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-<hr class="chap" />
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-<div class="titlepage">
-<h1>The Man Who Was Six</h1>
-
-<p>By F. L. WALLACE</p>
-
-<p>Illustrated by ASHMAN</p>
-
-<p>[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from<br />
-Galaxy Science Fiction September 1954.<br />
-Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that<br />
-the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]</p>
-
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p class="ph3"><i>There is nothing at all like having a sound<br />
-mind in a sound body, but Dan Merrol had too<br />
-much of one&mdash;and also too much of the other!</i></p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p>"Sorry, darling," said Erica. She yawned, added, "I've tried&mdash;but I
-just can't believe you're my husband."</p>
-
-<p>He felt his own yawn slip off his face. "What do you mean? What am I
-doing here then?"</p>
-
-<p>"Can't you remember?" Her laughter tinkled as she pushed him away and
-sat up. "They said you were Dan Merrol at the hospital, but they must
-have been wrong."</p>
-
-<p>"Hospitals don't make that kind of mistake," he said with a certainty
-he didn't altogether feel.</p>
-
-<p>"But <i>I</i> should know, shouldn't I?"</p>
-
-<p>"Of course, but...." He did some verbal backstepping. "It was a
-bad accident. You've got to expect that I won't be quite the same
-at first." He sat up. "<i>Look</i> at me. Can't you tell who I am?" She
-returned his gaze, then swayed toward him. He decided that she was
-highly attractive&mdash;but surely he ought to have known that long ago.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>With a visible effort she leaned away from him. "Your left eye does
-look familiar," she said cautiously. "The brown one, I mean."</p>
-
-<p>"The <i>brown</i> one?"</p>
-
-<p>"Your other eye's green," she told him.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course&mdash;a replacement. I told you it was a serious accident. They
-had to use whatever was handy."</p>
-
-<p>"I suppose so&mdash;but shouldn't they have tried to stick to the original
-color scheme?"</p>
-
-<p>"It's a little thing," he said. "I'm lucky to be alive." He took her
-hand. "I believe I can convince you I'm <i>me</i>."</p>
-
-<p>"I wish you could." Her voice was low and sad and he couldn't guess why.</p>
-
-<p>"My name is Dan Merrol."</p>
-
-<p>"They told you that at the hospital."</p>
-
-<p>They hadn't&mdash;he'd read it on the chart. But he had been alone in the
-room and the name had to be his, and anyway he <i>felt</i> like Dan Merrol.
-"Your name is Erica."</p>
-
-<p>"They told you that too."</p>
-
-<p>She was wrong again, but it was probably wiser not to tell her how he
-knew. No one had said anything to him in the hospital. He hadn't given
-them a chance. He had awakened in a room and hadn't wanted to be alone.
-He'd got up and read the chart and searched dizzily through the closet.
-Clothes were hanging there and he'd put them on and muttered her name
-to himself. He'd sat down to gain strength and after a while he'd
-walked out and no one had stopped him.</p>
-
-<p>It was night when he left the hospital and the next thing he remembered
-was her face as he looked through the door. Her name hadn't been on the
-chart nor her address and yet he had found her. That proved something,
-didn't it? "How could I forget you?" he demanded.</p>
-
-<p>"You may have known someone else with that name. When were we married?"</p>
-
-<p>Maybe he should have stayed in the hospital. It would have been easier
-to convince her there. But he'd been frantic to get home. "It was quite
-a smashup," he said. "You'll have to expect some lapses."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm making allowances. But can't you tell me something about myself?"</p>
-
-<p>He thought&mdash;and couldn't. He wasn't doing so well. "Another lapse,"
-he said gloomily and then brightened. "But I can tell you lots about
-myself. For instance, I'm a specialist in lepidoptera."</p>
-
-<p>"What's that?"</p>
-
-<p>"At the moment, who knows? Anyway, I'm a well-known actor and a
-musician and a first-rate mathematician. I can't remember any equations
-offhand except C equals pi R squared. It has to do with the velocity
-of light. And the rest of the stuff will come back in time." It was
-easier now that he'd started and he went on rapidly. "I'm thirty-three
-and after making a lot of money wrestling, married six girls, not
-necessarily in this order&mdash;Lucille, Louise, Carolyn, Katherine, Shirley
-and Miriam." That was quite a few marriages&mdash;maybe it was thoughtless
-of him to have mentioned them. No woman approves her predecessors.</p>
-
-<p>"That's six. Where do I come in?"</p>
-
-<p>"Erica. You're the seventh and best." It was just too many, now that he
-thought of it, and it didn't seem right.</p>
-
-<p>She sighed and drew away. "That was a lucky guess on your age."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Did that mean he wasn't right on anything else? From the expression
-on her face, it did. "You've got to expect me to be confused in the
-beginning. Can't you really tell who I am?"</p>
-
-<p>"I <i>can't</i>! You don't have the same personality at all." She glanced at
-her arm. There was a bruise on it.</p>
-
-<p>"Did I do that?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>"You did, though I'm sure you didn't mean to. I don't think you
-realized how strong you were. Dan was always too gentle&mdash;he must have
-been afraid of me. And <i>you</i> weren't at all."</p>
-
-<p>"Maybe I was impetuous," he said. "But it was such a long time."</p>
-
-<p>"Almost three months. But most of that time you were floating in
-gelatin in the regrowth tank, unconscious until yesterday." She
-leaned forward and caressed his cheek. "Everything seems wrong, no
-matter how hard I try to believe otherwise. You don't have the same
-personality&mdash;you can't remember anything."</p>
-
-<p>"And I have one brown eye and one green."</p>
-
-<p>"It's not just that, darling. Go over to the mirror."</p>
-
-<p>He had been seriously injured and he was still weak from the shock. He
-got up and walked unsteadily to the mirror. "Now what?"</p>
-
-<p>"Stand beside it. Do you see the line?" Erica pointed to the glass.</p>
-
-<p>He did&mdash;it was a mark level with his chin. "What does it mean?"</p>
-
-<p>"That should be the top of Dan Merrol's head," she said softly.</p>
-
-<p>He was a good six inches taller than he ought to be. But there must be
-some explanation for the added height. He glanced down at his legs.
-They were the same length from hip bone to the soles of his feet, but
-the proportions differed from one side to the other. His knees didn't
-match. <i>Be-dum, be-dum, be-dumdum, but your knees don't match</i>&mdash;the
-snatch of an ancient song floated through his head.</p>
-
-<p>Quickly, he scanned himself. It was the same elsewhere. The upper right
-arm was massive, too big for the shoulder it merged with. And the
-forearm, while long, was slender. He blinked and looked again. While
-they were patching him up, did they really think he needed black, red
-and brown hair? He wondered how a beagle felt.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>What were they, a bunch of humorists? Did they, for comic effect, piece
-together a body out of bits and scraps left over from a chopping block?
-It was himself he was looking at, otherwise he'd say the results were
-neither hideous nor horrible, but merely&mdash;well, what? Ludicrous and
-laughable&mdash;and there were complications in that too. Who wants to be
-an involuntary clown, a physical buffoon that Mother Nature hadn't
-duplicated since Man began?</p>
-
-<p>He felt the stubble on his face with his left hand&mdash;he <i>thought</i> it
-was his left hand&mdash;at least it was on that side. The emerging whiskers
-didn't feel like anything he remembered. Wait a minute&mdash;was it <i>his</i>
-memory? He leaned against the wall and nearly fell down. The length of
-that arm was unexpectedly different.</p>
-
-<p>He hobbled over to a chair and sat down, staring miserably at Erica as
-she began dressing. There was quite a contrast between the loveliness
-of her body and the circus comedy of his own.</p>
-
-<p>"Difficult, isn't it?" she said, tugging her bra together and closing
-the last snap, which took considerable effort. She was a small girl
-generally, though not around the chest.</p>
-
-<p>It was difficult and in addition to his physique there were the
-memories he couldn't account for. Come to think of it, he must have
-been awfully busy to have so many careers in such a short time&mdash;<i>and</i>
-all those wives too.</p>
-
-<p>Erica came close and leaned comfortingly against him, but he wasn't
-comforted. "I waited till I was sure. I didn't want to upset you."</p>
-
-<p>He wasn't as sure as she seemed to be now. Somehow, maybe he was still
-Dan Merrol&mdash;but he wasn't going to insist on it&mdash;not after looking at
-himself. Not after trying to sort out those damned memories.</p>
-
-<p>She was too kind, pretending to be a little attracted to him, to the
-scrambled face, to the mismatched lumps and limbs and shapes that,
-stretching the term, currently formed his body. It was clear what he
-had to do.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The jacket he had worn last night didn't fit. Erica cut off the sleeve
-that hung far over his fingertips on one side and basted it to the
-sleeve that ended well above his wrist, on the other. The shoulders
-were narrow, but the material would stretch and after shrugging around
-in it, he managed to expand it so it was not too tight.</p>
-
-<p>The trousers were also a problem&mdash;six inches short with no material
-to add on, but here again Erica proved equal to the task and, using
-the cuffs, contrived to lengthen them. Shoes were another difficulty.
-For one foot the size was not bad, but he could almost step out of the
-other shoe. When she wasn't looking, he wadded up a spare sock and
-stuffed it in the toe.</p>
-
-<p>He looked critically at himself in the mirror. Dressed, his total
-effect was better than he had dared hope it would be. True, he did look
-<i>different</i>.</p>
-
-<p>Erica gazed at him with melancholy affection. "I can't understand why
-they let you out wearing those clothes&mdash;or for that matter, why they
-let you out at all."</p>
-
-<p>He must have given some explanation as he'd stumbled through the door.
-What was it?</p>
-
-<p>"When I brought the clothes yesterday, they told me I couldn't see you
-for a day or so," she mused aloud. "It was the first time you'd been
-out of the regrowth tank&mdash;where no one could see you&mdash;and they didn't
-know the clothes wouldn't fit. You were covered with a sheet, sleeping,
-I think. They let me peek in and I could make out a corner of your
-face."</p>
-
-<p>It was the clothes, plus the brief glimpse of his face, which had made
-her think she recognized him when he came in.</p>
-
-<p>"They told me you'd have to have psychotherapy and I'd have to have
-orientation before I could see you. That's why I was so surprised when
-you rang the bell."</p>
-
-<p>His head was churning with ideas, trying to sort them out. Part of last
-night was dim, part sharp and satisfying.</p>
-
-<p>"What's Wysocki's theorem?" she asked.</p>
-
-<p>"<i>Whose</i> theorem?"</p>
-
-<p>"Wysocki's. I started to call the hospital and you wouldn't let me,
-because of the theorem. You said you'd explain it this morning." She
-glanced at the bruise on her arm.</p>
-
-<p>It was then he'd grabbed her, to keep her from talking to the hospital.
-He'd been unnecessarily rough, but that could be ascribed to lack of
-coordination. She could have been terrified, might have resisted&mdash;but
-she hadn't. At that time, she must have half-believed he was Dan
-Merrol, still dangerously near the edges of post-regrowth shock.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>She was looking at him, waiting for that explanation. He shook his
-mind frantically and the words came out. "Self-therapy," he said
-briskly. "The patient alone understands what he needs." She started to
-interrupt, but he shook his head and went on blithely. "That's the
-first corollary of the theorem. The second is that there are critical
-times in the recovery of the patient. At such times, with the least
-possible supervision, he should be encouraged to make his own decisions
-and carry them through by himself, even though running a slight risk of
-physical complications."</p>
-
-<p>"That's new, isn't it?" she said. "I always thought they watched the
-patient carefully."</p>
-
-<p>It ought to be new&mdash;he'd just invented it. "You know how rapidly
-medical practices change," he said quickly. "Anyway, when they
-examined me last night, I was much stronger than they expected&mdash;so,
-when I wanted to come home, they let me. It's their latest belief that
-initiative is more important than perfect health."</p>
-
-<p>"Strange," she muttered. "But you are very strong." She looked at him
-and blushed. "Initiative, certainly you have. Dan could use some,
-wherever he is."</p>
-
-<p>Dan again, whether it was himself or another person. For a brief time,
-as she listened to him, he'd had the silly idea that.... But it could
-never happen to him. He'd better leave now while she was distracted and
-bewildered and believed what he was saying. "I've got to go. I'm due
-back," he told her.</p>
-
-<p>"Not before you eat," she said. "Any man who's spent the night with me
-is hungry in the morning."</p>
-
-<p>It was a domestic miracle that amidst all the pressing and fitting,
-she'd somehow prepared breakfast and he hadn't noticed. It was a simple
-chore with the automatics, but to him it seemed a proof of her wifely
-skill.</p>
-
-<p>He wanted to protest, but didn't. Maybe it was the hand she was
-holding&mdash;it seemed to be equipped with a better set of nerves than its
-predecessor. It tingled at her touch. Sadly, he sat down and looked at
-his food. Eat? Did he want to eat? Oddly enough, he did.</p>
-
-<p>"How much do you remember of the accident?" She shoved aside her own
-food and sat watching him.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Not a thing, now that she asked. In fact, there wasn't much he did
-remember. There had been the chart at his bed-side, with one word
-scrawled on it&mdash;<i>accident</i>&mdash;and that was where he'd got the idea. There
-had been other marks too, but he hadn't been able to decipher them. He
-nodded and said nothing and she took it as he thought she would.</p>
-
-<p>"It wasn't anybody's fault. The warning devices which were supposed to
-work didn't," she began. "A Moon ship collided with a Mars liner in
-the upper atmosphere. The ships broke up in several parts and since
-they are compartmented and the delay rockets switched on immediately,
-the separate parts fell rather gently, considering how high they were.
-Casualties weren't as great as you might think.</p>
-
-<p>"Parts of the two ships fell together, the rest were scattered. There
-was some interchange of passengers in the wreckage, but since you were
-found in the control compartment of the Mars liner, they assumed you
-were the pilot. They never let me see you until yesterday and then
-it was just a glimpse. I took their word when they said you were Dan
-Merrol."</p>
-
-<p>At least he knew who or what Dan Merrol was&mdash;the pilot of the Mars
-liner. They had assumed he was the pilot because of where he was found,
-but he might have been tossed there&mdash;impact did strange things.</p>
-
-<p>Dan Merrol was a spaceship pilot and he hadn't included it among his
-skills. It was strange that she had believed him at all. But now that
-it was out in the open, he did remember some facts about spaceships. He
-felt he could manage a takeoff at this instant.</p>
-
-<p>But why hadn't he told her? Shock? Perhaps&mdash;but where had those other
-identities come from&mdash;lepidopterist, musician, actor, mathematician
-and wrestler? And where had he got memories of wives, slender and
-passionate, petite and wild, casual and complaisant, nagging and
-insecure?</p>
-
-<p>Erica he didn't remember at all, save from last night, and what was
-that due to?</p>
-
-<p>"What are you going to do?" he asked, deliberately toying with the last
-bite of breakfast. It gave him time to think.</p>
-
-<p>"They said they'd identified everyone, living or dead, and I supposed
-they had. After seeing you, I can believe they made any number of
-similar mistakes. Dan Merrol may be alive under another name. It will
-be hard to do, but I must try to find him. Some of the accident victims
-went to other hospitals, you know, the ones located nearest where they
-fell."</p>
-
-<p>Even if he was sure, he didn't know whether he could tell her&mdash;and he
-wasn't sure any longer, although he had been. On the physical side of
-marriage, how could he ask her to share a body she'd have to laugh at?
-Later, he might tell her, if there was to be a 'later.' He pushed back
-his chair and looked at her uncertainly.</p>
-
-<p>"Let me call a 'copter," she said. "I hate to see you go."</p>
-
-<p>"Wysocki's theorem," he told her. "The patient has decided to walk."
-He weaved toward the door and twisted the knob. He turned in time to
-catch her in his arms.</p>
-
-<p>"I know this is wrong," she said, pressing against him.</p>
-
-<p>It might be wrong, but it was very pleasant, though he did guess her
-motives. She was a warmhearted girl and couldn't help pitying him.
-"Don't be so damned considerate," he mumbled.</p>
-
-<p>"You'll have to put me down," she said, averting her eyes.
-"Otherwise.... You're an intolerable funny man."</p>
-
-<p>He knew it&mdash;he could see himself in the mirror. He was something to
-laugh at when anyone got tired of pretending sympathy. He put her down
-and stumbled out. He thought he could hear the bed creak as she threw
-herself on it.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p class="ph3">II</p>
-
-<p>Once he got started, walking wasn't hard. His left side swung at a
-different rate from his right, but that was due to the variation in
-the length of his thighs and lower legs, and the two rhythms could be
-reconciled. He swept along, gaining control of his muscles. He became
-aware that he was whizzing past everyone.</p>
-
-<p>He slowed down&mdash;he didn't want to attract attention. It was difficult
-but he learned to walk at a pedestrian pace. However poorly they'd
-matched his legs, they'd given him good ones.</p>
-
-<p>Last night, on an impulse, he'd left the hospital and now he had to go
-back. <i>Had</i> to? Of course. There were too many uncertainties still to
-be settled. He glanced around. It was still very early in the morning
-and normal traffic was just beginning. Maybe they hadn't missed him
-yet, though it was unlikely.</p>
-
-<p>He seemed to know the route well enough and covered the distance in a
-brief time. He turned in at the building and, scanning the directory,
-went at once to the proper floor and stopped at the desk.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The receptionist was busy with the drawer of the desk. "Can I help
-you?" she asked, continuing to peer down.</p>
-
-<p>"The director&mdash;Doctor Crander. I don't have an appointment."</p>
-
-<p>"Then the director can't see you." The girl looked up and her firmly
-polite expression became a grimace of barely suppressed laughter.</p>
-
-<p>Then laughter was swept away. What replaced it he couldn't say, but it
-didn't seem related to humor. She placed her hand near his but it went
-astray and got tangled with his fingers. "I just thought of a joke,"
-she murmured. "Please don't think that I consider you at all funny."</p>
-
-<p>The hell she didn't&mdash;and it was the second time within the hour a woman
-had used that word on him. He wished they'd stop. He took back his
-hand, the slender one, an exquisite thing that might once have belonged
-to a musician. Was there an instrument played with one hand? The other
-one was far larger and clumsier, more suited to mayhem than music.
-"When can I see the director?"</p>
-
-<p>She blinked at him. "A patient?" She didn't need to look twice to see
-that he had been one. "The director does occasionally see ex-patients."</p>
-
-<p>He watched her appreciatively as she went inside. The way she walked,
-you'd think she had a special audience. Presently the door opened and
-she came back, batting her eyes vigorously.</p>
-
-<p>"You can go in now," she said huskily. Strange, her voice had dropped
-an octave in less than a minute. "The old boy tried to pretend he was
-in the middle of a grave emergency."</p>
-
-<p>On his way in, he miscalculated, or she did, and he brushed against
-her. The touch was pleasant, but not thrilling. That reaction seemed
-reserved for Erica.</p>
-
-<p>"Glad to see you," said Doctor Crander, behind the desk. He was nervous
-and harassed for so early in the morning. "The receptionist didn't give
-me your name. For some reason she seems upset."</p>
-
-<p>She did at that, he thought&mdash;probably bewildered by his appearance. The
-hospital didn't seem to have a calming influence on either her or the
-doctor. "That's why I came here. I'm not sure who I am. I thought I was
-Dan Merrol."</p>
-
-<p>Doctor Crander tried to fight his way through the desk. Being a little
-wider and solider, though not by much, the desk won. He contented
-himself by wiping his forehead. "Our missing patient," he said, sighing
-with vast relief. "For a while I had visions of...." He then decided
-that visions were nothing a medical man should place much faith in.</p>
-
-<p>"Then I <i>am</i> Dan Merrol?"</p>
-
-<p>The doctor came cautiously around the desk this time. "Of course. I
-didn't expect that you'd come walking in my office&mdash;that's why I didn't
-recognize you immediately." He exhaled peevishly. "Where did you go?
-We've been searching for you everywhere."</p>
-
-<p>It seemed wiser to Dan not to tell him everything. "It was stuffy
-inside. I went out for a stroll before the nurse came in."</p>
-
-<p>Crander frowned, his nervousness rapidly disappearing. "Then it was
-about an hour ago. We didn't think you could walk at all so soon, or we
-would have kept someone on duty through the night."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>They had underestimated him, but he didn't mind. Of course, he didn't
-know how a patient from the regrowth tanks was supposed to act.
-The doctor took his pulse. "Seems fine," he said, surprised. "Sit
-down&mdash;please sit down."</p>
-
-<p>Without waiting for him to comply, Crander pushed him into a chair and
-began hauling out a variety of instruments with which he poked about
-his bewildered patient.</p>
-
-<p>Finally Crander seemed satisfied. "Excellent," he said. "If I didn't
-know better, I'd say you were almost fully recovered. A week ago, we
-considered removing you from the regrowth tank. Our decision to leave
-you there an extra week has paid off very, very nicely."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol wasn't as pleased as the doctor appeared to be. "Granted you can
-identify me as the person who came out of regrowth&mdash;but does that mean
-I'm Dan Merrol? Could there be a mistake?"</p>
-
-<p>Crander eyed him clinically. "We don't ordinarily do this&mdash;but it is
-evident that with you peace of mind is more important than procedure.
-And you look well enough to stand the physical strain."</p>
-
-<p>He pressed the buzzer and an angular woman in her early forties
-answered. "Miss Jerrems, the Dan Merrol file."</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jerrems flashed a glance of open adoration at the doctor and
-before she could reel it in, her gaze swept past Dan, hesitated and
-returned to him. Her mouth opened and closed like that of a nervous
-goldfish and she darted from the room.</p>
-
-<p><i>They see me and flee as fast as they can caper</i>, thought Merrol. It
-was not wholly true&mdash;Crander didn't seem much affected. But he was a
-doctor and used to it. Furthermore, he probably had room for only one
-emotion at the moment&mdash;relief at the return of his patient.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jerrems came back, wheeling a large cart. Dan was surprised at the
-mass of records. Crander noticed his expression and smiled. "You're
-our prize case, Merrol. I've never heard of anyone else surviving
-such extensive surgery. Naturally, we have a step-by-step account of
-everything we did."</p>
-
-<p>He turned to the woman. "You may leave, Miss Jerrems." She went, but
-the adoration she had showed so openly for her employer seemed to have
-curdled in the last few moments.</p>
-
-<p>Crander dug into the files and rooted out photographs. "Here are
-pictures of the wreckage in which you were found&mdash;notice that you were
-strapped in your seat&mdash;as you were received into the hospital&mdash;at
-various stages in surgery and finally, some taken from the files of the
-company for which you worked."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol winced. The photographic sequence was incontrovertible. He had
-been a handsome fellow.</p>
-
-<p>"Here is other evidence you may not have heard of. It's a recent
-development, within the last ten years, in fact. It still isn't
-accepted by most courts&mdash;they're always lagging&mdash;but to medical men
-it's the last word."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Merrol studied the patterns of waves and lines and splotches. "What is
-it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Mass-cell radiographs. One was loaned by your employer. The other was
-taken just after your last operation. Both were corrected according
-to standard methods. One cell won't do it, ten yield an uncertain
-identity&mdash;but as few as a hundred cells from any part of the original
-body, excepting the blood, constitute proof more positive than
-fingerprints before the surgical exchange of limbs. Don't ask me
-why&mdash;no one knows. But it is true that cells differ from one body to
-the next, and this test detects the difference."</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/illus1.jpg" width="600" height="369" alt=""/>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p>The mass-cell radiographs did seem identical and Dr. Crander seemed
-certain. Taken altogether, the evidence was overwhelming. There had
-been no mistake&mdash;he was Dan Merrol, though it was not difficult to
-understand why Erica couldn't believe he was her husband.</p>
-
-<p>"You did a fine job," he said. Recalling the picture of the wreckage,
-he knew they had. "But couldn't you have done just a little better?"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Crander's eyebrows bounced up. "We're amazed at how well we have
-done. You can search case histories and find nothing comparable." His
-eyebrows dropped back into place. "Of course, if you have a specific
-complaint...."</p>
-
-<p>"Nothing specific. But look at this hand...."</p>
-
-<p>The doctor seized it. "Beautiful, isn't it?"</p>
-
-<p>"Perhaps&mdash;taken by itself." Dan rolled up his sleeve. "See how it joins
-the forearm."</p>
-
-<p>Crander waggled it gravely. "It coordinates perfectly. I've observed
-you have complete control over it. The doctor's eye, my boy. The
-doctor's diagnostic eye."</p>
-
-<p>The other just didn't understand. "But the size&mdash;it doesn't match my
-arm!"</p>
-
-<p>"Doesn't <i>match</i>?" cried the doctor. "Do you have any idea of the
-biological ways in which it <i>does</i> match? True, it may not be
-esthetically harmonized, but here we delve into the mysteries of the
-human organism, and we can hardly be striving for Botticelli bodies and
-Michelangelo men. First, your hand moves freely at the joint, a triumph
-of surgical skill." He moved the hand experimentally, to show Merrol
-how it was done. He dropped the hand and hurried to a screen against
-the wall.</p>
-
-<p>Crander drew his finger across the surface and the mark remained. "You
-know about Rh positive and negative blood. Mixed, they can be lethal.
-This was discovered long ago, by someone I've forgotten. But there are
-other factors just as potent and far more complex."</p>
-
-<p>He scribbled meaningless symbols on the screen with his finger. "Take
-the bone factors&mdash;three. They must be matched in even such a slight
-contact as a joint ... this was done. Then there are the tissue
-factors&mdash;four. Tendon factors&mdash;two. Nerve-splice factors&mdash;three
-again. After that, we move into a complex field, hormone-utilization
-factors&mdash;seven at the latest count and more coming up with further
-research.</p>
-
-<p>"That's the beginning, but at the sensory organs we leave the simple
-stuff behind. Take the eye, for instance." Merrol leaned away because
-Dr. Crander seemed about to pluck one of Dan's eyes from its socket.
-"Surgical and growth factors involved in splicing a massive nerve
-bundle pass any layman's comprehension. There are no non-technical
-terms to describe it."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>It was just as well&mdash;Merrol didn't want a lecture. He extended his
-arms. One was of normal length, the other longer. "Do you think you can
-do something with this? I don't mind variation in thickness&mdash;some of
-that will smooth out as I exercise&mdash;but I'd like them the same length."</p>
-
-<p>"There were many others injured at the same time, you know&mdash;and you
-were one of the last to be extricated from the ship. Normally, when
-we have to replace a whole arm, we do so at the shoulder for obvious
-reasons. But the previously treated victims had depleted our supplies.
-Some needed only a hand and we gave them just that, others a hand and
-a forearm, and so on. When we got to you, we had to use leftovers or
-permit you to die&mdash;there wasn't time to send to other hospitals. In
-fact there wasn't any time at all&mdash;we actually thought you were dead,
-but soon found we were wrong."</p>
-
-<p>Crander stared at a crack in the ceiling. "Further recovery will take
-other operations and your nervous system isn't up to it." He shook his
-head. "Five years from now, we can help you, not before."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol turned away miserably. There were other things, but he had
-learned the essentials. He was Dan Merrol and there was nothing they
-could do for him until it was too late. How long could he expect Erica
-to wait?</p>
-
-<p>The doctor hadn't finished the medical session. "Replacement of body
-parts is easy, after all. The big trouble came when we went into the
-brain."</p>
-
-<p>"Brain?" Dan was startled.</p>
-
-<p>"How hard do you think your skull is?" Crander came closer. "Bend your
-head."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol obeyed and could feel the doctor's forefinger slice across his
-scalp in a mock operation. "This sector was crushed." Roughly half his
-brain, it appeared. "That's why so many memories were gone&mdash;not just
-from shock. In addition, other sectors were damaged and had to be
-replaced."</p>
-
-<p>Crander traced out five areas he could feel, but not see. "Samuel
-Kaufman, musician&mdash;Breed Mannly, cowboy actor&mdash;George Elkins,
-lepidopterist&mdash;Duke DeCaesares, wrestler&mdash;and Ben Eisenberg,
-mathematician, went into the places I tapped."</p>
-
-<p>Dan raised his head. Some things were clearer. The memories were
-authentic, but they weren't his&mdash;nor did the other wives belong to him.
-It was no wonder Erica had cringed at their names.</p>
-
-<p>"These donors were dead, but you can be thankful we had parts of their
-brains available." Crander delved into the file and came up with a
-sheet.</p>
-
-<p>"Here are some body part contributors." He read rapidly. "Dimwiddie,
-Barton, Colton, Morton, Flam and Carnera were responsible for arms and
-hands. Greenberg, Rochefault, Gonzalez, Tall-Cloud, Gowraddy and Tsin
-supplied feet and legs."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>He was not a man, Merrol thought. Not now. If anything, he was a
-convention and one body was not a large enough hotel to hold it in
-comfort.</p>
-
-<p>"These were the major human donors, but there were others I didn't
-bother to read, for the kidneys and so on. And I think our four-footed
-friends deserve some mention." He looked up. "The skin on your face is
-from a pig embryo."</p>
-
-<p>That explained why it was hard to shave. "<i>Oink?</i>" he said. "I mean did
-it have to be a pig?"</p>
-
-<p>"You'd be surprised how hard it is to transplant human skin," commented
-Crander. "Besides, we wanted to give you a masculine look. The finest
-face there is, genuine pigskin."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol felt like a wallet.</p>
-
-<p>The doctor droned on through the list, but Merrol scarcely listened.
-Only once did he interrupt, to ask incredulously, "Did you say a
-<i>horse</i>?"</p>
-
-<p>"Is there anything wrong with a horse?"</p>
-
-<p>Merrol thought back. Come to consider it, there was nothing wrong&mdash;in
-fact, compliments were more in order.</p>
-
-<p>"The skill that went into matching the unrelated parts that are now
-you is a landmark in medical history, quite comparable to Harvey's
-discovery of the circulation of the blood," said Dr. Crander. "I
-wouldn't believe it if I hadn't participated in it myself. There have
-been limb and brain replacements before, but never on such a scale. One
-of these days, we'll get out a report that will astound the medical
-world."</p>
-
-<p>Without doubt, it would. Merrol tried to feel grateful, but gratitude
-refused to come. They had saved him&mdash;but was it worth it?</p>
-
-<p>Puzzled, Crander frowned at the buzzer. He'd been pressing it
-intermittently for the past few minutes. "Doesn't seem to be working,"
-he muttered, heading toward the door through which Merrol had entered.
-"Wait here&mdash;I'll be back. I have to cancel an appointment."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>As soon as the door closed, a voice behind Merrol hissed. "I fixed the
-buzzer. He went for the guards."</p>
-
-<p>He whirled. Miss Jerrems stood in the doorway that led into the filing
-room on the opposite side of the office. "Guards?" he repeated.</p>
-
-<p>"Of course&mdash;guards for the violent patients."</p>
-
-<p>"What does that have to do with me?"</p>
-
-<p>"You escaped once, didn't you?"</p>
-
-<p>He hadn't escaped, he had merely walked out when he felt he could. Did
-that qualify him as violent? It might. "What of it? I'm no longer a
-patient. The doctor said I had recovered."</p>
-
-<p>"That's what he said to <i>you</i>. But even if he means it, there's always
-psychotherapy, post-re-growth orientation."</p>
-
-<p>Orientation&mdash;he hadn't thought of that. They'd want to keep him under
-observation for several days and he had no desire to stay hospitalized.
-Erica would come to the hospital in a few hours. Perhaps she was there
-now, waiting to see someone. Come to think of it, he had got past the
-receptionist with remarkable ease. At any rate, if she was insistent
-about it, she must eventually get to see the evidence he had just
-studied.</p>
-
-<p>And then there would be orientation&mdash;for both of them.</p>
-
-<p>Without doubt, he would be taught to accept himself as he was, and
-Erica would be trained to look at him without laughter, and together
-they would know that beneath his piebald exterior lurked a lovely
-personality. Then, well adjusted, they would go home and live happily
-ever after. Or would they?</p>
-
-<p>"Don't stand there, if you want to get away," Miss Jerrems whispered
-urgently. "Next time they won't take any chances."</p>
-
-<p>They wouldn't. He would be confined to a room he couldn't break out of
-with guards disguised as nurses. Blindly he moved toward the door.</p>
-
-<p>"Not there," she exclaimed. "Do you want to walk right into them? This
-way. They won't look for you in here." She clasped his hand in her bony
-fingers and led him through the maze of files to an elevator. "This
-takes you to the ground floor," she said. "Once outside, you can get
-away."</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/illus2.jpg" width="581" height="500" alt=""/>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p>He probably could&mdash;it was a large building and it would take a
-prolonged search to determine that he was not inside it.</p>
-
-<p>She smiled peculiarly, clearing her throat. "Thirty-seven Brighton
-Drive."</p>
-
-<p>Mechanically he repeated the number. "What is it?"</p>
-
-<p>"That's where you can find out."</p>
-
-<p>"Find out what?"</p>
-
-<p>"What they did to you here. I can't tell you now," she whispered
-nervously. "Oh, <i>do</i> hurry!"</p>
-
-<p>If he had to move fast, this seemed a good time. The elevator dropped
-him to the street level and, looking cautiously around, he walked out.
-In a few minutes, he was blocks away. It was mid-morning, and he swung
-along, hands thrust into his jacket. There was a wad of paper inside
-and he fished it out and examined it&mdash;money, neatly folded with a note
-around it.</p>
-
-<p>The note was from Erica, saying that the money was meant for him. The
-sum was not great, but she must have given him everything she had in
-the house. Mistily, he counted it out.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p class="ph3">III</p>
-
-<p>Dan hadn't been stopped and didn't expect to be. He wasn't a criminal,
-but until the hospital released him, he was technically a mental case.
-But Crander would hardly be anxious to report to the police that a
-patient was missing&mdash;not until he had tried everything else.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol took the elevator. It was a bright new apartment building, which
-conferred some social status and not much else on those living in it.</p>
-
-<p>Miss Jerrems opened the door. "Come in," she said, looking around
-furtively as he slipped past her.</p>
-
-<p>He sat down gingerly, watching her scurry about. He tried to protest,
-but nothing he said had any effect on her aggressive hospitality.
-She thrust a cup of watery coffee in his hand and placed a tray of
-breakfast rolls beside him.</p>
-
-<p>She sat facing him. Their knees almost touched&mdash;it was a narrow room.
-"I came home at once," she said, not very successful in her attempt to
-control her excitement. "I told them I was upset and, after my long
-years of service, they didn't question me. I tore my dress and told
-them you had done it. I said that you ran up toward the top of the
-building."</p>
-
-<p>He appreciated her motives, but thought she shouldn't have tried so
-hard to convince them. Now they had reason to think he was violent.</p>
-
-<p>"Until today, I've been devoted to Doctor Crander," she said sternly.</p>
-
-<p>He recalled the first look on her face in the doctor's office&mdash;and the
-one after she had seen him. In seconds, her whole attitude had changed.
-Why?</p>
-
-<p>"I heard what he told you." She hissed the word&mdash;"Lies."</p>
-
-<p>Dan stared at her skeptically. "They didn't do what he said?"</p>
-
-<p>"Oh, the facts were straight enough," she said bitterly. "It was the
-reasons he concealed. They thought you didn't have a chance, so they
-did all sorts of strange things they never tried on anyone else. You
-were an experiment, that's all&mdash;but you surprised them."</p>
-
-<p>The hospital was looking for the wrong mental case. They had one
-working for them and didn't know it. He didn't doubt that she was
-right&mdash;about his being an experiment&mdash;but her observations were wrong.
-It was due entirely to their unorthodox procedures that he was alive.</p>
-
-<p>She looked him over carefully and he knew that the halves of his face
-didn't match by a ridiculous margin, that one shoulder was heavier than
-the other, that his hair was in three colors. Even in repose and fully
-clothed, so that some of the discrepancies of his physique were hidden,
-he was hardly presentable.</p>
-
-<p>"When I saw you standing there today, I realized what they had done to
-you and my loyalty to the institution and the doctor vanished," she
-said earnestly. "And the psychotherapy isn't to help you, it's to make
-sure you won't protest over what they've done. That's why I had to get
-you away. They've ruined you and now <i>you</i> must ruin <i>them</i>."</p>
-
-<p>He had half-suspected it would come to this&mdash;but he hadn't been sure.
-"I don't want to ruin them," he said slowly. "I'd rather be alive, even
-as an experiment. And if you're thinking of a malpractice suit, you saw
-the files. I couldn't win against that."</p>
-
-<p>"I ought to know about the files&mdash;I worked on them." Her eyes sparkled
-and her voice lowered. "What if the evidence is missing?"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>He sat back. With her co-operation, the vital parts of the file could
-vanish and, with that gone, he could collect a staggering amount from
-the institution. He had only to appear and no jury or panels of experts
-would decide against him. Is that what she had planned so swiftly
-in the director's office&mdash;that she would share the money with him?
-Somehow, he couldn't believe money meant that much to her. "I can't
-permit it," he said. "In spite of everything, I feel obligated."</p>
-
-<p>She flung herself across the narrow space. "I expected you to be
-noble," she sobbed. "One look at you, and I knew I had met the
-loneliest person in the world."</p>
-
-<p>Like called to like, at least for her, and that explained why she had
-grimaced when she had first seen him. It was her counterpart of the
-receptionist's reaction. It explained, too, why she was willing to turn
-against the doctor she had previously adored. As for the money, she
-didn't want it for herself, but as bait for him&mdash;and he'd have to take
-her with it.</p>
-
-<p>She had guessed wrong on all counts. He would have thrust her away, but
-it would have been too cruel. He tried to comfort her, and she dried
-her eyes on his shoulder. "Darling," she sniffled. "I've never yielded
-to any man, but if it will help you...."</p>
-
-<p>She pressed close and he couldn't get away without breaking through
-the thin walls of the cramped apartment. He had never known a female
-form could be shaped around so many bones. "These things take time," he
-said, though they didn't. "Let's not rush into anything we'll regret."
-He seemed to arouse the motherly instinct in some women, if only in the
-future tense.</p>
-
-<p>Presently, she sat up, blowing her nose and looking ardently at him
-through tear-rimmed eyes. "You can stay here. You've no place else to
-go, and they'll be looking for you."</p>
-
-<p>"Well," he said&mdash;but it was true. He shouldn't be wandering on the
-streets.</p>
-
-<p>He slept that night on a sink that converted to a bed. It would have
-been more comfortable unconverted.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>He crept out in the morning before she was awake. He paused outside
-to scribble a note, principally to throw her off his track. You never
-could tell with so unstable a person. Implicated in his escape, she
-might nevertheless report to the hospital. He shoved the note under the
-door and left quickly and quietly.</p>
-
-<p>His first move was to buy a hat, which entailed further trouble. The
-doctors had overcompensated in replacing the missing brain tissue and,
-in piecing a skull together, had constructed an outsized head on which
-nothing seemed to fit. By careful shopping, he found something that did
-fit and, when he'd clapped it on, he happily noted it concealed the
-tricolor hair ... one item less to attract attention.</p>
-
-<p>He ate and afterward walked to the rocketport. It was a long distance
-and formerly he might have complained, but now he didn't mind it. The
-miles seemed to have shrunk to furlongs.</p>
-
-<p>He found the big <i>Interplanet</i> sign and examined the place minutely
-from the outside. Once he had worked there, technically he still did.
-Some memories came back, but not many. He needed at least an hour
-inside to enable him to forget the hospital and its psychotherapy.</p>
-
-<p>Once cleared, he would be free for a while to concentrate on what to do
-about Erica.</p>
-
-<p>The hospital evidently had yet to call in the police. He was still safe
-on the streets, but the medicos must have notified <i>Interplanet</i> and
-all other places at which he might show up. However, the company was
-too big for everyone to know about him this soon. More likely there
-would be only a few who could have information on him as yet. The trick
-was to bypass those individuals who might try to detain him and still
-get where he wanted.</p>
-
-<p>Normally, he'd go to the front office after an accident. This time, he
-went to the side gate and when the guard looked at him questioningly,
-mumbled, "Reporting for duty." Which got him through.</p>
-
-<p>Inside, there were more memories awaiting him. Depending on them, he
-walked rapidly through hall after hall and finally found the desk he
-sought. The man behind it looked up. "Are you sure you're in the right
-place?" he asked.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol would soon know. "Reporting for duty," he stated.</p>
-
-<p>This reply elicited a puzzled expression. "The devil you are. We
-haven't hired anyone new."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not new. I've been injured, and this is my first time back. Dan
-Merrol's my name."</p>
-
-<p>"Okay, where's your slip?"</p>
-
-<p>"Slip?" he asked, stalling. This was something he ought to know about,
-but didn't.</p>
-
-<p>"Sure, the release from the front office after an injury."</p>
-
-<p>"They said they'd send it down," he replied, holding his breath.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The clerk pawed through the stack. "They don't send nothing down," he
-growled. "I'll call and find out." His hand reached out and then he
-relaxed. "No use bothering them, it'll get here tomorrow." He looked up
-and laughed. "Red tape," he said by way of explanation. "Why should I
-doubt you? If you said they released you, then they did."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol was glad to see one man who wasn't impressed by office routines.
-Still, his behavior was a little puzzling.</p>
-
-<p>The man screened on. The communication unit was behind the desk, tilted
-so he couldn't see it. The volume was low, but Dan could hear the
-conversation from this end. "Got a case for you. Name is Dan Merrol. I
-don't know, he's before my time."</p>
-
-<p>The reply was faint and Dan didn't catch it. But the clerk added, "He
-seems okay. What? Sure he's got a release. Would I send him in?"</p>
-
-<p>He cut the connection and looked up. "Go over to Psych. They'll test
-you. If you pass, we'll put you back on schedule." He started to turn
-away and saw Merrol standing there. "What's the matter?"</p>
-
-<p>"I don't know where Psych is."</p>
-
-<p>"I see. We must have moved things since you were here." The man got up
-and pointed. "Down there and turn left at the second corner. You can't
-miss."</p>
-
-<p>The examiner was scanning a card as he entered. "Lots of experience,"
-he commented. "We'll pass over the written stuff. That's for kids, to
-make sure they've studied their lessons. After you've been out this
-long, you can almost feel a course faster than anyone can figure it."</p>
-
-<p>It was a relief. Merrol didn't know how much theory he remembered, but
-was sure he could still lift a ship as well as the next man.</p>
-
-<p>The examiner made a notation on the card and tossed it into a machine
-that snapped it up and clicked furiously over it. "Let's take the
-biggest thing first, if you're up to it."</p>
-
-<p>"I feel fine." It was not true, but it was the customary answer.
-Anything else, and he'd be shunted off into a series of meaningless
-tests, each designed to verify the results of previous tests. An
-ingenious scheme rigged up by the psych crew in their spare time
-to see how complicated they could make any given system. Answered
-straightforwardly, they rushed a man through with a minimum of
-officiousness.</p>
-
-<p>"Okay, let's take the trip."</p>
-
-<p>He accompanied Dan into a room unlike the others. For one thing, it
-might have been the control room of a ship. Forward, there was the
-usual clear view. The stars were there too, in an adaptation of the
-planetarium. Outside, arranged to give any effect from top acceleration
-to free fall, were a number of gravity coils. Except for the pilot&mdash;and
-Merrol would play that role&mdash;there was a full complement of officers
-who were invisible.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The tester flicked on a machine. "I'll give you Mars, because that's
-your usual run. This is a short drive, because you're in a favorable
-position. Got it?"</p>
-
-<p>Merrol nodded and climbed into the seat, facing the instruments.</p>
-
-<p>"I've turned on the best crew simulators, better than you'd ever
-actually get. Don't worry about them, just take the data and flit the
-way you think you should." The tester clamped a mike inches away and
-adjusted the visio-recorders firmly on his head, where electron beams
-could sneak in and tap his optic centers. "The first trip after you've
-been away is rough, but you'll make it."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol strapped himself in and hoped the other man was right.</p>
-
-<p>The examiner went to the door, turned and grinned. "Watch out for the
-interplanetary goose," he called and snapped the switch.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol was now in a ship. In the back of his mind there was some doubt
-of his ability, but it didn't reach as far as his fingers. Rockets
-vibrated beneath him. Outside, he could see the glazed earth-slick. He
-touched the power and climbed above the clouds. The sky turned black
-and there were stars.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<div class="figcenter">
- <img src="images/illus3.jpg" width="359" height="500" alt=""/>
-</div>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p>He checked position. The tester had given him a setup. The Moon was
-out of the way and the run to Mars was the shortest on record. If he
-couldn't handle this, he wasn't a pilot.</p>
-
-<p>The seat jabbed him suddenly. That's what he'd been warned about&mdash;he'd
-been expecting it and still wasn't prepared. The tempathy drugs flooded
-into him and the needle was withdrawn.</p>
-
-<p>Takeoff and landing were always rehearsed on the pilot's own time.
-The ends of a voyage were critical and it was essential to have an
-undistorted reaction. Besides, neither took long.</p>
-
-<p>The time between one planet and the next was long and nothing much
-happened, so it could be shortened without deleterious effect on the
-results. Tempathy drugs shortened it, though not completely. Part of a
-man's consciousness went along at normal speed and the rest, that which
-counted in jockeying rockets, was enormously telescoped.</p>
-
-<p>It telescoped on Merrol. He couldn't see. Rather, part of him could
-but, for the other fraction, images passed in front of his eyes too
-fast for his mind to evaluate. Weeks flipped past in minutes. It
-was a dream world turned inside out&mdash;the roles of consciousness and
-unconsciousness were reversed.</p>
-
-<p>There was something wrong with the sounds he half-heard. He could get
-emotions, though he couldn't separate them into sense. There were
-additional voices that shouldn't be there&mdash;the mechanical crew spoke to
-him giving silent data&mdash;but there were other actual voices, fearful or
-consolatory. He tried to speak, but his vocal cords were preempted.</p>
-
-<p>He was doing it all, speaking, moving the controls, directing the ship
-between planets. It ought to be easier than takeoff, but it wasn't. He
-shouldn't be afraid of anything he might find out there&mdash;which was
-nothing&mdash;but that didn't alter conditions. He was profoundly disturbed,
-and he hoped the tester noticed it.</p>
-
-<p>The examiner did spot trouble. He opened the door and reversed the
-switch. Lights went on, and another needle speared him, counteracting
-the effects of the tempathy drugs. Slowly the ship disappeared, space
-along with it, and the room whirled back into view and settled down.
-Something handed him back his eyes and ears.</p>
-
-<p>"Easy," said the man. "Sit there. You don't have to move. We'll find
-out what's wrong. It may not be serious at all."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Unhooking the visio-recorder, the tester also swung the mike away. "You
-were doing fine," he said. "Never saw anything smoother. About here,
-though, you seemed to be having difficulty. We'll slow it down and see
-what it was."</p>
-
-<p>He snapped the reels in place and darkened the room. On the screen
-was the vision-port and, through it, a view of Mars. A fleck of light
-glittered, grew, became a cloud, a swarm. A swarm?</p>
-
-<p>"God!" said the tester, bewildered. "A billion butterflies! How could
-you imagine butterflies, twenty million miles from a planet?"</p>
-
-<p>Merrol squirmed&mdash;he didn't know either. What was wrong with him to make
-him dream up butterflies?</p>
-
-<p>The examiner switched the film off and the lights on. "So you missed
-them&mdash;why, I don't know." He fiddled with another machine. "We'll slow
-down the sound, synchronize the two of them later, but maybe by itself
-the sound will give us a clue as to what happened."</p>
-
-<p>"What's that?" It came from the sound track, but it was Merrol's voice.</p>
-
-<p>"Those are lepidoptera." Another voice, also his, though of different
-pitch and timbre&mdash;his, because he was the only one there to speak.
-"I've always dreamed of discovering a new species and at last I have,
-since these can fly through space. What strange adaptations they have
-made. Aren't they beautiful?"</p>
-
-<p>He answered. "They won't be when I plow through them. The rockets will
-fry them."</p>
-
-<p>"Turn aside!" shouted the lepidopterist. "You can't destroy them."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm going to act as if this were not happening," said a cultured
-voice. "<i>Bang-bang!</i>"</p>
-
-<p>"This is upsetting," said a different person. "Since I have
-no instrument, I'll listen with my memory to a Bach concerto.
-Unfortunately, it ends in the middle of the third movement, as though
-it has been sliced through with a knife that separated one note cleanly
-from the next. Still, it's better to have this than nothing."</p>
-
-<p>"Your computers are awfully slow," said the fifth. "I'll figure out a
-new course for us."</p>
-
-<p>"Gimme the controls," said the wrestler. "I'll turn the ship, if I
-hafta do it with my bare hands."</p>
-
-<p>The examiner snapped off the sound and busied himself with things that
-may have been necessary. "You don't have to sit there," he said after a
-while. "Wait outside." He glanced down, "Be careful when you move, the
-control column will fall off. Didn't know it could be broken."</p>
-
-<p>As he got out of the seat, the examiner slapped his back. "Tell you
-what, fellow&mdash;don't wait&mdash;go now to the Compensation Board and see
-about retirement."</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p class="ph3">IV</p>
-
-<p>Merrol sat in the room where he had been sitting for a day and a half
-since the psych test. He had walked out immediately, found a room and
-was still in it. It wasn't comfortable, sitting. Whichever position was
-right for the bend of one knee was wrong for the other.</p>
-
-<p>He had depended on the test to get him out of a jam, but the stratagem
-had failed. If he had passed, he'd have been another experienced pilot
-for the <i>Interplanet</i> string and that meant something. Experienced men
-were valuable and I. P. would have gone to bat for him.</p>
-
-<p>Not everyone could pass the test and, while it didn't prove that the
-man who did was one hundred per cent sane, it was a big argument
-in that direction. It was evidence that would have to be respected
-publicly, whatever private doubts a psychotherapist might have.</p>
-
-<p>Unwittingly, he had provided additional ammunition against himself.
-When the results of the test sifted through the layers of red tape to
-the front office, <i>Interplanet</i> would contact the hospital, which would
-then really want to orient him to a frazzle.</p>
-
-<p>Orientation sounded nice but it was not for Merrol. If they could
-orient everyone he would come in contact with as well&mdash;but how much
-insulation could a man build up against involuntary laughter? It was
-fine to be a comedian on the screen and then step out of character
-and relax&mdash;but what if you couldn't stop? Nobody could adjust to the
-constant expectation of hysterical mirth. But wasn't that a reason
-to undergo psychotherapy, so they could blunt the edges of his own
-reactions? It ought to be, but somehow it wasn't. He didn't dare
-submit.</p>
-
-<p>There was a difference, apparently determined by sex, in the way
-people behaved toward him. No man had thus far done more than smile
-respectfully while he was near. What they did later, he could guess.
-Face to face, they seemed to be reserved and incredulous until they
-learned to accept him as a member of their species and sex and
-then&mdash;how <i>did</i> they act? It would take more than casual thinking to
-puzzle <i>that</i> out.</p>
-
-<p>Women saw the big joke instantly and giggled, and he couldn't blame
-them. Seconds later, they smirked contritely and tried to touch him, as
-if contact could atone for their behavior. <i>They</i> noticed appearance at
-all times, whereas men didn't as a rule of their own sex.</p>
-
-<p>He paused to re-examine his thoughts. Something seemed to be missing in
-his analysis. What it was, he couldn't tell. It would have to come out
-later, as he mingled more with people&mdash;if he ever did.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>And that wasn't all. He had been a pilot, but never would be one
-again. His skill had been destroyed by the intrusion of five other
-personalities, who each brought his own odd bit of useless knowledge to
-the whole Merrol. He should have expected it, but he hadn't, nor had
-the doctors.</p>
-
-<p>It was obvious&mdash;the brain slices that had replaced his own damaged
-tissues had to be in healthy condition or they'd never have functioned
-properly&mdash;and what did those medical fools think was the function of
-any brain? He was in command of the group brain because his was the
-dominant fraction, but when he sat down and thought about it, what good
-did it do? He was sitting down and it didn't do any good, so he got up.</p>
-
-<p>He took two paces across the room and looked out the window, into
-windows that looked into his. Compensation was coming to him.
-Ultimately, he'd divide it with Erica and go away. She must know by now
-that the man she had spent the night with was actually her own husband.
-Intellectually she must have decided to accept him.</p>
-
-<p>He wasn't noble, though. Much as he wanted her, he knew he couldn't
-live with anyone who had to stifle her laughter when he stepped out of
-the bath or into bed.</p>
-
-<p>He walked the carpet aimlessly until, through the window, he caught a
-word from the telecast in the next apartment. He thought it sounded
-familiar. He yanked the louvers closed and grunted, but it didn't
-help&mdash;the word bothered him. He reached out the long arm to turn on his
-own screen.</p>
-
-<p>A face came into view and a man's voice whispered. Merrol turned up the
-volume, but it didn't get any louder. It was the low-pressure soothing
-type. Whatever he was selling, it was a welcome change.</p>
-
-<p>The announcer smiled reassuringly. "Actually, I'm talking to one
-person. The rest of you may listen or not for the next five minutes,
-after which I'll have something to say to you." It was a clever
-approach to insure that the audience didn't switch programs.</p>
-
-<p>"Dan Merrol, this is a personal message to you." Merrol sat up.</p>
-
-<p>"We'd call you if we could, but this is a large city and you've simply
-vanished. We have operatives trying to trace you, but with no success
-up to now." The announcer leaned forward confidentially.</p>
-
-<p>"Now, Dan, before you become alarmed, let me say you've done nothing
-wrong. In fact, at <i>Interplanet</i>, we think you've done everything
-right&mdash;but I'll come to that later."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Interplanet? Then it wasn't the hospital or the police. What could I.
-P. want of him?</p>
-
-<p>"No doubt the test you took was somewhat of a shock. Don't blame the
-psych examiner for the conclusions he formed&mdash;he can't be expected to
-know more than the leading psychologists. You're probably curious as
-to what this test has to do with you and <i>Interplanet</i>. We hope so&mdash;we
-want you to keep on listening.</p>
-
-<p>"The test proved you're no longer a competent pilot&mdash;but it also
-indicated something much bigger. Dan, <i>you</i> are the answer to a problem
-that has been bothering us for generations. Before the accident, you
-knew nothing of music or any life science, your math was adequate but
-not deep, you often felt awkward in the presence of others when you had
-no need to and you lacked confidence in your physical ability.</p>
-
-<p>"Suddenly, you gained something of each and, when we contacted your
-doctors, we were able to surmise how it happened. Now you ask&mdash;what
-good does this do you and what is the problem to which this is the
-answer?</p>
-
-<p>"Simply this&mdash;<i>specialization</i>. You know what constitutes a rocket
-crew&mdash;pilot, radio man, engineer and several lesser technicians, each
-of whom knows only his own job. Although you'll never sit at the
-controls again&mdash;through you, we can help others."</p>
-
-<p>The announcer lowered his voice now. "You can unlock specialization
-for us. In the future, each man will concentrate on what particular
-aptitudes he has, then share it, via surgery, with others whose
-knowledge complements his own. To do this, we need to study you further
-and, of course, we'll pay you well for the opportunity. In addition,
-you'll still get your compensation. Please come and talk it over with
-us.</p>
-
-<p>"Frankly, we're a little worried about what you may be thinking. If
-you have any thoughts of self-destruction because of what must seem a
-strange condition, put them aside. You're much saner than the average
-man."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Merrol listened, smiling at the remark. No matter what they thought, he
-couldn't seriously contemplate suicide. There were too many others to
-dissuade him.</p>
-
-<p>Nevertheless, it was hard to understand and accept the sudden change of
-his status. He had formerly been a mere employee, but now....</p>
-
-<p>The announcer hadn't finished. "In the beginning, Dan, I said you had
-done everything right, whether you knew it or not. After we learned
-what we did from your test, we checked through our files and found
-that we had a few other accident cases on record in which part of
-the brain had been replaced. In each case there was a faint trace of
-another personality, which we could detect when we knew what to look
-for. We rechecked each person we could locate. Unfortunately, the
-latent personalities and their share of knowledge had been submerged
-beyond recovery by the rigorous psychotherapy the accident victim had
-undergone after surgery."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The imaginary Wysocki's theorem of self-therapy. He never knew of
-anyone by that name, nor had he got it from one of the other five. But,
-however nonsensically he had invented it to express the needs he felt
-at the time, it was, in fact, not nonsense. When it came to that, who
-knew anything about six minds packaged together&mdash;and what could have
-been done to him in ignorance?</p>
-
-<p>The announcer was finished talking to Dan Merrol alone. "Remember,
-all of you," he said briskly. "This man is neither a criminal
-nor insane. He is extremely withdrawn, as a result of unpleasant
-experiences. If you can induce him to come to <i>Interplanet</i>, or lead
-our representatives to him, you will receive a substantial reward. Here
-is his picture."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol turned off the screen and scowled. He didn't like that last.
-He intended to take their offer, but he wanted to be free to walk
-the streets. He could settle that easily enough by just calling
-<i>Interplanet</i>. They'd send someone down to whisk him away. That would
-solve all his problems&mdash;or would it?</p>
-
-<p>Certainly, it eliminated orientation or any form of psychotherapy.
-After what had happened to the others, the psychologists would be
-content merely to observe what went on in his mind. They wouldn't want
-to give him much privacy, but he'd have to insist on it. They'd listen.</p>
-
-<p>This could be just a job, a very good job while it lasted&mdash;say three or
-four years&mdash;until they had learned all they need to know. Perhaps there
-would be other men blended more scientifically than he had been. But he
-could accumulate enough money to last the rest of his life, or perhaps
-turn his many new talents to something else. There were many things he
-would like to do, and he was ahead of everyone else now, even though in
-three or four years he would no longer be unique.</p>
-
-<p>Except, of course, in his body.</p>
-
-<p>And there it was again. Was there nothing he could do to get away from
-it?</p>
-
-<p>He had no memory of Erica except for the one night, but it was enough
-to convince him. What would their future be like in what was sure to
-follow? After that broadcast, he would be a person of some note, but
-would that stop laughter? Would she wait until he left the room before
-she giggled?</p>
-
-<p>He'd come to terms with <i>Interplanet</i>, but first he had to come to
-terms with himself ... and he hadn't.</p>
-
-<p>How good was his imaginary Wysocki's theorem? Could it take one last
-extension? He counted what was left of the money Erica had given him.
-It wasn't much, but with it he could leave the city. And he had to.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p class="ph3">V</p>
-
-<p>It was dusk when he slipped out of the room and later still when the
-plane lifted away from the station. It was an ancient jet, long since
-relegated to cheap overnight service where speed was not a factor and
-price was.</p>
-
-<p>He knew he was taking a chance and half expected to be stopped, but
-apparently not many people had listened to the broadcast. Casual
-glances slid off him and didn't linger. Partly, he suspected, because
-he had pulled his hat over his face and thrust his hands in the jacket.
-He'd gotten away in time, but by the morning there would be people on
-the streets looking for him.</p>
-
-<p>He stared at the approximation of a port. When this ship had been
-built, there was some feeling against the practice and so the row of
-picture tubes had been camouflaged as ports in the wall. There was a
-station selector switch, but none for <i>on</i> or <i>off</i>. He glowered at the
-picture at his elbow and turned to the least annoying thing he could
-find. Across the aisle, there were three other programs he could see
-distinctly. The one directly opposite was a repeat of the broadcast
-he had heard a few hours previously. He scowled and looked away. If
-it hadn't been a night plane, in which people sought sleep, he would
-certainly have been spotted. Apathy was his best protection. He hunched
-down in his seat and dozed off.</p>
-
-<p>When he awakened, the familiar <i>Interplanet</i> program was at his elbow.
-He reached to change stations, then on impulse let his hand continue
-past the knob until he felt the ash tray. He unfastened the heavy
-article and poked it through the screen.</p>
-
-<p>The glass broke, but only a few in the immediate vicinity heard it in
-the din. To those who stared at him, he presented a view of his back or
-the profile of his hat. They glanced at him indifferently, then looked
-away. Outside the orifice, where the tube had been in the outer of two
-walls, was an actual port. He gazed through it contentedly.</p>
-
-<p>A finger tapped him. "Yes?" he said in a loud voice.</p>
-
-<p>The man behind him leaned over. "I've been riding in this plane once a
-week for five years. I mean, would you mind if I looked out? I've never
-seen where I'm going."</p>
-
-<p>"Glad to have you."</p>
-
-<p>The man sat beside him and peered wistfully out. Below were lights,
-the patterns of cities, roads and towns and in the distance the glare
-of furnaces. There was also a current of cold air seeping from the
-space between the double walls. The man looked, shivered, turned up his
-collar and finally went back to his seat.</p>
-
-<p>It was cold, but Merrol remained where he was. There was some
-satisfaction in asserting himself, but the satisfaction wore off and
-the cold didn't.</p>
-
-<p>His attention was caught by the program which was flickering across the
-aisle. Doctor Crander&mdash;Merrol frowned. Did the hospital want him too?
-He listened intently. No, they didn't want him.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>Crander sounded tired. "This is an emergency appeal and we'll need a
-wide response. We have in our care a person with a serious illness we
-can't diagnose. With so much interplanetary travel we can't determine
-what causes the disease. It may be an organism from a moon of Saturn or
-almost anything else.</p>
-
-<p>"Our staff is working at top speed. We feel, if we can keep her alive
-for one week, she'll be out of danger. That is by no means a certainty,
-but a reasonably accurate forecast.</p>
-
-<p>"We have a new theory, largely untested, but we hope it will work.
-Each person differs from the next and though, when we match limbs and
-organs, we try to take this into account, we never quite succeed in
-effecting a perfect biological match. As a result, the character of the
-blood changes, slightly but significantly. It's as if we had lumped
-together the various natural immunities of the component bodies and
-created an entirely new super-immunity."</p>
-
-<p>Crander paused. "We need persons who have had five or more major
-replacements. By major, I mean hands, arms, legs or parts of
-them&mdash;nothing so trivial as ears, or a few feet of skin, or three or
-four fingers.</p>
-
-<p>"It must be at least five, though more are correspondingly better.
-Nothing less&mdash;and please don't apply with only a minor replacement. Two
-donors have volunteered so far and we have fractioned and administered
-the blood of one with dramatic, if temporary, results. In a few hours,
-we'll have to use the second. After that, I don't know what we'll do."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol stirred. He was deeply suspicious.</p>
-
-<p>"Here's the woman," said Crander. "She needs your help."</p>
-
-<p>The man across the aisle leaned forward and his head was in front of
-the picture. Merrol tried to see, but couldn't.</p>
-
-<p>"It's up to you," said Crander as he faded from the screen.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol tapped the man across the aisle. "Please repeat it."</p>
-
-<p>The man glanced around and saw who it was. "Aw, you're the guy who
-doesn't like that stuff." He jerked his head at the broken screen.</p>
-
-<p>The memory cell of the picture tube didn't have a long attention span.
-It could recall forty-five seconds of the past program and no longer.
-The broadcast might be repeated, or it might not. Did he want to wait?</p>
-
-<p>He reached out his arm&mdash;the long one&mdash;and fastened onto the man's
-jacket, giving him a short rough shove.</p>
-
-<p>"Repeat it, I said!"</p>
-
-<p>The man looked down. He wasn't small himself, but it was a large
-fist. "Sure thing," he said, jabbing the repeat button. The scene was
-replayed.</p>
-
-<p>"Thanks," said Merrol, letting go.</p>
-
-<p>The man looked at his crumpled clothing. "Not at all," he muttered,
-sliding away against the wall. "Don't mention it."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The woman was Erica. It was too much of a coincidence that, among so
-many millions in the city, she should be the one. The hospital and
-<i>Interplanet</i> were working together and now they had brought in Erica.
-How gullible did they think he was and how much had they offered her
-for this? It might not be money, though&mdash;they might have convinced
-her it was to Dan's own best interest that they get in touch with him
-immediately.</p>
-
-<p>They were baiting him crudely and if they weren't, there were others
-who could respond as well as he. There must be hundreds in the
-vicinity, scores at any rate, who could qualify. There were enough
-without him, depending on how often the blood fraction was needed.
-Crander hadn't said. It was a trick and Erica wasn't ill&mdash;or if she
-was, she would be safe without him. He had to make up his mind before
-he saw her, and he couldn't. He clenched his hands, both big and
-little. He had stretched Wysocki's theorem too far and it had failed.</p>
-
-<p>"I had a wife once." The voice startled him, but he sat still, hoping
-to hear it again. Maybe they would tell him what to do. "Not so slender
-as Erica. Rather bouncy, in fact, but I liked her. Pity she ran away
-with a coleopterist. Never could understand what she saw in him." The
-voice grew sad. "<i>Beetles!</i>"</p>
-
-<p>"My advice is that wives are easily come by," said a theatrical voice,
-modulated for effect. "But before he shuffles off this mortal coil to
-the last roundup, every man should have at least one wife like Erica."</p>
-
-<p>"I can't speak of wives or women," said the musician. "There's so
-little memory left, mostly music. But you've been subconsciously
-humming a tune for days&mdash;and I must tell you that Beethoven didn't
-write anything called Erica. The correct title is Eroica."</p>
-
-<p>"One fall don't mean nothing, it's always the best two out of three.
-The way I see it, you gotta get up. Get close to them, hold them tight,
-or they'll throw you outta the ring."</p>
-
-<p>"This is something that can't be figured. There are some odds no one
-can live by. You'll have to solve this one yourself."</p>
-
-<p>He sat there, not moving. They were with him always, but sometimes they
-weren't much help.</p>
-
-<p>The plane would land on the other side of the continent. He had little
-money, but he could get in touch with <i>Interplanet</i> and they would
-advance him the fare back. Unfortunately, such a move would take time.
-There would be schedules to juggle, to say nothing of the ride back. A
-mere matter of hours on a fast ship&mdash;yet what if that was too long?</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>He got to his feet and went forward. "You can't go in there," said the
-stewardess.</p>
-
-<p>He looked past her into the pilot's compartment. It was securely locked
-from this side though not on the other. He glanced down at the girl.
-It was a tradition that stewardesses were gorgeous creatures, though
-the tradition was simply not true any longer. In an age of space
-exploration, air travel had dispensed with glamor. But for unfathomable
-reasons, this stewardess was a throwback to the old days. If she didn't
-quite achieve real beauty, she came close enough so that no healthy
-male could conceivably object to her nearness.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol could take the keys away from her, but she'd scream and a dozen
-men would come leaping to her rescue. He didn't care for the odds.</p>
-
-<p>He had met three women and had he misjudged the effect of the
-new himself on them? First Erica&mdash;her behavior had been strange,
-considering that, even from the first, she must have doubted he
-was her husband. Then the receptionist&mdash;she <i>had</i> gone out of her
-way to get him into Crander's office when the latter was upset by
-the disappearance of a patient. And finally, the pathetic Miss
-Jerrems, who had thawed and would have descended to crooked schemes,
-had he encouraged her. Was this some form of pity or something
-quite different&mdash;or did it matter at all as long as they were not
-indifferent? There was a way to find out.</p>
-
-<p>He raised his arm, the shorter one, and laid his hand affectionately on
-the stewardess' shoulder. "Isn't there a private room in back?"</p>
-
-<p>She tilted her head and her lips glistened. "Yes, there is."</p>
-
-<p>"Small enough for two?"</p>
-
-<p>"I believe so." Her lashes trembled and lowered and she seemed
-surprised that they did. "That is if you&mdash;if we snuggled close."</p>
-
-<p>"I'm sure we will. Why don't you find out about that room?"</p>
-
-<p>"It seems like a good idea." She blushed and turned to leave.</p>
-
-<p>"I'll need keys, won't I?" he said.</p>
-
-<p>She leaned against him and the keys dropped into his hand. "I'll be
-waiting," she whispered. He watched her walk down the aisle and enjoyed
-the enticing sway of her hips. Under other circumstances, he might
-have considered joining her.</p>
-
-<p>He had the keys! It had worked! He didn't know why, nor did he have
-time to think about it. He inserted the key and stepped inside.</p>
-
-<p>"Hi, Jane," sang out the pilot, not turning, assuming he knew who it
-was.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol located the autopilot switch and, reaching past the man, turned
-it on. With the same motion he whirled the pilot around. "Listen,
-friend, don't you want to go back?"</p>
-
-<p>"No. Why should I?" The pilot was startled, but not intimidated.</p>
-
-<p>"Engine trouble or something. You figure it out. I don't care
-what it is, as long as we get back." He half-hoped the man would
-object&mdash;physical action would be a relief. In an emergency, he could
-handle the ship himself&mdash;it was simpler than a spaceship.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>The pilot squinted beyond and behind him. "Engines don't sound so
-good," he muttered. He was unexpectedly docile. "Safety first is the
-motto of this airline." It was a good rule, but it was questionable
-whose safety he was referring to.</p>
-
-<p>The pilot was still having unaccountable difficulty with his
-eyes&mdash;there was a marked tendency to cross. "Sure, we'll go back," he
-said. "Glad you brought it to my attention. But call off your gang,
-will you, mister?"</p>
-
-<p>Merrol turned around. He was alone. There was no one behind him, though
-the pilot seemed convinced there was.</p>
-
-<p>He had a partial answer to the pilot's strange reaction. He was a
-multiple personality and, normally latent, in times of stress the
-multi-personality became dominant and impressed itself psychologically
-on the observer. And if the mind received the impression of several
-men, the eye tried hard to produce evidence that would confirm it.</p>
-
-<p>Not everyone was as successful at self-hypnosis as the pilot, but
-the temptation toward it was always there. Now that he thought of
-it, men never had laughed at him. Instead they had been respectful.
-He apparently had an unsettling effect on those of his own sex he
-came in contact with&mdash;just how powerful it was, he didn't know yet.
-The complete answer would have to await investigation by trained
-psychologists.</p>
-
-<p>Women were different. They invariably laughed first&mdash;Erica too, in
-spite of the general sympathy she must have felt for him. In what did
-the difference lie? That too he would have to determine&mdash;later.</p>
-
-<p>The pilot looked at him dizzily, beseechingly. Merrol decided he must
-be pouring it on, though he felt no different. "Remember, I can get up
-here in an awful hurry," said Merrol, "so no tricks." The pilot nodded
-and clung helplessly to the controls. He wouldn't cause any trouble.
-Merrol raised his arm in a gesture. "Come on, fellows."</p>
-
-<p>As an afterthought, he locked the stewardess in the private compartment
-and, as he did so, he could feel the plane swing in a wide arc that
-would take them to the station they had started from. The apathetic
-dozing passengers didn't even notice.</p>
-
-<p>And then all six of him walked back to his seat and Merrol sat down.</p>
-
-<hr class="chap" />
-
-<p class="ph3">VI</p>
-
-<p>He slid out of the plane while it was still rolling. He didn't want to
-argue with the passengers, when they found they were on the wrong coast
-and he was to blame. Nor did he particularly want to explain to the
-authorities. Later he would have to, but by then he would have powerful
-interests behind him to smooth over the incident.</p>
-
-<p>It was late and there were no cabs in sight, in air or on surface. He
-crossed the landing strip into the station and out of it and swept
-along the dark streets with a loose-jointed stride that made the
-distance seem less than it was. Presently, he broke into a trot and his
-speed was encouraging.</p>
-
-<p>A hoppicopter&mdash;one of the little surface cars that could rise and
-fly for a short time to avoid traffic jams&mdash;bounced down and rolled
-alongside. A window slid open and a head popped out. "In a hurry,
-mister?"</p>
-
-<p>He bobbed his head. "Hospital."</p>
-
-<p>"Jump in and we'll take you. We're not doing anything special&mdash;just
-riding around." The hoppicopter stopped. This was luck&mdash;he'd get there
-faster.</p>
-
-<p>The man in the front seat opened the door and stepped out, flashing a
-light on him. "Just a check. We don't mind taking you, but we want to
-be sure we don't pick up some rough character."</p>
-
-<p>The man didn't look so gentle himself&mdash;and the light was trained on Dan
-too long. If they were afraid, he'd have to refuse their offer and go
-on.</p>
-
-<p>"Hey, Carl," the man with the flash called out puzzledly. "Haven't we
-seen this guy somewhere before?"</p>
-
-<p>He should have expected something like this and not stopped&mdash;but maybe
-it would have been worse if he hadn't. So far, he had been lucky that
-no one had spotted him&mdash;and now was not the time to be discussing
-terms with <i>Interplanet</i>. He began to edge away.</p>
-
-<p>Carl climbed out of the hoppicopter and circled in the same direction
-Merrol was inching toward. "I guess I have at that," said Carl slowly.
-He was a big man. "Can't say where, though."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol breathed more easily. He couldn't make a break for it, but
-perhaps he wouldn't have to. They might not have seen the broadcast.
-"I've got to hurry," he said. "I'll go on."</p>
-
-<p>"Don't get sore," said Carl soothingly. "We'll take you. Climb in."</p>
-
-<p>The man with the light was frowning indecisively. "The guy on the
-broadcast?" he asked sharply.</p>
-
-<p>"Nah," said Carl disgustedly. "That guy&mdash;you look at his picture and
-you have to bust out laughing. Now this fellow here&mdash;while he's a
-long way from handsome&mdash;is clearly the executive type, a man you can
-trust." Carl scrutinized him thoughtfully. Before Merrol could stop
-him, he reached out and plucked off the hat. "There's only one guy with
-three-colored hair, though, and you've got it," he said unbelievingly.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol started to back away, but the body of the hoppicopter stopped
-him.</p>
-
-<p>"Mister, you've sure got some disguise," said the other man in an awed
-voice. "I could look right at you all day and not tell who it was."</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>It was no disguise, it was the multi-personality again. No one looked
-quite the same in real life as in a picture, because the personality
-was missing. And with him the difference was far more marked. The
-camera could register his features accurately, but men couldn't, not
-when he was actually there to inspire trust and respect&mdash;and he did
-arouse those emotions. Added together, these were some of the reasons
-why he hadn't hitherto been recognized.</p>
-
-<p>"Sorry to have bothered you," he said, pushing between them as they
-converged on him. "I'm in a hurry."</p>
-
-<p>"Sure, sure," said Carl, apologetically, moving aside.</p>
-
-<p>"But he's money!" the man with the flashlight cried in an anguished
-voice.</p>
-
-<p>"So he is!" said Carl. The vision of money seemed to carry a lot of
-weight with him. He seemed reluctant to act, but he reached out and
-swung Merrol around. "We'll take you to <i>Interplanet</i> and then you can
-go to the hospital. Don't worry, we aren't going to do nothing. It
-don't <i>pay</i> us to hurt you."</p>
-
-<p>Their original intentions were probably sincere, but now that they
-thought they'd found money on the street, they weren't willing to let
-it go. But Merrol was not going to accompany them to <i>Interplanet</i>. He
-jerked away.</p>
-
-<p>"We'll split the reward," said Carl. "Too bad we got to carry him in."</p>
-
-<p>Merrol tried to elude him, but Carl caught his arm in a bone-cracking
-hold. That is, it ought to have splintered bone. That it didn't was not
-due to lack of skill, but to the proportions of the arm to which it was
-applied. The advantage of leverage went to Merrol and he used it. He
-broke loose and swung the long arm with the large fist and Carl went
-down.</p>
-
-<p>The man with the light dropped it, climbed on Merrol's back and was
-pounding away at a nerve. Had he found the nerve, Merrol might have
-crumpled to the street. He didn't find it, because it wasn't there. The
-nerve had been surgically rerouted.</p>
-
-<p>Merrol peeled him off and tossed him on top of Carl. He tossed him
-harder than he meant to and neither man moved.</p>
-
-<p>He climbed into the hoppicopter and rolled it through the dark streets.
-They had caused him to lose time and for this they would forfeit the
-use of their 'copter. They could pick it up in the morning, if they
-felt like claiming it. He got out and hurried into the hospital.</p>
-
-<p>He met others in the corridors&mdash;it was a busy place in spite of the
-lateness&mdash;but the first person he recognized was Erica. "Dan!" she
-said. She didn't use anything scientific, but the hold on him was
-harder to break than judo. Perhaps because he didn't want to.</p>
-
-<p>Later, he became aware of someone tapping his shoulder. He turned
-around. "These things can be consummated in the privacy of one's own
-home," murmured Doctor Crander. "But when a life is at stake, passion
-should be put aside."</p>
-
-<p>The purely physical elation began to fade. He put Erica down, but
-uncertainly holding onto her. It was an ambivalent gesture. "Is this
-what you call an emergency?" he asked sarcastically. He had broken a
-number of minor laws and nearly his own neck in getting here. He had a
-right to be angry, though he was not sure how he felt.</p>
-
-<p>The doctor gave him a scandalized look. "Do you think we're unethical?
-There is such a woman as we described, one of our staff. We do have
-other donors, but we think you can do more for her. In a fit of
-despondency, this woman wandered into the extraterrestrial room without
-the customary protection, hoping to catch something&mdash;and she did."
-Crander frowned. "The only way we altered facts was to use your wife's
-photo. It was her idea. Furthermore, it is true that a pretty girl gets
-a better response&mdash;and, of course, Erica wanted you back."</p>
-
-<p>When he learned who the patient was, he was satisfied with his
-decision. After the blood fraction had been administered to Miss
-Jerrems, even his untrained eyes could see the improvement.</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>He watched Erica suspiciously as she pattered about in a state of
-dishabille that did nothing to enhance her beauty but, perversely,
-made her more exciting. That she had been uncertain as to his identity
-the last time meant little and he could forgive it. Man and wife were
-not thereby distinct species, separate to themselves, unattracted or
-repelled by all others of the opposite sex. For himself, he had only to
-remember the stewardess.</p>
-
-<p>But it was important to know what her true feelings toward him were.
-Laughter at the wrong time could be disastrous to a man's ego!</p>
-
-<p>"This time, you know there's no mistake," he said, hoping that irony
-was some protection. "But are you sure you want me as a husband?"</p>
-
-<p>She stopped fiddling with her hair. She tilted her head and looked
-at him, at a body that defied the laws of anatomy and the face that
-belonged on a clown&mdash;except that a clown could take his face off. "Are
-you trying to get rid of me?" She was asking questions, not answering
-them.</p>
-
-<p>Erica was examining him carefully and he could tell that she, unlike a
-male, saw each feature distinctly, saw the nose that had belonged to
-someone else and looked it, the jaw, originally very fine, but with
-contours that had since melted out of shape.</p>
-
-<p>"I'm not trying to get rid of you," he said. "Maybe you want somebody
-nicer." He'd have to know before he could stop feeling tormented.</p>
-
-<p>"Nicer?" she echoed. "Do you want me to answer that?"</p>
-
-<hr class="tb" />
-
-<p>She came and leaned against him. "A woman ought to have <i>some</i>
-secrets," she murmured. "But if you have to know, the first time I
-saw you I laughed, because you are funny. And after that, well, I saw
-traces of the nicest features of nearly every man I ever had a crush
-on. That was just the physical side."</p>
-
-<p>She rested her head on his shoulder. "I didn't believe you actually
-were Dan. I didn't pay attention to a thing you said."</p>
-
-<p>"But if you didn't believe...."</p>
-
-<p>"Just what you're thinking," she answered. "I couldn't help it. You're
-the most exciting challenge a woman can have. Even if she doesn't know
-why, as I didn't then, it's still there&mdash;half a dozen men, and all of
-them in one monogamous package."</p>
-
-<p>Now that she put it that way, he could see why she hadn't been able to
-resist. He could see that there were few women who could. He glanced at
-a framed photograph of the handsome pre-accident Dan Merrol that stood
-on the bureau. He thought, <i>Poor sucker!</i></p>
-
-
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- The Man Who Was Six
-
- By F. L. WALLACE
-
- Illustrated by ASHMAN
-
- [Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
- Galaxy Science Fiction September 1954.
- Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
- the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
-
-
-
-
- There is nothing at all like having a sound
- mind in a sound body, but Dan Merrol had too
- much of one--and also too much of the other!
-
-
-"Sorry, darling," said Erica. She yawned, added, "I've tried--but I
-just can't believe you're my husband."
-
-He felt his own yawn slip off his face. "What do you mean? What am I
-doing here then?"
-
-"Can't you remember?" Her laughter tinkled as she pushed him away and
-sat up. "They said you were Dan Merrol at the hospital, but they must
-have been wrong."
-
-"Hospitals don't make that kind of mistake," he said with a certainty
-he didn't altogether feel.
-
-"But _I_ should know, shouldn't I?"
-
-"Of course, but...." He did some verbal backstepping. "It was a
-bad accident. You've got to expect that I won't be quite the same
-at first." He sat up. "_Look_ at me. Can't you tell who I am?" She
-returned his gaze, then swayed toward him. He decided that she was
-highly attractive--but surely he ought to have known that long ago.
-
- * * * * *
-
-With a visible effort she leaned away from him. "Your left eye does
-look familiar," she said cautiously. "The brown one, I mean."
-
-"The _brown_ one?"
-
-"Your other eye's green," she told him.
-
-"Of course--a replacement. I told you it was a serious accident. They
-had to use whatever was handy."
-
-"I suppose so--but shouldn't they have tried to stick to the original
-color scheme?"
-
-"It's a little thing," he said. "I'm lucky to be alive." He took her
-hand. "I believe I can convince you I'm _me_."
-
-"I wish you could." Her voice was low and sad and he couldn't guess why.
-
-"My name is Dan Merrol."
-
-"They told you that at the hospital."
-
-They hadn't--he'd read it on the chart. But he had been alone in the
-room and the name had to be his, and anyway he _felt_ like Dan Merrol.
-"Your name is Erica."
-
-"They told you that too."
-
-She was wrong again, but it was probably wiser not to tell her how he
-knew. No one had said anything to him in the hospital. He hadn't given
-them a chance. He had awakened in a room and hadn't wanted to be alone.
-He'd got up and read the chart and searched dizzily through the closet.
-Clothes were hanging there and he'd put them on and muttered her name
-to himself. He'd sat down to gain strength and after a while he'd
-walked out and no one had stopped him.
-
-It was night when he left the hospital and the next thing he remembered
-was her face as he looked through the door. Her name hadn't been on the
-chart nor her address and yet he had found her. That proved something,
-didn't it? "How could I forget you?" he demanded.
-
-"You may have known someone else with that name. When were we married?"
-
-Maybe he should have stayed in the hospital. It would have been easier
-to convince her there. But he'd been frantic to get home. "It was quite
-a smashup," he said. "You'll have to expect some lapses."
-
-"I'm making allowances. But can't you tell me something about myself?"
-
-He thought--and couldn't. He wasn't doing so well. "Another lapse,"
-he said gloomily and then brightened. "But I can tell you lots about
-myself. For instance, I'm a specialist in lepidoptera."
-
-"What's that?"
-
-"At the moment, who knows? Anyway, I'm a well-known actor and a
-musician and a first-rate mathematician. I can't remember any equations
-offhand except C equals pi R squared. It has to do with the velocity
-of light. And the rest of the stuff will come back in time." It was
-easier now that he'd started and he went on rapidly. "I'm thirty-three
-and after making a lot of money wrestling, married six girls, not
-necessarily in this order--Lucille, Louise, Carolyn, Katherine, Shirley
-and Miriam." That was quite a few marriages--maybe it was thoughtless
-of him to have mentioned them. No woman approves her predecessors.
-
-"That's six. Where do I come in?"
-
-"Erica. You're the seventh and best." It was just too many, now that he
-thought of it, and it didn't seem right.
-
-She sighed and drew away. "That was a lucky guess on your age."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Did that mean he wasn't right on anything else? From the expression
-on her face, it did. "You've got to expect me to be confused in the
-beginning. Can't you really tell who I am?"
-
-"I _can't_! You don't have the same personality at all." She glanced at
-her arm. There was a bruise on it.
-
-"Did I do that?" he asked.
-
-"You did, though I'm sure you didn't mean to. I don't think you
-realized how strong you were. Dan was always too gentle--he must have
-been afraid of me. And _you_ weren't at all."
-
-"Maybe I was impetuous," he said. "But it was such a long time."
-
-"Almost three months. But most of that time you were floating in
-gelatin in the regrowth tank, unconscious until yesterday." She
-leaned forward and caressed his cheek. "Everything seems wrong, no
-matter how hard I try to believe otherwise. You don't have the same
-personality--you can't remember anything."
-
-"And I have one brown eye and one green."
-
-"It's not just that, darling. Go over to the mirror."
-
-He had been seriously injured and he was still weak from the shock. He
-got up and walked unsteadily to the mirror. "Now what?"
-
-"Stand beside it. Do you see the line?" Erica pointed to the glass.
-
-He did--it was a mark level with his chin. "What does it mean?"
-
-"That should be the top of Dan Merrol's head," she said softly.
-
-He was a good six inches taller than he ought to be. But there must be
-some explanation for the added height. He glanced down at his legs.
-They were the same length from hip bone to the soles of his feet, but
-the proportions differed from one side to the other. His knees didn't
-match. _Be-dum, be-dum, be-dumdum, but your knees don't match_--the
-snatch of an ancient song floated through his head.
-
-Quickly, he scanned himself. It was the same elsewhere. The upper right
-arm was massive, too big for the shoulder it merged with. And the
-forearm, while long, was slender. He blinked and looked again. While
-they were patching him up, did they really think he needed black, red
-and brown hair? He wondered how a beagle felt.
-
- * * * * *
-
-What were they, a bunch of humorists? Did they, for comic effect, piece
-together a body out of bits and scraps left over from a chopping block?
-It was himself he was looking at, otherwise he'd say the results were
-neither hideous nor horrible, but merely--well, what? Ludicrous and
-laughable--and there were complications in that too. Who wants to be
-an involuntary clown, a physical buffoon that Mother Nature hadn't
-duplicated since Man began?
-
-He felt the stubble on his face with his left hand--he _thought_ it
-was his left hand--at least it was on that side. The emerging whiskers
-didn't feel like anything he remembered. Wait a minute--was it _his_
-memory? He leaned against the wall and nearly fell down. The length of
-that arm was unexpectedly different.
-
-He hobbled over to a chair and sat down, staring miserably at Erica as
-she began dressing. There was quite a contrast between the loveliness
-of her body and the circus comedy of his own.
-
-"Difficult, isn't it?" she said, tugging her bra together and closing
-the last snap, which took considerable effort. She was a small girl
-generally, though not around the chest.
-
-It was difficult and in addition to his physique there were the
-memories he couldn't account for. Come to think of it, he must have
-been awfully busy to have so many careers in such a short time--_and_
-all those wives too.
-
-Erica came close and leaned comfortingly against him, but he wasn't
-comforted. "I waited till I was sure. I didn't want to upset you."
-
-He wasn't as sure as she seemed to be now. Somehow, maybe he was still
-Dan Merrol--but he wasn't going to insist on it--not after looking at
-himself. Not after trying to sort out those damned memories.
-
-She was too kind, pretending to be a little attracted to him, to the
-scrambled face, to the mismatched lumps and limbs and shapes that,
-stretching the term, currently formed his body. It was clear what he
-had to do.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The jacket he had worn last night didn't fit. Erica cut off the sleeve
-that hung far over his fingertips on one side and basted it to the
-sleeve that ended well above his wrist, on the other. The shoulders
-were narrow, but the material would stretch and after shrugging around
-in it, he managed to expand it so it was not too tight.
-
-The trousers were also a problem--six inches short with no material
-to add on, but here again Erica proved equal to the task and, using
-the cuffs, contrived to lengthen them. Shoes were another difficulty.
-For one foot the size was not bad, but he could almost step out of the
-other shoe. When she wasn't looking, he wadded up a spare sock and
-stuffed it in the toe.
-
-He looked critically at himself in the mirror. Dressed, his total
-effect was better than he had dared hope it would be. True, he did look
-_different_.
-
-Erica gazed at him with melancholy affection. "I can't understand why
-they let you out wearing those clothes--or for that matter, why they
-let you out at all."
-
-He must have given some explanation as he'd stumbled through the door.
-What was it?
-
-"When I brought the clothes yesterday, they told me I couldn't see you
-for a day or so," she mused aloud. "It was the first time you'd been
-out of the regrowth tank--where no one could see you--and they didn't
-know the clothes wouldn't fit. You were covered with a sheet, sleeping,
-I think. They let me peek in and I could make out a corner of your
-face."
-
-It was the clothes, plus the brief glimpse of his face, which had made
-her think she recognized him when he came in.
-
-"They told me you'd have to have psychotherapy and I'd have to have
-orientation before I could see you. That's why I was so surprised when
-you rang the bell."
-
-His head was churning with ideas, trying to sort them out. Part of last
-night was dim, part sharp and satisfying.
-
-"What's Wysocki's theorem?" she asked.
-
-"_Whose_ theorem?"
-
-"Wysocki's. I started to call the hospital and you wouldn't let me,
-because of the theorem. You said you'd explain it this morning." She
-glanced at the bruise on her arm.
-
-It was then he'd grabbed her, to keep her from talking to the hospital.
-He'd been unnecessarily rough, but that could be ascribed to lack of
-coordination. She could have been terrified, might have resisted--but
-she hadn't. At that time, she must have half-believed he was Dan
-Merrol, still dangerously near the edges of post-regrowth shock.
-
- * * * * *
-
-She was looking at him, waiting for that explanation. He shook his
-mind frantically and the words came out. "Self-therapy," he said
-briskly. "The patient alone understands what he needs." She started to
-interrupt, but he shook his head and went on blithely. "That's the
-first corollary of the theorem. The second is that there are critical
-times in the recovery of the patient. At such times, with the least
-possible supervision, he should be encouraged to make his own decisions
-and carry them through by himself, even though running a slight risk of
-physical complications."
-
-"That's new, isn't it?" she said. "I always thought they watched the
-patient carefully."
-
-It ought to be new--he'd just invented it. "You know how rapidly
-medical practices change," he said quickly. "Anyway, when they
-examined me last night, I was much stronger than they expected--so,
-when I wanted to come home, they let me. It's their latest belief that
-initiative is more important than perfect health."
-
-"Strange," she muttered. "But you are very strong." She looked at him
-and blushed. "Initiative, certainly you have. Dan could use some,
-wherever he is."
-
-Dan again, whether it was himself or another person. For a brief time,
-as she listened to him, he'd had the silly idea that.... But it could
-never happen to him. He'd better leave now while she was distracted and
-bewildered and believed what he was saying. "I've got to go. I'm due
-back," he told her.
-
-"Not before you eat," she said. "Any man who's spent the night with me
-is hungry in the morning."
-
-It was a domestic miracle that amidst all the pressing and fitting,
-she'd somehow prepared breakfast and he hadn't noticed. It was a simple
-chore with the automatics, but to him it seemed a proof of her wifely
-skill.
-
-He wanted to protest, but didn't. Maybe it was the hand she was
-holding--it seemed to be equipped with a better set of nerves than its
-predecessor. It tingled at her touch. Sadly, he sat down and looked at
-his food. Eat? Did he want to eat? Oddly enough, he did.
-
-"How much do you remember of the accident?" She shoved aside her own
-food and sat watching him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Not a thing, now that she asked. In fact, there wasn't much he did
-remember. There had been the chart at his bed-side, with one word
-scrawled on it--_accident_--and that was where he'd got the idea. There
-had been other marks too, but he hadn't been able to decipher them. He
-nodded and said nothing and she took it as he thought she would.
-
-"It wasn't anybody's fault. The warning devices which were supposed to
-work didn't," she began. "A Moon ship collided with a Mars liner in
-the upper atmosphere. The ships broke up in several parts and since
-they are compartmented and the delay rockets switched on immediately,
-the separate parts fell rather gently, considering how high they were.
-Casualties weren't as great as you might think.
-
-"Parts of the two ships fell together, the rest were scattered. There
-was some interchange of passengers in the wreckage, but since you were
-found in the control compartment of the Mars liner, they assumed you
-were the pilot. They never let me see you until yesterday and then
-it was just a glimpse. I took their word when they said you were Dan
-Merrol."
-
-At least he knew who or what Dan Merrol was--the pilot of the Mars
-liner. They had assumed he was the pilot because of where he was found,
-but he might have been tossed there--impact did strange things.
-
-Dan Merrol was a spaceship pilot and he hadn't included it among his
-skills. It was strange that she had believed him at all. But now that
-it was out in the open, he did remember some facts about spaceships. He
-felt he could manage a takeoff at this instant.
-
-But why hadn't he told her? Shock? Perhaps--but where had those other
-identities come from--lepidopterist, musician, actor, mathematician
-and wrestler? And where had he got memories of wives, slender and
-passionate, petite and wild, casual and complaisant, nagging and
-insecure?
-
-Erica he didn't remember at all, save from last night, and what was
-that due to?
-
-"What are you going to do?" he asked, deliberately toying with the last
-bite of breakfast. It gave him time to think.
-
-"They said they'd identified everyone, living or dead, and I supposed
-they had. After seeing you, I can believe they made any number of
-similar mistakes. Dan Merrol may be alive under another name. It will
-be hard to do, but I must try to find him. Some of the accident victims
-went to other hospitals, you know, the ones located nearest where they
-fell."
-
-Even if he was sure, he didn't know whether he could tell her--and he
-wasn't sure any longer, although he had been. On the physical side of
-marriage, how could he ask her to share a body she'd have to laugh at?
-Later, he might tell her, if there was to be a 'later.' He pushed back
-his chair and looked at her uncertainly.
-
-"Let me call a 'copter," she said. "I hate to see you go."
-
-"Wysocki's theorem," he told her. "The patient has decided to walk."
-He weaved toward the door and twisted the knob. He turned in time to
-catch her in his arms.
-
-"I know this is wrong," she said, pressing against him.
-
-It might be wrong, but it was very pleasant, though he did guess her
-motives. She was a warmhearted girl and couldn't help pitying him.
-"Don't be so damned considerate," he mumbled.
-
-"You'll have to put me down," she said, averting her eyes.
-"Otherwise.... You're an intolerable funny man."
-
-He knew it--he could see himself in the mirror. He was something to
-laugh at when anyone got tired of pretending sympathy. He put her down
-and stumbled out. He thought he could hear the bed creak as she threw
-herself on it.
-
-
-II
-
-Once he got started, walking wasn't hard. His left side swung at a
-different rate from his right, but that was due to the variation in
-the length of his thighs and lower legs, and the two rhythms could be
-reconciled. He swept along, gaining control of his muscles. He became
-aware that he was whizzing past everyone.
-
-He slowed down--he didn't want to attract attention. It was difficult
-but he learned to walk at a pedestrian pace. However poorly they'd
-matched his legs, they'd given him good ones.
-
-Last night, on an impulse, he'd left the hospital and now he had to go
-back. _Had_ to? Of course. There were too many uncertainties still to
-be settled. He glanced around. It was still very early in the morning
-and normal traffic was just beginning. Maybe they hadn't missed him
-yet, though it was unlikely.
-
-He seemed to know the route well enough and covered the distance in a
-brief time. He turned in at the building and, scanning the directory,
-went at once to the proper floor and stopped at the desk.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The receptionist was busy with the drawer of the desk. "Can I help
-you?" she asked, continuing to peer down.
-
-"The director--Doctor Crander. I don't have an appointment."
-
-"Then the director can't see you." The girl looked up and her firmly
-polite expression became a grimace of barely suppressed laughter.
-
-Then laughter was swept away. What replaced it he couldn't say, but it
-didn't seem related to humor. She placed her hand near his but it went
-astray and got tangled with his fingers. "I just thought of a joke,"
-she murmured. "Please don't think that I consider you at all funny."
-
-The hell she didn't--and it was the second time within the hour a woman
-had used that word on him. He wished they'd stop. He took back his
-hand, the slender one, an exquisite thing that might once have belonged
-to a musician. Was there an instrument played with one hand? The other
-one was far larger and clumsier, more suited to mayhem than music.
-"When can I see the director?"
-
-She blinked at him. "A patient?" She didn't need to look twice to see
-that he had been one. "The director does occasionally see ex-patients."
-
-He watched her appreciatively as she went inside. The way she walked,
-you'd think she had a special audience. Presently the door opened and
-she came back, batting her eyes vigorously.
-
-"You can go in now," she said huskily. Strange, her voice had dropped
-an octave in less than a minute. "The old boy tried to pretend he was
-in the middle of a grave emergency."
-
-On his way in, he miscalculated, or she did, and he brushed against
-her. The touch was pleasant, but not thrilling. That reaction seemed
-reserved for Erica.
-
-"Glad to see you," said Doctor Crander, behind the desk. He was nervous
-and harassed for so early in the morning. "The receptionist didn't give
-me your name. For some reason she seems upset."
-
-She did at that, he thought--probably bewildered by his appearance. The
-hospital didn't seem to have a calming influence on either her or the
-doctor. "That's why I came here. I'm not sure who I am. I thought I was
-Dan Merrol."
-
-Doctor Crander tried to fight his way through the desk. Being a little
-wider and solider, though not by much, the desk won. He contented
-himself by wiping his forehead. "Our missing patient," he said, sighing
-with vast relief. "For a while I had visions of...." He then decided
-that visions were nothing a medical man should place much faith in.
-
-"Then I _am_ Dan Merrol?"
-
-The doctor came cautiously around the desk this time. "Of course. I
-didn't expect that you'd come walking in my office--that's why I didn't
-recognize you immediately." He exhaled peevishly. "Where did you go?
-We've been searching for you everywhere."
-
-It seemed wiser to Dan not to tell him everything. "It was stuffy
-inside. I went out for a stroll before the nurse came in."
-
-Crander frowned, his nervousness rapidly disappearing. "Then it was
-about an hour ago. We didn't think you could walk at all so soon, or we
-would have kept someone on duty through the night."
-
- * * * * *
-
-They had underestimated him, but he didn't mind. Of course, he didn't
-know how a patient from the regrowth tanks was supposed to act.
-The doctor took his pulse. "Seems fine," he said, surprised. "Sit
-down--please sit down."
-
-Without waiting for him to comply, Crander pushed him into a chair and
-began hauling out a variety of instruments with which he poked about
-his bewildered patient.
-
-Finally Crander seemed satisfied. "Excellent," he said. "If I didn't
-know better, I'd say you were almost fully recovered. A week ago, we
-considered removing you from the regrowth tank. Our decision to leave
-you there an extra week has paid off very, very nicely."
-
-Merrol wasn't as pleased as the doctor appeared to be. "Granted you can
-identify me as the person who came out of regrowth--but does that mean
-I'm Dan Merrol? Could there be a mistake?"
-
-Crander eyed him clinically. "We don't ordinarily do this--but it is
-evident that with you peace of mind is more important than procedure.
-And you look well enough to stand the physical strain."
-
-He pressed the buzzer and an angular woman in her early forties
-answered. "Miss Jerrems, the Dan Merrol file."
-
-Miss Jerrems flashed a glance of open adoration at the doctor and
-before she could reel it in, her gaze swept past Dan, hesitated and
-returned to him. Her mouth opened and closed like that of a nervous
-goldfish and she darted from the room.
-
-_They see me and flee as fast as they can caper_, thought Merrol. It
-was not wholly true--Crander didn't seem much affected. But he was a
-doctor and used to it. Furthermore, he probably had room for only one
-emotion at the moment--relief at the return of his patient.
-
-Miss Jerrems came back, wheeling a large cart. Dan was surprised at the
-mass of records. Crander noticed his expression and smiled. "You're
-our prize case, Merrol. I've never heard of anyone else surviving
-such extensive surgery. Naturally, we have a step-by-step account of
-everything we did."
-
-He turned to the woman. "You may leave, Miss Jerrems." She went, but
-the adoration she had showed so openly for her employer seemed to have
-curdled in the last few moments.
-
-Crander dug into the files and rooted out photographs. "Here are
-pictures of the wreckage in which you were found--notice that you were
-strapped in your seat--as you were received into the hospital--at
-various stages in surgery and finally, some taken from the files of the
-company for which you worked."
-
-Merrol winced. The photographic sequence was incontrovertible. He had
-been a handsome fellow.
-
-"Here is other evidence you may not have heard of. It's a recent
-development, within the last ten years, in fact. It still isn't
-accepted by most courts--they're always lagging--but to medical men
-it's the last word."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Merrol studied the patterns of waves and lines and splotches. "What is
-it?"
-
-"Mass-cell radiographs. One was loaned by your employer. The other was
-taken just after your last operation. Both were corrected according
-to standard methods. One cell won't do it, ten yield an uncertain
-identity--but as few as a hundred cells from any part of the original
-body, excepting the blood, constitute proof more positive than
-fingerprints before the surgical exchange of limbs. Don't ask me
-why--no one knows. But it is true that cells differ from one body to
-the next, and this test detects the difference."
-
-The mass-cell radiographs did seem identical and Dr. Crander seemed
-certain. Taken altogether, the evidence was overwhelming. There had
-been no mistake--he was Dan Merrol, though it was not difficult to
-understand why Erica couldn't believe he was her husband.
-
-"You did a fine job," he said. Recalling the picture of the wreckage,
-he knew they had. "But couldn't you have done just a little better?"
-
- * * * * *
-
-Crander's eyebrows bounced up. "We're amazed at how well we have
-done. You can search case histories and find nothing comparable." His
-eyebrows dropped back into place. "Of course, if you have a specific
-complaint...."
-
-"Nothing specific. But look at this hand...."
-
-The doctor seized it. "Beautiful, isn't it?"
-
-"Perhaps--taken by itself." Dan rolled up his sleeve. "See how it joins
-the forearm."
-
-Crander waggled it gravely. "It coordinates perfectly. I've observed
-you have complete control over it. The doctor's eye, my boy. The
-doctor's diagnostic eye."
-
-The other just didn't understand. "But the size--it doesn't match my
-arm!"
-
-"Doesn't _match_?" cried the doctor. "Do you have any idea of the
-biological ways in which it _does_ match? True, it may not be
-esthetically harmonized, but here we delve into the mysteries of the
-human organism, and we can hardly be striving for Botticelli bodies and
-Michelangelo men. First, your hand moves freely at the joint, a triumph
-of surgical skill." He moved the hand experimentally, to show Merrol
-how it was done. He dropped the hand and hurried to a screen against
-the wall.
-
-Crander drew his finger across the surface and the mark remained. "You
-know about Rh positive and negative blood. Mixed, they can be lethal.
-This was discovered long ago, by someone I've forgotten. But there are
-other factors just as potent and far more complex."
-
-He scribbled meaningless symbols on the screen with his finger. "Take
-the bone factors--three. They must be matched in even such a slight
-contact as a joint ... this was done. Then there are the tissue
-factors--four. Tendon factors--two. Nerve-splice factors--three
-again. After that, we move into a complex field, hormone-utilization
-factors--seven at the latest count and more coming up with further
-research.
-
-"That's the beginning, but at the sensory organs we leave the simple
-stuff behind. Take the eye, for instance." Merrol leaned away because
-Dr. Crander seemed about to pluck one of Dan's eyes from its socket.
-"Surgical and growth factors involved in splicing a massive nerve
-bundle pass any layman's comprehension. There are no non-technical
-terms to describe it."
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was just as well--Merrol didn't want a lecture. He extended his
-arms. One was of normal length, the other longer. "Do you think you can
-do something with this? I don't mind variation in thickness--some of
-that will smooth out as I exercise--but I'd like them the same length."
-
-"There were many others injured at the same time, you know--and you
-were one of the last to be extricated from the ship. Normally, when
-we have to replace a whole arm, we do so at the shoulder for obvious
-reasons. But the previously treated victims had depleted our supplies.
-Some needed only a hand and we gave them just that, others a hand and
-a forearm, and so on. When we got to you, we had to use leftovers or
-permit you to die--there wasn't time to send to other hospitals. In
-fact there wasn't any time at all--we actually thought you were dead,
-but soon found we were wrong."
-
-Crander stared at a crack in the ceiling. "Further recovery will take
-other operations and your nervous system isn't up to it." He shook his
-head. "Five years from now, we can help you, not before."
-
-Merrol turned away miserably. There were other things, but he had
-learned the essentials. He was Dan Merrol and there was nothing they
-could do for him until it was too late. How long could he expect Erica
-to wait?
-
-The doctor hadn't finished the medical session. "Replacement of body
-parts is easy, after all. The big trouble came when we went into the
-brain."
-
-"Brain?" Dan was startled.
-
-"How hard do you think your skull is?" Crander came closer. "Bend your
-head."
-
-Merrol obeyed and could feel the doctor's forefinger slice across his
-scalp in a mock operation. "This sector was crushed." Roughly half his
-brain, it appeared. "That's why so many memories were gone--not just
-from shock. In addition, other sectors were damaged and had to be
-replaced."
-
-Crander traced out five areas he could feel, but not see. "Samuel
-Kaufman, musician--Breed Mannly, cowboy actor--George Elkins,
-lepidopterist--Duke DeCaesares, wrestler--and Ben Eisenberg,
-mathematician, went into the places I tapped."
-
-Dan raised his head. Some things were clearer. The memories were
-authentic, but they weren't his--nor did the other wives belong to him.
-It was no wonder Erica had cringed at their names.
-
-"These donors were dead, but you can be thankful we had parts of their
-brains available." Crander delved into the file and came up with a
-sheet.
-
-"Here are some body part contributors." He read rapidly. "Dimwiddie,
-Barton, Colton, Morton, Flam and Carnera were responsible for arms and
-hands. Greenberg, Rochefault, Gonzalez, Tall-Cloud, Gowraddy and Tsin
-supplied feet and legs."
-
- * * * * *
-
-He was not a man, Merrol thought. Not now. If anything, he was a
-convention and one body was not a large enough hotel to hold it in
-comfort.
-
-"These were the major human donors, but there were others I didn't
-bother to read, for the kidneys and so on. And I think our four-footed
-friends deserve some mention." He looked up. "The skin on your face is
-from a pig embryo."
-
-That explained why it was hard to shave. "_Oink?_" he said. "I mean did
-it have to be a pig?"
-
-"You'd be surprised how hard it is to transplant human skin," commented
-Crander. "Besides, we wanted to give you a masculine look. The finest
-face there is, genuine pigskin."
-
-Merrol felt like a wallet.
-
-The doctor droned on through the list, but Merrol scarcely listened.
-Only once did he interrupt, to ask incredulously, "Did you say a
-_horse_?"
-
-"Is there anything wrong with a horse?"
-
-Merrol thought back. Come to consider it, there was nothing wrong--in
-fact, compliments were more in order.
-
-"The skill that went into matching the unrelated parts that are now
-you is a landmark in medical history, quite comparable to Harvey's
-discovery of the circulation of the blood," said Dr. Crander. "I
-wouldn't believe it if I hadn't participated in it myself. There have
-been limb and brain replacements before, but never on such a scale. One
-of these days, we'll get out a report that will astound the medical
-world."
-
-Without doubt, it would. Merrol tried to feel grateful, but gratitude
-refused to come. They had saved him--but was it worth it?
-
-Puzzled, Crander frowned at the buzzer. He'd been pressing it
-intermittently for the past few minutes. "Doesn't seem to be working,"
-he muttered, heading toward the door through which Merrol had entered.
-"Wait here--I'll be back. I have to cancel an appointment."
-
- * * * * *
-
-As soon as the door closed, a voice behind Merrol hissed. "I fixed the
-buzzer. He went for the guards."
-
-He whirled. Miss Jerrems stood in the doorway that led into the filing
-room on the opposite side of the office. "Guards?" he repeated.
-
-"Of course--guards for the violent patients."
-
-"What does that have to do with me?"
-
-"You escaped once, didn't you?"
-
-He hadn't escaped, he had merely walked out when he felt he could. Did
-that qualify him as violent? It might. "What of it? I'm no longer a
-patient. The doctor said I had recovered."
-
-"That's what he said to _you_. But even if he means it, there's always
-psychotherapy, post-re-growth orientation."
-
-Orientation--he hadn't thought of that. They'd want to keep him under
-observation for several days and he had no desire to stay hospitalized.
-Erica would come to the hospital in a few hours. Perhaps she was there
-now, waiting to see someone. Come to think of it, he had got past the
-receptionist with remarkable ease. At any rate, if she was insistent
-about it, she must eventually get to see the evidence he had just
-studied.
-
-And then there would be orientation--for both of them.
-
-Without doubt, he would be taught to accept himself as he was, and
-Erica would be trained to look at him without laughter, and together
-they would know that beneath his piebald exterior lurked a lovely
-personality. Then, well adjusted, they would go home and live happily
-ever after. Or would they?
-
-"Don't stand there, if you want to get away," Miss Jerrems whispered
-urgently. "Next time they won't take any chances."
-
-They wouldn't. He would be confined to a room he couldn't break out of
-with guards disguised as nurses. Blindly he moved toward the door.
-
-"Not there," she exclaimed. "Do you want to walk right into them? This
-way. They won't look for you in here." She clasped his hand in her bony
-fingers and led him through the maze of files to an elevator. "This
-takes you to the ground floor," she said. "Once outside, you can get
-away."
-
-He probably could--it was a large building and it would take a
-prolonged search to determine that he was not inside it.
-
-She smiled peculiarly, clearing her throat. "Thirty-seven Brighton
-Drive."
-
-Mechanically he repeated the number. "What is it?"
-
-"That's where you can find out."
-
-"Find out what?"
-
-"What they did to you here. I can't tell you now," she whispered
-nervously. "Oh, _do_ hurry!"
-
-If he had to move fast, this seemed a good time. The elevator dropped
-him to the street level and, looking cautiously around, he walked out.
-In a few minutes, he was blocks away. It was mid-morning, and he swung
-along, hands thrust into his jacket. There was a wad of paper inside
-and he fished it out and examined it--money, neatly folded with a note
-around it.
-
-The note was from Erica, saying that the money was meant for him. The
-sum was not great, but she must have given him everything she had in
-the house. Mistily, he counted it out.
-
-
-III
-
-Dan hadn't been stopped and didn't expect to be. He wasn't a criminal,
-but until the hospital released him, he was technically a mental case.
-But Crander would hardly be anxious to report to the police that a
-patient was missing--not until he had tried everything else.
-
-Merrol took the elevator. It was a bright new apartment building, which
-conferred some social status and not much else on those living in it.
-
-Miss Jerrems opened the door. "Come in," she said, looking around
-furtively as he slipped past her.
-
-He sat down gingerly, watching her scurry about. He tried to protest,
-but nothing he said had any effect on her aggressive hospitality.
-She thrust a cup of watery coffee in his hand and placed a tray of
-breakfast rolls beside him.
-
-She sat facing him. Their knees almost touched--it was a narrow room.
-"I came home at once," she said, not very successful in her attempt to
-control her excitement. "I told them I was upset and, after my long
-years of service, they didn't question me. I tore my dress and told
-them you had done it. I said that you ran up toward the top of the
-building."
-
-He appreciated her motives, but thought she shouldn't have tried so
-hard to convince them. Now they had reason to think he was violent.
-
-"Until today, I've been devoted to Doctor Crander," she said sternly.
-
-He recalled the first look on her face in the doctor's office--and the
-one after she had seen him. In seconds, her whole attitude had changed.
-Why?
-
-"I heard what he told you." She hissed the word--"Lies."
-
-Dan stared at her skeptically. "They didn't do what he said?"
-
-"Oh, the facts were straight enough," she said bitterly. "It was the
-reasons he concealed. They thought you didn't have a chance, so they
-did all sorts of strange things they never tried on anyone else. You
-were an experiment, that's all--but you surprised them."
-
-The hospital was looking for the wrong mental case. They had one
-working for them and didn't know it. He didn't doubt that she was
-right--about his being an experiment--but her observations were wrong.
-It was due entirely to their unorthodox procedures that he was alive.
-
-She looked him over carefully and he knew that the halves of his face
-didn't match by a ridiculous margin, that one shoulder was heavier than
-the other, that his hair was in three colors. Even in repose and fully
-clothed, so that some of the discrepancies of his physique were hidden,
-he was hardly presentable.
-
-"When I saw you standing there today, I realized what they had done to
-you and my loyalty to the institution and the doctor vanished," she
-said earnestly. "And the psychotherapy isn't to help you, it's to make
-sure you won't protest over what they've done. That's why I had to get
-you away. They've ruined you and now _you_ must ruin _them_."
-
-He had half-suspected it would come to this--but he hadn't been sure.
-"I don't want to ruin them," he said slowly. "I'd rather be alive, even
-as an experiment. And if you're thinking of a malpractice suit, you saw
-the files. I couldn't win against that."
-
-"I ought to know about the files--I worked on them." Her eyes sparkled
-and her voice lowered. "What if the evidence is missing?"
-
- * * * * *
-
-He sat back. With her co-operation, the vital parts of the file could
-vanish and, with that gone, he could collect a staggering amount from
-the institution. He had only to appear and no jury or panels of experts
-would decide against him. Is that what she had planned so swiftly
-in the director's office--that she would share the money with him?
-Somehow, he couldn't believe money meant that much to her. "I can't
-permit it," he said. "In spite of everything, I feel obligated."
-
-She flung herself across the narrow space. "I expected you to be
-noble," she sobbed. "One look at you, and I knew I had met the
-loneliest person in the world."
-
-Like called to like, at least for her, and that explained why she had
-grimaced when she had first seen him. It was her counterpart of the
-receptionist's reaction. It explained, too, why she was willing to turn
-against the doctor she had previously adored. As for the money, she
-didn't want it for herself, but as bait for him--and he'd have to take
-her with it.
-
-She had guessed wrong on all counts. He would have thrust her away, but
-it would have been too cruel. He tried to comfort her, and she dried
-her eyes on his shoulder. "Darling," she sniffled. "I've never yielded
-to any man, but if it will help you...."
-
-She pressed close and he couldn't get away without breaking through
-the thin walls of the cramped apartment. He had never known a female
-form could be shaped around so many bones. "These things take time," he
-said, though they didn't. "Let's not rush into anything we'll regret."
-He seemed to arouse the motherly instinct in some women, if only in the
-future tense.
-
-Presently, she sat up, blowing her nose and looking ardently at him
-through tear-rimmed eyes. "You can stay here. You've no place else to
-go, and they'll be looking for you."
-
-"Well," he said--but it was true. He shouldn't be wandering on the
-streets.
-
-He slept that night on a sink that converted to a bed. It would have
-been more comfortable unconverted.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He crept out in the morning before she was awake. He paused outside
-to scribble a note, principally to throw her off his track. You never
-could tell with so unstable a person. Implicated in his escape, she
-might nevertheless report to the hospital. He shoved the note under the
-door and left quickly and quietly.
-
-His first move was to buy a hat, which entailed further trouble. The
-doctors had overcompensated in replacing the missing brain tissue and,
-in piecing a skull together, had constructed an outsized head on which
-nothing seemed to fit. By careful shopping, he found something that did
-fit and, when he'd clapped it on, he happily noted it concealed the
-tricolor hair ... one item less to attract attention.
-
-He ate and afterward walked to the rocketport. It was a long distance
-and formerly he might have complained, but now he didn't mind it. The
-miles seemed to have shrunk to furlongs.
-
-He found the big _Interplanet_ sign and examined the place minutely
-from the outside. Once he had worked there, technically he still did.
-Some memories came back, but not many. He needed at least an hour
-inside to enable him to forget the hospital and its psychotherapy.
-
-Once cleared, he would be free for a while to concentrate on what to do
-about Erica.
-
-The hospital evidently had yet to call in the police. He was still safe
-on the streets, but the medicos must have notified _Interplanet_ and
-all other places at which he might show up. However, the company was
-too big for everyone to know about him this soon. More likely there
-would be only a few who could have information on him as yet. The trick
-was to bypass those individuals who might try to detain him and still
-get where he wanted.
-
-Normally, he'd go to the front office after an accident. This time, he
-went to the side gate and when the guard looked at him questioningly,
-mumbled, "Reporting for duty." Which got him through.
-
-Inside, there were more memories awaiting him. Depending on them, he
-walked rapidly through hall after hall and finally found the desk he
-sought. The man behind it looked up. "Are you sure you're in the right
-place?" he asked.
-
-Merrol would soon know. "Reporting for duty," he stated.
-
-This reply elicited a puzzled expression. "The devil you are. We
-haven't hired anyone new."
-
-"I'm not new. I've been injured, and this is my first time back. Dan
-Merrol's my name."
-
-"Okay, where's your slip?"
-
-"Slip?" he asked, stalling. This was something he ought to know about,
-but didn't.
-
-"Sure, the release from the front office after an injury."
-
-"They said they'd send it down," he replied, holding his breath.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The clerk pawed through the stack. "They don't send nothing down," he
-growled. "I'll call and find out." His hand reached out and then he
-relaxed. "No use bothering them, it'll get here tomorrow." He looked up
-and laughed. "Red tape," he said by way of explanation. "Why should I
-doubt you? If you said they released you, then they did."
-
-Merrol was glad to see one man who wasn't impressed by office routines.
-Still, his behavior was a little puzzling.
-
-The man screened on. The communication unit was behind the desk, tilted
-so he couldn't see it. The volume was low, but Dan could hear the
-conversation from this end. "Got a case for you. Name is Dan Merrol. I
-don't know, he's before my time."
-
-The reply was faint and Dan didn't catch it. But the clerk added, "He
-seems okay. What? Sure he's got a release. Would I send him in?"
-
-He cut the connection and looked up. "Go over to Psych. They'll test
-you. If you pass, we'll put you back on schedule." He started to turn
-away and saw Merrol standing there. "What's the matter?"
-
-"I don't know where Psych is."
-
-"I see. We must have moved things since you were here." The man got up
-and pointed. "Down there and turn left at the second corner. You can't
-miss."
-
-The examiner was scanning a card as he entered. "Lots of experience,"
-he commented. "We'll pass over the written stuff. That's for kids, to
-make sure they've studied their lessons. After you've been out this
-long, you can almost feel a course faster than anyone can figure it."
-
-It was a relief. Merrol didn't know how much theory he remembered, but
-was sure he could still lift a ship as well as the next man.
-
-The examiner made a notation on the card and tossed it into a machine
-that snapped it up and clicked furiously over it. "Let's take the
-biggest thing first, if you're up to it."
-
-"I feel fine." It was not true, but it was the customary answer.
-Anything else, and he'd be shunted off into a series of meaningless
-tests, each designed to verify the results of previous tests. An
-ingenious scheme rigged up by the psych crew in their spare time
-to see how complicated they could make any given system. Answered
-straightforwardly, they rushed a man through with a minimum of
-officiousness.
-
-"Okay, let's take the trip."
-
-He accompanied Dan into a room unlike the others. For one thing, it
-might have been the control room of a ship. Forward, there was the
-usual clear view. The stars were there too, in an adaptation of the
-planetarium. Outside, arranged to give any effect from top acceleration
-to free fall, were a number of gravity coils. Except for the pilot--and
-Merrol would play that role--there was a full complement of officers
-who were invisible.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The tester flicked on a machine. "I'll give you Mars, because that's
-your usual run. This is a short drive, because you're in a favorable
-position. Got it?"
-
-Merrol nodded and climbed into the seat, facing the instruments.
-
-"I've turned on the best crew simulators, better than you'd ever
-actually get. Don't worry about them, just take the data and flit the
-way you think you should." The tester clamped a mike inches away and
-adjusted the visio-recorders firmly on his head, where electron beams
-could sneak in and tap his optic centers. "The first trip after you've
-been away is rough, but you'll make it."
-
-Merrol strapped himself in and hoped the other man was right.
-
-The examiner went to the door, turned and grinned. "Watch out for the
-interplanetary goose," he called and snapped the switch.
-
-Merrol was now in a ship. In the back of his mind there was some doubt
-of his ability, but it didn't reach as far as his fingers. Rockets
-vibrated beneath him. Outside, he could see the glazed earth-slick. He
-touched the power and climbed above the clouds. The sky turned black
-and there were stars.
-
-He checked position. The tester had given him a setup. The Moon was
-out of the way and the run to Mars was the shortest on record. If he
-couldn't handle this, he wasn't a pilot.
-
-The seat jabbed him suddenly. That's what he'd been warned about--he'd
-been expecting it and still wasn't prepared. The tempathy drugs flooded
-into him and the needle was withdrawn.
-
-Takeoff and landing were always rehearsed on the pilot's own time.
-The ends of a voyage were critical and it was essential to have an
-undistorted reaction. Besides, neither took long.
-
-The time between one planet and the next was long and nothing much
-happened, so it could be shortened without deleterious effect on the
-results. Tempathy drugs shortened it, though not completely. Part of a
-man's consciousness went along at normal speed and the rest, that which
-counted in jockeying rockets, was enormously telescoped.
-
-It telescoped on Merrol. He couldn't see. Rather, part of him could
-but, for the other fraction, images passed in front of his eyes too
-fast for his mind to evaluate. Weeks flipped past in minutes. It
-was a dream world turned inside out--the roles of consciousness and
-unconsciousness were reversed.
-
-There was something wrong with the sounds he half-heard. He could get
-emotions, though he couldn't separate them into sense. There were
-additional voices that shouldn't be there--the mechanical crew spoke to
-him giving silent data--but there were other actual voices, fearful or
-consolatory. He tried to speak, but his vocal cords were preempted.
-
-He was doing it all, speaking, moving the controls, directing the ship
-between planets. It ought to be easier than takeoff, but it wasn't. He
-shouldn't be afraid of anything he might find out there--which was
-nothing--but that didn't alter conditions. He was profoundly disturbed,
-and he hoped the tester noticed it.
-
-The examiner did spot trouble. He opened the door and reversed the
-switch. Lights went on, and another needle speared him, counteracting
-the effects of the tempathy drugs. Slowly the ship disappeared, space
-along with it, and the room whirled back into view and settled down.
-Something handed him back his eyes and ears.
-
-"Easy," said the man. "Sit there. You don't have to move. We'll find
-out what's wrong. It may not be serious at all."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Unhooking the visio-recorder, the tester also swung the mike away. "You
-were doing fine," he said. "Never saw anything smoother. About here,
-though, you seemed to be having difficulty. We'll slow it down and see
-what it was."
-
-He snapped the reels in place and darkened the room. On the screen
-was the vision-port and, through it, a view of Mars. A fleck of light
-glittered, grew, became a cloud, a swarm. A swarm?
-
-"God!" said the tester, bewildered. "A billion butterflies! How could
-you imagine butterflies, twenty million miles from a planet?"
-
-Merrol squirmed--he didn't know either. What was wrong with him to make
-him dream up butterflies?
-
-The examiner switched the film off and the lights on. "So you missed
-them--why, I don't know." He fiddled with another machine. "We'll slow
-down the sound, synchronize the two of them later, but maybe by itself
-the sound will give us a clue as to what happened."
-
-"What's that?" It came from the sound track, but it was Merrol's voice.
-
-"Those are lepidoptera." Another voice, also his, though of different
-pitch and timbre--his, because he was the only one there to speak.
-"I've always dreamed of discovering a new species and at last I have,
-since these can fly through space. What strange adaptations they have
-made. Aren't they beautiful?"
-
-He answered. "They won't be when I plow through them. The rockets will
-fry them."
-
-"Turn aside!" shouted the lepidopterist. "You can't destroy them."
-
-"I'm going to act as if this were not happening," said a cultured
-voice. "_Bang-bang!_"
-
-"This is upsetting," said a different person. "Since I have
-no instrument, I'll listen with my memory to a Bach concerto.
-Unfortunately, it ends in the middle of the third movement, as though
-it has been sliced through with a knife that separated one note cleanly
-from the next. Still, it's better to have this than nothing."
-
-"Your computers are awfully slow," said the fifth. "I'll figure out a
-new course for us."
-
-"Gimme the controls," said the wrestler. "I'll turn the ship, if I
-hafta do it with my bare hands."
-
-The examiner snapped off the sound and busied himself with things that
-may have been necessary. "You don't have to sit there," he said after a
-while. "Wait outside." He glanced down, "Be careful when you move, the
-control column will fall off. Didn't know it could be broken."
-
-As he got out of the seat, the examiner slapped his back. "Tell you
-what, fellow--don't wait--go now to the Compensation Board and see
-about retirement."
-
-
-IV
-
-Merrol sat in the room where he had been sitting for a day and a half
-since the psych test. He had walked out immediately, found a room and
-was still in it. It wasn't comfortable, sitting. Whichever position was
-right for the bend of one knee was wrong for the other.
-
-He had depended on the test to get him out of a jam, but the stratagem
-had failed. If he had passed, he'd have been another experienced pilot
-for the _Interplanet_ string and that meant something. Experienced men
-were valuable and I. P. would have gone to bat for him.
-
-Not everyone could pass the test and, while it didn't prove that the
-man who did was one hundred per cent sane, it was a big argument
-in that direction. It was evidence that would have to be respected
-publicly, whatever private doubts a psychotherapist might have.
-
-Unwittingly, he had provided additional ammunition against himself.
-When the results of the test sifted through the layers of red tape to
-the front office, _Interplanet_ would contact the hospital, which would
-then really want to orient him to a frazzle.
-
-Orientation sounded nice but it was not for Merrol. If they could
-orient everyone he would come in contact with as well--but how much
-insulation could a man build up against involuntary laughter? It was
-fine to be a comedian on the screen and then step out of character
-and relax--but what if you couldn't stop? Nobody could adjust to the
-constant expectation of hysterical mirth. But wasn't that a reason
-to undergo psychotherapy, so they could blunt the edges of his own
-reactions? It ought to be, but somehow it wasn't. He didn't dare
-submit.
-
-There was a difference, apparently determined by sex, in the way
-people behaved toward him. No man had thus far done more than smile
-respectfully while he was near. What they did later, he could guess.
-Face to face, they seemed to be reserved and incredulous until they
-learned to accept him as a member of their species and sex and
-then--how _did_ they act? It would take more than casual thinking to
-puzzle _that_ out.
-
-Women saw the big joke instantly and giggled, and he couldn't blame
-them. Seconds later, they smirked contritely and tried to touch him, as
-if contact could atone for their behavior. _They_ noticed appearance at
-all times, whereas men didn't as a rule of their own sex.
-
-He paused to re-examine his thoughts. Something seemed to be missing in
-his analysis. What it was, he couldn't tell. It would have to come out
-later, as he mingled more with people--if he ever did.
-
- * * * * *
-
-And that wasn't all. He had been a pilot, but never would be one
-again. His skill had been destroyed by the intrusion of five other
-personalities, who each brought his own odd bit of useless knowledge to
-the whole Merrol. He should have expected it, but he hadn't, nor had
-the doctors.
-
-It was obvious--the brain slices that had replaced his own damaged
-tissues had to be in healthy condition or they'd never have functioned
-properly--and what did those medical fools think was the function of
-any brain? He was in command of the group brain because his was the
-dominant fraction, but when he sat down and thought about it, what good
-did it do? He was sitting down and it didn't do any good, so he got up.
-
-He took two paces across the room and looked out the window, into
-windows that looked into his. Compensation was coming to him.
-Ultimately, he'd divide it with Erica and go away. She must know by now
-that the man she had spent the night with was actually her own husband.
-Intellectually she must have decided to accept him.
-
-He wasn't noble, though. Much as he wanted her, he knew he couldn't
-live with anyone who had to stifle her laughter when he stepped out of
-the bath or into bed.
-
-He walked the carpet aimlessly until, through the window, he caught a
-word from the telecast in the next apartment. He thought it sounded
-familiar. He yanked the louvers closed and grunted, but it didn't
-help--the word bothered him. He reached out the long arm to turn on his
-own screen.
-
-A face came into view and a man's voice whispered. Merrol turned up the
-volume, but it didn't get any louder. It was the low-pressure soothing
-type. Whatever he was selling, it was a welcome change.
-
-The announcer smiled reassuringly. "Actually, I'm talking to one
-person. The rest of you may listen or not for the next five minutes,
-after which I'll have something to say to you." It was a clever
-approach to insure that the audience didn't switch programs.
-
-"Dan Merrol, this is a personal message to you." Merrol sat up.
-
-"We'd call you if we could, but this is a large city and you've simply
-vanished. We have operatives trying to trace you, but with no success
-up to now." The announcer leaned forward confidentially.
-
-"Now, Dan, before you become alarmed, let me say you've done nothing
-wrong. In fact, at _Interplanet_, we think you've done everything
-right--but I'll come to that later."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Interplanet? Then it wasn't the hospital or the police. What could I.
-P. want of him?
-
-"No doubt the test you took was somewhat of a shock. Don't blame the
-psych examiner for the conclusions he formed--he can't be expected to
-know more than the leading psychologists. You're probably curious as
-to what this test has to do with you and _Interplanet_. We hope so--we
-want you to keep on listening.
-
-"The test proved you're no longer a competent pilot--but it also
-indicated something much bigger. Dan, _you_ are the answer to a problem
-that has been bothering us for generations. Before the accident, you
-knew nothing of music or any life science, your math was adequate but
-not deep, you often felt awkward in the presence of others when you had
-no need to and you lacked confidence in your physical ability.
-
-"Suddenly, you gained something of each and, when we contacted your
-doctors, we were able to surmise how it happened. Now you ask--what
-good does this do you and what is the problem to which this is the
-answer?
-
-"Simply this--_specialization_. You know what constitutes a rocket
-crew--pilot, radio man, engineer and several lesser technicians, each
-of whom knows only his own job. Although you'll never sit at the
-controls again--through you, we can help others."
-
-The announcer lowered his voice now. "You can unlock specialization
-for us. In the future, each man will concentrate on what particular
-aptitudes he has, then share it, via surgery, with others whose
-knowledge complements his own. To do this, we need to study you further
-and, of course, we'll pay you well for the opportunity. In addition,
-you'll still get your compensation. Please come and talk it over with
-us.
-
-"Frankly, we're a little worried about what you may be thinking. If
-you have any thoughts of self-destruction because of what must seem a
-strange condition, put them aside. You're much saner than the average
-man."
-
- * * * * *
-
-Merrol listened, smiling at the remark. No matter what they thought, he
-couldn't seriously contemplate suicide. There were too many others to
-dissuade him.
-
-Nevertheless, it was hard to understand and accept the sudden change of
-his status. He had formerly been a mere employee, but now....
-
-The announcer hadn't finished. "In the beginning, Dan, I said you had
-done everything right, whether you knew it or not. After we learned
-what we did from your test, we checked through our files and found
-that we had a few other accident cases on record in which part of
-the brain had been replaced. In each case there was a faint trace of
-another personality, which we could detect when we knew what to look
-for. We rechecked each person we could locate. Unfortunately, the
-latent personalities and their share of knowledge had been submerged
-beyond recovery by the rigorous psychotherapy the accident victim had
-undergone after surgery."
-
- * * * * *
-
-The imaginary Wysocki's theorem of self-therapy. He never knew of
-anyone by that name, nor had he got it from one of the other five. But,
-however nonsensically he had invented it to express the needs he felt
-at the time, it was, in fact, not nonsense. When it came to that, who
-knew anything about six minds packaged together--and what could have
-been done to him in ignorance?
-
-The announcer was finished talking to Dan Merrol alone. "Remember,
-all of you," he said briskly. "This man is neither a criminal
-nor insane. He is extremely withdrawn, as a result of unpleasant
-experiences. If you can induce him to come to _Interplanet_, or lead
-our representatives to him, you will receive a substantial reward. Here
-is his picture."
-
-Merrol turned off the screen and scowled. He didn't like that last.
-He intended to take their offer, but he wanted to be free to walk
-the streets. He could settle that easily enough by just calling
-_Interplanet_. They'd send someone down to whisk him away. That would
-solve all his problems--or would it?
-
-Certainly, it eliminated orientation or any form of psychotherapy.
-After what had happened to the others, the psychologists would be
-content merely to observe what went on in his mind. They wouldn't want
-to give him much privacy, but he'd have to insist on it. They'd listen.
-
-This could be just a job, a very good job while it lasted--say three or
-four years--until they had learned all they need to know. Perhaps there
-would be other men blended more scientifically than he had been. But he
-could accumulate enough money to last the rest of his life, or perhaps
-turn his many new talents to something else. There were many things he
-would like to do, and he was ahead of everyone else now, even though in
-three or four years he would no longer be unique.
-
-Except, of course, in his body.
-
-And there it was again. Was there nothing he could do to get away from
-it?
-
-He had no memory of Erica except for the one night, but it was enough
-to convince him. What would their future be like in what was sure to
-follow? After that broadcast, he would be a person of some note, but
-would that stop laughter? Would she wait until he left the room before
-she giggled?
-
-He'd come to terms with _Interplanet_, but first he had to come to
-terms with himself ... and he hadn't.
-
-How good was his imaginary Wysocki's theorem? Could it take one last
-extension? He counted what was left of the money Erica had given him.
-It wasn't much, but with it he could leave the city. And he had to.
-
-
-V
-
-It was dusk when he slipped out of the room and later still when the
-plane lifted away from the station. It was an ancient jet, long since
-relegated to cheap overnight service where speed was not a factor and
-price was.
-
-He knew he was taking a chance and half expected to be stopped, but
-apparently not many people had listened to the broadcast. Casual
-glances slid off him and didn't linger. Partly, he suspected, because
-he had pulled his hat over his face and thrust his hands in the jacket.
-He'd gotten away in time, but by the morning there would be people on
-the streets looking for him.
-
-He stared at the approximation of a port. When this ship had been
-built, there was some feeling against the practice and so the row of
-picture tubes had been camouflaged as ports in the wall. There was a
-station selector switch, but none for _on_ or _off_. He glowered at the
-picture at his elbow and turned to the least annoying thing he could
-find. Across the aisle, there were three other programs he could see
-distinctly. The one directly opposite was a repeat of the broadcast
-he had heard a few hours previously. He scowled and looked away. If
-it hadn't been a night plane, in which people sought sleep, he would
-certainly have been spotted. Apathy was his best protection. He hunched
-down in his seat and dozed off.
-
-When he awakened, the familiar _Interplanet_ program was at his elbow.
-He reached to change stations, then on impulse let his hand continue
-past the knob until he felt the ash tray. He unfastened the heavy
-article and poked it through the screen.
-
-The glass broke, but only a few in the immediate vicinity heard it in
-the din. To those who stared at him, he presented a view of his back or
-the profile of his hat. They glanced at him indifferently, then looked
-away. Outside the orifice, where the tube had been in the outer of two
-walls, was an actual port. He gazed through it contentedly.
-
-A finger tapped him. "Yes?" he said in a loud voice.
-
-The man behind him leaned over. "I've been riding in this plane once a
-week for five years. I mean, would you mind if I looked out? I've never
-seen where I'm going."
-
-"Glad to have you."
-
-The man sat beside him and peered wistfully out. Below were lights,
-the patterns of cities, roads and towns and in the distance the glare
-of furnaces. There was also a current of cold air seeping from the
-space between the double walls. The man looked, shivered, turned up his
-collar and finally went back to his seat.
-
-It was cold, but Merrol remained where he was. There was some
-satisfaction in asserting himself, but the satisfaction wore off and
-the cold didn't.
-
-His attention was caught by the program which was flickering across the
-aisle. Doctor Crander--Merrol frowned. Did the hospital want him too?
-He listened intently. No, they didn't want him.
-
- * * * * *
-
-Crander sounded tired. "This is an emergency appeal and we'll need a
-wide response. We have in our care a person with a serious illness we
-can't diagnose. With so much interplanetary travel we can't determine
-what causes the disease. It may be an organism from a moon of Saturn or
-almost anything else.
-
-"Our staff is working at top speed. We feel, if we can keep her alive
-for one week, she'll be out of danger. That is by no means a certainty,
-but a reasonably accurate forecast.
-
-"We have a new theory, largely untested, but we hope it will work.
-Each person differs from the next and though, when we match limbs and
-organs, we try to take this into account, we never quite succeed in
-effecting a perfect biological match. As a result, the character of the
-blood changes, slightly but significantly. It's as if we had lumped
-together the various natural immunities of the component bodies and
-created an entirely new super-immunity."
-
-Crander paused. "We need persons who have had five or more major
-replacements. By major, I mean hands, arms, legs or parts of
-them--nothing so trivial as ears, or a few feet of skin, or three or
-four fingers.
-
-"It must be at least five, though more are correspondingly better.
-Nothing less--and please don't apply with only a minor replacement. Two
-donors have volunteered so far and we have fractioned and administered
-the blood of one with dramatic, if temporary, results. In a few hours,
-we'll have to use the second. After that, I don't know what we'll do."
-
-Merrol stirred. He was deeply suspicious.
-
-"Here's the woman," said Crander. "She needs your help."
-
-The man across the aisle leaned forward and his head was in front of
-the picture. Merrol tried to see, but couldn't.
-
-"It's up to you," said Crander as he faded from the screen.
-
-Merrol tapped the man across the aisle. "Please repeat it."
-
-The man glanced around and saw who it was. "Aw, you're the guy who
-doesn't like that stuff." He jerked his head at the broken screen.
-
-The memory cell of the picture tube didn't have a long attention span.
-It could recall forty-five seconds of the past program and no longer.
-The broadcast might be repeated, or it might not. Did he want to wait?
-
-He reached out his arm--the long one--and fastened onto the man's
-jacket, giving him a short rough shove.
-
-"Repeat it, I said!"
-
-The man looked down. He wasn't small himself, but it was a large
-fist. "Sure thing," he said, jabbing the repeat button. The scene was
-replayed.
-
-"Thanks," said Merrol, letting go.
-
-The man looked at his crumpled clothing. "Not at all," he muttered,
-sliding away against the wall. "Don't mention it."
-
- * * * * *
-
-The woman was Erica. It was too much of a coincidence that, among so
-many millions in the city, she should be the one. The hospital and
-_Interplanet_ were working together and now they had brought in Erica.
-How gullible did they think he was and how much had they offered her
-for this? It might not be money, though--they might have convinced
-her it was to Dan's own best interest that they get in touch with him
-immediately.
-
-They were baiting him crudely and if they weren't, there were others
-who could respond as well as he. There must be hundreds in the
-vicinity, scores at any rate, who could qualify. There were enough
-without him, depending on how often the blood fraction was needed.
-Crander hadn't said. It was a trick and Erica wasn't ill--or if she
-was, she would be safe without him. He had to make up his mind before
-he saw her, and he couldn't. He clenched his hands, both big and
-little. He had stretched Wysocki's theorem too far and it had failed.
-
-"I had a wife once." The voice startled him, but he sat still, hoping
-to hear it again. Maybe they would tell him what to do. "Not so slender
-as Erica. Rather bouncy, in fact, but I liked her. Pity she ran away
-with a coleopterist. Never could understand what she saw in him." The
-voice grew sad. "_Beetles!_"
-
-"My advice is that wives are easily come by," said a theatrical voice,
-modulated for effect. "But before he shuffles off this mortal coil to
-the last roundup, every man should have at least one wife like Erica."
-
-"I can't speak of wives or women," said the musician. "There's so
-little memory left, mostly music. But you've been subconsciously
-humming a tune for days--and I must tell you that Beethoven didn't
-write anything called Erica. The correct title is Eroica."
-
-"One fall don't mean nothing, it's always the best two out of three.
-The way I see it, you gotta get up. Get close to them, hold them tight,
-or they'll throw you outta the ring."
-
-"This is something that can't be figured. There are some odds no one
-can live by. You'll have to solve this one yourself."
-
-He sat there, not moving. They were with him always, but sometimes they
-weren't much help.
-
-The plane would land on the other side of the continent. He had little
-money, but he could get in touch with _Interplanet_ and they would
-advance him the fare back. Unfortunately, such a move would take time.
-There would be schedules to juggle, to say nothing of the ride back. A
-mere matter of hours on a fast ship--yet what if that was too long?
-
- * * * * *
-
-He got to his feet and went forward. "You can't go in there," said the
-stewardess.
-
-He looked past her into the pilot's compartment. It was securely locked
-from this side though not on the other. He glanced down at the girl.
-It was a tradition that stewardesses were gorgeous creatures, though
-the tradition was simply not true any longer. In an age of space
-exploration, air travel had dispensed with glamor. But for unfathomable
-reasons, this stewardess was a throwback to the old days. If she didn't
-quite achieve real beauty, she came close enough so that no healthy
-male could conceivably object to her nearness.
-
-Merrol could take the keys away from her, but she'd scream and a dozen
-men would come leaping to her rescue. He didn't care for the odds.
-
-He had met three women and had he misjudged the effect of the
-new himself on them? First Erica--her behavior had been strange,
-considering that, even from the first, she must have doubted he
-was her husband. Then the receptionist--she _had_ gone out of her
-way to get him into Crander's office when the latter was upset by
-the disappearance of a patient. And finally, the pathetic Miss
-Jerrems, who had thawed and would have descended to crooked schemes,
-had he encouraged her. Was this some form of pity or something
-quite different--or did it matter at all as long as they were not
-indifferent? There was a way to find out.
-
-He raised his arm, the shorter one, and laid his hand affectionately on
-the stewardess' shoulder. "Isn't there a private room in back?"
-
-She tilted her head and her lips glistened. "Yes, there is."
-
-"Small enough for two?"
-
-"I believe so." Her lashes trembled and lowered and she seemed
-surprised that they did. "That is if you--if we snuggled close."
-
-"I'm sure we will. Why don't you find out about that room?"
-
-"It seems like a good idea." She blushed and turned to leave.
-
-"I'll need keys, won't I?" he said.
-
-She leaned against him and the keys dropped into his hand. "I'll be
-waiting," she whispered. He watched her walk down the aisle and enjoyed
-the enticing sway of her hips. Under other circumstances, he might
-have considered joining her.
-
-He had the keys! It had worked! He didn't know why, nor did he have
-time to think about it. He inserted the key and stepped inside.
-
-"Hi, Jane," sang out the pilot, not turning, assuming he knew who it
-was.
-
-Merrol located the autopilot switch and, reaching past the man, turned
-it on. With the same motion he whirled the pilot around. "Listen,
-friend, don't you want to go back?"
-
-"No. Why should I?" The pilot was startled, but not intimidated.
-
-"Engine trouble or something. You figure it out. I don't care
-what it is, as long as we get back." He half-hoped the man would
-object--physical action would be a relief. In an emergency, he could
-handle the ship himself--it was simpler than a spaceship.
-
- * * * * *
-
-The pilot squinted beyond and behind him. "Engines don't sound so
-good," he muttered. He was unexpectedly docile. "Safety first is the
-motto of this airline." It was a good rule, but it was questionable
-whose safety he was referring to.
-
-The pilot was still having unaccountable difficulty with his
-eyes--there was a marked tendency to cross. "Sure, we'll go back," he
-said. "Glad you brought it to my attention. But call off your gang,
-will you, mister?"
-
-Merrol turned around. He was alone. There was no one behind him, though
-the pilot seemed convinced there was.
-
-He had a partial answer to the pilot's strange reaction. He was a
-multiple personality and, normally latent, in times of stress the
-multi-personality became dominant and impressed itself psychologically
-on the observer. And if the mind received the impression of several
-men, the eye tried hard to produce evidence that would confirm it.
-
-Not everyone was as successful at self-hypnosis as the pilot, but
-the temptation toward it was always there. Now that he thought of
-it, men never had laughed at him. Instead they had been respectful.
-He apparently had an unsettling effect on those of his own sex he
-came in contact with--just how powerful it was, he didn't know yet.
-The complete answer would have to await investigation by trained
-psychologists.
-
-Women were different. They invariably laughed first--Erica too, in
-spite of the general sympathy she must have felt for him. In what did
-the difference lie? That too he would have to determine--later.
-
-The pilot looked at him dizzily, beseechingly. Merrol decided he must
-be pouring it on, though he felt no different. "Remember, I can get up
-here in an awful hurry," said Merrol, "so no tricks." The pilot nodded
-and clung helplessly to the controls. He wouldn't cause any trouble.
-Merrol raised his arm in a gesture. "Come on, fellows."
-
-As an afterthought, he locked the stewardess in the private compartment
-and, as he did so, he could feel the plane swing in a wide arc that
-would take them to the station they had started from. The apathetic
-dozing passengers didn't even notice.
-
-And then all six of him walked back to his seat and Merrol sat down.
-
-
-VI
-
-He slid out of the plane while it was still rolling. He didn't want to
-argue with the passengers, when they found they were on the wrong coast
-and he was to blame. Nor did he particularly want to explain to the
-authorities. Later he would have to, but by then he would have powerful
-interests behind him to smooth over the incident.
-
-It was late and there were no cabs in sight, in air or on surface. He
-crossed the landing strip into the station and out of it and swept
-along the dark streets with a loose-jointed stride that made the
-distance seem less than it was. Presently, he broke into a trot and his
-speed was encouraging.
-
-A hoppicopter--one of the little surface cars that could rise and
-fly for a short time to avoid traffic jams--bounced down and rolled
-alongside. A window slid open and a head popped out. "In a hurry,
-mister?"
-
-He bobbed his head. "Hospital."
-
-"Jump in and we'll take you. We're not doing anything special--just
-riding around." The hoppicopter stopped. This was luck--he'd get there
-faster.
-
-The man in the front seat opened the door and stepped out, flashing a
-light on him. "Just a check. We don't mind taking you, but we want to
-be sure we don't pick up some rough character."
-
-The man didn't look so gentle himself--and the light was trained on Dan
-too long. If they were afraid, he'd have to refuse their offer and go
-on.
-
-"Hey, Carl," the man with the flash called out puzzledly. "Haven't we
-seen this guy somewhere before?"
-
-He should have expected something like this and not stopped--but maybe
-it would have been worse if he hadn't. So far, he had been lucky that
-no one had spotted him--and now was not the time to be discussing
-terms with _Interplanet_. He began to edge away.
-
-Carl climbed out of the hoppicopter and circled in the same direction
-Merrol was inching toward. "I guess I have at that," said Carl slowly.
-He was a big man. "Can't say where, though."
-
-Merrol breathed more easily. He couldn't make a break for it, but
-perhaps he wouldn't have to. They might not have seen the broadcast.
-"I've got to hurry," he said. "I'll go on."
-
-"Don't get sore," said Carl soothingly. "We'll take you. Climb in."
-
-The man with the light was frowning indecisively. "The guy on the
-broadcast?" he asked sharply.
-
-"Nah," said Carl disgustedly. "That guy--you look at his picture and
-you have to bust out laughing. Now this fellow here--while he's a
-long way from handsome--is clearly the executive type, a man you can
-trust." Carl scrutinized him thoughtfully. Before Merrol could stop
-him, he reached out and plucked off the hat. "There's only one guy with
-three-colored hair, though, and you've got it," he said unbelievingly.
-
-Merrol started to back away, but the body of the hoppicopter stopped
-him.
-
-"Mister, you've sure got some disguise," said the other man in an awed
-voice. "I could look right at you all day and not tell who it was."
-
- * * * * *
-
-It was no disguise, it was the multi-personality again. No one looked
-quite the same in real life as in a picture, because the personality
-was missing. And with him the difference was far more marked. The
-camera could register his features accurately, but men couldn't, not
-when he was actually there to inspire trust and respect--and he did
-arouse those emotions. Added together, these were some of the reasons
-why he hadn't hitherto been recognized.
-
-"Sorry to have bothered you," he said, pushing between them as they
-converged on him. "I'm in a hurry."
-
-"Sure, sure," said Carl, apologetically, moving aside.
-
-"But he's money!" the man with the flashlight cried in an anguished
-voice.
-
-"So he is!" said Carl. The vision of money seemed to carry a lot of
-weight with him. He seemed reluctant to act, but he reached out and
-swung Merrol around. "We'll take you to _Interplanet_ and then you can
-go to the hospital. Don't worry, we aren't going to do nothing. It
-don't _pay_ us to hurt you."
-
-Their original intentions were probably sincere, but now that they
-thought they'd found money on the street, they weren't willing to let
-it go. But Merrol was not going to accompany them to _Interplanet_. He
-jerked away.
-
-"We'll split the reward," said Carl. "Too bad we got to carry him in."
-
-Merrol tried to elude him, but Carl caught his arm in a bone-cracking
-hold. That is, it ought to have splintered bone. That it didn't was not
-due to lack of skill, but to the proportions of the arm to which it was
-applied. The advantage of leverage went to Merrol and he used it. He
-broke loose and swung the long arm with the large fist and Carl went
-down.
-
-The man with the light dropped it, climbed on Merrol's back and was
-pounding away at a nerve. Had he found the nerve, Merrol might have
-crumpled to the street. He didn't find it, because it wasn't there. The
-nerve had been surgically rerouted.
-
-Merrol peeled him off and tossed him on top of Carl. He tossed him
-harder than he meant to and neither man moved.
-
-He climbed into the hoppicopter and rolled it through the dark streets.
-They had caused him to lose time and for this they would forfeit the
-use of their 'copter. They could pick it up in the morning, if they
-felt like claiming it. He got out and hurried into the hospital.
-
-He met others in the corridors--it was a busy place in spite of the
-lateness--but the first person he recognized was Erica. "Dan!" she
-said. She didn't use anything scientific, but the hold on him was
-harder to break than judo. Perhaps because he didn't want to.
-
-Later, he became aware of someone tapping his shoulder. He turned
-around. "These things can be consummated in the privacy of one's own
-home," murmured Doctor Crander. "But when a life is at stake, passion
-should be put aside."
-
-The purely physical elation began to fade. He put Erica down, but
-uncertainly holding onto her. It was an ambivalent gesture. "Is this
-what you call an emergency?" he asked sarcastically. He had broken a
-number of minor laws and nearly his own neck in getting here. He had a
-right to be angry, though he was not sure how he felt.
-
-The doctor gave him a scandalized look. "Do you think we're unethical?
-There is such a woman as we described, one of our staff. We do have
-other donors, but we think you can do more for her. In a fit of
-despondency, this woman wandered into the extraterrestrial room without
-the customary protection, hoping to catch something--and she did."
-Crander frowned. "The only way we altered facts was to use your wife's
-photo. It was her idea. Furthermore, it is true that a pretty girl gets
-a better response--and, of course, Erica wanted you back."
-
-When he learned who the patient was, he was satisfied with his
-decision. After the blood fraction had been administered to Miss
-Jerrems, even his untrained eyes could see the improvement.
-
- * * * * *
-
-He watched Erica suspiciously as she pattered about in a state of
-dishabille that did nothing to enhance her beauty but, perversely,
-made her more exciting. That she had been uncertain as to his identity
-the last time meant little and he could forgive it. Man and wife were
-not thereby distinct species, separate to themselves, unattracted or
-repelled by all others of the opposite sex. For himself, he had only to
-remember the stewardess.
-
-But it was important to know what her true feelings toward him were.
-Laughter at the wrong time could be disastrous to a man's ego!
-
-"This time, you know there's no mistake," he said, hoping that irony
-was some protection. "But are you sure you want me as a husband?"
-
-She stopped fiddling with her hair. She tilted her head and looked
-at him, at a body that defied the laws of anatomy and the face that
-belonged on a clown--except that a clown could take his face off. "Are
-you trying to get rid of me?" She was asking questions, not answering
-them.
-
-Erica was examining him carefully and he could tell that she, unlike a
-male, saw each feature distinctly, saw the nose that had belonged to
-someone else and looked it, the jaw, originally very fine, but with
-contours that had since melted out of shape.
-
-"I'm not trying to get rid of you," he said. "Maybe you want somebody
-nicer." He'd have to know before he could stop feeling tormented.
-
-"Nicer?" she echoed. "Do you want me to answer that?"
-
- * * * * *
-
-She came and leaned against him. "A woman ought to have _some_
-secrets," she murmured. "But if you have to know, the first time I
-saw you I laughed, because you are funny. And after that, well, I saw
-traces of the nicest features of nearly every man I ever had a crush
-on. That was just the physical side."
-
-She rested her head on his shoulder. "I didn't believe you actually
-were Dan. I didn't pay attention to a thing you said."
-
-"But if you didn't believe...."
-
-"Just what you're thinking," she answered. "I couldn't help it. You're
-the most exciting challenge a woman can have. Even if she doesn't know
-why, as I didn't then, it's still there--half a dozen men, and all of
-them in one monogamous package."
-
-Now that she put it that way, he could see why she hadn't been able to
-resist. He could see that there were few women who could. He glanced at
-a framed photograph of the handsome pre-accident Dan Merrol that stood
-on the bureau. He thought, _Poor sucker!_
-
-
-
-
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