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-Title: Public School Life
- Boys Masters Parents
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-PUBLIC SCHOOL LIFE
-
-
- * * * * * *
-
-COUNTRIES OF THE MIND
-MIDDLETON MURRY
-Demy 8vo. 10s. 6d. net
-
-IBSEN AND HIS CREATION
-Professor JANKO LAVRIN
-Cr. 8vo. 7s. 6d. net
-
-THE RETURN
-WALTER DE LA MARE
-Cr. 8vo. 7s. 6d. net
-
- * * * * * *
-
-
-PUBLIC SCHOOL LIFE
-
-Boys Parents Masters
-
-by
-
-ALEC WAUGH
-
-Author of 'The Loom of Youth,' 'Pleasure,' etc.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: Logo]
-
-London: 48 Pall Mall
-W. Collins Sons & Co. Ltd.
-Glasgow Melbourne Auckland
-
-Copyright, 1922
-
-Manufactured in Great Britain
-
-
-
-
-A DEDICATORY LETTER TO ARNOLD LUNN
-
-
-_December 6, 1921_:
-
-MY DEAR ARNOLD,--It was with genuine surprise that I read the other day,
-while turning over the pages of _The Harrovians_, the date 1913 upon the
-title-page. Only eight years ago, and since then so much has happened.
-What a long while it seems since _The Harrovians_ was the most borrowed
-book in the house, and we passed the hours of evening hall, that should
-have been spent in the study of irregular verbs, in eager discussions on
-your book. It was a revelation to us--we schoolboys of 1913. It
-explained us to ourselves. We thought then that the last word on the
-subject had been said.
-
-But one can never say the last word on such a subject as the Public
-Schools, especially in a novel. In a novel one is constrained to tell a
-story or to reveal a character. In _The Harrovians_ you dealt with the
-Public School System only in as far as it effected the development of
-Peter, and in _Loose Ends_ you found yourself equally fettered with
-regard to Maurice. It is for this reason that I feel there is still
-room for a book such as this, which, though a narrative, has for its
-object simply the analysis and presentation of public school life. At
-any rate I hope that you may think, when you come to read it, that it
-was worth doing. If you do not, well then at least here is your name
-after the title-page in grateful tribute to many pleasant hours spent in
-the company of yourself and of your books, and in the hope of many more
-such hours.
-
-For their sake, if not for its own sake, please accept this book, and
-believe me,
-
-As ever, your sincere friend,
-ALEC WAUGH.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-CHAP. PAGE
- I. INTRODUCTORY 1
-
- II. THE PREPARATORY SCHOOL 20
-
- III. THE NEW BOY 38
-
- IV. THE SECOND YEAR 60
-
- V. ATHLETICISM 76
-
- VI. THE TRUE ETHICS OF CRIBBING 91
-
- VII. MORALITY AND THE ROMANTIC FRIENDSHIP 124
-
-VIII. THE MIDDLE YEARS 161
-
- IX. PREFECTSHIP 171
-
- X. THE LAST TERM 198
-
- XI. THE OLD BOY AS SCHOOLMASTER AND PARENT 215
-
- XII. SOME SUGGESTIONS: THE LEAVING AGE WITH
- REGARD TO MORALS 231
-
-XIII. THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS 256
-
- XIV. CONCLUSION 263
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-INTRODUCTORY
-
-
-Twenty years ago a father said to his son, who had just come down from
-Oxford with a batting average of 35.7: 'For ten years, my boy, you have
-been playing cricket all through the summer at my expense. You can now
-either come into my business and play first-class cricket during your
-month's holiday in August, or, if you want to continue to play cricket
-all through the season, you can go down to the Oval and apply to be
-taken on as a professional.' The moral, the obvious moral, that is to
-say, is admirable. And the elderly gentleman whom I overheard repeating
-this story in the pavilion, leant back in his seat and affirmed proudly,
-though with a deep sense of the passage of good things, that it was in
-such a spirit that the game had been played when he was young. 'That's
-what cricket meant to the Studds, the Lyttletons, the Fosters. We didn't
-have any of these amateur professionals, none of these fine fellows who
-get found soft jobs by their county committees. What's the difference, I
-should like to know, between the fellow who gets paid five pounds a
-match and the fellow who is presented with the directorship of a ladies'
-corset factory at a comfortable salary, and who has only to go to the
-office once a week to sign his name in the directors' attendance book?'
-The elderly gentleman shrugged his shoulders with disgust.
-
-He was quite right, of course. There are too many cricketers who make as
-much money out of the game as any professional, yet are entitled to put
-initials before their name upon the score card. And the father was quite
-right when he insisted on the industry of his son. He was none the less
-right because things probably failed to turn out as they had been
-planned. They rarely do. We can guess what happened.
-
-For a year the son worked hard. During his month's holiday he made a
-couple of centuries in first-class cricket, and various papers
-commenting on this achievement expressed their regret that so promising
-a cricketer should only be available in August. It is needless to add
-that the other members of the family saw to it that these references did
-not escape the attention of their father. Next season the county started
-so well, that by the end of May it stood at the head of the
-championship, and the young financier was entreated to turn out for the
-Yorkshire match in the middle of June. On such an occasion parental
-discipline was naturally relaxed. And an innings of 87 on a tricky
-wicket was followed by an invitation to play for the Gentlemen at Lords.
-Parental pride was flattered. Next season the same thing happened, only
-more frequently. There was, in fact, an understanding that he was
-available for all the important matches, and very soon not only the
-fixtures with Middlesex, Kent, and Surrey, came to be regarded as
-important, but also those with Hampshire, Gloucestershire, Somerset, and
-Worcester. Indeed, in five years' time the son found himself playing
-county cricket steadily from May to August and as an amateur. Things
-happen like that. Still the pact, as the elderly gentleman in the
-pavilion asserted, had been made in the right spirit. And it was, after
-all, a family affair.
-
-But the fine distinction between the amateur and the amateur
-professional is defined only by the obvious moral to this story, and the
-subtler moral had passed unnoticed by the elderly reactionary in the
-pavilion. A young man, twenty-three years of age, has been expensively
-educated for some ten to twelve years. And he is faced at the end of his
-education, when it is assumed, that is to say, that he is equipped with
-the knowledge and trained ability that will enable him to take up that
-portion of the world's work for which he is best fitted, with two
-alternatives. Either he can go into his father's business, or else he
-can lose his caste and sign on as a professional cricketer. It occurred
-neither to the father nor to the son nor to the elderly gentleman who
-repeated the story in the pavilion that any other alternative was
-possible, or, indeed, desirable. The son was not in a position to say to
-his father: 'Of course I wouldn't become a pro. But I'm really not keen
-on your business. I shouldn't be a success at it. I'd rather do
-something else.' He could not say that, because there was nothing else
-for him to do. Six years earlier he could have gone to Sandhurst. If he
-had worked harder at school he might possibly have passed into the
-Egyptian civil service. It is possible that his blue would have obtained
-for him a schoolmastership, but his gulf in mods, would have limited his
-choice of schools. And the prospects of a junior master at a second-rate
-Public School are not inviting. So, whatever his own inclinations might
-have been, he had to accept his father's offer. It is here that we find
-the true moral of the story; and we ask ourselves whether this young man
-was, in spite of his ten years at Oxford and at a Public School, really
-educated. He had learnt how to make centuries in county cricket, and he
-had acquired a certain quantity of uncorrelated information. But he had
-not developed the ability to perform properly the type of work for which
-he was best fitted, nor, indeed, had he discovered what that type of
-work might be. As likely as not his father's business was the last that
-he should have chosen. We all react from our surroundings, and he had
-probably become heartily sick of his father's particular form of 'shop.'
-He had so often sat wearily at the dinner table, fingering his bread,
-piling the salt into pyramids on the edge of the cruet, while his father
-had explained to his mother the minute details of his latest deal. 'You
-see, my dear, I bought in at twenty-six....' Of all hideous employments
-the buying and selling of shares had seemed to him the weariest. And yet
-there was nothing for him but to accept a desk beside a telephone with
-the files of the _Financial News_ spread out before him.
-
-He can have brought no enthusiasm to his work. Out of a sense of duty,
-and in order to improve his own position, he may have worked hard during
-the winter months, but he must have worked without pleasure, with his
-work not as an end but as a means.
-
-Yet nothing in a man's life is of more importance than his profession.
-If he does not enjoy his work he values too highly the privileges that
-success in it will bring to him. He asks too much of his private life,
-and if he is disappointed, he embarks on a desperate search for
-pleasure. Half of the discontent of modern life, the discontent that
-expresses itself in endless parties, dances, and entertainments, can be
-traced to the reactions of men and women engaged in uncongenial
-employment. And so we return again to that first question. Can we call a
-man educated who has not discovered in what capacity he is most likely
-to be of service to society, or who, having discovered it, has not taken
-steps to qualify himself for that profession. That, in a sentence, is
-the case against the English Public School. A system stands or falls by
-its products.
-
-And it is only natural that parents who are not particularly well off,
-and who have no private business into which they can draft their
-children, should ask themselves whether or not a public school education
-is worth the considerable personal sacrifice that will be entailed if
-their sons are to be sent to Wellington, Clifton, or Uppingham. 'We
-want to do the best for Tommy,' they say. 'But after spending £250 a
-year on him for five years what do we get in return? Tommy is not clever
-enough to pass into the civil service; he may get a mastership on a
-salary only slightly better than that of a Metropolitan policeman. Is it
-worth it?' When the head master to whom these doubts are carried,
-commences to enlarge on the moral qualities that are revealed and
-strengthened by 'the honest give and take of public school life,' the
-parent is still unsatisfied. 'Are you quite sure?' they say. 'Of course
-we know it's all exaggerated, but where there's smoke, you know, and one
-has heard....' Is it surprising that under such circumstances the
-mandarins of the public school profession should have erected a
-barricade of prejudice between themselves and criticism. Their
-maintenance is at stake. They have to persuade the parent that he is
-getting his money's worth. Otherwise he will send his son to a day
-school, or, worse still, to some pension in Rome or Brussels.
-
-And so it has happened that any critic of the Public Schools is
-immediately driven into a false position. For so long the Public Schools
-have been accepted with an unquestioning reverence--for so long, that is
-to say, the authorities have been able to persuade the world that the
-goods they are selling are the best, in fact the only goods upon the
-market--that if any one breathes a word against them now he is labelled
-a revolutionary; it is assumed that politically he is a Socialist, that
-he wishes to substitute co-operation for competition, that he is a
-harbinger of red ruin, concealing a bomb intended for William of
-Wykeham's Tower or the green sward of Agar's plough; that his programme
-involves the complete destruction of the existing fabric, and that he
-proposes to erect about its ruins some bizarre construction of eugenics
-and modernity. Nothing, as a matter of fact, is further from the truth.
-
-The majority of assailants are anything but socialists. They consider an
-enlightened oligarchy the ideal form of government, and their chief
-quarrel with the Public Schools is the absence of that enlightened
-oligarchy. No one wants to destroy the Public Schools. No one would be
-so foolish. But we do maintain that the public school system--a very
-old, a very magnificent, a very venerable mansion--stands in drastic
-need of repair. It is some years since the drains were attended to;
-electric light is more serviceable than gas; the tapestries are a little
-moth-eaten; the books in the library are dusty. The house wants to be
-spring cleaned.
-
-It is easy, of course, to say that, but it is very difficult to know how
-to set about it. Our institutions are mirrors in which are reflected our
-personal imperfections. They can be no better than ourselves; and the
-merchants of panaceas take for granted a world which has left behind it
-envy, greed, malice, and desire. To that degree of perfection we shall
-never attain, but we can at any rate be honest with one another. And
-there is no side of English life about which rulers and ruled, fathers
-and sons, old and young have been so consistently dishonest with one
-another in the past as they have been about the standards and ideals of
-the English Public Schools.
-
-It is the old trouble of the merchant and his goods, and though the
-English Public Schools do not insert double-column advertisements in the
-daily papers, they are at least beholden not to prejudice the value of
-their stock. The greengrocer does not inform you that, on the whole, his
-potatoes are not bad, considering that he bought them from a farmer with
-a leaking shed. A head master does not tell a parent that, if he is
-going to send his son to a Public School, his own school is not worse
-than any other. Yet the same man who views with grave suspicion eulogies
-of a patent medicine, accepts complacently the house-master's assurance
-that Tommy is improving enormously both morally and intellectually under
-his care. A schoolmaster spends a large part of his life boosting the
-value of his goods, and in time, of course, he comes to believe that
-every word of what he says is true. The commercial traveller of two
-years' experience will wink his eye: 'I spun him the tale!' But the
-commercial traveller of ten years' experience has a solemn countenance.
-'People know good stuff when they see it.'
-
-A few weeks ago I was staying in the country with some friends, and was
-taken over by them to the prize-giving of the Preparatory School at
-which their sons were being educated. The ceremony was enacted in the
-gymnasium. The staff sat at the end of the room on a raised dais, in the
-centre of which was a table covered with 'calf-bound mementoes of
-industry.' Behind this table stood the head master. He was a large,
-genial, middle-aged man, rubicund with a surfeit of golf, and he smiled
-down upon the school and upon its parents. 'Well, you boys,' he said, 'I
-want to tell you how pleased I am with the way you've backed me up this
-term. You've worked hard and you've played hard: I don't really know how
-long it is since we've had such a thoroughly satisfactory term: of
-course there are one or two young gentlemen'--and at this point a
-twinkle appeared in the corner of his eye--'who have been a little,
-well, shall we say, difficult; but that's past history, we won't say
-anything more about it; and, as a whole, as I've already said, I don't
-think I've ever had such a satisfactory set of fellows.' There were a
-few more remarks of mutual congratulation, and then he proceeded to the
-distribution of the prizes.
-
-Afterwards I had a chat with one of the assistant masters, with whom I
-happened to be on fairly intimate terms.
-
-'A wonderful fellow, the Head,' he told me. 'Do you know he's made that
-same speech at prize-giving for the last twenty years. Hardly a phrase
-different. He wants to send the parents away in a good temper. They'll
-get their account to-morrow. Of course he doesn't know that's why he's
-doing it. But it's the reason right enough. And how clever that bit is
-about the young gentlemen who've been a little troublesome. It makes
-every mother feel that her boy is better than her neighbour's.'
-
-I suggested that such an opinion was likely to be revised under the
-influence of the terminal report. 'Not a bit of it,' he answered. 'All
-our reports are strictly censored. We write them out on a piece of
-foolscap and the Head gets them typed; but where we write "lazy and
-unintelligent," the parents read "moderate." You can take my word for it
-that the boy who gets "moderate" in his report from here is one of
-earth's best dunces.'
-
-That was, of course, at a private school; but, even at the most
-prosperous Public Schools there is a tacit understanding that parents
-should be stroked down after the manner of refractory cats. The
-half-term report contains frequently enough a quantity of pungent
-critical writing, but the parental visit to the school is invariably the
-occasion for much conversational flattery. Freddie, unless he has become
-involved in any particularly unfortunate adventure, is the object of
-restrained, perhaps qualified, but still potential commendation. The
-father is assured by the house-master that everything is going on
-splendidly: 'A little low in form, perhaps, rather too boisterous at
-times in the day room, but a sound fellow at heart, the sort of fellow
-that the house will be proud of one day.' And the mother's qualms are
-put at rest by the house-master's wife. 'The tone of the house is so
-excellent, you see. No bullying at all, and Freddie's manners are so
-charming. Every one likes him.'
-
-It is possible that if the house-master were taken to task in the
-privacy of his own study, he might be persuaded to confess himself a
-pragmatist. 'One has to keep them quiet,' he might say. 'The young
-rascal'll get on all right as long as they don't start meddling with
-him.' But it is hard to be honest with oneself. The schoolmaster cannot
-help regarding the parent in much the same way that the junior subaltern
-regarded the brigadier. We all know what happened when the runner
-brought the news that at such an hour the brigadier would visit
-Lieutenant Jones's gun emplacements. Lieutenant Jones specially called
-the brigadier's attention to what he knew would please him. He put his
-smartest men on guard. He assured the brigadier that everything was
-going quite all right, that the men were perfectly comfortable and that
-the supply of rations was adequate; Lieutenant Jones did everything, in
-fact, to get the brigadier into the next trench as soon as possible.
-
-Which was, of course, all very rational. The brigadier's interest in
-Lieutenant Jones's gun emplacements was remote and theoretical, and
-either way was of small importance. But it is a different thing
-altogether when house-masters wave parents out of the way with
-comfortable excuses. It establishes at once a dishonest relationship.
-The schoolmaster does not trust the parent. He regards him as a nuisance
-that periodically has to be appeased. And, as long as things go
-smoothly, he is content to leave him in the dark. There is no
-co-operation. And that is absolutely fatal. It means that the two people
-who are chiefly responsible for the boy's welfare are working at cross
-purposes.
-
-The trouble does not end there. For between the parents themselves there
-is frequently an incomplete mutual appreciation of the difficulties of
-school life. Women, in the nature of things, can only know about Public
-Schools what men choose to tell them. That is usually remarkably little.
-Many a husband encourages in his wife the illusion that before he met
-her his life was a vague, indeterminate, ineffectual thing, the
-incidents of which are unworthy to be recorded. And many others on such
-matters as public school life consider that a lie that saves friction is
-justifiable. It is so easy to see how it happens.
-
-Husband and wife are sitting after dinner on either side of the
-fireplace. The wife has just finished reading _The Harrovians_, and she
-looks up with a puzzled, unhappy look. 'Harold, dear,' she says, 'it's
-not like that really, is it? If it were true I couldn't think of sending
-Freddie to such a place.' And what is Harold to say? He has read _The
-Harrovians_. He knows that substantially it is true, but equally well he
-knows that if he acknowledges this to his wife his domestic life for the
-next six years will be complicated by incessant arguments and anxieties.
-To begin with he will have to spend many evenings of discussion before
-he can persuade his wife of the advisability of sending Freddie to
-Rugby. And afterwards there will be constant uneasiness. His wife will
-fret. She will want to pay visits to Rugby, to interview the head
-master, to ask her son uncomfortable questions. His own life would
-become unbearable. And a lie smooths out so much. 'Oh, no, dear, quite
-unlike the Rugby of my day. An exaggerated picture of a bad house in a
-bad school, that's all it is.'
-
-Such a situation must arise fairly frequently. And at least one instance
-of it has come within the circle of my own experience. While I was a
-prisoner in Germany I lent a copy of my school story, _The Loom of
-Youth_, to a fellow-prisoner, who had expressed a wish to read it. A few
-days later he returned it to me with such a flattering display of
-enthusiasm that, in a moment of unusual generosity I promised to send
-him a copy on our return. The sequel reached me a few days later. He had
-returned to his room and remarked that Waugh had promised to give him a
-copy of that book of his, 'the thing that's all full of oaths. I don't
-know what I shall do with it,' he said. 'I shall have to be jolly
-careful that my wife doesn't read it.'
-
-If one may generalise from such an incident, and I believe that one may,
-for it has its root in the eternal indolence of human nature, then not
-only schoolmasters and parents, but fathers and mothers are working at
-cross purposes. And so the boy finds himself alone, stranded in a
-society the nature of which he has to discover for himself. He never
-regards his house-master as one working in co-operation with his
-parents for the welfare of his soul. Schoolmasters will be to him a
-separate caste. And although he will never reason this out with himself,
-he will appreciate it intuitively in the natural cunning with which he
-will exploit one or the other in the furtherance of his own ends. I do
-not mean that he is deceitful. But he may want to specialise in History,
-or to abandon German in favour of Greek, and he will think whether he
-would do better to approach his father or his house-master. There is a
-sort of dual monarchy, and if one sovereign is opposed to a favourite
-scheme, it is but natural to try one's fortune with the other.
-
-His parents' interest in his school life must appear to him superficial.
-When his father comes down at half term, he has to answer innumerable
-questions as to his prowess on the cricket field; and very often indeed
-the chief pleasure that his athletic successes brings him is the thought
-of the delight that his father will experience. But the intimate side of
-his school life, his thoughts, his friendships, his troubles, his
-ambitions, do not enter into his relationship with his parents. In the
-same way his house-master's interest in his home life seems to him
-superficial. On his return to school he is asked a few questions about
-the theatres he has visited; whether he is in training for the football;
-has he done any private work? not a word of his intimate life. The boy
-ceases to regard his school life as a continuation of his home life. The
-two are entirely separate, and it depends on the temperament of the
-individual as to which of the two he will consider the more important.
-We hear a great deal of talk about the influence of the home; it is,
-indeed, the stock argument of the pedagogue who would shelve his own
-responsibility on to other shoulders, but I believe that its influence
-is greatly overrated. Home and school present to the average boy two
-watertight compartments. They are different lives, a different technique
-is required. And human nature has at least one property of the
-chameleon.
-
-A schoolboy sets out, therefore, to discover school life for himself. He
-knows what his parents expect him to make of it; he has a fairly shrewd
-idea of what his schoolmaster expects him to make of it. It remains for
-him to investigate school life as his companions have made it. Naturally
-he does not announce his investigations. He lets his parents think what
-they like and his schoolmasters think what they like. He goes his own
-way. And it is thus that school life as it is, differs so enormously
-from the traditional concept of it. There must be always a gulf between
-the reality and the imagined idea. But in public school life the gulf is
-between, not the schoolboy reality and his idea of it, but between the
-schoolboy reality, and the confused idea of it that is held by parents
-and masters. It is two degrees from the truth. In consequence, when any
-one does attempt to tell the truth there is an outburst of indignant
-protest. And the worst of it is that it is an honest outburst. When head
-masters write to the Press and say 'these accusations are entirely
-false,' they honestly believe what they say. That is what makes
-everything so difficult. They have forgotten their own schooldays, and
-for so long they have been persuading parents of the value of a public
-school education that they have come to believe in their own
-advertisements. And yet what they have come to believe is far more
-remarkable than the truth. In sermons and addresses they assure the boy
-and his parents that school life is a miniature of the larger world;
-which is the statement of a fact: yet every subsequent act and utterance
-is in contradiction to this initial axiom. For, if that larger world did
-really resemble the official concept of school life, what a bizarre,
-what an extravagant affair it would be. It would be filled with high
-lights, with breathless escapades, with impossible heroics. It has been
-accepted as quite credible that a boy should be capable of the most
-extreme and loathsome brutalities, that a percentage of every school
-should spend its life in gambling and heavy drinking, that at least one
-prefect in every school should contract inconvenient liabilities at the
-Baron's Arms, and that to extricate himself he should forge his
-house-master's signature. Indeed, anything may happen provided that the
-course of life follows a simple process of right and wrong which leads
-to the triumph of virtue and the downfall of vice. It is something like
-a Lyceum melodrama. And, though we can all manage to enjoy for a couple
-of hours the fine sensationalism of _The Beggar Girl's Wedding_, we
-should hardly accept its values as a philosophical background for our
-daily life. And yet that has actually happened in the case of the Public
-Schools. Mr P. G. Wodehouse, in his delightful _Mike_, makes Psmith say
-to a new acquaintance: 'Are you the Bully, the Pride of the School, or
-the Boy who is led astray and takes to drink in Chapter Sixteen?' Such
-figureheads exist in the popular imagination. The world believes in
-bullies, in villains, in straight heroes and in the weak character who
-goes wrong, but is saved through the influence of either the hero or the
-head master, or the head master's daughter, or through the sermon of an
-occasional preacher. It is all very jolly, of course, and no doubt the
-world would be a far more comfortable place if it were possible to label
-and pigeonhole all our friends and acquaintances. But life cannot be
-simplified by any arbitrary process. We have our standards of conduct,
-but they are shifting and relative. They are the measures that each
-successive society arranges for what it considers to be its convenience.
-And we accept them for what they are. At a Public School, however, a
-traditional conception has formed a code of rules for the convenience of
-a society that does not exist. Which is confusing: and when Desmond Coke
-wrote in _The Bending of a Twig_ a very entertaining skit on the
-behaviour of a boy who had read a number of school stories, and went to
-Shrewsbury expecting to find bullies behind every cloister,
-schoolmasters laughed over the book, but did not read into it any
-criticism of themselves.
-
-And yet there is nothing that we need more than an honest facing of the
-facts of public school life. Facts are a solid neutral ground on which
-parents and boys and masters may meet to discuss their ideals and their
-difficulties. And, in the course of that discussion, they may discover,
-as likely as not, a way out of their troubles. The hope of this book is
-to provide that statement of facts. It does not set out as an
-educational treatise. It accepts the Public Schools as the system best
-suited to the material with which it deals. It suggests no new system of
-teaching. It does not advocate co-education. It does not advance any
-plea for Montessor methods. It will contain no discussion of the
-advantages of Greek over German. There will be no appendix with
-time-tables and suggested curriculum. For, as things are now, it does
-not matter whether Sanscrit is substituted for mathematics: the boy will
-learn equally little of either. It is intended as a human study of
-public school life, as an attempt to break down that conspiracy of
-silence, that relationship of evasion and deceit that exists officially
-between parents, boys, and masters; and from time to time it will
-suggest solutions.
-
-It is, of course, only an attempt. For no one person can see more than a
-side of the truth. However impartial we try to be, we can see in a
-situation only what the limitations of our personality allow us. We are
-all at tether. During the last three years many public men have visited
-Russia; they have been honest men, and we know quite well that they went
-there with the firm intention of telling nothing but the truth. But,
-before they went, we could have told them exactly what they would say on
-their return. Yet the analogy does not quite hold good. For we, too,
-have gone, each of us, to a Public School with a preconceived idea of
-what school life would be, and each of us in turn has had that
-conception destroyed by actuality, and each in turn has had to create
-for himself his own picture. It follows then that there must in each
-picture be a certain measure of truth.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-THE PREPARATORY SCHOOL
-
-
-We hear much of the embarrassed misery of a boy's first week at school.
-And, certainly, it is pretty wretched. Mr Vachell compared it to the
-first plunge into an ice-cold swimming bath: the sudden shock, and,
-afterwards, the glory of a swim. But it is the inaction, the loneliness
-of the first week that is so difficult. It is more like standing on the
-edge of the swimming bath on a cold day waiting for the signal that will
-start the race. And yet the change must have been a great deal more
-difficult for our parents than it was for us. The preparatory school
-system is of more or less recent growth, and, when one considers how
-much one learnt at a Preparatory School, in _esprit de corps_, in
-patience, in sportsmanship, in the give and take of a communal life, one
-wonders how an earlier generation managed to survive the first term.
-School life by all accounts was a fairly barbarous business in the
-eighties, and by what strange roads our parents came to those rough
-waters. Some came straight from home, some from private tutors: the
-majority from the old-fashioned dame school. It is not surprising that
-the Preparatory Schools should have so increased in number and improved
-in quality.
-
-For the Preparatory School fulfils a most important function, and it
-fulfils it extremely efficiently. It is what it sets out to be, a school
-that will take a small boy almost from the nursery, and train him in the
-course of four or five years to take his place in a large Public School.
-The task that the head master of a Preparatory School has to tackle is
-not, however, anything like so hard as that which confronts the head
-master of a Public School. For a Public School has to equip a boy for
-life; and life is vast, indeterminate, a swiftly moving river that is
-never the same from one moment to another. The Preparatory School, on
-the other hand, has only to equip a boy for a Public School, and the
-Public School is a fixed quantity. As regards curriculum, the task is
-simple. The required standard of education is known. A certain
-percentage in the common entrance examination has to be obtained. The
-school has not to discover the career for which its individual members
-are best suited. It has merely to decide which of them are good enough
-to be trained specially for scholarships. The main object of the
-Preparatory School, however, is to produce presentable specimens of
-society, boys who will do the right thing in the right circumstances.
-And this the Preparatory School does admirably well.
-
-It is at a Preparatory School that boys learn manners, courtesy, the
-proper behaviour in the presence of ladies. But these things, you may
-say, a boy will learn at home. No doubt he ought to, but any preparatory
-schoolmaster will disabuse you on that point. How many small boys of
-seven who have not been to a school will, when they are handed a plate
-of cakes, take the one nearest to them rather than the one of which they
-fancy the appearance. How many small boys will think of opening a door
-for a lady, of offering her his chair when she enters the room, of
-apologising to his hostess if he arrives late for breakfast. These are
-the little things that a boy learns at a Preparatory School and that he
-will learn nowhere else; at all good schools a great value is placed on
-these points of etiquette; if anything, 'good manners' are rather
-overdone, and the precipitate charge of twelve or thirteen urchins
-towards a door handle is likely to prove embarrassing to the lady
-visitor who has risen from her chair.
-
-At my own school, for instance, music lessons always took place
-immediately after lunch; so that, if lunch was a little late, the first
-boys were allowed to leave the table before grace. It was a rule,
-however, that no boy should ever leave the dining-room till he had asked
-the permission of the ladies. And many visitors were much perplexed by
-the repeated inaudible apologies of nervous small boys who came
-stumbling towards them between two close-packed tables. The good manners
-of a preparatory school boy are indeed slightly pedagogic. Their elbows
-are pressed into their sides when they eat, their wrists are raised
-above the table, and, in a precise voice, they request permission to
-trouble their next door neighbour for the salt. They are like the
-critics who insist that a sonnet is not a sonnet if the last lines of
-the sestet form a couplet. But it is a fault on the right side. For
-manners, as well as morals, relax in the greater freedom of a Public
-School, and at the age of fifteen one has managed to substitute ease for
-stiffness.
-
-It is, indeed, impossible to say how much one learns at a Preparatory
-School. At the age of ten one has not the necessary detachment to view
-oneself as an objective reality. It is impossible, for instance, to
-remember where, or when, was learnt the spirit of comradeship and
-sportsmanship that is, perhaps, the most lovable quality of the old
-public school boy. It is hardly inherited. For the average small boy is
-greedy, selfish, and acquisitive; and, when one is given leg before to a
-left-hand round the wicket bowler who is turning the ball from the off,
-the temptation to protest against the umpire's decision is natural. The
-primitive man, indeed, would have uprooted a stump and walked to the
-other end of the pitch. Where does one learn to turn straight round and
-walk towards the pavilion? I think it is at the Preparatory School. A
-small boy knows that he has got to play cricket like a sportsman; he
-knows that a sportsman does not question the umpire's decision; and he
-is terribly afraid of doing the wrong thing in the presence of his
-schoolfellows. The first time he is given out caught at the wicket off
-his pad, a blind anger seizes him. His mouth opens to make a protest.
-The same thing happened last year when he was playing cricket in the
-garden with his brother and sister, and, when they insisted that he was
-out, he sat down in the middle of the field and howled till they told
-him he could continue his innings. The temptation to repeat the
-experiment is considerable. But he dare not make any exhibition of
-himself. He would be mercilessly ragged; and so he returns to his seat
-under the trees and contents himself with the announcement that Jones is
-a mean sneak who was trying to get a revenge for the kicking he got that
-morning. And of course the incident will be repeated. Umpires make
-mistakes in first-class cricket: small boys make them with a melancholy
-frequency on lower grounds, and few batsmen are satisfied with an l.b.w.
-decision. The young cricketer has many opportunities of displaying the
-Christian qualities of patience and restraint, and every time the
-temptation to sit down in the middle of the pitch and howl grows weaker.
-'The monster custom is angel yet in this,' and, by the time he goes to
-his Public School, his features have learnt to assume a good-natured
-smile, and he says something about it being all in the game and that
-last week he had a decision in his favour.
-
-I am inclined to think that in that example can be found the essence of
-preparatory school life; the habits of courtesy and sportsmanship are
-acquired till they become a second nature. We are told that man is a
-logical creature, that when he has been properly educated it will be
-possible for forty million people to live in one country without
-competition; that in an enlightened society there will be no need for
-policemen, for every man will instinctively appreciate what is right. It
-may be so. No one knows what the world will be like two thousand years
-hence. But, in the meantime, I think we do wisely to train small boys as
-we train an animal. We thrash our dog if he plays havoc in our
-neighbour's chicken run, and we rag the small boy who disputes the
-umpire's decision. The dog does not chase chickens again, nor does the
-small boy argue in the middle of the pitch.
-
-It is a strange business, though, this acquiring of social habits, and,
-though preparatory school life has been only dealt with in a small way
-by educationalists and novelists, the process is certainly interesting.
-Everything, to allow for the subsequent relaxation at the Public School,
-is slightly overdone, and the small boy tends to become a prig. It is
-only natural that he should. By nature he is at that time a somewhat
-poisonous little beast. He is the victim of numberless petty faults and
-jealousies; and when he becomes reformed he is self-righteous. He would
-never think of sneaking, of course, but he would not hesitate to whisper
-just as a master is coming into the class-room, 'Oh, shut up, Jones.' He
-always enjoys putting some one else in the wrong, and Arnold Lunn has,
-in _The Harrovians_, an incident that provides an admirable example of
-this attitude. A member of the school has just died. He was not a
-popular boy; he was not distinguished in games or work. No one really
-minded, but the school felt bound to present a countenance of
-appropriate melancholy. A certain Clayford, however, had a set of stamps
-he wished to sell, and he accosted cheerfully a couple of boys who were
-discussing the last hours of their lost comrade. 'I say, you chaps, like
-to buy a complete set of Borneos surcharged Labuan?'
-
-'Not to-day, thank you,' said Peter stiffly.
-
-'We're not much interested in stamps _to-day_,' added Morgan.
-
-It is a perfect picture.
-
-And as there is no stricter moralist than the potential rake, there is
-no one with a more rigid code of honour than the preparatory school boy.
-'Owning up' becomes a fetish. Popular opinion drives the wretched urchin
-into the head master's study. I remember once that on the eve of a
-school match a member of the eleven went sick with a headache. There was
-immediate consternation. Ferguson might not be a good bowler, his
-batting was indifferent and he missed his catches more often than not,
-but he was a distinct improvement on Evans, the twelfth man. The chances
-of a victory were prejudiced: and then some one recollected that that
-morning Smith had smacked Ferguson's head in the changing room. It also
-happened that, for the moment, Smith was extremely unpopular. Morison's
-people had just paid their half-term visit to the school, and when the
-Head had brought Morison's mother into the room, Smith had not stood up.
-It had been a direct insult to Morison's mater. Every one had said so,
-and none of us would listen to Smith's excuse that he had had his back
-to the door, and was filling his fountain pen, a combination of
-circumstances that rendered a sudden leap to the feet impossible.
-
-'Don't argue, Smith; you're a cad.' That's what every one had said; and
-when it was remembered that Smith had punched Ferguson's head that
-morning, the fury of popular opinion knew no limit.
-
-'You've lost the match, I hope you know; you'll have to own up, of
-course,' we said.
-
-Smith was resentful. He did not see why he should.
-
-'Because, Smith, that is what a gentleman does under such
-circumstances.'
-
-Smith was still obstinate. He did not see why Ferguson should have got a
-headache just because of this. People had had their heads punched before
-without getting headaches. There was a murmur of contumely.
-
-'But that wasn't an ordinary punch, Smith; you hit him with all your
-force.'
-
-The suggestion that it was not an ordinary punch flattered Smith's
-pride. He, too, was inclined to think that there had been about that
-punch a certain something. He grudgingly admitted that it had been a
-pretty hard smack.
-
-'Even so, though, I don't see how things are going to be made any better
-by my owning up.'
-
-Such an attitude was opposed to every idea of preparatory school honour.
-There was a shudder of supreme contempt.
-
-'Perhaps _you_ don't, Smith.' And there the argument stopped. But for
-the rest of the day Smith's life was made miserable. Every time any one
-passed him they said: 'Owned up yet?' No one would talk to him at
-tea-time; when he joined a group afterwards the group dispersed and he
-was left alone. Finally, of two evils, confession appeared to him the
-less, and, after prayers, he pushed open the door of the head master's
-study and blurted out to the accompaniment of big quivering sobs that he
-had punched Ferguson's head in the changing-room and given him a
-headache, and, perhaps, lost the match.
-
-A couple of years ago I went down to my old school, and, just before
-lunch, when the whole school was collected in the hall, the head master
-announced that he wanted the name of the boy who had left the tap
-running in the bathroom. There was a slight commotion in a far corner;
-one boy was being nudged and pressed forward. There was a whisper of 'Go
-on, Hunter.' All eyes were turned in his direction. There was no course
-for Hunter but to come forward into the open and confess.
-
-And yet, as likely as not, some one else was the offender. It was the
-sort of offence that any one might commit. It is not easy to remember
-what one has forgotten. No doubt he thought he had turned off the tap,
-otherwise he would hardly have left the bathroom; yet he might very
-likely have done it. His companions told him that he had, and his faith
-in their loving kindness was not sufficient for him to have wondered
-why they had not repaired his mistake. If Hunter had not owned up he
-would have had to say definitely that he had not left the tap running,
-and that he could not truthfully have done. So he owned up.
-
-The fear of being thought a coward very often makes the preparatory
-school boy confess to sins that he has never committed, and it is
-usually the ones who are most often in trouble who find themselves in
-this position. After all, if you are always getting into scrapes, are
-always engaged in some misadventure, it is very hard to tell whether, on
-a particular occasion, you are innocent or not. The head master comes
-into a class-room in the afternoon.
-
-'Now look here, you fellows,' he says, 'you know I've told you that I
-won't have you running down that steep path to the football field. You
-are bound to fall down; you must walk. I've told you that a hundred
-times. Now the matron tells me that she saw one of you running down
-there this morning. I want to know that boy's name.'
-
-What is Jones mi. to do? He has run down that path so often. Whether or
-not he did so that morning he cannot remember. He has had so much to
-think about since then. Yet, suppose he did run down the hill, and
-suppose that some one saw him. If he does not own up, he will be called
-a coward all over the school. Far better 'own up,' and receive some
-small punishment. Indeed, it may be said that the Jones mi.'s of the
-world form a rule for themselves, that they own up to every offence of
-which they are not dead certain that they are innocent. Head masters,
-like batsmen, have to have the benefit of the doubt.
-
-It is equally difficult to acknowledge innocence in the midst of crime.
-At my old school there was an excellent rule that for half an hour after
-lunch we should sit in our class-rooms and read quietly. One afternoon
-this peaceful siesta was disturbed by a loud and fierce and general
-discussion of the superiority of Yorkshire cricket over that of
-Lancashire. The particular class-room unfortunately happened to be
-situated beneath the nursery of the head master's children, and the
-angry voices of the disputants roused from her slumbers a recent
-addition to the family. The complaints of a very indignant nurse forced
-a very busy master to disturb the repose of that restful half-hour after
-lunch. On this occasion the usual formula was reversed. He did not ask
-the names of the boys who had been talking, he asked for the names of
-the boys who had not been talking. Now, as it happened, I had taken no
-part in the argument. I am a Middlesex supporter, I had just received as
-a birthday present a bound volume of _Chums_, I was also, at the time,
-in popular disfavour. So I had seated myself in a far corner of the room
-and read steadily, with my fingers pressed into my ears. But I did not
-dare to say so. I should never have been forgiven. It would have been
-the action of a conscientious objector. No one would have believed me.
-I realised how hopelessly out of things I should feel while the rest of
-the school were receiving their punishment. Suppose a half-holiday was
-stopped--what on earth should I do with a half-holiday all to myself? I
-should be much happier working out theorems in a class-room. And it was
-also possible that I might have said something that some one had
-overheard--at any rate, I was not going to risk it. I sat silent at my
-desk and accepted meekly the common lot.
-
-From the outside a Preparatory School looks very much like a miniature
-Public School. It presents the same features, the same routine, the same
-curriculum; there is even some attempt at a prefectorial system.
-Superficially they have much in common. But there the resemblance ends.
-The scale of values is altogether different. Indeed the Preparatory
-School is very like the Public School of traditional conception. Talbot
-Baines Reed is only read by boys of under thirteen; and boys of under
-thirteen have moulded themselves after his image. There are, of course,
-none of the high-lights, the heroism, the sacrifice. There are no
-nocturnal visits to ostlers; but otherwise it is not unlike _The Fifth
-Form at St Dominic's_. The smallest boys do resemble the 'Tadpoles' of
-that popular romance. In spite of frequent visits to the bathroom their
-hands and collars are continually smeared with ink; when they go for
-walks at least one of them falls into the ditch and cuts his trousers;
-they are all dog-eared except at meal times and at the start of the
-morning's work. And they have the same attitude to life. They are
-continually forming rival gangs; they are on the brink of feuds and
-jealousies. They side against one another. Each boy in turn becomes the
-object of general dislike. There is a certain amount of bullying, a
-great deal more than there is at most public schools. New boys, for
-instance, are subjected to an inquisition. They are asked what their
-father is, and whether they would rather be a bigger ass than they look,
-or look a bigger ass than they are. At a Public School only one boy in
-every twenty gets really ragged, and usually for obvious reasons. But at
-a Preparatory School every one has to put up with a certain amount of
-persecution. There is a good deal of sycophancy, and the independent
-learn many lessons.
-
-But when all is said and done, the really big difference between the
-Preparatory and the Public School is the absence of the cult of
-athleticism. The scholar is entitled to and receives as much respect as
-the cricketer and for obvious reasons. The Preparatory School has to
-contend with a far more competitive system than the Public School.
-Schools have their ups and downs. Numbers rise and fall, but a Public
-School that has a name can be always certain of the support of its old
-boys. It has a firmly established tradition. Only a few Preparatory
-Schools, on the other hand, possess this questionable advantage. The
-name of only a few are familiar. None of them would justify the
-journalist in the employment of his cliché 'a household word.' The
-Preparatory School depends largely on the energy and personality of one
-man, and the scholars are, after all, his exhibition blooms. He may
-produce cricketer after cricketer, but the Public School will take all
-the credit. We speak of Hedges and Chapman and Stevens as products of
-Tonbridge, Uppingham, and U.C.S. respectively. We do not know where they
-learnt the groundwork of the game. The scholar, however, comes into
-prominence while he is still at his Preparatory School. The name of the
-school is put after the name of the successful candidate. It is the
-scholar, not the cricketer, who advertises a school. If the head master
-of a Preparatory School told you that seven of his old boys were at that
-time playing in their Public School Eleven, you would not feel that he
-was entitled to any extravagant credit. If, however, he told you that in
-one year seven of his boys had won scholarships you would be
-considerably impressed. The boys themselves naturally, of course, are
-more interested in cricket than in Greek, but they appreciate that
-scholastic triumph has a marketable value, and the school officially is
-prouder of its Winchester scholar than of its slow left-hand bowler. The
-small boy who goes home for the holidays knows that he can impress his
-uncle by the announcement that Hughes got the second Eton scholarship,
-but that the statement that they beat Southdown by 100 runs and that
-Evans took seven wickets for twenty-three will elicit only a polite
-'really.' It is exactly the opposite at a Public School. The new boy
-will proudly announce that the captain of his house had played for
-Notts. There is a standard by which one can judge public school cricket
-and football; there is no more a standard for the performances of
-preparatory school athletes than there is for the startling figures of
-the village fast bowler. Naturally there is more excitement when a new
-boy shows an uncanny apprehension of the theorems of geometry than over
-a new boy who brings the ball back naturally from the off. As a result
-the preparatory master is inclined to push the clever boys on too fast.
-It is the one real mistake that the Preparatory School makes, and it
-should be noticed. For it is serious.
-
-A boy of eighteen can stand the strain of systematic coaching; a boy of
-twelve cannot. The preparatory scholar is more often than not a
-hot-house product. He has drawn on his reserves too early; his mind has
-been forced into a groove at the start. He is trained like a pet
-Pomeranian, and he is kept in blinkers; he is not allowed to explore
-bye-paths that are of interest to him. That would be prejudicial to his
-chances. He has to keep on the straight road of scholarship. He may get
-his scholarship; he probably will, for such Preparatory Schools are
-specialists at the game, but, in the long run, it does not pay. The boy
-has been forced too soon and he is stale by the time he gets to his
-Public School.
-
-It is very interesting to note how often, in the course of a year or
-two, boys who did not get scholarships are higher up in the school than
-their successful rivals: a man who starts the half-mile at a hundred
-yards pace leads at the end of the first lap, but he does not win the
-race. And the preparatory school master is inclined to forget that,
-while a Winchester scholarship is the whole race for him, it is only the
-first lap for the boy. He naturally wants the credit of the scholarship
-for his school, but on the other hand he has to be unselfish. He has to
-ask himself whether, in the long run, it is not better for the boy to
-carry on with the general routine and take the scholarship examination
-in his stride. If he succeeds well and good; if not, there is plenty of
-time. And the wise parent will insist on this.
-
-The boy himself, however, realises that his world is that of the green
-leaf and the bud. It is a time of sowing. And the fruits will show
-elsewhere. He knows that his career will only start when he reaches his
-Public School. The fact is always being forced upon his attention. 'This
-sort of thing is all very well here,' his masters will tell him, 'but it
-won't work at your Public School.' In the same way the commandant at
-Sandhurst used to adjure us in his speeches, 'to keep always before you
-the thought of the day when you will join your regiment.'
-
-There is the fear and the attraction of the unknown future. And, for the
-sake of it, a boy will work far harder than he would otherwise have
-done. He looks beyond the rewards and position that his own school
-offers. It is not enough to be in the highest form, not enough to be in
-the first eleven. He must improve himself so as to be able to take a
-high place in the next stage of his career. A public school boy, on the
-other hand, regards the honours that his school has to offer as an end
-sufficient in themselves. In occasional addresses he is adjured to think
-of the day when he will have to step out of that cloistered peace into
-the rush and traffic of life; but that day is distant. He has little
-ambition beyond 'a ribboned coat' and a seat at the high table. His
-horizon is contracted, and his behaviour is that of those who do not
-believe in a survival after death. He places an undue value upon the
-immediate and the present. The preparatory school boy always looks ahead
-to a future stage of life. And so it is that, when the last day at
-school comes, he is not the victim of the surprised sentimentality that
-overcomes the public school boy. He has begun to feel that he has
-outgrown his surroundings. He has chafed at the restraint of childhood.
-He has felt that success or failure is of little importance: so soon he
-will be making a fresh start. He has lived in the future. He has spent
-long summer evenings reading the history of his new school. He has
-studied photographs of its buildings; he has pored over old numbers of
-the school magazines, and has formed a romantic conception of the giants
-of whose prowess he has read. The future opens before him with
-limitless opportunities, and he can face it with an eager confidence
-after his five long years of discipline. How long they have taken in the
-passing, and yet in retrospect how flat they appear, how colourless, how
-tiresome. Nothing has happened; day has followed day. Ah, well, that is
-over now. Life is to begin. The new boy sets out hungry for experience.
-On the last day at his Preparatory School he is addressed, in company
-with the other boys who are leaving, by the head master. His egotism is
-flattered by the assurance that the honour of his old school lies in his
-hands. He is told that he will need a firm upper lip and a stout heart.
-He listens to a recommendation of honesty, truthfulness, and
-courage--all this he has heard before. He has read so many school
-stories. And then, suddenly, he is startled by a warning against
-temptations, the nature of which he imperfectly understands. His
-curiosity is roused. He learns that if he yields to these temptations
-his career will be spoilt, his health and brain will be ruined. How this
-fate is going to be brought about he is not certain, but he agrees with
-his head master that it is a fatality at all costs to be avoided. He
-asks a friend for enlightenment and receives a superior answer of: 'Oh,
-don't you know!' which makes him think that his friend knows even less
-about it than he does. At any rate this particular temptation has not
-yet presented itself, and the acknowledgment of its existence fades from
-his contemplation of a golden future.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-THE NEW BOY
-
-
-Alpha and Omega are the most widely known letters of the Greek alphabet.
-And the first and last weeks of a public school career have inspired
-more essays and sermons than the other two hundred and fifty weeks put
-together. Yet in neither the beginning nor the end is to be found the
-essence of school life. The last week is a period of agreeable
-sentiment. The first of embarrassed loneliness. The new boy feels that
-he has no part in the life of the school. On that first afternoon, when
-he has said good-bye to his parents, and turns to walk away from the
-station, the school buildings, chapel, studies, cloisters, assume in the
-mellow September sunlight the prospect of a distant city that one day he
-may be privileged to enter. At present he is outside it, as he stands at
-the edge of the courts, forlorn in his black tie and wide brimmed straw
-hat, while the stream of boys in bowler hats and gaily coloured ties
-pours up from the station. On all sides he hears shouts of welcome,
-snatches of eager conversation. No one takes the least notice of him. He
-is an unrecognised foreigner.
-
-During supper, he sits silent and nervous among the new boys at the
-day-room table. From time to time he casts hesitating glances at the
-raised table where the prefects sit. What giants they seem. He wonders
-which is Featherstone, the head of the House?[1] Is that imposing figure
-with the black hair brushed back from his forehead, the G. O. Evans, who
-made 121 in the Public School's match at Lords? Can it be possible that
-he and they are members of the same society?
-
-A prefect rises from the high table and leaves the hall. Immediately
-forms are pushed back and the long narrow passage leading to the
-dormitories is filled with sound. The new boy is taken with the stream.
-What will happen to him now, he wonders? He has always understood that
-most of the ragging takes place in the dormitories. Will all new boys be
-subjected to some common lot? In a way he almost hopes that they will.
-He may thus be given an opportunity of showing his courage. He will be
-marked down at once as 'a bit of a sport.'
-
-But nothing happens. He walks timidly into the large airy room with its
-bare boards, its row of wash-hand stands and red-quilted beds. He sees
-his bag lying in the middle of the floor. Three hours earlier when he
-and his parents had been shown round by the house-master's wife, he had
-placed his bag on the corner bed. It had seemed to him a good idea to
-reserve that particular bed. He would then be open to attack only on
-one side. Memories of Horatius Cocles had stirred his imagination. But
-some one else is already undressing there. He picks up his bag, and is
-about to place it on the bed nearest him when a warning voice informs
-him that Jones has bagged that bed. He looks round him in dismay. There
-are only two vacant beds. 'May I have that one?' he asks. The boy with
-the warning voice looks surprised at being questioned. 'I should think
-so,' he says, 'unless Hughes wants it. He had it last term.' The new boy
-does not know whether or not he dare begin to undress beside the bed
-that Hughes may possibly commandeer. He stands irresolute; then decides
-to take the risk. There is nothing to choose between the two positions,
-and Hughes would probably prefer a change.
-
-He begins slowly to undress. No one takes the least notice of him. No
-one evinces the slightest inclination to test the courage of the new
-man. No hardened bully enters with a blanket. It is possible that two
-blasé young gentlemen from another dormitory will stroll in 'just to
-have a look at the new men,' will make a cursory examination, and having
-expressed their disgust at 'such an appalling crew,' will seek better
-fortune elsewhere. That will be all. The inquisition of preparatory
-school terrors is a myth. This generation is not more timid than its
-predecessors, but it is more subtle. The boy who has just ceased to be
-labelled 'new' wishes to impress his importance on the new boy. Forty
-years ago he achieved this object by putting the new boy on a chair and
-throwing boots at him. The appeal to physical force was not, however,
-invariably successful. Sometimes the small boy retaliated, and there is
-no reason why a boy of thirteen should not be a match for one of
-fourteen. At any rate the 'year older' has accepted the twentieth
-century doctrine that the easiest way to impress a person is to ignore
-him. And so the boy of a year's standing assumes an air of Olympian
-superiority. The new man is beneath his notice. He prefers to lean in
-the doorway of the dormitory, and talk of the days when 'Meredith had
-that far bed, and Johnstone had the wash-hand stand beneath the window.'
-He will casually let fall the names of the mighty and note their effect
-on the young. In the daytime he is probably quite an insignificant
-person, low in form and a funk at football. He can only appear great in
-the presence of his juniors during the quarter of an hour between supper
-and lights out. He therefore takes enormous pains to secure the
-admiration of those whom he affects to despise.
-
-It is the same everywhere. At Sandhurst, on the first night of each
-term, the seniors used to cluster round the piano and sing till 'rooms'
-with incredible violence and discord. It was done entirely to impress
-the juniors, and on the whole I am inclined to think it was successful.
-The junior is a shy person, and the din has on him an effect not unlike
-that of an intensive bombardment. As the junior sits in a far corner of
-the anteroom, cowed and unhappy by an exhibition that is being
-conducted, though he does not know it, entirely for his benefit, so does
-the new boy lie back in bed on his first night, wondering what it is all
-about.
-
-The jargon puzzles him; the attitude to life puzzles him. The boy with
-the warning voice is lamenting that he has got his 'budge.'
-
-'Rotten luck,' he says. 'I should like to have stopped in old Moke's for
-at least a year. I did just well enough in each paper to avoid being
-bottled. Fourteenth I came out, and now they've started a new form, so
-we've all got shoved up.' The rest of the dormitory express sympathy.
-Then some one wonders whether Davenport will turn 'pi' now he's a 'pre';
-the opinion is expressed that Ferguson will find himself pretty lonely
-now that Wodehouse has left. A lot of people have apparently been
-waiting a long time to kick him with impunity. Some one says, 'Let's
-make up the Fifteen,' and the rival claims of Bradshaw and Murray are
-carefully weighed. And all the while four wretched new boys listen in
-silent, confused wonderment.
-
-The conversation gradually becomes spasmodic. There are longer and
-longer pauses between the conclusion of one topic and the introduction
-of another. 'Well,' says the senior boy, 'about time we were going to
-sleep. Good-night all.' There is a murmur of 'good-night': silence: and
-then again the warning voice. 'Oh, but I say, Stewart, what about the
-new men's concert?' There is immediate interest among the senior
-members. Of course, they had forgotten that ... the new men's concert.
-
-'Too late now,' says Stewart. 'Let's have it on Sunday.'
-
-'Hear that, you new fellows; you must all have a song by Sunday.
-Good-night.'
-
-But there is little sleep for the new boy. Where is he? What has
-happened to him? Such a little while ago he was secure, garrisoned,
-sheltered by his home. Only twelve hours. He begins to wish that he had
-not been so anxious to leave his prep. Why hadn't he stayed on there
-another year? He would have been head of the school. At this very moment
-if he had not been so absurdly impetuous he would be turning over to go
-to sleep, having wished his dormitory 'good-night.' Just as Stewart had
-done. The thought of the concert terrifies him. He is a bad singer. Will
-they make him stand on a chair? will they throw boots at him if his
-voice quavers, or if he forgets the words? It will be a long-drawn
-agony.
-
-And for a couple of days he is made wretched by the prospect of this
-ordeal. It allows him no peace of mind. In form, on the football field,
-as he walks up to the tuck shop, the disquieting thought descends to
-torture him. But in the end it is a very tame affair. It takes place
-after lights out, and new boys, as well as lovers, win a strange courage
-of the darkness. Moreover, the object of the concert is to amuse the
-senior members of the dormitory, and bad singing amuses no one. Myself,
-I remember being stopped before I had completed one verse of 'The
-British Grenadiers,' whereas the boy next to me, who had an agreeable
-treble voice was made to sing, 'Put on your ta-ta, little girlie,' every
-other night for the rest of the term.
-
-The concert is practically the sole direct ordeal that a new boy has to
-face: yet it is probable that he would, on the whole, prefer the
-old-fashioned methods. It is better to be ragged than to be ignored. And
-he spends most of his first week wondering whether he has done the right
-thing. It is especially difficult if he finds himself placed high in the
-school. The lower forms are mainly composed of new boys, companions in
-calamity, and the master in charge of the second is lenient during the
-early days. It is different for the boy who finds himself in the Lower
-Fifth, or Upper Fourth. As likely as not there is only one other new boy
-in his house in the same form, and, when he cannot find that particular
-boy, there is no one to whom he may turn for advice. He soon learns that
-it is not wise to carry his troubles to his seniors. He may find himself
-in his house-master's study, waiting to hand in the list of books he
-will require, and suddenly he remembers that he has forgotten to put
-down his Latin prose book on the list; he has also forgotten what Latin
-prose book his form uses. He casts a despairing eye round the room and
-recognises, leaning against a bookcase the languid, supercilious figure
-of Watney. What luck, he thinks, Watney has been in the Upper Fourth
-two years. He is sure to know. The new boy edges towards him. 'Please,'
-he asks, 'what Latin prose book do we use?'
-
-His query is met by a look of amazed, outraged disapproval. Watney looks
-him up and down. Then at last: 'Who are "we"?' he says. The experiment
-is not repeated. The new boy arrives in form without his Latin prose
-book and is threatened with an imposition.
-
-The geography of the school is very puzzling.
-
-No new boy could be expected to gather much help from the information
-that his class-room is 'under the library, up on the right, next to
-Uncle Ned's.' For at least a week he is always entering the wrong form
-room. In the lower forms it is customary for the master to glance round
-the class, see that five boys are missing, and send the senior member in
-search of them as a matter of course. Indeed the first week of term is
-very pleasant for the senior member of the lower forms. He spends most
-of his time searching for lost lambs, and he is in no frantic haste to
-complete his task. But that is in the lower form, and, in the middle and
-upper schools, form masters do not care to have their time wasted. The
-absence of Jones mi. is not regarded as a joke.
-
-Nicknames are confusing.
-
-The new boy does not realise that 'Crusoe' and Mr Robinson are the same
-person. And, when he finds himself a quarter of an hour late in Mr
-Robinson's class-room, his excuse that he thought he had to go to 'Mr
-Crusoe' is not an official success. He is always on the brink of a
-mistake.
-
-Probably his life is further complicated by the fact that he is playing
-Rugby football for the first time, and, for at least a month, his
-performances on the field can give him little satisfaction and less
-amusement. In the course of two or three puntabouts he is taught by his
-house-captain how to pack and how to take a pass. He is then drafted on
-to pick ups and house-games to fare as best he may. He fares extremely
-badly. He hangs about on the edge of the scrum. He catches hold of his
-opponents when they are dribbling and attempts an Association barge when
-they are running. For a long time he never touches the ball with his
-hands at all, and on the rare occasions when he discovers it at his
-feet, he takes a terrific rout at it and is contemptuously informed that
-he is not playing soccer. He is playing with boys older and heavier than
-himself. He has little chance of acquiring self-confidence: no
-footballer is really any use till he has scored a try, and that day is
-slow in coming. The new boy's chief anxiety on the field is to avoid the
-notice of any house caps that may be on the touchline. At half-time he
-will rub worm-casts on his knees to present an appearance of muddy
-valour. He is terribly afraid he will be reported and beaten for
-slacking. This fate rarely, as a matter of fact, overtakes a small boy.
-A beating for slackness is usually reserved for the boy about half-way
-up the house who has committed no definite offence, but has been making
-a nuisance of himself generally.[2] Slackness on the field is the excuse
-for an official reprimand, and its effect is usually salutary. This,
-however, the new boy does not know. Games, when the house-captain is on
-the touchline, become a misery. During his first term he looks forward
-to the First Fifteen matches chiefly because on those days he will not
-himself have to play.
-
-But it is in his spare time that he most acutely feels himself outside
-the general life of the school. He is oppressed by liberty. He does not
-know what to do with it. At his Preparatory School an elaborate
-time-table was posted on the notice-board, and every moment of his day
-was pigeonholed. A boy had no excuse for not knowing at any given time
-what he ought to be doing, and where he ought to be doing it. There was
-constant supervision. But, at a Public School, provided a boy answers
-his name at roll-call, and fulfils his social engagements in the form
-room and on the football field, no one worries much what he is doing
-during the rest of the time. He can search for plovers' eggs, or hunt
-for fossils, or develop photographs, or overeat at the tuck shop. He is
-his own master, and this the new boy cannot understand. When he has
-changed after football on a half-holiday he asks himself: 'What ought I
-to be doing now?' The answer is, of course: 'Nothing in particular.
-Whatever you like.' A disconcerting answer, for there is nothing in
-particular that he wants to do. The day room is inhospitable. The big
-chairs round the fire are occupied by the mighty. The library is only of
-less interest to him than the museum. The tuck shop at such an hour is
-full of bloods in whose presence he feels embarrassed. He wanders
-disconsolately round the courts. All the other new boys seem to have
-found something to do (a common delusion this). In the end he succeeds
-in finding some one equally lonely with whom he goes for a walk: and a
-walk, unless one is a botanist, is such a strange way of spending an
-afternoon, that I have since wondered whether any one after his first
-term ever goes for a walk at school without an ulterior motive, except
-when he is in training.
-
-It is a strange business that first term, and its importance is, I
-think, overrated. It is not public school life. It is composed of the
-hesitations, the reactions of a novice. School life is on the other side
-of it. The new boy sees that life in fragments. It puzzles him. He tries
-to fit it into shape with the scale of values he acquired at his
-Preparatory School. And fails. The Preparatory School belongs to
-childhood, the Public School to adolescence. The new boy understands
-little of what is going on round him. Indeed there is no person whose
-testimony can be less relied upon than that of the new boy of four
-weeks' standing. He never knows what he should, and what he should not,
-believe. The new life is so strange to him that he is prepared to accept
-any absurdity for the truth. The veriest nincompoop can pull his leg.
-
-The following story is true.
-
-It was the custom in my house for the matron to put out clean
-underclothes for each boy on Saturday evening. On my first Saturday I
-noticed that no clean pants had been put out for me. I asked an elder
-boy why this was. 'Oh, don't you know?' he said, 'we only have clean
-pants twice a term.' I believed him. The matron thought that I, in
-common with many others, did not start wearing pants till well into the
-winter. In consequence I wore the same pair till the second week in
-November. It is the same with regard to the more serious issues of
-school life. Mischief is often caused by the mistaken ideas that new
-boys give their parents of what does and what does not go on in their
-house.
-
-I was provided the other day with a good example. At a certain house in
-a famous school it was the practice of the house-master's wife to sit at
-the day-room table for lunch. The idea was admirable. The house-master's
-wife was a sympathetic woman who wished to recall to the small boys the
-regenerating atmosphere of their homes. The results, however, were
-unfortunate. The small boys became communicative. In their innocence
-they repeated stories of which the true significance had escaped them.
-In their ignorance they misinterpreted stories of which the nature
-happened to be direct. In neither case did the reputation of certain
-light-hearted sportsmen on the Va. table rise in the official esteem.
-Indeed of that particular house there was composed a limerick, the exact
-wording of which has more humour than propriety, to the effect that the
-house reports of the Sixth Form table were written by the fags. Few
-parents, however, would accept this explanation.
-
-Officially the first term is usually an unqualified success. The new boy
-is not distracted from his studies by the stress of house politics nor
-by the ambitions of the football field. The weekly form order is his
-chief excitement. And it would be surprising, considering the qualified
-enthusiasm with which the majority of the form welcome this occurrence,
-if the new boy did not soon find himself in the running for promotion.
-There is, indeed, little else for him to do.[3] He lives in a world of
-his own. He sees a good deal of new boys in other houses, and the usual
-question in break on Saturday morning is: 'Where were you this week?'
-His offences against discipline are inconsiderable. It is 'side' for a
-new boy to rag in the day room, in the changing room, and in the
-dormitories. That is the privilege of his seniors. He is not hardened
-enough to rag in form. He still regards work as important. I remember
-once seeing a very small and inoffensive scholar crumple up a sheet of
-paper and fling it at the head of his chemistry master. He maintained,
-however, that he was aiming at the waste-paper basket, and, though the
-excuse was not accepted, the offender's subsequent performances on the
-cricket field have inclined me to think he spoke the truth. At any rate
-this is the sole piece of audacity on the part of a new boy that I have
-witnessed. Indeed the new boy who does not return home with a thundering
-good report is a well-placed candidate for expulsion. Most of us start
-well. How many public school boys would have to confess that they won
-their only prize in their first term. The new boy returns home as from a
-Roman triumph. The indulgent father is prodigal of largess and
-theatre-tickets. His secretary is instructed to type out the report and
-send copies of it to aunts and uncles and his former head master. It is
-a great occasion, and we do well to make the most of it. It does not
-come twice.
-
-The change begins, I suppose, on the first evening of the second term,
-when the novice, clad appropriately in bowler hat and coloured tie, is
-accosted by a member of the form into which he has been promoted and
-informed that he will be expected to do the 'con' for them that term.
-There is no threat. It is merely the announcement of an arrangement for
-mutual help. The old stagers who have slowly moved up the school, with
-the danger of superannuation camping on their trail, consider that their
-last terms should pass in a soft tranquility. They expect the newcomer
-to provide them with that peace. 'Here,' they say, 'is a smart lad who
-has got his promotion straight away; he can be of great service to us.'
-It is a form of practical communism of which the scholar is particularly
-the victim. There is a general conscription of intellect. Scholars are
-expected to do the work of the bloods. 'You are paid to come here,' say
-the great men, 'you must prove yourselves worthy of your hire.' Arnold
-Lunn has described how the captain of his house used to hold an
-educational raffle. Slips of paper on which were written: 'Greek Prose';
-'Latin Prose'; 'Essay,' were placed in a hat and the scholars took their
-chance of drawing a blank. I can still hear the voice of the school
-fast-bowler shouting over the banisters to a wretched goggle-eyed youth,
-'No. 69, Becke, and shove it in my study before prayers.'
-
-But the scholar is an exceptional person, and the novice who is accosted
-in the courts has an easier fate. He does not have to do other people's
-work. He merely has to do his own out loud. He is, moreover, a
-privileged person. He does not have to look the words up in a
-dictionary. That is the task of another member of the combination. He is
-spared the hack work of translation. It is for him to discover the
-sense. At a first glance it would seem that this arrangement would be to
-the advantage of the new boy; certainly it will ensure his industry.
-There is no chance of his scamping his work. The fate of others depends
-on his efficiency, and it does not pay him to guess at the sense. I
-remember once translating _Remotis arbielis, surrexit e lectulo_,
-'having kicked off his bedclothes he rose from his bed.' No one
-questioned the interpretation, so I proceeded to the next sentence. None
-of us luckily was put on to translate that passage, but I can recall now
-the icy looks of the other members of the combination when the sentence
-was correctly rendered. I made a bolt for it afterwards, but they caught
-me. I did not guess again.
-
-The form interpreter is never able to say to himself: 'I went on to con
-yesterday, and I went on the day before, there's not the least
-likelihood of my being put on to-day. I shan't prepare it.' He has to
-labour for the general good, and probably, by the end of the term, he
-knows the Latin and Greek books pretty well. But he has not only learnt
-the correct rendering of certain obscure classical passages; he has
-learnt also, through contact with older boys, the correct public school
-attitude to work and the relative importance of football and
-mathematics.
-
-This is what he learns.
-
-It is the business of the school to win their matches and to produce
-first-class footballers and cricketers; it is the business of the house
-to win their house matches and to produce as many colours as possible.
-It is the business of every individual member of the school to subscribe
-to this creed. The value of scholastic achievements is relative. It is a
-feather in the cap of a double first to be privileged to wear the dark
-blue ribbon of the Sixth. But it is not a necessary achievement.
-Scholars, on the other hand, should work. They are no use to the school
-at games. It is for them to do what little lies within their power; a
-scholarship has its value. The school likes to get scholarships. It is a
-side show, of course, but a creditable side show. And the Fourth Former,
-after recounting the feats of Lewis in the big school match, comments on
-the fact that Bevan won a Balliol scholarship in the same way that the
-village greengrocer will say: 'Oh, yes, sir, we have a drapery
-department, too.' Real brains are accorded a sort of grudging
-admiration. They are entitled to respect. A Fellow has done his job
-well. It may not be an important job, but he has done it. Our Fourth
-Former remembers the parable of the talents. The Balliol scholar has
-converted his one talent into two.
-
-The boy, however, who, without being a scholar, shows unusual signs of
-industry, is a swot. Valuable time is wasted. The school is divided into
-two parts: the scholars and the rest. The rest brings to its work
-whatever energy is saved from its more arduous activities. No one thinks
-any the less of a man for being low in form. Slackness on the football
-field is anti-social. In the long category of an unpopular boy's offence
-the final evidence of worthlessness is the statement: 'He doesn't even
-work.' Even that resort, 'that last infirmity,' is denied him. What
-purpose has his existence? These are the articles of faith; these are
-the conventions. And the new boy who is ambitious, who wishes to win
-the respect and admiration of his comrades realises that athletic
-prowess will win him a position that is beyond the reach of the
-liveliest intellect. He begins to look on his work as a side show. It
-does not particularly matter what happens to him in the class-room. It
-would be nice to reach the Sixth. There are agreeable privileges. But it
-is not of first importance.
-
-No sooner has he decided this, than he discovers that his form work is
-intolerably dull. Of course he does. He brings no enthusiasm to it. The
-masters who can inspire the indifferent are rare. And the mind wanders
-from the inky desks, the hunched row of shoulders, and the far voice of
-a master droning monotonously, to the swimming bath and the cricket
-field. Will Butler get the cricket cup? Did Frobisher get his firsts
-because he was worth them, or because he was in the Captain's house?
-These topics offer inviting prospects; speculation follows speculation
-till suddenly the tired voice breaks into the day-dream: 'Will you
-continue now, please, Dunkin?' There is a scuffle as Dunkin collects his
-books and thoughts. There is a whisper of: 'Where's the place?' 'What
-does _crates favorum_ mean?' And the delinquent begins to stumble
-through his lines in a fashion that may, or may not, result in an
-imposition. To the unresponsive the atmosphere is one of intolerable
-listlessness.
-
-He makes another discovery, namely, that during his first term he did
-far more work than was strictly necessary. That he should discover the
-idiosyncracies of certain masters was a matter of course. Sooner or
-later he would have been bound to learn that in Old Mouldy's he could
-pin the repetition on to the back of the boy in front of him, that the
-Moke's mathematical class provided him with an admirable opportunity for
-writing the imposition that his house-master had given him the evening
-before. A good batsman soon sizes up the opposing fieldsmen; he knows
-whether he can risk a single to cover, or whether there is one for a
-throw when the ball goes slowly to third man. That is part of the game.
-The new boy makes more important discoveries than that. He comes to
-understand the intricacies of the set system by which the middle and
-upper schools learn French, German, Science, and Mathematics.
-
-For the days have passed when a boy learnt only Latin and Greek and a
-little French grammar. A liberal education is supposed to give him a
-general idea of a wide number of subjects. A choice of subjects is
-allowed, and it is hard to arrange a fair system of marking that will
-bring the boy who does German into line with the boy who does Greek.
-Each school tackles the situation in a different way, but each system
-probably leaves a loophole for the idle. It could hardly be otherwise,
-and it is enough to describe one system and the tactics that are adopted
-to cope with it.
-
-This particular system works as follows: It is accepted that the only
-universal subjects, that is, the only subjects that are studied by the
-whole form under the same master, are Latin and English, and, under
-English, are to be included History, Literature, Geography, and
-Divinity. On the marks earned in these subjects the form order and
-promotion depends. All other subjects, Greek, German, French, Science,
-and Mathematics are treated independently of the form order and are
-taught in sets of varying standards. It would seem to be a very sound
-scheme. A boy, for instance, may be a bad historian and a poor classic,
-but a fine mathematician. If all subjects were included in the same
-order he would be kept back by his bad English and Latin and would have
-to do algebra that he had long outgrown, yet at the same time his
-mathematical ability would place him in a form where the English and
-classics would be too difficult for him. Under the set system it is
-possible for the boy to reach the highest set in the school at
-mathematics and yet remain in the Shell or Lower Fourth.
-
-During his first term the new boy worked with equal industry at form and
-set subjects. During his second term he realises that he is wasting his
-energy. Proficiency in Greek will not help him to secure his promotion
-into the Lower Fifth; whereas, if he takes things easily at Greek, he
-will be able to spend more time on History and Latin. Indeed, it might
-be said that the wily one 'makes a book' in form and set subjects. He
-appreciates the need of reserve strength. He ought always to have a
-little in hand. He casts his eye down his time-table. There is no
-reason why he should not spare himself during the hour in the
-laboratory. The time might be so much more profitably devoted to his
-Latin 'con'; and at the time, of course, he will not consider the
-possibility of allowing such an arrangement to divert in any way his
-classical activities in 'prep' on the previous night. Far from it. He
-will have an opportunity to revise. He again studies his time-table.
-French with 'Bogus.' A little relaxation there is possible. Greek with
-'Crusoe,' however, presents difficulties. Crusoe is something of a
-martinet; he expects lessons to be prepared, and he has a way of
-remembering what impositions he has set. He will have to work hard for
-Crusoe. Indeed it would be as well if he tried an honest, or the
-equivalent for an honest term's work for Crusoe. Is not the next set
-conducted by the Moke on admirably communal grounds. In the Moke's every
-one helps every one. There is no haste, no envy, no striving for
-position. A few scholars hurry through on their way to Balliol
-scholarships. They do not matter. They are only ripples on the surface
-of that calm, deep pool.
-
-Sometimes 'the book is made' the other way. A member of the school
-eleven has at last reached the Lower Fifth, and is content for a term or
-two to rest upon his achievements. He decides to do just enough work to
-avoid being bottled. He realises, however, that it will be as well for
-his father's peace of mind if a few single figures appear after his name
-in the report. And so he devotes himself to Chemistry and French. Two
-subjects appear on the time-table for each evening's preparation. And it
-is a bad day when it is impossible to dismiss at least one of them in a
-quarter of an hour.
-
-Examinations present difficulties. And it is here that the new boy, at
-the end of the summer term, makes his first serious compromise with the
-rigid code of ethics that he has brought with him from his Preparatory
-School. Why should he not crib in set subjects. They are unimportant.
-Promotion does not depend on them. He is not taking an unfair advantage
-of any one else. He will only do just well enough to avoid having to do
-the paper again. Why should he have to spend hours sweating up a useless
-subject. It is absurd. Besides, cribbing is rather an exciting game. It
-is a daring feat to smuggle the principal parts of the irregular verb,
-into a waistcoat pocket. It needs courage to open a French dictionary
-beneath the desk. He will be able to talk about it afterwards, and
-fellows will say he is a sport. It is the first step, and afterwards the
-compromise becomes increasingly easy.
-
-He returns home at the end of his first year fortified with a deal of
-worldly wisdom. He looks forward to the next year hopefully. He knows
-where he is now. He has learnt the tricks of the trade. It is all going
-to be splendid fun.
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[1] I have used throughout this book the idiom of my own school. The
-Head of a house or of the school is the head boy in work. The
-Captainship of a house or of the school is a term applicable only to
-athletic prominence.
-
-[2] I am speaking of the average house. There are frequent occasions, of
-course, in bad houses where this privilege of the house-captain is
-abused.
-
-[3] It has even been known for a new boy to work in his spare time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-THE SECOND YEAR
-
-
-And it is splendid fun. Let us make no mistake about that. It is
-splendid fun. For the ordinary boy, for all those, that is to say, who
-have not been designed by nature for the contemptuous entertainment of
-their companions, nothing is much better than the second and third
-years. It is a light-hearted, swash-buckling period. The anxieties of
-the fag have been forgotten, the responsibilities of the Sixth Former
-are still remote. The second yearer can rag, and his ragging is not
-taken seriously. At the end of the term house-masters do not address him
-solemnly and appeal to his better nature. They beat him, and that makes
-it a square fight. He knows where he is. He has to remain on the right
-side of the law. If he passes the limit, he knows what to expect. Later
-on the issue will be complicated by his position: for a while he can
-afford to be an irresponsible free-lance.
-
-It is a happy time of eager unreflecting action. There is a good deal of
-noisiness and 'showing off.' But it is harmless. A boy has just begun to
-find himself. He is free at last. At his Preparatory School he was
-always under the eye of authority. His freedom was enmeshed by a network
-of regulations. His first year at his Public School his freedom was
-fettered by nervousness and prejudice. That is over now. I sometimes
-think that we love Charlie Chaplin so dearly because he does all the
-things we have not the courage to do ourselves. When a waiter hurries
-past us with a pile of plates, how delightful it would be, we think, to
-drive our feet between his legs; who would not love to hurl a brick at a
-retreating foe; who is not tempted to crook his walking-stick round the
-ankles of the pompous. We never do these things; not as we should like
-to do them. But we come as near as we ever shall come to the attainment
-of this desire during our second year at school. On a small scale it is
-permitted us to destroy furniture. We can pull chairs from beneath an
-unsuspecting foe. The strings of a hammock have been cut to the
-discomfiture of the occupant. The terminal bill for breakages is often
-considerable, but no one is ever really hurt.
-
-For what little bullying exists nowadays the second and third yearers
-are in the main responsible. The effect of a new-found freedom is
-intoxicating. And there is always a boy in every house who is an
-irresistible butt. There is a compound German word that means
-'face-that-invites-a-box-on-the-ear.' And such a physiognomy is the
-invariable possession of at least one scholar; in its own way the
-magnetic influence of such ugliness is as irresistible as the charm of a
-pretty woman. One has only to see that particular brand of face to want
-to heave a boot at it. One refrains seldom. It used to be held that
-every house contains one bully. It would be truer to say that every
-house contains one boy who is bullied. Most boys go through their
-schooldays without being subjected to any bullying, but most boys
-indulge in a little spasmodic bullying themselves. It is a sort of bull
-baiting, and it is in the main good-natured.
-
-Four or five fellows are sitting in a study after tea. There are still
-twenty minutes before lock-up, and the conversation has grown desultory.
-They all feel a little bored. One of them suggests that they should go
-and see how that ass 'Sniffy' is getting on. It is a popular suggestion,
-and a raid is made upon Sniffy's study. Sniffy is discovered working.
-This is considered to be a disgrace to the house, and Sniffy is informed
-of the fact. He invites his guests to get out. 'But, my dear Sniffy,
-what hospitality! Surely you are going to offer us a chair! No? Then we
-must teach you manners!' Sniffy's chair is suddenly jerked from under
-him and Sniffy is flung forward on to his table. He jumps up and lets
-fly at one of his assailants. It is no fun ragging some one who does not
-retaliate, and proceedings are soon less cordial. In the end Sniffy's
-study is pretty effectively wrecked. This happens about once a
-fortnight, but, beyond this, I am inclined to think that, except in a
-bad house, there is very little bullying now in Public Schools.
-
-The tone of a house changes far more quickly than the tone of a school.
-And, in every school, there is usually a thoroughly bad house. As a
-house-master grows old he tends to leave the management of the house
-more and more in the hands of his prefects. As long as his prefects are
-efficient all goes well; but, sooner or later, a weak head is bound to
-come, and then the swash-buckling element gets out of hand. One of the
-houses when I first went to school had got into this state. The head boy
-was easy-going, and there were in the day room two members of the First
-Fifteen who had in school failed to reach the Lower Fourth and who were
-thorough 'wrong 'uns.' Terrible tales of refined torture used to be
-repeated in the upper dormitories, and I can well believe that life
-there was pretty wretched. But I always distrust second-hand accounts.
-Nothing is more easily distorted than the story of atrocities, and, for
-my part, I have neither been a victim, nor the witness of any serious
-bullying. The only case that reached official notice during my time
-savoured strongly of the ludicrous.
-
-A parent had complained that his son had been ill-treated, and all the
-house prefects were summoned into the head master's presence. The
-offenders were leaning nervously against the wall; their victim was
-enduring tortures of self-consciousness; the head master was fingering
-his pen, and the avenging father blocked up the entire fireplace. There
-was a dead silence. We were all hard put to it not to smile. The
-offenders looked so much smaller than the prey. At last proceedings were
-opened by the boy's parent. He followed the traditional line. He had
-been a boy. He knew what boys were. He knew the public school code of
-honour. He loathed sneaking. His boy had not sneaked. The confession had
-been dragged out of him. What he, the father, wanted, was not
-punishment, but the assurance that such a thing would not happen again.
-'And now, John,' he concluded, 'show the head master that bruise upon
-your arm.' Very sheepishly the boy drew off his coat, rolled up his
-sleeve and revealed a bruise, certainly of extensive proportions.
-
-'How did they do that?' asked the chief.
-
-'By flicking him with wet towels, head master,' said the parent.
-
-A simultaneous denial came from both offenders. 'We didn't make that
-bruise, sir.'
-
-'But did you flick him?' asked the chief.
-
-'Well, sir; yes.'
-
-'Then how on earth can you tell that you did not make that bruise?'
-
-There was a moment's silence, during which the smaller of the offenders
-surveyed the wound with an almost envious eye.
-
-'It couldn't have been me, sir,' he said at last. 'I can't flick well
-enough to have done that.'
-
-I hope I may be pardoned for retelling this story, which I have already
-told elsewhere. But it seems to me to interpret perfectly the attitude
-towards bullying that exists in most houses. No doubt there was a great
-deal of bullying fifty years ago. And people think that what was true of
-the Rugby of _Tom Brown's Schooldays_ is true of the Shrewsbury of
-to-day. They still think that the three chief sins of a Public School
-are bullying, stealing, and midnight escapades into the town. But those
-days have passed. In Desmond Coke's _The Bending of a Twig_ the new boy
-who sought for bullies behind every cloister quickly won the nickname of
-Don Q.
-
-It is usually during the course of his fourth term that a boy first
-begins to swear. For swearing is, on the whole, confined to members of
-the Middle School. It is side for a fag to swear, and an oath, except on
-rare occasions, is considered beneath the dignity of a blood. He is
-supposed to dwell in an Olympian fastness beyond the reach of
-inconvenience, where the need for violent language is infrequently
-presented. For the second yearer, however, life is full of emotion that
-demands to be registered forcibly.
-
-I can never quite see why so many people refuse to believe that a
-schoolboy's conversation is punctuated with 'damns' and 'bloodys.' We
-employ the idiom of our surroundings. A boy does not swear at home; at
-school he does. And there is no particular reason why he should not. An
-oath means little to him. He knows that some indecency is implied. But
-the meaning of the word is not defined by his use of it. He rarely
-employs it appropriately. He recommends the most contradictory
-performances. A powerful expression is needed. He wishes the world to
-know that he has been moved powerfully either to anger, or to delight.
-That is all. Any word that would have this effect would suit him, and I
-remember a dormitory captain insisting that the only expletive to be
-used in his presence should be 'daggers'; this crasis satisfied every
-one. The language a boy uses is no index to his character. Swearing and
-'talking smut' are very different things.
-
-It is also in his fourth term that a boy who is anything of an athlete
-begins to discover himself on the football field. He finds himself
-scoring tries in home games. He is noticed by the bloods as a coming
-man. He makes friends among his seniors. He is no longer outside the
-life of the school. The road of ambition lies clear and straight before
-him. It is marked out in distinct stages. He learnt, of course, during
-his first term that a house cap may put one hand in his trouser pockets,
-that a seconds may put both, that a first may walk across the sixth form
-green in break; but these facts were distant in the imagination like the
-ritual of a mediæval court: they now become realities. In a year, he
-reminds himself, he will be in his house fifteen. The year after he
-should get his house cap. In four years he should be a first. It might,
-indeed, be maintained that the blood system is at the same time the
-magnet and the expression of the second yearer's ambition. The blood
-would not value his performances so highly were he not encouraged by
-others in the belief that he is of supreme importance. And, at fifteen,
-one idealises the future. It seems splendid to be a blood, to play for
-the school against Blackheath, to saunter across the courts with one's
-hands in one's pockets, one's books stuck under one's arms; to be on
-terms of friendly intercourse with masters, to be beyond the reach of
-punishment. And, because the future seems so glorious, the second yearer
-idealises the dwellers in it. In the same way that in Chelsea the latest
-poet or draughtsman can disregard the social laws of property and of
-propriety, in the eyes of the junior the blood can do no wrong. His
-voice is hushed when a blood passes him in the cloisters. If one should
-speak to him, he blushes and stammers and feels proud of it for days.
-The blood naturally endeavours to realise the popular conception of
-himself. He owes his position to it. For the higher up the school we go,
-the less important the blood appears, and, when our time comes to sit at
-the high table, we can hardly believe that we are occupying the same
-chair that Meredith sat in four years ago. It is absurd. How the house
-must have come down. To think of that little ass, Barton, being a
-prefect. How short a time since he was playing in junior house games and
-getting cursed for funking. And for ourselves--it is only yesterday that
-we were trembling, a diffident new boy, at the far corner of the
-day-room table. We cannot but believe our generation to be vastly
-inferior to those that have preceded it, and we do not think otherwise
-even when we win the senior cricket cup, although in Meredith's year the
-house was beaten by an innings in the first round. It is not in our
-nature to desire, or even value highly, what we possess. The last year
-is often a disappointment.
-
-No such foreknowledge mars the enjoyment and anticipation of the second
-yearer. It is indeed hard to imagine a more fortunate combination of
-circumstances. From an agreeable present he surveys the prospect of a
-delightful future. The days may pass slowly, or swiftly, as they
-will--their passage will be a long enchantment.
-
-It is during this period that a boy gets through the majority of his
-ragging in form. Now the ragging of masters is a very specialised art.
-The master holds all the cards. He has behind him the marshalled forces
-of the law. He can cane, he can give lines. He has every implement,
-physical and moral, for the preservation of order. He ought to be able
-to keep order. Yet the boy usually wins. Indeed, I often wonder how a
-master, who has once begun to be ragged, can ever hope to regain order.
-He is fighting a confident foe. The new boy learns during his first week
-that 'one can do anything one likes in Musty's.' Musty stands no chance.
-He enters the form room nervously; he is on the lookout for trouble; he
-is afraid to turn his back on the class when he is working on the
-blackboard. For ten minutes there is silence, a suspicious silence,
-perhaps, but still a silence. Musty tells himself that if any one
-attempts to break that silence he will make him sorry for it. He will
-punish the first whisper: that is the only way. And then, suddenly, from
-the back of the room, comes an ominous sound. It is not a cough: it is
-not a sneeze: it is a hideous nasal and vocal croak that Musty has
-learnt to recognise as the prelude to rebellion. He observes that some
-one is cramming a handkerchief into his mouth, and is choking in the
-subdued manner of one who is unsuccessfully stifling a laugh.
-
-Musty decides on action. 'Jones, take that handkerchief out of your
-mouth immediately, and you'll spend the afternoon doing me a hundred
-lines.' Jones withdraws the handkerchief from his chin, and his face
-assumes an expression of outraged innocence. 'But, sir----' he begins.
-
-'A hundred and fifty lines,' snaps Musty.
-
-At this point the democracy of the class feels that its independence has
-been violated. There is a murmur of disapproval. And a tall, cadaverous
-youth rises from the front desk.
-
-'Please, sir----'
-
-'Silence, Evans.'
-
-'No, sir, but really,' Evans persists, 'I must explain to you, sir, that
-the younger Jones is suffering from a very severe cold.'
-
-'Yes, sir, I am,' blurts out the victim. 'And the matron said I was not
-to play football this afternoon.'
-
-At this point Musty should, of course, be firm.
-
-'I am sorry,' he should say, 'but, at the same time, that will allow
-you, Jones, to do me two hundred lines instead of a hundred and fifty.
-And perhaps you, Evans, will do me a hundred and fifty. Thank you. We
-will now proceed with the lesson.'
-
-Such tactics might succeed. But Musty hesitates; for a moment he wonders
-whether Jones is telling him the truth. And the delay is fatal. Already
-other members have started to produce testimonials to Jones mi.'s
-integrity and disease. 'He really is awfully bad, sir. My study's next
-door to him, and he was coughing all last night. He made such a noise
-that I was only able to do you three problems instead of six!'
-
-A general conversation begins. Members cease even to address the chair.
-When Evans assures Musty that 'Jones would never tell a lie,' Power
-retorts that the other day Jones sold him a watch as new which went
-smash at once. 'Dirty little liar, I call him!' 'You wait till
-afterwards,' is Jones's reply. And, by the time honour has been
-vindicated, there is no chance of restoring order that day. The class is
-already out of hand. Jones mi. has the general permission to sneeze as
-often as he likes, a permission of which he generously avails himself.
-
-Such a disturbance should have been quelled by a firm hand. Masters have
-to run the risk of being unfair. There is, of course, the possibility
-that Jones's cold may have been genuine, but his previous record should
-preclude it to a 100 to 1 chance. At any rate, it is unlikely that Jones
-would be anxious to carry the case to the head master. Criminals avoid
-Bow Street.
-
-It is not usually, however, so easy to distinguish the preliminary
-manoeuvres. When, for instance, a boy walks quickly up to the master's
-desk and says that he thinks there is a peculiar smell in the room, the
-master is taken off his guard. He assumes interest. He walks to where
-the boy was sitting and sniffs. A polite boy rises and asks respectfully
-if anything is the matter. 'No, nothing,' says the master, 'Jones
-thought there was a curious smell where he was sitting.' The interest of
-the form is quickened. There is a general sound of sniffing. 'Well, sir,
-now that Jones comes to mention it, I do seem to recognize--I don't
-quite know what it is, sir.'
-
-'Come, come,' says the master, 'that'll do.'
-
-'No, but really, sir, I don't know if it's quite healthy. Do you think
-the drains are all right?'
-
-The information is hazarded that there have been several cases of
-typhoid recently in the town.
-
-'It must be the drains.'
-
-Then some one suggests that it may be the gas. The school custos is
-notoriously careless in these matters. The suggestion is welcomed. At
-any rate it deserves investigation. And such investigations, when
-conducted by twenty clumsy boys, whose clumsy feet are shod with heavy
-boots, are a long and noisy business. Books fall with a clatter on to
-the floor. The hindquarters of the inoffensive are accidentally kicked.
-Smith endeavours to jump from one desk to another, misses his footing
-and crashes on the desk. Musty is lost.
-
-He stands in the middle of the room. He says 'Come, now!' a great many
-times. He varies it occasionally with 'That'll do.' He asks Smith
-whether he considers that what he is doing 'is really necessary.' At
-last a piping unrecognisable voice rises from the far corner. 'It isn't
-the gas. It must be Musty himself. He never washes.'
-
-In most schools there are at least two masters who are the continual
-victims of such treatment. Such ragging, however, is too simple to
-content the truly adventurous. The Mustys of the scholastic world are
-objects of contempt, and we prefer to respect our enemies. It is far
-more entertaining to rag a disciplinarian. One has to guard oneself. The
-master has all the weapons. Among other things the ragster has to work.
-If he is unexpectedly put on to con, flounders through a couple of lines
-and breaks down completely at the third, he has played into his
-opponent's hand. He has deserved the imposition that he will most
-certainly get. The ragster must prepare his work. That is part of his
-defence. He cannot say to himself: 'I have been on twice running. I
-shall not go on to-day.' If he makes a cheeky remark in form, the
-master's just retort is: 'Jones, you seem to like talking. I think you
-had better translate the next passage.' And, if Jones translates the
-passage successfully he feels that he is one up. Such ragging is very
-different from the general rag of the complete incompetent. It is a
-free-lance affair. It is an art. The majority of masters meet it in some
-form or other. It is only a few who are subjected to displays in which
-the whole form take part.
-
-Yet it is a puzzle to find out how exactly this ill-fortune selects its
-particular victims. Personality is limited. There are only a few who
-have a real genius for teaching. The majority are merely competent. And
-competence must fall before invention. Why is it that some are ragged
-and others not. The ragged master may be an excellent fellow. He may be
-good at games; he may be just as exemplary a member of society as his
-colleagues, and yet he is selected for this refined torture. There are
-some masters for whom one never works hard; one does enough and no more
-to avoid being bottled. One sits in the class-room for long, sultry,
-tedious hours; the insipid sunlight moves across the wall. One watches a
-fly crawl up the window-pane. One writes 'is a fool' upon the desk after
-the inscribed name of an enemy. One sticks a compass into the back of
-the man in front. Perhaps one revises the next hour's lesson. It may be
-that there is an imposition to be completed. The minutes pass slowly;
-one longs for the strike of the clock. And yet no one attempts to
-enliven the hour with some geniality. The few attempts that are made are
-spasmodic and unsuccessful.
-
-We had a master who was nicknamed, I never knew why, Marchand. And, one
-day, a boy who was doing translation paused at the French word
-_marchand_. 'Please, sir,' he said, 'I don't know what _marchand_
-means.' There was no laugh, not even a titter. We were all too
-surprised. The master's face did not alter. 'It means merchant, Smith,'
-he said, 'and you will stay behind afterwards and speak to me.' He
-received six of the best. And it was, no doubt, such a master who made
-the historic retort to the boy who, during an hour that was devoted to
-the discussion of Old Testament history, inquired what 'harlot' meant.
-'A harlot, Jones,' the master answered, 'is a lady who finds herself in
-unfortunate circumstances, and you will take two hundred lines.'
-
-If such an answer had been made by Musty, the boy would have
-expostulated freely; other members of the form would have interested
-themselves in the cause of justice. As it is, Smith gets his half-dozen
-and Jones his two hundred lines, and the world says 'silly ass!'
-
-There are certain masters who inspire neither industry nor
-insubordination, and yet I suppose that once they, too, had their hour
-of trial. So much depends on the first impression. Arnold Lunn has
-recounted in _The Harrovians_ the story of one Crabbe, who was so
-unmercifully ragged that he had to leave at the end of his first term.
-'He went on to another school where his reputation had not preceded him.
-He opened his first lesson by setting a boy a hundred lines for
-sneezing. After having successfully established a reputation for
-unbridled ferocity, he was able, by slow degrees, to relapse into his
-natural kindly self.' It is typical of much. The master who has once
-allowed himself to be ragged is lost for ever. He may beat, he may line,
-he will never restore order. His only chance is to try elsewhere.
-
-The ragging of prefects is of very much the same order. There is less of
-it, because the head of the house has a way of jumping suddenly on the
-turbulent. 'I hear you were ragging Beetle last night in hall. You've
-got to stop it--see? and you're going to get six as a warning!' The head
-of the house has more authority than an assistant master. If a boy felt
-that an assistant master was unjust he might very well complain to the
-head master. But no boy would care to appeal against a boy--that would
-be sneaking. A good head of the house sees to it that none of the
-prefects are indiscriminately ragged, but there is always one of them
-for whom the rest of the house has but little respect, and to whom the
-taking of prep is always an anxiety. He beats and lines more than the
-rest of the prefects put together. But it has small effect. Indeed the
-second yearer acquires a hardened hide. Punishment is no deterrent to
-him; it is merely a pawn in the game.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-ATHLETICISM
-
-
-By this time the new boy may be truly said to have reached the inner
-circle of a public school philosophy. He knows to what gods he must bow
-the knee. And he serves dutifully before the altar of the god of sport.
-
-The cult of athleticism has been for a long while the target at which
-the enemies of the Public School have launched their abuse. And until
-this cult is understood, it is impossible to understand the standards
-and the scale of values of a Public School. Every community must have a
-religion of sorts, a faith to which all faiths are subservient, a
-service which makes the first demands. A man, when called to decide
-between two claims, must be able to know which way his duty lies. He may
-not follow the claim of duty, but he should be able to distinguish which
-it is. In some communities it is the observance of social custom, in
-another the making of money is all important, in one the honour of the
-regiment, in a second the teaching of the Scriptures. At a Public School
-it is athletic prominence.
-
-The position of a school is decided by its performances on the field. If
-two men in a club are discussing the merits of a certain school, the
-first consideration will be athletics. 'Oh, yes,' they will say.
-'Fernhurst stands very well just now. It beat Tonford and Merton last
-season, and it's got two fellows in the Varsity eleven.' The social
-status of a school is judged, not by the number of Balliol scholars it
-has produced, but by the quality of the schools it plays. 'Oh, Marestone
-can't be much of a place,' you will hear said. 'They only play a few
-grammar schools.'
-
-This fact the new boy realises at once. His father's friends are
-impressed when he can tell them that his school has beaten Haileybury.
-They display a mild interest at his casual reference to Bennett's
-scholarship. The new boy reads in the daily papers enthusiastic articles
-on the performances of the school eleven, and he learns that Haslett is
-being watched by the county authorities. There is an air of publicity
-about every school match. There will be reports in the newspapers. The
-new boy feels himself to be participating in a function of considerable
-general interest. All over the country people will be wondering what
-will chance in this particular encounter. He is on the spot. The Press
-accentuates his keenness. How could he, in the face of such a testimony,
-doubt the supreme importance of athletics. We believe in the goods that
-are most widely advertised. Who ever read an article on the prospects of
-the various competitors for a certain exam. Who has read in the _Times_
-that 'enormous interest is being taken in the approaching scholarship
-examinations. Clifton has several promising scholars. Marston may be
-poor at unseen, but he is very deft in his handling of Latin prose, and
-he has a good ear for hexameters. Haileybury, on the other hand, place
-their faith in Johnson, a steady, industrious worker who can be trusted
-to perform consistently in all subjects....' Yet, two or three times a
-week, we can read in the _Sportsman_ that Fernhurst has a vastly
-improved side and that with Evans back again in the three-quarter line,
-is hopeful of emerging triumphantly from the approaching contest with
-Tonford.
-
-Public School sport is awarded at the present moment a preposterous
-amount of publicity. It is bad for the schools; it is bad for the boys
-themselves, and, as far as one can gather, it has not helped English
-sport to any appreciable degree. It encourages in schools the belief
-that games matter more than anything else. Very often it makes boys
-swelled-headed, certainly it makes them think they are bigger than they
-are, and is preparing for them a big disappointment. It is so easy to
-appear a giant among pigmies. In my own short experience I can remember
-more than one player who was described while at school as being an
-England batsman in the making, and who now experiences a difficulty in
-getting into the county side. Every summer we know by name a whole host
-of public school cricketers that are never heard of afterwards. They
-have averages of sixty during their last term; their exploits are
-described in fervid journalese. They go up to Oxford, fail to reach
-double figures in the Freshmen's match, and are quickly submerged in
-college cricket. Others go up with enormous reputations, making
-centuries in the trial match, and then find that there is a difference
-between club and county cricket. They just get their blue with a batting
-average of twenty-five; they play for the county during August and do
-nothing exceptional. They are just average cricketers, useful members of
-a side and nothing more. In the meanwhile the journalists are shrieking
-of the natural offbreak of a sixteen-year-old Rugbeian. This particular
-type of writer resembles the literary critic who hails every new poet as
-a 'second Keats,' and every new novelist as 'a second Hardy,' but loses
-interest in his discoveries after the appearance of their fourth book.
-
-There is no need to dive back into past history. We can find enough
-examples in post-war cricket. N. E. Partridge in 1919 had a batting
-average of 43, and took 71 wickets for under 12 runs each. He had a
-magnificent press. Next to Stevens, and perhaps Hedges, he was the most
-discussed boy cricketer of the year. On the strength of this boosting he
-very nearly received an invitation to play for the Gentlemen at Lords.
-As a matter of fact, I am not certain that he did not actually receive
-an invitation, and that his head master refused to let him go--but on
-that point I am not certain. At any rate his claims were seriously
-advanced by a great many reputable judges of the game, among whom I
-think Sydney Pardon has to be included. He went up to Cambridge with a
-tremendous reputation; he did only moderately. At one time, indeed, it
-seemed improbable that he would get his blue. Last season he did nothing
-exceptional for Warwickshire. I may, of course, be misjudging a
-cricketer whom I have never seen play, but everything would seem to
-suggest that Partridge will develop into nothing more exciting than the
-average county cricketer.[4]
-
-We could also take the example of L. P. Hedges. I spent the summer of
-1918 in a German prison camp; but even to that distant city came news of
-the brilliant Tonbridge batsman who was greater even than Hutchings.
-During the summer of 1919 the assiduous student of the _Sportsman_ heard
-much of him. Every week appeared the score of some fresh triumph, and,
-to crown it all, came that brilliant 163 at Lords. It was a gorgeous
-show. I was thankful not to be fielding at coverpoint. But, let it be
-whispered gently, the bowling did not look particularly difficult, and,
-though Hedges's innings was dazzling, a quite ordinary batsman should,
-off the same bowling, have been able to help himself to a generous
-allowance of fours.
-
-That particular innings marked, I suppose, the height of Hedges's career
-from the point of view of press publicity and popular esteem; the height
-had been reached, that is to say, before his qualities had been placed
-on the open market and tested by the stress of three days' cricket and
-the accuracy of professional bowling. We do not hear much of Hedges
-nowadays. He has played useful cricket for Oxford and for Kent; but he
-has done nothing sensational. And yet, when I saw him last summer make a
-50 against Middlesex at Lords, I could not help feeling that he is a
-better bat to-day than he was in 1919, and that that 50 in an important
-match, against confident bowling, and while Woolley was scratching
-uncomfortably at the over end, was in every way a finer performance than
-his 163 of two years earlier. He drove Haig and Durston through the
-covers as easily as in 1919 he had plastered the ring with boundaries.
-And yet the pressmen remained calm.
-
-It is vain and it is unfair to attempt to form a judgment of a person
-whose wares are not upon the open market. No one can tell who is, and
-who is not, going to prove a test match cricketer. Equally it is
-impossible to tell from public school form which boys are potential
-cricketers. Who, for example, who saw in 1910 F. H. Knott and D. J.
-Knight batting in the Public School's match at Lords realised that
-Knight was going to develop into an incomparably greater batsman than
-Knott. And yet sportsmen continue to write about boy cricketers with the
-seriousness that they devote to Hobbs. They draw the most ridiculous
-comparisons. I discovered last summer in one of the most influential
-daily papers the following passage in the account of the Public
-School's match at Lords: 'There is probably no cricketer, with the
-exception of R. H. Spooner, who sees the ball more quickly than J. L.
-Guise.' Now anything much more ridiculous I can hardly imagine. It is
-like the literary critic, who shall be nameless, who described the work
-of a minor poet, who shall be also nameless, as having given him more
-pleasure than anything since the first flights of Swinburne. It is
-preposterous to speak of Guise, who is an extremely promising cricketer,
-as seeing the ball more quickly than any batsman except Spooner. It all
-depends on what manner of ball he is seeing. In the Eton match he, no
-doubt, saw Allen's deliveries with considerable speed. Spooner, however,
-was in the habit of seeing in this manner the deliveries of Cotter,
-Tarrant, and Schwarz. Speed of eye is relative to the quality of the
-bowling. I should hesitate to call myself a batsman, but there is a type
-of ball that I can see with incredible rapidity. It is bowled to me,
-alas, too occasionally, in village matches. It is medium paced, it
-pitches on the middle stump, a little more than half-way down the pitch,
-and it turns away ever so slightly towards the leg. Any one can look a
-good bat who is opposed to bad bowling. And I maintain that it is no
-sort of sense indulging in wild panegyrics about schoolboys who have
-never been tested by first-class bowling.
-
-If a boy seems promising the county authorities should give him a trial,
-and, if he does well, then let the pressmen get busy. Every one is so
-terrified lest a good man may be overlooked. But how unlikely that is if
-the county authorities are at all keen. Trial matches can be arranged.
-Visits can be paid to schools. There is no need for this hectic
-discovery of twenty Spooners every season. The school figures of players
-like Stevens and Chapman and Hubert Ashton would have been quite
-sufficient to ensure a proper trial for them. And the fact remains that
-in spite of this press work amateur cricket is at a lower ebb now than
-it has ever been before. The Gentlemen and Players match has become too
-one-sided to stimulate interest in anything save individual
-performances. Very few amateurs are good enough to play for England.
-Douglas is; and he was not one of the marked men of cricket articles.
-His entrance was as untheatrical as his batting. D. J. Knight, is on his
-form of 1919, the second best batsman in the country; Stevens, at his
-best, is a great match-winning factor; Tennyson and Fender are useful
-players. But it is impossible to maintain that there are to-day any
-amateur batsmen comparable with Maclaren, Spooner, Fry, Stoddart, and
-Jackson, than the cricketers, that is to say, who passed unheralded on
-their merits into first-class cricket. The low standard of amateur
-cricket cannot be argued away. And this trumpeting of the press could
-only be excused, could it be proved to further the interests of amateur
-sport in England. Instead of furthering those interests, it works
-against them. It makes games at a Public School too much of a business
-and too little of a sport. It introduces professionalism. And I am
-prepared to wonder how far one really enjoys one's games at school.
-
-One is frightfully excited about them; one is very pleased when one does
-well and depressed if one does badly. One works oneself into a state of
-nervous misery before a match, and one of hysterical excitement after
-it. Victory and defeat mean a great deal. And it was with a real
-surprise that I realised a few months ago at the end of a very pleasant
-season that, although I should continue to play football for another ten
-years, and cricket, I hope, for another forty, I should never again
-really care whether the side for which I am playing wins or loses--care,
-that is to say, as I cared at school about a house match. In club
-cricket and football one asks for a good game in pleasant company, and
-victory is incidental. While one is playing, of course, one is keen, but
-one will not brood afterwards over one's mistakes,--not as one does
-after a school match. There is, I suppose, no public school man under
-the sun who does not now and again on some winter evening drop his paper
-on his knees and curse himself because, fifteen years ago, he missed a
-catch at an important crisis--that is one of the things one never ceases
-to regret. That awful moment when one picks up the ball with tingling
-fingers and tosses it back to the bowler; it is for all time a vivid
-memory. One does not feel like that about an ordinary catch in an
-ordinary club game. One is annoyed with oneself; one is sorry for the
-bowler; one apologises to the captain, but one remembers that one is
-out, after all, to enjoy oneself.
-
-That is the difference between school and club cricket. At school one is
-not out to enjoy oneself. It is a business, this getting of runs and
-taking of wickets. There are cups for house matches, and there are cups
-for batting and bowling averages, and it is a sin to miss a catch. There
-are few worse things than the anxiety attendant on those who play on the
-fringe of a school side. Not only is one worried about one's own
-performances, but about one's rivals. If one has made a duck oneself one
-cannot, in spite of one's patriotism, be anxious for a particular rival
-to retrieve the fortunes of the side with a century. A first eleven cap
-is valued far too highly for such unselfishness. It is equally little
-fun to be a member of a bad fifteen. One is subjected to a series of
-complaints and recriminations. One grows sick of the whole business. And
-I can remember during the first winter of the war the relief with which
-we learnt that the Tonbridge match had been scratched. We had a poor
-side. We knew that we should be thoroughly trounced, and that, for the
-next week, the lives of those who had not distinguished themselves would
-be made wretched. We never for a moment questioned the justice of this
-tyranny. The Lord our God was a jealous God. We had to serve him. But we
-were not sorry that an occasion for his wrath should be removed. I very
-much doubt whether the actual playing of games was as pleasant at
-school as it is outside it.
-
-The intensity and rapture are irrecoverable. There is nothing to compare
-with the elation that follows a victory over a stronger side. But in the
-long run I find cricket more enjoyable to-day than I did six years ago.
-It is less complicated. One takes a day off from one's work and spends
-it in agreeable company. One can field out all day and never take a
-wicket, miss a couple of catches, and then crown everything by making a
-duck, and yet thoroughly enjoy oneself. At school that would have been a
-rotten day, and one would have spent the evening in deep despondency.
-Yet everything is in favour of one enjoying one's game at school. It is
-so simple. One strolls down after lunch in a leisurely fashion to the
-field. One changes one's boots in the pavilion. A hot bath is waiting
-for one afterwards. But, in order to play football after one has left,
-one has to rush off to catch impossible trains from impossible stations.
-One has no time for lunch. The train always seems to start at 1.18.
-There is as likely as not a long walk from the station. One changes in a
-converted army hut; one is more than a little tired before the game
-starts. There are no proper baths afterwards, and one has to hurry, or
-one will miss the only train to town: for it is amazing the number of
-football fields which are on loop lines with trains at hourly intervals.
-And yet, personally, I enjoy my football now a great deal more than I
-ever did at school.
-
-It would not be just, however, to lay the blame of this professionalism
-to the account of the sporting press. Journalists are rarely responsible
-for anything. They do not lead public opinion. They follow it or, if
-they are clever, they anticipate it. Had not the worship of athleticism
-been already firmly established in the schools themselves it would never
-have occurred to them to run it as a stunt. The journalist spends most
-of his time searching for a town of blind men over which he, with his
-one eye, may rule. And the journalist discovered that the Public School
-had enthroned an unofficial king who had not received his due of public
-recognition. The journalist decided to officialise his position. To this
-king was paid extensive homage; and, as there is no more pleasant
-reading for ladies-in-waiting than court gossip, he commenced a column
-of court news. But he did not set up the court, or crown the king. He is
-only a herald. And we must regard these tiresome articles as a proof,
-but not a cause of this peculiar ritual. The trumpeting of the herald
-adds certainly to the glamour of the court, but his absence would not
-start a revolution. If not another article appeared on public school
-sport, the cult of athleticism would still continue; it would continue
-because as things are at present there is no other focus for the
-enthusiasm and partisanship of a boy of seventeen. There is really
-little else about which a schoolboy could reasonably become excited.
-
-Indeed it is hard to see what other results could have been expected
-from such a combination of circumstances. Four hundred boys are divided
-into ten houses. They are encouraged to feel an intense loyalty for
-their house and for their school. They are told that it is up to them to
-make their house the best house in the school, and their school the best
-school in the country. They set out in all good faith to accomplish
-their task. In what, they ask themselves, does the goodness of a house
-consist. It is not much sense to speak to them of the moral tone of a
-house or school. They desire a tangible manifestation of virtue, 'an
-outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.' And the only
-available outward and visible sign is the row of silver challenge cups
-on the dining-hall mantelpiece. It is natural to assume that the house
-which has the most cups is the best house; a school can only prove its
-superiority over another school by victory on the football field.
-Scholarships are an indirect form of competition. For the best boys from
-one school may not come into touch with the best boys of another. But a
-victory by 30 points is a direct statement of a fact. The victorious
-school is superior to the defeated school. It is in athletic contests
-alone that a house or school can express a united will, can become
-indeed one person. The loyalty of a boy for his house or school is a
-fine thing, but it renders athletic worship almost inevitable. Were
-there not this intense house and school feeling individual boys would
-cultivate their individual tastes; forty boys would be grouped together
-for convenience of boarding--that is all a house would be. But as soon
-as a boy comes to regard himself as a member of a fine community, he
-feels a natural pride and loyalty in its performances and in its
-welfare. There is no other focus for partisanship: form work is
-uninteresting. Boxing, fives, the corps, and the gymnasium are side
-shows. Cricket and football are what count. A boy must have a religion
-of sorts. He must have some ideal to which the demands of his own
-temperament may become subservient.
-
-On this worship of games is based the scale of social values. The ethics
-of cribbing, for example, are based entirely on the assumption that a
-success in form is of inconsiderable importance; it is permissible for a
-boy to crib in order to save his energies for worthier causes. The blood
-system is built on an intense admiration for those who are upholding the
-honour of the house, and is an expression of the small boy's longing to
-reach such a position himself. The attitude to morality on the part of
-masters is intimately connected with athletics, and on the boy's part,
-the belief that a member of a school side is, _ipso facto_, an
-invaluable asset to the school, allows the blood to do very much what he
-likes; as long, in fact, as a boy can satisfy his companions and himself
-that he is exerting all his power on the football field, he can amuse
-himself in other ways as he thinks fit.
-
-There is no other criterion for a boy's worthiness, or unworthiness, as
-a member of a house, and the half-bloods consider that a very big
-responsibility has descended on them. They have to keep the house up to
-the mark. The big men cannot bother themselves about individuals. But
-the half-bloods who are, as it were, emissaries between heaven and
-earth, can investigate closely the behaviour of the coming generation.
-They can notice who is showing signs of slackness. They individually
-give themselves enormous airs. They form a sort of improvement society.
-
-I remember that, in the course of one term, our house lost every
-challenge cup that it had possessed. This was considered a disgrace. And
-several of us decided that it was for us to reform the house. We did not
-consider ourselves to stand in any need of improvement. But we used to
-wander round the studies between tea and hall inquisitioning fags and
-scholars, asking them what use they thought they were to house or
-school, and informing them that they would be well advised to make more
-strenuous efforts. It was, I suppose, a form of bullying; or rather
-perhaps an aid to vanity. What we really needed was for some one to kick
-us hard. No one did, however. It seemed to occur to no one else, any
-more than it did to us, that there were objects of a public school
-education other than the acquiring of caps and cups. You might as well
-expect an Indian priest to doubt the omnipotence of Buddha.
-
-FOOTNOTE:
-
-[4] The proofs of this book were corrected in April. Should anything
-unforeseen change during the cricket season, before its appearance, I
-can only plead the fallibility of the prophet.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE TRUE ETHICS OF CRIBBING
-
-
-The boy who thus exhausts in ragging the residue of energy that the
-football field allows him, has, it follows, to be careful not to burn
-the candle at both ends. He has to spare himself, and to spare himself
-he abandons the spasmodic cribbing of his first year's summer
-examination for sustained, systematic methods. Now the true ethics of
-this subject are as little understood as those relating to any other
-sphere of public school life. Cribbing is generally regarded as a
-dishonest practice to which only the ignoble few have regular resort.
-The habitual cribber is as morally lost as a thief. For what, after all,
-is cribbing, say our aunts, but the stealing of marks from your
-companions. 'When you crib,' they tell us, 'and say that you are not
-stealing, you argue from the standpoint of the housemaid who would
-return conscientiously the sixpence you have left on your
-dressing-table, but would not think twice of filling a medicine bottle
-with your best brandy and handing it over to her young man.' While we
-are at our Preparatory Schools we are inclined to agree with this. We
-ourselves would never think of cribbing. At a Preparatory School it is
-not done. But at a Public School we learn otherwise. To the public
-school boy cribbing is not dishonest. It is not wrong, because it is not
-anti-social. There are no doubt somewhere, if we could discover them,
-fixed immutable standards of righteousness. But we have not found them
-yet. In the meantime we are content to frame conventions that alter with
-each generation to safeguard what we consider to be our comfort. We put
-a thief in prison because we are anxious to protect our property. His
-actions are anti-social. They are only anti-social, however, because we
-happen to value our property. We should not object if he took from us
-what we did not prize. It is thus indeed that the dustman earns his
-living. And the public school boy does not usually set much greater
-value on his marks than the housewife on her egg-shells.
-
-I remember reading several years ago a short story that appeared in _The
-Captain_. It was about an American who came to an English Public School.
-On the result of a certain examination depended the position of head boy
-in the house, and the American broke into the head master's study and
-extracted the examination paper. The theft was, however, discovered, and
-the American summoned to the head master's study for an interview that
-was the certain prelude to expulsion. This fact was made known to him.
-'Waal,' he said, 'I guess that's fair. My father often said to me when a
-big bluff fails, it's down and out for the guy that misses.' The head
-master was surprised. He appreciated the difference between a big bluff
-and a piece of calculated deceit. He saw that the American had, because
-of the atmosphere of business in which he had been brought up, a
-standard different from his own. The American had honestly believed
-himself to be attempting 'a big bluff.'
-
-Now, in the world at large, ignorance of the law is no excuse. If it
-were, law court procedure would be infinitely complex. At school,
-however, the intention matters more than the result. The means are set
-before the end. The head master in the story realised that the
-American's offence was actually far less serious than it appeared, and
-the American was not expelled.
-
-In this case, of course, the theft of the examination paper was
-definitely anti-social. It was a real theft. The American was
-endeavouring to acquire a position that others valued through means not
-at the disposal of his competitors. But this story, which appeared in a
-paper the moral tone of which has necessarily to be above suspicion,
-establishes officially the principle that the seriousness of an offence
-depends largely on the attitude adopted to it by the offender. And
-therein lie the true ethics of cribbing. What public opinion approves
-cannot be anti-social. Only a few recognise the distinction between the
-immoral and the anti-social. And public opinion is, on the whole,
-inclined to condone cribbing.
-
-Every boy is anxious to be a power in his house; he wants to be a
-prefect, he looks forward to the day when he will be safe from
-authority, will be, indeed, authority itself. But he knows that, without
-unduly exerting himself in the class-room, he will be able to achieve
-prominence through success at football. A house cap has to sit at the Va
-table: as a second, probably, and certainly as a first, he will be
-raised to the dignity of the dais; thence the process of seniority will
-carry him quickly to his prefectship. It is assumed that by that time
-the same process of seniority will have carried him to the Upper Fifth.
-(It is hard to avoid being promoted once a year.) The hours spent in the
-class-room are a dull setting for the vivid hues of the life that lies
-outside it. Occasionally the setting is relieved by a bright patch of
-colour--an ingenious rag, a successful piece of cribbing--but, on the
-whole, it is dull and monotonous. A boy works spasmodically, sometimes
-to get a promotion, sometimes to secure the good-will of a master he
-admires, sometimes to reach a form where it will be only rarely
-necessary for him to prepare his work. And he cribs more or less
-consistently out of laziness, to avoid being bottled, to save himself
-trouble, to be able to devote as much of his evening as is possible to
-more sympathetic forms of employment. He does not consider he is doing
-anything wrong. He knows that, if he is caught, he will be punished. But
-then he sees the relationship of boys and masters as a long,
-intermittent struggle, a game played in good faith, with fixed rewards
-and penalties. He does not expect his conduct to be condoned officially.
-His form master has set him so many lines of Virgil to prepare. It is
-assumed that he will take an hour to prepare those lines properly.
-However, with the help of Dr Giles's translation, he has managed to
-prepare those lines satisfactorily in twenty minutes. He has gained,
-therefore, forty minutes; naturally the master demands, and exacts, a
-reparation. But his companions do not mind. And he regards as
-anti-social only what will offend them. If he were a thief it would be
-in their eyes that he would be guilty. But a theft only becomes criminal
-when the injured party has taken proceedings against the offender. In
-this case no proceedings have been taken. He has not been reported to
-the head master, nor has he been kicked round the cloisters. He
-considers himself to be innocent. Indeed, popular opinion is far more
-likely to be directed against the boy who is scrupulously honest. His
-behaviour may be anti-social.
-
-There was a form, for instance, in which it was the custom for the boys
-to correct their own papers and give up their own marks. They would pass
-their papers to the next boy but two. The answers would be read out and
-the marks awarded. When all the answers had been given the marks would
-be added up. 'Any one over 90?' a couple of hands would rise. 'Any one
-over 95?' one of the hands would sink. 'Right,' said the master. 'Divide
-all marks by 11.' The names of the boys would then be read out in turn,
-and the marks earned by each would be delivered by the corrector.
-
-Now the correction of exercises and the addition of marks entails a
-measure of labour, and no one does unnecessary work. It had become the
-custom, therefore, to doze pleasantly while the answers were being given
-out, to insert various hieroglyphics in the margin, and to return at the
-conclusion an average total. The system had been in existence a long
-while, and it was known that the top mark usually lay somewhere between
-100 and 90; a top mark of over 110 or beneath 80 would rouse comment,
-perhaps inspire investigation, and that was, of course, the last thing
-the form desired. So that, when the form master said any one 'over 90'
-some one on the front bench raised a hand. It happened in rotation more
-or less; at the end of the term there was little to choose between the
-top ten in the marks for those particular exercises. Certainly whatever
-difference there was could be easily counteracted by superior
-proficiency in some other field.
-
-All went well till a certain Miller was promoted into this particular
-form. Miller was a prig: he came from an undistinguished house. He was
-excessively industrious. He had the prude's morality. He was desperately
-honest. He corrected the papers passed to him accurately and gave up the
-right mark.
-
-During his first week in the form, when the top mark was 91, Miller gave
-up 63. The form master was surprised; Miller had corrected the paper of
-quite a senior member of the form. 'Really, Jones,' he said, 'I'm
-surprised.' Jones also was surprised. After the lesson he expressed his
-surprise with a well-aimed kick that landed Miller at the foot of the
-second landing. He considered that no further explanation was required.
-He was wrong.
-
-The next day, when the top mark was 103 he received 57. On the occasion
-of this second essay in originality the whole form decided to interest
-itself in Miller's welfare. There was an informal meeting at the end of
-the hour, in which Miller was given to understand that on this system
-exercises had been marked in the Middle Fifth for upwards of twenty
-years. Tradition had approved the system. The form was conservative. It
-meant to uphold that tradition. In earnest of its intention it proceeded
-to demonstrate what defensive method it would adopt. Miller made no
-answer, but the next day he not only returned Jones's paper with 65 at
-the head of it, but when a certain Burton announced that the paper he
-had marked was worth 103, Miller said something to the effect that the
-maximum was 93.
-
-Such a thing had never happened before in the Middle Fifth. It was an
-orderly form, but there was very nearly a popular demonstration.
-Burton's honour had been questioned. The form master agreed that such an
-imputation had not been made upon a boy during the five-and-twenty years
-that he had sat in that class-room. 'We'll go through the questions one
-by one and see what the maximum is.'
-
-Now, luckily for Burton, the master had not kept a check upon the marks.
-He had gone through question after question, saying after each: 'Now
-let me see, I think that should be worth 10,' or 'that 15.' So that,
-when he went through the questions again, he appealed, on each occasion,
-to the head boy of the form. 'How many did I give you for that, Evans?'
-And, on each occasion, Evans was generous.
-
-Once Miller timidly suggested that for Question 6, 15 marks and not 30
-had been the maximum, but there was a complete unanimity of opinion
-among the rest of the form. 'Thirty, sir, certainly it was 30. It must
-have been--I've got 23 down to Firth for that, sir.' Miller was
-overruled.
-
-The maximum was finally discovered to be 130. 'So you see, Miller,' said
-the master, 'you've not only questioned Burton's word, but you've been
-inattentive during the lesson. You will do me 200 lines, and if you will
-hand me up Jones's paper I will correct it myself.' With this generous
-addition to the maximum Jones received a heavy mark.
-
-After such a disaster the form felt certain that Miller would bow to the
-convention; but there is no limit to the obstinacy of the martyr: Miller
-continued to mark according to order. He was kicked, but kicking was of
-no avail. His own paper was undermarked. This, too, was unavailing.
-Finally the form decided to accept him as an inevitable affliction. They
-ceased to kick him. Each of the ten top boys took it in turn to sit two
-places away from him so that no one person should suffer unduly from the
-general evil. And the one who sat two places on the other side of
-Miller had instructions to over-mark his paper so that he should be got
-out of the form as speedily as possible. At the end of the term Miller
-was promoted; and the Middle Fifth relapsed into its placid communal
-existence.
-
-Now Miller's conduct would no doubt appear worthy of the most intense
-approval. He had behaved like the hero of the school sermon. He had done
-what every new boy is adjured to do. He had taken a firm stand against a
-dishonest practice. He had been bullied, but he had remained firm. His
-honour had withstood the shock of his opponents. Such a splendid example
-would shine like a candle in a dark cathedral, and from this simile the
-preacher, as a runner reaching the straight, can stride into the rounded
-periods of his peroration. 'If only others of you would light your
-candle from that flame; if only in that large cathedral there were a
-hundred burning candles instead of one, how soon would not the whole
-building be filled with light. The beautiful tracery of the roof would
-emerge from shadow. A soft glow would be shed on the strong carved
-pillars. The brasses would glimmer on the wall. The splendid
-architecture of the building would be plain. So is it with the human
-soul.'
-
-We have heard that sermon many times. Miller is a splendid handle for
-rhetoric, but his behaviour remains anti-social. If it is wrong to place
-oneself in a position of inequitable advantage, it is equally wrong to
-place a rival in a position of inequitable disadvantage: and that is
-what Miller had done. Jones had done his work as thoroughly and as
-conscientiously as the others, but he had received lower marks for it,
-because Miller had chosen to apply to it a standard that was not imposed
-on that of his companions. It is not unfair in a hundred yards' sprint
-to start a second before the pistol is fired if you know that the other
-runners are going to do likewise, but it is hard lines on the one runner
-who is compelled to wait for the proper signal. True morality plays an
-insignificant part in business and competition. We all have different
-ideas of what is sport. If W. G.'s much-criticised running out of Jones
-in the Test Match of 1880 had taken place at a house match at school, we
-can assume that W. G., whatever his batting average, would not have been
-invited to play for the school again. What is moral and what is
-anti-social become practically synonymous terms as long as every one
-starts fair and plays the game by the same code of rules. No one must be
-allowed opportunities that are not at the disposal of his opponents.
-And, in the case of the Middle Fifth's corrections, the rules of the
-game ordered generous marking and no great gulf between the first and
-last. Miller played the game by different rules. The form was
-righteously indignant. It is doubtful even whether Miller's immortal
-soul drew sustenance from the conflict. It was probably confirmed in its
-priggishness. Certainly Miller became, in the course of time, a highly
-officious prefect. I do not know what fortune the 'romance of destiny'
-may hold in store for him, but I can imagine that he will occupy some
-post of prim, precise officialdom. He will create nothing. Whereas
-Evans's opportunism is largely responsible for the rapidly increasing
-market for Messrs. ----'s patent cookers.
-
-The schoolmaster asserts that between himself and his form there exists
-a compact of square dealing. But the signature of the form has not been
-obtained, and it is an agreement every clause of which is very clearly
-to the advantage of the schoolmaster and to the disadvantage of the
-form. The form does not recognise the treaty. It refuses to commit
-itself, and indeed in this singular document the true nature of cribbing
-has not been defined. The exact line between cribbing and co-operation
-has not been drawn. We are safe when dealing with 'con,' that is to say,
-the translation of Greek or Latin into English. We know, for instance,
-that boys are allowed to prepare their work together. Two brains are
-better than one. Well and good. But, if two soldiers have to dig a
-trench one uses the pick and the other the shovel. So it is with Latin
-'con.' One boy looks up the meaning of the words in a dictionary; the
-other unravels the sense. That means that the boy who looks up the words
-never brings his mind to bear on the translation of the text. Yet such a
-combination is accepted as fair by any master. And, once this
-combination has been accepted, a master's position becomes logically
-impossible. For it must be remembered that a schoolboy has a fairly
-sound grasp of consecutive reasoning. He studies the theorems of
-geometry. He struggles with the dialectic of Plato. He is capable, that
-is to say, of following out to their logical conclusion such lines of
-argument as will, in the end, assuage his conscience. He could
-construct, for instance, an imaginary conversation between Socrates and
-his form master.
-
-_Soc._: You object, Mr. Featherbrain, to the cribbing that is prevalent
-in your form?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Now, as I am inexperienced in this matter, never having been
-myself to a Public School, perhaps you will be so kind as to make me
-better acquainted with the methods adopted by these members of your
-form.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly. Some of the boys use English translations with
-which to prepare their Virgil and Homer. Others copy the Greek prose of
-their more clever companions, inserting, from time to time, certain
-gross errors that they expect will throw me off the scent.
-
-_Soc._: I understand. Now, in this matter of English translations: you
-expect each boy to prepare his Virgil by himself, and to produce in form
-the results of solitary unaided labour?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: If, therefore, you discovered one boy asking another to explain
-to him a difficult passage, you would punish him severely?
-
-_Mr. F._: No. You have misunderstood me. I should not.
-
-_Soc._: But how is that? Have you not just told me that each boy must
-produce in form the results of solitary, unaided labour?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly, but we allow boys to prepare their 'con' together.
-
-_Soc._: I understand. On the assumption that two brains are better than
-one, you permit two boys to unravel the sense together.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Now, if two people attempt a certain task, what procedure would
-they follow? Would they not divide the task into two portions. If two
-men are building a house one man stands at the top of a ladder and lays
-the bricks that his companion, who is standing below, throws up to him.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Time would be wasted were each man to do the same work: that is
-to say, were two ladders to be placed against the wall and were the two
-men to descend and ascend the ladder carrying bricks to the top?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Therefore, we may assume that in all tasks that are undertaken
-by two persons, the work is divided into two duties?
-
-_Mr. F._: But I do not see, Socrates, that this line of reasoning has
-any bearing on the subject we are preparing to discuss.
-
-_Soc._: That may very well be, for, as I have told you, I am ignorant of
-these matters and have come to you for guidance. It does seem to me,
-however, that in this matter of translation, which is the discovery of
-an unknown thing, the unknown may be divided into two parts.
-
-_Mr. F._: How is that?
-
-_Soc._: When a boy reads over the passage that he has to translate, two
-things are unknown to him: the general meaning of the passage and
-certain words in the passage. That is so, is it not?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Then do you not think that two boys, before setting out to
-translate a passage, would make some arrangement by which one of them
-should be responsible for unravelling the sense, while the other should
-look up the unknown words in a dictionary.
-
-_Mr. F._: It is possible.
-
-_Soc._: And to which of the two would be entrusted the task of
-unravelling the sense.
-
-_Mr. F._: To the cleverer, undoubtedly.
-
-_Soc._: Therefore the less clever would do the drudge work: that is to
-say, he would never bring his mind to bear upon the passage: and the
-imaginative work would be done for him by his companion.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Yet the system is approved as an honest one by the authorities
-and the work of the drudge is accepted as solitary and unaided labour.
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Now, is this task of translation limited to the co-operation of
-two persons, or may three or more persons take their share in it?
-
-_Mr. F._: As many persons may take their share in it as may
-conveniently be crowded into a study measuring eight feet by four.
-
-_Soc._: I understand. Suppose now that three persons are preparing a
-passage together. We have agreed, have we not, that this work can be
-divided into two duties only?
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so.
-
-_Soc._: Then what share of the work will the third partner take?
-
-_Mr. F._: He will act as a reserve and will bring assistance to either
-party when it is necessary.
-
-_Soc._: But, to whom have we allotted the task of unravelling the sense:
-to the cleverest, have we not? If the help of the third party, then, is
-only requested when the cleverest finds himself in difficulties, does it
-seem to you likely that the third party will succeed where one cleverer
-than himself has failed?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is unlikely.
-
-_Soc._: And, if this third party is higher and more important than the
-second party, it is unlikely, is it not, that he will content himself
-with what we have admitted to be the drudge's work of looking up words
-in a dictionary?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is unlikely.
-
-_Soc._: Then the third party will do nothing save profit by the industry
-of his two companions, and the work that he will produce in the
-class-room next day will, strictly speaking, be not his at all, but
-theirs.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Now, let us take a further example. For I am anxious to discover
-at what exact point the work that a boy produces in form will cease to
-be, in the official eye, the result of solitary and unaided labour.
-Suppose that the third party is a member of the Eleven, who has various
-social duties: it is possible, is it not, that he would prefer to spend
-over his translation less than the three-quarters of an hour that his
-two companions require?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is possible.
-
-_Soc._: Then, is it impossible that he might arrange for the cleverer of
-the two to come to him after breakfast and explain to him in twenty
-minutes the meaning of the passage?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is possible.
-
-_Soc._: And such an arrangement would be accepted by you?
-
-_Mr. F._: I do not see that I could object.
-
-_Soc._: Now let us suppose that the cleverer of the two finds that he
-will have to clean his corps clothes during the twenty minutes between
-breakfast and chapel. He will feel himself bound in honour, and also by
-fear, to translate the passage to the third party, but he will obviously
-be unable to do it in person. Is it not likely, therefore, that he will
-write out the meaning of the passage and hand it to the third party?
-Would such conduct be unacceptable to you?
-
-_Mr. F._: I do not know, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: But, surely in your own mind you have clearly defined the line
-that separates what is honest from what is dishonest. Surely that is
-your profession--to teach the young to distinguish between what is good
-and what is not good?
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then do you see any real difference between hearing a
-translation and reading a translation? Is there any difference between a
-meaning that is apprehended through the ear and a meaning that is
-apprehended through the eyes; for are not both eyes and ears channels
-through which meanings are carried to the brain?
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, and, when you put it that way, I can
-distinguish no essential difference.
-
-_Soc._: Very good: then we have established that it is fair for a boy to
-come to his study after breakfast, find in his hand a written
-translation of his Virgil, and, with that written translation, prepare
-in twenty minutes his morning's lesson.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: If, however, he were to take from his drawer a printed
-translation of Virgil, and with that prepare his morning's lesson, you
-would consider him capable of dishonest behaviour and you would report
-him to the head master.
-
-_Mr. F._: Most certainly, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: In what, then, lies the essential difference between the printed
-translation and the one that was copied out for him by his companion?
-
-_Mr. F._: But that is surely obvious.
-
-_Soc._: It is not to me, and it is for this reason that I seek
-enlightenment of you. For to me it seems that the work produced in form
-by the boy who has studied the printed translation is every bit as much
-the result of solitary and unaided labour as that which is informed by
-the study of a written translation. But is it that you appreciate a
-difference between the written and the printed word?
-
-_Mr. F._: Perhaps that is it, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then would you allow a boy during the holidays to copy out one
-of Dr. Giles's aids to the classics?
-
-_Mr. F._: Most certainly not.
-
-_Soc._: Then it is not between the written and the printed word that the
-difference lies?
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem not.
-
-_Soc._: Then where does it lie?
-
-_Mr. F._: I do not know, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then we must surely assume that there is no difference; and we
-must further add that you have not dealt honestly with your form in so
-severely punishing them for conduct that you, yourself, are not able
-logically to condemn.
-
-_Mr. F._: As ever, Socrates, you have succeeded in making me say what I
-did not mean to say.
-
-_Soc._: Then, in order that you may extricate yourself, let us consider
-this question of the prose.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly. For, here at least, my position is impregnable.
-
-_Soc._: I, too, am certain of it, and, in order that I may know the true
-nature of the offence, you will, I hope, permit me to ask you certain
-questions. You say that the more stupid members of your form are in the
-habit of copying the exercises of their more clever comrades?
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so.
-
-_Soc._: Now is it a rule that a boy may not give another assistance in
-his Latin prose?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: The position is not the same as that of the Latin translation,
-where two boys were permitted to co-operate?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly not.
-
-_Soc._: I presume that you have explained to your form the essential
-difference that exists between the nature of Latin 'con' and Latin
-prose.
-
-_Mr. F._: How do you mean, Socrates?
-
-_Soc._: Why, surely, if in the preparation of Latin 'con,' which is the
-translation of Latin into English, two boys are allowed to co-operate,
-and, if in the preparation of Latin prose, which is the translation of
-English into Latin, they are not allowed to co-operate, it follows that
-there must be some essential difference in the nature of the two
-studies.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: It would certainly seem so, and this difference you have, no
-doubt, made clear to your form, for, at present, I must confess myself
-unable to discover in what it consists. The exercise of Latin prose as
-of Latin 'con,' for each study is the translation of a language and the
-correct rendering of the idiom of that language into the language and
-idiom of another tongue, is no doubt intended to train, inform, and
-quicken the intelligence. Each would appear to be branches of the same
-study, and for each the same method of instruction should be employed.
-You tell me, however, that there is between these two branches an
-essential difference.
-
-_Mr. F._: You are right, Socrates, and, though I cannot explain the
-difference in so many words, its nature is plain to me.
-
-_Soc._: Of that, Mr. Featherbrain, I am certain. I understand that you
-apprehend this fine distinction as you apprehended the fine distinction
-between the written and the printed 'crib.' We should consider, though,
-whether this distinction is equally plain to your form. Such intuitive
-knowledge may be denied to them, and, if they sin through ignorance,
-their sin is slighter than if they sinned through knowledge. Tell me,
-now, whether, if you overheard one member of your form say to another on
-the way to chapel: 'I'm absolutely tied up with that piece of prose.
-Shall I put it in O. R. or O. O.?' would you immediately report that boy
-to the head master?
-
-_Mr. F._: I should not.
-
-_Soc._: You would no more report him than if you had overheard him
-asking his friend to make clear to him a passage of Virgil that had
-puzzled him.
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so.
-
-_Soc._: Do you not think, therefore, that the boy who knows he is
-allowed to ask for help in his Latin 'con,' and who does not know for
-what reason he is not allowed to ask for help in his Latin prose, who
-has never, that is to say, been able to apprehend the fine difference
-between the nature of the two studies, is likely to consider that the
-same technique is permissible for both branches, and would not that
-third party of whom we spoke and who is in the habit of getting his
-Latin 'con' done for him by his friend, consider himself morally
-justified in accepting the same assistance in his Latin prose?
-
-_Mr. F._: But I have told him that it is not allowed.
-
-_Soc._: Certainly, but good can only come from a reasoned knowledge of
-what is good, and you have not explained to him in what his fault
-consists. Moreover, if you have granted him permission to seek advice in
-small matters, you must tell him at what exact point the thirst for
-information becomes dishonest; a line must be drawn between what is good
-and what is bad. Is a boy responsible for a percentage of his prose,
-and, if so, for what percentage. Have you made these things plain to
-him?
-
-_Mr. F._: I have not, O Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then how do you expect the unformed mind of a boy to draw this
-line for himself. It would seem to me, Mr. Featherbrain, that you are
-not training the youth as it should be trained, when you order its
-conduct not by the results of logical deduction but by arbitrary ruling.
-For if in your own mind you are not certain at what exact point the good
-becomes the bad, and indeed are not certain of what the bad consists;
-what confusion must you not expect to discover in the minds of those
-that are taught by you. You must remember that on the football and
-cricket field a boy is under orders which he accepts, but of whose moral
-nature he is ignorant. He knows that if he is offside in football a free
-kick is awarded to the other side; he knows that if he knocks the ball
-forward with his hands a scrum is given. He has made a mistake. He has
-committed a tactical, but not a moral offence. The rulings of the Rugby
-Union are arbitrary and subject to frequent alteration; whereas the
-rulings concerning what is good and what is bad are fixed and
-irradicable. Is it not likely, therefore, that a boy will come to regard
-your rulings in these matters of cribbing as arbitrary rulings that may
-be altered. His life is a game, you must always remember that, and it is
-on that basis that he accepts it. He knows that he will be punished if
-he uses a crib; he knows that you appear to apprehend a distinction
-between the written and printed word; he knows also that you have
-discovered a difference in the nature of the studies of translation and
-prose, and that while you will allow him to ask advice on certain points
-you will not allow him to seek advice on the whole, though at the same
-time you do not define the point at which these same certain points
-cease to be certain points and become sufficiently part of the whole to
-be called the whole. Can you expect him, then, to regard such a system
-as anything but the complicated rulings of a game played between you and
-him. And can you expect him to attach to these regulations any moral
-significance. On the cricket field he places his leg in front of the
-wicket and tries to hit a short length ball over square-leg's head. If
-he misses the ball he is leg before, and goes to the pavilion. In his
-study he prepares his translation with a crib; he is discovered by his
-house master; he goes to the head master. And it is in this spirit, Mr.
-Featherbrain, that your form deceives you. You have to make clear to the
-young many things before you can expect them to attach a moral
-significance to what has no logical proof.
-
-
-There may be flaws in the argument, for the Socratic method is
-insidious, but I have not, myself, been able to discover them. The
-ethics of cribbing from the master's point of view are illogical. The
-exact point where co-operation starts and cribbing begins is not fixed.
-
-Cribbing goes by form and houses. Its activities expand and contract
-according to the demands of popular opinion. It is always communal.
-There is a conscription of intellect and knowledge. No boy would
-prejudice his chances of winning his house cap; but most boys would
-assist their most dangerous rivals in promotion. We hear in chapel sad
-stories of the large and brutal bully who cribs steadily throughout the
-term and wrests the prize from the pure innocent who looked up every
-word in a large Lewis & Short. But it rarely happens like that. No one
-cribs for a prize, because few really want a prize. Occasionally
-cribbing wins a prize, but it is usually through a fluke.
-
-A boy is particularly nervous about the results of a certain paper. He
-takes elaborate precautions to make sure that he will not have to spend
-the last Saturday of term rewriting the paper, and, in consequence,
-unexpectedly discovers himself at the head of the list. I recall one
-such instance in particular, and, because it seems to me so singularly
-appropriate, I may be pardoned, I trust, for retelling a story that I
-have incorporated elsewhere.
-
-Divinity in the army class was a casual affair; a knowledge of the Old
-Testament not being considered a necessary part of the intellectual
-equipment of a subaltern, the Sandhurst authorities did not examine
-candidates on the subject, and both the form and its master regarded the
-hour's lesson on Sunday morning as a pause in the exertions of the week.
-The yearly divinity examination always occasioned, therefore, a measure
-of panic among the soldiers, for the form master, when confronted with
-irrefutable proofs of his own indolence, was in the habit of punishing
-not only the form but himself by keeping in for two hours on the last
-Saturday those of the form who had failed to score an adequate
-percentage. During the preceding days feverish and spasmodic attempts
-were made to cope successfully with the complicated relations of kings
-and prophets. One year, however, the form was fortunate.
-
-A certain Mallaby, while searching in the class-room just before lock-up
-for a book he thought he had left there, saw lying among the papers on
-the master's desk, the rough draft of the questions for the divinity
-exam. In surprised delight he copied them all down. According to the
-popular conception of schoolboy honour, Mallaby, being a potential
-thief, would have kept the information to himself. Being a boy, however,
-he imparted it to his companions. The form entered the examination room
-in a mood of quiet confidence, and left it in a mood of deep content.
-Two days later, however, it was announced that this year the annual
-interest of a bequest would be devoted to a series of divinity papers
-throughout the school. The next day Mallaby learnt that he was head of
-the army class in divinity.
-
-His conscience was fluttered. He could not, he felt, take a prize which
-he would have won through cribbing. It would be dishonest. It would be
-stealing. He announced his intention of explaining matters to the chief.
-This announcement was not, however, received with the enthusiasm that
-should have welcomed the imminence of so noble, so disinterested, so
-sacrificial a performance. The form was indeed seriously perturbed. It
-explained to Mallaby that, if he went to the chief, he would be queering
-not only his own pitch, but theirs as well, and that there were certain
-members of form who did not stand well enough in the eyes of authority
-to be able to risk such an addition to their score of discovered crimes.
-'And, after all,' they said, 'why shouldn't you take the prize? We all
-knew the questions; you took the trouble to prepare them. You worked
-hard, and prizes are the reward of hard work. You've worked for the
-prize, harder than we did. Therefore you deserve the prize. And let's
-have no more of this nonsense about confession.'
-
-In these matters each form and each house works out its own salvation.
-In some houses cribbing is not general, and in some forms cribbing is
-not general; and, in such cases, cribbing is anti-social. It might be
-urged that boys from houses that do not crib find themselves at a
-disadvantage in relation to boys from houses that do. But life usually
-manages to adjust itself, and a boy's position in form is chiefly
-important as regards the relation it bears to that of the other members
-of his house. It does not matter much to a boy in the school house if he
-is passed by a boy in Buller's. It will not affect his seniority in his
-own house, and it is his seniority in his own house that matters. Only a
-very few are concerned with the specialised rivalry of the Upper Sixth
-that decides who will be the official head of the school. Scholastically
-the ambition of few passes outside their house. In games it is
-different. But then the eleven is not a fluid body like the Sixth; it is
-a close corporation, and once the reputation of being the best slow
-left-hand bowler is lost, the chance of a ribboned coat grows distant.
-
-I remember once a parson from the East End preaching a sermon in the
-school chapel, in which he intimated that in comparison with the
-loathsome atrocities that had for setting the Mile End Road, a schoolboy
-merely played at sin. This was reassuring to certain genial sportsmen
-who had hitherto been unable to view with any confidence the prospect of
-immortality: and the phrase 'playing at sin' passed into the vocabulary
-of the school. To such an extent, indeed, that the head master was
-forced to deliver a special midweek address, in which he pointed out
-that the degree of sin was relative to environment, and that the moral
-offences of a man who had been nurtured in surroundings of bestiality
-and filth were less grave than those of the boy who had spent his
-childhood in the clean atmosphere of a decent home. The complacence of
-the aforesaid sportsmen was broken. Not only were their offences as
-serious as those of their less fortunately placed brethren, they were
-actually more grave: a disquieting reflection. But I have often felt
-inclined to question, not the irrefutable logic of the head master's
-sermon, but the truth of that original contention about 'playing at
-sin.' Are, that is to say, the vices of the lower orders actually more
-startling than those of Mayfair? Are they more startling? I wonder: a
-higher standard of civilisation refines our pleasures, quickens our
-powers of appreciation, makes us more subtle, more complex; does it not
-also sharpen the edge of misbehaviour? It is a point on which perhaps
-Casanova would be able to enlighten us. But, certainly, in the matter of
-cribbing, the methods of the lower forms are clumsy, unimaginative,
-bourgeois in comparison with those of the Fifths and Sixths.
-
-A master who expects to discover in the Third the guile of the Fifths
-will be disappointed; and, equally, the master who has successfully
-combated the guile of the Lower Second may discover himself completely
-outwitted by the Middle Sixth. In the Lower School the use of the actual
-crib is rare. It is easy for the Sixth Former to possess himself of a
-translation. The Everyman series contains excellent renderings of
-Thucydides and Plato. The Loeb library is not useless. Gilbert Murray
-may be a poet, but his translations of Euripides have proved of
-assistance to many a harassed student. Jebb's version of Sophocles is to
-be found in the shelves of the school library. It is a different job to
-find a crib of Ovid and Livy. Dr. Giles has done some excellent research
-work, but questions are apt to be asked about bona fide students; an
-address such as 'The School House, Fernhurst,' is likely to wake
-suspicion, and the Third Former has not read enough French novels to
-appreciate the value of the _poste restante_. He considers that a crib
-is more trouble than it is worth. And what is cribbing but laziness!
-Moreover, he has a distrust of cribs. He is naturally stupid or he would
-be higher in the school, and he knows that when a boy gives the right
-meaning to the wrong words there are unpleasant investigations. He
-prefers to rely on the inspiration of the moment: as a result the
-offences of the Lower Second are trivial. They rarely reach the green
-baize of the head master's study. One boy looks over another's paper,
-another is prompted during 'con,' there is a strange similarity between
-two Latin proses, an unusual mistake is repeated in several exercises.
-The offender is beaten afterwards, and no more is heard about it. As a
-matter of fact there is less cribbing in the Lower School than in the
-Upper. Opportunities are rare and the example of hardened criminals is
-absent. The second yearer only becomes a practised deceiver under the
-influence of his seniors, and there are not many third yearers in the
-Lower School. Higher up it is different. But it is to be doubted whether
-the effects of cribbing are as serious as they are depicted.
-
-The case against them comes under two main headings: (1) The moral
-issue; (2) The expediency issue. With the moral issue I have already
-dealt. Most boys crib at school, but the public school man is straighter
-in business than the self-made man and the American. Nearly all men will
-boast in their clubs of the way they bamboozled 'old Moke,' of how they
-pinned up the rep. on the back of the boy in front, and of how they used
-to strip off the cover of the translation book and sew it round one of
-Dr. Giles's publications; but the man who has forced a young inventor
-into a hard contract remains silent. It is a matter that he prefers to
-keep to himself. I do not believe that cribbing saps the moral sense.
-
-The expediency issue is more complicated. And, on the surface, it does
-seem that the use of a crib is the very worst thing for a boy who hopes
-to win scholarships and fellowships. It is a short cut. He does not
-need to use his brain. His thinking is done for him. That is true, but
-there are points on the other side. He is set fifty lines of Virgil to
-prepare. If he comes into form next morning with those lines half learnt
-he will derive little benefit from the hour's lesson. The whole time he
-will be worrying at the sense. He will not be able to give his full
-attention to the points of grammar and history that will arise in the
-course of the hour. If, on the other hand, he is free from the anxiety
-of failure he is able to give his full attention to what is perhaps the
-more important part of the lesson. Also a boy remembers what he has
-worked out for himself; and a crib used intelligently provides just
-enough struggle to impinge the result of the effort on the memory. And
-the wise do use a crib intelligently. They not only want to know their
-'con' for the next day: they also wish to be able to remember it for the
-examination. They, therefore, read a sentence over first in the
-original. Some one wonders what a certain word means. The word is looked
-up. Then a shot is made at the sense, not a very serious shot perhaps,
-and speedy reference is made to the crib. The English is read out loud.
-'Now, how does he get that out of it?' some one asks. There is a minute
-of tussle and explanation--then all is clear. And the next sentence is
-read out loud.
-
-That is the way to use a crib. And if one has worked out for oneself,
-even if it be with the aid of a crib, the meaning of a long passage of
-Virgil, one remembers that passage. I have forgotten now nearly all my
-Greek and Latin, but I can still read currently and with pleasure the
-Eclogues, for which I used a crib. Whereas the memory of other books,
-through which I struggled honestly, but less successfully, has faded
-altogether. For the average member of the Sixth I believe the
-intelligent use of a crib is to be recommended. A greater number of
-lines could be prepared at one time, and there would be leisure for
-acquiring that knowledge that comes to us indirectly from the classics.
-Plato is a window through which we see the gymnasiums of Ancient Greece.
-But it will be shuttered for those to whom the struggle is ever with
-correct rendering and syntax.
-
-The real scholar, whose life will be spent largely with the classics,
-must avoid short cuts; he should glory in difficulties that will quicken
-his wits: he has his whole life before him. He does not have to pass, as
-the rest of us do, swiftly into a world of politics and business. And,
-indeed, the real scholar realises this. I can recall few instances in
-which a boy with a really fine brain has deadened his perceptions by the
-use of translations. The scholar, when he reaches the Sixth, and is no
-longer forced to write the proses and prepare the translations of his
-less clever comrades, prefers to work alone, if not in the company of
-boys who are equally brilliant.
-
-But the real scholar is the exception. This book is written for, and
-about, the average schoolboy. I know that in the matter of cribbing I
-am pleading a lost cause. Cribbing will always, of course, be a
-forbidden thing; therein lies its charm. But it is important that master
-and parents should realise in what light these questions appear to the
-boy. A boy is frequently misunderstood. He is accused of dishonesty. He
-resents the accusation, but he is unable to explain why his offence does
-not deserve so stern a label. He is tempted to lose heart, to console
-himself with the reflection that 'they don't understand,' and so further
-estrange himself from sympathy and mutual understanding. The boy stands
-before the house master and lets the wind of words flow over him. What
-use is it for him to attempt an explanation. If he argues his punishment
-will be increased. It is better to assume contrition; to say, 'Yes, sir,
-I hadn't seen it in that light before,' and to be more clever another
-time. It would be far more just were the master to regard cribbing as a
-boy regards it: as a game, to be punished effectively when discovered,
-but not to be associated with the welfare of the human spirit.
-
-If school authorities wish, however, to find a lasting cure they have in
-their own hands the remedy. They will not achieve their ends through
-increased vigilance; that will only make the boy more clever. They
-should make work more interesting. There is little cribbing in form
-where boys are interested in what they are learning. Boys are not
-anxious to learn what a master is not anxious to teach. Laziness begets
-laziness, and cribbing is a form of laziness.
-
-Systematic cribbing will not disappear till popular opinion regards as
-important success or failure in the class-room. Success at games is
-considered important; games are, in consequence played fairly. But, as
-popular opinion sets no value on school work, it does not seem to matter
-much what happens in school hours. Success in form needs to be brought
-into some sort of relationship with success at football. Athletic
-prowess will always, naturally, and perhaps rightly, be rated more
-highly than intellectual achievement. But that is no reason why
-intellectual achievement should be disparaged in the case of all save
-the brilliant few whose feats are received with a mild enthusiasm. At
-Sandhurst we used to have weekly examinations, and, as far as I
-remember, there was no cribbing at all in these exams. To a certain
-extent promotion depended on one's performance in them, and each G. C.
-was anxious to work out the problems for himself so as to be able to
-judge how much, or how little, progress he had made. This did not mean
-that we were more interested in topography than late cuts, but that we
-realised that, at this stage of our career proficiency in topography
-would be of service to us. I believe that a similar state of affairs
-would exist at a Public School were the social values to be readjusted.
-
-Cribbing, like so much else in public school life, is a side-shoot of
-athleticism.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-MORALITY AND THE ROMANTIC FRIENDSHIP
-
-
-It is at this period, also, of a boy's development that the moral
-question assumes a definite significance. There is no phase of school
-life that is more generally misunderstood and misrepresented, and there
-is no phase that a writer tackles with greater misgiving and
-disinclination. He is confronted with the barricaded prejudices of a
-vested interest, with the tremulous ignorance of mothers who seek to be
-deceived, with the conspiracy of silence that exists between boys,
-parents, and masters, and, last of all, with the wilful jealousy of the
-yellow press that is only too ready to decry the value of what it is
-pleased to call the 'trades union of snobbery.' There are times, indeed,
-when it seems better to acquiesce in that conspiracy of silence rather
-than to give those speculators in contention another opportunity of
-mud-slinging. There are times when it seems hopeless to attempt to
-explain the nature of public school morality to those who have not
-themselves been to a Public School. It is like looking at a
-stained-glass window from the outside. One reminds oneself that for many
-years, without, perhaps, any very disastrous results, we have muddled
-along in contented ignorance and self-deceit. Why not leave things
-where they are? Why stir up trouble? And yet the moral question is such
-an essential part of school life, it exercises such an influence on the
-development of the boy; indirectly it colours so considerably the
-attitude of the master to every other phase of school life, that it is
-impossible to omit all reference to it in a detailed study such as this,
-and, if it is impossible to avoid mention of it, it is fatal to content
-oneself, as one may very well do in a novel, with stray suggestions and
-inferences.
-
-A novel is an abstraction. One compresses into a few pages the action of
-several years, so that one has to suggest rather than to state. One can
-withhold one's own opinion, one is under no compunction to generalise
-from the incidents one selects. One is telling a story or interpreting a
-personality. Only rarely is one constructing a thesis. In a novel it is
-not difficult to deal with the moral question. Most good school stories
-have touched more or less indirectly on some side of it. Ivor Brown and
-Compton Mackenzie have both dealt subtly with an intricate relationship.
-Hugh Walpole, if less originally, faced the same situation more
-courageously, while Arnold Lunn in _Loose Ends_ has interpreted the boy
-as opposed to the official attitude to this issue with extreme
-effectiveness. The novelist is constrained to discuss only that part of
-the question that affects the action of the story. That is one of the
-great charms of story-telling: one can touch lightly without need of
-explanation on the most delicate situations. One can say only as much
-as one wants to say, and say it, what is more, obliquely. In a book such
-as this, however, one must deal with the subject thoroughly if at all.
-One must tackle every side of it. One is bound to follow one's thought
-through to the end. And that is a thing that no one cares to do in
-public. It was said of a certain intrepid Rugby player that he had not
-the brains to be afraid. It is certainly true that many soldiers lost
-their nerve after they had been once wounded, and that few soldiers were
-really frightened till they had seen what a shell could do; it may well
-be that at twenty-three one has not sufficient experience of the world
-to realise what risks one runs through honesty.
-
-The first difficulty, especially for those who, without having been to a
-Public School themselves, are the fathers of present or prospective
-public school boys, is to start investigations with a clear mind. This
-feat the majority never manage to accomplish. For the moral question in
-schools is concerned with the relationship of two members of the same
-sex. Now such a relationship is counted in the world at large an
-unmentionable and unforgivable sin. It is regarded with horror by the
-average man. It is a penal offence. The man who enters into such a
-relationship is abnormal, and, as such, is considered a menace to
-society. But the same standards are not applicable to school life.
-
-A man was intended by nature to marry at eighteen. The average villager,
-clerk, pit-boy, work-boy begins 'walking out' with a girl at the age of
-fifteen or sixteen; the public school boy has no such opportunities of
-courtship. Three hundred boys are spending three-quarters of their lives
-in a monastic world; from the beginning of the term to the end the only
-women to whom they have the opportunity of speaking are the matron and
-the house master's wife. They have never any chances of seeing girls of
-their own class and of their own age. At a particularly susceptible
-period, therefore, they have no natural object for their affections. The
-youngest boys are only thirteen, the eldest are between eighteen or
-nineteen.
-
-In such circumstances it would be surprising if there were no
-uncomfortable complications. The public school system is, in this
-respect, unnatural; one must expect unnatural results. The trouble is to
-discover what those results are. For, although people speak glibly
-enough of immorality in Public Schools, it is extremely doubtful whether
-they realise of what exactly that immorality consists.
-
-It is a convenient phrase, but beyond it there is the conspiracy of
-silence. Schoolmasters prefer to deal with straight issues. They dislike
-the subtleties of action and character which are of such charm to the
-psychologist. They like to say, 'This is an offence.' Finer shades of
-meaning trouble them. At least that is their official attitude. And so
-it has come to be generally accepted that public school morality
-resolves itself into one main issue: that is, the corruption of a small
-boy by a big one. To protect the new boy from this danger elaborate
-precautions are taken. It is on this point that a boy is given advice
-before he goes to school. He is warned never to make friends with boys
-bigger than himself; it is against this danger that the majority of
-school sermons are directed. And, of course, this is a very convenient
-attitude for the schoolmaster to adopt. The offence is obviously so
-grave that there can be no cause to withhold complete official
-condemnation; it is also so rare that the head master is able to assure
-prospective parents of the excellent tone of the school. For I am
-convinced that the deliberate seduction of a smaller boy is an extremely
-rare occurrence. There are, of course, certain houses--probably there is
-one at every school--in which a good-looking boy stands very little
-chance of remaining straight. But I have not been in such a house and I
-can speak with no authority. I have heard, certainly, some astonishing
-stories of what can be tolerated in a really bad house; but, second-hand
-reports, especially on such matters, can only be accepted with reserve.
-Certainly in the average house cases of corruption are very rare. Few
-boys have the nerve, the assurance, or the adroitness to attempt such a
-task. A man of twenty-five will set out deliberately to seduce a
-housemaid, but the schoolboy in such matters is a novice. If a senior
-boy is casually attracted by the appearance of a smaller boy, he asks a
-friend lower down in the house to make inquiries as to the morals of the
-small boy. If the 'go-between' discovers that the small boy is
-'straight,' the elder boy lets the matter fall from his mind. There are
-others who are not. If, on the other hand, the attraction is more than
-casual, the chances of seduction are even more remote. It is unlikely
-that the affection will be reciprocated. And, if a boy is really fond of
-another boy, the last thing he would wish would be to subject his friend
-to unwelcome advances. When a boy first falls in love with a girl the
-thought of sexual intimacy is, often, unattractive. It is only when his
-love is returned that he really desires it. It is fatal to confuse the
-processes of life at large with the processes of life in a monastic
-system. Because young men seduce young women with regrettable frequency,
-it is assumed that much the same sort of thing is happening at a Public
-School. And, parents believing this, are reassured; they are certain
-that their dear child when young will be strong enough to resist the
-passive temptation; they are equally certain that their dear child when
-nearly a man would not, for one moment, consider the possibility of
-active sin. And this amiable delusion schoolmasters encourage. It saves
-them a lot of trouble. They say one thing in public and another in
-private. But the Jekyll and Hyde business breeds confusion. They forget
-what they should believe and what they should not believe. They are
-agreed only on this: that any attempt at criticism, at explanation, at
-interpretation shall be counteracted with a concerted unanimity of
-opinion. They will deny hotly the prevalence of any such practices,
-they will make slighting references to the bad house in the bad school.
-They will complete their defence by asserting that for what faults there
-are the parents are alone responsible in that they had not sufficiently
-warned their sons of the evils of a Public School--evils, be it noted,
-that they had previously assured the parent did not exist outside the
-perverted imagination of the critic. And yet it is amazing what these
-same apologists will be prepared to believe about any institution other
-than their own.
-
-Six years ago Sandhurst had an extremely bad name. Every kind of debauch
-was rumoured to flourish there. Sobriety was only more unpopular than
-purity. The G. C.'s secreted whisky beneath their beds, and actresses
-within them. The glittering temptations of St Anthony allured the unwary
-in the tea-shops of Camberley. And I remember being shown, before I went
-there, a letter that had been sent to the parents of a prospective cadet
-by his head master. 'I hope,' the letter ran, 'that Arthur is aware of
-the temptations to which he will be subjected. Concupiscence seems to be
-the chief topic of conversation and the sole Sunday afternoon amusement
-of the cadets.' It all sounded fearfully exciting. But it proved very
-tame. Indeed I am inclined to think that, on the whole, fewer
-temptations presented themselves to me during the eight months I spent
-at Sandhurst than during any other period of my time in the army. A
-fellow could do what he liked. No pressure was put on him to drink or
-gamble, or pursue loose women. He was none the less respected for being
-straight, nor the more admired for being crooked. A community such as
-this which exerts pressure on the individual in neither direction, I
-should be prepared to call as moral as any that is likely to be found
-this side of heaven, yet this head master, who would, no doubt,
-repudiate hotly the least suggestion that immorality in his own school
-was anything but a spasmodic and occasional phenomenon, was ready to
-believe that Sandhurst was a cesspool of all the vices that flourished
-so gracefully in the days of Petronius Arbiter. In our investigations we
-are not likely to be helped far by schoolmasters. They are constrained
-by the laws of exchange and mart to vindicate the quality of their
-wares.
-
-It is generally assumed for the purposes of dialectic that there are two
-classes of persons: the normal and the abnormal, and that all normal
-people follow the same process of development from birth to death. To
-disprove this Havelock Ellis collected at the end of certain volumes of
-his psychology authenticated histories of men whose development he
-claimed to be normal, but whose histories were as different from one
-another as apples are from plums. In the face of such evidence it is
-dangerous to dogmatise on the gradual discovery of the sexual impulse by
-public school boys during adolescence. The most one can say is that the
-majority of them come to a Public School innocent and ignorant, and
-that they leave it certainly not ignorant and with a relative degree of
-innocence. This at least is sure--that between the years of thirteen and
-nineteen the impulse will have become powerfully defined and that each
-boy will have had to come to terms with its direction and control.
-
-Now the important point seems to me to be this: the sexual impulse is a
-force on the proper direction of which depends, to a large extent, the
-happiness of a man's life; and marriage is the course into which it
-should be directed. No one, I think, will deny that. We may talk of the
-liberation of the sexes, of greater facilities for divorce, of the right
-of each man and woman to repair a mistake caused by the first surprise
-of a newly-awakened instinct; but there can be no questioning the
-assertion that monogamy is the ideal, and that while nothing can be more
-wretched than an ill-harmonised relationship, in the lifelong devotion
-of man and woman is to be found the surest happiness. That is the
-standard by which public school morality should be judged. But it is not
-the standard by which it is officially, and indeed generally, judged. A
-Public School is only a phase, a prelude in the sexual development of a
-man. Head masters are inclined to mistake it for the completed rhythm.
-
-In the same way that the head master of a Preparatory School specially
-coaches a boy for a scholarship, not realising that what for him is the
-whole race is for the boy but a first lap, so the head master of a
-Public School regards the preservation of innocence between the years of
-13 and 19 as the entire battle. As far as I can make out this attitude
-is adopted by nearly every unscientific writer on the subject.
-
-If the matter ended there it would, of course, be simple. Rigid
-policemanship and supervision and a system of spies would probably be
-effective. They might stamp out impurity to a large extent; they would
-also destroy the discipline of independence, of trust and of authority
-that one learns at a Public School. The matter is far less simple. The
-public school system is unnatural. Through unnatural channels,
-therefore, a natural impulse has to flow into a natural course.
-
-Let us see, more or less, what happens.
-
-We have assumed that an ignorant and innocent boy arrives at his Public
-School at the age of thirteen, and, to simplify the matter further, we
-will assume that the boy is not particularly good-looking, and is not,
-therefore, likely to win the patronage of his seniors. For the first
-weeks everything is so strange that he lives in a world of his own
-fashioning. Later on, as he begins to enter the life of the school, he
-is puzzled by references to an offence the nature of which he does not
-understand. He hears some one described as being 'smutty.' He does not
-in any way connect this with the elaborate address that was delivered to
-him on the last day at his prep. Indeed I knew of a new boy who informed
-his parents on a postcard that a rather decent chap in his house had
-been nearly sacked for 'smut.' 'Is this,' he asked, 'anything serious?'
-He received in reply a reassuring letter telling him that he need not
-worry about such things just yet.
-
-It is the fashion nowadays to demand open discussion of all subjects;
-there must be no secrets. Parents are told that they are guilty of
-criminal negligence if they do not instruct their sons and daughters in
-the physiology of sex. And, no doubt, it will be maintained that at this
-point the father should have written his son a long letter explaining to
-him the nature of the temptation to which he would be exposed. That is
-the fashion nowadays. No doubt the Victorians suffered from an excessive
-reserve. We have gone to the other extreme. We are trying to reduce love
-to an exact science.
-
-On the whole, I suppose that the instruction of children by parents
-depends entirely on the individual case. But at such a time it would be
-very easy for the parents to become embarrassed and lose the boy's
-sympathy. The number of boys who learn from their parents more than a
-vague idea of motherhood is probably small. And at a Public School it is
-the physiology of fatherhood that occupies the boy's attention.
-
-We are given to understand that in the first place a boy must be
-corrupted by another boy. But this is not generally the case. A boy
-usually manages to corrupt himself. He has overheard the conversation of
-older boys, he has discussed different problems with his companions;
-the atmosphere of school life with its continual references to
-immorality in sermons and addresses, have made him precociously curious.
-He evolves for himself the practice of private immorality.
-
-A boy's knowledge of sex necessarily is very fragmentary, and on many
-points he is actually misinformed. He has a preposterous idea, for
-instance, of the effects that this habit will have upon his health.
-Syphilis is not more dangerous. His hair will drop out, he will go
-blind, his brain will soften. Probably he will go mad. Numerical
-considerations mean nothing to him: once a thief always a thief. The
-idea of restrained disorder does not occur to him. He suffers from the
-misery of an incommunicable grief. He is apart from his fellows. If he
-told them his secret, he thinks that they would despise him. He becomes
-morbidly introspective. He makes vows to break himself of the habit,
-fails, and despises himself. He begins to search for the symptoms of his
-approaching physical and intellectual collapse. If he makes a duck at
-cricket, misses a catch in a house game, or fails badly in his
-repetition, he tells himself that the process has begun. There are times
-when he wants to steal away by himself like an animal that is sick.
-There are others in which he wishes at all costs to mix with his
-companions, to take part in any rag that is afoot; to this cause can be
-invariably attributed the mingled rowdyism and moodiness of certain
-boys. The idea that such practices are physically injurious is
-encouraged by the master. It appears to him the most sure preventative.
-There are, indeed, occasions when masters are so misinformed that they
-actually believe in these terrible vengeances of the body. For
-schoolmasters who, of all people, ought to know most of hygiene and
-physiology, are, for the most part, woefully ignorant of them. It would
-be indeed interesting to discover what percentage of public school house
-masters have read any serious medical writing. They are only too willing
-to believe that such habits have the disastrous results they prophesy.
-And of course it has not, unless it is practised to excess and unless
-the subject is particularly feeble. It is foolish to throw lighted
-matches about the place, but the habit only becomes dangerous when the
-matches are flung on inflammable material.
-
-It so happens that the greater part of active immorality in schools
-takes place between boys of fifteen and sixteen; not, as is more
-frequently imagined, between junior and senior boys. Such relationships
-are usually of brief duration. They pass with the dawn of the romantic
-friendship. And it is here that I feel most acutely the difficulty of my
-task. It is almost impossible to explain to some one who has not been to
-a Public School the nature of one of these romantic friendships. In a
-book called _Pleasure_ I published a story dealing with such a
-friendship. The majority of old public school boys who read it seemed to
-like it. But none of the men who had not been to a Public School could
-make head or tail of it. They told me in their reviews of it that it
-was absurd, mawkish, and unhealthy. It may be so. It may be that I wrote
-the story badly. I can only repeat that old public school boys liked it.
-And indeed it is a difficult thing to explain. For what is a romantic
-friendship but the falling in love of one boy with another. Such a
-relationship seems preposterous. I can only repeat that the public
-school system is unnatural, and that one must expect unnatural results
-from it. What, after all, is to be expected?
-
-A boy of seventeen is passing through a highly romantic period. His
-emotions are searching for a focus. He is filled with wild, impossible
-loyalties. He longs to surrender himself to some lost cause. He hungers
-for adventures. On occasions he even goes so far as to express himself
-in verse, an indiscretion that he will never subsequently commit. And
-what focus does a Public School provide for this eager emotionalism?
-There are the fierce contests of the football field, but they are, when
-all is said and done, the business of life, the cause for his existence.
-They are an enthusiasm he shares with three hundred others. He longs for
-something more intimate, more personal; he is, in fact, in love with
-love; he does not see a girl of his own age, of his own class, from one
-end of the term to the other; it is in human nature to accept the second
-best.
-
-In this environment there is nothing unnatural about the attraction
-exercised by a small boy over an elder one. A small boy is the nearest
-approach possible to the feminine ideal. Indeed a small boy at a Public
-School has many of the characteristics that a man would hope and expect
-to find in a woman. He is small, weak, and stands in need of protection.
-He is remote as a woman is, in that he moves in a different circle of
-school life, with different friends, different troubles, different
-ambitions. He is an undiscovered country. The emotion experienced is
-genuine, and usually takes the elder boy by surprise. In a man's love
-for a woman there is often a degree of premeditation. A man looks at a
-woman and wonders if he could ever come to fall in love with her. As he
-walks homewards from her drawing-room he asks himself whether or not he
-is in love with her. He analyses his emotions; very often he persuades
-himself he is in love with her when in reality he is not. Either way he
-is prepared.
-
-But the schoolboy is taken off his guard. He has not realised it is
-possible that he should fall in love with another boy. He has no
-previous experience which will enable him to recognise the symptoms. He
-has heard older boys spoken of as being 'keen' on some one or other, but
-he has associated such an assertion with the references in sermons to
-the corruption of a young mind. He does not, therefore, know what is
-happening when he finds himself becoming increasingly interested in some
-quite small boy. He has noticed him playing a plucky game on the Lower
-and has congratulated him. They have happened to meet on the way up from
-hall and have walked across together to the studies. They have smiled
-when they passed each other as they changed from one class-room to
-another in break. The elder boy is surprised: he is still more surprised
-when he finds himself frequently walking into the smaller boy's study on
-no very necessary errand, to borrow a book he does not want or to return
-a book he has not borrowed; and that he should stop there to talk for an
-indefinite period. The day on which he has not seen or spoken to his
-small friend is empty for him. He does not understand his increasing
-wish for the company of an admittedly inferior person. But it is all
-very delightful. He is desperately anxious to appear in his best light.
-He makes strenuous, and often successful, efforts to abandon certain
-habits he had contracted. He may even work harder in form, and certainly
-he will make superhuman efforts on the football field, feeling that
-success will render him more attractive. He wonders what the small boy
-thinks of him, and persuades one whose social position lies midway
-between the two of them to make inquiries. The growing intimacy is a
-rich enchantment. He becomes curious, and, in a way, jealous of the life
-that his friend is leading; their standards, their environment, their
-friends are so different. He knows instinctively that one has more in
-common with one's contemporaries than with those who lie outside the
-circle of one's immediate interests, and this knowledge distresses him.
-There are times when he feels intensely miserable, others when he feels
-radiantly happy. At any rate he is living more intensely and less
-selfishly than he did before. He is on a distinctly higher plane of
-emotional tension.
-
-Indeed in its beginnings such a friendship is certainly good for the
-elder boy and probably for the younger one; at any rate there is the
-comfortable knowledge that he has an elder friend to whom he can turn
-for sympathy and advice; and he is protected thus from many of the
-dangers to which his good looks might otherwise expose him. The
-environment of school life does not allow, however, the friendship to
-retain its first freshness. It becomes conscious of itself. It is
-noticed by other members of the house: 'Hallo, Jones,' they say, 'seen
-anything of Morrison this morning?' Jones, being the elder, is
-embarrassed by what seems to him an accusation of weakness. Morrison is
-flattered to think that others have recognised and perhaps envied the
-patronage. Jones begins to make inquiries of his friends, and a series
-of confidences convinces him that he has reached the condition of being
-'keen' on Morrison. This conviction places his friendship on an entirely
-different and, to a certain extent, official basis. If he had been left
-alone it is not improbable that he would have made no such discovery. As
-Morrison would never have more than liked him, his feeling for the
-smaller boy would not have become defined. Their friendship would have
-remained in the strictest sense of the word, platonic. But so frail a
-flower could not hope to flourish for long in the rigid atmosphere of a
-Public School. Everything in a Public School has to conform to type;
-there are rules for the proper ordering of every situation. Friendship,
-like personality, has to pass through the mint.
-
-In order to follow the technique of such relationships, the official
-point of view towards them has to be understood. The house master on
-this point finds himself in extreme difficulty. And, indeed, there is no
-point on which schoolmasters as a whole waver quite so much. They
-realise, for the most part, that it is natural, if unfortunate, for boys
-to feel like this. At the same time they have to discountenance such
-friendships. Where actual misconduct is concerned, they think themselves
-to be on safe ground. And, as they believe that immorality in schools
-consists in the main of the corruption of small boys by big boys, they
-are able to speak with unrestrained violence against the majority of
-such friendships. They adjure their prefects to suppress at once the
-least sign of intimacy between a small and a big boy. They, themselves,
-watch carefully to see whether any of their seniors are evincing an
-interest in members of the day room. Every one in a school knows that a
-friendship between two boys of different positions will be viewed
-seriously by authority. A boy is given to understand that the romantic
-emotion he feels for a smaller boy is an emotion that is unworthy of him
-and of its object, and should consequently be suppressed. Such teaching
-is absolutely wrong. The emotions that a boy has for a smaller boy are
-as natural as those that he would feel for a girl were he not restrained
-by an unnatural system. It is wrong to make a boy say to himself: 'I
-ought not to feel like this.' Such teaching is responsible for many of
-the mistakes that a boy will make when he becomes a man; it arbitrarily
-defines the form which the romantic friendship takes.
-
-A boy is surprised by a new, delightful, interesting emotion. He feels
-strangely happy. Under its inspiration he works better and plays his
-games harder. He is told it is wrong to feel as he is feeling. But that
-he cannot believe. The emotions that are condemned in the pulpit and in
-confirmation addresses must in their essentials be different from those
-that he is feeling. That must be lust, the mere desire for sensation.
-This, on the other hand, is love. And so the public school boy of
-sixteen makes the discovery that love is in its highest form unphysical.
-The truth of this intuition is established for him by public opinion and
-by the course of his own experience.
-
-The slightest suggestion of indecent conduct between the big and the
-small boy is regarded by boys as well as masters as the unforgivable
-offence.
-
-It is hard to know exactly how important a part these friendships play
-in the life of a boy. It has often been said that the novelist falsifies
-life by writing too much about love, that except at certain periods of a
-man's life love occupies only a small part of his attention; he is
-caught up by other interests. This argument, however, is no sounder than
-the objection raised by an old lady against the number of nudes
-displayed at the Paris Salon. 'It's so absurd,' she said, 'one-half of
-these portraits are nudes, and think how small a part of our life we
-spend without any clothes on.' A beautiful woman is most beautiful when
-she is naked, and a man's life is most interesting when he is in love.
-The condensation and indeed the actual elimination of whole periods must
-in a novel always falsify life for those who demand a direct
-transcription of it. If you were to record one average day of a man's
-life on gramophone and cinema and exhibit the result at the Alhambra you
-would empty the theatre in an hour. A story-teller recounts only what is
-of interest. He is a good or a bad story-teller according to the degree
-of his ability to discern what is, and what is not, of interest. He
-merely indicates the passage of the unimportant.
-
-The man, therefore, who draws direct conclusions from a school story,
-would imagine that a schoolboy spends his entire time in form ragging
-masters, and, when not ragging, in cribbing, and that the rest of his
-time is divided between the fierce rivalries of the football field and
-the intrigues of romantic friendships. Such, it is needless to say, is
-not the case. The story-teller has only written of what seemed to him to
-be of interest. He has omitted, and he has expected his reader to
-realise out of his own experience that he has omitted, the long,
-tedious hours of good behaviour, the ordered harmony of routine.
-
-The romantic friendship has a modest place in the schoolboy's scale of
-values, but its nature is curious enough. It has the great charm of the
-forbidden. It is mixed with fear. Even after the first interest has
-waned, its setting makes it a delightful toy that no one would willingly
-throw away. It is the flavouring to the routine. There is usually a 'go
-between' who carries messages from one to the other. And the glance
-across a table stating that the intermediary has something of interest
-to disclose is one of the exciting moments of the day, as exciting as
-the post is to a recluse or the arrival of rations to a soldier. There
-are jealousies and intrigues. There is the interchange of notes--the joy
-of a secret. There are carefully arranged appointments. On Sundays there
-will be meetings in some prearranged point outside the town, at which
-each will arrive by a different route, and they will sit in a wood and
-talk till the afternoon has waned and the chiming of the abbey clock
-warns them that roll-call is imminent. It is not surprising that such an
-adventure should appeal irresistibly to a schoolboy. When such a
-friendship is ended either by the appearance of a rival, or more
-frequently through the inclination of the smaller boy, who has risen in
-the school and feels that such a position is beneath his dignity, the
-elder boy feels an immense gap in his life. The immediate sense of
-anticipation has gone. There is nothing particular to which he may look
-forward. He is bored. Often he drifts into such another friendship out
-of loneliness.
-
-Authority adopts towards these friendships a wavering attitude. It
-realises that such a friendship does not necessarily imply the least
-indecency, that it often, on the other hand, has a very salubrious
-effect on the elder boy, but it still is vividly aware of the danger.
-Suppose something went wrong; suppose there was a grave scandal, on
-whose shoulders would the responsibility rest. We can well imagine a
-resentful father asking a head master why, if he was aware of the
-existence of such a friendship, he did not take immediate steps to stop
-it. 'You knew about this,' he would say, 'while my son was still
-innocent: why did you not protect him? Why should you knowingly subject
-him to such a risk?' The head master has always to be thinking of what a
-boy's parents will say.
-
-It is difficult for him to work on the plan of 'circumstances alter
-cases.' He would thus lay himself open to the accusation of favouritism.
-'You didn't stop Cartright and Evans, sir,' is a weapon for which a
-master has no shield. There is usually a compromise.[5]
-
-The attitude of authority is one of nervous hesitance. The schoolboy,
-as in all other cases, evolves his own standards from his own life. It
-remains to be seen what are the actual effects on the partners in a
-relationship that must have a large influence on their subsequent
-development.
-
-The first objection raised by authority is that it is very bad for a
-small boy to be petted and treated like a girl. And such is an undoubted
-fact. The small boy who is taken up by a 'blood' makes a very good thing
-out of it. He gets first-hand information on a number of disputed
-points. He knows two or three hours before any one else in the day room
-who is going to be given his house cap and who his seconds. He has a
-position among his contemporaries. Favours are sought through him. His
-friends get leave off house runs and are allowed to watch First Eleven
-matches when others have to attend pick ups. He is immune from the
-assaults of the swash-bucklers, for no one would willingly run the risk
-of making himself unpopular with the bloods. He gets his 'con' done for
-him, and, after football, he will sit in front of a warm study fire. He
-has many privileges, and, of course, it is very bad for him.
-
-How far the effects last into manhood I cannot say with any degree of
-certainty. I am inclined to think that they pass more quickly than is
-popularly imagined. But the small boy who is taken up by his seniors
-gets very little out of his schooldays. If he gets taken up by a 'blood'
-he has a fairly good time while that blood is still at school. But it is
-by no means certain that he will be taken up by a blood, and he may very
-likely find himself an object of fierce jealousy between two fellows in
-the Middle School, both of whom he likes, but for neither of whom he
-feels any strong attachment. Neither of them is sufficiently important
-to claim a monopoly. Between them they contrive to make his life
-wretched for him. They worry him with notes and with pleas for an
-appointment. Each tries to persuade him to have nothing to do with the
-other. The whole of his spare time is divided between them. And the
-small boy who is unable to see why he should not choose what friends he
-likes, grows more and more impatient. At the end of a term's wrangling
-he decides to speak to neither of them again.
-
-But the life even of the favoured-of-the-mighty has its disadvantages.
-The hours that he spends in the day room are numbered, so that he makes
-few friends among his contemporaries. The majority of them dislike him;
-nearly all of them are jealous and distrust him. They are afraid to say
-things in his presence for fear that they will be repeated. His only
-friends are those who hope to be able to gain some advantages from him.
-His life is made none too comfortable in the dormitory. He is accepted
-as being in a higher social position than the rest of the room, which
-is, of course, flattering to his pride; but it is not nice when every
-occupant of the room only speaks when he is spoken to. He feels himself
-apart. The evenings in the dormitory which, with their sing-songs, their
-football matches, and long talks, provide such delightful material for
-reminiscence, are for him cheerless. It cannot be too often repeated
-that the biggest mistake a boy can make at a Public School is to form
-friendships outside the circle of his contemporaries.
-
-The good-looking boy makes friends so easily among his seniors, and the
-successful athlete can, if he wants, after a year or two choose his
-friends among boys who have been at school a couple of years longer than
-he has. It is very exciting for a boy to feel that he is outstripping
-his contemporaries, to be able to nod to fellows in the Fifteen and
-Eleven, but, in the long run, it does not pay. The big man leaves, and
-the social aspirant is left stranded. I have seen it happen so many
-times. One term a boy seems to be surrounded with friends. His life is a
-continual course of tea parties and suppers. An arm always lies through
-his as he walks down to the field, or to the tuck shop. And then,
-suddenly, a generation passes; he is left an anachronism without his
-friends. His contemporaries do not welcome him. They have made their own
-friends. If he has reached his prominence as an athlete he will be able
-to make friends in other houses, and, before long, in his own house. To
-the athlete everything is forgiven. But the boy who has become the
-associate of bloods not through any quality of his own, but merely
-because he is good-looking, never makes friends with his contemporaries.
-They have been jealous of him and have distrusted him a long time. There
-was a time when they longed for the big boy to go, so that they could
-'jolly well boot the little swine.' But members of the Sixth Form table
-consider it beneath their dignity to indulge emotions that are the
-exclusive property of fags. They remain coldly distant. It may be that
-for the favoured small boy these years of loneliness adjust the balance
-and teach him those lessons of fortitude and independence that he should
-have learnt in the day room. But it is an unhappy time. He can hardly
-look back on his schooldays without regret. He would wish things had
-turned out otherwise. And it is not thus that we should look back on our
-schooldays. Certainly I could wish nothing worse for any friend of mine
-than to be taken up as a small boy.
-
-There remains to be considered the effect that such friendships have on
-the elder boy. And it is generally conceded that though they may on
-occasions do harm to the smaller boy, they usually prove of benefit to
-the elder boy. Authority confines its objection to the secrecy that is
-involved. An eyebrow is raised at the interchange of notes and the
-carefully arranged Sunday afternoon walks. 'This is bad, this is bad,'
-says Authority. 'There would be no need for all this secrecy if the
-thing were honest and straightforward. They are both ashamed of
-themselves really. They wish to hide the thing away from their masters
-and their comrades. It is a bad thing for a boy, the harbouring of a
-secret. It will prey upon his mind. He will be forced to lie within
-himself. He will be unable to look us squarely in the face. He will
-never be free from worry.' Now all this about the subtle poison of a
-secret life is very true (though it is a fact seldom taken into account
-in the question of self abuse), but it is not at all applicable to the
-romantic friendship. The secret is an open secret. Neither party is
-ashamed of it. And the pretence of a secret is little more than part of
-a delightful game. A child in a nursery lays a deck chair on the blue
-carpet and imagines he is sailing the high seas in a schooner, while
-with a poker to his shoulder he shoots an albatross for breakfast.
-Twelve years later he signs notes with a false name, rolls them into a
-pellet, conveys them to a messenger and imagines he is a diplomat. The
-sending of notes is nothing but a game. Otherwise no one would write
-them, carry them, nor read them: for they are most unnecessary, and most
-dangerous. People will drop them in the cloisters, or put them in their
-waistcoat pockets and then leave their waistcoats in the matron's room
-to have a button sewn on them. The writing of notes has upset more
-careers than the rustling of silk or the creaking of shoes. And yet
-they will always be written, for they are a prelude to adventure.
-
-Moreover, a certain measure of secrecy is prudent. If you have stolen a
-man's greatcoat you do not call at his house next day wearing it; and
-the schoolboy sees no reason why he should parade his affection before
-his head master's study window. Only the ass courts trouble. Prefects
-who are well aware of the existence of such a friendship do not wish to
-have their attention called to it officially. There are things they
-prefer not to notice. If a member of the Eleven and a new boy started
-out together for a walk under the shade of the school buildings the
-heads of their houses would reluctantly feel themselves forced to take
-some sort of action. They would be extremely annoyed with the school
-slow bowler for his lack of tact. A prefect is usually on the side of
-the house.
-
-Masters, however, are pleased to imagine that a pact has been signed
-between the schoolboy and themselves which binds the schoolboy to
-confess to any fault he may have committed, and to answer any leading
-questions that may be put to him. The schoolboy does not look on things
-in this light. He knows that there is no such agreement. There are
-certain things he wants to do, the doing of which, if known, will render
-him liable to punishment. When the wish to do these overrides the fear
-of punishment he takes all reasonable precautions to avoid detection,
-and proceeds to break the inconvenient rule. It is up to the master to
-find him out. If the master came down to the dining-hall one evening
-and said: 'Now, look here, there have been complaints that some fellows,
-I don't say you, but fellows in the school, have been getting out at
-night and going down to the Eversham Arms. If any one of you here has
-been getting out at night, I want him to come to my study afterwards and
-tell me.' If a house master were to do that, the guilty one would not
-feel himself under the least compunction to own up. He has run a big
-risk in getting out of the boothole window at half-past eleven. It was
-up to the master to catch him then.
-
-If a form master were to call a member of his form aside and say to him:
-'Jones, last term you were bottom of the form; this term you have
-reached single figures. Last term you had to write me a hundred lines
-nearly every time I put you on to construe; this term you have not
-failed once. I cannot understand it. Are you working honestly?' Jones
-would reply: 'Yes, sir.' He would not feel that he was telling a lie. He
-would feel, on the other hand, that his form master had taken an unfair
-advantage of him in putting him a leading question. No one thinks a
-murderer lies because he says, 'Not guilty, my lord.' It is the law of
-England that the Crown has to prove the defendant guilty. A schoolboy
-considers himself entitled to the same rights as the murderer and the
-thief. A master has to find him out. And it is quite absurd to say that
-a boy's soul is going to suffer because of the secrecy he imposes on
-himself in the course of a romantic friendship. There are a lot of
-things that a boy is not anxious that his house master should know, and
-of which no one could expect him to be ashamed. To smuggle into the
-dormitory a chicken, a loaf of bread, and a pound of cheese in
-preparation for a midnight feast is a natural and, according to one's
-point of view, a worthy act; but it is not a performance the success of
-which one would be in a hurry to confide in one's house master. When a
-schoolboy deceives a master he does not feel he is deceiving an
-individual, but an impersonal body. In the same way do we call the
-grocer's attention to the omission of a pound of butter on our weekly
-books, but skilfully conceal from the income-tax assessor a number of
-interesting facts. A lie is hardly a lie if the person telling it does
-not consider it so. We may dismiss altogether the assertion that
-romantic friendships are bad because they entail secrecy.
-
-If, then, the objection of secrecy is to be discounted, it would at
-first sight appear that for the elder boy these friendships are, on the
-whole, good things. The emotion experienced is a noble one; it is
-unselfish, it makes considerable demands on the patience and
-self-control of the subject; it encourages the bigger boy to work hard
-and play his games harder; it protects him from many of the dangers of
-school life, and yet I believe that its results are, in the long run,
-more serious for the elder than for the younger boy.
-
-It is the worst possible prelude to the sexual life of a man. It sends
-a boy into the world with an entirely false view of the normal sexual
-relations of men and women; it is a hindrance to him in marriage. A boy
-of sixteen experiences for a younger boy the emotion that he would
-naturally at such a period feel for a girl of his own age. He is
-surprised into a new relationship, and he is told that the relationship
-can only remain worthy of him as long as it remains platonic. Sexual
-emotion is, he is given to understand, unclean. During adolescence he
-will be subjected to a force that he must, at all costs, resist. That is
-the official attitude, and it is the attitude of nearly every
-unscientific writer on the subject. A schoolmaster considers the moral
-question from the point of view of the policeman. 'Here,' he says, 'is
-something that must be suppressed.' Various writers suggest various
-remedies. The popular idea is to sublimate the passions, to provide
-another focus. Schoolmasters usually select the focus that is most near
-to the boy's interests: namely, athletics. They encourage the athletic
-worship, because a boy who really wishes to excel in this will not run
-the risk of losing his proficiency by weakening practices. This panacea
-has not worked too well, and the band of earnest idealists has begun to
-clamour for a more spiritual focus: poetry, art, religion. Which is all
-very jolly, but gets us no nearer to solving the main problem of how a
-natural force is to be directed through an unnatural channel into a
-natural one. It is no sort of use to place a lump of granite in front
-of the unnatural channel and say: 'This is forbidden.' The stream will
-only select another course, and very likely one that will not lead it to
-the natural waters.
-
-It is, I admit, an extremely difficult question, but that does not alter
-the fact that it is being treated in an entirely wrong manner. The boy
-is told that sexual emotion is wrong; he assumes, therefore, that love
-to be truly love must be sexless. He draws fine distinctions between
-love and lust. A decent fellow, he says, would never want to do anything
-like that with some one for whom he really cared. And nothing happens in
-the course of his romantic friendship to make him reconsider this
-opinion. It is probable that his affection will not be returned; and,
-indeed, why should it be? Under such circumstances it is natural that a
-big boy should be attracted by a smaller boy because the smaller boy is
-the nearest approach to the feminine ideal. It would be quite unnatural
-for a small boy to be attracted by a bigger boy who would be to him as
-far as possible removed from femininity. The small boy likes the elder
-boy, is grateful for his kindness to him, is perhaps even mildly fond of
-him; nothing more. As, therefore, there is no response to the elder boy,
-it is impossible for the natural rhythm of mutually felt emotion to
-carry them out of the reach of conventional standards, and the
-friendship is too sacred to the elder boy to allow passage to the itch
-of sensation; while the small boy, even if he happened to be casual
-among his contemporaries on such matters, would be restrained by the
-shyness that he must always feel in the presence of a senior boy and by
-the inevitable embarrassment at finding himself the object of an emotion
-he does not understand.
-
-Nothing happens, therefore, to disabuse the conviction that love in its
-purest form is sexless. As a boy is, however, on the whole an amoral
-creature, he sees no reason why he should not misconduct himself with a
-person for whom he has no respect. He is not sullying a fine romance. It
-is a different thing altogether; this is a thing of sensation. A
-bachelor refrains from prostitutes more often through fear of illness
-than through reverence for a moral code. There is at school a type that
-corresponds to the prostitute from whom boys refrain, when they do
-refrain, for many mixed reasons, of which fear of expulsion is generally
-not one. Boys are not afraid of punishments, nor do they think that a
-punishable offence is necessarily a moral offence. That point must
-always be kept in mind. Punishments to a boy's mind are part of the game
-that is played between him and authority. The boy has his own scale of
-values. He would think an immoral act highly reprehensible if he were at
-the time engaged in a romantic friendship, but he could square his
-conscience to it if he happened to be emotionally free.
-
-The reasons why a boy commits an immoral act are so many and so complex
-that inquiry into them for the purpose of a generalisation is
-unprofitable. It may be that he has had a quarrel with his small friend,
-it may be that he is bored, or that he is curious; he may think it the
-'blood' thing to do. If he is literary he may be in search of some
-equivalent for the emotional reactions of decadent poetry. The
-confessions that a boy makes himself must always be accepted with
-reserve. The confessional is a subtle form of flattery. It titillates
-the egotism; it is a self-indulgence. Madame Bovary used to invent small
-crimes because she enjoyed the romantic atmosphere of the confessional,
-and though most schoolboys would stand in no need of such invention,
-they create the most ingenious setting for their offences. They feel
-what they want to feel. They have derived emotion at second hand from
-some book, or the confidence of an elder brother; they want to make
-themselves believe that they are interesting. The most trivial affair is
-embellished with a wealth of motive that would have delighted Henry
-James. Sometimes they lie quite conscientiously.
-
-A boy was once asked by his house master whether he felt that
-confirmation had been of any assistance to him. It had not, but the boy
-felt that it was up to him to pretend that it had. The house master
-obviously expected it; it was a social decency, on a par with the
-assurance to a hostess that one had spent a most delightful evening. The
-boy was inclined to think that he swore less than he had done. The
-master's interest was aroused. Where had he learnt to swear? The boy
-had, of course, acquired this knowledge in the day room. He realised,
-however, that this was one of the things that one did not confess. He
-said he had learnt it from some navvies in the holidays. More questions
-were asked. 'Oh, yes,' the boy said, 'My people allow me to do more or
-less what I like. I wander all over the place.' It was quite untrue, but
-it confirmed the house master in his belief that all the faults of a
-Public School could be attributed to the ignorance and foolishness of
-parents. He developed the idea in a letter which he contributed to a
-well-known weekly.
-
-It is never safe to generalise from a boy's confession, and house
-masters would do well in such cases to base their conclusions on their
-own experience and on their previous knowledge of the boy's character.
-In their investigations, however, of the moral question, there is one
-motive that they can almost certainly rule out: the motive of strong
-personal attraction. Such an act would be opposed to the ethics of
-school society, and a boy only rarely does what he, himself, feels to be
-wrong.
-
-He is inclined to enter a world of women with the idea that the sexual
-impulse can only be gratified with a woman he does not love. He realises
-that in marriage it is necessary for the procreation of children. But he
-regards it chiefly from his point of view as a 'remedy against sin,' and
-on the woman's part an act of gracious compliance. It is thus that a man
-comes to divide women into classes: one's sisters' friends, and the
-rest. There is little need to elaborate the results of such an
-attitude. The subject has been discussed exhaustively. On this rock many
-marriages have been shipwrecked. It can do little in cases of strong
-mutual feeling. Passion harmonises all things; the rhythm of love takes
-its own course. But where the woman has not been deeply moved before
-marriage, where she knows her future husband only slightly, and is timid
-in his presence, then the preconceived formula of the 'pure girl' will
-achieve havoc. The woman will sink herself in motherhood, and the man
-will seek elsewhere diversion. A cynic has remarked that the man who
-marries a girl because she appeals to his higher nature will spend the
-rest of his life among those who appeal to his lower nature. And, like
-all epigrams, that remark presents a facet of the truth. It is now
-generally accepted that there is no more dangerous heresy than the idea
-that one does not 'feel like that about a decent girl.' Much has been
-written on the subject. But the causes of the heresy have not been
-sufficiently investigated. It is said, 'Boys are badly brought up.'
-Children, we are told, should be brought to regard their bodies as
-temples, and there the matter is left.
-
-But this heresy is, I am certain, very largely the natural result of the
-public school system. It is confined to the upper and upper-middle
-classes, to those, that is, who have been to Public Schools. The collier
-and the peasant have no such fanciful illusions. Divorce must naturally
-be more common in circles where men and women have leisure to indulge
-their emotions, where temptations are frequent, where the imagination is
-most vivid, the longing for the unattainable most acute. But, even so,
-any student of character cannot but feel that the married lives of
-public school men are less happy than those of the lower classes.
-
-All through the discussion of this delicate subject I have used marriage
-as the norm. It includes all other considerations. There are those who
-are shocked to learn of the existence of immorality in Public Schools,
-and the socialist press is only too ready for an opportunity of slinging
-mud at the object of its envy. But, however a boy is brought up, it is
-unlikely that he would pass unscathed through adolescence. Curiosity is
-as irresistible as fear. It is the power of the unknown. The moral
-offences of a public school boy are disgusting enough, but because they
-are so entirely physical they have little lasting effect on him. They
-play indeed a very casual part in his life. Nothing is at stake. The
-romantic friendship, on the other hand, is the dawn of love; it is a
-delicate and deep emotion; it is the most exciting thing that up to then
-has happened to a boy; it touches his senses and his soul. And, because
-he experiences this emotion for the first time in an unnatural
-environment, his natural reaction is misdirected and misinformed. It is
-important that we should find some remedy.
-
-FOOTNOTE:
-
-[5] It may here be mentioned that in girls' schools such friendships
-would seem to be common, and no great objection taken to them. Unnatural
-vice between women is not, of course, a criminal offence. Its existence
-is not widely recognised. And it has never been treated very seriously
-by men. But it was surprising to read a few months ago in a leading
-London newspaper an article on 'schoolgirls,' which accepted such
-friendships among girls as an amusing topic for popular journalism. The
-editor would probably have had a fit if a similar article on romantic
-friendships in Public Schools had been submitted to him. The attitude of
-the man who has not been to a Public School to this side of school life
-is a mixture of ignorance and astonished horror.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE MIDDLE YEARS
-
-
-Desmond Coke has described in _The Bending of a Twig_, the middle years
-of a public school career as being slow to pass, but swift in
-retrospect. He devoted two chapters to them--'See-saw down' and 'See-saw
-up.' And those chapter headings convey more clearly than a long analysis
-the nature of that period. To begin with it is 'See-saw down.' The boy
-is confused with his new-found liberty; the future stretches endlessly
-before him. There is plenty of time. There is no need for hurry. And so
-he rags and wastes his time and makes, on the whole, a pretty general
-nuisance of himself. His house reports are worse at the end of every
-term. His parents grow worried; they remember the bright promise of that
-first term: the prize, the promotion, the glowing panegyric. The arrival
-of the blue envelope during the second week of the holidays is the
-occasion of considerable domestic stress. On such a morning one
-remembers that one has promised to spend the day with a friend at
-Richmond.
-
-And then suddenly, when the revel is at its height, some chance incident
-or conversation forces a boy to realise that he has not so much time as
-he had thought, that the weeks are passing, that, already, the end has
-drawn close to him. Clifford Bax, in one of his many beautiful poems,
-has described a man's first appreciation of the approach of age.
-
-
- 'There is a certain mid-way hour in life
- Which startles every man, when the tide turns
- And, wave on wave, we hear death coming on.'
-
-
-In the same way the boy discovers that the half of his schooldays are at
-an end, that he has put them to little use. And, as the temporal quality
-of life drives the epicurean to gather with what eager haste he may,
-flowers that for him will soon have blossomed, the sense of passing days
-defines and directs for the schoolboy the course of ambition. It is
-perhaps the first moment of conscious thought, of objective reasoning.
-The days of unreflecting action are at an end. He is no longer a child
-playing in a nursery. He is a man, subject to the laws of time and
-space, a mortal man aware of his mortality.
-
-Now this sudden change, which partakes of the nature of a conversion,
-owes its existence, as often as not, to some perfectly trivial
-occurrence. The stage is not set appropriately. There is no long heart
-to heart talk with a schoolmaster, a parent, or a friend at the end of
-which the boy leaps to his feet, claps his hand to his forehead, and
-exclaims: 'I see the evil of my ways.' Such dramatic moments, I suppose,
-take place occasionally, but they are the exception. The boy has
-reached that stage of his development when the idea of time can become
-an actuality to him, and some quite casual incident will bring this
-actuality before him.
-
-It is possible, of course, that this reformation may be effected by a
-conversation. But it will be an unrehearsed effect. One is walking down
-to hall, and, through the open door of the changing room overhears some
-uncomplimentary statement of one's worth. The statement need not be made
-by a particular friend. Indeed, it will probably be more effective if it
-is not. We accept with composure the criticisms of our friends, our
-relatives, our enemies. Wherever there is an intimate relationship there
-is friction. We know that, at times, we must be intensely annoying to
-our friends, because they are at times so intensely annoying to
-ourselves. Little tricks, traits of character, intonations of the voice
-that we should hardly notice in those to whom we are indifferent,
-exasperate us in those for whom we care. We expect our friends at times
-to say nasty things about us. We are too conscious of our own
-delinquencies. But impersonal criticism is unpleasant; it is like an
-unfavourable review that is unsigned. If we cannot reassure ourselves
-with the knowledge that our assailant is either jealous of us or
-dislikes us, or thinks we pay too many attentions to his wife; if, that
-is to say, we can detect in this criticism no ulterior motive, but
-simply a dispassionate impersonal disapproval of ourselves and of our
-work, then we do indeed feel that the need for drastic self-criticism
-is immediate.
-
-When, therefore, Jones on his way down to hall overhears Ferguson, who
-is in another form, who has never been brought into contact with him,
-who has no possible reason for feeling envious or jealous, remark that
-Jones is the sort of fellow whom the house could get on very well
-without, he goes quickly to his study and communes with himself.
-
-At the beginning of my third year at school, when I was very happy, very
-light-hearted, very boisterous, and, I suppose, rather obnoxious
-generally, I was standing at the counter of the tuck shop waiting to be
-served with a poached egg and a sausage. I experienced considerable
-difficulty in catching the eye of the waitress, and for the better
-announcing of my presence I took a knife out of the basket and beat it
-upon the zinc covering of the counter. The waitress, who was harassed by
-the number of orders, turned round impatiently: 'Oh, do be quiet, Mr.
-Waugh,' she said, 'I don't know what's come over you lately. You used to
-be such a nice quiet boy when you first came.' Several people laughed,
-but her remark was a shock to me. I had not the slightest romantic
-interest in her. I did not care greatly what opinion she held of my
-moral worth, but I had not before realised that it was possible for a
-change of which I was myself ignorant to take place within me, that a
-process of degeneration could take its slow effect, altering me in the
-eyes of others, leaving me unaltered in my own, that, like rust on
-iron, environment could corrode temperament. That chance remark had a
-most profound effect on me. It gave me a sudden insight into the secret
-forces that lie under the surface of life. I do not know whether from
-the outside I appeared afterwards a different person. One cannot focus
-the impression one has of oneself and the impression one makes on
-others. But to myself I know that I was different. And some such
-revelation invariably comes to a boy during his period of school life.
-
-In novels and stories we attribute it to some emotional crisis. The
-reason of the change is less important than that there should be change,
-and that the reader should be able to realise that for such a change
-there was a reason. But, actually, the reason is usually trivial enough.
-It may be that a boy's pride has been rebuffed; some one has got a house
-cap before him. He begins to reassure himself with the old dope: 'There
-is plenty of time. It doesn't matter. I'll catch him later on.' But for
-once the old dope does not work. He realises with a shock that there is
-less time than he had thought. He has allowed his rival to get too far
-ahead. A house cap is only two stages distant from a first. He may not
-have time to catch him up. In the light of the discovery he revises his
-whole career. He asks himself whither he is drifting. He sees that he
-has passed beyond the stage of a vague promise into one of definite
-rivalry and achievement.
-
-The prospects of the beginner are always golden. His wares are not yet
-for sale in the open market. He has not entered into competition with
-his contemporaries. A young professional makes a century during his
-first month of first-class cricket and is immediately the object of
-generous enthusiasm. The reporter can write of him as ecstatically as he
-will. The professional has not yet reached representative cricket. At
-school a slow left-hand bowler takes eight wickets for twenty-seven in a
-house match. He is spoken of at once as the coming man. For another
-season he will continue to take wickets in house matches to the delight
-of every one. Then he will enter the lists of representative cricket. He
-will play on uppers, and it will have to be decided, not whether he is a
-good slow left-hand bowler, but whether he is better than Evans in
-Buller's, and Morrison in Wilkes's. It is so easy to say of a boy of
-fifteen: 'Some day he will be captain of the house.' We can all of us
-exclaim at the beginning of a Marathon: 'What a beautiful runner that
-fellow is.' It is after ten miles have been run and the runners have
-sorted themselves out that the real race begins. It is the appreciation
-of this moment that ends the 'see-saw down' period and sees the start of
-the 'see-saw up.'
-
-It must not be imagined, however, that this process of see-saw up
-involves a complete moral, spiritual, and intellectual reformation; it
-sometimes does; more usually it means that the schoolboy looks at the
-same life from a different angle. His standards, his scale of values
-remain unaltered. He feels that he has not adjusted himself properly to
-their demands. He has been making an ass of himself: he has been ragging
-about, he has allowed opportunities to slip past him. 'It won't do,' he
-tells himself. 'I must stop all this. I must settle down.'
-
-Such a resolution involves, to a certain extent, an appreciation of
-imminent responsibilities; a boy realises that a series of desperate
-escapades will prejudice his prospects of prefectship; it often results
-in the exchange of a positive for a negative manner of life. The Sixth
-Former, the potential scholar of Balliol, is spurred by such an
-experience to really hard work. For him a turning-point has been
-reached. It is different, however, for the second eleven colour who has
-reached the Lower Fifth after three years of spasmodic cribbing. He has
-been in the past a free-lance, an irresponsible ragster. He decides that
-the time has come for him to settle down. If the Lower Fifth is, as it
-often is, a comfortable backwater, he is content to rest there. He sits
-on a back bench, and plays an occasional part in the life of the form.
-While he was a ragster he had to work. A well-prepared lesson was his
-armour. Now that he no longer rags he need no longer work; he is content
-to be inoffensive, agreeable, somnolent. He considers that between
-himself and his form master there is an unwritten pact by which each
-agrees to leave the other alone. It is as though he said: 'Your time,
-Mr. Featherbrain, is fully occupied between the ragsters and the
-industrious. You have to keep a constant watch upon the ragster. You
-have to teach the industrious. That is a whole-time job. Why worry about
-me? You need not keep a watch upon me. It is agreed that I shall do no
-ragging. And why try to teach me anything. Your energies are wasted upon
-me. I don't want to learn anything. You may lead a horse to the water,
-you know. Why worry yourself and me! There are all those other fellows
-who want to learn.' And the master, usually, signs the contract. He is a
-busy man. The temptation is very great. He excuses himself in the common
-room by speaking of 'fellows like dear old Thomas; good-natured chaps,
-but with absolutely no brains. Latin and Greek are flung away on them.
-But they'll make fine empire builders.' And so the boy who has settled
-down spends the greater part of his day wool-gathering in vacuous
-laziness. To nothing that happens between chapel and lunch can he bring
-the least enthusiasm. His thoughts are fixed on the more thrilling
-encounters of the football field. His whole life, indeed, is centred on
-sport, and on the most entertaining methods he can discover for the
-better employing of his spare time. All his energy, all his enthusiasm,
-is concentrated into one, or perhaps two, focuses. It is not surprising
-that he should become tolerably proficient at games and a source of
-moral anxiety to prefects and house masters.
-
-Is the pursuit of athletic success a sufficiently engrossing occupation
-for such a boy? That is the question that a house master unconsciously
-puts to himself. He must put it to himself, but his attitude to this
-particular type of boy is based on a non-committal answer to this
-question: the answer--'Perhaps; but it's up to you.' The house master,
-therefore, does all in his power to persuade the boy that the acquiring
-of a First Fifteen cap is his immediate object in life. He will not
-state his case in words; but he will omit the uncomfortable topic of
-form work in conversations, and discuss at length the prospects of the
-house in the senior matches. If he does not succeed in directing the
-entire energy of the boy on games, the results of such a failure may be
-disastrous. A fellow of seventeen who has nothing particular to do is
-bound to find himself in mischief. This fact is realised by both parents
-and house masters, and those boys who are good neither at games nor work
-usually leave at about this period. It is the falling out of the
-unsuccessful runner in a long race. It is no good going on. The leaders
-are too far ahead. The gap between the senior and the junior is thus
-considerably increased. The stepping-stones have been removed. A boy of
-eighteen at the start of his last year sees very few of his
-contemporaries sitting at the Sixth Form table. Of the eight or nine
-boys who came there with him, only three are left, and the Fifth Form
-table is filled by fellows two or three years junior to himself, with
-whom he has but a slight acquaintance. It is always the 'blood' who is
-asked to stop on that extra year. The insignificant are encouraged by
-silence to retire.
-
-
- 'Thou shalt not kill, yet needst not strive
- Officiously to keep alive.'
-
-
-By the time the boy comes to be a prefect he is able to feel himself
-supreme, not only because of the system that is at his back.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-PREFECTSHIP
-
-
-Prefectship is the coping-stone of a public school education. The boy
-who leaves without becoming a prefect has missed, we are continually
-assured, the most important part of his school career. And yet what
-percentage of an old boys' list, I wonder, reaches the dignity of house
-prefectship. One gets the impression sometimes that every one, provided
-he stays on long enough, becomes a prefect. All school stories follow a
-convention. They open with the new boy closing behind him the
-green-baize door of the head master's study, gazing wistfully down a
-long corridor at the end of which is the oak door of the day room. From
-behind that door comes to him the sound of laughter and eager
-conversation. There is the unknown, mysterious world he has to enter.
-That is how every school story opens. And every school story closes on
-the departure of a hero crowned with athletic and academic honours. The
-space in between is occupied with the 'see-saw up' process. How else a
-school story is to be constructed I do not know. It has to be narrative
-rather than dramatic. But it gives the impression that public school
-life for the average boy is a slow voyage from fag to prefect. Indeed,
-if _Peg's Paper_ printed school stories, 'From Fag to Prefect' would
-probably be the title. Such a tale would, however, be little more
-generally applicable than a tale of army life entitled 'From Bugler to
-Brigadier.' The majority of schoolboys do not become prefects. But the
-people in whose hands the framing of the convention lies think they do,
-because they did themselves. The dwellers in Mayfair think London
-consists of a few drawing-rooms and a few restaurants. The schoolmaster
-naturally follows the conventional course, otherwise he would not be a
-schoolmaster. If he had not reached the Upper Sixth he would not be in a
-position to teach. If he had not reached the Eleven he would not be a
-games master. The story-writer may not be an athlete, but it is hardly
-possible that a man who can write an interesting book should have failed
-to make some mark at school if he had stayed out his full time. And so
-there has grown up a tendency to ignore entirely the careers of the
-insignificant, which form the background for more striking exploits. And
-yet, as always, the insignificant are in the majority.
-
-A couple of years ago I spent an afternoon in the company of some
-friends at the school where their son was completing his second term. It
-was a warm afternoon and we naturally walked down to the cricket field.
-On the Upper a senior house match, which we should have liked to have
-watched, was in progress. Our small guide assured us, however, that this
-would be impossible. 'It isn't our house, you see, and the fellows
-would think it awful niff of me to watch another house playing. But
-there's a house game of our own going on down there.' Realising that it
-was impossible to overcome the novice's fear of doing the wrong thing,
-we reluctantly, slowly, and with backward glances, followed our young
-friend to the far end of a big field, where a ridiculous junior house
-game was being played on a sloping and bumping pitch. The small boy was,
-however, more interested in his friends than in the cricket. Beyond this
-game there was the pick up.
-
-Now I do not believe that I had ever before watched a pick up at all
-closely. I had imagined that the cricket would be pretty bad, that
-firm-footed batsmen would mow full pitches towards long on, that wides
-would be only more frequent than the fall of wickets, that every third
-scoring stroke would be in the nature of a chance. I had never, however,
-anticipated anything approaching the complete impotence of that game.
-The batsmen could not hit the ball hard, indeed it was only on rare
-occasions that they managed to connect the bat with the ball. There was
-no need for any fieldsmen, with the possible exception of long-stop, to
-stand more than twenty-five yards from the wicket. The bowler's main
-object appeared to be the keeping down of wides. Every game has its own
-technique; this game was certainly not cricket as it is played
-generally, and, no doubt, the victorious side was the one that bowled
-fewest wides. For no other reason would any captain have kept on either
-of those two bowlers for a second over.
-
-And I could not help wondering what a public school career stood for in
-the lives of those pitiably ineffectual cricketers. It is possible that
-one or two of them might be brilliant scholars, or that a few played
-football successfully, though this I am prepared to doubt; for the true
-sportsman is self-declared the moment that he walks on to a field. It
-seemed to me incredible that any one who had played any game
-successfully could tolerate the miserable travesty of sport that was
-being enacted on that sloping, bumping pitch. But even if there were a
-few exceptions, even if one or two were destined for privilege and
-authority and a name upon the honour boards, the fate of the majority
-was certain. They would remain inconspicuous, belonging to that large
-tribe of those whose names on the old boys' list are vaguely familiar to
-us, but with whom we can connect not one incident, anecdote, or
-conversation. They pass and they leave no mark behind them. They never
-rise to a position of responsibility. They never learn to wield
-authority. They never acquire, that is to say, those qualities of
-administration that have made English rule so tolerant and so
-universally respected. What can public school life mean to such as
-these? I put the question, but I cannot answer it. I do not know. Public
-school life is designed as a slow voyage from fag to prefectship, and,
-even if only a minority complete that voyage, it is the process and the
-stages of that voyage we have here to represent and interpret. It
-should, however, be here set on record that, be the advantages or
-disadvantages of the public school system what they may, a great many
-public school boys never partake of them.
-
-From the distance of early years the obligations of prefectship seems
-slight in comparison with their enormous privileges. A prefect does not
-have to answer his name at roll; he can wander round the studies without
-leave during hall. He has fags to clean his study, to wash his plates,
-to light his fire, to carry his books down to chapel in the morning. He
-can inflict punishment without being liable to it. The new boy who has
-recently been caned, in his opinion most unjustly, for whispering in
-prayers, looks forward to his day of revenge. The life of a prefect must
-be free from all the cares that so perplex him. Prefects can never be
-troubled with impositions and imperfectly prepared exercises. He glances
-up to the Sixth Form table and contemplates the majesty of Meredith with
-his neatly-tied tie, and hair brushed back immaculately from his
-forehead. What master would have the cheek to 'bottle' Meredith? The
-very idea is unthinkable. Meredith has the invulnerable infallibility of
-a god. The small boy reconsiders this view as he rises in the school.
-The horizon narrows. But even when he reaches the Sixth Form table he
-sees prefectship in terms of freedom rather than of service. And it
-would, of course, be absurd to maintain that the obligations outweigh
-the privileges. They do not: but they are none the less considerable. If
-a prefect is found playing the ass, ragging in the studies, or cutting
-lock up, he would be neither lined nor beaten; but the twenty minutes
-interview with the Chief would be far worse than any caning. He would
-feel humbled, he would feel thoroughly ashamed of himself, he would have
-done a rotten thing. Punishments have ceased to be a pawn in a game
-between boy and master. And, when a prefect realises this, he realises
-also that this particular game is finished.
-
-The degree to which a prefect appreciates his obligation, depends a good
-deal on the way his house master treats him. The boy who is trusted
-usually proves himself worthy of that trust. I do not mean in
-everything. If a master says to a boy: 'Now, Jones, I am going to let
-you prepare your lessons in your study in future. I trust you to work,'
-Jones feels himself under no obligation to work. By going to his study
-he is sparing the master the irksome duty of supervision. That is a fair
-bargain. He has saved the master work and the master has saved him work.
-In matters of form work a boy will never cease to regard his
-relationship with his master as that of the hunter and hunted. He will
-find when he reaches the Sixth Form that instead of being told to
-prepare fifty lines of Virgil, he is expected to prepare as much work as
-is possible in the time at his disposal. If, when put on to construe in
-form he states as an excuse for an unsuccessful effort, that the fifty
-line limit has been passed, he will be handled roughly: 'My dear Evans,'
-the head master will say, 'you have ceased to be in the Lower Fourth.
-You don't work to scale. If you haven't had time to prepare the passage,
-say so, and I won't put you on, but whatever you do don't bring forward
-that middle school excuse about fifty lines.' The new arrival will look
-abashed, but he will not feel that he has been put upon his honour to do
-an hour's work every night. He may possibly prepare next time, with the
-aid of a crib, an extra dozen lines, but he will do it as quickly as he
-can.
-
-He feels differently, however, about what happens outside the
-class-room. When an excuse is accepted because he is a prefect that
-would not be accepted without a long cross-examination were he not a
-prefect, a boy considers himself to have been put on his honour. I will
-give an example. The O.T.C. was, with us, practically compulsory;
-ninety-seven per cent. of the school was in it, and that three per cent.
-was garrisoned with doctors' certificates. Like all compulsory things it
-was extremely unpopular. We used to employ elaborate devices to get
-leave off. In break we used to visit the matron and suggest that our
-health required some castor oil. If possible we would retain the dose in
-our mouths till we got safely into the passage and then deposit it in
-our handkerchiefs. When this was impossible we swallowed it. A dose
-alone was not a sufficient excuse. We had to assume faintness,
-sickness, or some other indisposition during afternoon school. It was an
-intricate business that rarely proved successful. The authorities were
-prepared for it. Corps Parade was on Friday, and one Friday after I had
-become a prefect, I decided that never before had I felt less like doing
-squad drill. I had a headache, I had not finished my Latin Prose, we
-were playing Dulwich the next day and I was anxious to be as fresh as
-possible. I had also very, very slightly twisted my ankle. Remembering
-my courage in the days of castor oil I thought it worth making an
-attempt to get leave off. On this occasion I went to the head master.
-
-I informed him of my injury, and was about to embark on a lengthy
-explanation of the accident when the head master cut me short. 'Oh, yes,
-Waugh, of course, that'll be quite all right. I hope you'll be fit for
-to-morrow.' I felt thoroughly ashamed of myself. Because I was a
-prefect, my word had been accepted without examination and without
-proof. I was trusted to tell the truth. And yet I actually had produced
-as feeble an excuse as a fellow in the Lower Fourth. I went on parade
-that afternoon, and from then onwards I never tried to get off anything
-unless I was absolutely certain that I could have got off it without the
-influence of prefectship. And whatever may be urged against the inflated
-opinion of himself that the power to exert authority may give a boy, I
-can only believe that this sense of duty, this obligation to be true to
-himself is an invaluable experience. It comes out in all sorts of ways.
-I remember an old colour once telling me at the end of the season that
-he had not enjoyed his cricket half as much as he had the previous year.
-I was surprised. 'I should have thought you'd have enjoyed it much
-more,' I said; 'you haven't had to worry about your colours; you've been
-certain of your place; you've been able to play whatever sort of game
-you liked.'
-
-'That's just what I have not been able to do,' he replied. 'Last year I
-was a free-lance. I took risks. I had a dip when I wanted to, and when
-we played unimportant matches against the town and the regiment, I
-thought more about hitting a couple of sixes than making a big score.
-But I can't do that now. I'm captain of my house. I spend half my
-evenings trying to persuade those young asses in the junior side that
-seven singles between cover and mid off are of more use to the side than
-the most tremendous six. If they see me going in and chucking away my
-wicket in a school match, they'd think me a pretty sort of captain,
-wouldn't they? I've got to set an example of sorts.' And, though the
-captious may maintain that it would have been more to the point if that
-particular sportsman had worried a little less about the example he was
-setting on the cricket field and a little more about the example he was
-setting in the form room and the studies, virtue is virtue wheresoever
-it is found and in whatsoever garb it is adorned. It is a good thing to
-feel that an example has to be set and to decide to set it. It is the
-high privilege of service.
-
-There are occasions when the setting of example grows not only irksome,
-but pointless. Throughout one winter my whole dormitory and myself
-subjected ourselves to the miseries of a freezing cold bath because
-neither party had the face to own itself defeated. In the first warm day
-of October the whole house ran cheerily to the shower bath down a long
-passage that faced east and was filled with sunlight. But when the
-November frosts came on, the long run down the passage in bare feet with
-a small towel gathered round our loins became increasingly unattractive.
-By the time we reached the bath we were thoroughly cold and the zinc
-tubs under the cascade of water were not enticing. Each morning fewer
-feet pattered down the passage. But my dormitory maintained its courage.
-As long as I went on having a bath I knew that they would go on having
-one, and as long as they went on having one I knew that I should have to
-also. There were mornings when I longed to say: 'Look here, you fellows,
-you don't want to have a bath. Nor do I. Let's chuck it.' The words were
-sometimes on the tip of my tongue. But just as I was about to utter them
-some one would rise from his bed, reluctantly divest himself of his
-pyjamas, wrap a towel round himself, and run out into the passage. After
-that retreat was hopeless. The thing had to be seen through. Not one of
-us missed his bath throughout the term. It may have been good for us: I
-don't know. Most things that are supposed to be are unpleasant.
-
-As so often happens with preconceived ideas, the only duties of
-prefectship which present any terrors to the imagination of the new boy
-turn out singularly simple. Most boys are self-conscious; they dread a
-silence, they hate being conspicuous. They regard, therefore, the taking
-of hall and the reading of the house list at roll as terrible ordeals.
-They are not so really. One is a little nervous lest the pitch of one's
-voice may sound curious as one shouts out the name of the top boy on the
-list: but it doesn't: not unless one is very odd. And the taking of hall
-is simple, unless one goes down there with an established reputation for
-inefficiency. In such a case the prefect does stand a poor look-out, as
-poor a look-out as the master who has proved himself weak. But such
-reputations are not easily acquired, and the possessors of them are well
-advised to bribe some hardier colleague to take their places. No attempt
-is made to rag the average prefect. He goes down on his first night
-fully prepared to inflict a violent punishment on any harbinger of
-insubordination. He may even carry down with him his swagger stick as a
-cautionary signal. But it is unlikely that he will be called upon to use
-it. The chief embarrassment, indeed, of taking hall is the importunities
-of small boys who come and ask one to help them with their translation.
-One hums and hahs, looks at the notes and the vocabulary and discovers
-how extremely hard it is to translate Livy without a crib.
-
-To a great extent the proficiency of the prefectorial system depends on
-the house master. If prefects admire and respect their house master, the
-tone of the house will almost certainly be a good one. If they dislike
-him the tone may very likely be a good one. It is a toss up. Dislike and
-fear often go together. And a prefect who dislikes, and thinks he is
-disliked, by his house master may very well decide out of affronted
-dignity to perform his duties thoroughly. 'The old beast hates me,' he
-says; 'he thinks I'm no good. I'll jolly well show him!' Dislike is, at
-any rate, a positive emotion. It will produce something. Nothing, on the
-other hand, is more fatal than the sort of genial, indifferent
-good-natured friendship that so often exists between a house master and
-his prefects.
-
-In Chowdler, G. F. Bradly has drawn just such a house master. Chowdler
-pretends to be the elder brother: he talks of 'good old Jones' and 'dear
-old Joe.' He has the prefects up in his study for heart to heart manly
-talks. And the prefects listen, agree with what he says, echo, when they
-speak, his own sentiments, and generally hoodwink him. They treat him as
-he treats them. They call him 'good old Chowdler,' and leave it at that.
-When there is a conscientious and an officious head of the house things
-go fairly quietly; when the head of the house is a lazy, sociable
-creature, the house runs itself, and with results that would cause
-little pleasure were they published to the mandarins of the common
-room. No new house master, Arnold Lunn says, has to face a more
-difficult task than he whose predecessor has earned the reputation of
-being a sport. The house master who always announces to the head boy his
-intention of visiting the studies is popular enough, but he has a rotten
-house.
-
-Yet, however badly the prefectorial system may on occasions work, it is
-impossible to dispense with it. It is not so much the need for a heavy
-hand as the need for a scapegoat. Some one must be responsible to the
-supreme authority for any disturbance that may take place. If a house
-master enters the day room during 'prep.' and finds that an impromptu
-concert is in progress, he knows that it would be impossible for him to
-disentangle the muddled evidence of interested witnesses. He could never
-find out what it was all about, how it started, who started it, what
-happened next. He makes, therefore, one person responsible for the
-maintenance of order in the day room during 'prep.' He puts a house
-prefect there on duty. When, therefore, he interrupts an unseemly brawl,
-he does not concern himself with the incidents of the affair; Brown's
-face may be plastered with red ink, the head of Evans may be slowly
-extricating itself from the wastepaper basket, Ferguson may be
-withdrawing a battered compass from the unprotected quarters of an
-enemy. He does not notice that. He does not punish Brown and Ferguson
-and Evans. He asks the prefect in charge for an explanation. If the
-explanation is not satisfactory that prefect is relieved of office. It
-is the knowledge of this fate that inspires the industry of prefects.
-
-This system is the basis for all administration, for the delegation of
-all responsibility. It rarely fails. When I shared a study with another
-prefect we divided eight fags between us. The best of these eight we
-appointed fag-master. 'You will do no fagging yourself, Marston,' we
-told him. 'To each of the other seven fags will be allotted one day of
-the week. You will see that they do their job. If the fire goes out, you
-will be beaten.' During the whole of that winter our fire never went out
-once. It is a regrettable fact, but a true one, that human beings will
-only work under the influence of a bribe, or of a threat. In the wide
-world it is usually a bribe. One may not threaten the foreman of an oil
-works. He has his union behind him. But there are no trade unions for
-fags: a judicious threat works wonders. And, when all other forces
-weaken, the wish to retain office helps the prefect to his task. Were
-there no prefects, no scapegoats, there would be no order. They are the
-exchange of hostages.
-
-Suppose an attempt was made to run a house without them? How long do you
-imagine that it would last? Five days, six days, a week? Yes, perhaps as
-long as that: not longer: certainly I would not give it longer than a
-week. Such an experiment might be tried at the end of a long and
-unsatisfactory term during which several of the prefects had, at some
-time or another, come into collision with official ruling. And the
-climax might have been reached, shall we say, on the last Tuesday of the
-term, when the head of the house was discovered during 'prep.' playing
-the organ in the big school.
-
-Next day, after lunch, the house would be astonished by the following
-announcement: 'I don't know,' the house master would say, 'whether I
-approve of the prefectorial system or not--that's neither here nor
-there. At any rate it has not worked well with my present set of
-prefects, and, for the rest of the term I propose to dispense with them.
-I shall occupy during preparation the small study at the end of the
-passage, and the house tutor will supervise preparation in the day room.
-I shall occupy the small single dormitory by the fire escape. That is
-all.' It is possible, is it not, as the sudden resolution of an
-overworked, exasperated man who had not paused to consider the results
-of his decision.
-
-Well, what would happen then? We can guess to a certain extent. It is,
-at least, a subject of interesting speculation. What would happen to a
-house that had no prefects?
-
-For a couple of days all would go smoothly, I imagine. The house would
-behave like a whipped dog. Its tail would be tucked between its legs.
-The prefects would make an ineffectual stand upon their dignity. Then
-the possibilities of the situation would become apparent. Authority
-spreads a veneer over the boisterous spirits of a boy of eighteen. But
-at heart he remains a ragster. In a couple of years' time, as an
-undergraduate or a medical student, he will be destroying furniture and
-organising preposterous bonfires. And, when authority is taken from him,
-he feels once again the old itch to enter the lists, to try one last
-throw with the marshalled forces of officialdom. It may, for instance,
-occur to Morcombe, the head of the house, that, though he has ceased to
-be a house prefect, he remains a school prefect, and that, outside the
-precincts of his house, he is still a force. When, therefore, he sees
-Jones mi. flinging stones against the cloisters, he orders Jones to
-appear before him that evening after roll. It is after roll, during the
-silence of first hall, that punishments are inflicted. And, that night,
-the house master, sitting in his narrow study at the end of the passage,
-will be astonished to hear the silence broken by a series of resounding
-bangs. He hurries down the passage and discovers Jones mi. straightening
-himself beside the water pipes, one hand ruefully stroking his trousers,
-while the head of the house proudly surveying his handiwork, delivers a
-last word of admonishment and taps his cane against his boots.
-
-'But what on earth, Morcombe, is the meaning of this?' says the house
-master.
-
-'I had occasion, sir, to beat a boy.'
-
-'But you've no right to beat a boy. You're not a prefect any longer.'
-
-'I was punishing him, sir, for a school and not a house offence. He was
-throwing stones against the cloisters. As a school prefect I felt myself
-bound to take official notice of his action.'
-
-'But you know quite well, Morcombe,' the house master would answer
-hotly, 'that you've no right to do anything of the sort. You are only
-quibbling.'
-
-'Then am I to understand, sir, that I have ceased to be a school
-prefect.'
-
-'You are to understand you have no authority over any one in this
-house.'
-
-'But that will make it difficult for me, sir; if I were to discover a
-boy in this house and a boy in another house smoking on a Sunday
-afternoon, I should be able to order the boy from another house to put
-out his cigarette and return to school at once, but the boy in my own
-house I should have to leave where he was. It would be suggested that I
-was favouring my own house.'
-
-It is unlikely that the house master will have a reply; he will order
-Morcombe to return to his study and to cease being impertinent. It
-depends on the courage of Morcombe and the respect he has for his house
-master whether five minutes later there will be a tap on the door of the
-narrow study at the end of the passage and a quiet voice will ask:
-'Please, sir, I hope you'll excuse my worrying you, but I am not quite
-certain whether you said I was, or was not, a school prefect. You see,
-sir, it's my turn to read the lessons in chapel to-morrow. I wondered
-whether I ought to run round and tell the head master that I am no
-longer privileged to read them.'
-
-There will be several such imbroglios.
-
-Whether or not the term will end without an actual conflagration is
-problematic. On the whole I should say that the chances were even. It is
-the end of the term. Spirits run high, constant supervision is
-impossible. On the last morning but one, for instance, there is no early
-chapel. There is a long lie in bed. The house master will return to his
-own part of the house to shave, bathe himself, and dress. There is no
-one left in the dormitories with any authority. Every one is
-good-tempered and excited with a surplus store of animal spirits. There
-is a lively exchange of compliments which terminate in a pillow being
-flung across the room. There is a moment's nervous hush. The power of
-the prefectorial system dies hard: a week ago such an act would have
-been dealt with instantly and severely. And, even now, a single word
-would be sufficient to restore order.
-
-But the prefect takes no notice. He sees no reason why he should exert
-himself in the interests of one who considers his services to be of no
-further use to him. He feels justifiably aggrieved. The house master
-considers he can run the house himself--well then, let him run it. He
-has asked for no assistance from his prefects. He can therefore expect
-none. The pillow is returned. It is inaccurately flung, however, and the
-contents of a water jug streams across the floor. Again there is a
-brief embarrassment. But the prefect reassures his dormitory.
-
-'My dear fellows, don't worry about me,' he says, 'I have no authority
-over you. There is no need for you to take the slightest notice of
-anything I say or do. Indeed I'm not at all certain that I shan't take a
-hand in it. Ferrers, you brute, take that.'
-
-And with the sudden flick of the forearm that in the cricket field had
-proved so disastrous to the batsman who had risked a short run to cover,
-the unerring discharge of a pillow has prostrated the startled Ferrers.
-From that moment mischief is afoot. It takes what course it will. And
-that course will probably involve the overturning of a good many jugs,
-the stripping of innumerable beds, the splitting of several pillows. In
-a brief while the air will be filled with feathers, the floor with
-mattresses and soaking sheets. And when, an hour later, the house master
-is summoned by an indignant matron to view the battlefield, who will be
-held responsible? To whose account is he to debit the broken jugs and
-the torn pillows? Whom can he deprive of office? He will, no doubt,
-collect the house in his study; every one will spend the last day
-inscribing a georgic or an eclogue. But the house will feel that it has
-triumphed. What, after all, can the house master say? If he begins to
-criticise Morcombe the reply is obvious.
-
-'But I tried to stop it, sir, I did my best. But they wouldn't take any
-notice of me, sir. I had no authority over them.'
-
-If the house master is wise he will say as little as possible. He will
-announce the punishment, and the next term place more trust in his
-prefects. However bad an individual set of prefects may be, without them
-things would be a good deal worse.
-
-S. P. B. Mais in his first, and perhaps best, book dealing with Public
-Schools, devoted a chapter to the various types of prefects, the effect
-that office had on each type, and the use each type made of its
-privileges. He maintained that certain types were unfitted for
-authority, and that no boy who had not a view of life that passed beyond
-the limits of school should be given such authority. That is no doubt
-the ideal, but it is impracticable. A house master has to make the most
-of the material at his disposal: if he is dissatisfied he must blame
-himself. He has had his five years in which to fashion the malleable
-substance to his fancy. If a boy is high in form and a school colour and
-has been several years in the house, it is impossible to pass him over
-in favour of a junior boy who is lower in form and a less successful
-athlete. Prefectship has to go by seniority. The moment it was felt that
-office went to the boys in whom the house master happened to have most
-faith, the word 'favouritism' would be run like a corroding poison
-through the system of the house. The favourite would be universally
-distrusted and disliked. A certain class of boy would develop the
-'conspiracy complex' that every hand was against him, and, in time, he
-would become what he imagined others took him for.
-
-Such a system would encourage endless sycophancy. If the house master
-were married, his wife would play too large a part in the politics of
-his house. There would be those who would not hesitate to ingratiate
-themselves with her in the hope that at the critical moment her
-influence might turn the scales in their favour.
-
-When a boy whom his house master dislikes reaches the point where, in
-course of seniority he would have to be made a prefect, the house master
-has only two courses open: either he must make the boy a prefect, or he
-must write to the father saying, though he has nothing definite against
-his son, he does not feel that he is the sort of boy who ought to be
-made a prefect, and he must ask the father, therefore, to remove his son
-from the school at the end of the summer.
-
-He can do nothing else. He cannot keep on a boy whose claims he has
-passed over deliberately and without cause. What house master, on the
-other hand, is going to write such a letter to a parent. The parent is
-bound to object. He will appeal to the head master.
-
-'You have nothing against my son,' he will say. 'During the four years
-he has been at school he has never been in any serious trouble. He has
-worked hard and he has played hard. I have always regarded prefectship
-as the crown of a public school education. I sent my son to you rather
-than to some other educational establishment because I wished him to
-have the invaluable experience of being a prefect in a Public School.
-And now, at the end, when he has reached this position, you say, without
-giving any reason, that he is not a fit person to occupy it. It is
-scandalous.'
-
-And even were the head master to endorse his subaltern's verdict, were
-he to say: 'That is all very true, Mr Evans, but a house master is the
-best judge of the type of boy that he wants to have as a prefect. I am
-very sorry, but we must abide by his decision,' the reputation of the
-school would suffer.
-
-Old boys would discuss the verdict in their clubs.
-
-'That's no school for my son,' they would say. 'Prefectship depends on
-the caprice of a house master. And, if by the time one gets high in the
-house, one's told one's got to go--why, if that had happened in my case
-I know I'd never have become captain of the Eleven. My house master
-would have got rid of me long before I had got my colours.'
-
-Gray heads would shake seriously over the port; the numbers of the
-school would sink. Seniority may, now and again, bring most unsuitable
-persons to authority, but it is a far more satisfactory system than any
-that would be based on the choice and dislike of one person.
-
-Certainly many unlikely people reach the high-backed chair of the Sixth
-Form table. And a house master must often wonder how will taste the
-strange stew that is simmering--a compound of so many unknown
-ingredients. In spite of experience, he is always guessing. But the
-changes are less considerable than might be expected, or it would be
-truer to say, perhaps, that the changes follow a more or less ordinary
-course.
-
-A boy's attitude on reaching office is ordered by what he has read and
-by example. The ragster usually becomes a martinet. He has read of the
-reformation of Prince Hal; the epigram about Kildare ruling all Ireland
-is the one piece of Elizabethan history that his memory has retained.
-How nice he feels it will be to surprise every one. What a shock it will
-be to his old companions. Every one must have said of him: 'Oh, Park'll
-be all right. He's such a ragster himself, he's sure to go pretty easy!'
-In his first week, therefore, he canes a quite senior boy for playing
-the piano too loudly in the changing room. He becomes in a short while
-extremely unpopular and a general terror. If on the start of the school
-year one were asked to tell which of the new prefects one would be best
-advised to avoid, one would almost certainly place one's finger on the
-boy who had been most frequently in trouble during the previous term.
-
-There is no sign, however, by which we can detect the officious type of
-prefect who speaks solemnly of his responsibilities and makes life
-extremely unpleasant for his house and for his old companions. It is
-impossible to tell on whom this germ is going to settle. It need not be
-the reformed rake: perhaps because rakes reform so seldom. It is not
-necessarily the religious boy, or the intellectual boy. But on some one
-that germ is sure to settle, and it is of all the germs the most
-annoying.
-
-There is nothing more exasperating than the officious prefect. On the
-third evening of the term he walks into the study of a former associate,
-looks confoundedly uncomfortable, seats himself on the table, and then,
-after a moment's embarrassed silence, permits his features to assume an
-expression of austere dignity, and says:--
-
-'Jones, you confided in me two terms ago a little secret, you'll
-remember what it was. Well, I feel that it is my unpleasant duty, now
-that I am a prefect, to report this matter to the head of the house. He
-will take what action he thinks fit.'
-
-Jones sits back in his chair, a look of horrified disgust upon his face.
-
-'But, my dear fellow,' he says, 'you couldn't possibly--I mean I told
-you that in confidence. You couldn't be such a sneak!'
-
-The prefect would shake his head.
-
-'You do not understand. It is not sneaking. You would not call it
-sneaking on the part of a policeman if he arrested an old friend whom he
-found breaking into a house. This is an official duty that has nothing
-to do with our personal relationship.'
-
-Jones is tempted to say that in another minute personal relationships
-will have a good deal to do with the matter, but he appreciates the
-necessity for tact. He talks, he argues, he cajoles; his patience is
-tried to the last degree. It is difficult to discuss a matter on
-grounds of personal and practical expediency when the other party
-refuses to desert the platform of high morality. In the end probably
-Jones is promised silence in return for reformation, and, as the door
-closes behind his old friend, he murmurs: 'Put not your trust in
-princes.'
-
-The officious prefect is not content with the exposure of confidences
-received during his period of probation, he endeavours to unearth
-present scandals, and this is a point on which popular opinion is very
-strong. The moral tone of the house is not considered to be the concern
-of the house prefect. That is the province of the house master and the
-head boy.
-
-The position of the head boy is a little difficult to define. He is the
-intermediary between mortality and Olympus. He is supposed to be above
-suspicion. He is the only person who is allowed to do anything out of 'a
-sense of duty.' If a house prefect interferes in the private affairs of
-another, an ulterior motive is always suggested, and the suggestion is
-probably justified. Whether or not a head boy is justified in unearthing
-scandal is an open point. There are those who will maintain that he
-should only take notice of what actually hits him in the face. The
-reason being that what hits the head of the house in the face will,
-sooner or later, inflict a similar shock to the physiognomy of the house
-master. And this should be avoided. In the first place, the house master
-will lose his high opinion of his head boy; in the second, a scandal
-that might have been prevented will reach official notice.
-
-Indeed, there are not a few who will go so far as to assert that the
-function of a head boy is that of the taster, the impersonal critic who
-says: 'No, that is going too far.' He is the aeroplane photograph of a
-strategic position, that shows what gun emplacements are obvious and
-which are not. And, according to this line of argument, head boys should
-only concern themselves with the obvious; what was not apparent to them
-would certainly not be apparent to a house master; there is no need for
-them to play at Sherlock Holmes.
-
-But this is a point on which the vote has not been taken. There are
-several schools of thought: all schools of thought are, however, joined
-in the denial of the right of the head boy to report to the house master
-anything save a case of insubordination or disloyalty on the part of a
-brother prefect. A head boy, it is felt, should be able to deal with the
-discipline and conduct of the house himself. To report is to confess a
-failure.
-
-To the house prefect no such fine shades of motive are ascribed. He is
-not considered to be above suspicion, and he is allowed to indulge
-certain corresponding weaknesses. His business is to see that order is
-kept; the new prefect forms numberless resolutions. He is acutely
-conscious of his dignity, his bearing partakes of the solemnity of
-Malvolio. He wonders whether he ought to remain on terms of such easy
-familiarity with certain rowdy elements in the house. A prefect should
-not have too many friends. He should be the calm, implacable judge,
-impersonal, impartial, with bandaged eyes. He is very haughty for a day
-or two. But within a fortnight he has recovered. He becomes sociable
-once more. He walks down to the field with his old friends. He does not
-wonder whether it is wise or unwise to exchange confidences with those
-whose conduct one day he may be forced to view with official
-disapproval. He takes notice of, and deals with, only those problems
-that crop up from time to time. He acquires a wholesome tolerance of
-other people's business, a tolerance that slips over the border of
-indifference, but remains an admirable social lubricant.
-
-It is this indifference, this refusal to be upset about trivial matters
-that can be left to adjust themselves, that is the secret of the success
-of British administration. Other nations and classes do not seem to
-possess it. The artisan when put in a position of authority bothers
-about the unimportant, he gives himself no peace, and he gives those
-under him no peace. There is constant friction. Troops almost invariably
-prefer to be under the command of public school men rather than of
-'rankers.'
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-THE LAST TERM
-
-
-The last year, and especially the last term, is popularly supposed to be
-the happiest of a public school career. And it is possible that this may
-be so in the case of an industrious, worthy, but not particularly
-brilliant fellow who reaches in his last year the privileges of house
-prefectship, the immunities of the Lower Sixth and the social hall-mark
-of a second fifteen cap. At last, after a struggle of five years, he has
-extricated himself from the rut.
-
-For the 'blood,' however, for the double first who has stayed on an
-extra year to be captain of the Eleven, these last terms are a
-disappointment. He has reached the limits of ambition. For a while he is
-attracted by the charm of his new offices, but he can discern beyond
-them no fresh fields to conquer. He is embarrassed by the finality of
-his position. He cannot value what he possesses. He wonders what is
-coming next. He scores tries in school matches, he makes centuries on
-the upper, but he had already done that before. 'The doing savours of
-disrelish.' He is expected to score tries and make centuries. The cheer
-that greets him as he grounds the ball between the posts has not the
-surprised enthusiasm that rippled down the touchline two years ago when
-he amazed every one by giving two consecutive dummies and beating the
-whole defence. He is expected to do well, and when he is a little below
-his form, there is a feeling that he has lost the school the match.
-
-Interest is focussed on the performance of the new men. A century by
-Shepherd causes more excitement than a century by Hobbs. Hobbs is
-established. The world has formed its estimate of his qualities. There
-is little new to be said about him. He belongs to the present and the
-past. Shepherd belongs to the future. He is a subject of speculation.
-
-And so the double first at the end of the match hears far less talk of
-his own performances than he did a year earlier. He is taken for
-granted. It is all: 'What a beautiful drop that was of Smith's, he'll be
-a fine player in two years' time.' He would not analyse his discontent.
-But it is there the whole time. There is no longer a life of marked
-stages in front of him. He can peer now over the wall of school. He is
-worried, too, by the increasingly acute demands of his physical nature,
-by the restraints that are imposed on it. Very often a quite popular boy
-makes himself generally disliked during his last year on account of this
-irritation that expresses itself in bad temper, jealousy, and outbursts
-of unreasoning vindictiveness.
-
-The last term is especially difficult. A boy finds himself freed from
-the conditions that had for the five previous years directed his
-conduct. He had always thought of 'next term.' Now he realises suddenly
-that there is going to be no next term. He is no longer leading the
-normal life of his companions. On all sides of him preparations are
-being made for the future. Jones has decided to share the games study
-with Evans instead of Smith. Plans are being made for the arrangement of
-the dormitories. Ambitions are carefully tended, careers are nursed. So
-and so is worried because some one else has got his firsts before him.
-Dunston is distressed because he has been caught cribbing: 'There goes
-my chance of house prefectship.' And the boy who is about to leave
-slowly realises that these considerations have no longer any meaning for
-him.
-
-If he is caught cribbing he is concerned only with his immediate
-punishment. If some one gets his colours before him it does not matter.
-He has done with the troubles of seniority. The old life is falling from
-him. He is perplexed, not seeing clearly what lies in front of him. Six
-years seemed such a long time. He had not paused to wonder what lay
-beyond them. He had come to regard that last Sunday in the school chapel
-as a final stage. School stories always ended there: in the same way
-that romances always closed on marriage, or on death. And, though now he
-would be no doubt ready to admit that a man's life did not end at the
-altar, and might even be prepared to consider the possibility of an
-existence beyond the grave, he had not considered such speculation
-profitable or entertaining.
-
-And, in the same way that at a later point of his career he will awake
-with a start six months after marriage and ask himself whether it is all
-over: 'Heavens!' he will say, 'I can't be finished with; what's going to
-happen now?' So, during his last term, he discovers that this stage has
-not the finality he had supposed. Something has got to happen next.
-School life was, after all, no more than a prelude. He had valued too
-highly the enticing emoluments it had to offer. And he does not see what
-new prizes life will hold for him.
-
-If he is going to Oxford he may toy with the prospect of athletic
-honours. But unless he is particularly gifted, or particularly
-conceited, he will appreciate the vast degree of specialised rivalry to
-which he will be subjected. If he is going into business he will
-envisage, perhaps, the days of affluence and power, of private
-secretaries and private telephones; but all that is a very long way off.
-There is no immediate focus for his ambition. There is no particular
-reason why he should not, if he wishes, make as big a nuisance of
-himself as his fancy pleases. He is passing from one phase of discipline
-to another; and because the nature of neither is definite, he considers
-himself free. A last term is often indeterminate and ineffectual.
-
-Now if the discovery that school life is only a prelude is made by an
-unimaginative athlete during these last weeks, we can confidently assume
-that it will be made a good deal sooner by a boy of originality and
-independence, especially by one who has not entered with any great zest
-into the conflict of athletic distinction, and has, therefore, been in a
-sense above the battle. He realises a good year and a half before he has
-to leave that life in its fullest is to be encountered beyond the limits
-of a cloistered world. The discovery does not contribute to his content.
-He knows that if he wishes to win a scholarship he will have to stay on
-his full time, and he feels that he is marking time, that he is sitting
-in the stalls of a theatre waiting for the curtain to go up. Now that is
-a most unsatisfactory position to be in. In the theatre we kick our
-heels, read our programmes, turn round to see if we can recognise a
-friend, speculate on the possibility of innocence in the lady who is
-sitting in the front row of the dress circle. One does anything to make
-the quarter of an hour pass quickly. The imaginative schoolboy behaves
-in a similar fashion. He frets and grows impatient. He assumes an
-intellectual snobbery. He despises the majority of his companions and
-labels them as Philistines. He disparages the values of athletics and
-exalts in essays and in the debating society the literary standards of
-the nineties.
-
-It is possible that on Saturday evening he will leave a carnation
-standing in green ink in the hope of emulating his divinities. He is
-encouraged in his rebellion by the indignant astonishment of the master,
-who refuses to regard his outburst as a very natural and, on the whole,
-harmless pose. He is lectured severely on the dignity of his position.
-He replies in a cryptic epigram. He even criticises the public school
-system--an unforgivable offence. Being unacquainted with the ways of
-systems, and feeling that his personal liberty is curtailed, he
-considers that for this curtailment the public school system is solely
-and peculiarly responsible. He will not allow that all systems oppress
-the individual, that systems are made for the service of the many, and
-that it is for the individualist to decide whether the privileges he
-will receive by consenting to remain with the mass compensate for the
-unpleasant restrictions that are placed on the free play of his
-personality. It is, after all, the first system with which he has
-contracted an intimate relationship, and in the same way that a
-monogamist considers his wife worse than anybody else's, the schoolboy
-delights, in spite of a deep affection for his own school, in hurling at
-the public school system all manner of accusations, in which the word
-sausage machine is not infrequently repeated.
-
-There are such boys in every school. Age is an arbitrary definition of
-development. Many boys reach the age of seventeen, and stay there for
-the rest of their lives; others are twenty-five years old before they
-have done with their teens. When a boy is tired of school he has
-outgrown school. And there is only one sure remedy--to take him away.
-
-But there are the claims of a university career; there is the parent's
-natural wish that his son should gain a scholarship; it is often
-impracticable for the boy to leave: in such circumstances we can only
-recommend on the part of the masters a general leniency. Such outbursts
-should not be taken seriously. The school, as a whole, is not concerned
-with the unusual behaviour of those who, by the possession of brains,
-are already considered slightly abnormal. And the jester who is
-disregarded may well become a monk. If, however, a boy feels that notice
-is being taken of him, he allows his flattered vanity to dictate to him.
-He cultivates his pose; he wonders how best he may shock the
-mid-Victorianism of the common room, and there is the danger that the
-pose may, in the course of time, become part of his intellectual
-equipment.
-
-Sermons and addresses inform us that in the last term is to be found the
-significance of school life. But, as I have previously tried to show,
-the last term is no more significant than the first. The new boy is
-outside school, pausing on the fringe, his eyes full of a sheltered
-curiosity. The boy who is about to leave is equally outside school; he
-looks backwards and he looks forwards; the continuity of his life is
-about to be broken; its rhythm is temporarily suspended. He is no longer
-leading the same life as his companions. And it is vain to compare the
-new boy with the boy that is about to leave, and by analysing and
-examining the change that there is between them to arrive at the meaning
-of school life.
-
-They are two entirely different people. One is a child; the other is a
-man. The change that must necessarily have taken place during this
-passage is so considerable that it is impossible to say how much of it
-is due to environment and how much to physical growth. You might send a
-man of thirty to Timbuctoo, recall him at the end of four years, and,
-examining the change in him apprehend the significance of Timbuctoo
-society. He went a man and he returned a man. What change there was in
-him could be attributed directly to the wholesome, or unwholesome,
-atmosphere of Timbuctoo.
-
-You cannot follow this line of reasoning with a public school boy. A
-parent cannot say: 'Six years ago I sent you a young, innocent boy,
-industrious, honest, truthful. You have returned to me a young man who
-knows more than I consider it proper that he should know, whose sole
-object appears to be to extract from life as much pleasure as is
-commensurate with a minimum of work, a young man, moreover, who
-considers that a lie told to an official is not a lie. Look what you
-have done!' But that is not a fair attitude. Anyhow, during those six
-years, a boy must to a certain extent have lost his innocence; most
-young men of nineteen place the claims of personal indulgence before
-those of work. Most young men look on life as a game that is played
-between themselves and a perfectly ridiculous antiquated body which is
-called 'government,' and whom it is permissible to hoodwink, misinform,
-or otherwise deceive whenever the opportunity is presented. The
-corroding forces of knowledge must make themselves felt during those six
-years. It is unreasonable and absurd to attribute their effects solely
-to the public school system.
-
-One can, however, by examining the mental state of a boy a week after he
-has left school, form some estimate of what he has learnt at such
-considerable expense to his parents.
-
-In the first place, he has acquired an extremely valuable social
-technique. A public school education is a passport. Its assailants would
-describe it as the membership of a select trades union. An old public
-school boy can enter a new mess without feeling any great embarrassment.
-He knows how to comport himself in the more superficial of the
-situations in which he will from time to time discover himself. All of
-which is distinctly valuable.
-
-He has also learnt to understand the type of man with whom he will have
-most dealing. He is admitted, that is to say, to terms of good
-fellowship with a very large number of persons. He will be treated by
-them as a decent chap till he proves himself otherwise. He will have
-enough in common with them to be able to bridge superficially the
-uncertain moments that precede friendship. If he were introduced to a
-man at his club, he would have no difficulty in finding a congenial
-topic of conversation, during which conversation he would be able to
-decide whether or not the man to whom he had been introduced was likely
-to prove a sympathetic companion.
-
-He would have learnt, through the exercise of these qualities in a
-communal life, patience and tolerance of a certain kind. A tolerance,
-that is to say, that might condemn a man on the cut of his coat, the
-colour of his ties, or the use of an incorrect idiom, but would allow
-each man to lead his own private life provided he wore the conventional
-uniform. Such a tolerance may be described as snobbish and narrow, but
-is an admirable social lubricant. An old public school boy would be
-unlikely, for instance, to cause trouble to a mess or company or cricket
-club by injudicious interference. He will have learnt that it is not
-easy for an assorted collection of men to live together without
-occasionally getting on each other's nerves, and he will have learnt, in
-consequence, the value of tact and compromise.
-
-He will also have learnt a version of his duty towards his neighbours.
-He would not tell a lie to a friend unless it was absolutely necessary,
-and he would never let a friend down. He has the sense of loyalty
-developed to a high degree. All of which goes down on the credit side of
-the ledger. On the debit side, however, there are enough entries to make
-the cashier wonder whether, or no, the account is overdrawn.
-
-It is amazing how little knowledge the average public school boy has
-managed to acquire. He has rushed from one class room to another,
-learning French for one hour, and history for another, and science for a
-third. He has worked at each of these subjects spasmodically according
-to the particular form and set in which he has happened at the time to
-find himself. For a whole year on end he may have neglected French
-because he was under a lazy master. Then, at the end of the year, on
-finding himself in a higher and more strenuous form, he may have made
-feverish efforts for a couple of terms, to the detriment of his
-mathematics and history, with the result that there is an enormous gap
-in his knowledge. Whole periods of history are a blank to him. He has
-acquired a certain quantity of uncorrelated information. Within a few
-years what little connection there was between the appreciation of these
-isolated facts will have slipped away. There will remain a few phrases,
-a few catchwords, a few dates--an admirable framework indeed for social,
-moral, and political prejudice.
-
-The average public school boy knows, I imagine, a great deal less than
-the continental school product. Not only has he learnt little, but he
-has not been encouraged to use his brains. He does not, indeed, regard
-his brain as a possession to be valued highly and carefully trained. He
-will get out of bed five minutes earlier than he need do in the morning
-to wave his legs about his head and do exercises with his arms that will
-improve his physical condition, but he would never think of learning a
-dozen lines of English verse to improve his memory. No one ever appears
-to have impressed on him the fact that at thirty-five he will have to
-abandon football; that, by the time he is fifty, he will be bowling very
-slow stuff indeed, and will be grateful to the opposing captain who
-offers him a runner. Yet, at sixty, his brain will, if properly cared
-for, be as powerful as it has ever been.
-
-Now I do not want to suggest that boys should devote their whole spare
-time to the reading of poetry; literature is only a part of life; but I
-do maintain that every public school boy should take some part in the
-intellectual life of the world, that he should be able to discover as
-much interest in his mind as in his body. At present he does not. He has
-very little inner life. He depends far too much on outside interests, on
-games during the term, and theatres during the holidays. If he has to
-rely on his own devices, he is woefully deficient.
-
-This fact was brought home to me vividly by my experience as a prisoner
-of war in Germany. The average officer had no resources of his own; he
-could draw no sustenance from the contemplative side of life. He mooned
-round the square, wondering how soon he could decently set about his
-next meal, longing sadly for the lights of Piccadilly. In the evenings,
-when he had to return to his room, he spent the three or four hours
-before lights were extinguished engraving rather aimless pictures on the
-lids of cigar boxes. It was a pathetic sight to see a man of
-twenty-eight, in the prime of life, sitting down night after night to
-fiddle about with a knife, a piece of wood, and a box of paints. He
-derived no pleasure from it. It was a narcotic. As long as his hands
-were employed his brain could go to sleep, and he needed to contemplate
-no longer the tedious procession of days that lay before him. Every man
-should have sufficient part in the intellectual interests of life to be
-able to keep his intelligence active for eight months in surroundings
-that provide no physical outlets.
-
-The public school boy has derived little satisfaction from his work. He
-has laboured spasmodically with expediency as the goal. Promotion has
-promised certain attendant privileges, and the historical Sixth lies,
-calm and pleasant, like a lake in the desert.
-
-There is to be found a rest 'for all who come.' It is a sure port after
-the shipwrecks of the fourths and fifths. The traveller need work no
-more; he has laboured faithfully, let him enter into the joy of his
-lord. He returns one holidays having gained his second eleven colours.
-Paternal pride is flattered, and the spirit of welcome is only partially
-relaxed by the accompanying report. About a week later the following
-conversation takes place over a glass of port.
-
-
- _Son_: I say, father, don't you think all these classics are rather
- a waste of time?
-
- _Father_: Well, I don't know, my boy. I did them myself, you know.
-
- _Son_: Of course, father, of course; but things were a bit
- different then, and besides you were so much better at them than I
- am.
-
- _Father_: Oh, well, if you put it like that, my boy, well,
- perhaps----
-
- _Son_: You see, father, I thought it would be rather a good idea
- for me to read history.
-
- _Father_: History, my boy, whatever for?
-
- _Son_: Well, I was thinking of taking up politics, father, and
- anyway, history scholarships are awfully easy to get. That ass,
- Kenneth, got one--you know, the fellow in the School House with the
- yellow hair. If you'd just drop a line to Chief, father, I'm sure
- he would be only too glad....
-
-
-One more pilgrim has arrived at Mecca.
-
-The higher up the school one goes, the less work one does. After a few
-terms the habit of work is lost, and the only real diligence is
-displayed by that melancholy type of scholar who is trained like a pet
-Pomeranian.
-
-This is not an ideal apprenticeship for life. It starts a boy with an
-entirely false idea of the position that his work should occupy in his
-life. I do not wish to seem parsonic, but, if the experience of
-practically every big man that has ever lived means anything to us, we
-do know that a man's happiness, or unhappiness, depends in the main on
-whether his employment is congenial to him. Work is the finest antidote
-to boredom. And a public school boy has not realised this by the time he
-is on the threshold of his career. He does not consider that the choice
-of his career should be the expression of his temperament. He drifts
-into the most accessibly remunerative job. He brings to it no
-enthusiasm.
-
-The trouble is that school life lasts too long and is far too jolly. Six
-years is a long time. A boy of thirteen can hardly be expected to
-realise that it is only a prelude. The years pass so happily, the
-pursuit of ambition is so engrossing that he has no time to consider
-whether the prizes he is winning have any lasting value. As the new boy
-he longs to be captain of the school: and, having set himself a task, he
-does not shrink from the contest. School life is so vast, so varied, so
-many-coloured that it would be difficult for a boy to relinquish his
-hold upon the ambition that lies close to him in favour of the shadowy
-ambitions of the life that lies beyond it. School life is too big a
-pedestal for the statue that is to be placed on it. It dwarfs what it
-should present. The boy finds on leaving school that an entirely
-different technique is required. It is not that the standards are
-changed, but the whole manner of life is altered.
-
-His school career was divided neatly into stages. He could at any moment
-consult a house list and see how he was progressing on the road to
-authority. At such a period he should have reached the Fifth table. If
-he were one day to get into the Fifteen, he should by his sixteenth
-birthday have got his house cap. Everything was mapped out. The rungs of
-the ladder were labelled. Colt's Cap, House Cap, Seconds, Firsts, Fourth
-Form, Fifth Form, Sixth.
-
-In business he finds no such ladder. His abilities are placed upon the
-open market. He is fighting an intangible foe. He has to come to terms
-with himself. He feels that he is driving into the void. He also finds
-that he has to rearrange his scale of values. Athletic distinction is
-not greatly prized in Wall Street, and the young man who, when asked to
-present his qualifications, remarks that his batting average was over
-thirty, without a single not-out score to help it, is likely to receive
-a rude shock. I spent a few months before I went to Sandhurst in the
-Inns of Court O.T.C. (a corps that had, by that time, ceased to be
-composed of ex-public school men), and it was a blow to discover that
-the fact that I had been in my school eleven and fifteen made not the
-slightest impression on any of the N.C.O.'s.
-
-It may be that a readjustment of one's standards is a healthy
-experience. But that is hardly the attitude that officials could safely
-adopt. The public school system is supposed to produce trained citizens,
-who are in harmony with their environment. And that is exactly what the
-public school boy is not. He tries to tackle life with the scale of
-values that he learnt to apprehend at school. And it is not an easy
-task. Some, indeed, never accomplish it. They never readjust themselves.
-They surround themselves with old friends, revisit their old schools,
-endeavour to recapture the old atmosphere. They regret vaguely that
-something has passed. Like Jurgen, they return in quest of their youth,
-but the distorted shadow of Sereda prevents them from entering
-completely their former selves. In _The Harrovians_ Arnold Lunn makes
-two of his characters discuss this question.
-
-'There's West, for example,' Peter said, 'he'll never be such a blood
-again. He hasn't any brains. He couldn't even struggle into the Upper
-School, but he's a mighty man here. Rather a pity, I think, that life
-should reach its highest point at nineteen. This ought only to be a
-beginning.'
-
-That states the case.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-THE OLD BOY AS SCHOOLMASTER AND PARENT
-
-
-Fears for the future and regrets for the past are alike forgotten during
-the last week. There are sad moments, but, as Arnold Lunn remarked,
-'there is a world of difference between the pleasant sorrow of sentiment
-and the more real depression that coincides with an overdraft at the
-bank.' The last week is passed in a mood that I once heard described as
-'happy-sad.' On the last Sunday in chapel the boy who is leaving
-endeavours to summon the appropriate emotion. He knows how he ought to
-feel. He has been instructed by so many stories. He is, in a way, an
-actor in a drama. He knows that the fag on the other side of the aisle
-is looking at him, is saying to himself: 'This is Jones's last chapel.
-What is he feeling?' And, like an actor, Jones does not want to
-disappoint his audience. He feels as he should feel. There is a lump at
-the back of his throat. But, on the whole, leaving is an exciting
-experience.
-
-There is the auction of study furniture, when pictures that cost five
-shillings when they were new, fetch seven and six in their fourth year
-of service. There are the calls to be paid to masters, the 'good-byes'
-and 'good lucks.' It is the abdication of office when one is at the
-height of one's authority. It is a fine gesture that 'immeasurable
-power, unsated to resign,' to be able to step straight out from the
-lighted room, before the corroding forces of change have begun to work,
-and before habit has dulled applause. The exit is made at exactly the
-right moment. The curtain falls on a dramatic climax. And how rarely
-that happens.
-
-In a temper of wistful sentimentality and self-satisfaction, arrayed in
-the colours of the old boys' society, the ex-public school boy leans out
-of the carriage window, waves good-bye to the friends who are catching a
-later train, makes and extracts promises to write, and watches as the
-train moves out of the station the familiar landmarks slip one by one
-behind him.
-
-A sentimental, that is to say, a superficial emotion passes quickly. And
-it depends on the kind of life which awaits a boy, whether or not this
-sentimental regret will be followed by an acute sense of loss.
-
-If he is going up to the university or to some remunerative and
-interesting employment, it is probable that he will forget school
-altogether in the fascination of a new life. If, however, he is destined
-for some dull unromantic post in the city, the thought of school will
-for a long time wake in him a deep, hopeless nostalgia. He will bring no
-enthusiasm to his work, and, as he sits at his high desk, balancing
-ledgers, computing insurance policies, adjusting income-tax returns, he
-will compare the monotony of his routine with the coloured movement and
-variety of school. As he walks to his office he will remind himself that
-at this moment the morning chapel is just ending. The school will be
-pouring across the courts. If he were there he would be walking arm in
-arm with some friend of his to the class-room, stopping on the way some
-intelligent friend to demand the elucidation of certain tiresome
-theorems. As he returns to the office after lunch he will say to
-himself: 'If I were there now I should be changing for football. I
-should have before me the prospect of a hard game and a bath afterwards,
-and a long, lazy evening in front of the games study fire.' And, at the
-end of the day, on his return to his home or diggings, he is lonely with
-the recollection of how often at such a time he has sat in the
-class-room waiting impatiently for the clock to strike, waiting for the
-moment of freedom when he can gather his books under his arm and rush
-back to the house to tea, to the four delightful hours of friendship and
-discussion that lie in that enchanted period between lock-up and lights
-out. School life never means so much to a boy as it does during his few
-months after he has left it. For he sees it transfigured in his
-imagination; he remembers nothing of the tiresome demands of routine,
-nothing of the friction between boys and masters, nothing of the long
-boring hours in form when he watched the patch of sunlight drift across
-the wall, nothing of the anxieties, the annoyances, the restrictions of
-a cloistered life. He sees it purged of the accidental, a city of his
-own fashioning.
-
-It does not last, of course, this intense nostalgia. No young man can
-live for very long in the past. New interests come to him, he finds new
-fields for his ambition. He makes friends in his office. He joins a
-tennis club, he takes dancing lessons. He sets out in search of life. He
-ceases, at every vacant moment of the day, to compute what he would be
-doing were he at school instead of at an office. He thinks of the
-innings he intends to play next Saturday: his eyes pick out on the
-carpet an imaginary spot ten feet away from him, and he considers what
-shot he would play to a ball that pitched on it; he also perhaps wonders
-what exactly that charming lady with whom he had danced the night
-before, had meant when she had said, with a peculiar inflection in her
-voice: 'You're growing up.'
-
-His correspondence with his old friends becomes spasmodic. He no longer
-writes to his house master once a month. The arrival of a letter with
-the school crest on it ceases to excite him as it did. The school
-magazine becomes full of names that are meaningless to him. He notes
-with disgust that Baxter, in his day a miserable little squirt, has got
-into the Eleven; and that that goggle-eyed ass, Barton, is head of the
-school. He asks himself at Christmas whether it is worth his while to
-renew his subscription, and decides that it is not. From time to time he
-reads in _The Sportsman_ of the feats of his school Fifteen, and
-remarks without enthusiasm that 'Fernhurst must be pretty strong this
-year.' His school life has dropped from him as a coat that he has
-outgrown. It belongs to the past, and he is living in the future. School
-will not mean much to him for another twenty years, till the time comes,
-that is to say, when he will have to send his son to school.
-
-Then will he recover his youth, and live again his school days in his
-son, only more intensely, because he will be living them in his
-imagination. In the achievements of his son he will recognise the ghost
-of his old ambitions. His son's career will be more personal to him than
-his own. He will take more pleasure in his son's successes than the boy
-will himself. Indeed a great deal of a boy's pleasure in his success
-lies in his appreciation of the happiness that it will bring to his
-father. At no time in their lives do father and son come so close to one
-another as during these years. And it is at first sight surprising that
-this intimacy should not produce that common ground on which
-difficulties may be openly discussed and quarrels healed. For in spite
-of this intimacy, the relations between father and son are very often
-superficial.
-
-This statement may appear self-contradictory, but a little examination
-will show that this is not so. We do not necessarily confide in the
-people we love best. Let any man think of his friends and acquaintances,
-and he may be surprised to discover that he knows a great deal more
-about his acquaintances than his friends. I do not lay it down as a
-fact that he will make this discovery. I merely say that he may make it;
-certainly a great many will.
-
-At school, where one has a vast number of acquaintances and a few
-friends, I used to wonder sometimes how best one could draw the dividing
-line between a friend and an acquaintance. And I decided that the
-difference lay in silence, that with a friend one could be silent,
-whereas with an acquaintance one could not. If a friend walked into
-one's study when one was busy, one smiled and went on with one's work;
-the friend picked up a book and read. But if an acquaintance came in,
-one immediately stopped what one was doing; one felt that silence would
-become embarrassing.
-
-In the same way one does not, in the company of a real friend, feel the
-need of personal confidences. One likes being with him. That is enough.
-One sits over a fire and talks spasmodically, with long silences
-drifting into the conversation. But with a person of whom one is not
-particularly fond, such desultory conversation is not adequate. An
-acquaintance is not, in himself, sufficiently interesting--he is
-interesting in what he has done, or is doing. The need for confidences
-is essential. And so it is that most of us have acquaintances to whom we
-recount all our discreditable exploits, our romances, our financial
-enterprises, with whom we seem, in fact, remarkably intimate, but whose
-absence, were they to pass out of our lives, we should not greatly
-regret. The man who knows most about us very often matters least to us.
-This is not a generalisation. One cannot generalise about an abstraction
-like friendship, that has a different meaning and a different message
-for every individual man. But such relationships are a common
-experience; they are the more common in the degree that their subjects
-are the more reserved. And there is no more reserved class than that of
-past and present public school boys.
-
-This is, at any rate, the only explanation that I can find for the
-superficial relations between son and father that are spread over so
-deep a trust and intimacy. They accept without appreciating this
-superficiality. The father comes down at half term, and he goes for a
-walk arm in arm with his son, along the slopes. They discuss home
-affairs and the external activities of school: football shop, cricket
-shop, house politics. They rarely touch on the boy's inner life; the
-father can only guess at what his boy is doing and thinking. Underneath
-their love for each other they are strangers.
-
-On the important issues of school life they are both driven to accept
-the verdict of the house master or head master. And he, although he is
-working in the dark on both sides of him, is their only intermediary.
-
-But the relationships between parents and children are too intricate for
-so short a book as this. Indeed, I doubt whether it is possible ever to
-tackle satisfactorily a subject, the nature of which alters with every
-individual case. One would be lost at once in a labyrinth of
-generalisations and exceptions; Lytton Strachey made no attempt to write
-a history of the Victorian era. He selected and analysed a few
-specimens; that is, I believe, the only way in which to deal with the
-complex subject of parenthood. And it can only be thus dealt with by the
-story-teller, by the man who says: 'I care nothing for general
-principles. But this is how things went for one family.' In a general
-study such as this, it is quite impossible to dogmatise from individual
-cases. But I would submit this facet of the relationship between father
-and son as an important one in the study of school society. It throws
-the need for co-operation almost entirely on the schoolmaster. It makes
-his responsibility greater than he knows.
-
-Now there are three types of men to whom the scholastic profession makes
-its chief appeal. There is the brilliant scholar, the man with the
-double first, who will turn out to be either completely incompetent, or
-will become a head master. There is the athlete who takes a third, or at
-best a second in mods, and on the strength of a blue, returns as games
-master to his old school. Lastly, there is the idealist, the man who
-regards teaching as a calling and not a trade, the man who may be either
-an impossible crank or, in his own line, a genius.
-
-The first class of master plays, on the whole, a small part in the
-politics of school life. If he is incompetent he is ragged in form and
-his opinion carries no weight in the common room. If he is successful,
-he is a bird of passage, on his way to some rich head-mastership. He may
-become a house master for a while, but he is always looking beyond his
-immediate surroundings. He is ambitious. He does not regard one school
-as his compass. Always he is just outside the drama.
-
-The second class, however, forms the backbone of tradition. The old boy
-comes back to his old school with an intense loyalty and with the
-intention of staying there for the rest of his life. His ambition is to
-have the best house in the best school in the best county. He is usually
-a very fine fellow indeed, but he represents eternally the spirit of
-reaction. He lives in the standards of his youth. He has had no
-opportunity of testing those standards in another environment. His whole
-life has moved within the circle of one school.
-
-He imbibed as a boy the public school spirit, and he did not outgrow
-that spirit at the university--hardly a proof of mental elasticity. He
-has no sense of progress or of change in the world for which he is
-training the young. As things have been, so shall they be. The old boy
-turned house master is the most powerful force in the common room. He is
-the chief obstacle that the enthusiast has to face.
-
-With regard to the enthusiast, one is tempted to put an asterisk against
-the heading and a footnote, '_Vide_ the novels of S. P. B. Mais
-_passim_,' and leave it at that. For Mr. Mais knows more about the
-reception of this type of master than any other man in the kingdom. He
-has himself a genius for teaching. I cannot imagine a better English
-master. He inspires enthusiasm in the confirmed slacker. He is an
-invaluable asset to any staff, and yet nearly everywhere he has been met
-by opposition. His own story, as set forth in _A Schoolmaster's Diary_,
-is typical of the young movement. Only there is this difference, that,
-whereas Mr. Mais has never yielded to the reactionary influences, the
-majority of young masters conform to the custom of the country. Their
-position is extremely difficult.
-
-They leave Oxford with high ambitions. They have dissected and analysed
-the system, they have discovered the vital spot; they are eager to put
-their reforms into action. They have wonderful schemes for inspiring
-boys with a love of the beautiful, with an interest in politics and
-life. They are prepared to be ruthless in their battle; they will
-neither ask nor give quarter. They will not be fettered to the
-reactionary indolence of the intolerant and the effete. They have a
-mission and a purpose. They bring a sword. They arrive at school with a
-quenchless ardour.
-
-Like the small boy home for the holidays, they want to do everything on
-the first day. Before they have had time to look round they are
-suggesting schemes for founding literary and dramatic circles: they want
-to open a political debating society where there shall be files of _The
-Nation_ and _The Daily News_. They start a mile race at the speed of a
-hundred yards and find themselves alone in the void. Every one else is
-going at a very leisurely pace. There is no need for hurry. Their whole
-life is before them. The school has been in existence a very long while.
-It is moving in its own time to its duly appointed ends. The young
-enthusiast grows impatient: like most intense people he is tactless and
-makes mistakes. He ignores his colleagues, or interferes with their
-arrangements. He creates an atmosphere of opposition. This is, of
-course, what he has anticipated. The fight, he feels, is going to begin.
-But the nature of the fight is very different from what he had expected.
-
-It is not waged with the intolerant and the effete, but with men whom he
-cannot help admiring. He cannot make himself hate his enemies. The old
-boy house master, it cannot be too often repeated, is a very fine
-fellow. And his point of view is reasonable. He has given his youth, his
-energy, his ambition to his school. He has cared for nothing else. He
-has allowed many of the good things of life to pass him because of this
-unwavering devotion, and it is natural that he should resent the
-intrusion of a young fellow who has not had time to learn to love the
-school, but who wants to overturn the most cherished privileges.
-
-And his methods are so impeccably direct and honest. He does not go
-behind the young man's back to the head master. He has the young man
-into his study for a chat; he looks him straight in the face. He says:
-'Come now, we've got to have this out.' And the young man finds it so
-desperately hard not to admire him. He endeavours to open a discussion:
-he states his case. For a moment he seems to forget the personal issue
-in the case. Confidence comes back to him. He develops his argument, and
-then, just when he feels that his grip is closing on the contest, he is
-beaten by that disarming sentimentality which is the most powerful of
-all the old boy's weapons.
-
-'My dear fellow,' he will say, 'you have your point of view and I have
-mine. We are both in our own ways working for the good of the school;
-why must we quarrel? We are fighting the same fight. But we can do
-nothing unless we stand together. I've given my whole life to the cause;
-you are just beginning.'
-
-The acceptance of this offer of friendship and co-operation means
-defeat. The young man knows it. But it is so hard to refuse. The rebel
-in any sphere of life has no harder task than the cutting adrift from
-his own caste and the subsequent alliance with men of different
-upbringing and different standards. He sees, on the one hand, a vast
-number of noble, if bigoted men, men whom he can trust and admire. And,
-on the other side, as a setting for the few idealists in whose
-principles he believes, the arrayed forces of envy, greed, and malice.
-The temptation to cling to what he knows and what secretly he admires
-is too great. Most of the young enthusiasts give way soon. They join the
-forces of reaction.
-
-And those that stand out are inevitably broken. What chance have they
-after all? The modern intellectual is something of a negativist. His
-tolerance is composed of indifference and uncertainty. He sees life in
-the words of Jurgen as a 'wasteful and inequitable process,' and does
-not discern clearly how to alter it. His philosophy is a series of
-disappointments. He is bound to go down before a bigotry that is certain
-of itself. The forces of reaction are so powerfully entrenched. The old
-boy house master knows exactly what he wants and how he proposes to get
-it. He advances down a straight road. His enemies pause and wonder and
-question themselves.
-
-The bigot usually makes the best administrator. He is not worried by
-abstractions. He is certain of his ends and can devote all his attention
-to the means. The tolerant head master, the man who sees both points of
-view, is overcome in the end by preponderating faith and sincerity of
-reaction. The new man is invariably subjugated, or else is made to go.
-No head master would be anxious to take his side.
-
-The games master type is intensely popular with parents and old boys. He
-represents for them the public school spirit. He is a fixed, immutable
-principle in which they can place their trust. They would be intensely
-worried were they to learn that the head master had taken the side of a
-new man against their old friend. The subject would be discussed in the
-clubs: 'There's trouble brewing at Fernhurst,' they would say. 'This new
-head master is a liberal. He's quarrelling with old Aiken. I don't like
-the look of it.' And the position of the school would be shaken. Parents
-would send their sons elsewhere. The numbers would drop. Unpleasant
-questions would be put to the head master at the next meeting of the
-governors. It is the old trouble of the merchant and his goods. Parents
-have to be placated. They have been assured that 'all is for the best in
-the best of all possible schools'; and, when they hear rumours of
-dissension they naturally imagine that something must be wrong with that
-particular school. It is not so everywhere. They remind the head master
-of his own official utterances. And it is not easy after prophesying
-smooth things to satisfy the complaints of those who find them hard.
-
-A head master has to reach his ends through infinite tact and patience
-and through a long series of compromises. He has to be something of an
-opportunist. He has to give reasons other than the true ones for what he
-does. He has to promote progress secretly, while he advocates
-conservatism. And it is hard to remain true to oneself while playing the
-Jekyll and Hyde game. Motives become involved; there is too much
-diplomacy, and the forces of reaction, whatever else they be, are
-distinctly honest. Certainly he cannot allow the clumsy enthusiasm of a
-young man to complicate his vexed existence. And the young man has
-either to break or bend. Usually he bends. He has, after all, to
-consider his own career. He compromises with himself. He manages to
-persuade himself that he is not really yielding, but that he is adopting
-different tactics, attacking the enemy from another side. He decides to
-do his work of reform quietly, without ostentation. Other people can do
-their own way if they like.
-
-That compromise is the start of a long process of self-deception. When
-he becomes a house master it will be so simple to put off parents with
-excuses. He will be able to justify himself, to say: 'These are stupid
-folk. They will worry me if I encourage them. I have my work to do. I
-must pacify them and get on with it.' And so the circle completes
-itself. The young man who sets out to reform school life, who brought to
-the task a fine, untried energy, ends in evasion, compromise and
-self-deception. Boys, parents, and masters are working at cross
-purposes.
-
-There are certainly a large number of entries on the debit side of the
-ledger. It remains to be decided what hand has written these entries and
-whether it is possible to erase them. To a large extent they are due to
-four things: the moral issue; the cult of athleticism, which is regarded
-as an antidote to immorality; the conspiracy of silence that exists
-between parents and boys and masters, and the long period a boy spends
-at school--the six years that separate so unduly the junior from the
-senior, that accentuate the blood system, that erect a wall shutting out
-the world at large. School life is too much of a walled garden, too much
-of a world in itself. It has remained monastic, it has not established
-contact with the movements of the hour.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-SOME SUGGESTIONS: THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO MORALS
-
-
-The ardent idealists with their thousand pretty schemes for the
-regeneration of mankind, find no difficulty in allotting a few panaceas
-to the Public School. We hear of the 'new world' and of the 'new
-spirit,' and there is glib talk about the phoenix and the ashes. A few
-laws have to be passed, a few peasants educated and there will be an end
-of competition. 'The strong will support the weak, the clever work
-unselfishly for the general good. Wealth and intellect will be placed at
-the service of the state. The relations of the sexes will be ordered by
-eugenics.'
-
-It is all very jolly, and unless to-day one subscribes unfalteringly to
-this belief in a new world, one is called a reactionary and a
-materialist. The millennium, we are told, is round the corner. The
-finest intellects of thirty centuries may have failed to find it, but
-the farm labourer has only to spend a few half-hours with an English
-grammar to discover it at his feet. It must be very nice to believe all
-that, to be able to comfort oneself in dark moments with the assurance
-that for one's children's children life will be a happy hunting ground.
-It must be a drug more potent than laudanum, more sweet than hashish.
-But it is of small avail in the dust and traffic of humanity. In the
-case of the Public Schools we shall do well to examine what is at hand
-and prescribe what cures we may, without the indulgence of distant
-speculation.
-
-The four main objects of criticism, then, are the moral question, the
-evil of athleticism, the false scale of values that is inculcated at a
-Public School, and the subsequent conspiracy of silence. On the moral
-question the advanced idealists have talked more and to less purpose
-than on any other phase of school life. They have written of the
-discovery of the soul, of the unfolding of the flower. They have
-maintained that through art and literature the boy's emotional nature
-will be directed to a higher, a nobler conception of life. The
-psycho-analyst speaks of 'sublimation,' and they have fastened on to
-this cliché. Was not this what they had been saying so long, in other
-words--the sublimation of the sexual impulse?
-
-Now, in the case of a celibate priest or a maiden lady it is, no doubt,
-highly desirable and perhaps possible to sublimate an impulse which has
-been and in all probability will be, denied natural satisfaction. But it
-is a pretty hopeless job to sublimate an impulse that has every hope and
-prospect of complete, direct, and natural realisation; and that is the
-task that the advocates of flowers and poetry and the dawn have set
-themselves. If we are to change the moral tone of a Public School we
-shall have to find either an alternative system, or we shall have to
-modify in some way the existing system.
-
-Two alternatives are offered: co-education and the day school. In
-neither case should immorality be general or serious, and the number of
-romantic friendships correspondingly slight. It seems hardly possible
-that a normal healthy boy would be attracted by a smaller boy when, at a
-school like Bedales, he would be constantly in the company of young and
-charming scholars. And though the day boarder lives for the greater part
-of his day in a monastic society, he spends the majority of his spare
-time outside it. And during the week-ends he has full opportunity to
-continue any romance on which he may have embarked during the previous
-holidays. Although it is only possible for me to speak here from
-second-hand information, it can be assumed, I think, that at the
-co-educational and day school the moral question must sink to
-comparative unimportance. It has to be considered, however, whether this
-relegation compensates for the consequent disadvantages.
-
-Co-education is, of course, a new game, and it is difficult to write of
-it with confidence. At a lecture that I gave about three years ago, a
-young woman rose from the back of the hall and asked 'what Mr. Waugh
-thought about co-education?' I had, as a matter of fact, thought about
-it very little, but I felt that I could hardly confess as much. I said,
-therefore, something about 'co-education being excellent for delicate
-and sensitive boys who would find Public Schools too rough for them.'
-The young woman then indignantly demanded what the girls had done to
-deserve the companionship of only delicate and sensitive boys. It was an
-unanswerable protest, but having since then thought the matter over more
-carefully, I believe that, if the same question were put to me to-day I
-should make the same reply. It may be that such a reply would be based
-only on prejudice and a preconceived idea. But, after all, the evil that
-one knows is better than the evil that one does not know. And who would
-wish away his school days.
-
-If you were to ask a small boy of thirteen whether he would prefer to go
-to Uppingham or Bedales, he would promptly reply 'Uppingham.' If, two
-years later, you were to say to him: 'Would you rather have gone to
-Bedales than Uppingham?' he would reply: 'Lord, no.' If at the end of
-his last term, when it was all over, you were to ask him whether he
-regretted his choice, he would say: 'Good God, no!' And, twenty years
-afterwards, when the time had come for him to decide where he should
-send his son, were you to ask him yet again: 'Bedales or Uppingham?' he
-would reply without hesitation, 'Uppingham.'
-
-Why, after all, should he depart from an old allegiance. He knows
-nothing of Bedales, nothing of the troubles and adversities that his son
-will have to face there. He will be unable to help him, he will be
-denied that greatest privilege of fatherhood, the unquestioning trust
-of the son who knows that his father has trod every inch of the way
-before him. Father and son rarely come so close to one another as they
-do during those five years at a Public School. They are living
-practically the same life; the father finds his lost youth in the son.
-Is it likely that he will abandon such a certainty for a supposed and
-uncertain good. The public school system was formed round certain
-distinct traits in the British character. It is the expression of the
-national temperament. Nearly every one is happy at a Public School. It
-is the manner of life that we enjoy, that is in sympathy with our tastes
-and customs. The reformers may say what they will. You cannot turn a dog
-from the food it loves. This attitude to co-education may be illogical,
-it may be prejudiced, it may be reactionary--I do not know. One can only
-restate the fact that we are content to be old-fashioned people.
-
-The case of the day school cannot be so summarily dismissed. At a first
-sight indeed it appears to possess all the advantages and none of the
-disadvantages of a Public School. A boy acquires _esprit de corps_, but
-is saved from wild partisanship. He strengthens the qualities of courage
-and independence as fully as he would at a Public School, and the home
-influence is maintained. His moral lapses, if any, are likely to be
-occasioned by the attractions of the other sex. My friend, Mr. Oscar
-Browning, has indeed often assured me that the day school is the only
-possible solution of the difficulty, and in a symposium on the English
-Public Schools he wrote that 'House rivalries and the overwhelming
-importance of house matches cannot exist in day schools where boys live
-with their families, nor is school life likely to be so communal.' Many
-other educational authorities, whose testimony one must respect, have
-expressed their faith in day schools. Certainly the claim of the day
-school must be carefully examined. And it is with diffidence that I
-approach the task.
-
-At most boarding schools the day boy is looked down upon. For some
-obscure reason the day boy always seems to be inferior to the boarder.
-He is rarely prominent in games or work. One ceases, indeed, to regard
-him as a member of the school. He comes into form, he writes his prose,
-he attends corp parade, he plays his games. But, at six o'clock, when
-the bell rings for tea and the intimate life of the day begins, he
-collects his books and hurries across the courts and passes into another
-life.
-
-The period between lock-up and lights out is in retrospect the most
-charming part of the day. The troubles of the day are over. Lessons have
-to be prepared in prep., but they will not be heard till the next
-morning. Time enough to worry about that after breakfast. It is after
-tea that one packs twelve people into a study measuring eight feet by
-four and discusses the prospects of the house in the Two Cock, the
-'latest case,' and Evans's chance of getting into the Fifteen. Prep. is
-but a pause in the discussions of these momentous trivialities. After
-prayers there is an hour in which to brew coffee and renew the
-endlessly attractive conversation. These are the times of friendship and
-good feeling, and they are lost to the day boarder. Like the new boy, he
-is outside the life of the school. He moves in a different environment;
-he has different interests, he cannot enter into the eager loyalties and
-aversions of house politics. In a school such as Clifton, where there
-are a large number of day boys, the position is, of course, different.
-The day boy there occupies a definite social status. Instead of being
-attached to a house for games, he is grouped into that sector of the
-town in which he happens to live. His friends are leading much the same
-life as he is. But it can scarcely be denied that the day boarder loses
-a great deal of the charm of a communal life.
-
-What does he gain to compensate for that loss?
-
-He is protected to a large extent from the moral lapses peculiar to a
-Public School. He will develop through normal channels. Though, as he
-will in chapel and in his school listen to addresses that are based on
-the accepted official attitude, it is a little doubtful whether he will
-find himself in this respect much more satisfactorily educated than the
-boarder. At any rate he should be saved the disquieting experiences of a
-romantic friendship, and he will be less of a slave to the partisanship
-and house feeling. But does he gain anything else?
-
-We hear a great deal about the value of home influence, but what does
-home mean for the day boy? He rushes home at the end of the day, has
-his tea, and then settles down to prepare his lessons. By the time he
-has finished them it is time for him to go to bed. He has had little
-opportunity for talking either to his father or his mother. In the
-morning he has only time to rush his breakfast and hurry off to school.
-It must be remembered also that the parents who send their sons to day
-schools are usually not particularly well off. It is one thing to come
-home at the end of a hard day to the quiet seclusion of a warm and cosy
-study where everything will be quiet and undisturbed. It is another
-thing to come back to a house that is making strenuous efforts to get
-things straight before the master of the house returns. Middle-aged
-business men expect to find things made snug for them; they do not want
-schoolboys kicking about the place at the end of the day.
-
-Nothing is more uncomfortable than breakfast in the average suburban
-family. There is the flutter over the post, the opening and shutting of
-the paper, the constant glances at the clock. There is a banging of
-doors, and running up of stairs, and the shouting over banisters. A sigh
-of relief is heard when the front door closes behind the wage-earner.
-
-In a large, well-run house the domestic machinery moves so smoothly that
-it is unnoticed. In a small suburban villa these moments of arrival and
-departure provide constant friction, and it is from the small suburban
-villa that the majority of day boarders are recruited.
-
-In consequence the day boy starts his day's work at a disadvantage. It
-is like playing a cricket match on an opponent's ground. One arrives a
-little jaded. The boarder is on the spot. He has twenty-five minutes'
-leisure between chapel and breakfast. It is possible, of course, that he
-will pass these twenty-five minutes in a feverish attempt to prepare the
-'con' for which he had been allotted an hour on the time-table of the
-previous night. But that is his own fault. He has every chance of
-starting the day fresh.
-
-I cannot think that the rush of getting off in the morning and the
-journey to school can be good for a boy of fifteen. It is a strain for a
-full-grown man. That twenty minutes' jolt in tubes and lifts is
-exhausting. No one arrives at the office perfectly fresh. By the time
-one gets back at night one is really tired. The tube journey at the end
-of a hard day completes one's weariness. And on top of that weariness
-the day boarder has to do an hour and a half's preparation. It is not
-the ideal setting for successful work.
-
-The day boy is also leading two lives at the same time. He cannot shut
-them away in watertight compartments. They overlap. It is, no doubt, for
-the business man a great privilege and a great relief to be able to
-return at the end of the day to a quiet evening in his wife's company.
-But then he has not got to work at home, and work implies friction. The
-worker wants an absence of outside influences. He wants the company of
-quiet folk who make no particular demands on his energy and patience,
-with whom his relations are superficial and for whom he does not
-particularly care.
-
-Many writers make a failure of marriage because they put their study too
-near their nursery. The imaginative worker wants to be alone, not only
-while he is working, but for an hour before he starts working and for an
-hour after he has finished working. In many ways the army is the ideal
-career for a writer. He can do his two hours' writing after tea, have
-his bath and change, and go down to the ante-room, where he can read his
-paper quietly and chat superficially with people who make no demands on
-him. Wherever there is an intimate relationship there is friction. The
-proper adjustment of his work to his personal life is the most delicate
-task a man has to tackle. It is beyond the compass of a small boy. For
-the very reason that a boy loves his parents there will be friction; a
-strain will be placed, that is to say, upon his energy and patience. The
-boarder has fewer worries and, in consequence, is happier than the day
-boy.
-
-The advocates of 'home influence' must also remember that the day boy
-takes his home for granted. We cannot appreciate the value of anything
-till we have either lost it, or become separated from it. Home means a
-great deal to the boarder. Holidays mark for him a complete change of
-life, to the day boy holidays mean little save the pleasurable cessation
-of certain irksome duties. He can stay in bed longer in the morning, he
-has not got to hurry his breakfast, a free day lies in front of him. He
-will not have to waste his time over Latin Prose and Thucydides. During
-the term-time he has, except during week-ends, very few opportunities of
-intimate conversation with his parents, and because he has come to
-regard their presence as a natural environment he does not, during the
-holidays, make, as the boarder does, special efforts to see as much of
-them as possible. The influence of a place need be no more effective
-because one happens to live in it than the influence of a person because
-one happens to be in his, or her, company. It depends on the value set
-on the place or person. The boarder values his home more highly than the
-day boy. The influence of home is more likely to be felt by him than by
-the day boy. Letters from home are an event in the boarder's life. They
-mean more than a walk on Sunday morning, and the hours are counted to
-the half-term visit.
-
-The day boy also comes far less into contact with masters than the
-boarder does. Indeed the head master of a school can only have a
-superficial knowledge of the boys that are entrusted to him. He sees
-them in the form room and on the cricket field. But he does not watch
-the development of the boy's character through his reactions towards and
-away from the intrigues, romances, and jealousies of house politics.
-There is no constant theme, only a few uncertain _motifs_. The head
-master has not sufficient material upon which to work. The discovery of
-so many clues is denied to him. Every boy at some time or other must
-pause and wonder how much his head master really knows about him. It is
-a subject, for most of us, of disquieting conjecture. But the day boy
-can dismiss it with an easy conscience. School for him is a place in
-which he works and plays, but does not live. Indeed he is a child of no
-man's land, passing between two countries, a true citizen of neither.
-
-There are those who say that parents are the only people who understand
-their children, and will maintain that it is criminal to take young boys
-away from their parents at an impressionable age and place them in
-charge of schoolmasters who can know nothing about them. But parents
-are, as a matter of fact, as likely to make mistakes as any one else.
-
-We find in anything what we bring to it. And parents expecting their
-sons to be brave, truthful, obedient, clever, find them so. An outside
-opinion is of extreme value, and a house master or a head master is the
-ideal person to give it. When a house master and a father meet on equal
-grounds and discuss the son's welfare honestly, the auspices could
-hardly be more fortunate. They so rarely meet, because parents and
-schoolmasters do not trust each other, because they have adopted the
-false position of buyer and seller; the combination remains, however,
-none the less ideal.
-
-I do not myself see what advantages the day school possesses over the
-boarding school, save those that are concerned with a particular facet
-of morality, and beyond the weakening of a partisanship that is inclined
-to put a boy in blinkers. There are some very fine day schools in the
-country, but the day school, especially of recent years, has tended to
-become an alternative for parents with large families who cannot afford
-to send their sons to expensive boarding schools. And, after all, the
-suggestion that day schools should be generally substituted for boarding
-schools is obviously impracticable.
-
-Many of the finest Public Schools are situated in remote parts of the
-country, others in small towns that were once honoured with a monastery.
-How are these venerable institutions to be converted into day schools. A
-few retired colonels might possibly form a colony in Shoreham and send
-their sons to Lancing. A convenient train would take them to Brighton,
-where they might walk on the promenade and recall the reckless
-adventures of their youth. But civilisation draws us to big towns for
-our livelihood. However much the stockbroker might wish to send his son
-as a day boarder to Shrewsbury, he would find it quite impossible to do
-so. The town of Shrewsbury would provide no scope for his activities. He
-could not possibly settle there. A scheme that would involve the
-complete alteration of the public school system can only be called a
-revolution. A reformer has to work on his existing material. He cannot
-say--wash it out and start again. He cannot put back the clock.
-
-Mr. Oscar Browning has said that when he went to Eton in 1851 only five
-schools could lay claim to the dignity of being called a Public School.
-There must be at least fifty first-class Public Schools to-day; they are
-nearly all boarding schools, and every few years a comparatively unknown
-school proves itself a worthy competitor to older foundations. It is not
-the slightest use to say, even if we believed it, that day schools are
-better than boarding schools and leave the matter there. A politician
-might with equal ability draw up an elaborate defence of the feudal
-system. It may very well be that we should be all more happy if we could
-reconstruct society on a feudal basis: we might just as well express a
-belief that our efficiency would be increased were a kindly providence
-to dower us with wings. It may be, though I doubt it, that the advocates
-of the day school are in the right, that under such a system of
-education immorality and the blood system would pass. But it is for us
-to discover some method by which the existing system may be so modified
-as to produce of itself the required change.
-
-Now it is very tempting for a controversialist, when he has completed
-the arraignment of his enemies, to slip hastily over the policy he
-himself proposes to adopt. I wonder how many letters have been addressed
-to the press during the last seven years in which the writer, having
-stated in strong terms the calamities to which a certain line of thought
-or policy has reduced the country, has demanded in a final paragraph
-that 'something should be done before it is too late.' He suggests
-perhaps a 'change of spirit.'
-
-It is a good weapon that 'change of spirit.' We can all of us, when
-occasion demands, indulge in spirited invective; we can all detect
-numberless flaws and inequalities in the existing social system. Why,
-for instance, does our income run to three instead of to four figures.
-Why are we paying away a third of that small sum in income-tax? The flow
-of indignation is swift, and by the time we have written our 950 words,
-it is not hard to devote the remaining '50' to a general appeal for
-'some one to do something before it is too late.' Every contributor to
-the press has saved his argument like that some time or another. And, in
-the case of Public Schools, the trouble is that we can do little save
-repeat the parrot cry of 'a change of spirit.' For it is 'a change of
-spirit' more than anything else that is needed.
-
-We are kept wondering, however, how that change is to be effected. S. P.
-B. Mais used to say that 'Literature would save us.' But literature is
-only a part of life, one channel of self-expression, and in the case of
-Mr. Mais one is troubled by the knowledge that he, himself, is in many
-ways the ideal schoolmaster. He has a genius for teaching. He happens to
-have taught literature and mathematics, and because he taught them so
-successfully he has imagined that they are the panacea. He is too modest
-to realise any subject that he taught would have assumed the qualities
-of a panacea, that it was he and not his subject that was important. He
-could rouse his form, if he wished, to a high pitch of enthusiasm by a
-lecture on the properties of Cherry Boot Polish. But 'he is alone, the
-Arabian Bird.'
-
-Martin Browne suggests religion. And, no doubt, for the truly religious
-boy many of the difficulties of school life would be smoothed out.
-Unfortunately, however, religion plays, and will play, a small part in a
-boy's life at school. A boy has been told to believe certain things by
-his parents, and he has accepted these beliefs unquestioningly and
-without enthusiasm. They have not been tested by experience. They are
-not real to him. Religion, in its truest form, rises out of the conflict
-of a man's life. Faith is subconscious thought. I do not think you can
-expect the average small boy to be deeply influenced by religion. His
-religion, if he has one, is an unswerving devotion to his house and
-school. He would be ready to sacrifice himself for what he considered to
-be the school's service.
-
-Forty years ago a captain of my old house died after a kick on the head
-received in the Three Cock, the big house match of the year. The brass
-on the chapel wall which is dedicated to his memory,--
-
-
- 'Te duce, care Puer, pueri cum lusimus olim
- Optimus in cursu quem sequeremur eras
- Caelestem exacto tetigisti limite metam;
- Fratribus ab, fratrem detur ad astra sequi.'
-
-
-appealed far more to our imagination than the story of early martyrs.
-Action rather than contemplation is the essence of school life.
-
-I am aware that many will disagree with this assertion. Both Martin
-Browne and Jack Hood made in their books a great point of religious
-teaching and early confirmation, but I cannot help feeling that in this
-respect they are exceptional; certainly if they had not been exceptional
-they would not have written books; religion has meant a lot to them, and
-they feel that it should do the same for others. It is a mistake we all
-make in our different spheres. The poet thinks he will reform the world
-by placing the poems of Shelley in the hands of trade union officials;
-and the small craftsman sees life redeemed by hand weaving and hand
-pottery. We all think that the prop that has supported us will support
-others. It is part of our egotism. For the many, to whom faith is not
-intuitive, religion needs a solid foundation of experience.
-
-A change of spirit requires a change of setting, and I am inclined to
-think that this would be provided were boys to leave school at seventeen
-instead of nineteen.
-
-It would not, perhaps, from the point of view of the moral question,
-cause a very great diminution in the actual immorality between boys of
-the same age and the same social position. But it certainly would
-improve matters. As things are at present, the boy of fifteen and a
-half occupies a pleasantly irresponsible position. He has left behind
-him the anxieties of the day room, and the responsibilities of seniority
-are still far distant. His peccadilloes are not taken seriously. He can
-rag in form and smash windows in the studies without prejudice to his
-future. He has imbibed the example of Prince Hal. For a while he may
-rollick with Falstaff at the Boar's Head. Time enough to settle down
-when the privileges of power draw nearer him. For a good year and a half
-he may make merry.
-
-The lowering of the age limit would telescope events; it would reduce
-the period of revelry to a couple of months. No sooner would a boy have
-ceased to be a fag than he would be under the eye of authority as a
-candidate for responsibility. A display of rhodomontade would prejudice
-his future. He would play for safety; and such considerations would
-certainly place a check on his moral lapses. He would think twice. If he
-was discovered he would have no time to recover his position by
-subsequent good behaviour. He would be passed over in the struggle for
-promotion.
-
-To a certain extent the lowering of the age limit would prevent that
-type of immorality that takes place between boys of the same age and
-same position, but only to a certain extent. There always will be such
-misconduct in schools; it will never be possible to stamp it out
-entirely, but it is possible to overrate its seriousness. Certainly the
-romantic friendship is more important, and it is because of the
-romantic friendship that I advocate so strongly the lowering of the age
-limit.
-
-I have said that the romantic friendship is the natural growth of an
-unnatural system; but even a natural growth develops soon or late,
-according to the soil in which it is planted and the climate by which it
-is nourished. The presence of boys of 18 to 19, by their example, force
-this growth like a hot-house atmosphere. In a boy of eighteen the sexual
-impulse has become defined. He understands the implications of its
-symptoms. He is old enough to be married. But the boy of sixteen is not
-so sure of himself. In him the impulse is wavering and undetermined. He
-does not understand the nature of the emotions that are moving him. And
-he only comes to understand it through the example of elder boys. If a
-boy were told nothing of the existence of romantic friendships, of their
-technique, of the complicated moral code that allows this and denies
-that, if his curiosity were not continually quickened by stray
-references in sermons and addresses, I believe that he would not, at the
-age of seventeen, have realised that the friendship he felt for a
-smaller boy was essentially different from that which he was feeling for
-his contemporaries. It would be a deeper, an intenser friendship, but he
-would not see that it possessed a different nature. Why should he? The
-schoolboy has read _The Hill_. He expects every Verney to find a
-Desmond. So much has been written about the lasting friendships of
-school life. Every boy must have his 'special friend.' Why should he be
-any different from his fellows? There would be moments when he might
-wish to caress his friend, but he would immediately smother such a wish,
-feeling it to be foolish, girlish, unworthy of him. He would be too
-young, he would not have the intellectual independence to be able to say
-to himself: 'This is what I want. And what I want is natural to me. Damn
-anything else!' Shadowy imaginings would haunt his reveries, but they
-would never become defined in action.
-
-For a boy of eighteen it is different. His impulses are strong; he knows
-now exactly what he wants. And he is prepared to get what he wants. He
-knows that the emotions he feels for a small boy are of a different
-nature altogether from the friendship that he feels for his
-contemporaries, and the fact that there are boys in the school old
-enough to have defined these emotions, provides a hot-house atmosphere
-for the development of younger boys.
-
-To most people life comes at second hand. They learn from books,
-cinemas, and plays what are the appropriate emotions and the correct
-procedure for any given situation. The public school boy is no less
-conventional than his elders. He allows his inclinations to be directed
-into the accepted course. He is surprised, in the first place, by a
-delightful and unexpected emotion; but the surprise soon passes. He has
-formed just such another attachment as has been formed by practically
-every senior boy in his house. He exchanges confidences, he seeks the
-advice of some older boy, and follows the convention. If there were no
-senior boys, no example, and no convention, the first surprise of
-charmed bewilderment would endure. In the course of time it might very
-well be that out of that first romantic story would grow a deep, mutual,
-and lasting friendship. But such a development is hardly possible in an
-unnatural society where children and fully grown men are herded
-indiscriminately together.
-
-The example of elder boys, moreover, not only defines the nature of
-half-perceived emotions; it also forces emotions that would otherwise
-remain a long while in bud. There are many who consider it is the blood
-thing to have a _jeune ami_; that such a relationship is the privilege
-of a house colour. They want to be talked about. They have themselves
-spoken when juniors with bated breath of supposed 'cases.' They would
-like to be spoken of like that themselves, to feel themselves moving in
-an atmosphere of conjecture and intrigue, to gather an added sense of
-their own importance.
-
-Besides this itch, a natural one, to occupy the limelight by copying the
-customs of the great, there is the subtle influence of indirect example.
-In the same way that a boy who goes often to the theatre and the cinema
-and observes there the charming processes of love, begins to long for
-tenderness, and caresses, and endearments, so does the schoolboy who
-hears on all sides romantic confidences, find himself drawn into the
-glittering circle. This lure would at least be removed by the lowering
-of the age limit. That it would solve all the difficulties I would not
-for a moment maintain.
-
-We cannot imagine a world in which men and women will not desert or
-betray each other; in which husbands will remain faithful and the
-unmarried chaste. Why should we expect school life, which is the world
-in little, to be so startlingly different. Parents refuse to believe
-that their own children are mortal: 'These things,' they say, 'may
-happen to our neighbour's children. They do not happen to our own.' And
-schoolmasters are only too anxious to reassure them. Parents have such
-faith in their sons that they will believe in the most superficial
-testimonials. They are so anxious to be deceived.
-
-For this reason I believe that a mere statement of facts has value.
-There is much clamour to-day for reconstruction, and the
-controversialist who has not a cut and dried scheme for regenerating the
-world is looked on with disfavour. But on sex questions, which are after
-all intensely personal questions, which concern the individual in the
-first place and society in the second, only the superficial will
-dogmatise.
-
-I cannot do better than quote from Havelock Ellis's General Preface to
-_The Psychology of Sex_:--
-
-
- 'A resolve slowly grew up within me,' he writes, 'one main part of
- my life-work should be to make clear the problem of sex. That was
- more than twenty years ago. Since then I can honestly say that in
- all that I have done that resolve has never been far from my
- thoughts.... Now that I have, at length, reached the time for
- beginning to publish my results, these results scarcely seem to me
- large. As a youth I had hoped to settle problems for those that
- came after; now I am quietly content if I do little more than state
- them. For even that, I now think, is much. It is, at least, the
- half of knowledge. In this particular field the evil of ignorance
- is magnified by our efforts to suppress that which can never be
- suppressed, though in the effort of suppression it may become
- perverted.'
-
-
-If this is the conclusion at the end of his work and of his life, of
-perhaps the greatest living authority on sex, by what right does the
-amateur produce cheerful remedies.
-
-In the case of the Public School it is indeed something to state the
-problems. There is so much ignorance to dispel; the ignorance of
-mothers, the ignorance of fathers who have themselves not been to a
-Public School, the conspiracy of silence of boys, old boys and masters.
-Too much and, at the same time, too little, is made of immorality.
-Schoolmasters assure us that its appearance is occasional, but their
-attitude to it is that of a doctor who suspects that his patient is
-suffering from a malignant disease and watches all the time for signs of
-it to appear. The schoolmaster is always afraid lest he may be sitting
-on a volcano. He encourages the athletic cult as a preventative, in the
-belief that the boy who is keen on games will not wish to endanger his
-health, and that the boy who has played football all the afternoon and
-has boxed between tea and lock-up will be too tired to embark on any
-further adventures. It does not occur to him that the boy will be
-equally too tired to do his prep.
-
-Such encouragement of the athletic cult is a confession of failure. It
-is as though the master were to say: 'I know I cannot interest you in
-your work. I know that unless I look after you, you will land yourself
-in all manner of mischief. A man must have a god of sorts, therefore
-make unto yourself whatsoever manner of god you choose, and I will see
-that it receives a fitting reverence.'
-
-The public school code of honour, the majority of the standards, indeed,
-of school life are dependent on the athletic worship, and the athletic
-worship is in its turn largely dependent, not so much on the moral
-question, as on the official attitude to the moral question. Too much
-energy has been devoted to the damming of trickles, while on another
-side of the hill the main stream has passed into the valley, laying
-waste the plains.
-
-Greater honesty between boys, parents, and masters would undoubtedly
-achieve much. But more than a change of spirit is required. If no boy
-was allowed to stay on at school after the term in which he became
-seventeen years old, I believe that the moral question would, to a large
-extent, simplify itself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS
-
-
-But it is not only on account of the moral question that I would
-advocate the lowering of the age limit. Such a reform would, I believe,
-make its influence felt on every side of school life. It would not
-alter, but it would modify certain conditions. The blood system would
-still exist, but less acutely. The gap between the junior and senior
-would be small. At present a man of nineteen who has been tried for his
-county eleven appears to the junior as a gorgeous giant. He and his
-friends live in a world apart, and they know it. A good three years
-separates him from the anxieties and indignities of the day room. No
-one, save his actual contemporaries, remember him as being anything but
-a blood. He is, and has been, a prince among mankind. He idles through
-his last two years, a very splendid, a very attractive figure; but, as
-we have already seen, his is hardly the ideal apprenticeship for life.
-
-If the leaving age were fixed at seventeen instead of nineteen, so proud
-a position would be unattainable. There would still be bloods, still
-elegant creatures to saunter across the courts, languidly arm in arm.
-But a certain refinement would be missing. The languor would be less
-certain of itself, it would seem to fear a sudden assault and a fierce
-shout of 'Jones, you young swine, what right have you to shove on side?'
-There is a difference between the blood of eighteen and the blood of
-sixteen. It is only four terms since the blood of sixteen was suffering
-the last exaction of the law. He remembers vividly being beaten for
-ragging in the dormitories; it is not so long since he was a fag. If we
-were suddenly transplanted on a magic carpet into the luxury of an
-Eastern court we should stand for some time in dazed bewilderment,
-marvelling at what had happened to us, wondering who were these comely
-Ethiopians that prostrated themselves before us. For quite five minutes
-we should lack the courage to give an order. The blood of sixteen feels
-like this; can he have achieved so swiftly his ambition? It is only
-yesterday that he was trembling in the presence of the great. By the
-time he has recovered from his bewilderment and is preparing to exert
-his authority his year of office is at an end.
-
-Not only, moreover, is the sixteen year old blood unable to hold so
-exalted an opinion of his own importance, but his immediate juniors
-refuse to recognise him as the gilded figure of romance. The men on the
-Fifth Form table remember when the head of the house helped them to
-wreck Bennett's study. They cannot feel him to be so vastly superior to
-themselves. It is different for the blood of eighteen. He has passed
-slowly through many circles to the dignity of an Olympian. He has
-served his period of probation. He was not a colt's cap one season and
-the next a colour. He took a year to pass from house cap to seconds, and
-another year from seconds to firsts. He discovered himself gradually. He
-rose slowly to his greatness. By the time he has reached his last year
-the days of conflict are infinitely remote. He can hardly believe it
-possible that he was ever caned. He is, in fact, a great deal too old
-for a Public School. And as things are now it is impossible for any,
-save the exceptional boy, to reach a position of authority till he is
-eighteen, or at least seventeen.
-
-A great many boys do undoubtedly leave between the ages of sixteen and
-eighteen, but by doing so they lose the most valuable lessons they
-should learn at school. A boy who leaves before he has been a house
-prefect fails to put the coping stone to his education. The
-responsibilities of prefectship are an invaluable experience. And when
-the house master begs the parent to let 'Arthur stop on another year,'
-the parent naturally gives way. And it is, of course, always the wrong
-type of person who stays on that extra year. It is the clever, the
-brilliant, the athletic boy, the boy who already stands out above his
-contemporaries and in the course of the next year will be even more
-prominent, that is encouraged to remain. It would not matter if the dull
-boy stayed on another year. His natural talents would not be sufficient
-to lift him to the rarefied atmosphere of Olympus. It is the second
-eleven colour who is urged to stay on to get his firsts. The fast bowler
-who is asked to captain the side next year, the exhibitioner who hopes
-that another year's work will win him a scholarship at Balliol. The
-great become more great, and, as their undistinguished contemporaries
-fall out of the race, the gap between the prefect and the fag grows more
-pronounced. The intermediate steps are few and dimly seen. It is not
-surprising that the blood system should gloriously flourish. It would
-not so flourish were the leaving age to be fixed at seventeen. We have
-the proof of this in the knowledge of what happened during the war, when
-the big men left suddenly in August, 1914, when boys of sixteen sat at
-the Sixth Form table, and when no one stayed on at school after his
-eighteenth birthday.
-
-War conditions were, of course, abnormal. It was inevitable that at such
-a time the rewards of school life should lose their value. It was
-impossible to feel the old excitement about the result of a house match
-when the morning paper had brought with it the story of Neuve Chapelle.
-The winning of cups and the gaining of colours ceased to be an end in
-themselves. For the boy who was prevented by lack of years from joining
-the army in 1914 school life became a period of probation, of marking
-time. Life in its fullest sense was waiting for him on the other side;
-no prefect ever looked forward to Oxford more eagerly than those of us
-who were still at school in 1915 looked forward to the day when we
-should join the army. Our imagination was quickened by the stories told
-us by old boys returning from depôts and from the front. Was it possible
-that Smith, who had played with us only eight months earlier in the Two
-Cock, should be in charge of a company in the front line trenches? We
-fretted at our tether; our eyes were fixed on the future. We scorned the
-prizes that lay to our hand. We began to reconstruct our scale of
-values: it was not only the giants of the football field who were
-winning honours for themselves and for the school in France. Queer,
-insignificant fellows who had never risen above the Upper Fourth, and
-had never been in the running for a house cap, came home on leave with
-the blue and white riband of the military cross. We began to realise
-that it was not only the blood that was entitled to our respect. The
-blood system received a rude shock in August, 1914. It will never,
-unless we become involved in social revolution, receive such another. I
-believe, however, that it would be considerably modified were the
-leaving age to be altered.
-
-There would be also less hooliganism and less bullying. The third yearer
-would no longer be in a position of reckless freedom. Studies would
-still be stripped, scholars would still be ragged, but the process would
-be compressed. The swash-buckling element would find itself sooner in
-authority. The scholar would reach sooner the immunity of the Sixth. And
-the prefect would be no less capable of keeping order. For, after all,
-the prefect owes his power as much to the system that is behind him as
-to himself.
-
-But perhaps the greatest difference that the change would effect would
-be in the boy's attitude to his own life. Six years is a very long time
-to be in one place. I remember at the end of my first year overhearing a
-conversation between the barber and a boy who was leaving the next day.
-
-'Well, Mr. Meredith,' the barber was saying, 'I suppose this is the last
-time I shall cut your hair. I have cut it a good many times.'
-
-'I have been in this town,' said Meredith, 'for ten years: five years at
-the prep, and five years at the school. I'm jolly well sick of it.'
-
-It is certainly a mistake to send a boy to the prep. of the school to
-which he will one day go. Ten years is too long. But six is too long,
-too--at that age.
-
-It is not easy for any one under thirty to picture himself in six years'
-time. We look back and remember ourselves six years ago in the
-discomfort and disquiet of khaki. What a lot has happened since then.
-Who can tell what the next six years may hold? Very few men under thirty
-can look far ahead, and the new boy at a Public School who can see his
-life mapped out for six years naturally does not look beyond them. He
-hardly realises that there is a world outside. He will have to travel so
-far before he reaches it. He comes to consider his Public School not as
-a prelude, but as the whole sphere in which his personality has to move.
-Certain prizes and certain honours await him. He does not pause to
-think whether those prizes and those honours will be of much or little
-service to him after he has put the cloistered world behind him. Not
-only is he incapable of viewing his life under the hard light of
-eternity, he is incapable of viewing it under the light of the fifty odd
-years of traffic that wait for him among phenomena. He accepts
-unquestioningly the standards and values of his school. He does not feel
-that he is preparing for a contest. That phase of endeavour belonged to
-his 'prep.' He has started the race.
-
-There is a big difference between four years and six. It is a wall over
-which even the fag can peer on tiptoe. The passage of ambitions and
-loyalties and jealousies is much more swift. It is possible to consider
-four years as a prelude; and as soon as public school life is regarded
-as a prelude the scale of values becomes changed. The boy begins to
-wonder whether he is doing his best to fit himself for after life. He
-will cease to be contented with the honours that come to him on the way.
-Because his school is a fixed institution, because the scope of his
-masters is fixed within its walls, there is a tendency to regard him as
-an inhabitant and not a sojourner there. That is what the schoolboy
-should never be allowed to forget--that he is passing through one phase
-of his life into another; it is because he has forgotten that that he so
-often pauses bewildered and irresolute on the threshold of life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-CONCLUSION
-
-
-Were the moral question to be tackled sensibly, and were the reduction
-of the age limit to modify the 'blood' system, and insist upon the fact
-that school life is only a prelude, I believe that athletics would
-occupy their proper place in the life of the school. The social force of
-religion depends, to a large extent, on the appreciation of the
-importance of what will follow the 'here and now.' During the war, when
-the future was insecure, and no one could see anything certainly beyond
-the limits of a fortnight's leave, the country plunged recklessly in
-search of pleasure. No one looked ahead. No one paused to consider what
-would be the harvest of their sowing.
-
-The eyes of the preparatory school boy are fixed upon the future. He
-knows that the successes and failures of the moment are unimportant. He
-knows that a strenuous contest lies in wait for him. In consequence
-there is at a Preparatory School little of the fanatical devotion that
-colours the fabric of public school life. I remember a house master once
-saying that it was impossible for a member of a house side to do much
-work while the house matches were in progress. And, as the house matches
-covered a period of six weeks, this was a pretty generous allowance. At
-the same time the house master only spoke the truth: it was practically
-impossible to do much work during the house matches term; we could think
-of little else. Every evening we would discuss at considerable length
-the afternoon's punt-about and the morrow's match. We would devise
-schemes for the better outwitting of our opponents. We would discuss the
-weakness and strength of individual players. And the majority of
-masters, certainly of house masters, shared this fervour. It is true
-that a certain house master, when presented with the excuse for an
-indifferent prose that house matches were too exciting, remarked: 'I
-don't know whom they excite, they don't excite me.' But this assertion
-was belied by his subsequent behaviour on the touchline. During house
-matches there is an educational moratorium. In peace time the energies
-and interests of a nation are directed into a thousand different
-channels, but in war time every interest is secondary to that of war.
-And, while house matches are in progress, the atmosphere of a house is
-not unlike that of a nation that is at war. Individual members may have
-their private troubles, but they realise that these troubles are of
-small account at such a time. And, though it is no doubt admirable for
-the individual to feel himself of less importance than the community, it
-will hardly be conceded that self-negation in such a cause is likely to
-prove of any very permanent value to him.
-
-Now there are those who will urge that boy nature cannot be altered,
-that it is natural for a boy to worship games, and that you cannot
-expect him to be otherwise. But that I shall never believe is so. For
-myself, I know that I play cricket and football as keenly as I did seven
-years ago, that I spend a great many evenings with a Wisden in my hands;
-but that I manage to get through a fair amount of work between each
-January and December. That is not in itself a fair argument. One cannot
-arraign the enthusiasms of sixteen before the enthusiasms of
-twenty-three any more than one can arraign the enthusiasms of
-twenty-three before those of forty. There is no more fallacious argument
-than the 'when you have reached my age, young man.' At different stages
-of our life we are vexed by different problems. At twenty-three our
-sexual life is of vast importance; it stretches before us, a wide field
-for courage, enterprise, adventure. In the man of forty, curiosity has
-been satisfied. He has settled many of the problems that perplexed him
-when he was a young man. And he says: 'My dear fellow, all this that is
-worrying you does not really matter.' But he is wrong. It does matter to
-a young man of twenty. And nothing is trivial that has ever exercised
-deeply the human spirit.
-
-In a world that is in flux the permanence or impermanence of any emotion
-is of less matter than its intensity while it lasts. Sooner or later
-everything must desert us. Is the brain a useless possession because it
-will one day soften. Are teeth less efficacious now because one day
-they will decay. Is a young man of twenty going to listen to the
-impotent man of sixty who mutters: 'Young man, the charms of woman are a
-snare and an illusion. When you have reached my age you will be no
-longer moved by them.' For that is where the 'when you are my age, young
-man,' argument finally lands us. And it is not fair to say to a boy of
-seventeen: 'This mad excitement about games is absurd. In six years even
-you will have outgrown it.' It is for us to decide whether this mad
-excitement is the natural expression of a boy's temperament, or whether
-it is the peculiar growth of a peculiar environment.
-
-I will take as an example Sandhurst as it was in the autumn of 1916. It
-was composed almost entirely of boys straight from the Public Schools,
-and I should imagine that the average age of a company was about
-eighteen, the age, that is to say, at which most of them would have been
-about to start on their last year. They brought with them the standards
-of public school life. One would have expected them to establish their
-standards at Sandhurst. They did nothing of the sort. There was nothing
-that bore the least approach to a blood system. There were seniors and
-juniors, that was all. There was no fierce cult of athleticism. The G.C.
-who scored tries in company matches was not granted a general permission
-to drive his bayonet through college furniture. In the daily life games
-played a prominent part. Indeed, the under officer whose company did not
-make use of the ground allotted to it would have had to face an
-unpleasant half-hour with the commandant. But games never became the
-business of life. They were played for their own sake. They were
-untouched by professionalism. If a three-quarter missed a pass five
-yards from the line he did not bury himself in a far corner of the
-anteroom, apart from the gaiety of his companions. The average company
-side played just as keenly as a house fifteen at school. While we were
-on the field we were as desperately anxious to win. But we did not spend
-the morning in a state of nervous irritation, nor did the issue of the
-contests drive us to deep despondency, or to hysterical elation. A
-certain intensity had passed. Yet I do not think that ever before had I
-derived such pleasure from the actual playing of the game as I did at
-Sandhurst.
-
-One would not, of course, hold up a military institution as the model
-for an educational system. But, from the point of view of athletics, the
-Sandhurst that I knew in the winter of 1916 and the spring of 1917
-possessed all the merits and none of the faults that one associates with
-the average Public School. And yet that Sandhurst was composed of the
-same boys that a few months earlier had, at their Public Schools,
-rigidly observed the exacting ritual of the great god of sport.
-
-Reasons for this change are not difficult to find, and it may be noticed
-that they are in line with the improvements suggested in an earlier
-chapter. There is no blood system, because there is little disparity of
-age between the G.C.'s. Juniors belong to a lower caste than the
-seniors, but they inhabit that lower world without worrying much about
-what is happening in the superior world. Contact between the two is not
-established. There is a hard dividing line. A junior may not sit on a
-certain side of the anteroom. There is no social fluidity. One is one
-thing or the other. Athletic worship in school was due largely, I
-suggested, to the absence of any other focus for a boy's enthusiasm. At
-Sandhurst several such focuses were provided. To begin with, the work
-was interesting. The morning was not a mere succession of tiresome hours
-relieved by a quarter of an hour's break. The G.C. did not listen to
-lectures and tactics with the listless condescension that he had paid
-formerly to the Greek syntax; he realised that the knowledge of the
-subjects he was studying would be of practical value to him at a later
-date. He was anxious to be a good officer. He was, therefore, interested
-in his work. He was also at Sandhurst for a very little while. He
-regarded Sandhurst quite definitely as the anteroom to a career; he
-never imagined it to be anything else. In a few months he would have
-joined his regiment. The honours he won at Sandhurst would be of little
-value in themselves, and were only worth the gaining in as far as they
-would enhance the reputation which he would take with him to his
-regiment. A Sandhurst cadet was always looking beyond the present.
-
-Nor did the officers in charge of companies feel any compunction to
-prescribe athleticism as an antidote to immorality. In the first place,
-they were not responsible for the G.C.'s moral welfare, nor was there,
-indeed, any occasion for alarm. The amount of immoral conduct between
-G.C.'s, if there was any, must have been extremely small. Such conduct
-is essentially _faute de mieux_: women were abundantly available for
-those who wanted them. And in a town such as Camberley there were
-endless opportunities for innocent romance.
-
-The three main causes for athleticism were removed, and in consequence
-there was no athleticism. Now it is obviously impossible for all these
-conditions to be introduced into a Public School. There must be a
-disparity of age, schoolmasters must feel some anxiety about the morals
-of the boys that are to be entrusted to them. But, if we can show that
-the complete removal of certain conditions of public school life can
-entirely remove certain evils, we can only assume that the modification
-of these conditions would cause considerable improvement. The smaller
-the disparity of age between the eldest and the youngest boy, the less
-intense will be the blood system. The shorter the period that a boy
-spends at school, the less will be the tendency to regard school life as
-the complete compass of his life. The supply of another focus for a
-boy's enthusiasm will diminish the strength of his athletic ardour. The
-greater the honesty in tackling the moral question, the less will
-masters feel themselves forced to recommend athleticism as an antidote
-to immorality. And these changes are, I believe, possible without
-altering appreciably the principle of public school education. The
-supply of other focuses may, at first glance, seem a highly difficult
-job. It may, indeed, be advanced that were there another focus,
-athleticism could not exist in its present state, and that there would
-be no need for a reduction of the age limit. But I am inclined to think
-that it would be hardly possible to run any school which contained boys
-of thirteen and boys of nineteen and not have a blood system and an
-athletic worship. The forces of a natural inclination are too strongly
-entrenched behind the barricade of six years. The masters do not stand a
-fair chance. But the weakening of one force means the strengthening of
-another. A lowering of the barricade by a couple of years would give the
-other side a chance of contending equally. The moment a boy realised
-that the prizes of school life had only a temporary value, he would
-question his blind devotion to the religion of athleticism. He would
-wonder whether other things were not worth while. His allegiance would
-be divided.
-
-But the passing of regulations cannot in themselves effect a
-reformation. They can be of great assistance; they can support and they
-can protect. They cannot build. And, in the study of public school life,
-we have to return in the end to the point from which we started. Boys
-and parents and schoolmasters must meet on a common ground and discuss
-their mutual welfare. They can do nothing till they are honest with
-each other, till they face the facts together. When they had once done
-that they would not find the road hopelessly barricaded. The solutions
-that I have, from time to time, suggested in these chapters, would, I
-believe, prove beneficial. But it is as a statement of facts, an
-analysis of certain conditions, tendencies, and lines of thought, that I
-would chiefly submit this book to the consideration of parents and
-schoolmasters and those others who are interested in these questions.
-For nothing can be done till the conspiracy of silence, the policy of
-evasion and self-deception, the diplomacy of the merchant and his goods
-is broken down, till, that is to say, parents and schoolmasters meet on
-the common ground of co-operation, till they can look each other in the
-face and say: 'Things are so, and it is for us to find a remedy.'
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-<p>Title: Public School Life</p>
-<p> Boys Masters Parents</p>
-<p>Author: Alec Waugh</p>
-<p>Release Date: March 9, 2016 [eBook #51409]</p>
-<p>Language: English</p>
-<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p>
-<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PUBLIC SCHOOL LIFE***</p>
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-<h4>E-text prepared by MWS, Martin Pettit,<br />
- and the Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br />
- (<a href="http://www.pgdp.net">http://www.pgdp.net</a>)<br />
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- Images of the original pages are available through
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- https://archive.org/details/publicschoollife00waug</a>
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- </tr>
-</table>
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-<hr class="full" />
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-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-<p>&nbsp;</p>
-
-<div class="center"><a name="cover.jpg" id="cover.jpg"></a><img src="images/cover.jpg" alt="cover" /></div>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_i" id="Page_i">[Pg i]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="bold2">PUBLIC SCHOOL LIFE</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_ii" id="Page_ii">[Pg ii]</a></span></p>
-
-<p>COUNTRIES OF THE MIND<br />
-<span class="smcap">Middleton Murry</span><br />
-Demy 8vo. 10<i>s.</i> 6<i>d.</i> net<br />
-<br />
-IBSEN AND HIS CREATION<br />
-Professor <span class="smcap">Janko Lavrin</span><br />
-Cr. 8vo. 7<i>s.</i> 6<i>d.</i> net<br />
-<br />
-THE RETURN<br />
-<span class="smcap">Walter de la Mare</span><br />
-Cr. 8vo. 7<i>s.</i> 6<i>d.</i> net</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<div class="center"><img src="images/titlepage.jpg" alt="title page" /></div>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_iii" id="Page_iii">[Pg iii]</a></span></p>
-
-<h1>PUBLIC<br />SCHOOL LIFE</h1>
-
-<p class="bold">BOYS PARENTS MASTERS</p>
-
-<p class="bold"><i>by</i></p>
-
-<p class="bold">ALEC WAUGH</p>
-
-<p class="bold">Author of 'The Loom of Youth,' 'Pleasure,' etc.</p>
-
-<div class="center space-above"><img src="images/logo.jpg" alt="logo" /></div>
-
-<p class="bold">LONDON: 48 PALL MALL<br />
-W. COLLINS SONS &amp; CO. LTD.<br />
-GLASGOW MELBOURNE AUCKLAND</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_iv" id="Page_iv">[Pg iv]</a></span></p>
-
-<p class="center">Copyright, 1922</p>
-
-<p class="center space-above"><i>Manufactured in Great Britain</i></p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_v" id="Page_v">[Pg v]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>A DEDICATORY LETTER TO<br />ARNOLD LUNN</h2>
-
-
-<p class="right"><i>December 6, 1921</i>:&nbsp;&nbsp;</p>
-
-<p><span class="smcap">My Dear Arnold</span>,&mdash;It was with genuine surprise that I read the other day,
-while turning over the pages of <i>The Harrovians</i>, the date 1913 upon the
-title-page. Only eight years ago, and since then so much has happened.
-What a long while it seems since <i>The Harrovians</i> was the most borrowed
-book in the house, and we passed the hours of evening hall, that should
-have been spent in the study of irregular verbs, in eager discussions on
-your book. It was a revelation to us&mdash;we schoolboys of 1913. It
-explained us to ourselves. We thought then that the last word on the
-subject had been said.</p>
-
-<p>But one can never say the last word on such a subject as the Public
-Schools, especially in a novel. In a novel one is constrained to tell a
-story or to reveal a character. In <i>The Harrovians</i> you dealt with the
-Public School System only in as far as it effected the development of
-Peter, and in <i>Loose Ends</i> you found yourself equally fettered with
-<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_vi" id="Page_vi">[Pg vi]</a></span>regard to Maurice. It is for this reason that I feel there is still
-room for a book such as this, which, though a narrative, has for its
-object simply the analysis and presentation of public school life. At
-any rate I hope that you may think, when you come to read it, that it
-was worth doing. If you do not, well then at least here is your name
-after the title-page in grateful tribute to many pleasant hours spent in
-the company of yourself and of your books, and in the hope of many more
-such hours.</p>
-
-<p>For their sake, if not for its own sake, please accept this book, and
-believe me,</p>
-
-<p class="right">As ever, your sincere friend,<span class="s3">&nbsp;</span><br />
-<span class="smcap">Alec Waugh</span>.</p>
-
-<hr /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_vii" id="Page_vii">[Pg vii]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2>CONTENTS</h2>
-
-<table summary="CONTENTS">
- <tr>
- <td colspan="2" class="left"><span class="smaller">CHAP.</span></td>
- <td><span class="smaller">PAGE</span></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>I.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;INTRODUCTORY</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_1">1</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>II.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE PREPARATORY SCHOOL</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_20">20</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>III.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE NEW BOY</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_38">38</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>IV.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE SECOND YEAR</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_60">60</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>V.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;ATHLETICISM</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_76">76</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>VI.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE TRUE ETHICS OF CRIBBING</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_91">91</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>VII.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;MORALITY AND THE ROMANTIC FRIENDSHIP</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_124">124</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>VIII.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE MIDDLE YEARS</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_161">161</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>IX.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;PREFECTSHIP</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_171">171</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>X.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE LAST TERM</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_198">198</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XI.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE OLD BOY AS SCHOOLMASTER AND PARENT</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_215">215</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XII.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;SOME SUGGESTIONS: THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO MORALS</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_231">231</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XIII.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_256">256</a></td>
- </tr>
- <tr>
- <td>XIV.</td>
- <td class="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;CONCLUSION</td>
- <td><a href="#Page_263">263</a></td>
- </tr>
-</table>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_1" id="Page_1">[Pg 1]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER I</span> <span class="smaller">INTRODUCTORY</span></h2>
-
-<p>Twenty years ago a father said to his son, who had just come down from
-Oxford with a batting average of 35.7: 'For ten years, my boy, you have
-been playing cricket all through the summer at my expense. You can now
-either come into my business and play first-class cricket during your
-month's holiday in August, or, if you want to continue to play cricket
-all through the season, you can go down to the Oval and apply to be
-taken on as a professional.' The moral, the obvious moral, that is to
-say, is admirable. And the elderly gentleman whom I overheard repeating
-this story in the pavilion, leant back in his seat and affirmed proudly,
-though with a deep sense of the passage of good things, that it was in
-such a spirit that the game had been played when he was young. 'That's
-what cricket meant to the Studds, the Lyttletons, the Fosters. We didn't
-have any of these amateur professionals, none of these fine fellows who
-get found soft jobs by their county committees. What's the difference, I
-should like to know, between the fellow who gets paid five pounds a
-match and the fellow who is presented with the directorship of a ladies'
-corset factory at a comfortable salary, and who has only to go to the
-office once<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_2" id="Page_2">[Pg 2]</a></span> a week to sign his name in the directors' attendance book?'
-The elderly gentleman shrugged his shoulders with disgust.</p>
-
-<p>He was quite right, of course. There are too many cricketers who make as
-much money out of the game as any professional, yet are entitled to put
-initials before their name upon the score card. And the father was quite
-right when he insisted on the industry of his son. He was none the less
-right because things probably failed to turn out as they had been
-planned. They rarely do. We can guess what happened.</p>
-
-<p>For a year the son worked hard. During his month's holiday he made a
-couple of centuries in first-class cricket, and various papers
-commenting on this achievement expressed their regret that so promising
-a cricketer should only be available in August. It is needless to add
-that the other members of the family saw to it that these references did
-not escape the attention of their father. Next season the county started
-so well, that by the end of May it stood at the head of the
-championship, and the young financier was entreated to turn out for the
-Yorkshire match in the middle of June. On such an occasion parental
-discipline was naturally relaxed. And an innings of 87 on a tricky
-wicket was followed by an invitation to play for the Gentlemen at Lords.
-Parental pride was flattered. Next season the same thing happened, only
-more frequently. There was, in fact, an understanding that he was
-available for all the important matches, and very soon not only the
-fixtures with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span> Middlesex, Kent, and Surrey, came to be regarded as
-important, but also those with Hampshire, Gloucestershire, Somerset, and
-Worcester. Indeed, in five years' time the son found himself playing
-county cricket steadily from May to August and as an amateur. Things
-happen like that. Still the pact, as the elderly gentleman in the
-pavilion asserted, had been made in the right spirit. And it was, after
-all, a family affair.</p>
-
-<p>But the fine distinction between the amateur and the amateur
-professional is defined only by the obvious moral to this story, and the
-subtler moral had passed unnoticed by the elderly reactionary in the
-pavilion. A young man, twenty-three years of age, has been expensively
-educated for some ten to twelve years. And he is faced at the end of his
-education, when it is assumed, that is to say, that he is equipped with
-the knowledge and trained ability that will enable him to take up that
-portion of the world's work for which he is best fitted, with two
-alternatives. Either he can go into his father's business, or else he
-can lose his caste and sign on as a professional cricketer. It occurred
-neither to the father nor to the son nor to the elderly gentleman who
-repeated the story in the pavilion that any other alternative was
-possible, or, indeed, desirable. The son was not in a position to say to
-his father: 'Of course I wouldn't become a pro. But I'm really not keen
-on your business. I shouldn't be a success at it. I'd rather do
-something else.' He could not say that, because there was nothing else
-for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span> him to do. Six years earlier he could have gone to Sandhurst. If he
-had worked harder at school he might possibly have passed into the
-Egyptian civil service. It is possible that his blue would have obtained
-for him a schoolmastership, but his gulf in mods, would have limited his
-choice of schools. And the prospects of a junior master at a second-rate
-Public School are not inviting. So, whatever his own inclinations might
-have been, he had to accept his father's offer. It is here that we find
-the true moral of the story; and we ask ourselves whether this young man
-was, in spite of his ten years at Oxford and at a Public School, really
-educated. He had learnt how to make centuries in county cricket, and he
-had acquired a certain quantity of uncorrelated information. But he had
-not developed the ability to perform properly the type of work for which
-he was best fitted, nor, indeed, had he discovered what that type of
-work might be. As likely as not his father's business was the last that
-he should have chosen. We all react from our surroundings, and he had
-probably become heartily sick of his father's particular form of 'shop.'
-He had so often sat wearily at the dinner table, fingering his bread,
-piling the salt into pyramids on the edge of the cruet, while his father
-had explained to his mother the minute details of his latest deal. 'You
-see, my dear, I bought in at twenty-six....' Of all hideous employments
-the buying and selling of shares had seemed to him the weariest. And yet
-there was nothing for him but to accept a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span> desk beside a telephone with
-the files of the <i>Financial News</i> spread out before him.</p>
-
-<p>He can have brought no enthusiasm to his work. Out of a sense of duty,
-and in order to improve his own position, he may have worked hard during
-the winter months, but he must have worked without pleasure, with his
-work not as an end but as a means.</p>
-
-<p>Yet nothing in a man's life is of more importance than his profession.
-If he does not enjoy his work he values too highly the privileges that
-success in it will bring to him. He asks too much of his private life,
-and if he is disappointed, he embarks on a desperate search for
-pleasure. Half of the discontent of modern life, the discontent that
-expresses itself in endless parties, dances, and entertainments, can be
-traced to the reactions of men and women engaged in uncongenial
-employment. And so we return again to that first question. Can we call a
-man educated who has not discovered in what capacity he is most likely
-to be of service to society, or who, having discovered it, has not taken
-steps to qualify himself for that profession. That, in a sentence, is
-the case against the English Public School. A system stands or falls by
-its products.</p>
-
-<p>And it is only natural that parents who are not particularly well off,
-and who have no private business into which they can draft their
-children, should ask themselves whether or not a public school education
-is worth the considerable personal sacrifice that will be entailed if
-their sons are to be sent to Wellington, Clifton, or Uppingham.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_6" id="Page_6">[Pg 6]</a></span> 'We
-want to do the best for Tommy,' they say. 'But after spending &pound;250 a
-year on him for five years what do we get in return? Tommy is not clever
-enough to pass into the civil service; he may get a mastership on a
-salary only slightly better than that of a Metropolitan policeman. Is it
-worth it?' When the head master to whom these doubts are carried,
-commences to enlarge on the moral qualities that are revealed and
-strengthened by 'the honest give and take of public school life,' the
-parent is still unsatisfied. 'Are you quite sure?' they say. 'Of course
-we know it's all exaggerated, but where there's smoke, you know, and one
-has heard....' Is it surprising that under such circumstances the
-mandarins of the public school profession should have erected a
-barricade of prejudice between themselves and criticism. Their
-maintenance is at stake. They have to persuade the parent that he is
-getting his money's worth. Otherwise he will send his son to a day
-school, or, worse still, to some pension in Rome or Brussels.</p>
-
-<p>And so it has happened that any critic of the Public Schools is
-immediately driven into a false position. For so long the Public Schools
-have been accepted with an unquestioning reverence&mdash;for so long, that is
-to say, the authorities have been able to persuade the world that the
-goods they are selling are the best, in fact the only goods upon the
-market&mdash;that if any one breathes a word against them now he is labelled
-a revolutionary; it is assumed that politically he is a Socialist, that
-he wishes to substitute<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span> co-operation for competition, that he is a
-harbinger of red ruin, concealing a bomb intended for William of
-Wykeham's Tower or the green sward of Agar's plough; that his programme
-involves the complete destruction of the existing fabric, and that he
-proposes to erect about its ruins some bizarre construction of eugenics
-and modernity. Nothing, as a matter of fact, is further from the truth.</p>
-
-<p>The majority of assailants are anything but socialists. They consider an
-enlightened oligarchy the ideal form of government, and their chief
-quarrel with the Public Schools is the absence of that enlightened
-oligarchy. No one wants to destroy the Public Schools. No one would be
-so foolish. But we do maintain that the public school system&mdash;a very
-old, a very magnificent, a very venerable mansion&mdash;stands in drastic
-need of repair. It is some years since the drains were attended to;
-electric light is more serviceable than gas; the tapestries are a little
-moth-eaten; the books in the library are dusty. The house wants to be
-spring cleaned.</p>
-
-<p>It is easy, of course, to say that, but it is very difficult to know how
-to set about it. Our institutions are mirrors in which are reflected our
-personal imperfections. They can be no better than ourselves; and the
-merchants of panaceas take for granted a world which has left behind it
-envy, greed, malice, and desire. To that degree of perfection we shall
-never attain, but we can at any rate be honest with one another. And
-there is no side of English life about which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> rulers and ruled, fathers
-and sons, old and young have been so consistently dishonest with one
-another in the past as they have been about the standards and ideals of
-the English Public Schools.</p>
-
-<p>It is the old trouble of the merchant and his goods, and though the
-English Public Schools do not insert double-column advertisements in the
-daily papers, they are at least beholden not to prejudice the value of
-their stock. The greengrocer does not inform you that, on the whole, his
-potatoes are not bad, considering that he bought them from a farmer with
-a leaking shed. A head master does not tell a parent that, if he is
-going to send his son to a Public School, his own school is not worse
-than any other. Yet the same man who views with grave suspicion eulogies
-of a patent medicine, accepts complacently the house-master's assurance
-that Tommy is improving enormously both morally and intellectually under
-his care. A schoolmaster spends a large part of his life boosting the
-value of his goods, and in time, of course, he comes to believe that
-every word of what he says is true. The commercial traveller of two
-years' experience will wink his eye: 'I spun him the tale!' But the
-commercial traveller of ten years' experience has a solemn countenance.
-'People know good stuff when they see it.'</p>
-
-<p>A few weeks ago I was staying in the country with some friends, and was
-taken over by them to the prize-giving of the Preparatory School at
-which their sons were being educated. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> ceremony was enacted in the
-gymnasium. The staff sat at the end of the room on a raised dais, in the
-centre of which was a table covered with 'calf-bound mementoes of
-industry.' Behind this table stood the head master. He was a large,
-genial, middle-aged man, rubicund with a surfeit of golf, and he smiled
-down upon the school and upon its parents. 'Well, you boys,' he said, 'I
-want to tell you how pleased I am with the way you've backed me up this
-term. You've worked hard and you've played hard: I don't really know how
-long it is since we've had such a thoroughly satisfactory term: of
-course there are one or two young gentlemen'&mdash;and at this point a
-twinkle appeared in the corner of his eye&mdash;'who have been a little,
-well, shall we say, difficult; but that's past history, we won't say
-anything more about it; and, as a whole, as I've already said, I don't
-think I've ever had such a satisfactory set of fellows.' There were a
-few more remarks of mutual congratulation, and then he proceeded to the
-distribution of the prizes.</p>
-
-<p>Afterwards I had a chat with one of the assistant masters, with whom I
-happened to be on fairly intimate terms.</p>
-
-<p>'A wonderful fellow, the Head,' he told me. 'Do you know he's made that
-same speech at prize-giving for the last twenty years. Hardly a phrase
-different. He wants to send the parents away in a good temper. They'll
-get their account to-morrow. Of course he doesn't know that's why he's
-doing it. But it's the reason right<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> enough. And how clever that bit is
-about the young gentlemen who've been a little troublesome. It makes
-every mother feel that her boy is better than her neighbour's.'</p>
-
-<p>I suggested that such an opinion was likely to be revised under the
-influence of the terminal report. 'Not a bit of it,' he answered. 'All
-our reports are strictly censored. We write them out on a piece of
-foolscap and the Head gets them typed; but where we write "lazy and
-unintelligent," the parents read "moderate." You can take my word for it
-that the boy who gets "moderate" in his report from here is one of
-earth's best dunces.'</p>
-
-<p>That was, of course, at a private school; but, even at the most
-prosperous Public Schools there is a tacit understanding that parents
-should be stroked down after the manner of refractory cats. The
-half-term report contains frequently enough a quantity of pungent
-critical writing, but the parental visit to the school is invariably the
-occasion for much conversational flattery. Freddie, unless he has become
-involved in any particularly unfortunate adventure, is the object of
-restrained, perhaps qualified, but still potential commendation. The
-father is assured by the house-master that everything is going on
-splendidly: 'A little low in form, perhaps, rather too boisterous at
-times in the day room, but a sound fellow at heart, the sort of fellow
-that the house will be proud of one day.' And the mother's qualms are
-put at rest by the house-master's wife. 'The tone of the house is so
-excellent, you see.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> No bullying at all, and Freddie's manners are so
-charming. Every one likes him.'</p>
-
-<p>It is possible that if the house-master were taken to task in the
-privacy of his own study, he might be persuaded to confess himself a
-pragmatist. 'One has to keep them quiet,' he might say. 'The young
-rascal'll get on all right as long as they don't start meddling with
-him.' But it is hard to be honest with oneself. The schoolmaster cannot
-help regarding the parent in much the same way that the junior subaltern
-regarded the brigadier. We all know what happened when the runner
-brought the news that at such an hour the brigadier would visit
-Lieutenant Jones's gun emplacements. Lieutenant Jones specially called
-the brigadier's attention to what he knew would please him. He put his
-smartest men on guard. He assured the brigadier that everything was
-going quite all right, that the men were perfectly comfortable and that
-the supply of rations was adequate; Lieutenant Jones did everything, in
-fact, to get the brigadier into the next trench as soon as possible.</p>
-
-<p>Which was, of course, all very rational. The brigadier's interest in
-Lieutenant Jones's gun emplacements was remote and theoretical, and
-either way was of small importance. But it is a different thing
-altogether when house-masters wave parents out of the way with
-comfortable excuses. It establishes at once a dishonest relationship.
-The schoolmaster does not trust the parent. He regards him as a nuisance
-that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span> periodically has to be appeased. And, as long as things go
-smoothly, he is content to leave him in the dark. There is no
-co-operation. And that is absolutely fatal. It means that the two people
-who are chiefly responsible for the boy's welfare are working at cross
-purposes.</p>
-
-<p>The trouble does not end there. For between the parents themselves there
-is frequently an incomplete mutual appreciation of the difficulties of
-school life. Women, in the nature of things, can only know about Public
-Schools what men choose to tell them. That is usually remarkably little.
-Many a husband encourages in his wife the illusion that before he met
-her his life was a vague, indeterminate, ineffectual thing, the
-incidents of which are unworthy to be recorded. And many others on such
-matters as public school life consider that a lie that saves friction is
-justifiable. It is so easy to see how it happens.</p>
-
-<p>Husband and wife are sitting after dinner on either side of the
-fireplace. The wife has just finished reading <i>The Harrovians</i>, and she
-looks up with a puzzled, unhappy look. 'Harold, dear,' she says, 'it's
-not like that really, is it? If it were true I couldn't think of sending
-Freddie to such a place.' And what is Harold to say? He has read <i>The
-Harrovians</i>. He knows that substantially it is true, but equally well he
-knows that if he acknowledges this to his wife his domestic life for the
-next six years will be complicated by incessant arguments and anxieties.
-To begin with he will have to spend many evenings of discussion before
-he can persuade his wife of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> the advisability of sending Freddie to
-Rugby. And afterwards there will be constant uneasiness. His wife will
-fret. She will want to pay visits to Rugby, to interview the head
-master, to ask her son uncomfortable questions. His own life would
-become unbearable. And a lie smooths out so much. 'Oh, no, dear, quite
-unlike the Rugby of my day. An exaggerated picture of a bad house in a
-bad school, that's all it is.'</p>
-
-<p>Such a situation must arise fairly frequently. And at least one instance
-of it has come within the circle of my own experience. While I was a
-prisoner in Germany I lent a copy of my school story, <i>The Loom of
-Youth</i>, to a fellow-prisoner, who had expressed a wish to read it. A few
-days later he returned it to me with such a flattering display of
-enthusiasm that, in a moment of unusual generosity I promised to send
-him a copy on our return. The sequel reached me a few days later. He had
-returned to his room and remarked that Waugh had promised to give him a
-copy of that book of his, 'the thing that's all full of oaths. I don't
-know what I shall do with it,' he said. 'I shall have to be jolly
-careful that my wife doesn't read it.'</p>
-
-<p>If one may generalise from such an incident, and I believe that one may,
-for it has its root in the eternal indolence of human nature, then not
-only schoolmasters and parents, but fathers and mothers are working at
-cross purposes. And so the boy finds himself alone, stranded in a
-society the nature of which he has to discover for himself. He never
-regards his house-master<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> as one working in co-operation with his
-parents for the welfare of his soul. Schoolmasters will be to him a
-separate caste. And although he will never reason this out with himself,
-he will appreciate it intuitively in the natural cunning with which he
-will exploit one or the other in the furtherance of his own ends. I do
-not mean that he is deceitful. But he may want to specialise in History,
-or to abandon German in favour of Greek, and he will think whether he
-would do better to approach his father or his house-master. There is a
-sort of dual monarchy, and if one sovereign is opposed to a favourite
-scheme, it is but natural to try one's fortune with the other.</p>
-
-<p>His parents' interest in his school life must appear to him superficial.
-When his father comes down at half term, he has to answer innumerable
-questions as to his prowess on the cricket field; and very often indeed
-the chief pleasure that his athletic successes brings him is the thought
-of the delight that his father will experience. But the intimate side of
-his school life, his thoughts, his friendships, his troubles, his
-ambitions, do not enter into his relationship with his parents. In the
-same way his house-master's interest in his home life seems to him
-superficial. On his return to school he is asked a few questions about
-the theatres he has visited; whether he is in training for the football;
-has he done any private work? not a word of his intimate life. The boy
-ceases to regard his school life as a continuation of his home life. The
-two are entirely separate, and it depends on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> temperament of the
-individual as to which of the two he will consider the more important.
-We hear a great deal of talk about the influence of the home; it is,
-indeed, the stock argument of the pedagogue who would shelve his own
-responsibility on to other shoulders, but I believe that its influence
-is greatly overrated. Home and school present to the average boy two
-watertight compartments. They are different lives, a different technique
-is required. And human nature has at least one property of the
-chameleon.</p>
-
-<p>A schoolboy sets out, therefore, to discover school life for himself. He
-knows what his parents expect him to make of it; he has a fairly shrewd
-idea of what his schoolmaster expects him to make of it. It remains for
-him to investigate school life as his companions have made it. Naturally
-he does not announce his investigations. He lets his parents think what
-they like and his schoolmasters think what they like. He goes his own
-way. And it is thus that school life as it is, differs so enormously
-from the traditional concept of it. There must be always a gulf between
-the reality and the imagined idea. But in public school life the gulf is
-between, not the schoolboy reality and his idea of it, but between the
-schoolboy reality, and the confused idea of it that is held by parents
-and masters. It is two degrees from the truth. In consequence, when any
-one does attempt to tell the truth there is an outburst of indignant
-protest. And the worst of it is that it is an honest outburst. When head
-masters write to the Press<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> and say 'these accusations are entirely
-false,' they honestly believe what they say. That is what makes
-everything so difficult. They have forgotten their own schooldays, and
-for so long they have been persuading parents of the value of a public
-school education that they have come to believe in their own
-advertisements. And yet what they have come to believe is far more
-remarkable than the truth. In sermons and addresses they assure the boy
-and his parents that school life is a miniature of the larger world;
-which is the statement of a fact: yet every subsequent act and utterance
-is in contradiction to this initial axiom. For, if that larger world did
-really resemble the official concept of school life, what a bizarre,
-what an extravagant affair it would be. It would be filled with high
-lights, with breathless escapades, with impossible heroics. It has been
-accepted as quite credible that a boy should be capable of the most
-extreme and loathsome brutalities, that a percentage of every school
-should spend its life in gambling and heavy drinking, that at least one
-prefect in every school should contract inconvenient liabilities at the
-Baron's Arms, and that to extricate himself he should forge his
-house-master's signature. Indeed, anything may happen provided that the
-course of life follows a simple process of right and wrong which leads
-to the triumph of virtue and the downfall of vice. It is something like
-a Lyceum melodrama. And, though we can all manage to enjoy for a couple
-of hours the fine sensationalism of <i>The Beggar Girl's Wedding</i>,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> we
-should hardly accept its values as a philosophical background for our
-daily life. And yet that has actually happened in the case of the Public
-Schools. Mr P. G. Wodehouse, in his delightful <i>Mike</i>, makes Psmith say
-to a new acquaintance: 'Are you the Bully, the Pride of the School, or
-the Boy who is led astray and takes to drink in Chapter Sixteen?' Such
-figureheads exist in the popular imagination. The world believes in
-bullies, in villains, in straight heroes and in the weak character who
-goes wrong, but is saved through the influence of either the hero or the
-head master, or the head master's daughter, or through the sermon of an
-occasional preacher. It is all very jolly, of course, and no doubt the
-world would be a far more comfortable place if it were possible to label
-and pigeonhole all our friends and acquaintances. But life cannot be
-simplified by any arbitrary process. We have our standards of conduct,
-but they are shifting and relative. They are the measures that each
-successive society arranges for what it considers to be its convenience.
-And we accept them for what they are. At a Public School, however, a
-traditional conception has formed a code of rules for the convenience of
-a society that does not exist. Which is confusing: and when Desmond Coke
-wrote in <i>The Bending of a Twig</i> a very entertaining skit on the
-behaviour of a boy who had read a number of school stories, and went to
-Shrewsbury expecting to find bullies behind every cloister,
-schoolmasters laughed over the book,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> but did not read into it any
-criticism of themselves.</p>
-
-<p>And yet there is nothing that we need more than an honest facing of the
-facts of public school life. Facts are a solid neutral ground on which
-parents and boys and masters may meet to discuss their ideals and their
-difficulties. And, in the course of that discussion, they may discover,
-as likely as not, a way out of their troubles. The hope of this book is
-to provide that statement of facts. It does not set out as an
-educational treatise. It accepts the Public Schools as the system best
-suited to the material with which it deals. It suggests no new system of
-teaching. It does not advocate co-education. It does not advance any
-plea for Montessor methods. It will contain no discussion of the
-advantages of Greek over German. There will be no appendix with
-time-tables and suggested curriculum. For, as things are now, it does
-not matter whether Sanscrit is substituted for mathematics: the boy will
-learn equally little of either. It is intended as a human study of
-public school life, as an attempt to break down that conspiracy of
-silence, that relationship of evasion and deceit that exists officially
-between parents, boys, and masters; and from time to time it will
-suggest solutions.</p>
-
-<p>It is, of course, only an attempt. For no one person can see more than a
-side of the truth. However impartial we try to be, we can see in a
-situation only what the limitations of our personality allow us. We are
-all at tether.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> During the last three years many public men have visited
-Russia; they have been honest men, and we know quite well that they went
-there with the firm intention of telling nothing but the truth. But,
-before they went, we could have told them exactly what they would say on
-their return. Yet the analogy does not quite hold good. For we, too,
-have gone, each of us, to a Public School with a preconceived idea of
-what school life would be, and each of us in turn has had that
-conception destroyed by actuality, and each in turn has had to create
-for himself his own picture. It follows then that there must in each
-picture be a certain measure of truth.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER II</span> <span class="smaller">THE PREPARATORY SCHOOL</span></h2>
-
-<p>We hear much of the embarrassed misery of a boy's first week at school.
-And, certainly, it is pretty wretched. Mr Vachell compared it to the
-first plunge into an ice-cold swimming bath: the sudden shock, and,
-afterwards, the glory of a swim. But it is the inaction, the loneliness
-of the first week that is so difficult. It is more like standing on the
-edge of the swimming bath on a cold day waiting for the signal that will
-start the race. And yet the change must have been a great deal more
-difficult for our parents than it was for us. The preparatory school
-system is of more or less recent growth, and, when one considers how
-much one learnt at a Preparatory School, in <i>esprit de corps</i>, in
-patience, in sportsmanship, in the give and take of a communal life, one
-wonders how an earlier generation managed to survive the first term.
-School life by all accounts was a fairly barbarous business in the
-eighties, and by what strange roads our parents came to those rough
-waters. Some came straight from home, some from private tutors: the
-majority from the old-fashioned dame school. It is not surprising that
-the Preparatory Schools should have so increased in number and improved
-in quality.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p><p>For the Preparatory School fulfils a most important function, and it
-fulfils it extremely efficiently. It is what it sets out to be, a school
-that will take a small boy almost from the nursery, and train him in the
-course of four or five years to take his place in a large Public School.
-The task that the head master of a Preparatory School has to tackle is
-not, however, anything like so hard as that which confronts the head
-master of a Public School. For a Public School has to equip a boy for
-life; and life is vast, indeterminate, a swiftly moving river that is
-never the same from one moment to another. The Preparatory School, on
-the other hand, has only to equip a boy for a Public School, and the
-Public School is a fixed quantity. As regards curriculum, the task is
-simple. The required standard of education is known. A certain
-percentage in the common entrance examination has to be obtained. The
-school has not to discover the career for which its individual members
-are best suited. It has merely to decide which of them are good enough
-to be trained specially for scholarships. The main object of the
-Preparatory School, however, is to produce presentable specimens of
-society, boys who will do the right thing in the right circumstances.
-And this the Preparatory School does admirably well.</p>
-
-<p>It is at a Preparatory School that boys learn manners, courtesy, the
-proper behaviour in the presence of ladies. But these things, you may
-say, a boy will learn at home. No doubt he ought to, but any preparatory
-schoolmaster will<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> disabuse you on that point. How many small boys of
-seven who have not been to a school will, when they are handed a plate
-of cakes, take the one nearest to them rather than the one of which they
-fancy the appearance. How many small boys will think of opening a door
-for a lady, of offering her his chair when she enters the room, of
-apologising to his hostess if he arrives late for breakfast. These are
-the little things that a boy learns at a Preparatory School and that he
-will learn nowhere else; at all good schools a great value is placed on
-these points of etiquette; if anything, 'good manners' are rather
-overdone, and the precipitate charge of twelve or thirteen urchins
-towards a door handle is likely to prove embarrassing to the lady
-visitor who has risen from her chair.</p>
-
-<p>At my own school, for instance, music lessons always took place
-immediately after lunch; so that, if lunch was a little late, the first
-boys were allowed to leave the table before grace. It was a rule,
-however, that no boy should ever leave the dining-room till he had asked
-the permission of the ladies. And many visitors were much perplexed by
-the repeated inaudible apologies of nervous small boys who came
-stumbling towards them between two close-packed tables. The good manners
-of a preparatory school boy are indeed slightly pedagogic. Their elbows
-are pressed into their sides when they eat, their wrists are raised
-above the table, and, in a precise voice, they request permission to
-trouble their next door neighbour for the salt. They are like the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span>
-critics who insist that a sonnet is not a sonnet if the last lines of
-the sestet form a couplet. But it is a fault on the right side. For
-manners, as well as morals, relax in the greater freedom of a Public
-School, and at the age of fifteen one has managed to substitute ease for
-stiffness.</p>
-
-<p>It is, indeed, impossible to say how much one learns at a Preparatory
-School. At the age of ten one has not the necessary detachment to view
-oneself as an objective reality. It is impossible, for instance, to
-remember where, or when, was learnt the spirit of comradeship and
-sportsmanship that is, perhaps, the most lovable quality of the old
-public school boy. It is hardly inherited. For the average small boy is
-greedy, selfish, and acquisitive; and, when one is given leg before to a
-left-hand round the wicket bowler who is turning the ball from the off,
-the temptation to protest against the umpire's decision is natural. The
-primitive man, indeed, would have uprooted a stump and walked to the
-other end of the pitch. Where does one learn to turn straight round and
-walk towards the pavilion? I think it is at the Preparatory School. A
-small boy knows that he has got to play cricket like a sportsman; he
-knows that a sportsman does not question the umpire's decision; and he
-is terribly afraid of doing the wrong thing in the presence of his
-schoolfellows. The first time he is given out caught at the wicket off
-his pad, a blind anger seizes him. His mouth opens to make a protest.
-The same thing happened last year when he was playing cricket in the
-garden<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> with his brother and sister, and, when they insisted that he was
-out, he sat down in the middle of the field and howled till they told
-him he could continue his innings. The temptation to repeat the
-experiment is considerable. But he dare not make any exhibition of
-himself. He would be mercilessly ragged; and so he returns to his seat
-under the trees and contents himself with the announcement that Jones is
-a mean sneak who was trying to get a revenge for the kicking he got that
-morning. And of course the incident will be repeated. Umpires make
-mistakes in first-class cricket: small boys make them with a melancholy
-frequency on lower grounds, and few batsmen are satisfied with an l.b.w.
-decision. The young cricketer has many opportunities of displaying the
-Christian qualities of patience and restraint, and every time the
-temptation to sit down in the middle of the pitch and howl grows weaker.
-'The monster custom is angel yet in this,' and, by the time he goes to
-his Public School, his features have learnt to assume a good-natured
-smile, and he says something about it being all in the game and that
-last week he had a decision in his favour.</p>
-
-<p>I am inclined to think that in that example can be found the essence of
-preparatory school life; the habits of courtesy and sportsmanship are
-acquired till they become a second nature. We are told that man is a
-logical creature, that when he has been properly educated it will be
-possible for forty million people to live in one<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> country without
-competition; that in an enlightened society there will be no need for
-policemen, for every man will instinctively appreciate what is right. It
-may be so. No one knows what the world will be like two thousand years
-hence. But, in the meantime, I think we do wisely to train small boys as
-we train an animal. We thrash our dog if he plays havoc in our
-neighbour's chicken run, and we rag the small boy who disputes the
-umpire's decision. The dog does not chase chickens again, nor does the
-small boy argue in the middle of the pitch.</p>
-
-<p>It is a strange business, though, this acquiring of social habits, and,
-though preparatory school life has been only dealt with in a small way
-by educationalists and novelists, the process is certainly interesting.
-Everything, to allow for the subsequent relaxation at the Public School,
-is slightly overdone, and the small boy tends to become a prig. It is
-only natural that he should. By nature he is at that time a somewhat
-poisonous little beast. He is the victim of numberless petty faults and
-jealousies; and when he becomes reformed he is self-righteous. He would
-never think of sneaking, of course, but he would not hesitate to whisper
-just as a master is coming into the class-room, 'Oh, shut up, Jones.' He
-always enjoys putting some one else in the wrong, and Arnold Lunn has,
-in <i>The Harrovians</i>, an incident that provides an admirable example of
-this attitude. A member of the school has just died. He was not a
-popular boy; he was not distinguished in games or work. No one really<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span>
-minded, but the school felt bound to present a countenance of
-appropriate melancholy. A certain Clayford, however, had a set of stamps
-he wished to sell, and he accosted cheerfully a couple of boys who were
-discussing the last hours of their lost comrade. 'I say, you chaps, like
-to buy a complete set of Borneos surcharged Labuan?'</p>
-
-<p>'Not to-day, thank you,' said Peter stiffly.</p>
-
-<p>'We're not much interested in stamps <i>to-day</i>,' added Morgan.</p>
-
-<p>It is a perfect picture.</p>
-
-<p>And as there is no stricter moralist than the potential rake, there is
-no one with a more rigid code of honour than the preparatory school boy.
-'Owning up' becomes a fetish. Popular opinion drives the wretched urchin
-into the head master's study. I remember once that on the eve of a
-school match a member of the eleven went sick with a headache. There was
-immediate consternation. Ferguson might not be a good bowler, his
-batting was indifferent and he missed his catches more often than not,
-but he was a distinct improvement on Evans, the twelfth man. The chances
-of a victory were prejudiced: and then some one recollected that that
-morning Smith had smacked Ferguson's head in the changing room. It also
-happened that, for the moment, Smith was extremely unpopular. Morison's
-people had just paid their half-term visit to the school, and when the
-Head had brought Morison's mother into the room, Smith had not stood up.
-It had been a direct insult to Morison's mater. Every one had said so,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span>
-and none of us would listen to Smith's excuse that he had had his back
-to the door, and was filling his fountain pen, a combination of
-circumstances that rendered a sudden leap to the feet impossible.</p>
-
-<p>'Don't argue, Smith; you're a cad.' That's what every one had said; and
-when it was remembered that Smith had punched Ferguson's head that
-morning, the fury of popular opinion knew no limit.</p>
-
-<p>'You've lost the match, I hope you know; you'll have to own up, of
-course,' we said.</p>
-
-<p>Smith was resentful. He did not see why he should.</p>
-
-<p>'Because, Smith, that is what a gentleman does under such
-circumstances.'</p>
-
-<p>Smith was still obstinate. He did not see why Ferguson should have got a
-headache just because of this. People had had their heads punched before
-without getting headaches. There was a murmur of contumely.</p>
-
-<p>'But that wasn't an ordinary punch, Smith; you hit him with all your
-force.'</p>
-
-<p>The suggestion that it was not an ordinary punch flattered Smith's
-pride. He, too, was inclined to think that there had been about that
-punch a certain something. He grudgingly admitted that it had been a
-pretty hard smack.</p>
-
-<p>'Even so, though, I don't see how things are going to be made any better
-by my owning up.'</p>
-
-<p>Such an attitude was opposed to every idea of preparatory school honour.
-There was a shudder of supreme contempt.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span></p><p>'Perhaps <i>you</i> don't, Smith.' And there the argument stopped. But for
-the rest of the day Smith's life was made miserable. Every time any one
-passed him they said: 'Owned up yet?' No one would talk to him at
-tea-time; when he joined a group afterwards the group dispersed and he
-was left alone. Finally, of two evils, confession appeared to him the
-less, and, after prayers, he pushed open the door of the head master's
-study and blurted out to the accompaniment of big quivering sobs that he
-had punched Ferguson's head in the changing-room and given him a
-headache, and, perhaps, lost the match.</p>
-
-<p>A couple of years ago I went down to my old school, and, just before
-lunch, when the whole school was collected in the hall, the head master
-announced that he wanted the name of the boy who had left the tap
-running in the bathroom. There was a slight commotion in a far corner;
-one boy was being nudged and pressed forward. There was a whisper of 'Go
-on, Hunter.' All eyes were turned in his direction. There was no course
-for Hunter but to come forward into the open and confess.</p>
-
-<p>And yet, as likely as not, some one else was the offender. It was the
-sort of offence that any one might commit. It is not easy to remember
-what one has forgotten. No doubt he thought he had turned off the tap,
-otherwise he would hardly have left the bathroom; yet he might very
-likely have done it. His companions told him that he had, and his faith
-in their loving<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> kindness was not sufficient for him to have wondered
-why they had not repaired his mistake. If Hunter had not owned up he
-would have had to say definitely that he had not left the tap running,
-and that he could not truthfully have done. So he owned up.</p>
-
-<p>The fear of being thought a coward very often makes the preparatory
-school boy confess to sins that he has never committed, and it is
-usually the ones who are most often in trouble who find themselves in
-this position. After all, if you are always getting into scrapes, are
-always engaged in some misadventure, it is very hard to tell whether, on
-a particular occasion, you are innocent or not. The head master comes
-into a class-room in the afternoon.</p>
-
-<p>'Now look here, you fellows,' he says, 'you know I've told you that I
-won't have you running down that steep path to the football field. You
-are bound to fall down; you must walk. I've told you that a hundred
-times. Now the matron tells me that she saw one of you running down
-there this morning. I want to know that boy's name.'</p>
-
-<p>What is Jones mi. to do? He has run down that path so often. Whether or
-not he did so that morning he cannot remember. He has had so much to
-think about since then. Yet, suppose he did run down the hill, and
-suppose that some one saw him. If he does not own up, he will be called
-a coward all over the school. Far better 'own up,' and receive some
-small punishment. Indeed, it may be said that the Jones mi.'s of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span> the
-world form a rule for themselves, that they own up to every offence of
-which they are not dead certain that they are innocent. Head masters,
-like batsmen, have to have the benefit of the doubt.</p>
-
-<p>It is equally difficult to acknowledge innocence in the midst of crime.
-At my old school there was an excellent rule that for half an hour after
-lunch we should sit in our class-rooms and read quietly. One afternoon
-this peaceful siesta was disturbed by a loud and fierce and general
-discussion of the superiority of Yorkshire cricket over that of
-Lancashire. The particular class-room unfortunately happened to be
-situated beneath the nursery of the head master's children, and the
-angry voices of the disputants roused from her slumbers a recent
-addition to the family. The complaints of a very indignant nurse forced
-a very busy master to disturb the repose of that restful half-hour after
-lunch. On this occasion the usual formula was reversed. He did not ask
-the names of the boys who had been talking, he asked for the names of
-the boys who had not been talking. Now, as it happened, I had taken no
-part in the argument. I am a Middlesex supporter, I had just received as
-a birthday present a bound volume of <i>Chums</i>, I was also, at the time,
-in popular disfavour. So I had seated myself in a far corner of the room
-and read steadily, with my fingers pressed into my ears. But I did not
-dare to say so. I should never have been forgiven. It would have been
-the action of a conscientious objector. No one would have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> believed me.
-I realised how hopelessly out of things I should feel while the rest of
-the school were receiving their punishment. Suppose a half-holiday was
-stopped&mdash;what on earth should I do with a half-holiday all to myself? I
-should be much happier working out theorems in a class-room. And it was
-also possible that I might have said something that some one had
-overheard&mdash;at any rate, I was not going to risk it. I sat silent at my
-desk and accepted meekly the common lot.</p>
-
-<p>From the outside a Preparatory School looks very much like a miniature
-Public School. It presents the same features, the same routine, the same
-curriculum; there is even some attempt at a prefectorial system.
-Superficially they have much in common. But there the resemblance ends.
-The scale of values is altogether different. Indeed the Preparatory
-School is very like the Public School of traditional conception. Talbot
-Baines Reed is only read by boys of under thirteen; and boys of under
-thirteen have moulded themselves after his image. There are, of course,
-none of the high-lights, the heroism, the sacrifice. There are no
-nocturnal visits to ostlers; but otherwise it is not unlike <i>The Fifth
-Form at St Dominic's</i>. The smallest boys do resemble the 'Tadpoles' of
-that popular romance. In spite of frequent visits to the bathroom their
-hands and collars are continually smeared with ink; when they go for
-walks at least one of them falls into the ditch and cuts his trousers;
-they are all dog-eared except at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> meal times and at the start of the
-morning's work. And they have the same attitude to life. They are
-continually forming rival gangs; they are on the brink of feuds and
-jealousies. They side against one another. Each boy in turn becomes the
-object of general dislike. There is a certain amount of bullying, a
-great deal more than there is at most public schools. New boys, for
-instance, are subjected to an inquisition. They are asked what their
-father is, and whether they would rather be a bigger ass than they look,
-or look a bigger ass than they are. At a Public School only one boy in
-every twenty gets really ragged, and usually for obvious reasons. But at
-a Preparatory School every one has to put up with a certain amount of
-persecution. There is a good deal of sycophancy, and the independent
-learn many lessons.</p>
-
-<p>But when all is said and done, the really big difference between the
-Preparatory and the Public School is the absence of the cult of
-athleticism. The scholar is entitled to and receives as much respect as
-the cricketer and for obvious reasons. The Preparatory School has to
-contend with a far more competitive system than the Public School.
-Schools have their ups and downs. Numbers rise and fall, but a Public
-School that has a name can be always certain of the support of its old
-boys. It has a firmly established tradition. Only a few Preparatory
-Schools, on the other hand, possess this questionable advantage. The
-name of only a few are familiar. None of them would justify the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span>
-journalist in the employment of his clich&eacute; 'a household word.' The
-Preparatory School depends largely on the energy and personality of one
-man, and the scholars are, after all, his exhibition blooms. He may
-produce cricketer after cricketer, but the Public School will take all
-the credit. We speak of Hedges and Chapman and Stevens as products of
-Tonbridge, Uppingham, and U.C.S. respectively. We do not know where they
-learnt the groundwork of the game. The scholar, however, comes into
-prominence while he is still at his Preparatory School. The name of the
-school is put after the name of the successful candidate. It is the
-scholar, not the cricketer, who advertises a school. If the head master
-of a Preparatory School told you that seven of his old boys were at that
-time playing in their Public School Eleven, you would not feel that he
-was entitled to any extravagant credit. If, however, he told you that in
-one year seven of his boys had won scholarships you would be
-considerably impressed. The boys themselves naturally, of course, are
-more interested in cricket than in Greek, but they appreciate that
-scholastic triumph has a marketable value, and the school officially is
-prouder of its Winchester scholar than of its slow left-hand bowler. The
-small boy who goes home for the holidays knows that he can impress his
-uncle by the announcement that Hughes got the second Eton scholarship,
-but that the statement that they beat Southdown by 100 runs and that
-Evans took seven wickets for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> twenty-three will elicit only a polite
-'really.' It is exactly the opposite at a Public School. The new boy
-will proudly announce that the captain of his house had played for
-Notts. There is a standard by which one can judge public school cricket
-and football; there is no more a standard for the performances of
-preparatory school athletes than there is for the startling figures of
-the village fast bowler. Naturally there is more excitement when a new
-boy shows an uncanny apprehension of the theorems of geometry than over
-a new boy who brings the ball back naturally from the off. As a result
-the preparatory master is inclined to push the clever boys on too fast.
-It is the one real mistake that the Preparatory School makes, and it
-should be noticed. For it is serious.</p>
-
-<p>A boy of eighteen can stand the strain of systematic coaching; a boy of
-twelve cannot. The preparatory scholar is more often than not a
-hot-house product. He has drawn on his reserves too early; his mind has
-been forced into a groove at the start. He is trained like a pet
-Pomeranian, and he is kept in blinkers; he is not allowed to explore
-bye-paths that are of interest to him. That would be prejudicial to his
-chances. He has to keep on the straight road of scholarship. He may get
-his scholarship; he probably will, for such Preparatory Schools are
-specialists at the game, but, in the long run, it does not pay. The boy
-has been forced too soon and he is stale by the time he gets to his
-Public School.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p><p>It is very interesting to note how often, in the course of a year or
-two, boys who did not get scholarships are higher up in the school than
-their successful rivals: a man who starts the half-mile at a hundred
-yards pace leads at the end of the first lap, but he does not win the
-race. And the preparatory school master is inclined to forget that,
-while a Winchester scholarship is the whole race for him, it is only the
-first lap for the boy. He naturally wants the credit of the scholarship
-for his school, but on the other hand he has to be unselfish. He has to
-ask himself whether, in the long run, it is not better for the boy to
-carry on with the general routine and take the scholarship examination
-in his stride. If he succeeds well and good; if not, there is plenty of
-time. And the wise parent will insist on this.</p>
-
-<p>The boy himself, however, realises that his world is that of the green
-leaf and the bud. It is a time of sowing. And the fruits will show
-elsewhere. He knows that his career will only start when he reaches his
-Public School. The fact is always being forced upon his attention. 'This
-sort of thing is all very well here,' his masters will tell him, 'but it
-won't work at your Public School.' In the same way the commandant at
-Sandhurst used to adjure us in his speeches, 'to keep always before you
-the thought of the day when you will join your regiment.'</p>
-
-<p>There is the fear and the attraction of the unknown future. And, for the
-sake of it, a boy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> will work far harder than he would otherwise have
-done. He looks beyond the rewards and position that his own school
-offers. It is not enough to be in the highest form, not enough to be in
-the first eleven. He must improve himself so as to be able to take a
-high place in the next stage of his career. A public school boy, on the
-other hand, regards the honours that his school has to offer as an end
-sufficient in themselves. In occasional addresses he is adjured to think
-of the day when he will have to step out of that cloistered peace into
-the rush and traffic of life; but that day is distant. He has little
-ambition beyond 'a ribboned coat' and a seat at the high table. His
-horizon is contracted, and his behaviour is that of those who do not
-believe in a survival after death. He places an undue value upon the
-immediate and the present. The preparatory school boy always looks ahead
-to a future stage of life. And so it is that, when the last day at
-school comes, he is not the victim of the surprised sentimentality that
-overcomes the public school boy. He has begun to feel that he has
-outgrown his surroundings. He has chafed at the restraint of childhood.
-He has felt that success or failure is of little importance: so soon he
-will be making a fresh start. He has lived in the future. He has spent
-long summer evenings reading the history of his new school. He has
-studied photographs of its buildings; he has pored over old numbers of
-the school magazines, and has formed a romantic conception of the giants
-of whose prowess he has read. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> future opens before him with
-limitless opportunities, and he can face it with an eager confidence
-after his five long years of discipline. How long they have taken in the
-passing, and yet in retrospect how flat they appear, how colourless, how
-tiresome. Nothing has happened; day has followed day. Ah, well, that is
-over now. Life is to begin. The new boy sets out hungry for experience.
-On the last day at his Preparatory School he is addressed, in company
-with the other boys who are leaving, by the head master. His egotism is
-flattered by the assurance that the honour of his old school lies in his
-hands. He is told that he will need a firm upper lip and a stout heart.
-He listens to a recommendation of honesty, truthfulness, and
-courage&mdash;all this he has heard before. He has read so many school
-stories. And then, suddenly, he is startled by a warning against
-temptations, the nature of which he imperfectly understands. His
-curiosity is roused. He learns that if he yields to these temptations
-his career will be spoilt, his health and brain will be ruined. How this
-fate is going to be brought about he is not certain, but he agrees with
-his head master that it is a fatality at all costs to be avoided. He
-asks a friend for enlightenment and receives a superior answer of: 'Oh,
-don't you know!' which makes him think that his friend knows even less
-about it than he does. At any rate this particular temptation has not
-yet presented itself, and the acknowledgment of its existence fades from
-his contemplation of a golden future.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER III</span> <span class="smaller">THE NEW BOY</span></h2>
-
-<p>Alpha and Omega are the most widely known letters of the Greek alphabet.
-And the first and last weeks of a public school career have inspired
-more essays and sermons than the other two hundred and fifty weeks put
-together. Yet in neither the beginning nor the end is to be found the
-essence of school life. The last week is a period of agreeable
-sentiment. The first of embarrassed loneliness. The new boy feels that
-he has no part in the life of the school. On that first afternoon, when
-he has said good-bye to his parents, and turns to walk away from the
-station, the school buildings, chapel, studies, cloisters, assume in the
-mellow September sunlight the prospect of a distant city that one day he
-may be privileged to enter. At present he is outside it, as he stands at
-the edge of the courts, forlorn in his black tie and wide brimmed straw
-hat, while the stream of boys in bowler hats and gaily coloured ties
-pours up from the station. On all sides he hears shouts of welcome,
-snatches of eager conversation. No one takes the least notice of him. He
-is an unrecognised foreigner.</p>
-
-<p>During supper, he sits silent and nervous among the new boys at the
-day-room table.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> From time to time he casts hesitating glances at the
-raised table where the prefects sit. What giants they seem. He wonders
-which is Featherstone, the head of the House?<a name="FNanchor_1_1" id="FNanchor_1_1"></a><a href="#Footnote_1_1" class="fnanchor">[1]</a> Is that imposing figure
-with the black hair brushed back from his forehead, the G. O. Evans, who
-made 121 in the Public School's match at Lords? Can it be possible that
-he and they are members of the same society?</p>
-
-<p>A prefect rises from the high table and leaves the hall. Immediately
-forms are pushed back and the long narrow passage leading to the
-dormitories is filled with sound. The new boy is taken with the stream.
-What will happen to him now, he wonders? He has always understood that
-most of the ragging takes place in the dormitories. Will all new boys be
-subjected to some common lot? In a way he almost hopes that they will.
-He may thus be given an opportunity of showing his courage. He will be
-marked down at once as 'a bit of a sport.'</p>
-
-<p>But nothing happens. He walks timidly into the large airy room with its
-bare boards, its row of wash-hand stands and red-quilted beds. He sees
-his bag lying in the middle of the floor. Three hours earlier when he
-and his parents had been shown round by the house-master's wife, he had
-placed his bag on the corner bed. It had seemed to him a good idea to
-reserve that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span> particular bed. He would then be open to attack only on
-one side. Memories of Horatius Cocles had stirred his imagination. But
-some one else is already undressing there. He picks up his bag, and is
-about to place it on the bed nearest him when a warning voice informs
-him that Jones has bagged that bed. He looks round him in dismay. There
-are only two vacant beds. 'May I have that one?' he asks. The boy with
-the warning voice looks surprised at being questioned. 'I should think
-so,' he says, 'unless Hughes wants it. He had it last term.' The new boy
-does not know whether or not he dare begin to undress beside the bed
-that Hughes may possibly commandeer. He stands irresolute; then decides
-to take the risk. There is nothing to choose between the two positions,
-and Hughes would probably prefer a change.</p>
-
-<p>He begins slowly to undress. No one takes the least notice of him. No
-one evinces the slightest inclination to test the courage of the new
-man. No hardened bully enters with a blanket. It is possible that two
-blas&eacute; young gentlemen from another dormitory will stroll in 'just to
-have a look at the new men,' will make a cursory examination, and having
-expressed their disgust at 'such an appalling crew,' will seek better
-fortune elsewhere. That will be all. The inquisition of preparatory
-school terrors is a myth. This generation is not more timid than its
-predecessors, but it is more subtle. The boy who has just ceased to be
-labelled 'new' wishes to impress his importance on the new boy.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> Forty
-years ago he achieved this object by putting the new boy on a chair and
-throwing boots at him. The appeal to physical force was not, however,
-invariably successful. Sometimes the small boy retaliated, and there is
-no reason why a boy of thirteen should not be a match for one of
-fourteen. At any rate the 'year older' has accepted the twentieth
-century doctrine that the easiest way to impress a person is to ignore
-him. And so the boy of a year's standing assumes an air of Olympian
-superiority. The new man is beneath his notice. He prefers to lean in
-the doorway of the dormitory, and talk of the days when 'Meredith had
-that far bed, and Johnstone had the wash-hand stand beneath the window.'
-He will casually let fall the names of the mighty and note their effect
-on the young. In the daytime he is probably quite an insignificant
-person, low in form and a funk at football. He can only appear great in
-the presence of his juniors during the quarter of an hour between supper
-and lights out. He therefore takes enormous pains to secure the
-admiration of those whom he affects to despise.</p>
-
-<p>It is the same everywhere. At Sandhurst, on the first night of each
-term, the seniors used to cluster round the piano and sing till 'rooms'
-with incredible violence and discord. It was done entirely to impress
-the juniors, and on the whole I am inclined to think it was successful.
-The junior is a shy person, and the din has on him an effect not unlike
-that of an intensive bombardment. As the junior sits in a far corner of
-the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> anteroom, cowed and unhappy by an exhibition that is being
-conducted, though he does not know it, entirely for his benefit, so does
-the new boy lie back in bed on his first night, wondering what it is all
-about.</p>
-
-<p>The jargon puzzles him; the attitude to life puzzles him. The boy with
-the warning voice is lamenting that he has got his 'budge.'</p>
-
-<p>'Rotten luck,' he says. 'I should like to have stopped in old Moke's for
-at least a year. I did just well enough in each paper to avoid being
-bottled. Fourteenth I came out, and now they've started a new form, so
-we've all got shoved up.' The rest of the dormitory express sympathy.
-Then some one wonders whether Davenport will turn 'pi' now he's a 'pre';
-the opinion is expressed that Ferguson will find himself pretty lonely
-now that Wodehouse has left. A lot of people have apparently been
-waiting a long time to kick him with impunity. Some one says, 'Let's
-make up the Fifteen,' and the rival claims of Bradshaw and Murray are
-carefully weighed. And all the while four wretched new boys listen in
-silent, confused wonderment.</p>
-
-<p>The conversation gradually becomes spasmodic. There are longer and
-longer pauses between the conclusion of one topic and the introduction
-of another. 'Well,' says the senior boy, 'about time we were going to
-sleep. Good-night all.' There is a murmur of 'good-night': silence: and
-then again the warning voice. 'Oh, but I say, Stewart, what about the
-new men's concert?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span> There is immediate interest among the senior
-members. Of course, they had forgotten that ... the new men's concert.</p>
-
-<p>'Too late now,' says Stewart. 'Let's have it on Sunday.'</p>
-
-<p>'Hear that, you new fellows; you must all have a song by Sunday.
-Good-night.'</p>
-
-<p>But there is little sleep for the new boy. Where is he? What has
-happened to him? Such a little while ago he was secure, garrisoned,
-sheltered by his home. Only twelve hours. He begins to wish that he had
-not been so anxious to leave his prep. Why hadn't he stayed on there
-another year? He would have been head of the school. At this very moment
-if he had not been so absurdly impetuous he would be turning over to go
-to sleep, having wished his dormitory 'good-night.' Just as Stewart had
-done. The thought of the concert terrifies him. He is a bad singer. Will
-they make him stand on a chair? will they throw boots at him if his
-voice quavers, or if he forgets the words? It will be a long-drawn
-agony.</p>
-
-<p>And for a couple of days he is made wretched by the prospect of this
-ordeal. It allows him no peace of mind. In form, on the football field,
-as he walks up to the tuck shop, the disquieting thought descends to
-torture him. But in the end it is a very tame affair. It takes place
-after lights out, and new boys, as well as lovers, win a strange courage
-of the darkness. Moreover, the object of the concert is to amuse the
-senior members of the dormitory, and bad<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span> singing amuses no one. Myself,
-I remember being stopped before I had completed one verse of 'The
-British Grenadiers,' whereas the boy next to me, who had an agreeable
-treble voice was made to sing, 'Put on your ta-ta, little girlie,' every
-other night for the rest of the term.</p>
-
-<p>The concert is practically the sole direct ordeal that a new boy has to
-face: yet it is probable that he would, on the whole, prefer the
-old-fashioned methods. It is better to be ragged than to be ignored. And
-he spends most of his first week wondering whether he has done the right
-thing. It is especially difficult if he finds himself placed high in the
-school. The lower forms are mainly composed of new boys, companions in
-calamity, and the master in charge of the second is lenient during the
-early days. It is different for the boy who finds himself in the Lower
-Fifth, or Upper Fourth. As likely as not there is only one other new boy
-in his house in the same form, and, when he cannot find that particular
-boy, there is no one to whom he may turn for advice. He soon learns that
-it is not wise to carry his troubles to his seniors. He may find himself
-in his house-master's study, waiting to hand in the list of books he
-will require, and suddenly he remembers that he has forgotten to put
-down his Latin prose book on the list; he has also forgotten what Latin
-prose book his form uses. He casts a despairing eye round the room and
-recognises, leaning against a bookcase the languid, supercilious figure
-of Watney. What luck, he thinks, Watney has<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span> been in the Upper Fourth
-two years. He is sure to know. The new boy edges towards him. 'Please,'
-he asks, 'what Latin prose book do we use?'</p>
-
-<p>His query is met by a look of amazed, outraged disapproval. Watney looks
-him up and down. Then at last: 'Who are "we"?' he says. The experiment
-is not repeated. The new boy arrives in form without his Latin prose
-book and is threatened with an imposition.</p>
-
-<p>The geography of the school is very puzzling.</p>
-
-<p>No new boy could be expected to gather much help from the information
-that his class-room is 'under the library, up on the right, next to
-Uncle Ned's.' For at least a week he is always entering the wrong form
-room. In the lower forms it is customary for the master to glance round
-the class, see that five boys are missing, and send the senior member in
-search of them as a matter of course. Indeed the first week of term is
-very pleasant for the senior member of the lower forms. He spends most
-of his time searching for lost lambs, and he is in no frantic haste to
-complete his task. But that is in the lower form, and, in the middle and
-upper schools, form masters do not care to have their time wasted. The
-absence of Jones mi. is not regarded as a joke.</p>
-
-<p>Nicknames are confusing.</p>
-
-<p>The new boy does not realise that 'Crusoe' and Mr Robinson are the same
-person. And, when he finds himself a quarter of an hour late in Mr
-Robinson's class-room, his excuse that he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> thought he had to go to 'Mr
-Crusoe' is not an official success. He is always on the brink of a
-mistake.</p>
-
-<p>Probably his life is further complicated by the fact that he is playing
-Rugby football for the first time, and, for at least a month, his
-performances on the field can give him little satisfaction and less
-amusement. In the course of two or three puntabouts he is taught by his
-house-captain how to pack and how to take a pass. He is then drafted on
-to pick ups and house-games to fare as best he may. He fares extremely
-badly. He hangs about on the edge of the scrum. He catches hold of his
-opponents when they are dribbling and attempts an Association barge when
-they are running. For a long time he never touches the ball with his
-hands at all, and on the rare occasions when he discovers it at his
-feet, he takes a terrific rout at it and is contemptuously informed that
-he is not playing soccer. He is playing with boys older and heavier than
-himself. He has little chance of acquiring self-confidence: no
-footballer is really any use till he has scored a try, and that day is
-slow in coming. The new boy's chief anxiety on the field is to avoid the
-notice of any house caps that may be on the touchline. At half-time he
-will rub worm-casts on his knees to present an appearance of muddy
-valour. He is terribly afraid he will be reported and beaten for
-slacking. This fate rarely, as a matter of fact, overtakes a small boy.
-A beating for slackness is usually reserved for the boy about<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> half-way
-up the house who has committed no definite offence, but has been making
-a nuisance of himself generally.<a name="FNanchor_2_2" id="FNanchor_2_2"></a><a href="#Footnote_2_2" class="fnanchor">[2]</a> Slackness on the field is the excuse
-for an official reprimand, and its effect is usually salutary. This,
-however, the new boy does not know. Games, when the house-captain is on
-the touchline, become a misery. During his first term he looks forward
-to the First Fifteen matches chiefly because on those days he will not
-himself have to play.</p>
-
-<p>But it is in his spare time that he most acutely feels himself outside
-the general life of the school. He is oppressed by liberty. He does not
-know what to do with it. At his Preparatory School an elaborate
-time-table was posted on the notice-board, and every moment of his day
-was pigeonholed. A boy had no excuse for not knowing at any given time
-what he ought to be doing, and where he ought to be doing it. There was
-constant supervision. But, at a Public School, provided a boy answers
-his name at roll-call, and fulfils his social engagements in the form
-room and on the football field, no one worries much what he is doing
-during the rest of the time. He can search for plovers' eggs, or hunt
-for fossils, or develop photographs, or overeat at the tuck shop. He is
-his own master, and this the new boy cannot understand. When he has
-changed after football on a half-holiday he asks himself: 'What ought I
-to be doing now?'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> The answer is, of course: 'Nothing in particular.
-Whatever you like.' A disconcerting answer, for there is nothing in
-particular that he wants to do. The day room is inhospitable. The big
-chairs round the fire are occupied by the mighty. The library is only of
-less interest to him than the museum. The tuck shop at such an hour is
-full of bloods in whose presence he feels embarrassed. He wanders
-disconsolately round the courts. All the other new boys seem to have
-found something to do (a common delusion this). In the end he succeeds
-in finding some one equally lonely with whom he goes for a walk: and a
-walk, unless one is a botanist, is such a strange way of spending an
-afternoon, that I have since wondered whether any one after his first
-term ever goes for a walk at school without an ulterior motive, except
-when he is in training.</p>
-
-<p>It is a strange business that first term, and its importance is, I
-think, overrated. It is not public school life. It is composed of the
-hesitations, the reactions of a novice. School life is on the other side
-of it. The new boy sees that life in fragments. It puzzles him. He tries
-to fit it into shape with the scale of values he acquired at his
-Preparatory School. And fails. The Preparatory School belongs to
-childhood, the Public School to adolescence. The new boy understands
-little of what is going on round him. Indeed there is no person whose
-testimony can be less relied upon than that of the new boy of four
-weeks' standing. He never knows what he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> should, and what he should not,
-believe. The new life is so strange to him that he is prepared to accept
-any absurdity for the truth. The veriest nincompoop can pull his leg.</p>
-
-<p>The following story is true.</p>
-
-<p>It was the custom in my house for the matron to put out clean
-underclothes for each boy on Saturday evening. On my first Saturday I
-noticed that no clean pants had been put out for me. I asked an elder
-boy why this was. 'Oh, don't you know?' he said, 'we only have clean
-pants twice a term.' I believed him. The matron thought that I, in
-common with many others, did not start wearing pants till well into the
-winter. In consequence I wore the same pair till the second week in
-November. It is the same with regard to the more serious issues of
-school life. Mischief is often caused by the mistaken ideas that new
-boys give their parents of what does and what does not go on in their
-house.</p>
-
-<p>I was provided the other day with a good example. At a certain house in
-a famous school it was the practice of the house-master's wife to sit at
-the day-room table for lunch. The idea was admirable. The house-master's
-wife was a sympathetic woman who wished to recall to the small boys the
-regenerating atmosphere of their homes. The results, however, were
-unfortunate. The small boys became communicative. In their innocence
-they repeated stories of which the true significance had escaped them.
-In their ignorance they misinterpreted stories of which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> the nature
-happened to be direct. In neither case did the reputation of certain
-light-hearted sportsmen on the Va. table rise in the official esteem.
-Indeed of that particular house there was composed a limerick, the exact
-wording of which has more humour than propriety, to the effect that the
-house reports of the Sixth Form table were written by the fags. Few
-parents, however, would accept this explanation.</p>
-
-<p>Officially the first term is usually an unqualified success. The new boy
-is not distracted from his studies by the stress of house politics nor
-by the ambitions of the football field. The weekly form order is his
-chief excitement. And it would be surprising, considering the qualified
-enthusiasm with which the majority of the form welcome this occurrence,
-if the new boy did not soon find himself in the running for promotion.
-There is, indeed, little else for him to do.<a name="FNanchor_3_3" id="FNanchor_3_3"></a><a href="#Footnote_3_3" class="fnanchor">[3]</a> He lives in a world of
-his own. He sees a good deal of new boys in other houses, and the usual
-question in break on Saturday morning is: 'Where were you this week?'
-His offences against discipline are inconsiderable. It is 'side' for a
-new boy to rag in the day room, in the changing room, and in the
-dormitories. That is the privilege of his seniors. He is not hardened
-enough to rag in form. He still regards work as important. I remember
-once seeing a very small and inoffensive scholar crumple up a sheet of
-paper and fling it at the head of his chemistry master. He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> maintained,
-however, that he was aiming at the waste-paper basket, and, though the
-excuse was not accepted, the offender's subsequent performances on the
-cricket field have inclined me to think he spoke the truth. At any rate
-this is the sole piece of audacity on the part of a new boy that I have
-witnessed. Indeed the new boy who does not return home with a thundering
-good report is a well-placed candidate for expulsion. Most of us start
-well. How many public school boys would have to confess that they won
-their only prize in their first term. The new boy returns home as from a
-Roman triumph. The indulgent father is prodigal of largess and
-theatre-tickets. His secretary is instructed to type out the report and
-send copies of it to aunts and uncles and his former head master. It is
-a great occasion, and we do well to make the most of it. It does not
-come twice.</p>
-
-<p>The change begins, I suppose, on the first evening of the second term,
-when the novice, clad appropriately in bowler hat and coloured tie, is
-accosted by a member of the form into which he has been promoted and
-informed that he will be expected to do the 'con' for them that term.
-There is no threat. It is merely the announcement of an arrangement for
-mutual help. The old stagers who have slowly moved up the school, with
-the danger of superannuation camping on their trail, consider that their
-last terms should pass in a soft tranquility. They expect the newcomer
-to provide them with that peace. 'Here,' they say, 'is a smart lad who
-has<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> got his promotion straight away; he can be of great service to us.'
-It is a form of practical communism of which the scholar is particularly
-the victim. There is a general conscription of intellect. Scholars are
-expected to do the work of the bloods. 'You are paid to come here,' say
-the great men, 'you must prove yourselves worthy of your hire.' Arnold
-Lunn has described how the captain of his house used to hold an
-educational raffle. Slips of paper on which were written: 'Greek Prose';
-'Latin Prose'; 'Essay,' were placed in a hat and the scholars took their
-chance of drawing a blank. I can still hear the voice of the school
-fast-bowler shouting over the banisters to a wretched goggle-eyed youth,
-'No. 69, Becke, and shove it in my study before prayers.'</p>
-
-<p>But the scholar is an exceptional person, and the novice who is accosted
-in the courts has an easier fate. He does not have to do other people's
-work. He merely has to do his own out loud. He is, moreover, a
-privileged person. He does not have to look the words up in a
-dictionary. That is the task of another member of the combination. He is
-spared the hack work of translation. It is for him to discover the
-sense. At a first glance it would seem that this arrangement would be to
-the advantage of the new boy; certainly it will ensure his industry.
-There is no chance of his scamping his work. The fate of others depends
-on his efficiency, and it does not pay him to guess at the sense. I
-remember once translating <i>Remotis arbielis, surrexit e lectulo</i>,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span>
-'having kicked off his bedclothes he rose from his bed.' No one
-questioned the interpretation, so I proceeded to the next sentence. None
-of us luckily was put on to translate that passage, but I can recall now
-the icy looks of the other members of the combination when the sentence
-was correctly rendered. I made a bolt for it afterwards, but they caught
-me. I did not guess again.</p>
-
-<p>The form interpreter is never able to say to himself: 'I went on to con
-yesterday, and I went on the day before, there's not the least
-likelihood of my being put on to-day. I shan't prepare it.' He has to
-labour for the general good, and probably, by the end of the term, he
-knows the Latin and Greek books pretty well. But he has not only learnt
-the correct rendering of certain obscure classical passages; he has
-learnt also, through contact with older boys, the correct public school
-attitude to work and the relative importance of football and
-mathematics.</p>
-
-<p>This is what he learns.</p>
-
-<p>It is the business of the school to win their matches and to produce
-first-class footballers and cricketers; it is the business of the house
-to win their house matches and to produce as many colours as possible.
-It is the business of every individual member of the school to subscribe
-to this creed. The value of scholastic achievements is relative. It is a
-feather in the cap of a double first to be privileged to wear the dark
-blue ribbon of the Sixth. But it is not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> a necessary achievement.
-Scholars, on the other hand, should work. They are no use to the school
-at games. It is for them to do what little lies within their power; a
-scholarship has its value. The school likes to get scholarships. It is a
-side show, of course, but a creditable side show. And the Fourth Former,
-after recounting the feats of Lewis in the big school match, comments on
-the fact that Bevan won a Balliol scholarship in the same way that the
-village greengrocer will say: 'Oh, yes, sir, we have a drapery
-department, too.' Real brains are accorded a sort of grudging
-admiration. They are entitled to respect. A Fellow has done his job
-well. It may not be an important job, but he has done it. Our Fourth
-Former remembers the parable of the talents. The Balliol scholar has
-converted his one talent into two.</p>
-
-<p>The boy, however, who, without being a scholar, shows unusual signs of
-industry, is a swot. Valuable time is wasted. The school is divided into
-two parts: the scholars and the rest. The rest brings to its work
-whatever energy is saved from its more arduous activities. No one thinks
-any the less of a man for being low in form. Slackness on the football
-field is anti-social. In the long category of an unpopular boy's offence
-the final evidence of worthlessness is the statement: 'He doesn't even
-work.' Even that resort, 'that last infirmity,' is denied him. What
-purpose has his existence? These are the articles of faith; these are
-the conventions. And the new boy who is ambitious, who wishes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> to win
-the respect and admiration of his comrades realises that athletic
-prowess will win him a position that is beyond the reach of the
-liveliest intellect. He begins to look on his work as a side show. It
-does not particularly matter what happens to him in the class-room. It
-would be nice to reach the Sixth. There are agreeable privileges. But it
-is not of first importance.</p>
-
-<p>No sooner has he decided this, than he discovers that his form work is
-intolerably dull. Of course he does. He brings no enthusiasm to it. The
-masters who can inspire the indifferent are rare. And the mind wanders
-from the inky desks, the hunched row of shoulders, and the far voice of
-a master droning monotonously, to the swimming bath and the cricket
-field. Will Butler get the cricket cup? Did Frobisher get his firsts
-because he was worth them, or because he was in the Captain's house?
-These topics offer inviting prospects; speculation follows speculation
-till suddenly the tired voice breaks into the day-dream: 'Will you
-continue now, please, Dunkin?' There is a scuffle as Dunkin collects his
-books and thoughts. There is a whisper of: 'Where's the place?' 'What
-does <i>crates favorum</i> mean?' And the delinquent begins to stumble
-through his lines in a fashion that may, or may not, result in an
-imposition. To the unresponsive the atmosphere is one of intolerable
-listlessness.</p>
-
-<p>He makes another discovery, namely, that during his first term he did
-far more work than was strictly necessary. That he should discover<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> the
-idiosyncracies of certain masters was a matter of course. Sooner or
-later he would have been bound to learn that in Old Mouldy's he could
-pin the repetition on to the back of the boy in front of him, that the
-Moke's mathematical class provided him with an admirable opportunity for
-writing the imposition that his house-master had given him the evening
-before. A good batsman soon sizes up the opposing fieldsmen; he knows
-whether he can risk a single to cover, or whether there is one for a
-throw when the ball goes slowly to third man. That is part of the game.
-The new boy makes more important discoveries than that. He comes to
-understand the intricacies of the set system by which the middle and
-upper schools learn French, German, Science, and Mathematics.</p>
-
-<p>For the days have passed when a boy learnt only Latin and Greek and a
-little French grammar. A liberal education is supposed to give him a
-general idea of a wide number of subjects. A choice of subjects is
-allowed, and it is hard to arrange a fair system of marking that will
-bring the boy who does German into line with the boy who does Greek.
-Each school tackles the situation in a different way, but each system
-probably leaves a loophole for the idle. It could hardly be otherwise,
-and it is enough to describe one system and the tactics that are adopted
-to cope with it.</p>
-
-<p>This particular system works as follows: It is accepted that the only
-universal subjects, that is, the only subjects that are studied by the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span>
-whole form under the same master, are Latin and English, and, under
-English, are to be included History, Literature, Geography, and
-Divinity. On the marks earned in these subjects the form order and
-promotion depends. All other subjects, Greek, German, French, Science,
-and Mathematics are treated independently of the form order and are
-taught in sets of varying standards. It would seem to be a very sound
-scheme. A boy, for instance, may be a bad historian and a poor classic,
-but a fine mathematician. If all subjects were included in the same
-order he would be kept back by his bad English and Latin and would have
-to do algebra that he had long outgrown, yet at the same time his
-mathematical ability would place him in a form where the English and
-classics would be too difficult for him. Under the set system it is
-possible for the boy to reach the highest set in the school at
-mathematics and yet remain in the Shell or Lower Fourth.</p>
-
-<p>During his first term the new boy worked with equal industry at form and
-set subjects. During his second term he realises that he is wasting his
-energy. Proficiency in Greek will not help him to secure his promotion
-into the Lower Fifth; whereas, if he takes things easily at Greek, he
-will be able to spend more time on History and Latin. Indeed, it might
-be said that the wily one 'makes a book' in form and set subjects. He
-appreciates the need of reserve strength. He ought always to have a
-little in hand. He casts his eye down his time-table. There is no
-reason<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> why he should not spare himself during the hour in the
-laboratory. The time might be so much more profitably devoted to his
-Latin 'con'; and at the time, of course, he will not consider the
-possibility of allowing such an arrangement to divert in any way his
-classical activities in 'prep' on the previous night. Far from it. He
-will have an opportunity to revise. He again studies his time-table.
-French with 'Bogus.' A little relaxation there is possible. Greek with
-'Crusoe,' however, presents difficulties. Crusoe is something of a
-martinet; he expects lessons to be prepared, and he has a way of
-remembering what impositions he has set. He will have to work hard for
-Crusoe. Indeed it would be as well if he tried an honest, or the
-equivalent for an honest term's work for Crusoe. Is not the next set
-conducted by the Moke on admirably communal grounds. In the Moke's every
-one helps every one. There is no haste, no envy, no striving for
-position. A few scholars hurry through on their way to Balliol
-scholarships. They do not matter. They are only ripples on the surface
-of that calm, deep pool.</p>
-
-<p>Sometimes 'the book is made' the other way. A member of the school
-eleven has at last reached the Lower Fifth, and is content for a term or
-two to rest upon his achievements. He decides to do just enough work to
-avoid being bottled. He realises, however, that it will be as well for
-his father's peace of mind if a few single figures appear after his name
-in the report. And so he devotes himself to Chemistry and French.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> Two
-subjects appear on the time-table for each evening's preparation. And it
-is a bad day when it is impossible to dismiss at least one of them in a
-quarter of an hour.</p>
-
-<p>Examinations present difficulties. And it is here that the new boy, at
-the end of the summer term, makes his first serious compromise with the
-rigid code of ethics that he has brought with him from his Preparatory
-School. Why should he not crib in set subjects. They are unimportant.
-Promotion does not depend on them. He is not taking an unfair advantage
-of any one else. He will only do just well enough to avoid having to do
-the paper again. Why should he have to spend hours sweating up a useless
-subject. It is absurd. Besides, cribbing is rather an exciting game. It
-is a daring feat to smuggle the principal parts of the irregular verb,
-into a waistcoat pocket. It needs courage to open a French dictionary
-beneath the desk. He will be able to talk about it afterwards, and
-fellows will say he is a sport. It is the first step, and afterwards the
-compromise becomes increasingly easy.</p>
-
-<p>He returns home at the end of his first year fortified with a deal of
-worldly wisdom. He looks forward to the next year hopefully. He knows
-where he is now. He has learnt the tricks of the trade. It is all going
-to be splendid fun.</p>
-
-<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTES:</h3>
-
-<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_1_1" id="Footnote_1_1"></a><a href="#FNanchor_1_1"><span class="label">[1]</span></a> I have used throughout this book the idiom of my own
-school. The Head of a house or of the school is the head boy in work.
-The Captainship of a house or of the school is a term applicable only to
-athletic prominence.</p></div>
-
-<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_2_2" id="Footnote_2_2"></a><a href="#FNanchor_2_2"><span class="label">[2]</span></a> I am speaking of the average house. There are frequent
-occasions, of course, in bad houses where this privilege of the
-house-captain is abused.</p></div>
-
-<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_3_3" id="Footnote_3_3"></a><a href="#FNanchor_3_3"><span class="label">[3]</span></a> It has even been known for a new boy to work in his spare
-time.</p></div></div>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER IV</span> <span class="smaller">THE SECOND YEAR</span></h2>
-
-<p>And it is splendid fun. Let us make no mistake about that. It is
-splendid fun. For the ordinary boy, for all those, that is to say, who
-have not been designed by nature for the contemptuous entertainment of
-their companions, nothing is much better than the second and third
-years. It is a light-hearted, swash-buckling period. The anxieties of
-the fag have been forgotten, the responsibilities of the Sixth Former
-are still remote. The second yearer can rag, and his ragging is not
-taken seriously. At the end of the term house-masters do not address him
-solemnly and appeal to his better nature. They beat him, and that makes
-it a square fight. He knows where he is. He has to remain on the right
-side of the law. If he passes the limit, he knows what to expect. Later
-on the issue will be complicated by his position: for a while he can
-afford to be an irresponsible free-lance.</p>
-
-<p>It is a happy time of eager unreflecting action. There is a good deal of
-noisiness and 'showing off.' But it is harmless. A boy has just begun to
-find himself. He is free at last. At his Preparatory School he was
-always under the eye of authority. His freedom was enmeshed by a network
-of regulations. His first year at his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> Public School his freedom was
-fettered by nervousness and prejudice. That is over now. I sometimes
-think that we love Charlie Chaplin so dearly because he does all the
-things we have not the courage to do ourselves. When a waiter hurries
-past us with a pile of plates, how delightful it would be, we think, to
-drive our feet between his legs; who would not love to hurl a brick at a
-retreating foe; who is not tempted to crook his walking-stick round the
-ankles of the pompous. We never do these things; not as we should like
-to do them. But we come as near as we ever shall come to the attainment
-of this desire during our second year at school. On a small scale it is
-permitted us to destroy furniture. We can pull chairs from beneath an
-unsuspecting foe. The strings of a hammock have been cut to the
-discomfiture of the occupant. The terminal bill for breakages is often
-considerable, but no one is ever really hurt.</p>
-
-<p>For what little bullying exists nowadays the second and third yearers
-are in the main responsible. The effect of a new-found freedom is
-intoxicating. And there is always a boy in every house who is an
-irresistible butt. There is a compound German word that means
-'face-that-invites-a-box-on-the-ear.' And such a physiognomy is the
-invariable possession of at least one scholar; in its own way the
-magnetic influence of such ugliness is as irresistible as the charm of a
-pretty woman. One has only to see that particular brand of face to want
-to heave a boot at it. One refrains seldom. It used to be held that
-every<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> house contains one bully. It would be truer to say that every
-house contains one boy who is bullied. Most boys go through their
-schooldays without being subjected to any bullying, but most boys
-indulge in a little spasmodic bullying themselves. It is a sort of bull
-baiting, and it is in the main good-natured.</p>
-
-<p>Four or five fellows are sitting in a study after tea. There are still
-twenty minutes before lock-up, and the conversation has grown desultory.
-They all feel a little bored. One of them suggests that they should go
-and see how that ass 'Sniffy' is getting on. It is a popular suggestion,
-and a raid is made upon Sniffy's study. Sniffy is discovered working.
-This is considered to be a disgrace to the house, and Sniffy is informed
-of the fact. He invites his guests to get out. 'But, my dear Sniffy,
-what hospitality! Surely you are going to offer us a chair! No? Then we
-must teach you manners!' Sniffy's chair is suddenly jerked from under
-him and Sniffy is flung forward on to his table. He jumps up and lets
-fly at one of his assailants. It is no fun ragging some one who does not
-retaliate, and proceedings are soon less cordial. In the end Sniffy's
-study is pretty effectively wrecked. This happens about once a
-fortnight, but, beyond this, I am inclined to think that, except in a
-bad house, there is very little bullying now in Public Schools.</p>
-
-<p>The tone of a house changes far more quickly than the tone of a school.
-And, in every school, there is usually a thoroughly bad house. As a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span>
-house-master grows old he tends to leave the management of the house
-more and more in the hands of his prefects. As long as his prefects are
-efficient all goes well; but, sooner or later, a weak head is bound to
-come, and then the swash-buckling element gets out of hand. One of the
-houses when I first went to school had got into this state. The head boy
-was easy-going, and there were in the day room two members of the First
-Fifteen who had in school failed to reach the Lower Fourth and who were
-thorough 'wrong 'uns.' Terrible tales of refined torture used to be
-repeated in the upper dormitories, and I can well believe that life
-there was pretty wretched. But I always distrust second-hand accounts.
-Nothing is more easily distorted than the story of atrocities, and, for
-my part, I have neither been a victim, nor the witness of any serious
-bullying. The only case that reached official notice during my time
-savoured strongly of the ludicrous.</p>
-
-<p>A parent had complained that his son had been ill-treated, and all the
-house prefects were summoned into the head master's presence. The
-offenders were leaning nervously against the wall; their victim was
-enduring tortures of self-consciousness; the head master was fingering
-his pen, and the avenging father blocked up the entire fireplace. There
-was a dead silence. We were all hard put to it not to smile. The
-offenders looked so much smaller than the prey. At last proceedings were
-opened by the boy's parent. He followed the traditional line. He had
-been<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> a boy. He knew what boys were. He knew the public school code of
-honour. He loathed sneaking. His boy had not sneaked. The confession had
-been dragged out of him. What he, the father, wanted, was not
-punishment, but the assurance that such a thing would not happen again.
-'And now, John,' he concluded, 'show the head master that bruise upon
-your arm.' Very sheepishly the boy drew off his coat, rolled up his
-sleeve and revealed a bruise, certainly of extensive proportions.</p>
-
-<p>'How did they do that?' asked the chief.</p>
-
-<p>'By flicking him with wet towels, head master,' said the parent.</p>
-
-<p>A simultaneous denial came from both offenders. 'We didn't make that
-bruise, sir.'</p>
-
-<p>'But did you flick him?' asked the chief.</p>
-
-<p>'Well, sir; yes.'</p>
-
-<p>'Then how on earth can you tell that you did not make that bruise?'</p>
-
-<p>There was a moment's silence, during which the smaller of the offenders
-surveyed the wound with an almost envious eye.</p>
-
-<p>'It couldn't have been me, sir,' he said at last. 'I can't flick well
-enough to have done that.'</p>
-
-<p>I hope I may be pardoned for retelling this story, which I have already
-told elsewhere. But it seems to me to interpret perfectly the attitude
-towards bullying that exists in most houses. No doubt there was a great
-deal of bullying fifty years ago. And people think that what was true of
-the Rugby of <i>Tom Brown's Schooldays</i> is true<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> of the Shrewsbury of
-to-day. They still think that the three chief sins of a Public School
-are bullying, stealing, and midnight escapades into the town. But those
-days have passed. In Desmond Coke's <i>The Bending of a Twig</i> the new boy
-who sought for bullies behind every cloister quickly won the nickname of
-Don Q.</p>
-
-<p>It is usually during the course of his fourth term that a boy first
-begins to swear. For swearing is, on the whole, confined to members of
-the Middle School. It is side for a fag to swear, and an oath, except on
-rare occasions, is considered beneath the dignity of a blood. He is
-supposed to dwell in an Olympian fastness beyond the reach of
-inconvenience, where the need for violent language is infrequently
-presented. For the second yearer, however, life is full of emotion that
-demands to be registered forcibly.</p>
-
-<p>I can never quite see why so many people refuse to believe that a
-schoolboy's conversation is punctuated with 'damns' and 'bloodys.' We
-employ the idiom of our surroundings. A boy does not swear at home; at
-school he does. And there is no particular reason why he should not. An
-oath means little to him. He knows that some indecency is implied. But
-the meaning of the word is not defined by his use of it. He rarely
-employs it appropriately. He recommends the most contradictory
-performances. A powerful expression is needed. He wishes the world to
-know that he has been moved powerfully either to anger, or to delight.
-That is all. Any word<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> that would have this effect would suit him, and I
-remember a dormitory captain insisting that the only expletive to be
-used in his presence should be 'daggers'; this crasis satisfied every
-one. The language a boy uses is no index to his character. Swearing and
-'talking smut' are very different things.</p>
-
-<p>It is also in his fourth term that a boy who is anything of an athlete
-begins to discover himself on the football field. He finds himself
-scoring tries in home games. He is noticed by the bloods as a coming
-man. He makes friends among his seniors. He is no longer outside the
-life of the school. The road of ambition lies clear and straight before
-him. It is marked out in distinct stages. He learnt, of course, during
-his first term that a house cap may put one hand in his trouser pockets,
-that a seconds may put both, that a first may walk across the sixth form
-green in break; but these facts were distant in the imagination like the
-ritual of a medi&aelig;val court: they now become realities. In a year, he
-reminds himself, he will be in his house fifteen. The year after he
-should get his house cap. In four years he should be a first. It might,
-indeed, be maintained that the blood system is at the same time the
-magnet and the expression of the second yearer's ambition. The blood
-would not value his performances so highly were he not encouraged by
-others in the belief that he is of supreme importance. And, at fifteen,
-one idealises the future. It seems splendid to be a blood, to play for
-the school<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> against Blackheath, to saunter across the courts with one's
-hands in one's pockets, one's books stuck under one's arms; to be on
-terms of friendly intercourse with masters, to be beyond the reach of
-punishment. And, because the future seems so glorious, the second yearer
-idealises the dwellers in it. In the same way that in Chelsea the latest
-poet or draughtsman can disregard the social laws of property and of
-propriety, in the eyes of the junior the blood can do no wrong. His
-voice is hushed when a blood passes him in the cloisters. If one should
-speak to him, he blushes and stammers and feels proud of it for days.
-The blood naturally endeavours to realise the popular conception of
-himself. He owes his position to it. For the higher up the school we go,
-the less important the blood appears, and, when our time comes to sit at
-the high table, we can hardly believe that we are occupying the same
-chair that Meredith sat in four years ago. It is absurd. How the house
-must have come down. To think of that little ass, Barton, being a
-prefect. How short a time since he was playing in junior house games and
-getting cursed for funking. And for ourselves&mdash;it is only yesterday that
-we were trembling, a diffident new boy, at the far corner of the
-day-room table. We cannot but believe our generation to be vastly
-inferior to those that have preceded it, and we do not think otherwise
-even when we win the senior cricket cup, although in Meredith's year the
-house was beaten by an innings in the first round. It is not in our
-nature<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> to desire, or even value highly, what we possess. The last year
-is often a disappointment.</p>
-
-<p>No such foreknowledge mars the enjoyment and anticipation of the second
-yearer. It is indeed hard to imagine a more fortunate combination of
-circumstances. From an agreeable present he surveys the prospect of a
-delightful future. The days may pass slowly, or swiftly, as they
-will&mdash;their passage will be a long enchantment.</p>
-
-<p>It is during this period that a boy gets through the majority of his
-ragging in form. Now the ragging of masters is a very specialised art.
-The master holds all the cards. He has behind him the marshalled forces
-of the law. He can cane, he can give lines. He has every implement,
-physical and moral, for the preservation of order. He ought to be able
-to keep order. Yet the boy usually wins. Indeed, I often wonder how a
-master, who has once begun to be ragged, can ever hope to regain order.
-He is fighting a confident foe. The new boy learns during his first week
-that 'one can do anything one likes in Musty's.' Musty stands no chance.
-He enters the form room nervously; he is on the lookout for trouble; he
-is afraid to turn his back on the class when he is working on the
-blackboard. For ten minutes there is silence, a suspicious silence,
-perhaps, but still a silence. Musty tells himself that if any one
-attempts to break that silence he will make him sorry for it. He will
-punish the first whisper: that is the only way. And then, suddenly, from
-the back<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> of the room, comes an ominous sound. It is not a cough: it is
-not a sneeze: it is a hideous nasal and vocal croak that Musty has
-learnt to recognise as the prelude to rebellion. He observes that some
-one is cramming a handkerchief into his mouth, and is choking in the
-subdued manner of one who is unsuccessfully stifling a laugh.</p>
-
-<p>Musty decides on action. 'Jones, take that handkerchief out of your
-mouth immediately, and you'll spend the afternoon doing me a hundred
-lines.' Jones withdraws the handkerchief from his chin, and his face
-assumes an expression of outraged innocence. 'But, sir&mdash;&mdash;' he begins.</p>
-
-<p>'A hundred and fifty lines,' snaps Musty.</p>
-
-<p>At this point the democracy of the class feels that its independence has
-been violated. There is a murmur of disapproval. And a tall, cadaverous
-youth rises from the front desk.</p>
-
-<p>'Please, sir&mdash;&mdash;'</p>
-
-<p>'Silence, Evans.'</p>
-
-<p>'No, sir, but really,' Evans persists, 'I must explain to you, sir, that
-the younger Jones is suffering from a very severe cold.'</p>
-
-<p>'Yes, sir, I am,' blurts out the victim. 'And the matron said I was not
-to play football this afternoon.'</p>
-
-<p>At this point Musty should, of course, be firm.</p>
-
-<p>'I am sorry,' he should say, 'but, at the same time, that will allow
-you, Jones, to do me two hundred lines instead of a hundred and fifty.
-And perhaps you, Evans, will do me a hundred<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> and fifty. Thank you. We
-will now proceed with the lesson.'</p>
-
-<p>Such tactics might succeed. But Musty hesitates; for a moment he wonders
-whether Jones is telling him the truth. And the delay is fatal. Already
-other members have started to produce testimonials to Jones mi.'s
-integrity and disease. 'He really is awfully bad, sir. My study's next
-door to him, and he was coughing all last night. He made such a noise
-that I was only able to do you three problems instead of six!'</p>
-
-<p>A general conversation begins. Members cease even to address the chair.
-When Evans assures Musty that 'Jones would never tell a lie,' Power
-retorts that the other day Jones sold him a watch as new which went
-smash at once. 'Dirty little liar, I call him!' 'You wait till
-afterwards,' is Jones's reply. And, by the time honour has been
-vindicated, there is no chance of restoring order that day. The class is
-already out of hand. Jones mi. has the general permission to sneeze as
-often as he likes, a permission of which he generously avails himself.</p>
-
-<p>Such a disturbance should have been quelled by a firm hand. Masters have
-to run the risk of being unfair. There is, of course, the possibility
-that Jones's cold may have been genuine, but his previous record should
-preclude it to a 100 to 1 chance. At any rate, it is unlikely that Jones
-would be anxious to carry the case to the head master. Criminals avoid
-Bow Street.</p>
-
-<p>It is not usually, however, so easy to distinguish<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> the preliminary
-man&oelig;uvres. When, for instance, a boy walks quickly up to the master's
-desk and says that he thinks there is a peculiar smell in the room, the
-master is taken off his guard. He assumes interest. He walks to where
-the boy was sitting and sniffs. A polite boy rises and asks respectfully
-if anything is the matter. 'No, nothing,' says the master, 'Jones
-thought there was a curious smell where he was sitting.' The interest of
-the form is quickened. There is a general sound of sniffing. 'Well, sir,
-now that Jones comes to mention it, I do seem to recognize&mdash;I don't
-quite know what it is, sir.'</p>
-
-<p>'Come, come,' says the master, 'that'll do.'</p>
-
-<p>'No, but really, sir, I don't know if it's quite healthy. Do you think
-the drains are all right?'</p>
-
-<p>The information is hazarded that there have been several cases of
-typhoid recently in the town.</p>
-
-<p>'It must be the drains.'</p>
-
-<p>Then some one suggests that it may be the gas. The school custos is
-notoriously careless in these matters. The suggestion is welcomed. At
-any rate it deserves investigation. And such investigations, when
-conducted by twenty clumsy boys, whose clumsy feet are shod with heavy
-boots, are a long and noisy business. Books fall with a clatter on to
-the floor. The hindquarters of the inoffensive are accidentally kicked.
-Smith endeavours to jump from one desk to another, misses his footing
-and crashes on the desk. Musty is lost.</p>
-
-<p>He stands in the middle of the room. He says<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> 'Come, now!' a great many
-times. He varies it occasionally with 'That'll do.' He asks Smith
-whether he considers that what he is doing 'is really necessary.' At
-last a piping unrecognisable voice rises from the far corner. 'It isn't
-the gas. It must be Musty himself. He never washes.'</p>
-
-<p>In most schools there are at least two masters who are the continual
-victims of such treatment. Such ragging, however, is too simple to
-content the truly adventurous. The Mustys of the scholastic world are
-objects of contempt, and we prefer to respect our enemies. It is far
-more entertaining to rag a disciplinarian. One has to guard oneself. The
-master has all the weapons. Among other things the ragster has to work.
-If he is unexpectedly put on to con, flounders through a couple of lines
-and breaks down completely at the third, he has played into his
-opponent's hand. He has deserved the imposition that he will most
-certainly get. The ragster must prepare his work. That is part of his
-defence. He cannot say to himself: 'I have been on twice running. I
-shall not go on to-day.' If he makes a cheeky remark in form, the
-master's just retort is: 'Jones, you seem to like talking. I think you
-had better translate the next passage.' And, if Jones translates the
-passage successfully he feels that he is one up. Such ragging is very
-different from the general rag of the complete incompetent. It is a
-free-lance affair. It is an art. The majority of masters meet it in some
-form or other. It is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> only a few who are subjected to displays in which
-the whole form take part.</p>
-
-<p>Yet it is a puzzle to find out how exactly this ill-fortune selects its
-particular victims. Personality is limited. There are only a few who
-have a real genius for teaching. The majority are merely competent. And
-competence must fall before invention. Why is it that some are ragged
-and others not. The ragged master may be an excellent fellow. He may be
-good at games; he may be just as exemplary a member of society as his
-colleagues, and yet he is selected for this refined torture. There are
-some masters for whom one never works hard; one does enough and no more
-to avoid being bottled. One sits in the class-room for long, sultry,
-tedious hours; the insipid sunlight moves across the wall. One watches a
-fly crawl up the window-pane. One writes 'is a fool' upon the desk after
-the inscribed name of an enemy. One sticks a compass into the back of
-the man in front. Perhaps one revises the next hour's lesson. It may be
-that there is an imposition to be completed. The minutes pass slowly;
-one longs for the strike of the clock. And yet no one attempts to
-enliven the hour with some geniality. The few attempts that are made are
-spasmodic and unsuccessful.</p>
-
-<p>We had a master who was nicknamed, I never knew why, Marchand. And, one
-day, a boy who was doing translation paused at the French word
-<i>marchand</i>. 'Please, sir,' he said, 'I don't know what <i>marchand</i>
-means.' There was no laugh, not even a titter. We were all too<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span>
-surprised. The master's face did not alter. 'It means merchant, Smith,'
-he said, 'and you will stay behind afterwards and speak to me.' He
-received six of the best. And it was, no doubt, such a master who made
-the historic retort to the boy who, during an hour that was devoted to
-the discussion of Old Testament history, inquired what 'harlot' meant.
-'A harlot, Jones,' the master answered, 'is a lady who finds herself in
-unfortunate circumstances, and you will take two hundred lines.'</p>
-
-<p>If such an answer had been made by Musty, the boy would have
-expostulated freely; other members of the form would have interested
-themselves in the cause of justice. As it is, Smith gets his half-dozen
-and Jones his two hundred lines, and the world says 'silly ass!'</p>
-
-<p>There are certain masters who inspire neither industry nor
-insubordination, and yet I suppose that once they, too, had their hour
-of trial. So much depends on the first impression. Arnold Lunn has
-recounted in <i>The Harrovians</i> the story of one Crabbe, who was so
-unmercifully ragged that he had to leave at the end of his first term.
-'He went on to another school where his reputation had not preceded him.
-He opened his first lesson by setting a boy a hundred lines for
-sneezing. After having successfully established a reputation for
-unbridled ferocity, he was able, by slow degrees, to relapse into his
-natural kindly self.' It is typical of much. The master who has once
-allowed himself to be ragged is lost for ever. He may beat, he may line,
-he will<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> never restore order. His only chance is to try elsewhere.</p>
-
-<p>The ragging of prefects is of very much the same order. There is less of
-it, because the head of the house has a way of jumping suddenly on the
-turbulent. 'I hear you were ragging Beetle last night in hall. You've
-got to stop it&mdash;see? and you're going to get six as a warning!' The head
-of the house has more authority than an assistant master. If a boy felt
-that an assistant master was unjust he might very well complain to the
-head master. But no boy would care to appeal against a boy&mdash;that would
-be sneaking. A good head of the house sees to it that none of the
-prefects are indiscriminately ragged, but there is always one of them
-for whom the rest of the house has but little respect, and to whom the
-taking of prep is always an anxiety. He beats and lines more than the
-rest of the prefects put together. But it has small effect. Indeed the
-second yearer acquires a hardened hide. Punishment is no deterrent to
-him; it is merely a pawn in the game.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER V</span> <span class="smaller">ATHLETICISM</span></h2>
-
-<p>By this time the new boy may be truly said to have reached the inner
-circle of a public school philosophy. He knows to what gods he must bow
-the knee. And he serves dutifully before the altar of the god of sport.</p>
-
-<p>The cult of athleticism has been for a long while the target at which
-the enemies of the Public School have launched their abuse. And until
-this cult is understood, it is impossible to understand the standards
-and the scale of values of a Public School. Every community must have a
-religion of sorts, a faith to which all faiths are subservient, a
-service which makes the first demands. A man, when called to decide
-between two claims, must be able to know which way his duty lies. He may
-not follow the claim of duty, but he should be able to distinguish which
-it is. In some communities it is the observance of social custom, in
-another the making of money is all important, in one the honour of the
-regiment, in a second the teaching of the Scriptures. At a Public School
-it is athletic prominence.</p>
-
-<p>The position of a school is decided by its performances on the field. If
-two men in a club are discussing the merits of a certain school,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> the
-first consideration will be athletics. 'Oh, yes,' they will say.
-'Fernhurst stands very well just now. It beat Tonford and Merton last
-season, and it's got two fellows in the Varsity eleven.' The social
-status of a school is judged, not by the number of Balliol scholars it
-has produced, but by the quality of the schools it plays. 'Oh, Marestone
-can't be much of a place,' you will hear said. 'They only play a few
-grammar schools.'</p>
-
-<p>This fact the new boy realises at once. His father's friends are
-impressed when he can tell them that his school has beaten Haileybury.
-They display a mild interest at his casual reference to Bennett's
-scholarship. The new boy reads in the daily papers enthusiastic articles
-on the performances of the school eleven, and he learns that Haslett is
-being watched by the county authorities. There is an air of publicity
-about every school match. There will be reports in the newspapers. The
-new boy feels himself to be participating in a function of considerable
-general interest. All over the country people will be wondering what
-will chance in this particular encounter. He is on the spot. The Press
-accentuates his keenness. How could he, in the face of such a testimony,
-doubt the supreme importance of athletics. We believe in the goods that
-are most widely advertised. Who ever read an article on the prospects of
-the various competitors for a certain exam. Who has read in the <i>Times</i>
-that 'enormous interest is being taken in the approaching scholarship
-examinations.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> Clifton has several promising scholars. Marston may be
-poor at unseen, but he is very deft in his handling of Latin prose, and
-he has a good ear for hexameters. Haileybury, on the other hand, place
-their faith in Johnson, a steady, industrious worker who can be trusted
-to perform consistently in all subjects....' Yet, two or three times a
-week, we can read in the <i>Sportsman</i> that Fernhurst has a vastly
-improved side and that with Evans back again in the three-quarter line,
-is hopeful of emerging triumphantly from the approaching contest with
-Tonford.</p>
-
-<p>Public School sport is awarded at the present moment a preposterous
-amount of publicity. It is bad for the schools; it is bad for the boys
-themselves, and, as far as one can gather, it has not helped English
-sport to any appreciable degree. It encourages in schools the belief
-that games matter more than anything else. Very often it makes boys
-swelled-headed, certainly it makes them think they are bigger than they
-are, and is preparing for them a big disappointment. It is so easy to
-appear a giant among pigmies. In my own short experience I can remember
-more than one player who was described while at school as being an
-England batsman in the making, and who now experiences a difficulty in
-getting into the county side. Every summer we know by name a whole host
-of public school cricketers that are never heard of afterwards. They
-have averages of sixty during their last term; their exploits are
-described in fervid journalese. They go up to Oxford, fail to reach<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span>
-double figures in the Freshmen's match, and are quickly submerged in
-college cricket. Others go up with enormous reputations, making
-centuries in the trial match, and then find that there is a difference
-between club and county cricket. They just get their blue with a batting
-average of twenty-five; they play for the county during August and do
-nothing exceptional. They are just average cricketers, useful members of
-a side and nothing more. In the meanwhile the journalists are shrieking
-of the natural offbreak of a sixteen-year-old Rugbeian. This particular
-type of writer resembles the literary critic who hails every new poet as
-a 'second Keats,' and every new novelist as 'a second Hardy,' but loses
-interest in his discoveries after the appearance of their fourth book.</p>
-
-<p>There is no need to dive back into past history. We can find enough
-examples in post-war cricket. N. E. Partridge in 1919 had a batting
-average of 43, and took 71 wickets for under 12 runs each. He had a
-magnificent press. Next to Stevens, and perhaps Hedges, he was the most
-discussed boy cricketer of the year. On the strength of this boosting he
-very nearly received an invitation to play for the Gentlemen at Lords.
-As a matter of fact, I am not certain that he did not actually receive
-an invitation, and that his head master refused to let him go&mdash;but on
-that point I am not certain. At any rate his claims were seriously
-advanced by a great many reputable judges of the game, among whom I
-think Sydney Pardon has to be included. He went up to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> Cambridge with a
-tremendous reputation; he did only moderately. At one time, indeed, it
-seemed improbable that he would get his blue. Last season he did nothing
-exceptional for Warwickshire. I may, of course, be misjudging a
-cricketer whom I have never seen play, but everything would seem to
-suggest that Partridge will develop into nothing more exciting than the
-average county cricketer.<a name="FNanchor_4_4" id="FNanchor_4_4"></a><a href="#Footnote_4_4" class="fnanchor">[4]</a></p>
-
-<p>We could also take the example of L. P. Hedges. I spent the summer of
-1918 in a German prison camp; but even to that distant city came news of
-the brilliant Tonbridge batsman who was greater even than Hutchings.
-During the summer of 1919 the assiduous student of the <i>Sportsman</i> heard
-much of him. Every week appeared the score of some fresh triumph, and,
-to crown it all, came that brilliant 163 at Lords. It was a gorgeous
-show. I was thankful not to be fielding at coverpoint. But, let it be
-whispered gently, the bowling did not look particularly difficult, and,
-though Hedges's innings was dazzling, a quite ordinary batsman should,
-off the same bowling, have been able to help himself to a generous
-allowance of fours.</p>
-
-<p>That particular innings marked, I suppose, the height of Hedges's career
-from the point of view of press publicity and popular esteem; the height
-had been reached, that is to say, before his qualities had been placed
-on the open<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> market and tested by the stress of three days' cricket and
-the accuracy of professional bowling. We do not hear much of Hedges
-nowadays. He has played useful cricket for Oxford and for Kent; but he
-has done nothing sensational. And yet, when I saw him last summer make a
-50 against Middlesex at Lords, I could not help feeling that he is a
-better bat to-day than he was in 1919, and that that 50 in an important
-match, against confident bowling, and while Woolley was scratching
-uncomfortably at the over end, was in every way a finer performance than
-his 163 of two years earlier. He drove Haig and Durston through the
-covers as easily as in 1919 he had plastered the ring with boundaries.
-And yet the pressmen remained calm.</p>
-
-<p>It is vain and it is unfair to attempt to form a judgment of a person
-whose wares are not upon the open market. No one can tell who is, and
-who is not, going to prove a test match cricketer. Equally it is
-impossible to tell from public school form which boys are potential
-cricketers. Who, for example, who saw in 1910 F. H. Knott and D. J.
-Knight batting in the Public School's match at Lords realised that
-Knight was going to develop into an incomparably greater batsman than
-Knott. And yet sportsmen continue to write about boy cricketers with the
-seriousness that they devote to Hobbs. They draw the most ridiculous
-comparisons. I discovered last summer in one of the most influential
-daily papers the following passage in the account of the Public<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span>
-School's match at Lords: 'There is probably no cricketer, with the
-exception of R. H. Spooner, who sees the ball more quickly than J. L.
-Guise.' Now anything much more ridiculous I can hardly imagine. It is
-like the literary critic, who shall be nameless, who described the work
-of a minor poet, who shall be also nameless, as having given him more
-pleasure than anything since the first flights of Swinburne. It is
-preposterous to speak of Guise, who is an extremely promising cricketer,
-as seeing the ball more quickly than any batsman except Spooner. It all
-depends on what manner of ball he is seeing. In the Eton match he, no
-doubt, saw Allen's deliveries with considerable speed. Spooner, however,
-was in the habit of seeing in this manner the deliveries of Cotter,
-Tarrant, and Schwarz. Speed of eye is relative to the quality of the
-bowling. I should hesitate to call myself a batsman, but there is a type
-of ball that I can see with incredible rapidity. It is bowled to me,
-alas, too occasionally, in village matches. It is medium paced, it
-pitches on the middle stump, a little more than half-way down the pitch,
-and it turns away ever so slightly towards the leg. Any one can look a
-good bat who is opposed to bad bowling. And I maintain that it is no
-sort of sense indulging in wild panegyrics about schoolboys who have
-never been tested by first-class bowling.</p>
-
-<p>If a boy seems promising the county authorities should give him a trial,
-and, if he does well, then let the pressmen get busy. Every one is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> so
-terrified lest a good man may be overlooked. But how unlikely that is if
-the county authorities are at all keen. Trial matches can be arranged.
-Visits can be paid to schools. There is no need for this hectic
-discovery of twenty Spooners every season. The school figures of players
-like Stevens and Chapman and Hubert Ashton would have been quite
-sufficient to ensure a proper trial for them. And the fact remains that
-in spite of this press work amateur cricket is at a lower ebb now than
-it has ever been before. The Gentlemen and Players match has become too
-one-sided to stimulate interest in anything save individual
-performances. Very few amateurs are good enough to play for England.
-Douglas is; and he was not one of the marked men of cricket articles.
-His entrance was as untheatrical as his batting. D. J. Knight, is on his
-form of 1919, the second best batsman in the country; Stevens, at his
-best, is a great match-winning factor; Tennyson and Fender are useful
-players. But it is impossible to maintain that there are to-day any
-amateur batsmen comparable with Maclaren, Spooner, Fry, Stoddart, and
-Jackson, than the cricketers, that is to say, who passed unheralded on
-their merits into first-class cricket. The low standard of amateur
-cricket cannot be argued away. And this trumpeting of the press could
-only be excused, could it be proved to further the interests of amateur
-sport in England. Instead of furthering those interests, it works
-against them. It makes games at a Public School too much of a business
-and too<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span> little of a sport. It introduces professionalism. And I am
-prepared to wonder how far one really enjoys one's games at school.</p>
-
-<p>One is frightfully excited about them; one is very pleased when one does
-well and depressed if one does badly. One works oneself into a state of
-nervous misery before a match, and one of hysterical excitement after
-it. Victory and defeat mean a great deal. And it was with a real
-surprise that I realised a few months ago at the end of a very pleasant
-season that, although I should continue to play football for another ten
-years, and cricket, I hope, for another forty, I should never again
-really care whether the side for which I am playing wins or loses&mdash;care,
-that is to say, as I cared at school about a house match. In club
-cricket and football one asks for a good game in pleasant company, and
-victory is incidental. While one is playing, of course, one is keen, but
-one will not brood afterwards over one's mistakes,&mdash;not as one does
-after a school match. There is, I suppose, no public school man under
-the sun who does not now and again on some winter evening drop his paper
-on his knees and curse himself because, fifteen years ago, he missed a
-catch at an important crisis&mdash;that is one of the things one never ceases
-to regret. That awful moment when one picks up the ball with tingling
-fingers and tosses it back to the bowler; it is for all time a vivid
-memory. One does not feel like that about an ordinary catch in an
-ordinary club game. One is annoyed with oneself; one is sorry for the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span>
-bowler; one apologises to the captain, but one remembers that one is
-out, after all, to enjoy oneself.</p>
-
-<p>That is the difference between school and club cricket. At school one is
-not out to enjoy oneself. It is a business, this getting of runs and
-taking of wickets. There are cups for house matches, and there are cups
-for batting and bowling averages, and it is a sin to miss a catch. There
-are few worse things than the anxiety attendant on those who play on the
-fringe of a school side. Not only is one worried about one's own
-performances, but about one's rivals. If one has made a duck oneself one
-cannot, in spite of one's patriotism, be anxious for a particular rival
-to retrieve the fortunes of the side with a century. A first eleven cap
-is valued far too highly for such unselfishness. It is equally little
-fun to be a member of a bad fifteen. One is subjected to a series of
-complaints and recriminations. One grows sick of the whole business. And
-I can remember during the first winter of the war the relief with which
-we learnt that the Tonbridge match had been scratched. We had a poor
-side. We knew that we should be thoroughly trounced, and that, for the
-next week, the lives of those who had not distinguished themselves would
-be made wretched. We never for a moment questioned the justice of this
-tyranny. The Lord our God was a jealous God. We had to serve him. But we
-were not sorry that an occasion for his wrath should be removed. I very
-much doubt whether the actual playing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> of games was as pleasant at
-school as it is outside it.</p>
-
-<p>The intensity and rapture are irrecoverable. There is nothing to compare
-with the elation that follows a victory over a stronger side. But in the
-long run I find cricket more enjoyable to-day than I did six years ago.
-It is less complicated. One takes a day off from one's work and spends
-it in agreeable company. One can field out all day and never take a
-wicket, miss a couple of catches, and then crown everything by making a
-duck, and yet thoroughly enjoy oneself. At school that would have been a
-rotten day, and one would have spent the evening in deep despondency.
-Yet everything is in favour of one enjoying one's game at school. It is
-so simple. One strolls down after lunch in a leisurely fashion to the
-field. One changes one's boots in the pavilion. A hot bath is waiting
-for one afterwards. But, in order to play football after one has left,
-one has to rush off to catch impossible trains from impossible stations.
-One has no time for lunch. The train always seems to start at 1.18.
-There is as likely as not a long walk from the station. One changes in a
-converted army hut; one is more than a little tired before the game
-starts. There are no proper baths afterwards, and one has to hurry, or
-one will miss the only train to town: for it is amazing the number of
-football fields which are on loop lines with trains at hourly intervals.
-And yet, personally, I enjoy my football now a great deal more than I
-ever did at school.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span></p><p>It would not be just, however, to lay the blame of this professionalism
-to the account of the sporting press. Journalists are rarely responsible
-for anything. They do not lead public opinion. They follow it or, if
-they are clever, they anticipate it. Had not the worship of athleticism
-been already firmly established in the schools themselves it would never
-have occurred to them to run it as a stunt. The journalist spends most
-of his time searching for a town of blind men over which he, with his
-one eye, may rule. And the journalist discovered that the Public School
-had enthroned an unofficial king who had not received his due of public
-recognition. The journalist decided to officialise his position. To this
-king was paid extensive homage; and, as there is no more pleasant
-reading for ladies-in-waiting than court gossip, he commenced a column
-of court news. But he did not set up the court, or crown the king. He is
-only a herald. And we must regard these tiresome articles as a proof,
-but not a cause of this peculiar ritual. The trumpeting of the herald
-adds certainly to the glamour of the court, but his absence would not
-start a revolution. If not another article appeared on public school
-sport, the cult of athleticism would still continue; it would continue
-because as things are at present there is no other focus for the
-enthusiasm and partisanship of a boy of seventeen. There is really
-little else about which a schoolboy could reasonably become excited.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed it is hard to see what other results<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> could have been expected
-from such a combination of circumstances. Four hundred boys are divided
-into ten houses. They are encouraged to feel an intense loyalty for
-their house and for their school. They are told that it is up to them to
-make their house the best house in the school, and their school the best
-school in the country. They set out in all good faith to accomplish
-their task. In what, they ask themselves, does the goodness of a house
-consist. It is not much sense to speak to them of the moral tone of a
-house or school. They desire a tangible manifestation of virtue, 'an
-outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.' And the only
-available outward and visible sign is the row of silver challenge cups
-on the dining-hall mantelpiece. It is natural to assume that the house
-which has the most cups is the best house; a school can only prove its
-superiority over another school by victory on the football field.
-Scholarships are an indirect form of competition. For the best boys from
-one school may not come into touch with the best boys of another. But a
-victory by 30 points is a direct statement of a fact. The victorious
-school is superior to the defeated school. It is in athletic contests
-alone that a house or school can express a united will, can become
-indeed one person. The loyalty of a boy for his house or school is a
-fine thing, but it renders athletic worship almost inevitable. Were
-there not this intense house and school feeling individual boys would
-cultivate their individual tastes; forty boys would be grouped<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span> together
-for convenience of boarding&mdash;that is all a house would be. But as soon
-as a boy comes to regard himself as a member of a fine community, he
-feels a natural pride and loyalty in its performances and in its
-welfare. There is no other focus for partisanship: form work is
-uninteresting. Boxing, fives, the corps, and the gymnasium are side
-shows. Cricket and football are what count. A boy must have a religion
-of sorts. He must have some ideal to which the demands of his own
-temperament may become subservient.</p>
-
-<p>On this worship of games is based the scale of social values. The ethics
-of cribbing, for example, are based entirely on the assumption that a
-success in form is of inconsiderable importance; it is permissible for a
-boy to crib in order to save his energies for worthier causes. The blood
-system is built on an intense admiration for those who are upholding the
-honour of the house, and is an expression of the small boy's longing to
-reach such a position himself. The attitude to morality on the part of
-masters is intimately connected with athletics, and on the boy's part,
-the belief that a member of a school side is, <i>ipso facto</i>, an
-invaluable asset to the school, allows the blood to do very much what he
-likes; as long, in fact, as a boy can satisfy his companions and himself
-that he is exerting all his power on the football field, he can amuse
-himself in other ways as he thinks fit.</p>
-
-<p>There is no other criterion for a boy's worthiness, or unworthiness, as
-a member of a house,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> and the half-bloods consider that a very big
-responsibility has descended on them. They have to keep the house up to
-the mark. The big men cannot bother themselves about individuals. But
-the half-bloods who are, as it were, emissaries between heaven and
-earth, can investigate closely the behaviour of the coming generation.
-They can notice who is showing signs of slackness. They individually
-give themselves enormous airs. They form a sort of improvement society.</p>
-
-<p>I remember that, in the course of one term, our house lost every
-challenge cup that it had possessed. This was considered a disgrace. And
-several of us decided that it was for us to reform the house. We did not
-consider ourselves to stand in any need of improvement. But we used to
-wander round the studies between tea and hall inquisitioning fags and
-scholars, asking them what use they thought they were to house or
-school, and informing them that they would be well advised to make more
-strenuous efforts. It was, I suppose, a form of bullying; or rather
-perhaps an aid to vanity. What we really needed was for some one to kick
-us hard. No one did, however. It seemed to occur to no one else, any
-more than it did to us, that there were objects of a public school
-education other than the acquiring of caps and cups. You might as well
-expect an Indian priest to doubt the omnipotence of Buddha.</p>
-
-<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3>
-
-<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_4_4" id="Footnote_4_4"></a><a href="#FNanchor_4_4"><span class="label">[4]</span></a> The proofs of this book were corrected in April. Should
-anything unforeseen change during the cricket season, before its
-appearance, I can only plead the fallibility of the prophet.</p></div></div>
-
-<hr /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER VI</span> <span class="smaller">THE TRUE ETHICS OF CRIBBING</span></h2>
-
-<p>The boy who thus exhausts in ragging the residue of energy that the
-football field allows him, has, it follows, to be careful not to burn
-the candle at both ends. He has to spare himself, and to spare himself
-he abandons the spasmodic cribbing of his first year's summer
-examination for sustained, systematic methods. Now the true ethics of
-this subject are as little understood as those relating to any other
-sphere of public school life. Cribbing is generally regarded as a
-dishonest practice to which only the ignoble few have regular resort.
-The habitual cribber is as morally lost as a thief. For what, after all,
-is cribbing, say our aunts, but the stealing of marks from your
-companions. 'When you crib,' they tell us, 'and say that you are not
-stealing, you argue from the standpoint of the housemaid who would
-return conscientiously the sixpence you have left on your
-dressing-table, but would not think twice of filling a medicine bottle
-with your best brandy and handing it over to her young man.' While we
-are at our Preparatory Schools we are inclined to agree with this. We
-ourselves would never think of cribbing. At a Preparatory School it is
-not done. But at a Public School we learn otherwise. To the public<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span>
-school boy cribbing is not dishonest. It is not wrong, because it is not
-anti-social. There are no doubt somewhere, if we could discover them,
-fixed immutable standards of righteousness. But we have not found them
-yet. In the meantime we are content to frame conventions that alter with
-each generation to safeguard what we consider to be our comfort. We put
-a thief in prison because we are anxious to protect our property. His
-actions are anti-social. They are only anti-social, however, because we
-happen to value our property. We should not object if he took from us
-what we did not prize. It is thus indeed that the dustman earns his
-living. And the public school boy does not usually set much greater
-value on his marks than the housewife on her egg-shells.</p>
-
-<p>I remember reading several years ago a short story that appeared in <i>The
-Captain</i>. It was about an American who came to an English Public School.
-On the result of a certain examination depended the position of head boy
-in the house, and the American broke into the head master's study and
-extracted the examination paper. The theft was, however, discovered, and
-the American summoned to the head master's study for an interview that
-was the certain prelude to expulsion. This fact was made known to him.
-'Waal,' he said, 'I guess that's fair. My father often said to me when a
-big bluff fails, it's down and out for the guy that misses.' The head
-master was surprised. He appreciated the difference between a big bluff
-and a piece of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> calculated deceit. He saw that the American had, because
-of the atmosphere of business in which he had been brought up, a
-standard different from his own. The American had honestly believed
-himself to be attempting 'a big bluff.'</p>
-
-<p>Now, in the world at large, ignorance of the law is no excuse. If it
-were, law court procedure would be infinitely complex. At school,
-however, the intention matters more than the result. The means are set
-before the end. The head master in the story realised that the
-American's offence was actually far less serious than it appeared, and
-the American was not expelled.</p>
-
-<p>In this case, of course, the theft of the examination paper was
-definitely anti-social. It was a real theft. The American was
-endeavouring to acquire a position that others valued through means not
-at the disposal of his competitors. But this story, which appeared in a
-paper the moral tone of which has necessarily to be above suspicion,
-establishes officially the principle that the seriousness of an offence
-depends largely on the attitude adopted to it by the offender. And
-therein lie the true ethics of cribbing. What public opinion approves
-cannot be anti-social. Only a few recognise the distinction between the
-immoral and the anti-social. And public opinion is, on the whole,
-inclined to condone cribbing.</p>
-
-<p>Every boy is anxious to be a power in his house; he wants to be a
-prefect, he looks forward to the day when he will be safe from
-authority, will be, indeed, authority itself. But he knows that, without
-unduly exerting himself in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> class-room, he will be able to achieve
-prominence through success at football. A house cap has to sit at the Va
-table: as a second, probably, and certainly as a first, he will be
-raised to the dignity of the dais; thence the process of seniority will
-carry him quickly to his prefectship. It is assumed that by that time
-the same process of seniority will have carried him to the Upper Fifth.
-(It is hard to avoid being promoted once a year.) The hours spent in the
-class-room are a dull setting for the vivid hues of the life that lies
-outside it. Occasionally the setting is relieved by a bright patch of
-colour&mdash;an ingenious rag, a successful piece of cribbing&mdash;but, on the
-whole, it is dull and monotonous. A boy works spasmodically, sometimes
-to get a promotion, sometimes to secure the good-will of a master he
-admires, sometimes to reach a form where it will be only rarely
-necessary for him to prepare his work. And he cribs more or less
-consistently out of laziness, to avoid being bottled, to save himself
-trouble, to be able to devote as much of his evening as is possible to
-more sympathetic forms of employment. He does not consider he is doing
-anything wrong. He knows that, if he is caught, he will be punished. But
-then he sees the relationship of boys and masters as a long,
-intermittent struggle, a game played in good faith, with fixed rewards
-and penalties. He does not expect his conduct to be condoned officially.
-His form master has set him so many lines of Virgil to prepare. It is
-assumed that he will take an hour to prepare those<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> lines properly.
-However, with the help of Dr Giles's translation, he has managed to
-prepare those lines satisfactorily in twenty minutes. He has gained,
-therefore, forty minutes; naturally the master demands, and exacts, a
-reparation. But his companions do not mind. And he regards as
-anti-social only what will offend them. If he were a thief it would be
-in their eyes that he would be guilty. But a theft only becomes criminal
-when the injured party has taken proceedings against the offender. In
-this case no proceedings have been taken. He has not been reported to
-the head master, nor has he been kicked round the cloisters. He
-considers himself to be innocent. Indeed, popular opinion is far more
-likely to be directed against the boy who is scrupulously honest. His
-behaviour may be anti-social.</p>
-
-<p>There was a form, for instance, in which it was the custom for the boys
-to correct their own papers and give up their own marks. They would pass
-their papers to the next boy but two. The answers would be read out and
-the marks awarded. When all the answers had been given the marks would
-be added up. 'Any one over 90?' a couple of hands would rise. 'Any one
-over 95?' one of the hands would sink. 'Right,' said the master. 'Divide
-all marks by 11.' The names of the boys would then be read out in turn,
-and the marks earned by each would be delivered by the corrector.</p>
-
-<p>Now the correction of exercises and the addition of marks entails a
-measure of labour,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> and no one does unnecessary work. It had become the
-custom, therefore, to doze pleasantly while the answers were being given
-out, to insert various hieroglyphics in the margin, and to return at the
-conclusion an average total. The system had been in existence a long
-while, and it was known that the top mark usually lay somewhere between
-100 and 90; a top mark of over 110 or beneath 80 would rouse comment,
-perhaps inspire investigation, and that was, of course, the last thing
-the form desired. So that, when the form master said any one 'over 90'
-some one on the front bench raised a hand. It happened in rotation more
-or less; at the end of the term there was little to choose between the
-top ten in the marks for those particular exercises. Certainly whatever
-difference there was could be easily counteracted by superior
-proficiency in some other field.</p>
-
-<p>All went well till a certain Miller was promoted into this particular
-form. Miller was a prig: he came from an undistinguished house. He was
-excessively industrious. He had the prude's morality. He was desperately
-honest. He corrected the papers passed to him accurately and gave up the
-right mark.</p>
-
-<p>During his first week in the form, when the top mark was 91, Miller gave
-up 63. The form master was surprised; Miller had corrected the paper of
-quite a senior member of the form. 'Really, Jones,' he said, 'I'm
-surprised.' Jones also was surprised. After the lesson he expressed his
-surprise with a well-aimed kick that landed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> Miller at the foot of the
-second landing. He considered that no further explanation was required.
-He was wrong.</p>
-
-<p>The next day, when the top mark was 103 he received 57. On the occasion
-of this second essay in originality the whole form decided to interest
-itself in Miller's welfare. There was an informal meeting at the end of
-the hour, in which Miller was given to understand that on this system
-exercises had been marked in the Middle Fifth for upwards of twenty
-years. Tradition had approved the system. The form was conservative. It
-meant to uphold that tradition. In earnest of its intention it proceeded
-to demonstrate what defensive method it would adopt. Miller made no
-answer, but the next day he not only returned Jones's paper with 65 at
-the head of it, but when a certain Burton announced that the paper he
-had marked was worth 103, Miller said something to the effect that the
-maximum was 93.</p>
-
-<p>Such a thing had never happened before in the Middle Fifth. It was an
-orderly form, but there was very nearly a popular demonstration.
-Burton's honour had been questioned. The form master agreed that such an
-imputation had not been made upon a boy during the five-and-twenty years
-that he had sat in that class-room. 'We'll go through the questions one
-by one and see what the maximum is.'</p>
-
-<p>Now, luckily for Burton, the master had not kept a check upon the marks.
-He had gone through question after question, saying after<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> each: 'Now
-let me see, I think that should be worth 10,' or 'that 15.' So that,
-when he went through the questions again, he appealed, on each occasion,
-to the head boy of the form. 'How many did I give you for that, Evans?'
-And, on each occasion, Evans was generous.</p>
-
-<p>Once Miller timidly suggested that for Question 6, 15 marks and not 30
-had been the maximum, but there was a complete unanimity of opinion
-among the rest of the form. 'Thirty, sir, certainly it was 30. It must
-have been&mdash;I've got 23 down to Firth for that, sir.' Miller was
-overruled.</p>
-
-<p>The maximum was finally discovered to be 130. 'So you see, Miller,' said
-the master, 'you've not only questioned Burton's word, but you've been
-inattentive during the lesson. You will do me 200 lines, and if you will
-hand me up Jones's paper I will correct it myself.' With this generous
-addition to the maximum Jones received a heavy mark.</p>
-
-<p>After such a disaster the form felt certain that Miller would bow to the
-convention; but there is no limit to the obstinacy of the martyr: Miller
-continued to mark according to order. He was kicked, but kicking was of
-no avail. His own paper was undermarked. This, too, was unavailing.
-Finally the form decided to accept him as an inevitable affliction. They
-ceased to kick him. Each of the ten top boys took it in turn to sit two
-places away from him so that no one person should suffer unduly from the
-general evil. And the one who sat two places on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> other side of
-Miller had instructions to over-mark his paper so that he should be got
-out of the form as speedily as possible. At the end of the term Miller
-was promoted; and the Middle Fifth relapsed into its placid communal
-existence.</p>
-
-<p>Now Miller's conduct would no doubt appear worthy of the most intense
-approval. He had behaved like the hero of the school sermon. He had done
-what every new boy is adjured to do. He had taken a firm stand against a
-dishonest practice. He had been bullied, but he had remained firm. His
-honour had withstood the shock of his opponents. Such a splendid example
-would shine like a candle in a dark cathedral, and from this simile the
-preacher, as a runner reaching the straight, can stride into the rounded
-periods of his peroration. 'If only others of you would light your
-candle from that flame; if only in that large cathedral there were a
-hundred burning candles instead of one, how soon would not the whole
-building be filled with light. The beautiful tracery of the roof would
-emerge from shadow. A soft glow would be shed on the strong carved
-pillars. The brasses would glimmer on the wall. The splendid
-architecture of the building would be plain. So is it with the human
-soul.'</p>
-
-<p>We have heard that sermon many times. Miller is a splendid handle for
-rhetoric, but his behaviour remains anti-social. If it is wrong to place
-oneself in a position of inequitable advantage, it is equally wrong to
-place a rival in a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> position of inequitable disadvantage: and that is
-what Miller had done. Jones had done his work as thoroughly and as
-conscientiously as the others, but he had received lower marks for it,
-because Miller had chosen to apply to it a standard that was not imposed
-on that of his companions. It is not unfair in a hundred yards' sprint
-to start a second before the pistol is fired if you know that the other
-runners are going to do likewise, but it is hard lines on the one runner
-who is compelled to wait for the proper signal. True morality plays an
-insignificant part in business and competition. We all have different
-ideas of what is sport. If W. G.'s much-criticised running out of Jones
-in the Test Match of 1880 had taken place at a house match at school, we
-can assume that W. G., whatever his batting average, would not have been
-invited to play for the school again. What is moral and what is
-anti-social become practically synonymous terms as long as every one
-starts fair and plays the game by the same code of rules. No one must be
-allowed opportunities that are not at the disposal of his opponents.
-And, in the case of the Middle Fifth's corrections, the rules of the
-game ordered generous marking and no great gulf between the first and
-last. Miller played the game by different rules. The form was
-righteously indignant. It is doubtful even whether Miller's immortal
-soul drew sustenance from the conflict. It was probably confirmed in its
-priggishness. Certainly Miller became, in the course of time, a highly
-officious prefect.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> I do not know what fortune the 'romance of destiny'
-may hold in store for him, but I can imagine that he will occupy some
-post of prim, precise officialdom. He will create nothing. Whereas
-Evans's opportunism is largely responsible for the rapidly increasing
-market for Messrs. &mdash;&mdash;'s patent cookers.</p>
-
-<p>The schoolmaster asserts that between himself and his form there exists
-a compact of square dealing. But the signature of the form has not been
-obtained, and it is an agreement every clause of which is very clearly
-to the advantage of the schoolmaster and to the disadvantage of the
-form. The form does not recognise the treaty. It refuses to commit
-itself, and indeed in this singular document the true nature of cribbing
-has not been defined. The exact line between cribbing and co-operation
-has not been drawn. We are safe when dealing with 'con,' that is to say,
-the translation of Greek or Latin into English. We know, for instance,
-that boys are allowed to prepare their work together. Two brains are
-better than one. Well and good. But, if two soldiers have to dig a
-trench one uses the pick and the other the shovel. So it is with Latin
-'con.' One boy looks up the meaning of the words in a dictionary; the
-other unravels the sense. That means that the boy who looks up the words
-never brings his mind to bear on the translation of the text. Yet such a
-combination is accepted as fair by any master. And, once this
-combination has been accepted, a master's position becomes logically
-impossible.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> For it must be remembered that a schoolboy has a fairly
-sound grasp of consecutive reasoning. He studies the theorems of
-geometry. He struggles with the dialectic of Plato. He is capable, that
-is to say, of following out to their logical conclusion such lines of
-argument as will, in the end, assuage his conscience. He could
-construct, for instance, an imaginary conversation between Socrates and
-his form master.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: You object, Mr. Featherbrain, to the cribbing that is prevalent
-in your form?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Now, as I am inexperienced in this matter, never having been
-myself to a Public School, perhaps you will be so kind as to make me
-better acquainted with the methods adopted by these members of your
-form.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly. Some of the boys use English translations with
-which to prepare their Virgil and Homer. Others copy the Greek prose of
-their more clever companions, inserting, from time to time, certain
-gross errors that they expect will throw me off the scent.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: I understand. Now, in this matter of English translations: you
-expect each boy to prepare his Virgil by himself, and to produce in form
-the results of solitary unaided labour?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: If, therefore, you discovered one boy asking another to explain
-to him a difficult passage, you would punish him severely?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: No. You have misunderstood me. I should not.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span></p><p><i>Soc.</i>: But how is that? Have you not just told me that each boy must
-produce in form the results of solitary, unaided labour?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly, but we allow boys to prepare their 'con' together.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: I understand. On the assumption that two brains are better than
-one, you permit two boys to unravel the sense together.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Now, if two people attempt a certain task, what procedure would
-they follow? Would they not divide the task into two portions. If two
-men are building a house one man stands at the top of a ladder and lays
-the bricks that his companion, who is standing below, throws up to him.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Time would be wasted were each man to do the same work: that is
-to say, were two ladders to be placed against the wall and were the two
-men to descend and ascend the ladder carrying bricks to the top?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Therefore, we may assume that in all tasks that are undertaken
-by two persons, the work is divided into two duties?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: But I do not see, Socrates, that this line of reasoning has
-any bearing on the subject we are preparing to discuss.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: That may very well be, for, as I have told you, I am ignorant of
-these matters and have come to you for guidance. It does seem to me,
-however, that in this matter of translation,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> which is the discovery of
-an unknown thing, the unknown may be divided into two parts.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: How is that?</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: When a boy reads over the passage that he has to translate, two
-things are unknown to him: the general meaning of the passage and
-certain words in the passage. That is so, is it not?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then do you not think that two boys, before setting out to
-translate a passage, would make some arrangement by which one of them
-should be responsible for unravelling the sense, while the other should
-look up the unknown words in a dictionary.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It is possible.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: And to which of the two would be entrusted the task of
-unravelling the sense.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: To the cleverer, undoubtedly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Therefore the less clever would do the drudge work: that is to
-say, he would never bring his mind to bear upon the passage: and the
-imaginative work would be done for him by his companion.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It would seem so, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Yet the system is approved as an honest one by the authorities
-and the work of the drudge is accepted as solitary and unaided labour.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: That is so, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Now, is this task of translation limited to the co-operation of
-two persons, or may three or more persons take their share in it?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: As many persons may take their share<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> in it as may
-conveniently be crowded into a study measuring eight feet by four.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: I understand. Suppose now that three persons are preparing a
-passage together. We have agreed, have we not, that this work can be
-divided into two duties only?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: That is so.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then what share of the work will the third partner take?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: He will act as a reserve and will bring assistance to either
-party when it is necessary.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: But, to whom have we allotted the task of unravelling the sense:
-to the cleverest, have we not? If the help of the third party, then, is
-only requested when the cleverest finds himself in difficulties, does it
-seem to you likely that the third party will succeed where one cleverer
-than himself has failed?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It is unlikely.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: And, if this third party is higher and more important than the
-second party, it is unlikely, is it not, that he will content himself
-with what we have admitted to be the drudge's work of looking up words
-in a dictionary?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It is unlikely.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then the third party will do nothing save profit by the industry
-of his two companions, and the work that he will produce in the
-class-room next day will, strictly speaking, be not his at all, but
-theirs.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It would seem so, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Now, let us take a further example. For I am anxious to discover
-at what exact point<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span> the work that a boy produces in form will cease to
-be, in the official eye, the result of solitary and unaided labour.
-Suppose that the third party is a member of the Eleven, who has various
-social duties: it is possible, is it not, that he would prefer to spend
-over his translation less than the three-quarters of an hour that his
-two companions require?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It is possible.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then, is it impossible that he might arrange for the cleverer of
-the two to come to him after breakfast and explain to him in twenty
-minutes the meaning of the passage?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It is possible.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: And such an arrangement would be accepted by you?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: I do not see that I could object.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Now let us suppose that the cleverer of the two finds that he
-will have to clean his corps clothes during the twenty minutes between
-breakfast and chapel. He will feel himself bound in honour, and also by
-fear, to translate the passage to the third party, but he will obviously
-be unable to do it in person. Is it not likely, therefore, that he will
-write out the meaning of the passage and hand it to the third party?
-Would such conduct be unacceptable to you?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: I do not know, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: But, surely in your own mind you have clearly defined the line
-that separates what is honest from what is dishonest. Surely that is
-your profession&mdash;to teach the young to distinguish between what is good
-and what is not good?</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span></p><p><i>Mr. F.</i>: That is so, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then do you see any real difference between hearing a
-translation and reading a translation? Is there any difference between a
-meaning that is apprehended through the ear and a meaning that is
-apprehended through the eyes; for are not both eyes and ears channels
-through which meanings are carried to the brain?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It would seem so, and, when you put it that way, I can
-distinguish no essential difference.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Very good: then we have established that it is fair for a boy to
-come to his study after breakfast, find in his hand a written
-translation of his Virgil, and, with that written translation, prepare
-in twenty minutes his morning's lesson.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It would seem so, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: If, however, he were to take from his drawer a printed
-translation of Virgil, and with that prepare his morning's lesson, you
-would consider him capable of dishonest behaviour and you would report
-him to the head master.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Most certainly, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: In what, then, lies the essential difference between the printed
-translation and the one that was copied out for him by his companion?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: But that is surely obvious.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: It is not to me, and it is for this reason that I seek
-enlightenment of you. For to me it seems that the work produced in form
-by the boy who has studied the printed translation is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> every bit as much
-the result of solitary and unaided labour as that which is informed by
-the study of a written translation. But is it that you appreciate a
-difference between the written and the printed word?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Perhaps that is it, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then would you allow a boy during the holidays to copy out one
-of Dr. Giles's aids to the classics?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Most certainly not.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then it is not between the written and the printed word that the
-difference lies?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It would seem not.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then where does it lie?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: I do not know, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then we must surely assume that there is no difference; and we
-must further add that you have not dealt honestly with your form in so
-severely punishing them for conduct that you, yourself, are not able
-logically to condemn.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: As ever, Socrates, you have succeeded in making me say what I
-did not mean to say.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then, in order that you may extricate yourself, let us consider
-this question of the prose.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly. For, here at least, my position is impregnable.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: I, too, am certain of it, and, in order that I may know the true
-nature of the offence, you will, I hope, permit me to ask you certain
-questions. You say that the more stupid members of your form are in the
-habit of copying the exercises of their more clever comrades?</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span></p><p><i>Mr. F.</i>: That is so.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Now is it a rule that a boy may not give another assistance in
-his Latin prose?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: The position is not the same as that of the Latin translation,
-where two boys were permitted to co-operate?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: Certainly not.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: I presume that you have explained to your form the essential
-difference that exists between the nature of Latin 'con' and Latin
-prose.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: How do you mean, Socrates?</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Why, surely, if in the preparation of Latin 'con,' which is the
-translation of Latin into English, two boys are allowed to co-operate,
-and, if in the preparation of Latin prose, which is the translation of
-English into Latin, they are not allowed to co-operate, it follows that
-there must be some essential difference in the nature of the two
-studies.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: It would seem so, Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: It would certainly seem so, and this difference you have, no
-doubt, made clear to your form, for, at present, I must confess myself
-unable to discover in what it consists. The exercise of Latin prose as
-of Latin 'con,' for each study is the translation of a language and the
-correct rendering of the idiom of that language into the language and
-idiom of another tongue, is no doubt intended to train, inform, and
-quicken the intelligence. Each would appear to be branches of the same
-study, and for each the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> same method of instruction should be employed.
-You tell me, however, that there is between these two branches an
-essential difference.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: You are right, Socrates, and, though I cannot explain the
-difference in so many words, its nature is plain to me.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Of that, Mr. Featherbrain, I am certain. I understand that you
-apprehend this fine distinction as you apprehended the fine distinction
-between the written and the printed 'crib.' We should consider, though,
-whether this distinction is equally plain to your form. Such intuitive
-knowledge may be denied to them, and, if they sin through ignorance,
-their sin is slighter than if they sinned through knowledge. Tell me,
-now, whether, if you overheard one member of your form say to another on
-the way to chapel: 'I'm absolutely tied up with that piece of prose.
-Shall I put it in O. R. or O. O.?' would you immediately report that boy
-to the head master?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: I should not.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: You would no more report him than if you had overheard him
-asking his friend to make clear to him a passage of Virgil that had
-puzzled him.</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: That is so.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Do you not think, therefore, that the boy who knows he is
-allowed to ask for help in his Latin 'con,' and who does not know for
-what reason he is not allowed to ask for help in his Latin prose, who
-has never, that is to say, been able to apprehend the fine difference
-between<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> the nature of the two studies, is likely to consider that the
-same technique is permissible for both branches, and would not that
-third party of whom we spoke and who is in the habit of getting his
-Latin 'con' done for him by his friend, consider himself morally
-justified in accepting the same assistance in his Latin prose?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: But I have told him that it is not allowed.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Certainly, but good can only come from a reasoned knowledge of
-what is good, and you have not explained to him in what his fault
-consists. Moreover, if you have granted him permission to seek advice in
-small matters, you must tell him at what exact point the thirst for
-information becomes dishonest; a line must be drawn between what is good
-and what is bad. Is a boy responsible for a percentage of his prose,
-and, if so, for what percentage. Have you made these things plain to
-him?</p>
-
-<p><i>Mr. F.</i>: I have not, O Socrates.</p>
-
-<p><i>Soc.</i>: Then how do you expect the unformed mind of a boy to draw this
-line for himself. It would seem to me, Mr. Featherbrain, that you are
-not training the youth as it should be trained, when you order its
-conduct not by the results of logical deduction but by arbitrary ruling.
-For if in your own mind you are not certain at what exact point the good
-becomes the bad, and indeed are not certain of what the bad consists;
-what confusion must you not expect to discover in the minds of those
-that are taught by you. You must remember that on the football and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span>
-cricket field a boy is under orders which he accepts, but of whose moral
-nature he is ignorant. He knows that if he is offside in football a free
-kick is awarded to the other side; he knows that if he knocks the ball
-forward with his hands a scrum is given. He has made a mistake. He has
-committed a tactical, but not a moral offence. The rulings of the Rugby
-Union are arbitrary and subject to frequent alteration; whereas the
-rulings concerning what is good and what is bad are fixed and
-irradicable. Is it not likely, therefore, that a boy will come to regard
-your rulings in these matters of cribbing as arbitrary rulings that may
-be altered. His life is a game, you must always remember that, and it is
-on that basis that he accepts it. He knows that he will be punished if
-he uses a crib; he knows that you appear to apprehend a distinction
-between the written and printed word; he knows also that you have
-discovered a difference in the nature of the studies of translation and
-prose, and that while you will allow him to ask advice on certain points
-you will not allow him to seek advice on the whole, though at the same
-time you do not define the point at which these same certain points
-cease to be certain points and become sufficiently part of the whole to
-be called the whole. Can you expect him, then, to regard such a system
-as anything but the complicated rulings of a game played between you and
-him. And can you expect him to attach to these regulations any moral
-significance. On the cricket field he places his leg in front of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span>
-wicket and tries to hit a short length ball over square-leg's head. If
-he misses the ball he is leg before, and goes to the pavilion. In his
-study he prepares his translation with a crib; he is discovered by his
-house master; he goes to the head master. And it is in this spirit, Mr.
-Featherbrain, that your form deceives you. You have to make clear to the
-young many things before you can expect them to attach a moral
-significance to what has no logical proof.</p>
-
-<p class="space-above">There may be flaws in the argument, for the Socratic method is
-insidious, but I have not, myself, been able to discover them. The
-ethics of cribbing from the master's point of view are illogical. The
-exact point where co-operation starts and cribbing begins is not fixed.</p>
-
-<p>Cribbing goes by form and houses. Its activities expand and contract
-according to the demands of popular opinion. It is always communal.
-There is a conscription of intellect and knowledge. No boy would
-prejudice his chances of winning his house cap; but most boys would
-assist their most dangerous rivals in promotion. We hear in chapel sad
-stories of the large and brutal bully who cribs steadily throughout the
-term and wrests the prize from the pure innocent who looked up every
-word in a large Lewis &amp; Short. But it rarely happens like that. No one
-cribs for a prize, because few really want a prize. Occasionally
-cribbing wins a prize, but it is usually through a fluke.</p>
-
-<p>A boy is particularly nervous about the results<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> of a certain paper. He
-takes elaborate precautions to make sure that he will not have to spend
-the last Saturday of term rewriting the paper, and, in consequence,
-unexpectedly discovers himself at the head of the list. I recall one
-such instance in particular, and, because it seems to me so singularly
-appropriate, I may be pardoned, I trust, for retelling a story that I
-have incorporated elsewhere.</p>
-
-<p>Divinity in the army class was a casual affair; a knowledge of the Old
-Testament not being considered a necessary part of the intellectual
-equipment of a subaltern, the Sandhurst authorities did not examine
-candidates on the subject, and both the form and its master regarded the
-hour's lesson on Sunday morning as a pause in the exertions of the week.
-The yearly divinity examination always occasioned, therefore, a measure
-of panic among the soldiers, for the form master, when confronted with
-irrefutable proofs of his own indolence, was in the habit of punishing
-not only the form but himself by keeping in for two hours on the last
-Saturday those of the form who had failed to score an adequate
-percentage. During the preceding days feverish and spasmodic attempts
-were made to cope successfully with the complicated relations of kings
-and prophets. One year, however, the form was fortunate.</p>
-
-<p>A certain Mallaby, while searching in the class-room just before lock-up
-for a book he thought he had left there, saw lying among the papers on
-the master's desk, the rough draft of the questions for the divinity
-exam. In surprised<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> delight he copied them all down. According to the
-popular conception of schoolboy honour, Mallaby, being a potential
-thief, would have kept the information to himself. Being a boy, however,
-he imparted it to his companions. The form entered the examination room
-in a mood of quiet confidence, and left it in a mood of deep content.
-Two days later, however, it was announced that this year the annual
-interest of a bequest would be devoted to a series of divinity papers
-throughout the school. The next day Mallaby learnt that he was head of
-the army class in divinity.</p>
-
-<p>His conscience was fluttered. He could not, he felt, take a prize which
-he would have won through cribbing. It would be dishonest. It would be
-stealing. He announced his intention of explaining matters to the chief.
-This announcement was not, however, received with the enthusiasm that
-should have welcomed the imminence of so noble, so disinterested, so
-sacrificial a performance. The form was indeed seriously perturbed. It
-explained to Mallaby that, if he went to the chief, he would be queering
-not only his own pitch, but theirs as well, and that there were certain
-members of form who did not stand well enough in the eyes of authority
-to be able to risk such an addition to their score of discovered crimes.
-'And, after all,' they said, 'why shouldn't you take the prize? We all
-knew the questions; you took the trouble to prepare them. You worked
-hard, and prizes are the reward of hard work. You've worked<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> for the
-prize, harder than we did. Therefore you deserve the prize. And let's
-have no more of this nonsense about confession.'</p>
-
-<p>In these matters each form and each house works out its own salvation.
-In some houses cribbing is not general, and in some forms cribbing is
-not general; and, in such cases, cribbing is anti-social. It might be
-urged that boys from houses that do not crib find themselves at a
-disadvantage in relation to boys from houses that do. But life usually
-manages to adjust itself, and a boy's position in form is chiefly
-important as regards the relation it bears to that of the other members
-of his house. It does not matter much to a boy in the school house if he
-is passed by a boy in Buller's. It will not affect his seniority in his
-own house, and it is his seniority in his own house that matters. Only a
-very few are concerned with the specialised rivalry of the Upper Sixth
-that decides who will be the official head of the school. Scholastically
-the ambition of few passes outside their house. In games it is
-different. But then the eleven is not a fluid body like the Sixth; it is
-a close corporation, and once the reputation of being the best slow
-left-hand bowler is lost, the chance of a ribboned coat grows distant.</p>
-
-<p>I remember once a parson from the East End preaching a sermon in the
-school chapel, in which he intimated that in comparison with the
-loathsome atrocities that had for setting the Mile End Road, a schoolboy
-merely played at sin. This was reassuring to certain genial<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> sportsmen
-who had hitherto been unable to view with any confidence the prospect of
-immortality: and the phrase 'playing at sin' passed into the vocabulary
-of the school. To such an extent, indeed, that the head master was
-forced to deliver a special midweek address, in which he pointed out
-that the degree of sin was relative to environment, and that the moral
-offences of a man who had been nurtured in surroundings of bestiality
-and filth were less grave than those of the boy who had spent his
-childhood in the clean atmosphere of a decent home. The complacence of
-the aforesaid sportsmen was broken. Not only were their offences as
-serious as those of their less fortunately placed brethren, they were
-actually more grave: a disquieting reflection. But I have often felt
-inclined to question, not the irrefutable logic of the head master's
-sermon, but the truth of that original contention about 'playing at
-sin.' Are, that is to say, the vices of the lower orders actually more
-startling than those of Mayfair? Are they more startling? I wonder: a
-higher standard of civilisation refines our pleasures, quickens our
-powers of appreciation, makes us more subtle, more complex; does it not
-also sharpen the edge of misbehaviour? It is a point on which perhaps
-Casanova would be able to enlighten us. But, certainly, in the matter of
-cribbing, the methods of the lower forms are clumsy, unimaginative,
-bourgeois in comparison with those of the Fifths and Sixths.</p>
-
-<p>A master who expects to discover in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> Third the guile of the Fifths
-will be disappointed; and, equally, the master who has successfully
-combated the guile of the Lower Second may discover himself completely
-outwitted by the Middle Sixth. In the Lower School the use of the actual
-crib is rare. It is easy for the Sixth Former to possess himself of a
-translation. The Everyman series contains excellent renderings of
-Thucydides and Plato. The Loeb library is not useless. Gilbert Murray
-may be a poet, but his translations of Euripides have proved of
-assistance to many a harassed student. Jebb's version of Sophocles is to
-be found in the shelves of the school library. It is a different job to
-find a crib of Ovid and Livy. Dr. Giles has done some excellent research
-work, but questions are apt to be asked about bona fide students; an
-address such as 'The School House, Fernhurst,' is likely to wake
-suspicion, and the Third Former has not read enough French novels to
-appreciate the value of the <i>poste restante</i>. He considers that a crib
-is more trouble than it is worth. And what is cribbing but laziness!
-Moreover, he has a distrust of cribs. He is naturally stupid or he would
-be higher in the school, and he knows that when a boy gives the right
-meaning to the wrong words there are unpleasant investigations. He
-prefers to rely on the inspiration of the moment: as a result the
-offences of the Lower Second are trivial. They rarely reach the green
-baize of the head master's study. One boy looks over another's paper,
-another is prompted during 'con,' there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> is a strange similarity between
-two Latin proses, an unusual mistake is repeated in several exercises.
-The offender is beaten afterwards, and no more is heard about it. As a
-matter of fact there is less cribbing in the Lower School than in the
-Upper. Opportunities are rare and the example of hardened criminals is
-absent. The second yearer only becomes a practised deceiver under the
-influence of his seniors, and there are not many third yearers in the
-Lower School. Higher up it is different. But it is to be doubted whether
-the effects of cribbing are as serious as they are depicted.</p>
-
-<p>The case against them comes under two main headings: (1) The moral
-issue; (2) The expediency issue. With the moral issue I have already
-dealt. Most boys crib at school, but the public school man is straighter
-in business than the self-made man and the American. Nearly all men will
-boast in their clubs of the way they bamboozled 'old Moke,' of how they
-pinned up the rep. on the back of the boy in front, and of how they used
-to strip off the cover of the translation book and sew it round one of
-Dr. Giles's publications; but the man who has forced a young inventor
-into a hard contract remains silent. It is a matter that he prefers to
-keep to himself. I do not believe that cribbing saps the moral sense.</p>
-
-<p>The expediency issue is more complicated. And, on the surface, it does
-seem that the use of a crib is the very worst thing for a boy who hopes
-to win scholarships and fellowships. It is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> a short cut. He does not
-need to use his brain. His thinking is done for him. That is true, but
-there are points on the other side. He is set fifty lines of Virgil to
-prepare. If he comes into form next morning with those lines half learnt
-he will derive little benefit from the hour's lesson. The whole time he
-will be worrying at the sense. He will not be able to give his full
-attention to the points of grammar and history that will arise in the
-course of the hour. If, on the other hand, he is free from the anxiety
-of failure he is able to give his full attention to what is perhaps the
-more important part of the lesson. Also a boy remembers what he has
-worked out for himself; and a crib used intelligently provides just
-enough struggle to impinge the result of the effort on the memory. And
-the wise do use a crib intelligently. They not only want to know their
-'con' for the next day: they also wish to be able to remember it for the
-examination. They, therefore, read a sentence over first in the
-original. Some one wonders what a certain word means. The word is looked
-up. Then a shot is made at the sense, not a very serious shot perhaps,
-and speedy reference is made to the crib. The English is read out loud.
-'Now, how does he get that out of it?' some one asks. There is a minute
-of tussle and explanation&mdash;then all is clear. And the next sentence is
-read out loud.</p>
-
-<p>That is the way to use a crib. And if one has worked out for oneself,
-even if it be with the aid of a crib, the meaning of a long passage of
-Virgil,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> one remembers that passage. I have forgotten now nearly all my
-Greek and Latin, but I can still read currently and with pleasure the
-Eclogues, for which I used a crib. Whereas the memory of other books,
-through which I struggled honestly, but less successfully, has faded
-altogether. For the average member of the Sixth I believe the
-intelligent use of a crib is to be recommended. A greater number of
-lines could be prepared at one time, and there would be leisure for
-acquiring that knowledge that comes to us indirectly from the classics.
-Plato is a window through which we see the gymnasiums of Ancient Greece.
-But it will be shuttered for those to whom the struggle is ever with
-correct rendering and syntax.</p>
-
-<p>The real scholar, whose life will be spent largely with the classics,
-must avoid short cuts; he should glory in difficulties that will quicken
-his wits: he has his whole life before him. He does not have to pass, as
-the rest of us do, swiftly into a world of politics and business. And,
-indeed, the real scholar realises this. I can recall few instances in
-which a boy with a really fine brain has deadened his perceptions by the
-use of translations. The scholar, when he reaches the Sixth, and is no
-longer forced to write the proses and prepare the translations of his
-less clever comrades, prefers to work alone, if not in the company of
-boys who are equally brilliant.</p>
-
-<p>But the real scholar is the exception. This book is written for, and
-about, the average<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> schoolboy. I know that in the matter of cribbing I
-am pleading a lost cause. Cribbing will always, of course, be a
-forbidden thing; therein lies its charm. But it is important that master
-and parents should realise in what light these questions appear to the
-boy. A boy is frequently misunderstood. He is accused of dishonesty. He
-resents the accusation, but he is unable to explain why his offence does
-not deserve so stern a label. He is tempted to lose heart, to console
-himself with the reflection that 'they don't understand,' and so further
-estrange himself from sympathy and mutual understanding. The boy stands
-before the house master and lets the wind of words flow over him. What
-use is it for him to attempt an explanation. If he argues his punishment
-will be increased. It is better to assume contrition; to say, 'Yes, sir,
-I hadn't seen it in that light before,' and to be more clever another
-time. It would be far more just were the master to regard cribbing as a
-boy regards it: as a game, to be punished effectively when discovered,
-but not to be associated with the welfare of the human spirit.</p>
-
-<p>If school authorities wish, however, to find a lasting cure they have in
-their own hands the remedy. They will not achieve their ends through
-increased vigilance; that will only make the boy more clever. They
-should make work more interesting. There is little cribbing in form
-where boys are interested in what they are learning. Boys are not
-anxious to learn what a master is not anxious to teach. Laziness<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> begets
-laziness, and cribbing is a form of laziness.</p>
-
-<p>Systematic cribbing will not disappear till popular opinion regards as
-important success or failure in the class-room. Success at games is
-considered important; games are, in consequence played fairly. But, as
-popular opinion sets no value on school work, it does not seem to matter
-much what happens in school hours. Success in form needs to be brought
-into some sort of relationship with success at football. Athletic
-prowess will always, naturally, and perhaps rightly, be rated more
-highly than intellectual achievement. But that is no reason why
-intellectual achievement should be disparaged in the case of all save
-the brilliant few whose feats are received with a mild enthusiasm. At
-Sandhurst we used to have weekly examinations, and, as far as I
-remember, there was no cribbing at all in these exams. To a certain
-extent promotion depended on one's performance in them, and each G. C.
-was anxious to work out the problems for himself so as to be able to
-judge how much, or how little, progress he had made. This did not mean
-that we were more interested in topography than late cuts, but that we
-realised that, at this stage of our career proficiency in topography
-would be of service to us. I believe that a similar state of affairs
-would exist at a Public School were the social values to be readjusted.</p>
-
-<p>Cribbing, like so much else in public school life, is a side-shoot of
-athleticism.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER VII</span> <span class="smaller">MORALITY AND THE ROMANTIC FRIENDSHIP</span></h2>
-
-<p>It is at this period, also, of a boy's development that the moral
-question assumes a definite significance. There is no phase of school
-life that is more generally misunderstood and misrepresented, and there
-is no phase that a writer tackles with greater misgiving and
-disinclination. He is confronted with the barricaded prejudices of a
-vested interest, with the tremulous ignorance of mothers who seek to be
-deceived, with the conspiracy of silence that exists between boys,
-parents, and masters, and, last of all, with the wilful jealousy of the
-yellow press that is only too ready to decry the value of what it is
-pleased to call the 'trades union of snobbery.' There are times, indeed,
-when it seems better to acquiesce in that conspiracy of silence rather
-than to give those speculators in contention another opportunity of
-mud-slinging. There are times when it seems hopeless to attempt to
-explain the nature of public school morality to those who have not
-themselves been to a Public School. It is like looking at a
-stained-glass window from the outside. One reminds oneself that for many
-years, without, perhaps, any very disastrous results, we have muddled
-along in contented ignorance and self-deceit. Why not leave things<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span>
-where they are? Why stir up trouble? And yet the moral question is such
-an essential part of school life, it exercises such an influence on the
-development of the boy; indirectly it colours so considerably the
-attitude of the master to every other phase of school life, that it is
-impossible to omit all reference to it in a detailed study such as this,
-and, if it is impossible to avoid mention of it, it is fatal to content
-oneself, as one may very well do in a novel, with stray suggestions and
-inferences.</p>
-
-<p>A novel is an abstraction. One compresses into a few pages the action of
-several years, so that one has to suggest rather than to state. One can
-withhold one's own opinion, one is under no compunction to generalise
-from the incidents one selects. One is telling a story or interpreting a
-personality. Only rarely is one constructing a thesis. In a novel it is
-not difficult to deal with the moral question. Most good school stories
-have touched more or less indirectly on some side of it. Ivor Brown and
-Compton Mackenzie have both dealt subtly with an intricate relationship.
-Hugh Walpole, if less originally, faced the same situation more
-courageously, while Arnold Lunn in <i>Loose Ends</i> has interpreted the boy
-as opposed to the official attitude to this issue with extreme
-effectiveness. The novelist is constrained to discuss only that part of
-the question that affects the action of the story. That is one of the
-great charms of story-telling: one can touch lightly without need of
-explanation on the most delicate situations. One<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> can say only as much
-as one wants to say, and say it, what is more, obliquely. In a book such
-as this, however, one must deal with the subject thoroughly if at all.
-One must tackle every side of it. One is bound to follow one's thought
-through to the end. And that is a thing that no one cares to do in
-public. It was said of a certain intrepid Rugby player that he had not
-the brains to be afraid. It is certainly true that many soldiers lost
-their nerve after they had been once wounded, and that few soldiers were
-really frightened till they had seen what a shell could do; it may well
-be that at twenty-three one has not sufficient experience of the world
-to realise what risks one runs through honesty.</p>
-
-<p>The first difficulty, especially for those who, without having been to a
-Public School themselves, are the fathers of present or prospective
-public school boys, is to start investigations with a clear mind. This
-feat the majority never manage to accomplish. For the moral question in
-schools is concerned with the relationship of two members of the same
-sex. Now such a relationship is counted in the world at large an
-unmentionable and unforgivable sin. It is regarded with horror by the
-average man. It is a penal offence. The man who enters into such a
-relationship is abnormal, and, as such, is considered a menace to
-society. But the same standards are not applicable to school life.</p>
-
-<p>A man was intended by nature to marry at eighteen. The average villager,
-clerk, pit-boy, work-boy begins 'walking out' with a girl at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> the age of
-fifteen or sixteen; the public school boy has no such opportunities of
-courtship. Three hundred boys are spending three-quarters of their lives
-in a monastic world; from the beginning of the term to the end the only
-women to whom they have the opportunity of speaking are the matron and
-the house master's wife. They have never any chances of seeing girls of
-their own class and of their own age. At a particularly susceptible
-period, therefore, they have no natural object for their affections. The
-youngest boys are only thirteen, the eldest are between eighteen or
-nineteen.</p>
-
-<p>In such circumstances it would be surprising if there were no
-uncomfortable complications. The public school system is, in this
-respect, unnatural; one must expect unnatural results. The trouble is to
-discover what those results are. For, although people speak glibly
-enough of immorality in Public Schools, it is extremely doubtful whether
-they realise of what exactly that immorality consists.</p>
-
-<p>It is a convenient phrase, but beyond it there is the conspiracy of
-silence. Schoolmasters prefer to deal with straight issues. They dislike
-the subtleties of action and character which are of such charm to the
-psychologist. They like to say, 'This is an offence.' Finer shades of
-meaning trouble them. At least that is their official attitude. And so
-it has come to be generally accepted that public school morality
-resolves itself into one main issue: that is, the corruption of a small
-boy by a big one. To<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> protect the new boy from this danger elaborate
-precautions are taken. It is on this point that a boy is given advice
-before he goes to school. He is warned never to make friends with boys
-bigger than himself; it is against this danger that the majority of
-school sermons are directed. And, of course, this is a very convenient
-attitude for the schoolmaster to adopt. The offence is obviously so
-grave that there can be no cause to withhold complete official
-condemnation; it is also so rare that the head master is able to assure
-prospective parents of the excellent tone of the school. For I am
-convinced that the deliberate seduction of a smaller boy is an extremely
-rare occurrence. There are, of course, certain houses&mdash;probably there is
-one at every school&mdash;in which a good-looking boy stands very little
-chance of remaining straight. But I have not been in such a house and I
-can speak with no authority. I have heard, certainly, some astonishing
-stories of what can be tolerated in a really bad house; but, second-hand
-reports, especially on such matters, can only be accepted with reserve.
-Certainly in the average house cases of corruption are very rare. Few
-boys have the nerve, the assurance, or the adroitness to attempt such a
-task. A man of twenty-five will set out deliberately to seduce a
-housemaid, but the schoolboy in such matters is a novice. If a senior
-boy is casually attracted by the appearance of a smaller boy, he asks a
-friend lower down in the house to make inquiries as to the morals of the
-small boy. If the 'go-between' discovers<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> that the small boy is
-'straight,' the elder boy lets the matter fall from his mind. There are
-others who are not. If, on the other hand, the attraction is more than
-casual, the chances of seduction are even more remote. It is unlikely
-that the affection will be reciprocated. And, if a boy is really fond of
-another boy, the last thing he would wish would be to subject his friend
-to unwelcome advances. When a boy first falls in love with a girl the
-thought of sexual intimacy is, often, unattractive. It is only when his
-love is returned that he really desires it. It is fatal to confuse the
-processes of life at large with the processes of life in a monastic
-system. Because young men seduce young women with regrettable frequency,
-it is assumed that much the same sort of thing is happening at a Public
-School. And, parents believing this, are reassured; they are certain
-that their dear child when young will be strong enough to resist the
-passive temptation; they are equally certain that their dear child when
-nearly a man would not, for one moment, consider the possibility of
-active sin. And this amiable delusion schoolmasters encourage. It saves
-them a lot of trouble. They say one thing in public and another in
-private. But the Jekyll and Hyde business breeds confusion. They forget
-what they should believe and what they should not believe. They are
-agreed only on this: that any attempt at criticism, at explanation, at
-interpretation shall be counteracted with a concerted unanimity of
-opinion. They will deny<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> hotly the prevalence of any such practices,
-they will make slighting references to the bad house in the bad school.
-They will complete their defence by asserting that for what faults there
-are the parents are alone responsible in that they had not sufficiently
-warned their sons of the evils of a Public School&mdash;evils, be it noted,
-that they had previously assured the parent did not exist outside the
-perverted imagination of the critic. And yet it is amazing what these
-same apologists will be prepared to believe about any institution other
-than their own.</p>
-
-<p>Six years ago Sandhurst had an extremely bad name. Every kind of debauch
-was rumoured to flourish there. Sobriety was only more unpopular than
-purity. The G. C.'s secreted whisky beneath their beds, and actresses
-within them. The glittering temptations of St Anthony allured the unwary
-in the tea-shops of Camberley. And I remember being shown, before I went
-there, a letter that had been sent to the parents of a prospective cadet
-by his head master. 'I hope,' the letter ran, 'that Arthur is aware of
-the temptations to which he will be subjected. Concupiscence seems to be
-the chief topic of conversation and the sole Sunday afternoon amusement
-of the cadets.' It all sounded fearfully exciting. But it proved very
-tame. Indeed I am inclined to think that, on the whole, fewer
-temptations presented themselves to me during the eight months I spent
-at Sandhurst than during any other period of my time in the army. A
-fellow could do what he liked. No pressure<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> was put on him to drink or
-gamble, or pursue loose women. He was none the less respected for being
-straight, nor the more admired for being crooked. A community such as
-this which exerts pressure on the individual in neither direction, I
-should be prepared to call as moral as any that is likely to be found
-this side of heaven, yet this head master, who would, no doubt,
-repudiate hotly the least suggestion that immorality in his own school
-was anything but a spasmodic and occasional phenomenon, was ready to
-believe that Sandhurst was a cesspool of all the vices that flourished
-so gracefully in the days of Petronius Arbiter. In our investigations we
-are not likely to be helped far by schoolmasters. They are constrained
-by the laws of exchange and mart to vindicate the quality of their
-wares.</p>
-
-<p>It is generally assumed for the purposes of dialectic that there are two
-classes of persons: the normal and the abnormal, and that all normal
-people follow the same process of development from birth to death. To
-disprove this Havelock Ellis collected at the end of certain volumes of
-his psychology authenticated histories of men whose development he
-claimed to be normal, but whose histories were as different from one
-another as apples are from plums. In the face of such evidence it is
-dangerous to dogmatise on the gradual discovery of the sexual impulse by
-public school boys during adolescence. The most one can say is that the
-majority of them come to a Public School innocent and ignorant,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> and
-that they leave it certainly not ignorant and with a relative degree of
-innocence. This at least is sure&mdash;that between the years of thirteen and
-nineteen the impulse will have become powerfully defined and that each
-boy will have had to come to terms with its direction and control.</p>
-
-<p>Now the important point seems to me to be this: the sexual impulse is a
-force on the proper direction of which depends, to a large extent, the
-happiness of a man's life; and marriage is the course into which it
-should be directed. No one, I think, will deny that. We may talk of the
-liberation of the sexes, of greater facilities for divorce, of the right
-of each man and woman to repair a mistake caused by the first surprise
-of a newly-awakened instinct; but there can be no questioning the
-assertion that monogamy is the ideal, and that while nothing can be more
-wretched than an ill-harmonised relationship, in the lifelong devotion
-of man and woman is to be found the surest happiness. That is the
-standard by which public school morality should be judged. But it is not
-the standard by which it is officially, and indeed generally, judged. A
-Public School is only a phase, a prelude in the sexual development of a
-man. Head masters are inclined to mistake it for the completed rhythm.</p>
-
-<p>In the same way that the head master of a Preparatory School specially
-coaches a boy for a scholarship, not realising that what for him is the
-whole race is for the boy but a first lap,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> so the head master of a
-Public School regards the preservation of innocence between the years of
-13 and 19 as the entire battle. As far as I can make out this attitude
-is adopted by nearly every unscientific writer on the subject.</p>
-
-<p>If the matter ended there it would, of course, be simple. Rigid
-policemanship and supervision and a system of spies would probably be
-effective. They might stamp out impurity to a large extent; they would
-also destroy the discipline of independence, of trust and of authority
-that one learns at a Public School. The matter is far less simple. The
-public school system is unnatural. Through unnatural channels,
-therefore, a natural impulse has to flow into a natural course.</p>
-
-<p>Let us see, more or less, what happens.</p>
-
-<p>We have assumed that an ignorant and innocent boy arrives at his Public
-School at the age of thirteen, and, to simplify the matter further, we
-will assume that the boy is not particularly good-looking, and is not,
-therefore, likely to win the patronage of his seniors. For the first
-weeks everything is so strange that he lives in a world of his own
-fashioning. Later on, as he begins to enter the life of the school, he
-is puzzled by references to an offence the nature of which he does not
-understand. He hears some one described as being 'smutty.' He does not
-in any way connect this with the elaborate address that was delivered to
-him on the last day at his prep. Indeed I knew of a new boy who informed
-his parents on a postcard that a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> rather decent chap in his house had
-been nearly sacked for 'smut.' 'Is this,' he asked, 'anything serious?'
-He received in reply a reassuring letter telling him that he need not
-worry about such things just yet.</p>
-
-<p>It is the fashion nowadays to demand open discussion of all subjects;
-there must be no secrets. Parents are told that they are guilty of
-criminal negligence if they do not instruct their sons and daughters in
-the physiology of sex. And, no doubt, it will be maintained that at this
-point the father should have written his son a long letter explaining to
-him the nature of the temptation to which he would be exposed. That is
-the fashion nowadays. No doubt the Victorians suffered from an excessive
-reserve. We have gone to the other extreme. We are trying to reduce love
-to an exact science.</p>
-
-<p>On the whole, I suppose that the instruction of children by parents
-depends entirely on the individual case. But at such a time it would be
-very easy for the parents to become embarrassed and lose the boy's
-sympathy. The number of boys who learn from their parents more than a
-vague idea of motherhood is probably small. And at a Public School it is
-the physiology of fatherhood that occupies the boy's attention.</p>
-
-<p>We are given to understand that in the first place a boy must be
-corrupted by another boy. But this is not generally the case. A boy
-usually manages to corrupt himself. He has overheard the conversation of
-older boys, he has discussed different problems with his companions;
-the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> atmosphere of school life with its continual references to
-immorality in sermons and addresses, have made him precociously curious.
-He evolves for himself the practice of private immorality.</p>
-
-<p>A boy's knowledge of sex necessarily is very fragmentary, and on many
-points he is actually misinformed. He has a preposterous idea, for
-instance, of the effects that this habit will have upon his health.
-Syphilis is not more dangerous. His hair will drop out, he will go
-blind, his brain will soften. Probably he will go mad. Numerical
-considerations mean nothing to him: once a thief always a thief. The
-idea of restrained disorder does not occur to him. He suffers from the
-misery of an incommunicable grief. He is apart from his fellows. If he
-told them his secret, he thinks that they would despise him. He becomes
-morbidly introspective. He makes vows to break himself of the habit,
-fails, and despises himself. He begins to search for the symptoms of his
-approaching physical and intellectual collapse. If he makes a duck at
-cricket, misses a catch in a house game, or fails badly in his
-repetition, he tells himself that the process has begun. There are times
-when he wants to steal away by himself like an animal that is sick.
-There are others in which he wishes at all costs to mix with his
-companions, to take part in any rag that is afoot; to this cause can be
-invariably attributed the mingled rowdyism and moodiness of certain
-boys. The idea that such practices are physically injurious is
-encouraged by the master. It appears to him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> the most sure preventative.
-There are, indeed, occasions when masters are so misinformed that they
-actually believe in these terrible vengeances of the body. For
-schoolmasters who, of all people, ought to know most of hygiene and
-physiology, are, for the most part, woefully ignorant of them. It would
-be indeed interesting to discover what percentage of public school house
-masters have read any serious medical writing. They are only too willing
-to believe that such habits have the disastrous results they prophesy.
-And of course it has not, unless it is practised to excess and unless
-the subject is particularly feeble. It is foolish to throw lighted
-matches about the place, but the habit only becomes dangerous when the
-matches are flung on inflammable material.</p>
-
-<p>It so happens that the greater part of active immorality in schools
-takes place between boys of fifteen and sixteen; not, as is more
-frequently imagined, between junior and senior boys. Such relationships
-are usually of brief duration. They pass with the dawn of the romantic
-friendship. And it is here that I feel most acutely the difficulty of my
-task. It is almost impossible to explain to some one who has not been to
-a Public School the nature of one of these romantic friendships. In a
-book called <i>Pleasure</i> I published a story dealing with such a
-friendship. The majority of old public school boys who read it seemed to
-like it. But none of the men who had not been to a Public School could
-make head or tail of it. They told me<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> in their reviews of it that it
-was absurd, mawkish, and unhealthy. It may be so. It may be that I wrote
-the story badly. I can only repeat that old public school boys liked it.
-And indeed it is a difficult thing to explain. For what is a romantic
-friendship but the falling in love of one boy with another. Such a
-relationship seems preposterous. I can only repeat that the public
-school system is unnatural, and that one must expect unnatural results
-from it. What, after all, is to be expected?</p>
-
-<p>A boy of seventeen is passing through a highly romantic period. His
-emotions are searching for a focus. He is filled with wild, impossible
-loyalties. He longs to surrender himself to some lost cause. He hungers
-for adventures. On occasions he even goes so far as to express himself
-in verse, an indiscretion that he will never subsequently commit. And
-what focus does a Public School provide for this eager emotionalism?
-There are the fierce contests of the football field, but they are, when
-all is said and done, the business of life, the cause for his existence.
-They are an enthusiasm he shares with three hundred others. He longs for
-something more intimate, more personal; he is, in fact, in love with
-love; he does not see a girl of his own age, of his own class, from one
-end of the term to the other; it is in human nature to accept the second
-best.</p>
-
-<p>In this environment there is nothing unnatural about the attraction
-exercised by a small boy over an elder one. A small boy is the nearest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span>
-approach possible to the feminine ideal. Indeed a small boy at a Public
-School has many of the characteristics that a man would hope and expect
-to find in a woman. He is small, weak, and stands in need of protection.
-He is remote as a woman is, in that he moves in a different circle of
-school life, with different friends, different troubles, different
-ambitions. He is an undiscovered country. The emotion experienced is
-genuine, and usually takes the elder boy by surprise. In a man's love
-for a woman there is often a degree of premeditation. A man looks at a
-woman and wonders if he could ever come to fall in love with her. As he
-walks homewards from her drawing-room he asks himself whether or not he
-is in love with her. He analyses his emotions; very often he persuades
-himself he is in love with her when in reality he is not. Either way he
-is prepared.</p>
-
-<p>But the schoolboy is taken off his guard. He has not realised it is
-possible that he should fall in love with another boy. He has no
-previous experience which will enable him to recognise the symptoms. He
-has heard older boys spoken of as being 'keen' on some one or other, but
-he has associated such an assertion with the references in sermons to
-the corruption of a young mind. He does not, therefore, know what is
-happening when he finds himself becoming increasingly interested in some
-quite small boy. He has noticed him playing a plucky game on the Lower
-and has congratulated him. They have happened to meet on the way up from
-hall<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> and have walked across together to the studies. They have smiled
-when they passed each other as they changed from one class-room to
-another in break. The elder boy is surprised: he is still more surprised
-when he finds himself frequently walking into the smaller boy's study on
-no very necessary errand, to borrow a book he does not want or to return
-a book he has not borrowed; and that he should stop there to talk for an
-indefinite period. The day on which he has not seen or spoken to his
-small friend is empty for him. He does not understand his increasing
-wish for the company of an admittedly inferior person. But it is all
-very delightful. He is desperately anxious to appear in his best light.
-He makes strenuous, and often successful, efforts to abandon certain
-habits he had contracted. He may even work harder in form, and certainly
-he will make superhuman efforts on the football field, feeling that
-success will render him more attractive. He wonders what the small boy
-thinks of him, and persuades one whose social position lies midway
-between the two of them to make inquiries. The growing intimacy is a
-rich enchantment. He becomes curious, and, in a way, jealous of the life
-that his friend is leading; their standards, their environment, their
-friends are so different. He knows instinctively that one has more in
-common with one's contemporaries than with those who lie outside the
-circle of one's immediate interests, and this knowledge distresses him.
-There are times when he feels intensely miserable, others when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> he feels
-radiantly happy. At any rate he is living more intensely and less
-selfishly than he did before. He is on a distinctly higher plane of
-emotional tension.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed in its beginnings such a friendship is certainly good for the
-elder boy and probably for the younger one; at any rate there is the
-comfortable knowledge that he has an elder friend to whom he can turn
-for sympathy and advice; and he is protected thus from many of the
-dangers to which his good looks might otherwise expose him. The
-environment of school life does not allow, however, the friendship to
-retain its first freshness. It becomes conscious of itself. It is
-noticed by other members of the house: 'Hallo, Jones,' they say, 'seen
-anything of Morrison this morning?' Jones, being the elder, is
-embarrassed by what seems to him an accusation of weakness. Morrison is
-flattered to think that others have recognised and perhaps envied the
-patronage. Jones begins to make inquiries of his friends, and a series
-of confidences convinces him that he has reached the condition of being
-'keen' on Morrison. This conviction places his friendship on an entirely
-different and, to a certain extent, official basis. If he had been left
-alone it is not improbable that he would have made no such discovery. As
-Morrison would never have more than liked him, his feeling for the
-smaller boy would not have become defined. Their friendship would have
-remained in the strictest sense of the word, platonic. But so frail a
-flower could not hope<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> to flourish for long in the rigid atmosphere of a
-Public School. Everything in a Public School has to conform to type;
-there are rules for the proper ordering of every situation. Friendship,
-like personality, has to pass through the mint.</p>
-
-<p>In order to follow the technique of such relationships, the official
-point of view towards them has to be understood. The house master on
-this point finds himself in extreme difficulty. And, indeed, there is no
-point on which schoolmasters as a whole waver quite so much. They
-realise, for the most part, that it is natural, if unfortunate, for boys
-to feel like this. At the same time they have to discountenance such
-friendships. Where actual misconduct is concerned, they think themselves
-to be on safe ground. And, as they believe that immorality in schools
-consists in the main of the corruption of small boys by big boys, they
-are able to speak with unrestrained violence against the majority of
-such friendships. They adjure their prefects to suppress at once the
-least sign of intimacy between a small and a big boy. They, themselves,
-watch carefully to see whether any of their seniors are evincing an
-interest in members of the day room. Every one in a school knows that a
-friendship between two boys of different positions will be viewed
-seriously by authority. A boy is given to understand that the romantic
-emotion he feels for a smaller boy is an emotion that is unworthy of him
-and of its object, and should consequently be suppressed. Such teaching
-is absolutely wrong. The emotions that a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> boy has for a smaller boy are
-as natural as those that he would feel for a girl were he not restrained
-by an unnatural system. It is wrong to make a boy say to himself: 'I
-ought not to feel like this.' Such teaching is responsible for many of
-the mistakes that a boy will make when he becomes a man; it arbitrarily
-defines the form which the romantic friendship takes.</p>
-
-<p>A boy is surprised by a new, delightful, interesting emotion. He feels
-strangely happy. Under its inspiration he works better and plays his
-games harder. He is told it is wrong to feel as he is feeling. But that
-he cannot believe. The emotions that are condemned in the pulpit and in
-confirmation addresses must in their essentials be different from those
-that he is feeling. That must be lust, the mere desire for sensation.
-This, on the other hand, is love. And so the public school boy of
-sixteen makes the discovery that love is in its highest form unphysical.
-The truth of this intuition is established for him by public opinion and
-by the course of his own experience.</p>
-
-<p>The slightest suggestion of indecent conduct between the big and the
-small boy is regarded by boys as well as masters as the unforgivable
-offence.</p>
-
-<p>It is hard to know exactly how important a part these friendships play
-in the life of a boy. It has often been said that the novelist falsifies
-life by writing too much about love, that except at certain periods of a
-man's life love occupies<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> only a small part of his attention; he is
-caught up by other interests. This argument, however, is no sounder than
-the objection raised by an old lady against the number of nudes
-displayed at the Paris Salon. 'It's so absurd,' she said, 'one-half of
-these portraits are nudes, and think how small a part of our life we
-spend without any clothes on.' A beautiful woman is most beautiful when
-she is naked, and a man's life is most interesting when he is in love.
-The condensation and indeed the actual elimination of whole periods must
-in a novel always falsify life for those who demand a direct
-transcription of it. If you were to record one average day of a man's
-life on gramophone and cinema and exhibit the result at the Alhambra you
-would empty the theatre in an hour. A story-teller recounts only what is
-of interest. He is a good or a bad story-teller according to the degree
-of his ability to discern what is, and what is not, of interest. He
-merely indicates the passage of the unimportant.</p>
-
-<p>The man, therefore, who draws direct conclusions from a school story,
-would imagine that a schoolboy spends his entire time in form ragging
-masters, and, when not ragging, in cribbing, and that the rest of his
-time is divided between the fierce rivalries of the football field and
-the intrigues of romantic friendships. Such, it is needless to say, is
-not the case. The story-teller has only written of what seemed to him to
-be of interest. He has omitted, and he has expected his reader to
-realise out of his own<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> experience that he has omitted, the long,
-tedious hours of good behaviour, the ordered harmony of routine.</p>
-
-<p>The romantic friendship has a modest place in the schoolboy's scale of
-values, but its nature is curious enough. It has the great charm of the
-forbidden. It is mixed with fear. Even after the first interest has
-waned, its setting makes it a delightful toy that no one would willingly
-throw away. It is the flavouring to the routine. There is usually a 'go
-between' who carries messages from one to the other. And the glance
-across a table stating that the intermediary has something of interest
-to disclose is one of the exciting moments of the day, as exciting as
-the post is to a recluse or the arrival of rations to a soldier. There
-are jealousies and intrigues. There is the interchange of notes&mdash;the joy
-of a secret. There are carefully arranged appointments. On Sundays there
-will be meetings in some prearranged point outside the town, at which
-each will arrive by a different route, and they will sit in a wood and
-talk till the afternoon has waned and the chiming of the abbey clock
-warns them that roll-call is imminent. It is not surprising that such an
-adventure should appeal irresistibly to a schoolboy. When such a
-friendship is ended either by the appearance of a rival, or more
-frequently through the inclination of the smaller boy, who has risen in
-the school and feels that such a position is beneath his dignity, the
-elder boy feels an immense gap in his life. The immediate sense<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> of
-anticipation has gone. There is nothing particular to which he may look
-forward. He is bored. Often he drifts into such another friendship out
-of loneliness.</p>
-
-<p>Authority adopts towards these friendships a wavering attitude. It
-realises that such a friendship does not necessarily imply the least
-indecency, that it often, on the other hand, has a very salubrious
-effect on the elder boy, but it still is vividly aware of the danger.
-Suppose something went wrong; suppose there was a grave scandal, on
-whose shoulders would the responsibility rest. We can well imagine a
-resentful father asking a head master why, if he was aware of the
-existence of such a friendship, he did not take immediate steps to stop
-it. 'You knew about this,' he would say, 'while my son was still
-innocent: why did you not protect him? Why should you knowingly subject
-him to such a risk?' The head master has always to be thinking of what a
-boy's parents will say.</p>
-
-<p>It is difficult for him to work on the plan of 'circumstances alter
-cases.' He would thus lay himself open to the accusation of favouritism.
-'You didn't stop Cartright and Evans, sir,' is a weapon for which a
-master has no shield. There is usually a compromise.<a name="FNanchor_5_5" id="FNanchor_5_5"></a><a href="#Footnote_5_5" class="fnanchor">[5]</a></p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span></p><p>The attitude of authority is one of nervous hesitance. The schoolboy,
-as in all other cases, evolves his own standards from his own life. It
-remains to be seen what are the actual effects on the partners in a
-relationship that must have a large influence on their subsequent
-development.</p>
-
-<p>The first objection raised by authority is that it is very bad for a
-small boy to be petted and treated like a girl. And such is an undoubted
-fact. The small boy who is taken up by a 'blood' makes a very good thing
-out of it. He gets first-hand information on a number of disputed
-points. He knows two or three hours before any one else in the day room
-who is going to be given his house cap and who his seconds. He has a
-position among his contemporaries. Favours are sought through him. His
-friends get leave off house runs and are allowed to watch First Eleven
-matches when others have to attend pick ups. He is immune from the
-assaults of the swash-bucklers, for no one would willingly run the risk
-of making himself unpopular with the bloods. He gets his 'con' done for
-him, and, after football, he will sit in front of a warm study fire. He
-has many privileges, and, of course, it is very bad for him.</p>
-
-<p>How far the effects last into manhood I cannot say with any degree of
-certainty. I am inclined<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> to think that they pass more quickly than is
-popularly imagined. But the small boy who is taken up by his seniors
-gets very little out of his schooldays. If he gets taken up by a 'blood'
-he has a fairly good time while that blood is still at school. But it is
-by no means certain that he will be taken up by a blood, and he may very
-likely find himself an object of fierce jealousy between two fellows in
-the Middle School, both of whom he likes, but for neither of whom he
-feels any strong attachment. Neither of them is sufficiently important
-to claim a monopoly. Between them they contrive to make his life
-wretched for him. They worry him with notes and with pleas for an
-appointment. Each tries to persuade him to have nothing to do with the
-other. The whole of his spare time is divided between them. And the
-small boy who is unable to see why he should not choose what friends he
-likes, grows more and more impatient. At the end of a term's wrangling
-he decides to speak to neither of them again.</p>
-
-<p>But the life even of the favoured-of-the-mighty has its disadvantages.
-The hours that he spends in the day room are numbered, so that he makes
-few friends among his contemporaries. The majority of them dislike him;
-nearly all of them are jealous and distrust him. They are afraid to say
-things in his presence for fear that they will be repeated. His only
-friends are those who hope to be able to gain some advantages from him.
-His life is made none<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> too comfortable in the dormitory. He is accepted
-as being in a higher social position than the rest of the room, which
-is, of course, flattering to his pride; but it is not nice when every
-occupant of the room only speaks when he is spoken to. He feels himself
-apart. The evenings in the dormitory which, with their sing-songs, their
-football matches, and long talks, provide such delightful material for
-reminiscence, are for him cheerless. It cannot be too often repeated
-that the biggest mistake a boy can make at a Public School is to form
-friendships outside the circle of his contemporaries.</p>
-
-<p>The good-looking boy makes friends so easily among his seniors, and the
-successful athlete can, if he wants, after a year or two choose his
-friends among boys who have been at school a couple of years longer than
-he has. It is very exciting for a boy to feel that he is outstripping
-his contemporaries, to be able to nod to fellows in the Fifteen and
-Eleven, but, in the long run, it does not pay. The big man leaves, and
-the social aspirant is left stranded. I have seen it happen so many
-times. One term a boy seems to be surrounded with friends. His life is a
-continual course of tea parties and suppers. An arm always lies through
-his as he walks down to the field, or to the tuck shop. And then,
-suddenly, a generation passes; he is left an anachronism without his
-friends. His contemporaries do not welcome him. They have made their own
-friends. If he has reached his prominence as an athlete he will be able
-to make<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span> friends in other houses, and, before long, in his own house. To
-the athlete everything is forgiven. But the boy who has become the
-associate of bloods not through any quality of his own, but merely
-because he is good-looking, never makes friends with his contemporaries.
-They have been jealous of him and have distrusted him a long time. There
-was a time when they longed for the big boy to go, so that they could
-'jolly well boot the little swine.' But members of the Sixth Form table
-consider it beneath their dignity to indulge emotions that are the
-exclusive property of fags. They remain coldly distant. It may be that
-for the favoured small boy these years of loneliness adjust the balance
-and teach him those lessons of fortitude and independence that he should
-have learnt in the day room. But it is an unhappy time. He can hardly
-look back on his schooldays without regret. He would wish things had
-turned out otherwise. And it is not thus that we should look back on our
-schooldays. Certainly I could wish nothing worse for any friend of mine
-than to be taken up as a small boy.</p>
-
-<p>There remains to be considered the effect that such friendships have on
-the elder boy. And it is generally conceded that though they may on
-occasions do harm to the smaller boy, they usually prove of benefit to
-the elder boy. Authority confines its objection to the secrecy that is
-involved. An eyebrow is raised at the interchange of notes and the
-carefully arranged Sunday afternoon walks. 'This is bad, this is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> bad,'
-says Authority. 'There would be no need for all this secrecy if the
-thing were honest and straightforward. They are both ashamed of
-themselves really. They wish to hide the thing away from their masters
-and their comrades. It is a bad thing for a boy, the harbouring of a
-secret. It will prey upon his mind. He will be forced to lie within
-himself. He will be unable to look us squarely in the face. He will
-never be free from worry.' Now all this about the subtle poison of a
-secret life is very true (though it is a fact seldom taken into account
-in the question of self abuse), but it is not at all applicable to the
-romantic friendship. The secret is an open secret. Neither party is
-ashamed of it. And the pretence of a secret is little more than part of
-a delightful game. A child in a nursery lays a deck chair on the blue
-carpet and imagines he is sailing the high seas in a schooner, while
-with a poker to his shoulder he shoots an albatross for breakfast.
-Twelve years later he signs notes with a false name, rolls them into a
-pellet, conveys them to a messenger and imagines he is a diplomat. The
-sending of notes is nothing but a game. Otherwise no one would write
-them, carry them, nor read them: for they are most unnecessary, and most
-dangerous. People will drop them in the cloisters, or put them in their
-waistcoat pockets and then leave their waistcoats in the matron's room
-to have a button sewn on them. The writing of notes has upset more
-careers than the rustling of silk or the creaking of shoes. And yet
-they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span> will always be written, for they are a prelude to adventure.</p>
-
-<p>Moreover, a certain measure of secrecy is prudent. If you have stolen a
-man's greatcoat you do not call at his house next day wearing it; and
-the schoolboy sees no reason why he should parade his affection before
-his head master's study window. Only the ass courts trouble. Prefects
-who are well aware of the existence of such a friendship do not wish to
-have their attention called to it officially. There are things they
-prefer not to notice. If a member of the Eleven and a new boy started
-out together for a walk under the shade of the school buildings the
-heads of their houses would reluctantly feel themselves forced to take
-some sort of action. They would be extremely annoyed with the school
-slow bowler for his lack of tact. A prefect is usually on the side of
-the house.</p>
-
-<p>Masters, however, are pleased to imagine that a pact has been signed
-between the schoolboy and themselves which binds the schoolboy to
-confess to any fault he may have committed, and to answer any leading
-questions that may be put to him. The schoolboy does not look on things
-in this light. He knows that there is no such agreement. There are
-certain things he wants to do, the doing of which, if known, will render
-him liable to punishment. When the wish to do these overrides the fear
-of punishment he takes all reasonable precautions to avoid detection,
-and proceeds to break the inconvenient rule. It is up to the master to
-find him out.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> If the master came down to the dining-hall one evening
-and said: 'Now, look here, there have been complaints that some fellows,
-I don't say you, but fellows in the school, have been getting out at
-night and going down to the Eversham Arms. If any one of you here has
-been getting out at night, I want him to come to my study afterwards and
-tell me.' If a house master were to do that, the guilty one would not
-feel himself under the least compunction to own up. He has run a big
-risk in getting out of the boothole window at half-past eleven. It was
-up to the master to catch him then.</p>
-
-<p>If a form master were to call a member of his form aside and say to him:
-'Jones, last term you were bottom of the form; this term you have
-reached single figures. Last term you had to write me a hundred lines
-nearly every time I put you on to construe; this term you have not
-failed once. I cannot understand it. Are you working honestly?' Jones
-would reply: 'Yes, sir.' He would not feel that he was telling a lie. He
-would feel, on the other hand, that his form master had taken an unfair
-advantage of him in putting him a leading question. No one thinks a
-murderer lies because he says, 'Not guilty, my lord.' It is the law of
-England that the Crown has to prove the defendant guilty. A schoolboy
-considers himself entitled to the same rights as the murderer and the
-thief. A master has to find him out. And it is quite absurd to say that
-a boy's soul is going to suffer because of the secrecy he imposes on
-himself<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> in the course of a romantic friendship. There are a lot of
-things that a boy is not anxious that his house master should know, and
-of which no one could expect him to be ashamed. To smuggle into the
-dormitory a chicken, a loaf of bread, and a pound of cheese in
-preparation for a midnight feast is a natural and, according to one's
-point of view, a worthy act; but it is not a performance the success of
-which one would be in a hurry to confide in one's house master. When a
-schoolboy deceives a master he does not feel he is deceiving an
-individual, but an impersonal body. In the same way do we call the
-grocer's attention to the omission of a pound of butter on our weekly
-books, but skilfully conceal from the income-tax assessor a number of
-interesting facts. A lie is hardly a lie if the person telling it does
-not consider it so. We may dismiss altogether the assertion that
-romantic friendships are bad because they entail secrecy.</p>
-
-<p>If, then, the objection of secrecy is to be discounted, it would at
-first sight appear that for the elder boy these friendships are, on the
-whole, good things. The emotion experienced is a noble one; it is
-unselfish, it makes considerable demands on the patience and
-self-control of the subject; it encourages the bigger boy to work hard
-and play his games harder; it protects him from many of the dangers of
-school life, and yet I believe that its results are, in the long run,
-more serious for the elder than for the younger boy.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span></p><p>It is the worst possible prelude to the sexual life of a man. It sends
-a boy into the world with an entirely false view of the normal sexual
-relations of men and women; it is a hindrance to him in marriage. A boy
-of sixteen experiences for a younger boy the emotion that he would
-naturally at such a period feel for a girl of his own age. He is
-surprised into a new relationship, and he is told that the relationship
-can only remain worthy of him as long as it remains platonic. Sexual
-emotion is, he is given to understand, unclean. During adolescence he
-will be subjected to a force that he must, at all costs, resist. That is
-the official attitude, and it is the attitude of nearly every
-unscientific writer on the subject. A schoolmaster considers the moral
-question from the point of view of the policeman. 'Here,' he says, 'is
-something that must be suppressed.' Various writers suggest various
-remedies. The popular idea is to sublimate the passions, to provide
-another focus. Schoolmasters usually select the focus that is most near
-to the boy's interests: namely, athletics. They encourage the athletic
-worship, because a boy who really wishes to excel in this will not run
-the risk of losing his proficiency by weakening practices. This panacea
-has not worked too well, and the band of earnest idealists has begun to
-clamour for a more spiritual focus: poetry, art, religion. Which is all
-very jolly, but gets us no nearer to solving the main problem of how a
-natural force is to be directed through an unnatural channel into a
-natural one. It is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span> no sort of use to place a lump of granite in front
-of the unnatural channel and say: 'This is forbidden.' The stream will
-only select another course, and very likely one that will not lead it to
-the natural waters.</p>
-
-<p>It is, I admit, an extremely difficult question, but that does not alter
-the fact that it is being treated in an entirely wrong manner. The boy
-is told that sexual emotion is wrong; he assumes, therefore, that love
-to be truly love must be sexless. He draws fine distinctions between
-love and lust. A decent fellow, he says, would never want to do anything
-like that with some one for whom he really cared. And nothing happens in
-the course of his romantic friendship to make him reconsider this
-opinion. It is probable that his affection will not be returned; and,
-indeed, why should it be? Under such circumstances it is natural that a
-big boy should be attracted by a smaller boy because the smaller boy is
-the nearest approach to the feminine ideal. It would be quite unnatural
-for a small boy to be attracted by a bigger boy who would be to him as
-far as possible removed from femininity. The small boy likes the elder
-boy, is grateful for his kindness to him, is perhaps even mildly fond of
-him; nothing more. As, therefore, there is no response to the elder boy,
-it is impossible for the natural rhythm of mutually felt emotion to
-carry them out of the reach of conventional standards, and the
-friendship is too sacred to the elder boy to allow passage to the itch
-of sensation; while the small boy, even<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> if he happened to be casual
-among his contemporaries on such matters, would be restrained by the
-shyness that he must always feel in the presence of a senior boy and by
-the inevitable embarrassment at finding himself the object of an emotion
-he does not understand.</p>
-
-<p>Nothing happens, therefore, to disabuse the conviction that love in its
-purest form is sexless. As a boy is, however, on the whole an amoral
-creature, he sees no reason why he should not misconduct himself with a
-person for whom he has no respect. He is not sullying a fine romance. It
-is a different thing altogether; this is a thing of sensation. A
-bachelor refrains from prostitutes more often through fear of illness
-than through reverence for a moral code. There is at school a type that
-corresponds to the prostitute from whom boys refrain, when they do
-refrain, for many mixed reasons, of which fear of expulsion is generally
-not one. Boys are not afraid of punishments, nor do they think that a
-punishable offence is necessarily a moral offence. That point must
-always be kept in mind. Punishments to a boy's mind are part of the game
-that is played between him and authority. The boy has his own scale of
-values. He would think an immoral act highly reprehensible if he were at
-the time engaged in a romantic friendship, but he could square his
-conscience to it if he happened to be emotionally free.</p>
-
-<p>The reasons why a boy commits an immoral act are so many and so complex
-that inquiry into them for the purpose of a generalisation is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span>
-unprofitable. It may be that he has had a quarrel with his small friend,
-it may be that he is bored, or that he is curious; he may think it the
-'blood' thing to do. If he is literary he may be in search of some
-equivalent for the emotional reactions of decadent poetry. The
-confessions that a boy makes himself must always be accepted with
-reserve. The confessional is a subtle form of flattery. It titillates
-the egotism; it is a self-indulgence. Madame Bovary used to invent small
-crimes because she enjoyed the romantic atmosphere of the confessional,
-and though most schoolboys would stand in no need of such invention,
-they create the most ingenious setting for their offences. They feel
-what they want to feel. They have derived emotion at second hand from
-some book, or the confidence of an elder brother; they want to make
-themselves believe that they are interesting. The most trivial affair is
-embellished with a wealth of motive that would have delighted Henry
-James. Sometimes they lie quite conscientiously.</p>
-
-<p>A boy was once asked by his house master whether he felt that
-confirmation had been of any assistance to him. It had not, but the boy
-felt that it was up to him to pretend that it had. The house master
-obviously expected it; it was a social decency, on a par with the
-assurance to a hostess that one had spent a most delightful evening. The
-boy was inclined to think that he swore less than he had done. The
-master's interest was aroused. Where had he learnt to swear? The boy
-had, of course, acquired this<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> knowledge in the day room. He realised,
-however, that this was one of the things that one did not confess. He
-said he had learnt it from some navvies in the holidays. More questions
-were asked. 'Oh, yes,' the boy said, 'My people allow me to do more or
-less what I like. I wander all over the place.' It was quite untrue, but
-it confirmed the house master in his belief that all the faults of a
-Public School could be attributed to the ignorance and foolishness of
-parents. He developed the idea in a letter which he contributed to a
-well-known weekly.</p>
-
-<p>It is never safe to generalise from a boy's confession, and house
-masters would do well in such cases to base their conclusions on their
-own experience and on their previous knowledge of the boy's character.
-In their investigations, however, of the moral question, there is one
-motive that they can almost certainly rule out: the motive of strong
-personal attraction. Such an act would be opposed to the ethics of
-school society, and a boy only rarely does what he, himself, feels to be
-wrong.</p>
-
-<p>He is inclined to enter a world of women with the idea that the sexual
-impulse can only be gratified with a woman he does not love. He realises
-that in marriage it is necessary for the procreation of children. But he
-regards it chiefly from his point of view as a 'remedy against sin,' and
-on the woman's part an act of gracious compliance. It is thus that a man
-comes to divide women into classes: one's sisters' friends, and the
-rest. There is little need<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> to elaborate the results of such an
-attitude. The subject has been discussed exhaustively. On this rock many
-marriages have been shipwrecked. It can do little in cases of strong
-mutual feeling. Passion harmonises all things; the rhythm of love takes
-its own course. But where the woman has not been deeply moved before
-marriage, where she knows her future husband only slightly, and is timid
-in his presence, then the preconceived formula of the 'pure girl' will
-achieve havoc. The woman will sink herself in motherhood, and the man
-will seek elsewhere diversion. A cynic has remarked that the man who
-marries a girl because she appeals to his higher nature will spend the
-rest of his life among those who appeal to his lower nature. And, like
-all epigrams, that remark presents a facet of the truth. It is now
-generally accepted that there is no more dangerous heresy than the idea
-that one does not 'feel like that about a decent girl.' Much has been
-written on the subject. But the causes of the heresy have not been
-sufficiently investigated. It is said, 'Boys are badly brought up.'
-Children, we are told, should be brought to regard their bodies as
-temples, and there the matter is left.</p>
-
-<p>But this heresy is, I am certain, very largely the natural result of the
-public school system. It is confined to the upper and upper-middle
-classes, to those, that is, who have been to Public Schools. The collier
-and the peasant have no such fanciful illusions. Divorce must naturally
-be more common in circles where men and women<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span> have leisure to indulge
-their emotions, where temptations are frequent, where the imagination is
-most vivid, the longing for the unattainable most acute. But, even so,
-any student of character cannot but feel that the married lives of
-public school men are less happy than those of the lower classes.</p>
-
-<p>All through the discussion of this delicate subject I have used marriage
-as the norm. It includes all other considerations. There are those who
-are shocked to learn of the existence of immorality in Public Schools,
-and the socialist press is only too ready for an opportunity of slinging
-mud at the object of its envy. But, however a boy is brought up, it is
-unlikely that he would pass unscathed through adolescence. Curiosity is
-as irresistible as fear. It is the power of the unknown. The moral
-offences of a public school boy are disgusting enough, but because they
-are so entirely physical they have little lasting effect on him. They
-play indeed a very casual part in his life. Nothing is at stake. The
-romantic friendship, on the other hand, is the dawn of love; it is a
-delicate and deep emotion; it is the most exciting thing that up to then
-has happened to a boy; it touches his senses and his soul. And, because
-he experiences this emotion for the first time in an unnatural
-environment, his natural reaction is misdirected and misinformed. It is
-important that we should find some remedy.</p>
-
-<div class="footnotes"><h3>FOOTNOTE:</h3>
-
-<div class="footnote"><p><a name="Footnote_5_5" id="Footnote_5_5"></a><a href="#FNanchor_5_5"><span class="label">[5]</span></a> It may here be mentioned that in girls' schools such
-friendships would seem to be common, and no great objection taken to
-them. Unnatural vice between women is not, of course, a criminal
-offence. Its existence is not widely recognised. And it has never been
-treated very seriously by men. But it was surprising to read a few
-months ago in a leading London newspaper an article on 'schoolgirls,'
-which accepted such friendships among girls as an amusing topic for
-popular journalism. The editor would probably have had a fit if a
-similar article on romantic friendships in Public Schools had been
-submitted to him. The attitude of the man who has not been to a Public
-School to this side of school life is a mixture of ignorance and
-astonished horror.</p></div></div>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER VIII</span> <span class="smaller">THE MIDDLE YEARS</span></h2>
-
-<p>Desmond Coke has described in <i>The Bending of a Twig</i>, the middle years
-of a public school career as being slow to pass, but swift in
-retrospect. He devoted two chapters to them&mdash;'See-saw down' and 'See-saw
-up.' And those chapter headings convey more clearly than a long analysis
-the nature of that period. To begin with it is 'See-saw down.' The boy
-is confused with his new-found liberty; the future stretches endlessly
-before him. There is plenty of time. There is no need for hurry. And so
-he rags and wastes his time and makes, on the whole, a pretty general
-nuisance of himself. His house reports are worse at the end of every
-term. His parents grow worried; they remember the bright promise of that
-first term: the prize, the promotion, the glowing panegyric. The arrival
-of the blue envelope during the second week of the holidays is the
-occasion of considerable domestic stress. On such a morning one
-remembers that one has promised to spend the day with a friend at
-Richmond.</p>
-
-<p>And then suddenly, when the revel is at its height, some chance incident
-or conversation forces a boy to realise that he has not so much time as
-he had thought, that the weeks are<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> passing, that, already, the end has
-drawn close to him. Clifford Bax, in one of his many beautiful poems,
-has described a man's first appreciation of the approach of age.</p>
-
-<div class="center"><div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<div>'There is a certain mid-way hour in life</div>
-<div>Which startles every man, when the tide turns</div>
-<div>And, wave on wave, we hear death coming on.'</div>
-</div></div></div>
-
-<p>In the same way the boy discovers that the half of his schooldays are at
-an end, that he has put them to little use. And, as the temporal quality
-of life drives the epicurean to gather with what eager haste he may,
-flowers that for him will soon have blossomed, the sense of passing days
-defines and directs for the schoolboy the course of ambition. It is
-perhaps the first moment of conscious thought, of objective reasoning.
-The days of unreflecting action are at an end. He is no longer a child
-playing in a nursery. He is a man, subject to the laws of time and
-space, a mortal man aware of his mortality.</p>
-
-<p>Now this sudden change, which partakes of the nature of a conversion,
-owes its existence, as often as not, to some perfectly trivial
-occurrence. The stage is not set appropriately. There is no long heart
-to heart talk with a schoolmaster, a parent, or a friend at the end of
-which the boy leaps to his feet, claps his hand to his forehead, and
-exclaims: 'I see the evil of my ways.' Such dramatic moments, I suppose,
-take place occasionally, but they are the exception. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> boy has
-reached that stage of his development when the idea of time can become
-an actuality to him, and some quite casual incident will bring this
-actuality before him.</p>
-
-<p>It is possible, of course, that this reformation may be effected by a
-conversation. But it will be an unrehearsed effect. One is walking down
-to hall, and, through the open door of the changing room overhears some
-uncomplimentary statement of one's worth. The statement need not be made
-by a particular friend. Indeed, it will probably be more effective if it
-is not. We accept with composure the criticisms of our friends, our
-relatives, our enemies. Wherever there is an intimate relationship there
-is friction. We know that, at times, we must be intensely annoying to
-our friends, because they are at times so intensely annoying to
-ourselves. Little tricks, traits of character, intonations of the voice
-that we should hardly notice in those to whom we are indifferent,
-exasperate us in those for whom we care. We expect our friends at times
-to say nasty things about us. We are too conscious of our own
-delinquencies. But impersonal criticism is unpleasant; it is like an
-unfavourable review that is unsigned. If we cannot reassure ourselves
-with the knowledge that our assailant is either jealous of us or
-dislikes us, or thinks we pay too many attentions to his wife; if, that
-is to say, we can detect in this criticism no ulterior motive, but
-simply a dispassionate impersonal disapproval of ourselves and of our
-work, then we do indeed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> feel that the need for drastic self-criticism
-is immediate.</p>
-
-<p>When, therefore, Jones on his way down to hall overhears Ferguson, who
-is in another form, who has never been brought into contact with him,
-who has no possible reason for feeling envious or jealous, remark that
-Jones is the sort of fellow whom the house could get on very well
-without, he goes quickly to his study and communes with himself.</p>
-
-<p>At the beginning of my third year at school, when I was very happy, very
-light-hearted, very boisterous, and, I suppose, rather obnoxious
-generally, I was standing at the counter of the tuck shop waiting to be
-served with a poached egg and a sausage. I experienced considerable
-difficulty in catching the eye of the waitress, and for the better
-announcing of my presence I took a knife out of the basket and beat it
-upon the zinc covering of the counter. The waitress, who was harassed by
-the number of orders, turned round impatiently: 'Oh, do be quiet, Mr.
-Waugh,' she said, 'I don't know what's come over you lately. You used to
-be such a nice quiet boy when you first came.' Several people laughed,
-but her remark was a shock to me. I had not the slightest romantic
-interest in her. I did not care greatly what opinion she held of my
-moral worth, but I had not before realised that it was possible for a
-change of which I was myself ignorant to take place within me, that a
-process of degeneration could take its slow effect, altering me in the
-eyes of others,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> leaving me unaltered in my own, that, like rust on
-iron, environment could corrode temperament. That chance remark had a
-most profound effect on me. It gave me a sudden insight into the secret
-forces that lie under the surface of life. I do not know whether from
-the outside I appeared afterwards a different person. One cannot focus
-the impression one has of oneself and the impression one makes on
-others. But to myself I know that I was different. And some such
-revelation invariably comes to a boy during his period of school life.</p>
-
-<p>In novels and stories we attribute it to some emotional crisis. The
-reason of the change is less important than that there should be change,
-and that the reader should be able to realise that for such a change
-there was a reason. But, actually, the reason is usually trivial enough.
-It may be that a boy's pride has been rebuffed; some one has got a house
-cap before him. He begins to reassure himself with the old dope: 'There
-is plenty of time. It doesn't matter. I'll catch him later on.' But for
-once the old dope does not work. He realises with a shock that there is
-less time than he had thought. He has allowed his rival to get too far
-ahead. A house cap is only two stages distant from a first. He may not
-have time to catch him up. In the light of the discovery he revises his
-whole career. He asks himself whither he is drifting. He sees that he
-has passed beyond the stage of a vague promise into one of definite
-rivalry and achievement.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span></p><p>The prospects of the beginner are always golden. His wares are not yet
-for sale in the open market. He has not entered into competition with
-his contemporaries. A young professional makes a century during his
-first month of first-class cricket and is immediately the object of
-generous enthusiasm. The reporter can write of him as ecstatically as he
-will. The professional has not yet reached representative cricket. At
-school a slow left-hand bowler takes eight wickets for twenty-seven in a
-house match. He is spoken of at once as the coming man. For another
-season he will continue to take wickets in house matches to the delight
-of every one. Then he will enter the lists of representative cricket. He
-will play on uppers, and it will have to be decided, not whether he is a
-good slow left-hand bowler, but whether he is better than Evans in
-Buller's, and Morrison in Wilkes's. It is so easy to say of a boy of
-fifteen: 'Some day he will be captain of the house.' We can all of us
-exclaim at the beginning of a Marathon: 'What a beautiful runner that
-fellow is.' It is after ten miles have been run and the runners have
-sorted themselves out that the real race begins. It is the appreciation
-of this moment that ends the 'see-saw down' period and sees the start of
-the 'see-saw up.'</p>
-
-<p>It must not be imagined, however, that this process of see-saw up
-involves a complete moral, spiritual, and intellectual reformation; it
-sometimes does; more usually it means that the schoolboy looks at the
-same life from a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> different angle. His standards, his scale of values
-remain unaltered. He feels that he has not adjusted himself properly to
-their demands. He has been making an ass of himself: he has been ragging
-about, he has allowed opportunities to slip past him. 'It won't do,' he
-tells himself. 'I must stop all this. I must settle down.'</p>
-
-<p>Such a resolution involves, to a certain extent, an appreciation of
-imminent responsibilities; a boy realises that a series of desperate
-escapades will prejudice his prospects of prefectship; it often results
-in the exchange of a positive for a negative manner of life. The Sixth
-Former, the potential scholar of Balliol, is spurred by such an
-experience to really hard work. For him a turning-point has been
-reached. It is different, however, for the second eleven colour who has
-reached the Lower Fifth after three years of spasmodic cribbing. He has
-been in the past a free-lance, an irresponsible ragster. He decides that
-the time has come for him to settle down. If the Lower Fifth is, as it
-often is, a comfortable backwater, he is content to rest there. He sits
-on a back bench, and plays an occasional part in the life of the form.
-While he was a ragster he had to work. A well-prepared lesson was his
-armour. Now that he no longer rags he need no longer work; he is content
-to be inoffensive, agreeable, somnolent. He considers that between
-himself and his form master there is an unwritten pact by which each
-agrees to leave the other alone. It is as though he said:<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span> 'Your time,
-Mr. Featherbrain, is fully occupied between the ragsters and the
-industrious. You have to keep a constant watch upon the ragster. You
-have to teach the industrious. That is a whole-time job. Why worry about
-me? You need not keep a watch upon me. It is agreed that I shall do no
-ragging. And why try to teach me anything. Your energies are wasted upon
-me. I don't want to learn anything. You may lead a horse to the water,
-you know. Why worry yourself and me! There are all those other fellows
-who want to learn.' And the master, usually, signs the contract. He is a
-busy man. The temptation is very great. He excuses himself in the common
-room by speaking of 'fellows like dear old Thomas; good-natured chaps,
-but with absolutely no brains. Latin and Greek are flung away on them.
-But they'll make fine empire builders.' And so the boy who has settled
-down spends the greater part of his day wool-gathering in vacuous
-laziness. To nothing that happens between chapel and lunch can he bring
-the least enthusiasm. His thoughts are fixed on the more thrilling
-encounters of the football field. His whole life, indeed, is centred on
-sport, and on the most entertaining methods he can discover for the
-better employing of his spare time. All his energy, all his enthusiasm,
-is concentrated into one, or perhaps two, focuses. It is not surprising
-that he should become tolerably proficient at games and a source of
-moral anxiety to prefects and house masters.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p><p>Is the pursuit of athletic success a sufficiently engrossing occupation
-for such a boy? That is the question that a house master unconsciously
-puts to himself. He must put it to himself, but his attitude to this
-particular type of boy is based on a non-committal answer to this
-question: the answer&mdash;'Perhaps; but it's up to you.' The house master,
-therefore, does all in his power to persuade the boy that the acquiring
-of a First Fifteen cap is his immediate object in life. He will not
-state his case in words; but he will omit the uncomfortable topic of
-form work in conversations, and discuss at length the prospects of the
-house in the senior matches. If he does not succeed in directing the
-entire energy of the boy on games, the results of such a failure may be
-disastrous. A fellow of seventeen who has nothing particular to do is
-bound to find himself in mischief. This fact is realised by both parents
-and house masters, and those boys who are good neither at games nor work
-usually leave at about this period. It is the falling out of the
-unsuccessful runner in a long race. It is no good going on. The leaders
-are too far ahead. The gap between the senior and the junior is thus
-considerably increased. The stepping-stones have been removed. A boy of
-eighteen at the start of his last year sees very few of his
-contemporaries sitting at the Sixth Form table. Of the eight or nine
-boys who came there with him, only three are left, and the Fifth Form
-table is filled by fellows two or three years junior to himself, with
-whom he has but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> a slight acquaintance. It is always the 'blood' who is
-asked to stop on that extra year. The insignificant are encouraged by
-silence to retire.</p>
-
-<div class="center"><div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<div>'Thou shalt not kill, yet needst not strive</div>
-<div>Officiously to keep alive.'</div>
-</div></div></div>
-
-<p>By the time the boy comes to be a prefect he is able to feel himself
-supreme, not only because of the system that is at his back.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER IX</span> <span class="smaller">PREFECTSHIP</span></h2>
-
-<p>Prefectship is the coping-stone of a public school education. The boy
-who leaves without becoming a prefect has missed, we are continually
-assured, the most important part of his school career. And yet what
-percentage of an old boys' list, I wonder, reaches the dignity of house
-prefectship. One gets the impression sometimes that every one, provided
-he stays on long enough, becomes a prefect. All school stories follow a
-convention. They open with the new boy closing behind him the
-green-baize door of the head master's study, gazing wistfully down a
-long corridor at the end of which is the oak door of the day room. From
-behind that door comes to him the sound of laughter and eager
-conversation. There is the unknown, mysterious world he has to enter.
-That is how every school story opens. And every school story closes on
-the departure of a hero crowned with athletic and academic honours. The
-space in between is occupied with the 'see-saw up' process. How else a
-school story is to be constructed I do not know. It has to be narrative
-rather than dramatic. But it gives the impression that public school
-life for the average boy is a slow voyage from fag to prefect. Indeed,
-if <i>Peg's Paper</i> printed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> school stories, 'From Fag to Prefect' would
-probably be the title. Such a tale would, however, be little more
-generally applicable than a tale of army life entitled 'From Bugler to
-Brigadier.' The majority of schoolboys do not become prefects. But the
-people in whose hands the framing of the convention lies think they do,
-because they did themselves. The dwellers in Mayfair think London
-consists of a few drawing-rooms and a few restaurants. The schoolmaster
-naturally follows the conventional course, otherwise he would not be a
-schoolmaster. If he had not reached the Upper Sixth he would not be in a
-position to teach. If he had not reached the Eleven he would not be a
-games master. The story-writer may not be an athlete, but it is hardly
-possible that a man who can write an interesting book should have failed
-to make some mark at school if he had stayed out his full time. And so
-there has grown up a tendency to ignore entirely the careers of the
-insignificant, which form the background for more striking exploits. And
-yet, as always, the insignificant are in the majority.</p>
-
-<p>A couple of years ago I spent an afternoon in the company of some
-friends at the school where their son was completing his second term. It
-was a warm afternoon and we naturally walked down to the cricket field.
-On the Upper a senior house match, which we should have liked to have
-watched, was in progress. Our small guide assured us, however, that this
-would be impossible. 'It isn't our house, you see, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> the fellows
-would think it awful niff of me to watch another house playing. But
-there's a house game of our own going on down there.' Realising that it
-was impossible to overcome the novice's fear of doing the wrong thing,
-we reluctantly, slowly, and with backward glances, followed our young
-friend to the far end of a big field, where a ridiculous junior house
-game was being played on a sloping and bumping pitch. The small boy was,
-however, more interested in his friends than in the cricket. Beyond this
-game there was the pick up.</p>
-
-<p>Now I do not believe that I had ever before watched a pick up at all
-closely. I had imagined that the cricket would be pretty bad, that
-firm-footed batsmen would mow full pitches towards long on, that wides
-would be only more frequent than the fall of wickets, that every third
-scoring stroke would be in the nature of a chance. I had never, however,
-anticipated anything approaching the complete impotence of that game.
-The batsmen could not hit the ball hard, indeed it was only on rare
-occasions that they managed to connect the bat with the ball. There was
-no need for any fieldsmen, with the possible exception of long-stop, to
-stand more than twenty-five yards from the wicket. The bowler's main
-object appeared to be the keeping down of wides. Every game has its own
-technique; this game was certainly not cricket as it is played
-generally, and, no doubt, the victorious side was the one that bowled
-fewest wides. For no other reason would any captain have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> kept on either
-of those two bowlers for a second over.</p>
-
-<p>And I could not help wondering what a public school career stood for in
-the lives of those pitiably ineffectual cricketers. It is possible that
-one or two of them might be brilliant scholars, or that a few played
-football successfully, though this I am prepared to doubt; for the true
-sportsman is self-declared the moment that he walks on to a field. It
-seemed to me incredible that any one who had played any game
-successfully could tolerate the miserable travesty of sport that was
-being enacted on that sloping, bumping pitch. But even if there were a
-few exceptions, even if one or two were destined for privilege and
-authority and a name upon the honour boards, the fate of the majority
-was certain. They would remain inconspicuous, belonging to that large
-tribe of those whose names on the old boys' list are vaguely familiar to
-us, but with whom we can connect not one incident, anecdote, or
-conversation. They pass and they leave no mark behind them. They never
-rise to a position of responsibility. They never learn to wield
-authority. They never acquire, that is to say, those qualities of
-administration that have made English rule so tolerant and so
-universally respected. What can public school life mean to such as
-these? I put the question, but I cannot answer it. I do not know. Public
-school life is designed as a slow voyage from fag to prefectship, and,
-even if only a minority complete that voyage, it is the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> process and the
-stages of that voyage we have here to represent and interpret. It
-should, however, be here set on record that, be the advantages or
-disadvantages of the public school system what they may, a great many
-public school boys never partake of them.</p>
-
-<p>From the distance of early years the obligations of prefectship seems
-slight in comparison with their enormous privileges. A prefect does not
-have to answer his name at roll; he can wander round the studies without
-leave during hall. He has fags to clean his study, to wash his plates,
-to light his fire, to carry his books down to chapel in the morning. He
-can inflict punishment without being liable to it. The new boy who has
-recently been caned, in his opinion most unjustly, for whispering in
-prayers, looks forward to his day of revenge. The life of a prefect must
-be free from all the cares that so perplex him. Prefects can never be
-troubled with impositions and imperfectly prepared exercises. He glances
-up to the Sixth Form table and contemplates the majesty of Meredith with
-his neatly-tied tie, and hair brushed back immaculately from his
-forehead. What master would have the cheek to 'bottle' Meredith? The
-very idea is unthinkable. Meredith has the invulnerable infallibility of
-a god. The small boy reconsiders this view as he rises in the school.
-The horizon narrows. But even when he reaches the Sixth Form table he
-sees prefectship in terms of freedom rather than of service. And it
-would, of course, be absurd to maintain that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span> obligations outweigh
-the privileges. They do not: but they are none the less considerable. If
-a prefect is found playing the ass, ragging in the studies, or cutting
-lock up, he would be neither lined nor beaten; but the twenty minutes
-interview with the Chief would be far worse than any caning. He would
-feel humbled, he would feel thoroughly ashamed of himself, he would have
-done a rotten thing. Punishments have ceased to be a pawn in a game
-between boy and master. And, when a prefect realises this, he realises
-also that this particular game is finished.</p>
-
-<p>The degree to which a prefect appreciates his obligation, depends a good
-deal on the way his house master treats him. The boy who is trusted
-usually proves himself worthy of that trust. I do not mean in
-everything. If a master says to a boy: 'Now, Jones, I am going to let
-you prepare your lessons in your study in future. I trust you to work,'
-Jones feels himself under no obligation to work. By going to his study
-he is sparing the master the irksome duty of supervision. That is a fair
-bargain. He has saved the master work and the master has saved him work.
-In matters of form work a boy will never cease to regard his
-relationship with his master as that of the hunter and hunted. He will
-find when he reaches the Sixth Form that instead of being told to
-prepare fifty lines of Virgil, he is expected to prepare as much work as
-is possible in the time at his disposal. If, when put on to construe in
-form he states<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> as an excuse for an unsuccessful effort, that the fifty
-line limit has been passed, he will be handled roughly: 'My dear Evans,'
-the head master will say, 'you have ceased to be in the Lower Fourth.
-You don't work to scale. If you haven't had time to prepare the passage,
-say so, and I won't put you on, but whatever you do don't bring forward
-that middle school excuse about fifty lines.' The new arrival will look
-abashed, but he will not feel that he has been put upon his honour to do
-an hour's work every night. He may possibly prepare next time, with the
-aid of a crib, an extra dozen lines, but he will do it as quickly as he
-can.</p>
-
-<p>He feels differently, however, about what happens outside the
-class-room. When an excuse is accepted because he is a prefect that
-would not be accepted without a long cross-examination were he not a
-prefect, a boy considers himself to have been put on his honour. I will
-give an example. The O.T.C. was, with us, practically compulsory;
-ninety-seven per cent. of the school was in it, and that three per cent.
-was garrisoned with doctors' certificates. Like all compulsory things it
-was extremely unpopular. We used to employ elaborate devices to get
-leave off. In break we used to visit the matron and suggest that our
-health required some castor oil. If possible we would retain the dose in
-our mouths till we got safely into the passage and then deposit it in
-our handkerchiefs. When this was impossible we swallowed it. A dose
-alone was not a sufficient excuse. We had to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> assume faintness,
-sickness, or some other indisposition during afternoon school. It was an
-intricate business that rarely proved successful. The authorities were
-prepared for it. Corps Parade was on Friday, and one Friday after I had
-become a prefect, I decided that never before had I felt less like doing
-squad drill. I had a headache, I had not finished my Latin Prose, we
-were playing Dulwich the next day and I was anxious to be as fresh as
-possible. I had also very, very slightly twisted my ankle. Remembering
-my courage in the days of castor oil I thought it worth making an
-attempt to get leave off. On this occasion I went to the head master.</p>
-
-<p>I informed him of my injury, and was about to embark on a lengthy
-explanation of the accident when the head master cut me short. 'Oh, yes,
-Waugh, of course, that'll be quite all right. I hope you'll be fit for
-to-morrow.' I felt thoroughly ashamed of myself. Because I was a
-prefect, my word had been accepted without examination and without
-proof. I was trusted to tell the truth. And yet I actually had produced
-as feeble an excuse as a fellow in the Lower Fourth. I went on parade
-that afternoon, and from then onwards I never tried to get off anything
-unless I was absolutely certain that I could have got off it without the
-influence of prefectship. And whatever may be urged against the inflated
-opinion of himself that the power to exert authority may give a boy, I
-can only believe that this sense of duty, this obligation to be true<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> to
-himself is an invaluable experience. It comes out in all sorts of ways.
-I remember an old colour once telling me at the end of the season that
-he had not enjoyed his cricket half as much as he had the previous year.
-I was surprised. 'I should have thought you'd have enjoyed it much
-more,' I said; 'you haven't had to worry about your colours; you've been
-certain of your place; you've been able to play whatever sort of game
-you liked.'</p>
-
-<p>'That's just what I have not been able to do,' he replied. 'Last year I
-was a free-lance. I took risks. I had a dip when I wanted to, and when
-we played unimportant matches against the town and the regiment, I
-thought more about hitting a couple of sixes than making a big score.
-But I can't do that now. I'm captain of my house. I spend half my
-evenings trying to persuade those young asses in the junior side that
-seven singles between cover and mid off are of more use to the side than
-the most tremendous six. If they see me going in and chucking away my
-wicket in a school match, they'd think me a pretty sort of captain,
-wouldn't they? I've got to set an example of sorts.' And, though the
-captious may maintain that it would have been more to the point if that
-particular sportsman had worried a little less about the example he was
-setting on the cricket field and a little more about the example he was
-setting in the form room and the studies, virtue is virtue wheresoever
-it is found and in whatsoever garb it is adorned. It is a good thing to
-feel that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_180" id="Page_180">[Pg 180]</a></span> an example has to be set and to decide to set it. It is the
-high privilege of service.</p>
-
-<p>There are occasions when the setting of example grows not only irksome,
-but pointless. Throughout one winter my whole dormitory and myself
-subjected ourselves to the miseries of a freezing cold bath because
-neither party had the face to own itself defeated. In the first warm day
-of October the whole house ran cheerily to the shower bath down a long
-passage that faced east and was filled with sunlight. But when the
-November frosts came on, the long run down the passage in bare feet with
-a small towel gathered round our loins became increasingly unattractive.
-By the time we reached the bath we were thoroughly cold and the zinc
-tubs under the cascade of water were not enticing. Each morning fewer
-feet pattered down the passage. But my dormitory maintained its courage.
-As long as I went on having a bath I knew that they would go on having
-one, and as long as they went on having one I knew that I should have to
-also. There were mornings when I longed to say: 'Look here, you fellows,
-you don't want to have a bath. Nor do I. Let's chuck it.' The words were
-sometimes on the tip of my tongue. But just as I was about to utter them
-some one would rise from his bed, reluctantly divest himself of his
-pyjamas, wrap a towel round himself, and run out into the passage. After
-that retreat was hopeless. The thing had to be seen through. Not one of
-us missed his bath throughout the term.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span> It may have been good for us: I
-don't know. Most things that are supposed to be are unpleasant.</p>
-
-<p>As so often happens with preconceived ideas, the only duties of
-prefectship which present any terrors to the imagination of the new boy
-turn out singularly simple. Most boys are self-conscious; they dread a
-silence, they hate being conspicuous. They regard, therefore, the taking
-of hall and the reading of the house list at roll as terrible ordeals.
-They are not so really. One is a little nervous lest the pitch of one's
-voice may sound curious as one shouts out the name of the top boy on the
-list: but it doesn't: not unless one is very odd. And the taking of hall
-is simple, unless one goes down there with an established reputation for
-inefficiency. In such a case the prefect does stand a poor look-out, as
-poor a look-out as the master who has proved himself weak. But such
-reputations are not easily acquired, and the possessors of them are well
-advised to bribe some hardier colleague to take their places. No attempt
-is made to rag the average prefect. He goes down on his first night
-fully prepared to inflict a violent punishment on any harbinger of
-insubordination. He may even carry down with him his swagger stick as a
-cautionary signal. But it is unlikely that he will be called upon to use
-it. The chief embarrassment, indeed, of taking hall is the importunities
-of small boys who come and ask one to help them with their translation.
-One hums and hahs, looks at the notes and the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_182" id="Page_182">[Pg 182]</a></span> vocabulary and discovers
-how extremely hard it is to translate Livy without a crib.</p>
-
-<p>To a great extent the proficiency of the prefectorial system depends on
-the house master. If prefects admire and respect their house master, the
-tone of the house will almost certainly be a good one. If they dislike
-him the tone may very likely be a good one. It is a toss up. Dislike and
-fear often go together. And a prefect who dislikes, and thinks he is
-disliked, by his house master may very well decide out of affronted
-dignity to perform his duties thoroughly. 'The old beast hates me,' he
-says; 'he thinks I'm no good. I'll jolly well show him!' Dislike is, at
-any rate, a positive emotion. It will produce something. Nothing, on the
-other hand, is more fatal than the sort of genial, indifferent
-good-natured friendship that so often exists between a house master and
-his prefects.</p>
-
-<p>In Chowdler, G. F. Bradly has drawn just such a house master. Chowdler
-pretends to be the elder brother: he talks of 'good old Jones' and 'dear
-old Joe.' He has the prefects up in his study for heart to heart manly
-talks. And the prefects listen, agree with what he says, echo, when they
-speak, his own sentiments, and generally hoodwink him. They treat him as
-he treats them. They call him 'good old Chowdler,' and leave it at that.
-When there is a conscientious and an officious head of the house things
-go fairly quietly; when the head of the house is a lazy, sociable
-creature, the house runs itself, and with results that would cause
-little<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span> pleasure were they published to the mandarins of the common
-room. No new house master, Arnold Lunn says, has to face a more
-difficult task than he whose predecessor has earned the reputation of
-being a sport. The house master who always announces to the head boy his
-intention of visiting the studies is popular enough, but he has a rotten
-house.</p>
-
-<p>Yet, however badly the prefectorial system may on occasions work, it is
-impossible to dispense with it. It is not so much the need for a heavy
-hand as the need for a scapegoat. Some one must be responsible to the
-supreme authority for any disturbance that may take place. If a house
-master enters the day room during 'prep.' and finds that an impromptu
-concert is in progress, he knows that it would be impossible for him to
-disentangle the muddled evidence of interested witnesses. He could never
-find out what it was all about, how it started, who started it, what
-happened next. He makes, therefore, one person responsible for the
-maintenance of order in the day room during 'prep.' He puts a house
-prefect there on duty. When, therefore, he interrupts an unseemly brawl,
-he does not concern himself with the incidents of the affair; Brown's
-face may be plastered with red ink, the head of Evans may be slowly
-extricating itself from the wastepaper basket, Ferguson may be
-withdrawing a battered compass from the unprotected quarters of an
-enemy. He does not notice that. He does not punish Brown and Ferguson
-and Evans. He asks the prefect in charge for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> an explanation. If the
-explanation is not satisfactory that prefect is relieved of office. It
-is the knowledge of this fate that inspires the industry of prefects.</p>
-
-<p>This system is the basis for all administration, for the delegation of
-all responsibility. It rarely fails. When I shared a study with another
-prefect we divided eight fags between us. The best of these eight we
-appointed fag-master. 'You will do no fagging yourself, Marston,' we
-told him. 'To each of the other seven fags will be allotted one day of
-the week. You will see that they do their job. If the fire goes out, you
-will be beaten.' During the whole of that winter our fire never went out
-once. It is a regrettable fact, but a true one, that human beings will
-only work under the influence of a bribe, or of a threat. In the wide
-world it is usually a bribe. One may not threaten the foreman of an oil
-works. He has his union behind him. But there are no trade unions for
-fags: a judicious threat works wonders. And, when all other forces
-weaken, the wish to retain office helps the prefect to his task. Were
-there no prefects, no scapegoats, there would be no order. They are the
-exchange of hostages.</p>
-
-<p>Suppose an attempt was made to run a house without them? How long do you
-imagine that it would last? Five days, six days, a week? Yes, perhaps as
-long as that: not longer: certainly I would not give it longer than a
-week. Such an experiment might be tried at the end of a long and
-unsatisfactory term during which several<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span> of the prefects had, at some
-time or another, come into collision with official ruling. And the
-climax might have been reached, shall we say, on the last Tuesday of the
-term, when the head of the house was discovered during 'prep.' playing
-the organ in the big school.</p>
-
-<p>Next day, after lunch, the house would be astonished by the following
-announcement: 'I don't know,' the house master would say, 'whether I
-approve of the prefectorial system or not&mdash;that's neither here nor
-there. At any rate it has not worked well with my present set of
-prefects, and, for the rest of the term I propose to dispense with them.
-I shall occupy during preparation the small study at the end of the
-passage, and the house tutor will supervise preparation in the day room.
-I shall occupy the small single dormitory by the fire escape. That is
-all.' It is possible, is it not, as the sudden resolution of an
-overworked, exasperated man who had not paused to consider the results
-of his decision.</p>
-
-<p>Well, what would happen then? We can guess to a certain extent. It is,
-at least, a subject of interesting speculation. What would happen to a
-house that had no prefects?</p>
-
-<p>For a couple of days all would go smoothly, I imagine. The house would
-behave like a whipped dog. Its tail would be tucked between its legs.
-The prefects would make an ineffectual stand upon their dignity. Then
-the possibilities of the situation would become apparent. Authority
-spreads a veneer over the boisterous spirits<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> of a boy of eighteen. But
-at heart he remains a ragster. In a couple of years' time, as an
-undergraduate or a medical student, he will be destroying furniture and
-organising preposterous bonfires. And, when authority is taken from him,
-he feels once again the old itch to enter the lists, to try one last
-throw with the marshalled forces of officialdom. It may, for instance,
-occur to Morcombe, the head of the house, that, though he has ceased to
-be a house prefect, he remains a school prefect, and that, outside the
-precincts of his house, he is still a force. When, therefore, he sees
-Jones mi. flinging stones against the cloisters, he orders Jones to
-appear before him that evening after roll. It is after roll, during the
-silence of first hall, that punishments are inflicted. And, that night,
-the house master, sitting in his narrow study at the end of the passage,
-will be astonished to hear the silence broken by a series of resounding
-bangs. He hurries down the passage and discovers Jones mi. straightening
-himself beside the water pipes, one hand ruefully stroking his trousers,
-while the head of the house proudly surveying his handiwork, delivers a
-last word of admonishment and taps his cane against his boots.</p>
-
-<p>'But what on earth, Morcombe, is the meaning of this?' says the house
-master.</p>
-
-<p>'I had occasion, sir, to beat a boy.'</p>
-
-<p>'But you've no right to beat a boy. You're not a prefect any longer.'</p>
-
-<p>'I was punishing him, sir, for a school and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> not a house offence. He was
-throwing stones against the cloisters. As a school prefect I felt myself
-bound to take official notice of his action.'</p>
-
-<p>'But you know quite well, Morcombe,' the house master would answer
-hotly, 'that you've no right to do anything of the sort. You are only
-quibbling.'</p>
-
-<p>'Then am I to understand, sir, that I have ceased to be a school
-prefect.'</p>
-
-<p>'You are to understand you have no authority over any one in this
-house.'</p>
-
-<p>'But that will make it difficult for me, sir; if I were to discover a
-boy in this house and a boy in another house smoking on a Sunday
-afternoon, I should be able to order the boy from another house to put
-out his cigarette and return to school at once, but the boy in my own
-house I should have to leave where he was. It would be suggested that I
-was favouring my own house.'</p>
-
-<p>It is unlikely that the house master will have a reply; he will order
-Morcombe to return to his study and to cease being impertinent. It
-depends on the courage of Morcombe and the respect he has for his house
-master whether five minutes later there will be a tap on the door of the
-narrow study at the end of the passage and a quiet voice will ask:
-'Please, sir, I hope you'll excuse my worrying you, but I am not quite
-certain whether you said I was, or was not, a school prefect. You see,
-sir, it's my turn to read the lessons in chapel to-morrow. I wondered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span>
-whether I ought to run round and tell the head master that I am no
-longer privileged to read them.'</p>
-
-<p>There will be several such imbroglios.</p>
-
-<p>Whether or not the term will end without an actual conflagration is
-problematic. On the whole I should say that the chances were even. It is
-the end of the term. Spirits run high, constant supervision is
-impossible. On the last morning but one, for instance, there is no early
-chapel. There is a long lie in bed. The house master will return to his
-own part of the house to shave, bathe himself, and dress. There is no
-one left in the dormitories with any authority. Every one is
-good-tempered and excited with a surplus store of animal spirits. There
-is a lively exchange of compliments which terminate in a pillow being
-flung across the room. There is a moment's nervous hush. The power of
-the prefectorial system dies hard: a week ago such an act would have
-been dealt with instantly and severely. And, even now, a single word
-would be sufficient to restore order.</p>
-
-<p>But the prefect takes no notice. He sees no reason why he should exert
-himself in the interests of one who considers his services to be of no
-further use to him. He feels justifiably aggrieved. The house master
-considers he can run the house himself&mdash;well then, let him run it. He
-has asked for no assistance from his prefects. He can therefore expect
-none. The pillow is returned. It is inaccurately flung, however, and the
-contents of a water jug streams across the floor. Again<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> there is a
-brief embarrassment. But the prefect reassures his dormitory.</p>
-
-<p>'My dear fellows, don't worry about me,' he says, 'I have no authority
-over you. There is no need for you to take the slightest notice of
-anything I say or do. Indeed I'm not at all certain that I shan't take a
-hand in it. Ferrers, you brute, take that.'</p>
-
-<p>And with the sudden flick of the forearm that in the cricket field had
-proved so disastrous to the batsman who had risked a short run to cover,
-the unerring discharge of a pillow has prostrated the startled Ferrers.
-From that moment mischief is afoot. It takes what course it will. And
-that course will probably involve the overturning of a good many jugs,
-the stripping of innumerable beds, the splitting of several pillows. In
-a brief while the air will be filled with feathers, the floor with
-mattresses and soaking sheets. And when, an hour later, the house master
-is summoned by an indignant matron to view the battlefield, who will be
-held responsible? To whose account is he to debit the broken jugs and
-the torn pillows? Whom can he deprive of office? He will, no doubt,
-collect the house in his study; every one will spend the last day
-inscribing a georgic or an eclogue. But the house will feel that it has
-triumphed. What, after all, can the house master say? If he begins to
-criticise Morcombe the reply is obvious.</p>
-
-<p>'But I tried to stop it, sir, I did my best. But they wouldn't take any
-notice of me, sir. I had no authority over them.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span></p><p>If the house master is wise he will say as little as possible. He will
-announce the punishment, and the next term place more trust in his
-prefects. However bad an individual set of prefects may be, without them
-things would be a good deal worse.</p>
-
-<p>S. P. B. Mais in his first, and perhaps best, book dealing with Public
-Schools, devoted a chapter to the various types of prefects, the effect
-that office had on each type, and the use each type made of its
-privileges. He maintained that certain types were unfitted for
-authority, and that no boy who had not a view of life that passed beyond
-the limits of school should be given such authority. That is no doubt
-the ideal, but it is impracticable. A house master has to make the most
-of the material at his disposal: if he is dissatisfied he must blame
-himself. He has had his five years in which to fashion the malleable
-substance to his fancy. If a boy is high in form and a school colour and
-has been several years in the house, it is impossible to pass him over
-in favour of a junior boy who is lower in form and a less successful
-athlete. Prefectship has to go by seniority. The moment it was felt that
-office went to the boys in whom the house master happened to have most
-faith, the word 'favouritism' would be run like a corroding poison
-through the system of the house. The favourite would be universally
-distrusted and disliked. A certain class of boy would develop the
-'conspiracy complex' that every hand was against him, and, in time, he
-would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_191" id="Page_191">[Pg 191]</a></span> become what he imagined others took him for.</p>
-
-<p>Such a system would encourage endless sycophancy. If the house master
-were married, his wife would play too large a part in the politics of
-his house. There would be those who would not hesitate to ingratiate
-themselves with her in the hope that at the critical moment her
-influence might turn the scales in their favour.</p>
-
-<p>When a boy whom his house master dislikes reaches the point where, in
-course of seniority he would have to be made a prefect, the house master
-has only two courses open: either he must make the boy a prefect, or he
-must write to the father saying, though he has nothing definite against
-his son, he does not feel that he is the sort of boy who ought to be
-made a prefect, and he must ask the father, therefore, to remove his son
-from the school at the end of the summer.</p>
-
-<p>He can do nothing else. He cannot keep on a boy whose claims he has
-passed over deliberately and without cause. What house master, on the
-other hand, is going to write such a letter to a parent. The parent is
-bound to object. He will appeal to the head master.</p>
-
-<p>'You have nothing against my son,' he will say. 'During the four years
-he has been at school he has never been in any serious trouble. He has
-worked hard and he has played hard. I have always regarded prefectship
-as the crown of a public school education. I sent my son to you rather
-than to some other educational establishment because I wished him to
-have the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_192" id="Page_192">[Pg 192]</a></span> invaluable experience of being a prefect in a Public School.
-And now, at the end, when he has reached this position, you say, without
-giving any reason, that he is not a fit person to occupy it. It is
-scandalous.'</p>
-
-<p>And even were the head master to endorse his subaltern's verdict, were
-he to say: 'That is all very true, Mr Evans, but a house master is the
-best judge of the type of boy that he wants to have as a prefect. I am
-very sorry, but we must abide by his decision,' the reputation of the
-school would suffer.</p>
-
-<p>Old boys would discuss the verdict in their clubs.</p>
-
-<p>'That's no school for my son,' they would say. 'Prefectship depends on
-the caprice of a house master. And, if by the time one gets high in the
-house, one's told one's got to go&mdash;why, if that had happened in my case
-I know I'd never have become captain of the Eleven. My house master
-would have got rid of me long before I had got my colours.'</p>
-
-<p>Gray heads would shake seriously over the port; the numbers of the
-school would sink. Seniority may, now and again, bring most unsuitable
-persons to authority, but it is a far more satisfactory system than any
-that would be based on the choice and dislike of one person.</p>
-
-<p>Certainly many unlikely people reach the high-backed chair of the Sixth
-Form table. And a house master must often wonder how will taste the
-strange stew that is simmering&mdash;a compound of so many unknown
-ingredients.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_193" id="Page_193">[Pg 193]</a></span> In spite of experience, he is always guessing. But the
-changes are less considerable than might be expected, or it would be
-truer to say, perhaps, that the changes follow a more or less ordinary
-course.</p>
-
-<p>A boy's attitude on reaching office is ordered by what he has read and
-by example. The ragster usually becomes a martinet. He has read of the
-reformation of Prince Hal; the epigram about Kildare ruling all Ireland
-is the one piece of Elizabethan history that his memory has retained.
-How nice he feels it will be to surprise every one. What a shock it will
-be to his old companions. Every one must have said of him: 'Oh, Park'll
-be all right. He's such a ragster himself, he's sure to go pretty easy!'
-In his first week, therefore, he canes a quite senior boy for playing
-the piano too loudly in the changing room. He becomes in a short while
-extremely unpopular and a general terror. If on the start of the school
-year one were asked to tell which of the new prefects one would be best
-advised to avoid, one would almost certainly place one's finger on the
-boy who had been most frequently in trouble during the previous term.</p>
-
-<p>There is no sign, however, by which we can detect the officious type of
-prefect who speaks solemnly of his responsibilities and makes life
-extremely unpleasant for his house and for his old companions. It is
-impossible to tell on whom this germ is going to settle. It need not be
-the reformed rake: perhaps because rakes reform so seldom. It is not
-necessarily the religious boy,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_194" id="Page_194">[Pg 194]</a></span> or the intellectual boy. But on some one
-that germ is sure to settle, and it is of all the germs the most
-annoying.</p>
-
-<p>There is nothing more exasperating than the officious prefect. On the
-third evening of the term he walks into the study of a former associate,
-looks confoundedly uncomfortable, seats himself on the table, and then,
-after a moment's embarrassed silence, permits his features to assume an
-expression of austere dignity, and says:&mdash;</p>
-
-<p>'Jones, you confided in me two terms ago a little secret, you'll
-remember what it was. Well, I feel that it is my unpleasant duty, now
-that I am a prefect, to report this matter to the head of the house. He
-will take what action he thinks fit.'</p>
-
-<p>Jones sits back in his chair, a look of horrified disgust upon his face.</p>
-
-<p>'But, my dear fellow,' he says, 'you couldn't possibly&mdash;I mean I told
-you that in confidence. You couldn't be such a sneak!'</p>
-
-<p>The prefect would shake his head.</p>
-
-<p>'You do not understand. It is not sneaking. You would not call it
-sneaking on the part of a policeman if he arrested an old friend whom he
-found breaking into a house. This is an official duty that has nothing
-to do with our personal relationship.'</p>
-
-<p>Jones is tempted to say that in another minute personal relationships
-will have a good deal to do with the matter, but he appreciates the
-necessity for tact. He talks, he argues, he cajoles; his patience is
-tried to the last degree. It is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_195" id="Page_195">[Pg 195]</a></span> difficult to discuss a matter on
-grounds of personal and practical expediency when the other party
-refuses to desert the platform of high morality. In the end probably
-Jones is promised silence in return for reformation, and, as the door
-closes behind his old friend, he murmurs: 'Put not your trust in
-princes.'</p>
-
-<p>The officious prefect is not content with the exposure of confidences
-received during his period of probation, he endeavours to unearth
-present scandals, and this is a point on which popular opinion is very
-strong. The moral tone of the house is not considered to be the concern
-of the house prefect. That is the province of the house master and the
-head boy.</p>
-
-<p>The position of the head boy is a little difficult to define. He is the
-intermediary between mortality and Olympus. He is supposed to be above
-suspicion. He is the only person who is allowed to do anything out of 'a
-sense of duty.' If a house prefect interferes in the private affairs of
-another, an ulterior motive is always suggested, and the suggestion is
-probably justified. Whether or not a head boy is justified in unearthing
-scandal is an open point. There are those who will maintain that he
-should only take notice of what actually hits him in the face. The
-reason being that what hits the head of the house in the face will,
-sooner or later, inflict a similar shock to the physiognomy of the house
-master. And this should be avoided. In the first place, the house master
-will lose his high opinion of his head boy; in the second, a scandal
-that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_196" id="Page_196">[Pg 196]</a></span> might have been prevented will reach official notice.</p>
-
-<p>Indeed, there are not a few who will go so far as to assert that the
-function of a head boy is that of the taster, the impersonal critic who
-says: 'No, that is going too far.' He is the aeroplane photograph of a
-strategic position, that shows what gun emplacements are obvious and
-which are not. And, according to this line of argument, head boys should
-only concern themselves with the obvious; what was not apparent to them
-would certainly not be apparent to a house master; there is no need for
-them to play at Sherlock Holmes.</p>
-
-<p>But this is a point on which the vote has not been taken. There are
-several schools of thought: all schools of thought are, however, joined
-in the denial of the right of the head boy to report to the house master
-anything save a case of insubordination or disloyalty on the part of a
-brother prefect. A head boy, it is felt, should be able to deal with the
-discipline and conduct of the house himself. To report is to confess a
-failure.</p>
-
-<p>To the house prefect no such fine shades of motive are ascribed. He is
-not considered to be above suspicion, and he is allowed to indulge
-certain corresponding weaknesses. His business is to see that order is
-kept; the new prefect forms numberless resolutions. He is acutely
-conscious of his dignity, his bearing partakes of the solemnity of
-Malvolio. He wonders whether he ought to remain on terms of such<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_197" id="Page_197">[Pg 197]</a></span> easy
-familiarity with certain rowdy elements in the house. A prefect should
-not have too many friends. He should be the calm, implacable judge,
-impersonal, impartial, with bandaged eyes. He is very haughty for a day
-or two. But within a fortnight he has recovered. He becomes sociable
-once more. He walks down to the field with his old friends. He does not
-wonder whether it is wise or unwise to exchange confidences with those
-whose conduct one day he may be forced to view with official
-disapproval. He takes notice of, and deals with, only those problems
-that crop up from time to time. He acquires a wholesome tolerance of
-other people's business, a tolerance that slips over the border of
-indifference, but remains an admirable social lubricant.</p>
-
-<p>It is this indifference, this refusal to be upset about trivial matters
-that can be left to adjust themselves, that is the secret of the success
-of British administration. Other nations and classes do not seem to
-possess it. The artisan when put in a position of authority bothers
-about the unimportant, he gives himself no peace, and he gives those
-under him no peace. There is constant friction. Troops almost invariably
-prefer to be under the command of public school men rather than of 'rankers.'</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_198" id="Page_198">[Pg 198]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER X</span> <span class="smaller">THE LAST TERM</span></h2>
-
-<p>The last year, and especially the last term, is popularly supposed to be
-the happiest of a public school career. And it is possible that this may
-be so in the case of an industrious, worthy, but not particularly
-brilliant fellow who reaches in his last year the privileges of house
-prefectship, the immunities of the Lower Sixth and the social hall-mark
-of a second fifteen cap. At last, after a struggle of five years, he has
-extricated himself from the rut.</p>
-
-<p>For the 'blood,' however, for the double first who has stayed on an
-extra year to be captain of the Eleven, these last terms are a
-disappointment. He has reached the limits of ambition. For a while he is
-attracted by the charm of his new offices, but he can discern beyond
-them no fresh fields to conquer. He is embarrassed by the finality of
-his position. He cannot value what he possesses. He wonders what is
-coming next. He scores tries in school matches, he makes centuries on
-the upper, but he had already done that before. 'The doing savours of
-disrelish.' He is expected to score tries and make centuries. The cheer
-that greets him as he grounds the ball between the posts has not the
-surprised enthusiasm that rippled down the touchline two years<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_199" id="Page_199">[Pg 199]</a></span> ago when
-he amazed every one by giving two consecutive dummies and beating the
-whole defence. He is expected to do well, and when he is a little below
-his form, there is a feeling that he has lost the school the match.</p>
-
-<p>Interest is focussed on the performance of the new men. A century by
-Shepherd causes more excitement than a century by Hobbs. Hobbs is
-established. The world has formed its estimate of his qualities. There
-is little new to be said about him. He belongs to the present and the
-past. Shepherd belongs to the future. He is a subject of speculation.</p>
-
-<p>And so the double first at the end of the match hears far less talk of
-his own performances than he did a year earlier. He is taken for
-granted. It is all: 'What a beautiful drop that was of Smith's, he'll be
-a fine player in two years' time.' He would not analyse his discontent.
-But it is there the whole time. There is no longer a life of marked
-stages in front of him. He can peer now over the wall of school. He is
-worried, too, by the increasingly acute demands of his physical nature,
-by the restraints that are imposed on it. Very often a quite popular boy
-makes himself generally disliked during his last year on account of this
-irritation that expresses itself in bad temper, jealousy, and outbursts
-of unreasoning vindictiveness.</p>
-
-<p>The last term is especially difficult. A boy finds himself freed from
-the conditions that had for the five previous years directed his
-conduct. He had always thought of 'next term.' Now<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_200" id="Page_200">[Pg 200]</a></span> he realises suddenly
-that there is going to be no next term. He is no longer leading the
-normal life of his companions. On all sides of him preparations are
-being made for the future. Jones has decided to share the games study
-with Evans instead of Smith. Plans are being made for the arrangement of
-the dormitories. Ambitions are carefully tended, careers are nursed. So
-and so is worried because some one else has got his firsts before him.
-Dunston is distressed because he has been caught cribbing: 'There goes
-my chance of house prefectship.' And the boy who is about to leave
-slowly realises that these considerations have no longer any meaning for
-him.</p>
-
-<p>If he is caught cribbing he is concerned only with his immediate
-punishment. If some one gets his colours before him it does not matter.
-He has done with the troubles of seniority. The old life is falling from
-him. He is perplexed, not seeing clearly what lies in front of him. Six
-years seemed such a long time. He had not paused to wonder what lay
-beyond them. He had come to regard that last Sunday in the school chapel
-as a final stage. School stories always ended there: in the same way
-that romances always closed on marriage, or on death. And, though now he
-would be no doubt ready to admit that a man's life did not end at the
-altar, and might even be prepared to consider the possibility of an
-existence beyond the grave, he had not considered such speculation
-profitable or entertaining.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_201" id="Page_201">[Pg 201]</a></span></p><p>And, in the same way that at a later point of his career he will awake
-with a start six months after marriage and ask himself whether it is all
-over: 'Heavens!' he will say, 'I can't be finished with; what's going to
-happen now?' So, during his last term, he discovers that this stage has
-not the finality he had supposed. Something has got to happen next.
-School life was, after all, no more than a prelude. He had valued too
-highly the enticing emoluments it had to offer. And he does not see what
-new prizes life will hold for him.</p>
-
-<p>If he is going to Oxford he may toy with the prospect of athletic
-honours. But unless he is particularly gifted, or particularly
-conceited, he will appreciate the vast degree of specialised rivalry to
-which he will be subjected. If he is going into business he will
-envisage, perhaps, the days of affluence and power, of private
-secretaries and private telephones; but all that is a very long way off.
-There is no immediate focus for his ambition. There is no particular
-reason why he should not, if he wishes, make as big a nuisance of
-himself as his fancy pleases. He is passing from one phase of discipline
-to another; and because the nature of neither is definite, he considers
-himself free. A last term is often indeterminate and ineffectual.</p>
-
-<p>Now if the discovery that school life is only a prelude is made by an
-unimaginative athlete during these last weeks, we can confidently assume
-that it will be made a good deal sooner<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_202" id="Page_202">[Pg 202]</a></span> by a boy of originality and
-independence, especially by one who has not entered with any great zest
-into the conflict of athletic distinction, and has, therefore, been in a
-sense above the battle. He realises a good year and a half before he has
-to leave that life in its fullest is to be encountered beyond the limits
-of a cloistered world. The discovery does not contribute to his content.
-He knows that if he wishes to win a scholarship he will have to stay on
-his full time, and he feels that he is marking time, that he is sitting
-in the stalls of a theatre waiting for the curtain to go up. Now that is
-a most unsatisfactory position to be in. In the theatre we kick our
-heels, read our programmes, turn round to see if we can recognise a
-friend, speculate on the possibility of innocence in the lady who is
-sitting in the front row of the dress circle. One does anything to make
-the quarter of an hour pass quickly. The imaginative schoolboy behaves
-in a similar fashion. He frets and grows impatient. He assumes an
-intellectual snobbery. He despises the majority of his companions and
-labels them as Philistines. He disparages the values of athletics and
-exalts in essays and in the debating society the literary standards of
-the nineties.</p>
-
-<p>It is possible that on Saturday evening he will leave a carnation
-standing in green ink in the hope of emulating his divinities. He is
-encouraged in his rebellion by the indignant astonishment of the master,
-who refuses to regard his outburst as a very natural and, on the whole,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_203" id="Page_203">[Pg 203]</a></span>
-harmless pose. He is lectured severely on the dignity of his position.
-He replies in a cryptic epigram. He even criticises the public school
-system&mdash;an unforgivable offence. Being unacquainted with the ways of
-systems, and feeling that his personal liberty is curtailed, he
-considers that for this curtailment the public school system is solely
-and peculiarly responsible. He will not allow that all systems oppress
-the individual, that systems are made for the service of the many, and
-that it is for the individualist to decide whether the privileges he
-will receive by consenting to remain with the mass compensate for the
-unpleasant restrictions that are placed on the free play of his
-personality. It is, after all, the first system with which he has
-contracted an intimate relationship, and in the same way that a
-monogamist considers his wife worse than anybody else's, the schoolboy
-delights, in spite of a deep affection for his own school, in hurling at
-the public school system all manner of accusations, in which the word
-sausage machine is not infrequently repeated.</p>
-
-<p>There are such boys in every school. Age is an arbitrary definition of
-development. Many boys reach the age of seventeen, and stay there for
-the rest of their lives; others are twenty-five years old before they
-have done with their teens. When a boy is tired of school he has
-outgrown school. And there is only one sure remedy&mdash;to take him away.</p>
-
-<p>But there are the claims of a university career; there is the parent's
-natural wish that his<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_204" id="Page_204">[Pg 204]</a></span> son should gain a scholarship; it is often
-impracticable for the boy to leave: in such circumstances we can only
-recommend on the part of the masters a general leniency. Such outbursts
-should not be taken seriously. The school, as a whole, is not concerned
-with the unusual behaviour of those who, by the possession of brains,
-are already considered slightly abnormal. And the jester who is
-disregarded may well become a monk. If, however, a boy feels that notice
-is being taken of him, he allows his flattered vanity to dictate to him.
-He cultivates his pose; he wonders how best he may shock the
-mid-Victorianism of the common room, and there is the danger that the
-pose may, in the course of time, become part of his intellectual
-equipment.</p>
-
-<p>Sermons and addresses inform us that in the last term is to be found the
-significance of school life. But, as I have previously tried to show,
-the last term is no more significant than the first. The new boy is
-outside school, pausing on the fringe, his eyes full of a sheltered
-curiosity. The boy who is about to leave is equally outside school; he
-looks backwards and he looks forwards; the continuity of his life is
-about to be broken; its rhythm is temporarily suspended. He is no longer
-leading the same life as his companions. And it is vain to compare the
-new boy with the boy that is about to leave, and by analysing and
-examining the change that there is between them to arrive at the meaning
-of school life.</p>
-
-<p>They are two entirely different people. One<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_205" id="Page_205">[Pg 205]</a></span> is a child; the other is a
-man. The change that must necessarily have taken place during this
-passage is so considerable that it is impossible to say how much of it
-is due to environment and how much to physical growth. You might send a
-man of thirty to Timbuctoo, recall him at the end of four years, and,
-examining the change in him apprehend the significance of Timbuctoo
-society. He went a man and he returned a man. What change there was in
-him could be attributed directly to the wholesome, or unwholesome,
-atmosphere of Timbuctoo.</p>
-
-<p>You cannot follow this line of reasoning with a public school boy. A
-parent cannot say: 'Six years ago I sent you a young, innocent boy,
-industrious, honest, truthful. You have returned to me a young man who
-knows more than I consider it proper that he should know, whose sole
-object appears to be to extract from life as much pleasure as is
-commensurate with a minimum of work, a young man, moreover, who
-considers that a lie told to an official is not a lie. Look what you
-have done!' But that is not a fair attitude. Anyhow, during those six
-years, a boy must to a certain extent have lost his innocence; most
-young men of nineteen place the claims of personal indulgence before
-those of work. Most young men look on life as a game that is played
-between themselves and a perfectly ridiculous antiquated body which is
-called 'government,' and whom it is permissible to hoodwink, misinform,
-or otherwise deceive whenever the opportunity is presented.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_206" id="Page_206">[Pg 206]</a></span> The
-corroding forces of knowledge must make themselves felt during those six
-years. It is unreasonable and absurd to attribute their effects solely
-to the public school system.</p>
-
-<p>One can, however, by examining the mental state of a boy a week after he
-has left school, form some estimate of what he has learnt at such
-considerable expense to his parents.</p>
-
-<p>In the first place, he has acquired an extremely valuable social
-technique. A public school education is a passport. Its assailants would
-describe it as the membership of a select trades union. An old public
-school boy can enter a new mess without feeling any great embarrassment.
-He knows how to comport himself in the more superficial of the
-situations in which he will from time to time discover himself. All of
-which is distinctly valuable.</p>
-
-<p>He has also learnt to understand the type of man with whom he will have
-most dealing. He is admitted, that is to say, to terms of good
-fellowship with a very large number of persons. He will be treated by
-them as a decent chap till he proves himself otherwise. He will have
-enough in common with them to be able to bridge superficially the
-uncertain moments that precede friendship. If he were introduced to a
-man at his club, he would have no difficulty in finding a congenial
-topic of conversation, during which conversation he would be able to
-decide whether or not the man to whom he had been introduced was likely
-to prove a sympathetic companion.</p>
-
-<p>He would have learnt, through the exercise of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_207" id="Page_207">[Pg 207]</a></span> these qualities in a
-communal life, patience and tolerance of a certain kind. A tolerance,
-that is to say, that might condemn a man on the cut of his coat, the
-colour of his ties, or the use of an incorrect idiom, but would allow
-each man to lead his own private life provided he wore the conventional
-uniform. Such a tolerance may be described as snobbish and narrow, but
-is an admirable social lubricant. An old public school boy would be
-unlikely, for instance, to cause trouble to a mess or company or cricket
-club by injudicious interference. He will have learnt that it is not
-easy for an assorted collection of men to live together without
-occasionally getting on each other's nerves, and he will have learnt, in
-consequence, the value of tact and compromise.</p>
-
-<p>He will also have learnt a version of his duty towards his neighbours.
-He would not tell a lie to a friend unless it was absolutely necessary,
-and he would never let a friend down. He has the sense of loyalty
-developed to a high degree. All of which goes down on the credit side of
-the ledger. On the debit side, however, there are enough entries to make
-the cashier wonder whether, or no, the account is overdrawn.</p>
-
-<p>It is amazing how little knowledge the average public school boy has
-managed to acquire. He has rushed from one class room to another,
-learning French for one hour, and history for another, and science for a
-third. He has worked at each of these subjects spasmodically according
-to the particular form and set in which he has happened at the time to
-find himself. For a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_208" id="Page_208">[Pg 208]</a></span> whole year on end he may have neglected French
-because he was under a lazy master. Then, at the end of the year, on
-finding himself in a higher and more strenuous form, he may have made
-feverish efforts for a couple of terms, to the detriment of his
-mathematics and history, with the result that there is an enormous gap
-in his knowledge. Whole periods of history are a blank to him. He has
-acquired a certain quantity of uncorrelated information. Within a few
-years what little connection there was between the appreciation of these
-isolated facts will have slipped away. There will remain a few phrases,
-a few catchwords, a few dates&mdash;an admirable framework indeed for social,
-moral, and political prejudice.</p>
-
-<p>The average public school boy knows, I imagine, a great deal less than
-the continental school product. Not only has he learnt little, but he
-has not been encouraged to use his brains. He does not, indeed, regard
-his brain as a possession to be valued highly and carefully trained. He
-will get out of bed five minutes earlier than he need do in the morning
-to wave his legs about his head and do exercises with his arms that will
-improve his physical condition, but he would never think of learning a
-dozen lines of English verse to improve his memory. No one ever appears
-to have impressed on him the fact that at thirty-five he will have to
-abandon football; that, by the time he is fifty, he will be bowling very
-slow stuff indeed, and will be grateful to the opposing captain who
-offers him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_209" id="Page_209">[Pg 209]</a></span> a runner. Yet, at sixty, his brain will, if properly cared
-for, be as powerful as it has ever been.</p>
-
-<p>Now I do not want to suggest that boys should devote their whole spare
-time to the reading of poetry; literature is only a part of life; but I
-do maintain that every public school boy should take some part in the
-intellectual life of the world, that he should be able to discover as
-much interest in his mind as in his body. At present he does not. He has
-very little inner life. He depends far too much on outside interests, on
-games during the term, and theatres during the holidays. If he has to
-rely on his own devices, he is woefully deficient.</p>
-
-<p>This fact was brought home to me vividly by my experience as a prisoner
-of war in Germany. The average officer had no resources of his own; he
-could draw no sustenance from the contemplative side of life. He mooned
-round the square, wondering how soon he could decently set about his
-next meal, longing sadly for the lights of Piccadilly. In the evenings,
-when he had to return to his room, he spent the three or four hours
-before lights were extinguished engraving rather aimless pictures on the
-lids of cigar boxes. It was a pathetic sight to see a man of
-twenty-eight, in the prime of life, sitting down night after night to
-fiddle about with a knife, a piece of wood, and a box of paints. He
-derived no pleasure from it. It was a narcotic. As long as his hands
-were employed his brain could go to sleep, and he needed to contemplate
-no longer the tedious procession of days that lay before<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_210" id="Page_210">[Pg 210]</a></span> him. Every man
-should have sufficient part in the intellectual interests of life to be
-able to keep his intelligence active for eight months in surroundings
-that provide no physical outlets.</p>
-
-<p>The public school boy has derived little satisfaction from his work. He
-has laboured spasmodically with expediency as the goal. Promotion has
-promised certain attendant privileges, and the historical Sixth lies,
-calm and pleasant, like a lake in the desert.</p>
-
-<p>There is to be found a rest 'for all who come.' It is a sure port after
-the shipwrecks of the fourths and fifths. The traveller need work no
-more; he has laboured faithfully, let him enter into the joy of his
-lord. He returns one holidays having gained his second eleven colours.
-Paternal pride is flattered, and the spirit of welcome is only partially
-relaxed by the accompanying report. About a week later the following
-conversation takes place over a glass of port.</p>
-
-<blockquote><p><i>Son</i>: I say, father, don't you think all these classics are rather
-a waste of time?</p>
-
-<p><i>Father</i>: Well, I don't know, my boy. I did them myself, you know.</p>
-
-<p><i>Son</i>: Of course, father, of course; but things were a bit
-different then, and besides you were so much better at them than I
-am.</p>
-
-<p><i>Father</i>: Oh, well, if you put it like that, my boy, well,
-perhaps&mdash;&mdash;</p>
-
-<p><i>Son</i>: You see, father, I thought it would be rather a good idea
-for me to read history.</p>
-
-<p><i>Father</i>: History, my boy, whatever for?</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_211" id="Page_211">[Pg 211]</a></span></p><p><i>Son</i>: Well, I was thinking of taking up politics, father, and
-anyway, history scholarships are awfully easy to get. That ass,
-Kenneth, got one&mdash;you know, the fellow in the School House with the
-yellow hair. If you'd just drop a line to Chief, father, I'm sure
-he would be only too glad....</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>One more pilgrim has arrived at Mecca.</p>
-
-<p>The higher up the school one goes, the less work one does. After a few
-terms the habit of work is lost, and the only real diligence is
-displayed by that melancholy type of scholar who is trained like a pet
-Pomeranian.</p>
-
-<p>This is not an ideal apprenticeship for life. It starts a boy with an
-entirely false idea of the position that his work should occupy in his
-life. I do not wish to seem parsonic, but, if the experience of
-practically every big man that has ever lived means anything to us, we
-do know that a man's happiness, or unhappiness, depends in the main on
-whether his employment is congenial to him. Work is the finest antidote
-to boredom. And a public school boy has not realised this by the time he
-is on the threshold of his career. He does not consider that the choice
-of his career should be the expression of his temperament. He drifts
-into the most accessibly remunerative job. He brings to it no
-enthusiasm.</p>
-
-<p>The trouble is that school life lasts too long and is far too jolly. Six
-years is a long time. A boy of thirteen can hardly be expected to
-realise<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_212" id="Page_212">[Pg 212]</a></span> that it is only a prelude. The years pass so happily, the
-pursuit of ambition is so engrossing that he has no time to consider
-whether the prizes he is winning have any lasting value. As the new boy
-he longs to be captain of the school: and, having set himself a task, he
-does not shrink from the contest. School life is so vast, so varied, so
-many-coloured that it would be difficult for a boy to relinquish his
-hold upon the ambition that lies close to him in favour of the shadowy
-ambitions of the life that lies beyond it. School life is too big a
-pedestal for the statue that is to be placed on it. It dwarfs what it
-should present. The boy finds on leaving school that an entirely
-different technique is required. It is not that the standards are
-changed, but the whole manner of life is altered.</p>
-
-<p>His school career was divided neatly into stages. He could at any moment
-consult a house list and see how he was progressing on the road to
-authority. At such a period he should have reached the Fifth table. If
-he were one day to get into the Fifteen, he should by his sixteenth
-birthday have got his house cap. Everything was mapped out. The rungs of
-the ladder were labelled. Colt's Cap, House Cap, Seconds, Firsts, Fourth
-Form, Fifth Form, Sixth.</p>
-
-<p>In business he finds no such ladder. His abilities are placed upon the
-open market. He is fighting an intangible foe. He has to come to terms
-with himself. He feels that he is driving into the void. He also finds
-that he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_213" id="Page_213">[Pg 213]</a></span> has to rearrange his scale of values. Athletic distinction is
-not greatly prized in Wall Street, and the young man who, when asked to
-present his qualifications, remarks that his batting average was over
-thirty, without a single not-out score to help it, is likely to receive
-a rude shock. I spent a few months before I went to Sandhurst in the
-Inns of Court O.T.C. (a corps that had, by that time, ceased to be
-composed of ex-public school men), and it was a blow to discover that
-the fact that I had been in my school eleven and fifteen made not the
-slightest impression on any of the N.C.O.'s.</p>
-
-<p>It may be that a readjustment of one's standards is a healthy
-experience. But that is hardly the attitude that officials could safely
-adopt. The public school system is supposed to produce trained citizens,
-who are in harmony with their environment. And that is exactly what the
-public school boy is not. He tries to tackle life with the scale of
-values that he learnt to apprehend at school. And it is not an easy
-task. Some, indeed, never accomplish it. They never readjust themselves.
-They surround themselves with old friends, revisit their old schools,
-endeavour to recapture the old atmosphere. They regret vaguely that
-something has passed. Like Jurgen, they return in quest of their youth,
-but the distorted shadow of Sereda prevents them from entering
-completely their former selves. In <i>The Harrovians</i> Arnold Lunn makes
-two of his characters discuss this question.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_214" id="Page_214">[Pg 214]</a></span></p><p>'There's West, for example,' Peter said, 'he'll never be such a blood
-again. He hasn't any brains. He couldn't even struggle into the Upper
-School, but he's a mighty man here. Rather a pity, I think, that life
-should reach its highest point at nineteen. This ought only to be a beginning.'</p>
-
-<p>That states the case.</p>
-
-<hr /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_215" id="Page_215">[Pg 215]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER XI</span> <span class="smaller">THE OLD BOY AS SCHOOLMASTER AND PARENT</span></h2>
-
-<p>Fears for the future and regrets for the past are alike forgotten during
-the last week. There are sad moments, but, as Arnold Lunn remarked,
-'there is a world of difference between the pleasant sorrow of sentiment
-and the more real depression that coincides with an overdraft at the
-bank.' The last week is passed in a mood that I once heard described as
-'happy-sad.' On the last Sunday in chapel the boy who is leaving
-endeavours to summon the appropriate emotion. He knows how he ought to
-feel. He has been instructed by so many stories. He is, in a way, an
-actor in a drama. He knows that the fag on the other side of the aisle
-is looking at him, is saying to himself: 'This is Jones's last chapel.
-What is he feeling?' And, like an actor, Jones does not want to
-disappoint his audience. He feels as he should feel. There is a lump at
-the back of his throat. But, on the whole, leaving is an exciting
-experience.</p>
-
-<p>There is the auction of study furniture, when pictures that cost five
-shillings when they were new, fetch seven and six in their fourth year
-of service. There are the calls to be paid to masters, the 'good-byes'
-and 'good lucks.'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_216" id="Page_216">[Pg 216]</a></span> It is the abdication of office when one is at the
-height of one's authority. It is a fine gesture that 'immeasurable
-power, unsated to resign,' to be able to step straight out from the
-lighted room, before the corroding forces of change have begun to work,
-and before habit has dulled applause. The exit is made at exactly the
-right moment. The curtain falls on a dramatic climax. And how rarely
-that happens.</p>
-
-<p>In a temper of wistful sentimentality and self-satisfaction, arrayed in
-the colours of the old boys' society, the ex-public school boy leans out
-of the carriage window, waves good-bye to the friends who are catching a
-later train, makes and extracts promises to write, and watches as the
-train moves out of the station the familiar landmarks slip one by one
-behind him.</p>
-
-<p>A sentimental, that is to say, a superficial emotion passes quickly. And
-it depends on the kind of life which awaits a boy, whether or not this
-sentimental regret will be followed by an acute sense of loss.</p>
-
-<p>If he is going up to the university or to some remunerative and
-interesting employment, it is probable that he will forget school
-altogether in the fascination of a new life. If, however, he is destined
-for some dull unromantic post in the city, the thought of school will
-for a long time wake in him a deep, hopeless nostalgia. He will bring no
-enthusiasm to his work, and, as he sits at his high desk, balancing
-ledgers, computing insurance policies, adjusting income-tax returns, he
-will compare the monotony of his routine<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_217" id="Page_217">[Pg 217]</a></span> with the coloured movement and
-variety of school. As he walks to his office he will remind himself that
-at this moment the morning chapel is just ending. The school will be
-pouring across the courts. If he were there he would be walking arm in
-arm with some friend of his to the class-room, stopping on the way some
-intelligent friend to demand the elucidation of certain tiresome
-theorems. As he returns to the office after lunch he will say to
-himself: 'If I were there now I should be changing for football. I
-should have before me the prospect of a hard game and a bath afterwards,
-and a long, lazy evening in front of the games study fire.' And, at the
-end of the day, on his return to his home or diggings, he is lonely with
-the recollection of how often at such a time he has sat in the
-class-room waiting impatiently for the clock to strike, waiting for the
-moment of freedom when he can gather his books under his arm and rush
-back to the house to tea, to the four delightful hours of friendship and
-discussion that lie in that enchanted period between lock-up and lights
-out. School life never means so much to a boy as it does during his few
-months after he has left it. For he sees it transfigured in his
-imagination; he remembers nothing of the tiresome demands of routine,
-nothing of the friction between boys and masters, nothing of the long
-boring hours in form when he watched the patch of sunlight drift across
-the wall, nothing of the anxieties, the annoyances, the restrictions of
-a cloistered life. He sees it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_218" id="Page_218">[Pg 218]</a></span> purged of the accidental, a city of his
-own fashioning.</p>
-
-<p>It does not last, of course, this intense nostalgia. No young man can
-live for very long in the past. New interests come to him, he finds new
-fields for his ambition. He makes friends in his office. He joins a
-tennis club, he takes dancing lessons. He sets out in search of life. He
-ceases, at every vacant moment of the day, to compute what he would be
-doing were he at school instead of at an office. He thinks of the
-innings he intends to play next Saturday: his eyes pick out on the
-carpet an imaginary spot ten feet away from him, and he considers what
-shot he would play to a ball that pitched on it; he also perhaps wonders
-what exactly that charming lady with whom he had danced the night
-before, had meant when she had said, with a peculiar inflection in her
-voice: 'You're growing up.'</p>
-
-<p>His correspondence with his old friends becomes spasmodic. He no longer
-writes to his house master once a month. The arrival of a letter with
-the school crest on it ceases to excite him as it did. The school
-magazine becomes full of names that are meaningless to him. He notes
-with disgust that Baxter, in his day a miserable little squirt, has got
-into the Eleven; and that that goggle-eyed ass, Barton, is head of the
-school. He asks himself at Christmas whether it is worth his while to
-renew his subscription, and decides that it is not. From time to time he
-reads in <i>The Sportsman</i> of the feats of his school Fifteen, and
-remarks<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_219" id="Page_219">[Pg 219]</a></span> without enthusiasm that 'Fernhurst must be pretty strong this
-year.' His school life has dropped from him as a coat that he has
-outgrown. It belongs to the past, and he is living in the future. School
-will not mean much to him for another twenty years, till the time comes,
-that is to say, when he will have to send his son to school.</p>
-
-<p>Then will he recover his youth, and live again his school days in his
-son, only more intensely, because he will be living them in his
-imagination. In the achievements of his son he will recognise the ghost
-of his old ambitions. His son's career will be more personal to him than
-his own. He will take more pleasure in his son's successes than the boy
-will himself. Indeed a great deal of a boy's pleasure in his success
-lies in his appreciation of the happiness that it will bring to his
-father. At no time in their lives do father and son come so close to one
-another as during these years. And it is at first sight surprising that
-this intimacy should not produce that common ground on which
-difficulties may be openly discussed and quarrels healed. For in spite
-of this intimacy, the relations between father and son are very often
-superficial.</p>
-
-<p>This statement may appear self-contradictory, but a little examination
-will show that this is not so. We do not necessarily confide in the
-people we love best. Let any man think of his friends and acquaintances,
-and he may be surprised to discover that he knows a great deal more
-about his acquaintances than his friends.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_220" id="Page_220">[Pg 220]</a></span> I do not lay it down as a
-fact that he will make this discovery. I merely say that he may make it;
-certainly a great many will.</p>
-
-<p>At school, where one has a vast number of acquaintances and a few
-friends, I used to wonder sometimes how best one could draw the dividing
-line between a friend and an acquaintance. And I decided that the
-difference lay in silence, that with a friend one could be silent,
-whereas with an acquaintance one could not. If a friend walked into
-one's study when one was busy, one smiled and went on with one's work;
-the friend picked up a book and read. But if an acquaintance came in,
-one immediately stopped what one was doing; one felt that silence would
-become embarrassing.</p>
-
-<p>In the same way one does not, in the company of a real friend, feel the
-need of personal confidences. One likes being with him. That is enough.
-One sits over a fire and talks spasmodically, with long silences
-drifting into the conversation. But with a person of whom one is not
-particularly fond, such desultory conversation is not adequate. An
-acquaintance is not, in himself, sufficiently interesting&mdash;he is
-interesting in what he has done, or is doing. The need for confidences
-is essential. And so it is that most of us have acquaintances to whom we
-recount all our discreditable exploits, our romances, our financial
-enterprises, with whom we seem, in fact, remarkably intimate, but whose
-absence, were they to pass out of our lives, we should not greatly
-regret. The man who knows<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_221" id="Page_221">[Pg 221]</a></span> most about us very often matters least to us.
-This is not a generalisation. One cannot generalise about an abstraction
-like friendship, that has a different meaning and a different message
-for every individual man. But such relationships are a common
-experience; they are the more common in the degree that their subjects
-are the more reserved. And there is no more reserved class than that of
-past and present public school boys.</p>
-
-<p>This is, at any rate, the only explanation that I can find for the
-superficial relations between son and father that are spread over so
-deep a trust and intimacy. They accept without appreciating this
-superficiality. The father comes down at half term, and he goes for a
-walk arm in arm with his son, along the slopes. They discuss home
-affairs and the external activities of school: football shop, cricket
-shop, house politics. They rarely touch on the boy's inner life; the
-father can only guess at what his boy is doing and thinking. Underneath
-their love for each other they are strangers.</p>
-
-<p>On the important issues of school life they are both driven to accept
-the verdict of the house master or head master. And he, although he is
-working in the dark on both sides of him, is their only intermediary.</p>
-
-<p>But the relationships between parents and children are too intricate for
-so short a book as this. Indeed, I doubt whether it is possible ever to
-tackle satisfactorily a subject, the nature of which alters with every
-individual case. One<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_222" id="Page_222">[Pg 222]</a></span> would be lost at once in a labyrinth of
-generalisations and exceptions; Lytton Strachey made no attempt to write
-a history of the Victorian era. He selected and analysed a few
-specimens; that is, I believe, the only way in which to deal with the
-complex subject of parenthood. And it can only be thus dealt with by the
-story-teller, by the man who says: 'I care nothing for general
-principles. But this is how things went for one family.' In a general
-study such as this, it is quite impossible to dogmatise from individual
-cases. But I would submit this facet of the relationship between father
-and son as an important one in the study of school society. It throws
-the need for co-operation almost entirely on the schoolmaster. It makes
-his responsibility greater than he knows.</p>
-
-<p>Now there are three types of men to whom the scholastic profession makes
-its chief appeal. There is the brilliant scholar, the man with the
-double first, who will turn out to be either completely incompetent, or
-will become a head master. There is the athlete who takes a third, or at
-best a second in mods, and on the strength of a blue, returns as games
-master to his old school. Lastly, there is the idealist, the man who
-regards teaching as a calling and not a trade, the man who may be either
-an impossible crank or, in his own line, a genius.</p>
-
-<p>The first class of master plays, on the whole, a small part in the
-politics of school life. If he is incompetent he is ragged in form and
-his opinion carries no weight in the common room.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_223" id="Page_223">[Pg 223]</a></span> If he is successful,
-he is a bird of passage, on his way to some rich head-mastership. He may
-become a house master for a while, but he is always looking beyond his
-immediate surroundings. He is ambitious. He does not regard one school
-as his compass. Always he is just outside the drama.</p>
-
-<p>The second class, however, forms the backbone of tradition. The old boy
-comes back to his old school with an intense loyalty and with the
-intention of staying there for the rest of his life. His ambition is to
-have the best house in the best school in the best county. He is usually
-a very fine fellow indeed, but he represents eternally the spirit of
-reaction. He lives in the standards of his youth. He has had no
-opportunity of testing those standards in another environment. His whole
-life has moved within the circle of one school.</p>
-
-<p>He imbibed as a boy the public school spirit, and he did not outgrow
-that spirit at the university&mdash;hardly a proof of mental elasticity. He
-has no sense of progress or of change in the world for which he is
-training the young. As things have been, so shall they be. The old boy
-turned house master is the most powerful force in the common room. He is
-the chief obstacle that the enthusiast has to face.</p>
-
-<p>With regard to the enthusiast, one is tempted to put an asterisk against
-the heading and a footnote, '<i>Vide</i> the novels of S. P. B. Mais
-<i>passim</i>,' and leave it at that. For Mr. Mais knows more about the
-reception of this type of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_224" id="Page_224">[Pg 224]</a></span> master than any other man in the kingdom. He
-has himself a genius for teaching. I cannot imagine a better English
-master. He inspires enthusiasm in the confirmed slacker. He is an
-invaluable asset to any staff, and yet nearly everywhere he has been met
-by opposition. His own story, as set forth in <i>A Schoolmaster's Diary</i>,
-is typical of the young movement. Only there is this difference, that,
-whereas Mr. Mais has never yielded to the reactionary influences, the
-majority of young masters conform to the custom of the country. Their
-position is extremely difficult.</p>
-
-<p>They leave Oxford with high ambitions. They have dissected and analysed
-the system, they have discovered the vital spot; they are eager to put
-their reforms into action. They have wonderful schemes for inspiring
-boys with a love of the beautiful, with an interest in politics and
-life. They are prepared to be ruthless in their battle; they will
-neither ask nor give quarter. They will not be fettered to the
-reactionary indolence of the intolerant and the effete. They have a
-mission and a purpose. They bring a sword. They arrive at school with a
-quenchless ardour.</p>
-
-<p>Like the small boy home for the holidays, they want to do everything on
-the first day. Before they have had time to look round they are
-suggesting schemes for founding literary and dramatic circles: they want
-to open a political debating society where there shall be files of <i>The
-Nation</i> and <i>The Daily News</i>. They start a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_225" id="Page_225">[Pg 225]</a></span> mile race at the speed of a
-hundred yards and find themselves alone in the void. Every one else is
-going at a very leisurely pace. There is no need for hurry. Their whole
-life is before them. The school has been in existence a very long while.
-It is moving in its own time to its duly appointed ends. The young
-enthusiast grows impatient: like most intense people he is tactless and
-makes mistakes. He ignores his colleagues, or interferes with their
-arrangements. He creates an atmosphere of opposition. This is, of
-course, what he has anticipated. The fight, he feels, is going to begin.
-But the nature of the fight is very different from what he had expected.</p>
-
-<p>It is not waged with the intolerant and the effete, but with men whom he
-cannot help admiring. He cannot make himself hate his enemies. The old
-boy house master, it cannot be too often repeated, is a very fine
-fellow. And his point of view is reasonable. He has given his youth, his
-energy, his ambition to his school. He has cared for nothing else. He
-has allowed many of the good things of life to pass him because of this
-unwavering devotion, and it is natural that he should resent the
-intrusion of a young fellow who has not had time to learn to love the
-school, but who wants to overturn the most cherished privileges.</p>
-
-<p>And his methods are so impeccably direct and honest. He does not go
-behind the young man's back to the head master. He has the young man
-into his study for a chat; he looks<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_226" id="Page_226">[Pg 226]</a></span> him straight in the face. He says:
-'Come now, we've got to have this out.' And the young man finds it so
-desperately hard not to admire him. He endeavours to open a discussion:
-he states his case. For a moment he seems to forget the personal issue
-in the case. Confidence comes back to him. He develops his argument, and
-then, just when he feels that his grip is closing on the contest, he is
-beaten by that disarming sentimentality which is the most powerful of
-all the old boy's weapons.</p>
-
-<p>'My dear fellow,' he will say, 'you have your point of view and I have
-mine. We are both in our own ways working for the good of the school;
-why must we quarrel? We are fighting the same fight. But we can do
-nothing unless we stand together. I've given my whole life to the cause;
-you are just beginning.'</p>
-
-<p>The acceptance of this offer of friendship and co-operation means
-defeat. The young man knows it. But it is so hard to refuse. The rebel
-in any sphere of life has no harder task than the cutting adrift from
-his own caste and the subsequent alliance with men of different
-upbringing and different standards. He sees, on the one hand, a vast
-number of noble, if bigoted men, men whom he can trust and admire. And,
-on the other side, as a setting for the few idealists in whose
-principles he believes, the arrayed forces of envy, greed, and malice.
-The temptation to cling to what he knows and what secretly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_227" id="Page_227">[Pg 227]</a></span> he admires
-is too great. Most of the young enthusiasts give way soon. They join the
-forces of reaction.</p>
-
-<p>And those that stand out are inevitably broken. What chance have they
-after all? The modern intellectual is something of a negativist. His
-tolerance is composed of indifference and uncertainty. He sees life in
-the words of Jurgen as a 'wasteful and inequitable process,' and does
-not discern clearly how to alter it. His philosophy is a series of
-disappointments. He is bound to go down before a bigotry that is certain
-of itself. The forces of reaction are so powerfully entrenched. The old
-boy house master knows exactly what he wants and how he proposes to get
-it. He advances down a straight road. His enemies pause and wonder and
-question themselves.</p>
-
-<p>The bigot usually makes the best administrator. He is not worried by
-abstractions. He is certain of his ends and can devote all his attention
-to the means. The tolerant head master, the man who sees both points of
-view, is overcome in the end by preponderating faith and sincerity of
-reaction. The new man is invariably subjugated, or else is made to go.
-No head master would be anxious to take his side.</p>
-
-<p>The games master type is intensely popular with parents and old boys. He
-represents for them the public school spirit. He is a fixed, immutable
-principle in which they can place their trust. They would be intensely
-worried were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_228" id="Page_228">[Pg 228]</a></span> they to learn that the head master had taken the side of a
-new man against their old friend. The subject would be discussed in the
-clubs: 'There's trouble brewing at Fernhurst,' they would say. 'This new
-head master is a liberal. He's quarrelling with old Aiken. I don't like
-the look of it.' And the position of the school would be shaken. Parents
-would send their sons elsewhere. The numbers would drop. Unpleasant
-questions would be put to the head master at the next meeting of the
-governors. It is the old trouble of the merchant and his goods. Parents
-have to be placated. They have been assured that 'all is for the best in
-the best of all possible schools'; and, when they hear rumours of
-dissension they naturally imagine that something must be wrong with that
-particular school. It is not so everywhere. They remind the head master
-of his own official utterances. And it is not easy after prophesying
-smooth things to satisfy the complaints of those who find them hard.</p>
-
-<p>A head master has to reach his ends through infinite tact and patience
-and through a long series of compromises. He has to be something of an
-opportunist. He has to give reasons other than the true ones for what he
-does. He has to promote progress secretly, while he advocates
-conservatism. And it is hard to remain true to oneself while playing the
-Jekyll and Hyde game. Motives become involved; there is too much
-diplomacy, and the forces of reaction, whatever else they be, are
-distinctly honest.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_229" id="Page_229">[Pg 229]</a></span> Certainly he cannot allow the clumsy enthusiasm of a
-young man to complicate his vexed existence. And the young man has
-either to break or bend. Usually he bends. He has, after all, to
-consider his own career. He compromises with himself. He manages to
-persuade himself that he is not really yielding, but that he is adopting
-different tactics, attacking the enemy from another side. He decides to
-do his work of reform quietly, without ostentation. Other people can do
-their own way if they like.</p>
-
-<p>That compromise is the start of a long process of self-deception. When
-he becomes a house master it will be so simple to put off parents with
-excuses. He will be able to justify himself, to say: 'These are stupid
-folk. They will worry me if I encourage them. I have my work to do. I
-must pacify them and get on with it.' And so the circle completes
-itself. The young man who sets out to reform school life, who brought to
-the task a fine, untried energy, ends in evasion, compromise and
-self-deception. Boys, parents, and masters are working at cross
-purposes.</p>
-
-<p>There are certainly a large number of entries on the debit side of the
-ledger. It remains to be decided what hand has written these entries and
-whether it is possible to erase them. To a large extent they are due to
-four things: the moral issue; the cult of athleticism, which is regarded
-as an antidote to immorality; the conspiracy of silence that exists
-between parents and boys and masters, and the long period a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_230" id="Page_230">[Pg 230]</a></span> boy spends
-at school&mdash;the six years that separate so unduly the junior from the
-senior, that accentuate the blood system, that erect a wall shutting out
-the world at large. School life is too much of a walled garden, too much
-of a world in itself. It has remained monastic, it has not established
-contact with the movements of the hour.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_231" id="Page_231">[Pg 231]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER XII</span> <span class="smaller">SOME SUGGESTIONS: THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO MORALS</span></h2>
-
-<p>The ardent idealists with their thousand pretty schemes for the
-regeneration of mankind, find no difficulty in allotting a few panaceas
-to the Public School. We hear of the 'new world' and of the 'new
-spirit,' and there is glib talk about the phoenix and the ashes. A few
-laws have to be passed, a few peasants educated and there will be an end
-of competition. 'The strong will support the weak, the clever work
-unselfishly for the general good. Wealth and intellect will be placed at
-the service of the state. The relations of the sexes will be ordered by
-eugenics.'</p>
-
-<p>It is all very jolly, and unless to-day one subscribes unfalteringly to
-this belief in a new world, one is called a reactionary and a
-materialist. The millennium, we are told, is round the corner. The
-finest intellects of thirty centuries may have failed to find it, but
-the farm labourer has only to spend a few half-hours with an English
-grammar to discover it at his feet. It must be very nice to believe all
-that, to be able to comfort oneself in dark moments with the assurance
-that for one's children's children life will be a happy hunting ground.
-It must be a drug more potent<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_232" id="Page_232">[Pg 232]</a></span> than laudanum, more sweet than hashish.
-But it is of small avail in the dust and traffic of humanity. In the
-case of the Public Schools we shall do well to examine what is at hand
-and prescribe what cures we may, without the indulgence of distant
-speculation.</p>
-
-<p>The four main objects of criticism, then, are the moral question, the
-evil of athleticism, the false scale of values that is inculcated at a
-Public School, and the subsequent conspiracy of silence. On the moral
-question the advanced idealists have talked more and to less purpose
-than on any other phase of school life. They have written of the
-discovery of the soul, of the unfolding of the flower. They have
-maintained that through art and literature the boy's emotional nature
-will be directed to a higher, a nobler conception of life. The
-psycho-analyst speaks of 'sublimation,' and they have fastened on to
-this clich&eacute;. Was not this what they had been saying so long, in other
-words&mdash;the sublimation of the sexual impulse?</p>
-
-<p>Now, in the case of a celibate priest or a maiden lady it is, no doubt,
-highly desirable and perhaps possible to sublimate an impulse which has
-been and in all probability will be, denied natural satisfaction. But it
-is a pretty hopeless job to sublimate an impulse that has every hope and
-prospect of complete, direct, and natural realisation; and that is the
-task that the advocates of flowers and poetry and the dawn have set
-themselves. If we are to change the moral tone of a Public School we
-shall have to find either<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_233" id="Page_233">[Pg 233]</a></span> an alternative system, or we shall have to
-modify in some way the existing system.</p>
-
-<p>Two alternatives are offered: co-education and the day school. In
-neither case should immorality be general or serious, and the number of
-romantic friendships correspondingly slight. It seems hardly possible
-that a normal healthy boy would be attracted by a smaller boy when, at a
-school like Bedales, he would be constantly in the company of young and
-charming scholars. And though the day boarder lives for the greater part
-of his day in a monastic society, he spends the majority of his spare
-time outside it. And during the week-ends he has full opportunity to
-continue any romance on which he may have embarked during the previous
-holidays. Although it is only possible for me to speak here from
-second-hand information, it can be assumed, I think, that at the
-co-educational and day school the moral question must sink to
-comparative unimportance. It has to be considered, however, whether this
-relegation compensates for the consequent disadvantages.</p>
-
-<p>Co-education is, of course, a new game, and it is difficult to write of
-it with confidence. At a lecture that I gave about three years ago, a
-young woman rose from the back of the hall and asked 'what Mr. Waugh
-thought about co-education?' I had, as a matter of fact, thought about
-it very little, but I felt that I could hardly confess as much. I said,
-therefore, something about 'co-education being excellent for delicate
-and sensitive boys who would find<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_234" id="Page_234">[Pg 234]</a></span> Public Schools too rough for them.'
-The young woman then indignantly demanded what the girls had done to
-deserve the companionship of only delicate and sensitive boys. It was an
-unanswerable protest, but having since then thought the matter over more
-carefully, I believe that, if the same question were put to me to-day I
-should make the same reply. It may be that such a reply would be based
-only on prejudice and a preconceived idea. But, after all, the evil that
-one knows is better than the evil that one does not know. And who would
-wish away his school days.</p>
-
-<p>If you were to ask a small boy of thirteen whether he would prefer to go
-to Uppingham or Bedales, he would promptly reply 'Uppingham.' If, two
-years later, you were to say to him: 'Would you rather have gone to
-Bedales than Uppingham?' he would reply: 'Lord, no.' If at the end of
-his last term, when it was all over, you were to ask him whether he
-regretted his choice, he would say: 'Good God, no!' And, twenty years
-afterwards, when the time had come for him to decide where he should
-send his son, were you to ask him yet again: 'Bedales or Uppingham?' he
-would reply without hesitation, 'Uppingham.'</p>
-
-<p>Why, after all, should he depart from an old allegiance. He knows
-nothing of Bedales, nothing of the troubles and adversities that his son
-will have to face there. He will be unable to help him, he will be
-denied that greatest privilege of fatherhood, the unquestioning trust<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_235" id="Page_235">[Pg 235]</a></span>
-of the son who knows that his father has trod every inch of the way
-before him. Father and son rarely come so close to one another as they
-do during those five years at a Public School. They are living
-practically the same life; the father finds his lost youth in the son.
-Is it likely that he will abandon such a certainty for a supposed and
-uncertain good. The public school system was formed round certain
-distinct traits in the British character. It is the expression of the
-national temperament. Nearly every one is happy at a Public School. It
-is the manner of life that we enjoy, that is in sympathy with our tastes
-and customs. The reformers may say what they will. You cannot turn a dog
-from the food it loves. This attitude to co-education may be illogical,
-it may be prejudiced, it may be reactionary&mdash;I do not know. One can only
-restate the fact that we are content to be old-fashioned people.</p>
-
-<p>The case of the day school cannot be so summarily dismissed. At a first
-sight indeed it appears to possess all the advantages and none of the
-disadvantages of a Public School. A boy acquires <i>esprit de corps</i>, but
-is saved from wild partisanship. He strengthens the qualities of courage
-and independence as fully as he would at a Public School, and the home
-influence is maintained. His moral lapses, if any, are likely to be
-occasioned by the attractions of the other sex. My friend, Mr. Oscar
-Browning, has indeed often assured me that the day school is the only
-possible solution of the difficulty, and in a symposium on the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_236" id="Page_236">[Pg 236]</a></span> English
-Public Schools he wrote that 'House rivalries and the overwhelming
-importance of house matches cannot exist in day schools where boys live
-with their families, nor is school life likely to be so communal.' Many
-other educational authorities, whose testimony one must respect, have
-expressed their faith in day schools. Certainly the claim of the day
-school must be carefully examined. And it is with diffidence that I
-approach the task.</p>
-
-<p>At most boarding schools the day boy is looked down upon. For some
-obscure reason the day boy always seems to be inferior to the boarder.
-He is rarely prominent in games or work. One ceases, indeed, to regard
-him as a member of the school. He comes into form, he writes his prose,
-he attends corp parade, he plays his games. But, at six o'clock, when
-the bell rings for tea and the intimate life of the day begins, he
-collects his books and hurries across the courts and passes into another
-life.</p>
-
-<p>The period between lock-up and lights out is in retrospect the most
-charming part of the day. The troubles of the day are over. Lessons have
-to be prepared in prep., but they will not be heard till the next
-morning. Time enough to worry about that after breakfast. It is after
-tea that one packs twelve people into a study measuring eight feet by
-four and discusses the prospects of the house in the Two Cock, the
-'latest case,' and Evans's chance of getting into the Fifteen. Prep. is
-but a pause in the discussions of these momentous trivialities. After
-prayers there is an<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_237" id="Page_237">[Pg 237]</a></span> hour in which to brew coffee and renew the
-endlessly attractive conversation. These are the times of friendship and
-good feeling, and they are lost to the day boarder. Like the new boy, he
-is outside the life of the school. He moves in a different environment;
-he has different interests, he cannot enter into the eager loyalties and
-aversions of house politics. In a school such as Clifton, where there
-are a large number of day boys, the position is, of course, different.
-The day boy there occupies a definite social status. Instead of being
-attached to a house for games, he is grouped into that sector of the
-town in which he happens to live. His friends are leading much the same
-life as he is. But it can scarcely be denied that the day boarder loses
-a great deal of the charm of a communal life.</p>
-
-<p>What does he gain to compensate for that loss?</p>
-
-<p>He is protected to a large extent from the moral lapses peculiar to a
-Public School. He will develop through normal channels. Though, as he
-will in chapel and in his school listen to addresses that are based on
-the accepted official attitude, it is a little doubtful whether he will
-find himself in this respect much more satisfactorily educated than the
-boarder. At any rate he should be saved the disquieting experiences of a
-romantic friendship, and he will be less of a slave to the partisanship
-and house feeling. But does he gain anything else?</p>
-
-<p>We hear a great deal about the value of home influence, but what does
-home mean for the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_238" id="Page_238">[Pg 238]</a></span> day boy? He rushes home at the end of the day, has
-his tea, and then settles down to prepare his lessons. By the time he
-has finished them it is time for him to go to bed. He has had little
-opportunity for talking either to his father or his mother. In the
-morning he has only time to rush his breakfast and hurry off to school.
-It must be remembered also that the parents who send their sons to day
-schools are usually not particularly well off. It is one thing to come
-home at the end of a hard day to the quiet seclusion of a warm and cosy
-study where everything will be quiet and undisturbed. It is another
-thing to come back to a house that is making strenuous efforts to get
-things straight before the master of the house returns. Middle-aged
-business men expect to find things made snug for them; they do not want
-schoolboys kicking about the place at the end of the day.</p>
-
-<p>Nothing is more uncomfortable than breakfast in the average suburban
-family. There is the flutter over the post, the opening and shutting of
-the paper, the constant glances at the clock. There is a banging of
-doors, and running up of stairs, and the shouting over banisters. A sigh
-of relief is heard when the front door closes behind the wage-earner.</p>
-
-<p>In a large, well-run house the domestic machinery moves so smoothly that
-it is unnoticed. In a small suburban villa these moments of arrival and
-departure provide constant friction, and it is from the small suburban
-villa that the majority of day boarders are recruited.</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_239" id="Page_239">[Pg 239]</a></span></p><p>In consequence the day boy starts his day's work at a disadvantage. It
-is like playing a cricket match on an opponent's ground. One arrives a
-little jaded. The boarder is on the spot. He has twenty-five minutes'
-leisure between chapel and breakfast. It is possible, of course, that he
-will pass these twenty-five minutes in a feverish attempt to prepare the
-'con' for which he had been allotted an hour on the time-table of the
-previous night. But that is his own fault. He has every chance of
-starting the day fresh.</p>
-
-<p>I cannot think that the rush of getting off in the morning and the
-journey to school can be good for a boy of fifteen. It is a strain for a
-full-grown man. That twenty minutes' jolt in tubes and lifts is
-exhausting. No one arrives at the office perfectly fresh. By the time
-one gets back at night one is really tired. The tube journey at the end
-of a hard day completes one's weariness. And on top of that weariness
-the day boarder has to do an hour and a half's preparation. It is not
-the ideal setting for successful work.</p>
-
-<p>The day boy is also leading two lives at the same time. He cannot shut
-them away in watertight compartments. They overlap. It is, no doubt, for
-the business man a great privilege and a great relief to be able to
-return at the end of the day to a quiet evening in his wife's company.
-But then he has not got to work at home, and work implies friction. The
-worker wants an absence of outside influences. He wants the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_240" id="Page_240">[Pg 240]</a></span> company of
-quiet folk who make no particular demands on his energy and patience,
-with whom his relations are superficial and for whom he does not
-particularly care.</p>
-
-<p>Many writers make a failure of marriage because they put their study too
-near their nursery. The imaginative worker wants to be alone, not only
-while he is working, but for an hour before he starts working and for an
-hour after he has finished working. In many ways the army is the ideal
-career for a writer. He can do his two hours' writing after tea, have
-his bath and change, and go down to the ante-room, where he can read his
-paper quietly and chat superficially with people who make no demands on
-him. Wherever there is an intimate relationship there is friction. The
-proper adjustment of his work to his personal life is the most delicate
-task a man has to tackle. It is beyond the compass of a small boy. For
-the very reason that a boy loves his parents there will be friction; a
-strain will be placed, that is to say, upon his energy and patience. The
-boarder has fewer worries and, in consequence, is happier than the day
-boy.</p>
-
-<p>The advocates of 'home influence' must also remember that the day boy
-takes his home for granted. We cannot appreciate the value of anything
-till we have either lost it, or become separated from it. Home means a
-great deal to the boarder. Holidays mark for him a complete change of
-life, to the day boy holidays mean little save the pleasurable cessation
-of certain irksome duties. He can stay in bed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_241" id="Page_241">[Pg 241]</a></span> longer in the morning, he
-has not got to hurry his breakfast, a free day lies in front of him. He
-will not have to waste his time over Latin Prose and Thucydides. During
-the term-time he has, except during week-ends, very few opportunities of
-intimate conversation with his parents, and because he has come to
-regard their presence as a natural environment he does not, during the
-holidays, make, as the boarder does, special efforts to see as much of
-them as possible. The influence of a place need be no more effective
-because one happens to live in it than the influence of a person because
-one happens to be in his, or her, company. It depends on the value set
-on the place or person. The boarder values his home more highly than the
-day boy. The influence of home is more likely to be felt by him than by
-the day boy. Letters from home are an event in the boarder's life. They
-mean more than a walk on Sunday morning, and the hours are counted to
-the half-term visit.</p>
-
-<p>The day boy also comes far less into contact with masters than the
-boarder does. Indeed the head master of a school can only have a
-superficial knowledge of the boys that are entrusted to him. He sees
-them in the form room and on the cricket field. But he does not watch
-the development of the boy's character through his reactions towards and
-away from the intrigues, romances, and jealousies of house politics.
-There is no constant theme, only a few uncertain <i>motifs</i>. The head
-master has not sufficient material upon which to work. The discovery of
-so many clues<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_242" id="Page_242">[Pg 242]</a></span> is denied to him. Every boy at some time or other must
-pause and wonder how much his head master really knows about him. It is
-a subject, for most of us, of disquieting conjecture. But the day boy
-can dismiss it with an easy conscience. School for him is a place in
-which he works and plays, but does not live. Indeed he is a child of no
-man's land, passing between two countries, a true citizen of neither.</p>
-
-<p>There are those who say that parents are the only people who understand
-their children, and will maintain that it is criminal to take young boys
-away from their parents at an impressionable age and place them in
-charge of schoolmasters who can know nothing about them. But parents
-are, as a matter of fact, as likely to make mistakes as any one else.</p>
-
-<p>We find in anything what we bring to it. And parents expecting their
-sons to be brave, truthful, obedient, clever, find them so. An outside
-opinion is of extreme value, and a house master or a head master is the
-ideal person to give it. When a house master and a father meet on equal
-grounds and discuss the son's welfare honestly, the auspices could
-hardly be more fortunate. They so rarely meet, because parents and
-schoolmasters do not trust each other, because they have adopted the
-false position of buyer and seller; the combination remains, however,
-none the less ideal.</p>
-
-<p>I do not myself see what advantages the day school possesses over the
-boarding school, save those that are concerned with a particular<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_243" id="Page_243">[Pg 243]</a></span> facet
-of morality, and beyond the weakening of a partisanship that is inclined
-to put a boy in blinkers. There are some very fine day schools in the
-country, but the day school, especially of recent years, has tended to
-become an alternative for parents with large families who cannot afford
-to send their sons to expensive boarding schools. And, after all, the
-suggestion that day schools should be generally substituted for boarding
-schools is obviously impracticable.</p>
-
-<p>Many of the finest Public Schools are situated in remote parts of the
-country, others in small towns that were once honoured with a monastery.
-How are these venerable institutions to be converted into day schools. A
-few retired colonels might possibly form a colony in Shoreham and send
-their sons to Lancing. A convenient train would take them to Brighton,
-where they might walk on the promenade and recall the reckless
-adventures of their youth. But civilisation draws us to big towns for
-our livelihood. However much the stockbroker might wish to send his son
-as a day boarder to Shrewsbury, he would find it quite impossible to do
-so. The town of Shrewsbury would provide no scope for his activities. He
-could not possibly settle there. A scheme that would involve the
-complete alteration of the public school system can only be called a
-revolution. A reformer has to work on his existing material. He cannot
-say&mdash;wash it out and start again. He cannot put back the clock.</p>
-
-<p>Mr. Oscar Browning has said that when he<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_244" id="Page_244">[Pg 244]</a></span> went to Eton in 1851 only five
-schools could lay claim to the dignity of being called a Public School.
-There must be at least fifty first-class Public Schools to-day; they are
-nearly all boarding schools, and every few years a comparatively unknown
-school proves itself a worthy competitor to older foundations. It is not
-the slightest use to say, even if we believed it, that day schools are
-better than boarding schools and leave the matter there. A politician
-might with equal ability draw up an elaborate defence of the feudal
-system. It may very well be that we should be all more happy if we could
-reconstruct society on a feudal basis: we might just as well express a
-belief that our efficiency would be increased were a kindly providence
-to dower us with wings. It may be, though I doubt it, that the advocates
-of the day school are in the right, that under such a system of
-education immorality and the blood system would pass. But it is for us
-to discover some method by which the existing system may be so modified
-as to produce of itself the required change.</p>
-
-<p>Now it is very tempting for a controversialist, when he has completed
-the arraignment of his enemies, to slip hastily over the policy he
-himself proposes to adopt. I wonder how many letters have been addressed
-to the press during the last seven years in which the writer, having
-stated in strong terms the calamities to which a certain line of thought
-or policy has reduced the country, has demanded in a final paragraph
-that 'something should be done before it is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_245" id="Page_245">[Pg 245]</a></span> too late.' He suggests
-perhaps a 'change of spirit.'</p>
-
-<p>It is a good weapon that 'change of spirit.' We can all of us, when
-occasion demands, indulge in spirited invective; we can all detect
-numberless flaws and inequalities in the existing social system. Why,
-for instance, does our income run to three instead of to four figures.
-Why are we paying away a third of that small sum in income-tax? The flow
-of indignation is swift, and by the time we have written our 950 words,
-it is not hard to devote the remaining '50' to a general appeal for
-'some one to do something before it is too late.' Every contributor to
-the press has saved his argument like that some time or another. And, in
-the case of Public Schools, the trouble is that we can do little save
-repeat the parrot cry of 'a change of spirit.' For it is 'a change of
-spirit' more than anything else that is needed.</p>
-
-<p>We are kept wondering, however, how that change is to be effected. S. P.
-B. Mais used to say that 'Literature would save us.' But literature is
-only a part of life, one channel of self-expression, and in the case of
-Mr. Mais one is troubled by the knowledge that he, himself, is in many
-ways the ideal schoolmaster. He has a genius for teaching. He happens to
-have taught literature and mathematics, and because he taught them so
-successfully he has imagined that they are the panacea. He is too modest
-to realise any subject that he taught would have assumed the qualities
-of a panacea, that it was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_246" id="Page_246">[Pg 246]</a></span> he and not his subject that was important. He
-could rouse his form, if he wished, to a high pitch of enthusiasm by a
-lecture on the properties of Cherry Boot Polish. But 'he is alone, the
-Arabian Bird.'</p>
-
-<p>Martin Browne suggests religion. And, no doubt, for the truly religious
-boy many of the difficulties of school life would be smoothed out.
-Unfortunately, however, religion plays, and will play, a small part in a
-boy's life at school. A boy has been told to believe certain things by
-his parents, and he has accepted these beliefs unquestioningly and
-without enthusiasm. They have not been tested by experience. They are
-not real to him. Religion, in its truest form, rises out of the conflict
-of a man's life. Faith is subconscious thought. I do not think you can
-expect the average small boy to be deeply influenced by religion. His
-religion, if he has one, is an unswerving devotion to his house and
-school. He would be ready to sacrifice himself for what he considered to
-be the school's service.</p>
-
-<p>Forty years ago a captain of my old house died after a kick on the head
-received in the Three Cock, the big house match of the year. The brass
-on the chapel wall which is dedicated to his memory,&mdash;</p>
-
-<div class="center"><div class="poem"><div class="stanza">
-<div>'Te duce, care Puer, pueri cum lusimus olim</div>
-<div>Optimus in cursu quem sequeremur eras</div>
-<div>Caelestem exacto tetigisti limite metam;</div>
-<div>Fratribus ab, fratrem detur ad astra sequi.'</div>
-</div></div></div>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_247" id="Page_247">[Pg 247]</a></span></p><p>appealed far more to our imagination than the story of early martyrs.
-Action rather than contemplation is the essence of school life.</p>
-
-<p>I am aware that many will disagree with this assertion. Both Martin
-Browne and Jack Hood made in their books a great point of religious
-teaching and early confirmation, but I cannot help feeling that in this
-respect they are exceptional; certainly if they had not been exceptional
-they would not have written books; religion has meant a lot to them, and
-they feel that it should do the same for others. It is a mistake we all
-make in our different spheres. The poet thinks he will reform the world
-by placing the poems of Shelley in the hands of trade union officials;
-and the small craftsman sees life redeemed by hand weaving and hand
-pottery. We all think that the prop that has supported us will support
-others. It is part of our egotism. For the many, to whom faith is not
-intuitive, religion needs a solid foundation of experience.</p>
-
-<p>A change of spirit requires a change of setting, and I am inclined to
-think that this would be provided were boys to leave school at seventeen
-instead of nineteen.</p>
-
-<p>It would not, perhaps, from the point of view of the moral question,
-cause a very great diminution in the actual immorality between boys of
-the same age and the same social position. But it certainly would
-improve matters. As things are at present, the boy of fifteen and a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_248" id="Page_248">[Pg 248]</a></span>
-half occupies a pleasantly irresponsible position. He has left behind
-him the anxieties of the day room, and the responsibilities of seniority
-are still far distant. His peccadilloes are not taken seriously. He can
-rag in form and smash windows in the studies without prejudice to his
-future. He has imbibed the example of Prince Hal. For a while he may
-rollick with Falstaff at the Boar's Head. Time enough to settle down
-when the privileges of power draw nearer him. For a good year and a half
-he may make merry.</p>
-
-<p>The lowering of the age limit would telescope events; it would reduce
-the period of revelry to a couple of months. No sooner would a boy have
-ceased to be a fag than he would be under the eye of authority as a
-candidate for responsibility. A display of rhodomontade would prejudice
-his future. He would play for safety; and such considerations would
-certainly place a check on his moral lapses. He would think twice. If he
-was discovered he would have no time to recover his position by
-subsequent good behaviour. He would be passed over in the struggle for
-promotion.</p>
-
-<p>To a certain extent the lowering of the age limit would prevent that
-type of immorality that takes place between boys of the same age and
-same position, but only to a certain extent. There always will be such
-misconduct in schools; it will never be possible to stamp it out
-entirely, but it is possible to overrate its seriousness. Certainly the
-romantic friendship is more<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_249" id="Page_249">[Pg 249]</a></span> important, and it is because of the
-romantic friendship that I advocate so strongly the lowering of the age limit.</p>
-
-<p>I have said that the romantic friendship is the natural growth of an
-unnatural system; but even a natural growth develops soon or late,
-according to the soil in which it is planted and the climate by which it
-is nourished. The presence of boys of 18 to 19, by their example, force
-this growth like a hot-house atmosphere. In a boy of eighteen the sexual
-impulse has become defined. He understands the implications of its
-symptoms. He is old enough to be married. But the boy of sixteen is not
-so sure of himself. In him the impulse is wavering and undetermined. He
-does not understand the nature of the emotions that are moving him. And
-he only comes to understand it through the example of elder boys. If a
-boy were told nothing of the existence of romantic friendships, of their
-technique, of the complicated moral code that allows this and denies
-that, if his curiosity were not continually quickened by stray
-references in sermons and addresses, I believe that he would not, at the
-age of seventeen, have realised that the friendship he felt for a
-smaller boy was essentially different from that which he was feeling for
-his contemporaries. It would be a deeper, an intenser friendship, but he
-would not see that it possessed a different nature. Why should he? The
-schoolboy has read <i>The Hill</i>. He expects every Verney to find a
-Desmond. So much has been written about the lasting friendships of
-school<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_250" id="Page_250">[Pg 250]</a></span> life. Every boy must have his 'special friend.' Why should he be
-any different from his fellows? There would be moments when he might
-wish to caress his friend, but he would immediately smother such a wish,
-feeling it to be foolish, girlish, unworthy of him. He would be too
-young, he would not have the intellectual independence to be able to say
-to himself: 'This is what I want. And what I want is natural to me. Damn
-anything else!' Shadowy imaginings would haunt his reveries, but they
-would never become defined in action.</p>
-
-<p>For a boy of eighteen it is different. His impulses are strong; he knows
-now exactly what he wants. And he is prepared to get what he wants. He
-knows that the emotions he feels for a small boy are of a different
-nature altogether from the friendship that he feels for his
-contemporaries, and the fact that there are boys in the school old
-enough to have defined these emotions, provides a hot-house atmosphere
-for the development of younger boys.</p>
-
-<p>To most people life comes at second hand. They learn from books,
-cinemas, and plays what are the appropriate emotions and the correct
-procedure for any given situation. The public school boy is no less
-conventional than his elders. He allows his inclinations to be directed
-into the accepted course. He is surprised, in the first place, by a
-delightful and unexpected emotion; but the surprise soon passes. He has
-formed just such another attachment as has<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_251" id="Page_251">[Pg 251]</a></span> been formed by practically
-every senior boy in his house. He exchanges confidences, he seeks the
-advice of some older boy, and follows the convention. If there were no
-senior boys, no example, and no convention, the first surprise of
-charmed bewilderment would endure. In the course of time it might very
-well be that out of that first romantic story would grow a deep, mutual,
-and lasting friendship. But such a development is hardly possible in an
-unnatural society where children and fully grown men are herded
-indiscriminately together.</p>
-
-<p>The example of elder boys, moreover, not only defines the nature of
-half-perceived emotions; it also forces emotions that would otherwise
-remain a long while in bud. There are many who consider it is the blood
-thing to have a <i>jeune ami</i>; that such a relationship is the privilege
-of a house colour. They want to be talked about. They have themselves
-spoken when juniors with bated breath of supposed 'cases.' They would
-like to be spoken of like that themselves, to feel themselves moving in
-an atmosphere of conjecture and intrigue, to gather an added sense of
-their own importance.</p>
-
-<p>Besides this itch, a natural one, to occupy the limelight by copying the
-customs of the great, there is the subtle influence of indirect example.
-In the same way that a boy who goes often to the theatre and the cinema
-and observes there the charming processes of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_252" id="Page_252">[Pg 252]</a></span> love, begins to long for
-tenderness, and caresses, and endearments, so does the schoolboy who
-hears on all sides romantic confidences, find himself drawn into the
-glittering circle. This lure would at least be removed by the lowering
-of the age limit. That it would solve all the difficulties I would not
-for a moment maintain.</p>
-
-<p>We cannot imagine a world in which men and women will not desert or
-betray each other; in which husbands will remain faithful and the
-unmarried chaste. Why should we expect school life, which is the world
-in little, to be so startlingly different. Parents refuse to believe
-that their own children are mortal: 'These things,' they say, 'may
-happen to our neighbour's children. They do not happen to our own.' And
-schoolmasters are only too anxious to reassure them. Parents have such
-faith in their sons that they will believe in the most superficial
-testimonials. They are so anxious to be deceived.</p>
-
-<p>For this reason I believe that a mere statement of facts has value.
-There is much clamour to-day for reconstruction, and the
-controversialist who has not a cut and dried scheme for regenerating the
-world is looked on with disfavour. But on sex questions, which are after
-all intensely personal questions, which concern the individual in the
-first place and society in the second, only the superficial will
-dogmatise.</p>
-
-<p>I cannot do better than quote from Havelock<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_253" id="Page_253">[Pg 253]</a></span> Ellis's General Preface to
-<i>The Psychology of Sex</i>:&mdash;</p>
-
-<blockquote><p>'A resolve slowly grew up within me,' he writes, 'one main part of
-my life-work should be to make clear the problem of sex. That was
-more than twenty years ago. Since then I can honestly say that in
-all that I have done that resolve has never been far from my
-thoughts.... Now that I have, at length, reached the time for
-beginning to publish my results, these results scarcely seem to me
-large. As a youth I had hoped to settle problems for those that
-came after; now I am quietly content if I do little more than state
-them. For even that, I now think, is much. It is, at least, the
-half of knowledge. In this particular field the evil of ignorance
-is magnified by our efforts to suppress that which can never be
-suppressed, though in the effort of suppression it may become
-perverted.'</p></blockquote>
-
-<p>If this is the conclusion at the end of his work and of his life, of
-perhaps the greatest living authority on sex, by what right does the
-amateur produce cheerful remedies.</p>
-
-<p>In the case of the Public School it is indeed something to state the
-problems. There is so much ignorance to dispel; the ignorance of
-mothers, the ignorance of fathers who have themselves not been to a
-Public School, the conspiracy of silence of boys, old boys and masters.
-Too much and, at the same time,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_254" id="Page_254">[Pg 254]</a></span> too little, is made of immorality.
-Schoolmasters assure us that its appearance is occasional, but their
-attitude to it is that of a doctor who suspects that his patient is
-suffering from a malignant disease and watches all the time for signs of
-it to appear. The schoolmaster is always afraid lest he may be sitting
-on a volcano. He encourages the athletic cult as a preventative, in the
-belief that the boy who is keen on games will not wish to endanger his
-health, and that the boy who has played football all the afternoon and
-has boxed between tea and lock-up will be too tired to embark on any
-further adventures. It does not occur to him that the boy will be
-equally too tired to do his prep.</p>
-
-<p>Such encouragement of the athletic cult is a confession of failure. It
-is as though the master were to say: 'I know I cannot interest you in
-your work. I know that unless I look after you, you will land yourself
-in all manner of mischief. A man must have a god of sorts, therefore
-make unto yourself whatsoever manner of god you choose, and I will see
-that it receives a fitting reverence.'</p>
-
-<p>The public school code of honour, the majority of the standards, indeed,
-of school life are dependent on the athletic worship, and the athletic
-worship is in its turn largely dependent, not so much on the moral
-question, as on the official attitude to the moral question. Too much
-energy has been devoted to the damming of trickles, while on another
-side of the hill the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_255" id="Page_255">[Pg 255]</a></span> main stream has passed into the valley, laying
-waste the plains.</p>
-
-<p>Greater honesty between boys, parents, and masters would undoubtedly
-achieve much. But more than a change of spirit is required. If no boy
-was allowed to stay on at school after the term in which he became
-seventeen years old, I believe that the moral question would, to a large
-extent, simplify itself.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_256" id="Page_256">[Pg 256]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER XIII</span> <span class="smaller">THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS</span></h2>
-
-<p>But it is not only on account of the moral question that I would
-advocate the lowering of the age limit. Such a reform would, I believe,
-make its influence felt on every side of school life. It would not
-alter, but it would modify certain conditions. The blood system would
-still exist, but less acutely. The gap between the junior and senior
-would be small. At present a man of nineteen who has been tried for his
-county eleven appears to the junior as a gorgeous giant. He and his
-friends live in a world apart, and they know it. A good three years
-separates him from the anxieties and indignities of the day room. No
-one, save his actual contemporaries, remember him as being anything but
-a blood. He is, and has been, a prince among mankind. He idles through
-his last two years, a very splendid, a very attractive figure; but, as
-we have already seen, his is hardly the ideal apprenticeship for life.</p>
-
-<p>If the leaving age were fixed at seventeen instead of nineteen, so proud
-a position would be unattainable. There would still be bloods, still
-elegant creatures to saunter across the courts, languidly arm in arm.
-But a certain refinement would be missing. The languor would<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_257" id="Page_257">[Pg 257]</a></span> be less
-certain of itself, it would seem to fear a sudden assault and a fierce
-shout of 'Jones, you young swine, what right have you to shove on side?'
-There is a difference between the blood of eighteen and the blood of
-sixteen. It is only four terms since the blood of sixteen was suffering
-the last exaction of the law. He remembers vividly being beaten for
-ragging in the dormitories; it is not so long since he was a fag. If we
-were suddenly transplanted on a magic carpet into the luxury of an
-Eastern court we should stand for some time in dazed bewilderment,
-marvelling at what had happened to us, wondering who were these comely
-Ethiopians that prostrated themselves before us. For quite five minutes
-we should lack the courage to give an order. The blood of sixteen feels
-like this; can he have achieved so swiftly his ambition? It is only
-yesterday that he was trembling in the presence of the great. By the
-time he has recovered from his bewilderment and is preparing to exert
-his authority his year of office is at an end.</p>
-
-<p>Not only, moreover, is the sixteen year old blood unable to hold so
-exalted an opinion of his own importance, but his immediate juniors
-refuse to recognise him as the gilded figure of romance. The men on the
-Fifth Form table remember when the head of the house helped them to
-wreck Bennett's study. They cannot feel him to be so vastly superior to
-themselves. It is different for the blood of eighteen. He has passed
-slowly through many circles to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_258" id="Page_258">[Pg 258]</a></span> dignity of an Olympian. He has
-served his period of probation. He was not a colt's cap one season and
-the next a colour. He took a year to pass from house cap to seconds, and
-another year from seconds to firsts. He discovered himself gradually. He
-rose slowly to his greatness. By the time he has reached his last year
-the days of conflict are infinitely remote. He can hardly believe it
-possible that he was ever caned. He is, in fact, a great deal too old
-for a Public School. And as things are now it is impossible for any,
-save the exceptional boy, to reach a position of authority till he is
-eighteen, or at least seventeen.</p>
-
-<p>A great many boys do undoubtedly leave between the ages of sixteen and
-eighteen, but by doing so they lose the most valuable lessons they
-should learn at school. A boy who leaves before he has been a house
-prefect fails to put the coping stone to his education. The
-responsibilities of prefectship are an invaluable experience. And when
-the house master begs the parent to let 'Arthur stop on another year,'
-the parent naturally gives way. And it is, of course, always the wrong
-type of person who stays on that extra year. It is the clever, the
-brilliant, the athletic boy, the boy who already stands out above his
-contemporaries and in the course of the next year will be even more
-prominent, that is encouraged to remain. It would not matter if the dull
-boy stayed on another year. His natural talents would not be sufficient
-to lift him to the rarefied atmosphere of Olympus. It is the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_259" id="Page_259">[Pg 259]</a></span> second
-eleven colour who is urged to stay on to get his firsts. The fast bowler
-who is asked to captain the side next year, the exhibitioner who hopes
-that another year's work will win him a scholarship at Balliol. The
-great become more great, and, as their undistinguished contemporaries
-fall out of the race, the gap between the prefect and the fag grows more
-pronounced. The intermediate steps are few and dimly seen. It is not
-surprising that the blood system should gloriously flourish. It would
-not so flourish were the leaving age to be fixed at seventeen. We have
-the proof of this in the knowledge of what happened during the war, when
-the big men left suddenly in August, 1914, when boys of sixteen sat at
-the Sixth Form table, and when no one stayed on at school after his
-eighteenth birthday.</p>
-
-<p>War conditions were, of course, abnormal. It was inevitable that at such
-a time the rewards of school life should lose their value. It was
-impossible to feel the old excitement about the result of a house match
-when the morning paper had brought with it the story of Neuve Chapelle.
-The winning of cups and the gaining of colours ceased to be an end in
-themselves. For the boy who was prevented by lack of years from joining
-the army in 1914 school life became a period of probation, of marking
-time. Life in its fullest sense was waiting for him on the other side;
-no prefect ever looked forward to Oxford more eagerly than those of us
-who were still at school in 1915 looked forward to the day when we<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_260" id="Page_260">[Pg 260]</a></span>
-should join the army. Our imagination was quickened by the stories told
-us by old boys returning from dep&ocirc;ts and from the front. Was it possible
-that Smith, who had played with us only eight months earlier in the Two
-Cock, should be in charge of a company in the front line trenches? We
-fretted at our tether; our eyes were fixed on the future. We scorned the
-prizes that lay to our hand. We began to reconstruct our scale of
-values: it was not only the giants of the football field who were
-winning honours for themselves and for the school in France. Queer,
-insignificant fellows who had never risen above the Upper Fourth, and
-had never been in the running for a house cap, came home on leave with
-the blue and white riband of the military cross. We began to realise
-that it was not only the blood that was entitled to our respect. The
-blood system received a rude shock in August, 1914. It will never,
-unless we become involved in social revolution, receive such another. I
-believe, however, that it would be considerably modified were the
-leaving age to be altered.</p>
-
-<p>There would be also less hooliganism and less bullying. The third yearer
-would no longer be in a position of reckless freedom. Studies would
-still be stripped, scholars would still be ragged, but the process would
-be compressed. The swash-buckling element would find itself sooner in
-authority. The scholar would reach sooner the immunity of the Sixth. And
-the prefect would be no less capable of keeping order.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_261" id="Page_261">[Pg 261]</a></span> For, after all,
-the prefect owes his power as much to the system that is behind him as
-to himself.</p>
-
-<p>But perhaps the greatest difference that the change would effect would
-be in the boy's attitude to his own life. Six years is a very long time
-to be in one place. I remember at the end of my first year overhearing a
-conversation between the barber and a boy who was leaving the next day.</p>
-
-<p>'Well, Mr. Meredith,' the barber was saying, 'I suppose this is the last
-time I shall cut your hair. I have cut it a good many times.'</p>
-
-<p>'I have been in this town,' said Meredith, 'for ten years: five years at
-the prep, and five years at the school. I'm jolly well sick of it.'</p>
-
-<p>It is certainly a mistake to send a boy to the prep. of the school to
-which he will one day go. Ten years is too long. But six is too long,
-too&mdash;at that age.</p>
-
-<p>It is not easy for any one under thirty to picture himself in six years'
-time. We look back and remember ourselves six years ago in the
-discomfort and disquiet of khaki. What a lot has happened since then.
-Who can tell what the next six years may hold? Very few men under thirty
-can look far ahead, and the new boy at a Public School who can see his
-life mapped out for six years naturally does not look beyond them. He
-hardly realises that there is a world outside. He will have to travel so
-far before he reaches it. He comes to consider his Public School not as
-a prelude, but as the whole sphere in which his personality has to move.
-Certain<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_262" id="Page_262">[Pg 262]</a></span> prizes and certain honours await him. He does not pause to
-think whether those prizes and those honours will be of much or little
-service to him after he has put the cloistered world behind him. Not
-only is he incapable of viewing his life under the hard light of
-eternity, he is incapable of viewing it under the light of the fifty odd
-years of traffic that wait for him among phenomena. He accepts
-unquestioningly the standards and values of his school. He does not feel
-that he is preparing for a contest. That phase of endeavour belonged to
-his 'prep.' He has started the race.</p>
-
-<p>There is a big difference between four years and six. It is a wall over
-which even the fag can peer on tiptoe. The passage of ambitions and
-loyalties and jealousies is much more swift. It is possible to consider
-four years as a prelude; and as soon as public school life is regarded
-as a prelude the scale of values becomes changed. The boy begins to
-wonder whether he is doing his best to fit himself for after life. He
-will cease to be contented with the honours that come to him on the way.
-Because his school is a fixed institution, because the scope of his
-masters is fixed within its walls, there is a tendency to regard him as
-an inhabitant and not a sojourner there. That is what the schoolboy
-should never be allowed to forget&mdash;that he is passing through one phase
-of his life into another; it is because he has forgotten that that he so
-often pauses bewildered and irresolute on the threshold of life.</p>
-
-<hr />
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_263" id="Page_263">[Pg 263]</a></span></p>
-
-<h2><span>CHAPTER XIV</span> <span class="smaller">CONCLUSION</span></h2>
-
-<p>Were the moral question to be tackled sensibly, and were the reduction
-of the age limit to modify the 'blood' system, and insist upon the fact
-that school life is only a prelude, I believe that athletics would
-occupy their proper place in the life of the school. The social force of
-religion depends, to a large extent, on the appreciation of the
-importance of what will follow the 'here and now.' During the war, when
-the future was insecure, and no one could see anything certainly beyond
-the limits of a fortnight's leave, the country plunged recklessly in
-search of pleasure. No one looked ahead. No one paused to consider what
-would be the harvest of their sowing.</p>
-
-<p>The eyes of the preparatory school boy are fixed upon the future. He
-knows that the successes and failures of the moment are unimportant. He
-knows that a strenuous contest lies in wait for him. In consequence
-there is at a Preparatory School little of the fanatical devotion that
-colours the fabric of public school life. I remember a house master once
-saying that it was impossible for a member of a house side to do much
-work while the house matches were in progress. And, as the house matches
-covered a period of six weeks, this was a pretty<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_264" id="Page_264">[Pg 264]</a></span> generous allowance. At
-the same time the house master only spoke the truth: it was practically
-impossible to do much work during the house matches term; we could think
-of little else. Every evening we would discuss at considerable length
-the afternoon's punt-about and the morrow's match. We would devise
-schemes for the better outwitting of our opponents. We would discuss the
-weakness and strength of individual players. And the majority of
-masters, certainly of house masters, shared this fervour. It is true
-that a certain house master, when presented with the excuse for an
-indifferent prose that house matches were too exciting, remarked: 'I
-don't know whom they excite, they don't excite me.' But this assertion
-was belied by his subsequent behaviour on the touchline. During house
-matches there is an educational moratorium. In peace time the energies
-and interests of a nation are directed into a thousand different
-channels, but in war time every interest is secondary to that of war.
-And, while house matches are in progress, the atmosphere of a house is
-not unlike that of a nation that is at war. Individual members may have
-their private troubles, but they realise that these troubles are of
-small account at such a time. And, though it is no doubt admirable for
-the individual to feel himself of less importance than the community, it
-will hardly be conceded that self-negation in such a cause is likely to
-prove of any very permanent value to him.</p>
-
-<p>Now there are those who will urge that boy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_265" id="Page_265">[Pg 265]</a></span> nature cannot be altered,
-that it is natural for a boy to worship games, and that you cannot
-expect him to be otherwise. But that I shall never believe is so. For
-myself, I know that I play cricket and football as keenly as I did seven
-years ago, that I spend a great many evenings with a Wisden in my hands;
-but that I manage to get through a fair amount of work between each
-January and December. That is not in itself a fair argument. One cannot
-arraign the enthusiasms of sixteen before the enthusiasms of
-twenty-three any more than one can arraign the enthusiasms of
-twenty-three before those of forty. There is no more fallacious argument
-than the 'when you have reached my age, young man.' At different stages
-of our life we are vexed by different problems. At twenty-three our
-sexual life is of vast importance; it stretches before us, a wide field
-for courage, enterprise, adventure. In the man of forty, curiosity has
-been satisfied. He has settled many of the problems that perplexed him
-when he was a young man. And he says: 'My dear fellow, all this that is
-worrying you does not really matter.' But he is wrong. It does matter to
-a young man of twenty. And nothing is trivial that has ever exercised
-deeply the human spirit.</p>
-
-<p>In a world that is in flux the permanence or impermanence of any emotion
-is of less matter than its intensity while it lasts. Sooner or later
-everything must desert us. Is the brain a useless possession because it
-will one day soften. Are teeth less efficacious now because one day<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_266" id="Page_266">[Pg 266]</a></span>
-they will decay. Is a young man of twenty going to listen to the
-impotent man of sixty who mutters: 'Young man, the charms of woman are a
-snare and an illusion. When you have reached my age you will be no
-longer moved by them.' For that is where the 'when you are my age, young
-man,' argument finally lands us. And it is not fair to say to a boy of
-seventeen: 'This mad excitement about games is absurd. In six years even
-you will have outgrown it.' It is for us to decide whether this mad
-excitement is the natural expression of a boy's temperament, or whether
-it is the peculiar growth of a peculiar environment.</p>
-
-<p>I will take as an example Sandhurst as it was in the autumn of 1916. It
-was composed almost entirely of boys straight from the Public Schools,
-and I should imagine that the average age of a company was about
-eighteen, the age, that is to say, at which most of them would have been
-about to start on their last year. They brought with them the standards
-of public school life. One would have expected them to establish their
-standards at Sandhurst. They did nothing of the sort. There was nothing
-that bore the least approach to a blood system. There were seniors and
-juniors, that was all. There was no fierce cult of athleticism. The G.C.
-who scored tries in company matches was not granted a general permission
-to drive his bayonet through college furniture. In the daily life games
-played a prominent part. Indeed, the under officer whose company did not
-make use of the ground<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_267" id="Page_267">[Pg 267]</a></span> allotted to it would have had to face an
-unpleasant half-hour with the commandant. But games never became the
-business of life. They were played for their own sake. They were
-untouched by professionalism. If a three-quarter missed a pass five
-yards from the line he did not bury himself in a far corner of the
-anteroom, apart from the gaiety of his companions. The average company
-side played just as keenly as a house fifteen at school. While we were
-on the field we were as desperately anxious to win. But we did not spend
-the morning in a state of nervous irritation, nor did the issue of the
-contests drive us to deep despondency, or to hysterical elation. A
-certain intensity had passed. Yet I do not think that ever before had I
-derived such pleasure from the actual playing of the game as I did at
-Sandhurst.</p>
-
-<p>One would not, of course, hold up a military institution as the model
-for an educational system. But, from the point of view of athletics, the
-Sandhurst that I knew in the winter of 1916 and the spring of 1917
-possessed all the merits and none of the faults that one associates with
-the average Public School. And yet that Sandhurst was composed of the
-same boys that a few months earlier had, at their Public Schools,
-rigidly observed the exacting ritual of the great god of sport.</p>
-
-<p>Reasons for this change are not difficult to find, and it may be noticed
-that they are in line with the improvements suggested in an earlier
-chapter. There is no blood system, because there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_268" id="Page_268">[Pg 268]</a></span> is little disparity of
-age between the G.C.'s. Juniors belong to a lower caste than the
-seniors, but they inhabit that lower world without worrying much about
-what is happening in the superior world. Contact between the two is not
-established. There is a hard dividing line. A junior may not sit on a
-certain side of the anteroom. There is no social fluidity. One is one
-thing or the other. Athletic worship in school was due largely, I
-suggested, to the absence of any other focus for a boy's enthusiasm. At
-Sandhurst several such focuses were provided. To begin with, the work
-was interesting. The morning was not a mere succession of tiresome hours
-relieved by a quarter of an hour's break. The G.C. did not listen to
-lectures and tactics with the listless condescension that he had paid
-formerly to the Greek syntax; he realised that the knowledge of the
-subjects he was studying would be of practical value to him at a later
-date. He was anxious to be a good officer. He was, therefore, interested
-in his work. He was also at Sandhurst for a very little while. He
-regarded Sandhurst quite definitely as the anteroom to a career; he
-never imagined it to be anything else. In a few months he would have
-joined his regiment. The honours he won at Sandhurst would be of little
-value in themselves, and were only worth the gaining in as far as they
-would enhance the reputation which he would take with him to his
-regiment. A Sandhurst cadet was always looking beyond the present.</p>
-
-<p>Nor did the officers in charge of companies<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_269" id="Page_269">[Pg 269]</a></span> feel any compunction to
-prescribe athleticism as an antidote to immorality. In the first place,
-they were not responsible for the G.C.'s moral welfare, nor was there,
-indeed, any occasion for alarm. The amount of immoral conduct between
-G.C.'s, if there was any, must have been extremely small. Such conduct
-is essentially <i>faute de mieux</i>: women were abundantly available for
-those who wanted them. And in a town such as Camberley there were
-endless opportunities for innocent romance.</p>
-
-<p>The three main causes for athleticism were removed, and in consequence
-there was no athleticism. Now it is obviously impossible for all these
-conditions to be introduced into a Public School. There must be a
-disparity of age, schoolmasters must feel some anxiety about the morals
-of the boys that are to be entrusted to them. But, if we can show that
-the complete removal of certain conditions of public school life can
-entirely remove certain evils, we can only assume that the modification
-of these conditions would cause considerable improvement. The smaller
-the disparity of age between the eldest and the youngest boy, the less
-intense will be the blood system. The shorter the period that a boy
-spends at school, the less will be the tendency to regard school life as
-the complete compass of his life. The supply of another focus for a
-boy's enthusiasm will diminish the strength of his athletic ardour. The
-greater the honesty in tackling the moral question, the less will
-masters feel themselves forced to recommend<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_270" id="Page_270">[Pg 270]</a></span> athleticism as an antidote
-to immorality. And these changes are, I believe, possible without
-altering appreciably the principle of public school education. The
-supply of other focuses may, at first glance, seem a highly difficult
-job. It may, indeed, be advanced that were there another focus,
-athleticism could not exist in its present state, and that there would
-be no need for a reduction of the age limit. But I am inclined to think
-that it would be hardly possible to run any school which contained boys
-of thirteen and boys of nineteen and not have a blood system and an
-athletic worship. The forces of a natural inclination are too strongly
-entrenched behind the barricade of six years. The masters do not stand a
-fair chance. But the weakening of one force means the strengthening of
-another. A lowering of the barricade by a couple of years would give the
-other side a chance of contending equally. The moment a boy realised
-that the prizes of school life had only a temporary value, he would
-question his blind devotion to the religion of athleticism. He would
-wonder whether other things were not worth while. His allegiance would
-be divided.</p>
-
-<p>But the passing of regulations cannot in themselves effect a
-reformation. They can be of great assistance; they can support and they
-can protect. They cannot build. And, in the study of public school life,
-we have to return in the end to the point from which we started. Boys
-and parents and schoolmasters must meet on a common ground and discuss
-their mutual welfare.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_271" id="Page_271">[Pg 271]</a></span> They can do nothing till they are honest with
-each other, till they face the facts together. When they had once done
-that they would not find the road hopelessly barricaded. The solutions
-that I have, from time to time, suggested in these chapters, would, I
-believe, prove beneficial. But it is as a statement of facts, an
-analysis of certain conditions, tendencies, and lines of thought, that I
-would chiefly submit this book to the consideration of parents and
-schoolmasters and those others who are interested in these questions.
-For nothing can be done till the conspiracy of silence, the policy of
-evasion and self-deception, the diplomacy of the merchant and his goods
-is broken down, till, that is to say, parents and schoolmasters meet on
-the common ground of co-operation, till they can look each other in the
-face and say: 'Things are so, and it is for us to find a remedy.'</p>
-
-<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_272" id="Page_272">[Pg 272]</a></span></p>
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-collapse at any moment, and that such 'success' as has been obtained has
-been purchased at the price of principle. In so doing he gives many
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-1720, when the change is varied by the Restoration and Dutch influence,
-followed by a distinctly assertive English spirit. The third period
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-PUBLIC SCHOOL LIFE
-
-
- * * * * * *
-
-COUNTRIES OF THE MIND
-MIDDLETON MURRY
-Demy 8vo. 10s. 6d. net
-
-IBSEN AND HIS CREATION
-Professor JANKO LAVRIN
-Cr. 8vo. 7s. 6d. net
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-THE RETURN
-WALTER DE LA MARE
-Cr. 8vo. 7s. 6d. net
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-
-PUBLIC SCHOOL LIFE
-
-Boys Parents Masters
-
-by
-
-ALEC WAUGH
-
-Author of 'The Loom of Youth,' 'Pleasure,' etc.
-
-
-
-
-
-
-
-[Illustration: Logo]
-
-London: 48 Pall Mall
-W. Collins Sons & Co. Ltd.
-Glasgow Melbourne Auckland
-
-Copyright, 1922
-
-Manufactured in Great Britain
-
-
-
-
-A DEDICATORY LETTER TO ARNOLD LUNN
-
-
-_December 6, 1921_:
-
-MY DEAR ARNOLD,--It was with genuine surprise that I read the other day,
-while turning over the pages of _The Harrovians_, the date 1913 upon the
-title-page. Only eight years ago, and since then so much has happened.
-What a long while it seems since _The Harrovians_ was the most borrowed
-book in the house, and we passed the hours of evening hall, that should
-have been spent in the study of irregular verbs, in eager discussions on
-your book. It was a revelation to us--we schoolboys of 1913. It
-explained us to ourselves. We thought then that the last word on the
-subject had been said.
-
-But one can never say the last word on such a subject as the Public
-Schools, especially in a novel. In a novel one is constrained to tell a
-story or to reveal a character. In _The Harrovians_ you dealt with the
-Public School System only in as far as it effected the development of
-Peter, and in _Loose Ends_ you found yourself equally fettered with
-regard to Maurice. It is for this reason that I feel there is still
-room for a book such as this, which, though a narrative, has for its
-object simply the analysis and presentation of public school life. At
-any rate I hope that you may think, when you come to read it, that it
-was worth doing. If you do not, well then at least here is your name
-after the title-page in grateful tribute to many pleasant hours spent in
-the company of yourself and of your books, and in the hope of many more
-such hours.
-
-For their sake, if not for its own sake, please accept this book, and
-believe me,
-
-As ever, your sincere friend,
-ALEC WAUGH.
-
-
-
-
-CONTENTS
-
-CHAP. PAGE
- I. INTRODUCTORY 1
-
- II. THE PREPARATORY SCHOOL 20
-
- III. THE NEW BOY 38
-
- IV. THE SECOND YEAR 60
-
- V. ATHLETICISM 76
-
- VI. THE TRUE ETHICS OF CRIBBING 91
-
- VII. MORALITY AND THE ROMANTIC FRIENDSHIP 124
-
-VIII. THE MIDDLE YEARS 161
-
- IX. PREFECTSHIP 171
-
- X. THE LAST TERM 198
-
- XI. THE OLD BOY AS SCHOOLMASTER AND PARENT 215
-
- XII. SOME SUGGESTIONS: THE LEAVING AGE WITH
- REGARD TO MORALS 231
-
-XIII. THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS 256
-
- XIV. CONCLUSION 263
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER I
-
-INTRODUCTORY
-
-
-Twenty years ago a father said to his son, who had just come down from
-Oxford with a batting average of 35.7: 'For ten years, my boy, you have
-been playing cricket all through the summer at my expense. You can now
-either come into my business and play first-class cricket during your
-month's holiday in August, or, if you want to continue to play cricket
-all through the season, you can go down to the Oval and apply to be
-taken on as a professional.' The moral, the obvious moral, that is to
-say, is admirable. And the elderly gentleman whom I overheard repeating
-this story in the pavilion, leant back in his seat and affirmed proudly,
-though with a deep sense of the passage of good things, that it was in
-such a spirit that the game had been played when he was young. 'That's
-what cricket meant to the Studds, the Lyttletons, the Fosters. We didn't
-have any of these amateur professionals, none of these fine fellows who
-get found soft jobs by their county committees. What's the difference, I
-should like to know, between the fellow who gets paid five pounds a
-match and the fellow who is presented with the directorship of a ladies'
-corset factory at a comfortable salary, and who has only to go to the
-office once a week to sign his name in the directors' attendance book?'
-The elderly gentleman shrugged his shoulders with disgust.
-
-He was quite right, of course. There are too many cricketers who make as
-much money out of the game as any professional, yet are entitled to put
-initials before their name upon the score card. And the father was quite
-right when he insisted on the industry of his son. He was none the less
-right because things probably failed to turn out as they had been
-planned. They rarely do. We can guess what happened.
-
-For a year the son worked hard. During his month's holiday he made a
-couple of centuries in first-class cricket, and various papers
-commenting on this achievement expressed their regret that so promising
-a cricketer should only be available in August. It is needless to add
-that the other members of the family saw to it that these references did
-not escape the attention of their father. Next season the county started
-so well, that by the end of May it stood at the head of the
-championship, and the young financier was entreated to turn out for the
-Yorkshire match in the middle of June. On such an occasion parental
-discipline was naturally relaxed. And an innings of 87 on a tricky
-wicket was followed by an invitation to play for the Gentlemen at Lords.
-Parental pride was flattered. Next season the same thing happened, only
-more frequently. There was, in fact, an understanding that he was
-available for all the important matches, and very soon not only the
-fixtures with Middlesex, Kent, and Surrey, came to be regarded as
-important, but also those with Hampshire, Gloucestershire, Somerset, and
-Worcester. Indeed, in five years' time the son found himself playing
-county cricket steadily from May to August and as an amateur. Things
-happen like that. Still the pact, as the elderly gentleman in the
-pavilion asserted, had been made in the right spirit. And it was, after
-all, a family affair.
-
-But the fine distinction between the amateur and the amateur
-professional is defined only by the obvious moral to this story, and the
-subtler moral had passed unnoticed by the elderly reactionary in the
-pavilion. A young man, twenty-three years of age, has been expensively
-educated for some ten to twelve years. And he is faced at the end of his
-education, when it is assumed, that is to say, that he is equipped with
-the knowledge and trained ability that will enable him to take up that
-portion of the world's work for which he is best fitted, with two
-alternatives. Either he can go into his father's business, or else he
-can lose his caste and sign on as a professional cricketer. It occurred
-neither to the father nor to the son nor to the elderly gentleman who
-repeated the story in the pavilion that any other alternative was
-possible, or, indeed, desirable. The son was not in a position to say to
-his father: 'Of course I wouldn't become a pro. But I'm really not keen
-on your business. I shouldn't be a success at it. I'd rather do
-something else.' He could not say that, because there was nothing else
-for him to do. Six years earlier he could have gone to Sandhurst. If he
-had worked harder at school he might possibly have passed into the
-Egyptian civil service. It is possible that his blue would have obtained
-for him a schoolmastership, but his gulf in mods, would have limited his
-choice of schools. And the prospects of a junior master at a second-rate
-Public School are not inviting. So, whatever his own inclinations might
-have been, he had to accept his father's offer. It is here that we find
-the true moral of the story; and we ask ourselves whether this young man
-was, in spite of his ten years at Oxford and at a Public School, really
-educated. He had learnt how to make centuries in county cricket, and he
-had acquired a certain quantity of uncorrelated information. But he had
-not developed the ability to perform properly the type of work for which
-he was best fitted, nor, indeed, had he discovered what that type of
-work might be. As likely as not his father's business was the last that
-he should have chosen. We all react from our surroundings, and he had
-probably become heartily sick of his father's particular form of 'shop.'
-He had so often sat wearily at the dinner table, fingering his bread,
-piling the salt into pyramids on the edge of the cruet, while his father
-had explained to his mother the minute details of his latest deal. 'You
-see, my dear, I bought in at twenty-six....' Of all hideous employments
-the buying and selling of shares had seemed to him the weariest. And yet
-there was nothing for him but to accept a desk beside a telephone with
-the files of the _Financial News_ spread out before him.
-
-He can have brought no enthusiasm to his work. Out of a sense of duty,
-and in order to improve his own position, he may have worked hard during
-the winter months, but he must have worked without pleasure, with his
-work not as an end but as a means.
-
-Yet nothing in a man's life is of more importance than his profession.
-If he does not enjoy his work he values too highly the privileges that
-success in it will bring to him. He asks too much of his private life,
-and if he is disappointed, he embarks on a desperate search for
-pleasure. Half of the discontent of modern life, the discontent that
-expresses itself in endless parties, dances, and entertainments, can be
-traced to the reactions of men and women engaged in uncongenial
-employment. And so we return again to that first question. Can we call a
-man educated who has not discovered in what capacity he is most likely
-to be of service to society, or who, having discovered it, has not taken
-steps to qualify himself for that profession. That, in a sentence, is
-the case against the English Public School. A system stands or falls by
-its products.
-
-And it is only natural that parents who are not particularly well off,
-and who have no private business into which they can draft their
-children, should ask themselves whether or not a public school education
-is worth the considerable personal sacrifice that will be entailed if
-their sons are to be sent to Wellington, Clifton, or Uppingham. 'We
-want to do the best for Tommy,' they say. 'But after spending L250 a
-year on him for five years what do we get in return? Tommy is not clever
-enough to pass into the civil service; he may get a mastership on a
-salary only slightly better than that of a Metropolitan policeman. Is it
-worth it?' When the head master to whom these doubts are carried,
-commences to enlarge on the moral qualities that are revealed and
-strengthened by 'the honest give and take of public school life,' the
-parent is still unsatisfied. 'Are you quite sure?' they say. 'Of course
-we know it's all exaggerated, but where there's smoke, you know, and one
-has heard....' Is it surprising that under such circumstances the
-mandarins of the public school profession should have erected a
-barricade of prejudice between themselves and criticism. Their
-maintenance is at stake. They have to persuade the parent that he is
-getting his money's worth. Otherwise he will send his son to a day
-school, or, worse still, to some pension in Rome or Brussels.
-
-And so it has happened that any critic of the Public Schools is
-immediately driven into a false position. For so long the Public Schools
-have been accepted with an unquestioning reverence--for so long, that is
-to say, the authorities have been able to persuade the world that the
-goods they are selling are the best, in fact the only goods upon the
-market--that if any one breathes a word against them now he is labelled
-a revolutionary; it is assumed that politically he is a Socialist, that
-he wishes to substitute co-operation for competition, that he is a
-harbinger of red ruin, concealing a bomb intended for William of
-Wykeham's Tower or the green sward of Agar's plough; that his programme
-involves the complete destruction of the existing fabric, and that he
-proposes to erect about its ruins some bizarre construction of eugenics
-and modernity. Nothing, as a matter of fact, is further from the truth.
-
-The majority of assailants are anything but socialists. They consider an
-enlightened oligarchy the ideal form of government, and their chief
-quarrel with the Public Schools is the absence of that enlightened
-oligarchy. No one wants to destroy the Public Schools. No one would be
-so foolish. But we do maintain that the public school system--a very
-old, a very magnificent, a very venerable mansion--stands in drastic
-need of repair. It is some years since the drains were attended to;
-electric light is more serviceable than gas; the tapestries are a little
-moth-eaten; the books in the library are dusty. The house wants to be
-spring cleaned.
-
-It is easy, of course, to say that, but it is very difficult to know how
-to set about it. Our institutions are mirrors in which are reflected our
-personal imperfections. They can be no better than ourselves; and the
-merchants of panaceas take for granted a world which has left behind it
-envy, greed, malice, and desire. To that degree of perfection we shall
-never attain, but we can at any rate be honest with one another. And
-there is no side of English life about which rulers and ruled, fathers
-and sons, old and young have been so consistently dishonest with one
-another in the past as they have been about the standards and ideals of
-the English Public Schools.
-
-It is the old trouble of the merchant and his goods, and though the
-English Public Schools do not insert double-column advertisements in the
-daily papers, they are at least beholden not to prejudice the value of
-their stock. The greengrocer does not inform you that, on the whole, his
-potatoes are not bad, considering that he bought them from a farmer with
-a leaking shed. A head master does not tell a parent that, if he is
-going to send his son to a Public School, his own school is not worse
-than any other. Yet the same man who views with grave suspicion eulogies
-of a patent medicine, accepts complacently the house-master's assurance
-that Tommy is improving enormously both morally and intellectually under
-his care. A schoolmaster spends a large part of his life boosting the
-value of his goods, and in time, of course, he comes to believe that
-every word of what he says is true. The commercial traveller of two
-years' experience will wink his eye: 'I spun him the tale!' But the
-commercial traveller of ten years' experience has a solemn countenance.
-'People know good stuff when they see it.'
-
-A few weeks ago I was staying in the country with some friends, and was
-taken over by them to the prize-giving of the Preparatory School at
-which their sons were being educated. The ceremony was enacted in the
-gymnasium. The staff sat at the end of the room on a raised dais, in the
-centre of which was a table covered with 'calf-bound mementoes of
-industry.' Behind this table stood the head master. He was a large,
-genial, middle-aged man, rubicund with a surfeit of golf, and he smiled
-down upon the school and upon its parents. 'Well, you boys,' he said, 'I
-want to tell you how pleased I am with the way you've backed me up this
-term. You've worked hard and you've played hard: I don't really know how
-long it is since we've had such a thoroughly satisfactory term: of
-course there are one or two young gentlemen'--and at this point a
-twinkle appeared in the corner of his eye--'who have been a little,
-well, shall we say, difficult; but that's past history, we won't say
-anything more about it; and, as a whole, as I've already said, I don't
-think I've ever had such a satisfactory set of fellows.' There were a
-few more remarks of mutual congratulation, and then he proceeded to the
-distribution of the prizes.
-
-Afterwards I had a chat with one of the assistant masters, with whom I
-happened to be on fairly intimate terms.
-
-'A wonderful fellow, the Head,' he told me. 'Do you know he's made that
-same speech at prize-giving for the last twenty years. Hardly a phrase
-different. He wants to send the parents away in a good temper. They'll
-get their account to-morrow. Of course he doesn't know that's why he's
-doing it. But it's the reason right enough. And how clever that bit is
-about the young gentlemen who've been a little troublesome. It makes
-every mother feel that her boy is better than her neighbour's.'
-
-I suggested that such an opinion was likely to be revised under the
-influence of the terminal report. 'Not a bit of it,' he answered. 'All
-our reports are strictly censored. We write them out on a piece of
-foolscap and the Head gets them typed; but where we write "lazy and
-unintelligent," the parents read "moderate." You can take my word for it
-that the boy who gets "moderate" in his report from here is one of
-earth's best dunces.'
-
-That was, of course, at a private school; but, even at the most
-prosperous Public Schools there is a tacit understanding that parents
-should be stroked down after the manner of refractory cats. The
-half-term report contains frequently enough a quantity of pungent
-critical writing, but the parental visit to the school is invariably the
-occasion for much conversational flattery. Freddie, unless he has become
-involved in any particularly unfortunate adventure, is the object of
-restrained, perhaps qualified, but still potential commendation. The
-father is assured by the house-master that everything is going on
-splendidly: 'A little low in form, perhaps, rather too boisterous at
-times in the day room, but a sound fellow at heart, the sort of fellow
-that the house will be proud of one day.' And the mother's qualms are
-put at rest by the house-master's wife. 'The tone of the house is so
-excellent, you see. No bullying at all, and Freddie's manners are so
-charming. Every one likes him.'
-
-It is possible that if the house-master were taken to task in the
-privacy of his own study, he might be persuaded to confess himself a
-pragmatist. 'One has to keep them quiet,' he might say. 'The young
-rascal'll get on all right as long as they don't start meddling with
-him.' But it is hard to be honest with oneself. The schoolmaster cannot
-help regarding the parent in much the same way that the junior subaltern
-regarded the brigadier. We all know what happened when the runner
-brought the news that at such an hour the brigadier would visit
-Lieutenant Jones's gun emplacements. Lieutenant Jones specially called
-the brigadier's attention to what he knew would please him. He put his
-smartest men on guard. He assured the brigadier that everything was
-going quite all right, that the men were perfectly comfortable and that
-the supply of rations was adequate; Lieutenant Jones did everything, in
-fact, to get the brigadier into the next trench as soon as possible.
-
-Which was, of course, all very rational. The brigadier's interest in
-Lieutenant Jones's gun emplacements was remote and theoretical, and
-either way was of small importance. But it is a different thing
-altogether when house-masters wave parents out of the way with
-comfortable excuses. It establishes at once a dishonest relationship.
-The schoolmaster does not trust the parent. He regards him as a nuisance
-that periodically has to be appeased. And, as long as things go
-smoothly, he is content to leave him in the dark. There is no
-co-operation. And that is absolutely fatal. It means that the two people
-who are chiefly responsible for the boy's welfare are working at cross
-purposes.
-
-The trouble does not end there. For between the parents themselves there
-is frequently an incomplete mutual appreciation of the difficulties of
-school life. Women, in the nature of things, can only know about Public
-Schools what men choose to tell them. That is usually remarkably little.
-Many a husband encourages in his wife the illusion that before he met
-her his life was a vague, indeterminate, ineffectual thing, the
-incidents of which are unworthy to be recorded. And many others on such
-matters as public school life consider that a lie that saves friction is
-justifiable. It is so easy to see how it happens.
-
-Husband and wife are sitting after dinner on either side of the
-fireplace. The wife has just finished reading _The Harrovians_, and she
-looks up with a puzzled, unhappy look. 'Harold, dear,' she says, 'it's
-not like that really, is it? If it were true I couldn't think of sending
-Freddie to such a place.' And what is Harold to say? He has read _The
-Harrovians_. He knows that substantially it is true, but equally well he
-knows that if he acknowledges this to his wife his domestic life for the
-next six years will be complicated by incessant arguments and anxieties.
-To begin with he will have to spend many evenings of discussion before
-he can persuade his wife of the advisability of sending Freddie to
-Rugby. And afterwards there will be constant uneasiness. His wife will
-fret. She will want to pay visits to Rugby, to interview the head
-master, to ask her son uncomfortable questions. His own life would
-become unbearable. And a lie smooths out so much. 'Oh, no, dear, quite
-unlike the Rugby of my day. An exaggerated picture of a bad house in a
-bad school, that's all it is.'
-
-Such a situation must arise fairly frequently. And at least one instance
-of it has come within the circle of my own experience. While I was a
-prisoner in Germany I lent a copy of my school story, _The Loom of
-Youth_, to a fellow-prisoner, who had expressed a wish to read it. A few
-days later he returned it to me with such a flattering display of
-enthusiasm that, in a moment of unusual generosity I promised to send
-him a copy on our return. The sequel reached me a few days later. He had
-returned to his room and remarked that Waugh had promised to give him a
-copy of that book of his, 'the thing that's all full of oaths. I don't
-know what I shall do with it,' he said. 'I shall have to be jolly
-careful that my wife doesn't read it.'
-
-If one may generalise from such an incident, and I believe that one may,
-for it has its root in the eternal indolence of human nature, then not
-only schoolmasters and parents, but fathers and mothers are working at
-cross purposes. And so the boy finds himself alone, stranded in a
-society the nature of which he has to discover for himself. He never
-regards his house-master as one working in co-operation with his
-parents for the welfare of his soul. Schoolmasters will be to him a
-separate caste. And although he will never reason this out with himself,
-he will appreciate it intuitively in the natural cunning with which he
-will exploit one or the other in the furtherance of his own ends. I do
-not mean that he is deceitful. But he may want to specialise in History,
-or to abandon German in favour of Greek, and he will think whether he
-would do better to approach his father or his house-master. There is a
-sort of dual monarchy, and if one sovereign is opposed to a favourite
-scheme, it is but natural to try one's fortune with the other.
-
-His parents' interest in his school life must appear to him superficial.
-When his father comes down at half term, he has to answer innumerable
-questions as to his prowess on the cricket field; and very often indeed
-the chief pleasure that his athletic successes brings him is the thought
-of the delight that his father will experience. But the intimate side of
-his school life, his thoughts, his friendships, his troubles, his
-ambitions, do not enter into his relationship with his parents. In the
-same way his house-master's interest in his home life seems to him
-superficial. On his return to school he is asked a few questions about
-the theatres he has visited; whether he is in training for the football;
-has he done any private work? not a word of his intimate life. The boy
-ceases to regard his school life as a continuation of his home life. The
-two are entirely separate, and it depends on the temperament of the
-individual as to which of the two he will consider the more important.
-We hear a great deal of talk about the influence of the home; it is,
-indeed, the stock argument of the pedagogue who would shelve his own
-responsibility on to other shoulders, but I believe that its influence
-is greatly overrated. Home and school present to the average boy two
-watertight compartments. They are different lives, a different technique
-is required. And human nature has at least one property of the
-chameleon.
-
-A schoolboy sets out, therefore, to discover school life for himself. He
-knows what his parents expect him to make of it; he has a fairly shrewd
-idea of what his schoolmaster expects him to make of it. It remains for
-him to investigate school life as his companions have made it. Naturally
-he does not announce his investigations. He lets his parents think what
-they like and his schoolmasters think what they like. He goes his own
-way. And it is thus that school life as it is, differs so enormously
-from the traditional concept of it. There must be always a gulf between
-the reality and the imagined idea. But in public school life the gulf is
-between, not the schoolboy reality and his idea of it, but between the
-schoolboy reality, and the confused idea of it that is held by parents
-and masters. It is two degrees from the truth. In consequence, when any
-one does attempt to tell the truth there is an outburst of indignant
-protest. And the worst of it is that it is an honest outburst. When head
-masters write to the Press and say 'these accusations are entirely
-false,' they honestly believe what they say. That is what makes
-everything so difficult. They have forgotten their own schooldays, and
-for so long they have been persuading parents of the value of a public
-school education that they have come to believe in their own
-advertisements. And yet what they have come to believe is far more
-remarkable than the truth. In sermons and addresses they assure the boy
-and his parents that school life is a miniature of the larger world;
-which is the statement of a fact: yet every subsequent act and utterance
-is in contradiction to this initial axiom. For, if that larger world did
-really resemble the official concept of school life, what a bizarre,
-what an extravagant affair it would be. It would be filled with high
-lights, with breathless escapades, with impossible heroics. It has been
-accepted as quite credible that a boy should be capable of the most
-extreme and loathsome brutalities, that a percentage of every school
-should spend its life in gambling and heavy drinking, that at least one
-prefect in every school should contract inconvenient liabilities at the
-Baron's Arms, and that to extricate himself he should forge his
-house-master's signature. Indeed, anything may happen provided that the
-course of life follows a simple process of right and wrong which leads
-to the triumph of virtue and the downfall of vice. It is something like
-a Lyceum melodrama. And, though we can all manage to enjoy for a couple
-of hours the fine sensationalism of _The Beggar Girl's Wedding_, we
-should hardly accept its values as a philosophical background for our
-daily life. And yet that has actually happened in the case of the Public
-Schools. Mr P. G. Wodehouse, in his delightful _Mike_, makes Psmith say
-to a new acquaintance: 'Are you the Bully, the Pride of the School, or
-the Boy who is led astray and takes to drink in Chapter Sixteen?' Such
-figureheads exist in the popular imagination. The world believes in
-bullies, in villains, in straight heroes and in the weak character who
-goes wrong, but is saved through the influence of either the hero or the
-head master, or the head master's daughter, or through the sermon of an
-occasional preacher. It is all very jolly, of course, and no doubt the
-world would be a far more comfortable place if it were possible to label
-and pigeonhole all our friends and acquaintances. But life cannot be
-simplified by any arbitrary process. We have our standards of conduct,
-but they are shifting and relative. They are the measures that each
-successive society arranges for what it considers to be its convenience.
-And we accept them for what they are. At a Public School, however, a
-traditional conception has formed a code of rules for the convenience of
-a society that does not exist. Which is confusing: and when Desmond Coke
-wrote in _The Bending of a Twig_ a very entertaining skit on the
-behaviour of a boy who had read a number of school stories, and went to
-Shrewsbury expecting to find bullies behind every cloister,
-schoolmasters laughed over the book, but did not read into it any
-criticism of themselves.
-
-And yet there is nothing that we need more than an honest facing of the
-facts of public school life. Facts are a solid neutral ground on which
-parents and boys and masters may meet to discuss their ideals and their
-difficulties. And, in the course of that discussion, they may discover,
-as likely as not, a way out of their troubles. The hope of this book is
-to provide that statement of facts. It does not set out as an
-educational treatise. It accepts the Public Schools as the system best
-suited to the material with which it deals. It suggests no new system of
-teaching. It does not advocate co-education. It does not advance any
-plea for Montessor methods. It will contain no discussion of the
-advantages of Greek over German. There will be no appendix with
-time-tables and suggested curriculum. For, as things are now, it does
-not matter whether Sanscrit is substituted for mathematics: the boy will
-learn equally little of either. It is intended as a human study of
-public school life, as an attempt to break down that conspiracy of
-silence, that relationship of evasion and deceit that exists officially
-between parents, boys, and masters; and from time to time it will
-suggest solutions.
-
-It is, of course, only an attempt. For no one person can see more than a
-side of the truth. However impartial we try to be, we can see in a
-situation only what the limitations of our personality allow us. We are
-all at tether. During the last three years many public men have visited
-Russia; they have been honest men, and we know quite well that they went
-there with the firm intention of telling nothing but the truth. But,
-before they went, we could have told them exactly what they would say on
-their return. Yet the analogy does not quite hold good. For we, too,
-have gone, each of us, to a Public School with a preconceived idea of
-what school life would be, and each of us in turn has had that
-conception destroyed by actuality, and each in turn has had to create
-for himself his own picture. It follows then that there must in each
-picture be a certain measure of truth.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER II
-
-THE PREPARATORY SCHOOL
-
-
-We hear much of the embarrassed misery of a boy's first week at school.
-And, certainly, it is pretty wretched. Mr Vachell compared it to the
-first plunge into an ice-cold swimming bath: the sudden shock, and,
-afterwards, the glory of a swim. But it is the inaction, the loneliness
-of the first week that is so difficult. It is more like standing on the
-edge of the swimming bath on a cold day waiting for the signal that will
-start the race. And yet the change must have been a great deal more
-difficult for our parents than it was for us. The preparatory school
-system is of more or less recent growth, and, when one considers how
-much one learnt at a Preparatory School, in _esprit de corps_, in
-patience, in sportsmanship, in the give and take of a communal life, one
-wonders how an earlier generation managed to survive the first term.
-School life by all accounts was a fairly barbarous business in the
-eighties, and by what strange roads our parents came to those rough
-waters. Some came straight from home, some from private tutors: the
-majority from the old-fashioned dame school. It is not surprising that
-the Preparatory Schools should have so increased in number and improved
-in quality.
-
-For the Preparatory School fulfils a most important function, and it
-fulfils it extremely efficiently. It is what it sets out to be, a school
-that will take a small boy almost from the nursery, and train him in the
-course of four or five years to take his place in a large Public School.
-The task that the head master of a Preparatory School has to tackle is
-not, however, anything like so hard as that which confronts the head
-master of a Public School. For a Public School has to equip a boy for
-life; and life is vast, indeterminate, a swiftly moving river that is
-never the same from one moment to another. The Preparatory School, on
-the other hand, has only to equip a boy for a Public School, and the
-Public School is a fixed quantity. As regards curriculum, the task is
-simple. The required standard of education is known. A certain
-percentage in the common entrance examination has to be obtained. The
-school has not to discover the career for which its individual members
-are best suited. It has merely to decide which of them are good enough
-to be trained specially for scholarships. The main object of the
-Preparatory School, however, is to produce presentable specimens of
-society, boys who will do the right thing in the right circumstances.
-And this the Preparatory School does admirably well.
-
-It is at a Preparatory School that boys learn manners, courtesy, the
-proper behaviour in the presence of ladies. But these things, you may
-say, a boy will learn at home. No doubt he ought to, but any preparatory
-schoolmaster will disabuse you on that point. How many small boys of
-seven who have not been to a school will, when they are handed a plate
-of cakes, take the one nearest to them rather than the one of which they
-fancy the appearance. How many small boys will think of opening a door
-for a lady, of offering her his chair when she enters the room, of
-apologising to his hostess if he arrives late for breakfast. These are
-the little things that a boy learns at a Preparatory School and that he
-will learn nowhere else; at all good schools a great value is placed on
-these points of etiquette; if anything, 'good manners' are rather
-overdone, and the precipitate charge of twelve or thirteen urchins
-towards a door handle is likely to prove embarrassing to the lady
-visitor who has risen from her chair.
-
-At my own school, for instance, music lessons always took place
-immediately after lunch; so that, if lunch was a little late, the first
-boys were allowed to leave the table before grace. It was a rule,
-however, that no boy should ever leave the dining-room till he had asked
-the permission of the ladies. And many visitors were much perplexed by
-the repeated inaudible apologies of nervous small boys who came
-stumbling towards them between two close-packed tables. The good manners
-of a preparatory school boy are indeed slightly pedagogic. Their elbows
-are pressed into their sides when they eat, their wrists are raised
-above the table, and, in a precise voice, they request permission to
-trouble their next door neighbour for the salt. They are like the
-critics who insist that a sonnet is not a sonnet if the last lines of
-the sestet form a couplet. But it is a fault on the right side. For
-manners, as well as morals, relax in the greater freedom of a Public
-School, and at the age of fifteen one has managed to substitute ease for
-stiffness.
-
-It is, indeed, impossible to say how much one learns at a Preparatory
-School. At the age of ten one has not the necessary detachment to view
-oneself as an objective reality. It is impossible, for instance, to
-remember where, or when, was learnt the spirit of comradeship and
-sportsmanship that is, perhaps, the most lovable quality of the old
-public school boy. It is hardly inherited. For the average small boy is
-greedy, selfish, and acquisitive; and, when one is given leg before to a
-left-hand round the wicket bowler who is turning the ball from the off,
-the temptation to protest against the umpire's decision is natural. The
-primitive man, indeed, would have uprooted a stump and walked to the
-other end of the pitch. Where does one learn to turn straight round and
-walk towards the pavilion? I think it is at the Preparatory School. A
-small boy knows that he has got to play cricket like a sportsman; he
-knows that a sportsman does not question the umpire's decision; and he
-is terribly afraid of doing the wrong thing in the presence of his
-schoolfellows. The first time he is given out caught at the wicket off
-his pad, a blind anger seizes him. His mouth opens to make a protest.
-The same thing happened last year when he was playing cricket in the
-garden with his brother and sister, and, when they insisted that he was
-out, he sat down in the middle of the field and howled till they told
-him he could continue his innings. The temptation to repeat the
-experiment is considerable. But he dare not make any exhibition of
-himself. He would be mercilessly ragged; and so he returns to his seat
-under the trees and contents himself with the announcement that Jones is
-a mean sneak who was trying to get a revenge for the kicking he got that
-morning. And of course the incident will be repeated. Umpires make
-mistakes in first-class cricket: small boys make them with a melancholy
-frequency on lower grounds, and few batsmen are satisfied with an l.b.w.
-decision. The young cricketer has many opportunities of displaying the
-Christian qualities of patience and restraint, and every time the
-temptation to sit down in the middle of the pitch and howl grows weaker.
-'The monster custom is angel yet in this,' and, by the time he goes to
-his Public School, his features have learnt to assume a good-natured
-smile, and he says something about it being all in the game and that
-last week he had a decision in his favour.
-
-I am inclined to think that in that example can be found the essence of
-preparatory school life; the habits of courtesy and sportsmanship are
-acquired till they become a second nature. We are told that man is a
-logical creature, that when he has been properly educated it will be
-possible for forty million people to live in one country without
-competition; that in an enlightened society there will be no need for
-policemen, for every man will instinctively appreciate what is right. It
-may be so. No one knows what the world will be like two thousand years
-hence. But, in the meantime, I think we do wisely to train small boys as
-we train an animal. We thrash our dog if he plays havoc in our
-neighbour's chicken run, and we rag the small boy who disputes the
-umpire's decision. The dog does not chase chickens again, nor does the
-small boy argue in the middle of the pitch.
-
-It is a strange business, though, this acquiring of social habits, and,
-though preparatory school life has been only dealt with in a small way
-by educationalists and novelists, the process is certainly interesting.
-Everything, to allow for the subsequent relaxation at the Public School,
-is slightly overdone, and the small boy tends to become a prig. It is
-only natural that he should. By nature he is at that time a somewhat
-poisonous little beast. He is the victim of numberless petty faults and
-jealousies; and when he becomes reformed he is self-righteous. He would
-never think of sneaking, of course, but he would not hesitate to whisper
-just as a master is coming into the class-room, 'Oh, shut up, Jones.' He
-always enjoys putting some one else in the wrong, and Arnold Lunn has,
-in _The Harrovians_, an incident that provides an admirable example of
-this attitude. A member of the school has just died. He was not a
-popular boy; he was not distinguished in games or work. No one really
-minded, but the school felt bound to present a countenance of
-appropriate melancholy. A certain Clayford, however, had a set of stamps
-he wished to sell, and he accosted cheerfully a couple of boys who were
-discussing the last hours of their lost comrade. 'I say, you chaps, like
-to buy a complete set of Borneos surcharged Labuan?'
-
-'Not to-day, thank you,' said Peter stiffly.
-
-'We're not much interested in stamps _to-day_,' added Morgan.
-
-It is a perfect picture.
-
-And as there is no stricter moralist than the potential rake, there is
-no one with a more rigid code of honour than the preparatory school boy.
-'Owning up' becomes a fetish. Popular opinion drives the wretched urchin
-into the head master's study. I remember once that on the eve of a
-school match a member of the eleven went sick with a headache. There was
-immediate consternation. Ferguson might not be a good bowler, his
-batting was indifferent and he missed his catches more often than not,
-but he was a distinct improvement on Evans, the twelfth man. The chances
-of a victory were prejudiced: and then some one recollected that that
-morning Smith had smacked Ferguson's head in the changing room. It also
-happened that, for the moment, Smith was extremely unpopular. Morison's
-people had just paid their half-term visit to the school, and when the
-Head had brought Morison's mother into the room, Smith had not stood up.
-It had been a direct insult to Morison's mater. Every one had said so,
-and none of us would listen to Smith's excuse that he had had his back
-to the door, and was filling his fountain pen, a combination of
-circumstances that rendered a sudden leap to the feet impossible.
-
-'Don't argue, Smith; you're a cad.' That's what every one had said; and
-when it was remembered that Smith had punched Ferguson's head that
-morning, the fury of popular opinion knew no limit.
-
-'You've lost the match, I hope you know; you'll have to own up, of
-course,' we said.
-
-Smith was resentful. He did not see why he should.
-
-'Because, Smith, that is what a gentleman does under such
-circumstances.'
-
-Smith was still obstinate. He did not see why Ferguson should have got a
-headache just because of this. People had had their heads punched before
-without getting headaches. There was a murmur of contumely.
-
-'But that wasn't an ordinary punch, Smith; you hit him with all your
-force.'
-
-The suggestion that it was not an ordinary punch flattered Smith's
-pride. He, too, was inclined to think that there had been about that
-punch a certain something. He grudgingly admitted that it had been a
-pretty hard smack.
-
-'Even so, though, I don't see how things are going to be made any better
-by my owning up.'
-
-Such an attitude was opposed to every idea of preparatory school honour.
-There was a shudder of supreme contempt.
-
-'Perhaps _you_ don't, Smith.' And there the argument stopped. But for
-the rest of the day Smith's life was made miserable. Every time any one
-passed him they said: 'Owned up yet?' No one would talk to him at
-tea-time; when he joined a group afterwards the group dispersed and he
-was left alone. Finally, of two evils, confession appeared to him the
-less, and, after prayers, he pushed open the door of the head master's
-study and blurted out to the accompaniment of big quivering sobs that he
-had punched Ferguson's head in the changing-room and given him a
-headache, and, perhaps, lost the match.
-
-A couple of years ago I went down to my old school, and, just before
-lunch, when the whole school was collected in the hall, the head master
-announced that he wanted the name of the boy who had left the tap
-running in the bathroom. There was a slight commotion in a far corner;
-one boy was being nudged and pressed forward. There was a whisper of 'Go
-on, Hunter.' All eyes were turned in his direction. There was no course
-for Hunter but to come forward into the open and confess.
-
-And yet, as likely as not, some one else was the offender. It was the
-sort of offence that any one might commit. It is not easy to remember
-what one has forgotten. No doubt he thought he had turned off the tap,
-otherwise he would hardly have left the bathroom; yet he might very
-likely have done it. His companions told him that he had, and his faith
-in their loving kindness was not sufficient for him to have wondered
-why they had not repaired his mistake. If Hunter had not owned up he
-would have had to say definitely that he had not left the tap running,
-and that he could not truthfully have done. So he owned up.
-
-The fear of being thought a coward very often makes the preparatory
-school boy confess to sins that he has never committed, and it is
-usually the ones who are most often in trouble who find themselves in
-this position. After all, if you are always getting into scrapes, are
-always engaged in some misadventure, it is very hard to tell whether, on
-a particular occasion, you are innocent or not. The head master comes
-into a class-room in the afternoon.
-
-'Now look here, you fellows,' he says, 'you know I've told you that I
-won't have you running down that steep path to the football field. You
-are bound to fall down; you must walk. I've told you that a hundred
-times. Now the matron tells me that she saw one of you running down
-there this morning. I want to know that boy's name.'
-
-What is Jones mi. to do? He has run down that path so often. Whether or
-not he did so that morning he cannot remember. He has had so much to
-think about since then. Yet, suppose he did run down the hill, and
-suppose that some one saw him. If he does not own up, he will be called
-a coward all over the school. Far better 'own up,' and receive some
-small punishment. Indeed, it may be said that the Jones mi.'s of the
-world form a rule for themselves, that they own up to every offence of
-which they are not dead certain that they are innocent. Head masters,
-like batsmen, have to have the benefit of the doubt.
-
-It is equally difficult to acknowledge innocence in the midst of crime.
-At my old school there was an excellent rule that for half an hour after
-lunch we should sit in our class-rooms and read quietly. One afternoon
-this peaceful siesta was disturbed by a loud and fierce and general
-discussion of the superiority of Yorkshire cricket over that of
-Lancashire. The particular class-room unfortunately happened to be
-situated beneath the nursery of the head master's children, and the
-angry voices of the disputants roused from her slumbers a recent
-addition to the family. The complaints of a very indignant nurse forced
-a very busy master to disturb the repose of that restful half-hour after
-lunch. On this occasion the usual formula was reversed. He did not ask
-the names of the boys who had been talking, he asked for the names of
-the boys who had not been talking. Now, as it happened, I had taken no
-part in the argument. I am a Middlesex supporter, I had just received as
-a birthday present a bound volume of _Chums_, I was also, at the time,
-in popular disfavour. So I had seated myself in a far corner of the room
-and read steadily, with my fingers pressed into my ears. But I did not
-dare to say so. I should never have been forgiven. It would have been
-the action of a conscientious objector. No one would have believed me.
-I realised how hopelessly out of things I should feel while the rest of
-the school were receiving their punishment. Suppose a half-holiday was
-stopped--what on earth should I do with a half-holiday all to myself? I
-should be much happier working out theorems in a class-room. And it was
-also possible that I might have said something that some one had
-overheard--at any rate, I was not going to risk it. I sat silent at my
-desk and accepted meekly the common lot.
-
-From the outside a Preparatory School looks very much like a miniature
-Public School. It presents the same features, the same routine, the same
-curriculum; there is even some attempt at a prefectorial system.
-Superficially they have much in common. But there the resemblance ends.
-The scale of values is altogether different. Indeed the Preparatory
-School is very like the Public School of traditional conception. Talbot
-Baines Reed is only read by boys of under thirteen; and boys of under
-thirteen have moulded themselves after his image. There are, of course,
-none of the high-lights, the heroism, the sacrifice. There are no
-nocturnal visits to ostlers; but otherwise it is not unlike _The Fifth
-Form at St Dominic's_. The smallest boys do resemble the 'Tadpoles' of
-that popular romance. In spite of frequent visits to the bathroom their
-hands and collars are continually smeared with ink; when they go for
-walks at least one of them falls into the ditch and cuts his trousers;
-they are all dog-eared except at meal times and at the start of the
-morning's work. And they have the same attitude to life. They are
-continually forming rival gangs; they are on the brink of feuds and
-jealousies. They side against one another. Each boy in turn becomes the
-object of general dislike. There is a certain amount of bullying, a
-great deal more than there is at most public schools. New boys, for
-instance, are subjected to an inquisition. They are asked what their
-father is, and whether they would rather be a bigger ass than they look,
-or look a bigger ass than they are. At a Public School only one boy in
-every twenty gets really ragged, and usually for obvious reasons. But at
-a Preparatory School every one has to put up with a certain amount of
-persecution. There is a good deal of sycophancy, and the independent
-learn many lessons.
-
-But when all is said and done, the really big difference between the
-Preparatory and the Public School is the absence of the cult of
-athleticism. The scholar is entitled to and receives as much respect as
-the cricketer and for obvious reasons. The Preparatory School has to
-contend with a far more competitive system than the Public School.
-Schools have their ups and downs. Numbers rise and fall, but a Public
-School that has a name can be always certain of the support of its old
-boys. It has a firmly established tradition. Only a few Preparatory
-Schools, on the other hand, possess this questionable advantage. The
-name of only a few are familiar. None of them would justify the
-journalist in the employment of his cliche 'a household word.' The
-Preparatory School depends largely on the energy and personality of one
-man, and the scholars are, after all, his exhibition blooms. He may
-produce cricketer after cricketer, but the Public School will take all
-the credit. We speak of Hedges and Chapman and Stevens as products of
-Tonbridge, Uppingham, and U.C.S. respectively. We do not know where they
-learnt the groundwork of the game. The scholar, however, comes into
-prominence while he is still at his Preparatory School. The name of the
-school is put after the name of the successful candidate. It is the
-scholar, not the cricketer, who advertises a school. If the head master
-of a Preparatory School told you that seven of his old boys were at that
-time playing in their Public School Eleven, you would not feel that he
-was entitled to any extravagant credit. If, however, he told you that in
-one year seven of his boys had won scholarships you would be
-considerably impressed. The boys themselves naturally, of course, are
-more interested in cricket than in Greek, but they appreciate that
-scholastic triumph has a marketable value, and the school officially is
-prouder of its Winchester scholar than of its slow left-hand bowler. The
-small boy who goes home for the holidays knows that he can impress his
-uncle by the announcement that Hughes got the second Eton scholarship,
-but that the statement that they beat Southdown by 100 runs and that
-Evans took seven wickets for twenty-three will elicit only a polite
-'really.' It is exactly the opposite at a Public School. The new boy
-will proudly announce that the captain of his house had played for
-Notts. There is a standard by which one can judge public school cricket
-and football; there is no more a standard for the performances of
-preparatory school athletes than there is for the startling figures of
-the village fast bowler. Naturally there is more excitement when a new
-boy shows an uncanny apprehension of the theorems of geometry than over
-a new boy who brings the ball back naturally from the off. As a result
-the preparatory master is inclined to push the clever boys on too fast.
-It is the one real mistake that the Preparatory School makes, and it
-should be noticed. For it is serious.
-
-A boy of eighteen can stand the strain of systematic coaching; a boy of
-twelve cannot. The preparatory scholar is more often than not a
-hot-house product. He has drawn on his reserves too early; his mind has
-been forced into a groove at the start. He is trained like a pet
-Pomeranian, and he is kept in blinkers; he is not allowed to explore
-bye-paths that are of interest to him. That would be prejudicial to his
-chances. He has to keep on the straight road of scholarship. He may get
-his scholarship; he probably will, for such Preparatory Schools are
-specialists at the game, but, in the long run, it does not pay. The boy
-has been forced too soon and he is stale by the time he gets to his
-Public School.
-
-It is very interesting to note how often, in the course of a year or
-two, boys who did not get scholarships are higher up in the school than
-their successful rivals: a man who starts the half-mile at a hundred
-yards pace leads at the end of the first lap, but he does not win the
-race. And the preparatory school master is inclined to forget that,
-while a Winchester scholarship is the whole race for him, it is only the
-first lap for the boy. He naturally wants the credit of the scholarship
-for his school, but on the other hand he has to be unselfish. He has to
-ask himself whether, in the long run, it is not better for the boy to
-carry on with the general routine and take the scholarship examination
-in his stride. If he succeeds well and good; if not, there is plenty of
-time. And the wise parent will insist on this.
-
-The boy himself, however, realises that his world is that of the green
-leaf and the bud. It is a time of sowing. And the fruits will show
-elsewhere. He knows that his career will only start when he reaches his
-Public School. The fact is always being forced upon his attention. 'This
-sort of thing is all very well here,' his masters will tell him, 'but it
-won't work at your Public School.' In the same way the commandant at
-Sandhurst used to adjure us in his speeches, 'to keep always before you
-the thought of the day when you will join your regiment.'
-
-There is the fear and the attraction of the unknown future. And, for the
-sake of it, a boy will work far harder than he would otherwise have
-done. He looks beyond the rewards and position that his own school
-offers. It is not enough to be in the highest form, not enough to be in
-the first eleven. He must improve himself so as to be able to take a
-high place in the next stage of his career. A public school boy, on the
-other hand, regards the honours that his school has to offer as an end
-sufficient in themselves. In occasional addresses he is adjured to think
-of the day when he will have to step out of that cloistered peace into
-the rush and traffic of life; but that day is distant. He has little
-ambition beyond 'a ribboned coat' and a seat at the high table. His
-horizon is contracted, and his behaviour is that of those who do not
-believe in a survival after death. He places an undue value upon the
-immediate and the present. The preparatory school boy always looks ahead
-to a future stage of life. And so it is that, when the last day at
-school comes, he is not the victim of the surprised sentimentality that
-overcomes the public school boy. He has begun to feel that he has
-outgrown his surroundings. He has chafed at the restraint of childhood.
-He has felt that success or failure is of little importance: so soon he
-will be making a fresh start. He has lived in the future. He has spent
-long summer evenings reading the history of his new school. He has
-studied photographs of its buildings; he has pored over old numbers of
-the school magazines, and has formed a romantic conception of the giants
-of whose prowess he has read. The future opens before him with
-limitless opportunities, and he can face it with an eager confidence
-after his five long years of discipline. How long they have taken in the
-passing, and yet in retrospect how flat they appear, how colourless, how
-tiresome. Nothing has happened; day has followed day. Ah, well, that is
-over now. Life is to begin. The new boy sets out hungry for experience.
-On the last day at his Preparatory School he is addressed, in company
-with the other boys who are leaving, by the head master. His egotism is
-flattered by the assurance that the honour of his old school lies in his
-hands. He is told that he will need a firm upper lip and a stout heart.
-He listens to a recommendation of honesty, truthfulness, and
-courage--all this he has heard before. He has read so many school
-stories. And then, suddenly, he is startled by a warning against
-temptations, the nature of which he imperfectly understands. His
-curiosity is roused. He learns that if he yields to these temptations
-his career will be spoilt, his health and brain will be ruined. How this
-fate is going to be brought about he is not certain, but he agrees with
-his head master that it is a fatality at all costs to be avoided. He
-asks a friend for enlightenment and receives a superior answer of: 'Oh,
-don't you know!' which makes him think that his friend knows even less
-about it than he does. At any rate this particular temptation has not
-yet presented itself, and the acknowledgment of its existence fades from
-his contemplation of a golden future.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER III
-
-THE NEW BOY
-
-
-Alpha and Omega are the most widely known letters of the Greek alphabet.
-And the first and last weeks of a public school career have inspired
-more essays and sermons than the other two hundred and fifty weeks put
-together. Yet in neither the beginning nor the end is to be found the
-essence of school life. The last week is a period of agreeable
-sentiment. The first of embarrassed loneliness. The new boy feels that
-he has no part in the life of the school. On that first afternoon, when
-he has said good-bye to his parents, and turns to walk away from the
-station, the school buildings, chapel, studies, cloisters, assume in the
-mellow September sunlight the prospect of a distant city that one day he
-may be privileged to enter. At present he is outside it, as he stands at
-the edge of the courts, forlorn in his black tie and wide brimmed straw
-hat, while the stream of boys in bowler hats and gaily coloured ties
-pours up from the station. On all sides he hears shouts of welcome,
-snatches of eager conversation. No one takes the least notice of him. He
-is an unrecognised foreigner.
-
-During supper, he sits silent and nervous among the new boys at the
-day-room table. From time to time he casts hesitating glances at the
-raised table where the prefects sit. What giants they seem. He wonders
-which is Featherstone, the head of the House?[1] Is that imposing figure
-with the black hair brushed back from his forehead, the G. O. Evans, who
-made 121 in the Public School's match at Lords? Can it be possible that
-he and they are members of the same society?
-
-A prefect rises from the high table and leaves the hall. Immediately
-forms are pushed back and the long narrow passage leading to the
-dormitories is filled with sound. The new boy is taken with the stream.
-What will happen to him now, he wonders? He has always understood that
-most of the ragging takes place in the dormitories. Will all new boys be
-subjected to some common lot? In a way he almost hopes that they will.
-He may thus be given an opportunity of showing his courage. He will be
-marked down at once as 'a bit of a sport.'
-
-But nothing happens. He walks timidly into the large airy room with its
-bare boards, its row of wash-hand stands and red-quilted beds. He sees
-his bag lying in the middle of the floor. Three hours earlier when he
-and his parents had been shown round by the house-master's wife, he had
-placed his bag on the corner bed. It had seemed to him a good idea to
-reserve that particular bed. He would then be open to attack only on
-one side. Memories of Horatius Cocles had stirred his imagination. But
-some one else is already undressing there. He picks up his bag, and is
-about to place it on the bed nearest him when a warning voice informs
-him that Jones has bagged that bed. He looks round him in dismay. There
-are only two vacant beds. 'May I have that one?' he asks. The boy with
-the warning voice looks surprised at being questioned. 'I should think
-so,' he says, 'unless Hughes wants it. He had it last term.' The new boy
-does not know whether or not he dare begin to undress beside the bed
-that Hughes may possibly commandeer. He stands irresolute; then decides
-to take the risk. There is nothing to choose between the two positions,
-and Hughes would probably prefer a change.
-
-He begins slowly to undress. No one takes the least notice of him. No
-one evinces the slightest inclination to test the courage of the new
-man. No hardened bully enters with a blanket. It is possible that two
-blase young gentlemen from another dormitory will stroll in 'just to
-have a look at the new men,' will make a cursory examination, and having
-expressed their disgust at 'such an appalling crew,' will seek better
-fortune elsewhere. That will be all. The inquisition of preparatory
-school terrors is a myth. This generation is not more timid than its
-predecessors, but it is more subtle. The boy who has just ceased to be
-labelled 'new' wishes to impress his importance on the new boy. Forty
-years ago he achieved this object by putting the new boy on a chair and
-throwing boots at him. The appeal to physical force was not, however,
-invariably successful. Sometimes the small boy retaliated, and there is
-no reason why a boy of thirteen should not be a match for one of
-fourteen. At any rate the 'year older' has accepted the twentieth
-century doctrine that the easiest way to impress a person is to ignore
-him. And so the boy of a year's standing assumes an air of Olympian
-superiority. The new man is beneath his notice. He prefers to lean in
-the doorway of the dormitory, and talk of the days when 'Meredith had
-that far bed, and Johnstone had the wash-hand stand beneath the window.'
-He will casually let fall the names of the mighty and note their effect
-on the young. In the daytime he is probably quite an insignificant
-person, low in form and a funk at football. He can only appear great in
-the presence of his juniors during the quarter of an hour between supper
-and lights out. He therefore takes enormous pains to secure the
-admiration of those whom he affects to despise.
-
-It is the same everywhere. At Sandhurst, on the first night of each
-term, the seniors used to cluster round the piano and sing till 'rooms'
-with incredible violence and discord. It was done entirely to impress
-the juniors, and on the whole I am inclined to think it was successful.
-The junior is a shy person, and the din has on him an effect not unlike
-that of an intensive bombardment. As the junior sits in a far corner of
-the anteroom, cowed and unhappy by an exhibition that is being
-conducted, though he does not know it, entirely for his benefit, so does
-the new boy lie back in bed on his first night, wondering what it is all
-about.
-
-The jargon puzzles him; the attitude to life puzzles him. The boy with
-the warning voice is lamenting that he has got his 'budge.'
-
-'Rotten luck,' he says. 'I should like to have stopped in old Moke's for
-at least a year. I did just well enough in each paper to avoid being
-bottled. Fourteenth I came out, and now they've started a new form, so
-we've all got shoved up.' The rest of the dormitory express sympathy.
-Then some one wonders whether Davenport will turn 'pi' now he's a 'pre';
-the opinion is expressed that Ferguson will find himself pretty lonely
-now that Wodehouse has left. A lot of people have apparently been
-waiting a long time to kick him with impunity. Some one says, 'Let's
-make up the Fifteen,' and the rival claims of Bradshaw and Murray are
-carefully weighed. And all the while four wretched new boys listen in
-silent, confused wonderment.
-
-The conversation gradually becomes spasmodic. There are longer and
-longer pauses between the conclusion of one topic and the introduction
-of another. 'Well,' says the senior boy, 'about time we were going to
-sleep. Good-night all.' There is a murmur of 'good-night': silence: and
-then again the warning voice. 'Oh, but I say, Stewart, what about the
-new men's concert?' There is immediate interest among the senior
-members. Of course, they had forgotten that ... the new men's concert.
-
-'Too late now,' says Stewart. 'Let's have it on Sunday.'
-
-'Hear that, you new fellows; you must all have a song by Sunday.
-Good-night.'
-
-But there is little sleep for the new boy. Where is he? What has
-happened to him? Such a little while ago he was secure, garrisoned,
-sheltered by his home. Only twelve hours. He begins to wish that he had
-not been so anxious to leave his prep. Why hadn't he stayed on there
-another year? He would have been head of the school. At this very moment
-if he had not been so absurdly impetuous he would be turning over to go
-to sleep, having wished his dormitory 'good-night.' Just as Stewart had
-done. The thought of the concert terrifies him. He is a bad singer. Will
-they make him stand on a chair? will they throw boots at him if his
-voice quavers, or if he forgets the words? It will be a long-drawn
-agony.
-
-And for a couple of days he is made wretched by the prospect of this
-ordeal. It allows him no peace of mind. In form, on the football field,
-as he walks up to the tuck shop, the disquieting thought descends to
-torture him. But in the end it is a very tame affair. It takes place
-after lights out, and new boys, as well as lovers, win a strange courage
-of the darkness. Moreover, the object of the concert is to amuse the
-senior members of the dormitory, and bad singing amuses no one. Myself,
-I remember being stopped before I had completed one verse of 'The
-British Grenadiers,' whereas the boy next to me, who had an agreeable
-treble voice was made to sing, 'Put on your ta-ta, little girlie,' every
-other night for the rest of the term.
-
-The concert is practically the sole direct ordeal that a new boy has to
-face: yet it is probable that he would, on the whole, prefer the
-old-fashioned methods. It is better to be ragged than to be ignored. And
-he spends most of his first week wondering whether he has done the right
-thing. It is especially difficult if he finds himself placed high in the
-school. The lower forms are mainly composed of new boys, companions in
-calamity, and the master in charge of the second is lenient during the
-early days. It is different for the boy who finds himself in the Lower
-Fifth, or Upper Fourth. As likely as not there is only one other new boy
-in his house in the same form, and, when he cannot find that particular
-boy, there is no one to whom he may turn for advice. He soon learns that
-it is not wise to carry his troubles to his seniors. He may find himself
-in his house-master's study, waiting to hand in the list of books he
-will require, and suddenly he remembers that he has forgotten to put
-down his Latin prose book on the list; he has also forgotten what Latin
-prose book his form uses. He casts a despairing eye round the room and
-recognises, leaning against a bookcase the languid, supercilious figure
-of Watney. What luck, he thinks, Watney has been in the Upper Fourth
-two years. He is sure to know. The new boy edges towards him. 'Please,'
-he asks, 'what Latin prose book do we use?'
-
-His query is met by a look of amazed, outraged disapproval. Watney looks
-him up and down. Then at last: 'Who are "we"?' he says. The experiment
-is not repeated. The new boy arrives in form without his Latin prose
-book and is threatened with an imposition.
-
-The geography of the school is very puzzling.
-
-No new boy could be expected to gather much help from the information
-that his class-room is 'under the library, up on the right, next to
-Uncle Ned's.' For at least a week he is always entering the wrong form
-room. In the lower forms it is customary for the master to glance round
-the class, see that five boys are missing, and send the senior member in
-search of them as a matter of course. Indeed the first week of term is
-very pleasant for the senior member of the lower forms. He spends most
-of his time searching for lost lambs, and he is in no frantic haste to
-complete his task. But that is in the lower form, and, in the middle and
-upper schools, form masters do not care to have their time wasted. The
-absence of Jones mi. is not regarded as a joke.
-
-Nicknames are confusing.
-
-The new boy does not realise that 'Crusoe' and Mr Robinson are the same
-person. And, when he finds himself a quarter of an hour late in Mr
-Robinson's class-room, his excuse that he thought he had to go to 'Mr
-Crusoe' is not an official success. He is always on the brink of a
-mistake.
-
-Probably his life is further complicated by the fact that he is playing
-Rugby football for the first time, and, for at least a month, his
-performances on the field can give him little satisfaction and less
-amusement. In the course of two or three puntabouts he is taught by his
-house-captain how to pack and how to take a pass. He is then drafted on
-to pick ups and house-games to fare as best he may. He fares extremely
-badly. He hangs about on the edge of the scrum. He catches hold of his
-opponents when they are dribbling and attempts an Association barge when
-they are running. For a long time he never touches the ball with his
-hands at all, and on the rare occasions when he discovers it at his
-feet, he takes a terrific rout at it and is contemptuously informed that
-he is not playing soccer. He is playing with boys older and heavier than
-himself. He has little chance of acquiring self-confidence: no
-footballer is really any use till he has scored a try, and that day is
-slow in coming. The new boy's chief anxiety on the field is to avoid the
-notice of any house caps that may be on the touchline. At half-time he
-will rub worm-casts on his knees to present an appearance of muddy
-valour. He is terribly afraid he will be reported and beaten for
-slacking. This fate rarely, as a matter of fact, overtakes a small boy.
-A beating for slackness is usually reserved for the boy about half-way
-up the house who has committed no definite offence, but has been making
-a nuisance of himself generally.[2] Slackness on the field is the excuse
-for an official reprimand, and its effect is usually salutary. This,
-however, the new boy does not know. Games, when the house-captain is on
-the touchline, become a misery. During his first term he looks forward
-to the First Fifteen matches chiefly because on those days he will not
-himself have to play.
-
-But it is in his spare time that he most acutely feels himself outside
-the general life of the school. He is oppressed by liberty. He does not
-know what to do with it. At his Preparatory School an elaborate
-time-table was posted on the notice-board, and every moment of his day
-was pigeonholed. A boy had no excuse for not knowing at any given time
-what he ought to be doing, and where he ought to be doing it. There was
-constant supervision. But, at a Public School, provided a boy answers
-his name at roll-call, and fulfils his social engagements in the form
-room and on the football field, no one worries much what he is doing
-during the rest of the time. He can search for plovers' eggs, or hunt
-for fossils, or develop photographs, or overeat at the tuck shop. He is
-his own master, and this the new boy cannot understand. When he has
-changed after football on a half-holiday he asks himself: 'What ought I
-to be doing now?' The answer is, of course: 'Nothing in particular.
-Whatever you like.' A disconcerting answer, for there is nothing in
-particular that he wants to do. The day room is inhospitable. The big
-chairs round the fire are occupied by the mighty. The library is only of
-less interest to him than the museum. The tuck shop at such an hour is
-full of bloods in whose presence he feels embarrassed. He wanders
-disconsolately round the courts. All the other new boys seem to have
-found something to do (a common delusion this). In the end he succeeds
-in finding some one equally lonely with whom he goes for a walk: and a
-walk, unless one is a botanist, is such a strange way of spending an
-afternoon, that I have since wondered whether any one after his first
-term ever goes for a walk at school without an ulterior motive, except
-when he is in training.
-
-It is a strange business that first term, and its importance is, I
-think, overrated. It is not public school life. It is composed of the
-hesitations, the reactions of a novice. School life is on the other side
-of it. The new boy sees that life in fragments. It puzzles him. He tries
-to fit it into shape with the scale of values he acquired at his
-Preparatory School. And fails. The Preparatory School belongs to
-childhood, the Public School to adolescence. The new boy understands
-little of what is going on round him. Indeed there is no person whose
-testimony can be less relied upon than that of the new boy of four
-weeks' standing. He never knows what he should, and what he should not,
-believe. The new life is so strange to him that he is prepared to accept
-any absurdity for the truth. The veriest nincompoop can pull his leg.
-
-The following story is true.
-
-It was the custom in my house for the matron to put out clean
-underclothes for each boy on Saturday evening. On my first Saturday I
-noticed that no clean pants had been put out for me. I asked an elder
-boy why this was. 'Oh, don't you know?' he said, 'we only have clean
-pants twice a term.' I believed him. The matron thought that I, in
-common with many others, did not start wearing pants till well into the
-winter. In consequence I wore the same pair till the second week in
-November. It is the same with regard to the more serious issues of
-school life. Mischief is often caused by the mistaken ideas that new
-boys give their parents of what does and what does not go on in their
-house.
-
-I was provided the other day with a good example. At a certain house in
-a famous school it was the practice of the house-master's wife to sit at
-the day-room table for lunch. The idea was admirable. The house-master's
-wife was a sympathetic woman who wished to recall to the small boys the
-regenerating atmosphere of their homes. The results, however, were
-unfortunate. The small boys became communicative. In their innocence
-they repeated stories of which the true significance had escaped them.
-In their ignorance they misinterpreted stories of which the nature
-happened to be direct. In neither case did the reputation of certain
-light-hearted sportsmen on the Va. table rise in the official esteem.
-Indeed of that particular house there was composed a limerick, the exact
-wording of which has more humour than propriety, to the effect that the
-house reports of the Sixth Form table were written by the fags. Few
-parents, however, would accept this explanation.
-
-Officially the first term is usually an unqualified success. The new boy
-is not distracted from his studies by the stress of house politics nor
-by the ambitions of the football field. The weekly form order is his
-chief excitement. And it would be surprising, considering the qualified
-enthusiasm with which the majority of the form welcome this occurrence,
-if the new boy did not soon find himself in the running for promotion.
-There is, indeed, little else for him to do.[3] He lives in a world of
-his own. He sees a good deal of new boys in other houses, and the usual
-question in break on Saturday morning is: 'Where were you this week?'
-His offences against discipline are inconsiderable. It is 'side' for a
-new boy to rag in the day room, in the changing room, and in the
-dormitories. That is the privilege of his seniors. He is not hardened
-enough to rag in form. He still regards work as important. I remember
-once seeing a very small and inoffensive scholar crumple up a sheet of
-paper and fling it at the head of his chemistry master. He maintained,
-however, that he was aiming at the waste-paper basket, and, though the
-excuse was not accepted, the offender's subsequent performances on the
-cricket field have inclined me to think he spoke the truth. At any rate
-this is the sole piece of audacity on the part of a new boy that I have
-witnessed. Indeed the new boy who does not return home with a thundering
-good report is a well-placed candidate for expulsion. Most of us start
-well. How many public school boys would have to confess that they won
-their only prize in their first term. The new boy returns home as from a
-Roman triumph. The indulgent father is prodigal of largess and
-theatre-tickets. His secretary is instructed to type out the report and
-send copies of it to aunts and uncles and his former head master. It is
-a great occasion, and we do well to make the most of it. It does not
-come twice.
-
-The change begins, I suppose, on the first evening of the second term,
-when the novice, clad appropriately in bowler hat and coloured tie, is
-accosted by a member of the form into which he has been promoted and
-informed that he will be expected to do the 'con' for them that term.
-There is no threat. It is merely the announcement of an arrangement for
-mutual help. The old stagers who have slowly moved up the school, with
-the danger of superannuation camping on their trail, consider that their
-last terms should pass in a soft tranquility. They expect the newcomer
-to provide them with that peace. 'Here,' they say, 'is a smart lad who
-has got his promotion straight away; he can be of great service to us.'
-It is a form of practical communism of which the scholar is particularly
-the victim. There is a general conscription of intellect. Scholars are
-expected to do the work of the bloods. 'You are paid to come here,' say
-the great men, 'you must prove yourselves worthy of your hire.' Arnold
-Lunn has described how the captain of his house used to hold an
-educational raffle. Slips of paper on which were written: 'Greek Prose';
-'Latin Prose'; 'Essay,' were placed in a hat and the scholars took their
-chance of drawing a blank. I can still hear the voice of the school
-fast-bowler shouting over the banisters to a wretched goggle-eyed youth,
-'No. 69, Becke, and shove it in my study before prayers.'
-
-But the scholar is an exceptional person, and the novice who is accosted
-in the courts has an easier fate. He does not have to do other people's
-work. He merely has to do his own out loud. He is, moreover, a
-privileged person. He does not have to look the words up in a
-dictionary. That is the task of another member of the combination. He is
-spared the hack work of translation. It is for him to discover the
-sense. At a first glance it would seem that this arrangement would be to
-the advantage of the new boy; certainly it will ensure his industry.
-There is no chance of his scamping his work. The fate of others depends
-on his efficiency, and it does not pay him to guess at the sense. I
-remember once translating _Remotis arbielis, surrexit e lectulo_,
-'having kicked off his bedclothes he rose from his bed.' No one
-questioned the interpretation, so I proceeded to the next sentence. None
-of us luckily was put on to translate that passage, but I can recall now
-the icy looks of the other members of the combination when the sentence
-was correctly rendered. I made a bolt for it afterwards, but they caught
-me. I did not guess again.
-
-The form interpreter is never able to say to himself: 'I went on to con
-yesterday, and I went on the day before, there's not the least
-likelihood of my being put on to-day. I shan't prepare it.' He has to
-labour for the general good, and probably, by the end of the term, he
-knows the Latin and Greek books pretty well. But he has not only learnt
-the correct rendering of certain obscure classical passages; he has
-learnt also, through contact with older boys, the correct public school
-attitude to work and the relative importance of football and
-mathematics.
-
-This is what he learns.
-
-It is the business of the school to win their matches and to produce
-first-class footballers and cricketers; it is the business of the house
-to win their house matches and to produce as many colours as possible.
-It is the business of every individual member of the school to subscribe
-to this creed. The value of scholastic achievements is relative. It is a
-feather in the cap of a double first to be privileged to wear the dark
-blue ribbon of the Sixth. But it is not a necessary achievement.
-Scholars, on the other hand, should work. They are no use to the school
-at games. It is for them to do what little lies within their power; a
-scholarship has its value. The school likes to get scholarships. It is a
-side show, of course, but a creditable side show. And the Fourth Former,
-after recounting the feats of Lewis in the big school match, comments on
-the fact that Bevan won a Balliol scholarship in the same way that the
-village greengrocer will say: 'Oh, yes, sir, we have a drapery
-department, too.' Real brains are accorded a sort of grudging
-admiration. They are entitled to respect. A Fellow has done his job
-well. It may not be an important job, but he has done it. Our Fourth
-Former remembers the parable of the talents. The Balliol scholar has
-converted his one talent into two.
-
-The boy, however, who, without being a scholar, shows unusual signs of
-industry, is a swot. Valuable time is wasted. The school is divided into
-two parts: the scholars and the rest. The rest brings to its work
-whatever energy is saved from its more arduous activities. No one thinks
-any the less of a man for being low in form. Slackness on the football
-field is anti-social. In the long category of an unpopular boy's offence
-the final evidence of worthlessness is the statement: 'He doesn't even
-work.' Even that resort, 'that last infirmity,' is denied him. What
-purpose has his existence? These are the articles of faith; these are
-the conventions. And the new boy who is ambitious, who wishes to win
-the respect and admiration of his comrades realises that athletic
-prowess will win him a position that is beyond the reach of the
-liveliest intellect. He begins to look on his work as a side show. It
-does not particularly matter what happens to him in the class-room. It
-would be nice to reach the Sixth. There are agreeable privileges. But it
-is not of first importance.
-
-No sooner has he decided this, than he discovers that his form work is
-intolerably dull. Of course he does. He brings no enthusiasm to it. The
-masters who can inspire the indifferent are rare. And the mind wanders
-from the inky desks, the hunched row of shoulders, and the far voice of
-a master droning monotonously, to the swimming bath and the cricket
-field. Will Butler get the cricket cup? Did Frobisher get his firsts
-because he was worth them, or because he was in the Captain's house?
-These topics offer inviting prospects; speculation follows speculation
-till suddenly the tired voice breaks into the day-dream: 'Will you
-continue now, please, Dunkin?' There is a scuffle as Dunkin collects his
-books and thoughts. There is a whisper of: 'Where's the place?' 'What
-does _crates favorum_ mean?' And the delinquent begins to stumble
-through his lines in a fashion that may, or may not, result in an
-imposition. To the unresponsive the atmosphere is one of intolerable
-listlessness.
-
-He makes another discovery, namely, that during his first term he did
-far more work than was strictly necessary. That he should discover the
-idiosyncracies of certain masters was a matter of course. Sooner or
-later he would have been bound to learn that in Old Mouldy's he could
-pin the repetition on to the back of the boy in front of him, that the
-Moke's mathematical class provided him with an admirable opportunity for
-writing the imposition that his house-master had given him the evening
-before. A good batsman soon sizes up the opposing fieldsmen; he knows
-whether he can risk a single to cover, or whether there is one for a
-throw when the ball goes slowly to third man. That is part of the game.
-The new boy makes more important discoveries than that. He comes to
-understand the intricacies of the set system by which the middle and
-upper schools learn French, German, Science, and Mathematics.
-
-For the days have passed when a boy learnt only Latin and Greek and a
-little French grammar. A liberal education is supposed to give him a
-general idea of a wide number of subjects. A choice of subjects is
-allowed, and it is hard to arrange a fair system of marking that will
-bring the boy who does German into line with the boy who does Greek.
-Each school tackles the situation in a different way, but each system
-probably leaves a loophole for the idle. It could hardly be otherwise,
-and it is enough to describe one system and the tactics that are adopted
-to cope with it.
-
-This particular system works as follows: It is accepted that the only
-universal subjects, that is, the only subjects that are studied by the
-whole form under the same master, are Latin and English, and, under
-English, are to be included History, Literature, Geography, and
-Divinity. On the marks earned in these subjects the form order and
-promotion depends. All other subjects, Greek, German, French, Science,
-and Mathematics are treated independently of the form order and are
-taught in sets of varying standards. It would seem to be a very sound
-scheme. A boy, for instance, may be a bad historian and a poor classic,
-but a fine mathematician. If all subjects were included in the same
-order he would be kept back by his bad English and Latin and would have
-to do algebra that he had long outgrown, yet at the same time his
-mathematical ability would place him in a form where the English and
-classics would be too difficult for him. Under the set system it is
-possible for the boy to reach the highest set in the school at
-mathematics and yet remain in the Shell or Lower Fourth.
-
-During his first term the new boy worked with equal industry at form and
-set subjects. During his second term he realises that he is wasting his
-energy. Proficiency in Greek will not help him to secure his promotion
-into the Lower Fifth; whereas, if he takes things easily at Greek, he
-will be able to spend more time on History and Latin. Indeed, it might
-be said that the wily one 'makes a book' in form and set subjects. He
-appreciates the need of reserve strength. He ought always to have a
-little in hand. He casts his eye down his time-table. There is no
-reason why he should not spare himself during the hour in the
-laboratory. The time might be so much more profitably devoted to his
-Latin 'con'; and at the time, of course, he will not consider the
-possibility of allowing such an arrangement to divert in any way his
-classical activities in 'prep' on the previous night. Far from it. He
-will have an opportunity to revise. He again studies his time-table.
-French with 'Bogus.' A little relaxation there is possible. Greek with
-'Crusoe,' however, presents difficulties. Crusoe is something of a
-martinet; he expects lessons to be prepared, and he has a way of
-remembering what impositions he has set. He will have to work hard for
-Crusoe. Indeed it would be as well if he tried an honest, or the
-equivalent for an honest term's work for Crusoe. Is not the next set
-conducted by the Moke on admirably communal grounds. In the Moke's every
-one helps every one. There is no haste, no envy, no striving for
-position. A few scholars hurry through on their way to Balliol
-scholarships. They do not matter. They are only ripples on the surface
-of that calm, deep pool.
-
-Sometimes 'the book is made' the other way. A member of the school
-eleven has at last reached the Lower Fifth, and is content for a term or
-two to rest upon his achievements. He decides to do just enough work to
-avoid being bottled. He realises, however, that it will be as well for
-his father's peace of mind if a few single figures appear after his name
-in the report. And so he devotes himself to Chemistry and French. Two
-subjects appear on the time-table for each evening's preparation. And it
-is a bad day when it is impossible to dismiss at least one of them in a
-quarter of an hour.
-
-Examinations present difficulties. And it is here that the new boy, at
-the end of the summer term, makes his first serious compromise with the
-rigid code of ethics that he has brought with him from his Preparatory
-School. Why should he not crib in set subjects. They are unimportant.
-Promotion does not depend on them. He is not taking an unfair advantage
-of any one else. He will only do just well enough to avoid having to do
-the paper again. Why should he have to spend hours sweating up a useless
-subject. It is absurd. Besides, cribbing is rather an exciting game. It
-is a daring feat to smuggle the principal parts of the irregular verb,
-into a waistcoat pocket. It needs courage to open a French dictionary
-beneath the desk. He will be able to talk about it afterwards, and
-fellows will say he is a sport. It is the first step, and afterwards the
-compromise becomes increasingly easy.
-
-He returns home at the end of his first year fortified with a deal of
-worldly wisdom. He looks forward to the next year hopefully. He knows
-where he is now. He has learnt the tricks of the trade. It is all going
-to be splendid fun.
-
-FOOTNOTES:
-
-[1] I have used throughout this book the idiom of my own school. The
-Head of a house or of the school is the head boy in work. The
-Captainship of a house or of the school is a term applicable only to
-athletic prominence.
-
-[2] I am speaking of the average house. There are frequent occasions, of
-course, in bad houses where this privilege of the house-captain is
-abused.
-
-[3] It has even been known for a new boy to work in his spare time.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IV
-
-THE SECOND YEAR
-
-
-And it is splendid fun. Let us make no mistake about that. It is
-splendid fun. For the ordinary boy, for all those, that is to say, who
-have not been designed by nature for the contemptuous entertainment of
-their companions, nothing is much better than the second and third
-years. It is a light-hearted, swash-buckling period. The anxieties of
-the fag have been forgotten, the responsibilities of the Sixth Former
-are still remote. The second yearer can rag, and his ragging is not
-taken seriously. At the end of the term house-masters do not address him
-solemnly and appeal to his better nature. They beat him, and that makes
-it a square fight. He knows where he is. He has to remain on the right
-side of the law. If he passes the limit, he knows what to expect. Later
-on the issue will be complicated by his position: for a while he can
-afford to be an irresponsible free-lance.
-
-It is a happy time of eager unreflecting action. There is a good deal of
-noisiness and 'showing off.' But it is harmless. A boy has just begun to
-find himself. He is free at last. At his Preparatory School he was
-always under the eye of authority. His freedom was enmeshed by a network
-of regulations. His first year at his Public School his freedom was
-fettered by nervousness and prejudice. That is over now. I sometimes
-think that we love Charlie Chaplin so dearly because he does all the
-things we have not the courage to do ourselves. When a waiter hurries
-past us with a pile of plates, how delightful it would be, we think, to
-drive our feet between his legs; who would not love to hurl a brick at a
-retreating foe; who is not tempted to crook his walking-stick round the
-ankles of the pompous. We never do these things; not as we should like
-to do them. But we come as near as we ever shall come to the attainment
-of this desire during our second year at school. On a small scale it is
-permitted us to destroy furniture. We can pull chairs from beneath an
-unsuspecting foe. The strings of a hammock have been cut to the
-discomfiture of the occupant. The terminal bill for breakages is often
-considerable, but no one is ever really hurt.
-
-For what little bullying exists nowadays the second and third yearers
-are in the main responsible. The effect of a new-found freedom is
-intoxicating. And there is always a boy in every house who is an
-irresistible butt. There is a compound German word that means
-'face-that-invites-a-box-on-the-ear.' And such a physiognomy is the
-invariable possession of at least one scholar; in its own way the
-magnetic influence of such ugliness is as irresistible as the charm of a
-pretty woman. One has only to see that particular brand of face to want
-to heave a boot at it. One refrains seldom. It used to be held that
-every house contains one bully. It would be truer to say that every
-house contains one boy who is bullied. Most boys go through their
-schooldays without being subjected to any bullying, but most boys
-indulge in a little spasmodic bullying themselves. It is a sort of bull
-baiting, and it is in the main good-natured.
-
-Four or five fellows are sitting in a study after tea. There are still
-twenty minutes before lock-up, and the conversation has grown desultory.
-They all feel a little bored. One of them suggests that they should go
-and see how that ass 'Sniffy' is getting on. It is a popular suggestion,
-and a raid is made upon Sniffy's study. Sniffy is discovered working.
-This is considered to be a disgrace to the house, and Sniffy is informed
-of the fact. He invites his guests to get out. 'But, my dear Sniffy,
-what hospitality! Surely you are going to offer us a chair! No? Then we
-must teach you manners!' Sniffy's chair is suddenly jerked from under
-him and Sniffy is flung forward on to his table. He jumps up and lets
-fly at one of his assailants. It is no fun ragging some one who does not
-retaliate, and proceedings are soon less cordial. In the end Sniffy's
-study is pretty effectively wrecked. This happens about once a
-fortnight, but, beyond this, I am inclined to think that, except in a
-bad house, there is very little bullying now in Public Schools.
-
-The tone of a house changes far more quickly than the tone of a school.
-And, in every school, there is usually a thoroughly bad house. As a
-house-master grows old he tends to leave the management of the house
-more and more in the hands of his prefects. As long as his prefects are
-efficient all goes well; but, sooner or later, a weak head is bound to
-come, and then the swash-buckling element gets out of hand. One of the
-houses when I first went to school had got into this state. The head boy
-was easy-going, and there were in the day room two members of the First
-Fifteen who had in school failed to reach the Lower Fourth and who were
-thorough 'wrong 'uns.' Terrible tales of refined torture used to be
-repeated in the upper dormitories, and I can well believe that life
-there was pretty wretched. But I always distrust second-hand accounts.
-Nothing is more easily distorted than the story of atrocities, and, for
-my part, I have neither been a victim, nor the witness of any serious
-bullying. The only case that reached official notice during my time
-savoured strongly of the ludicrous.
-
-A parent had complained that his son had been ill-treated, and all the
-house prefects were summoned into the head master's presence. The
-offenders were leaning nervously against the wall; their victim was
-enduring tortures of self-consciousness; the head master was fingering
-his pen, and the avenging father blocked up the entire fireplace. There
-was a dead silence. We were all hard put to it not to smile. The
-offenders looked so much smaller than the prey. At last proceedings were
-opened by the boy's parent. He followed the traditional line. He had
-been a boy. He knew what boys were. He knew the public school code of
-honour. He loathed sneaking. His boy had not sneaked. The confession had
-been dragged out of him. What he, the father, wanted, was not
-punishment, but the assurance that such a thing would not happen again.
-'And now, John,' he concluded, 'show the head master that bruise upon
-your arm.' Very sheepishly the boy drew off his coat, rolled up his
-sleeve and revealed a bruise, certainly of extensive proportions.
-
-'How did they do that?' asked the chief.
-
-'By flicking him with wet towels, head master,' said the parent.
-
-A simultaneous denial came from both offenders. 'We didn't make that
-bruise, sir.'
-
-'But did you flick him?' asked the chief.
-
-'Well, sir; yes.'
-
-'Then how on earth can you tell that you did not make that bruise?'
-
-There was a moment's silence, during which the smaller of the offenders
-surveyed the wound with an almost envious eye.
-
-'It couldn't have been me, sir,' he said at last. 'I can't flick well
-enough to have done that.'
-
-I hope I may be pardoned for retelling this story, which I have already
-told elsewhere. But it seems to me to interpret perfectly the attitude
-towards bullying that exists in most houses. No doubt there was a great
-deal of bullying fifty years ago. And people think that what was true of
-the Rugby of _Tom Brown's Schooldays_ is true of the Shrewsbury of
-to-day. They still think that the three chief sins of a Public School
-are bullying, stealing, and midnight escapades into the town. But those
-days have passed. In Desmond Coke's _The Bending of a Twig_ the new boy
-who sought for bullies behind every cloister quickly won the nickname of
-Don Q.
-
-It is usually during the course of his fourth term that a boy first
-begins to swear. For swearing is, on the whole, confined to members of
-the Middle School. It is side for a fag to swear, and an oath, except on
-rare occasions, is considered beneath the dignity of a blood. He is
-supposed to dwell in an Olympian fastness beyond the reach of
-inconvenience, where the need for violent language is infrequently
-presented. For the second yearer, however, life is full of emotion that
-demands to be registered forcibly.
-
-I can never quite see why so many people refuse to believe that a
-schoolboy's conversation is punctuated with 'damns' and 'bloodys.' We
-employ the idiom of our surroundings. A boy does not swear at home; at
-school he does. And there is no particular reason why he should not. An
-oath means little to him. He knows that some indecency is implied. But
-the meaning of the word is not defined by his use of it. He rarely
-employs it appropriately. He recommends the most contradictory
-performances. A powerful expression is needed. He wishes the world to
-know that he has been moved powerfully either to anger, or to delight.
-That is all. Any word that would have this effect would suit him, and I
-remember a dormitory captain insisting that the only expletive to be
-used in his presence should be 'daggers'; this crasis satisfied every
-one. The language a boy uses is no index to his character. Swearing and
-'talking smut' are very different things.
-
-It is also in his fourth term that a boy who is anything of an athlete
-begins to discover himself on the football field. He finds himself
-scoring tries in home games. He is noticed by the bloods as a coming
-man. He makes friends among his seniors. He is no longer outside the
-life of the school. The road of ambition lies clear and straight before
-him. It is marked out in distinct stages. He learnt, of course, during
-his first term that a house cap may put one hand in his trouser pockets,
-that a seconds may put both, that a first may walk across the sixth form
-green in break; but these facts were distant in the imagination like the
-ritual of a mediaeval court: they now become realities. In a year, he
-reminds himself, he will be in his house fifteen. The year after he
-should get his house cap. In four years he should be a first. It might,
-indeed, be maintained that the blood system is at the same time the
-magnet and the expression of the second yearer's ambition. The blood
-would not value his performances so highly were he not encouraged by
-others in the belief that he is of supreme importance. And, at fifteen,
-one idealises the future. It seems splendid to be a blood, to play for
-the school against Blackheath, to saunter across the courts with one's
-hands in one's pockets, one's books stuck under one's arms; to be on
-terms of friendly intercourse with masters, to be beyond the reach of
-punishment. And, because the future seems so glorious, the second yearer
-idealises the dwellers in it. In the same way that in Chelsea the latest
-poet or draughtsman can disregard the social laws of property and of
-propriety, in the eyes of the junior the blood can do no wrong. His
-voice is hushed when a blood passes him in the cloisters. If one should
-speak to him, he blushes and stammers and feels proud of it for days.
-The blood naturally endeavours to realise the popular conception of
-himself. He owes his position to it. For the higher up the school we go,
-the less important the blood appears, and, when our time comes to sit at
-the high table, we can hardly believe that we are occupying the same
-chair that Meredith sat in four years ago. It is absurd. How the house
-must have come down. To think of that little ass, Barton, being a
-prefect. How short a time since he was playing in junior house games and
-getting cursed for funking. And for ourselves--it is only yesterday that
-we were trembling, a diffident new boy, at the far corner of the
-day-room table. We cannot but believe our generation to be vastly
-inferior to those that have preceded it, and we do not think otherwise
-even when we win the senior cricket cup, although in Meredith's year the
-house was beaten by an innings in the first round. It is not in our
-nature to desire, or even value highly, what we possess. The last year
-is often a disappointment.
-
-No such foreknowledge mars the enjoyment and anticipation of the second
-yearer. It is indeed hard to imagine a more fortunate combination of
-circumstances. From an agreeable present he surveys the prospect of a
-delightful future. The days may pass slowly, or swiftly, as they
-will--their passage will be a long enchantment.
-
-It is during this period that a boy gets through the majority of his
-ragging in form. Now the ragging of masters is a very specialised art.
-The master holds all the cards. He has behind him the marshalled forces
-of the law. He can cane, he can give lines. He has every implement,
-physical and moral, for the preservation of order. He ought to be able
-to keep order. Yet the boy usually wins. Indeed, I often wonder how a
-master, who has once begun to be ragged, can ever hope to regain order.
-He is fighting a confident foe. The new boy learns during his first week
-that 'one can do anything one likes in Musty's.' Musty stands no chance.
-He enters the form room nervously; he is on the lookout for trouble; he
-is afraid to turn his back on the class when he is working on the
-blackboard. For ten minutes there is silence, a suspicious silence,
-perhaps, but still a silence. Musty tells himself that if any one
-attempts to break that silence he will make him sorry for it. He will
-punish the first whisper: that is the only way. And then, suddenly, from
-the back of the room, comes an ominous sound. It is not a cough: it is
-not a sneeze: it is a hideous nasal and vocal croak that Musty has
-learnt to recognise as the prelude to rebellion. He observes that some
-one is cramming a handkerchief into his mouth, and is choking in the
-subdued manner of one who is unsuccessfully stifling a laugh.
-
-Musty decides on action. 'Jones, take that handkerchief out of your
-mouth immediately, and you'll spend the afternoon doing me a hundred
-lines.' Jones withdraws the handkerchief from his chin, and his face
-assumes an expression of outraged innocence. 'But, sir----' he begins.
-
-'A hundred and fifty lines,' snaps Musty.
-
-At this point the democracy of the class feels that its independence has
-been violated. There is a murmur of disapproval. And a tall, cadaverous
-youth rises from the front desk.
-
-'Please, sir----'
-
-'Silence, Evans.'
-
-'No, sir, but really,' Evans persists, 'I must explain to you, sir, that
-the younger Jones is suffering from a very severe cold.'
-
-'Yes, sir, I am,' blurts out the victim. 'And the matron said I was not
-to play football this afternoon.'
-
-At this point Musty should, of course, be firm.
-
-'I am sorry,' he should say, 'but, at the same time, that will allow
-you, Jones, to do me two hundred lines instead of a hundred and fifty.
-And perhaps you, Evans, will do me a hundred and fifty. Thank you. We
-will now proceed with the lesson.'
-
-Such tactics might succeed. But Musty hesitates; for a moment he wonders
-whether Jones is telling him the truth. And the delay is fatal. Already
-other members have started to produce testimonials to Jones mi.'s
-integrity and disease. 'He really is awfully bad, sir. My study's next
-door to him, and he was coughing all last night. He made such a noise
-that I was only able to do you three problems instead of six!'
-
-A general conversation begins. Members cease even to address the chair.
-When Evans assures Musty that 'Jones would never tell a lie,' Power
-retorts that the other day Jones sold him a watch as new which went
-smash at once. 'Dirty little liar, I call him!' 'You wait till
-afterwards,' is Jones's reply. And, by the time honour has been
-vindicated, there is no chance of restoring order that day. The class is
-already out of hand. Jones mi. has the general permission to sneeze as
-often as he likes, a permission of which he generously avails himself.
-
-Such a disturbance should have been quelled by a firm hand. Masters have
-to run the risk of being unfair. There is, of course, the possibility
-that Jones's cold may have been genuine, but his previous record should
-preclude it to a 100 to 1 chance. At any rate, it is unlikely that Jones
-would be anxious to carry the case to the head master. Criminals avoid
-Bow Street.
-
-It is not usually, however, so easy to distinguish the preliminary
-manoeuvres. When, for instance, a boy walks quickly up to the master's
-desk and says that he thinks there is a peculiar smell in the room, the
-master is taken off his guard. He assumes interest. He walks to where
-the boy was sitting and sniffs. A polite boy rises and asks respectfully
-if anything is the matter. 'No, nothing,' says the master, 'Jones
-thought there was a curious smell where he was sitting.' The interest of
-the form is quickened. There is a general sound of sniffing. 'Well, sir,
-now that Jones comes to mention it, I do seem to recognize--I don't
-quite know what it is, sir.'
-
-'Come, come,' says the master, 'that'll do.'
-
-'No, but really, sir, I don't know if it's quite healthy. Do you think
-the drains are all right?'
-
-The information is hazarded that there have been several cases of
-typhoid recently in the town.
-
-'It must be the drains.'
-
-Then some one suggests that it may be the gas. The school custos is
-notoriously careless in these matters. The suggestion is welcomed. At
-any rate it deserves investigation. And such investigations, when
-conducted by twenty clumsy boys, whose clumsy feet are shod with heavy
-boots, are a long and noisy business. Books fall with a clatter on to
-the floor. The hindquarters of the inoffensive are accidentally kicked.
-Smith endeavours to jump from one desk to another, misses his footing
-and crashes on the desk. Musty is lost.
-
-He stands in the middle of the room. He says 'Come, now!' a great many
-times. He varies it occasionally with 'That'll do.' He asks Smith
-whether he considers that what he is doing 'is really necessary.' At
-last a piping unrecognisable voice rises from the far corner. 'It isn't
-the gas. It must be Musty himself. He never washes.'
-
-In most schools there are at least two masters who are the continual
-victims of such treatment. Such ragging, however, is too simple to
-content the truly adventurous. The Mustys of the scholastic world are
-objects of contempt, and we prefer to respect our enemies. It is far
-more entertaining to rag a disciplinarian. One has to guard oneself. The
-master has all the weapons. Among other things the ragster has to work.
-If he is unexpectedly put on to con, flounders through a couple of lines
-and breaks down completely at the third, he has played into his
-opponent's hand. He has deserved the imposition that he will most
-certainly get. The ragster must prepare his work. That is part of his
-defence. He cannot say to himself: 'I have been on twice running. I
-shall not go on to-day.' If he makes a cheeky remark in form, the
-master's just retort is: 'Jones, you seem to like talking. I think you
-had better translate the next passage.' And, if Jones translates the
-passage successfully he feels that he is one up. Such ragging is very
-different from the general rag of the complete incompetent. It is a
-free-lance affair. It is an art. The majority of masters meet it in some
-form or other. It is only a few who are subjected to displays in which
-the whole form take part.
-
-Yet it is a puzzle to find out how exactly this ill-fortune selects its
-particular victims. Personality is limited. There are only a few who
-have a real genius for teaching. The majority are merely competent. And
-competence must fall before invention. Why is it that some are ragged
-and others not. The ragged master may be an excellent fellow. He may be
-good at games; he may be just as exemplary a member of society as his
-colleagues, and yet he is selected for this refined torture. There are
-some masters for whom one never works hard; one does enough and no more
-to avoid being bottled. One sits in the class-room for long, sultry,
-tedious hours; the insipid sunlight moves across the wall. One watches a
-fly crawl up the window-pane. One writes 'is a fool' upon the desk after
-the inscribed name of an enemy. One sticks a compass into the back of
-the man in front. Perhaps one revises the next hour's lesson. It may be
-that there is an imposition to be completed. The minutes pass slowly;
-one longs for the strike of the clock. And yet no one attempts to
-enliven the hour with some geniality. The few attempts that are made are
-spasmodic and unsuccessful.
-
-We had a master who was nicknamed, I never knew why, Marchand. And, one
-day, a boy who was doing translation paused at the French word
-_marchand_. 'Please, sir,' he said, 'I don't know what _marchand_
-means.' There was no laugh, not even a titter. We were all too
-surprised. The master's face did not alter. 'It means merchant, Smith,'
-he said, 'and you will stay behind afterwards and speak to me.' He
-received six of the best. And it was, no doubt, such a master who made
-the historic retort to the boy who, during an hour that was devoted to
-the discussion of Old Testament history, inquired what 'harlot' meant.
-'A harlot, Jones,' the master answered, 'is a lady who finds herself in
-unfortunate circumstances, and you will take two hundred lines.'
-
-If such an answer had been made by Musty, the boy would have
-expostulated freely; other members of the form would have interested
-themselves in the cause of justice. As it is, Smith gets his half-dozen
-and Jones his two hundred lines, and the world says 'silly ass!'
-
-There are certain masters who inspire neither industry nor
-insubordination, and yet I suppose that once they, too, had their hour
-of trial. So much depends on the first impression. Arnold Lunn has
-recounted in _The Harrovians_ the story of one Crabbe, who was so
-unmercifully ragged that he had to leave at the end of his first term.
-'He went on to another school where his reputation had not preceded him.
-He opened his first lesson by setting a boy a hundred lines for
-sneezing. After having successfully established a reputation for
-unbridled ferocity, he was able, by slow degrees, to relapse into his
-natural kindly self.' It is typical of much. The master who has once
-allowed himself to be ragged is lost for ever. He may beat, he may line,
-he will never restore order. His only chance is to try elsewhere.
-
-The ragging of prefects is of very much the same order. There is less of
-it, because the head of the house has a way of jumping suddenly on the
-turbulent. 'I hear you were ragging Beetle last night in hall. You've
-got to stop it--see? and you're going to get six as a warning!' The head
-of the house has more authority than an assistant master. If a boy felt
-that an assistant master was unjust he might very well complain to the
-head master. But no boy would care to appeal against a boy--that would
-be sneaking. A good head of the house sees to it that none of the
-prefects are indiscriminately ragged, but there is always one of them
-for whom the rest of the house has but little respect, and to whom the
-taking of prep is always an anxiety. He beats and lines more than the
-rest of the prefects put together. But it has small effect. Indeed the
-second yearer acquires a hardened hide. Punishment is no deterrent to
-him; it is merely a pawn in the game.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER V
-
-ATHLETICISM
-
-
-By this time the new boy may be truly said to have reached the inner
-circle of a public school philosophy. He knows to what gods he must bow
-the knee. And he serves dutifully before the altar of the god of sport.
-
-The cult of athleticism has been for a long while the target at which
-the enemies of the Public School have launched their abuse. And until
-this cult is understood, it is impossible to understand the standards
-and the scale of values of a Public School. Every community must have a
-religion of sorts, a faith to which all faiths are subservient, a
-service which makes the first demands. A man, when called to decide
-between two claims, must be able to know which way his duty lies. He may
-not follow the claim of duty, but he should be able to distinguish which
-it is. In some communities it is the observance of social custom, in
-another the making of money is all important, in one the honour of the
-regiment, in a second the teaching of the Scriptures. At a Public School
-it is athletic prominence.
-
-The position of a school is decided by its performances on the field. If
-two men in a club are discussing the merits of a certain school, the
-first consideration will be athletics. 'Oh, yes,' they will say.
-'Fernhurst stands very well just now. It beat Tonford and Merton last
-season, and it's got two fellows in the Varsity eleven.' The social
-status of a school is judged, not by the number of Balliol scholars it
-has produced, but by the quality of the schools it plays. 'Oh, Marestone
-can't be much of a place,' you will hear said. 'They only play a few
-grammar schools.'
-
-This fact the new boy realises at once. His father's friends are
-impressed when he can tell them that his school has beaten Haileybury.
-They display a mild interest at his casual reference to Bennett's
-scholarship. The new boy reads in the daily papers enthusiastic articles
-on the performances of the school eleven, and he learns that Haslett is
-being watched by the county authorities. There is an air of publicity
-about every school match. There will be reports in the newspapers. The
-new boy feels himself to be participating in a function of considerable
-general interest. All over the country people will be wondering what
-will chance in this particular encounter. He is on the spot. The Press
-accentuates his keenness. How could he, in the face of such a testimony,
-doubt the supreme importance of athletics. We believe in the goods that
-are most widely advertised. Who ever read an article on the prospects of
-the various competitors for a certain exam. Who has read in the _Times_
-that 'enormous interest is being taken in the approaching scholarship
-examinations. Clifton has several promising scholars. Marston may be
-poor at unseen, but he is very deft in his handling of Latin prose, and
-he has a good ear for hexameters. Haileybury, on the other hand, place
-their faith in Johnson, a steady, industrious worker who can be trusted
-to perform consistently in all subjects....' Yet, two or three times a
-week, we can read in the _Sportsman_ that Fernhurst has a vastly
-improved side and that with Evans back again in the three-quarter line,
-is hopeful of emerging triumphantly from the approaching contest with
-Tonford.
-
-Public School sport is awarded at the present moment a preposterous
-amount of publicity. It is bad for the schools; it is bad for the boys
-themselves, and, as far as one can gather, it has not helped English
-sport to any appreciable degree. It encourages in schools the belief
-that games matter more than anything else. Very often it makes boys
-swelled-headed, certainly it makes them think they are bigger than they
-are, and is preparing for them a big disappointment. It is so easy to
-appear a giant among pigmies. In my own short experience I can remember
-more than one player who was described while at school as being an
-England batsman in the making, and who now experiences a difficulty in
-getting into the county side. Every summer we know by name a whole host
-of public school cricketers that are never heard of afterwards. They
-have averages of sixty during their last term; their exploits are
-described in fervid journalese. They go up to Oxford, fail to reach
-double figures in the Freshmen's match, and are quickly submerged in
-college cricket. Others go up with enormous reputations, making
-centuries in the trial match, and then find that there is a difference
-between club and county cricket. They just get their blue with a batting
-average of twenty-five; they play for the county during August and do
-nothing exceptional. They are just average cricketers, useful members of
-a side and nothing more. In the meanwhile the journalists are shrieking
-of the natural offbreak of a sixteen-year-old Rugbeian. This particular
-type of writer resembles the literary critic who hails every new poet as
-a 'second Keats,' and every new novelist as 'a second Hardy,' but loses
-interest in his discoveries after the appearance of their fourth book.
-
-There is no need to dive back into past history. We can find enough
-examples in post-war cricket. N. E. Partridge in 1919 had a batting
-average of 43, and took 71 wickets for under 12 runs each. He had a
-magnificent press. Next to Stevens, and perhaps Hedges, he was the most
-discussed boy cricketer of the year. On the strength of this boosting he
-very nearly received an invitation to play for the Gentlemen at Lords.
-As a matter of fact, I am not certain that he did not actually receive
-an invitation, and that his head master refused to let him go--but on
-that point I am not certain. At any rate his claims were seriously
-advanced by a great many reputable judges of the game, among whom I
-think Sydney Pardon has to be included. He went up to Cambridge with a
-tremendous reputation; he did only moderately. At one time, indeed, it
-seemed improbable that he would get his blue. Last season he did nothing
-exceptional for Warwickshire. I may, of course, be misjudging a
-cricketer whom I have never seen play, but everything would seem to
-suggest that Partridge will develop into nothing more exciting than the
-average county cricketer.[4]
-
-We could also take the example of L. P. Hedges. I spent the summer of
-1918 in a German prison camp; but even to that distant city came news of
-the brilliant Tonbridge batsman who was greater even than Hutchings.
-During the summer of 1919 the assiduous student of the _Sportsman_ heard
-much of him. Every week appeared the score of some fresh triumph, and,
-to crown it all, came that brilliant 163 at Lords. It was a gorgeous
-show. I was thankful not to be fielding at coverpoint. But, let it be
-whispered gently, the bowling did not look particularly difficult, and,
-though Hedges's innings was dazzling, a quite ordinary batsman should,
-off the same bowling, have been able to help himself to a generous
-allowance of fours.
-
-That particular innings marked, I suppose, the height of Hedges's career
-from the point of view of press publicity and popular esteem; the height
-had been reached, that is to say, before his qualities had been placed
-on the open market and tested by the stress of three days' cricket and
-the accuracy of professional bowling. We do not hear much of Hedges
-nowadays. He has played useful cricket for Oxford and for Kent; but he
-has done nothing sensational. And yet, when I saw him last summer make a
-50 against Middlesex at Lords, I could not help feeling that he is a
-better bat to-day than he was in 1919, and that that 50 in an important
-match, against confident bowling, and while Woolley was scratching
-uncomfortably at the over end, was in every way a finer performance than
-his 163 of two years earlier. He drove Haig and Durston through the
-covers as easily as in 1919 he had plastered the ring with boundaries.
-And yet the pressmen remained calm.
-
-It is vain and it is unfair to attempt to form a judgment of a person
-whose wares are not upon the open market. No one can tell who is, and
-who is not, going to prove a test match cricketer. Equally it is
-impossible to tell from public school form which boys are potential
-cricketers. Who, for example, who saw in 1910 F. H. Knott and D. J.
-Knight batting in the Public School's match at Lords realised that
-Knight was going to develop into an incomparably greater batsman than
-Knott. And yet sportsmen continue to write about boy cricketers with the
-seriousness that they devote to Hobbs. They draw the most ridiculous
-comparisons. I discovered last summer in one of the most influential
-daily papers the following passage in the account of the Public
-School's match at Lords: 'There is probably no cricketer, with the
-exception of R. H. Spooner, who sees the ball more quickly than J. L.
-Guise.' Now anything much more ridiculous I can hardly imagine. It is
-like the literary critic, who shall be nameless, who described the work
-of a minor poet, who shall be also nameless, as having given him more
-pleasure than anything since the first flights of Swinburne. It is
-preposterous to speak of Guise, who is an extremely promising cricketer,
-as seeing the ball more quickly than any batsman except Spooner. It all
-depends on what manner of ball he is seeing. In the Eton match he, no
-doubt, saw Allen's deliveries with considerable speed. Spooner, however,
-was in the habit of seeing in this manner the deliveries of Cotter,
-Tarrant, and Schwarz. Speed of eye is relative to the quality of the
-bowling. I should hesitate to call myself a batsman, but there is a type
-of ball that I can see with incredible rapidity. It is bowled to me,
-alas, too occasionally, in village matches. It is medium paced, it
-pitches on the middle stump, a little more than half-way down the pitch,
-and it turns away ever so slightly towards the leg. Any one can look a
-good bat who is opposed to bad bowling. And I maintain that it is no
-sort of sense indulging in wild panegyrics about schoolboys who have
-never been tested by first-class bowling.
-
-If a boy seems promising the county authorities should give him a trial,
-and, if he does well, then let the pressmen get busy. Every one is so
-terrified lest a good man may be overlooked. But how unlikely that is if
-the county authorities are at all keen. Trial matches can be arranged.
-Visits can be paid to schools. There is no need for this hectic
-discovery of twenty Spooners every season. The school figures of players
-like Stevens and Chapman and Hubert Ashton would have been quite
-sufficient to ensure a proper trial for them. And the fact remains that
-in spite of this press work amateur cricket is at a lower ebb now than
-it has ever been before. The Gentlemen and Players match has become too
-one-sided to stimulate interest in anything save individual
-performances. Very few amateurs are good enough to play for England.
-Douglas is; and he was not one of the marked men of cricket articles.
-His entrance was as untheatrical as his batting. D. J. Knight, is on his
-form of 1919, the second best batsman in the country; Stevens, at his
-best, is a great match-winning factor; Tennyson and Fender are useful
-players. But it is impossible to maintain that there are to-day any
-amateur batsmen comparable with Maclaren, Spooner, Fry, Stoddart, and
-Jackson, than the cricketers, that is to say, who passed unheralded on
-their merits into first-class cricket. The low standard of amateur
-cricket cannot be argued away. And this trumpeting of the press could
-only be excused, could it be proved to further the interests of amateur
-sport in England. Instead of furthering those interests, it works
-against them. It makes games at a Public School too much of a business
-and too little of a sport. It introduces professionalism. And I am
-prepared to wonder how far one really enjoys one's games at school.
-
-One is frightfully excited about them; one is very pleased when one does
-well and depressed if one does badly. One works oneself into a state of
-nervous misery before a match, and one of hysterical excitement after
-it. Victory and defeat mean a great deal. And it was with a real
-surprise that I realised a few months ago at the end of a very pleasant
-season that, although I should continue to play football for another ten
-years, and cricket, I hope, for another forty, I should never again
-really care whether the side for which I am playing wins or loses--care,
-that is to say, as I cared at school about a house match. In club
-cricket and football one asks for a good game in pleasant company, and
-victory is incidental. While one is playing, of course, one is keen, but
-one will not brood afterwards over one's mistakes,--not as one does
-after a school match. There is, I suppose, no public school man under
-the sun who does not now and again on some winter evening drop his paper
-on his knees and curse himself because, fifteen years ago, he missed a
-catch at an important crisis--that is one of the things one never ceases
-to regret. That awful moment when one picks up the ball with tingling
-fingers and tosses it back to the bowler; it is for all time a vivid
-memory. One does not feel like that about an ordinary catch in an
-ordinary club game. One is annoyed with oneself; one is sorry for the
-bowler; one apologises to the captain, but one remembers that one is
-out, after all, to enjoy oneself.
-
-That is the difference between school and club cricket. At school one is
-not out to enjoy oneself. It is a business, this getting of runs and
-taking of wickets. There are cups for house matches, and there are cups
-for batting and bowling averages, and it is a sin to miss a catch. There
-are few worse things than the anxiety attendant on those who play on the
-fringe of a school side. Not only is one worried about one's own
-performances, but about one's rivals. If one has made a duck oneself one
-cannot, in spite of one's patriotism, be anxious for a particular rival
-to retrieve the fortunes of the side with a century. A first eleven cap
-is valued far too highly for such unselfishness. It is equally little
-fun to be a member of a bad fifteen. One is subjected to a series of
-complaints and recriminations. One grows sick of the whole business. And
-I can remember during the first winter of the war the relief with which
-we learnt that the Tonbridge match had been scratched. We had a poor
-side. We knew that we should be thoroughly trounced, and that, for the
-next week, the lives of those who had not distinguished themselves would
-be made wretched. We never for a moment questioned the justice of this
-tyranny. The Lord our God was a jealous God. We had to serve him. But we
-were not sorry that an occasion for his wrath should be removed. I very
-much doubt whether the actual playing of games was as pleasant at
-school as it is outside it.
-
-The intensity and rapture are irrecoverable. There is nothing to compare
-with the elation that follows a victory over a stronger side. But in the
-long run I find cricket more enjoyable to-day than I did six years ago.
-It is less complicated. One takes a day off from one's work and spends
-it in agreeable company. One can field out all day and never take a
-wicket, miss a couple of catches, and then crown everything by making a
-duck, and yet thoroughly enjoy oneself. At school that would have been a
-rotten day, and one would have spent the evening in deep despondency.
-Yet everything is in favour of one enjoying one's game at school. It is
-so simple. One strolls down after lunch in a leisurely fashion to the
-field. One changes one's boots in the pavilion. A hot bath is waiting
-for one afterwards. But, in order to play football after one has left,
-one has to rush off to catch impossible trains from impossible stations.
-One has no time for lunch. The train always seems to start at 1.18.
-There is as likely as not a long walk from the station. One changes in a
-converted army hut; one is more than a little tired before the game
-starts. There are no proper baths afterwards, and one has to hurry, or
-one will miss the only train to town: for it is amazing the number of
-football fields which are on loop lines with trains at hourly intervals.
-And yet, personally, I enjoy my football now a great deal more than I
-ever did at school.
-
-It would not be just, however, to lay the blame of this professionalism
-to the account of the sporting press. Journalists are rarely responsible
-for anything. They do not lead public opinion. They follow it or, if
-they are clever, they anticipate it. Had not the worship of athleticism
-been already firmly established in the schools themselves it would never
-have occurred to them to run it as a stunt. The journalist spends most
-of his time searching for a town of blind men over which he, with his
-one eye, may rule. And the journalist discovered that the Public School
-had enthroned an unofficial king who had not received his due of public
-recognition. The journalist decided to officialise his position. To this
-king was paid extensive homage; and, as there is no more pleasant
-reading for ladies-in-waiting than court gossip, he commenced a column
-of court news. But he did not set up the court, or crown the king. He is
-only a herald. And we must regard these tiresome articles as a proof,
-but not a cause of this peculiar ritual. The trumpeting of the herald
-adds certainly to the glamour of the court, but his absence would not
-start a revolution. If not another article appeared on public school
-sport, the cult of athleticism would still continue; it would continue
-because as things are at present there is no other focus for the
-enthusiasm and partisanship of a boy of seventeen. There is really
-little else about which a schoolboy could reasonably become excited.
-
-Indeed it is hard to see what other results could have been expected
-from such a combination of circumstances. Four hundred boys are divided
-into ten houses. They are encouraged to feel an intense loyalty for
-their house and for their school. They are told that it is up to them to
-make their house the best house in the school, and their school the best
-school in the country. They set out in all good faith to accomplish
-their task. In what, they ask themselves, does the goodness of a house
-consist. It is not much sense to speak to them of the moral tone of a
-house or school. They desire a tangible manifestation of virtue, 'an
-outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace.' And the only
-available outward and visible sign is the row of silver challenge cups
-on the dining-hall mantelpiece. It is natural to assume that the house
-which has the most cups is the best house; a school can only prove its
-superiority over another school by victory on the football field.
-Scholarships are an indirect form of competition. For the best boys from
-one school may not come into touch with the best boys of another. But a
-victory by 30 points is a direct statement of a fact. The victorious
-school is superior to the defeated school. It is in athletic contests
-alone that a house or school can express a united will, can become
-indeed one person. The loyalty of a boy for his house or school is a
-fine thing, but it renders athletic worship almost inevitable. Were
-there not this intense house and school feeling individual boys would
-cultivate their individual tastes; forty boys would be grouped together
-for convenience of boarding--that is all a house would be. But as soon
-as a boy comes to regard himself as a member of a fine community, he
-feels a natural pride and loyalty in its performances and in its
-welfare. There is no other focus for partisanship: form work is
-uninteresting. Boxing, fives, the corps, and the gymnasium are side
-shows. Cricket and football are what count. A boy must have a religion
-of sorts. He must have some ideal to which the demands of his own
-temperament may become subservient.
-
-On this worship of games is based the scale of social values. The ethics
-of cribbing, for example, are based entirely on the assumption that a
-success in form is of inconsiderable importance; it is permissible for a
-boy to crib in order to save his energies for worthier causes. The blood
-system is built on an intense admiration for those who are upholding the
-honour of the house, and is an expression of the small boy's longing to
-reach such a position himself. The attitude to morality on the part of
-masters is intimately connected with athletics, and on the boy's part,
-the belief that a member of a school side is, _ipso facto_, an
-invaluable asset to the school, allows the blood to do very much what he
-likes; as long, in fact, as a boy can satisfy his companions and himself
-that he is exerting all his power on the football field, he can amuse
-himself in other ways as he thinks fit.
-
-There is no other criterion for a boy's worthiness, or unworthiness, as
-a member of a house, and the half-bloods consider that a very big
-responsibility has descended on them. They have to keep the house up to
-the mark. The big men cannot bother themselves about individuals. But
-the half-bloods who are, as it were, emissaries between heaven and
-earth, can investigate closely the behaviour of the coming generation.
-They can notice who is showing signs of slackness. They individually
-give themselves enormous airs. They form a sort of improvement society.
-
-I remember that, in the course of one term, our house lost every
-challenge cup that it had possessed. This was considered a disgrace. And
-several of us decided that it was for us to reform the house. We did not
-consider ourselves to stand in any need of improvement. But we used to
-wander round the studies between tea and hall inquisitioning fags and
-scholars, asking them what use they thought they were to house or
-school, and informing them that they would be well advised to make more
-strenuous efforts. It was, I suppose, a form of bullying; or rather
-perhaps an aid to vanity. What we really needed was for some one to kick
-us hard. No one did, however. It seemed to occur to no one else, any
-more than it did to us, that there were objects of a public school
-education other than the acquiring of caps and cups. You might as well
-expect an Indian priest to doubt the omnipotence of Buddha.
-
-FOOTNOTE:
-
-[4] The proofs of this book were corrected in April. Should anything
-unforeseen change during the cricket season, before its appearance, I
-can only plead the fallibility of the prophet.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VI
-
-THE TRUE ETHICS OF CRIBBING
-
-
-The boy who thus exhausts in ragging the residue of energy that the
-football field allows him, has, it follows, to be careful not to burn
-the candle at both ends. He has to spare himself, and to spare himself
-he abandons the spasmodic cribbing of his first year's summer
-examination for sustained, systematic methods. Now the true ethics of
-this subject are as little understood as those relating to any other
-sphere of public school life. Cribbing is generally regarded as a
-dishonest practice to which only the ignoble few have regular resort.
-The habitual cribber is as morally lost as a thief. For what, after all,
-is cribbing, say our aunts, but the stealing of marks from your
-companions. 'When you crib,' they tell us, 'and say that you are not
-stealing, you argue from the standpoint of the housemaid who would
-return conscientiously the sixpence you have left on your
-dressing-table, but would not think twice of filling a medicine bottle
-with your best brandy and handing it over to her young man.' While we
-are at our Preparatory Schools we are inclined to agree with this. We
-ourselves would never think of cribbing. At a Preparatory School it is
-not done. But at a Public School we learn otherwise. To the public
-school boy cribbing is not dishonest. It is not wrong, because it is not
-anti-social. There are no doubt somewhere, if we could discover them,
-fixed immutable standards of righteousness. But we have not found them
-yet. In the meantime we are content to frame conventions that alter with
-each generation to safeguard what we consider to be our comfort. We put
-a thief in prison because we are anxious to protect our property. His
-actions are anti-social. They are only anti-social, however, because we
-happen to value our property. We should not object if he took from us
-what we did not prize. It is thus indeed that the dustman earns his
-living. And the public school boy does not usually set much greater
-value on his marks than the housewife on her egg-shells.
-
-I remember reading several years ago a short story that appeared in _The
-Captain_. It was about an American who came to an English Public School.
-On the result of a certain examination depended the position of head boy
-in the house, and the American broke into the head master's study and
-extracted the examination paper. The theft was, however, discovered, and
-the American summoned to the head master's study for an interview that
-was the certain prelude to expulsion. This fact was made known to him.
-'Waal,' he said, 'I guess that's fair. My father often said to me when a
-big bluff fails, it's down and out for the guy that misses.' The head
-master was surprised. He appreciated the difference between a big bluff
-and a piece of calculated deceit. He saw that the American had, because
-of the atmosphere of business in which he had been brought up, a
-standard different from his own. The American had honestly believed
-himself to be attempting 'a big bluff.'
-
-Now, in the world at large, ignorance of the law is no excuse. If it
-were, law court procedure would be infinitely complex. At school,
-however, the intention matters more than the result. The means are set
-before the end. The head master in the story realised that the
-American's offence was actually far less serious than it appeared, and
-the American was not expelled.
-
-In this case, of course, the theft of the examination paper was
-definitely anti-social. It was a real theft. The American was
-endeavouring to acquire a position that others valued through means not
-at the disposal of his competitors. But this story, which appeared in a
-paper the moral tone of which has necessarily to be above suspicion,
-establishes officially the principle that the seriousness of an offence
-depends largely on the attitude adopted to it by the offender. And
-therein lie the true ethics of cribbing. What public opinion approves
-cannot be anti-social. Only a few recognise the distinction between the
-immoral and the anti-social. And public opinion is, on the whole,
-inclined to condone cribbing.
-
-Every boy is anxious to be a power in his house; he wants to be a
-prefect, he looks forward to the day when he will be safe from
-authority, will be, indeed, authority itself. But he knows that, without
-unduly exerting himself in the class-room, he will be able to achieve
-prominence through success at football. A house cap has to sit at the Va
-table: as a second, probably, and certainly as a first, he will be
-raised to the dignity of the dais; thence the process of seniority will
-carry him quickly to his prefectship. It is assumed that by that time
-the same process of seniority will have carried him to the Upper Fifth.
-(It is hard to avoid being promoted once a year.) The hours spent in the
-class-room are a dull setting for the vivid hues of the life that lies
-outside it. Occasionally the setting is relieved by a bright patch of
-colour--an ingenious rag, a successful piece of cribbing--but, on the
-whole, it is dull and monotonous. A boy works spasmodically, sometimes
-to get a promotion, sometimes to secure the good-will of a master he
-admires, sometimes to reach a form where it will be only rarely
-necessary for him to prepare his work. And he cribs more or less
-consistently out of laziness, to avoid being bottled, to save himself
-trouble, to be able to devote as much of his evening as is possible to
-more sympathetic forms of employment. He does not consider he is doing
-anything wrong. He knows that, if he is caught, he will be punished. But
-then he sees the relationship of boys and masters as a long,
-intermittent struggle, a game played in good faith, with fixed rewards
-and penalties. He does not expect his conduct to be condoned officially.
-His form master has set him so many lines of Virgil to prepare. It is
-assumed that he will take an hour to prepare those lines properly.
-However, with the help of Dr Giles's translation, he has managed to
-prepare those lines satisfactorily in twenty minutes. He has gained,
-therefore, forty minutes; naturally the master demands, and exacts, a
-reparation. But his companions do not mind. And he regards as
-anti-social only what will offend them. If he were a thief it would be
-in their eyes that he would be guilty. But a theft only becomes criminal
-when the injured party has taken proceedings against the offender. In
-this case no proceedings have been taken. He has not been reported to
-the head master, nor has he been kicked round the cloisters. He
-considers himself to be innocent. Indeed, popular opinion is far more
-likely to be directed against the boy who is scrupulously honest. His
-behaviour may be anti-social.
-
-There was a form, for instance, in which it was the custom for the boys
-to correct their own papers and give up their own marks. They would pass
-their papers to the next boy but two. The answers would be read out and
-the marks awarded. When all the answers had been given the marks would
-be added up. 'Any one over 90?' a couple of hands would rise. 'Any one
-over 95?' one of the hands would sink. 'Right,' said the master. 'Divide
-all marks by 11.' The names of the boys would then be read out in turn,
-and the marks earned by each would be delivered by the corrector.
-
-Now the correction of exercises and the addition of marks entails a
-measure of labour, and no one does unnecessary work. It had become the
-custom, therefore, to doze pleasantly while the answers were being given
-out, to insert various hieroglyphics in the margin, and to return at the
-conclusion an average total. The system had been in existence a long
-while, and it was known that the top mark usually lay somewhere between
-100 and 90; a top mark of over 110 or beneath 80 would rouse comment,
-perhaps inspire investigation, and that was, of course, the last thing
-the form desired. So that, when the form master said any one 'over 90'
-some one on the front bench raised a hand. It happened in rotation more
-or less; at the end of the term there was little to choose between the
-top ten in the marks for those particular exercises. Certainly whatever
-difference there was could be easily counteracted by superior
-proficiency in some other field.
-
-All went well till a certain Miller was promoted into this particular
-form. Miller was a prig: he came from an undistinguished house. He was
-excessively industrious. He had the prude's morality. He was desperately
-honest. He corrected the papers passed to him accurately and gave up the
-right mark.
-
-During his first week in the form, when the top mark was 91, Miller gave
-up 63. The form master was surprised; Miller had corrected the paper of
-quite a senior member of the form. 'Really, Jones,' he said, 'I'm
-surprised.' Jones also was surprised. After the lesson he expressed his
-surprise with a well-aimed kick that landed Miller at the foot of the
-second landing. He considered that no further explanation was required.
-He was wrong.
-
-The next day, when the top mark was 103 he received 57. On the occasion
-of this second essay in originality the whole form decided to interest
-itself in Miller's welfare. There was an informal meeting at the end of
-the hour, in which Miller was given to understand that on this system
-exercises had been marked in the Middle Fifth for upwards of twenty
-years. Tradition had approved the system. The form was conservative. It
-meant to uphold that tradition. In earnest of its intention it proceeded
-to demonstrate what defensive method it would adopt. Miller made no
-answer, but the next day he not only returned Jones's paper with 65 at
-the head of it, but when a certain Burton announced that the paper he
-had marked was worth 103, Miller said something to the effect that the
-maximum was 93.
-
-Such a thing had never happened before in the Middle Fifth. It was an
-orderly form, but there was very nearly a popular demonstration.
-Burton's honour had been questioned. The form master agreed that such an
-imputation had not been made upon a boy during the five-and-twenty years
-that he had sat in that class-room. 'We'll go through the questions one
-by one and see what the maximum is.'
-
-Now, luckily for Burton, the master had not kept a check upon the marks.
-He had gone through question after question, saying after each: 'Now
-let me see, I think that should be worth 10,' or 'that 15.' So that,
-when he went through the questions again, he appealed, on each occasion,
-to the head boy of the form. 'How many did I give you for that, Evans?'
-And, on each occasion, Evans was generous.
-
-Once Miller timidly suggested that for Question 6, 15 marks and not 30
-had been the maximum, but there was a complete unanimity of opinion
-among the rest of the form. 'Thirty, sir, certainly it was 30. It must
-have been--I've got 23 down to Firth for that, sir.' Miller was
-overruled.
-
-The maximum was finally discovered to be 130. 'So you see, Miller,' said
-the master, 'you've not only questioned Burton's word, but you've been
-inattentive during the lesson. You will do me 200 lines, and if you will
-hand me up Jones's paper I will correct it myself.' With this generous
-addition to the maximum Jones received a heavy mark.
-
-After such a disaster the form felt certain that Miller would bow to the
-convention; but there is no limit to the obstinacy of the martyr: Miller
-continued to mark according to order. He was kicked, but kicking was of
-no avail. His own paper was undermarked. This, too, was unavailing.
-Finally the form decided to accept him as an inevitable affliction. They
-ceased to kick him. Each of the ten top boys took it in turn to sit two
-places away from him so that no one person should suffer unduly from the
-general evil. And the one who sat two places on the other side of
-Miller had instructions to over-mark his paper so that he should be got
-out of the form as speedily as possible. At the end of the term Miller
-was promoted; and the Middle Fifth relapsed into its placid communal
-existence.
-
-Now Miller's conduct would no doubt appear worthy of the most intense
-approval. He had behaved like the hero of the school sermon. He had done
-what every new boy is adjured to do. He had taken a firm stand against a
-dishonest practice. He had been bullied, but he had remained firm. His
-honour had withstood the shock of his opponents. Such a splendid example
-would shine like a candle in a dark cathedral, and from this simile the
-preacher, as a runner reaching the straight, can stride into the rounded
-periods of his peroration. 'If only others of you would light your
-candle from that flame; if only in that large cathedral there were a
-hundred burning candles instead of one, how soon would not the whole
-building be filled with light. The beautiful tracery of the roof would
-emerge from shadow. A soft glow would be shed on the strong carved
-pillars. The brasses would glimmer on the wall. The splendid
-architecture of the building would be plain. So is it with the human
-soul.'
-
-We have heard that sermon many times. Miller is a splendid handle for
-rhetoric, but his behaviour remains anti-social. If it is wrong to place
-oneself in a position of inequitable advantage, it is equally wrong to
-place a rival in a position of inequitable disadvantage: and that is
-what Miller had done. Jones had done his work as thoroughly and as
-conscientiously as the others, but he had received lower marks for it,
-because Miller had chosen to apply to it a standard that was not imposed
-on that of his companions. It is not unfair in a hundred yards' sprint
-to start a second before the pistol is fired if you know that the other
-runners are going to do likewise, but it is hard lines on the one runner
-who is compelled to wait for the proper signal. True morality plays an
-insignificant part in business and competition. We all have different
-ideas of what is sport. If W. G.'s much-criticised running out of Jones
-in the Test Match of 1880 had taken place at a house match at school, we
-can assume that W. G., whatever his batting average, would not have been
-invited to play for the school again. What is moral and what is
-anti-social become practically synonymous terms as long as every one
-starts fair and plays the game by the same code of rules. No one must be
-allowed opportunities that are not at the disposal of his opponents.
-And, in the case of the Middle Fifth's corrections, the rules of the
-game ordered generous marking and no great gulf between the first and
-last. Miller played the game by different rules. The form was
-righteously indignant. It is doubtful even whether Miller's immortal
-soul drew sustenance from the conflict. It was probably confirmed in its
-priggishness. Certainly Miller became, in the course of time, a highly
-officious prefect. I do not know what fortune the 'romance of destiny'
-may hold in store for him, but I can imagine that he will occupy some
-post of prim, precise officialdom. He will create nothing. Whereas
-Evans's opportunism is largely responsible for the rapidly increasing
-market for Messrs. ----'s patent cookers.
-
-The schoolmaster asserts that between himself and his form there exists
-a compact of square dealing. But the signature of the form has not been
-obtained, and it is an agreement every clause of which is very clearly
-to the advantage of the schoolmaster and to the disadvantage of the
-form. The form does not recognise the treaty. It refuses to commit
-itself, and indeed in this singular document the true nature of cribbing
-has not been defined. The exact line between cribbing and co-operation
-has not been drawn. We are safe when dealing with 'con,' that is to say,
-the translation of Greek or Latin into English. We know, for instance,
-that boys are allowed to prepare their work together. Two brains are
-better than one. Well and good. But, if two soldiers have to dig a
-trench one uses the pick and the other the shovel. So it is with Latin
-'con.' One boy looks up the meaning of the words in a dictionary; the
-other unravels the sense. That means that the boy who looks up the words
-never brings his mind to bear on the translation of the text. Yet such a
-combination is accepted as fair by any master. And, once this
-combination has been accepted, a master's position becomes logically
-impossible. For it must be remembered that a schoolboy has a fairly
-sound grasp of consecutive reasoning. He studies the theorems of
-geometry. He struggles with the dialectic of Plato. He is capable, that
-is to say, of following out to their logical conclusion such lines of
-argument as will, in the end, assuage his conscience. He could
-construct, for instance, an imaginary conversation between Socrates and
-his form master.
-
-_Soc._: You object, Mr. Featherbrain, to the cribbing that is prevalent
-in your form?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Now, as I am inexperienced in this matter, never having been
-myself to a Public School, perhaps you will be so kind as to make me
-better acquainted with the methods adopted by these members of your
-form.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly. Some of the boys use English translations with
-which to prepare their Virgil and Homer. Others copy the Greek prose of
-their more clever companions, inserting, from time to time, certain
-gross errors that they expect will throw me off the scent.
-
-_Soc._: I understand. Now, in this matter of English translations: you
-expect each boy to prepare his Virgil by himself, and to produce in form
-the results of solitary unaided labour?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: If, therefore, you discovered one boy asking another to explain
-to him a difficult passage, you would punish him severely?
-
-_Mr. F._: No. You have misunderstood me. I should not.
-
-_Soc._: But how is that? Have you not just told me that each boy must
-produce in form the results of solitary, unaided labour?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly, but we allow boys to prepare their 'con' together.
-
-_Soc._: I understand. On the assumption that two brains are better than
-one, you permit two boys to unravel the sense together.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Now, if two people attempt a certain task, what procedure would
-they follow? Would they not divide the task into two portions. If two
-men are building a house one man stands at the top of a ladder and lays
-the bricks that his companion, who is standing below, throws up to him.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Time would be wasted were each man to do the same work: that is
-to say, were two ladders to be placed against the wall and were the two
-men to descend and ascend the ladder carrying bricks to the top?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Therefore, we may assume that in all tasks that are undertaken
-by two persons, the work is divided into two duties?
-
-_Mr. F._: But I do not see, Socrates, that this line of reasoning has
-any bearing on the subject we are preparing to discuss.
-
-_Soc._: That may very well be, for, as I have told you, I am ignorant of
-these matters and have come to you for guidance. It does seem to me,
-however, that in this matter of translation, which is the discovery of
-an unknown thing, the unknown may be divided into two parts.
-
-_Mr. F._: How is that?
-
-_Soc._: When a boy reads over the passage that he has to translate, two
-things are unknown to him: the general meaning of the passage and
-certain words in the passage. That is so, is it not?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: Then do you not think that two boys, before setting out to
-translate a passage, would make some arrangement by which one of them
-should be responsible for unravelling the sense, while the other should
-look up the unknown words in a dictionary.
-
-_Mr. F._: It is possible.
-
-_Soc._: And to which of the two would be entrusted the task of
-unravelling the sense.
-
-_Mr. F._: To the cleverer, undoubtedly.
-
-_Soc._: Therefore the less clever would do the drudge work: that is to
-say, he would never bring his mind to bear upon the passage: and the
-imaginative work would be done for him by his companion.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Yet the system is approved as an honest one by the authorities
-and the work of the drudge is accepted as solitary and unaided labour.
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Now, is this task of translation limited to the co-operation of
-two persons, or may three or more persons take their share in it?
-
-_Mr. F._: As many persons may take their share in it as may
-conveniently be crowded into a study measuring eight feet by four.
-
-_Soc._: I understand. Suppose now that three persons are preparing a
-passage together. We have agreed, have we not, that this work can be
-divided into two duties only?
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so.
-
-_Soc._: Then what share of the work will the third partner take?
-
-_Mr. F._: He will act as a reserve and will bring assistance to either
-party when it is necessary.
-
-_Soc._: But, to whom have we allotted the task of unravelling the sense:
-to the cleverest, have we not? If the help of the third party, then, is
-only requested when the cleverest finds himself in difficulties, does it
-seem to you likely that the third party will succeed where one cleverer
-than himself has failed?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is unlikely.
-
-_Soc._: And, if this third party is higher and more important than the
-second party, it is unlikely, is it not, that he will content himself
-with what we have admitted to be the drudge's work of looking up words
-in a dictionary?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is unlikely.
-
-_Soc._: Then the third party will do nothing save profit by the industry
-of his two companions, and the work that he will produce in the
-class-room next day will, strictly speaking, be not his at all, but
-theirs.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Now, let us take a further example. For I am anxious to discover
-at what exact point the work that a boy produces in form will cease to
-be, in the official eye, the result of solitary and unaided labour.
-Suppose that the third party is a member of the Eleven, who has various
-social duties: it is possible, is it not, that he would prefer to spend
-over his translation less than the three-quarters of an hour that his
-two companions require?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is possible.
-
-_Soc._: Then, is it impossible that he might arrange for the cleverer of
-the two to come to him after breakfast and explain to him in twenty
-minutes the meaning of the passage?
-
-_Mr. F._: It is possible.
-
-_Soc._: And such an arrangement would be accepted by you?
-
-_Mr. F._: I do not see that I could object.
-
-_Soc._: Now let us suppose that the cleverer of the two finds that he
-will have to clean his corps clothes during the twenty minutes between
-breakfast and chapel. He will feel himself bound in honour, and also by
-fear, to translate the passage to the third party, but he will obviously
-be unable to do it in person. Is it not likely, therefore, that he will
-write out the meaning of the passage and hand it to the third party?
-Would such conduct be unacceptable to you?
-
-_Mr. F._: I do not know, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: But, surely in your own mind you have clearly defined the line
-that separates what is honest from what is dishonest. Surely that is
-your profession--to teach the young to distinguish between what is good
-and what is not good?
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then do you see any real difference between hearing a
-translation and reading a translation? Is there any difference between a
-meaning that is apprehended through the ear and a meaning that is
-apprehended through the eyes; for are not both eyes and ears channels
-through which meanings are carried to the brain?
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, and, when you put it that way, I can
-distinguish no essential difference.
-
-_Soc._: Very good: then we have established that it is fair for a boy to
-come to his study after breakfast, find in his hand a written
-translation of his Virgil, and, with that written translation, prepare
-in twenty minutes his morning's lesson.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: If, however, he were to take from his drawer a printed
-translation of Virgil, and with that prepare his morning's lesson, you
-would consider him capable of dishonest behaviour and you would report
-him to the head master.
-
-_Mr. F._: Most certainly, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: In what, then, lies the essential difference between the printed
-translation and the one that was copied out for him by his companion?
-
-_Mr. F._: But that is surely obvious.
-
-_Soc._: It is not to me, and it is for this reason that I seek
-enlightenment of you. For to me it seems that the work produced in form
-by the boy who has studied the printed translation is every bit as much
-the result of solitary and unaided labour as that which is informed by
-the study of a written translation. But is it that you appreciate a
-difference between the written and the printed word?
-
-_Mr. F._: Perhaps that is it, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then would you allow a boy during the holidays to copy out one
-of Dr. Giles's aids to the classics?
-
-_Mr. F._: Most certainly not.
-
-_Soc._: Then it is not between the written and the printed word that the
-difference lies?
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem not.
-
-_Soc._: Then where does it lie?
-
-_Mr. F._: I do not know, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then we must surely assume that there is no difference; and we
-must further add that you have not dealt honestly with your form in so
-severely punishing them for conduct that you, yourself, are not able
-logically to condemn.
-
-_Mr. F._: As ever, Socrates, you have succeeded in making me say what I
-did not mean to say.
-
-_Soc._: Then, in order that you may extricate yourself, let us consider
-this question of the prose.
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly. For, here at least, my position is impregnable.
-
-_Soc._: I, too, am certain of it, and, in order that I may know the true
-nature of the offence, you will, I hope, permit me to ask you certain
-questions. You say that the more stupid members of your form are in the
-habit of copying the exercises of their more clever comrades?
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so.
-
-_Soc._: Now is it a rule that a boy may not give another assistance in
-his Latin prose?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly.
-
-_Soc._: The position is not the same as that of the Latin translation,
-where two boys were permitted to co-operate?
-
-_Mr. F._: Certainly not.
-
-_Soc._: I presume that you have explained to your form the essential
-difference that exists between the nature of Latin 'con' and Latin
-prose.
-
-_Mr. F._: How do you mean, Socrates?
-
-_Soc._: Why, surely, if in the preparation of Latin 'con,' which is the
-translation of Latin into English, two boys are allowed to co-operate,
-and, if in the preparation of Latin prose, which is the translation of
-English into Latin, they are not allowed to co-operate, it follows that
-there must be some essential difference in the nature of the two
-studies.
-
-_Mr. F._: It would seem so, Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: It would certainly seem so, and this difference you have, no
-doubt, made clear to your form, for, at present, I must confess myself
-unable to discover in what it consists. The exercise of Latin prose as
-of Latin 'con,' for each study is the translation of a language and the
-correct rendering of the idiom of that language into the language and
-idiom of another tongue, is no doubt intended to train, inform, and
-quicken the intelligence. Each would appear to be branches of the same
-study, and for each the same method of instruction should be employed.
-You tell me, however, that there is between these two branches an
-essential difference.
-
-_Mr. F._: You are right, Socrates, and, though I cannot explain the
-difference in so many words, its nature is plain to me.
-
-_Soc._: Of that, Mr. Featherbrain, I am certain. I understand that you
-apprehend this fine distinction as you apprehended the fine distinction
-between the written and the printed 'crib.' We should consider, though,
-whether this distinction is equally plain to your form. Such intuitive
-knowledge may be denied to them, and, if they sin through ignorance,
-their sin is slighter than if they sinned through knowledge. Tell me,
-now, whether, if you overheard one member of your form say to another on
-the way to chapel: 'I'm absolutely tied up with that piece of prose.
-Shall I put it in O. R. or O. O.?' would you immediately report that boy
-to the head master?
-
-_Mr. F._: I should not.
-
-_Soc._: You would no more report him than if you had overheard him
-asking his friend to make clear to him a passage of Virgil that had
-puzzled him.
-
-_Mr. F._: That is so.
-
-_Soc._: Do you not think, therefore, that the boy who knows he is
-allowed to ask for help in his Latin 'con,' and who does not know for
-what reason he is not allowed to ask for help in his Latin prose, who
-has never, that is to say, been able to apprehend the fine difference
-between the nature of the two studies, is likely to consider that the
-same technique is permissible for both branches, and would not that
-third party of whom we spoke and who is in the habit of getting his
-Latin 'con' done for him by his friend, consider himself morally
-justified in accepting the same assistance in his Latin prose?
-
-_Mr. F._: But I have told him that it is not allowed.
-
-_Soc._: Certainly, but good can only come from a reasoned knowledge of
-what is good, and you have not explained to him in what his fault
-consists. Moreover, if you have granted him permission to seek advice in
-small matters, you must tell him at what exact point the thirst for
-information becomes dishonest; a line must be drawn between what is good
-and what is bad. Is a boy responsible for a percentage of his prose,
-and, if so, for what percentage. Have you made these things plain to
-him?
-
-_Mr. F._: I have not, O Socrates.
-
-_Soc._: Then how do you expect the unformed mind of a boy to draw this
-line for himself. It would seem to me, Mr. Featherbrain, that you are
-not training the youth as it should be trained, when you order its
-conduct not by the results of logical deduction but by arbitrary ruling.
-For if in your own mind you are not certain at what exact point the good
-becomes the bad, and indeed are not certain of what the bad consists;
-what confusion must you not expect to discover in the minds of those
-that are taught by you. You must remember that on the football and
-cricket field a boy is under orders which he accepts, but of whose moral
-nature he is ignorant. He knows that if he is offside in football a free
-kick is awarded to the other side; he knows that if he knocks the ball
-forward with his hands a scrum is given. He has made a mistake. He has
-committed a tactical, but not a moral offence. The rulings of the Rugby
-Union are arbitrary and subject to frequent alteration; whereas the
-rulings concerning what is good and what is bad are fixed and
-irradicable. Is it not likely, therefore, that a boy will come to regard
-your rulings in these matters of cribbing as arbitrary rulings that may
-be altered. His life is a game, you must always remember that, and it is
-on that basis that he accepts it. He knows that he will be punished if
-he uses a crib; he knows that you appear to apprehend a distinction
-between the written and printed word; he knows also that you have
-discovered a difference in the nature of the studies of translation and
-prose, and that while you will allow him to ask advice on certain points
-you will not allow him to seek advice on the whole, though at the same
-time you do not define the point at which these same certain points
-cease to be certain points and become sufficiently part of the whole to
-be called the whole. Can you expect him, then, to regard such a system
-as anything but the complicated rulings of a game played between you and
-him. And can you expect him to attach to these regulations any moral
-significance. On the cricket field he places his leg in front of the
-wicket and tries to hit a short length ball over square-leg's head. If
-he misses the ball he is leg before, and goes to the pavilion. In his
-study he prepares his translation with a crib; he is discovered by his
-house master; he goes to the head master. And it is in this spirit, Mr.
-Featherbrain, that your form deceives you. You have to make clear to the
-young many things before you can expect them to attach a moral
-significance to what has no logical proof.
-
-
-There may be flaws in the argument, for the Socratic method is
-insidious, but I have not, myself, been able to discover them. The
-ethics of cribbing from the master's point of view are illogical. The
-exact point where co-operation starts and cribbing begins is not fixed.
-
-Cribbing goes by form and houses. Its activities expand and contract
-according to the demands of popular opinion. It is always communal.
-There is a conscription of intellect and knowledge. No boy would
-prejudice his chances of winning his house cap; but most boys would
-assist their most dangerous rivals in promotion. We hear in chapel sad
-stories of the large and brutal bully who cribs steadily throughout the
-term and wrests the prize from the pure innocent who looked up every
-word in a large Lewis & Short. But it rarely happens like that. No one
-cribs for a prize, because few really want a prize. Occasionally
-cribbing wins a prize, but it is usually through a fluke.
-
-A boy is particularly nervous about the results of a certain paper. He
-takes elaborate precautions to make sure that he will not have to spend
-the last Saturday of term rewriting the paper, and, in consequence,
-unexpectedly discovers himself at the head of the list. I recall one
-such instance in particular, and, because it seems to me so singularly
-appropriate, I may be pardoned, I trust, for retelling a story that I
-have incorporated elsewhere.
-
-Divinity in the army class was a casual affair; a knowledge of the Old
-Testament not being considered a necessary part of the intellectual
-equipment of a subaltern, the Sandhurst authorities did not examine
-candidates on the subject, and both the form and its master regarded the
-hour's lesson on Sunday morning as a pause in the exertions of the week.
-The yearly divinity examination always occasioned, therefore, a measure
-of panic among the soldiers, for the form master, when confronted with
-irrefutable proofs of his own indolence, was in the habit of punishing
-not only the form but himself by keeping in for two hours on the last
-Saturday those of the form who had failed to score an adequate
-percentage. During the preceding days feverish and spasmodic attempts
-were made to cope successfully with the complicated relations of kings
-and prophets. One year, however, the form was fortunate.
-
-A certain Mallaby, while searching in the class-room just before lock-up
-for a book he thought he had left there, saw lying among the papers on
-the master's desk, the rough draft of the questions for the divinity
-exam. In surprised delight he copied them all down. According to the
-popular conception of schoolboy honour, Mallaby, being a potential
-thief, would have kept the information to himself. Being a boy, however,
-he imparted it to his companions. The form entered the examination room
-in a mood of quiet confidence, and left it in a mood of deep content.
-Two days later, however, it was announced that this year the annual
-interest of a bequest would be devoted to a series of divinity papers
-throughout the school. The next day Mallaby learnt that he was head of
-the army class in divinity.
-
-His conscience was fluttered. He could not, he felt, take a prize which
-he would have won through cribbing. It would be dishonest. It would be
-stealing. He announced his intention of explaining matters to the chief.
-This announcement was not, however, received with the enthusiasm that
-should have welcomed the imminence of so noble, so disinterested, so
-sacrificial a performance. The form was indeed seriously perturbed. It
-explained to Mallaby that, if he went to the chief, he would be queering
-not only his own pitch, but theirs as well, and that there were certain
-members of form who did not stand well enough in the eyes of authority
-to be able to risk such an addition to their score of discovered crimes.
-'And, after all,' they said, 'why shouldn't you take the prize? We all
-knew the questions; you took the trouble to prepare them. You worked
-hard, and prizes are the reward of hard work. You've worked for the
-prize, harder than we did. Therefore you deserve the prize. And let's
-have no more of this nonsense about confession.'
-
-In these matters each form and each house works out its own salvation.
-In some houses cribbing is not general, and in some forms cribbing is
-not general; and, in such cases, cribbing is anti-social. It might be
-urged that boys from houses that do not crib find themselves at a
-disadvantage in relation to boys from houses that do. But life usually
-manages to adjust itself, and a boy's position in form is chiefly
-important as regards the relation it bears to that of the other members
-of his house. It does not matter much to a boy in the school house if he
-is passed by a boy in Buller's. It will not affect his seniority in his
-own house, and it is his seniority in his own house that matters. Only a
-very few are concerned with the specialised rivalry of the Upper Sixth
-that decides who will be the official head of the school. Scholastically
-the ambition of few passes outside their house. In games it is
-different. But then the eleven is not a fluid body like the Sixth; it is
-a close corporation, and once the reputation of being the best slow
-left-hand bowler is lost, the chance of a ribboned coat grows distant.
-
-I remember once a parson from the East End preaching a sermon in the
-school chapel, in which he intimated that in comparison with the
-loathsome atrocities that had for setting the Mile End Road, a schoolboy
-merely played at sin. This was reassuring to certain genial sportsmen
-who had hitherto been unable to view with any confidence the prospect of
-immortality: and the phrase 'playing at sin' passed into the vocabulary
-of the school. To such an extent, indeed, that the head master was
-forced to deliver a special midweek address, in which he pointed out
-that the degree of sin was relative to environment, and that the moral
-offences of a man who had been nurtured in surroundings of bestiality
-and filth were less grave than those of the boy who had spent his
-childhood in the clean atmosphere of a decent home. The complacence of
-the aforesaid sportsmen was broken. Not only were their offences as
-serious as those of their less fortunately placed brethren, they were
-actually more grave: a disquieting reflection. But I have often felt
-inclined to question, not the irrefutable logic of the head master's
-sermon, but the truth of that original contention about 'playing at
-sin.' Are, that is to say, the vices of the lower orders actually more
-startling than those of Mayfair? Are they more startling? I wonder: a
-higher standard of civilisation refines our pleasures, quickens our
-powers of appreciation, makes us more subtle, more complex; does it not
-also sharpen the edge of misbehaviour? It is a point on which perhaps
-Casanova would be able to enlighten us. But, certainly, in the matter of
-cribbing, the methods of the lower forms are clumsy, unimaginative,
-bourgeois in comparison with those of the Fifths and Sixths.
-
-A master who expects to discover in the Third the guile of the Fifths
-will be disappointed; and, equally, the master who has successfully
-combated the guile of the Lower Second may discover himself completely
-outwitted by the Middle Sixth. In the Lower School the use of the actual
-crib is rare. It is easy for the Sixth Former to possess himself of a
-translation. The Everyman series contains excellent renderings of
-Thucydides and Plato. The Loeb library is not useless. Gilbert Murray
-may be a poet, but his translations of Euripides have proved of
-assistance to many a harassed student. Jebb's version of Sophocles is to
-be found in the shelves of the school library. It is a different job to
-find a crib of Ovid and Livy. Dr. Giles has done some excellent research
-work, but questions are apt to be asked about bona fide students; an
-address such as 'The School House, Fernhurst,' is likely to wake
-suspicion, and the Third Former has not read enough French novels to
-appreciate the value of the _poste restante_. He considers that a crib
-is more trouble than it is worth. And what is cribbing but laziness!
-Moreover, he has a distrust of cribs. He is naturally stupid or he would
-be higher in the school, and he knows that when a boy gives the right
-meaning to the wrong words there are unpleasant investigations. He
-prefers to rely on the inspiration of the moment: as a result the
-offences of the Lower Second are trivial. They rarely reach the green
-baize of the head master's study. One boy looks over another's paper,
-another is prompted during 'con,' there is a strange similarity between
-two Latin proses, an unusual mistake is repeated in several exercises.
-The offender is beaten afterwards, and no more is heard about it. As a
-matter of fact there is less cribbing in the Lower School than in the
-Upper. Opportunities are rare and the example of hardened criminals is
-absent. The second yearer only becomes a practised deceiver under the
-influence of his seniors, and there are not many third yearers in the
-Lower School. Higher up it is different. But it is to be doubted whether
-the effects of cribbing are as serious as they are depicted.
-
-The case against them comes under two main headings: (1) The moral
-issue; (2) The expediency issue. With the moral issue I have already
-dealt. Most boys crib at school, but the public school man is straighter
-in business than the self-made man and the American. Nearly all men will
-boast in their clubs of the way they bamboozled 'old Moke,' of how they
-pinned up the rep. on the back of the boy in front, and of how they used
-to strip off the cover of the translation book and sew it round one of
-Dr. Giles's publications; but the man who has forced a young inventor
-into a hard contract remains silent. It is a matter that he prefers to
-keep to himself. I do not believe that cribbing saps the moral sense.
-
-The expediency issue is more complicated. And, on the surface, it does
-seem that the use of a crib is the very worst thing for a boy who hopes
-to win scholarships and fellowships. It is a short cut. He does not
-need to use his brain. His thinking is done for him. That is true, but
-there are points on the other side. He is set fifty lines of Virgil to
-prepare. If he comes into form next morning with those lines half learnt
-he will derive little benefit from the hour's lesson. The whole time he
-will be worrying at the sense. He will not be able to give his full
-attention to the points of grammar and history that will arise in the
-course of the hour. If, on the other hand, he is free from the anxiety
-of failure he is able to give his full attention to what is perhaps the
-more important part of the lesson. Also a boy remembers what he has
-worked out for himself; and a crib used intelligently provides just
-enough struggle to impinge the result of the effort on the memory. And
-the wise do use a crib intelligently. They not only want to know their
-'con' for the next day: they also wish to be able to remember it for the
-examination. They, therefore, read a sentence over first in the
-original. Some one wonders what a certain word means. The word is looked
-up. Then a shot is made at the sense, not a very serious shot perhaps,
-and speedy reference is made to the crib. The English is read out loud.
-'Now, how does he get that out of it?' some one asks. There is a minute
-of tussle and explanation--then all is clear. And the next sentence is
-read out loud.
-
-That is the way to use a crib. And if one has worked out for oneself,
-even if it be with the aid of a crib, the meaning of a long passage of
-Virgil, one remembers that passage. I have forgotten now nearly all my
-Greek and Latin, but I can still read currently and with pleasure the
-Eclogues, for which I used a crib. Whereas the memory of other books,
-through which I struggled honestly, but less successfully, has faded
-altogether. For the average member of the Sixth I believe the
-intelligent use of a crib is to be recommended. A greater number of
-lines could be prepared at one time, and there would be leisure for
-acquiring that knowledge that comes to us indirectly from the classics.
-Plato is a window through which we see the gymnasiums of Ancient Greece.
-But it will be shuttered for those to whom the struggle is ever with
-correct rendering and syntax.
-
-The real scholar, whose life will be spent largely with the classics,
-must avoid short cuts; he should glory in difficulties that will quicken
-his wits: he has his whole life before him. He does not have to pass, as
-the rest of us do, swiftly into a world of politics and business. And,
-indeed, the real scholar realises this. I can recall few instances in
-which a boy with a really fine brain has deadened his perceptions by the
-use of translations. The scholar, when he reaches the Sixth, and is no
-longer forced to write the proses and prepare the translations of his
-less clever comrades, prefers to work alone, if not in the company of
-boys who are equally brilliant.
-
-But the real scholar is the exception. This book is written for, and
-about, the average schoolboy. I know that in the matter of cribbing I
-am pleading a lost cause. Cribbing will always, of course, be a
-forbidden thing; therein lies its charm. But it is important that master
-and parents should realise in what light these questions appear to the
-boy. A boy is frequently misunderstood. He is accused of dishonesty. He
-resents the accusation, but he is unable to explain why his offence does
-not deserve so stern a label. He is tempted to lose heart, to console
-himself with the reflection that 'they don't understand,' and so further
-estrange himself from sympathy and mutual understanding. The boy stands
-before the house master and lets the wind of words flow over him. What
-use is it for him to attempt an explanation. If he argues his punishment
-will be increased. It is better to assume contrition; to say, 'Yes, sir,
-I hadn't seen it in that light before,' and to be more clever another
-time. It would be far more just were the master to regard cribbing as a
-boy regards it: as a game, to be punished effectively when discovered,
-but not to be associated with the welfare of the human spirit.
-
-If school authorities wish, however, to find a lasting cure they have in
-their own hands the remedy. They will not achieve their ends through
-increased vigilance; that will only make the boy more clever. They
-should make work more interesting. There is little cribbing in form
-where boys are interested in what they are learning. Boys are not
-anxious to learn what a master is not anxious to teach. Laziness begets
-laziness, and cribbing is a form of laziness.
-
-Systematic cribbing will not disappear till popular opinion regards as
-important success or failure in the class-room. Success at games is
-considered important; games are, in consequence played fairly. But, as
-popular opinion sets no value on school work, it does not seem to matter
-much what happens in school hours. Success in form needs to be brought
-into some sort of relationship with success at football. Athletic
-prowess will always, naturally, and perhaps rightly, be rated more
-highly than intellectual achievement. But that is no reason why
-intellectual achievement should be disparaged in the case of all save
-the brilliant few whose feats are received with a mild enthusiasm. At
-Sandhurst we used to have weekly examinations, and, as far as I
-remember, there was no cribbing at all in these exams. To a certain
-extent promotion depended on one's performance in them, and each G. C.
-was anxious to work out the problems for himself so as to be able to
-judge how much, or how little, progress he had made. This did not mean
-that we were more interested in topography than late cuts, but that we
-realised that, at this stage of our career proficiency in topography
-would be of service to us. I believe that a similar state of affairs
-would exist at a Public School were the social values to be readjusted.
-
-Cribbing, like so much else in public school life, is a side-shoot of
-athleticism.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VII
-
-MORALITY AND THE ROMANTIC FRIENDSHIP
-
-
-It is at this period, also, of a boy's development that the moral
-question assumes a definite significance. There is no phase of school
-life that is more generally misunderstood and misrepresented, and there
-is no phase that a writer tackles with greater misgiving and
-disinclination. He is confronted with the barricaded prejudices of a
-vested interest, with the tremulous ignorance of mothers who seek to be
-deceived, with the conspiracy of silence that exists between boys,
-parents, and masters, and, last of all, with the wilful jealousy of the
-yellow press that is only too ready to decry the value of what it is
-pleased to call the 'trades union of snobbery.' There are times, indeed,
-when it seems better to acquiesce in that conspiracy of silence rather
-than to give those speculators in contention another opportunity of
-mud-slinging. There are times when it seems hopeless to attempt to
-explain the nature of public school morality to those who have not
-themselves been to a Public School. It is like looking at a
-stained-glass window from the outside. One reminds oneself that for many
-years, without, perhaps, any very disastrous results, we have muddled
-along in contented ignorance and self-deceit. Why not leave things
-where they are? Why stir up trouble? And yet the moral question is such
-an essential part of school life, it exercises such an influence on the
-development of the boy; indirectly it colours so considerably the
-attitude of the master to every other phase of school life, that it is
-impossible to omit all reference to it in a detailed study such as this,
-and, if it is impossible to avoid mention of it, it is fatal to content
-oneself, as one may very well do in a novel, with stray suggestions and
-inferences.
-
-A novel is an abstraction. One compresses into a few pages the action of
-several years, so that one has to suggest rather than to state. One can
-withhold one's own opinion, one is under no compunction to generalise
-from the incidents one selects. One is telling a story or interpreting a
-personality. Only rarely is one constructing a thesis. In a novel it is
-not difficult to deal with the moral question. Most good school stories
-have touched more or less indirectly on some side of it. Ivor Brown and
-Compton Mackenzie have both dealt subtly with an intricate relationship.
-Hugh Walpole, if less originally, faced the same situation more
-courageously, while Arnold Lunn in _Loose Ends_ has interpreted the boy
-as opposed to the official attitude to this issue with extreme
-effectiveness. The novelist is constrained to discuss only that part of
-the question that affects the action of the story. That is one of the
-great charms of story-telling: one can touch lightly without need of
-explanation on the most delicate situations. One can say only as much
-as one wants to say, and say it, what is more, obliquely. In a book such
-as this, however, one must deal with the subject thoroughly if at all.
-One must tackle every side of it. One is bound to follow one's thought
-through to the end. And that is a thing that no one cares to do in
-public. It was said of a certain intrepid Rugby player that he had not
-the brains to be afraid. It is certainly true that many soldiers lost
-their nerve after they had been once wounded, and that few soldiers were
-really frightened till they had seen what a shell could do; it may well
-be that at twenty-three one has not sufficient experience of the world
-to realise what risks one runs through honesty.
-
-The first difficulty, especially for those who, without having been to a
-Public School themselves, are the fathers of present or prospective
-public school boys, is to start investigations with a clear mind. This
-feat the majority never manage to accomplish. For the moral question in
-schools is concerned with the relationship of two members of the same
-sex. Now such a relationship is counted in the world at large an
-unmentionable and unforgivable sin. It is regarded with horror by the
-average man. It is a penal offence. The man who enters into such a
-relationship is abnormal, and, as such, is considered a menace to
-society. But the same standards are not applicable to school life.
-
-A man was intended by nature to marry at eighteen. The average villager,
-clerk, pit-boy, work-boy begins 'walking out' with a girl at the age of
-fifteen or sixteen; the public school boy has no such opportunities of
-courtship. Three hundred boys are spending three-quarters of their lives
-in a monastic world; from the beginning of the term to the end the only
-women to whom they have the opportunity of speaking are the matron and
-the house master's wife. They have never any chances of seeing girls of
-their own class and of their own age. At a particularly susceptible
-period, therefore, they have no natural object for their affections. The
-youngest boys are only thirteen, the eldest are between eighteen or
-nineteen.
-
-In such circumstances it would be surprising if there were no
-uncomfortable complications. The public school system is, in this
-respect, unnatural; one must expect unnatural results. The trouble is to
-discover what those results are. For, although people speak glibly
-enough of immorality in Public Schools, it is extremely doubtful whether
-they realise of what exactly that immorality consists.
-
-It is a convenient phrase, but beyond it there is the conspiracy of
-silence. Schoolmasters prefer to deal with straight issues. They dislike
-the subtleties of action and character which are of such charm to the
-psychologist. They like to say, 'This is an offence.' Finer shades of
-meaning trouble them. At least that is their official attitude. And so
-it has come to be generally accepted that public school morality
-resolves itself into one main issue: that is, the corruption of a small
-boy by a big one. To protect the new boy from this danger elaborate
-precautions are taken. It is on this point that a boy is given advice
-before he goes to school. He is warned never to make friends with boys
-bigger than himself; it is against this danger that the majority of
-school sermons are directed. And, of course, this is a very convenient
-attitude for the schoolmaster to adopt. The offence is obviously so
-grave that there can be no cause to withhold complete official
-condemnation; it is also so rare that the head master is able to assure
-prospective parents of the excellent tone of the school. For I am
-convinced that the deliberate seduction of a smaller boy is an extremely
-rare occurrence. There are, of course, certain houses--probably there is
-one at every school--in which a good-looking boy stands very little
-chance of remaining straight. But I have not been in such a house and I
-can speak with no authority. I have heard, certainly, some astonishing
-stories of what can be tolerated in a really bad house; but, second-hand
-reports, especially on such matters, can only be accepted with reserve.
-Certainly in the average house cases of corruption are very rare. Few
-boys have the nerve, the assurance, or the adroitness to attempt such a
-task. A man of twenty-five will set out deliberately to seduce a
-housemaid, but the schoolboy in such matters is a novice. If a senior
-boy is casually attracted by the appearance of a smaller boy, he asks a
-friend lower down in the house to make inquiries as to the morals of the
-small boy. If the 'go-between' discovers that the small boy is
-'straight,' the elder boy lets the matter fall from his mind. There are
-others who are not. If, on the other hand, the attraction is more than
-casual, the chances of seduction are even more remote. It is unlikely
-that the affection will be reciprocated. And, if a boy is really fond of
-another boy, the last thing he would wish would be to subject his friend
-to unwelcome advances. When a boy first falls in love with a girl the
-thought of sexual intimacy is, often, unattractive. It is only when his
-love is returned that he really desires it. It is fatal to confuse the
-processes of life at large with the processes of life in a monastic
-system. Because young men seduce young women with regrettable frequency,
-it is assumed that much the same sort of thing is happening at a Public
-School. And, parents believing this, are reassured; they are certain
-that their dear child when young will be strong enough to resist the
-passive temptation; they are equally certain that their dear child when
-nearly a man would not, for one moment, consider the possibility of
-active sin. And this amiable delusion schoolmasters encourage. It saves
-them a lot of trouble. They say one thing in public and another in
-private. But the Jekyll and Hyde business breeds confusion. They forget
-what they should believe and what they should not believe. They are
-agreed only on this: that any attempt at criticism, at explanation, at
-interpretation shall be counteracted with a concerted unanimity of
-opinion. They will deny hotly the prevalence of any such practices,
-they will make slighting references to the bad house in the bad school.
-They will complete their defence by asserting that for what faults there
-are the parents are alone responsible in that they had not sufficiently
-warned their sons of the evils of a Public School--evils, be it noted,
-that they had previously assured the parent did not exist outside the
-perverted imagination of the critic. And yet it is amazing what these
-same apologists will be prepared to believe about any institution other
-than their own.
-
-Six years ago Sandhurst had an extremely bad name. Every kind of debauch
-was rumoured to flourish there. Sobriety was only more unpopular than
-purity. The G. C.'s secreted whisky beneath their beds, and actresses
-within them. The glittering temptations of St Anthony allured the unwary
-in the tea-shops of Camberley. And I remember being shown, before I went
-there, a letter that had been sent to the parents of a prospective cadet
-by his head master. 'I hope,' the letter ran, 'that Arthur is aware of
-the temptations to which he will be subjected. Concupiscence seems to be
-the chief topic of conversation and the sole Sunday afternoon amusement
-of the cadets.' It all sounded fearfully exciting. But it proved very
-tame. Indeed I am inclined to think that, on the whole, fewer
-temptations presented themselves to me during the eight months I spent
-at Sandhurst than during any other period of my time in the army. A
-fellow could do what he liked. No pressure was put on him to drink or
-gamble, or pursue loose women. He was none the less respected for being
-straight, nor the more admired for being crooked. A community such as
-this which exerts pressure on the individual in neither direction, I
-should be prepared to call as moral as any that is likely to be found
-this side of heaven, yet this head master, who would, no doubt,
-repudiate hotly the least suggestion that immorality in his own school
-was anything but a spasmodic and occasional phenomenon, was ready to
-believe that Sandhurst was a cesspool of all the vices that flourished
-so gracefully in the days of Petronius Arbiter. In our investigations we
-are not likely to be helped far by schoolmasters. They are constrained
-by the laws of exchange and mart to vindicate the quality of their
-wares.
-
-It is generally assumed for the purposes of dialectic that there are two
-classes of persons: the normal and the abnormal, and that all normal
-people follow the same process of development from birth to death. To
-disprove this Havelock Ellis collected at the end of certain volumes of
-his psychology authenticated histories of men whose development he
-claimed to be normal, but whose histories were as different from one
-another as apples are from plums. In the face of such evidence it is
-dangerous to dogmatise on the gradual discovery of the sexual impulse by
-public school boys during adolescence. The most one can say is that the
-majority of them come to a Public School innocent and ignorant, and
-that they leave it certainly not ignorant and with a relative degree of
-innocence. This at least is sure--that between the years of thirteen and
-nineteen the impulse will have become powerfully defined and that each
-boy will have had to come to terms with its direction and control.
-
-Now the important point seems to me to be this: the sexual impulse is a
-force on the proper direction of which depends, to a large extent, the
-happiness of a man's life; and marriage is the course into which it
-should be directed. No one, I think, will deny that. We may talk of the
-liberation of the sexes, of greater facilities for divorce, of the right
-of each man and woman to repair a mistake caused by the first surprise
-of a newly-awakened instinct; but there can be no questioning the
-assertion that monogamy is the ideal, and that while nothing can be more
-wretched than an ill-harmonised relationship, in the lifelong devotion
-of man and woman is to be found the surest happiness. That is the
-standard by which public school morality should be judged. But it is not
-the standard by which it is officially, and indeed generally, judged. A
-Public School is only a phase, a prelude in the sexual development of a
-man. Head masters are inclined to mistake it for the completed rhythm.
-
-In the same way that the head master of a Preparatory School specially
-coaches a boy for a scholarship, not realising that what for him is the
-whole race is for the boy but a first lap, so the head master of a
-Public School regards the preservation of innocence between the years of
-13 and 19 as the entire battle. As far as I can make out this attitude
-is adopted by nearly every unscientific writer on the subject.
-
-If the matter ended there it would, of course, be simple. Rigid
-policemanship and supervision and a system of spies would probably be
-effective. They might stamp out impurity to a large extent; they would
-also destroy the discipline of independence, of trust and of authority
-that one learns at a Public School. The matter is far less simple. The
-public school system is unnatural. Through unnatural channels,
-therefore, a natural impulse has to flow into a natural course.
-
-Let us see, more or less, what happens.
-
-We have assumed that an ignorant and innocent boy arrives at his Public
-School at the age of thirteen, and, to simplify the matter further, we
-will assume that the boy is not particularly good-looking, and is not,
-therefore, likely to win the patronage of his seniors. For the first
-weeks everything is so strange that he lives in a world of his own
-fashioning. Later on, as he begins to enter the life of the school, he
-is puzzled by references to an offence the nature of which he does not
-understand. He hears some one described as being 'smutty.' He does not
-in any way connect this with the elaborate address that was delivered to
-him on the last day at his prep. Indeed I knew of a new boy who informed
-his parents on a postcard that a rather decent chap in his house had
-been nearly sacked for 'smut.' 'Is this,' he asked, 'anything serious?'
-He received in reply a reassuring letter telling him that he need not
-worry about such things just yet.
-
-It is the fashion nowadays to demand open discussion of all subjects;
-there must be no secrets. Parents are told that they are guilty of
-criminal negligence if they do not instruct their sons and daughters in
-the physiology of sex. And, no doubt, it will be maintained that at this
-point the father should have written his son a long letter explaining to
-him the nature of the temptation to which he would be exposed. That is
-the fashion nowadays. No doubt the Victorians suffered from an excessive
-reserve. We have gone to the other extreme. We are trying to reduce love
-to an exact science.
-
-On the whole, I suppose that the instruction of children by parents
-depends entirely on the individual case. But at such a time it would be
-very easy for the parents to become embarrassed and lose the boy's
-sympathy. The number of boys who learn from their parents more than a
-vague idea of motherhood is probably small. And at a Public School it is
-the physiology of fatherhood that occupies the boy's attention.
-
-We are given to understand that in the first place a boy must be
-corrupted by another boy. But this is not generally the case. A boy
-usually manages to corrupt himself. He has overheard the conversation of
-older boys, he has discussed different problems with his companions;
-the atmosphere of school life with its continual references to
-immorality in sermons and addresses, have made him precociously curious.
-He evolves for himself the practice of private immorality.
-
-A boy's knowledge of sex necessarily is very fragmentary, and on many
-points he is actually misinformed. He has a preposterous idea, for
-instance, of the effects that this habit will have upon his health.
-Syphilis is not more dangerous. His hair will drop out, he will go
-blind, his brain will soften. Probably he will go mad. Numerical
-considerations mean nothing to him: once a thief always a thief. The
-idea of restrained disorder does not occur to him. He suffers from the
-misery of an incommunicable grief. He is apart from his fellows. If he
-told them his secret, he thinks that they would despise him. He becomes
-morbidly introspective. He makes vows to break himself of the habit,
-fails, and despises himself. He begins to search for the symptoms of his
-approaching physical and intellectual collapse. If he makes a duck at
-cricket, misses a catch in a house game, or fails badly in his
-repetition, he tells himself that the process has begun. There are times
-when he wants to steal away by himself like an animal that is sick.
-There are others in which he wishes at all costs to mix with his
-companions, to take part in any rag that is afoot; to this cause can be
-invariably attributed the mingled rowdyism and moodiness of certain
-boys. The idea that such practices are physically injurious is
-encouraged by the master. It appears to him the most sure preventative.
-There are, indeed, occasions when masters are so misinformed that they
-actually believe in these terrible vengeances of the body. For
-schoolmasters who, of all people, ought to know most of hygiene and
-physiology, are, for the most part, woefully ignorant of them. It would
-be indeed interesting to discover what percentage of public school house
-masters have read any serious medical writing. They are only too willing
-to believe that such habits have the disastrous results they prophesy.
-And of course it has not, unless it is practised to excess and unless
-the subject is particularly feeble. It is foolish to throw lighted
-matches about the place, but the habit only becomes dangerous when the
-matches are flung on inflammable material.
-
-It so happens that the greater part of active immorality in schools
-takes place between boys of fifteen and sixteen; not, as is more
-frequently imagined, between junior and senior boys. Such relationships
-are usually of brief duration. They pass with the dawn of the romantic
-friendship. And it is here that I feel most acutely the difficulty of my
-task. It is almost impossible to explain to some one who has not been to
-a Public School the nature of one of these romantic friendships. In a
-book called _Pleasure_ I published a story dealing with such a
-friendship. The majority of old public school boys who read it seemed to
-like it. But none of the men who had not been to a Public School could
-make head or tail of it. They told me in their reviews of it that it
-was absurd, mawkish, and unhealthy. It may be so. It may be that I wrote
-the story badly. I can only repeat that old public school boys liked it.
-And indeed it is a difficult thing to explain. For what is a romantic
-friendship but the falling in love of one boy with another. Such a
-relationship seems preposterous. I can only repeat that the public
-school system is unnatural, and that one must expect unnatural results
-from it. What, after all, is to be expected?
-
-A boy of seventeen is passing through a highly romantic period. His
-emotions are searching for a focus. He is filled with wild, impossible
-loyalties. He longs to surrender himself to some lost cause. He hungers
-for adventures. On occasions he even goes so far as to express himself
-in verse, an indiscretion that he will never subsequently commit. And
-what focus does a Public School provide for this eager emotionalism?
-There are the fierce contests of the football field, but they are, when
-all is said and done, the business of life, the cause for his existence.
-They are an enthusiasm he shares with three hundred others. He longs for
-something more intimate, more personal; he is, in fact, in love with
-love; he does not see a girl of his own age, of his own class, from one
-end of the term to the other; it is in human nature to accept the second
-best.
-
-In this environment there is nothing unnatural about the attraction
-exercised by a small boy over an elder one. A small boy is the nearest
-approach possible to the feminine ideal. Indeed a small boy at a Public
-School has many of the characteristics that a man would hope and expect
-to find in a woman. He is small, weak, and stands in need of protection.
-He is remote as a woman is, in that he moves in a different circle of
-school life, with different friends, different troubles, different
-ambitions. He is an undiscovered country. The emotion experienced is
-genuine, and usually takes the elder boy by surprise. In a man's love
-for a woman there is often a degree of premeditation. A man looks at a
-woman and wonders if he could ever come to fall in love with her. As he
-walks homewards from her drawing-room he asks himself whether or not he
-is in love with her. He analyses his emotions; very often he persuades
-himself he is in love with her when in reality he is not. Either way he
-is prepared.
-
-But the schoolboy is taken off his guard. He has not realised it is
-possible that he should fall in love with another boy. He has no
-previous experience which will enable him to recognise the symptoms. He
-has heard older boys spoken of as being 'keen' on some one or other, but
-he has associated such an assertion with the references in sermons to
-the corruption of a young mind. He does not, therefore, know what is
-happening when he finds himself becoming increasingly interested in some
-quite small boy. He has noticed him playing a plucky game on the Lower
-and has congratulated him. They have happened to meet on the way up from
-hall and have walked across together to the studies. They have smiled
-when they passed each other as they changed from one class-room to
-another in break. The elder boy is surprised: he is still more surprised
-when he finds himself frequently walking into the smaller boy's study on
-no very necessary errand, to borrow a book he does not want or to return
-a book he has not borrowed; and that he should stop there to talk for an
-indefinite period. The day on which he has not seen or spoken to his
-small friend is empty for him. He does not understand his increasing
-wish for the company of an admittedly inferior person. But it is all
-very delightful. He is desperately anxious to appear in his best light.
-He makes strenuous, and often successful, efforts to abandon certain
-habits he had contracted. He may even work harder in form, and certainly
-he will make superhuman efforts on the football field, feeling that
-success will render him more attractive. He wonders what the small boy
-thinks of him, and persuades one whose social position lies midway
-between the two of them to make inquiries. The growing intimacy is a
-rich enchantment. He becomes curious, and, in a way, jealous of the life
-that his friend is leading; their standards, their environment, their
-friends are so different. He knows instinctively that one has more in
-common with one's contemporaries than with those who lie outside the
-circle of one's immediate interests, and this knowledge distresses him.
-There are times when he feels intensely miserable, others when he feels
-radiantly happy. At any rate he is living more intensely and less
-selfishly than he did before. He is on a distinctly higher plane of
-emotional tension.
-
-Indeed in its beginnings such a friendship is certainly good for the
-elder boy and probably for the younger one; at any rate there is the
-comfortable knowledge that he has an elder friend to whom he can turn
-for sympathy and advice; and he is protected thus from many of the
-dangers to which his good looks might otherwise expose him. The
-environment of school life does not allow, however, the friendship to
-retain its first freshness. It becomes conscious of itself. It is
-noticed by other members of the house: 'Hallo, Jones,' they say, 'seen
-anything of Morrison this morning?' Jones, being the elder, is
-embarrassed by what seems to him an accusation of weakness. Morrison is
-flattered to think that others have recognised and perhaps envied the
-patronage. Jones begins to make inquiries of his friends, and a series
-of confidences convinces him that he has reached the condition of being
-'keen' on Morrison. This conviction places his friendship on an entirely
-different and, to a certain extent, official basis. If he had been left
-alone it is not improbable that he would have made no such discovery. As
-Morrison would never have more than liked him, his feeling for the
-smaller boy would not have become defined. Their friendship would have
-remained in the strictest sense of the word, platonic. But so frail a
-flower could not hope to flourish for long in the rigid atmosphere of a
-Public School. Everything in a Public School has to conform to type;
-there are rules for the proper ordering of every situation. Friendship,
-like personality, has to pass through the mint.
-
-In order to follow the technique of such relationships, the official
-point of view towards them has to be understood. The house master on
-this point finds himself in extreme difficulty. And, indeed, there is no
-point on which schoolmasters as a whole waver quite so much. They
-realise, for the most part, that it is natural, if unfortunate, for boys
-to feel like this. At the same time they have to discountenance such
-friendships. Where actual misconduct is concerned, they think themselves
-to be on safe ground. And, as they believe that immorality in schools
-consists in the main of the corruption of small boys by big boys, they
-are able to speak with unrestrained violence against the majority of
-such friendships. They adjure their prefects to suppress at once the
-least sign of intimacy between a small and a big boy. They, themselves,
-watch carefully to see whether any of their seniors are evincing an
-interest in members of the day room. Every one in a school knows that a
-friendship between two boys of different positions will be viewed
-seriously by authority. A boy is given to understand that the romantic
-emotion he feels for a smaller boy is an emotion that is unworthy of him
-and of its object, and should consequently be suppressed. Such teaching
-is absolutely wrong. The emotions that a boy has for a smaller boy are
-as natural as those that he would feel for a girl were he not restrained
-by an unnatural system. It is wrong to make a boy say to himself: 'I
-ought not to feel like this.' Such teaching is responsible for many of
-the mistakes that a boy will make when he becomes a man; it arbitrarily
-defines the form which the romantic friendship takes.
-
-A boy is surprised by a new, delightful, interesting emotion. He feels
-strangely happy. Under its inspiration he works better and plays his
-games harder. He is told it is wrong to feel as he is feeling. But that
-he cannot believe. The emotions that are condemned in the pulpit and in
-confirmation addresses must in their essentials be different from those
-that he is feeling. That must be lust, the mere desire for sensation.
-This, on the other hand, is love. And so the public school boy of
-sixteen makes the discovery that love is in its highest form unphysical.
-The truth of this intuition is established for him by public opinion and
-by the course of his own experience.
-
-The slightest suggestion of indecent conduct between the big and the
-small boy is regarded by boys as well as masters as the unforgivable
-offence.
-
-It is hard to know exactly how important a part these friendships play
-in the life of a boy. It has often been said that the novelist falsifies
-life by writing too much about love, that except at certain periods of a
-man's life love occupies only a small part of his attention; he is
-caught up by other interests. This argument, however, is no sounder than
-the objection raised by an old lady against the number of nudes
-displayed at the Paris Salon. 'It's so absurd,' she said, 'one-half of
-these portraits are nudes, and think how small a part of our life we
-spend without any clothes on.' A beautiful woman is most beautiful when
-she is naked, and a man's life is most interesting when he is in love.
-The condensation and indeed the actual elimination of whole periods must
-in a novel always falsify life for those who demand a direct
-transcription of it. If you were to record one average day of a man's
-life on gramophone and cinema and exhibit the result at the Alhambra you
-would empty the theatre in an hour. A story-teller recounts only what is
-of interest. He is a good or a bad story-teller according to the degree
-of his ability to discern what is, and what is not, of interest. He
-merely indicates the passage of the unimportant.
-
-The man, therefore, who draws direct conclusions from a school story,
-would imagine that a schoolboy spends his entire time in form ragging
-masters, and, when not ragging, in cribbing, and that the rest of his
-time is divided between the fierce rivalries of the football field and
-the intrigues of romantic friendships. Such, it is needless to say, is
-not the case. The story-teller has only written of what seemed to him to
-be of interest. He has omitted, and he has expected his reader to
-realise out of his own experience that he has omitted, the long,
-tedious hours of good behaviour, the ordered harmony of routine.
-
-The romantic friendship has a modest place in the schoolboy's scale of
-values, but its nature is curious enough. It has the great charm of the
-forbidden. It is mixed with fear. Even after the first interest has
-waned, its setting makes it a delightful toy that no one would willingly
-throw away. It is the flavouring to the routine. There is usually a 'go
-between' who carries messages from one to the other. And the glance
-across a table stating that the intermediary has something of interest
-to disclose is one of the exciting moments of the day, as exciting as
-the post is to a recluse or the arrival of rations to a soldier. There
-are jealousies and intrigues. There is the interchange of notes--the joy
-of a secret. There are carefully arranged appointments. On Sundays there
-will be meetings in some prearranged point outside the town, at which
-each will arrive by a different route, and they will sit in a wood and
-talk till the afternoon has waned and the chiming of the abbey clock
-warns them that roll-call is imminent. It is not surprising that such an
-adventure should appeal irresistibly to a schoolboy. When such a
-friendship is ended either by the appearance of a rival, or more
-frequently through the inclination of the smaller boy, who has risen in
-the school and feels that such a position is beneath his dignity, the
-elder boy feels an immense gap in his life. The immediate sense of
-anticipation has gone. There is nothing particular to which he may look
-forward. He is bored. Often he drifts into such another friendship out
-of loneliness.
-
-Authority adopts towards these friendships a wavering attitude. It
-realises that such a friendship does not necessarily imply the least
-indecency, that it often, on the other hand, has a very salubrious
-effect on the elder boy, but it still is vividly aware of the danger.
-Suppose something went wrong; suppose there was a grave scandal, on
-whose shoulders would the responsibility rest. We can well imagine a
-resentful father asking a head master why, if he was aware of the
-existence of such a friendship, he did not take immediate steps to stop
-it. 'You knew about this,' he would say, 'while my son was still
-innocent: why did you not protect him? Why should you knowingly subject
-him to such a risk?' The head master has always to be thinking of what a
-boy's parents will say.
-
-It is difficult for him to work on the plan of 'circumstances alter
-cases.' He would thus lay himself open to the accusation of favouritism.
-'You didn't stop Cartright and Evans, sir,' is a weapon for which a
-master has no shield. There is usually a compromise.[5]
-
-The attitude of authority is one of nervous hesitance. The schoolboy,
-as in all other cases, evolves his own standards from his own life. It
-remains to be seen what are the actual effects on the partners in a
-relationship that must have a large influence on their subsequent
-development.
-
-The first objection raised by authority is that it is very bad for a
-small boy to be petted and treated like a girl. And such is an undoubted
-fact. The small boy who is taken up by a 'blood' makes a very good thing
-out of it. He gets first-hand information on a number of disputed
-points. He knows two or three hours before any one else in the day room
-who is going to be given his house cap and who his seconds. He has a
-position among his contemporaries. Favours are sought through him. His
-friends get leave off house runs and are allowed to watch First Eleven
-matches when others have to attend pick ups. He is immune from the
-assaults of the swash-bucklers, for no one would willingly run the risk
-of making himself unpopular with the bloods. He gets his 'con' done for
-him, and, after football, he will sit in front of a warm study fire. He
-has many privileges, and, of course, it is very bad for him.
-
-How far the effects last into manhood I cannot say with any degree of
-certainty. I am inclined to think that they pass more quickly than is
-popularly imagined. But the small boy who is taken up by his seniors
-gets very little out of his schooldays. If he gets taken up by a 'blood'
-he has a fairly good time while that blood is still at school. But it is
-by no means certain that he will be taken up by a blood, and he may very
-likely find himself an object of fierce jealousy between two fellows in
-the Middle School, both of whom he likes, but for neither of whom he
-feels any strong attachment. Neither of them is sufficiently important
-to claim a monopoly. Between them they contrive to make his life
-wretched for him. They worry him with notes and with pleas for an
-appointment. Each tries to persuade him to have nothing to do with the
-other. The whole of his spare time is divided between them. And the
-small boy who is unable to see why he should not choose what friends he
-likes, grows more and more impatient. At the end of a term's wrangling
-he decides to speak to neither of them again.
-
-But the life even of the favoured-of-the-mighty has its disadvantages.
-The hours that he spends in the day room are numbered, so that he makes
-few friends among his contemporaries. The majority of them dislike him;
-nearly all of them are jealous and distrust him. They are afraid to say
-things in his presence for fear that they will be repeated. His only
-friends are those who hope to be able to gain some advantages from him.
-His life is made none too comfortable in the dormitory. He is accepted
-as being in a higher social position than the rest of the room, which
-is, of course, flattering to his pride; but it is not nice when every
-occupant of the room only speaks when he is spoken to. He feels himself
-apart. The evenings in the dormitory which, with their sing-songs, their
-football matches, and long talks, provide such delightful material for
-reminiscence, are for him cheerless. It cannot be too often repeated
-that the biggest mistake a boy can make at a Public School is to form
-friendships outside the circle of his contemporaries.
-
-The good-looking boy makes friends so easily among his seniors, and the
-successful athlete can, if he wants, after a year or two choose his
-friends among boys who have been at school a couple of years longer than
-he has. It is very exciting for a boy to feel that he is outstripping
-his contemporaries, to be able to nod to fellows in the Fifteen and
-Eleven, but, in the long run, it does not pay. The big man leaves, and
-the social aspirant is left stranded. I have seen it happen so many
-times. One term a boy seems to be surrounded with friends. His life is a
-continual course of tea parties and suppers. An arm always lies through
-his as he walks down to the field, or to the tuck shop. And then,
-suddenly, a generation passes; he is left an anachronism without his
-friends. His contemporaries do not welcome him. They have made their own
-friends. If he has reached his prominence as an athlete he will be able
-to make friends in other houses, and, before long, in his own house. To
-the athlete everything is forgiven. But the boy who has become the
-associate of bloods not through any quality of his own, but merely
-because he is good-looking, never makes friends with his contemporaries.
-They have been jealous of him and have distrusted him a long time. There
-was a time when they longed for the big boy to go, so that they could
-'jolly well boot the little swine.' But members of the Sixth Form table
-consider it beneath their dignity to indulge emotions that are the
-exclusive property of fags. They remain coldly distant. It may be that
-for the favoured small boy these years of loneliness adjust the balance
-and teach him those lessons of fortitude and independence that he should
-have learnt in the day room. But it is an unhappy time. He can hardly
-look back on his schooldays without regret. He would wish things had
-turned out otherwise. And it is not thus that we should look back on our
-schooldays. Certainly I could wish nothing worse for any friend of mine
-than to be taken up as a small boy.
-
-There remains to be considered the effect that such friendships have on
-the elder boy. And it is generally conceded that though they may on
-occasions do harm to the smaller boy, they usually prove of benefit to
-the elder boy. Authority confines its objection to the secrecy that is
-involved. An eyebrow is raised at the interchange of notes and the
-carefully arranged Sunday afternoon walks. 'This is bad, this is bad,'
-says Authority. 'There would be no need for all this secrecy if the
-thing were honest and straightforward. They are both ashamed of
-themselves really. They wish to hide the thing away from their masters
-and their comrades. It is a bad thing for a boy, the harbouring of a
-secret. It will prey upon his mind. He will be forced to lie within
-himself. He will be unable to look us squarely in the face. He will
-never be free from worry.' Now all this about the subtle poison of a
-secret life is very true (though it is a fact seldom taken into account
-in the question of self abuse), but it is not at all applicable to the
-romantic friendship. The secret is an open secret. Neither party is
-ashamed of it. And the pretence of a secret is little more than part of
-a delightful game. A child in a nursery lays a deck chair on the blue
-carpet and imagines he is sailing the high seas in a schooner, while
-with a poker to his shoulder he shoots an albatross for breakfast.
-Twelve years later he signs notes with a false name, rolls them into a
-pellet, conveys them to a messenger and imagines he is a diplomat. The
-sending of notes is nothing but a game. Otherwise no one would write
-them, carry them, nor read them: for they are most unnecessary, and most
-dangerous. People will drop them in the cloisters, or put them in their
-waistcoat pockets and then leave their waistcoats in the matron's room
-to have a button sewn on them. The writing of notes has upset more
-careers than the rustling of silk or the creaking of shoes. And yet
-they will always be written, for they are a prelude to adventure.
-
-Moreover, a certain measure of secrecy is prudent. If you have stolen a
-man's greatcoat you do not call at his house next day wearing it; and
-the schoolboy sees no reason why he should parade his affection before
-his head master's study window. Only the ass courts trouble. Prefects
-who are well aware of the existence of such a friendship do not wish to
-have their attention called to it officially. There are things they
-prefer not to notice. If a member of the Eleven and a new boy started
-out together for a walk under the shade of the school buildings the
-heads of their houses would reluctantly feel themselves forced to take
-some sort of action. They would be extremely annoyed with the school
-slow bowler for his lack of tact. A prefect is usually on the side of
-the house.
-
-Masters, however, are pleased to imagine that a pact has been signed
-between the schoolboy and themselves which binds the schoolboy to
-confess to any fault he may have committed, and to answer any leading
-questions that may be put to him. The schoolboy does not look on things
-in this light. He knows that there is no such agreement. There are
-certain things he wants to do, the doing of which, if known, will render
-him liable to punishment. When the wish to do these overrides the fear
-of punishment he takes all reasonable precautions to avoid detection,
-and proceeds to break the inconvenient rule. It is up to the master to
-find him out. If the master came down to the dining-hall one evening
-and said: 'Now, look here, there have been complaints that some fellows,
-I don't say you, but fellows in the school, have been getting out at
-night and going down to the Eversham Arms. If any one of you here has
-been getting out at night, I want him to come to my study afterwards and
-tell me.' If a house master were to do that, the guilty one would not
-feel himself under the least compunction to own up. He has run a big
-risk in getting out of the boothole window at half-past eleven. It was
-up to the master to catch him then.
-
-If a form master were to call a member of his form aside and say to him:
-'Jones, last term you were bottom of the form; this term you have
-reached single figures. Last term you had to write me a hundred lines
-nearly every time I put you on to construe; this term you have not
-failed once. I cannot understand it. Are you working honestly?' Jones
-would reply: 'Yes, sir.' He would not feel that he was telling a lie. He
-would feel, on the other hand, that his form master had taken an unfair
-advantage of him in putting him a leading question. No one thinks a
-murderer lies because he says, 'Not guilty, my lord.' It is the law of
-England that the Crown has to prove the defendant guilty. A schoolboy
-considers himself entitled to the same rights as the murderer and the
-thief. A master has to find him out. And it is quite absurd to say that
-a boy's soul is going to suffer because of the secrecy he imposes on
-himself in the course of a romantic friendship. There are a lot of
-things that a boy is not anxious that his house master should know, and
-of which no one could expect him to be ashamed. To smuggle into the
-dormitory a chicken, a loaf of bread, and a pound of cheese in
-preparation for a midnight feast is a natural and, according to one's
-point of view, a worthy act; but it is not a performance the success of
-which one would be in a hurry to confide in one's house master. When a
-schoolboy deceives a master he does not feel he is deceiving an
-individual, but an impersonal body. In the same way do we call the
-grocer's attention to the omission of a pound of butter on our weekly
-books, but skilfully conceal from the income-tax assessor a number of
-interesting facts. A lie is hardly a lie if the person telling it does
-not consider it so. We may dismiss altogether the assertion that
-romantic friendships are bad because they entail secrecy.
-
-If, then, the objection of secrecy is to be discounted, it would at
-first sight appear that for the elder boy these friendships are, on the
-whole, good things. The emotion experienced is a noble one; it is
-unselfish, it makes considerable demands on the patience and
-self-control of the subject; it encourages the bigger boy to work hard
-and play his games harder; it protects him from many of the dangers of
-school life, and yet I believe that its results are, in the long run,
-more serious for the elder than for the younger boy.
-
-It is the worst possible prelude to the sexual life of a man. It sends
-a boy into the world with an entirely false view of the normal sexual
-relations of men and women; it is a hindrance to him in marriage. A boy
-of sixteen experiences for a younger boy the emotion that he would
-naturally at such a period feel for a girl of his own age. He is
-surprised into a new relationship, and he is told that the relationship
-can only remain worthy of him as long as it remains platonic. Sexual
-emotion is, he is given to understand, unclean. During adolescence he
-will be subjected to a force that he must, at all costs, resist. That is
-the official attitude, and it is the attitude of nearly every
-unscientific writer on the subject. A schoolmaster considers the moral
-question from the point of view of the policeman. 'Here,' he says, 'is
-something that must be suppressed.' Various writers suggest various
-remedies. The popular idea is to sublimate the passions, to provide
-another focus. Schoolmasters usually select the focus that is most near
-to the boy's interests: namely, athletics. They encourage the athletic
-worship, because a boy who really wishes to excel in this will not run
-the risk of losing his proficiency by weakening practices. This panacea
-has not worked too well, and the band of earnest idealists has begun to
-clamour for a more spiritual focus: poetry, art, religion. Which is all
-very jolly, but gets us no nearer to solving the main problem of how a
-natural force is to be directed through an unnatural channel into a
-natural one. It is no sort of use to place a lump of granite in front
-of the unnatural channel and say: 'This is forbidden.' The stream will
-only select another course, and very likely one that will not lead it to
-the natural waters.
-
-It is, I admit, an extremely difficult question, but that does not alter
-the fact that it is being treated in an entirely wrong manner. The boy
-is told that sexual emotion is wrong; he assumes, therefore, that love
-to be truly love must be sexless. He draws fine distinctions between
-love and lust. A decent fellow, he says, would never want to do anything
-like that with some one for whom he really cared. And nothing happens in
-the course of his romantic friendship to make him reconsider this
-opinion. It is probable that his affection will not be returned; and,
-indeed, why should it be? Under such circumstances it is natural that a
-big boy should be attracted by a smaller boy because the smaller boy is
-the nearest approach to the feminine ideal. It would be quite unnatural
-for a small boy to be attracted by a bigger boy who would be to him as
-far as possible removed from femininity. The small boy likes the elder
-boy, is grateful for his kindness to him, is perhaps even mildly fond of
-him; nothing more. As, therefore, there is no response to the elder boy,
-it is impossible for the natural rhythm of mutually felt emotion to
-carry them out of the reach of conventional standards, and the
-friendship is too sacred to the elder boy to allow passage to the itch
-of sensation; while the small boy, even if he happened to be casual
-among his contemporaries on such matters, would be restrained by the
-shyness that he must always feel in the presence of a senior boy and by
-the inevitable embarrassment at finding himself the object of an emotion
-he does not understand.
-
-Nothing happens, therefore, to disabuse the conviction that love in its
-purest form is sexless. As a boy is, however, on the whole an amoral
-creature, he sees no reason why he should not misconduct himself with a
-person for whom he has no respect. He is not sullying a fine romance. It
-is a different thing altogether; this is a thing of sensation. A
-bachelor refrains from prostitutes more often through fear of illness
-than through reverence for a moral code. There is at school a type that
-corresponds to the prostitute from whom boys refrain, when they do
-refrain, for many mixed reasons, of which fear of expulsion is generally
-not one. Boys are not afraid of punishments, nor do they think that a
-punishable offence is necessarily a moral offence. That point must
-always be kept in mind. Punishments to a boy's mind are part of the game
-that is played between him and authority. The boy has his own scale of
-values. He would think an immoral act highly reprehensible if he were at
-the time engaged in a romantic friendship, but he could square his
-conscience to it if he happened to be emotionally free.
-
-The reasons why a boy commits an immoral act are so many and so complex
-that inquiry into them for the purpose of a generalisation is
-unprofitable. It may be that he has had a quarrel with his small friend,
-it may be that he is bored, or that he is curious; he may think it the
-'blood' thing to do. If he is literary he may be in search of some
-equivalent for the emotional reactions of decadent poetry. The
-confessions that a boy makes himself must always be accepted with
-reserve. The confessional is a subtle form of flattery. It titillates
-the egotism; it is a self-indulgence. Madame Bovary used to invent small
-crimes because she enjoyed the romantic atmosphere of the confessional,
-and though most schoolboys would stand in no need of such invention,
-they create the most ingenious setting for their offences. They feel
-what they want to feel. They have derived emotion at second hand from
-some book, or the confidence of an elder brother; they want to make
-themselves believe that they are interesting. The most trivial affair is
-embellished with a wealth of motive that would have delighted Henry
-James. Sometimes they lie quite conscientiously.
-
-A boy was once asked by his house master whether he felt that
-confirmation had been of any assistance to him. It had not, but the boy
-felt that it was up to him to pretend that it had. The house master
-obviously expected it; it was a social decency, on a par with the
-assurance to a hostess that one had spent a most delightful evening. The
-boy was inclined to think that he swore less than he had done. The
-master's interest was aroused. Where had he learnt to swear? The boy
-had, of course, acquired this knowledge in the day room. He realised,
-however, that this was one of the things that one did not confess. He
-said he had learnt it from some navvies in the holidays. More questions
-were asked. 'Oh, yes,' the boy said, 'My people allow me to do more or
-less what I like. I wander all over the place.' It was quite untrue, but
-it confirmed the house master in his belief that all the faults of a
-Public School could be attributed to the ignorance and foolishness of
-parents. He developed the idea in a letter which he contributed to a
-well-known weekly.
-
-It is never safe to generalise from a boy's confession, and house
-masters would do well in such cases to base their conclusions on their
-own experience and on their previous knowledge of the boy's character.
-In their investigations, however, of the moral question, there is one
-motive that they can almost certainly rule out: the motive of strong
-personal attraction. Such an act would be opposed to the ethics of
-school society, and a boy only rarely does what he, himself, feels to be
-wrong.
-
-He is inclined to enter a world of women with the idea that the sexual
-impulse can only be gratified with a woman he does not love. He realises
-that in marriage it is necessary for the procreation of children. But he
-regards it chiefly from his point of view as a 'remedy against sin,' and
-on the woman's part an act of gracious compliance. It is thus that a man
-comes to divide women into classes: one's sisters' friends, and the
-rest. There is little need to elaborate the results of such an
-attitude. The subject has been discussed exhaustively. On this rock many
-marriages have been shipwrecked. It can do little in cases of strong
-mutual feeling. Passion harmonises all things; the rhythm of love takes
-its own course. But where the woman has not been deeply moved before
-marriage, where she knows her future husband only slightly, and is timid
-in his presence, then the preconceived formula of the 'pure girl' will
-achieve havoc. The woman will sink herself in motherhood, and the man
-will seek elsewhere diversion. A cynic has remarked that the man who
-marries a girl because she appeals to his higher nature will spend the
-rest of his life among those who appeal to his lower nature. And, like
-all epigrams, that remark presents a facet of the truth. It is now
-generally accepted that there is no more dangerous heresy than the idea
-that one does not 'feel like that about a decent girl.' Much has been
-written on the subject. But the causes of the heresy have not been
-sufficiently investigated. It is said, 'Boys are badly brought up.'
-Children, we are told, should be brought to regard their bodies as
-temples, and there the matter is left.
-
-But this heresy is, I am certain, very largely the natural result of the
-public school system. It is confined to the upper and upper-middle
-classes, to those, that is, who have been to Public Schools. The collier
-and the peasant have no such fanciful illusions. Divorce must naturally
-be more common in circles where men and women have leisure to indulge
-their emotions, where temptations are frequent, where the imagination is
-most vivid, the longing for the unattainable most acute. But, even so,
-any student of character cannot but feel that the married lives of
-public school men are less happy than those of the lower classes.
-
-All through the discussion of this delicate subject I have used marriage
-as the norm. It includes all other considerations. There are those who
-are shocked to learn of the existence of immorality in Public Schools,
-and the socialist press is only too ready for an opportunity of slinging
-mud at the object of its envy. But, however a boy is brought up, it is
-unlikely that he would pass unscathed through adolescence. Curiosity is
-as irresistible as fear. It is the power of the unknown. The moral
-offences of a public school boy are disgusting enough, but because they
-are so entirely physical they have little lasting effect on him. They
-play indeed a very casual part in his life. Nothing is at stake. The
-romantic friendship, on the other hand, is the dawn of love; it is a
-delicate and deep emotion; it is the most exciting thing that up to then
-has happened to a boy; it touches his senses and his soul. And, because
-he experiences this emotion for the first time in an unnatural
-environment, his natural reaction is misdirected and misinformed. It is
-important that we should find some remedy.
-
-FOOTNOTE:
-
-[5] It may here be mentioned that in girls' schools such friendships
-would seem to be common, and no great objection taken to them. Unnatural
-vice between women is not, of course, a criminal offence. Its existence
-is not widely recognised. And it has never been treated very seriously
-by men. But it was surprising to read a few months ago in a leading
-London newspaper an article on 'schoolgirls,' which accepted such
-friendships among girls as an amusing topic for popular journalism. The
-editor would probably have had a fit if a similar article on romantic
-friendships in Public Schools had been submitted to him. The attitude of
-the man who has not been to a Public School to this side of school life
-is a mixture of ignorance and astonished horror.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII
-
-THE MIDDLE YEARS
-
-
-Desmond Coke has described in _The Bending of a Twig_, the middle years
-of a public school career as being slow to pass, but swift in
-retrospect. He devoted two chapters to them--'See-saw down' and 'See-saw
-up.' And those chapter headings convey more clearly than a long analysis
-the nature of that period. To begin with it is 'See-saw down.' The boy
-is confused with his new-found liberty; the future stretches endlessly
-before him. There is plenty of time. There is no need for hurry. And so
-he rags and wastes his time and makes, on the whole, a pretty general
-nuisance of himself. His house reports are worse at the end of every
-term. His parents grow worried; they remember the bright promise of that
-first term: the prize, the promotion, the glowing panegyric. The arrival
-of the blue envelope during the second week of the holidays is the
-occasion of considerable domestic stress. On such a morning one
-remembers that one has promised to spend the day with a friend at
-Richmond.
-
-And then suddenly, when the revel is at its height, some chance incident
-or conversation forces a boy to realise that he has not so much time as
-he had thought, that the weeks are passing, that, already, the end has
-drawn close to him. Clifford Bax, in one of his many beautiful poems,
-has described a man's first appreciation of the approach of age.
-
-
- 'There is a certain mid-way hour in life
- Which startles every man, when the tide turns
- And, wave on wave, we hear death coming on.'
-
-
-In the same way the boy discovers that the half of his schooldays are at
-an end, that he has put them to little use. And, as the temporal quality
-of life drives the epicurean to gather with what eager haste he may,
-flowers that for him will soon have blossomed, the sense of passing days
-defines and directs for the schoolboy the course of ambition. It is
-perhaps the first moment of conscious thought, of objective reasoning.
-The days of unreflecting action are at an end. He is no longer a child
-playing in a nursery. He is a man, subject to the laws of time and
-space, a mortal man aware of his mortality.
-
-Now this sudden change, which partakes of the nature of a conversion,
-owes its existence, as often as not, to some perfectly trivial
-occurrence. The stage is not set appropriately. There is no long heart
-to heart talk with a schoolmaster, a parent, or a friend at the end of
-which the boy leaps to his feet, claps his hand to his forehead, and
-exclaims: 'I see the evil of my ways.' Such dramatic moments, I suppose,
-take place occasionally, but they are the exception. The boy has
-reached that stage of his development when the idea of time can become
-an actuality to him, and some quite casual incident will bring this
-actuality before him.
-
-It is possible, of course, that this reformation may be effected by a
-conversation. But it will be an unrehearsed effect. One is walking down
-to hall, and, through the open door of the changing room overhears some
-uncomplimentary statement of one's worth. The statement need not be made
-by a particular friend. Indeed, it will probably be more effective if it
-is not. We accept with composure the criticisms of our friends, our
-relatives, our enemies. Wherever there is an intimate relationship there
-is friction. We know that, at times, we must be intensely annoying to
-our friends, because they are at times so intensely annoying to
-ourselves. Little tricks, traits of character, intonations of the voice
-that we should hardly notice in those to whom we are indifferent,
-exasperate us in those for whom we care. We expect our friends at times
-to say nasty things about us. We are too conscious of our own
-delinquencies. But impersonal criticism is unpleasant; it is like an
-unfavourable review that is unsigned. If we cannot reassure ourselves
-with the knowledge that our assailant is either jealous of us or
-dislikes us, or thinks we pay too many attentions to his wife; if, that
-is to say, we can detect in this criticism no ulterior motive, but
-simply a dispassionate impersonal disapproval of ourselves and of our
-work, then we do indeed feel that the need for drastic self-criticism
-is immediate.
-
-When, therefore, Jones on his way down to hall overhears Ferguson, who
-is in another form, who has never been brought into contact with him,
-who has no possible reason for feeling envious or jealous, remark that
-Jones is the sort of fellow whom the house could get on very well
-without, he goes quickly to his study and communes with himself.
-
-At the beginning of my third year at school, when I was very happy, very
-light-hearted, very boisterous, and, I suppose, rather obnoxious
-generally, I was standing at the counter of the tuck shop waiting to be
-served with a poached egg and a sausage. I experienced considerable
-difficulty in catching the eye of the waitress, and for the better
-announcing of my presence I took a knife out of the basket and beat it
-upon the zinc covering of the counter. The waitress, who was harassed by
-the number of orders, turned round impatiently: 'Oh, do be quiet, Mr.
-Waugh,' she said, 'I don't know what's come over you lately. You used to
-be such a nice quiet boy when you first came.' Several people laughed,
-but her remark was a shock to me. I had not the slightest romantic
-interest in her. I did not care greatly what opinion she held of my
-moral worth, but I had not before realised that it was possible for a
-change of which I was myself ignorant to take place within me, that a
-process of degeneration could take its slow effect, altering me in the
-eyes of others, leaving me unaltered in my own, that, like rust on
-iron, environment could corrode temperament. That chance remark had a
-most profound effect on me. It gave me a sudden insight into the secret
-forces that lie under the surface of life. I do not know whether from
-the outside I appeared afterwards a different person. One cannot focus
-the impression one has of oneself and the impression one makes on
-others. But to myself I know that I was different. And some such
-revelation invariably comes to a boy during his period of school life.
-
-In novels and stories we attribute it to some emotional crisis. The
-reason of the change is less important than that there should be change,
-and that the reader should be able to realise that for such a change
-there was a reason. But, actually, the reason is usually trivial enough.
-It may be that a boy's pride has been rebuffed; some one has got a house
-cap before him. He begins to reassure himself with the old dope: 'There
-is plenty of time. It doesn't matter. I'll catch him later on.' But for
-once the old dope does not work. He realises with a shock that there is
-less time than he had thought. He has allowed his rival to get too far
-ahead. A house cap is only two stages distant from a first. He may not
-have time to catch him up. In the light of the discovery he revises his
-whole career. He asks himself whither he is drifting. He sees that he
-has passed beyond the stage of a vague promise into one of definite
-rivalry and achievement.
-
-The prospects of the beginner are always golden. His wares are not yet
-for sale in the open market. He has not entered into competition with
-his contemporaries. A young professional makes a century during his
-first month of first-class cricket and is immediately the object of
-generous enthusiasm. The reporter can write of him as ecstatically as he
-will. The professional has not yet reached representative cricket. At
-school a slow left-hand bowler takes eight wickets for twenty-seven in a
-house match. He is spoken of at once as the coming man. For another
-season he will continue to take wickets in house matches to the delight
-of every one. Then he will enter the lists of representative cricket. He
-will play on uppers, and it will have to be decided, not whether he is a
-good slow left-hand bowler, but whether he is better than Evans in
-Buller's, and Morrison in Wilkes's. It is so easy to say of a boy of
-fifteen: 'Some day he will be captain of the house.' We can all of us
-exclaim at the beginning of a Marathon: 'What a beautiful runner that
-fellow is.' It is after ten miles have been run and the runners have
-sorted themselves out that the real race begins. It is the appreciation
-of this moment that ends the 'see-saw down' period and sees the start of
-the 'see-saw up.'
-
-It must not be imagined, however, that this process of see-saw up
-involves a complete moral, spiritual, and intellectual reformation; it
-sometimes does; more usually it means that the schoolboy looks at the
-same life from a different angle. His standards, his scale of values
-remain unaltered. He feels that he has not adjusted himself properly to
-their demands. He has been making an ass of himself: he has been ragging
-about, he has allowed opportunities to slip past him. 'It won't do,' he
-tells himself. 'I must stop all this. I must settle down.'
-
-Such a resolution involves, to a certain extent, an appreciation of
-imminent responsibilities; a boy realises that a series of desperate
-escapades will prejudice his prospects of prefectship; it often results
-in the exchange of a positive for a negative manner of life. The Sixth
-Former, the potential scholar of Balliol, is spurred by such an
-experience to really hard work. For him a turning-point has been
-reached. It is different, however, for the second eleven colour who has
-reached the Lower Fifth after three years of spasmodic cribbing. He has
-been in the past a free-lance, an irresponsible ragster. He decides that
-the time has come for him to settle down. If the Lower Fifth is, as it
-often is, a comfortable backwater, he is content to rest there. He sits
-on a back bench, and plays an occasional part in the life of the form.
-While he was a ragster he had to work. A well-prepared lesson was his
-armour. Now that he no longer rags he need no longer work; he is content
-to be inoffensive, agreeable, somnolent. He considers that between
-himself and his form master there is an unwritten pact by which each
-agrees to leave the other alone. It is as though he said: 'Your time,
-Mr. Featherbrain, is fully occupied between the ragsters and the
-industrious. You have to keep a constant watch upon the ragster. You
-have to teach the industrious. That is a whole-time job. Why worry about
-me? You need not keep a watch upon me. It is agreed that I shall do no
-ragging. And why try to teach me anything. Your energies are wasted upon
-me. I don't want to learn anything. You may lead a horse to the water,
-you know. Why worry yourself and me! There are all those other fellows
-who want to learn.' And the master, usually, signs the contract. He is a
-busy man. The temptation is very great. He excuses himself in the common
-room by speaking of 'fellows like dear old Thomas; good-natured chaps,
-but with absolutely no brains. Latin and Greek are flung away on them.
-But they'll make fine empire builders.' And so the boy who has settled
-down spends the greater part of his day wool-gathering in vacuous
-laziness. To nothing that happens between chapel and lunch can he bring
-the least enthusiasm. His thoughts are fixed on the more thrilling
-encounters of the football field. His whole life, indeed, is centred on
-sport, and on the most entertaining methods he can discover for the
-better employing of his spare time. All his energy, all his enthusiasm,
-is concentrated into one, or perhaps two, focuses. It is not surprising
-that he should become tolerably proficient at games and a source of
-moral anxiety to prefects and house masters.
-
-Is the pursuit of athletic success a sufficiently engrossing occupation
-for such a boy? That is the question that a house master unconsciously
-puts to himself. He must put it to himself, but his attitude to this
-particular type of boy is based on a non-committal answer to this
-question: the answer--'Perhaps; but it's up to you.' The house master,
-therefore, does all in his power to persuade the boy that the acquiring
-of a First Fifteen cap is his immediate object in life. He will not
-state his case in words; but he will omit the uncomfortable topic of
-form work in conversations, and discuss at length the prospects of the
-house in the senior matches. If he does not succeed in directing the
-entire energy of the boy on games, the results of such a failure may be
-disastrous. A fellow of seventeen who has nothing particular to do is
-bound to find himself in mischief. This fact is realised by both parents
-and house masters, and those boys who are good neither at games nor work
-usually leave at about this period. It is the falling out of the
-unsuccessful runner in a long race. It is no good going on. The leaders
-are too far ahead. The gap between the senior and the junior is thus
-considerably increased. The stepping-stones have been removed. A boy of
-eighteen at the start of his last year sees very few of his
-contemporaries sitting at the Sixth Form table. Of the eight or nine
-boys who came there with him, only three are left, and the Fifth Form
-table is filled by fellows two or three years junior to himself, with
-whom he has but a slight acquaintance. It is always the 'blood' who is
-asked to stop on that extra year. The insignificant are encouraged by
-silence to retire.
-
-
- 'Thou shalt not kill, yet needst not strive
- Officiously to keep alive.'
-
-
-By the time the boy comes to be a prefect he is able to feel himself
-supreme, not only because of the system that is at his back.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER IX
-
-PREFECTSHIP
-
-
-Prefectship is the coping-stone of a public school education. The boy
-who leaves without becoming a prefect has missed, we are continually
-assured, the most important part of his school career. And yet what
-percentage of an old boys' list, I wonder, reaches the dignity of house
-prefectship. One gets the impression sometimes that every one, provided
-he stays on long enough, becomes a prefect. All school stories follow a
-convention. They open with the new boy closing behind him the
-green-baize door of the head master's study, gazing wistfully down a
-long corridor at the end of which is the oak door of the day room. From
-behind that door comes to him the sound of laughter and eager
-conversation. There is the unknown, mysterious world he has to enter.
-That is how every school story opens. And every school story closes on
-the departure of a hero crowned with athletic and academic honours. The
-space in between is occupied with the 'see-saw up' process. How else a
-school story is to be constructed I do not know. It has to be narrative
-rather than dramatic. But it gives the impression that public school
-life for the average boy is a slow voyage from fag to prefect. Indeed,
-if _Peg's Paper_ printed school stories, 'From Fag to Prefect' would
-probably be the title. Such a tale would, however, be little more
-generally applicable than a tale of army life entitled 'From Bugler to
-Brigadier.' The majority of schoolboys do not become prefects. But the
-people in whose hands the framing of the convention lies think they do,
-because they did themselves. The dwellers in Mayfair think London
-consists of a few drawing-rooms and a few restaurants. The schoolmaster
-naturally follows the conventional course, otherwise he would not be a
-schoolmaster. If he had not reached the Upper Sixth he would not be in a
-position to teach. If he had not reached the Eleven he would not be a
-games master. The story-writer may not be an athlete, but it is hardly
-possible that a man who can write an interesting book should have failed
-to make some mark at school if he had stayed out his full time. And so
-there has grown up a tendency to ignore entirely the careers of the
-insignificant, which form the background for more striking exploits. And
-yet, as always, the insignificant are in the majority.
-
-A couple of years ago I spent an afternoon in the company of some
-friends at the school where their son was completing his second term. It
-was a warm afternoon and we naturally walked down to the cricket field.
-On the Upper a senior house match, which we should have liked to have
-watched, was in progress. Our small guide assured us, however, that this
-would be impossible. 'It isn't our house, you see, and the fellows
-would think it awful niff of me to watch another house playing. But
-there's a house game of our own going on down there.' Realising that it
-was impossible to overcome the novice's fear of doing the wrong thing,
-we reluctantly, slowly, and with backward glances, followed our young
-friend to the far end of a big field, where a ridiculous junior house
-game was being played on a sloping and bumping pitch. The small boy was,
-however, more interested in his friends than in the cricket. Beyond this
-game there was the pick up.
-
-Now I do not believe that I had ever before watched a pick up at all
-closely. I had imagined that the cricket would be pretty bad, that
-firm-footed batsmen would mow full pitches towards long on, that wides
-would be only more frequent than the fall of wickets, that every third
-scoring stroke would be in the nature of a chance. I had never, however,
-anticipated anything approaching the complete impotence of that game.
-The batsmen could not hit the ball hard, indeed it was only on rare
-occasions that they managed to connect the bat with the ball. There was
-no need for any fieldsmen, with the possible exception of long-stop, to
-stand more than twenty-five yards from the wicket. The bowler's main
-object appeared to be the keeping down of wides. Every game has its own
-technique; this game was certainly not cricket as it is played
-generally, and, no doubt, the victorious side was the one that bowled
-fewest wides. For no other reason would any captain have kept on either
-of those two bowlers for a second over.
-
-And I could not help wondering what a public school career stood for in
-the lives of those pitiably ineffectual cricketers. It is possible that
-one or two of them might be brilliant scholars, or that a few played
-football successfully, though this I am prepared to doubt; for the true
-sportsman is self-declared the moment that he walks on to a field. It
-seemed to me incredible that any one who had played any game
-successfully could tolerate the miserable travesty of sport that was
-being enacted on that sloping, bumping pitch. But even if there were a
-few exceptions, even if one or two were destined for privilege and
-authority and a name upon the honour boards, the fate of the majority
-was certain. They would remain inconspicuous, belonging to that large
-tribe of those whose names on the old boys' list are vaguely familiar to
-us, but with whom we can connect not one incident, anecdote, or
-conversation. They pass and they leave no mark behind them. They never
-rise to a position of responsibility. They never learn to wield
-authority. They never acquire, that is to say, those qualities of
-administration that have made English rule so tolerant and so
-universally respected. What can public school life mean to such as
-these? I put the question, but I cannot answer it. I do not know. Public
-school life is designed as a slow voyage from fag to prefectship, and,
-even if only a minority complete that voyage, it is the process and the
-stages of that voyage we have here to represent and interpret. It
-should, however, be here set on record that, be the advantages or
-disadvantages of the public school system what they may, a great many
-public school boys never partake of them.
-
-From the distance of early years the obligations of prefectship seems
-slight in comparison with their enormous privileges. A prefect does not
-have to answer his name at roll; he can wander round the studies without
-leave during hall. He has fags to clean his study, to wash his plates,
-to light his fire, to carry his books down to chapel in the morning. He
-can inflict punishment without being liable to it. The new boy who has
-recently been caned, in his opinion most unjustly, for whispering in
-prayers, looks forward to his day of revenge. The life of a prefect must
-be free from all the cares that so perplex him. Prefects can never be
-troubled with impositions and imperfectly prepared exercises. He glances
-up to the Sixth Form table and contemplates the majesty of Meredith with
-his neatly-tied tie, and hair brushed back immaculately from his
-forehead. What master would have the cheek to 'bottle' Meredith? The
-very idea is unthinkable. Meredith has the invulnerable infallibility of
-a god. The small boy reconsiders this view as he rises in the school.
-The horizon narrows. But even when he reaches the Sixth Form table he
-sees prefectship in terms of freedom rather than of service. And it
-would, of course, be absurd to maintain that the obligations outweigh
-the privileges. They do not: but they are none the less considerable. If
-a prefect is found playing the ass, ragging in the studies, or cutting
-lock up, he would be neither lined nor beaten; but the twenty minutes
-interview with the Chief would be far worse than any caning. He would
-feel humbled, he would feel thoroughly ashamed of himself, he would have
-done a rotten thing. Punishments have ceased to be a pawn in a game
-between boy and master. And, when a prefect realises this, he realises
-also that this particular game is finished.
-
-The degree to which a prefect appreciates his obligation, depends a good
-deal on the way his house master treats him. The boy who is trusted
-usually proves himself worthy of that trust. I do not mean in
-everything. If a master says to a boy: 'Now, Jones, I am going to let
-you prepare your lessons in your study in future. I trust you to work,'
-Jones feels himself under no obligation to work. By going to his study
-he is sparing the master the irksome duty of supervision. That is a fair
-bargain. He has saved the master work and the master has saved him work.
-In matters of form work a boy will never cease to regard his
-relationship with his master as that of the hunter and hunted. He will
-find when he reaches the Sixth Form that instead of being told to
-prepare fifty lines of Virgil, he is expected to prepare as much work as
-is possible in the time at his disposal. If, when put on to construe in
-form he states as an excuse for an unsuccessful effort, that the fifty
-line limit has been passed, he will be handled roughly: 'My dear Evans,'
-the head master will say, 'you have ceased to be in the Lower Fourth.
-You don't work to scale. If you haven't had time to prepare the passage,
-say so, and I won't put you on, but whatever you do don't bring forward
-that middle school excuse about fifty lines.' The new arrival will look
-abashed, but he will not feel that he has been put upon his honour to do
-an hour's work every night. He may possibly prepare next time, with the
-aid of a crib, an extra dozen lines, but he will do it as quickly as he
-can.
-
-He feels differently, however, about what happens outside the
-class-room. When an excuse is accepted because he is a prefect that
-would not be accepted without a long cross-examination were he not a
-prefect, a boy considers himself to have been put on his honour. I will
-give an example. The O.T.C. was, with us, practically compulsory;
-ninety-seven per cent. of the school was in it, and that three per cent.
-was garrisoned with doctors' certificates. Like all compulsory things it
-was extremely unpopular. We used to employ elaborate devices to get
-leave off. In break we used to visit the matron and suggest that our
-health required some castor oil. If possible we would retain the dose in
-our mouths till we got safely into the passage and then deposit it in
-our handkerchiefs. When this was impossible we swallowed it. A dose
-alone was not a sufficient excuse. We had to assume faintness,
-sickness, or some other indisposition during afternoon school. It was an
-intricate business that rarely proved successful. The authorities were
-prepared for it. Corps Parade was on Friday, and one Friday after I had
-become a prefect, I decided that never before had I felt less like doing
-squad drill. I had a headache, I had not finished my Latin Prose, we
-were playing Dulwich the next day and I was anxious to be as fresh as
-possible. I had also very, very slightly twisted my ankle. Remembering
-my courage in the days of castor oil I thought it worth making an
-attempt to get leave off. On this occasion I went to the head master.
-
-I informed him of my injury, and was about to embark on a lengthy
-explanation of the accident when the head master cut me short. 'Oh, yes,
-Waugh, of course, that'll be quite all right. I hope you'll be fit for
-to-morrow.' I felt thoroughly ashamed of myself. Because I was a
-prefect, my word had been accepted without examination and without
-proof. I was trusted to tell the truth. And yet I actually had produced
-as feeble an excuse as a fellow in the Lower Fourth. I went on parade
-that afternoon, and from then onwards I never tried to get off anything
-unless I was absolutely certain that I could have got off it without the
-influence of prefectship. And whatever may be urged against the inflated
-opinion of himself that the power to exert authority may give a boy, I
-can only believe that this sense of duty, this obligation to be true to
-himself is an invaluable experience. It comes out in all sorts of ways.
-I remember an old colour once telling me at the end of the season that
-he had not enjoyed his cricket half as much as he had the previous year.
-I was surprised. 'I should have thought you'd have enjoyed it much
-more,' I said; 'you haven't had to worry about your colours; you've been
-certain of your place; you've been able to play whatever sort of game
-you liked.'
-
-'That's just what I have not been able to do,' he replied. 'Last year I
-was a free-lance. I took risks. I had a dip when I wanted to, and when
-we played unimportant matches against the town and the regiment, I
-thought more about hitting a couple of sixes than making a big score.
-But I can't do that now. I'm captain of my house. I spend half my
-evenings trying to persuade those young asses in the junior side that
-seven singles between cover and mid off are of more use to the side than
-the most tremendous six. If they see me going in and chucking away my
-wicket in a school match, they'd think me a pretty sort of captain,
-wouldn't they? I've got to set an example of sorts.' And, though the
-captious may maintain that it would have been more to the point if that
-particular sportsman had worried a little less about the example he was
-setting on the cricket field and a little more about the example he was
-setting in the form room and the studies, virtue is virtue wheresoever
-it is found and in whatsoever garb it is adorned. It is a good thing to
-feel that an example has to be set and to decide to set it. It is the
-high privilege of service.
-
-There are occasions when the setting of example grows not only irksome,
-but pointless. Throughout one winter my whole dormitory and myself
-subjected ourselves to the miseries of a freezing cold bath because
-neither party had the face to own itself defeated. In the first warm day
-of October the whole house ran cheerily to the shower bath down a long
-passage that faced east and was filled with sunlight. But when the
-November frosts came on, the long run down the passage in bare feet with
-a small towel gathered round our loins became increasingly unattractive.
-By the time we reached the bath we were thoroughly cold and the zinc
-tubs under the cascade of water were not enticing. Each morning fewer
-feet pattered down the passage. But my dormitory maintained its courage.
-As long as I went on having a bath I knew that they would go on having
-one, and as long as they went on having one I knew that I should have to
-also. There were mornings when I longed to say: 'Look here, you fellows,
-you don't want to have a bath. Nor do I. Let's chuck it.' The words were
-sometimes on the tip of my tongue. But just as I was about to utter them
-some one would rise from his bed, reluctantly divest himself of his
-pyjamas, wrap a towel round himself, and run out into the passage. After
-that retreat was hopeless. The thing had to be seen through. Not one of
-us missed his bath throughout the term. It may have been good for us: I
-don't know. Most things that are supposed to be are unpleasant.
-
-As so often happens with preconceived ideas, the only duties of
-prefectship which present any terrors to the imagination of the new boy
-turn out singularly simple. Most boys are self-conscious; they dread a
-silence, they hate being conspicuous. They regard, therefore, the taking
-of hall and the reading of the house list at roll as terrible ordeals.
-They are not so really. One is a little nervous lest the pitch of one's
-voice may sound curious as one shouts out the name of the top boy on the
-list: but it doesn't: not unless one is very odd. And the taking of hall
-is simple, unless one goes down there with an established reputation for
-inefficiency. In such a case the prefect does stand a poor look-out, as
-poor a look-out as the master who has proved himself weak. But such
-reputations are not easily acquired, and the possessors of them are well
-advised to bribe some hardier colleague to take their places. No attempt
-is made to rag the average prefect. He goes down on his first night
-fully prepared to inflict a violent punishment on any harbinger of
-insubordination. He may even carry down with him his swagger stick as a
-cautionary signal. But it is unlikely that he will be called upon to use
-it. The chief embarrassment, indeed, of taking hall is the importunities
-of small boys who come and ask one to help them with their translation.
-One hums and hahs, looks at the notes and the vocabulary and discovers
-how extremely hard it is to translate Livy without a crib.
-
-To a great extent the proficiency of the prefectorial system depends on
-the house master. If prefects admire and respect their house master, the
-tone of the house will almost certainly be a good one. If they dislike
-him the tone may very likely be a good one. It is a toss up. Dislike and
-fear often go together. And a prefect who dislikes, and thinks he is
-disliked, by his house master may very well decide out of affronted
-dignity to perform his duties thoroughly. 'The old beast hates me,' he
-says; 'he thinks I'm no good. I'll jolly well show him!' Dislike is, at
-any rate, a positive emotion. It will produce something. Nothing, on the
-other hand, is more fatal than the sort of genial, indifferent
-good-natured friendship that so often exists between a house master and
-his prefects.
-
-In Chowdler, G. F. Bradly has drawn just such a house master. Chowdler
-pretends to be the elder brother: he talks of 'good old Jones' and 'dear
-old Joe.' He has the prefects up in his study for heart to heart manly
-talks. And the prefects listen, agree with what he says, echo, when they
-speak, his own sentiments, and generally hoodwink him. They treat him as
-he treats them. They call him 'good old Chowdler,' and leave it at that.
-When there is a conscientious and an officious head of the house things
-go fairly quietly; when the head of the house is a lazy, sociable
-creature, the house runs itself, and with results that would cause
-little pleasure were they published to the mandarins of the common
-room. No new house master, Arnold Lunn says, has to face a more
-difficult task than he whose predecessor has earned the reputation of
-being a sport. The house master who always announces to the head boy his
-intention of visiting the studies is popular enough, but he has a rotten
-house.
-
-Yet, however badly the prefectorial system may on occasions work, it is
-impossible to dispense with it. It is not so much the need for a heavy
-hand as the need for a scapegoat. Some one must be responsible to the
-supreme authority for any disturbance that may take place. If a house
-master enters the day room during 'prep.' and finds that an impromptu
-concert is in progress, he knows that it would be impossible for him to
-disentangle the muddled evidence of interested witnesses. He could never
-find out what it was all about, how it started, who started it, what
-happened next. He makes, therefore, one person responsible for the
-maintenance of order in the day room during 'prep.' He puts a house
-prefect there on duty. When, therefore, he interrupts an unseemly brawl,
-he does not concern himself with the incidents of the affair; Brown's
-face may be plastered with red ink, the head of Evans may be slowly
-extricating itself from the wastepaper basket, Ferguson may be
-withdrawing a battered compass from the unprotected quarters of an
-enemy. He does not notice that. He does not punish Brown and Ferguson
-and Evans. He asks the prefect in charge for an explanation. If the
-explanation is not satisfactory that prefect is relieved of office. It
-is the knowledge of this fate that inspires the industry of prefects.
-
-This system is the basis for all administration, for the delegation of
-all responsibility. It rarely fails. When I shared a study with another
-prefect we divided eight fags between us. The best of these eight we
-appointed fag-master. 'You will do no fagging yourself, Marston,' we
-told him. 'To each of the other seven fags will be allotted one day of
-the week. You will see that they do their job. If the fire goes out, you
-will be beaten.' During the whole of that winter our fire never went out
-once. It is a regrettable fact, but a true one, that human beings will
-only work under the influence of a bribe, or of a threat. In the wide
-world it is usually a bribe. One may not threaten the foreman of an oil
-works. He has his union behind him. But there are no trade unions for
-fags: a judicious threat works wonders. And, when all other forces
-weaken, the wish to retain office helps the prefect to his task. Were
-there no prefects, no scapegoats, there would be no order. They are the
-exchange of hostages.
-
-Suppose an attempt was made to run a house without them? How long do you
-imagine that it would last? Five days, six days, a week? Yes, perhaps as
-long as that: not longer: certainly I would not give it longer than a
-week. Such an experiment might be tried at the end of a long and
-unsatisfactory term during which several of the prefects had, at some
-time or another, come into collision with official ruling. And the
-climax might have been reached, shall we say, on the last Tuesday of the
-term, when the head of the house was discovered during 'prep.' playing
-the organ in the big school.
-
-Next day, after lunch, the house would be astonished by the following
-announcement: 'I don't know,' the house master would say, 'whether I
-approve of the prefectorial system or not--that's neither here nor
-there. At any rate it has not worked well with my present set of
-prefects, and, for the rest of the term I propose to dispense with them.
-I shall occupy during preparation the small study at the end of the
-passage, and the house tutor will supervise preparation in the day room.
-I shall occupy the small single dormitory by the fire escape. That is
-all.' It is possible, is it not, as the sudden resolution of an
-overworked, exasperated man who had not paused to consider the results
-of his decision.
-
-Well, what would happen then? We can guess to a certain extent. It is,
-at least, a subject of interesting speculation. What would happen to a
-house that had no prefects?
-
-For a couple of days all would go smoothly, I imagine. The house would
-behave like a whipped dog. Its tail would be tucked between its legs.
-The prefects would make an ineffectual stand upon their dignity. Then
-the possibilities of the situation would become apparent. Authority
-spreads a veneer over the boisterous spirits of a boy of eighteen. But
-at heart he remains a ragster. In a couple of years' time, as an
-undergraduate or a medical student, he will be destroying furniture and
-organising preposterous bonfires. And, when authority is taken from him,
-he feels once again the old itch to enter the lists, to try one last
-throw with the marshalled forces of officialdom. It may, for instance,
-occur to Morcombe, the head of the house, that, though he has ceased to
-be a house prefect, he remains a school prefect, and that, outside the
-precincts of his house, he is still a force. When, therefore, he sees
-Jones mi. flinging stones against the cloisters, he orders Jones to
-appear before him that evening after roll. It is after roll, during the
-silence of first hall, that punishments are inflicted. And, that night,
-the house master, sitting in his narrow study at the end of the passage,
-will be astonished to hear the silence broken by a series of resounding
-bangs. He hurries down the passage and discovers Jones mi. straightening
-himself beside the water pipes, one hand ruefully stroking his trousers,
-while the head of the house proudly surveying his handiwork, delivers a
-last word of admonishment and taps his cane against his boots.
-
-'But what on earth, Morcombe, is the meaning of this?' says the house
-master.
-
-'I had occasion, sir, to beat a boy.'
-
-'But you've no right to beat a boy. You're not a prefect any longer.'
-
-'I was punishing him, sir, for a school and not a house offence. He was
-throwing stones against the cloisters. As a school prefect I felt myself
-bound to take official notice of his action.'
-
-'But you know quite well, Morcombe,' the house master would answer
-hotly, 'that you've no right to do anything of the sort. You are only
-quibbling.'
-
-'Then am I to understand, sir, that I have ceased to be a school
-prefect.'
-
-'You are to understand you have no authority over any one in this
-house.'
-
-'But that will make it difficult for me, sir; if I were to discover a
-boy in this house and a boy in another house smoking on a Sunday
-afternoon, I should be able to order the boy from another house to put
-out his cigarette and return to school at once, but the boy in my own
-house I should have to leave where he was. It would be suggested that I
-was favouring my own house.'
-
-It is unlikely that the house master will have a reply; he will order
-Morcombe to return to his study and to cease being impertinent. It
-depends on the courage of Morcombe and the respect he has for his house
-master whether five minutes later there will be a tap on the door of the
-narrow study at the end of the passage and a quiet voice will ask:
-'Please, sir, I hope you'll excuse my worrying you, but I am not quite
-certain whether you said I was, or was not, a school prefect. You see,
-sir, it's my turn to read the lessons in chapel to-morrow. I wondered
-whether I ought to run round and tell the head master that I am no
-longer privileged to read them.'
-
-There will be several such imbroglios.
-
-Whether or not the term will end without an actual conflagration is
-problematic. On the whole I should say that the chances were even. It is
-the end of the term. Spirits run high, constant supervision is
-impossible. On the last morning but one, for instance, there is no early
-chapel. There is a long lie in bed. The house master will return to his
-own part of the house to shave, bathe himself, and dress. There is no
-one left in the dormitories with any authority. Every one is
-good-tempered and excited with a surplus store of animal spirits. There
-is a lively exchange of compliments which terminate in a pillow being
-flung across the room. There is a moment's nervous hush. The power of
-the prefectorial system dies hard: a week ago such an act would have
-been dealt with instantly and severely. And, even now, a single word
-would be sufficient to restore order.
-
-But the prefect takes no notice. He sees no reason why he should exert
-himself in the interests of one who considers his services to be of no
-further use to him. He feels justifiably aggrieved. The house master
-considers he can run the house himself--well then, let him run it. He
-has asked for no assistance from his prefects. He can therefore expect
-none. The pillow is returned. It is inaccurately flung, however, and the
-contents of a water jug streams across the floor. Again there is a
-brief embarrassment. But the prefect reassures his dormitory.
-
-'My dear fellows, don't worry about me,' he says, 'I have no authority
-over you. There is no need for you to take the slightest notice of
-anything I say or do. Indeed I'm not at all certain that I shan't take a
-hand in it. Ferrers, you brute, take that.'
-
-And with the sudden flick of the forearm that in the cricket field had
-proved so disastrous to the batsman who had risked a short run to cover,
-the unerring discharge of a pillow has prostrated the startled Ferrers.
-From that moment mischief is afoot. It takes what course it will. And
-that course will probably involve the overturning of a good many jugs,
-the stripping of innumerable beds, the splitting of several pillows. In
-a brief while the air will be filled with feathers, the floor with
-mattresses and soaking sheets. And when, an hour later, the house master
-is summoned by an indignant matron to view the battlefield, who will be
-held responsible? To whose account is he to debit the broken jugs and
-the torn pillows? Whom can he deprive of office? He will, no doubt,
-collect the house in his study; every one will spend the last day
-inscribing a georgic or an eclogue. But the house will feel that it has
-triumphed. What, after all, can the house master say? If he begins to
-criticise Morcombe the reply is obvious.
-
-'But I tried to stop it, sir, I did my best. But they wouldn't take any
-notice of me, sir. I had no authority over them.'
-
-If the house master is wise he will say as little as possible. He will
-announce the punishment, and the next term place more trust in his
-prefects. However bad an individual set of prefects may be, without them
-things would be a good deal worse.
-
-S. P. B. Mais in his first, and perhaps best, book dealing with Public
-Schools, devoted a chapter to the various types of prefects, the effect
-that office had on each type, and the use each type made of its
-privileges. He maintained that certain types were unfitted for
-authority, and that no boy who had not a view of life that passed beyond
-the limits of school should be given such authority. That is no doubt
-the ideal, but it is impracticable. A house master has to make the most
-of the material at his disposal: if he is dissatisfied he must blame
-himself. He has had his five years in which to fashion the malleable
-substance to his fancy. If a boy is high in form and a school colour and
-has been several years in the house, it is impossible to pass him over
-in favour of a junior boy who is lower in form and a less successful
-athlete. Prefectship has to go by seniority. The moment it was felt that
-office went to the boys in whom the house master happened to have most
-faith, the word 'favouritism' would be run like a corroding poison
-through the system of the house. The favourite would be universally
-distrusted and disliked. A certain class of boy would develop the
-'conspiracy complex' that every hand was against him, and, in time, he
-would become what he imagined others took him for.
-
-Such a system would encourage endless sycophancy. If the house master
-were married, his wife would play too large a part in the politics of
-his house. There would be those who would not hesitate to ingratiate
-themselves with her in the hope that at the critical moment her
-influence might turn the scales in their favour.
-
-When a boy whom his house master dislikes reaches the point where, in
-course of seniority he would have to be made a prefect, the house master
-has only two courses open: either he must make the boy a prefect, or he
-must write to the father saying, though he has nothing definite against
-his son, he does not feel that he is the sort of boy who ought to be
-made a prefect, and he must ask the father, therefore, to remove his son
-from the school at the end of the summer.
-
-He can do nothing else. He cannot keep on a boy whose claims he has
-passed over deliberately and without cause. What house master, on the
-other hand, is going to write such a letter to a parent. The parent is
-bound to object. He will appeal to the head master.
-
-'You have nothing against my son,' he will say. 'During the four years
-he has been at school he has never been in any serious trouble. He has
-worked hard and he has played hard. I have always regarded prefectship
-as the crown of a public school education. I sent my son to you rather
-than to some other educational establishment because I wished him to
-have the invaluable experience of being a prefect in a Public School.
-And now, at the end, when he has reached this position, you say, without
-giving any reason, that he is not a fit person to occupy it. It is
-scandalous.'
-
-And even were the head master to endorse his subaltern's verdict, were
-he to say: 'That is all very true, Mr Evans, but a house master is the
-best judge of the type of boy that he wants to have as a prefect. I am
-very sorry, but we must abide by his decision,' the reputation of the
-school would suffer.
-
-Old boys would discuss the verdict in their clubs.
-
-'That's no school for my son,' they would say. 'Prefectship depends on
-the caprice of a house master. And, if by the time one gets high in the
-house, one's told one's got to go--why, if that had happened in my case
-I know I'd never have become captain of the Eleven. My house master
-would have got rid of me long before I had got my colours.'
-
-Gray heads would shake seriously over the port; the numbers of the
-school would sink. Seniority may, now and again, bring most unsuitable
-persons to authority, but it is a far more satisfactory system than any
-that would be based on the choice and dislike of one person.
-
-Certainly many unlikely people reach the high-backed chair of the Sixth
-Form table. And a house master must often wonder how will taste the
-strange stew that is simmering--a compound of so many unknown
-ingredients. In spite of experience, he is always guessing. But the
-changes are less considerable than might be expected, or it would be
-truer to say, perhaps, that the changes follow a more or less ordinary
-course.
-
-A boy's attitude on reaching office is ordered by what he has read and
-by example. The ragster usually becomes a martinet. He has read of the
-reformation of Prince Hal; the epigram about Kildare ruling all Ireland
-is the one piece of Elizabethan history that his memory has retained.
-How nice he feels it will be to surprise every one. What a shock it will
-be to his old companions. Every one must have said of him: 'Oh, Park'll
-be all right. He's such a ragster himself, he's sure to go pretty easy!'
-In his first week, therefore, he canes a quite senior boy for playing
-the piano too loudly in the changing room. He becomes in a short while
-extremely unpopular and a general terror. If on the start of the school
-year one were asked to tell which of the new prefects one would be best
-advised to avoid, one would almost certainly place one's finger on the
-boy who had been most frequently in trouble during the previous term.
-
-There is no sign, however, by which we can detect the officious type of
-prefect who speaks solemnly of his responsibilities and makes life
-extremely unpleasant for his house and for his old companions. It is
-impossible to tell on whom this germ is going to settle. It need not be
-the reformed rake: perhaps because rakes reform so seldom. It is not
-necessarily the religious boy, or the intellectual boy. But on some one
-that germ is sure to settle, and it is of all the germs the most
-annoying.
-
-There is nothing more exasperating than the officious prefect. On the
-third evening of the term he walks into the study of a former associate,
-looks confoundedly uncomfortable, seats himself on the table, and then,
-after a moment's embarrassed silence, permits his features to assume an
-expression of austere dignity, and says:--
-
-'Jones, you confided in me two terms ago a little secret, you'll
-remember what it was. Well, I feel that it is my unpleasant duty, now
-that I am a prefect, to report this matter to the head of the house. He
-will take what action he thinks fit.'
-
-Jones sits back in his chair, a look of horrified disgust upon his face.
-
-'But, my dear fellow,' he says, 'you couldn't possibly--I mean I told
-you that in confidence. You couldn't be such a sneak!'
-
-The prefect would shake his head.
-
-'You do not understand. It is not sneaking. You would not call it
-sneaking on the part of a policeman if he arrested an old friend whom he
-found breaking into a house. This is an official duty that has nothing
-to do with our personal relationship.'
-
-Jones is tempted to say that in another minute personal relationships
-will have a good deal to do with the matter, but he appreciates the
-necessity for tact. He talks, he argues, he cajoles; his patience is
-tried to the last degree. It is difficult to discuss a matter on
-grounds of personal and practical expediency when the other party
-refuses to desert the platform of high morality. In the end probably
-Jones is promised silence in return for reformation, and, as the door
-closes behind his old friend, he murmurs: 'Put not your trust in
-princes.'
-
-The officious prefect is not content with the exposure of confidences
-received during his period of probation, he endeavours to unearth
-present scandals, and this is a point on which popular opinion is very
-strong. The moral tone of the house is not considered to be the concern
-of the house prefect. That is the province of the house master and the
-head boy.
-
-The position of the head boy is a little difficult to define. He is the
-intermediary between mortality and Olympus. He is supposed to be above
-suspicion. He is the only person who is allowed to do anything out of 'a
-sense of duty.' If a house prefect interferes in the private affairs of
-another, an ulterior motive is always suggested, and the suggestion is
-probably justified. Whether or not a head boy is justified in unearthing
-scandal is an open point. There are those who will maintain that he
-should only take notice of what actually hits him in the face. The
-reason being that what hits the head of the house in the face will,
-sooner or later, inflict a similar shock to the physiognomy of the house
-master. And this should be avoided. In the first place, the house master
-will lose his high opinion of his head boy; in the second, a scandal
-that might have been prevented will reach official notice.
-
-Indeed, there are not a few who will go so far as to assert that the
-function of a head boy is that of the taster, the impersonal critic who
-says: 'No, that is going too far.' He is the aeroplane photograph of a
-strategic position, that shows what gun emplacements are obvious and
-which are not. And, according to this line of argument, head boys should
-only concern themselves with the obvious; what was not apparent to them
-would certainly not be apparent to a house master; there is no need for
-them to play at Sherlock Holmes.
-
-But this is a point on which the vote has not been taken. There are
-several schools of thought: all schools of thought are, however, joined
-in the denial of the right of the head boy to report to the house master
-anything save a case of insubordination or disloyalty on the part of a
-brother prefect. A head boy, it is felt, should be able to deal with the
-discipline and conduct of the house himself. To report is to confess a
-failure.
-
-To the house prefect no such fine shades of motive are ascribed. He is
-not considered to be above suspicion, and he is allowed to indulge
-certain corresponding weaknesses. His business is to see that order is
-kept; the new prefect forms numberless resolutions. He is acutely
-conscious of his dignity, his bearing partakes of the solemnity of
-Malvolio. He wonders whether he ought to remain on terms of such easy
-familiarity with certain rowdy elements in the house. A prefect should
-not have too many friends. He should be the calm, implacable judge,
-impersonal, impartial, with bandaged eyes. He is very haughty for a day
-or two. But within a fortnight he has recovered. He becomes sociable
-once more. He walks down to the field with his old friends. He does not
-wonder whether it is wise or unwise to exchange confidences with those
-whose conduct one day he may be forced to view with official
-disapproval. He takes notice of, and deals with, only those problems
-that crop up from time to time. He acquires a wholesome tolerance of
-other people's business, a tolerance that slips over the border of
-indifference, but remains an admirable social lubricant.
-
-It is this indifference, this refusal to be upset about trivial matters
-that can be left to adjust themselves, that is the secret of the success
-of British administration. Other nations and classes do not seem to
-possess it. The artisan when put in a position of authority bothers
-about the unimportant, he gives himself no peace, and he gives those
-under him no peace. There is constant friction. Troops almost invariably
-prefer to be under the command of public school men rather than of
-'rankers.'
-
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-
-
-CHAPTER X
-
-THE LAST TERM
-
-
-The last year, and especially the last term, is popularly supposed to be
-the happiest of a public school career. And it is possible that this may
-be so in the case of an industrious, worthy, but not particularly
-brilliant fellow who reaches in his last year the privileges of house
-prefectship, the immunities of the Lower Sixth and the social hall-mark
-of a second fifteen cap. At last, after a struggle of five years, he has
-extricated himself from the rut.
-
-For the 'blood,' however, for the double first who has stayed on an
-extra year to be captain of the Eleven, these last terms are a
-disappointment. He has reached the limits of ambition. For a while he is
-attracted by the charm of his new offices, but he can discern beyond
-them no fresh fields to conquer. He is embarrassed by the finality of
-his position. He cannot value what he possesses. He wonders what is
-coming next. He scores tries in school matches, he makes centuries on
-the upper, but he had already done that before. 'The doing savours of
-disrelish.' He is expected to score tries and make centuries. The cheer
-that greets him as he grounds the ball between the posts has not the
-surprised enthusiasm that rippled down the touchline two years ago when
-he amazed every one by giving two consecutive dummies and beating the
-whole defence. He is expected to do well, and when he is a little below
-his form, there is a feeling that he has lost the school the match.
-
-Interest is focussed on the performance of the new men. A century by
-Shepherd causes more excitement than a century by Hobbs. Hobbs is
-established. The world has formed its estimate of his qualities. There
-is little new to be said about him. He belongs to the present and the
-past. Shepherd belongs to the future. He is a subject of speculation.
-
-And so the double first at the end of the match hears far less talk of
-his own performances than he did a year earlier. He is taken for
-granted. It is all: 'What a beautiful drop that was of Smith's, he'll be
-a fine player in two years' time.' He would not analyse his discontent.
-But it is there the whole time. There is no longer a life of marked
-stages in front of him. He can peer now over the wall of school. He is
-worried, too, by the increasingly acute demands of his physical nature,
-by the restraints that are imposed on it. Very often a quite popular boy
-makes himself generally disliked during his last year on account of this
-irritation that expresses itself in bad temper, jealousy, and outbursts
-of unreasoning vindictiveness.
-
-The last term is especially difficult. A boy finds himself freed from
-the conditions that had for the five previous years directed his
-conduct. He had always thought of 'next term.' Now he realises suddenly
-that there is going to be no next term. He is no longer leading the
-normal life of his companions. On all sides of him preparations are
-being made for the future. Jones has decided to share the games study
-with Evans instead of Smith. Plans are being made for the arrangement of
-the dormitories. Ambitions are carefully tended, careers are nursed. So
-and so is worried because some one else has got his firsts before him.
-Dunston is distressed because he has been caught cribbing: 'There goes
-my chance of house prefectship.' And the boy who is about to leave
-slowly realises that these considerations have no longer any meaning for
-him.
-
-If he is caught cribbing he is concerned only with his immediate
-punishment. If some one gets his colours before him it does not matter.
-He has done with the troubles of seniority. The old life is falling from
-him. He is perplexed, not seeing clearly what lies in front of him. Six
-years seemed such a long time. He had not paused to wonder what lay
-beyond them. He had come to regard that last Sunday in the school chapel
-as a final stage. School stories always ended there: in the same way
-that romances always closed on marriage, or on death. And, though now he
-would be no doubt ready to admit that a man's life did not end at the
-altar, and might even be prepared to consider the possibility of an
-existence beyond the grave, he had not considered such speculation
-profitable or entertaining.
-
-And, in the same way that at a later point of his career he will awake
-with a start six months after marriage and ask himself whether it is all
-over: 'Heavens!' he will say, 'I can't be finished with; what's going to
-happen now?' So, during his last term, he discovers that this stage has
-not the finality he had supposed. Something has got to happen next.
-School life was, after all, no more than a prelude. He had valued too
-highly the enticing emoluments it had to offer. And he does not see what
-new prizes life will hold for him.
-
-If he is going to Oxford he may toy with the prospect of athletic
-honours. But unless he is particularly gifted, or particularly
-conceited, he will appreciate the vast degree of specialised rivalry to
-which he will be subjected. If he is going into business he will
-envisage, perhaps, the days of affluence and power, of private
-secretaries and private telephones; but all that is a very long way off.
-There is no immediate focus for his ambition. There is no particular
-reason why he should not, if he wishes, make as big a nuisance of
-himself as his fancy pleases. He is passing from one phase of discipline
-to another; and because the nature of neither is definite, he considers
-himself free. A last term is often indeterminate and ineffectual.
-
-Now if the discovery that school life is only a prelude is made by an
-unimaginative athlete during these last weeks, we can confidently assume
-that it will be made a good deal sooner by a boy of originality and
-independence, especially by one who has not entered with any great zest
-into the conflict of athletic distinction, and has, therefore, been in a
-sense above the battle. He realises a good year and a half before he has
-to leave that life in its fullest is to be encountered beyond the limits
-of a cloistered world. The discovery does not contribute to his content.
-He knows that if he wishes to win a scholarship he will have to stay on
-his full time, and he feels that he is marking time, that he is sitting
-in the stalls of a theatre waiting for the curtain to go up. Now that is
-a most unsatisfactory position to be in. In the theatre we kick our
-heels, read our programmes, turn round to see if we can recognise a
-friend, speculate on the possibility of innocence in the lady who is
-sitting in the front row of the dress circle. One does anything to make
-the quarter of an hour pass quickly. The imaginative schoolboy behaves
-in a similar fashion. He frets and grows impatient. He assumes an
-intellectual snobbery. He despises the majority of his companions and
-labels them as Philistines. He disparages the values of athletics and
-exalts in essays and in the debating society the literary standards of
-the nineties.
-
-It is possible that on Saturday evening he will leave a carnation
-standing in green ink in the hope of emulating his divinities. He is
-encouraged in his rebellion by the indignant astonishment of the master,
-who refuses to regard his outburst as a very natural and, on the whole,
-harmless pose. He is lectured severely on the dignity of his position.
-He replies in a cryptic epigram. He even criticises the public school
-system--an unforgivable offence. Being unacquainted with the ways of
-systems, and feeling that his personal liberty is curtailed, he
-considers that for this curtailment the public school system is solely
-and peculiarly responsible. He will not allow that all systems oppress
-the individual, that systems are made for the service of the many, and
-that it is for the individualist to decide whether the privileges he
-will receive by consenting to remain with the mass compensate for the
-unpleasant restrictions that are placed on the free play of his
-personality. It is, after all, the first system with which he has
-contracted an intimate relationship, and in the same way that a
-monogamist considers his wife worse than anybody else's, the schoolboy
-delights, in spite of a deep affection for his own school, in hurling at
-the public school system all manner of accusations, in which the word
-sausage machine is not infrequently repeated.
-
-There are such boys in every school. Age is an arbitrary definition of
-development. Many boys reach the age of seventeen, and stay there for
-the rest of their lives; others are twenty-five years old before they
-have done with their teens. When a boy is tired of school he has
-outgrown school. And there is only one sure remedy--to take him away.
-
-But there are the claims of a university career; there is the parent's
-natural wish that his son should gain a scholarship; it is often
-impracticable for the boy to leave: in such circumstances we can only
-recommend on the part of the masters a general leniency. Such outbursts
-should not be taken seriously. The school, as a whole, is not concerned
-with the unusual behaviour of those who, by the possession of brains,
-are already considered slightly abnormal. And the jester who is
-disregarded may well become a monk. If, however, a boy feels that notice
-is being taken of him, he allows his flattered vanity to dictate to him.
-He cultivates his pose; he wonders how best he may shock the
-mid-Victorianism of the common room, and there is the danger that the
-pose may, in the course of time, become part of his intellectual
-equipment.
-
-Sermons and addresses inform us that in the last term is to be found the
-significance of school life. But, as I have previously tried to show,
-the last term is no more significant than the first. The new boy is
-outside school, pausing on the fringe, his eyes full of a sheltered
-curiosity. The boy who is about to leave is equally outside school; he
-looks backwards and he looks forwards; the continuity of his life is
-about to be broken; its rhythm is temporarily suspended. He is no longer
-leading the same life as his companions. And it is vain to compare the
-new boy with the boy that is about to leave, and by analysing and
-examining the change that there is between them to arrive at the meaning
-of school life.
-
-They are two entirely different people. One is a child; the other is a
-man. The change that must necessarily have taken place during this
-passage is so considerable that it is impossible to say how much of it
-is due to environment and how much to physical growth. You might send a
-man of thirty to Timbuctoo, recall him at the end of four years, and,
-examining the change in him apprehend the significance of Timbuctoo
-society. He went a man and he returned a man. What change there was in
-him could be attributed directly to the wholesome, or unwholesome,
-atmosphere of Timbuctoo.
-
-You cannot follow this line of reasoning with a public school boy. A
-parent cannot say: 'Six years ago I sent you a young, innocent boy,
-industrious, honest, truthful. You have returned to me a young man who
-knows more than I consider it proper that he should know, whose sole
-object appears to be to extract from life as much pleasure as is
-commensurate with a minimum of work, a young man, moreover, who
-considers that a lie told to an official is not a lie. Look what you
-have done!' But that is not a fair attitude. Anyhow, during those six
-years, a boy must to a certain extent have lost his innocence; most
-young men of nineteen place the claims of personal indulgence before
-those of work. Most young men look on life as a game that is played
-between themselves and a perfectly ridiculous antiquated body which is
-called 'government,' and whom it is permissible to hoodwink, misinform,
-or otherwise deceive whenever the opportunity is presented. The
-corroding forces of knowledge must make themselves felt during those six
-years. It is unreasonable and absurd to attribute their effects solely
-to the public school system.
-
-One can, however, by examining the mental state of a boy a week after he
-has left school, form some estimate of what he has learnt at such
-considerable expense to his parents.
-
-In the first place, he has acquired an extremely valuable social
-technique. A public school education is a passport. Its assailants would
-describe it as the membership of a select trades union. An old public
-school boy can enter a new mess without feeling any great embarrassment.
-He knows how to comport himself in the more superficial of the
-situations in which he will from time to time discover himself. All of
-which is distinctly valuable.
-
-He has also learnt to understand the type of man with whom he will have
-most dealing. He is admitted, that is to say, to terms of good
-fellowship with a very large number of persons. He will be treated by
-them as a decent chap till he proves himself otherwise. He will have
-enough in common with them to be able to bridge superficially the
-uncertain moments that precede friendship. If he were introduced to a
-man at his club, he would have no difficulty in finding a congenial
-topic of conversation, during which conversation he would be able to
-decide whether or not the man to whom he had been introduced was likely
-to prove a sympathetic companion.
-
-He would have learnt, through the exercise of these qualities in a
-communal life, patience and tolerance of a certain kind. A tolerance,
-that is to say, that might condemn a man on the cut of his coat, the
-colour of his ties, or the use of an incorrect idiom, but would allow
-each man to lead his own private life provided he wore the conventional
-uniform. Such a tolerance may be described as snobbish and narrow, but
-is an admirable social lubricant. An old public school boy would be
-unlikely, for instance, to cause trouble to a mess or company or cricket
-club by injudicious interference. He will have learnt that it is not
-easy for an assorted collection of men to live together without
-occasionally getting on each other's nerves, and he will have learnt, in
-consequence, the value of tact and compromise.
-
-He will also have learnt a version of his duty towards his neighbours.
-He would not tell a lie to a friend unless it was absolutely necessary,
-and he would never let a friend down. He has the sense of loyalty
-developed to a high degree. All of which goes down on the credit side of
-the ledger. On the debit side, however, there are enough entries to make
-the cashier wonder whether, or no, the account is overdrawn.
-
-It is amazing how little knowledge the average public school boy has
-managed to acquire. He has rushed from one class room to another,
-learning French for one hour, and history for another, and science for a
-third. He has worked at each of these subjects spasmodically according
-to the particular form and set in which he has happened at the time to
-find himself. For a whole year on end he may have neglected French
-because he was under a lazy master. Then, at the end of the year, on
-finding himself in a higher and more strenuous form, he may have made
-feverish efforts for a couple of terms, to the detriment of his
-mathematics and history, with the result that there is an enormous gap
-in his knowledge. Whole periods of history are a blank to him. He has
-acquired a certain quantity of uncorrelated information. Within a few
-years what little connection there was between the appreciation of these
-isolated facts will have slipped away. There will remain a few phrases,
-a few catchwords, a few dates--an admirable framework indeed for social,
-moral, and political prejudice.
-
-The average public school boy knows, I imagine, a great deal less than
-the continental school product. Not only has he learnt little, but he
-has not been encouraged to use his brains. He does not, indeed, regard
-his brain as a possession to be valued highly and carefully trained. He
-will get out of bed five minutes earlier than he need do in the morning
-to wave his legs about his head and do exercises with his arms that will
-improve his physical condition, but he would never think of learning a
-dozen lines of English verse to improve his memory. No one ever appears
-to have impressed on him the fact that at thirty-five he will have to
-abandon football; that, by the time he is fifty, he will be bowling very
-slow stuff indeed, and will be grateful to the opposing captain who
-offers him a runner. Yet, at sixty, his brain will, if properly cared
-for, be as powerful as it has ever been.
-
-Now I do not want to suggest that boys should devote their whole spare
-time to the reading of poetry; literature is only a part of life; but I
-do maintain that every public school boy should take some part in the
-intellectual life of the world, that he should be able to discover as
-much interest in his mind as in his body. At present he does not. He has
-very little inner life. He depends far too much on outside interests, on
-games during the term, and theatres during the holidays. If he has to
-rely on his own devices, he is woefully deficient.
-
-This fact was brought home to me vividly by my experience as a prisoner
-of war in Germany. The average officer had no resources of his own; he
-could draw no sustenance from the contemplative side of life. He mooned
-round the square, wondering how soon he could decently set about his
-next meal, longing sadly for the lights of Piccadilly. In the evenings,
-when he had to return to his room, he spent the three or four hours
-before lights were extinguished engraving rather aimless pictures on the
-lids of cigar boxes. It was a pathetic sight to see a man of
-twenty-eight, in the prime of life, sitting down night after night to
-fiddle about with a knife, a piece of wood, and a box of paints. He
-derived no pleasure from it. It was a narcotic. As long as his hands
-were employed his brain could go to sleep, and he needed to contemplate
-no longer the tedious procession of days that lay before him. Every man
-should have sufficient part in the intellectual interests of life to be
-able to keep his intelligence active for eight months in surroundings
-that provide no physical outlets.
-
-The public school boy has derived little satisfaction from his work. He
-has laboured spasmodically with expediency as the goal. Promotion has
-promised certain attendant privileges, and the historical Sixth lies,
-calm and pleasant, like a lake in the desert.
-
-There is to be found a rest 'for all who come.' It is a sure port after
-the shipwrecks of the fourths and fifths. The traveller need work no
-more; he has laboured faithfully, let him enter into the joy of his
-lord. He returns one holidays having gained his second eleven colours.
-Paternal pride is flattered, and the spirit of welcome is only partially
-relaxed by the accompanying report. About a week later the following
-conversation takes place over a glass of port.
-
-
- _Son_: I say, father, don't you think all these classics are rather
- a waste of time?
-
- _Father_: Well, I don't know, my boy. I did them myself, you know.
-
- _Son_: Of course, father, of course; but things were a bit
- different then, and besides you were so much better at them than I
- am.
-
- _Father_: Oh, well, if you put it like that, my boy, well,
- perhaps----
-
- _Son_: You see, father, I thought it would be rather a good idea
- for me to read history.
-
- _Father_: History, my boy, whatever for?
-
- _Son_: Well, I was thinking of taking up politics, father, and
- anyway, history scholarships are awfully easy to get. That ass,
- Kenneth, got one--you know, the fellow in the School House with the
- yellow hair. If you'd just drop a line to Chief, father, I'm sure
- he would be only too glad....
-
-
-One more pilgrim has arrived at Mecca.
-
-The higher up the school one goes, the less work one does. After a few
-terms the habit of work is lost, and the only real diligence is
-displayed by that melancholy type of scholar who is trained like a pet
-Pomeranian.
-
-This is not an ideal apprenticeship for life. It starts a boy with an
-entirely false idea of the position that his work should occupy in his
-life. I do not wish to seem parsonic, but, if the experience of
-practically every big man that has ever lived means anything to us, we
-do know that a man's happiness, or unhappiness, depends in the main on
-whether his employment is congenial to him. Work is the finest antidote
-to boredom. And a public school boy has not realised this by the time he
-is on the threshold of his career. He does not consider that the choice
-of his career should be the expression of his temperament. He drifts
-into the most accessibly remunerative job. He brings to it no
-enthusiasm.
-
-The trouble is that school life lasts too long and is far too jolly. Six
-years is a long time. A boy of thirteen can hardly be expected to
-realise that it is only a prelude. The years pass so happily, the
-pursuit of ambition is so engrossing that he has no time to consider
-whether the prizes he is winning have any lasting value. As the new boy
-he longs to be captain of the school: and, having set himself a task, he
-does not shrink from the contest. School life is so vast, so varied, so
-many-coloured that it would be difficult for a boy to relinquish his
-hold upon the ambition that lies close to him in favour of the shadowy
-ambitions of the life that lies beyond it. School life is too big a
-pedestal for the statue that is to be placed on it. It dwarfs what it
-should present. The boy finds on leaving school that an entirely
-different technique is required. It is not that the standards are
-changed, but the whole manner of life is altered.
-
-His school career was divided neatly into stages. He could at any moment
-consult a house list and see how he was progressing on the road to
-authority. At such a period he should have reached the Fifth table. If
-he were one day to get into the Fifteen, he should by his sixteenth
-birthday have got his house cap. Everything was mapped out. The rungs of
-the ladder were labelled. Colt's Cap, House Cap, Seconds, Firsts, Fourth
-Form, Fifth Form, Sixth.
-
-In business he finds no such ladder. His abilities are placed upon the
-open market. He is fighting an intangible foe. He has to come to terms
-with himself. He feels that he is driving into the void. He also finds
-that he has to rearrange his scale of values. Athletic distinction is
-not greatly prized in Wall Street, and the young man who, when asked to
-present his qualifications, remarks that his batting average was over
-thirty, without a single not-out score to help it, is likely to receive
-a rude shock. I spent a few months before I went to Sandhurst in the
-Inns of Court O.T.C. (a corps that had, by that time, ceased to be
-composed of ex-public school men), and it was a blow to discover that
-the fact that I had been in my school eleven and fifteen made not the
-slightest impression on any of the N.C.O.'s.
-
-It may be that a readjustment of one's standards is a healthy
-experience. But that is hardly the attitude that officials could safely
-adopt. The public school system is supposed to produce trained citizens,
-who are in harmony with their environment. And that is exactly what the
-public school boy is not. He tries to tackle life with the scale of
-values that he learnt to apprehend at school. And it is not an easy
-task. Some, indeed, never accomplish it. They never readjust themselves.
-They surround themselves with old friends, revisit their old schools,
-endeavour to recapture the old atmosphere. They regret vaguely that
-something has passed. Like Jurgen, they return in quest of their youth,
-but the distorted shadow of Sereda prevents them from entering
-completely their former selves. In _The Harrovians_ Arnold Lunn makes
-two of his characters discuss this question.
-
-'There's West, for example,' Peter said, 'he'll never be such a blood
-again. He hasn't any brains. He couldn't even struggle into the Upper
-School, but he's a mighty man here. Rather a pity, I think, that life
-should reach its highest point at nineteen. This ought only to be a
-beginning.'
-
-That states the case.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XI
-
-THE OLD BOY AS SCHOOLMASTER AND PARENT
-
-
-Fears for the future and regrets for the past are alike forgotten during
-the last week. There are sad moments, but, as Arnold Lunn remarked,
-'there is a world of difference between the pleasant sorrow of sentiment
-and the more real depression that coincides with an overdraft at the
-bank.' The last week is passed in a mood that I once heard described as
-'happy-sad.' On the last Sunday in chapel the boy who is leaving
-endeavours to summon the appropriate emotion. He knows how he ought to
-feel. He has been instructed by so many stories. He is, in a way, an
-actor in a drama. He knows that the fag on the other side of the aisle
-is looking at him, is saying to himself: 'This is Jones's last chapel.
-What is he feeling?' And, like an actor, Jones does not want to
-disappoint his audience. He feels as he should feel. There is a lump at
-the back of his throat. But, on the whole, leaving is an exciting
-experience.
-
-There is the auction of study furniture, when pictures that cost five
-shillings when they were new, fetch seven and six in their fourth year
-of service. There are the calls to be paid to masters, the 'good-byes'
-and 'good lucks.' It is the abdication of office when one is at the
-height of one's authority. It is a fine gesture that 'immeasurable
-power, unsated to resign,' to be able to step straight out from the
-lighted room, before the corroding forces of change have begun to work,
-and before habit has dulled applause. The exit is made at exactly the
-right moment. The curtain falls on a dramatic climax. And how rarely
-that happens.
-
-In a temper of wistful sentimentality and self-satisfaction, arrayed in
-the colours of the old boys' society, the ex-public school boy leans out
-of the carriage window, waves good-bye to the friends who are catching a
-later train, makes and extracts promises to write, and watches as the
-train moves out of the station the familiar landmarks slip one by one
-behind him.
-
-A sentimental, that is to say, a superficial emotion passes quickly. And
-it depends on the kind of life which awaits a boy, whether or not this
-sentimental regret will be followed by an acute sense of loss.
-
-If he is going up to the university or to some remunerative and
-interesting employment, it is probable that he will forget school
-altogether in the fascination of a new life. If, however, he is destined
-for some dull unromantic post in the city, the thought of school will
-for a long time wake in him a deep, hopeless nostalgia. He will bring no
-enthusiasm to his work, and, as he sits at his high desk, balancing
-ledgers, computing insurance policies, adjusting income-tax returns, he
-will compare the monotony of his routine with the coloured movement and
-variety of school. As he walks to his office he will remind himself that
-at this moment the morning chapel is just ending. The school will be
-pouring across the courts. If he were there he would be walking arm in
-arm with some friend of his to the class-room, stopping on the way some
-intelligent friend to demand the elucidation of certain tiresome
-theorems. As he returns to the office after lunch he will say to
-himself: 'If I were there now I should be changing for football. I
-should have before me the prospect of a hard game and a bath afterwards,
-and a long, lazy evening in front of the games study fire.' And, at the
-end of the day, on his return to his home or diggings, he is lonely with
-the recollection of how often at such a time he has sat in the
-class-room waiting impatiently for the clock to strike, waiting for the
-moment of freedom when he can gather his books under his arm and rush
-back to the house to tea, to the four delightful hours of friendship and
-discussion that lie in that enchanted period between lock-up and lights
-out. School life never means so much to a boy as it does during his few
-months after he has left it. For he sees it transfigured in his
-imagination; he remembers nothing of the tiresome demands of routine,
-nothing of the friction between boys and masters, nothing of the long
-boring hours in form when he watched the patch of sunlight drift across
-the wall, nothing of the anxieties, the annoyances, the restrictions of
-a cloistered life. He sees it purged of the accidental, a city of his
-own fashioning.
-
-It does not last, of course, this intense nostalgia. No young man can
-live for very long in the past. New interests come to him, he finds new
-fields for his ambition. He makes friends in his office. He joins a
-tennis club, he takes dancing lessons. He sets out in search of life. He
-ceases, at every vacant moment of the day, to compute what he would be
-doing were he at school instead of at an office. He thinks of the
-innings he intends to play next Saturday: his eyes pick out on the
-carpet an imaginary spot ten feet away from him, and he considers what
-shot he would play to a ball that pitched on it; he also perhaps wonders
-what exactly that charming lady with whom he had danced the night
-before, had meant when she had said, with a peculiar inflection in her
-voice: 'You're growing up.'
-
-His correspondence with his old friends becomes spasmodic. He no longer
-writes to his house master once a month. The arrival of a letter with
-the school crest on it ceases to excite him as it did. The school
-magazine becomes full of names that are meaningless to him. He notes
-with disgust that Baxter, in his day a miserable little squirt, has got
-into the Eleven; and that that goggle-eyed ass, Barton, is head of the
-school. He asks himself at Christmas whether it is worth his while to
-renew his subscription, and decides that it is not. From time to time he
-reads in _The Sportsman_ of the feats of his school Fifteen, and
-remarks without enthusiasm that 'Fernhurst must be pretty strong this
-year.' His school life has dropped from him as a coat that he has
-outgrown. It belongs to the past, and he is living in the future. School
-will not mean much to him for another twenty years, till the time comes,
-that is to say, when he will have to send his son to school.
-
-Then will he recover his youth, and live again his school days in his
-son, only more intensely, because he will be living them in his
-imagination. In the achievements of his son he will recognise the ghost
-of his old ambitions. His son's career will be more personal to him than
-his own. He will take more pleasure in his son's successes than the boy
-will himself. Indeed a great deal of a boy's pleasure in his success
-lies in his appreciation of the happiness that it will bring to his
-father. At no time in their lives do father and son come so close to one
-another as during these years. And it is at first sight surprising that
-this intimacy should not produce that common ground on which
-difficulties may be openly discussed and quarrels healed. For in spite
-of this intimacy, the relations between father and son are very often
-superficial.
-
-This statement may appear self-contradictory, but a little examination
-will show that this is not so. We do not necessarily confide in the
-people we love best. Let any man think of his friends and acquaintances,
-and he may be surprised to discover that he knows a great deal more
-about his acquaintances than his friends. I do not lay it down as a
-fact that he will make this discovery. I merely say that he may make it;
-certainly a great many will.
-
-At school, where one has a vast number of acquaintances and a few
-friends, I used to wonder sometimes how best one could draw the dividing
-line between a friend and an acquaintance. And I decided that the
-difference lay in silence, that with a friend one could be silent,
-whereas with an acquaintance one could not. If a friend walked into
-one's study when one was busy, one smiled and went on with one's work;
-the friend picked up a book and read. But if an acquaintance came in,
-one immediately stopped what one was doing; one felt that silence would
-become embarrassing.
-
-In the same way one does not, in the company of a real friend, feel the
-need of personal confidences. One likes being with him. That is enough.
-One sits over a fire and talks spasmodically, with long silences
-drifting into the conversation. But with a person of whom one is not
-particularly fond, such desultory conversation is not adequate. An
-acquaintance is not, in himself, sufficiently interesting--he is
-interesting in what he has done, or is doing. The need for confidences
-is essential. And so it is that most of us have acquaintances to whom we
-recount all our discreditable exploits, our romances, our financial
-enterprises, with whom we seem, in fact, remarkably intimate, but whose
-absence, were they to pass out of our lives, we should not greatly
-regret. The man who knows most about us very often matters least to us.
-This is not a generalisation. One cannot generalise about an abstraction
-like friendship, that has a different meaning and a different message
-for every individual man. But such relationships are a common
-experience; they are the more common in the degree that their subjects
-are the more reserved. And there is no more reserved class than that of
-past and present public school boys.
-
-This is, at any rate, the only explanation that I can find for the
-superficial relations between son and father that are spread over so
-deep a trust and intimacy. They accept without appreciating this
-superficiality. The father comes down at half term, and he goes for a
-walk arm in arm with his son, along the slopes. They discuss home
-affairs and the external activities of school: football shop, cricket
-shop, house politics. They rarely touch on the boy's inner life; the
-father can only guess at what his boy is doing and thinking. Underneath
-their love for each other they are strangers.
-
-On the important issues of school life they are both driven to accept
-the verdict of the house master or head master. And he, although he is
-working in the dark on both sides of him, is their only intermediary.
-
-But the relationships between parents and children are too intricate for
-so short a book as this. Indeed, I doubt whether it is possible ever to
-tackle satisfactorily a subject, the nature of which alters with every
-individual case. One would be lost at once in a labyrinth of
-generalisations and exceptions; Lytton Strachey made no attempt to write
-a history of the Victorian era. He selected and analysed a few
-specimens; that is, I believe, the only way in which to deal with the
-complex subject of parenthood. And it can only be thus dealt with by the
-story-teller, by the man who says: 'I care nothing for general
-principles. But this is how things went for one family.' In a general
-study such as this, it is quite impossible to dogmatise from individual
-cases. But I would submit this facet of the relationship between father
-and son as an important one in the study of school society. It throws
-the need for co-operation almost entirely on the schoolmaster. It makes
-his responsibility greater than he knows.
-
-Now there are three types of men to whom the scholastic profession makes
-its chief appeal. There is the brilliant scholar, the man with the
-double first, who will turn out to be either completely incompetent, or
-will become a head master. There is the athlete who takes a third, or at
-best a second in mods, and on the strength of a blue, returns as games
-master to his old school. Lastly, there is the idealist, the man who
-regards teaching as a calling and not a trade, the man who may be either
-an impossible crank or, in his own line, a genius.
-
-The first class of master plays, on the whole, a small part in the
-politics of school life. If he is incompetent he is ragged in form and
-his opinion carries no weight in the common room. If he is successful,
-he is a bird of passage, on his way to some rich head-mastership. He may
-become a house master for a while, but he is always looking beyond his
-immediate surroundings. He is ambitious. He does not regard one school
-as his compass. Always he is just outside the drama.
-
-The second class, however, forms the backbone of tradition. The old boy
-comes back to his old school with an intense loyalty and with the
-intention of staying there for the rest of his life. His ambition is to
-have the best house in the best school in the best county. He is usually
-a very fine fellow indeed, but he represents eternally the spirit of
-reaction. He lives in the standards of his youth. He has had no
-opportunity of testing those standards in another environment. His whole
-life has moved within the circle of one school.
-
-He imbibed as a boy the public school spirit, and he did not outgrow
-that spirit at the university--hardly a proof of mental elasticity. He
-has no sense of progress or of change in the world for which he is
-training the young. As things have been, so shall they be. The old boy
-turned house master is the most powerful force in the common room. He is
-the chief obstacle that the enthusiast has to face.
-
-With regard to the enthusiast, one is tempted to put an asterisk against
-the heading and a footnote, '_Vide_ the novels of S. P. B. Mais
-_passim_,' and leave it at that. For Mr. Mais knows more about the
-reception of this type of master than any other man in the kingdom. He
-has himself a genius for teaching. I cannot imagine a better English
-master. He inspires enthusiasm in the confirmed slacker. He is an
-invaluable asset to any staff, and yet nearly everywhere he has been met
-by opposition. His own story, as set forth in _A Schoolmaster's Diary_,
-is typical of the young movement. Only there is this difference, that,
-whereas Mr. Mais has never yielded to the reactionary influences, the
-majority of young masters conform to the custom of the country. Their
-position is extremely difficult.
-
-They leave Oxford with high ambitions. They have dissected and analysed
-the system, they have discovered the vital spot; they are eager to put
-their reforms into action. They have wonderful schemes for inspiring
-boys with a love of the beautiful, with an interest in politics and
-life. They are prepared to be ruthless in their battle; they will
-neither ask nor give quarter. They will not be fettered to the
-reactionary indolence of the intolerant and the effete. They have a
-mission and a purpose. They bring a sword. They arrive at school with a
-quenchless ardour.
-
-Like the small boy home for the holidays, they want to do everything on
-the first day. Before they have had time to look round they are
-suggesting schemes for founding literary and dramatic circles: they want
-to open a political debating society where there shall be files of _The
-Nation_ and _The Daily News_. They start a mile race at the speed of a
-hundred yards and find themselves alone in the void. Every one else is
-going at a very leisurely pace. There is no need for hurry. Their whole
-life is before them. The school has been in existence a very long while.
-It is moving in its own time to its duly appointed ends. The young
-enthusiast grows impatient: like most intense people he is tactless and
-makes mistakes. He ignores his colleagues, or interferes with their
-arrangements. He creates an atmosphere of opposition. This is, of
-course, what he has anticipated. The fight, he feels, is going to begin.
-But the nature of the fight is very different from what he had expected.
-
-It is not waged with the intolerant and the effete, but with men whom he
-cannot help admiring. He cannot make himself hate his enemies. The old
-boy house master, it cannot be too often repeated, is a very fine
-fellow. And his point of view is reasonable. He has given his youth, his
-energy, his ambition to his school. He has cared for nothing else. He
-has allowed many of the good things of life to pass him because of this
-unwavering devotion, and it is natural that he should resent the
-intrusion of a young fellow who has not had time to learn to love the
-school, but who wants to overturn the most cherished privileges.
-
-And his methods are so impeccably direct and honest. He does not go
-behind the young man's back to the head master. He has the young man
-into his study for a chat; he looks him straight in the face. He says:
-'Come now, we've got to have this out.' And the young man finds it so
-desperately hard not to admire him. He endeavours to open a discussion:
-he states his case. For a moment he seems to forget the personal issue
-in the case. Confidence comes back to him. He develops his argument, and
-then, just when he feels that his grip is closing on the contest, he is
-beaten by that disarming sentimentality which is the most powerful of
-all the old boy's weapons.
-
-'My dear fellow,' he will say, 'you have your point of view and I have
-mine. We are both in our own ways working for the good of the school;
-why must we quarrel? We are fighting the same fight. But we can do
-nothing unless we stand together. I've given my whole life to the cause;
-you are just beginning.'
-
-The acceptance of this offer of friendship and co-operation means
-defeat. The young man knows it. But it is so hard to refuse. The rebel
-in any sphere of life has no harder task than the cutting adrift from
-his own caste and the subsequent alliance with men of different
-upbringing and different standards. He sees, on the one hand, a vast
-number of noble, if bigoted men, men whom he can trust and admire. And,
-on the other side, as a setting for the few idealists in whose
-principles he believes, the arrayed forces of envy, greed, and malice.
-The temptation to cling to what he knows and what secretly he admires
-is too great. Most of the young enthusiasts give way soon. They join the
-forces of reaction.
-
-And those that stand out are inevitably broken. What chance have they
-after all? The modern intellectual is something of a negativist. His
-tolerance is composed of indifference and uncertainty. He sees life in
-the words of Jurgen as a 'wasteful and inequitable process,' and does
-not discern clearly how to alter it. His philosophy is a series of
-disappointments. He is bound to go down before a bigotry that is certain
-of itself. The forces of reaction are so powerfully entrenched. The old
-boy house master knows exactly what he wants and how he proposes to get
-it. He advances down a straight road. His enemies pause and wonder and
-question themselves.
-
-The bigot usually makes the best administrator. He is not worried by
-abstractions. He is certain of his ends and can devote all his attention
-to the means. The tolerant head master, the man who sees both points of
-view, is overcome in the end by preponderating faith and sincerity of
-reaction. The new man is invariably subjugated, or else is made to go.
-No head master would be anxious to take his side.
-
-The games master type is intensely popular with parents and old boys. He
-represents for them the public school spirit. He is a fixed, immutable
-principle in which they can place their trust. They would be intensely
-worried were they to learn that the head master had taken the side of a
-new man against their old friend. The subject would be discussed in the
-clubs: 'There's trouble brewing at Fernhurst,' they would say. 'This new
-head master is a liberal. He's quarrelling with old Aiken. I don't like
-the look of it.' And the position of the school would be shaken. Parents
-would send their sons elsewhere. The numbers would drop. Unpleasant
-questions would be put to the head master at the next meeting of the
-governors. It is the old trouble of the merchant and his goods. Parents
-have to be placated. They have been assured that 'all is for the best in
-the best of all possible schools'; and, when they hear rumours of
-dissension they naturally imagine that something must be wrong with that
-particular school. It is not so everywhere. They remind the head master
-of his own official utterances. And it is not easy after prophesying
-smooth things to satisfy the complaints of those who find them hard.
-
-A head master has to reach his ends through infinite tact and patience
-and through a long series of compromises. He has to be something of an
-opportunist. He has to give reasons other than the true ones for what he
-does. He has to promote progress secretly, while he advocates
-conservatism. And it is hard to remain true to oneself while playing the
-Jekyll and Hyde game. Motives become involved; there is too much
-diplomacy, and the forces of reaction, whatever else they be, are
-distinctly honest. Certainly he cannot allow the clumsy enthusiasm of a
-young man to complicate his vexed existence. And the young man has
-either to break or bend. Usually he bends. He has, after all, to
-consider his own career. He compromises with himself. He manages to
-persuade himself that he is not really yielding, but that he is adopting
-different tactics, attacking the enemy from another side. He decides to
-do his work of reform quietly, without ostentation. Other people can do
-their own way if they like.
-
-That compromise is the start of a long process of self-deception. When
-he becomes a house master it will be so simple to put off parents with
-excuses. He will be able to justify himself, to say: 'These are stupid
-folk. They will worry me if I encourage them. I have my work to do. I
-must pacify them and get on with it.' And so the circle completes
-itself. The young man who sets out to reform school life, who brought to
-the task a fine, untried energy, ends in evasion, compromise and
-self-deception. Boys, parents, and masters are working at cross
-purposes.
-
-There are certainly a large number of entries on the debit side of the
-ledger. It remains to be decided what hand has written these entries and
-whether it is possible to erase them. To a large extent they are due to
-four things: the moral issue; the cult of athleticism, which is regarded
-as an antidote to immorality; the conspiracy of silence that exists
-between parents and boys and masters, and the long period a boy spends
-at school--the six years that separate so unduly the junior from the
-senior, that accentuate the blood system, that erect a wall shutting out
-the world at large. School life is too much of a walled garden, too much
-of a world in itself. It has remained monastic, it has not established
-contact with the movements of the hour.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XII
-
-SOME SUGGESTIONS: THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO MORALS
-
-
-The ardent idealists with their thousand pretty schemes for the
-regeneration of mankind, find no difficulty in allotting a few panaceas
-to the Public School. We hear of the 'new world' and of the 'new
-spirit,' and there is glib talk about the phoenix and the ashes. A few
-laws have to be passed, a few peasants educated and there will be an end
-of competition. 'The strong will support the weak, the clever work
-unselfishly for the general good. Wealth and intellect will be placed at
-the service of the state. The relations of the sexes will be ordered by
-eugenics.'
-
-It is all very jolly, and unless to-day one subscribes unfalteringly to
-this belief in a new world, one is called a reactionary and a
-materialist. The millennium, we are told, is round the corner. The
-finest intellects of thirty centuries may have failed to find it, but
-the farm labourer has only to spend a few half-hours with an English
-grammar to discover it at his feet. It must be very nice to believe all
-that, to be able to comfort oneself in dark moments with the assurance
-that for one's children's children life will be a happy hunting ground.
-It must be a drug more potent than laudanum, more sweet than hashish.
-But it is of small avail in the dust and traffic of humanity. In the
-case of the Public Schools we shall do well to examine what is at hand
-and prescribe what cures we may, without the indulgence of distant
-speculation.
-
-The four main objects of criticism, then, are the moral question, the
-evil of athleticism, the false scale of values that is inculcated at a
-Public School, and the subsequent conspiracy of silence. On the moral
-question the advanced idealists have talked more and to less purpose
-than on any other phase of school life. They have written of the
-discovery of the soul, of the unfolding of the flower. They have
-maintained that through art and literature the boy's emotional nature
-will be directed to a higher, a nobler conception of life. The
-psycho-analyst speaks of 'sublimation,' and they have fastened on to
-this cliche. Was not this what they had been saying so long, in other
-words--the sublimation of the sexual impulse?
-
-Now, in the case of a celibate priest or a maiden lady it is, no doubt,
-highly desirable and perhaps possible to sublimate an impulse which has
-been and in all probability will be, denied natural satisfaction. But it
-is a pretty hopeless job to sublimate an impulse that has every hope and
-prospect of complete, direct, and natural realisation; and that is the
-task that the advocates of flowers and poetry and the dawn have set
-themselves. If we are to change the moral tone of a Public School we
-shall have to find either an alternative system, or we shall have to
-modify in some way the existing system.
-
-Two alternatives are offered: co-education and the day school. In
-neither case should immorality be general or serious, and the number of
-romantic friendships correspondingly slight. It seems hardly possible
-that a normal healthy boy would be attracted by a smaller boy when, at a
-school like Bedales, he would be constantly in the company of young and
-charming scholars. And though the day boarder lives for the greater part
-of his day in a monastic society, he spends the majority of his spare
-time outside it. And during the week-ends he has full opportunity to
-continue any romance on which he may have embarked during the previous
-holidays. Although it is only possible for me to speak here from
-second-hand information, it can be assumed, I think, that at the
-co-educational and day school the moral question must sink to
-comparative unimportance. It has to be considered, however, whether this
-relegation compensates for the consequent disadvantages.
-
-Co-education is, of course, a new game, and it is difficult to write of
-it with confidence. At a lecture that I gave about three years ago, a
-young woman rose from the back of the hall and asked 'what Mr. Waugh
-thought about co-education?' I had, as a matter of fact, thought about
-it very little, but I felt that I could hardly confess as much. I said,
-therefore, something about 'co-education being excellent for delicate
-and sensitive boys who would find Public Schools too rough for them.'
-The young woman then indignantly demanded what the girls had done to
-deserve the companionship of only delicate and sensitive boys. It was an
-unanswerable protest, but having since then thought the matter over more
-carefully, I believe that, if the same question were put to me to-day I
-should make the same reply. It may be that such a reply would be based
-only on prejudice and a preconceived idea. But, after all, the evil that
-one knows is better than the evil that one does not know. And who would
-wish away his school days.
-
-If you were to ask a small boy of thirteen whether he would prefer to go
-to Uppingham or Bedales, he would promptly reply 'Uppingham.' If, two
-years later, you were to say to him: 'Would you rather have gone to
-Bedales than Uppingham?' he would reply: 'Lord, no.' If at the end of
-his last term, when it was all over, you were to ask him whether he
-regretted his choice, he would say: 'Good God, no!' And, twenty years
-afterwards, when the time had come for him to decide where he should
-send his son, were you to ask him yet again: 'Bedales or Uppingham?' he
-would reply without hesitation, 'Uppingham.'
-
-Why, after all, should he depart from an old allegiance. He knows
-nothing of Bedales, nothing of the troubles and adversities that his son
-will have to face there. He will be unable to help him, he will be
-denied that greatest privilege of fatherhood, the unquestioning trust
-of the son who knows that his father has trod every inch of the way
-before him. Father and son rarely come so close to one another as they
-do during those five years at a Public School. They are living
-practically the same life; the father finds his lost youth in the son.
-Is it likely that he will abandon such a certainty for a supposed and
-uncertain good. The public school system was formed round certain
-distinct traits in the British character. It is the expression of the
-national temperament. Nearly every one is happy at a Public School. It
-is the manner of life that we enjoy, that is in sympathy with our tastes
-and customs. The reformers may say what they will. You cannot turn a dog
-from the food it loves. This attitude to co-education may be illogical,
-it may be prejudiced, it may be reactionary--I do not know. One can only
-restate the fact that we are content to be old-fashioned people.
-
-The case of the day school cannot be so summarily dismissed. At a first
-sight indeed it appears to possess all the advantages and none of the
-disadvantages of a Public School. A boy acquires _esprit de corps_, but
-is saved from wild partisanship. He strengthens the qualities of courage
-and independence as fully as he would at a Public School, and the home
-influence is maintained. His moral lapses, if any, are likely to be
-occasioned by the attractions of the other sex. My friend, Mr. Oscar
-Browning, has indeed often assured me that the day school is the only
-possible solution of the difficulty, and in a symposium on the English
-Public Schools he wrote that 'House rivalries and the overwhelming
-importance of house matches cannot exist in day schools where boys live
-with their families, nor is school life likely to be so communal.' Many
-other educational authorities, whose testimony one must respect, have
-expressed their faith in day schools. Certainly the claim of the day
-school must be carefully examined. And it is with diffidence that I
-approach the task.
-
-At most boarding schools the day boy is looked down upon. For some
-obscure reason the day boy always seems to be inferior to the boarder.
-He is rarely prominent in games or work. One ceases, indeed, to regard
-him as a member of the school. He comes into form, he writes his prose,
-he attends corp parade, he plays his games. But, at six o'clock, when
-the bell rings for tea and the intimate life of the day begins, he
-collects his books and hurries across the courts and passes into another
-life.
-
-The period between lock-up and lights out is in retrospect the most
-charming part of the day. The troubles of the day are over. Lessons have
-to be prepared in prep., but they will not be heard till the next
-morning. Time enough to worry about that after breakfast. It is after
-tea that one packs twelve people into a study measuring eight feet by
-four and discusses the prospects of the house in the Two Cock, the
-'latest case,' and Evans's chance of getting into the Fifteen. Prep. is
-but a pause in the discussions of these momentous trivialities. After
-prayers there is an hour in which to brew coffee and renew the
-endlessly attractive conversation. These are the times of friendship and
-good feeling, and they are lost to the day boarder. Like the new boy, he
-is outside the life of the school. He moves in a different environment;
-he has different interests, he cannot enter into the eager loyalties and
-aversions of house politics. In a school such as Clifton, where there
-are a large number of day boys, the position is, of course, different.
-The day boy there occupies a definite social status. Instead of being
-attached to a house for games, he is grouped into that sector of the
-town in which he happens to live. His friends are leading much the same
-life as he is. But it can scarcely be denied that the day boarder loses
-a great deal of the charm of a communal life.
-
-What does he gain to compensate for that loss?
-
-He is protected to a large extent from the moral lapses peculiar to a
-Public School. He will develop through normal channels. Though, as he
-will in chapel and in his school listen to addresses that are based on
-the accepted official attitude, it is a little doubtful whether he will
-find himself in this respect much more satisfactorily educated than the
-boarder. At any rate he should be saved the disquieting experiences of a
-romantic friendship, and he will be less of a slave to the partisanship
-and house feeling. But does he gain anything else?
-
-We hear a great deal about the value of home influence, but what does
-home mean for the day boy? He rushes home at the end of the day, has
-his tea, and then settles down to prepare his lessons. By the time he
-has finished them it is time for him to go to bed. He has had little
-opportunity for talking either to his father or his mother. In the
-morning he has only time to rush his breakfast and hurry off to school.
-It must be remembered also that the parents who send their sons to day
-schools are usually not particularly well off. It is one thing to come
-home at the end of a hard day to the quiet seclusion of a warm and cosy
-study where everything will be quiet and undisturbed. It is another
-thing to come back to a house that is making strenuous efforts to get
-things straight before the master of the house returns. Middle-aged
-business men expect to find things made snug for them; they do not want
-schoolboys kicking about the place at the end of the day.
-
-Nothing is more uncomfortable than breakfast in the average suburban
-family. There is the flutter over the post, the opening and shutting of
-the paper, the constant glances at the clock. There is a banging of
-doors, and running up of stairs, and the shouting over banisters. A sigh
-of relief is heard when the front door closes behind the wage-earner.
-
-In a large, well-run house the domestic machinery moves so smoothly that
-it is unnoticed. In a small suburban villa these moments of arrival and
-departure provide constant friction, and it is from the small suburban
-villa that the majority of day boarders are recruited.
-
-In consequence the day boy starts his day's work at a disadvantage. It
-is like playing a cricket match on an opponent's ground. One arrives a
-little jaded. The boarder is on the spot. He has twenty-five minutes'
-leisure between chapel and breakfast. It is possible, of course, that he
-will pass these twenty-five minutes in a feverish attempt to prepare the
-'con' for which he had been allotted an hour on the time-table of the
-previous night. But that is his own fault. He has every chance of
-starting the day fresh.
-
-I cannot think that the rush of getting off in the morning and the
-journey to school can be good for a boy of fifteen. It is a strain for a
-full-grown man. That twenty minutes' jolt in tubes and lifts is
-exhausting. No one arrives at the office perfectly fresh. By the time
-one gets back at night one is really tired. The tube journey at the end
-of a hard day completes one's weariness. And on top of that weariness
-the day boarder has to do an hour and a half's preparation. It is not
-the ideal setting for successful work.
-
-The day boy is also leading two lives at the same time. He cannot shut
-them away in watertight compartments. They overlap. It is, no doubt, for
-the business man a great privilege and a great relief to be able to
-return at the end of the day to a quiet evening in his wife's company.
-But then he has not got to work at home, and work implies friction. The
-worker wants an absence of outside influences. He wants the company of
-quiet folk who make no particular demands on his energy and patience,
-with whom his relations are superficial and for whom he does not
-particularly care.
-
-Many writers make a failure of marriage because they put their study too
-near their nursery. The imaginative worker wants to be alone, not only
-while he is working, but for an hour before he starts working and for an
-hour after he has finished working. In many ways the army is the ideal
-career for a writer. He can do his two hours' writing after tea, have
-his bath and change, and go down to the ante-room, where he can read his
-paper quietly and chat superficially with people who make no demands on
-him. Wherever there is an intimate relationship there is friction. The
-proper adjustment of his work to his personal life is the most delicate
-task a man has to tackle. It is beyond the compass of a small boy. For
-the very reason that a boy loves his parents there will be friction; a
-strain will be placed, that is to say, upon his energy and patience. The
-boarder has fewer worries and, in consequence, is happier than the day
-boy.
-
-The advocates of 'home influence' must also remember that the day boy
-takes his home for granted. We cannot appreciate the value of anything
-till we have either lost it, or become separated from it. Home means a
-great deal to the boarder. Holidays mark for him a complete change of
-life, to the day boy holidays mean little save the pleasurable cessation
-of certain irksome duties. He can stay in bed longer in the morning, he
-has not got to hurry his breakfast, a free day lies in front of him. He
-will not have to waste his time over Latin Prose and Thucydides. During
-the term-time he has, except during week-ends, very few opportunities of
-intimate conversation with his parents, and because he has come to
-regard their presence as a natural environment he does not, during the
-holidays, make, as the boarder does, special efforts to see as much of
-them as possible. The influence of a place need be no more effective
-because one happens to live in it than the influence of a person because
-one happens to be in his, or her, company. It depends on the value set
-on the place or person. The boarder values his home more highly than the
-day boy. The influence of home is more likely to be felt by him than by
-the day boy. Letters from home are an event in the boarder's life. They
-mean more than a walk on Sunday morning, and the hours are counted to
-the half-term visit.
-
-The day boy also comes far less into contact with masters than the
-boarder does. Indeed the head master of a school can only have a
-superficial knowledge of the boys that are entrusted to him. He sees
-them in the form room and on the cricket field. But he does not watch
-the development of the boy's character through his reactions towards and
-away from the intrigues, romances, and jealousies of house politics.
-There is no constant theme, only a few uncertain _motifs_. The head
-master has not sufficient material upon which to work. The discovery of
-so many clues is denied to him. Every boy at some time or other must
-pause and wonder how much his head master really knows about him. It is
-a subject, for most of us, of disquieting conjecture. But the day boy
-can dismiss it with an easy conscience. School for him is a place in
-which he works and plays, but does not live. Indeed he is a child of no
-man's land, passing between two countries, a true citizen of neither.
-
-There are those who say that parents are the only people who understand
-their children, and will maintain that it is criminal to take young boys
-away from their parents at an impressionable age and place them in
-charge of schoolmasters who can know nothing about them. But parents
-are, as a matter of fact, as likely to make mistakes as any one else.
-
-We find in anything what we bring to it. And parents expecting their
-sons to be brave, truthful, obedient, clever, find them so. An outside
-opinion is of extreme value, and a house master or a head master is the
-ideal person to give it. When a house master and a father meet on equal
-grounds and discuss the son's welfare honestly, the auspices could
-hardly be more fortunate. They so rarely meet, because parents and
-schoolmasters do not trust each other, because they have adopted the
-false position of buyer and seller; the combination remains, however,
-none the less ideal.
-
-I do not myself see what advantages the day school possesses over the
-boarding school, save those that are concerned with a particular facet
-of morality, and beyond the weakening of a partisanship that is inclined
-to put a boy in blinkers. There are some very fine day schools in the
-country, but the day school, especially of recent years, has tended to
-become an alternative for parents with large families who cannot afford
-to send their sons to expensive boarding schools. And, after all, the
-suggestion that day schools should be generally substituted for boarding
-schools is obviously impracticable.
-
-Many of the finest Public Schools are situated in remote parts of the
-country, others in small towns that were once honoured with a monastery.
-How are these venerable institutions to be converted into day schools. A
-few retired colonels might possibly form a colony in Shoreham and send
-their sons to Lancing. A convenient train would take them to Brighton,
-where they might walk on the promenade and recall the reckless
-adventures of their youth. But civilisation draws us to big towns for
-our livelihood. However much the stockbroker might wish to send his son
-as a day boarder to Shrewsbury, he would find it quite impossible to do
-so. The town of Shrewsbury would provide no scope for his activities. He
-could not possibly settle there. A scheme that would involve the
-complete alteration of the public school system can only be called a
-revolution. A reformer has to work on his existing material. He cannot
-say--wash it out and start again. He cannot put back the clock.
-
-Mr. Oscar Browning has said that when he went to Eton in 1851 only five
-schools could lay claim to the dignity of being called a Public School.
-There must be at least fifty first-class Public Schools to-day; they are
-nearly all boarding schools, and every few years a comparatively unknown
-school proves itself a worthy competitor to older foundations. It is not
-the slightest use to say, even if we believed it, that day schools are
-better than boarding schools and leave the matter there. A politician
-might with equal ability draw up an elaborate defence of the feudal
-system. It may very well be that we should be all more happy if we could
-reconstruct society on a feudal basis: we might just as well express a
-belief that our efficiency would be increased were a kindly providence
-to dower us with wings. It may be, though I doubt it, that the advocates
-of the day school are in the right, that under such a system of
-education immorality and the blood system would pass. But it is for us
-to discover some method by which the existing system may be so modified
-as to produce of itself the required change.
-
-Now it is very tempting for a controversialist, when he has completed
-the arraignment of his enemies, to slip hastily over the policy he
-himself proposes to adopt. I wonder how many letters have been addressed
-to the press during the last seven years in which the writer, having
-stated in strong terms the calamities to which a certain line of thought
-or policy has reduced the country, has demanded in a final paragraph
-that 'something should be done before it is too late.' He suggests
-perhaps a 'change of spirit.'
-
-It is a good weapon that 'change of spirit.' We can all of us, when
-occasion demands, indulge in spirited invective; we can all detect
-numberless flaws and inequalities in the existing social system. Why,
-for instance, does our income run to three instead of to four figures.
-Why are we paying away a third of that small sum in income-tax? The flow
-of indignation is swift, and by the time we have written our 950 words,
-it is not hard to devote the remaining '50' to a general appeal for
-'some one to do something before it is too late.' Every contributor to
-the press has saved his argument like that some time or another. And, in
-the case of Public Schools, the trouble is that we can do little save
-repeat the parrot cry of 'a change of spirit.' For it is 'a change of
-spirit' more than anything else that is needed.
-
-We are kept wondering, however, how that change is to be effected. S. P.
-B. Mais used to say that 'Literature would save us.' But literature is
-only a part of life, one channel of self-expression, and in the case of
-Mr. Mais one is troubled by the knowledge that he, himself, is in many
-ways the ideal schoolmaster. He has a genius for teaching. He happens to
-have taught literature and mathematics, and because he taught them so
-successfully he has imagined that they are the panacea. He is too modest
-to realise any subject that he taught would have assumed the qualities
-of a panacea, that it was he and not his subject that was important. He
-could rouse his form, if he wished, to a high pitch of enthusiasm by a
-lecture on the properties of Cherry Boot Polish. But 'he is alone, the
-Arabian Bird.'
-
-Martin Browne suggests religion. And, no doubt, for the truly religious
-boy many of the difficulties of school life would be smoothed out.
-Unfortunately, however, religion plays, and will play, a small part in a
-boy's life at school. A boy has been told to believe certain things by
-his parents, and he has accepted these beliefs unquestioningly and
-without enthusiasm. They have not been tested by experience. They are
-not real to him. Religion, in its truest form, rises out of the conflict
-of a man's life. Faith is subconscious thought. I do not think you can
-expect the average small boy to be deeply influenced by religion. His
-religion, if he has one, is an unswerving devotion to his house and
-school. He would be ready to sacrifice himself for what he considered to
-be the school's service.
-
-Forty years ago a captain of my old house died after a kick on the head
-received in the Three Cock, the big house match of the year. The brass
-on the chapel wall which is dedicated to his memory,--
-
-
- 'Te duce, care Puer, pueri cum lusimus olim
- Optimus in cursu quem sequeremur eras
- Caelestem exacto tetigisti limite metam;
- Fratribus ab, fratrem detur ad astra sequi.'
-
-
-appealed far more to our imagination than the story of early martyrs.
-Action rather than contemplation is the essence of school life.
-
-I am aware that many will disagree with this assertion. Both Martin
-Browne and Jack Hood made in their books a great point of religious
-teaching and early confirmation, but I cannot help feeling that in this
-respect they are exceptional; certainly if they had not been exceptional
-they would not have written books; religion has meant a lot to them, and
-they feel that it should do the same for others. It is a mistake we all
-make in our different spheres. The poet thinks he will reform the world
-by placing the poems of Shelley in the hands of trade union officials;
-and the small craftsman sees life redeemed by hand weaving and hand
-pottery. We all think that the prop that has supported us will support
-others. It is part of our egotism. For the many, to whom faith is not
-intuitive, religion needs a solid foundation of experience.
-
-A change of spirit requires a change of setting, and I am inclined to
-think that this would be provided were boys to leave school at seventeen
-instead of nineteen.
-
-It would not, perhaps, from the point of view of the moral question,
-cause a very great diminution in the actual immorality between boys of
-the same age and the same social position. But it certainly would
-improve matters. As things are at present, the boy of fifteen and a
-half occupies a pleasantly irresponsible position. He has left behind
-him the anxieties of the day room, and the responsibilities of seniority
-are still far distant. His peccadilloes are not taken seriously. He can
-rag in form and smash windows in the studies without prejudice to his
-future. He has imbibed the example of Prince Hal. For a while he may
-rollick with Falstaff at the Boar's Head. Time enough to settle down
-when the privileges of power draw nearer him. For a good year and a half
-he may make merry.
-
-The lowering of the age limit would telescope events; it would reduce
-the period of revelry to a couple of months. No sooner would a boy have
-ceased to be a fag than he would be under the eye of authority as a
-candidate for responsibility. A display of rhodomontade would prejudice
-his future. He would play for safety; and such considerations would
-certainly place a check on his moral lapses. He would think twice. If he
-was discovered he would have no time to recover his position by
-subsequent good behaviour. He would be passed over in the struggle for
-promotion.
-
-To a certain extent the lowering of the age limit would prevent that
-type of immorality that takes place between boys of the same age and
-same position, but only to a certain extent. There always will be such
-misconduct in schools; it will never be possible to stamp it out
-entirely, but it is possible to overrate its seriousness. Certainly the
-romantic friendship is more important, and it is because of the
-romantic friendship that I advocate so strongly the lowering of the age
-limit.
-
-I have said that the romantic friendship is the natural growth of an
-unnatural system; but even a natural growth develops soon or late,
-according to the soil in which it is planted and the climate by which it
-is nourished. The presence of boys of 18 to 19, by their example, force
-this growth like a hot-house atmosphere. In a boy of eighteen the sexual
-impulse has become defined. He understands the implications of its
-symptoms. He is old enough to be married. But the boy of sixteen is not
-so sure of himself. In him the impulse is wavering and undetermined. He
-does not understand the nature of the emotions that are moving him. And
-he only comes to understand it through the example of elder boys. If a
-boy were told nothing of the existence of romantic friendships, of their
-technique, of the complicated moral code that allows this and denies
-that, if his curiosity were not continually quickened by stray
-references in sermons and addresses, I believe that he would not, at the
-age of seventeen, have realised that the friendship he felt for a
-smaller boy was essentially different from that which he was feeling for
-his contemporaries. It would be a deeper, an intenser friendship, but he
-would not see that it possessed a different nature. Why should he? The
-schoolboy has read _The Hill_. He expects every Verney to find a
-Desmond. So much has been written about the lasting friendships of
-school life. Every boy must have his 'special friend.' Why should he be
-any different from his fellows? There would be moments when he might
-wish to caress his friend, but he would immediately smother such a wish,
-feeling it to be foolish, girlish, unworthy of him. He would be too
-young, he would not have the intellectual independence to be able to say
-to himself: 'This is what I want. And what I want is natural to me. Damn
-anything else!' Shadowy imaginings would haunt his reveries, but they
-would never become defined in action.
-
-For a boy of eighteen it is different. His impulses are strong; he knows
-now exactly what he wants. And he is prepared to get what he wants. He
-knows that the emotions he feels for a small boy are of a different
-nature altogether from the friendship that he feels for his
-contemporaries, and the fact that there are boys in the school old
-enough to have defined these emotions, provides a hot-house atmosphere
-for the development of younger boys.
-
-To most people life comes at second hand. They learn from books,
-cinemas, and plays what are the appropriate emotions and the correct
-procedure for any given situation. The public school boy is no less
-conventional than his elders. He allows his inclinations to be directed
-into the accepted course. He is surprised, in the first place, by a
-delightful and unexpected emotion; but the surprise soon passes. He has
-formed just such another attachment as has been formed by practically
-every senior boy in his house. He exchanges confidences, he seeks the
-advice of some older boy, and follows the convention. If there were no
-senior boys, no example, and no convention, the first surprise of
-charmed bewilderment would endure. In the course of time it might very
-well be that out of that first romantic story would grow a deep, mutual,
-and lasting friendship. But such a development is hardly possible in an
-unnatural society where children and fully grown men are herded
-indiscriminately together.
-
-The example of elder boys, moreover, not only defines the nature of
-half-perceived emotions; it also forces emotions that would otherwise
-remain a long while in bud. There are many who consider it is the blood
-thing to have a _jeune ami_; that such a relationship is the privilege
-of a house colour. They want to be talked about. They have themselves
-spoken when juniors with bated breath of supposed 'cases.' They would
-like to be spoken of like that themselves, to feel themselves moving in
-an atmosphere of conjecture and intrigue, to gather an added sense of
-their own importance.
-
-Besides this itch, a natural one, to occupy the limelight by copying the
-customs of the great, there is the subtle influence of indirect example.
-In the same way that a boy who goes often to the theatre and the cinema
-and observes there the charming processes of love, begins to long for
-tenderness, and caresses, and endearments, so does the schoolboy who
-hears on all sides romantic confidences, find himself drawn into the
-glittering circle. This lure would at least be removed by the lowering
-of the age limit. That it would solve all the difficulties I would not
-for a moment maintain.
-
-We cannot imagine a world in which men and women will not desert or
-betray each other; in which husbands will remain faithful and the
-unmarried chaste. Why should we expect school life, which is the world
-in little, to be so startlingly different. Parents refuse to believe
-that their own children are mortal: 'These things,' they say, 'may
-happen to our neighbour's children. They do not happen to our own.' And
-schoolmasters are only too anxious to reassure them. Parents have such
-faith in their sons that they will believe in the most superficial
-testimonials. They are so anxious to be deceived.
-
-For this reason I believe that a mere statement of facts has value.
-There is much clamour to-day for reconstruction, and the
-controversialist who has not a cut and dried scheme for regenerating the
-world is looked on with disfavour. But on sex questions, which are after
-all intensely personal questions, which concern the individual in the
-first place and society in the second, only the superficial will
-dogmatise.
-
-I cannot do better than quote from Havelock Ellis's General Preface to
-_The Psychology of Sex_:--
-
-
- 'A resolve slowly grew up within me,' he writes, 'one main part of
- my life-work should be to make clear the problem of sex. That was
- more than twenty years ago. Since then I can honestly say that in
- all that I have done that resolve has never been far from my
- thoughts.... Now that I have, at length, reached the time for
- beginning to publish my results, these results scarcely seem to me
- large. As a youth I had hoped to settle problems for those that
- came after; now I am quietly content if I do little more than state
- them. For even that, I now think, is much. It is, at least, the
- half of knowledge. In this particular field the evil of ignorance
- is magnified by our efforts to suppress that which can never be
- suppressed, though in the effort of suppression it may become
- perverted.'
-
-
-If this is the conclusion at the end of his work and of his life, of
-perhaps the greatest living authority on sex, by what right does the
-amateur produce cheerful remedies.
-
-In the case of the Public School it is indeed something to state the
-problems. There is so much ignorance to dispel; the ignorance of
-mothers, the ignorance of fathers who have themselves not been to a
-Public School, the conspiracy of silence of boys, old boys and masters.
-Too much and, at the same time, too little, is made of immorality.
-Schoolmasters assure us that its appearance is occasional, but their
-attitude to it is that of a doctor who suspects that his patient is
-suffering from a malignant disease and watches all the time for signs of
-it to appear. The schoolmaster is always afraid lest he may be sitting
-on a volcano. He encourages the athletic cult as a preventative, in the
-belief that the boy who is keen on games will not wish to endanger his
-health, and that the boy who has played football all the afternoon and
-has boxed between tea and lock-up will be too tired to embark on any
-further adventures. It does not occur to him that the boy will be
-equally too tired to do his prep.
-
-Such encouragement of the athletic cult is a confession of failure. It
-is as though the master were to say: 'I know I cannot interest you in
-your work. I know that unless I look after you, you will land yourself
-in all manner of mischief. A man must have a god of sorts, therefore
-make unto yourself whatsoever manner of god you choose, and I will see
-that it receives a fitting reverence.'
-
-The public school code of honour, the majority of the standards, indeed,
-of school life are dependent on the athletic worship, and the athletic
-worship is in its turn largely dependent, not so much on the moral
-question, as on the official attitude to the moral question. Too much
-energy has been devoted to the damming of trickles, while on another
-side of the hill the main stream has passed into the valley, laying
-waste the plains.
-
-Greater honesty between boys, parents, and masters would undoubtedly
-achieve much. But more than a change of spirit is required. If no boy
-was allowed to stay on at school after the term in which he became
-seventeen years old, I believe that the moral question would, to a large
-extent, simplify itself.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII
-
-THE LEAVING AGE WITH REGARD TO ATHLETICS
-
-
-But it is not only on account of the moral question that I would
-advocate the lowering of the age limit. Such a reform would, I believe,
-make its influence felt on every side of school life. It would not
-alter, but it would modify certain conditions. The blood system would
-still exist, but less acutely. The gap between the junior and senior
-would be small. At present a man of nineteen who has been tried for his
-county eleven appears to the junior as a gorgeous giant. He and his
-friends live in a world apart, and they know it. A good three years
-separates him from the anxieties and indignities of the day room. No
-one, save his actual contemporaries, remember him as being anything but
-a blood. He is, and has been, a prince among mankind. He idles through
-his last two years, a very splendid, a very attractive figure; but, as
-we have already seen, his is hardly the ideal apprenticeship for life.
-
-If the leaving age were fixed at seventeen instead of nineteen, so proud
-a position would be unattainable. There would still be bloods, still
-elegant creatures to saunter across the courts, languidly arm in arm.
-But a certain refinement would be missing. The languor would be less
-certain of itself, it would seem to fear a sudden assault and a fierce
-shout of 'Jones, you young swine, what right have you to shove on side?'
-There is a difference between the blood of eighteen and the blood of
-sixteen. It is only four terms since the blood of sixteen was suffering
-the last exaction of the law. He remembers vividly being beaten for
-ragging in the dormitories; it is not so long since he was a fag. If we
-were suddenly transplanted on a magic carpet into the luxury of an
-Eastern court we should stand for some time in dazed bewilderment,
-marvelling at what had happened to us, wondering who were these comely
-Ethiopians that prostrated themselves before us. For quite five minutes
-we should lack the courage to give an order. The blood of sixteen feels
-like this; can he have achieved so swiftly his ambition? It is only
-yesterday that he was trembling in the presence of the great. By the
-time he has recovered from his bewilderment and is preparing to exert
-his authority his year of office is at an end.
-
-Not only, moreover, is the sixteen year old blood unable to hold so
-exalted an opinion of his own importance, but his immediate juniors
-refuse to recognise him as the gilded figure of romance. The men on the
-Fifth Form table remember when the head of the house helped them to
-wreck Bennett's study. They cannot feel him to be so vastly superior to
-themselves. It is different for the blood of eighteen. He has passed
-slowly through many circles to the dignity of an Olympian. He has
-served his period of probation. He was not a colt's cap one season and
-the next a colour. He took a year to pass from house cap to seconds, and
-another year from seconds to firsts. He discovered himself gradually. He
-rose slowly to his greatness. By the time he has reached his last year
-the days of conflict are infinitely remote. He can hardly believe it
-possible that he was ever caned. He is, in fact, a great deal too old
-for a Public School. And as things are now it is impossible for any,
-save the exceptional boy, to reach a position of authority till he is
-eighteen, or at least seventeen.
-
-A great many boys do undoubtedly leave between the ages of sixteen and
-eighteen, but by doing so they lose the most valuable lessons they
-should learn at school. A boy who leaves before he has been a house
-prefect fails to put the coping stone to his education. The
-responsibilities of prefectship are an invaluable experience. And when
-the house master begs the parent to let 'Arthur stop on another year,'
-the parent naturally gives way. And it is, of course, always the wrong
-type of person who stays on that extra year. It is the clever, the
-brilliant, the athletic boy, the boy who already stands out above his
-contemporaries and in the course of the next year will be even more
-prominent, that is encouraged to remain. It would not matter if the dull
-boy stayed on another year. His natural talents would not be sufficient
-to lift him to the rarefied atmosphere of Olympus. It is the second
-eleven colour who is urged to stay on to get his firsts. The fast bowler
-who is asked to captain the side next year, the exhibitioner who hopes
-that another year's work will win him a scholarship at Balliol. The
-great become more great, and, as their undistinguished contemporaries
-fall out of the race, the gap between the prefect and the fag grows more
-pronounced. The intermediate steps are few and dimly seen. It is not
-surprising that the blood system should gloriously flourish. It would
-not so flourish were the leaving age to be fixed at seventeen. We have
-the proof of this in the knowledge of what happened during the war, when
-the big men left suddenly in August, 1914, when boys of sixteen sat at
-the Sixth Form table, and when no one stayed on at school after his
-eighteenth birthday.
-
-War conditions were, of course, abnormal. It was inevitable that at such
-a time the rewards of school life should lose their value. It was
-impossible to feel the old excitement about the result of a house match
-when the morning paper had brought with it the story of Neuve Chapelle.
-The winning of cups and the gaining of colours ceased to be an end in
-themselves. For the boy who was prevented by lack of years from joining
-the army in 1914 school life became a period of probation, of marking
-time. Life in its fullest sense was waiting for him on the other side;
-no prefect ever looked forward to Oxford more eagerly than those of us
-who were still at school in 1915 looked forward to the day when we
-should join the army. Our imagination was quickened by the stories told
-us by old boys returning from depots and from the front. Was it possible
-that Smith, who had played with us only eight months earlier in the Two
-Cock, should be in charge of a company in the front line trenches? We
-fretted at our tether; our eyes were fixed on the future. We scorned the
-prizes that lay to our hand. We began to reconstruct our scale of
-values: it was not only the giants of the football field who were
-winning honours for themselves and for the school in France. Queer,
-insignificant fellows who had never risen above the Upper Fourth, and
-had never been in the running for a house cap, came home on leave with
-the blue and white riband of the military cross. We began to realise
-that it was not only the blood that was entitled to our respect. The
-blood system received a rude shock in August, 1914. It will never,
-unless we become involved in social revolution, receive such another. I
-believe, however, that it would be considerably modified were the
-leaving age to be altered.
-
-There would be also less hooliganism and less bullying. The third yearer
-would no longer be in a position of reckless freedom. Studies would
-still be stripped, scholars would still be ragged, but the process would
-be compressed. The swash-buckling element would find itself sooner in
-authority. The scholar would reach sooner the immunity of the Sixth. And
-the prefect would be no less capable of keeping order. For, after all,
-the prefect owes his power as much to the system that is behind him as
-to himself.
-
-But perhaps the greatest difference that the change would effect would
-be in the boy's attitude to his own life. Six years is a very long time
-to be in one place. I remember at the end of my first year overhearing a
-conversation between the barber and a boy who was leaving the next day.
-
-'Well, Mr. Meredith,' the barber was saying, 'I suppose this is the last
-time I shall cut your hair. I have cut it a good many times.'
-
-'I have been in this town,' said Meredith, 'for ten years: five years at
-the prep, and five years at the school. I'm jolly well sick of it.'
-
-It is certainly a mistake to send a boy to the prep. of the school to
-which he will one day go. Ten years is too long. But six is too long,
-too--at that age.
-
-It is not easy for any one under thirty to picture himself in six years'
-time. We look back and remember ourselves six years ago in the
-discomfort and disquiet of khaki. What a lot has happened since then.
-Who can tell what the next six years may hold? Very few men under thirty
-can look far ahead, and the new boy at a Public School who can see his
-life mapped out for six years naturally does not look beyond them. He
-hardly realises that there is a world outside. He will have to travel so
-far before he reaches it. He comes to consider his Public School not as
-a prelude, but as the whole sphere in which his personality has to move.
-Certain prizes and certain honours await him. He does not pause to
-think whether those prizes and those honours will be of much or little
-service to him after he has put the cloistered world behind him. Not
-only is he incapable of viewing his life under the hard light of
-eternity, he is incapable of viewing it under the light of the fifty odd
-years of traffic that wait for him among phenomena. He accepts
-unquestioningly the standards and values of his school. He does not feel
-that he is preparing for a contest. That phase of endeavour belonged to
-his 'prep.' He has started the race.
-
-There is a big difference between four years and six. It is a wall over
-which even the fag can peer on tiptoe. The passage of ambitions and
-loyalties and jealousies is much more swift. It is possible to consider
-four years as a prelude; and as soon as public school life is regarded
-as a prelude the scale of values becomes changed. The boy begins to
-wonder whether he is doing his best to fit himself for after life. He
-will cease to be contented with the honours that come to him on the way.
-Because his school is a fixed institution, because the scope of his
-masters is fixed within its walls, there is a tendency to regard him as
-an inhabitant and not a sojourner there. That is what the schoolboy
-should never be allowed to forget--that he is passing through one phase
-of his life into another; it is because he has forgotten that that he so
-often pauses bewildered and irresolute on the threshold of life.
-
-
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV
-
-CONCLUSION
-
-
-Were the moral question to be tackled sensibly, and were the reduction
-of the age limit to modify the 'blood' system, and insist upon the fact
-that school life is only a prelude, I believe that athletics would
-occupy their proper place in the life of the school. The social force of
-religion depends, to a large extent, on the appreciation of the
-importance of what will follow the 'here and now.' During the war, when
-the future was insecure, and no one could see anything certainly beyond
-the limits of a fortnight's leave, the country plunged recklessly in
-search of pleasure. No one looked ahead. No one paused to consider what
-would be the harvest of their sowing.
-
-The eyes of the preparatory school boy are fixed upon the future. He
-knows that the successes and failures of the moment are unimportant. He
-knows that a strenuous contest lies in wait for him. In consequence
-there is at a Preparatory School little of the fanatical devotion that
-colours the fabric of public school life. I remember a house master once
-saying that it was impossible for a member of a house side to do much
-work while the house matches were in progress. And, as the house matches
-covered a period of six weeks, this was a pretty generous allowance. At
-the same time the house master only spoke the truth: it was practically
-impossible to do much work during the house matches term; we could think
-of little else. Every evening we would discuss at considerable length
-the afternoon's punt-about and the morrow's match. We would devise
-schemes for the better outwitting of our opponents. We would discuss the
-weakness and strength of individual players. And the majority of
-masters, certainly of house masters, shared this fervour. It is true
-that a certain house master, when presented with the excuse for an
-indifferent prose that house matches were too exciting, remarked: 'I
-don't know whom they excite, they don't excite me.' But this assertion
-was belied by his subsequent behaviour on the touchline. During house
-matches there is an educational moratorium. In peace time the energies
-and interests of a nation are directed into a thousand different
-channels, but in war time every interest is secondary to that of war.
-And, while house matches are in progress, the atmosphere of a house is
-not unlike that of a nation that is at war. Individual members may have
-their private troubles, but they realise that these troubles are of
-small account at such a time. And, though it is no doubt admirable for
-the individual to feel himself of less importance than the community, it
-will hardly be conceded that self-negation in such a cause is likely to
-prove of any very permanent value to him.
-
-Now there are those who will urge that boy nature cannot be altered,
-that it is natural for a boy to worship games, and that you cannot
-expect him to be otherwise. But that I shall never believe is so. For
-myself, I know that I play cricket and football as keenly as I did seven
-years ago, that I spend a great many evenings with a Wisden in my hands;
-but that I manage to get through a fair amount of work between each
-January and December. That is not in itself a fair argument. One cannot
-arraign the enthusiasms of sixteen before the enthusiasms of
-twenty-three any more than one can arraign the enthusiasms of
-twenty-three before those of forty. There is no more fallacious argument
-than the 'when you have reached my age, young man.' At different stages
-of our life we are vexed by different problems. At twenty-three our
-sexual life is of vast importance; it stretches before us, a wide field
-for courage, enterprise, adventure. In the man of forty, curiosity has
-been satisfied. He has settled many of the problems that perplexed him
-when he was a young man. And he says: 'My dear fellow, all this that is
-worrying you does not really matter.' But he is wrong. It does matter to
-a young man of twenty. And nothing is trivial that has ever exercised
-deeply the human spirit.
-
-In a world that is in flux the permanence or impermanence of any emotion
-is of less matter than its intensity while it lasts. Sooner or later
-everything must desert us. Is the brain a useless possession because it
-will one day soften. Are teeth less efficacious now because one day
-they will decay. Is a young man of twenty going to listen to the
-impotent man of sixty who mutters: 'Young man, the charms of woman are a
-snare and an illusion. When you have reached my age you will be no
-longer moved by them.' For that is where the 'when you are my age, young
-man,' argument finally lands us. And it is not fair to say to a boy of
-seventeen: 'This mad excitement about games is absurd. In six years even
-you will have outgrown it.' It is for us to decide whether this mad
-excitement is the natural expression of a boy's temperament, or whether
-it is the peculiar growth of a peculiar environment.
-
-I will take as an example Sandhurst as it was in the autumn of 1916. It
-was composed almost entirely of boys straight from the Public Schools,
-and I should imagine that the average age of a company was about
-eighteen, the age, that is to say, at which most of them would have been
-about to start on their last year. They brought with them the standards
-of public school life. One would have expected them to establish their
-standards at Sandhurst. They did nothing of the sort. There was nothing
-that bore the least approach to a blood system. There were seniors and
-juniors, that was all. There was no fierce cult of athleticism. The G.C.
-who scored tries in company matches was not granted a general permission
-to drive his bayonet through college furniture. In the daily life games
-played a prominent part. Indeed, the under officer whose company did not
-make use of the ground allotted to it would have had to face an
-unpleasant half-hour with the commandant. But games never became the
-business of life. They were played for their own sake. They were
-untouched by professionalism. If a three-quarter missed a pass five
-yards from the line he did not bury himself in a far corner of the
-anteroom, apart from the gaiety of his companions. The average company
-side played just as keenly as a house fifteen at school. While we were
-on the field we were as desperately anxious to win. But we did not spend
-the morning in a state of nervous irritation, nor did the issue of the
-contests drive us to deep despondency, or to hysterical elation. A
-certain intensity had passed. Yet I do not think that ever before had I
-derived such pleasure from the actual playing of the game as I did at
-Sandhurst.
-
-One would not, of course, hold up a military institution as the model
-for an educational system. But, from the point of view of athletics, the
-Sandhurst that I knew in the winter of 1916 and the spring of 1917
-possessed all the merits and none of the faults that one associates with
-the average Public School. And yet that Sandhurst was composed of the
-same boys that a few months earlier had, at their Public Schools,
-rigidly observed the exacting ritual of the great god of sport.
-
-Reasons for this change are not difficult to find, and it may be noticed
-that they are in line with the improvements suggested in an earlier
-chapter. There is no blood system, because there is little disparity of
-age between the G.C.'s. Juniors belong to a lower caste than the
-seniors, but they inhabit that lower world without worrying much about
-what is happening in the superior world. Contact between the two is not
-established. There is a hard dividing line. A junior may not sit on a
-certain side of the anteroom. There is no social fluidity. One is one
-thing or the other. Athletic worship in school was due largely, I
-suggested, to the absence of any other focus for a boy's enthusiasm. At
-Sandhurst several such focuses were provided. To begin with, the work
-was interesting. The morning was not a mere succession of tiresome hours
-relieved by a quarter of an hour's break. The G.C. did not listen to
-lectures and tactics with the listless condescension that he had paid
-formerly to the Greek syntax; he realised that the knowledge of the
-subjects he was studying would be of practical value to him at a later
-date. He was anxious to be a good officer. He was, therefore, interested
-in his work. He was also at Sandhurst for a very little while. He
-regarded Sandhurst quite definitely as the anteroom to a career; he
-never imagined it to be anything else. In a few months he would have
-joined his regiment. The honours he won at Sandhurst would be of little
-value in themselves, and were only worth the gaining in as far as they
-would enhance the reputation which he would take with him to his
-regiment. A Sandhurst cadet was always looking beyond the present.
-
-Nor did the officers in charge of companies feel any compunction to
-prescribe athleticism as an antidote to immorality. In the first place,
-they were not responsible for the G.C.'s moral welfare, nor was there,
-indeed, any occasion for alarm. The amount of immoral conduct between
-G.C.'s, if there was any, must have been extremely small. Such conduct
-is essentially _faute de mieux_: women were abundantly available for
-those who wanted them. And in a town such as Camberley there were
-endless opportunities for innocent romance.
-
-The three main causes for athleticism were removed, and in consequence
-there was no athleticism. Now it is obviously impossible for all these
-conditions to be introduced into a Public School. There must be a
-disparity of age, schoolmasters must feel some anxiety about the morals
-of the boys that are to be entrusted to them. But, if we can show that
-the complete removal of certain conditions of public school life can
-entirely remove certain evils, we can only assume that the modification
-of these conditions would cause considerable improvement. The smaller
-the disparity of age between the eldest and the youngest boy, the less
-intense will be the blood system. The shorter the period that a boy
-spends at school, the less will be the tendency to regard school life as
-the complete compass of his life. The supply of another focus for a
-boy's enthusiasm will diminish the strength of his athletic ardour. The
-greater the honesty in tackling the moral question, the less will
-masters feel themselves forced to recommend athleticism as an antidote
-to immorality. And these changes are, I believe, possible without
-altering appreciably the principle of public school education. The
-supply of other focuses may, at first glance, seem a highly difficult
-job. It may, indeed, be advanced that were there another focus,
-athleticism could not exist in its present state, and that there would
-be no need for a reduction of the age limit. But I am inclined to think
-that it would be hardly possible to run any school which contained boys
-of thirteen and boys of nineteen and not have a blood system and an
-athletic worship. The forces of a natural inclination are too strongly
-entrenched behind the barricade of six years. The masters do not stand a
-fair chance. But the weakening of one force means the strengthening of
-another. A lowering of the barricade by a couple of years would give the
-other side a chance of contending equally. The moment a boy realised
-that the prizes of school life had only a temporary value, he would
-question his blind devotion to the religion of athleticism. He would
-wonder whether other things were not worth while. His allegiance would
-be divided.
-
-But the passing of regulations cannot in themselves effect a
-reformation. They can be of great assistance; they can support and they
-can protect. They cannot build. And, in the study of public school life,
-we have to return in the end to the point from which we started. Boys
-and parents and schoolmasters must meet on a common ground and discuss
-their mutual welfare. They can do nothing till they are honest with
-each other, till they face the facts together. When they had once done
-that they would not find the road hopelessly barricaded. The solutions
-that I have, from time to time, suggested in these chapters, would, I
-believe, prove beneficial. But it is as a statement of facts, an
-analysis of certain conditions, tendencies, and lines of thought, that I
-would chiefly submit this book to the consideration of parents and
-schoolmasters and those others who are interested in these questions.
-For nothing can be done till the conspiracy of silence, the policy of
-evasion and self-deception, the diplomacy of the merchant and his goods
-is broken down, till, that is to say, parents and schoolmasters meet on
-the common ground of co-operation, till they can look each other in the
-face and say: 'Things are so, and it is for us to find a remedy.'
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