as to the transport of all +their worldly goods began to set in. Mrs. Lee had found a house where +she could place two bedrooms and a sitting-room at the disposal of the +Whites if things were to continue as before, and no hint had been given +of any change, or of what was to happen when the three months' notice +given to Kalliope and Alexis should have expired. + +By the Easter holidays Mrs. Halfpenny began to get rather restless as to +the overlooking of the boys' wardrobes; and, indeed, she thought so well +of her patient's progress as to suggest to Mr. White that the lassie +would do very well if she had her sister to be with her in the holidays, +and she herself would come up every day to help at the getting up, +for Kalliope was now able to be dressed and to lie on a couch in the +dressing-room, where she could look out over the bay, and she had even +asked for some knitting. + +'And really, Miss Gillian, you could not do her much harm if you came up +to see her,' said the despot. 'So you may come this very afternoon, if +ye'll be douce, and not fash her with any of your cantrips.' + +Gillian did not feel at all in a mood for cantrips as she slowly +walked up the broad staircase, and was ushered into the +dressing-room, cheerful with bright fire and April sunshine, and with a +large comfortable sofa covered with a bright rug, where Kalliope could +enjoy both window and fire without glare. The beauty of her face so much +depended on form and expression that her illness had not lessened it. +Gillian had scarcely seen her since the autumn, and the first feeling +was what an air of rest and peace had succeeded the worn, harassed look +then almost perpetual. There was a calmness now that far better suited +the noble forehead, dark pencilled eyebrows, and classical features in +their clear paleness; and with a sort of reverence Gillian bent over +her, to kiss her and give her a bunch of violets. Then, when the thanks +had passed, Gillian relieved her own shyness by exclaiming with +admiration at a beautiful water-coloured copy of an early Italian +fresco, combining the Nativity and Adoration of the Magi, that hung over +the mantelpiece. + +'Is it not exquisite?' returned Kalliope. 'I do so much enjoy making +out each head and dwelling on them! Look at that old shepherd's simple +wonder and reverence, and the little child with the lamb, and the +contrast with the Wise Man from the East, whose eyes look as if he saw +so much by faith.' + +'Can you see it from there?' asked Gillian, who had got up to look at +these and further details dwelt on by Kalliope. + +'Yes. Not at first; but they come out on me by degrees. It is such a +pleasure, and so kind of Mr. White to have put it there. He had it hung +there, Mrs. Halfpenny told me, instead of his own picture just before I +came in here.' + +'Well, he is not a bad-looking man, but it is no harm to him or his +portrait to say that this is better to look at!' + +'It quite does me good! And see,' pointing to a photograph of the Arch +of Titus hung on the screen that shielded her from the door, 'he sends +in a fresh one by Alexis every other day. + +'How very nice! He really seems to be a dear old man. Don't you think +so?' + +'I am sure he is wonderfully kind, but I have only seen him that once +when he came with Sir Jasper, and then I knew nothing but that when Sir +Jasper was come things must go right.' + +'Of course; but has he never been to see you now that you are up and +dressed?' + +'No, he lavishes anything on me that I can possibly want, but I have +only seen him once--never here.' + +'It is like Beauty and the Beast!' + +'Oh no, no; don't say that!' + +'Well, George Stebbing really taught Fergus to call him a beast, and +you--Kally--I won't tease you with saying what you are.' + +'I wish I wasn't, it would be all so much easier.' + +'Never mind! I do believe the Stebbings are going away! Does Maura never +see him?' + +'She has met him on the stairs and in the garden, but she has her meals +here. I trust by the time her Easter holidays are over I may be fit +to go back with her. But I do hope I may be able to copy a bit of that +picture first, though, any way, I can never forget it.' + +'To go on as before?' exclaimed Gillian, with an interrogative sigh of +wonder. + +'If that notice of dismissal can be revoked,' said Kalliope. + +But would you like it--must you?' + +'I _should_ like to go back to my girls,' said Kalliope; 'and things +come into my head, now I am doing nothing, that I want to work out, if I +might. So, you see, it is not at all a pity that I _must_.' + +And why is it must?' said Gillian wistfully. 'You have to get well +first.' + +Yes, I know that; but, you see, there are Maura and Petros. They must +not be thrown on Alexis, poor dear fellow! And if he could only be set +free, he might go on with what he once hoped for, though he thinks it is +his duty to give all that entirely up now and work obediently on. But I +know the longing will revive, and if I only could improve myself, and be +worth more, it might still be possible.' + +'Only you must not begin too soon and work yourself to death.' + +'Hardly after such a rest,' said Kalliope. 'It is not work I mind, but +worry'--and then a sadder look crossed her for a moment, and she added, +'I am so thankful.' + +'Thankful?' echoed Gillian. + +'Yes, indeed! For Sir Jasper's coming and saving us at that dreadful +moment, and my being able to keep up as long as dear mamma wanted me, +and then Mrs. Halfpenny being spared by dear Lady Merrifield to give me +such wonderful care and kindness, and little Theodore being so happily +placed, and this rest--such a strange quiet rest as I never knew before. +Oh! it is all so thankworthy'--and the great tears came to dim her eyes. +'It seems sent to help me to take strength and courage for the future. +"He hath helped me hitherto."' + +'And you are better?' + +'Yes, much better. Quite comfortable as long as I am quite still.' + +'And content to be still?' + +'Yes, I'm very lazy.' + +It was a tired voice, and Gillian feared her half-hour was nearly over, +but she could not help saying-- + +'Do you know, I think it will be all nicer now. Mr. White is doing so +much, and Mr. Stebbing hates it so, that Mrs. Stebbing says he is going +to dissolve the partnership and go away.' + +'Then it would all be easier. It seems too good to be true.' + +'And that man Mr. White. He must do something for you! He ought.' + +'Oh no! He has done a great deal already, and has not been well used. +Don't talk of that.' + +'I believe he is awfully rich. You know he is building an Institute for +the workmen, and a whole row of model cottages.' + +'Yes, Alexis told me. What a difference it will make! I hope he will +build a room where the girls can dine and rest and read, or have a +piano; it would be so good for them.' + +'You had better talk to him about it.' + +'I never see him, and I should not dare.' + +'I'll tell my aunts. He always does what Aunt Ada tells him. Is that +really all you wish?' + +'Oh! I don't wish for anything much--I don't seem able to care now dear +mamma is where they cease from troubling, and I have Alec again.' + +'Well, I can't help having great hopes. I can't see why that man should +not make a daughter of you! Then you would travel and see mountains and +pictures and everything. Oh, should you not like that?' + +'Like? Oh, one does not think about liking things impossible! And for +the rest, it is nonsense. I should not like to be dependent, and I ought +not.' + +'You don't think what is to come next?' + +'No, it would be taking thought for the morrow, would it not? I don't +want to, while I can't do anything, it would only make me fret, and I +am glad I am too stupid still to begin vexing myself over it. I suppose +energy and power of considering will come when my heart does not flutter +so. In the meantime, I only want to keep quiet, and I hope that's not +all laziness, but some trust in Him who has helped me all this time.' + +'Miss Gillian, you've clavered as long as is good for Miss White, and +here are the whole clanjamfrie waiting in the road for you. Now be +douce, my bairn, and mind you are not in the woods at home, and don't +let the laddies play their tricks with Miss Primrose.' + +'I must go,' said Gillian, hastily kissing Kalliope. 'The others were +going to call for me. When Lady Phyllis was riding with her father she +spied a wonderful field of daffodils and a valley full of moss at a +place called Clipston, two miles off, and we are all going to get some +for the decorations. I'll send you some. Good-bye.' + +The clanjamfrie, as Mrs. Halfpenny called it, mustered strong, and +Gillian's heart leapt at the resumption of the tumultuous family life, +as she beheld the collection of girls, boys, dogs, and donkeys awaiting +her in the approach; and, in spite of the two governesses' presence, +her mind misgave her as to the likelihood of regard to the hint that her +mother had given that she hoped the elder ones would try to be sober +in their ways, and not quite forget what week it was. It was in their +favour that Jasper, now in his last term at school, was much more of a +man and less of a boy than hitherto, and was likely to be on the side +of discretion, so that he might keep in order that always difficult +element, Wilfred, whose two years of preparatory school as yet made him +only more ingenious in the arts of teasing, and more determined to show +his superiority to petticoat government. He had driven Fergus nearly +distracted by threatening to use all his mineralogical specimens to make +ducks and drakes, and actually confusing them together, so that Fergus +repented of having exhibited them, and rejoiced that Aunt Jane had let +them continue in her lumber-room till they could find a permanent home. + +Wilfred had a shot for Mrs. Halfpenny, when she came down with Gillian +and looked for Primrose to secure that there were no interstices between +the silk handkerchief and fur collar. + +'Ha, ha, old Small Change, don't you wish you may get it?'--as Primrose +proved to be outside the drive on one of the donkeys. 'You've got +nothing to do but gnaw your fists at us like old Giant Pope.' + +'For shame, Wilfred!' said Jasper. 'My mother did Primrose's throat, +nurse, so she is all right.' + +'Bad form,' observed Lord Ivinghoe, shaking his head. + +'I'm not going to Eton,' replied Wilfred audaciously. + +'I should hope not!'--in a tone of ineffable contempt, not for Wilfred's +person, but his manners, and therewith his Lordship exclaimed, 'Who's +that?' as Maura came flying down with Gillian's forgotten basket. + +'Oh, that's Maura White!' said Valetta. + +'I say, isn't she going with us?' + +'Oh no, she has to look after her sister!' + +'Don't you think we might take her, Gill?' said Fly. 'She never gets any +fun.' + +'I don't think she ought to leave Kalliope to-day, Fly, for nurse is +going down to Il Lido; and besides, Aunt Jane said we must not take +_all_ Rockquay with us.' + +'No, they would not let us ask Kitty and Clement Varley, said Fergus +disconsolately. + +'I am sure she is five times as pretty as your Kitty!' returned +Ivinghoe. 'She is a regular stunner.' Whereby it may be perceived that +a year at Eton had considerably modified his Lordship's correctness of +speech, if not of demeanour. Be it further observed that, in spite of +the escort of the governesses, the young people were as free as if those +ladies had been absent, for, as Jasper observed, the donkeys neutralised +them. Miss Elbury, being a bad walker, rode one, and Miss Vincent felt +bound to keep close to Primrose upon the other; and as neither animal +could be prevailed on to moderate its pace, they kept far ahead of all +except Valetta, who was mounted on the pony intended for Lady Phyllis, +but disdained by her until she should be tired. Lord Ivinghoe's +admiration of Maura was received contemptuously by Wilfred, who was +half a year younger than his cousin, and being already, in his own +estimation, a Wykehamist, had endless rivalries with him. + +'She! She's nothing but a cad! Her sister is a shop-girl, and her +brother is a quarryman.' + +'She does not look like it,' observed Ivinghoe, while Mysie and Fly, +with one voice, exclaimed that her father was an officer in the Royal +Wardours. + +'A private first,' said Wilfred, with boyhood's reiteration. 'Cads and +quarrymen all of them--the whole boiling, old White and all, though he +has got such a stuck-up house!' + +'Nonsense, Will,' said Fly. 'Why, Mr. White has dined with us.' + +'A patent of nobility, said Jasper, smiling. + +'I don't care,' said Wilfred; 'if other people choose to chum with old +stonemasons and convicts, I don't.' + +'Wilfred, that is too bad,' said Gillian. 'It is very wrong to talk in +that way.' + +'Oh!' said the audacious Wilfred, 'we all know who is Gill's Jack!' + +'Shut up, Will!' cried Fergus, flying at him. 'I told you not to--' + +But Wilfred bounded up a steep bank, and from that place of vantage went +on-- + +'Didn't she teach him Greek, and wasn't he spoony; and didn't she send +back his valentine, so that--' + +Fergus was scrambling up the bank after him, enraged at the betrayal of +his confidence, and shouting inarticulately, while poor Gillian moved +on, overwhelmed with confusion, and Fly uttered the cutting words, +'Perfectly disgusting!' + +'Ay, so it was!' cried the unabashed Wilfred, keeping on at the top of +the bank, and shaking the bushes at every pause. 'So he broke down the +rocks, and ran away with the tin, and enlisted, and went to prison. Such +a sweet young man for Gill!' + +Poor Gillian! was her punishment never to end? That scrape of hers, +hitherto so tenderly and delicately hinted at, and which she would have +given worlds to have kept from her brothers, now shouted all over the +country! Sympathy, however, she had, if that would do her any good. +Mysie and Fly came on each side of Ivinghoe, assuring him, in low eager +voices, of the utter nonsense of the charge, and explaining ardently; +and Jasper, with one bound, laid hold of the tormentor, dragged him +down, and, holding his stick over him, said-- + +'Now, Wilfred, if you don't hold your tongue, and not behave like a +brute, I shall send you straight home.' + +'It's quite true,' growled Wilfred. 'Ask her.' + +'What does that signify? I'm ashamed of you! I've a great mind to thrash +you this instant. If you speak another word of that sort, I shall. Now +then, there are the governesses trying to stop to see what's the row. +I shall give you up to Miss Vincent, if you choose to behave so like a +spiteful girl.' + +A sixth-form youth was far too great a man to be withstood by one who +was not yet a public schoolboy at all; and Wilfred actually obeyed, +while Jasper added to Fergus-- + +'How could you be such a little ass as to go and tell him all that rot?' + +'It was true,' grumbled Fergus. + +'The more reason not to go cackling about it like an old hen, or a girl! +Your own sister! I'm ashamed of you both. Mind, I shall thrash you if +you mention it again.' + +Poor Fergus felt the accusation of cackling unjust, since he had only +told Wilfred in confidence, and that had been betrayed, but he had got +his lesson on family honour, and he subsided into his wonted look-out +for curious stones, while Gillian was overtaken by Jasper--whether +willingly or not, she hardly knew--but his first word was, 'Little +beast!' + +'You didn't hurt him, I hope,' said Gill, accepting the invitation to +take his arm. + +'Oh no! I only threatened to make him walk with the governesses and the +donkeys.' + +'Asses and savants to the centre,' said Gillian; 'like the orders to the +French army in Egypt.' + +'But what's all this about? You wanted me to look after you! Is it that +Alexis?' + +'Oh, Japs! Mamma knows all about it and papa. It was only that he was +ridiculous because I was so silly as to think I could help him with his +Greek.' + +'You! With his Greek! I pity him!' + +'Yes. I found he soon knew too much for me,' said Gillian meekly; 'but, +indeed, Japs, it wasn't very bad! He only sent me a valentine, and Aunt +Jane says I need not have been so angry.' + +'A cat may look at a king,' said Jasper loftily. 'It is a horrid bad +thing for a girl to be left to herself without a brother worth having.' + +So Gillian got off pretty easily, and after all the walk was not greatly +spoilt. They coalesced again with the other three, who were tolerably +discreet, and found the debate on the White gentility had been resumed. +Ivinghoe was philosophically declaring 'that in these days one must take +up with everybody, so it did not matter if one was a little more of a +cad than another; he himself was fag at Eton to a fellow whose father +was an oilman, and who wasn't half a bad lot.' + +'An oilman, Ivy,' said his sister; 'I thought he imported petroleum.' + +'Well, it's all the same. I believe he began as an oilman.' + +'We shall have Fergus reporting that he's a petroleuse,' put in Jasper. + +'No, a petroleuse is a woman.' + +'I like Mr. White,' said Fly; 'but, Gillian, you don't think it is true +that he is going to marry your Aunt Jane?' + +There was a great groan, and Japs observed-- + +'Some one told us Rockquay was a hotbed of gossip, and we seem to have +got it strong.' + +'Where did this choice specimen come from, Fly!' demanded Ivinghoe, in +his manner most like his mother. + +Fly nodded her head towards her governess in the advanced guard. + +'She had a cousin to tea with her, and they thought I didn't know whom +they meant, and they said that he was always up at Rockstone.' + +'Well, he is; and Aunt Jane always stands up for him,' said Gillian; +'but that was because he is so good to the workpeople, and Aunt Ada took +him for some grand political friend of Cousin Rotherwood's.' + +'Aunt Jane!' said Jasper. 'Why, she is the very essence and epitome of +old maids.' + +'Yes,' said Gillian. 'If it came to that, she would quite as soon marry +the postman.' + +'That's lucky' said Ivinghoe. 'One can swallow a good deal, but not +quite one's own connections.' + +'In fact,' said Jasper, 'you had rather be an oilman's fag than a +quarryman's--what is it?--first cousin once removed in law?' + +'It is much more likely,' said Gillian, as they laughed over this, 'that +Kalliope and Maura will be his adopted daughters, only he never comes +near them.' + +Wherewith there was a halt. Miss Elbury insisted that Phyllis should +ride, the banks began to show promise of flowers, and, in the search for +violets, dangerous topics were forgotten, and Wilfred was forgiven. They +reached the spot marked by Fly, a field with a border of sloping broken +ground and brushwood, which certainly fulfilled all their desires, +steeply descending to a stream full of rocks, the ground white with wood +anemones, long evergreen trails of periwinkles and blue flowers between, +primroses clustering under the roots of the trees, daffodils gilding the +grass above, and the banks verdant with exquisite feather-moss. Such a +springtide wood was joy to all, especially as the first cuckoo of the +season came to add to their delights and set them counting for the +augury of happy years, which proved so many that Mysie said they would +not know what to do with them. + +'I should,' said Ivinghoe. 'I should like to live to be a great old +statesman, as Lord Palmerston did, and have it all my own way. Wouldn't +I bring things round again!' + +'Perhaps they would have gone too far,' suggested Jasper, 'and then you +would have to gnaw your hand like Giant Pope, as Wilfred says.' + +'Catch me, while I could do something better.' + +'If one only lived long enough,' speculated Fergus, 'one might find out +what everything was made of, and how to do everything.' + +'I wonder if the people did before the Flood, when they lived eight or +nine hundred years,' said Fly. + +'Perhaps that is the reason there is nothing new under the sun,' +suggested Valetta, as many a child has before suggested. + +'But then,' said Mysie, they got wicked.' + +'And then after the Flood it had all to be begun over again,' said +Ivinghoe. 'Let me see, Methuselah lived about as long as from William +the Conqueror till now. I think he might have got to steam and +electricity.' + +'And dynamite,' said Gillian. 'Oh, I don't wonder they had to be swept +away, if they were clever and wicked both!' + +'And I suppose they were,' said Jasper. 'At least the giants, and that +they handed on some of their ability through Ham, to the Egyptians, and +all those queer primeval coons, whose works we are digging up.' + +'From the Conquest till now,' repeated Gillian. 'I'm glad we don't live +so long now. It tires one to think of it.' + +'But we shall,' said Fly. + +'Yes,' said Mysie, 'but then we shall be rid of this nasty old self that +is always getting wrong.' + +'That little lady's nasty old self does so as little as any one's,' +Jasper could not help remarking to his sister; and Fly, pouncing on the +first purple orchis spike amid its black-spotted leaves, cried-- + +'At any rate, these dear things go on the same, without any tiresome +inventing.' + +'Except God's just at first,' whispered Mysie. + +'And the gardeners do invent new ones,' said Valetta. + +'Invent! No; they only fuss them and spoil them, and make ridiculous +names for them,' said Fly. These darling creatures are ever so much +better. Look at Primrose there.' + +'Yes,' said Gillian, as she saw her little sister in quiet ecstasy over +the sparkling bells of the daffodils; 'one would not like to live eight +hundred years away from that experience.' + +'But mamma cares just as much still as Primrose does,' said Mysie. 'We +must get some for her own self as well as for the church.' + +'Mine are all for mamma,' proclaimed Primrose; and just then there was +a shout that a bird's nest had been found--a ring-ousel's nest on the +banks. Fly and her brother shared a collection of birds' eggs, and were +so excited about robbing the ousels of a single egg, that Gillian hoped +that Fergus would not catch the infection and abandon minerals for +eggs, which would be ever so much worse--only a degree better than +butterflies, towards which Wilfred showed a certain proclivity. + +'I shall be thirteen before next holidays,' he observed, after making a +vain dash with his hat at a sulphur butterfly, looking like a primrose +flying away. + +'Mamma won't allow any "killing collection" before thirteen years old,' +explained Mysie. + +'She says,' explained Gillian, 'by that time one ought to be old enough +to discriminate between the lawfulness of killing the creatures for the +sake of studying their beauty and learning them, and the mere wanton +amusement of hunting them down under the excuse of collecting.' + +'I say,' exclaimed Valetta, who had been exploring above, 'here is such +a funny old house.' + +There was a rush in that direction, and at the other end of the wide +home-field was perceived a picturesque gray stone house, with large +mullioned windows, a dilapidated low stone wall, with what had once been +a handsome gateway, overgrown with ivy, and within big double daffodils +and white narcissus growing wild. + +'It's like the halls of Ivor,' said Mysie, awestruck by the loneliness; +'no dog, nor horse, nor cow, not even a goose,' + +'And what a place to sketch!' cried Miss Vincent. 'Oh, Gillian, we must +come here another day.' + +'Oh, may we gather the flowers?' exclaimed the insatiable Primrose. + +'Those poetic narcissuses would be delicious for the choir screen,' +added Gillian. + +'Poetic narcissus--poetic grandmother,' said Wilfred. 'It's old butter +and eggs.' + +'I say!' cried Mysie. 'Look, Ivy--I know that pair of fighting +lions--ain't these some of your arms over the door?' + +'By which you mean a quartering of our shield,' said Ivinghoe. +'Of course it is the Clipp bearing. Or, two lions azure, regardant +combatant, their tails couped.' + +'Two blue Kilkenny cats, who have begun with each other's tails,' +commented Jasper. + +'Ivinghoe glared a little, but respected the sixth form, and Gillian +added-- + +'They clipped them! Then did this place belong to our ancestors?' + +'Poetic grandmother, really!' said Mysie. + +'Great grandmother,' corrected Ivinghoe. 'To be sure. It was from the +Clipps that we got all this Rockstone estate!' + +'And I suppose this was their house? What a shame to have deserted it!' + +'Oh, it has been a farmhouse,' said Fly. 'I heard something about farms +that wouldn't let.' + +'Then is it yours?' cried Valetta, 'and may we gather the flowers?' + +'And mayn't we explore?' asked Mysie. 'Oh, what fun!' + +'Holloa!' exclaimed Wilfred, transfixed, as if he had seen the ghosts +of all the Clipps. For just as Valetta and Mysie threw themselves on the +big bunches of hepatica and the white narcissus, a roar, worthy of the +clip-tailed lions, proceeded from the window, and the demand, 'Who is +picking my roses?' + +Primrose in terror threw herself on Gillian with a little scream. +Wilfred crept behind the walls, but after the general start there was +an equally universal laugh, for between the stout mullions of the oriel +window Lord Rotherwood's face was seen, and Sir Jasper's behind him. + +Great was the jubilation, and there was a rush to the tall door, up +the dilapidated steps, where curls of fern were peeping out; but the +gentlemen called out that only the back-door could be opened, and the +intention of a 'real grand exploration' was cut short by Miss Elbury's +declaring that she was bound not to let Phyllis stay out till six +o'clock. + +Fly, in her usual good-humoured way, suppressed her sighs and begged the +others to explore without her, but the general vote declared this to be +out of the question. Fly had too short a time to remain with her cousins +to be forsaken even for the charms of 'the halls of Ivor,' or the rival +Beast's Castle, as Gillian called it, which, after all, would not run +away. + +'But it might be let,' said Mysie. + +'Yes, I've got a tenant in agitation,' said Lord Rotherwood +mischievously. 'Never mind, I dare say he won't inquire what you have +done with his butter and eggs.' + +So with a parting salute to the ancestral halls, the cavalry was set in +order, big panniers full of moss and flowers disposed on the donkeys, +Fly placed on her pony, and every maiden taking her basket of flowers, +Jasper and Ivinghoe alone being amiable, or perhaps trustworthy enough +to assist in carrying. Fly's pony demurred to the extra burthen, so +Jasper took hers; and when Gillian declared herself too fond of her +flowers to part with them, Ivinghoe astonished Miss Vincent, on whom +some stones of Fergus's, as well as her own share of flowers, had been +bestowed, by taking one handle of her most cumbrous basket. + +Sir Jasper and Lord Rotherwood rode together through the happy young +troop on the homeward way. Perhaps Ivinghoe was conscious of a special +nod of approval from his father. + +On passing Rock House, the youthful public was rather amused at his +pausing, and saying-- + +'Aren't you going to leave some flowers there?' + +'Oh yes!' said Gillian. 'I have a basket on purpose.' + +'And I have some for Maura,' said Valetta. + +Valetta's was an untidy bunch; Gillian's a dainty basket, where white +violets reposed on moss within a circle of larger blossoms. + +'That's something like!' quoth Ivinghoe. + +He lingered with them as if he wanted to see that vision again, but only +the caretaker appeared, and promised to take the flowers upstairs. + +Maura afterwards told how they were enjoyed, and they knew of Kalliope's +calm restfulness in Holy Week thoughts and Paschal Joys. + +It was on Easter Tuesday that Mr. White first sent a message asking to +see his guest, now of nearly three weeks. + +He came in very quietly and gently--perhaps the sight of the room he +had prepared for his young wife was in itself a shock to him, and he had +lived so long without womankind that he had all a lonely man's awe of an +invalid. He took with a certain respect the hand that Kalliope held out, +as she said, with a faint flush in her cheeks-- + +'I am glad to thank you, sir. You have been very good to me.' + +'I am glad to see you better,' he said, with a little embarrassment. + +'I ought to be, in this beautiful air, and with these lovely things to +look at,' and she pointed to the reigning photograph on the stand--the +facade of St. Mark's. + +'You should see it as I did.' And he began to describe it to her, +she putting in a question or two here and there, which showed her +appreciation. + +'You know something about it already,' he said. + +'Yes; when I was quite a little girl one of the officers in the Royal +Wardours brought some photographs to Malta, and told me about them.' + +'But,' he said, recalling himself, that is not my object now. Your +brother says he does not feel competent to decide without you.' And he +laid before her two or three prospectuses of grammar schools. 'It is +time to apply,' he added, 'if that little fellow--Peter, you call him, +don't you?--is to begin next term.' + +'Petros! Oh, sir, this is kindness!' + +'I desired that the children's education should be attended to,' said +Mr. White. 'I did not intend their being sent to an ordinary National +school.' + +'Indeed,' said Kalliope; 'I do not think much time has been lost, for +they have learnt a good deal there; but I am particularly glad that +Petros should go to a superior school just now that he has been left +alone, for he is more lively and sociable than Theodore, and it might be +less easy for him to keep from bad companions.' + +The pros and cons of the several schools were discussed, and +Hurstpierpoint finally fixed on. + +'Never mind about his outfit,' added Mr. White. 'I'll give that fellow +down in Bellevue an order to rig him out. He is a sharp little sturdy +fellow, who will make his way in the world.' + +'Indeed, I trust so, now that his education is secured. It is another +load off my mind,' said Kalliope, with a smile of exceeding sweetness +and gratitude, her hands clasped, and her eyes raised for a moment in +higher thankfulness,--a look that so enhanced her beauty that Mr. White +gazed for a moment in wonder. The next moment, however, the dark eyes +turned on him with a little anxiety, and she said-- + +'One thing more, sir. Perhaps you will be so kind as to relieve my mind +again. That notice of dismissal at the quarter's end. Was it not in some +degree from a mistake?' + +'An utter mistake, my dear,' he said hastily. 'Never trouble your head +about it.' + +'Then it does not hold?' + +'Certainly not.' + +'And I may go back to my office as soon as I am well enough?' + +'Is that your wish?' + +'Yes, sir. I love my work and my assistants, and I think I could do +better if a little more scope could be allowed me.' + +'Very well, we will see about that--you have to get well first of all.' + +'I am so much better that I ought to go home. Mr. Lee is quite ready for +me.' + +Nonsense! You must be much stronger before Dagger would hear of your +going.' + +After this Mr. White came to sit with Kalliope for a time in the course +of each day, bringing with him something that would interest her, and +seeming gratified by her responsiveness, quiet as it was, for she +was still very feeble, and exertion caused a failure of breath and +fluttering of heart that were so distressing that ten days more passed +before she was brought downstairs and drawn out in the garden in +a chair, where she could sit on the sheltered terrace enjoying the +delicious spring air and soft sea-breezes, sometimes alone, sometimes +with the company of one friend or another. Gillian and Aunt Jane had, +with the full connivance of Mr. White, arranged a temporary entrance +from one garden to the other for the convenience of attending to +Kalliope, and here one afternoon Miss Mohun was coming in when she +heard through the laurels two voices speaking to the girl. As she moved +forward she saw they were the elder and younger Stebbings, and that +Kalliope had risen to her feet, and was leaning on the back of her +chair. While she was considering whether to advance Kalliope heard her, +and called in a breathless voice, 'Miss Mohun! oh, Miss Mohun, come!' + +'Miss Mohun! You will do us the justice--' began Mr. Stebbing, speaking +more to her indignant face and gesture than to any words. + +'Miss White is not well,' she said. 'You had better leave her to me.' + +And as they withdrew through the house, Kalliope sank back in her chair +in one of those alarming attacks of deadly faintness that had been +averted for many days past. Happily an electric bell was always at +hand, and the housekeeper knew what remedies to bring. Kalliope did +not attempt a word for many long minutes, though the colour came back +gradually to her lips. Her first words were, + +'Thank you! Oh, I did hope that persecution was over!' + +'My poor child! Don't tell me unless you like! Only--it wasn't about +your work?' + +'Oh no, the old story! But he brought his father--to say he +consented--and wished it--now.' + +There was no letting her say any more at that time, but it was all plain +enough. This had been one more attempt of the Stebbing family to recover +their former power; Kalliope was assumed to be Mr. White's favoured +niece; Frank could make capital of having loved her when poor and +neglected, and his parents were ready to back his suit. The father and +son had used their familiarity with the house to obtain admittance to +the garden without announcement or preparation, and had pressed the +siege, with a confidence that could only be inspired by their own +self-opinion. Kalliope had been kept up by her native dignity and +resolution, and had at first gently, then firmly, declined the +arguments, persuasions, promises, and final reproaches with which they +beset her--even threatening to disclose what they called encouragement, +and assuring her that she need not reckon on Mr. White, for the general +voice declared him likely to marry again, and then where would she be?' + +'I don't know what would have become of me, if you had not come,' she +said. + +And when she had rested long enough, and crept into the house, and +Alexis had come home to carry her upstairs, it was plain that she had +been seriously thrown back, and she was not able to leave her room for +two or three days. + +Mr. White was necessarily told what had been the cause of the mischief. +He smiled grimly. 'Ay! ay! Master Frank thought he would come round the +old man, did he? He will find himself out. Ha, ha! a girl like that in +the house is like a honey-pot near a wasps' nest, and the little sister +will be as bad. Didn't I see the young lord, smart little prig as he +looks, holding an umbrella over her with a smile on his face, as much as +to say, "I know who is a pretty girl! No one to look after them either!" +But maybe they will all find themselves mistaken,' and his grim smile +relaxed into a highly amiable one. + +Miss Mohun was not at all uneasy as to the young lord. An Eton boy's +admiration of a pretty face did not amount to much, even if Ivinghoe +had not understood 'Noblesse oblige' too well to leave a young girl +unsheltered. Besides, he and all the rest were going away the next day. +But what did that final hint mean? + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. -- THE MAIDEN ALL FORLORN + + + +One secret was soon out, even before the cruel parting of Fly and Mysie, +which it greatly mitigated. + +Clipston was to be repaired and put in order, to be rented by the +Merrifields. It was really a fine old substantial squire's house, though +neglected and consigned to farmers for four generations. It had great +capabilities--a hall up to the roof, wainscoted rooms--at present +happy hunting-grounds to boys and terriers--a choked fountain, numerous +windows, walled up in the days of the 'tax on light,' and never +reopened, and, moreover, a big stone barn, with a cross on the gable, +and evident traces of having once been a chapel. + +The place was actually in Rockstone Parish, and had a hamlet of six or +seven houses, for which cottage services were held once a week, but the +restoration of the chapel would provide a place for these, and it would +become a province for Lady Merrifield's care, while Sir Jasper was +absolutely entreated, both by Lord Rotherwood and the rector of +Rockstone, to become the valuable layman of the parish, nor was he at +all unwilling thus to bestow his enforced leisure. + +It was a beautiful place. The valley of daffodils already visited +narrowed into a ravine, where the rivulet rushed down from moorlands, +through a ravine charmingly wooded, and interspersed with rock. It would +give country delights to the children, and remove them from the gossip +of the watering-place society, and yet not be too far off for those +reading-room opportunities beloved of gentlemen. + +The young people were in ecstasies, only mourning that they could not +live there during the repairs, and that those experienced in the nature +of workmen hesitated to promise that Clipston would be habitable by the +summer vacation. In the meantime, most of the movables from Silverfold +were transported thither, and there was a great deal of walking and +driving to and fro, planning for the future, and revelling in the spring +outburst of flowers. + +Schoolroom work had begun again, and Lady Merrifield was hearing +Mysie read the Geruasalemme Liberata, while Miss Vincent superintended +Primrose's copies, and Gillian's chalks were striving to portray a bust +of Sophocles, when the distant sounds of the piano in the drawing-room +stopped, and Valetta came in with words always ominous-- + +'Aunt Jane wants to speak to you, mamma.' + +Lady Merrifield gathered up her work and departed, while Valetta, +addressing the public, said, 'Something's up.' + +'Oh!' cried Primrose, 'Sofi hasn't run away again?' + +'I hope Kalliope isn't worse,' said Mysie anxiously. + +'I guess,' said Valetta, 'somebody said something the other day!' + +'Something proving us the hotbeds of gossip,' muttered Gillian. + +'You had better get your German exercise, Valetta,' said Miss Vincent. +'Mysie, you have not finished your sums.' + +And a sigh went round; but Valetta added one after-clap. + +'Aunt Jane looked--I don't know how!' + +Whereat Gillian nodded her head, and looked up at Miss Vincent, who was +as curious as the rest, but restrained the manifestation manfully. + +Meantime Lady Merrifield found her sister standing at the window, and, +without turning round, the words were uttered-- + +'Jasper was right, Lily.' + +'You don't mean it?' + +'Yes; he is after her!'--with a long breath. + +'Mr. White!' + +'Yes'--then sitting down. 'I did not think much of it before. They +always are after Ada more or less--and she likes it; but it never has +come to anything.' + +'Why should it now?' + +'It has! At least, it has gone further than ever anything did before, +except Charlie Scott, that ridiculous boy at Beechcroft that William was +so angry with, and who married somebody else.' + +'You don't say that he has proposed to her?' + +'Yes, he has--the man! By a letter this morning, and I could see she +expected it--not that that's any wonder!' + +'But, my dear, she can't possibly be thinking of it.' + +'Well, I should have said it was impossible; but I see she has not made +up her mind. Poor dear Ada! It is too bad to laugh; but she does like +the having a real offer at last, and a great Italian castle laid at her +feet.' + +'But he isn't a gentleman! I don't mean only his birth--and I know he is +a good man really--but Jasper said he could feel he was not a gentleman +by the way he fell on Richard White before his sister.' + +'I know! I know! I wonder if it would be for her happiness?' + +'Then she has not answered him?' + +'No; or, rather, I left her going to write. She won't accept him +certainly now; but I believe she is telling him that she must have time +to consider and consult her family.' + +'She must know pretty well what her family will say. Fancy William! +Fancy Emily! Fancy Reginald!' + +'Yes, oh yes! But Ada--I must say it--she does like to prolong the +situation.' + +'It is not fair on the poor man.' + +'Well, she will act as she chooses; but I think she really does want +to see what amount of opposition--No, not that, but of estrangement it +would cause.' + +'Did you see the letter?' + +'Yes; no doubt you will too. I told her I should come to you, and she +did not object. I think she was glad to be saved broaching the subject, +for she is half ashamed.' + +'I should have thought she would have been as deeply offended at the +presumption as poor Gillian was with the valentine.' + +'Lily, my dear, forty-two is not all one with seventeen, especially when +there's an estate with an Italian countship attached to it! Though +I'm sure I'd rather marry Alexis than this man. _He_ is a gentleman in +grain!' + +'Oh, Jenny, you are very severe!' + +'I'm afraid it is bitterness, Lily; so I rushed down to have it all out +with you, and make up my mind what part to take.' + +'It is very hard on you, my dear, after you have nursed and waited on +her all these years.' + +'It is the little titillation of vanity--exactly like the Ada of +sixteen, nay, of six, that worries me, and makes me naughty,' said Jane, +dashing off a tear. 'Oh, Lily! how could I have borne it if you had not +come home!' + +'But what do you mean about the part to take?' + +'Well, you see, Lily, I really do not know what I ought to do. I want to +clear my mind by talking to you.' + +'I am afraid it would make a great difference to you in the matter of +means.' + +'I don't mean about that; but I am not sure whether I ought to stand up +for her. You see the man is really good at heart, and religious, and +he is taking out this chaplain. The climate, mountains, and sea might +really suit her health, and she could have all kinds of comforts and +luxuries; and if she can get over his birth, and the want of fine edge +of his manners, I don't know that we have any right to set ourselves +against it.' + +'I should have thought those objections would have weighed most of all +with her.' + +'And I do believe that if the whole family are unanimous in scouting the +very idea, she will give it up. She _is_ proud of Mohun blood, and +the Rotherwood connection and all, and if there were a desperate +opposition--well, she would be rather flattered, and give in; but I am +not sure that she would not always regret it, and pine after what she +might have had.' + +'Rotherwood likes the man.' + +'Like--but that's not liking him to marry his cousin.' + +'Rotherwood will not be the person most shocked.' + +'No. We shall have a terrible time, however it ends. Oh. I wish it was +all over!' + +'Do you think she really cares for the man--loves him, in fact?' + +'My dear Lily, if Ada ever was in love with anybody, it was with Harry +May, and that was all pure mistake. I never told anybody, but I believe +it was that which upset her health. But they are both too old to concern +themselves about such trifles. He does not expect it!' + +'I have seen good strong love in a woman over forty.' + +'Yes; but this is quite another thing. A lady of the house wanted! +That's the motive. I should not wonder if he came home as much to look +for a lady-wife as to set the Stebbings to rights; or, if not, he is +driven to it by having the Whites on his hands.' + +'I don't quite see that. I was going to ask you how it would affect +them.' + +'Well, you see, though she is perfectly willing and anxious to begin +again, poor dear Kally really can't. She did try to arrange a design +that had been running in her head for a long time, and she was so bad +after it that Dr. Dagger said she must not attempt it. Then, though she +is discreet enough for anything, Mr. White is not really her uncle, and +could not take her about with him alone or even with Maura; so I gather +from some expressions in his letter that he would like to take her out +with them, spend the summer at Rocca Marina, and let her have a winter's +study at Florence. Then, I suppose she might come back and superintend +on quite a different footing. + +'So he wants Ada as a chaperon for Kalliope?' + +'That is an element in the affair, and not a bad one, and I don't think +Ada will object. She won't be left entirely to his companionship.' + +'My dear Jane! Then I'm sure she ought not to marry him!' cried Lady +Merrifield indignantly. 'Here comes Jasper. May I tell him?' + +'You will, whether you may or not.' + +And what Sir Jasper said was-- + + + '"Who married the maiden all forlorn--"' + + +At which both sisters, though rather angry, could not help laughing, and +Lady Merrifield explained that they had always said the events had gone +on in a concatenation, like the house that Jack built, from Gillian's +peep through the rails. However, he was of opinion that it was better +not to make a strenuous opposition. + +'Adeline is quite old enough to judge for herself whether the +incongruities will interfere with her happiness,' he said; 'and this is +really a worthy man who ought not to be contemned. Violent contradiction +might leave memories that would make it difficult to be on affectionate +terms afterwards.' + +'Yes,' said Jane; 'that is what I feel. Thank you, Jasper. Now I must +go to my district. Happily those things run on all the same for the +present.' + +But when she was gone Sir Jasper told his wife that he thought it ought +to be seriously put before Adeline that Jane ought to be considered. She +had devoted herself to the care of her sister for many years, and the +division of their means would tell seriously upon her comfort. + +'If it were a matter of affection, there would be nothing to say,' he +observed; 'but nobody pretends that it is so, and surely Jane deserves +consideration. + +'I should think her a much more comfortable companion than Mr. White,' +said Lady Merrifield. 'I can't believe it will come to anything. +Whatever the riches or the castle at Rocca Marina may be, Ada would, in +a worldly point of view, give up a position of some consideration here, +and I think that will weigh with her.' + +As soon as possible, Lady Merrifield went up to see her sister, and +found her writing letters in a great flutter of importance. It was quite +plain that the affair was not to be quashed at once, and that, whether +the suit were granted or not, all the family were to be aware that +Adeline had had her choice. Warned by her husband, Lady Merrifield +guarded the form of her remonstrances. + +'Oh yes, dear Lily, I know! It is a sacrifice in many points of view, +but think what a field is open to me! There are all those English +workmen and their wives and families living out there, and Mr. White +does so need a lady to influence them.' + +'You have not done much work of that kind. Besides, I thought this +chaplain was married.' + +'Yes, but the moral support of a lady at the head must be needful,' said +Ada. 'It is quite a work.' + +'Perhaps so,' said her sister, who had scarcely been in the habit of +looking on Ada as a great moral influence. 'But have you thought what +this will be to Jane?' + +'Really, Lily, it is a good deal for Jane's sake. She will be so much +more free without being bound to poor me!'--and Ada's head went on one +side. 'You know she would never have lived here but for me; and now she +will be able to do what she pleases.' + +'Not pecuniarily.' + +'Oh, it will be quite possible to see to all that! Besides, think of +the advantage to her schemes. Oh yes, dear Jenny, it will be a wrench to +her, of course, and she will miss me; but, when that is once got over, +she will feel that I have acted for the best. Nor will it be such a +separation; he means always to spend the summer here, and the winter and +spring at Florence or Rocca Marina.' It was grand to hear the Italian +syllables roll from Adeline's tongue. 'You know he could take the title +if he pleased.' + +'I am sure I hope he will not do anything so ridiculous!' + +'Oh no, of course not!' But it was plain that the secret consciousness +of being Countess of Rocca Marina was an offset against being plain Mrs. +White, and Adeline continued: 'There is another thing--I do not quite +see how it can be managed about Kalliope otherwise, poor girl!' + +It was quite true that the care of Kalliope would be greatly facilitated +by Mr. White's marriage; but what was absurd was to suppose that Ada +would have made any sacrifice for her sake, or any one else's, and there +was something comical as well as provoking in this pose of devotion to +the public good. + +'You are decided, then?' + +'Oh no! I am only showing you what inducements there are to give up so +much as I should do here--if I make up my mind to it.' + +'There's only one inducement, I should think, valid for a moment.' + +'Yes'--bridling a little. 'But, Lily, you always had your romance. We +don't all meet with a Jasper at the right moment, and--and'--the Maid of +Athens drooped her eyelids, and ingenuously curved her lips. 'I do think +the poor man has it very much at heart.' + +'Then you ought not to keep him in suspense.' + +'And you--you really are not against it, Lily?' (rather in a +disappointed tone), as if she expected to have her own value enhanced. + +'I think you ought to do whatever is most right and just by him, and +everybody else. If you really care for the man enough to overlook his +origin, and his occasional betrayals of it, and think he will make you +better and happier, take him at once; but don't pretend to call it a +sacrifice, or for anybody's sake but for your own; and, any way, don't +trifle with him and his suspense.' + +Lady Merrifield spoke with unwonted severity, for she was really +provoked. + +'But, Lily, I must see what the others say--William and Emily. I told +him that William was the head of our family.' + +'If you mean to be guided by them, well and good; if not, I see no sense +in asking them.' + +After all, the family commotion fell short of what was expected by +either of the sisters. The eldest brother, Mr. Mohun, of Beechcroft +Court, wrote to the lady herself that she was quite old enough to know +what was for her own happiness, and he had no desire to interfere with +her choice if she preferred wealth to station. To Lady Merrifield his +letter began: 'It is very well it is no worse, and as Jasper vouches +for this being a worthy man, and of substantial means, there is no +valid objection. I shall take care to overhaul the settlements, and, if +possible, I must make up poor Jane's income.' + +The sister, Lady Henry Grey, in her dowager seclusion at Brighton, +contented herself with a general moan on the decadence of society, +and the levelling up that made such an affair possible. She had been +meditating a visit to Rockquay, to see her dear Lilias (who, by the bye, +had run down to her at Brighton for a day out of the stay in London), +but now she would defer it till this matter was over. It would be too +trying to have to accept this stonemason as one of the family. + +As to Colonel Mohun, being one of the younger division of the family, +there was no idea of consulting him, and he wrote a fairly civil little +note to Adeline, hoping that she had decided for the best, and would be +happy; while to the elder of the pair of sisters he said: 'So Ada has +found her crooked stick at last. I always thought it inevitable. Keep up +heart, old Jenny, and hold on till Her Majesty turns me off, and then we +will see what is to be done.' + +Perhaps this cool acquiescence was less pleasing to Adeline Mohun than a +contest that would have proved her value and importance, and her brother +William's observation that she was old enough to know her own mind was +the cruellest cut of all. On the other hand, there was no doubt of +her swain's devotion. If he had been influenced in his decision by +convenience or calculation, he was certainly by this time heartily in +love. Not only was Adeline a handsome, graceful woman, whose airs and +affectations seemed far more absurd to those who had made merry over +them from childhood than to a stranger of an inferior grade; but there +was a great charm to a man, able to appreciate refinement, in his first +familiar intercourse with thorough ladies. Jane began to be touched +by the sight of his devotion, and convinced of his attachment, and +sometimes wondered with Lady Merrifield whether Adeline would rise to +her opportunities and responsibilities, or be satisfied to be a petted +idol. + +One difficulty in this time of suspense was, that the sisters had no +right to take into their confidence the young folks, who were quite +sharp-eyed enough to know that something was going on, and, not being +put on honour, were not withheld from communicating their discoveries +to one another in no measured words, though fortunately they had sense +enough, especially under the awe of their father, not to let them go +any further than Mysie, who was entertaining because she was shocked at +their audacious jokes and speculations, all at first on the false scent +of their elder aunt, who certainly was in a state of excitement and +uncertainty enough to throw her off the even tenor of her way and +excite some suspicion. When she actually brought down a number of the +Contemporary Review instead of Friendly Work for the edification of her +G.F.S., Gillian tried not to look too conscious when some of the girls +actually tittered in the rear; and she absolutely blushed when Aunt +Jane deliberately stated that Ascension Day would fall on a Tuesday. +So Gillian averred as she walked up the hill with Jasper and Mysie. It +seemed a climax to the diversion she and Jasper had extracted from it in +private, both wearing Punch's spectacles for the nonce, and holding +such aberrations as proof positive. Mysie, on the other hand, was much +exercised. + +'Do you think she is in love, then?' + +'Oh yes! People always do those things in love. Besides, the Sofi hasn't +got a single white hair in her, and you know what that always means!' + +'I can't make it out! I can't think how Aunt Jane can be in love with a +great man like that. His voice isn't nice, you know--' + +'Not even as sweet as Bully Bottom's,' suggested Gillian. + +'You're a chit,' said Jasper, 'or you'd be superior to the notion of +love being indispensable.' + +'When people are so _very_ old,' said Mysie in a meditative voice, +'perhaps they can't; but Aunt Jane is very good--and I thought it was +only horrid worldly people that married without love.' + +'Trust your good woman for looking to the main chance,' said Jasper, who +was better read in Trollope and Mrs. Oliphant than his sisters. + +''Tis not main chance,' said Gillian. 'Think of the lots of good she +would do! What a recreation room for the girls, and what schools she +would set up at Rocca Marina! Depend upon it, it's for that!' + +'I suppose it is right if Aunt Jane does it,' said Mysie. + +'Well done, Mysie! So, Aunt Jane is your Pope!' + +'No; she's the King that can do no wrong,' said Gillian, laughing. + +'Wrong--I didn't say wrong--but things aren't always real wrong that +aren't somehow quite right, said Mysie, with the bewildered reasoning of +perceptions that outran her powers of expression. + +'Mysie's speeches, for instance,' said Jasper. + +'Oh, Japs, what did I say wrong?' + +'Don't tease her, Japs. He didn't mean morally, but correctly.' + +The three were on their way up the hill when they met Primrose, who had +accompanied Mrs. Halfpenny to see Kalliope, and who was evidently in a +state of such great discomposure that they all stood round to ask what +was the matter; but she hung down her head and would not say. + +'Hoots! toots! I tell her she need not make such a work about it,' said +Mrs. Halfpenny. 'The honest man did but kiss her, and no harm for her +uncle that is to be.' + +'He's a nasty man! And he snatched me up! And he is all scrubby and +tobacco-ey, and I won't have him for an uncle,' cried Primrose. + +'I hope he is not going to proceed in that way,' said Gillian sotto voce +to Mysie. + +'People always do snatch up primroses,' said Jasper. + +'Don't, Japs! I don't like marble men. I wish they would stay marble.' + +'You don't approve of the transformation?' + +'Oh, Japs, is it true? Mysie, you know the statue at Rotherwood, where +Pig-my-lion made a stone figure and it turned into a woman.' + +'Yes; but it was a woman and this is a man.' + +Mysie began an exposition of classic fable to her little sister, while +Mrs. Halfpenny explained that this came of Christian folk setting up +heathen idols in their houses as 'twas a shame for decent folk to +look at, let alone puir bairnies; while Jasper and Gillian gasped in +convulsions of laughter, and bandied queries whether their aunt were the +statue 'Pig-my-lion' had animated, as nothing could be less statuesque +than she, whether the reverse had taken place, as Primrose observed, +and she had been the Pygmalion to awaken the soul in the man of marble. +Here, however, Mrs. Halfpenny became scandalised at such laughter in the +open street; and, perceiving some one in the distance, she carried off +Primrose, and enjoined the others to walk on doucely and wiselike. + +Gillian was on her way to visit Kalliope and make an appointment for +her mother to take her out for a drive; but as they passed the gate at +Beechcroft out burst Valetta and Fergus, quite breathless. + +'Oh, Gill, Gill! Mr. White is in the drawing-room, and he has brought +Aunt Ada the most beautiful box you ever saw, with all the stoppers made +of gold!' + +'And he says I may get all the specimens I like at Rocca Marina,' +shouted Fergus. + +'Ivory brushes, and such a ring--sparkling up to the ceiling!' added +Valetta. + +'But, Val, Ferg, whom did you say?' demanded the elders, coming within +the shadow of the copper beeches. + +'Aunt Ada,' said Valetta; 'there's a great A engraved on all those dear, +lovely bottles, and--oh, they smell!' + +'Aunt Ada! Oh, I thought--' + +'What did you think, Gill?' said Aunt Jane, coming from the grass-plat +suddenly on them. + +'Oh, Aunt Jane, I am so glad!' cried Gillian. 'I thought'--and she +blushed furiously. + +'They made asses of themselves,' said Jasper. + +'They said it was you,' added Mysie. 'Miss Mellon told Miss Elbury,' she +added in excuse. + +'Me? No, I thank you! So you are glad, Gillian?' + +'Oh yes, aunt! I couldn't have borne for you to do anything--queer'--and +there was a look in Gillian's face that went to Jane's heart, and under +other circumstances would have produced a kiss, but she rallied to her +line of defence. + +'My dear, you must not call this queer. Mr. White is very much attached +to your aunt Ada, and I think he will make her very happy, and give her +great opportunities of doing good.' + +'That's just what Gillian said when she was afraid it was you,' said +Mysie. 'I suppose that's it? And that makes it real right.' + +'And the golden stoppers!' said Valetta innocently, but almost choking +Jasper with laughter, which must be suppressed before his aunt. + +'May one know it now?' asked Gillian, sensible of the perilous ground. + +'Yes, my dears; you must have been on tenter-hooks all this time, for, +of course, you saw there was a crisis, and you behaved much better than +I should have done at your age; but it was only a fait accompli this +very day, and we couldn't tell you before.' + +'When he brought down the golden stoppers,' Jasper could not help +saying. + +'No, no, you naughty boy! He would not have dared to bring it in +before; he came before luncheon--all that came after. Oh, my dear, that +dressing-case is perfectly awful! I wouldn't have such a burthen on my +mind--for--for all the orphans in London! I hope there are no banditti +at Rocca Marina.' + +'Only accepted to-day! How did he get all his great A's engraved?' said +Jasper practically. + +'He could not have had many doubts,' said Gillian. 'Does Kalliope know?' + +'I cannot tell; I think he has probably told her.' + +'He must have met Primrose there,' said Jasper. 'Poor Prim!' And the +offence and the Pig-my-lion story were duly related, much to Aunt Jane's +amusement. + +'But,' she said, 'I think that the soul in the marble man is very +real, and very warm; and, dear children, don't get into the habit of +contemning him. Laugh, I suppose you must; I am afraid it must look +ridiculous at our age; but please don't despise. I am going down to your +mother. + +'May I come with you! said Gillian. 'I don't think I can go to Kally +till I have digested this a little; and, if you are going to mamma, she +won't drive her out.' + +Jane was much gratified by this volunteer, though Jasper did suggest +that Gill was afraid of Primrose's treatment. He went on with the other +three to Clipston, while Gillian exclaimed-- + +'Oh, Aunt Jane, shall not you be very lonely?' + +'Not nearly so much so as if you were not all here,' said her aunt +cheerfully. 'When you bemoaned your sisters last year we did not think +the same thing was coming on me.' + +'Phyllis and Alethea! It was a very different thing,' said Gillian. +'Besides, though I hated it so much, I had got used to being without +them.' + +'And to tell you the truth, Gill, nothing in that way ever was so bad to +me as your own mother going and marrying; and now, you see, I have got +her back again--and more too.' + +Aunt Jane's smile and softened eyes told that the young niece was +included in the 'more too'; and Gillian felt a thrill of pleasure and +affection in this proof that after all she was something to the aunt, +towards whom her feelings had so entirely changed. She proceeded, +however, to ask with considerable anxiety what would be done about +the Whites, Kalliope especially; and in return she was told about the +present plan of Kalliope's being taken to Italy to recover first, and +then to pursue her studies at Florence, so as to return to her work more +capable, and in a higher position. + +'Oh, how exquisite!' cried Gillian. 'But how about all the others?' + +'The very thing I want to see about, and talk over with your mother. I +am sure she ought to go; and it will not even be wasting time, for she +cannot earn anything.' + +Talking over things with Lady Merrifield was, however, impeded, +for, behold, there was a visitor in the drawing-room. Aunt and niece +exchanged glances of consternation as they detected a stranger's voice +through the open window, and Gillian uttered a vituperative whisper. + +'I do believe it is that dreadful Fangs;' then, hoping her aunt had not +heard--'Captain Henderson, I mean. He threatened to come down after us, +and now he will always be in and out; and we shall have no peace. He has +got nothing on earth to do.' + +Gillian's guess was right. The neat, trim, soldierly figure, with a long +fair moustache and pleasant gray eyes, was introduced to Miss Mohun +as 'Captain Henderson, one of my brother officers,' by Sir Jasper, who +stood on the rug talking to him. Looks and signs among the ladies were +token enough that the crisis had come; and Lady Merrifield soon secured +freedom of speech by proposing to drive her sister to Clipston, while +Sir Jasper asked his visitor to walk with him. + +'You will be in haste to sketch the place,' he said, 'before the workmen +have done their best to demolish its beauty.' + +As for Gillian, she saw her aunt hesitating on account of a parochial +engagement for that afternoon; and, as it was happily not beyond +her powers, she offered herself as a substitute, and was thankfully +accepted. She felt quite glad to do anything obliging towards her aunt +Jane, and in a mood very unlike last year's grudging service; it was +only reading to the 'mothers' meeting,' since among the good ladies +there prevailed such a strange incapacity of reading aloud, that this +part of the business was left to so few that for one to fail, either in +presence or in voice, was very inconvenient. All were settled down to +their needlework, with their babies disposed of as best they might be. +Mr. Hablot had finished his little lecture, and the one lady with a +voice had nearly exhausted it, and there was a slight sensation at +the absence of the unfailing Miss Mohun, when Gillian came in with the +apologies about going to drive with her mother. + +'And,' as she described it afterwards 'didn't those wretched beings all +grin and titter, even the ladies, who ought to have had more manners, +and that old Miss Mellon, who is a real growth of the hotbed of gossip, +simpered and supposed we must look for such things now; and, though I +pretended not to hear, my cheeks would go and flame up as red +as--that tasconia, just with longing to tell them Aunt Jane was not so +ridiculous; and so I took hold of For Half a Crown, and began to read it +as if I could bite them all!' + +She read herself into a state of pacification, but did not attempt to +see Kalliope that day, being rather shy of all that might be encountered +in that house, especially after working hours. The next day, however, +Lady Merrifield's services were required to chaperon the coy betrothed +in an inspection of Cliff House and furniture, which was to be renovated +according to her taste, and Gillian was to take that time for a visit to +Kalliope, whom she expected to find in the garden. The usual corner +was, however, vacant; and Mr. White was heard making a growl of 'Foolish +girl! Doesn't know which way her bread is buttered.' + +Maura, however, came running up, and said to Gillian, 'Please come this +way. She is here.' + +'What has she hidden herself for?' demanded Mr. White. 'I thought she +might have been here to welcome this--Miss Adeline.' + +'She is not very well to-day,' faltered Maura. + +'Oh! ay, fretting. Well, I thought she had more sense.' + +Gillian followed Maura, who was no sooner out of hearing than she began: +'It is too bad of him to be so cross. Kally really is so upset! She did +not sleep all night, and I thought she would have fainted quite away +this morning!' + +'Oh dear! has he been worrying her?' + +'She is very glad and happy, of course, about Miss Ada! and he won't +believe it, because he wants her to go out to Italy with them for all +next winter.' + +'And won't she? Oh, what a pity!' + +'She said she really could not because of us; she could not leave us, +Petros and all, without a home. She thought it her duty to stay and look +after us. And then he got cross, and said that she was presuming on the +hope of living in idleness here, and making him keep us all, but she +would find herself mistaken, and went off very angry.' + +'Oh, horrid! how could he?' + +'I believe, if Kally could have walked so far, she would have gone down +straight to Mr. Lee's. She wanted to, but she was all in a tremble, and +I persuaded her not, though she did send me down to ask Mrs. Lee when +she can be ready. Then when Alexis came home, Mr. White told him that he +didn't in the least mean all that, and would not hear of her going +away, though he was angry at her being so foolish, but he would give her +another chance of not throwing away such advantages. And Alexis says she +ought not. He wants her to go, and declares that he and I can very well +manage with Mrs. Lee, and look after Petros, and that she must not think +of rushing off in a huff for a few words said in a passion. So, between +the two, she was quite upset and couldn't sleep, and, oh, if she were to +be ill again!' + +By this time they were in sight of Kalliope lying back in a +basket-chair, shaded by the fence of the kitchen-garden, and her weary +face and trembling hand showed how much this had shaken her in her +weakness. She sent Maura away, and spoke out her troubles freely to +Gillian. 'I thought at first my duty was quite clear, and that I ought +not to go away and enjoy myself and leave the others to get on without +me. Alec would find it so dreary; and though Mr. and Mrs. Lee are very +good and kind, they are not quite companions to him. Then Maura has come +to think so much about people being ladies that I don't feel sure that +she would attend to Mrs. Lee; and the same with Petros in the holidays. +If I can't work at first, still I can make a home and look after them.' + +'But it is only one winter, and Alexis thinks you ought; and, oh, what +it would be, and how you would get on!' + +'That is what puzzles me. Alexis thinks Mr. White has a right to expect +me to improve myself, and not go on for ever making white jessamines +with malachite leaves, and that he can look after Maura and Petros. I +see, too, that I ought to try to recover, or I might be a burthen on +Alexis for ever, and hinder all his better hopes. Then, there's the not +liking to accept a favour after Mr. White said such things, though I +ought not to think about it since he made that apology; but it is a +horrid feeling that I ought not to affront him for the sake of the +others. Altogether I do feel so tossed. I can't get back the feeling I +had when I was ill that I need not worry, for that God will decide.' + +And there were tears in her eyes. + +'Can't you ask some one's advice?' said Gillian. + +'If I were sure they quite understood! My head is quite tired with +thinking about it.' + +Not many moments had passed before there were steps that made Kalliope +start painfully, and Maura appeared, piloting another visitor. It was +Miss Mohun, who had escaped from the survey of the rooms,--so far uneasy +at what she had gathered from Mr. White, that she was the more anxious +to make the offer previously agreed to. + +'My dear,' she said, 'I am afraid you look tired.' + +'They have worried her and knocked her up,' said Gillian indignantly. + +'I see! Kally, my dear, we are connections now, you know, and I have +heard of Mr. White's plan. It made me think whether you would find the +matter easier if you let me have Maura while you are away to cheer my +solitude. Then I could see that she did her lessons, and, between all +Gillian's brothers, we could see that Petros was happy in the holidays.' + +'Oh, Miss Mohun! how can I be grateful enough? There is an end of all +difficulties.' + +And when the inspecting party came round, and Adeline bent to kiss the +white, weary, but no longer distressed face, and kindly said, 'We shall +see a great deal of each other, I hope,' she replied, with an earnest +'thank you,' and added to Mr. White, 'Miss Mohun has made it all easy to +me, sir, and I am very grateful!' + +'Ay, ay! You're a good girl at the bottom, and have some sense!' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. -- FANGS + + + +Events came on rapidly that spring. Mr. White was anxious that his +marriage should take place quickly--afraid, perhaps, that his prize +would escape him, and be daunted by the passive disapproval of her +family, though this was only manifested to him in a want of cordiality. +This, being sincere people, they could not help; and that outbreak to +Kalliope had made the sisters so uneasy, that they would have willingly +endured the ridicule of a broken engagement to secure Adeline from the +risks of a rough temper where gentlemanly instincts were not inbred. + +Adeline, however, knew she had gone too far to recede, though she would +willingly have delayed, in enjoyment of the present homage and shrinking +from the future plunge away from all her protectors. Though the strong, +manly will overpowered hers, and made her submit to the necessities of +the case and fix a day early in July, she clung the more closely to her +sisters, and insisted on being accompanied by Jane on going to London to +purchase the outfit that she had often seen in visions before. So Miss +Mohun's affairs were put in commission, Gillian taking care of them, and +the two sisters were to go to Mrs. Craydon, once, as Marianne Weston, +their first friend out of their own family, and now a widow with a house +in London, well pleased at any recall of old times, though inclined, +like all the rest, to speak of 'poor Ada.' + +Lord Rotherwood was, as his cousins had predicted, less disgusted than +the rest, as in matters of business he had been able to test the true +worth that lay beneath the blemishes of tone and of temper; and his wife +thought the Italian residence and foreign tincture made the affair much +more endurable than could have been expected. She chose an exquisite +tea-service for their joint wedding present; but she would not consent +to let Lady Phyllis be a bridesmaid; though the Marquis, discovering +that her eldest brother hated the idea of giving her away to the +stonemason, offered 'not to put too fine a point on it, but to act the +part of Cousin Phoenix.' + +Bridesmaids would have been rather a difficulty; but then the deep +mourning of Kalliope and Maura made a decided reason for excluding them; +and Miss Adeline, who knew that a quiet wedding would be in much the +best taste, resolved to content herself with two tiny maidens, Primrose +and the contemporary Hablot, her own goddaughter, who, being commonly +known as Belle, made a reason for equipping each in the colour and with +the flowers of her name, and the idea was carried out with great taste. + +Valetta thought it hard that an outsider should be chosen. The young +Merrifields had the failing of large families in clannish exclusiveness +up to the point of hating and despising more or less all who interfered +with their enjoyment of one another, and of their own ways. The absence +of society at Silverfold had intensified this farouche tone, and the +dispersion, instead of curing it, had rendered them more bent on being +alone together. Worst of all was Wilfred, who had been kept at home very +inconveniently by some recurring delicacy of brain and eyes, and who, +at twelve years old, was enough of an imp to be no small torment to his +sisters. Valetta was unmercifully teased about her affection for Kitty +Varley and Maura White, and, whenever he durst, there were attempts at +stings about Alexis, until new game offered itself on whom no one had +any mercy. + +Captain Henderson was as much in the way as a man could be who knew but +one family in the place, and had no resource but sketching. His yellow +moustache was to be seen at all manner of unexpected and unwelcome +times. If that great honour, a walk with papa, was granted, out he +popped from Marine Hotel, or a seat in the public gardens, evidently +lying in ambush to spoil their walk. Or he was found tete-a-tete +with mamma before the five-o'clock tea, talking, no doubt, 'Raphaels, +Correggios, and stuff,' as in the Royal Wardour days. Even at Clipston, +or in the coves on the beach, he was only too apt to start up from some +convenient post for sketching. He really did draw beautifully, and Mysie +would have been thankful for his counsels if public opinion had not been +so strong. + +Moreover, Kitty Varley conveyed to Valetta the speculations of Rockstone +whether Gillian was the attraction. + +'Now, Val,' said Mysie, 'how can you listen to such nonsense!' + +'You said so before, and it wasn't nonsense.' + +'It wasn't Aunt Jane.' + +'No, but it was somebody.' + +'Everybody does marry somebody; but it is no use for us to think about +it, for it always turns out just the contrary to all the books one ever +read; so there's no going by anything, and I don't believe it right to +talk about it.' + +'Why not? Every one does.' + +'All the good teachings say one should not talk of what one does not +want one's grown-ups to hear.' + +'Oh, but then one would never talk of anything!' + +'Oh, Val! I won't be sure, but I don't believe I should mind mamma's +hearing all I say.' + +'Yes; but you've never been to school, and I heard Bee Varley say she +never saw anybody so childishly simple for her age.' + +This brought the colour into Mysie's face, but she said-- + +'I'd rather be simple than talk as mamma does not like; and, Val, do on +no account tell Gillian.' + +'I haven't.' + +'And don't; don't tell Wilfred, or you know how horrid he would be.' + +There was a tell-tale colour in Valetta's cheeks, by which Mysie might +have discerned that Valetta had not resisted the charm of declaring +'that she knew something,' even though this was sure to lead to tortures +of various kinds from Wilfred until it was extracted. Still the youth as +yet was afraid to do much worse than look preternaturally knowing at his +sister and give hints about Fangs' holding fast and the like, but +quite enough to startle her into something between being flattered and +indignant. She was scarcely civil to the Captain, and felt bound to +express her dislike on every possible occasion, though only to provoke a +grin from Wilfred and a giggle from Valetta. + +Lady Merrifield's basket-carriage and little rough pony had been brought +from Silverfold, and she took Kalliope out for quiet drives whenever +it was possible; but a day of showers having prevented this, she was +concerned to find herself hindered on a second afternoon. Gillian +offered to be her substitute. + +'You know I always drive you, mamma.' + +'These are worse hills than at Silverfold, and I don't want you to come +down by the sea-wall.' + +'I am sure I would not go there for something, among all the stupid +people.' + +'If you keep to the turnpike you can't come to much harm with Bruno.' + +'That is awfully--I mean horribly dusty! There's the cliff road towards +Arnscombe.' + +'That is safe enough. I don't think you could come to much real damage; +but remember that for Kally a start or an alarm would be really as +hurtful as an accident to a person in health.' + +'Poor old Bruno could hardly frighten a mouse,' said Gillian. + +'Only take care, and don't be enterprising.' + +Gillian drove up to the door of Cliff House, and Kalliope took her seat. +It was an enjoyable afternoon, with the fresh clearness of June sunshine +after showers, great purple shadows of clouds flitting over the sea, +dimpled by white crests of wave that broke the golden path of sunshine +into sparkling ripples, while on the other side of the cliff road lay +the open moorland, full of furze, stunted in growth, but brilliant in +colour, and relieved by the purple browns of blossoming grasses and the +white stars of stitchwort. + +'This is delicious!' murmured Kalliope, with a gesture of enjoyment. + +'Much nicer than down below!' + +'Oh yes; it seems to stretch one's very soul!' + +'And the place is so big and wide that no one can worry with sketching.' + +'Yes, it defies that!' said Kalliope, laughing. + +'So, Fa--Captain Henderson won't crop up as he does at every sketchable +place. Didn't you know he was here?' + +'Yes, Alexis told me he had seen him.' + +'Everybody has seen him, I should think; he is always about with nothing +to do but that everlasting sketching.' + +'He must have been very sorry to be obliged to retire.' + +'Horrid! It was weak, and he might have been in Egypt, well out of the +way. No, I didn't mean that'--as Kalliope looked shocked--'but he might +have been getting distinction and promotion.' + +'He used to be very kind,' said Kalliope, in a tone of regretful +remonstrance. 'It was he who taught me first to draw.' + +'He! What, Fa--Captain Henderson?' + +'Yes; when I was quite a little girl, and he had only just joined. He +found me out before our quarters at Gibraltar trying to draw an old +Spaniard selling oranges, and he helped me, and showed me how to hold my +pencil. I have got it still--the sketch. Then he used to lend me things +to copy, and give me hints till--oh, till my father said I was too old +for that sort of thing! Then, you know, my father got his commission, +and I went to school at Belfast.' + +'And you have never seen him since?' + +'Scarcely. Sometimes he was on leave in my holidays, and you know we +were at the depot afterwards, but I shall always feel that all that I +have been able to do since has been owing to him.' + +'And how you will enjoy studying at Florence!' + +'Oh, think what it would be if I could ever do a reredos for a church! +I keep on dreaming and fancying them, and now there really seems a hope. +Is that Arnscombe Church?' + +'Yes, you know it has been nicely restored.' + +'We had the columns to do. The reredos is alabaster, I believe, and we +had nobody fit to undertake that. I so longed for the power! I almost +saw it.' + +'Have you seen what it is?' + +'No; I never had time.' + +'I suppose it would be too tiring for you now; but we could see the +outside.' + +Gillian forgot that Arnscombe, whose blunt gray spire protruded through +the young green elms, lay in a little valley through which a stream +rushed to the sea. The lane was not very steep, but there were loose +stones. Bruno stumbled, he was down; the carriage stood still, and the +two girls were out on opposite sides in a moment, Gillian crying out-- + +'Don't be frightened--no harm done!'--as she ran to the pony's head. +He lay quite still with heaving sides, and she felt utterly alone and +helpless in the solitary road with an invalid companion whom she did not +like to leave. + +'I am afraid I cannot run for help,' said Kalliope quietly, though +breathlessly; 'but I could sit by the horse and hold his head while you +go for help.' + +'I don't like. Oh, here's some one coming!' + +'Can I be of any use?' + +Most welcome sound!--though it was actually Captain Henderson the +ubiquitous wheeling his bicycle up the hill, knapsack of sketching +materials on his back. + +'Miss Merrifield! Miss White! I trust no one is hurt!' + +'Oh no, thank you, unless it is the poor pony! Kally, sit down on the +bank, I insist! Oh, I am so glad you are come!' + +'Can you sit on his head while I cut the traces?' + +Gillian did that comfortable thing till released, when the pony +scrambled up again, but with bleeding knees, hip, and side, though the +Captain did not think any serious harm was done; but it was even more +awkward at the moment that both the shafts were broken! + +'What is to be done?' sighed Gillian. 'Miss White can't walk. Can I run +down to the village to get something to take her home?' + +'The place did not look likely to supply any conveyance better than a +rough cart,' said their friend. + +'It is quite impossible to put the poor pony in anyhow! I don't mind +walking in the least; but you know how ill she has been.' + +'I see. Only one thing to be done,' said the Captain, who had already +turned the carriage round by the stumps of the shafts; 'you must accept +me in lieu of your pony.' + +'Oh yes, thank you!' cried Gillian eagerly. 'I can lead poor Bruno, and +take care of your bicycle. Jump in, Kally!' + +Kalliope, who had wisely abstained from adding a useless voice to the +discussion, here demurred. She could not think of such a thing; they +could very well wait in the carriage while Captain Henderson went on to +the town on his bicycle and sent out a midge. + +But there were showers about, and a damp feeling in the lane. Both +the others thought this perilous; besides that, there might be rude +passengers to laugh at their predicament; and Captain Henderson +protested that the weight was nothing. He prevailed at last; and she +allowed him to hand her into the basket, when she could hardly stand, +and wrap the dust-cloth about her. Thus the procession set forth, +Gillian with poor drooping Bruno's rein in one hand and the other on the +bicycle, and the Captain gallantly drawing the carriage with Kalliope +seated in the midst. He tramped on so vigorously as quite to justify his +declaration that it was no burthen to him. It was not a frequented road, +and they met no one in the least available to do more than stare or +ask a question or two, until, as they approached the town and Rockstone +Church was full in view, who should appear before their eyes but Sir +Jasper, Wilfred carrying on his back a huge kite that had been for many +evenings in course of construction, and Fergus acting as trainbearer. + +Thus came on the first moment of Gillian's explanation, as Sir Jasper +took the poor pony from her and held counsel over the damage, with many +hearty thanks to Captain Henderson. + +'I am sure, sir, no one could have shown greater presence of mind than +the young ladies,' said that gentleman; and her father's 'I am glad +to hear it!' would have gratified Gillian the more, but for the impish +grimace with which Wilfred favoured her behind Kalliope's impassive +back. + +The kite-fliers turned, not without an entreaty from the boys that they +might go on alone and fly their kite. + +'No, no, boys,' said their father--'not here; we shall have the kite +pulling you into the sea over the cliffs. I must take the pony home; but +I will come if possible to-morrow.' + +Much disappointed, they went dolefully in the rear, grumbling sotto voce +their conviction that there would be no wind to-morrow, and that it was +all 'Fangs's' fault in some incomprehensible manner. + +At Cliff House Kalliope was carefully handed out by Sir Jasper, trying, +but with failing voice, to thank Captain Henderson, and declaring +herself not the worse, though her hand shook so much that the General +was not content without giving her his arm up the stairs, and telling +Maura that he should send Mrs. Halfpenny up to see after her. The maimed +carriage was left in the yard, and Captain Henderson then took charge +of his iron horse, and the whole male party proceeded to the livery +stables; so that Gillian was able to be alone, when she humbly +repeated to her mother the tale parents have so often to hear of +semi-disobedience leading to disaster, but with the self-reproach and +sorrow that drew the sting of displeasure. Pity for Bruno, grief for +her mother's deprivation, and anxiety for Kalliope might be penance and +rebuke sufficient for a bit of thoughtlessness. Lady Merrifield made no +remark; but there was an odd expression in her face when she heard who +had come so opportunely to the rescue. + +Sir Jasper brought a reassuring account of the poor little steed, which +would be usable again after a short rest, and the blemish was the less +important as there was no intention of selling him. Mrs. Halfpenny, too, +reported that her patient was as quiet as a lamb. 'She wasn't one to +fash herself for nothing and go into screaming cries, but kenned better +what was fitting for one born under Her Majesty's colours.' + +So there was nothing to hinder amusement when at dinner Sir Jasper +comically described the procession as he met it. Kalliope White, looking +only too like Minerva, or some of those Greek goddess statues they used +to draw about, sitting straight and upright in her triumphal car, drawn +by her votary; while poor Gillian came behind with the pony on one side +and the bicycle on the other, very much as if she were conducting the +wheel on which she was to be broken, as an offering to the idol. + +'I think,' said Mysie, 'Captain Henderson was like the two happy sons in +Solon's story, who dragged their mother to the temple.' + +'Only they died of it,' said Gillian. + +'And nobody asked how the poor mother felt afterwards,' added Lady +Merrifield. + +'I thought they all had an apotheosis together,' said Sir Jasper. 'Let +us hope that devotion may have its reward.' + +There was a little lawn outside the drawing-room windows at Il Lido. +Lady Merrifield was sitting just within, and her husband had just +brought her a letter to read, when they heard Wilfred's impish voice. + +'Jack--no, not Jack--Fangs!' + +'But Fangs's name is Jack, so it will do as well,' said Valetta's voice. + +'Hurrah--so it is! Jack--' + +'Hush, Wilfred--this is too foolish!' came Gillian's tones in +remonstrance. + + + 'Jack and Jill went up the hill + To draw--' + + +'To draw! Oh, that's lovely!' interrupted Valetta. + +'He is always drawing,' said Gillian, with an odd laugh. + +'He was brought up to it. First teeth, and then "picturs," and then--oh, +my--ladies home from the wash!' went on Wilfred. + +'But go on, Will!' entreated Valetta. + + + 'Jack and Jill went up the hill + To draw a piece of water--' + + +'No, no,' put in Wilfred--'that's wrong! + + + 'To draw the sergeant's daughter; + Fangs dragged down unto the town, + And Jill came moaning after!' + + +'I didn't moan--' + +'Oh, you don't know how disconsolate you looked! Moaning, you know, +because her Fangs had to draw the other young woman--eh, Gill? Fangs +always leave an aching void, you know.' + +'You ridiculous boy! I'm sure I wish Fangs would leave a void. It +wouldn't ache!' + +The two parents had been exchanging glances of something very like +consternation, and of the mute inquiry on one side, 'Were you aware of +this sort of thing? and an emphatic shake of the head on the other. Then +Sir Jasper's voice exclaimed aloud-- + +'Children, we hear every word you say, and are shocked at your +impertinence and bad taste!' + +There was a scatter. Wilfred and Valetta, who had been pinioning Gillian +on either side by her dress, released her, and fled into the laurels +that veiled the guinea-pigs; but their father's long strides pursued +them, and he gravely said-- + +'I am very sorry to find this is your style of so-called wit!' + +'It was only chaff,' said Valetta, the boldest in right of her girlhood. + +'Very improper chaff! I am the last person to object to harmless +merriment; but you are both old enough to know that on these subjects +such merriment is not harmless.' + +'Everybody does it,' whined Valetta, beginning one of her crying fits. + +'I am sorry you have been among people who have led you to think so. +No nicely-minded girl will do so, nor any brother who wishes to see his +sisters refined, right-feeling women. Go in, Valetta--I can't suffer +this howling! Go, I say! Your mother will talk to you. Now, Wilfred, do +you wish to see your sisters like your mother?' + +'They'll never be that, if they live to a hundred!' + +'Do not you hinder it, then; and never let that insulting nickname pass +your lips again.' + +Wilfred's defence as to universal use in the family was inaudible, and +he was allowed to slouch away. + +Gillian had fled to her mother, entreating her to explain to her father +that such jests were abhorrent to her. + +'But you know, mamma, if I was cross and dignified, Wilfred would enjoy +it all the more, and be ten times worse.' + +'Quite true, my dear. Papa will understand; but we are sorry to hear +that nickname. + +'It was an old Royal Wardour name, mamma. Harry and Claude both used it, +and--oh, lots of the young officers!' + +'That does not make it more becoming in you.' + +'N--no. But oh, mamma, he was very kind to-day! But I do wish it had +been anybody else!' + +And her colour rose so as to startle her mother. + +'Why, my dear, I thought you would have been glad that a stranger did +not find you in that plight!' + +'But it makes it all the worse. He does beset us, mamma; and it is hard +on me, after all the other nonsense!' + +Lady Merrifield burst out laughing. + +'My dear child, he thinks as much of you as of old Halfpenny!' + +'Oh, mamma, are you sure?' said Gillian, still hiding her face. 'It was +not silliness of my own; but Kitty Varley told Val that everybody said +it--her sister, and Miss Mohun, and all. Why can't he go away, and not +be always bothering about this horrid place with nothing to do?' + +'How thankful I shall be to have you all safe at Clipston!' + +'But, mamma, can't you keep him off us?' + +Valetta's sobbing entrance here prevented more; but while explaining to +her the causes of her father's displeasure, her mother extracted a good +deal more of the gossip, to which she finally returned answer-- + +'There is no telling the harm that is done by chattering gossip in this +way. You might have learnt by what happened before what mistakes are +made. What am I to do, Valetta? I don't want to hinder you from having +friends and companions; but if you bring home such mischievous stories, +I shall have to keep you entirely among ourselves till you are older and +wiser.' + +'I never--never will believe--anybody who says anybody is going to marry +anybody!' sobbed Valetta desperately and incoherently. + +'Certainly no one who knows nothing about the matter. There is nothing +papa and I dislike much more than such foolish talk; and to tease your +sister about it is even worse; but I will say no more about that, as I +believe it was chiefly Wilfred's doing.' + +'I--told--Will,' murmured Valetta. 'Mysie begged me not, but I had done +it.' + +'How much you would have saved yourself and everybody else if you had +let the foolish word die with you! Now, good-night, my dear. Bathe your +eyes well, or they will be very uncomfortable to-morrow; and do try to +cure yourself of roaring when you cry. It vexes papa so much more.' + +Another small scene had to follow with the boy, who was quite willing +to go off to bed, having no desire to face his father again, though his +mother had her fears that he was not particularly penitent for 'what +fellows always did when people were spooning.' He could only be assured +that he would experience unpleasant consequences if he recurred to the +practice; but Wilfred had always been the problem in the family. + +The summer twilight was just darkening completely, and Lady Merrifield +had returned to the drawing-room, and was about to ring for lights, when +Sir Jasper came in through the window, saying-- + +'No question now about renewal. Angelic features, more than angelic +calmness and dignity. Ha! you there, young ladies!' he added in some +dismay as two white dresses struck his eye. + +'There's no harm done,' said Lady Merrifield, laughing. 'I was thinking +whether to relieve Gillian's mind by telling her the state of the case, +and Mysie is to be trusted.' + +'Oh, mamma, then it is Kalliope!' exclaimed Gillian, already relieved, +for even love could not have perceived calmness and dignity in her +sitting upon Bruno's head. + +'Has she ever talked about him?' asked Lady Merrifield. + +'No; except to-day, when I said I hoped she was safe from him on that +road. She said he had always been very kind to her, and taught her to +draw when she was quite a little girl.' + +'Just so,' said Lady Merrifield. 'Well, when she was a little older, +poor Mr. White, who was one of the most honourable and scrupulous +of men, took alarm, and saw that it would never do to have the young +officers running after her.' + +'It was an uncommonly awkward position,' added Sir Jasper, 'with such a +remarkable-looking girl, and a foolish unmanageable mother. It made poor +White's retirement the more reasonable when the girl was growing too old +to be kept at school any longer.' + +'And has he been constant to her all these years? How nice!' cried +Mysie. + +'After a fashion,' said Lady Merrifield. 'He made me the receptacle of a +good deal of youthful despair.' + +'All the lads did,' said her husband. + +'But he got over it, and it seemed to have passed out of his life. +However, he asked after the Whites as soon as we met him in London; +and now he tells me that he never forgot Kalliope--her face always came +between him and any one whom his mother threw in his way; and he came +down here, knowing her history, and with the object of seeing her +again.' + +'And he has not, till now?' + +'No. Besides the absolute need of keeping her quiet, it would not +exactly do for him to visit her while she is alone with Maura at Cliff +House, and I wished him first to see her casually amongst us, for I +dreaded her not fulfilling his ideal.' + +'Oh!' + +'When I think of her at fourteen or fifteen, with that exquisite bloom +and the floating wavy hair, I see a very different creature from what +she is now.' + +'Peach or ivory carving,' said Sir Jasper. + +'Yes; she is nobler, finer altogether, and has gained in countenance +greatly; but he may not think so, and I should like her to be looking a +little less ill.' + +'Well, I can't help hoping he will be disappointed, and be too stupid to +care for her!' exclaimed Gillian. + +'Indeed?' said her father in a tone of displeased surprise. + +'He is so insignificant; he does not seem to suit with her,' said +Gillian in a tone of defence;' and there does not seem to be anything in +him.' + +'That only shows the effect of nursing prejudice by using foolish +opprobrious nicknames. Henderson was a good officer, he has shown +himself an excellent son, always sacrificing his own predilections for +the sake of duty. He is a right-minded, religious, sensible man, his +own master, and with no connections to take umbrage at Miss White's +position. It is no commonplace man who knows how to honour her for it. +Nothing could be a happier fate for her; and you will be no friend to +her if you use any foolish terms of disparagement of him because he does +not happen to please your fancy.' + +'I am sure Gillian will do no such thing, now that she understands the +case' said her mother. + +'Oh no, indeed! said Gillian. 'It was only a first feeling.' + +'And you will allow for a little annoyance, papa,' added Lady +Merrifield. 'We really have had a great deal of him, and he does spoil +the children's walks with you.' + +Sir Jasper laughed. + +'I agree that the sooner this is over the better. You need have +no doubts as to the first view, now that Gillian has effected the +introduction. No words can do justice to her beauty, though, by the bye, +he must have contemplated her through the back of his head!' + +'Well, won't that do! Can't he be sent off for the present, for as to +love-making now, with all the doubts and scruples in the way, it would +be the way to kill her outright.' + +'You must take that in hand, my lady--it is past me! Come, girls, give +us some music!' + +The two girls went up at bed-time to their room, Mysie capering and +declaring that here was real, true, nice love, like people in stories, +and Gillian still bemoaning a little that, whatever papa might say, +Fa--Captain Henderson would always be too poor a creature for Kalliope. + +'If I was quite sure it was not only her beauty,' added Gillian +philosophically. + +Lady Merrifield went up to Cliff House as early as she could the next +day. She found her patient there very white and shaken, but not so much +by the adventure of yesterday as by a beautiful bouquet of the choicest +roses which lay on the table before her sofa, left by Captain Henderson +when he had called to inquire after her. + +'What ought I to do, dear Lady Merrifield?' she asked. 'They came while +I was dressing, and I did not know.' + +'You mean about a message of thanks?' + +'Yes; my dear father was so terribly displeased when I wore a rose that +he gave me before the great review at Belfast that I feel as if I ought +not to touch these; and yet it is so kind, and after all his wonderful +kindness yesterday.' + +The hand on the side and the trembling lip showed the painful fluttering +of heart, and the voice died away. + +'My dear, things are very different now. Take my word for it, your +father could not be displeased for a moment at any kindness between you +and Captain Henderson. Ten years ago he was a very young man, and his +parents were living, and your father was bound in honour, and for your +sake too, to prevent attentions from the young officers.' + +'Oh yes, I know it would have been shocking to have got into that sort +of thing!' + +'But now he is entirely at his own disposal, and a man of four or +five-and-thirty, who has gone through a great deal, and I do not think +that to send him a friendly message of thanks for a bunch of flowers +to his old fellow-soldier's daughter would be anything but what Captain +White would think his due.' + +'Oh,'--a sigh of relief,--'please tell him, dear Lady Merrifield!' And +she stretched out her hand for the flowers, and lovingly cooled her +cheek with their petals, and tenderly admired them singly, venturing now +to enjoy them and even caress them. + +Lady Merrifield ventured on no more; but she carried off ultimately +hopeful auguries for the gentleman who had been watching for her, very +anxious to hear her report. She was, however, determined on persuading +him to patience, reinforcing her assurances with Dr. Dagger's opinion, +that though Kalliope's constitution needed only quiet and rest entirely +to shake off the effects of the overstrain of that terrible +half-year, yet that renewed agitation would probably entail chronic +heart-complaint; and she insisted that without making any sign the lover +should go out of reach for several months, making, for instance, +the expedition to Norway of which he had been talking. He could not +understand at first that what he meant to propose would not be the best +means of setting that anxious heart at rest; and Lady Merrifield had to +dwell on the swarm of conscientious scruples and questions that would +arise about saddling him with such a family, and should not be put to +rest as easily as he imagined. At last, by the further representation +that she would regard her mother's death as far too recent for such +matters to occupy her, and by the assertion of the now fixed conviction +that attentions from him at present could only agitate and distress her +harmfully, and bring on her malicious remarks, the Captain was induced +to believe that Rocca Marina or Florence would be a far better scene for +his courtship, and to defer it till he could find her there in better +health. + +He was brought at last to promise to leave Rockquay at once, and dispose +of himself in Norway, if only Lady Merrifield would procure him one +meeting with Kalliope, in which he solemnly promised to do nothing that +could startle her or betray his intentions. + +Lady Merrifield managed it cunningly. It had been already fixed that +Kalliope should come down to a brief twelve-o'clock service held at St. +Kenelm's for invalids, there to return thanks for her recovery, in what +she felt as her own church; and she was to come to Il Lido and rest +there afterwards. Resolving to have no spectators, Lady Merrifield sent +off the entire family for a picnic at Clipston, promising them with some +confidence that they would not be haunted by Captain Henderson, and that +she would come in the waggonette, bringing Fergus as soon as he was out +of school, drink tea, and fetch home the tired. + +Sir Jasper went too, telling her, with a smile, that he was far too shy +to assist her in acting chaperon. + +'Dragon, you had better say--I mean to put on all my teeth and claws.' + +These were not, however, very visible at the church door when she met +Kalliope, who had come down in a bath-chair, but was able afterwards to +walk slowly to Il Lido. Perhaps Captain Henderson was, however, aware of +them; for Kalliope had no knowledge of his presence in the church or in +the street, somewhat in the rear, nor did he venture to present himself +till there had been time for luncheon and for rest, and till Kalliope +had been settled in the cool eastern window under the verandah, with an +Indian cushion behind her that threw out her profile like a cameo. + +Then, as if to call on Lady Merrifield, Captain Henderson appeared +armed, according to a wise suggestion, with his portfolio; and there was +a very quiet and natural overlooking of his drawings, which evidently +gave Kalliope immense pleasure, quite unsuspiciously. Precautions had +been taken against other visitors, and all went off so well and happily +that Lady Merrifield felt quite triumphant when the waggonette came +round, and, after picking up Fergus, she set Kalliope down at her own +door, with something like a colour in her cheeks and lips, and thanks +for a happy afternoon, and the great pleasure in seeing one of the dear +old Royal Wardours again. + +But, oh mamma,' said Gillian, feeling as if the thorn in her thoughts +must be extracted, 'are you sure it is not all her beauty?' + +'Her beauty, no doubt, began it, and gratifies the artist eye; but I am +sure his perseverance is due to appreciation of her noble character,' +said Lady Merrifield. + +'Oh, mamma, would he if she had been ever so good, and no prettier than +other people?' + +'Don't pick motives so, my child; her beauty helps to make up the sum +and substance of his adoration, and she would not have the countenance +she has without the goodness. Let that satisfy you.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. -- CONCLUSION + + + +The wedding was imminent by this time. The sisters returned from London, +the younger looking brilliant and in unusual health, and the elder +fagged and weary. Shopping, or rather looking on at shopping, had been +a far more wearying occupation than all the schools and districts in +Rockquay afforded. + +And besides the being left alone, there was the need of considering her +future. The family had certainly expected that a rich and open-handed +man like Mr. White would bethink him that half what was sufficient for +two was not enough for one to live in the same style, and would have +resigned his bride's fortune to her sister, but, as a rule, he never did +what was expected of him, and he had, perhaps, been somewhat annoyed by +Mr. Mohun's pertinacity about settlements, showing a certain distrust +of commercial wealth. At any rate, all he did was to insist on paying +handsomely for Maura's board; but still Miss Mohun believed she should +have to give up the pretty house built by themselves, and go into +smaller quarters, more especially as it was universally agreed that +Adeline must have Mrs. Mount with her, and Mrs. Mount would certainly be +miserable in 'foreign parts' unless her daughter went with her. It was +demonstrated that the remaining means would just suffice to keep up +Beechcroft; but Jane knew that it could be only done at the cost of +her subscriptions and charities, and she merely undertook to take no +measures till winter--the Rockquay season. + +Sir Jasper, who thought she behaved exceedingly well about it, +authorised an earnest invitation to make her home at Clipston; but +though she was much gratified, she knew she should be in his way, and, +perhaps, in that of the boys, and it was too far from the work to which +she meant to devote herself even more completely, when it would be no +longer needful to be companionable to a semi-invalid fond of society. + +However, just then her brother, the Colonel, came at last for his long +leave. He knew that his retirement was only a matter of months, and +declared his intention of joining forces with her, if she would have +him, and, in the meantime, he was desirous of contributing his full +share in keeping up the home. Nor did Jane feel it selfish to accept his +offer, for she knew that Clipston would give him congenial society and +shooting, and that there was plenty of useful layman work for him in +the town; and that 'old Reggie' should wish to set up his staff with her +raised her spirits, so that cheerfulness was no longer an effort. + +The wedding was to be very quiet. Only just after the day was finally +fixed, Mrs. Merrifield's long decay ended unexpectedly, and Sir Jasper +had to hasten to London, and thence to the funeral at Stokesley. She was +a second wife, and he her only son, so that he inherited from her means +that set him much more at his ease with regard to his large family than +he had ever been before. The intention that Lady Merrifield should act +mistress of the house at the wedding breakfast had, of course, to be +given up, and only Primrose's extreme youth made it possible to let her +still be a bridesmaid. + +So the whole party, together with the Whites, were only spectators in +the background, and the procession into church consisted of just the +absolutely needful persons--the bride in a delicate nondescript coloured +dress, such as none but a French dressmaker could describe, and covered +with transparent lace, like, as Mysie averred, a hedgeback full of +pig-nut flowers, the justice of the comparison being lost in the +ugliness of the name; and as all Rockquay tried to squeeze into the +church to see and admire, the beauty was not thrown away. + +No tears were shed there; but afterwards, in her own familiar room, +between her two sisters, Adeline White shed floods of tears, and, +clinging to Jane's neck, asked how she could ever have consented to +leave her, extracting a promise of coming to her in case of illness. +Nothing but a knock at the door by Valetta, with a peremptory message +that Mr. White said they should be late for the train, induced her to +dry her tears and tear herself away. + +Kalliope and Maura remained with Miss Mohun during the bridal journey +to Scotland, and by the time it was ended the former had shaken off the +invalid habits, and could hardly accept the doctor's assurance that she +ought not to resume her work, though she was grateful for the delights +before her, and the opportunities of improvement that she was promised +at Florence. Her health had certainly been improved by Frank Stebbing's +departure for America. Something oozed out that made Miss Mohun suspect +that he had been tampering with the accounts, and then it proved that +there had been a crisis and discovery, which Mr. White had consented +to hush up for his partner's sake. Alexis had necessarily known of the +investigation and disclosure, but had kept absolute silence until it had +been brought to light in other ways, and the culprit was beyond seas. +Mr. Stebbing was about to retire from the business, but for many reasons +the dissolution of the partnership was deferred. + +Alexis was now in a post of trust, with a larger salary. He lodged at +Mrs. Lee's, and was, in a manner, free of Miss Mohun's house; but he +spent much of his leisure time in study, being now able to pay regularly +for instruction from the tutor who taught at Mrs. Edgar's school. + +Maura asked him rather pertly what was the use of troubling himself +about Latin and Greek, if he held himself bound to the marble works. + +'It is not trouble--it is rest,' he said; and at her gasp, 'Besides, +marble works or no, one ought to make the best of one's self.' + +By the time Mr. and Mrs. White came back from Scotland, the repairs +at Clipston had been accomplished, and the Merrifields had taken +possession. It all was most pleasant in that summer weather going +backwards and forwards between the houses; the Sunday coming into church +and lunching at Aunt Jane's, where Valetta and Primrose stayed for Mrs. +Hablot's class, and were escorted home by Macrae in time for evening +service at Clipston, where their mother, Gillian, and Mysie reigned over +their little school. There was a kind of homely ease and family life, +such that Adeline once betrayed that she sometimes felt as if she was +going into banishment. However, there was no doubt that she enjoyed her +husband's pride in and devotion to her, as well as all the command of +money and choice of pretty things that she had obtained, and she looked +well, handsome, and dignified. + +Still it was evident that she was very glad of Kalliope's companionship, +and that the pair were not on those exclusively intimate terms that +would make a third person de trop. + +By Sir Jasper's advice, Lady Merrifield did not mention the possibility +of a visit from Captain Henderson, who would come upon Mr. White far +better on his own merits, and had better not be expected either by +Adeline or Kalliope. + +Enthusiastic letters from both ladies described the delights of the +journey, which was taken in a leisurely sight-seeing manner; and as to +Rocca Marina, it seemed to be an absolute paradise. Mr. White had +taken care to send out an English upholsterer, so that insular ideas of +comfort might be fulfilled within. Without, the combination of mountain +and sea, the vine-clad terraces, the chestnut slopes, the magical +colours of the barer rocks, the coast-line trending far away, the azure +Mediterranean, with the white-sailed feluccas skimming across it, filled +Kalliope with the more transport because it satisfied the eyes that +had unconsciously missed such colouring scenes ever since her early +childhood. + +The English workmen and their families hailed with delight an English +lady. The chaplain and his wife were already at work among them, and +their little church only waiting for the bride to lay the first stone. + +The accounts of Kalliope's walks as Mrs. White's deputy among these +people, of her scrambles and her sketching made her recovery evident. +Adeline had just been writing that the girl was too valuable to both +herself and Mr. White ever to be parted with, when Captain Henderson +came back from Norway, and had free permission from Lady Merrifield to +put his fate to the touch. + +English tourists who know how to behave themselves were always welcome +to enliven the seclusion of Rocca Marina, and admire all, of which +Adeline was as proud as Mr. White himself. Recommendations to its +hospitality did not fail, and the first of Adeline's long letters showed +warm appreciation of this pleasant guest, who seemed enchanted with the +spot. + +Next, Mrs. White's sagacity began to suspect his object, and there +ensued Kalliope's letter, full of doubts and scruples, unable to help +being happy, but deferring her reply till she should hear from Lady +Merrifield, whether it could be right to burthen any man with such a +family as hers. + +The old allegiance to her father's commanding officer, as well as the +kindness she had received, seemed to make her turn to ask their approval +as if they were her parents; and of course it was heartily given, Sir +Jasper himself writing to set before her that John Henderson was no +suddenly captivated youth unable to calculate consequences, but a man of +long-tried affection and constancy, free from personal ties, and knowing +all her concerns. The younger ones all gave promise of making their own +way, and a wise elder brother was the best thing she could give them. +Even Richard might be the better for the connection, and Sir Jasper had +taken care that there should be some knowledge of what he was. + +There was reason to think that all hesitation had been overcome even +before the letters arrived. For it appeared that Captain Henderson had +fraternised greatly with Mr. White, and that having much wished for +an occupation, he had decided to become a partner in the marble works, +bringing the art-knowledge and taste that had been desirable, and +Kalliope hoped still to superintend the mosaic workers. It was agreed +that the marriage had far better take place away from Rockquay, and it +was resolved that it should be at Florence, and that the couple should +remain there for the winter, studying art, and especially Florentine +mosaic, and return in the spring, when the Stebbings would have +concluded their arrangements and vacated their house. + +Mr. White, in great delight, franked out Alexis and Maura to be present +at the wedding, and a longing wish of Kalliope's that Mr. Flight would +officiate was so far expressed that Lady Merrifield mentioned it to him. +He was very much moved, for he had been feeling that his relations with +the Whites had been chiefly harmful, though, as Alexis now assured him, +his notice had been their first ray of comfort in their changed life at +Rockquay. The experience had certainly made him older and wiser. Mrs. +White--or, as her nieces could not help calling her among themselves, +the Contessa di Rocca Marina--urged that her sister Jane should join the +company, and bring Gillian to act as the other bridesmaid. This, after +a little deliberation, was accepted, and the journey was the greatest +treat to all concerned. Mr. Flight, the only one of the party who had +travelled before in the sense of being a tourist, was amused by the keen +and intense delight of Miss Mohun as well as the younger ones in all +they beheld, and he steered them with full experience of hotels and of +what ought to be visited, so as to be an excellent courier. + +As to Rocca Marina, where they spent a few days, no words would describe +their admiration, though they brought home a whole book of sketches to +back their descriptions. They did not, however, bring back Maura. Mrs. +White had declared that she must remain to supply the place of her +sister. She was nearly fifteen years old, and already pretty well +advanced in her studies, she would pick up foreign languages, the +chaplain would teach her when at Rocca Marina, and music and drawing +would be attainable in the spring at Florence. Moreover, Mr. White +promised to regard her as a daughter. + +Another point was settled. Alexis had worked in earnest for eight +months, and had convinced himself that the marble works were not his +vocation, though he had acquitted himself well enough to induce Mr. +White to offer him a share in the business, and he would have accepted +it if needful. He had, however, made up his mind to endeavour to obtain +a scholarship at Oxford, and Captain Henderson promised that whether +successful in this or not, he should be enabled to keep his terms there. +Mr. White could not understand how a man could prefer being a poor +curate to being a rich quarrymaster, but his wife and the two sisters +had influence enough to prevent him from being offended, and this was +the easier, because Theodore had tastes and abilities that made it +likely that he would be thoroughly available at the works. + +What shall be said of the return to Rockstone? Mr. Flight came home +first, then, after many happy days of appreciative sightseeing, Aunt +Jane and Gillian. They had not been ashamed of being British spinsters +with guide-books in their hands; nor, on the other hand, had they been +obliged to see what they did not care about, and Mr. White had put them +in the way of the best mode of seeing what they cared about; and above +all, the vicissitudes of travel, even in easy-going modern fashion, +had made them one with each other according to Jane's best hopes. It was +declared that the aunt looked five years younger for such recreation as +she had never known before, and she set to work with double energy. + +When, in May, Captain and Mrs. Henderson took possession of the pretty +house that had been fitted up for them, though Miss Mellon might whisper +to a few that she had only been one of the mosaic hands, there was not +much inclination to attend to the story among the society to which Lady +Merrifield introduced her. These acquaintances would gladly have seen +more of her than she had time to give them, between family claims and +home cares, her attention to the artistic side of the business, for +which she had not studied in vain, and her personal and individual care +for the young women concerned therein. For years to come, even, it was +likely that visitors to Rockstone would ask one another if they had seen +that remarkably beautiful Mrs. Henderson. + +Mrs. White, reigning there in the summer, in her fine house and gardens, +though handsome as ever, had the good sense to resign the palm of +beauty, and be gratified with the admiration for one whom she accepted +as a protegee and appendage, whose praise reflected upon herself. And +Cliff House under the new regime was a power in Rockstone, with its +garden-parties, drawing-room meetings on behalf of everything good and +desirable, its general superintendence and promotion of all that could +aid in the welfare of the place. There was general rejoicing when it was +occupied. + +Adeline, in better health than she had enjoyed since her early girlhood, +and feeling her consequence both in Italy and at Rockstone, was +often radiant, always kind and friendly and ready with patronage and +assistance. Her sisters wondered at times how absolute her happiness +was; they sometimes thought she said too much about it, and about her +dear husband's indulgence, in her letters, to be quite satisfactory; +and when she came to Rockstone there was an effusiveness of affection +towards her family, an unwillingness to spare her sisters or nieces from +her side, an earnest desire to take one back to Italy with her, that +betrayed something lacking in companionship. Jane detected likewise such +as the idolising husband felt this attachment a little over much. + +It was not quite possible to feel him one with her family, or make him +feel himself one. He would always be 'company' with them. He had indeed +been invited to Beechcroft Court, but it was plain that the visit had +been stiff and wearisome to both parties, even more so than that to +Rotherwood, where there was no reason to look for much familiarity. + +In the same way, to Reginald Mohun, who had been obliged to retire as +full Colonel, Mr. White was so absolutely distasteful that it was his +sister's continual fear that he would encourage the young people's +surreptitious jokes about their marble uncle. Sir Jasper, always feeling +accountable for having given the first sanction, did his best for the +brother-in-law; but in spite of regard, there was no getting over the +uncongeniality that would always be the drop in Adeline's cup. The +perfect ease and confidence of family intercourse would alter on his +entrance! + +Nobody got on with him so well as Captain Harry May. For I do not speak +to that dull elf who cannot figure to himself the great family meeting +that came to pass when the colonists came home--how sweet and matronly +'Aunt Phyllis' looked, how fresh and bright her daughters were, and how +surprised Valetta was to find them as well instructed and civilised as +herself, though she did not like Primrose, expect to see them tattooed. +One of the party was no other than Dolores Mohun. She had been very +happy with her father for three years. They had been at Kotorua at the +time of the earthquake, and Dolores had acquired much credit for her +reasonableness and self-possession, but there had been also a young +lady, not much above her own age, who had needed protection and comfort, +and the acquaintance there begun had ended in her father deciding on a +marriage with a pretty gentle creature as unlike the wife of his youth +as could be imagined. + +Dolores had behaved very well, as her Aunt Phyllis warmly testified, +but it was a relief to all parties when the proposal was made that, +immediately after the wedding, she should go home under her aunt's +escort to finish her education. She had learnt to love and trust Aunt +Phyllis; but to be once more with Aunt Lily and Mysie was the greatest +peace and bliss she could conceive. And she was a very different being +from the angular defiant girl of those days which seemed so long ago. + +There is no need to say more at present of these old friends. There is +no material for narrative in describing how the 'calm decay' of Dr. May +in old age was cheered by the presence of his sailor son, nor in +the scenes where the brothers, sisters, and friends exchanged happy +recollections, brightened each other's lives with affection and +stimulated one another in serving God in their generation. + + + +THE END + + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Beechcroft at Rockstone, by Charlotte M. 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